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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/26541-8.txt b/26541-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..2b70bf0 --- /dev/null +++ b/26541-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,23031 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook, The Vicar of Bullhampton, by Anthony +Trollope, Illustrated by H. Woods + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: The Vicar of Bullhampton + + +Author: Anthony Trollope + + + +Release Date: September 5, 2008 [eBook #26541] +Most recently updated October 5, 2017 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE VICAR OF BULLHAMPTON*** + + +E-text prepared by Delphine Lettau and Joseph E. Loewenstein, M.D. + + + +Note: Project Gutenberg also has an HTML version of this + file which includes the original illustrations. + See 26541-h.htm or 26541-h.zip: + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/6/5/4/26541/26541-h/26541-h.htm) + or + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/6/5/4/26541/26541-h.zip) + + + + + +THE VICAR OF BULLHAMPTON. + +by + +ANTHONY TROLLOPE. + +With Thirty Illustrations by H. Woods. + + + + + + +[Illustration: Waiting-Room at the Assize Court. (frontispiece)] + + +[Illustration for title page] + + + +London: +Bradbury, Evans, and Co., 11, Bouverie Street. +1870. + + + + +PREFACE. + + +The writing of prefaces is, for the most part, work thrown away; and +the writing of a preface to a novel is almost always a vain thing. +Nevertheless, I am tempted to prefix a few words to this novel on +its completion, not expecting that many people will read them, but +desirous, in doing so, of defending myself against a charge which may +possibly be made against me by the critics,--as to which I shall be +unwilling to revert after it shall have been preferred. + +I have introduced in the Vicar of Bullhampton the character of a girl +whom I will call,--for want of a truer word that shall not in its +truth be offensive,--a castaway. I have endeavoured to endow her with +qualities that may create sympathy, and I have brought her back at +last from degradation at least to decency. I have not married her to +a wealthy lover, and I have endeavoured to explain that though there +was possible to her a way out of perdition, still things could not be +with her as they would have been had she not fallen. + +There arises, of course, the question whether a novelist, who +professes to write for the amusement of the young of both sexes, +should allow himself to bring upon his stage such a character as that +of Carry Brattle? It is not long since,--it is well within the memory +of the author,--that the very existence of such a condition of life, +as was hers, was supposed to be unknown to our sisters and daughters, +and was, in truth, unknown to many of them. Whether that ignorance +was good may be questioned; but that it exists no longer is beyond +question. Then arises that further question,--how far the condition +of such unfortunates should be made a matter of concern to the sweet +young hearts of those whose delicacy and cleanliness of thought is a +matter of pride to so many of us. Cannot women, who are good, pity +the sufferings of the vicious, and do something perhaps to mitigate +and shorten them, without contamination from the vice? It will be +admitted probably by most men who have thought upon the subject that +no fault among us is punished so heavily as that fault, often so +light in itself but so terrible in its consequences to the less +faulty of the two offenders, by which a woman falls. All her own sex +is against her,--and all those of the other sex in whose veins runs +the blood which she is thought to have contaminated, and who, of +nature, would befriend her were her trouble any other than it is. + +She is what she is, and remains in her abject, pitiless, unutterable +misery, because this sentence of the world has placed her beyond +the helping hand of Love and Friendship. It may be said, no doubt, +that the severity of this judgment acts as a protection to female +virtue,--deterring, as all known punishments do deter, from vice. But +this punishment, which is horrible beyond the conception of those who +have not regarded it closely, is not known beforehand. Instead of the +punishment there is seen a false glitter of gaudy life,--a glitter +which is damnably false,--and which, alas, has been more often +portrayed in glowing colours, for the injury of young girls, than +have those horrors, which ought to deter, with the dark shadowings +which belong to them. + +To write in fiction of one so fallen as the noblest of her sex, as +one to be rewarded because of her weakness, as one whose life is +happy, bright, and glorious, is certainly to allure to vice and +misery. But it may perhaps be possible that if the matter be handled +with truth to life, some girl, who would have been thoughtless, may +be made thoughtful, or some parent's heart may be softened. It may +also at last be felt that this misery is worthy of alleviation, as is +every misery to which humanity is subject. + +A. T. + + + + +CONTENTS + + I. BULLHAMPTON + II. FLO'S RED BALL + III. SAM BRATTLE + IV. THERE IS NO ONE ELSE + V. THE MILLER + VI. BRATTLE'S MILL + VII. THE MILLER'S WIFE + VIII. THE LAST DAY + IX. MISS MARRABLE + X. CRUNCH'EM CAN'T BE HAD + XI. DON'T YOU BE AFEARD ABOUT ME + XII. BONE'M AND HIS MASTER + XIII. CAPTAIN MARRABLE AND HIS FATHER + XIV. COUSINHOOD + XV. THE POLICE AT FAULT + XVI. MISS LOWTHER ASKS FOR ADVICE + XVII. THE MARQUIS OF TROWBRIDGE + XVIII. BLANK PAPER + XIX. SAM BRATTLE RETURNS HOME + XX. I HAVE A JUPITER OF MY OWN NOW + XXI. WHAT PARSON JOHN THINKS ABOUT IT + XXII. WHAT THE FENWICKS THOUGHT ABOUT IT + XXIII. WHAT MR. GILMORE THOUGHT ABOUT IT + XXIV. THE REV. HENRY FITZACKERLEY CHAMBERLAINE + XXV. CARRY BRATTLE + XXVI. THE TURNOVER CORRESPONDENCE + XXVII. "I NEVER SHAMED NONE OF THEM" + XXVIII. MRS. BRATTLE'S JOURNEY + XXIX. THE BULL AT LORING + XXX. THE AUNT AND THE UNCLE + XXXI. MARY LOWTHER FEELS HER WAY + XXXII. MR. GILMORE'S SUCCESS + XXXIII. FAREWELL + XXXIV. BULLHAMPTON NEWS + XXXV. MR. PUDDLEHAM'S NEW CHAPEL + XXXVI. SAM BRATTLE GOES OFF AGAIN + XXXVII. FEMALE MARTYRDOM +XXXVIII. A LOVER'S MADNESS + XXXIX. THE THREE HONEST MEN + XL. TROTTER'S BUILDINGS + XLI. STARTUP FARM + XLII. MR. QUICKENHAM, Q.C. + XLIII. EASTER AT TURNOVER CASTLE + XLIV. THE MARRABLES OF DUNRIPPLE + XLV. WHAT SHALL I DO WITH MYSELF? + XLVI. MR. JAY OF WARMINSTER + XLVII. SAM BRATTLE IS WANTED + XLVIII. MARY LOWTHER RETURNS TO BULLHAMPTON + XLIX. MARY LOWTHER'S DOOM + L. MARY LOWTHER INSPECTS HER FUTURE HOME + LI. THE GRINDER AND HIS COMRADE + LII. CARRY BRATTLE'S JOURNEY + LIII. THE FATTED CALF + LIV. MR. GILMORE'S RUBIES + LV. GLEBE LAND + LVI. THE VICAR'S VENGEANCE + LVII. OIL IS TO BE THROWN UPON THE WATERS + LVIII. EDITH BROWNLOW'S DREAM + LIX. NEWS FROM DUNRIPPLE + LX. LORD ST. GEORGE IS VERY CUNNING + LXI. MARY LOWTHER'S TREACHERY + LXII. UP AT THE PRIVETS + LXIII. THE MILLER TELLS HIS TROUBLES + LXIV. IF I WERE YOUR SISTER! + LXV. MARY LOWTHER LEAVES BULLHAMPTON + LXVI. AT THE MILL + LXVII. SIR GREGORY MARRABLE HAS A HEADACHE + LXVIII. THE SQUIRE IS VERY OBSTINATE + LXIX. THE TRIAL + LXX. THE FATE OF THE PUDDLEHAMITES + LXXI. THE END OF MARY LOWTHER'S STORY + LXXII. AT TURNOVER CASTLE + LXXIII. CONCLUSION + + + + +LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS. + + WAITING-ROOM AT THE ASSIZE COURT. (_frontispiece_) + + "YOU SHOULD GIVE HIM AN ANSWER, DEAR, ONE WAY + OR THE OTHER." (Chapter II) + + "I THOUGHT I SHOULD CATCH YOU IDLE JUST AT THIS + MOMENT," SAID THE CLERGYMAN. (Chapter VI) + + MR. FENWICK CAME ROUND FROM FARMER TRUMBULL'S + SIDE OF THE CHURCH, AND GOT OVER THE STILE + INTO THE CHURCHYARD. (Chapter VIII) + + "I HOPE IT WILL BE ALL RIGHT NOW, + MR. FENWICK," THE GIRL SAID. (Chapter XI) + + "HOW DARE YOU MENTION MY DAUGHTERS?" (Chapter XVII) + + "IT IS ALL BLANK PAPER WITH YOU?" (Chapter XVIII) + + "I HAVE COME TO SAY A WORD, IF I CAN, + TO COMFORT YOU." (Chapter XXIII) + + "CARRY," HE SAID, COMING BACK TO HER, "IT + WASN'T ALL FOR HIM THAT I CAME." (Chapter XXV) + + PARSON JOHN AND WALTER MARRABLE. (Chapter XXIX) + + MARY LOWTHER WRITES TO WALTER MARRABLE. (Chapter XXXIII) + + SITE OF MR. PUDDLEHAM'S NEW CHAPEL. (Chapter XXXVIII) + + "DO COME IN, HARRY." (Chapter XXXVIII) + + "I DARE SAY NOT," SAID MR. QUICKENHAM. (Chapter XLII) + + SUNDAY MORNING AT DUNRIPPLE. (Chapter XLIV) + + "WHO ARE YOU, SIR, THAT YOU SHOULD + INTERPRET MY WORDS?" (Chapter XLVII) + + CARRY BRATTLE. (Chapter LII) + + "IF I MAY BIDE WITH YOU,--IF I MAY + BIDE WITH YOU--." (Chapter LIII) + + MR. QUICKENHAM'S LETTER DISCUSSED. (Chapter LV) + + SHE HAD BROUGHT HIM OUT A CUP OF COFFEE. (Chapter LVIII) + + "IT'S IN HERE, MUSTER FENWICK,--IN HERE." (Chapter LXIII) + + "OH, FATHER," SHE SAID, "I WILL BE GOOD." (Chapter LXVI) + + THE DRAWING-ROOM AT TURNOVER CASTLE. (Chapter LXXII) + + + + +THE VICAR OF BULLHAMPTON. + + + +CHAPTER I. + +BULLHAMPTON. + + +[Illustration] + +I am disposed to believe that no novel reader in England has seen the +little town of Bullhampton, in Wiltshire, except such novel readers +as live there, and those others, very few in number, who visit it +perhaps four times a year for the purposes of trade, and who are +known as commercial gentlemen. Bullhampton is seventeen miles from +Salisbury, eleven from Marlborough, nine from Westbury, seven from +Haylesbury, and five from the nearest railroad station, which is +called Bullhampton Road, and lies on the line from Salisbury to +Yeovil. It is not quite on Salisbury Plain, but probably was so once, +when Salisbury Plain was wider than it is now. Whether it should be +called a small town or a large village I cannot say. It has no mayor, +and no market, but it has a fair. There rages a feud in Bullhampton +touching this want of a market, as there are certain Bullhamptonites +who aver that the charter giving all rights of a market to +Bullhampton does exist; and that at one period in its history the +market existed also,--for a year or two; but the three bakers and +two butchers are opposed to change; and the patriots of the place, +though they declaim on the matter over their evening pipes and +gin-and-water, have not enough of matutinal zeal to carry out their +purpose. Bullhampton is situated on a little river, which meanders +through the chalky ground, and has a quiet, slow, dreamy prettiness +of its own. A mile above the town,--for we will call it a town,--the +stream divides itself into many streamlets, and there is a district +called the Water Meads, in which bridges are more frequent than +trustworthy, in which there are hundreds of little sluice-gates for +regulating the irrigation, and a growth of grass which is a source +of much anxiety and considerable trouble to the farmers. There is a +water-mill here, too, very low, with ever a floury, mealy look, with +a pasty look often, as the flour becomes damp with the spray of the +water as it is thrown by the mill-wheel. It seems to be a tattered, +shattered, ramshackle concern, but it has been in the same family +for many years; and as the family has not hitherto been in distress, +it may be supposed that the mill still affords a fair means of +livelihood. The Brattles,--for Jacob Brattle is the miller's +name,--have ever been known as men who paid their way, and were able +to hold up their heads. But nevertheless Jacob Brattle is ever at +war with his landlord in regard to repairs wanted for his mill, +and Mr. Gilmore, the landlord in question, declares that he wishes +that the Avon would some night run so high as to carry off the mill +altogether. Bullhampton is very quiet. There is no special trade +in the place. Its interests are altogether agricultural. It has +no newspaper. Its tendencies are altogether conservative. It is +a good deal given to religion; and the Primitive Methodists have +a very strong holding there, although in all Wiltshire there is +not a clergyman more popular in his own parish than the Rev. Frank +Fenwick. He himself, in his inner heart, rather likes his rival, +Mr. Puddleham, the dissenting minister; because Mr. Puddleham is an +earnest man, who, in spite of the intensity of his ignorance, is +efficacious among the poor. But Mr. Fenwick is bound to keep up the +fight; and Mr. Puddleham considers it to be his duty to put down Mr. +Fenwick and the Church Establishment altogether. + +The men of Bullhampton, and the women also, are aware that the glory +has departed from them, in that Bullhampton was once a borough, and +returned two members to Parliament. No borough more close, or shall +we say more rotten, ever existed. It was not that the Marquis of +Trowbridge had, what has often delicately been called, an interest in +it; but he held it absolutely in his breeches pocket, to do with it +as he liked; and it had been the liking of the late Marquis to sell +one of the seats at every election to the highest bidder on his side +in politics. Nevertheless, the people of Bullhampton had gloried +in being a borough, and the shame, or at least the regret of their +downfall, had not yet altogether passed away when the tidings of +a new Reform Bill came upon them. The people of Bullhampton are +notoriously slow to learn, and slow to forget. It was told of a +farmer of Bullhampton, in old days, that he asked what had become of +Charles I., when told that Charles II. had been restored. Cromwell +had come and gone, and had not disturbed him at Bullhampton. + +At Bullhampton there is no public building, except the church, which +indeed is a very handsome edifice with a magnificent tower, a thing +to go to see, and almost as worthy of a visit as its neighbour the +cathedral at Salisbury. The body of the church is somewhat low, but +its yellow-gray colour is perfect, and there is, moreover, a Norman +door, and there are Early English windows in the aisle, and a +perfection of perpendicular architecture in the chancel, all of which +should bring many visitors to Bullhampton; and there are brasses in +the nave, very curious, and one or two tombs of the Gilmore family, +very rare in their construction, and the churchyard is large and +green, and bowery, with the Avon flowing close under it, and nooks in +it which would make a man wish to die that he might be buried there. +The church and churchyard of Bullhampton are indeed perfect, and yet +but few people go to see it. It has not as yet had its own bard to +sing its praises. Properly it is called Bullhampton Monachorum, the +living having belonged to the friars of Chiltern. The great tithes +now go to the Earl of Todmorden, who has no other interest in the +place whatever, and who never saw it. The benefice belongs to St. +John's, Oxford, and as the vicarage is not worth more than £400 a +year, it happens that a clergyman generally accepts it before he has +lived for twenty or thirty years in the common room of his college. +Mr. Fenwick took it on his marriage, when he was about twenty-seven, +and Bullhampton has been lucky. + +The bulk of the parish belongs to the Marquis of Trowbridge, who, +however, has no residence within ten miles of it. The squire of the +parish is Squire Gilmore,--Harry Gilmore,--and he possesses every +acre in it that is not owned by the Marquis. With the village, or +town as it may be, Mr. Gilmore has no concern; but he owns a large +tract of the water meads, and again has a farm or two up on the +downs as you go towards Chiltern. But they lie out of the parish of +Bullhampton. Altogether he is a man of about fifteen hundred a year, +and as he is not as yet married, many a Wiltshire mother's eye is +turned towards Hampton Privets, as Mr. Gilmore's house is, somewhat +fantastically, named. + +Mr. Gilmore's character must be made to develope itself in these +pages,--if such developing may be accomplished. He is to be our +hero,--or at least one of two. The author will not, in these early +words, declare that the squire will be his favourite hero, as he +will wish that his readers should form their own opinions on that +matter. At this period he was a man somewhat over thirty,--perhaps +thirty-three years of age, who had done fairly well at Harrow and at +Oxford, but had never done enough to make his friends regard him as a +swan. He still read a good deal; but he shot and fished more than he +read, and had become, since his residence at the Privets, very fond +of the outside of his books. Nevertheless, he went on buying books, +and was rather proud of his library. He had travelled a good deal, +and was a politician,--somewhat scandalising his own tenants and +other Bullhamptonites by voting for the liberal candidates for his +division of the county. The Marquis of Trowbridge did not know him, +but regarded him as an objectionable person, who did not understand +the nature of the duties which devolved upon him as a country +gentleman; and the Marquis himself was always spoken of by Mr. +Gilmore as--an idiot. On these various grounds the squire has +hitherto regarded himself as being a little in advance of other +squires, and has, perhaps, given himself more credit than he has +deserved for intellectuality. But he is a man with a good heart, and +a pure mind, generous, desirous of being just, somewhat sparing of +that which is his own, never desirous of that which is another's. He +is good-looking, though, perhaps, somewhat ordinary in appearance; +tall, strong, with dark-brown hair, and dark-brown whiskers, with +small, quick grey eyes, and teeth which are almost too white and too +perfect for a man. Perhaps it is his greatest fault that he thinks +that as a liberal politician and as an English country gentleman he +has combined in his own position all that is most desirable upon +earth. To have the acres without the acre-laden brains, is, he +thinks, everything. + +And now it may be as well told at once that Mr. Gilmore is over head +and ears in love with a young lady to whom he has offered his hand +and all that can be made to appertain to the future mistress of +Hampton Privets. And the lady is one who has nothing to give in +return but her hand, and her heart, and herself. The neighbours all +round the country have been saying for the last five years that Harry +Gilmore was looking out for an heiress; for it has always been told +of Harry, especially among those who have opposed him in politics, +that he had a keen eye for the main chance. But Mary Lowther has not, +and never can have, a penny with which to make up for any deficiency +in her own personal attributes. But Mary is a lady, and Harry Gilmore +thinks her the sweetest woman on whom his eye ever rested. Whatever +resolutions as to fortune-hunting he may have made,--though probably +none were ever made,--they have all now gone to the winds. He is so +absolutely in love that nothing in the world is, to him, at present +worth thinking about except Mary Lowther. I do not doubt that he +would vote for a conservative candidate if Mary Lowther so ordered +him; or consent to go and live in New York if Mary Lowther would +accept him on no other condition. All Bullhampton parish is nothing +to him at the present moment, except as far as it is connected with +Mary Lowther. Hampton Privets is dear to him only as far as it can be +made to look attractive in the eyes of Mary Lowther. The mill is to +be repaired, though he knows he will never get any interest on the +outlay, because Mary Lowther has said that Bullhampton water-meads +would be destroyed if the mill were to tumble down. He has drawn for +himself mental pictures of Mary Lowther till he has invested her with +every charm and grace and virtue that can adorn a woman. In very +truth he believes her to be perfect. He is actually and absolutely in +love. Mary Lowther has hitherto neither accepted nor rejected him. +In a very few lines further on we will tell how the matter stands +between them. + +It has already been told that the Rev. Frank Fenwick is Vicar of +Bullhampton. Perhaps he was somewhat guided in his taking of the +living by the fact that Harry Gilmore, the squire of the parish, +had been his very intimate friend at Oxford. Fenwick, at the period +with which we are about to begin our story, had been six years at +Bullhampton, and had been married about five and a half. Of him +something has already been said, and perhaps it may be only necessary +further to state that he is a tall, fair-haired man, already becoming +somewhat bald on the top of his head, with bright eyes, and the +slightest possible amount of whiskers, and a look about his nose and +mouth which seems to imply that he could be severe if he were not so +thoroughly good-humoured. He has more of breeding in his appearance +than his friend,--a show of higher blood; though whence comes such +show, and how one discerns that appearance, few of us can tell. He +was a man who read more and thought more than Harry Gilmore, though +given much to athletics and very fond of field sports. It shall +only further be said of Frank Fenwick that he esteemed both his +churchwardens and his bishop, and was afraid of neither. + +His wife had been a Miss Balfour, from Loring, in Gloucestershire, +and had had some considerable fortune. She was now the mother of +four children, and, as Fenwick used to say, might have fourteen for +anything he knew. But as he also had possessed some small means +of his own, there was no poverty, or prospect of poverty at the +vicarage, and the babies were made welcome as they came. Mrs. Fenwick +is as good a specimen of an English country parson's wife as you +shall meet in a county,--gay, good-looking, fond of the society +around her, with a little dash of fun, knowing in blankets and +corduroys and coals and tea; knowing also as to beer and gin and +tobacco; acquainted with every man and woman in the parish; thinking +her husband to be quite as good as the squire in regard to position, +and to be infinitely superior to the squire, or any other man in +the world, in regard to his personal self;--a handsome, pleasant, +well-dressed lady, who has no nonsense about her. Such a one was, and +is, Mrs. Fenwick. + +Now the Balfours were considerable people at Loring, though their +property was not county property; and it was always considered that +Janet Balfour might have done better than she did, in a worldly point +of view. Of that, however, little had been said at Loring, because it +soon became known there that she and her husband stood rather well in +the country round about Bullhampton; and when she asked Mary Lowther +to come and stay with her for six months, Mary Lowther's aunt, Miss +Marrable, had nothing to say against the arrangement, although she +herself was a most particular old lady, and always remembered that +Mary Lowther was third or fourth cousin to some earl in Scotland. +Nothing more shall be said of Miss Marrable at present, as it is +expedient, for the sake of the story, that the reader should fix his +attention on Bullhampton till he find himself quite at home there. +I would wish him to know his way among the water meads, to be quite +alive to the fact that the lodge of Hampton Privets is a mile and a +quarter to the north of Bullhampton church, and half a mile across +the fields west from Brattle's mill; that Mr. Fenwick's parsonage +adjoins the churchyard, being thus a little farther from Hampton +Privets than the church; and that there commences Bullhampton street, +with its inn,--the Trowbridge Arms, its four public-houses, its three +bakers, and its two butchers. The bounds of the parsonage run down +to the river, so that the Vicar can catch his trout from his own +bank,--though he much prefers to catch them at distances which admit +of the appurtenances of sport. + +Now there must be one word of Mary Lowther, and then the story shall +be commenced. She had come to the vicarage in May, intending to stay +a month, and it was now August, and she had been already three months +with her friend. Everybody said that she was staying because she +intended to become the mistress of Hampton Privets. It was a month +since Harry Gilmore had formally made his offer, and as she had not +refused him, and as she still stayed on, the folk of Bullhampton were +justified in their conclusions. She was a tall girl, with dark brown +hair, which she wore fastened in a knot at the back of her head, +after the simplest fashion. Her eyes were large and grey, and full +of lustre; but they were not eyes which would make you say that Mary +Lowther was especially a bright-eyed girl. They were eyes, however, +which could make you think, when they looked at you, that if Mary +Lowther would only like you, how happy your lot would be,--that if +she would love you, the world would have nothing higher or better to +offer. If you judged her face by any rules of beauty, you would say +that it was too thin; but feeling its influence with sympathy, you +could never wish it to be changed. Her nose and mouth were perfect. +How many little noses there are on young women's faces which of +themselves cannot be said to be things of beauty, or joys for ever, +although they do very well in their places! There is the softness +and colour of youth, and perhaps a dash of fun, and the eyes above +are bright, and the lips below alluring. In the midst of such sweet +charms, what does it matter that the nose be puggish,--or even a +nose of putty, such as you think you might improve in the original +material by a squeeze of your thumb and forefinger? But with Mary +Lowther her nose itself was a feature of exquisite beauty, a feature +that could be eloquent with pity, reverence, or scorn. The curves of +the nostrils, with their almost transparent membranes, told of the +working of the mind within, as every portion of human face should +tell--in some degree. And the mouth was equally expressive, though +the lips were thin. It was a mouth to watch, and listen to, and read +with curious interest, rather than a mouth to kiss. Not but that +the desire to kiss would come, when there might be a hope to kiss +with favour;--but they were lips which no man would think to ravage +in boisterous play. It might have been said that there was a want +of capability for passion in her face, had it not been for the +well-marked dimple in her little chin,--that soft couch in which one +may be always sure, when one sees it, that some little imp of Love +lies hidden. + +It has already been said that Mary Lowther was tall,--taller than +common. Her back was as lovely a form of womanhood as man's eye ever +measured and appreciated. Her movements, which were never naturally +quick, had a grace about them which touched men and women alike. It +was the very poetry of motion; but its chief beauty consisted in +this, that it was what it was by no effort of her own. We have all +seen those efforts, and it may be that many of us have liked them +when they have been made on our own behalf. But no man as yet could +ever have felt himself to be so far flattered by Miss Lowther. Her +dress was very plain; as it became her that it should be, for she was +living on the kindness of an aunt who was herself not a rich woman. +But it may be doubted whether dress could have added much to her +charms. + +She was now turned one-and-twenty, and though, doubtless, there were +young men at Loring who had sighed for her smiles, no young man had +sighed with any efficacy. It must be acknowledged, indeed, that she +was not a girl for whom the most susceptible of young men would sigh. +Young men given to sigh are generally attracted by some outward and +visible sign of softness which may be taken as an indication that +sighing will produce some result, however small. At Loring it was +said that Mary Lowther was cold and repellent, and, on that account, +one who might very probably descend to the shades as an old maid in +spite of the beauty of which she was the acknowledged possessor. No +enemy, no friend, had ever accused her of being a flirt. + +Such as she was, Harry Gilmore's passion for her much astonished his +friends. Those who knew him best had thought that, as regarded his +fate matrimonial,--or non-matrimonial,--there were three chances +before him: he might carry out their presumed intention of marrying +money; or he might become the sudden spoil of the bow and spear of +some red-cheeked lass; or he might walk on as an old bachelor, too +cautious to be caught at all. But none believed that he would become +the victim of a grand passion for a poor, reticent, high-bred, +high-minded specimen of womanhood. Such, however, was now his +condition. + +He had an uncle, a clergyman, living at Salisbury, a prebendary +there, who was a man of the world, and in whom Harry trusted more +than in any other member of his own family. His mother had been +the sister of the Rev. Henry Fitzackerly Chamberlaine; and as Mr. +Chamberlaine had never married, much of his solicitude was bestowed +upon his nephew. + +"Don't, my dear fellow," had been the prebendary's advice when he was +taken over to see Miss Lowther. "She is a lady, no doubt; but you +would never be your own master, and you would be a poor man till you +died. An easy temper and a little money are almost as common in our +rank of life as destitution and obstinacy." On the day after this +advice was given, Harry Gilmore made his formal offer. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +FLO'S RED BALL. + + +"You should give him an answer, dear, one way or the other." These +wise words were spoken by Mrs. Fenwick to her friend as they sat +together, with their work in their hands, on a garden seat under a +cedar tree. It was an August evening after dinner, and the Vicar was +out about his parish. The two elder children were playing in the +garden, and the two young women were alone together. + + +[Illustration: "You should give him an answer, dear, one way +or the other."] + + +"Of course I shall give him an answer. What answer does he wish?" + +"You know what answer he wishes. If any man was ever in earnest he +is." + +"Am I not doing the best I can for him then in waiting--to see +whether I can say yes?" + +"It cannot be well for him to be in suspense on such a matter; and, +dear Mary, it cannot be well for you either. One always feels that +when a girl bids a man to wait, she will take him after a while. It +always comes to that. If you had been at home at Loring, the time +would not have been much; but, being so near to him, and seeing him +every day, must be bad. You must both be in a state of fever." + +"Then I will go back to Loring." + +"No; not now, till you have positively made up your mind, and given +him an answer one way or the other. You could not go now and leave +him in doubt. Take him at once, and have done with it. He is as good +as gold." + +In answer to this, Mary for a while said nothing, but went sedulously +on with her work. + +"Mamma," said a little girl, running up, followed by a nursery-maid, +"the ball's in the water!" + +The child was a beautiful fair-haired little darling about +four-and-a-half years old, and a boy, a year younger, and a little +shorter, and a little stouter, was toddling after her. + +"The ball in the water, Flo! Can't Jim get it out?" + +"Jim's gone, mamma." + +Then Jane, the nursery-maid, proceeded to explain that the ball had +rolled in and had been carried down the stream to some bushes, and +that it was caught there just out of reach of all that she, Jane, +could do with a long stick for its recovery. Jim, the gardener, was +not to be found; and they were in despair lest the ball should become +wet through and should perish. + +Mary at once saw her opportunity of escape,--her opportunity for that +five minutes of thought by herself which she needed. "I'll come, Flo, +and see what can be done," said Mary. + +"Do; 'cause you is so big," said the little girl. + +"We'll see if my long arms won't do as well as Jim's," said Mary; +"only Jim would go in, perhaps, which I certainly shall not do." Then +she took Flo by the hand, and together they ran down to the margin of +the river. + +There lay the treasure, a huge red inflated ball, just stopped in its +downward current by a short projecting stick. Jim could have got it +certainly, because he could have suspended himself over the stream +from a bough, and could have dislodged the ball, and have floated it +on to the bank. + +"Lean over, Mary,--a great deal, and we'll hold you," said Flo, to +whom her ball was at this moment worth any effort. Mary did lean +over, and poked at it, and at last thought that she would trust +herself to the bough, as Jim would have done, and became more +and more venturous, and at last touched the ball, and then, at +last,--fell into the river! Immediately there was a scream and a +roar, and a splashing about of skirts and petticoats, and by the +time that Mrs. Fenwick was on the bank, Mary Lowther had extricated +herself, and had triumphantly brought out Flo's treasure with her. + +"Mary, are you hurt?" said her friend. + +"What should hurt me? Oh dear, oh dear! I never fell into a river +before. My darling Flo, don't be unhappy. It's such good fun. Only +you mustn't fall in yourself, till you're as big as I am." Flo was in +an agony of tears, not deigning to look at the rescued ball. + +"You do not mean that your head has been under?" said Mrs. Fenwick. + +"My face was, and I felt so odd. For about half a moment I had a +sound of Ophelia in my ears. Then I was laughing at myself for being +such a goose." + +"You'd better come up and go to bed, dear; and I'll get you something +warm." + +"I won't go to bed, and I won't have anything warm; but I will change +my clothes. What an adventure! What will Mr. Fenwick say?" + +"What will Mr. Gilmore say?" To this Mary Lowther made no answer, but +went straight up to the house, and into her room, and changed her +clothes. + +While she was there Fenwick and Gilmore both appeared at the open +window of the drawing-room in which Mrs. Fenwick was sitting. She had +known well enough that Harry Gilmore would not let the evening pass +without coming to the vicarage, and at one time had hoped to persuade +Mary Lowther to give her verdict on this very day. Both she and her +husband were painfully anxious that Harry might succeed. Fenwick had +loved the man dearly for many years, and Janet Fenwick had loved him +since she had known him as her husband's friend. They both felt that +he was showing more of manhood than they had expected from him in the +persistency of his love, and that he deserved his reward. And they +both believed also that for Mary herself it would be a prosperous and +a happy marriage. And then, where is the married woman who does not +wish that the maiden friend who comes to stay with her should find a +husband in her house? The parson and his wife were altogether of one +mind in this matter, and thought that Mary Lowther ought to be made +to give herself to Harry Gilmore. + +"What do you think has happened?" said Mrs. Fenwick, coming to the +window, which opened down to the ground. "Mary Lowther has fallen +into the river." + +"Fallen where?" shouted Gilmore, putting up both his hands, and +seeming to prepare himself to rush away among the river gods in +search of his love. + +"Don't be alarmed, Mr. Gilmore, she's upstairs, quite safe,--only she +has had a ducking." Then the circumstances were explained, and the +papa declared magisterially that Flo must not play any more with her +ball near the river,--an order to which it was not probable that much +close attention would ever be paid. + +"I suppose Miss Lowther will have gone to bed?" said Gilmore. + +"On the contrary, I expect her every moment. I suggested bed, and +warm drinks, and cossetting; but she would have none of it. She +scrambled out all by herself, and seemed to think it very good fun." + +"Come in at any rate and have some tea," said the Vicar. "If you +start before eleven, I'll walk half the way back with you." + +In the mean time, in spite of her accident, Mary had gained the +opportunity that she had required. The point for self-meditation was +not so much whether she would or would not accept Mr. Gilmore now, +as that other point;--was she or was she not wrong to keep him in +suspense. She knew very well that she would not accept him now. It +seemed to her that a girl should know a man very thoroughly before +she would be justified in trusting herself altogether to his hands, +and she thought that her knowledge of Mr. Gilmore was insufficient. +It might however be the case that in such circumstances duty required +her to give him at once an unhesitating answer. She did not find +herself to be a bit nearer to knowing him and to loving him than she +was a month since. Her friend Janet had complained again and again of +the suspense to which she was subjecting the man;--but she knew on +the other hand that her friend Janet did this in her intense anxiety +to promote the match. Was it wrong to say to the man--"I will wait +and try?" Her friend told her that to say that she would wait and +try, was in truth to say that she would take him at some future +time;--that any girl who said so had almost committed herself to +such a decision;--that the very fact that she was waiting and trying +to love a man ought to bind her to the man at last. Such certainly +had not been her own idea. As far as she could at present look into +her own future feelings, she did not think that she could ever +bring herself to say that she would be this man's wife. There was a +solemnity about the position which had never come fully home to her +before she had been thus placed. Everybody around her told her that +the man's happiness was really bound up in her reply. If this were +so,--and she in truth believed that it was so,--was she not bound +to give him every chance in her power? And yet because she still +doubted, she was told by her friend that she was behaving badly! She +would believe her friend, would confess her fault, and would tell her +lover in what most respectful words of denial she could mould, that +she would not be his wife. For herself personally, there would be no +sorrow in this, and no regret. + +Her ducking had given her time for all this thought; and then, having +so decided, she went downstairs. She was met, of course, with various +inquiries about her bath. Mr. Gilmore was all pity, as though the +accident were the most serious thing in the world. Mr. Fenwick +was all mirth, as though there had never been a better joke. Mrs. +Fenwick, who was perhaps unwise in her impatience, was specially +anxious that her two guests might be left together. She did not +believe that Mary Lowther would ever say the final No; and yet she +thought also that, if it were so, the time had quite come in which +Mary Lowther ought to say the final Yes. + +"Let us go down and look at the spot," she said, after tea. + +So they went down. It was a beautiful August night. There was no +moon, and the twilight was over; but still it was not absolutely +dark; and the air was as soft as a mother's kiss to her sleeping +child. They walked down together, four abreast, across the lawn, and +thence they reached a certain green orchard path that led down to the +river. Mrs. Fenwick purposely went on with the lover, leaving Mary +with her husband, in order that there might be no appearance of a +scheme. She would return with her husband, and then there might be a +ramble among the paths, and the question would be pressed, and the +thing might be settled. + +They saw through the gloom the spot where Mary had scrambled, and +the water which had then been bright and smiling, was now black and +awful. + +"To think that you should have been in there!" said Harry Gilmore, +shuddering. + +"To think that she should ever have got out again!" said the parson. + +"It looks frightful in the dark," said Mrs. Fenwick. "Come away, +Frank. It makes me sick." And the charming schemer took her husband's +arm, and continued the round of the garden. "I have been talking to +her, and I think she would take him if he would ask her now." + +The other pair of course followed them. Mary's mind was so fully made +up, at this moment, that she almost wished that her companion might +ask the question. She had been told that she was misusing him; and +she would misuse him no longer. She had a firm No, as it were, within +her grasp, and a resolution that she would not be driven from it. But +he walked on beside her talking of the water, and of the danger, and +of the chance of a cold, and got no nearer to the subject than to +bid her think what suffering she would have caused had she failed +to extricate herself from the pool. He also had made up his mind. +Something had been said by himself of a certain day when last he had +pleaded his cause; and that day would not come round till the morrow. +He considered himself pledged to restrain himself till then; but on +the morrow he would come to her. + +There was a little gate which led from the parsonage garden through +the churchyard to a field path, by which was the nearest way to +Hampton Privets. + +"I'll leave you here," he said, "because I don't want to make Fenwick +come out again to-night. You won't mind going up through the garden +alone?" + +"Oh dear, no." + +"And, Miss Lowther,--pray, pray take care of yourself. I hardly think +you ought to have been out again to-night." + +"It was nothing, Mr. Gilmore. You make infinitely too much of it." + +"How can I make too much of anything that regards you? You will be at +home to-morrow?" + +"Yes, I fancy so." + +"Do remain at home. I intend to come down after lunch. Do remain at +home." He held her by the hand as he spoke to her, and she promised +him that she would obey him. He clearly was entitled to her obedience +on such a point. Then she slowly made her way round the garden, and +entered the house at the front door, some quarter of an hour after +the others. + +Why should she refuse him? What was it that she wanted in the world? +She liked him, his manners, his character, his ways, his mode of +life, and after a fashion she liked his person. If there was more of +love in the world than this, she did not think that it would ever +come in her way. Up to this time of her life she had never felt any +such feeling. If not for her own sake, why should she not do it for +him? Why should he not be made happy? She had risked a plunge in the +water to get Flo her ball, and she liked him better than she liked +Flo. It seemed that her mind had been altogether changed by that +stroll through the dark alleys. + +"Well," said Janet, "how is it to be?" + +"He is to come to-morrow, and I do not know how it will be," she +said, turning away to her own room. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +SAM BRATTLE. + + +It was about eleven o'clock when Gilmore passed through the wicket +leading from the vicarage garden to the churchyard. The path he was +about to take crossed simply a corner of the church precincts, as it +came at once upon a public footway leading from the fields through +the churchyard to the town. There was, of course, no stopping the +public path, but Fenwick had been often advised to keep a lock on his +own gate, as otherwise it almost seemed that the vicarage gardens +were open to all Bullhampton. But the lock had never been put on. The +gate was the way by which he and his family went to the church, and +the parson was accustomed to say that however many keys there might +be provided, he knew that there would never be one in his pocket +when he wanted it. And he was wont to add, when his wife would tease +him on the subject, that they who desired to come in decently were +welcome, and that they who were minded to make an entrance indecently +would not be debarred by such rails and fences as hemmed in the +vicarage grounds. Gilmore, as he passed through the corner of the +churchyard, clearly saw a man standing near to the stile leading from +the fields. Indeed, this man was quite close to him, although, from +the want of light and the posture of the man, the face was invisible +to him. But he knew the fellow to be a stranger to Bullhampton. The +dress was strange, the manner was strange, and the mode of standing +was strange. Gilmore had lived at Bullhampton all his life, and, +without much thought on the subject, knew Bullhampton ways. The +jacket which the man wore was a town-made jacket, a jacket that had +come farther a-field even than Salisbury; and the man's gaiters had a +savour which was decidedly not of Wiltshire. Dark as it was, he could +see so much as this. "Good night, my friend," said Gilmore, in a +sharp cheery voice. The man muttered something, and passed on as +though to the village. There had, however, been something in his +position which made Gilmore think that the stranger had intended +to trespass on his friend's garden. He crossed the stile into the +fields, however, without waiting,--without having waited for half a +moment, and immediately saw the figure of a second man standing down, +hidden as it were in the ditch; and though he could discover no more +than the cap and shoulders of the man through the gloom, he was sure +he knew who it was that owned the cap and shoulders. He did not speak +again, but passed on quickly, thinking what he might best do. The +man whom he had seen and recognised had latterly been talked of as a +discredit to his family, and anything but an honour to the usually +respectable inhabitants of Bullhampton. + +On the further side of the church from the town was a farmyard, in +the occupation of one of Lord Trowbridge's tenants,--a man who had +ever been very keen at preventing the inroads of trespassers, to +which he had, perhaps, been driven by the fact that his land was +traversed by various public pathways. Now a public pathway through +pasture is a nuisance, as it is impossible to induce those who use +it to keep themselves to one beaten track; but a pathway through +cornfields is worse, for, let what pains may be taken, wheat, +beans, and barley will be torn down and trampled under foot. And +yet in apportioning his rents, no landlord takes all this into +consideration. Farmer Trumbull considered it a good deal, and was +often a wrathful man. There was at any rate no right of way across +his farmyard, and here he might keep as big a dog as he chose, +chained or unchained. Harry Gilmore knew the dog well, and stood for +a moment leaning on the gate. + +"Who be there?" said the voice of the farmer. + +"Is that you, Mr. Trumbull? It is I,--Mr. Gilmore. I want to get +round to the front of the parson's house." + +"Zurely, zurely," said the farmer, coming forward and opening the +gate. "Be there anything wrong about, Squire?" + +"I don't know. I think there is. Speak softly. I fancy there are men +lying in the churchyard." + +"I be a-thinking so, too, Squire. Bone'm was a growling just now like +the old 'un." Bone'm was the name of the bull-dog as to which Gilmore +had been solicitous as he looked over the gate. "What is't t'ey're up +to? Not bugglary?" + +"Our friend's apricots, perhaps. But I'll just move round to the +front. Do you and Bone'm keep a look-out here." + +"Never fear, Squire; never fear. Me and Bone'm together is a'most too +much for 'em, bugglars and all." Then he led Mr. Gilmore through the +farmyard, and out on to the road, Bone'm growling a low growl as he +passed away. + +The Squire hurried along the high road, past the church, and in at +the Vicarage front gate. Knowing the place well, he could have made +his way round into the garden; but he thought it better to go to +the front door. There was no light to be seen from the windows; but +almost all the rooms of the house looked out into the garden at the +back. He knocked sharply, and in a minute or two the door was opened +by the parson in person. + +"Frank," said the Squire. + +"Halloo! is that you? What's up now?" + +"Men who ought to be in bed. I came across two men hanging about your +gate in the churchyard, and I'm not sure there wasn't a third." + +"They're up to nothing. They often sit and smoke there." + +"These fellows were up to something. The man I saw plainest was a +stranger, and just the sort of man who won't do your parishioners any +good to be among them. The other was Sam Brattle." + +"Whew--w--w," said the parson. + +"He has gone utterly to the dogs," said the Squire. + +"He's on the road, Harry; but nobody has gone while he's still going. +I had some words with him in his father's presence last week, and +he followed me afterwards, and told me he'd see it out with me. I +wouldn't tell you, because I didn't want to set you more against +them." + +"I wish they were out of the place,--the whole lot of them." + +"I don't know that they'd do better elsewhere than here. I suppose +Mr. Sam is going to keep his word with me." + +"Only for the look of that other fellow, I shouldn't think they meant +anything serious," said Gilmore. + +"I don't suppose they do, but I'll be on the look-out." + +"Shall I stay with you, Frank?" + +"Oh, no; I've a life-preserver, and I'll take a round of the gardens. +You come with me, and you can pass home that way. The chances +are they'll mizzle away to bed, as they've seen you, and heard +Bone'm,--and probably heard too every word you said to Trumbull." + +He then got his hat and the short, thick stick of which he had +spoken, and turning the key of the door, put it in his pocket. Then +the two friends went round by the kitchen garden, and so through to +the orchard, and down to the churchyard gate. Hitherto they had seen +nothing, and heard nothing, and Fenwick was sure that the men had +made their way through the churchyard to the village. + +"But they may come back," said Gilmore. + +"I'll be about if they do," said the parson. + +"What is one against three? You had better let me stay." + +Fenwick laughed at this, saying that it would be quite as rational to +propose that they should keep watch every night. + +"But, hark!" said the Squire, with a mind evidently perturbed. + +"Don't you be alarmed about us," said the parson. + +"If anything should happen to Mary Lowther!" + +"That, no doubt, is matter of anxiety, to which may, perhaps, be +added some trifle of additional feeling on the score of Janet and the +children. But I'll do my best. If the women knew that you and I were +patrolling the place, they'd be frightened out of their wits." + +Then Gilmore, who never liked that there should be a laugh against +himself, took his leave and walked home across the fields. Fenwick +passed up through the garden, and, when he was near the terrace which +ran along the garden front of the house, he thought that he heard +a voice. He stood under the shade of a wall dark with ivy, and +distinctly heard whispering on the other side of it. As far as he +could tell there were the voices of more than two men. He wished now +that he had kept Gilmore with him,--not that he was personally afraid +of the trespassers, for his courage was of that steady settled kind +which enables the possessor to remember that men who are doing deeds +of darkness are ever afraid of those whom they are injuring; but had +there been an ally with him his prospect of catching one or more of +the ruffians would have been greatly increased. Standing where he was +he would probably be able to interrupt them, should they attempt to +enter the house; but in the mean time they might be stripping his +fruit from the wall. They were certainly, at present, in the kitchen +garden, and he was not minded to leave them there at such work as +they might have in hand. Having paused to think of this, he crept +along under the wall, close to the house, towards the passage by +which he could reach them. But they had not heard him, nor had they +waited among the fruit. When he was near the corner of the wall, one +leading man came round within a foot or two of the spot on which he +stood; and, before he could decide on what he would do, the second +had appeared. He rushed forward with the loaded stick in his hand, +but, knowing its weight, and remembering the possibility of the +comparative innocence of the intruders, he hesitated to strike. A +blow on the head would have brained a man, and a knock on the arm +with such an instrument would break the bone. In a moment he found +his left hand on the leading man's throat, and the man's foot behind +his heel. He fell, but as he fell he did strike heavily, cutting +upwards with his weapon, and bringing the heavy weight of lead at the +end of it on to the man's shoulder. He stumbled rather than fell, but +when he regained his footing, the man was gone. That man was gone, +and two others were following him down towards the gate at the bottom +of the orchard. Of these two, in a few strides, he was able to catch +the hindermost, and then he found himself wrestling with Sam Brattle. + +"Sam," said he, speaking as well as he could with his short breath, +"if you don't stand, I'll strike you with the life-preserver." + +Sam made another struggle, trying to seize the weapon, and the parson +hit him with it on the right arm. + +"You've smashed that anyway, Mr. Fenwick," said the man. + +"I hope not; but do you come along with me quietly, or I'll smash +something else. I'll hit you on the head if you attempt to move away. +What were you doing here?" + +Brattle made no answer, but walked along towards the house at the +parson's left hand, the parson holding him the while by the neck of +his jacket, and swinging the life-preserver in his right hand. In +this way he took him round to the front of the house, and then began +to think what he would do with him. + +"That, after all, you should be at this work, Sam!" + +"What work is it, then?" + +"Prowling about my place, after midnight, with a couple of strange +blackguards." + +"There ain't so much harm in that, as I knows of." + +"Who were the men, Sam?" + +"Who was the men?" + +"Yes;--who were they?" + +"Just friends of mine, Mr. Fenwick. I shan't say no more about 'em. +You've got me, and you've smashed my arm, and now what is it you're +a-going to do with me? I ain't done no harm,--only just walked about, +like." + +To tell the truth, our friend the parson did not quite know what he +meant to do with the Tartar he had caught. There were reasons which +made him very unwilling to hand over Sam Brattle to the village +constable. Sam had a mother and sister who were among the Vicar's +first favourites in the parish; and though old Jacob Brattle, the +father, was not so great a favourite, and was a man whom the Squire, +his landlord, held in great disfavour, Mr. Fenwick would desire, if +possible, to spare the family. And of Sam, himself, he had had high +hopes, though those hopes, for the last eighteen months had been +becoming fainter and fainter. Upon the whole, he was much averse to +knocking up the groom, the only man who lived on the parsonage except +himself, and dragging Sam into the village. "I wish I knew," he said, +"what you and your friends were going to do. I hardly think it has +come to that with you, that you'd try to break into the house and cut +our throats." + +"We warn't after no breaking in, nor no cutting of throats, Mr. +Fenwick. We warn't indeed!" + +"What shall you do with yourself, to-night, if I let you off?" + +"Just go home to father's, sir; not a foot else, s'help me." + +"One of your friends, as you call them, will have to go to the +doctor, if I am not very much mistaken; for the rap I gave you was +nothing to what he got. You're all right?" + +"It hurt, sir, I can tell ye;--but that won't matter." + +"Well, Sam,--there; you may go. I shall be after you to-morrow, and +the last word I say to you, to-night, is this;--as far as I can see, +you're on the road to the gallows. It isn't pleasant to be hung, and +I would advise you to change your road." So saying, he let go his +hold, and stood waiting till Sam should have taken his departure. + +"Don't be a-coming after me, to-morrow, parson, please," said the +man. + +"I shall see your mother, certainly." + +"Dont'ee tell her of my being here, Mr. Fenwick, and nobody shan't +ever come anigh this place again,--not in the way of prigging +anything." + +"You fool, you!" said the parson. "Do you think that it is to save +anything that I might lose, that I let you go now? Don't you know +that the thing I want to save is you,--you,--you; you helpless, idle, +good-for-nothing reprobate? Go home, and be sure that I shall do the +best I can according to my lights. I fear that my lights are bad +lights, in that they have allowed me to let you go." + +When he had seen Sam take his departure through the front gate, he +returned to the house, and found that his wife, who had gone to bed, +had come down-stairs in search of him. + +"Frank, you have frightened me so terribly! Where have you been?" + +"Thief-catching. And I'm afraid I've about split one fellow's back. I +caught another, but I let him go." + +"What on earth do you mean, Frank?" + +Then he told her the whole story,--how Gilmore had seen the men, and +had come up to him; how he had gone out and had a tussle with one +man, whom he had, as he thought, hurt; and how he had then caught +another, while the third escaped. + +"We ain't safe in our beds, then," said the wife. + +"You ain't safe in yours, my dear, because you chose to leave it; but +I hope you're safe out of it. I doubt whether the melons and peaches +are safe. The truth is, there ought to be a gardener's cottage on +the place, and I must build one. I wonder whether I hurt that fellow +much. I seemed to hear the bone crunch." + +"Oh, Frank!" + +"But what could I do? I got that thing because I thought it safer +than a pistol, but I really think it's worse. I might have murdered +them all, if I'd lost my temper,--and just for half-a-dozen +apricots!" + +"And what became of the man you took?" + +"I let him go." + +"Without doing anything to him?" + +"Well; he got a tap too." + +"Did you know him?" + +"Yes, I knew him,--well." + +"Who was he, Frank?" + +The parson was silent for a moment, and then he answered her. "It was +Sam Brattle." + +"Sam Brattle, coming to rob?" + +"He's been at it, I fear, for months, in some shape." + +"And what shall you do?" + +"I hardly know as yet. It would about kill her and Fanny, if they +were told all that I suspect. They are stiff-necked, obstinate, +ill-conditioned people--that is, the men. But I think Gilmore has +been a little hard on them. The father and brother are honest men. +Come;--we'll go to bed." + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +THERE IS NO ONE ELSE. + + +On the following morning there was of course a considerable amount +of conversation at the Vicarage as to the affairs of the previous +evening. There was first of all an examination of the fruit; but as +this was made without taking Jem the gardener into confidence, no +certain conclusion could be reached. It was clear, however, that no +robbery for the purpose of sale had been made. An apricot or two +might have been taken, and perhaps an assault made on an unripe +peach. Mr. Fenwick was himself nearly sure that garden spoliation was +not the purpose of the assailants, though it suited him to let his +wife entertain that idea. The men would hardly have come from the +kitchen garden up to the house and round the corner at which he had +met them, if they were seeking fruit. Presuming it to have been their +intention to attempt the drawing-room windows, he would have expected +to meet them as he did meet them. From the garden the Vicar and the +two ladies went down to the gate, and from thence over the stile to +Farmer Trumbull's farmyard. The farmer had not again seen the men, +after the Squire had left him, nor had he heard them. To him the +parson said nothing of his encounter, and nothing of that blow on +the man's back. From thence Mr. Fenwick went on to the town, and the +ladies returned to the Vicarage. + +The only person whom the parson at once consulted was the +surgeon,--Dr. Cuttenden, as he was called. No man with an injured +shoulder-blade had come to him last night or that morning. A man, he +said, might receive a very violent blow on his back, in the manner +in which the fellow had been struck, and might be disabled for days +from any great personal exertion, without having a bone broken. +If the blade of his shoulder were broken, the man--so thought the +doctor--could not travel far on foot, would hardly be able to get +away to any of the neighbouring towns unless he were carried. Of +Sam Brattle the parson said nothing to the doctor; but when he had +finished his morning's work about the town, he walked on to the mill. + +In the mean time the two ladies remained at home at the Parsonage. +The excitement occasioned by the events of the previous night was +probably a little damaged by the knowledge that Mr. Gilmore was +coming. The coming of Mr. Gilmore on this occasion was so important +that even the terrible idea of burglars, and the sensation arising +from the use of that deadly weapon which had been produced at the +breakfast table during the morning, were robbed of some of their +interest. They did not keep possession of the minds of the two ladies +as they would have done had there been no violent interrupting cause. +But here was the violent interrupting cause, and by the time that +lunch was on the table, Sam Brattle and his comrades were forgotten. + +Very little was said between the two women on that morning respecting +Mr. Gilmore. Mrs. Fenwick, who had allowed herself to be convinced +that Mary would act with great impropriety if she did not accept +the man, thought that further speech might only render her friend +obstinate. Mary, who knew the inside of her friend's mind very +clearly, and who loved and respected her friend, could hardly fix her +own mind. During the past night it had been fixed, or nearly fixed, +two different ways. She had first determined that she would refuse +her lover,--as to which resolve, for some hours or so, she had been +very firm; then that she would accept him,--as to which she had +ever, when most that way inclined, entertained some doubt as to the +possibility of her uttering that word "Yes." + +"If it be that other women don't love better than I love him, I +wonder that they ever get married at all," she said to herself. + +She was told that she was wrong to keep the man in suspense, and she +believed it. Had she not been so told, she would have thought that +some further waiting would have been of the three alternatives the +best. + +"I shall be upstairs with the bairns," said Mrs. Fenwick, as she left +the dining-room after lunch, "so that if you prefer the garden to the +drawing-room, it will be free." + +"Oh dear, how solemn and ceremonious you make it." + +"It is solemn, Mary; I don't know how anything can be more solemn, +short of going to heaven or the other place. But I really don't see +why there should be any doubt or difficulty." + +There was something in the tone in which these words were said which +almost made Mary Lowther again decide against the man. The man had a +home and an income, and was Squire of the parish; and therefore there +need be no difficulty! When she compared Mr. Fenwick and Mr. Gilmore +together, she found that she liked Mr. Fenwick the best. She thought +him to be the more clever, the higher spirited, the most of a man of +the two. She certainly was not the least in love with her friend's +husband; but then she was just as little in love with Mr. Gilmore. + +At about half-past two Mr. Gilmore made his appearance, standing at +the open window. + +"May I come in?" he said. + +"Of course you may come in." + +"Mrs. Fenwick is not here?" + +"She is in the house, I think, if you want her." + +"Oh no. I hope you were not frightened last night. I have not seen +Frank this morning; but I hear from Mr. Trumbull that there was +something of a row." + +"There was a row, certainly. Mr. Fenwick struck some of the men, and +he is afraid that he hurt one of them." + +"I wish he had broken their heads. I take it there was a son of one +of my tenants there, who is about as bad as he can be. Frank will +believe me now. I hope you were not frightened here." + +"I heard nothing of it till this morning." + +After that there was a pause. He had told himself as he came along +that the task before him could not be easy and pleasant. To declare a +passion to the girl he loves may be very pleasant work to the man who +feels almost sure that his answer will not be against him. It may be +an easy task enough even when there is a doubt. The very possession +of the passion,--or even its pretence,--gives the man a liberty which +he has a pleasure and a pride in using. But this is the case when the +man dashes boldly at his purpose without preconcerted arrangements. +Such pleasure, if it ever was a pleasure to him,--such excitement at +least, was come and gone with Harry Gilmore. He had told his tale, +and had been desired to wait. Now he had come again at a fixed hour +to be informed--like a servant waiting for a place--whether it was +thought that he would suit. The servant out of place, however, would +have had this advantage, that he would receive his answer without the +necessity of further eloquence on his own part. With the lover it was +different. It was evident that Mary Lowther would not say to him, "I +have considered the matter, and I think that, upon the whole, you +will do." It was necessary that he should ask the question again, and +ask it as a suppliant. + +"Mary," he said, beginning with words that he had fixed for himself +as he came up the garden, "it is six weeks, I think, since I asked +you to be my wife; and now I have come to ask you again." + +She made him no immediate answer, but sat as though waiting for some +further effort of his eloquence. + +"I do not think you doubt my truth, or the warmth of my affection. If +you trust in them--" + +"I do; I do." + +"Then I don't know that I can say anything further. Nothing that +I can say now will make you love me. I have not that sort of power +which would compel a girl to come into my arms." + +"I don't understand that kind of power,--how any man can have it with +any girl." + +"They say that it is so; but I do not flatter myself that it is so +with me; and I do not think that it would be so with any man over +you. Perhaps I may assure you that, as far as I know myself at +present, all my future happiness must depend on your answer. It will +not kill me--to be refused; at least, I suppose not. But it will make +me wish that it would." Having so spoken he waited for her reply. + +She believed every word that he said. And she liked him so well that, +for his own sake, she desired that he might be gratified. As far as +she knew herself, she had no desire to be Harry Gilmore's wife. The +position was not even one in which she could allow herself to look +for consolation on one side, for disappointments on the other. She +had read about love, and talked about love; and she desired to be +in love. Certainly she was not in love with this man. She had begun +to doubt whether it would ever be given to her to love,--to love as +her friend Janet loved Frank Fenwick. Janet loved her husband's very +footsteps, and seemed to eat with his palate, hear with his ears, and +see with his eyes. She was, as it were, absolutely a bone from her +husband's rib. Mary thought that she was sure that she could never +have that same feeling towards Henry Gilmore. And yet it might come; +or something might come which would do almost as well. It was likely +that Janet's nature was softer and sweeter than her own,--more prone +to adapt itself, like ivy to a strong tree. For herself, it might be, +that she could never become as the ivy; but that, nevertheless, she +might be the true wife of a true husband. But if ever she was to be +the true wife of Harry Gilmore, she could not to-day say that it +should be so. + +"I suppose I must answer you," she said, very gently. + +"If you tell me that you are not ready to do so I will wait, and come +again. I shall never change my mind. You may be sure of that." + +"But that is just what I may not do, Mr. Gilmore." + +"Who says so?" + +"My own feelings tell me so. I have no right to keep you in suspense, +and I will not do it. I respect and esteem you most honestly. I have +so much liking for you that I do not mind owning that I wish that it +were more. Mr. Gilmore, I like you so much that I would make a great +sacrifice for you; but I cannot sacrifice my own honesty or your +happiness by making believe that I love you." + +For a few moments he sat silent, and then there came over his face a +look of inexpressible anguish,--a look as though the pain were almost +more than he could bear. She could not keep her eyes from his face; +and, in her woman's pity, she almost wished that her words had been +different. + +"And must that be all?" he asked. + +"What else can I say, Mr. Gilmore?" + +"If that must be all, it will be to me a doom that I shall not know +how to bear. I cannot live here without you. I have thought about you +till you have become mixed with every tree and every cottage about +the place. I did not know of myself that I could become such a slave +to a passion. Mary, say that you will wait again. Try it once more. +I would not ask for this, but that you have told me that there was no +one else." + +"Certainly, there is no one else." + +"Then let me wait again. It can do you no harm. If there should come +any man more fortunate than I am, you can tell me, and I shall know +that it is over. I ask no sacrifice from you, and no pledge; but I +give you mine. I shall not change." + +"There must be no such promise, Mr. Gilmore." + +"But there is the promise. I certainly shall not change. When three +months are over I will come to you again." + +She tried to think whether she was bound to tell him that her answer +must be taken as final, or whether she might allow the matter to +stand as he proposed, with some chance of a result that might be good +for him. On one point she was quite sure,--that if she left him now, +with an understanding that he should again renew his offer after a +period of three months, she must go away from Bullhampton. If there +was any possibility that she should learn to love him, such feeling +would arise within her more quickly in his absence than in his +presence. She would go home to Loring, and try to bring herself to +accept him. + +"I think," she said, "that what we now say had better be the last of +it." + +"It shall not be the last of it. I will try again. What is there that +I can do, so that I may make myself worthy of you?" + +"It is no question of worthiness, Mr. Gilmore. Who can say how his +heart is moved,--and why? I shall go home to Loring; and you may be +sure of this, that if there be anything that you should hear of me, I +will let you know." + +Then he took her hand in his own, held it for a while, pressed it to +his lips, and left her. She was by no means contented with herself, +and, to tell the truth, was ashamed to let her friend know what she +had done. And yet how could she have answered him in other words? It +might be that she could teach herself to be contented with the amount +of regard which she entertained for him. It might be that she could +persuade herself to be his wife; and if so, why should he not have +the chance,--the chance which he professed that he was so anxious to +retain? He had paid her the greatest compliment which a man can pay a +woman, and she owed him everything,--except herself. She was hardly +sure even now that if the proposition had come to her by letter the +answer might not have been of a different nature. + +As soon as he was gone she went upstairs to the nursery, and thence +to Mrs. Fenwick's bedroom. Flo was there, but Flo was soon dismissed. +Mary began her story instantly, before a question could be asked. + +"Janet," she said, "I am going home--at once." + +"Why so?" + +"Because it is best. Nothing more is settled than was settled before. +When he asks me whether he may come again, how can I say that he may +not? What can I say, except that as far I can see now, I cannot be +his wife?" + +"You have not accepted him, then?" + +"No." + +"I believe that you would, if he had asked you last night." + +"Most certainly I should not. I may doubt when I am talking behind +his back; but when I meet him face to face I cannot do it." + +"I think you have been wrong,--very wrong and very foolish." + +"In not taking a man I do not love?" said Mary. + +"You do love him; but you are longing for you do not know what; some +romance,--some grand passion,--something that will never come." + +"Shall I tell you what I want?" + +"If you please." + +"A feeling such as you have for Frank. You are my model; I want +nothing beyond that." + +"That comes after marriage. Frank was very little to me till we were +man and wife. He'll tell you the same. I don't know whether I didn't +almost dislike him when I married him." + +"Oh, Janet!" + +"Certainly the sort of love you are thinking of comes +afterwards;--when the interests of two people are the same. Frank was +very well as a lover." + +"Don't I remember it?" + +"You were a child." + +"I was fifteen; and don't I remember how all the world used to change +for you when he was coming? There wasn't a ribbon you wore but you +wore it for him; you dressed yourself in his eyes; you lived by his +thoughts." + +"That was all after I was engaged. If you would accept Harry Gilmore, +you would do just the same." + +"I must be sure that it would be so. I am now almost sure that it +would not." + +"And why do you want to go home?" + +"That he may not be pestered by having me near him. I think it will +be better for him that I should go." + +"And he is to ask you again?" + +"He says that he will--in three months. But you should tell him +that it will be better that he should not. I would advise him to +travel,--if I were his friend, like you." + +"And leave all his duties, and his pleasures, and his house, and his +property, because of your face and figure, my dear! I don't think any +woman is worth so much to a man." + +Mary bit her lips in sorrow for what she had said. "I was thinking +of his own speech about himself, Janet, not of my worth. It does not +astonish you more than it does me that such a man as Mr. Gilmore +should be perplexed in spirit for such a cause. But he says that he +is perplexed." + +"Of course he is perplexed, and of course I was in joke. Only it does +seem so hard upon him! I should like to shake you till you fell into +his arms. I know it would be best for you. You will go on examining +your own feelings and doubting about your heart, and waiting for +something that will never come till you will have lost your time. +That is the way old maids are made. If you married Harry, by the time +your first child was born you would think that he was Jupiter,--just +as I think that Frank is." + +Mrs. Fenwick owned, however, that as matters stood at present, it +would be best that Mary should return home; and letters were written +that afternoon to say that she would be at Loring by the middle of +next week. + +The Vicar was not seen till dinner-time, and then he came home in +considerable perplexity of spirit. It was agreed between the two +women that the fate of Harry Gilmore, as far as it had been decided, +should be told to Mr. Fenwick by his wife; and she, though she was +vexed, and almost angry with Mary, promised to make the best of it. + +"She'll lose him at last; that'll be the end of it," said the parson, +as he scoured his face with a towel after washing it. + +"I never saw a man so much in love in my life," said Mrs. Fenwick. + +"But iron won't remain long at red heat," said he. "What she says +herself would be the best for him. He'll break up and go away for a +time, and then, when he comes back, there'll be somebody else. She'll +live to repent it." + +"When she's away from him there may be a change." + +"Fiddlestick!" said the parson. + +Mary, when she met him before dinner, could see that he was angry +with her, but she bore it with the utmost meekness. She believed of +herself that she was much to blame in that she could not fall in love +with Harry Gilmore. Mrs. Fenwick had also asked a question or two +about Sam Brattle during the dressing of her husband; but he had +declined to say anything on that subject till they two should be +secluded together for the night. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +THE MILLER. + + +Mr. Fenwick reached Brattle's mill about two o'clock in the day. +During the whole morning, while saying comfortable words to old +women, and gently rebuking young maidens, he had been thinking of Sam +Brattle and his offences. He had not been in the parish very long, +not over five or six years, but he had been there long enough to see +Sam grow out of boyhood into manhood; and at his first coming to +the parish, for the first two or three years, the lad had been a +favourite with him. Young Brattle could run well, leap well, fish +well, and do a good turn of work about his father's mill. And he +could also read and write, and cast accounts, and was a clever +fellow. The parson, though he had tried his hand with energy at +making the man, had, perhaps, done something towards marring him; and +it may be that some feeling of this was on Mr. Fenwick's conscience. +A gentleman's favourite in a country village, when of Sam Brattle's +age, is very apt to be spoiled by the kindness that is shown to him. +Sam had spent many a long afternoon fishing with the parson, but +those fishing days were now more than two years gone by. It had been +understood that Sam was to assist his father at the mill; and much +good advice as to his trade the lad had received from Mr. Fenwick. +There ought to be no more fishing for the young miller, except +on special holiday occasions,--no more fishing, at least, during +the hours required for milling purposes. So Mr. Fenwick had said +frequently. Nevertheless the old miller attributed his son's idleness +in great part to the parson's conduct, and he had so told the +parson more than once. Of late Sam Brattle had certainly not been +a good son, had neglected his work, disobeyed his father, and +brought trouble on a household which had much suffering to endure +independently of that which he might bring upon it. + +Jacob Brattle was a man at this time over sixty-five years of age, +and every year of the time had been spent in that mill. He had never +known another occupation or another home, and had very rarely slept +under another roof. He had married the daughter of a neighbouring +farmer, and had had some twelve or fourteen children. There were at +this time six still living. He himself had ever been a hardworking, +sober, honest man. But he was cross-grained, litigious, moody, and +tyrannical. He held his mill and about a hundred acres of adjoining +meadow land at a rent in which no account was taken either of the +building or of the mill privileges attached to it. He paid simply for +the land at a rate per acre, which, as both he and his landlord well +knew, would make it acceptable on the same terms to any farmer in the +parish; and neither for his mill, nor for his land, had he any lease, +nor had his father or his grandfather had leases before him. Though +he was a clever man in his way, he hardly knew what a lease was. +He doubted whether his landlord could dispossess him as long as he +paid his rent, but he was not sure. But of this he thought he was +sure,--that were Mr. Gilmore to attempt to do such a thing, all +Wiltshire would cry out against the deed, and probably the heavens +would fall and crush the doer. He was a man with an unlimited love +of justice; but the justice which he loved best was justice to +himself. He brooded over injuries done to him,--injuries real or +fancied,--till he taught himself to wish that all who hurt him might +be crucified for the hurt they did to him. He never forgot, and never +wished to forgive. If any prayer came from him, it was a prayer that +his own heart might be so hardened that when vengeance came in his +way he might take it without stint against the trespasser of the +moment. And yet he was not a cruel man. He would almost despise +himself, because when the moment for vengeance did come, he would +abstain from vengeance. He would dismiss a disobedient servant with +curses which would make one's hair stand on end, and would hope +within his heart of hearts that before the end of the next week the +man with his wife and children might be in the poorhouse. When the +end of the next week came, he would send the wife meat, and would +give the children bread, and would despise himself for doing so. +In matters of religion he was an old Pagan, going to no place of +worship, saying no prayer, believing in no creed,--with some vague +idea that a supreme power would bring him right at last, if he worked +hard, robbed no one, fed his wife and children, and paid his way. To +pay his way was the pride of his heart; to be paid on his way was its +joy. + +In that matter of his quarrel with his landlord he was very bitter. +The Squire's father some fifteen years since had given to the miller +a verbal promise that the house and mill should be repaired. The old +Squire had not been a good man of business, and had gone on with his +tenants very much as he had found them, without looking much into the +position of each. But he had, no doubt, said something that amounted +to a promise on his own account as to these repairs. He had died soon +after, and the repairs had not been effected. A year after his death +an application,--almost a demand,--was made upon our Squire by the +miller, and the miller had been wrathful even when the Squire said +that he would look into it. The Squire did look into it, and came to +the conclusion that as he received no rent at all for the house and +mill, and as his own property would be improved if the house and +mill were made to vanish, and as he had no evidence whatever of any +undertaking on his father's part, as any such promise on his father's +part must simply have been a promise of a gift of money out of his +own pocket, and further as the miller was impudent, he would not +repair the mill. Ultimately he offered £20 towards the repairs, which +the miller indignantly refused. Readers will be able to imagine how +pretty a quarrel there would thus be between the landlord and his +tenant. When all this was commencing,--at the time, that is, of the +old Squire's death,--Brattle had the name of being a substantial +person; but misfortune had come upon him; doctors' bills had been +very heavy, his children had drained his resources from him, and it +was now known that it set him very hard to pay his way. In regard to +the house and the mill, some absolutely essential repairs had been +done at his own costs; but the £20 had never been taken. + +In some respects the man's fortune in life had been good. His wife +was one of those loving, patient, self-denying, almost heavenly human +beings, one or two of whom may come across one's path, and who, when +found, are generally found in that sphere of life to which this woman +belonged. Among the rich there is that difficulty of the needle's +eye; among the poor there is the difficulty of the hardness of their +lives. And the miller loved this woman with a perfect love. He hardly +knew that he loved her as he did. He could be harsh to her and +tyrannical. He could say cutting words to her. But at any time in his +life he would have struck over the head, with his staff, another man +who should have said a word to hurt her. They had lost many children; +but of the six who remained, there were four of whom they might be +proud. The eldest was a farmer, married and away, doing well in a far +part of the county, beyond Salisbury, on the borders of Hampshire. +The father in his emergencies had almost been tempted to ask his son +for money; but hitherto he had refrained. A daughter was married to +a tradesman at Warminster, and was also doing well. A second son who +had once been sickly and weak, was a scholar in his way, and was now +a schoolmaster, also at Warminster, and in great repute with the +parson of the parish there. There was a second daughter, Fanny, at +home, a girl as good as gold, the glory and joy and mainstay of her +mother, whom even the miller could not scold,--whom all Bullhampton +loved. But she was a plain girl, brown, and somewhat hard-visaged;--a +morsel of fruit as sweet as any in the garden, but one that the eye +would not select for its outside grace, colour, and roundness. Then +there were the two younger. Of Sam, the youngest of all, who was now +twenty-one, something has already been said. Between him and Fanny +there was,--perhaps it will be better to say there had been,--another +daughter. Of all the flock Carry had been her father's darling. She +had not been brown or hard-visaged. She was such a morsel of fruit +as men do choose, when allowed to range and pick through the whole +length of the garden wall. Fair she had been, with laughing eyes, +and floating curls; strong in health, generous in temper, though now +and again with something of her father's humour. To her mother's eye +she had never been as sweet as Fanny; but to her father she had been +as bright and beautiful as the harvest moon. Now she was a thing, +somewhere, never to be mentioned! Any man who would have named her +to her father's ears, would have encountered instantly the force of +his wrath. This was so well known in Bullhampton that there was not +one who would dare to suggest to him even that she might be saved. +But her mother prayed for her daily, and her father thought of her +always. It was a great lump upon him, which he must bear to his +grave; and for which there could be no release. He did not know +whether it was his mind, his heart, or his body that suffered. He +only knew that it was there,--a load that could never be lightened. +What comfort was it to him now, that he had beaten a miscreant to +death's door--that he, with his old hands, had nearly torn the wretch +limb from limb--that he had left him all but lifeless, and had walked +off scatheless, nobody daring to put a finger on him? The man had +been pieced up by some doctor, and was away in Asia, in Africa, in +America--soldiering somewhere. He had been a lieutenant in those +days, and was probably a lieutenant still. It was nothing to old +Brattle where he was. Had he been able to drink the fellow's blood to +the last drop, it would not have lightened his load an ounce. He knew +that it was so now. Nothing could lighten it;--not though an angel +could come and tell him that his girl was a second Magdalen. The +Brattles had ever held up their heads. The women, at least, had +always been decent. + +Jacob Brattle, himself, was a low, thickset man, with an appearance +of great strength, which was now submitting itself, very slowly, to +the hand of time. He had sharp green eyes, and shaggy eyebrows, with +thin lips, and a square chin, a nose which, though its shape was +aquiline, protruded but little from his face. His forehead was low +and broad, and he was seldom seen without a flat hat upon his head. +His hair and very scanty whiskers were gray; but, then too, he was +gray from head to foot. The colour of his trade had so clung to him, +that no one could say whether that grayish whiteness of his face came +chiefly from meal or from sorrow. He was a silent, sad, meditative +man, thinking always of the evil things that had been done to him. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +BRATTLE'S MILL. + + +When Mr. Fenwick reached the mill, he found old Brattle sitting alone +on a fixed bench in front of the house door with a pipe in his mouth. +Mary Lowther was quite right in saying that the mill, in spite of its +dilapidations,--perhaps by reason of them,--was as pretty as anything +in Bullhampton. In the first place it was permeated and surrounded by +cool, bright, limpid little streams. One of them ran right through +it, as it were, passing between the dwelling-house and the mill, and +turning the wheel, which was there placed. This course was, no doubt, +artificial, and the water ran more rapidly in it than it did in the +neighbouring streamlets. There were sluice-gates, too, by which it +could be altogether expelled, or kept up to this or that height; and +it was a river absolutely under man's control, in which no water-god +could take delight. But there were other natural streams on each +side of the building, the one being the main course of the Avon, +and the other some offspring of a brooklet, which joined its parent +two hundred yards below, and fifty yards from the spot at which +the ill-used working water was received back into its mother's +idle bosom. Mill and house were thatched, and were very low. There +were garrets in the roof, but they were so shaped that they could +hardly be said to have walls to them at all, so nearly were they +contained by the sloping roof. In front of the building there ran a +road,--which after all was no more than a private lane. It crossed +the smaller stream and the mill-run by two wooden bridges; but the +river itself had been too large for the bridge-maker's efforts, and +here there was a ford, with stepping-stones for foot passengers. The +banks on every side were lined with leaning willows, which had been +pollarded over and over again, and which with their light-green wavy +heads gave the place, from a distance, the appearance of a grove. +There was a little porch in front of the house, and outside of that a +fixed seat, with a high back, on which old Brattle was sitting when +the parson accosted him. He did not rise when Mr. Fenwick addressed +him; but he intended no want of courtesy by not doing so. He was on +his legs at business during nearly the whole of the day, and why +should he not rest his old limbs during the few mid-day minutes which +he allowed himself for recreation? + +"I thought I should catch you idle just at this moment," said the +clergyman. + + +[Illustration: "I thought I should catch you idle just at +this moment," said the clergyman.] + + +"Like enough, Muster Fenwick," said the miller; "I be idle at times, +no doubt." + +"It would be a bad life if you did not,--and a very short one too. +It's hot walking, I can tell you, Mr. Brattle. If it goes on like +this, I shall want a little idle time myself, I fear. Is Sam here?" + +"No, Muster Fenwick, Sam is not here." + +"Nor has been this morning, I suppose?" + +"He's not here now, if you're wanting him." + +This the old man said in a tone that seemed to signify some offence, +or at least a readiness to take offence if more were said to him +about his son. The clergyman did not sit down, but stood close over +the father, looking down upon him; and the miller went on with his +pipe gazing into the clear blue sky. + +"I do want him, Mr. Brattle." Then he stopped, and there was a pause. +The miller puffed his pipe, but said not a word. "I do want him. I +fear, Mr. Brattle, he's not coming to much good." + +"Who said as he was? I never said so. The lad'd have been well enough +if other folks would have let him be." + +"I know what you mean, Mr. Brattle." + +"I usually intend folks to know what I mean, Muster Fenwick. What's +the good o' speaking else? If nobody hadn't a meddled with the lad, +he'd been a good lad. But they did, and he ain't. That's all about +it." + +"You do me a great injustice, but I'm not going to argue that with +you now. There would be no use in it. I've come to tell you I fear +that Sam was at no good last night." + +"That's like enough." + +"I had better tell you the truth at once. He was about my place with +two ruffians." + +"And you wants to take him afore the magistrate?" + +"I want nothing of the kind. I would make almost any sacrifice +rather. I had him yesterday night by the collar of the coat, and I +let him go free." + +"If he couldn't shake himself free o' you, Muster Fenwick, without +any letting in the matter, he ain't no son of mine." + +"I was armed, and he couldn't. But what does that matter? What does +matter is this;--that they who were with him were thoroughly bad +fellows. Was he at home last night?" + +"You'd better ax his mother, Muster Fenwick. The truth is, I don't +care much to be talking of him at all. It's time I was in the mill, I +believe. There's no one much to help me now, barring the hired man." +So saying, he got up and passed into the mill without making the +slightest form of salutation. + +Mr. Fenwick paused for a minute, looking after the old man, and then +went into the house. He knew very well that his treatment from the +women would be very different to that which the miller had vouchsafed +to him; but on that very account it would be difficult for him to +make his communication. He had, however, known all this before he +came. Old Brattle would, quite of course, be silent, suspicious, and +uncivil. It had become the nature of the man to be so, and there was +no help for it. But the two women would be glad to see him,--would +accept his visit as a pleasure and a privilege; and on this account +he found it to be very hard to say unpleasant words to them. But the +unpleasant words must be spoken. Neither in duty nor in kindness +could he know what he had learned last night, and be silent on this +matter to the young man's family. He entered the house, and turned +into the large kitchen or keeping-room on the left, in which the +two women were almost always to be found. This was a spacious, +square, low apartment, in which there was a long grate with +various appurtenances for boiling, roasting, and baking. It was an +old-fashioned apparatus, but Mrs. Brattle thought it to be infinitely +more commodious than any of the newer-fangled ranges which from time +to time she had been taken to see. Opposite to the fire-place there +was a small piece of carpet, without which the stone floor would +hardly have looked warm and comfortable. On the outer corner of this, +half facing the fire, and half on one side of it, was an old oak +arm-chair, made of oak throughout, but with a well-worn cushion on +the seat of it, in which it was the miller's custom to sit when the +work of the day was done. In this chair no one else would ever sit, +unless Sam would do so occasionally, in bravado, and as a protest +against his father's authority. When he did so his mother would be +wretched, and his sister lately had begged him to desist from the +sacrilege. Close to this was a little round deal table, on which +would be set the miller's single glass of gin and water, which would +be made to last out the process of his evening smoking, and the +candle, by the light of which, and with the aid of a huge pair of +tortoise-shell spectacles, his wife would sit and darn her husband's +stockings. She also had her own peculiar chair in this corner, but +she had never accustomed herself to the luxury of arms to lean on, +and had no cushion for her own comfort. There were various dressers, +tables, and sideboards round the room, and a multiplicity of dishes, +plates, and bowls, all standing in their proper places. But though +the apartment was called a kitchen,--and, in truth, the cookery for +the family was done here,--there was behind it, opening out to the +rear, another kitchen in which there was a great boiler, and a huge +oven never now used. The necessary but unsightly doings of kitchen +life were here carried on, out of view. He, indeed, would have been +fastidious who would have hesitated, on any score of cleanliness or +niceness, to sit and eat at the long board on which the miller's +dinner was daily served, or would have found it amiss to sit at that +fire and listen to the ticking of the great mahogany-cased clock, +which stood in the corner of the room. On the other side of the broad +opening passage Mrs. Brattle had her parlour. Doubtless this parlour +added something to the few joys of her life; though how it did so, +or why she should have rejoiced in it, it would be very difficult +to say. She never entered it except for the purpose of cleaning and +dusting. But it may be presumed that it was a glory to her to have a +room carpeted, with six horsehair chairs, and a round table, and a +horsehair sofa, and an old mirror over the fireplace, and a piece of +worsted-work done by her daughter and framed like a picture, hanging +up on one of the walls. But there must have come from it, we should +say, more of regret than of pleasure; for when that room was first +furnished, under her own auspices, and when those horsehair chairs +were bought with a portion of her own modest dowry, doubtless she had +intended that these luxuries should be used by her and hers. But they +never had been so used. The day for using them had never come. Her +husband never, by any chance, entered the apartment. To him probably, +even in his youth, it had been a woman's gewgaw, useless, but +allowable as tending to her happiness. Now the door was never even +opened before his eye. His last interview with Carry had been in +that room,--when he had laid his curse upon her, and bade her begone +before his return, so that his decent threshold should be no longer +polluted by her vileness. + +On this side of the house there was a cross passage, dividing the +front rooms from the back. At the end of this, looking to the front +so as to have the parlour between it and the house-door, was the +chamber in which slept Brattle and his wife. Here all those children +had been born who had brought upon the household so many joys and so +much sorrow. And behind, looking to the back on to the little plot of +vegetables which was called the garden,--a plot in which it seemed +that cabbages and gooseberry bushes were made to alternate,--there +was a large store-room, and the chamber in which Fanny slept,--now +alone, but which she had once shared with four sisters. Carry was the +last one that had left her; and now Fanny hardly dared to name the +word sister above her breath. She could speak, indeed, of Sister Jay, +the wife of the prosperous ironmonger at Warminster; but of sisters +by their Christian names no mention was ever made. + +Upstairs there were garrets, one of which was inhabited by Sam, when +he chose to reside at home; and another by the red-armed country +lass, who was maid-of-all-work at Brattle Mill. When it has also been +told that below the cabbage-plot there was an orchard, stretching +down to the junction of the waters, the description of Brattle Mill +will have been made. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +THE MILLER'S WIFE. + + +When Mr. Fenwick entered the kitchen, Mrs. Brattle was sitting there +alone. Her daughter was away, disposing of the remnants and utensils +of the dinner-table. The old lady, with her spectacles on her nose, +was sitting as usual with a stocking over her left arm. On the round +table was a great open Bible, and, lying on the Bible, were sundry +large worsted hose, which always seemed to Mr. Fenwick as though +they must have undarned themselves as quickly as they were darned. +Her Bible and her stockings furnished the whole of Mrs. Brattle's +occupation from her dinner to her bed. In the morning, she would +still occupy herself in matters of cookery, would peel potatoes, and +prepare apples for puddings, and would look into the pot in which +the cabbage was being boiled. But her stockings and her Bible shared +together the afternoons of her week-days. On the Sundays there would +only be the Bible, and then she would pass many hours of the day +asleep. On every other Sunday morning she still walked to church and +back,--going there always alone. There was no one now to accompany +her. Her husband never went,--never had gone,--to church, and her son +now had broken away from his good practices. On alternate mornings +Fanny went, and also on every Sunday afternoon. Wet or dry, storm +or sunshine, she always went; and her father, who was an old Pagan, +loved her for her zeal. Mrs. Brattle was a slight-made old woman, +with hair almost white peering out modestly from under her clean cap, +dressed always in a brown stuff gown that never came down below her +ankle. Her features were still pretty, small, and débonnaire, and +there was a sweetness in her eyes that no observer could overlook. +She was a modest, pure, high-minded woman,--whom we will not call +a lady, because of her position in life, and because she darned +stockings in a kitchen. In all other respects she deserved the name. + +"I heard your voice outside with the master," she said, rising from +her chair to answer the parson's salutation, and putting down her +stockings first, and then her spectacles upon the book, so that the +Bible was completely hidden; "and I knew you would not go without +saying a word to the old woman." + +"I believe I came mostly to see you to-day, Mrs. Brattle." + +"Did you then? It's kind of you, I'm sure, Mr. Fenwick, this hot +weather,--and you with so many folk to mind too. Will you take an +apple, Mr. Fenwick? I don't know that we've anything else to offer, +but the quarantines are rare this year, they say;--though, no doubt, +you have them better at the Vicarage?" + +Fenwick took a large, red apple from the dresser, and began to munch, +it, declaring that they had none such in their orchard. And then, +when the apple was finished, he had to begin his story. + +"Mrs. Brattle, I'm sorry that I have something to say that will vex +you." + +"Eh, Mr. Fenwick! Bad news? 'Deed and I think there's but little good +news left to us now,--little that comes from the tongues of men. It's +bad news that is always coming here. Mr. Fenwick,--what is it, sir?" + +Then he repeated the question he had before put to the miller about +Sam. Where was Sam last night?--She only shook her head. Did he sleep +at home?--She shook her head again. Had he breakfasted at home? + +"'Deed no, sir. I haven't set eyes on him since before yesterday." + +"But how does he live? His father does not give him money, I +suppose?" + +"There's little enough to give him, Mr. Fenwick. When he is at the +mill his father do pay him a some'at over and above his keep. It +isn't much, sir. Young men must have a some'at in their pockets at +times." + +"He has too much in his pockets, I fear. I wish he had nothing, so +that he needs must come home for his meals. He works at the mill, +doesn't he?" + +"At times, sir; and there isn't a lad in all Bullumpton,"--for so the +name was ordinarily pronounced,--"who can do a turn of work to beat +him." + +"Do he and his father agree pretty well?" + +"At times, sir. Times again his father don't say much to him. The +master ain't given to much talking in the mill, and Sam, when he's +there, works with a will. There's times when his father softens down +to him, and then to see 'em, you'd think they was all in all to each +other. There's a stroke of the master about Sam hisself, at times, +Mr. Fenwick, and the old man's eyes gladden to see it. There's none +so near his heart now as poor Sam." + +"If he were as honest a man as his father, I could forgive all the +rest," said Mr. Fenwick slowly, meaning to imply that he was not +there now to complain of church observances neglected, or of small +irregularities of life. The paganism of the old miller had often been +the subject of converse between the parson and Mrs. Brattle, it being +a matter on which she had many an unhappy thought. He, groping darkly +among subjects which he hardly dared to touch in her presence lest +he should seem to unteach that in private which he taught in public, +had subtlely striven to make her believe that though she, through her +faith, would be saved, he, the husband, might yet escape that doom +of everlasting fire, which to her was so stern a reality that she +thought of its fury with a shudder whenever she heard of the world's +wickedness. When Parson Fenwick had first made himself intimate +at the mill Mrs. Brattle had thought that her husband's habits of +life would have been to him as wormwood and gall,--that he would be +unable not to chide, and well she knew that her husband would bear no +chiding. By degrees she had come to understand that this new parson +was one who talked more of life with its sorrows, and vices, and +chances of happiness, and possibilities of goodness, than he did +of the requirements of his religion. For herself inwardly she had +grieved at this, and, possibly, also for him; but, doubtless, there +had come to her some comfort, which she did not care to analyse, from +the manner in which "the master," as she called him, Pagan as he was, +had been treated by her clergyman. She wondered that it should be so, +but yet it was a relief to her to know that God's messenger should +come to her, and yet say never a word of his message to that hard +lord, whom she so feared and so loved, and who was, as she well knew, +too stubborn to receive it. And Fenwick had spoken,--still spoke +to her, so tenderly of her erring, fallen child, never calling her +a castaway, talking of her as Carry, who might yet be worthy of +happiness here and of all joy hereafter; that when she thought +of him as a minister of God, whose duty it was to pronounce God's +threats to erring human beings, she was almost alarmed. She could +hardly understand his leniency,--his abstinence from reproof; but +entertained a vague, wandering, unformed wish that, as he never +opened the vials of his wrath on them, he would pour it out upon +her,--on her who would bear it for their sake so meekly. If there was +such a wish it was certainly doomed to disappointment. At this moment +Fanny came in and curtseyed as she gave her hand to the parson. + +"Was Sam at home last night, Fan?" asked the mother, in a sad, low +voice. + +"Yes, mother. He slept in his bed." + +"You are sure?" said the parson. + +"Quite sure. I heard him this morning as he went out. It was about +five. He spoke to me, and I answered him." + +"What did he say?" + +"That he must go over to Lavington, and wouldn't be home till +nightfall. I told him where he would find bread and cheese, and he +took it." + +"But you didn't see him last night?" + +"No, sir. He comes in at all hours, when he pleases. He was at dinner +before yesterday, but I haven't seen him since. He didn't go nigh the +mill after dinner that day." + +Then Mr. Fenwick considered how much he would tell to the mother and +sister, and how much he would keep back. He did not in his heart +believe that Sam Brattle had intended to enter his house and rob +it; but he did believe that the men with whom Sam was associated +were thieves and housebreakers. If these men were prowling about +Bullhampton it was certainly his duty to have them arrested if +possible, and to prevent probable depredations, for his neighbours' +sake as well as for his own. Nor would he be justified in neglecting +this duty with the object of saving Sam Brattle. If only he could +entice Sam away from them, into his own hands, under the power of his +tongue,--there might probably be a chance. + +"You think he'll be home to-night?" he asked. + +"He said he would," replied Fanny, who knew that she could not answer +for her brother's word. + +"If he does, bid him come to me. Make him come to me! Tell him that +I will do him no harm. God knows how truly it is my object to do him +good." + +"We are sure of that, sir," said the mother. + +"He need not be afraid that I will preach to him. I will only talk to +him, as I would to a younger brother." + +"But what is it that he has done, sir?" + +"He has done nothing that I know. There;--I will tell you the whole. +I found him prowling about my garden at near midnight, yesterday. Had +he been alone I should have thought nothing of it. He thinks he owes +me a grudge for speaking to his father; and had I found him paying it +by filling his pockets with fruit, I should only have told him that +it would be better that he should come and take it in the morning." + +"But he wasn't--stealing?" asked the mother. + +"He was doing nothing; neither were the men. But they were +blackguards, and he was in bad hands. He could not have been in +worse. I had a tussle with one of them, and I am sure the man was +hurt. That, however, has nothing to do with it. What I desire is to +get a hold of Sam, so that he may be rescued from the hands of such +companions. If you can make him come to me, do so." + +Fanny promised, and so did the mother; but the promise was given in +that tone which seemed to imply that nothing should be expected from +its performance. Sam had long been deaf to the voices of the women +of his family, and, when his father's anger would be hot against him, +he would simply go, and live where and how none of them knew. Among +such men and women as the Brattles, parental authority must needs lie +much lighter than it does with those who are wont to give much and to +receive much. What obedience does the lad owe who at eighteen goes +forth and earns his own bread? What is it to him that he has not yet +reached man's estate? He has to do a man's work, and the price of it +is his own, in his hands, when he has earned it. There is no curse +upon the poor heavier than that which comes from the early breach +of all ties of duty between fathers and their sons, and mothers and +their daughters. + +Mr. Fenwick, as he passed out of the miller's house, saw Jacob +Brattle at the door of the mill. He was tugging along some load, +pulling it in at the door, and prevailing against the weakness of his +age by the force of his energy. The parson knew that the miller saw +him, but the miller took no notice,--looked rather as though he did +not wish to be observed,--and so the parson went on. When at home he +postponed his account of what had taken place till he should be alone +with his wife; but at night he told her the whole story. + +"The long and the short of it is, Master Sam will turn to +housebreaking, if somebody doesn't get hold of him." + +"To housebreaking, Frank?" + +"I believe that he is about it." + +"And were they going to break in here?" + +"I don't think he was. I don't believe he was so minded then. But he +had shown them the way in, and they were looking about on their own +scores. Don't you frighten yourself. What with the constable and +the life-preserver, we'll be safe. I've a big dog coming, a second +Bone'm. Sam Brattle is in more danger, I fear, than the silver +forks." + +But, in spite of the cheeriness of his speech, the Vicar was anxious, +and almost unhappy. After all that occurred in reference to himself +and to Sam Brattle,--their former intimacies, the fish they had +caught together, the rats they had killed together, the favour which +he, the parson of the parish, had shown to this lad, and especially +after the evil things which had been said of himself because of this +friendship on his part for one so much younger than himself, and +so much his inferior in rank,--it would be to him a most grievous +misfortune should he be called upon to acknowledge publicly Sam +Brattle's iniquity, and more grievous still, if the necessity should +be forced upon him of bringing Sam to open punishment. Fenwick knew +well that diverse accusations had been made against him in the +parish regarding Sam. The Marquis of Trowbridge had said a word. Mr. +Puddleham had said many words. The old miller himself had growled. +Even Gilmore had expressed disapprobation. The Vicar, in his pride, +had turned a deaf ear to them all. He began to fear now that possibly +he had been wrong in the favours shown to Sam Brattle. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +THE LAST DAY. + + +[Illustration] + +The parson's visit to the mill was on a Saturday. The next Sunday +passed by very quietly, and nothing was seen of Mr. Gilmore at the +Vicarage. He was at church, and walked with the two ladies from the +porch to their garden gate, but he declined Mrs. Fenwick's invitation +to lunch, and was not seen again on that day. The parson had sent +word to Fanny Brattle during the service to stop a few minutes for +him, and had learned from her that Sam had not been at home last +night. He had also learned, before the service that morning, that +very early on the Saturday, probably about four o'clock, two men +had passed through Paul's Hinton with a huxter's cart and a pony. +Now Paul's Hinton, or Hinton Saint Paul's as it should be properly +called, was a long straggling village, six miles from Bullhampton, +and half-way on the road to Market Lavington, to which latter place +Sam had told his sister that he was going. Putting these things +together, Mr. Fenwick did not in the least doubt but the two men in +the cart were they who had been introduced to his garden by young +Brattle. + +"I only hope," said the parson, "that there's a good surgeon at +Market Lavington. One of the gentlemen in that cart must have wanted +him, I take it." Then he thought that it might, perhaps, be worth his +while to trot over to Lavington in the course of the week, and make +inquiries. + +On the Wednesday Mary Lowther was to go back to Loring. This seemed +like a partial break-up of their establishment, both to the parson +and his wife. Fenwick had made up his mind that Mary was to be his +nearest neighbour for life, and had fallen into the way of treating +her accordingly, telling her of things in the parish as he might have +done to the Squire's wife, presuming the Squire's wife to have been +on the best possible terms with him. He now regarded Mary as being +almost an impostor. She had taken him in and obtained his confidence +under false pretences. It was true that she might still come and +fill the place that he had appointed for her. He rather thought +that at last she would do so. But he was angry with her because she +hesitated. She was creating an unnecessary disturbance among them. +She had, he thought, been now wooed long enough, and, as he told his +wife more than once, was making an ass of herself. Mrs. Fenwick was +not quite so hard in her judgment, but she also was tempted to be a +little angry. She loved her friend Mary a great deal better than she +loved Mr. Gilmore, but she was thoroughly convinced that Mary could +not do better than accept a man whom she owned that she liked,--whom +she, at any rate, liked so well that she had not as yet rejected him. +Therefore, although Mary was going, they were, both of them, rather +savage with her. + +The Monday passed by, also very quietly, and Mr. Gilmore did not come +to them, but he had sent a note to tell them that he would walk down +on the Tuesday evening to say good-bye to Miss Lowther. Early on +the Wednesday Mr. Fenwick was to drive her to Westbury, whence the +railway would take her round by Chippenham and Swindon to Loring. On +the Tuesday morning she was very melancholy. Though she knew that it +was right to go away, she greatly regretted that it was necessary. +She was angry with herself for not having better known her own mind, +and though she was quite sure that were Mr. Gilmore to repeat his +offer to her that moment, she would not accept it, nevertheless she +thought ill of herself because she would not do so. "I do believe," +she said to herself, "that I shall never like any man better." She +knew well enough that if she was never brought to love any man, she +never ought to marry any man; but she was not quite sure whether +Janet was not right in telling her that she had formed erroneous +notions of the sort of love she ought to feel for the man whom she +should resolve to accept. Perhaps it was true that that kind of +adoration which Janet entertained for her husband was a feeling which +came after marriage--a feeling which would spring up in her own heart +as soon as she was the man's own wife, the mistress of his house, the +mother of his children, the one human being for whose welfare he was +solicitous beyond that of all others. And this man did love her. She +had no doubt about that. And she was unhappy, too, because she felt +that she had offended his friends, and that they thought that she was +not treating their friend well. + +"Janet," she said, as they were again sitting out on the lawn, on +that Tuesday afternoon, "I am almost sorry that I came here at all." + +"Don't say that, dear." + +"I have spent some of the happiest days of my life here, but the +visit, on the whole, has been unfortunate. I am going away in +disgrace. I feel that so acutely." + +"What nonsense! How are you in disgrace?" + +"Mr. Fenwick and you think that I have behaved badly. I know you do, +and I feel it so strongly! I think so much of him, and believe him to +be so good, and so wise, and so understanding,--he knows what people +should do, and should be, so well,--that I cannot doubt that I have +been wrong if he thinks so." + +"He only wishes that you could have made up your mind to marry a most +worthy man, who is his friend, and who, by marrying you, would have +fixed you close to us. He wishes it still, and so do I." + +"But he thinks that I have been--have been mopish, and +lack-a-daisical, and--and--almost untrue. I can hear it in the tone +of his voice, and see it in his eye. I can tell it from the way he +shakes hands with me in the morning. He is such a true man that I +know in a moment what he means at all times. I am going away under +his displeasure, and I wish I had never come." + +"Return as Mrs. Gilmore, and all his displeasure will disappear." + +"Yes, because he would forgive me. He would say to himself that, as +I had repented, I might be taken back to his grace; but as things are +at present he condemns me. And so do you." + +"If you ask me, Mary, I must tell the truth. I don't think you know +your own mind." + +"Suppose I don't, is that disgraceful?" + +"But there comes a time when a girl should know her own mind. You are +giving this poor fellow an enormous deal of unnecessary trouble." + +"I have known my own mind so far as to tell him that I could not +marry him." + +"As far as I understand, Mary, you have always told him to wait a +little longer." + +"I have never asked him to wait, Janet;--never. It is he who says +that he will wait; and what can I answer when he says so? All the +same I don't mean to defend myself. I do believe that I have been +wrong, and I wish that I had never come here. It sounds ungrateful, +but I do. It is so dreadful to feel that I have incurred the +displeasure of people that I love so dearly." + +"There is no displeasure, Mary; the word is a good deal too strong. +I wonder what you'll think of all this when the parson and his wife +come up on future Sundays to dine with the Squire and his lady. I +have long since made up my mind that when afternoon service is over, +we ought to go up and be made much of at the Privets; and you're +putting all this off till I'm an old woman--for a chimera. It's about +our Sunday dinners that I'm angry. Flo, my darling, what a face you +have got. Do come and sit still for a few minutes, or you'll be in a +fever." While Mrs. Fenwick was wiping her girl's brow, and smoothing +her ringlets, Mary walked off to the orchard by herself. There was a +broad green path which made the circuit of it, and she took the round +twice, pausing at the bottom to look at the spot from which she had +tumbled into the river. What a trouble she had been to them all! She +was thoroughly dissatisfied with herself; especially so because she +had fallen into those very difficulties which from early years she +had resolved that she would avoid. She had made up her mind that she +would not flirt, that she would never give a right to any man--or to +any woman--to call her a coquette; that if love and a husband came +in her way she would take them thankfully, and that if they did not, +she would go on her path quietly, if possible, feeling no uneasiness, +and certainly showing none, because the joys of a married life did +not belong to her. But now she had gotten herself into a mess, and +she could not tell herself that it was not her own fault. Then she +resolved again that in future she would go right. It could not but +be that a woman could keep herself from floundering in these messes +of half-courtship,--of courtship on one side, and doubt on the +other,--if she would persistently adhere to some safe rule. Her +rejection of Mr. Gilmore ought to have been unhesitating and certain +from the first. She was sure of that now. She had been guilty of +an absurdity in supposing that because the man had been in earnest, +therefore she had been justified in keeping him in suspense, for his +own sake. She had been guilty of an absurdity, and also of great +self-conceit. She could do nothing now but wait till she should hear +from him,--and then answer him steadily. After what had passed she +could not go to him and declare that it was all over. He was coming +to-night, and she was nearly sure that he would not say a word to her +on the subject. If he did,--if he renewed his offer,--then she would +speak out. It was hardly possible that he should do so, and therefore +the trouble which she had created must remain. + +As she thus resolved, she was leaning over the gate looking into the +churchyard, not much observing the graves or the monuments or the +beautiful old ivy-covered tower, or thinking of the dead that were +lying there, or of the living who prayed there; but swearing to +herself that for the rest of her life she would keep clear of, what +she called, girlish messes. Like other young ladies she had read much +poetry and many novels; but her sympathies had never been with young +ladies who could not go straight through with their love affairs, +from the beginning to the end, without flirtation of either an inward +or an outward nature. Of all her heroines, Rosalind was the one she +liked the best, because from the first moment of her passion she knew +herself and what she was about, and loved her lover right heartily. +Of all girls in prose or poetry she declared that Rosalind was +the least of a flirt. She meant to have the man, and never had a +doubt about it. But with such a one as Flora MacIvor she had no +patience;--a girl who did and who didn't, who would and who wouldn't, +who could and who couldn't, and who of all flirts was to her the most +nauseous! As she was taking herself to task, accusing herself of +being a Flora without the poetry and romance to excuse her, Mr. +Fenwick came round from Farmer Trumbull's side of the church, and got +over the stile into the churchyard. + + +[Illustration: Mr. Fenwick came round from Farmer Trumbull's +side of the church, and got over the stile into the churchyard.] + + +"What, Mary, is that you gazing in so intently among your brethren +that were?" + +"I was not thinking of them," she said, with a smile. "My mind was +intent on some of my brethren that are." Then there came a thought +across her, and she made a sudden decision. "Mr. Fenwick," she said, +"would you mind walking up and down the churchyard with me once or +twice? I have something to say to you, and I can say it now so well." +He opened the gate for her, and she joined him. "I want to beg your +pardon, and to get you to forgive me. I know you have been angry with +me." + +"Hardly angry,--but vexed. As you ask me so frankly and prettily, I +will forgive you. There is my hand upon it. All evil thoughts against +you shall go out of my head. I shall still have my wishes, but I will +not be cross with you." + +"You are so good, and so clearly honest. I declare I think Janet the +happiest woman that I ever heard of." + +"Come, come; I didn't bargain for this kind of thing when I allowed +myself to be brought in here." + +"But it is so. I did not stop you for that, however, but to +acknowledge that I have been wrong, and to ask you to pardon me." + +"I will. I do. If there has been anything amiss, it shall not be +looked on again as amiss. But there has been only one thing amiss." + +"And, Mr. Fenwick, will you do this for me? Will you tell him that I +was foolish to say that he might wait? Why should he wait? Of course +he should not wait. When I am gone, tell him so, and beg him to make +an end of it. I had not thought of it properly, or I would not have +allowed him to be tormented." + +There was a pause after this, during which they walked half the +length of the path in silence. "No, Mary," he said, after a while; "I +will not tell him that." + +"Why not, Mr. Fenwick?" + +"Because it will not be for his good, or for mine, or for Janet's, +or, as I believe, for yours." + +"Indeed, it will, for the good of us all." + +"I think, Mary, you do not quite understand. There is not one among +us who does not wish that you should come here and be one of us; +a real, right down Bullompton 'ooman, as they say in the village. +I want you to be my wife's dearest friend, and my own nearest +neighbour. There is no man in the world whom I love as I do Harry +Gilmore, and I want you to be his wife. I have said to myself and +to Janet a score of times that you certainly would be so sooner or +later. My wrath has not come from your bidding him to wait, but from +your coldness in not taking him without waiting. You should remember +that we grow gray very quickly, Mary." + +Here was the old story again,--the old story as she had heard it from +Harry Gilmore, but told as she had never expected to hear it from +the lips of Frank Fenwick. It amounted to this; that even he, Frank +Fenwick, bade her wait and try. But she had formed her resolution, +and she was not going to be turned aside, even by Frank Fenwick; "I +had thought that you would help me," she said, very slowly. + +"So I will, with all my heart, towards the keys of the store closets +of the Privets, but not a step the other way. It has to be, Mary. He +is too much in earnest, and too good, and too fit for the place to +which he aspires, to miss his object. Come, we'll go in. Mind, you +and I are one again, let it go how it may. I will own that I have +been vexed for the last two days,--have been in a humour unbecoming +your departure to-morrow. I throw all that behind me. You and I are +dear friends,--are we not?" + +"I do hope so, Mr. Fenwick?" + +"There shall be no feather moulted between us. But as to operating +between you and Harry, with the view of keeping you apart, I decline +the commission. It is my assured belief that sooner or later he will +be your husband. Now we will go up to Janet, who will begin to think +herself a Penelope, if we desert her much longer." + +Immediately after this Mary went up to dress for dinner. Should she +make up her mind to give way, and put on the blue ribbons which he +loved so well? She thought that she could tell him at once, if she +made up her mind in that direction. It would not, perhaps, be very +maidenly, but anything would be better than suspense,--than torment +to him. Then she took out her blue ribbons, and tried to go through +that ceremony of telling him. It was quite impossible. Were she to do +so, she would know no happiness again in this world, or probably in +the other. To do the thing, it would be necessary that she should lie +to him. + +She came down in a simple white dress, without any ribbons, in +just the dress which she would have worn had Mr. Gilmore not been +coming. At dinner they were very merry. The word of command had gone +forth from Frank that Mary was to be forgiven, and Janet of course +obeyed. The usual courtesies of society demand that there shall be +civility--almost flattering civility--from host to guest, and from +guest to host; and yet how often does it occur that in the midst +of these courtesies there is something that tells of hatred, of +ridicule, or of scorn! How often does it happen that the guest knows +that he is disliked, or the host knows that he is a bore! In the last +two days Mary had felt that she was not cordially a welcome guest. +She had felt also that the reason was one against which she could not +contend. Now all that, at least, was over. Frank Fenwick's manner had +never been pleasanter to her than it was on this occasion, and Janet +followed the suit which her lord led. + +They were again on the lawn between eight and nine o'clock when Harry +Gilmore came up to them. He was gracious enough in his salutation to +Mary Lowther, but no indifferent person would have thought that he +was her lover. He talked chiefly to Fenwick, and when they went in to +tea did not take a place on the sofa beside Mary. But after a while +he said something which told them all of his love. + +"What do you think I've been doing to-day, Frank?" + +"Getting your wheat down, I should hope." + +"We begin that to-morrow. I never like to be quite the earliest at +that work, or yet the latest." + +"Better be a day too early than a day too late, Harry." + +"Never mind about that. I've been down with old Brattle." + +"And what have you been doing with him?" + +"I'm half ashamed, and yet I fancy I'm right." + +As he said this he looked across to Mary Lowther, who no doubt was +watching every turn of his face from the corner of her eye. "I've +just been and knocked under, and told him that the old place shall be +put to rights." + +"That's your doing, Mary," said Mrs. Fenwick, injudiciously. + +"Oh, no; I'm sure it is not. Mr. Gilmore would only do such a thing +as that because it is proper." + +"I don't know about it's being proper," said he. "I'm not quite sure +whether it is or not. I shall never get any interest for my money." + +"Interest for one's money is not everything," said Mrs. Fenwick. + +"Nevertheless, when one builds houses for other people to live in, +one has to look to it," said the parson. + +"People say it's the prettiest spot in the parish," continued Mr. +Gilmore, "and as such it shouldn't be let go to ruin." Janet remarked +afterwards to her husband that Mary Lowther had certainly declared +that it was the prettiest spot in the parish, but that, as far as +her knowledge went, nobody else had ever said so. "And then, you see, +when I refused to spend money upon it, old Brattle had money of his +own, and it was his business to do it." + +"He hasn't much now, I fear," said Mr. Fenwick. + +"I fear not. His family has been very heavy on him. He paid money +to put two of his boys into trade who died afterwards, and then for +years he had either doctors or undertakers about the place. So I just +went down to him and told him I would do it." + +"And how did he take it?" + +"Like a bear, as he is. He would hardly speak to me, but went away +into the mill, telling me that I might settle it all with his wife. +It's going to be done, however. I shall have the estimate next week, +and I suppose it will cost me two or three hundred pounds. The mill +is worse than the house, I take it." + +"I am so glad it is to be done," said Mary. After that Mr. Gilmore +did not in the least begrudge his two or three hundred pounds. But he +said not a word to Mary, just pressed her hand at parting, and left +her subject to a possibility of a reversal of her sentence at the end +of the stated period. + +On the next morning Mr. Fenwick drove her in his little open phaeton +to the station at Westbury. "You are to come back to us, you know," +said Mrs. Fenwick, "and remember how anxiously I am waiting for my +Sunday dinners." Mary said not a word, but as she was driven round +in front of the church she looked up at the dear old tower, telling +herself that, in all probability, she would never see it again. + +"I have just one thing to say, Mary," said the parson, as he walked +up and down the platform with her at Westbury; "you are to remember +that, whatever happens, there is always a home for you at Bullhampton +when you choose to come to it. I am not speaking of the Privets now, +but of the Vicarage." + +"How very good you are to me!" + +"And so are you to us. Dear friends should be good to each other. +God bless you, dear." From thence she made her way home to Loring by +herself. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +MISS MARRABLE. + + +Whatever may be the fact as to the rank and proper calling of +Bullhampton, there can be no doubt that Loring is a town. There is a +market-place, and a High Street, and a Board of Health, and a Paragon +Crescent, and a Town Hall, and two different parish churches, one +called St. Peter Lowtown, and the other St. Botolph's Uphill, and +there are Uphill Street, and Lowtown Street, and various other +streets. I never heard of a mayor of Loring, but, nevertheless, there +is no doubt as to its being a town. Nor did it ever return members +to Parliament; but there was once, in one of the numerous bills that +have been proposed, an idea of grouping it with Cirencester and +Lechlade. All the world of course knows that this was never done; but +the transient rumour of it gave the Loringites an improved position, +and justified that little joke about a live dog being better than a +dead lion, with which the parson at Bullhampton regaled Miss Lowther +at the time. + +All the fashion of Loring dwelt, as a matter of course, at Uphill. +Lowtown was vulgar, dirty, devoted to commercial and manufacturing +purposes, and hardly owned a single genteel private house. There was +the parsonage, indeed, which stood apart from its neighbours, inside +great tall slate-coloured gates, and which had a garden of its own. +But except the clergyman, who had no choice in the matter, nobody +who was anybody lived at Lowtown. There were three or four factories +there,--in and out of which troops of girls would be seen passing +twice a day, in their ragged, soiled, dirty mill dresses, all of +whom would come out on Sunday dressed with a magnificence that +would lead one to suppose that trade at Loring was doing very well. +Whether trade did well or ill, whether wages were high or low, +whether provisions were cheap in price, whether there were peace +or war between capital and labour, still there was the Sunday +magnificence. What a blessed thing it is for women,--and for men too +certainly,--that there should be a positive happiness to the female +sex in the possession, and in exhibiting the possession, of bright +clothing! It is almost as good for the softening of manners, and the +not permitting of them to be ferocious, as is the faithful study of +the polite arts. At Loring the manners of the mill hands, as they +were called, were upon the whole good,--which I believe was in a +great degree to be attributed to their Sunday magnificence. + +The real West-end of Loring was understood by all men to lie in +Paragon Crescent, at the back of St. Botolph's Church. The whole of +this Crescent was built, now some twenty years ago, by Mrs. Fenwick's +father, who had been clever enough to see that as mills were made to +grow in the low town, houses for wealthy people to live in ought to +be made to grow in the high town. He therefore built the Paragon, +and a certain small row of very pretty houses near the end of the +Paragon, called Balfour Place,--and had done very well, and had made +money; and now lay asleep in the vaults below St. Botolph's Church. +No inconsiderable proportion of the comfort of Bullhampton parsonage +is due to Mr. Balfour's success in that achievement of Paragon +Crescent. There were none of the family left at Loring. The widow had +gone away to live at Torquay with a sister, and the only other child, +another daughter, was married to that distinguished barrister on the +Oxford circuit, Mr. Quickenham. Mr. Quickenham and our friend the +parson were very good friends; but they did not see a great deal of +each other, Mr. Fenwick not going up very often to London, and Mr. +Quickenham being unable to use the Vicarage of Bullhampton when on +his own circuit. As for the two sisters, they had very strong ideas +about their husbands' professions; Sophia Quickenham never hesitating +to declare that one was life, and the other stagnation; and Janet +Fenwick protesting that the difference to her seemed to be almost +that between good and evil. They wrote to each other perhaps once a +quarter. But the Balfour family was in truth broken up. + +Miss Marrable, Mary Lowther's aunt, lived, of course, at Uphill; but +not in the Crescent, nor yet in Balfour Place. She was an old lady +with very modest means, whose brother had been rector down at St. +Peter's, and she had passed the greatest part of her life within +those slate-coloured gates. When he died, and when she, almost +exactly at the same time, found that it would be expedient that she +should take charge of her niece, Mary, she removed herself up to a +small house in Botolph Lane, in which she could live decently on her +£300 a year. It must not be surmised that Botolph Lane was a squalid +place, vile, or dirty, or even unfashionable. It was narrow and old, +having been inhabited by decent people long before the Crescent, or +even Mr. Balfour himself, had been in existence; but it was narrow +and old, and the rents were cheap, and here Miss Marrable was able +to live, and occasionally to give tea-parties, and to provide a +comfortable home for her niece, within the limits of her income. Miss +Marrable was herself a lady of very good family, the late Sir Gregory +Marrable having been her uncle; but her only sister had married a +Captain Lowther, whose mother had been first cousin to the Earl of +Periwinkle; and therefore on her own account, as well as on that of +her niece, Miss Marrable thought a good deal about blood. She was +one of those ladies,--now few in number,--who within their heart +of hearts conceive that money gives no title to social distinction, +let the amount of money be ever so great, and its source ever so +stainless. Rank to her was a thing quite assured and ascertained, +and she had no more doubt as to her own right to pass out of a +room before the wife of a millionaire than she had of the right of +a millionaire to spend his own guineas. She always addressed an +attorney by letter as Mister, raising up her eyebrows when appealed +to on the matter, and explaining that an attorney is not an esquire. +She had an idea that the son of a gentleman, if he intended to +maintain his rank as a gentleman, should earn his income as a +clergyman, or as a barrister, or as a soldier, or as a sailor. Those +were the professions intended for gentlemen. She would not absolutely +say that a physician was not a gentleman, or even a surgeon; but she +would never allow to physic the same absolute privileges which, in +her eyes, belonged to law and the church. There might also possibly +be a doubt about the Civil Service and Civil Engineering; but she had +no doubt whatever that when a man touched trade or commerce in any +way he was doing that which was not the work of a gentleman. He might +be very respectable, and it might be very necessary that he should do +it; but brewers, bankers, and merchants, were not gentlemen, and the +world, according to Miss Marrable's theory, was going astray, because +people were forgetting their landmarks. + +As to Miss Marrable herself nobody could doubt that she was a lady; +she looked it in every inch. There were not, indeed, many inches of +her, for she was one of the smallest, daintiest, little old women +that ever were seen. But now, at seventy, she was very pretty, quite +a woman to look at with pleasure. Her feet and hands were exquisitely +made, and she was very proud of them. She wore her own grey hair of +which she showed very little, but that little was always exquisitely +nice. Her caps were the perfection of caps. Her green eyes were +bright and sharp, and seemed to say that she knew very well how +to take care of herself. Her mouth, and nose, and chin, were all +well-formed, small, shapely, and concise, not straggling about her +face as do the mouths, noses, and chins of some old ladies--ay, and +of some young ladies also. Had it not been that she had lost her +teeth, she would hardly have looked to be an old woman. Her health +was perfect. She herself would say that she had never yet known a +day's illness. She dressed with the greatest care, always wearing +silk at and after luncheon. She dressed three times a day, and in the +morning would come down in what she called a merino gown. But then, +with her, clothes never seemed to wear out. Her motions were so +slight and delicate, that the gloss of her dresses would remain on +them when the gowns of other women would almost have been worn to +rags. She was never seen of an afternoon or evening without gloves, +and her gloves were always clean and apparently new. She went to +church once on Sundays in winter, and twice in summer, and she had a +certain very short period of each day devoted to Bible reading; but +at Loring she was not reckoned to be among the religious people. +Indeed, there were those who said that she was very worldly-minded, +and that at her time of life she ought to devote herself to other +books than those which were daily in her hands. Pope, Dryden, Swift, +Cowley, Fielding, Richardson, and Goldsmith, were her authors. She +read the new novels as they came out, but always with critical +comparisons that were hostile to them. Fielding, she said, described +life as it was; whereas Dickens had manufactured a kind of life that +never had existed, and never could exist. The pathos of Esmond was +very well, but Lady Castlemaine was nothing to Clarissa Harlowe. As +for poetry, Tennyson, she said, was all sugar-candy; he had neither +the common sense, nor the wit, nor, as she declared, to her ear the +melody of Pope. All the poets of the present century, she declared, +if put together, could not have written the Rape of the Lock. Pretty +as she was, and small, and nice, and lady-like, I think she liked +her literature rather strong. It is certain that she had Smollett's +novels in a cupboard up-stairs, and it was said that she had been +found reading one of Wycherley's plays. + +The strongest point in her character was her contempt of money. Not +that she had any objection to it, or would at all have turned up +her nose at another hundred a year had anybody left to her such +an accession of income; but that in real truth she never measured +herself by what she possessed, or others by what they possessed. She +was as grand a lady to herself, eating her little bit of cold mutton, +or dining off a tiny sole, as though she sat at the finest banquet +that could be spread. She had no fear of economies, either before her +two handmaids or anybody else in the world. She was fond of her tea, +and in summer could have cream for twopence; but when cream became +dear, she saved money and had a pen'north of milk. She drank two +glasses of Marsala every day, and let it be clearly understood that +she couldn't afford sherry. But when she gave a tea-party, as she +did, perhaps, six or seven times a year, sherry was always handed +round with cake before the people went away. There were matters in +which she was extravagant. When she went out herself she never took +one of the common street flies, but paid eighteen pence extra to get +a brougham from the Dragon. And when Mary Lowther,--who had only +fifty pounds a year of her own, with which she clothed herself and +provided herself with pocket-money,--was going to Bullhampton, Miss +Marrable actually proposed to her to take one of the maids with her. +Mary, of course, would not hear of it, and said that she should just +as soon think of taking the house; but Miss Marrable had thought +that it would, perhaps, not be well for a girl so well-born as Miss +Lowther to go out visiting without a maid. She herself very rarely +left Loring, because she could not afford it; but when, two summers +back, she did go to Weston-super-Mare for a fortnight, she took one +of the girls with her. + +Miss Marrable had heard a great deal about Mr. Gilmore. Mary, indeed, +was not inclined to keep secrets from her aunt, and her very long +absence,--so much longer than had at first been intended,--could +hardly have been sanctioned unless some reason had been given. There +had been many letters on the subject, not only between Mary and her +aunt, but between Mrs. Fenwick and her very old friend Miss Marrable. +Of course these latter letters had spoken loudly the praises of +Mr. Gilmore, and Miss Marrable had become quite one of the Gilmore +faction. She desired that her niece should marry; but that she should +marry a gentleman. She would have infinitely preferred to see Mary +an old maid, than to hear that she was going to give herself to any +suitor contaminated by trade. Now Mr. Gilmore's position was exactly +that which Miss Marrable regarded as being the best in England. +He was a country gentleman, living on his own acres, a justice of +the peace, whose father and grandfather and great-grandfather had +occupied exactly the same position. Such a marriage for Mary would be +quite safe; and in those days one did hear so often of girls making, +she would not say improper marriages, but marriages which in her +eyes were not fitting! Mr. Gilmore, she thought, exactly filled that +position which entitled a gentleman to propose marriage to such a +lady as Mary Lowther. + +"Yes, my dear, I am glad to have you back again. Of course I have +been a little lonely, but I bear that kind of thing better than most +people. Thank God, my eyes are good." + +"You are looking so well, Aunt Sarah!" + +"I am well. I don't know how other women get so much amiss; but God +has been very good to me." + +"And so pretty," said Mary, kissing her. + +"My dear, it's a pity you're not a young gentleman." + +"You are so fresh and nice, aunt. I wish I could always look as you +do." + +"What would Mr. Gilmore say?" + +"Oh, Mr. Gilmore, Mr. Gilmore, Mr. Gilmore! I am so weary of Mr. +Gilmore." + +"Weary of him, Mary?" + +"Weary of myself because of him--that is what I mean. He has behaved +always well, and I am not at all sure that I have. And he is a +perfect gentleman. But I shall never be Mrs. Gilmore, Aunt Sarah." + +"Janet says that she thinks you will." + +"Janet is mistaken. But, dear aunt, don't let us talk about it at +once. Of course you shall hear everything in time, but I have had so +much of it. Let us see what new books there are. Cast Iron! You don't +mean to say you have come to that?" + +"I shan't read it." + +"But I will, aunt. So it must not go back for a day or two. I do love +the Fenwicks, dearly, dearly, both of them. They are almost, if not +quite, perfect. And yet I am glad to be at home." + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +CRUNCH'EM CAN'T BE HAD. + + +Mr. Fenwick had intended to have come home round by Market Lavington, +after having deposited Miss Lowther at the Westbury Station, with +the view of making some inquiry respecting the gentleman with the +hurt shoulder; but he had found the distance to be too great, and +had abandoned the idea. After that there was not a day to spare till +the middle of the next week; so that it was nearly a fortnight after +the little scene at the corner of the Vicarage garden wall before he +called upon the Lavington constable and the Lavington doctor. From +the latter he could learn nothing. No such patient had been to him. +But the constable, though he had not seen the two men, had heard +of them. One was a man who in former days had frequented Lavington, +Burrows by name, generally known as Jack the Grinder, who had been +in every prison in Wiltshire and Somersetshire, but who had not,--so +said the constable,--honoured Lavington for the last two years, till +this his last appearance. He had, however, been seen there in company +with another man, and had evidently been in a condition very unfit +for work. He had slept one night at a low public-house, and had then +moved on. The man had complained of a fall from the cart, and had +declared that he was black and blue all over; but it seemed to be +clear that he had no broken bones. Mr. Fenwick therefore was all but +convinced that Jack the Grinder was the gentleman with whom he had +had the encounter, and that the grinder's back had withstood that +swinging blow from the life-preserver. Of the Grinder's companions +nothing could be learned. The two men had taken the Devizes road +out of Lavington, and beyond that nothing was known of them. When +the parson mentioned Sam Brattle's name in a whisper, the Lavington +constable shook his head. He knew all about old Jacob Brattle. A very +respectable party was old Mr. Brattle in the constable's opinion. +Nevertheless the constable shook his head when Sam Brattle's name was +mentioned. Having learned so much, the parson rode home. + +Two days after this, on a Friday, Fenwick was sitting after breakfast +in his study, at work on his sermon for next Sunday, when he was told +that old Mrs. Brattle was waiting to see him. He immediately got up, +and found his own wife and the miller's seated in the hall. It was +not often that Mrs. Brattle made her way to the Vicarage, but when +she did so she was treated with great consideration. It was still +August, and the weather was very hot, and she had walked up across +the water mead, and was tired. A glass of wine and a biscuit were +pressed upon her, and she was encouraged to sit and say a few +indifferent words, before she was taken into the study and told to +commence the story which had brought her so far. And there was a +most inviting topic for conversation. The mill and the mill premises +were to be put in order by the landlord. Mrs. Brattle affected to +be rather dismayed than otherwise by the coming operations. The +mill would have lasted their time, she thought, "and as for them as +were to come after them,--well! she didn't know. As things was now, +perhaps, it might be that after all Sam would have the mill." But the +trouble occasioned by the workmen would be infinite. How were they to +live in the mean time, and where were they to go? It soon appeared, +however, that all this had been already arranged. Milling must of +course be stopped for a month or six weeks. "Indeed, sir, feyther +says that there won't be no more grinding much before winter." +But the mill was to be repaired first, and then, when it became +absolutely necessary to dismantle the house, they were to endeavour +to make shift, and live in the big room of the mill itself, till +their furniture should be put back again. Mrs. Fenwick, with ready +good nature, offered to accommodate Mrs. Brattle and Fanny at the +Vicarage; but the old woman declined with many protestations of +gratitude. She had never left her old man yet, and would not do so +now. The weather would be mild for awhile, and she thought that they +could get through. By this time the glass of wine had been sipped +to the bottom, and the parson, mindful of his sermon, had led the +visitor into his study. She had come to tell that Sam at last had +returned home. + +"Why didn't you bring him up with you, Mrs. Brattle?" Here was a +question to ask of an old lady, whose dominion over her son was +absolutely none! Sam had become so frightfully independent that he +hardly regarded the word of his father, who was a man pre-eminently +capable of maintaining authority, and would no more do a thing +because his mother told him than because the wind whistled. + +"I axed him to come up, not just with me, but of hisself, Mr. +Fenwick; but he said as how you would know where to find him if you +wanted him." + +"That's just what I don't know. However, if he's there now I'll go to +him. It would have been better far that he should have come to me." + +"I told 'un so, Mr. Fenwick, I did, indeed." + +"It does not signify. I will go to him; only it cannot be to-day, as +I have promised to take my wife over to Charlicoats. But I'll come +down immediately after breakfast to-morrow. You think he'll be still +there?" + +"I be sure he will, Mr. Fenwick. He and feyther have taken on again, +till it's beautiful to see. There was none of 'em feyther ever loved +like he,--only one." Thereupon the poor woman burst out into tears, +and covered her face with her handkerchief. "He never makes half so +much account of my Fan, that never had a fault belonging to her." + +"If Sam will stick to that it will be well for him." + +"He's taken up extraordinary with the repairs, Mr. Fenwick. He's in +and about and over the place, looking to everything; and feyther says +he knows so much about it, he b'lieves the boy could do it all out o' +his own head. There's nothing feyther ever liked so much as folks to +be strong and clever." + +"Perhaps the Squire's tradesmen won't like all that. Is Mitchell +going to do it?" + +"It ain't a doing in that way, Mr. Fenwick. The Squire is allowing +£200, and feyther is to get it done. Mister Mitchell is to see that +it's done proper, no doubt." + +"And now tell me, Mrs. Brattle, what has Sam been about all the time +that he was away?" + +"That's just what I cannot tell you, Mr. Fenwick." + +"Your husband has asked him, I suppose?" + +"If he has, he ain't told me, Mr. Fenwick. I don't care to come +between them with hints and jealousies, suspecting like. Our Fan says +he's been out working somewhere Lavington way; but I don't know as +she knows." + +"Was he decent looking when he came home?" + +"He wasn't much amiss, Mr. Fenwick. He has that way with him that he +most always looks decent;--don't he, sir?" + +"Had he any money?" + +"He had a some'at, because when he was working, moving the big lumber +as though for bare life, he sent one of the boys for beer, and I +see'd him give the boy the money." + +"I'm sorry for it. I wish he'd come back without a penny, and with +hunger like a wolf in his stomach, and with his clothes all rags, +so that he might have had a taste of the suffering of a vagabond's +life." + +"Just like the Prodigal Son, Mr. Fenwick?" + +"Just like the Prodigal Son. He would not have come back to his +father had he not been driven by his own vices to live with the +swine." Then, seeing the tears coming down the poor mother's cheeks, +he added in a kinder voice, "Perhaps it may be all well as it is. We +will hope so at least, and to-morrow I will come down and see him. +You need not tell him that I am coming, unless he should ask where +you have been." Then Mrs. Brattle took her leave, and the parson +finished his sermon. + +That afternoon he drove his wife across the county to visit certain +friends at Charlicoats, and, both going and coming, could not keep +himself from talking about the Brattles. In the first place, he +thought that Gilmore was wrong not to complete the work himself. + +"Of course he'll see that the money is spent and all that, and no +doubt in this way he may get the job done twenty or thirty pounds +cheaper; but the Brattles have not interest enough in the place to +justify it." + +"I suppose the old man liked it best so." + +"The old man shouldn't have been allowed to have his way. I am in an +awful state of alarm about Sam. Much as I like him,--or at any rate +did like him,--I fear he is going, or perhaps has gone, to the dogs. +That those two men were housebreakers is as certain as that you sit +there; and I cannot doubt but that he has been with them over at +Lavington or Devizes, or somewhere in that country." + +"But he may, perhaps, never have joined them in anything of that +kind." + +"A man is known by his companions. I would not have believed it if +I had not found him with the men, and traced him and them about the +county together. You see that this fellow whom they call the Grinder +was certainly the man I struck. I tracked him to Lavington, and there +he was complaining of being sore all over his body. I don't wonder +that he was sore. He must be made like a horse to be no worse than +sore. Well, then, that man and Sam were certainly in our garden +together." + +"Give him a chance, Frank." + +"Of course, I will give him a chance. I will give him the very best +chance I can. I would do anything to save him,--but I can't help +knowing what I know." + +He had made very little to his wife of the danger of the Vicarage +being robbed, but he could not but feel that there was danger. +His wife had brought with her, among other plenishing for their +household, a considerable amount of handsome plate, more than is, +perhaps, generally to be found in country parsonages, and no doubt +this fact was known, at any rate, to Sam Brattle. Had the men simply +intended to rob the garden, they would not have run the risk of +coming so near to the house windows. But then it certainly was true +that Sam was not showing them the way. The parson did not quite know +what to think about it, but it was clearly his duty to be on his +guard. + +That same evening he sauntered across the corner of the churchyard +to his neighbour the farmer. Looking out warily for Bone'm, he stood +leaning upon the farm gate. Bone'm was not to be seen or heard, and +therefore he entered, and walked up to the back door, which indeed +was the only door for entrance or egress that was ever used. There +was a front door opening into a little ragged garden, but this was as +much a fixture as the wall. As he was knocking at the back door, it +was opened by the farmer himself. Mr. Fenwick had called to inquire +whether his friend had secured for him,--as half promised,--the +possession of a certain brother of Bone'm's, who was supposed to be +of a very pugnacious disposition in the silent watches of the night. + +"It's no go, parson." + +"Why not, Mr. Trumbull?" + +"The truth is, there be such a deal of talk o' thieves about the +country, that no one likes to part with such a friend as that. Muster +Crickly, over at Imber, he have another big dog it's true, a reg'lar +mastiff, but he do say that Crunch'em be better than the mastiff, and +he won't let 'un go, parson,--not for love nor money. I wouldn't let +Bone'm go, I know; not for nothing." Then Mr. Fenwick walked back to +the Vicarage, and was half induced to think that as Crunch'em was not +to be had, it would be his duty to sit up at night, and look after +the plate box himself. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +DON'T YOU BE AFEARD ABOUT ME. + + +On the following morning Mr. Fenwick walked down to the mill. There +was a path all along the river, and this was the way he took. He +passed different points as he went, and he thought of the trout he +had caught there, or had wished to catch, and he thought also how +often Sam Brattle had been with him as he had stood there delicately +throwing his fly. In those days Sam had been very fond of him, had +thought it to be a great thing to be allowed to fish with the parson, +and had been reasonably obedient. Now Sam would not even come up to +the Vicarage when he was asked to do so. For more than a year after +the close of those amicable relations the parson had behaved with +kindness and almost with affection to the lad. He had interceded with +the Squire when Sam was accused of poaching,--had interceded with +the old miller when Sam had given offence at home,--and had even +interceded with the constable when there was a rumour in the wind +of offences something worse than these. Then had come the occasion +on which Mr. Fenwick had told the father that unless the son would +change his course evil would come of it; and both father and son had +taken this amiss. The father had told the parson to his face that he, +the parson, had led his son astray; and the son in his revenge had +brought housebreakers down upon his old friend's premises. + +"One hasn't to do it for thanks," said Mr. Fenwick, as he became a +little bitter while thinking of all this. "I'll stick to him as long +as I can, if it's only for the old woman's sake,--and for the poor +girl whom we used to love." Then he thought of a clear, sweet, young +voice that used to be so well known in his village choir, and of the +heavy curls, which it was a delight to him to see. It had been a +pleasure to him to have such a girl as Carry Brattle in his church, +and now Carry Brattle was gone utterly, and would probably never be +seen in a church again. These Brattles had suffered much, and he +would bear with them, let the task of doing so be ever so hard. + +The sound of workmen was to be already heard as he drew near to +the mill. There were men there pulling the thatch off the building, +and there were carts and horses bringing laths, lime, bricks, and +timber, and taking the old rubbish away. As he crossed quickly by +the slippery stones he saw old Jacob Brattle standing before the +mill looking on, with his hands in his breeches pockets. He was +too old to do much at such work as this,--work to which he was not +accustomed--and was looking up in a sad melancholy way, as though it +were a work of destruction, and not one of reparation. + +"We shall have you here as smart as possible before long, Mr. +Brattle," said the parson. + +"I don't know much about smart, Muster Fenwick. The old place was +a'most tumbling down,--but still it would have lasted out my time, +I'm thinking. If t' Squire would 'a done it fifteen years ago, I'd +'a thanked un; but I don't know what to say about it now, and this +time of year and all, just when the new grist would be coming in. +If t' Squire would 'a thought of it in June, now. But things is +contrary--a'most allays so." After this speech, which was made in a +low, droning voice, bit by bit, the miller took himself off and went +into the house. + +At the back of the mill, perched on an old projecting beam, in the +midst of dust and dirt, assisting with all the energy of youth in the +demolition of the roof, Mr. Fenwick saw Sam Brattle. He perceived at +once that Sam had seen him; but the young man immediately averted his +eyes and went on with his work. The parson did not speak at once, but +stepped over the ruins around him till he came immediately under the +beam in question. Then he called to the lad, and Sam was constrained +to answer "Yes, Mr. Fenwick, I am here;--hard at work, as you see." + +"I do see it, and wish you luck with your job. Spare me ten minutes, +and come down and speak to me." + +"I am in such a muck now, Mr. Fenwick, that I do wish to go on with +it, if you'll let me." + +But Mr. Fenwick, having taken so much trouble to get at the young +man, was not going to be put off in this way. "Never mind your muck +for a quarter of an hour," he said. "I have come here on purpose to +find you, and I must speak to you." + +"Must!" said Sam, looking down with a very angry lower on his face. + +"Yes,--must. Don't be a fool now. You know that I do not wish to +injure you. You are not such a coward as to be afraid to speak to me. +Come down." + +"Afeard! Who talks of being afeard? Stop a moment, Mr. Fenwick, and +I'll be with you;--not that I think it will do any good." Then slowly +he crept back along the beam and came down through the interior of +the building. "What is it, Mr. Fenwick? Here I am. I ain't a bit +afeard of you at any rate." + +"Where have you been the last fortnight, Sam?" + +"What right have you to ask me, Mr. Fenwick?" + +"I have the right of old friendship, and perhaps also some right from +my remembrance of the last place in which I saw you. What has become +of that man, Burrows?" + +"What Burrows?" + +"Jack the Grinder, whom I hit on the back the night I made you +prisoner. Do you think that you were doing well in being in my garden +about midnight in company with such a fellow as that,--one of the +most notorious jailbirds in the county? Do you know that I could have +had you arrested and sent to prison at once?" + +"I know you couldn't--do nothing of the kind." + +"You know this, Sam,--that I've no wish to do it; that nothing would +give me more pain than doing it. But you must feel that if we should +hear now of any depredation about the county, we couldn't,--I at +least could not,--help thinking of you. And I am told that there will +be depredations, Sam. Are you concerned in these matters?" + +"No, I am not," said Sam, doggedly. + +"Are you disposed to tell me why you were in my garden, and why those +men were with you?" + +"We were down in the churchyard, and the gate was open, and so we +walked up;--that was all. If we'd meant to do anything out of the way +we shouldn't 'a come like that, nor yet at that hour. Why, it worn't +midnight, Mr. Fenwick." + +"But why was there such a man as Burrows with you? Do you think he +was fit company for you, Sam?" + +"I suppose a chap may choose his own company, Mr. Fenwick?" + +"Yes, he may, and go to the gallows because he chooses it, as you are +doing." + +"Very well; if that's all you've got to say to me, I'll go back to my +work." + +"Stop one moment, Sam. That is not quite all. I caught you the other +night where you had no business to be, and for the sake of your +father and mother, and for old recollections, I let you go. Perhaps I +was wrong, but I don't mean to hark back upon that again." + +"You are a-harking back on it, ever so often." + +"I shall take no further steps about it." + +"There ain't no steps to be taken, Mr. Fenwick." + +"But I see that you intend to defy me, and therefore I am bound to +tell you that I shall keep my eye upon you." + +"Don't you be afeard about me, Mr. Fenwick." + +"And if I hear of those fellows, Burrows and the other, being about +the place any more, I shall give the police notice that they are +associates of yours. I don't think so badly of you yet, Sam, as to +believe you would bring your father's grey hairs with sorrow to the +grave by turning thief and housebreaker; but when I hear of your +being away from home, and nobody knowing where you are, and find +that you are living without decent employment, and prowling about at +nights with robbers and cut-throats, I cannot but be afraid. Do you +know that the Squire recognised you that night as well as I?" + +"The Squire ain't nothing to me, and if you've done with me now, +Mr. Fenwick, I'll go back to my work." So saying, Sam Brattle again +mounted up to the roof, and the parson returned discomfited to the +front of the building. He had not intended to see any of the family, +but, as he was crossing the little bridge, meaning to go home round +by the Privets, he was stopped by Fanny Brattle. + +"I hope it will be all right now, Mr. Fenwick," the girl said. + + +[Illustration: "I hope it will be all right now, Mr. Fenwick," +the girl said.] + + +"I hope so too, Fanny. But you and your mother should keep an eye +on him, so that he may know that his goings and comings are noticed. +I dare say it will be all right as long as the excitement of these +changes is going on; but there is nothing so bad as that he should be +in and out of the house at nights and not feel that his absence is +noticed. It will be better always to ask him, though he be ever so +cross. Tell your mother I say so." + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +BONE'M AND HIS MASTER. + + +After leaving the mill Mr. Fenwick went up to the Squire, and, in +contradiction, as it were, of all the hard things that he had said +to Sam Brattle, spoke to the miller's landlord in the lad's favour. +He was hard at work now, at any rate; and seemed inclined to stick +to his work. And there had been an independence about him which the +parson had half liked, even while he had been offended at it. Gilmore +differed altogether from his friend. "What was he doing in your +garden? What was he doing hidden in Trumbull's hedge? When I see +fellows hiding in ditches at night, I don't suppose that they're +after much good." Mr. Fenwick made some lame apology, even for these +offences. Sam had, perhaps, not really known the extent of the +iniquity of the men with whom he had associated, and had come up the +garden probably with a view to the fruit. The matter was discussed at +great length, and the Squire at last promised that he would give Sam +another chance in regard to his own estimation of the young man's +character. + +On that same evening,--or, rather, after the evening was over, for it +was nearly twelve o'clock at night,--Fenwick walked round the garden +and the orchard with his wife. There was no moon now, and the night +was very dark. They stopped for a minute at the wicket leading into +the churchyard, and it was evident to them that Bone'm, from the +farmyard at the other side of the church, had heard them, for he +commenced a low growl, with which the parson was by this time well +acquainted. + +"Good dog, good dog," said the parson, in a low voice. "I wish we had +his brother, I know." + +"He would only be tearing the maids and biting the children," said +Mrs. Fenwick. "I hate having a savage beast about." + +"But it would be so nice to catch a burglar and crunch him. I feel +almost bloodthirsty since I hit that fellow with the life-preserver, +and find that I didn't kill him." + +"I know, Frank, you're thinking about these thieves more than you +like to tell me." + +"I was thinking just then, that if they were to come and take all the +silver it wouldn't do much harm. We should have to buy German plate, +and nobody would know the difference." + +"Suppose they murdered us all?" + +"They never do that now. The profession is different from what it +used to be. They only go where they know they can find a certain +amount of spoil, and where they can get it without much danger. I +don't think housebreakers ever cut throats in these days. They're too +fond of their own." Then they both agreed that if these rumours of +housebreakings were continued, they would send away the plate some +day to be locked up in safe keeping at Salisbury. After that they +went to bed. + +On the next morning, the Sunday morning, at a few minutes before +seven, the parson was awakened by his groom at his bedroom door. + +"What is it, Roger?" he asked. + +"For the love of God, sir, get up! They've been and murdered Mr. +Trumbull." + +Mrs. Fenwick, who heard the tidings, screamed; and Mr. Fenwick was +out of bed and into his trousers in half a minute. In another half +minute Mrs. Fenwick, clothed in her dressing-gown, was up-stairs +among her children. No doubt she thought that as soon as the poor +farmer had been despatched, the murderers would naturally pass on +into her nursery. Mr. Fenwick did not believe the tidings. If a man +be hurt in the hunting-field, it is always said that he's killed. +If the kitchen flue be on fire, it is always said that the house is +burned down. Something, however, had probably happened at Farmer +Trumbull's; and down went the parson across the garden and orchard, +and through the churchyard, as quick as his legs would carry him. +In the farmyard he found quite a crowd of men, including the two +constables and three or four of the leading tradesmen in the village. +The first thing that he saw was the dead body of Bone'm, the dog. He +was stiff and stark, and had been poisoned. + +"How's Mr. Trumbull?" he asked, of the nearest by-stander. + +"Laws, parson, ain't ye heard?" said the man. "They've knocked his +skull open with a hammer, and he's as dead--as dead." + +Hearing this, the parson turned round, and made his way into the +house. There was not a doubt about it. The farmer had been murdered +during the night, and his money carried off. Upstairs Mr. Fenwick +made his way to the farmer's bedroom, and there lay the body. Mr. +Crittenden, the village doctor, was there; and a crowd of men, and +an old woman or two. Among the women was Trumbull's sister, the wife +of a neighbouring farmer, who, with her husband, a tenant of Mr. +Gilmore's, had come over just before the arrival of Mr. Fenwick. +The body had been found on the stairs, and it was quite clear that +the farmer had fought desperately with the man or men before he had +received the blow which despatched him. + +"I told 'um how it be,--I did, I did, when he would 'a all that money +by 'um." This was the explanation given by Mr. Trumbull's sister, +Mrs. Boddle. + +It seemed that Trumbull had had in his possession over a hundred +and fifty pounds, of which the greater part was in gold, and that +he kept this in a money-box in his bedroom. One of the two women +who lived in his service,--he himself had been a widower without +children,--declared that she had always known that at night he took +the box out of his cupboard into bed with him. She had seen it there +more than once when she had taken him up drinks when he was unwell. +When first interrogated, she declared that she did not remember, at +that moment, that she had ever told anybody; she thought she had +never told anybody; at last, she would swear that she had never +spoken a word about it to a single soul. She was supposed to be a +good girl, had come of decent people, and was well known by Mr. +Fenwick, of whose congregation she was one. Her name was Agnes Pope. +The other servant was an elderly woman, who had been in the house all +her life, but was unfortunately deaf. She had known very well about +the money, and had always been afraid about it; had very often spoken +to her master about it, but never a word to Agnes. She had been woken +in the night,--that was, as it turned out, about 2 A.M.,--by the +girl who slept with her, and who declared that she had heard a great +noise, as of somebody tumbling,--a very great noise indeed, as though +there were ever so many people tumbling. For a long time, for perhaps +an hour, they had lain still, being afraid to move. Then the elder +woman had lighted a candle, and gone down from the garret in which +they slept. The first thing she saw was the body of her master, in +his shirt, upon the stairs. She had then called up the only other +human being who slept on the premises, a shepherd, who had lived for +thirty years with Trumbull. This man had thrown open the house, and +had gone for assistance, and had found the body of the dead dog in +the yard. + +Before nine o'clock the facts, as they have been told, were known +everywhere, and the Squire was down on the spot. The man,--or, as it +was presumed, men,--had entered by the unaccustomed front door, which +was so contrived as to afford the easiest possible mode of getting +into the house; whereas, the back door, which was used by everybody, +had been bolted and barred with all care. The men must probably have +entered by the churchyard and the back gate of the farmyard, as that +had been found to be unlatched, whereas the gate leading out on to +the road had been found closed. The farmer himself had always been +very careful to close both these gates when he let out Bone'm before +going to bed. Poor Bone'm had been enticed to his death by a piece of +poisoned meat, thrown to him probably some considerable time before +the attack was made. + +Who were the murderers? That of course was the first question. It +need hardly be said with how sad a heart Mr. Fenwick discussed this +matter with the Squire. Of course inquiry must be made of the manner +in which Sam Brattle had passed the night. Heavens! how would it be +with that poor family if he had been concerned in such an affair as +this! And then there came across the parson's mind a remembrance that +Agnes Pope and Sam Brattle had been seen by him together, on more +Sundays than one. In his anxiety, and with much imprudence, he went +to the girl and questioned her again. + +"For your own sake, Agnes, tell me, are you sure you never mentioned +about the money-box to--Sam Brattle?" + +The girl blushed and hesitated, and then said that she was quite sure +she never had. She didn't think she had ever said ten words to Sam +since she knew about the box. + +"But five words would be sufficient, Agnes." + +"Then them five words was never spoke, sir," said the girl. But still +she blushed, and the parson thought that her manner was not in her +favour. + +It was necessary that the parson should attend to his church; but the +Squire, who was a magistrate, went down with the two constables to +the mill. There they found Sam and his father, with Mrs. Brattle and +Fanny. No one went to the church from the mill on that day. The news +had reached them of the murder, and they all felt,--though no one +of them had so said to any other,--that something might in some way +connect them with the deed that had been done. Sam had hardly spoken +since he had heard of Mr. Trumbull's death; though when he saw that +his father was perfectly silent, as one struck with some sudden +dread, he bade the old man hold up his head and fear nothing. Old +Brattle, when so addressed, seated himself in his arm-chair, and +there remained without a word till the magistrate with the constables +were among them. + +There were not many at church, and Mr. Fenwick made the service very +short. He could not preach the sermon which he had prepared, but said +a few words on the terrible catastrophe which had occurred so near +to them. This man who was now lying within only a few yards of them, +with his brains knocked out, had been alive among them, strong and +in good health, yesterday evening! And there had come into their +peaceful village miscreants who had been led on from self-indulgence +to idleness, and from idleness to theft, and from theft to murder! We +all know the kind of words which the parson spoke, and the thrill of +attention with which they would be heard. Here was a man who had been +close to them, and therefore the murder came home to them all, and +filled them with an excitement which, alas! was not probably without +some feeling of pleasure. But the sermon, if sermon it could be +called, was very short; and when it was over, the parson also hurried +down to the mill. + +It had already been discovered that Sam Brattle had certainly been +out during the night. He had himself denied this at first, saying, +that though he had been the last to go to bed, he had gone to bed +about eleven, and had not left the mill-house till late in the +morning;--but his sister had heard him rise, and had seen his body +through the gloom as he passed beneath the window of the room in +which she slept. She had not heard him return, but, when she arose at +six, had found out that he was then in the house. He manifested no +anger against her when she gave this testimony, but acknowledged that +he had been out, that he had wandered up to the road, and explained +his former denial frankly,--or with well-assumed frankness,--by +saying that he would, if possible, for his father's and mother's +sake, have concealed the fact that he had been away,--knowing that +his absence would give rise to suspicions which would well-nigh break +their hearts. He had not, however,--so he said,--been any nearer +to Bullhampton than the point of the road opposite to the lodge of +Hampton Privets, from whence the lane turned down to the mill. What +had he been doing down there? He had done nothing, but sat and smoked +on a stile by the road side. Had he seen any strangers? Here he +paused, but at last declared that he had seen none, but had heard +the sound of wheels and of a pony's feet upon the road. The vehicle, +whatever it was, must have passed on towards Bullhampton just before +he reached the road. Had he followed the vehicle? No;--he had thought +of doing so, but had not. Could he guess who was in the vehicle? By +this time many surmises had been made aloud as to Jack the Grinder +and his companion, and it had become generally known that the +parson had encountered two such men in his own garden some nights +previously. Sam, when he was pressed, said that the idea had come +into his mind that the vehicle was the Grinder's cart. He had no +knowledge, he said, that the man was coming to Bullhampton on that +night;--but the man had said in his hearing, that he would like to +strip the parson's peaches. He was asked also about Farmer Trumbull's +money. He declared that he had never heard that the farmer kept money +in the house. He did know that the farmer was accounted to be a very +saving man,--but that was all that he knew. He was as much surprised, +he said, as any of them at what had occurred. Had the men turned the +other way and robbed the parson he would have been less surprised. He +acknowledged that he had called the parson a turn-coat and a meddling +tell-tale, in the presence of these men. + +All this ended of course in Sam's arrest. He had himself seen from +the first that it would be so, and had bade his mother take comfort +and hold up her head. "It won't be for long, mother. I ain't got any +of the money, and they can't bring it nigh me." He was taken away +to be locked up at Heytesbury that night, in order that he might be +brought before the bench of magistrates which would sit at that place +on Tuesday. Squire Gilmore for the present committed him. + +The parson remained for some time with the old man and his wife after +Sam was gone, but he soon found that he could be of no service by +doing so. The miller himself would not speak, and Mrs. Brattle was +utterly prostrated by her husband's misery. + +"I do not know what to say about it," said Mr. Fenwick to his wife +that night. "The suspicion is very strong; but I cannot say that +I have an opinion one way or the other." There was no sermon in +Bullhampton Church on that Sunday afternoon. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +CAPTAIN MARRABLE AND HIS FATHER. + + +Only that it is generally conceived that in such a history as is this +the writer of the tale should be able to make his points so clear +by words that no further assistance should be needed, I should be +tempted here to insert a properly illustrated pedigree tree of the +Marrable family. The Marrable family is of very old standing in +England, the first baronet having been created by James I., and there +having been Marrables,--as is well known by all attentive readers of +English history,--engaged in the Wars of the Roses, and again others +very conspicuous in the religious persecutions of the children of +Henry VIII. I do not know that they always behaved with consistency; +but they held their heads up after a fashion, and got themselves +talked of, and were people of note in the country. They were +cavaliers in the time of Charles I. and of Cromwell,--as became men +of blood and gentlemen,--but it is not recorded of them that they +sacrificed much in the cause; and when William III. became king they +submitted with a good grace to the new order of things. A certain Sir +Thomas Marrable was member for his county in the reigns of George I. +and George II., and enjoyed a lucrative confidence with Walpole. Then +there came a blustering, roystering Sir Thomas, who, together with a +fine man and gambler as a heir, brought the property to rather a low +ebb; so that when Sir Gregory, the grandfather of our Miss Marrable, +came to the title in the early days of George III. he was not a rich +man. His two sons, another Sir Gregory and a General Marrable, died +long before the days of which we are writing,--Sir Gregory in 1815, +and the General in 1820. That Sir Gregory was the second of the +name,--the second at least as mentioned in these pages. He had been +our Miss Marrable's uncle, and the General had been her father, and +the father of Mrs. Lowther,--Mary's mother. A third Sir Gregory +was reigning at the time of our story, a very old gentleman with +one single son,--a fourth Gregory. Now the residence of Sir +Gregory was at Dunripple Park, just on the borders of Warwickshire +and Worcestershire, but in the latter county. The property was +small,--for a country gentleman with a title,--not much exceeding +£3000 a year; and there was no longer any sitting in Parliament, or +keeping of race-horses, or indeed any season in town for the present +race of Marrables. The existing Sir Gregory was a very quiet man, and +his son and only child, a man now about forty years of age, lived +mostly at home, and occupied himself with things of antiquity. He +was remarkably well read in the history of his own country, and it +had been understood for the last twenty years by the Antiquarian, +Archæological, and other societies that he was the projector of a new +theory about Stonehenge, and that his book on the subject was almost +ready. Such were the two surviving members of the present senior +branch of the family. But Sir Gregory had two brothers,--the younger +of the two being Parson John Marrable, the present rector of St. +Peter's Lowtown and the occupier of the house within the heavy +slate-coloured gates, where he lived a bachelor life, as had done +before him his cousin the late rector;--the elder being a certain +Colonel Marrable. The Colonel Marrable again had a son, who was a +Captain Walter Marrable,--and after him the confused reader shall be +introduced to no more of the Marrable family. The enlightened reader +will have by this time perceived that Miss Mary Lowther and Captain +Walter Marrable were second cousins; and he will also have perceived, +if he has given his mind fully to the study, that the present Parson +John Marrable had come into the living after the death of a cousin of +the same generation as himself,--but of lower standing in the family. +It was so; and by this may be seen how little the Sir Gregory of the +present day had been able to do for his brother, and perhaps it may +also be imagined from this that the present clergyman at Loring +Lowtown had been able to do very little for himself. Nevertheless, +he was a kindly-hearted, good, sincere old man,--not very bright, +indeed, nor peculiarly fitted for preaching the gospel, but he was +much liked, and he kept a curate, though his income out of the +living was small. Now it so happened that Captain Marrable,--Walter +Marrable,--came to stay with his uncle the parson about the same time +that Mary Lowther returned to Loring. + +"You remember Walter, do you not?" said Miss Marrable to her niece. + +"Not the least in the world. I remember there was a Walter when I was +at Dunripple. But that was ten years ago, and boy cousins and girl +cousins never fraternise." + +"I suppose he was nearly a young man then, and you were a child?" + +"He was still at school, though just leaving it. He is seven years +older than I am." + +"He is coming to stay with Parson John." + +"You don't say so, aunt Sarah? What will such a man as Captain +Marrable do at Loring?" + +Then aunt Sarah explained all that she knew, and perhaps suggested +more than she knew. Walter Marrable had quarrelled with his father, +the Colonel,--with whom, indeed, everybody of the name of Marrable +had always been quarrelling, and who was believed by Miss Marrable to +be the very--mischief himself. He was a man always in debt, who had +broken his wife's heart, who lived with low company and disgraced the +family, who had been more than once arrested, on whose behalf all +the family interest had been expended, so that nobody else could get +anything, and who gambled and drank and did whatever wicked things +a wicked old colonel living at Portsmouth could do. And indeed, +hitherto, Miss Marrable had entertained opinions hardly more +charitable respecting the son than she had done in regard to +the father. She had disbelieved in this branch of the Marrables +altogether. Captain Marrable had lived with his father a good +deal,--at least, so she had understood,--and therefore could not but +be bad. And, moreover, our Miss Sarah Marrable had, throughout her +whole life, been somewhat estranged from the elder branches of the +family. Her father, Walter, had been,--so she thought,--injured by +his brother Sir Gregory, and there had been some law proceedings, not +quite amicable, between her brother the parson, and the present Sir +Gregory. She respected Sir Gregory as the head of the family, but she +never went now to Dunripple, and knew nothing of Sir Gregory's heir. +Of the present Parson John she had thought very little before he had +come to Loring. Since he had been living there she had found that +blood was thicker than water,--as she would say,--and they two were +intimate. When she heard that Captain Marrable was coming, because +he had quarrelled with his father, she began to think that perhaps +it might be as well that she should allow herself to meet this new +cousin. + +"What do you think of your cousin, Walter?" the old clergyman said to +his nephew, one evening, after the two ladies, who had been dining at +the Rectory, had left them. It was the first occasion on which Walter +Marrable had met Mary since his coming to Loring. + +"I remember her as well as if it were yesterday, at Dunripple. She +was a little girl then, and I thought her the most beautiful little +girl in the world." + +"We all think her very beautiful still." + +"So she is; as lovely as ever she can stand. But she does not seem to +have much to say for herself. I remember when she was a little girl +she never would speak." + +"I fancy she can talk when she pleases, Walter. But you mustn't fall +in love with her." + +"I won't, if I can help it." + +"In the first place I think she is as good as engaged to a fellow +with a very pretty property in Wiltshire, and in the next place she +hasn't got--one shilling." + +"There is not much danger. I am not inclined to trouble myself about +any girl in my present mood, even if she had the pretty property +herself, and wasn't engaged to anybody. I suppose I shall get over it +some day, but I feel just at present as though I couldn't say a kind +word to a human being." + +"Psha! psha! that's nonsense, Walter. Take things coolly. They're +more likely to come right, and they won't be so troublesome, even if +they don't." Such was the philosophy of Parson John,--for the sake +of digesting which the captain lit a cigar, and went out to smoke it, +standing at one of the open slate-coloured gates. + +It was said in the first chapter of this story that Mr. Gilmore was +one of the heroes whose deeds the story undertakes to narrate, and +a hint was perhaps expressed that of all the heroes he was the +favourite. Captain Marrable is, however, another hero, and, as such, +some word or two must be said of him. He was a better-looking man, +certainly, than Mr. Gilmore, though perhaps his personal appearance +did not at first sight give to the observer so favourable an idea of +his character as did that of the other gentleman. Mr. Gilmore was +to be read at a glance as an honest, straightforward, well-behaved +country squire, whose word might be taken for anything, who might, +perhaps, like to have his own way, but who could hardly do a cruel +or an unfair thing. He was just such a man to look at as a prudent +mother would select as one to whom she might entrust her daughter +with safety. Now Walter Marrable's countenance was of a very +different die. He had served in India, and the naturally dark colour +of his face had thus become very swarthy. His black hair curled round +his head, but the curls on his brow were becoming very thin, as +though age were already telling on them, and yet he was four or five +years younger than Mr. Gilmore. His eyebrows were thick and heavy, +and his eyes seemed to be black. They were eyes which were used +without much motion; and when they were dead set, as they were not +unfrequently, it would seem as though he were defying those on whom +he looked. Thus he made many afraid of him, and many who were not +afraid of him, disliked him because of a certain ferocity which +seemed to characterise his face. He wore no beard beyond a heavy +black moustache, which quite covered his upper lip. His nose was long +and straight, his mouth large, and his chin square. No doubt he was +a handsome man. And he looked to be a tall man, though in truth he +lacked two full inches of the normal six feet. He was broad across +the chest, strong on his legs, and was altogether such a man to look +at that few would care to quarrel with him, and many would think that +he was disposed to quarrel. Of his nature he was not quarrelsome; but +he was a man who certainly had received much injury. It need not be +explained at length how his money affairs had gone wrong with him. He +should have inherited, and, indeed, did inherit, a fortune from his +mother's family, of which his father had contrived absolutely to rob +him. It was only within the last month that he had discovered that +his father had succeeded in laying his hands on certainly the bulk of +his money, and it might be upon all. Words between them had been very +bitter. The father, with a cigar between his teeth, had told his son +that this was the fortune of war, that if justice had been done him +at his marriage, the money would have been his own, and that by G---- +he was very sorry, and couldn't say anything more. The son had called +the father a liar and a swindler,--as, indeed, was the truth, though +the son was doubtless wrong to say so to the author of his being. The +father had threatened the son with his horsewhip; and so they had +parted, within ten days of Walter Marrable's return from India. + +Walter had written to his two uncles, asking their advice as to +saving the wreck, if anything might be saved. Sir Gregory had written +back to say that he was an old man, that he was greatly grieved at +the misunderstanding, and that Messrs. Block and Curling were the +family lawyers. Parson John invited his nephew to come down to Loring +Lowtown. Captain Marrable went to Block and Curling, who were by no +means consolatory, and accepted his uncle's invitation. + +It was but three days after the first meeting between the two +cousins, that they were to be seen one evening walking together along +the banks of the Lurwell, a little river which at Loring sometimes +takes the appearance of a canal, and sometimes of a natural stream. +But it is commercial, having connection with the Kennet and Avon +navigation; and long, slow, ponderous barges, with heavy, dirty, +sleepy bargemen, and rickety, ill-used barge-horses, are common in +the neighbourhood. In parts it is very pretty, as it runs under the +chalky downs, and there are a multiplicity of locks, and the turf +of the sheep-walks comes up to the towing path; but in the close +neighbourhood of the town the canal is straight and uninteresting; +the ground is level, and there is a scattered community of small, +straight-built light-brick houses, which are in themselves so ugly +that they are incompatible with anything that is pretty in landscape. + +Parson John, always so called to distinguish him from the late +parson, his cousin, who had been the Rev. James Marrable, had taken +occasion, on behalf of his nephew, to tell the story of his wrong to +Miss Marrable, and by Miss Marrable it had been told to Mary. To both +these ladies the thing seemed to be so horrible,--the idea that a +father should have robbed his son,--that the stern ferocity of the +slow-moving eyes was forgiven, and they took him to their hearts, if +not for love, at least for pity. Twenty thousand pounds ought to have +become the property of Walter Marrable, when some maternal relative +had died. It had seemed hard that the father should have none of it, +and, on the receipt in India of representations from the Colonel, +Walter had signed certain fatal papers, the effect of which was that +the father had laid his hands on pretty nearly the whole, if not on +the whole, of the money, and had caused it to vanish. There was now a +question whether some five thousand pounds might not be saved. If so, +Walter would stay in England; if not, he would exchange and go back +to India; "or," as he said himself, "to the Devil." + +"Don't speak of it in that way," said Mary. + +"The worst of it is," said he "that I am ashamed of myself for being +so absolutely cut up about money. A man should be able to bear that +kind of thing; but this hits one all round." + +"I think you bear it very well." + +"No, I don't. I didn't bear it well when I called my father a +swindler. I didn't bear it well when I swore that I would put him in +prison for robbing me. I don't bear it well now, when I think of it +every moment. But I do so hate India, and I had so absolutely made +up my mind never to return. If it hadn't been that I knew that this +fortune was to be mine, I could have saved money, hand over hand." + +"Can't you live on your pay here?" + +"No!" He answered her almost as though he were angry with her. "If I +had been used all my life to the strictest economies, perhaps I might +do so. Some men do, no doubt; but I am too old to begin it. There is +the choice of two things,--to blow my brains out, or go back." + +"You are not such a coward as that." + +"I don't know. I ain't sure that it would be cowardice. If there were +anybody I could injure by doing it, it would be cowardly." + +"The family," suggested Mary. + +"What does Sir Gregory care for me? I'll show you his letter to me +some day. I don't think it would be cowardly at all to get away from +such a lot." + +"I am sure you won't do that, Captain Marrable." + +"Think what it is to know that your father is a swindler. Perhaps +that is the worst of it all. Fancy talking or thinking of one's +family after that. I like my uncle John. He is very kind, and has +offered to lend me £150, which I'm sure he can't afford to lose, and +which I am too honest to take. But even he hardly sees it. He calls +it a misfortune, and I've no doubt would shake hands with his brother +to-morrow." + +"So would you, if he were really sorry." + +"No, Mary; nothing on earth shall ever induce me to set my eyes on +him again willingly. He has destroyed all the world for me. He should +have had half of it without a word. When he used to whine to me in +his letters, and say how cruelly he had been treated, I always made +up my mind that he should have half the income for life. It was +because he should not want till I came home that I enabled him to do +what he has done. And now he has robbed me of every cursed shilling! +I wonder whether I shall ever get my mind free from it." + +"Of course you will." + +"It seems now that my heart is wrapped in lead." As they were coming +home she put her hand upon his arm, and asked him to promise her to +withdraw that threat. + +"Why should I withdraw it? Who cares for me?" + +"We all care. My aunt cares. I care." + +"The threat means nothing, Mary. People who make such threats don't +carry them out. Of course I shall go on and endure it. The worst of +all is, that the whole thing makes me so unmanly,--makes such a beast +of me. But I'll try to get over it." + +Mary Lowther thought that, upon the whole, he bore his misfortune +very well. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +COUSINHOOD. + + +Mary Lowther and her cousin had taken their walk together on Monday +evening, and on the next morning she received the following letter +from Mrs. Fenwick. When it reached her she had as yet heard nothing +of the Bullhampton tragedy. + + + Vicarage, Monday, Sept. 1, 186--. + + DEAREST MARY, + + I suppose you will have heard before you get this of the + dreadful murder that has taken place here, and which has + so startled and horrified us, that we hardly know what we + are doing even yet. It is hard to say why a thing should + be worse because it is close, but it certainly is so. Had + it been in the next parish, or even further off in this + parish, I do not think that I should feel it so much, and + then we knew the old man so well; and then, again,--which + makes it worst of all,--we all of us are unable to get rid + of a suspicion that one whom we knew, and was liked, has + been a participator in the crime. + + It seems that it must have been about two o'clock on + Sunday morning that Mr. Trumbull was killed. It was, at + any rate, between one and three. As far as they can judge, + they think that there must have been three men concerned. + You remember how we used to joke about poor Mr. Trumbull's + dog. Well, he was poisoned first,--probably an hour before + the men got into the house. It has been discovered that + the foolish old man kept a large sum of money by him in a + box, and that he always took this box into bed with him. + The woman, who lived in the house with him, used to see it + there. No doubt the thieves had heard of this, and both + Frank and Mr. Gilmore think that the girl, Agnes Pope, + whom you will remember in the choir, told about it. She + lived with Mr. Trumbull, and we all thought her a very + good girl,--though she was too fond of that young man, Sam + Brattle. + + They think that the men did not mean to do the murder, but + that the old man fought so hard for his money that they + were driven to it. His body was not in the room, but on + the top of the stairs, and his temple had been split open + with a blow of a hammer. The hammer lay beside him, and + was one belonging to the house. Mr. Gilmore says that + there was great craft in their using a weapon which they + did not bring with them. Of course they cannot be traced + by the hammer. + + They got off with £150 in the box, and did not touch + anything else. Everybody feels quite sure that they knew + all about the money, and that when Mr. Gilmore saw them + that night down at the churchyard corner, they were + prowling about with a view of seeing how they could get + into the farmer's house, and not into the Vicarage. Frank + thinks that when he afterwards found them in our place, + Sam Brattle had brought them in with a kind of wild idea + of taking the fruit, but that the men, of their own + account, had come round to reconnoitre the house. They + both say that there can be no doubt about the men having + been the same. Then comes the terrible question whether + Sam Brattle, the son of that dear woman at the mill, has + been one of the murderers. He had been at home all the + previous day working very hard at the works,--which are + being done in obedience to your orders, my dear; but he + certainly was out on the Saturday night. + + It is very hard to get at any man's belief in such + matters, but, as far as I can understand them, I don't + think that either Frank or Mr. Gilmore do really believe + that he was there. Frank says that it will go very + hard with him, and Mr. Gilmore has committed him. The + magistrates are to sit to-morrow at Heytesbury, and Mr. + Gilmore will be there. He has, as you may be sure, behaved + as well as possible, and has quite altered in his manner + to the old people. I was at the mill this morning. Brattle + himself would not speak to me, but I sat for an hour + with Mrs. Brattle and Fanny. It makes it almost the more + melancholy having all the rubbish and building things + about, and yet the work stopped. + + Fanny Brattle has behaved so well! It was she who told + that her brother had been out at night. Mr. Gilmore says + that when the question was asked in his presence, she + answered it in her own quiet, simple way, without a + moment's doubt; but since that she has never ceased to + assert her conviction that her brother has had nothing to + do either with the murder or with the robbery. If it had + not been for this, Mrs. Brattle would, I think, have sunk + under the load. Fanny says the same thing constantly to + her father. He scolds her, and bids her hold her tongue; + but she goes on, and I think it has some effect even on + him. The whole place does look such a picture of ruin! It + would break your heart to see it. And then, when one looks + at the father and mother, one remembers about that other + child, and is almost tempted to ask why such misery should + have fallen upon parents who have been honest, sober, + and industrious. Can it really be that the man is being + punished here on earth because he will not believe? When + I hinted this to Frank, he turned upon me, and scolded + me, and told me I was measuring the Almighty God with a + foot-rule. But men were punished in the Bible because they + did not believe. Remember the Baptist's father. But I + never dare to go on with Frank on these matters. + + I am so full of this affair of poor Mr. Trumbull, and so + anxious about Sam Brattle, that I cannot now write about + anything else. I can only say that no man ever behaved + with greater kindness and propriety than Harry Gilmore, + who has had to act as magistrate. Poor Fanny Brattle has + to go to Heytesbury to-morrow to give her evidence. At + first they said that they must take the father also, but + he is to be spared for the present. + + I should tell you that Sam himself declares that he + got to know these men at a place where he was at work, + brickmaking, near Devizes. He had quarrelled with his + father, and had got a job there, with high wages. He used + to be out at night with them, and acknowledges that he + joined one of them, a man named Burrows, in stealing a + brood of pea-fowl which some poulterers wanted to buy. He + says he looked on it as a joke. Then it seems he had some + spite against Trumbull's dog, and that this man, Burrows, + came over here on purpose to take the dog away. This, + according to his story, is all that he knows of the man; + and he says that on that special Saturday night he had not + the least idea that Burrows was at Bullhampton, till he + heard the sound of a certain cart on the road. I tell + you all this, as I am sure you will share our anxiety + respecting this unfortunate young man,--because of his + mother and sister. + + Good-bye, dearest; Frank sends ever so many loves;--and + somebody else would send them too, if he thought that I + would be the bearer. Try to think so well of Bullhampton + as to make you wish to live here.--Give my kindest love to + your aunt Sarah. + + Your most affectionate friend, + + JANET FENWICK. + + +Mary was obliged to read the letter twice before she completely +understood it. Old Mr. Trumbull murdered! Why she had known the old +man well, had always been in the habit of speaking to him when she +met him either at the one gate or the other of the farmyard,--had +joked with him about Bone'm, and had heard him assert his own perfect +security against robbers not a week before the night on which he was +murdered! As Mrs. Fenwick had said, the truth is so much more real +when it comes from things that are near. And then she had so often +heard the character of Sam Brattle described,--the man who was now in +prison as a murderer! And she herself had given lessons in singing to +Agnes Pope, who was now in some sort accused of aiding the thieves. +And she herself had asked Agnes whether it was not foolish for her to +be hanging about the farmyard, outside her master's premises, with +Sam Brattle. It was all brought very near to her! + +Before that day was over she was telling the story to Captain +Marrable. She had of course told it to her aunt, and they had +been discussing it the whole morning. Mr. Gilmore's name had been +mentioned to Captain Marrable, but very little more than the name. +Aunt Sarah, however, had already begun to think whether it might +not be prudent to tell cousin Walter the story of the half-formed +engagement. Mary had expressed so much sympathy with her cousin's +wrongs, that aunt Sarah had begun to fear that that sympathy might +lead to a tenderer feeling, and aunt Sarah was by no means anxious +that her niece should fall in love with a gentleman whose chief +attraction was the fact that he had been ruined by his own father, +even though that gentleman was a Marrable himself. This danger might +possibly be lessened if Captain Marrable were made acquainted with +the Gilmore affair, and taught to understand how desirable such a +match would be for Mary. But aunt Sarah had qualms of conscience +on the subject. She doubted whether she had a right to tell the +story without leave from Mary; and then there was in truth no real +engagement. She knew indeed that Mr. Gilmore had made the offer more +than once; but then she knew also that the offer had at any rate not +as yet been accepted, and she felt that on Mr. Gilmore's account as +well as on Mary's she ought to hold her tongue. It might indeed be +admissible to tell to a cousin that which she would not tell to an +indifferent young man; but, nevertheless, she could not bring herself +to do, even with so good an object, that which she believed to be +wrong. + +That evening Mary was again walking on the towing-path beside the +river with her cousin Walter. She had met him now about five times, +and there was already an intimacy between them. The idea of cousinly +intimacy to girls is undoubtedly very pleasant; and I do not know +whether it is not the fact that the better and the purer is the girl, +the sweeter and the pleasanter is the idea. In America a girl may +form a friendly intimacy with any young man she fancies, and though +she may not be free from little jests and good-humoured joking, there +is no injury to her from such intimacy. It is her acknowledged right +to enjoy herself after that fashion, and to have what she calls a +good time with young men. A dozen such intimacies do not stand in her +way when there comes some real adorer who means to marry her and is +able to do so. She rides with these friends, walks with them, and +corresponds with them. She goes out to balls and picnics with them, +and afterwards lets herself in with a latchkey, while her papa and +mamma are a-bed and asleep, with perfect security. If there be much +to be said against the practice, there is also something to be said +for it. Girls on the other hand, on the continent of Europe, do not +dream of making friendship with any man. A cousin with them is as +much out of the question as the most perfect stranger. In strict +families, a girl is hardly allowed to go out with her brother; and I +have heard of mothers who thought it indiscreet that a father should +be seen alone with his daughter at a theatre. All friendships between +the sexes must, under such a social code, be looked forward to as +post-nuptial joys. Here in England there is a something betwixt the +two. The intercourse between young men and girls is free enough to +enable the latter to feel how pleasant it is to be able to forget for +awhile conventional restraints, and to acknowledge how joyous a thing +it is to indulge in social intercourse in which the simple delight of +equal mind meeting equal mind in equal talk is just enhanced by the +unconscious remembrance that boys and girls when they meet together +may learn to love. There is nothing more sweet in youth than +this, nothing more natural, nothing more fitting, nothing, indeed, +more essentially necessary for God's purposes with his creatures. +Nevertheless, here with us, there is the restriction, and it is +seldom that a girl can allow herself the full flow of friendship with +a man who is not old enough to be her father, unless he is her lover +as well as her friend. But cousinhood does allow some escape from +the hardship of this rule. Cousins are Tom, and Jack, and George, +and Dick. Cousins probably know all or most of your little family +secrets. Cousins, perhaps, have romped with you, and scolded you, +and teased you, when you were young. Cousins are almost the same as +brothers, and yet they may be lovers. There is certainly a great +relief in cousinhood. + +Mary Lowther had no brother. She had neither brother nor sister;--had +since her earliest infancy hardly known any other relative save +her aunt and old Parson John. When first she had heard that Walter +Marrable was at Loring, the tidings gave her no pleasure whatever. It +never occurred to her to say to herself: "Now I shall have one who +may become my friend, and be to me perhaps almost a brother?" What +she had hitherto heard of Walter Marrable had not been in his favour. +Of his father she had heard all that was bad, and she had joined +the father and the son together in what few ideas she had formed +respecting them. But now, after five interviews, Walter Marrable was +her dear cousin, with whom she sympathised, of whom she was proud, +whose misfortunes were in some degree her misfortunes, to whom she +thought she could very soon tell this great trouble of her life +about Mr. Gilmore, as though he were indeed her brother. And she +had learned to like his dark staring eyes, which now always seemed +to be fixed on her with something of real regard. She liked them +the better, perhaps, because there was in them so much of real +admiration; though if it were so, Mary knew nothing of such liking +herself. And now at his bidding she called him Walter. He had +addressed her by her Christian name at first, as a matter of course, +and she had felt grateful to him for doing so. But she had not dared +to be so bold with him, till he had bade her do so, and now she felt +that he was a cousin indeed. Captain Marrable was at present waiting, +not with much patience, for tidings from Block and Curling. Would +that £5000 be saved for him, or must he again go out to India and +be heard of no more at home in his own England? Mary was not so +impatient as the Captain, but she also was intensely interested +in the expected letters. On this day, however, their conversation +chiefly ran on the news which Mary had that morning heard from +Bullhampton. + +"I suppose you feel sure," said the Captain, "that young Sam Brattle +was one of the murderers?" + +"Oh no, Walter." + +"Or at least one of the thieves?" + +"But both Mr. Fenwick and Mr. Gilmore think that he is innocent." + +"I do not gather that from what your friend says. She says that she +thinks that they think so. And then it is clear that he was hanging +about the place before with the very men who have committed the +crime; and that there was a way in which he might have heard and +probably had heard of the money; and then he was out and about that +very night." + +"Still I can't believe it. If you knew the sort of people his father +and mother are." Captain Marrable could not but reflect that, if an +honest gentleman might have a swindler for his father, an honest +miller might have a thief for his son. "And then if you saw the place +at which they live! I have a particular interest about it." + +"Then the young man, of course, must be innocent." + +"Don't laugh at me, Walter." + +"Why is the place so interesting to you?" + +"I can hardly tell you why. The father and the mother are interesting +people, and so is the sister. And in their way they are so good! And +they have had great troubles,--very great troubles. And the place +is so cool and pretty, all surrounded by streams and old pollard +willows, with a thatched roof that comes in places nearly to the +ground; and then the sound of the mill wheel is the pleasantest sound +I know anywhere." + +"I will hope he is innocent, Mary." + +"I do so hope he is innocent! And then my friends are so much +interested about the family. The Fenwicks are very fond of them, and +Mr. Gilmore is their landlord." + +"He is the magistrate?" + +"Yes, he is the magistrate." + +"What sort of fellow is he?" + +"A very good sort of fellow; such a sort that he can hardly be +better; a perfect gentleman." + +"Indeed! And has he a perfect lady for his wife?" + +"Mr. Gilmore is not married." + +"What age is he?" + +"I think he is thirty-three." + +"With a nice estate and not married! What a chance you have left +behind you, Mary!" + +"Do you think, Walter, that a girl ought to wish to marry a man +merely because he is a perfect gentleman, and has a nice estate and +is not yet married?" + +"They say that they generally do;--don't they?" + +"I hope you don't think so. Any girl would be very fortunate to marry +Mr. Gilmore--if she loved him." + +"But you don't?" + +"You know I am not talking about myself, and you oughtn't to make +personal allusions." + +These cousinly walks along the banks of the Lurwell were not probably +favourable to Mr. Gilmore's hopes. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +THE POLICE AT FAULT. + + +[Illustration] + +The magistrates sat at Heytesbury on the Tuesday, and Sam Brattle was +remanded. An attorney thus was employed on his behalf by Mr. Fenwick. +The parson on the Monday evening had been down at the mill, and +had pressed strongly on the old miller the necessity of getting +some legal assistance for his son. At first Mr. Brattle was stern, +immovable, and almost dumb. He sat on the bench outside his door, +with his eyes fixed on the dismantled mill, and shook his head +wearily, as though sick and sore with the words that were being +addressed to him. Mrs. Brattle the while stood in the doorway, and +listened without uttering a sound. If the parson could not prevail, +it would be quite out of the question that any word of hers should +do good. There she stood, wiping the tears from her eyes, looking on +wishfully, while her husband did not even know that she was there. At +last he rose from his seat, and hallooed to her. "Maggie," said he, +"Maggie." She stepped forward, and put her hand upon his shoulder. +"Bring me down the purse, mother," he said. + +"There will be nothing of that kind wanted," said the parson. + +"Them gentlemen don't work for such as our boy for nothin'," said the +miller. "Bring me the purse, mother, I say. There ar'n't much in it, +but there's a few guineas as 'll do for that, perhaps. As well pitch +'em away that way as any other." + +Mr. Fenwick, of course, declined to take the money. He would make the +lawyer understand that he would be properly paid for his trouble, +and that for the present would suffice. Only, as he explained, it +was expedient that he should have the father's authority. Should +any question on the matter arise, it would be bettor for the young +man that he should be defended by his father's aid than by that +of a stranger. "I understand, Mr. Fenwick," said the old man,--"I +understand; and it's neighbourly of you. But it'd be better that +you'd just leave us alone to go out like the snuff of a candle." + +"Father," said Fanny, "I won't have you speak in that way, making out +our Sam to be guilty before ere a one else has said so." + +The miller shook his head again, but said nothing further, and the +parson, having received the desired authority, returned to the +Vicarage. + +The attorney had been employed, and Sam had been remanded. There was +no direct evidence against him, and nothing could be done until the +other men should be taken, for whom they were seeking. The police had +tracked the two men back to a cottage, about fifteen miles distant +from Bullhampton, in which lived an old woman, who was the mother +of the Grinder. With Mrs. Burrows they found a young woman who had +lately come to live there, and who was said in the neighbourhood to +be the Grinder's wife. + +But nothing more could be learned of the Grinder than that he +had been at the cottage on the Sunday morning, and had gone away, +according to his wont. The old woman swore that he slept there the +whole of Saturday night, but of course the policemen had not believed +her statement. When does any policeman ever believe anything? Of the +pony and cart the old woman declared she knew nothing. Her son had no +pony, and no cart, to her knowing. Then she went on to declare that +she knew very little about her son, who never lived with her; and +that she had only taken in the young woman out of charity, about +two weeks since. The mother did not for a moment pretend that her +son was an honest man, getting his bread after an honest fashion. +The Grinder's mode of life was too well known for even a mother +to attempt to deny it. But she pretended that she was very honest +herself, and appealed to sundry brandy-balls and stale biscuits in +her window, to prove that she lived after a decent, honest, +commercial fashion. + +Sam was of course remanded. The head constable of the district asked +for a week more to make fresh inquiry, and expressed a very strong +opinion that he would have the Grinder and his friend by the heels +before the week should be over. The Heytesbury attorney made a +feeble request that Sam might be released on bail, as there was not, +according to his statement, "the remotest shadow of a tittle of +evidence against him." But poor Sam was sent back to gaol, and there +remained for that week. On the next Tuesday the same scene was +re-enacted. The Grinder had not been taken, and a further remand was +necessary. The face of the head constable was longer on this occasion +than it had been before, and his voice less confident. The Grinder, +he thought, must have caught one of the early Sunday trains, and +made his way to Birmingham. It had been ascertained that he had +friends at Birmingham. Another remand was asked for a week, with an +understanding that at the end of the week it should be renewed if +necessary. The policeman seemed to think that by that time, unless +the Grinder were below the sod, his presence above it would certainly +be proved. On this occasion the Heytesbury attorney made a very +loud demand for Sam's liberation, talking of habeas corpus, and +the injustice of carceration without evidence of guilt. But the +magistrates would not let him go. "When I'm told that the young man +was seen hiding in a ditch close to the murdered man's house, only +a few days before the murder, is that no evidence against him, Mr. +Jones?" said Sir Thomas Charleys, of Charlicoats. + +"No evidence at all, Sir Thomas. If I had been found asleep in the +ditch, that would have been no evidence against me." + +"Yes, it would, very strong evidence; and I would have committed you +on it, without hesitation, Mr. Jones." + +Mr. Jones made a spirited rejoinder to this; but it was of no use, +and poor Sam was sent back to gaol for the third time. + +For the first ten days after the murder nothing was done as to the +works at the mill. The men who had been employed by Brattle ceased to +come, apparently of their own account, and everything was lying there +just in the state in which the men had left the place on the Saturday +night. There was something inexpressibly sad in this, as the old man +could not even make a pretence of going into the mill for employment, +and there was absolutely nothing to which he could put his hands, to +do it. When ten days were over, Gilmore came down to the mill, and +suggested that the works should be carried on and finished by him. If +the mill were not kept at work, the old man could not live, and no +rent would be paid. At any rate, it would be better that this great +sorrow should not be allowed so to cloud everything as to turn +industry into idleness, and straitened circumstances into absolute +beggary. But the Squire found it very difficult to deal with the +miller. At first old Brattle would neither give nor withhold his +consent. When told by the Squire that the property could not be left +in that way, he expressed himself willing to go out into the road, +and lay himself down and die there;--but not until the term of his +holding was legally brought to a close. "I don't know that I owe +any rent over and beyond this Michaelmas as is coming, and there's +the hay on the ground yet." Gilmore, who was very patient, assured +him that he had no wish to allude to rent; that there should be no +question of rent even when the day came, if at that time money was +scarce. But would it not be better that the mill, at least, should be +put in order? + +"Indeed it will, Squire," said Mrs. Brattle. "It is the idleness that +is killing him." + +"Hold your jabbering tongue," said the miller, turning round upon her +fiercely. "Who asked you? I will see to it myself, Squire, to-morrow +or next day." + +After two or three further days of inaction at the mill the Squire +came again, bringing the parson with him; and they did manage to +arrange between them that the repairs should be at once continued. +The mill should be completed; but the house should be left till next +summer. As to Brattle himself, when he had been once persuaded to +yield the point, he did not care how much they pulled down, or how +much they built up. "Do it as you will," he said; "I ain't nobody +now. The women drives me about my own house as if I hadn't a'most no +business there." And so the hammers and trowels were heard again; and +old Brattle would sit perfectly silent, gazing at the men as they +worked. Once, as he saw two men and a boy shifting a ladder, he +turned round, with a little chuckle to his wife, and said, "Sam'd 'a +see'd hisself d----d, afore he'd 'a asked another chap to help him +with such a job as that." + +As Mrs. Brattle told Mrs. Fenwick afterwards, he had one of the two +erring children in his thoughts morning, noon, and night. "When I +tell 'un of George,"--who was the farmer near Fordingbridge,--"and of +Mrs. Jay,"--who was the ironmonger's wife at Warminster,--"he won't +take any comfort in them," said Mrs. Brattle. "I don't think he cares +for them, just because they can hold their own heads up." + +At the end of three weeks the Grinder was still missing; and others +besides Mr. Jones, the attorney, were beginning to say that Sam +Brattle should be let out of prison. Mr. Fenwick was clearly of +opinion that he should not be detained, if bail could be forthcoming. +The Squire was more cautious, and said that it might well be that his +escape would render it impossible for the police even to get on the +track of the real murderers. "No doubt, he knows more than he has +told," said Gilmore, "and will probably tell it at last. If he be let +out, he will tell nothing." The police were all of opinion that Sam +had been present at the murder, and that he should be kept in custody +till he was tried. They were very sharp in their manoeuvres to get +evidence against him. His boot, they had said, fitted a footstep +which had been found in the mud in the farm-yard. The measure had +been taken on the Sunday. That was evidence. Then they examined +Agnes Pope over and over again, and extracted from the poor girl an +admission that she loved Sam better than anything in the whole wide +world. If he were to be in prison, she would not object to go to +prison with him. If he were to be hung, she would wish to be hung +with him. She had no secret she would not tell him. But, as a matter +of fact,--so she swore over and over again,--she had never told him +a word about old Trumbull's box. She did not think she had ever told +any one; but she would swear on her death-bed that she had never told +Sam Brattle. The head constable declared that he had never met a +more stubborn or a more artful young woman. Sir Thomas Charleys was +clearly of opinion that no bail should be accepted. Another week +of remand was granted with the understanding that, if nothing of +importance was elicited by that time, and if neither of the other two +suspected men were then in custody, Sam should be allowed to go at +large upon bail--a good, substantial bail, himself in £400, and his +bailsmen in £200 each. + +"Who'll be his bailsmen?" said the Squire, coming away with his +friend the parson from Heytesbury. + +"There will be no difficulty about that, I should say." + +"But who will they be,--his father for one?" + +"His brother George, and Jay, at Warminster, who married his sister," +said the parson. + +"I doubt them both," said the Squire. + +"He sha'n't want for bail. I'll be one myself, sooner. He shall have +bail. If there's any difficulty, Jones shall bail him; and I'll see +Jones safe through it. He sha'n't be persecuted in that way." + +"I don't think anybody has attempted to persecute him, Frank." + +"He will be persecuted if his own brothers won't come forward to help +him. It isn't that they have looked into the matter, and that they +think him guilty; but that they go just the way they're told to go, +like sheep. The more I think of it, the more I feel that he had +nothing to do with the murder." + +"I never knew a man change his opinion so often as you do," said +Gilmore. + +During three weeks the visits made by Head Constable Toffy to the +cottage in which Mrs. Burrows lived were much more frequent than +were agreeable to that lady. This cottage was about four miles from +Devizes, and on the edge of a common, about half a mile from the +high road which leads from that town to Marlborough. There is, or +was a year or two back, a considerable extent of unenclosed land +thereabouts, and on a spot called Pycroft Common there was a small +collection of cottages, sufficient to constitute a hamlet of the +smallest class. There was no house there of greater pretensions than +the very small beershop which provided for the conviviality of the +Pycroftians; and of other shops there was none, save a baker's, the +owner of which seldom had much bread to sell, and the establishment +for brandy-balls, which was kept by Mrs. Burrows. The inhabitants +were chiefly labouring men, some of whom were in summer employed in +brick making; and there was an idea abroad that Pycroft generally was +not sustained by regular labour and sober industry. Rents, however, +were paid for the cottages, or the cottagers would have been turned +adrift; and Mrs. Burrows had lived in hers for five or six years, and +was noted in the neighbourhood for her outward neatness and attention +to decency. In the summer there were always half-a-dozen large +sunflowers in the patch of ground called a garden, and there was a +rose-tree, and a bush of honeysuckle over the door, and an alder +stump in a corner, which would still put out leaves and bear berries. +When Head Constable Toffy visited her there would be generally a few +high words, for Mrs. Burrows was by no means unwilling to let it be +known that she objected to morning calls from Mr. Toffy. + +It has been already said that at this time Mrs. Burrows did not live +alone. Residing with her was a young woman, who was believed by Mr. +Toffy to be the wife of Richard Burrows, alias the Grinder. On his +first visit to Pycroft no doubt, Mr. Toffy was mainly anxious to +ascertain whether anything was known by the old woman as to her son's +whereabouts, but the second, third, and fourth visits were made +rather to the younger than to the older woman. Toffy had probably +learned in his wide experience that a man of the Grinder's nature +will generally place more reliance on a young woman than on an old; +and that the young woman will, nevertheless, be more likely to betray +confidence than the older,--partly from indiscretion, and partly, +alas! from treachery. But, if the presumed Mrs. Burrows, junior, knew +aught of the Grinder's present doings, she was neither indiscreet nor +treacherous. Mr. Toffy could get nothing from her. She was sickly, +weak, sullen, and silent. "She didn't think it was her business to +say where she had been living before she came to Pycroft. She hadn't +been living with any husband, and had got no husband that she knew +of. If she had she wasn't going to say so. She hadn't any children, +and she didn't know what business he had to ask her. She came from +Lunnun. At any rate, she came from there last, and she didn't know +what business he had to ask her where she came from. What business +was it of his to be asking what her name was? Her name was Anne +Burrows, if he liked to call her so. She wouldn't answer him any more +questions. No; she wouldn't say what her name was before she was +married." + +Mr. Toffy had his reasons for interrogating this poor woman, but he +did not for a while let any one know what those reasons were. He +could not, however, obtain more information than what is contained in +the answers above given, which were, for the most part, true. Neither +the mother nor the younger woman knew where was to be found, at the +present moment, that hero of adventure who was called the Grinder, +and all the police of Wiltshire began to fear that they were about to +be outwitted. + +"You never were at Bullhampton with your husband, I suppose?" asked +Mr. Toffy. + +"Never," said the supposed Grinder's wife; "but what does it matter +to you where I was?" + +"Don't answer him never another word," said old Mrs. Burrows. + +"I won't," said the other. + +"Were you ever at Bullhampton at all?" asked Mr. Toffy. + +"Oh dear, oh dear," said the younger woman. + +"I think you must have been there once," said Mr. Toffy. + +"What business is it of yourn?" demanded Mrs. Burrows, senior. "Drat +you; get out of this. You ain't no right here, and you shan't stay +here. If you ain't out of this, I'll brain yer. I don't care for +perlice nor anything. We ain't done nothing. If he did smash the +gen'leman's head, we didn't do it; neither she nor me." + +"All the same, I think that Mrs. Burrows has been at Bullhampton," +said the policeman. + +Not another word after this was said by Mrs. Burrows, junior, +so called, and constable Toffy soon took his departure. He was +convinced, at any rate, of this;--that wherever the murderers might +be, the man or men who had joined Sam Brattle in the murder,--for +of Sam's guilt he was quite convinced,--neither the mother, nor +the so-called wife knew of their whereabouts. He, in his heart, +condemned the constabulary of Warwickshire, of Gloucestershire, of +Worcestershire, and of Somersetshire, because the Grinder was not +taken. Especially he condemned the constabulary of Warwickshire, +feeling almost sure that the Grinder was in Birmingham. If the +constabulary in those counties would only do their duty as they in +Wiltshire did theirs, the Grinder and his associates would soon be +taken. But by him nothing further could be learned, and Mr. Toffy +left Pycroft Common with a heavy heart. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +MISS LOWTHER ASKS FOR ADVICE. + + +All these searchings for the murderers of Mr. Trumbull, and these +remandings of Sam Brattle, took place in the month of September, +and during that same month the energy of other men of law was very +keenly at work on a widely different subject. Could Messrs. Block and +Curling assure Captain Marrable that a portion of his inheritance +would be saved for him, or had that graceless father of his in very +truth seized upon it all? There was no shadow of doubt but that if +aught was spared, it had not been spared through any delicacy on the +part of the Colonel. The Colonel had gone to work, paying creditors +who were clamorous against him, the moment he had got his hand +upon the money, and had gone to work also gambling, and had made +assignments of money, and done his very best to spend the whole. But +there was a question whether a certain sum of £5000, which seemed +to have got into the hands of a certain lady who protested that she +wanted it very badly, might not be saved. Messrs. Block and Curling +thought that it might, but were by no means certain. It probably +might be done, if the Captain would consent to bring the matter +before a jury; in which case the whole story of the father's iniquity +must, of course, be proved. Or it might be that by threatening to +do this, the lady's friends would relax their grasp on receiving a +certain present out of the money. + +"We would offer them £50, and perhaps they would take £500," said +Messrs. Block and Curling. + +All this irritated the Captain. He was intensely averse to any law +proceedings by which the story should be made public. + +"I won't pretend that it is on my father's account," said he to +his uncle. Parson John shrugged his shoulders, and shook his head, +meaning to imply that it certainly was a bad case, but that as +Colonel Marrable was a Marrable, he ought to be spared, if possible. +"It is on my own account," continued the Captain, "and partly, +perhaps, on that of the family. I would endure anything rather than +have the filth of the transaction flooded through the newspapers. I +should never be able to join my mess again if I did that." + +"Then you'd better let Block and Curling compromise and get what they +can," said Parson John, with an indifferent and provoking tone, which +clearly indicated that he would regard the matter when so settled as +one arranged amicably and pleasantly between all the parties. His +uncle's calmness and absence of horror at the thing that had been +done was very grievous to Captain Marrable. + +"Poor Wat!" the parson had once said, speaking of his wicked brother; +"he never could keep two shillings together. It's ever so long since +I had to determine that nothing on earth should induce me to let him +have half-a-crown. I must say that he did not take it amiss when I +told him." + +"Why should he have wanted half-a-crown from you?" + +"He was always one of those thirsty sandbags that swallow small drops +and large alike. He got £10,000 out of poor Gregory about the time +that you were born, and Gregory is fretting about it yet." + +"What kills me is the disgrace of it," said the young man. + +"It would be disagreeable to have it in the newspapers," said Parson +John. "And then he was such a pleasant fellow, and so handsome. I +always enjoyed his society when once I had buttoned up my breeches' +pocket." + +Yet this man was a clergyman, preaching honesty and moral conduct, +and living fairly well up to his preaching, too, as far as he himself +was concerned! The Captain almost thought that the earth and skies +should be brought together, and the clouds clap with thunder, and +the mountains be riven in twain at the very mention of his father's +wickedness. But then sins committed against oneself are so much more +sinful than any other sins. + +The Captain had much more sympathetic listeners in Uphill Lane; not +that either of the ladies there spoke severely against his father, +but that they entered more cordially into his own distresses. If he +could save even £4500 out of the wreck, the interest on the money +would enable him to live at home in his regiment. If he could get +£4000 he would do it. + +"With £150 per annum," he said, "I could just hold my head up and get +along. I should have to give up all manner of things; but I would +never cry about that." + +Then, again, he would declare that the one thing necessary for his +happiness was, that he should get the whole business of the money off +his mind. "If I could have it settled, and have done with it," said +he, "I should be at ease." + +"Quite right, my dear," said the old lady. "My idea about money is +this, that whether you have much or little, you should make your +arrangements so that it be no matter of thought to you. Your money +should be just like counters at a round game with children, and +should mean nothing. It comes to that when you once get things on a +proper footing." + +They thus became very intimate, the two ladies in Uphill Lane and the +Captain from his uncle's parsonage in the Lowtown; and the intimacy +on his part was quite as strong with the younger as with the elder +relative,--quite as strong, and no doubt more pleasant. They walked +together constantly, as cousins may walk, and they discussed every +turn that took place in the correspondence with Messrs. Block and +Curling. Captain Marrable had come to his uncle's house for a week or +ten days, but had been pressed to remain on till this business should +be concluded. His leave of absence lasted till the end of November, +and might be prolonged if he intended to return to India. "Stay here +till the end of November," said Parson John. "What's the use of +spending your money at a London hotel? Only don't fall in love with +cousin Mary." So the Captain did stay, obeying one half of his +uncle's advice, and promising obedience to the other half. + +Aunt Sarah also had her fears about the falling in love, and spoke a +prudent word to Mary. "Mary, dear," she said, "you and Walter are as +loving as turtle doves." + +"I do like him so much," said Mary, boldly. + +"So do I, my dear. He is a gentleman, and clever, and, upon the +whole, he bears a great injury well. I like him. But I don't think +people ought to fall in love when there is a strong reason against +it." + +"Certainly not, if they can help it." + +"Pshaw! That's missish nonsense, Mary, and you know it. If a girl +were to tell me she fell in love because she couldn't help it, I +should tell her that she wasn't worth any man's love." + +"But what's your reason, Aunt Sarah?" + +"Because it wouldn't suit Mr. Gilmore." + +"I am not bound to suit Mr. Gilmore." + +"I don't know about that. And then, too, it would not suit Walter +himself. How could he marry a wife when he has just been robbed of +all his fortune?" + +"But I have not the slightest idea of falling in love with him. In +spite of what I said, I do hope that I can help it. And then I feel +to him just as though he were my brother. I've got almost to know +what it would be to have a brother." + +In this Miss Lowther was probably wrong. She had now known her +cousin for just a month. A month is quite long enough to realise the +pleasure of a new lover, but it may be doubted whether the intimacy +of a brother does not take a very much longer period for its +creation. + +"I think if I were you," said Miss Marrable, after a pause, "that I +would tell him about Mr. Gilmore." + +"Would you, Aunt Sarah?" + +"I think I would. If he were really your brother you would tell him." + +It was probably the case, that when Miss Marrable gave this +advice, her opinion of Mr. Gilmore's success was greater than the +circumstances warranted. Though there had been much said between the +aunt and her niece about Mr. Gilmore and his offers, Mary had never +been able quite to explain her own thoughts and feelings. She herself +did not believe that she could be brought to accept him, and was +now stronger in that opinion than ever. But were she to say so in +language that would convince her aunt, her aunt would no doubt ask +her, why then had she left the man in doubt? Though she knew that +at every moment in which she had been called upon to act, she had +struggled to do right, yet there hung over her a half-conviction that +she had been weak, and almost selfish. Her dearest friends wrote to +her and spoke to her as though she would certainly take Mr. Gilmore +at last. Janet Fenwick wrote of it in her letters as of a thing +almost fixed; and Aunt Sarah certainly lived as though she expected +it. And yet Mary was very nearly sure that it could not be so. Would +it not be better that she should write to Mr. Gilmore at once, +and not wait till the expiration of the weary six months which he +had specified as the time at the end of which he might renew his +proposals? Had Aunt Sarah known all this,--had she been aware how +very near Mary was to the writing of such a letter,--she would +not probably have suggested that her niece should tell her cousin +anything about Mr. Gilmore. She did think that the telling of the +tale would make Cousin Walter understand that he should not allow +himself to become an interloper; but the tale, if told as Mary would +tell it, might have a very different effect. + +Nevertheless Mary thought that she would tell it. It would be so nice +to consult a brother! It would be so pleasant to discuss the matter +with some one that would sympathise with her,--with some one who +would not wish to drive her into Mr. Gilmore's arms simply because +Mr. Gilmore was an excellent gentleman, with a snug property! Even +from Janet Fenwick, whom she loved dearly, she had never succeeded +in getting the sort of sympathy that she wanted. Janet was the best +friend in the world,--was actuated in this matter simply by a desire +to do a good turn to two people whom she loved. But there was no +sympathy between her and Mary in the matter. + +"Marry him," said Janet, "and you will adore him afterwards." + +"I want to adore him first," said Mary. + +So she resolved that she would tell Walter Marrable what was her +position. They were again down on the banks of the Lurwell, sitting +together on a slope which had been made to support some hundred yards +of a canal, where the river itself rippled down a slightly rapid +fall. They were seated between the canal and the river, with their +feet towards the latter, and Walter Marrable was just lighting a +cigar. It was very easy to bring the conversation round to the +affairs of Bullhampton, as Sam was still in prison, and Janet's +letters were full of the mystery which shrouded the murder of Mr. +Trumbull. + +"By the bye," said she, "I have something to tell you about Mr. +Gilmore." + +"Tell away," said he, as he turned the cigar round in his mouth, to +complete the lighting of the edges in the wind. + +"Ah, but I shan't, unless you will interest yourself. What I am going +to tell you ought to interest you." + +"He has made you a proposal of marriage?" + +"Yes." + +"I knew it." + +"How could you know it? Nobody has told you." + +"I felt sure of it from the way in which you speak of him. But I +thought also that you had refused him. Perhaps I was wrong there?" + +"No." + +"You have refused him?" + +"Yes." + +"I don't see that there is very much of a story to be told, Mary." + +"Don't be so unkind, Walter. There is a story, and one that troubles +me. If it were not so I should not have proposed to tell you. I +thought that you would give me advice, and tell me what I ought to +do." + +"But if you have refused him, you have done so,--no doubt +rightly,--without my advice; and I am too late in the field to be of +any service." + +"You must let me tell my own story, and you must be good to me while +I do so. I think I shouldn't tell you if I hadn't almost made up my +mind; but I shan't tell you which way, and you must advise me. In the +first place, though I did refuse him, the matter is still open, and +he is to ask me again, if he pleases." + +"He has your permission for that?" + +"Well,--yes. I hope it wasn't wrong. I did so try to be right." + +"I do not say you were wrong." + +"I like him so much, and think him so good, and do really feel that +his affection is so great an honour to me, that I could not answer +him as though I were quite indifferent to him." + +"At any rate, he is to come again?" + +"If he pleases." + +"Does he really love you?" + +"How am I to say? But that is missish and untrue. I am sure he loves +me." + +"So that he will grieve to lose you?" + +"I know he will grieve. I ought not to say so. But I know he will." + +"You ought to tell the truth, as you believe it. And you +yourself,--do you love him?" + +"I don't know. I do love him; but if I heard he was going to marry +another girl to-morrow it would make me very happy." + +"Then you can't love him?" + +"I feel as though I should think the same of any man who wanted to +marry me. But let me go on with my story. Everybody I care for wishes +me to take him. I know that Aunt Sarah feels quite sure that I shall +at last, and that she thinks I ought to do so at once. My friend, +Janet Fenwick, cannot understand why I should hesitate, and only +forgives me because she is sure that it will come right, in her way, +some day. Mr. Fenwick is just the same, and will always talk to me as +though it were my fate to live at Bullhampton all my life." + +"Is not Bullhampton a nice place?" + +"Very nice; I love the place." + +"And Mr. Gilmore is rich?" + +"He is quite rich enough. Fancy my inquiring about that, with just +£1200 for my fortune." + +"Then why, in God's name, don't you accept him?" + +"You think I ought?" + +"Answer my question;--why do you not?" + +"Because--I do not love him--as I should hope to love my husband." + +After this Captain Marrable, who had been looking her full in the +face while he had been asking these questions, turned somewhat +away from her, as though the conversation were over. She remained +motionless, and was minded so to remain till he should tell her that +it was time to move, that they might return home. He had given her +no advice; but she presumed she was to take what had passed as the +expression of his opinion that it was her duty to accept an offer so +favourable and so satisfactory to the family. At any rate, she would +say nothing more on the subject till he should address her. Though +she loved him dearly as her cousin, yet she was, in some slight +degree, afraid of him. And now she was not sure but that he was +expressing towards her, by his anger, some amount of displeasure +at her weakness and inconsistency. After a while he turned round +suddenly, and took her by the hand. + +"Well, Mary!" he said. + +"Well, Walter!" + +"What do you mean to do, after all?" + +"What ought I to do?" + +"What ought you to do? You know what you ought to do. Would you marry +a man for whom you have no more regard than you have for this stick, +simply because he is persistent in asking you? No more than you have +for this stick, Mary. What sort of a feeling must it be, when you say +that you would willingly see him married to any other girl to-morrow? +Can that be love?" + +"I have never loved any one better." + +"And never will?" + +"How can I say? It seems to me that I haven't got the feeling that +other girls have. I want some one to love me;--I do. I own that. I +want to be first with some one; but I have never found the one yet +that I cared for." + +"You had better wait till you find him," said he, raising himself up +on his arm. "Come, let us get up and go home. You have asked me for +my advice, and I have given it you. Do not throw yourself away upon +a man because other people ask you, and because you think you might +as well oblige them and oblige him. If you do, you will soon live to +repent it. What would you do, if after marrying this man you found +there was some one you could love?" + +"I do not think it would come to that, Walter." + +"How can you tell? How can you prevent its coming to that, except +by loving the man you do marry? You don't care two straws for Mr. +Gilmore; and I cannot understand how you can have the courage to +think of becoming his wife. Let us go home. You have asked my advice, +and you've got it. If you do not take it, I will endeavour to forget +that I gave it you." + +Of course she would take it. She did not tell him so then; but, of +course, he should guide her. With how much more accuracy, with how +much more delicacy of feeling had he understood her position, than +had her other friends! He had sympathised with her at a word. He +spoke to her sternly, severely, almost cruelly. But it was thus that +she had longed to be spoken to by some one who would care enough for +her, would take sufficient interest in her, to be at the trouble so +to advise her. She would trust him as a brother, and his words should +be sweet to her, were they ever so severe. + +They walked together home in silence, and his very manner was stern +to her; but it might be just thus that a loving brother would carry +himself who had counselled his sister wisely, and had not as yet been +assured that his counsel would be taken. + +"Walter," she said, as they neared the town, "I hope you have no +doubt about it." + +"Doubt about what, Mary?" + +"It is quite a matter of course that I shall do as you tell me." + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +THE MARQUIS OF TROWBRIDGE. + + +By the end of September it had come to be pretty well understood that +Sam Brattle must be allowed to go out of prison, unless something +in the shape of fresh evidence should be brought up on the next +Tuesday. There had arisen a very strong feeling in the county on +the subject;--a Brattle feeling, and an anti-Brattle feeling. It +might have been called a Bullhampton feeling and an anti-Bullhampton +feeling, were it not that the biggest man concerned in Bullhampton, +with certain of his hangers-on and dependents, were very clearly of +opinion that Sam Brattle had committed the murder, and that he should +be kept in prison till the period for hanging him might come round. +This very big person was the Marquis of Trowbridge, under whom poor +Farmer Trumbull had held his land, and who now seemed to think that +a murder committed on one of his tenants was almost as bad as insult +to himself. He felt personally angry with Bullhampton, had ideas +of stopping his charities to the parish, and did resolve, then and +there, that he would have nothing to do with a subscription for the +repair of the church, at any rate for the next three years. In making +up his mind on which subject he was, perhaps, a little influenced by +the opinions and narratives of Mr. Puddleham, the Methodist minister +in the village. + +It was not only that Mr. Trumbull had been murdered. So great and +wise a man as Lord Trowbridge would, no doubt, know very well, that +in a free country, such as England, a man could not be specially +protected from the hands of murderers, or others, by the fact of +his being the tenant, or dependent,--by his being in some sort +the possession of a great nobleman. The Marquis's people were all +expected to vote for his candidates, and would soon have ceased to be +the Marquis's people had they failed to do so. They were constrained, +also in many respects, by the terms of their very short leases. They +could not kill a head of game on their farms. They could not sell +their own hay off the land, nor, indeed, any produce other than their +corn or cattle. They were compelled to crop their land in certain +rotation; and could take no other lands than those held under the +Marquis without his leave. In return for all this, they became the +Marquis's people. Each tenant shook hands with the Marquis perhaps +once in three years; and twice a year was allowed to get drunk at the +Marquis's expense--if such was his taste--provided that he had paid +his rent. If the duties were heavy, the privileges were great. So +the Marquis himself felt; and he knew that a mantle of security, of +a certain thickness, was spread upon the shoulders of each of his +people by reason of the tenure which bound them together. But he did +not conceive that this mantle would be proof against the bullet of +the ordinary assassin, or the hammer of the outside ruffian. But here +the case was very different. The hammer had been the hammer of no +outside ruffian. To the best of his lordship's belief,--and in that +belief he was supported by the constabulary of the whole county,--the +hammer had been wielded by a man of Bullhampton,--had been wielded +against his tenant by the son of "a person who holds land under a +gentleman who has some property in the parish." It was thus the +Marquis was accustomed to speak of his neighbour, Mr. Gilmore, who, +in the Marquis's eyes, was a man not big enough to have his tenants +called his people. That such a man as Sam Brattle should have +murdered such a one as Mr. Trumbull, was to the Marquis an insult +rather than an injury; and now it was to be enhanced by the release +of the man from prison, and that by order of a bench of magistrates +on which Mr. Gilmore sat! + +And there was more in it even than all this. It was very well known +at Turnover Park,--the seat of Lord Trowbridge, near Westbury,--that +Mr. Gilmore, the gentleman who held property in his lordship's parish +of Bullhampton, and Mr. Fenwick, who was vicar of the same, were +another Damon and Pythias. Now the ladies at Turnover, who were much +devoted to the Low Church, had heard and doubtless believed, that our +friend, Mr. Fenwick, was little better than an infidel. When first +he had come into the county, they had been very anxious to make him +out to be a High Churchman, and a story or two about a cross and +a candlestick were fabricated for their gratification. There was +at that time the remnant of a great fight going on between the +Trowbridge people and another great family in the neighbourhood on +this subject; and it would have suited the Ladies Stowte,--John +Augustus Stowte was the Marquis of Trowbridge,--to have enlisted our +parson among their enemies of this class; but the accusation fell so +plump to the ground, was so impossible of support, that they were +obliged to content themselves with knowing that Mr. Fenwick was--an +infidel! To do the Marquis justice, we must declare that he would +not have troubled himself on this score, if Mr. Fenwick would have +submitted himself to become one of his people. The Marquis was master +at home, and the Ladies Sophie and Carolina would have been proud to +entertain Mr. Fenwick by the week together at Turnover, had he been +willing, infidel or believer, to join that faction. But he never +joined that faction, and he was not only the bosom friend of the +"gentleman who owned some land in the parish;" but he was twice more +rebellious than that gentleman himself. He had contradicted the +Marquis flat to his face,--so the Marquis said himself,--when they +met once about some business in the parish; and again, when, in the +Vicar's early days in Bullhampton, some gathering for school-festival +purposes was made in the great home field behind Farmer Trumbull's +house, Mrs. Fenwick misbehaved herself egregiously. + +"Upon my word, she patronised us," said Lady Sophie, laughing. "She +did, indeed! And you know what she was. Her father was just a common +builder at Loring, who made some money by a speculation in bricks and +mortar." + +When Lady Sophie said this she was, no doubt, ignorant of the fact +that Mr. Balfour had been the younger son of a family much more +ancient than her own, that he had taken a double-first at Oxford, +had been a member of half the learned societies in Europe, and had +belonged to two or three of the best clubs in London. + +From all this it will be seen that the Marquis of Trowbridge would +be disposed to think ill of whatever might be done in regard to the +murder by the Gilmore-Fenwick party in the parish. And then there +were tales about for which there was perhaps some foundation, that +the Vicar and the murderer had been very dear friends. It was +certainly believed at Turnover that the Vicar and Sam Brattle had +for years past spent the best part of their Sundays fishing together. +There were tales of rat-killing matches in which they had been +engaged,--originating in the undeniable fact of a certain campaign +against rats at the mill, in which the Vicar had taken an ardent +part. Undoubtedly the destruction of vermin, and, in regard to one +species, its preservation for the sake of destruction,--and the +catching of fish,--and the shooting of birds,--were things lovely +in the Vicar's eyes. He, perhaps, did let his pastoral dignity go +a little by the board, when he and Sam stooped together, each with +a ferret in his hand, grovelling in the dust to get at certain +rat-advantages in the mill. Gilmore, who had seen it, had told him +of this. "I understand it all, old fellow," Fenwick had said to his +friend, "and know very well I have got to choose between two things. +I must be called a hypocrite, or else I must be one. I have no doubt +that as years go on with me I shall see the advantage of choosing the +latter." There were at that time frequent discussions between them +on the same subject, for they were friends who could dare to discuss +each other's modes of life; but the reader need not be troubled +further now with this digression. The position which the Vicar held +in the estimation of the Marquis of Trowbridge will probably be +sufficiently well understood. + +The family at Turnover Park would have thought it a great blessing +to have had a clergyman at Bullhampton with whom they could have +cordially co-operated; but, failing this, they had taken Mr. +Puddleham, the Methodist minister, to their arms. From Mr. Puddleham +they learned parish facts and parish fables, which would never have +reached them but for his assistance. Mr. Fenwick was well aware of +this, and used to declare that he had no objection to it. He would +protest that he could not see why Mr. Puddleham should not get along +in the parish just as well as himself, he having, and meaning to +keep to himself, the slight advantages of the parish church, the +vicarage-house, and the small tithes. Of this he was quite sure, that +Mr. Puddleham's religious teaching was better than none at all; and +he was by no means convinced,--so he said,--that, for some of his +parishioners, Mr. Puddleham was not a better teacher than he himself. +He always shook hands with Mr. Puddleham, though Mr. Puddleham +would never look him in the face, and was quite determined that Mr. +Puddleham should not be a thorn in his side. + +In this matter of Sam Brattle's imprisonment and now intended +liberation, tidings from the parish were doubtless conveyed by Mr. +Puddleham to Turnover,--probably not direct, but still in such a +manner that the great people at Turnover knew to whom they were +indebted. Now Mr. Gilmore had certainly, from the first, been by no +means disposed to view favourably the circumstances attaching to +Sam Brattle on that Saturday night. When the great blow fell on the +Brattle family, his demeanour to them was changed, and he forgave +the miller's contumacy; but he had always thought that Sam had been +guilty. The parson had from the first regarded the question with +great doubt, but, nevertheless, his opinion too had at first been +averse to Sam. Even now, when he was so resolute that Sam should be +released, he founded his demand, not on Sam's innocence, but on the +absence of any evidence against him. + +"He's entitled to fair play, Harry," he would say to Gilmore, "and he +is not getting it, because there is a prejudice against him. You hear +what that old ass, Sir Thomas, says." + +"Sir Thomas is a very good magistrate." + +"If he don't take care, he'll find himself in trouble for keeping the +lad locked up without authority. Is there a juryman in the country +would find him guilty because he was lying in the old man's ditch a +week before?" In this way Gilmore also became a favourer of Sam's +claim to be released; and at last it came to be understood that on +the next Tuesday he would be released, unless further evidence should +be forthcoming. + +And then it came to pass that a certain very remarkable meeting took +place in the parish. Word was brought to Mr. Gilmore on Monday, the +5th October, that the Marquis of Trowbridge was to be at the Church +Farm,--poor Trumbull's farm,--on that day at noon, and that his +lordship thought that it might be expedient that he and Mr. Gilmore +should meet on the occasion. There was no note, but the message was +brought by Mr. Packer, a sub-agent, one of the Marquis's people, with +whom Mr. Gilmore was very well acquainted. + +"I'll walk down about that time, Packer," said Mr. Gilmore, "and +shall be very happy to see his lordship." + +Now the Marquis never sat as a magistrate at the Heytesbury bench, +and had not been present on any of the occasions on which Sam had +been examined; nor had Mr. Gilmore seen the Marquis since the +murder,--nor, for the matter of that, for the last twelve months. Mr. +Gilmore had just finished breakfast when the news was brought to him, +and he thought he might as well walk down and see Fenwick first. His +interview with the parson ended in a promise that he, Fenwick, would +also look in at the farm. + +At twelve o'clock the Marquis was seated in the old farmer's +arm-chair, in the old farmer's parlour. The house was dark and +gloomy, never having been altogether opened since the murder. With +the Marquis was Packer, who was standing, and the Marquis was +pretending to cast his eye over one or two books which had been +brought to him. He had been taken all over the house; had stood +looking at the bed where the old man lay when he was attacked, +as though he might possibly discover, if he looked long enough, +something that would reveal the truth; had gazed awe-struck at the +spot on which the body had been found, and had taken occasion to +remark to himself that the house was a good deal out of order. The +Marquis was a man nearer seventy than sixty, but very hale, and with +few signs of age. He was short and plump, with hardly any beard on +his face, and short grey hair, of which nothing could be seen when he +wore his hat. His countenance would not have been bad, had not the +weight of his marquisate always been there; nor would his heart have +been bad, had it not been similarly burdened. But he was a silly, +weak, ignorant man, whose own capacity would hardly have procured +bread for him in any trade or profession, had bread not been so +adequately provided for him by his fathers before him. + +"Mr. Gilmore said he would be here at twelve, Packer?" + +"Yes, my lord." + +"And it's past twelve now?" + +"One minute, my lord." + +Then the peer looked again at poor old Trumbull's books. + +"I shall not wait, Packer." + +"No, my lord." + +"You had better tell them to put the horses to." + +"Yes, my lord." + +But just as Packer went out into the passage for the sake of giving +the order he met Mr. Gilmore, and ushered him into the room. + +"Ha! Mr. Gilmore; yes, I am very glad to see you, Mr. Gilmore;" and +the Marquis came forward to shake hands with his visitor. "I thought +it better that you and I should meet about this sad affair in the +parish;--a very sad affair, indeed." + +"It certainly is, Lord Trowbridge; and the mystery makes it more so." + +"I suppose there is no real mystery, Mr. Gilmore? I suppose there can +be no doubt that that unfortunate young man did,--did,--did bear a +hand in it at least?" + +"I think that there is very much doubt, my lord." + +"Do you, indeed? I think there is none,--not the least. And all the +police force are of the same opinion. I have considerable experiences +of my own in these matters; but I should not venture, perhaps, to +express my opinion so confidently, if I were not backed by the +police. You are aware, Mr. Gilmore, that the police are--very--seldom +wrong?" + +"I should be tempted to say that they are very seldom right--except +when the circumstances are all under their noses." + +"I must say I differ from you entirely, Mr. Gilmore. Now, in this +case--" The Marquis was here interrupted by a knock at the door, and, +before the summons could be answered, the parson entered the room. +And with the parson came Mr. Puddleham. The Marquis had thought that +the parson might, perhaps, intrude; and Mr. Puddleham was in waiting +as a make-weight, should he be wanting. When Mr. Fenwick had met +the minister hanging about the farmyard, he had displayed not the +slightest anger. If Mr. Puddleham chose to come in also, and make +good his doing so before the Marquis, it was nothing to Mr. Fenwick. +The great man looked up, as though he were very much startled and +somewhat offended; but he did at last condescend to shake hands, +first with one clergyman and then with the other, and to ask them to +sit down. He explained that he had come over to make some personal +inquiry into the melancholy matter, and then proceeded with his +opinion respecting Sam Brattle. "From all that I can hear and see," +said his lordship, "I fear there can be no doubt that this murder has +been due to the malignity of a near neighbour." + +"Do you mean the poor boy that is in prison, my lord?" asked the +parson. + +"Of course I do, Mr. Fenwick. The constabulary are of opinion--" + +"We know that, Lord Trowbridge." + +"Perhaps, Mr. Fenwick, you will allow me to express my own ideas. The +constabulary, I say, are of opinion that there is no manner of doubt +that he was one of those who broke into my tenant's house on that +fatal night; and, as I was explaining to Mr. Gilmore when you did us +the honour to join us, in the course of a long provincial experience +I have seldom known the police to be in error." + +"Why, Lord Trowbridge--!" + +"If you please, Mr. Fenwick, I will go on. My time here cannot be +long, and I have a proposition which I am desirous of making to +Mr. Gilmore, as a magistrate acting in this part of the county. Of +course, it is not for me to animadvert upon what the magistrates may +do at the bench to-morrow." + +"I am sure your lordship would make no such animadversion," said Mr. +Gilmore. + +"I do not intend it, for many reasons. But I may go so far as to say +that a demand for the young man's release will be made." + +"He is to be released, I presume, as a matter of course," said the +parson. + +The Marquis made no allusion to this, but went on. "If that be +done,--and I must say that I think no such step would be taken by the +bench at Westbury,--whither will the young man betake himself?" + +"Home to his father, of course," said the parson. + +"Back into this parish, with his paramour, to murder more of my +tenants." + +"My lord, I cannot allow such an unjust statement to be made," said +the parson. + +"I wish to speak for one moment; and I wish it to be remembered that +I am addressing myself especially to your neighbour, Mr. Gilmore, who +has done me the honour of waiting upon me here at my request. I do +not object to your presence, Mr. Fenwick, or to that of any other +gentleman," and the Marquis bowed to Mr. Puddleham, who had stood by +hitherto without speaking a word; "but, if you please, I must carry +out the purpose that has brought me here. I shall think it very sad +indeed, if this young man be allowed to take up his residence in the +parish after what has taken place." + +"His father has a house here," said Mr. Gilmore. + +"I am aware of the fact," said the Marquis. "I believe that the young +man's father holds a mill from you, and some few acres of land?" + +"He has a very nice farm." + +"So be it. We will not quarrel about terms. I believe there is no +lease?--though, of course, that is no business of mine." + +"I must say that it is not, my lord," said Mr. Gilmore, who was +waxing wrothy and becoming very black about the brows. + +"I have just said so; but I suppose you will admit that I have some +interest in this parish? I presume that these two gentlemen, who are +God's ministers here, will acknowledge that it is my duty, as the +owner of the greater part of the parish, to interfere?" + +"Certainly, my lord," said Mr. Puddleham. + +Mr. Fenwick said nothing. He sat, or rather leant, against the edge +of a table, and smiled. His brow was not black, like that of his +friend; but Gilmore, who knew him, and who looked into his face, +began to fear that the Marquis would be addressed before long in +terms stronger than he himself, Mr. Gilmore, would approve. + +"And when I remember," continued his lordship, "that the unfortunate +man who has fallen a victim had been for nearly half a century a +tenant of myself and of my family, and that he was foully murdered +on my own property,--dragged from his bed in the middle of the night, +and ruthlessly slaughtered in this very house in which I am sitting, +and that this has been done in a parish of which I own, I think, +something over two-thirds--" + +"Two thousand and two acres out of two thousand nine hundred and +ten," said Mr. Puddleham. + +"I suppose so. Well, Mr. Puddleham, you need not have interrupted +me." + +"I beg pardon, my lord." + +"What I mean to say is this, Mr. Gilmore,--that you should take steps +to prevent that young man's return among our people. You should +explain to the father that it cannot be allowed. From what I hear, it +would be no loss if the whole family left the parish. I am told that +one of the daughters is a--prostitute." + +"It is too true, my lord," said Mr. Puddleham. + +The parson turned round and looked at his colleague, but said +nothing. It was one of the principles of his life that he wouldn't +quarrel with Mr. Puddleham; and at the present moment he certainly +did not wish to waste his anger on so weak an enemy. + +"I think that you should look to this, Mr. Gilmore," said the +Marquis, completing his harangue. + +"I cannot conceive, my lord, what right you have to dictate to me in +such a matter," said Mr. Gilmore. + +"I have not dictated at all; I have simply expressed my opinion," +said the Marquis. + +"Now, my lord, will you allow me for a moment?" said Mr. Fenwick. +"In the first place, if Sam Brattle could not find a home at the +mill,--which I hope he will do for many a long year to come,--he +should have one at the Vicarage." + +"I dare say," said the Marquis. + +Mr. Puddleham held up both hands. + +"You might as well hold your tongue, Frank," said Gilmore. + +"It is a matter on which I wish to say a word or two, Harry. I have +been appealed to as one of God's ministers here, and I acknowledge my +responsibility. I never in my life heard any proposition more cruel +or inhuman than that made by Lord Trowbridge. This young man is to be +turned out because a tenant of his lordship has been murdered! He is +to be adjudged to be guilty by us, without any trial, in the absence +of all evidence, in opposition to the decision of the magistrates--" + +"It is not in opposition to the magistrates, sir," said the Marquis. + +"And to be forbidden to return to his own home, simply because Lord +Trowbridge thinks him guilty! My lord, his father's house is his own, +to entertain whom he may please, as much as is yours. And were I to +suggest to you to turn out your daughters, it would be no worse an +offence than your suggesting to Mr. Brattle that he should turn out +his son." + +"My daughters!" + +"Yes, your daughters, my lord." + +"How dare you mention my daughters?" + + +[Illustration: "How dare you mention my daughters?"] + + +"The ladies, I am well aware, are all that is respectable. I have +not the slightest wish that you should ill-use them. But if you +desire that your family concerns should be treated with reserve and +reticence, you had better learn to treat the family affairs of others +in the same way." + +The Marquis by this time was on his feet, and was calling for +Packer,--was calling for his carriage and horses,--was calling on +the very gods to send down their thunder to punish such insolence +as this. He had never heard of the like in all his experience. His +daughters! And then there came across his dismayed mind an idea that +his daughters had been put upon a par with that young murderer, Sam +Brattle,--perhaps even on a par with something worse than this. And +his daughters were such august persons,--old and ugly, it is true, +and almost dowerless in consequence of the nature of the family +settlements and family expenditure. It was an injury and an insult +that Mr. Fenwick should make the slightest allusion to his daughters; +but to talk of them in such a way as this, as though they were +mere ordinary human beings, was not to be endured! The Marquis had +hitherto had his doubts, but now he was quite sure that Mr. Fenwick +was an infidel. "And a very bad sort of infidel, too," as he said to +Lady Carolina on his return home. "I never heard of such conduct in +all my life," said Lord Trowbridge, walking down to his carriage. +"Who can be surprised that there should be murderers and prostitutes +in the parish?" + +"My lord, they don't sit under me," said Mr. Puddleham. + +"I don't care who they sit under," said his lordship. + +As they walked away together, Mr. Fenwick had just a word to say to +Mr. Puddleham. "My friend," he said, "you were quite right about his +lordship's acres." + +"Those are the numbers," said Mr. Puddleham. + +"I mean that you were quite right to make the observation. Facts are +always valuable, and I am sure Lord Trowbridge was obliged to you. +But I think you were a little wrong as to another statement." + +"What statement, Mr. Fenwick?" + +"What you said about poor Carry Brattle. You don't know it as a +fact." + +"Everybody says so." + +"How do you know she has not married, and become an honest woman?" + +"It is possible, of course. Though as for that,--when a young woman +has once gone astray--" + +"As did Mary Magdalene, for instance!" + +"Mr. Fenwick, it was a very bad case." + +"And isn't my case very bad,--and yours? Are we not in a bad +way,--unless we believe and repent? Have we not all so sinned as to +deserve eternal punishment?" + +"Certainly, Mr. Fenwick." + +"Then there can't be much difference between her and us. She can't +deserve more than eternal punishment. If she believes and repents, +all her sins will be white as snow." + +"Certainly, Mr. Fenwick." + +"Then speak of her as you would of any other sister or brother,--not +as a thing that must be always vile because she has fallen once. +Women will so speak,--and other men. One sees something of a reason +for it. But you and I, as Christian ministers, should never allow +ourselves to speak so thoughtlessly of sinners. Good morning, Mr. +Puddleham." + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +BLANK PAPER. + + +Early in October Captain Marrable was called up to town by letters +from Messrs. Block and Curling, and according to promise wrote +various letters to Mary Lowther, telling her of the manner in which +his business progressed. All of these letters were shown to Aunt +Sarah,--and would have been shown to Parson John were it not that +Parson John declined to read them. But though the letters were purely +cousinly,--just such letters as a brother might write,--yet Miss +Marrable thought that they were dangerous. She did not say so; but +she thought that they were dangerous. Of late Mary had spoken no word +of Mr. Gilmore; and Aunt Sarah, through all this silence, was able +to discover that Mr. Gilmore's prospects were not becoming brighter. +Mary herself, having quite made up her mind that Mr. Gilmore's +prospects, so far as she was concerned, were all over, could not +decide how and when she should communicate the resolve to her lover. +According to her present agreement with him, she was to write to him +at once should she accept any other offer; and was to wait for six +months if this should not be the case. Certainly, there was no rival +in the field, and therefore she did not quite know whether she ought +or ought not to write at once in her present circumstances of assured +determination. She soon told herself that in this respect also she +would go to her new-found brother for advice. She would ask him, and +do just as he might bid her. Had he not already proved how fit a +person he was to give advice on such a subject? + +After an absence of ten days he came home, and nothing could exceed +Mary's anxiety as to the tidings which he should bring with him. She +endeavoured not to be selfish about the matter; but she could not but +acknowledge that, even as regarded herself, the difference between +his going to India or staying at home was so great as to affect +the whole colour of her life. There was, perhaps, something of the +feeling of being subject to desertion about her, as she remembered +that in giving up Mr. Gilmore she must also give up the Fenwicks. She +could not hope to go to Bullhampton again, at least for many a long +day. She would be very much alone if her new brother were to leave +her now. On the morning after his arrival he came up to them at +Uphill, and told them that the matter was almost settled. Messrs. +Block and Curling had declared that it was as good as settled; the +money would be saved, and there would be, out of the £20,000 which +he had inherited, something over £4000 for him; so that he need not +return to India. He was in very high spirits, and did not speak a +word of his father's iniquities. + +"Oh, Walter, what a joy!" said Mary, with the tears streaming from +her eyes. + +He took her by both her hands, and kissed her forehead. At that +moment Aunt Sarah was not in the room. + +"I am so very, very happy," she said, pressing her little hands +against his. + +Why should he not kiss her? Was he not her brother? And then, +before he went, she remembered she had something special to tell +him;--something to ask him. Would he not walk with her that evening? +Of course he would walk with her. + +"Mary, dear," said her aunt, putting her little arm round her niece's +waist, and embracing her, "don't fall in love with Walter." + +"How can you say anything so foolish, Aunt Sarah?" + +"It would be very foolish to do so." + +"You don't understand how completely different it is. Do you think +I could be so intimate with him as I am if anything of the kind were +possible?" + +"I do not know how that may be." + +"Do not begrudge it me because I have found a cousin that I can love +almost as I would a brother. There has never been anybody yet for +whom I could have that sort of feeling." + +Aunt Sarah, whatever she might think, had not the heart to repeat her +caution; and Mary, quite happy and contented with herself, put on her +hat to run down the hill and meet her cousin at the great gates of +the Lowtown Rectory. Why should he be dragged up the hill, to escort +a cousin down again? This arrangement had, therefore, been made +between them. + +For the first mile or two the talk was all about Messrs. Block and +Curling and the money. Captain Marrable was so full of his own +purposes, and so well contented that so much should be saved to him +out of the fortune he had lost, that he had, perhaps, forgotten that +Mary required more advice. But when they had come to the spot on +which they had before sat, she bade him stop and seat himself. + +"And now what is it?" he said, as he rolled himself comfortably close +to her side. She told her story, and explained her doubts, and asked +for the revelations of his wisdom. "Are you quite sure about the +propriety of this, Mary?" he said. + +"The propriety of what, Walter?" + +"Giving up a man who loves you so well, and who has so much to +offer?" + +"What was it you said yourself? Sure! Of course I am sure. I am quite +sure. I do not love him. Did I not tell you that there could be no +doubt after what you said?" + +"I did not mean that my words should be so powerful." + +"They were powerful; but, independently of that, I am quite sure now. +If I could do it myself, I should be false to him. I know that I do +not love him." He was not looking at her where he was lying, but was +playing with a cigar-case which he had taken out, as though he were +about to resume his smoking. But he did not open the case, or look +towards her, or say a word to her. Two minutes had perhaps passed +before she spoke again. "I suppose it would be best that I should +write to him at once?" + +"There is no one else, then, you care for, Mary?" he asked. + +"No one," she said, as though the question were nothing. + +"It is all blank paper with you?" + + +[Illustration: "It is all blank paper with you?"] + + +"Quite blank," she said, and laughed. "Do you know, I almost think it +always will be blank." + +"By G----! it is not blank with me," he said, springing up +and jumping to his feet. She stared at him, not in the least +understanding what he meant, not dreaming even that he was about to +tell her his love secrets in reference to another. "I wonder what you +think I'm made of, Mary;--whether you imagine I have any affection to +bestow?" + +"I do not in the least understand." + +"Look here, dear," and he knelt down beside her as he spoke, "it +is simply this, that you have become to me more than all the +world;--that I love you better than my own soul;--that your beauty +and sweetness, and soft, darling touch, are everything to me. And +then you come to me for advice! I can only give you one bit of advice +now, Mary." + +"And what is that?" + +"Love me." + +"I do love you." + +"Ay, but love me and be my wife." + +She had to think of it; but she knew from the first moment that the +thinking of it was a delight to her. She did not quite understand +at first that her chosen brother might become her lover, with no +other feeling than that of joy and triumph; and yet there was a +consciousness that no other answer but one was possible. In the first +place, to refuse him anything, asked in love, would be impossible. +She could not say No to him. She had struggled often in reference +to Mr. Gilmore, and had found it impossible to say Yes. There was +now the same sort of impossibility in regard to the No. She couldn't +blacken herself with such a lie. And yet, though she was sure of +this, she was so astounded by his declaration, so carried off her +legs by the alteration in her position, so hard at work within +herself with her new endeavour to change the aspect in which she must +look at the man, that she could not even bring herself to think of +answering him. If he would only sit down near her for awhile,--very +near,--and not speak to her, she thought that she would be happy. +Everything else was forgotten. Aunt Sarah's caution, Janet Fenwick's +anger, poor Gilmore's sorrow,--of all these she thought not at all, +or only allowed her mind to dwell on them as surrounding trifles, of +which it would be necessary that she, that they--they two who were +now all in all to each other--must dispose; as they must, also, of +questions of income, and such like little things. She was without a +doubt. The man was her master, and had her in his keeping, and of +course she would obey him. But she must settle her voice, and let her +pulses become calm, and remember herself before she could tell him +so. "Sit down again, Walter," she said at last. + +"Why should I sit?" + +"Because I ask you. Sit down, Walter." + +"No. I understand how wise you will be, and how cold; and I +understand, too, what a fool I have been." + +"Walter, will you not come when I ask you?" + +"Why should I sit?" + +"That I may try to tell you how dearly I love you." + +He did not sit, but he threw himself at her feet, and buried his face +upon her lap. There were but few more words spoken then. When it +comes to this, that a pair of lovers are content to sit and rub their +feathers together like two birds, there is not much more need of +talking. Before they had arisen, her fingers had been playing through +his curly hair, and he had kissed her lips and cheeks as well as her +forehead. She had begun to feel what it was to have a lover and to +love him. She could already talk to him almost as though he were a +part of herself, could whisper to him little words of nonsense, could +feel that everything of hers was his, and everything of his was hers. +She knew more clearly now even than she had done before that she had +never loved Mr. Gilmore, and never could have loved him. And that +other doubt had been solved for her. "Do you know," she had said, +not yet an hour ago, "that I think it always will be blank." And now +every spot of the canvas was covered. + +"We must go home now," she said at last. + +"And tell Aunt Sarah," he replied, laughing. + +"Yes, and tell Aunt Sarah;--but not to-night. I can do nothing +to-night but think about it. Oh, Walter, I am so happy!" + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +SAM BRATTLE RETURNS HOME. + + +The Tuesday's magistrates' meeting had come off at Heytesbury, and +Sam Brattle had been discharged. Mr. Jones had on this occasion +indignantly demanded that his client should be set free without bail; +but to this the magistrates would not assent. The attorney attempted +to demonstrate to them that they could not require bail for the +reappearance of an accused person, when that accused person was +discharged simply because there was no evidence against him. But to +this exposition of the law Sir Thomas and his brother magistrates +would not listen. "If the other persons should at last be taken, and +Brattle should not then be forthcoming, justice would suffer," said +Sir Thomas. County magistrates, as a rule, are more conspicuous for +common sense and good instincts than for sound law; and Mr. Jones +may, perhaps, have been right in his view of the case. Nevertheless +bail was demanded, and was not forthcoming without considerable +trouble. Mr. Jay, the ironmonger at Warminster, declined. When spoken +to on the subject by Mr. Fenwick, he declared that the feeling among +the gentry was so strong against his brother-in-law, that he could +not bring himself to put himself forward. He couldn't do it for the +sake of his family. When Fenwick promised to make good the money +risk, Jay declared that the difficulty did not lie there. "There's +the Marquis, and Sir Thomas, and Squire Greenthorne, and our parson, +all say, sir, as how he shouldn't be bailed at all. And then, sir, +if one has a misfortune belonging to one, one doesn't want to flaunt +it in everybody's face, sir." And there was trouble, too, with +George Brattle from Fordingbridge. George Brattle was a prudent, +hard-headed, hard-working man, not troubled with much sentiment, and +caring very little what any one could say of him as long as his rent +was paid; but he had taken it into his head that Sam was guilty, +that he was at any rate a thoroughly bad fellow who should be turned +out of the Brattle nest, and that no kindness was due to him. With +the farmer, however, Mr. Fenwick did prevail, and then the parson +became the other bondsman himself. He had been strongly advised,--by +Gilmore, by Gilmore's uncle, the prebendary at Salisbury, and by +others,--not to put himself forward in this position. The favour +which he had shown to the young man had not borne good results +either for the young man or for himself; and it would be unwise,--so +said his friends,--to subject his own name to more remark than +was necessary. He had so far assented as to promise not to come +forward himself, if other bailsmen could be procured. But, when the +difficulty came, he offered himself, and was, of necessity, accepted. + +When Sam was released, he was like a caged animal who, when liberty +is first offered to him, does not know how to use it. He looked +about him in the hall of the Court House, and did not at first seem +disposed to leave it. The constable had asked him whether he had +means of getting home, to which he replied, that "it wasn't no more +than a walk." Dinner was offered to him by the constable, but this he +refused, and then he stood glaring about him. After a while Gilmore +and Fenwick came up to him, and the Squire was the first to speak. +"Brattle," he said, "I hope you will now go home, and remain there +working with your father for the present." + +"I don't know nothing about that," said the lad, not deigning to look +at the Squire. + +"Sam, pray go home at once," said the parson. "We have done what we +could for you, and you should not oppose us." + +"Mr. Fenwick, if you tells me to go to--to--to,"--he was going to +mention some very bad place, but was restrained by the parson's +presence,--"if you tells me to go anywheres, I'll go." + +"That's right. Then I tell you to go to the mill." + +"I don't know as father'll let me in," said he, almost breaking into +sobs as he spoke. + +"That he will, heartily. Do you tell him that you had a word or two +with me here, and that I'll come up and call on him to-morrow." Then +he put his hand into his pocket, and whispering something, offered +the lad money. But Sam turned away, and shook his head, and walked +off. "I don't believe that that fellow had any more to do with it +than you or I," said Fenwick. + +"I don't know what to believe," said Gilmore. "Have you heard that +the Marquis is in the town? Greenthorne just told me so." + +"Then I had better get out of it, for Heytesbury isn't big enough +for the two of us. Come, you've done here, and we might as well jog +home." + +Gilmore dined at the Vicarage that evening, and of course the day's +work was discussed. The quarrel, too, which had taken place at the +farmhouse had only yet been in part described to Mrs. Fenwick. "Do +you know I feel half triumphant and half frightened," Mrs. Fenwick +said to the Squire. "I know that the Marquis is an old fool, +imperious, conceited, and altogether unendurable when he attempts +to interfere. And yet I have a kind of feeling that because he is a +Marquis, and because he owns two thousand and so many acres in the +parish, and because he lives at Turnover Park, one ought to hold him +in awe." + +"Frank didn't hold him in awe yesterday," said the Squire. + +"He holds nothing in awe," said the wife. + +"You wrong me there, Janet. I hold you in great awe, and every lady +in Wiltshire more or less;--and I think I may say every woman. And +I would hold him in a sort of awe, too, if he didn't drive me beyond +myself by his mixture of folly and pride." + +"He can do us a great deal of mischief, you know," said Mrs. Fenwick. + +"What he can do, he will do," said the parson. "He even gave me a bad +name, no doubt; but I fancy he was generous enough to me in that way +before yesterday. He will now declare that I am the Evil One himself, +and people won't believe that. A continued persistent enmity, +always at work, but kept within moderate bounds, is more dangerous +now-a-days, than a hot fever of revengeful wrath. The Marquis can't +send out his men-at-arms and have me knocked on the head, or cast +into a dungeon. He can only throw mud at me, and the more he throws +at once, the less will reach me." + +As to Sam, they were agreed that, whether he were innocent or guilty, +the old miller should be induced to regard him as innocent, as far as +their joint exertion in that direction might avail. + +"He is innocent before the law till he has been proved to be guilty," +said the Squire. + +"Then of course there can be nothing wrong in telling his father that +he is innocent," said the lady. + +The Squire did not quite admit this, and the parson smiled as he +heard the argument; but they both acknowledged that it would be right +to let it be considered throughout the parish that Sam was to be +regarded as blameless for that night's transaction. Nevertheless, Mr. +Gilmore's mind on the subject was not changed. + +"Have you heard from Loring?" the Squire asked Mrs. Fenwick as he got +up to leave the Vicarage. + +"Oh, yes,--constantly. She is quite well, Mr. Gilmore." + +"I sometimes think that I'll go off and have a look at her." + +"I'm sure both she and her aunt would be glad to see you." + +"But would it be wise?" + +"If you ask me, I am bound to say that I think it would not be wise. +If I were you, I would leave her for awhile. Mary is as good as gold, +but she is a woman; and, like other women, the more she is sought, +the more difficult she will be." + +"It always seems to me," said Mr. Gilmore, "that to be successful in +love, a man should not be in love at all; or, at any rate, he should +hide it." Then he went off home alone, feeling on his heart that +pernicious load of a burden which comes from the unrestrained longing +for some good thing which cannot be attained. It seemed to him now +that nothing in life would be worth a thought if Mary Lowther should +continue to say him nay; and it seemed to him, too, that unless the +yea were said very quickly, all his aptitudes for enjoyment would be +worn out of him. + +On the next morning, immediately after breakfast, Mr. and Mrs. +Fenwick walked down to the mill together. They went through the +village, and thence by a pathway down to a little foot-bridge, and so +along the river side. It was a beautiful October morning, the 7th of +October, and Fenwick talked of the pheasants. Gilmore, though he was +a sportsman, and shot rabbits and partridges about his own property, +and went occasionally to shooting-parties at a distance, preserved +no game. There had been some old unpleasantness about the Marquis's +pheasants, and he had given it up. There could be no doubt that his +property in the parish being chiefly low lying lands and water meads +unfit for coverts, was not well disposed for preserving pheasants, +and that in shooting he would more likely shoot Lord Trowbridge's +birds than his own. But it was equally certain that Lord Trowbridge's +pheasants made no scruple of feeding on his land. Nevertheless, he +had thought it right to give up all idea of keeping up a head of game +for his own use in Bullhampton. + +"Upon my word, if I were you, Gilmore," said the parson, as a bird +rose from the ground close at their feet, "I should cease to be nice +about the shooting after what happened yesterday." + +"You don't mean that you would retaliate, Frank?" + +"I think I should." + +"Is that good parson's law?" + +"It's very good squire's law. And as for that doctrine of +non-retaliation, a man should be very sure of his own motives before +he submits to it. If a man be quite certain that he is really +actuated by a Christian's desire to forgive, it may be all very well; +but if there be any admixture of base alloy in his gold, if he allows +himself to think that he may avoid the evils of pugnacity, and have +things go smooth for him here, and become a good Christian by the +same process, why then I think he is likely to fall to the ground +between two stools." Had Lord Trowbridge heard him, his lordship +would now have been quite sure that Mr. Fenwick was an infidel. + +They had both doubted whether Sam would be found at the mill; but +there he was, hard at work among the skeleton timbers, when his +friends reached the place. + +"I am glad to see you at home again, Sam," said Mrs. Fenwick, with +something, however, of an inner feeling that perhaps she might be +saluting a murderer. + +Sam touched his cap, but did not utter a word, or look away from his +work. They passed on amidst the heaps in front of the mill, and came +to the porch before the cottage. Here, as had been his wont in all +these idle days, the miller was sitting with a pipe in his mouth. +When he saw the lady he got up and ducked his head, and then sat down +again. "If your wife is here, I'll just step in, Mr. Brattle," said +Mrs. Fenwick. + +"She be there, ma'am," said the miller, pointing towards the kitchen +window with his head. So Mrs. Fenwick lifted the latch and entered. +The parson sat himself down by the miller's side. + +"I am heartily glad, Mr. Brattle, that Sam is back with you here once +again." + +"He be there, at work among the rest o' 'em," said the miller. + +"I saw him as I came along. I hope he will remain here now." + +"I can't say, Muster Fenwick." + +"But he intends to do so?" + +"I can't say, Muster Fenwick." + +"Would it not be well that you should ask him?" + +"Not as I knows on, Muster Fenwick." + +It was manifest enough that the old man had not spoken to his son +on the subject of the murder, and that there was no confidence,--at +least, no confidence that had been expressed,--between the father and +the son. No one had as yet heard the miller utter any opinion as to +Sam's innocence or his guilt. This of itself seemed to the clergyman +to be a very terrible condition for two persons who were so closely +united, and who were to live together, work together, eat together, +and have mutual interests. + +"I hope, Mr. Brattle," he said, "that you give Sam the full benefit +of his discharge." + +"He'll get his vittles and his bed, and a trifle of wages if he works +for 'em." + +"I didn't mean that. I'm quite sure you wouldn't see him want a +comfortable home, as long as you have one to give him." + +"There ain't much comfort about it now." + +"I was speaking of your own opinion of the deed that was done. My own +opinion is that Sam had nothing to do with it." + +"I'm sure I can't say, Muster Fenwick." + +"But it would be a comfort to you to think that he is innocent." + +"I ain't no comfort in talking about it,--not at all,--and I'd +rayther not, if it's all one to you, Muster Fenwick." + +"I will not ask another question, but I'll repeat my own opinion, Mr. +Brattle. I don't believe that he had anything more to do with the +robbery or the murder, than I had." + +"I hope not, Muster Fenwick. Murder is a terrible crime. And now, if +you'll tell me how much it was you paid the lawyer at Heytesbury--" + +"I cannot say as yet. It will be some trifle. You need not trouble +yourself about that." + +"But I mean to pay 'un, Muster Fenwick. I can pay my way as yet, +though it's hard enough at times." The parson was obliged to promise +that Mr. Jones's bill of charges should be sent to him, and then he +called his wife, and they left the mill. Sam was still up among the +timbers, and had not once come down while the visitors were in the +cottage. Mrs. Fenwick had been more successful with the women than +the parson had been with the father. She had taken upon herself to +say that she thoroughly believed Sam to be innocent, and they had +thanked her with many protestations of gratitude. + +They did not go back by the way they had come, but went up to the +road, which they crossed, and thence to some outlying cottages which +were not very far from Hampton Privets House. From these cottages +there was a path across the fields back to Bullhampton, which led by +the side of a small wood belonging to the Marquis. There was a good +deal of woodland just here, and this special copse, called Hampton +bushes, was known to be one of the best pheasant coverts in that part +of the country. Whom should they meet, standing on the path, armed +with his gun, and with his keeper behind him armed with another, than +the Marquis of Trowbridge himself. They had heard a shot or two, but +they had thought nothing of it, or they would have gone back to the +road. "Don't speak," said the parson, as he walked on quickly with +his wife on his arm. The Marquis stood and scowled; but he had the +breeding of a gentleman, and when Mrs. Fenwick was close to him, he +raised his hat. The parson also raised his, the lady bowed, and then +they passed on without a word. "I had no excuse for doing so, or I +would certainly have told him that Sam Brattle was comfortably at +home with his father," said the parson. + +"How you do like a fight, Frank!" + +"If it's stand up, and all fair, I don't dislike it." + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +I HAVE A JUPITER OF MY OWN NOW. + + +When Mary Lowther returned home from the last walk with her cousin +that has been mentioned, she was quite determined that she would +not disturb her happiness on that night by the task of telling her +engagement to her aunt. It must, of course, be told, and that at +once; and it must be told also to Parson John; and a letter must be +written to Janet; and another, which would be very difficult in the +writing, to Mr. Gilmore; and she must be prepared to bear a certain +amount of opposition from all her friends; but for the present +moment, she would free herself from these troubles. To-morrow, after +breakfast, she would tell her aunt. To-morrow, at lunch-time, Walter +would come up to the lane as her accepted lover. And then, after +lunch, after due consultation with him and with Aunt Sarah, the +letter should be written. + +She had solved, at any rate, one doubt, and had investigated one +mystery. While conscious of her own coldness towards Mr. Gilmore, she +had doubted whether she was capable of loving a man, of loving him as +Janet Fenwick loved her husband. Now she would not admit to herself +that any woman that ever lived adored a man more thoroughly than she +adored Walter Marrable. It was sweet to her to see and to remember +the motions of his body. When walking by his side she could hardly +forbear to touch him with her shoulder. When parting from him it was +a regret to her to take her hand from his. And she told herself that +all this had come to her in the course of one morning's walk, and +wondered at it,--that her heart should be a thing capable of being +given away so quickly. It had, in truth, been given away quickly +enough, though the work had not been done in that one morning's walk. +She had been truly honest, to herself and to others, when she said +that her cousin Walter was and should be a brother to her; but had +her new brother, in his brotherly confidence, told her that his +heart was devoted to some other woman, she would have suffered a +blow, though she would never have confessed even to herself that +she suffered. On that evening, when she reached home, she said very +little. + +She was so tired. Might she go to bed? "What, at nine o'clock?" asked +Aunt Sarah. + +"I'll stay up, if you wish it," said Mary. + +But before ten she was alone in her own chamber, sitting in her own +chair, with her arms folded, feeling, rather than thinking, how +divine a thing it was to be in love. What could she not do for him? +What would she not endure to have the privilege of living with him? +What other good fortune in life could be equal to this good fortune? +Then she thought of her relations with Mr. Gilmore, and shuddered +as she remembered how near she had been to accepting him. "It would +have been so wrong. And yet I did not see it! With him I am sure that +it is right, for I feel that in going to him I can be every bit his +own." + +So she thought, and so she dreamed; and then the morning came, and +she had to go down to her aunt. She ate her breakfast almost in +silence, having resolved that she would tell her story the moment +breakfast was over. She had, over night, and while she was in bed, +studiously endeavoured not to con any mode of telling it. Up to +the moment at which she rose her happiness was, if possible, to be +untroubled. But while she dressed herself, she endeavoured to arrange +her plans. She at last came to the conclusion that she could do it +best without any plan. + +As soon as Aunt Sarah had finished her breakfast, and just as she +was about to proceed, according to her morning custom, down-stairs +to the kitchen, Mary spoke. "Aunt Sarah, I have something to tell +you. I may as well bring it out at once. I am engaged to marry Walter +Marrable." Aunt Sarah immediately let fall the sugar-tongs, and stood +speechless. "Dear aunt, do not look as if you were displeased. Say a +kind word to me. I am sure you do not think that I have intended to +deceive you." + +"No; I do not think that," said Aunt Sarah. + +"And is that all?" + +"I am very much surprised. It was yesterday that you told me, when +I hinted at this, that he was no more to you than a cousin,--or a +brother." + +"And so I thought; indeed I did. But when he told me how it was with +him, I knew at once that I had only one answer to give. No other +answer was possible. I love him better than anyone else in all the +world. I feel that I can promise to be his wife without the least +reserve or fear. I don't know why it should be so; but it is. I +know I am right in this." Aunt Sarah still stood silent, meditating. +"Don't you think I was right, feeling as I do, to tell him so? I had +before become certain, quite, quite certain that it was impossible to +give any other answer but one to Mr. Gilmore. Dearest aunt, do speak +to me." + +"I do not know what you will have to live upon." + +"It is settled, you know, that he will save four or five thousand +pounds out of his money, and I have got twelve hundred. It is not +much, but it will be just something. Of course he will remain in the +army, and I shall be a soldier's wife. I shall think nothing of going +out to India, if he wishes it; but I don't think he means that. Dear +Aunt Sarah, do say one word of congratulation." + +Aunt Sarah did not know how to congratulate her niece. It seemed to +her that any congratulation must be false and hypocritical. To her +thinking, it would be a most unfitting match. It seemed to her that +such an engagement had been most foolish. She was astonished at +Mary's weakness, and was indignant with Walter Marrable. As regarded +Mary, though she had twice uttered a word or two, intended as a +caution, yet she had never thought it possible that a girl so steady +in her ordinary demeanour, so utterly averse to all flirtation, so +little given to the weakness of feminine susceptibility, would fall +at once into such a quagmire of indiscreet love-troubles. The caution +had been intended, rather in regard to outward appearances, and +perhaps with the view of preventing the possibility of some slight +heart-scratches, than with the idea that danger of this nature was to +be dreaded. As Mr. Gilmore was there as an acknowledged suitor,--a +suitor, as to whose ultimate success Aunt Sarah had her strong +opinions,--it would be well those cousinly-brotherly associations +and confidences should not become so close as to create possible +embarrassment. Such had been the nature of Aunt Sarah's caution; and +now,--in the course of a week or two,--when the young people were +in truth still strangers to each other,--when Mr. Gilmore was still +waiting for his answer,--Mary came to her, and told her that the +engagement was a thing completed! How could she utter a word of +congratulation? + +"You mean, then, to say that you disapprove of it?" said Mary, almost +sternly. + +"I cannot say that I think it wise." + +"I am not speaking of wisdom. Of course, Mr. Gilmore is very much +richer, and all that." + +"You know, Mary, that I would not counsel you to marry a man because +he was rich." + +"That is what you mean when you tell me I am not wise. I tried +it,--with all the power of thought and calculation that I could give +to it, and I found that I could not marry Mr. Gilmore." + +"I am not speaking about that now." + +"You mean that Walter is so poor, that he never should be allowed to +marry." + +"I don't care twopence about Walter." + +"But I do, Aunt Sarah. I care more about him than all the world +beside. I had to think for him." + +"You did not take much time to think." + +"Hardly a minute--and yet it was sufficient." Then she paused, +waiting for her aunt; but it seemed that her aunt had nothing further +to say. "Well," continued Mary, "if it must be so, it must. If you +cannot wish me joy--" + +"Dearest, you know well enough that I wish you all happiness." + +"This is my happiness." It seemed to the bewildered old lady that the +whole nature of the girl was altered. Mary was speaking now as might +have spoken some enthusiastic young female who had at last succeeded +in obtaining for herself the possession,--more or less permanent,--of +a young man, after having fed her imagination on novels for the last +five years; whereas Mary Lowther had hitherto, in all moods of her +life, been completely opposite to such feminine ways and doings. +"Very well," continued Mary; "we will say nothing more about it at +present. I am greatly grieved that I have incurred your displeasure; +but I cannot wish it otherwise." + +"I have said nothing of displeasure." + +"Walter is to be up after lunch, and I will only ask that he may not +be received with black looks. If it must be visited as a sin, let it +be visited on me." + +"Mary, that is unkind and ungenerous." + +"If you knew, Aunt Sarah, how I have longed during the night for your +kind voice,--for your sympathy and approval!" + +Aunt Sarah paused again for a moment, and then went down to her +domestic duties without another word. + +In the afternoon Walter came, but Aunt Sarah did not see him. When +Mary went to her the old lady declared that, for the present, it +would be better so. "I do not know what to say to him at present. I +must think of it, and speak to his uncle, and try to find out what +had best be done." + +She was sitting as she said this up in her own room, without even a +book in her hand; in very truth, passing an hour in an endeavour to +decide what, in the present emergency, she ought to say or do. Mary +stooped over her and kissed her, and the aunt returned her niece's +caresses. + +"Do not let you and me quarrel, at any rate," said Miss Marrable. +"Who else is there that I care for? Whose happiness is anything to me +except yours?" + +"Then come to him, and tell him that he also shall be dear to you." + +"No; at any rate, not now. Of course you can marry, Mary, without any +sanction from me. I do not pretend that you owe to me that obedience +which would be due to a mother. But I cannot say,--at least, not +yet,--that such sanction as I have to give can be given to this +engagement. I have a dread that it will come to no good. It grieves +me. I do not forbid you to receive him; but for the present it would +be better that I should not see him." + +"What is her objection?" demanded Walter, with grave indignation. + +"She thinks we shall be poor." + +"Shall we ask her for anything? Of course we shall be poor. For the +present there will be but £300 a year, or thereabouts, beyond my +professional income. A few years back, if so much had been secured, +friends would have thought that everything necessary had been done. +If you are afraid, Mary--" + +"You know I am not afraid." + +"What is it to her, then? Of course we shall be poor,--very poor. But +we can live." + +There did come upon Mary Lowther a feeling that Walter spoke of the +necessity of a comfortable income in a manner very different from +that in which he had of late been discussing the same subject ever +since she had known him. He had declared that it was impossible that +he should exist in England as a bachelor on his professional income, +and yet surely he would be poorer as a married man with that £300 +a year added to it, than he would have been without it, and also +without a wife. But what girl that loves a man can be angry with him +for such imprudence and such inconsistency? She had already told him +that she would be ready, if it were necessary, to go with him to +India. She had said so before she went up to her aunt's room. He had +replied that he hoped no such sacrifice would be demanded from her. +"There can be no sacrifice on my part," she had replied, "unless I +am required to give up you." Of course he had taken her in his arms +and kissed her. There are moments in one's life in which not to be +imprudent, not to be utterly, childishly forgetful of all worldly +wisdom, would be to be brutal, inhuman, and devilish. "Had he told +Parson John?" she asked. + +"Oh, yes!" + +"And what does he say?" + +"Just nothing. He raised his eyebrows, and suggested 'that I had +changed my ideas of life.' 'So I have,' I said. 'All right!' he +replied. 'I hope that Block and Curling won't have made any mistake +about the £5000.' That was all he said. No doubt he thinks we're two +fools; but then one's folly won't embarrass him." + +"Nor will it embarrass Aunt Sarah," said Mary. + +"But there is this difference. If we come to grief, Parson John will +eat his dinner without the slightest interference with his appetite +from our misfortunes; but Aunt Sarah would suffer on your account." + +"She would, certainly," said Mary. + +"But we will not come to grief. At any rate, darling, we cannot +consent to be made wise by the prospect of her possible sorrows on +our behalf." + +It was agreed that on that afternoon Mary should write both to Mr. +Gilmore and to Janet Fenwick. She offered to keep her letters, and +show them, when written, to her lover; but he declared that he would +prefer not to see them. "It is enough for me that I triumph," he +said, as he left her. When he had gone, she at once told her aunt +that she would write the letters, and bring that to Mr. Gilmore to be +read by her when they were finished. + +"I would postpone it for awhile, if I were you," said Aunt Sarah. + +But Mary declared that any such delay would be unfair to Mr. Gilmore. +She did write the letters before dinner, and they were as follows:-- + + + MY DEAR MR. GILMORE, + + When last you came down to the Vicarage to see me I + promised you, as you may perhaps remember, that if it + should come to pass that I should engage myself to any + other man, I would at once let you know that it was so. I + little thought then that I should so soon be called upon + to keep my promise. I will not pretend that the writing of + this letter is not very painful to me; but I know that it + is my duty to write it, and to put an end to a suspense + which you have been good enough to feel on my account. You + have, I think, heard the name of my cousin, Captain Walter + Marrable, who returned from India two or three months ago. + I found him staying here with his uncle, the clergyman, + and now I am engaged to be his wife. + + Perhaps it would be better that I should say nothing more + than this, and that I should leave myself and my character + and name to your future kindness,--or unkindness,--without + any attempt to win the former or to decry the latter; but + you have been to me ever so good and noble that I cannot + bring myself to be so cold and short. I have always felt + that your preference for me has been a great honour to + me. I have appreciated your esteem most highly, and have + valued your approbation more than I have been able to say. + If it could be possible that I should in future have your + friendship, I should value it more than that of any other + person. God bless you, Mr. Gilmore. I shall always hope + that you may be happy, and I shall hear with delight any + tidings which may seem to show that you are so. + + Pray believe that I am + Your most sincere friend, + + MARY LOWTHER. + + I have thought it best to tell Janet Fenwick what I have + done. + + + Loring, Thursday. + + DEAREST JANET, + + I wonder what you will say to my news? But you must not + scold me. Pray do not scold me. It could never, never have + been as you wanted. I have engaged myself to marry my + cousin, Captain Walter Marrable, who is a nephew of Sir + Gregory Marrable, and a son of Colonel Marrable. We shall + be very poor, having not more than £300 a-year above his + pay as a captain; but if he had nothing, I think I should + do the same. Do you remember how I used to doubt whether I + should ever have that sort of love for a man for which I + used to envy you? I don't envy you any longer, and I don't + regard Mr. Fenwick as being nearly so divine as I used to + do. I have a Jupiter of my own now, and need envy no woman + the reality of her love. + + I have written to Mr. Gilmore by the same post as will + take this, and have just told him the bare truth. What + else could I tell him? I have said something horribly + stilted about esteem and friendship, which I would have + left out, only that my letter seemed to be heartless + without it. He has been to me as good as a man could be; + but was it my fault that I could not love him? If you knew + how I tried,--how I tried to make believe to myself that I + loved him; how I tried to teach myself that that sort of + very chill approbation was the nearest approach to love + that I could ever reach; and how I did this because you + bade me;--if you could understand all this, then you would + not scold me. And I did almost believe that it was so. But + now--! Oh, dear! how would it have been if I had engaged + myself to Mr. Gilmore, and that then Walter Marrable had + come to me! I get sick when I think how near I was to + saying that I would love a man whom I never could have + loved. + + Of course I used to ask myself what I should do with + myself. I suppose every woman living has to ask and to + answer that question. I used to try to think that it would + be well not to think of the outer crust of myself. What + did it matter whether things were soft to me or not? + I could do my duty. And as this man was good, and a + gentleman, and endowed with high qualities and appropriate + tastes, why should he not have the wife he wanted? I + thought that I could pretend to love him, till, after some + fashion, I should love him; but as I think of it now, all + this seems to be so horrid! I know now what to do with + myself. To be his from head to foot! To feel that nothing + done for him would be mean or distasteful! To stand at + a washtub and wash his clothes, if it were wanted. Oh, + Janet, I used to dread the time in which he would have to + put his arm round me and kiss me! I cannot tell you what I + feel now about that other he. + + I know well how provoked you will be,--and it will all + come of love for me; but you cannot but own that I am + right. If you have any justice in you, write to me and + tell me that I am right. + + Only that Mr. Gilmore is your great friend, and that, + therefore, just at first, Walter will not be your friend, + I would tell you more about him,--how handsome he is, how + manly, and how clever. And then his voice is like the + music of the spheres. You won't feel like being his friend + at first, but you must look forward to his being your + friend; you must love him--as I do Mr. Fenwick; and you + must tell Mr. Fenwick that he must open his heart for the + man who is to be my husband. Alas, alas! I fear it will be + long before I can go to Bullhampton. How I do wish that he + would find some nice wife to suit him! + + Good bye, dearest Janet. If you are really good, you will + write me a sweet, kind, loving letter, wishing me joy. + You must know all. Aunt Sarah has refused to congratulate + me, because the income is so small. Nevertheless, we have + not quarrelled. But the income will be nothing to you, + and I do look forward to a kind word. When everything is + settled, of course I will tell you. + + Your most affectionate friend, + + MARY LOWTHER. + + +The former letter of the two was shown to Miss Marrable. That lady +was of opinion that it should not be sent; but would not say that, if +to be sent, it could be altered for the better. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +WHAT PARSON JOHN THINKS ABOUT IT. + + +[Illustration] + +On that same Thursday, the Thursday on which Mary Lowther wrote her +two despatches to Bullhampton, Miss Marrable sent a note down to +Parson John, requesting that she might have an interview with him. +If he were at home and disengaged, she would go down to him that +evening, or he might, if he pleased, come to her. The former she +thought would be preferable. Parson John assented, and very soon +after dinner the private brougham came round from the Dragon, and +conveyed Miss Marrable down to the rectory at Lowtown. + +"I am going down to Parson John," said she to Mary. "I think it best +to speak to him about the engagement." + +Mary received the information with a nod of her head that was +intended to be gracious, and Aunt Sarah proceeded on her way. She +found her cousin alone in his study, and immediately opened the +subject which had brought her down the hill. "Walter, I believe, has +told you about this engagement, Mr. Marrable." + +"Never was so astonished in my life! He told me last night. I had +begun to think that he was getting very fond of her, but I didn't +suppose it would come to this." + +"Don't you think it very imprudent?" + +"Of course it's imprudent, Sarah. It don't require any thinking to +be aware of that. It's downright stupid;--two cousins with nothing +a year between them, when no doubt each of them might do very well. +They're well-born, and well-looking, and clever, and all that. It's +absurd, and I don't suppose it will ever come to anything." + +"Did you tell Walter what you thought?" + +"Why should I tell him? He knows what I think without my telling him; +and he wouldn't care a pinch of snuff for my opinion. I tell you +because you ask me." + +"But ought not something to be done to prevent it?" + +"What can we do? I might tell him that I wouldn't have him here +any more, but I shouldn't like to do that. Perhaps she'll do your +bidding." + +"I fear not, Mr. Marrable." + +"Then you may be quite sure he won't do mine. He'll go away and +forget her. That'll be the end of it. It'll be as good as a year gone +out of her life, and she'll lose this other lover of hers at--what's +the name of the place? It's a pity, but that's what she'll have to go +through." + +"Is he so light as that?" asked Aunt Sarah, shocked. + +"He's about the same as other men, I take it; and she'll be the same +as other girls. They like to have their bit of fun now, and there'd +be no great harm,--only such fun costs the lady so plaguy dear. As +for their being married, I don't think Walter will ever be such a +fool as that." + +There was something in this that was quite terrible to Aunt Sarah. +Her Mary Lowther was to be treated in this way;--to be played with +as a plaything, and then to be turned off when the time for playing +came to an end! And this little game was to be played for Walter +Marrable's delectation, though the result of it would be the ruin of +Mary's prospects in life! + +"I think," said she, "that if I believed him to be so base as that, I +would send him out of the house." + +"He does not mean to be base at all. He's just like the rest of 'em," +said Parson John. + +Aunt Sarah used every argument in her power to show that something +should be done; but all to no purpose. She thought that if Sir +Gregory were brought to interfere, that perhaps might have an effect; +but the old clergyman laughed at this. What did Captain Walter +Marrable, who had been in the army all his life, and who had no +special favour to expect from his uncle, care about Sir Gregory? Head +of the family, indeed! What was the head of the family to him? If +a girl would be a fool, the girl must take the result of her folly. +That was Parson John's doctrine,--that and a confirmed assurance +that this engagement, such as it was, would lead to nothing. He was +really very sorry for Mary, in whose praise he said ever so many +good-natured things; but she had not been the first fool, and she +would not be the last. It was not his business, and he could do no +good by interfering. At last, however, he did promise that he would +himself speak to Walter. Nothing would come of it, but, as his cousin +asked him, he would speak to his nephew. + +He waited for four-and-twenty hours before he spoke, and during that +time was subject to none of those terrors which were now making Miss +Marrable's life a burden to her. In his opinion it was almost a +pity that a young fellow like Walter should be interrupted in his +amusement. According to his view of life, very much wisdom was not +expected from ladies, young or old. They, for the most part, had +their bread found for them; and were not required to do anything, +whether they were rich or poor. Let them be ever so poor, the +disgrace of poverty did not fall upon them as it did upon men. But +then, if they would run their heads into trouble, trouble came harder +upon them than on men; and for that they had nobody to blame but +themselves. Of course it was a very nice thing to be in love. Verses +and pretty speeches and easy-spoken romance were pleasant enough in +their way. Parson John had no doubt tried them himself in early life, +and had found how far they were efficacious for his own happiness. +But young women were so apt to want too much of the excitement! A +young man at Bullhampton was not enough without another young man at +Loring. That, we fear, was the mode in which Parson John looked at +the subject,--which mode of looking at it, had he ever ventured to +explain it to Mary Lowther, would have brought down upon his head +from that young woman an amount of indignant scorn which would have +been very disagreeable to Parson John. But then he was a great deal +too wise to open his mind on such a subject to Mary Lowther. + +"I think, sir, I'd better go up and see Curling again next week," +said the Captain. + +"I dare say. Is anything not going right?" + +"I suppose I shall get the money, but I shall like to know when. I am +very anxious, of course, to fix a day for my marriage." + +"I should not be over quick about that, if I were you," said Parson +John. + +"Why not? Situated as I am, I must be quick. I must make up my mind +at any rate where we're to live." + +"You'll go back to your regiment, I suppose, next month?" + +"Yes, sir. I shall go back to my regiment next month, unless we may +make up our minds to go out to India." + +"What, you and Mary?" + +"Yes, I and Mary." + +"As man and wife?" said Parson John, with a smile. + +"How else should we go?" + +"Well, no. If she goes with you, she must go as Mrs. Captain +Marrable, of course. But if I were you, I would not think of anything +so horrible." + +"It would be horrible," said Walter Marrable. + +"I should think it would. India may be very well when a man is quite +young, and if he can keep himself from beer and wine; but to go back +there at your time of life with a wife, and to look forward to a +dozen children there, must be an unpleasant prospect, I should say." + +Walter Marrable sat silent and black. + +"I should give up all idea of India," continued his uncle. + +"What the deuce is a man to do?" asked the Captain. + +The parson shrugged his shoulders. + +"I'll tell you what I've been thinking of," said the Captain. "If I +could get a farm of four or five hundred acres--" + +"A farm!" exclaimed the parson. + +"Why not a farm? I know that a man can do nothing with a farm unless +he has capital. He should have £10 or £12 an acre for his land, I +suppose. I should have that and some trifle of an income besides if +I sold out. I suppose my uncle would let me have a farm under him?" + +"He'd see you--further first." + +"Why shouldn't I do as well with a farm as another?" + +"Why not turn shoemaker? Because you have not learned the business. +Farmer, indeed! You'd never get the farm, and if you did, you would +not keep it for three years. You've been in the army too long to be +fit for anything else, Walter." + +Captain Marrable looked black and angry at being so counselled; but +he believed what was said to him, and had no answer to make to it. + +"You must stick to the army," continued the old man; "and if you'll +take my advice, you'll do so without the impediment of a wife." + +"That's quite out of the question." + +"Why is it out of the question?" + +"How can you ask me, Uncle John? Would you have me go back from an +engagement after I have made it?" + +"I would have you go back from anything that was silly." + +"And tell a girl, after I have asked her to be my wife, that I don't +want to have anything more to do with her?" + +"I should not tell her that; but I should make her understand, both +for her own sake and for mine, that we had been too fast, and that +the sooner we gave up our folly the better for both of us. You can't +marry her, that's the truth of it." + +"You'll see if I can't." + +"If you choose to wait ten years, you may." + +"I won't wait ten months, nor, if I can have my own way, ten weeks." +What a pity that Mary could not have heard him. "Half the fellows in +the army are married without anything beyond their pay; and I'm to +be told that we can't get along with £300 a year? At any rate, we'll +try." + +"Marry in haste, and repent at leisure," said Uncle John. + +"According to the doctrines that are going now-a-days," said the +Captain, "it will be held soon that a gentleman can't marry unless +he has got £3000 a year. It is the most heartless, damnable teaching +that ever came up. It spoils the men, and makes women, when they do +marry, expect ever so many things that they ought never to want." + +"And you mean to teach them better, Walter?" + +"I mean to act for myself, and not be frightened out of doing what I +think right, because the world says this and that." + +As he so spoke, the angry Captain got up to leave the room. + +"All the same," rejoined the parson, firing the last shot; "I'd think +twice about it, if I were you, before I married Mary Lowther." + +"He's more of an ass, and twice as headstrong as I thought him," said +Parson John to Miss Marrable the next day; "but still I don't think +it will come to anything. As far as I can observe, three of these +engagements are broken off for one that goes on. And when he comes to +look at things he'll get tired of it. He's going up to London next +week, and I shan't press him to come back. If he does come I can't +help it. If I were you, I wouldn't ask him up the hill, and I should +tell Miss Mary a bit of my mind pretty plainly." + +Hitherto, as far as words went, Aunt Sarah had told very little of +her mind to Mary Lowther on the subject of her engagement, but she +had spoken as yet no word of congratulation; and Mary knew that the +manner in which she proposed to bestow herself was not received with +favour by any of her relatives at Loring. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +WHAT THE FENWICKS THOUGHT ABOUT IT. + + +Bullhampton unfortunately was at the end of the postman's walk, and +as the man came all the way from Lavington, letters were seldom +received much before eleven o'clock. Now this was a most pernicious +arrangement, in respect to which Mr. Fenwick carried on a perpetual +feud with the Post-office authorities, having put forward a great +postal doctrine that letters ought to be rained from heaven on to +everybody's breakfast-table exactly as the hot water is brought in +for tea. He, being an energetic man, carried on a long and angry +correspondence with the authorities aforesaid; but the old man +from Lavington continued to toddle into the village just at eleven +o'clock. It was acknowledged that ten was his time; but, as he argued +with himself, ten and eleven were pretty much of a muchness. The +consequence of this was, that Mary Lowther's letters to Mrs. Fenwick +had been read by her two or three hours before she had an opportunity +of speaking on the subject to her husband. At last, however, he +returned, and she flew at him with the letter in her hand. "Frank," +she said, "Frank, what do you think has happened?" + +"The Bank of England must have stopped, from the look of your face." + +"I wish it had, with all my heart, sooner than this. Mary has gone +and engaged herself to her cousin, Walter Marrable." + +"Mary Lowther!" + +"Yes; Mary Lowther! Our Mary! And from what I remember hearing about +him, he is anything but nice." + +"He had a lot of money left to him the other day." + +"It can't have been much, because Mary owns that they will be very +poor. Here is her letter. I am so unhappy about it. Don't you +remember hearing about that Colonel Marrable who was in a horrible +scrape about somebody's wife?" + +"You shouldn't judge the son from the father." + +"They've been in the army together, and they're both alike. I hate +the army. They are almost always no better than they should be." + +"That's true, my dear, certainly of all services, unless it be the +army of martyrs; and there may be a doubt on the subject even as to +them. May I read it?" + +"Oh, yes; she has been half ashamed of herself every word she has +written. I know her so well. To think that Mary Lowther should have +engaged herself to any man after two days' acquaintance!" + +Mr. Fenwick read the letter through attentively, and then handed it +back. + +"It's a good letter," he said. + +"You mean that it's well written?" + +"I mean that it's true. There are no touches put in to make effect. +She does love the one man, and she doesn't love the other. All I can +say is, that I'm very sorry for it. It will drive Gilmore out of the +place." + +"Do you mean it?" + +"I do, indeed. I never knew a man to be at the same time so strong +and so weak in such a matter. One would say that the intensity of his +affection would be the best pledge of his future happiness if he were +to marry the girl; but seeing that he is not to marry her, one cannot +but feel that a man shouldn't stake his happiness on a thing beyond +his reach." + +"You think it is all up, then;--that she really will marry this man?" + +"What else can I think?" + +"These things do go off sometimes. There can't be much money, +because, you see, old Miss Marrable opposes the whole thing on +account of there not being income enough. She is anything but rich +herself, and is the last person of all the world to make a fuss about +money. If it could be broken off--." + +"If I understand Mary Lowther," said Mr. Fenwick, "she is not the +woman to have her match broken off for her by any person. Of course I +know nothing about the man; but if he is firm, she'll be as firm." + +"And then she has written to Mr. Gilmore," said Mrs. Fenwick. + +"It's all up with Harry as far as this goes," said Mr. Fenwick. + +The Vicar had another matter of moment to discuss with his wife. Sam +Brattle, after having remained hard at work at the mill for nearly a +fortnight,--so hard at work as to induce his father to declare that +he'd bet a guinea there wasn't a man in the three parishes who could +come nigh his Sam for a right down day's work;--after all this, +Sam had disappeared, had been gone for two days, and was said by +the constable to have been seen at night on the Devizes side, from +whence was supposed to come the Grinder, and all manner of Grinder's +iniquities. Up to this time no further arrest had been made on +account of Mr. Trumbull's murder, nor had any trace been found of the +Grinder, or of that other man who had been his companion. The leading +policeman, who still had charge of the case, expressed himself as +sure that the old woman at Pycroft Common knew nothing of her son's +whereabouts; but he had always declared, and still continued to +declare, that Sam Brattle could tell them the whole story of the +murder if he pleased, and there had been a certain amount of watching +kept on the young man, much to his own disgust, and to that of his +father. Sam had sworn aloud in the village--so much aloud that he had +shown his determination to be heard by all men--that he would go to +America, and see whether anyone would dare to stop him. He had been +told of his bail, and had replied that he would demand to be relieved +of his bail;--that his bail was illegal, and that he would have it +all tried in a court of law. Mr. Fenwick had heard of this, and had +replied that as far as he was concerned he was not in the least +afraid. He believed that the bail was illegal, and he believed also +that Sam would stay where he was. But now Sam was gone, and the +Bullhampton constable was clearly of opinion that he had gone to join +the Grinder. "At any rate, he's off somewhere," said Mr. Fenwick, +"and his mother doesn't know where he's gone. Old Brattle, of course, +won't say a word." + +"And will it hurt you?" + +"Not unless they get hold of those other fellows and require Sam's +appearance. I don't doubt but that he'd turn up in that case." + +"Then it does not signify?" + +"It signifies for him. I've an idea that I know where he's gone, and +I think I shall go after him." + +"Is it far, Frank?" + +"Something short of Australia, luckily." + +"Oh, Frank!" + +"I'll tell you the truth. It's my belief that Carry Brattle is living +about twenty miles off, and that he's gone to see his sister." + +"Carry Brattle!--down here!" + +"I don't know it, and I don't want to hear it mentioned; but I fancy +it is so. At any rate, I shall go and see." + +"Poor, dear, bright little Carry! But how is she living, Frank?" + +"She's not one of the army of martyrs, you may be sure. I daresay +she's no better than she should be." + +"You'll tell me if you see her?" + +"Oh, yes." + +"Shall I send her anything?" + +"The only thing to send her is money. If she is in want, I'll relieve +her,--with a very sparing hand." + +"Will you bring her back,--here?" + +"Ah, who can say? I should tell her mother, and I suppose we should +have to ask her father to receive her. I know what his answer will +be." + +"He'll refuse to see her." + +"No doubt. Then we should have to put our heads together, and the +chances are that the poor girl will be off in the meantime,--back to +London and the Devil. It is not easy to set crooked things straight." + +In spite, however, of this interruption, Mary Lowther and her +engagement to Captain Marrable was the subject of greatest interest +at the Vicarage that day and through the night. Mrs. Fenwick half +expected that Gilmore would come down in the evening; but the Vicar +declared that his friend would be unwilling to show himself after the +blow which he would have received. They knew that he would know that +they had received the news, and that therefore he could not come +either to tell it, or with the intention of asking questions without +telling it. If he came at all, he must come like a beaten cur with +his tail between his legs. And then there arose the question whether +it would not be better that Mary's letter should be answered before +Mr. Gilmore was seen. Mrs. Fenwick, whose fingers were itching for +pen and paper, declared at last that she would write at once; and did +write, as follows, before she went to bed:-- + + + The Vicarage, Friday. + + DEAREST MARY, + + I do not know how to answer your letter. You tell me to + write pleasantly, and to congratulate you; but how is one + to do that so utterly in opposition to one's own interests + and wishes? Oh dear, oh dear! how I do so wish you had + stayed at Bullhampton! I know you will be angry with me + for saying so, but how can I say anything else? I cannot + picture you to myself going about from town to town and + living in country-quarters. And as I never saw Captain + Marrable, to the best of my belief, I cannot interest + myself about him as I do about one whom I know and love + and esteem. I feel that this is not a nice way of writing + to you, and indeed I would be nice if I could. Of course + I wish you to be full of joy;--of course I wish with all + my heart that you may be happy if you marry your cousin; + but the thing has come so suddenly that we cannot bring + ourselves to look upon it as a reality. + + +"You should speak for yourself, Janet," said Mr. Fenwick, when he +came to this part of the letter. He did not, however, require that +the sentence should be altered. + + + You talk so much of doing what is right! Nobody has ever + doubted that you were right both in morals and sentiment. + The only regret has been that such a course should be + right, and that the other thing should be wrong. Poor man! + we have not seen him yet, nor heard from him. Frank says + that he will take it very badly. I suppose that men do + always get over that kind of thing much quicker than women + do. Many women never can get over it at all; and Harry + Gilmore, though there is so little about him that seems to + be soft, is in this respect more like a woman than a man. + Had he been otherwise, and had only half cared for you, + and asked you to be his wife as though your taking him + were a thing he didn't much care about, and were quite + a matter of course, I believe you would have been up at + Hampton Privets this moment, instead of going soldiering + with a captain. + + Frank bids me send you his kindest love and his best + wishes for your happiness. Those are his very words, and + they seem to be kinder than mine. Of course you have my + love and my best wishes; but I do not know how to write as + though I could rejoice with you. Your husband will always + be dear to us, whoever he may be, if he be good to you. + At present I feel very, very angry with Captain Marrable; + as though I wish he had had his head blown off in battle. + However, if he is to be the happy man, I will open my + heart to him;--that is, if he be good. + + I know this is not nice, but I cannot make it nicer now. + God bless you, dearest Mary. + + Ever your most affectionate friend, + + JANET FENWICK. + + +The letter was not posted till the hour for despatch on the following +day; but, up to that hour, nothing had been seen at the Vicarage of +Mr. Gilmore. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +WHAT MR. GILMORE THOUGHT ABOUT IT. + + +Mr. Gilmore was standing on the doorsteps of his own house when +Mary's letter was brought to him. It was a modest-sized country +gentleman's residence, built of variegated uneven stones, black and +grey and white, which seemed to be chiefly flint; but the corners +and settings of the windows and of the door-ways, and the chimneys, +were of brick. There was something sombre about it, and many perhaps +might call it dull of aspect; but it was substantial, comfortable, +and unassuming. It was entered by broad stone steps, with iron +balustrades curving outwards as they descended, and there was an open +area round the house, showing that the offices were in the basement. +In these days it was a quiet house enough, as Mr. Gilmore was a man +not much given to the loudness of bachelor parties. He entertained +his neighbours at dinner perhaps once a month, and occasionally +had a few guests staying with him. His uncle, the prebendary from +Salisbury, was often with him, and occasionally a brother who was in +the army. For the present, however, he was much more inclined, when +in want of society, to walk off to the Vicarage than to provide it +for himself at home. When Mary's letter was handed to him with his +"Times" and other correspondence, he looked, as everybody does, at +the address, and at once knew that it came from Mary Lowther. He +had never hitherto received a letter from her, but yet he knew her +handwriting well. Without waiting a moment, he turned upon his heel, +and went back into his house, and through the hall to the library. +When there, he first opened three other letters, two from tradesmen +in London, and one from his uncle, offering to come to him on the +next Monday. Then he opened the "Times," and cut it, and put it down +on the table. Mary's letter meanwhile was in his hand, and anyone +standing by might have thought that he had forgotten it. But he +had not forgotten it, nor was it out of his mind for a moment. +While looking at the other letters, while cutting the paper, while +attempting, as he did, to read the news, he was suffering under the +dread of the blow that was coming. He was there for twenty minutes +before he dared to break the envelope; and though during the whole of +that time he pretended to deceive himself by some employment, he knew +that he was simply postponing an evil thing that was coming to him. +At last he cut the letter open, and stood for some moments looking +for courage to read it. He did read it, and then sat himself down in +his chair, telling himself that the thing was over, and that he would +bear it as a man. He took up his newspaper, and began to study it. It +was the time of the year when newspapers are not very interesting, +but he made a rush at the leading articles, and went through two of +them. Then he turned over to the police reports. He sat there for an +hour, and read hard during the whole time. Then he got up and shook +himself, and knew that he was a crippled man, with every function out +of order, disabled in every limb. He walked from the library into the +hall, and thence to the dining-room, and so, backwards and forwards, +for a quarter of an hour. At last he could walk no longer, and, +closing the door of the library behind him, he threw himself on a +sofa and cried like a woman. + +What was it that he wanted, and why did he want it? Were there not +other women whom the world would say were as good? Was it ever known +that a man had died, or become irretrievably broken and destroyed by +disappointed love? Was it not one of those things that a man should +shake off from him, and have done with it? He asked himself these, +and many such-like questions, and tried to philosophise with himself +on the matter. Had he no will of his own, by which he might conquer +this enemy? No; he had no will of his own, and the enemy would not be +conquered. He had to tell himself that he was so poor a thing that he +could not stand up against the evil that had fallen on him. + +He walked out round his shrubberies and paddocks, and tried to take +an interest in the bullocks and the horses. He knew that if every +bullock and horse about the place had been struck dead it would not +enhance his misery. He had not had much hope before, but now he would +have seen the house of Hampton Privets in flames, just for the chance +that had been his yesterday. It was not only that he wanted her, or +that he regretted the absence of some recognised joys which she would +have brought to him; but that the final decision on her part seemed +to take from him all vitality, all power of enjoyment, all that +inward elasticity which is necessary for an interest in worldly +affairs. + +He had as yet hardly thought of anything but himself;--had hardly +observed the name of his successful rival, or paid any attention to +aught but the fact that she had told him that it was all over. He +had not attempted to make up his mind whether anything could still +be done, whether he might yet have a chance, whether it would be +well for him to quarrel with the man; whether he should be indignant +with her, or remonstrate once again in regard to her cruelty. He had +thought only of the blow, and of his inability to support it. Would +it not be best that he should go forth, and blow out his brains, and +have done with it? + +He did not look at the letter again till he had returned to the +library. Then he took it from his pocket, and read it very carefully. +Yes, she had been quick about it. Why; how long had it been since she +had left their parish? It was still October, and she had been there +just before the murder--only the other day! Captain Walter Marrable! +No; he didn't think he had ever heard of him. Some fellow with a +moustache and a military strut--just the man that he had always +hated; one of a class which, with nothing real to recommend it, is +always interfering with the happiness of everybody. It was in some +such light as this that Mr. Gilmore at present regarded Captain +Marrable. How could such a man make a woman happy,--a fellow who +probably had no house nor home in which to make her comfortable? +Staying with his uncle the clergyman! Poor Gilmore expressed a +wish that the uncle the clergyman had been choked before he had +entertained such a guest. Then he read the concluding sentence of +poor Mary's letter, in which she expressed a hope that they might be +friends. Was there ever such cold-blooded trash? Friends indeed! What +sort of friendship could there be between two persons, one of whom +had made the other so wretched,--so dead as was he at present! + +For some half-hour he tried to comfort himself with an idea that he +could get hold of Captain Marrable and maul him; that it would be a +thing permissible for him, a magistrate, to go forth with a whip and +flog the man, and then perhaps shoot him, because the man had been +fortunate in love where he had been unfortunate. But he knew the +world in which he lived too well to allow himself long to think that +this could really be done. It might be that it would be a better +world were such revenge practicable in it; but, as he well knew, it +was not practicable now, and if Mary Lowther chose to give herself to +this accursed Captain, he could not help it. There was nothing that +he could do but to go away and chafe at his suffering in some part of +the world in which nobody would know that he was chafing. + +When the evening came, and he found that his solitude was terribly +oppressive to him, he thought that he would go down to the Vicarage. +He had been told by that false one that her tidings had been sent to +her friend. He took his hat and sauntered out across the fields, and +did walk as far as the churchyard gate close to poor Mr. Trumbull's +farm, the very spot on which he had last seen Mary Lowther; but when +he was there he could not endure to go through to the Vicarage. There +is something mean to a man in the want of success in love. If a +man lose a venture of money he can tell his friend; or if he be +unsuccessful in trying for a seat in parliament; or be thrown out of +a run in the hunting-field; or even if he be blackballed for a club; +but a man can hardly bring himself to tell his dearest comrade that +his Mary has preferred another man to himself. This wretched fact +the Fenwicks already knew as to poor Gilmore's Mary; and yet, though +he had come down there, hoping for some comfort, he did not dare to +face them. He went back all alone, and tumbled and tossed and fretted +through the miserable night. + +And the next morning was as bad. He hung about the place till about +four, utterly crushed by his burden. It was a Saturday, and when the +postman called no letter had yet been even written in answer to his +uncle's proposition. He was moping about the grounds, with his hands +in his pockets, thinking of this, when suddenly Mrs. Fenwick appeared +in the path before him. There had been another consultation that +morning between herself and her husband, and this visit was the +result of it. He dashed at the matter immediately. + +"You have come," he said, "to talk to me about Mary Lowther." + +"I have come to say a word, if I can, to comfort you. Frank bade me +to come." + + +[Illustration: "I have come to say a word, if I can, to +comfort you."] + + +"There isn't any comfort," he replied. + +"We knew that it would be hard to bear, my friend," she said, putting +her hand within his arm; "but there is comfort." + +"There can be none for me. I had set my heart upon it so that I +cannot forget it." + +"I know you had, and so had we. Of course there will be sorrow, but +it will wear off." He shook his head without speaking. "God is too +good," she continued, "to let such troubles remain with us long." + +"You think, then," he said, "that there is no chance?" + +What could she say to him? How, under the circumstances of Mary's +engagement, could she encourage his love for her friend? + +"I know that there is none," he continued. "I feel, Mrs. Fenwick, +that I do not know what to do with myself or how to hold myself. Of +course it is nonsense to talk about dying, but I do feel as though if +I didn't die I should go crazy. I can't settle my mind to a single +thing." + +"It is fresh with you yet, Harry," she said. She had never called him +Harry before, though her husband did so always, and now she used the +name in sheer tenderness. + +"I don't know why such a thing should be different with me than with +other people," he said; "only perhaps I am weaker. But I've known +from the very first that I have staked everything upon her. I have +never questioned to myself that I was going for all or nothing. +I have seen it before me all along, and now it has come. Oh, Mrs. +Fenwick, if God would strike me dead this moment, it would be a +mercy!" And then he threw himself on the ground at her feet. He was +not there a moment before he was up again. "If you knew how I despise +myself for all this, how I hate myself!" + +She would not leave him, but stayed there till he consented to come +down with her to the Vicarage. He should dine there, and Frank +should walk back with him at night. As to that question of Mr. +Chamberlaine's visit, respecting which Mrs. Fenwick did not feel +herself competent to give advice herself, it should become matter of +debate between them and Frank, and then a man and horse could be sent +to Salisbury on Sunday morning. As he walked down to the Vicarage +with that pretty woman at his elbow, things perhaps were a little +better with him. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +THE REV. HENRY FITZACKERLEY CHAMBERLAINE. + + +It was decided that evening at the Vicarage that it would be better +for all parties that the reverend uncle from Salisbury should be told +to make his visit, and spend the next week at Hampton Privets; that +is, that he should come on the Monday and stay till the Saturday. +The letter was written down at the Vicarage, as Fenwick feared that +it would never be written if the writing of it were left to the +unassisted energy of the Squire. The letter was written, and the +Vicar, who walked back to Hampton Privets with his friend, took care +that it was given to a servant on that night. + +On the Sunday nothing was seen of Mr. Gilmore. He did not come to +church, nor would he dine at the Vicarage. He remained the whole day +in his own house, pretending to write, trying to read, with accounts +before him, with a magazine in his hand, even with a volume of +sermons open on the table before him. But neither the accounts, nor +the magazines, nor the sermons, could arrest his attention for a +moment. He had staked everything on obtaining a certain object, and +that object was now beyond his reach. Men fail often in other things, +in the pursuit of honour, fortune, or power, and when they fail they +can begin again. There was no beginning again for him. When Mary +Lowther should have married this captain, she would be a thing lost +to him for ever;--and was she not as bad as married to this man +already? He could do nothing to stop her marriage. + +Early in the afternoon of Monday the Rev. Henry Fitzackerley +Chamberlaine reached Hampton Privets. He came with his own carriage +and a pair of post-horses, as befitted a prebendary of the good +old times. Not that Mr. Chamberlaine was a very old man, but that +it suited his tastes and tone of mind to adhere to the well-bred +ceremonies of life, so many of which went out of fashion when +railroads came in. Mr. Chamberlaine was a gentleman of about +fifty-five years of age, unmarried, possessed of a comfortable +private independence, the incumbent of a living in the fens of +Cambridgeshire, which he never visited,--his health forbidding him +to do so,--on which subject there had been a considerable amount of +correspondence between him and a certain right rev. prelate, in which +the prebendary had so far got the better in the argument as not to be +disturbed in his manner of life; and he was, as has been before said, +the owner of a stall in Salisbury Cathedral. His lines had certainly +fallen to him in very pleasant places. As to that living in the +fens, there was not much to prick his conscience, as he gave up the +parsonage house and two-thirds of the income to his curate, expending +the other third on local charities. Perhaps the argument which +had most weight in silencing the bishop was contained in a short +postscript to one of his letters. "By-the-by," said the postscript, +"perhaps I ought to inform your lordship that I have never drawn +a penny of income out of Hardbedloe since I ceased to live there." +"It's a bishop's living," said the happy holder of it, "to one or two +clerical friends, and Dr. ---- thinks the patronage would be better +in his hands than in mine. I disagree with him, and he'll have to +write a great many letters before he succeeds." But his stall was +worth £800 a year and a house, and Mr. Chamberlaine, in regard to his +money matters, was quite in clover. + +He was a very handsome man, about six feet high, with large light +grey eyes, a straight nose, and a well cut chin. His lips were thin, +but his teeth were perfect,--only that they had been supplied by a +dentist. His grey hair encircled his head, coming round upon his +forehead in little wavy curls, in a manner that had conquered the +hearts of spinsters by the dozen in the cathedral. It was whispered, +indeed, that married ladies would sometimes succumb, and rave about +the beauty, and the dignity, and the white hands, and the deep +rolling voice of the Rev. Henry Fitzackerley Chamberlaine. Indeed, +his voice was very fine when it would be heard from the far-off end +of the choir during the communion service, altogether trumping the +exertion of the other second-rate clergyman who would be associated +with him at the altar. And he had, too, great gifts of preaching, +which he would exercise once a week during thirteen weeks of the +year. He never exceeded twenty-five minutes; every word was audible +throughout the whole choir, and there was a grace about it that was +better than any doctrine. When he was to be heard the cathedral was +always full, and he was perhaps justified in regarding himself as one +of the ecclesiastical stars of the day. Many applications were made +to him to preach here and there, but he always refused. Stories +were told of how he had declined to preach before the Queen at +St. James's, averring that if Her Majesty would please to visit +Salisbury, every accommodation should be provided for her. As to +preaching at Whitehall, Westminster, and St. Paul's, it was not +doubted that he had over and over again declared that his appointed +place was in his own stall, and that he did not consider that he was +called to holding forth in the market-place. He was usually abroad +during the early autumn months, and would make sundry prolonged +visits to friends; but his only home was his prebendal residence in +the Close. It was not much of a house to look at from the outside, +being built with the plainest possible construction of brick; but +within it was very pleasant. All that curtains, and carpets, and +armchairs, and books, and ornaments could do, had been done lavishly, +and the cellar was known to be the best in the city. He always used +post-horses, but he had his own carriage. He never talked very much, +but when he did speak people listened to him. His appetite was +excellent, but he was a feeder not very easy to please; it was +understood well by the ladies of Salisbury that if Mr. Chamberlaine +was expected to dinner, something special must be done in the way of +entertainment. He was always exceedingly well dressed. What he did +with his hours nobody knew, but he was supposed to be a man well +educated at all points. That he was such a judge of all works of +art, that not another like him was to be found in Wiltshire, nobody +doubted. It was considered that he was almost as big as the bishop, +and not a soul in Salisbury would have thought of comparing the dean +to him. But the dean had seven children, and Mr. Chamberlaine was +quite unencumbered. + +Henry Gilmore was a little afraid of his uncle, but would always +declare that he was not so. "If he chooses to come over here he is +welcome," the nephew would say; "but he must live just as I do." +Nevertheless, though there was but little left of the '47 Lafitte in +the cellar of Hampton Privets, a bottle was always brought up when +Mr. Chamberlaine was there, and Mrs. Bunker, the cook, did not +pretend but that she was in a state of dismay from the hour of his +coming to that of his going. And yet, Mrs. Bunker and the other +servants liked him to be there. His presence honoured the Privets. +Even the boy who blacked his boots felt that he was blacking the +boots of a great man. It was acknowledged throughout the household +that the Squire having such an uncle, was more of a Squire than he +would have been without him. The clergyman, being such as he was, was +greater than the country gentleman. And yet Mr. Chamberlaine was only +a prebendary, was the son of a country clergyman who had happened +to marry a wife with money, and had absolutely never done anything +useful in the whole course of his life. It is often very curious to +trace the sources of greatness. With Mr. Chamberlaine, I think it +came from the whiteness of his hands, and from a certain knack he +had of looking as though he could say a great deal, though it suited +him better to be silent, and say nothing. Of outside deportment, no +doubt, he was a master. + +Mr. Fenwick always declared that he was very fond of Mr. +Chamberlaine, and greatly admired him. "He is the most perfect +philosopher I ever met," Fenwick would say, "and has gone to the very +centre depth of contemplation. In another ten years he will be the +great Akinetos. He will eat and drink, and listen, and be at ease, +and desire nothing. As it is, no man that I know disturbs other +people so little." On the other hand, Mr. Chamberlaine did not +profess any great admiration for Mr. Fenwick, who he designated +as one of the smart "windbag tribe, clever, no doubt, and perhaps +conscientious, but shallow and perhaps a little conceited." The +Squire, who was not clever and not conceited, understood them both, +and much preferred his friend the Vicar to his uncle the prebendary. + +Gilmore had once consulted his uncle,--once in an evil moment, as +he now felt,--whether it would not be well for him to marry Miss +Lowther. The uncle had expressed himself as very adverse to the +marriage, and would now, on this occasion, be sure to ask some +question about it. When the great man arrived the Squire was out, +still wandering round among the bullocks and sheep; but the evening +after dinner would be very long. On the following day Mr. and Mrs. +Fenwick, with Mr. and Mrs. Greenthorne, were to dine at the Privets. +If this first evening were only through, Gilmore thought that +he could get some comfort, even from his uncle. As he came near +the house, he went into the yard, and saw the Prebendary's grand +carriage, which was being washed. No; as far as the groom knew, Mr. +Chamberlaine had not gone out; but was in the house then. So Gilmore +entered, and found his uncle in the library. + +His first questions were about the murder. "You did catch one man, +and let him go?" said the Prebendary. + +"Yes; a tenant of mine; but there was no evidence against him. He was +not the man." + +"I would not have let him go," said Mr. Chamberlaine. + +"You would not have kept a man that was innocent?" said Gilmore. + +"I would not have let the young man go." + +"But the law would not support us in detaining him." + +"Nevertheless, I would not have let him go," said Mr. Chamberlaine. +"I heard all about it." + +"From whom did you hear?" + +"From Lord Trowbridge. I certainly would not have let him go." It +appeared, however, that Lord Trowbridge's opinion had been given to +the Prebendary prior to that fatal meeting which had taken place in +the house of the murdered man. + +The uncle drank his claret in silence on this evening. He said +nothing, at least, about Mary Lowther. + +"I don't know where you got it, Harry, but that is not a bad glass of +wine." + +"We think there's none better in the country, sir," said Harry. + +"I should be very sorry to commit myself so far; but it is a good +glass of wine. By the bye, I hope your chef has learned to make a +cup of coffee since I was here in the spring. I think we will try it +now." The coffee was brought, and the Prebendary shook his head,--the +least shake in the world,--and smiled blandly. + +"Coffee is the very devil in the country," said Harry Gilmore, who +did not dare to say that the mixture was good in opposition to his +uncle's opinion. + +After the coffee, which was served in the library, the two men sat +silent together for half an hour, and Gilmore was endeavouring to +think what it was that made his uncle come to Bullhampton. At last, +before he had arrived at any decision on this subject, there came +first a little nod, then a start and a sweet smile, then another nod +and a start without the smile, and, after that, a soft murmuring of a +musical snore, which gradually increased in deepness till it became +evident that the Prebendary was extremely happy. Then it occurred to +Gilmore that perhaps Mr. Chamberlaine might become tired of going to +sleep in his own house, and that he had come to the Privets, as he +could not do so with comfortable self-satisfaction in the houses +of indifferent friends. For the benefit of such a change it might +perhaps be worth the great man's while to undergo the penalty of a +bad cup of coffee. + +And could not he, too, go to sleep,--he, Gilmore? Could he not fall +asleep,--not only for a few moments on such an occasion as this,--but +altogether, after the Akinetos fashion, as explained by his friend +Fenwick? Could he not become an immoveable one, as was this divine +uncle of his? No Mary Lowther had ever disturbed that man's +happiness. A good dinner, a pretty ring, an easy chair, a china +tea-cup, might all be procured with certainty, as long as money +lasted. Here was a man before him superbly comfortable, absolutely +happy, with no greater suffering than what might come to him from a +chance cup of bad coffee, while he, Harry Gilmore himself, was as +miserable a devil as might be found between the four seas, because a +certain young woman wouldn't come to him and take half of all that he +owned! If there were any curative philosophy to be found, why could +not he find it? The world might say that the philosophy was a low +philosophy; but what did that matter, if it would take away out +of his breast that horrid load which was more than he could bear? +He declared to himself that he would sell his heart with all its +privileges for half-a-farthing, if he could find anybody to take it +with all its burden. Here, then, was a man who had no burden. He was +snoring with almost harmonious cadence,--slowly, discreetly,--one +might say, artistically, quite like a gentleman; and the man who so +snored could not but be happy. "Oh, d----n it!" said Gilmore, in a +private whisper, getting up and leaving the room; but there was more +of envy than of anger in the exclamation. + +"Ah! you've been out," said Mr. Chamberlaine, when his nephew +returned. + +"Been to look at the horses made up." + +"I never can see the use of that; but I believe a great many men +do it. I suppose it's an excuse for smoking generally." Now, Mr. +Chamberlaine did not smoke. + +"Well; I did light my pipe." + +"There's not the slightest necessity for telling me so, Harry. Let us +see if Mrs. Bunker's tea is better than her coffee." Then the bell +was rung, and Mr. Chamberlaine desired that he might have a cup of +black tea, not strong, but made with a good deal of tea, and poured +out rapidly, without much decoction. "If it be strong and harsh I +can't sleep a wink," he said. The tea was brought, and sipped very +leisurely. There was then a word or two said about certain German +baths from which Mr. Chamberlaine had just returned; and Mr. Gilmore +began to believe that he should not be asked to say anything about +Mary Lowther that night. + +But the Fates were not so kind. The Prebendary had arisen with the +intention of retiring for the night, and was already standing before +the fire, with his bedroom candle in his hand, when something,--the +happiness probably of his own position in life, which allowed him to +seek the blessings of an undivided couch,--brought to his memory the +fact that his nephew had spoken to him about some young woman, some +young woman who had possessed not even the merit of a dowry. + +"By the bye," said he, "what has become of that flame of yours, +Harry?" Harry Gilmore became black and glum. He did not like to hear +Mary spoken of as a flame. He was standing at this moment with his +back to his uncle, and so remained, without answering him. "Do you +mean to say that you did not ask her, after all?" asked the uncle. +"If there be any scrape, Harry, you had better let me hear it." + +"I don't know what you call a scrape," said Harry. "She's not going +to marry me." + +"Thank God, my boy!" Gilmore turned round, but his uncle did +not probably see his face. "I can assure you," continued Mr. +Chamberlaine, "that the idea made me quite uncomfortable. I set some +inquiries on foot, and she was not the sort of girl that you should +marry." + +"By G----," said Gilmore, "I'd give every acre I have in the world, +and every shilling, and every friend, and twenty years of my life, if +I could only be allowed at this moment to think it possible that she +would ever marry me!" + +"Good heavens!" said Mr. Chamberlaine. While he was saying it, Harry +Gilmore walked off, and did not show himself to his uncle again that +night. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +CARRY BRATTLE. + + +On the day after the dinner-party at Hampton Privets Mr. Fenwick made +his little excursion out in the direction towards Devizes, of which +he had spoken to his wife. The dinner had gone off very quietly, and +there was considerable improvement in the coffee. There was some +gentle sparring between the two clergymen, if that can be called +sparring in which all the active pugnacity was on one side. Mr. +Fenwick endeavoured to entrap Mr. Chamberlaine into arguments, but +the Prebendary escaped with a degree of skill,--without the shame of +sullen refusal,--that excited the admiration of Mr. Fenwick's wife. +"After all, he is a clever man," she said, as she went home, "or he +could never slip about as he does, like an eel, and that with so very +little motion." + +On the next morning the Vicar started alone in his gig. He had +at first said that he would take with him a nondescript boy, who +was partly groom, partly gardener, and partly shoeblack, and who +consequently did half the work of the house; but at last he decided +that he would go alone. "Peter is very silent, and most meritoriously +uninterested in everything," he said to his wife. "He wouldn't tell +much, but even he might tell something." So he got himself into +his gig, and drove off alone. He took the Devizes road, and passed +through Lavington without asking a question; but when he was half way +between that place and Devizes, he stopped his horse at a lane that +led away to the right. He had been on the road before, but he did +not know that lane. He waited awhile till an old woman whom he saw +coming to him, reached him, and asked her whether the lane would take +him across to the Marlborough Road. The old woman knew nothing of +the Marlborough Road, and looked as though she had never heard of +Marlborough. Then he asked the way to Pycroft Common. Yes; the lane +would take him to Pycroft Common. Would it take him to the Bald-faced +Stag? The old woman said it would take him to Rump End Corner, +"but she didn't know nowt o' t'other place." He took the lane, +however, and without much difficulty made his way to the Bald-faced +Stag,--which, in the days of the glory of that branch of the Western +Road, used to supply beer to at least a dozen coaches a-day, but +which now, alas! could slake no drowth but that of the rural +aborigines. At the Bald-faced Stag, however, he found that he could +get a feed of corn, and here he put up his horse,--and saw the corn +eaten. + +Pycroft Common was a mile from him, and to Pycroft Common he walked. +He took the road towards Marlborough for half a mile, and then broke +off across the open ground to the left. There was no difficulty in +finding this place, and now it was his object to discover the cottage +of Mrs. Burrows without asking the neighbours for her by name. He had +obtained a certain amount of information, and thought that he could +act on it. He walked on to the middle of the common, and looked for +his points of bearing. There was the beer-house, and there was the +lane that led away to Pewsey, and there were the two brick cottages +standing together. Mrs. Burrows lived in the little white cottage +just behind. He walked straight up to the door, between the +sunflowers and the rose-bush, and, pausing for a few moments to think +whether or no he would enter the cottage unannounced, knocked at the +door. A policeman would have entered without doing so,--and so would +a poacher knock over a hare on its form; but whatever creature a +gentleman or a sportsman be hunting, he will always give it a chance. +He rapped, and immediately heard that there were sounds within. He +rapped again, and in about a minute was told to enter. Then he opened +the door, and found but one person within. It was a young woman, and +he stood for a moment looking at her before he spoke. + +"Carry Brattle," he said, "I am glad that I have found you." + +"Laws, Mr. Fenwick!" + +"Carry, I am so glad to see you;"--and then he put out his hand to +her. + +"Oh, Mr. Fenwick, I ain't fit for the likes of you to touch," she +said. But as his hand was still stretched out she put her own into +it, and he held it in his grasp for a few seconds. She was a poor, +sickly-looking thing now, but there were the remains of great beauty +in the face,--or rather, the presence of beauty, but of beauty +obscured by flushes of riotous living and periods of want, by +ill-health, harsh usage, and, worst of all, by the sharp agonies of +an intermittent conscience. It was a pale, gentle face, on which +there were still streaks of pink,--a soft, laughing face it had been +once, and still there was a gleam of light in the eyes that told of +past merriment, and almost promised mirth to come, if only some great +evil might be cured. Her long flaxen curls still hung down her face, +but they were larger, and, as Fenwick thought, more tawdry than of +yore; and her cheeks were thin, and her eyes were hollow; and then +there had come across her mouth that look of boldness which the use +of bad, sharp words, half-wicked and half-witty, will always give. +She was dressed decently, and was sitting in a low chair, with a +torn, disreputable-looking old novel in her hand. Fenwick knew that +the book had been taken up on the spur of the moment, as there had +certainly been someone there when he had knocked at the door. + +And yet, though vice had laid its heavy hand upon her, the glory +and the brightness, and the sweet outward flavour of innocence, had +not altogether departed from her. Though her mouth was bold, her +eyes were soft and womanly, and she looked up into the face of the +clergyman with a gentle, tamed, beseeching gaze, which softened and +won his heart at once. Not that his heart had ever been hard against +her. Perhaps it was a fault with him that he never hardened his heart +against a sinner, unless the sin implied pretence and falsehood. +At this moment, remembering the little Carry Brattle of old, who +had sometimes been so sweetly obedient, and sometimes so wilful, +under his hands, whom he had petted, and caressed, and scolded, and +loved,--whom he had loved undoubtedly in part because she had been so +pretty,--whom he had hoped that he might live to marry to some good +farmer, in whose kitchen he would ever be welcome, and whose children +he would christen;--remembering all this, he would now, at this +moment, have taken her in his arms and embraced her, if he dared, +showing her that he did not account her to be vile, begging her to +become more good, and planning some course for her future life. + +"I have come across from Bullhampton, Carry, to find you," he said. + +"It's a poor place you're come to, Mr. Fenwick. I suppose the police +told you of my being here?" + +"I had heard of it. Tell me, Carry, what do you know of Sam?" + +"Of Sam?" + +"Yes--of Sam. Don't tell me an untruth. You need tell me nothing, you +know, unless you like. I don't come to ask as having any authority, +only as a friend of his, and of yours." + +She paused a moment before she replied. "Sam hasn't done any harm to +nobody," she said. + +"I don't say he has. I only want to know where he is. You can +understand, Carry, that it would be best that he should be at home." + +She paused again, and then she blurted out her answer. "He went out +o' that back door, Mr. Fenwick, when you came in at t'other." The +Vicar immediately went to the back door, but Sam, of course, was not +to be seen. + +"Why should he be hiding if he has done no harm?" said the Vicar. + +"He thought it was one of them police. They do be coming here a'most +every day, till one's heart faints at seeing 'em. I'd go away if I'd +e'er a place to go to." + +"Have you no place at home, Carry?" + +"No, sir; no place." + +This was so true that he couldn't tell himself why he had asked the +question. She certainly had no place at home till her father's heart +should be changed towards her. + +"Carry," said he, speaking very slowly, "they tell me that you are +married. Is that true?" + +She made him no answer. + +"I wish you would tell me, if you can. The state of a married woman +is honest at any rate, let her husband be who he may." + +"My state is not honest." + +"You are not married, then?" + +"No, sir." + +He hardly knew how to go on with this interrogation, or to ask +questions about her past and present life, without expressing a +degree of censure which, at any rate for the present, he wished to +repress. + +"You are living here, I believe, with old Mrs. Burrows?" he said. + +"Yes, sir." + +"I was told that you were married to her son." + +"They told you untrue, sir. I know nothing of her son, except just to +have see'd him." + +"Is that true, Carry?" + +"It is true. It wasn't he at all." + +"Who was it, Carry?" + +"Not her son;--but what does it signify? He's gone away, and I shall +see un no more. He wasn't no good, Mr. Fenwick, and if you please we +won't talk about un." + +"He was not your husband?" + +"No, Mr. Fenwick; I never had a husband, nor never shall, I suppose. +What man would take the likes of me? I have just got one thing to do, +and that's all." + +"What thing is that, Carry?" + +"To die and have done with it," she said, bursting out into loud +sobs. "What's the use o' living? Nobody 'll see me, or speak to me. +Ain't I just so bad that they'd hang me if they knew how to catch +me?" + +"What do you mean, girl?" said Fenwick, thinking for the moment that +from her words she, too, might have had some part in the murder. + +"Ain't the police coming here after me a'most every day? And when +they hauls about the place, and me too, what can I say to 'em? I have +got that low that a'most everybody can say what they please to me. +And where can I go out o' this? I don't want to be living here always +with that old woman." + +"Who is the old woman, Carry?" + +"I suppose you knows, Mr. Fenwick?" + +"Mrs. Burrows, is it?" She nodded her head. "She is the mother of the +man they call the Grinder?" Again she nodded her head. "It is he whom +they accuse of the murder?" Yet again she nodded her head. "There was +another man?" She nodded it again. "And they say that there was a +third," he said,--"your brother Sam." + +"Then they lie," she shouted, jumping up from her seat. "They lie +like devils. They are devils; and they'll go, oh, down into the fiery +furnace for ever and ever." In spite of the tragedy of the moment, +Mr. Fenwick could not help joining this terribly earnest threat and +the Marquis of Trowbridge together in his imagination. "Sam hadn't no +more to do with it than you had, Mr. Fenwick." + +"I don't believe he had," said Mr. Fenwick. + +"Yes; because you're good, and kind, and don't think ill of poor folk +when they're a bit down. But as for them, they're devils." + +"I did not come here, however, to talk about the murder, Carry. If I +thought you knew who did it, I shouldn't ask you. That is business +for the police, not for me. I came here partly to look after Sam. He +ought to be at home. Why has he left his home and his work while his +name is thus in people's mouths?" + +"It ain't for me to answer for him, Mr. Fenwick. Let 'em say what +they will, they can't make the white of his eye black. But as for +me, I ain't no business to speak of nobody. How should I know why he +comes and why he goes? If I said as how he'd come to see his sister, +it wouldn't sound true, would it, sir, she being what she is?" + +He got up and went to the front door, and opened it, and looked about +him. But he was looking for nothing. His eyes were full of tears, and +he didn't care to wipe the drops away in her presence. + +"Carry," he said, coming back to her, "it wasn't all for him that I +came." + + +[Illustration: "Carry," he said, coming back to her, "it +wasn't all for him that I came."] + + +"For who else, then?" + +"Do you remember how we loved you when you were young, Carry? Do you +remember my wife, and how you used to come and play with the children +on the lawn? Do you remember, Carry, where you sat in church, and the +singing, and what trouble we had together with the chaunts? There are +one or two at Bullhampton who never will forget it?" + +"Nobody loves me now," she said, talking at him over her shoulder, +which was turned to him. + +He thought for a moment that he would tell her that the Lord loved +her; but there was something human at his heart, something perhaps +too human, which made him feel that were he down low upon the ground, +some love that was nearer to him, some love that was more easily +intelligible, which had been more palpably felt, would in his frailty +and his wickedness be of more immediate avail to him than the love +even of the Lord God. + +"Why should you think that, Carry?" + +"Because I am bad." + +"If we were to love only the good, we should love very few. I love +you, Carry, truly. My wife loves you dearly." + +"Does she?" said the girl, breaking into low sobs. "No, she don't. I +know she don't. The likes of her couldn't love the likes of me. She +wouldn't speak to me. She wouldn't touch me." + +"Come and try, Carry." + +"Father would kill me," she said. + +"Your father is full of wrath, no doubt. You have done that which +must make a father angry." + +"Oh, Mr. Fenwick, I wouldn't dare to stand before his eye for a +minute. The sound of his voice would kill me straight. How could I go +back?" + +"It isn't easy to make crooked things straight, Carry, but we may +try; and they do become straighter if one tries in earnest. Will you +answer me one question more?" + +"Anything about myself, Mr. Fenwick?" + +"Are you living in sin now, Carry?" She sat silent, not that she +would not answer him, but that she did not comprehend the extent +of the meaning of his question. "If it be so, and if you will not +abandon it, no honest person can love you. You must change yourself, +and then you will be loved." + +"I have got the money which he gave me, if you mean that," she said. + +Then he asked no further questions about herself, but reverted to the +subject of her brother. Could she bring him in to say a few words to +his old friend? But she declared that he was gone, and that she did +not know whither; that he might probably return this very day to the +mill, having told her that it was his purpose to do so soon. When he +expressed a hope that Sam held no consort with those bad men who had +murdered and robbed Mr. Trumbull, she answered him with such naïve +assurance that any such consorting was out of the question, that he +became at once convinced that the murderers were far away, and that +she knew that such was the case. As far as he could learn from her, +Sam had really been over to Pycroft with the view of seeing his +sister, taking probably a holiday of a day or two on the way. Then he +again reverted to herself, having as he thought obtained a favourable +answer to that vital question which he had asked her. + +"Have you nothing to ask of your mother?" he said. + +"Sam has told me of her and of Fan." + +"And would you not care to see her?" + +"Care, Mr. Fenwick! Wouldn't I give my eyes to see her? But how can +I see her? And what could she say to me? Father 'd kill her if she +spoke to me. Sometimes I think I'll walk there all the day, and so +get there at night, and just look about the old place, only I know +I'd drown myself in the mill-stream. I wish I had. I wish it was +done. I've seed an old poem in which they thought much of a poor girl +after she was drowned, though nobody wouldn't think nothing at all +about her before." + +"Don't drown yourself, Carry, and I'll care for you. Keep your +hands clean. You know what I mean, and I will not rest till I find +some spot for your weary feet. Will you promise me?" She made him +no answer. "I will not ask you for a spoken promise, but make it +yourself, Carry, and ask God to help you to keep it. Do you say your +prayers, Carry?" + +"Never a prayer, sir." + +"But you don't forget them. You can begin again. And now I must ask +for a promise. If I send for you will you come?" + +"What--to Bull'ompton?" + +"Wheresoever I may send for you? Do you think that I would have you +harmed?" + +"Perhaps it'd be--for a prison; or to live along with a lot of +others. Oh, Mr. Fenwick, I could not stand that." + +He did not dare to proceed any further lest he should be tempted to +make promises which he himself could not perform; but she did give +him an assurance before he went that if she left her present abode +within a month, she would let him know whither she was going. + +He went to the Bald-faced Stag and got his gig; and on his way home, +just as he was leaving the village of Lavington, he overtook Sam +Brattle. He stopped and spoke to the lad, asking him whether he was +returning home, and offering him a seat in the gig. Sam declined the +seat, but said that he was going straight to the mill. + +"It is very hard to make crooked things straight," said Mr. Fenwick +to himself as he drove up to his own hall-door. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +THE TURNOVER CORRESPONDENCE. + + +It is hoped that the reader will remember that the Marquis of +Trowbridge was subjected to very great insolence from Mr. Fenwick +during the discussion which took place in poor old farmer Trumbull's +parlour respecting the murder. Our friend, the Vicar, did not content +himself with personal invective, but made allusion to the Marquis's +daughters. The Marquis, as he was driven home in his carriage, came +to sundry conclusions about Mr. Fenwick. That the man was an infidel +he had now no matter of doubt whatever; and if an infidel, then also +a hypocrite, and a liar, and a traitor, and a thief. Was he not +robbing the parish of the tithes, and all the while entrapping the +souls of men and women? Was it not to be expected that with such a +pastor there should be such as Sam Brattle and Carry Brattle in the +parish? It was true that as yet this full blown iniquity had spread +itself only among the comparatively small number of tenants belonging +to the objectionable "person," who unfortunately owned a small number +of acres in his lordship's parish;--but his lordship's tenant had +been murdered! And with such a pastor in the parish, and such an +objectionable person, owning acres, to back the pastor, might it not +be expected that all his tenants would be murdered? Many applications +had already been made to the Marquis for the Church Farm; but as it +happened that the applicant whom the Marquis intended to favour, had +declared that he did not wish to live in the house because of the +murder, the Marquis felt himself justified in concluding that if +everything about the parish were not changed very shortly, no decent +person would be found willing to live in any of his houses. And now, +when they had been talking of murderers, and worse than murderers, +as the Marquis said to himself, shaking his head with horror in the +carriage as he thought of such iniquity, this infidel clergyman had +dared to allude to his lordship's daughters! Such a man had no right +even to think of women so exalted. The existence of the Ladies Stowte +must no doubt be known to such men, and among themselves probably +some allusion in the way of faint guesses might be made as to their +modes of life, as men guess at kings and queens, and even at gods and +goddesses. But to have an illustration, and a very base illustration, +drawn from his own daughters in his own presence, made with the +object of confuting himself,--this was more than the Marquis could +endure. He could not horsewhip Mr. Fenwick; nor could he send out +his retainers to do so; but, thank God, there was a bishop! He did +not quite see his way, but he thought that Mr. Fenwick might be made +at least to leave that parish. "Turn my daughters out of my house, +because--oh, oh!" He almost put his fist through the carriage window +in the energy of his action as he thought of it. + +As it happened, the Marquis of Trowbridge had never sat in the House +of Commons, but he had a son who sat there now. Lord St. George was +member for another county in which Lord Trowbridge had an estate, +and was a man of the world. His father admired him much, and trusted +him a good deal, but still had an idea that his son hardly estimated +in the proper light the position in the world which he was called +to fill. Lord St. George was now at home at the Castle, and in the +course of that evening the father, as a matter of course, consulted +the son. He considered that it would be his duty to write to the +bishop, but he would like to hear St. George's idea on the subject. +He began, of course, by saying that he did not doubt but that St. +George would agree with him. + +"I shouldn't make any fuss about it," said the son. + +"What! pass it over?" + +"Yes; I think so." + +"Do you understand the kind of allusion that was made to your +sisters?" + +"It won't hurt them, my lord; and people make allusion to everything +now-a-days. The bishop can't do anything. For aught you know he and +Fenwick may be bosom friends." + +"The bishop, St. George, is a most right-thinking man." + +"No doubt. The bishops, I believe, are all right-thinking men, and it +is well for them that they are so very seldom called on to go beyond +thinking. No doubt he'll think that this fellow was indiscreet; but +he can't go beyond thinking. You'll only be raising a blister for +yourself." + +"Raising a what?" + +"A blister, my lord. The longer I live the more convinced I become +that a man shouldn't keep his own sores open." + +There was something in the tone of his son's conversation which +pained the Marquis much; but his son was known to be a wise and +prudent man, and one who was rising in the political world. The +Marquis sighed, and shook his head, and murmured something as to the +duty which lay upon the great to bear the troubles incident to their +greatness;--by which he meant that sores and blisters should be +kept open, if the exigencies of rank so required. But he ended the +discussion at last by declaring that he would rest upon the matter +for forty-eight hours. Unfortunately before those forty-eight hours +were over Lord St. George had gone from Turnover Castle, and the +Marquis was left to his own lights. In the meantime, the father and +son and one or two friends, had been shooting over at Bullhampton; +so that no further steps of warfare had been taken when Mr. and Mrs. +Fenwick met the Marquis on the pathway. + +On the following day his lordship sat in his own private room +thinking of his grievance. He had thought of it and of little else +for now nearly sixty hours. "Suggest to me to turn out my daughters! +Heaven and earth! My daughters!" He was well aware that, though he +and his son often differed, he could never so safely keep himself out +of trouble as by following his son's advice. But surely this was a +matter per se, standing altogether on its own bottom, very different +from those ordinary details of life on which he and his son were wont +to disagree. His daughters! The Ladies Sophie and Carolina Stowte! It +had been suggested to him to turn them out of his house because-- Oh! +oh! The insult was so great that no human marquis could stand it. +He longed to be writing a letter to the bishop. He was proud of his +letters. Pen and paper were at hand, and he did write. + + + RIGHT REV. AND DEAR LORD BISHOP, + + I think it right to represent to your lordship the + conduct,--I believe I may be justified in saying the + misconduct,--of the Reverend ---- Fenwick, the vicar of + Bullhampton. + + +He knew our friend's Christian name very well, but he did not choose +to have it appear that his august memory had been laden with a thing +so trifling. + + + You may have heard that there has been a most horrid + murder committed in the parish on one of my tenants; and + that suspicion is rife that the murder was committed in + part by a young man, the son of a miller who lives under + a person who owns some land in the parish. The family is + very bad, one of the daughters being, as I understand, + a prostitute. The other day I thought it right to visit + the parish with the view of preventing, if possible, the + sojourn there among my people of these objectionable + characters. When there I was encountered by Mr. Fenwick, + not only in a most unchristian spirit, but in a bearing so + little gentlemanlike, that I cannot describe it to you. + He had obtruded himself into my presence, into one of my + own houses, the very house of the murdered man, and there, + when I was consulting with the person to whom I have + alluded as to the expediency of ridding ourselves of these + objectionable characters, he met me with ribaldry and + personal insolence. When I tell your lordship that he + made insinuations about my own daughters, so gross that + I cannot repeat them to you, I am sure that I need go no + further. There were present at this meeting Mr. Puddleham, + the Methodist minister, and Mr. Henry Gilmore, the + landlord of the persons in question. + + Your lordship has probably heard the character, in a + religious point of view, of this gentleman. It is not for + me to express an opinion of the motives which can induce + such a one to retain his position as an incumbent of a + parish. But I do believe that I have a right to ask from + your lordship for some inquiry into the scene which I have + attempted to describe, and to expect some protection for + the future. I do not for a moment doubt that your lordship + will do what is right in the matter. + + I have the honour to be, + Right Reverend and dear Lord Bishop, + Your most obedient and faithful Servant, + + TROWBRIDGE. + + +He read this over thrice, and became so much in love with the +composition, that on the third reading he had not the slightest doubt +as to the expediency of sending it. Nor had he much doubt but that +the bishop would do something to Mr. Fenwick, which would make the +parish too hot to hold that disgrace to the Church of England. + +When Fenwick came home from Pycroft Common he found a letter from the +bishop awaiting him. He had driven forty miles on that day, and was +rather late for dinner. His wife, however, came upstairs with him in +order that she might hear something of his story, and brought his +letters with her. He did not open that from the bishop till he was +half dressed, and then burst out into loud laughter as he read it. + +"What is it, Frank?" asked his wife, through the open door of her own +room. + +"Here's such a game," said he. "Never mind; let's have dinner, and +then you shall see it." The reader, however, may be quite sure that +Mrs. Fenwick did not wait till dinner was served before she knew the +nature of the game. + +The bishop's letter to the Vicar was very short and very rational, +and it was not that which made the Vicar laugh; but inside the +bishop's letter was that from the Marquis. "My dear Mr. Fenwick," +said the bishop, + + + after a good deal of consideration, I have determined to + send you the enclosed. I do so because I have made it a + rule never to receive an accusation against one of my + clergy without sending it to the person accused. You will, + of course, perceive that it alludes to some matter which + lies outside of my control and right of inquiry; but + perhaps you will allow me, as a friend, to suggest to you + that it is always well for a parish clergyman to avoid + controversy and quarrel with his neighbours; and that it + is especially expedient that he should be on good terms + with those who have influence in his parish. Perhaps + you will forgive me if I add that a spirit of pugnacity, + though no doubt it may lead to much that is good, has its + bad tendencies if not watched closely. + + Pray remember that Lord Trowbridge is a worthy man, doing + his duty on the whole well; and that his position, though + it be entitled to no veneration, is entitled to much + respect. If you can tell me that you will feel no grudge + against him for what has taken place, I shall be very + happy. + + You will observe that I have been careful that this letter + shall have no official character. + + Yours very faithfully, + + &c., &c., &c. + + +The letter was answered that evening, but before the answer was +written, the Marquis of Trowbridge was discussed between the husband +and wife, not in complimentary terms. Mrs. Fenwick on the occasion +was more pugnacious than her husband. She could not forgive the man +who had hinted to the bishop that her husband held his living from +unworthy motives, and that he was a bad clergyman. + +"My dear girl," said Fenwick, "what can you expect from an ass but +his ears?" + +"I don't expect downright slander from such a man as the Marquis of +Trowbridge, and if I were you I should tell the bishop so." + +"I shall tell him nothing of the kind. I shall write about the +Marquis with the kindliest feelings." + +"But you don't feel kindly?" + +"Yes, I do. The poor old idiot has nobody to keep him right, and does +the best he can according to his lights. I have no doubt he thinks +that I am everything that is horrid. I am not a bit angry with him, +and would be as civil to him to-morrow as my nature would allow me, +if he would only be civil to me." + +Then he wrote his letter which will complete the correspondence, and +which he dated for the following day:-- + + + Bullhampton Vicarage, Oct. 23, 186--. + + MY DEAR LORD BISHOP, + + I return the Marquis's letter with many thanks. I can + assure you that I take in proper spirit your little hints + as to my pugnacity of disposition, and will endeavour + to profit by them. My wife tells me that I am given to + combativeness, and I have no doubt that she is right. + + As to Lord Trowbridge, I can assure your lordship that I + will not bear any malice against him, or even think ill of + him because of his complaint. He and I probably differ in + opinion about almost everything, and he is one of those + who pity the condition of all who are so blinded as to + differ from him. The next time that I am thrown into his + company I shall act exactly as though no such letter had + been written, and as if no such meeting had taken place as + that which he describes. + + I hope I may be allowed to assure your lordship, without + any reference to my motives for keeping it, that I shall + be very slow to give up a living in your lordship's + diocese. As your letter to me is unofficial,--and I thank + you heartily for sending it in such form,--I have ventured + to reply in the same strain. + + I am, my dear Lord Bishop, + Your very faithful servant, + + FRANCIS FENWICK. + + +"There," said he, as he folded it, and handed it to his wife, "I +shall never see the remainder of the series. I would give a shilling +to know how the bishop gets out of it in writing to the Marquis, +and half-a-crown to see the Marquis's rejoinder." The reader shall +be troubled with neither, as he would hardly price them so high as +did the Vicar. The bishop's letter really contained little beyond +an assurance on his part that Mr. Fenwick had not meant anything +wrong, and that the matter was one with which he, the bishop, had no +concern; all which was worded with most complete episcopal courtesy. +The rejoinder of the Marquis was long, elaborate, and very pompous. +He did not exactly scold the bishop, but he expressed very plainly +his opinion that the Church of England was going to the dogs, because +a bishop had not the power of utterly abolishing any clergyman who +might be guilty of an offence against so distinguished a person as +the Marquis of Trowbridge. + +But what was to be done about Carry Brattle? Mrs. Fenwick, when +she had expressed her anger against the Marquis, was quite ready +to own that the matter of Carry's position was to them of much +greater moment than the wrath of the peer. How were they to put +out their hands and save that brand from the burning? Fenwick, in +his ill-considered zeal, suggested that she might be brought to +the Vicarage; but his wife at once knew that such a step would be +dangerous in every way. How could she live, and what would she do? +And what would the other servants think of it? + +"Why would the other servants mind it?" asked Fenwick. But his wife +on such a matter could have a way of her own, and that project was +soon knocked on the head. No doubt her father's house was the proper +place for her, but then her father was so dour a man. + +"Upon my word," said the Vicar, "he is the only person in the world +of whom I believe myself to be afraid. When I get at him I do not +speak to him as I would to another; and of course he knows it." + +Nevertheless, if anything was to be done for Carry Brattle, it seemed +as though it must be done by her father's permission and assistance. +"There can be no doubt that it is his duty," said Mrs. Fenwick. + +"I will not say that as a certainty," said the husband. "There is a +point at which, I presume, a father may be justified in disowning a +child. The possession of such a power, no doubt, keeps others from +going wrong. What one wants is that a father should be presumed +to have the power; but that when the time comes, he should never +use it. It is the comfortable doctrine which we are all of us +teaching;--wrath, and abomination of the sinner, before the sin; +pardon and love after it. If you were to run away from me, Janet--" + +"Frank, do not dare to speak of anything so horrible." + +"I should say now probably that were you to do so, I would never +blast my eyes by looking at you again; but I know that I should run +after you, and implore you to come back to me." + +"You wouldn't do anything of the kind; and it isn't proper to talk +about it; and I shall go to bed." + +"It is very difficult to make crooked things straight," said the +Vicar, as he walked about the room after his wife had left him. "I +suppose she ought to go into a reformatory. But I know she wouldn't; +and I shouldn't like to ask her after what she said." + +It is probably the case that Mr. Fenwick would have been able to do +his duty better, had some harsher feeling towards the sinner been +mixed with his charity. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +"I NEVER SHAMED NONE OF THEM." + + +"Something must be done about Carry Brattle at once." The Vicar felt +that he had pledged himself to take some steps for her welfare, and +it seemed to him, as he thought of the matter, that there were only +two steps possible. He might intercede with her father, or he might +use his influence to have her received into some house of correction, +some retreat, in which she might be kept from evil and disciplined +for good. He knew that the latter would be the safer plan, if it +could be brought to bear; and it would certainly be the easier for +himself. But he thought that he had almost pledged himself to the +girl not to attempt it, and he felt sure that she would not accede +to it. In his doubt he went up to his friend Gilmore, intending to +obtain the light of his friend's wisdom. He found the Squire and the +Prebendary together, and at once started his subject. + +"You'll do no good, Mr. Fenwick," said Mr. Chamberlaine, after the +two younger men had been discussing the matter for half an hour. + +"Do you mean that I ought not to try to do any good?" + +"I mean that such efforts never come to anything." + +"All the unfortunate creatures in the world, then, should be left to +go to destruction in their own way." + +"It is useless, I think, to treat special cases in an exceptional +manner. When such is done, it is done from enthusiasm, and enthusiasm +is never useful." + +"What ought a man to do, then, for the assistance of such +fellow-creatures as this poor girl?" asked the Vicar. + +"There are penitentiaries and reformatories, and it is well, no +doubt, to subscribe to them," said the Prebendary. "The subject is so +full of difficulty that one should not touch it rashly. Henry, where +is the last Quarterly?" + +"I never take it, sir." + +"I ought to have remembered," said Mr. Chamberlaine, smiling blandly. +Then he took up the Saturday Review, and endeavoured to content +himself with that. + +Gilmore and Fenwick walked down to the mill together, it being +understood that the Squire was not to show himself there. Fenwick's +difficult task, if it were to be done at all, must be done by himself +alone. He must beard the lion in his den, and make the attack without +any assistant. Gilmore had upon the whole been disposed to think +that no such attack should be made. "He'll only turn upon you with +violence, and no good will be done," said he. "He can't eat me," +Fenwick had replied, acknowledging, however, that he approached the +undertaking with fear and trembling. Before they were far from the +house Gilmore had changed the conversation and fallen back upon his +own sorrows. He had not answered Mary's letter, and now declared +that he did not intend to do so. What could he say to her? He +could not write and profess friendship; he could not offer her +his congratulations; he could not belie his heart by affecting +indifference. She had thrown him over, and now he knew it. Of what +use would it be to write to her and tell her that she had made him +miserable for ever? "I shall break up the house and get away," said +he. + +"Don't do that rashly, Harry. There can be no spot in the world in +which you can be so useful as you are here." + +"All my usefulness has been dragged out of me. I don't care about the +place or about the people. I am ill already, and shall become worse. +I think I will go abroad for four or five years. I've an idea I shall +go to the States." + +"You'll become tired of that, I should think." + +"Of course I shall. Everything is tiresome to me. I don't think +anything else can be so tiresome as my uncle, and yet I dread his +leaving me,--when I shall be alone. I suppose if one was out among +the Rocky Mountains, one wouldn't think so much about it." + +"Atra Cura sits behind the horseman," said the Vicar. "I don't know +that travelling will do it. One thing certainly will do it." + +"And what is that?" + +"Hard work. Some doctor told his patient that if he'd live on +half-a-crown a day and earn it, he'd soon be well. I'm sure that the +same prescription holds good for all maladies of the mind. You can't +earn the half-crown a day, but you may work as hard as though you +did." + +"What shall I do?" + +"Read, dig, shoot, look after the farm, and say your prayers. Don't +allow yourself time for thinking." + +"It's a fine philosophy," said Gilmore, "but I don't think any man +ever made himself happy by it. I'll leave you now." + +"I'd go and dig, if I were you," said the Vicar. + +"Perhaps I will. Do you know, I've half an idea that I'll go to +Loring." + +"What good will that do?" + +"I'll find out whether this man is a blackguard. I believe he is. My +uncle knows something about his father, and says that a bigger scamp +never lived." + +"I don't see what good you can do, Harry," said the Vicar. And so +they parted. + +Fenwick was about half a mile from the mill when Gilmore left him, +and he wished that it were a mile and a half. He knew well that an +edict had gone forth at the mill that no one should speak to the old +man about his daughter. With the mother the Vicar had often spoken +of her lost child, and had learned from her how sad it was to her +that she could never dare to mention Carry's name to her husband. He +had cursed his child, and had sworn that she should never more have +part in him or his. She had brought sorrow and shame upon him, and +he had cut her off with a steady resolve that there should be no +weak backsliding on his part. Those who knew him best declared that +the miller would certainly keep his word, and hitherto no one had +dared to speak of the lost one in her father's hearing. All this Mr. +Fenwick knew, and he knew also that the man was one who could be very +fierce in his anger. He had told his wife that old Brattle was the +only man in the world before whom he would be afraid to speak his +mind openly, and in so saying he had expressed a feeling that was +very general throughout all Bullhampton. Mr. Puddleham was a very +meddlesome man, and he had once ventured out to the mill to say a +word, not indeed about Carry, but touching some youthful iniquity of +which Sam was supposed to have been guilty. He never went near the +mill again, but would shudder and lift up his hands and his eyes when +the miller's name was mentioned. It was not that Brattle used rough +language, or became violently angry when accosted; but there was a +sullen sternness about the man, and a capability of asserting his own +mastery and personal authority, which reduced those who attacked him +to the condition of vanquished combatants, and repulsed them, so that +they would retreat as beaten dogs. Mr. Fenwick, indeed, had always +been well received at the mill. The women of the family loved him +dearly, and took great comfort in his visits. From his first arrival +in the parish he had been on intimate terms with them, though the old +man had never once entered his church. Brattle himself would bear +with him more kindly than he would with his own landlord, who might +at any day have turned him out of his holding. But even Fenwick had +been so answered more than once as to have been forced to retreat +with that feeling of having his tail, like a cur, between his legs. +"He can't eat me," he said to himself, as the low willows round the +mill came in sight. When a man is reduced to that consolation, as +many a man often is, he may be nearly sure that he will be eaten. + +When he got over the stile into the lane close to the mill-door, +he found that the mill was going. Gilmore had told him that it +might probably be so, as he had heard that the repairs were nearly +finished. Fenwick was sure that after so long a period of enforced +idleness Brattle would be in the mill, but he went at first into +the house and there found Mrs. Brattle and Fanny. Even with them he +hardly felt himself to be at home, but after a while managed to ask a +few questions about Sam. Sam had come back, and was now at work, but +he had had some terribly hard words with his father. The old man had +desired to know where his son had been. Sam had declined to tell, and +had declared that if he was to be cross-questioned about his comings +and goings he would leave the mill altogether. His father had told +him that he had better go. Sam had not gone, but the two had been +working on together since without interchanging a word. "I want to +see him especially," said Mr. Fenwick. + +"You mean Sam, sir?" asked the mother. + +"No; his father. I will go out into the lane, and perhaps Fanny will +ask him to come to me." Mrs. Brattle immediately became dismayed by a +troop of fears, and looked up into his face with soft, supplicating, +tearful eyes. So much of sorrow had come to her of late! "There is +nothing wrong, Mrs. Brattle," he said. + +"I thought perhaps you had heard something of Sam." + +"Nothing but what has made me surer than ever that he had no part in +what was done at Mr. Trumbull's farm." + +"Thank God for that!" said the mother, taking him by the hand. Then +Fanny went into the mill, and the Vicar followed her out of the +house, on to the lane. He stood leaning against a tree till the old +man came to him. He then shook the miller's hand, and made some +remark about the mill. They had begun again that morning, the miller +said. Sam had been off again, or they might have been at work on +yesterday forenoon. + +"Do not be angry with him; he has been on a good work," said the +Vicar. + +"Good or bad, I know nowt of it," said the miller. + +"I know, and if you wish I will tell you; but there is another +thing I must say first. Come a little way down the lane with me, Mr. +Brattle." + +The Vicar had assumed a tone which was almost one of rebuke,--not +intending it, but falling into it from want of histrionic power in +his attempt to be bold and solemn at the same time. The miller at +once resented it. "Why should I come down the lane?" said he. "You're +axing me to come out at a very busy moment, Muster Fenwick." + +"Nothing can be so important as that which I have to say. For the +love of God, Mr. Brattle,--for the love you bear your wife and +children, endure with me for ten minutes." Then he paused, and walked +on, and Mr. Brattle was still at his elbow. "My friend, I have seen +your daughter." + +"Which daughter?" said the miller, arresting his step. + +"Your daughter Carry, Mr. Brattle." Then the old man turned round and +would have hurried back to the mill without a word; but the Vicar +held him by his coat. "If I have ever been a friend to you or yours +listen to me now one minute." + +"Do I come to your house and tell you of your sorrows and your shame? +Let me go!" + +"Mr. Brattle, if you will stretch forth your hand, you may save her. +She is your own child--your flesh and blood. Think how easy it is for +a poor girl to fall,--how great is the temptation and how quick, and +how it comes without knowledge of the evil that is to follow! How +small is the sin, and how terrible the punishment! Your friends, Mr. +Brattle, have forgiven you worse sins than ever she has committed." + +"I never shamed none of them," said he, struggling on his way back to +the mill. + +"It is that, then;--your own misfortune and not the girl's sin that +would harden your heart against your own child? You will let her +perish in the streets, not because she has fallen, but because she +has hurt you in her fall! Is that to be a father? Is that to be a +man? Mr. Brattle, think better of yourself, and dare to obey the +instincts of your heart." + +But by this time the miller had escaped, and was striding off in +furious silence to the mill. The Vicar, oppressed by a sense of utter +failure, feeling that his interference had been absolutely valueless, +that the man's wrath and constancy were things altogether beyond his +reach, stood where he had been left, hardly daring to return to the +mill and say a word or two to the women there. But at last he did +go back. He knew well that Brattle himself would not be seen in the +house till his present mood was over. After any encounter of words +he would go and work in silence for half a day, and would seldom or +never refer again to what had taken place; he would never, so thought +the Vicar, refer to the encounter which had just taken place; but he +would remember it always, and it might be that he would never again +speak in friendship to a man who had offended him so deeply. + +After a moment's thought he determined to tell the wife, and informed +her and Fanny that he had seen Carry over at Pycroft Common. The +mother's questions as to what her child was doing, how she was +living, whether she were ill or well, and, alas! whether she were +happy or miserable, who cannot imagine? + +"She is anything but happy, I fear," said Mr. Fenwick. + +"My poor Carry!" + +"I should not wish that she should be happy till she be brought back +to the decencies of life. What shall we do to bring her back?" + +"Would she come if she were let to come?" asked Fanny. + +"I believe she would. I feel sure that she would." + +"And what did he say, Mr. Fenwick?" asked the mother. The Vicar only +shook his head. "He's very good; to me he's ever been good as gold. +But, oh, Mr. Fenwick, he is so hard." + +"He will not let you speak of her?" + +"Never a word, Mr. Fenwick. He'd look at you, sir, so that the gleam +of his eyes would fall on you like a blow. I wouldn't dare;--nor yet +wouldn't Fanny, who dares more with him than any of us." + +"If it'd serve her, I'd speak," said Fanny. + +"But couldn't I see her, Mr. Fenwick? Couldn't you take me in the +gig with you, sir? I'd slip out arter breakfast up the road, and he +wouldn't be no wiser, at least till I war back again. He wouldn't ax +no questions then, I'm thinking. Would he, Fan?" + +"He'd ask at dinner; but if I said you were out for the day along +with Mr. Fenwick, he wouldn't say any more, maybe. He'd know well +enough where you was gone to." + +Mr. Fenwick said that he would think of it, and let Fanny know on +the following Sunday. He would not make a promise now, and at any +rate he could not go before Sunday. He did not like to pledge himself +suddenly to such an adventure, knowing that it would be best that he +should first have his wife's ideas on the matter. Then he took his +leave, and as he went out of the house he saw the miller standing at +the door of the mill. He raised his hand and said, "Good-bye," but +the miller quickly turned his back to him and retreated into his +mill. + +As he walked up to his house through the village he met Mr. +Puddleham. "So Sam Brattle is off again, sir," said the minister. + +"Off what, Mr. Puddleham?" + +"Gone clean away. Out of the country." + +"Who has told you that, Mr. Puddleham?" + +"Isn't it true, sir? You ought to know, Mr. Fenwick, as you're one of +the bailsmen." + +"I've just been at the mill, and I didn't see him." + +"I don't think you'll ever see him at the mill again, Mr. Fenwick; +nor yet in Bullhampton, unless the police have to bring him here." + +"As I was saying, I didn't see him at the mill, Mr. Puddleham, +because I didn't go in; but he's working there at this moment, and +has been all the day. He's all right, Mr. Puddleham. You go and have +a few words with him, or with his father, and you'll find they're +quite comfortable at the mill now." + +"Constable Hicks told me that he was out of the country," said Mr. +Puddleham, walking away in considerable disgust. + +Mrs. Fenwick's opinion was, upon the whole, rather in favour of the +second expedition to Pycroft Common, as she declared that the mother +should at any rate be allowed to see her child. She indeed would not +submit to the idea of the miller's indomitable powers. If she were +Mrs. Brattle, she said, she'd pull the old man's ears, and make him +give way. + +"You go and try," said the Vicar. + +On the Sunday morning following, Fanny was told that on Wednesday +Mr. Fenwick would drive her mother over to Pycroft Common. He had no +doubt, he said, but that Carry would still be found living with Mrs. +Burrows. He explained that the old woman had luckily been absent +during his visit, but would probably be there when they went again. +As to that they must take their chance. And the whole plan was +arranged. Mr. Fenwick was to be on the road in his gig at Mr. +Gilmore's gate at ten o'clock, and Mrs. Brattle was to meet him there +at that hour. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +MRS. BRATTLE'S JOURNEY. + + +[Illustration] + +Mrs. Brattle was waiting at the stile opposite to Mr. Gilmore's gate +as Mr. Fenwick drove up to the spot. No doubt the dear old woman +had been there for the last half-hour, thinking that the walk would +take her twice as long as it did, and fearing that she might keep +the Vicar waiting. She had put on her Sunday clothes and her Sunday +bonnet, and when she climbed up into the vacant place beside her +friend she found her position to be so strange that for a while she +could hardly speak. He said a few words to her, but pressed her with +no questions, understanding the cause of her embarrassment. He could +not but think that of all his parishioners no two were so unlike +each other as were the miller and his wife. The one was so hard and +invincible;--the other so soft and submissive! Nevertheless it had +always been said that Brattle had been a tender and affectionate +husband. By degrees the woman's awe at the horse and gig and +strangeness of her position wore off, and she began to talk of her +daughter. She had brought a little bundle with her, thinking that she +might supply feminine wants, and had apologised humbly for venturing +to come so laden. Fenwick, who remembered what Carry had said about +money that she still had, and who was nearly sure that the murderers +had gone to Pycroft Common after the murder had been committed, had +found a difficulty in explaining to Mrs. Brattle that her child was +probably not in want. The son had been accused of the murder of the +man, and now the Vicar had but little doubt that the daughter was +living on the proceeds of the robbery. "It's a hard life she must be +living, Mr. Fenwick, with an old 'ooman the likes of that," said Mrs. +Brattle. "Perhaps if I'd brought a morsel of some'at to eat--" + +"I don't think they're pressed in that way, Mrs. Brattle." + +"Ain't they now? But it's a'most worse, Mr. Fenwick, when one thinks +where it's to come from. The Lord have mercy on her, and bring her +out of it!" + +"Amen," said the Vicar. + +"And is she bright at all, and simple still? She was the brightest, +simplest lass in all Bull'ompton, I used to think. I suppose her old +ways have a'most left her, Mr. Fenwick?" + +"I thought her very like what she used to be." + +"'Deed now, did you, Mr. Fenwick? And she wasn't mopish and +slatternly like?" + +"She was tidy enough. You wouldn't wish me to say that she was +happy?" + +"I suppose not, Mr. Fenwick. I shouldn't ought;--ought I, now? But, +Mr. Fenwick, I'd give my left hand she should be happy and gay once +more. I suppose none but a mother feels it, but the sound of her +voice through the house was ever the sweetest music I know'd on. +It'll never have the same ring again, Mr. Fenwick." + +He could not tell her that it would. That sainted sinner of whom he +had reminded Mr. Puddleham, though she had attained to the joy of the +Lord,--even she had never regained the mirth of her young innocence. +There is a bloom on the flower which may rest there till the +flower has utterly perished, if the handling of it be sufficiently +delicate;--but no care, nothing that can be done by friends on earth, +or even by better friendship from above, can replace that when once +displaced. The sound of which the mother was thinking could never be +heard again from Carry Brattle's voice. "If we could only get her +home once more," said the Vicar, "she might be a good daughter to you +still." + +"I'd be a good mother to her, Mr. Fenwick;--but I'm thinking he'll +never have it so. I never knew him to change on a thing like that, +Mr. Fenwick. He felt it that keenly, it nigh killed 'im. Only that he +took it out o' hisself in thrashing that wicked man, I a'most think +he'd a' died o' it." + +Again the Vicar drove to the Bald-faced Stag, and again he walked +along the road and over the common. He offered his arm to the old +woman, but she wouldn't accept it; nor would she upon any entreaty +allow him to carry her bundle. She assured him that his doing so +would make her utterly wretched, and at last he gave up the point. +She declared that she suffered nothing from fatigue, and that her two +miles' walk would not be more than her Sunday journey to church and +back. But as she drew near to the house she became uneasy, and once +asked to be allowed to pause for a moment. "May be, then," said she, +"after all, my girl'd rather that I wouldn't trouble her." He took +her by the arm and led her along, and comforted her,--assuring her +that if she would take her child in her arms Carry would for the +moment be in a heaven of happiness. "Take her into my arms, Mr. +Fenwick? Why,--isn't she in my very heart of hearts at this moment? +And I won't say not a word sharp to her;--not now, Mr. Fenwick. And +why would I say sharp words at all? I suppose she understands it +all." + +"I think she does, Mrs. Brattle." + +They had now reached the door, and the Vicar knocked. No answer came +at once; but such had been the case when he knocked before. He had +learned to understand that in such a household it might not be wise +to admit all comers without consideration. So he knocked again,--and +then again. But still there came no answer. Then he tried the door, +and found that it was locked. "May be she's seen me coming," said the +mother, "and now she won't let me in." The Vicar then went round the +cottage, and found that the back door also was closed. Then he looked +in at one of the front windows, and became aware that no one was +sitting, at least in the kitchen. There was an upstairs room, but of +that the window was closed. + +"I begin to fear," he said, "that neither of them is at home." + +At this moment he heard the voice of a woman calling to him from the +door of the nearest cottage,--one of the two brick tenements which +stood together,--and from her he learned that Mrs. Burrows had gone +into Devizes, and would not probably be home till the evening. Then +he asked after Carry, not mentioning her name, but speaking of her as +the young woman who lived with Mrs. Burrows. "Her young man come and +took her up to Lon'on o' Saturday," said the woman. + +Fenwick heard the words, but Mrs. Brattle did not hear them. It did +not occur to him not to believe the woman's statement, and all his +hopes about the poor creature were at once dashed to the ground. His +first feeling was no doubt one of resentment, that she had broken +her word to him. She had said that she would not go within a month +without letting him know that she was going; and there is no fault, +no vice, that strikes any of us so strongly as falsehood or injustice +against ourselves. And then the nature of the statement was so +terrible! She had gone back into utter degradation and iniquity. And +who was the young man? As far as he could obtain a clue, through the +information which had reached him from various sources, this young +man must be the companion of the Grinder in the murder and robbery of +Mr. Trumbull. "She has gone away, Mrs. Brattle," said he, with as sad +a voice as ever a man used. + +"And where be she gone to, Mr. Fenwick? Cannot I go arter her?" He +simply shook his head and took her by the arm to lead her away. "Do +they know nothing of her, Mr. Fenwick?" + +"She has gone away; probably to London. We must think no more about +her, Mrs. Brattle--at any rate for the present. I can only say that I +am very, very sorry that I brought you here." + +The drive back to Bullhampton was very silent and very sad. Mrs. +Brattle had before her the difficulty of explaining her journey to +her husband, together with the feeling that the difficulty had been +incurred altogether for nothing. As for Fenwick, he was angry with +himself for his own past enthusiasm about the girl. After all, Mr. +Chamberlaine had shown himself to be the wiser man of the two. He +had declared it to be no good to take up special cases, and the +Vicar as he drove himself home notified to himself his assent with +the Prebendary's doctrine. The girl had gone off the moment she +had ascertained that her friends were aware of her presence and +situation. What to her had been the kindness of her clerical friend, +or the stories brought to her from her early home, or the dirt and +squalor of the life which she was leading? The moment that there was +a question of bringing her back to the decencies of the world, she +escaped from her friends and hurried back to the pollution which, no +doubt, had charms for her. He had allowed himself to think that in +spite of her impurity, she might again be almost pure, and this was +his reward! He deposited the poor woman at the spot at which he had +taken her up, almost without a word, and then drove himself home with +a heavy heart. "I believe it will be best to be like her father, and +never to name her again," said he to his wife. + +"But what has she done, Frank?" + +"Gone back to the life which I suppose she likes best. Let us say no +more about it,--at any rate for the present. I'm sick at heart when I +think of it." + +Mrs. Brattle, when she got over the stile close to her own home, saw +her husband standing at the mill door. Her heart sank within her, if +that could be said to sink which was already so low. He did not move, +but stood there with his eyes fixed upon her. She had hoped that she +might get into the house unobserved by him, and learn from Fanny what +had taken place; but she felt so like a culprit that she hardly dared +to enter the door. Would it not be best to go to him at once, and ask +his pardon for what she had done? When he spoke to her, which he did +at last, his voice was a relief to her. "Where hast been, Maggie?" he +asked. She went up to him, put her hand on the lappet of his coat and +shook her head. "Best go in and sit easy, and hear what God sends," +he said. "What's the use of scouring about the country here and +there?" + +"There has been no use in it to-day, feyther," she said. + +"There arn't no use in it,--not never," he said; and after that there +was no more about it. She went into the house and handed the bundle +to Fanny, and sat down on the bed and cried. On the following morning +Frank Fenwick received the following letter:-- + + + London, Sunday. + + HONOURED SIR, + + I told you that I would write if it came as I was going + away, but I've been forced to go without writing. There + was nothing to write with at the cottage. Mrs. Burrows + and me had words, and I thought as she would rob me, and + perhaps worse. She is a bad woman, and I could stand it no + longer, so I just come up here, as there was nowhere else + for me to find a place to lie down in. I thought I'd just + write and tell you, because of my word; but I know it + isn't no use. + + I'd send my respects and love to father and mother, if I + dared. I did think of going over; but I know he'd kill me, + and so he ought. I'd send my respects to Mrs. Fenwick, + only that I isn't fit to name her;--and my love to sister + Fanny. I've come away here, and must just wait till I die. + + Yours humbly, and most unfortunate, + + CARRY. + + If it's any good to be sorry, nobody can be more sorry + than me, and nobody more unhappy. I did try to pray when + you was gone, but it only made me more ashamed. If there + was only anywhere to go to, I'd go. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +THE BULL AT LORING. + + +Gilmore had told his friend that he would do two things,--that he +would start off and travel for four or five years, and that he would +pay a visit to Loring. Fenwick had advised him to do neither, but to +stay at home and dig and say his prayers. But in such emergencies +no man takes his friend's advice; and when Mr. Chamberlaine had +left him, Gilmore had made up his mind that he would at any rate go +to Loring. He went to church on the Sunday morning, and was half +resolved to tell Mrs. Fenwick of his purpose; but chance delayed her +in the church, and he sauntered away home without having mentioned +it. He let half the next week pass by without stirring beyond his +own ground. During those three days he changed his mind half a dozen +times; but at last, on the Thursday, he had his portmanteau packed +and started on his journey. As he was preparing to leave the house +he wrote one line to Fenwick in pencil. "I am this moment off to +Loring.--H. G." This he left in the village as he drove through to +the Westbury station. + +He had formed no idea in his own mind of any definite purpose in +going. He did not know what he should do or what say when he got to +Loring. He had told himself a hundred times that any persecution of +the girl on his part would be mean and unworthy of him. And he was +also aware that no condition in which a man could place himself was +more open to contempt than that of a whining, pining, unsuccessful +lover. A man is bound to take a woman's decision against him, bear +it as he may, and say as little against it as possible. He is bound +to do so when he is convinced that a woman's decision is final; and +there can be no stronger proof of such finality than the fact that +she has declared a preference for some other man. All this Gilmore +knew, but he would not divest himself of the idea that there might +still be some turn in the wheel of fortune. He had heard a vague +rumour that Captain Marrable, his rival, was a very dangerous man. +His uncle was quite sure that the Captain's father was thoroughly +bad, and had thrown out hints against the son, which Gilmore in his +anxiety magnified till he felt convinced that the girl whom he loved +with all his heart was going to throw herself into the arms of a +thorough scamp. Could he not do something, if not for his own sake, +then for hers? Might it not be possible for him to deliver her from +her danger? What, if he should discover some great iniquity;--would +she not then in her gratitude be softened towards him? It was on +the cards that this reprobate was married already, and was about +to commit bigamy. It was quite probable that such a man should be +deeply in debt. As for the fortune that had been left to him, Mr. +Chamberlaine had already ascertained that that amounted to nothing. +It had been consumed to the last shilling in paying the joint debts +of the father and son. Men such as Mr. Chamberlaine have sources of +information which are marvellous to the minds of those who are more +secluded, and not the less marvellous because the information is +invariably false. Gilmore in this way almost came to a conviction +that Mary Lowther was about to sacrifice herself to a man utterly +unworthy of her, and he taught himself, not to think,--but to believe +it to be possible that he might save her. Those who knew him would +have said that he was the last man in the world to be carried away +by a romantic notion;--but he had his own idea of romance as plainly +developed in his mind as was ever the case with a knight of old, who +went forth for the relief of a distressed damsel. If he could do +anything towards saving her, he would do it, or try to do it, though +he should be brought to ruin in the attempt. Might it not be that at +last he would have the reward which other knights always attained? +The chance in his favour was doubtless small, but the world was +nothing to him without this chance. + +He had never been at Loring before, but he had learned the way. He +went to Chippenham and Swindon, and then by the train to Loring. He +had no very definite plan formed for himself. He rather thought that +he would call at Miss Marrable's house,--call if possible when Mary +Lowther was not there,--and learn from the elder lady something of +the facts of the case. He had been well aware for many weeks past, +from early days in the summer, that old Miss Marrable had been in +favour of his claim. He had heard too that there had been family +quarrels among the Marrables, and a word had been dropped in his +hearing by Mrs. Fenwick, which had implied that Miss Marrable was +by no means pleased with the match which her niece Mary Lowther was +proposing to herself. Everything seemed to show that Captain Marrable +was a most undesirable person. + +When he reached the station at Loring it was incumbent on him to go +somewhither at once. He must provide for himself for the night. He +found two omnibuses at the station, and two inn servants competing +with great ardour for his carpet bag. There were the Dragon and the +Bull fighting for him. The Bull in the Lowtown was commercial and +prosperous. The Dragon at Uphill was aristocratic, devoted to county +purposes, and rather hard set to keep its jaws open and its tail +flying. Prosperity is always becoming more prosperous, and the +allurements of the Bull prevailed. "Are you a going to rob the gent +of his walise?" said the indignant Boots of the Bull as he rescued +Mr. Gilmore's property from the hands of his natural enemy, as soon +as he had secured the entrance of Mr. Gilmore into his own vehicle. +Had Mr. Gilmore known that the Dragon was next door but one to Miss +Marrable's house, and that the Bull was nearly equally contiguous +to that in which Captain Marrable was residing, his choice probably +would not have been altered. In such cases, the knight who is to be +the deliverer desires above all things that he may be near to his +enemy. + +He was shown up to a bedroom, and then ushered into the commercial +room of the house. Loring, though it does a very pretty trade as a +small town, and now has for some years been regarded as a thriving +place in its degree, is not of such importance in the way of business +as to support a commercial inn of the first class. At such houses the +commercial room is as much closed against the uninitiated as is a +first-class club in London. In such rooms a non-commercial man would +be almost as much astray as is a non-broker in Capel Court, or an +attorney in a bar mess-room. At the Bull things were a little mixed. +The very fact that the words "Commercial Room" were painted on the +door proved to those who understood such matters that there was a +doubt in the case. They had no coffee room at the Bull, and strangers +who came that way were of necessity shown into that in which the +gentlemen of the road were wont to relax themselves. Certain +commercial laws are maintained in such apartments. Cigars are not +allowed before nine o'clock, except upon some distinct arrangement +with the waiter. There is not, as a rule, a regular daily commercial +repast; but when three or more gentlemen dine together at five +o'clock, the dinner becomes a commercial dinner, and the commercial +laws as to wine, &c., are enforced, with more or less restriction as +circumstances may seem to demand. At the present time there was but +one occupant of the chamber to greet Mr. Gilmore when he entered, +and this greeting was made with all the full honours of commercial +courtesy. The commercial gentleman is of his nature gregarious, and +although he be exclusive to a strong degree, more so probably than +almost any other man in regard to the sacred hour of dinner, when +in the full glory of his confraternity, he will condescend, when +the circumstances of his profession have separated him from his +professional brethren, to be festive with almost any gentleman whom +chance may throw in his way. Mr. Cockey had been alone for a whole +day when Gilmore arrived, having reached Loring just twenty-four +hours in advance of our friend, and was contemplating the sadly +diminished joys of a second solitary dinner at the Bull, when fortune +threw this stranger in his way. The waiter, looking at the matter in +a somewhat similar light, and aware that a combined meal would be for +the advantage of all parties, very soon assisted Mr. Cockey in making +his arrangements for the evening. Mr. Gilmore would no doubt want to +dine. Dinner would be served at five o'clock. Mr. Cockey was going to +dine, and Mr. Gilmore, the waiter thought, would probably be glad to +join him. Mr. Cockey expressed himself as delighted, and would only +be too happy. Now men in love, let their case be ever so bad, must +dine or die. So much no doubt is not admitted by the chroniclers +of the old knights who went forth after their ladies; but the +old chroniclers, if they soared somewhat higher than do those +of the present day, are admitted to have been on the whole less +circumstantially truthful. Our knight was very sad at heart, and +would have done according to his prowess as much as any Orlando of +them all for the lady whom he loved,--but nevertheless he was an +hungered; the mention of dinner was pleasant to him, and he accepted +the joint courtesies of Mr. Cockey and the waiter with gratitude. + +The codfish and beefsteak, though somewhat woolly and tough, were +wholesome; and the pint of sherry which at Mr. Cockey's suggestion +was supplied to them, if not of itself wholesome, was innocent +by reason of its dimensions. Mr. Cockey himself was pleasant and +communicative, and told Mr. Gilmore a good deal about Loring. Our +friend was afraid to ask any leading questions as to the persons in +the place who interested himself, feeling conscious that his own +subject was one which would not bear touch from a rough hand. He did +at last venture to make inquiry about the clergyman of the parish. +Mr. Cockey, with some merriment at his own wit, declared that the +church was a house of business at which he did not often call for +orders. Though he had been coming to Loring now for four years, he +had never heard anything of the clergyman; but the waiter no doubt +would tell them. Gilmore rather hesitated, and protested that he +cared little for the matter; but the waiter was called in and +questioned, and was soon full of stories about old Mr. Marrable. He +was a good sort of man in his way, the waiter thought, but not much +of a preacher. The people liked him because he never interfered with +them. "He don't go poking his nose into people's 'ouses like some +of 'em," said the waiter, who then began to tell of the pertinacity +in that respect of a younger clergyman at Uphill. Yes; Parson +Marrable had a relation living at Uphill; an old lady. "No; not +his grandmother." This was in answer to a joke on the part of Mr. +Cockey. Nor yet a daughter. The waiter thought she was some kind of +a cousin, though he did not know what kind. A very grand lady was +Miss Marrable, according to his showing, and much thought of by the +quality. There was a young lady living with her, though the waiter +did not know the young lady's name. + +"Does the Rev. Mr. Marrable live alone?" asked Gilmore. "Well, yes; +for the most part quite alone. But just at present he had a visitor." +Then the waiter told all that he knew about the Captain. The most +material part of this was that the Captain had returned from London +that very evening;--had come in by the Express while the two "gents" +were at dinner, and had been taken to the Lowtown parsonage by the +Bull 'bus. "Quite the gentleman," was the Captain, according to the +waiter, and one of the "handsomest gents as ever he'd set his eyes +upon." "D---- him," said poor Harry Gilmore to himself. Then he +ventured upon another question. Did the waiter know anything of +Captain Marrable's father? The waiter only knew that the Captain's +father was "a military gent, and was high up in the army." From all +which the only information which Gilmore received was the fact that +the match between Marrable and Mary Lowther had not as yet become the +talk of the town. After dinner Mr. Cockey proposed a glass of toddy +and a cigar, remarking that he would move a bill for dispensing +with the smoking rule for that night only, and to this also Gilmore +assented. Now that he was at Loring he did not know what to do with +himself better than drinking toddy with Mr. Cockey. Mr. Cockey +declared the bill to be carried nem. con., and the cigars and toddy +were produced. Mr. Cockey remarked that he had heard of Sir Gregory +Marrable, of Dunripple Park. He travelled in Warwickshire, and was in +the habit, as he said, of fishing up little facts. Sir Gregory wasn't +much of a man, according to his account. The estate was small and, +as Mr. Cockey fancied, a little out at elbows. Mr. Cockey thought it +all very well to be a country gentleman and a "barrow knight," as he +called it, as long as you had an estate to follow; but he thought +very little of a title without plenty of stuff. Commerce, according +to his notions, was the back bone of the nation;--and that the corps +of travelling commercial gentlemen was the back bone of trade, every +child knew. Mr. Cockey became warm and friendly as he drank his +toddy. "Now, I don't know what you are, sir," said he. + +"I'm not very much of anything," said Gilmore. + +"Perhaps not, sir. Let that be as it may. But a man, sir, that feels +that he's one of the supports of the commercial supremacy of this +nation ain't got much reason to be ashamed of himself." + +"Not on that account, certainly." + +"Nor yet on no other account, as long as he's true to his employers. +Now you talk of country gentlemen." + +"I didn't talk of them," said Gilmore. + +"Well,--no,--you didn't; but they do, you know. What does a country +gentleman know, and what does he do? What's the country the better of +him? He 'unts, and he shoots, and he goes to bed with his skin full +of wine, and then he gets up and he 'unts and he shoots again, and +'as his skin full once more. That's about all." + +"Sometimes he's a magistrate." + +"Yes, justices' justice! we know all about that. Put an old man in +prison for a week because he looks into his 'ay-field on a Sunday; or +send a young one to the treadmill for two months because he knocks +over a 'are! All them cases ought to be tried in the towns, and there +should be beaks paid as there is in London. I don't see the good of a +country gentleman. Buying and selling;--that's what the world has to +go by." + +"They buy and sell land." + +"No; they don't. They buy a bit now and then when they're screws, and +they sell a bit now and then when the eating and drinking has gone +too fast. But as for capital and investment, they know nothing about +it. After all, they ain't getting above two-and-a-half per cent. for +their money. We all know what that must come to." + +Mr. Cockey had been so mild before the pint of sherry and the glass +of toddy, that Mr. Gilmore was somewhat dismayed by the change. Mr. +Cockey, however, in his altered aspect seemed to be so much the less +gracious, that Gilmore left him and strolled out into the town. He +climbed up the hill and walked round the church and looked up at the +windows of Miss Marrable's house, of which he had learned the site; +but he had no adventure, saw nothing that interested him, and at +half-past nine took himself wearily to bed. + +That same day Captain Marrable had run down from London to Loring +laden with terrible news. The money on which he had counted was all +gone! "What do you mean?" said his uncle; "have the lawyers been +deceiving you all through?" + +"What is it to me?" said the ruined man. "It is all gone. They have +satisfied me that nothing more can be done." Parson John whistled +with a long-drawn note of wonder. "The people they were dealing with +would be willing enough to give up the money, but it's all gone. It's +spent, and there's no trace of it." + +"Poor fellow!" + + +[Illustration: Parson John and Walter Marrable.] + + +"I've seen my father, uncle John." + +"And what passed?" + +"I told him that he was a scoundrel, and then I left him. I didn't +strike him." + +"I should hope not that, Walter." + +"I kept my hands off him; but when a man has ruined you as he has +me, it doesn't much matter who he is. Your father and any other man +are much the same to you then. He was worn, and old, and pale, or I +should have felled him to the ground." + +"And what will you do now?" + +"Just go to that hell upon earth on the other side of the globe. +There's nothing else to be done. I've applied for extension of leave, +and told them why." + +Nothing more was said that night between the uncle and nephew, and +no word had been spoken about Mary Lowther. On the next morning the +breakfast at the parsonage passed by in silence. Parson John had been +thinking a good deal of Mary, but had resolved that it was best that +he should hold his tongue for the present. From the moment in which +he had first heard of the engagement, he had made up his mind that +his nephew and Mary Lowther would never be married. Seeing what +his nephew was--or rather seeing that which he fancied his nephew +to be,--he was sure that he would not sacrifice himself by such a +marriage. There was always a way out of things, and Walter Marrable +would be sure to find it. The way out of it had been found now with +a vengeance. Immediately after breakfast the Captain took his hat +without a word, and walked steadily up the hill to Uphill Lane. As +he passed the door of the Bull he saw, but took no notice of, a +gentleman who was standing under the covered entrance to the inn, and +who had watched him coming out from the parsonage gate; but Gilmore, +the moment that his eyes fell upon the Captain, declared to himself +that that was his rival. Captain Marrable walked straight up the +hill and knocked at Miss Marrable's door. Was Miss Lowther at home? +Of course Miss Lowther was at home at such an hour. The girl said +that Miss Mary was alone in the breakfast parlour. Miss Marrable had +already gone down to the kitchen. Without waiting for another word, +he walked into the little back room, and there he found his love. +"Walter," she said, jumping up and running to him; "how good of you +to come so soon! We didn't expect you these two days." She had thrown +herself into his arms, but, though he embraced her, he did not kiss +her. "There is something the matter!" she said. "What is it?" As she +spoke she drew away from him and looked up into his face. He smiled +and shook his head, still holding her by the waist. "Tell me, Walter; +I know there is something wrong." + +"It is only that dirty money. My father has succeeded in getting it +all." + +"All, Walter?" said she, again drawing herself away. + +"Every shilling," said he, dropping his arm. + +"That will be very bad." + +"Not a doubt of it. I felt it just as you do." + +"And all our pretty plans are gone." + +"Yes;--all our pretty plans." + +"And what shall you do now?" + +"There is only one thing. I shall go to India again. Of course it is +just the same to me as though I were told that sentence of death had +gone against me;--only it will not be so soon over." + +"Don't say that, Walter." + +"Why not say it, my dear, when I feel it?" + +"But you don't feel it. I know it must be bad for you, but it is not +quite that. I will not think that you have nothing left worth living +for." + +"I can't ask you to go with me to that happy Paradise." + +"But I can ask you to take me," she said;--"though perhaps it will be +better that I should not." + +"My darling!--my own darling!" Then she came back to him and laid her +head upon his shoulders, and lifted his hand till it came again round +her waist. And he kissed her forehead, and smoothed her hair. "Swear +to me," she said, "that whatever happens you will not put me away +from you." + +"Put you away, dearest! A man doesn't put away the only morsel he has +to keep him from starving. But yet as I came up here this morning I +resolved that I would put you away." + +"Walter!" + +"And even now I know that they will tell me that I should do so. How +can I take you out there to such a life as that without having the +means of keeping a house over your head?" + +"Officers do marry without fortunes." + +"Yes;--and what sort of a time do their wives have? Oh, Mary, my own, +my own, my own!--it is very bad! You cannot understand it all at +once, but it is very bad." + +"If it be better for you, Walter,--" she said, again drawing herself +away. + +"It is not that, and do not say that it is. Let us at any rate trust +each other." + +She gave herself a little shake before she answered him. "I will +trust you in everything;--as God is my judge, in everything. What you +tell me to do, I will do. But, Walter, I will say one thing first. +I can look forward to nothing but absolute misery in any life that +will separate me from you. I know the difference between comfort and +discomfort in money matters, but all that is as a feather in the +balance. You are my god upon earth, and to you I must cling. Whether +you be away from me or with me, I must cling to you the same. If I +am to be separated from you for a time, I can do it with hope. If +I am to be separated from you for ever, I shall still do so,--with +despair. And now I will trust you, and I will do whatever you tell +me. If you forbid me to call you mine any longer,--I will obey, and +will never reproach you." + +"I will always be yours," he said, taking her again to his heart. + +"Then, dearest, you shall not find me wanting for anything you may +ask of me. Of course you can't decide at present." + +"I have decided that I must go to India. I have asked for the +exchange." + +"Yes;--I understand; but about our marriage. It may be that you +should go out first. I would not be unmaidenly, Walter; but remember +this--the sooner the better, if I can be a comfort to you;--but I can +bear any delay rather than be a clog upon you." + +Marrable, as he had walked up the hill,--and during all his thoughts, +indeed, since he had been convinced that the money was gone from +him,--had been disposed to think that his duty to Mary required him +to give her up. He had asked her to be his wife when he believed his +circumstances to be other than they were; and now he knew that the +life he had to offer to her was one of extreme discomfort. He had +endeavoured to shake off any idea that as he must go back to India it +would be more comfortable for himself to return without than with a +wife. He wanted to make the sacrifice of himself, and had determined +that he would do so. Now, at any rate for the moment, all his +resolves were thrown to the wind. His own love was so strong and was +so gratified by her love, that half his misery was carried away in an +enthusiasm of romantic devotion. Let the worst come to the worst, the +man that was so loved by such a woman could not be of all men the +most miserable. + +He left the house, giving to her the charge of telling the bad news +to Miss Marrable; and as he went he saw in the street before the +house the man whom he had seen standing an hour before under the +gateway of the inn. And Gilmore saw him too, and well knew where he +had been. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + +THE AUNT AND THE UNCLE. + + +Miss Marrable heard the story of the Captain's loss in perfect +silence. Mary told it craftily, with a smile on her face, as though +she were but slightly affected by it, and did not think very much on +the change it might effect in her plans and those of her lover. "He +has been ill-treated; has he not?" she said. + +"Very badly treated. I can't understand it, but it seems to me that +he has been most shamefully treated." + +"He tried to explain it all to me; but I don't know that he +succeeded." + +"Why did the lawyers deceive him?" + +"I think he was a little rash there. He took what they told him for +more than it was worth. There was some woman who said that she would +resign her claim; but when they came to look into it, she too had +signed some papers and the money was all gone. He could recover it +from his father by law, only that his father has got nothing." + +"And that is to be the end of it." + +"That is the end of our five thousand pounds," said Mary, forcing +a little laugh. Miss Marrable for a few moments made no reply. She +sat fidgety in her seat, feeling that it was her duty to explain to +Mary what must, in her opinion, be the inevitable result of this +misfortune, and yet not knowing how to begin her task. Mary was +partly aware of what was coming, and had fortified herself to reject +all advice, to assert her right to do as she pleased with herself, +and to protest that she cared nothing for the prudent views of +worldly-minded people. But she was afraid of what was coming. She +knew that arguments would be used which she would find it very +difficult to answer; and, although she had settled upon certain +strong words which she would speak, she felt that she would be +driven at last to quarrel with her aunt. On one thing she was quite +resolved. Nothing should induce her to give up her engagement,--short +of the expression of a wish to that effect from Walter Marrable +himself. + +"How will this affect you, dear?" said Miss Marrable at last. + +"I should have been a poor man's wife any how. Now I shall be the +wife of a very poor man. I suppose that will be the effect." + +"What will he do?" + +"He has, aunt, made up his mind to go to India." + +"Has he made up his mind to anything else?" + +"Of course, I know what you mean, aunt?" + +"Why should you not know? I mean, that a man going out to India, and +intending to live there as an officer on his pay, cannot be in want +of a wife." + +"You speak of a wife as if she were the same as a coach-and-four, or +a box at the opera,--a sort of luxury for rich men. Marriage, aunt, +is like death, common to all." + +"In our position in life, Mary, marriage cannot be made so common as +to be undertaken without foresight for the morrow. A poor gentleman +is further removed from marriage than any other man." + +"One knows, of course, that there will be difficulties." + +"What I mean, Mary, is, that you will have to give it up." + +"Never, Aunt Sarah. I shall never give it up." + +"Do you mean that you will marry him now, at once, and go out to +India with him, as a dead weight round his neck?" + +"I mean that he shall choose about that." + +"It is for you to choose, Mary. Don't be angry. I am bound to tell +you what I think. You can, of course, act as you please; but I think +that you ought to listen to me. He cannot go back from his engagement +without laying himself open to imputation of bad conduct." + +"Nor can I." + +"Pardon me, dear. That depends, I think, upon what passes between +you. It is at any rate for you to propose the release to him,--not to +fix him with the burthen of proposing it." Mary's heart quailed as +she heard this, but she did not show her feeling by any expression +on her face. "For a man, placed as he is, about to return to such a +climate as that of India, with such work before him as I suppose men +have there,--the burden of a wife, without the means of maintaining +her according to his views of life and hers--" + +"We have no views of life. We know that we shall be poor." + +"It is the old story of love and a cottage,--only under the most +unfavourable circumstances. A woman's view of it is, of course, +different from that of a man. He has seen more of the world, and +knows better than she does what poverty and a wife and family mean." + +"There is no reason why we should be married at once." + +"A long engagement for you would be absolutely disastrous." + +"Of course, there is disaster," said Mary. "The loss of Walter's +money is disastrous. One has to put up with disaster. But the worst +of all disasters would be to be separated. I can stand anything but +that." + +"It seems to me, Mary, that within the last few weeks your character +has become altogether altered." + +"Of course it has." + +"You used to think so much more of other people than yourself." + +"Don't I think of him, Aunt Sarah?" + +"As of a thing of your own. Two months ago you did not know him, and +now you are a millstone round his neck." + +"I will never be a millstone round anybody's neck," said Mary, +walking out of the room. She felt that her aunt had been very cruel +to her,--had attacked her in her misery without mercy; and yet she +knew that every word that had been uttered had been spoken in pure +affection. She did not believe that her aunt's chief purpose had been +to save Walter from the fruits of an imprudent marriage. Had she +so believed, the words would have had more effect on her. She saw, +or thought that she saw, that her aunt was trying to save herself +against her own will, and at this she was indignant. She was +determined to persevere; and this endeavour to make her feel that +her perseverance would be disastrous to the man she loved was, she +thought, very cruel. She stalked upstairs with unruffled demeanour; +but when there, she threw herself on her bed and sobbed bitterly. +Could it be that it was her duty, for his sake, to tell him that the +whole thing should be at an end? It was impossible for her to do so +now, because she had sworn to him that she would be guided altogether +by him in his present troubles. She must keep her word to him, +whatever happened; but of this she was quite sure,--that if he should +show the slightest sign of a wish to be free from his engagement, +she would make him free--at once. She would make him free, and would +never allow herself to think for a moment that he had been wrong. +She had told him what her own feelings were very plainly,--perhaps, +in her enthusiasm, too plainly,--and now he must judge for himself +and for her. In respect to her aunt, she would endeavour to avoid +any further conversation on the subject till her lover should have +decided finally what would be best for both of them. If he should +choose to say that everything between them should be over, she would +acquiesce,--and all the world should be over for her at the same +time. + +While this was going on in Uphill Lane something of the same kind was +taking place at the Lowtown Parsonage. Parson John became aware that +his nephew had been with the ladies at Uphill, and when the young +man came in for lunch, he asked some question which introduced the +subject. "You've told them of this fresh trouble, no doubt." + +"I didn't see Miss Marrable," said the Captain. + +"I don't know that Miss Marrable much signifies. You haven't asked +Miss Marrable to be your wife." + +"I saw Mary, and I told her." + +"I hope you made no bones about it." + +"I don't know what you mean, sir." + +"I hope you told her that you two had had your little game of play, +like two children, and that there must be an end of it." + +"No; I didn't tell her that." + +"That's what you have got to tell her in some kind of language, and +the sooner you do it the better. Of course you can't marry her. You +couldn't have done it if this money had been all right, and it's out +of the question now. Bless my soul! how you would hate each other +before six months were over. I can understand that for a strong +fellow like you, when he's used to it, India may be a jolly place +enough." + +"It's a great deal more than I can understand." + +"But for a poor man with a wife and family;--oh dear! it must be very +bad indeed. And neither of you have ever been used to that kind of +thing." + +"I have not," said the Captain. + +"Nor has she. That old lady up there is not rich, but she is as proud +as Lucifer, and always lives as though the whole place belonged to +her. She's a good manager, and she don't run in debt;--but Mary +Lowther knows no more of roughing it than a duchess." + +"I hope I may never have to teach her." + +"I trust you never may. It's a very bad lesson for a young man +to have to teach a young woman. Some women die in the learning. +Some won't learn it at all. Others do, and become dirty and rough +themselves. Now, you are very particular about women." + +"I like to see them well turned out." + +"What would you think of your own wife, nursing perhaps a couple of +babies, dressed nohow when she gets up in the morning, and going on +in the same way till night? That's the kind of life with officers who +marry on their pay. I don't say anything against it. If the man likes +it,--or rather if he's able to put up with it,--it may be all very +well; but you couldn't put up with it. Mary's very nice now, but +you'd come to be so sick of her, that you'd feel half like cutting +her throat,--or your own." + +"It would be the latter for choice, sir." + +"I dare say it would. But even that isn't a pleasant thing to look +forward to. I'll tell you the truth about it, my boy. When you first +came to me and told me that you were going to marry Mary Lowther, I +knew it could not be. It was no business of mine; but I knew it could +not be. Such engagements always get themselves broken off somehow. +Now and again there are a pair of fools who go through with it;--but +for the most part it's a matter of kissing and lovers' vows for a +week or two." + +"You seem to know all about it, Uncle John." + +"I haven't lived to be seventy without knowing something, I suppose. +And now here you are without a shilling. I dare say, if the truth +were known, you've a few debts here and there." + +"I may owe three or four hundred pounds or so." + +"As much as a year's income;--and you talk of marrying a girl without +a farthing." + +"She has twelve hundred pounds." + +"Just enough to pay your own debts, and take you out to India,--so +that you may start without a penny. Is that the sort of career that +will suit you, Walter? Can you trust yourself to that kind of thing, +with a wife under your arm? If you were a man of fortune, no doubt +Mary would make a very nice wife; but, as it is,--you must give it +up." + +Whereupon Captain Marrable lit a pipe and took himself into the +parson's garden, thence into the stables and stable-yard, and again +back to the garden, thinking of all this. There was not a word spoken +by Parson John which Walter did not know to be true. He had already +come to the conclusion that he must go out to India before he +married. As for marrying Mary at once and taking her with him this +winter, that was impossible. He must go and look about him;--and as +he thought of this he was forced to acknowledge to himself that he +regarded the delay as a reprieve. The sooner the better had been +Mary's view with him. Though he was loath enough to entertain the +idea of giving her up, he was obliged to confess that, like the +condemned man, he desired a long day. There was nothing happy before +him in the whole prospect of his life. Of course he loved Mary. He +loved her very dearly. He loved her so dearly, that to have her taken +from him would be to have his heart plucked asunder. So he swore to +himself;--and yet he was in doubt whether it would not be better that +his heart should be plucked asunder, than that she should be made to +live in accordance with those distasteful pictures which his uncle +had drawn for him. Of himself he would not think at all. Everything +must be bad for him. What happiness could a man expect who had been +misused, cheated, and mined by his own father? For himself it did not +much matter what became of him; but he began to doubt whether for +Mary's sake it would not be well that they should be separated. And +then Mary had thrust upon him the whole responsibility of a decision! + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + +MARY LOWTHER FEELS HER WAY. + + +That afternoon there came down to the parsonage a note from Mary to +the Captain, asking her lover to meet her, and walk with her before +dinner. He met her, and they took their accustomed stroll along the +towing-path and into the fields. Mary had thought much of her aunt's +words before the note was written, and had a fixed purpose of her own +in view. It was true enough that though she loved this man with all +her heart and soul, so loved him that she could not look forward to +life apart from him without seeing that such life would be a great +blank, yet she was aware that she hardly knew him. We are apt to +suppose that love should follow personal acquaintance; and yet love +at third sight is probably as common as any love at all, and it takes +a great many sights before one human being can know another. Years +are wanted to make a friendship, but days suffice for men and women +to get married. Mary was, after a fashion, aware that she had been +too quick in giving away her heart, and that now, when the gift had +been made in full, it became her business to learn what sort of man +was he to whom she had given it. And it was not only his nature as +it affected her, but his nature as it affected himself that she +must study. She did not doubt but that he was good, and true, and +noble-minded; but it might be possible that a man good, true, and +noble-minded, might have lived with so many indulgences around him +as to be unable to achieve the constancy of heart which would be +necessary for such a life as that which would be now before them if +they married. She had told him that he should decide for himself +and for her also,--thus throwing upon him the responsibility, and +throwing upon him also, very probably, the necessity of a sacrifice. +She had meant to be generous and trusting; but it might be that of +all courses that which she had adopted was the least generous. In +order that she might put this wrong right, if there were a wrong, +she had asked him to come and walk with her. They met at the usual +spot, and she put her hand through his arm with her accustomed smile, +leaning upon him somewhat heavily for a minute, as girls do when they +want to show that they claim the arm that they lean on as their own. + +"Have you told Parson John?" said Mary. + +"Oh, yes." + +"And what does he say?" + +"Just what a crabbed, crafty, selfish old bachelor of seventy would +be sure to say." + +"You mean that he has told you to give up all idea of comforting +yourself with a wife." + +"Just that." + +"And Aunt Sarah has been saying exactly the same to me. You can't +think how eloquent Aunt Sarah has been. And her energy has quite +surprised me." + +"I don't think Aunt Sarah was ever much of a friend of mine," said +the Captain. + +"Not in the way of matrimony; in other respects she approves of you +highly, and is rather proud of you as a Marrable. If you were only +heir to the title, or something of that kind, she would think you the +finest fellow going." + +"I wish I could gratify her, with all my heart." + +"She is such a dear old creature! You don't know her in the least, +Walter. I am told she was ever so pretty when she was a girl; but she +had no fortune of her own at that time, and she didn't care to marry +beneath her position. You mustn't abuse her." + +"I've not abused her." + +"What she has been saying I am sure is very true; and I dare say +Parson John has been saying the same thing." + +"If she has caused you to change your mind, say so at once, Mary. I +shan't complain." + +Mary pressed his arm involuntarily, and loved him so dearly for the +little burst of wrath. Was it really true that he, too, had set his +heart upon it?--that all that the crafty old uncle had said had been +of no avail?--that he also loved so well that he was willing to +change the whole course of his life and become another person for the +sake of her? If it were so, she would not say a word that could by +possibility make him think that she was afraid. She would feel her +way carefully, so that he might not be led by a chance phrase to +imagine that what she was about to say was said on her own behalf. +She would be very careful, but at the same time she would be so +explicit that there should be no doubt on his mind but that he had +her full permission to retire from the engagement if he thought it +best to do so. She was quite ready to share the burthens of life with +him, let them be what they might; but she would not be a mill-stone +round his neck. At any rate, he should not be weighted with the +mill-stone, if he himself looked upon a loving wife in that light. + +"She has not caused me to change my mind at all, Walter. Of course I +know that all this is very serious. I knew that without Aunt Sarah's +telling me. After all, Aunt Sarah can't be so wise as you ought to +be, who have seen India and who know it well." + +"India is not a nice place to live in--especially for women." + +"I don't know that Loring is very nice;--but one has to take that as +it comes. Of course it would be nicer if you could live at home and +have plenty of money. I wish I had a fortune of my own. I never cared +for it before, but I do now." + +"Things don't come by wishing, Mary." + +"No; but things do come by resolving and struggling. I have no doubt +but that you will live yet to do something and to be somebody. I have +that faith in you. But I can well understand that a wife may be a +great impediment in your way." + +"I don't want to think of myself at all." + +"But you must think of yourself. For a woman, after all, it doesn't +matter much. She isn't expected to do anything particular. A man +of course must look to his own career, and take care that he does +nothing to mar it." + +"I don't quite understand what you're driving at," said the Captain. + +"Well;--I'm driving at this: that I think that you are bound to +decide upon doing that which you feel to be wisest without reference +to my feelings. Of course I love you better than anything in the +world. I can't be so false as to say it isn't so. Indeed, to tell the +truth, I don't know that I really ever loved anybody else. But if it +is proper that we should be separated, I shall get over it,--in a +way." + +"You mean you'd marry somebody else in the process of time." + +"No, Walter; I don't mean that. Women shouldn't make protestations; +but I don't think I ever should. But a woman can live and get on very +well without being married, and I should always have you in my heart, +and I should try to comfort myself with remembering that you had +loved me." + +"I am quite sure that I shall never marry anyone else," said the +Captain. + +"You know what I'm driving at now;--eh, Walter?" + +"Partly." + +"I want you to know wholly. I told you this morning that I should +leave it to you to decide. I still say the same. I consider myself +for the present as much bound to obey you as though I were your wife +already. But after saying that, and after hearing Aunt Mary's sermon, +I felt that I ought to make you understand that I am quite aware +that it may be impossible for you to keep to your engagement. You +understand all that better than I do. Our engagement was made when +you thought you had money, and even then you felt that there was +little enough." + +"It was very little." + +"And now there is none. I don't profess to be afraid of poverty +myself, because I don't quite know what it means." + +"It means something very unpleasant." + +"No doubt; and it would be unpleasant to be parted;--wouldn't it?" + +"It would be horrible." + +She pressed his arm again as she went on. "You must judge between the +two. What I want you to understand is this, that whatever you may +judge to be right and best, I will agree to it, and will think that +it is right and best. If you say that we will get ourselves married +and try it, I shall feel that not to get ourselves married and not to +try it is a manifest impossibility; and if you say that we should be +wrong to get married and try it, then I will feel that to have done +so was quite a manifest impossibility." + +"Mary," said he, "you're an angel." + +"No; but I'm a woman who loves well enough to be determined not to +hurt the man she loves if she can help it." + +"There is one thing on which I think we must decide." + +"What is that?" + +"I must at any rate go out before we are married." Mary Lowther felt +this to be a decision in her favour,--to be a decision which for the +time made her happy and light-hearted. She had so dreaded a positive +and permanent separation, that the delay seemed to her to be hardly +an evil. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + +MR. GILMORE'S SUCCESS. + + +Harry Gilmore, the prosperous country gentleman, the county +magistrate, the man of acres, the nephew of Mr. Chamberlaine, +respected by all who knew him,--with the single exception of the +Marquis of Trowbridge,--was now so much reduced that he felt himself +to be an inferior being to Mr. Cockey, with whom he breakfasted. He +had come to Loring, and now he was there he did not know what to do +with himself. He had come there, in truth, not because he really +thought he could do any good, but driven out of his home by sheer +misery. He was a man altogether upset, and verging on to a species of +insanity. He was so uneasy in his mind that he could read nothing. +He was half-ashamed of being looked at by those who knew him; and +had felt some relief in the society of Mr. Cockey till Mr. Cockey +had become jovial with wine, simply because Mr. Cockey was so poor a +creature that he felt no fear of him. But as he had come to Loring, +it was necessary that he should do something. He could not come to +Loring and go back again without saying a word to anybody. Fenwick +would ask him questions, and the truth would come out. There came +upon him this morning an idea that he would not go back home;--that +he would leave Loring and go away without giving any reason to any +one. He was his own master. No one would be injured by anything +that he might do. He had a right to spend his income as he pleased. +Everything was distasteful that reminded him of Bullhampton. But +still he knew that this was no more than a madman's idea;--that it +would ill become him so to act. He had duties to perform, and he must +perform them, let them be ever so distasteful. It was only an idea, +made to be rejected; but, nevertheless, he thought of it. + +To do something, however, was incumbent on him. After breakfast he +sauntered up the hill and saw Captain Marrable enter the house in +which Mary Lowther lived. He felt thoroughly ashamed of himself +in thus creeping about, and spying things out,--and, in truth, he +had not intended thus to watch his rival. He wandered into the +churchyard, sat there sometime on the tombstones, and then again went +down to the inn. Mr. Cockey was going to Gloucester by an afternoon +train, and invited him to join an early dinner at two. He assented, +though by this time he had come to hate Mr. Cockey. Mr. Cockey +assumed an air of superiority, and gave his opinions about matters +political and social as though his companion were considerably below +him in intelligence and general information. He dictated to poor +Gilmore, and laid down the law as to eating onions with beefsteaks +in a manner that was quite offensive. Nevertheless, the unfortunate +man bore with his tormentor, and felt desolate when he was left +alone in the commercial room, Cockey having gone out to complete +his last round of visits to his customers. "Orders first and money +afterwards," Cockey had said, and Cockey had now gone out to look +after his money. + +Gilmore sat for some half-hour helpless over the fire; and then +starting up, snatched his hat, and hurried out of the house. He +walked as quickly as he could up the hill, and rang the bell at Miss +Marrable's house. Had he been there ten minutes sooner, he would have +seen Mary Lowther tripping down the side path to meet her lover. He +rang the bell, and in a few minutes found himself in Miss Marrable's +drawing-room. He had asked for Miss Marrable, had given his name, and +had been shown upstairs. There he remained alone for a few minutes +which seemed to him to be interminable. During these minutes Miss +Marrable was standing in her little parlour downstairs, trying to +think what she would say to Mr. Gilmore,--trying also to think why +Mr. Gilmore should have come to Loring. + +After a few words of greeting Miss Marrable said that Miss Lowther +was out walking. "She will be very glad, I'm sure, to hear good news +from her friends at Bullhampton." + +"They're all very well," said Mr. Gilmore. + +"I've heard a great deal of Mr. Fenwick," said Miss Marrable; "so +much that I seem almost to be acquainted with him." + +"No doubt," said Mr. Gilmore. + +"Your parish has become painfully known to the public by that +horrible murder," said Miss Marrable. + +"Yes, indeed," said Mr. Gilmore. + +"I fear that they will hardly catch the perpetrator of it," said Miss +Marrable. + +"I fear not," said Mr. Gilmore. + +At this period of the conversation Miss Marrable found herself in +great difficulty. If anything was to be said about Mary Lowther, she +could not begin to say it. She had heard a great deal in favour of +Mr. Gilmore. Mrs. Fenwick had written to her about the man; and Mary, +though she would not love him, had always spoken very highly of his +qualities. She knew well that he had gone through Oxford with credit, +that he was a reading man,--so reputed, that he was a magistrate, and +in all respects a gentleman. Indeed, she had formed an idea of him as +quite a pearl among men. Now that she saw him, she could not repress +a feeling of disappointment. He was badly dressed, and bore a sad, +depressed, downtrodden aspect. His whole appearance was what the +world now calls seedy. And he seemed to be almost unable to speak. +Miss Marrable knew that Mr. Gilmore was a man disappointed in his +love, but she did not conceive that love had done him all these +injuries. Love, however, had done them all. "Are you going to stay +long in this neighbourhood?" asked Miss Marrable, almost in despair +for a subject. + +Then the man's mouth was opened. "No; I suppose not," he said. "I +don't know what should keep me here, and I hardly know why I'm come. +Of course you have heard of my suit to your niece." Miss Marrable +bowed her courtly little head in token of assent. "When Miss Lowther +left us, she gave me some hope that I might be successful. At least, +she consented that I should ask her once more. She has now written to +tell me that she is engaged to her cousin." + +"There is something of the kind," said Miss Marrable. + +"Something of the kind! I suppose it is settled; isn't it?" + +Miss Marrable was a sensible woman, one not easily led away by +appearances. Nevertheless, it is probable that had Mr. Gilmore been +less lugubrious, more sleek, less "seedy," she would have been more +prone than she now was to have made instant use of Captain Marrable's +loss of fortune on behalf of this other suitor. She would immediately +have felt that perhaps something might be done, and she would have +been tempted to tell him the whole story openly. As it was she could +not so sympathise with the man before her, as to take him into her +confidence. No doubt he was Mr. Gilmore, the favoured friend of the +Fenwicks, the owner of the Privets, and the man of whom Mary had +often said that there was no fault to be found with him. But there +was nothing bright about him, and she did not know how to encourage +him as a lover. "As Mary has told you," she said, "I suppose there +can be no harm in my repeating that they are engaged," said Miss +Marrable. + +"Of course they are. I am aware of that. I believe the gentleman is +related to you." + +"He is a cousin,--not very near." + +"And I suppose he has your good will?" + +"As to that, Mr. Gilmore, I don't know that I can do any good by +speaking. Young ladies in these days don't marry in accordance with +the wishes of their old aunts." + +"But Miss Lowther thinks so much of you! I don't want to ask any +questions that ought not to be asked. If this match is so settled +that it must go on, why there's an end of it. I'll just tell you the +truth openly, Miss Marrable. I have loved,--I do love your niece with +all my heart. When I received her letter it upset me altogether, and +every hour since has made the feeling worse. I have come here just +to learn whether there may still possibly be a chance. You will not +quarrel with me because I have loved her so well?" + +"Indeed no," said Miss Marrable, whose heart was gradually becoming +soft, and who was learning to forget the mud on Mr. Gilmore's boots +and trousers. + +"I heard that Captain Marrable was,--at any rate, not a very rich +man; that he could hardly afford to marry his cousin. I did hear, +also, that the match might in other respects not be suitable." + +"There is no other objection, Mr. Gilmore." + +"It is the case, Miss Marrable, that these things sometimes come +on suddenly and go off suddenly. I won't deny that if I could +have gained Miss Lowther's heart without the interference of any +interloper, it would have been to me a brighter joy than anything +that can now be possible. A man cannot be proud of his position who +seeks to win a woman who owns a preference for another man." Miss +Marrable's heart had now become very soft, and she began to perceive, +of her own knowledge, that Mr. Gilmore was at any rate a gentleman. +"But I would take her in any way that I could get her. Perhaps--that +is to say, it might be--" And then he stopped. + +Should she tell him everything? She had a strong idea that it was her +first duty to be true to her own sex and to her own niece. But were +she to tell the man the whole story it would do her niece no harm. +She still believed that the match with Captain Marrable must be +broken off. Even were this done it would be very long, she thought, +before Mary would bring herself to listen with patience to another +suitor. But of course it would be best for them all that this episode +in Mary's life should be forgotten and put out of sight as soon as +possible. Had not this dangerous captain come up, Mary, no doubt,--so +thought Miss Marrable,--would at last have complied with her friends' +advice, and have accepted a marriage which was in all respects +advantageous. If the episode could only get itself forgotten and put +out of sight, she might do so still. But there must be delay. Miss +Marrable, after waiting for half a minute to consider, determined +that she would tell him something. "No doubt," she said, "Captain +Marrable's income is so small that the match is one that Mary's +friends cannot approve." + +"I don't think much of money," he said. + +"Still it is essential to comfort, Mr. Gilmore." + +"What I mean to say is, that I am the last man in the world to insist +upon that kind of thing, or to appear to triumph because my income is +larger than another man's." Miss Marrable was now quite sure that Mr. +Gilmore was a gentleman. "But if the match is to be broken off--" + +"I cannot say that it will be broken off." + +"But it may be?" + +"Certainly it is possible. There are difficulties which may +necessarily separate them." + +"If it be so, my feelings will be the same as they have always been +since I first knew her. That is all that I have got to say." + +Then she told him pretty nearly everything. She said nothing of the +money which Walter Marrable would have inherited had it not been for +Colonel Marrable's iniquity; but she did tell him that the young +people would have no income except the Captain's pay, and poor Mary's +little fifty pounds a-year; and she went on to explain that, as +far as she was concerned, and as far as her cousin the clergyman +was concerned, everything would be done to prevent a marriage so +disastrous as that in question, and the prospect of a life with so +little of allurement as that of the wife of a poor soldier in India. +At the same time she bade him remember that Mary Lowther was a girl +very apt to follow her own judgment, and that she was for the present +absolutely devoted to her cousin. "I think it will be broken off," +she said. "That is my opinion. I don't think it can go on. But it is +he that will do it; and for a time she will suffer greatly." + +"Then I will wait," said Mr. Gilmore. "I will go home, and wait +again. If there be a chance, I can live and hope." + +"God grant that you may not hope in vain!" + +"I would do my best to make her happy. I will leave you now, and am +very thankful for your kindness. There would be no good in my seeing +Mary?" + +"I think not, Mr. Gilmore." + +"I suppose not. She would only feel that I was teasing her. You will +not tell her of my being here, I suppose?" + +"It would do no good, I think." + +"None in the least. I'll just go home and wait. If there should be +anything to tell me--" + +"If the match be broken off, I will take care that you shall hear it. +I will write to Janet Fenwick. I know that she is your friend." + +Then Mr. Gilmore left the house, descended the hill without seeing +Mary, packed up his things, and returned by the night train to +Westbury. At seven o'clock in the morning he reached home in a +Westbury gig, very cold, but upon the whole, a much more comfortable +man than when he had left it. He had almost brought himself to think +that even yet he would succeed at last. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + +FAREWELL. + + +Christmas came, and a month beyond Christmas, and by the end of +January Captain Marrable and Miss Lowther had agreed to regard +all their autumn work as null and void,--to look back upon the +love-making as a thing that had not been, and to part as friends. +Both of them suffered much in this arrangement,--the man being the +louder in the objurgations which he made against his ill-fortune, and +in his assurances to himself and others that he was ruined for life. +And, indeed, no man could have been much more unhappy than was Walter +Marrable in these days. To him was added the trouble, which he did +not endeavour to hide from himself or Mary, that all this misery +came to him from his own father. Before the end of November, sundry +renewed efforts were made to save a portion of the money, and the +lawyers descended so low as to make an offer to take £2000. They +might have saved themselves the humiliation, for neither £2000 nor +£200 could have been made to be forthcoming. Walter Marrable, when +the time came, was painfully anxious to fight somebody; but he was +told very clearly by Messrs. Block and Curling, that there was nobody +whom he could fight but his father, and that even by fighting his +father, he would never obtain a penny. "My belief," said Mr. Curling, +"is, that you could put your father in prison, but that probably is +not your object." Marrable was forced to own that that was not his +object; but he did so in a tone which seemed to imply that a prison, +were it even for life, would be the best place for his father. Block +and Curling had been solicitors to the Marrables for ever so many +years; and though they did not personally love the Colonel, they +had a professional feeling that the blackness of a black sheep of a +family should not be made public, at any rate by the family itself +or by the family solicitors. Almost every family has a black sheep, +and it is the especial duty of a family solicitor to keep the family +black sheep from being dragged into the front and visible ranks +of the family. The Captain had been fatally wrong in signing the +paper which he had signed, and must take the consequences. "I don't +think, Captain Marrable, that you would save yourself in any way by +proceeding against the Colonel," said Mr. Curling. "I have not the +slightest intention of proceeding against him," said the Captain, in +great dudgeon,--and then he left the office and shook the dust off +his feet, as against Block and Curling as well as against his father. + +After this,--immediately after it,--he had one other interview with +his father. As he told his uncle, the devil prompted him to go down +to Portsmouth to see the man to whom his interests should have been +dearer than to all the world beside, and who had robbed him so +ruthlessly. There was nothing to be gained by such a visit. Neither +money nor counsel, nor even consolation would be forthcoming from +Colonel Marrable. Probably Walter Marrable felt in his anger that +it would be unjust that his father should escape without a word to +remind him from his son's mouth of all that he had done for his son. +The Colonel held some staff office at Portsmouth, and his son came +upon him in his lodgings one evening as he was dressing to go out +to dinner. "Is that you, Walter?" said the battered old reprobate, +appearing at the door of his bed-room; "I am very glad to see you." + +"I don't believe it," said the son. + +"Well;--what would you have me say? If you'll only behave decently, I +shall be glad to see you." + +"You've given me an example in that way, sir; have you not? Decency +indeed!" + +"Now, Walter, if you're going to talk about that horrid money, I tell +you at once, that I won't listen to you." + +"That's kind of you, sir." + +"I've been unfortunate. As soon as I can repay it, or a part of it, +I will. Since you've been back, I've done everything in my power to +get a portion of it for you,--and should have got it, but for those +stupid people in Bedford Row. After all, the money ought to have been +mine, and that's what I suppose you felt when you enabled me to draw +it." + +"By heavens, that's cool!" + +"I mean to be cool;--I'm always cool. The cab will be here to take +me to dinner in a very few minutes. I hope you will not think I am +running away from you?" + +"I don't mean you to go till you've heard what I've got to say," said +the Captain. + +"Then, pray say it quickly." Upon this, the Colonel stood still and +faced his son; not exactly with a look of anger, but assuming an +appearance as though he were the person injured. He was a thin old +man, who wore padded coats, and painted his beard and his eyebrows, +and had false teeth, and who, in spite of chronic absence of means, +always was possessed of clothes apparently just new from the hands of +a West-end tailor. He was one of those men who, through their long, +useless, ill-flavoured lives, always contrive to live well, to eat +and drink of the best, to lie softly, and to go about in purple +and fine linen,--and yet, never have any money. Among a certain +set Colonel Marrable, though well known, was still popular. He was +good-tempered, well-mannered, sprightly in conversation, and had not +a scruple in the world. He was over seventy, had lived hard, and must +have known that there was not much more of it for him. But yet he +had no qualms, and no fears. It may be doubted whether he knew that +he was a bad man,--he, than whom you could find none worse though +you were to search the country from one end to another. To lie, to +steal,--not out of tills or pockets, because he knew the danger; to +cheat--not at the card-table, because he had never come in the way +of learning the lesson; to indulge every passion, though the cost to +others might be ruin for life; to know no gods but his own bodily +senses, and no duty but that which he owed to those gods; to eat all, +and produce nothing; to love no one but himself; to have learned +nothing but how to sit at table like a gentleman; to care not at all +for his country, or even for his profession; to have no creed, no +party, no friend, no conscience, to be troubled with nothing that +touched his heart;--such had been, was, and was to be the life of +Colonel Marrable. Perhaps it was accounted to him as a merit by some +that he did not quail at any coming fate. When his doctor warned him +that he must go soon, unless he would refrain from this and that +and the other,--so wording his caution that the Colonel could not +but know and did know, that let him refrain as he would he must go +soon,--he resolved that he would refrain, thinking that the charms +of his wretched life were sweet enough to be worth such sacrifice; +but in no other respect did the caution affect him. He never asked +himself whether he had aught even to regret before he died, or to +fear afterwards. + +There are many Colonel Marrables about in the world, known well to be +so at clubs, in drawing-rooms, and by the tradesmen who supply them. +Men give them dinners and women smile upon them. The best of coats +and boots are supplied to them. They never lack cigars nor champagne. +They have horses to ride, and servants to wait upon them more +obsequious than the servants of other people. And men will lend them +money too,--well knowing that there is no chance of repayment. Now +and then one hears a horrid tale of some young girl who surrenders +herself to such a one, absolutely for love! Upon the whole the +Colonel Marrables are popular. It is hard to follow such a man quite +to the end and to ascertain whether or no he does go out softly at +last, like the snuff of a candle,--just with a little stink. + +"I will say it as quickly as I can," said the Captain. "I can gain +nothing I know by staying here in your company." + +"Not while you are so very uncivil." + +"Civil, indeed! I have to-day made up my mind, not for your sake, but +for that of the family, that I will not prosecute you as a criminal +for the gross robbery which you have perpetrated." + +"That is nonsense, Walter, and you know it as well as I do." + +"I am going back to India in a few weeks, and I trust I may never be +called upon to see you again. I will not, if I can help it. It may +be a toss-up which of us may die first, but this will be our last +meeting. I hope you may remember on your death-bed that you have +utterly ruined your son in every relation of life. I was engaged to +marry a girl,--whom I loved; but it is all over, because of you." + +"I had heard of that, Walter, and I really congratulate you on your +escape." + +"I can't strike you--" + +"No; don't do that." + +"Because of your age, and because you are my father. I suppose you +have no heart, and that I cannot make you feel it." + +"My dear boy, I have an appetite, and I must go and satisfy it." So +saying the Colonel escaped, and the Captain allowed his father to +make his way down the stairs and into the cab before he followed. + +Though he had thus spoken to his father of his blasted hopes in +regard to Mary Lowther, he had not as yet signified his consent to +the measure by which their engagement was to be brought altogether +to an end. The question had come to be discussed widely among their +friends, as is the custom with such questions in such circumstances, +and Mary had been told from all sides that she was bound to give it +up,--that she was bound to give it up for her own sake, and more +especially for his; that the engagement, if continued, would never +lead to a marriage, and that it would in the meantime be absolutely +ruinous to her,--and to him. Parson John came up and spoke to her +with a strength for which she had not hitherto given Parson John +credit. Her Aunt Sarah was very gentle with her, but never veered +from her opinion that the engagement must of necessity be abandoned. +Mr. Fenwick wrote to her a letter full of love and advice, and Mrs. +Fenwick made a journey to Loring to discuss the matter with her. The +discussion between them was very long. "If you are saying this on my +account," said Mary, "it is quite useless." + +"On what other account? Mr. Gilmore? Indeed, indeed, I am not +thinking of him. He is out of my mind altogether. I say it because I +know it is impossible that you and your cousin should be married, and +because such an engagement is destructive to both the parties." + +"For myself," said Mary, "it can make no difference." + +"It will make the greatest difference. It would wear you to pieces +with a deferred hope. There is nothing so killing, so terrible, so +much to be avoided. And then for him!-- How is a man, thrown about on +the world as he will be, to live in such a condition." + +The upshot of it all was that Mary wrote a letter to her cousin +proposing to surrender her engagement, and declaring that it would be +best for them both that he should agree to accept her surrender. That +plan which she had adopted before, of leaving all the responsibility +to him, would not suffice. She had come to perceive during these +weary discussions that if a way out of his bondage was to be given to +Walter Marrable it must come from her action and not from his. She +had intended to be generous when she left everything to him; but it +was explained to her, both by her aunt and Mrs. Fenwick, that her +generosity was of a kind which he could not use. It was for her to +take the responsibility upon herself; it was for her to make the +move; it was, in short, for her to say that the engagement should be +over. + +The very day that Mrs. Fenwick left her she wrote the letter, and +Captain Marrable had it in his pocket when he went down to bid a +last farewell to his father. It had been a sad, weary, tear-laden +performance,--the writing of that letter. She had resolved that +no sign of a tear should be on the paper, and she had rubbed the +moisture away from her eyes a dozen times during the work lest it +should fall. There was but little of intended pathos in it; there +were no expressions of love till she told him at the end that she +would always love him dearly; there was no repining,--no mention of +her own misery. She used all the arguments which others had used to +her, and then drew her conclusion. She remembered that were she to +tell him that she would still be true to him, she would in fact be +asking for some such pledge back from him; and she said not a word +of any such constancy on her own part. It was best for both of them +that the engagement should be broken off; and, therefore, broken off +it was, and should be now and for ever. That was the upshot of Mary +Lowther's letter. + + +[Illustration: Mary Lowther writes to Walter Marrable.] + + +Captain Marrable when he received it, though he acknowledged the +truth of all the arguments, loved the girl far too well to feel that +this release gave him any comfort. He had doubtless felt that the +engagement was a burthen on him,--that he would not have entered into +it had he not felt sure of his diminished fortune, and that there +was a fearful probability that it might never result in their being +married; but not the less did the breaking up of it make him very +wretched. An engagement for marriage can never be so much to a man as +it is to a woman,--marriage itself can never be so much, can never +be so great a change, produce such utter misery, or of itself be +efficient for such perfect happiness,--but his love was true and +steadfast, and when he learned that she was not to be his, he was as +a man who had been robbed of his treasure. Her letter was long and +argumentative. His reply was short and passionate;--and the reader +shall see it. + + + Duke Street, January, 186--. + + DEAREST MARY, + + I suppose you are right. Everybody tells me so, and no + doubt everybody tells you the same. The chances are that + I shall get bowled over; and as for getting back again, I + don't know when I can hope for it. In such a condition it + would I believe be very wrong and selfish were I to go and + leave you to think of me as your future husband. You would + be waiting for that which would never come. + + As for me, I shall never care for any other woman. A + soldier can get on very well without a wife, and I shall + always regard myself now as one of those useless but + common animals who are called "not marrying men." I shall + never marry. I shall always carry your picture in my + heart, and shall not think that I am sinning against you + or any one else when I do so after hearing that you are + married. + + I need not tell you that I am very wretched. It is not + only that I am separated from you, my own dear, dearest + girl, but that I cannot refrain from thinking how it has + come to pass that it is so. I went down to see my father + yesterday. I did see him, and you may imagine of what + nature was the interview. I sometimes think, when I lie in + bed, that no man was ever so ill-treated as I have been. + + Dearest love, good-bye. I could not have brought myself to + say what you have said, but I know that you are right. It + has not been my fault, dear. I did love you, and do love + you as truly as any man ever loved a woman. + + Yours with all my heart, + + WALTER MARRABLE. + + I should like to see you once more before I start. Is + there any harm in this? I must run down to my uncle's, but + I will not go up to you if you think it better not. If you + can bring yourself to see me, pray, pray do. + + +In answer to this Mary wrote to him to say that she would certainly +see him when he came. She knew no reason, she said, why they should +not meet. When she had written her note she asked her aunt's opinion. +Aunt Sarah would not take upon herself to say that no such meeting +ought to take place, but it was very evident that she thought that it +would be dangerous. + +Captain Marrable did come down to Loring about the end of January, +and the meeting did take place. Mary had stipulated that she should +be alone when he called. He had suggested that they should walk out +together, as had been their wont; but this she had declined, telling +him that the sadness of such a walk would be too much for her, and +saying to her aunt with a smile that were she once again out with him +on the towing-path, there would be no chance of their ever coming +home. "I could not ask him to turn back," she said, "when I should +know that it would be for the last time." It was arranged, therefore, +that the meeting should take place in the drawing-room at Uphill +Lane. + +He came into the room with a quick, uneasy step, and when he reached +her he put his arm round her and kissed her. She had formed certain +little resolutions on this subject. He should kiss her, if he +pleased, once again when he went,--and only once. And now, almost +without a motion on her part that was perceptible, she took herself +out of his arms. There should be no word about that if she could help +it,--but she was bound to remember that he was nothing to her now but +a distant cousin. He must cease to be her lover, though she loved +him. Nay,--he had so ceased already. There must be no more laying of +her head upon his shoulder, no more twisting of her fingers through +his locks, no more looking into his eyes, no more amorous pressing +of her lips against his own. Much as she loved him she must remember +now that such outward signs of love as these would not befit her. +"Walter," she said, "I am so glad to see you! And yet I do not know +but what it would have been better that you should have stayed away." + +"Why should it have been better? It would have been unnatural not to +have met each other." + +"So I thought. Why should not friends endure to say good-bye, even +though their friendship be as dear as ours? I told Aunt Sarah that +I should be angry with myself afterwards if I feared to tell you to +come." + +"There is nothing to fear,--only that it is so wretched an ending," +said he. + +"In one way I will not look on it as an ending. You and I cannot be +married, Walter; but I shall always have your career to look to, and +shall think of you as my dearest friend. I shall expect you to write +to me;--not at first, but after a year or so. You will be able to +write to me then as though you were my brother." + +"I shall never be able to do that." + +"Oh yes;--that is, if you will make the effort for my sake. I do not +believe but what people can manage and mould their own wills if they +will struggle hard enough. You must not be unhappy, Walter." + +"I am not so wise or self-confident as you, Mary. I shall be unhappy. +I should be deceiving myself if I were to tell myself otherwise. +There is nothing before me to make me happy. When I came home there +was very little that I cared for, though I had the prospect of this +money and thought that my cares in that respect were over. Then I +met you, and the whole world seemed altered. I was happy even when +I found how badly I had been treated. Now all that has gone, and I +cannot think that I shall be happy again." + +"I mean to be happy, Walter." + +"I hope you may, dear." + +"There are gradations in happiness. The highest I ever came to yet +was when you told me that you loved me." When she said that, he +attempted to take her hand, but she withdrew from him, almost without +a sign that she was doing so. "I have not quite lost that yet," she +continued, "and I do not mean to lose it altogether. I shall always +remember that you loved me; and you will not forget that I too loved +you." + +"Forget it?--no, I don't exactly think that I shall forget it." + +"I don't know why it should make us altogether unhappy. For a time, I +suppose, we shall be down-hearted." + +"I shall, I know. I can't pretend to such strength as to say that I +can lose what I want, and not feel it." + +"We shall both feel it, Walter;--but I do not know that we must be +miserable. When do you leave England?" + +"Nothing is settled. I have not had the heart to think of it. It will +not be for a month or two yet. I suppose I shall stay out my regular +Indian time." + +"And what shall you do with yourself?" + +"I have no plans at all, Mary. Sir Gregory has asked me to Dunripple, +and I shall remain there probably till I am tired of it. It will be +so pleasant, talking to my uncle of my father." + +"Do not talk of him at all, Walter. You will best forgive him by not +talking of him. We shall hear, I suppose, of what you do from Parson +John." + +She had seated herself a little away from him, and he did not attempt +to draw near to her again till at her bidding he rose to leave her. +He sat there for nearly an hour, and during that time much more was +said by her than by him. She endeavoured to make him understand that +he was as free as air, and that she would hope some day to hear that +he was married. In reply to this, he asserted very loudly that he +would never call any woman his wife, unless unexpected circumstances +should enable him to return and again ask for her hand. "Not that you +are to wait for me, Mary," he said. She smiled, but made no definite +answer to this. She had told herself that it would not be for his +welfare that she should allude to the possibility of a renewed +engagement, and she did not allude to it. + +"God bless you, Walter," she said at last, coming to him and offering +him her hand. + +"God bless you, for ever and ever, dearest Mary," he said, taking her +in his arms and kissing her again and again. It was to be the last, +and she did not seem to shun him. Then he left her, went as far as +the door,--and returned again. "Dearest, dearest Mary. You will give +me one more kiss?" + +"It shall be the last, Walter," she said. Then she did kiss him, +as she would have kissed her brother that was going from her, and +escaping from his arms she left the room. + +He had come to Loring late on the previous evening, and on that same +day he returned to London. No doubt he dined at his club, drank a +pint of wine and smoked a cigar or two, though he did it all after a +lugubrious fashion. Men knew that he had fallen into great trouble in +the matter of his inheritance, and did not expect him to be joyful +and of pleasant countenance. "By George!" said little Captain Boodle, +"if it was my governor, I'd go very near being hung for him; I would, +by George!" Which remark obtained a good deal of general sympathy in +the billiard-room of that military club. In the meantime Mary Lowther +at Loring had resolved that she would not be lugubrious, and she sat +down to dinner opposite to her aunt with a pleasant smile on her +face. Before the evening was over, however, she had in some degree +broken down. "I fear I can't get along with novels, Aunt Sarah," she +said. "Don't you think I could find something to do." Then the old +lady came round the room and kissed her niece;--but she made no other +reply. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. + +BULLHAMPTON NEWS. + + +When the matter was quite settled at Loring,--when Miss Marrable not +only knew that the engagement had been surrendered on both sides, but +that it had been so surrendered as to be incapable of being again +patched up, she bethought herself of her promise to Mr. Gilmore. +This did not take place for a fortnight after the farewell which +was spoken in the last chapter,--at which time Walter Marrable was +staying with his uncle, Sir Gregory, at Dunripple. Miss Marrable +had undertaken that Mr. Gilmore should be informed as soon as the +engagement was brought to an end, and had been told that this +information should reach him through Mrs. Fenwick. When a fortnight +had passed, Miss Marrable was aware that Mary had not herself written +to her friend at Bullhampton; and though she felt herself to be shy +of the subject, though she entertained a repugnance to make any +communication based on a hope that Mary might after a while receive +her old lover graciously,--for time must of course be needed before +such grace could be accorded,--she did write a few lines to Mrs. +Fenwick. She explained that Captain Marrable was to return to India, +and that he was to go as a free man. Mary, she said, bore her burden +well. Of course, it must be some time before the remembrance of her +cousin would cease to be a burden to her; but she went about her +heavy task with a good will,--so said Miss Marrable,--and would no +doubt conquer her own unhappiness after a time by the strength of her +personal character. Not a word was spoken of Mr. Gilmore, but Mrs. +Fenwick understood it all. The letter, she knew well, was a message +to Mr. Gilmore;--a message which it would be her duty to give as soon +as possible, that he might extract from it such comfort as it would +contain for him,--though it would be his duty not to act upon it for, +at any rate, many months to come. "And it will be a comfort to him," +said her husband when he read Miss Marrable's letter. + +"Of all the men I know, he is the most constant," said Mrs. Fenwick, +"and best deserves that his constancy should be rewarded." + +"It is the man's nature," said the parson. "Of course, he will get +her at last; and when he has got her, he will be quite contented with +the manner in which he has won her. There's nothing like going on +with a thing. I believe I might be a bishop if I set my heart on it." + +"Why don't you, then?" + +"I am not sure that the beauty of the thing is so well-defined to me +as is Mary Lowther's to poor Harry. In perseverance and success of +that kind the man's mind should admit of no doubt. Harry is quite +clear of this,--that in spite of Mary's preference for her cousin, it +would be the grandest thing in the world to him that she should marry +him. The certainty of his condition will pull him through at last." + +Two days after this Mrs. Fenwick put Miss Marrable's letter into Mr. +Gilmore's hand,--having perceived that it was specially written that +it might be so treated. She kept it in her pocket till she should +chance to see him, and at last handed it to him as she met him +walking on his own grounds. "I have a letter from Loring," she said. + +"From Mary?" + +"No;--from Mary's aunt. I have it here, and I think you had better +read it. To tell you the truth, Harry, I have been looking for you +ever since I got it. Only you must not make too much of it." + +Then he read the letter. "What do you mean," he asked, "by making too +much of it?" + +"You must not suppose that Mary is the same as before she saw this +cousin of hers." + +"But she is the same." + +"Well;--yes, in body and in soul, no doubt. But such an experience +leaves a mark which cannot be rubbed out quite at once." + +"You mean that I must wait before I ask her again." + +"Of course you must wait. The mark must be rubbed out first, you +know." + +"I will wait; but as for the rubbing out of the mark, I take it that +will be altogether beyond me. Do you think, Mrs. Fenwick, that no +woman should ever, under any circumstances, marry one man when she +loves another?" + +She could not bring herself to tell him that in her opinion Mary +Lowther would of all women be the least likely to do so. "That is one +of those questions," she said, "which it is almost impossible for a +person to answer. In the first place, before answering it, we should +have a clear definition of love." + +"You know what I mean well enough." + +"I do know what you mean, but I hardly do know how to answer you. If +you went to Mary Lowther now, she would take it almost as an insult; +and she would feel it in that light, because she is aware that you +know of this story of her cousin." + +"Of course I shall not go to her at once." + +"She will never forget him altogether." + +"Such things cannot be forgotten," said Gilmore. + +"Nevertheless," said Mrs. Fenwick, "it is probable that Mary will be +married some day. These wounds get themselves cured as do others." + +"I shall never be cured of mine," said he, laughing. "As for Mary, +I hardly know what to think. I suppose girls do marry without caring +very much for the men they take. One sees it every day; and then +afterwards, they love their husbands. It isn't very romantic, but it +seems to me that it is so." + +"Don't think of it too much, Harry," said Mrs. Fenwick. "If you still +are devoted to her--" + +"Indeed I am." + +"Then wait awhile, and we will have her at Bullhampton again. You +know at any rate what our wishes are." + +Everything had been very quiet at Bullhampton during the last three +months. The mill was again in regular work, and Sam had remained at +home with fair average regularity. The Vicar had heard nothing more +of Carry Brattle, and had been unable to trace her or to learn where +she was living. He had taken various occasions to mention her name to +her mother, but Mrs. Brattle knew nothing of her, and believed that +Sam was equally ignorant with herself. Both she and the Vicar found +it impossible to speak to Sam on the subject, though they knew that +he had been with his sister more than once when she was living at +Pycroft Common. As for the miller himself, no one had mentioned +Carry's name to him since the day on which the Vicar had made his +attempt. And from that day to the present there had been, if not ill +blood, at least cold blood between Mr. Fenwick and old Brattle. The +Vicar had gone down to the mill as often as usual, having determined +that what had occurred should make no difference with him; and the +intercourse with Mrs. Brattle and Fanny had been as kind on each side +as usual;--but the miller had kept out of his way, retreating from +him openly, going from the house to the mill as soon as he appeared, +never speaking to him, and taking no other notice of him beyond a +slight touch of the hat. "Your husband is still angry with me," he +said one day to Mrs. Brattle. She shook her head and smiled sadly, +and said that it would pass over some day,--only that Jacob was so +persistent. With Sam, the Vicar held little or no communication. +Sam in these days never went to church, and though he worked at the +mill pretty constantly, he would absent himself from the village +occasionally for a day or two together, and tell no one where he had +been. + +The strangest and most important piece of business going on at +this time in Bullhampton was the building of a new chapel or +tabernacle,--the people called it a Salem,--for Mr. Puddleham. The +first word as to the erection reached Mr. Fenwick's ears from Grimes, +the builder and carpenter, who, meeting him in Bullhampton Street, +pointed out to him a bit of spare ground just opposite the vicarage +gates,--a morsel of a green on which no building had ever yet stood, +and told him that the Marquis had given it for a chapel. "Indeed," +said Fenwick. "I hope it may be convenient and large enough for them. +All the same, I wish it had been a little farther from my gate." This +he said in a cheery tone, showing thereby considerable presence of +mind. That such a building should be so placed was a trial to him, +and he knew at once that the spot must have been selected to annoy +him. Doubtless, the land in question was the property of the Marquis +of Trowbridge. When he came to think of it, he had no doubt on +the matter. Nevertheless, the small semi-circular piece of grass +immediately opposite to his own swinging gate, looked to all the +world as though it were an appendage of the Vicarage. A cottage +built there would have been offensive; but a staring brick Methodist +chapel, with the word Salem inserted in large letters over the door, +would, as he was aware, flout him every time he left or entered his +garden. He had always been specially careful to avoid any semblance +of a quarrel with the Methodist minister, and had in every way shown +his willingness to regard Mr. Puddleham's flock as being equal to his +own in the general gifts of civilisation. To Mr. Puddleham himself, +he had been very civil, sending him fruit and vegetables out of +the Vicarage garden, and lending him newspapers. When the little +Puddlehams were born, Mrs. Fenwick always inquired after the mother +and infant. The greatest possible care had been exercised at the +Vicarage since Mr. Fenwick's coming to show that the Established +Church did not despise the dissenting congregation. For the last +three years there had been talk of a new chapel, and Mr. Fenwick had +himself discussed the site with Mr. Puddleham. A large and commodious +spot of ground, remote from the vicarage, had, as he believed, been +chosen. When he heard those tidings, and saw what would be the effect +of the building, it seemed to him almost impossible that a Marquis +could condescend to such revenge. He went at once to Mr. Puddleham, +and learned from him that Grimes' story was true. This had been in +December. After Christmas, the foundations were to be begun at once, +said Mr. Puddleham, so that the brickwork might go on as soon as the +frosts were over. Mr. Puddleham was in high spirits, and expressed a +hope that he should be in his new chapel by next August. When the +Vicar asked why the change of site was made, being careful to show +no chagrin by the tone of his voice, Mr. Puddleham remarked that +the Marquis's agent thought that it would be an improvement, "in +which opinion I quite coincide," said Mr. Puddleham, looking very +stern,--showing his teeth, as it were, and displaying an inclination +for a parish quarrel. Fenwick, still prudent, made no objection to +the change, and dropped no word of displeasure in Mr. Puddleham's +hearing. + +"I don't believe he can do it," said Mrs. Fenwick, boiling with +passion. + +"He can, no doubt," said the Vicar. + +"Do you mean to say the street is his;--to do what he likes with it?" + +"The street is the Queen's highway,--which means that it belongs to +the public; but this is not the street. I take it that all the land +in the village belongs to the Marquis. I never knew of any common +right, and I don't believe there is any." + +"It is the meanest thing I ever heard of in my life," said Mrs. +Fenwick. + +"There I agree with you." Later in the day, when he had been thinking +of it for hours, he again spoke to his wife. "I shall write to the +Marquis and remonstrate. It will probably be of no avail; but I think +I ought to do so for the sake of those who come after me. I shall be +able to bother him a good deal, if I can do nothing else," he added, +laughing. "I feel, too, that I must quarrel with somebody, and I +won't quarrel with dear old Puddleham, if I can help it." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV. + +MR. PUDDLEHAM'S NEW CHAPEL. + + +[Illustration] + +The Vicar devoted a week to the consideration of his grievance about +the chapel, and then did write to the Marquis. Indeed, there was no +time to be lost if he intended to do anything, as on the second day +after his interview with Mr. Grimes, Grimes himself, with two men to +assist him, began their measuring on the devoted spot, sticking in +little marks for the corners of the projected building, and turning +up a sod here and there. Mr. Grimes was a staunch Churchman; and +though in the way of business he was very glad to have the building +of a Methodist chapel,--or of a Pagan temple, if such might come in +his way,--yet, even though he possibly might give some offence to +the great man's shadow in Bullhampton, he was willing to postpone +his work for two or three days at the Vicar's request. "Grimes," the +Vicar said, "I'm not quite sure that I like this." + + +[Illustration: Site of Mr. Puddleham's new chapel.] + + +"Well, sir;--no, sir. I was thinking myself, sir, that maybe you +might take it unkind in the Marquis." + +"I think I shall write to him. Perhaps you wouldn't mind giving over +for a day or two." Grimes yielded at once, and took his spade and +measurements away, although Mr. Puddleham fretted a good deal. Mr. +Puddleham had been much elated by the prospect of his new Bethel, and +had, it must be confessed, received into his mind an idea that it +would be a good thing to quarrel with the Vicar under the auspices of +the landlord. Fenwick's character had hitherto been too strong for +him, and he had been forced into parochial quiescence and religious +amity almost in spite of his conscience. He was a much older man than +Mr. Fenwick, having been for thirty years in the ministry, and he had +always previously enjoyed the privilege of being on bad terms with +the clergyman of the Establishment. It had been his glory to be a +poacher on another man's manor, to filch souls, as it were, out of +the keeping of a pastor of a higher grade than himself, to say severe +things of the short comings of an endowed clergyman, and to obtain +recognition of his position by the activity of his operations in the +guise of a blister. Our Vicar, understanding something of this, had, +with some malice towards the gentleman himself, determined to rob +Mr. Puddleham of his blistering powers. There is no doubt a certain +pleasure in poaching which does not belong to the licit following of +game; but a man can't poach if the right of shooting be accorded to +him. Mr. Puddleham had not been quite happy in his mind amidst the +ease and amiable relations which Mr. Fenwick enforced upon him, and +had long since begun to feel that a few cabbages and peaches did not +repay him for the loss of those pleasant and bitter things, which it +would have been his to say in his daily walks and from the pulpit of +his Salem, had he not been thus hampered, confined, and dominated. +Hitherto he had hardly gained a single soul from under Mr. Fenwick's +grasp,--had indeed on the balance lost his grasp on souls, and was +beginning to be aware that this was so because of the cabbages and +the peaches. He told himself that though he had not hankered after +these flesh-pots, that though he would have preferred to be without +the flesh-pots, he had submitted to them. He was painfully conscious +of the guile of this young man, who had, as it were, cheated him out +of that appropriate acerbity of religion, without which a proselyting +sect can hardly maintain its ground beneath the shadow of an endowed +and domineering Church. War was necessary to Mr. Puddleham. He had +come to be hardly anybody at all, because he was at peace with the +vicar of the parish in which he was established. His eyes had been +becoming gradually open to all this for years; and when he had been +present at the bitter quarrel between the Vicar and the Marquis, +he had at once told himself that now was his opportunity. He had +intended to express a clear opinion to Mr. Fenwick that he, Mr. +Fenwick, had been very wrong in speaking to the Marquis as he had +spoken, and as he was walking out of the farm-house he was preparing +some words as to the respect due to those in authority. It happened, +however, that at that moment the wind was taken out of his sails by +a strange comparison which the Vicar made to him between the sins +of them two, ministers of God as they were, and the sins of Carry +Brattle. Mr. Puddleham at the moment had been cowed and quelled. He +was not quite able to carry himself in the Vicar's presence as though +he were the Vicar's equal. But the desire for a quarrel remained, +and when it was suggested to him by Mr. Packer, the Marquis's man of +business, that the green opposite to the Vicarage gate would be a +convenient site for his chapel, and that the Marquis was ready to +double his before-proffered subscription, then he saw plainly that +the moment had come, and that it was fitting that he should gird up +his loins and return all future cabbages to the proud donor. + +Mr. Puddleham had his eye keenly set on the scene of his future +ministration, and was aware of Grimes's default almost as soon as +that man with his myrmidons had left the ground. He at once went to +Grimes with heavy denunciations, with threats of the Marquis, and +with urgent explanation as to the necessity of instant work. But +Grimes was obdurate. The Vicar had asked him to leave the work for +a day or two, and of course he must do what the Vicar asked. If +he couldn't be allowed to do as much as that for the Vicar of the +parish, Bullhampton wouldn't be, in Mr. Grimes's opinion, any place +for anybody to live in. Mr. Puddleham argued the matter out, but he +argued in vain. Mr. Grimes declared that there was time enough, and +that he would have the work finished by the time fixed,--unless, +indeed, the Marquis should change his mind. Mr. Puddleham regarded +this as a most improbable supposition. "The Marquis doesn't change +his mind, Mr. Grimes," he said; and then he walked forth from Mr. +Grimes's house with much offence. + +By this time all Bullhampton knew of the quarrel,--knew of it, +although Mr. Fenwick had been so very careful to guard himself from +any quarrelling at all. He had not spoken a word in anger on the +subject to anyone but his wife; and in making his request to Grimes +had done so with hypocritical good humour. But, nevertheless, he was +aware that the parish was becoming hot about it; and when he sat down +to write his letter to the Marquis he was almost minded to give up +the idea of writing, to return to Grimes, and to allow the measuring +and sod-turning to be continued. Why should a place of worship +opposite to his gate be considered by him as an injury? Why should +the psalm-singing of Christian brethren hurt his ears as he walked +about his garden? And if, through the infirmity of his nature, his +eyes and his ears were hurt, what was that to the great purport for +which he had been sent into the parish? Was he not about to create +enmity by his opposition; and was it not his special duty to foster +love and goodwill among his people? After all he, within his own +Vicarage grounds, had all that it was intended that he should +possess; and that he held very firmly. Poor Mr. Puddleham had no such +firm holding; and why should he quarrel with Mr. Puddleham because +that ill-paid preacher sought to strengthen the ground on which his +Salem stood? + +As he paused, however, to think of all this, there came upon him the +conviction that in this thing that was to be done the Marquis was +determined to punish him personally, and he could not resist the +temptation of fighting the Marquis. And then, if he succumbed easily +in this matter, would it not follow almost as a matter of course that +the battle against him would be carried on elsewhere? If he yielded +now, resolving to ignore altogether any idea of his own comfort or +his own taste, would he thereby maintain that tranquillity in his +parish which he thought so desirable? He had already seen that in Mr. +Puddleham's manner to himself which made him sure that Mr. Puddleham +was ambitious to be a sword in the right hand of the Marquis. +Personally the Vicar was himself pugnacious. Few men, perhaps, were +more so. If there must be a fight let them come on, and he would do +his best. Turning the matter thus backwards and forwards in his mind, +he came at last to the conclusion that there must be a fight, and +consequently he wrote the following letter to the Marquis;-- + + + Bullhampton Vicarage, January 3, 186--. + + MY LORD MARQUIS, + + I learned by chance the other day in the village that + a new chapel for the use of the Methodist congregation + of the parish was to be built on the little open green + immediately opposite the Vicarage gate, and that this + special spot of ground had been selected and given by + your lordship for this purpose. I do not at all know what + truth there may be in this,--except that Mr. Grimes, the + carpenter here, has received orders from your agent about + the work. It may probably be the case that the site has + been chosen by Mr. Packer, and not by your lordship. As no + real delay to the building can at this time of the year + arise from a short postponement of the beginning, I have + asked Mr. Grimes to desist till I shall have written to + you on the subject. + + I can assure your lordship, in the first place, that no + clergyman of the Established Church in the kingdom can be + less unwilling than I am that they who dissent from my + teaching in the parish should have a commodious place of + worship. If land belonged to me in the place I would give + it myself for such a purpose; and were there no other + available site than that chosen, I would not for a moment + remonstrate against it. I had heard, with satisfaction, + from Mr. Puddleham himself that another spot was chosen + near the cross roads in the village, on which there is + more space, to which as I believe there is no objection, + and which would certainly be nearer than that now selected + to the majority of the congregation. + + But of course it would not be for me to trouble your + lordship as to the ground on which a Methodist chapel + should be built, unless I had reason to show why the + site now chosen is objectionable. I do not for a moment + question your lordship's right to give the site. There is + something less than a quarter of an acre in the patch in + question; and though hitherto I have always regarded it + as belonging in some sort to the Vicarage,--as being a + part, as it were, of the entrance,--I feel convinced that + you, as landlord of the ground, would not entertain the + idea of bestowing it for any purpose without being sure + of your right to do so. I raise no question on this + point, believing that there is none to be raised; but I + respectfully submit to your lordship, whether such an + erection as that contemplated by you will not be a lasting + injury to the Vicarage of Bullhampton, and whether you + would wish to inflict a lasting and gratuitous injury + on the vicar of a parish, the greatest portion of which + belongs to yourself. + + No doubt life will be very possible to me and my wife, and + to succeeding vicars and their wives, with a red-brick + chapel built as a kind of watch-tower over the Vicarage + gate. So would life be possible at Turnover Park with + a similar edifice immediately before your lordship's + hall-door. Knowing very well that the reasonable wants of + the Methodists cannot make such a building on such a spot + necessary, you no doubt would not consent to it; and I now + venture to ask you to put a stop to this building here for + the same reason. Were there no other site in the parish + equally commodious I would not say a word. + + I have the honour to be, + Your lordship's most obedient servant, + + FRANCIS FENWICK. + + +Lord Trowbridge, when he received this letter,--when he had only +partially read it, and had not at all digested it, was disposed to +yield the point. He was a silly man, thinking much too highly of his +own position, believing himself entitled to unlimited deference from +all those who in any way came within the rays of his magnificence, +and easily made angry by opposition; but he was not naturally prone +to inflict evil, and did in some degree recognise it as a duty +attached to his splendour that he should be beneficent to the +inferiors with whom he was connected. Great as was his wrath against +the present Vicar of Bullhampton, and thoroughly as he conceived it +to be expedient that so evil-minded a pastor should be driven out of +the parish, nevertheless he felt some scruple at taking a step which +would be injurious to the parish vicar, let the parish vicar be who +he might. Packer was the sinner who had originated the new plan for +punishing Mr. Fenwick,--Packer, with the assistance of Mr. Puddleham; +and the Marquis, though he had in some sort authorised the plan, had +in truth thought very little about it. When the Vicar spoke of the +lasting injury to the Vicarage, and when Lord Trowbridge remembered +that he owned two thousand and two acres within the parish,--as Mr. +Puddleham had told him,--he began to think that the chapel had better +be built elsewhere. The Vicar was a pestilent man to whom punishment +was due, but the punishment should be made to attach itself to the +man, rather than to the man's office. So was working the Marquis's +mind, till the Marquis came upon that horrid passage in the Vicar's +letter, in which it was suggested that the building of a Methodist +chapel in his own park, immediately in front of his own august +hall-door might under certain circumstances be expedient. The remark +was almost as pernicious and unpardonable as that which had been +made about his lordship's daughters. It was manifest to him that the +Vicar intended to declare that marquises were no more than other +people,--and that the declaration was made and insisted on with the +determination of insulting him. Had this apostate priest been capable +of feeling any proper appreciation of his own position and that +of the Marquis, he would have said nothing of Turnover Park. When +the Marquis had read the letter a second time and had digested it +he perceived that its whole tenour was bad, that the writer was +evil-minded, and that no request made by him should be granted. Even +though the obnoxious chapel should have to be pulled down for the +benefit of another vicar, it should be put up for the punishment of +this vicar. A man who wants to have a favour done for him, can hardly +hope to be successful if he asks for the favour with insolence. So +the heart of the Marquis was hardened, and he was strengthened to do +that which misbecame him both as a gentleman and a landlord. + +He did not answer the letter for some time; but he saw Packer, saw +his head agent, and got out the map of the property. The map of +the property was not very clear in the matter, but he remembered +the space well, and convinced himself that no other place in all +Bullhampton could be so appropriate for a Methodist chapel. At the +end of a week he caused a reply to be written to Mr. Fenwick. He +would not demean himself by writing with his own hand, but he gave +his orders to the head agent. The head agent merely informed the +Vicar that it was considered that the spot of ground in question was +the most appropriate in the village for the purpose in hand. + +Mrs. Fenwick when she heard the reply burst out into tears. She was a +woman by no means over devoted to things of this world, who thought +much of her duties and did them, who would have sacrificed anything +for her husband and children, who had learned the fact that both +little troubles and great, if borne with patience, may be borne with +ease; but she did think much of her house, was proud of her garden, +and rejoiced in the external prettiness of her surroundings. It was +gall to her that this hideous building should be so placed as to +destroy the comeliness of that side of her abode. "We shall hear +their singing and ranting whenever we open our front windows," she +said. + +"Then we won't open them," said the Vicar. + +"We can't help ourselves. Just see what it will be whenever we go in +and out. We might just as well have it inside the house at once." + +"You speak as though Mr. Puddleham were always in his pulpit." + +"They're always doing something,--and then the building will be there +whether it's open or shut. It will alter the parish altogether, and I +really think it will be better that you should get an exchange." + +"And run away from my enemy?" + +"It would be running away from an intolerable nuisance." + +"I won't do that," said the Vicar. "If there were no other reason for +staying, I won't put it in the power of the Marquis of Trowbridge +to say that he has turned me out of my parish, and so punished me +because I have not submitted myself to him. I have not sought the +quarrel. He has been overbearing and insolent, and now is meanly +desirous to injure me because I will not suffer his insolence. No +doubt, placed as he is, he can do much; but he cannot turn me out of +Bullhampton." + +"What is the good of staying, Frank, if we are to be made wretched?" + +"We won't be made wretched. What! be wretched because there is an +ugly building opposite to your outside gate? It is almost wicked to +say so. I don't like it. I like the doing of the thing less even than +the thing itself. If it can be stopped, I will stop it. If it could +be prevented by any amount of fighting, I should think myself right +to fight in such a cause. If I can see my way to doing anything to +oppose the Marquis, it shall be done. But I won't run away." Mrs. +Fenwick said nothing more on the subject at that moment, but she felt +that the glory and joy of the Vicarage were gone from it. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. + +SAM BRATTLE GOES OFF AGAIN. + + +Mr. Grimes had suggested to the Vicar in a very low whisper that the +new chapel might perhaps be put down as a nuisance. "It ain't for me +to say, of course," said Mr. Grimes, "and in the way of business one +building is as good as another as long as you see your money. But +buildings is stopped because they're nuisances." This occurred a day +or two after the receipt of the agent's letter from Turnover, and the +communication was occasioned by orders given to Mr. Grimes to go on +with the building instantly, unless he intended to withdraw from the +job. "I don't think, Grimes, that I can call a place of Christian +worship a nuisance," said the Vicar. To this Grimes rejoined that he +had known a nunnery bell to be stopped because it was a nuisance, and +that he didn't see why a Methodist chapel bell was not as bad as a +nunnery bell. Fenwick had declared that he would fight if he could +find a leg to stand upon, and he thanked Grimes, saying that he would +think of the suggestion. But when he thought of it, he did not see +that any remedy was open to him on that side. In the meantime Mr. +Puddleham attacked Grimes with great severity because the work was +not continued. Mr. Puddleham, feeling that he had the Marquis at +his back, was eager for the fight. He had already received in the +street a salutation from the Vicar, cordial as usual, with the +very slightest bend of his neck, and the sourest expression of his +mouth. Mrs. Puddleham had already taught the little Puddlehams that +the Vicarage cabbages were bitter with the wormwood of an endowed +Establishment, and ought no longer to be eaten by the free children +of an open Church. Mr. Puddleham had already raised up his voice in +his existing tabernacle, as to the injury which was being done to +his flock, and had been very touching on the subject of the little +vineyard which the wicked king coveted. When he described himself as +Naboth, it could not but be supposed that Ahab and Jezebel were both +in Bullhampton. It went forth through the village that Mr. Puddleham +had described Mrs. Fenwick as Jezebel, and the torch of discord had +been thrown down, and war was raging through the parish. + +There had come to be very high words indeed between Mr. Grimes and +Mr. Puddleham, and some went so far as to declare that they had heard +the builder threaten to punch the minister's head. This Mr. Grimes +denied stoutly, as the Methodist party were making much of it in +consequence of Mr. Puddleham's cloth and advanced years. "There's no +lies is too hot for them," said Mr. Grimes, in his energy, and "no +lawlessness too heavy." Then he absolutely refused to put his hand to +a spade or a trowel. He had his time named in his contract, he said, +and nobody had a right to drive him. This was ended by the appearance +on a certain Monday morning of a Baptist builder from Salisbury, with +all the appurtenances of his trade, and with a declaration on Mr. +Grimes' part, that he would have the law on the two leading members +of the Puddleham congregation, from whom he had received his original +order. In truth, however, there had been no contract, and Mr. +Grimes had gone to work upon a verbal order which, according to the +Puddleham theory, he had already vitiated by refusing compliance with +its terms. He, however, was hot upon his lawsuit, and thus the whole +parish was by the ears. + +It may be easily understood how much Mr. Fenwick would suffer from +all this. It had been specially his pride that his parish had been at +peace, and he had plumed himself on the way in which he had continued +to clip the claws with which nature had provided the Methodist +minister. Though he was fond of a fight himself, he had taught +himself to know that in no way could he do the business of his +life more highly or more usefully than as a peacemaker; and as a +peacemaker he had done it. He had never put his hand within Mr. +Puddleham's arm, and whispered a little parochial nothing into his +neighbour's ear, without taking some credit to himself for his +cleverness. He had called his peaches angels of peace, and had spoken +of his cabbages as being dove-winged. All this was now over, and +there was hardly one in Bullhampton who was not busy hating and +abusing somebody else. + +And then there came another trouble on the Vicar. Just at the end of +January, Sam Brattle came up to the Vicarage and told Mr. Fenwick +that he was going to leave the mill. Sam was dressed very decently; +but he was attired in an un-Bullhampton fashion, which was not +pleasant to Mr. Fenwick's eyes; and there was about him an air which +seemed to tell of filial disobedience and personal independence. + +"But you mean to come back again, Sam?" said the Vicar. + +"Well, sir; I don't know as I do. Father and I has had words." + +"And that is to be a reason why you should leave him? You speak of +your father as though he were no more to you than another man." + +"I wouldn't a' borne not a tenth of it from no other man, Mr. +Fenwick." + +"Well--and what of that? Is there any measure of what is due by you +to your father? Remember, Sam, I know your father well." + +"You do, sir." + +"He is a very just man, and he is very fond of you. You are the apple +of his eye, and now you would bring his gray hairs with sorrow to the +grave." + +"You ask mother, sir, and she'll tell you how it is. I just said a +word to him,--a word as was right to be said, and he turned upon me, +and bade me go away and come back no more." + +"Do you mean that he has banished you from the mill?" + +"He said what I tells you. He told mother afterwards, that if so as I +would promise never to mention that thing again, I might come and go +as I pleased. But I wasn't going to make no such promise. I up and +told him so; and then he--cursed me." + +For a moment or two the Vicar was silent, thinking whether in this +affair Sam had been most wrong, or the old man. Of course he was +hearing but one side of the question. "What was it, Sam, that he +forbade you to mention?" + +"It don't matter now, sir; only I thought I'd better come and tell +you, along of your being the bail, sir." + +"Do you mean that you are going to leave Bullhampton altogether?" + +"To leave it altogether, Mr. Fenwick. I ain't doing no good here." + +"And why shouldn't you do good? Where can you do more good?" + +"It can't be good to be having words with father day after day." + +"But, Sam, I don't think you can go away. You are bound by the +magistrates' orders. I don't speak for myself, but I fear the police +would be after you." + +"And is it to go on allays,--that a chap can't move to better +hisself, because them fellows can't catch the men as murdered old +Trumbull? That can't be law,--nor yet justice." Upon this there arose +a discussion in which the Vicar endeavoured to explain to the young +man that as he had evidently consorted with the men who were, on the +strongest possible grounds, suspected to be the murderers, and as +he had certainly been with those men where he had no business to +be,--namely, in Mr. Fenwick's own garden at night,--he had no just +cause of complaint at finding his own liberty more crippled than that +of other people. No doubt Sam understood this well enough, as he was +sharp and intelligent; but he fought his own battle, declaring that +as the Vicar had not prosecuted him for being in the garden, nobody +could be entitled to punish him for that offence; and that as it had +been admitted that there was no evidence connecting him with the +murder, no policeman could have a right to confine him to one parish. +He argued the matter so well, that Mr. Fenwick was left without much +to say. He was unwilling to press his own responsibility in the +matter of the bail, and therefore allowed the question to fall +through,--tacitly admitting that if Sam chose to leave the parish, +there was nothing in the affair of the murder to hinder him. He went +back, therefore, to the inexpediency of the young man's departure, +telling him that he would rush right into the Devil's jaws. "May be +so, Mr. Fenwick," said Sam, "but I'm sure I'll never be out of 'em as +long as I stays here in Bullhampton." + +"But what is it all about, Sam?" The Vicar, as he asked the question +had a very distinct idea in his own head as to the cause of the +quarrel, and was aware that his sympathies were with the son rather +than with the father. Sam answered never a word, and the Vicar +repeated his question. "You have quarrelled with your father before +this, and have made it up. Why should not you make up this quarrel?" + +"Because he cursed me," said Sam. + +"An idle word, spoken in wrath! Don't you know your father well +enough to take that for what it is worth? What was it about?" + +"It was about Carry, then." + +"What had you said?" + +"I said as how she ought to be let come home again, and that if I was +to stay there at the mill, I'd fetch her. Then he struck at me with +one of the mill-bolts. But I didn't think much o' that." + +"Was it then he--cursed you?" + +"No; mother came up, and I went aside with her. I told her as I'd go +on speaking to the old man about Carry;--and so I did." + +"And where is Carry?" Sam made no reply to this whatever. "You know +where she can be found, Sam?" Sam shook his head, but didn't speak. +"You couldn't have said that you would fetch her, if you didn't know +where to find her." + +"I wouldn't stop till I did find her, if the old man would take her +back again. She's bad enough, no doubt, but there's others worse nor +her." + +"When did you see her last?" + +"Over at Pycroft." + +"And whither did she go from Pycroft, Sam?" + +"She went to Lon'on, I suppose, Mr. Fenwick." + +"And what is her address in London?" In reply to this Sam again shook +his head. "Do you mean to seek her now?" + +"What's the use of seeking her if I ain't got nowhere to put her +into. Father's got a house and plenty of room in it. Where could I +put her?" + +"Sam, if you'll find her, and bring her to any place for me to see +her, I'll find a home for her somewhere. I will, indeed. Or, if I +knew where she was, I'd go up to London to her myself. She's not my +sister--!" + +"No, sir, she ain't. The likes of you won't likely have a sister the +likes of her. She's a--" + +"Sam, stop. Don't say a bitter word of her. You love her." + +"Yes;--I do. That don't make her not a bad 'un." + +"So do I love her. And as for being bad, which of us isn't bad? The +world is very hard on her offence." + +"Down on it, like a dog on a rat." + +"It is not for me to make light of her sin;--but her sin can be +washed away as well as other sin. I love her too. She was the +brightest, kindest, sauciest little lass in all the parish, when I +came here." + +"Father was proud enough of her then, Mr. Fenwick." + +"You find her and let me know where she is, and I will make out a +home for her somewhere;--that is, if she will be tractable. I'm +afraid your father won't take her at the mill." + +"He'll never set eyes on her again, if he can help it. As for you, +Mr. Fenwick, if there was only a few more like you about, the world +wouldn't be so bad to get on in. Good-bye, Mr. Fenwick." + +"Good-bye, Sam;--if it must be so." + +"And don't you be afeared about me, Mr. Fenwick. If the hue-and-cry +is out anyways again me, I'll turn up. That I will,--though it was to +be hung afterwards,--sooner than you'd be hurt by anything I'd been a +doing." + +So they parted, as friends rather than as enemies, though the Vicar +knew very well that the young man was wrong to go and leave his +father and mother, and that in all probability he would fall at +once into some bad mode of living. But the conversation about Carry +Brattle had so softened their hearts to each other, that Mr. Fenwick +found it impossible to be severe. And he knew, moreover, that no +severity of expression would have been of avail. He couldn't have +stopped Sam from going had he preached to him for an hour. + +After that the building of the chapel went on apace, the large +tradesman from Salisbury being quicker in his work than could have +been the small tradesman belonging to Bullhampton. In February there +came a hard frost, and still the bricklayers were at work. It was +said in Bullhampton that walls built as those walls were being built +could never stand. But then it might be that these reports were +spread by Mr. Grimes, that the fanatical ardour of the Salisbury +Baptist lent something to the rapidity of his operations, and that +the Bullhampton feeling in favour of Mr. Fenwick and the Church +Establishment added something to the bitterness of the prevailing +criticisms. At any rate, the walls of the new chapel were mounting +higher and higher all through February, and by the end of the first +week in March there stood immediately opposite to the Vicarage gate a +hideously ugly building, roofless, doorless, windowless;--with those +horrid words,--"New Salem, 186--" legibly inscribed on a visible +stone inserted above the doorway, a thing altogether as objectionable +to the eyes of a Church of England parish clergyman as the +imagination of any friend or enemy could devise. We all know the +abominable adjuncts of a new building,--the squalid half-used heaps +of bad mortar, the eradicated grass, the truculent mud, the scattered +brickbats, the remnants of timber, the debris of the workmen's +dinners, the morsels of paper scattered through the dirt! There had +from time to time been actual encroachments on the Vicarage grounds, +and Mrs. Fenwick, having discovered that the paint had been injured +on the Vicarage gate, had sent an angry message to the Salisbury +Baptist. The Salisbury Baptist had apologised to Mr. Fenwick, saying +that such things would happen in the building of houses, &c., and Mr. +Fenwick had assured him that the matter was of no consequence. He was +not going to descend into the arena with the Salisbury Baptist. In +this affair the Marquis of Trowbridge was his enemy, and with the +Marquis he would fight, if there was to be any fight at all. He would +stand at his gate and watch the work, and speak good-naturedly to +the workmen; but he was in truth sick at heart. The thing, horrible +as it was to him, so fascinated him that he could not keep his mind +from it. During all this time it made his wife miserable. She had +literally grown thin under the infliction of the new chapel. For more +than a fortnight she had refused to visit the front gate of her own +house. To and from church she always went by the garden wicket; but +in going to the school, she had to make a long round to avoid the +chapel,--and this round she made day after day. Fenwick himself, +still hoping that there might be some power of fighting, had written +to an enthusiastic archdeacon, a friend of his, who lived not very +far distant. The Archdeacon had consulted the Bishop,--really +troubled deeply about the matter,--and the Bishop had taken upon +himself, with his own hands, to write words of mild remonstrance to +the Marquis. "For the welfare of the parish generally," said the +Bishop, "I venture to make this suggestion to your lordship, feeling +sure that you will do anything that may not be unreasonable to +promote the comfort of the parishioners." In this letter he made no +allusion to his late correspondence with the Marquis as to the sins +of the Vicar. Nor did the Marquis in his reply allude to the former +correspondence. He expressed an opinion that the erection of a +place of Christian worship on an open space outside the bounds of a +clergyman's domain ought not to be held to be objectionable by that +clergyman;--and that as he had already given the spot, he could not +retract the gift. These letters, however, had been written before the +first brick had been laid, and the world in that part of the country +was of opinion that the Marquis might have retracted his gift. After +this Mr. Fenwick found no ground whatever on which he could fight his +battle. He could only stand at his gateway, and look at the thing as +it rose above the ground, fascinated by its ugliness. + +He was standing there once, about a month or five weeks after his +interview with Sam Brattle, just at the beginning of March, when he +was accosted by the Squire. Mr. Gilmore, through the winter,--ever +since he had heard that Mary Lowther's engagement with Walter +Marrable had been broken off,--had lived very much alone. He had been +pressed to come to the Vicarage, but had come but seldom, waiting +patiently till the time should come when he might again ask Mary to +be his wife. He was not so gloomy as he had been during the time the +engagement had lasted, but still he was a man much altered from his +former self. Now he came across the road, and spoke a word or two to +his friend. "If I were you, Frank, I should not think so much about +it." + +"Yes, you would, old boy, if it touched you as it does me. It isn't +that the chapel should be there. I could have built a chapel for them +with my own hands on the same spot, if it had been necessary." + +"I don't see what there is to annoy you." + +"This annoys me,--that after all my endeavours, there should be +people here, and many people, who find a gratification in doing that +which they think I shall look upon as an annoyance. The sting is +in their desire to sting, and in my inability to show them their +error, either by stopping what they are doing, or by proving myself +indifferent to it. It isn't the building itself, but the double +disgrace of the building." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII. + +FEMALE MARTYRDOM. + + +Early in February Captain Marrable went to Dunripple to stay with +his uncle, Sir Gregory, and there he still was when the middle of +March had come. News of his doings reached the ladies at Loring, but +it reached them through hands which were not held to be worthy of a +perfect belief,--at any rate, on Mary Lowther's part. Dunripple Park +is in Warwickshire, and lies in the middle of a good hunting country. +Now, according to Parson John, from whom these tidings came, Walter +Marrable was hunting three days a week; and, as Sir Gregory himself +did not keep hunters, Walter must have hired his horses,--so said +Parson John, deploring that a nephew so poor in purse should have +allowed himself to be led into such heavy expense. "He brought home +a little ready money with him," said the parson; "and I suppose he +thinks he may have his fling as long as that lasts." No doubt Parson +John, in saying this, was desirous of proving to Mary that Walter +Marrable was not dying of love, and was, upon the whole, leading a +jolly life, in spite of the little misfortune that had happened to +him. But Mary understood all this quite as well as did Parson John +himself; and simply declined to believe the hunting three days a +week. She said not a word about it, however, either to him or to her +aunt. If Walter could amuse himself, so much the better; but she was +quite sure that, at such a period of his life as this, he would not +spend his money recklessly. The truth lay between Parson John's +stories and poor Mary's belief. Walter Marrable was hunting,--perhaps +twice a week, hiring a horse occasionally, but generally mounted by +his uncle, Sir Gregory. He hunted; but did so after a lugubrious +fashion, as became a man with a broken heart, who was laden with many +sorrows, and had just been separated from his lady love for ever and +ever. But still, when there came anything good, in the way of a run, +and when our Captain could get near to hounds, he enjoyed the fun, +and forgot his troubles for a while. Is a man to know no joy because +he has an ache at his heart? + +In this matter of disappointed and, as it were, disjointed affection, +men are very different from women, and for the most part, much more +happily circumstanced. Such sorrow a woman feeds;--but a man starves +it. Many will say that a woman feeds it, because she cannot but feed +it; and that a man starves it, because his heart is of the starving +kind. But, in truth, the difference comes not so much from the inner +heart, as from the outer life. It is easier to feed a sorrow upon +needle-and-thread and novels, than it is upon lawyers' papers, or +even the out-a-door occupations of a soldier home upon leave who has +no work to do. Walter Marrable told himself again and again that he +was very unhappy about his cousin, but he certainly did not suffer in +that matter as Mary suffered. He had that other sorrow, arising from +his father's cruel usage of him, to divide his thoughts, and probably +thought quite as much of the manner in which he had been robbed, as +he did of the loss of his love. + +But poor Mary was, in truth, very wretched. When a girl asks herself +that question,--what shall she do with her life? it is so natural +that she should answer it by saying that she will get married, and +give her life to somebody else. It is a woman's one career--let +women rebel against the edict as they may; and though there may +be word-rebellion here and there, women learn the truth early in +their lives. And women know it later in life when they think of +their girls; and men know it, too, when they have to deal with their +daughters. Girls, too, now acknowledge aloud that they have learned +the lesson; and Saturday Reviewers and others blame them for their +lack of modesty in doing so,--most unreasonably, most uselessly, and, +as far as the influence of such censors may go, most perniciously. +Nature prompts the desire, the world acknowledges its ubiquity, +circumstances show that it is reasonable, the whole theory of +creation requires it; but it is required that the person most +concerned should falsely repudiate it, in order that a mock modesty +may be maintained, in which no human being can believe! Such is the +theory of the censors who deal heavily with our Englishwomen of +the present day. Our daughters should be educated to be wives, but, +forsooth, they should never wish to be wooed! The very idea is but a +remnant of the tawdry sentimentality of an age in which the mawkish +insipidity of the women was the reaction from the vice of that +preceding it. That our girls are in quest of husbands, and know well +in what way their lines in life should be laid, is a fact which none +can dispute. Let men be taught to recognise the same truth as regards +themselves, and we shall cease to hear of the necessity of a new +career for women. + +Mary Lowther, though she had never encountered condemnation as a +husband-hunter, had learned all this, and was well aware that for her +there was but one future mode of life that could be really blessed. +She had eyes, and could see; and ears, and could hear. She could +make,--indeed, she could not fail to make,--comparisons between +her aunt and her dear friend, Mrs. Fenwick. She saw, and could not +fail to see, that the life of the one was a starved, thin, poor +life,--which, good as it was in its nature, reached but to few +persons, and admitted but of few sympathies; whereas the other woman, +by means of her position as a wife and a mother, increased her roots +and spread out her branches, so that there was shade, and fruit, and +beauty, and a place in which the birds might build their nests. Mary +Lowther had longed to be a wife,--as do all girls healthy in mind and +body; but she had found it to be necessary to her to love the man who +was to become her husband. There had come to her a suitor recommended +to her by all her friends,--recommended to her also by all outward +circumstances,--and she had found that she did not love him! For a +while she had been sorely perplexed, hardly knowing what it might +be her duty to do, not understanding how it was that the man was +indifferent to her, doubting whether, after all, the love of which +she had dreamt was not a passion which might come after marriage, +rather than before it,--but still fearing to run so great a hazard. +She had doubted, feared, and had hitherto declined,--when that other +lover had fallen in her way. Mr. Gilmore had wooed her for months +without touching her heart. Then Walter Marrable had come and had +conquered her almost in an hour. She had never felt herself disposed +to play with Mr. Gilmore's hair, to lean against his shoulder, to be +touched by his fingers,--never disposed to wait for his coming, or +to regret his going. But she had hardly become acquainted with her +cousin before his presence was a pleasure to her; and no sooner had +he spoken to her of his love, than everything that concerned him was +dear to her. The atmosphere that surrounded him was sweeter to her +than the air elsewhere. All those little aids which a man gives to a +woman were delightful to her when they came to her from his hands. +She told herself that she had found the second half that was needed +to make herself one whole; that she had become round and entire in +joining herself to him; and she thought that she understood well why +it had been that Mr. Gilmore had been nothing to her. As Mr. Fenwick +was manifestly the husband appointed for his wife, so had Walter +Marrable been appointed for her. And so there had come upon her a +dreamy conviction that marriages are made in heaven. That question, +whether they were to be poor or rich, to have enough or much less +than enough for the comforts of life, was, no doubt, one of much +importance; but, in the few happy days of her assured engagement, it +was not allowed by her to interfere for a moment with the fact that +she and Walter were intended, each to be the companion of the other, +as long as they two might live. + +Then by degrees,--by degrees, though the process had been quick,--had +fallen upon her that other conviction, that it was her duty to him +to save him from the burdens of that life to which she herself had +looked forward so fondly. At first she had said that he should judge +of the necessity; swearing to herself that his judgment, let it be +what it might, should be right to her. Then she had perceived that +this was not sufficient;--that in this way there would be no escape +for him;--that she herself must make the decision, and proclaim +it. Very tenderly and very cautiously had she gone about her task; +feeling her way to the fact that this separation, if it came from +her, would be deemed expedient by him. That she would be right in all +this, was her great resolve; that she might after all be wrong, her +constant fear. She, too, had heard of public censors, of the girl of +the period, and of the forward indelicacy with which women of the +age were charged. She knew not why, but it seemed to her that the +laws of the world around her demanded more of such rectitude from +a woman than from a man, and, if it might be possible to her, she +would comply with these laws. She had convinced herself, forming her +judgment from every tone of his voice, from every glance of his eye, +from every word that fell from his lips, that this separation would +be expedient for him. And then, assuring herself that the task should +be hers, and not his, she had done it. She had done it, and, counting +up the cost afterwards, she had found herself to be broken in pieces. +That wholeness and roundness, in which she had rejoiced, had gone +from her altogether. She would try to persuade herself that she could +live as her aunt had lived, and yet be whole and round. She tried, +but knew that she failed. The life to which she had looked forward +had been the life of a married woman; and now, as that was taken from +her, she could be but a thing broken, a fragment of humanity, created +for use, but never to be used. + +She bore all this well, for a while,--and indeed never ceased to bear +it well, to the eyes of those around her. When Parson John told her +of Walter's hunting, she laughed, and said that she hoped he would +distinguish himself. When her aunt on one occasion congratulated +her, telling her that she had done well and nobly, she bore the +congratulation with a smile and a kind word. But she thought about it +much, and within the chambers of her own bosom there were complaints +made that the play which had been played between him and her during +the last few months should for her have been such a very tragedy, +while for him the matter was no more than a melodrama, touched with +a pleasing melancholy. He had not been made a waif upon the waters +by the misfortune of a few weeks, by the error of a lawyer, by a +mistaken calculation,--not even by the crime of his father. His +manhood was, at any rate, perfect to him. Though he might be a poor +man, he was still a man with his hands free, and with something +before him which he could do. She understood, too, that the rough +work of his life would be such that it would rub away, perhaps too +quickly, the impression of his late love, and enable him hereafter +to love another. But for her,--for her there could be nothing but +memory, regrets, and a life which would simply be a waiting for +death. But she had done nothing wrong,--and she must console herself +with that, if consolation could then be found. + +Then there came to her a letter from Mrs. Fenwick which moved her +much. It was the second which she had received from her friend since +she had made it known that she was no longer engaged to her cousin. +In her former letter Mrs. Fenwick had simply expressed her opinion +that Mary had done rightly, and had, at the same time, promised that +she would write again, more at length, when the passing by of a few +weeks should have so far healed the first agony of the wound, as to +make it possible for her to speak of the future. Mary, dreading this +second letter, had done nothing to elicit it; but at last it came. +And as it had some effect on Mary Lowther's future conduct, it shall +be given to the reader:-- + + + Bullhampton Vicarage, March 12, 186--. + + DEAREST MARY, + + I do so wish you were here, if it were only to share our + misery with us. I did not think that so small a thing as + the building of a wretched chapel could have put me out so + much, and made me so uncomfortable as this has done. Frank + says that it is simply the feeling of being beaten,--the + insult not the injury, which is the grievance; but they + both rankle with me. I hear the click of the trowel every + hour, and though I never go near the front gate, yet I + know that it is all muddy and foul with brickbats and + mortar. I don't think that anything so cruel and unjust + was ever done before; and the worst of it is that Frank, + though he hates it just as much as I do, does preach + such sermons to me about the wickedness of caring for + small evils. 'Suppose you had to go to it every Sunday + yourself,' he said the other day, trying to make me + understand what a real depth of misery there is in the + world. 'I shouldn't mind that half so much,' I answered. + Then he bade me try it,--which wasn't fair because he + knows I can't. However, they say it will all tumble down + because it has been built so badly. + + I have been waiting to hear from you, but I can understand + why you should not write. You do not wish to speak of your + cousin, or to write without speaking of him. Your aunt has + written to me twice, as doubtless you know, and has told + me that you are well, only more silent than heretofore. + Dearest Mary, do write to me, and tell me what is in + your heart. I will not ask you to come to us,--not + yet,--because of our neighbour; but I do think that if you + were here I could do you good. I know so well, or fancy + that I know so well, the current in which your thoughts + are running! You have had a wound, and think that + therefore you must be a cripple for life. But it is not + so; and such thoughts, if not wicked, are at least wrong. + I would that it had been otherwise. I would that you had + not met your cousin.-- + + +"So would not I," said Mary to herself; but as she said it she knew +that she was wrong. Of course it would be for her welfare, and for +his too, if his heart was as hers, that she should never have seen +him.-- + + + But because you have met him, and have fancied that you + and he would be all in all together, you will be wrong + indeed if you let that fancy ruin your future life. Or + if you encourage yourself to feel that, because you + have loved one man from whom you are necessarily parted, + therefore you should never allow yourself to become + attached to another, you will indeed be teaching yourself + an evil lesson. I think I can understand the arguments + with which you may perhaps endeavour to persuade your + heart that its work of loving has been done, and should + not be renewed; but I am quite sure that they are false + and inhuman. The Indian, indeed, allows herself to be + burned through a false idea of personal devotion; and if + that idea be false in a widow, how much falser is it in + one who has never been a wife. + + You know what have ever been our wishes. They are the same + now as heretofore; and his constancy is of that nature, + that nothing will ever change it. I am persuaded that it + would have been unchanged, even if you had married your + cousin, though in that case he would have been studious to + keep out of your way. I do not mean to press his claims at + present. I have told him that he should be patient, and + that if the thing be to him as important as he makes it, + he should be content to wait. He replied that he would + wait. I ask for no word from you at present on this + subject. It will be much better that there should be no + word. But it is right that you should know that there is + one who loves you with a devotion which nothing can alter. + + I will only add to this my urgent prayer that you will not + make too much to yourself of your own misfortune, or allow + yourself to think that because this and that have taken + place, therefore everything must be over. It is hard to + say who makes the greatest mistakes, women who treat their + own selves with too great a reverence, or they who do so + with too little. + + Frank sends his kindest love. Write to me at once, if only + to condole with me about the chapel. + + Most affectionately yours, + + JANET FENWICK. + + My sister and Mr. Quickenham are coming here for + Easter week, and I have still some hopes of getting my + brother-in-law to put us up to some way of fighting the + Marquis and his myrmidons. I have always heard it said + that there was no case in which Mr. Quickenham couldn't + make a fight. + + +Mary Lowther understood well the whole purport of this letter,--all +that was meant as well as all that was written. She had told herself +again and again that there had been that between her and the lover +she had lost,--tender embraces, warm kisses, a bird-like pressure +of the plumage,--which alone should make her deem it unfit that she +should be to another man as she had been to him, even should her +heart allow it. It was against this doctrine that her friend had +preached, with more or less of explicitness in her sermon. And how +was the truth? If she could take a lesson on that subject from any +human being in the world, she would take it from her friend Janet +Fenwick. But she rebelled against the preaching, and declared to +herself that her friend had never been tried, and therefore did not +understand the case. Must she not be guided by her own feelings, and +did she not feel that she could never lay her head on the shoulder of +another lover without blushing at her memories of the past? + +And yet how hard was it all! It was not the joys of young love +that she regretted in her present mood, not the loss of those soft +delights of which she had suddenly found herself to be so capable; +but that all the world should be dark and dreary before her! And he +could hunt, could dance, could work,--no doubt could love again! How +happy would it be for her if her reason would allow her to be a Roman +Catholic, and a nun! + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII. + +A LOVER'S MADNESS. + + +The letter from Mrs. Fenwick, which the reader has just seen, was the +immediate effect of a special visit which Mr. Gilmore had made to +her. On the 10th of March he had come to her with a settled purpose, +pointing out to her that he had now waited a certain number of months +since he had heard of the rupture between Mary and her cousin, naming +the exact period which Mrs. Fenwick had bade him wait before he +should move again in the matter, and asking her whether he might not +now venture to take some step. Mrs. Fenwick had felt it to be unfair +that her very words should be quoted against her, as to the three or +four months, feeling that she had said three or four instead of six +or seven to soften the matter to her friend; but, nevertheless, she +had been induced to write to Mary Lowther. + +"I was thinking that perhaps you might ask her to come to you +again," Mr. Gilmore had said when Mrs. Fenwick rebuked him for his +impatience. "If you did that, the thing might come on naturally." + +"But she wouldn't come if I did ask her." + +"Because she hates me so much that she will not venture to come near +me?" + +"What nonsense that is, Harry. It has nothing to do with hating. If I +thought that she even disliked you, I should tell you so, believing +that it would be for the best. But of course if I asked her here +just at present, she could not but remember that you are our nearest +neighbour, and feel that she was pressed to come with some reference +to your hopes." + +"And therefore she would not come?" + +"Exactly; and if you will think of it, how could it be otherwise? +Wait till he is in India. Wait at any rate till the summer, and then +Frank and I will do our best to get her here." + +"I will wait," said Mr. Gilmore, and immediately took his leave, as +though there were no other subject of conversation now possible to +him. + +Since his return from Loring, Mr. Gilmore's life at his own house had +been quite secluded. Even the Fenwicks had hardly seen him, though +they lived so near to him. He had rarely been at church, had seen no +company at home since his uncle, the prebendary, had left him, and +had not dined even at the Vicarage more than once or twice. All this +had of course been frequently discussed between Mr. and Mrs. Fenwick, +and had made the Vicar very unhappy. He had expressed a fear that +his friend would be driven half crazy by a foolish indulgence in a +hopeless passion, and had suggested that it might perhaps be for the +best that Gilmore should let his place and travel abroad for two +or three years, so that, in that way, his disappointment might be +forgotten. But Mrs. Fenwick still hoped better things than this. She +probably thought more of Mary Lowther than she did of Harry Gilmore, +and still believed that a cure for both their sorrows might be found, +if one would only be patient, and the other would not despair. + +Mr. Gilmore had promised that he would wait, and then Mrs. Fenwick +had written her letter. To this there came a very quick answer. In +respect to the trouble about the chapel, Mary Lowther was sympathetic +and droll, as she would have been had there been upon her the weight +of no love misfortune. "She had trust," she said, "in Mr. Quickenham, +who no doubt would succeed in harassing the enemy, even though he +might be unable to obtain ultimate conquest. And then there seemed +to be a fair prospect that the building would fall of itself, which +surely would be a great triumph. And, after all, might it not fairly +be hoped that the pleasantness of the Vicarage garden, which Mr. +Puddleham must see every time he visited his chapel, might be quite +as galling and as vexatious to him as would be the ugliness of the +Methodist building to the Fenwicks? + +"You should take comfort in the reflection that his sides will be +quite as full of thorns as your own," said Mary; "and perhaps there +may come some blessed opportunity for crushing him altogether by +heaping hot coals of fire on his head. Offer him the use of the +Vicarage lawn for one of his school tea-parties, and that, I should +think, would about finish him." + +This was all very well, and was written on purpose to show to Mrs. +Fenwick that Mary could still be funny in spite of her troubles; but +the pith of the letter, as Mrs. Fenwick well understood, lay in the +few words of the last paragraph. + +"Don't suppose, dear, that I am going to die of a broken heart. I +mean to live and to be as happy as any of you. But you must let me go +on in my own way. I am not at all sure that being married is not more +trouble than it is worth." + +That she was deceiving herself in saying this Mary knew well enough; +and Mrs. Fenwick, too, guessed that it was so. Nevertheless, it was +plain enough that nothing more could be said about Mr. Gilmore just +at present. + +"You ought to blow him up, and make him come to us," Mrs. Fenwick +said to her husband. + +"It is all very well to say that, but one man can't blow another +up, as women do. Men don't talk to each other about the things that +concern them nearly,--unless it be about money." + +"What do they talk about, then?" + +"About matters that don't concern them nearly;--game, politics, and +the state of the weather. If I were to mention Mary's name to him, he +would feel it to be an impertinence. You can say what you please." + +Soon after this, Gilmore came again to the Vicarage; but he was +careful to come when the Vicar would not be there. He sauntered into +the garden by the little gate from the churchyard, and showed himself +at the drawing-room window, without going round to the front door. "I +never go to the front now," said Mrs. Fenwick; "I have only once been +through the gate since they began to build." + +"Is not that very inconvenient?" + +"Of course it is. When we came home from dining at Sir Thomas's the +other day, I had myself put down at the church gate, and walked all +the way round, though it was nearly pitch dark. Do come in, Harry." + + +[Illustration: "Do come in, Harry."] + + +Then Mr. Gilmore came in, and seated himself before the fire. Mrs. +Fenwick understood his moods so well, that she would not say a word +to hurry him. If he chose to talk about Mary Lowther, she knew very +well what she would say to him; but she would not herself introduce +the subject. She spoke for awhile about the Brattles, saying that the +old man had suffered much since his son had gone from him. Sam had +left Bullhampton at the end of January, never having returned to the +mill after his visit to the Vicar, and had not been heard of since. +Gilmore, however, had not been to see his tenant; and though he +expressed an interest about the Brattles, had manifestly come to +the Vicarage with the object of talking upon matters more closely +interesting to himself. + +"Did you write to Loring, Mrs. Fenwick?" he asked at last. + +"I wrote to Mary soon after you were last here." + +"And has she answered you?" + +"Yes; she wrote again almost at once. She could not but write, as I +had said so much to her about the chapel." + +"She did not allude to--anything else, then?" + +"I can't quite say that, Harry. I had written to her out of a +very full heart, telling her what I thought as to her future life +generally, and just alluding to our wishes respecting you." + +"Well?" + +"She said just what might have been expected,--that for the present +she would rather be let alone." + +"I have let her alone. I have neither spoken to her nor written to +her. She does not mean to say that I have troubled her?" + +"Of course you have not troubled her,--but she knows what we all +mean." + +"I have waited all the winter, Mrs. Fenwick, and have said not a +word. How long was it that she knew her cousin before she was engaged +to him?" + +"What has that to do with it? You know what our wishes are; but, +indeed, indeed, nothing can be done by hurrying her." + +"She was engaged to that man, and the engagement broken off all +within a month. It was no more than a dream." + +"But the remembrance of such dreams will not fade away quickly. +Let us hope that hereafter it may be as a dream;--but time must be +allowed to efface the idea of its reality." + +"Time;--yes; but cannot we arrange some plan for the future? Cannot +something be done? I thought you said you would ask her to come +here?" + +"So I did,--but not yet." + +"Why shouldn't she come now? You needn't ask because I am here. There +is no saying whom she may meet, and then my chance will be gone +again." + +"Is that all you know about women, Harry? Do you think that the girl +whom you love so dearly will take up with one man after another in +that fashion?" + +"Who can say? She was not very long in taking up, as you call it, +with Captain Marrable. I should be happier if she were here, even if +I did not see her." + +"Of course you would see her, and of course you would propose +again,--and of course she would refuse you." + +"Then there is no hope?" + +"I do not say that. Wait till the summer comes; and then, if I can +influence her, we will have her here. If you find that remaining at +the Privets all alone is wearisome to you--" + +"Of course it is wearisome." + +"Then go up to London--or abroad--or anywhere for a change. Take some +occupation in hand and stick to it." + +"That is so easily said, Mrs. Fenwick." + +"No man ever did anything by moping; and you mope. I know I am +speaking plainly, and you may be angry with me, if you please." + +"I am not at all angry with you; but I think you hardly understand." + +"I do understand," said Mrs. Fenwick, speaking with all the energy +she could command; "and I am most anxious to do all that you wish. +But it cannot be done in a day. If I were to ask her now, she would +not come; and if she came it would not be for your good. Wait till +the summer. You may be sure that no harm will be done by a little +patience." + +Then he went away, declaring again that he would wait with patience; +but saying, at the same time, that he would remain at home. "As for +going to London," he said, "I should do nothing there. When I find +that there is no chance left, then probably I shall go abroad." + +"It is my belief," said the Vicar, that evening, when his wife told +him what had occurred, "that she will never have him; not because she +does not like him, or could not learn to like him if he were as other +men are, but simply because he is so unreasonably unhappy about her. +No woman was ever got by that sort of puling and whining love. If it +were not that I think him crazy, I should say that it was unmanly." + +"But he is crazy." + +"And will be still worse before he has done with it. Anything would +be good now which would take him away from Bullhampton. It would be a +mercy that his house should be burned down, or that some great loss +should fall upon him. He sits there at home, and does nothing. He +will not even look after the farm. He pretends to read, but I don't +believe that he does even that." + +"And all because he is really in love, Frank." + +"I am very glad that I have never been in love with the same +reality." + +"You never had any need, sir. The plums fell into your mouth too +easily." + +"Plums shouldn't be too difficult," said the Vicar, "or they lose +their sweetness." + +A few days after this Mr. Fenwick was standing at his own gate, +watching the building of the chapel and talking to the men, when +Fanny Brattle from the mill came up to him. He would stand there by +the hour at a time, and had made quite a friendship with the foreman +of the builder from Salisbury, although the foreman, like his master, +was a Dissenter, and had come into the parish as an enemy. All +Bullhampton knew how infinite was the disgust of the Vicar at what +was being done; and that Mrs. Fenwick felt it so strongly, that she +would not even go in and out of her own gate. All Bullhampton was +aware that Mr. Puddleham spoke openly of the Vicar as his enemy,--in +spite of the peaches and cabbages on which the young Puddlehams +had been nourished; and that the Methodist minister had, more than +once within the last month or two, denounced his brother of the +Established Church from his own pulpit. All Bullhampton was talking +of the building of the chapel,--some abusing the Marquis and Mr. +Puddleham and the Salisbury builder; others, on the other hand, +declaring that it was very good that the Establishment should have a +fall. Nevertheless there Mr. Fenwick would stand and chat with the +men, fascinated after a fashion by the misfortune which had come upon +him. Mr. Packer, the Marquis's steward, had seen him there, and had +endeavoured to slink away unobserved,--for Mr. Packer was somewhat +ashamed of the share he had had in the matter,--but Mr. Fenwick had +called to him, and had spoken to him of the progress of the building. + +"Grimes never could have done it so fast," said the Vicar. + +"Well,--not so fast, Mr. Fenwick, certainly." + +"I suppose it won't signify about the frost?" said the Vicar. "I +should be inclined to think that the mortar will want repointing." + +Mr. Packer had nothing to say to this. He was not responsible for the +building. He endeavoured to explain that the Marquis had nothing to +do with the work, and had simply given the land. + +"Which was all that he could do," said the Vicar, laughing. + +It was on the same day and while Packer was still standing close to +him, that Fanny Brattle accosted him. When he had greeted the young +woman and perceived that she wished to speak to him, he withdrew +within his own gate, and asked her whether there was anything that he +could do for her. She had a letter in her hand, and after a little +hesitation she asked him to read it. It was from her brother, and had +reached her by private means. A young man had brought it to her when +her father was in the mill, and had then gone off, declining to wait +for any answer. + +"Father, sir, knows nothing about it as yet," she said. + +Mr. Fenwick took the letter and read it. It was as follows:-- + + + DEAR SISTER, + + I want you to help me a little, for things is very bad + with me. And it is not for me neither, or I'd sooner + starve nor ax for a sixpence from the mill. But Carry is + bad too, and if you've got a trifle or so, I think you'd + be of a mind to send it. But don't tell father, on no + account. I looks to you not to tell father. Tell mother, + if you will; but I looks to her not to mention it to + father. If it be so you have two pounds by you, send it to + me in a letter, to the care of + + Muster Thomas Craddock, + Number 5, Crooked Arm Yard, + Cowcross Street, + City of London. + + My duty to mother, but don't say a word to father, + whatever you do. Carry don't live nowhere there, nor they + don't know her. + + Your affectionate brother, + + SAM BRATTLE. + + +"Have you told your father, Fanny?" + +"Not a word, sir." + +"Nor your mother?" + +"Oh yes, sir. She has read the letter, and thinks I had better come +to you to ask what we should do." + +"Have you got the money, Fanny?" + +Fanny Brattle explained that she had in her pocket something over the +sum named, but that money was so scarce with them now at the mill, +that she could hardly send it without her father's knowledge. She +would not, she said, be afraid to send it and then to tell her father +afterwards. The Vicar considered the matter for some time, standing +with the open letter in his hand, and then he gave his advice. + +"Come into the house, Fanny," he said, "and write a line to your +brother, and then get a money order at the post-office for four +pounds, and send it to your brother; and tell him that I lend it +to him till times shall be better with him. Do not give him your +father's money without your father's leave. Sam will pay me some day, +unless I be mistaken in him." + +Then Fanny Brattle with many grateful thanks did as the Vicar bade +her. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX. + +THE THREE HONEST MEN. + + +The Vicar of Bullhampton was--a "good sort of fellow." In praise of +him to this extent it is hoped that the reader will cordially agree. +But it cannot be denied that he was the most imprudent of men. He +had done very much that was imprudent in respect to the Marquis of +Trowbridge; and since he had been at Bullhampton had been imprudent +in nearly everything that he had done regarding the Brattles. He was +well aware that the bold words which he had spoken to the Marquis had +been dragon's teeth sown by himself, and that they had sprung up from +the ground in the shape of the odious brick building which now stood +immediately in face of his own Vicarage gate. Though he would smile +and be droll, and talk to the workmen, he hated that building quite +as bitterly as did his wife. And now, in regard to the Brattles, +there came upon him a great trouble. About a week after he had lent +the four pounds to Fanny on Sam's behalf, there came to him a dirty +note from Salisbury, written by Sam himself, in which he was told +that Carry Brattle was now at the Three Honest Men, a public-house in +one of the suburbs of the city, waiting there till Mr. Fenwick should +find a home for her,--in accordance with his promise given to her +brother. Sam, in his letter, had gone on to explain that it would be +well that Mr. Fenwick should visit the Three Honest Men speedily, as +otherwise there would be a bill there which neither Carry nor Sam +would be able to defray. Poor Sam's letter was bald, and they who did +not understand his position might have called it bold. He wrote to +the Vicar as though the Vicar's coming to Salisbury for the required +purpose was a matter of course; and demanded a home for his sister +without any reference to her future mode of life, or power of earning +her bread, as though it was the Vicar's manifest duty to provide such +home. And then that caution in regard to the bill was rather a threat +than anything else. If you don't take her quickly from the Three +Honest Men there'll be the very mischief of a bill for you to pay. +That was the meaning of the caution, and so the Vicar understood it. + +But Mr. Fenwick, though he was imprudent, was neither unreasonable +nor unintelligent. He had told Sam Brattle that he would provide +a home for Carry, if Sam would find his sister and induce her to +accept the offer. Sam had gone to work, and had done his part. Having +done it, he was right to claim from the Vicar his share of the +performance. And then, was it not a matter of course that Carry, when +found, should be without means to pay her own expenses? Was it to be +supposed that a girl in her position would have money by her. And had +not Mr. Fenwick known the truth about their poverty when he had given +those four pounds to Fanny Brattle to be sent up to Sam in London? +Mr. Fenwick was both reasonable and intelligent as to all this; and, +though he felt that he was in trouble, did not for a moment think +of denying his responsibility, or evading the performance of his +promise. He must find a home for poor Carry, and pay any bill at the +Three Honest Men which he might find standing there in her name. + +Of course he told his trouble to his wife; and of course he was +scolded for the promise he had given. "But, my dear Frank, if for +her, why not for others; and how is it possible?" + +"For her and not for others, because she is an old friend, a +neighbour's child, and one of the parish." That question was easily +answered. + +"But how is it possible, Frank? Of course one would do anything that +it is possible to save her. What I mean is, that one would do it for +all of them, if only it were possible." + +"If you can do it for one, will not even that be much?" + +"But what is to be done? Who will take her? Will she go into a +reformatory?" + +"I fear not." + +"There are so many, and I do not know how they are to be treated +except in a body. Where can you find a home for her?" + +"She has a married sister, Janet." + +"Who would not speak to her, or let her inside the door of her house! +Surely, Frank, you know the unforgiving nature of women of that class +for such sin as poor Carry Brattle's?" + +"I wonder whether they ever say their prayers," said the Vicar. + +"Of course they do. Mrs. Jay, no doubt, is a religious woman. But it +is permitted to them not to forgive that sin." + +"By what law?" + +"By the law of custom. It is all very well, Frank, but you can't +fight against it. At any rate, you can't ignore it till it has been +fought against and conquered. And it is useful. It keeps women from +going astray." + +"You think, then, that nothing should be done for this poor creature, +who fell so piteously, with so small a sin?" + +"I have not said so. But when you promised her a home, where did +you think of finding one for her? Her only fitting home is with her +mother, and you know that her father will not take her there." + +Mr. Fenwick said nothing more at that moment, not having clearly made +up his mind as to what he might best do; but he had before his eyes, +dimly, a plan by which he thought it possible that he might force +Carry Brattle on her father's heart. If this plan might be carried +out, he would take her to the mill-house and seat her in the room +in which the family lived, and then bring the old man in from his +work. It might be that Jacob Brattle, in his wrath, would turn with +violence upon the man who had dared thus to interfere in the affairs +of his family; but he would certainly offer no rough usage to the +poor girl. Fenwick knew the man well enough to be sure that he would +not lay his hands in anger upon a woman. + +But something must be done at once,--something before any such plan +as that which was running through his brain could be matured and +carried into execution. There was Carry at the Three Honest Men, and, +for aught the Vicar knew, her brother staying with her,--with his, +the Vicar's credit, pledged for their maintenance. It was quite clear +that something must be done. He had applied to his wife, and his +wife did not know how to help him. He had suggested the wife of the +ironmonger at Warminster as the proper guardian for the poor child, +and his own wife had at once made him understand that this was +impractical. Indeed, how was it possible that such a one as Carry +Brattle should be kept out of sight and stowed away in an open +hardware-shop in a provincial town? The properest place for her would +be in the country, on some farm; and, so thinking, he determined to +apply to the girl's eldest brother. + +George Brattle was a prosperous man, living on a large farm near +Fordingbridge, ten or twelve miles the other side of Salisbury. Of +him the Vicar knew very little, and of his wife nothing. That the man +had been married fourteen or fifteen years, and had a family growing +up, the Vicar did know; and, knowing it, feared that Mrs. Brattle of +Startup, as their farm was called, would not be willing to receive +this proposed new inmate. But he would try. He would go on to Startup +after having seen Carry at the Three Honest Men, and use what +eloquence he could command for the occasion. + +He drove himself over on the next day to meet an early train, and +was in Salisbury by nine o'clock. He had to ask his way to the Three +Honest Men, and at last had some difficulty in finding the house. +It was a small beershop, in a lane on the very outskirts of the +city, and certainly seemed to him, as he looked at it, to be as +disreputable a house, in regard to its outward appearance, as ever he +had proposed to enter. It was a brick building of two stories, with a +door in the middle of it which stood open, and a red curtain hanging +across the window on the left-hand side. Three men dressed like +navvies were leaning against the door-posts. There is no sign, +perhaps, which gives to a house of this class so disreputable an +appearance as red curtains hung across the window; and yet there is +no other colour for pot-house curtains that has any popularity. The +one fact probably explains the other. A drinking-room with a blue or +a brown curtain would offer no attraction to the thirsty navvy who +likes to have his thirst indulged without criticism. But, in spite of +the red curtain, Fenwick entered the house, and asked the uncomely +woman at the bar after Sam Brattle. Was there a man named Sam Brattle +staying there;--a man with a sister? + +Then were let loose against the unfortunate clergyman the floodgates +of a drunken woman's angry tongue. It was not only that the landlady +of the Three Honest Men was very drunk, but also that she was very +angry. Sam Brattle and his sister had been there, but they had been +turned out of the house. There had manifestly been some great row, +and Carry Brattle was spoken of with all the worst terms of reproach +which one woman can heap upon the name of another. The mistress of +the Three Honest Men was a married woman,--and, as far as that went, +respectable; whereas poor Carry was not married, and certainly not +respectable. Something of her past history had been known. She had +been called names which she could not repudiate, and the truth of +which even her brother on her behalf could not deny; and then she had +been turned into the street. So much Mr. Fenwick learned from the +drunken woman, and nothing more he could learn. When he asked after +Carry's present address the woman jeered at him, and accused him of +base purposes in coming after such a one. She stood with arms akimbo +in the passage, and said she would raise the neighbourhood on him. +She was drunk, and dirty, as foul a thing as the eye could look upon; +every other word was an oath, and no phrase used by the lowest of +men in their lowest moments was too hot or too bad for her woman's +tongue; and yet there was the indignation of outraged virtue in her +demeanour and in her language, because this stranger had come to her +door asking after a girl who had been led astray. Our Vicar cared +nothing for the neighbourhood, and, indeed, cared very little for +the woman at all,--except in so far as she disgusted him; but he did +care much at finding that he could obtain no clue to her whom he was +seeking. The woman would not even tell him when the girl had left +her house, or give him any assistance towards finding her. He had at +first endeavoured to mollify the virago by offering to pay the amount +of any expenses which might have been left unsettled; but even on +this score he could obtain no consideration. She continued to revile +him, and he was obliged to leave her,--which he did, at last, with a +hurried step to avoid a quart pot which the woman had taken up to +hurl at his head, upon some comparison which he most indiscreetly +made between herself and poor Carry Brattle. + +What should he do now? The only chance of finding the girl was, as he +thought, to go to the police-office. He was still in the lane, making +his way back to the street which would take him into the city, +when he was accosted by a little child. "You be the parson," said +the child. Mr. Fenwick owned that he was a parson. "Parson from +Bull'umpton?" said the child, inquiringly. Mr. Fenwick acknowledged +the fact. "Then you be to come with me." Whereupon Mr. Fenwick +followed the child, and was led into a miserable little court in +which population was squalid, thick, and juvenile. "She be here, at +Mrs. Stiggs's," said the child. Then the Vicar understood that he had +been watched, and that he was being taken to the place where she whom +he was seeking had found shelter. + + + + +CHAPTER XL. + +TROTTER'S BUILDINGS. + + +In the back room up-stairs of Mr. Stiggs's house in Trotter's +Buildings the Vicar did find Carry Brattle, and he found also that +since her coming thither on the preceding evening,--for only on the +preceding evening had she been turned away from the Three Honest +Men,--one of Mrs. Stiggs's children had been on the look-out in the +lane. + +"I thought that you would come to me, sir," said Carry Brattle. + +"Of course I should come. Did I not promise that I would come? And +where is your brother?" + +But Sam had left her as soon as he had placed her in Mrs. Stiggs's +house, and Carry could not say whither he had gone. He had brought +her to Salisbury, and had remained with her two days at the Three +Honest Men, during which time the remainder of their four pounds +had been spent; and then there had been a row. Some visitors to the +house recognised poor Carry, or knew something of her tale, and evil +words were spoken. There had been a fight and Sam had thrashed some +man,--or some half-dozen men, if all that Carry said was true. She +had fled from the house in sad tears, and after a while her brother +had joined her,--bloody, with his lip cut and a black eye. It seemed +that he had had some previous knowledge of this woman who lived in +Trotter's Buildings,--had known her or her husband,--and there he had +found shelter for his sister, having explained that a clergyman would +call for her and pay for her modest wants, and then take her away. +She supposed that Sam had gone back to London; but he had been so +bruised and mauled in the fight that he had determined that Mr. +Fenwick should not see him. This was the story as Carry told it; and +Mr. Fenwick did not for a moment doubt its truth. + +"And now, Carry," said he, "what is it that you would do?" + +She looked up into his face, and yet not wholly into his face,--as +though she were afraid to raise her eyes so high,--and was silent. +His were intently fixed upon her, as he stood over her, and he +thought that he had never seen a sight more sad to look at. And yet +she was very pretty,--prettier, perhaps, than she had been in the +days when she would come up the aisle of his church, to take her +place among the singers, with red cheeks and bright flowing clusters +of hair. She was pale now, and he could see that her cheeks were +rough,--from paint, perhaps, and late hours, and an ill-life; but +the girl had become a woman, and the lines of her countenance were +fixed, and were very lovely, and there was a pleading eloquence about +her mouth for which there had been no need in her happy days at +Bullhampton. He had asked her what she would do! But had she not come +there, at her brother's instigation, that he might tell her what she +should do? Had he not promised that he would find her a home if she +would leave her evil ways? How was it possible that she should have a +plan for her future life? She answered him not a word; but tried to +look into his face and failed. + +Nor had he any formed plan. That idea, indeed, of going to Startup +had come across his brain,--of going to Startup, and of asking +assistance from the prosperous elder brother. But so diffident was he +of success that he hardly dared to mention it to the poor girl. + +"It is hard to say what you should do," he said. + +"Very hard, sir." + +His heart was so tender towards her that he could not bring himself +to propose to her the cold and unpleasant safety of a Reformatory. He +knew, as a clergyman and as a man of common sense, that to place her +in such an establishment would, in truth, be the greatest kindness +that he could do her. But he could not do it. He satisfied his own +conscience by telling himself that he knew that she would accept no +such refuge. He thought that he had half promised not to ask her to +go to any such place. At any rate, he had not meant that when he had +made his rash promise to her brother; and though that promise was +rash, he was not the less bound to keep it. She was very pretty, and +still soft, and he had loved her well. Was it a fault in him that he +was tender to her because of her prettiness, and because he had loved +her as a child? We must own that it was a fault. The crooked places +of the world, if they are to be made straight at all, must be made +straight after a sterner and a juster fashion. + +"Perhaps you could stay here for a day or two?" he said. + +"Only that I've got no money." + +"I will see to that,--for a few days, you know. And I was thinking +that I would go to your brother George." + +"My brother George?" + +"Yes;--why not? Was he not always good to you?" + +"He was never bad, sir; only--" + +"Only what?" + +"I've been so bad, sir, that I don't think he'd speak to me, or +notice me, or do anything for me. And he has got a wife, too." + +"But a woman doesn't always become hard-hearted as soon as she is +married. There must be some of them that will take pity on you, +Carry." She only shook her head. "I shall tell him that it is his +duty, and if he be an honest, God-fearing man, he will do it." + +"And should I have to go there?" + +"If he will take you--certainly. What better could you wish? Your +father is hard, and though he loves you still, he cannot bring +himself to forget." + +"How can any of them forget, Mr. Fenwick?" + +"I will go out at once to Startup, and as I return through Salisbury +I will let you know what your brother says." She again shook her +head. "At any rate, we must try, Carry. When things are difficult, +they cannot be mended by people sitting down and crying. I will +ask your brother; and if he refuses, I will endeavour to think of +something else. Next to your father and mother, he is certainly the +first that should be asked to look to you." Then he said much to her +as to her condition, preached to her the little sermon with which he +had come prepared; was as stern to her as his nature and love would +allow,--though, indeed, his words were tender enough. He strove to +make her understand that she could have no escape from the dirt and +vileness and depth of misery into which she had fallen, without the +penalty of a hard, laborious life, in which she must submit to be +regarded as one whose place in the world was very low. He asked her +whether she did not hate the disgrace and the ignominy and the vile +wickedness of her late condition. "Yes, indeed, sir," she answered, +with her eyes still only half-raised towards him. What other answer +could she make? He would fain have drawn from her some deep and +passionate expression of repentance, some fervid promise of future +rectitude, some eager offer to bear all other hardships, so that +she might be saved from a renewal of the past misery. But he knew +that no such eloquence, no such energy, no such ecstacy, would be +forthcoming. And he knew, also, that humble, contrite, and wretched +as was the girl now, the nature within her bosom was not changed. +Were he to place her in a reformatory, she would not stay there. Were +he to make arrangements with Mrs. Stiggs, who in her way seemed to +be a decent, hard-working woman,--to make arrangements for her board +and lodging, with some collateral regulations as to occupation, +needle-work, and the like,--she would not adhere to them. The change +from a life of fevered, though most miserable, excitement, to one of +dull, pleasureless, and utterly uninteresting propriety, is one that +can hardly be made without the assistance of binding control. Could +she have been sent to the mill, and made subject to her mother's +softness as well as to her mother's care, there might have been room +for confident hope. And then, too,--but let not the reader read this +amiss,--because she was pretty and might be made bright again, and +because he was young, and because he loved her, he longed, were it +possible, to make her paths pleasant for her. Her fall, her first +fall had been piteous to him, rather than odious. He, too, would have +liked to get hold of the man and to have left him without a sound +limb within his skin,--to have left him pretty nearly without a skin +at all; but that work had fallen into the miller's hands, who had +done it fairly well. And, moreover, it would hardly have fitted the +Vicar. But, as regarded Carry herself, when he thought of her in his +solitary rambles, he would build little castles in the air on her +behalf, in which her life should be anything but one of sackcloth and +ashes. He would find for her some loving husband, who should know +and should have forgiven the sin which had hardly been a sin, and +she should be a loving wife with loving children. Perhaps, too, he +would add to this, as he built his castles, the sweet smiles of +affectionate gratitude with which he himself would be received when +he visited her happy hearth. But he knew that these were castles +in the air, and he endeavoured to throw them all behind him as he +preached his sermon. Nevertheless, he was very tender with her, +and treated her not at all as he would have done an ugly young +parishioner who had turned thief upon his hands. + +"And now, Carry," he said, as he left her, "I will get a gig in the +town, and will drive over to your brother. We can but try it. I am +clear as to this, that the best thing for you will be to be among +your own people." + +"I suppose it would, sir; but I don't think she'll ever be brought to +have me." + +"We will try, at any rate. And if she will have you, you must +remember that you must not eat the bread of idleness. You must be +prepared to work for your living." + +"I don't want to be idle, sir." Then he took her by the hand, and +pressed it, and bade God bless her, and gave her a little money in +order that she might make some first payment to Mrs. Stiggs. "I'm +sure I don't know why you should do all this for the likes of me, +sir," said the girl, bursting into tears. The Vicar did not tell her +that he did it because she was gracious in his eyes, and perhaps was +not aware of the fact himself. + +He went to the Dragon of Wantley, and there procured a gig. He had +a contest in the inn-yard before they would let him have the gig +without a man to drive him; but he managed it at last, fearing that +the driver might learn something of his errand. He had never been at +Startup Farm before; and knew very little of the man he was going +to see on so very delicate a mission; but he did know that George +Brattle was prosperous, and that in early life he had been a good +son. His last interview with the farmer had had reference to the +matter of bail required for Sam, and on that occasion the brother +had, with some persuasion, done as he was asked. George Brattle had +contrived to win for himself a wife from the Fordingbridge side of +the country, who had had a little money; and as he, too, had carried +away from the mill a little money in his father's prosperous days, +he had done very well. He paid his rent to the day, owed no man +anything, and went to church every other Sunday, eschewing the bad +example set to him by his father in matters of religion. He was +hard-fisted, ignorant, and self-confident, knowing much about corn +and the grinding of it, knowing something of sheep and the shearing +of them, knowing also how to get the worth of his ten or eleven +shillings a week out of the bones of the rural labourers;--but +knowing very little else. Of all this Fenwick was aware; and, in +spite of that church-going twice a month, rated the son as inferior +to the father; for about the old miller there was a stubborn +constancy which almost amounted to heroism. With such a man as was +this George Brattle, how was he to preach a doctrine of true human +charity with any chance of success? But the man was one who was +pervious to ideas of duty, and might be probably pervious to feelings +of family respect. And he had been good to his father and mother, +regarding with something of true veneration the nest from which he +had sprung. The Vicar did not like the task before him, dreading the +disappointment which failure would produce; but he was not the man to +shrink from any work which he had resolved to undertake, and drove +gallantly into the farmyard, though he saw both the farmer and his +wife standing at the back-door of the house. + + + + +CHAPTER XLI. + +STARTUP FARM. + + +Farmer Brattle, who was a stout man about thirty-eight years of age +but looking as though he were nearly ten years older, came up to the +Vicar, touching his hat, and then putting his hand out in greeting. + +"This be a pleasure something like, Muster Fenwick, to see thee +here at Startup. This be my wife. Molly, thou has never seen Muster +Fenwick from Bull'umpton. This be our Vicar, as mother and Fanny says +is the pick of all the parsons in Wiltshire." + +Then Mr. Fenwick got down, and walked into the spacious kitchen, +where he was cordially welcomed by the stout mistress of Startup +Farm. + +He was very anxious to begin his story to the brother alone. Indeed, +as to that, his mind was quite made up; but Mrs. Brattle, who within +the doors of that house held a position at any rate equal to that +of her husband, did not seem disposed to give him the opportunity. +She understood well enough that Mr. Fenwick had not come over from +Bullhampton to shake hands with her husband, and to say a few civil +words. He must have business, and that business must be about the +Brattle family. Old Brattle was supposed to be in money difficulties, +and was not this an embassy in search of money? Now Mrs. George +Brattle, who had been born a Huggins, was very desirous that none +of the Huggins money should be sent into the parish of Bullhampton. +When, therefore, Mr. Fenwick asked the farmer to step out with him +for a moment, Mrs. George Brattle looked very grave, and took her +husband apart and whispered a word of caution into his ear. + +"It's about the mill, George; and don't you do nothing till you've +spoke to me." + +Then there came a solid look, almost of grief, upon George's face. +There had been a word or two before this between him and the wife of +his bosom as to the affairs of the mill. + +"I've just been seeing somebody at Salisbury," began the Vicar, +abruptly, as soon as they had crossed from the yard behind the house +into the enclosure around the ricks. + +"Some one at Salisbury, Muster Fenwick? Is it any one as I knows?" + +"One that you did know well, Mr. Brattle. I've seen your sister +Carry." Again there came upon the farmer's face that heavy look, +which was almost a look of grief; but he did not at once utter a +word. "Poor young thing!" continued the Vicar. "Poor, dear, +unfortunate girl!" + +"She brought it on herself, and on all of us," said the farmer. + +"Yes, indeed, my friend. The light, unguarded folly of a moment has +ruined her, and brought dreadful sorrow upon you all. But something +should be done for her;--eh?" + +Still the brother said nothing. + +"You will help, I'm sure, to rescue her from the infamy into which +she must fall if none help her?" + +"If there's money wanted to get her into any of them places--," begun +the farmer. + +"It isn't that;--it isn't that, at any rate, as yet." + +"What be it, then?" + +"The personal countenance and friendship of some friend that loves +her. You love your sister, Mr. Brattle?" + +"I don't know as I does, Muster Fenwick." + +"You used to, and you must still pity her." + +"She's been and well-nigh broke the hearts of all on us. There wasn't +one of us as wasn't respectable, till she come up;--and now there's +Sam. But a boy as is bad ain't never so bad as a girl." + +It must be understood that in the expression of this opinion Mr. +Brattle was alluding, not to the personal wickedness of the wicked +of the two sexes, but to the effect of their wickedness on those +belonging to them. + +"And therefore more should be done to help a girl." + +"I'll stand the money, Muster Fenwick,--if it ain't much." + +"What is wanted is a home in your own house." + +"Here--at Startup?" + +"Yes; here, at Startup. Your father will not take her." + +"Neither won't I. But it ain't me in such a matter as this. You ask +my missus, and see what she'll say. Besides, Muster Fenwick, it's +clean out of all reason." + +"Out of all reason to help a sister?" + +"So it be. Sister, indeed! Why did she go and make--. I won't say +what she's made of herself. Ain't she brought trouble and sorrow +enough upon us? Have her here! Why, I'm that angry with her, I +shouldn't be keeping my hands off her. Why didn't she keep herself to +herself, and not disgrace the whole family?" + +Nevertheless, in spite of these strong expressions of opinion, Mr. +Fenwick, by the dint of the bitter words which he spoke in reference +to the brother's duty as a Christian, did get leave from the farmer +to make the proposition to Mrs. George Brattle,--such permission as +would have bound the brother to accept Carry, providing that Mrs. +George would also consent to accept her. But even this permission +was accompanied by an assurance that it would not have been given had +he not felt perfectly convinced that his wife would not listen for +a moment to the scheme. He spoke of his wife almost with awe, when +Mr. Fenwick left him to make this second attack. "She has never had +nothing to say to none sich as that," said the farmer, shaking his +head, as he alluded both to his wife and to his sister; "and I ain't +sure as she'll be first-rate civil to any one as mentions sich in her +hearing." + +But Mr. Fenwick persevered, in spite even of this caution. When +the Vicar re-entered the house, Mrs. George Brattle had retired to +her parlour, and the kitchen was in the hands of the maid-servant. +He followed the lady, however, and found that she had been at the +trouble, since he had seen her last, of putting on a clean cap on his +behalf. He began at once, jumping again into the middle of things by +a reference to her husband. + +"Mrs. Brattle," he said, "your husband and I have been talking about +his poor sister Carry." + +"The least said the soonest mended about that one, I'm afeared," said +the dame. + +"Indeed, I agree with you. Were she once placed in safe and kind +hands, the less then said the better. She has left the life she was +leading--" + +"They never leaves it," said the dame. + +"It is so seldom that an opportunity is given them. Poor Carry is +at the present moment most anxious to be placed somewhere out of +danger." + +"Mr. Fenwick, if you ask me, I'd rather not talk about her;--I would +indeed. She's been and brought a slur upon us all, the vile thing! If +you ask me, Mr. Fenwick, there ain't nothing too bad for her." + +Fenwick, who, on the other hand, thought that there could be hardly +anything too good for his poor penitent, was beginning to be angry +with the woman. Of course, he made in his own mind those comparisons +which are common to us all on such occasions. What was the great +virtue of this fat, well-fed, selfish, ignorant woman before +him, that she should turn up her nose at a sister who had been +unfortunate? Was it not an abominable case of the Pharisee thanking +the Lord that he was not such a one as the Publican;--whereas the +Publican was in a fair way to heaven? + +"Surely you would have her saved, if it be possible to save her?" +said the Vicar. + +"I don't know about saving. If such as them is to be made all's one +as others as have always been decent, I'm sure I don't know who it is +as isn't to be saved." + +"Have you never read of Mary Magdalen, Mrs. Brattle?" + +"Yes, I have, Mr. Fenwick. Perhaps she hadn't got no father, nor +brothers, and sisters, and sisters-in-law, as would be pretty well +broken-hearted when her vileness would be cast up again' 'em. Perhaps +she hadn't got no decent house over her head afore she begun. I don't +know how that was." + +"Our Saviour's tender mercy, then, would not have been wide enough +for such sin as that." This the Vicar said with intended irony; but +irony was thrown away on Mrs. George Brattle. + +"Them days and ours isn't the same, Mr. Fenwick, and you can't make +'em the same. And Our Saviour isn't here now to say who is to be a +Mary Magdalen and who isn't. As for Carry Brattle, she has made her +bed and she must lie upon it. We shan't interfere." + +Fenwick was determined, however, that he would make his proposition. +It was almost certain now that he could do no good to Carry by making +it; but he felt that it would be a pleasure to him to make this +self-righteous woman know what he conceived to be her duty in the +matter. "My idea was this--that you should take her in here, and +endeavour to preserve her from future evil courses." + +"Take her in here?" shrieked the woman. + +"Yes; here. Who is nearer to her than a brother?" + +"Not if I know it, Mr. Fenwick; and if that is what you have been +saying to Brattle, I must tell you that you've come on a very bad +errand. People, Mr. Fenwick, knows how to manage things such as that +for themselves in their own houses. Strangers don't usually talk +about such things, Mr. Fenwick. Perhaps, Mr. Fenwick, you didn't know +as how we have got girls of our own coming up. Have her in here--at +Startup? I think I see her here!" + +"But, Mrs. Brattle--" + +"Don't Mrs. Brattle me, Mr. Fenwick, for I won't be so treated. And I +must tell you that I don't think it over decent of you,--a clergyman, +and a young man, too, in a way,--to come talking of such a one in a +house like this." + +"Would you have her starve, or die in a ditch?" + +"There ain't no question of starving. Such as her don't starve. As +long as it lasts, they've the best of eating and drinking,--only +too much of it. There's prisons; let 'em go there if they means +repentance. But they never does,--never, till there ain't nobody to +notice 'em any longer; and by that time they're mostly thieves and +pickpockets." + +"And you would do nothing to save your own husband's sister from such +a fate?" + +"What business had she to be sister to any honest man? Think of +what she's been and done to my children, who wouldn't else have had +nobody to be ashamed of. There never wasn't one of the Hugginses who +didn't behave herself;--that is of the women," added Mrs. George, +remembering the misdeeds of a certain drunken uncle of her own, who +had come to great trouble in a matter of horseflesh. "And now, Mr. +Fenwick, let me beg that there mayn't be another word about her. I +don't know nothing of such women, nor what is their ways, and I don't +want. I never didn't speak a word to such a one in my life, and I +certainly won't begin under my own roof. People knows well enough +what's good for them to do and what isn't without being dictated to +by a clergyman. You'll excuse me, Mr. Fenwick; but I'll just make +bold to say as much as that. Good morning, Mr. Fenwick." + +In the yard, standing close by the gig, he met the farmer again. + +"You didn't find she'd be of your way of thinking, Muster Fenwick?" + +"Not exactly, Mr. Brattle." + +"I know'd she wouldn't. The truth is, Muster Fenwick, that young +women as goes astray after that fashion is just like any sick animal, +as all the animals as ain't comes and sets upon immediately. It's +just as well, too. They knows it beforehand, and it keeps 'em +straight." + +"It didn't keep poor Carry straight." + +"And, by the same token, she must suffer, and so must we all. But, +Muster Fenwick, as far as ten or fifteen pounds goes, if it can be of +use--" + +But the Vicar, in his indignation, repudiated the offer of money, and +drove himself back to Salisbury with his heart full of sorrow at the +hardness of the world. What this woman had been saying to him was +only what the world had said to her,--the world that knows so much +better how to treat an erring sinner than did Our Saviour when on +earth. + +He went with his sad news to Mrs. Stiggs's house, and then made terms +for Carry's board and lodging, at any rate, for a fortnight. And he +said much to the girl as to the disposition of her time. He would +send her books, and she was to be diligent in needle-work on behalf +of the Stiggs family. And then he begged her to go to the daily +service in the cathedral,--not so much because he thought that the +public worship was necessary for her, as that thus she would be +provided with a salutary employment for a portion of her day. Carry, +as she bade him farewell, said very little. Yes; she would stay with +Mrs. Stiggs. That was all that she did say. + + + + +CHAPTER XLII. + +MR. QUICKENHAM, Q.C. + + +[Illustration] + +On the Thursday in Passion week, which fell on the 6th of April, Mr. +and Mrs. Quickenham came to Bullhampton Vicarage. The lawyer intended +to take a long holiday,--four entire days,--and to return to London +on the following Tuesday; and Mrs. Quickenham meant to be very happy +with her sister. + +"It is such a comfort to get him out of town, if it's only for two +days," said Mrs. Quickenham; "and I do believe he has run away this +time without any papers in his portmanteau." + +Mrs. Fenwick, with something of apology in her tone, explained to her +sister that she was especially desirous of getting a legal opinion on +this occasion from her brother-in-law. + +"That's mere holiday work," said the barrister's anxious wife. +"There's nothing he likes so much as that; but it is the reading of +those horrible long papers by gaslight. I wouldn't mind how much he +had to talk, nor yet how much he had to write, if it wasn't for all +that weary reading. Of course he does have juniors with him now, +but I don't find that it makes much difference. He's at it every +night, sheet after sheet; and though he always says he's coming up +immediately, it's two or three before he's in bed." + +Mrs. Quickenham was three or four years older than her sister, and +Mr. Quickenham was twelve years older than his wife. The lawyer +therefore was considerably senior to the clergyman. He was at the +Chancery bar, and after the usual years of hard and almost profitless +struggling, had worked himself up into a position in which his income +was very large, and his labours never ending. Since the days in which +he had begun to have before his eyes some idea of a future career +for himself, he had always been struggling hard for a certain goal, +struggling successfully, and yet never getting nearer to the thing +he desired. A scholarship had been all in all to him when he left +school; and, as he got it, a distant fellowship already loomed before +his eyes. That attained was only a step towards his life in London. +His first brief, anxiously as it had been desired, had given no real +satisfaction. As soon as it came to him it was a rung of the ladder +already out of sight. And so it had been all through his life, as he +advanced upwards, making a business, taking a wife to himself, and +becoming the father of many children. There was always something +before him which was to make him happy when he reached it. His gown +was of silk, and his income almost greater than his desires; but he +would fain sit upon the Bench, and have at any rate his evenings for +his own enjoyment. He firmly believed now, that that had been the +object of his constant ambition; though could he retrace his thoughts +as a young man, he would find that in the early days of his forensic +toils, the silent, heavy, unillumined solemnity of the judge had +appeared to him to be nothing in comparison with the glittering +audacity of the successful advocate. He had tried the one, and might +probably soon try the other. And when that time shall have come, +and Mr. Quickenham shall sit upon his seat of honour in the new +Law Courts, passing long, long hours in the tedious labours of +conscientious painful listening; then he will look forward again +to the happy ease of dignified retirement, to the coming time in +which all his hours will be his own. And then, again, when those +unfurnished hours are there, and with them shall have come the +infirmities which years and toil shall have brought, his mind will +run on once more to that eternal rest in which fees and salary, +honours and dignity, wife and children, with all the joys of +satisfied success, shall be brought together for him in one perfect +amalgam which he will call by the name of Heaven. In the meantime, he +has now come down to Bullhampton to enjoy himself for four days,--if +he can find enjoyment without his law papers. + +Mr. Quickenham was a tall, thin man, with eager gray eyes, and a long +projecting nose, on which, his enemies in the courts of law were wont +to say, his wife would hang a kettle, in order that the unnecessary +heat coming from his mouth might not be wasted. His hair was already +grizzled, and, in the matter of whiskers, his heavy impatient hand +had nearly altogether cut away the only intended ornament to his +face. He was a man who allowed himself time for nothing but his law +work, eating all his meals as though the saving of a few minutes +in that operation were matter of vital importance, dressing and +undressing at railroad speed, moving ever with a quick, impetuous +step, as though the whole world around him went too slowly. He was +short-sighted, too, and would tumble about in his unnecessary hurry, +barking his shins, bruising his knuckles, and breaking most things +that were breakable,--but caring nothing for his sufferings either in +body or in purse so that he was not reminded of his awkwardness by +his wife. An untidy man he was, who spilt his soup on his waistcoat +and slobbered with his tea, whose fingers were apt to be ink-stained, +and who had a grievous habit of mislaying papers that were most +material to him. He would bellow to the servants to have his things +found for him, and would then scold them for looking. But when alone +he would be ever scolding himself because of the faults which he +thus committed. A conscientious, hard-working, friendly man he was, +but one difficult to deal with; hot in his temper, impatient of all +stupidities, impatient often of that which he wrongly thought to be +stupidity, never owning himself to be wrong, anxious always for the +truth, but often missing to see it, a man who would fret grievously +for the merest trifle, and think nothing of the greatest success when +it had once been gained. Such a one was Mr. Quickenham; and he was +a man of whom all his enemies and most of his friends were a little +afraid. Mrs. Fenwick would declare herself to be much in awe of him; +and our Vicar, though he would not admit as much, was always a little +on his guard when the great barrister was with him. + +How it had come to pass that Mr. Chamberlaine had not been called +upon to take a part in the Cathedral services during Passion +week cannot here be explained; but it was the fact, that when Mr. +Quickenham arrived at Bullhampton, the Canon was staying at The +Privets. He had come over there early in the week,--as it was +supposed by Mr. Fenwick with some hope of talking his nephew into a +more reasonable state of mind respecting Miss Lowther; but, according +to Mrs. Fenwick's uncharitable views, with the distinct object of +escaping the long church services of the Holy week,--and was to +return to Salisbury on the Saturday. He was, therefore, invited to +meet Mr. Quickenham at dinner on the Thursday. In his own city and +among his own neighbours he would have thought it indiscreet to dine +out in Passion week; but, as he explained to Mr. Fenwick, these +things were very different in a rural parish. + +Mr. Quickenham arrived an hour or two before dinner, and was +immediately taken out to see the obnoxious building; while Mrs. +Fenwick, who never would go to see it, described all its horrors to +her sister within the guarded precincts of her own drawing-room. + +"It used to be a bit of common land, didn't it?" said Mr. Quickenham. + +"I hardly know what is common land," replied the Vicar. "The children +used to play here, and when there was a bit of grass on it some of +the neighbours' cows would get it." + +"It was never advertised--to be let on building lease?" + +"Oh dear no! Lord Trowbridge never did anything of that sort." + +"I dare say not," said the lawyer. "I dare say not." Then he walked +round the plot of ground, pacing it, as though something might be +learned in that way. Then he looked up at the building with his hands +in his pockets, and his head on one side. "Has there been a deed of +gift,--perhaps a peppercorn rent, or something of that kind?" The +Vicar declared that he was altogether ignorant of what had been done +between the agent for the Marquis and the trustees to whom had been +committed the building of the chapel. "I dare say nothing," said Mr. +Quickenham. "They've been in such a hurry to punish you, that they've +gone on a mere verbal permission. What's the extent of the glebe?" + +"They call it forty-two acres." + +"Did you ever have it measured?" + +"Never. It would make no difference to me whether it is forty-one or +forty-three." + +"That's as may be," said the lawyer. "It's as nasty a thing as I've +looked at for many a day, but it wouldn't do to call it a nuisance." + +"Of course not. Janet is very hot about it; but, as for me, I've made +up my mind to swallow it. After all, what harm will it do me?" + +"It's an insult,--that's all." + +"But if I can show that I don't take it as an insult, the insult will +be nothing. Of course the people know that their landlord is trying +to spite me." + +"That's just it." + +"And for awhile they'll spite me too, because he does. Of course it's +a bore. It cripples one's influence, and to a certain degree spreads +dissent at the cost of the Church. Men and women will go to that +place merely because Lord Trowbridge favours the building. I know all +that, and it irks me; but still it will be better to swallow it." + +"Who's the oldest man in the parish?" asked Mr. Quickenham; "the +oldest with his senses still about him." The parson reflected for +awhile, and then said that he thought Brattle, the miller, was as +old a man as there was there, with the capability left to him of +remembering and of stating what he remembered. "And what's his +age,--about?" Fenwick said that the miller was between sixty and +seventy, and had lived in Bullhampton all his life. "A church-going +man?" asked the lawyer. To this the Vicar was obliged to reply that, +to his very great regret, old Brattle never entered a church. "Then +I'll step over and see him during morning service to-morrow," said +the lawyer. The Vicar raised his eyebrows, but said nothing as to +the propriety of Mr. Quickenham's personal attendance at a place of +worship on Good Friday. + +"Can anything be done, Richard?" said Mrs. Fenwick, appealing to her +brother-in-law. + +"Yes;--undoubtedly something can be done." + +"Can there, indeed? I am so glad. What can be done?" + +"You can make the best of it." + +"That's just what I'm determined I won't do. It's mean-spirited, and +so I tell Frank. I never would have hurt them as long as they treated +us well; but now they are enemies, and as enemies I will regard them. +I should think myself disgraced if I were to sit down in the presence +of the Marquis of Trowbridge; I should, indeed." + +"You can easily manage that by standing up when you meet him," said +Mr. Quickenham. Mr. Quickenham could be very funny at times, but +those who knew him would remark that whenever he was funny he had +something to hide. His wife as she heard his wit was quite sure that +he had some plan in his head about the chapel. + +At half-past six there came Mr. Chamberlaine and his nephew. The +conversation about the chapel was still continued, and the canon from +Salisbury was very eloquent, and learned also, upon the subject. His +eloquence was brightest while the ladies were still in the room, +but his learning was brought forth most manifestly after they had +retired. He was very clear in his opinion that the Marquis had the +law on his side in giving the land for the purpose in question, even +if it could be shown that he was simply the lord of the manor, and +not so possessed of the spot as to do what he liked in it for his own +purposes. Mr. Chamberlaine expressed his opinion that, although he +himself might think otherwise, it would be held to be for the benefit +of the community that the chapel should be built, and in no court +could an injunction against the building be obtained. + +"But he couldn't give leave to have it put on another man's ground," +said the Queen's Counsel. + +"There is no question of another man's ground here," said the member +of the Chapter. + +"I'm not so sure of that," continued Mr. Quickenham. "It may not +be the ground of any one man, but if it's the ground of any ten or +twenty it's the same thing." + +"But then there would be a lawsuit," said the Vicar. + +"It might come to that," said the Queen's Counsel. + +"I'm sure you wouldn't have a leg to stand upon," said the member of +the Chapter. + +"I don't see that at all," said Gilmore. "If the land is common to +the parish, the Marquis of Trowbridge cannot give it to a part of the +parishioners because he is Lord of the Manor." + +"For such a purpose I should think he can," said Mr. Chamberlaine. + +"And I'm quite sure he can't," said Mr. Quickenham. "All the same, it +may be very difficult to prove that he hasn't the right; and in the +meantime there stands the chapel, a fact accomplished. If the ground +had been bought and the purchasers had wanted a title, I think it +probable the Marquis would never have got his money." + +"There can be no doubt that it is very ungentlemanlike," said Mr. +Chamberlaine. + +"There I'm afraid I can't help you," said Mr. Quickenham. "Good law +is not defined very clearly here in England; but good manners have +never been defined at all." + +"I don't want anyone to help me on such a matter as that," said Mr. +Chamberlaine, who did not altogether like Mr. Quickenham. + +"I dare say not," said Mr. Quickenham; "and yet the question may be +open to argument. A man may do what he likes with his own, and can +hardly be called ungentlemanlike because he gives it away to a person +you don't happen to like." + + +[Illustration: "I dare say not," said Mr. Quickenham.] + + +"I know what we all think about it in Salisbury," said Mr. +Chamberlaine. + +"It's just possible that you may be a little hypercritical in +Salisbury," said Quickenham. + +There was nothing else discussed and nothing else thought of in +the Vicarage. The first of June had been the day now fixed for the +opening of the new chapel, and here they were already in April. Mr. +Fenwick was quite of opinion that if the services of Mr. Puddleham's +congregation were once commenced in the building they must +be continued there. As long as the thing was a thing not yet +accomplished it might be practicable to stop it; but there could be +no stopping it when the full tide of Methodist eloquence should have +begun to pour itself from the new pulpit. It would then have been +made the House of God,--even though not consecrated,--and as such +it must remain. And now he was becoming sick of the grievance, and +wished that it was over. As to going to law with the Marquis on a +question of Common-right, it was a thing that he would not think +of doing. The living had come to him from his college, and he had +thought it right to let the Bursar of Saint John's know what was +being done; but it was quite clear that the college could not +interfere or spend their money on a matter which, though it was +parochial, had no reference to their property in the parish. It was +not for the college, as patron of the living, to inquire whether +certain lands belonged to the Marquis of Trowbridge or to the parish +at large, though the Vicar no doubt, as one of the inhabitants of the +place, might raise the question at law if he chose to find the money +and could find the ground on which to raise it. His old friend the +Bursar wrote him back a joking letter, recommending him to put more +fire into his sermons and thus to preach his enemy down. + +"I have become so sick of this chapel," the Vicar said to his wife +that night, "that I wish the subject might never be mentioned again +in the house." + +"You can't be more sick of it than I am," said his wife. + +"What I mean is, that I'm sick of it as a subject of conversation. +There it is, and let us make the best of it, as Quickenham says." + +"You can't expect anything like sympathy from Richard, you know." + +"I don't want any sympathy. I want simply silence. If you'll only +make up your mind to take it for granted, and to put up with it--as +you had to do with the frost when the shrubs were killed, or with +anything that is disagreeable but unavoidable, the feeling of +unhappiness about it would die away at once. One does not grieve at +the inevitable." + +"But one must be quite sure that it is inevitable." + +"There it stands, and nothing that we can do can stop it." + +"Charlotte says that she is sure Richard has got something in his +head. Though he will not sympathise, he will think and contrive and +fight." + +"And half ruin us by his fighting," said the husband. "He fancies the +land may be common land, and not private property." + +"Then of course the chapel has no right to be there." + +"But who is to have it removed? And if I could succeed in doing so, +what would be said to me for putting down a place of worship after +such a fashion as that?" + +"Who could say anything against you, Frank?" + +"The truth is, it is Lord Trowbridge who is my enemy here, and not +the chapel or Mr. Puddleham. I'd have given the spot for the chapel, +had they wanted it, and had I had the power to give it. I'm annoyed +because Lord Trowbridge should know that he had got the better of +me. If I can only bring myself to feel,--and you too,--that there is +no better in it, and no worse, I shall be annoyed no longer. Lord +Trowbridge cannot really touch me; and could he, I do not know that +he would." + +"I know he would." + +"No, my dear. If he suddenly had the power to turn me out of the +living I don't believe he'd do it,--any more than I would him out of +his estate. Men indulge in little injuries who can't afford to be +wicked enough for great injustice. My dear, you will do me a great +favour,--the greatest possible kindness,--if you'll give up all +outer, and, as far as possible, all inner hostility to the chapel." + +"Oh, Frank!" + +"I ask it as a great favour,--for my peace of mind." + +"Of course I will." + +"There's my darling! It shan't make me unhappy any longer. What!--a +stupid lot of bricks and mortar, that, after all, are intended for a +good purpose,--to think that I should become a miserable wretch just +because this good purpose is carried on outside my own gate. Were it +in my dining-room, I ought to bear it without misery." + +"I will strive to forget it," said his wife. And on the next morning, +which was Good Friday, she walked to church, round by the outside +gate, in order that she might give proof of her intention to keep her +promise to her husband. Her husband walked before her; and as she +went she looked round at her sister and shuddered and turned up her +nose. But this was involuntary. + +In the mean time Mr. Quickenham was getting himself ready for his +walk to the mill. Any such investigation as this which he had on hand +was much more compatible with his idea of a holiday than attendance +for two hours at the Church Service. On Easter Sunday he would make +the sacrifice,--unless a headache, or pressing letters from London, +or Apollo in some other beneficent shape, might interfere and save +him from the necessity. Mr. Quickenham, when at home, would go to +church as seldom as was possible, so that he might save himself from +being put down as one who neglected public worship. Perhaps he was +about equal to Mr. George Brattle in his religious zeal. Mr. George +Brattle made a clear compromise with his own conscience. One good +Sunday against a Sunday that was not good left him, as he thought, +properly poised in his intended condition of human infirmity. It may +be doubted whether Mr. Quickenham's mind was equally philosophic on +the matter. He could hardly tell why he went to church, or why he +stayed away. But he was aware when he went of the presence of some +unsatisfactory feelings of imposture on his own part, and he was +equally alive, when he did not go, to a sting of conscience in that +he was neglecting a duty. But George Brattle had arranged it all in a +manner that was perfectly satisfactory to himself. + +Mr. Quickenham had inquired the way, and took the path to the mill +along the river. He walked rapidly, with his nose in the air, as +though it was a manifest duty, now that he found himself in the +country, to get over as much ground as possible, and to refresh his +lungs thoroughly. He did not look much as he went at the running +river, or at the opening buds on the trees and hedges. When he met +a rustic loitering on the path, he examined the man unconsciously, +and could afterwards have described, with tolerable accuracy, how +he was dressed; and he had smiled as he had observed the amatory +pleasantness of a young couple, who had not thought it at all +necessary to increase the distance between them because of his +presence. These things he had seen, but the stream, and the hedges, +and the twittering of the birds, were as nothing to him. + +As he went he met old Mrs. Brattle making her weary way to church. He +had not known Mrs. Brattle, and did not speak to her, but he had felt +quite sure that she was the miller's wife. Standing with his hands in +his pockets on the bridge which divided the house from the mill, with +his pipe in his mouth, was old Brattle, engaged for the moment in +saying some word to his daughter, Fanny, who was behind him. But she +retreated as soon as she saw the stranger, and the miller stood his +ground, waiting to be accosted, suspicion keeping his hands deep +down in his pockets, as though resolved that he would not be tempted +to put them forth for the purpose of any friendly greeting. The +lawyer saluted him by name, and then the miller touched his hat, +thrusting his hand back into his pocket as soon as the ceremony +was accomplished. Mr. Quickenham explained that he had come from +the Vicarage, that he was brother-in-law to Mr. Fenwick, and a +lawyer,--at each of which statements old Brattle made a slight +projecting motion with his chin, as being a mode of accepting the +information slightly better than absolute discourtesy. At the present +moment Mr. Fenwick was out of favour with him, and he was not +disposed to open his heart to visitors from the Vicarage. Then Mr. +Quickenham plunged at once into the affair of the day. + +"You know that chapel they are building, Mr. Brattle, just opposite +to the parson's gate?" + +Mr. Brattle replied that he had heard of the chapel, but had never, +as yet, been up to see it. + +"Indeed; but you remember the bit of ground?" + +Yes;--the miller remembered the ground very well. Man and boy he had +known it for sixty years. As far as his mind went he thought it a +very good thing that the piece of ground should be put to some useful +purpose at last. + +"I'm not sure but what you may be right there," said the lawyer. + +"It's not been of use,--not to nobody,--for more than forty year," +said the miller. + +"And before that what did they do with it?" + +"Parson, as we had then in Bull'umpton, kep' a few sheep." + +"Ah!--just so. And he would get a bit of feeding off the ground?" The +miller nodded his head. "Was that the Vicar just before Mr. Fenwick?" +asked the lawyer. + +"Not by no means. There was Muster Brandon, who never come here at +all, but had a curate who lived away to Hinton. He come after Parson +Smallbones." + +"It was Parson Smallbones who kept the sheep?" + +"And then there was Muster Threepaway, who was parson well nigh +thirty years afore Muster Fenwick come. He died up at Parsonage +House, did Muster Threepaway." + +"He didn't keep sheep?" + +"No; he kep' no sheep as ever I heard tell on. He didn't keep much +barring hisself,--didn't Muster Threepaway. He had never no child, +nor yet no wife, nor nothing at all, hadn't Muster Threepaway. But he +was a good man as didn't go meddling with folk." + +"But Parson Smallbones was a bit of a farmer?" + +"Ay, ay. Parsons in them days warn't above a bit of farming. I warn't +much more than a scrap of a boy, but I remember him. He wore a wig, +and old black gaiters; and knew as well what was his'n and what +wasn't as any parson in Wiltshire. Tithes was tithes then; and parson +was cute enough in taking on 'em." + +"But these sheep of his were his own, I suppose?" + +"Whose else would they be, sir?" + +"And did he fence them in on that bit of ground?" + +"There'd be a boy with 'em, I'm thinking, sir. There wasn't so much +fencing of sheep then as there be now. Boys was cheaper in them +days." + +"Just so; and the parson wouldn't allow other sheep there?" + +"Muster Smallbones mostly took all he could get, sir." + +"Exactly. The parsons generally did, I believe. It was the way in +which they followed most accurately the excellent examples set them +by the bishops. But, Mr. Brattle, it wasn't in the way of tithes that +he had this grass for his sheep?" + +"I can't say how he had it, nor yet how Muster Fenwick has the +meadows t'other side of the river, which he lets to farmer Pierce; +but he do have 'em, and farmer Pierce do pay him the rent." + +"Glebe land, you know," said Mr. Quickenham. + +"That's what they calls it," said the miller. + +"And none of the vicars that came after old Smallbones have ever done +anything with that bit of ground?" + +"Ne'er a one on'em. Mr. Brandon, as I tell 'ee, never come nigh the +place. I don't know as ever I see'd him. It was him as they made +bishop afterwards, some'eres away in Ireland. He had a lord to his +uncle. Then Muster Threepaway, he was here ever so long." + +"But he didn't mind such things." + +"He never owned no sheep; and the old 'oomen's cows was let to go on +the land, as was best, and then the boys took to playing hopskotch +there, with a horse or two over it at times, and now Mr. Puddleham +has it for his preaching. Maybe, sir, the lawyers might have a turn +at it yet;" and the miller laughed at his own wit. + +"And get more out of it than any former occupant," said Mr. +Quickenham, who would indeed have been very loth to allow his wife's +brother-in-law to go into a law suit, but still felt that a very +pretty piece of litigation was about to be thrown away in this matter +of Mr. Puddleham's chapel. + +Mr. Quickenham bade farewell to the miller, and thought that he saw +a way to a case. But he was a man very strongly given to accuracy, +and on his return to the Vicarage said no word of his conversation +with the miller. It would have been natural that Fenwick should +have interrogated him as to his morning's work; but the Vicar had +determined to trouble himself no further about his grievance, to +say nothing further respecting it to any man, not even to allow the +remembrance of Mr. Puddleham and his chapel to dwell in his mind; and +consequently held his peace. Mrs. Fenwick was curious enough on the +subject, but she had made a promise to her husband, and would at +least endeavour to keep it. If her sister should tell her anything +unasked, that would not be her fault. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIII. + +EASTER AT TURNOVER CASTLE. + + +It was not only at Bullhampton that this affair of the Methodist +chapel demanded and received attention. At Turnover also a good deal +was being said about it, and the mind of the Marquis was not easy. As +has been already told, the bishop had written to him on the subject, +remonstrating with him as to the injury he was doing to the present +vicar, and to future vicars, of the parish which he, as landlord, +was bound to treat with beneficent consideration. The Marquis had +replied to the bishop with a tone of stern resolve. The Vicar of +Bullhampton had treated him with scorn, nay, as he thought, with most +unpardonable insolence, and he would not spare the Vicar. It was +proper that the dissenters at Bullhampton should have a chapel, and +he had a right to do what he liked with his own. So arguing with +himself, he had written to the bishop very firmly; but his own mind +had not been firm within him as he did so. There were misgivings +at his heart. He was a Churchman himself, and he was pricked with +remorse as he remembered that he was spiting the Church which was +connected with the state, of which he was so eminent a supporter. His +own chief agent, too, had hesitated, and had suggested that perhaps +the matter might be postponed. His august daughters, though they +had learned to hold the name of Fenwick in proper abhorrence, +nevertheless were grieved about the chapel. Men and women were +talking about it, and the words of the common people found their way +to the august daughters of the house of Stowte. + +"Papa," said Lady Carolina; "wouldn't it, perhaps, be better to build +the Bullhampton chapel a little farther off from the Vicarage?" + +"The next vicar might be a different sort of person," said the Lady +Sophie. + +"No; it wouldn't," said the Earl, who was apt to be very imperious +with his own daughters, although he was of opinion that they should +be held in great awe by all the world--excepting only himself and +their eldest brother. + +That eldest brother, Lord Saint George, was in truth regarded at +Turnover as being, of all persons in the world, the most august. +The Marquis himself was afraid of his son, and held him in extreme +veneration. To the mind of the Marquis the heir expectant of all the +dignities of the House of Stowte was almost a greater man than the +owner of them; and this feeling came not only from a consciousness +on the part of the father that his son was a bigger man than himself, +cleverer, better versed in the affairs of the world, and more thought +of by those around them, but also to a certain extent from an idea +that he who would have all these grand things thirty or perhaps even +fifty years hence, must be more powerful than one with whom their +possession would come to an end probably after the lapse of eight +or ten years. His heir was to him almost divine. When things at +the castle were in any way uncomfortable, he could put up with the +discomfort for himself and his daughters; but it was not to be +endured that Saint George should be incommoded. Old carriage-horses +must be changed if he were coming; the glazing of the new greenhouse +must be got out of the way, lest he should smell the paint; the game +must not be touched till he should come to shoot it. And yet Lord +Saint George himself was a man who never gave himself any airs; and +who in his personal intercourse with the world around him demanded +much less acknowledgment of his magnificence than did his father. + +And now, during this Easter week, Lord Saint George came down to +the castle, intending to kill two birds with one stone, to take his +parliamentary holiday, and to do a little business with his father. +It not unfrequently came to pass that he found it necessary to +repress the energy of his father's august magnificence. He would go +so far as to remind his father that in these days marquises were not +very different from other people, except in this, that they perhaps +might have more money. The Marquis would fret in silence, not daring +to commit himself to an argument with his son, and would in secret +lament over the altered ideas of the age. It was his theory of +politics that the old distances should be maintained, and that the +head of a great family should be a patriarch, entitled to obedience +from those around him. It was his son's idea that every man was +entitled to as much obedience as his money would buy, and to no more. +This was very lamentable to the Marquis; but nevertheless, his son +was the coming man, and even this must be borne. + +"I'm sorry about this chapel at Bullhampton," said the son to the +father after dinner. + +"Why sorry, Saint George? I thought you would have been of opinion +that the dissenters should have a chapel." + +"Certainly they should, if they're fools enough to want to build +a place to pray in, when they have got one already built for them. +There's no reason on earth why they shouldn't have a chapel, seeing +that nothing that we can do will save them from schism." + +"We can't prevent dissent, Saint George." + +"We can't prevent it, because, in religion as in everything else, men +like to manage themselves. This farmer or that tradesman becomes a +dissenter because he can be somebody in the management of his chapel, +and would be nobody in regard to the parish church." + +"That is very dreadful." + +"Not worse than our own people, who remain with us because it sounds +the most respectable. Not one in fifty really believes that this or +that form of worship is more likely to send him to heaven than any +other." + +"I certainly claim to myself to be one of the few," said the Marquis. + +"No doubt; and so you ought, my lord, as every advantage has been +given you. But, to come back to the Bullhampton chapel,--don't you +think we could move it away from the parson's gate?" + +"They have built it now, Saint George." + +"They can't have finished it yet." + +"You wouldn't have me ask them to pull it down? Packer was here +yesterday, and said that the framework of the roof was up." + +"What made them hurry it in that way? Spite against the Vicar, I +suppose." + +"He is a most objectionable man, Saint George; most insolent, +overbearing, and unlike a clergyman. They say that he is little +better than an infidel himself." + +"We had better leave that to the bishop, my lord." + +"We must feel about it, connected as we are with the parish," said +the Marquis. + +"But I don't think we shall do any good by going into a parochial +quarrel." + +"It was the very best bit of land for the purpose in all +Bullhampton," said the Marquis. "I made particular inquiry, and there +can be no doubt of that. Though I particularly dislike that Mr. +Fenwick, it was not done to injure him." + +"It does injure him damnably, my lord." + +"That's only an accident." + +"And I'm not at all sure that we shan't find that we have made a +mistake." + +"How a mistake?" + +"That we have given away land that doesn't belong to us." + +"Who says it doesn't belong to us?" said the Marquis, angrily. A +suggestion so hostile, so unjust, so cruel as this, almost overcame +the feeling of veneration which he entertained for his son. "That is +really nonsense, Saint George." + +"Have you looked at the title deeds?" + +"The title deeds are of course with Mr. Boothby. But Packer knows +every foot of the ground,--even if I didn't know it myself." + +"I wouldn't give a straw for Packer's knowledge." + +"I haven't heard that they have even raised the question themselves." + +"I'm told that they will do so,--that they say it is common land. +It's quite clear that it has never been either let or enclosed." + +"You might say the same of the bit of green that lies outside the +park gate,--where the great oak stands; but I don't suppose that that +is common." + +"I don't say that this is--but I do say that there may be difficulty +of proof; and that to be driven to the proof in such a matter would +be disagreeable." + +"What would you do, then?" + +"Take the bull by the horns, and move the chapel at our own expense +to some site that shall be altogether unobjectionable." + +"We should be owning ourselves wrong, Augustus." + +"And why not? I cannot see what disgrace there is in coming forward +handsomely and telling the truth. When the land was given we thought +it was our own. There has come up a shadow of a doubt, and sooner +than be in the wrong, we give another site and take all the expense. +I think that would be the right sort of thing to do." + +Lord Saint George returned to town two days afterwards, and the +Marquis was left with the dilemma on his mind. Lord Saint George, +though he would frequently interfere in matters connected with the +property in the manner described, would never dictate and seldom +insist. He had said what he had got to say, and the Marquis was left +to act for himself. But the old lord had learned to feel that he was +sure to fall into some pit whenever he declined to follow his son's +advice. His son had a painful way of being right that was a great +trouble to him. And this was a question which touched him very +nearly. It was not only that he must yield to Mr. Fenwick before the +eyes of Mr. Puddleham and all the people of Bullhampton; but that he +must confess his own ignorance as to the borders of his own property, +and must abandon a bit of land which he believed to belong to the +Stowte estate. Now, if there was a point in his religion as to which +Lord Trowbridge was more staunch than another, it was as to the +removal of landmarks. He did not covet his neighbour's land; but he +was most resolute that no stranger should, during his reign, ever +possess a rood of his own. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV. + +THE MARRABLES OF DUNRIPPLE. + + +"If I were to go, there would be nobody left but you. You should +remember that, Walter, when you talk of going to India." This was +said to Walter Marrable at Dunripple, by his cousin Gregory, Sir +Gregory's only son. + +"And if I were to die in India, as I probably shall, who will come +next?" + +"There is nobody to come next for the title." + +"But for the property?" + +"As it stands at present, if you and I were to die before your father +and uncle John, the survivor of them would be the last in the entail. +If they, too, died, and the survivor of us all left no will, the +property would go to Mary Lowther. But that is hardly probable. When +my grandfather made the settlement, on my father's marriage, he had +four sons living." + +"Should my father have the handling of it I would not give much for +anybody's chance after him," said Walter. + +"If you were to marry there would, of course, be a new settlement +as to your rights. Your father could do no harm except as your +heir,--unless, indeed, he were heir to us all. My uncle John will +outlive him, probably." + +"My uncle John will live for ever, I should think," said Walter +Marrable. + +This conversation took place between the two cousins when Walter +had been already two or three weeks at Dunripple. He had come there +intending to stay over two or three days, and he had already accepted +an invitation to make the house his home as long as he should remain +in England. He had known but little of his uncle and nothing of his +cousin, before this visit was made. He had conceived them to be +unfriendly to him, having known them to be always unfriendly to his +father. He was, of course, aware,--very well aware now, since he had +himself suffered so grievously from his father's dishonesty,--that +the enmity which had reached them from Dunripple had been well +deserved. Colonel Marrable had, as a younger brother, never been +content with what he was able to extract from the head of the family, +who was, in his eyes, a milch cow that never ought to run dry. With +Walter Marrable there had remained a feeling adverse to his uncle and +cousin, even after he had been forced to admit to himself how many +and how grievous were the sins of his own father. He had believed +that the Dunripple people were stupid, and prejudiced, and selfish; +and it had only been at the instance of his uncle, the parson, that +he had consented to make the visit. He had gone there, and had been +treated, at any rate, with affectionate consideration. And he had +found the house to be not unpleasant, though very quiet. Living at +Dunripple there was a Mrs. Brownlow, a widowed sister of the late +Lady Marrable, with her daughter, Edith Brownlow. Previous to this +time Walter Marrable had never even heard of the Brownlows, so little +had he known about Dunripple; and when he arrived there it had been +necessary to explain to him who these people were. + +He had found his uncle, Sir Gregory, to be much such a man as he had +expected in outward appearance and mode of life. The baronet was old +and disposed to regard himself as entitled to all the indulgences +of infirmity. He rose late, took but little exercise, was very +particular about what he ate, and got through his day with the +assistance of his steward, his novel, and occasionally of his doctor. +He slept a great deal, and was never tired of talking of himself. +Occupation in life he had none, but he was a charitable, honourable +man, who had high ideas of what was due to others. His son, however, +had astonished Walter considerably. Gregory Marrable the younger +was a man somewhat over forty, but he looked as though he were +sixty. He was very tall and thin, narrow in the chest, and so round +in the shoulders as to appear to be almost humpbacked. He was so +short-sighted as to be nearly blind, and was quite bald. He carried +his head so forward that it looked as though it were going to fall +off. He shambled with his legs, which seemed never to be strong +enough to carry him from one room to another; and he tried them by no +other exercise, for he never went outside the house except when, on +Sundays and some other very rare occasions, he would trust himself to +be driven in a low pony-phaeton. But in one respect he was altogether +unlike his father. His whole time was spent among his books, and he +was at this moment engaged in revising and editing a very long and +altogether unreadable old English chronicle in rhyme, for publication +by one of those learned societies which are rife in London. Of Robert +of Gloucester, and William Langland, of Andrew of Wyntown and the +Lady Juliana Berners, he could discourse, if not with eloquence, at +least with enthusiasm. Chaucer was his favourite poet, and he was +supposed to have read the works of Gower in English, French, and +Latin. But he was himself apparently as old as one of his own +black-letter volumes, and as unfit for general use. Walter could +hardly regard him as a cousin, declaring to himself that his uncle +the parson, and his own father were, in effect, younger men than the +younger Gregory Marrable. He was never without a cough, never well, +never without various ailments and troubles of the flesh,--of which, +however, he himself made but slight account, taking them quite as a +matter of course. With such inmates the house no doubt would have +been dull, had there not been women there to enliven it. + +By degrees, too, and not by slow degrees, the new comer found that +he was treated as one of the family,--found that, after a certain +fashion, he was treated as the heir to the family. Between him and +the title and the estate there were but the lives of four old men. +Why had he not known that this was so before he had allowed himself +to be separated from Mary Lowther? But he had known nothing of +it,--had thought not at all about it. There had been another +Marrable, of the same generation with himself, between him and +the succession, who might marry and have children, and he had not +regarded his heirship as being likely to have any effect, at any rate +upon his early life. It had never occurred to him that he need not go +to India, because he would probably outlive four old gentlemen and +become Sir Walter Marrable and owner of Dunripple. + +Nor would he have looked at the matter in that light now had not his +cousin forced the matter upon him. Not a word was said to him at +Dunripple about Mary Lowther, but very many words were said about his +own condition. Gregory Marrable strongly advised him against going to +India,--so strongly that Walter was surprised to find that such a man +would have so much to say on such a subject. The young captain, in +such circumstances, could not very well explain that he was driven +to follow his profession in a fashion so disagreeable to him because, +although he was heir to Dunripple, he was not near enough to it to be +entitled to any allowance from its owner; but he felt that that would +have been the only true answer when it was proposed to him to stay +in England because he would some day become Sir Walter Marrable. But +he did plead the great loss which he had encountered by means of his +father's ill-treatment of him, and endeavoured to prove to his cousin +that there was no alternative before him but to serve in some quarter +of the globe in which his pay would be sufficient for his wants. + +"Why should you not sell out, or go on half-pay, and remain here and +marry Edith Brownlow?" said his cousin. + +"I don't think I could do that," said Walter, slowly. + +"Why not? There is nothing my father would like so much." Then he +was silent for awhile, but, as his cousin made no further immediate +reply, Gregory Marrable went on with his plan. "Ten years ago, when +she was not much more than a little girl, and when it was first +arranged that she should come here, my father proposed--that I should +marry her." + +"And why didn't you?" + +The elder cousin smiled and shook his head, and coughed aloud as +he smiled. "Why not, indeed? Well; I suppose you can see why not. +I was an old man almost before she was a young woman. She is just +twenty-four now, and I shall be dead, probably, in two years' time." + +"Nonsense." + +"Twice since that time I have been within an inch of dying. At any +rate, even my father does not look to that any longer." + +"Is he fond of Miss Brownlow?" + +"There is no one in the world whom he loves so well. Of course an old +man loves a young woman best. It is natural that he should do so. He +never had a daughter; but Edith is the same to him as his own child. +Nothing would please him so much as that she should be the mistress +of Dunripple." + +"I'm afraid that it cannot be so," said Walter. + +"But why not? There need be no India for you then. If you would do +that you would be to my father exactly as though you were his son. +Your father might, of course, outlive my father, and no doubt will +outlive me, and then for his life he will have the place, but some +arrangement could be made so that you should continue here." + +"I'm afraid it cannot be so," said Walter. Many thoughts were passing +through his mind. Why had he not known that these good things were so +near to him before he had allowed Mary Lowther to go off from him? +And, had it chanced that he had visited Dunripple before he had gone +to Loring, how might it have been between him and this other girl? +Edith Brownlow was not beautiful, not grand in her beauty as was +Mary Lowther; but she was pretty, soft, lady-like, with a sweet dash +of quiet pleasant humour,--a girl who certainly need not be left +begging about the world for a husband. And this life at Dunripple was +pleasant enough. Though the two elder Marrables were old and infirm, +Walter was allowed to do just as he pleased in the house. He was +encouraged to hunt. There was shooting for him if he wished it. Even +the servants about the place, the gamekeeper, the groom, and the old +butler, seemed to have recognised him as the heir. There would have +been so comfortable an escape from the dilemma into which his father +had brought him,--had he not made his visit to Loring. + +"Why not?" demanded Gregory Marrable. + +"A man cannot become attached to a girl by order, and what right have +I to suppose that she would accept me?" + +"Of course she would accept you. Why not? Everybody around her would +be in your favour. And as to not falling in love with her, I declare +I do not know a sweeter human being in the world than Edith +Brownlow." + +Before the hunting season was over Captain Marrable had abandoned +his intention of going to India, and had made arrangements for +serving for awhile with his regiment in England. This he did after a +discussion of some length with his uncle, Sir Gregory. During that +discussion nothing was said about Edith Brownlow, and of course, not +a word was said about Mary Lowther. Captain Marrable did not even +know whether his uncle or his cousin was aware that that engagement +had ever existed. Between him and his uncle there had never been an +allusion to his marriage, but the old man had spoken of his nearness +to the property, and had expressed his regret that the last heir, +the only heir likely to perpetuate the name and title, should take +himself to India in the pride of his life. He made no offer as to +money, but he told his nephew that there was a home for him if he +would give up his profession, or a retreat whenever his professional +duties might allow him to visit it. Horses should be kept for him, +and he should be treated in every way as a son of the family. + +"Take my father at his word," said Gregory Marrable. "He will never +let you be short of money." + +After much consideration Walter Marrable did take Sir Gregory at his +word, and abandoned for ever all idea of a further career in India. + +As soon as he had done this he wrote to Mary Lowther to inform her of +his decision. "It does seem hard," he said in his letter, "that an +arrangement which is in so many respects desirable, should not have +been compatible with one which is so much more desirable." But he +made no renewed offer. Indeed he felt that he could not do so at the +present moment, in honesty either to his cousin or to his uncle, as +he had accepted their hospitality and acceded to the arrangements +which they had proposed without any word on his part of such +intention. A home had been offered to him at Dunripple,--to him in +his present condition, but certainly not a home to any wife whom +he might bring there, nor a home to the family which might come +afterwards. He thought that he was doing the best that he could with +himself by remaining in England, and the best also towards a possible +future renewal of his engagement with Mary Lowther. But of that he +said nothing in his letter to her. He merely told her the fact as it +regarded himself, and told that somewhat coldly. Of Edith Brownlow, +and of the proposition in regard to her, of course he said nothing. + +It was the intention both of Sir Gregory and his son that the new +inmate of the house should marry Edith. The old man, who, up to a +late date had with weak persistency urged the match upon his son, +had taken up the idea from the very first arrival of his nephew +at Dunripple. Such an arrangement would solve all the family +difficulties, and would enable him to provide for Edith as though she +were indeed his daughter. He loved Edith dearly, but he could not +bear that she should leave Dunripple, and it had grieved him sorely +when he reflected that in coming years Dunripple must belong to +relatives of whom he knew nothing that was good, and that Edith +Brownlow must be banished from the house. If his son would have +married Edith, all might have been well, but even Sir Gregory was at +last aware that no such marriage as that could take place. Then had +come the quarrel between the Colonel and the Captain, and the latter +had been taken into favour. Colonel Marrable would not have been +allowed to put his foot inside Dunripple House, so great was the +horror which he had created. And the son had been feared too as long +as the father and son were one. But now the father, who had treated +the whole family vilely, had treated his own son most vilely, and +therefore the son had been received with open arms. If only he could +be trusted with Edith,--and if Edith and he might be made to trust +each other,--all might be well. Of the engagement between Walter and +Mary Lowther no word had ever reached Dunripple. Twice or thrice +in the year a letter would pass between Parson John and his nephew, +Gregory Marrable, but such letters were very short, and the parson +was the last man in the world to spread the tittle-tattle of a +love-story. He had always known that that affair would lead to +nothing, and that the less said about it the better. + +Walter Marrable was to join his regiment at Windsor before the end +of April. When he wrote to Mary Lowther to tell her of his plans he +had only a fortnight longer for remaining in idleness at Dunripple. +The hunting was over, and his life was simply idle. He perceived, or +thought that he perceived, that all the inmates of the house, and +especially his uncle, expected that he would soon return to them, +and that they spoke of his work of soldiering as of a thing that +was temporary. Mrs. Brownlow, who was a quiet woman, very reticent, +and by no means inclined to interfere with things not belonging to +her, had suggested that he would soon be with them again, and the +housekeeper had given him to understand that his room was not to be +touched. And then, too, he thought that he saw that Edith Brownlow +was specially left in his way. If that were so it was necessary that +the eyes of some one of the Dunripple party should be opened to the +truth. + +He was walking home with Miss Brownlow across the park from church +one Sunday morning. Sir Gregory never went to church; his age was +supposed to be too great, or his infirmities too many. Mrs. Brownlow +was in the pony carriage driving her nephew, and Walter Marrable was +alone with Edith. There had been some talk of cousinship,--of the +various relationships of the family, and the like,--and of the way +in which the Marrables were connected. They two, Walter and Edith, +were not cousins. She was related to the family only by her aunt's +marriage, and yet, as she said, she had always heard more of the +Marrables than of the Brownlows. + + +[Illustration: Sunday Morning at Dunripple.] + + +"You never saw Mary Lowther?" Walter asked. + +"Never." + +"But you have heard of her?" + +"I just know her name,--hardly more. The last time your uncle was +here,--Parson John, we were talking of her. He made her out to be +wonderfully beautiful." + +"That was as long ago as last summer," said the Captain, reflecting +that his uncle's account had been given before he and Mary Lowther +had seen each other. + +"Oh, yes;--ever so long ago." + +"She is wonderfully beautiful." + +"You know her, then, Captain Marrable?" + +"I know her very well. In the first place, she is my cousin." + +"But ever so distant?" + +"We are not first cousins. Her mother was a daughter of General +Marrable, who was a brother of Sir Gregory's father." + +"It is so hard to understand, is it not? She is wonderfully +beautiful, is she?" + +"Indeed, she is." + +"And she is your cousin--in the first place. What is she in the +second place?" + +He was not quite sure whether he wished to tell the story or not. +The engagement was broken, and it might be a question whether, as +regarded Mary, he had a right to tell it; and, then, if he did +tell it, would not his reason for doing so be apparent? Was it not +palpable that he was expected to marry this girl, and that she would +understand that he was explaining to her that he did not intend to +carry out the general expectation of the family? And, then, was he +sure that it might not be possible for him at some future time to do +as he was desired? + +"I meant to say that, as I was staying at Loring, of course I met her +frequently. She is living with a certain old Miss Marrable, whom you +will meet some day." + +"I have heard of her, but I don't suppose I ever shall meet her. I +never go anywhere. I don't suppose there are such stay-at-home people +in the world as we are." + +"Why don't you get Sir Gregory to ask them here?" + +"Both he and my cousin are so afraid of having strange women in +the house; you know, we never have anybody here; your coming has +been quite an event. Old Mrs. Potter seems to think that an era of +dissipation is to be commenced because she has been called upon to +open so many pots of jam to make pies for you." + +"I'm afraid I have been very troublesome." + +"Awfully troublesome. You can't think of all that had to be said and +done about the stables! Do you have your oats bruised? Even I was +consulted about that. Most of the people in the parish are quite +disappointed because you don't go about in your full armour." + +"I'm afraid it's too late now." + +"I own I was a little disappointed myself when you came down to +dinner without a sword. You can have no idea in what a state of rural +simplicity we live here. Would you believe it?--for ten years I have +never seen the sea, and have never been into any town bigger than +Worcester,--unless Hereford be bigger. We did go once to the festival +at Hereford. We have not managed Gloucester yet." + +"You've never seen London?" + +"Not since I was twelve years old. Papa died when I was fourteen, +and I came here almost immediately afterwards. Fancy, ten years at +Dunripple! There is not a tree or a stone I don't know, and of course +not a face in the parish." + +She was very nice; but it was out of the question that she should +ever become his wife. He had thought that he might explain this to +herself by letting her know that he had within the last few months +become engaged to, and had broken his engagement with, his cousin, +Mary Lowther. But he found that he could not do it. In the first +place, she would understand more than he meant her to understand if +he made the attempt. She would know that he was putting her on her +guard, and would take it as an insult. And then he could not bring +himself to talk about Mary Lowther, and to tell their joint secrets. +He was discontented with himself and with Dunripple, and he repented +that he had yielded in respect to his Indian service. Everything had +gone wrong with him. Had he refused to accede to Mary's proposition +for a separation, and had he come to Dunripple as an engaged man, he +might, he thought, have reconciled his uncle,--or at least his Cousin +Gregory,--to his marriage with Mary. But he did not see his way back +to that position now, having been entertained at his uncle's house as +his uncle's heir for so long a time without having mentioned it. + +At last he went off to Windsor, sad at heart, having received from +Mary an answer to his letter, which he felt to be very cold, very +discreet, and very unsatisfactory. She had merely expressed a fervent +wish that whether he went to India or whether he remained in England, +he might be prosperous and happy. The writer evidently intended that +the correspondence should not be continued. + + + + +CHAPTER XLV. + +WHAT SHALL I DO WITH MYSELF? + + +Parson John Marrable, though he said nothing in his letters to +Dunripple about the doings of his nephew at Loring, was by no +means equally reticent in his speech at Loring as to the doings at +Dunripple. How he came by his news he did not say, but he had ever so +much to tell. And Miss Marrable, who knew him well, was aware that +his news was not simple gossip, but was told with an object. In +his way, Parson John was a crafty man, who was always doing a turn +of business. To his mind it was clearly inexpedient, and almost +impracticable, that his nephew and Mary Lowther should ever become +man and wife. He knew that they were separated; but he knew, also, +that they had agreed to separate on terms which would easily admit +of being reconsidered. He, too, had heard of Edith Brownlow, and had +heard that if a marriage could be arranged between Walter and Edith, +the family troubles would be in a fair way of settlement. No good +could come to anybody from that other marriage. As for Mary Lowther, +it was manifestly her duty to become Mrs. Gilmore. He therefore took +some trouble to let the ladies at Uphill know that Captain Marrable +had been received very graciously at Dunripple; that he was making +himself very happy there, hunting, shooting, and forgetting his old +troubles; that it was understood that he was to be recognised as the +heir;--and that there was a young lady in the case, the favourite of +Sir Gregory. + +He understood the world too well to say a word to Mary Lowther +herself about her rival. Mary would have perceived his drift. But +he expressed his ideas about Edith confidentially to Miss Marrable, +fully alive to the fact that Miss Marrable would know how to deal +with her niece. "It is by far the best thing that could have happened +to him," said the parson. "As for going out to India again, for a man +with his prospects it was very bad." + +"But his cousin isn't much older than he is," suggested Miss +Marrable. + +"Yes he is,--a great deal older. And Gregory's health is so bad that +his life is not worth a year's purchase. Poor fellow! they tell me he +only cares to live till he has got his book out. The truth is that +if Walter could make a match of it with Edith Brownlow, they might +arrange something about the property which would enable him to live +there just as though the place were his own. The Colonel would be the +only stumbling-block, and after what he has done, he could hardly +refuse to agree to anything." + +"They'd have to pay him," said Miss Marrable. + +"Then he must be paid, that's all. My brother Gregory is wrapped up +in that girl, and he would do anything for her welfare. I'm told that +she and Walter have taken very kindly to each other already." + +It would be better for Mary Lowther that Walter Marrable should marry +Edith Brownlow. Such, at least, was Miss Marrable's belief. She could +see that Mary, though she bore herself bravely, still did so as one +who had received a wound for which there was no remedy;--as a man +who has lost a leg and who nevertheless intends to enjoy life though +he knows that he never can walk again. But in this case, the real +bar to walking was the hope in Mary's breast,--a hope that was +still present, though it was not nourished,--that the leg was not +irremediably lost. If Captain Marrable would finish all that by +marrying Edith, then,--so thought Miss Marrable,--in process of time +the cure would be made good, and there might be another leg. She did +not believe much in the Captain's constancy, and was quite ready to +listen to the story about another love. And so from day to day words +were dropped into Mary's ear which had their effect. + +"I must say that I am glad that he is not to go to India," said Miss +Marrable to her niece. + +"So, indeed, am I," answered Mary. + +"In the first place it is such an excellent thing that he should be +on good terms at Dunripple. He must inherit the property some day, +and the title too." + +To this Mary made no reply. It seemed to her to have been hard that +the real state of things should not have been explained to her before +she gave up her lover. She had then regarded any hope of relief +from Dunripple as being beyond measure distant. There had been a +possibility, and that was all,--a chance to which no prudent man or +woman would have looked in making their preparations for the life +before them. That had been her idea as to the Dunripple prospects; +and now it seemed that on a sudden Walter was to be regarded as +almost the immediate heir. She did not blame him; but it did appear +to be hard upon her. + +"I don't see the slightest reason why he shouldn't live at +Dunripple," continued Miss Marrable. + +"Only that he would be dependent. I suppose he does not mean to sell +out of the army altogether." + +"At any rate, he may be backwards and forwards. You see, there is no +chance of Sir Gregory's own son marrying." + +"So they say." + +"And his position would be really that of a younger brother in +similar circumstances." + +Mary paused a moment before she replied, and then she spoke out. + +"Dear Aunt Sarah, what does all this mean? I know you are speaking at +me, and yet I don't quite understand it. Everything between me and +Captain Marrable is over. I have no possible means of influencing +his life. If I were told to-morrow that he had given up the army and +taken to living altogether at Dunripple, I should have no means of +judging whether he had done well or ill. Indeed, I should have no +right to judge." + +"You must be glad that the family should be united." + +"I am glad. Now, is that all?" + +"I want you to bring yourself to think without regret of his probable +marriage with this young lady." + +"You don't suppose I shall blame him if he marries her." + +"But I want you to see it in such a light that it shall not make you +unhappy." + +"I think, dear aunt, that we had better not talk of it. I can assure +you of this, that if I could prevent him from marrying by holding up +my little finger, I would not do it." + +"It would be ten thousand pities," urged the old lady, "that either +his life or yours should be a sacrifice to a little episode, which, +after all, only took a week or two in the acting." + +"I can only answer for myself," said Mary. "I don't mean to be a +sacrifice." + +There were many such conversations, and by degrees they did have an +effect upon Mary Lowther. She learned to believe that it was probable +that Captain Marrable should marry Miss Brownlow, and, of course, +asked herself questions as to the effect such a marriage would have +upon herself, which she answered more fully than she did those which +were put to her by her aunt. Then there came to Parson John some +papers, which required his signature, in reference to the disposal +of a small sum of money, he having been one of the trustees to his +brother's marriage settlement. This was needed in regard to some +provision which the baronet was making for his niece, and which, if +read aright, would rather have afforded evidence against than in +favour of the chance of her immediate marriage; but it was taken +at Loring to signify that the thing was to be done, and that the +courtship was at any rate in progress. Mary did not believe all +that she heard; but there was left upon her mind an idea that +Walter Marrable was preparing himself for the sudden change of his +affections. Then she determined that, should he do so, she would not +judge him to have done wrong. If he could settle himself comfortably +in this way, why should he not do so? She was told that Edith +Brownlow was pretty, and gentle, and good, and would undoubtedly +receive from Sir Gregory's hands all that Sir Gregory could give +her. It was expedient, for the sake of the whole family, that such +a marriage should be arranged. She would not stand in the way of +it; and, indeed, how could she stand in the way of it? Had not her +engagement with Captain Marrable been dissolved at her own instance +in the most solemn manner possible? Let him marry whom he might, she +could have no ground of complaint on that score. + +She was in this state of mind when she received Captain Marrable's +letter from Dunripple. When she opened it, for a moment she thought +that it would convey to her tidings respecting Miss Brownlow. When +she had read it, she told herself how impossible it was that he +should have told her of his new matrimonial intentions, even if he +entertained them. The letter gave no evidence either one way or the +other; but it confirmed to her the news which had reached her through +Parson John, that her former lover intended to abandon that special +career, his choice of which had made it necessary that they two +should abandon their engagement. When at Loring he had determined +that he must go to India. He had found it to be impossible that he +should live without going to India. He had now been staying a few +weeks at Dunripple with his uncle, and with Edith Brownlow, and it +turned out that he need not go to India at all. Then she sat down, +and wrote to him that guarded, civil, but unenthusiastic letter, of +which the reader has already heard. She had allowed herself to be +wounded and made sore by what they had told her of Edith Brownlow. + +It was still early in the spring, just in the middle of April, when +Mary received another letter from her friend at Bullhampton, a letter +which made her turn all these things in her mind very seriously. If +Walter Marrable were to marry Edith Brownlow, what sort of future +life should she, Mary Lowther, propose to herself? She was firmly +resolved upon one thing, that it behoved her to look rather to what +was right than to what might simply be pleasant. But would it be +right that she should consider herself to be, as it were, widowed by +the frustration of an unfortunate passion? Life would still be left +to her,--such a life as that which her aunt lived,--such a life, with +this exception, that whereas her aunt was a single lady with moderate +means, she would be a single lady with very small means indeed. But +that question of means did not go far with her; there was something +so much more important that she could put that out of sight. She had +told herself very plainly that it was a good thing for a woman to be +married; that she would live and die unsuccessfully if she lived and +died a single woman; that she had desired to do better with herself +than that. Was it proper that she should now give up all such +ambition because she had made a mistake? If it were proper, she would +do so; and then the question resolved itself into this;--Could she be +right if she married a man without loving him? To marry a man without +esteeming him, without the possibility of loving him hereafter, she +knew would be wrong. + +Mrs. Fenwick's letter was as follows;-- + + + Vicarage, Tuesday. + + MY DEAR MARY, + + My brother-in-law left us yesterday, and has put us all + into a twitter. He said, just as he was going away, that + he didn't believe that Lord Trowbridge had any right to + give away the ground, because it had not been in his + possession or his family's for a great many years, or + something of that sort. We don't clearly understand all + about it, nor does he; but he is to find out something + which he says he can find out, and then let us know. + But in the middle of all this, Frank declares that he + won't stir in the matter, and that if he could put the + abominable thing down by holding up his finger, he would + not do it. And he has made me promise not to talk about + it, and, therefore, all I can do is to be in a twitter. + If that spiteful old man has really given away land + that doesn't belong to him, simply to annoy us,--and it + certainly has been done with no other object,--I think + that he ought to be told of it. Frank, however, has got to + be quite serious about it, and you know how very serious + he can be when he is serious. + + But I did not sit down to write specially about that + horrid chapel. I want to know what you mean to do in + the summer. It is always better to make these little + arrangements beforehand; and when I speak of the summer, + I mean the early summer. The long and the short of it is, + will you come to us about the end of May? + + Of course, I know which way your thoughts will go when you + get this, and, of course, you will know what I am thinking + of when I write it; but I will promise that not a word + shall be said to you to urge you in any way. I do not + suppose you will think it right that you should stay away + from friends whom you love, and who love you dearly, for + fear of a man who wants you to marry him. You are not + afraid of Mr. Gilmore, and I don't suppose that you are + going to shut yourself up all your life because Captain + Marrable has not a fortune of his own. Come at any rate. + If you find it unpleasant you shall go back just when you + please, and I will pledge myself that you shall not be + harassed by persuasions. + + Yours most affectionately, + + JANET FENWICK. + + Frank has read this. He says that all I have said about + his being serious is a tarradiddle; but that nothing can + be more true than what I have said about your friends + loving you, and wishing to have you here again. If you + were here we might talk him over yet about the chapel. + + +To which, in the Vicar's handwriting, was added the word, "Never!" + +It was two days before she showed this letter to her aunt--two days +in which she had thought much upon the subject. She knew well that +her aunt would counsel her to go to Bullhampton, and, therefore, she +would not mention the letter till she had made up her own mind. + +"What will you do?" said her aunt. + +"I will go, if you do not object." + +"I certainly shall not object," said Miss Marrable. + +Then Mary wrote a very short letter to her friend, which may as well, +also, be communicated to the reader:-- + + + Loring, Thursday. + + DEAR JANET, + + I will go to you about the end of May; and yet, though I + have made up my mind to do so, I almost doubt that I am + not wise. If one could only ordain that things should + be as though they had never been! That, however, is + impossible, and one can only endeavour to live so as to + come as nearly as possible to such a state. I know that I + am confused; but I think you will understand what I mean. + + I intend to be very full of energy about the chapel, and + I do hope that your brother-in-law will be able to prove + that Lord Trowbridge has been misbehaving himself. I never + loved Mr. Puddleham, who always seemed to look upon me + with wrath because I belonged to the Vicarage; and I + certainly should take delight in seeing him banished from + the Vicarage gate. + + Always affectionately yours, + + MARY LOWTHER. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVI. + +MR. JAY OF WARMINSTER. + + +[Illustration] + +The Vicar had undertaken to maintain Carry Brattle at Mrs. Stiggs's +house, in Trotter's Buildings, for a fortnight, but he found at the +end of the fortnight that his responsibility on the poor girl's +behalf was by no means over. The reader knows with what success +he had made his visit to Startup, and how far he was from ridding +himself of his burden by the aid of the charity and affections of +the poor girl's relatives there. He had shaken the Startup dust, as +it were, from his gig-wheels as he drove out of George Brattle's +farmyard, and had declined even the offer of money which had been +made. Ten or fifteen pounds! He would make up the amount of that +offer out of his own pocket rather than let the brother think that +he had bought off his duty to a sister at so cheap a rate. Then he +convinced himself that in this way he owed Carry Brattle fifteen +pounds, and comforted himself by reflecting that these fifteen pounds +would carry the girl on a good deal beyond the fortnight; if only she +would submit herself to the tedium of such a life as would be hers +if she remained at Mrs. Stiggs's house. He named a fortnight both to +Carry and to Mrs. Stiggs, saying that he himself would either come or +send before the end of that time. Then he returned home, and told the +whole story to his wife. All this took place before Mr. Quickenham's +arrival at the vicarage. + +"My dear Frank," said his wife to him, "you will get into trouble." + +"What sort of trouble?" + +"In the first place, the expense of maintaining this poor girl,--for +life, as far as we can see,--will fall upon you." + +"What if it does? But, as a matter of course, she will earn her bread +sooner or later. How am I to throw her over? And what am I to do with +her?" + +"But that is not the worst of it, Frank." + +"Then what is the worst of it? Let us have it at once." + +"People will say that you, a clergyman and a married man, go to see a +pretty young woman at Salisbury." + +"You believe that people will say that?" + +"I think you should guard against it, for the sake of the parish." + +"What sort of people will say it?" + +"Lord Trowbridge, and his set." + +"On my honour, Janet, I think that you wrong Lord Trowbridge. He is a +fool, and to a certain extent a vindictive fool; and I grant you that +he has taken it into his silly old head to hate me unmercifully; but +I believe him to be a gentleman, and I do not think that he would +condescend to spread a damnably malicious report of which he did not +believe a word himself." + +"But, my dear, he will believe it." + +"Why? How? On what evidence? He couldn't believe it. Let a man be +ever such a fool, he can't believe a thing without some reason. +I dislike Lord Trowbridge very much; and you might just as well +say that because I dislike him I shall believe that he is a hard +landlord. He is not a hard landlord; and were he to stick dissenting +chapels all about the county, I should be a liar and a slanderer were +I to say that he was." + +"But then, you see, you are not a fool, Frank." + +This brought the conversation to an end. The Vicar was willing enough +to turn upon his heel and say nothing more on a matter as to which +he was by no means sure that he was in the right; and his wife felt +a certain amount of reluctance in urging any arguments upon such a +subject. Whatever Lord Trowbridge might say or think, her Frank must +not be led to suppose that any unworthy suspicion troubled her own +mind. Nevertheless, she was sure that he was imprudent. + +When the fortnight was near at an end, and nothing had been done, he +went again over to Salisbury. It was quite true that he had business +there, as a gentleman almost always does have business in the county +town where his banker lives, whence tradesmen supply him, and in +which he belongs to some club. And our Vicar, too, was a man fond of +seeing his bishop, and one who loved to move about in the precincts +of the cathedral, to shake hands with the dean, and to have a +little subrisive fling at Mr. Chamberlaine, or such another as Mr. +Chamberlaine, if the opportunity came in his way. He was by no means +indisposed to go into Salisbury in the ordinary course of things; and +on this occasion absolutely did see Mr. Chamberlaine, the dean, his +saddler, and the clerk at the Fire Insurance Office,--as well as Mrs. +Stiggs and Carry Brattle. If, therefore, anyone had said that on this +day he had gone into Salisbury simply to see Carry Brattle, such +person would have maligned him. He reduced the premium on his Fire +Insurance by 5_s._ 6_d._ a year, and he engaged Mr. Chamberlaine to +meet Mr. Quickenham, and he borrowed from the dean an old book about +falconry; so that in fact the few minutes which he spent at Mrs. +Stiggs's house were barely squeezed in among the various affairs of +business which he had to transact at Salisbury. + +All that he could say to Carry Brattle was this,--that hitherto he +had settled nothing. She must stay in Trotter's Buildings for another +week or so. He had been so busy, in consequence of the time of the +year, preparing for Easter and the like, that he had not been able +to look about him. He had a plan; but would say nothing about it till +he had seen whether it could be carried out. When Carry murmured +something about the cost of her living the Vicar boldly declared that +she need not fret herself about that, as he had money of hers in +hand. He would some day explain all about that, but not now. Then he +interrogated Mrs. Stiggs as to Carry's life. Mrs. Stiggs expressed +her belief that Carry wouldn't stand it much longer. The hours had +been inexpressibly long, and she had declared more than once that the +best thing she could do was to go out and kill herself. Nevertheless, +Mrs. Stiggs's report as to her conduct was favourable. Of Sam +Brattle, the Vicar, though he inquired, could learn nothing. Carry +declared that she had not heard from him since he left her all +bruised and bleeding after his fight at the Three Honest Men. + +The Vicar had told Carry Brattle that he had a plan,--but, in truth, +he had no plan. He had an idea that he might overcome the miller by +taking his daughter straight into his house, and placing the two face +to face together; but it was one in which he himself put so little +trust, that he could form no plan out of it. In the first place, +would he be justified in taking such a step? Mrs. George Brattle +had told him that people knew what was good for them without being +dictated to by clergymen; and the rebuke had come home to him. +He was the last man in the world to adopt a system of sacerdotal +interference. "I could do it so much better if I was not a +clergyman," he would say to himself. And then, if old Brattle chose +to turn his daughter out of the house, on such provocation as the +daughter had given him, what was that to him, Fenwick, whether priest +or layman? The old man knew what he was about, and had shown his +determination very vigorously. + +"I'll try the ironmonger at Warminster," he said, to his wife. + +"I'm afraid it will be of no use." + +"I don't think it will. Ironmongers are probably harder than millers +or farmers,--and farmers are very hard. That fellow, Jay, would not +even consent to be bail for Sam Brattle. But something must be done." + +"She should be put into a reformatory." + +"It would be too late now. That should have been done at once. At any +rate, I'll go to Warminster. I want to call on old Dr. Dickleburg, +and I can do that at the same time." + +He did go to Warminster. He did call on the Doctor, who was not at +home;--and he did call also upon Mr. Jay, who was at home. + +With Mr. Jay himself his chance was naturally much less than it +would be with George Brattle. The ironmonger was connected with the +unfortunate young woman only by marriage; and what brother-in-law +would take such a sister-in-law to his bosom? And of Mrs. Jay he +thought that he knew that she was puritanical, stiff, and severe. +Mr. Jay he found in his shop along with an apprentice, but he had no +difficulty in leading the master ironmonger along with him through +a vista of pots, grates and frying pans, into a small recess at the +back of the establishment, in which requests for prolonged credit +were usually made, and urgent appeals for speedy payment as often put +forth. + +"Know the story of Caroline Brattle? Oh yes! I know it, sir," said +Mr. Jay. "We had to know it." And as he spoke he shook his head, and +rubbed his hands together, and looked down upon the ground. There +was, however, a humility about the man, a confession on his part, +that in talking to an undoubted gentleman he was talking to a +superior being, which gave to Fenwick an authority which he had felt +himself to want in his intercourse with the farmer. + +"I am sure, Mr. Jay, you will agree with me in that she should be +saved if possible." + +"As to her soul, sir?" asked the ironmonger. + +"Of course, as to her soul. But we must get at that by saving her in +this world first." + +Mr. Jay was a slight man, of middle height, with very respectable +iron-grey hair that stood almost upright upon his head, but with a +poor, inexpressive, thin face below it. He was given to bowing a good +deal, rubbing his hands together, smiling courteously, and to the +making of many civil little speeches; but his strength as a leading +man in Warminster lay in his hair, and in the suit of orderly +well-brushed black clothes which he wore on all occasions. He was, +too, a man fairly prosperous, who went always to church, paid his +way, attended sedulously to his business, and hung his bells, and +sold his pots in such a manner as not actually to drive his old +customers away by default of work. "Jay is respectable, and I don't +like to leave him," men would say, when their wives declared that the +backs of his grates fell out, and that his nails never would stand +hammering. So he prospered; but, perhaps, he owed his prosperity +mainly to his hair. He rubbed his hands, and smiled, and bowed his +head about, as he thought what answer he might best make. He was +quite willing that poor Carry's soul should be saved. That would +naturally be Mr. Fenwick's affair. But as to saving her body, with +any co-operation from himself or Mrs. Jay,--he did not see his way at +all through such a job as that. + +"I'm afraid she is a bad 'un, Mr. Fenwick; I'm afraid she is," said +Mr. Jay. + +"The thing is, whether we can't put our heads together and make her +less bad," said the Vicar. "She must live somewhere, Mr. Jay." + +"I don't know whether almost the best thing for 'em isn't to die,--of +course after they have repented, Mr. Fenwick. You see, sir, it is so +very low, and so shameful, and they do bring such disgrace on their +poor families. There isn't anything a young man can do that is nearly +so bad,--is there, Mr. Fenwick?" + +"I'm not at all sure of that, Mr. Jay." + +"Ain't you now?" + +"I'm not going to defend Carry Brattle;--but if you will think how +very small an amount of sin may bring a woman to this wretched +condition, your heart will be softened. Poor Carry;--she was so +bright, and so good and so clever!" + +"Clever she was, Mr. Fenwick;--and bright, too, as you call it. +But--" + +"Of course we know all that. The question now is, what can we do to +help her? She is living now at this present moment, an orderly, sober +life; but without occupation, or means, or friends. Will your wife +let her come to her,--for a month or so, just to try her?" + +"Come and live here!" exclaimed the ironmonger. + +"That is what I would suggest. Who is to give her the shelter of a +roof, if a sister will not?" + +"I don't think that Mrs. Jay would undertake that," said the +ironmonger, who had ceased to rub his hands and to bow, and whose +face had now become singularly long and lugubrious. + +"May I ask her?" + +"It wouldn't do any good, Mr. Fenwick;--it wouldn't indeed." + +"It ought to do good. May I try?" + +"If you ask me, Mr. Fenwick, I should say no; indeed I should. Mrs. +Jay isn't any way strong, and the bare mention of that disreputable +connexion produces a sickness internally;--it does, indeed, Mr. +Fenwick." + +"You will do nothing, then, to save from perdition the sister of your +own wife;--and will let your wife do nothing?" + +"Now, Mr. Fenwick, don't be hard on me;--pray don't be hard on me. I +have been respectable, and have always had respectable people about +me. If my wife's family are turning wrong, isn't that bad enough on +me without your coming to say such things as this to me? Really, Mr. +Fenwick, if you'd think of it, you wouldn't be so hard." + +"She may die in a ditch, then, for you?" said the Vicar, whose +feeling against the ironmonger was much stronger than it had been +against the farmer. He could say nothing further, so he turned +upon his heel and marched down the length of the shop, while the +obsequious tradesman followed him,--again bowing and rubbing his +hands, and attending him to his carriage. The Vicar didn't speak +another word, or make any parting salutation to Mr. Jay. "Their +hearts are like the nether millstone," he said to himself, as he +drove away, flogging his horse. "Of what use are all the sermons? +Nothing touches them. Do unto others as you think they would do unto +you. That's their doctrine." As he went home he made up his mind that +he would, as a last effort, carry out that scheme of taking Carry +with him to the mill;--he would do so, that is, if he could induce +Carry to accompany him. In the meantime, there was nothing left to +him but to leave her with Mrs. Stiggs, and to pay ten shillings a +week for her board and lodging. There was one point on which he could +not quite make up his mind;--whether he would or would not first +acquaint old Mrs. Brattle with his intention. + +He had left home early, and when he returned his wife had received +Mary Lowther's reply to her letter. + +"She will come?" asked Frank. + +"She just says that and nothing more." + +"Then she'll be Mrs. Gilmore." + +"I hope so, with all my heart," said Mrs. Fenwick. + +"I look upon it as tantamount to accepting him. She wouldn't come +unless she had made up her mind to take him. You mark my words. +They'll be married before the chapel is finished." + +"You say it as if you thought she oughtn't to come." + +"No;--I don't mean that. I was only thinking how quickly a woman may +recover from such a hurt." + +"Frank, don't be ill-natured. She will be doing what all her friends +advise." + +"If I were to die, your friends would advise you not to grieve; but +they would think you very unfeeling if you did not." + +"Are you going to turn against her?" + +"No." + +"Then why do you say such things? Is it not better that she should +make the effort than lie there helpless and motionless, throwing her +whole life away? Will it not be much better for Harry Gilmore?" + +"Very much better for him, because he'll go crazy if she don't." + +"And for her too. We can't tell what is going on inside her breast. +I believe that she is making a great effort because she thinks it is +right. You will be kind to her when she comes?" + +"Certainly I will,--for Harry's sake--and her own." + +But in truth the Vicar at this moment was not in a good humour. +He was becoming almost tired of his efforts to set other people +straight, so great were the difficulties that came in his way. As he +had driven into his own gate he had met Mr. Puddleham, standing in +the road just in front of the new chapel. He had made up his mind to +accept the chapel, and now he said a pleasant word to the minister. +Mr. Puddleham turned up his eyes and his nose, bowed very stiffly, +and then twisted himself round, without answering a word. How was +it possible for a man to live among such people in good humour and +Christian charity? + +In the evening he was sitting with his wife in the drawing-room +discussing all these troubles, when the maid came in to say that +Constable Toffy was at the door. + +Constable Toffy was shown into his study, and then the Vicar followed +him. He had not spoken to the constable now for some months,--not +since the time at which Sam had been liberated; but he had not a +moment's doubt when he was thus summoned, that something was to be +said as to the murder of Mr. Trumbull. The constable put his hand up +to his head, and sat down at the Vicar's invitation, before he began +to speak. + +"What is it, Toffy?" said the Vicar. + +"We've got 'em at last, I think," said Mr. Toffy, in a very low, soft +voice. + +"Got whom;--the murderers?" + +"Just so, Mr. Fenwick; all except Sam Brattle,--whom we want." + +"And who are the men?" + +"Them as we supposed all along,--Jack Burrows, as they call the +Grinder, and Lawrence Acorn as was along with him. He's a Birmingham +chap, is Acorn. He's know'd very well at Birmingham. And then, Mr. +Fenwick, there's Sam. That's all as seems to have been in it. We +shall want Sam, Mr. Fenwick." + +"You don't mean to tell me that he was one of the murderers?" + +"We shall want him, Mr. Fenwick." + +"Where did you find the other men?" + +"They did get as far as San Francisco,--did the others. They haven't +had a bad game of it,--have they, Mr. Fenwick? They've had more than +seven months of a run. It was the 31st of August as Mr. Trumbull was +murdered, and here's the 15th of April, Mr. Fenwick. There ain't a +many runs as long as that. You'll have Sam Brattle for us all right, +no doubt, Mr. Fenwick?" The Vicar told the constable that he would +see to it, and get Sam Brattle to come forward as soon as he could. +"I told you all through, Mr. Fenwick, as Sam was one of them as was +in it, but you wouldn't believe me." + +"I don't believe it now," said the Vicar. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVII. + +SAM BRATTLE IS WANTED. + + +The next week was one of considerable perturbation, trouble, and +excitement at Bullhampton, and in the neighbourhood of Warminster +and Heytesbury. It soon became known generally that Jack the Grinder +and Lawrence Acorn were in Salisbury gaol, and that Sam Brattle--was +wanted. The perturbation and excitement at Bullhampton were, of +course, greater than elsewhere. It was necessary that the old miller +should be told,--necessary also that the people at the mill should be +asked as to Sam's present whereabouts. If they did not know it, they +might assist the Vicar in discovering it. Fenwick went to the mill, +taking the Squire with him; but they could obtain no information. The +miller was very silent, and betrayed hardly any emotion when he was +told that the police again wanted his son. + +"They can come and search," he said. "They can come and search." +And then he walked slowly away into the mill. There was a scene, of +course, with Mrs. Brattle and Fanny, and the two women were in a sad +way. + +"Poor boy,--wretched boy!" said the unfortunate mother, who sat +sobbing with her apron over her face. + +"We know nothing of him, Mr. Gilmore, or we would tell at once," said +Fanny. + +"I'm sure you would," said the Vicar. "And you may remember this, +Mrs. Brattle; I do not for one moment believe that Sam had any more +to do with the murder than you or I. You may tell his father that I +say so, if you please." + +For saying this the Squire rebuked him as soon as they had left the +mill. "I think you go too far in giving such assurance as that," he +said. + +"Surely you would have me say what I think?" + +"Not on such a matter as this, in which any false encouragement may +produce so much increased suffering. You, yourself, are so prone to +take your own views in opposition to those of others that you should +be specially on your guard when you may do so much harm." + +"I feel quite sure that he had nothing to do with it." + +"You see that you have the police against you after a most minute and +prolonged investigation." + +"The police are asses," insisted the Vicar. + +"Just so. That is, you prefer your own opinion to theirs in regard to +a murder. I should prefer yours to theirs on a question of scriptural +evidence, but not in such an affair as this. I don't want to talk you +over, but I wish to make you careful with other people who are so +closely concerned. In dealing with others you have no right to throw +over the ordinary rules of evidence." + +The Vicar accepted the rebuke and promised to be more +careful,--repeating, however, his own opinion about Sam, to which he +declared his intention of adhering in regard to his own conduct, let +the police and magistrates say what they might. He almost went so far +as to declare that he should do so even in opposition to the verdict +of a jury; but Gilmore understood that this was simply the natural +obstinacy of the man, showing itself in its natural form. + +At this moment, which was certainly one of gloom to the parish at +large, and of great sorrow at the Vicarage, the Squire moved about +with a new life which was evident to all who saw him. He went about +his farm, and talked about his trees, and looked at his horses and +had come to life again. No doubt many guesses as to the cause of this +were made throughout his establishment, and some of them, probably, +very near the truth. But, for the Fenwicks there was no need of +guessing. Gilmore had been told that Mary Lowther was coming to +Bullhampton in the early summer, and had at once thrown off the cloak +of his sadness. He had asked no further questions; Mrs. Fenwick had +found herself unable to express a caution; but the extent of her +friend's elation almost frightened her. + +"I don't look at it," she said to her husband, "quite as he does." + +"She'll have him now," he answered, and then Mrs. Fenwick said +nothing further. + +To Fenwick himself, this change was one of infinite comfort. The +Squire was his old friend and almost his only near neighbour. In all +his troubles, whether inside or outside of the parish, he naturally +went to Gilmore; and, although he was a man not very prone to walk by +the advice of friends, still it had been a great thing to him to have +a friend who would give an opinion, and perhaps the more so, as the +friend was one who did not insist on having his opinion taken. During +the past winter Gilmore had been of no use whatever to his friend. +His opinions on all matters had gone so vitally astray, that they had +not been worth having. And he had become so morose, that the Vicar +had found it to be almost absolutely necessary to leave him alone as +far as ordinary life was concerned. But now the Squire was himself +again, and on this exciting topic of Trumbull's murder, the prisoners +in Salisbury gaol, and the necessity for Sam's reappearance, could +talk sensibly and usefully. + +It was certainly very expedient that Sam should be made to reappear +as soon as possible. The idea was general in the parish that the +Vicar knew all about him. George Brattle, who had become bail for his +brother's reappearance, had given his name on the clear understanding +that the Vicar would be responsible. Some half-sustained tidings of +Carry's presence in Salisbury and of the Vicar's various visits to +the city were current in Bullhampton, and with these were mingled an +idea that Carry and Sam were in league together. That Fenwick was +chivalrous, perhaps Quixotic, in his friendships for those whom he +regarded, had long been felt, and this feeling was now stronger than +ever. He certainly could bring up Sam Brattle if he pleased;--or, if +he pleased, as might, some said, not improbably be the case, he could +keep him away. There would be £400 to pay for the bail-bond, but the +Vicar was known to be rich as well as Quixotic, and,--so said the +Puddlehamites,--would care very little about that, if he might thus +secure for himself his own way. + +He was constrained to go over again to Salisbury in order that he +might, if possible, learn from Carry how to find some trace to +her brother, and of this visit the Puddlehamites also informed +themselves. There were men and women in Bullhampton who knew exactly +how often the Vicar had visited the young woman at Salisbury, how +long he had been with her on each occasion, and how much he paid Mrs. +Stiggs for the accommodation. Gentlemen who are Quixotic in their +kindness to young women are liable to have their goings and comings +chronicled with much exactitude, if not always with accuracy. + +His interview with Carry on this occasion was very sad. He could not +save himself from telling her in part the cause of his inquiries. +"They haven't taken the two men, have they?" she asked, with an +eagerness that seemed to imply that she possessed knowledge on the +matter which could hardly not be guilty. + +"What two men?" he asked, looking full into her face. Then she was +silent and he was unwilling to catch her in a trap, to cross-examine +her as a lawyer would do, or to press out of her any communication +which she would not make willingly and of her own free action. "I am +told," he said, "that two men have been taken for the murder." + +"Where did they find 'em, sir?" + +"They had escaped to America, and the police have brought them back. +Did you know them, Carry?" She was again silent. The men had not been +named, and it was not for her to betray them. Hitherto, in their +interviews, she had hardly ever looked him in the face, but now she +turned her blue eyes full upon him. "You told me before at the old +woman's cottage," he said, "that you knew them both,--had known one +too well." + +"If you please, sir, I won't say nothing about 'em." + +"I will not ask you, Carry. But you would tell me about your brother, +if you knew?" + +"Indeed I would, sir;--anything. He hadn't no more to do with Farmer +Trumbull's murder nor you had. They can't touch a hair of his head +along of that." + +"Such is my belief;--but who can prove it?" Again she was silent. +"Can you prove it? If speaking could save your brother, surely you +would speak out. Would you hesitate, Carry, in doing anything for +your brother's sake? Whatever may be his faults, he has not been hard +to you like the others." + +"Oh, sir, I wish I was dead." + +"You must not wish that, Carry. And if you know ought of this you +will be bound to speak. If you could bring yourself to tell me what +you know, I think it might be good for both of you." + +"It was they who had the money. Sam never seed a shilling of it." + +"Who is 'they'?" + +"Jack Burrows and Larry Acorn. And it wasn't Larry Acorn neither, +sir. I know very well who did it. It was Jack Burrows who did it." + +"That is he they call the Grinder?" + +"But Larry was with him then," said the girl, sobbing. + +"You are sure of that?" + +"I ain't sure of nothing, Mr. Fenwick, only that Sam wasn't there +at all. Of that I am quite, quite, quite sure. But when you asks me, +what am I to say?" + +Then he left her without speaking to her on this occasion a word +about herself. He had nothing to say that would give her any comfort. +He had almost made up his mind that he would take her over with him +to the mill, and try what might be done by the meeting between the +father, mother, and daughter, but all this new matter about the +police and the arrest, and Sam's absence, made it almost impossible +for him to take such a step at present. As he went, he again +interrogated Mrs. Stiggs, and was warned by her that words fell daily +from her lodger which made her think that the young woman would not +remain much longer with her. In the meantime there was nothing of +which she could complain. Carry insisted on her liberty to go out and +about the city alone; but the woman was of opinion that she did this +simply with the object of asserting her independence. After that the +necessary payment was made, and the Vicar returned to the Railway +Station. Of Sam he had learned nothing, and now he did not know where +to go for tidings. He still believed that the young man would come of +his own accord, if the demand for his appearance were made so public +as to reach his ear. + +On that same day there was a meeting of the magistrates at +Heytesbury, and the two men who had been so cruelly fetched back from +San Francisco were brought before it. Mr. Gilmore was on the bench, +along with Sir Thomas Charleys, who was the chairman, and three other +gentlemen. Lord Trowbridge was in the court house, and sat upon the +bench, but gave it out that he was not sitting there as a magistrate. +Samuel Brattle was called upon to answer to his bail, and Jones, the +attorney appearing for him, explained that he had gone from home +to seek work elsewhere, alluded to the length of time that had +elapsed, and to the injustice of presuming that a man against whom no +evidence had been adduced, should be bound to remain always in one +parish,--and expressed himself without any doubt that Mr. Fenwick +and Mr. George Brattle, who were his bailsmen, would cause him to be +found and brought forward. As neither the clergyman nor the farmer +were in court, nothing further could be done at once; and the +magistrates were quite ready to admit that time must be allowed. Nor +was the case at all ready against the two men who were in custody. +Indeed, against them the evidence was so little substantial that a +lawyer from Devizes, who attended on their behalf, expressed his +amazement that the American authorities should have given them +up, and suggested that it must have been done with some view to a +settlement of the Alabama claims. Evidence, however, was brought +up to show that the two men had been convicted before, the one for +burglary, and the other for horse-stealing; that the former, John +Burrows, known as the Grinder, was a man from Devizes with whom the +police about that town, and at Chippenham, Bath, and Wells, were +well acquainted; that the other, Acorn, was a young man who had been +respectable, as a partner in a livery stable at Birmingham, but who +had taken to betting, and had for a year past been living by evil +courses, having previously undergone two years of imprisonment +with hard labour. It was proved that they had been seen in the +neighbourhood both before and after the murder; that boots found in +the cottage at Pycroft Common fitted certain footmarks in the mud +of the farmer's yard; that Burrows had been supplied with a certain +poison at a county chemist's at Lavington, and that the dog Bone'm +had been poisoned with the like. Many other matters were proved, +all of which were declared by the lawyer from Devizes to amount to +nothing, and by the police authorities, who were prosecutors, to be +very much. The magistrates of course ordered a remand, and ordered +also that on the day named Sam Brattle should appear. It was +understood that that day week was only named pro formâ, the +constables having explained that at least a fortnight would be +required for the collection of further evidence. This took place on +Tuesday, the 25th of April, and it was understood that time up to the +8th of May would be given to the police to complete their case. + +So far all went on quietly at Heytesbury; but before the magistrates +left the little town there was a row. Sir Thomas Charleys, in +speaking to his brother magistrate, Mr. Gilmore, about the whole +affair and about the Brattles in particular, had alluded to "Mr. +Fenwick's unfortunate connexion with Carry Brattle" at Salisbury. +Gilmore fired up at once, and demanded to know the meaning of this. +Sir Thomas, who was not the wisest man in the world, but who had +ideas of justice, and as to whom, in giving him his due, it must +be owned that he was afraid of no one, after some hesitation, +acknowledged that what he had heard respecting Mr. Fenwick had fallen +from Lord Trowbridge. He had heard from Lord Trowbridge that the +Vicar of Bullhampton was * * *. Gilmore on the occasion became +full of energy, and pressed the baronet very hard. Sir Thomas hoped +that Mr. Gilmore was not going to make mischief. Mr. Gilmore declared +that he would not submit to the injury done to his friend, and that +he would question Lord Trowbridge on the subject. He did question +Lord Trowbridge, whom he found waiting for his carriage, in the +parlour of the Bull Inn, Sir Thomas having accompanied him in the +search. The Marquis was quite outspoken. He had heard, he said, from +what he did not doubt to be good authority, that Mr. Fenwick was +in the habit of visiting alone a young woman who had lived in his +parish, but whom he now maintained in lodgings in a low alley in the +suburbs of Salisbury. He had said so much as that. In so saying, had +he spoken truth or falsehood? If he had said anything untrue, he +would be the first to acknowledge his own error. + +Then there had come to be very hot words. "My lord," said Mr. +Gilmore, "your insinuation is untrue. Whatever your words may have +been, in the impression which they have made, they are slanderous." + +"Who are you, sir," said the Marquis, looking at him from head to +foot, "to talk to me of the impression of my words?" + +But Mr. Gilmore's blood was up. "You intended to convey to Sir Thomas +Charleys, my lord, that Mr. Fenwick's visits were of a disgraceful +nature. If your words did not convey that, they conveyed nothing." + +"Who are you, sir, that you should interpret my words? I did no more +than my duty in conveying to Sir Thomas Charleys my conviction,--my +well-grounded conviction,--as to the gentleman's conduct. What I said +to him I will say aloud to the whole county. It is notorious that the +Vicar of Bullhampton is in the habit of visiting a profligate young +woman in a low part of the city. That I say is disgraceful to him, +to his cloth, and to the parish, and I shall give my opinion to the +bishop to that effect. Who are you, sir, that you should question +my words?" And again the Marquis eyed the Squire from head to foot, +leaving the room with a majestic strut as Gilmore went on to assert +that the allegation made, with the sense implied by it, contained +a wicked and a malicious slander. Then there were some words, much +quieter than those preceding them, between Mr. Gilmore and Sir +Thomas, in which the Squire pledged himself to,--he hardly knew what, +and Sir Thomas promised to hold his tongue,--for the present. But, +as a matter of course, the quarrel flew all over the little town. It +was out of the question that such a man as the Marquis of Trowbridge +should keep his wrath confined. Before he had left the inn-yard he +had expressed his opinion very plainly to half-a-dozen persons, both +as to the immorality of the Vicar and the impudence of the Squire; +and as he was taken home his hand was itching for pen and paper in +order that he might write to the bishop. Sir Thomas shrugged his +shoulders, and did not tell the story to more than three or four +confidential friends, to all of whom he remarked that on the matter +of the visits made to the girl, there never was smoke without fire. +Gilmore's voice, too, had been loud, and all the servants about the +inn had heard him. He knew that the quarrel was already public, and +felt that he had no alternative but to tell his friend what had +passed. + + +[Illustration: "Who are you, sir, that you should interpret +my words?"] + + +On that same evening he saw the Vicar. Fenwick had returned from +Salisbury, tired, dispirited, and ill at ease, and was just going in +to dress for dinner, when Gilmore met him at his own stable-door, and +told him what had occurred. + +"Then, after all, my wife was right and I was wrong," said Fenwick. + +"Right about what?" Gilmore asked. + +"She said that Lord Trowbridge would spread these very lies. I +confess that I made the mistake of believing him to be a gentleman. +Of course I may use your information?" + +"Use it just as you please," said Gilmore. Then they parted, and +Gilmore, who was on horseback, rode home. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVIII. + +MARY LOWTHER RETURNS TO BULLHAMPTON. + + +A month went by after the scenes described in the last chapter, and +summer had come at Bullhampton. It was now the end of May, and, with +the summer, Mary Lowther had arrived. During the month very little +progress had been made with the case at Heytesbury. There had been +two or three remands, and now there was yet another. The police +declared that this was rendered necessary by the absence of Sam +Brattle,--that the magistrates were anxious to give all reasonable +time for the production of the man who was out upon bail,--and that, +as he was undoubtedly concerned in the murder, they were determined +to have him. But they who professed to understand the case, among +whom were the lawyer from Devizes and Mr. Jones of Heytesbury, +declared that no real search had been made for Brattle because +the evidence in regard to the other men was hitherto inefficient. +The remand now stood again till Tuesday, June the 5th, and it was +understood that if Brattle did not then appear the bail would be +declared to have been forfeited. + +Fenwick had written a very angry letter to Lord Trowbridge, to which +he had got no answer, and Lord Trowbridge had written a very silly +letter to the bishop, in replying to which the bishop had snubbed +him. "I am informed by my friend, Mr. Gilmore," said the Vicar to +the Marquis, "that your lordship has stated openly that I have made +visits to a young woman in Salisbury which are disgraceful to me, to +my cloth, and to the parish of which I am the incumbent. I do not +believe that your lordship will deny that you have done so, and I, +therefore, call upon you at once to apologise to me for the calumny, +which, in its nature, is as injurious and wicked as calumny can +be, and to promise that you will not repeat the offence." The +Marquis, when he received this, had not as yet written that letter +to the bishop on which he had resolved after his interview with +Gilmore,--feeling, perhaps, some qualms of conscience, thinking that +it might be well that he should consult his son,--though with a +full conviction that, if he did so, his son would not allow him to +write to the bishop at all,--possibly with some feeling that he had +been too hard upon his enemy, the Vicar. But, when the letter from +Bullhampton reached him, all feelings of doubt, caution, and mercy, +were thrown to the winds. The tone of the letter was essentially +aggressive and impudent. It was the word calumny that offended him +most, that, and the idea that he, the Marquis of Trowbridge, should +be called upon to promise not to commit an offence! The pestilent +infidel at Bullhampton, as he called our friend, had not attempted to +deny the visits to the young woman at Salisbury. And the Marquis had +made fresh inquiry which had completely corroborated his previous +information. He had learned Mrs. Stiggs's address, and the name of +Trotter's Buildings, which details were to his mind circumstantial, +corroborative, and damnatory. Some dim account of the battle at the +Three Honest Men had reached him, and the undoubted fact that Carry +Brattle was maintained by the Vicar. Then he remembered all Fenwick's +old anxiety on behalf of the brother, whom the Marquis had taught +himself to regard as the very man who had murdered his tenant. +He reminded himself, too, of the murderer's present escape from +justice by aid of this pestilent clergyman; and thus became +convinced that in dealing with Mr. Fenwick, as it was his undoubted +duty to do, he had to deal with one of the very worst of the human +race. His lordship's mind was one utterly incapable of sifting +evidence,--unable even to understand evidence when it came to him. +He was not a bad man. He desired nothing that was not his own, and +remitted much that was. He feared God, honoured the Queen, and loved +his country. He was not self-indulgent. He did his duties as he knew +them. But he was an arrogant old fool, who could not keep himself +from mischief,--who could only be kept from mischief by the aid of +some such master as his son. As soon as he received the Vicar's +letter he at once sat down and wrote to the bishop. He was so sure +that he was right, that he sent Fenwick's letter to the bishop, +acknowledging what he himself had said at Heytesbury, and justifying +it altogether by an elaborate account of the Vicar's wickedness. "And +now, my lord, let me ask you," said he, in conclusion, "whether you +deem this a proper man to have the care of souls in the large and +important parish of Bullhampton." + +The bishop felt himself to be very much bullied. He had no doubt +whatsoever about his parson. He knew that Fenwick was too strong a +man to be acted upon beneficially by such advice as to his private +conduct as a bishop might give, and too good a man to need any +caution as to his conduct. "My Lord Marquis," he said, in reply, "in +returning the endorsed letter from Mr. Fenwick to your lordship, I +can only say that nothing has been brought before me by your lordship +which seems to me to require my interference. I should be wrong if I +did not add to this the expression of my opinion that Mr. Fenwick is +a moral man, doing his duty in his parish well, and an example in my +diocese to be followed, rather than a stumbling block." + +When this letter reached the Castle Lord St. George was there. The +poor old Marquis was cut to the quick. He immediately perceived,--so +he told himself,--that the bishop was an old woman, who understood +nothing; but he was sure that St. George would not look at the matter +in the same light. And yet it was impossible not to tell St. George. +Much as he dreaded his son, he did honestly tell everything to his +Mentor. He had already told St. George of Fenwick's letter to him +and of his letter to the bishop, and St. George had whistled. Now he +showed the bishop's letter to his son. St. George read the letter, +refolded it slowly, shrugged his shoulders, and said, as he returned +it to his father,-- + +"Well, my lord, I suppose you like a hornet's nest." + +This was the uncomfortable position of things at Bullhampton about +the beginning of June, at which time Mary Lowther was again staying +with her friend Mrs. Fenwick. Carry Brattle was still at Salisbury, +but had not been seen by the Vicar for more than a fortnight. The +Marquis's letter, backed as it was in part by his wife's counsel, +had, much to his own disgust, deterred him from seeing the girl. His +wife, however, had herself visited Trotter's Buildings, and had seen +Carry, taking to her a little present from her mother, who did not +dare to go over to Salisbury to see her child, because of words that +had passed between her and her husband. + +Mrs. Fenwick, on her return home, had reported that Carry was silent, +sullen, and idle; that her only speech was an expression of a wish +that she was dead, and that Mrs. Stiggs had said that she could get +no good of her. In the meantime Sam Brattle had not yet turned up, +and the 5th of June was at hand. + +Mary Lowther was again at the vicarage, and of course it was +necessary that she and Mr. Gilmore should meet each other. A promise +had been made to her that no advice should be pressed upon her,--the +meaning of which, of course, was that nothing should be said to her +urging her to marry Mr. Gilmore. But it was of course understood by +all the parties concerned that Mr. Gilmore was to be allowed to come +to the house; and, indeed, this was understood by the Fenwicks to +mean almost as plainly that she would at least endeavour to bring +herself to accept him when he did come. To Mary herself, as she made +the journey, the same meaning seemed to be almost inevitable; and as +she perceived this, she told herself that she had been wrong to leave +home. She knew,--she thought she knew,--that she must refuse him, and +in doing so would simply be making fresh trouble. Would it not have +been better for her to have remained at Loring,--to have put herself +at once on a par with her aunt, and have commenced her life of +solitary spinsterhood and dull routine? But, then, why should she +refuse him? She endeavoured to argue it out with herself in the +railway carriage. She had been told that Walter Marrable would +certainly marry Edith Brownlow, and she believed it. No doubt it was +much better that he should do so. At any rate, she and Walter were +separated for ever. When he wrote to her, declaring his purpose +of remaining in England, he had said not a word of renewing his +engagement with her. No doubt she loved him. About that she did not +for a moment endeavour to deceive herself. No doubt, if that fate in +life which she most desired might be hers, she would become the wife +of Walter Marrable. But that fate would not be hers, and then there +arose the question whether, on that account, she was unfit to be the +wife of any other man. Of this she was quite certain, that should it +ever seem to her to be her duty to accept the other man, she would +first explain to him clearly the position in which she found herself. +At last the whole matter resolved itself to this;--was it possible +for her to divest her idea of life of all romance, and to look for +contentment and satisfaction in the performance of duties to others? +The prospect of an old maid's life at Loring was not pleasant to her +eyes; but she would bear that, and worse than that, rather than do +wrong. It was, however, so hard for her to know what was right and +what was wrong! Supposing that she were to consent to marry Mr. +Gilmore, would she be forsworn when at the altar she promised to love +him? All her care would be henceforth for him, all her heart, as far +as she could command her heart, and certainly all her truth. There +should not be a secret of her mind hidden from him. She would force +herself to love him, and to forget that other man. He should be the +object of all her idolatry. She would, in that case, do her very +utmost to reward him for the constancy of the affection with which he +had regarded her; and yet, as she was driven in at the vicarage gate, +she told herself that it would have been better for her to remain at +Loring. + +During the first evening Mr. Gilmore's name was not mentioned. There +were subjects enough for conversation, as the period was one of great +excitement in Bullhampton. + +"What did you think of our chapel?" asked Mrs. Fenwick. + +"I had no idea it was so big." + +"Why, they are not going to leave us a single soul to go to church. +Mr. Puddleham means to make a clean sweep of the parish." + +"You don't mean to say that any have left you?" + +"Well; none as yet," replied Mrs. Fenwick. "But then the chapel isn't +finished; and the Marquis has not yet sent his order to his tenants +to become dissenters. We expect that he will do so, unless he can +persuade the bishop to turn Frank out of the living." + +"But the bishop couldn't turn him out." + +"Of course, he couldn't,--and wouldn't if he could. The bishop and +Frank are the best friends in the world. But that has nothing to do +with it. You mustn't abuse the chapel to Frank; just at this moment +the subject is tabooed. My belief is that the whole edifice will have +to come down, and that the confusion of Mr. Puddleham and the Marquis +will be something more complete than ever was yet seen. In the +meantime, I put my finger to my lip, and just look at Frank whenever +the chapel is mentioned." + +And then there was the matter of the murder, and the somewhat sad +consideration of Sam's protracted absence. + +"And will you have to pay four hundred pounds, Mr. Fenwick?" Mary +asked. + +"I shall be liable to pay it if he does not appear to-morrow, and no +doubt must absolutely pay it if he does not turn up soon." + +"But you don't think that he was one of them?" + +"I am quite sure he was not. But he has had trouble in his family, +and he got into a quarrel, and I fancy he has left the country. The +police say that he has been traced to Liverpool." + +"And will the other men be convicted?" Mrs. Fenwick asked. + +"I believe they will, and most fervently hope so. They have some +evidence about the wheels of a small cart in which Burrows certainly, +and, I believe, no doubt Acorn also, were seen to drive across +Pycroft Common early on the Sunday morning. A part of the tire had +come off, and another bit, somewhat broader, and an inch or so too +short, had been substituted. The impress made by this wheel in the +mud, just round the corner by the farm gate, was measured and copied +at the time, and they say that this will go far to identify the men. +That the man's cart was there is certain,--also that he was in the +same cart at Pycroft Common an hour or two after the murder." + +"That does seem clear," said Mary. + +"But somebody suggests that Sam had borrowed the cart. I believe, +however, that it will all come out;--only, if I have to pay four +hundred pounds I shall think that Farmer Trumbull has cost me very +dear." + +On the next morning Gilmore came to the vicarage. It had been +arranged that he would drive Fenwick over to Heytesbury, and that he +would call for him after breakfast. A somewhat late hour,--two in the +afternoon,--had been fixed for going on with the murder case, as it +was necessary that a certain constable should come down from London +on that morning; and, therefore, there would be no need for the two +men to start very early from Bullhampton. This was explained to Mary +by Mrs. Fenwick. "He dines here to-day," she had said when they met +in the morning before prayers, "and you may as well get over the +first awkwardness at once." Mary had assented to this, and, after +breakfast, Gilmore made his appearance among them in the garden. He +was just one moment alone with the girl he loved. + +"Miss Lowther," he said, "I cannot be with you for an instant without +telling you that I am unchanged." + +Mary made no reply, and he said nothing further. Mrs. Fenwick was +with them so quickly that there was no need for a reply,--and then he +was gone. During the whole day the two friends talked of the murder, +and of the Brattles, and the chapel,--which was thoroughly inspected +from the roof to the floor,--but not a word was said about the +loves of Harry Gilmore or Walter Marrable. Gilmore's name was often +mentioned as the whole story was told of Lord Trowbridge's new +quarrel, and of the correspondence with the bishop,--of which Fenwick +had learned the particulars from the bishop's chaplain. And in the +telling of this story Mrs. Fenwick did not scruple to express her +opinion that Harry Gilmore had behaved well, with good spirit, and +like a true friend. "If the Marquis had been anywhere near his own +age I believe he would have horsewhipped him," said the Vicar's wife, +with that partiality for the corporal chastisement of an enemy which +is certainly not uncommon to the feminine mind. This was all very +well, and called for no special remark from Mary, and possibly might +have an effect. + +The gentlemen returned late in the evening, and the Squire dressed at +the vicarage. But the great event of the day had to be told before +anyone was allowed to dress. Between four and five o'clock, just as +the magistrates were going to leave the bench, Sam Brattle had walked +into Court. + +"And your money is safe?" said his wife. + +"Yes, my money is safe; but, I declare, I think more of Sam's truth. +He was there, as it seemed, all of a sudden. The police had learned +nothing of him. He just walked into the court, and we heard his +voice. 'They tell me I'm wanted,' he said; and so he gave himself +up." + +"And what was done?" asked his wife. + +"It was too late to do anything; so they allowed a remand for another +week, and Sam was walked off to prison." + +At dinner time the conversation was still about the murder. It had +been committed after Mary Lowther had left Bullhampton; but she had +heard all the details, and was now as able to be interested about +it as were the others. It was Gilmore's opinion that, instead of +proceeding against Sam, they would put him into the witness-box and +make him tell what he knew about the presence of the other two men. +Fenwick declared that, if they did so, such was Sam's obstinacy that +he would tell nothing. It was his own idea,--as he had explained +both to his wife and to Gilmore,--that Carry Brattle could give more +evidence respecting the murder than her brother. Of this he said +nothing at present, but he had informed Constable Toffy that if +Caroline Brattle were wanted for the examination she would be found +at the house of Mrs. Stiggs. + +Thus for an hour or two the peculiar awkwardness of the meeting +between Harry Gilmore and Mary was removed. He was enabled to +talk with energy on a matter of interest, and she could join the +conversation. But when they were round the tea-table it seemed to be +arranged by common consent that Trumbull's murder and the Brattles +should, for a while, be laid aside. Then Mary became silent and +Gilmore became awkward. When inquiries were made as to Miss Marrable, +he did not know whether to seem to claim, or not to claim, that +lady's acquaintance. He could not, of course, allude to his visit +to Loring, and yet he could hardly save himself from having to +acknowledge that he had been there. However, the hour wore itself +away, and he was allowed to take his departure. + +During the next two days he did not see Mary Lowther. On the Friday +he met her with Mrs. Fenwick as the two were returning from the mill. +They had gone to visit Mrs. Brattle and Fanny, and to administer such +comfort as was possible in the present circumstances. The poor woman +told them that the father was now as silent about his son as about +his daughter, but that he had himself gone over to Heytesbury to +secure legal advice for the lad, and to learn from Mr. Jones, the +attorney, what might be the true aspect of the case. Of what he had +learned he had told nothing to the women at the mill, but the two +ladies had expressed their strong opinion of Sam's innocence. All +this was narrated by Mrs. Fenwick to Gilmore, and Mary Lowther was +enabled to take her part in the narrative. The Squire was walking +between the two, and it seemed to him as he walked that Mary at least +had no desire to avoid him. He became high in hope, and began to wish +that even now, at this moment, he might be left alone with her and +might learn his fate. He parted from them when they were near the +village, and as he went he held Mary's hand within his own for a few +moments. There was no return of his pressure, but it seemed to him +that her hand was left with him almost willingly. + +"What do you think of him?" her friend said to her, as soon as he had +parted from them. + +"What do I think of him? I have always thought well of him." + +"I know you have; to think otherwise of one who is positively so good +would be impossible. But do you feel more kindly to him than you +used?" + +"Janet," said Mary, after pausing awhile, "you had better leave me +alone. Don't be angry with me; but really it will be better that you +should leave me alone." + +"I won't be angry with you, and I will leave you alone," said Mrs. +Fenwick. And, as she considered this request afterwards, it seemed to +her that the very making of such a request implied a determination on +the girl's part to bring herself to accept the man's offer,--if it +might be possible. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIX. + +MARY LOWTHER'S DOOM. + + +The police were so very tedious in managing their business, and +the whole affair of the second magisterial investigation was so +protracted, that people in the neighbourhood became almost tired of +it, in spite of that appetite for excitement which the ordinary quiet +life of a rural district produces. On the first Tuesday in June Sam +had surrendered himself at Heytesbury, and on the second Tuesday it +was understood that the production of the prisoners was only formal. +The final examination, and committal, if the evidence should be +sufficient, was to take place on the third Tuesday in the month. +Against this Mr. Jones had remonstrated very loudly on Sam's behalf, +protesting that the magistrates were going beyond their power in +locking up a man against whom there was no more evidence now than +there had been when before they had found themselves compelled to +release him on bail. But this was of no avail. Sam had been released +before because the men who were supposed to have been his accomplices +were not in custody; and now that they were in custody the police +declared it to be out of the question that he should be left at +large. The magistrates of course agreed with the police, in spite of +the indignation of Mr. Jones. In the meantime a subpoena was served +upon Carry Brattle to appear on that final Tuesday,--Tuesday the +nineteenth of June. The policeman, when he served her with the paper, +told her that on the morning in question he would come and fetch her. +The poor girl said not a word as she took into her hand the dreadful +document. Mrs. Stiggs asked a question or two of the man, but +got from him no information. But it was well known in Trotter's +Buildings, and round about the Three Honest Men, that Sam Brattle was +to be tried for the murder of Mr. Trumbull, and public opinion in +that part of Salisbury was adverse to Sam. Public opinion was averse, +also, to poor Carry; and Mrs. Stiggs was becoming almost tired of her +lodger, although the payment made for her was not ungenerous and was +as punctual as the sun. In truth, the tongue of the landlady of the +Three Honest Men was potential in those parts, and was very bitter +against Sam and his sister. + +In the meantime there was a matter of interest which, to our friends +at Bullhampton, exceeded even that of the Heytesbury examinations. +Mr. Gilmore was now daily at the vicarage on some new or old lover's +pretence. It might be that he stood but for a minute or two on the +terrace outside the drawing-room windows, or that he would sit with +the ladies during half the afternoon, or that he would come down to +dinner,--some excuse having arisen for an invitation to that effect +during the morning. Very little was said on the subject between Mrs. +Fenwick and Mary Lowther, and not a word between the Vicar and his +guest; but between Mr. and Mrs. Fenwick many words were spoken, and +before the first week was over they were sure that she would yield. + +"I think she will," said Mrs. Fenwick;--"but she will do it in +agony." + +"Then if I were Harry I would leave her alone," said the Vicar. + +"But you are not Harry; and if you were, you would be wrong. She will +not be happy when she accepts him; but by the time the day fixed for +the wedding comes round, she will have reconciled herself to it, and +then she will be as loving a wife as ever a man had." But the Vicar +shook his head and said that, so far as he was concerned, love of +that sort would not have sufficed for him. + +"Of course," said his wife, "it is very pleasant for a man to be told +that the woman he loves is dying for him; but men can't always have +everything that they want." + +Mary Lowther at this time became subject to a feeling of shame which +almost overwhelmed her. There grew upon her a consciousness that she +had allowed herself to come to Bullhampton on purpose that she might +receive a renewed offer of marriage from her old lover, and that +she had done so because her new and favoured lover had left her. Of +course she must accept Mr. Gilmore. Of that she had now become quite +sure. She had come to Bullhampton,--so she now told herself,--because +she had been taught to believe that it would not be right for her to +abandon herself to a mode of life which was not to her taste. All the +friends in whose judgment she could confide expressed to her in every +possible way their desire that she should marry this man; and now she +had made this journey with the view of following their counsel. So +she thought of herself and her doings; but such was not in truth the +case. When she first determined to visit Bullhampton, she was very +far from thinking that she would accept the man. Mrs. Fenwick's +argument that she should not be kept away from Bullhampton by fear of +Mr. Gilmore, had prevailed with her,--and she had come. And now that +she was there, and that this man was daily with her, it was no longer +possible that she should refuse him. And, after all, what did it +matter? She was becoming sick of the importance which she imputed to +herself in thinking of herself. If she could make the man happy why +should she not do so? The romance of her life had become to her a +rhodomontade of which she was ashamed. What was her love, that she +should think so much about it? What did it mean? Could she not do her +duty in the position in life in which her friends wished to place +her, without hankering after a something which was not to be bestowed +on her? After all, what did it all matter? She would tell the man the +exact truth as well as she knew how to tell it, and then let him take +her or leave her as he listed. + +And she did tell him the truth, after the following fashion. It +came to pass at last that a day and an hour was fixed in which Mr. +Gilmore might come to the vicarage and find Mary alone. There were no +absolute words arranging this to which she was a party, but it was +understood. She did not even pretend an unwillingness to receive him, +and had assented by silence when Mrs. Fenwick had said that the man +should be put out of his suspense. Mary, when she was silent, knew +well that it was no longer within her power to refuse him. + +He came and found her alone. He knew, too, or fancied that he knew, +what would be the result of the interview. She would accept him, +without protestations of violent love for himself, acknowledging what +had passed between her and her cousin, and proffering to him the +offer of future affection. He had pictured it all to himself, and +knew that he intended to accept what would be tendered. There were +drawbacks in the happiness which was in store for him, but still +he would take what he could get. As each so nearly understood the +purpose of the other it was almost a pity that the arrangement could +not be made without any words between them,--words which could hardly +be pleasant either in the speaking or in the hearing. + +He had determined that he would disembarrass himself of all +preliminary flourishes in addressing her, and had his speech ready as +he took her by the hand. "Mary," he said, "you know why I am here." +Of course she made no reply. "I told you when I first saw you again +that I was unchanged." Then he paused, as though he expected that she +would answer him, but still she said nothing. "Indeed I am unchanged. +When you were here before I told you that I could look forward to no +happiness unless you would consent to be my wife. That was nearly a +year ago, and I have come again now to tell you the same thing. I do +not think but what you will believe me to be in earnest." + +"I know that you are in earnest," she said. + +"No man was ever more so. My constancy has been tried during the time +that you have been away. I do not say so as a reproach to you. Of +course there can be no reproach. I have nothing to complain of in +your conduct to me. But I think I may say that if my regard for you +has outlived the pain of those months there is some evidence that it +is sincere." + +"I have never doubted your sincerity." + +"Nor can you doubt my constancy." + +"Except in this, that it is so often that we want that which we have +not, and find it so little worthy of having when we get it." + +"You do not say that from your heart, Mary. If you mean to refuse me +again, it is not because you doubt the reality of my love." + +"I do not mean to refuse you again, Mr. Gilmore." Then he attempted +to put his arm round her waist, but she recoiled from him, not in +anger, but very quietly, and with a womanly grace that was perfect. +"But you must hear me first, before I can allow you to take me in the +only way in which I can bestow myself. I have been steeling myself to +this, and I must tell you all that has occurred since we were last +together." + +"I know it all," said he, anxious that she should be spared;--anxious +also that he himself should be spared the pain of hearing that which +she was about to say to him. + +But it was necessary for her that she should say it. She would not go +to him as his accepted mistress upon other terms than those she had +already proposed to herself. "Though you know it, I must speak of +it," she said. "I should not, otherwise, be dealing honestly either +with you or with myself. Since I saw you last, I have met my cousin, +Captain Marrable. I became attached to him with a quickness which +I cannot even myself understand. I loved him dearly, and we were +engaged to be married." + +"You wrote to me, Mary, and told me all that." This he said, striving +to hide the impatience which he felt; but striving in vain. + +"I did so, and now I have to tell you that that engagement is at +an end. Circumstances occurred,--a sad loss of income that he had +expected,--which made it imperative on him, and also on me in his +behalf, that we should abandon our hopes. He would have been ruined +by such a marriage,--and it is all over." Then she paused, and he +thought that she had done; but there was more to be said, words +heavier to be borne than any which she had yet uttered. "And I love +him still. I should lie if I said that it was not so. If he were free +to marry me this moment I should go to him." As she said this, there +came a black cloud across his brow; but he stood silent to hear it +all to the last. "My respect and esteem for you are boundless," she +continued,--"but he has my heart. It is only because I know that I +cannot be his wife that I have allowed myself to think whether it is +my duty to become the wife of another man. After what I now say to +you, I do not expect that you will persevere. Should you do so, you +must give me time." Then she paused, as though it were now his turn +to speak; but there was something further that she felt herself +bound to say, and, as he was still silent, she continued. "My +friends,--those whom I most trust in the world, my aunt and Janet +Fenwick, all tell me that it will be best for me to accept your +offer. I have made no promise to either of them. I would tell my +mind to no one till I told it to you. I believe I owe as much to +you,--almost as much as a woman can owe to a man; but still, were my +cousin so placed that he could afford to marry a poor wife, I should +leave you and go to him at once. I have told you everything now; and +if, after this, you can think me worth having, I can only promise +that I will endeavour, at some future time, to do my duty to you as +your wife." Then she had finished, and she stood before him--waiting +her doom. + +His brow had become black and still blacker as she continued her +speech. He had kept his eyes upon her without quailing for a moment, +and had hoped for some moment of tenderness, some sparkle of feeling, +at seeing which he might have taken her in his arms and have stopped +the sternness of her speech. But she had been at least as strong as +he was, and had not allowed herself to show the slightest sign of +weakness. + +"You do not love me, then?" he said. + +"I esteem you as we esteem our dearest friends." + +"And you will never love me?" + +"How shall I answer you? I do love you,--but not as I love him. I +shall never again have that feeling." + +"Except for him?" + +"Except for him. If it is to be conquered, I will conquer it. I know, +Mr. Gilmore, that what I have told you will drive you from me. It +ought to do so." + +"It is for me to judge of that," he said, turning upon her quickly. + +"In judging for myself I have thought it right to tell you the exact +truth, and to let you know what it is that you would possess if you +should choose to take me." Then again she was silent, and waited for +her doom. + +There was a pause of, perhaps, a couple of minutes, during which he +made no reply. He walked the length of the room twice, slowly, before +he uttered a word, and during that time he did not look at her. Had +he chosen to take an hour, she would not have interrupted him again. +She had told him everything, and it was for him now to decide. After +what she had said he could not but recall his offer. How was it +possible that he should desire to make a woman his wife after such a +declaration as that which she had made to him? + +"And now," he said, "it is for me to decide." + +"Yes, Mr. Gilmore, it is for you to decide." + +"Then," said he, coming up to her and putting out his hand, "you are +my betrothed. May God in his mercy soften your heart to me, and +enable you to give me some return for all the love that I bear you." +She took his hand and raised it to her lips and kissed it, and then +had left the room before he was able to stop her. + + + + +CHAPTER L. + +MARY LOWTHER INSPECTS HER FUTURE HOME. + + +Of course it was soon known in the vicarage that Mary Lowther +had accepted the Squire's hand. She had left him standing in +the drawing-room;--had left him very abruptly, though she had +condescended to kiss his hand. Perhaps in no way could she have made +a kinder reply to his petition for mercy. In ordinary cases it is +probably common for a lady, when she has yielded to a gentleman's +entreaties for the gift of herself, to yield also something further +for his immediate gratification, and to submit herself to his +embrace. In this instance it was impossible that the lady should do +so. After the very definite manner in which she had explained to him +her feelings, it was out of the question that she should stay and toy +with him;--that she should bear the pressure of his arm, or return +his caresses. But there had come upon her a sharp desire to show her +gratitude before she left him,--to show her gratitude, and to prove, +by some personal action towards him, that though she had been forced +to tell him that she did not love him,--that she did not love him +after the fashion in which his love was given to her,--that yet he +was dear to her, as our dearest friends are dear. And therefore, when +he had stretched out his hand to her in sign of the offer which he +was making her, she had raised it to her lips and kissed it. + +Very shortly after she had left the room Mrs. Fenwick came to him. +"Well, Harry," she said, coming up close to him, and looking into his +eyes to see how it had fared with him, "tell me that I may wish you +joy." + +"She has promised that she will be my wife," he said. + +"And is not that what you have so long wished?" + +"Yes, indeed." + +"Then why are you not elated?" + +"I have no doubt she will tell you all. But do not suppose, Mrs. +Fenwick, that I am not thankful. She has behaved very well,--and she +has accepted me. She has explained to me in what way her acceptance +has been given, and I have submitted to it." + +"Now, Harry, you are going to make yourself wretched about some +romantic trifle." + +"I am not going to make myself miserable at all. I am much less +miserable than I could have believed to be possible six months ago. +She has told me that she will be my wife, and I do not for a moment +think that she will go back from her word." + +"Then what is it?" + +"I have not won her as other men do. Never mind;--I do not mean to +complain. Mrs. Fenwick, I shall trust you to let me know when she +will be glad to see me here." + +"Of course you will come when you like and how you like. You must be +quite at home here." + +"As far as you and Frank are concerned, that would be a +matter-of-course to me. But it cannot be so--yet--in regard to Mary. +At any rate, I will not intrude upon her till I know that my coming +will not be a trouble to her." After this it was not necessary that +Mrs. Fenwick should be told much more of the manner in which these +new betrothals had been made. + +Mary was, of course, congratulated both by the Vicar and his wife, +and she received their congratulations with a dignity of deportment +which, even from her, almost surprised them. She said scarcely a +word, but smiled as she was kissed by each of them and did whisper +something as to her hope that she might be able to make Mr. Gilmore +happy. There was certainly no triumph; and there was no visible sign +of regret. When she was asked whether she would not wish that he +should come to the vicarage, she declared that she would have him +come just as he pleased. If she only knew of his coming beforehand +she would take care that she would be within to receive him. Whatever +might be his wishes, she would obey them. Mrs. Fenwick suggested that +Gilmore would like her to go up to the Privets, and look at the house +which was to be her future home. She promised that she would go with +him at any hour that he might appoint. Then there was something said +as to fixing the day of the wedding. "It is not to be immediately," +she replied; "he promised me that he would give me time." "She speaks +of it as though she was going to be hung," the Vicar said afterwards +to his wife. + +On the day after her engagement she saw Gilmore, and then she wrote +to her aunt to tell her the tidings. Her letter was very short, and +had not Miss Marrable thoroughly understood the character of her +niece, and the agony of the struggle to which Mary was now subjected, +it would have seemed to be cold and ungrateful. "My dear Aunt," said +the letter, "Yesterday I accepted Mr. Gilmore's offer. I know you +will be glad to hear this, as you have always thought that I ought +to do so. No time has been fixed for the wedding, but it will not be +very soon. I hope I may do my duty to him and make him happy; but I +do not know whether I should not have been more useful in remaining +with my affectionate aunt." That was the whole letter, and there +was no other friend to whom she herself communicated the tidings. +It occurred to her for a moment that she would write to Walter +Marrable;--but Walter Marrable had told her nothing of Edith +Brownlow. Walter Marrable would learn the news fast enough. And then, +the writing of such a letter would not have been very easy to her. + +On the Sunday afternoon, after church, she walked up to the Privets +with her lover. The engagement had been made on the previous +Thursday, and this was the first occasion on which she had been +alone with him for more than a minute or two at a time since she had +then parted from him. They started immediately from the churchyard, +passing out through the gate which led into Mr. Trumbull's field, and +it was understood that they were to return for an early dinner at the +vicarage. Mary had made many resolutions as to this walk. She would +talk much, so that it might not be tedious and melancholy to him; she +would praise everything, and show the interest which she took in the +house and grounds; she would ask questions, and display no hesitation +as to claiming her own future share of possession in all that +belonged to him. She went off at once as soon as she was through the +wicket gate, asking questions as to the division of the property of +the parish between the two owners, as to this field and that field, +and the little wood which they passed, till her sharp intelligence +told her that she was over-acting her part. He was no actor, +but unconsciously he perceived her effort; and he resented it, +unconsciously also, by short answers and an uninterested tone. She +was aware of it all, and felt that there had been a mistake. It +would be better for her to leave the play in his hands, and to adapt +herself to his moods. + +"We had better go straight up to the house," he said, as soon as the +pathway had led them off Lord Trowbridge's land into his own domain. + +"I think we had," said she. + +"If we go round by the stables it will make us late for Fenwick's +dinner." + +"We ought to be back by half-past two," she said. They had left the +church exactly at half-past twelve, and were therefore to be together +for two hours. + +He took her over the house. The showing of a house in such +circumstances is very trying, both to the man and to the woman. He is +weighted by a mixed load of pride in his possession and of assumed +humility. She, to whom every detail of the future nest is so vitally +important, is almost bound to praise, though every encomium she +pronounces will be a difficulty in the way of those changes which +she contemplates. But on the present occasion Mary contemplated +no change. Marrying this man, as she was about to do, professedly +without loving him, she was bound to take everything else as she +found it. The dwelling rooms of the house she had known before; the +dining-room, the drawing-room, and the library. She was now taken +into his private chamber, where he sat as a magistrate, and paid his +men, and kept his guns and fishing-rods. Here she sat down for a +moment, and when he had told her this and that,--how he was always +here for so long in the morning, and how he hoped that she would come +to him sometimes when he was thus busy, he came and stood over her, +putting his hand upon her shoulder. "Mary," he said, "will you not +kiss me?" + +"Certainly I will," she said, jumping up, and offering her face to +his salute. A month or two ago he would have given the world for +permission to kiss her; and now it seemed as though the thing itself +were a matter but of little joy. A kiss to be joyful should be +stolen, with a conviction on the part of the offender that she who +has suffered the loss will never prosecute the thief. She had meant +to be good to him, but the favour would have gone further with him +had she made more of it. + +Then they went up stairs. Who does not know the questions that were +asked and that were answered? On this occasion they were asked and +answered with matter-of-fact useful earnestness. The papers on the +walls were perhaps old and ugly; but she did not mind it if they +were so. If he liked to have the rooms new papered, of course it +would be nice. Would she like new furniture? Did she object to the +old-fashioned four-post bedsteads? Had she any special taste about +hangings and colours? Of course she had, but she could not bring +herself to indulge them by giving orders as to this or that. She +praised everything; was satisfied with everything; was interested in +everything; but would propose no changes. What right had she, seeing +that she was to give him so little, to ask him to do this or that +for her? She meant on this occasion to do all that she could for his +happiness, but had she ordered new furniture for the whole house, +begged that every room might be fresh papered, and pointed out that +the panelling was old and must be altered, and the entire edifice +re-painted inside and out, he would have been a happier man. "I hope +you will find it comfortable," he said, in a tone of voice that was +beyond measure lugubrious. + +"I am sure that I shall," she replied. "What more can any woman want +than there is here? And then there are so many comforts to which I +have never been used." + +This passed between them as they stood on the steps of the house, +looking down upon green paddocks in front of the house; "I think we +will come and see the gardens another day," he said. + +"Whenever you like," she answered. "Perhaps if we stay now we shall +be keeping them waiting." Then, as they returned by the road, she +remembered an account that Janet Fenwick had given her of a certain +visit which Janet had made to the vicarage as Miss Balfour, and +of all the joys of that inspection. But what right had she, Mary +Lowther, to suppose that she could have any of the same pleasure? +Janet Balfour, in her first visit to the vicarage, had been to see +the home in which she was to live with the man to whom her whole +heart had been given without reserve. + + + + +CHAPTER LI. + +THE GRINDER AND HIS COMRADE. + + +As the day drew near for the final examination at Heytesbury of the +suspected murderers,--the day on which it was expected that either +all the three prisoners, or at least two of them, would be committed +to take their trial at the summer assizes, the Vicar became anxious +as to the appearance of Carry Brattle in the Court. At first he +entertained an idea that he would go over to Salisbury and fetch her; +but his wife declared that this was imprudent and Quixotic,--and +that he shouldn't do it. Fenwick's argument in support of his own +idea amounted to little more than this,--that he would go for the +girl because the Marquis of Trowbridge would be sure to condemn +him for taking such a step. "It is intolerable to me," he said, +"that I should be impeded in my free action by the interference and +accusations of such an ass as that." But the question was one on +which his wife felt herself to be so strong that she would not yield, +either to his logic or to his anger. "It can't be fit for you to go +about and fetch witnesses; and it won't make it more fit because +she is a pretty young woman who has lost her character." "Honi soit +qui mal y pense," said the Vicar. But his wife was resolute, and he +gave up the plan. He wrote, however, to the constable at Salisbury, +begging the man to look to the young woman's comfort, and offering to +pay for any special privilege or accommodation that might be accorded +to her. This occurred on the Saturday before the day on which Mary +Lowther was taken up to look at her new home. + +The Sunday passed by, with more or less of conversation respecting +the murder; and so also the Monday morning. The Vicar had himself +been summoned to give his evidence as to having found Sam Brattle +in his own garden, in company with another man with whom he had +wrestled, and whom he was able to substantiate as the Grinder; and, +indeed, the terrible bruise made by the Vicar's life-preserver on +the Grinder's back, would be proved by evidence from Lavington. On +the Monday evening he was sitting, after dinner, with Gilmore, who +had dined at the vicarage, when he was told that a constable from +Salisbury wished to see him. The constable was called into the room, +and soon told his story. He had gone up to Trotter's Buildings that +day after dinner, and was told that the bird had flown. She had gone +out that morning, and Mrs. Stiggs knew nothing of her departure. When +they examined the room in which she slept, they found that she had +taken what little money she possessed and her best clothes. She had +changed her frock and put on a pair of strong boots, and taken her +cloak with her. Mrs. Stiggs acknowledged that had she seen the girl +going forth thus provided, her suspicions would have been aroused; +but Carry had managed to leave the house without being observed. Then +the constable went on to say that Mrs. Stiggs had told him that she +had been sure that Carry would go. "I've been a waiting for it all +along," she had said; "but when there came the law rumpus atop of the +other, I knew as how she'd hop the twig." And now Carry Brattle had +hopped the twig, and no one knew whither she had gone. There was much +sorrow at the vicarage; for Mrs. Fenwick, though she had been obliged +to restrain her husband's impetuosity in the matter, had nevertheless +wished well for the poor girl;--and who could not believe aught of +her now but that she would return to misery and degradation? When the +constable was interrogated as to the need for her attendance on the +morrow, he declared that nothing could now be done towards finding +her and bringing her to Heytesbury in time for the magistrates' +session. He supposed there would be another remand, and that then +she, too, would be--wanted. + +But there had been so many remands that on the Tuesday the +magistrates were determined to commit the men, and did commit two of +them. Against Sam there was no tittle of evidence, except as to that +fact that he had been seen with these men in Mr. Fenwick's garden; +and it was at once proposed to put him into the witness-box, instead +of proceeding against him as one of the murderers. As a witness he +was adjudged to have behaved badly; but the assumed independence of +his demeanour was probably the worst of his misbehaviour. He would +tell them nothing of the circumstances of the murder, except that +having previously become acquainted with the two men, Burrows and +Acorn, and having, as he thought, a spite against the Vicar at the +time, he had determined to make free with some of the vicarage fruit. +He had, he said, met the men in the village that afternoon, and +had no knowledge of their business there. He had known Acorn more +intimately than the other man, and confessed at last that his +acquaintance with that man had arisen from a belief that Acorn was +about to marry his sister. He acknowledged that he knew that Burrows +had been a convicted thief, and that Acorn had been punished for +horse stealing. When he was asked how it had come to pass that he was +desirous of seeing his sister married to a horse-stealer, he declined +to answer, and, looking round the Court, said that he hoped there was +no man there who would be coward enough to say anything against his +sister. They who heard him declared that there was more of a threat +than a request expressed in his words and manner. + +A question was put to him as to his knowledge of Farmer Trumbull's +money. "There was them as knew; but I knew nothing," he said. He was +pressed on this point by the magistrates, but would say not a word +further. As to this, however, the police were indifferent, as they +believed that they would be able to prove at the trial, from other +sources, that the mother of the man called the Grinder had certainly +received tidings of the farmer's wealth. There were many small +matters of evidence to which the magistrates trusted. One of the men +had bought poison, and the dog had been poisoned. The presence of the +cart at the farmer's gate was proved, and the subsequent presence +of the two men in the same cart at Pycroft Common. The size of the +footprints, the characters and subsequent flight of the men, and +certain damaging denials and admissions which they themselves had +made, all went to make up the case against them, and they were +committed to be tried for the murder. Sam, however, was allowed to go +free, being served, however, with a subpoena to attend at the trial +as a witness. "I will," said he, "if you send me down money enough +to bring me up from South Shields, and take me back again. I ain't a +coming on my own hook as I did this time;--and wouldn't now, only for +Muster Fenwick." Our friends left the police to settle this question +with Sam, and then drove home to Bullhampton. + +The Vicar was triumphant, though his triumph was somewhat quelled +by the disappearance of Carry Brattle. There could, however, be no +longer any doubt that Sam Brattle's innocence as to the murder was +established. Head-Constable Toffy had himself acknowledged to him +that Sam could have had no hand in it. "I told you so from the +beginning," said the Vicar. "We 'as got the right uns, at any rate," +said the constable; "and it wasn't none of our fault that we hadn't +'em before." But though Constable Toffy was thus honest, there were +one or two in Heytesbury on that day who still persisted in declaring +that Sam was one of the murderers. Sir Thomas Charleys stuck to that +opinion to the last; and Lord Trowbridge, who had again sat upon the +bench, was quite convinced that justice was being shamefully robbed +of her due. + +When the Vicar reached Bullhampton, instead of turning into his own +place at once, he drove himself on to the mill. He dropped Gilmore at +the gate, but he could not bear that the father and mother should not +know immediately, from a source which they would trust, that Sam had +been declared innocent of that great offence. Driving round by the +road, Fenwick met the miller about a quarter of a mile from his own +house. "Mr. Brattle," he said, "they have committed the two men." + +"Have they, sir?" said the miller, not condescending to ask a +question about his own son. + +"As I have said all along, Sam had no more to do with it than you or +I." + +"You have been very good, Muster Fenwick." + +"Come, Mr. Brattle, do not pretend that this is not a comfort to +you." + +"A comfort as my son ain't proved a murderer! If they'd a hanged 'im, +Muster Fenwick, that'd a been bad, for certain. It ain't much of +comfort we has; but there may be a better and a worser in everything, +no doubt. I'm obleeged to you, all as one, Muster Fenwick--very much +obleeged; and it will take a heavy load off his mother's heart." Then +the Vicar turned his gig round, and drove himself home. + + + + +CHAPTER LII. + +CARRY BRATTLE'S JOURNEY. + + +Mrs. Stiggs had been right in her surmise about Carry Brattle. The +confinement in Trotter's Buildings and want of interest in her life +was more than the girl could bear, and she had been thinking of +escape almost from the first day that she had been there. Had it +not been for the mingled fear and love with which she regarded Mr. +Fenwick, had she not dreaded that he should think her ungrateful, she +would have flown even before the summons came to her which told her +that she must appear before the magistrates and lawyers, and among a +crowd of people, in the neighbourhood of her old home. That she could +not endure, and therefore she had flown. When it had been suggested +to her that she should go and live with her brother's wife as +her servant, that idea had been hard to bear. But there had been +uncertainty, and an opinion of her own which proved to be right, +that her sister-in-law would not receive her. Now about this paper +that the policeman had handed to her, and the threatened journey to +Heytesbury, there was no uncertainty,--unless she might possibly +escape the evil by running away. Therefore she ran away. + +The straight-going people of the world, in dealing with those who go +crooked, are almost always unreasonable. "Because you have been bad," +say they who are not bad to those who are bad, "because you have +hitherto indulged yourself with all pleasures within your reach, +because you have never worked steadily or submitted yourself to +restraint, because you have been a drunkard, and a gambler, and have +lived in foul company, therefore now,--now that I have got a hold of +you and can manipulate you in reference to your repentance and future +conduct,--I will require from you a mode of life that, in its general +attractions, shall be about equal to that of a hermit in the desert. +If you flinch you are not only a monster of ingratitude towards me, +who am taking all this trouble to save you, but you are also a poor +wretch for whom no possible hope of grace can remain." When it is +found that a young man is neglecting his duties, doing nothing, +spending his nights in billiard rooms and worse places, and getting +up at two o'clock in the day, the usual prescription of his friends +is that he should lock himself up in his own dingy room, drink tea, +and spend his hours in reading good books. It is hardly recognised +that a sudden change from billiards to good books requires a strength +of character which, if possessed, would probably have kept the young +man altogether from falling into bad habits. If we left the doors of +our prisons open, and then expressed disgust because the prisoners +walked out, we should hardly be less rational. The hours at Mrs. +Stiggs's house had been frightfully heavy to poor Carry Brattle, and +at last she escaped. + +It was half-past ten on the Monday morning when she went out. It was +her custom to go out at that hour. Mr. Fenwick had desired her to +attend the morning services at the Cathedral. She had done so for a +day or two, and had then neglected them. But she had still left the +house always at that time; and once, when Mrs. Stiggs had asked some +question on the subject, she had replied almost in anger that she was +not a prisoner. On this occasion she made changes in her dress which +were not usual, and therefore she was careful to avoid being seen as +she went; but had she been interrogated she would have persevered. +Who had a right to stop her? + +But where should she go? The reader may perhaps remember that once +when Mr. Fenwick first found this poor girl, after her flight from +home and her great disgrace, she had expressed a desire to go to the +mill and just look at it,--even if she might do no more than that. +The same idea was now in her mind, but as she left the city she had +no concerted plan. There were two things between which she must +choose at once,--either to go to London, or not to go to London. She +had money enough for her fare, and perhaps a few shillings over. In +a dim way she did understand that the choice was between going to +the devil at once,--and not going quite at once; and then, weakly, +wistfully, with uncertain step, almost without an operation of her +mind, she did not take the turn which, from the end of Trotter's +Buildings, would have brought her to the Railway Station, but did +take that which led her by the Three Honest Men out on to the Devizes +road,--the road which passes across Salisbury Plain, and leads from +the city to many Wiltshire villages,--of which Bullhampton is one. + +She walked slowly, but she walked nearly the whole day. Nothing could +be more truly tragical than the utterly purposeless tenour of her +day,--and of her whole life. She had no plan,--nothing before her; +no object even for the evening and night of that very day in which +she was wasting her strength on the Devizes road. It is the lack of +object, of all aim, in the lives of the houseless wanderers that +gives to them the most terrible element of their misery. Think of it! +To walk forth with, say, ten shillings in your pocket,--so that there +need be no instant suffering from want of bread or shelter,--and +have no work to do, no friend to see, no place to expect you, no +duty to accomplish, no hope to follow, no bourn to which you can +draw nigher,--except that bourn which, in such circumstances, the +traveller must surely regard as simply the end of his weariness! But +there is nothing to which humanity cannot attune itself. Men can +live upon poison, can learn to endure absolute solitude, can bear +contumely, scorn, and shame, and never show it. Carry Brattle had +already become accustomed to misery, and as she walked she thought +more of the wretchedness of the present hour, of her weary feet, of +her hunger, and of the nature of the rest which she might purchase +for herself at some poor wayside inn, than she did of her future +life. + + +[Illustration: Carry Brattle.] + + +She got a lump of bread and a glass of beer in the middle of the day, +and then she walked on and on till the evening came. She went very +slowly, stopping often and sitting down when the road side would +afford her some spot of green shade. At eight o'clock she had walked +fifteen miles, straight along the road, and, as she knew well, had +passed the turn which would have taken her by the nearest way from +Salisbury to Bullhampton. She had formed no plan, but entertained a +hope that if she continued to walk they would not catch her so as to +take her to Heytesbury on the morrow. She knew that if she went on +she might get to Pycroft Common by this road; and though there was no +one in the whole world whom she hated worse than Mrs. Burrows, still +at Pycroft Common she might probably be taken in and sheltered. At +eight she reached a small village which she remembered to have seen +before, of which she saw the name written up on a board, and which +she knew to be six miles from Bullhampton. She was so tired and weary +that she could go no further, and here she asked for a bed. She told +them that she was walking from Salisbury to the house of a friend who +lived near Devizes, and that she had thought she could do it in one +day and save her railway fare. She was simply asked to pay for her +bed and supper beforehand, and then she was taken in and fed and +sheltered. On the next morning she got up very late and was unwilling +to leave the house. She paid for her breakfast, and, as she was +not told to go her way, she sat on the chair in which she had been +placed, without speaking, almost without moving, till late in the +afternoon. At three o'clock she roused herself, asked for some bread +and cheese which she put in her pocket, and started again upon her +journey. She thought that she would be safe, at any rate for that +day, from the magistrates and the policemen, from the sight of her +brother, and from the presence of that other man at Heytesbury. But +whither she would go when she left the house,--whether on to the +hated cottage at Pycroft Common, or to her father's house, she had +not made up her mind when she tied on her hat. She went on along +the road towards Devizes, and about two miles from the village she +came to a lane turning to the left, with a finger-post. On this was +written a direction,--To Bullhampton and Imber; and here she turned +short off towards the parish in which she had been born. It was then +four o'clock, and when she had travelled a mile further she found +a nook under the wall of a little bridge, and there she seated +herself, and ate her dinner of bread and cheese. While she was there +a policeman on foot passed along the road. The man did not see her, +and had he seen her would have taken no more than a policeman's +ordinary notice of her; but she saw him, and in consequence did not +leave her hiding-place for hours. + +About nine o'clock she crept on again, but even then her mind was not +made up. She did not even yet know where she would bestow herself for +that night. It seemed to her that there would be an inexpressible +pleasure to her, even in her misery, in walking round the precincts +of the mill, in gazing at the windows of the house, in standing on +the bridge where she had so often loitered, and in looking once more +on the scene of her childhood. But, as she thought of this, she +remembered the darkness of the stream, and the softly-gurgling but +rapid flow with which it hurried itself on beneath the black abyss of +the building. She had often shuddered as she watched it, indulging +herself in the luxury of causeless trepidation. But now, were she +there, she would surely take that plunge into the blackness, which +would bring her to the end of all her misery! + +And yet, as she went on towards her old home, through the twilight, +she had no more definite idea than that of looking once more on +the place which had been cherished in her memory through all her +sufferings. As to her rest for the night she had no plan,--unless, +indeed, she might find her rest in the hidden mill-pool of that dark, +softly-gurgling stream. + +On that same day, between six and seven in the evening, the miller +was told by Mr. Fenwick that his son was no longer accused of the +murder. He had not received the information in the most gracious +manner; but not the less quick was he in making it known at the mill. +"Them dunderheads over at He'tsbry has found out at last as our +Sam had now't to do with it." This he said, addressing no one in +particular, but in the hearing of his wife and Fanny Brattle. Then +there came upon him a torrent of questions and a torrent also of +tears. Mrs. Brattle and Fanny had both made up their minds that Sam +was innocent; but the mother had still feared that he would be made +to suffer in spite of his innocence. Fanny, however, had always +persisted that the goodness of the Lord would save him and them from +such injustice. To the old man himself they had hardly dared to talk +about it, but now they strove to win him to some softness. Might not +a struggle be made to bring Sam back to the mill? But it was very +hard to soften the miller. "After what's come and gone, the lad is +better away," he said, at last. "I didn't think as he'd ever raised +his hand again an old man," he said, shortly afterwards; "but he's +kep' company with them as did. It's a'most as bad." Beyond this +the miller would not go; but, when they separated for the night, +the mother took herself for awhile into the daughter's chamber in +order that they might weep and rejoice together. It was now all but +midsummer, and the evenings were long and sultry. The window of +Fanny's bedroom looked out on to the garden of the mill, and was but +a foot or two above the ground. This ground had once been pleasant to +them all, and profitable withal. Of late, since the miller had become +old, and Sam had grown to be too restive and self-willed to act +as desired for the general welfare of the family, but little of +pleasure, or profit either, had been forthcoming from the patch +of ground. There were a few cabbages there, and rows of untended +gooseberry and currant bushes, and down towards the orchard there was +a patch of potatoes; but no one took pride now in the garden. As for +Fanny, if she could provide that there should always be a sufficient +meal on the table for her father and mother, it was as much as she +could do. The days were clean gone by in which she had had time and +spirits to tend her roses, pinks, and pansies. Now she sat at the +open window with her mother, and with bated breath they spoke of the +daughter and sister that was lost to them. + +"He wouldn't take it amiss, mother, if I was to go over to +Salisbury?" + +"If you was to ask him, Fan, he'd bid you not," said the mother. + +"But I wouldn't ask him. I wouldn't tell him till I was back. She +was to be before the magistrates to-day. Mr. Fenwick told me so on +Sunday." + +"It will about be the death of her." + +"I don't know, mother. She's bolder now, mother, I fear, than what +she was in old days. And she was always sprightly,--speaking up to +the quality, with no fear like. Maybe it was what she said that got +them to let Sam go. She was never a coward, such as me." + +"Oh, Fan, if she'd only a taken after thee!" + +"The Lord, mother, makes us different for purposes of his own. Of all +the lasses I ever see, to my eyes she was the comeliest." The old +woman couldn't speak now, but rubbed her moist cheeks with her raised +apron. "I'll ask Mr. Toffy to-morrow, mother," continued Fanny, "and +if she be still at that place in Salisbury where Mr. Fenwick put her, +I'll just go to her. Father won't turn me out of the house along of +it." + +"Turn thee out, Fan! He'll never turn thee out. What 'd a do, or what +'d I do if thee was to go away from us? If thou dost go, Fan, take +her a few bits of things that are lying there in the big press, and +'ll never be used other gait. I warrant the poor child 'll be but +badly off for under-clothing." + +And then they planned how the journey on the morrow should be +made,--after the constable should have been questioned, and the Vicar +should have been consulted. Fanny would leave home immediately after +breakfast, and when the miller should ask after her at dinner his +wife should tell him that his daughter had gone to Salisbury. If +further question should be asked,--and it was thought possible that +no further question would be asked, as the father would then guess +the errand on which his daughter would have gone,--but if the subject +were further mooted, Mrs. Brattle, with such courage as she might be +able to assume, should acknowledge the business that had taken Fanny +to Salisbury. Then there arose questions about money. Mr. Fenwick had +owned, thinking that he might thereby ease the mother's heart, that +for the present Carry was maintained by him. To take this task upon +themselves the mother and daughter were unable. The money which they +had in hand, very small in amount, was, they knew, the property of +the head of the family. That they could do no permanent good to Carry +was a great grief. But it might be something if they could comfort +her for awhile. + +"I don't think but what her heart 'll still be soft to thee, Fan; and +who knows but what it may bring her round to see thy face, and hear +thy voice." + +At that moment Fanny heard a sound in the garden, and stretched her +head and shoulders quickly out of the window. They had been late at +the mill that evening, and it was now eleven o'clock. It had been +still daylight when the miller had left them at tea; but the night +had crept on them as they had sat there. There was no moon, but there +was still something left of the reflection of the last colours of +the setting sun, and the night was by no means dark. Fanny saw at +once the figure of a woman, though she did not at once recognise the +person of her sister. "Oh, mother! oh, mother! oh, mother!" said a +voice from the night; and in a moment Carry Brattle had stretched +herself so far within the window that she had grasped her mother by +the arm. + + + + +CHAPTER LIII. + +THE FATTED CALF. + + +[Illustration] + +Mrs. Brattle, when she heard her daughter's voice, was so confounded, +dismayed, and frightened, that for awhile she could give no direction +as to what should be done. She had screamed at first, having some dim +idea in her mind that the form she saw was not of living flesh and +blood. And Carry herself had been hardly more composed or mistress of +herself than her mother. She had strayed thither, never having quite +made up her mind to any settled purpose. From the spot in which she +had hidden herself under the bridge when the policeman passed her she +had started when the evening sun was setting, and had wandered on +slowly till the old familiar landmarks of the parish were reached. +And then she came to the river, and looking across could just see +the eaves of the mill through the willows by the last gloaming of +the sunlight. Then she stood and paused, and every now and again had +crept on a few feet as her courage came to her, and at last, by the +well known little path, she had crept down behind the mill, crossing +the stream by the board which had once been so accustomed to her +feet, and had made her way into the garden and had heard her mother +and sister as they talked together at the open window. Any idea which +she had hitherto entertained of not making herself known to them at +the mill,--of not making herself known at any rate to her mother and +sister,--left her at once at that moment. There had been upon her +a waking dream, a horrid dream, that the waters of the mill-stream +might flow over her head, and hide her wickedness and her misery +from the eyes of men; and she had stood and shuddered as she saw the +river; but she had never really thought that her own strength would +suffice for that termination to her sorrows. It was more probable +that she would be doomed to lie during the night beneath a hedge, and +then perish of the morning cold! But now, as she heard the voices at +the window, there could be no choice for her but that she should make +herself known,--not though her father should kill her. + +Even Fanny was driven beyond the strength of her composure by the +strangeness of this advent. "Carry! Carry!" she exclaimed over and +over again, not aloud,--and indeed her voice was never loud,--but +with bated wonder. The two sisters held each other by the hand, and +Carry's other hand still grasped her mother's arm. "Oh, mother, I am +so tired," said the girl. "Oh, mother, I think that I shall die." + +"My child;--my poor child. What shall we do, Fan?" + +"Bring her in, of course," said Fanny. + +"But your father--" + +"We couldn't turn her away from the very window, and she like that, +mother." + +"Don't turn me away, Fanny. Dear Fanny, do not turn me away," said +Carry, striving to take her sister by the other hand. + +"No, Carry, we will not," said Fanny, trying to settle her mind to +some plan of action. Any idea of keeping the thing long secret from +her father she knew that she could not entertain; but for this night +she resolved at last that shelter should be given to the discarded +daughter without the father's knowledge. But even in doing this there +would be difficulty. Carry must be brought in through the window, as +any disturbance at the front of the house would arouse the miller. +And then Mrs. Brattle must be made to go to her own room, or her +absence would create suspicion and confusion. Fanny, too, had +terrible doubts as to her mother's powers of going to her bed and +lying there without revealing to her husband that some cause of great +excitement had arisen. And then it might be that the miller would +come to his daughter's room, and insist that the outcast should be +made an outcast again, even in the middle of the night. He was a man +so stern, so obstinate, so unforgiving, so masterful, that Fanny, +though she would face any danger as regarded herself, knew that +terrible things might happen. It seemed to her that Carry was very +weak. If their father came to them in his wrath, might she not die in +her despair? Nevertheless it was necessary that something should be +done. "We must let her get in at the window, mother," she said. "It +won't do, nohow, to unbar the door." + +"But what if he was to kill her outright! Oh, Carry; oh, my child. I +dunna know as she can get in along of her weakness." But Carry was +not so tired as that. She had been in and out of that window scores +of times; and now, when she heard that the permission was accorded +to her, she was not long before she was in her mother's arms. "My +own Carry, my own bairn;--my girl, my darling." And the poor mother +satisfied the longings of her heart with infinite caresses. + +Fanny in the meantime had crept out to the kitchen, and now returned +with food in a plate and cold tea. "My girl," she said, "you must eat +a bit, and then we will have you to bed. When the morn comes, we must +think about it." + +"Fanny, you was always the best that there ever was," said Carry, +speaking from her mother's bosom. + +"And now, mother," continued Fanny, "you must creep off. Indeed you +must, or of course father'll wake up. And mother, don't say a word +to-morrow when he rises. I'll go to him in the mill myself. That'll +be best." Then, with longings that could hardly be repressed, with +warm, thick, clinging kisses, with a hot, rapid, repeated assurance +that everything,--everything had been forgiven, that her own Carry +was once more her own, own Carry, the poor mother allowed herself +to be banished. There seemed to her to be such a world of cruelty +in the fact that Fanny might remain for the whole of that night +with the dear one who had returned to them, while she must be sent +away,--perhaps not to see her again if the storm in the morning +should rise too loudly! Fanny, with great craft, accompanied her +mother to her room, so that if the old man should speak she might +be there to answer;--but the miller slept soundly after his day of +labour, and never stirred. + +"What will he do to me, Fan?" the wanderer asked as soon as her +sister returned. + +"Don't think of it now, my pet," said Fanny, softened almost as her +mother was softened by the sight of her sister. + +"Will he kill me, Fan?" + +"No, dear; he will not lay a hand upon you. It is his words that are +so rough! Carry, Carry, will you be good?" + +"I will, dear; indeed I will. I have not been bad since Mr. Fenwick +came." + +"My sister,--if you will be good, I will never leave you. My heart's +darling, my beauty, my pretty one! Carry, you shall be the same to +me as always, if you'll be good. I'll never cast it up again you, if +you'll be good." Then she, too, filled herself full, and satisfied +the hungry craving of her love with the warmth of her caresses. "But +thee'll be famished, lass. I'll see thee eat a bit, and then I'll put +thee comfortable to bed." + +Poor Carry Brattle was famished, and ate the bread and bacon which +were set before her, and drank the cold tea, with an appetite which +was perhaps unbecoming the romance of her position. Her sister stood +over her, cutting a slice now and then from the loaf, telling her +that she had taken nothing, smoothing her hair, and wishing for her +sake that the fire were better. "I'm afeard of father, Fan,--awfully; +but for all that, it's the sweetest meal as I've had since I left the +mill." Then Fanny was on her knees beside the returned profligate, +covering even the dear one's garments with her kisses. + +It was late before Fanny laid herself down by her sister's side that +night. "Carry," she whispered when her sister was undressed, "will +you kneel here and say your prayers as you used to?" Carry, without a +word, did as she was bidden, and hid her face upon her hands in her +sister's lap. No word was spoken out loud, but Fanny was satisfied +that her sister had been in earnest. "Now sleep, my darling;--and +when I've just tidied your things for the morning, I will be with +you." The wanderer again obeyed, and in a few moments the work of the +past two days befriended her, and she was asleep. Then the sister +went to her task with the soiled frock and the soiled shoes, and +looked up things clean and decent for the morrow. It would be at any +rate well that Carry should appear before her father without the +stain of the road upon her. + +As the lost one lay asleep there, with her soft ringlets all loose +upon the pillow, still beautiful, still soft, lovely though an +outcast from the dearest rights of womanhood, with so much of +innocence on her brow, with so much left of the grace of childhood +though the glory of the flower had been destroyed by the unworthy +hand that had ravished its sweetness, Fanny, sitting in the corner +of the room over her work, with her eye from moment to moment turned +upon the sleeper, could not keep her mind from wandering away in +thoughts on the strange destiny of woman. She knew that there had +been moments in her life in which her great love for her sister had +been tinged with envy. No young lad had ever waited in the dusk to +hear the sound of her footfall; no half-impudent but half-bashful +glances had ever been thrown after her as she went through the +village on her business. To be a homely, household thing, useful +indeed in this world, and with high hopes for the future,--but still +to be a drudge; that had been her destiny. There was never a woman +to whom the idea of being loved was not the sweetest thought that +her mind could produce. Fate had made her plain, and no man had +loved her. The same chance had made Carry pretty,--the belle of the +village, the acknowledged beauty of Bullhampton. And there she lay, +a thing said to be so foul that even a father could not endure to +have her name mentioned in his ears! And yet, how small had been +her fault compared with other crimes for which men and women are +forgiven speedily, even if it has been held that pardon has ever been +required. + +She came over, and knelt down and kissed her sister on her brow; and +as she did so she swore to herself that by her, even in the inmost +recesses of her bosom, Carry should never be held to be evil, to be a +castaway, to be one of whom, as her sister, it would behove her to be +ashamed. She had told Carry that she would "never cast it up against +her." She now resolved that there should be no such casting up even +in her own judgment. Had she, too, been fair, might not she also have +fallen? + +At five o'clock on the following morning the miller went out from the +house to his mill, according to his daily practice. Fanny heard his +heavy step, heard the bar withdrawn, heard the shutters removed from +the kitchen window, and knew that her father was as yet in ignorance +of the inmate who had been harboured. Fanny at once arose from her +bed, careful not to disturb her companion. She had thought it all +out, whether she would have Carry ready dressed for an escape, should +it be that her father would demand imperiously that she should be +sent adrift from the mill, or whether it might not be better that she +should be able to plead at the first moment that her sister was in +bed, tired, asleep,--at any rate undressed,--and that some little +time must be allowed. Might it not be that even in that hour her +father's heart might be softened? But she must lose no time in going +to him. The hired man who now tended the mill with her father came +always at six, and that which she had to say to him must be said with +no ear to hear her but his own. It would have been impossible even +for her to remind him of his daughter before a stranger. She slipped +her clothes on, therefore, and within ten minutes of her father's +departure followed him into the mill. + +The old man had gone aloft, and she heard his slow, heavy feet as he +was moving the sacks which were above her head. She considered for a +moment, and thinking it better that she should not herself ascend the +little ladder,--knowing that it might be well that she should have +the power of instant retreat to the house,--she called to him from +below. "What's wanted now?" demanded the old man as soon as he heard +her. "Father, I must speak to you," she said. "Father, you must come +down to me." Then he came down slowly, without a word, and stood +before her waiting to hear her tidings. "Father," she said, "there is +some one in the house, and I have come to tell you." + +"Sam has come, then?" said he; and she could see that there was a +sparkle of joy in his eye as he spoke. Oh, if she could only make the +return of that other child as grateful to him as would have been the +return of his son! + +"No, father; it isn't Sam." + +"Who be it, then?" The tone of his voice, and the colour and bearing +of his face were changed as he asked the question. She saw at once +that he had guessed the truth. "It isn't--it isn't--?" + +"Yes, father; it is Carry." As she spoke she came close to him, +and strove to take his hand; but he thrust both his hands into his +pockets and turned himself half away from her. "Father, she is our +flesh and blood; you will not turn against her now that she has come +back to us, and is sorry for her faults." + +"She is a--" But his other daughter had stopped his mouth with her +hand before the word had been uttered. + +"Father, who among us has not done wrong at times?" + +"She has disgraced my gray hairs, and made me a reproach and a shame. +I will not see her. Bid her begone. I will not speak to her or look +at her. How came she there? When did she come?" + +Then Fanny told her father the whole story,--everything as it +occurred, and did not forget to add her own conviction that Carry's +life had been decent in all respects since the Vicar had found a home +for her in Salisbury. "You would not have it go on like that, father. +She is naught to our parson." + +"I will pay. As long as there is a shilling left, I will pay for her. +She shall not live on the charity of any man, whether parson or no +parson. But I will not see her. While she be here you may just send +me my vittels to the mill. If she be not gone afore night, I will +sleep here among the sacks." + +She stayed with him till the labourer came, and then she returned to +the house, having failed as yet to touch his heart. She went back and +told her story to her mother, and then a part of it to Carry who was +still in bed. Indeed, she had found her mother by Carry's bedside, +and had to wait till she could separate them before she could tell +any story to either. "What does he say of me, Fan?" asked the poor +sinner. "Does he say that I must go? Will he never speak to me again? +I will just throw myself into the mill-race and have done with it." +Her sister bade her to rise and dress herself, but to remain where +she was. It could not be expected, she said, but that their father +would be hard to persuade. "I know that he will kill me when he sees +me," said Carry. + +At eight o'clock Fanny took the old man his breakfast to the mill, +while Mrs. Brattle waited on Carry, as though she had deserved all +the good things which a mother could do for a child. The miller sat +upon a sack at the back of the building, while the hired man took his +meal of bread and cheese in the front, and Fanny remained close at +his elbow. While the old man was eating she said nothing to him. He +was very slow, and sat with his eyes fixed upon the morsel of sky +which was visible through the small aperture, thinking evidently of +anything but the food that he was swallowing. Presently he returned +the empty bowl and plate to his daughter, as though he were about at +once to resume his work. Hitherto he had not uttered a single word +since she had come to him. + +"Father," she said, "think of it. Is it not good to have mercy and to +forgive? Would you drive your girl out again upon the streets?" + +The miller still did not speak, but turned his face round upon his +daughter with a gaze of such agony that she threw herself on the sack +beside him, and clung to him with her arms round his neck. + +"If she were such as thee, Fan," he said. "Oh, if she were such as +thee!" Then again he turned away his face that she might not see the +tear that was forcing itself into the corner of his eye. + +She remained with him an hour before he moved. His companion in the +mill did not come near them, knowing, as the poor do know on such +occasions, there was something going on which would lead them to +prefer that he should be absent. The words that were said between +them were not very many; but at the end of the hour Fanny returned to +the house. + +"Carry," she said, "father is coming in." + +"If he looks at me, it will kill me," said Carry. + +Mrs. Brattle was so lost in her hopes and fears that she knew not +what to do, or how to bestow herself. A minute had hardly passed +when the miller's step was heard, and Carry knew that she was in the +presence of her father. She had been sitting, but now she rose, and +went to him and knelt at his feet. + +"Father," she said, "if I may bide with you,--if I may bide with +you--." But her voice was lost in sobbing, and she could make no +promise as to her future conduct. + + +[Illustration: "If I may bide with you,--if I may bide +with you."] + + +"She may stay with us," the father said, turning to his eldest +daughter; "but I shall never be able to show my face again about the +parish." + +He had uttered no words of forgiveness to his daughter, nor had he +bestowed upon her any kiss. Fanny had raised her when she was on the +ground at his feet, and had made her seat herself apart. + +"In all the whole warld," he said, looking round upon his wife and +his elder child, raising his hand as he uttered the words, and +speaking with an emphasis that was terrible to the hearers, "there +is no thing so vile as a harlot." All the dreaded fierceness of his +manner had then come back to him, and neither of them had dared to +answer him. After that he at once went back to the mill, and to Fanny +who followed him he vouchsafed to repeat the permission that his +daughter should be allowed to remain beneath his roof. + +Between twelve and one she again went to fetch him to his dinner. At +first he declared that he would not come, that he was busy, and that +he would eat a morsel, where he was, in the mill. But Fanny argued +the matter with him. + +"Is it always to be so, father?" + +"I do not know. What matters it, so as I have strength to do a turn +of work?" + +"It must not be that her presence should drive you from the house. +Think of mother, and what she will suffer. Father, you must come." + +Then he allowed himself to be led into the house, and he sat in his +accustomed chair, and ate his dinner in gloomy silence. But after +dinner he would not smoke. + +"I tell 'ee, lass, I do not want the pipe to-day. Now't has got +itself done. D'ye think as grist 'll grind itself without hands?" + +When Carry said that it would be better than this that she should go +again, Fanny told her to remember that evil things could not be cured +in a day. With the mother that afternoon was, on the whole, a happy +time, for she sat with her lost child's hand within her own. Late in +the evening, when the miller returned to his rest, Carry moved about +the house softly, resuming some old task to which in former days she +had been accustomed; and as she did so the miller's eyes would wander +round the room after her; but he did not speak to her on that day, +nor did he pronounce her name. + +Two other circumstances which bear upon our story occurred at the +mill that afternoon. After their tea, at which the miller did not +make his appearance, Fanny Brattle put on her bonnet and ran across +the fields to the vicarage. After all the trouble that Mr. Fenwick +had taken, it was, she thought, necessary that he should be told what +had happened. + +"That is the best news," said he, "that I have heard this many a +day." + +"I knew that you would be glad to hear that the poor child has found +her home again." Then Fanny told the whole story,--how Carry had +escaped from Salisbury, being driven to do so by fear of the law +proceedings at which she had been summoned to attend, how her father +had sworn that he would not yield, and how at length he had yielded. +When Fanny told the Vicar and Mrs. Fenwick that the old man had as +yet not spoken to his daughter, they both desired her to be of good +cheer. + +"That will come, Fanny," said Mrs. Fenwick, "if she once be allowed +to sit at table with him." + +"Of course it will come," said the Vicar. "In a week or two you will +find that she is his favourite." + +"She was the favourite with us all, sir, once," said Fanny, "and may +God send that it shall be so again. A winsome thing like her is made +to be loved. You'll come and see her, Mr. Fenwick, some day?" Mr. +Fenwick promised that he would, and Fanny returned to the mill. + +The other circumstance was the arrival of Constable Toffy at the mill +during Fanny's absence. In the course of the day news had travelled +into the village that Carry Brattle was again at the mill;--and +Constable Toffy, who in regard to the Brattle family, was somewhat +discomfited by the transactions of the previous day at Heytesbury, +heard the news. He was aware,--being in that respect more capable +than Lord Trowbridge of receiving enlightenment,--that the result +of all the inquiries made, in regard to the murder, did, in truth, +contain no tittle of evidence against Sam. As constables go, +Constable Toffy was a good man, and he would be wronged if it were to +be said of him that he regretted Sam's escape; but his nature was as +is the nature of constables, and he could not rid himself of that +feeling of disappointment which always attends baffled efforts. And +though he saw that there was no evidence against Sam, he did not, +therefore, necessarily think that the young man was innocent. It may +be doubted whether, to the normal policeman's mind, any man is ever +altogether absolved of any crime with which that man's name has +been once connected. He felt, therefore, somewhat sore against the +Brattles;--and then there was the fact that Carry Brattle, who had +been regularly "subpoenaed," had kept herself out of the way,--most +flagitiously, illegally and damnably. She had run off from Salisbury, +just as though she were a free person to do as she pleased with +herself, and not subject to police orders! When, therefore, he heard +that Carry was at the mill,--she having made herself liable to some +terribly heavy fine by her contumacy,--it was manifestly his duty to +see after her and let her know that she was wanted. + +At the mill he saw only the miller himself, and his visit was not +altogether satisfactory. Old Brattle, who understood very little of +the case, but who did understand that his own son had been made clear +in reference to that accusation, had no idea that his daughter had +any concern with that matter, other than what had fallen to her lot +in reference to her brother. When, therefore, Toffy inquired after +Caroline Brattle, and desired to know whether she was at the mill, +and also was anxious to be informed why she had not attended at +Heytesbury in accordance with the requirements of the law, the miller +turned upon him and declared that if anybody said a word against Sam +Brattle in reference to the murder,--the magistrates having settled +that matter,--he, Jacob Brattle, old as he was, would "see it out" +with that malignant slanderer. Constable Toffy did his best to make +the matter clear to the miller, but failed utterly. Had he a warrant +to search for anybody? Toffy had no warrant. Toffy only desired to +know whether Caroline Brattle was or was not beneath her father's +roof. The old miller, declaring to himself that, though his child had +shamed him, he would not deny her now that she was again one of the +family, acknowledged so much, but refused the constable admittance to +the house. + +"But, Mr. Brattle," said the constable, "she was subpoenaed." + +"I know now't o' that," answered the miller, not deigning to turn his +face round to his antagonist. + +"But you know, Mr. Brattle, the law must have its course." + +"No, I don't. And it ain't law as you should come here a hindering o' +me; and it ain't law as you should walk that unfortunate young woman +off with you to prison." + +"But she's wanted, Mr. Brattle;--not in the way of going to prison, +but before the magistrates." + +"There's a deal of things is wanted as ain't to be had. Anyways, you +ain't no call to my house now, and as them as is there is in trouble, +I'll ax you to be so kind as--as just to leave us alone." + +Toffy, pretending that he was satisfied with the information +received, and merely adding that Caroline Brattle must certainly, +at some future time, be made to appear before the magistrates at +Heytesbury, took his departure with more good-humour than the miller +deserved from him, and returned to the village. + + + + +CHAPTER LIV. + +MR. GILMORE'S RUBIES. + + +Mary Lowther struggled hard for a week to reconcile herself to her +new fate, and at the end of the week had very nearly given way. The +gloom which had fallen upon her acted upon her lover and then reacted +upon herself. Could he have been light in hand, could he have talked +to her about ordinary subjects, could he have behaved towards her +with any even of the light courtesies of the every-day lover, she +would have been better able to fight her battle. But when he was +with her there was a something in his manner which always seemed to +accuse her in that she, to whom he was giving so much, would give him +nothing in return. He did not complain in words. He did not wilfully +resent her coldness to him. But he looked, and walked, and spoke, +and seemed to imply by every deed that he was conscious of being an +injured man. At the end of the week he made her a handsome present, +and in receiving it she had to assume some pleasure. But the failure +was complete, and each of the two knew how great was the failure. Of +course, there would be other presents. And he had already,--already, +though no allusion to the day for the marriage had yet been +made,--begun to press on for those changes in his house for which she +would not ask, but which he was determined to effect for her comfort. +There had been another visit to the house and gardens, and he had +told her that this should be done,--unless she objected; and that +that other change should be made, if it were not opposed to her +wishes. She made an attempt to be enthusiastic,--enthusiastic on the +wrong side, to be zealous to save him money, and the whole morning +was beyond measure sad and gloomy. Then she asked herself whether she +meant to go through with it. If not, the sooner that she retreated +and hid herself and her disgrace for the rest of her life the better. +She had accepted him at last, because she had been made to believe +that by doing so she would benefit him, and because she had taught +herself to think that it was her duty to disregard herself. She had +thought of herself till she was sick of the subject. What did it +matter,--about herself,--as long as she could be of some service to +some one? And so thinking, she had accepted him. But now she had +begun to fear that were she to marry this man she could not be of +service to him. And when the thing should be done,--if ever it were +done,--there would be no undoing it. Would not her life be a life +of sin if she were to live as the wife of a man whom she did not +love,--while, perhaps, she would be unable not to love another man? + +Nothing of all this was told to the Vicar, but Mrs. Fenwick knew what +was going on in her friend's mind, and spoke her own very freely. +"Hitherto," she said, "I have given you credit all through for good +conduct and good feeling; but I shall be driven to condemn you if +you now allow a foolish, morbid, sickly idea to interfere with his +happiness and your own." + +"But what if I can do nothing for his happiness?" + +"That is nonsense. He is not a man whom you despise or dislike. +If you will only meet him half-way you will soon find that your +sympathies will grow." + +"There never will be a spark of sympathy between us." + +"Mary, that is most horribly wicked. What you mean is this, that +he is not light and gay as a lover. Of course he remembers the +occurrences of the last six months. Of course he cannot be so happy +as he might have been had Walter Marrable never been at Loring. There +must be something to be conquered, something to be got over, after +such an episode. But you may set your face against doing that, or you +may strive to do it. For his sake, if not for your own, the struggle +should be made." + +"A man may struggle to draw a loaded wagon, but he won't move it." + +"The load in this case is of your own laying on. One hour of frank +kindness on your part would dispel his gloom. He is not gloomy by +nature." + +Then Mary Lowther tried to achieve that hour of frank kindness and +again failed. She failed and was conscious of her failure, and there +came a time,--and that within three weeks of her engagement,--in +which she had all but made up her mind to return the ring which he +had given her, and to leave Bullhampton for ever. Could it be right +that she should marry a man that she did not love? + +That was her argument with herself, and yet she was deterred from +doing as she contemplated by a circumstance which could have had no +effect on that argument. She received from her Aunt Marrable the +following letter, in which was certainly no word capable of making +her think that now, at last, she could love the man whom she had +promised to marry. And yet this letter so affected her, that she told +herself that she would go on and become the wife of Harry Gilmore. +She would struggle yet again, and force herself to succeed. The +wagon, no doubt, was heavily laden, but still, with sufficient +labour, it might perhaps be moved. + +Miss Marrable had been asked to go over to Dunripple, when Mary +Lowther went to Bullhampton. It had been long since she had been +there, and she had not thought ever to make such a visit. But there +came letters, and there were rejoinders,--which were going on before +Mary's departure,--and at last it was determined that Miss Marrable +should go to Dunripple, and pay a visit to her cousin. But she did +not do this till long after Walter Marrable had left the place. She +had written to Mary soon after her arrival, and in this first letter +there had been no word about Walter; but in her second letter she +spoke very freely of Walter Marrable,--as the reader shall see. + + + Dunripple, 2nd July, 1868. + + DEAR MARY, + + I got your letter on Saturday, and cannot help wishing + that it had been written in better spirits. However, I do + not doubt but that it will all come right soon. I am quite + sure that the best thing you can do is to let Mr. Gilmore + name an early day. Of course you never intended that there + should be a long engagement. Such a thing, where there is + no possible reason for it, must be out of the question. + And it will be much better to take advantage of the fine + weather than to put it off till the winter has nearly + come. Fix some day in August or early in September. I am + sure you will be much happier married than you are single; + and he will be gratified, which is, I suppose, to count + for something. + + I am very happy here, but yet I long to get home. At my + time of life, one must always be strange among strangers. + Nothing can be kinder than Sir Gregory, in his sort of + fashion. Gregory Marrable, the son, is, I fear, in a + bad way. He is unlike his father, and laughs at his own + ailments, but everybody in the house,--except perhaps Sir + Gregory,--knows that he is very ill. He never comes down + at all now, but lives in two rooms, which he has together + up-stairs. We go and see him every day, but he is hardly + able to talk to any one. Sir Gregory never mentions the + subject to me, but Mrs. Brownlow is quite confident that + if anything were to happen to Gregory Marrable, Walter + would be asked to come to Dunripple as the heir, and to + give up the army altogether. + + I get on very well with Mrs. Brownlow, but of course we + cannot be like old friends. Edith is a very nice girl, + but rather shy. She never talks about herself, and is too + silent to be questioned. I do not, however, doubt for a + moment but that she will be Walter Marrable's wife. I + think it likely that they are not engaged as yet, as in + that case I think Mrs. Brownlow would tell me; but many + things have been said which leave on my mind a conviction + that it will be so. He is to be here again in August, and + from the way in which Mrs. Brownlow speaks of his coming, + there is no doubt that she expects it. That he paid great + attention to Edith when he was here before, I am quite + sure; and I take it he is only waiting till-- + + +In writing so far, Miss Marrable had intended to signify that Captain +Marrable had been slow to ask Edith Brownlow to be his wife while he +was at Dunripple, because he could not bring himself so soon to show +himself indifferent to his former love; but that now he would not +hesitate, knowing as he would know, that his former love had bestowed +herself elsewhere; but in this there would have been a grievous +accusation against Mary, and she was therefore compelled to fill up +her sentence in some other form;-- + + + till things should have arranged themselves a little. + + And it will be all for the best. She is a very nice, + quiet, lady-like girl, and so great a favourite with her + uncle, that should his son die before him, his great + object in life will be her welfare. Walter Marrable, as + her husband, would live at Dunripple, just as though the + place were his own. And indeed there would be no one + between him and the property except his own father. Some + arrangement could be made as to buying out his life + interest,--for which indeed he has taken the money + beforehand with a vengeance,--and then Walter would be + settled for life. Would not this be all for the best? + + I shall go home about the 14th. They want me to stay, + but I shall have been away quite long enough. I don't + know whether people ought to go from home at all after a + certain age. I get cross because I can't have the sort of + chair I like to sit on; and then they don't put any green + tea into the pot, and I don't like to ask to have any + made, as I doubt whether they have any green tea in the + house. And I find it bad to be among invalids with whom, + indeed, I can sympathise, but for whom I cannot pretend + that I feel any great affection. As we grow old we become + incapable of new tenderness, and rather resent the calls + that are made upon us for pity. The luxury of devotion to + misery is as much the privilege of the young as is that of + devotion to love. + + Write soon, dearest; and remember that the best news + I can have, will be tidings as to the day fixed for + your marriage. And remember, too, that I won't have any + question about your being married at Bullhampton. It would + be quite improper. He must come to Loring; and I needn't + say how glad I shall be to see the Fenwicks. Parson John + will expect to marry you, but Mr. Fenwick might come and + assist. + + Your most affectionate aunt, + + SARAH MARRABLE. + + +It was not the entreaty made by her aunt that an early day should +be fixed for the marriage which made Mary Lowther determine that +she would yet once more attempt to drag the wagon. She could have +withstood such entreaty as that, and, had the letter gone no further, +would probably have replied to it by saying that no day could be +fixed at all. But, with the letter there came an assurance that +Walter Marrable had forgotten her, was about to marry Edith Brownlow, +and that therefore all ideas of love and truth and sympathy and joint +beating of mutual hearts, with the rest of it, might be thrown to the +winds. She would marry Harry Gilmore, and take care that he had good +dinners, and would give her mind to flannel petticoats and coal for +the poor of Bullhampton, and would altogether come down from the +pedestal which she had once striven to erect for herself. From that +high but tottering pedestal, propped up on shafts of romance and +poetry, she would come down; but there would remain for her the +lower, firmer standing block, of which duty was the sole support. It +was no doubt most unreasonable that any such change should come upon +her in consequence of her aunt's letter. She had never for a moment +told herself that Walter Marrable could ever be anything to her, +since that day on which she had by her own deed liberated him from +his troth; and, indeed, had done more than that, had forced him to +accept that liberation. Why then should his engagement with another +woman have any effect with her either in one direction or in the +other? She herself had submitted to a new engagement,--had done so +before he had shown any sign of being fickle. She could not therefore +be angry with him. And yet, because he could be fickle, because he +could do that very thing which she had openly declared her purpose of +doing, she persuaded herself,--for a week or two,--that any sacrifice +made to him would be a sacrifice to folly, and a neglect of duty. + +At this time, during this week or two, there came to her direct from +the jewellers in London, a magnificent set of rubies,--ear-rings, +brooch, bracelets, and necklace. The rubies she had seen before, and +knew that they had belonged to Mr. Gilmore's mother. Mrs. Fenwick had +told him that the setting was so old that no lady could wear them +now, and there had been a presentiment that they would be forthcoming +in a new form. Mary had said that, of course, such ornaments as these +would come into her hands only when she became Mrs. Gilmore. Mrs. +Fenwick had laughed and told her that she did not understand the +romantic generosity of her lover. And now the jewellery had come to +her at the parsonage without a word from Gilmore, and was spread out +in its pretty cases on the vicarage drawing-room table. Now, if ever, +must she say that she could not do as she had promised. + +"Mary," said Mrs. Fenwick, "you must go up to him to-morrow, and tell +him how noble he is." + +Mary waited, perhaps, for a whole minute before she answered. She +would willingly have given the jewels away for ever and ever, so that +they might not have been there now to trouble her. But she did answer +at last, knowing, as she did so, that her last chance was gone. + +"He is noble," she said, slowly; "and I will go and tell him so. I'll +go now, if it is not too late." + +"Do, do. You'll be sure to find him." And Mrs. Fenwick, in her +enthusiasm, embraced her friend and kissed her. + +Mary put on her hat and walked off at once through the garden and +across the fields, and into the Privets; and close to the house she +met her lover. He did not see her till he heard her step, and then +turned short round, almost as though fearing something. + +"Harry," she said, "those jewels have come. Oh, dear. They are not +mine yet. Why did you have them sent to me?" + +There was something in the word yet, or in her tone as she spoke it, +which made his heart leap as it had never leaped before. + +"If they're not yours, I don't know whom they belong to," he said. +And his eye was bright, and his voice almost shook with emotion. + +"Are you doing anything?" she asked. + +"Nothing on earth." + +"Then come and see them." + +So they walked off, and he, at any rate, on that occasion was a happy +lover. For a few minutes,--perhaps for an hour,--he did allow himself +to believe that he was destined to enjoy that rapture of requited +affection, in longing for which his very soul had become sick. As she +walked back with him to the vicarage her hand rested heavily on his +arm, and when she asked him some question about his land, she was +able so to modulate her voice as to make him believe that she was +learning to regard his interests as her own. He stopped her at the +gate leading into the vicarage garden, and once more made to her an +assurance of his regard. + +"Mary," he said, "if love will beget love, I think that you must love +me at last." + +"I will love you," she said, pressing his arm still more closely. But +even then she could not bring herself to tell him that she did love +him. + + + + +CHAPTER LV. + +GLEBE LAND. + + +The fifteenth of July was a Sunday, and it had been settled for some +time past that on this day Mr. Puddleham would preach for the first +time in his new chapel. The building had been hurried on through the +early summer in order that this might be achieved; and although the +fittings were not completed, and the outward signs of the masons and +labourers had not been removed,--although the heaps of mortar were +still there, and time had not yet sufficed to have the chips cleared +away,--on Sunday the fifteenth of July the chapel was opened. Great +efforts were made to have it filled on the occasion. The builder +from Salisbury came over with all his family, not deterred by the +consideration that whereas the Puddlehamites of Bullhampton were +Primitive Methodists, he was a regular Wesleyan. And many in the +parish were got to visit the chapel on this the day of its glory, who +had less business there than even the builder from Salisbury. In most +parishes there are some who think it well to let the parson know that +they are independent and do not care for him, though they profess +to be of his flock; and then, too, the novelty of the thing had its +attraction, and the well-known fact that the site chosen for the +building had been as gall and wormwood to the parson and his family. +These causes together brought a crowd to the vicarage-gate on that +Sunday morning, and it was quite clear that the new chapel would be +full, and that Mr. Puddleham's first Sunday would be a success. And +the chapel, of course, had a bell,--a bell which was declared by Mrs. +Fenwick to be the hoarsest, loudest, most unmusical, and ill-founded +miscreant of a bell that was ever suspended over a building for the +torture of delicate ears. It certainly was a loud and brazen bell; +but Mr. Fenwick expressed his opinion that there was nothing amiss +with it. When his wife declared that it sounded as though it came +from the midst of the shrubs at their own front gate, he reminded +her that their own church bells sounded as though they came from the +lower garden. That one sound should be held by them to be musical +and the other abominable, he declared to be a prejudice. Then there +was a great argument about the bells, in which Mrs. Fenwick, and +Mary Lowther, and Harry Gilmore were all against the Vicar. And, +throughout the discussion, it was known to them all that there were +no ears in the parish to which the bells were so really odious as +they were to the ears of the Vicar himself. In his heart of hearts +he hated the chapel, and, in spite of all his endeavours to the +contrary, his feelings towards Mr. Puddleham were not those which +the Christian religion requires one neighbour to bear to another. +But he made the struggle, and for some weeks past had not said a +word against Mr. Puddleham. In regard to the Marquis the thing was +different. The Marquis should have known better, and against the +Marquis he did say a great many words. + +They began to ring the bell on that Sunday morning before ten +o'clock. Mrs. Fenwick was still sitting at the breakfast-table, with +the windows open, when the sound was first heard,--first heard, that +is, on that morning. She looked at Mary, groaned, and put her hands +to her ears. The Vicar laughed, and walked about the room. + +"At what time do they begin?" said Mary. + +"Not till eleven," said Mrs. Fenwick. "There, it wants a quarter to +ten now, and they mean to go on with that music for an hour and a +quarter." + +"We shall be keeping them company by-and-by," said the Vicar. + +"The poor old church bells won't be heard through it," said Mrs. +Fenwick. + +Mrs. Fenwick was in the habit of going to the village school for half +an hour before the service on Sunday mornings, and on this morning +she started from the house according to her custom at a little after +ten. Mary Lowther went with her, and as the school was in the village +and could be reached much more shortly by the front gate than by the +path round by the church, the two ladies walked out boldly before the +new chapel. The reader may perhaps remember that Mrs. Fenwick had +promised her husband to withdraw that outward animosity to the chapel +which she had evinced by not using the vicarage entrance. As they +went there was a crowd collected, and they found that after the +manner of the Primitive Methodists in their more enthusiastic days, +a procession of worshippers had been formed in the village, which at +this very moment was making its way to the chapel. Mrs. Fenwick, as +she stood aside to make way for them, declared that the bell sounded +as though it were within her bonnet. When they reached the school +they found that many a child was absent who should have been there, +and Mrs. Fenwick knew that the truant urchins were amusing themselves +at the new building. And with those who were not truant the clang of +the new bell distracted terribly that attention which was due to the +collect. Mrs. Fenwick herself confessed afterwards that she hardly +knew what she was teaching. + +Mr. Fenwick, according to his habit, went into his own study when the +ladies went to the school, and there, according to custom also on +Sunday mornings, his letters were brought to him, some few minutes +before he started on his walk through the garden to the church. On +this morning there were a couple of letters for himself, and he +opened them both. One was from a tradesman in Salisbury, and the +other was from his wife's brother-in-law, Mr. Quickenham. Before he +started he read Mr. Quickenham's letter, and then did his best to +forget it and put it out of his mind till the morning service should +be over. The letter was as follows:-- + + + Pump Court, June 30, 1868. + + DEAR FENWICK, + + I have found, as I thought I should, that Lord Trowbridge + has no property in, or right whatever to, the bit of + ground on which your enemies have been building their new + Ebenezer. The spot is a part of the glebe, and as such + seems to have been first abandoned by a certain parson + named Brandon, who was your predecessor's predecessor. + There can, however, be no doubt that the ground is glebe, + and that you are bound to protect it as such, on behalf of + your successors, and of the patrons of the living. + + I found some difficulty in getting at the terrier of the + parish,--which you, who consider yourself to be a model + parson, I dare say, have never seen. I have, however, + found it in duplicate. The clerk of the Board of + Guardians, who should, I believe, have a copy of it, knew + nothing about it; and had never heard of such a document. + Your bishop's registrar was not much more learned,--but I + did find it in the bishop's chancery; and there is a copy + of it also at Saint John's, which seems to imply that + great attention has been paid by the college as patron to + the interests of the parish priest. This is more than has + been done by the incumbent, who seems to be an ignorant + fellow in such matters. I wonder how many parsons there + are in the Church who would let a Marquis and a Methodist + minister between them build a chapel on the parish glebe? + + Yours ever, + + RICHARD QUICKENHAM. + + If I were to charge you through an attorney for my trouble + you'd have to mortgage your life interest in the bit of + land to pay me. I enclose a draft from the terrier as far + as the plot of ground and the vicarage-gate are concerned. + + +Here was information! This detestable combination of dissenting +and tyrannically territorial influences had been used to build a +Methodist Chapel upon land of which he, during his incumbency in the +parish, was the freehold possessor! What an ass he must have been +not to know his own possessions! How ridiculous would he appear when +he should come forward to claim as a part of the glebe a morsel of +land to which he had paid no special attention whatever since he had +been in the parish! And then, what would it be his duty to do? Mr. +Quickenham had clearly stated that on behalf of the college, which +was the patron of the living, and on behalf of his successors, it was +his duty to claim the land. And was it possible that he should not +do so after such usage as he had received from Lord Trowbridge? So +meditating,--but grieving that he should be driven at such a moment +to have his mind forcibly filled with such matters,--still hearing +the chapel bell, which in his ears drowned the sound from his own +modest belfry, and altogether doubtful as to what step he would take, +he entered his own church. It was manifest to him that of the poorer +part of his usual audience, and of the smaller farmers, one half were +in attendance upon Mr. Puddleham's triumph. + +During the whole of that afternoon he said not a word of the +barrister's letter to any one. He struggled to banish the subject +from his thoughts. Failing to do that, he did banish it from his +tongue. The letter was in the pocket of his coat; but he showed it to +no one. Gilmore dined at the vicarage; but even to him he was silent. +Of course the conversation at dinner turned upon the chapel. It was +impossible that on such a day they should speak of anything else. +Even as they sat at their early dinner Mr. Puddleham's bell was +ringing, and no doubt there was a vigour in the pulling of it which +would not be maintained when the pulling of it should have become a +thing of every week. There had been a compact made, in accordance +with which the Vicar's wife was to be debarred from saying anything +against the chapel, and, no doubt, when the compact was made, the +understanding was that she should give over hating the chapel. This +had, of course, been found to be impossible, but in a certain way she +had complied with the compact. The noise of the bell however, was +considered to be beyond the compact, and on this occasion she was +almost violent in the expression of her wrath. Her husband listened +to her, and sat without rebuking her, silent, with the lawyer's +letter in his pocket. This bell had been put up on his own land, and +he could pull it down to-morrow. It had been put up by the express +agency of Lord Trowbridge, and with the direct view of annoying him; +and Lord Trowbridge had behaved to him in a manner which set all +Christian charity at defiance. He told himself plainly that he had no +desire to forgive Lord Trowbridge,--that life in this world, as it is +constituted, would not be compatible with such forgiveness,--that he +would not, indeed, desire to injure Lord Trowbridge otherwise than by +exacting such penalty as would force him and such as he to restrain +their tyranny; but that to forgive him, till he should have been so +forced, would be weak and injurious to the community. As to that, he +had quite made up his mind, in spite of all doctrine to the contrary. +Men in this world would have to go naked if they gave their coats +to the robbers who took their cloaks; and going naked is manifestly +inexpedient. His office of parish priest would be lowered in the +world if he forgave, out of hand, such offences as these which had +been committed against him by Lord Trowbridge. This he understood +clearly. And now he might put down, not only the bell, but with the +bell the ill-conditioned peer who had caused it to be put up--on +glebe land. All this went through his mind again and again, as he +determined that on that day, being Sunday, he would think no more +about it. + +When the Monday came it was necessary that he should show the letter +to his wife,--to his wife, and to the Squire, and to Mary Lowther. He +had no idea of keeping the matter secret from his near friends and +advisers; but he had an idea that it would be well that he should +make up his mind as to what he would do before he asked their advice. +He started, therefore, for a turn through the parish before breakfast +on Monday morning,--and resolved as to his course of action. On no +consideration whatever would he have the chapel pulled down. It was +necessary for his purpose that he should have his triumph over the +Marquis,--and he would have it. But the chapel had been built for a +good purpose which it would adequately serve, and let what might be +said to him by his wife or others, he would not have a brick of it +disturbed. No doubt he had no more power to give the land for its +present or any other purpose than had the Marquis. It might very +probably be his duty to take care that the land was not appropriated +to wrong purposes. It might be that he had already neglected his +duty, in not knowing, or in not having taken care to learn the +precise limits of the glebe which had been given over to him for +his use during his incumbency. Nevertheless, there was the chapel, +and there it should stand, as far as he was concerned. If the +churchwardens, or the archdeacon, or the college, or the bishop had +power to interfere, as to which he was altogether ignorant, and chose +to exercise that power, he could not help it. He was nearly sure that +his own churchwardens would be guided altogether by himself,--and as +far as he was concerned the chapel should remain unmolested. Having +thus resolved he came back to breakfast and read Mr. Quickenham's +letter aloud to his wife and Mary Lowther. + +"Glebe!" said the Vicar's wife. + +"Do you mean that it is part of your own land?" asked Mary. + +"Exactly that," said the Vicar. + +"And that old thief of a Marquis has given away what belongs to us?" +said Mrs. Fenwick. + +"He has given away what did not belong to himself," said the Vicar. +"But I can't admit that he's a thief." + +"Surely he ought to have known," said Mary. + +"As for that, so ought I to have known, I suppose. The whole thing +is one of the most ridiculous mistakes that ever was made. It has +absolutely come to pass that here, in the middle of Wiltshire, with +all our maps, and surveys, and parish records, no one concerned has +known to whom belonged a quarter of an acre of land in the centre +of the village. It is just a thing to write an article about in a +newspaper; but I can't say that one party is more to blame than the +other; that is, in regard to the ignorance displayed." + +"And what will you do, Frank?" + +"Nothing." + +"You will do nothing, Frank?" + +"I will do nothing; but I will take care to let the Marquis know the +nature of his generosity. I fancy that I am bound to take on myself +that labour, and I must say that it won't trouble me much to have to +write the letter." + +"You won't pull it down, Frank?" + +"No, my dear." + +"I would, before a week was over." + +"So would I," said Mary. "I don't think it ought to be there." + +"Of course it ought not to be there," said Mrs. Fenwick. + +"They might as well have it here in the garden," said Mary. + +"Just the same," said Mrs. Fenwick. + +"It is not in the garden; and, as it has been built, it shall +remain,--as far as I am concerned. I shall rather like it, now that +I know I am the landlord. I think I shall claim a sitting." This was +the Vicar's decision on the Monday morning, and from that decision +the two ladies were quite unable to move him. + +This occurred a day or two after the affair of the rubies, and at +a time when Mary was being very hard pressed to name a day for her +wedding. Of course such pressure had been the result of Mr. Gilmore's +success on that occasion. She had then resolutely gone to work to +overcome her own, and his, melancholy gloom, and, having in a great +degree succeeded, it was only natural that he should bring up that +question of his marriage day. She, when she had accepted him, had +done so with a stipulation that she should not be hurried; but we all +know what such stipulations are worth. Who is to define what is and +what is not hurry? They had now been engaged a month, and the Squire +was clearly of opinion that there had been no hurry. "September was +the nicest month in the year," he said, "for getting married and +going abroad. September in Switzerland, October among the Italian +lakes, November in Florence and Rome. So that they might get home +before Christmas after a short visit to Naples." That was the +Squire's programme, and his whole manner was altered as he made it. +He thought he knew the nature of the girl well enough to be sure +that, though she would profess no passionate love for him before +starting on such a journey, she would change her tone before she +returned. It should be no fault of his if she did not change it. Mary +had at first declined to fix any day, had talked of next year, had +declared that she would not be hurried. She had carried on the fight +even after the affair of the rubies, but she had fought in opposition +to strong and well-disciplined forces on the other side, and she had +begun to admit to herself that it might be expedient that she should +yield. The thing was to be done, and why not have it done at once? +She had not as yet yielded, but she had begun to think that she would +yield. + +At such a period it was of course natural that the Squire should +be daily at the vicarage, and on this Monday morning he came down +while the minds of all his friends there were intent on the strange +information received from Mr. Quickenham. The Vicar was not by when +Mr. Gilmore was told, and he was thus easily induced to join in +the opinion that the chapel should be made to disappear. He had a +landlord's idea about land, and was thoroughly well-disposed to stop +any encroachment on the part of the Marquis. + +"Lord Trowbridge must pull it down himself, and put it up again +elsewhere," said the Squire. + +"But Frank says that he won't let the Marquis pull it down," said +Mrs. Fenwick, almost moved to tears by the tragedy of the occasion. + + +[Illustration: Mr. Quickenham's letter discussed.] + + +Then the Vicar joined them, and the matter was earnestly debated;--so +earnestly that, on that occasion, not a word was said as to the day +of the wedding. + + + + +CHAPTER LVI. + +THE VICAR'S VENGEANCE. + + +No eloquence on the part of the two ladies at the vicarage, or of the +Squire, could turn Mr. Fenwick from his purpose, but he did consent +at last to go over with the Squire to Salisbury, and to consult Mr. +Chamberlaine. A proposition was made to him as to consulting the +bishop, for whom personally he always expressed a liking, and whose +office he declared that he held in the highest veneration; but he +explained that this was not a matter in which the bishop should be +invited to exercise authority. + +"The bishop has nothing to do with my freehold," he said. + +"But if you want an opinion," said the Squire, "why not go to a man +whose opinion will be worth having?" + +Then the Vicar explained again. His respect for the bishop was so +great, that any opinion coming from his lordship would, to him, +be more than advice; it would be law. So great was his mingled +admiration of the man and respect for the office! + +"What he means," said Mrs. Fenwick, "is, that he won't go to the +bishop, because he has made up his mind already. You are, both of +you, throwing away your time and money in going to Salisbury at all." + +"I'm not sure but what she's right there," said the Vicar. +Nevertheless they went to Salisbury. + +The Rev. Henry Fitzackerly Chamberlaine was very eloquent, clear, and +argumentative on the subject, and perhaps a little overbearing. He +insisted that the chapel should be removed without a moment's delay; +and that notice as to its removal should be served upon all the +persons concerned,--upon Mr. Puddleham, upon the builder, upon +the chapel trustees, the elders of the congregation,--"if there +be any elders," said Mr. Chamberlaine, with a delightful touch +of irony,--and upon the Marquis and the Marquis's agent. He was +eloquent, authoritative and loud. When the Vicar remarked that after +all the chapel had been built for a good purpose, Mr. Chamberlaine +became quite excited in his eloquence. + +"The glebe of Bullhampton, Mr. Fenwick," said he, "has not been +confided to your care for the propagation of dissent." + +"Nor has the vicarage house been confided to me for the reading of +novels; but that is what goes on there." + +"The house is for your private comfort," said the prebendary. + +"And so is the glebe," said the Vicar; "and I shall not be +comfortable if I make these people put down a house of prayer." + +And there was another argument against the Vicar's views, very +strong. This glebe was only given to him in trust. He was bound +so to use it, that it should fall into the hands of his successor +unimpaired and with full capability for fruition. "You have no right +to leave to another the demolition of a building, the erection of +which you should have prevented." This argument was more difficult of +answer than the other, but Mr. Fenwick did answer it. + +"I feel all that," said he; "and I think it likely that my estate may +be liable for the expense of removal. The chapel may be brought in +as a dilapidation. But that which I can answer with my purse, need +not lie upon my conscience. I could let the bit of land, I have no +doubt,--though not on a building lease." + +"But they have built on it," said Mr. Chamberlaine. + +"No doubt, they have; and I can see that my estate may be called upon +to restore the bit of ground to its former position. What I can't see +is, that I am bound to enforce the removal now." + +Mr. Chamberlaine took up the matter with great spirit, and gave a +couple of hours to the discussion, but the Vicar was not shaken. + +The Vicar was not shaken, but his manner as he went out from the +prebendary's presence, left some doubt as to his firmness in the mind +both of that dignitary and of the Squire. He thanked Mr. Chamberlaine +very courteously, and acknowledged that there was a great deal in the +arguments which had been used. + +"I am sure you will find it best to clear your ground of the nuisance +at once," said Mr. Chamberlaine, with that high tone which he knew so +well how to assume; and these were the last words spoken. + +"Well?" said the Squire, as soon as they were out in the Close, +asking his friend as to his decision. + +"It's a very knotty point," said Fenwick. + +"I don't much like my uncle's tone," said the Squire; "I never do. +But I think he is right." + +"I won't say but what he may be." + +"It'll have to come down, Frank," said the Squire. + +"No doubt, some day. But I am quite sure as to this, Harry; that when +you have a doubt as to your duty, you can't be wrong in delaying +that, the doing of which would gratify your own ill will. Don't you +go and tell this to the women; but to my eyes that conventicle at +Bullhampton is the most hideous, abominable, and disagreeable object +that ever was placed upon the earth!" + +"So it is to mine," said the Squire. + +"And therefore I won't touch a brick of it. It shall be my hair +shirt, my fast day, my sacrifice of a broken heart, my little pet +good work. It will enable me to take all the good things of the world +that come in my way, and flatter myself that I am not self-indulgent. +There is not a dissenter in Bullhampton will get so much out of the +chapel as I will." + +"I fancy they can make you have it pulled down." + +"Then their making me shall be my hair shirt, and I shall be fitted +just as well." Upon that they went back to Bullhampton, and the +Squire told the two ladies what had passed; as to the hair shirt and +all. + +Mr. Fenwick in making for himself his hair shirt did not think it +necessary to abstain from writing to the Marquis of Trowbridge. +This he did on that same day after his return from Salisbury. In +the middle of the winter he had written a letter to the Marquis, +remonstrating against the building of the chapel opposite to his own +gate. He now took out his copy of that letter, and the answer to +it, in which the agent of the Marquis had told him that the Marquis +considered that the spot in question was the most eligible site which +his lordship could bestow for the purpose in question. Our Vicar was +very anxious not to disturb the chapel now that it was built; but he +was quite as anxious to disturb the Marquis. In the formation of that +hair shirt which he was minded to wear, he did not intend to weave +in any mercy towards the Marquis. It behoved him to punish the +Marquis,--for the good of society in general. As a trespasser he +forgave the Marquis, in a Christian point of view; but as a pestilent +wasp on the earth, stinging folks right and left with an arrogance, +the ignorance of which was the only excuse to be made for his +cruelty, he thought it to be his duty to set his heel upon the +Marquis; which he did by writing the following letter. + + + Bullhampton Vicarage, July 18, 186--. + + MY LORD MARQUIS, + + On the 3rd of January last I ventured to write to your + lordship with the object of saving myself and my family + from a great annoyance, and of saving you also from the + disgrace of subjecting me to it. I then submitted to you + the expediency of giving in the parish some other site for + the erection of a dissenting chapel than the small patch + of ground immediately opposite to the vicarage gate, + which, as I explained to you, I had always regarded as + belonging to the vicarage. I did not for a moment question + your lordship's right to give the land in question, but + appealed simply to your good-feeling. I confess that I + took it for granted that even your lordship, in so very + high-handed a proceeding, would take care to have right + on your side. In answer to this I received a letter from + your man of business, of which, as coming from him, I do + not complain, but which, as a reply to my letter to your + lordship, was an insult. The chapel has been built, and on + last Sunday was opened for worship. + + I have now learned that the land which you have given + away did not belong to your lordship, and never formed a + portion of the Stowte estate in this parish. It was, and + is, glebe land; and formed, at the time of your bestowal, + a portion of my freehold as Vicar. I acknowledge that I + was remiss in presuming that you as a landlord knew the + limits of your own rights, and that you would not trespass + beyond them. I should have made my inquiry more urgently. + I have made it now, and your lordship may satisfy yourself + by referring to the maps of the parish lands, which are to + be found in the bishop's chancery, and also at St. John's, + Oxford, if you cannot do so by any survey of the estate in + your own possession. I enclose a sketch showing the exact + limits of the glebe in respect to the vicarage entrance + and the patch of ground in question. The fact is, that the + chapel in question has been built on the glebe land by + authority--illegally and unjustly given by your lordship. + + The chapel is there, and though it is a pity that it + should have been built, it would be a greater pity that it + should be pulled down. It is my purpose to offer to the + persons concerned a lease of the ground for the term of my + incumbency at a nominal rent. I presume that a lease may + be so framed as to protect the rights of my successor. + + I will not conclude this letter without expressing my + opinion that gross as has been your lordship's ignorance + in giving away land which did not belong to you, your + fault in that respect has been very trifling in comparison + with the malice you have shown to a clergyman of your own + church, settled in a parish partly belonging to yourself, + in having caused the erection of this chapel on the + special spot selected with no other object than that of + destroying my personal comfort and that of my wife. + + I have the honour to be + Your lordship's most obedient servant, + + FRANCIS FENWICK. + + +When he had finished his epistle he read it over more than once, and +was satisfied that it would be vexatious to the Marquis. It was his +direct object to vex the Marquis, and he had set about it with all +his vigour. "I would skin him if I knew how," he had said to Gilmore. +"He has done that to me which no man should forgive. He has spoken +ill of me, and calumniated me, not because he has thought ill of me, +but because he has had a spite against me. They may keep their chapel +as far as I am concerned. But as for his lordship, I should think ill +of myself if I spared him." He had his lordship on the hip, and he +did not spare him. He showed the letter to his wife. + +"Isn't malice a very strong word?" she said. + +"I hope so," answered the Vicar. + +"What I mean is, might you not soften it without hurting your cause?" + +"I think not. I conscientiously believe the accusation to be true. +I endeavour so to live among my neighbours that I may not disgrace +them, or you, or myself. This man has dared to accuse me openly of +the grossest immorality and hypocrisy, when I am only doing my duty +as I best know how to do it; and I do now believe in my heart that in +making these charges he did not himself credit them. At any rate, no +man can be justified in making such charges without evidence." + +"But all that had nothing to do with the bit of ground, Frank." + +"It is part and parcel of the same thing. He has chosen to treat me +as an enemy, and has used all the influence of his wealth and rank to +injure me. Now he must look to himself. I will not say a word of him, +or to him, that is untrue; but as he has said evil of me behind my +back which he did not believe, so will I say the evil of him, which I +do believe, to his face." The letter was sent, and before the day was +over the Vicar had recovered his good humour. + +And before the day was over the news was all through the parish. +There was a certain ancient shoemaker in the village who had carried +on business in Devizes, and had now retired to spend the evening of +his life in his native place. Mr. Bolt was a quiet, inoffensive old +man, but he was a dissenter, and was one of the elders and trustees +who had been concerned in raising money for the chapel. To him the +Vicar had told the whole story, declaring at the same time that, as +far as he was concerned, Mr. Puddleham and his congregation should, +at any rate for the present, be made welcome to their chapel. This +he had done immediately on his return from Salisbury, and before the +letter to the Marquis was written. Mr. Bolt, not unnaturally, saw +his minister the same evening, and the thing was discussed in full +conclave by the Puddlehamites. At the end of that discussion, Mr. +Puddleham expressed his conviction that the story was a mare's nest +from beginning to end. He didn't believe a word of it. The Marquis +was not the man to give away anything that did not belong to him. +Somebody had hoaxed the Vicar, or the Vicar had hoaxed Mr. Bolt; or +else,--which Mr. Puddleham thought to be most likely,--the Vicar +had gone mad with vexation at the glory and the triumph of the new +chapel. + +"He was uncommon civil," said Mr. Bolt, who at this moment was +somewhat inclined to favour the Vicar. + +"No doubt, Mr. Bolt; no doubt," said Mr. Puddleham, who had quite +recovered from his first dismay, and had worked himself up to a state +of eloquent enthusiasm. "I dare say he was civil. Why not? In old +days when we hardly dared to talk of having a decent house of prayer +of our own in which to worship our God, he was always civil. No one +has ever heard me accuse Mr. Fenwick of incivility. But will any one +tell me that he is a friend to our mode of worship? Gentlemen, we +must look to ourselves, and I for one tell you that that chapel is +ours. You won't find that his ban will keep me out of my pulpit. +Glebe, indeed! why should the Vicar have glebe on the other side of +the road from his house? Or, for the matter of that, why should he +have glebe at all?" This was so decisive that no one at the meeting +had a word to say after Mr. Puddleham had finished his speech. + +When the Marquis received his letter he was up in London. Lord +Trowbridge was not much given to London life, but was usually +compelled by circumstances,--the circumstances being the custom of +society as pleaded by his two daughters,--to spend the months of May, +June, and July at the family mansion in Grosvenor Square. Moreover, +though the Marquis never opened his mouth in the House of Lords, it +was, as he thought, imperative on him to give to the leader of his +party the occasional support of his personal presence. Our Vicar, +knowing this, had addressed his letter to Grosvenor Square, and +it had thus reached its destination without loss of time. Lord +Trowbridge by this time knew the handwriting of his enemy; and, as he +broke the envelope, there came upon him an idea that it might be wise +to refuse the letter, and to let it go back to its writer unopened. +It was beneath his dignity to correspond with a man, or to receive +letters from a man who would probably insult him. But before he could +make up his mind, the envelope had been opened, and the letter had +been read. His wrath, when he had read it, no writer of a simple +prose narration should attempt to describe. "Disgrace," "insult," +"ignorance," and "malice,"--these were the words with which the +Marquis found himself pelted by this pestilent, abominable, and most +improper clergyman. As to the gist of the letter itself, it was some +time before he understood it. And when he did begin to understand +it, he did not as yet begin to believe it. His intelligence worked +slowly, whereas his wrath worked quickly. But at last he began to ask +himself whether the accusation made against him could possibly be +based on truth. When the question of giving the land had been under +consideration, it had never occurred to any one concerned that it +could belong to the glebe. There had been some momentary suspicion +that the spot might possibly have been so long used as common land as +to give room for a question on that side; but no one had dreamed that +any other claimant could arise. That the whole village of Bullhampton +belonged to the Marquis was notorious. Of course there was the glebe. +But who could think that the morsel of neglected land lying on the +other side of the road belonged to the vicarage? The Marquis did not +believe it now. This was some piece of wickedness concocted by the +venomous brain of the iniquitous Vicar, more abominable than all his +other wickednesses. The Marquis did not believe it; but he walked up +and down his room all the morning thinking of it. The Marquis was +sure that it was not true, and yet he could not for a moment get the +idea out of his mind. Of course he must tell St. George. The language +of the letter which had been sent to him was so wicked, that St. +George must at least agree with him now in his anger against this +man. And could nothing be done to punish the man? Prosecutions in +regard to anonymous letters, threatening letters, begging letters, +passed through his mind. He knew that punishment had been inflicted +on the writers of insolent letters to royalty. And letters had been +proved to be criminal as being libellous,--only then they must be +published; and letters were sometimes held to form a conspiracy;--but +he could not quite see his way to that. He knew that he was not +royal; and he knew that the Vicar neither threatened him or begged +aught from him. What if St. George should tell him again that this +Vicar had right on his side! He cast the matter about in his mind all +the day; and then, late in the afternoon, he got into his carriage, +and had himself driven to the chambers of Messrs. Boothby, the family +lawyers. + + + + +CHAPTER LVII. + +OIL IS TO BE THROWN UPON THE WATERS. + + +[Illustration] + +Messrs. Boothby in Lincoln's Inn had for very many years been the +lawyers of the Stowte family, and probably knew as much about +the property as any of the Stowtes themselves. They had not been +consulted about the giving away of the bit of land for the chapel +purposes, nor had they been instructed to draw up any deed of gift. +The whole thing had been done irregularly. The land had been only +promised, and not in truth as yet given, and the Puddlehamites, in +their hurry, had gone to work and had built upon a promise. The +Marquis, when, after the receipt of Mr. Fenwick's letter, his first +rage was over, went at once to the chambers of Messrs. Boothby, and +was forced to explain all the circumstances of the case to the senior +partner before he could show the clergyman's wicked epistle. Old Mr. +Boothby was a man of the same age as the Marquis, and, in his way, +quite as great. Only the lawyer was a clever old man, whereas the +Marquis was a stupid old man. Mr. Boothby sat, bowing his head, as +the Marquis told his story. The story was rather confused, and for +awhile Mr. Boothby could only understand that a dissenting chapel had +been built upon his client's land. + +"We shall have to set it right by some scrap of a conveyance," said +the lawyer. + +"But the Vicar of the parish claims it," said the Marquis. + +"Claims the chapel, my lord!" + +"He is a most pestilent, abominable man, Mr. Boothby. I have brought +his letter here." Mr. Boothby held out his hand to receive the +letter. From almost any client he would prefer a document to an oral +explanation, but he would do so especially from his lordship. "But +you must understand," continued the Marquis, "that he is quite unlike +any ordinary clergyman. I have the greatest respect for the church, +and am always happy to see clergymen at my own house. But this is a +litigious, quarrelsome fellow. They tell me he's an infidel, and he +keeps--! Altogether, Mr. Boothby, nothing can be worse." + +"Indeed!" said the lawyer, still holding out his hand for the letter. + +"He has taken the trouble to insult me continually. You heard how a +tenant of mine was murdered? He was murdered by a young man whom this +clergyman screens, because,--because,--he is the brother of,--of,--of +the young woman." + +"That would be very bad, my lord." + +"It is very bad. He knows all about the murder;--I am convinced he +does. He went bail for the young man. He used to associate with him +on most intimate terms. As to the sister;--there's no doubt about +that. They live on the land of a person who owns a small estate in +the parish." + +"Mr. Gilmore, my lord?" + +"Exactly so. This Mr. Fenwick has got Mr. Gilmore in his pocket. +You can have no idea of such a state of things as this. And now he +writes me this letter! I know his handwriting now, and any further +communication I shall return." The Marquis ceased to speak, and the +lawyer at once buried himself in the letter. + +"It is meant to be offensive," said the lawyer. + +"Most insolent, most offensive, most improper! And yet the bishop +upholds him!" + +"But if he is right about the bit of land, my lord, it will be rather +awkward." And as he spoke, the lawyer examined the sketch of the +vicarage entrance. "He gives this as copied from the terrier of the +parish, my lord." + +"I don't believe a word of it," said the Marquis. + +"You didn't look at the plan of the estate, my lord?" + +"I don't think we did; but Packer had no doubt. No one knows the +property in Bullhampton so well as Packer, and Packer said--" + +But while the Marquis was still speaking the lawyer rose, and begging +his client's pardon, went to the clerk in the outer room. Nor did +he return till the clerk had descended to an iron chamber in the +basement, and returned from thence with a certain large tin box. +Into this a search was made, and presently Mr. Boothby came back +with a weighty lump of dusty vellum documents, and a manuscript map, +or sketch of a survey of the Bullhampton estate, which he had had +opened. While the search was being made he had retired to another +room, and had had a little conversation with his partner about +the weather. "I am afraid the parson is right, my lord," said Mr. +Boothby, as he closed the door. + +"Right!" + +"Right in his facts, my lord. It is glebe, and is marked so here very +plainly. There should have been a reference to us,--there should, +indeed, my lord. Packer, and men like him, really know nothing. The +truth is, in such matters nobody knows anything. You should always +have documentary evidence." + +"And it is glebe?" + +"Not a doubt of it, my lord." + +Then the Marquis knew that his enemy had him on the hip, and he laid +his old head down upon his folded arms and wept. In his weeping it +is probable that no tears rolled down his cheeks, but he wept inward +tears,--tears of hatred, remorse, and self-commiseration. His enemy +had struck him with scourges, and, as far as he could see at present, +he could not return a blow. And he must submit himself,--must restore +the bit of land, and build those nasty dissenters a chapel elsewhere +on his own property. He had not a doubt as to that for a moment. +Could he have escaped the shame of it,--as far as the expense was +concerned he would have been willing to build them ten chapels. And +in doing this he would give a triumph, an unalloyed triumph, to a +man whom he believed to be thoroughly bad. The Vicar had accused the +Marquis of spreading reports which he, the Marquis, did not himself +believe; but the Marquis believed them all. At this moment there was +no evil that he could not have believed of Mr. Fenwick. While sitting +there an idea, almost amounting to a conviction, had come upon +him, that Mr. Fenwick had himself been privy to the murder of old +Trumbull. What would not a parson do who would take delight in +insulting and humiliating the nobleman who owned the parish in which +he lived? To Lord Trowbridge the very fact that the parson of the +parish which he regarded as his own was opposed to him, proved +sufficiently that that parson was,--scum, dregs, riff-raff, a low +radical, and everything that a parson ought not to be. The Vicar had +been wrong there. The Marquis did believe it all religiously. + +"What must I do?" said the Marquis. + +"As to the chapel itself, my lord, the Vicar, bad as he is, does not +want to move it." + +"It must come down," said the Marquis, getting up from his chair. +"It shall come down. Do you think that I would allow it to stand +when it has been erected on his ground,--through my error? Not for a +day!--not for an hour! I'll tell you what, Mr. Boothby,--that man has +known it all through;--has known it as well as you do now; but he has +waited till the building was complete before he would tell me. I see +it all as plain as the nose on your face, Mr. Boothby." + +The lawyer was meditating how best he might explain to his +angry client that he had no power whatsoever to pull down the +building,--that if the Vicar and the dissenting minister chose +to agree about it the new building must stand, in spite of the +Marquis,--must stand, unless the churchwardens, patron, or +ecclesiastical authorities generally should force the Vicar to +have it removed,--when a clerk came in and whispered a word to the +attorney. "My lord," said Mr. Boothby, "Lord St. George is here. +Shall he come in?" + +The Marquis did not wish to see his son exactly at this minute; +but Lord St. George was, of course, admitted. This meeting at the +lawyer's chambers was altogether fortuitous, and father and son were +equally surprised. But so great was the anger and dismay and general +perturbation of the Marquis at the time, that he could not stop to +ask any question. St. George must, of course, know what had happened, +and it was quite as well that he should be told at once. + +"That bit of ground they've built the chapel on at Bullhampton, turns +out to be--glebe," said the Marquis. Lord St. George whistled. "Of +course, Mr. Fenwick knew it all along," said the Marquis. + +"I should hardly think that," said his son. + +"You read his letter. Mr. Boothby, will you be so good as to show +Lord St. George the letter? You never read such a production. +Impudent scoundrel! Of course he knew it all the time." + +Lord St. George read the letter. "He is very impudent, whether he be +a scoundrel or not." + +"Impudent is no word for it." + +"Perhaps he has had some provocation, my lord." + +"Not from me, St. George;--not from me. I have done nothing to him. +Of course the chapel must be--removed." + +"Don't you think the question might stand over for a while?" +suggested Mr. Boothby. "Matters would become smoother in a month or +two." + +"Not for an hour," said the Marquis. + +Lord St. George walked about the room with the letter in his hand, +meditating. "The truth is," he said, at last, "we have made a +mistake, and we must get out of it as best we can. I think my father +is a little wrong about this clergyman's character." + +"St. George! Have you read his letter? Is that a proper letter to +come from a clergyman of the Church of England to--to--to--" the +Marquis longed to say to the Marquis of Trowbridge; but he did not +dare so to express himself before his son,--"to the landlord of his +parish?" + +"A red-brick chapel, just close to your lodge, isn't nice, you know." + +"He has got no lodge," said the Marquis. + +"And so we thought we'd build him one. Let me manage this. I'll see +him, and I'll see the minister, and I'll endeavour to throw some oil +upon the waters." + +"I don't want to throw oil upon the waters." + +"Lord St. George is in the right, my lord," said the attorney; "he +really is. It is a case in which we must throw a little oil upon the +waters. We've made a mistake, and when we've done that we should +always throw oil upon the waters. I've no doubt Lord St. George +will find a way out of it." Then the father and the son went away +together, and before they had reached the Houses of Parliament Lord +St. George had persuaded his father to place the matter of the +Bullhampton chapel in his hands. "And as for the letter," said St. +George, "do not you notice it." + +"I have not the slightest intention of noticing it," said the +Marquis, haughtily. + + + + +CHAPTER LVIII. + +EDITH BROWNLOW'S DREAM. + + +"My dear, sit down; I want to speak to you. Do you know I should like +to see you--married." This speech was made at Dunripple to Edith +Brownlow by her uncle, Sir Gregory, one morning in July, as she was +attending him with his breakfast. His breakfast consisted always of +a cup of chocolate, made after a peculiar fashion, and Edith was in +the habit of standing by the old man's bedside while he took it. She +would never sit down, because she knew that were she to do so she +would be pretty nearly hidden out of sight in the old arm-chair that +stood at the bed-head; but now she was specially invited to do so, +and that in a manner which almost made her think that it would be +well that she should hide herself for a space. But she did not sit +down. There was the empty cup to be taken from Sir Gregory's hands, +and, after the first moment of surprise, Edith was not quite sure +that it would be good that she should hide herself. She took the cup +and put it on the table, and then returned, without making any reply. +"I should like very much to see you married, my dear," said Sir +Gregory, in the mildest of voices. + +"Do you want to get rid of me, uncle?" + +"No, my dear; that is just what I don't want. Of course you'll marry +somebody." + +"I don't see any of course, Uncle Gregory." + +"But why shouldn't you? I suppose you have thought about it." + +"Only in a general way, Uncle Gregory." + +Sir Gregory Marrable was not a wise man. His folly was of an order +very different from that of Lord Trowbridge,--very much less likely +to do harm to himself or others, much more innocent, and, folly +though it was, a great deal more compatible with certain intellectual +gifts. Lord Trowbridge, not to put too fine a point upon it, was +a fool all round. He was much too great a fool to have an idea of +his own folly. Now Sir Gregory distrusted himself in everything, +conceived himself to be a poor creature, would submit himself to a +child on any question of literature, and had no opinion of his own +on any matter outside his own property,--and even as to that his +opinion was no more than lukewarm. Yet he read a great deal, had much +information stored away somewhere in his memory, and had learned at +any rate to know how small a fly he was himself on the wheel of the +world. But, alas, when he did meddle with anything he was apt to +make a mess of it. There had been some conversation between him +and his sister-in-law, Edith's mother, about Walter Marrable; some +also between him and his son, and between him and Miss Marrable, +his cousin. But as yet no one had spoken to Edith, and as Captain +Marrable himself had not spoken, it would have been as well, perhaps, +if Sir Gregory had held his tongue. After Edith's last answer the old +man was silent for awhile, and then he returned to the subject with a +downright question,-- + +"How did you like Walter when he was here?" + +"Captain Marrable?" + +"Yes,--Captain Marrable." + +"I liked him well enough,--in a way, Uncle Gregory." + +"Nothing would please me so much, Edith, as that you should become +his wife. You know that Dunripple will belong to him some day." + +"If Gregory does not marry." Edith had hardly known whether to say +this or to leave it unsaid. She was well aware that her cousin +Gregory would never marry,--that he was a confirmed invalid, a man +already worn out, old before his time, and with one foot in the +grave. But had she not said it, she would have seemed to herself to +have put him aside as a person altogether out of the way. + +"Gregory will never marry. Of course while he lives Dunripple will be +his; but if Walter were to marry he would make arrangements. I dare +say you can't understand all about that, my dear; but it would be a +very good thing. I should be so happy if I thought that you were to +live at Dunripple always." + +Edith kissed him and escaped without giving any other answer. Ten +days after that Walter Marrable was to be again at Dunripple,--only +for a few days; but still in a few days the thing might be settled. +Edith had heard something of Mary Lowther, but not much. There had +been some idea of a match between Walter and his cousin Mary, but the +idea had been blown away. So much Edith had heard. To herself Walter +Marrable had been very friendly, and, in truth, she had liked him +much. They two were not cousins, but they were so connected, and had +for some weeks been so thrown together, as to be almost as good as +cousins. His presence at Dunripple had been very pleasant to her, but +she had never thought of him as a lover. And she had an idea of her +own, that girls ought not to think of men as lovers without a good +deal of provocation. + +Sir Gregory spoke to Mrs. Brownlow on the same subject, and as he +told her what had taken place between him and Edith, she felt herself +compelled to speak to her daughter. + +"If it should take place, my dear, it would be very well; but I would +rather your uncle had not mentioned it." + +"It won't do any harm, mamma. I mean, that I shan't break my heart." + +"I believe him to be a very excellent young man,--not at all like his +father, who has been as bad as he can be." + +"Wasn't he in love with Mary Lowther last winter?" + +"I don't know, my dear. I never believe stories of this kind. When I +hear that a young man is going to be married to a young lady, then I +believe that they are in love with each other." + +"It is to be hoped so then, mamma?" + +"But I never believe any thing before. And I think you may take it +for granted that there is nothing in that." + +"It would be nothing to me, mamma." + +"It might be something. But I will say nothing more about it. You've +so much good sense that I am quite sure you won't get into trouble. I +wish Sir Gregory had not spoken to you; but as he has, it may be as +well that you should know that the family arrangement would be very +agreeable to your uncle and to cousin Gregory. The title and the +property must go to Captain Marrable at last, and Sir Gregory would +make immediate sacrifices for you, which perhaps he would not make +for him." + +Edith understood all about it very clearly, and would have understood +all about it with half the words. She would have little or no fortune +of her own, and in money her uncle would have very little to give to +her. Indeed, there was no reason why he should give her anything. She +was not connected with any of the Marrables by blood, though chance +had caused her to live at Dunripple almost all her life. She had +become half a Marrable already, and it might be very well that she +should become a Marrable altogether. Walter was a remarkably handsome +man, would be a baronet, and would have an estate, and might, +perhaps, have the enjoyment of the estate by marrying her earlier +than he would were he to marry any one else. Edith Brownlow +understood it all with sufficient clearness. But then she understood +also that young women shouldn't give away their hearts before they +are asked for them; and she was quite sure that Walter Marrable had +made no sign of asking for hers. Nevertheless, within her own bosom +she did become a little anxious about Mary Lowther, and she wished +that she knew that story. + +On the fourth of August Walter Marrable reached Dunripple, and found +the house given up almost entirely to the doctor. Both his uncle and +his cousin were very ill. When he was able to obtain from the doctor +information on which he could rely, he learned that Mr. Marrable was +in real danger, but that Sir Gregory's ailment was no more than his +usual infirmity heightened by anxiety on behalf of his son. "Your +uncle may live for the next ten years," said the doctor; "but I do +not know what to say about Mr. Marrable." All this time the care +and time of the two ladies were divided between the invalids. +Mrs. Brownlow tended her nephew, and Edith, as usual, waited +upon Sir Gregory. In such circumstances it was not extraordinary +that Edith Brownlow and Walter Marrable should be thrown much +together,--especially as it was the desire of all concerned with them +that they should become man and wife. Poor Edith was subject to a +feeling that everybody knew that she was expected to fall in love +with the man. She thought it probable, too, that the man himself had +been instructed to fall in love with her. This no doubt created a +great difficulty for her, a difficulty which she felt to be heavy and +inconvenient;--but it was lessened by the present condition of the +household. When there is illness in a house, the feminine genius and +spirit predominates the male. If the illness be so severe as to cause +a sense of danger, this is so strongly the case that the natural +position of the two is changed. Edith, quite unconscious of the +reason, was much less afraid of her proposed lover than she would +have been had there been no going about on tiptoe, no questions asked +with bated breath, no great need for womanly aid. + +Walter had been there four days, and was sitting with Edith one +evening out on the lawn among the rhododendrons. When he had found +what was the condition of the household, he had offered to go back at +once to his regiment at Birmingham. But Sir Gregory would not hear of +it. Sir Gregory hated the regiment, and had got an idea in his head +that his nephew ought not to be there at all. He was too weak and +diffident to do it himself; but if any one would have arranged it for +him, he would have been glad to fix an income for Walter Marrable +on condition that Walter should live at home, and look after the +property, and be unto him as a son. But nothing had been fixed, +nothing had been said, and on the day but one following, the captain +was to return to Birmingham. Mrs. Brownlow was with her nephew, and +Walter was sitting with Edith among the rhododendrons, the two having +come out of the house together after such a dinner as is served in a +house of invalids. They had become very intimate, but Edith Brownlow +had almost determined that Walter Marrable did not intend to fall in +love with her. She had quite determined that she would not fall in +love with him till he did. What she might do in that case she had not +told herself. She was not quite sure. He was very nice,--but she was +not quite sure. One ought to be very fond of a young man, she said +to herself, before one falls in love with him. Nevertheless her mind +was by no means set against him. If one can oblige one's friends one +ought, she said, again to herself. + +She had brought him out a cup of coffee, and he was sitting in a +garden chair with a cigar in his mouth. They were Walter and Edith +to each other, just as though they were cousins. Indeed, it was +necessary that they should be cousins to each other, for the rest of +their lives, if no more. + + +[Illustration: She had brought him out a cup of coffee.] + + +"Let us drop the Captain and the Miss," he had said himself; "the +mischief is in it if you and I can't suppose ourselves to be +related." She had assented cordially, and had called him Walter +without a moment's hesitation. "Edith," he said to her now, after he +had sat for a minute or two with the coffee in his hand; "did you +ever hear of a certain cousin of ours, called Mary Lowther?" + +"Oh, dear, yes; she lives with Aunt Sarah at Loring; only Aunt Sarah +isn't my aunt, and Miss Lowther isn't my cousin." + +"Just so. She lives at Loring. Edith, I love you so much that I +wonder whether I may tell you the great secret of my life?" + +"Of course you may. I love secrets; and I specially love the secrets +of those who love me." She said this with a voice perfectly clear, +and a face without a sign of disappointment; but her little dream had +already been dissipated. She knew the secret as well as though it had +been told. + +"I was engaged to marry her." + +"And you will marry her?" + +"It was broken off,--when I thought that I should be forced to go to +India. The story is very long, and very sad. It is my own father who +has ruined me. But I will tell it you some day." Then he told it all, +as he was sitting there with his cigar in his hand. Stories may seem +to be very long, and yet be told very quickly. + +"But you will go back to her now?" said Edith. + +"She has not waited for me." + +"What do you mean?" + +"They tell me that she is to be married to a--to a--certain Mr. +Gilmore." + +"Already!" + +"He had offered to her twenty times before I ever saw her. She never +loved him, and does not now." + +"Who has told you this, Captain Marrable?" She had not intended to +alter her form of speech, and when she had done so would have given +anything to have called him then by his Christian name. + +"My Uncle John." + +"I would ask herself." + +"I mean to do so. But somehow, treated as I am here, I am bound to +tell my uncle of it first. And I cannot do that while Gregory is so +ill." + +"I must go up to my uncle now, Walter. And I do so hope she may be +true to you. And I do so hope I may like her. Don't believe anything +till she has told you herself." Saying this, Edith Brownlow returned +to the house, and at once put her dream quietly out of her sight. She +said nothing to her mother about it then. It was not necessary that +she should tell her mother as yet. + + + + +CHAPTER LIX. + +NEWS FROM DUNRIPPLE. + + +At the end of the first week in August news reached the vicarage at +Bullhampton that was not indeed very important to the family of Mr. +Fenwick, but which still seemed to have an immediate effect on their +lives and comfort. The Vicar for some days past had been, as regarded +himself, in a high good humour, in consequence of a communication +which he had received from Lord St. George. Further mention of this +communication must be made, but it may be deferred to the next +chapter, as other matters, more momentous, require our immediate +attention. Mr. Gilmore had pleaded very hard that a day might be +fixed, and had almost succeeded. Mary Lowther, driven into a corner, +had been able to give no reason why she should not fix a day, other +than this,--that Mr. Gilmore had promised her that she should not be +hurried. "What do you mean?" Mrs. Fenwick had said, angrily. "You +speak of the man who is to be your husband as though your greatest +happiness in life were to keep away from him." Mary Lowther had not +dared to answer that such would be her greatest happiness. Then news +had reached the vicarage of the illness of Gregory Marrable, and of +Walter Marrable's presence at Dunripple. This had come of course from +Aunt Sarah, at Loring; but it had come in such a manner as to seem to +justify, for a time, Mary's silence in reference to that question of +naming the day. The Marrables of Dunripple were not nearly related +to her. She had no personal remembrance of either Sir Gregory or his +son. But there was an importance attached to the tidings, which, if +analysed, would have been found to attach itself to Captain Marrable, +rather than to the two men who were ill; and this was tacitly allowed +to have an influence. Aunt Sarah had expressed her belief that +Gregory Marrable was dying; and had gone on to say,--trusting to the +known fact that Mary had engaged herself to Mr. Gilmore, and to the +fact, as believed to be a fact, that Walter was engaged to Edith +Brownlow,--had gone on to say that Captain Marrable would probably +remain at Dunripple, and would take immediate charge of the estate. +"I think there is no doubt," said Aunt Sarah, "that Captain Marrable +and Edith Brownlow will be married." Mary was engaged to Mr. Gilmore, +and why should not Aunt Sarah tell her news? + +The Squire, who had become elated and happy at the period of the +rubies, had, in three days, again fallen away into a state of angry +gloom, rather than of melancholy. He said very little just now either +to Fenwick or to Mrs. Fenwick about his marriage; and, indeed, he did +not say very much to Mary herself. Men were already at work about +the gardens at the Privets, and he would report to her what was done, +and would tell her that the masons and painters would begin in a few +days. Now and again he would ask for her company up to the place; and +she had been there twice at his instance since the day on which she +had gone after him of her own accord, and had fetched him down to +look at the jewels. But there was little or no sympathy between them. +Mary could not bring herself to care about the house or the gardens, +though she told herself again and again that there was she to live +for the remainder of her life. + +Two letters she received from her aunt at Loring within an interval +of three days, and these letters were both filled with details as to +the illness of Sir Gregory and his son, at Dunripple. Walter Marrable +sent accounts to his uncle, the parson, and Mrs. Brownlow sent +accounts to Miss Marrable herself. And then, on the day following the +receipt of the last of these two letters, there came one from Walter +Marrable himself, addressed to Mary Lowther. Gregory Marrable was +dead, and the letter announcing the death of the baronet's only son +was as follows:-- + + + Dunripple, August 12, 1868. + + MY DEAR MARY, + + I hardly know whether you will have expected that the news + which I have to tell you should reach you direct from me; + but I think, upon the whole, that it is better that I + should write. My cousin, Gregory Marrable, Sir Gregory's + only son, died this morning. I do not doubt but that you + know that he has been long ill. He has come to the end of + all his troubles, and the old baronet is now childless. He + also has been, and is still, unwell, though I do not know + that he is much worse than usual. He has been an invalid + for years and years. Of course he feels his son's death + acutely; for he is a father who has ever been good to his + son. But it always seems to me that old people become so + used to death, that they do not think of it as do we who + are younger. I have seen him twice to-day since the news + was told to him, and though he spoke of his son with + infinite sorrow, he was able to talk of other things. + + I write to you myself, especially, instead of getting one + of the ladies here to do so, because I think it proper + to tell you how things stand with myself. Everything is + changed with me since you and I parted because it was + necessary that I should seek my fortune in India. You + already know that I have abandoned that idea; and I now + find that I shall leave the army altogether. My uncle has + wished it since I first came here, and he now proposes + that I shall live here permanently. Of course the meaning + is that I should assume the position of his heir. My + father, with whom I personally will have no dealing in + the matter, stands between us. But I do suppose that the + family affairs will be so arranged that I may feel secure + that I shall not be turned altogether adrift upon the + world. + + Dear Mary,--I do not know how to tell you, that as regards + my future everything now depends on you. They have told me + that you have accepted an offer from Mr. Gilmore. I know + no more than this,--that they have told me so. If you will + tell me also that you mean to be his wife, I will say no + more. But until you tell me so, I will not believe it. I + do not think that you can ever love him as you certainly + once loved me;--and when I think of it, how short a time + ago that was! I know that I have no right to complain. + Our separation was my doing as much as yours. But I will + settle nothing as to my future life till I hear from + yourself whether or no you will come back to me. + + I shall remain here till after the funeral, which will + take place on Friday. On Monday I shall go back to + Birmingham. This is Sunday, and I shall expect to hear + from you before the week is over. If you bid me, I will be + with you early next week. If you tell me that my coming + will be useless,--why, then, I shall care very little what + happens. + + Yours, with all the love of my heart, + + WALTER MARRABLE. + + +Luckily for Mary she was alone when she read the letter. Her first +idea on reading it was to think of the words which she had used +when she had most ungraciously consented to become the wife of +Harry Gilmore. "Were he so placed that he could afford to marry a +poor wife, I should leave you and go to him." She remembered them +accurately. She had made up her mind at the time that she would say +them, thinking that thus he would be driven from her, and that she +would be at rest from his solicitation, from those of her friends, +and from the qualms of her own conscience. He had chosen to claim +her in spite of those words,--and now the thing had happened to +the possibility of which she had referred. Poor as she was, Walter +Marrable was able to make her his wife. She held in her hand his +letter telling her that it was so. All her heart was his,--as much +now as it had ever been; and it was impossible that she should not go +to him. She had told Mr. Gilmore herself that she could never love +again as she loved Walter Marrable. She had been driven to believe +that she could never be his wife, and she had separated herself from +him. She had separated herself from him, and persuaded herself that +it would be expedient for her to become the wife of this other man. +But up to this very moment she had never been able to overcome her +horror at the prospect. From day to day she had thought that she must +give it up, even when they were dinning into her ears the tidings +that Walter Marrable was to marry that girl at Dunripple. But that +had been a falsehood,--an absolute falsehood. There had been no such +thought in his bosom. He had never been untrue to her. Ah! how much +the nobler of the two had he been! + +And yet she had struggled hard to do right,--to think of others more +than of herself;--so to dispose of herself that she might be of some +use in the world. And it had come to this! It was quite impossible +now that she should marry Harry Gilmore. There had hitherto been +at any rate an attempt on her part to reconcile herself to that +marriage; but now the attempt was impossible. What right could she +have to refuse the man she loved when he told her that all his +happiness depended on her love! She could see it now. With all her +desire to do right, she had done foul wrong in accepting Mr. Gilmore. +She had done foul wrong, though she had complied with the advice of +all her friends. It could not but have been wrong, as it had brought +her to this,--her and him. But for the future, she might yet be +right,--if she only knew how. That it would be wrong to marry Harry +Gilmore,--to think of marrying him when her heart was so stirred by +the letter which she held in her hand,--of that she was quite sure. +She had done the man an injury for which she could never atone. Of +that she was well aware. But the injury was done and could not now be +undone. And had she not told him when he came to her, that she would +even yet return to Walter Marrable if Walter Marrable were able to +take her? + +She went down stairs, slowly, just before the hour for the children's +dinner, and found her friend, with one or two of the bairns, in the +garden. "Janet," she said, "I have had a letter from Dunripple." + +Mrs. Fenwick looked into her face, and saw that it was sad and +sorrowful. "What news, Mary?" + +"My cousin, Gregory Marrable, is--no more; he died on Sunday +morning." This was on the Tuesday. + +"You expected it, I suppose, from your aunt's letter?" + +"Oh, yes;--it has been sudden at last, it seems." + +"And Sir Gregory?" + +"He is pretty well. He is getting better." + +"I pity him the loss of his son;--poor old man!" Mrs. Fenwick was far +too clever not to see that the serious, solemn aspect of Mary's face +was not due altogether to the death of a distant cousin, whom she +herself did not even remember;--but she was too wise, also, to refer +to what she presumed to be Mary's special grief at the moment. Mary +was doubtless thinking of the altered circumstances of her cousin +Walter; but it was as well now that she should speak as little as +possible about that cousin. Mrs. Fenwick could not turn altogether to +another subject, but she would, if possible, divert her friend from +her present thoughts. "Shall you go into mourning?" she asked; "he +was only your second cousin; but people have ideas so different about +those things." + +"I do not know," said Mary, listlessly. + +"If I were you, I would consult Mr. Gilmore. He has a right to be +consulted. If you do, it should be very slight." + +"I shall go into mourning," said Mary, suddenly,--remembering at the +moment what was Walter's position in the household at Dunripple. Then +the tears came up into her eyes, she knew not why; and she walked off +by herself amidst the garden shrubs. Mrs. Fenwick watched her as she +went, but could not quite understand it. Those tears had not been for +a second cousin who had never been known. And then, during the last +few weeks, Mary, in regard to herself, had been prone to do anything +that Mr. Gilmore would advise, as though she could make up by +obedience for the want of that affection which she owed to him. Now, +when she was told that she ought to consult Mr. Gilmore, she flatly +refused to do so. + +Mary came up the garden a few minutes afterwards, and as she passed +towards the house, she begged to be excused from going into lunch +that day. Lord St. George was coming up to lunch at the vicarage, as +will be explained in the next chapter. + + + + +CHAPTER LX. + +LORD ST. GEORGE IS VERY CUNNING. + + +Lord St. George began to throw his oil upon the waters in reference +to that unfortunate chapel at Bullhampton a day or two after his +interview with his father in the lawyer's chambers. His father had +found himself compelled to yield; had been driven, as it were, by the +Fates, to accord to his son permission to do as his son should think +best. There came to be so serious a trouble in consequence of that +terrible mistake of Packer's, that the poor old Marquis was unable to +defend himself from the necessity of yielding. On that day, before he +left his son at Westminster, when their roads lay into the different +council-chambers of the state, he had prayed hard that the oil might +not be very oily. But his son would not bate him an inch of his +surrender. + +"He is so utterly worthless," the Marquis had said, pleading hard as +he spoke of his enemy. + +"I'm not quite sure, my lord, that you understand the man," St. +George had said. "You hate him, and no doubt he hates you." + +"Horribly!" ejaculated the Marquis. + +"You intend to be as good as you know how to be to all those people +at Bullhampton?" + +"Indeed I do, St. George," said the Marquis, almost with tears in his +eyes. + +"And I shouldn't wonder if he did, too." + +"But look at his life," said the Marquis. + +"It isn't always easy to look at a man's life. We are always looking +at men's lives, and always making mistakes. The bishop thinks he +is a good sort of fellow, and the bishop isn't the man to like a +debauched, unbelieving, reckless parson, who, according to your +ideas, must be leading a life of open shame and profligacy. I'm +inclined to think there must be a mistake." + +The unfortunate Marquis groaned deeply as he walked away to the +august chamber of the Lords. + +These and such like are the troubles that sit heavy on a man's heart. +If search for bread, and meat, and raiment, be set aside, then, +beyond that, our happiness or misery here depends chiefly on success +or failure in small things. Though a man when he turns into bed may +be sure that he has unlimited thousands at his command, though +all society be open to him, though he know himself to be esteemed +handsome, clever, and fashionable, even though his digestion be good, +and he have no doctor to deny him tobacco, champagne, or made dishes, +still, if he be conscious of failure there where he has striven to +succeed, even though it be in the humbling of an already humble +adversary, he will stretch, and roll, and pine,--a wretched being. +How happy is he who can get his fretting done for him by deputy! + +Lord St. George wrote to the parson a few days after his interview +with his father. He and Lord Trowbridge occupied the same house in +London, and always met at breakfast; but nothing further was said +between them during the remaining days in town upon the subject. Lord +St. George wrote to the parson, and his father had left London for +Turnover before Mr. Fenwick's answer was received. + + + MY DEAR SIR,--(Lord St. George had said,)--My father + has put into my hands your letter about the dissenting + chapel at Bullhampton. It seems to me, that he has made a + mistake, and that you are very angry. Couldn't we arrange + this little matter without fighting? There is not a + landlord in England more desirous of doing good to his + tenants than my father; and I am quite willing to believe + that there is not an incumbent in England more desirous of + doing good to his parishioners than you. I leave London + for Wiltshire on Saturday the 11th. If you will meet me I + will drive over to Bullhampton on Monday the 13th. + + Yours truly, + + ST. GEORGE. + + No doubt you'll agree with me in thinking that internecine + fighting in a parish between the landlord and the + clergyman cannot be for the good of the people. + + +Thus it was that Lord St. George began to throw his oil upon the +waters. + +It may be a doubt whether it should be ascribed to Mr. Fenwick as a +weakness or a strength that, though he was very susceptible of anger, +and though he could maintain his anger at glowing heat as long as +fighting continued, it would all evaporate and leave him harmless +as a dove at the first glimpse of an olive-branch. He knew this so +well of himself, that it would sometimes be a regret to him in the +culmination of his wrath that he would not be able to maintain it +till the hour of his revenge should come. On receiving Lord St. +George's letter, he at once sat down and wrote to that nobleman, +telling him that he would be happy to see him at lunch on the Monday +at two o'clock. Then there came a rejoinder from Lord St. George, +saying that he would be at the vicarage at the hour named. + +Mrs. Fenwick was of course there to entertain the nobleman, whom she +had never seen before, and during the lunch very little was said +about the chapel, and not a word was said about other causes of +complaint. + +"That is a terrible building, Mrs. Fenwick," Lord St. George had +remarked. + +"We're getting used to it now," Mrs. Fenwick had replied; "and Mr. +Fenwick thinks it good for purposes of mortification." + +"We must see and move the sackcloth and ashes a little further off," +said his lordship. + +Then they ate their lunch, and talked about the parish, and expressed +a joint hope that the Grinder would be hung at Salisbury. + +"Now let us go and see the corpus delicti," said the Vicar as soon as +they had drawn their chairs from the table. + +The two men went out and walked round the chapel, and, finding it +open, walked into it. Of course there were remarks made by both of +them. It was acknowledged that it was ugly, misplaced, uncomfortable, +detestable to the eye, and ear, and general feeling,--except in so +far as it might suit the wants of people who were not sufficiently +educated to enjoy the higher tone, and more elaborate language of +the Church of England services. It was thus that they spoke to each +other, quite in an æsthetic manner. + +Lord St. George had said as he entered the chapel, that it must come +down as a matter of course; and the Vicar had suggested that there +need be no hurry. + +"They tell me that it must be removed some day," said the Vicar, "but +as I am not likely to leave the parish, nobody need start the matter +for a year or two." Lord St. George was declaring that advantage +could not be taken of such a concession on Mr. Fenwick's part, when +a third person entered the building, and walked towards them with a +quick step. + +"Here is Mr. Puddleham, the minister," said Mr. Fenwick; and the +future lord of Bullhampton was introduced to the present owner of the +pulpit under which they were standing. + +"My lord," said the minister, "I am proud, indeed, to have the honour +of meeting your lordship in our new chapel, and of expressing to your +lordship the high sense entertained by me and my congregation of +your noble father's munificent liberality to us in the matter of the +land." + +In saying this Mr. Puddleham never once turned his face upon the +Vicar. He presumed himself at the present moment to be at feud with +the Vicar in most deadly degree. Though the Vicar would occasionally +accost him in the village, he always answered the Vicar as though +they two were enemies. He had bowed when he came up the chapel, but +he had bowed to the stranger. If the Vicar took any of that courtesy +to himself, that was not his fault. + +"I'm afraid we were a little too quick there," said Lord St. George. + +"I hope not, my lord; I hope not. I have heard a rumour; but I have +inquired. I have inquired, and--" + +"The truth is, Mr. Puddleham, that we are standing on Mr. Fenwick's +private ground this moment." + +"You are quite welcome to the use of it, Mr. Puddleham," said the +Vicar. Mr. Puddleham assumed a look of dignity, and frowned. He could +not even yet believe that his friend the Marquis had made so fatal a +mistake. + +"We must build you another chapel,--that will be about the long and +short of it, Mr. Puddleham." + +"My lord, I should think there must be some--mistake. Some error must +have crept in somewhere, my lord. I have made inquiry--" + +"It has been a very big error," said Lord St. George, "and it has +crept into Mr. Fenwick's glebe in a very palpable form. There is no +use in discussing it, Mr. Puddleham." + +"And why didn't the reverend gentleman claim the ground when the +works were commenced?" demanded the indignant minister, turning now +for the first time to the Vicar, and doing so with a visage full of +wrath, and a graceful uplifting of his right hand. + +"The reverend gentleman was very ignorant of matters with which he +ought to have been better acquainted," said Mr. Fenwick himself. + +"Very ignorant, indeed," said Mr. Puddleham. "My lord, I am inclined +to think that we can assert our right to this chapel and maintain it. +My lord, I am of opinion that the whole hierarchy of the Episcopal +Established Church in England cannot expel us. My lord, who will be +the man to move the first brick from this sacred edifice?" And Mr. +Puddleham pointed up to the pulpit as though he knew well where that +brick was ever to be found when duty required its presence. "My lord, +I would propose that nothing should be done; and then let us see who +will attempt to close this chapel door against the lambs of the Lord +who come here for pasture in their need." + +"The lambs shall have pasture and shall have their pastor," said St. +George, laughing. "We'll move this chapel to ground that is our own, +and make everything as right as a trivet for you. You don't want to +intrude, I'm sure." + +Mr. Puddleham's eloquence was by no means exhausted; but at last, +when they had left the chapel, and the ground immediately around the +chapel which Mr. Puddleham would insist upon regarding as his own, +they did manage to shake him off. + +"And now, Mr. Fenwick," said Lord St. George, in his determined +purpose to throw oil upon the waters, "what is this unfortunate +quarrel between you and my father?" + +"You had better ask him that, my lord." + +"I have asked him, of course,--and of course he has no answer to +make. No doubt you intended to enrage him when you wrote him that +letter which he showed me." + +"Certainly I did." + +"I hardly see how good is to be done by angering an old man who +stands high in the world's esteem." + +"Had he not stood high, my lord, I should probably have passed him +by." + +"I can understand all that,--that one man should be a mark for +another's scorn because he is a Marquis, and wealthy. But what I +can't understand is, that such a one as you should think that good +can come from it." + +"Do you know what your father has said of me?" + +"I've no doubt you both say very hard things of each other." + +"I never said an evil thing of him behind his back that I have +not said as strongly to his face," said Mr. Fenwick, with much of +indignation in his tone. + +"Do you really think that that mitigates the injury done to my +father?" said Lord St. George. + +"Do you know that he has complained of me to the bishop?" + +"Yes,--and the bishop took your part." + +"No thanks to your father, Lord St. George. Do you know that he has +accused me publicly of the grossest vices; that he has,--that he +has,--that he has--. There is nothing so bad that he hasn't said it +of me." + +"Upon my word, I think you are even with him, Mr. Fenwick, I do +indeed." + +"What I have said, I have said to his face. I have made no accusation +against him. Come, my lord, I am willing enough to let bygones be +bygones. If Lord Trowbridge will condescend to say that he will drop +all animosity to me, I will forgive him the injuries he has done me. +But I cannot admit myself to have been wrong." + +"I never knew any man who would," said Lord St. George. + +"If the Marquis will put out his hand to me, I will accept it," said +the Vicar. + +"Allow me to do so on his behalf," said the son. + +And thus the quarrel was presumed to be healed. Lord St. George went +to the inn for his horse, and the Vicar, as he walked across to the +vicarage, felt that he had been--done. This young lord had been very +clever,--and had treated the quarrel as though on even terms, as if +the offences on each side had been equal. And yet the Vicar knew very +well that he had been right,--right without a single slip,--right +from the beginning to the end. "He has been clever," he said to +himself, "and he shall have the advantage of his cleverness." Then he +resolved that as far as he was concerned the quarrel should in truth +be over. + + + + +CHAPTER LXI. + +MARY LOWTHER'S TREACHERY. + + +While the Vicar was listening to the eloquence of Mr. Puddleham in +the chapel, and was being cozened out of his just indignation by Lord +St. George, a terrible scene was going on in the drawing-room of +the vicarage. Mary Lowther, as the reader knows, had declared that +she would wear mourning for her distant cousin, and had declined to +appear at lunch before Lord St. George. Mrs. Fenwick, putting these +things together, knew that much was the matter, but she did not know +how much. She did not as yet anticipate the terrible state of things +which was to be made known to her that afternoon. + +Mary was quite aware that the thing must be settled. In the first +place she must answer Captain Marrable's letter. And then it was her +bounden duty to let Mr. Gilmore know her mind as soon as she knew it +herself. It might be easy enough for her to write to Walter Marrable. +That which she had to say to him would be pleasant enough in the +saying. But that could not be said till the other thing should be +unsaid. And how was that unsaying to be accomplished? Nothing could +be done without the aid of Mrs. Fenwick; and now she was afraid of +Mrs. Fenwick,--as the guilty are always afraid of those who will have +to judge their guilt. While the children were at dinner, and while +the lord was sitting at lunch, she remained up in her own room. From +her window she could see the two men walking across the vicarage +grounds towards the chapel, and she knew that her friend would be +alone. Her story must be told to Mrs. Fenwick, and to Mrs. Fenwick +only. It would be impossible for her to speak of her determination +before the Vicar till he should have received a first notice of it +from his wife. And there certainly must be no delay. The men were +hardly out of sight before she had resolved to go down at once. She +looked at herself in the glass, and spunged the mark of tears from +her eyes, and smoothed her hair, and then descended. She never before +had felt so much in fear of her friend; and yet it was her friend +who was mainly the cause of this mischief which surrounded her, and +who had persuaded her to evil. At Janet Fenwick's instance she had +undertaken to marry a man whom she did not love; and yet she feared +to go to Janet Fenwick with the story of her repentance. Why not +indignantly demand of her friend assistance in extricating herself +from the injury which that friend had brought upon her? + +She found Mrs. Fenwick with the children in the little breakfast +parlour to which they had been banished by the coming of Lord St. +George. "Janet," she said, "come and take a turn with me in the +garden." It was now the middle of August, and life at the vicarage +was spent almost as much out of doors as within. The ladies went +about with parasols, and would carry their hats hanging in their +hands. There was no delay therefore, and the two were on the +gravel-path almost as soon as Mary's request was made. "I did not +show you my letter from Dunripple," she said, putting her hand into +her pocket; "but I might as well do so now. You will have to read +it." + +She took out the document, but did not at once hand it to her +companion. "Is there anything wrong, Mary?" said Mrs. Fenwick. + +"Wrong. Yes;--very, very wrong. Janet, it is no use your talking to +me. I have quite made up my mind. I cannot and I will not marry Mr. +Gilmore." + +"Mary, this is insanity." + +"You may say what you please, but I am determined. I cannot and I +will not. Will you help me out of my difficulty?" + +"Certainly not in the way you mean;--certainly not. It cannot be +either for your good or for his. After what has passed, how on earth +could you bring yourself to make such a proposition to him?" + +"I do not know; that is what I feel the most. I do not know how +I shall tell him. But he must be told. I thought that perhaps Mr. +Fenwick would do it." + +"I am quite sure he will do nothing of the kind. Think of it, Mary. +How can you bring yourself to be so false to a man?" + +"I have not been false to him. I have been false to myself, but never +to him. I told him how it was. When you drove me on--" + +"Drove you on, Mary?" + +"I do not mean to be ungrateful, or to say hard things; but when +you made me feel that if he were satisfied I also might put up with +it, I told him that I could never love him. I told him that I did +love, and ever should love, Walter Marrable. I told him that I had +nothing--nothing--nothing to give him. But he would take no answer +but the one; and I did--I did give it him. I know I did; and I have +never had a moment of happiness since. And now has come this letter. +Janet, do not be cruel to me. Do not speak to me as though everything +must be stern and hard and cruel." Then she handed up the letter, and +Mrs. Fenwick read it as they walked. + +"And is he to be made a tool, because the other man has changed his +mind?" said Mrs. Fenwick. + +"Walter has never changed his mind." + +"His plans, then. It comes to the same thing. Do you know that you +will have to answer for his life, or for his reason? Have you not +learned yet to understand the constancy of his nature?" + +"Is it my fault that he should be constant? I told him when he +offered to me that if Walter were to come back to me and ask me +again, I should go to him in spite of any promise that I had made. I +said so as plain as I am saying this to you." + +"I am quite sure that he did not understand it so." + +"Janet, indeed he did." + +"No man would have submitted himself to an engagement with such a +condition. It is quite impossible. What! Mr. Gilmore knew when you +took him that if this gentleman should choose to change his mind at +any moment before you were actually married, you would walk off and +go back to him!" + +"I told him so, Janet. He will not deny that I told him so. When +I told him so, I was sure that he would have declined such an +engagement. But he did not, and I had no way of escape. Janet, if you +could know what I have been suffering, you would not be cruel to me. +Think what it would have been to you to have to marry a man you did +not love, and to break the heart of one you did love. Of course Mr. +Gilmore is your friend." + +"He is our friend!" + +"And, of course, you do not care for Captain Marrable?" + +"I never even saw him." + +"But you might put yourself in my place, and judge fairly between us. +There has not been a thought or a feeling in my heart concealed from +you since first all this began. You have known that I have never +loved your friend." + +"I know that, after full consideration, you have accepted him; and +I know also, that he is a man who will devote his whole life to make +you happy." + +"It can never be. You may as well believe me. If you will not help +me, nor Mr. Fenwick, I must tell him myself;--or I must write to him +and leave the place suddenly. I know that I have behaved badly. I +have tried to do right, but I have done wrong. When I came here I was +very unhappy. How could I help being unhappy when I had lost all that +I cared for in the world? Then you told me that I might at any rate +be of some use to some one, by marrying your friend. You do not know +how I strove to make myself fond of him! And then, at last, when +the time came that I had to answer him, I thought that I would tell +him everything. I thought that if I told him the truth he would see +that we had better be apart. But when I told him, leaving him, as +I imagined, no choice but to reject me,--he chose to take me. Well, +Janet; at any rate, then, as I was taught to believe, there was no +one to be ruined by this,--no one to be broken on the wheel,--but +myself: and I thought that if I struggled, I might so do my duty that +he might be satisfied. I see that I was wrong, but you should not +rebuke me for it. I had tried to do as you bade me. But I did tell +him that if ever this thing happened I should leave him. It has +happened, and I must leave him." Mrs. Fenwick had let her speak on +without interrupting her, intending when she had finished, to say +definitely, that they at the vicarage could not make themselves +parties to any treason towards Mr. Gilmore; but when Mary had come to +the end of her story her friend's heart was softened towards her. She +walked silently along the path, refraining at any rate from those +bitter arguments with which she had at first thought to confound Mary +in her treachery. "I do think you love me," said Mary. + +"Indeed I love you." + +"Then help me; do help me. I will go on my knees to him to beg his +pardon." + +"I do not know what to say to it. Begging his pardon will be of no +avail. As for myself, I should not dare to tell him. We used to +think, when he was hopeless before, that dwelling on it all would +drive him to some absolute madness. And it will be worse now. Of +course it will be worse." + +"What am I to do?" Mary paused a moment, and then added, +sharply,--"There is one thing I will not do; I will not go to the +altar and become his wife." + +"I suppose I had better tell Frank," said Mrs. Fenwick, after another +pause. + +This was, of course, what Mary Lowther desired, but she begged for +and obtained permission not to see the Vicar herself that evening. +She would keep her own room that night, and meet him the next morning +before prayers as best she might. + +When the Vicar came back to the house, his mind was so full of the +chapel, and Lord St. George, and the admirable manner in which he had +been cajoled out of his wrath without the slightest admission on the +part of the lord that his father had ever been wrong,--his thoughts +were so occupied with all this, and with Mr. Puddleham's oratory, +that he did not at first give his wife an opportunity of telling Mary +Lowther's story. + +"We shall all of us have to go over to Turnover next week," he said. + +"You may go. I won't." + +"And I shouldn't wonder if the Marquis were to offer me a better +living, so that I might be close to him. We are to be the lamb and +the wolf sitting down together." + +"And which is to be the lamb?" + +"That does not matter. But the worst of it is, Puddleham won't come +and be a lamb too. Here am I, who have suffered pretty nearly as +much as St. Paul, have forgiven all my enemies all round, and shaken +hands with the Marquis by proxy, while Puddleham has been man enough +to maintain the dignity of his indignation. The truth is, that the +possession of a grievance is the one state of human blessedness. As +long as the chapel was there, malgré moi, I could revel in my wrong. +It turns out now that I can send poor Puddleham adrift to-morrow, +and he immediately becomes the hero of the hour. I wish your +brother-in-law had not been so officious in finding it all out." + +Mrs. Fenwick postponed her story till the evening. + +"Where is Mary?" Fenwick asked, when dinner was announced. + +"She is not quite well, and will not come down. Wait awhile, and you +shall be told." He did wait; but the moment that they were alone +again he asked his question. Then Mrs. Fenwick told the whole story, +hardly expressing an opinion herself as she told it. "I don't think +she is to be shaken," she said at last. + +"She is behaving very badly,--very badly,--very badly." + +"I am not quite sure, Frank, whether we have behaved wisely," said +his wife. + +"If it must be told him, it will drive him mad," said Fenwick. + +"I think it must be told." + +"And I am to tell it?" + +"That is what she asks." + +"I can't say that I have made up my mind; but, as far as I can see at +present, I will do nothing of the kind. She has no right to expect +it." + +Before they went to bed, however, he also had been somewhat softened. +When his wife declared, with tears in her eyes, that she would never +interfere at match-making again, he began to perceive that he also +had endeavoured to be a match-maker and had failed. + + + + +CHAPTER LXII. + +UP AT THE PRIVETS. + + +The whole of the next day was passed in wretchedness by the party at +the vicarage. The Vicar, as he greeted Miss Lowther in the morning, +had not meant to be severe, having been specially cautioned against +severity by his wife; but he had been unable not to be silent and +stern. Not a word was spoken about Mr. Gilmore till after breakfast, +and then it was no more than a word. + +"I would think better of this, Mary," said the Vicar. + +"I cannot think better of it," she replied. + +He refused, however, to go to Mr. Gilmore that day, demanding that +she should have another day in which to revolve the matter in her +mind. It was understood, however, that if she persisted he would +break the matter to her lover. Then this trouble was aggravated by +the coming of Mr. Gilmore to the vicarage, though it may be that the +visit was of use by preparing him in some degree for the blow. When +he came Mary was not to be seen. Fancying that he might call, she +remained up-stairs all day, and Mrs. Fenwick was obliged to say that +she was unwell. "Is she really ill?" the poor man had asked. Mrs. +Fenwick, driven hard by the difficulty of her position, had said +that she did not believe Mary to be very ill, but that she was so +discomposed by news from Dunripple that she could not come down. "I +should have thought that I might have seen her," said Mr. Gilmore, +with that black frown upon his brow which now they all knew so well. +Mrs. Fenwick made no reply, and then the unhappy man went away. He +wanted no further informant to tell him that the woman to whom he was +pledged regarded her engagement to him with aversion. + +"I must see her again before I go," Fenwick said to his wife the next +morning. And he did see her. But Mary was absolutely firm. When he +remarked that she was pale and worn and ill, she acknowledged that +she had not closed her eyes during those two nights. + +"And it must be so?" he asked, holding her hand tenderly. + +"I am so grieved that you should have such a mission," she replied. + +Then he explained to her that he was not thinking of himself, sad as +the occasion would be to him. But if this great sorrow could have +been spared to his friend! It could not, however, be spared. Mary was +quite firm, at any rate as to that. No consideration should induce +her now to marry Mr. Gilmore. Mr. Fenwick, on her behalf, might +express his regret for the grief she had caused in any terms that +he might think fit to use,--might humiliate her to the ground if he +thought it proper. And yet, had not Mr. Gilmore sinned more against +her than had she against him? Had not the manner in which he had +grasped at her hand been unmanly and unworthy? But of this, though +she thought much of it, she said nothing now to Mr. Fenwick. This +commission to the Vicar was that he should make her free; and in +doing this he might use what language, and make what confessions he +pleased. He must, however, make her free. + +After breakfast he started upon his errand with a very heavy heart. +He loved his friend dearly. Between these two there had grown up now +during a period of many years, that undemonstrative, unexpressed, +almost unconscious affection which, with men, will often make the +greatest charm of their lives, but which is held by women to be quite +unsatisfactory and almost nugatory. It may be doubted whether either +of them had ever told the other of his regard. "Yours always," in +writing, was the warmest term that was ever used. Neither ever +dreamed of suggesting that the absence of the other would be a cause +of grief or even of discomfort. They would bicker with each other, +and not unfrequently abuse each other. Chance threw them much +together, but they never did anything to assist chance. Women, who +love each other as well, will always be expressing their love, always +making plans to be together, always doing little things each for the +gratification of the other, constantly making presents backwards and +forwards. These two men had never given any thing, one to the other, +beyond a worn-out walking-stick, or a cigar. They were rough to each +other, caustic, and almost ill-mannered. But they thoroughly trusted +each other; and the happiness, prosperity, and, above all, the honour +of the one were, to the other, matters of keenest moment. The bigger +man of the two, the one who felt rather than knew himself to be the +bigger, had to say that which would go nigh to break his friend's +heart, and the task which he had in hand made him sick at his own +heart. He walked slowly across the fields, turning over in his own +mind the words he would use. His misery for his friend was infinitely +greater than any that he had suffered on his own account, either in +regard to Mr. Puddleham's chapel or the calumny of the Marquis. + +He found Gilmore sauntering about the stable yard. "Old fellow," he +said, "come along, I have got something to say to you." + +"It is about Mary, I suppose?" + +"Well, yes; it is about Mary. You mustn't be a woman, Harry, or let a +woman make you seriously wretched." + +"I know it all. That will do. You need not say anything more." Then +he put his hands into the pockets of his shooting coat, and walked +off as though all had been said that was necessary. Fenwick had told +his message and might now go away. As for himself, in the sharpness +of his agony he had as yet made no scheme for a future purpose. Only +this he had determined. He would see that false woman once again, and +tell her what he thought of her conduct. + +But Fenwick knew that his task was not yet done. Gilmore might walk +off, but he was bound to follow the unhappy man. + +"Harry," he said, "you had better let me come with you for awhile. +You had better hear what I have to say." + +"I want to hear nothing more. What good can it be? Like a fool, I +had set my fortune on one cast of the die, and I have lost it. Why +she should have added on the misery and disgrace of the last few +weeks to the rest, I cannot imagine. I suppose it has been her way of +punishing me for my persistency." + +"It has not been that, Harry." + +"God knows what it has been. I do not understand it." He had turned +from the stables towards the house, and had now come to a part of +the grounds in which workmen were converting a little paddock in +front of the house into a garden. The gardener was there with four or +five labourers, and planks, and barrows, and mattocks, and heaps of +undistributed earth and gravel were spread about. "Give over with +this," he said to the gardener, angrily. The man touched his hat, and +stood amazed. "Leave it, I say, and send these men away. Pay them for +the work, and let them go." + +"You don't mean as we are to leave it all like this, sir?" + +"I do mean that you are to leave it just as it is." There was a man +standing with a shovel in his hand levelling some loose earth, and +the Squire, going up to him, took the shovel from him and threw it +upon the ground. "When I say a thing, I mean it. Ambrose, take these +men away. I will not have another stroke of work done here." The +Vicar came up to him and whispered into his ear a prayer that he +would not expose himself before the men; but the Squire cared nothing +for his friend's whisper. He shook off the Vicar's hand from his arm +and stalked away into the house. + +Two rooms, the two drawing-rooms as they were called, on the ground +floor had been stripped of the old paper, and were now in that state +of apparent ruin which always comes upon such rooms when workmen +enter them with their tools. There were tressels with a board across +them, on which a man was standing at this moment, whose business it +was to decorate the ceiling. + +"That will do," said the Squire. "You may get down, and leave the +place." The man stood still on his board with his eyes open and his +brush in his hand. "I have changed my mind, and you may come down," +said Mr. Gilmore. "Tell Mr. Cross to send me his bill for what he has +done, and it shall be paid. Come down, when I tell you. I will have +nothing further touched in the house." He went from room to room and +gave the same orders, and, after a while, succeeded in turning the +paper-hangers and painters out of the house. Fenwick had followed +him from room to room, making every now and then an attempt at +remonstrance; but the Squire had paid no attention either to his +words or to his presence. + +At last they were alone together in Gilmore's own study or office, +and then the Vicar spoke. "Harry," he said, "I am, indeed, surprised +that such a one as you should not have more manhood at his command." + +"Were you ever tried as I am?" + +"What matters that? You are responsible for your own conduct, and I +tell you that your conduct is unmanly." + +"Why should I have the rooms done up? I shall never live here. +What is it to me how they are left? The sooner I stop a useless +expenditure the better. It was being done for her, not for me." + +"Of course you will live here." + +"You know nothing about it. You cannot know anything about it. Why +has she treated me in this way? To send up to a man and simply tell +him that she has changed her mind! God in heaven!--that you should +bring me such a message!" + +"You have not allowed me to give my message yet." + +"Give it me, then, and have done with it. Has she not sent you to +tell me that she has changed her mind?" + +Now that opportunity was given to him, the Vicar did not know how +to tell his message. "Perhaps it would have been better that Janet +should have come to you." + +"It don't make much difference who comes. She'll never come again. I +don't suppose, Frank, you can understand the sort of love I have had +for her. You have never been driven by failure to such longing as +mine has been. And then I thought it had come at last!" + +"Will you be patient while I speak to you, Harry?" said the Vicar, +again taking him by the arm. They had now left the house, and were +out alone among the shrubs. + +"Patient! yes; I think I am patient. Nothing further can hurt me +now;--that's one comfort." + +"Mary bids me remind you,"--Gilmore shuddered and shook himself when +Mary Lowther's name was mentioned, but he did not attempt to stop the +Vicar,--"she bids me remind you that when the other day she consented +to be your wife, she did so--." He tried to tell it all, but he could +not. How could he tell the man the story which Mary had told to him? + +"I understand," said Gilmore. "It's all of no use, and you are +troubling yourself for nothing. She told me that she did not care a +straw for me;--but she accepted me." + +"If that was the case, you were both wrong." + +"It was the case. I don't say who was wrong, but the punishment has +come upon me only. Look here, Frank; I will not take this message +from you. I will not even give her up yet. I have a right, at least, +to see her, and see her I will. I don't suppose you will try to +prevent me?" + +"She must do as she pleases, Harry, as long as she is in my house." + +"She shall see me. She is self-willed enough, but she shall not +refuse me that. Be so good as to tell her with my compliments, that I +expect her to see me. A man is not going to be treated like this, and +then not speak his own mind. Be good enough to tell her that from me. +I demand an interview." So saying he turned upon his heel, and walked +quickly away through the shrubbery. + +The Vicar stood for awhile to think, and then slowly returned to the +vicarage by himself. What Gilmore had said to him was true enough. He +had, indeed, never been tried after that fashion. It did seem to him +that his friend was in fact broken-hearted. Harry Gilmore might live +on,--as is the way with men and women who are broken-hearted;--but +life for the present, life for some years to come, could be to him +only a burden. + + + + +CHAPTER LXIII. + +THE MILLER TELLS HIS TROUBLES. + + +When the Vicar went on his unhappy mission to the Squire's house +Carry Brattle had been nearly two months at the mill. During that +time both Mr. and Mrs. Fenwick had seen her more than once, and at +last she had been persuaded to go to church with her sister. On the +previous Sunday she had crept through the village at Fanny's side, +and had taken a place provided for her in the dark corner of a dark +pew under the protection of a thick veil. Fanny walked with her +boldly across the village street, as though she were not in any +slightest degree ashamed of her companion, and sat by her side, and +then conveyed her home. On the next Sunday the sacrament would be +given, and this was done in preparation for that day. + +Things had not gone very pleasantly at the mill. Up to this moment +old Brattle had expressed no forgiveness towards his daughter, had +uttered no word of affection to her, had made no sign that he had +again taken her to his bosom as his own child. He had spoken to her, +because in the narrow confines of their home it was almost impossible +that he should live in the house with her without doing so. Carry had +gradually fallen into the way of doing her share of the daily work. +She cooked, and baked, and strove hard that her presence in the house +should be found to be a comfort. She was useful, and the very fact of +her utility brought her father into a certain state of communion with +her; but he never addressed her specially, never called her by her +name, and had not yet even acknowledged to his wife or to Fanny that +he recognised her as one of the family. They had chosen to bring her +in against his will, and he would not turn their guest from the door. +It was thus that he seemed to regard his daughter's presence in the +mill-house. + +Under this treatment Carry was becoming restive and impatient. On +such an occasion as that of going to church and exposing herself to +the eyes of those who had known her as an innocent, laughing, saucy +girl, she could not but be humble, quiet, and awestruck; but at home +she was beginning again gradually to assert her own character. "If +father won't speak to me, I'd better go," she said to Fanny. + +"And where will you go to, Carry?" + +"I dun' know;--into the mill-pond would be best for them as belongs +to me. I suppose there ain't anybody as 'd have me?" + +"Nobody can have you as will love you as we do, Carry." + +"Why won't father come round and speak to me? You can't tell what +it is to have him looking at one that way. I sometimes feels like +getting up and telling him to turn me out if he won't speak a word to +me." But Fanny had softened her, and encouraged her, bidding her wait +still again, explaining the sorrow that weighed upon their father's +heart as well as she could without saying a single cruel word as to +Carry's past life. Fanny's task was not easy, and it was made the +harder by their mother's special tenderness towards Carry. "The less +she says and the more she does, the better for her," said Fanny to +her mother. "You shouldn't let her talk about father." Mrs. Brattle +did not attempt to argue the matter with her elder daughter, but she +found it to be quite out of her power to restrain Carry's talking. + +During these two months old Brattle had not even seen either his +landlord or the Vicar. They had both been at the mill, but the +miller had kept himself up among his grist, and had not condescended +to come down to them. Nor had he even, since Carry's return, been +seen in Bullhampton, or even up on the high road leading to it. He +held no communion with men other than was absolutely necessary for +his business, feeling himself to be degraded, not so much by his +daughter's fall as by his concession to his fallen daughter. He would +sit out in the porch of an evening, and smoke his pipe; but if he +heard a footstep on the lane he would retreat, and cross the plank +and get among the wheels of his mill, or out into the orchard. Of +Sam nothing had been heard. He was away, it was believed in Durham, +working at some colliery engine. He gave no sign of himself to his +mother or sister; but it was understood that he would appear at +the assizes, towards the end of the present month, as he had been +summoned there as a witness at the trial of the two men for the +murder of Mr. Trumbull. + +And Carry, also, was to be a witness at the assizes; and, as it was +believed, a witness much more material than her brother. Indeed, it +was beginning to be thought that after all Sam would have no evidence +to give. If, indeed, he had had nothing to do with the murder, it was +not probable that any of the circumstances of the murder would have +been confided to him. He had, it seemed, been on intimate terms with +the man Acorn,--and, through Acorn, had known Burrows and the old +woman who lived at Pycroft Common, the mother of Burrows. He had been +in their company when they first visited Bullhampton, and had, as we +know, invited them into the Vicar's garden,--much to the damage of +Mr. Burrows' shoulder-blade; but it was believed that beyond this he +could say nothing as to the murder. But Carry Brattle was presumed +to have a closer knowledge of at least one of the men. She had now +confessed to her sister that, after leaving Bullhampton, she had +consented to become Acorn's wife. She had known then but little of +his mode of life or past history; but he was young, good-looking, +fairly well-dressed, and had promised to marry her. By him she was +taken to the cottage on Pycroft Common, and by him she had certainly +been visited on the morning after the murder. He had visited her and +given her money;--and since that, according to her own story, she had +neither seen him nor heard from him. She had never cared for him, +she told her sister; but what was that to one such as her as long as +he would make her an honest woman? All this was repeated by Fanny +Brattle to Mrs. Fenwick;--and now the assizes were at hand, and how +was Carry to demean herself there? Who would take her? Who would +stand near her and support her, and save her from falling into that +abyss of self-abasement and almost of self-annihilation which would +be her doom, unless there were some one there to give her strength +and aid? + +"I would not go to Salisbury at all during the assizes, if I were +you," Mrs. Fenwick had said to her husband. The Vicar understood +thoroughly what was meant. Because of the evil things which had +been said of him by that stupid old Marquis whom he had been +cheated into forgiving, he was not to be allowed to give a helping +hand to his parishioner! Nevertheless, he acknowledged his wife's +wisdom,--tacitly, as is fitting when such acknowledgments have to be +made; and he contented himself with endeavouring to find for her some +other escort. It had been hoped from day to day that the miller would +yield, that he would embrace poor Carry, and promise her that she +should again be to him as a daughter. If this could be brought about, +then,--so thought the Vicar and Fanny too,--the old man would steel +himself to bear the eyes of the whole county, and would accompany the +girl himself. But now the day was coming on, and Brattle seemed to be +as far from yielding as ever. Fanny had dropped a word or two in his +hearing about the assizes, but he had only glowered at her, taking no +other notice whatever of her hints. + +When the Vicar left his friend Gilmore, as has been told in the last +chapter, he did not return to the vicarage across the fields, but +took the carriage road down to the lodge, and from thence crossed the +stile that led into the path down to the mill. This was on the 15th +of August, a Wednesday, and Carry was summoned to be at Salisbury on +that day week. As the day drew near she became very nervous. At the +Vicar's instance Fanny had written to her brother George, asking him +whether he would be good to his poor sister, and take her under his +charge. He had written back,--or rather his wife had written for +him,--sending Carry a note for £20 as a present, but declining, on +the score of his own children, to be seen with her in Salisbury on +the occasion. "I shall go with her myself, Mr. Fenwick," Fanny had +said to the Vicar; "it'll just be better than nobody at all to be +along with her." The Vicar was now going down to the mill to give his +assent to this. He could see nothing better. Fanny at any rate would +be firm; would not be prevented by false shame from being a very +sister to her sister; and would perhaps be admitted where a brother's +attendance might be refused. He had promised to see the women at the +mill as early in the week as he could, and now he went thither intent +on giving them advice as to their proceedings at Salisbury. It would +doubtless be necessary that they should sleep there, and he hoped +that they might be accommodated by Mrs. Stiggs. + +As he stepped out from the field path on to the lane, almost +immediately in front of the mill, he came directly upon the miller. +It was between twelve and one o'clock, and old Brattle was wandering +about for a minute or two waiting for his dinner. The two men met +so that it was impossible that they should not speak; and on this +occasion the miller did not seem to avoid his visitor. "Muster +Fenwick," said he, as he took the Vicar's hand, "I am bound to say +as I'm much obliged to ye for all y' have done for that poor lass in +there." + +"Don't say a word about that, Mr. Brattle." + +"But I must say a word. There's money owing as I knows. There was ten +shilling a week for her keep all that time she was at Salsbry +yonder." + +"I will not hear a word as to any money." + +"Her brother George has sent her a gift, Muster Fenwick,--twenty +pound." + +"I am very glad to hear it." + +"George is a well-to-do man, they tell me," continued the father, +"and can afford to part with his money. But he won't come forward to +help the girl any other gait. I'll thank you just to take what's due, +Muster Fenwick, and you can give her sister the change. Our Fanny has +got the note as George sent." + +Then there was a dispute about the money, as a matter of course. +Fenwick swore that nothing was due, and the miller protested that as +the money was there all his daughter's expenses at Salisbury should +be repaid. And the miller at last got the best of it. Fenwick +promised that he would look to his book, see how much he had paid, +and mention the sum to Fanny at some future time. He positively +refused to take the note at present, protesting that he had no +change, and that he would not burden himself with the responsibility +of carrying so much money about with him in his pocket. Then he asked +whether, if he went into the house, he would be able to say a word or +two to the women before dinner. He had made up his mind that he would +make no further attempt at reconciling the father to his daughter. He +had often declared to his wife that there could be nothing so hateful +to a man as the constant interference of a self-constituted adviser. +"I so often feel that I am making myself odious when I am telling +them to do this or that; and then I ask myself what I should say +if anybody were to come and advise me how to manage you and the +bairns." And he had told his wife more than once how very natural and +reasonable had been the expression of the lady's wrath at Startup, +when he had taken upon himself to give her advice. "People know what +is good for them to do, well enough, without being dictated to by a +clergyman!" He had repeated the words to himself and to his wife a +dozen times, and talked of having them put up in big red letters over +the fire-place in his own study. He had therefore quite determined to +say never another word to old Brattle in reference to his daughter +Carry. But now the miller himself began upon the subject. + +"You can see 'em, Muster Fenwick, in course. It don't make no odds +about dinner. But I was wanting just to say a word to you about that +poor young ooman there." This he said in a slow, half-hesitating +voice, as though he could hardly bring himself to speak of the +unfortunate one to whom he alluded. The Vicar muttered some word of +assent, and then the miller went on. "You knows, of course, as how +she be back here at the mill?" + +"Certainly I do. I've seen her more than once." + +"Muster Fenwick, I don't suppose as any one as asn't tried it knows +what it is. I hopes you mayn't never know it; nor it ain't likely. +Muster Fenwick, I'd sooner see her dead body stretched afore me,--and +I loved her a'most as well as any father ever loved his da'ter,--I'd +sooner a see'd her brought home to the door stiff and stark than know +her to be the thing she is." His hesitation had now given way to +emphasis, and he raised his hand as he spoke. The Vicar caught it and +held it in his own, and strove to find some word to say as the old +man paused in his speech. But to Jacob Brattle it was hard for a +clergyman to find any word to say on such an occasion. Of what use +could it be to preach of repentance to one who believed nothing; or +to tell of the opportunity which forgiveness by an earthly parent +might afford to the sinner of obtaining lasting forgiveness +elsewhere? But let him have said what he might, the miller would not +have listened. He was full of that which lay upon his own heart. "If +they only know'd what them as cares for 'em 'd has to bear, maybe +they'd think a little. But it ain't natural they should know, Muster +Fenwick, and one's a'most tempted to say that a man 'd better have no +child at all." + +"Think of your son George, Mr. Brattle, and of Mrs. Jay." + +"What's them to me? He sends the girl a twenty-pun'-note, and I wish +he'd a kep' it. As for t'other, she wouldn't let the girl inside her +door! It's here she has to come." + +"What comfort would you have, Mr. Brattle, without Fanny?" + +"Fanny! I'm not saying nothing against Fanny. Not but what she hadn't +no business to let the girl into the house in the middle of the night +without saying a word to me." + +"Would you have had her leave her sister outside in the cold and damp +all night?" + +"Why didn't she come and ax? All the same, I ain't a saying nowt +again Fanny. But, Muster Fenwick, if you ever come to have one foot +bad o' the gout, it won't make you right to know that the other +ain't got it. Y'll have the pain a gnawing of you from the bad foot +till you clean forget all the rest o' your body. It's so with me, I +knows." + +"What can I say to you, Mr. Brattle? I do feel for you. I do,--I do." + +"Not a doubt on it, Muster Fenwick. They all on 'em feels for me. +They all on 'em knows as how I'm bruised and mangled a'most as though +I'd fallen through into that water-wheel. There ain't one in all +Bull'ompton as don't know as Jacob Brattle is a broken man along of +his da'ter that is a--" + +"Silence, Mr. Brattle. You shall not say it. She is not that;--at any +rate not now. Have you no knowledge that sin may be left behind and +deserted as well as virtue?" + +"It ain't easy to leave disgrace behind, any ways. For ought I +knows a girl may be made right arter a while; but as for her +father, nothing 'll ever make him right again. It's in here, Muster +Fenwick,--in here. There's things as is hard on us; but when they +comes one can't send 'em away just because they is hardest of all to +bear. I'd a put up with aught, only this, and defied all Bull'ompton +to say as it broke me;--but I'm about broke now. If I hadn't more nor +a crust at home, nor a decent coat to my back, I'd a looked 'em all +square in the face as ever I did. But I can't look no man square +in the face now;--and as for other folk's girls, I can't bear 'em +near me,--no how. They makes me think of my own." Fenwick had now +turned his back to the miller, in order that he might wipe away his +tears without showing them. "I'm thinking of her always, Muster +Fenwick;--day and night. When the mill's agoing, it's all the same. +It's just as though there warn't nothing else in the whole world as I +minded to think on. I've been a man all my life, Muster Fenwick; and +now I ain't a man no more." + + +[Illustration: "It's in here, Muster Fenwick,--in here."] + + +Our friend the Vicar never before felt himself so utterly unable to +administer comfort in affliction. There was nothing on which he could +take hold. He could tell the man, no doubt, that beyond all this +there might be everlasting joy, not only for him, but for him and the +girl together;--joy which would be sullied by no touch of disgrace. +But there was a stubborn strength in the infidelity of this old Pagan +which was utterly impervious to any adjuration on that side. That +which he saw and knew and felt, he would believe; but he would +believe nothing else. He knew now that he was wounded and sore and +wretched, and he understood the cause. He knew that he must bear his +misery to the last, and he struggled to make his back broad for the +load. But even the desire for ease, which is natural to all men, +would not make him flinch in his infidelity. As he would not believe +when things went well with him, and when the comfort of hope for the +future was not imperatively needed for his daily solace,--so would he +not believe now, when his need for such comfort was so pressing. + +The upshot of it all was, that the miller thought that he would take +his own daughter into Salisbury, and was desirous of breaking the +matter in this way to the friend of his family. The Vicar, of course, +applauded him much. Indeed, he applauded too much;--for the miller +turned on him and declared that he was by no means certain that he +was doing right. And when the Vicar asked him to be gentle with the +girl, he turned upon him again. + +"Why ain't she been gentle along of me? I hates such gentility, +Muster Fenwick. I'll be honest with her, any way." But he thought +better of it before he let the Vicar go. "I shan't do her no hurt, +Muster Fenwick. Bad as she's been, she's my own flesh and blood +still." + +After what he had heard, Mr. Fenwick declined going into the +mill-house, and returned home without seeing Mrs. Brattle and her +daughters. The miller's determination should be told by himself; and +the Vicar felt that he could hardly keep the secret were he now to +see the women. + + + + +CHAPTER LXIV. + +IF I WERE YOUR SISTER! + + +Mr. Gilmore in his last words to his friend Fenwick, declared that he +would not accept the message which the Vicar delivered to him as the +sufficient expression of Mary's decision. He would see Mary Lowther +herself, and force her to confess her own treachery face to face with +him,--to confess it or else to deny it. So much she could not refuse +to grant him. Fenwick had indeed said that as long as the young lady +was his guest she must be allowed to please herself as to whom she +would see or not see. Gilmore should not be encouraged to force +himself upon her at the vicarage. But the Squire was quite sure that +so much as that must be granted to him. It was impossible that even +Mary Lowther should refuse to see him after what had passed between +them. And then, as he walked about his own fields, thinking of +it all, he allowed himself to feel a certain amount of hope that +after all she might be made to marry him. His love for her had not +dwindled,--or rather his desire to call her his own, and to make +her his wife; but it had taken an altered form out of which all its +native tenderness had been pressed by the usage to which he had been +subjected. It was his honour rather than his love that he now desired +to satisfy. All those who knew him best were aware that he had set +his heart upon this marriage, and it was necessary to him that he +should show them that he was not to be disappointed. Mary's conduct +to him from the day on which she had first engaged herself to him had +been of such a kind as naturally to mar his tenderness and to banish +from him all those prettinesses of courtship in which he would have +indulged as pleasantly as any other man. She had told him in so many +words that she intended to marry him without loving him, and on these +terms he had accepted her. But in doing so he had unconsciously +flattered himself that she would be better than her words,--that +as she submitted herself to him as his affianced bride she would +gradually become soft and loving in his hands. She had, if possible, +been harder to him even than her words. She had made him understand +thoroughly that his presence was not a joy to her, and that her +engagement to him was a burden on her which she had taken on her +shoulders simply because the romance of her life had been nipped +in the bud in reference to the man whom she did love. Still he had +persevered. He had set his heart sturdily on marrying this girl, +and marry her he would, if, after any fashion, such marriage should +come within his power. Mrs. Fenwick, by whose judgment and affection +he had been swayed through all this matter, had told him again and +again, that such a girl as Mary Lowther must love her husband,--if +her husband loved her and treated her with tenderness. "I think I +can answer for myself," Gilmore had once replied, and his friend +had thoroughly believed in him. Trusting to the assurance he had +persevered; he had persevered even when his trust in that assurance +had been weakened by the girl's hardness. Anything would be better +than breaking from an engagement on which he had so long rested all +his hopes of happiness. She was pledged to be his wife; and, that +being so, he could reform his gardens and decorate his house, and +employ himself about his place with some amount of satisfaction. He +had at least a purpose in his life. Then by degrees there grew upon +him a fear that she still meant to escape from him, and he swore +to himself,--without any tenderness,--that this should not be +so. Let her once be his wife and she should be treated with all +consideration,--with all affection, if she would accept it; but she +should not make a fool of him now. Then the Vicar had come with his +message, and he had been simply told that the engagement between them +was over! + +Of course he would see her,--and that at once. As soon as Fenwick had +left him, he went with rapid steps over his whole place, and set the +men again upon their work. This took place on a Wednesday, and the +men should be continued at their work, at any rate, till Saturday. He +explained this clearly to Ambrose, his gardener, and to the foreman +in the house. + +"It may be," said he to Ambrose, "that I shall change my mind +altogether about the place;--but as I am still in doubt, let +everything go on till Saturday." + +Of course they all knew why it was that the conduct of the Squire was +so like the conduct of a madman. + +He sent down a note to Mary Lowther that evening. + + + DEAR MARY, + + I have seen Fenwick, and of course I must see you. Will + you name an hour for to-morrow morning? + + Yours, H. G. + + +When Mary read this, which she did as they were sitting on the lawn +after dinner, she did not hesitate for a moment. Hardly a word had +been said to her by Fenwick, or his wife, since his return from the +Privets. They did not wish to show themselves to be angry with her, +but they found conversation to be almost impossible. "You have told +him?" Mary had asked. "Yes, I have told him," the Vicar had replied; +and that had been nearly all. In the course of the afternoon she +had hinted to Janet Fenwick that she thought she had better leave +Bullhampton. "Not quite yet, dear," Mrs. Fenwick had said, and Mary +had been afraid to urge her request. + +"Shall I name eleven to-morrow?" she said, as she handed the Squire's +note to Mrs. Fenwick. Mrs. Fenwick and the Vicar both assented, and +then she went in and wrote her answer. + + + I will be at home at the vicarage at eleven.--M. L. + + +She would have given much to escape what was coming, but she had not +expected to escape it. + +The next morning after breakfast Fenwick himself went away. "I've had +more than enough of it," he said, to his wife, "and I won't be near +them." + +Mrs. Fenwick was with her friend up to the moment at which the bell +was heard at the front door. There was no coming up across the lawn +now. + +"Dear Janet," Mary said, when they were alone, "how I wish that I had +never come to trouble you here at the vicarage!" + +Mrs. Fenwick was not without a feeling that much of all this +unhappiness had come from her own persistency on behalf of her +husband's friend, and thought that some expression was due from her +to Mary to that effect. "You are not to suppose that we are angry +with you," she said, putting her arm round Mary's waist. + +"Pray,--pray do not be angry with me." + +"The fault has been too much ours for that. We should have left this +alone, and not have pressed it. We have meant it for the best, dear." + +"And I have meant to do right;--but, Janet, it is so hard to do +right." + +When the ring at the door was heard, Mrs. Fenwick met Harry +Gilmore in the hall, and told him that he would find Mary in the +drawing-room. She pressed his hand warmly as she looked into his +face, but he spoke no word as he passed on to the room which she had +just left. Mary was standing in the middle of the floor, half-way +between the window and the door, to receive him. When she heard +the door-bell she put her hand to her heart, and there she held it +till he was approaching; but then she dropped it and stood without +support, with her face upraised to meet him. He came up to her very +quickly and took her by the hand. "Mary," he said, "I am not to +believe this message that has been sent to me. I do not believe +it. I will not believe it. I will not accept it. It is out of the +question;--quite out of the question. It shall be withdrawn, and +nothing more shall be said about it." + +"That cannot be, Mr. Gilmore." + +"What cannot be? I say that it must be. You cannot deny, Mary, +that you are betrothed to me as my wife. Are such betrothals to be +nothing? Are promises to go for nothing because there has been no +ceremony? You might as well come and tell me that you would leave me +even though you were my wife." + +"But I am not your wife." + +"What does it mean? Have I not been patient with you? Have I been +hard to you, or cruel? Have you heard anything of me that is to my +discredit?" She shook her head, eagerly. "Then what does it mean? Are +you aware that you are proposing to yourself to make an utter wreck +of me--to send me adrift upon the world without a purpose or a hope? +What have I done to deserve such treatment?" + +He pleaded his cause very well,--better than she had ever heard him +plead a cause before. He held her still by the hand, not with a grasp +of love, but with a retention which implied his will that she should +not pass away from out of his power. He looked her full in the face, +and she did not quail before his eyes. Nevertheless she would have +given the world to have been elsewhere, and to have been free from +the necessity of answering him. She had been fortifying herself +throughout the morning with self-expressed protests that on no +account would she yield, whether she had been right before or +wrong;--of this she was convinced, that she must be right now to save +herself from a marriage that was so distasteful to her. + +"You have deserved nothing but good at my hands," she said. + +"And is this good that you are doing to me?" + +"Yes,--certainly. It is the best that I know how to do now." + +"Why is it to be done now? What is it that has changed you?" + +She withdrew her hand from him, and waited a while before she +answered. It was necessary that she should tell him all the tidings +that had been conveyed to her in the letter which she had received +from her cousin Walter; but in order that he should perfectly +understand them and be made to know their force upon herself she must +remind him of the stipulation which she had made when she consented +to her engagement. But how could she speak words which would seem +to him to be spoken only to remind him of the abjectness of his +submission to her? + +"I was broken-hearted when I came here," she said. + +"And therefore you would leave me broken-hearted now." + +"You should spare me, Mr. Gilmore. You remember what I told you. I +loved my cousin Walter entirely. I did not hide it from you. I begged +you to leave me because it was so. I told you that my heart would not +change. When I said so, I thought that you would--desist." + +"I am to be punished, then, for having been too true to you?" + +"I will not defend myself for accepting you at last. But you must +remember that when I did so I said that I should go--back--to him, if +he could take me." + +"And you are going back to him?" + +"If he will have me." + +"You can stand there and look me in the face and tell me that you +are false as that! You can confess to me that you will change like a +weathercock;--be his one day, and then mine, and his again the next! +You can own that you give yourself about first to one man, and then +to another, just as may suit you at the moment! I would not have +believed it of any woman. When you tell it me of yourself, I begin +to think that I have been wrong all through in my ideas of a woman's +character." + +The time had now come in which she must indeed speak up. And speech +seemed to be easier with her now that he had allowed himself to +express his anger. He had expressed more than his anger. He had dared +to shower his scorn upon her, and the pelting of the storm gave her +courage. "You are unjust upon me, Mr. Gilmore,--unjust and cruel. You +know in your heart that I have not changed." + +"Were you not betrothed to me?" + +"I was;--but in what way? Have I told you any untruth? Have I +concealed anything? When I accepted you, did I not explain to +you how and why it was so,--against my own wish, against my own +judgment,--because then I had ceased to care what became of me. I do +care now. I care very much." + +"And you think that is justice to me?" + +"If you will bandy accusations with me, why did you accept me when +I told you that I could not love you? But, indeed, indeed, I would +not say a word to displease you, if you would only spare me. We were +both wrong; but the wrong must now be put right. You would not wish +to take me for your wife when I tell you that my heart is full of +affection for another man. Then, when I yielded, I was struggling to +cure that as a great evil. Now I welcome it as the sweetest blessing +of my life. If I were your sister, what would you have me do?" + +He stood silent for a moment, and then the colour rose to his +forehead as he answered her. "If you were my sister, my ears would +tingle with shame when your name was mentioned in my presence." + +The blood rushed also over her face, suffusing her whole countenance, +forehead and all, and fire flashed from her eyes, and her lips were +parted, and even her nostrils seemed to swell with anger. She looked +full into his face for a second, and then she turned and walked +speechless away from him. When the handle of the door was in her +hand, she turned again to address him. "Mr. Gilmore," she said, "I +will never willingly speak to you again." Then the door was opened +and closed behind her before a word had escaped from his lips. + +He knew that he had insulted her. He knew that he had uttered words +so hard, that it might be doubted whether, under any circumstances, +they could be justified from a gentleman to a lady. And certainly he +had not intended to insult her as he was coming down to the vicarage. +As far as any settled purpose had been formed in his mind, he had +meant to force her back to her engagement with himself, by showing to +her how manifest would be her injustice, and how great her treachery, +if she persisted in leaving him. But he knew her character well +enough to be aware that any word of insult addressed to her as a +woman, would create offence which she herself would be unable to +quell. But his anger had got the better of his judgment, and when +the suggestion was made to him of a sister of his own, he took the +opportunity which was offered to him of hitting her with all his +force. She had felt the blow, and had determined that she would never +encounter another. + +He was left alone, and he must retreat. He waited a while, thinking +that perhaps Mrs. Fenwick or the Vicar would come to him; but nobody +came. The window of the room was open, and it was easy for him to +leave the house by the garden. But as he prepared to do so, his eye +caught the writing materials on a side table, and he sat down and +addressed a note to Mrs. Fenwick. "Tell Mary," he said, "that in +a matter which to me is of life and death, I was forced to speak +plainly. Tell her, also, that if she will be my wife, I know well +that I shall never have to blush for a deed of hers,--or for a +word,--or for a thought.--H. G." Then he went out on to the lawn, and +returned home by the path at the back of the church farm. + +He had left the vicarage, making another offer for the girl's hand, +as it were, with his last gasp. But as he went, he told himself that +it was impossible that it should be accepted. Every chance had now +gone from him, and he must look his condition in the face as best +he could. It had been bad enough with him before, when no hope had +ever been held out to him; when the answers of the girl he loved had +always been adverse to him; when no one had been told that she was to +be his bride. Even then the gnawing sense of disappointment and of +failure,--just there, when only he cared for success,--had been more +than he could endure without derangement of the outer tranquillity of +his life. Even then he had been unable so to live that men should not +know that his sorrow had disturbed him. When he had gone to Loring, +travelling with a forlorn hope into the neighbourhood of the girl +he loved, he had himself been aware that he had lacked strength to +control himself in his misfortune. But if his state then had been +grievous, what must it be now? It had been told to all the world +around him that he had at last won his bride, and he had proceeded, +as do jolly thriving bridegrooms, to make his house ready for her +reception. Doubting nothing he had mingled her wishes, her tastes, +his thoughts of her, with every action of his life. He had prepared +jewels for her, and decorated chambers, and laid out pleasure +gardens. He was a man, simple in his own habits, and not given to +squandering his means; but now, at this one moment of his life, when +everything was to be done for the delectation of her who was to be +his life's companion, he could afford to let prudence go by the +board. True that his pleasure in doing this had been sorely marred by +her coldness, by her indifference, even by her self-abnegation; but +he had continued to buoy himself up with the idea that all would come +right when she should be his wife. Now she had told him that she +would never willingly speak to him again,--and he believed her. + +He went up to his house, and into his bedroom, and then he sat +thinking of it all. And as he thought he heard the voices and the +tools of the men at their work; and knew that things were being +done which, for him, would never be of avail. He remained there +for a couple of hours without moving. Then he got up and gave the +housekeeper instructions to pack up his portmanteau, and the groom +orders to bring his gig to the door. "He was going away," he said, +and his letters were to be addressed to his club in London. That +afternoon he drove himself into Salisbury that he might catch the +evening express train up, and that night he slept at a hotel in +London. + + + + +CHAPTER LXV. + +MARY LOWTHER LEAVES BULLHAMPTON. + + +[Illustration] + +It was considerably past one o'clock, and the children's dinner was +upon the table in the dining parlour before anyone in the vicarage +had seen Mary Lowther since the departure of the Squire. When she +left Mr. Gilmore, she had gone to her own room, and no one had +disturbed her. As the children were being seated, Fenwick returned, +and his wife put into his hand the note which Gilmore had left for +her. + +"What passed between them?" he asked in a whisper. + +His wife shook her head. "I have not seen her," she said, "but he +talks of speaking plainly, and I suppose it was bitter enough." + +"He can be very bitter if he's driven hard," said the Vicar; "and he +has been driven very hard," he added, after a while. + +As soon as the children had eaten their dinner, Mrs. Fenwick went up +to Mary's room with the Squire's note in her hand. She knocked, and +was at once admitted, and she found Mary sitting at her writing-desk. + +"Will you not come to lunch, Mary?" + +"Yes,--if I ought. I suppose I might not have a cup of tea brought up +here?" + +"You shall have whatever you like,--here or anywhere else, as far as +the vicarage goes. What did he say to you this morning?" + +"It is of no use that I should tell you, Janet." + +"You did not yield to him, then?" + +"Certainly, I did not. Certainly I never shall yield to him. Dear +Janet, pray take that as a certainty. Let me make you sure at any +rate of that. He must be sure of it himself." + +"Here is his note to me, written, I suppose, after you left him." +Mary took the scrap of paper from her hand and read it. "He is not +sure, you see," continued Mrs. Fenwick. "He has written to me, and I +suppose that I must answer him." + +"He shall certainly never have to blush for me as his wife," said +Mary. But she would not tell her friend of the hard words that had +been said to her. She understood well the allusion in Mr. Gilmore's +note, but she would not explain it. She had determined, as she +thought about it in her solitude, that it would be better that she +should never repeat to anyone the cruel words which her lover had +spoken to her. Doubtless he had received provocation. All his anger, +as well as all his suffering, had come from a constancy in his love +for her, which was unsurpassed, if not unequalled, in all that +she had read of among men. He had been willing to accept her on +conditions most humiliating to himself; and had then been told, that, +even with those conditions, he was not to have her. She was bound +to forgive him almost any offence that he could bestow upon her. He +had spoken to her in his wrath words which she thought to be not +only cruel but unmanly. She had told him that she would never speak +willingly to him again; and she would keep her word. But she would +forgive him. She was bound to forgive him any injury, let it be what +it might. She would forgive him;--and as a sign to herself of her +pardon she would say no word of his offence to her friends, the +Fenwicks. "He shall certainly never have to blush for me as his +wife," she said, as she returned the note to Mrs. Fenwick. + +"You mean, that you never will be his wife?" + +"Certainly I mean that." + +"Have you quarrelled with him, Mary?" + +"Quarrelled? How am I to answer that? It will be better that we +should not meet again. Of course, our interview could not be pleasant +for either of us. I do not wish him to think that there has been a +quarrel." + +"No man ever did a woman more honour than he has done to you." + +"Dearest Janet, let it be dropped;--pray let it be dropped. I am sure +you believe me now when I say that it can do no good. I am writing to +my aunt this moment to tell her that I will return. What day shall I +name?" + +"Have you written to your cousin?" + +"No I have not written to my cousin. I have not been able to get +through it all, Janet, quite so easily as that." + +"I suppose you had better go now." + +"Yes;--I must go now. I should be a thorn in his side if I were to +remain here." + +"He will not remain, Mary." + +"He shall have the choice as far as I am concerned. You must let him +know at once that I am going. I think I will say Saturday,--the day +after to-morrow. I could hardly get away to-morrow." + +"Certainly not. Why should you?" + +"Yet I am bound to hurry myself,--to release him. And, Janet, will +you give him these? They are all here,--the rubies and all. Ah, me! +he touched me that day." + +"How like a gentleman he has behaved always." + +"It was not that I cared for the stupid stones. You know that I care +nothing for anything of the kind. But there was a sort of trust in +it,--a desire to show me that everything should be mine,--which would +have made me love him,--if it had been possible." + +"I would give one hand that you had never seen your cousin." + +"And I will give one hand because I have," said Mary, stretching +out her right arm. "Nay, I will give both; I will give all, because, +having seen him, he is what he is to me. But, Janet, when you return +to him these things say a gentle word from me. I have cost him money, +I fear." + +"He will think but little of that. He would have given you willingly +the last acre of his land, had you wanted it." + +"But I did not want it. That was the thing. And all these have been +altered, as they would not have been altered, but for me. I do repent +that I have brought all this trouble upon him. I cannot do more now +than ask you to say so when you restore to him his property." + +"He will probably pitch them into the cart-ruts. Indeed, I will not +give them to him. I will simply tell him that they are in my hands, +and Frank shall have them locked up at the banker's. Well;--I suppose +I had better go down and write him a line." + +"And I will name Saturday to my aunt," said Mary. + +Mrs. Fenwick immediately went to her desk, and wrote to her friend. + + + DEAR HARRY, + + I am sure it is of no use. Knowing how persistent is your + constancy, I would not say so were I not quite, quite + certain. She goes to Loring on Saturday. Will it not be + better that you should come to us for awhile after she has + left us. You will be less desolate with Frank than you + would be alone. + + Ever yours, + + JANET FENWICK. + + She has left your jewels with me. I merely tell you this + for your information;--not to trouble you with the things + now. + + +And then she added a second postscript. + + + She regrets deeply what you have suffered on her account, + and bids me beg you to forgive her. + + +Thus it was settled that Mary Lowther should leave Bullhampton, again +returning to Loring, as she had done before, in order that she might +escape from her suitor. In writing to her aunt she had thought it +best to say nothing of Walter Marrable. She had not as yet written +to her cousin, postponing that work for the following day. She would +have postponed it longer had it been possible; but she felt herself +to be bound to let him have her reply before he left Dunripple. She +would have much preferred to return to Loring, to have put miles +between herself and Bullhampton, before she wrote a letter which +must contain words of happy joy. It would have gratified her to have +postponed for awhile all her future happiness, knowing that it was +there before her, and that it would come to her at last. But it could +not be postponed. Her cousin's letter was burning her pocket. She +already felt that she was treating him badly in keeping it by her +without sending him the reply that would make him happy. She could +not bring herself to write the letter till the other matter was +absolutely settled; and yet, all delay was treachery to him; for,--as +she repeated to herself again and again,--there could be no answer +but one. She had, however, settled it all now. On the Saturday +morning she would start for Loring, and she would write her letter +on the Friday in time for that day's post. Walter would still be at +Dunripple on the Sunday, and on the Sunday morning her letter would +reach him. She had studied the course of post between Bullhampton and +her lover's future residence, and knew to an hour when her letter +would be in his hands. + +On that afternoon she could hardly maintain the tranquillity of her +usual demeanour when she met the Vicar before dinner. Not a word, +however, was said about Gilmore. Fenwick partly understood that he +and his wife were in some degree responsible for the shipwreck that +had come, and had determined that Mary was to be forgiven,--at any +rate by him. He and his wife had taken counsel together, and had +resolved that, unless circumstances should demand it, they would +never again mention the Squire's name in Mary Lowther's hearing. The +attempt had been made and had utterly failed, and now there must be +an end of it. On the next morning he heard that Gilmore had gone up +to London, and he went up to the Privets to learn what he could from +the servants there. No one knew more than that the Squire's letters +were to be directed to him at his Club. The men were still at work +about the place; but Ambrose told him that they were all at sea as +to what they should do, and appealed to him for orders. "If we shut +off on Saturday, sir, the whole place'll be a muck of mud and nothin' +else all winter," said the gardener. The Vicar suggested that after +all a muck of mud outside the house wouldn't do much harm. "But +master ain't the man to put up with that all'ays, and it'll cost +twice as much to have 'em about the place again arter a bit." This, +however, was the least trouble. If Ambrose was disconsolate out of +doors, the man who was looking after the work indoors was twice more +so. "If we be to work on up to Saturday night," he said, "and then do +never a stroke more, we be a doing nothing but mischief. Better leave +it at once nor that, sir." Then Fenwick was obliged to take upon +himself to give certain orders. The papering of the rooms should be +finished where the walls had been already disturbed, and the cornices +completed, and the wood-work painted. But as for the furniture, +hangings, and such like, they should be left till further orders +should be received from the owner. As for the mud and muck in the +garden, his only care was that the place should not be so left as to +justify the neighbours in saying that Mr. Gilmore was demented. But +he would be able to get instructions from his friend, or perhaps to +see him, in time to save danger in that respect. + +In the meantime Mary Lowther had gone up to her room, and seated +herself with her blotting-book and pens and ink. She had now before +her the pleasure,--or was it a task?--of answering her cousin's +letter. She had that letter in her hand, and had already read it +twice this morning. She had thought that she would so well know how +to answer it; but, now that the pen was in her hand, she found that +the thing to be done was not so easy. How much must she tell him, and +how should she tell it? It was not that there was anything which she +desired to keep back from him. She was willing,--nay, desirous,--that +he should know all that she had said, and done, and thought; but it +would have been a blessing if all could have been told to him by +other agency than her own. He would not condemn her. Nor, as she +thought of her own conduct back from one scene to another, did she +condemn herself. Yet there was that of which she could not write +without a feeling of shame. And then, how could she be happy, when +she had caused so much misery? And how could she write her letter +without expressing her happiness? She wished that her own identity +might be divided, so that she might rejoice over Walter's love with +the one moiety, and grieve with the other at all the trouble she had +brought upon the man whose love to her had been so constant. She sat +with the open letter in her hand, thinking over all this, till she +told herself at last that no further thinking could avail her. She +must bend herself over the table, and take the pen in her hand, and +write the words, let them come as they would. + +Her letter, she thought, must be longer than his. He had a knack of +writing short letters; and then there had been so little for him to +say. He had merely a single question to ask; and, although he had +asked it more than once,--as is the manner of people in asking such +questions,--still, a sheet of note-paper loosely filled had sufficed. +Then she read it again. "If you bid me, I will be with you early next +week." What if she told him nothing, but only bade him come to her? +After all, would it not be best to write no more than that? Then she +took her pen, and in three minutes her letter was completed. + + + The Vicarage, Friday. + + DEAREST, DEAREST WALTER, + + Do come to me,--as soon as you can, and I will never send + you away again. I go to Loring to-morrow, and, of course, + you must come there. I cannot write it all; but I will + tell you everything when we meet. I am very sorry for your + cousin Gregory, because he was so good. + + Always your own, + + MARY. + + But do not think that I want to hurry you. I have said + come at once; but I do not mean that so as to interfere + with you. You must have so many things to do; and if I get + one line from you to say that you will come, I can be ever + so patient. I have not been happy once since we parted. + It is easy for people to say that they will conquer their + feelings, but it has seemed to me to be quite impossible + to do it. I shall never try again. + + +As soon as the body of her letter was written, she could have +continued her postscript for ever. It seemed to her then as though +nothing would be more delightful than to let the words flow on with +full expressions of all her love and happiness. To write to him was +pleasant enough, as long as there came on her no need to mention Mr. +Gilmore's name. + +That was to be her last evening at Bullhampton; and though no +allusion was made to the subject, they were all thinking that she +could never return to Bullhampton again. She had been almost as much +at home with them as with her aunt at Loring; and now she must leave +the place for ever. But they said not a word; and the evening passed +by almost as had passed all other evenings. The remembrance of what +had taken place since she had been at Bullhampton made it almost +impossible to speak of her departure. + +In the morning she was to be again driven to the railway-station at +Westbury. Mr. Fenwick had work in his parish which would keep him +at home, and she was to be trusted to the driving of the groom. "If +I were to be away to-morrow," he said, as he parted from her that +evening, "the churchwardens would have me up to the archdeacon, and +the archdeacon might tell the Marquis, and where should I be then?" +Of course she begged him not to give it a second thought. "Dear +Mary," he said, "I should of all things have liked to have seen the +last of you,--that you might know that I love you as well as ever." +Then she burst into tears, and kissed him, and told him that she +would always look to him as to a brother. + +She called Mrs. Fenwick into her own room before she undressed. +"Janet," she said, "dearest Janet, we are not to part for ever?" + +"For ever! No, certainly. Why for ever?" + +"I shall never see you, unless you will come to me. Promise me that +if ever I have a house you will come to me." + +"Of course you will have a house, Mary." + +"And you will come and see me,--will you not? Promise that you will +come to me. I can never come back to dear, dear Bullhampton." + +"No doubt we shall meet, Mary." + +"And you must bring the children--my darling Flos! How else ever +shall I see her? And you must write to me, Janet." + +"I will write,--as often as you do, I don't doubt." + +"You must tell me how he is, Janet. You must not suppose that I do +not care for his welfare because I have not loved him. I know that my +coming here has been a curse to him. But I could not help it. Could I +have helped it, Janet?" + +"Poor fellow! I wish it had not been so." + +"But you do not blame me;--not much? Oh, Janet, say that you do not +condemn me." + +"I can say that with most perfect truth. I do not blame you. It has +been most unfortunate; but I do not blame you. I am sure that you +have struggled to do the best that you could." + +"God bless you, my dearest, dearest friend! If you could only know +how anxious I have been not to be wrong. But things have been wrong, +and I could not put them right." + +On the next morning they packed her into the little four-wheeled +phaeton, and so she left Bullhampton. "I believe her to be as good a +girl as ever lived," said the Vicar; "but all the same, I wish with +all my heart that she had never come to Bullhampton." + + + + +CHAPTER LXVI. + +AT THE MILL. + + +The presence of Carry Brattle was required in Salisbury for the trial +of John Burrows and Lawrence Acorn on Wednesday the 22nd of August. +Our Vicar, who had learned that the judges would come into the city +only late on the previous evening, and that the day following their +entrance would doubtless be so fully occupied with other matters as +to render it very improbable that the affair of the murder would +then come up, had endeavoured to get permission to postpone Carry's +journey; but the little men in authority are always stern on such +points, and witnesses are usually treated as persons who are not +entitled to have any views as to their own personal comfort or +welfare. Lawyers, who are paid for their presence, may plead other +engagements, and their pleas will be considered; and if a witness be +a lord, it may perhaps be thought very hard that he should be dragged +away from his amusements. But the ordinary commonplace witness must +simply listen and obey--at his peril. It was thus decided that Carry +must be in Salisbury on the Wednesday, and remain there, hanging +about the Court, till her services should be wanted. Fenwick, who had +been in Salisbury, had seen that accommodation should be provided for +her and for the miller at the house of Mrs. Stiggs. + +The miller had decided upon going with his daughter. The Vicar did +not go down to the mill again; but Mrs. Fenwick had seen Brattle, and +had learned that such was to be the case. The old man said nothing to +his own people about it till the Monday afternoon, up to which time +Fanny was prepared to accompany her sister. He was then told, when he +came in from the mill for his tea, that word had come down from the +vicarage that there would be two bed-rooms for them at Mrs. Stiggs' +house. "I don't know why there should be the cost of a second room," +said Fanny; "Carry and I won't want two beds." + +Up to this time there had been no reconciliation between the miller +and his younger daughter. Carry would ask her father whether she +should do this or that, and the miller would answer her as a surly +master will answer a servant whom he does not like; but the father, +as a father, had never spoken to the child; nor, up to this moment, +had he said a word even to his wife of his intended journey to +Salisbury. But now he was driven to speak. He had placed himself in +the arm chair, and was sitting with his hands on his knees gazing +into the empty fire-grate. Carry was standing at the open window, +pulling the dead leaves off three or four geraniums which her mother +kept there in pots. Fanny was passing in and out from the back +kitchen, in which the water for their tea was being boiled, and Mrs. +Brattle was in her usual place with her spectacles on, and a darning +needle in her hand. A minute was allowed to pass by before the miller +answered his eldest daughter. + +"There'll be two beds wanted," he said; "I told Muster Fenwick as I'd +go with the girl myself;--and so I wull." + +Carry started so that she broke the flower which she was touching. +Mrs. Brattle immediately stopped her needle, and withdrew her +spectacles from her nose. Fanny, who was that instant bringing the +tea-pot out of the back kitchen, put it down among the tea cups, and +stood still to consider what she had heard. + +"Dear, dear, dear!" said the mother. + +"Father," said Fanny, coming up to him, and just touching him with +her hand; "'twill be best for you to go, much best. I am heartily +glad on it, and so will Carry be." + +"I knows nowt about that," said the miller; "but I mean to go, and +that's all about it. I ain't a been to Salsbry these fifteen year and +more, and I shan't be there never again." + +"There's no saying that, father," said Fanny. + +"And it ain't for no pleasure as I'm agoing now. Nobody 'll s'pect +that of me. I'd liever let the millstone come on my foot." + +There was nothing more said about it that evening, nothing more at +least in the miller's hearing. Carry and her sister were discussing +it nearly the whole night. It was very soon plain to Fanny that Carry +had heard the tidings with dismay. To be alone with her father for +two, three, or perhaps four days, seemed to her to be so terrible, +that she hardly knew how to face the misery and gloom of his +company,--in addition to the fears she had as to what they would say +and do to her in the Court. Since she had been home, she had learned +almost to tremble at the sound of her father's foot; and yet she had +known that he would not harm her, would hardly notice her, would not +do more than look at her. But now, for three long frightful days to +come, she would be subject to his wrath during every moment of her +life. + +"Will he speak to me, Fanny, d'ye think?" she asked. + +"Of course he'll speak to you, child." + +"But he hasn't, you know,--not since I've been home; not once; not as +he does to you and mother. I know he hates me, and wishes I was dead. +And, Fanny, I wishes it myself every day of my life." + +"He wishes nothing of the kind, Carry." + +"Why don't he say one kind word to me, then? I know I've been bad. +But I ain't a done a single thing since I've been home as 'd a' made +him angry if he seed it, or said a word as he mightn't a' heard." + +"I don't think you have, dear." + +"Then why can't he come round, if it was ever so little? I'd sooner +he'd beat me; that I would." + +"He'll never do that, Carry. I don't know as he ever laid a hand upon +one of us since we was little things." + +"It 'd be better than never speaking to a girl. Only for you and +mother, Fan, I'd be off again." + +"You would not. You know you would not. How dare you say that?" + +"But why shouldn't he say a word to one, so that one shouldn't go +about like a dead body in the house?" + +"Carry dear, listen to this. If you'll manage well; if you'll be good +to him, and patient while you are with him; if you'll bear with him, +and yet be gentle when he--" + +"I am gentle,--always,--now." + +"You are, dear; but when he speaks, as he'll have to speak when +you're all alone like, be very gentle. Maybe, Carry, when you've come +back, he will be gentle with you." + +They had ever so much more to discuss. Would Sam be at the trial? +And, if so, would he and his father speak to each other? They had +both been told that Sam had been summoned, and that the police would +enforce his attendance; but they were neither of them sure whether +he would be there in custody or as a free man. At last they went to +sleep, but Carry's slumbers were not very sound. As has been told +before, it was the miller's custom to be up every morning at five. +The two girls would afterwards rise at six, and then, an hour after +that, Mrs. Brattle would be instructed that her time had come. On +the Tuesday morning, however, the miller was not the first of the +family to leave his bed. Carry crept out of hers by the earliest +dawn of daylight, without waking her sister, and put on her clothes +stealthily. Then she made her way silently to the front door, which +she opened, and stood there outside waiting till her father should +come. The morning, though it was in August, was chill, and the time +seemed to be very long. She had managed to look at the old clock as +she passed, and had seen that it wanted a quarter to five. She knew +that her father was never later than five. What, if on this special +morning he should not come, just because she had resolved, after many +inward struggles, to make one great effort to obtain his pardon. + +At last he was coming. She heard his step in the passage, and then +she was aware that he had stopped when he found the fastenings of +the door unloosed. She perceived too that he delayed to examine the +lock,--as it was natural that he should do; and she had forgotten +that he would be arrested by the open door. Thinking of this in the +moment of time that was allowed to her, she hurried forward and +encountered him. + +"Father," she said; "it is I." + +He was angry that she should have dared to unbolt the door, or to +withdraw the bars. What was she, that she should be trusted to open +or to close the house? And there came upon him some idea of wanton +and improper conduct. Why was she there at that hour? Must it be that +he should put her again from the shelter of his roof? + +Carry was clever enough to perceive in a moment what was passing in +the old man's mind. "Father," she said, "it was to see you. And I +thought,--perhaps,--I might say it out here." He believed her at +once. In whatever spirit he might accept her present effort, that +other idea had already vanished. She was there that they two might be +alone together in the fresh morning air, and he knew that it was so. +"Father," she said, looking up into his face. Then she fell on the +ground at his feet, and embraced his knees, and lay there sobbing. +She had intended to ask him for forgiveness, but she was not able to +say a word. Nor did he speak for awhile; but he stooped and raised +her up tenderly; and then, when she was again standing by him, he +stepped on as though he were going to the mill without a word. But he +had not rebuked her, and his touch had been very gentle. "Father," +she said, following him, "if you could forgive me! I know I have been +bad, but if you could forgive me!" + +He went to the very door of the mill before he turned; and she, when +she saw that he did not come back to her, paused upon the bridge. She +had used all her eloquence. She knew no other words with which to +move him. She felt that she had failed, but she could do no more. But +he stopped again without entering the mill. + +"Child," he said at last, "come here, then." She ran at once to meet +him. "I will forgive thee. There. I will forgive thee, and trust thou +may'st be a better girl than thou hast been." + +She flew to him and threw her arms round his neck and kissed his face +and breast. "Oh, father," she said, "I will be good. I will try to be +good. Only you will speak to me." + + +[Illustration: "Oh, father," she said, "I will be good."] + + +"Get thee into the house now. I have forgiven thee." So saying he +passed on to his morning's work. + +Carry, running into the house, at once roused her sister. "Fanny," +she exclaimed, "he has forgiven me at last; he has said that he will +forgive me." + +But to the miller's mind, and to his sense of justice, the +forgiveness thus spoken did not suffice. When he returned to +breakfast, Mrs. Brattle had, of course, been told of the morning's +work, and had rejoiced greatly. It was to her as though the greatest +burden of her life had now been taken from her weary back. Her girl, +to her loving motherly heart, now that he who had in all things been +the lord of her life had vouchsafed his pardon to the poor sinner, +would be as pure as when she had played about the mill in all her +girlish innocence. The mother had known that her child was still +under a cloud, but the cloud to her had consisted in the father's +wrath rather than in the feeling of any public shame. To her a sin +repented was a sin no more, and her love for her child made her sure +of the sincerity of that repentance. But there could be no joy over +the sinner in this world till the head of the house should again have +taken her to his heart. When the miller came in to his breakfast the +three women were standing together, not without some outward marks of +contentment. Mrs. Brattle's cap was clean, and even Fanny, who was +ever tidy and never smart, had managed in some way to add something +bright to her appearance. Where is the woman who, when she has been +pleased, will not show her pleasure by some sign in her outward +garniture? But still there was anxiety. "Will he call me Carry?" the +girl had asked. He had not done so when he pronounced her pardon +at the mill door. Though they were standing together they had not +decided on any line of action. The pardon had been spoken and they +were sure that it would not be revoked; but how it would operate at +first none of them had even guessed. + +The miller, when he had entered the room and come among them, stood +with his two hands resting on the round table, and thus he addressed +them: "It was a bad time with us when the girl, whom we had all loved +a'most too well, forgot herself and us, and brought us to shame,--we +who had never known shame afore,--and became a thing so vile as I +won't name it. It was well nigh the death o' me, I know." + +"Oh, father!" exclaimed Fanny. + +"Hold your peace, Fanny, and let me say my say out. It was very +bad then; and when she come back to us, and was took in, so that +she might have her bit to eat under an honest roof, it was bad +still;--for she was a shame to us as had never been shamed afore. For +myself I felt so, that though she was allays near me, my heart was +away from her, and she was not one with me, not as her sister is one, +and her mother, who never know'd a thought in her heart as wasn't fit +for a woman to have there." By this time Carry was sobbing on her +mother's bosom, and it would be difficult to say whose affliction was +the sharpest. "But them as falls may right themselves, unless they be +chance killed as they falls. If my child be sorry for her sin--" + +"Oh, father, I am sorry." + +"I will bring myself to forgive her. That it won't stick here," and +the miller struck his heart violently with his open palm, "I won't be +such a liar as to say. For there ain't no good in a lie. But there +shall be never a word about it more out o' my mouth,--and she may +come to me again as my child." + +There was a solemnity about the old man's speech which struck them +all with so much awe that none of them for a while knew how to move +or to speak. Fanny was the first to stir, and she came to him and put +her arm through his and leaned her head upon his shoulder. + +"Get me my breakfast, girl," he said to her. But before he had moved +Carry had thrown herself weeping on his bosom. "That will do," he +said. "That will do. Sit down and eat thy victuals." Then there was +not another word said, and the breakfast passed off in silence. + +Though the women talked of what had occurred throughout the day, not +a word more dropped from the miller's mouth upon the subject. When +he came in to dinner he took his food from Carry's hand and thanked +her,--as he would have thanked his elder daughter,--but he did not +call her by her name. Much had to be done in preparing for the +morrow's journey, and for the days through which they two might be +detained at the assizes. The miller had borrowed a cart in which +he was to drive himself and his daughter to the Bullhampton road +station, and, when he went to bed, he expressed his determination of +starting at nine, so as to catch a certain train into Salisbury. They +had been told that it would be sufficient if they were in the city +that day at one o'clock. + +On the next morning the miller was in his mill as usual in the +morning. He said nothing about the work, but the women knew that it +must in the main stand still. Everything could not be trusted to one +man, and that man a hireling. But nothing was said of this. He went +into his mill, and the women prepared his breakfast, and the clean +shirt and the tidy Sunday coat in which he was to travel. And Carry +was ready dressed for the journey;--so pretty, with her bright curls +and sweet dimpled cheeks, but still with that look of fear and sorrow +which the coming ordeal could not but produce. The miller returned, +dressed himself as he was desired, and took his place at the table in +the kitchen; when the front door was again opened,--and Sam Brattle +stood among them! + +"Father," said he, "I've turned up just in time." + +Of course the consternation among them was great; but no reference +was made to the quarrel which had divided the father and son when +last they had parted. Sam explained that he had come across the +country from the north, travelling chiefly by railway, but that he +had walked from the Swindon station to Marlborough on the preceding +evening, and from thence to Bullhampton that morning. He had come by +Birmingham and Gloucester, and thence to Swindon. + +"And now, mother, if you'll give me a mouthful of some'at to eat, you +won't find that I'm above eating of it." + +He had been summoned to Salisbury, he said, for that day, but nothing +should induce him to go there till the Friday. He surmised that he +knew a thing or two, and as the trial wouldn't come off before Friday +at the earliest, he wouldn't show his face in Salisbury before that +day. He strongly urged Carry to be equally sagacious, and used some +energetic arguments to the same effect on his father, when he found +that his father was also to be at the assizes; but the miller did not +like to be taught by his son, and declared that as the legal document +said Wednesday, on the Wednesday his daughter should be there. + +"And what about the mill?" asked Sam. The miller only shook his head. +"Then there's only so much more call for me to stay them two days," +said Sam. "I'll be at it hammer and tongs, father, till it's time for +me to start o' Friday. You tell 'em as how I'm coming. I'll be there +afore they want me. And when they've got me they won't get much out +of me, I guess." + +To all this the miller made no reply, not forbidding his son to work +the mill, nor thanking him for the offer. But Mrs. Brattle and Fanny, +who could read every line in his face, knew that he was well-pleased. + +And then there was the confusion of the start. Fanny, in her +solicitude for her father, brought out a little cushion for his +seat. "I don't want no cushion to sit on," said he; "give it here to +Carry." It was the first time that he had called her by her name, and +it was not lost on the poor girl. + + + + +CHAPTER LXVII. + +SIR GREGORY MARRABLE HAS A HEADACHE. + + +Mary Lowther, in her letter to her aunt, had in one line told the +story of her rupture with Mr. Gilmore. This line had formed a +postscript, and the writer had hesitated much before she added it. +She had not intended to write to her aunt on this subject; but she +had remembered at the last moment how much easier it would be to tell +the remainder of her story on her arrival at Loring, if so much had +already been told beforehand. Therefore it was that she had added +these words. "Everything has been broken off between me and Mr. +Gilmore--for ever." + +This was a terrible blow upon poor Miss Marrable, who, up to the +moment of her receiving that letter, thought that her niece was +disposed of in the manner that had seemed most desirable to all her +friends. Aunt Sarah loved her niece dearly, and by no means looked +forward to improved happiness in her own old age when she should be +left alone in the house at Uphill; but she entertained the view about +young women which is usual with old women who have young women under +their charge, and she thought it much best that this special young +woman should get herself married. The old women are right in their +views on this matter; and the young women, who on this point are not +often refractory, are right also. Miss Marrable, who entertained a +very strong opinion on the subject above-mentioned, was very unhappy +when she was thus abruptly told by her own peculiar young woman that +this second engagement had been broken off and sent to the winds. It +had become a theory on the part of Mary's friends that the Gilmore +match was the proper thing for her. At last, after many difficulties, +the Gilmore match had been arranged. The anxiety as to Mary's future +life was at an end, and the theory of the elders concerned with +her welfare was to be carried out. Then there came a short note, +proclaiming her return home, and simply telling as a fact almost +indifferent,--in a single line,--that all the trouble hitherto taken +as to her own disposition had entirely been thrown away. "Everything +has been broken off between me and Mr. Gilmore." It was a cruel and a +heartrending postscript! + +Poor Miss Marrable knew very well that she was armed with no parental +authority. She could hold her theory, and could advise; but she could +do no more. She could not even scold. And there had been some qualm +of conscience on her part as to Walter Marrable, now that Walter +Marrable had been taken in hand and made much of by the baronet,--and +now, also, that poor Gregory had been removed from the path. No doubt +she, Aunt Sarah, had done all in her power to aid the difficulties +which had separated the two cousins;--and while she thought that the +Gilmore match had been the consequence of such aiding on her part, +she was happy enough in reflecting upon what she had done. Old Sir +Gregory would not have taken Walter by the hand unless Walter had +been free to marry Edith Brownlow; and though she could not quite +resolve that the death of the younger Gregory had been part of the +family arrangement due to the happy policy of the elder Marrables +generally, still she was quite sure that Walter's present position +at Dunripple had come entirely from the favour with which he had +regarded the baronet's wishes as to Edith. Mary was provided for with +the Squire, who was in immediate possession; and Walter with his +bride would become as it were the eldest son of Dunripple. It was +all as comfortable as could be till there came this unfortunate +postscript. + +The letter reached her on Friday, and on Saturday Mary arrived. Miss +Marrable determined that she would not complain. As regarded her own +comfort it was doubtless all for the best. But old women are never +selfish in regard to the marriage of young women. That the young +women belonging to them should be settled,--and thus got rid of,--is +no doubt the great desire; but, whether the old woman be herself +married or a spinster, the desire is founded on an adamantine +confidence that marriage is the most proper and the happiest thing +for the young woman. The belief is so thorough that the woman would +cease to be a woman, would already have become a brute, who would +desire to keep any girl belonging to her out of matrimony for the +sake of companionship to herself. But no woman does so desire in +regard to those who are dear and near to her. A dependant, distant +in blood, or a paid assistant, may find here and there a want of the +true feminine sympathy; but in regard to a daughter, or one held as +a daughter, it is never wanting. "As the pelican loveth her young do +I love thee; and therefore will I give thee away in marriage to some +one strong enough to hold thee, even though my heartstrings be torn +asunder by the parting." Such is always the heart's declaration of +the mother respecting her daughter. The match-making of mothers is +the natural result of mother's love; for the ambition of one woman +for another is never other than this,--that the one loved by her +shall be given to a man to be loved more worthily. Poor Aunt Sarah, +considering of these things during those two lonely days, came to the +conclusion that if ever Mary were to be so loved again that she might +be given away, a long time might first elapse; and then she was aware +that such gifts given late lose much of their value, and have to be +given cheaply. + +Mary herself, as she was driven slowly up the hill to her aunt's +door, did not share her aunt's melancholy. To be returned as a bad +shilling, which has been presented over the counter and found to be +bad, must be very disagreeable to a young woman's feelings. That was +not the case with Mary Lowther. She had, no doubt, a great sorrow +at heart. She had created a shipwreck which she did regret most +bitterly. But the sorrow and the regret were not humiliating, as they +would have been had they been caused by failure on her own part. And +then she had behind her the strong comfort of her own rock, of which +nothing should now rob her,--which should be a rock for rest and +safety, and not a rock for shipwreck, and as to the disposition of +which Aunt Sarah's present ideas were so very erroneous! + +It was impossible that the first evening should pass without a word +or two about poor Gilmore. Mary knew well enough that she had told +her aunt nothing of her renewed engagement with her cousin; but +she could not bring herself at once to utter a song of triumph, as +she would have done had she blurted out all her story. Not a word +was said about either lover till they were seated together in the +evening. "What you tell me about Mr. Gilmore has made me so unhappy," +said Miss Marrable, sadly. + +"It could not be helped, Aunt Sarah. I tried my best, but it could +not be helped. Of course I have been very, very unhappy myself." + +"I don't pretend to understand it." + +"And yet it is so easily understood!" said Mary, pleading hard for +herself. "I did not love him, and--" + +"But you had accepted him, Mary." + +"I know I had. It is so natural that you should think that I have +behaved badly." + +"I have not said so, my dear." + +"I know that, Aunt Sarah; but if you think so,--and of course you +do,--write and ask Janet Fenwick. She will tell you everything. You +know how devoted she is to Mr. Gilmore. She would have done anything +for him. But even she will tell you that at last I could not help +it. When I was so very wretched I thought that I would do my best +to comply with other people's wishes. I got a feeling that nothing +signified for myself. If they had told me to go into a convent or to +be a nurse in a hospital I would have gone. I had nothing to care +for, and if I could do what I was told perhaps it might be best." + +"But why did you not go on with it, my dear?" + +"It was impossible--after Walter had written to me." + +"But Walter is to marry Edith Brownlow." + +"No, dear aunt; no. Walter is to marry me. Don't look like that, Aunt +Sarah. It is true;--it is, indeed." She had now dragged her chair +close to her aunt's seat upon the sofa, so that she could put her +hands upon her aunt's knees. "All that about Miss Brownlow has been a +fable." + +"Parson John told me that it was fixed." + +"It is not fixed. The other thing is fixed. Parson John tells many +fables. He is to come here." + +"Who is to come here?" + +"Walter,--of course. He is to be here,--I don't know how soon; but I +shall hear from him. Dear aunt, you must be good to him;--indeed you +must. He is your cousin just as much as mine." + +"I'm not in love with him, Mary." + +"But I am, Aunt Sarah. Oh dear, how much I am in love with him! It +never changed in the least, though I struggled, and struggled not to +think of him. I broke his picture and burned it;--and I would not +have a scrap of his handwriting;--I would not have near me anything +that he had even spoken of. But it was no good. I could not get away +from him for an hour. Now I shall never want to get away from him +again. As for Mr. Gilmore, it would have come to the same thing at +last, had I never heard another word from Walter Marrable. I could +not have done it." + +"I suppose we must submit to it," said Aunt Sarah, after a pause. +This certainly was not the most exhilarating view which might have +been taken of the matter as far as Mary was concerned; but as it did +not suggest any open opposition to her scheme, and as there was no +refusal to see Walter when he should again appear at Uphill as her +lover, she made no complaint. Miss Marrable went on to inquire how +Sir Gregory would like these plans, which were so diametrically +opposed to his own. As to that, Mary could say nothing. No doubt +Walter would make a clean breast of it to Sir Gregory before he left +Dunripple, and would be able to tell them what had passed when he +came to Loring. Mary, however, did not forget to argue that the +ground on which Walter Marrable stood was his own ground. After the +death of two men, the youngest of whom was over seventy, the property +would be his property, and could not be taken from him. If Sir +Gregory chose to quarrel with him,--as to the probability of which, +Mary and her aunt professed very different opinions,--they must wait. +Waiting now would be very different from what it had been when their +prospects in life had not seemed to depend in any degree upon the +succession to the family property. "And I know myself better now +than I did then," said Mary. "Though it were to be for all my life, +I would wait." + +On the Monday she got a letter from her cousin. It was very short, +and there was not a word in it about Sir Gregory or Edith Brownlow. +It only said that he was the happiest man in the world, and that he +would be at Loring on the following Saturday. He must return at once +to Birmingham, but would certainly be at Loring on Saturday. He had +written to his uncle to ask for hospitality. He did not suppose that +Parson John would refuse; but should this be the case, he would put +up at The Dragon. Mary might be quite sure that she would see him on +Saturday. + +And on the Saturday he came. The parson had consented to receive him; +but, not thinking highly of the wisdom of the proposed visit, had +worded his letter rather coldly. But of that Walter in his present +circumstances thought but little. He was hardly within the house +before he had told his story. "You haven't heard, I suppose," he +said, "that Mary and I have made it up?" + +"How made it up?" + +"Well,--I mean that you shall make us man and wife some day." + +"But I thought you were to marry Edith Brownlow." + +"Who told you that, sir? I am sure Edith did not, nor yet her mother. +But I believe these sort of things are often settled without +consulting the principals." + +"And what does my brother say?" + +"Sir Gregory, you mean?" + +"Of course I mean Sir Gregory. I don't suppose you'd ask your +father." + +"I never had the slightest intention, sir, of asking either one or +the other. I don't suppose that I am to ask his leave to be married, +like a young girl; and it isn't likely that any objection on family +grounds could be made to such a woman as Mary Lowther." + +"You needn't ask leave of any one, most noble Hector. That is a +matter of course. You can marry the cook-maid to-morrow, if you +please. But I thought you meant to live at Dunripple?" + +"So I shall,--part of the year; if Sir Gregory likes it." + +"And that you were to have an allowance and all that sort of thing. +Now, if you do marry the cook-maid--" + +"I am not going to marry the cook-maid,--as you know very well." + +"Or if you marry any one else in opposition to my brother's wishes, +I don't suppose it likely that he'll bestow that which he intended to +give as a reward to you for following his wishes." + +"He can do as he pleases. The moment that it was settled I told him." + +"And what did he say?" + +"He complained of headache. Sir Gregory very often does complain of +headache. When I took leave of him, he said I should hear from him." + +"Then it's all up with Dunripple for you,--as long as he lives. I've +no doubt that since poor Gregory's death your father's interest +in the property has been disposed of among the Jews to the last +farthing." + +"I shouldn't wonder." + +"And you are,--just where you were, my boy." + +"That depends entirely upon Sir Gregory. You may be sure of this, +sir,--that I shall ask him for nothing. If the worst comes to the +worst, I can go to the Jews as well as my father. I won't, unless I +am driven." + +He was with Mary, of course, that evening, walking again along the +banks of the Lurwell, as they had first done now nearly twelve months +since. Then the autumn had begun, and now the last of the summer +months was near its close. How very much had happened to her, or had +seemed to happen, during the interval. At that time she had thrice +declined Harry Gilmore's suit; but she had done so without any weight +on her own conscience. Her friends had wished her to marry the man, +and therefore she had been troubled; but the trouble had lain light +upon her, and as she looked back at it all, she felt that at that +time there had been something of triumph at her heart. A girl when +she is courted knows at any rate that she is thought worthy of +courtship, and in this instance she had been at least courted +worthily. Since then a whole world of trouble had come upon her +from that source. She had been driven hither and thither, first by +love, and then by a false idea of duty, till she had come almost to +shipwreck. And in her tossing she had gone against another barque +which, for aught she knew, might even yet go down from the effects of +the collision. She could not be all happy, even though she were again +leaning on Walter Marrable's arm, or again sitting with it round her +waist, beneath the shade of the trees on the banks of the Lurwell. + +"Then we must wait, and this time we must be patient," she said, when +he told her of poor Sir Gregory's headache. + +"I cannot ask him for anything," said Walter. + +"Of course not. Do not ask anybody for anything,--but just wait. I +have quite made up my mind that forty-five for the gentleman, and +thirty-five for the lady, is quite time enough for marrying." + +"The grapes are sour," said Walter. + +"They are not sour at all, sir," said Mary. + +"I was speaking of my own grapes, as I look at them when I use that +argument for my own comfort. The worst of it is that when we know +that the grapes are not sour,--that they are the sweetest grapes in +the world,--the argument is of no use. I won't tell any lies about +it, to myself or anybody else. I want my grapes at once." + +"And so do I," said Mary, eagerly; "of course I do. I am not going to +make any pretence with you. Of course I want them at once. But I have +learned to know that they are precious enough to be worth the waiting +for. I made a fool of myself once; but I shall not do it again, let +Sir Gregory make himself ever so disagreeable." + +This was all very pleasant for Captain Marrable. Ah, yes! what other +moment in a man's life is at all equal to that in which he is being +flattered to the top of his bent by the love of the woman he loves. +To be flattered by the love of a woman whom he does not love is +almost equally unpleasant,--if the man be anything of a man. But at +the present moment our Captain was supremely happy. His Thais was +telling him that he was indeed her king, and should he not take the +goods with which the gods provided him? To have been robbed of his +all by a father, and to have an uncle who would have a headache +instead of making settlements,--these indeed were drawbacks; but the +pleasure was so sweet that even such drawbacks as these could hardly +sully his bliss. "If you knew what your letter was to me!" she said, +as she leaned against his shoulder. His father and his uncle and all +the Marrables on the earth might do their worst, they could not rob +the present hour of its joy. + + + + +CHAPTER LXVIII. + +THE SQUIRE IS VERY OBSTINATE. + + +Mr. Gilmore left his own home on a Thursday afternoon, and on the +Monday when the Vicar again visited the Privets nothing had been +heard of him. Money had been left with the bailiff for the Saturday +wages of the men working about the place, but no provision for +anything had been made beyond that. The Sunday had been wet from +morning to night, and nothing could possibly be more disconsolate +than the aspect of things round the house, or more disreputable if +they were to be left in their present condition. The barrows, and the +planks, and the pickaxes had been taken away, which things, though +they are not in themselves beautiful, are safeguards against the +ill-effects of ugliness, as they inform the eyes why it is that such +disorder lies around. There was the disorder at the Privets now +without any such instruction to the eye. Pits were full of muddy +water, and half-formed paths had become the beds of stagnant pools. +The Vicar then went into the house, and though there was still a +workman and a boy who were listlessly pulling about some rolls of +paper, there were ample signs that misfortune had come and that +neglect was the consequence. "And all this," said Fenwick to himself, +"because the man cannot get the idea of a certain woman out of his +head!" Then he thought of himself and his own character, and asked +himself whether, in any position of life, he could have been thus +overruled to misery by circumstances altogether outside himself. +Misfortunes might come which would be very heavy; his wife or +children might die; or he might become a pauper; or subject to some +crushing disease. But Gilmore's trouble had not fallen upon him from +the hands of Providence. He had set his heart upon the gaining of a +thing, and was now absolutely broken-hearted because he could not +have it. And the thing was a woman. Fenwick admitted to himself that +the thing itself was the most worthy for which a man can struggle; +but would not admit that even in his search for that a man should +allow his heart to give way, or his strength to be broken down. + +He went up to the house again on the Wednesday, and again on the +Thursday,--but nothing had been heard from the Squire. The bailiff +was very unhappy. Even though there might come a cheque on the +Saturday morning, which both Fenwick and the bailiff thought to be +probable, still there would be grave difficulties. + +"Here'll be the first of September on us afore we know where we are," +said the bailiff, "and is we to go on with the horses?" + +For the Squire was of all men the most regular, and began to get +his horses into condition on the first of September as regularly as +he began to shoot partridges. The Vicar went home and then made up +his mind that he would go up to London after his friend. He must +provide for his next Sunday's duty, but he could do that out of a +neighbouring parish, and he would start on the morrow. He arranged +the matter with his wife and with his friend's curate, and on the +Friday he started. + +He drove himself into Salisbury instead of to the Bullhampton Road +station in order that he might travel by the express train. That at +least was the reason which he gave to himself and to his wife. But +there was present to his mind the idea that he might look into the +court and see how the trial was going on. Poor Carry Brattle would +have a bad time of it beneath a lawyer's claws. Such a one as Carry, +of the evil of whose past life there was no doubt, and who would +appear as a witness against a man whom she had once been engaged to +marry, would certainly meet with no mercy from a cross-examining +barrister. The broad landmarks between the respectable and the +disreputable may guide the tone of a lawyer somewhat, when he has a +witness in his power; but the finer lines which separate that which +is at the moment good and true from that which is false and bad +cannot be discerned amidst the turmoil of a trial, unless the eyes, +and the ears, and the inner touch of him who has the handling of the +victim be of a quality more than ordinarily high. + +The Vicar drove himself over to Salisbury and had an hour there for +strolling into the court. He had heard on the previous day that the +case would be brought on the first thing on the Friday, and it was +half-past eleven when he made his way in through the crowd. The train +by which he was to be taken on to London did not start till half-past +twelve. At that moment the court was occupied in deciding whether +a certain tradesman, living at Devizes, should or should not be on +the jury. The man himself objected that, being a butcher, he was, by +reason of the second nature acquired in his business, too cruel, and +bloody-minded to be entrusted with an affair of life and death. To a +proposition in itself so reasonable no direct answer was made; but it +was argued with great power on behalf of the crown, which seemed to +think at the time that the whole case depended on getting this one +particular man into the jury box, that the recalcitrant juryman +was not in truth a butcher, that he was only a dealer in meat, and +that though the stain of the blood descended the cruelty did not. +Fenwick remained there till he heard the case given against the +pseudo-butcher, and then retired from the court. He had, however, +just seen Carry Brattle and her father seated side by side on a bench +in a little outside room appropriated to the witnesses, and there +had been a constable there seeming to stand on guard over them. The +miller was sitting, leaning on his stick, with his eyes fixed upon +the ground, and Carry was pale, wretched, and draggled. Sam had not +yet made his appearance. + +"I'm afeard, sir, he'll be in trouble," said Carry to the Vicar. + +"Let 'un alone," said the miller; "when they wants 'im he'll be here. +He know'd more about it nor I did." + +That afternoon Fenwick went to the club of which he and Gilmore were +both members, and found that his friend was in London. He had been +so, at least, that morning at nine o'clock. According to the porter +at the club door, Mr. Gilmore called there every morning for his +letters as soon as the club was open. He did not eat his breakfast +in the house, nor, as far as the porter's memory went, did he even +enter the club. Fenwick had lodged himself at an hotel in the +immediate neighbourhood of Pall-Mall, and he made up his mind that +his only chance of catching his friend was to be at the steps of +the club door when it was opened at nine o'clock. So he eat his +dinner,--very much in solitude, for on the 28th of August it is not +often that the coffee rooms of clubs are full,--and in the evening +took himself to one of the theatres which was still open. His club +had been deserted, and it had seemed to him that the streets also +were empty. One old gentleman, who, together with himself, had +employed the forces of the establishment that evening, had told him +that there wasn't a single soul left in London. He had gone to his +tailor's and had found that both the tailor and the foreman were out +of town. His publisher,--for our Vicar did a little in the way of +light literature on social subjects, and had brought out a pretty +volume in green and gold on the half-profit system, intending to give +his share to a certain county hospital,--his publisher had been in +the north since the 12th, and would not be back for three weeks. He +found, however, a confidential young man who was able to tell him +that the hospital need not increase the number of its wards on this +occasion. He had dropped down to Dean's Yard to see a clerical +friend,--but the house was shut up and he could not even get an +answer. He sauntered into the Abbey, and found them mending the +organ. He got into a cab and was driven hither and thither because +all the streets were pulled up. He called at the War-Office to +see a young clerk, and found one old messenger fast asleep in +his arm-chair. "Gone for his holiday, sir," said the man in the +arm-chair, speaking amidst his dreams, without waiting to hear the +particular name of the young clerk who was wanted. And yet, when he +got to the theatre, it was so full that he could hardly find a seat +on which to sit. In all the world around us there is nothing more +singular than the emptiness and the fullness of London. + +He was up early the next morning and breakfasted before he went out, +thinking that even should he succeed in catching the Squire, he would +not be able to persuade the unhappy man to come and breakfast with +him. At a little before nine he was in Pall-Mall, walking up and down +before the club, and as the clocks struck the hour he began to be +impatient. The porter had said that Gilmore always came exactly at +nine, and within two minutes after that hour the Vicar began to feel +that his friend was breaking an engagement and behaving badly to him. +By ten minutes past, the idea had got into his head that all the +people in Pall-Mall were watching him, and at the quarter he was +angry and unhappy. He had just counted the seconds up to twenty +minutes, and had begun to consider that it would be absurd for him to +walk there all the day, when he saw the Squire coming slowly along +the street. He had been afraid to make himself comfortable within the +club, and there to wait for his friend's coming, lest Gilmore should +have escaped him, not choosing to be thus caught by any one;--and +even now he had his fear lest his quarry should slip through his +fingers. He waited till the Squire had gone up to the porter and +returned to the street, and then he crossed over and seized him +by the arm. "Harry," he said, "you didn't expect to see me in +London;--did you?" + +"Certainly not," said the other, implying very plainly by his looks +that the meeting had given him no special pleasure. + +"I came up yesterday afternoon, and I was at Cutcote's the tailor's, +and at Messrs. Bringémout and Neversell's. Bringémout has retired, +but it's Neversell that does the business. And then I went down to +see old Drybird, and I called on young Dozey at his office. But +everybody is out of town. I never saw anything like it. I vote that +we take to having holidays in the country, and all come to London, +and live in the empty houses." + +"I suppose you came up to look after me?" said Gilmore, with a brow +as black as a thunder-cloud. + +Fenwick perceived that he need not carry on any further his lame +pretences. "Well, I did. Come, old fellow, this won't do, you know. +Everything is not to be thrown overboard because a girl doesn't know +her own mind. Aren't your anchors better than that?" + +"I haven't an anchor left," said Gilmore. + +"How can you be so weak and so wicked as to say so? Come, Harry, take +a turn with me in the park. You may be quite sure I shan't let you go +now I've got you." + +"You'll have to let me go," said the other. + +"Not till I've told you my mind. Everybody is out of town, so I +suppose even a parson may light a cigar down here. Harry, you must +come back with me." + +"No;--I cannot." + +"Do you mean to say that you will yield up all your strength, all +your duty, all your life, and throw over every purpose of your +existence because you have been ill-used by a wench? Is that your +idea of manhood,--of that manhood you have so often preached?" + +"After what I have suffered there I cannot bear the place." + +"You must force yourself to bear it. Do you mean to say that because +you are unhappy you will not pay your debts?" + +"I owe no man a shilling;--or, if I do, I will pay it to-morrow." + +"There are debts you can only settle by daily payments. To every man +living on your land you owe such a debt. To every friend connected +with you by name, or blood, or love, you owe such a debt. Do you +suppose that you can cast yourself adrift, and make yourself a +by-word, and hurt no one but yourself? Why is it that we hate a +suicide?" + +"Because he sins." + +"Because he is a coward, and runs away from the burden which he ought +to bear gallantly. He throws his load down on the roadside, and does +not care who may bear it, or who may suffer because he is too poor +a creature to struggle on! Have you no feeling that, though it may +be hard with you here,"--and the Vicar, as he spoke, struck his +breast,--"you should so carry your outer self, that the eyes of those +around you should see nothing of the sorrow within? That is my idea +of manliness, and I have ever taken you to be a man." + +"We work for the esteem of others while we desire it. I desire +nothing now. She has so knocked me about that I should be a liar if +I were to say that there is enough manhood left in me to bear it. I +shan't kill myself." + +"No, Harry, you won't do that." + +"But I shall give up the place, and go abroad." + +"Whom will you serve by that?" + +"It is all very well to preach, Frank. Bad as I am I could preach to +you if there were a matter to preach about. I don't know that there +is anything much easier than preaching. But as for practising, you +can't do it if you have not got the strength. A man can't walk if you +take away his legs. If you break a bird's wing he can't fly, let the +bird be ever so full of pluck. All that there was in me she has taken +out of me. I could fight him, and would willingly, if I thought there +was a chance of his meeting me." + +"He would not be such a fool." + +"But I could not stand up and look at her." + +"She has left Bullhampton, you know." + +"It does not matter, Frank. There is the place that I was getting +ready for her. And if I were there, you and your wife would always be +thinking about it. And every fellow about the estate knows the whole +story. It seems to me to be almost inconceivable that a woman should +have done such a thing." + +"She has not meant to act badly, Harry." + +"To tell the truth, when I look back at it all, I blame myself more +than her. A man should never be ass enough to ask any woman a second +time. But I had got it into my head that it was a disgraceful thing +to ask and not to have. It is that which kills me now. I do not think +that I will ever again attempt anything, because failure is so hard +to me to bear. At any rate, I won't go back to the Privets." This he +added after a pause, during which the Vicar had been thinking what +new arguments he could bring up to urge his friend's return. + +Fenwick learned that Gilmore had sent a cheque to his bailiff by the +post of the preceding night. He acknowledged that in sending the +cheque he had said no more than to bid the man pay what wages were +due. He had not as yet made up his mind as to any further steps. As +they walked round the enclosure of St. James's Park together, and as +the warmth of their old friendship produced freedom of intercourse, +Gilmore acknowledged a dozen wild schemes that had passed through his +brain. That to which he was most wedded was a plan for meeting Walter +Marrable and cudgelling him pretty well to death. Fenwick pointed +out three or four objections to this. In the first place, Marrable +had committed no offence whatever against Gilmore. And then, in all +probability, Marrable might be as good at cudgelling as the Squire +himself. And thirdly, when the cudgelling was over, the man who began +the row would certainly be put into prison, and in atonement for that +would receive no public sympathy. "You can't throw yourself on the +public pity as a woman might," said the Vicar. + +"D---- the public pity," said the Squire, who was not often driven to +make his language forcible after that fashion. + +Another scheme was that he would publish the whole transaction. And +here again his friend was obliged to remind him, that a man in his +position should be reticent rather than outspoken. "You have already +declared," said the Vicar, "that you can't endure failure, and yet +you want to make your failure known to all the world." His third +proposition was more absurd still. He would write such a letter to +Mary Lowther as would cover her head with red hot coals. He would +tell her that she had made the world utterly unbearable to him, and +that she might have the Privets for herself and go and live there. "I +do not doubt but that such a letter would annoy her," said the Vicar. + +"Why should I care how much she is annoyed?" + +"Just so;--but everyone who saw the letter would know that it was +pretence and bombast. Of course you will do nothing of the kind." + +They were together pretty nearly the whole day. Gilmore, no doubt, +would have avoided the Vicar in the morning had it been possible; +but now that he had been caught, and had been made to undergo +his friend's lectures, he was rather grateful than otherwise for +something in the shape of society. It was Fenwick's desire to induce +him to return to Bullhampton. If this could not be done, it would no +doubt be well that some authority should be obtained from him as to +the management of the place. But this subject had not been mooted +as yet, because Fenwick felt that if he once acknowledged that the +runaway might continue to be a runaway, his chance of bringing the +man back to his own home would be much lessened. As yet, however, he +had made no impression in that direction. At last they parted on an +understanding that they were to breakfast together the next morning +at Fenwick's hotel, and then go to the eleven o'clock Sunday service +at a certain noted metropolitan church. At breakfast, and during +the walk to church, Fenwick said not a word to his friend about +Bullhampton. He talked of church services, of ritual, of the +quietness of a Sunday in London, and of the Sunday occupations of +three millions of people not a fourth of whom attend divine service. +He chose any subject other than that of which Gilmore was thinking. +But as soon as they were out of church he made another attack upon +him. "After that, Harry, don't you feel like trying to do your duty?" + +"I feel that I can't fly because my wing is broken," said the Squire. + +They spent the whole of the afternoon and evening together, but no +good was done. Gilmore, as far as he had a plan, intended to go +abroad, travel to the East, or to the West,--or to the South, if so +it came about. The Privets might be let if any would choose to take +the place. As far as he was concerned his income from his tenants +would be more than he wanted. "As for doing them any good, I never +did them any good," he said, as he parted from the Vicar for the +night. "If they can't live on the land without my being at home, I am +sure they won't if I stay there." + + + + +CHAPTER LXIX. + +THE TRIAL. + + +The miller, as he was starting from his house door, had called +his daughter by her own name for the first time since her return +home,--and Carry had been comforted. But no further comfort came +to her during her journey to Salisbury from her father's speech. +He hardly spoke the whole morning, and when he did say a word as +to any matter on the work they had in hand, his voice was low and +melancholy. Carry knew well, as did every one at Bullhampton, that +her father was a man not much given to conversation, and she had not +expected him to talk to her; but the silence, together with the load +at her heart as to the ordeal of her examination, was very heavy on +her. If she could have asked questions, and received encouragement, +she could have borne her position comparatively with ease. + +The instructions with which the miller was furnished required that +Carry Brattle should present herself at a certain office in Salisbury +at a certain hour on that Wednesday. Exactly at that hour she and +her father were at the place indicated, already having visited their +lodgings at Mrs. Stiggs'. They were then told that they would not be +again wanted on that day, but that they must infallibly be in the +Court the next morning at half-past nine. The attorney's clerk whom +they saw, when he learned that Sam Brattle was not yet in Salisbury, +expressed an opinion as to that young man's iniquity which led Carry +to think that he was certainly in more danger than either of the +prisoners. As they left the office, she suggested to her father that +a message should be immediately sent to Bullhampton after Sam. "Let +'un be," said the miller; and it was all that he did say. On that +evening they retired to the interior of one of the bedrooms at +Trotter's Buildings, at four o'clock in the afternoon, and did not +leave the house again. Anything more dreary than those hours could +not be imagined. The miller, who was accustomed to work hard all +day and then to rest, did not know what to do with his limbs. +Carry, seeing his misery, and thinking rather of that than her own, +suggested to him that they should go out and walk round the town. +"Bide as thee be," said the miller; "it ain't no time now for showing +theeself." Carry took the rebuke without a word, but turned her head +to hide her tears. + +And the next day was worse, because it was longer. Exactly at +half-past nine they were down at the court; and there they hung about +till half-past ten. Then they were told that their affair would not +be brought on till the Friday, but that at half-past nine on that +day, it would undoubtedly be commenced; and that if Sam was not there +then, it would go very hard with Sam. The miller, who was beginning +to lose his respect for the young man from whom he received these +communications, muttered something about Sam being all right. "You'll +find he won't be all right if he isn't here at half-past nine +to-morrow," said the young man. "There is them as their bark is worse +than their bite," said the miller. Then they went back to Trotter's +Buildings, and did not stir outside of Mrs. Stiggs' house throughout +the whole day. + +On the Friday, which was in truth to be the day of the trial, they +were again in court at half-past nine; and there, as we have seen, +they were found, two hours later, by Mr. Fenwick, waiting patiently +while the great preliminary affair of the dealer in meat was being +settled. At that hour Sam had not made his appearance; but between +twelve and one he sauntered into the comfortless room in which Carry +was still sitting with her father. The sight of him was a joy to poor +Carry, as he would speak to her, and tell her something of what was +going on. "I'm about in time for the play, father," he said, coming +up to them. The miller picked up his hat, and scratched his head, and +muttered something. But there had been a sparkle in his eye when he +saw Sam. In truth, the sight in all the world most agreeable to the +old man's eyes was the figure of his youngest son. To the miller no +Apollo could have been more perfect in beauty, and no Hercules more +useful in strength. Carry's sweet woman's brightness had once been as +dear to him,--but all that had now passed away. + +"Is it a'going all through?" asked the miller, referring to the mill. + +"Running as pretty as a coach-and-four when I left at seven this +morning," said Sam. + +"And how did thee come?" + +"By the marrow-bone stage, as don't pay no tolls; how else?" The +miller did not express a single word of approbation, but he looked +up and down at his son's legs and limbs, delighted to think that +the young man was at work in the mill this morning, had since that +walked seventeen miles, and now stood before them showing no sign of +fatigue. + +"What are they a'doing on now, Sam?" asked Carry, in a whisper. Sam +had already been into the court, and was able to inform them that +the "big swell of all was making a speech, in which he was telling +everybody every 'varsal thing about it. And what do you think, +father?" + +"I don't think nothing," said the miller. + +"They've been and found Trumbull's money-box buried in old mother +Burrows's garden at Pycroft." Carry uttered the slightest possible +scream as she heard this, thinking of the place which she had known +so well. "Dash my buttons if they ain't," continued Sam. "It's about +up with 'em now." + +"They'll be hung--of course," said the miller. + +"What asses men is," said Sam; "--to go to bury the box there! Why +didn't they smash it into atoms?" + +"Them as goes crooked in big things is like to go crooked in little," +said the miller. + +At about two Sam and Carry were told to go into Court, and way +was made for the old man to accompany them. At that moment the +cross-examination was being continued of the man who, early on the +Sunday morning, had seen the Grinder with his companion in the cart +on the road leading towards Pycroft Common. A big burly barrister, +with a broad forehead and grey eyes, was questioning this witness as +to the identity of the men in the cart; and at every answer that he +received he turned round to the jury as though he would say "There, +then, what do you think of the case now, when such a man as that is +brought before you to give evidence?" "You will swear, then, that +these two men who are here in the dock were the two men you saw that +morning in that cart?" The witness said that he would so swear. "You +knew them both before, of course?" The witness declared that he had +never seen either of them before in his life. "And you expect the +jury to believe, now that the lives of these men depend on their +believing it, that after the lapse of a year you can identify these +two men, whom you had never seen before, and who were at that time +being carried along the road at the rate of eight or ten miles an +hour?" The witness, who had already encountered a good many of these +questions, and who was inclined to be rough rather than timid, said +that he didn't care twopence what the jury believed. It was simply +his business to tell what he knew. Then the judge looked at that +wicked witness,--who had talked in this wretched, jeering way about +twopence!--looked at him over his spectacles, and shaking his head as +though with pity at that witness's wickedness, cautioned him as to +the peril of his body, making, too, a marked reference to the peril +of his soul by that melancholy wagging of the head. Then the burly +barrister with the broad forehead looked up beseechingly to the jury. +Was it right that any man should be hung for any offence against whom +such a witness as this was brought up to give testimony? It was the +manifest feeling of the crowd in the court that the witness himself +ought to be hung immediately. "You may go down, sir," said the burly +barrister, giving an impression to those who looked on, but did not +understand, that the case was over as far as it depended on that +man's evidence. The burly barrister himself was not so sanguine. +He knew very well that the judge who had wagged his head in so +melancholy a way at the iniquity of a witness who had dared to +say that he didn't care twopence, would, when he was summing up, +refer to the presence of the two prisoners in the cart as a thing +fairly supported by evidence. The amount of the burly barrister's +achievement was simply this,--that for the moment a sort of sympathy +was excited on behalf of the prisoners by the disapprobation which +was aroused against the wicked man who hadn't cared twopence. +Sympathy, like electricity, will run so quick that no man may stop +it. If sympathy might be made to run through the jury-box there might +perchance be a man or two there weak enough to entertain it to the +prejudice of his duty on that day. The hopes of the burly barrister +in this matter did not go further than that. + +Then there was another man put forward who had seen neither of the +prisoners, but had seen the cart and pony at Pycroft Common, and had +known that the cart and pony were for the time in the possession of +the Grinder. He was questioned by the burly barrister about himself +rather than about his evidence; and when he had been made to own that +he had been five times in prison, the burly barrister was almost +justified in the look he gave to the jury, and he shook his head as +though in sorrow that his learned friend on the other side should +have dared to bring such a man as that before them as a witness. + +Various others were brought up and examined before poor Carry's turn +had come; and on each occasion, as one after another was dismissed +from the hands of the burly barrister, here one crushed and +confounded, there another loud and triumphant, her heart was almost +in her throat. And yet though she so dreaded the moment when it +should come, there was a sense of wretched disappointment in that +she was kept waiting. It was now between four and five, and whispers +began to be rife that the Crown would not finish their case that day. +There was much trouble and more amusement with the old woman who +had been Trumbull's housekeeper. She was very deaf; but it had been +discovered that there was an old friendship between her and the +Grinder's mother, and that she had at one time whispered the fact of +the farmer's money into the ears of Mrs. Burrows of Pycroft Common. +Deaf as she was, she was made to admit this. Mrs. Burrows was also +examined, but she would admit nothing. She had never heard of the +money, or of Farmer Trumbull, or of the murder,--not till the world +heard of it, and she knew nothing about her son's doings or comings +or goings. No doubt she had given shelter to a young woman at the +request of a friend of her son, the young woman paying her ten +shillings a week for her board and lodging. That young woman was +Carry Brattle. Her son and that young man had certainly been at her +house together; but she could not at all say whether they had been +there on that Sunday morning. Perhaps, of all who had been examined +Mrs. Burrows was the most capable witness, for the lawyer who +examined her on behalf of the Crown was able to extract absolutely +nothing from her. When she turned herself round with an air of +satisfaction, to face the questions of the burly barrister, she was +told that he had no question to ask her. "It's all as one to me, +sir," said Mrs. Burrows, as she smoothed her apron and went down. + +And then it was poor Carry's turn. When the name of Caroline Brattle +was called she turned her eyes beseechingly to her father, as though +hoping that he would accompany her in this the dreaded moment of her +punishment. She caught him convulsively by the sleeve of the coat, as +she was partly dragged and partly shoved on towards the little box +in which she was to take her stand. He accompanied her to the foot +of the two or three steps which she was called on to ascend, but of +course he could go no further with her. + +"I'll bide nigh thee, Carry," he said; and it was the only word which +he had spoken to comfort her that day. It did, however, serve to +lessen her present misery, and added something to her poor stock of +courage. "Your name is Caroline Brattle?" "And you were living on the +thirty-first of last August with Mrs. Burrows at Pycroft Common?" "Do +you remember Sunday the thirty-first of August?" These, and two or +three other questions like them were asked by a young barrister in +the mildest tone he could assume. "Speak out, Miss Brattle," he said, +"and then there will be nothing to trouble you." "Yes, sir," she +said, in answer to each of the questions, still almost in a whisper. + +Nothing to trouble her, and all the eyes of that cruel world around +fixed upon her! Nothing to trouble her, and every ear on the alert +to hear her,--young and pretty as she was,--confess her own shame +in that public court! Nothing to trouble her, when she would so +willingly have died to escape the agony that was coming on her! For +she knew that it would come. Though she had never been in a court of +law before, and had had no one tell her what would happen, she knew +that the question would be asked. She was sure that she would be made +to say what she had been before all that crowd of men. + +The evidence which she could give, though it was material, was very +short. John Burrows and Lawrence Acorn had come to the cottage on +Pycroft Common on that Sunday morning, and there she had seen both +of them. It was daylight when they came, but still it was very early. +She had not observed the clock, but she thought that it may have +been about five. The men were in and out of the house, but they had +some breakfast. She had risen from bed to help to get them their +breakfast. If anything had been buried by them in the garden, she +had known nothing of it. She had then received three sovereigns from +Acorn, whom she was engaged to marry. From that day to the present +she had never seen either of the men. As soon as she heard of the +suspicion against Acorn, and that he had fled, she conceived her +engagement to be at an end. All this she testified, with infinite +difficulty, in so low a voice that a man was sworn to stand by her +and repeat her answers aloud to the jury;--and then she was handed +over to the burly barrister. + +She had been long enough in the court to perceive, and had been +clever enough to learn, that this man would be her enemy. Though +she had been unable to speak aloud in answering the counsel for +the prosecution, she had quite understood that the man was her +friend,--that he was only putting to her those questions which +must be asked,--and questions which she could answer without much +difficulty. But when she was told to attend to what the other +gentleman would say to her, then, indeed, her poor heart failed her. + +It came at once. "My dear, I believe you have been indiscreet?" +The words, perhaps, had been chosen with some idea of mercy, but +certainly there was no mercy in the tone. The man's voice was loud, +and there was something in it almost of a jeer,--something which +seemed to leave an impression on the hearer that there had been +pleasure in the asking it. She struggled to make an answer, and the +monosyllable, yes, was formed by her lips. The man who was acting as +her mouthpiece stooped down his ears to her lips, and then shook his +head. Assuredly no sound had come from them that could have reached +his sense, had he been ever so close. The burly barrister waited in +patience, looking now at her, and now round at the court. "I must +have an answer. I say that I believe you have been indiscreet. You +know, I dare say, what I mean. Yes or no will do; but I must have +an answer." She glanced round for an instant, trying to catch her +father's eye; but she could see nothing; everything seemed to swim +before her except the broad face of that burly barrister. "Has she +given any answer?" he asked of the mouthpiece; and the mouthpiece +again shook his head. The heart of the mouthpiece was tender, and he +was beginning to hate the burly barrister. "My dear," said the burly +barrister, "the jury must have the information from you." + +Then gradually there was heard through the court the gurgling sounds +of irrepressible sobs,--and with them there came a moan from the old +man, who was only divided from his daughter by the few steps,--which +was understood by the whole crowd. The story of the poor girl, in +reference to the trial, had been so noised about that it was known +to all the listeners. That spark of sympathy, of which we have said +that its course cannot be arrested when it once finds its way into +a crowd, had been created, and there was hardly present then one, +either man or woman, who would not have prayed that Carry Brattle +might be spared if it were possible. There was a juryman there, a +father with many daughters, who thought that it might not misbecome +him to put forward such a prayer himself. + +"Perhaps it mayn't be necessary," said the soft-hearted juryman. + +But the burly barrister was not a man who liked to be taught his duty +by any one in court,--not even by a juryman,--and his quick intellect +immediately told him that he must seize the spark of sympathy in +its flight. It could not be stopped, but it might be turned to his +own purpose. It would not suffice for him now that he should simply +defend the question he had asked. The court was showing its aptitude +for pathos, and he also must be pathetic on his own side. He knew +well enough that he could not arrest public opinion which was going +against him, by shewing that his question was a proper question; but +he might do so by proving at once how tender was his own heart. + +"It is a pain and grief to me," said he, "to bring sorrow upon +any one. But look at those prisoners at the bar, whose lives are +committed to my charge, and know that I, as their advocate, love them +while they are my clients as well as any father can love his child. I +will spend myself for them, even though it may be at the risk of the +harsh judgment of those around me. It is my duty to prove to the jury +on their behalf that the life of this young woman has been such as +to invalidate her testimony against them;--and that duty I shall do, +fearless of the remarks of any one. Now I ask you again, Caroline +Brattle, whether you are not one of the unfortunates?" + +This attempt of the burly barrister was to a certain extent +successful. The juryman who had daughters of his own had been put +down, and the barrister had given, at any rate, an answer to the +attack that had been silently made on him by the feeling of the +court. Let a man be ready with a reply, be it ever so bad a reply, +and any attack is parried. But Carry had given no answer to the +question, and those who looked at her thought it very improbable that +she would be able to do so. She had clutched the arm of the man who +stood by her, and in the midst of her sobs was looking round with +snatched, quick, half-completed glances for protection to the spot on +which her father and brother were standing. The old man had moaned +once; but after that he uttered no sound. He stood leaning on his +stick with his eyes fixed upon the ground, quite motionless. Sam was +standing with his hands grasping the woodwork before him and his bold +gaze fastened on the barrister's face, as though he were about to fly +at him. The burly barrister saw it all and perceived that more was to +be gained by sparing than by persecuting his witness, and resolved to +let her go. + +"I believe that will do," he said. "Your silence tells all that I +wish the jury to know. You may go down." Then the man who had acted +as mouthpiece led Carry away, delivered her up to her father, and +guided them both out of court. + +They went back to the room in which they had before been seated, and +there they waited for Sam, who was called into the witness-box as +they left the court. + +"Oh, father," said Carry, as soon as the old man was again placed +upon the bench. And she stood over him, and put her hand upon his +neck. + +"We've won through it, girl, and let that be enough," said the +miller. Then she sat down close by his side, and not another word was +spoken by them till Sam returned. + +Sam's evidence was, in fact, but of little use. He had had dealings +with Acorn, who had introduced him to Burrows, and had known the two +men at the old woman's cottage on the Common. When he was asked, what +these dealings had been, he said they were honest dealings. + +"About your sister's marriage?" suggested the crown lawyer. + +"Well,--yes," said Sam. And then he stated that the men had come over +to Bullhampton and that he had accompanied them as they walked round +Farmer Trumbull's house. He had taken them into the Vicar's garden; +and then he gave an account of the meeting there with Mr. Fenwick. +After that he had known and seen nothing of the men. When he +testified so far he was handed over to the burly barrister. + +The burly barrister tried all he knew, but he could make nothing of +this witness. A question was asked him, the true answer to which +would have implied that his sister's life had been disreputable. When +this was asked Sam declared that he would not say a word about his +sister one way or the other. His sister had told them all she knew +about the murder, and now he had told them all he knew. He protested +that he was willing to answer any questions they might ask him about +himself; but about his sister he would answer none. When told that +the information desired might be got in a more injurious way from +other sources, he became rather impudent. + +"Then you may go to--other sources," he said. + +He was threatened with all manner of pains and penalties; but he made +nothing of these threats, and was at last allowed to leave the box. +When his evidence was completed the trial was adjourned for another +day. + +Though it was then late in the afternoon the three Brattles returned +home that night. There was a train which took them to the Bullhampton +Road station, and from thence they walked to the mill. It was a weary +journey both for the poor girl and for the old man; but anything was +better than delay for another night in Trotter's Buildings. And then +the miller was unwilling to be absent from his mill one hour longer +than was necessary. When there came to be a question whether he could +walk, he laughed the difficulty to scorn in his quiet way. "Why +shouldn't I walk it? Ain't I got to 'arn my bread every day?" + +It was ten o'clock when they reached the mill, and Mrs. Brattle, not +expecting them at that hour, was in bed. But Fanny was up, and did +what she could to comfort them. But no one could ever comfort old +Brattle. He was not susceptible to soft influences. It may almost +be said that he condemned himself because he gave way to the daily +luxury of a pipe. He believed in plenty of food, because food for the +workman is as coals to the steam-engine, as oats to the horse,--the +raw material out of which the motive power of labour must be made. +Beyond eating and working a man had little to do, but just to wait +till he died. That was his theory of life in these his latter days; +and yet he was a man with keen feelings and a loving heart. + +But Carry was comforted when her sister's arms were around her. "They +asked me if I was bad," she said, "and I thought I should a' died, +and I never answered them a word,--and at last they let me go." +When Fanny inquired whether their father had been kind to her, she +declared that he had been "main kind." "But, oh, Fanny! if he'd only +say a word, it would warm one's heart; wouldn't it?" + +On the following evening news reached Bullhampton that the Grinder +had been convicted and sentenced to death, but that Lawrence Acorn +had been acquitted. The judge, in his summing up, had shown that +certain evidence which applied to the Grinder had not applied to his +comrade in the dock, and the jury had been willing to take any excuse +for saving one man from the halter. + + + + +CHAPTER LXX. + +THE FATE OF THE PUDDLEHAMITES. + + +Fenwick and Gilmore breakfasted together on the morning that the +former left London for Bullhampton; and by that time the Vicar had +assured himself that it would be quite impossible to induce his +friend to go back to his home. "I shall turn up after some years if +I live," said the Squire; "and I suppose I shan't think so much about +it then; but for the present I will not go to the place." + +He authorised Fenwick to do what he pleased about the house and +the gardens, and promised to give instructions as to the sale of +his horses. If the whole place were not let, the bailiff might, he +suggested, carry on the farm himself. When he was urged as to his +duty, he again answered by his illustration of the man without a leg. +"It may be all very true," he said, "that a man ought to walk, but if +you cut off his leg he can't walk." Fenwick at last found that there +was nothing more to be said, and he was constrained to take his +leave. + +"May I tell her that you forgive her?" the Vicar asked, as they were +walking together up and down the station in the Waterloo Road. + +"She will not care a brass farthing for my forgiveness," said +Gilmore. + +"You wrong her there. I am sure that nothing would give her so much +comfort as such a message." + +Gilmore walked half the length of the platform before he replied. +"What is the good of telling a lie about it?"--he said, at last. + +"I certainly would not tell a lie." + +"Then I can't say that I forgive her. How is a man to forgive such +treatment? If I said that I did, you wouldn't believe me. I will keep +out of her way, and that will be better for her than forgiving her." + +"Some of your wrath, I fear, falls to my lot?" said the Vicar. + +"No, Frank. You and your wife have done the best for me all +through,--as far as you thought was best." + +"We have meant to do so." + +"And if she has been false to me as no woman was ever false before, +that is not your fault. As for the jewels, tell your wife to lock +them up,--or to throw them away if she likes that better. My +brother's wife will have them some day, I suppose." Now his brother +was in India, and his brother's wife he had never seen. Then there +was a pledge given that Gilmore would inform his friend by letter of +his future destination, and so they parted. + +This was on the Tuesday, and Fenwick had desired that his gig might +meet him at the Bullhampton Road station. He had learned by this time +of the condemnation of one man for the murder, and the acquittal of +the other, and was full of the subject when his groom was seated +beside him. Had the Brattles come back to the mill? And what of +Sam? And what did the people say about Acorn's escape? These, and +many other questions he asked, but he found that his servant was +so burdened with a matter of separate and of infinitely greater +interest, that he could not be got to give his mind to the late +trial. He believed the Brattles were back; he had seen nothing of +Sam; he didn't know anything about Acorn; but the new chapel was +going to be pulled down. + +"What!" exclaimed the Vicar;--"not at once?" + +"So they was saying, sir, when I come away. And the men was at +it,--that is, standing all about. And there is to be no more +preaching, sir. And missus was out in the front looking at 'em as I +drove out of the yard." + +Fenwick asked twenty questions, but could obtain no other information +than was given in the first announcement of these astounding news. +And as he entered the vicarage he was still asking questions, and the +man was still endeavouring to express his own conviction that that +horrible, damnable, and most heart-breaking red brick building would +be demolished, and carted clean away before the end of the week. +For the servants and dependents of the vicarage were staunch to the +interests of the church establishment, with a degree of fervour +of which the Vicar himself knew nothing. They hated Puddleham and +dissent. This groom would have liked nothing better than a commission +to punch the head of Mr. Puddleham's eldest son, a young man who had +been employed in a banker's office at Warminster, but had lately come +home because he had been found to have a taste for late hours and +public-house parlours; and had made himself busy on the question of +the chapel. The maid servants at the vicarage looked down as from a +mighty great height on the young women of Bullhampton who attended +the chapel, and the vicarage gardener, since he had found out that +the chapel stood on glebe land, and ought therefore, to be placed +under his hands, had hardly been able to keep himself off the ground. +His proposed cure for the evil that had been done,--as an immediate +remedy before erection and demolition could be carried out, was to +form the vicarage manure pit close against the chapel door,--"and +then let anybody touch our property who dares!" He had, however, been +too cautious to carry out any such strategy as this, without direct +authority from the Commander-in-Chief. "Master thinks a deal too much +on 'em," he had said to the groom, almost in disgust at the Vicar's +pusillanimity. + +When Fenwick reached his own gate there was a crowd of men loitering +around the chapel, and he got out from his gig and joined them. His +eye first fell upon Mr. Puddleham, who was standing directly in front +of the door, with his back to the building, wearing on his face +an expression of infinite displeasure. The Vicar was desirous of +assuring the minister that no steps need be taken, at any rate, +for the present, towards removing the chapel from its present +situation. But before he could speak to Mr. Puddleham he perceived +the builder from Salisbury, who appeared to be very busy,--Grimes, +the Bullhampton tradesman, so lately discomfited, but now +triumphant,--Bolt, the elder, close at Mr. Puddleham's elbow,--his +own churchwarden, with one or two other farmers,--and lastly, Lord +St. George himself, walking in company with Mr. Packer, the agent. +Many others from the village were there, so that there was quite +a public meeting on the bit of ground which had been appropriated +to Mr. Puddleham's preachings. Fenwick, as soon as he saw Lord St. +George, accosted him before he spoke to the others. + +"My friend Mr. Puddleham," said he, "seems to have the benefit of a +distinguished congregation this morning." + +"The last, I fear, he will ever have on this spot," said the lord, as +he shook hands with the Vicar. + +"I am very sorry to hear you say so, my lord. Of course, I don't know +what you are doing, and I can't make Mr. Puddleham preach here, if he +be not willing." + +Mr. Puddleham had now joined them. "I am ready and willing," said he, +"to do my duty in that sphere of life to which it has pleased God to +call me." And it was evident that he thought that the sphere to which +he had been called was that special chapel opposite to the vicarage +entrance. + +"As I was saying," continued the Vicar, "I have neither the wish nor +the power to control my neighbour; but, as far as I am concerned, no +step need be taken to displace him. I did not like this site for the +chapel at first; but I have got quit of all that feeling, and Mr. +Puddleham may preach to his heart's content,--as he will, no doubt, +to his hearers' welfare, and will not annoy me in the least." On +hearing this, Mr. Puddleham pushed his hat off his forehead and +looked up and frowned, as though the levity of expression in which +his rival indulged, was altogether unbecoming the solemnity of the +occasion. + +"Mr. Fenwick," said the lord, "we have taken advice, and we find the +thing ought to be done,--and to be done instantly. The leading men of +the congregation are quite of that view." + +"They are of course unwilling to oppose your noble father, my lord," +said the minister. + +"And to tell you the truth, Mr. Fenwick," continued Lord St. George, +"you might be put, most unjustly, into a peck of troubles if we did +not do this. You have no right to let the glebe on a building lease, +even if you were willing, and high ecclesiastical authority would +call upon you at once to have the nuisance removed." + +"Nuisance, my lord!" said Mr. Puddleham, who had seen with half an +eye that the son was by no means worthy of the father. + +"Well, yes,--placed in the middle of the Vicar's ground! What would +you say if Mr. Fenwick demanded leave to use your parlour for his +vestry room, and to lock up his surplice in your cupboard?" + +"I'm sure he'd try it on before he'd had it a day," said the Vicar, +"and very well he'd look in it," whereupon the minister again raised +his hat, and again frowned. + +"The long and the short of it is," continued the lord, "that we've, +among us, made a most absurd mistake, and the sooner we put it right +the better. My father, feeling that our mistake has led to all the +others, and that we have caused all this confusion, thinks it to be +his duty to pull the chapel down and build it up on the site before +proposed near the cross roads. We'll begin at once, and hope to get +it done by Christmas. In the mean time, Mr. Puddleham has consented +to go back to the old chapel." + +"Why not let him stay here till the other is finished?" asked the +Vicar. + +"My dear sir," replied the lord, "we are going to transfer the chapel +body and bones. If we were Yankees we should know how to do it +without pulling it in pieces. As it is, we've got to do it piecemeal. +So now, Mr. Hickbody," he continued, turning round to the builder +from Salisbury, "you may go to work at once. The Marquis will be much +obliged to you if you will press it on." + +"Certainly, my lord," said Mr. Hickbody, taking off his hat. "We'll +put on quite a body of men, my lord, and his lordship's commands +shall be obeyed." + +After which Lord St. George and Mr. Fenwick withdrew together from +the chapel and walked into the vicarage. + +"If all that be absolutely necessary--" began the Vicar. + +"It is, Mr. Fenwick; we've made a mistake." Lord St. George always +spoke of his father as "we," when there came upon him the necessity +of retrieving his father's errors. "And our only way out of it is +to take the bull by the horns at once and put the thing right. It +will cost us about £700, and then there is the bore of having to own +ourselves to be wrong. But that is much better than a fight." + +"I should not have fought." + +"You would have been driven to fight. And then there is the one +absolute fact;--the chapel ought not to be there. And now I've one +other word to say. Don't you think this quarrelling between clergyman +and landlord is bad for the parish?" + +"Very bad indeed, Lord St. George." + +"Now I'm not going to measure out censure, or to say that we have +been wrong, or that you have been wrong." + +"If you do I shall defend myself," said the Vicar. + +"Exactly so. But if bygones can be bygones there need be neither +offence nor defence." + +"What can a clergyman think, Lord St. George, when the landlord of +his parish writes letters against him to his bishop, maligning his +private character, and spreading reports for which there is not the +slightest foundation?" + +"Mr. Fenwick, is that the way in which you let bygones be bygones?" + +"It is very hard to say that I can forget such an injury." + +"My father, at any rate, is willing to forget,--and, as he hopes, +to forgive. In all disputes each party of course thinks that he has +been right. If you, for the sake of the parish, and for the sake of +Christian charity and goodwill, are ready to meet him half way, all +this ill-will may be buried in the ground." + +What could the Vicar do? He felt that he was being cunningly cheated +out of his grievance. He would have had not a minute's hesitation as +to forgiving the Marquis, had the Marquis owned himself to be wrong. +But he was now invited to bury the hatchet on even terms, and he knew +that the terms should not be even. And he resented all this the more +in his heart because he understood very well how clever and cunning +was the son of his enemy. He did not like to be cheated out of his +forgiveness. But after all, what did it matter? Would it not be +enough for him to know, himself, that he had been right? Was it +not much to feel himself free from all pricks of conscience in the +matter? + +"If Lord Trowbridge is willing to let it all pass," said he, "so am +I." + +"I am delighted," said Lord St. George, with spirit; "I will not come +in now, because I have already overstayed my time, but I hope you may +hear from my father before long in a spirit of kindness." + + + + +CHAPTER LXXI. + +THE END OF MARY LOWTHER'S STORY. + + +Sir Gregory Marrable's headache was not of long duration. Allusion +is here made to that especial headache under the acute effects of +which he had taken so very unpromising a farewell of his nephew and +heir. It lasted, however, for two or three days, during which he had +frequent consultations with Mrs. Brownlow, and had one conversation +with Edith. He was disappointed, sorry, and sore at heart because the +desire on which he had set his mind could not be fulfilled; but he +was too weak to cling either to his hope or to his anger. His own son +had gone from him, and this young man must be his heir and the owner +of Dunripple. No doubt he might punish the young man by excluding +him from any share of ownership for the present; but there would be +neither comfort nor advantage in that. It is true that he might save +any money that Walter would cost him, and give it to Edith,--but such +a scheme of saving for such a purpose was contrary to the old man's +nature. He wanted to have his heir near him at Dunripple. He hated +the feeling of desolation which was presented to him by the idea of +Dunripple without some young male Marrable at hand to help him. He +desired, unconsciously, to fill up the void made by the death of his +son with as little trouble as might be. And therefore he consulted +Mrs. Brownlow. + +Mrs. Brownlow was clearly of opinion that he had better take his +nephew, with the encumbrance of Mary Lowther, and make them both +welcome to the house. "We have all heard so much good of Miss +Lowther, you know," said Mrs. Brownlow, "and she is not at all the +same as a stranger." + +"That is true," said Sir Gregory, willing to be talked over. + +"And then, you know, who can say whether Edith would ever have liked +him or not. You never can tell what way a young woman's feelings will +go." + +On hearing this Sir Gregory uttered some sound intended to express +mildly a divergence of opinion. He did not doubt but what Edith would +have been quite willing to fall in love with Walter, had all things +been conformable to her doing so. Mrs. Brownlow did not notice this +as she continued,--"At any rate the poor girl would suffer dreadfully +now if she were allowed to think that you should be divided from +your nephew by your regard for her. Indeed, she could hardly stay at +Dunripple if that were so." + +Mrs. Brownlow in a mild way suggested that nothing should be said to +Edith, and Sir Gregory gave half a promise that he would be silent. +But it was against his nature not to speak. When the moment came the +temptation to say something that could be easily said, and which +would produce some mild excitement, was always too strong for him. +"My dear," he said, one evening, when Edith was hovering round his +chair, "you remember what I once said to you about your cousin +Walter?" + +"About Captain Marrable, uncle?" + +"Well,--he is just the same as a cousin;--it turns out that he is +engaged to marry another cousin,--Mary Lowther." + +"She is his real cousin, Uncle Gregory." + +"I never saw the young lady,--that I know of." + +"Nor have I,--but I've heard so much about her! And everybody says +she is nice. I hope they'll come and live here." + +"I don't know yet, my dear." + +"He told me all about it when he was here." + +"Told you he was going to be married?" + +"No, uncle, he did not tell me that exactly;--but he said +that--that--. He told me how much he loved Mary Lowther, and a great +deal about her, and I felt sure it would come so." + +"Then you are aware that what I had hinted about you and Walter--" + +"Don't talk about that, Uncle Gregory. I knew that it was ever so +unlikely, and I didn't think about it. You are so good to me that of +course I couldn't say anything. But you may be sure he is ever so +much in love with Miss Lowther; and I do hope we shall be so fond of +her!" + +Sir Gregory was pacified and his headache for the time was cured. He +had had his little scheme, and it had failed. Edith was very good, +and she should still be his pet and his favourite,--but Walter +Marrable should be told that he might marry and bring his bride to +Dunripple, and that if he would sell out of his regiment, the family +lawyer should be instructed to make such arrangements for him as +would have been made had he actually been a son. There would be some +little difficulty about the colonel's rights; but the colonel had +already seized upon so much that it could not but be easy to deal +with him. On the next morning the letter was written to Walter by +Mrs. Brownlow herself. + +About a week after this Mary Lowther, who was waiting at Loring with +an outward show of patience, but with much inward anxiety for further +tidings from her lover, received two letters, one from Walter, and +the other from her friend, Janet Fenwick. The reader shall see those, +and the replies which Mary made to them, and then our whole story +will have been told as far as the loves, and hopes, and cares, and +troubles of Mary Lowther are concerned. + + + Bullhampton, 1st September. + + DEAREST MARY, + + I write a line just because I said I would. Frank went + up to London last week and was away one Sunday. He found + his poor friend in town and was with him for two or three + days. He has made up his mind to let the Privets, and go + abroad, and nothing that Frank could say would move him. + I do not know whether it may not be for the best. We shall + lose such a neighbour as we never shall have again. He + was the same as a brother to both of us; and I can only + say, that loving him like a brother, I endeavoured to + do the best for him that I could. This I do know;--that + nothing on earth shall ever tempt me to set my hand at + match-making again. But it was alluring,--the idea of + bringing my two dearest friends near me together. + + If you have anything to tell me of your happiness, I shall + be delighted to hear it; I will not set my heart against + this other man;--but you can hardly expect me to say that + he will be as much to me as might have been that other. + God bless you, + + Your most affectionate friend, + + JANET FENWICK. + + I must tell you the fate of the chapel. They are already + pulling it down, and carting away the things to the other + place. They are doing it so quick, that it will all be + gone before we know where we are. I own I am glad. As + for Frank, I really believe he'd rather let it remain. + But this is not all. The Marquis has promised that we + shall hear from him "in a spirit of kindness." I wonder + what this will come to? It certainly was not a spirit of + kindness that made him write to the bishop and call Frank + an infidel. + + +And this was the other letter. + + + Barracks, 1st September, 186--. + + DEAREST LOVE, + + I hope this will be one of the last letters I shall write + from this abominable place, for I am going to sell out at + once. It is all settled, and I'm to be a sort of deputy + Squire at Dunripple, under my uncle. As that is to be my + fate in life, I may as well begin it at once. But that's + not the whole of my fate, nor the best of it. You are to + be admitted as deputy Squiress,--or rather as Squiress + in chief, seeing that you will be mistress of the house. + Dearest Mary, may I hope that you won't object to the + promotion? + + I have had a long letter from Mrs. Brownlow; and I ran + over yesterday and saw my uncle. I was so hurried that + I could not write from Dunripple. I would send you Mrs. + Brownlow's letter, only perhaps it would not be quite + fair. I dare say you will see it some day. She says ever + so much about you, and as complimentary as possible. + And then she declares her purpose to resign all rights, + honours, pains, privileges, and duties of mistress + of Dunripple into your hands as soon as you are Mrs. + Marrable. And this she repeated yesterday with some + stateliness, and a great deal of high-minded resignation. + But I don't mean to laugh at her, because I know she means + to do what is right. + + My own, own, Mary, write me a line instantly to say that + it is right,--and to say also that you agree with me that + as it is to be done, 'twere well it were done quickly. + + Yours always, with all my heart, + + W. M. + + +It was of course necessary that Mary should consult with her aunt +before she answered the second letter. Of that which she received +from Mrs. Fenwick she determined to say nothing. Why should she ever +mention to her aunt again a name so painful to her as that of Mr. +Gilmore? The thinking of him could not be avoided. In this, the great +struggle of her life, she had endeavoured to do right, and yet she +could not acquit herself of evil. But the pain, though it existed, +might at least be kept out of sight. + +"And so you are to go and live at Dunripple at once," said Miss +Marrable. + +"I suppose we shall." + +"Ah, well! It's all right, I'm sure. Of course there is not a word to +be said against it. I hope Sir Gregory won't die before the Colonel. +That's all." + +"The Colonel is his father, you know." + +"I hope there may not come to be trouble about it, that's all. I +shall be very lonely, but of course I had to expect that." + +"You'll come to us, Aunt Sarah? You'll be as much there as here." + +"Thank you, dear. I don't quite know about that. Sir Gregory is all +very well; but one does like one's own house." + +From all which Mary understood that her dear aunt still wished that +she might have had her own way in disposing of her niece's hand,--as +her dear friends at Bullhampton had wished to have theirs. + +The following were the answers from Mary to the two letters given +above;-- + + + Loring, 3rd September, 186--. + + DEAR JANET, + + I am very, very, very sorry. I do not know what more I can + say. I meant to do well all through. When I first told Mr. + Gilmore that it could not be as he wished it, I was right. + When I made up my mind that it must be so at last, I was + right also. I fear I cannot say so much of myself as to + that middle step which I took, thinking it was best to do + as I was bidden. I meant to be right, but of course I was + wrong, and I am very, very sorry. Nevertheless, I am much + obliged to you for writing to me. Of course I cannot but + desire to know what he does. If he writes and seems to be + happy on his travels, pray tell me. + + I have much to tell you of my own happiness,--though, in + truth, I feel a remorse at being happy when I have caused + so much unhappiness. Walter is to sell out and to live + at Dunripple, and I also am to live there when we are + married. I suppose it will not be long now. I am writing + to him to-day, though I do not yet know what I shall say + to him. Sir Gregory has assented, and arrangements are to + be made, and lawyers are to be consulted, and we are to be + what Walter calls deputy Squire and Squiress at Dunripple. + Mrs. Brownlow and Edith Brownlow are still to live there, + but I am to have the honour of ordering the dinner, and + looking wise at the housekeeper. Of course I shall feel + very strange at going into such a house. To you I may + say how much nicer it would be to go to some place that + Walter and I could have to ourselves,--as you did when you + married. But I am not such a simpleton as to repine at + that. So much has gone as I would have it that I only feel + myself to be happier than I deserve. What I shall chiefly + look forward to will be your first visit to Dunripple. + + Your most affectionate friend, + + MARY LOWTHER. + + +The other letter, as to which Mary had declared that she had not as +yet made up her own mind when she wrote to Mrs. Fenwick, was more +difficult in composition. + + + Loring, 2nd September, 186--. + + DEAREST WALTER, + + So it is all settled, and I am to be a deputy Squiress! I + have no objection to urge. As long as you are the deputy + Squire, I will be the deputy Squiress. For your sake, + my dearest, I do most heartily rejoice that the affair + is settled. I think you will be happier as a county + gentleman than you would have been in the army; and as + Dunripple must ultimately be your home,--I will say our + home,--perhaps it is as well that you, and I also, should + know it as soon as possible. Of course I am very nervous + about Mrs. Brownlow and her daughter; but though nervous I + am not fearful; and I shall prepare myself to like them. + + As to that other matter, I hardly know what answer to make + on so very quick a questioning. It was only the other + day that it was decided that it was to be;--and there + ought to be breathing time before one also decides when. + But, dear Walter, I will do nothing to interfere with + your prospects. Let me know what you think yourself; but + remember, in thinking, that a little interval for purposes + of sentiment and of stitching is always desired by the + weaker vessel on such an occasion. + + God bless you, my own one, + + Yours always and always, M. L. + + In real truth, I will do whatever you bid me. + + +Of course, after that, the marriage was not very long postponed. +Walter Marrable allowed that some grace should be given for +sentiment, and some also for stitching, but as to neither did he +feel that any long delay was needed. A week for sentiment, and two +more for the preparation of bridal adornments, he thought would be +sufficient. There was a compromise at last, as is usual in such +cases, and the marriage took place about the middle of October. No +doubt, at that time of year they went to Italy,--but of that the +present narrator is not able to speak with any certainty. This, +however, is certain,--that if they did travel abroad, Mary Marrable +travelled in daily fear lest her unlucky fate should bring her +face to face with Mr. Gilmore. Wherever they went, their tour, in +accordance with a contract made by the baronet, was terminated within +two months. For on Christmas Day Mrs. Walter Marrable was to take her +place as mistress of the house at the dinner table. + +The reader may, perhaps, desire to know whether things were made +altogether smooth with the Colonel. On this matter Messrs. Block and +Curling, the family lawyers, encountered very much trouble indeed. +The Colonel, when application was made to him, was as sweet as honey. +He would do anything for the interests of his dearest son. There did +not breathe a father on earth who cared less for himself or his own +position. But still he must live. He submitted to Messrs. Block and +Curling whether it was not necessary that he should live. Messrs. +Block and Curling explained to him very clearly that his brother, +the baronet, had nothing to do with his living or dying,--and that +towards his living he had already robbed his son of a large property. +At last, however, he would not make over his life interest in the +property, as it would come to him in the event of his brother dying +before him, except on payment of an annuity on and from that date +of £200 a year. He began by asking £500, and was then told that the +Captain would run the chance and would sue his father for the £20,000 +in the event of Sir Gregory dying before the Colonel. + +Now the narrator will bid adieu to Mary Lowther, to Loring, and to +Dunripple. The conduct of his heroine, as depicted in these pages, +will, he fears, meet with the disapprobation of many close and good +judges of female character. He has endeavoured to describe a young +woman, prompted in all her doings by a conscience wide awake, guided +by principle, willing, if need be, to sacrifice herself, struggling +always to keep herself from doing wrong, but yet causing infinite +grief to others, and nearly bringing herself to utter shipwreck, +because, for a while, she allowed herself to believe that it would be +right for her to marry a man whom she did not love. + + + + +CHAPTER LXXII. + +AT TURNOVER CASTLE. + + +Mrs. Fenwick had many quips and quirks with her husband as to those +tidings to be made in a pleasant spirit which were expected from +Turnover Castle. From the very moment that Lord St. George had given +the order,--upon the authority chiefly of the unfortunate Mr. Bolt, +who on this occasion found it to be impossible to refuse to give an +authority which a lord demanded from him,--the demolition of the +building had been commenced. Before the first Sunday came any use of +the new chapel for divine service was already impossible. On that +day Mr. Puddleham preached a stirring sermon about tabernacles in +general. "It did not matter where the people of the Lord met," he +said, "so long as they did meet to worship the Lord in a proper +spirit of independent resistance to any authority that had not come +to them from revelation. Any hedge-side was a sufficient tabernacle +for a devout Christian. But--," and then, without naming any name, he +described the Church of England as a Upas tree which, by its poison, +destroyed those beautiful flowers which strove to spring up amidst +the rank grass beneath it and to make the air sweet within its +neighbourhood. Something he said, too, of a weak sister tottering to +its base, only to be followed in its ruin by the speedy prostration +of its elder brother. All this was of course told in detail to the +Vicar; but the Vicar refused even to be interested by it. "Of course +he did," said the Vicar. "If a man is to preach, what can he preach +but his own views?" + +The tidings to be made in a pleasant spirit were not long waited +for,--or, at any rate, the first instalment of them. On the 2nd of +September there arrived a large hamper full of partridges, addressed +to Mrs. Fenwick in the Earl's own handwriting. "The very first +fruits," said the Vicar, as he went down to inspect the plentiful +provision thus made for the vicarage larder. Well;--it was certainly +better to have partridges from Turnover than accusations of +immorality and infidelity. The Vicar so declared at once, but his +wife would not at first agree with him. "I really should have such +pleasure in packing them up and sending them back," said she. + +"Indeed, you shall do nothing of the kind." + +"The idea of a basket of birds to atone for such insults and calumny +as that man has heaped on you!" + +"The birds will be only a first instalment," said the Vicar,--and +then there were more quips and quirks about that. It was presumed by +Mr. Fenwick that the second instalment would be the first pheasants +shot in October. But the second instalment came before September was +over in the shape of the following note:-- + + + Turnover Park, 20th September, 186--. + + The Marquis of Trowbridge and the Ladies Sophie and + Carolina Stowte request that Mr. and Mrs. Fenwick will do + them the honour of coming to Turnover Park on Monday the + 6th October, and staying till Saturday the 11th. + + +"That's an instalment indeed," said Mrs. Fenwick. "And now what on +earth are we to do?" The Vicar admitted that it had become very +serious. "We must either go, and endure a terrible time of it," +continued Mrs. Fenwick, "or we must show him very plainly that we +will have nothing more to do with him. I don't see why we are to be +annoyed, merely because he is a Marquis." + +"It won't be because he is a Marquis." + +"Why then? You can't say that you love the old man, or that the +Ladies Sophie and Carolina Stowte are the women you'd have me choose +for companions, or that that soapy, silky, humbugging Lord St. George +is to your taste." + +"I am not sure about St. George. He can be everything to everybody, +and would make an excellent bishop." + +"You know you don't like him, and you know also that you will have a +very bad time of it at Turnover." + +"I could shoot pheasants all the week." + +"Yes,--with a conviction at the time that the Ladies Sophie and +Carolina were calling you an infidel behind your back for doing so. +As for myself I feel perfectly certain that I should spar with them." + +"It isn't because he's a Marquis," said the Vicar, carrying on his +argument after a long pause. "If I know myself, I think I may say +that that has no allurement for me. And, to tell the truth, had he +been simply a Marquis, and had I been at liberty to indulge my own +wishes, I would never have allowed myself to be talked out of my +righteous anger by that soft-tongued son of his. But to us he is a +man of the very greatest importance, because he owns the land on +which the people live with whom we are concerned. It is for their +welfare that he and I should be on good terms together; and therefore +if you don't mind the sacrifice, I think we'll go." + +"What;--for the whole week, Frank?" + +The Vicar was of opinion that the week might be judiciously +curtailed by two days; and, consequently, Mrs. Fenwick presented her +compliments to the Ladies Sophie and Carolina Stowte, and expressed +the great pleasure which she and Mr. Fenwick would have in going to +Turnover Park on the Tuesday, and staying till the Friday. + +"So that I shall only be shooting two days," said the Vicar, "which +will modify the aspect of my infidelity considerably." + +They went to Turnover Castle. The poor old Marquis had rather a bad +time of it for the hour or two previous to their arrival. It had +become an acknowledged fact now in the county that Sam Brattle had +had nothing to do with the murder of Farmer Trumbull, and that his +acquaintance with the murderers had sprung from his desire to see his +unfortunate sister settled in marriage with a man whom he at the time +did not know to be disreputable. There had therefore been a reaction +in favour of Sam Brattle, whom the county now began to regard as +something of a hero. The Marquis, understanding all that, had come to +be aware that he had wronged the Vicar in that matter of the murder. +And then, though he had been told upon very good authority,--no less +than that of his daughters, who had been so informed by the sisters +of a most exemplary neighbouring curate,--that Mr. Fenwick was a man +who believed "just next to nothing," and would just as soon associate +with a downright Pagan like old Brattle, as with any professing +Christian,--still there was the fact of the Bishop's good opinion; +and, though the Marquis was a self-willed man, to him a bishop was +always a bishop. It was also clear to him that he had been misled in +those charges which he had made against the Vicar in that matter of +poor Carry Brattle's residence at Salisbury. Something of the truth +of the girl's history had come to the ears of the Marquis, and he +had been made to believe that he had been wrong. Then there was the +affair of the chapel, in which, under his son's advice, he was at +this moment expending £700 in rectifying the mistake which he had +made. In giving the Marquis his due we must acknowledge that he cared +but little about the money. Marquises, though they may have large +properties, are not always in possession of any number of loose +hundreds which they can throw away without feeling the loss. Nor was +the Marquis of Trowbridge so circumstanced now. But that trouble did +not gall him nearly so severely as the necessity which was on him to +rectify an error made by himself. He had done a foolish thing. Under +no circumstances should the chapel have been built on that spot. He +knew it now, and he knew that he must apologise. Noblesse oblige. +The old lord was very stupid, very wrong-headed, and sometimes very +arrogant; but he would not do a wrong if he knew it, and nothing on +earth would make him tell a wilful lie. The epithet indeed might have +been omitted; for a lie is not a lie unless it be wilful. + +Lord Trowbridge passed the hours of this Tuesday morning under +the frightful sense of the necessity for apologising;--and yet he +remembered well the impudence of the man, how he had ventured to +allude to the Ladies Stowte, likening them to--to--to--! It was +terrible to be thought of. And his lordship remembered, too, how +this man had written about the principal entrance to his own mansion +as though it had been no more than the entrance to any other man's +house! Though the thorns still rankled in his own flesh, he had to +own that he himself had been wrong. + +And he did it,--with an honesty that was beyond the reach of his much +more clever son. When the Fenwicks arrived, they were taken into the +drawing-room, in which were sitting the Ladies Sophie and Carolina +with various guests already assembled at the Castle. In a minute or +two the Marquis shuffled in and shook hands with the two new comers. +Then he shuffled about the room for another minute or two, and at +last got his arm through that of the Vicar, and led him away into his +own sanctum. "Mr. Fenwick," he said, "I think it best to express my +regret at once for two things that have occurred." + + +[Illustration: The drawing-room at Turnover Castle.] + + +"It does not signify, my lord." + +"But it does signify to me, and if you will listen to me for a moment +I shall take your doing so as a favour added to that which you have +conferred upon me in coming here." The Vicar could only bow and +listen. "I am sorry, Mr. Fenwick, that I should have written to the +bishop of this diocese in reference to your conduct." Fenwick found +it very difficult to hold his tongue when this was said. He imagined +that the Marquis was going to excuse himself about the chapel,--and +about the chapel he cared nothing at all. But as to that letter to +the bishop, he did feel that the less said about it the better. He +restrained himself, however, and the Marquis went on. "Things had +been told me, Mr. Fenwick;--and I thought that I was doing my duty." + +"It did me no harm, my lord." + +"I believe not. I had been misinformed,--and I apologise." The +Marquis paused, and the Vicar bowed. It is probable that the Vicar +did not at all know how deep at that moment were the sufferings of +the Marquis. "And now as to the chapel," continued the Marquis. + +"My lord, that is such a trifle that you must let me say that it is +not and has not been of the slightest consequence." + +"I was misled as to that bit of ground." + +"I only wish, my lord, that the chapel could stand there." + +"That is impossible. The land has been appropriated to other +purposes, and though we have all been a little in the dark about +our own rights, right must be done. I will only add that I have the +greatest satisfaction in seeing you and Mrs. Fenwick at Turnover, and +that I hope the satisfaction may often be repeated." Then he led the +way back into the drawing-room, and the evil hour had passed over his +head. + +Upon the whole, things went very well with both the Vicar and his +wife during their visit. He did go out shooting one day, and was +treated very civilly by the Turnover gamekeeper, though he was +prepared with no five-pound note at the end of his day's amusement. +When he returned to the house, his host congratulated him on his +performance just as cordially as though he had been one of the laity. +On the next day he rode over with Lord St. George to see the County +Hunt kennels, which were then at Charleycoats, and nobody seemed to +think him very wicked because he ventured to have an opinion about +hounds. Mrs. Fenwick's amusements were, perhaps, less exciting, but +she went through them with equanimity. She was taken to see the +parish schools, and was walked into the parish church,--in which the +Stowte family were possessed of an enormous recess called a pew, +but which was in truth a room, with a fireplace in it. Mrs. Fenwick +thought it did not look very much like a church; but as the Ladies +Stowte were clearly very proud of it she held her peace as to that +idea. And so the visit to Turnover Park was made, and the Fenwicks +were driven home. + +"After all, there's nothing like burying the hatchet," said he. + +"But who sharpened the hatchet?" asked Mrs. Fenwick. + +"Never mind who sharpened it. We've buried it." + + + + +CHAPTER LXXIII. + +CONCLUSION. + + +There is nothing further left to be told of this story of the village +of Bullhampton and its Vicar beyond what may be necessary to satisfy +the reader as to the condition and future prospects of the Brattle +family. The writer of these pages ventures to hope that whatever may +have been the fate in the readers' mind of that couple which are +about to settle themselves peaceably at Dunripple, and to wait there +in comfort till their own time for reigning shall have come, some +sympathy may have been felt with those humbler personages who have +lived with orderly industry at the mill,--as, also, with those who, +led away by disorderly passions, have strayed away from it, and have +come back again to the old home. + +For a couple of days after the return of the miller with his daughter +and son, very little was said about the past;--very little, at +least, in which either the father or Sam took any part. Between the +two sisters there were no doubt questions and answers by the hour +together as to every smallest detail of the occurrences at Salisbury. +And the mother almost sang hymns of joy over her child, in that the +hour which she had so much dreaded had passed by. But the miller said +not a word;--and Sam was almost equally silent. "But it be all over, +Sam?" asked his mother, anxiously one day. "For certain sure it be +all over now?" + +"There's one, mother, for whom it ain't all over yet;--poor devil." + +"But he was the--murderer, Sam." + +"So was t'other fellow. There weren't no difference. If one was more +spry to kill t'old chap than t'other, Acorn was the spryest. That's +what I think. But it's done now, and there ain't been much justice in +it. As far as I sees, there never ain't much justice. They was nigh +a-hanging o' me; and if those chaps had thought o' bringing t'old +man's box nigh the mill, instead of over by t'old woman's cottage, +they would a hung me;--outright. And then they was twelve months +about it! I don't think much on 'em." When his mother tried to +continue the conversation,--which she would have loved to do with +that morbid interest which we always take in a matter which has been +nearly fatal to us, but from which we have escaped,--Sam turned into +the mill, saying that he had had enough of it, and wouldn't have any +more. + +Then, on the third day, a report of the trial in a county newspaper +reached them. This the miller read all through, painfully, from the +beginning to the end, omitting no detail of the official occurrences. +At last, when he came to the account of Sam's evidence, he got up +from the chair on which he was sitting close to the window, and +striking his fist upon the table, made his first and last comment +upon the trial. "It was well said, Sam. Yes; though thou be'est my +own, it was well said." Then he put the paper down and walked out of +doors, and they could see that his eyes were full of tears. + +But from that time forth there came a great change in his manner to +his youngest daughter. "Well, Carry," he would say to her in the +morning, with as much outward sign of affection as he ever showed to +any one; and at night, when she came and stood over him before he +lifted his weary limbs out of his chair to take himself away to his +bed, he turned his forehead to her to be kissed, as he did to that +better daughter who had needed no forgiveness from him. Nevertheless, +they who knew him,--and there were none who knew him better than +Fanny did,--were aware that he never for a moment forgot the disgrace +which had fallen upon his household. He had forgiven the sinner, but +the shame of the sin was always on him; and he carried himself as a +man who was bound to hide himself from the eyes of his neighbours +because there had come upon him a misfortune which made it fit that +he should live in retirement. + +Sam took up his abode in the house, and worked daily in the mill, +and for weeks nothing was said either of his going away or of his +return. He would talk to his sisters of the manner in which he had +worked among the machinery of the Durham mine at which he had found +employment; but he said nothing for awhile of the cause which had +taken him north, or of his purpose of remaining where he was. He ate +and drank in the house, and from time to time his father paid him +small sums as wages. At last, sitting one evening after the work of +the day was done, he spoke out his mind. "Father," said he, "I'm +about minded to get me a wife." His mother and sisters were all there +and heard the proposition made. + +"And who is the girl as is to have thee, Sam?" asked his mother. + +As Sam did not answer at once, Carry replied for him. "Who should it +be, mother;--but only Agnes Pope?" + +"It ain't that 'un?" said the miller, surlily. + +"And why shouldn't it be that 'un, father? It is that 'un, and no +other. If she be not liked here, why, we'll just go further, and +perhaps not fare worse." + +There was nothing to be said against poor Agnes Pope,--only this, +that she had been in Trumbull's house on the night of the murder, and +had for awhile been suspected by the police of having communicated +to her lover the tidings of the farmer's box of money. Evil things +had of course been said of her then, but the words spoken of her had +been proved to be untrue. She had been taken from the farmer's house +into that of the Vicar,--who had, indeed, been somewhat abused by +the Puddlehamites for harbouring her; but as the belief in Sam's +guilt had gradually been abandoned, so, of course, had the ground +disappeared for supposing that poor Agnes had had ought to do in +bringing about the murder of her late master. For two days the miller +was very gloomy, and made no reply when Sam declared his purpose of +leaving the mill before Christmas unless Agnes should be received +there as his wife;--but at last he gave way. "As the old 'uns go into +their graves," he said, "it's no more than nature that the young 'uns +should become masters." And so Sam was married, and was taken, with +his wife, to live with the other Brattles at the mill. It was well +for the miller that it should be so, for Sam was a man who would +surely earn money when he put his shoulder in earnest to the wheel. + +As for Carry, she lived still with them, doomed by her beauty, as was +her elder sister by the want of it, to expect that no lover should +come and ask her to establish with him a homestead of their own. + +Our friend the Vicar married Sam and his sweetheart, and is still +often at the mill. From time to time he has made efforts to convert +the unbelieving old man whose grave is now so near to his feet; but +he has never prevailed to make the miller own even the need of any +change. "I've struv' to be honest," he said, when last he was thus +attacked, "and I've wrought for my wife and bairns. I ain't been a +drunkard, nor yet, as I knows on, neither a tale-bearer, nor yet a +liar. I've been harsh-tempered and dour enough I know, and maybe it's +fitting as they shall be hard and dour to me where I'm going. I don't +say again it, Muster Fenwick;--but nothing as I can do now 'll change +it." This, at any rate, was clear to the Vicar,--that Death, when it +came, would come without making the old man tremble. + +Mr. Gilmore has been some years away from Bullhampton; but when I +last heard from my friends in that village I was told that at last he +was expected home. + + +Bradbury, Evans, and Co., Printers, Whitefriars. + + + * * * * * * + + + + +Transcriber's note: + + Obvious typographical errors have been corrected. + + Chapter I, paragraph 10. The reader should note that the + town of Haylesbury named in this paragraph is henceforth + called Haytesbury. + + Chapter IV, paragraph 1. The gardener is here called + "Jem;" in the rest of the text he is called "Jim". We + do not know whether this is a typographical error or + an example of Trollope's inconsistency with the names + of minor characters. + + Chapter XL, paragraph 28. The astute reader of Trollope + will recognize the "Dragon of Wantley" as the name of + the hostelry inherited by Mr. Harding's daughter Eleanor + in the "Barsetshire" novels. + + Specific changes in wording of the text are listed below. + + Chapter I, next-to-last paragraph. The name "Chamerblaine" + was changed to "Chamberlaine" in the sentence: His mother + had been the sister of the Rev. Henry Fitzackerly + Chamberlaine; and as Mr. CHAMBERLAINE had never married, + much of his solicitude was bestowed upon his nephew. + + Chapter III, paragraph 7. Full stop after "bugglary" + was changed to a question mark in the sentence: Not + bugglary?" + + Chapter IX, paragraph 6. The word "could't" was changed + to "couldn't" in the sentence: She drank two glasses of + Marsala every day, and let it be clearly understood that + she COULDN'T afford sherry. + + Chapter XXII, paragraph 1. "Bullhampton" was changed to + "Lavington" in the sentence: He, being an energetic man, + carried on a long and angry correspondence with the + authorities aforesaid; but the old man from LAVINGTON + continued to toddle into the village just at eleven + o'clock. + + Chapter XXVIII, paragraph 9. The word "shoudn't" was + changed to "shouldn't" in the sentence: "I suppose + not, Mr. Fenwick. I SHOULDN'T ought;--ought I, now? + + Chapter XXXII, paragraph 26. The word "friend's" was + changed to the plural "friends'" in the sentence: + Had not this dangerous captain come up, Mary, no + doubt,--so thought Miss Marrable,--would at last have + complied with her FRIENDS' advice, and have accepted + a marriage which was in all respects advantageous. + + Chapter XXXV, paragraph 3. The word "began" was + changed to "begun" in the sentence: . . . and had + long since BEGUN to feel that a few cabbages and + peaches did not repay him for the loss of those + pleasant and bitter things, . . . + + Chapter XXXIX, paragraph 13. "Gay" was changed to "Jay" + in the sentence: Mrs. JAY, no doubt, is a religious + woman. We do not know whether this was a typographical + error or another example of Trollope's inconsistency + with names of minor characters. + + Chapter XLII, paragraph 5. A hyphen was removed from + "any-rate" in the sentence: His gown was of silk, and + his income almost greater than his desires; but he + would fain sit upon the Bench, and have at ANY RATE + his evenings for his own enjoyment. + + Chapter XLII, paragraph 6. The word "that" was + removed from the sentence: Mr. Quickenham was a tall, + thin man, with eager gray eyes, and a long projecting + nose, on which, his enemies in the courts of law were + wont to say, [THAT] his wife would hang a kettle, in + order that the unnecessary heat coming from his mouth + might not be wasted. + + Chapter XLVIII, paragraph 2. The word "injustice" was + changed to "justice" in the sentence: He reminded + himself, too, of the murderer's present escape from + JUSTICE by aid of this pestilent clergyman; . . . + + Chapter XLVIII, paragraph 4. "St." was added to the + sentence: He had already told St. George of Fenwick's + letter to him and of his letter to the bishop, and + ST. George had whistled. + + Chapter XLIX, paragraph 21. 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Woods</h1> +<pre> +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at <a href = "http://www.gutenberg.org">www.gutenberg.org</a></pre> +<p class="noindent">Title: The Vicar of Bullhampton</p> +<p class="noindent">Author: Anthony Trollope</p> +<p class="noindent">Release Date: September 5, 2008 [eBook #26541]<br /> +Most recently updated October 5, 2017</p> +<p class="noindent">Language: English</p> +<p class="noindent">Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1</p> +<p class="noindent">***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE VICAR OF BULLHAMPTON***</p> +<p> </p> +<h3>E-text prepared by<br /> + Delphine Lettau and Joseph E. Loewenstein, M.D.</h3> +<p> </p> +<hr class="full" /> +<p> </p> + +<div class="center"><a name="il1" id="il1"></a> +<table style="margin: 0 auto" cellpadding="4px"> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <a href="images/frontis.jpg"> + <img src="images/frontis-t.jpg" width="334" + alt="Waiting-Room at + the Assize Court." /></a> + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <span class="caption">Waiting-Room at the Assize Court.<br /> + Click to <a href="images/frontis.jpg">ENLARGE</a></span> + </td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + +<p> </p> +<hr class="narrow" /> +<p> </p> + +<h3>THE</h3> +<h1>VICAR OF BULLHAMPTON.</h1> + +<p> </p> +<h4>BY</h4> + +<h2>ANTHONY TROLLOPE.</h2> +<p> </p> + +<div class="center"> +<img src="images/tpb2.jpg" width="283" alt="Title Page Illustration" /> +</div> + +<p> </p> +<h4>WITH THIRTY ILLUSTRATIONS BY H. WOODS.</h4> +<p> </p> +<p> </p> +<p> </p> + +<h5>LONDON:<br /> +BRADBURY, EVANS, AND CO., 11, BOUVERIE STREET.<br /> +1870.</h5> + + +<p> </p> +<hr class="narrow" /> +<p> </p> +<p> </p> + +<h3>PREFACE.</h3> + + + +<p>The writing of prefaces is, for the most part, work thrown away; and +the writing of a preface to a novel is almost always a vain thing. +Nevertheless, I am tempted to prefix a few words to this novel on its +completion, not expecting that many people will read them, but +desirous, in doing so, of defending myself against a charge which may +possibly be made against me by the critics,—as to which I shall be +unwilling to revert after it shall have been preferred.</p> + +<p>I have introduced in the Vicar of Bullhampton the character of a girl +whom I will call,—for want of a truer word that shall not in its +truth be offensive,—a castaway. I have endeavoured to endow her with +qualities that may create sympathy, and I have brought her back at +last from degradation at least to decency. I have not married her to +a wealthy lover, and I have endeavoured to explain that though there +was possible to her a way out of perdition, still things could not be +with her as they would have been had she not fallen.</p> + +<p>There arises, of course, the question whether a novelist, who +professes to write for the amusement of the young of both sexes, +should allow himself to bring upon his stage such a character as that +of Carry Brattle? It is not long since,—it is well within the memory +of the author,—that the very existence of such a condition of life, +as was hers, was supposed to be unknown to our sisters and daughters, +and was, in truth, unknown to many of them. Whether that ignorance +was good may be questioned; but that it exists no longer is beyond +question. Then arises that further question,—how far the condition +of such unfortunates should be made a matter of concern to the sweet +young hearts of those whose delicacy and cleanliness of thought is a +matter of pride to so many of us. Cannot women, who are good, pity +the sufferings of the vicious, and do something perhaps to mitigate +and shorten them, without contamination from the vice? It will be +admitted probably by most men who have thought upon the subject that +no fault among us is punished so heavily as that fault, often so +light in itself but so terrible in its consequences to the less +faulty of the two offenders, by which a woman falls. All her own sex +is against her,—and all those of the other sex in whose veins runs +the blood which she is thought to have contaminated, and who, of +nature, would befriend her were her trouble any other than it is.</p> + +<p>She is what she is, and remains in her abject, pitiless, unutterable +misery, because this sentence of the world has placed her beyond the +helping hand of Love and Friendship. It may be said, no doubt, that +the severity of this judgment acts as a protection to female +virtue,—deterring, as all known punishments do deter, from vice. But +this punishment, which is horrible beyond the conception of those who +have not regarded it closely, is not known beforehand. Instead of the +punishment there is seen a false glitter of gaudy life,—a glitter +which is damnably false,—and which, alas, has been more often +portrayed in glowing colours, for the injury of young girls, than +have those horrors, which ought to deter, with the dark shadowings +which belong to them.</p> + +<p>To write in fiction of one so fallen as the noblest of her sex, as +one to be rewarded because of her weakness, as one whose life is +happy, bright, and glorious, is certainly to allure to vice and +misery. But it may perhaps be possible that if the matter be handled +with truth to life, some girl, who would have been thoughtless, may +be made thoughtful, or some parent's heart may be softened. It may +also at last be felt that this misery is worthy of alleviation, as is +every misery to which humanity is subject.</p> + +<p class="ind18">A. T.</p> + +<p> </p> +<hr class="narrow" /> +<p> </p> + +<h3>CONTENTS</h3> +<div class="center"> +<table style="margin: 0 auto" cellpadding="1"> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">I. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c1" >BULLHAMPTON</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">II. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c2" >FLO'S RED BALL</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">III. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c3" >SAM BRATTLE</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">IV. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c4" >THERE IS NO ONE ELSE</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">V. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c5" >THE MILLER</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">VI. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c6" >BRATTLE'S MILL</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">VII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c7" >THE MILLER'S WIFE</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">VIII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c8" >THE LAST DAY</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">IX. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c9" >MISS MARRABLE</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">X. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c10" >CRUNCH'EM CAN'T BE HAD</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XI. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c11" >DON'T YOU BE AFEARD ABOUT ME</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c12" >BONE'M AND HIS MASTER</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XIII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c13" >CAPTAIN MARRABLE AND HIS FATHER</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XIV. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c14" >COUSINHOOD</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XV. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c15" >THE POLICE AT FAULT</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XVI. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c16" >MISS LOWTHER ASKS FOR ADVICE</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XVII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c17" >THE MARQUIS OF TROWBRIDGE</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XVIII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c18" >BLANK PAPER</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XIX. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c19" >SAM BRATTLE RETURNS HOME</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XX. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c20" >I HAVE A JUPITER OF MY OWN NOW</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XXI. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c21" >WHAT PARSON JOHN THINKS ABOUT IT</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XXII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c22" >WHAT THE FENWICKS THOUGHT ABOUT IT</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XXIII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c23" >WHAT MR. GILMORE THOUGHT ABOUT IT</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XXIV. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c24" >THE REV. HENRY FITZACKERLEY CHAMBERLAINE</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XXV. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c25" >CARRY BRATTLE</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XXVI. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c26" >THE TURNOVER CORRESPONDENCE</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XXVII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c27" >"I NEVER SHAMED NONE OF THEM"</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XXVIII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c28" >MRS. BRATTLE'S JOURNEY</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XXIX. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c29" >THE BULL AT LORING</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XXX. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c30" >THE AUNT AND THE UNCLE</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XXXI. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c31" >MARY LOWTHER FEELS HER WAY</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XXXII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c32" >MR. GILMORE'S SUCCESS</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XXXIII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c33" >FAREWELL</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XXXIV. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c34" >BULLHAMPTON NEWS</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XXXV. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c35" >MR. PUDDLEHAM'S NEW CHAPEL</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XXXVI. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c36" >SAM BRATTLE GOES OFF AGAIN</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XXXVII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c37" >FEMALE MARTYRDOM</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XXXVIII. </td><td align="left"><a href="#c38" >A LOVER'S MADNESS</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XXXIX. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c39" >THE THREE HONEST MEN</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XL. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c40" >TROTTER'S BUILDINGS</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XLI. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c41" >STARTUP FARM</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XLII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c42" >MR. QUICKENHAM, Q.C.</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XLIII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c43" >EASTER AT TURNOVER CASTLE</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XLIV. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c44" >THE MARRABLES OF DUNRIPPLE</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XLV. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c45" >WHAT SHALL I DO WITH MYSELF?</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XLVI. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c46" >MR. JAY OF WARMINSTER</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XLVII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c47" >SAM BRATTLE IS WANTED</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XLVIII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c48" >MARY LOWTHER RETURNS TO BULLHAMPTON</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">XLIX. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c49" >MARY LOWTHER'S DOOM</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">L. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c50" >MARY LOWTHER INSPECTS HER FUTURE HOME</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">LI. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c51" >THE GRINDER AND HIS COMRADE</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">LII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c52" >CARRY BRATTLE'S JOURNEY</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">LIII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c53" >THE FATTED CALF</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">LIV. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c54" >MR. GILMORE'S RUBIES</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">LV. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c55" >GLEBE LAND</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">LVI. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c56" >THE VICAR'S VENGEANCE</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">LVII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c57" >OIL IS TO BE THROWN UPON THE WATERS</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">LVIII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c58" >EDITH BROWNLOW'S DREAM</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">LIX. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c59" >NEWS FROM DUNRIPPLE</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">LX. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c60" >LORD ST. GEORGE IS VERY CUNNING</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">LXI. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c61" >MARY LOWTHER'S TREACHERY</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">LXII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c62" >UP AT THE PRIVETS</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">LXIII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c63" >THE MILLER TELLS HIS TROUBLES</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">LXIV. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c64" >IF I WERE YOUR SISTER!</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">LXV. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c65" >MARY LOWTHER LEAVES BULLHAMPTON</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">LXVI. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c66" >AT THE MILL</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">LXVII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c67" >SIR GREGORY MARRABLE HAS A HEADACHE</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">LXVIII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c68" >THE SQUIRE IS VERY OBSTINATE</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">LXIX. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c69" >THE TRIAL</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">LXX. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c70" >THE FATE OF THE PUDDLEHAMITES</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">LXXI. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c71" >THE END OF MARY LOWTHER'S STORY</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">LXXII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c72" >AT TURNOVER CASTLE</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="right" valign="top">LXXIII. </td> <td align="left"><a href="#c73" >CONCLUSION</a></td></tr> +</table> +</div> +<p> </p> +<hr class="narrow" /> +<p> </p> + +<h3>LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS.</h3> +<div class="center"> +<table style="margin: 0 auto" class="small" cellpadding="4"> +<tr><td align="left"><a href="#il1" >WAITING-ROOM AT THE ASSIZE COURT.</a></td><td valign="bottom" align="right"> <i>frontispiece</i></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left"><a href="#il2" >"YOU SHOULD GIVE HIM AN ANSWER,<br />DEAR, ONE WAY OR THE OTHER."</a></td><td valign="bottom" align="right"> <i>Chapter II</i></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left"><a href="#il3" >"I THOUGHT I SHOULD CATCH YOU<br />IDLE JUST AT THIS MOMENT,"<br />SAID THE CLERGYMAN.</a></td><td valign="bottom" align="right"> <i>Chapter VI</i></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left"><a href="#il4" >MR. FENWICK CAME ROUND FROM FARMER<br />TRUMBULL'S SIDE OF THE CHURCH, AND<br />GOT OVER THE STILE INTO THE CHURCHYARD.</a></td><td valign="bottom" align="right"> <i>Chapter VIII</i></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left"><a href="#il5" >"I HOPE IT WILL BE ALL RIGHT NOW,<br />MR. FENWICK," THE GIRL SAID.</a></td><td valign="bottom" align="right"> <i>Chapter XI</i></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left"><a href="#il6" >"HOW DARE YOU MENTION MY<br />DAUGHTERS?"</a></td><td valign="bottom" align="right"> <i>Chapter XVII</i></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left"><a href="#il7" >"IT IS ALL BLANK PAPER WITH YOU?"</a></td><td valign="bottom" align="right"> <i>Chapter XVIII</i></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left"><a href="#il8" >"I HAVE COME TO SAY A WORD, IF I CAN,<br />TO COMFORT YOU."</a></td><td valign="bottom" align="right"> <i>Chapter XXIII</i></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left"><a href="#il9" >"CARRY," HE SAID, COMING BACK TO HER,<br />"IT WASN'T ALL FOR HIM THAT I CAME."</a></td><td valign="bottom" align="right"> <i>Chapter XXV</i></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left"><a href="#il10" >PARSON JOHN AND WALTER MARRABLE.</a></td><td valign="bottom" align="right"> <i>Chapter XXIX</i></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left"><a href="#il11" >MARY LOWTHER WRITES TO WALTER MARRABLE.</a></td><td valign="bottom" align="right"> <i>Chapter XXXIII</i></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left"><a href="#il12" >SITE OF MR. PUDDLEHAM'S NEW CHAPEL.</a></td><td valign="bottom" align="right"> <i>Chapter XXXV</i></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left"><a href="#il13" >"DO COME IN, HARRY."</a></td><td valign="bottom" align="right"> <i>Chapter XXXVIII</i></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left"><a href="#il14" >"I DARE SAY NOT," SAID MR. QUICKENHAM.</a></td><td valign="bottom" align="right"> <i>Chapter XLII</i></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left"><a href="#il15" >SUNDAY MORNING AT DUNRIPPLE.</a></td><td valign="bottom" align="right"> <i>Chapter XLIV</i></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left"><a href="#il16" >"WHO ARE YOU, SIR, THAT YOU SHOULD<br />INTERPRET MY WORDS?"</a></td><td valign="bottom" align="right"> <i>Chapter XLVII</i></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left"><a href="#il17" >CARRY BRATTLE.</a></td><td valign="bottom" align="right"> <i>Chapter LII</i></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left"><a href="#il18" >"IF I MAY BIDE WITH YOU,—IF I MAY BIDE<br />WITH YOU—."</a></td><td valign="bottom" align="right"> <i>Chapter LIII</i></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left"><a href="#il19" >MR. QUICKENHAM'S LETTER DISCUSSED.</a></td><td valign="bottom" align="right"> <i>Chapter LV</i></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left"><a href="#il20" >SHE HAD BROUGHT HIM OUT A CUP OF COFFEE.</a></td><td valign="bottom" align="right"> <i>Chapter LVIII</i></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left"><a href="#il21" >"IT'S IN HERE, MUSTER FENWICK,—IN HERE."</a></td><td valign="bottom" align="right"> <i>Chapter LXIII</i></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left"><a href="#il22" >"OH, FATHER," SHE SAID, "I WILL BE GOOD."</a></td><td valign="bottom" align="right"> <i>Chapter LXVI</i></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left"><a href="#il23" >THE DRAWING-ROOM AT TURNOVER CASTLE.</a></td><td valign="bottom" align="right"> <i>Chapter LXXII</i></td></tr> +</table> +</div> +<p> </p> +<hr class="narrow" /> +<p> </p> + +<h4>THE</h4> +<h2>VICAR OF BULLHAMPTON.</h2> +<p> </p> + +<hr class="narrow" /> + +<p><a name="c1" id="c1"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER I.</h3> +<h4>BULLHAMPTON.<br /> </h4> + +<p><img class="left" src="images/ch1a.jpg" width="310" alt="Illustration" /> +I am disposed to believe that no novel reader in England has seen the +little town of Bullhampton, in Wiltshire, except such novel readers +as live there, and those others, very few in number, who visit it +perhaps four times a year for the purposes of trade, and who are +known as commercial gentlemen. Bullhampton is seventeen miles from +Salisbury, eleven from Marlborough, nine from Westbury, seven from +Haylesbury, and five from the nearest railroad station, which is +called Bullhampton Road, and lies on the line from Salisbury to +Yeovil. It is not quite on Salisbury Plain, but probably was so once, +when Salisbury Plain was wider than it is now. Whether it should be +called a small town or a large village I cannot say. It has no mayor, +and no market, but it has a fair. There rages a feud in Bullhampton +touching this want of a market, as there are certain Bullhamptonites +who aver that the charter giving all rights of a market to +Bullhampton does exist; and that at one period in its history the +market existed also,—for a year or two; but the three bakers and two +butchers are opposed to change; and the patriots of the place, though +they declaim on the matter over their evening pipes and +gin-and-water, have not enough of matutinal zeal to carry out their +purpose. Bullhampton is situated on a little river, which meanders +through the chalky ground, and has a quiet, slow, dreamy prettiness +of its own. A mile above the town,—for we will call it a town,—the +stream divides itself into many streamlets, and there is a district +called the Water Meads, in which bridges are more frequent than +trustworthy, in which there are hundreds of little sluice-gates for +regulating the irrigation, and a growth of grass which is a source of +much anxiety and considerable trouble to the farmers. There is a +water-mill here, too, very low, with ever a floury, mealy look, with +a pasty look often, as the flour becomes damp with the spray of the +water as it is thrown by the mill-wheel. It seems to be a tattered, +shattered, ramshackle concern, but it has been in the same family for +many years; and as the family has not hitherto been in distress, it +may be supposed that the mill still affords a fair means of +livelihood. The Brattles,—for Jacob Brattle is the miller's +name,—have ever been known as men who paid their way, and were able +to hold up their heads. But nevertheless Jacob Brattle is ever at war +with his landlord in regard to repairs wanted for his mill, and Mr. +Gilmore, the landlord in question, declares that he wishes that the +Avon would some night run so high as to carry off the mill +altogether. Bullhampton is very quiet. There is no special trade in +the place. Its interests are altogether agricultural. It has no +newspaper. Its tendencies are altogether conservative. It is a good +deal given to religion; and the Primitive Methodists have a very +strong holding there, although in all Wiltshire there is not a +clergyman more popular in his own parish than the Rev. Frank Fenwick. +He himself, in his inner heart, rather likes his rival, Mr. +Puddleham, the dissenting minister; because Mr. Puddleham is an +earnest man, who, in spite of the intensity of his ignorance, is +efficacious among the poor. But Mr. Fenwick is bound to keep up the +fight; and Mr. Puddleham considers it to be his duty to put down Mr. +Fenwick and the Church Establishment altogether.</p> + +<p>The men of Bullhampton, and the women also, are aware that the glory +has departed from them, in that Bullhampton was once a borough, and +returned two members to Parliament. No borough more close, or shall +we say more rotten, ever existed. It was not that the Marquis of +Trowbridge had, what has often delicately been called, an interest in +it; but he held it absolutely in his breeches pocket, to do with it +as he liked; and it had been the liking of the late Marquis to sell +one of the seats at every election to the highest bidder on his side +in politics. Nevertheless, the people of Bullhampton had gloried in +being a borough, and the shame, or at least the regret of their +downfall, had not yet altogether passed away when the tidings of a +new Reform Bill came upon them. The people of Bullhampton are +notoriously slow to learn, and slow to forget. It was told of a +farmer of Bullhampton, in old days, that he asked what had become of +Charles I., when told that Charles II. had been restored. Cromwell +had come and gone, and had not disturbed him at Bullhampton.</p> + +<p>At Bullhampton there is no public building, except the church, which +indeed is a very handsome edifice with a magnificent tower, a thing +to go to see, and almost as worthy of a visit as its neighbour the +cathedral at Salisbury. The body of the church is somewhat low, but +its yellow-gray colour is perfect, and there is, moreover, a Norman +door, and there are Early English windows in the aisle, and a +perfection of perpendicular architecture in the chancel, all of which +should bring many visitors to Bullhampton; and there are brasses in +the nave, very curious, and one or two tombs of the Gilmore family, +very rare in their construction, and the churchyard is large and +green, and bowery, with the Avon flowing close under it, and nooks in +it which would make a man wish to die that he might be buried there. +The church and churchyard of Bullhampton are indeed perfect, and yet +but few people go to see it. It has not as yet had its own bard to +sing its praises. Properly it is called Bullhampton Monachorum, the +living having belonged to the friars of Chiltern. The great tithes +now go to the Earl of Todmorden, who has no other interest in the +place whatever, and who never saw it. The benefice belongs to St. +John's, Oxford, and as the vicarage is not worth more than £400 a +year, it happens that a clergyman generally accepts it before he has +lived for twenty or thirty years in the common room of his college. +Mr. Fenwick took it on his marriage, when he was about twenty-seven, +and Bullhampton has been lucky.</p> + +<p>The bulk of the parish belongs to the Marquis of Trowbridge, who, +however, has no residence within ten miles of it. The squire of the +parish is Squire Gilmore,—Harry Gilmore,—and he possesses every +acre in it that is not owned by the Marquis. With the village, or +town as it may be, Mr. Gilmore has no concern; but he owns a large +tract of the water meads, and again has a farm or two up on the downs +as you go towards Chiltern. But they lie out of the parish of +Bullhampton. Altogether he is a man of about fifteen hundred a year, +and as he is not as yet married, many a Wiltshire mother's eye is +turned towards Hampton Privets, as Mr. Gilmore's house is, somewhat +fantastically, named.</p> + +<p>Mr. Gilmore's character must be made to develope itself in these +pages,—if such developing may be accomplished. He is to be our +hero,—or at least one of two. The author will not, in these early +words, declare that the squire will be his favourite hero, as he will +wish that his readers should form their own opinions on that matter. +At this period he was a man somewhat over thirty,—perhaps +thirty-three years of age, who had done fairly well at Harrow and at +Oxford, but had never done enough to make his friends regard him as a +swan. He still read a good deal; but he shot and fished more than he +read, and had become, since his residence at the Privets, very fond +of the outside of his books. Nevertheless, he went on buying books, +and was rather proud of his library. He had travelled a good deal, +and was a politician,—somewhat scandalising his own tenants and +other Bullhamptonites by voting for the liberal candidates for his +division of the county. The Marquis of Trowbridge did not know him, +but regarded him as an objectionable person, who did not understand +the nature of the duties which devolved upon him as a country +gentleman; and the Marquis himself was always spoken of by Mr. +Gilmore as—an idiot. On these various grounds the squire has +hitherto regarded himself as being a little in advance of other +squires, and has, perhaps, given himself more credit than he has +deserved for intellectuality. But he is a man with a good heart, and +a pure mind, generous, desirous of being just, somewhat sparing of +that which is his own, never desirous of that which is another's. He +is good-looking, though, perhaps, somewhat ordinary in appearance; +tall, strong, with dark-brown hair, and dark-brown whiskers, with +small, quick grey eyes, and teeth which are almost too white and too +perfect for a man. Perhaps it is his greatest fault that he thinks +that as a liberal politician and as an English country gentleman he +has combined in his own position all that is most desirable upon +earth. To have the acres without the acre-laden brains, is, he +thinks, everything.</p> + +<p>And now it may be as well told at once that Mr. Gilmore is over head +and ears in love with a young lady to whom he has offered his hand +and all that can be made to appertain to the future mistress of +Hampton Privets. And the lady is one who has nothing to give in +return but her hand, and her heart, and herself. The neighbours all +round the country have been saying for the last five years that Harry +Gilmore was looking out for an heiress; for it has always been told +of Harry, especially among those who have opposed him in politics, +that he had a keen eye for the main chance. But Mary Lowther has not, +and never can have, a penny with which to make up for any deficiency +in her own personal attributes. But Mary is a lady, and Harry Gilmore +thinks her the sweetest woman on whom his eye ever rested. Whatever +resolutions as to fortune-hunting he may have made,—though probably +none were ever made,—they have all now gone to the winds. He is so +absolutely in love that nothing in the world is, to him, at present +worth thinking about except Mary Lowther. I do not doubt that he +would vote for a conservative candidate if Mary Lowther so ordered +him; or consent to go and live in New York if Mary Lowther would +accept him on no other condition. All Bullhampton parish is nothing +to him at the present moment, except as far as it is connected with +Mary Lowther. Hampton Privets is dear to him only as far as it can be +made to look attractive in the eyes of Mary Lowther. The mill is to +be repaired, though he knows he will never get any interest on the +outlay, because Mary Lowther has said that Bullhampton water-meads +would be destroyed if the mill were to tumble down. He has drawn for +himself mental pictures of Mary Lowther till he has invested her with +every charm and grace and virtue that can adorn a woman. In very +truth he believes her to be perfect. He is actually and absolutely in +love. Mary Lowther has hitherto neither accepted nor rejected him. In +a very few lines further on we will tell how the matter stands +between them.</p> + +<p>It has already been told that the Rev. Frank Fenwick is Vicar of +Bullhampton. Perhaps he was somewhat guided in his taking of the +living by the fact that Harry Gilmore, the squire of the parish, had +been his very intimate friend at Oxford. Fenwick, at the period with +which we are about to begin our story, had been six years at +Bullhampton, and had been married about five and a half. Of him +something has already been said, and perhaps it may be only necessary +further to state that he is a tall, fair-haired man, already becoming +somewhat bald on the top of his head, with bright eyes, and the +slightest possible amount of whiskers, and a look about his nose and +mouth which seems to imply that he could be severe if he were not so +thoroughly good-humoured. He has more of breeding in his appearance +than his friend,—a show of higher blood; though whence comes such +show, and how one discerns that appearance, few of us can tell. He +was a man who read more and thought more than Harry Gilmore, though +given much to athletics and very fond of field sports. It shall only +further be said of Frank Fenwick that he esteemed both his +churchwardens and his bishop, and was afraid of neither.</p> + +<p>His wife had been a Miss Balfour, from Loring, in Gloucestershire, +and had had some considerable fortune. She was now the mother of four +children, and, as Fenwick used to say, might have fourteen for +anything he knew. But as he also had possessed some small means of +his own, there was no poverty, or prospect of poverty at the +vicarage, and the babies were made welcome as they came. Mrs. Fenwick +is as good a specimen of an English country parson's wife as you +shall meet in a county,—gay, good-looking, fond of the society +around her, with a little dash of fun, knowing in blankets and +corduroys and coals and tea; knowing also as to beer and gin and +tobacco; acquainted with every man and woman in the parish; thinking +her husband to be quite as good as the squire in regard to position, +and to be infinitely superior to the squire, or any other man in the +world, in regard to his personal self;—a handsome, pleasant, +well-dressed lady, who has no nonsense about her. Such a one was, and +is, Mrs. Fenwick.</p> + +<p>Now the Balfours were considerable people at Loring, though their +property was not county property; and it was always considered that +Janet Balfour might have done better than she did, in a worldly point +of view. Of that, however, little had been said at Loring, because it +soon became known there that she and her husband stood rather well in +the country round about Bullhampton; and when she asked Mary Lowther +to come and stay with her for six months, Mary Lowther's aunt, Miss +Marrable, had nothing to say against the arrangement, although she +herself was a most particular old lady, and always remembered that +Mary Lowther was third or fourth cousin to some earl in Scotland. +Nothing more shall be said of Miss Marrable at present, as it is +expedient, for the sake of the story, that the reader should fix his +attention on Bullhampton till he find himself quite at home there. I +would wish him to know his way among the water meads, to be quite +alive to the fact that the lodge of Hampton Privets is a mile and a +quarter to the north of Bullhampton church, and half a mile across +the fields west from Brattle's mill; that Mr. Fenwick's parsonage +adjoins the churchyard, being thus a little farther from Hampton +Privets than the church; and that there commences Bullhampton street, +with its inn,—the Trowbridge Arms, its four public-houses, its three +bakers, and its two butchers. The bounds of the parsonage run down to +the river, so that the Vicar can catch his trout from his own +bank,—though he much prefers to catch them at distances which admit +of the appurtenances of sport.</p> + +<p>Now there must be one word of Mary Lowther, and then the story shall +be commenced. She had come to the vicarage in May, intending to stay +a month, and it was now August, and she had been already three months +with her friend. Everybody said that she was staying because she +intended to become the mistress of Hampton Privets. It was a month +since Harry Gilmore had formally made his offer, and as she had not +refused him, and as she still stayed on, the folk of Bullhampton were +justified in their conclusions. She was a tall girl, with dark brown +hair, which she wore fastened in a knot at the back of her head, +after the simplest fashion. Her eyes were large and grey, and full of +lustre; but they were not eyes which would make you say that Mary +Lowther was especially a bright-eyed girl. They were eyes, however, +which could make you think, when they looked at you, that if Mary +Lowther would only like you, how happy your lot would be,—that if +she would love you, the world would have nothing higher or better to +offer. If you judged her face by any rules of beauty, you would say +that it was too thin; but feeling its influence with sympathy, you +could never wish it to be changed. Her nose and mouth were perfect. +How many little noses there are on young women's faces which of +themselves cannot be said to be things of beauty, or joys for ever, +although they do very well in their places! There is the softness and +colour of youth, and perhaps a dash of fun, and the eyes above are +bright, and the lips below alluring. In the midst of such sweet +charms, what does it matter that the nose be puggish,—or even a nose +of putty, such as you think you might improve in the original +material by a squeeze of your thumb and forefinger? But with Mary +Lowther her nose itself was a feature of exquisite beauty, a feature +that could be eloquent with pity, reverence, or scorn. The curves of +the nostrils, with their almost transparent membranes, told of the +working of the mind within, as every portion of human face should +tell—in some degree. And the mouth was equally expressive, though +the lips were thin. It was a mouth to watch, and listen to, and read +with curious interest, rather than a mouth to kiss. Not but that the +desire to kiss would come, when there might be a hope to kiss with +favour;—but they were lips which no man would think to ravage in +boisterous play. It might have been said that there was a want of +capability for passion in her face, had it not been for the +well-marked dimple in her little chin,—that soft couch in which one +may be always sure, when one sees it, that some little imp of Love +lies hidden.</p> + +<p>It has already been said that Mary Lowther was tall,—taller than +common. Her back was as lovely a form of womanhood as man's eye ever +measured and appreciated. Her movements, which were never naturally +quick, had a grace about them which touched men and women alike. It +was the very poetry of motion; but its chief beauty consisted in +this, that it was what it was by no effort of her own. We have all +seen those efforts, and it may be that many of us have liked them +when they have been made on our own behalf. But no man as yet could +ever have felt himself to be so far flattered by Miss Lowther. Her +dress was very plain; as it became her that it should be, for she was +living on the kindness of an aunt who was herself not a rich woman. +But it may be doubted whether dress could have added much to her +charms.</p> + +<p>She was now turned one-and-twenty, and though, doubtless, there were +young men at Loring who had sighed for her smiles, no young man had +sighed with any efficacy. It must be acknowledged, indeed, that she +was not a girl for whom the most susceptible of young men would sigh. +Young men given to sigh are generally attracted by some outward and +visible sign of softness which may be taken as an indication that +sighing will produce some result, however small. At Loring it was +said that Mary Lowther was cold and repellent, and, on that account, +one who might very probably descend to the shades as an old maid in +spite of the beauty of which she was the acknowledged possessor. No +enemy, no friend, had ever accused her of being a flirt.</p> + +<p>Such as she was, Harry Gilmore's passion for her much astonished his +friends. Those who knew him best had thought that, as regarded his +fate matrimonial,—or non-matrimonial,—there were three chances +before him: he might carry out their presumed intention of marrying +money; or he might become the sudden spoil of the bow and spear of +some red-cheeked lass; or he might walk on as an old bachelor, too +cautious to be caught at all. But none believed that he would become +the victim of a grand passion for a poor, reticent, high-bred, +high-minded specimen of womanhood. Such, however, was now his +condition.</p> + +<p>He had an uncle, a clergyman, living at Salisbury, a prebendary +there, who was a man of the world, and in whom Harry trusted more +than in any other member of his own family. His mother had been the +sister of the Rev. Henry Fitzackerly Chamberlaine; and as Mr. +Chamberlaine had never married, much of his solicitude was bestowed +upon his nephew.</p> + +<p>"Don't, my dear fellow," had been the prebendary's advice when he was +taken over to see Miss Lowther. "She is a lady, no doubt; but you +would never be your own master, and you would be a poor man till you +died. An easy temper and a little money are almost as common in our +rank of life as destitution and obstinacy." On the day after this +advice was given, Harry Gilmore made his formal offer.</p> + + +<p><a name="c2" id="c2"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER II.</h3> +<h4>FLO'S RED BALL.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>"You should give him an answer, dear, one way or the other." These +wise words were spoken by Mrs. Fenwick to her friend as they sat +together, with their work in their hands, on a garden seat under a +cedar tree. It was an August evening after dinner, and the Vicar was +out about his parish. The two elder children were playing in the +garden, and the two young women were alone together.</p> + + +<div class="center"><a name="il2" id="il2"></a> +<table style="margin: 0 auto" cellpadding="4px"> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <a href="images/il2.jpg"> + <img src="images/il2-t.jpg" width="325" + alt='"You should give him an answer, + dear, one way or the other."' /></a> + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <span class="caption">"You should give him an answer, + dear, one way or the other."<br /> + Click to <a href="images/il2.jpg">ENLARGE</a></span> + </td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + + +<p>"Of course I shall give him an answer. What answer does he wish?"</p> + +<p>"You know what answer he wishes. If any man was ever in earnest he +is."</p> + +<p>"Am I not doing the best I can for him then in waiting—to see +whether I can say yes?"</p> + +<p>"It cannot be well for him to be in suspense on such a matter; and, +dear Mary, it cannot be well for you either. One always feels that +when a girl bids a man to wait, she will take him after a while. It +always comes to that. If you had been at home at Loring, the time +would not have been much; but, being so near to him, and seeing him +every day, must be bad. You must both be in a state of fever."</p> + +<p>"Then I will go back to Loring."</p> + +<p>"No; not now, till you have positively made up your mind, and given +him an answer one way or the other. You could not go now and leave +him in doubt. Take him at once, and have done with it. He is as good +as gold."</p> + +<p>In answer to this, Mary for a while said nothing, but went sedulously +on with her work.</p> + +<p>"Mamma," said a little girl, running up, followed by a nursery-maid, +"the ball's in the water!"</p> + +<p>The child was a beautiful fair-haired little darling about +four-and-a-half years old, and a boy, a year younger, and a little +shorter, and a little stouter, was toddling after her.</p> + +<p>"The ball in the water, Flo! Can't Jim get it out?"</p> + +<p>"Jim's gone, mamma."</p> + +<p>Then Jane, the nursery-maid, proceeded to explain that the ball had +rolled in and had been carried down the stream to some bushes, and +that it was caught there just out of reach of all that she, Jane, +could do with a long stick for its recovery. Jim, the gardener, was +not to be found; and they were in despair lest the ball should become +wet through and should perish.</p> + +<p>Mary at once saw her opportunity of escape,—her opportunity for that +five minutes of thought by herself which she needed. "I'll come, Flo, +and see what can be done," said Mary.</p> + +<p>"Do; 'cause you is so big," said the little girl.</p> + +<p>"We'll see if my long arms won't do as well as Jim's," said Mary; +"only Jim would go in, perhaps, which I certainly shall not do." Then +she took Flo by the hand, and together they ran down to the margin of +the river.</p> + +<p>There lay the treasure, a huge red inflated ball, just stopped in its +downward current by a short projecting stick. Jim could have got it +certainly, because he could have suspended himself over the stream +from a bough, and could have dislodged the ball, and have floated it +on to the bank.</p> + +<p>"Lean over, Mary,—a great deal, and we'll hold you," said Flo, to +whom her ball was at this moment worth any effort. Mary did lean +over, and poked at it, and at last thought that she would trust +herself to the bough, as Jim would have done, and became more and +more venturous, and at last touched the ball, and then, at +last,—fell into the river! Immediately there was a scream and a +roar, and a splashing about of skirts and petticoats, and by the time +that Mrs. Fenwick was on the bank, Mary Lowther had extricated +herself, and had triumphantly brought out Flo's treasure with her.</p> + +<p>"Mary, are you hurt?" said her friend.</p> + +<p>"What should hurt me? Oh dear, oh dear! I never fell into a river +before. My darling Flo, don't be unhappy. It's such good fun. Only +you mustn't fall in yourself, till you're as big as I am." Flo was in +an agony of tears, not deigning to look at the rescued ball.</p> + +<p>"You do not mean that your head has been under?" said Mrs. Fenwick.</p> + +<p>"My face was, and I felt so odd. For about half a moment I had a +sound of Ophelia in my ears. Then I was laughing at myself for being +such a goose."</p> + +<p>"You'd better come up and go to bed, dear; and I'll get you something +warm."</p> + +<p>"I won't go to bed, and I won't have anything warm; but I will change +my clothes. What an adventure! What will Mr. Fenwick say?"</p> + +<p>"What will Mr. Gilmore say?" To this Mary Lowther made no answer, but +went straight up to the house, and into her room, and changed her +clothes.</p> + +<p>While she was there Fenwick and Gilmore both appeared at the open +window of the drawing-room in which Mrs. Fenwick was sitting. She had +known well enough that Harry Gilmore would not let the evening pass +without coming to the vicarage, and at one time had hoped to persuade +Mary Lowther to give her verdict on this very day. Both she and her +husband were painfully anxious that Harry might succeed. Fenwick had +loved the man dearly for many years, and Janet Fenwick had loved him +since she had known him as her husband's friend. They both felt that +he was showing more of manhood than they had expected from him in the +persistency of his love, and that he deserved his reward. And they +both believed also that for Mary herself it would be a prosperous and +a happy marriage. And then, where is the married woman who does not +wish that the maiden friend who comes to stay with her should find a +husband in her house? The parson and his wife were altogether of one +mind in this matter, and thought that Mary Lowther ought to be made +to give herself to Harry Gilmore.</p> + +<p>"What do you think has happened?" said Mrs. Fenwick, coming to the +window, which opened down to the ground. "Mary Lowther has fallen +into the river."</p> + +<p>"Fallen where?" shouted Gilmore, putting up both his hands, and +seeming to prepare himself to rush away among the river gods in +search of his love.</p> + +<p>"Don't be alarmed, Mr. Gilmore, she's upstairs, quite safe,—only she +has had a ducking." Then the circumstances were explained, and the +papa declared magisterially that Flo must not play any more with her +ball near the river,—an order to which it was not probable that much +close attention would ever be paid.</p> + +<p>"I suppose Miss Lowther will have gone to bed?" said Gilmore.</p> + +<p>"On the contrary, I expect her every moment. I suggested bed, and +warm drinks, and cossetting; but she would have none of it. She +scrambled out all by herself, and seemed to think it very good fun."</p> + +<p>"Come in at any rate and have some tea," said the Vicar. "If you +start before eleven, I'll walk half the way back with you."</p> + +<p>In the mean time, in spite of her accident, Mary had gained the +opportunity that she had required. The point for self-meditation was +not so much whether she would or would not accept Mr. Gilmore now, as +that other point;—was she or was she not wrong to keep him in +suspense. She knew very well that she would not accept him now. It +seemed to her that a girl should know a man very thoroughly before +she would be justified in trusting herself altogether to his hands, +and she thought that her knowledge of Mr. Gilmore was insufficient. +It might however be the case that in such circumstances duty required +her to give him at once an unhesitating answer. She did not find +herself to be a bit nearer to knowing him and to loving him than she +was a month since. Her friend Janet had complained again and again of +the suspense to which she was subjecting the man;—but she knew on +the other hand that her friend Janet did this in her intense anxiety +to promote the match. Was it wrong to say to the man—"I will wait +and try?" Her friend told her that to say that she would wait and +try, was in truth to say that she would take him at some future +time;—that any girl who said so had almost committed herself to such +a decision;—that the very fact that she was waiting and trying to +love a man ought to bind her to the man at last. Such certainly had +not been her own idea. As far as she could at present look into her +own future feelings, she did not think that she could ever bring +herself to say that she would be this man's wife. There was a +solemnity about the position which had never come fully home to her +before she had been thus placed. Everybody around her told her that +the man's happiness was really bound up in her reply. If this were +so,—and she in truth believed that it was so,—was she not bound to +give him every chance in her power? And yet because she still +doubted, she was told by her friend that she was behaving badly! She +would believe her friend, would confess her fault, and would tell her +lover in what most respectful words of denial she could mould, that +she would not be his wife. For herself personally, there would be no +sorrow in this, and no regret.</p> + +<p>Her ducking had given her time for all this thought; and then, having +so decided, she went downstairs. She was met, of course, with various +inquiries about her bath. Mr. Gilmore was all pity, as though the +accident were the most serious thing in the world. Mr. Fenwick was +all mirth, as though there had never been a better joke. Mrs. +Fenwick, who was perhaps unwise in her impatience, was specially +anxious that her two guests might be left together. She did not +believe that Mary Lowther would ever say the final No; and yet she +thought also that, if it were so, the time had quite come in which +Mary Lowther ought to say the final Yes.</p> + +<p>"Let us go down and look at the spot," she said, after tea.</p> + +<p>So they went down. It was a beautiful August night. There was no +moon, and the twilight was over; but still it was not absolutely +dark; and the air was as soft as a mother's kiss to her sleeping +child. They walked down together, four abreast, across the lawn, and +thence they reached a certain green orchard path that led down to the +river. Mrs. Fenwick purposely went on with the lover, leaving Mary +with her husband, in order that there might be no appearance of a +scheme. She would return with her husband, and then there might be a +ramble among the paths, and the question would be pressed, and the +thing might be settled.</p> + +<p>They saw through the gloom the spot where Mary had scrambled, and the +water which had then been bright and smiling, was now black and +awful.</p> + +<p>"To think that you should have been in there!" said Harry Gilmore, +shuddering.</p> + +<p>"To think that she should ever have got out again!" said the parson.</p> + +<p>"It looks frightful in the dark," said Mrs. Fenwick. "Come away, +Frank. It makes me sick." And the charming schemer took her husband's +arm, and continued the round of the garden. "I have been talking to +her, and I think she would take him if he would ask her now."</p> + +<p>The other pair of course followed them. Mary's mind was so fully made +up, at this moment, that she almost wished that her companion might +ask the question. She had been told that she was misusing him; and +she would misuse him no longer. She had a firm No, as it were, within +her grasp, and a resolution that she would not be driven from it. But +he walked on beside her talking of the water, and of the danger, and +of the chance of a cold, and got no nearer to the subject than to bid +her think what suffering she would have caused had she failed to +extricate herself from the pool. He also had made up his mind. +Something had been said by himself of a certain day when last he had +pleaded his cause; and that day would not come round till the morrow. +He considered himself pledged to restrain himself till then; but on +the morrow he would come to her.</p> + +<p>There was a little gate which led from the parsonage garden through +the churchyard to a field path, by which was the nearest way to +Hampton Privets.</p> + +<p>"I'll leave you here," he said, "because I don't want to make Fenwick +come out again to-night. You won't mind going up through the garden +alone?"</p> + +<p>"Oh dear, no."</p> + +<p>"And, Miss Lowther,—pray, pray take care of yourself. I hardly think +you ought to have been out again to-night."</p> + +<p>"It was nothing, Mr. Gilmore. You make infinitely too much of it."</p> + +<p>"How can I make too much of anything that regards you? You will be at +home to-morrow?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I fancy so."</p> + +<p>"Do remain at home. I intend to come down after lunch. Do remain at +home." He held her by the hand as he spoke to her, and she promised +him that she would obey him. He clearly was entitled to her obedience +on such a point. Then she slowly made her way round the garden, and +entered the house at the front door, some quarter of an hour after +the others.</p> + +<p>Why should she refuse him? What was it that she wanted in the world? +She liked him, his manners, his character, his ways, his mode of +life, and after a fashion she liked his person. If there was more of +love in the world than this, she did not think that it would ever +come in her way. Up to this time of her life she had never felt any +such feeling. If not for her own sake, why should she not do it for +him? Why should he not be made happy? She had risked a plunge in the +water to get Flo her ball, and she liked him better than she liked +Flo. It seemed that her mind had been altogether changed by that +stroll through the dark alleys.</p> + +<p>"Well," said Janet, "how is it to be?"</p> + +<p>"He is to come to-morrow, and I do not know how it will be," she +said, turning away to her own room.</p> + + +<p><a name="c3" id="c3"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER III.</h3> +<h4>SAM BRATTLE.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>It was about eleven o'clock when Gilmore passed through the wicket +leading from the vicarage garden to the churchyard. The path he was +about to take crossed simply a corner of the church precincts, as it +came at once upon a public footway leading from the fields through +the churchyard to the town. There was, of course, no stopping the +public path, but Fenwick had been often advised to keep a lock on his +own gate, as otherwise it almost seemed that the vicarage gardens +were open to all Bullhampton. But the lock had never been put on. The +gate was the way by which he and his family went to the church, and +the parson was accustomed to say that however many keys there might +be provided, he knew that there would never be one in his pocket when +he wanted it. And he was wont to add, when his wife would tease him +on the subject, that they who desired to come in decently were +welcome, and that they who were minded to make an entrance indecently +would not be debarred by such rails and fences as hemmed in the +vicarage grounds. Gilmore, as he passed through the corner of the +churchyard, clearly saw a man standing near to the stile leading from +the fields. Indeed, this man was quite close to him, although, from +the want of light and the posture of the man, the face was invisible +to him. But he knew the fellow to be a stranger to Bullhampton. The +dress was strange, the manner was strange, and the mode of standing +was strange. Gilmore had lived at Bullhampton all his life, and, +without much thought on the subject, knew Bullhampton ways. The +jacket which the man wore was a town-made jacket, a jacket that had +come farther a-field even than Salisbury; and the man's gaiters had a +savour which was decidedly not of Wiltshire. Dark as it was, he could +see so much as this. "Good night, my friend," said Gilmore, in a +sharp cheery voice. The man muttered something, and passed on as +though to the village. There had, however, been something in his +position which made Gilmore think that the stranger had intended to +trespass on his friend's garden. He crossed the stile into the +fields, however, without waiting,—without having waited for half a +moment, and immediately saw the figure of a second man standing down, +hidden as it were in the ditch; and though he could discover no more +than the cap and shoulders of the man through the gloom, he was sure +he knew who it was that owned the cap and shoulders. He did not speak +again, but passed on quickly, thinking what he might best do. The man +whom he had seen and recognised had latterly been talked of as a +discredit to his family, and anything but an honour to the usually +respectable inhabitants of Bullhampton.</p> + +<p>On the further side of the church from the town was a farmyard, in +the occupation of one of Lord Trowbridge's tenants,—a man who had +ever been very keen at preventing the inroads of trespassers, to +which he had, perhaps, been driven by the fact that his land was +traversed by various public pathways. Now a public pathway through +pasture is a nuisance, as it is impossible to induce those who use it +to keep themselves to one beaten track; but a pathway through +cornfields is worse, for, let what pains may be taken, wheat, beans, +and barley will be torn down and trampled under foot. And yet in +apportioning his rents, no landlord takes all this into +consideration. Farmer Trumbull considered it a good deal, and was +often a wrathful man. There was at any rate no right of way across +his farmyard, and here he might keep as big a dog as he chose, +chained or unchained. Harry Gilmore knew the dog well, and stood for +a moment leaning on the gate.</p> + +<p>"Who be there?" said the voice of the farmer.</p> + +<p>"Is that you, Mr. Trumbull? It is I,—Mr. Gilmore. I want to get +round to the front of the parson's house."</p> + +<p>"Zurely, zurely," said the farmer, coming forward and opening the +gate. "Be there anything wrong about, Squire?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know. I think there is. Speak softly. I fancy there are men +lying in the churchyard."</p> + +<p>"I be a-thinking so, too, Squire. Bone'm was a growling just now like +the old 'un." Bone'm was the name of the bull-dog as to which Gilmore +had been solicitous as he looked over the gate. "What is't t'ey're up +to? Not bugglary?"</p> + +<p>"Our friend's apricots, perhaps. But I'll just move round to the +front. Do you and Bone'm keep a look-out here."</p> + +<p>"Never fear, Squire; never fear. Me and Bone'm together is a'most too +much for 'em, bugglars and all." Then he led Mr. Gilmore through the +farmyard, and out on to the road, Bone'm growling a low growl as he +passed away.</p> + +<p>The Squire hurried along the high road, past the church, and in at +the Vicarage front gate. Knowing the place well, he could have made +his way round into the garden; but he thought it better to go to the +front door. There was no light to be seen from the windows; but +almost all the rooms of the house looked out into the garden at the +back. He knocked sharply, and in a minute or two the door was opened +by the parson in person.</p> + +<p>"Frank," said the Squire.</p> + +<p>"Halloo! is that you? What's up now?"</p> + +<p>"Men who ought to be in bed. I came across two men hanging about your +gate in the churchyard, and I'm not sure there wasn't a third."</p> + +<p>"They're up to nothing. They often sit and smoke there."</p> + +<p>"These fellows were up to something. The man I saw plainest was a +stranger, and just the sort of man who won't do your parishioners any +good to be among them. The other was Sam Brattle."</p> + +<p>"Whew—w—w," said the parson.</p> + +<p>"He has gone utterly to the dogs," said the Squire.</p> + +<p>"He's on the road, Harry; but nobody has gone while he's still going. +I had some words with him in his father's presence last week, and he +followed me afterwards, and told me he'd see it out with me. I +wouldn't tell you, because I didn't want to set you more against +them."</p> + +<p>"I wish they were out of the place,—the whole lot of them."</p> + +<p>"I don't know that they'd do better elsewhere than here. I suppose +Mr. Sam is going to keep his word with me."</p> + +<p>"Only for the look of that other fellow, I shouldn't think they meant +anything serious," said Gilmore.</p> + +<p>"I don't suppose they do, but I'll be on the look-out."</p> + +<p>"Shall I stay with you, Frank?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no; I've a life-preserver, and I'll take a round of the gardens. +You come with me, and you can pass home that way. The chances are +they'll mizzle away to bed, as they've seen you, and heard +Bone'm,—and probably heard too every word you said to Trumbull."</p> + +<p>He then got his hat and the short, thick stick of which he had +spoken, and turning the key of the door, put it in his pocket. Then +the two friends went round by the kitchen garden, and so through to +the orchard, and down to the churchyard gate. Hitherto they had seen +nothing, and heard nothing, and Fenwick was sure that the men had +made their way through the churchyard to the village.</p> + +<p>"But they may come back," said Gilmore.</p> + +<p>"I'll be about if they do," said the parson.</p> + +<p>"What is one against three? You had better let me stay."</p> + +<p>Fenwick laughed at this, saying that it would be quite as rational to +propose that they should keep watch every night.</p> + +<p>"But, hark!" said the Squire, with a mind evidently perturbed.</p> + +<p>"Don't you be alarmed about us," said the parson.</p> + +<p>"If anything should happen to Mary Lowther!"</p> + +<p>"That, no doubt, is matter of anxiety, to which may, perhaps, be +added some trifle of additional feeling on the score of Janet and the +children. But I'll do my best. If the women knew that you and I were +patrolling the place, they'd be frightened out of their wits."</p> + +<p>Then Gilmore, who never liked that there should be a laugh against +himself, took his leave and walked home across the fields. Fenwick +passed up through the garden, and, when he was near the terrace which +ran along the garden front of the house, he thought that he heard a +voice. He stood under the shade of a wall dark with ivy, and +distinctly heard whispering on the other side of it. As far as he +could tell there were the voices of more than two men. He wished now +that he had kept Gilmore with him,—not that he was personally afraid +of the trespassers, for his courage was of that steady settled kind +which enables the possessor to remember that men who are doing deeds +of darkness are ever afraid of those whom they are injuring; but had +there been an ally with him his prospect of catching one or more of +the ruffians would have been greatly increased. Standing where he was +he would probably be able to interrupt them, should they attempt to +enter the house; but in the mean time they might be stripping his +fruit from the wall. They were certainly, at present, in the kitchen +garden, and he was not minded to leave them there at such work as +they might have in hand. Having paused to think of this, he crept +along under the wall, close to the house, towards the passage by +which he could reach them. But they had not heard him, nor had they +waited among the fruit. When he was near the corner of the wall, one +leading man came round within a foot or two of the spot on which he +stood; and, before he could decide on what he would do, the second +had appeared. He rushed forward with the loaded stick in his hand, +but, knowing its weight, and remembering the possibility of the +comparative innocence of the intruders, he hesitated to strike. A +blow on the head would have brained a man, and a knock on the arm +with such an instrument would break the bone. In a moment he found +his left hand on the leading man's throat, and the man's foot behind +his heel. He fell, but as he fell he did strike heavily, cutting +upwards with his weapon, and bringing the heavy weight of lead at the +end of it on to the man's shoulder. He stumbled rather than fell, but +when he regained his footing, the man was gone. That man was gone, +and two others were following him down towards the gate at the bottom +of the orchard. Of these two, in a few strides, he was able to catch +the hindermost, and then he found himself wrestling with Sam Brattle.</p> + +<p>"Sam," said he, speaking as well as he could with his short breath, +"if you don't stand, I'll strike you with the life-preserver."</p> + +<p>Sam made another struggle, trying to seize the weapon, and the parson +hit him with it on the right arm.</p> + +<p>"You've smashed that anyway, Mr. Fenwick," said the man.</p> + +<p>"I hope not; but do you come along with me quietly, or I'll smash +something else. I'll hit you on the head if you attempt to move away. +What were you doing here?"</p> + +<p>Brattle made no answer, but walked along towards the house at the +parson's left hand, the parson holding him the while by the neck of +his jacket, and swinging the life-preserver in his right hand. In +this way he took him round to the front of the house, and then began +to think what he would do with him.</p> + +<p>"That, after all, you should be at this work, Sam!"</p> + +<p>"What work is it, then?"</p> + +<p>"Prowling about my place, after midnight, with a couple of strange +blackguards."</p> + +<p>"There ain't so much harm in that, as I knows of."</p> + +<p>"Who were the men, Sam?"</p> + +<p>"Who was the men?"</p> + +<p>"Yes;—who were they?"</p> + +<p>"Just friends of mine, Mr. Fenwick. I shan't say no more about 'em. +You've got me, and you've smashed my arm, and now what is it you're +a-going to do with me? I ain't done no harm,—only just walked about, +like."</p> + +<p>To tell the truth, our friend the parson did not quite know what he +meant to do with the Tartar he had caught. There were reasons which +made him very unwilling to hand over Sam Brattle to the village +constable. Sam had a mother and sister who were among the Vicar's +first favourites in the parish; and though old Jacob Brattle, the +father, was not so great a favourite, and was a man whom the Squire, +his landlord, held in great disfavour, Mr. Fenwick would desire, if +possible, to spare the family. And of Sam, himself, he had had high +hopes, though those hopes, for the last eighteen months had been +becoming fainter and fainter. Upon the whole, he was much averse to +knocking up the groom, the only man who lived on the parsonage except +himself, and dragging Sam into the village. "I wish I knew," he said, +"what you and your friends were going to do. I hardly think it has +come to that with you, that you'd try to break into the house and cut +our throats."</p> + +<p>"We warn't after no breaking in, nor no cutting of throats, Mr. +Fenwick. We warn't indeed!"</p> + +<p>"What shall you do with yourself, to-night, if I let you off?"</p> + +<p>"Just go home to father's, sir; not a foot else, s'help me."</p> + +<p>"One of your friends, as you call them, will have to go to the +doctor, if I am not very much mistaken; for the rap I gave you was +nothing to what he got. You're all right?"</p> + +<p>"It hurt, sir, I can tell ye;—but that won't matter."</p> + +<p>"Well, Sam,—there; you may go. I shall be after you to-morrow, and +the last word I say to you, to-night, is this;—as far as I can see, +you're on the road to the gallows. It isn't pleasant to be hung, and +I would advise you to change your road." So saying, he let go his +hold, and stood waiting till Sam should have taken his departure.</p> + +<p>"Don't be a-coming after me, to-morrow, parson, please," said the +man.</p> + +<p>"I shall see your mother, certainly."</p> + +<p>"Dont'ee tell her of my being here, Mr. Fenwick, and nobody shan't +ever come anigh this place again,—not in the way of prigging +anything."</p> + +<p>"You fool, you!" said the parson. "Do you think that it is to save +anything that I might lose, that I let you go now? Don't you know +that the thing I want to save is you,—you,—you; you helpless, idle, +good-for-nothing reprobate? Go home, and be sure that I shall do the +best I can according to my lights. I fear that my lights are bad +lights, in that they have allowed me to let you go."</p> + +<p>When he had seen Sam take his departure through the front gate, he +returned to the house, and found that his wife, who had gone to bed, +had come down-stairs in search of him.</p> + +<p>"Frank, you have frightened me so terribly! Where have you been?"</p> + +<p>"Thief-catching. And I'm afraid I've about split one fellow's back. I +caught another, but I let him go."</p> + +<p>"What on earth do you mean, Frank?"</p> + +<p>Then he told her the whole story,—how Gilmore had seen the men, and +had come up to him; how he had gone out and had a tussle with one +man, whom he had, as he thought, hurt; and how he had then caught +another, while the third escaped.</p> + +<p>"We ain't safe in our beds, then," said the wife.</p> + +<p>"You ain't safe in yours, my dear, because you chose to leave it; but +I hope you're safe out of it. I doubt whether the melons and peaches +are safe. The truth is, there ought to be a gardener's cottage on the +place, and I must build one. I wonder whether I hurt that fellow +much. I seemed to hear the bone crunch."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Frank!"</p> + +<p>"But what could I do? I got that thing because I thought it safer +than a pistol, but I really think it's worse. I might have murdered +them all, if I'd lost my temper,—and just for half-a-dozen +apricots!"</p> + +<p>"And what became of the man you took?"</p> + +<p>"I let him go."</p> + +<p>"Without doing anything to him?"</p> + +<p>"Well; he got a tap too."</p> + +<p>"Did you know him?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I knew him,—well."</p> + +<p>"Who was he, Frank?"</p> + +<p>The parson was silent for a moment, and then he answered her. "It was +Sam Brattle."</p> + +<p>"Sam Brattle, coming to rob?"</p> + +<p>"He's been at it, I fear, for months, in some shape."</p> + +<p>"And what shall you do?"</p> + +<p>"I hardly know as yet. It would about kill her and Fanny, if they +were told all that I suspect. They are stiff-necked, obstinate, +ill-conditioned people—that is, the men. But I think Gilmore has +been a little hard on them. The father and brother are honest men. +Come;—we'll go to bed."</p> + + +<p><a name="c4" id="c4"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER IV.</h3> +<h4>THERE IS NO ONE ELSE.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>On the following morning there was of course a considerable amount of +conversation at the Vicarage as to the affairs of the previous +evening. There was first of all an examination of the fruit; but as +this was made without taking Jem the gardener into confidence, no +certain conclusion could be reached. It was clear, however, that no +robbery for the purpose of sale had been made. An apricot or two +might have been taken, and perhaps an assault made on an unripe +peach. Mr. Fenwick was himself nearly sure that garden spoliation was +not the purpose of the assailants, though it suited him to let his +wife entertain that idea. The men would hardly have come from the +kitchen garden up to the house and round the corner at which he had +met them, if they were seeking fruit. Presuming it to have been their +intention to attempt the drawing-room windows, he would have expected +to meet them as he did meet them. From the garden the Vicar and the +two ladies went down to the gate, and from thence over the stile to +Farmer Trumbull's farmyard. The farmer had not again seen the men, +after the Squire had left him, nor had he heard them. To him the +parson said nothing of his encounter, and nothing of that blow on the +man's back. From thence Mr. Fenwick went on to the town, and the +ladies returned to the Vicarage.</p> + +<p>The only person whom the parson at once consulted was the +surgeon,—Dr. Cuttenden, as he was called. No man with an injured +shoulder-blade had come to him last night or that morning. A man, he +said, might receive a very violent blow on his back, in the manner in +which the fellow had been struck, and might be disabled for days from +any great personal exertion, without having a bone broken. If the +blade of his shoulder were broken, the man—so thought the +doctor—could not travel far on foot, would hardly be able to get +away to any of the neighbouring towns unless he were carried. Of Sam +Brattle the parson said nothing to the doctor; but when he had +finished his morning's work about the town, he walked on to the mill.</p> + +<p>In the mean time the two ladies remained at home at the Parsonage. +The excitement occasioned by the events of the previous night was +probably a little damaged by the knowledge that Mr. Gilmore was +coming. The coming of Mr. Gilmore on this occasion was so important +that even the terrible idea of burglars, and the sensation arising +from the use of that deadly weapon which had been produced at the +breakfast table during the morning, were robbed of some of their +interest. They did not keep possession of the minds of the two ladies +as they would have done had there been no violent interrupting cause. +But here was the violent interrupting cause, and by the time that +lunch was on the table, Sam Brattle and his comrades were forgotten.</p> + +<p>Very little was said between the two women on that morning respecting +Mr. Gilmore. Mrs. Fenwick, who had allowed herself to be convinced +that Mary would act with great impropriety if she did not accept the +man, thought that further speech might only render her friend +obstinate. Mary, who knew the inside of her friend's mind very +clearly, and who loved and respected her friend, could hardly fix her +own mind. During the past night it had been fixed, or nearly fixed, +two different ways. She had first determined that she would refuse +her lover,—as to which resolve, for some hours or so, she had been +very firm; then that she would accept him,—as to which she had ever, +when most that way inclined, entertained some doubt as to the +possibility of her uttering that word "Yes."</p> + +<p>"If it be that other women don't love better than I love him, I +wonder that they ever get married at all," she said to herself.</p> + +<p>She was told that she was wrong to keep the man in suspense, and she +believed it. Had she not been so told, she would have thought that +some further waiting would have been of the three alternatives the +best.</p> + +<p>"I shall be upstairs with the bairns," said Mrs. Fenwick, as she left +the dining-room after lunch, "so that if you prefer the garden to the +drawing-room, it will be free."</p> + +<p>"Oh dear, how solemn and ceremonious you make it."</p> + +<p>"It is solemn, Mary; I don't know how anything can be more solemn, +short of going to heaven or the other place. But I really don't see +why there should be any doubt or difficulty."</p> + +<p>There was something in the tone in which these words were said which +almost made Mary Lowther again decide against the man. The man had a +home and an income, and was Squire of the parish; and therefore there +need be no difficulty! When she compared Mr. Fenwick and Mr. Gilmore +together, she found that she liked Mr. Fenwick the best. She thought +him to be the more clever, the higher spirited, the most of a man of +the two. She certainly was not the least in love with her friend's +husband; but then she was just as little in love with Mr. Gilmore.</p> + +<p>At about half-past two Mr. Gilmore made his appearance, standing at +the open window.</p> + +<p>"May I come in?" he said.</p> + +<p>"Of course you may come in."</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Fenwick is not here?"</p> + +<p>"She is in the house, I think, if you want her."</p> + +<p>"Oh no. I hope you were not frightened last night. I have not seen +Frank this morning; but I hear from Mr. Trumbull that there was +something of a row."</p> + +<p>"There was a row, certainly. Mr. Fenwick struck some of the men, and +he is afraid that he hurt one of them."</p> + +<p>"I wish he had broken their heads. I take it there was a son of one +of my tenants there, who is about as bad as he can be. Frank will +believe me now. I hope you were not frightened here."</p> + +<p>"I heard nothing of it till this morning."</p> + +<p>After that there was a pause. He had told himself as he came along +that the task before him could not be easy and pleasant. To declare a +passion to the girl he loves may be very pleasant work to the man who +feels almost sure that his answer will not be against him. It may be +an easy task enough even when there is a doubt. The very possession +of the passion,—or even its pretence,—gives the man a liberty which +he has a pleasure and a pride in using. But this is the case when the +man dashes boldly at his purpose without preconcerted arrangements. +Such pleasure, if it ever was a pleasure to him,—such excitement at +least, was come and gone with Harry Gilmore. He had told his tale, +and had been desired to wait. Now he had come again at a fixed hour +to be informed—like a servant waiting for a place—whether it was +thought that he would suit. The servant out of place, however, would +have had this advantage, that he would receive his answer without the +necessity of further eloquence on his own part. With the lover it was +different. It was evident that Mary Lowther would not say to him, "I +have considered the matter, and I think that, upon the whole, you +will do." It was necessary that he should ask the question again, and +ask it as a suppliant.</p> + +<p>"Mary," he said, beginning with words that he had fixed for himself +as he came up the garden, "it is six weeks, I think, since I asked +you to be my wife; and now I have come to ask you again."</p> + +<p>She made him no immediate answer, but sat as though waiting for some +further effort of his eloquence.</p> + +<p>"I do not think you doubt my truth, or the warmth of my affection. If +you trust in <span class="nowrap">them—"</span></p> + +<p>"I do; I do."</p> + +<p>"Then I don't know that I can say anything further. Nothing that I +can say now will make you love me. I have not that sort of power +which would compel a girl to come into my arms."</p> + +<p>"I don't understand that kind of power,—how any man can have it with +any girl."</p> + +<p>"They say that it is so; but I do not flatter myself that it is so +with me; and I do not think that it would be so with any man over +you. Perhaps I may assure you that, as far as I know myself at +present, all my future happiness must depend on your answer. It will +not kill me—to be refused; at least, I suppose not. But it will make +me wish that it would." Having so spoken he waited for her reply.</p> + +<p>She believed every word that he said. And she liked him so well that, +for his own sake, she desired that he might be gratified. As far as +she knew herself, she had no desire to be Harry Gilmore's wife. The +position was not even one in which she could allow herself to look +for consolation on one side, for disappointments on the other. She +had read about love, and talked about love; and she desired to be in +love. Certainly she was not in love with this man. She had begun to +doubt whether it would ever be given to her to love,—to love as her +friend Janet loved Frank Fenwick. Janet loved her husband's very +footsteps, and seemed to eat with his palate, hear with his ears, and +see with his eyes. She was, as it were, absolutely a bone from her +husband's rib. Mary thought that she was sure that she could never +have that same feeling towards Henry Gilmore. And yet it might come; +or something might come which would do almost as well. It was likely +that Janet's nature was softer and sweeter than her own,—more prone +to adapt itself, like ivy to a strong tree. For herself, it might be, +that she could never become as the ivy; but that, nevertheless, she +might be the true wife of a true husband. But if ever she was to be +the true wife of Harry Gilmore, she could not to-day say that it +should be so.</p> + +<p>"I suppose I must answer you," she said, very gently.</p> + +<p>"If you tell me that you are not ready to do so I will wait, and come +again. I shall never change my mind. You may be sure of that."</p> + +<p>"But that is just what I may not do, Mr. Gilmore."</p> + +<p>"Who says so?"</p> + +<p>"My own feelings tell me so. I have no right to keep you in suspense, +and I will not do it. I respect and esteem you most honestly. I have +so much liking for you that I do not mind owning that I wish that it +were more. Mr. Gilmore, I like you so much that I would make a great +sacrifice for you; but I cannot sacrifice my own honesty or your +happiness by making believe that I love you."</p> + +<p>For a few moments he sat silent, and then there came over his face a +look of inexpressible anguish,—a look as though the pain were almost +more than he could bear. She could not keep her eyes from his face; +and, in her woman's pity, she almost wished that her words had been +different.</p> + +<p>"And must that be all?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"What else can I say, Mr. Gilmore?"</p> + +<p>"If that must be all, it will be to me a doom that I shall not know +how to bear. I cannot live here without you. I have thought about you +till you have become mixed with every tree and every cottage about +the place. I did not know of myself that I could become such a slave +to a passion. Mary, say that you will wait again. Try it once more. I +would not ask for this, but that you have told me that there was no +one else."</p> + +<p>"Certainly, there is no one else."</p> + +<p>"Then let me wait again. It can do you no harm. If there should come +any man more fortunate than I am, you can tell me, and I shall know +that it is over. I ask no sacrifice from you, and no pledge; but I +give you mine. I shall not change."</p> + +<p>"There must be no such promise, Mr. Gilmore."</p> + +<p>"But there is the promise. I certainly shall not change. When three +months are over I will come to you again."</p> + +<p>She tried to think whether she was bound to tell him that her answer +must be taken as final, or whether she might allow the matter to +stand as he proposed, with some chance of a result that might be good +for him. On one point she was quite sure,—that if she left him now, +with an understanding that he should again renew his offer after a +period of three months, she must go away from Bullhampton. If there +was any possibility that she should learn to love him, such feeling +would arise within her more quickly in his absence than in his +presence. She would go home to Loring, and try to bring herself to +accept him.</p> + +<p>"I think," she said, "that what we now say had better be the last of +it."</p> + +<p>"It shall not be the last of it. I will try again. What is there that +I can do, so that I may make myself worthy of you?"</p> + +<p>"It is no question of worthiness, Mr. Gilmore. Who can say how his +heart is moved,—and why? I shall go home to Loring; and you may be +sure of this, that if there be anything that you should hear of me, I +will let you know."</p> + +<p>Then he took her hand in his own, held it for a while, pressed it to +his lips, and left her. She was by no means contented with herself, +and, to tell the truth, was ashamed to let her friend know what she +had done. And yet how could she have answered him in other words? It +might be that she could teach herself to be contented with the amount +of regard which she entertained for him. It might be that she could +persuade herself to be his wife; and if so, why should he not have +the chance,—the chance which he professed that he was so anxious to +retain? He had paid her the greatest compliment which a man can pay a +woman, and she owed him everything,—except herself. She was hardly +sure even now that if the proposition had come to her by letter the +answer might not have been of a different nature.</p> + +<p>As soon as he was gone she went upstairs to the nursery, and thence +to Mrs. Fenwick's bedroom. Flo was there, but Flo was soon dismissed. +Mary began her story instantly, before a question could be asked.</p> + +<p>"Janet," she said, "I am going home—at once."</p> + +<p>"Why so?"</p> + +<p>"Because it is best. Nothing more is settled than was settled before. +When he asks me whether he may come again, how can I say that he may +not? What can I say, except that as far I can see now, I cannot be +his wife?"</p> + +<p>"You have not accepted him, then?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"I believe that you would, if he had asked you last night."</p> + +<p>"Most certainly I should not. I may doubt when I am talking behind +his back; but when I meet him face to face I cannot do it."</p> + +<p>"I think you have been wrong,—very wrong and very foolish."</p> + +<p>"In not taking a man I do not love?" said Mary.</p> + +<p>"You do love him; but you are longing for you do not know what; some +romance,—some grand passion,—something that will never come."</p> + +<p>"Shall I tell you what I want?"</p> + +<p>"If you please."</p> + +<p>"A feeling such as you have for Frank. You are my model; I want +nothing beyond that."</p> + +<p>"That comes after marriage. Frank was very little to me till we were +man and wife. He'll tell you the same. I don't know whether I didn't +almost dislike him when I married him."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Janet!"</p> + +<p>"Certainly the sort of love you are thinking of comes +afterwards;—when the interests of two people are the same. Frank was +very well as a lover."</p> + +<p>"Don't I remember it?"</p> + +<p>"You were a child."</p> + +<p>"I was fifteen; and don't I remember how all the world used to change +for you when he was coming? There wasn't a ribbon you wore but you +wore it for him; you dressed yourself in his eyes; you lived by his +thoughts."</p> + +<p>"That was all after I was engaged. If you would accept Harry Gilmore, +you would do just the same."</p> + +<p>"I must be sure that it would be so. I am now almost sure that it +would not."</p> + +<p>"And why do you want to go home?"</p> + +<p>"That he may not be pestered by having me near him. I think it will +be better for him that I should go."</p> + +<p>"And he is to ask you again?"</p> + +<p>"He says that he will—in three months. But you should tell him that +it will be better that he should not. I would advise him to +travel,—if I were his friend, like you."</p> + +<p>"And leave all his duties, and his pleasures, and his house, and his +property, because of your face and figure, my dear! I don't think any +woman is worth so much to a man."</p> + +<p>Mary bit her lips in sorrow for what she had said. "I was thinking of +his own speech about himself, Janet, not of my worth. It does not +astonish you more than it does me that such a man as Mr. Gilmore +should be perplexed in spirit for such a cause. But he says that he +is perplexed."</p> + +<p>"Of course he is perplexed, and of course I was in joke. Only it does +seem so hard upon him! I should like to shake you till you fell into +his arms. I know it would be best for you. You will go on examining +your own feelings and doubting about your heart, and waiting for +something that will never come till you will have lost your time. +That is the way old maids are made. If you married Harry, by the time +your first child was born you would think that he was Jupiter,—just +as I think that Frank is."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fenwick owned, however, that as matters stood at present, it +would be best that Mary should return home; and letters were written +that afternoon to say that she would be at Loring by the middle of +next week.</p> + +<p>The Vicar was not seen till dinner-time, and then he came home in +considerable perplexity of spirit. It was agreed between the two +women that the fate of Harry Gilmore, as far as it had been decided, +should be told to Mr. Fenwick by his wife; and she, though she was +vexed, and almost angry with Mary, promised to make the best of it.</p> + +<p>"She'll lose him at last; that'll be the end of it," said the parson, +as he scoured his face with a towel after washing it.</p> + +<p>"I never saw a man so much in love in my life," said Mrs. Fenwick.</p> + +<p>"But iron won't remain long at red heat," said he. "What she says +herself would be the best for him. He'll break up and go away for a +time, and then, when he comes back, there'll be somebody else. She'll +live to repent it."</p> + +<p>"When she's away from him there may be a change."</p> + +<p>"Fiddlestick!" said the parson.</p> + +<p>Mary, when she met him before dinner, could see that he was angry +with her, but she bore it with the utmost meekness. She believed of +herself that she was much to blame in that she could not fall in love +with Harry Gilmore. Mrs. Fenwick had also asked a question or two +about Sam Brattle during the dressing of her husband; but he had +declined to say anything on that subject till they two should be +secluded together for the night.</p> + + +<p><a name="c5" id="c5"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER V.</h3> +<h4>THE MILLER.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>Mr. Fenwick reached Brattle's mill about two o'clock in the day. +During the whole morning, while saying comfortable words to old +women, and gently rebuking young maidens, he had been thinking of Sam +Brattle and his offences. He had not been in the parish very long, +not over five or six years, but he had been there long enough to see +Sam grow out of boyhood into manhood; and at his first coming to the +parish, for the first two or three years, the lad had been a +favourite with him. Young Brattle could run well, leap well, fish +well, and do a good turn of work about his father's mill. And he +could also read and write, and cast accounts, and was a clever +fellow. The parson, though he had tried his hand with energy at +making the man, had, perhaps, done something towards marring him; and +it may be that some feeling of this was on Mr. Fenwick's conscience. +A gentleman's favourite in a country village, when of Sam Brattle's +age, is very apt to be spoiled by the kindness that is shown to him. +Sam had spent many a long afternoon fishing with the parson, but +those fishing days were now more than two years gone by. It had been +understood that Sam was to assist his father at the mill; and much +good advice as to his trade the lad had received from Mr. Fenwick. +There ought to be no more fishing for the young miller, except on +special holiday occasions,—no more fishing, at least, during the +hours required for milling purposes. So Mr. Fenwick had said +frequently. Nevertheless the old miller attributed his son's idleness +in great part to the parson's conduct, and he had so told the parson +more than once. Of late Sam Brattle had certainly not been a good +son, had neglected his work, disobeyed his father, and brought +trouble on a household which had much suffering to endure +independently of that which he might bring upon it.</p> + +<p>Jacob Brattle was a man at this time over sixty-five years of age, +and every year of the time had been spent in that mill. He had never +known another occupation or another home, and had very rarely slept +under another roof. He had married the daughter of a neighbouring +farmer, and had had some twelve or fourteen children. There were at +this time six still living. He himself had ever been a hardworking, +sober, honest man. But he was cross-grained, litigious, moody, and +tyrannical. He held his mill and about a hundred acres of adjoining +meadow land at a rent in which no account was taken either of the +building or of the mill privileges attached to it. He paid simply for +the land at a rate per acre, which, as both he and his landlord well +knew, would make it acceptable on the same terms to any farmer in the +parish; and neither for his mill, nor for his land, had he any lease, +nor had his father or his grandfather had leases before him. Though +he was a clever man in his way, he hardly knew what a lease was. He +doubted whether his landlord could dispossess him as long as he paid +his rent, but he was not sure. But of this he thought he was +sure,—that were Mr. Gilmore to attempt to do such a thing, all +Wiltshire would cry out against the deed, and probably the heavens +would fall and crush the doer. He was a man with an unlimited love of +justice; but the justice which he loved best was justice to himself. +He brooded over injuries done to him,—injuries real or +fancied,—till he taught himself to wish that all who hurt him might +be crucified for the hurt they did to him. He never forgot, and never +wished to forgive. If any prayer came from him, it was a prayer that +his own heart might be so hardened that when vengeance came in his +way he might take it without stint against the trespasser of the +moment. And yet he was not a cruel man. He would almost despise +himself, because when the moment for vengeance did come, he would +abstain from vengeance. He would dismiss a disobedient servant with +curses which would make one's hair stand on end, and would hope +within his heart of hearts that before the end of the next week the +man with his wife and children might be in the poorhouse. When the +end of the next week came, he would send the wife meat, and would +give the children bread, and would despise himself for doing so. In +matters of religion he was an old Pagan, going to no place of +worship, saying no prayer, believing in no creed,—with some vague +idea that a supreme power would bring him right at last, if he worked +hard, robbed no one, fed his wife and children, and paid his way. To +pay his way was the pride of his heart; to be paid on his way was its +joy.</p> + +<p>In that matter of his quarrel with his landlord he was very bitter. +The Squire's father some fifteen years since had given to the miller +a verbal promise that the house and mill should be repaired. The old +Squire had not been a good man of business, and had gone on with his +tenants very much as he had found them, without looking much into the +position of each. But he had, no doubt, said something that amounted +to a promise on his own account as to these repairs. He had died soon +after, and the repairs had not been effected. A year after his death +an application,—almost a demand,—was made upon our Squire by the +miller, and the miller had been wrathful even when the Squire said +that he would look into it. The Squire did look into it, and came to +the conclusion that as he received no rent at all for the house and +mill, and as his own property would be improved if the house and mill +were made to vanish, and as he had no evidence whatever of any +undertaking on his father's part, as any such promise on his father's +part must simply have been a promise of a gift of money out of his +own pocket, and further as the miller was impudent, he would not +repair the mill. Ultimately he offered £20 towards the repairs, which +the miller indignantly refused. Readers will be able to imagine how +pretty a quarrel there would thus be between the landlord and his +tenant. When all this was commencing,—at the time, that is, of the +old Squire's death,—Brattle had the name of being a substantial +person; but misfortune had come upon him; doctors' bills had been +very heavy, his children had drained his resources from him, and it +was now known that it set him very hard to pay his way. In regard to +the house and the mill, some absolutely essential repairs had been +done at his own costs; but the £20 had never been taken.</p> + +<p>In some respects the man's fortune in life had been good. His wife +was one of those loving, patient, self-denying, almost heavenly human +beings, one or two of whom may come across one's path, and who, when +found, are generally found in that sphere of life to which this woman +belonged. Among the rich there is that difficulty of the needle's +eye; among the poor there is the difficulty of the hardness of their +lives. And the miller loved this woman with a perfect love. He hardly +knew that he loved her as he did. He could be harsh to her and +tyrannical. He could say cutting words to her. But at any time in his +life he would have struck over the head, with his staff, another man +who should have said a word to hurt her. They had lost many children; +but of the six who remained, there were four of whom they might be +proud. The eldest was a farmer, married and away, doing well in a far +part of the county, beyond Salisbury, on the borders of Hampshire. +The father in his emergencies had almost been tempted to ask his son +for money; but hitherto he had refrained. A daughter was married to a +tradesman at Warminster, and was also doing well. A second son who +had once been sickly and weak, was a scholar in his way, and was now +a schoolmaster, also at Warminster, and in great repute with the +parson of the parish there. There was a second daughter, Fanny, at +home, a girl as good as gold, the glory and joy and mainstay of her +mother, whom even the miller could not scold,—whom all Bullhampton +loved. But she was a plain girl, brown, and somewhat hard-visaged;—a +morsel of fruit as sweet as any in the garden, but one that the eye +would not select for its outside grace, colour, and roundness. Then +there were the two younger. Of Sam, the youngest of all, who was now +twenty-one, something has already been said. Between him and Fanny +there was,—perhaps it will be better to say there had been,—another +daughter. Of all the flock Carry had been her father's darling. She +had not been brown or hard-visaged. She was such a morsel of fruit as +men do choose, when allowed to range and pick through the whole +length of the garden wall. Fair she had been, with laughing eyes, and +floating curls; strong in health, generous in temper, though now and +again with something of her father's humour. To her mother's eye she +had never been as sweet as Fanny; but to her father she had been as +bright and beautiful as the harvest moon. Now she was a thing, +somewhere, never to be mentioned! Any man who would have named her to +her father's ears, would have encountered instantly the force of his +wrath. This was so well known in Bullhampton that there was not one +who would dare to suggest to him even that she might be saved. But +her mother prayed for her daily, and her father thought of her +always. It was a great lump upon him, which he must bear to his +grave; and for which there could be no release. He did not know +whether it was his mind, his heart, or his body that suffered. He +only knew that it was there,—a load that could never be lightened. +What comfort was it to him now, that he had beaten a miscreant to +death's door—that he, with his old hands, had nearly torn the wretch +limb from limb—that he had left him all but lifeless, and had walked +off scatheless, nobody daring to put a finger on him? The man had +been pieced up by some doctor, and was away in Asia, in Africa, in +America—soldiering somewhere. He had been a lieutenant in those +days, and was probably a lieutenant still. It was nothing to old +Brattle where he was. Had he been able to drink the fellow's blood to +the last drop, it would not have lightened his load an ounce. He knew +that it was so now. Nothing could lighten it;—not though an angel +could come and tell him that his girl was a second Magdalen. The +Brattles had ever held up their heads. The women, at least, had +always been decent.</p> + +<p>Jacob Brattle, himself, was a low, thickset man, with an appearance +of great strength, which was now submitting itself, very slowly, to +the hand of time. He had sharp green eyes, and shaggy eyebrows, with +thin lips, and a square chin, a nose which, though its shape was +aquiline, protruded but little from his face. His forehead was low +and broad, and he was seldom seen without a flat hat upon his head. +His hair and very scanty whiskers were gray; but, then too, he was +gray from head to foot. The colour of his trade had so clung to him, +that no one could say whether that grayish whiteness of his face came +chiefly from meal or from sorrow. He was a silent, sad, meditative +man, thinking always of the evil things that had been done to him.</p> + + +<p><a name="c6" id="c6"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER VI.</h3> +<h4>BRATTLE'S MILL.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>When Mr. Fenwick reached the mill, he found old Brattle sitting alone +on a fixed bench in front of the house door with a pipe in his mouth. +Mary Lowther was quite right in saying that the mill, in spite of its +dilapidations,—perhaps by reason of them,—was as pretty as anything +in Bullhampton. In the first place it was permeated and surrounded by +cool, bright, limpid little streams. One of them ran right through +it, as it were, passing between the dwelling-house and the mill, and +turning the wheel, which was there placed. This course was, no doubt, +artificial, and the water ran more rapidly in it than it did in the +neighbouring streamlets. There were sluice-gates, too, by which it +could be altogether expelled, or kept up to this or that height; and +it was a river absolutely under man's control, in which no water-god +could take delight. But there were other natural streams on each side +of the building, the one being the main course of the Avon, and the +other some offspring of a brooklet, which joined its parent two +hundred yards below, and fifty yards from the spot at which the +ill-used working water was received back into its mother's idle +bosom. Mill and house were thatched, and were very low. There were +garrets in the roof, but they were so shaped that they could hardly +be said to have walls to them at all, so nearly were they contained +by the sloping roof. In front of the building there ran a +road,—which after all was no more than a private lane. It crossed +the smaller stream and the mill-run by two wooden bridges; but the +river itself had been too large for the bridge-maker's efforts, and +here there was a ford, with stepping-stones for foot passengers. The +banks on every side were lined with leaning willows, which had been +pollarded over and over again, and which with their light-green wavy +heads gave the place, from a distance, the appearance of a grove. +There was a little porch in front of the house, and outside of that a +fixed seat, with a high back, on which old Brattle was sitting when +the parson accosted him. He did not rise when Mr. Fenwick addressed +him; but he intended no want of courtesy by not doing so. He was on +his legs at business during nearly the whole of the day, and why +should he not rest his old limbs during the few mid-day minutes which +he allowed himself for recreation?</p> + +<p>"I thought I should catch you idle just at this moment," said the +clergyman.</p> + + +<div class="center"><a name="il3" id="il3"></a> +<table style="margin: 0 auto" cellpadding="4px"> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <a href="images/il3.jpg"> + <img src="images/il3-t.jpg" width="325" + alt='"I thought I should catch you + idle just at this moment," + said the clergyman."' /></a> + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <span class="caption">"I thought I should catch you idle just<br /> + at this moment," said the clergyman.<br /> + Click to <a href="images/il3.jpg">ENLARGE</a></span> + </td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + + +<p>"Like enough, Muster Fenwick," said the miller; "I be idle at times, +no doubt."</p> + +<p>"It would be a bad life if you did not,—and a very short one too. +It's hot walking, I can tell you, Mr. Brattle. If it goes on like +this, I shall want a little idle time myself, I fear. Is Sam here?"</p> + +<p>"No, Muster Fenwick, Sam is not here."</p> + +<p>"Nor has been this morning, I suppose?"</p> + +<p>"He's not here now, if you're wanting him."</p> + +<p>This the old man said in a tone that seemed to signify some offence, +or at least a readiness to take offence if more were said to him +about his son. The clergyman did not sit down, but stood close over +the father, looking down upon him; and the miller went on with his +pipe gazing into the clear blue sky.</p> + +<p>"I do want him, Mr. Brattle." Then he stopped, and there was a pause. +The miller puffed his pipe, but said not a word. "I do want him. I +fear, Mr. Brattle, he's not coming to much good."</p> + +<p>"Who said as he was? I never said so. The lad'd have been well enough +if other folks would have let him be."</p> + +<p>"I know what you mean, Mr. Brattle."</p> + +<p>"I usually intend folks to know what I mean, Muster Fenwick. What's +the good o' speaking else? If nobody hadn't a meddled with the lad, +he'd been a good lad. But they did, and he ain't. That's all about +it."</p> + +<p>"You do me a great injustice, but I'm not going to argue that with +you now. There would be no use in it. I've come to tell you I fear +that Sam was at no good last night."</p> + +<p>"That's like enough."</p> + +<p>"I had better tell you the truth at once. He was about my place with +two ruffians."</p> + +<p>"And you wants to take him afore the magistrate?"</p> + +<p>"I want nothing of the kind. I would make almost any sacrifice +rather. I had him yesterday night by the collar of the coat, and I +let him go free."</p> + +<p>"If he couldn't shake himself free o' you, Muster Fenwick, without +any letting in the matter, he ain't no son of mine."</p> + +<p>"I was armed, and he couldn't. But what does that matter? What does +matter is this;—that they who were with him were thoroughly bad +fellows. Was he at home last night?"</p> + +<p>"You'd better ax his mother, Muster Fenwick. The truth is, I don't +care much to be talking of him at all. It's time I was in the mill, I +believe. There's no one much to help me now, barring the hired man." +So saying, he got up and passed into the mill without making the +slightest form of salutation.</p> + +<p>Mr. Fenwick paused for a minute, looking after the old man, and then +went into the house. He knew very well that his treatment from the +women would be very different to that which the miller had vouchsafed +to him; but on that very account it would be difficult for him to +make his communication. He had, however, known all this before he +came. Old Brattle would, quite of course, be silent, suspicious, and +uncivil. It had become the nature of the man to be so, and there was +no help for it. But the two women would be glad to see him,—would +accept his visit as a pleasure and a privilege; and on this account +he found it to be very hard to say unpleasant words to them. But the +unpleasant words must be spoken. Neither in duty nor in kindness +could he know what he had learned last night, and be silent on this +matter to the young man's family. He entered the house, and turned +into the large kitchen or keeping-room on the left, in which the two +women were almost always to be found. This was a spacious, square, +low apartment, in which there was a long grate with various +appurtenances for boiling, roasting, and baking. It was an +old-fashioned apparatus, but Mrs. Brattle thought it to be infinitely +more commodious than any of the newer-fangled ranges which from time +to time she had been taken to see. Opposite to the fire-place there +was a small piece of carpet, without which the stone floor would +hardly have looked warm and comfortable. On the outer corner of this, +half facing the fire, and half on one side of it, was an old oak +arm-chair, made of oak throughout, but with a well-worn cushion on +the seat of it, in which it was the miller's custom to sit when the +work of the day was done. In this chair no one else would ever sit, +unless Sam would do so occasionally, in bravado, and as a protest +against his father's authority. When he did so his mother would be +wretched, and his sister lately had begged him to desist from the +sacrilege. Close to this was a little round deal table, on which +would be set the miller's single glass of gin and water, which would +be made to last out the process of his evening smoking, and the +candle, by the light of which, and with the aid of a huge pair of +tortoise-shell spectacles, his wife would sit and darn her husband's +stockings. She also had her own peculiar chair in this corner, but +she had never accustomed herself to the luxury of arms to lean on, +and had no cushion for her own comfort. There were various dressers, +tables, and sideboards round the room, and a multiplicity of dishes, +plates, and bowls, all standing in their proper places. But though +the apartment was called a kitchen,—and, in truth, the cookery for +the family was done here,—there was behind it, opening out to the +rear, another kitchen in which there was a great boiler, and a huge +oven never now used. The necessary but unsightly doings of kitchen +life were here carried on, out of view. He, indeed, would have been +fastidious who would have hesitated, on any score of cleanliness or +niceness, to sit and eat at the long board on which the miller's +dinner was daily served, or would have found it amiss to sit at that +fire and listen to the ticking of the great mahogany-cased clock, +which stood in the corner of the room. On the other side of the broad +opening passage Mrs. Brattle had her parlour. Doubtless this parlour +added something to the few joys of her life; though how it did so, or +why she should have rejoiced in it, it would be very difficult to +say. She never entered it except for the purpose of cleaning and +dusting. But it may be presumed that it was a glory to her to have a +room carpeted, with six horsehair chairs, and a round table, and a +horsehair sofa, and an old mirror over the fireplace, and a piece of +worsted-work done by her daughter and framed like a picture, hanging +up on one of the walls. But there must have come from it, we should +say, more of regret than of pleasure; for when that room was first +furnished, under her own auspices, and when those horsehair chairs +were bought with a portion of her own modest dowry, doubtless she had +intended that these luxuries should be used by her and hers. But they +never had been so used. The day for using them had never come. Her +husband never, by any chance, entered the apartment. To him probably, +even in his youth, it had been a woman's gewgaw, useless, but +allowable as tending to her happiness. Now the door was never even +opened before his eye. His last interview with Carry had been in that +room,—when he had laid his curse upon her, and bade her begone +before his return, so that his decent threshold should be no longer +polluted by her vileness.</p> + +<p>On this side of the house there was a cross passage, dividing the +front rooms from the back. At the end of this, looking to the front +so as to have the parlour between it and the house-door, was the +chamber in which slept Brattle and his wife. Here all those children +had been born who had brought upon the household so many joys and so +much sorrow. And behind, looking to the back on to the little plot of +vegetables which was called the garden,—a plot in which it seemed +that cabbages and gooseberry bushes were made to alternate,—there +was a large store-room, and the chamber in which Fanny slept,—now +alone, but which she had once shared with four sisters. Carry was the +last one that had left her; and now Fanny hardly dared to name the +word sister above her breath. She could speak, indeed, of Sister Jay, +the wife of the prosperous ironmonger at Warminster; but of sisters +by their Christian names no mention was ever made.</p> + +<p>Upstairs there were garrets, one of which was inhabited by Sam, when +he chose to reside at home; and another by the red-armed country +lass, who was maid-of-all-work at Brattle Mill. When it has also been +told that below the cabbage-plot there was an orchard, stretching +down to the junction of the waters, the description of Brattle Mill +will have been made.</p> + + +<p><a name="c7" id="c7"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER VII.</h3> +<h4>THE MILLER'S WIFE.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>When Mr. Fenwick entered the kitchen, Mrs. Brattle was sitting there +alone. Her daughter was away, disposing of the remnants and utensils +of the dinner-table. The old lady, with her spectacles on her nose, +was sitting as usual with a stocking over her left arm. On the round +table was a great open Bible, and, lying on the Bible, were sundry +large worsted hose, which always seemed to Mr. Fenwick as though they +must have undarned themselves as quickly as they were darned. Her +Bible and her stockings furnished the whole of Mrs. Brattle's +occupation from her dinner to her bed. In the morning, she would +still occupy herself in matters of cookery, would peel potatoes, and +prepare apples for puddings, and would look into the pot in which the +cabbage was being boiled. But her stockings and her Bible shared +together the afternoons of her week-days. On the Sundays there would +only be the Bible, and then she would pass many hours of the day +asleep. On every other Sunday morning she still walked to church and +back,—going there always alone. There was no one now to accompany +her. Her husband never went,—never had gone,—to church, and her son +now had broken away from his good practices. On alternate mornings +Fanny went, and also on every Sunday afternoon. Wet or dry, storm or +sunshine, she always went; and her father, who was an old Pagan, +loved her for her zeal. Mrs. Brattle was a slight-made old woman, +with hair almost white peering out modestly from under her clean cap, +dressed always in a brown stuff gown that never came down below her +ankle. Her features were still pretty, small, and débonnaire, and +there was a sweetness in her eyes that no observer could overlook. +She was a modest, pure, high-minded woman,—whom we will not call a +lady, because of her position in life, and because she darned +stockings in a kitchen. In all other respects she deserved the name.</p> + +<p>"I heard your voice outside with the master," she said, rising from +her chair to answer the parson's salutation, and putting down her +stockings first, and then her spectacles upon the book, so that the +Bible was completely hidden; "and I knew you would not go without +saying a word to the old woman."</p> + +<p>"I believe I came mostly to see you to-day, Mrs. Brattle."</p> + +<p>"Did you then? It's kind of you, I'm sure, Mr. Fenwick, this hot +weather,—and you with so many folk to mind too. Will you take an +apple, Mr. Fenwick? I don't know that we've anything else to offer, +but the quarantines are rare this year, they say;—though, no doubt, +you have them better at the Vicarage?"</p> + +<p>Fenwick took a large, red apple from the dresser, and began to munch, +it, declaring that they had none such in their orchard. And then, +when the apple was finished, he had to begin his story.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Brattle, I'm sorry that I have something to say that will vex +you."</p> + +<p>"Eh, Mr. Fenwick! Bad news? 'Deed and I think there's but little good +news left to us now,—little that comes from the tongues of men. It's +bad news that is always coming here. Mr. Fenwick,—what is it, sir?"</p> + +<p>Then he repeated the question he had before put to the miller about +Sam. Where was Sam last night?—She only shook her head. Did he sleep +at home?—She shook her head again. Had he breakfasted at home?</p> + +<p>"'Deed no, sir. I haven't set eyes on him since before yesterday."</p> + +<p>"But how does he live? His father does not give him money, I +suppose?"</p> + +<p>"There's little enough to give him, Mr. Fenwick. When he is at the +mill his father do pay him a some'at over and above his keep. It +isn't much, sir. Young men must have a some'at in their pockets at +times."</p> + +<p>"He has too much in his pockets, I fear. I wish he had nothing, so +that he needs must come home for his meals. He works at the mill, +doesn't he?"</p> + +<p>"At times, sir; and there isn't a lad in all Bullumpton,"—for so the +name was ordinarily pronounced,—"who can do a turn of work to beat +him."</p> + +<p>"Do he and his father agree pretty well?"</p> + +<p>"At times, sir. Times again his father don't say much to him. The +master ain't given to much talking in the mill, and Sam, when he's +there, works with a will. There's times when his father softens down +to him, and then to see 'em, you'd think they was all in all to each +other. There's a stroke of the master about Sam hisself, at times, +Mr. Fenwick, and the old man's eyes gladden to see it. There's none +so near his heart now as poor Sam."</p> + +<p>"If he were as honest a man as his father, I could forgive all the +rest," said Mr. Fenwick slowly, meaning to imply that he was not +there now to complain of church observances neglected, or of small +irregularities of life. The paganism of the old miller had often been +the subject of converse between the parson and Mrs. Brattle, it being +a matter on which she had many an unhappy thought. He, groping darkly +among subjects which he hardly dared to touch in her presence lest he +should seem to unteach that in private which he taught in public, had +subtlely striven to make her believe that though she, through her +faith, would be saved, he, the husband, might yet escape that doom of +everlasting fire, which to her was so stern a reality that she +thought of its fury with a shudder whenever she heard of the world's +wickedness. When Parson Fenwick had first made himself intimate at +the mill Mrs. Brattle had thought that her husband's habits of life +would have been to him as wormwood and gall,—that he would be unable +not to chide, and well she knew that her husband would bear no +chiding. By degrees she had come to understand that this new parson +was one who talked more of life with its sorrows, and vices, and +chances of happiness, and possibilities of goodness, than he did of +the requirements of his religion. For herself inwardly she had +grieved at this, and, possibly, also for him; but, doubtless, there +had come to her some comfort, which she did not care to analyse, from +the manner in which "the master," as she called him, Pagan as he was, +had been treated by her clergyman. She wondered that it should be so, +but yet it was a relief to her to know that God's messenger should +come to her, and yet say never a word of his message to that hard +lord, whom she so feared and so loved, and who was, as she well knew, +too stubborn to receive it. And Fenwick had spoken,—still spoke to +her, so tenderly of her erring, fallen child, never calling her a +castaway, talking of her as Carry, who might yet be worthy of +happiness here and of all joy hereafter; that when she thought of him +as a minister of God, whose duty it was to pronounce God's threats to +erring human beings, she was almost alarmed. She could hardly +understand his leniency,—his abstinence from reproof; but +entertained a vague, wandering, unformed wish that, as he never +opened the vials of his wrath on them, he would pour it out upon +her,—on her who would bear it for their sake so meekly. If there was +such a wish it was certainly doomed to disappointment. At this moment +Fanny came in and curtseyed as she gave her hand to the parson.</p> + +<p>"Was Sam at home last night, Fan?" asked the mother, in a sad, low +voice.</p> + +<p>"Yes, mother. He slept in his bed."</p> + +<p>"You are sure?" said the parson.</p> + +<p>"Quite sure. I heard him this morning as he went out. It was about +five. He spoke to me, and I answered him."</p> + +<p>"What did he say?"</p> + +<p>"That he must go over to Lavington, and wouldn't be home till +nightfall. I told him where he would find bread and cheese, and he +took it."</p> + +<p>"But you didn't see him last night?"</p> + +<p>"No, sir. He comes in at all hours, when he pleases. He was at dinner +before yesterday, but I haven't seen him since. He didn't go nigh the +mill after dinner that day."</p> + +<p>Then Mr. Fenwick considered how much he would tell to the mother and +sister, and how much he would keep back. He did not in his heart +believe that Sam Brattle had intended to enter his house and rob it; +but he did believe that the men with whom Sam was associated were +thieves and housebreakers. If these men were prowling about +Bullhampton it was certainly his duty to have them arrested if +possible, and to prevent probable depredations, for his neighbours' +sake as well as for his own. Nor would he be justified in neglecting +this duty with the object of saving Sam Brattle. If only he could +entice Sam away from them, into his own hands, under the power of his +tongue,—there might probably be a chance.</p> + +<p>"You think he'll be home to-night?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"He said he would," replied Fanny, who knew that she could not answer +for her brother's word.</p> + +<p>"If he does, bid him come to me. Make him come to me! Tell him that I +will do him no harm. God knows how truly it is my object to do him +good."</p> + +<p>"We are sure of that, sir," said the mother.</p> + +<p>"He need not be afraid that I will preach to him. I will only talk to +him, as I would to a younger brother."</p> + +<p>"But what is it that he has done, sir?"</p> + +<p>"He has done nothing that I know. There;—I will tell you the whole. +I found him prowling about my garden at near midnight, yesterday. Had +he been alone I should have thought nothing of it. He thinks he owes +me a grudge for speaking to his father; and had I found him paying it +by filling his pockets with fruit, I should only have told him that +it would be better that he should come and take it in the morning."</p> + +<p>"But he wasn't—stealing?" asked the mother.</p> + +<p>"He was doing nothing; neither were the men. But they were +blackguards, and he was in bad hands. He could not have been in +worse. I had a tussle with one of them, and I am sure the man was +hurt. That, however, has nothing to do with it. What I desire is to +get a hold of Sam, so that he may be rescued from the hands of such +companions. If you can make him come to me, do so."</p> + +<p>Fanny promised, and so did the mother; but the promise was given in +that tone which seemed to imply that nothing should be expected from +its performance. Sam had long been deaf to the voices of the women of +his family, and, when his father's anger would be hot against him, he +would simply go, and live where and how none of them knew. Among such +men and women as the Brattles, parental authority must needs lie much +lighter than it does with those who are wont to give much and to +receive much. What obedience does the lad owe who at eighteen goes +forth and earns his own bread? What is it to him that he has not yet +reached man's estate? He has to do a man's work, and the price of it +is his own, in his hands, when he has earned it. There is no curse +upon the poor heavier than that which comes from the early breach of +all ties of duty between fathers and their sons, and mothers and +their daughters.</p> + +<p>Mr. Fenwick, as he passed out of the miller's house, saw Jacob +Brattle at the door of the mill. He was tugging along some load, +pulling it in at the door, and prevailing against the weakness of his +age by the force of his energy. The parson knew that the miller saw +him, but the miller took no notice,—looked rather as though he did +not wish to be observed,—and so the parson went on. When at home he +postponed his account of what had taken place till he should be alone +with his wife; but at night he told her the whole story.</p> + +<p>"The long and the short of it is, Master Sam will turn to +housebreaking, if somebody doesn't get hold of him."</p> + +<p>"To housebreaking, Frank?"</p> + +<p>"I believe that he is about it."</p> + +<p>"And were they going to break in here?"</p> + +<p>"I don't think he was. I don't believe he was so minded then. But he +had shown them the way in, and they were looking about on their own +scores. Don't you frighten yourself. What with the constable and the +life-preserver, we'll be safe. I've a big dog coming, a second +Bone'm. Sam Brattle is in more danger, I fear, than the silver +forks."</p> + +<p>But, in spite of the cheeriness of his speech, the Vicar was anxious, +and almost unhappy. After all that occurred in reference to himself +and to Sam Brattle,—their former intimacies, the fish they had +caught together, the rats they had killed together, the favour which +he, the parson of the parish, had shown to this lad, and especially +after the evil things which had been said of himself because of this +friendship on his part for one so much younger than himself, and so +much his inferior in rank,—it would be to him a most grievous +misfortune should he be called upon to acknowledge publicly Sam +Brattle's iniquity, and more grievous still, if the necessity should +be forced upon him of bringing Sam to open punishment. Fenwick knew +well that diverse accusations had been made against him in the parish +regarding Sam. The Marquis of Trowbridge had said a word. Mr. +Puddleham had said many words. The old miller himself had growled. +Even Gilmore had expressed disapprobation. The Vicar, in his pride, +had turned a deaf ear to them all. He began to fear now that possibly +he had been wrong in the favours shown to Sam Brattle.</p> + + +<p><a name="c8" id="c8"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER VIII.</h3> +<h4>THE LAST DAY.<br /> </h4> + + +<p><img class="left" src="images/ch8a.jpg" width="310" alt="Illustration" /> +The parson's visit to the mill was on a Saturday. The next Sunday +passed by very quietly, and nothing was seen of Mr. Gilmore at the +Vicarage. He was at church, and walked with the two ladies from the +porch to their garden gate, but he declined Mrs. Fenwick's invitation +to lunch, and was not seen again on that day. The parson had sent +word to Fanny Brattle during the service to stop a few minutes for +him, and had learned from her that Sam had not been at home last +night. He had also learned, before the service that morning, that +very early on the Saturday, probably about four o'clock, two men had +passed through Paul's Hinton with a huxter's cart and a pony. Now +Paul's Hinton, or Hinton Saint Paul's as it should be properly +called, was a long straggling village, six miles from Bullhampton, +and half-way on the road to Market Lavington, to which latter place +Sam had told his sister that he was going. Putting these things +together, Mr. Fenwick did not in the least doubt but the two men in +the cart were they who had been introduced to his garden by young +Brattle.</p> + +<p>"I only hope," said the parson, "that there's a good surgeon at +Market Lavington. One of the gentlemen in that cart must have wanted +him, I take it." Then he thought that it might, perhaps, be worth his +while to trot over to Lavington in the course of the week, and make +inquiries.</p> + +<p>On the Wednesday Mary Lowther was to go back to Loring. This seemed +like a partial break-up of their establishment, both to the parson +and his wife. Fenwick had made up his mind that Mary was to be his +nearest neighbour for life, and had fallen into the way of treating +her accordingly, telling her of things in the parish as he might have +done to the Squire's wife, presuming the Squire's wife to have been +on the best possible terms with him. He now regarded Mary as being +almost an impostor. She had taken him in and obtained his confidence +under false pretences. It was true that she might still come and fill +the place that he had appointed for her. He rather thought that at +last she would do so. But he was angry with her because she +hesitated. She was creating an unnecessary disturbance among them. +She had, he thought, been now wooed long enough, and, as he told his +wife more than once, was making an ass of herself. Mrs. Fenwick was +not quite so hard in her judgment, but she also was tempted to be a +little angry. She loved her friend Mary a great deal better than she +loved Mr. Gilmore, but she was thoroughly convinced that Mary could +not do better than accept a man whom she owned that she liked,—whom +she, at any rate, liked so well that she had not as yet rejected him. +Therefore, although Mary was going, they were, both of them, rather +savage with her.</p> + +<p>The Monday passed by, also very quietly, and Mr. Gilmore did not come +to them, but he had sent a note to tell them that he would walk down +on the Tuesday evening to say good-bye to Miss Lowther. Early on the +Wednesday Mr. Fenwick was to drive her to Westbury, whence the +railway would take her round by Chippenham and Swindon to Loring. On +the Tuesday morning she was very melancholy. Though she knew that it +was right to go away, she greatly regretted that it was necessary. +She was angry with herself for not having better known her own mind, +and though she was quite sure that were Mr. Gilmore to repeat his +offer to her that moment, she would not accept it, nevertheless she +thought ill of herself because she would not do so. "I do believe," +she said to herself, "that I shall never like any man better." She +knew well enough that if she was never brought to love any man, she +never ought to marry any man; but she was not quite sure whether +Janet was not right in telling her that she had formed erroneous +notions of the sort of love she ought to feel for the man whom she +should resolve to accept. Perhaps it was true that that kind of +adoration which Janet entertained for her husband was a feeling which +came after marriage—a feeling which would spring up in her own heart +as soon as she was the man's own wife, the mistress of his house, the +mother of his children, the one human being for whose welfare he was +solicitous beyond that of all others. And this man did love her. She +had no doubt about that. And she was unhappy, too, because she felt +that she had offended his friends, and that they thought that she was +not treating their friend well.</p> + +<p>"Janet," she said, as they were again sitting out on the lawn, on +that Tuesday afternoon, "I am almost sorry that I came here at all."</p> + +<p>"Don't say that, dear."</p> + +<p>"I have spent some of the happiest days of my life here, but the +visit, on the whole, has been unfortunate. I am going away in +disgrace. I feel that so acutely."</p> + +<p>"What nonsense! How are you in disgrace?"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Fenwick and you think that I have behaved badly. I know you do, +and I feel it so strongly! I think so much of him, and believe him to +be so good, and so wise, and so understanding,—he knows what people +should do, and should be, so well,—that I cannot doubt that I have +been wrong if he thinks so."</p> + +<p>"He only wishes that you could have made up your mind to marry a most +worthy man, who is his friend, and who, by marrying you, would have +fixed you close to us. He wishes it still, and so do I."</p> + +<p>"But he thinks that I have been—have been mopish, and +lack-a-daisical, and—and—almost untrue. I can hear it in the tone +of his voice, and see it in his eye. I can tell it from the way he +shakes hands with me in the morning. He is such a true man that I +know in a moment what he means at all times. I am going away under +his displeasure, and I wish I had never come."</p> + +<p>"Return as Mrs. Gilmore, and all his displeasure will disappear."</p> + +<p>"Yes, because he would forgive me. He would say to himself that, as I +had repented, I might be taken back to his grace; but as things are +at present he condemns me. And so do you."</p> + +<p>"If you ask me, Mary, I must tell the truth. I don't think you know +your own mind."</p> + +<p>"Suppose I don't, is that disgraceful?"</p> + +<p>"But there comes a time when a girl should know her own mind. You are +giving this poor fellow an enormous deal of unnecessary trouble."</p> + +<p>"I have known my own mind so far as to tell him that I could not +marry him."</p> + +<p>"As far as I understand, Mary, you have always told him to wait a +little longer."</p> + +<p>"I have never asked him to wait, Janet;—never. It is he who says +that he will wait; and what can I answer when he says so? All the +same I don't mean to defend myself. I do believe that I have been +wrong, and I wish that I had never come here. It sounds ungrateful, +but I do. It is so dreadful to feel that I have incurred the +displeasure of people that I love so dearly."</p> + +<p>"There is no displeasure, Mary; the word is a good deal too strong. I +wonder what you'll think of all this when the parson and his wife +come up on future Sundays to dine with the Squire and his lady. I +have long since made up my mind that when afternoon service is over, +we ought to go up and be made much of at the Privets; and you're +putting all this off till I'm an old woman—for a chimera. It's about +our Sunday dinners that I'm angry. Flo, my darling, what a face you +have got. Do come and sit still for a few minutes, or you'll be in a +fever." While Mrs. Fenwick was wiping her girl's brow, and smoothing +her ringlets, Mary walked off to the orchard by herself. There was a +broad green path which made the circuit of it, and she took the round +twice, pausing at the bottom to look at the spot from which she had +tumbled into the river. What a trouble she had been to them all! She +was thoroughly dissatisfied with herself; especially so because she +had fallen into those very difficulties which from early years she +had resolved that she would avoid. She had made up her mind that she +would not flirt, that she would never give a right to any man—or to +any woman—to call her a coquette; that if love and a husband came in +her way she would take them thankfully, and that if they did not, she +would go on her path quietly, if possible, feeling no uneasiness, and +certainly showing none, because the joys of a married life did not +belong to her. But now she had gotten herself into a mess, and she +could not tell herself that it was not her own fault. Then she +resolved again that in future she would go right. It could not but be +that a woman could keep herself from floundering in these messes of +half-courtship,—of courtship on one side, and doubt on the +other,—if she would persistently adhere to some safe rule. Her +rejection of Mr. Gilmore ought to have been unhesitating and certain +from the first. She was sure of that now. She had been guilty of an +absurdity in supposing that because the man had been in earnest, +therefore she had been justified in keeping him in suspense, for his +own sake. She had been guilty of an absurdity, and also of great +self-conceit. She could do nothing now but wait till she should hear +from him,—and then answer him steadily. After what had passed she +could not go to him and declare that it was all over. He was coming +to-night, and she was nearly sure that he would not say a word to her +on the subject. If he did,—if he renewed his offer,—then she would +speak out. It was hardly possible that he should do so, and therefore +the trouble which she had created must remain.</p> + +<p>As she thus resolved, she was leaning over the gate looking into the +churchyard, not much observing the graves or the monuments or the +beautiful old ivy-covered tower, or thinking of the dead that were +lying there, or of the living who prayed there; but swearing to +herself that for the rest of her life she would keep clear of, what +she called, girlish messes. Like other young ladies she had read much +poetry and many novels; but her sympathies had never been with young +ladies who could not go straight through with their love affairs, +from the beginning to the end, without flirtation of either an inward +or an outward nature. Of all her heroines, Rosalind was the one she +liked the best, because from the first moment of her passion she knew +herself and what she was about, and loved her lover right heartily. +Of all girls in prose or poetry she declared that Rosalind was the +least of a flirt. She meant to have the man, and never had a doubt +about it. But with such a one as Flora MacIvor she had no +patience;—a girl who did and who didn't, who would and who wouldn't, +who could and who couldn't, and who of all flirts was to her the most +nauseous! As she was taking herself to task, accusing herself of +being a Flora without the poetry and romance to excuse her, Mr. +Fenwick came round from Farmer Trumbull's side of the church, and got +over the stile into the churchyard.</p> + + +<div class="center"><a name="il4" id="il4"></a> +<table style="margin: 0 auto" cellpadding="4px"> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <a href="images/il4.jpg"> + <img src="images/il4-t.jpg" height="500" + alt="Mr. Fenwick came round from Farmer Trumbull's + side of the church, and got over the stile + into the churchyard." /></a> + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <span class="caption">Mr. Fenwick came round from Farmer + Trumbull's side<br /> + of the church, and got over the stile into the churchyard.<br /> + Click to <a href="images/il4.jpg">ENLARGE</a></span> + </td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + + +<p>"What, Mary, is that you gazing in so intently among your brethren +that were?"</p> + +<p>"I was not thinking of them," she said, with a smile. "My mind was +intent on some of my brethren that are." Then there came a thought +across her, and she made a sudden decision. "Mr. Fenwick," she said, +"would you mind walking up and down the churchyard with me once or +twice? I have something to say to you, and I can say it now so well." +He opened the gate for her, and she joined him. "I want to beg your +pardon, and to get you to forgive me. I know you have been angry with +me."</p> + +<p>"Hardly angry,—but vexed. As you ask me so frankly and prettily, I +will forgive you. There is my hand upon it. All evil thoughts against +you shall go out of my head. I shall still have my wishes, but I will +not be cross with you."</p> + +<p>"You are so good, and so clearly honest. I declare I think Janet the +happiest woman that I ever heard of."</p> + +<p>"Come, come; I didn't bargain for this kind of thing when I allowed +myself to be brought in here."</p> + +<p>"But it is so. I did not stop you for that, however, but to +acknowledge that I have been wrong, and to ask you to pardon me."</p> + +<p>"I will. I do. If there has been anything amiss, it shall not be +looked on again as amiss. But there has been only one thing amiss."</p> + +<p>"And, Mr. Fenwick, will you do this for me? Will you tell him that I +was foolish to say that he might wait? Why should he wait? Of course +he should not wait. When I am gone, tell him so, and beg him to make +an end of it. I had not thought of it properly, or I would not have +allowed him to be tormented."</p> + +<p>There was a pause after this, during which they walked half the +length of the path in silence. "No, Mary," he said, after a while; "I +will not tell him that."</p> + +<p>"Why not, Mr. Fenwick?"</p> + +<p>"Because it will not be for his good, or for mine, or for Janet's, +or, as I believe, for yours."</p> + +<p>"Indeed, it will, for the good of us all."</p> + +<p>"I think, Mary, you do not quite understand. There is not one among +us who does not wish that you should come here and be one of us; a +real, right down Bullompton 'ooman, as they say in the village. I +want you to be my wife's dearest friend, and my own nearest +neighbour. There is no man in the world whom I love as I do Harry +Gilmore, and I want you to be his wife. I have said to myself and to +Janet a score of times that you certainly would be so sooner or +later. My wrath has not come from your bidding him to wait, but from +your coldness in not taking him without waiting. You should remember +that we grow gray very quickly, Mary."</p> + +<p>Here was the old story again,—the old story as she had heard it from +Harry Gilmore, but told as she had never expected to hear it from the +lips of Frank Fenwick. It amounted to this; that even he, Frank +Fenwick, bade her wait and try. But she had formed her resolution, +and she was not going to be turned aside, even by Frank Fenwick; "I +had thought that you would help me," she said, very slowly.</p> + +<p>"So I will, with all my heart, towards the keys of the store closets +of the Privets, but not a step the other way. It has to be, Mary. He +is too much in earnest, and too good, and too fit for the place to +which he aspires, to miss his object. Come, we'll go in. Mind, you +and I are one again, let it go how it may. I will own that I have +been vexed for the last two days,—have been in a humour unbecoming +your departure to-morrow. I throw all that behind me. You and I are +dear friends,—are we not?"</p> + +<p>"I do hope so, Mr. Fenwick?"</p> + +<p>"There shall be no feather moulted between us. But as to operating +between you and Harry, with the view of keeping you apart, I decline +the commission. It is my assured belief that sooner or later he will +be your husband. Now we will go up to Janet, who will begin to think +herself a Penelope, if we desert her much longer."</p> + +<p>Immediately after this Mary went up to dress for dinner. Should she +make up her mind to give way, and put on the blue ribbons which he +loved so well? She thought that she could tell him at once, if she +made up her mind in that direction. It would not, perhaps, be very +maidenly, but anything would be better than suspense,—than torment +to him. Then she took out her blue ribbons, and tried to go through +that ceremony of telling him. It was quite impossible. Were she to do +so, she would know no happiness again in this world, or probably in +the other. To do the thing, it would be necessary that she should lie +to him.</p> + +<p>She came down in a simple white dress, without any ribbons, in just +the dress which she would have worn had Mr. Gilmore not been coming. +At dinner they were very merry. The word of command had gone forth +from Frank that Mary was to be forgiven, and Janet of course obeyed. +The usual courtesies of society demand that there shall be +civility—almost flattering civility—from host to guest, and from +guest to host; and yet how often does it occur that in the midst of +these courtesies there is something that tells of hatred, of +ridicule, or of scorn! How often does it happen that the guest knows +that he is disliked, or the host knows that he is a bore! In the last +two days Mary had felt that she was not cordially a welcome guest. +She had felt also that the reason was one against which she could not +contend. Now all that, at least, was over. Frank Fenwick's manner had +never been pleasanter to her than it was on this occasion, and Janet +followed the suit which her lord led.</p> + +<p>They were again on the lawn between eight and nine o'clock when Harry +Gilmore came up to them. He was gracious enough in his salutation to +Mary Lowther, but no indifferent person would have thought that he +was her lover. He talked chiefly to Fenwick, and when they went in to +tea did not take a place on the sofa beside Mary. But after a while +he said something which told them all of his love.</p> + +<p>"What do you think I've been doing to-day, Frank?"</p> + +<p>"Getting your wheat down, I should hope."</p> + +<p>"We begin that to-morrow. I never like to be quite the earliest at +that work, or yet the latest."</p> + +<p>"Better be a day too early than a day too late, Harry."</p> + +<p>"Never mind about that. I've been down with old Brattle."</p> + +<p>"And what have you been doing with him?"</p> + +<p>"I'm half ashamed, and yet I fancy I'm right."</p> + +<p>As he said this he looked across to Mary Lowther, who no doubt was +watching every turn of his face from the corner of her eye. "I've +just been and knocked under, and told him that the old place shall be +put to rights."</p> + +<p>"That's your doing, Mary," said Mrs. Fenwick, injudiciously.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no; I'm sure it is not. Mr. Gilmore would only do such a thing +as that because it is proper."</p> + +<p>"I don't know about it's being proper," said he. "I'm not quite sure +whether it is or not. I shall never get any interest for my money."</p> + +<p>"Interest for one's money is not everything," said Mrs. Fenwick.</p> + +<p>"Nevertheless, when one builds houses for other people to live in, +one has to look to it," said the parson.</p> + +<p>"People say it's the prettiest spot in the parish," continued Mr. +Gilmore, "and as such it shouldn't be let go to ruin." Janet remarked +afterwards to her husband that Mary Lowther had certainly declared +that it was the prettiest spot in the parish, but that, as far as her +knowledge went, nobody else had ever said so. "And then, you see, +when I refused to spend money upon it, old Brattle had money of his +own, and it was his business to do it."</p> + +<p>"He hasn't much now, I fear," said Mr. Fenwick.</p> + +<p>"I fear not. His family has been very heavy on him. He paid money to +put two of his boys into trade who died afterwards, and then for +years he had either doctors or undertakers about the place. So I just +went down to him and told him I would do it."</p> + +<p>"And how did he take it?"</p> + +<p>"Like a bear, as he is. He would hardly speak to me, but went away +into the mill, telling me that I might settle it all with his wife. +It's going to be done, however. I shall have the estimate next week, +and I suppose it will cost me two or three hundred pounds. The mill +is worse than the house, I take it."</p> + +<p>"I am so glad it is to be done," said Mary. After that Mr. Gilmore +did not in the least begrudge his two or three hundred pounds. But he +said not a word to Mary, just pressed her hand at parting, and left +her subject to a possibility of a reversal of her sentence at the end +of the stated period.</p> + +<p>On the next morning Mr. Fenwick drove her in his little open phaeton +to the station at Westbury. "You are to come back to us, you know," +said Mrs. Fenwick, "and remember how anxiously I am waiting for my +Sunday dinners." Mary said not a word, but as she was driven round in +front of the church she looked up at the dear old tower, telling +herself that, in all probability, she would never see it again.</p> + +<p>"I have just one thing to say, Mary," said the parson, as he walked +up and down the platform with her at Westbury; "you are to remember +that, whatever happens, there is always a home for you at Bullhampton +when you choose to come to it. I am not speaking of the Privets now, +but of the Vicarage."</p> + +<p>"How very good you are to me!"</p> + +<p>"And so are you to us. Dear friends should be good to each other. God +bless you, dear." From thence she made her way home to Loring by +herself.</p> + + +<p><a name="c9" id="c9"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER IX.</h3> +<h4>MISS MARRABLE.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>Whatever may be the fact as to the rank and proper calling of +Bullhampton, there can be no doubt that Loring is a town. There is a +market-place, and a High Street, and a Board of Health, and a Paragon +Crescent, and a Town Hall, and two different parish churches, one +called St. Peter Lowtown, and the other St. Botolph's Uphill, and +there are Uphill Street, and Lowtown Street, and various other +streets. I never heard of a mayor of Loring, but, nevertheless, there +is no doubt as to its being a town. Nor did it ever return members to +Parliament; but there was once, in one of the numerous bills that +have been proposed, an idea of grouping it with Cirencester and +Lechlade. All the world of course knows that this was never done; but +the transient rumour of it gave the Loringites an improved position, +and justified that little joke about a live dog being better than a +dead lion, with which the parson at Bullhampton regaled Miss Lowther +at the time.</p> + +<p>All the fashion of Loring dwelt, as a matter of course, at Uphill. +Lowtown was vulgar, dirty, devoted to commercial and manufacturing +purposes, and hardly owned a single genteel private house. There was +the parsonage, indeed, which stood apart from its neighbours, inside +great tall slate-coloured gates, and which had a garden of its own. +But except the clergyman, who had no choice in the matter, nobody who +was anybody lived at Lowtown. There were three or four factories +there,—in and out of which troops of girls would be seen passing +twice a day, in their ragged, soiled, dirty mill dresses, all of whom +would come out on Sunday dressed with a magnificence that would lead +one to suppose that trade at Loring was doing very well. Whether +trade did well or ill, whether wages were high or low, whether +provisions were cheap in price, whether there were peace or war +between capital and labour, still there was the Sunday magnificence. +What a blessed thing it is for women,—and for men too +certainly,—that there should be a positive happiness to the female +sex in the possession, and in exhibiting the possession, of bright +clothing! It is almost as good for the softening of manners, and the +not permitting of them to be ferocious, as is the faithful study of +the polite arts. At Loring the manners of the mill hands, as they +were called, were upon the whole good,—which I believe was in a +great degree to be attributed to their Sunday magnificence.</p> + +<p>The real West-end of Loring was understood by all men to lie in +Paragon Crescent, at the back of St. Botolph's Church. The whole of +this Crescent was built, now some twenty years ago, by Mrs. Fenwick's +father, who had been clever enough to see that as mills were made to +grow in the low town, houses for wealthy people to live in ought to +be made to grow in the high town. He therefore built the Paragon, and +a certain small row of very pretty houses near the end of the +Paragon, called Balfour Place,—and had done very well, and had made +money; and now lay asleep in the vaults below St. Botolph's Church. +No inconsiderable proportion of the comfort of Bullhampton parsonage +is due to Mr. Balfour's success in that achievement of Paragon +Crescent. There were none of the family left at Loring. The widow had +gone away to live at Torquay with a sister, and the only other child, +another daughter, was married to that distinguished barrister on the +Oxford circuit, Mr. Quickenham. Mr. Quickenham and our friend the +parson were very good friends; but they did not see a great deal of +each other, Mr. Fenwick not going up very often to London, and Mr. +Quickenham being unable to use the Vicarage of Bullhampton when on +his own circuit. As for the two sisters, they had very strong ideas +about their husbands' professions; Sophia Quickenham never hesitating +to declare that one was life, and the other stagnation; and Janet +Fenwick protesting that the difference to her seemed to be almost +that between good and evil. They wrote to each other perhaps once a +quarter. But the Balfour family was in truth broken up.</p> + +<p>Miss Marrable, Mary Lowther's aunt, lived, of course, at Uphill; but +not in the Crescent, nor yet in Balfour Place. She was an old lady +with very modest means, whose brother had been rector down at St. +Peter's, and she had passed the greatest part of her life within +those slate-coloured gates. When he died, and when she, almost +exactly at the same time, found that it would be expedient that she +should take charge of her niece, Mary, she removed herself up to a +small house in Botolph Lane, in which she could live decently on her +£300 a year. It must not be surmised that Botolph Lane was a squalid +place, vile, or dirty, or even unfashionable. It was narrow and old, +having been inhabited by decent people long before the Crescent, or +even Mr. Balfour himself, had been in existence; but it was narrow +and old, and the rents were cheap, and here Miss Marrable was able to +live, and occasionally to give tea-parties, and to provide a +comfortable home for her niece, within the limits of her income. Miss +Marrable was herself a lady of very good family, the late Sir Gregory +Marrable having been her uncle; but her only sister had married a +Captain Lowther, whose mother had been first cousin to the Earl of +Periwinkle; and therefore on her own account, as well as on that of +her niece, Miss Marrable thought a good deal about blood. She was one +of those ladies,—now few in number,—who within their heart of +hearts conceive that money gives no title to social distinction, let +the amount of money be ever so great, and its source ever so +stainless. Rank to her was a thing quite assured and ascertained, and +she had no more doubt as to her own right to pass out of a room +before the wife of a millionaire than she had of the right of a +millionaire to spend his own guineas. She always addressed an +attorney by letter as Mister, raising up her eyebrows when appealed +to on the matter, and explaining that an attorney is not an esquire. +She had an idea that the son of a gentleman, if he intended to +maintain his rank as a gentleman, should earn his income as a +clergyman, or as a barrister, or as a soldier, or as a sailor. Those +were the professions intended for gentlemen. She would not absolutely +say that a physician was not a gentleman, or even a surgeon; but she +would never allow to physic the same absolute privileges which, in +her eyes, belonged to law and the church. There might also possibly +be a doubt about the Civil Service and Civil Engineering; but she had +no doubt whatever that when a man touched trade or commerce in any +way he was doing that which was not the work of a gentleman. He might +be very respectable, and it might be very necessary that he should do +it; but brewers, bankers, and merchants, were not gentlemen, and the +world, according to Miss Marrable's theory, was going astray, because +people were forgetting their landmarks.</p> + +<p>As to Miss Marrable herself nobody could doubt that she was a lady; +she looked it in every inch. There were not, indeed, many inches of +her, for she was one of the smallest, daintiest, little old women +that ever were seen. But now, at seventy, she was very pretty, quite +a woman to look at with pleasure. Her feet and hands were exquisitely +made, and she was very proud of them. She wore her own grey hair of +which she showed very little, but that little was always exquisitely +nice. Her caps were the perfection of caps. Her green eyes were +bright and sharp, and seemed to say that she knew very well how to +take care of herself. Her mouth, and nose, and chin, were all +well-formed, small, shapely, and concise, not straggling about her +face as do the mouths, noses, and chins of some old ladies—ay, and +of some young ladies also. Had it not been that she had lost her +teeth, she would hardly have looked to be an old woman. Her health +was perfect. She herself would say that she had never yet known a +day's illness. She dressed with the greatest care, always wearing +silk at and after luncheon. She dressed three times a day, and in the +morning would come down in what she called a merino gown. But then, +with her, clothes never seemed to wear out. Her motions were so +slight and delicate, that the gloss of her dresses would remain on +them when the gowns of other women would almost have been worn to +rags. She was never seen of an afternoon or evening without gloves, +and her gloves were always clean and apparently new. She went to +church once on Sundays in winter, and twice in summer, and she had a +certain very short period of each day devoted to Bible reading; but +at Loring she was not reckoned to be among the religious people. +Indeed, there were those who said that she was very worldly-minded, +and that at her time of life she ought to devote herself to other +books than those which were daily in her hands. Pope, Dryden, Swift, +Cowley, Fielding, Richardson, and Goldsmith, were her authors. She +read the new novels as they came out, but always with critical +comparisons that were hostile to them. Fielding, she said, described +life as it was; whereas Dickens had manufactured a kind of life that +never had existed, and never could exist. The pathos of Esmond was +very well, but Lady Castlemaine was nothing to Clarissa Harlowe. As +for poetry, Tennyson, she said, was all sugar-candy; he had neither +the common sense, nor the wit, nor, as she declared, to her ear the +melody of Pope. All the poets of the present century, she declared, +if put together, could not have written the Rape of the Lock. Pretty +as she was, and small, and nice, and lady-like, I think she liked her +literature rather strong. It is certain that she had Smollett's +novels in a cupboard up-stairs, and it was said that she had been +found reading one of Wycherley's plays.</p> + +<p>The strongest point in her character was her contempt of money. Not +that she had any objection to it, or would at all have turned up her +nose at another hundred a year had anybody left to her such an +accession of income; but that in real truth she never measured +herself by what she possessed, or others by what they possessed. She +was as grand a lady to herself, eating her little bit of cold mutton, +or dining off a tiny sole, as though she sat at the finest banquet +that could be spread. She had no fear of economies, either before her +two handmaids or anybody else in the world. She was fond of her tea, +and in summer could have cream for twopence; but when cream became +dear, she saved money and had a pen'north of milk. She drank two +glasses of Marsala every day, and let it be clearly understood that +she couldn't afford sherry. But when she gave a tea-party, as she +did, perhaps, six or seven times a year, sherry was always handed +round with cake before the people went away. There were matters in +which she was extravagant. When she went out herself she never took +one of the common street flies, but paid eighteen pence extra to get +a brougham from the Dragon. And when Mary Lowther,—who had only +fifty pounds a year of her own, with which she clothed herself and +provided herself with pocket-money,—was going to Bullhampton, Miss +Marrable actually proposed to her to take one of the maids with her. +Mary, of course, would not hear of it, and said that she should just +as soon think of taking the house; but Miss Marrable had thought that +it would, perhaps, not be well for a girl so well-born as Miss +Lowther to go out visiting without a maid. She herself very rarely +left Loring, because she could not afford it; but when, two summers +back, she did go to Weston-super-Mare for a fortnight, she took one +of the girls with her.</p> + +<p>Miss Marrable had heard a great deal about Mr. Gilmore. Mary, indeed, +was not inclined to keep secrets from her aunt, and her very long +absence,—so much longer than had at first been intended,—could +hardly have been sanctioned unless some reason had been given. There +had been many letters on the subject, not only between Mary and her +aunt, but between Mrs. Fenwick and her very old friend Miss Marrable. +Of course these latter letters had spoken loudly the praises of Mr. +Gilmore, and Miss Marrable had become quite one of the Gilmore +faction. She desired that her niece should marry; but that she should +marry a gentleman. She would have infinitely preferred to see Mary an +old maid, than to hear that she was going to give herself to any +suitor contaminated by trade. Now Mr. Gilmore's position was exactly +that which Miss Marrable regarded as being the best in England. He +was a country gentleman, living on his own acres, a justice of the +peace, whose father and grandfather and great-grandfather had +occupied exactly the same position. Such a marriage for Mary would be +quite safe; and in those days one did hear so often of girls making, +she would not say improper marriages, but marriages which in her eyes +were not fitting! Mr. Gilmore, she thought, exactly filled that +position which entitled a gentleman to propose marriage to such a +lady as Mary Lowther.</p> + +<p>"Yes, my dear, I am glad to have you back again. Of course I have +been a little lonely, but I bear that kind of thing better than most +people. Thank God, my eyes are good."</p> + +<p>"You are looking so well, Aunt Sarah!"</p> + +<p>"I am well. I don't know how other women get so much amiss; but God +has been very good to me."</p> + +<p>"And so pretty," said Mary, kissing her.</p> + +<p>"My dear, it's a pity you're not a young gentleman."</p> + +<p>"You are so fresh and nice, aunt. I wish I could always look as you +do."</p> + +<p>"What would Mr. Gilmore say?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mr. Gilmore, Mr. Gilmore, Mr. Gilmore! I am so weary of Mr. +Gilmore."</p> + +<p>"Weary of him, Mary?"</p> + +<p>"Weary of myself because of him—that is what I mean. He has behaved +always well, and I am not at all sure that I have. And he is a +perfect gentleman. But I shall never be Mrs. Gilmore, Aunt Sarah."</p> + +<p>"Janet says that she thinks you will."</p> + +<p>"Janet is mistaken. But, dear aunt, don't let us talk about it at +once. Of course you shall hear everything in time, but I have had so +much of it. Let us see what new books there are. Cast Iron! You don't +mean to say you have come to that?"</p> + +<p>"I shan't read it."</p> + +<p>"But I will, aunt. So it must not go back for a day or two. I do love +the Fenwicks, dearly, dearly, both of them. They are almost, if not +quite, perfect. And yet I am glad to be at home."</p> + + +<p><a name="c10" id="c10"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER X.</h3> +<h4>CRUNCH'EM CAN'T BE HAD.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>Mr. Fenwick had intended to have come home round by Market Lavington, +after having deposited Miss Lowther at the Westbury Station, with the +view of making some inquiry respecting the gentleman with the hurt +shoulder; but he had found the distance to be too great, and had +abandoned the idea. After that there was not a day to spare till the +middle of the next week; so that it was nearly a fortnight after the +little scene at the corner of the Vicarage garden wall before he +called upon the Lavington constable and the Lavington doctor. From +the latter he could learn nothing. No such patient had been to him. +But the constable, though he had not seen the two men, had heard of +them. One was a man who in former days had frequented Lavington, +Burrows by name, generally known as Jack the Grinder, who had been in +every prison in Wiltshire and Somersetshire, but who had not,—so +said the constable,—honoured Lavington for the last two years, till +this his last appearance. He had, however, been seen there in company +with another man, and had evidently been in a condition very unfit +for work. He had slept one night at a low public-house, and had then +moved on. The man had complained of a fall from the cart, and had +declared that he was black and blue all over; but it seemed to be +clear that he had no broken bones. Mr. Fenwick therefore was all but +convinced that Jack the Grinder was the gentleman with whom he had +had the encounter, and that the grinder's back had withstood that +swinging blow from the life-preserver. Of the Grinder's companions +nothing could be learned. The two men had taken the Devizes road out +of Lavington, and beyond that nothing was known of them. When the +parson mentioned Sam Brattle's name in a whisper, the Lavington +constable shook his head. He knew all about old Jacob Brattle. A very +respectable party was old Mr. Brattle in the constable's opinion. +Nevertheless the constable shook his head when Sam Brattle's name was +mentioned. Having learned so much, the parson rode home.</p> + +<p>Two days after this, on a Friday, Fenwick was sitting after breakfast +in his study, at work on his sermon for next Sunday, when he was told +that old Mrs. Brattle was waiting to see him. He immediately got up, +and found his own wife and the miller's seated in the hall. It was +not often that Mrs. Brattle made her way to the Vicarage, but when +she did so she was treated with great consideration. It was still +August, and the weather was very hot, and she had walked up across +the water mead, and was tired. A glass of wine and a biscuit were +pressed upon her, and she was encouraged to sit and say a few +indifferent words, before she was taken into the study and told to +commence the story which had brought her so far. And there was a most +inviting topic for conversation. The mill and the mill premises were +to be put in order by the landlord. Mrs. Brattle affected to be +rather dismayed than otherwise by the coming operations. The mill +would have lasted their time, she thought, "and as for them as were +to come after them,—well! she didn't know. As things was now, +perhaps, it might be that after all Sam would have the mill." But the +trouble occasioned by the workmen would be infinite. How were they to +live in the mean time, and where were they to go? It soon appeared, +however, that all this had been already arranged. Milling must of +course be stopped for a month or six weeks. "Indeed, sir, feyther +says that there won't be no more grinding much before winter." But +the mill was to be repaired first, and then, when it became +absolutely necessary to dismantle the house, they were to endeavour +to make shift, and live in the big room of the mill itself, till +their furniture should be put back again. Mrs. Fenwick, with ready +good nature, offered to accommodate Mrs. Brattle and Fanny at the +Vicarage; but the old woman declined with many protestations of +gratitude. She had never left her old man yet, and would not do so +now. The weather would be mild for awhile, and she thought that they +could get through. By this time the glass of wine had been sipped to +the bottom, and the parson, mindful of his sermon, had led the +visitor into his study. She had come to tell that Sam at last had +returned home.</p> + +<p>"Why didn't you bring him up with you, Mrs. Brattle?" Here was a +question to ask of an old lady, whose dominion over her son was +absolutely none! Sam had become so frightfully independent that he +hardly regarded the word of his father, who was a man pre-eminently +capable of maintaining authority, and would no more do a thing +because his mother told him than because the wind whistled.</p> + +<p>"I axed him to come up, not just with me, but of hisself, Mr. +Fenwick; but he said as how you would know where to find him if you +wanted him."</p> + +<p>"That's just what I don't know. However, if he's there now I'll go to +him. It would have been better far that he should have come to me."</p> + +<p>"I told 'un so, Mr. Fenwick, I did, indeed."</p> + +<p>"It does not signify. I will go to him; only it cannot be to-day, as +I have promised to take my wife over to Charlicoats. But I'll come +down immediately after breakfast to-morrow. You think he'll be still +there?"</p> + +<p>"I be sure he will, Mr. Fenwick. He and feyther have taken on again, +till it's beautiful to see. There was none of 'em feyther ever loved +like he,—only one." Thereupon the poor woman burst out into tears, +and covered her face with her handkerchief. "He never makes half so +much account of my Fan, that never had a fault belonging to her."</p> + +<p>"If Sam will stick to that it will be well for him."</p> + +<p>"He's taken up extraordinary with the repairs, Mr. Fenwick. He's in +and about and over the place, looking to everything; and feyther says +he knows so much about it, he b'lieves the boy could do it all out o' +his own head. There's nothing feyther ever liked so much as folks to +be strong and clever."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps the Squire's tradesmen won't like all that. Is Mitchell +going to do it?"</p> + +<p>"It ain't a doing in that way, Mr. Fenwick. The Squire is allowing +£200, and feyther is to get it done. Mister Mitchell is to see that +it's done proper, no doubt."</p> + +<p>"And now tell me, Mrs. Brattle, what has Sam been about all the time +that he was away?"</p> + +<p>"That's just what I cannot tell you, Mr. Fenwick."</p> + +<p>"Your husband has asked him, I suppose?"</p> + +<p>"If he has, he ain't told me, Mr. Fenwick. I don't care to come +between them with hints and jealousies, suspecting like. Our Fan says +he's been out working somewhere Lavington way; but I don't know as +she knows."</p> + +<p>"Was he decent looking when he came home?"</p> + +<p>"He wasn't much amiss, Mr. Fenwick. He has that way with him that he +most always looks decent;—don't he, sir?"</p> + +<p>"Had he any money?"</p> + +<p>"He had a some'at, because when he was working, moving the big lumber +as though for bare life, he sent one of the boys for beer, and I +see'd him give the boy the money."</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry for it. I wish he'd come back without a penny, and with +hunger like a wolf in his stomach, and with his clothes all rags, so +that he might have had a taste of the suffering of a vagabond's +life."</p> + +<p>"Just like the Prodigal Son, Mr. Fenwick?"</p> + +<p>"Just like the Prodigal Son. He would not have come back to his +father had he not been driven by his own vices to live with the +swine." Then, seeing the tears coming down the poor mother's cheeks, +he added in a kinder voice, "Perhaps it may be all well as it is. We +will hope so at least, and to-morrow I will come down and see him. +You need not tell him that I am coming, unless he should ask where +you have been." Then Mrs. Brattle took her leave, and the parson +finished his sermon.</p> + +<p>That afternoon he drove his wife across the county to visit certain +friends at Charlicoats, and, both going and coming, could not keep +himself from talking about the Brattles. In the first place, he +thought that Gilmore was wrong not to complete the work himself.</p> + +<p>"Of course he'll see that the money is spent and all that, and no +doubt in this way he may get the job done twenty or thirty pounds +cheaper; but the Brattles have not interest enough in the place to +justify it."</p> + +<p>"I suppose the old man liked it best so."</p> + +<p>"The old man shouldn't have been allowed to have his way. I am in an +awful state of alarm about Sam. Much as I like him,—or at any rate +did like him,—I fear he is going, or perhaps has gone, to the dogs. +That those two men were housebreakers is as certain as that you sit +there; and I cannot doubt but that he has been with them over at +Lavington or Devizes, or somewhere in that country."</p> + +<p>"But he may, perhaps, never have joined them in anything of that +kind."</p> + +<p>"A man is known by his companions. I would not have believed it if I +had not found him with the men, and traced him and them about the +county together. You see that this fellow whom they call the Grinder +was certainly the man I struck. I tracked him to Lavington, and there +he was complaining of being sore all over his body. I don't wonder +that he was sore. He must be made like a horse to be no worse than +sore. Well, then, that man and Sam were certainly in our garden +together."</p> + +<p>"Give him a chance, Frank."</p> + +<p>"Of course, I will give him a chance. I will give him the very best +chance I can. I would do anything to save him,—but I can't help +knowing what I know."</p> + +<p>He had made very little to his wife of the danger of the Vicarage +being robbed, but he could not but feel that there was danger. His +wife had brought with her, among other plenishing for their +household, a considerable amount of handsome plate, more than is, +perhaps, generally to be found in country parsonages, and no doubt +this fact was known, at any rate, to Sam Brattle. Had the men simply +intended to rob the garden, they would not have run the risk of +coming so near to the house windows. But then it certainly was true +that Sam was not showing them the way. The parson did not quite know +what to think about it, but it was clearly his duty to be on his +guard.</p> + +<p>That same evening he sauntered across the corner of the churchyard to +his neighbour the farmer. Looking out warily for Bone'm, he stood +leaning upon the farm gate. Bone'm was not to be seen or heard, and +therefore he entered, and walked up to the back door, which indeed +was the only door for entrance or egress that was ever used. There +was a front door opening into a little ragged garden, but this was as +much a fixture as the wall. As he was knocking at the back door, it +was opened by the farmer himself. Mr. Fenwick had called to inquire +whether his friend had secured for him,—as half promised,—the +possession of a certain brother of Bone'm's, who was supposed to be +of a very pugnacious disposition in the silent watches of the night.</p> + +<p>"It's no go, parson."</p> + +<p>"Why not, Mr. Trumbull?"</p> + +<p>"The truth is, there be such a deal of talk o' thieves about the +country, that no one likes to part with such a friend as that. Muster +Crickly, over at Imber, he have another big dog it's true, a reg'lar +mastiff, but he do say that Crunch'em be better than the mastiff, and +he won't let 'un go, parson,—not for love nor money. I wouldn't let +Bone'm go, I know; not for nothing." Then Mr. Fenwick walked back to +the Vicarage, and was half induced to think that as Crunch'em was not +to be had, it would be his duty to sit up at night, and look after +the plate box himself.</p> + + +<p><a name="c11" id="c11"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XI.</h3> +<h4>DON'T YOU BE AFEARD ABOUT ME.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>On the following morning Mr. Fenwick walked down to the mill. There +was a path all along the river, and this was the way he took. He +passed different points as he went, and he thought of the trout he +had caught there, or had wished to catch, and he thought also how +often Sam Brattle had been with him as he had stood there delicately +throwing his fly. In those days Sam had been very fond of him, had +thought it to be a great thing to be allowed to fish with the parson, +and had been reasonably obedient. Now Sam would not even come up to +the Vicarage when he was asked to do so. For more than a year after +the close of those amicable relations the parson had behaved with +kindness and almost with affection to the lad. He had interceded with +the Squire when Sam was accused of poaching,—had interceded with the +old miller when Sam had given offence at home,—and had even +interceded with the constable when there was a rumour in the wind of +offences something worse than these. Then had come the occasion on +which Mr. Fenwick had told the father that unless the son would +change his course evil would come of it; and both father and son had +taken this amiss. The father had told the parson to his face that he, +the parson, had led his son astray; and the son in his revenge had +brought housebreakers down upon his old friend's premises.</p> + +<p>"One hasn't to do it for thanks," said Mr. Fenwick, as he became a +little bitter while thinking of all this. "I'll stick to him as long +as I can, if it's only for the old woman's sake,—and for the poor +girl whom we used to love." Then he thought of a clear, sweet, young +voice that used to be so well known in his village choir, and of the +heavy curls, which it was a delight to him to see. It had been a +pleasure to him to have such a girl as Carry Brattle in his church, +and now Carry Brattle was gone utterly, and would probably never be +seen in a church again. These Brattles had suffered much, and he +would bear with them, let the task of doing so be ever so hard.</p> + +<p>The sound of workmen was to be already heard as he drew near to the +mill. There were men there pulling the thatch off the building, and +there were carts and horses bringing laths, lime, bricks, and timber, +and taking the old rubbish away. As he crossed quickly by the +slippery stones he saw old Jacob Brattle standing before the mill +looking on, with his hands in his breeches pockets. He was too old to +do much at such work as this,—work to which he was not +accustomed—and was looking up in a sad melancholy way, as though it +were a work of destruction, and not one of reparation.</p> + +<p>"We shall have you here as smart as possible before long, Mr. +Brattle," said the parson.</p> + +<p>"I don't know much about smart, Muster Fenwick. The old place was +a'most tumbling down,—but still it would have lasted out my time, +I'm thinking. If t' Squire would 'a done it fifteen years ago, I'd 'a +thanked un; but I don't know what to say about it now, and this time +of year and all, just when the new grist would be coming in. If t' +Squire would 'a thought of it in June, now. But things is +contrary—a'most allays so." After this speech, which was made in a +low, droning voice, bit by bit, the miller took himself off and went +into the house.</p> + +<p>At the back of the mill, perched on an old projecting beam, in the +midst of dust and dirt, assisting with all the energy of youth in the +demolition of the roof, Mr. Fenwick saw Sam Brattle. He perceived at +once that Sam had seen him; but the young man immediately averted his +eyes and went on with his work. The parson did not speak at once, but +stepped over the ruins around him till he came immediately under the +beam in question. Then he called to the lad, and Sam was constrained +to answer "Yes, Mr. Fenwick, I am here;—hard at work, as you see."</p> + +<p>"I do see it, and wish you luck with your job. Spare me ten minutes, +and come down and speak to me."</p> + +<p>"I am in such a muck now, Mr. Fenwick, that I do wish to go on with +it, if you'll let me."</p> + +<p>But Mr. Fenwick, having taken so much trouble to get at the young +man, was not going to be put off in this way. "Never mind your muck +for a quarter of an hour," he said. "I have come here on purpose to +find you, and I must speak to you."</p> + +<p>"Must!" said Sam, looking down with a very angry lower on his face.</p> + +<p>"Yes,—must. Don't be a fool now. You know that I do not wish to +injure you. You are not such a coward as to be afraid to speak to me. +Come down."</p> + +<p>"Afeard! Who talks of being afeard? Stop a moment, Mr. Fenwick, and +I'll be with you;—not that I think it will do any good." Then slowly +he crept back along the beam and came down through the interior of +the building. "What is it, Mr. Fenwick? Here I am. I ain't a bit +afeard of you at any rate."</p> + +<p>"Where have you been the last fortnight, Sam?"</p> + +<p>"What right have you to ask me, Mr. Fenwick?"</p> + +<p>"I have the right of old friendship, and perhaps also some right from +my remembrance of the last place in which I saw you. What has become +of that man, Burrows?"</p> + +<p>"What Burrows?"</p> + +<p>"Jack the Grinder, whom I hit on the back the night I made you +prisoner. Do you think that you were doing well in being in my garden +about midnight in company with such a fellow as that,—one of the +most notorious jailbirds in the county? Do you know that I could have +had you arrested and sent to prison at once?"</p> + +<p>"I know you couldn't—do nothing of the kind."</p> + +<p>"You know this, Sam,—that I've no wish to do it; that nothing would +give me more pain than doing it. But you must feel that if we should +hear now of any depredation about the county, we couldn't,—I at +least could not,—help thinking of you. And I am told that there will +be depredations, Sam. Are you concerned in these matters?"</p> + +<p>"No, I am not," said Sam, doggedly.</p> + +<p>"Are you disposed to tell me why you were in my garden, and why those +men were with you?"</p> + +<p>"We were down in the churchyard, and the gate was open, and so we +walked up;—that was all. If we'd meant to do anything out of the way +we shouldn't 'a come like that, nor yet at that hour. Why, it worn't +midnight, Mr. Fenwick."</p> + +<p>"But why was there such a man as Burrows with you? Do you think he +was fit company for you, Sam?"</p> + +<p>"I suppose a chap may choose his own company, Mr. Fenwick?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, he may, and go to the gallows because he chooses it, as you are +doing."</p> + +<p>"Very well; if that's all you've got to say to me, I'll go back to my +work."</p> + +<p>"Stop one moment, Sam. That is not quite all. I caught you the other +night where you had no business to be, and for the sake of your +father and mother, and for old recollections, I let you go. Perhaps I +was wrong, but I don't mean to hark back upon that again."</p> + +<p>"You are a-harking back on it, ever so often."</p> + +<p>"I shall take no further steps about it."</p> + +<p>"There ain't no steps to be taken, Mr. Fenwick."</p> + +<p>"But I see that you intend to defy me, and therefore I am bound to +tell you that I shall keep my eye upon you."</p> + +<p>"Don't you be afeard about me, Mr. Fenwick."</p> + +<p>"And if I hear of those fellows, Burrows and the other, being about +the place any more, I shall give the police notice that they are +associates of yours. I don't think so badly of you yet, Sam, as to +believe you would bring your father's grey hairs with sorrow to the +grave by turning thief and housebreaker; but when I hear of your +being away from home, and nobody knowing where you are, and find that +you are living without decent employment, and prowling about at +nights with robbers and cut-throats, I cannot but be afraid. Do you +know that the Squire recognised you that night as well as I?"</p> + +<p>"The Squire ain't nothing to me, and if you've done with me now, Mr. +Fenwick, I'll go back to my work." So saying, Sam Brattle again +mounted up to the roof, and the parson returned discomfited to the +front of the building. He had not intended to see any of the family, +but, as he was crossing the little bridge, meaning to go home round +by the Privets, he was stopped by Fanny Brattle.</p> + +<p>"I hope it will be all right now, Mr. Fenwick," the girl said.</p> + + +<div class="center"><a name="il5" id="il5"></a> +<table style="margin: 0 auto" cellpadding="4px"> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <a href="images/il5.jpg"> + <img src="images/il5-t.jpg" width="325" + alt='"I hope it will be all right now, + Mr. Fenwick," the girl said.' /></a> + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <span class="caption">"I hope it will be all right now, + Mr. Fenwick," the girl said.<br /> + Click to <a href="images/il5.jpg">ENLARGE</a></span> + </td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + + +<p>"I hope so too, Fanny. But you and your mother should keep an eye on +him, so that he may know that his goings and comings are noticed. I +dare say it will be all right as long as the excitement of these +changes is going on; but there is nothing so bad as that he should be +in and out of the house at nights and not feel that his absence is +noticed. It will be better always to ask him, though he be ever so +cross. Tell your mother I say so."</p> + + +<p><a name="c12" id="c12"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XII.</h3> +<h4>BONE'M AND HIS MASTER.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>After leaving the mill Mr. Fenwick went up to the Squire, and, in +contradiction, as it were, of all the hard things that he had said to +Sam Brattle, spoke to the miller's landlord in the lad's favour. He +was hard at work now, at any rate; and seemed inclined to stick to +his work. And there had been an independence about him which the +parson had half liked, even while he had been offended at it. Gilmore +differed altogether from his friend. "What was he doing in your +garden? What was he doing hidden in Trumbull's hedge? When I see +fellows hiding in ditches at night, I don't suppose that they're +after much good." Mr. Fenwick made some lame apology, even for these +offences. Sam had, perhaps, not really known the extent of the +iniquity of the men with whom he had associated, and had come up the +garden probably with a view to the fruit. The matter was discussed at +great length, and the Squire at last promised that he would give Sam +another chance in regard to his own estimation of the young man's +character.</p> + +<p>On that same evening,—or, rather, after the evening was over, for it +was nearly twelve o'clock at night,—Fenwick walked round the garden +and the orchard with his wife. There was no moon now, and the night +was very dark. They stopped for a minute at the wicket leading into +the churchyard, and it was evident to them that Bone'm, from the +farmyard at the other side of the church, had heard them, for he +commenced a low growl, with which the parson was by this time well +acquainted.</p> + +<p>"Good dog, good dog," said the parson, in a low voice. "I wish we had +his brother, I know."</p> + +<p>"He would only be tearing the maids and biting the children," said +Mrs. Fenwick. "I hate having a savage beast about."</p> + +<p>"But it would be so nice to catch a burglar and crunch him. I feel +almost bloodthirsty since I hit that fellow with the life-preserver, +and find that I didn't kill him."</p> + +<p>"I know, Frank, you're thinking about these thieves more than you +like to tell me."</p> + +<p>"I was thinking just then, that if they were to come and take all the +silver it wouldn't do much harm. We should have to buy German plate, +and nobody would know the difference."</p> + +<p>"Suppose they murdered us all?"</p> + +<p>"They never do that now. The profession is different from what it +used to be. They only go where they know they can find a certain +amount of spoil, and where they can get it without much danger. I +don't think housebreakers ever cut throats in these days. They're too +fond of their own." Then they both agreed that if these rumours of +housebreakings were continued, they would send away the plate some +day to be locked up in safe keeping at Salisbury. After that they +went to bed.</p> + +<p>On the next morning, the Sunday morning, at a few minutes before +seven, the parson was awakened by his groom at his bedroom door.</p> + +<p>"What is it, Roger?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"For the love of God, sir, get up! They've been and murdered Mr. +Trumbull."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fenwick, who heard the tidings, screamed; and Mr. Fenwick was +out of bed and into his trousers in half a minute. In another half +minute Mrs. Fenwick, clothed in her dressing-gown, was up-stairs +among her children. No doubt she thought that as soon as the poor +farmer had been despatched, the murderers would naturally pass on +into her nursery. Mr. Fenwick did not believe the tidings. If a man +be hurt in the hunting-field, it is always said that he's killed. If +the kitchen flue be on fire, it is always said that the house is +burned down. Something, however, had probably happened at Farmer +Trumbull's; and down went the parson across the garden and orchard, +and through the churchyard, as quick as his legs would carry him. In +the farmyard he found quite a crowd of men, including the two +constables and three or four of the leading tradesmen in the village. +The first thing that he saw was the dead body of Bone'm, the dog. He +was stiff and stark, and had been poisoned.</p> + +<p>"How's Mr. Trumbull?" he asked, of the nearest by-stander.</p> + +<p>"Laws, parson, ain't ye heard?" said the man. "They've knocked his +skull open with a hammer, and he's as dead—as dead."</p> + +<p>Hearing this, the parson turned round, and made his way into the +house. There was not a doubt about it. The farmer had been murdered +during the night, and his money carried off. Upstairs Mr. Fenwick +made his way to the farmer's bedroom, and there lay the body. Mr. +Crittenden, the village doctor, was there; and a crowd of men, and an +old woman or two. Among the women was Trumbull's sister, the wife of +a neighbouring farmer, who, with her husband, a tenant of Mr. +Gilmore's, had come over just before the arrival of Mr. Fenwick. The +body had been found on the stairs, and it was quite clear that the +farmer had fought desperately with the man or men before he had +received the blow which despatched him.</p> + +<p>"I told 'um how it be,—I did, I did, when he would 'a all that money +by 'um." This was the explanation given by Mr. Trumbull's sister, +Mrs. Boddle.</p> + +<p>It seemed that Trumbull had had in his possession over a hundred and +fifty pounds, of which the greater part was in gold, and that he kept +this in a money-box in his bedroom. One of the two women who lived in +his service,—he himself had been a widower without +children,—declared that she had always known that at night he took +the box out of his cupboard into bed with him. She had seen it there +more than once when she had taken him up drinks when he was unwell. +When first interrogated, she declared that she did not remember, at +that moment, that she had ever told anybody; she thought she had +never told anybody; at last, she would swear that she had never +spoken a word about it to a single soul. She was supposed to be a +good girl, had come of decent people, and was well known by Mr. +Fenwick, of whose congregation she was one. Her name was Agnes Pope. +The other servant was an elderly woman, who had been in the house all +her life, but was unfortunately deaf. She had known very well about +the money, and had always been afraid about it; had very often spoken +to her master about it, but never a word to Agnes. She had been woken +in the night,—that was, as it turned out, about +2 <span class="smallcaps">a.m.</span>,—by the girl +who slept with her, and who declared that she had heard a great +noise, as of somebody tumbling,—a very great noise indeed, as though +there were ever so many people tumbling. For a long time, for perhaps +an hour, they had lain still, being afraid to move. Then the elder +woman had lighted a candle, and gone down from the garret in which +they slept. The first thing she saw was the body of her master, in +his shirt, upon the stairs. She had then called up the only other +human being who slept on the premises, a shepherd, who had lived for +thirty years with Trumbull. This man had thrown open the house, and +had gone for assistance, and had found the body of the dead dog in +the yard.</p> + +<p>Before nine o'clock the facts, as they have been told, were known +everywhere, and the Squire was down on the spot. The man,—or, as it +was presumed, men,—had entered by the unaccustomed front door, which +was so contrived as to afford the easiest possible mode of getting +into the house; whereas, the back door, which was used by everybody, +had been bolted and barred with all care. The men must probably have +entered by the churchyard and the back gate of the farmyard, as that +had been found to be unlatched, whereas the gate leading out on to +the road had been found closed. The farmer himself had always been +very careful to close both these gates when he let out Bone'm before +going to bed. Poor Bone'm had been enticed to his death by a piece of +poisoned meat, thrown to him probably some considerable time before +the attack was made.</p> + +<p>Who were the murderers? That of course was the first question. It +need hardly be said with how sad a heart Mr. Fenwick discussed this +matter with the Squire. Of course inquiry must be made of the manner +in which Sam Brattle had passed the night. Heavens! how would it be +with that poor family if he had been concerned in such an affair as +this! And then there came across the parson's mind a remembrance that +Agnes Pope and Sam Brattle had been seen by him together, on more +Sundays than one. In his anxiety, and with much imprudence, he went +to the girl and questioned her again.</p> + +<p>"For your own sake, Agnes, tell me, are you sure you never mentioned +about the money-box to—Sam Brattle?"</p> + +<p>The girl blushed and hesitated, and then said that she was quite sure +she never had. She didn't think she had ever said ten words to Sam +since she knew about the box.</p> + +<p>"But five words would be sufficient, Agnes."</p> + +<p>"Then them five words was never spoke, sir," said the girl. But still +she blushed, and the parson thought that her manner was not in her +favour.</p> + +<p>It was necessary that the parson should attend to his church; but the +Squire, who was a magistrate, went down with the two constables to +the mill. There they found Sam and his father, with Mrs. Brattle and +Fanny. No one went to the church from the mill on that day. The news +had reached them of the murder, and they all felt,—though no one of +them had so said to any other,—that something might in some way +connect them with the deed that had been done. Sam had hardly spoken +since he had heard of Mr. Trumbull's death; though when he saw that +his father was perfectly silent, as one struck with some sudden +dread, he bade the old man hold up his head and fear nothing. Old +Brattle, when so addressed, seated himself in his arm-chair, and +there remained without a word till the magistrate with the constables +were among them.</p> + +<p>There were not many at church, and Mr. Fenwick made the service very +short. He could not preach the sermon which he had prepared, but said +a few words on the terrible catastrophe which had occurred so near to +them. This man who was now lying within only a few yards of them, +with his brains knocked out, had been alive among them, strong and in +good health, yesterday evening! And there had come into their +peaceful village miscreants who had been led on from self-indulgence +to idleness, and from idleness to theft, and from theft to murder! We +all know the kind of words which the parson spoke, and the thrill of +attention with which they would be heard. Here was a man who had been +close to them, and therefore the murder came home to them all, and +filled them with an excitement which, alas! was not probably without +some feeling of pleasure. But the sermon, if sermon it could be +called, was very short; and when it was over, the parson also hurried +down to the mill.</p> + +<p>It had already been discovered that Sam Brattle had certainly been +out during the night. He had himself denied this at first, saying, +that though he had been the last to go to bed, he had gone to bed +about eleven, and had not left the mill-house till late in the +morning;—but his sister had heard him rise, and had seen his body +through the gloom as he passed beneath the window of the room in +which she slept. She had not heard him return, but, when she arose at +six, had found out that he was then in the house. He manifested no +anger against her when she gave this testimony, but acknowledged that +he had been out, that he had wandered up to the road, and explained +his former denial frankly,—or with well-assumed frankness,—by +saying that he would, if possible, for his father's and mother's +sake, have concealed the fact that he had been away,—knowing that +his absence would give rise to suspicions which would well-nigh break +their hearts. He had not, however,—so he said,—been any nearer to +Bullhampton than the point of the road opposite to the lodge of +Hampton Privets, from whence the lane turned down to the mill. What +had he been doing down there? He had done nothing, but sat and smoked +on a stile by the road side. Had he seen any strangers? Here he +paused, but at last declared that he had seen none, but had heard the +sound of wheels and of a pony's feet upon the road. The vehicle, +whatever it was, must have passed on towards Bullhampton just before +he reached the road. Had he followed the vehicle? No;—he had thought +of doing so, but had not. Could he guess who was in the vehicle? By +this time many surmises had been made aloud as to Jack the Grinder +and his companion, and it had become generally known that the parson +had encountered two such men in his own garden some nights +previously. Sam, when he was pressed, said that the idea had come +into his mind that the vehicle was the Grinder's cart. He had no +knowledge, he said, that the man was coming to Bullhampton on that +night;—but the man had said in his hearing, that he would like to +strip the parson's peaches. He was asked also about Farmer Trumbull's +money. He declared that he had never heard that the farmer kept money +in the house. He did know that the farmer was accounted to be a very +saving man,—but that was all that he knew. He was as much surprised, +he said, as any of them at what had occurred. Had the men turned the +other way and robbed the parson he would have been less surprised. He +acknowledged that he had called the parson a turn-coat and a meddling +tell-tale, in the presence of these men.</p> + +<p>All this ended of course in Sam's arrest. He had himself seen from +the first that it would be so, and had bade his mother take comfort +and hold up her head. "It won't be for long, mother. I ain't got any +of the money, and they can't bring it nigh me." He was taken away to +be locked up at Heytesbury that night, in order that he might be +brought before the bench of magistrates which would sit at that place +on Tuesday. Squire Gilmore for the present committed him.</p> + +<p>The parson remained for some time with the old man and his wife after +Sam was gone, but he soon found that he could be of no service by +doing so. The miller himself would not speak, and Mrs. Brattle was +utterly prostrated by her husband's misery.</p> + +<p>"I do not know what to say about it," said Mr. Fenwick to his wife +that night. "The suspicion is very strong; but I cannot say that I +have an opinion one way or the other." There was no sermon in +Bullhampton Church on that Sunday afternoon.</p> + + +<p><a name="c13" id="c13"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XIII.</h3> +<h4>CAPTAIN MARRABLE AND HIS FATHER.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>Only that it is generally conceived that in such a history as is this +the writer of the tale should be able to make his points so clear by +words that no further assistance should be needed, I should be +tempted here to insert a properly illustrated pedigree tree of the +Marrable family. The Marrable family is of very old standing in +England, the first baronet having been created by James I., and there +having been Marrables,—as is well known by all attentive readers of +English history,—engaged in the Wars of the Roses, and again others +very conspicuous in the religious persecutions of the children of +Henry VIII. I do not know that they always behaved with consistency; +but they held their heads up after a fashion, and got themselves +talked of, and were people of note in the country. They were +cavaliers in the time of Charles I. and of Cromwell,—as became men +of blood and gentlemen,—but it is not recorded of them that they +sacrificed much in the cause; and when William III. became king they +submitted with a good grace to the new order of things. A certain Sir +Thomas Marrable was member for his county in the reigns of George I. +and George II., and enjoyed a lucrative confidence with Walpole. Then +there came a blustering, roystering Sir Thomas, who, together with a +fine man and gambler as a heir, brought the property to rather a low +ebb; so that when Sir Gregory, the grandfather of our Miss Marrable, +came to the title in the early days of George III. he was not a rich +man. His two sons, another Sir Gregory and a General Marrable, died +long before the days of which we are writing,—Sir Gregory in 1815, +and the General in 1820. That Sir Gregory was the second of the +name,—the second at least as mentioned in these pages. He had been +our Miss Marrable's uncle, and the General had been her father, and +the father of Mrs. Lowther,—Mary's mother. A third Sir Gregory was +reigning at the time of our story, a very old gentleman with one +single son,—a fourth Gregory. Now the residence of Sir Gregory was +at Dunripple Park, just on the borders of Warwickshire and +Worcestershire, but in the latter county. The property was +small,—for a country gentleman with a title,—not much exceeding +£3000 a year; and there was no longer any sitting in Parliament, or +keeping of race-horses, or indeed any season in town for the present +race of Marrables. The existing Sir Gregory was a very quiet man, and +his son and only child, a man now about forty years of age, lived +mostly at home, and occupied himself with things of antiquity. He was +remarkably well read in the history of his own country, and it had +been understood for the last twenty years by the Antiquarian, +Archæological, and other societies that he was the projector of a new +theory about Stonehenge, and that his book on the subject was almost +ready. Such were the two surviving members of the present senior +branch of the family. But Sir Gregory had two brothers,—the younger +of the two being Parson John Marrable, the present rector of St. +Peter's Lowtown and the occupier of the house within the heavy +slate-coloured gates, where he lived a bachelor life, as had done +before him his cousin the late rector;—the elder being a certain +Colonel Marrable. The Colonel Marrable again had a son, who was a +Captain Walter Marrable,—and after him the confused reader shall be +introduced to no more of the Marrable family. The enlightened reader +will have by this time perceived that Miss Mary Lowther and Captain +Walter Marrable were second cousins; and he will also have perceived, +if he has given his mind fully to the study, that the present Parson +John Marrable had come into the living after the death of a cousin of +the same generation as himself,—but of lower standing in the family. +It was so; and by this may be seen how little the Sir Gregory of the +present day had been able to do for his brother, and perhaps it may +also be imagined from this that the present clergyman at Loring +Lowtown had been able to do very little for himself. Nevertheless, he +was a kindly-hearted, good, sincere old man,—not very bright, +indeed, nor peculiarly fitted for preaching the gospel, but he was +much liked, and he kept a curate, though his income out of the living +was small. Now it so happened that Captain Marrable,—Walter +Marrable,—came to stay with his uncle the parson about the same time +that Mary Lowther returned to Loring.</p> + +<p>"You remember Walter, do you not?" said Miss Marrable to her niece.</p> + +<p>"Not the least in the world. I remember there was a Walter when I was +at Dunripple. But that was ten years ago, and boy cousins and girl +cousins never fraternise."</p> + +<p>"I suppose he was nearly a young man then, and you were a child?"</p> + +<p>"He was still at school, though just leaving it. He is seven years +older than I am."</p> + +<p>"He is coming to stay with Parson John."</p> + +<p>"You don't say so, aunt Sarah? What will such a man as Captain +Marrable do at Loring?"</p> + +<p>Then aunt Sarah explained all that she knew, and perhaps suggested +more than she knew. Walter Marrable had quarrelled with his father, +the Colonel,—with whom, indeed, everybody of the name of Marrable +had always been quarrelling, and who was believed by Miss Marrable to +be the very—mischief himself. He was a man always in debt, who had +broken his wife's heart, who lived with low company and disgraced the +family, who had been more than once arrested, on whose behalf all the +family interest had been expended, so that nobody else could get +anything, and who gambled and drank and did whatever wicked things a +wicked old colonel living at Portsmouth could do. And indeed, +hitherto, Miss Marrable had entertained opinions hardly more +charitable respecting the son than she had done in regard to the +father. She had disbelieved in this branch of the Marrables +altogether. Captain Marrable had lived with his father a good +deal,—at least, so she had understood,—and therefore could not but +be bad. And, moreover, our Miss Sarah Marrable had, throughout her +whole life, been somewhat estranged from the elder branches of the +family. Her father, Walter, had been,—so she thought,—injured by +his brother Sir Gregory, and there had been some law proceedings, not +quite amicable, between her brother the parson, and the present Sir +Gregory. She respected Sir Gregory as the head of the family, but she +never went now to Dunripple, and knew nothing of Sir Gregory's heir. +Of the present Parson John she had thought very little before he had +come to Loring. Since he had been living there she had found that +blood was thicker than water,—as she would say,—and they two were +intimate. When she heard that Captain Marrable was coming, because he +had quarrelled with his father, she began to think that perhaps it +might be as well that she should allow herself to meet this new +cousin.</p> + +<p>"What do you think of your cousin, Walter?" the old clergyman said to +his nephew, one evening, after the two ladies, who had been dining at +the Rectory, had left them. It was the first occasion on which Walter +Marrable had met Mary since his coming to Loring.</p> + +<p>"I remember her as well as if it were yesterday, at Dunripple. She +was a little girl then, and I thought her the most beautiful little +girl in the world."</p> + +<p>"We all think her very beautiful still."</p> + +<p>"So she is; as lovely as ever she can stand. But she does not seem to +have much to say for herself. I remember when she was a little girl +she never would speak."</p> + +<p>"I fancy she can talk when she pleases, Walter. But you mustn't fall +in love with her."</p> + +<p>"I won't, if I can help it."</p> + +<p>"In the first place I think she is as good as engaged to a fellow +with a very pretty property in Wiltshire, and in the next place she +hasn't got—one shilling."</p> + +<p>"There is not much danger. I am not inclined to trouble myself about +any girl in my present mood, even if she had the pretty property +herself, and wasn't engaged to anybody. I suppose I shall get over it +some day, but I feel just at present as though I couldn't say a kind +word to a human being."</p> + +<p>"Psha! psha! that's nonsense, Walter. Take things coolly. They're +more likely to come right, and they won't be so troublesome, even if +they don't." Such was the philosophy of Parson John,—for the sake of +digesting which the captain lit a cigar, and went out to smoke it, +standing at one of the open slate-coloured gates.</p> + +<p>It was said in the first chapter of this story that Mr. Gilmore was +one of the heroes whose deeds the story undertakes to narrate, and a +hint was perhaps expressed that of all the heroes he was the +favourite. Captain Marrable is, however, another hero, and, as such, +some word or two must be said of him. He was a better-looking man, +certainly, than Mr. Gilmore, though perhaps his personal appearance +did not at first sight give to the observer so favourable an idea of +his character as did that of the other gentleman. Mr. Gilmore was to +be read at a glance as an honest, straightforward, well-behaved +country squire, whose word might be taken for anything, who might, +perhaps, like to have his own way, but who could hardly do a cruel or +an unfair thing. He was just such a man to look at as a prudent +mother would select as one to whom she might entrust her daughter +with safety. Now Walter Marrable's countenance was of a very +different die. He had served in India, and the naturally dark colour +of his face had thus become very swarthy. His black hair curled round +his head, but the curls on his brow were becoming very thin, as +though age were already telling on them, and yet he was four or five +years younger than Mr. Gilmore. His eyebrows were thick and heavy, +and his eyes seemed to be black. They were eyes which were used +without much motion; and when they were dead set, as they were not +unfrequently, it would seem as though he were defying those on whom +he looked. Thus he made many afraid of him, and many who were not +afraid of him, disliked him because of a certain ferocity which +seemed to characterise his face. He wore no beard beyond a heavy +black moustache, which quite covered his upper lip. His nose was long +and straight, his mouth large, and his chin square. No doubt he was a +handsome man. And he looked to be a tall man, though in truth he +lacked two full inches of the normal six feet. He was broad across +the chest, strong on his legs, and was altogether such a man to look +at that few would care to quarrel with him, and many would think that +he was disposed to quarrel. Of his nature he was not quarrelsome; but +he was a man who certainly had received much injury. It need not be +explained at length how his money affairs had gone wrong with him. He +should have inherited, and, indeed, did inherit, a fortune from his +mother's family, of which his father had contrived absolutely to rob +him. It was only within the last month that he had discovered that +his father had succeeded in laying his hands on certainly the bulk of +his money, and it might be upon all. Words between them had been very +bitter. The father, with a cigar between his teeth, had told his son +that this was the fortune of war, that if justice had been done him +at his marriage, the money would have been his own, and that by +<span class="nowrap">G——</span> +he was very sorry, and couldn't say anything more. The son had called +the father a liar and a swindler,—as, indeed, was the truth, though +the son was doubtless wrong to say so to the author of his being. The +father had threatened the son with his horsewhip; and so they had +parted, within ten days of Walter Marrable's return from India.</p> + +<p>Walter had written to his two uncles, asking their advice as to +saving the wreck, if anything might be saved. Sir Gregory had written +back to say that he was an old man, that he was greatly grieved at +the misunderstanding, and that Messrs. Block and Curling were the +family lawyers. Parson John invited his nephew to come down to Loring +Lowtown. Captain Marrable went to Block and Curling, who were by no +means consolatory, and accepted his uncle's invitation.</p> + +<p>It was but three days after the first meeting between the two +cousins, that they were to be seen one evening walking together along +the banks of the Lurwell, a little river which at Loring sometimes +takes the appearance of a canal, and sometimes of a natural stream. +But it is commercial, having connection with the Kennet and Avon +navigation; and long, slow, ponderous barges, with heavy, dirty, +sleepy bargemen, and rickety, ill-used barge-horses, are common in +the neighbourhood. In parts it is very pretty, as it runs under the +chalky downs, and there are a multiplicity of locks, and the turf of +the sheep-walks comes up to the towing path; but in the close +neighbourhood of the town the canal is straight and uninteresting; +the ground is level, and there is a scattered community of small, +straight-built light-brick houses, which are in themselves so ugly +that they are incompatible with anything that is pretty in landscape.</p> + +<p>Parson John, always so called to distinguish him from the late +parson, his cousin, who had been the Rev. James Marrable, had taken +occasion, on behalf of his nephew, to tell the story of his wrong to +Miss Marrable, and by Miss Marrable it had been told to Mary. To both +these ladies the thing seemed to be so horrible,—the idea that a +father should have robbed his son,—that the stern ferocity of the +slow-moving eyes was forgiven, and they took him to their hearts, if +not for love, at least for pity. Twenty thousand pounds ought to have +become the property of Walter Marrable, when some maternal relative +had died. It had seemed hard that the father should have none of it, +and, on the receipt in India of representations from the Colonel, +Walter had signed certain fatal papers, the effect of which was that +the father had laid his hands on pretty nearly the whole, if not on +the whole, of the money, and had caused it to vanish. There was now a +question whether some five thousand pounds might not be saved. If so, +Walter would stay in England; if not, he would exchange and go back +to India; "or," as he said himself, "to the Devil."</p> + +<p>"Don't speak of it in that way," said Mary.</p> + +<p>"The worst of it is," said he "that I am ashamed of myself for being +so absolutely cut up about money. A man should be able to bear that +kind of thing; but this hits one all round."</p> + +<p>"I think you bear it very well."</p> + +<p>"No, I don't. I didn't bear it well when I called my father a +swindler. I didn't bear it well when I swore that I would put him in +prison for robbing me. I don't bear it well now, when I think of it +every moment. But I do so hate India, and I had so absolutely made up +my mind never to return. If it hadn't been that I knew that this +fortune was to be mine, I could have saved money, hand over hand."</p> + +<p>"Can't you live on your pay here?"</p> + +<p>"No!" He answered her almost as though he were angry with her. "If I +had been used all my life to the strictest economies, perhaps I might +do so. Some men do, no doubt; but I am too old to begin it. There is +the choice of two things,—to blow my brains out, or go back."</p> + +<p>"You are not such a coward as that."</p> + +<p>"I don't know. I ain't sure that it would be cowardice. If there were +anybody I could injure by doing it, it would be cowardly."</p> + +<p>"The family," suggested Mary.</p> + +<p>"What does Sir Gregory care for me? I'll show you his letter to me +some day. I don't think it would be cowardly at all to get away from +such a lot."</p> + +<p>"I am sure you won't do that, Captain Marrable."</p> + +<p>"Think what it is to know that your father is a swindler. Perhaps +that is the worst of it all. Fancy talking or thinking of one's +family after that. I like my uncle John. He is very kind, and has +offered to lend me £150, which I'm sure he can't afford to lose, and +which I am too honest to take. But even he hardly sees it. He calls +it a misfortune, and I've no doubt would shake hands with his brother +to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"So would you, if he were really sorry."</p> + +<p>"No, Mary; nothing on earth shall ever induce me to set my eyes on +him again willingly. He has destroyed all the world for me. He should +have had half of it without a word. When he used to whine to me in +his letters, and say how cruelly he had been treated, I always made +up my mind that he should have half the income for life. It was +because he should not want till I came home that I enabled him to do +what he has done. And now he has robbed me of every cursed shilling! +I wonder whether I shall ever get my mind free from it."</p> + +<p>"Of course you will."</p> + +<p>"It seems now that my heart is wrapped in lead." As they were coming +home she put her hand upon his arm, and asked him to promise her to +withdraw that threat.</p> + +<p>"Why should I withdraw it? Who cares for me?"</p> + +<p>"We all care. My aunt cares. I care."</p> + +<p>"The threat means nothing, Mary. People who make such threats don't +carry them out. Of course I shall go on and endure it. The worst of +all is, that the whole thing makes me so unmanly,—makes such a beast +of me. But I'll try to get over it."</p> + +<p>Mary Lowther thought that, upon the whole, he bore his misfortune +very well.</p> + + +<p><a name="c14" id="c14"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XIV.</h3> +<h4>COUSINHOOD.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>Mary Lowther and her cousin had taken their walk together on Monday +evening, and on the next morning she received the following letter +from Mrs. Fenwick. When it reached her she had as yet heard nothing +of the Bullhampton tragedy.<br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="jright">Vicarage, Monday, Sept. 1, 186—.</p> + +<p class="noindent"><span class="smallcaps">Dearest Mary</span>,</p> + +<p>I suppose you will have heard before you get this of the +dreadful murder that has taken place here, and which has +so startled and horrified us, that we hardly know what we +are doing even yet. It is hard to say why a thing should +be worse because it is close, but it certainly is so. Had +it been in the next parish, or even further off in this +parish, I do not think that I should feel it so much, and +then we knew the old man so well; and then, again,—which +makes it worst of all,—we all of us are unable to get rid +of a suspicion that one whom we knew, and was liked, has +been a participator in the crime.</p> + +<p>It seems that it must have been about two o'clock on +Sunday morning that Mr. Trumbull was killed. It was, at +any rate, between one and three. As far as they can judge, +they think that there must have been three men concerned. +You remember how we used to joke about poor Mr. Trumbull's +dog. Well, he was poisoned first,—probably an hour before +the men got into the house. It has been discovered that +the foolish old man kept a large sum of money by him in a +box, and that he always took this box into bed with him. +The woman, who lived in the house with him, used to see it +there. No doubt the thieves had heard of this, and both +Frank and Mr. Gilmore think that the girl, Agnes Pope, +whom you will remember in the choir, told about it. She +lived with Mr. Trumbull, and we all thought her a very +good girl,—though she was too fond of that young man, Sam +Brattle.</p> + +<p>They think that the men did not mean to do the murder, but +that the old man fought so hard for his money that they +were driven to it. His body was not in the room, but on +the top of the stairs, and his temple had been split open +with a blow of a hammer. The hammer lay beside him, and +was one belonging to the house. Mr. Gilmore says that +there was great craft in their using a weapon which they +did not bring with them. Of course they cannot be traced +by the hammer.</p> + +<p>They got off with £150 in the box, and did not touch +anything else. Everybody feels quite sure that they knew +all about the money, and that when Mr. Gilmore saw them +that night down at the churchyard corner, they were +prowling about with a view of seeing how they could get +into the farmer's house, and not into the Vicarage. Frank +thinks that when he afterwards found them in our place, +Sam Brattle had brought them in with a kind of wild idea +of taking the fruit, but that the men, of their own +account, had come round to reconnoitre the house. They +both say that there can be no doubt about the men having +been the same. Then comes the terrible question whether +Sam Brattle, the son of that dear woman at the mill, has +been one of the murderers. He had been at home all the +previous day working very hard at the works,—which are +being done in obedience to your orders, my dear; but he +certainly was out on the Saturday night.</p> + +<p>It is very hard to get at any man's belief in such +matters, but, as far as I can understand them, I don't +think that either Frank or Mr. Gilmore do really believe +that he was there. Frank says that it will go very hard +with him, and Mr. Gilmore has committed him. The +magistrates are to sit to-morrow at Heytesbury, and Mr. +Gilmore will be there. He has, as you may be sure, behaved +as well as possible, and has quite altered in his manner +to the old people. I was at the mill this morning. Brattle +himself would not speak to me, but I sat for an hour with +Mrs. Brattle and Fanny. It makes it almost the more +melancholy having all the rubbish and building things +about, and yet the work stopped.</p> + +<p>Fanny Brattle has behaved so well! It was she who told +that her brother had been out at night. Mr. Gilmore says +that when the question was asked in his presence, she +answered it in her own quiet, simple way, without a +moment's doubt; but since that she has never ceased to +assert her conviction that her brother has had nothing to +do either with the murder or with the robbery. If it had +not been for this, Mrs. Brattle would, I think, have sunk +under the load. Fanny says the same thing constantly to +her father. He scolds her, and bids her hold her tongue; +but she goes on, and I think it has some effect even on +him. The whole place does look such a picture of ruin! It +would break your heart to see it. And then, when one looks +at the father and mother, one remembers about that other +child, and is almost tempted to ask why such misery should +have fallen upon parents who have been honest, sober, and +industrious. Can it really be that the man is being +punished here on earth because he will not believe? When I +hinted this to Frank, he turned upon me, and scolded me, +and told me I was measuring the Almighty God with a +foot-rule. But men were punished in the Bible because they +did not believe. Remember the Baptist's father. But I +never dare to go on with Frank on these matters.</p> + +<p>I am so full of this affair of poor Mr. Trumbull, and so +anxious about Sam Brattle, that I cannot now write about +anything else. I can only say that no man ever behaved +with greater kindness and propriety than Harry Gilmore, +who has had to act as magistrate. Poor Fanny Brattle has +to go to Heytesbury to-morrow to give her evidence. At +first they said that they must take the father also, but +he is to be spared for the present.</p> + +<p>I should tell you that Sam himself declares that he got to +know these men at a place where he was at work, +brickmaking, near Devizes. He had quarrelled with his +father, and had got a job there, with high wages. He used +to be out at night with them, and acknowledges that he +joined one of them, a man named Burrows, in stealing a +brood of pea-fowl which some poulterers wanted to buy. He +says he looked on it as a joke. Then it seems he had some +spite against Trumbull's dog, and that this man, Burrows, +came over here on purpose to take the dog away. This, +according to his story, is all that he knows of the man; +and he says that on that special Saturday night he had not +the least idea that Burrows was at Bullhampton, till he +heard the sound of a certain cart on the road. I tell you +all this, as I am sure you will share our anxiety +respecting this unfortunate young man,—because of his +mother and sister.</p> + +<p>Good-bye, dearest; Frank sends ever so many loves;—and +somebody else would send them too, if he thought that I +would be the bearer. Try to think so well of Bullhampton +as to make you wish to live here.—Give my kindest love to +your aunt Sarah.</p> + +<p class="ind8">Your most affectionate friend,</p> + +<p class="ind15"><span class="smallcaps">Janet +Fenwick</span>.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p>Mary was obliged to read the letter twice before she completely +understood it. Old Mr. Trumbull murdered! Why she had known the old +man well, had always been in the habit of speaking to him when she +met him either at the one gate or the other of the farmyard,—had +joked with him about Bone'm, and had heard him assert his own perfect +security against robbers not a week before the night on which he was +murdered! As Mrs. Fenwick had said, the truth is so much more real +when it comes from things that are near. And then she had so often +heard the character of Sam Brattle described,—the man who was now in +prison as a murderer! And she herself had given lessons in singing to +Agnes Pope, who was now in some sort accused of aiding the thieves. +And she herself had asked Agnes whether it was not foolish for her to +be hanging about the farmyard, outside her master's premises, with +Sam Brattle. It was all brought very near to her!</p> + +<p>Before that day was over she was telling the story to Captain +Marrable. She had of course told it to her aunt, and they had been +discussing it the whole morning. Mr. Gilmore's name had been +mentioned to Captain Marrable, but very little more than the name. +Aunt Sarah, however, had already begun to think whether it might not +be prudent to tell cousin Walter the story of the half-formed +engagement. Mary had expressed so much sympathy with her cousin's +wrongs, that aunt Sarah had begun to fear that that sympathy might +lead to a tenderer feeling, and aunt Sarah was by no means anxious +that her niece should fall in love with a gentleman whose chief +attraction was the fact that he had been ruined by his own father, +even though that gentleman was a Marrable himself. This danger might +possibly be lessened if Captain Marrable were made acquainted with +the Gilmore affair, and taught to understand how desirable such a +match would be for Mary. But aunt Sarah had qualms of conscience on +the subject. She doubted whether she had a right to tell the story +without leave from Mary; and then there was in truth no real +engagement. She knew indeed that Mr. Gilmore had made the offer more +than once; but then she knew also that the offer had at any rate not +as yet been accepted, and she felt that on Mr. Gilmore's account as +well as on Mary's she ought to hold her tongue. It might indeed be +admissible to tell to a cousin that which she would not tell to an +indifferent young man; but, nevertheless, she could not bring herself +to do, even with so good an object, that which she believed to be +wrong.</p> + +<p>That evening Mary was again walking on the towing-path beside the +river with her cousin Walter. She had met him now about five times, +and there was already an intimacy between them. The idea of cousinly +intimacy to girls is undoubtedly very pleasant; and I do not know +whether it is not the fact that the better and the purer is the girl, +the sweeter and the pleasanter is the idea. In America a girl may +form a friendly intimacy with any young man she fancies, and though +she may not be free from little jests and good-humoured joking, there +is no injury to her from such intimacy. It is her acknowledged right +to enjoy herself after that fashion, and to have what she calls a +good time with young men. A dozen such intimacies do not stand in her +way when there comes some real adorer who means to marry her and is +able to do so. She rides with these friends, walks with them, and +corresponds with them. She goes out to balls and picnics with them, +and afterwards lets herself in with a latchkey, while her papa and +mamma are a-bed and asleep, with perfect security. If there be much +to be said against the practice, there is also something to be said +for it. Girls on the other hand, on the continent of Europe, do not +dream of making friendship with any man. A cousin with them is as +much out of the question as the most perfect stranger. In strict +families, a girl is hardly allowed to go out with her brother; and I +have heard of mothers who thought it indiscreet that a father should +be seen alone with his daughter at a theatre. All friendships between +the sexes must, under such a social code, be looked forward to as +post-nuptial joys. Here in England there is a something betwixt the +two. The intercourse between young men and girls is free enough to +enable the latter to feel how pleasant it is to be able to forget for +awhile conventional restraints, and to acknowledge how joyous a thing +it is to indulge in social intercourse in which the simple delight of +equal mind meeting equal mind in equal talk is just enhanced by the +unconscious remembrance that boys and girls when they meet together +may learn to love. There is nothing more sweet in youth than this, +nothing more natural, nothing more fitting, nothing, indeed, more +essentially necessary for God's purposes with his creatures. +Nevertheless, here with us, there is the restriction, and it is +seldom that a girl can allow herself the full flow of friendship with +a man who is not old enough to be her father, unless he is her lover +as well as her friend. But cousinhood does allow some escape from the +hardship of this rule. Cousins are Tom, and Jack, and George, and +Dick. Cousins probably know all or most of your little family +secrets. Cousins, perhaps, have romped with you, and scolded you, and +teased you, when you were young. Cousins are almost the same as +brothers, and yet they may be lovers. There is certainly a great +relief in cousinhood.</p> + +<p>Mary Lowther had no brother. She had neither brother nor sister;—had +since her earliest infancy hardly known any other relative save her +aunt and old Parson John. When first she had heard that Walter +Marrable was at Loring, the tidings gave her no pleasure whatever. It +never occurred to her to say to herself: "Now I shall have one who +may become my friend, and be to me perhaps almost a brother?" What +she had hitherto heard of Walter Marrable had not been in his favour. +Of his father she had heard all that was bad, and she had joined the +father and the son together in what few ideas she had formed +respecting them. But now, after five interviews, Walter Marrable was +her dear cousin, with whom she sympathised, of whom she was proud, +whose misfortunes were in some degree her misfortunes, to whom she +thought she could very soon tell this great trouble of her life about +Mr. Gilmore, as though he were indeed her brother. And she had +learned to like his dark staring eyes, which now always seemed to be +fixed on her with something of real regard. She liked them the +better, perhaps, because there was in them so much of real +admiration; though if it were so, Mary knew nothing of such liking +herself. And now at his bidding she called him Walter. He had +addressed her by her Christian name at first, as a matter of course, +and she had felt grateful to him for doing so. But she had not dared +to be so bold with him, till he had bade her do so, and now she felt +that he was a cousin indeed. Captain Marrable was at present waiting, +not with much patience, for tidings from Block and Curling. Would +that £5000 be saved for him, or must he again go out to India and be +heard of no more at home in his own England? Mary was not so +impatient as the Captain, but she also was intensely interested in +the expected letters. On this day, however, their conversation +chiefly ran on the news which Mary had that morning heard from +Bullhampton.</p> + +<p>"I suppose you feel sure," said the Captain, "that young Sam Brattle +was one of the murderers?"</p> + +<p>"Oh no, Walter."</p> + +<p>"Or at least one of the thieves?"</p> + +<p>"But both Mr. Fenwick and Mr. Gilmore think that he is innocent."</p> + +<p>"I do not gather that from what your friend says. She says that she +thinks that they think so. And then it is clear that he was hanging +about the place before with the very men who have committed the +crime; and that there was a way in which he might have heard and +probably had heard of the money; and then he was out and about that +very night."</p> + +<p>"Still I can't believe it. If you knew the sort of people his father +and mother are." Captain Marrable could not but reflect that, if an +honest gentleman might have a swindler for his father, an honest +miller might have a thief for his son. "And then if you saw the place +at which they live! I have a particular interest about it."</p> + +<p>"Then the young man, of course, must be innocent."</p> + +<p>"Don't laugh at me, Walter."</p> + +<p>"Why is the place so interesting to you?"</p> + +<p>"I can hardly tell you why. The father and the mother are interesting +people, and so is the sister. And in their way they are so good! And +they have had great troubles,—very great troubles. And the place is +so cool and pretty, all surrounded by streams and old pollard +willows, with a thatched roof that comes in places nearly to the +ground; and then the sound of the mill wheel is the pleasantest sound +I know anywhere."</p> + +<p>"I will hope he is innocent, Mary."</p> + +<p>"I do so hope he is innocent! And then my friends are so much +interested about the family. The Fenwicks are very fond of them, and +Mr. Gilmore is their landlord."</p> + +<p>"He is the magistrate?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, he is the magistrate."</p> + +<p>"What sort of fellow is he?"</p> + +<p>"A very good sort of fellow; such a sort that he can hardly be +better; a perfect gentleman."</p> + +<p>"Indeed! And has he a perfect lady for his wife?"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Gilmore is not married."</p> + +<p>"What age is he?"</p> + +<p>"I think he is thirty-three."</p> + +<p>"With a nice estate and not married! What a chance you have left +behind you, Mary!"</p> + +<p>"Do you think, Walter, that a girl ought to wish to marry a man +merely because he is a perfect gentleman, and has a nice estate and +is not yet married?"</p> + +<p>"They say that they generally do;—don't they?"</p> + +<p>"I hope you don't think so. Any girl would be very fortunate to marry +Mr. Gilmore—if she loved him."</p> + +<p>"But you don't?"</p> + +<p>"You know I am not talking about myself, and you oughtn't to make +personal allusions."</p> + +<p>These cousinly walks along the banks of the Lurwell were not probably +favourable to Mr. Gilmore's hopes.</p> + + +<p><a name="c15" id="c15"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XV.</h3> +<h4>THE POLICE AT FAULT.<br /> </h4> + + +<p><img class="left" src="images/ch15a.jpg" width="310" alt="Illustration" /> +The magistrates sat at Heytesbury on the Tuesday, and Sam Brattle was +remanded. An attorney thus was employed on his behalf by Mr. Fenwick. +The parson on the Monday evening had been down at the mill, and had +pressed strongly on the old miller the necessity of getting some +legal assistance for his son. At first Mr. Brattle was stern, +immovable, and almost dumb. He sat on the bench outside his door, +with his eyes fixed on the dismantled mill, and shook his head +wearily, as though sick and sore with the words that were being +addressed to him. Mrs. Brattle the while stood in the doorway, and +listened without uttering a sound. If the parson could not prevail, +it would be quite out of the question that any word of hers should do +good. There she stood, wiping the tears from her eyes, looking on +wishfully, while her husband did not even know that she was there. At +last he rose from his seat, and hallooed to her. "Maggie," said he, +"Maggie." She stepped forward, and put her hand upon his shoulder. +"Bring me down the purse, mother," he said.</p> + +<p>"There will be nothing of that kind wanted," said the parson.</p> + +<p>"Them gentlemen don't work for such as our boy for nothin'," said the +miller. "Bring me the purse, mother, I say. There ar'n't much in it, +but there's a few guineas as 'll do for that, perhaps. As well pitch +'em away that way as any other."</p> + +<p>Mr. Fenwick, of course, declined to take the money. He would make the +lawyer understand that he would be properly paid for his trouble, and +that for the present would suffice. Only, as he explained, it was +expedient that he should have the father's authority. Should any +question on the matter arise, it would be bettor for the young man +that he should be defended by his father's aid than by that of a +stranger. "I understand, Mr. Fenwick," said the old man,—"I +understand; and it's neighbourly of you. But it'd be better that +you'd just leave us alone to go out like the snuff of a candle."</p> + +<p>"Father," said Fanny, "I won't have you speak in that way, making out +our Sam to be guilty before ere a one else has said so."</p> + +<p>The miller shook his head again, but said nothing further, and the +parson, having received the desired authority, returned to the +Vicarage.</p> + +<p>The attorney had been employed, and Sam had been remanded. There was +no direct evidence against him, and nothing could be done until the +other men should be taken, for whom they were seeking. The police had +tracked the two men back to a cottage, about fifteen miles distant +from Bullhampton, in which lived an old woman, who was the mother of +the Grinder. With Mrs. Burrows they found a young woman who had +lately come to live there, and who was said in the neighbourhood to +be the Grinder's wife.</p> + +<p>But nothing more could be learned of the Grinder than that he had +been at the cottage on the Sunday morning, and had gone away, +according to his wont. The old woman swore that he slept there the +whole of Saturday night, but of course the policemen had not believed +her statement. When does any policeman ever believe anything? Of the +pony and cart the old woman declared she knew nothing. Her son had no +pony, and no cart, to her knowing. Then she went on to declare that +she knew very little about her son, who never lived with her; and +that she had only taken in the young woman out of charity, about two +weeks since. The mother did not for a moment pretend that her son was +an honest man, getting his bread after an honest fashion. The +Grinder's mode of life was too well known for even a mother to +attempt to deny it. But she pretended that she was very honest +herself, and appealed to sundry brandy-balls and stale biscuits in +her window, to prove that she lived after a decent, honest, +commercial fashion.</p> + +<p>Sam was of course remanded. The head constable of the district asked +for a week more to make fresh inquiry, and expressed a very strong +opinion that he would have the Grinder and his friend by the heels +before the week should be over. The Heytesbury attorney made a feeble +request that Sam might be released on bail, as there was not, +according to his statement, "the remotest shadow of a tittle of +evidence against him." But poor Sam was sent back to gaol, and there +remained for that week. On the next Tuesday the same scene was +re-enacted. The Grinder had not been taken, and a further remand was +necessary. The face of the head constable was longer on this occasion +than it had been before, and his voice less confident. The Grinder, +he thought, must have caught one of the early Sunday trains, and made +his way to Birmingham. It had been ascertained that he had friends at +Birmingham. Another remand was asked for a week, with an +understanding that at the end of the week it should be renewed if +necessary. The policeman seemed to think that by that time, unless +the Grinder were below the sod, his presence above it would certainly +be proved. On this occasion the Heytesbury attorney made a very loud +demand for Sam's liberation, talking of habeas corpus, and the +injustice of carceration without evidence of guilt. But the +magistrates would not let him go. "When I'm told that the young man +was seen hiding in a ditch close to the murdered man's house, only a +few days before the murder, is that no evidence against him, Mr. +Jones?" said Sir Thomas Charleys, of Charlicoats.</p> + +<p>"No evidence at all, Sir Thomas. If I had been found asleep in the +ditch, that would have been no evidence against me."</p> + +<p>"Yes, it would, very strong evidence; and I would have committed you +on it, without hesitation, Mr. Jones."</p> + +<p>Mr. Jones made a spirited rejoinder to this; but it was of no use, +and poor Sam was sent back to gaol for the third time.</p> + +<p>For the first ten days after the murder nothing was done as to the +works at the mill. The men who had been employed by Brattle ceased to +come, apparently of their own account, and everything was lying there +just in the state in which the men had left the place on the Saturday +night. There was something inexpressibly sad in this, as the old man +could not even make a pretence of going into the mill for employment, +and there was absolutely nothing to which he could put his hands, to +do it. When ten days were over, Gilmore came down to the mill, and +suggested that the works should be carried on and finished by him. If +the mill were not kept at work, the old man could not live, and no +rent would be paid. At any rate, it would be better that this great +sorrow should not be allowed so to cloud everything as to turn +industry into idleness, and straitened circumstances into absolute +beggary. But the Squire found it very difficult to deal with the +miller. At first old Brattle would neither give nor withhold his +consent. When told by the Squire that the property could not be left +in that way, he expressed himself willing to go out into the road, +and lay himself down and die there;—but not until the term of his +holding was legally brought to a close. "I don't know that I owe any +rent over and beyond this Michaelmas as is coming, and there's the +hay on the ground yet." Gilmore, who was very patient, assured him +that he had no wish to allude to rent; that there should be no +question of rent even when the day came, if at that time money was +scarce. But would it not be better that the mill, at least, should be +put in order?</p> + +<p>"Indeed it will, Squire," said Mrs. Brattle. "It is the idleness that +is killing him."</p> + +<p>"Hold your jabbering tongue," said the miller, turning round upon her +fiercely. "Who asked you? I will see to it myself, Squire, to-morrow +or next day."</p> + +<p>After two or three further days of inaction at the mill the Squire +came again, bringing the parson with him; and they did manage to +arrange between them that the repairs should be at once continued. +The mill should be completed; but the house should be left till next +summer. As to Brattle himself, when he had been once persuaded to +yield the point, he did not care how much they pulled down, or how +much they built up. "Do it as you will," he said; "I ain't nobody +now. The women drives me about my own house as if I hadn't a'most no +business there." And so the hammers and trowels were heard again; and +old Brattle would sit perfectly silent, gazing at the men as they +worked. Once, as he saw two men and a boy shifting a ladder, he +turned round, with a little chuckle to his wife, and said, "Sam'd 'a +see'd hisself <span class="nowrap">d——d,</span> +afore he'd 'a asked another chap to help him +with such a job as that."</p> + +<p>As Mrs. Brattle told Mrs. Fenwick afterwards, he had one of the two +erring children in his thoughts morning, noon, and night. "When I +tell 'un of George,"—who was the farmer near Fordingbridge,—"and of +Mrs. Jay,"—who was the ironmonger's wife at Warminster,—"he won't +take any comfort in them," said Mrs. Brattle. "I don't think he cares +for them, just because they can hold their own heads up."</p> + +<p>At the end of three weeks the Grinder was still missing; and others +besides Mr. Jones, the attorney, were beginning to say that Sam +Brattle should be let out of prison. Mr. Fenwick was clearly of +opinion that he should not be detained, if bail could be forthcoming. +The Squire was more cautious, and said that it might well be that his +escape would render it impossible for the police even to get on the +track of the real murderers. "No doubt, he knows more than he has +told," said Gilmore, "and will probably tell it at last. If he be let +out, he will tell nothing." The police were all of opinion that Sam +had been present at the murder, and that he should be kept in custody +till he was tried. They were very sharp in their manœuvres to get +evidence against him. His boot, they had said, fitted a footstep +which had been found in the mud in the farm-yard. The measure had +been taken on the Sunday. That was evidence. Then they examined Agnes +Pope over and over again, and extracted from the poor girl an +admission that she loved Sam better than anything in the whole wide +world. If he were to be in prison, she would not object to go to +prison with him. If he were to be hung, she would wish to be hung +with him. She had no secret she would not tell him. But, as a matter +of fact,—so she swore over and over again,—she had never told him a +word about old Trumbull's box. She did not think she had ever told +any one; but she would swear on her death-bed that she had never told +Sam Brattle. The head constable declared that he had never met a more +stubborn or a more artful young woman. Sir Thomas Charleys was +clearly of opinion that no bail should be accepted. Another week of +remand was granted with the understanding that, if nothing of +importance was elicited by that time, and if neither of the other two +suspected men were then in custody, Sam should be allowed to go at +large upon bail—a good, substantial bail, himself in £400, and his +bailsmen in £200 each.</p> + +<p>"Who'll be his bailsmen?" said the Squire, coming away with his +friend the parson from Heytesbury.</p> + +<p>"There will be no difficulty about that, I should say."</p> + +<p>"But who will they be,—his father for one?"</p> + +<p>"His brother George, and Jay, at Warminster, who married his sister," +said the parson.</p> + +<p>"I doubt them both," said the Squire.</p> + +<p>"He sha'n't want for bail. I'll be one myself, sooner. He shall have +bail. If there's any difficulty, Jones shall bail him; and I'll see +Jones safe through it. He sha'n't be persecuted in that way."</p> + +<p>"I don't think anybody has attempted to persecute him, Frank."</p> + +<p>"He will be persecuted if his own brothers won't come forward to help +him. It isn't that they have looked into the matter, and that they +think him guilty; but that they go just the way they're told to go, +like sheep. The more I think of it, the more I feel that he had +nothing to do with the murder."</p> + +<p>"I never knew a man change his opinion so often as you do," said +Gilmore.</p> + +<p>During three weeks the visits made by Head Constable Toffy to the +cottage in which Mrs. Burrows lived were much more frequent than were +agreeable to that lady. This cottage was about four miles from +Devizes, and on the edge of a common, about half a mile from the high +road which leads from that town to Marlborough. There is, or was a +year or two back, a considerable extent of unenclosed land +thereabouts, and on a spot called Pycroft Common there was a small +collection of cottages, sufficient to constitute a hamlet of the +smallest class. There was no house there of greater pretensions than +the very small beershop which provided for the conviviality of the +Pycroftians; and of other shops there was none, save a baker's, the +owner of which seldom had much bread to sell, and the establishment +for brandy-balls, which was kept by Mrs. Burrows. The inhabitants +were chiefly labouring men, some of whom were in summer employed in +brick making; and there was an idea abroad that Pycroft generally was +not sustained by regular labour and sober industry. Rents, however, +were paid for the cottages, or the cottagers would have been turned +adrift; and Mrs. Burrows had lived in hers for five or six years, and +was noted in the neighbourhood for her outward neatness and attention +to decency. In the summer there were always half-a-dozen large +sunflowers in the patch of ground called a garden, and there was a +rose-tree, and a bush of honeysuckle over the door, and an alder +stump in a corner, which would still put out leaves and bear berries. +When Head Constable Toffy visited her there would be generally a few +high words, for Mrs. Burrows was by no means unwilling to let it be +known that she objected to morning calls from Mr. Toffy.</p> + +<p>It has been already said that at this time Mrs. Burrows did not live +alone. Residing with her was a young woman, who was believed by Mr. +Toffy to be the wife of Richard Burrows, alias the Grinder. On his +first visit to Pycroft no doubt, Mr. Toffy was mainly anxious to +ascertain whether anything was known by the old woman as to her son's +whereabouts, but the second, third, and fourth visits were made +rather to the younger than to the older woman. Toffy had probably +learned in his wide experience that a man of the Grinder's nature +will generally place more reliance on a young woman than on an old; +and that the young woman will, nevertheless, be more likely to betray +confidence than the older,—partly from indiscretion, and partly, +alas! from treachery. But, if the presumed Mrs. Burrows, junior, knew +aught of the Grinder's present doings, she was neither indiscreet nor +treacherous. Mr. Toffy could get nothing from her. She was sickly, +weak, sullen, and silent. "She didn't think it was her business to +say where she had been living before she came to Pycroft. She hadn't +been living with any husband, and had got no husband that she knew +of. If she had she wasn't going to say so. She hadn't any children, +and she didn't know what business he had to ask her. She came from +Lunnun. At any rate, she came from there last, and she didn't know +what business he had to ask her where she came from. What business +was it of his to be asking what her name was? Her name was Anne +Burrows, if he liked to call her so. She wouldn't answer him any more +questions. No; she wouldn't say what her name was before she was +married."</p> + +<p>Mr. Toffy had his reasons for interrogating this poor woman, but he +did not for a while let any one know what those reasons were. He +could not, however, obtain more information than what is contained in +the answers above given, which were, for the most part, true. Neither +the mother nor the younger woman knew where was to be found, at the +present moment, that hero of adventure who was called the Grinder, +and all the police of Wiltshire began to fear that they were about to +be outwitted.</p> + +<p>"You never were at Bullhampton with your husband, I suppose?" asked +Mr. Toffy.</p> + +<p>"Never," said the supposed Grinder's wife; "but what does it matter +to you where I was?"</p> + +<p>"Don't answer him never another word," said old Mrs. Burrows.</p> + +<p>"I won't," said the other.</p> + +<p>"Were you ever at Bullhampton at all?" asked Mr. Toffy.</p> + +<p>"Oh dear, oh dear," said the younger woman.</p> + +<p>"I think you must have been there once," said Mr. Toffy.</p> + +<p>"What business is it of yourn?" demanded Mrs. Burrows, senior. "Drat +you; get out of this. You ain't no right here, and you shan't stay +here. If you ain't out of this, I'll brain yer. I don't care for +perlice nor anything. We ain't done nothing. If he did smash the +gen'leman's head, we didn't do it; neither she nor me."</p> + +<p>"All the same, I think that Mrs. Burrows has been at Bullhampton," +said the policeman.</p> + +<p>Not another word after this was said by Mrs. Burrows, junior, so +called, and constable Toffy soon took his departure. He was +convinced, at any rate, of this;—that wherever the murderers might +be, the man or men who had joined Sam Brattle in the murder,—for of +Sam's guilt he was quite convinced,—neither the mother, nor the +so-called wife knew of their whereabouts. He, in his heart, condemned +the constabulary of Warwickshire, of Gloucestershire, of +Worcestershire, and of Somersetshire, because the Grinder was not +taken. Especially he condemned the constabulary of Warwickshire, +feeling almost sure that the Grinder was in Birmingham. If the +constabulary in those counties would only do their duty as they in +Wiltshire did theirs, the Grinder and his associates would soon be +taken. But by him nothing further could be learned, and Mr. Toffy +left Pycroft Common with a heavy heart.</p> + + +<p><a name="c16" id="c16"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XVI.</h3> +<h4>MISS LOWTHER ASKS FOR ADVICE.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>All these searchings for the murderers of Mr. Trumbull, and these +remandings of Sam Brattle, took place in the month of September, and +during that same month the energy of other men of law was very keenly +at work on a widely different subject. Could Messrs. Block and +Curling assure Captain Marrable that a portion of his inheritance +would be saved for him, or had that graceless father of his in very +truth seized upon it all? There was no shadow of doubt but that if +aught was spared, it had not been spared through any delicacy on the +part of the Colonel. The Colonel had gone to work, paying creditors +who were clamorous against him, the moment he had got his hand upon +the money, and had gone to work also gambling, and had made +assignments of money, and done his very best to spend the whole. But +there was a question whether a certain sum of £5000, which seemed to +have got into the hands of a certain lady who protested that she +wanted it very badly, might not be saved. Messrs. Block and Curling +thought that it might, but were by no means certain. It probably +might be done, if the Captain would consent to bring the matter +before a jury; in which case the whole story of the father's iniquity +must, of course, be proved. Or it might be that by threatening to do +this, the lady's friends would relax their grasp on receiving a +certain present out of the money.</p> + +<p>"We would offer them £50, and perhaps they would take £500," said +Messrs. Block and Curling.</p> + +<p>All this irritated the Captain. He was intensely averse to any law +proceedings by which the story should be made public.</p> + +<p>"I won't pretend that it is on my father's account," said he to his +uncle. Parson John shrugged his shoulders, and shook his head, +meaning to imply that it certainly was a bad case, but that as +Colonel Marrable was a Marrable, he ought to be spared, if possible. +"It is on my own account," continued the Captain, "and partly, +perhaps, on that of the family. I would endure anything rather than +have the filth of the transaction flooded through the newspapers. I +should never be able to join my mess again if I did that."</p> + +<p>"Then you'd better let Block and Curling compromise and get what they +can," said Parson John, with an indifferent and provoking tone, which +clearly indicated that he would regard the matter when so settled as +one arranged amicably and pleasantly between all the parties. His +uncle's calmness and absence of horror at the thing that had been +done was very grievous to Captain Marrable.</p> + +<p>"Poor Wat!" the parson had once said, speaking of his wicked brother; +"he never could keep two shillings together. It's ever so long since +I had to determine that nothing on earth should induce me to let him +have half-a-crown. I must say that he did not take it amiss when I +told him."</p> + +<p>"Why should he have wanted half-a-crown from you?"</p> + +<p>"He was always one of those thirsty sandbags that swallow small drops +and large alike. He got £10,000 out of poor Gregory about the time +that you were born, and Gregory is fretting about it yet."</p> + +<p>"What kills me is the disgrace of it," said the young man.</p> + +<p>"It would be disagreeable to have it in the newspapers," said Parson +John. "And then he was such a pleasant fellow, and so handsome. I +always enjoyed his society when once I had buttoned up my breeches' +pocket."</p> + +<p>Yet this man was a clergyman, preaching honesty and moral conduct, +and living fairly well up to his preaching, too, as far as he himself +was concerned! The Captain almost thought that the earth and skies +should be brought together, and the clouds clap with thunder, and the +mountains be riven in twain at the very mention of his father's +wickedness. But then sins committed against oneself are so much more +sinful than any other sins.</p> + +<p>The Captain had much more sympathetic listeners in Uphill Lane; not +that either of the ladies there spoke severely against his father, +but that they entered more cordially into his own distresses. If he +could save even £4500 out of the wreck, the interest on the money +would enable him to live at home in his regiment. If he could get +£4000 he would do it.</p> + +<p>"With £150 per annum," he said, "I could just hold my head up and get +along. I should have to give up all manner of things; but I would +never cry about that."</p> + +<p>Then, again, he would declare that the one thing necessary for his +happiness was, that he should get the whole business of the money off +his mind. "If I could have it settled, and have done with it," said +he, "I should be at ease."</p> + +<p>"Quite right, my dear," said the old lady. "My idea about money is +this, that whether you have much or little, you should make your +arrangements so that it be no matter of thought to you. Your money +should be just like counters at a round game with children, and +should mean nothing. It comes to that when you once get things on a +proper footing."</p> + +<p>They thus became very intimate, the two ladies in Uphill Lane and the +Captain from his uncle's parsonage in the Lowtown; and the intimacy +on his part was quite as strong with the younger as with the elder +relative,—quite as strong, and no doubt more pleasant. They walked +together constantly, as cousins may walk, and they discussed every +turn that took place in the correspondence with Messrs. Block and +Curling. Captain Marrable had come to his uncle's house for a week or +ten days, but had been pressed to remain on till this business should +be concluded. His leave of absence lasted till the end of November, +and might be prolonged if he intended to return to India. "Stay here +till the end of November," said Parson John. "What's the use of +spending your money at a London hotel? Only don't fall in love with +cousin Mary." So the Captain did stay, obeying one half of his +uncle's advice, and promising obedience to the other half.</p> + +<p>Aunt Sarah also had her fears about the falling in love, and spoke a +prudent word to Mary. "Mary, dear," she said, "you and Walter are as +loving as turtle doves."</p> + +<p>"I do like him so much," said Mary, boldly.</p> + +<p>"So do I, my dear. He is a gentleman, and clever, and, upon the +whole, he bears a great injury well. I like him. But I don't think +people ought to fall in love when there is a strong reason against +it."</p> + +<p>"Certainly not, if they can help it."</p> + +<p>"Pshaw! That's missish nonsense, Mary, and you know it. If a girl +were to tell me she fell in love because she couldn't help it, I +should tell her that she wasn't worth any man's love."</p> + +<p>"But what's your reason, Aunt Sarah?"</p> + +<p>"Because it wouldn't suit Mr. Gilmore."</p> + +<p>"I am not bound to suit Mr. Gilmore."</p> + +<p>"I don't know about that. And then, too, it would not suit Walter +himself. How could he marry a wife when he has just been robbed of +all his fortune?"</p> + +<p>"But I have not the slightest idea of falling in love with him. In +spite of what I said, I do hope that I can help it. And then I feel +to him just as though he were my brother. I've got almost to know +what it would be to have a brother."</p> + +<p>In this Miss Lowther was probably wrong. She had now known her cousin +for just a month. A month is quite long enough to realise the +pleasure of a new lover, but it may be doubted whether the intimacy +of a brother does not take a very much longer period for its +creation.</p> + +<p>"I think if I were you," said Miss Marrable, after a pause, "that I +would tell him about Mr. Gilmore."</p> + +<p>"Would you, Aunt Sarah?"</p> + +<p>"I think I would. If he were really your brother you would tell him."</p> + +<p>It was probably the case, that when Miss Marrable gave this advice, +her opinion of Mr. Gilmore's success was greater than the +circumstances warranted. Though there had been much said between the +aunt and her niece about Mr. Gilmore and his offers, Mary had never +been able quite to explain her own thoughts and feelings. She herself +did not believe that she could be brought to accept him, and was now +stronger in that opinion than ever. But were she to say so in +language that would convince her aunt, her aunt would no doubt ask +her, why then had she left the man in doubt? Though she knew that at +every moment in which she had been called upon to act, she had +struggled to do right, yet there hung over her a half-conviction that +she had been weak, and almost selfish. Her dearest friends wrote to +her and spoke to her as though she would certainly take Mr. Gilmore +at last. Janet Fenwick wrote of it in her letters as of a thing +almost fixed; and Aunt Sarah certainly lived as though she expected +it. And yet Mary was very nearly sure that it could not be so. Would +it not be better that she should write to Mr. Gilmore at once, and +not wait till the expiration of the weary six months which he had +specified as the time at the end of which he might renew his +proposals? Had Aunt Sarah known all this,—had she been aware how +very near Mary was to the writing of such a letter,—she would not +probably have suggested that her niece should tell her cousin +anything about Mr. Gilmore. She did think that the telling of the +tale would make Cousin Walter understand that he should not allow +himself to become an interloper; but the tale, if told as Mary would +tell it, might have a very different effect.</p> + +<p>Nevertheless Mary thought that she would tell it. It would be so nice +to consult a brother! It would be so pleasant to discuss the matter +with some one that would sympathise with her,—with some one who +would not wish to drive her into Mr. Gilmore's arms simply because +Mr. Gilmore was an excellent gentleman, with a snug property! Even +from Janet Fenwick, whom she loved dearly, she had never succeeded in +getting the sort of sympathy that she wanted. Janet was the best +friend in the world,—was actuated in this matter simply by a desire +to do a good turn to two people whom she loved. But there was no +sympathy between her and Mary in the matter.</p> + +<p>"Marry him," said Janet, "and you will adore him afterwards."</p> + +<p>"I want to adore him first," said Mary.</p> + +<p>So she resolved that she would tell Walter Marrable what was her +position. They were again down on the banks of the Lurwell, sitting +together on a slope which had been made to support some hundred yards +of a canal, where the river itself rippled down a slightly rapid +fall. They were seated between the canal and the river, with their +feet towards the latter, and Walter Marrable was just lighting a +cigar. It was very easy to bring the conversation round to the +affairs of Bullhampton, as Sam was still in prison, and Janet's +letters were full of the mystery which shrouded the murder of Mr. +Trumbull.</p> + +<p>"By the bye," said she, "I have something to tell you about Mr. +Gilmore."</p> + +<p>"Tell away," said he, as he turned the cigar round in his mouth, to +complete the lighting of the edges in the wind.</p> + +<p>"Ah, but I shan't, unless you will interest yourself. What I am going +to tell you ought to interest you."</p> + +<p>"He has made you a proposal of marriage?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"I knew it."</p> + +<p>"How could you know it? Nobody has told you."</p> + +<p>"I felt sure of it from the way in which you speak of him. But I +thought also that you had refused him. Perhaps I was wrong there?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"You have refused him?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"I don't see that there is very much of a story to be told, Mary."</p> + +<p>"Don't be so unkind, Walter. There is a story, and one that troubles +me. If it were not so I should not have proposed to tell you. I +thought that you would give me advice, and tell me what I ought to +do."</p> + +<p>"But if you have refused him, you have done so,—no doubt +rightly,—without my advice; and I am too late in the field to be of +any service."</p> + +<p>"You must let me tell my own story, and you must be good to me while +I do so. I think I shouldn't tell you if I hadn't almost made up my +mind; but I shan't tell you which way, and you must advise me. In the +first place, though I did refuse him, the matter is still open, and +he is to ask me again, if he pleases."</p> + +<p>"He has your permission for that?"</p> + +<p>"Well,—yes. I hope it wasn't wrong. I did so try to be right."</p> + +<p>"I do not say you were wrong."</p> + +<p>"I like him so much, and think him so good, and do really feel that +his affection is so great an honour to me, that I could not answer +him as though I were quite indifferent to him."</p> + +<p>"At any rate, he is to come again?"</p> + +<p>"If he pleases."</p> + +<p>"Does he really love you?"</p> + +<p>"How am I to say? But that is missish and untrue. I am sure he loves +me."</p> + +<p>"So that he will grieve to lose you?"</p> + +<p>"I know he will grieve. I ought not to say so. But I know he will."</p> + +<p>"You ought to tell the truth, as you believe it. And you +yourself,—do you love him?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know. I do love him; but if I heard he was going to marry +another girl to-morrow it would make me very happy."</p> + +<p>"Then you can't love him?"</p> + +<p>"I feel as though I should think the same of any man who wanted to +marry me. But let me go on with my story. Everybody I care for wishes +me to take him. I know that Aunt Sarah feels quite sure that I shall +at last, and that she thinks I ought to do so at once. My friend, +Janet Fenwick, cannot understand why I should hesitate, and only +forgives me because she is sure that it will come right, in her way, +some day. Mr. Fenwick is just the same, and will always talk to me as +though it were my fate to live at Bullhampton all my life."</p> + +<p>"Is not Bullhampton a nice place?"</p> + +<p>"Very nice; I love the place."</p> + +<p>"And Mr. Gilmore is rich?"</p> + +<p>"He is quite rich enough. Fancy my inquiring about that, with just +£1200 for my fortune."</p> + +<p>"Then why, in God's name, don't you accept him?"</p> + +<p>"You think I ought?"</p> + +<p>"Answer my question;—why do you not?"</p> + +<p>"Because—I do not love him—as I should hope to love my husband."</p> + +<p>After this Captain Marrable, who had been looking her full in the +face while he had been asking these questions, turned somewhat away +from her, as though the conversation were over. She remained +motionless, and was minded so to remain till he should tell her that +it was time to move, that they might return home. He had given her no +advice; but she presumed she was to take what had passed as the +expression of his opinion that it was her duty to accept an offer so +favourable and so satisfactory to the family. At any rate, she would +say nothing more on the subject till he should address her. Though +she loved him dearly as her cousin, yet she was, in some slight +degree, afraid of him. And now she was not sure but that he was +expressing towards her, by his anger, some amount of displeasure at +her weakness and inconsistency. After a while he turned round +suddenly, and took her by the hand.</p> + +<p>"Well, Mary!" he said.</p> + +<p>"Well, Walter!"</p> + +<p>"What do you mean to do, after all?"</p> + +<p>"What ought I to do?"</p> + +<p>"What ought you to do? You know what you ought to do. Would you marry +a man for whom you have no more regard than you have for this stick, +simply because he is persistent in asking you? No more than you have +for this stick, Mary. What sort of a feeling must it be, when you say +that you would willingly see him married to any other girl to-morrow? +Can that be love?"</p> + +<p>"I have never loved any one better."</p> + +<p>"And never will?"</p> + +<p>"How can I say? It seems to me that I haven't got the feeling that +other girls have. I want some one to love me;—I do. I own that. I +want to be first with some one; but I have never found the one yet +that I cared for."</p> + +<p>"You had better wait till you find him," said he, raising himself up +on his arm. "Come, let us get up and go home. You have asked me for +my advice, and I have given it you. Do not throw yourself away upon a +man because other people ask you, and because you think you might as +well oblige them and oblige him. If you do, you will soon live to +repent it. What would you do, if after marrying this man you found +there was some one you could love?"</p> + +<p>"I do not think it would come to that, Walter."</p> + +<p>"How can you tell? How can you prevent its coming to that, except by +loving the man you do marry? You don't care two straws for Mr. +Gilmore; and I cannot understand how you can have the courage to +think of becoming his wife. Let us go home. You have asked my advice, +and you've got it. If you do not take it, I will endeavour to forget +that I gave it you."</p> + +<p>Of course she would take it. She did not tell him so then; but, of +course, he should guide her. With how much more accuracy, with how +much more delicacy of feeling had he understood her position, than +had her other friends! He had sympathised with her at a word. He +spoke to her sternly, severely, almost cruelly. But it was thus that +she had longed to be spoken to by some one who would care enough for +her, would take sufficient interest in her, to be at the trouble so +to advise her. She would trust him as a brother, and his words should +be sweet to her, were they ever so severe.</p> + +<p>They walked together home in silence, and his very manner was stern +to her; but it might be just thus that a loving brother would carry +himself who had counselled his sister wisely, and had not as yet been +assured that his counsel would be taken.</p> + +<p>"Walter," she said, as they neared the town, "I hope you have no +doubt about it."</p> + +<p>"Doubt about what, Mary?"</p> + +<p>"It is quite a matter of course that I shall do as you tell me."</p> + + +<p><a name="c17" id="c17"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XVII.</h3> +<h4>THE MARQUIS OF TROWBRIDGE.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>By the end of September it had come to be pretty well understood that +Sam Brattle must be allowed to go out of prison, unless something in +the shape of fresh evidence should be brought up on the next Tuesday. +There had arisen a very strong feeling in the county on the +subject;—a Brattle feeling, and an anti-Brattle feeling. It might +have been called a Bullhampton feeling and an anti-Bullhampton +feeling, were it not that the biggest man concerned in Bullhampton, +with certain of his hangers-on and dependents, were very clearly of +opinion that Sam Brattle had committed the murder, and that he should +be kept in prison till the period for hanging him might come round. +This very big person was the Marquis of Trowbridge, under whom poor +Farmer Trumbull had held his land, and who now seemed to think that a +murder committed on one of his tenants was almost as bad as insult to +himself. He felt personally angry with Bullhampton, had ideas of +stopping his charities to the parish, and did resolve, then and +there, that he would have nothing to do with a subscription for the +repair of the church, at any rate for the next three years. In making +up his mind on which subject he was, perhaps, a little influenced by +the opinions and narratives of Mr. Puddleham, the Methodist minister +in the village.</p> + +<p>It was not only that Mr. Trumbull had been murdered. So great and +wise a man as Lord Trowbridge would, no doubt, know very well, that +in a free country, such as England, a man could not be specially +protected from the hands of murderers, or others, by the fact of his +being the tenant, or dependent,—by his being in some sort the +possession of a great nobleman. The Marquis's people were all +expected to vote for his candidates, and would soon have ceased to be +the Marquis's people had they failed to do so. They were constrained, +also in many respects, by the terms of their very short leases. They +could not kill a head of game on their farms. They could not sell +their own hay off the land, nor, indeed, any produce other than their +corn or cattle. They were compelled to crop their land in certain +rotation; and could take no other lands than those held under the +Marquis without his leave. In return for all this, they became the +Marquis's people. Each tenant shook hands with the Marquis perhaps +once in three years; and twice a year was allowed to get drunk at the +Marquis's expense—if such was his taste—provided that he had paid +his rent. If the duties were heavy, the privileges were great. So the +Marquis himself felt; and he knew that a mantle of security, of a +certain thickness, was spread upon the shoulders of each of his +people by reason of the tenure which bound them together. But he did +not conceive that this mantle would be proof against the bullet of +the ordinary assassin, or the hammer of the outside ruffian. But here +the case was very different. The hammer had been the hammer of no +outside ruffian. To the best of his lordship's belief,—and in that +belief he was supported by the constabulary of the whole county,—the +hammer had been wielded by a man of Bullhampton,—had been wielded +against his tenant by the son of "a person who holds land under a +gentleman who has some property in the parish." It was thus the +Marquis was accustomed to speak of his neighbour, Mr. Gilmore, who, +in the Marquis's eyes, was a man not big enough to have his tenants +called his people. That such a man as Sam Brattle should have +murdered such a one as Mr. Trumbull, was to the Marquis an insult +rather than an injury; and now it was to be enhanced by the release +of the man from prison, and that by order of a bench of magistrates +on which Mr. Gilmore sat!</p> + +<p>And there was more in it even than all this. It was very well known +at Turnover Park,—the seat of Lord Trowbridge, near Westbury,—that +Mr. Gilmore, the gentleman who held property in his lordship's parish +of Bullhampton, and Mr. Fenwick, who was vicar of the same, were +another Damon and Pythias. Now the ladies at Turnover, who were much +devoted to the Low Church, had heard and doubtless believed, that our +friend, Mr. Fenwick, was little better than an infidel. When first he +had come into the county, they had been very anxious to make him out +to be a High Churchman, and a story or two about a cross and a +candlestick were fabricated for their gratification. There was at +that time the remnant of a great fight going on between the +Trowbridge people and another great family in the neighbourhood on +this subject; and it would have suited the Ladies Stowte,—John +Augustus Stowte was the Marquis of Trowbridge,—to have enlisted our +parson among their enemies of this class; but the accusation fell so +plump to the ground, was so impossible of support, that they were +obliged to content themselves with knowing that Mr. Fenwick was—an +infidel! To do the Marquis justice, we must declare that he would not +have troubled himself on this score, if Mr. Fenwick would have +submitted himself to become one of his people. The Marquis was master +at home, and the Ladies Sophie and Carolina would have been proud to +entertain Mr. Fenwick by the week together at Turnover, had he been +willing, infidel or believer, to join that faction. But he never +joined that faction, and he was not only the bosom friend of the +"gentleman who owned some land in the parish;" but he was twice more +rebellious than that gentleman himself. He had contradicted the +Marquis flat to his face,—so the Marquis said himself,—when they +met once about some business in the parish; and again, when, in the +Vicar's early days in Bullhampton, some gathering for school-festival +purposes was made in the great home field behind Farmer Trumbull's +house, Mrs. Fenwick misbehaved herself egregiously.</p> + +<p>"Upon my word, she patronised us," said Lady Sophie, laughing. "She +did, indeed! And you know what she was. Her father was just a common +builder at Loring, who made some money by a speculation in bricks and +mortar."</p> + +<p>When Lady Sophie said this she was, no doubt, ignorant of the fact +that Mr. Balfour had been the younger son of a family much more +ancient than her own, that he had taken a double-first at Oxford, had +been a member of half the learned societies in Europe, and had +belonged to two or three of the best clubs in London.</p> + +<p>From all this it will be seen that the Marquis of Trowbridge would be +disposed to think ill of whatever might be done in regard to the +murder by the Gilmore-Fenwick party in the parish. And then there +were tales about for which there was perhaps some foundation, that +the Vicar and the murderer had been very dear friends. It was +certainly believed at Turnover that the Vicar and Sam Brattle had for +years past spent the best part of their Sundays fishing together. +There were tales of rat-killing matches in which they had been +engaged,—originating in the undeniable fact of a certain campaign +against rats at the mill, in which the Vicar had taken an ardent +part. Undoubtedly the destruction of vermin, and, in regard to one +species, its preservation for the sake of destruction,—and the +catching of fish,—and the shooting of birds,—were things lovely in +the Vicar's eyes. He, perhaps, did let his pastoral dignity go a +little by the board, when he and Sam stooped together, each with a +ferret in his hand, grovelling in the dust to get at certain +rat-advantages in the mill. Gilmore, who had seen it, had told him of +this. "I understand it all, old fellow," Fenwick had said to his +friend, "and know very well I have got to choose between two things. +I must be called a hypocrite, or else I must be one. I have no doubt +that as years go on with me I shall see the advantage of choosing the +latter." There were at that time frequent discussions between them on +the same subject, for they were friends who could dare to discuss +each other's modes of life; but the reader need not be troubled +further now with this digression. The position which the Vicar held +in the estimation of the Marquis of Trowbridge will probably be +sufficiently well understood.</p> + +<p>The family at Turnover Park would have thought it a great blessing to +have had a clergyman at Bullhampton with whom they could have +cordially co-operated; but, failing this, they had taken Mr. +Puddleham, the Methodist minister, to their arms. From Mr. Puddleham +they learned parish facts and parish fables, which would never have +reached them but for his assistance. Mr. Fenwick was well aware of +this, and used to declare that he had no objection to it. He would +protest that he could not see why Mr. Puddleham should not get along +in the parish just as well as himself, he having, and meaning to keep +to himself, the slight advantages of the parish church, the +vicarage-house, and the small tithes. Of this he was quite sure, that +Mr. Puddleham's religious teaching was better than none at all; and +he was by no means convinced,—so he said,—that, for some of his +parishioners, Mr. Puddleham was not a better teacher than he himself. +He always shook hands with Mr. Puddleham, though Mr. Puddleham would +never look him in the face, and was quite determined that Mr. +Puddleham should not be a thorn in his side.</p> + +<p>In this matter of Sam Brattle's imprisonment and now intended +liberation, tidings from the parish were doubtless conveyed by Mr. +Puddleham to Turnover,—probably not direct, but still in such a +manner that the great people at Turnover knew to whom they were +indebted. Now Mr. Gilmore had certainly, from the first, been by no +means disposed to view favourably the circumstances attaching to Sam +Brattle on that Saturday night. When the great blow fell on the +Brattle family, his demeanour to them was changed, and he forgave the +miller's contumacy; but he had always thought that Sam had been +guilty. The parson had from the first regarded the question with +great doubt, but, nevertheless, his opinion too had at first been +averse to Sam. Even now, when he was so resolute that Sam should be +released, he founded his demand, not on Sam's innocence, but on the +absence of any evidence against him.</p> + +<p>"He's entitled to fair play, Harry," he would say to Gilmore, "and he +is not getting it, because there is a prejudice against him. You hear +what that old ass, Sir Thomas, says."</p> + +<p>"Sir Thomas is a very good magistrate."</p> + +<p>"If he don't take care, he'll find himself in trouble for keeping the +lad locked up without authority. Is there a juryman in the country +would find him guilty because he was lying in the old man's ditch a +week before?" In this way Gilmore also became a favourer of Sam's +claim to be released; and at last it came to be understood that on +the next Tuesday he would be released, unless further evidence should +be forthcoming.</p> + +<p>And then it came to pass that a certain very remarkable meeting took +place in the parish. Word was brought to Mr. Gilmore on Monday, the +5th October, that the Marquis of Trowbridge was to be at the Church +Farm,—poor Trumbull's farm,—on that day at noon, and that his +lordship thought that it might be expedient that he and Mr. Gilmore +should meet on the occasion. There was no note, but the message was +brought by Mr. Packer, a sub-agent, one of the Marquis's people, with +whom Mr. Gilmore was very well acquainted.</p> + +<p>"I'll walk down about that time, Packer," said Mr. Gilmore, "and +shall be very happy to see his lordship."</p> + +<p>Now the Marquis never sat as a magistrate at the Heytesbury bench, +and had not been present on any of the occasions on which Sam had +been examined; nor had Mr. Gilmore seen the Marquis since the +murder,—nor, for the matter of that, for the last twelve months. Mr. +Gilmore had just finished breakfast when the news was brought to him, +and he thought he might as well walk down and see Fenwick first. His +interview with the parson ended in a promise that he, Fenwick, would +also look in at the farm.</p> + +<p>At twelve o'clock the Marquis was seated in the old farmer's +arm-chair, in the old farmer's parlour. The house was dark and +gloomy, never having been altogether opened since the murder. With +the Marquis was Packer, who was standing, and the Marquis was +pretending to cast his eye over one or two books which had been +brought to him. He had been taken all over the house; had stood +looking at the bed where the old man lay when he was attacked, as +though he might possibly discover, if he looked long enough, +something that would reveal the truth; had gazed awe-struck at the +spot on which the body had been found, and had taken occasion to +remark to himself that the house was a good deal out of order. The +Marquis was a man nearer seventy than sixty, but very hale, and with +few signs of age. He was short and plump, with hardly any beard on +his face, and short grey hair, of which nothing could be seen when he +wore his hat. His countenance would not have been bad, had not the +weight of his marquisate always been there; nor would his heart have +been bad, had it not been similarly burdened. But he was a silly, +weak, ignorant man, whose own capacity would hardly have procured +bread for him in any trade or profession, had bread not been so +adequately provided for him by his fathers before him.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Gilmore said he would be here at twelve, Packer?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, my lord."</p> + +<p>"And it's past twelve now?"</p> + +<p>"One minute, my lord."</p> + +<p>Then the peer looked again at poor old Trumbull's books.</p> + +<p>"I shall not wait, Packer."</p> + +<p>"No, my lord."</p> + +<p>"You had better tell them to put the horses to."</p> + +<p>"Yes, my lord."</p> + +<p>But just as Packer went out into the passage for the sake of giving +the order he met Mr. Gilmore, and ushered him into the room.</p> + +<p>"Ha! Mr. Gilmore; yes, I am very glad to see you, Mr. Gilmore;" and +the Marquis came forward to shake hands with his visitor. "I thought +it better that you and I should meet about this sad affair in the +parish;—a very sad affair, indeed."</p> + +<p>"It certainly is, Lord Trowbridge; and the mystery makes it more so."</p> + +<p>"I suppose there is no real mystery, Mr. Gilmore? I suppose there can +be no doubt that that unfortunate young man did,—did,—did bear a +hand in it at least?"</p> + +<p>"I think that there is very much doubt, my lord."</p> + +<p>"Do you, indeed? I think there is none,—not the least. And all the +police force are of the same opinion. I have considerable experiences +of my own in these matters; but I should not venture, perhaps, to +express my opinion so confidently, if I were not backed by the +police. You are aware, Mr. Gilmore, that the police are—very—seldom +wrong?"</p> + +<p>"I should be tempted to say that they are very seldom right—except +when the circumstances are all under their noses."</p> + +<p>"I must say I differ from you entirely, Mr. Gilmore. Now, in this +case<span class="nowrap">—"</span> +The Marquis was here interrupted by a knock at the door, and, +before the summons could be answered, the parson entered the room. +And with the parson came Mr. Puddleham. The Marquis had thought that +the parson might, perhaps, intrude; and Mr. Puddleham was in waiting +as a make-weight, should he be wanting. When Mr. Fenwick had met the +minister hanging about the farmyard, he had displayed not the +slightest anger. If Mr. Puddleham chose to come in also, and make +good his doing so before the Marquis, it was nothing to Mr. Fenwick. +The great man looked up, as though he were very much startled and +somewhat offended; but he did at last condescend to shake hands, +first with one clergyman and then with the other, and to ask them to +sit down. He explained that he had come over to make some personal +inquiry into the melancholy matter, and then proceeded with his +opinion respecting Sam Brattle. "From all that I can hear and see," +said his lordship, "I fear there can be no doubt that this murder has +been due to the malignity of a near neighbour."</p> + +<p>"Do you mean the poor boy that is in prison, my lord?" asked the +parson.</p> + +<p>"Of course I do, Mr. Fenwick. The constabulary are of +<span class="nowrap">opinion—"</span></p> + +<p>"We know that, Lord Trowbridge."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps, Mr. Fenwick, you will allow me to express my own ideas. The +constabulary, I say, are of opinion that there is no manner of doubt +that he was one of those who broke into my tenant's house on that +fatal night; and, as I was explaining to Mr. Gilmore when you did us +the honour to join us, in the course of a long provincial experience +I have seldom known the police to be in error."</p> + +<p>"Why, Lord Trowbridge—!"</p> + +<p>"If you please, Mr. Fenwick, I will go on. My time here cannot be +long, and I have a proposition which I am desirous of making to Mr. +Gilmore, as a magistrate acting in this part of the county. Of +course, it is not for me to animadvert upon what the magistrates may +do at the bench to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"I am sure your lordship would make no such animadversion," said Mr. +Gilmore.</p> + +<p>"I do not intend it, for many reasons. But I may go so far as to say +that a demand for the young man's release will be made."</p> + +<p>"He is to be released, I presume, as a matter of course," said the +parson.</p> + +<p>The Marquis made no allusion to this, but went on. "If that be +done,—and I must say that I think no such step would be taken by the +bench at Westbury,—whither will the young man betake himself?"</p> + +<p>"Home to his father, of course," said the parson.</p> + +<p>"Back into this parish, with his paramour, to murder more of my +tenants."</p> + +<p>"My lord, I cannot allow such an unjust statement to be made," said +the parson.</p> + +<p>"I wish to speak for one moment; and I wish it to be remembered that +I am addressing myself especially to your neighbour, Mr. Gilmore, who +has done me the honour of waiting upon me here at my request. I do +not object to your presence, Mr. Fenwick, or to that of any other +gentleman," and the Marquis bowed to Mr. Puddleham, who had stood by +hitherto without speaking a word; "but, if you please, I must carry +out the purpose that has brought me here. I shall think it very sad +indeed, if this young man be allowed to take up his residence in the +parish after what has taken place."</p> + +<p>"His father has a house here," said Mr. Gilmore.</p> + +<p>"I am aware of the fact," said the Marquis. "I believe that the young +man's father holds a mill from you, and some few acres of land?"</p> + +<p>"He has a very nice farm."</p> + +<p>"So be it. We will not quarrel about terms. I believe there is no +lease?—though, of course, that is no business of mine."</p> + +<p>"I must say that it is not, my lord," said Mr. Gilmore, who was +waxing wrothy and becoming very black about the brows.</p> + +<p>"I have just said so; but I suppose you will admit that I have some +interest in this parish? I presume that these two gentlemen, who are +God's ministers here, will acknowledge that it is my duty, as the +owner of the greater part of the parish, to interfere?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly, my lord," said Mr. Puddleham.</p> + +<p>Mr. Fenwick said nothing. He sat, or rather leant, against the edge +of a table, and smiled. His brow was not black, like that of his +friend; but Gilmore, who knew him, and who looked into his face, +began to fear that the Marquis would be addressed before long in +terms stronger than he himself, Mr. Gilmore, would approve.</p> + +<p>"And when I remember," continued his lordship, "that the unfortunate +man who has fallen a victim had been for nearly half a century a +tenant of myself and of my family, and that he was foully murdered on +my own property,—dragged from his bed in the middle of the night, +and ruthlessly slaughtered in this very house in which I am sitting, +and that this has been done in a parish of which I own, I think, +something over <span class="nowrap">two-thirds—"</span></p> + +<p>"Two thousand and two acres out of two thousand nine hundred and +ten," said Mr. Puddleham.</p> + +<p>"I suppose so. Well, Mr. Puddleham, you need not have interrupted +me."</p> + +<p>"I beg pardon, my lord."</p> + +<p>"What I mean to say is this, Mr. Gilmore,—that you should take steps +to prevent that young man's return among our people. You should +explain to the father that it cannot be allowed. From what I hear, it +would be no loss if the whole family left the parish. I am told that +one of the daughters is a—prostitute."</p> + +<p>"It is too true, my lord," said Mr. Puddleham.</p> + +<p>The parson turned round and looked at his colleague, but said +nothing. It was one of the principles of his life that he wouldn't +quarrel with Mr. Puddleham; and at the present moment he certainly +did not wish to waste his anger on so weak an enemy.</p> + +<p>"I think that you should look to this, Mr. Gilmore," said the +Marquis, completing his harangue.</p> + +<p>"I cannot conceive, my lord, what right you have to dictate to me in +such a matter," said Mr. Gilmore.</p> + +<p>"I have not dictated at all; I have simply expressed my opinion," +said the Marquis.</p> + +<p>"Now, my lord, will you allow me for a moment?" said Mr. Fenwick. "In +the first place, if Sam Brattle could not find a home at the +mill,—which I hope he will do for many a long year to come,—he +should have one at the Vicarage."</p> + +<p>"I dare say," said the Marquis.</p> + +<p>Mr. Puddleham held up both hands.</p> + +<p>"You might as well hold your tongue, Frank," said Gilmore.</p> + +<p>"It is a matter on which I wish to say a word or two, Harry. I have +been appealed to as one of God's ministers here, and I acknowledge my +responsibility. I never in my life heard any proposition more cruel +or inhuman than that made by Lord Trowbridge. This young man is to be +turned out because a tenant of his lordship has been murdered! He is +to be adjudged to be guilty by us, without any trial, in the absence +of all evidence, in opposition to the decision of the +<span class="nowrap">magistrates—"</span></p> + +<p>"It is not in opposition to the magistrates, sir," said the Marquis.</p> + +<p>"And to be forbidden to return to his own home, simply because Lord +Trowbridge thinks him guilty! My lord, his father's house is his own, +to entertain whom he may please, as much as is yours. And were I to +suggest to you to turn out your daughters, it would be no worse an +offence than your suggesting to Mr. Brattle that he should turn out +his son."</p> + +<p>"My daughters!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, your daughters, my lord."</p> + +<p>"How dare you mention my daughters?"</p> + + +<div class="center"><a name="il6" id="il6"></a> +<table style="margin: 0 auto" cellpadding="4px"> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <a href="images/il6.jpg"> + <img src="images/il6-t.jpg" width="540" + alt="How dare you mention my daughters?" /></a> + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <span class="caption">"How dare you mention my daughters?"<br /> + Click to <a href="images/il6.jpg">ENLARGE</a></span> + </td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + + +<p>"The ladies, I am well aware, are all that is respectable. I have not +the slightest wish that you should ill-use them. But if you desire +that your family concerns should be treated with reserve and +reticence, you had better learn to treat the family affairs of others +in the same way."</p> + +<p>The Marquis by this time was on his feet, and was calling for +Packer,—was calling for his carriage and horses,—was calling on the +very gods to send down their thunder to punish such insolence as +this. He had never heard of the like in all his experience. His +daughters! And then there came across his dismayed mind an idea that +his daughters had been put upon a par with that young murderer, Sam +Brattle,—perhaps even on a par with something worse than this. And +his daughters were such august persons,—old and ugly, it is true, +and almost dowerless in consequence of the nature of the family +settlements and family expenditure. It was an injury and an insult +that Mr. Fenwick should make the slightest allusion to his daughters; +but to talk of them in such a way as this, as though they were mere +ordinary human beings, was not to be endured! The Marquis had +hitherto had his doubts, but now he was quite sure that Mr. Fenwick +was an infidel. "And a very bad sort of infidel, too," as he said to +Lady Carolina on his return home. "I never heard of such conduct in +all my life," said Lord Trowbridge, walking down to his carriage. +"Who can be surprised that there should be murderers and prostitutes +in the parish?"</p> + +<p>"My lord, they don't sit under me," said Mr. Puddleham.</p> + +<p>"I don't care who they sit under," said his lordship.</p> + +<p>As they walked away together, Mr. Fenwick had just a word to say to +Mr. Puddleham. "My friend," he said, "you were quite right about his +lordship's acres."</p> + +<p>"Those are the numbers," said Mr. Puddleham.</p> + +<p>"I mean that you were quite right to make the observation. Facts are +always valuable, and I am sure Lord Trowbridge was obliged to you. +But I think you were a little wrong as to another statement."</p> + +<p>"What statement, Mr. Fenwick?"</p> + +<p>"What you said about poor Carry Brattle. You don't know it as a +fact."</p> + +<p>"Everybody says so."</p> + +<p>"How do you know she has not married, and become an honest woman?"</p> + +<p>"It is possible, of course. Though as for that,—when a young woman +has once gone <span class="nowrap">astray—"</span></p> + +<p>"As did Mary Magdalene, for instance!"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Fenwick, it was a very bad case."</p> + +<p>"And isn't my case very bad,—and yours? Are we not in a bad +way,—unless we believe and repent? Have we not all so sinned as to +deserve eternal punishment?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly, Mr. Fenwick."</p> + +<p>"Then there can't be much difference between her and us. She can't +deserve more than eternal punishment. If she believes and repents, +all her sins will be white as snow."</p> + +<p>"Certainly, Mr. Fenwick."</p> + +<p>"Then speak of her as you would of any other sister or brother,—not +as a thing that must be always vile because she has fallen once. +Women will so speak,—and other men. One sees something of a reason +for it. But you and I, as Christian ministers, should never allow +ourselves to speak so thoughtlessly of sinners. Good morning, Mr. +Puddleham."</p> + + +<p><a name="c18" id="c18"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XVIII.</h3> +<h4>BLANK PAPER.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>Early in October Captain Marrable was called up to town by letters +from Messrs. Block and Curling, and according to promise wrote +various letters to Mary Lowther, telling her of the manner in which +his business progressed. All of these letters were shown to Aunt +Sarah,—and would have been shown to Parson John were it not that +Parson John declined to read them. But though the letters were purely +cousinly,—just such letters as a brother might write,—yet Miss +Marrable thought that they were dangerous. She did not say so; but +she thought that they were dangerous. Of late Mary had spoken no word +of Mr. Gilmore; and Aunt Sarah, through all this silence, was able to +discover that Mr. Gilmore's prospects were not becoming brighter. +Mary herself, having quite made up her mind that Mr. Gilmore's +prospects, so far as she was concerned, were all over, could not +decide how and when she should communicate the resolve to her lover. +According to her present agreement with him, she was to write to him +at once should she accept any other offer; and was to wait for six +months if this should not be the case. Certainly, there was no rival +in the field, and therefore she did not quite know whether she ought +or ought not to write at once in her present circumstances of assured +determination. She soon told herself that in this respect also she +would go to her new-found brother for advice. She would ask him, and +do just as he might bid her. Had he not already proved how fit a +person he was to give advice on such a subject?</p> + +<p>After an absence of ten days he came home, and nothing could exceed +Mary's anxiety as to the tidings which he should bring with him. She +endeavoured not to be selfish about the matter; but she could not but +acknowledge that, even as regarded herself, the difference between +his going to India or staying at home was so great as to affect the +whole colour of her life. There was, perhaps, something of the +feeling of being subject to desertion about her, as she remembered +that in giving up Mr. Gilmore she must also give up the Fenwicks. She +could not hope to go to Bullhampton again, at least for many a long +day. She would be very much alone if her new brother were to leave +her now. On the morning after his arrival he came up to them at +Uphill, and told them that the matter was almost settled. Messrs. +Block and Curling had declared that it was as good as settled; the +money would be saved, and there would be, out of the £20,000 which he +had inherited, something over £4000 for him; so that he need not +return to India. He was in very high spirits, and did not speak a +word of his father's iniquities.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Walter, what a joy!" said Mary, with the tears streaming from +her eyes.</p> + +<p>He took her by both her hands, and kissed her forehead. At that +moment Aunt Sarah was not in the room.</p> + +<p>"I am so very, very happy," she said, pressing her little hands +against his.</p> + +<p>Why should he not kiss her? Was he not her brother? And then, before +he went, she remembered she had something special to tell +him;—something to ask him. Would he not walk with her that evening? +Of course he would walk with her.</p> + +<p>"Mary, dear," said her aunt, putting her little arm round her niece's +waist, and embracing her, "don't fall in love with Walter."</p> + +<p>"How can you say anything so foolish, Aunt Sarah?"</p> + +<p>"It would be very foolish to do so."</p> + +<p>"You don't understand how completely different it is. Do you think I +could be so intimate with him as I am if anything of the kind were +possible?"</p> + +<p>"I do not know how that may be."</p> + +<p>"Do not begrudge it me because I have found a cousin that I can love +almost as I would a brother. There has never been anybody yet for +whom I could have that sort of feeling."</p> + +<p>Aunt Sarah, whatever she might think, had not the heart to repeat her +caution; and Mary, quite happy and contented with herself, put on her +hat to run down the hill and meet her cousin at the great gates of +the Lowtown Rectory. Why should he be dragged up the hill, to escort +a cousin down again? This arrangement had, therefore, been made +between them.</p> + +<p>For the first mile or two the talk was all about Messrs. Block and +Curling and the money. Captain Marrable was so full of his own +purposes, and so well contented that so much should be saved to him +out of the fortune he had lost, that he had, perhaps, forgotten that +Mary required more advice. But when they had come to the spot on +which they had before sat, she bade him stop and seat himself.</p> + +<p>"And now what is it?" he said, as he rolled himself comfortably close +to her side. She told her story, and explained her doubts, and asked +for the revelations of his wisdom. "Are you quite sure about the +propriety of this, Mary?" he said.</p> + +<p>"The propriety of what, Walter?"</p> + +<p>"Giving up a man who loves you so well, and who has so much to +offer?"</p> + +<p>"What was it you said yourself? Sure! Of course I am sure. I am quite +sure. I do not love him. Did I not tell you that there could be no +doubt after what you said?"</p> + +<p>"I did not mean that my words should be so powerful."</p> + +<p>"They were powerful; but, independently of that, I am quite sure now. +If I could do it myself, I should be false to him. I know that I do +not love him." He was not looking at her where he was lying, but was +playing with a cigar-case which he had taken out, as though he were +about to resume his smoking. But he did not open the case, or look +towards her, or say a word to her. Two minutes had perhaps passed +before she spoke again. "I suppose it would be best that I should +write to him at once?"</p> + +<p>"There is no one else, then, you care for, Mary?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"No one," she said, as though the question were nothing.</p> + +<p>"It is all blank paper with you?"</p> + + +<div class="center"><a name="il7" id="il7"></a> +<table style="margin: 0 auto" cellpadding="4px"> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <a href="images/il7.jpg"> + <img src="images/il7-t.jpg" height="500" + alt="It is all blank paper with you?" /></a> + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <span class="caption">"It is all blank paper with you?"<br /> + Click to <a href="images/il7.jpg">ENLARGE</a></span> + </td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + + +<p>"Quite blank," she said, and laughed. "Do you know, I almost think it +always will be blank."</p> + +<p>"By G——! it is not blank with me," he said, springing +up and jumping to his feet. She stared at him, not in the least +understanding what he meant, not dreaming even that he was about to +tell her his love secrets in reference to another. "I wonder what you +think I'm made of, Mary;—whether you imagine I have any affection to +bestow?"</p> + +<p>"I do not in the least understand."</p> + +<p>"Look here, dear," and he knelt down beside her as he spoke, "it is +simply this, that you have become to me more than all the +world;—that I love you better than my own soul;—that your beauty +and sweetness, and soft, darling touch, are everything to me. And +then you come to me for advice! I can only give you one bit of advice +now, Mary."</p> + +<p>"And what is that?"</p> + +<p>"Love me."</p> + +<p>"I do love you."</p> + +<p>"Ay, but love me and be my wife."</p> + +<p>She had to think of it; but she knew from the first moment that the +thinking of it was a delight to her. She did not quite understand at +first that her chosen brother might become her lover, with no other +feeling than that of joy and triumph; and yet there was a +consciousness that no other answer but one was possible. In the first +place, to refuse him anything, asked in love, would be impossible. +She could not say No to him. She had struggled often in reference to +Mr. Gilmore, and had found it impossible to say Yes. There was now +the same sort of impossibility in regard to the No. She couldn't +blacken herself with such a lie. And yet, though she was sure of +this, she was so astounded by his declaration, so carried off her +legs by the alteration in her position, so hard at work within +herself with her new endeavour to change the aspect in which she must +look at the man, that she could not even bring herself to think of +answering him. If he would only sit down near her for awhile,—very +near,—and not speak to her, she thought that she would be happy. +Everything else was forgotten. Aunt Sarah's caution, Janet Fenwick's +anger, poor Gilmore's sorrow,—of all these she thought not at all, +or only allowed her mind to dwell on them as surrounding trifles, of +which it would be necessary that she, that they—they two who were +now all in all to each other—must dispose; as they must, also, of +questions of income, and such like little things. She was without a +doubt. The man was her master, and had her in his keeping, and of +course she would obey him. But she must settle her voice, and let her +pulses become calm, and remember herself before she could tell him +so. "Sit down again, Walter," she said at last.</p> + +<p>"Why should I sit?"</p> + +<p>"Because I ask you. Sit down, Walter."</p> + +<p>"No. I understand how wise you will be, and how cold; and I +understand, too, what a fool I have been."</p> + +<p>"Walter, will you not come when I ask you?"</p> + +<p>"Why should I sit?"</p> + +<p>"That I may try to tell you how dearly I love you."</p> + +<p>He did not sit, but he threw himself at her feet, and buried his face +upon her lap. There were but few more words spoken then. When it +comes to this, that a pair of lovers are content to sit and rub their +feathers together like two birds, there is not much more need of +talking. Before they had arisen, her fingers had been playing through +his curly hair, and he had kissed her lips and cheeks as well as her +forehead. She had begun to feel what it was to have a lover and to +love him. She could already talk to him almost as though he were a +part of herself, could whisper to him little words of nonsense, could +feel that everything of hers was his, and everything of his was hers. +She knew more clearly now even than she had done before that she had +never loved Mr. Gilmore, and never could have loved him. And that +other doubt had been solved for her. "Do you know," she had said, not +yet an hour ago, "that I think it always will be blank." And now +every spot of the canvas was covered.</p> + +<p>"We must go home now," she said at last.</p> + +<p>"And tell Aunt Sarah," he replied, laughing.</p> + +<p>"Yes, and tell Aunt Sarah;—but not to-night. I can do nothing +to-night but think about it. Oh, Walter, I am so happy!"</p> + + +<p><a name="c19" id="c19"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XIX.</h3> +<h4>SAM BRATTLE RETURNS HOME.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>The Tuesday's magistrates' meeting had come off at Heytesbury, and +Sam Brattle had been discharged. Mr. Jones had on this occasion +indignantly demanded that his client should be set free without bail; +but to this the magistrates would not assent. The attorney attempted +to demonstrate to them that they could not require bail for the +reappearance of an accused person, when that accused person was +discharged simply because there was no evidence against him. But to +this exposition of the law Sir Thomas and his brother magistrates +would not listen. "If the other persons should at last be taken, and +Brattle should not then be forthcoming, justice would suffer," said +Sir Thomas. County magistrates, as a rule, are more conspicuous for +common sense and good instincts than for sound law; and Mr. Jones +may, perhaps, have been right in his view of the case. Nevertheless +bail was demanded, and was not forthcoming without considerable +trouble. Mr. Jay, the ironmonger at Warminster, declined. When spoken +to on the subject by Mr. Fenwick, he declared that the feeling among +the gentry was so strong against his brother-in-law, that he could +not bring himself to put himself forward. He couldn't do it for the +sake of his family. When Fenwick promised to make good the money +risk, Jay declared that the difficulty did not lie there. "There's +the Marquis, and Sir Thomas, and Squire Greenthorne, and our parson, +all say, sir, as how he shouldn't be bailed at all. And then, sir, if +one has a misfortune belonging to one, one doesn't want to flaunt it +in everybody's face, sir." And there was trouble, too, with George +Brattle from Fordingbridge. George Brattle was a prudent, +hard-headed, hard-working man, not troubled with much sentiment, and +caring very little what any one could say of him as long as his rent +was paid; but he had taken it into his head that Sam was guilty, that +he was at any rate a thoroughly bad fellow who should be turned out +of the Brattle nest, and that no kindness was due to him. With the +farmer, however, Mr. Fenwick did prevail, and then the parson became +the other bondsman himself. He had been strongly advised,—by +Gilmore, by Gilmore's uncle, the prebendary at Salisbury, and by +others,—not to put himself forward in this position. The favour +which he had shown to the young man had not borne good results either +for the young man or for himself; and it would be unwise,—so said +his friends,—to subject his own name to more remark than was +necessary. He had so far assented as to promise not to come forward +himself, if other bailsmen could be procured. But, when the +difficulty came, he offered himself, and was, of necessity, accepted.</p> + +<p>When Sam was released, he was like a caged animal who, when liberty +is first offered to him, does not know how to use it. He looked about +him in the hall of the Court House, and did not at first seem +disposed to leave it. The constable had asked him whether he had +means of getting home, to which he replied, that "it wasn't no more +than a walk." Dinner was offered to him by the constable, but this he +refused, and then he stood glaring about him. After a while Gilmore +and Fenwick came up to him, and the Squire was the first to speak. +"Brattle," he said, "I hope you will now go home, and remain there +working with your father for the present."</p> + +<p>"I don't know nothing about that," said the lad, not deigning to look +at the Squire.</p> + +<p>"Sam, pray go home at once," said the parson. "We have done what we +could for you, and you should not oppose us."</p> + +<p>"Mr. Fenwick, if you tells me to go to—to—to,"—he was going to +mention some very bad place, but was restrained by the parson's +presence,—"if you tells me to go anywheres, I'll go."</p> + +<p>"That's right. Then I tell you to go to the mill."</p> + +<p>"I don't know as father'll let me in," said he, almost breaking into +sobs as he spoke.</p> + +<p>"That he will, heartily. Do you tell him that you had a word or two +with me here, and that I'll come up and call on him to-morrow." Then +he put his hand into his pocket, and whispering something, offered +the lad money. But Sam turned away, and shook his head, and walked +off. "I don't believe that that fellow had any more to do with it +than you or I," said Fenwick.</p> + +<p>"I don't know what to believe," said Gilmore. "Have you heard that +the Marquis is in the town? Greenthorne just told me so."</p> + +<p>"Then I had better get out of it, for Heytesbury isn't big enough for +the two of us. Come, you've done here, and we might as well jog +home."</p> + +<p>Gilmore dined at the Vicarage that evening, and of course the day's +work was discussed. The quarrel, too, which had taken place at the +farmhouse had only yet been in part described to Mrs. Fenwick. "Do +you know I feel half triumphant and half frightened," Mrs. Fenwick +said to the Squire. "I know that the Marquis is an old fool, +imperious, conceited, and altogether unendurable when he attempts to +interfere. And yet I have a kind of feeling that because he is a +Marquis, and because he owns two thousand and so many acres in the +parish, and because he lives at Turnover Park, one ought to hold him +in awe."</p> + +<p>"Frank didn't hold him in awe yesterday," said the Squire.</p> + +<p>"He holds nothing in awe," said the wife.</p> + +<p>"You wrong me there, Janet. I hold you in great awe, and every lady +in Wiltshire more or less;—and I think I may say every woman. And I +would hold him in a sort of awe, too, if he didn't drive me beyond +myself by his mixture of folly and pride."</p> + +<p>"He can do us a great deal of mischief, you know," said Mrs. Fenwick.</p> + +<p>"What he can do, he will do," said the parson. "He even gave me a bad +name, no doubt; but I fancy he was generous enough to me in that way +before yesterday. He will now declare that I am the Evil One himself, +and people won't believe that. A continued persistent enmity, always +at work, but kept within moderate bounds, is more dangerous +now-a-days, than a hot fever of revengeful wrath. The Marquis can't +send out his men-at-arms and have me knocked on the head, or cast +into a dungeon. He can only throw mud at me, and the more he throws +at once, the less will reach me."</p> + +<p>As to Sam, they were agreed that, whether he were innocent or guilty, +the old miller should be induced to regard him as innocent, as far as +their joint exertion in that direction might avail.</p> + +<p>"He is innocent before the law till he has been proved to be guilty," +said the Squire.</p> + +<p>"Then of course there can be nothing wrong in telling his father that +he is innocent," said the lady.</p> + +<p>The Squire did not quite admit this, and the parson smiled as he +heard the argument; but they both acknowledged that it would be right +to let it be considered throughout the parish that Sam was to be +regarded as blameless for that night's transaction. Nevertheless, Mr. +Gilmore's mind on the subject was not changed.</p> + +<p>"Have you heard from Loring?" the Squire asked Mrs. Fenwick as he got +up to leave the Vicarage.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes,—constantly. She is quite well, Mr. Gilmore."</p> + +<p>"I sometimes think that I'll go off and have a look at her."</p> + +<p>"I'm sure both she and her aunt would be glad to see you."</p> + +<p>"But would it be wise?"</p> + +<p>"If you ask me, I am bound to say that I think it would not be wise. +If I were you, I would leave her for awhile. Mary is as good as gold, +but she is a woman; and, like other women, the more she is sought, +the more difficult she will be."</p> + +<p>"It always seems to me," said Mr. Gilmore, "that to be successful in +love, a man should not be in love at all; or, at any rate, he should +hide it." Then he went off home alone, feeling on his heart that +pernicious load of a burden which comes from the unrestrained longing +for some good thing which cannot be attained. It seemed to him now +that nothing in life would be worth a thought if Mary Lowther should +continue to say him nay; and it seemed to him, too, that unless the +yea were said very quickly, all his aptitudes for enjoyment would be +worn out of him.</p> + +<p>On the next morning, immediately after breakfast, Mr. and Mrs. +Fenwick walked down to the mill together. They went through the +village, and thence by a pathway down to a little foot-bridge, and so +along the river side. It was a beautiful October morning, the 7th of +October, and Fenwick talked of the pheasants. Gilmore, though he was +a sportsman, and shot rabbits and partridges about his own property, +and went occasionally to shooting-parties at a distance, preserved no +game. There had been some old unpleasantness about the Marquis's +pheasants, and he had given it up. There could be no doubt that his +property in the parish being chiefly low lying lands and water meads +unfit for coverts, was not well disposed for preserving pheasants, +and that in shooting he would more likely shoot Lord Trowbridge's +birds than his own. But it was equally certain that Lord Trowbridge's +pheasants made no scruple of feeding on his land. Nevertheless, he +had thought it right to give up all idea of keeping up a head of game +for his own use in Bullhampton.</p> + +<p>"Upon my word, if I were you, Gilmore," said the parson, as a bird +rose from the ground close at their feet, "I should cease to be nice +about the shooting after what happened yesterday."</p> + +<p>"You don't mean that you would retaliate, Frank?"</p> + +<p>"I think I should."</p> + +<p>"Is that good parson's law?"</p> + +<p>"It's very good squire's law. And as for that doctrine of +non-retaliation, a man should be very sure of his own motives before +he submits to it. If a man be quite certain that he is really +actuated by a Christian's desire to forgive, it may be all very well; +but if there be any admixture of base alloy in his gold, if he allows +himself to think that he may avoid the evils of pugnacity, and have +things go smooth for him here, and become a good Christian by the +same process, why then I think he is likely to fall to the ground +between two stools." Had Lord Trowbridge heard him, his lordship +would now have been quite sure that Mr. Fenwick was an infidel.</p> + +<p>They had both doubted whether Sam would be found at the mill; but +there he was, hard at work among the skeleton timbers, when his +friends reached the place.</p> + +<p>"I am glad to see you at home again, Sam," said Mrs. Fenwick, with +something, however, of an inner feeling that perhaps she might be +saluting a murderer.</p> + +<p>Sam touched his cap, but did not utter a word, or look away from his +work. They passed on amidst the heaps in front of the mill, and came +to the porch before the cottage. Here, as had been his wont in all +these idle days, the miller was sitting with a pipe in his mouth. +When he saw the lady he got up and ducked his head, and then sat down +again. "If your wife is here, I'll just step in, Mr. Brattle," said +Mrs. Fenwick.</p> + +<p>"She be there, ma'am," said the miller, pointing towards the kitchen +window with his head. So Mrs. Fenwick lifted the latch and entered. +The parson sat himself down by the miller's side.</p> + +<p>"I am heartily glad, Mr. Brattle, that Sam is back with you here once +again."</p> + +<p>"He be there, at work among the rest o' 'em," said the miller.</p> + +<p>"I saw him as I came along. I hope he will remain here now."</p> + +<p>"I can't say, Muster Fenwick."</p> + +<p>"But he intends to do so?"</p> + +<p>"I can't say, Muster Fenwick."</p> + +<p>"Would it not be well that you should ask him?"</p> + +<p>"Not as I knows on, Muster Fenwick."</p> + +<p>It was manifest enough that the old man had not spoken to his son on +the subject of the murder, and that there was no confidence,—at +least, no confidence that had been expressed,—between the father and +the son. No one had as yet heard the miller utter any opinion as to +Sam's innocence or his guilt. This of itself seemed to the clergyman +to be a very terrible condition for two persons who were so closely +united, and who were to live together, work together, eat together, +and have mutual interests.</p> + +<p>"I hope, Mr. Brattle," he said, "that you give Sam the full benefit +of his discharge."</p> + +<p>"He'll get his vittles and his bed, and a trifle of wages if he works +for 'em."</p> + +<p>"I didn't mean that. I'm quite sure you wouldn't see him want a +comfortable home, as long as you have one to give him."</p> + +<p>"There ain't much comfort about it now."</p> + +<p>"I was speaking of your own opinion of the deed that was done. My own +opinion is that Sam had nothing to do with it."</p> + +<p>"I'm sure I can't say, Muster Fenwick."</p> + +<p>"But it would be a comfort to you to think that he is innocent."</p> + +<p>"I ain't no comfort in talking about it,—not at all,—and I'd +rayther not, if it's all one to you, Muster Fenwick."</p> + +<p>"I will not ask another question, but I'll repeat my own opinion, Mr. +Brattle. I don't believe that he had anything more to do with the +robbery or the murder, than I had."</p> + +<p>"I hope not, Muster Fenwick. Murder is a terrible crime. And now, if +you'll tell me how much it was you paid the lawyer at +<span class="nowrap">Heytesbury—"</span></p> + +<p>"I cannot say as yet. It will be some trifle. You need not trouble +yourself about that."</p> + +<p>"But I mean to pay 'un, Muster Fenwick. I can pay my way as yet, +though it's hard enough at times." The parson was obliged to promise +that Mr. Jones's bill of charges should be sent to him, and then he +called his wife, and they left the mill. Sam was still up among the +timbers, and had not once come down while the visitors were in the +cottage. Mrs. Fenwick had been more successful with the women than +the parson had been with the father. She had taken upon herself to +say that she thoroughly believed Sam to be innocent, and they had +thanked her with many protestations of gratitude.</p> + +<p>They did not go back by the way they had come, but went up to the +road, which they crossed, and thence to some outlying cottages which +were not very far from Hampton Privets House. From these cottages +there was a path across the fields back to Bullhampton, which led by +the side of a small wood belonging to the Marquis. There was a good +deal of woodland just here, and this special copse, called Hampton +bushes, was known to be one of the best pheasant coverts in that part +of the country. Whom should they meet, standing on the path, armed +with his gun, and with his keeper behind him armed with another, than +the Marquis of Trowbridge himself. They had heard a shot or two, but +they had thought nothing of it, or they would have gone back to the +road. "Don't speak," said the parson, as he walked on quickly with +his wife on his arm. The Marquis stood and scowled; but he had the +breeding of a gentleman, and when Mrs. Fenwick was close to him, he +raised his hat. The parson also raised his, the lady bowed, and then +they passed on without a word. "I had no excuse for doing so, or I +would certainly have told him that Sam Brattle was comfortably at +home with his father," said the parson.</p> + +<p>"How you do like a fight, Frank!"</p> + +<p>"If it's stand up, and all fair, I don't dislike it."</p> + + +<p><a name="c20" id="c20"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XX.</h3> +<h4>I HAVE A JUPITER OF MY OWN NOW.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>When Mary Lowther returned home from the last walk with her cousin +that has been mentioned, she was quite determined that she would not +disturb her happiness on that night by the task of telling her +engagement to her aunt. It must, of course, be told, and that at +once; and it must be told also to Parson John; and a letter must be +written to Janet; and another, which would be very difficult in the +writing, to Mr. Gilmore; and she must be prepared to bear a certain +amount of opposition from all her friends; but for the present +moment, she would free herself from these troubles. To-morrow, after +breakfast, she would tell her aunt. To-morrow, at lunch-time, Walter +would come up to the lane as her accepted lover. And then, after +lunch, after due consultation with him and with Aunt Sarah, the +letter should be written.</p> + +<p>She had solved, at any rate, one doubt, and had investigated one +mystery. While conscious of her own coldness towards Mr. Gilmore, she +had doubted whether she was capable of loving a man, of loving him as +Janet Fenwick loved her husband. Now she would not admit to herself +that any woman that ever lived adored a man more thoroughly than she +adored Walter Marrable. It was sweet to her to see and to remember +the motions of his body. When walking by his side she could hardly +forbear to touch him with her shoulder. When parting from him it was +a regret to her to take her hand from his. And she told herself that +all this had come to her in the course of one morning's walk, and +wondered at it,—that her heart should be a thing capable of being +given away so quickly. It had, in truth, been given away quickly +enough, though the work had not been done in that one morning's walk. +She had been truly honest, to herself and to others, when she said +that her cousin Walter was and should be a brother to her; but had +her new brother, in his brotherly confidence, told her that his heart +was devoted to some other woman, she would have suffered a blow, +though she would never have confessed even to herself that she +suffered. On that evening, when she reached home, she said very +little.</p> + +<p>She was so tired. Might she go to bed? "What, at nine o'clock?" asked +Aunt Sarah.</p> + +<p>"I'll stay up, if you wish it," said Mary.</p> + +<p>But before ten she was alone in her own chamber, sitting in her own +chair, with her arms folded, feeling, rather than thinking, how +divine a thing it was to be in love. What could she not do for him? +What would she not endure to have the privilege of living with him? +What other good fortune in life could be equal to this good fortune? +Then she thought of her relations with Mr. Gilmore, and shuddered as +she remembered how near she had been to accepting him. "It would have +been so wrong. And yet I did not see it! With him I am sure that it +is right, for I feel that in going to him I can be every bit his +own."</p> + +<p>So she thought, and so she dreamed; and then the morning came, and +she had to go down to her aunt. She ate her breakfast almost in +silence, having resolved that she would tell her story the moment +breakfast was over. She had, over night, and while she was in bed, +studiously endeavoured not to con any mode of telling it. Up to the +moment at which she rose her happiness was, if possible, to be +untroubled. But while she dressed herself, she endeavoured to arrange +her plans. She at last came to the conclusion that she could do it +best without any plan.</p> + +<p>As soon as Aunt Sarah had finished her breakfast, and just as she was +about to proceed, according to her morning custom, down-stairs to the +kitchen, Mary spoke. "Aunt Sarah, I have something to tell you. I may +as well bring it out at once. I am engaged to marry Walter Marrable." +Aunt Sarah immediately let fall the sugar-tongs, and stood +speechless. "Dear aunt, do not look as if you were displeased. Say a +kind word to me. I am sure you do not think that I have intended to +deceive you."</p> + +<p>"No; I do not think that," said Aunt Sarah.</p> + +<p>"And is that all?"</p> + +<p>"I am very much surprised. It was yesterday that you told me, when I +hinted at this, that he was no more to you than a cousin,—or a +brother."</p> + +<p>"And so I thought; indeed I did. But when he told me how it was with +him, I knew at once that I had only one answer to give. No other +answer was possible. I love him better than anyone else in all the +world. I feel that I can promise to be his wife without the least +reserve or fear. I don't know why it should be so; but it is. I know +I am right in this." Aunt Sarah still stood silent, meditating. +"Don't you think I was right, feeling as I do, to tell him so? I had +before become certain, quite, quite certain that it was impossible to +give any other answer but one to Mr. Gilmore. Dearest aunt, do speak +to me."</p> + +<p>"I do not know what you will have to live upon."</p> + +<p>"It is settled, you know, that he will save four or five thousand +pounds out of his money, and I have got twelve hundred. It is not +much, but it will be just something. Of course he will remain in the +army, and I shall be a soldier's wife. I shall think nothing of going +out to India, if he wishes it; but I don't think he means that. Dear +Aunt Sarah, do say one word of congratulation."</p> + +<p>Aunt Sarah did not know how to congratulate her niece. It seemed to +her that any congratulation must be false and hypocritical. To her +thinking, it would be a most unfitting match. It seemed to her that +such an engagement had been most foolish. She was astonished at +Mary's weakness, and was indignant with Walter Marrable. As regarded +Mary, though she had twice uttered a word or two, intended as a +caution, yet she had never thought it possible that a girl so steady +in her ordinary demeanour, so utterly averse to all flirtation, so +little given to the weakness of feminine susceptibility, would fall +at once into such a quagmire of indiscreet love-troubles. The caution +had been intended, rather in regard to outward appearances, and +perhaps with the view of preventing the possibility of some slight +heart-scratches, than with the idea that danger of this nature was to +be dreaded. As Mr. Gilmore was there as an acknowledged suitor,—a +suitor, as to whose ultimate success Aunt Sarah had her strong +opinions,—it would be well those cousinly-brotherly associations and +confidences should not become so close as to create possible +embarrassment. Such had been the nature of Aunt Sarah's caution; and +now,—in the course of a week or two,—when the young people were in +truth still strangers to each other,—when Mr. Gilmore was still +waiting for his answer,—Mary came to her, and told her that the +engagement was a thing completed! How could she utter a word of +congratulation?</p> + +<p>"You mean, then, to say that you disapprove of it?" said Mary, almost +sternly.</p> + +<p>"I cannot say that I think it wise."</p> + +<p>"I am not speaking of wisdom. Of course, Mr. Gilmore is very much +richer, and all that."</p> + +<p>"You know, Mary, that I would not counsel you to marry a man because +he was rich."</p> + +<p>"That is what you mean when you tell me I am not wise. I tried +it,—with all the power of thought and calculation that I could give +to it, and I found that I could not marry Mr. Gilmore."</p> + +<p>"I am not speaking about that now."</p> + +<p>"You mean that Walter is so poor, that he never should be allowed to +marry."</p> + +<p>"I don't care twopence about Walter."</p> + +<p>"But I do, Aunt Sarah. I care more about him than all the world +beside. I had to think for him."</p> + +<p>"You did not take much time to think."</p> + +<p>"Hardly a minute—and yet it was sufficient." Then she paused, +waiting for her aunt; but it seemed that her aunt had nothing further +to say. "Well," continued Mary, "if it must be so, it must. If you +cannot wish me <span class="nowrap">joy—"</span></p> + +<p>"Dearest, you know well enough that I wish you all happiness."</p> + +<p>"This is my happiness." It seemed to the bewildered old lady that the +whole nature of the girl was altered. Mary was speaking now as might +have spoken some enthusiastic young female who had at last succeeded +in obtaining for herself the possession,—more or less permanent,—of +a young man, after having fed her imagination on novels for the last +five years; whereas Mary Lowther had hitherto, in all moods of her +life, been completely opposite to such feminine ways and doings. +"Very well," continued Mary; "we will say nothing more about it at +present. I am greatly grieved that I have incurred your displeasure; +but I cannot wish it otherwise."</p> + +<p>"I have said nothing of displeasure."</p> + +<p>"Walter is to be up after lunch, and I will only ask that he may not +be received with black looks. If it must be visited as a sin, let it +be visited on me."</p> + +<p>"Mary, that is unkind and ungenerous."</p> + +<p>"If you knew, Aunt Sarah, how I have longed during the night for your +kind voice,—for your sympathy and approval!"</p> + +<p>Aunt Sarah paused again for a moment, and then went down to her +domestic duties without another word.</p> + +<p>In the afternoon Walter came, but Aunt Sarah did not see him. When +Mary went to her the old lady declared that, for the present, it +would be better so. "I do not know what to say to him at present. I +must think of it, and speak to his uncle, and try to find out what +had best be done."</p> + +<p>She was sitting as she said this up in her own room, without even a +book in her hand; in very truth, passing an hour in an endeavour to +decide what, in the present emergency, she ought to say or do. Mary +stooped over her and kissed her, and the aunt returned her niece's +caresses.</p> + +<p>"Do not let you and me quarrel, at any rate," said Miss Marrable. +"Who else is there that I care for? Whose happiness is anything to me +except yours?"</p> + +<p>"Then come to him, and tell him that he also shall be dear to you."</p> + +<p>"No; at any rate, not now. Of course you can marry, Mary, without any +sanction from me. I do not pretend that you owe to me that obedience +which would be due to a mother. But I cannot say,—at least, not +yet,—that such sanction as I have to give can be given to this +engagement. I have a dread that it will come to no good. It grieves +me. I do not forbid you to receive him; but for the present it would +be better that I should not see him."</p> + +<p>"What is her objection?" demanded Walter, with grave indignation.</p> + +<p>"She thinks we shall be poor."</p> + +<p>"Shall we ask her for anything? Of course we shall be poor. For the +present there will be but £300 a year, or thereabouts, beyond my +professional income. A few years back, if so much had been secured, +friends would have thought that everything necessary had been done. +If you are afraid, <span class="nowrap">Mary—"</span></p> + +<p>"You know I am not afraid."</p> + +<p>"What is it to her, then? Of course we shall be poor,—very poor. But +we can live."</p> + +<p>There did come upon Mary Lowther a feeling that Walter spoke of the +necessity of a comfortable income in a manner very different from +that in which he had of late been discussing the same subject ever +since she had known him. He had declared that it was impossible that +he should exist in England as a bachelor on his professional income, +and yet surely he would be poorer as a married man with that £300 a +year added to it, than he would have been without it, and also +without a wife. But what girl that loves a man can be angry with him +for such imprudence and such inconsistency? She had already told him +that she would be ready, if it were necessary, to go with him to +India. She had said so before she went up to her aunt's room. He had +replied that he hoped no such sacrifice would be demanded from her. +"There can be no sacrifice on my part," she had replied, "unless I am +required to give up you." Of course he had taken her in his arms and +kissed her. There are moments in one's life in which not to be +imprudent, not to be utterly, childishly forgetful of all worldly +wisdom, would be to be brutal, inhuman, and devilish. "Had he told +Parson John?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes!"</p> + +<p>"And what does he say?"</p> + +<p>"Just nothing. He raised his eyebrows, and suggested 'that I had +changed my ideas of life.' 'So I have,' I said. 'All right!' he +replied. 'I hope that Block and Curling won't have made any mistake +about the £5000.' That was all he said. No doubt he thinks we're two +fools; but then one's folly won't embarrass him."</p> + +<p>"Nor will it embarrass Aunt Sarah," said Mary.</p> + +<p>"But there is this difference. If we come to grief, Parson John will +eat his dinner without the slightest interference with his appetite +from our misfortunes; but Aunt Sarah would suffer on your account."</p> + +<p>"She would, certainly," said Mary.</p> + +<p>"But we will not come to grief. At any rate, darling, we cannot +consent to be made wise by the prospect of her possible sorrows on +our behalf."</p> + +<p>It was agreed that on that afternoon Mary should write both to Mr. +Gilmore and to Janet Fenwick. She offered to keep her letters, and +show them, when written, to her lover; but he declared that he would +prefer not to see them. "It is enough for me that I triumph," he +said, as he left her. When he had gone, she at once told her aunt +that she would write the letters, and bring that to Mr. Gilmore to be +read by her when they were finished.</p> + +<p>"I would postpone it for awhile, if I were you," said Aunt Sarah.</p> + +<p>But Mary declared that any such delay would be unfair to Mr. Gilmore. +She did write the letters before dinner, and they were as +<span class="nowrap">follows:—</span><br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="noindent"><span class="smallcaps">My dear Mr. Gilmore</span>,</p> + +<p>When last you came down to the Vicarage to see me I +promised you, as you may perhaps remember, that if it +should come to pass that I should engage myself to any +other man, I would at once let you know that it was so. I +little thought then that I should so soon be called upon +to keep my promise. I will not pretend that the writing of +this letter is not very painful to me; but I know that it +is my duty to write it, and to put an end to a suspense +which you have been good enough to feel on my account. You +have, I think, heard the name of my cousin, Captain Walter +Marrable, who returned from India two or three months ago. +I found him staying here with his uncle, the clergyman, +and now I am engaged to be his wife.</p> + +<p>Perhaps it would be better that I should say nothing more +than this, and that I should leave myself and my character +and name to your future kindness,—or unkindness,—without +any attempt to win the former or to decry the latter; but +you have been to me ever so good and noble that I cannot +bring myself to be so cold and short. I have always felt +that your preference for me has been a great honour to me. +I have appreciated your esteem most highly, and have +valued your approbation more than I have been able to say. +If it could be possible that I should in future have your +friendship, I should value it more than that of any other +person. God bless you, Mr. Gilmore. I shall always hope +that you may be happy, and I shall hear with delight any +tidings which may seem to show that you are so.</p> + +<p class="noindent"><span class="ind6">Pray believe that I am</span><br /> +<span class="ind10">Your most sincere friend,</span></p> + +<p class="ind15"><span class="smallcaps">Mary Lowther</span>.</p> + +<p class="noindent">I have thought it best +to tell Janet Fenwick what I have done.</p> + +<p> </p> + + +<p class="jright">Loring, Thursday.</p> + +<p class="noindent"><span class="smallcaps">Dearest Janet</span>,</p> + +<p>I wonder what you will say to my news? But you must not +scold me. Pray do not scold me. It could never, never have +been as you wanted. I have engaged myself to marry my +cousin, Captain Walter Marrable, who is a nephew of Sir +Gregory Marrable, and a son of Colonel Marrable. We shall +be very poor, having not more than £300 a-year above his +pay as a captain; but if he had nothing, I think I should +do the same. Do you remember how I used to doubt whether I +should ever have that sort of love for a man for which I +used to envy you? I don't envy you any longer, and I don't +regard Mr. Fenwick as being nearly so divine as I used to +do. I have a Jupiter of my own now, and need envy no woman +the reality of her love.</p> + +<p>I have written to Mr. Gilmore by the same post as will +take this, and have just told him the bare truth. What +else could I tell him? I have said something horribly +stilted about esteem and friendship, which I would have +left out, only that my letter seemed to be heartless +without it. He has been to me as good as a man could be; +but was it my fault that I could not love him? If you knew +how I tried,—how I tried to make believe to myself that I +loved him; how I tried to teach myself that that sort of +very chill approbation was the nearest approach to love +that I could ever reach; and how I did this because you +bade me;—if you could understand all this, then you would +not scold me. And I did almost believe that it was so. But +now—! Oh, dear! how would it have been if I had engaged +myself to Mr. Gilmore, and that then Walter Marrable had +come to me! I get sick when I think how near I was to +saying that I would love a man whom I never could have +loved.</p> + +<p>Of course I used to ask myself what I should do with +myself. I suppose every woman living has to ask and to +answer that question. I used to try to think that it would +be well not to think of the outer crust of myself. What +did it matter whether things were soft to me or not? I +could do my duty. And as this man was good, and a +gentleman, and endowed with high qualities and appropriate +tastes, why should he not have the wife he wanted? I +thought that I could pretend to love him, till, after some +fashion, I should love him; but as I think of it now, all +this seems to be so horrid! I know now what to do with +myself. To be his from head to foot! To feel that nothing +done for him would be mean or distasteful! To stand at a +washtub and wash his clothes, if it were wanted. Oh, +Janet, I used to dread the time in which he would have to +put his arm round me and kiss me! I cannot tell you what I +feel now about that other he.</p> + +<p>I know well how provoked you will be,—and it will all +come of love for me; but you cannot but own that I am +right. If you have any justice in you, write to me and +tell me that I am right.</p> + +<p>Only that Mr. Gilmore is your great friend, and that, +therefore, just at first, Walter will not be your friend, +I would tell you more about him,—how handsome he is, how +manly, and how clever. And then his voice is like the +music of the spheres. You won't feel like being his friend +at first, but you must look forward to his being your +friend; you must love him—as I do Mr. Fenwick; and you +must tell Mr. Fenwick that he must open his heart for the +man who is to be my husband. Alas, alas! I fear it will be +long before I can go to Bullhampton. How I do wish that he +would find some nice wife to suit him!</p> + +<p>Good bye, dearest Janet. If you are really good, you will +write me a sweet, kind, loving letter, wishing me joy. You +must know all. Aunt Sarah has refused to congratulate me, +because the income is so small. Nevertheless, we have not +quarrelled. But the income will be nothing to you, and I +do look forward to a kind word. When everything is +settled, of course I will tell you.</p> + +<p class="ind8">Your most affectionate friend,</p> + +<p class="ind15"><span class="smallcaps">Mary +Lowther</span>.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p>The former letter of the two was shown to Miss Marrable. That lady +was of opinion that it should not be sent; but would not say that, if +to be sent, it could be altered for the better.</p> + + +<p><a name="c21" id="c21"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XXI.</h3> +<h4>WHAT PARSON JOHN THINKS ABOUT IT.<br /> </h4> + + +<p><img class="left" src="images/ch21a.jpg" width="310" alt="Illustration" /> +On that same Thursday, the Thursday on which Mary Lowther wrote her +two despatches to Bullhampton, Miss Marrable sent a note down to +Parson John, requesting that she might have an interview with him. If +he were at home and disengaged, she would go down to him that +evening, or he might, if he pleased, come to her. The former she +thought would be preferable. Parson John assented, and very soon +after dinner the private brougham came round from the Dragon, and +conveyed Miss Marrable down to the rectory at Lowtown.</p> + +<p>"I am going down to Parson John," said she to Mary. "I think it best +to speak to him about the engagement."</p> + +<p>Mary received the information with a nod of her head that was +intended to be gracious, and Aunt Sarah proceeded on her way. She +found her cousin alone in his study, and immediately opened the +subject which had brought her down the hill. "Walter, I believe, has +told you about this engagement, Mr. Marrable."</p> + +<p>"Never was so astonished in my life! He told me last night. I had +begun to think that he was getting very fond of her, but I didn't +suppose it would come to this."</p> + +<p>"Don't you think it very imprudent?"</p> + +<p>"Of course it's imprudent, Sarah. It don't require any thinking to be +aware of that. It's downright stupid;—two cousins with nothing a +year between them, when no doubt each of them might do very well. +They're well-born, and well-looking, and clever, and all that. It's +absurd, and I don't suppose it will ever come to anything."</p> + +<p>"Did you tell Walter what you thought?"</p> + +<p>"Why should I tell him? He knows what I think without my telling him; +and he wouldn't care a pinch of snuff for my opinion. I tell you +because you ask me."</p> + +<p>"But ought not something to be done to prevent it?"</p> + +<p>"What can we do? I might tell him that I wouldn't have him here any +more, but I shouldn't like to do that. Perhaps she'll do your +bidding."</p> + +<p>"I fear not, Mr. Marrable."</p> + +<p>"Then you may be quite sure he won't do mine. He'll go away and +forget her. That'll be the end of it. It'll be as good as a year gone +out of her life, and she'll lose this other lover of hers at—what's +the name of the place? It's a pity, but that's what she'll have to go +through."</p> + +<p>"Is he so light as that?" asked Aunt Sarah, shocked.</p> + +<p>"He's about the same as other men, I take it; and she'll be the same +as other girls. They like to have their bit of fun now, and there'd +be no great harm,—only such fun costs the lady so plaguy dear. As +for their being married, I don't think Walter will ever be such a +fool as that."</p> + +<p>There was something in this that was quite terrible to Aunt Sarah. +Her Mary Lowther was to be treated in this way;—to be played with as +a plaything, and then to be turned off when the time for playing came +to an end! And this little game was to be played for Walter +Marrable's delectation, though the result of it would be the ruin of +Mary's prospects in life!</p> + +<p>"I think," said she, "that if I believed him to be so base as that, I +would send him out of the house."</p> + +<p>"He does not mean to be base at all. He's just like the rest of 'em," +said Parson John.</p> + +<p>Aunt Sarah used every argument in her power to show that something +should be done; but all to no purpose. She thought that if Sir +Gregory were brought to interfere, that perhaps might have an effect; +but the old clergyman laughed at this. What did Captain Walter +Marrable, who had been in the army all his life, and who had no +special favour to expect from his uncle, care about Sir Gregory? Head +of the family, indeed! What was the head of the family to him? If a +girl would be a fool, the girl must take the result of her folly. +That was Parson John's doctrine,—that and a confirmed assurance that +this engagement, such as it was, would lead to nothing. He was really +very sorry for Mary, in whose praise he said ever so many +good-natured things; but she had not been the first fool, and she +would not be the last. It was not his business, and he could do no +good by interfering. At last, however, he did promise that he would +himself speak to Walter. Nothing would come of it, but, as his cousin +asked him, he would speak to his nephew.</p> + +<p>He waited for four-and-twenty hours before he spoke, and during that +time was subject to none of those terrors which were now making Miss +Marrable's life a burden to her. In his opinion it was almost a pity +that a young fellow like Walter should be interrupted in his +amusement. According to his view of life, very much wisdom was not +expected from ladies, young or old. They, for the most part, had +their bread found for them; and were not required to do anything, +whether they were rich or poor. Let them be ever so poor, the +disgrace of poverty did not fall upon them as it did upon men. But +then, if they would run their heads into trouble, trouble came harder +upon them than on men; and for that they had nobody to blame but +themselves. Of course it was a very nice thing to be in love. Verses +and pretty speeches and easy-spoken romance were pleasant enough in +their way. Parson John had no doubt tried them himself in early life, +and had found how far they were efficacious for his own happiness. +But young women were so apt to want too much of the excitement! A +young man at Bullhampton was not enough without another young man at +Loring. That, we fear, was the mode in which Parson John looked at +the subject,—which mode of looking at it, had he ever ventured to +explain it to Mary Lowther, would have brought down upon his head +from that young woman an amount of indignant scorn which would have +been very disagreeable to Parson John. But then he was a great deal +too wise to open his mind on such a subject to Mary Lowther.</p> + +<p>"I think, sir, I'd better go up and see Curling again next week," +said the Captain.</p> + +<p>"I dare say. Is anything not going right?"</p> + +<p>"I suppose I shall get the money, but I shall like to know when. I am +very anxious, of course, to fix a day for my marriage."</p> + +<p>"I should not be over quick about that, if I were you," said Parson +John.</p> + +<p>"Why not? Situated as I am, I must be quick. I must make up my mind +at any rate where we're to live."</p> + +<p>"You'll go back to your regiment, I suppose, next month?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir. I shall go back to my regiment next month, unless we may +make up our minds to go out to India."</p> + +<p>"What, you and Mary?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I and Mary."</p> + +<p>"As man and wife?" said Parson John, with a smile.</p> + +<p>"How else should we go?"</p> + +<p>"Well, no. If she goes with you, she must go as Mrs. Captain +Marrable, of course. But if I were you, I would not think of anything +so horrible."</p> + +<p>"It would be horrible," said Walter Marrable.</p> + +<p>"I should think it would. India may be very well when a man is quite +young, and if he can keep himself from beer and wine; but to go back +there at your time of life with a wife, and to look forward to a +dozen children there, must be an unpleasant prospect, I should say."</p> + +<p>Walter Marrable sat silent and black.</p> + +<p>"I should give up all idea of India," continued his uncle.</p> + +<p>"What the deuce is a man to do?" asked the Captain.</p> + +<p>The parson shrugged his shoulders.</p> + +<p>"I'll tell you what I've been thinking of," said the Captain. "If I +could get a farm of four or five hundred +<span class="nowrap">acres—"</span></p> + +<p>"A farm!" exclaimed the parson.</p> + +<p>"Why not a farm? I know that a man can do nothing with a farm unless +he has capital. He should have £10 or £12 an acre for his land, I +suppose. I should have that and some trifle of an income besides if I +sold out. I suppose my uncle would let me have a farm under him?"</p> + +<p>"He'd see you—further first."</p> + +<p>"Why shouldn't I do as well with a farm as another?"</p> + +<p>"Why not turn shoemaker? Because you have not learned the business. +Farmer, indeed! You'd never get the farm, and if you did, you would +not keep it for three years. You've been in the army too long to be +fit for anything else, Walter."</p> + +<p>Captain Marrable looked black and angry at being so counselled; but +he believed what was said to him, and had no answer to make to it.</p> + +<p>"You must stick to the army," continued the old man; "and if you'll +take my advice, you'll do so without the impediment of a wife."</p> + +<p>"That's quite out of the question."</p> + +<p>"Why is it out of the question?"</p> + +<p>"How can you ask me, Uncle John? Would you have me go back from an +engagement after I have made it?"</p> + +<p>"I would have you go back from anything that was silly."</p> + +<p>"And tell a girl, after I have asked her to be my wife, that I don't +want to have anything more to do with her?"</p> + +<p>"I should not tell her that; but I should make her understand, both +for her own sake and for mine, that we had been too fast, and that +the sooner we gave up our folly the better for both of us. You can't +marry her, that's the truth of it."</p> + +<p>"You'll see if I can't."</p> + +<p>"If you choose to wait ten years, you may."</p> + +<p>"I won't wait ten months, nor, if I can have my own way, ten weeks." +What a pity that Mary could not have heard him. "Half the fellows in +the army are married without anything beyond their pay; and I'm to be +told that we can't get along with £300 a year? At any rate, we'll +try."</p> + +<p>"Marry in haste, and repent at leisure," said Uncle John.</p> + +<p>"According to the doctrines that are going now-a-days," said the +Captain, "it will be held soon that a gentleman can't marry unless he +has got £3000 a year. It is the most heartless, damnable teaching +that ever came up. It spoils the men, and makes women, when they do +marry, expect ever so many things that they ought never to want."</p> + +<p>"And you mean to teach them better, Walter?"</p> + +<p>"I mean to act for myself, and not be frightened out of doing what I +think right, because the world says this and that."</p> + +<p>As he so spoke, the angry Captain got up to leave the room.</p> + +<p>"All the same," rejoined the parson, firing the last shot; "I'd think +twice about it, if I were you, before I married Mary Lowther."</p> + +<p>"He's more of an ass, and twice as headstrong as I thought him," said +Parson John to Miss Marrable the next day; "but still I don't think +it will come to anything. As far as I can observe, three of these +engagements are broken off for one that goes on. And when he comes to +look at things he'll get tired of it. He's going up to London next +week, and I shan't press him to come back. If he does come I can't +help it. If I were you, I wouldn't ask him up the hill, and I should +tell Miss Mary a bit of my mind pretty plainly."</p> + +<p>Hitherto, as far as words went, Aunt Sarah had told very little of +her mind to Mary Lowther on the subject of her engagement, but she +had spoken as yet no word of congratulation; and Mary knew that the +manner in which she proposed to bestow herself was not received with +favour by any of her relatives at Loring.</p> + + +<p><a name="c22" id="c22"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XXII.</h3> +<h4>WHAT THE FENWICKS THOUGHT ABOUT IT.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>Bullhampton unfortunately was at the end of the postman's walk, and +as the man came all the way from Lavington, letters were seldom +received much before eleven o'clock. Now this was a most pernicious +arrangement, in respect to which Mr. Fenwick carried on a perpetual +feud with the Post-office authorities, having put forward a great +postal doctrine that letters ought to be rained from heaven on to +everybody's breakfast-table exactly as the hot water is brought in +for tea. He, being an energetic man, carried on a long and angry +correspondence with the authorities aforesaid; but the old man from +Lavington continued to toddle into the village just at eleven +o'clock. It was acknowledged that ten was his time; but, as he argued +with himself, ten and eleven were pretty much of a muchness. The +consequence of this was, that Mary Lowther's letters to Mrs. Fenwick +had been read by her two or three hours before she had an opportunity +of speaking on the subject to her husband. At last, however, he +returned, and she flew at him with the letter in her hand. "Frank," +she said, "Frank, what do you think has happened?"</p> + +<p>"The Bank of England must have stopped, from the look of your face."</p> + +<p>"I wish it had, with all my heart, sooner than this. Mary has gone +and engaged herself to her cousin, Walter Marrable."</p> + +<p>"Mary Lowther!"</p> + +<p>"Yes; Mary Lowther! Our Mary! And from what I remember hearing about +him, he is anything but nice."</p> + +<p>"He had a lot of money left to him the other day."</p> + +<p>"It can't have been much, because Mary owns that they will be very +poor. Here is her letter. I am so unhappy about it. Don't you +remember hearing about that Colonel Marrable who was in a horrible +scrape about somebody's wife?"</p> + +<p>"You shouldn't judge the son from the father."</p> + +<p>"They've been in the army together, and they're both alike. I hate +the army. They are almost always no better than they should be."</p> + +<p>"That's true, my dear, certainly of all services, unless it be the +army of martyrs; and there may be a doubt on the subject even as to +them. May I read it?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes; she has been half ashamed of herself every word she has +written. I know her so well. To think that Mary Lowther should have +engaged herself to any man after two days' acquaintance!"</p> + +<p>Mr. Fenwick read the letter through attentively, and then handed it +back.</p> + +<p>"It's a good letter," he said.</p> + +<p>"You mean that it's well written?"</p> + +<p>"I mean that it's true. There are no touches put in to make effect. +She does love the one man, and she doesn't love the other. All I can +say is, that I'm very sorry for it. It will drive Gilmore out of the +place."</p> + +<p>"Do you mean it?"</p> + +<p>"I do, indeed. I never knew a man to be at the same time so strong +and so weak in such a matter. One would say that the intensity of his +affection would be the best pledge of his future happiness if he were +to marry the girl; but seeing that he is not to marry her, one cannot +but feel that a man shouldn't stake his happiness on a thing beyond +his reach."</p> + +<p>"You think it is all up, then;—that she really will marry this man?"</p> + +<p>"What else can I think?"</p> + +<p>"These things do go off sometimes. There can't be much money, +because, you see, old Miss Marrable opposes the whole thing on +account of there not being income enough. She is anything but rich +herself, and is the last person of all the world to make a fuss about +money. If it could be broken +<span class="nowrap">off—."</span></p> + +<p>"If I understand Mary Lowther," said Mr. Fenwick, "she is not the +woman to have her match broken off for her by any person. Of course I +know nothing about the man; but if he is firm, she'll be as firm."</p> + +<p>"And then she has written to Mr. Gilmore," said Mrs. Fenwick.</p> + +<p>"It's all up with Harry as far as this goes," said Mr. Fenwick.</p> + +<p>The Vicar had another matter of moment to discuss with his wife. Sam +Brattle, after having remained hard at work at the mill for nearly a +fortnight,—so hard at work as to induce his father to declare that +he'd bet a guinea there wasn't a man in the three parishes who could +come nigh his Sam for a right down day's work;—after all this, Sam +had disappeared, had been gone for two days, and was said by the +constable to have been seen at night on the Devizes side, from whence +was supposed to come the Grinder, and all manner of Grinder's +iniquities. Up to this time no further arrest had been made on +account of Mr. Trumbull's murder, nor had any trace been found of the +Grinder, or of that other man who had been his companion. The leading +policeman, who still had charge of the case, expressed himself as +sure that the old woman at Pycroft Common knew nothing of her son's +whereabouts; but he had always declared, and still continued to +declare, that Sam Brattle could tell them the whole story of the +murder if he pleased, and there had been a certain amount of watching +kept on the young man, much to his own disgust, and to that of his +father. Sam had sworn aloud in the village—so much aloud that he had +shown his determination to be heard by all men—that he would go to +America, and see whether anyone would dare to stop him. He had been +told of his bail, and had replied that he would demand to be relieved +of his bail;—that his bail was illegal, and that he would have it +all tried in a court of law. Mr. Fenwick had heard of this, and had +replied that as far as he was concerned he was not in the least +afraid. He believed that the bail was illegal, and he believed also +that Sam would stay where he was. But now Sam was gone, and the +Bullhampton constable was clearly of opinion that he had gone to join +the Grinder. "At any rate, he's off somewhere," said Mr. Fenwick, +"and his mother doesn't know where he's gone. Old Brattle, of course, +won't say a word."</p> + +<p>"And will it hurt you?"</p> + +<p>"Not unless they get hold of those other fellows and require Sam's +appearance. I don't doubt but that he'd turn up in that case."</p> + +<p>"Then it does not signify?"</p> + +<p>"It signifies for him. I've an idea that I know where he's gone, and +I think I shall go after him."</p> + +<p>"Is it far, Frank?"</p> + +<p>"Something short of Australia, luckily."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Frank!"</p> + +<p>"I'll tell you the truth. It's my belief that Carry Brattle is living +about twenty miles off, and that he's gone to see his sister."</p> + +<p>"Carry Brattle!—down here!"</p> + +<p>"I don't know it, and I don't want to hear it mentioned; but I fancy +it is so. At any rate, I shall go and see."</p> + +<p>"Poor, dear, bright little Carry! But how is she living, Frank?"</p> + +<p>"She's not one of the army of martyrs, you may be sure. I daresay +she's no better than she should be."</p> + +<p>"You'll tell me if you see her?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes."</p> + +<p>"Shall I send her anything?"</p> + +<p>"The only thing to send her is money. If she is in want, I'll relieve +her,—with a very sparing hand."</p> + +<p>"Will you bring her back,—here?"</p> + +<p>"Ah, who can say? I should tell her mother, and I suppose we should +have to ask her father to receive her. I know what his answer will +be."</p> + +<p>"He'll refuse to see her."</p> + +<p>"No doubt. Then we should have to put our heads together, and the +chances are that the poor girl will be off in the meantime,—back to +London and the Devil. It is not easy to set crooked things straight."</p> + +<p>In spite, however, of this interruption, Mary Lowther and her +engagement to Captain Marrable was the subject of greatest interest +at the Vicarage that day and through the night. Mrs. Fenwick half +expected that Gilmore would come down in the evening; but the Vicar +declared that his friend would be unwilling to show himself after the +blow which he would have received. They knew that he would know that +they had received the news, and that therefore he could not come +either to tell it, or with the intention of asking questions without +telling it. If he came at all, he must come like a beaten cur with +his tail between his legs. And then there arose the question whether +it would not be better that Mary's letter should be answered before +Mr. Gilmore was seen. Mrs. Fenwick, whose fingers were itching for +pen and paper, declared at last that she would write at once; and did +write, as follows, before she went to +<span class="nowrap">bed:—</span><br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="jright">The Vicarage, Friday.</p> + +<p class="noindent"><span class="smallcaps">Dearest Mary</span>,</p> + +<p>I do not know how to answer your letter. You tell me to +write pleasantly, and to congratulate you; but how is one +to do that so utterly in opposition to one's own interests +and wishes? Oh dear, oh dear! how I do so wish you had +stayed at Bullhampton! I know you will be angry with me +for saying so, but how can I say anything else? I cannot +picture you to myself going about from town to town and +living in country-quarters. And as I never saw Captain +Marrable, to the best of my belief, I cannot interest +myself about him as I do about one whom I know and love +and esteem. I feel that this is not a nice way of writing +to you, and indeed I would be nice if I could. Of course I +wish you to be full of joy;—of course I wish with all my +heart that you may be happy if you marry your cousin; but +the thing has come so suddenly that we cannot bring +ourselves to look upon it as a reality.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p>"You should speak for yourself, Janet," said Mr. Fenwick, when he +came to this part of the letter. He did not, however, require that +the sentence should be altered.<br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p>You talk so much of doing what is right! Nobody has ever +doubted that you were right both in morals and sentiment. +The only regret has been that such a course should be +right, and that the other thing should be wrong. Poor man! +we have not seen him yet, nor heard from him. Frank says +that he will take it very badly. I suppose that men do +always get over that kind of thing much quicker than women +do. Many women never can get over it at all; and Harry +Gilmore, though there is so little about him that seems to +be soft, is in this respect more like a woman than a man. +Had he been otherwise, and had only half cared for you, +and asked you to be his wife as though your taking him +were a thing he didn't much care about, and were quite a +matter of course, I believe you would have been up at +Hampton Privets this moment, instead of going soldiering +with a captain.</p> + +<p>Frank bids me send you his kindest love and his best +wishes for your happiness. Those are his very words, and +they seem to be kinder than mine. Of course you have my +love and my best wishes; but I do not know how to write as +though I could rejoice with you. Your husband will always +be dear to us, whoever he may be, if he be good to you. At +present I feel very, very angry with Captain Marrable; as +though I wish he had had his head blown off in battle. +However, if he is to be the happy man, I will open my +heart to him;—that is, if he be good.</p> + +<p>I know this is not nice, but I cannot make it nicer now. +God bless you, dearest Mary.</p> + +<p class="ind8">Ever your most affectionate friend,</p> + +<p class="ind15"><span class="smallcaps">Janet +Fenwick</span>.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p>The letter was not posted till the hour for despatch on the following +day; but, up to that hour, nothing had been seen at the Vicarage of +Mr. Gilmore.</p> + + +<p><a name="c23" id="c23"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XXIII.</h3> +<h4>WHAT MR. GILMORE THOUGHT ABOUT IT.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>Mr. Gilmore was standing on the doorsteps of his own house when +Mary's letter was brought to him. It was a modest-sized country +gentleman's residence, built of variegated uneven stones, black and +grey and white, which seemed to be chiefly flint; but the corners and +settings of the windows and of the door-ways, and the chimneys, were +of brick. There was something sombre about it, and many perhaps might +call it dull of aspect; but it was substantial, comfortable, and +unassuming. It was entered by broad stone steps, with iron +balustrades curving outwards as they descended, and there was an open +area round the house, showing that the offices were in the basement. +In these days it was a quiet house enough, as Mr. Gilmore was a man +not much given to the loudness of bachelor parties. He entertained +his neighbours at dinner perhaps once a month, and occasionally had a +few guests staying with him. His uncle, the prebendary from +Salisbury, was often with him, and occasionally a brother who was in +the army. For the present, however, he was much more inclined, when +in want of society, to walk off to the Vicarage than to provide it +for himself at home. When Mary's letter was handed to him with his +"Times" and other correspondence, he looked, as everybody does, at +the address, and at once knew that it came from Mary Lowther. He had +never hitherto received a letter from her, but yet he knew her +handwriting well. Without waiting a moment, he turned upon his heel, +and went back into his house, and through the hall to the library. +When there, he first opened three other letters, two from tradesmen +in London, and one from his uncle, offering to come to him on the +next Monday. Then he opened the "Times," and cut it, and put it down +on the table. Mary's letter meanwhile was in his hand, and anyone +standing by might have thought that he had forgotten it. But he had +not forgotten it, nor was it out of his mind for a moment. While +looking at the other letters, while cutting the paper, while +attempting, as he did, to read the news, he was suffering under the +dread of the blow that was coming. He was there for twenty minutes +before he dared to break the envelope; and though during the whole of +that time he pretended to deceive himself by some employment, he knew +that he was simply postponing an evil thing that was coming to him. +At last he cut the letter open, and stood for some moments looking +for courage to read it. He did read it, and then sat himself down in +his chair, telling himself that the thing was over, and that he would +bear it as a man. He took up his newspaper, and began to study it. It +was the time of the year when newspapers are not very interesting, +but he made a rush at the leading articles, and went through two of +them. Then he turned over to the police reports. He sat there for an +hour, and read hard during the whole time. Then he got up and shook +himself, and knew that he was a crippled man, with every function out +of order, disabled in every limb. He walked from the library into the +hall, and thence to the dining-room, and so, backwards and forwards, +for a quarter of an hour. At last he could walk no longer, and, +closing the door of the library behind him, he threw himself on a +sofa and cried like a woman.</p> + +<p>What was it that he wanted, and why did he want it? Were there not +other women whom the world would say were as good? Was it ever known +that a man had died, or become irretrievably broken and destroyed by +disappointed love? Was it not one of those things that a man should +shake off from him, and have done with it? He asked himself these, +and many such-like questions, and tried to philosophise with himself +on the matter. Had he no will of his own, by which he might conquer +this enemy? No; he had no will of his own, and the enemy would not be +conquered. He had to tell himself that he was so poor a thing that he +could not stand up against the evil that had fallen on him.</p> + +<p>He walked out round his shrubberies and paddocks, and tried to take +an interest in the bullocks and the horses. He knew that if every +bullock and horse about the place had been struck dead it would not +enhance his misery. He had not had much hope before, but now he would +have seen the house of Hampton Privets in flames, just for the chance +that had been his yesterday. It was not only that he wanted her, or +that he regretted the absence of some recognised joys which she would +have brought to him; but that the final decision on her part seemed +to take from him all vitality, all power of enjoyment, all that +inward elasticity which is necessary for an interest in worldly +affairs.</p> + +<p>He had as yet hardly thought of anything but himself;—had hardly +observed the name of his successful rival, or paid any attention to +aught but the fact that she had told him that it was all over. He had +not attempted to make up his mind whether anything could still be +done, whether he might yet have a chance, whether it would be well +for him to quarrel with the man; whether he should be indignant with +her, or remonstrate once again in regard to her cruelty. He had +thought only of the blow, and of his inability to support it. Would +it not be best that he should go forth, and blow out his brains, and +have done with it?</p> + +<p>He did not look at the letter again till he had returned to the +library. Then he took it from his pocket, and read it very carefully. +Yes, she had been quick about it. Why; how long had it been since she +had left their parish? It was still October, and she had been there +just before the murder—only the other day! Captain Walter Marrable! +No; he didn't think he had ever heard of him. Some fellow with a +moustache and a military strut—just the man that he had always +hated; one of a class which, with nothing real to recommend it, is +always interfering with the happiness of everybody. It was in some +such light as this that Mr. Gilmore at present regarded Captain +Marrable. How could such a man make a woman happy,—a fellow who +probably had no house nor home in which to make her comfortable? +Staying with his uncle the clergyman! Poor Gilmore expressed a wish +that the uncle the clergyman had been choked before he had +entertained such a guest. Then he read the concluding sentence of +poor Mary's letter, in which she expressed a hope that they might be +friends. Was there ever such cold-blooded trash? Friends indeed! What +sort of friendship could there be between two persons, one of whom +had made the other so wretched,—so dead as was he at present!</p> + +<p>For some half-hour he tried to comfort himself with an idea that he +could get hold of Captain Marrable and maul him; that it would be a +thing permissible for him, a magistrate, to go forth with a whip and +flog the man, and then perhaps shoot him, because the man had been +fortunate in love where he had been unfortunate. But he knew the +world in which he lived too well to allow himself long to think that +this could really be done. It might be that it would be a better +world were such revenge practicable in it; but, as he well knew, it +was not practicable now, and if Mary Lowther chose to give herself to +this accursed Captain, he could not help it. There was nothing that +he could do but to go away and chafe at his suffering in some part of +the world in which nobody would know that he was chafing.</p> + +<p>When the evening came, and he found that his solitude was terribly +oppressive to him, he thought that he would go down to the Vicarage. +He had been told by that false one that her tidings had been sent to +her friend. He took his hat and sauntered out across the fields, and +did walk as far as the churchyard gate close to poor Mr. Trumbull's +farm, the very spot on which he had last seen Mary Lowther; but when +he was there he could not endure to go through to the Vicarage. There +is something mean to a man in the want of success in love. If a man +lose a venture of money he can tell his friend; or if he be +unsuccessful in trying for a seat in parliament; or be thrown out of +a run in the hunting-field; or even if he be blackballed for a club; +but a man can hardly bring himself to tell his dearest comrade that +his Mary has preferred another man to himself. This wretched fact the +Fenwicks already knew as to poor Gilmore's Mary; and yet, though he +had come down there, hoping for some comfort, he did not dare to face +them. He went back all alone, and tumbled and tossed and fretted +through the miserable night.</p> + +<p>And the next morning was as bad. He hung about the place till about +four, utterly crushed by his burden. It was a Saturday, and when the +postman called no letter had yet been even written in answer to his +uncle's proposition. He was moping about the grounds, with his hands +in his pockets, thinking of this, when suddenly Mrs. Fenwick appeared +in the path before him. There had been another consultation that +morning between herself and her husband, and this visit was the +result of it. He dashed at the matter immediately.</p> + +<p>"You have come," he said, "to talk to me about Mary Lowther."</p> + +<p>"I have come to say a word, if I can, to comfort you. Frank bade me +to come."</p> + + +<div class="center"><a name="il8" id="il8"></a> +<table style="margin: 0 auto" cellpadding="4px"> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <a href="images/il8.jpg"> + <img src="images/il8-t.jpg" height="500" + alt='"I have come to say a word, if I can, to comfort you."' /></a> + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <span class="caption">"I have come to say a word, if I + can, to comfort you."<br /> + Click to <a href="images/il8.jpg">ENLARGE</a></span> + </td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + + +<p>"There isn't any comfort," he replied.</p> + +<p>"We knew that it would be hard to bear, my friend," she said, putting +her hand within his arm; "but there is comfort."</p> + +<p>"There can be none for me. I had set my heart upon it so that I +cannot forget it."</p> + +<p>"I know you had, and so had we. Of course there will be sorrow, but +it will wear off." He shook his head without speaking. "God is too +good," she continued, "to let such troubles remain with us long."</p> + +<p>"You think, then," he said, "that there is no chance?"</p> + +<p>What could she say to him? How, under the circumstances of Mary's +engagement, could she encourage his love for her friend?</p> + +<p>"I know that there is none," he continued. "I feel, Mrs. Fenwick, +that I do not know what to do with myself or how to hold myself. Of +course it is nonsense to talk about dying, but I do feel as though if +I didn't die I should go crazy. I can't settle my mind to a single +thing."</p> + +<p>"It is fresh with you yet, Harry," she said. She had never called him +Harry before, though her husband did so always, and now she used the +name in sheer tenderness.</p> + +<p>"I don't know why such a thing should be different with me than with +other people," he said; "only perhaps I am weaker. But I've known +from the very first that I have staked everything upon her. I have +never questioned to myself that I was going for all or nothing. I +have seen it before me all along, and now it has come. Oh, Mrs. +Fenwick, if God would strike me dead this moment, it would be a +mercy!" And then he threw himself on the ground at her feet. He was +not there a moment before he was up again. "If you knew how I despise +myself for all this, how I hate myself!"</p> + +<p>She would not leave him, but stayed there till he consented to come +down with her to the Vicarage. He should dine there, and Frank should +walk back with him at night. As to that question of Mr. +Chamberlaine's visit, respecting which Mrs. Fenwick did not feel +herself competent to give advice herself, it should become matter of +debate between them and Frank, and then a man and horse could be sent +to Salisbury on Sunday morning. As he walked down to the Vicarage +with that pretty woman at his elbow, things perhaps were a little +better with him.</p> + + +<p><a name="c24" id="c24"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XXIV.</h3> +<h4>THE REV. HENRY FITZACKERLEY CHAMBERLAINE.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>It was decided that evening at the Vicarage that it would be better +for all parties that the reverend uncle from Salisbury should be told +to make his visit, and spend the next week at Hampton Privets; that +is, that he should come on the Monday and stay till the Saturday. The +letter was written down at the Vicarage, as Fenwick feared that it +would never be written if the writing of it were left to the +unassisted energy of the Squire. The letter was written, and the +Vicar, who walked back to Hampton Privets with his friend, took care +that it was given to a servant on that night.</p> + +<p>On the Sunday nothing was seen of Mr. Gilmore. He did not come to +church, nor would he dine at the Vicarage. He remained the whole day +in his own house, pretending to write, trying to read, with accounts +before him, with a magazine in his hand, even with a volume of +sermons open on the table before him. But neither the accounts, nor +the magazines, nor the sermons, could arrest his attention for a +moment. He had staked everything on obtaining a certain object, and +that object was now beyond his reach. Men fail often in other things, +in the pursuit of honour, fortune, or power, and when they fail they +can begin again. There was no beginning again for him. When Mary +Lowther should have married this captain, she would be a thing lost +to him for ever;—and was she not as bad as married to this man +already? He could do nothing to stop her marriage.</p> + +<p>Early in the afternoon of Monday the Rev. Henry Fitzackerley +Chamberlaine reached Hampton Privets. He came with his own carriage +and a pair of post-horses, as befitted a prebendary of the good old +times. Not that Mr. Chamberlaine was a very old man, but that it +suited his tastes and tone of mind to adhere to the well-bred +ceremonies of life, so many of which went out of fashion when +railroads came in. Mr. Chamberlaine was a gentleman of about +fifty-five years of age, unmarried, possessed of a comfortable +private independence, the incumbent of a living in the fens of +Cambridgeshire, which he never visited,—his health forbidding him to +do so,—on which subject there had been a considerable amount of +correspondence between him and a certain right rev. prelate, in which +the prebendary had so far got the better in the argument as not to be +disturbed in his manner of life; and he was, as has been before said, +the owner of a stall in Salisbury Cathedral. His lines had certainly +fallen to him in very pleasant places. As to that living in the fens, +there was not much to prick his conscience, as he gave up the +parsonage house and two-thirds of the income to his curate, expending +the other third on local charities. Perhaps the argument which had +most weight in silencing the bishop was contained in a short +postscript to one of his letters. "By-the-by," said the postscript, +"perhaps I ought to inform your lordship that I have never drawn a +penny of income out of Hardbedloe since I ceased to live there." +"It's a bishop's living," said the happy holder of it, "to one or two +clerical friends, and Dr. <span class="nowrap">——</span> +thinks the patronage would be better +in his hands than in mine. I disagree with him, and he'll have to +write a great many letters before he succeeds." But his stall was +worth £800 a year and a house, and Mr. Chamberlaine, in regard to his +money matters, was quite in clover.</p> + +<p>He was a very handsome man, about six feet high, with large light +grey eyes, a straight nose, and a well cut chin. His lips were thin, +but his teeth were perfect,—only that they had been supplied by a +dentist. His grey hair encircled his head, coming round upon his +forehead in little wavy curls, in a manner that had conquered the +hearts of spinsters by the dozen in the cathedral. It was whispered, +indeed, that married ladies would sometimes succumb, and rave about +the beauty, and the dignity, and the white hands, and the deep +rolling voice of the Rev. Henry Fitzackerley Chamberlaine. Indeed, +his voice was very fine when it would be heard from the far-off end +of the choir during the communion service, altogether trumping the +exertion of the other second-rate clergyman who would be associated +with him at the altar. And he had, too, great gifts of preaching, +which he would exercise once a week during thirteen weeks of the +year. He never exceeded twenty-five minutes; every word was audible +throughout the whole choir, and there was a grace about it that was +better than any doctrine. When he was to be heard the cathedral was +always full, and he was perhaps justified in regarding himself as one +of the ecclesiastical stars of the day. Many applications were made +to him to preach here and there, but he always refused. Stories were +told of how he had declined to preach before the Queen at St. +James's, averring that if Her Majesty would please to visit +Salisbury, every accommodation should be provided for her. As to +preaching at Whitehall, Westminster, and St. Paul's, it was not +doubted that he had over and over again declared that his appointed +place was in his own stall, and that he did not consider that he was +called to holding forth in the market-place. He was usually abroad +during the early autumn months, and would make sundry prolonged +visits to friends; but his only home was his prebendal residence in +the Close. It was not much of a house to look at from the outside, +being built with the plainest possible construction of brick; but +within it was very pleasant. All that curtains, and carpets, and +armchairs, and books, and ornaments could do, had been done lavishly, +and the cellar was known to be the best in the city. He always used +post-horses, but he had his own carriage. He never talked very much, +but when he did speak people listened to him. His appetite was +excellent, but he was a feeder not very easy to please; it was +understood well by the ladies of Salisbury that if Mr. Chamberlaine +was expected to dinner, something special must be done in the way of +entertainment. He was always exceedingly well dressed. What he did +with his hours nobody knew, but he was supposed to be a man well +educated at all points. That he was such a judge of all works of art, +that not another like him was to be found in Wiltshire, nobody +doubted. It was considered that he was almost as big as the bishop, +and not a soul in Salisbury would have thought of comparing the dean +to him. But the dean had seven children, and Mr. Chamberlaine was +quite unencumbered.</p> + +<p>Henry Gilmore was a little afraid of his uncle, but would always +declare that he was not so. "If he chooses to come over here he is +welcome," the nephew would say; "but he must live just as I do." +Nevertheless, though there was but little left of the '47 Lafitte in +the cellar of Hampton Privets, a bottle was always brought up when +Mr. Chamberlaine was there, and Mrs. Bunker, the cook, did not +pretend but that she was in a state of dismay from the hour of his +coming to that of his going. And yet, Mrs. Bunker and the other +servants liked him to be there. His presence honoured the Privets. +Even the boy who blacked his boots felt that he was blacking the +boots of a great man. It was acknowledged throughout the household +that the Squire having such an uncle, was more of a Squire than he +would have been without him. The clergyman, being such as he was, was +greater than the country gentleman. And yet Mr. Chamberlaine was only +a prebendary, was the son of a country clergyman who had happened to +marry a wife with money, and had absolutely never done anything +useful in the whole course of his life. It is often very curious to +trace the sources of greatness. With Mr. Chamberlaine, I think it +came from the whiteness of his hands, and from a certain knack he had +of looking as though he could say a great deal, though it suited him +better to be silent, and say nothing. Of outside deportment, no +doubt, he was a master.</p> + +<p>Mr. Fenwick always declared that he was very fond of Mr. +Chamberlaine, and greatly admired him. "He is the most perfect +philosopher I ever met," Fenwick would say, "and has gone to the very +centre depth of contemplation. In another ten years he will be the +great Akinetos. He will eat and drink, and listen, and be at ease, +and desire nothing. As it is, no man that I know disturbs other +people so little." On the other hand, Mr. Chamberlaine did not +profess any great admiration for Mr. Fenwick, who he designated as +one of the smart "windbag tribe, clever, no doubt, and perhaps +conscientious, but shallow and perhaps a little conceited." The +Squire, who was not clever and not conceited, understood them both, +and much preferred his friend the Vicar to his uncle the prebendary.</p> + +<p>Gilmore had once consulted his uncle,—once in an evil moment, as he +now felt,—whether it would not be well for him to marry Miss +Lowther. The uncle had expressed himself as very adverse to the +marriage, and would now, on this occasion, be sure to ask some +question about it. When the great man arrived the Squire was out, +still wandering round among the bullocks and sheep; but the evening +after dinner would be very long. On the following day Mr. and Mrs. +Fenwick, with Mr. and Mrs. Greenthorne, were to dine at the Privets. +If this first evening were only through, Gilmore thought that he +could get some comfort, even from his uncle. As he came near the +house, he went into the yard, and saw the Prebendary's grand +carriage, which was being washed. No; as far as the groom knew, Mr. +Chamberlaine had not gone out; but was in the house then. So Gilmore +entered, and found his uncle in the library.</p> + +<p>His first questions were about the murder. "You did catch one man, +and let him go?" said the Prebendary.</p> + +<p>"Yes; a tenant of mine; but there was no evidence against him. He was +not the man."</p> + +<p>"I would not have let him go," said Mr. Chamberlaine.</p> + +<p>"You would not have kept a man that was innocent?" said Gilmore.</p> + +<p>"I would not have let the young man go."</p> + +<p>"But the law would not support us in detaining him."</p> + +<p>"Nevertheless, I would not have let him go," said Mr. Chamberlaine. +"I heard all about it."</p> + +<p>"From whom did you hear?"</p> + +<p>"From Lord Trowbridge. I certainly would not have let him go." It +appeared, however, that Lord Trowbridge's opinion had been given to +the Prebendary prior to that fatal meeting which had taken place in +the house of the murdered man.</p> + +<p>The uncle drank his claret in silence on this evening. He said +nothing, at least, about Mary Lowther.</p> + +<p>"I don't know where you got it, Harry, but that is not a bad glass of +wine."</p> + +<p>"We think there's none better in the country, sir," said Harry.</p> + +<p>"I should be very sorry to commit myself so far; but it is a good +glass of wine. By the bye, I hope your chef has learned to make a cup +of coffee since I was here in the spring. I think we will try it +now." The coffee was brought, and the Prebendary shook his head,—the +least shake in the world,—and smiled blandly.</p> + +<p>"Coffee is the very devil in the country," said Harry Gilmore, who +did not dare to say that the mixture was good in opposition to his +uncle's opinion.</p> + +<p>After the coffee, which was served in the library, the two men sat +silent together for half an hour, and Gilmore was endeavouring to +think what it was that made his uncle come to Bullhampton. At last, +before he had arrived at any decision on this subject, there came +first a little nod, then a start and a sweet smile, then another nod +and a start without the smile, and, after that, a soft murmuring of a +musical snore, which gradually increased in deepness till it became +evident that the Prebendary was extremely happy. Then it occurred to +Gilmore that perhaps Mr. Chamberlaine might become tired of going to +sleep in his own house, and that he had come to the Privets, as he +could not do so with comfortable self-satisfaction in the houses of +indifferent friends. For the benefit of such a change it might +perhaps be worth the great man's while to undergo the penalty of a +bad cup of coffee.</p> + +<p>And could not he, too, go to sleep,—he, Gilmore? Could he not fall +asleep,—not only for a few moments on such an occasion as this,—but +altogether, after the Akinetos fashion, as explained by his friend +Fenwick? Could he not become an immoveable one, as was this divine +uncle of his? No Mary Lowther had ever disturbed that man's +happiness. A good dinner, a pretty ring, an easy chair, a china +tea-cup, might all be procured with certainty, as long as money +lasted. Here was a man before him superbly comfortable, absolutely +happy, with no greater suffering than what might come to him from a +chance cup of bad coffee, while he, Harry Gilmore himself, was as +miserable a devil as might be found between the four seas, because a +certain young woman wouldn't come to him and take half of all that he +owned! If there were any curative philosophy to be found, why could +not he find it? The world might say that the philosophy was a low +philosophy; but what did that matter, if it would take away out of +his breast that horrid load which was more than he could bear? He +declared to himself that he would sell his heart with all its +privileges for half-a-farthing, if he could find anybody to take it +with all its burden. Here, then, was a man who had no burden. He was +snoring with almost harmonious cadence,—slowly, discreetly,—one +might say, artistically, quite like a gentleman; and the man who so +snored could not but be happy. "Oh, +<span class="nowrap">d——n</span> it!" said Gilmore, in a +private whisper, getting up and leaving the room; but there was more +of envy than of anger in the exclamation.</p> + +<p>"Ah! you've been out," said Mr. Chamberlaine, when his nephew +returned.</p> + +<p>"Been to look at the horses made up."</p> + +<p>"I never can see the use of that; but I believe a great many men do +it. I suppose it's an excuse for smoking generally." Now, Mr. +Chamberlaine did not smoke.</p> + +<p>"Well; I did light my pipe."</p> + +<p>"There's not the slightest necessity for telling me so, Harry. Let us +see if Mrs. Bunker's tea is better than her coffee." Then the bell +was rung, and Mr. Chamberlaine desired that he might have a cup of +black tea, not strong, but made with a good deal of tea, and poured +out rapidly, without much decoction. "If it be strong and harsh I +can't sleep a wink," he said. The tea was brought, and sipped very +leisurely. There was then a word or two said about certain German +baths from which Mr. Chamberlaine had just returned; and Mr. Gilmore +began to believe that he should not be asked to say anything about +Mary Lowther that night.</p> + +<p>But the Fates were not so kind. The Prebendary had arisen with the +intention of retiring for the night, and was already standing before +the fire, with his bedroom candle in his hand, when something,—the +happiness probably of his own position in life, which allowed him to +seek the blessings of an undivided couch,—brought to his memory the +fact that his nephew had spoken to him about some young woman, some +young woman who had possessed not even the merit of a dowry.</p> + +<p>"By the bye," said he, "what has become of that flame of yours, +Harry?" Harry Gilmore became black and glum. He did not like to hear +Mary spoken of as a flame. He was standing at this moment with his +back to his uncle, and so remained, without answering him. "Do you +mean to say that you did not ask her, after all?" asked the uncle. +"If there be any scrape, Harry, you had better let me hear it."</p> + +<p>"I don't know what you call a scrape," said Harry. "She's not going +to marry me."</p> + +<p>"Thank God, my boy!" Gilmore turned round, but his uncle did not +probably see his face. "I can assure you," continued Mr. +Chamberlaine, "that the idea made me quite uncomfortable. I set some +inquiries on foot, and she was not the sort of girl that you should +marry."</p> + +<p>"By <span class="nowrap">G——,"</span> said Gilmore, +"I'd give every acre I have in the world, +and every shilling, and every friend, and twenty years of my life, if +I could only be allowed at this moment to think it possible that she +would ever marry me!"</p> + +<p>"Good heavens!" said Mr. Chamberlaine. While he was saying it, Harry +Gilmore walked off, and did not show himself to his uncle again that +night.</p> + + +<p><a name="c25" id="c25"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XXV.</h3> +<h4>CARRY BRATTLE.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>On the day after the dinner-party at Hampton Privets Mr. Fenwick made +his little excursion out in the direction towards Devizes, of which +he had spoken to his wife. The dinner had gone off very quietly, and +there was considerable improvement in the coffee. There was some +gentle sparring between the two clergymen, if that can be called +sparring in which all the active pugnacity was on one side. Mr. +Fenwick endeavoured to entrap Mr. Chamberlaine into arguments, but +the Prebendary escaped with a degree of skill,—without the shame of +sullen refusal,—that excited the admiration of Mr. Fenwick's wife. +"After all, he is a clever man," she said, as she went home, "or he +could never slip about as he does, like an eel, and that with so very +little motion."</p> + +<p>On the next morning the Vicar started alone in his gig. He had at +first said that he would take with him a nondescript boy, who was +partly groom, partly gardener, and partly shoeblack, and who +consequently did half the work of the house; but at last he decided +that he would go alone. "Peter is very silent, and most meritoriously +uninterested in everything," he said to his wife. "He wouldn't tell +much, but even he might tell something." So he got himself into his +gig, and drove off alone. He took the Devizes road, and passed +through Lavington without asking a question; but when he was half way +between that place and Devizes, he stopped his horse at a lane that +led away to the right. He had been on the road before, but he did not +know that lane. He waited awhile till an old woman whom he saw coming +to him, reached him, and asked her whether the lane would take him +across to the Marlborough Road. The old woman knew nothing of the +Marlborough Road, and looked as though she had never heard of +Marlborough. Then he asked the way to Pycroft Common. Yes; the lane +would take him to Pycroft Common. Would it take him to the Bald-faced +Stag? The old woman said it would take him to Rump End Corner, "but +she didn't know nowt o' t'other place." He took the lane, however, +and without much difficulty made his way to the Bald-faced +Stag,—which, in the days of the glory of that branch of the Western +Road, used to supply beer to at least a dozen coaches a-day, but +which now, alas! could slake no drowth but that of the rural +aborigines. At the Bald-faced Stag, however, he found that he could +get a feed of corn, and here he put up his horse,—and saw the corn +eaten.</p> + +<p>Pycroft Common was a mile from him, and to Pycroft Common he walked. +He took the road towards Marlborough for half a mile, and then broke +off across the open ground to the left. There was no difficulty in +finding this place, and now it was his object to discover the cottage +of Mrs. Burrows without asking the neighbours for her by name. He had +obtained a certain amount of information, and thought that he could +act on it. He walked on to the middle of the common, and looked for +his points of bearing. There was the beer-house, and there was the +lane that led away to Pewsey, and there were the two brick cottages +standing together. Mrs. Burrows lived in the little white cottage +just behind. He walked straight up to the door, between the +sunflowers and the rose-bush, and, pausing for a few moments to think +whether or no he would enter the cottage unannounced, knocked at the +door. A policeman would have entered without doing so,—and so would +a poacher knock over a hare on its form; but whatever creature a +gentleman or a sportsman be hunting, he will always give it a chance. +He rapped, and immediately heard that there were sounds within. He +rapped again, and in about a minute was told to enter. Then he opened +the door, and found but one person within. It was a young woman, and +he stood for a moment looking at her before he spoke.</p> + +<p>"Carry Brattle," he said, "I am glad that I have found you."</p> + +<p>"Laws, Mr. Fenwick!"</p> + +<p>"Carry, I am so glad to see you;"—and then he put out his hand to +her.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mr. Fenwick, I ain't fit for the likes of you to touch," she +said. But as his hand was still stretched out she put her own into +it, and he held it in his grasp for a few seconds. She was a poor, +sickly-looking thing now, but there were the remains of great beauty +in the face,—or rather, the presence of beauty, but of beauty +obscured by flushes of riotous living and periods of want, by +ill-health, harsh usage, and, worst of all, by the sharp agonies of +an intermittent conscience. It was a pale, gentle face, on which +there were still streaks of pink,—a soft, laughing face it had been +once, and still there was a gleam of light in the eyes that told of +past merriment, and almost promised mirth to come, if only some great +evil might be cured. Her long flaxen curls still hung down her face, +but they were larger, and, as Fenwick thought, more tawdry than of +yore; and her cheeks were thin, and her eyes were hollow; and then +there had come across her mouth that look of boldness which the use +of bad, sharp words, half-wicked and half-witty, will always give. +She was dressed decently, and was sitting in a low chair, with a +torn, disreputable-looking old novel in her hand. Fenwick knew that +the book had been taken up on the spur of the moment, as there had +certainly been someone there when he had knocked at the door.</p> + +<p>And yet, though vice had laid its heavy hand upon her, the glory and +the brightness, and the sweet outward flavour of innocence, had not +altogether departed from her. Though her mouth was bold, her eyes +were soft and womanly, and she looked up into the face of the +clergyman with a gentle, tamed, beseeching gaze, which softened and +won his heart at once. Not that his heart had ever been hard against +her. Perhaps it was a fault with him that he never hardened his heart +against a sinner, unless the sin implied pretence and falsehood. At +this moment, remembering the little Carry Brattle of old, who had +sometimes been so sweetly obedient, and sometimes so wilful, under +his hands, whom he had petted, and caressed, and scolded, and +loved,—whom he had loved undoubtedly in part because she had been so +pretty,—whom he had hoped that he might live to marry to some good +farmer, in whose kitchen he would ever be welcome, and whose children +he would christen;—remembering all this, he would now, at this +moment, have taken her in his arms and embraced her, if he dared, +showing her that he did not account her to be vile, begging her to +become more good, and planning some course for her future life.</p> + +<p>"I have come across from Bullhampton, Carry, to find you," he said.</p> + +<p>"It's a poor place you're come to, Mr. Fenwick. I suppose the police +told you of my being here?"</p> + +<p>"I had heard of it. Tell me, Carry, what do you know of Sam?"</p> + +<p>"Of Sam?"</p> + +<p>"Yes—of Sam. Don't tell me an untruth. You need tell me nothing, you +know, unless you like. I don't come to ask as having any authority, +only as a friend of his, and of yours."</p> + +<p>She paused a moment before she replied. "Sam hasn't done any harm to +nobody," she said.</p> + +<p>"I don't say he has. I only want to know where he is. You can +understand, Carry, that it would be best that he should be at home."</p> + +<p>She paused again, and then she blurted out her answer. "He went out +o' that back door, Mr. Fenwick, when you came in at t'other." The +Vicar immediately went to the back door, but Sam, of course, was not +to be seen.</p> + +<p>"Why should he be hiding if he has done no harm?" said the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"He thought it was one of them police. They do be coming here a'most +every day, till one's heart faints at seeing 'em. I'd go away if I'd +e'er a place to go to."</p> + +<p>"Have you no place at home, Carry?"</p> + +<p>"No, sir; no place."</p> + +<p>This was so true that he couldn't tell himself why he had asked the +question. She certainly had no place at home till her father's heart +should be changed towards her.</p> + +<p>"Carry," said he, speaking very slowly, "they tell me that you are +married. Is that true?"</p> + +<p>She made him no answer.</p> + +<p>"I wish you would tell me, if you can. The state of a married woman +is honest at any rate, let her husband be who he may."</p> + +<p>"My state is not honest."</p> + +<p>"You are not married, then?"</p> + +<p>"No, sir."</p> + +<p>He hardly knew how to go on with this interrogation, or to ask +questions about her past and present life, without expressing a +degree of censure which, at any rate for the present, he wished to +repress.</p> + +<p>"You are living here, I believe, with old Mrs. Burrows?" he said.</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir."</p> + +<p>"I was told that you were married to her son."</p> + +<p>"They told you untrue, sir. I know nothing of her son, except just to +have see'd him."</p> + +<p>"Is that true, Carry?"</p> + +<p>"It is true. It wasn't he at all."</p> + +<p>"Who was it, Carry?"</p> + +<p>"Not her son;—but what does it signify? He's gone away, and I shall +see un no more. He wasn't no good, Mr. Fenwick, and if you please we +won't talk about un."</p> + +<p>"He was not your husband?"</p> + +<p>"No, Mr. Fenwick; I never had a husband, nor never shall, I suppose. +What man would take the likes of me? I have just got one thing to do, +and that's all."</p> + +<p>"What thing is that, Carry?"</p> + +<p>"To die and have done with it," she said, bursting out into loud +sobs. "What's the use o' living? Nobody 'll see me, or speak to me. +Ain't I just so bad that they'd hang me if they knew how to catch +me?"</p> + +<p>"What do you mean, girl?" said Fenwick, thinking for the moment that +from her words she, too, might have had some part in the murder.</p> + +<p>"Ain't the police coming here after me a'most every day? And when +they hauls about the place, and me too, what can I say to 'em? I have +got that low that a'most everybody can say what they please to me. +And where can I go out o' this? I don't want to be living here always +with that old woman."</p> + +<p>"Who is the old woman, Carry?"</p> + +<p>"I suppose you knows, Mr. Fenwick?"</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Burrows, is it?" She nodded her head. "She is the mother of the +man they call the Grinder?" Again she nodded her head. "It is he whom +they accuse of the murder?" Yet again she nodded her head. "There was +another man?" She nodded it again. "And they say that there was a +third," he said,—"your brother Sam."</p> + +<p>"Then they lie," she shouted, jumping up from her seat. "They lie +like devils. They are devils; and they'll go, oh, down into the fiery +furnace for ever and ever." In spite of the tragedy of the moment, +Mr. Fenwick could not help joining this terribly earnest threat and +the Marquis of Trowbridge together in his imagination. "Sam hadn't no +more to do with it than you had, Mr. Fenwick."</p> + +<p>"I don't believe he had," said Mr. Fenwick.</p> + +<p>"Yes; because you're good, and kind, and don't think ill of poor folk +when they're a bit down. But as for them, they're devils."</p> + +<p>"I did not come here, however, to talk about the murder, Carry. If I +thought you knew who did it, I shouldn't ask you. That is business +for the police, not for me. I came here partly to look after Sam. He +ought to be at home. Why has he left his home and his work while his +name is thus in people's mouths?"</p> + +<p>"It ain't for me to answer for him, Mr. Fenwick. Let 'em say what +they will, they can't make the white of his eye black. But as for me, +I ain't no business to speak of nobody. How should I know why he +comes and why he goes? If I said as how he'd come to see his sister, +it wouldn't sound true, would it, sir, she being what she is?"</p> + +<p>He got up and went to the front door, and opened it, and looked about +him. But he was looking for nothing. His eyes were full of tears, and +he didn't care to wipe the drops away in her presence.</p> + +<p>"Carry," he said, coming back to her, "it wasn't all for him that I +came."</p> + + +<div class="center"><a name="il9" id="il9"></a> +<table style="margin: 0 auto" cellpadding="4px"> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <a href="images/il9.jpg"> + <img src="images/il9-t.jpg" height="500" + alt="'Carry,' he said, coming back to her, + 'it wasn't all for him that I came.'" /></a> + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <span class="caption">"Carry," he said, coming back to her, + "it wasn't all for him that I came."<br /> + Click to <a href="images/il9.jpg">ENLARGE</a></span> + </td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + + +<p>"For who else, then?"</p> + +<p>"Do you remember how we loved you when you were young, Carry? Do you +remember my wife, and how you used to come and play with the children +on the lawn? Do you remember, Carry, where you sat in church, and the +singing, and what trouble we had together with the chaunts? There are +one or two at Bullhampton who never will forget it?"</p> + +<p>"Nobody loves me now," she said, talking at him over her shoulder, +which was turned to him.</p> + +<p>He thought for a moment that he would tell her that the Lord loved +her; but there was something human at his heart, something perhaps +too human, which made him feel that were he down low upon the ground, +some love that was nearer to him, some love that was more easily +intelligible, which had been more palpably felt, would in his frailty +and his wickedness be of more immediate avail to him than the love +even of the Lord God.</p> + +<p>"Why should you think that, Carry?"</p> + +<p>"Because I am bad."</p> + +<p>"If we were to love only the good, we should love very few. I love +you, Carry, truly. My wife loves you dearly."</p> + +<p>"Does she?" said the girl, breaking into low sobs. "No, she don't. I +know she don't. The likes of her couldn't love the likes of me. She +wouldn't speak to me. She wouldn't touch me."</p> + +<p>"Come and try, Carry."</p> + +<p>"Father would kill me," she said.</p> + +<p>"Your father is full of wrath, no doubt. You have done that which +must make a father angry."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mr. Fenwick, I wouldn't dare to stand before his eye for a +minute. The sound of his voice would kill me straight. How could I go +back?"</p> + +<p>"It isn't easy to make crooked things straight, Carry, but we may +try; and they do become straighter if one tries in earnest. Will you +answer me one question more?"</p> + +<p>"Anything about myself, Mr. Fenwick?"</p> + +<p>"Are you living in sin now, Carry?" She sat silent, not that she +would not answer him, but that she did not comprehend the extent of +the meaning of his question. "If it be so, and if you will not +abandon it, no honest person can love you. You must change yourself, +and then you will be loved."</p> + +<p>"I have got the money which he gave me, if you mean that," she said.</p> + +<p>Then he asked no further questions about herself, but reverted to the +subject of her brother. Could she bring him in to say a few words to +his old friend? But she declared that he was gone, and that she did +not know whither; that he might probably return this very day to the +mill, having told her that it was his purpose to do so soon. When he +expressed a hope that Sam held no consort with those bad men who had +murdered and robbed Mr. Trumbull, she answered him with such naïve +assurance that any such consorting was out of the question, that he +became at once convinced that the murderers were far away, and that +she knew that such was the case. As far as he could learn from her, +Sam had really been over to Pycroft with the view of seeing his +sister, taking probably a holiday of a day or two on the way. Then he +again reverted to herself, having as he thought obtained a favourable +answer to that vital question which he had asked her.</p> + +<p>"Have you nothing to ask of your mother?" he said.</p> + +<p>"Sam has told me of her and of Fan."</p> + +<p>"And would you not care to see her?"</p> + +<p>"Care, Mr. Fenwick! Wouldn't I give my eyes to see her? But how can I +see her? And what could she say to me? Father 'd kill her if she +spoke to me. Sometimes I think I'll walk there all the day, and so +get there at night, and just look about the old place, only I know +I'd drown myself in the mill-stream. I wish I had. I wish it was +done. I've seed an old poem in which they thought much of a poor girl +after she was drowned, though nobody wouldn't think nothing at all +about her before."</p> + +<p>"Don't drown yourself, Carry, and I'll care for you. Keep your hands +clean. You know what I mean, and I will not rest till I find some +spot for your weary feet. Will you promise me?" She made him no +answer. "I will not ask you for a spoken promise, but make it +yourself, Carry, and ask God to help you to keep it. Do you say your +prayers, Carry?"</p> + +<p>"Never a prayer, sir."</p> + +<p>"But you don't forget them. You can begin again. And now I must ask +for a promise. If I send for you will you come?"</p> + +<p>"What—to Bull'ompton?"</p> + +<p>"Wheresoever I may send for you? Do you think that I would have you +harmed?"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps it'd be—for a prison; or to live along with a lot of +others. Oh, Mr. Fenwick, I could not stand that."</p> + +<p>He did not dare to proceed any further lest he should be tempted to +make promises which he himself could not perform; but she did give +him an assurance before he went that if she left her present abode +within a month, she would let him know whither she was going.</p> + +<p>He went to the Bald-faced Stag and got his gig; and on his way home, +just as he was leaving the village of Lavington, he overtook Sam +Brattle. He stopped and spoke to the lad, asking him whether he was +returning home, and offering him a seat in the gig. Sam declined the +seat, but said that he was going straight to the mill.</p> + +<p>"It is very hard to make crooked things straight," said Mr. Fenwick +to himself as he drove up to his own hall-door.</p> + + +<p><a name="c26" id="c26"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XXVI.</h3> +<h4>THE TURNOVER CORRESPONDENCE.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>It is hoped that the reader will remember that the Marquis of +Trowbridge was subjected to very great insolence from Mr. Fenwick +during the discussion which took place in poor old farmer Trumbull's +parlour respecting the murder. Our friend, the Vicar, did not content +himself with personal invective, but made allusion to the Marquis's +daughters. The Marquis, as he was driven home in his carriage, came +to sundry conclusions about Mr. Fenwick. That the man was an infidel +he had now no matter of doubt whatever; and if an infidel, then also +a hypocrite, and a liar, and a traitor, and a thief. Was he not +robbing the parish of the tithes, and all the while entrapping the +souls of men and women? Was it not to be expected that with such a +pastor there should be such as Sam Brattle and Carry Brattle in the +parish? It was true that as yet this full blown iniquity had spread +itself only among the comparatively small number of tenants belonging +to the objectionable "person," who unfortunately owned a small number +of acres in his lordship's parish;—but his lordship's tenant had +been murdered! And with such a pastor in the parish, and such an +objectionable person, owning acres, to back the pastor, might it not +be expected that all his tenants would be murdered? Many applications +had already been made to the Marquis for the Church Farm; but as it +happened that the applicant whom the Marquis intended to favour, had +declared that he did not wish to live in the house because of the +murder, the Marquis felt himself justified in concluding that if +everything about the parish were not changed very shortly, no decent +person would be found willing to live in any of his houses. And now, +when they had been talking of murderers, and worse than murderers, as +the Marquis said to himself, shaking his head with horror in the +carriage as he thought of such iniquity, this infidel clergyman had +dared to allude to his lordship's daughters! Such a man had no right +even to think of women so exalted. The existence of the Ladies Stowte +must no doubt be known to such men, and among themselves probably +some allusion in the way of faint guesses might be made as to their +modes of life, as men guess at kings and queens, and even at gods and +goddesses. But to have an illustration, and a very base illustration, +drawn from his own daughters in his own presence, made with the +object of confuting himself,—this was more than the Marquis could +endure. He could not horsewhip Mr. Fenwick; nor could he send out his +retainers to do so; but, thank God, there was a bishop! He did not +quite see his way, but he thought that Mr. Fenwick might be made at +least to leave that parish. "Turn my daughters out of my house, +because—oh, oh!" He almost put his fist through the carriage window +in the energy of his action as he thought of it.</p> + +<p>As it happened, the Marquis of Trowbridge had never sat in the House +of Commons, but he had a son who sat there now. Lord St. George was +member for another county in which Lord Trowbridge had an estate, and +was a man of the world. His father admired him much, and trusted him +a good deal, but still had an idea that his son hardly estimated in +the proper light the position in the world which he was called to +fill. Lord St. George was now at home at the Castle, and in the +course of that evening the father, as a matter of course, consulted +the son. He considered that it would be his duty to write to the +bishop, but he would like to hear St. George's idea on the subject. +He began, of course, by saying that he did not doubt but that St. +George would agree with him.</p> + +<p>"I shouldn't make any fuss about it," said the son.</p> + +<p>"What! pass it over?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; I think so."</p> + +<p>"Do you understand the kind of allusion that was made to your +sisters?"</p> + +<p>"It won't hurt them, my lord; and people make allusion to everything +now-a-days. The bishop can't do anything. For aught you know he and +Fenwick may be bosom friends."</p> + +<p>"The bishop, St. George, is a most right-thinking man."</p> + +<p>"No doubt. The bishops, I believe, are all right-thinking men, and it +is well for them that they are so very seldom called on to go beyond +thinking. No doubt he'll think that this fellow was indiscreet; but +he can't go beyond thinking. You'll only be raising a blister for +yourself."</p> + +<p>"Raising a what?"</p> + +<p>"A blister, my lord. The longer I live the more convinced I become +that a man shouldn't keep his own sores open."</p> + +<p>There was something in the tone of his son's conversation which +pained the Marquis much; but his son was known to be a wise and +prudent man, and one who was rising in the political world. The +Marquis sighed, and shook his head, and murmured something as to the +duty which lay upon the great to bear the troubles incident to their +greatness;—by which he meant that sores and blisters should be kept +open, if the exigencies of rank so required. But he ended the +discussion at last by declaring that he would rest upon the matter +for forty-eight hours. Unfortunately before those forty-eight hours +were over Lord St. George had gone from Turnover Castle, and the +Marquis was left to his own lights. In the meantime, the father and +son and one or two friends, had been shooting over at Bullhampton; so +that no further steps of warfare had been taken when Mr. and Mrs. +Fenwick met the Marquis on the pathway.</p> + +<p>On the following day his lordship sat in his own private room +thinking of his grievance. He had thought of it and of little else +for now nearly sixty hours. "Suggest to me to turn out my daughters! +Heaven and earth! My daughters!" He was well aware that, though he +and his son often differed, he could never so safely keep himself out +of trouble as by following his son's advice. But surely this was a +matter per se, standing altogether on its own bottom, very different +from those ordinary details of life on which he and his son were wont +to disagree. His daughters! The Ladies Sophie and Carolina Stowte! It +had been suggested to him to turn them out of his house because— Oh! +oh! The insult was so great that no human marquis could stand it. He +longed to be writing a letter to the bishop. He was proud of his +letters. Pen and paper were at hand, and he did write.<br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="noindent"><span class="smallcaps">Right Rev. and +dear Lord Bishop</span>,</p> + +<p>I think it right to represent to your lordship the +conduct,—I believe I may be justified in saying the +misconduct,—of the Reverend +<span class="nowrap">——</span> Fenwick, the vicar of +Bullhampton.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + +<p class="noindent">He knew our friend's +Christian name very well, but he did not choose +to have it appear that his august memory had been laden with a thing +so trifling.<br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="noindent">You may have heard that +there has been a most horrid +murder committed in the parish on one of my tenants; and +that suspicion is rife that the murder was committed in +part by a young man, the son of a miller who lives under a +person who owns some land in the parish. The family is +very bad, one of the daughters being, as I understand, a +prostitute. The other day I thought it right to visit the +parish with the view of preventing, if possible, the +sojourn there among my people of these objectionable +characters. When there I was encountered by Mr. Fenwick, +not only in a most unchristian spirit, but in a bearing so +little gentlemanlike, that I cannot describe it to you. He +had obtruded himself into my presence, into one of my own +houses, the very house of the murdered man, and there, +when I was consulting with the person to whom I have +alluded as to the expediency of ridding ourselves of these +objectionable characters, he met me with ribaldry and +personal insolence. When I tell your lordship that he made +insinuations about my own daughters, so gross that I +cannot repeat them to you, I am sure that I need go no +further. There were present at this meeting Mr. Puddleham, +the Methodist minister, and Mr. Henry Gilmore, the +landlord of the persons in question.</p> + +<p>Your lordship has probably heard the character, in a +religious point of view, of this gentleman. It is not for +me to express an opinion of the motives which can induce +such a one to retain his position as an incumbent of a +parish. But I do believe that I have a right to ask from +your lordship for some inquiry into the scene which I have +attempted to describe, and to expect some protection for +the future. I do not for a moment doubt that your lordship +will do what is right in the matter.</p> + +<p class="noindent"><span class="ind4">I have the honour to be,</span><br /> +<span class="ind6">Right Reverend and dear Lord Bishop,</span><br /> +<span class="ind8">Your most obedient and faithful Servant,</span></p> + +<p class="ind15"><span class="smallcaps">Trowbridge</span>.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p>He read this over thrice, and became so much in love with the +composition, that on the third reading he had not the slightest doubt +as to the expediency of sending it. Nor had he much doubt but that +the bishop would do something to Mr. Fenwick, which would make the +parish too hot to hold that disgrace to the Church of England.</p> + +<p>When Fenwick came home from Pycroft Common he found a letter from the +bishop awaiting him. He had driven forty miles on that day, and was +rather late for dinner. His wife, however, came upstairs with him in +order that she might hear something of his story, and brought his +letters with her. He did not open that from the bishop till he was +half dressed, and then burst out into loud laughter as he read it.</p> + +<p>"What is it, Frank?" asked his wife, through the open door of her own +room.</p> + +<p>"Here's such a game," said he. "Never mind; let's have dinner, and +then you shall see it." The reader, however, may be quite sure that +Mrs. Fenwick did not wait till dinner was served before she knew the +nature of the game.</p> + +<p>The bishop's letter to the Vicar was very short and very rational, +and it was not that which made the Vicar laugh; but inside the +bishop's letter was that from the Marquis. "My dear Mr. Fenwick," +said the bishop,<br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="noindent">after +a good deal of consideration, I have determined to +send you the enclosed. I do so because I have made it a +rule never to receive an accusation against one of my +clergy without sending it to the person accused. You will, +of course, perceive that it alludes to some matter which +lies outside of my control and right of inquiry; but +perhaps you will allow me, as a friend, to suggest to you +that it is always well for a parish clergyman to avoid +controversy and quarrel with his neighbours; and that it +is especially expedient that he should be on good terms +with those who have influence in his parish. Perhaps you +will forgive me if I add that a spirit of pugnacity, +though no doubt it may lead to much that is good, has its +bad tendencies if not watched closely.</p> + +<p>Pray remember that Lord Trowbridge is a worthy man, doing +his duty on the whole well; and that his position, though +it be entitled to no veneration, is entitled to much +respect. If you can tell me that you will feel no grudge +against him for what has taken place, I shall be very +happy.</p> + +<p>You will observe that I have been careful that this letter +shall have no official character.</p> + +<p class="ind10">Yours very faithfully,</p> + +<p class="ind15">&c., &c., &c.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p>The letter was answered that evening, but before the answer was +written, the Marquis of Trowbridge was discussed between the husband +and wife, not in complimentary terms. Mrs. Fenwick on the occasion +was more pugnacious than her husband. She could not forgive the man +who had hinted to the bishop that her husband held his living from +unworthy motives, and that he was a bad clergyman.</p> + +<p>"My dear girl," said Fenwick, "what can you expect from an ass but +his ears?"</p> + +<p>"I don't expect downright slander from such a man as the Marquis of +Trowbridge, and if I were you I should tell the bishop so."</p> + +<p>"I shall tell him nothing of the kind. I shall write about the +Marquis with the kindliest feelings."</p> + +<p>"But you don't feel kindly?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I do. The poor old idiot has nobody to keep him right, and does +the best he can according to his lights. I have no doubt he thinks +that I am everything that is horrid. I am not a bit angry with him, +and would be as civil to him to-morrow as my nature would allow me, +if he would only be civil to me."</p> + +<p>Then he wrote his letter which will complete the correspondence, and +which he dated for the following +<span class="nowrap">day:—</span><br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="jright">Bullhampton Vicarage, Oct. 23, 186—.</p> + +<p class="noindent"><span class="smallcaps">My dear +Lord Bishop</span>,</p> + +<p>I return the Marquis's letter with many thanks. I can +assure you that I take in proper spirit your little hints +as to my pugnacity of disposition, and will endeavour to +profit by them. My wife tells me that I am given to +combativeness, and I have no doubt that she is right.</p> + +<p>As to Lord Trowbridge, I can assure your lordship that I +will not bear any malice against him, or even think ill of +him because of his complaint. He and I probably differ in +opinion about almost everything, and he is one of those +who pity the condition of all who are so blinded as to +differ from him. The next time that I am thrown into his +company I shall act exactly as though no such letter had +been written, and as if no such meeting had taken place as +that which he describes.</p> + +<p>I hope I may be allowed to assure your lordship, without +any reference to my motives for keeping it, that I shall +be very slow to give up a living in your lordship's +diocese. As your letter to me is unofficial,—and I thank +you heartily for sending it in such form,—I have ventured +to reply in the same strain.</p> + +<p class="noindent"><span class="ind8">I am, my dear Lord Bishop,</span><br /> +<span class="ind10">Your very faithful servant,</span></p> + +<p class="ind15"><span class="smallcaps">Francis Fenwick</span>.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p>"There," said he, as he folded it, and handed it to his wife, "I +shall never see the remainder of the series. I would give a shilling +to know how the bishop gets out of it in writing to the Marquis, and +half-a-crown to see the Marquis's rejoinder." The reader shall be +troubled with neither, as he would hardly price them so high as did +the Vicar. The bishop's letter really contained little beyond an +assurance on his part that Mr. Fenwick had not meant anything wrong, +and that the matter was one with which he, the bishop, had no +concern; all which was worded with most complete episcopal courtesy. +The rejoinder of the Marquis was long, elaborate, and very pompous. +He did not exactly scold the bishop, but he expressed very plainly +his opinion that the Church of England was going to the dogs, because +a bishop had not the power of utterly abolishing any clergyman who +might be guilty of an offence against so distinguished a person as +the Marquis of Trowbridge.</p> + +<p>But what was to be done about Carry Brattle? Mrs. Fenwick, when she +had expressed her anger against the Marquis, was quite ready to own +that the matter of Carry's position was to them of much greater +moment than the wrath of the peer. How were they to put out their +hands and save that brand from the burning? Fenwick, in his +ill-considered zeal, suggested that she might be brought to the +Vicarage; but his wife at once knew that such a step would be +dangerous in every way. How could she live, and what would she do? +And what would the other servants think of it?</p> + +<p>"Why would the other servants mind it?" asked Fenwick. But his wife +on such a matter could have a way of her own, and that project was +soon knocked on the head. No doubt her father's house was the proper +place for her, but then her father was so dour a man.</p> + +<p>"Upon my word," said the Vicar, "he is the only person in the world +of whom I believe myself to be afraid. When I get at him I do not +speak to him as I would to another; and of course he knows it."</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, if anything was to be done for Carry Brattle, it seemed +as though it must be done by her father's permission and assistance. +"There can be no doubt that it is his duty," said Mrs. Fenwick.</p> + +<p>"I will not say that as a certainty," said the husband. "There is a +point at which, I presume, a father may be justified in disowning a +child. The possession of such a power, no doubt, keeps others from +going wrong. What one wants is that a father should be presumed to +have the power; but that when the time comes, he should never use it. +It is the comfortable doctrine which we are all of us +teaching;—wrath, and abomination of the sinner, before the sin; +pardon and love after it. If you were to run away from me, +<span class="nowrap">Janet—"</span></p> + +<p>"Frank, do not dare to speak of anything so horrible."</p> + +<p>"I should say now probably that were you to do so, I would never +blast my eyes by looking at you again; but I know that I should run +after you, and implore you to come back to me."</p> + +<p>"You wouldn't do anything of the kind; and it isn't proper to talk +about it; and I shall go to bed."</p> + +<p>"It is very difficult to make crooked things straight," said the +Vicar, as he walked about the room after his wife had left him. "I +suppose she ought to go into a reformatory. But I know she wouldn't; +and I shouldn't like to ask her after what she said."</p> + +<p>It is probably the case that Mr. Fenwick would have been able to do +his duty better, had some harsher feeling towards the sinner been +mixed with his charity.</p> + + +<p><a name="c27" id="c27"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XXVII.</h3> +<h4>"I NEVER SHAMED NONE OF THEM."<br /> </h4> + + +<p>"Something must be done about Carry Brattle at once." The Vicar felt +that he had pledged himself to take some steps for her welfare, and +it seemed to him, as he thought of the matter, that there were only +two steps possible. He might intercede with her father, or he might +use his influence to have her received into some house of correction, +some retreat, in which she might be kept from evil and disciplined +for good. He knew that the latter would be the safer plan, if it +could be brought to bear; and it would certainly be the easier for +himself. But he thought that he had almost pledged himself to the +girl not to attempt it, and he felt sure that she would not accede to +it. In his doubt he went up to his friend Gilmore, intending to +obtain the light of his friend's wisdom. He found the Squire and the +Prebendary together, and at once started his subject.</p> + +<p>"You'll do no good, Mr. Fenwick," said Mr. Chamberlaine, after the +two younger men had been discussing the matter for half an hour.</p> + +<p>"Do you mean that I ought not to try to do any good?"</p> + +<p>"I mean that such efforts never come to anything."</p> + +<p>"All the unfortunate creatures in the world, then, should be left to +go to destruction in their own way."</p> + +<p>"It is useless, I think, to treat special cases in an exceptional +manner. When such is done, it is done from enthusiasm, and enthusiasm +is never useful."</p> + +<p>"What ought a man to do, then, for the assistance of such +fellow-creatures as this poor girl?" asked the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"There are penitentiaries and reformatories, and it is well, no +doubt, to subscribe to them," said the Prebendary. "The subject is so +full of difficulty that one should not touch it rashly. Henry, where +is the last Quarterly?"</p> + +<p>"I never take it, sir."</p> + +<p>"I ought to have remembered," said Mr. Chamberlaine, smiling blandly. +Then he took up the Saturday Review, and endeavoured to content +himself with that.</p> + +<p>Gilmore and Fenwick walked down to the mill together, it being +understood that the Squire was not to show himself there. Fenwick's +difficult task, if it were to be done at all, must be done by himself +alone. He must beard the lion in his den, and make the attack without +any assistant. Gilmore had upon the whole been disposed to think that +no such attack should be made. "He'll only turn upon you with +violence, and no good will be done," said he. "He can't eat me," +Fenwick had replied, acknowledging, however, that he approached the +undertaking with fear and trembling. Before they were far from the +house Gilmore had changed the conversation and fallen back upon his +own sorrows. He had not answered Mary's letter, and now declared that +he did not intend to do so. What could he say to her? He could not +write and profess friendship; he could not offer her his +congratulations; he could not belie his heart by affecting +indifference. She had thrown him over, and now he knew it. Of what +use would it be to write to her and tell her that she had made him +miserable for ever? "I shall break up the house and get away," said +he.</p> + +<p>"Don't do that rashly, Harry. There can be no spot in the world in +which you can be so useful as you are here."</p> + +<p>"All my usefulness has been dragged out of me. I don't care about the +place or about the people. I am ill already, and shall become worse. +I think I will go abroad for four or five years. I've an idea I shall +go to the States."</p> + +<p>"You'll become tired of that, I should think."</p> + +<p>"Of course I shall. Everything is tiresome to me. I don't think +anything else can be so tiresome as my uncle, and yet I dread his +leaving me,—when I shall be alone. I suppose if one was out among +the Rocky Mountains, one wouldn't think so much about it."</p> + +<p>"Atra Cura sits behind the horseman," said the Vicar. "I don't know +that travelling will do it. One thing certainly will do it."</p> + +<p>"And what is that?"</p> + +<p>"Hard work. Some doctor told his patient that if he'd live on +half-a-crown a day and earn it, he'd soon be well. I'm sure that the +same prescription holds good for all maladies of the mind. You can't +earn the half-crown a day, but you may work as hard as though you +did."</p> + +<p>"What shall I do?"</p> + +<p>"Read, dig, shoot, look after the farm, and say your prayers. Don't +allow yourself time for thinking."</p> + +<p>"It's a fine philosophy," said Gilmore, "but I don't think any man +ever made himself happy by it. I'll leave you now."</p> + +<p>"I'd go and dig, if I were you," said the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps I will. Do you know, I've half an idea that I'll go to +Loring."</p> + +<p>"What good will that do?"</p> + +<p>"I'll find out whether this man is a blackguard. I believe he is. My +uncle knows something about his father, and says that a bigger scamp +never lived."</p> + +<p>"I don't see what good you can do, Harry," said the Vicar. And so +they parted.</p> + +<p>Fenwick was about half a mile from the mill when Gilmore left him, +and he wished that it were a mile and a half. He knew well that an +edict had gone forth at the mill that no one should speak to the old +man about his daughter. With the mother the Vicar had often spoken of +her lost child, and had learned from her how sad it was to her that +she could never dare to mention Carry's name to her husband. He had +cursed his child, and had sworn that she should never more have part +in him or his. She had brought sorrow and shame upon him, and he had +cut her off with a steady resolve that there should be no weak +backsliding on his part. Those who knew him best declared that the +miller would certainly keep his word, and hitherto no one had dared +to speak of the lost one in her father's hearing. All this Mr. +Fenwick knew, and he knew also that the man was one who could be very +fierce in his anger. He had told his wife that old Brattle was the +only man in the world before whom he would be afraid to speak his +mind openly, and in so saying he had expressed a feeling that was +very general throughout all Bullhampton. Mr. Puddleham was a very +meddlesome man, and he had once ventured out to the mill to say a +word, not indeed about Carry, but touching some youthful iniquity of +which Sam was supposed to have been guilty. He never went near the +mill again, but would shudder and lift up his hands and his eyes when +the miller's name was mentioned. It was not that Brattle used rough +language, or became violently angry when accosted; but there was a +sullen sternness about the man, and a capability of asserting his own +mastery and personal authority, which reduced those who attacked him +to the condition of vanquished combatants, and repulsed them, so that +they would retreat as beaten dogs. Mr. Fenwick, indeed, had always +been well received at the mill. The women of the family loved him +dearly, and took great comfort in his visits. From his first arrival +in the parish he had been on intimate terms with them, though the old +man had never once entered his church. Brattle himself would bear +with him more kindly than he would with his own landlord, who might +at any day have turned him out of his holding. But even Fenwick had +been so answered more than once as to have been forced to retreat +with that feeling of having his tail, like a cur, between his legs. +"He can't eat me," he said to himself, as the low willows round the +mill came in sight. When a man is reduced to that consolation, as +many a man often is, he may be nearly sure that he will be eaten.</p> + +<p>When he got over the stile into the lane close to the mill-door, he +found that the mill was going. Gilmore had told him that it might +probably be so, as he had heard that the repairs were nearly +finished. Fenwick was sure that after so long a period of enforced +idleness Brattle would be in the mill, but he went at first into the +house and there found Mrs. Brattle and Fanny. Even with them he +hardly felt himself to be at home, but after a while managed to ask a +few questions about Sam. Sam had come back, and was now at work, but +he had had some terribly hard words with his father. The old man had +desired to know where his son had been. Sam had declined to tell, and +had declared that if he was to be cross-questioned about his comings +and goings he would leave the mill altogether. His father had told +him that he had better go. Sam had not gone, but the two had been +working on together since without interchanging a word. "I want to +see him especially," said Mr. Fenwick.</p> + +<p>"You mean Sam, sir?" asked the mother.</p> + +<p>"No; his father. I will go out into the lane, and perhaps Fanny will +ask him to come to me." Mrs. Brattle immediately became dismayed by a +troop of fears, and looked up into his face with soft, supplicating, +tearful eyes. So much of sorrow had come to her of late! "There is +nothing wrong, Mrs. Brattle," he said.</p> + +<p>"I thought perhaps you had heard something of Sam."</p> + +<p>"Nothing but what has made me surer than ever that he had no part in +what was done at Mr. Trumbull's farm."</p> + +<p>"Thank God for that!" said the mother, taking him by the hand. Then +Fanny went into the mill, and the Vicar followed her out of the +house, on to the lane. He stood leaning against a tree till the old +man came to him. He then shook the miller's hand, and made some +remark about the mill. They had begun again that morning, the miller +said. Sam had been off again, or they might have been at work on +yesterday forenoon.</p> + +<p>"Do not be angry with him; he has been on a good work," said the +Vicar.</p> + +<p>"Good or bad, I know nowt of it," said the miller.</p> + +<p>"I know, and if you wish I will tell you; but there is another thing +I must say first. Come a little way down the lane with me, Mr. +Brattle."</p> + +<p>The Vicar had assumed a tone which was almost one of rebuke,—not +intending it, but falling into it from want of histrionic power in +his attempt to be bold and solemn at the same time. The miller at +once resented it. "Why should I come down the lane?" said he. "You're +axing me to come out at a very busy moment, Muster Fenwick."</p> + +<p>"Nothing can be so important as that which I have to say. For the +love of God, Mr. Brattle,—for the love you bear your wife and +children, endure with me for ten minutes." Then he paused, and walked +on, and Mr. Brattle was still at his elbow. "My friend, I have seen +your daughter."</p> + +<p>"Which daughter?" said the miller, arresting his step.</p> + +<p>"Your daughter Carry, Mr. Brattle." Then the old man turned round and +would have hurried back to the mill without a word; but the Vicar +held him by his coat. "If I have ever been a friend to you or yours +listen to me now one minute."</p> + +<p>"Do I come to your house and tell you of your sorrows and your shame? +Let me go!"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Brattle, if you will stretch forth your hand, you may save her. +She is your own child—your flesh and blood. Think how easy it is for +a poor girl to fall,—how great is the temptation and how quick, and +how it comes without knowledge of the evil that is to follow! How +small is the sin, and how terrible the punishment! Your friends, Mr. +Brattle, have forgiven you worse sins than ever she has committed."</p> + +<p>"I never shamed none of them," said he, struggling on his way back to +the mill.</p> + +<p>"It is that, then;—your own misfortune and not the girl's sin that +would harden your heart against your own child? You will let her +perish in the streets, not because she has fallen, but because she +has hurt you in her fall! Is that to be a father? Is that to be a +man? Mr. Brattle, think better of yourself, and dare to obey the +instincts of your heart."</p> + +<p>But by this time the miller had escaped, and was striding off in +furious silence to the mill. The Vicar, oppressed by a sense of utter +failure, feeling that his interference had been absolutely valueless, +that the man's wrath and constancy were things altogether beyond his +reach, stood where he had been left, hardly daring to return to the +mill and say a word or two to the women there. But at last he did go +back. He knew well that Brattle himself would not be seen in the +house till his present mood was over. After any encounter of words he +would go and work in silence for half a day, and would seldom or +never refer again to what had taken place; he would never, so thought +the Vicar, refer to the encounter which had just taken place; but he +would remember it always, and it might be that he would never again +speak in friendship to a man who had offended him so deeply.</p> + +<p>After a moment's thought he determined to tell the wife, and informed +her and Fanny that he had seen Carry over at Pycroft Common. The +mother's questions as to what her child was doing, how she was +living, whether she were ill or well, and, alas! whether she were +happy or miserable, who cannot imagine?</p> + +<p>"She is anything but happy, I fear," said Mr. Fenwick.</p> + +<p>"My poor Carry!"</p> + +<p>"I should not wish that she should be happy till she be brought back +to the decencies of life. What shall we do to bring her back?"</p> + +<p>"Would she come if she were let to come?" asked Fanny.</p> + +<p>"I believe she would. I feel sure that she would."</p> + +<p>"And what did he say, Mr. Fenwick?" asked the mother. The Vicar only +shook his head. "He's very good; to me he's ever been good as gold. +But, oh, Mr. Fenwick, he is so hard."</p> + +<p>"He will not let you speak of her?"</p> + +<p>"Never a word, Mr. Fenwick. He'd look at you, sir, so that the gleam +of his eyes would fall on you like a blow. I wouldn't dare;—nor yet +wouldn't Fanny, who dares more with him than any of us."</p> + +<p>"If it'd serve her, I'd speak," said Fanny.</p> + +<p>"But couldn't I see her, Mr. Fenwick? Couldn't you take me in the gig +with you, sir? I'd slip out arter breakfast up the road, and he +wouldn't be no wiser, at least till I war back again. He wouldn't ax +no questions then, I'm thinking. Would he, Fan?"</p> + +<p>"He'd ask at dinner; but if I said you were out for the day along +with Mr. Fenwick, he wouldn't say any more, maybe. He'd know well +enough where you was gone to."</p> + +<p>Mr. Fenwick said that he would think of it, and let Fanny know on the +following Sunday. He would not make a promise now, and at any rate he +could not go before Sunday. He did not like to pledge himself +suddenly to such an adventure, knowing that it would be best that he +should first have his wife's ideas on the matter. Then he took his +leave, and as he went out of the house he saw the miller standing at +the door of the mill. He raised his hand and said, "Good-bye," but +the miller quickly turned his back to him and retreated into his +mill.</p> + +<p>As he walked up to his house through the village he met Mr. +Puddleham. "So Sam Brattle is off again, sir," said the minister.</p> + +<p>"Off what, Mr. Puddleham?"</p> + +<p>"Gone clean away. Out of the country."</p> + +<p>"Who has told you that, Mr. Puddleham?"</p> + +<p>"Isn't it true, sir? You ought to know, Mr. Fenwick, as you're one of +the bailsmen."</p> + +<p>"I've just been at the mill, and I didn't see him."</p> + +<p>"I don't think you'll ever see him at the mill again, Mr. Fenwick; +nor yet in Bullhampton, unless the police have to bring him here."</p> + +<p>"As I was saying, I didn't see him at the mill, Mr. Puddleham, +because I didn't go in; but he's working there at this moment, and +has been all the day. He's all right, Mr. Puddleham. You go and have +a few words with him, or with his father, and you'll find they're +quite comfortable at the mill now."</p> + +<p>"Constable Hicks told me that he was out of the country," said Mr. +Puddleham, walking away in considerable disgust.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fenwick's opinion was, upon the whole, rather in favour of the +second expedition to Pycroft Common, as she declared that the mother +should at any rate be allowed to see her child. She indeed would not +submit to the idea of the miller's indomitable powers. If she were +Mrs. Brattle, she said, she'd pull the old man's ears, and make him +give way.</p> + +<p>"You go and try," said the Vicar.</p> + +<p>On the Sunday morning following, Fanny was told that on Wednesday Mr. +Fenwick would drive her mother over to Pycroft Common. He had no +doubt, he said, but that Carry would still be found living with Mrs. +Burrows. He explained that the old woman had luckily been absent +during his visit, but would probably be there when they went again. +As to that they must take their chance. And the whole plan was +arranged. Mr. Fenwick was to be on the road in his gig at Mr. +Gilmore's gate at ten o'clock, and Mrs. Brattle was to meet him there +at that hour.</p> + + +<p><a name="c28" id="c28"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XXVIII.</h3> +<h4>MRS. BRATTLE'S JOURNEY.<br /> </h4> + + +<p><img class="left" src="images/ch28a.jpg" width="310" alt="Illustration" /> +Mrs. Brattle was waiting at the stile opposite to Mr. Gilmore's gate +as Mr. Fenwick drove up to the spot. No doubt the dear old woman had +been there for the last half-hour, thinking that the walk would take +her twice as long as it did, and fearing that she might keep the +Vicar waiting. She had put on her Sunday clothes and her Sunday +bonnet, and when she climbed up into the vacant place beside her +friend she found her position to be so strange that for a while she +could hardly speak. He said a few words to her, but pressed her with +no questions, understanding the cause of her embarrassment. He could +not but think that of all his parishioners no two were so unlike each +other as were the miller and his wife. The one was so hard and +invincible;—the other so soft and submissive! Nevertheless it had +always been said that Brattle had been a tender and affectionate +husband. By degrees the woman's awe at the horse and gig and +strangeness of her position wore off, and she began to talk of her +daughter. She had brought a little bundle with her, thinking that she +might supply feminine wants, and had apologised humbly for venturing +to come so laden. Fenwick, who remembered what Carry had said about +money that she still had, and who was nearly sure that the murderers +had gone to Pycroft Common after the murder had been committed, had +found a difficulty in explaining to Mrs. Brattle that her child was +probably not in want. The son had been accused of the murder of the +man, and now the Vicar had but little doubt that the daughter was +living on the proceeds of the robbery. "It's a hard life she must be +living, Mr. Fenwick, with an old 'ooman the likes of that," said Mrs. +Brattle. "Perhaps if I'd brought a morsel of some'at to +<span class="nowrap">eat—"</span></p> + +<p>"I don't think they're pressed in that way, Mrs. Brattle."</p> + +<p>"Ain't they now? But it's a'most worse, Mr. Fenwick, when one thinks +where it's to come from. The Lord have mercy on her, and bring her +out of it!"</p> + +<p>"Amen," said the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"And is she bright at all, and simple still? She was the brightest, +simplest lass in all Bull'ompton, I used to think. I suppose her old +ways have a'most left her, Mr. Fenwick?"</p> + +<p>"I thought her very like what she used to be."</p> + +<p>"'Deed now, did you, Mr. Fenwick? And she wasn't mopish and +slatternly like?"</p> + +<p>"She was tidy enough. You wouldn't wish me to say that she was +happy?"</p> + +<p>"I suppose not, Mr. Fenwick. I shouldn't ought;—ought I, now? But, +Mr. Fenwick, I'd give my left hand she should be happy and gay once +more. I suppose none but a mother feels it, but the sound of her +voice through the house was ever the sweetest music I know'd on. +It'll never have the same ring again, Mr. Fenwick."</p> + +<p>He could not tell her that it would. That sainted sinner of whom he +had reminded Mr. Puddleham, though she had attained to the joy of the +Lord,—even she had never regained the mirth of her young innocence. +There is a bloom on the flower which may rest there till the flower +has utterly perished, if the handling of it be sufficiently +delicate;—but no care, nothing that can be done by friends on earth, +or even by better friendship from above, can replace that when once +displaced. The sound of which the mother was thinking could never be +heard again from Carry Brattle's voice. "If we could only get her +home once more," said the Vicar, "she might be a good daughter to you +still."</p> + +<p>"I'd be a good mother to her, Mr. Fenwick;—but I'm thinking he'll +never have it so. I never knew him to change on a thing like that, +Mr. Fenwick. He felt it that keenly, it nigh killed 'im. Only that he +took it out o' hisself in thrashing that wicked man, I a'most think +he'd a' died o' it."</p> + +<p>Again the Vicar drove to the Bald-faced Stag, and again he walked +along the road and over the common. He offered his arm to the old +woman, but she wouldn't accept it; nor would she upon any entreaty +allow him to carry her bundle. She assured him that his doing so +would make her utterly wretched, and at last he gave up the point. +She declared that she suffered nothing from fatigue, and that her two +miles' walk would not be more than her Sunday journey to church and +back. But as she drew near to the house she became uneasy, and once +asked to be allowed to pause for a moment. "May be, then," said she, +"after all, my girl'd rather that I wouldn't trouble her." He took +her by the arm and led her along, and comforted her,—assuring her +that if she would take her child in her arms Carry would for the +moment be in a heaven of happiness. "Take her into my arms, Mr. +Fenwick? Why,—isn't she in my very heart of hearts at this moment? +And I won't say not a word sharp to her;—not now, Mr. Fenwick. And +why would I say sharp words at all? I suppose she understands it +all."</p> + +<p>"I think she does, Mrs. Brattle."</p> + +<p>They had now reached the door, and the Vicar knocked. No answer came +at once; but such had been the case when he knocked before. He had +learned to understand that in such a household it might not be wise +to admit all comers without consideration. So he knocked again,—and +then again. But still there came no answer. Then he tried the door, +and found that it was locked. "May be she's seen me coming," said the +mother, "and now she won't let me in." The Vicar then went round the +cottage, and found that the back door also was closed. Then he looked +in at one of the front windows, and became aware that no one was +sitting, at least in the kitchen. There was an upstairs room, but of +that the window was closed.</p> + +<p>"I begin to fear," he said, "that neither of them is at home."</p> + +<p>At this moment he heard the voice of a woman calling to him from the +door of the nearest cottage,—one of the two brick tenements which +stood together,—and from her he learned that Mrs. Burrows had gone +into Devizes, and would not probably be home till the evening. Then +he asked after Carry, not mentioning her name, but speaking of her as +the young woman who lived with Mrs. Burrows. "Her young man come and +took her up to Lon'on o' Saturday," said the woman.</p> + +<p>Fenwick heard the words, but Mrs. Brattle did not hear them. It did +not occur to him not to believe the woman's statement, and all his +hopes about the poor creature were at once dashed to the ground. His +first feeling was no doubt one of resentment, that she had broken her +word to him. She had said that she would not go within a month +without letting him know that she was going; and there is no fault, +no vice, that strikes any of us so strongly as falsehood or injustice +against ourselves. And then the nature of the statement was so +terrible! She had gone back into utter degradation and iniquity. And +who was the young man? As far as he could obtain a clue, through the +information which had reached him from various sources, this young +man must be the companion of the Grinder in the murder and robbery of +Mr. Trumbull. "She has gone away, Mrs. Brattle," said he, with as sad +a voice as ever a man used.</p> + +<p>"And where be she gone to, Mr. Fenwick? Cannot I go arter her?" He +simply shook his head and took her by the arm to lead her away. "Do +they know nothing of her, Mr. Fenwick?"</p> + +<p>"She has gone away; probably to London. We must think no more about +her, Mrs. Brattle—at any rate for the present. I can only say that I +am very, very sorry that I brought you here."</p> + +<p>The drive back to Bullhampton was very silent and very sad. Mrs. +Brattle had before her the difficulty of explaining her journey to +her husband, together with the feeling that the difficulty had been +incurred altogether for nothing. As for Fenwick, he was angry with +himself for his own past enthusiasm about the girl. After all, Mr. +Chamberlaine had shown himself to be the wiser man of the two. He had +declared it to be no good to take up special cases, and the Vicar as +he drove himself home notified to himself his assent with the +Prebendary's doctrine. The girl had gone off the moment she had +ascertained that her friends were aware of her presence and +situation. What to her had been the kindness of her clerical friend, +or the stories brought to her from her early home, or the dirt and +squalor of the life which she was leading? The moment that there was +a question of bringing her back to the decencies of the world, she +escaped from her friends and hurried back to the pollution which, no +doubt, had charms for her. He had allowed himself to think that in +spite of her impurity, she might again be almost pure, and this was +his reward! He deposited the poor woman at the spot at which he had +taken her up, almost without a word, and then drove himself home with +a heavy heart. "I believe it will be best to be like her father, and +never to name her again," said he to his wife.</p> + +<p>"But what has she done, Frank?"</p> + +<p>"Gone back to the life which I suppose she likes best. Let us say no +more about it,—at any rate for the present. I'm sick at heart when I +think of it."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Brattle, when she got over the stile close to her own home, saw +her husband standing at the mill door. Her heart sank within her, if +that could be said to sink which was already so low. He did not move, +but stood there with his eyes fixed upon her. She had hoped that she +might get into the house unobserved by him, and learn from Fanny what +had taken place; but she felt so like a culprit that she hardly dared +to enter the door. Would it not be best to go to him at once, and ask +his pardon for what she had done? When he spoke to her, which he did +at last, his voice was a relief to her. "Where hast been, Maggie?" he +asked. She went up to him, put her hand on the lappet of his coat and +shook her head. "Best go in and sit easy, and hear what God sends," +he said. "What's the use of scouring about the country here and +there?"</p> + +<p>"There has been no use in it to-day, feyther," she said.</p> + +<p>"There arn't no use in it,—not never," he said; and after that there +was no more about it. She went into the house and handed the bundle +to Fanny, and sat down on the bed and cried. On the following morning +Frank Fenwick received the following +<span class="nowrap">letter:—</span><br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="jright">London, Sunday.</p> + +<p class="noindent"><span class="smallcaps">Honoured Sir</span>,</p> + +<p>I told you that I would write if it came as I was going +away, but I've been forced to go without writing. There +was nothing to write with at the cottage. Mrs. Burrows and +me had words, and I thought as she would rob me, and +perhaps worse. She is a bad woman, and I could stand it no +longer, so I just come up here, as there was nowhere else +for me to find a place to lie down in. I thought I'd just +write and tell you, because of my word; but I know it +isn't no use.</p> + +<p>I'd send my respects and love to father and mother, if I +dared. I did think of going over; but I know he'd kill me, +and so he ought. I'd send my respects to Mrs. Fenwick, +only that I isn't fit to name her;—and my love to sister +Fanny. I've come away here, and must just wait till I die.</p> + +<p class="ind6">Yours humbly, and most unfortunate,</p> + +<p class="ind18"><span class="smallcaps">Carry</span>.</p> + +<p class="noindent">If it's any good to be +sorry, nobody can be more sorry +than me, and nobody more unhappy. I did try to pray when +you was gone, but it only made me more ashamed. If there +was only anywhere to go to, I'd go.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + + +<p><a name="c29" id="c29"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XXIX.</h3> +<h4>THE BULL AT LORING.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>Gilmore had told his friend that he would do two things,—that he +would start off and travel for four or five years, and that he would +pay a visit to Loring. Fenwick had advised him to do neither, but to +stay at home and dig and say his prayers. But in such emergencies no +man takes his friend's advice; and when Mr. Chamberlaine had left +him, Gilmore had made up his mind that he would at any rate go to +Loring. He went to church on the Sunday morning, and was half +resolved to tell Mrs. Fenwick of his purpose; but chance delayed her +in the church, and he sauntered away home without having mentioned +it. He let half the next week pass by without stirring beyond his own +ground. During those three days he changed his mind half a dozen +times; but at last, on the Thursday, he had his portmanteau packed +and started on his journey. As he was preparing to leave the house he +wrote one line to Fenwick in pencil. "I am this moment off to +Loring.—H. G." This he left in the village as he drove through to +the Westbury station.</p> + +<p>He had formed no idea in his own mind of any definite purpose in +going. He did not know what he should do or what say when he got to +Loring. He had told himself a hundred times that any persecution of +the girl on his part would be mean and unworthy of him. And he was +also aware that no condition in which a man could place himself was +more open to contempt than that of a whining, pining, unsuccessful +lover. A man is bound to take a woman's decision against him, bear it +as he may, and say as little against it as possible. He is bound to +do so when he is convinced that a woman's decision is final; and +there can be no stronger proof of such finality than the fact that +she has declared a preference for some other man. All this Gilmore +knew, but he would not divest himself of the idea that there might +still be some turn in the wheel of fortune. He had heard a vague +rumour that Captain Marrable, his rival, was a very dangerous man. +His uncle was quite sure that the Captain's father was thoroughly +bad, and had thrown out hints against the son, which Gilmore in his +anxiety magnified till he felt convinced that the girl whom he loved +with all his heart was going to throw herself into the arms of a +thorough scamp. Could he not do something, if not for his own sake, +then for hers? Might it not be possible for him to deliver her from +her danger? What, if he should discover some great iniquity;—would +she not then in her gratitude be softened towards him? It was on the +cards that this reprobate was married already, and was about to +commit bigamy. It was quite probable that such a man should be deeply +in debt. As for the fortune that had been left to him, Mr. +Chamberlaine had already ascertained that that amounted to nothing. +It had been consumed to the last shilling in paying the joint debts +of the father and son. Men such as Mr. Chamberlaine have sources of +information which are marvellous to the minds of those who are more +secluded, and not the less marvellous because the information is +invariably false. Gilmore in this way almost came to a conviction +that Mary Lowther was about to sacrifice herself to a man utterly +unworthy of her, and he taught himself, not to think,—but to believe +it to be possible that he might save her. Those who knew him would +have said that he was the last man in the world to be carried away by +a romantic notion;—but he had his own idea of romance as plainly +developed in his mind as was ever the case with a knight of old, who +went forth for the relief of a distressed damsel. If he could do +anything towards saving her, he would do it, or try to do it, though +he should be brought to ruin in the attempt. Might it not be that at +last he would have the reward which other knights always attained? +The chance in his favour was doubtless small, but the world was +nothing to him without this chance.</p> + +<p>He had never been at Loring before, but he had learned the way. He +went to Chippenham and Swindon, and then by the train to Loring. He +had no very definite plan formed for himself. He rather thought that +he would call at Miss Marrable's house,—call if possible when Mary +Lowther was not there,—and learn from the elder lady something of +the facts of the case. He had been well aware for many weeks past, +from early days in the summer, that old Miss Marrable had been in +favour of his claim. He had heard too that there had been family +quarrels among the Marrables, and a word had been dropped in his +hearing by Mrs. Fenwick, which had implied that Miss Marrable was by +no means pleased with the match which her niece Mary Lowther was +proposing to herself. Everything seemed to show that Captain Marrable +was a most undesirable person.</p> + +<p>When he reached the station at Loring it was incumbent on him to go +somewhither at once. He must provide for himself for the night. He +found two omnibuses at the station, and two inn servants competing +with great ardour for his carpet bag. There were the Dragon and the +Bull fighting for him. The Bull in the Lowtown was commercial and +prosperous. The Dragon at Uphill was aristocratic, devoted to county +purposes, and rather hard set to keep its jaws open and its tail +flying. Prosperity is always becoming more prosperous, and the +allurements of the Bull prevailed. "Are you a going to rob the gent +of his walise?" said the indignant Boots of the Bull as he rescued +Mr. Gilmore's property from the hands of his natural enemy, as soon +as he had secured the entrance of Mr. Gilmore into his own vehicle. +Had Mr. Gilmore known that the Dragon was next door but one to Miss +Marrable's house, and that the Bull was nearly equally contiguous to +that in which Captain Marrable was residing, his choice probably +would not have been altered. In such cases, the knight who is to be +the deliverer desires above all things that he may be near to his +enemy.</p> + +<p>He was shown up to a bedroom, and then ushered into the commercial +room of the house. Loring, though it does a very pretty trade as a +small town, and now has for some years been regarded as a thriving +place in its degree, is not of such importance in the way of business +as to support a commercial inn of the first class. At such houses the +commercial room is as much closed against the uninitiated as is a +first-class club in London. In such rooms a non-commercial man would +be almost as much astray as is a non-broker in Capel Court, or an +attorney in a bar mess-room. At the Bull things were a little mixed. +The very fact that the words "Commercial Room" were painted on the +door proved to those who understood such matters that there was a +doubt in the case. They had no coffee room at the Bull, and strangers +who came that way were of necessity shown into that in which the +gentlemen of the road were wont to relax themselves. Certain +commercial laws are maintained in such apartments. Cigars are not +allowed before nine o'clock, except upon some distinct arrangement +with the waiter. There is not, as a rule, a regular daily commercial +repast; but when three or more gentlemen dine together at five +o'clock, the dinner becomes a commercial dinner, and the commercial +laws as to wine, &c., are enforced, with more or less restriction as +circumstances may seem to demand. At the present time there was but +one occupant of the chamber to greet Mr. Gilmore when he entered, and +this greeting was made with all the full honours of commercial +courtesy. The commercial gentleman is of his nature gregarious, and +although he be exclusive to a strong degree, more so probably than +almost any other man in regard to the sacred hour of dinner, when in +the full glory of his confraternity, he will condescend, when the +circumstances of his profession have separated him from his +professional brethren, to be festive with almost any gentleman whom +chance may throw in his way. Mr. Cockey had been alone for a whole +day when Gilmore arrived, having reached Loring just twenty-four +hours in advance of our friend, and was contemplating the sadly +diminished joys of a second solitary dinner at the Bull, when fortune +threw this stranger in his way. The waiter, looking at the matter in +a somewhat similar light, and aware that a combined meal would be for +the advantage of all parties, very soon assisted Mr. Cockey in making +his arrangements for the evening. Mr. Gilmore would no doubt want to +dine. Dinner would be served at five o'clock. Mr. Cockey was going to +dine, and Mr. Gilmore, the waiter thought, would probably be glad to +join him. Mr. Cockey expressed himself as delighted, and would only +be too happy. Now men in love, let their case be ever so bad, must +dine or die. So much no doubt is not admitted by the chroniclers of +the old knights who went forth after their ladies; but the old +chroniclers, if they soared somewhat higher than do those of the +present day, are admitted to have been on the whole less +circumstantially truthful. Our knight was very sad at heart, and +would have done according to his prowess as much as any Orlando of +them all for the lady whom he loved,—but nevertheless he was an +hungered; the mention of dinner was pleasant to him, and he accepted +the joint courtesies of Mr. Cockey and the waiter with gratitude.</p> + +<p>The codfish and beefsteak, though somewhat woolly and tough, were +wholesome; and the pint of sherry which at Mr. Cockey's suggestion +was supplied to them, if not of itself wholesome, was innocent by +reason of its dimensions. Mr. Cockey himself was pleasant and +communicative, and told Mr. Gilmore a good deal about Loring. Our +friend was afraid to ask any leading questions as to the persons in +the place who interested himself, feeling conscious that his own +subject was one which would not bear touch from a rough hand. He did +at last venture to make inquiry about the clergyman of the parish. +Mr. Cockey, with some merriment at his own wit, declared that the +church was a house of business at which he did not often call for +orders. Though he had been coming to Loring now for four years, he +had never heard anything of the clergyman; but the waiter no doubt +would tell them. Gilmore rather hesitated, and protested that he +cared little for the matter; but the waiter was called in and +questioned, and was soon full of stories about old Mr. Marrable. He +was a good sort of man in his way, the waiter thought, but not much +of a preacher. The people liked him because he never interfered with +them. "He don't go poking his nose into people's 'ouses like some of +'em," said the waiter, who then began to tell of the pertinacity in +that respect of a younger clergyman at Uphill. Yes; Parson Marrable +had a relation living at Uphill; an old lady. "No; not his +grandmother." This was in answer to a joke on the part of Mr. Cockey. +Nor yet a daughter. The waiter thought she was some kind of a cousin, +though he did not know what kind. A very grand lady was Miss +Marrable, according to his showing, and much thought of by the +quality. There was a young lady living with her, though the waiter +did not know the young lady's name.</p> + +<p>"Does the Rev. Mr. Marrable live alone?" asked Gilmore. "Well, yes; +for the most part quite alone. But just at present he had a visitor." +Then the waiter told all that he knew about the Captain. The most +material part of this was that the Captain had returned from London +that very evening;—had come in by the Express while the two "gents" +were at dinner, and had been taken to the Lowtown parsonage by the +Bull 'bus. "Quite the gentleman," was the Captain, according to the +waiter, and one of the "handsomest gents as ever he'd set his eyes +upon." <span class="nowrap">"D——</span> him," +said poor Harry Gilmore to himself. Then he +ventured upon another question. Did the waiter know anything of +Captain Marrable's father? The waiter only knew that the Captain's +father was "a military gent, and was high up in the army." From all +which the only information which Gilmore received was the fact that +the match between Marrable and Mary Lowther had not as yet become the +talk of the town. After dinner Mr. Cockey proposed a glass of toddy +and a cigar, remarking that he would move a bill for dispensing with +the smoking rule for that night only, and to this also Gilmore +assented. Now that he was at Loring he did not know what to do with +himself better than drinking toddy with Mr. Cockey. Mr. Cockey +declared the bill to be carried nem. con., and the cigars and toddy +were produced. Mr. Cockey remarked that he had heard of Sir Gregory +Marrable, of Dunripple Park. He travelled in Warwickshire, and was in +the habit, as he said, of fishing up little facts. Sir Gregory wasn't +much of a man, according to his account. The estate was small and, as +Mr. Cockey fancied, a little out at elbows. Mr. Cockey thought it all +very well to be a country gentleman and a "barrow knight," as he +called it, as long as you had an estate to follow; but he thought +very little of a title without plenty of stuff. Commerce, according +to his notions, was the back bone of the nation;—and that the corps +of travelling commercial gentlemen was the back bone of trade, every +child knew. Mr. Cockey became warm and friendly as he drank his +toddy. "Now, I don't know what you are, sir," said he.</p> + +<p>"I'm not very much of anything," said Gilmore.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps not, sir. Let that be as it may. But a man, sir, that feels +that he's one of the supports of the commercial supremacy of this +nation ain't got much reason to be ashamed of himself."</p> + +<p>"Not on that account, certainly."</p> + +<p>"Nor yet on no other account, as long as he's true to his employers. +Now you talk of country gentlemen."</p> + +<p>"I didn't talk of them," said Gilmore.</p> + +<p>"Well,—no,—you didn't; but they do, you know. What does a country +gentleman know, and what does he do? What's the country the better of +him? He 'unts, and he shoots, and he goes to bed with his skin full +of wine, and then he gets up and he 'unts and he shoots again, and +'as his skin full once more. That's about all."</p> + +<p>"Sometimes he's a magistrate."</p> + +<p>"Yes, justices' justice! we know all about that. Put an old man in +prison for a week because he looks into his 'ay-field on a Sunday; or +send a young one to the treadmill for two months because he knocks +over a 'are! All them cases ought to be tried in the towns, and there +should be beaks paid as there is in London. I don't see the good of a +country gentleman. Buying and selling;—that's what the world has to +go by."</p> + +<p>"They buy and sell land."</p> + +<p>"No; they don't. They buy a bit now and then when they're screws, and +they sell a bit now and then when the eating and drinking has gone +too fast. But as for capital and investment, they know nothing about +it. After all, they ain't getting above two-and-a-half per cent. for +their money. We all know what that must come to."</p> + +<p>Mr. Cockey had been so mild before the pint of sherry and the glass +of toddy, that Mr. Gilmore was somewhat dismayed by the change. Mr. +Cockey, however, in his altered aspect seemed to be so much the less +gracious, that Gilmore left him and strolled out into the town. He +climbed up the hill and walked round the church and looked up at the +windows of Miss Marrable's house, of which he had learned the site; +but he had no adventure, saw nothing that interested him, and at +half-past nine took himself wearily to bed.</p> + +<p>That same day Captain Marrable had run down from London to Loring +laden with terrible news. The money on which he had counted was all +gone! "What do you mean?" said his uncle; "have the lawyers been +deceiving you all through?"</p> + +<p>"What is it to me?" said the ruined man. "It is all gone. They have +satisfied me that nothing more can be done." Parson John whistled +with a long-drawn note of wonder. "The people they were dealing with +would be willing enough to give up the money, but it's all gone. It's +spent, and there's no trace of it."</p> + +<p>"Poor fellow!"</p> + + +<div class="center"><a name="il10" id="il10"></a> +<table style="margin: 0 auto" cellpadding="4px"> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <a href="images/il10.jpg"> + <img src="images/il10-t.jpg" width="540" + alt="Parson John and Walter Marrable." /></a> + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <span class="caption">Parson John and Walter Marrable.<br /> + Click to <a href="images/il10.jpg">ENLARGE</a></span> + </td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + + + +<p>"I've seen my father, uncle John."</p> + +<p>"And what passed?"</p> + +<p>"I told him that he was a scoundrel, and then I left him. I didn't +strike him."</p> + +<p>"I should hope not that, Walter."</p> + +<p>"I kept my hands off him; but when a man has ruined you as he has me, +it doesn't much matter who he is. Your father and any other man are +much the same to you then. He was worn, and old, and pale, or I +should have felled him to the ground."</p> + +<p>"And what will you do now?"</p> + +<p>"Just go to that hell upon earth on the other side of the globe. +There's nothing else to be done. I've applied for extension of leave, +and told them why."</p> + +<p>Nothing more was said that night between the uncle and nephew, and no +word had been spoken about Mary Lowther. On the next morning the +breakfast at the parsonage passed by in silence. Parson John had been +thinking a good deal of Mary, but had resolved that it was best that +he should hold his tongue for the present. From the moment in which +he had first heard of the engagement, he had made up his mind that +his nephew and Mary Lowther would never be married. Seeing what his +nephew was—or rather seeing that which he fancied his nephew to +be,—he was sure that he would not sacrifice himself by such a +marriage. There was always a way out of things, and Walter Marrable +would be sure to find it. The way out of it had been found now with a +vengeance. Immediately after breakfast the Captain took his hat +without a word, and walked steadily up the hill to Uphill Lane. As he +passed the door of the Bull he saw, but took no notice of, a +gentleman who was standing under the covered entrance to the inn, and +who had watched him coming out from the parsonage gate; but Gilmore, +the moment that his eyes fell upon the Captain, declared to himself +that that was his rival. Captain Marrable walked straight up the hill +and knocked at Miss Marrable's door. Was Miss Lowther at home? Of +course Miss Lowther was at home at such an hour. The girl said that +Miss Mary was alone in the breakfast parlour. Miss Marrable had +already gone down to the kitchen. Without waiting for another word, +he walked into the little back room, and there he found his love. +"Walter," she said, jumping up and running to him; "how good of you +to come so soon! We didn't expect you these two days." She had thrown +herself into his arms, but, though he embraced her, he did not kiss +her. "There is something the matter!" she said. "What is it?" As she +spoke she drew away from him and looked up into his face. He smiled +and shook his head, still holding her by the waist. "Tell me, Walter; +I know there is something wrong."</p> + +<p>"It is only that dirty money. My father has succeeded in getting it +all."</p> + +<p>"All, Walter?" said she, again drawing herself away.</p> + +<p>"Every shilling," said he, dropping his arm.</p> + +<p>"That will be very bad."</p> + +<p>"Not a doubt of it. I felt it just as you do."</p> + +<p>"And all our pretty plans are gone."</p> + +<p>"Yes;—all our pretty plans."</p> + +<p>"And what shall you do now?"</p> + +<p>"There is only one thing. I shall go to India again. Of course it is +just the same to me as though I were told that sentence of death had +gone against me;—only it will not be so soon over."</p> + +<p>"Don't say that, Walter."</p> + +<p>"Why not say it, my dear, when I feel it?"</p> + +<p>"But you don't feel it. I know it must be bad for you, but it is not +quite that. I will not think that you have nothing left worth living +for."</p> + +<p>"I can't ask you to go with me to that happy Paradise."</p> + +<p>"But I can ask you to take me," she said;—"though perhaps it will be +better that I should not."</p> + +<p>"My darling!—my own darling!" Then she came back to him and laid her +head upon his shoulders, and lifted his hand till it came again round +her waist. And he kissed her forehead, and smoothed her hair. "Swear +to me," she said, "that whatever happens you will not put me away +from you."</p> + +<p>"Put you away, dearest! A man doesn't put away the only morsel he has +to keep him from starving. But yet as I came up here this morning I +resolved that I would put you away."</p> + +<p>"Walter!"</p> + +<p>"And even now I know that they will tell me that I should do so. How +can I take you out there to such a life as that without having the +means of keeping a house over your head?"</p> + +<p>"Officers do marry without fortunes."</p> + +<p>"Yes;—and what sort of a time do their wives have? Oh, Mary, my own, +my own, my own!—it is very bad! You cannot understand it all at +once, but it is very bad."</p> + +<p>"If it be better for you, Walter,—" she said, again drawing herself +away.</p> + +<p>"It is not that, and do not say that it is. Let us at any rate trust +each other."</p> + +<p>She gave herself a little shake before she answered him. "I will +trust you in everything;—as God is my judge, in everything. What you +tell me to do, I will do. But, Walter, I will say one thing first. I +can look forward to nothing but absolute misery in any life that will +separate me from you. I know the difference between comfort and +discomfort in money matters, but all that is as a feather in the +balance. You are my god upon earth, and to you I must cling. Whether +you be away from me or with me, I must cling to you the same. If I am +to be separated from you for a time, I can do it with hope. If I am +to be separated from you for ever, I shall still do so,—with +despair. And now I will trust you, and I will do whatever you tell +me. If you forbid me to call you mine any longer,—I will obey, and +will never reproach you."</p> + +<p>"I will always be yours," he said, taking her again to his heart.</p> + +<p>"Then, dearest, you shall not find me wanting for anything you may +ask of me. Of course you can't decide at present."</p> + +<p>"I have decided that I must go to India. I have asked for the +exchange."</p> + +<p>"Yes;—I understand; but about our marriage. It may be that you +should go out first. I would not be unmaidenly, Walter; but remember +this—the sooner the better, if I can be a comfort to you;—but I can +bear any delay rather than be a clog upon you."</p> + +<p>Marrable, as he had walked up the hill,—and during all his thoughts, +indeed, since he had been convinced that the money was gone from +him,—had been disposed to think that his duty to Mary required him +to give her up. He had asked her to be his wife when he believed his +circumstances to be other than they were; and now he knew that the +life he had to offer to her was one of extreme discomfort. He had +endeavoured to shake off any idea that as he must go back to India it +would be more comfortable for himself to return without than with a +wife. He wanted to make the sacrifice of himself, and had determined +that he would do so. Now, at any rate for the moment, all his +resolves were thrown to the wind. His own love was so strong and was +so gratified by her love, that half his misery was carried away in an +enthusiasm of romantic devotion. Let the worst come to the worst, the +man that was so loved by such a woman could not be of all men the +most miserable.</p> + +<p>He left the house, giving to her the charge of telling the bad news +to Miss Marrable; and as he went he saw in the street before the +house the man whom he had seen standing an hour before under the +gateway of the inn. And Gilmore saw him too, and well knew where he +had been.</p> + + +<p><a name="c30" id="c30"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XXX.</h3> +<h4>THE AUNT AND THE UNCLE.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>Miss Marrable heard the story of the Captain's loss in perfect +silence. Mary told it craftily, with a smile on her face, as though +she were but slightly affected by it, and did not think very much on +the change it might effect in her plans and those of her lover. "He +has been ill-treated; has he not?" she said.</p> + +<p>"Very badly treated. I can't understand it, but it seems to me that +he has been most shamefully treated."</p> + +<p>"He tried to explain it all to me; but I don't know that he +succeeded."</p> + +<p>"Why did the lawyers deceive him?"</p> + +<p>"I think he was a little rash there. He took what they told him for +more than it was worth. There was some woman who said that she would +resign her claim; but when they came to look into it, she too had +signed some papers and the money was all gone. He could recover it +from his father by law, only that his father has got nothing."</p> + +<p>"And that is to be the end of it."</p> + +<p>"That is the end of our five thousand pounds," said Mary, forcing a +little laugh. Miss Marrable for a few moments made no reply. She sat +fidgety in her seat, feeling that it was her duty to explain to Mary +what must, in her opinion, be the inevitable result of this +misfortune, and yet not knowing how to begin her task. Mary was +partly aware of what was coming, and had fortified herself to reject +all advice, to assert her right to do as she pleased with herself, +and to protest that she cared nothing for the prudent views of +worldly-minded people. But she was afraid of what was coming. She +knew that arguments would be used which she would find it very +difficult to answer; and, although she had settled upon certain +strong words which she would speak, she felt that she would be driven +at last to quarrel with her aunt. On one thing she was quite +resolved. Nothing should induce her to give up her engagement,—short +of the expression of a wish to that effect from Walter Marrable +himself.</p> + +<p>"How will this affect you, dear?" said Miss Marrable at last.</p> + +<p>"I should have been a poor man's wife any how. Now I shall be the +wife of a very poor man. I suppose that will be the effect."</p> + +<p>"What will he do?"</p> + +<p>"He has, aunt, made up his mind to go to India."</p> + +<p>"Has he made up his mind to anything else?"</p> + +<p>"Of course, I know what you mean, aunt?"</p> + +<p>"Why should you not know? I mean, that a man going out to India, and +intending to live there as an officer on his pay, cannot be in want +of a wife."</p> + +<p>"You speak of a wife as if she were the same as a coach-and-four, or +a box at the opera,—a sort of luxury for rich men. Marriage, aunt, +is like death, common to all."</p> + +<p>"In our position in life, Mary, marriage cannot be made so common as +to be undertaken without foresight for the morrow. A poor gentleman +is further removed from marriage than any other man."</p> + +<p>"One knows, of course, that there will be difficulties."</p> + +<p>"What I mean, Mary, is, that you will have to give it up."</p> + +<p>"Never, Aunt Sarah. I shall never give it up."</p> + +<p>"Do you mean that you will marry him now, at once, and go out to +India with him, as a dead weight round his neck?"</p> + +<p>"I mean that he shall choose about that."</p> + +<p>"It is for you to choose, Mary. Don't be angry. I am bound to tell +you what I think. You can, of course, act as you please; but I think +that you ought to listen to me. He cannot go back from his engagement +without laying himself open to imputation of bad conduct."</p> + +<p>"Nor can I."</p> + +<p>"Pardon me, dear. That depends, I think, upon what passes between +you. It is at any rate for you to propose the release to him,—not to +fix him with the burthen of proposing it." Mary's heart quailed as +she heard this, but she did not show her feeling by any expression on +her face. "For a man, placed as he is, about to return to such a +climate as that of India, with such work before him as I suppose men +have there,—the burden of a wife, without the means of maintaining +her according to his views of life and +<span class="nowrap">hers—"</span></p> + +<p>"We have no views of life. We know that we shall be poor."</p> + +<p>"It is the old story of love and a cottage,—only under the most +unfavourable circumstances. A woman's view of it is, of course, +different from that of a man. He has seen more of the world, and +knows better than she does what poverty and a wife and family mean."</p> + +<p>"There is no reason why we should be married at once."</p> + +<p>"A long engagement for you would be absolutely disastrous."</p> + +<p>"Of course, there is disaster," said Mary. "The loss of Walter's +money is disastrous. One has to put up with disaster. But the worst +of all disasters would be to be separated. I can stand anything but +that."</p> + +<p>"It seems to me, Mary, that within the last few weeks your character +has become altogether altered."</p> + +<p>"Of course it has."</p> + +<p>"You used to think so much more of other people than yourself."</p> + +<p>"Don't I think of him, Aunt Sarah?"</p> + +<p>"As of a thing of your own. Two months ago you did not know him, and +now you are a millstone round his neck."</p> + +<p>"I will never be a millstone round anybody's neck," said Mary, +walking out of the room. She felt that her aunt had been very cruel +to her,—had attacked her in her misery without mercy; and yet she +knew that every word that had been uttered had been spoken in pure +affection. She did not believe that her aunt's chief purpose had been +to save Walter from the fruits of an imprudent marriage. Had she so +believed, the words would have had more effect on her. She saw, or +thought that she saw, that her aunt was trying to save herself +against her own will, and at this she was indignant. She was +determined to persevere; and this endeavour to make her feel that her +perseverance would be disastrous to the man she loved was, she +thought, very cruel. She stalked upstairs with unruffled demeanour; +but when there, she threw herself on her bed and sobbed bitterly. +Could it be that it was her duty, for his sake, to tell him that the +whole thing should be at an end? It was impossible for her to do so +now, because she had sworn to him that she would be guided altogether +by him in his present troubles. She must keep her word to him, +whatever happened; but of this she was quite sure,—that if he should +show the slightest sign of a wish to be free from his engagement, she +would make him free—at once. She would make him free, and would +never allow herself to think for a moment that he had been wrong. She +had told him what her own feelings were very plainly,—perhaps, in +her enthusiasm, too plainly,—and now he must judge for himself and +for her. In respect to her aunt, she would endeavour to avoid any +further conversation on the subject till her lover should have +decided finally what would be best for both of them. If he should +choose to say that everything between them should be over, she would +acquiesce,—and all the world should be over for her at the same +time.</p> + +<p>While this was going on in Uphill Lane something of the same kind was +taking place at the Lowtown Parsonage. Parson John became aware that +his nephew had been with the ladies at Uphill, and when the young man +came in for lunch, he asked some question which introduced the +subject. "You've told them of this fresh trouble, no doubt."</p> + +<p>"I didn't see Miss Marrable," said the Captain.</p> + +<p>"I don't know that Miss Marrable much signifies. You haven't asked +Miss Marrable to be your wife."</p> + +<p>"I saw Mary, and I told her."</p> + +<p>"I hope you made no bones about it."</p> + +<p>"I don't know what you mean, sir."</p> + +<p>"I hope you told her that you two had had your little game of play, +like two children, and that there must be an end of it."</p> + +<p>"No; I didn't tell her that."</p> + +<p>"That's what you have got to tell her in some kind of language, and +the sooner you do it the better. Of course you can't marry her. You +couldn't have done it if this money had been all right, and it's out +of the question now. Bless my soul! how you would hate each other +before six months were over. I can understand that for a strong +fellow like you, when he's used to it, India may be a jolly place +enough."</p> + +<p>"It's a great deal more than I can understand."</p> + +<p>"But for a poor man with a wife and family;—oh dear! it must be very +bad indeed. And neither of you have ever been used to that kind of +thing."</p> + +<p>"I have not," said the Captain.</p> + +<p>"Nor has she. That old lady up there is not rich, but she is as proud +as Lucifer, and always lives as though the whole place belonged to +her. She's a good manager, and she don't run in debt;—but Mary +Lowther knows no more of roughing it than a duchess."</p> + +<p>"I hope I may never have to teach her."</p> + +<p>"I trust you never may. It's a very bad lesson for a young man to +have to teach a young woman. Some women die in the learning. Some +won't learn it at all. Others do, and become dirty and rough +themselves. Now, you are very particular about women."</p> + +<p>"I like to see them well turned out."</p> + +<p>"What would you think of your own wife, nursing perhaps a couple of +babies, dressed nohow when she gets up in the morning, and going on +in the same way till night? That's the kind of life with officers who +marry on their pay. I don't say anything against it. If the man likes +it,—or rather if he's able to put up with it,—it may be all very +well; but you couldn't put up with it. Mary's very nice now, but +you'd come to be so sick of her, that you'd feel half like cutting +her throat,—or your own."</p> + +<p>"It would be the latter for choice, sir."</p> + +<p>"I dare say it would. But even that isn't a pleasant thing to look +forward to. I'll tell you the truth about it, my boy. When you first +came to me and told me that you were going to marry Mary Lowther, I +knew it could not be. It was no business of mine; but I knew it could +not be. Such engagements always get themselves broken off somehow. +Now and again there are a pair of fools who go through with it;—but +for the most part it's a matter of kissing and lovers' vows for a +week or two."</p> + +<p>"You seem to know all about it, Uncle John."</p> + +<p>"I haven't lived to be seventy without knowing something, I suppose. +And now here you are without a shilling. I dare say, if the truth +were known, you've a few debts here and there."</p> + +<p>"I may owe three or four hundred pounds or so."</p> + +<p>"As much as a year's income;—and you talk of marrying a girl without +a farthing."</p> + +<p>"She has twelve hundred pounds."</p> + +<p>"Just enough to pay your own debts, and take you out to India,—so +that you may start without a penny. Is that the sort of career that +will suit you, Walter? Can you trust yourself to that kind of thing, +with a wife under your arm? If you were a man of fortune, no doubt +Mary would make a very nice wife; but, as it is,—you must give it +up."</p> + +<p>Whereupon Captain Marrable lit a pipe and took himself into the +parson's garden, thence into the stables and stable-yard, and again +back to the garden, thinking of all this. There was not a word spoken +by Parson John which Walter did not know to be true. He had already +come to the conclusion that he must go out to India before he +married. As for marrying Mary at once and taking her with him this +winter, that was impossible. He must go and look about him;—and as +he thought of this he was forced to acknowledge to himself that he +regarded the delay as a reprieve. The sooner the better had been +Mary's view with him. Though he was loath enough to entertain the +idea of giving her up, he was obliged to confess that, like the +condemned man, he desired a long day. There was nothing happy before +him in the whole prospect of his life. Of course he loved Mary. He +loved her very dearly. He loved her so dearly, that to have her taken +from him would be to have his heart plucked asunder. So he swore to +himself;—and yet he was in doubt whether it would not be better that +his heart should be plucked asunder, than that she should be made to +live in accordance with those distasteful pictures which his uncle +had drawn for him. Of himself he would not think at all. Everything +must be bad for him. What happiness could a man expect who had been +misused, cheated, and mined by his own father? For himself it did not +much matter what became of him; but he began to doubt whether for +Mary's sake it would not be well that they should be separated. And +then Mary had thrust upon him the whole responsibility of a decision!</p> + + +<p><a name="c31" id="c31"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XXXI.</h3> +<h4>MARY LOWTHER FEELS HER WAY.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>That afternoon there came down to the parsonage a note from Mary to +the Captain, asking her lover to meet her, and walk with her before +dinner. He met her, and they took their accustomed stroll along the +towing-path and into the fields. Mary had thought much of her aunt's +words before the note was written, and had a fixed purpose of her own +in view. It was true enough that though she loved this man with all +her heart and soul, so loved him that she could not look forward to +life apart from him without seeing that such life would be a great +blank, yet she was aware that she hardly knew him. We are apt to +suppose that love should follow personal acquaintance; and yet love +at third sight is probably as common as any love at all, and it takes +a great many sights before one human being can know another. Years +are wanted to make a friendship, but days suffice for men and women +to get married. Mary was, after a fashion, aware that she had been +too quick in giving away her heart, and that now, when the gift had +been made in full, it became her business to learn what sort of man +was he to whom she had given it. And it was not only his nature as it +affected her, but his nature as it affected himself that she must +study. She did not doubt but that he was good, and true, and +noble-minded; but it might be possible that a man good, true, and +noble-minded, might have lived with so many indulgences around him as +to be unable to achieve the constancy of heart which would be +necessary for such a life as that which would be now before them if +they married. She had told him that he should decide for himself and +for her also,—thus throwing upon him the responsibility, and +throwing upon him also, very probably, the necessity of a sacrifice. +She had meant to be generous and trusting; but it might be that of +all courses that which she had adopted was the least generous. In +order that she might put this wrong right, if there were a wrong, she +had asked him to come and walk with her. They met at the usual spot, +and she put her hand through his arm with her accustomed smile, +leaning upon him somewhat heavily for a minute, as girls do when they +want to show that they claim the arm that they lean on as their own.</p> + +<p>"Have you told Parson John?" said Mary.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes."</p> + +<p>"And what does he say?"</p> + +<p>"Just what a crabbed, crafty, selfish old bachelor of seventy would +be sure to say."</p> + +<p>"You mean that he has told you to give up all idea of comforting +yourself with a wife."</p> + +<p>"Just that."</p> + +<p>"And Aunt Sarah has been saying exactly the same to me. You can't +think how eloquent Aunt Sarah has been. And her energy has quite +surprised me."</p> + +<p>"I don't think Aunt Sarah was ever much of a friend of mine," said +the Captain.</p> + +<p>"Not in the way of matrimony; in other respects she approves of you +highly, and is rather proud of you as a Marrable. If you were only +heir to the title, or something of that kind, she would think you the +finest fellow going."</p> + +<p>"I wish I could gratify her, with all my heart."</p> + +<p>"She is such a dear old creature! You don't know her in the least, +Walter. I am told she was ever so pretty when she was a girl; but she +had no fortune of her own at that time, and she didn't care to marry +beneath her position. You mustn't abuse her."</p> + +<p>"I've not abused her."</p> + +<p>"What she has been saying I am sure is very true; and I dare say +Parson John has been saying the same thing."</p> + +<p>"If she has caused you to change your mind, say so at once, Mary. I +shan't complain."</p> + +<p>Mary pressed his arm involuntarily, and loved him so dearly for the +little burst of wrath. Was it really true that he, too, had set his +heart upon it?—that all that the crafty old uncle had said had been +of no avail?—that he also loved so well that he was willing to +change the whole course of his life and become another person for the +sake of her? If it were so, she would not say a word that could by +possibility make him think that she was afraid. She would feel her +way carefully, so that he might not be led by a chance phrase to +imagine that what she was about to say was said on her own behalf. +She would be very careful, but at the same time she would be so +explicit that there should be no doubt on his mind but that he had +her full permission to retire from the engagement if he thought it +best to do so. She was quite ready to share the burthens of life with +him, let them be what they might; but she would not be a mill-stone +round his neck. At any rate, he should not be weighted with the +mill-stone, if he himself looked upon a loving wife in that light.</p> + +<p>"She has not caused me to change my mind at all, Walter. Of course I +know that all this is very serious. I knew that without Aunt Sarah's +telling me. After all, Aunt Sarah can't be so wise as you ought to +be, who have seen India and who know it well."</p> + +<p>"India is not a nice place to live in—especially for women."</p> + +<p>"I don't know that Loring is very nice;—but one has to take that as +it comes. Of course it would be nicer if you could live at home and +have plenty of money. I wish I had a fortune of my own. I never cared +for it before, but I do now."</p> + +<p>"Things don't come by wishing, Mary."</p> + +<p>"No; but things do come by resolving and struggling. I have no doubt +but that you will live yet to do something and to be somebody. I have +that faith in you. But I can well understand that a wife may be a +great impediment in your way."</p> + +<p>"I don't want to think of myself at all."</p> + +<p>"But you must think of yourself. For a woman, after all, it doesn't +matter much. She isn't expected to do anything particular. A man of +course must look to his own career, and take care that he does +nothing to mar it."</p> + +<p>"I don't quite understand what you're driving at," said the Captain.</p> + +<p>"Well;—I'm driving at this: that I think that you are bound to +decide upon doing that which you feel to be wisest without reference +to my feelings. Of course I love you better than anything in the +world. I can't be so false as to say it isn't so. Indeed, to tell the +truth, I don't know that I really ever loved anybody else. But if it +is proper that we should be separated, I shall get over it,—in a +way."</p> + +<p>"You mean you'd marry somebody else in the process of time."</p> + +<p>"No, Walter; I don't mean that. Women shouldn't make protestations; +but I don't think I ever should. But a woman can live and get on very +well without being married, and I should always have you in my heart, +and I should try to comfort myself with remembering that you had +loved me."</p> + +<p>"I am quite sure that I shall never marry anyone else," said the +Captain.</p> + +<p>"You know what I'm driving at now;—eh, Walter?"</p> + +<p>"Partly."</p> + +<p>"I want you to know wholly. I told you this morning that I should +leave it to you to decide. I still say the same. I consider myself +for the present as much bound to obey you as though I were your wife +already. But after saying that, and after hearing Aunt Mary's sermon, +I felt that I ought to make you understand that I am quite aware that +it may be impossible for you to keep to your engagement. You +understand all that better than I do. Our engagement was made when +you thought you had money, and even then you felt that there was +little enough."</p> + +<p>"It was very little."</p> + +<p>"And now there is none. I don't profess to be afraid of poverty +myself, because I don't quite know what it means."</p> + +<p>"It means something very unpleasant."</p> + +<p>"No doubt; and it would be unpleasant to be parted;—wouldn't it?"</p> + +<p>"It would be horrible."</p> + +<p>She pressed his arm again as she went on. "You must judge between the +two. What I want you to understand is this, that whatever you may +judge to be right and best, I will agree to it, and will think that +it is right and best. If you say that we will get ourselves married +and try it, I shall feel that not to get ourselves married and not to +try it is a manifest impossibility; and if you say that we should be +wrong to get married and try it, then I will feel that to have done +so was quite a manifest impossibility."</p> + +<p>"Mary," said he, "you're an angel."</p> + +<p>"No; but I'm a woman who loves well enough to be determined not to +hurt the man she loves if she can help it."</p> + +<p>"There is one thing on which I think we must decide."</p> + +<p>"What is that?"</p> + +<p>"I must at any rate go out before we are married." Mary Lowther felt +this to be a decision in her favour,—to be a decision which for the +time made her happy and light-hearted. She had so dreaded a positive +and permanent separation, that the delay seemed to her to be hardly +an evil.</p> + + +<p><a name="c32" id="c32"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XXXII.</h3> +<h4>MR. GILMORE'S SUCCESS.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>Harry Gilmore, the prosperous country gentleman, the county +magistrate, the man of acres, the nephew of Mr. Chamberlaine, +respected by all who knew him,—with the single exception of the +Marquis of Trowbridge,—was now so much reduced that he felt himself +to be an inferior being to Mr. Cockey, with whom he breakfasted. He +had come to Loring, and now he was there he did not know what to do +with himself. He had come there, in truth, not because he really +thought he could do any good, but driven out of his home by sheer +misery. He was a man altogether upset, and verging on to a species of +insanity. He was so uneasy in his mind that he could read nothing. He +was half-ashamed of being looked at by those who knew him; and had +felt some relief in the society of Mr. Cockey till Mr. Cockey had +become jovial with wine, simply because Mr. Cockey was so poor a +creature that he felt no fear of him. But as he had come to Loring, +it was necessary that he should do something. He could not come to +Loring and go back again without saying a word to anybody. Fenwick +would ask him questions, and the truth would come out. There came +upon him this morning an idea that he would not go back home;—that +he would leave Loring and go away without giving any reason to any +one. He was his own master. No one would be injured by anything that +he might do. He had a right to spend his income as he pleased. +Everything was distasteful that reminded him of Bullhampton. But +still he knew that this was no more than a madman's idea;—that it +would ill become him so to act. He had duties to perform, and he must +perform them, let them be ever so distasteful. It was only an idea, +made to be rejected; but, nevertheless, he thought of it.</p> + +<p>To do something, however, was incumbent on him. After breakfast he +sauntered up the hill and saw Captain Marrable enter the house in +which Mary Lowther lived. He felt thoroughly ashamed of himself in +thus creeping about, and spying things out,—and, in truth, he had +not intended thus to watch his rival. He wandered into the +churchyard, sat there sometime on the tombstones, and then again went +down to the inn. Mr. Cockey was going to Gloucester by an afternoon +train, and invited him to join an early dinner at two. He assented, +though by this time he had come to hate Mr. Cockey. Mr. Cockey +assumed an air of superiority, and gave his opinions about matters +political and social as though his companion were considerably below +him in intelligence and general information. He dictated to poor +Gilmore, and laid down the law as to eating onions with beefsteaks in +a manner that was quite offensive. Nevertheless, the unfortunate man +bore with his tormentor, and felt desolate when he was left alone in +the commercial room, Cockey having gone out to complete his last +round of visits to his customers. "Orders first and money +afterwards," Cockey had said, and Cockey had now gone out to look +after his money.</p> + +<p>Gilmore sat for some half-hour helpless over the fire; and then +starting up, snatched his hat, and hurried out of the house. He +walked as quickly as he could up the hill, and rang the bell at Miss +Marrable's house. Had he been there ten minutes sooner, he would have +seen Mary Lowther tripping down the side path to meet her lover. He +rang the bell, and in a few minutes found himself in Miss Marrable's +drawing-room. He had asked for Miss Marrable, had given his name, and +had been shown upstairs. There he remained alone for a few minutes +which seemed to him to be interminable. During these minutes Miss +Marrable was standing in her little parlour downstairs, trying to +think what she would say to Mr. Gilmore,—trying also to think why +Mr. Gilmore should have come to Loring.</p> + +<p>After a few words of greeting Miss Marrable said that Miss Lowther +was out walking. "She will be very glad, I'm sure, to hear good news +from her friends at Bullhampton."</p> + +<p>"They're all very well," said Mr. Gilmore.</p> + +<p>"I've heard a great deal of Mr. Fenwick," said Miss Marrable; "so +much that I seem almost to be acquainted with him."</p> + +<p>"No doubt," said Mr. Gilmore.</p> + +<p>"Your parish has become painfully known to the public by that +horrible murder," said Miss Marrable.</p> + +<p>"Yes, indeed," said Mr. Gilmore.</p> + +<p>"I fear that they will hardly catch the perpetrator of it," said Miss +Marrable.</p> + +<p>"I fear not," said Mr. Gilmore.</p> + +<p>At this period of the conversation Miss Marrable found herself in +great difficulty. If anything was to be said about Mary Lowther, she +could not begin to say it. She had heard a great deal in favour of +Mr. Gilmore. Mrs. Fenwick had written to her about the man; and Mary, +though she would not love him, had always spoken very highly of his +qualities. She knew well that he had gone through Oxford with credit, +that he was a reading man,—so reputed, that he was a magistrate, and +in all respects a gentleman. Indeed, she had formed an idea of him as +quite a pearl among men. Now that she saw him, she could not repress +a feeling of disappointment. He was badly dressed, and bore a sad, +depressed, downtrodden aspect. His whole appearance was what the +world now calls seedy. And he seemed to be almost unable to speak. +Miss Marrable knew that Mr. Gilmore was a man disappointed in his +love, but she did not conceive that love had done him all these +injuries. Love, however, had done them all. "Are you going to stay +long in this neighbourhood?" asked Miss Marrable, almost in despair +for a subject.</p> + +<p>Then the man's mouth was opened. "No; I suppose not," he said. "I +don't know what should keep me here, and I hardly know why I'm come. +Of course you have heard of my suit to your niece." Miss Marrable +bowed her courtly little head in token of assent. "When Miss Lowther +left us, she gave me some hope that I might be successful. At least, +she consented that I should ask her once more. She has now written to +tell me that she is engaged to her cousin."</p> + +<p>"There is something of the kind," said Miss Marrable.</p> + +<p>"Something of the kind! I suppose it is settled; isn't it?"</p> + +<p>Miss Marrable was a sensible woman, one not easily led away by +appearances. Nevertheless, it is probable that had Mr. Gilmore been +less lugubrious, more sleek, less "seedy," she would have been more +prone than she now was to have made instant use of Captain Marrable's +loss of fortune on behalf of this other suitor. She would immediately +have felt that perhaps something might be done, and she would have +been tempted to tell him the whole story openly. As it was she could +not so sympathise with the man before her, as to take him into her +confidence. No doubt he was Mr. Gilmore, the favoured friend of the +Fenwicks, the owner of the Privets, and the man of whom Mary had +often said that there was no fault to be found with him. But there +was nothing bright about him, and she did not know how to encourage +him as a lover. "As Mary has told you," she said, "I suppose there +can be no harm in my repeating that they are engaged," said Miss +Marrable.</p> + +<p>"Of course they are. I am aware of that. I believe the gentleman is +related to you."</p> + +<p>"He is a cousin,—not very near."</p> + +<p>"And I suppose he has your good will?"</p> + +<p>"As to that, Mr. Gilmore, I don't know that I can do any good by +speaking. Young ladies in these days don't marry in accordance with +the wishes of their old aunts."</p> + +<p>"But Miss Lowther thinks so much of you! I don't want to ask any +questions that ought not to be asked. If this match is so settled +that it must go on, why there's an end of it. I'll just tell you the +truth openly, Miss Marrable. I have loved,—I do love your niece with +all my heart. When I received her letter it upset me altogether, and +every hour since has made the feeling worse. I have come here just to +learn whether there may still possibly be a chance. You will not +quarrel with me because I have loved her so well?"</p> + +<p>"Indeed no," said Miss Marrable, whose heart was gradually becoming +soft, and who was learning to forget the mud on Mr. Gilmore's boots +and trousers.</p> + +<p>"I heard that Captain Marrable was,—at any rate, not a very rich +man; that he could hardly afford to marry his cousin. I did hear, +also, that the match might in other respects not be suitable."</p> + +<p>"There is no other objection, Mr. Gilmore."</p> + +<p>"It is the case, Miss Marrable, that these things sometimes come on +suddenly and go off suddenly. I won't deny that if I could have +gained Miss Lowther's heart without the interference of any +interloper, it would have been to me a brighter joy than anything +that can now be possible. A man cannot be proud of his position who +seeks to win a woman who owns a preference for another man." Miss +Marrable's heart had now become very soft, and she began to perceive, +of her own knowledge, that Mr. Gilmore was at any rate a gentleman. +"But I would take her in any way that I could get her. Perhaps—that +is to say, it might be<span class="nowrap">—"</span> +And then he stopped.</p> + +<p>Should she tell him everything? She had a strong idea that it was her +first duty to be true to her own sex and to her own niece. But were +she to tell the man the whole story it would do her niece no harm. +She still believed that the match with Captain Marrable must be +broken off. Even were this done it would be very long, she thought, +before Mary would bring herself to listen with patience to another +suitor. But of course it would be best for them all that this episode +in Mary's life should be forgotten and put out of sight as soon as +possible. Had not this dangerous captain come up, Mary, no doubt,—so +thought Miss Marrable,—would at last have complied with her friends' +advice, and have accepted a marriage which was in all respects +advantageous. If the episode could only get itself forgotten and put +out of sight, she might do so still. But there must be delay. Miss +Marrable, after waiting for half a minute to consider, determined +that she would tell him something. "No doubt," she said, "Captain +Marrable's income is so small that the match is one that Mary's +friends cannot approve."</p> + +<p>"I don't think much of money," he said.</p> + +<p>"Still it is essential to comfort, Mr. Gilmore."</p> + +<p>"What I mean to say is, that I am the last man in the world to insist +upon that kind of thing, or to appear to triumph because my income is +larger than another man's." Miss Marrable was now quite sure that Mr. +Gilmore was a gentleman. "But if the match is to be broken +<span class="nowrap">off—"</span></p> + +<p>"I cannot say that it will be broken off."</p> + +<p>"But it may be?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly it is possible. There are difficulties which may +necessarily separate them."</p> + +<p>"If it be so, my feelings will be the same as they have always been +since I first knew her. That is all that I have got to say."</p> + +<p>Then she told him pretty nearly everything. She said nothing of the +money which Walter Marrable would have inherited had it not been for +Colonel Marrable's iniquity; but she did tell him that the young +people would have no income except the Captain's pay, and poor Mary's +little fifty pounds a-year; and she went on to explain that, as far +as she was concerned, and as far as her cousin the clergyman was +concerned, everything would be done to prevent a marriage so +disastrous as that in question, and the prospect of a life with so +little of allurement as that of the wife of a poor soldier in India. +At the same time she bade him remember that Mary Lowther was a girl +very apt to follow her own judgment, and that she was for the present +absolutely devoted to her cousin. "I think it will be broken off," +she said. "That is my opinion. I don't think it can go on. But it is +he that will do it; and for a time she will suffer greatly."</p> + +<p>"Then I will wait," said Mr. Gilmore. "I will go home, and wait +again. If there be a chance, I can live and hope."</p> + +<p>"God grant that you may not hope in vain!"</p> + +<p>"I would do my best to make her happy. I will leave you now, and am +very thankful for your kindness. There would be no good in my seeing +Mary?"</p> + +<p>"I think not, Mr. Gilmore."</p> + +<p>"I suppose not. She would only feel that I was teasing her. You will +not tell her of my being here, I suppose?"</p> + +<p>"It would do no good, I think."</p> + +<p>"None in the least. I'll just go home and wait. If there should be +anything to tell <span class="nowrap">me—"</span></p> + +<p>"If the match be broken off, I will take care that you shall hear it. +I will write to Janet Fenwick. I know that she is your friend."</p> + +<p>Then Mr. Gilmore left the house, descended the hill without seeing +Mary, packed up his things, and returned by the night train to +Westbury. At seven o'clock in the morning he reached home in a +Westbury gig, very cold, but upon the whole, a much more comfortable +man than when he had left it. He had almost brought himself to think +that even yet he would succeed at last.</p> + + +<p><a name="c33" id="c33"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XXXIII.</h3> +<h4>FAREWELL.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>Christmas came, and a month beyond Christmas, and by the end of +January Captain Marrable and Miss Lowther had agreed to regard all +their autumn work as null and void,—to look back upon the +love-making as a thing that had not been, and to part as friends. +Both of them suffered much in this arrangement,—the man being the +louder in the objurgations which he made against his ill-fortune, and +in his assurances to himself and others that he was ruined for life. +And, indeed, no man could have been much more unhappy than was Walter +Marrable in these days. To him was added the trouble, which he did +not endeavour to hide from himself or Mary, that all this misery came +to him from his own father. Before the end of November, sundry +renewed efforts were made to save a portion of the money, and the +lawyers descended so low as to make an offer to take £2000. They +might have saved themselves the humiliation, for neither £2000 nor +£200 could have been made to be forthcoming. Walter Marrable, when +the time came, was painfully anxious to fight somebody; but he was +told very clearly by Messrs. Block and Curling, that there was nobody +whom he could fight but his father, and that even by fighting his +father, he would never obtain a penny. "My belief," said Mr. Curling, +"is, that you could put your father in prison, but that probably is +not your object." Marrable was forced to own that that was not his +object; but he did so in a tone which seemed to imply that a prison, +were it even for life, would be the best place for his father. Block +and Curling had been solicitors to the Marrables for ever so many +years; and though they did not personally love the Colonel, they had +a professional feeling that the blackness of a black sheep of a +family should not be made public, at any rate by the family itself or +by the family solicitors. Almost every family has a black sheep, and +it is the especial duty of a family solicitor to keep the family +black sheep from being dragged into the front and visible ranks of +the family. The Captain had been fatally wrong in signing the paper +which he had signed, and must take the consequences. "I don't think, +Captain Marrable, that you would save yourself in any way by +proceeding against the Colonel," said Mr. Curling. "I have not the +slightest intention of proceeding against him," said the Captain, in +great dudgeon,—and then he left the office and shook the dust off +his feet, as against Block and Curling as well as against his father.</p> + +<p>After this,—immediately after it,—he had one other interview with +his father. As he told his uncle, the devil prompted him to go down +to Portsmouth to see the man to whom his interests should have been +dearer than to all the world beside, and who had robbed him so +ruthlessly. There was nothing to be gained by such a visit. Neither +money nor counsel, nor even consolation would be forthcoming from +Colonel Marrable. Probably Walter Marrable felt in his anger that it +would be unjust that his father should escape without a word to +remind him from his son's mouth of all that he had done for his son. +The Colonel held some staff office at Portsmouth, and his son came +upon him in his lodgings one evening as he was dressing to go out to +dinner. "Is that you, Walter?" said the battered old reprobate, +appearing at the door of his bed-room; "I am very glad to see you."</p> + +<p>"I don't believe it," said the son.</p> + +<p>"Well;—what would you have me say? If you'll only behave decently, I +shall be glad to see you."</p> + +<p>"You've given me an example in that way, sir; have you not? Decency +indeed!"</p> + +<p>"Now, Walter, if you're going to talk about that horrid money, I tell +you at once, that I won't listen to you."</p> + +<p>"That's kind of you, sir."</p> + +<p>"I've been unfortunate. As soon as I can repay it, or a part of it, I +will. Since you've been back, I've done everything in my power to get +a portion of it for you,—and should have got it, but for those +stupid people in Bedford Row. After all, the money ought to have been +mine, and that's what I suppose you felt when you enabled me to draw +it."</p> + +<p>"By heavens, that's cool!"</p> + +<p>"I mean to be cool;—I'm always cool. The cab will be here to take me +to dinner in a very few minutes. I hope you will not think I am +running away from you?"</p> + +<p>"I don't mean you to go till you've heard what I've got to say," said +the Captain.</p> + +<p>"Then, pray say it quickly." Upon this, the Colonel stood still and +faced his son; not exactly with a look of anger, but assuming an +appearance as though he were the person injured. He was a thin old +man, who wore padded coats, and painted his beard and his eyebrows, +and had false teeth, and who, in spite of chronic absence of means, +always was possessed of clothes apparently just new from the hands of +a West-end tailor. He was one of those men who, through their long, +useless, ill-flavoured lives, always contrive to live well, to eat +and drink of the best, to lie softly, and to go about in purple and +fine linen,—and yet, never have any money. Among a certain set +Colonel Marrable, though well known, was still popular. He was +good-tempered, well-mannered, sprightly in conversation, and had not +a scruple in the world. He was over seventy, had lived hard, and must +have known that there was not much more of it for him. But yet he had +no qualms, and no fears. It may be doubted whether he knew that he +was a bad man,—he, than whom you could find none worse though you +were to search the country from one end to another. To lie, to +steal,—not out of tills or pockets, because he knew the danger; to +cheat—not at the card-table, because he had never come in the way of +learning the lesson; to indulge every passion, though the cost to +others might be ruin for life; to know no gods but his own bodily +senses, and no duty but that which he owed to those gods; to eat all, +and produce nothing; to love no one but himself; to have learned +nothing but how to sit at table like a gentleman; to care not at all +for his country, or even for his profession; to have no creed, no +party, no friend, no conscience, to be troubled with nothing that +touched his heart;—such had been, was, and was to be the life of +Colonel Marrable. Perhaps it was accounted to him as a merit by some +that he did not quail at any coming fate. When his doctor warned him +that he must go soon, unless he would refrain from this and that and +the other,—so wording his caution that the Colonel could not but +know and did know, that let him refrain as he would he must go +soon,—he resolved that he would refrain, thinking that the charms of +his wretched life were sweet enough to be worth such sacrifice; but +in no other respect did the caution affect him. He never asked +himself whether he had aught even to regret before he died, or to +fear afterwards.</p> + +<p>There are many Colonel Marrables about in the world, known well to be +so at clubs, in drawing-rooms, and by the tradesmen who supply them. +Men give them dinners and women smile upon them. The best of coats +and boots are supplied to them. They never lack cigars nor champagne. +They have horses to ride, and servants to wait upon them more +obsequious than the servants of other people. And men will lend them +money too,—well knowing that there is no chance of repayment. Now +and then one hears a horrid tale of some young girl who surrenders +herself to such a one, absolutely for love! Upon the whole the +Colonel Marrables are popular. It is hard to follow such a man quite +to the end and to ascertain whether or no he does go out softly at +last, like the snuff of a candle,—just with a little stink.</p> + +<p>"I will say it as quickly as I can," said the Captain. "I can gain +nothing I know by staying here in your company."</p> + +<p>"Not while you are so very uncivil."</p> + +<p>"Civil, indeed! I have to-day made up my mind, not for your sake, but +for that of the family, that I will not prosecute you as a criminal +for the gross robbery which you have perpetrated."</p> + +<p>"That is nonsense, Walter, and you know it as well as I do."</p> + +<p>"I am going back to India in a few weeks, and I trust I may never be +called upon to see you again. I will not, if I can help it. It may be +a toss-up which of us may die first, but this will be our last +meeting. I hope you may remember on your death-bed that you have +utterly ruined your son in every relation of life. I was engaged to +marry a girl,—whom I loved; but it is all over, because of you."</p> + +<p>"I had heard of that, Walter, and I really congratulate you on your +escape."</p> + +<p>"I can't strike you—"</p> + +<p>"No; don't do that."</p> + +<p>"Because of your age, and because you are my father. I suppose you +have no heart, and that I cannot make you feel it."</p> + +<p>"My dear boy, I have an appetite, and I must go and satisfy it." So +saying the Colonel escaped, and the Captain allowed his father to +make his way down the stairs and into the cab before he followed.</p> + +<p>Though he had thus spoken to his father of his blasted hopes in +regard to Mary Lowther, he had not as yet signified his consent to +the measure by which their engagement was to be brought altogether to +an end. The question had come to be discussed widely among their +friends, as is the custom with such questions in such circumstances, +and Mary had been told from all sides that she was bound to give it +up,—that she was bound to give it up for her own sake, and more +especially for his; that the engagement, if continued, would never +lead to a marriage, and that it would in the meantime be absolutely +ruinous to her,—and to him. Parson John came up and spoke to her +with a strength for which she had not hitherto given Parson John +credit. Her Aunt Sarah was very gentle with her, but never veered +from her opinion that the engagement must of necessity be abandoned. +Mr. Fenwick wrote to her a letter full of love and advice, and Mrs. +Fenwick made a journey to Loring to discuss the matter with her. The +discussion between them was very long. "If you are saying this on my +account," said Mary, "it is quite useless."</p> + +<p>"On what other account? Mr. Gilmore? Indeed, indeed, I am not +thinking of him. He is out of my mind altogether. I say it because I +know it is impossible that you and your cousin should be married, and +because such an engagement is destructive to both the parties."</p> + +<p>"For myself," said Mary, "it can make no difference."</p> + +<p>"It will make the greatest difference. It would wear you to pieces +with a deferred hope. There is nothing so killing, so terrible, so +much to be avoided. And then for him!— How is a man, thrown about on +the world as he will be, to live in such a condition."</p> + +<p>The upshot of it all was that Mary wrote a letter to her cousin +proposing to surrender her engagement, and declaring that it would be +best for them both that he should agree to accept her surrender. That +plan which she had adopted before, of leaving all the responsibility +to him, would not suffice. She had come to perceive during these +weary discussions that if a way out of his bondage was to be given to +Walter Marrable it must come from her action and not from his. She +had intended to be generous when she left everything to him; but it +was explained to her, both by her aunt and Mrs. Fenwick, that her +generosity was of a kind which he could not use. It was for her to +take the responsibility upon herself; it was for her to make the +move; it was, in short, for her to say that the engagement should be +over.</p> + +<p>The very day that Mrs. Fenwick left her she wrote the letter, and +Captain Marrable had it in his pocket when he went down to bid a last +farewell to his father. It had been a sad, weary, tear-laden +performance,—the writing of that letter. She had resolved that no +sign of a tear should be on the paper, and she had rubbed the +moisture away from her eyes a dozen times during the work lest it +should fall. There was but little of intended pathos in it; there +were no expressions of love till she told him at the end that she +would always love him dearly; there was no repining,—no mention of +her own misery. She used all the arguments which others had used to +her, and then drew her conclusion. She remembered that were she to +tell him that she would still be true to him, she would in fact be +asking for some such pledge back from him; and she said not a word of +any such constancy on her own part. It was best for both of them that +the engagement should be broken off; and, therefore, broken off it +was, and should be now and for ever. That was the upshot of Mary +Lowther's letter.</p> + + +<div class="center"><a name="il11" id="il11"></a> +<table style="margin: 0 auto" cellpadding="4px"> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <a href="images/il11.jpg"> + <img src="images/il11-t.jpg" height="500" + alt="Mary Lowther writes to Walter Marrable." /></a> + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <span class="caption">Mary Lowther writes to Walter Marrable.<br /> + Click to <a href="images/il11.jpg">ENLARGE</a></span> + </td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + + +<p>Captain Marrable when he received it, though he acknowledged the +truth of all the arguments, loved the girl far too well to feel that +this release gave him any comfort. He had doubtless felt that the +engagement was a burthen on him,—that he would not have entered into +it had he not felt sure of his diminished fortune, and that there was +a fearful probability that it might never result in their being +married; but not the less did the breaking up of it make him very +wretched. An engagement for marriage can never be so much to a man as +it is to a woman,—marriage itself can never be so much, can never be +so great a change, produce such utter misery, or of itself be +efficient for such perfect happiness,—but his love was true and +steadfast, and when he learned that she was not to be his, he was as +a man who had been robbed of his treasure. Her letter was long and +argumentative. His reply was short and passionate;—and the reader +shall see it.<br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="jright">Duke Street, January, 186—.</p> + +<p class="noindent"><span class="smallcaps">Dearest Mary</span>,</p> + +<p>I suppose you are right. Everybody tells me so, and no +doubt everybody tells you the same. The chances are that I +shall get bowled over; and as for getting back again, I +don't know when I can hope for it. In such a condition it +would I believe be very wrong and selfish were I to go and +leave you to think of me as your future husband. You would +be waiting for that which would never come.</p> + +<p>As for me, I shall never care for any other woman. A +soldier can get on very well without a wife, and I shall +always regard myself now as one of those useless but +common animals who are called "not marrying men." I shall +never marry. I shall always carry your picture in my +heart, and shall not think that I am sinning against you +or any one else when I do so after hearing that you are +married.</p> + +<p>I need not tell you that I am very wretched. It is not +only that I am separated from you, my own dear, dearest +girl, but that I cannot refrain from thinking how it has +come to pass that it is so. I went down to see my father +yesterday. I did see him, and you may imagine of what +nature was the interview. I sometimes think, when I lie in +bed, that no man was ever so ill-treated as I have been.</p> + +<p>Dearest love, good-bye. I could not have brought myself to +say what you have said, but I know that you are right. It +has not been my fault, dear. I did love you, and do love +you as truly as any man ever loved a woman.</p> + +<p class="ind8">Yours with all my heart,</p> + +<p class="ind12"><span class="smallcaps">Walter Marrable</span>.</p> + +<p class="noindent">I should like to see +you once more before I start. Is +there any harm in this? I must run down to my uncle's, but +I will not go up to you if you think it better not. If you +can bring yourself to see me, pray, pray do.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p>In answer to this Mary wrote to him to say that she would certainly +see him when he came. She knew no reason, she said, why they should +not meet. When she had written her note she asked her aunt's opinion. +Aunt Sarah would not take upon herself to say that no such meeting +ought to take place, but it was very evident that she thought that it +would be dangerous.</p> + +<p>Captain Marrable did come down to Loring about the end of January, +and the meeting did take place. Mary had stipulated that she should +be alone when he called. He had suggested that they should walk out +together, as had been their wont; but this she had declined, telling +him that the sadness of such a walk would be too much for her, and +saying to her aunt with a smile that were she once again out with him +on the towing-path, there would be no chance of their ever coming +home. "I could not ask him to turn back," she said, "when I should +know that it would be for the last time." It was arranged, therefore, +that the meeting should take place in the drawing-room at Uphill +Lane.</p> + +<p>He came into the room with a quick, uneasy step, and when he reached +her he put his arm round her and kissed her. She had formed certain +little resolutions on this subject. He should kiss her, if he +pleased, once again when he went,—and only once. And now, almost +without a motion on her part that was perceptible, she took herself +out of his arms. There should be no word about that if she could help +it,—but she was bound to remember that he was nothing to her now but +a distant cousin. He must cease to be her lover, though she loved +him. Nay,—he had so ceased already. There must be no more laying of +her head upon his shoulder, no more twisting of her fingers through +his locks, no more looking into his eyes, no more amorous pressing of +her lips against his own. Much as she loved him she must remember now +that such outward signs of love as these would not befit her. +"Walter," she said, "I am so glad to see you! And yet I do not know +but what it would have been better that you should have stayed away."</p> + +<p>"Why should it have been better? It would have been unnatural not to +have met each other."</p> + +<p>"So I thought. Why should not friends endure to say good-bye, even +though their friendship be as dear as ours? I told Aunt Sarah that I +should be angry with myself afterwards if I feared to tell you to +come."</p> + +<p>"There is nothing to fear,—only that it is so wretched an ending," +said he.</p> + +<p>"In one way I will not look on it as an ending. You and I cannot be +married, Walter; but I shall always have your career to look to, and +shall think of you as my dearest friend. I shall expect you to write +to me;—not at first, but after a year or so. You will be able to +write to me then as though you were my brother."</p> + +<p>"I shall never be able to do that."</p> + +<p>"Oh yes;—that is, if you will make the effort for my sake. I do not +believe but what people can manage and mould their own wills if they +will struggle hard enough. You must not be unhappy, Walter."</p> + +<p>"I am not so wise or self-confident as you, Mary. I shall be unhappy. +I should be deceiving myself if I were to tell myself otherwise. +There is nothing before me to make me happy. When I came home there +was very little that I cared for, though I had the prospect of this +money and thought that my cares in that respect were over. Then I met +you, and the whole world seemed altered. I was happy even when I +found how badly I had been treated. Now all that has gone, and I +cannot think that I shall be happy again."</p> + +<p>"I mean to be happy, Walter."</p> + +<p>"I hope you may, dear."</p> + +<p>"There are gradations in happiness. The highest I ever came to yet +was when you told me that you loved me." When she said that, he +attempted to take her hand, but she withdrew from him, almost without +a sign that she was doing so. "I have not quite lost that yet," she +continued, "and I do not mean to lose it altogether. I shall always +remember that you loved me; and you will not forget that I too loved +you."</p> + +<p>"Forget it?—no, I don't exactly think that I shall forget it."</p> + +<p>"I don't know why it should make us altogether unhappy. For a time, I +suppose, we shall be down-hearted."</p> + +<p>"I shall, I know. I can't pretend to such strength as to say that I +can lose what I want, and not feel it."</p> + +<p>"We shall both feel it, Walter;—but I do not know that we must be +miserable. When do you leave England?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing is settled. I have not had the heart to think of it. It will +not be for a month or two yet. I suppose I shall stay out my regular +Indian time."</p> + +<p>"And what shall you do with yourself?"</p> + +<p>"I have no plans at all, Mary. Sir Gregory has asked me to Dunripple, +and I shall remain there probably till I am tired of it. It will be +so pleasant, talking to my uncle of my father."</p> + +<p>"Do not talk of him at all, Walter. You will best forgive him by not +talking of him. We shall hear, I suppose, of what you do from Parson +John."</p> + +<p>She had seated herself a little away from him, and he did not attempt +to draw near to her again till at her bidding he rose to leave her. +He sat there for nearly an hour, and during that time much more was +said by her than by him. She endeavoured to make him understand that +he was as free as air, and that she would hope some day to hear that +he was married. In reply to this, he asserted very loudly that he +would never call any woman his wife, unless unexpected circumstances +should enable him to return and again ask for her hand. "Not that you +are to wait for me, Mary," he said. She smiled, but made no definite +answer to this. She had told herself that it would not be for his +welfare that she should allude to the possibility of a renewed +engagement, and she did not allude to it.</p> + +<p>"God bless you, Walter," she said at last, coming to him and offering +him her hand.</p> + +<p>"God bless you, for ever and ever, dearest Mary," he said, taking her +in his arms and kissing her again and again. It was to be the last, +and she did not seem to shun him. Then he left her, went as far as +the door,—and returned again. "Dearest, dearest Mary. You will give +me one more kiss?"</p> + +<p>"It shall be the last, Walter," she said. Then she did kiss him, as +she would have kissed her brother that was going from her, and +escaping from his arms she left the room.</p> + +<p>He had come to Loring late on the previous evening, and on that same +day he returned to London. No doubt he dined at his club, drank a +pint of wine and smoked a cigar or two, though he did it all after a +lugubrious fashion. Men knew that he had fallen into great trouble in +the matter of his inheritance, and did not expect him to be joyful +and of pleasant countenance. "By George!" said little Captain Boodle, +"if it was my governor, I'd go very near being hung for him; I would, +by George!" Which remark obtained a good deal of general sympathy in +the billiard-room of that military club. In the meantime Mary Lowther +at Loring had resolved that she would not be lugubrious, and she sat +down to dinner opposite to her aunt with a pleasant smile on her +face. Before the evening was over, however, she had in some degree +broken down. "I fear I can't get along with novels, Aunt Sarah," she +said. "Don't you think I could find something to do." Then the old +lady came round the room and kissed her niece;—but she made no other +reply.</p> + + +<p><a name="c34" id="c34"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XXXIV.</h3> +<h4>BULLHAMPTON NEWS.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>When the matter was quite settled at Loring,—when Miss Marrable not +only knew that the engagement had been surrendered on both sides, but +that it had been so surrendered as to be incapable of being again +patched up, she bethought herself of her promise to Mr. Gilmore. This +did not take place for a fortnight after the farewell which was +spoken in the last chapter,—at which time Walter Marrable was +staying with his uncle, Sir Gregory, at Dunripple. Miss Marrable had +undertaken that Mr. Gilmore should be informed as soon as the +engagement was brought to an end, and had been told that this +information should reach him through Mrs. Fenwick. When a fortnight +had passed, Miss Marrable was aware that Mary had not herself written +to her friend at Bullhampton; and though she felt herself to be shy +of the subject, though she entertained a repugnance to make any +communication based on a hope that Mary might after a while receive +her old lover graciously,—for time must of course be needed before +such grace could be accorded,—she did write a few lines to Mrs. +Fenwick. She explained that Captain Marrable was to return to India, +and that he was to go as a free man. Mary, she said, bore her burden +well. Of course, it must be some time before the remembrance of her +cousin would cease to be a burden to her; but she went about her +heavy task with a good will,—so said Miss Marrable,—and would no +doubt conquer her own unhappiness after a time by the strength of her +personal character. Not a word was spoken of Mr. Gilmore, but Mrs. +Fenwick understood it all. The letter, she knew well, was a message +to Mr. Gilmore;—a message which it would be her duty to give as soon +as possible, that he might extract from it such comfort as it would +contain for him,—though it would be his duty not to act upon it for, +at any rate, many months to come. "And it will be a comfort to him," +said her husband when he read Miss Marrable's letter.</p> + +<p>"Of all the men I know, he is the most constant," said Mrs. Fenwick, +"and best deserves that his constancy should be rewarded."</p> + +<p>"It is the man's nature," said the parson. "Of course, he will get +her at last; and when he has got her, he will be quite contented with +the manner in which he has won her. There's nothing like going on +with a thing. I believe I might be a bishop if I set my heart on it."</p> + +<p>"Why don't you, then?"</p> + +<p>"I am not sure that the beauty of the thing is so well-defined to me +as is Mary Lowther's to poor Harry. In perseverance and success of +that kind the man's mind should admit of no doubt. Harry is quite +clear of this,—that in spite of Mary's preference for her cousin, it +would be the grandest thing in the world to him that she should marry +him. The certainty of his condition will pull him through at last."</p> + +<p>Two days after this Mrs. Fenwick put Miss Marrable's letter into Mr. +Gilmore's hand,—having perceived that it was specially written that +it might be so treated. She kept it in her pocket till she should +chance to see him, and at last handed it to him as she met him +walking on his own grounds. "I have a letter from Loring," she said.</p> + +<p>"From Mary?"</p> + +<p>"No;—from Mary's aunt. I have it here, and I think you had better +read it. To tell you the truth, Harry, I have been looking for you +ever since I got it. Only you must not make too much of it."</p> + +<p>Then he read the letter. "What do you mean," he asked, "by making too +much of it?"</p> + +<p>"You must not suppose that Mary is the same as before she saw this +cousin of hers."</p> + +<p>"But she is the same."</p> + +<p>"Well;—yes, in body and in soul, no doubt. But such an experience +leaves a mark which cannot be rubbed out quite at once."</p> + +<p>"You mean that I must wait before I ask her again."</p> + +<p>"Of course you must wait. The mark must be rubbed out first, you +know."</p> + +<p>"I will wait; but as for the rubbing out of the mark, I take it that +will be altogether beyond me. Do you think, Mrs. Fenwick, that no +woman should ever, under any circumstances, marry one man when she +loves another?"</p> + +<p>She could not bring herself to tell him that in her opinion Mary +Lowther would of all women be the least likely to do so. "That is one +of those questions," she said, "which it is almost impossible for a +person to answer. In the first place, before answering it, we should +have a clear definition of love."</p> + +<p>"You know what I mean well enough."</p> + +<p>"I do know what you mean, but I hardly do know how to answer you. If +you went to Mary Lowther now, she would take it almost as an insult; +and she would feel it in that light, because she is aware that you +know of this story of her cousin."</p> + +<p>"Of course I shall not go to her at once."</p> + +<p>"She will never forget him altogether."</p> + +<p>"Such things cannot be forgotten," said Gilmore.</p> + +<p>"Nevertheless," said Mrs. Fenwick, "it is probable that Mary will be +married some day. These wounds get themselves cured as do others."</p> + +<p>"I shall never be cured of mine," said he, laughing. "As for Mary, I +hardly know what to think. I suppose girls do marry without caring +very much for the men they take. One sees it every day; and then +afterwards, they love their husbands. It isn't very romantic, but it +seems to me that it is so."</p> + +<p>"Don't think of it too much, Harry," said Mrs. Fenwick. "If you still +are devoted to <span class="nowrap">her—"</span></p> + +<p>"Indeed I am."</p> + +<p>"Then wait awhile, and we will have her at Bullhampton again. You +know at any rate what our wishes are."</p> + +<p>Everything had been very quiet at Bullhampton during the last three +months. The mill was again in regular work, and Sam had remained at +home with fair average regularity. The Vicar had heard nothing more +of Carry Brattle, and had been unable to trace her or to learn where +she was living. He had taken various occasions to mention her name to +her mother, but Mrs. Brattle knew nothing of her, and believed that +Sam was equally ignorant with herself. Both she and the Vicar found +it impossible to speak to Sam on the subject, though they knew that +he had been with his sister more than once when she was living at +Pycroft Common. As for the miller himself, no one had mentioned +Carry's name to him since the day on which the Vicar had made his +attempt. And from that day to the present there had been, if not ill +blood, at least cold blood between Mr. Fenwick and old Brattle. The +Vicar had gone down to the mill as often as usual, having determined +that what had occurred should make no difference with him; and the +intercourse with Mrs. Brattle and Fanny had been as kind on each side +as usual;—but the miller had kept out of his way, retreating from +him openly, going from the house to the mill as soon as he appeared, +never speaking to him, and taking no other notice of him beyond a +slight touch of the hat. "Your husband is still angry with me," he +said one day to Mrs. Brattle. She shook her head and smiled sadly, +and said that it would pass over some day,—only that Jacob was so +persistent. With Sam, the Vicar held little or no communication. Sam +in these days never went to church, and though he worked at the mill +pretty constantly, he would absent himself from the village +occasionally for a day or two together, and tell no one where he had +been.</p> + +<p>The strangest and most important piece of business going on at this +time in Bullhampton was the building of a new chapel or +tabernacle,—the people called it a Salem,—for Mr. Puddleham. The +first word as to the erection reached Mr. Fenwick's ears from Grimes, +the builder and carpenter, who, meeting him in Bullhampton Street, +pointed out to him a bit of spare ground just opposite the vicarage +gates,—a morsel of a green on which no building had ever yet stood, +and told him that the Marquis had given it for a chapel. "Indeed," +said Fenwick. "I hope it may be convenient and large enough for them. +All the same, I wish it had been a little farther from my gate." This +he said in a cheery tone, showing thereby considerable presence of +mind. That such a building should be so placed was a trial to him, +and he knew at once that the spot must have been selected to annoy +him. Doubtless, the land in question was the property of the Marquis +of Trowbridge. When he came to think of it, he had no doubt on the +matter. Nevertheless, the small semi-circular piece of grass +immediately opposite to his own swinging gate, looked to all the +world as though it were an appendage of the Vicarage. A cottage built +there would have been offensive; but a staring brick Methodist +chapel, with the word Salem inserted in large letters over the door, +would, as he was aware, flout him every time he left or entered his +garden. He had always been specially careful to avoid any semblance +of a quarrel with the Methodist minister, and had in every way shown +his willingness to regard Mr. Puddleham's flock as being equal to his +own in the general gifts of civilisation. To Mr. Puddleham himself, +he had been very civil, sending him fruit and vegetables out of the +Vicarage garden, and lending him newspapers. When the little +Puddlehams were born, Mrs. Fenwick always inquired after the mother +and infant. The greatest possible care had been exercised at the +Vicarage since Mr. Fenwick's coming to show that the Established +Church did not despise the dissenting congregation. For the last +three years there had been talk of a new chapel, and Mr. Fenwick had +himself discussed the site with Mr. Puddleham. A large and commodious +spot of ground, remote from the vicarage, had, as he believed, been +chosen. When he heard those tidings, and saw what would be the effect +of the building, it seemed to him almost impossible that a Marquis +could condescend to such revenge. He went at once to Mr. Puddleham, +and learned from him that Grimes' story was true. This had been in +December. After Christmas, the foundations were to be begun at once, +said Mr. Puddleham, so that the brickwork might go on as soon as the +frosts were over. Mr. Puddleham was in high spirits, and expressed a +hope that he should be in his new chapel by next August. When the +Vicar asked why the change of site was made, being careful to show no +chagrin by the tone of his voice, Mr. Puddleham remarked that the +Marquis's agent thought that it would be an improvement, "in which +opinion I quite coincide," said Mr. Puddleham, looking very +stern,—showing his teeth, as it were, and displaying an inclination +for a parish quarrel. Fenwick, still prudent, made no objection to +the change, and dropped no word of displeasure in Mr. Puddleham's +hearing.</p> + +<p>"I don't believe he can do it," said Mrs. Fenwick, boiling with +passion.</p> + +<p>"He can, no doubt," said the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"Do you mean to say the street is his;—to do what he likes with it?"</p> + +<p>"The street is the Queen's highway,—which means that it belongs to +the public; but this is not the street. I take it that all the land +in the village belongs to the Marquis. I never knew of any common +right, and I don't believe there is any."</p> + +<p>"It is the meanest thing I ever heard of in my life," said Mrs. +Fenwick.</p> + +<p>"There I agree with you." Later in the day, when he had been thinking +of it for hours, he again spoke to his wife. "I shall write to the +Marquis and remonstrate. It will probably be of no avail; but I think +I ought to do so for the sake of those who come after me. I shall be +able to bother him a good deal, if I can do nothing else," he added, +laughing. "I feel, too, that I must quarrel with somebody, and I +won't quarrel with dear old Puddleham, if I can help it."</p> + + +<p><a name="c35" id="c35"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XXXV.</h3> +<h4>MR. PUDDLEHAM'S NEW CHAPEL.<br /> </h4> + + +<p><img class="left" src="images/ch35a.jpg" width="310" alt="Illustration" /> +The Vicar devoted a week to the consideration of his grievance about +the chapel, and then did write to the Marquis. Indeed, there was no +time to be lost if he intended to do anything, as on the second day +after his interview with Mr. Grimes, Grimes himself, with two men to +assist him, began their measuring on the devoted spot, sticking in +little marks for the corners of the projected building, and turning +up a sod here and there. Mr. Grimes was a staunch Churchman; and +though in the way of business he was very glad to have the building +of a Methodist chapel,—or of a Pagan temple, if such might come in +his way,—yet, even though he possibly might give some offence to the +great man's shadow in Bullhampton, he was willing to postpone his +work for two or three days at the Vicar's request. "Grimes," the +Vicar said, "I'm not quite sure that I like this."</p> + + +<div class="center"><a name="il12" id="il12"></a> +<table style="margin: 0 auto" cellpadding="4px"> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <a href="images/il12.jpg"> + <img src="images/il12-t.jpg" height="500" + alt="Site of Mr. Puddleham's new chapel." /></a> + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <span class="caption">Site of Mr. Puddleham's new chapel.<br /> + Click to <a href="images/il12.jpg">ENLARGE</a></span> + </td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + + +<p>"Well, sir;—no, sir. I was thinking myself, sir, that maybe you +might take it unkind in the Marquis."</p> + +<p>"I think I shall write to him. Perhaps you wouldn't mind giving over +for a day or two." Grimes yielded at once, and took his spade and +measurements away, although Mr. Puddleham fretted a good deal. Mr. +Puddleham had been much elated by the prospect of his new Bethel, and +had, it must be confessed, received into his mind an idea that it +would be a good thing to quarrel with the Vicar under the auspices of +the landlord. Fenwick's character had hitherto been too strong for +him, and he had been forced into parochial quiescence and religious +amity almost in spite of his conscience. He was a much older man than +Mr. Fenwick, having been for thirty years in the ministry, and he had +always previously enjoyed the privilege of being on bad terms with +the clergyman of the Establishment. It had been his glory to be a +poacher on another man's manor, to filch souls, as it were, out of +the keeping of a pastor of a higher grade than himself, to say severe +things of the short comings of an endowed clergyman, and to obtain +recognition of his position by the activity of his operations in the +guise of a blister. Our Vicar, understanding something of this, had, +with some malice towards the gentleman himself, determined to rob Mr. +Puddleham of his blistering powers. There is no doubt a certain +pleasure in poaching which does not belong to the licit following of +game; but a man can't poach if the right of shooting be accorded to +him. Mr. Puddleham had not been quite happy in his mind amidst the +ease and amiable relations which Mr. Fenwick enforced upon him, and +had long since begun to feel that a few cabbages and peaches did not +repay him for the loss of those pleasant and bitter things, which it +would have been his to say in his daily walks and from the pulpit of +his Salem, had he not been thus hampered, confined, and dominated. +Hitherto he had hardly gained a single soul from under Mr. Fenwick's +grasp,—had indeed on the balance lost his grasp on souls, and was +beginning to be aware that this was so because of the cabbages and +the peaches. He told himself that though he had not hankered after +these flesh-pots, that though he would have preferred to be without +the flesh-pots, he had submitted to them. He was painfully conscious +of the guile of this young man, who had, as it were, cheated him out +of that appropriate acerbity of religion, without which a proselyting +sect can hardly maintain its ground beneath the shadow of an endowed +and domineering Church. War was necessary to Mr. Puddleham. He had +come to be hardly anybody at all, because he was at peace with the +vicar of the parish in which he was established. His eyes had been +becoming gradually open to all this for years; and when he had been +present at the bitter quarrel between the Vicar and the Marquis, he +had at once told himself that now was his opportunity. He had +intended to express a clear opinion to Mr. Fenwick that he, Mr. +Fenwick, had been very wrong in speaking to the Marquis as he had +spoken, and as he was walking out of the farm-house he was preparing +some words as to the respect due to those in authority. It happened, +however, that at that moment the wind was taken out of his sails by a +strange comparison which the Vicar made to him between the sins of +them two, ministers of God as they were, and the sins of Carry +Brattle. Mr. Puddleham at the moment had been cowed and quelled. He +was not quite able to carry himself in the Vicar's presence as though +he were the Vicar's equal. But the desire for a quarrel remained, and +when it was suggested to him by Mr. Packer, the Marquis's man of +business, that the green opposite to the Vicarage gate would be a +convenient site for his chapel, and that the Marquis was ready to +double his before-proffered subscription, then he saw plainly that +the moment had come, and that it was fitting that he should gird up +his loins and return all future cabbages to the proud donor.</p> + +<p>Mr. Puddleham had his eye keenly set on the scene of his future +ministration, and was aware of Grimes's default almost as soon as +that man with his myrmidons had left the ground. He at once went to +Grimes with heavy denunciations, with threats of the Marquis, and +with urgent explanation as to the necessity of instant work. But +Grimes was obdurate. The Vicar had asked him to leave the work for a +day or two, and of course he must do what the Vicar asked. If he +couldn't be allowed to do as much as that for the Vicar of the +parish, Bullhampton wouldn't be, in Mr. Grimes's opinion, any place +for anybody to live in. Mr. Puddleham argued the matter out, but he +argued in vain. Mr. Grimes declared that there was time enough, and +that he would have the work finished by the time fixed,—unless, +indeed, the Marquis should change his mind. Mr. Puddleham regarded +this as a most improbable supposition. "The Marquis doesn't change +his mind, Mr. Grimes," he said; and then he walked forth from Mr. +Grimes's house with much offence.</p> + +<p>By this time all Bullhampton knew of the quarrel,—knew of it, +although Mr. Fenwick had been so very careful to guard himself from +any quarrelling at all. He had not spoken a word in anger on the +subject to anyone but his wife; and in making his request to Grimes +had done so with hypocritical good humour. But, nevertheless, he was +aware that the parish was becoming hot about it; and when he sat down +to write his letter to the Marquis he was almost minded to give up +the idea of writing, to return to Grimes, and to allow the measuring +and sod-turning to be continued. Why should a place of worship +opposite to his gate be considered by him as an injury? Why should +the psalm-singing of Christian brethren hurt his ears as he walked +about his garden? And if, through the infirmity of his nature, his +eyes and his ears were hurt, what was that to the great purport for +which he had been sent into the parish? Was he not about to create +enmity by his opposition; and was it not his special duty to foster +love and goodwill among his people? After all he, within his own +Vicarage grounds, had all that it was intended that he should +possess; and that he held very firmly. Poor Mr. Puddleham had no such +firm holding; and why should he quarrel with Mr. Puddleham because +that ill-paid preacher sought to strengthen the ground on which his +Salem stood?</p> + +<p>As he paused, however, to think of all this, there came upon him the +conviction that in this thing that was to be done the Marquis was +determined to punish him personally, and he could not resist the +temptation of fighting the Marquis. And then, if he succumbed easily +in this matter, would it not follow almost as a matter of course that +the battle against him would be carried on elsewhere? If he yielded +now, resolving to ignore altogether any idea of his own comfort or +his own taste, would he thereby maintain that tranquillity in his +parish which he thought so desirable? He had already seen that in Mr. +Puddleham's manner to himself which made him sure that Mr. Puddleham +was ambitious to be a sword in the right hand of the Marquis. +Personally the Vicar was himself pugnacious. Few men, perhaps, were +more so. If there must be a fight let them come on, and he would do +his best. Turning the matter thus backwards and forwards in his mind, +he came at last to the conclusion that there must be a fight, and +consequently he wrote the following letter to the +<span class="nowrap">Marquis;—</span><br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="jright">Bullhampton Vicarage, January 3, 186—.</p> + +<p class="noindent"><span class="smallcaps">My Lord Marquis</span>,</p> + +<p>I learned by chance the other day in the village that a +new chapel for the use of the Methodist congregation of +the parish was to be built on the little open green +immediately opposite the Vicarage gate, and that this +special spot of ground had been selected and given by your +lordship for this purpose. I do not at all know what truth +there may be in this,—except that Mr. Grimes, the +carpenter here, has received orders from your agent about +the work. It may probably be the case that the site has +been chosen by Mr. Packer, and not by your lordship. As no +real delay to the building can at this time of the year +arise from a short postponement of the beginning, I have +asked Mr. Grimes to desist till I shall have written to +you on the subject.</p> + +<p>I can assure your lordship, in the first place, that no +clergyman of the Established Church in the kingdom can be +less unwilling than I am that they who dissent from my +teaching in the parish should have a commodious place of +worship. If land belonged to me in the place I would give +it myself for such a purpose; and were there no other +available site than that chosen, I would not for a moment +remonstrate against it. I had heard, with satisfaction, +from Mr. Puddleham himself that another spot was chosen +near the cross roads in the village, on which there is +more space, to which as I believe there is no objection, +and which would certainly be nearer than that now selected +to the majority of the congregation.</p> + +<p>But of course it would not be for me to trouble your +lordship as to the ground on which a Methodist chapel +should be built, unless I had reason to show why the site +now chosen is objectionable. I do not for a moment +question your lordship's right to give the site. There is +something less than a quarter of an acre in the patch in +question; and though hitherto I have always regarded it as +belonging in some sort to the Vicarage,—as being a part, +as it were, of the entrance,—I feel convinced that you, +as landlord of the ground, would not entertain the idea of +bestowing it for any purpose without being sure of your +right to do so. I raise no question on this point, +believing that there is none to be raised; but I +respectfully submit to your lordship, whether such an +erection as that contemplated by you will not be a lasting +injury to the Vicarage of Bullhampton, and whether you +would wish to inflict a lasting and gratuitous injury on +the vicar of a parish, the greatest portion of which +belongs to yourself.</p> + +<p>No doubt life will be very possible to me and my wife, and +to succeeding vicars and their wives, with a red-brick +chapel built as a kind of watch-tower over the Vicarage +gate. So would life be possible at Turnover Park with a +similar edifice immediately before your lordship's +hall-door. Knowing very well that the reasonable wants of +the Methodists cannot make such a building on such a spot +necessary, you no doubt would not consent to it; and I now +venture to ask you to put a stop to this building here for +the same reason. Were there no other site in the parish +equally commodious I would not say a word.</p> + +<p class="noindent"><span class="ind6">I have the honour to be,</span><br /> +<span class="ind8">Your lordship's most obedient servant,</span></p> + +<p class="ind15"><span class="smallcaps">Francis +Fenwick</span>.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p>Lord Trowbridge, when he received this letter,—when he had only +partially read it, and had not at all digested it, was disposed to +yield the point. He was a silly man, thinking much too highly of his +own position, believing himself entitled to unlimited deference from +all those who in any way came within the rays of his magnificence, +and easily made angry by opposition; but he was not naturally prone +to inflict evil, and did in some degree recognise it as a duty +attached to his splendour that he should be beneficent to the +inferiors with whom he was connected. Great as was his wrath against +the present Vicar of Bullhampton, and thoroughly as he conceived it +to be expedient that so evil-minded a pastor should be driven out of +the parish, nevertheless he felt some scruple at taking a step which +would be injurious to the parish vicar, let the parish vicar be who +he might. Packer was the sinner who had originated the new plan for +punishing Mr. Fenwick,—Packer, with the assistance of Mr. Puddleham; +and the Marquis, though he had in some sort authorised the plan, had +in truth thought very little about it. When the Vicar spoke of the +lasting injury to the Vicarage, and when Lord Trowbridge remembered +that he owned two thousand and two acres within the parish,—as Mr. +Puddleham had told him,—he began to think that the chapel had better +be built elsewhere. The Vicar was a pestilent man to whom punishment +was due, but the punishment should be made to attach itself to the +man, rather than to the man's office. So was working the Marquis's +mind, till the Marquis came upon that horrid passage in the Vicar's +letter, in which it was suggested that the building of a Methodist +chapel in his own park, immediately in front of his own august +hall-door might under certain circumstances be expedient. The remark +was almost as pernicious and unpardonable as that which had been made +about his lordship's daughters. It was manifest to him that the Vicar +intended to declare that marquises were no more than other +people,—and that the declaration was made and insisted on with the +determination of insulting him. Had this apostate priest been capable +of feeling any proper appreciation of his own position and that of +the Marquis, he would have said nothing of Turnover Park. When the +Marquis had read the letter a second time and had digested it he +perceived that its whole tenour was bad, that the writer was +evil-minded, and that no request made by him should be granted. Even +though the obnoxious chapel should have to be pulled down for the +benefit of another vicar, it should be put up for the punishment of +this vicar. A man who wants to have a favour done for him, can hardly +hope to be successful if he asks for the favour with insolence. So +the heart of the Marquis was hardened, and he was strengthened to do +that which misbecame him both as a gentleman and a landlord.</p> + +<p>He did not answer the letter for some time; but he saw Packer, saw +his head agent, and got out the map of the property. The map of the +property was not very clear in the matter, but he remembered the +space well, and convinced himself that no other place in all +Bullhampton could be so appropriate for a Methodist chapel. At the +end of a week he caused a reply to be written to Mr. Fenwick. He +would not demean himself by writing with his own hand, but he gave +his orders to the head agent. The head agent merely informed the +Vicar that it was considered that the spot of ground in question was +the most appropriate in the village for the purpose in hand.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fenwick when she heard the reply burst out into tears. She was a +woman by no means over devoted to things of this world, who thought +much of her duties and did them, who would have sacrificed anything +for her husband and children, who had learned the fact that both +little troubles and great, if borne with patience, may be borne with +ease; but she did think much of her house, was proud of her garden, +and rejoiced in the external prettiness of her surroundings. It was +gall to her that this hideous building should be so placed as to +destroy the comeliness of that side of her abode. "We shall hear +their singing and ranting whenever we open our front windows," she +said.</p> + +<p>"Then we won't open them," said the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"We can't help ourselves. Just see what it will be whenever we go in +and out. We might just as well have it inside the house at once."</p> + +<p>"You speak as though Mr. Puddleham were always in his pulpit."</p> + +<p>"They're always doing something,—and then the building will be there +whether it's open or shut. It will alter the parish altogether, and I +really think it will be better that you should get an exchange."</p> + +<p>"And run away from my enemy?"</p> + +<p>"It would be running away from an intolerable nuisance."</p> + +<p>"I won't do that," said the Vicar. "If there were no other reason for +staying, I won't put it in the power of the Marquis of Trowbridge to +say that he has turned me out of my parish, and so punished me +because I have not submitted myself to him. I have not sought the +quarrel. He has been overbearing and insolent, and now is meanly +desirous to injure me because I will not suffer his insolence. No +doubt, placed as he is, he can do much; but he cannot turn me out of +Bullhampton."</p> + +<p>"What is the good of staying, Frank, if we are to be made wretched?"</p> + +<p>"We won't be made wretched. What! be wretched because there is an +ugly building opposite to your outside gate? It is almost wicked to +say so. I don't like it. I like the doing of the thing less even than +the thing itself. If it can be stopped, I will stop it. If it could +be prevented by any amount of fighting, I should think myself right +to fight in such a cause. If I can see my way to doing anything to +oppose the Marquis, it shall be done. But I won't run away." Mrs. +Fenwick said nothing more on the subject at that moment, but she felt +that the glory and joy of the Vicarage were gone from it.</p> + + +<p><a name="c36" id="c36"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XXXVI.</h3> +<h4>SAM BRATTLE GOES OFF AGAIN.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>Mr. Grimes had suggested to the Vicar in a very low whisper that the +new chapel might perhaps be put down as a nuisance. "It ain't for me +to say, of course," said Mr. Grimes, "and in the way of business one +building is as good as another as long as you see your money. But +buildings is stopped because they're nuisances." This occurred a day +or two after the receipt of the agent's letter from Turnover, and the +communication was occasioned by orders given to Mr. Grimes to go on +with the building instantly, unless he intended to withdraw from the +job. "I don't think, Grimes, that I can call a place of Christian +worship a nuisance," said the Vicar. To this Grimes rejoined that he +had known a nunnery bell to be stopped because it was a nuisance, and +that he didn't see why a Methodist chapel bell was not as bad as a +nunnery bell. Fenwick had declared that he would fight if he could +find a leg to stand upon, and he thanked Grimes, saying that he would +think of the suggestion. But when he thought of it, he did not see +that any remedy was open to him on that side. In the meantime Mr. +Puddleham attacked Grimes with great severity because the work was +not continued. Mr. Puddleham, feeling that he had the Marquis at his +back, was eager for the fight. He had already received in the street +a salutation from the Vicar, cordial as usual, with the very +slightest bend of his neck, and the sourest expression of his mouth. +Mrs. Puddleham had already taught the little Puddlehams that the +Vicarage cabbages were bitter with the wormwood of an endowed +Establishment, and ought no longer to be eaten by the free children +of an open Church. Mr. Puddleham had already raised up his voice in +his existing tabernacle, as to the injury which was being done to his +flock, and had been very touching on the subject of the little +vineyard which the wicked king coveted. When he described himself as +Naboth, it could not but be supposed that Ahab and Jezebel were both +in Bullhampton. It went forth through the village that Mr. Puddleham +had described Mrs. Fenwick as Jezebel, and the torch of discord had +been thrown down, and war was raging through the parish.</p> + +<p>There had come to be very high words indeed between Mr. Grimes and +Mr. Puddleham, and some went so far as to declare that they had heard +the builder threaten to punch the minister's head. This Mr. Grimes +denied stoutly, as the Methodist party were making much of it in +consequence of Mr. Puddleham's cloth and advanced years. "There's no +lies is too hot for them," said Mr. Grimes, in his energy, and "no +lawlessness too heavy." Then he absolutely refused to put his hand to +a spade or a trowel. He had his time named in his contract, he said, +and nobody had a right to drive him. This was ended by the appearance +on a certain Monday morning of a Baptist builder from Salisbury, with +all the appurtenances of his trade, and with a declaration on Mr. +Grimes' part, that he would have the law on the two leading members +of the Puddleham congregation, from whom he had received his original +order. In truth, however, there had been no contract, and Mr. Grimes +had gone to work upon a verbal order which, according to the +Puddleham theory, he had already vitiated by refusing compliance with +its terms. He, however, was hot upon his lawsuit, and thus the whole +parish was by the ears.</p> + +<p>It may be easily understood how much Mr. Fenwick would suffer from +all this. It had been specially his pride that his parish had been at +peace, and he had plumed himself on the way in which he had continued +to clip the claws with which nature had provided the Methodist +minister. Though he was fond of a fight himself, he had taught +himself to know that in no way could he do the business of his life +more highly or more usefully than as a peacemaker; and as a +peacemaker he had done it. He had never put his hand within Mr. +Puddleham's arm, and whispered a little parochial nothing into his +neighbour's ear, without taking some credit to himself for his +cleverness. He had called his peaches angels of peace, and had spoken +of his cabbages as being dove-winged. All this was now over, and +there was hardly one in Bullhampton who was not busy hating and +abusing somebody else.</p> + +<p>And then there came another trouble on the Vicar. Just at the end of +January, Sam Brattle came up to the Vicarage and told Mr. Fenwick +that he was going to leave the mill. Sam was dressed very decently; +but he was attired in an un-Bullhampton fashion, which was not +pleasant to Mr. Fenwick's eyes; and there was about him an air which +seemed to tell of filial disobedience and personal independence.</p> + +<p>"But you mean to come back again, Sam?" said the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"Well, sir; I don't know as I do. Father and I has had words."</p> + +<p>"And that is to be a reason why you should leave him? You speak of +your father as though he were no more to you than another man."</p> + +<p>"I wouldn't a' borne not a tenth of it from no other man, Mr. +Fenwick."</p> + +<p>"Well—and what of that? Is there any measure of what is due by you +to your father? Remember, Sam, I know your father well."</p> + +<p>"You do, sir."</p> + +<p>"He is a very just man, and he is very fond of you. You are the apple +of his eye, and now you would bring his gray hairs with sorrow to the +grave."</p> + +<p>"You ask mother, sir, and she'll tell you how it is. I just said a +word to him,—a word as was right to be said, and he turned upon me, +and bade me go away and come back no more."</p> + +<p>"Do you mean that he has banished you from the mill?"</p> + +<p>"He said what I tells you. He told mother afterwards, that if so as I +would promise never to mention that thing again, I might come and go +as I pleased. But I wasn't going to make no such promise. I up and +told him so; and then he—cursed me."</p> + +<p>For a moment or two the Vicar was silent, thinking whether in this +affair Sam had been most wrong, or the old man. Of course he was +hearing but one side of the question. "What was it, Sam, that he +forbade you to mention?"</p> + +<p>"It don't matter now, sir; only I thought I'd better come and tell +you, along of your being the bail, sir."</p> + +<p>"Do you mean that you are going to leave Bullhampton altogether?"</p> + +<p>"To leave it altogether, Mr. Fenwick. I ain't doing no good here."</p> + +<p>"And why shouldn't you do good? Where can you do more good?"</p> + +<p>"It can't be good to be having words with father day after day."</p> + +<p>"But, Sam, I don't think you can go away. You are bound by the +magistrates' orders. I don't speak for myself, but I fear the police +would be after you."</p> + +<p>"And is it to go on allays,—that a chap can't move to better +hisself, because them fellows can't catch the men as murdered old +Trumbull? That can't be law,—nor yet justice." Upon this there arose +a discussion in which the Vicar endeavoured to explain to the young +man that as he had evidently consorted with the men who were, on the +strongest possible grounds, suspected to be the murderers, and as he +had certainly been with those men where he had no business to +be,—namely, in Mr. Fenwick's own garden at night,—he had no just +cause of complaint at finding his own liberty more crippled than that +of other people. No doubt Sam understood this well enough, as he was +sharp and intelligent; but he fought his own battle, declaring that +as the Vicar had not prosecuted him for being in the garden, nobody +could be entitled to punish him for that offence; and that as it had +been admitted that there was no evidence connecting him with the +murder, no policeman could have a right to confine him to one parish. +He argued the matter so well, that Mr. Fenwick was left without much +to say. He was unwilling to press his own responsibility in the +matter of the bail, and therefore allowed the question to fall +through,—tacitly admitting that if Sam chose to leave the parish, +there was nothing in the affair of the murder to hinder him. He went +back, therefore, to the inexpediency of the young man's departure, +telling him that he would rush right into the Devil's jaws. "May be +so, Mr. Fenwick," said Sam, "but I'm sure I'll never be out of 'em as +long as I stays here in Bullhampton."</p> + +<p>"But what is it all about, Sam?" The Vicar, as he asked the question +had a very distinct idea in his own head as to the cause of the +quarrel, and was aware that his sympathies were with the son rather +than with the father. Sam answered never a word, and the Vicar +repeated his question. "You have quarrelled with your father before +this, and have made it up. Why should not you make up this quarrel?"</p> + +<p>"Because he cursed me," said Sam.</p> + +<p>"An idle word, spoken in wrath! Don't you know your father well +enough to take that for what it is worth? What was it about?"</p> + +<p>"It was about Carry, then."</p> + +<p>"What had you said?"</p> + +<p>"I said as how she ought to be let come home again, and that if I was +to stay there at the mill, I'd fetch her. Then he struck at me with +one of the mill-bolts. But I didn't think much o' that."</p> + +<p>"Was it then he—cursed you?"</p> + +<p>"No; mother came up, and I went aside with her. I told her as I'd go +on speaking to the old man about Carry;—and so I did."</p> + +<p>"And where is Carry?" Sam made no reply to this whatever. "You know +where she can be found, Sam?" Sam shook his head, but didn't speak. +"You couldn't have said that you would fetch her, if you didn't know +where to find her."</p> + +<p>"I wouldn't stop till I did find her, if the old man would take her +back again. She's bad enough, no doubt, but there's others worse nor +her."</p> + +<p>"When did you see her last?"</p> + +<p>"Over at Pycroft."</p> + +<p>"And whither did she go from Pycroft, Sam?"</p> + +<p>"She went to Lon'on, I suppose, Mr. Fenwick."</p> + +<p>"And what is her address in London?" In reply to this Sam again shook +his head. "Do you mean to seek her now?"</p> + +<p>"What's the use of seeking her if I ain't got nowhere to put her +into. Father's got a house and plenty of room in it. Where could I +put her?"</p> + +<p>"Sam, if you'll find her, and bring her to any place for me to see +her, I'll find a home for her somewhere. I will, indeed. Or, if I +knew where she was, I'd go up to London to her myself. She's not my +<span class="nowrap">sister—!"</span></p> + +<p>"No, sir, she ain't. The likes of you won't likely have a sister the +likes of her. She's <span class="nowrap">a—"</span></p> + +<p>"Sam, stop. Don't say a bitter word of her. You love her."</p> + +<p>"Yes;—I do. That don't make her not a bad 'un."</p> + +<p>"So do I love her. And as for being bad, which of us isn't bad? The +world is very hard on her offence."</p> + +<p>"Down on it, like a dog on a rat."</p> + +<p>"It is not for me to make light of her sin;—but her sin can be +washed away as well as other sin. I love her too. She was the +brightest, kindest, sauciest little lass in all the parish, when I +came here."</p> + +<p>"Father was proud enough of her then, Mr. Fenwick."</p> + +<p>"You find her and let me know where she is, and I will make out a +home for her somewhere;—that is, if she will be tractable. I'm +afraid your father won't take her at the mill."</p> + +<p>"He'll never set eyes on her again, if he can help it. As for you, +Mr. Fenwick, if there was only a few more like you about, the world +wouldn't be so bad to get on in. Good-bye, Mr. Fenwick."</p> + +<p>"Good-bye, Sam;—if it must be so."</p> + +<p>"And don't you be afeared about me, Mr. Fenwick. If the hue-and-cry +is out anyways again me, I'll turn up. That I will,—though it was to +be hung afterwards,—sooner than you'd be hurt by anything I'd been a +doing."</p> + +<p>So they parted, as friends rather than as enemies, though the Vicar +knew very well that the young man was wrong to go and leave his +father and mother, and that in all probability he would fall at once +into some bad mode of living. But the conversation about Carry +Brattle had so softened their hearts to each other, that Mr. Fenwick +found it impossible to be severe. And he knew, moreover, that no +severity of expression would have been of avail. He couldn't have +stopped Sam from going had he preached to him for an hour.</p> + +<p>After that the building of the chapel went on apace, the large +tradesman from Salisbury being quicker in his work than could have +been the small tradesman belonging to Bullhampton. In February there +came a hard frost, and still the bricklayers were at work. It was +said in Bullhampton that walls built as those walls were being built +could never stand. But then it might be that these reports were +spread by Mr. Grimes, that the fanatical ardour of the Salisbury +Baptist lent something to the rapidity of his operations, and that +the Bullhampton feeling in favour of Mr. Fenwick and the Church +Establishment added something to the bitterness of the prevailing +criticisms. At any rate, the walls of the new chapel were mounting +higher and higher all through February, and by the end of the first +week in March there stood immediately opposite to the Vicarage gate a +hideously ugly building, roofless, doorless, windowless;—with those +horrid words,—"New Salem, <span class="nowrap">186—"</span> +legibly inscribed on a visible +stone inserted above the doorway, a thing altogether as objectionable +to the eyes of a Church of England parish clergyman as the +imagination of any friend or enemy could devise. We all know the +abominable adjuncts of a new building,—the squalid half-used heaps +of bad mortar, the eradicated grass, the truculent mud, the scattered +brickbats, the remnants of timber, the debris of the workmen's +dinners, the morsels of paper scattered through the dirt! There had +from time to time been actual encroachments on the Vicarage grounds, +and Mrs. Fenwick, having discovered that the paint had been injured +on the Vicarage gate, had sent an angry message to the Salisbury +Baptist. The Salisbury Baptist had apologised to Mr. Fenwick, saying +that such things would happen in the building of houses, &c., and Mr. +Fenwick had assured him that the matter was of no consequence. He was +not going to descend into the arena with the Salisbury Baptist. In +this affair the Marquis of Trowbridge was his enemy, and with the +Marquis he would fight, if there was to be any fight at all. He would +stand at his gate and watch the work, and speak good-naturedly to the +workmen; but he was in truth sick at heart. The thing, horrible as it +was to him, so fascinated him that he could not keep his mind from +it. During all this time it made his wife miserable. She had +literally grown thin under the infliction of the new chapel. For more +than a fortnight she had refused to visit the front gate of her own +house. To and from church she always went by the garden wicket; but +in going to the school, she had to make a long round to avoid the +chapel,—and this round she made day after day. Fenwick himself, +still hoping that there might be some power of fighting, had written +to an enthusiastic archdeacon, a friend of his, who lived not very +far distant. The Archdeacon had consulted the Bishop,—really +troubled deeply about the matter,—and the Bishop had taken upon +himself, with his own hands, to write words of mild remonstrance to +the Marquis. "For the welfare of the parish generally," said the +Bishop, "I venture to make this suggestion to your lordship, feeling +sure that you will do anything that may not be unreasonable to +promote the comfort of the parishioners." In this letter he made no +allusion to his late correspondence with the Marquis as to the sins +of the Vicar. Nor did the Marquis in his reply allude to the former +correspondence. He expressed an opinion that the erection of a place +of Christian worship on an open space outside the bounds of a +clergyman's domain ought not to be held to be objectionable by that +clergyman;—and that as he had already given the spot, he could not +retract the gift. These letters, however, had been written before the +first brick had been laid, and the world in that part of the country +was of opinion that the Marquis might have retracted his gift. After +this Mr. Fenwick found no ground whatever on which he could fight his +battle. He could only stand at his gateway, and look at the thing as +it rose above the ground, fascinated by its ugliness.</p> + +<p>He was standing there once, about a month or five weeks after his +interview with Sam Brattle, just at the beginning of March, when he +was accosted by the Squire. Mr. Gilmore, through the winter,—ever +since he had heard that Mary Lowther's engagement with Walter +Marrable had been broken off,—had lived very much alone. He had been +pressed to come to the Vicarage, but had come but seldom, waiting +patiently till the time should come when he might again ask Mary to +be his wife. He was not so gloomy as he had been during the time the +engagement had lasted, but still he was a man much altered from his +former self. Now he came across the road, and spoke a word or two to +his friend. "If I were you, Frank, I should not think so much about +it."</p> + +<p>"Yes, you would, old boy, if it touched you as it does me. It isn't +that the chapel should be there. I could have built a chapel for them +with my own hands on the same spot, if it had been necessary."</p> + +<p>"I don't see what there is to annoy you."</p> + +<p>"This annoys me,—that after all my endeavours, there should be +people here, and many people, who find a gratification in doing that +which they think I shall look upon as an annoyance. The sting is in +their desire to sting, and in my inability to show them their error, +either by stopping what they are doing, or by proving myself +indifferent to it. It isn't the building itself, but the double +disgrace of the building."</p> + + +<p><a name="c37" id="c37"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XXXVII.</h3> +<h4>FEMALE MARTYRDOM.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>Early in February Captain Marrable went to Dunripple to stay with his +uncle, Sir Gregory, and there he still was when the middle of March +had come. News of his doings reached the ladies at Loring, but it +reached them through hands which were not held to be worthy of a +perfect belief,—at any rate, on Mary Lowther's part. Dunripple Park +is in Warwickshire, and lies in the middle of a good hunting country. +Now, according to Parson John, from whom these tidings came, Walter +Marrable was hunting three days a week; and, as Sir Gregory himself +did not keep hunters, Walter must have hired his horses,—so said +Parson John, deploring that a nephew so poor in purse should have +allowed himself to be led into such heavy expense. "He brought home a +little ready money with him," said the parson; "and I suppose he +thinks he may have his fling as long as that lasts." No doubt Parson +John, in saying this, was desirous of proving to Mary that Walter +Marrable was not dying of love, and was, upon the whole, leading a +jolly life, in spite of the little misfortune that had happened to +him. But Mary understood all this quite as well as did Parson John +himself; and simply declined to believe the hunting three days a +week. She said not a word about it, however, either to him or to her +aunt. If Walter could amuse himself, so much the better; but she was +quite sure that, at such a period of his life as this, he would not +spend his money recklessly. The truth lay between Parson John's +stories and poor Mary's belief. Walter Marrable was hunting,—perhaps +twice a week, hiring a horse occasionally, but generally mounted by +his uncle, Sir Gregory. He hunted; but did so after a lugubrious +fashion, as became a man with a broken heart, who was laden with many +sorrows, and had just been separated from his lady love for ever and +ever. But still, when there came anything good, in the way of a run, +and when our Captain could get near to hounds, he enjoyed the fun, +and forgot his troubles for a while. Is a man to know no joy because +he has an ache at his heart?</p> + +<p>In this matter of disappointed and, as it were, disjointed affection, +men are very different from women, and for the most part, much more +happily circumstanced. Such sorrow a woman feeds;—but a man starves +it. Many will say that a woman feeds it, because she cannot but feed +it; and that a man starves it, because his heart is of the starving +kind. But, in truth, the difference comes not so much from the inner +heart, as from the outer life. It is easier to feed a sorrow upon +needle-and-thread and novels, than it is upon lawyers' papers, or +even the out-a-door occupations of a soldier home upon leave who has +no work to do. Walter Marrable told himself again and again that he +was very unhappy about his cousin, but he certainly did not suffer in +that matter as Mary suffered. He had that other sorrow, arising from +his father's cruel usage of him, to divide his thoughts, and probably +thought quite as much of the manner in which he had been robbed, as +he did of the loss of his love.</p> + +<p>But poor Mary was, in truth, very wretched. When a girl asks herself +that question,—what shall she do with her life? it is so natural +that she should answer it by saying that she will get married, and +give her life to somebody else. It is a woman's one career—let women +rebel against the edict as they may; and though there may be +word-rebellion here and there, women learn the truth early in their +lives. And women know it later in life when they think of their +girls; and men know it, too, when they have to deal with their +daughters. Girls, too, now acknowledge aloud that they have learned +the lesson; and Saturday Reviewers and others blame them for their +lack of modesty in doing so,—most unreasonably, most uselessly, and, +as far as the influence of such censors may go, most perniciously. +Nature prompts the desire, the world acknowledges its ubiquity, +circumstances show that it is reasonable, the whole theory of +creation requires it; but it is required that the person most +concerned should falsely repudiate it, in order that a mock modesty +may be maintained, in which no human being can believe! Such is the +theory of the censors who deal heavily with our Englishwomen of the +present day. Our daughters should be educated to be wives, but, +forsooth, they should never wish to be wooed! The very idea is but a +remnant of the tawdry sentimentality of an age in which the mawkish +insipidity of the women was the reaction from the vice of that +preceding it. That our girls are in quest of husbands, and know well +in what way their lines in life should be laid, is a fact which none +can dispute. Let men be taught to recognise the same truth as regards +themselves, and we shall cease to hear of the necessity of a new +career for women.</p> + +<p>Mary Lowther, though she had never encountered condemnation as a +husband-hunter, had learned all this, and was well aware that for her +there was but one future mode of life that could be really blessed. +She had eyes, and could see; and ears, and could hear. She could +make,—indeed, she could not fail to make,—comparisons between her +aunt and her dear friend, Mrs. Fenwick. She saw, and could not fail +to see, that the life of the one was a starved, thin, poor +life,—which, good as it was in its nature, reached but to few +persons, and admitted but of few sympathies; whereas the other woman, +by means of her position as a wife and a mother, increased her roots +and spread out her branches, so that there was shade, and fruit, and +beauty, and a place in which the birds might build their nests. Mary +Lowther had longed to be a wife,—as do all girls healthy in mind and +body; but she had found it to be necessary to her to love the man who +was to become her husband. There had come to her a suitor recommended +to her by all her friends,—recommended to her also by all outward +circumstances,—and she had found that she did not love him! For a +while she had been sorely perplexed, hardly knowing what it might be +her duty to do, not understanding how it was that the man was +indifferent to her, doubting whether, after all, the love of which +she had dreamt was not a passion which might come after marriage, +rather than before it,—but still fearing to run so great a hazard. +She had doubted, feared, and had hitherto declined,—when that other +lover had fallen in her way. Mr. Gilmore had wooed her for months +without touching her heart. Then Walter Marrable had come and had +conquered her almost in an hour. She had never felt herself disposed +to play with Mr. Gilmore's hair, to lean against his shoulder, to be +touched by his fingers,—never disposed to wait for his coming, or to +regret his going. But she had hardly become acquainted with her +cousin before his presence was a pleasure to her; and no sooner had +he spoken to her of his love, than everything that concerned him was +dear to her. The atmosphere that surrounded him was sweeter to her +than the air elsewhere. All those little aids which a man gives to a +woman were delightful to her when they came to her from his hands. +She told herself that she had found the second half that was needed +to make herself one whole; that she had become round and entire in +joining herself to him; and she thought that she understood well why +it had been that Mr. Gilmore had been nothing to her. As Mr. Fenwick +was manifestly the husband appointed for his wife, so had Walter +Marrable been appointed for her. And so there had come upon her a +dreamy conviction that marriages are made in heaven. That question, +whether they were to be poor or rich, to have enough or much less +than enough for the comforts of life, was, no doubt, one of much +importance; but, in the few happy days of her assured engagement, it +was not allowed by her to interfere for a moment with the fact that +she and Walter were intended, each to be the companion of the other, +as long as they two might live.</p> + +<p>Then by degrees,—by degrees, though the process had been quick,—had +fallen upon her that other conviction, that it was her duty to him to +save him from the burdens of that life to which she herself had +looked forward so fondly. At first she had said that he should judge +of the necessity; swearing to herself that his judgment, let it be +what it might, should be right to her. Then she had perceived that +this was not sufficient;—that in this way there would be no escape +for him;—that she herself must make the decision, and proclaim it. +Very tenderly and very cautiously had she gone about her task; +feeling her way to the fact that this separation, if it came from +her, would be deemed expedient by him. That she would be right in all +this, was her great resolve; that she might after all be wrong, her +constant fear. She, too, had heard of public censors, of the girl of +the period, and of the forward indelicacy with which women of the age +were charged. She knew not why, but it seemed to her that the laws of +the world around her demanded more of such rectitude from a woman +than from a man, and, if it might be possible to her, she would +comply with these laws. She had convinced herself, forming her +judgment from every tone of his voice, from every glance of his eye, +from every word that fell from his lips, that this separation would +be expedient for him. And then, assuring herself that the task should +be hers, and not his, she had done it. She had done it, and, counting +up the cost afterwards, she had found herself to be broken in pieces. +That wholeness and roundness, in which she had rejoiced, had gone +from her altogether. She would try to persuade herself that she could +live as her aunt had lived, and yet be whole and round. She tried, +but knew that she failed. The life to which she had looked forward +had been the life of a married woman; and now, as that was taken from +her, she could be but a thing broken, a fragment of humanity, created +for use, but never to be used.</p> + +<p>She bore all this well, for a while,—and indeed never ceased to bear +it well, to the eyes of those around her. When Parson John told her +of Walter's hunting, she laughed, and said that she hoped he would +distinguish himself. When her aunt on one occasion congratulated her, +telling her that she had done well and nobly, she bore the +congratulation with a smile and a kind word. But she thought about it +much, and within the chambers of her own bosom there were complaints +made that the play which had been played between him and her during +the last few months should for her have been such a very tragedy, +while for him the matter was no more than a melodrama, touched with a +pleasing melancholy. He had not been made a waif upon the waters by +the misfortune of a few weeks, by the error of a lawyer, by a +mistaken calculation,—not even by the crime of his father. His +manhood was, at any rate, perfect to him. Though he might be a poor +man, he was still a man with his hands free, and with something +before him which he could do. She understood, too, that the rough +work of his life would be such that it would rub away, perhaps too +quickly, the impression of his late love, and enable him hereafter to +love another. But for her,—for her there could be nothing but +memory, regrets, and a life which would simply be a waiting for +death. But she had done nothing wrong,—and she must console herself +with that, if consolation could then be found.</p> + +<p>Then there came to her a letter from Mrs. Fenwick which moved her +much. It was the second which she had received from her friend since +she had made it known that she was no longer engaged to her cousin. +In her former letter Mrs. Fenwick had simply expressed her opinion +that Mary had done rightly, and had, at the same time, promised that +she would write again, more at length, when the passing by of a few +weeks should have so far healed the first agony of the wound, as to +make it possible for her to speak of the future. Mary, dreading this +second letter, had done nothing to elicit it; but at last it came. +And as it had some effect on Mary Lowther's future conduct, it shall +be given to the <span class="nowrap">reader:—</span><br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="jright">Bullhampton Vicarage, March 12, 186—.</p> + +<p class="noindent"><span class="smallcaps">Dearest Mary</span>,</p> + +<p>I do so wish you were here, if it were only to share our +misery with us. I did not think that so small a thing as +the building of a wretched chapel could have put me out so +much, and made me so uncomfortable as this has done. Frank +says that it is simply the feeling of being beaten,—the +insult not the injury, which is the grievance; but they +both rankle with me. I hear the click of the trowel every +hour, and though I never go near the front gate, yet I +know that it is all muddy and foul with brickbats and +mortar. I don't think that anything so cruel and unjust +was ever done before; and the worst of it is that Frank, +though he hates it just as much as I do, does preach such +sermons to me about the wickedness of caring for small +evils. 'Suppose you had to go to it every Sunday +yourself,' he said the other day, trying to make me +understand what a real depth of misery there is in the +world. 'I shouldn't mind that half so much,' I answered. +Then he bade me try it,—which wasn't fair because he +knows I can't. However, they say it will all tumble down +because it has been built so badly.</p> + +<p>I have been waiting to hear from you, but I can understand +why you should not write. You do not wish to speak of your +cousin, or to write without speaking of him. Your aunt has +written to me twice, as doubtless you know, and has told +me that you are well, only more silent than heretofore. +Dearest Mary, do write to me, and tell me what is in your +heart. I will not ask you to come to us,—not +yet,—because of our neighbour; but I do think that if you +were here I could do you good. I know so well, or fancy +that I know so well, the current in which your thoughts +are running! You have had a wound, and think that +therefore you must be a cripple for life. But it is not +so; and such thoughts, if not wicked, are at least wrong. +I would that it had been otherwise. I would that you had +not met your +<span class="nowrap">cousin.—</span><br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p class="noindent">"So would not +I," said Mary to herself; but as she said it she knew +that she was wrong. Of course it would be for her welfare, and for +his too, if his heart was as hers, that she should never have seen +<span class="nowrap">him.—</span><br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="noindent">But because +you have met him, and have fancied that you +and he would be all in all together, you will be wrong +indeed if you let that fancy ruin your future life. Or if +you encourage yourself to feel that, because you have +loved one man from whom you are necessarily parted, +therefore you should never allow yourself to become +attached to another, you will indeed be teaching yourself +an evil lesson. I think I can understand the arguments +with which you may perhaps endeavour to persuade your +heart that its work of loving has been done, and should +not be renewed; but I am quite sure that they are false +and inhuman. The Indian, indeed, allows herself to be +burned through a false idea of personal devotion; and if +that idea be false in a widow, how much falser is it in +one who has never been a wife.</p> + +<p>You know what have ever been our wishes. They are the same +now as heretofore; and his constancy is of that nature, +that nothing will ever change it. I am persuaded that it +would have been unchanged, even if you had married your +cousin, though in that case he would have been studious to +keep out of your way. I do not mean to press his claims at +present. I have told him that he should be patient, and +that if the thing be to him as important as he makes it, +he should be content to wait. He replied that he would +wait. I ask for no word from you at present on this +subject. It will be much better that there should be no +word. But it is right that you should know that there is +one who loves you with a devotion which nothing can alter.</p> + +<p>I will only add to this my urgent prayer that you will not +make too much to yourself of your own misfortune, or allow +yourself to think that because this and that have taken +place, therefore everything must be over. It is hard to +say who makes the greatest mistakes, women who treat their +own selves with too great a reverence, or they who do so +with too little.</p> + +<p>Frank sends his kindest love. Write to me at once, if only +to condole with me about the chapel.</p> + +<p class="ind10">Most affectionately yours,</p> + +<p class="ind15"><span class="smallcaps">Janet Fenwick</span>.</p> + +<p class="noindent">My sister +and Mr. Quickenham are coming here for Easter +week, and I have still some hopes of getting my +brother-in-law to put us up to some way of fighting the +Marquis and his myrmidons. I have always heard it said +that there was no case in which Mr. Quickenham couldn't +make a fight.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p>Mary Lowther understood well the whole purport of this letter,—all +that was meant as well as all that was written. She had told herself +again and again that there had been that between her and the lover +she had lost,—tender embraces, warm kisses, a bird-like pressure of +the plumage,—which alone should make her deem it unfit that she +should be to another man as she had been to him, even should her +heart allow it. It was against this doctrine that her friend had +preached, with more or less of explicitness in her sermon. And how +was the truth? If she could take a lesson on that subject from any +human being in the world, she would take it from her friend Janet +Fenwick. But she rebelled against the preaching, and declared to +herself that her friend had never been tried, and therefore did not +understand the case. Must she not be guided by her own feelings, and +did she not feel that she could never lay her head on the shoulder of +another lover without blushing at her memories of the past?</p> + +<p>And yet how hard was it all! It was not the joys of young love that +she regretted in her present mood, not the loss of those soft +delights of which she had suddenly found herself to be so capable; +but that all the world should be dark and dreary before her! And he +could hunt, could dance, could work,—no doubt could love again! How +happy would it be for her if her reason would allow her to be a Roman +Catholic, and a nun!</p> + + +<p><a name="c38" id="c38"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XXXVIII.</h3> +<h4>A LOVER'S MADNESS.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>The letter from Mrs. Fenwick, which the reader has just seen, was the +immediate effect of a special visit which Mr. Gilmore had made to +her. On the 10th of March he had come to her with a settled purpose, +pointing out to her that he had now waited a certain number of months +since he had heard of the rupture between Mary and her cousin, naming +the exact period which Mrs. Fenwick had bade him wait before he +should move again in the matter, and asking her whether he might not +now venture to take some step. Mrs. Fenwick had felt it to be unfair +that her very words should be quoted against her, as to the three or +four months, feeling that she had said three or four instead of six +or seven to soften the matter to her friend; but, nevertheless, she +had been induced to write to Mary Lowther.</p> + +<p>"I was thinking that perhaps you might ask her to come to you again," +Mr. Gilmore had said when Mrs. Fenwick rebuked him for his +impatience. "If you did that, the thing might come on naturally."</p> + +<p>"But she wouldn't come if I did ask her."</p> + +<p>"Because she hates me so much that she will not venture to come near +me?"</p> + +<p>"What nonsense that is, Harry. It has nothing to do with hating. If I +thought that she even disliked you, I should tell you so, believing +that it would be for the best. But of course if I asked her here just +at present, she could not but remember that you are our nearest +neighbour, and feel that she was pressed to come with some reference +to your hopes."</p> + +<p>"And therefore she would not come?"</p> + +<p>"Exactly; and if you will think of it, how could it be otherwise? +Wait till he is in India. Wait at any rate till the summer, and then +Frank and I will do our best to get her here."</p> + +<p>"I will wait," said Mr. Gilmore, and immediately took his leave, as +though there were no other subject of conversation now possible to +him.</p> + +<p>Since his return from Loring, Mr. Gilmore's life at his own house had +been quite secluded. Even the Fenwicks had hardly seen him, though +they lived so near to him. He had rarely been at church, had seen no +company at home since his uncle, the prebendary, had left him, and +had not dined even at the Vicarage more than once or twice. All this +had of course been frequently discussed between Mr. and Mrs. Fenwick, +and had made the Vicar very unhappy. He had expressed a fear that his +friend would be driven half crazy by a foolish indulgence in a +hopeless passion, and had suggested that it might perhaps be for the +best that Gilmore should let his place and travel abroad for two or +three years, so that, in that way, his disappointment might be +forgotten. But Mrs. Fenwick still hoped better things than this. She +probably thought more of Mary Lowther than she did of Harry Gilmore, +and still believed that a cure for both their sorrows might be found, +if one would only be patient, and the other would not despair.</p> + +<p>Mr. Gilmore had promised that he would wait, and then Mrs. Fenwick +had written her letter. To this there came a very quick answer. In +respect to the trouble about the chapel, Mary Lowther was sympathetic +and droll, as she would have been had there been upon her the weight +of no love misfortune. "She had trust," she said, "in Mr. Quickenham, +who no doubt would succeed in harassing the enemy, even though he +might be unable to obtain ultimate conquest. And then there seemed to +be a fair prospect that the building would fall of itself, which +surely would be a great triumph. And, after all, might it not fairly +be hoped that the pleasantness of the Vicarage garden, which Mr. +Puddleham must see every time he visited his chapel, might be quite +as galling and as vexatious to him as would be the ugliness of the +Methodist building to the Fenwicks?</p> + +<p>"You should take comfort in the reflection that his sides will be +quite as full of thorns as your own," said Mary; "and perhaps there +may come some blessed opportunity for crushing him altogether by +heaping hot coals of fire on his head. Offer him the use of the +Vicarage lawn for one of his school tea-parties, and that, I should +think, would about finish him."</p> + +<p>This was all very well, and was written on purpose to show to Mrs. +Fenwick that Mary could still be funny in spite of her troubles; but +the pith of the letter, as Mrs. Fenwick well understood, lay in the +few words of the last paragraph.</p> + +<p>"Don't suppose, dear, that I am going to die of a broken heart. I +mean to live and to be as happy as any of you. But you must let me go +on in my own way. I am not at all sure that being married is not more +trouble than it is worth."</p> + +<p>That she was deceiving herself in saying this Mary knew well enough; +and Mrs. Fenwick, too, guessed that it was so. Nevertheless, it was +plain enough that nothing more could be said about Mr. Gilmore just +at present.</p> + +<p>"You ought to blow him up, and make him come to us," Mrs. Fenwick +said to her husband.</p> + +<p>"It is all very well to say that, but one man can't blow another up, +as women do. Men don't talk to each other about the things that +concern them nearly,—unless it be about money."</p> + +<p>"What do they talk about, then?"</p> + +<p>"About matters that don't concern them nearly;—game, politics, and +the state of the weather. If I were to mention Mary's name to him, he +would feel it to be an impertinence. You can say what you please."</p> + +<p>Soon after this, Gilmore came again to the Vicarage; but he was +careful to come when the Vicar would not be there. He sauntered into +the garden by the little gate from the churchyard, and showed himself +at the drawing-room window, without going round to the front door. "I +never go to the front now," said Mrs. Fenwick; "I have only once been +through the gate since they began to build."</p> + +<p>"Is not that very inconvenient?"</p> + +<p>"Of course it is. When we came home from dining at Sir Thomas's the +other day, I had myself put down at the church gate, and walked all +the way round, though it was nearly pitch dark. Do come in, Harry."</p> + + +<div class="center"><a name="il13" id="il13"></a> +<table style="margin: 0 auto" cellpadding="4px"> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <a href="images/il13.jpg"> + <img src="images/il13-t.jpg" height="500" + alt='"Do come in, Harry."' /></a> + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <span class="caption">"Do come in, Harry."<br /> + Click to <a href="images/il13.jpg">ENLARGE</a></span> + </td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + + +<p>Then Mr. Gilmore came in, and seated himself before the fire. Mrs. +Fenwick understood his moods so well, that she would not say a word +to hurry him. If he chose to talk about Mary Lowther, she knew very +well what she would say to him; but she would not herself introduce +the subject. She spoke for awhile about the Brattles, saying that the +old man had suffered much since his son had gone from him. Sam had +left Bullhampton at the end of January, never having returned to the +mill after his visit to the Vicar, and had not been heard of since. +Gilmore, however, had not been to see his tenant; and though he +expressed an interest about the Brattles, had manifestly come to the +Vicarage with the object of talking upon matters more closely +interesting to himself.</p> + +<p>"Did you write to Loring, Mrs. Fenwick?" he asked at last.</p> + +<p>"I wrote to Mary soon after you were last here."</p> + +<p>"And has she answered you?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; she wrote again almost at once. She could not but write, as I +had said so much to her about the chapel."</p> + +<p>"She did not allude to—anything else, then?"</p> + +<p>"I can't quite say that, Harry. I had written to her out of a very +full heart, telling her what I thought as to her future life +generally, and just alluding to our wishes respecting you."</p> + +<p>"Well?"</p> + +<p>"She said just what might have been expected,—that for the present +she would rather be let alone."</p> + +<p>"I have let her alone. I have neither spoken to her nor written to +her. She does not mean to say that I have troubled her?"</p> + +<p>"Of course you have not troubled her,—but she knows what we all +mean."</p> + +<p>"I have waited all the winter, Mrs. Fenwick, and have said not a +word. How long was it that she knew her cousin before she was engaged +to him?"</p> + +<p>"What has that to do with it? You know what our wishes are; but, +indeed, indeed, nothing can be done by hurrying her."</p> + +<p>"She was engaged to that man, and the engagement broken off all +within a month. It was no more than a dream."</p> + +<p>"But the remembrance of such dreams will not fade away quickly. Let +us hope that hereafter it may be as a dream;—but time must be +allowed to efface the idea of its reality."</p> + +<p>"Time;—yes; but cannot we arrange some plan for the future? Cannot +something be done? I thought you said you would ask her to come +here?"</p> + +<p>"So I did,—but not yet."</p> + +<p>"Why shouldn't she come now? You needn't ask because I am here. There +is no saying whom she may meet, and then my chance will be gone +again."</p> + +<p>"Is that all you know about women, Harry? Do you think that the girl +whom you love so dearly will take up with one man after another in +that fashion?"</p> + +<p>"Who can say? She was not very long in taking up, as you call it, +with Captain Marrable. I should be happier if she were here, even if +I did not see her."</p> + +<p>"Of course you would see her, and of course you would propose +again,—and of course she would refuse you."</p> + +<p>"Then there is no hope?"</p> + +<p>"I do not say that. Wait till the summer comes; and then, if I can +influence her, we will have her here. If you find that remaining at +the Privets all alone is wearisome to +<span class="nowrap">you—"</span></p> + +<p>"Of course it is wearisome."</p> + +<p>"Then go up to London—or abroad—or anywhere for a change. Take some +occupation in hand and stick to it."</p> + +<p>"That is so easily said, Mrs. Fenwick."</p> + +<p>"No man ever did anything by moping; and you mope. I know I am +speaking plainly, and you may be angry with me, if you please."</p> + +<p>"I am not at all angry with you; but I think you hardly understand."</p> + +<p>"I do understand," said Mrs. Fenwick, speaking with all the energy +she could command; "and I am most anxious to do all that you wish. +But it cannot be done in a day. If I were to ask her now, she would +not come; and if she came it would not be for your good. Wait till +the summer. You may be sure that no harm will be done by a little +patience."</p> + +<p>Then he went away, declaring again that he would wait with patience; +but saying, at the same time, that he would remain at home. "As for +going to London," he said, "I should do nothing there. When I find +that there is no chance left, then probably I shall go abroad."</p> + +<p>"It is my belief," said the Vicar, that evening, when his wife told +him what had occurred, "that she will never have him; not because she +does not like him, or could not learn to like him if he were as other +men are, but simply because he is so unreasonably unhappy about her. +No woman was ever got by that sort of puling and whining love. If it +were not that I think him crazy, I should say that it was unmanly."</p> + +<p>"But he is crazy."</p> + +<p>"And will be still worse before he has done with it. Anything would +be good now which would take him away from Bullhampton. It would be a +mercy that his house should be burned down, or that some great loss +should fall upon him. He sits there at home, and does nothing. He +will not even look after the farm. He pretends to read, but I don't +believe that he does even that."</p> + +<p>"And all because he is really in love, Frank."</p> + +<p>"I am very glad that I have never been in love with the same +reality."</p> + +<p>"You never had any need, sir. The plums fell into your mouth too +easily."</p> + +<p>"Plums shouldn't be too difficult," said the Vicar, "or they lose +their sweetness."</p> + +<p>A few days after this Mr. Fenwick was standing at his own gate, +watching the building of the chapel and talking to the men, when +Fanny Brattle from the mill came up to him. He would stand there by +the hour at a time, and had made quite a friendship with the foreman +of the builder from Salisbury, although the foreman, like his master, +was a Dissenter, and had come into the parish as an enemy. All +Bullhampton knew how infinite was the disgust of the Vicar at what +was being done; and that Mrs. Fenwick felt it so strongly, that she +would not even go in and out of her own gate. All Bullhampton was +aware that Mr. Puddleham spoke openly of the Vicar as his enemy,—in +spite of the peaches and cabbages on which the young Puddlehams had +been nourished; and that the Methodist minister had, more than once +within the last month or two, denounced his brother of the +Established Church from his own pulpit. All Bullhampton was talking +of the building of the chapel,—some abusing the Marquis and Mr. +Puddleham and the Salisbury builder; others, on the other hand, +declaring that it was very good that the Establishment should have a +fall. Nevertheless there Mr. Fenwick would stand and chat with the +men, fascinated after a fashion by the misfortune which had come upon +him. Mr. Packer, the Marquis's steward, had seen him there, and had +endeavoured to slink away unobserved,—for Mr. Packer was somewhat +ashamed of the share he had had in the matter,—but Mr. Fenwick had +called to him, and had spoken to him of the progress of the building.</p> + +<p>"Grimes never could have done it so fast," said the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"Well,—not so fast, Mr. Fenwick, certainly."</p> + +<p>"I suppose it won't signify about the frost?" said the Vicar. "I +should be inclined to think that the mortar will want repointing."</p> + +<p>Mr. Packer had nothing to say to this. He was not responsible for the +building. He endeavoured to explain that the Marquis had nothing to +do with the work, and had simply given the land.</p> + +<p>"Which was all that he could do," said the Vicar, laughing.</p> + +<p>It was on the same day and while Packer was still standing close to +him, that Fanny Brattle accosted him. When he had greeted the young +woman and perceived that she wished to speak to him, he withdrew +within his own gate, and asked her whether there was anything that he +could do for her. She had a letter in her hand, and after a little +hesitation she asked him to read it. It was from her brother, and had +reached her by private means. A young man had brought it to her when +her father was in the mill, and had then gone off, declining to wait +for any answer.</p> + +<p>"Father, sir, knows nothing about it as yet," she said.</p> + +<p>Mr. Fenwick took the letter and read it. It was as +<span class="nowrap">follows:—</span><br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="noindent"><span class="smallcaps">Dear Sister</span>,</p> + +<p>I want you to help me a little, for things is very bad +with me. And it is not for me neither, or I'd sooner +starve nor ax for a sixpence from the mill. But Carry is +bad too, and if you've got a trifle or so, I think you'd +be of a mind to send it. But don't tell father, on no +account. I looks to you not to tell father. Tell mother, +if you will; but I looks to her not to mention it to +father. If it be so you have two pounds by you, send it to +me in a letter, to the care of<br /> </p> + + +<p class="noindent"><span class="ind4">Muster Thomas Craddock,</span><br /> +<span class="ind6">Number 5, Crooked Arm Yard,</span><br /> +<span class="ind8">Cowcross Street,</span><br /> +<span class="ind10">City of London.</span><br /> </p> + + +<p>My duty to mother, but don't say a word to father, +whatever you do. Carry don't live nowhere there, nor they +don't know her.</p> + +<p class="ind10">Your affectionate brother,</p> + +<p class="ind15"><span class="smallcaps">Sam +Brattle</span>.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p>"Have you told your father, Fanny?"</p> + +<p>"Not a word, sir."</p> + +<p>"Nor your mother?"</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, sir. She has read the letter, and thinks I had better come +to you to ask what we should do."</p> + +<p>"Have you got the money, Fanny?"</p> + +<p>Fanny Brattle explained that she had in her pocket something over the +sum named, but that money was so scarce with them now at the mill, +that she could hardly send it without her father's knowledge. She +would not, she said, be afraid to send it and then to tell her father +afterwards. The Vicar considered the matter for some time, standing +with the open letter in his hand, and then he gave his advice.</p> + +<p>"Come into the house, Fanny," he said, "and write a line to your +brother, and then get a money order at the post-office for four +pounds, and send it to your brother; and tell him that I lend it to +him till times shall be better with him. Do not give him your +father's money without your father's leave. Sam will pay me some day, +unless I be mistaken in him."</p> + +<p>Then Fanny Brattle with many grateful thanks did as the Vicar bade +her.</p> + + +<p><a name="c39" id="c39"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XXXIX.</h3> +<h4>THE THREE HONEST MEN.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>The Vicar of Bullhampton was—a "good sort of fellow." In praise of +him to this extent it is hoped that the reader will cordially agree. +But it cannot be denied that he was the most imprudent of men. He had +done very much that was imprudent in respect to the Marquis of +Trowbridge; and since he had been at Bullhampton had been imprudent +in nearly everything that he had done regarding the Brattles. He was +well aware that the bold words which he had spoken to the Marquis had +been dragon's teeth sown by himself, and that they had sprung up from +the ground in the shape of the odious brick building which now stood +immediately in face of his own Vicarage gate. Though he would smile +and be droll, and talk to the workmen, he hated that building quite +as bitterly as did his wife. And now, in regard to the Brattles, +there came upon him a great trouble. About a week after he had lent +the four pounds to Fanny on Sam's behalf, there came to him a dirty +note from Salisbury, written by Sam himself, in which he was told +that Carry Brattle was now at the Three Honest Men, a public-house in +one of the suburbs of the city, waiting there till Mr. Fenwick should +find a home for her,—in accordance with his promise given to her +brother. Sam, in his letter, had gone on to explain that it would be +well that Mr. Fenwick should visit the Three Honest Men speedily, as +otherwise there would be a bill there which neither Carry nor Sam +would be able to defray. Poor Sam's letter was bald, and they who did +not understand his position might have called it bold. He wrote to +the Vicar as though the Vicar's coming to Salisbury for the required +purpose was a matter of course; and demanded a home for his sister +without any reference to her future mode of life, or power of earning +her bread, as though it was the Vicar's manifest duty to provide such +home. And then that caution in regard to the bill was rather a threat +than anything else. If you don't take her quickly from the Three +Honest Men there'll be the very mischief of a bill for you to pay. +That was the meaning of the caution, and so the Vicar understood it.</p> + +<p>But Mr. Fenwick, though he was imprudent, was neither unreasonable +nor unintelligent. He had told Sam Brattle that he would provide a +home for Carry, if Sam would find his sister and induce her to accept +the offer. Sam had gone to work, and had done his part. Having done +it, he was right to claim from the Vicar his share of the +performance. And then, was it not a matter of course that Carry, when +found, should be without means to pay her own expenses? Was it to be +supposed that a girl in her position would have money by her. And had +not Mr. Fenwick known the truth about their poverty when he had given +those four pounds to Fanny Brattle to be sent up to Sam in London? +Mr. Fenwick was both reasonable and intelligent as to all this; and, +though he felt that he was in trouble, did not for a moment think of +denying his responsibility, or evading the performance of his +promise. He must find a home for poor Carry, and pay any bill at the +Three Honest Men which he might find standing there in her name.</p> + +<p>Of course he told his trouble to his wife; and of course he was +scolded for the promise he had given. "But, my dear Frank, if for +her, why not for others; and how is it possible?"</p> + +<p>"For her and not for others, because she is an old friend, a +neighbour's child, and one of the parish." That question was easily +answered.</p> + +<p>"But how is it possible, Frank? Of course one would do anything that +it is possible to save her. What I mean is, that one would do it for +all of them, if only it were possible."</p> + +<p>"If you can do it for one, will not even that be much?"</p> + +<p>"But what is to be done? Who will take her? Will she go into a +reformatory?"</p> + +<p>"I fear not."</p> + +<p>"There are so many, and I do not know how they are to be treated +except in a body. Where can you find a home for her?"</p> + +<p>"She has a married sister, Janet."</p> + +<p>"Who would not speak to her, or let her inside the door of her house! +Surely, Frank, you know the unforgiving nature of women of that class +for such sin as poor Carry Brattle's?"</p> + +<p>"I wonder whether they ever say their prayers," said the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"Of course they do. Mrs. Jay, no doubt, is a religious woman. But it +is permitted to them not to forgive that sin."</p> + +<p>"By what law?"</p> + +<p>"By the law of custom. It is all very well, Frank, but you can't +fight against it. At any rate, you can't ignore it till it has been +fought against and conquered. And it is useful. It keeps women from +going astray."</p> + +<p>"You think, then, that nothing should be done for this poor creature, +who fell so piteously, with so small a sin?"</p> + +<p>"I have not said so. But when you promised her a home, where did you +think of finding one for her? Her only fitting home is with her +mother, and you know that her father will not take her there."</p> + +<p>Mr. Fenwick said nothing more at that moment, not having clearly made +up his mind as to what he might best do; but he had before his eyes, +dimly, a plan by which he thought it possible that he might force +Carry Brattle on her father's heart. If this plan might be carried +out, he would take her to the mill-house and seat her in the room in +which the family lived, and then bring the old man in from his work. +It might be that Jacob Brattle, in his wrath, would turn with +violence upon the man who had dared thus to interfere in the affairs +of his family; but he would certainly offer no rough usage to the +poor girl. Fenwick knew the man well enough to be sure that he would +not lay his hands in anger upon a woman.</p> + +<p>But something must be done at once,—something before any such plan +as that which was running through his brain could be matured and +carried into execution. There was Carry at the Three Honest Men, and, +for aught the Vicar knew, her brother staying with her,—with his, +the Vicar's credit, pledged for their maintenance. It was quite clear +that something must be done. He had applied to his wife, and his wife +did not know how to help him. He had suggested the wife of the +ironmonger at Warminster as the proper guardian for the poor child, +and his own wife had at once made him understand that this was +impractical. Indeed, how was it possible that such a one as Carry +Brattle should be kept out of sight and stowed away in an open +hardware-shop in a provincial town? The properest place for her would +be in the country, on some farm; and, so thinking, he determined to +apply to the girl's eldest brother.</p> + +<p>George Brattle was a prosperous man, living on a large farm near +Fordingbridge, ten or twelve miles the other side of Salisbury. Of +him the Vicar knew very little, and of his wife nothing. That the man +had been married fourteen or fifteen years, and had a family growing +up, the Vicar did know; and, knowing it, feared that Mrs. Brattle of +Startup, as their farm was called, would not be willing to receive +this proposed new inmate. But he would try. He would go on to Startup +after having seen Carry at the Three Honest Men, and use what +eloquence he could command for the occasion.</p> + +<p>He drove himself over on the next day to meet an early train, and was +in Salisbury by nine o'clock. He had to ask his way to the Three +Honest Men, and at last had some difficulty in finding the house. It +was a small beershop, in a lane on the very outskirts of the city, +and certainly seemed to him, as he looked at it, to be as +disreputable a house, in regard to its outward appearance, as ever he +had proposed to enter. It was a brick building of two stories, with a +door in the middle of it which stood open, and a red curtain hanging +across the window on the left-hand side. Three men dressed like +navvies were leaning against the door-posts. There is no sign, +perhaps, which gives to a house of this class so disreputable an +appearance as red curtains hung across the window; and yet there is +no other colour for pot-house curtains that has any popularity. The +one fact probably explains the other. A drinking-room with a blue or +a brown curtain would offer no attraction to the thirsty navvy who +likes to have his thirst indulged without criticism. But, in spite of +the red curtain, Fenwick entered the house, and asked the uncomely +woman at the bar after Sam Brattle. Was there a man named Sam Brattle +staying there;—a man with a sister?</p> + +<p>Then were let loose against the unfortunate clergyman the floodgates +of a drunken woman's angry tongue. It was not only that the landlady +of the Three Honest Men was very drunk, but also that she was very +angry. Sam Brattle and his sister had been there, but they had been +turned out of the house. There had manifestly been some great row, +and Carry Brattle was spoken of with all the worst terms of reproach +which one woman can heap upon the name of another. The mistress of +the Three Honest Men was a married woman,—and, as far as that went, +respectable; whereas poor Carry was not married, and certainly not +respectable. Something of her past history had been known. She had +been called names which she could not repudiate, and the truth of +which even her brother on her behalf could not deny; and then she had +been turned into the street. So much Mr. Fenwick learned from the +drunken woman, and nothing more he could learn. When he asked after +Carry's present address the woman jeered at him, and accused him of +base purposes in coming after such a one. She stood with arms akimbo +in the passage, and said she would raise the neighbourhood on him. +She was drunk, and dirty, as foul a thing as the eye could look upon; +every other word was an oath, and no phrase used by the lowest of men +in their lowest moments was too hot or too bad for her woman's +tongue; and yet there was the indignation of outraged virtue in her +demeanour and in her language, because this stranger had come to her +door asking after a girl who had been led astray. Our Vicar cared +nothing for the neighbourhood, and, indeed, cared very little for the +woman at all,—except in so far as she disgusted him; but he did care +much at finding that he could obtain no clue to her whom he was +seeking. The woman would not even tell him when the girl had left her +house, or give him any assistance towards finding her. He had at +first endeavoured to mollify the virago by offering to pay the amount +of any expenses which might have been left unsettled; but even on +this score he could obtain no consideration. She continued to revile +him, and he was obliged to leave her,—which he did, at last, with a +hurried step to avoid a quart pot which the woman had taken up to +hurl at his head, upon some comparison which he most indiscreetly +made between herself and poor Carry Brattle.</p> + +<p>What should he do now? The only chance of finding the girl was, as he +thought, to go to the police-office. He was still in the lane, making +his way back to the street which would take him into the city, when +he was accosted by a little child. "You be the parson," said the +child. Mr. Fenwick owned that he was a parson. "Parson from +Bull'umpton?" said the child, inquiringly. Mr. Fenwick acknowledged +the fact. "Then you be to come with me." Whereupon Mr. Fenwick +followed the child, and was led into a miserable little court in +which population was squalid, thick, and juvenile. "She be here, at +Mrs. Stiggs's," said the child. Then the Vicar understood that he had +been watched, and that he was being taken to the place where she whom +he was seeking had found shelter.</p> + + +<p><a name="c40" id="c40"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XL.</h3> +<h4>TROTTER'S BUILDINGS.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>In the back room up-stairs of Mr. Stiggs's house in Trotter's +Buildings the Vicar did find Carry Brattle, and he found also that +since her coming thither on the preceding evening,—for only on the +preceding evening had she been turned away from the Three Honest +Men,—one of Mrs. Stiggs's children had been on the look-out in the +lane.</p> + +<p>"I thought that you would come to me, sir," said Carry Brattle.</p> + +<p>"Of course I should come. Did I not promise that I would come? And +where is your brother?"</p> + +<p>But Sam had left her as soon as he had placed her in Mrs. Stiggs's +house, and Carry could not say whither he had gone. He had brought +her to Salisbury, and had remained with her two days at the Three +Honest Men, during which time the remainder of their four pounds had +been spent; and then there had been a row. Some visitors to the house +recognised poor Carry, or knew something of her tale, and evil words +were spoken. There had been a fight and Sam had thrashed some +man,—or some half-dozen men, if all that Carry said was true. She +had fled from the house in sad tears, and after a while her brother +had joined her,—bloody, with his lip cut and a black eye. It seemed +that he had had some previous knowledge of this woman who lived in +Trotter's Buildings,—had known her or her husband,—and there he had +found shelter for his sister, having explained that a clergyman would +call for her and pay for her modest wants, and then take her away. +She supposed that Sam had gone back to London; but he had been so +bruised and mauled in the fight that he had determined that Mr. +Fenwick should not see him. This was the story as Carry told it; and +Mr. Fenwick did not for a moment doubt its truth.</p> + +<p>"And now, Carry," said he, "what is it that you would do?"</p> + +<p>She looked up into his face, and yet not wholly into his face,—as +though she were afraid to raise her eyes so high,—and was silent. +His were intently fixed upon her, as he stood over her, and he +thought that he had never seen a sight more sad to look at. And yet +she was very pretty,—prettier, perhaps, than she had been in the +days when she would come up the aisle of his church, to take her +place among the singers, with red cheeks and bright flowing clusters +of hair. She was pale now, and he could see that her cheeks were +rough,—from paint, perhaps, and late hours, and an ill-life; but the +girl had become a woman, and the lines of her countenance were fixed, +and were very lovely, and there was a pleading eloquence about her +mouth for which there had been no need in her happy days at +Bullhampton. He had asked her what she would do! But had she not come +there, at her brother's instigation, that he might tell her what she +should do? Had he not promised that he would find her a home if she +would leave her evil ways? How was it possible that she should have a +plan for her future life? She answered him not a word; but tried to +look into his face and failed.</p> + +<p>Nor had he any formed plan. That idea, indeed, of going to Startup +had come across his brain,—of going to Startup, and of asking +assistance from the prosperous elder brother. But so diffident was he +of success that he hardly dared to mention it to the poor girl.</p> + +<p>"It is hard to say what you should do," he said.</p> + +<p>"Very hard, sir."</p> + +<p>His heart was so tender towards her that he could not bring himself +to propose to her the cold and unpleasant safety of a Reformatory. He +knew, as a clergyman and as a man of common sense, that to place her +in such an establishment would, in truth, be the greatest kindness +that he could do her. But he could not do it. He satisfied his own +conscience by telling himself that he knew that she would accept no +such refuge. He thought that he had half promised not to ask her to +go to any such place. At any rate, he had not meant that when he had +made his rash promise to her brother; and though that promise was +rash, he was not the less bound to keep it. She was very pretty, and +still soft, and he had loved her well. Was it a fault in him that he +was tender to her because of her prettiness, and because he had loved +her as a child? We must own that it was a fault. The crooked places +of the world, if they are to be made straight at all, must be made +straight after a sterner and a juster fashion.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you could stay here for a day or two?" he said.</p> + +<p>"Only that I've got no money."</p> + +<p>"I will see to that,—for a few days, you know. And I was thinking +that I would go to your brother George."</p> + +<p>"My brother George?"</p> + +<p>"Yes;—why not? Was he not always good to you?"</p> + +<p>"He was never bad, sir; only—"</p> + +<p>"Only what?"</p> + +<p>"I've been so bad, sir, that I don't think he'd speak to me, or +notice me, or do anything for me. And he has got a wife, too."</p> + +<p>"But a woman doesn't always become hard-hearted as soon as she is +married. There must be some of them that will take pity on you, +Carry." She only shook her head. "I shall tell him that it is his +duty, and if he be an honest, God-fearing man, he will do it."</p> + +<p>"And should I have to go there?"</p> + +<p>"If he will take you—certainly. What better could you wish? Your +father is hard, and though he loves you still, he cannot bring +himself to forget."</p> + +<p>"How can any of them forget, Mr. Fenwick?"</p> + +<p>"I will go out at once to Startup, and as I return through Salisbury +I will let you know what your brother says." She again shook her +head. "At any rate, we must try, Carry. When things are difficult, +they cannot be mended by people sitting down and crying. I will ask +your brother; and if he refuses, I will endeavour to think of +something else. Next to your father and mother, he is certainly the +first that should be asked to look to you." Then he said much to her +as to her condition, preached to her the little sermon with which he +had come prepared; was as stern to her as his nature and love would +allow,—though, indeed, his words were tender enough. He strove to +make her understand that she could have no escape from the dirt and +vileness and depth of misery into which she had fallen, without the +penalty of a hard, laborious life, in which she must submit to be +regarded as one whose place in the world was very low. He asked her +whether she did not hate the disgrace and the ignominy and the vile +wickedness of her late condition. "Yes, indeed, sir," she answered, +with her eyes still only half-raised towards him. What other answer +could she make? He would fain have drawn from her some deep and +passionate expression of repentance, some fervid promise of future +rectitude, some eager offer to bear all other hardships, so that she +might be saved from a renewal of the past misery. But he knew that no +such eloquence, no such energy, no such ecstacy, would be +forthcoming. And he knew, also, that humble, contrite, and wretched +as was the girl now, the nature within her bosom was not changed. +Were he to place her in a reformatory, she would not stay there. Were +he to make arrangements with Mrs. Stiggs, who in her way seemed to be +a decent, hard-working woman,—to make arrangements for her board and +lodging, with some collateral regulations as to occupation, +needle-work, and the like,—she would not adhere to them. The change +from a life of fevered, though most miserable, excitement, to one of +dull, pleasureless, and utterly uninteresting propriety, is one that +can hardly be made without the assistance of binding control. Could +she have been sent to the mill, and made subject to her mother's +softness as well as to her mother's care, there might have been room +for confident hope. And then, too,—but let not the reader read this +amiss,—because she was pretty and might be made bright again, and +because he was young, and because he loved her, he longed, were it +possible, to make her paths pleasant for her. Her fall, her first +fall had been piteous to him, rather than odious. He, too, would have +liked to get hold of the man and to have left him without a sound +limb within his skin,—to have left him pretty nearly without a skin +at all; but that work had fallen into the miller's hands, who had +done it fairly well. And, moreover, it would hardly have fitted the +Vicar. But, as regarded Carry herself, when he thought of her in his +solitary rambles, he would build little castles in the air on her +behalf, in which her life should be anything but one of sackcloth and +ashes. He would find for her some loving husband, who should know and +should have forgiven the sin which had hardly been a sin, and she +should be a loving wife with loving children. Perhaps, too, he would +add to this, as he built his castles, the sweet smiles of +affectionate gratitude with which he himself would be received when +he visited her happy hearth. But he knew that these were castles in +the air, and he endeavoured to throw them all behind him as he +preached his sermon. Nevertheless, he was very tender with her, and +treated her not at all as he would have done an ugly young +parishioner who had turned thief upon his hands.</p> + +<p>"And now, Carry," he said, as he left her, "I will get a gig in the +town, and will drive over to your brother. We can but try it. I am +clear as to this, that the best thing for you will be to be among +your own people."</p> + +<p>"I suppose it would, sir; but I don't think she'll ever be brought to +have me."</p> + +<p>"We will try, at any rate. And if she will have you, you must +remember that you must not eat the bread of idleness. You must be +prepared to work for your living."</p> + +<p>"I don't want to be idle, sir." Then he took her by the hand, and +pressed it, and bade God bless her, and gave her a little money in +order that she might make some first payment to Mrs. Stiggs. "I'm +sure I don't know why you should do all this for the likes of me, +sir," said the girl, bursting into tears. The Vicar did not tell her +that he did it because she was gracious in his eyes, and perhaps was +not aware of the fact himself.</p> + +<p>He went to the Dragon of Wantley, and there procured a gig. He had a +contest in the inn-yard before they would let him have the gig +without a man to drive him; but he managed it at last, fearing that +the driver might learn something of his errand. He had never been at +Startup Farm before; and knew very little of the man he was going to +see on so very delicate a mission; but he did know that George +Brattle was prosperous, and that in early life he had been a good +son. His last interview with the farmer had had reference to the +matter of bail required for Sam, and on that occasion the brother +had, with some persuasion, done as he was asked. George Brattle had +contrived to win for himself a wife from the Fordingbridge side of +the country, who had had a little money; and as he, too, had carried +away from the mill a little money in his father's prosperous days, he +had done very well. He paid his rent to the day, owed no man +anything, and went to church every other Sunday, eschewing the bad +example set to him by his father in matters of religion. He was +hard-fisted, ignorant, and self-confident, knowing much about corn +and the grinding of it, knowing something of sheep and the shearing +of them, knowing also how to get the worth of his ten or eleven +shillings a week out of the bones of the rural labourers;—but +knowing very little else. Of all this Fenwick was aware; and, in +spite of that church-going twice a month, rated the son as inferior +to the father; for about the old miller there was a stubborn +constancy which almost amounted to heroism. With such a man as was +this George Brattle, how was he to preach a doctrine of true human +charity with any chance of success? But the man was one who was +pervious to ideas of duty, and might be probably pervious to feelings +of family respect. And he had been good to his father and mother, +regarding with something of true veneration the nest from which he +had sprung. The Vicar did not like the task before him, dreading the +disappointment which failure would produce; but he was not the man to +shrink from any work which he had resolved to undertake, and drove +gallantly into the farmyard, though he saw both the farmer and his +wife standing at the back-door of the house.</p> + + +<p><a name="c41" id="c41"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XLI.</h3> +<h4>STARTUP FARM.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>Farmer Brattle, who was a stout man about thirty-eight years of age +but looking as though he were nearly ten years older, came up to the +Vicar, touching his hat, and then putting his hand out in greeting.</p> + +<p>"This be a pleasure something like, Muster Fenwick, to see thee here +at Startup. This be my wife. Molly, thou has never seen Muster +Fenwick from Bull'umpton. This be our Vicar, as mother and Fanny says +is the pick of all the parsons in Wiltshire."</p> + +<p>Then Mr. Fenwick got down, and walked into the spacious kitchen, +where he was cordially welcomed by the stout mistress of Startup +Farm.</p> + +<p>He was very anxious to begin his story to the brother alone. Indeed, +as to that, his mind was quite made up; but Mrs. Brattle, who within +the doors of that house held a position at any rate equal to that of +her husband, did not seem disposed to give him the opportunity. She +understood well enough that Mr. Fenwick had not come over from +Bullhampton to shake hands with her husband, and to say a few civil +words. He must have business, and that business must be about the +Brattle family. Old Brattle was supposed to be in money difficulties, +and was not this an embassy in search of money? Now Mrs. George +Brattle, who had been born a Huggins, was very desirous that none of +the Huggins money should be sent into the parish of Bullhampton. +When, therefore, Mr. Fenwick asked the farmer to step out with him +for a moment, Mrs. George Brattle looked very grave, and took her +husband apart and whispered a word of caution into his ear.</p> + +<p>"It's about the mill, George; and don't you do nothing till you've +spoke to me."</p> + +<p>Then there came a solid look, almost of grief, upon George's face. +There had been a word or two before this between him and the wife of +his bosom as to the affairs of the mill.</p> + +<p>"I've just been seeing somebody at Salisbury," began the Vicar, +abruptly, as soon as they had crossed from the yard behind the house +into the enclosure around the ricks.</p> + +<p>"Some one at Salisbury, Muster Fenwick? Is it any one as I knows?"</p> + +<p>"One that you did know well, Mr. Brattle. I've seen your sister +Carry." Again there came upon the farmer's face that heavy look, +which was almost a look of grief; but he did not at once utter a +word. "Poor young thing!" continued the Vicar. "Poor, dear, +unfortunate girl!"</p> + +<p>"She brought it on herself, and on all of us," said the farmer.</p> + +<p>"Yes, indeed, my friend. The light, unguarded folly of a moment has +ruined her, and brought dreadful sorrow upon you all. But something +should be done for her;—eh?"</p> + +<p>Still the brother said nothing.</p> + +<p>"You will help, I'm sure, to rescue her from the infamy into which +she must fall if none help her?"</p> + +<p>"If there's money wanted to get her into any of them places—," begun +the farmer.</p> + +<p>"It isn't that;—it isn't that, at any rate, as yet."</p> + +<p>"What be it, then?"</p> + +<p>"The personal countenance and friendship of some friend that loves +her. You love your sister, Mr. Brattle?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know as I does, Muster Fenwick."</p> + +<p>"You used to, and you must still pity her."</p> + +<p>"She's been and well-nigh broke the hearts of all on us. There wasn't +one of us as wasn't respectable, till she come up;—and now there's +Sam. But a boy as is bad ain't never so bad as a girl."</p> + +<p>It must be understood that in the expression of this opinion Mr. +Brattle was alluding, not to the personal wickedness of the wicked of +the two sexes, but to the effect of their wickedness on those +belonging to them.</p> + +<p>"And therefore more should be done to help a girl."</p> + +<p>"I'll stand the money, Muster Fenwick,—if it ain't much."</p> + +<p>"What is wanted is a home in your own house."</p> + +<p>"Here—at Startup?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; here, at Startup. Your father will not take her."</p> + +<p>"Neither won't I. But it ain't me in such a matter as this. You ask +my missus, and see what she'll say. Besides, Muster Fenwick, it's +clean out of all reason."</p> + +<p>"Out of all reason to help a sister?"</p> + +<p>"So it be. Sister, indeed! Why did she go and make—. I won't say +what she's made of herself. Ain't she brought trouble and sorrow +enough upon us? Have her here! Why, I'm that angry with her, I +shouldn't be keeping my hands off her. Why didn't she keep herself to +herself, and not disgrace the whole family?"</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, in spite of these strong expressions of opinion, Mr. +Fenwick, by the dint of the bitter words which he spoke in reference +to the brother's duty as a Christian, did get leave from the farmer +to make the proposition to Mrs. George Brattle,—such permission as +would have bound the brother to accept Carry, providing that Mrs. +George would also consent to accept her. But even this permission was +accompanied by an assurance that it would not have been given had he +not felt perfectly convinced that his wife would not listen for a +moment to the scheme. He spoke of his wife almost with awe, when Mr. +Fenwick left him to make this second attack. "She has never had +nothing to say to none sich as that," said the farmer, shaking his +head, as he alluded both to his wife and to his sister; "and I ain't +sure as she'll be first-rate civil to any one as mentions sich in her +hearing."</p> + +<p>But Mr. Fenwick persevered, in spite even of this caution. When the +Vicar re-entered the house, Mrs. George Brattle had retired to her +parlour, and the kitchen was in the hands of the maid-servant. He +followed the lady, however, and found that she had been at the +trouble, since he had seen her last, of putting on a clean cap on his +behalf. He began at once, jumping again into the middle of things by +a reference to her husband.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Brattle," he said, "your husband and I have been talking about +his poor sister Carry."</p> + +<p>"The least said the soonest mended about that one, I'm afeared," said +the dame.</p> + +<p>"Indeed, I agree with you. Were she once placed in safe and kind +hands, the less then said the better. She has left the life she was +<span class="nowrap">leading—"</span></p> + +<p>"They never leaves it," said the dame.</p> + +<p>"It is so seldom that an opportunity is given them. Poor Carry is at +the present moment most anxious to be placed somewhere out of +danger."</p> + +<p>"Mr. Fenwick, if you ask me, I'd rather not talk about her;—I would +indeed. She's been and brought a slur upon us all, the vile thing! If +you ask me, Mr. Fenwick, there ain't nothing too bad for her."</p> + +<p>Fenwick, who, on the other hand, thought that there could be hardly +anything too good for his poor penitent, was beginning to be angry +with the woman. Of course, he made in his own mind those comparisons +which are common to us all on such occasions. What was the great +virtue of this fat, well-fed, selfish, ignorant woman before him, +that she should turn up her nose at a sister who had been +unfortunate? Was it not an abominable case of the Pharisee thanking +the Lord that he was not such a one as the Publican;—whereas the +Publican was in a fair way to heaven?</p> + +<p>"Surely you would have her saved, if it be possible to save her?" +said the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"I don't know about saving. If such as them is to be made all's one +as others as have always been decent, I'm sure I don't know who it is +as isn't to be saved."</p> + +<p>"Have you never read of Mary Magdalen, Mrs. Brattle?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I have, Mr. Fenwick. Perhaps she hadn't got no father, nor +brothers, and sisters, and sisters-in-law, as would be pretty well +broken-hearted when her vileness would be cast up again' 'em. Perhaps +she hadn't got no decent house over her head afore she begun. I don't +know how that was."</p> + +<p>"Our Saviour's tender mercy, then, would not have been wide enough +for such sin as that." This the Vicar said with intended irony; but +irony was thrown away on Mrs. George Brattle.</p> + +<p>"Them days and ours isn't the same, Mr. Fenwick, and you can't make +'em the same. And Our Saviour isn't here now to say who is to be a +Mary Magdalen and who isn't. As for Carry Brattle, she has made her +bed and she must lie upon it. We shan't interfere."</p> + +<p>Fenwick was determined, however, that he would make his proposition. +It was almost certain now that he could do no good to Carry by making +it; but he felt that it would be a pleasure to him to make this +self-righteous woman know what he conceived to be her duty in the +matter. "My idea was this—that you should take her in here, and +endeavour to preserve her from future evil courses."</p> + +<p>"Take her in here?" shrieked the woman.</p> + +<p>"Yes; here. Who is nearer to her than a brother?"</p> + +<p>"Not if I know it, Mr. Fenwick; and if that is what you have been +saying to Brattle, I must tell you that you've come on a very bad +errand. People, Mr. Fenwick, knows how to manage things such as that +for themselves in their own houses. Strangers don't usually talk +about such things, Mr. Fenwick. Perhaps, Mr. Fenwick, you didn't know +as how we have got girls of our own coming up. Have her in here—at +Startup? I think I see her here!"</p> + +<p>"But, Mrs. Brattle—"</p> + +<p>"Don't Mrs. Brattle me, Mr. Fenwick, for I won't be so treated. And I +must tell you that I don't think it over decent of you,—a clergyman, +and a young man, too, in a way,—to come talking of such a one in a +house like this."</p> + +<p>"Would you have her starve, or die in a ditch?"</p> + +<p>"There ain't no question of starving. Such as her don't starve. As +long as it lasts, they've the best of eating and drinking,—only too +much of it. There's prisons; let 'em go there if they means +repentance. But they never does,—never, till there ain't nobody to +notice 'em any longer; and by that time they're mostly thieves and +pickpockets."</p> + +<p>"And you would do nothing to save your own husband's sister from such +a fate?"</p> + +<p>"What business had she to be sister to any honest man? Think of what +she's been and done to my children, who wouldn't else have had nobody +to be ashamed of. There never wasn't one of the Hugginses who didn't +behave herself;—that is of the women," added Mrs. George, +remembering the misdeeds of a certain drunken uncle of her own, who +had come to great trouble in a matter of horseflesh. "And now, Mr. +Fenwick, let me beg that there mayn't be another word about her. I +don't know nothing of such women, nor what is their ways, and I don't +want. I never didn't speak a word to such a one in my life, and I +certainly won't begin under my own roof. People knows well enough +what's good for them to do and what isn't without being dictated to +by a clergyman. You'll excuse me, Mr. Fenwick; but I'll just make +bold to say as much as that. Good morning, Mr. Fenwick."</p> + +<p>In the yard, standing close by the gig, he met the farmer again.</p> + +<p>"You didn't find she'd be of your way of thinking, Muster Fenwick?"</p> + +<p>"Not exactly, Mr. Brattle."</p> + +<p>"I know'd she wouldn't. The truth is, Muster Fenwick, that young +women as goes astray after that fashion is just like any sick animal, +as all the animals as ain't comes and sets upon immediately. It's +just as well, too. They knows it beforehand, and it keeps 'em +straight."</p> + +<p>"It didn't keep poor Carry straight."</p> + +<p>"And, by the same token, she must suffer, and so must we all. But, +Muster Fenwick, as far as ten or fifteen pounds goes, if it can be of +<span class="nowrap">use—"</span></p> + +<p>But the Vicar, in his indignation, repudiated the offer of money, and +drove himself back to Salisbury with his heart full of sorrow at the +hardness of the world. What this woman had been saying to him was +only what the world had said to her,—the world that knows so much +better how to treat an erring sinner than did Our Saviour when on +earth.</p> + +<p>He went with his sad news to Mrs. Stiggs's house, and then made terms +for Carry's board and lodging, at any rate, for a fortnight. And he +said much to the girl as to the disposition of her time. He would +send her books, and she was to be diligent in needle-work on behalf +of the Stiggs family. And then he begged her to go to the daily +service in the cathedral,—not so much because he thought that the +public worship was necessary for her, as that thus she would be +provided with a salutary employment for a portion of her day. Carry, +as she bade him farewell, said very little. Yes; she would stay with +Mrs. Stiggs. That was all that she did say.</p> + + +<p><a name="c42" id="c42"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XLII.</h3> +<h4>MR. QUICKENHAM, Q.C.<br /> </h4> + + +<p><img class="left" src="images/ch42a.jpg" width="310" alt="Illustration" /> +On the Thursday in Passion week, which fell on the 6th of April, Mr. +and Mrs. Quickenham came to Bullhampton Vicarage. The lawyer intended +to take a long holiday,—four entire days,—and to return to London +on the following Tuesday; and Mrs. Quickenham meant to be very happy +with her sister.</p> + +<p>"It is such a comfort to get him out of town, if it's only for two +days," said Mrs. Quickenham; "and I do believe he has run away this +time without any papers in his portmanteau."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fenwick, with something of apology in her tone, explained to her +sister that she was especially desirous of getting a legal opinion on +this occasion from her brother-in-law.</p> + +<p>"That's mere holiday work," said the barrister's anxious wife. +"There's nothing he likes so much as that; but it is the reading of +those horrible long papers by gaslight. I wouldn't mind how much he +had to talk, nor yet how much he had to write, if it wasn't for all +that weary reading. Of course he does have juniors with him now, but +I don't find that it makes much difference. He's at it every night, +sheet after sheet; and though he always says he's coming up +immediately, it's two or three before he's in bed."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Quickenham was three or four years older than her sister, and +Mr. Quickenham was twelve years older than his wife. The lawyer +therefore was considerably senior to the clergyman. He was at the +Chancery bar, and after the usual years of hard and almost profitless +struggling, had worked himself up into a position in which his income +was very large, and his labours never ending. Since the days in which +he had begun to have before his eyes some idea of a future career for +himself, he had always been struggling hard for a certain goal, +struggling successfully, and yet never getting nearer to the thing he +desired. A scholarship had been all in all to him when he left +school; and, as he got it, a distant fellowship already loomed before +his eyes. That attained was only a step towards his life in London. +His first brief, anxiously as it had been desired, had given no real +satisfaction. As soon as it came to him it was a rung of the ladder +already out of sight. And so it had been all through his life, as he +advanced upwards, making a business, taking a wife to himself, and +becoming the father of many children. There was always something +before him which was to make him happy when he reached it. His gown +was of silk, and his income almost greater than his desires; but he +would fain sit upon the Bench, and have at any rate his evenings for +his own enjoyment. He firmly believed now, that that had been the +object of his constant ambition; though could he retrace his thoughts +as a young man, he would find that in the early days of his forensic +toils, the silent, heavy, unillumined solemnity of the judge had +appeared to him to be nothing in comparison with the glittering +audacity of the successful advocate. He had tried the one, and might +probably soon try the other. And when that time shall have come, and +Mr. Quickenham shall sit upon his seat of honour in the new Law +Courts, passing long, long hours in the tedious labours of +conscientious painful listening; then he will look forward again to +the happy ease of dignified retirement, to the coming time in which +all his hours will be his own. And then, again, when those +unfurnished hours are there, and with them shall have come the +infirmities which years and toil shall have brought, his mind will +run on once more to that eternal rest in which fees and salary, +honours and dignity, wife and children, with all the joys of +satisfied success, shall be brought together for him in one perfect +amalgam which he will call by the name of Heaven. In the meantime, he +has now come down to Bullhampton to enjoy himself for four days,—if +he can find enjoyment without his law papers.</p> + +<p>Mr. Quickenham was a tall, thin man, with eager gray eyes, and a long +projecting nose, on which, his enemies in the courts of law were wont +to say, his wife would hang a kettle, in order that the +unnecessary heat coming from his mouth might not be wasted. His hair +was already grizzled, and, in the matter of whiskers, his heavy +impatient hand had nearly altogether cut away the only intended +ornament to his face. He was a man who allowed himself time for +nothing but his law work, eating all his meals as though the saving +of a few minutes in that operation were matter of vital importance, +dressing and undressing at railroad speed, moving ever with a quick, +impetuous step, as though the whole world around him went too slowly. +He was short-sighted, too, and would tumble about in his unnecessary +hurry, barking his shins, bruising his knuckles, and breaking most +things that were breakable,—but caring nothing for his sufferings +either in body or in purse so that he was not reminded of his +awkwardness by his wife. An untidy man he was, who spilt his soup on +his waistcoat and slobbered with his tea, whose fingers were apt to +be ink-stained, and who had a grievous habit of mislaying papers that +were most material to him. He would bellow to the servants to have +his things found for him, and would then scold them for looking. But +when alone he would be ever scolding himself because of the faults +which he thus committed. A conscientious, hard-working, friendly man +he was, but one difficult to deal with; hot in his temper, impatient +of all stupidities, impatient often of that which he wrongly thought +to be stupidity, never owning himself to be wrong, anxious always for +the truth, but often missing to see it, a man who would fret +grievously for the merest trifle, and think nothing of the greatest +success when it had once been gained. Such a one was Mr. Quickenham; +and he was a man of whom all his enemies and most of his friends were +a little afraid. Mrs. Fenwick would declare herself to be much in awe +of him; and our Vicar, though he would not admit as much, was always +a little on his guard when the great barrister was with him.</p> + +<p>How it had come to pass that Mr. Chamberlaine had not been called +upon to take a part in the Cathedral services during Passion week +cannot here be explained; but it was the fact, that when Mr. +Quickenham arrived at Bullhampton, the Canon was staying at The +Privets. He had come over there early in the week,—as it was +supposed by Mr. Fenwick with some hope of talking his nephew into a +more reasonable state of mind respecting Miss Lowther; but, according +to Mrs. Fenwick's uncharitable views, with the distinct object of +escaping the long church services of the Holy week,—and was to +return to Salisbury on the Saturday. He was, therefore, invited to +meet Mr. Quickenham at dinner on the Thursday. In his own city and +among his own neighbours he would have thought it indiscreet to dine +out in Passion week; but, as he explained to Mr. Fenwick, these +things were very different in a rural parish.</p> + +<p>Mr. Quickenham arrived an hour or two before dinner, and was +immediately taken out to see the obnoxious building; while Mrs. +Fenwick, who never would go to see it, described all its horrors to +her sister within the guarded precincts of her own drawing-room.</p> + +<p>"It used to be a bit of common land, didn't it?" said Mr. Quickenham.</p> + +<p>"I hardly know what is common land," replied the Vicar. "The children +used to play here, and when there was a bit of grass on it some of +the neighbours' cows would get it."</p> + +<p>"It was never advertised—to be let on building lease?"</p> + +<p>"Oh dear no! Lord Trowbridge never did anything of that sort."</p> + +<p>"I dare say not," said the lawyer. "I dare say not." Then he walked +round the plot of ground, pacing it, as though something might be +learned in that way. Then he looked up at the building with his hands +in his pockets, and his head on one side. "Has there been a deed of +gift,—perhaps a peppercorn rent, or something of that kind?" The +Vicar declared that he was altogether ignorant of what had been done +between the agent for the Marquis and the trustees to whom had been +committed the building of the chapel. "I dare say nothing," said Mr. +Quickenham. "They've been in such a hurry to punish you, that they've +gone on a mere verbal permission. What's the extent of the glebe?"</p> + +<p>"They call it forty-two acres."</p> + +<p>"Did you ever have it measured?"</p> + +<p>"Never. It would make no difference to me whether it is forty-one or +forty-three."</p> + +<p>"That's as may be," said the lawyer. "It's as nasty a thing as I've +looked at for many a day, but it wouldn't do to call it a nuisance."</p> + +<p>"Of course not. Janet is very hot about it; but, as for me, I've made +up my mind to swallow it. After all, what harm will it do me?"</p> + +<p>"It's an insult,—that's all."</p> + +<p>"But if I can show that I don't take it as an insult, the insult will +be nothing. Of course the people know that their landlord is trying +to spite me."</p> + +<p>"That's just it."</p> + +<p>"And for awhile they'll spite me too, because he does. Of course it's +a bore. It cripples one's influence, and to a certain degree spreads +dissent at the cost of the Church. Men and women will go to that +place merely because Lord Trowbridge favours the building. I know all +that, and it irks me; but still it will be better to swallow it."</p> + +<p>"Who's the oldest man in the parish?" asked Mr. Quickenham; "the +oldest with his senses still about him." The parson reflected for +awhile, and then said that he thought Brattle, the miller, was as old +a man as there was there, with the capability left to him of +remembering and of stating what he remembered. "And what's his +age,—about?" Fenwick said that the miller was between sixty and +seventy, and had lived in Bullhampton all his life. "A church-going +man?" asked the lawyer. To this the Vicar was obliged to reply that, +to his very great regret, old Brattle never entered a church. "Then +I'll step over and see him during morning service to-morrow," said +the lawyer. The Vicar raised his eyebrows, but said nothing as to the +propriety of Mr. Quickenham's personal attendance at a place of +worship on Good Friday.</p> + +<p>"Can anything be done, Richard?" said Mrs. Fenwick, appealing to her +brother-in-law.</p> + +<p>"Yes;—undoubtedly something can be done."</p> + +<p>"Can there, indeed? I am so glad. What can be done?"</p> + +<p>"You can make the best of it."</p> + +<p>"That's just what I'm determined I won't do. It's mean-spirited, and +so I tell Frank. I never would have hurt them as long as they treated +us well; but now they are enemies, and as enemies I will regard them. +I should think myself disgraced if I were to sit down in the presence +of the Marquis of Trowbridge; I should, indeed."</p> + +<p>"You can easily manage that by standing up when you meet him," said +Mr. Quickenham. Mr. Quickenham could be very funny at times, but +those who knew him would remark that whenever he was funny he had +something to hide. His wife as she heard his wit was quite sure that +he had some plan in his head about the chapel.</p> + +<p>At half-past six there came Mr. Chamberlaine and his nephew. The +conversation about the chapel was still continued, and the canon from +Salisbury was very eloquent, and learned also, upon the subject. His +eloquence was brightest while the ladies were still in the room, but +his learning was brought forth most manifestly after they had +retired. He was very clear in his opinion that the Marquis had the +law on his side in giving the land for the purpose in question, even +if it could be shown that he was simply the lord of the manor, and +not so possessed of the spot as to do what he liked in it for his own +purposes. Mr. Chamberlaine expressed his opinion that, although he +himself might think otherwise, it would be held to be for the benefit +of the community that the chapel should be built, and in no court +could an injunction against the building be obtained.</p> + +<p>"But he couldn't give leave to have it put on another man's ground," +said the Queen's Counsel.</p> + +<p>"There is no question of another man's ground here," said the member +of the Chapter.</p> + +<p>"I'm not so sure of that," continued Mr. Quickenham. "It may not be +the ground of any one man, but if it's the ground of any ten or +twenty it's the same thing."</p> + +<p>"But then there would be a lawsuit," said the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"It might come to that," said the Queen's Counsel.</p> + +<p>"I'm sure you wouldn't have a leg to stand upon," said the member of +the Chapter.</p> + +<p>"I don't see that at all," said Gilmore. "If the land is common to +the parish, the Marquis of Trowbridge cannot give it to a part of the +parishioners because he is Lord of the Manor."</p> + +<p>"For such a purpose I should think he can," said Mr. Chamberlaine.</p> + +<p>"And I'm quite sure he can't," said Mr. Quickenham. "All the same, it +may be very difficult to prove that he hasn't the right; and in the +meantime there stands the chapel, a fact accomplished. If the ground +had been bought and the purchasers had wanted a title, I think it +probable the Marquis would never have got his money."</p> + +<p>"There can be no doubt that it is very ungentlemanlike," said Mr. +Chamberlaine.</p> + +<p>"There I'm afraid I can't help you," said Mr. Quickenham. "Good law +is not defined very clearly here in England; but good manners have +never been defined at all."</p> + +<p>"I don't want anyone to help me on such a matter as that," said Mr. +Chamberlaine, who did not altogether like Mr. Quickenham.</p> + +<p>"I dare say not," said Mr. Quickenham; "and yet the question may be +open to argument. A man may do what he likes with his own, and can +hardly be called ungentlemanlike because he gives it away to a person +you don't happen to like."</p> + + +<div class="center"><a name="il14" id="il14"></a> +<table style="margin: 0 auto" cellpadding="4px"> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <a href="images/il14.jpg"> + <img src="images/il14-t.jpg" height="500" + alt='"I dare say not," said Mr. Quickenham.' /></a> + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <span class="caption">"I dare say not," said Mr. Quickenham.<br /> + Click to <a href="images/il14.jpg">ENLARGE</a></span> + </td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + + +<p>"I know what we all think about it in Salisbury," said Mr. +Chamberlaine.</p> + +<p>"It's just possible that you may be a little hypercritical in +Salisbury," said Quickenham.</p> + +<p>There was nothing else discussed and nothing else thought of in the +Vicarage. The first of June had been the day now fixed for the +opening of the new chapel, and here they were already in April. Mr. +Fenwick was quite of opinion that if the services of Mr. Puddleham's +congregation were once commenced in the building they must be +continued there. As long as the thing was a thing not yet +accomplished it might be practicable to stop it; but there could be +no stopping it when the full tide of Methodist eloquence should have +begun to pour itself from the new pulpit. It would then have been +made the House of God,—even though not consecrated,—and as such it +must remain. And now he was becoming sick of the grievance, and +wished that it was over. As to going to law with the Marquis on a +question of Common-right, it was a thing that he would not think of +doing. The living had come to him from his college, and he had +thought it right to let the Bursar of Saint John's know what was +being done; but it was quite clear that the college could not +interfere or spend their money on a matter which, though it was +parochial, had no reference to their property in the parish. It was +not for the college, as patron of the living, to inquire whether +certain lands belonged to the Marquis of Trowbridge or to the parish +at large, though the Vicar no doubt, as one of the inhabitants of the +place, might raise the question at law if he chose to find the money +and could find the ground on which to raise it. His old friend the +Bursar wrote him back a joking letter, recommending him to put more +fire into his sermons and thus to preach his enemy down.</p> + +<p>"I have become so sick of this chapel," the Vicar said to his wife +that night, "that I wish the subject might never be mentioned again +in the house."</p> + +<p>"You can't be more sick of it than I am," said his wife.</p> + +<p>"What I mean is, that I'm sick of it as a subject of conversation. +There it is, and let us make the best of it, as Quickenham says."</p> + +<p>"You can't expect anything like sympathy from Richard, you know."</p> + +<p>"I don't want any sympathy. I want simply silence. If you'll only +make up your mind to take it for granted, and to put up with it—as +you had to do with the frost when the shrubs were killed, or with +anything that is disagreeable but unavoidable, the feeling of +unhappiness about it would die away at once. One does not grieve at +the inevitable."</p> + +<p>"But one must be quite sure that it is inevitable."</p> + +<p>"There it stands, and nothing that we can do can stop it."</p> + +<p>"Charlotte says that she is sure Richard has got something in his +head. Though he will not sympathise, he will think and contrive and +fight."</p> + +<p>"And half ruin us by his fighting," said the husband. "He fancies the +land may be common land, and not private property."</p> + +<p>"Then of course the chapel has no right to be there."</p> + +<p>"But who is to have it removed? And if I could succeed in doing so, +what would be said to me for putting down a place of worship after +such a fashion as that?"</p> + +<p>"Who could say anything against you, Frank?"</p> + +<p>"The truth is, it is Lord Trowbridge who is my enemy here, and not +the chapel or Mr. Puddleham. I'd have given the spot for the chapel, +had they wanted it, and had I had the power to give it. I'm annoyed +because Lord Trowbridge should know that he had got the better of me. +If I can only bring myself to feel,—and you too,—that there is no +better in it, and no worse, I shall be annoyed no longer. Lord +Trowbridge cannot really touch me; and could he, I do not know that +he would."</p> + +<p>"I know he would."</p> + +<p>"No, my dear. If he suddenly had the power to turn me out of the +living I don't believe he'd do it,—any more than I would him out of +his estate. Men indulge in little injuries who can't afford to be +wicked enough for great injustice. My dear, you will do me a great +favour,—the greatest possible kindness,—if you'll give up all +outer, and, as far as possible, all inner hostility to the chapel."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Frank!"</p> + +<p>"I ask it as a great favour,—for my peace of mind."</p> + +<p>"Of course I will."</p> + +<p>"There's my darling! It shan't make me unhappy any longer. What!—a +stupid lot of bricks and mortar, that, after all, are intended for a +good purpose,—to think that I should become a miserable wretch just +because this good purpose is carried on outside my own gate. Were it +in my dining-room, I ought to bear it without misery."</p> + +<p>"I will strive to forget it," said his wife. And on the next morning, +which was Good Friday, she walked to church, round by the outside +gate, in order that she might give proof of her intention to keep her +promise to her husband. Her husband walked before her; and as she +went she looked round at her sister and shuddered and turned up her +nose. But this was involuntary.</p> + +<p>In the mean time Mr. Quickenham was getting himself ready for his +walk to the mill. Any such investigation as this which he had on hand +was much more compatible with his idea of a holiday than attendance +for two hours at the Church Service. On Easter Sunday he would make +the sacrifice,—unless a headache, or pressing letters from London, +or Apollo in some other beneficent shape, might interfere and save +him from the necessity. Mr. Quickenham, when at home, would go to +church as seldom as was possible, so that he might save himself from +being put down as one who neglected public worship. Perhaps he was +about equal to Mr. George Brattle in his religious zeal. Mr. George +Brattle made a clear compromise with his own conscience. One good +Sunday against a Sunday that was not good left him, as he thought, +properly poised in his intended condition of human infirmity. It may +be doubted whether Mr. Quickenham's mind was equally philosophic on +the matter. He could hardly tell why he went to church, or why he +stayed away. But he was aware when he went of the presence of some +unsatisfactory feelings of imposture on his own part, and he was +equally alive, when he did not go, to a sting of conscience in that +he was neglecting a duty. But George Brattle had arranged it all in a +manner that was perfectly satisfactory to himself.</p> + +<p>Mr. Quickenham had inquired the way, and took the path to the mill +along the river. He walked rapidly, with his nose in the air, as +though it was a manifest duty, now that he found himself in the +country, to get over as much ground as possible, and to refresh his +lungs thoroughly. He did not look much as he went at the running +river, or at the opening buds on the trees and hedges. When he met a +rustic loitering on the path, he examined the man unconsciously, and +could afterwards have described, with tolerable accuracy, how he was +dressed; and he had smiled as he had observed the amatory +pleasantness of a young couple, who had not thought it at all +necessary to increase the distance between them because of his +presence. These things he had seen, but the stream, and the hedges, +and the twittering of the birds, were as nothing to him.</p> + +<p>As he went he met old Mrs. Brattle making her weary way to church. He +had not known Mrs. Brattle, and did not speak to her, but he had felt +quite sure that she was the miller's wife. Standing with his hands in +his pockets on the bridge which divided the house from the mill, with +his pipe in his mouth, was old Brattle, engaged for the moment in +saying some word to his daughter, Fanny, who was behind him. But she +retreated as soon as she saw the stranger, and the miller stood his +ground, waiting to be accosted, suspicion keeping his hands deep down +in his pockets, as though resolved that he would not be tempted to +put them forth for the purpose of any friendly greeting. The lawyer +saluted him by name, and then the miller touched his hat, thrusting +his hand back into his pocket as soon as the ceremony was +accomplished. Mr. Quickenham explained that he had come from the +Vicarage, that he was brother-in-law to Mr. Fenwick, and a +lawyer,—at each of which statements old Brattle made a slight +projecting motion with his chin, as being a mode of accepting the +information slightly better than absolute discourtesy. At the present +moment Mr. Fenwick was out of favour with him, and he was not +disposed to open his heart to visitors from the Vicarage. Then Mr. +Quickenham plunged at once into the affair of the day.</p> + +<p>"You know that chapel they are building, Mr. Brattle, just opposite +to the parson's gate?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Brattle replied that he had heard of the chapel, but had never, +as yet, been up to see it.</p> + +<p>"Indeed; but you remember the bit of ground?"</p> + +<p>Yes;—the miller remembered the ground very well. Man and boy he had +known it for sixty years. As far as his mind went he thought it a +very good thing that the piece of ground should be put to some useful +purpose at last.</p> + +<p>"I'm not sure but what you may be right there," said the lawyer.</p> + +<p>"It's not been of use,—not to nobody,—for more than forty year," +said the miller.</p> + +<p>"And before that what did they do with it?"</p> + +<p>"Parson, as we had then in Bull'umpton, kep' a few sheep."</p> + +<p>"Ah!—just so. And he would get a bit of feeding off the ground?" The +miller nodded his head. "Was that the Vicar just before Mr. Fenwick?" +asked the lawyer.</p> + +<p>"Not by no means. There was Muster Brandon, who never come here at +all, but had a curate who lived away to Hinton. He come after Parson +Smallbones."</p> + +<p>"It was Parson Smallbones who kept the sheep?"</p> + +<p>"And then there was Muster Threepaway, who was parson well nigh +thirty years afore Muster Fenwick come. He died up at Parsonage +House, did Muster Threepaway."</p> + +<p>"He didn't keep sheep?"</p> + +<p>"No; he kep' no sheep as ever I heard tell on. He didn't keep much +barring hisself,—didn't Muster Threepaway. He had never no child, +nor yet no wife, nor nothing at all, hadn't Muster Threepaway. But he +was a good man as didn't go meddling with folk."</p> + +<p>"But Parson Smallbones was a bit of a farmer?"</p> + +<p>"Ay, ay. Parsons in them days warn't above a bit of farming. I warn't +much more than a scrap of a boy, but I remember him. He wore a wig, +and old black gaiters; and knew as well what was his'n and what +wasn't as any parson in Wiltshire. Tithes was tithes then; and parson +was cute enough in taking on 'em."</p> + +<p>"But these sheep of his were his own, I suppose?"</p> + +<p>"Whose else would they be, sir?"</p> + +<p>"And did he fence them in on that bit of ground?"</p> + +<p>"There'd be a boy with 'em, I'm thinking, sir. There wasn't so much +fencing of sheep then as there be now. Boys was cheaper in them +days."</p> + +<p>"Just so; and the parson wouldn't allow other sheep there?"</p> + +<p>"Muster Smallbones mostly took all he could get, sir."</p> + +<p>"Exactly. The parsons generally did, I believe. It was the way in +which they followed most accurately the excellent examples set them +by the bishops. But, Mr. Brattle, it wasn't in the way of tithes that +he had this grass for his sheep?"</p> + +<p>"I can't say how he had it, nor yet how Muster Fenwick has the +meadows t'other side of the river, which he lets to farmer Pierce; +but he do have 'em, and farmer Pierce do pay him the rent."</p> + +<p>"Glebe land, you know," said Mr. Quickenham.</p> + +<p>"That's what they calls it," said the miller.</p> + +<p>"And none of the vicars that came after old Smallbones have ever done +anything with that bit of ground?"</p> + +<p>"Ne'er a one on'em. Mr. Brandon, as I tell 'ee, never come nigh the +place. I don't know as ever I see'd him. It was him as they made +bishop afterwards, some'eres away in Ireland. He had a lord to his +uncle. Then Muster Threepaway, he was here ever so long."</p> + +<p>"But he didn't mind such things."</p> + +<p>"He never owned no sheep; and the old 'oomen's cows was let to go on +the land, as was best, and then the boys took to playing hopskotch +there, with a horse or two over it at times, and now Mr. Puddleham +has it for his preaching. Maybe, sir, the lawyers might have a turn +at it yet;" and the miller laughed at his own wit.</p> + +<p>"And get more out of it than any former occupant," said Mr. +Quickenham, who would indeed have been very loth to allow his wife's +brother-in-law to go into a law suit, but still felt that a very +pretty piece of litigation was about to be thrown away in this matter +of Mr. Puddleham's chapel.</p> + +<p>Mr. Quickenham bade farewell to the miller, and thought that he saw a +way to a case. But he was a man very strongly given to accuracy, and +on his return to the Vicarage said no word of his conversation with +the miller. It would have been natural that Fenwick should have +interrogated him as to his morning's work; but the Vicar had +determined to trouble himself no further about his grievance, to say +nothing further respecting it to any man, not even to allow the +remembrance of Mr. Puddleham and his chapel to dwell in his mind; and +consequently held his peace. Mrs. Fenwick was curious enough on the +subject, but she had made a promise to her husband, and would at +least endeavour to keep it. If her sister should tell her anything +unasked, that would not be her fault.</p> + + +<p><a name="c43" id="c43"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XLIII.</h3> +<h4>EASTER AT TURNOVER CASTLE.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>It was not only at Bullhampton that this affair of the Methodist +chapel demanded and received attention. At Turnover also a good deal +was being said about it, and the mind of the Marquis was not easy. As +has been already told, the bishop had written to him on the subject, +remonstrating with him as to the injury he was doing to the present +vicar, and to future vicars, of the parish which he, as landlord, was +bound to treat with beneficent consideration. The Marquis had replied +to the bishop with a tone of stern resolve. The Vicar of Bullhampton +had treated him with scorn, nay, as he thought, with most +unpardonable insolence, and he would not spare the Vicar. It was +proper that the dissenters at Bullhampton should have a chapel, and +he had a right to do what he liked with his own. So arguing with +himself, he had written to the bishop very firmly; but his own mind +had not been firm within him as he did so. There were misgivings at +his heart. He was a Churchman himself, and he was pricked with +remorse as he remembered that he was spiting the Church which was +connected with the state, of which he was so eminent a supporter. His +own chief agent, too, had hesitated, and had suggested that perhaps +the matter might be postponed. His august daughters, though they had +learned to hold the name of Fenwick in proper abhorrence, +nevertheless were grieved about the chapel. Men and women were +talking about it, and the words of the common people found their way +to the august daughters of the house of Stowte.</p> + +<p>"Papa," said Lady Carolina; "wouldn't it, perhaps, be better to build +the Bullhampton chapel a little farther off from the Vicarage?"</p> + +<p>"The next vicar might be a different sort of person," said the Lady +Sophie.</p> + +<p>"No; it wouldn't," said the Earl, who was apt to be very imperious +with his own daughters, although he was of opinion that they should +be held in great awe by all the world—excepting only himself and +their eldest brother.</p> + +<p>That eldest brother, Lord Saint George, was in truth regarded at +Turnover as being, of all persons in the world, the most august. The +Marquis himself was afraid of his son, and held him in extreme +veneration. To the mind of the Marquis the heir expectant of all the +dignities of the House of Stowte was almost a greater man than the +owner of them; and this feeling came not only from a consciousness on +the part of the father that his son was a bigger man than himself, +cleverer, better versed in the affairs of the world, and more thought +of by those around them, but also to a certain extent from an idea +that he who would have all these grand things thirty or perhaps even +fifty years hence, must be more powerful than one with whom their +possession would come to an end probably after the lapse of eight or +ten years. His heir was to him almost divine. When things at the +castle were in any way uncomfortable, he could put up with the +discomfort for himself and his daughters; but it was not to be +endured that Saint George should be incommoded. Old carriage-horses +must be changed if he were coming; the glazing of the new greenhouse +must be got out of the way, lest he should smell the paint; the game +must not be touched till he should come to shoot it. And yet Lord +Saint George himself was a man who never gave himself any airs; and +who in his personal intercourse with the world around him demanded +much less acknowledgment of his magnificence than did his father.</p> + +<p>And now, during this Easter week, Lord Saint George came down to the +castle, intending to kill two birds with one stone, to take his +parliamentary holiday, and to do a little business with his father. +It not unfrequently came to pass that he found it necessary to +repress the energy of his father's august magnificence. He would go +so far as to remind his father that in these days marquises were not +very different from other people, except in this, that they perhaps +might have more money. The Marquis would fret in silence, not daring +to commit himself to an argument with his son, and would in secret +lament over the altered ideas of the age. It was his theory of +politics that the old distances should be maintained, and that the +head of a great family should be a patriarch, entitled to obedience +from those around him. It was his son's idea that every man was +entitled to as much obedience as his money would buy, and to no more. +This was very lamentable to the Marquis; but nevertheless, his son +was the coming man, and even this must be borne.</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry about this chapel at Bullhampton," said the son to the +father after dinner.</p> + +<p>"Why sorry, Saint George? I thought you would have been of opinion +that the dissenters should have a chapel."</p> + +<p>"Certainly they should, if they're fools enough to want to build a +place to pray in, when they have got one already built for them. +There's no reason on earth why they shouldn't have a chapel, seeing +that nothing that we can do will save them from schism."</p> + +<p>"We can't prevent dissent, Saint George."</p> + +<p>"We can't prevent it, because, in religion as in everything else, men +like to manage themselves. This farmer or that tradesman becomes a +dissenter because he can be somebody in the management of his chapel, +and would be nobody in regard to the parish church."</p> + +<p>"That is very dreadful."</p> + +<p>"Not worse than our own people, who remain with us because it sounds +the most respectable. Not one in fifty really believes that this or +that form of worship is more likely to send him to heaven than any +other."</p> + +<p>"I certainly claim to myself to be one of the few," said the Marquis.</p> + +<p>"No doubt; and so you ought, my lord, as every advantage has been +given you. But, to come back to the Bullhampton chapel,—don't you +think we could move it away from the parson's gate?"</p> + +<p>"They have built it now, Saint George."</p> + +<p>"They can't have finished it yet."</p> + +<p>"You wouldn't have me ask them to pull it down? Packer was here +yesterday, and said that the framework of the roof was up."</p> + +<p>"What made them hurry it in that way? Spite against the Vicar, I +suppose."</p> + +<p>"He is a most objectionable man, Saint George; most insolent, +overbearing, and unlike a clergyman. They say that he is little +better than an infidel himself."</p> + +<p>"We had better leave that to the bishop, my lord."</p> + +<p>"We must feel about it, connected as we are with the parish," said +the Marquis.</p> + +<p>"But I don't think we shall do any good by going into a parochial +quarrel."</p> + +<p>"It was the very best bit of land for the purpose in all +Bullhampton," said the Marquis. "I made particular inquiry, and there +can be no doubt of that. Though I particularly dislike that Mr. +Fenwick, it was not done to injure him."</p> + +<p>"It does injure him damnably, my lord."</p> + +<p>"That's only an accident."</p> + +<p>"And I'm not at all sure that we shan't find that we have made a +mistake."</p> + +<p>"How a mistake?"</p> + +<p>"That we have given away land that doesn't belong to us."</p> + +<p>"Who says it doesn't belong to us?" said the Marquis, angrily. A +suggestion so hostile, so unjust, so cruel as this, almost overcame +the feeling of veneration which he entertained for his son. "That is +really nonsense, Saint George."</p> + +<p>"Have you looked at the title deeds?"</p> + +<p>"The title deeds are of course with Mr. Boothby. But Packer knows +every foot of the ground,—even if I didn't know it myself."</p> + +<p>"I wouldn't give a straw for Packer's knowledge."</p> + +<p>"I haven't heard that they have even raised the question themselves."</p> + +<p>"I'm told that they will do so,—that they say it is common land. +It's quite clear that it has never been either let or enclosed."</p> + +<p>"You might say the same of the bit of green that lies outside the +park gate,—where the great oak stands; but I don't suppose that that +is common."</p> + +<p>"I don't say that this is—but I do say that there may be difficulty +of proof; and that to be driven to the proof in such a matter would +be disagreeable."</p> + +<p>"What would you do, then?"</p> + +<p>"Take the bull by the horns, and move the chapel at our own expense +to some site that shall be altogether unobjectionable."</p> + +<p>"We should be owning ourselves wrong, Augustus."</p> + +<p>"And why not? I cannot see what disgrace there is in coming forward +handsomely and telling the truth. When the land was given we thought +it was our own. There has come up a shadow of a doubt, and sooner +than be in the wrong, we give another site and take all the expense. +I think that would be the right sort of thing to do."</p> + +<p>Lord Saint George returned to town two days afterwards, and the +Marquis was left with the dilemma on his mind. Lord Saint George, +though he would frequently interfere in matters connected with the +property in the manner described, would never dictate and seldom +insist. He had said what he had got to say, and the Marquis was left +to act for himself. But the old lord had learned to feel that he was +sure to fall into some pit whenever he declined to follow his son's +advice. His son had a painful way of being right that was a great +trouble to him. And this was a question which touched him very +nearly. It was not only that he must yield to Mr. Fenwick before the +eyes of Mr. Puddleham and all the people of Bullhampton; but that he +must confess his own ignorance as to the borders of his own property, +and must abandon a bit of land which he believed to belong to the +Stowte estate. Now, if there was a point in his religion as to which +Lord Trowbridge was more staunch than another, it was as to the +removal of landmarks. He did not covet his neighbour's land; but he +was most resolute that no stranger should, during his reign, ever +possess a rood of his own.</p> + + +<p><a name="c44" id="c44"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XLIV.</h3> +<h4>THE MARRABLES OF DUNRIPPLE.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>"If I were to go, there would be nobody left but you. You should +remember that, Walter, when you talk of going to India." This was +said to Walter Marrable at Dunripple, by his cousin Gregory, Sir +Gregory's only son.</p> + +<p>"And if I were to die in India, as I probably shall, who will come +next?"</p> + +<p>"There is nobody to come next for the title."</p> + +<p>"But for the property?"</p> + +<p>"As it stands at present, if you and I were to die before your father +and uncle John, the survivor of them would be the last in the entail. +If they, too, died, and the survivor of us all left no will, the +property would go to Mary Lowther. But that is hardly probable. When +my grandfather made the settlement, on my father's marriage, he had +four sons living."</p> + +<p>"Should my father have the handling of it I would not give much for +anybody's chance after him," said Walter.</p> + +<p>"If you were to marry there would, of course, be a new settlement as +to your rights. Your father could do no harm except as your +heir,—unless, indeed, he were heir to us all. My uncle John will +outlive him, probably."</p> + +<p>"My uncle John will live for ever, I should think," said Walter +Marrable.</p> + +<p>This conversation took place between the two cousins when Walter had +been already two or three weeks at Dunripple. He had come there +intending to stay over two or three days, and he had already accepted +an invitation to make the house his home as long as he should remain +in England. He had known but little of his uncle and nothing of his +cousin, before this visit was made. He had conceived them to be +unfriendly to him, having known them to be always unfriendly to his +father. He was, of course, aware,—very well aware now, since he had +himself suffered so grievously from his father's dishonesty,—that +the enmity which had reached them from Dunripple had been well +deserved. Colonel Marrable had, as a younger brother, never been +content with what he was able to extract from the head of the family, +who was, in his eyes, a milch cow that never ought to run dry. With +Walter Marrable there had remained a feeling adverse to his uncle and +cousin, even after he had been forced to admit to himself how many +and how grievous were the sins of his own father. He had believed +that the Dunripple people were stupid, and prejudiced, and selfish; +and it had only been at the instance of his uncle, the parson, that +he had consented to make the visit. He had gone there, and had been +treated, at any rate, with affectionate consideration. And he had +found the house to be not unpleasant, though very quiet. Living at +Dunripple there was a Mrs. Brownlow, a widowed sister of the late +Lady Marrable, with her daughter, Edith Brownlow. Previous to this +time Walter Marrable had never even heard of the Brownlows, so little +had he known about Dunripple; and when he arrived there it had been +necessary to explain to him who these people were.</p> + +<p>He had found his uncle, Sir Gregory, to be much such a man as he had +expected in outward appearance and mode of life. The baronet was old +and disposed to regard himself as entitled to all the indulgences of +infirmity. He rose late, took but little exercise, was very +particular about what he ate, and got through his day with the +assistance of his steward, his novel, and occasionally of his doctor. +He slept a great deal, and was never tired of talking of himself. +Occupation in life he had none, but he was a charitable, honourable +man, who had high ideas of what was due to others. His son, however, +had astonished Walter considerably. Gregory Marrable the younger was +a man somewhat over forty, but he looked as though he were sixty. He +was very tall and thin, narrow in the chest, and so round in the +shoulders as to appear to be almost humpbacked. He was so +short-sighted as to be nearly blind, and was quite bald. He carried +his head so forward that it looked as though it were going to fall +off. He shambled with his legs, which seemed never to be strong +enough to carry him from one room to another; and he tried them by no +other exercise, for he never went outside the house except when, on +Sundays and some other very rare occasions, he would trust himself to +be driven in a low pony-phaeton. But in one respect he was altogether +unlike his father. His whole time was spent among his books, and he +was at this moment engaged in revising and editing a very long and +altogether unreadable old English chronicle in rhyme, for publication +by one of those learned societies which are rife in London. Of Robert +of Gloucester, and William Langland, of Andrew of Wyntown and the +Lady Juliana Berners, he could discourse, if not with eloquence, at +least with enthusiasm. Chaucer was his favourite poet, and he was +supposed to have read the works of Gower in English, French, and +Latin. But he was himself apparently as old as one of his own +black-letter volumes, and as unfit for general use. Walter could +hardly regard him as a cousin, declaring to himself that his uncle +the parson, and his own father were, in effect, younger men than the +younger Gregory Marrable. He was never without a cough, never well, +never without various ailments and troubles of the flesh,—of which, +however, he himself made but slight account, taking them quite as a +matter of course. With such inmates the house no doubt would have +been dull, had there not been women there to enliven it.</p> + +<p>By degrees, too, and not by slow degrees, the new comer found that he +was treated as one of the family,—found that, after a certain +fashion, he was treated as the heir to the family. Between him and +the title and the estate there were but the lives of four old men. +Why had he not known that this was so before he had allowed himself +to be separated from Mary Lowther? But he had known nothing of +it,—had thought not at all about it. There had been another +Marrable, of the same generation with himself, between him and the +succession, who might marry and have children, and he had not +regarded his heirship as being likely to have any effect, at any rate +upon his early life. It had never occurred to him that he need not go +to India, because he would probably outlive four old gentlemen and +become Sir Walter Marrable and owner of Dunripple.</p> + +<p>Nor would he have looked at the matter in that light now had not his +cousin forced the matter upon him. Not a word was said to him at +Dunripple about Mary Lowther, but very many words were said about his +own condition. Gregory Marrable strongly advised him against going to +India,—so strongly that Walter was surprised to find that such a man +would have so much to say on such a subject. The young captain, in +such circumstances, could not very well explain that he was driven to +follow his profession in a fashion so disagreeable to him because, +although he was heir to Dunripple, he was not near enough to it to be +entitled to any allowance from its owner; but he felt that that would +have been the only true answer when it was proposed to him to stay in +England because he would some day become Sir Walter Marrable. But he +did plead the great loss which he had encountered by means of his +father's ill-treatment of him, and endeavoured to prove to his cousin +that there was no alternative before him but to serve in some quarter +of the globe in which his pay would be sufficient for his wants.</p> + +<p>"Why should you not sell out, or go on half-pay, and remain here and +marry Edith Brownlow?" said his cousin.</p> + +<p>"I don't think I could do that," said Walter, slowly.</p> + +<p>"Why not? There is nothing my father would like so much." Then he was +silent for awhile, but, as his cousin made no further immediate +reply, Gregory Marrable went on with his plan. "Ten years ago, when +she was not much more than a little girl, and when it was first +arranged that she should come here, my father proposed—that I should +marry her."</p> + +<p>"And why didn't you?"</p> + +<p>The elder cousin smiled and shook his head, and coughed aloud as he +smiled. "Why not, indeed? Well; I suppose you can see why not. I was +an old man almost before she was a young woman. She is just +twenty-four now, and I shall be dead, probably, in two years' time."</p> + +<p>"Nonsense."</p> + +<p>"Twice since that time I have been within an inch of dying. At any +rate, even my father does not look to that any longer."</p> + +<p>"Is he fond of Miss Brownlow?"</p> + +<p>"There is no one in the world whom he loves so well. Of course an old +man loves a young woman best. It is natural that he should do so. He +never had a daughter; but Edith is the same to him as his own child. +Nothing would please him so much as that she should be the mistress +of Dunripple."</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid that it cannot be so," said Walter.</p> + +<p>"But why not? There need be no India for you then. If you would do +that you would be to my father exactly as though you were his son. +Your father might, of course, outlive my father, and no doubt will +outlive me, and then for his life he will have the place, but some +arrangement could be made so that you should continue here."</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid it cannot be so," said Walter. Many thoughts were passing +through his mind. Why had he not known that these good things were so +near to him before he had allowed Mary Lowther to go off from him? +And, had it chanced that he had visited Dunripple before he had gone +to Loring, how might it have been between him and this other girl? +Edith Brownlow was not beautiful, not grand in her beauty as was Mary +Lowther; but she was pretty, soft, lady-like, with a sweet dash of +quiet pleasant humour,—a girl who certainly need not be left begging +about the world for a husband. And this life at Dunripple was +pleasant enough. Though the two elder Marrables were old and infirm, +Walter was allowed to do just as he pleased in the house. He was +encouraged to hunt. There was shooting for him if he wished it. Even +the servants about the place, the gamekeeper, the groom, and the old +butler, seemed to have recognised him as the heir. There would have +been so comfortable an escape from the dilemma into which his father +had brought him,—had he not made his visit to Loring.</p> + +<p>"Why not?" demanded Gregory Marrable.</p> + +<p>"A man cannot become attached to a girl by order, and what right have +I to suppose that she would accept me?"</p> + +<p>"Of course she would accept you. Why not? Everybody around her would +be in your favour. And as to not falling in love with her, I declare +I do not know a sweeter human being in the world than Edith +Brownlow."</p> + +<p>Before the hunting season was over Captain Marrable had abandoned his +intention of going to India, and had made arrangements for serving +for awhile with his regiment in England. This he did after a +discussion of some length with his uncle, Sir Gregory. During that +discussion nothing was said about Edith Brownlow, and of course, not +a word was said about Mary Lowther. Captain Marrable did not even +know whether his uncle or his cousin was aware that that engagement +had ever existed. Between him and his uncle there had never been an +allusion to his marriage, but the old man had spoken of his nearness +to the property, and had expressed his regret that the last heir, the +only heir likely to perpetuate the name and title, should take +himself to India in the pride of his life. He made no offer as to +money, but he told his nephew that there was a home for him if he +would give up his profession, or a retreat whenever his professional +duties might allow him to visit it. Horses should be kept for him, +and he should be treated in every way as a son of the family.</p> + +<p>"Take my father at his word," said Gregory Marrable. "He will never +let you be short of money."</p> + +<p>After much consideration Walter Marrable did take Sir Gregory at his +word, and abandoned for ever all idea of a further career in India.</p> + +<p>As soon as he had done this he wrote to Mary Lowther to inform her of +his decision. "It does seem hard," he said in his letter, "that an +arrangement which is in so many respects desirable, should not have +been compatible with one which is so much more desirable." But he +made no renewed offer. Indeed he felt that he could not do so at the +present moment, in honesty either to his cousin or to his uncle, as +he had accepted their hospitality and acceded to the arrangements +which they had proposed without any word on his part of such +intention. A home had been offered to him at Dunripple,—to him in +his present condition, but certainly not a home to any wife whom he might +bring there, nor a home to the family which might come afterwards. He +thought that he was doing the best that he could with himself by +remaining in England, and the best also towards a possible future +renewal of his engagement with Mary Lowther. But of that he said +nothing in his letter to her. He merely told her the fact as it +regarded himself, and told that somewhat coldly. Of Edith Brownlow, +and of the proposition in regard to her, of course he said nothing.</p> + +<p>It was the intention both of Sir Gregory and his son that the new +inmate of the house should marry Edith. The old man, who, up to a +late date had with weak persistency urged the match upon his son, had +taken up the idea from the very first arrival of his nephew at +Dunripple. Such an arrangement would solve all the family +difficulties, and would enable him to provide for Edith as though she +were indeed his daughter. He loved Edith dearly, but he could not +bear that she should leave Dunripple, and it had grieved him sorely +when he reflected that in coming years Dunripple must belong to +relatives of whom he knew nothing that was good, and that Edith +Brownlow must be banished from the house. If his son would have +married Edith, all might have been well, but even Sir Gregory was at +last aware that no such marriage as that could take place. Then had +come the quarrel between the Colonel and the Captain, and the latter +had been taken into favour. Colonel Marrable would not have been +allowed to put his foot inside Dunripple House, so great was the +horror which he had created. And the son had been feared too as long +as the father and son were one. But now the father, who had treated +the whole family vilely, had treated his own son most vilely, and +therefore the son had been received with open arms. If only he could +be trusted with Edith,—and if Edith and he might be made to trust +each other,—all might be well. Of the engagement between Walter and +Mary Lowther no word had ever reached Dunripple. Twice or thrice in +the year a letter would pass between Parson John and his nephew, +Gregory Marrable, but such letters were very short, and the parson +was the last man in the world to spread the tittle-tattle of a +love-story. He had always known that that affair would lead to +nothing, and that the less said about it the better.</p> + +<p>Walter Marrable was to join his regiment at Windsor before the end of +April. When he wrote to Mary Lowther to tell her of his plans he had +only a fortnight longer for remaining in idleness at Dunripple. The +hunting was over, and his life was simply idle. He perceived, or +thought that he perceived, that all the inmates of the house, and +especially his uncle, expected that he would soon return to them, and +that they spoke of his work of soldiering as of a thing that was +temporary. Mrs. Brownlow, who was a quiet woman, very reticent, and +by no means inclined to interfere with things not belonging to her, +had suggested that he would soon be with them again, and the +housekeeper had given him to understand that his room was not to be +touched. And then, too, he thought that he saw that Edith Brownlow +was specially left in his way. If that were so it was necessary that +the eyes of some one of the Dunripple party should be opened to the +truth.</p> + +<p>He was walking home with Miss Brownlow across the park from church +one Sunday morning. Sir Gregory never went to church; his age was +supposed to be too great, or his infirmities too many. Mrs. Brownlow +was in the pony carriage driving her nephew, and Walter Marrable was +alone with Edith. There had been some talk of cousinship,—of the +various relationships of the family, and the like,—and of the way in +which the Marrables were connected. They two, Walter and Edith, were +not cousins. She was related to the family only by her aunt's +marriage, and yet, as she said, she had always heard more of the +Marrables than of the Brownlows.</p> + + +<div class="center"><a name="il15" id="il15"></a> +<table style="margin: 0 auto" cellpadding="4px"> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <a href="images/il15.jpg"> + <img src="images/il15-t.jpg" height="500" + alt="Sunday Morning at Dunripple." /></a> + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <span class="caption">Sunday Morning at Dunripple.<br /> + Click to <a href="images/il15.jpg">ENLARGE</a></span> + </td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + + +<p>"You never saw Mary Lowther?" Walter asked.</p> + +<p>"Never."</p> + +<p>"But you have heard of her?"</p> + +<p>"I just know her name,—hardly more. The last time your uncle was +here,—Parson John, we were talking of her. He made her out to be +wonderfully beautiful."</p> + +<p>"That was as long ago as last summer," said the Captain, reflecting +that his uncle's account had been given before he and Mary Lowther +had seen each other.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes;—ever so long ago."</p> + +<p>"She is wonderfully beautiful."</p> + +<p>"You know her, then, Captain Marrable?"</p> + +<p>"I know her very well. In the first place, she is my cousin."</p> + +<p>"But ever so distant?"</p> + +<p>"We are not first cousins. Her mother was a daughter of General +Marrable, who was a brother of Sir Gregory's father."</p> + +<p>"It is so hard to understand, is it not? She is wonderfully +beautiful, is she?"</p> + +<p>"Indeed, she is."</p> + +<p>"And she is your cousin—in the first place. What is she in the +second place?"</p> + +<p>He was not quite sure whether he wished to tell the story or not. The +engagement was broken, and it might be a question whether, as +regarded Mary, he had a right to tell it; and, then, if he did tell +it, would not his reason for doing so be apparent? Was it not +palpable that he was expected to marry this girl, and that she would +understand that he was explaining to her that he did not intend to +carry out the general expectation of the family? And, then, was he +sure that it might not be possible for him at some future time to do +as he was desired?</p> + +<p>"I meant to say that, as I was staying at Loring, of course I met her +frequently. She is living with a certain old Miss Marrable, whom you +will meet some day."</p> + +<p>"I have heard of her, but I don't suppose I ever shall meet her. I +never go anywhere. I don't suppose there are such stay-at-home people +in the world as we are."</p> + +<p>"Why don't you get Sir Gregory to ask them here?"</p> + +<p>"Both he and my cousin are so afraid of having strange women in the +house; you know, we never have anybody here; your coming has been +quite an event. Old Mrs. Potter seems to think that an era of +dissipation is to be commenced because she has been called upon to +open so many pots of jam to make pies for you."</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I have been very troublesome."</p> + +<p>"Awfully troublesome. You can't think of all that had to be said and +done about the stables! Do you have your oats bruised? Even I was +consulted about that. Most of the people in the parish are quite +disappointed because you don't go about in your full armour."</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid it's too late now."</p> + +<p>"I own I was a little disappointed myself when you came down to +dinner without a sword. You can have no idea in what a state of rural +simplicity we live here. Would you believe it?—for ten years I have +never seen the sea, and have never been into any town bigger than +Worcester,—unless Hereford be bigger. We did go once to the festival +at Hereford. We have not managed Gloucester yet."</p> + +<p>"You've never seen London?"</p> + +<p>"Not since I was twelve years old. Papa died when I was fourteen, and +I came here almost immediately afterwards. Fancy, ten years at +Dunripple! There is not a tree or a stone I don't know, and of course +not a face in the parish."</p> + +<p>She was very nice; but it was out of the question that she should +ever become his wife. He had thought that he might explain this to +herself by letting her know that he had within the last few months +become engaged to, and had broken his engagement with, his cousin, +Mary Lowther. But he found that he could not do it. In the first +place, she would understand more than he meant her to understand if +he made the attempt. She would know that he was putting her on her +guard, and would take it as an insult. And then he could not bring +himself to talk about Mary Lowther, and to tell their joint secrets. +He was discontented with himself and with Dunripple, and he repented +that he had yielded in respect to his Indian service. Everything had +gone wrong with him. Had he refused to accede to Mary's proposition +for a separation, and had he come to Dunripple as an engaged man, he +might, he thought, have reconciled his uncle,—or at least his Cousin +Gregory,—to his marriage with Mary. But he did not see his way back +to that position now, having been entertained at his uncle's house as +his uncle's heir for so long a time without having mentioned it.</p> + +<p>At last he went off to Windsor, sad at heart, having received from +Mary an answer to his letter, which he felt to be very cold, very +discreet, and very unsatisfactory. She had merely expressed a fervent +wish that whether he went to India or whether he remained in England, +he might be prosperous and happy. The writer evidently intended that +the correspondence should not be continued.</p> + + +<p><a name="c45" id="c45"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XLV.</h3> +<h4>WHAT SHALL I DO WITH MYSELF?<br /> </h4> + + +<p>Parson John Marrable, though he said nothing in his letters to +Dunripple about the doings of his nephew at Loring, was by no means +equally reticent in his speech at Loring as to the doings at +Dunripple. How he came by his news he did not say, but he had ever so +much to tell. And Miss Marrable, who knew him well, was aware that +his news was not simple gossip, but was told with an object. In his +way, Parson John was a crafty man, who was always doing a turn of +business. To his mind it was clearly inexpedient, and almost +impracticable, that his nephew and Mary Lowther should ever become +man and wife. He knew that they were separated; but he knew, also, +that they had agreed to separate on terms which would easily admit of +being reconsidered. He, too, had heard of Edith Brownlow, and had +heard that if a marriage could be arranged between Walter and Edith, +the family troubles would be in a fair way of settlement. No good +could come to anybody from that other marriage. As for Mary Lowther, +it was manifestly her duty to become Mrs. Gilmore. He therefore took +some trouble to let the ladies at Uphill know that Captain Marrable +had been received very graciously at Dunripple; that he was making +himself very happy there, hunting, shooting, and forgetting his old +troubles; that it was understood that he was to be recognised as the +heir;—and that there was a young lady in the case, the favourite of +Sir Gregory.</p> + +<p>He understood the world too well to say a word to Mary Lowther +herself about her rival. Mary would have perceived his drift. But he +expressed his ideas about Edith confidentially to Miss Marrable, +fully alive to the fact that Miss Marrable would know how to deal +with her niece. "It is by far the best thing that could have happened +to him," said the parson. "As for going out to India again, for a man +with his prospects it was very bad."</p> + +<p>"But his cousin isn't much older than he is," suggested Miss +Marrable.</p> + +<p>"Yes he is,—a great deal older. And Gregory's health is so bad that +his life is not worth a year's purchase. Poor fellow! they tell me he +only cares to live till he has got his book out. The truth is that if +Walter could make a match of it with Edith Brownlow, they might +arrange something about the property which would enable him to live +there just as though the place were his own. The Colonel would be the +only stumbling-block, and after what he has done, he could hardly +refuse to agree to anything."</p> + +<p>"They'd have to pay him," said Miss Marrable.</p> + +<p>"Then he must be paid, that's all. My brother Gregory is wrapped up +in that girl, and he would do anything for her welfare. I'm told that +she and Walter have taken very kindly to each other already."</p> + +<p>It would be better for Mary Lowther that Walter Marrable should marry +Edith Brownlow. Such, at least, was Miss Marrable's belief. She could +see that Mary, though she bore herself bravely, still did so as one +who had received a wound for which there was no remedy;—as a man who +has lost a leg and who nevertheless intends to enjoy life though he +knows that he never can walk again. But in this case, the real bar to +walking was the hope in Mary's breast,—a hope that was still +present, though it was not nourished,—that the leg was not +irremediably lost. If Captain Marrable would finish all that by +marrying Edith, then,—so thought Miss Marrable,—in process of time +the cure would be made good, and there might be another leg. She did +not believe much in the Captain's constancy, and was quite ready to +listen to the story about another love. And so from day to day words +were dropped into Mary's ear which had their effect.</p> + +<p>"I must say that I am glad that he is not to go to India," said Miss +Marrable to her niece.</p> + +<p>"So, indeed, am I," answered Mary.</p> + +<p>"In the first place it is such an excellent thing that he should be +on good terms at Dunripple. He must inherit the property some day, +and the title too."</p> + +<p>To this Mary made no reply. It seemed to her to have been hard that +the real state of things should not have been explained to her before +she gave up her lover. She had then regarded any hope of relief from +Dunripple as being beyond measure distant. There had been a +possibility, and that was all,—a chance to which no prudent man or +woman would have looked in making their preparations for the life +before them. That had been her idea as to the Dunripple prospects; +and now it seemed that on a sudden Walter was to be regarded as +almost the immediate heir. She did not blame him; but it did appear +to be hard upon her.</p> + +<p>"I don't see the slightest reason why he shouldn't live at +Dunripple," continued Miss Marrable.</p> + +<p>"Only that he would be dependent. I suppose he does not mean to sell +out of the army altogether."</p> + +<p>"At any rate, he may be backwards and forwards. You see, there is no +chance of Sir Gregory's own son marrying."</p> + +<p>"So they say."</p> + +<p>"And his position would be really that of a younger brother in +similar circumstances."</p> + +<p>Mary paused a moment before she replied, and then she spoke out.</p> + +<p>"Dear Aunt Sarah, what does all this mean? I know you are speaking at +me, and yet I don't quite understand it. Everything between me and +Captain Marrable is over. I have no possible means of influencing his +life. If I were told to-morrow that he had given up the army and +taken to living altogether at Dunripple, I should have no means of +judging whether he had done well or ill. Indeed, I should have no +right to judge."</p> + +<p>"You must be glad that the family should be united."</p> + +<p>"I am glad. Now, is that all?"</p> + +<p>"I want you to bring yourself to think without regret of his probable +marriage with this young lady."</p> + +<p>"You don't suppose I shall blame him if he marries her."</p> + +<p>"But I want you to see it in such a light that it shall not make you +unhappy."</p> + +<p>"I think, dear aunt, that we had better not talk of it. I can assure +you of this, that if I could prevent him from marrying by holding up +my little finger, I would not do it."</p> + +<p>"It would be ten thousand pities," urged the old lady, "that either +his life or yours should be a sacrifice to a little episode, which, +after all, only took a week or two in the acting."</p> + +<p>"I can only answer for myself," said Mary. "I don't mean to be a +sacrifice."</p> + +<p>There were many such conversations, and by degrees they did have an +effect upon Mary Lowther. She learned to believe that it was probable +that Captain Marrable should marry Miss Brownlow, and, of course, +asked herself questions as to the effect such a marriage would have +upon herself, which she answered more fully than she did those which +were put to her by her aunt. Then there came to Parson John some +papers, which required his signature, in reference to the disposal of +a small sum of money, he having been one of the trustees to his +brother's marriage settlement. This was needed in regard to some +provision which the baronet was making for his niece, and which, if +read aright, would rather have afforded evidence against than in +favour of the chance of her immediate marriage; but it was taken at +Loring to signify that the thing was to be done, and that the +courtship was at any rate in progress. Mary did not believe all that +she heard; but there was left upon her mind an idea that Walter +Marrable was preparing himself for the sudden change of his +affections. Then she determined that, should he do so, she would not +judge him to have done wrong. If he could settle himself comfortably +in this way, why should he not do so? She was told that Edith +Brownlow was pretty, and gentle, and good, and would undoubtedly +receive from Sir Gregory's hands all that Sir Gregory could give her. +It was expedient, for the sake of the whole family, that such a +marriage should be arranged. She would not stand in the way of it; +and, indeed, how could she stand in the way of it? Had not her +engagement with Captain Marrable been dissolved at her own instance +in the most solemn manner possible? Let him marry whom he might, she +could have no ground of complaint on that score.</p> + +<p>She was in this state of mind when she received Captain Marrable's +letter from Dunripple. When she opened it, for a moment she thought +that it would convey to her tidings respecting Miss Brownlow. When +she had read it, she told herself how impossible it was that he +should have told her of his new matrimonial intentions, even if he +entertained them. The letter gave no evidence either one way or the +other; but it confirmed to her the news which had reached her through +Parson John, that her former lover intended to abandon that special +career, his choice of which had made it necessary that they two +should abandon their engagement. When at Loring he had determined +that he must go to India. He had found it to be impossible that he +should live without going to India. He had now been staying a few +weeks at Dunripple with his uncle, and with Edith Brownlow, and it +turned out that he need not go to India at all. Then she sat down, +and wrote to him that guarded, civil, but unenthusiastic letter, of +which the reader has already heard. She had allowed herself to be +wounded and made sore by what they had told her of Edith Brownlow.</p> + +<p>It was still early in the spring, just in the middle of April, when +Mary received another letter from her friend at Bullhampton, a letter +which made her turn all these things in her mind very seriously. If +Walter Marrable were to marry Edith Brownlow, what sort of future +life should she, Mary Lowther, propose to herself? She was firmly +resolved upon one thing, that it behoved her to look rather to what +was right than to what might simply be pleasant. But would it be +right that she should consider herself to be, as it were, widowed by +the frustration of an unfortunate passion? Life would still be left +to her,—such a life as that which her aunt lived,—such a life, with +this exception, that whereas her aunt was a single lady with moderate +means, she would be a single lady with very small means indeed. But +that question of means did not go far with her; there was something +so much more important that she could put that out of sight. She had +told herself very plainly that it was a good thing for a woman to be +married; that she would live and die unsuccessfully if she lived and +died a single woman; that she had desired to do better with herself +than that. Was it proper that she should now give up all such +ambition because she had made a mistake? If it were proper, she would +do so; and then the question resolved itself into this;—Could she be +right if she married a man without loving him? To marry a man without +esteeming him, without the possibility of loving him hereafter, she +knew would be wrong.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fenwick's letter was as follows;—<br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="jright">Vicarage, Tuesday.</p> + +<p class="noindent"><span class="smallcaps">My dear Mary</span>,</p> + +<p>My brother-in-law left us yesterday, and has put us all +into a twitter. He said, just as he was going away, that +he didn't believe that Lord Trowbridge had any right to +give away the ground, because it had not been in his +possession or his family's for a great many years, or +something of that sort. We don't clearly understand all +about it, nor does he; but he is to find out something +which he says he can find out, and then let us know. But +in the middle of all this, Frank declares that he won't +stir in the matter, and that if he could put the +abominable thing down by holding up his finger, he would +not do it. And he has made me promise not to talk about +it, and, therefore, all I can do is to be in a twitter. If +that spiteful old man has really given away land that +doesn't belong to him, simply to annoy us,—and it +certainly has been done with no other object,—I think +that he ought to be told of it. Frank, however, has got to +be quite serious about it, and you know how very serious +he can be when he is serious.</p> + +<p>But I did not sit down to write specially about that +horrid chapel. I want to know what you mean to do in the +summer. It is always better to make these little +arrangements beforehand; and when I speak of the summer, I +mean the early summer. The long and the short of it is, +will you come to us about the end of May?</p> + +<p>Of course, I know which way your thoughts will go when you +get this, and, of course, you will know what I am thinking +of when I write it; but I will promise that not a word +shall be said to you to urge you in any way. I do not +suppose you will think it right that you should stay away +from friends whom you love, and who love you dearly, for +fear of a man who wants you to marry him. You are not +afraid of Mr. Gilmore, and I don't suppose that you are +going to shut yourself up all your life because Captain +Marrable has not a fortune of his own. Come at any rate. +If you find it unpleasant you shall go back just when you +please, and I will pledge myself that you shall not be +harassed by persuasions.</p> + +<p class="ind10">Yours most affectionately,</p> + +<p class="ind15"><span class="smallcaps">Janet Fenwick</span>.</p> + +<p class="noindent">Frank +has read this. He says that all I have said about +his being serious is a tarradiddle; but that nothing can +be more true than what I have said about your friends +loving you, and wishing to have you here again. If you +were here we might talk him over yet about the chapel.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p class="noindent">To which, +in the Vicar's handwriting, was added the word, "Never!"</p> + +<p>It was two days before she showed this letter to her aunt—two days +in which she had thought much upon the subject. She knew well that +her aunt would counsel her to go to Bullhampton, and, therefore, she +would not mention the letter till she had made up her own mind.</p> + +<p>"What will you do?" said her aunt.</p> + +<p>"I will go, if you do not object."</p> + +<p>"I certainly shall not object," said Miss Marrable.</p> + +<p>Then Mary wrote a very short letter to her friend, which may as well, +also, be communicated to the +<span class="nowrap">reader:—</span><br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="jright">Loring, Thursday.</p> + +<p class="noindent"><span class="smallcaps">Dear Janet</span>,</p> + +<p>I will go to you about the end of May; and yet, though I +have made up my mind to do so, I almost doubt that I am +not wise. If one could only ordain that things should be +as though they had never been! That, however, is +impossible, and one can only endeavour to live so as to +come as nearly as possible to such a state. I know that I +am confused; but I think you will understand what I mean.</p> + +<p>I intend to be very full of energy about the chapel, and I +do hope that your brother-in-law will be able to prove +that Lord Trowbridge has been misbehaving himself. I never +loved Mr. Puddleham, who always seemed to look upon me +with wrath because I belonged to the Vicarage; and I +certainly should take delight in seeing him banished from +the Vicarage gate.</p> + +<p class="ind10">Always affectionately yours,</p> + +<p class="ind15"><span class="smallcaps">Mary +Lowther.</span><br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p><a name="c46" id="c46"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XLVI.</h3> +<h4>MR. JAY OF WARMINSTER.<br /> </h4> + + +<p><img class="left" src="images/ch46a.jpg" width="310" alt="Illustration" /> +The Vicar had undertaken to maintain Carry Brattle at Mrs. Stiggs's +house, in Trotter's Buildings, for a fortnight, but he found at the +end of the fortnight that his responsibility on the poor girl's +behalf was by no means over. The reader knows with what success he +had made his visit to Startup, and how far he was from ridding +himself of his burden by the aid of the charity and affections of the +poor girl's relatives there. He had shaken the Startup dust, as it +were, from his gig-wheels as he drove out of George Brattle's +farmyard, and had declined even the offer of money which had been +made. Ten or fifteen pounds! He would make up the amount of that +offer out of his own pocket rather than let the brother think that he +had bought off his duty to a sister at so cheap a rate. Then he +convinced himself that in this way he owed Carry Brattle fifteen +pounds, and comforted himself by reflecting that these fifteen pounds +would carry the girl on a good deal beyond the fortnight; if only she +would submit herself to the tedium of such a life as would be hers if +she remained at Mrs. Stiggs's house. He named a fortnight both to +Carry and to Mrs. Stiggs, saying that he himself would either come or +send before the end of that time. Then he returned home, and told the +whole story to his wife. All this took place before Mr. Quickenham's +arrival at the vicarage.</p> + +<p>"My dear Frank," said his wife to him, "you will get into trouble."</p> + +<p>"What sort of trouble?"</p> + +<p>"In the first place, the expense of maintaining this poor girl,—for +life, as far as we can see,—will fall upon you."</p> + +<p>"What if it does? But, as a matter of course, she will earn her bread +sooner or later. How am I to throw her over? And what am I to do with +her?"</p> + +<p>"But that is not the worst of it, Frank."</p> + +<p>"Then what is the worst of it? Let us have it at once."</p> + +<p>"People will say that you, a clergyman and a married man, go to see a +pretty young woman at Salisbury."</p> + +<p>"You believe that people will say that?"</p> + +<p>"I think you should guard against it, for the sake of the parish."</p> + +<p>"What sort of people will say it?"</p> + +<p>"Lord Trowbridge, and his set."</p> + +<p>"On my honour, Janet, I think that you wrong Lord Trowbridge. He is a +fool, and to a certain extent a vindictive fool; and I grant you that +he has taken it into his silly old head to hate me unmercifully; but +I believe him to be a gentleman, and I do not think that he would +condescend to spread a damnably malicious report of which he did not +believe a word himself."</p> + +<p>"But, my dear, he will believe it."</p> + +<p>"Why? How? On what evidence? He couldn't believe it. Let a man be +ever such a fool, he can't believe a thing without some reason. I +dislike Lord Trowbridge very much; and you might just as well say +that because I dislike him I shall believe that he is a hard +landlord. He is not a hard landlord; and were he to stick dissenting +chapels all about the county, I should be a liar and a slanderer were +I to say that he was."</p> + +<p>"But then, you see, you are not a fool, Frank."</p> + +<p>This brought the conversation to an end. The Vicar was willing enough +to turn upon his heel and say nothing more on a matter as to which he +was by no means sure that he was in the right; and his wife felt a +certain amount of reluctance in urging any arguments upon such a +subject. Whatever Lord Trowbridge might say or think, her Frank must +not be led to suppose that any unworthy suspicion troubled her own +mind. Nevertheless, she was sure that he was imprudent.</p> + +<p>When the fortnight was near at an end, and nothing had been done, he +went again over to Salisbury. It was quite true that he had business +there, as a gentleman almost always does have business in the county +town where his banker lives, whence tradesmen supply him, and in +which he belongs to some club. And our Vicar, too, was a man fond of +seeing his bishop, and one who loved to move about in the precincts +of the cathedral, to shake hands with the dean, and to have a little +subrisive fling at Mr. Chamberlaine, or such another as Mr. +Chamberlaine, if the opportunity came in his way. He was by no means +indisposed to go into Salisbury in the ordinary course of things; and +on this occasion absolutely did see Mr. Chamberlaine, the dean, his +saddler, and the clerk at the Fire Insurance Office,—as well as Mrs. +Stiggs and Carry Brattle. If, therefore, anyone had said that on this +day he had gone into Salisbury simply to see Carry Brattle, such +person would have maligned him. He reduced the premium on his Fire +Insurance by 5<i>s.</i> 6<i>d.</i> a year, and he engaged Mr. Chamberlaine +to meet Mr. Quickenham, and he borrowed from the dean an old book about +falconry; so that in fact the few minutes which he spent at Mrs. +Stiggs's house were barely squeezed in among the various affairs of +business which he had to transact at Salisbury.</p> + +<p>All that he could say to Carry Brattle was this,—that hitherto he +had settled nothing. She must stay in Trotter's Buildings for another +week or so. He had been so busy, in consequence of the time of the +year, preparing for Easter and the like, that he had not been able to +look about him. He had a plan; but would say nothing about it till he +had seen whether it could be carried out. When Carry murmured +something about the cost of her living the Vicar boldly declared that +she need not fret herself about that, as he had money of hers in +hand. He would some day explain all about that, but not now. Then he +interrogated Mrs. Stiggs as to Carry's life. Mrs. Stiggs expressed +her belief that Carry wouldn't stand it much longer. The hours had +been inexpressibly long, and she had declared more than once that the +best thing she could do was to go out and kill herself. Nevertheless, +Mrs. Stiggs's report as to her conduct was favourable. Of Sam +Brattle, the Vicar, though he inquired, could learn nothing. Carry +declared that she had not heard from him since he left her all +bruised and bleeding after his fight at the Three Honest Men.</p> + +<p>The Vicar had told Carry Brattle that he had a plan,—but, in truth, +he had no plan. He had an idea that he might overcome the miller by +taking his daughter straight into his house, and placing the two face +to face together; but it was one in which he himself put so little +trust, that he could form no plan out of it. In the first place, +would he be justified in taking such a step? Mrs. George Brattle had +told him that people knew what was good for them without being +dictated to by clergymen; and the rebuke had come home to him. He was +the last man in the world to adopt a system of sacerdotal +interference. "I could do it so much better if I was not a +clergyman," he would say to himself. And then, if old Brattle chose +to turn his daughter out of the house, on such provocation as the +daughter had given him, what was that to him, Fenwick, whether priest +or layman? The old man knew what he was about, and had shown his +determination very vigorously.</p> + +<p>"I'll try the ironmonger at Warminster," he said, to his wife.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid it will be of no use."</p> + +<p>"I don't think it will. Ironmongers are probably harder than millers +or farmers,—and farmers are very hard. That fellow, Jay, would not +even consent to be bail for Sam Brattle. But something must be done."</p> + +<p>"She should be put into a reformatory."</p> + +<p>"It would be too late now. That should have been done at once. At any +rate, I'll go to Warminster. I want to call on old Dr. Dickleburg, +and I can do that at the same time."</p> + +<p>He did go to Warminster. He did call on the Doctor, who was not at +home;—and he did call also upon Mr. Jay, who was at home.</p> + +<p>With Mr. Jay himself his chance was naturally much less than it would +be with George Brattle. The ironmonger was connected with the +unfortunate young woman only by marriage; and what brother-in-law +would take such a sister-in-law to his bosom? And of Mrs. Jay he +thought that he knew that she was puritanical, stiff, and severe. Mr. +Jay he found in his shop along with an apprentice, but he had no +difficulty in leading the master ironmonger along with him through a +vista of pots, grates and frying pans, into a small recess at the +back of the establishment, in which requests for prolonged credit +were usually made, and urgent appeals for speedy payment as often put +forth.</p> + +<p>"Know the story of Caroline Brattle? Oh yes! I know it, sir," said +Mr. Jay. "We had to know it." And as he spoke he shook his head, and +rubbed his hands together, and looked down upon the ground. There +was, however, a humility about the man, a confession on his part, +that in talking to an undoubted gentleman he was talking to a +superior being, which gave to Fenwick an authority which he had felt +himself to want in his intercourse with the farmer.</p> + +<p>"I am sure, Mr. Jay, you will agree with me in that she should be +saved if possible."</p> + +<p>"As to her soul, sir?" asked the ironmonger.</p> + +<p>"Of course, as to her soul. But we must get at that by saving her in +this world first."</p> + +<p>Mr. Jay was a slight man, of middle height, with very respectable +iron-grey hair that stood almost upright upon his head, but with a +poor, inexpressive, thin face below it. He was given to bowing a good +deal, rubbing his hands together, smiling courteously, and to the +making of many civil little speeches; but his strength as a leading +man in Warminster lay in his hair, and in the suit of orderly +well-brushed black clothes which he wore on all occasions. He was, +too, a man fairly prosperous, who went always to church, paid his +way, attended sedulously to his business, and hung his bells, and +sold his pots in such a manner as not actually to drive his old +customers away by default of work. "Jay is respectable, and I don't +like to leave him," men would say, when their wives declared that the +backs of his grates fell out, and that his nails never would stand +hammering. So he prospered; but, perhaps, he owed his prosperity +mainly to his hair. He rubbed his hands, and smiled, and bowed his +head about, as he thought what answer he might best make. He was +quite willing that poor Carry's soul should be saved. That would +naturally be Mr. Fenwick's affair. But as to saving her body, with +any co-operation from himself or Mrs. Jay,—he did not see his way at +all through such a job as that.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid she is a bad 'un, Mr. Fenwick; I'm afraid she is," said +Mr. Jay.</p> + +<p>"The thing is, whether we can't put our heads together and make her +less bad," said the Vicar. "She must live somewhere, Mr. Jay."</p> + +<p>"I don't know whether almost the best thing for 'em isn't to die,—of +course after they have repented, Mr. Fenwick. You see, sir, it is so +very low, and so shameful, and they do bring such disgrace on their +poor families. There isn't anything a young man can do that is nearly +so bad,—is there, Mr. Fenwick?"</p> + +<p>"I'm not at all sure of that, Mr. Jay."</p> + +<p>"Ain't you now?"</p> + +<p>"I'm not going to defend Carry Brattle;—but if you will think how +very small an amount of sin may bring a woman to this wretched +condition, your heart will be softened. Poor Carry;—she was so +bright, and so good and so clever!"</p> + +<p>"Clever she was, Mr. Fenwick;—and bright, too, as you call it. +<span class="nowrap">But—"</span></p> + +<p>"Of course we know all that. The question now is, what can we do to +help her? She is living now at this present moment, an orderly, sober +life; but without occupation, or means, or friends. Will your wife +let her come to her,—for a month or so, just to try her?"</p> + +<p>"Come and live here!" exclaimed the ironmonger.</p> + +<p>"That is what I would suggest. Who is to give her the shelter of a +roof, if a sister will not?"</p> + +<p>"I don't think that Mrs. Jay would undertake that," said the +ironmonger, who had ceased to rub his hands and to bow, and whose +face had now become singularly long and lugubrious.</p> + +<p>"May I ask her?"</p> + +<p>"It wouldn't do any good, Mr. Fenwick;—it wouldn't indeed."</p> + +<p>"It ought to do good. May I try?"</p> + +<p>"If you ask me, Mr. Fenwick, I should say no; indeed I should. Mrs. +Jay isn't any way strong, and the bare mention of that disreputable +connexion produces a sickness internally;—it does, indeed, Mr. +Fenwick."</p> + +<p>"You will do nothing, then, to save from perdition the sister of your +own wife;—and will let your wife do nothing?"</p> + +<p>"Now, Mr. Fenwick, don't be hard on me;—pray don't be hard on me. I +have been respectable, and have always had respectable people about +me. If my wife's family are turning wrong, isn't that bad enough on +me without your coming to say such things as this to me? Really, Mr. +Fenwick, if you'd think of it, you wouldn't be so hard."</p> + +<p>"She may die in a ditch, then, for you?" said the Vicar, whose +feeling against the ironmonger was much stronger than it had been +against the farmer. He could say nothing further, so he turned upon +his heel and marched down the length of the shop, while the +obsequious tradesman followed him,—again bowing and rubbing his +hands, and attending him to his carriage. The Vicar didn't speak +another word, or make any parting salutation to Mr. Jay. "Their +hearts are like the nether millstone," he said to himself, as he +drove away, flogging his horse. "Of what use are all the sermons? +Nothing touches them. Do unto others as you think they would do unto +you. That's their doctrine." As he went home he made up his mind that +he would, as a last effort, carry out that scheme of taking Carry +with him to the mill;—he would do so, that is, if he could induce +Carry to accompany him. In the meantime, there was nothing left to +him but to leave her with Mrs. Stiggs, and to pay ten shillings a +week for her board and lodging. There was one point on which he could +not quite make up his mind;—whether he would or would not first +acquaint old Mrs. Brattle with his intention.</p> + +<p>He had left home early, and when he returned his wife had received +Mary Lowther's reply to her letter.</p> + +<p>"She will come?" asked Frank.</p> + +<p>"She just says that and nothing more."</p> + +<p>"Then she'll be Mrs. Gilmore."</p> + +<p>"I hope so, with all my heart," said Mrs. Fenwick.</p> + +<p>"I look upon it as tantamount to accepting him. She wouldn't come +unless she had made up her mind to take him. You mark my words. +They'll be married before the chapel is finished."</p> + +<p>"You say it as if you thought she oughtn't to come."</p> + +<p>"No;—I don't mean that. I was only thinking how quickly a woman may +recover from such a hurt."</p> + +<p>"Frank, don't be ill-natured. She will be doing what all her friends +advise."</p> + +<p>"If I were to die, your friends would advise you not to grieve; but +they would think you very unfeeling if you did not."</p> + +<p>"Are you going to turn against her?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Then why do you say such things? Is it not better that she should +make the effort than lie there helpless and motionless, throwing her +whole life away? Will it not be much better for Harry Gilmore?"</p> + +<p>"Very much better for him, because he'll go crazy if she don't."</p> + +<p>"And for her too. We can't tell what is going on inside her breast. I +believe that she is making a great effort because she thinks it is +right. You will be kind to her when she comes?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly I will,—for Harry's sake—and her own."</p> + +<p>But in truth the Vicar at this moment was not in a good humour. He +was becoming almost tired of his efforts to set other people +straight, so great were the difficulties that came in his way. As he +had driven into his own gate he had met Mr. Puddleham, standing in +the road just in front of the new chapel. He had made up his mind to +accept the chapel, and now he said a pleasant word to the minister. +Mr. Puddleham turned up his eyes and his nose, bowed very stiffly, +and then twisted himself round, without answering a word. How was it +possible for a man to live among such people in good humour and +Christian charity?</p> + +<p>In the evening he was sitting with his wife in the drawing-room +discussing all these troubles, when the maid came in to say that +Constable Toffy was at the door.</p> + +<p>Constable Toffy was shown into his study, and then the Vicar followed +him. He had not spoken to the constable now for some months,—not +since the time at which Sam had been liberated; but he had not a +moment's doubt when he was thus summoned, that something was to be +said as to the murder of Mr. Trumbull. The constable put his hand up +to his head, and sat down at the Vicar's invitation, before he began +to speak.</p> + +<p>"What is it, Toffy?" said the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"We've got 'em at last, I think," said Mr. Toffy, in a very low, soft +voice.</p> + +<p>"Got whom;—the murderers?"</p> + +<p>"Just so, Mr. Fenwick; all except Sam Brattle,—whom we want."</p> + +<p>"And who are the men?"</p> + +<p>"Them as we supposed all along,—Jack Burrows, as they call the +Grinder, and Lawrence Acorn as was along with him. He's a Birmingham +chap, is Acorn. He's know'd very well at Birmingham. And then, Mr. +Fenwick, there's Sam. That's all as seems to have been in it. We +shall want Sam, Mr. Fenwick."</p> + +<p>"You don't mean to tell me that he was one of the murderers?"</p> + +<p>"We shall want him, Mr. Fenwick."</p> + +<p>"Where did you find the other men?"</p> + +<p>"They did get as far as San Francisco,—did the others. They haven't +had a bad game of it,—have they, Mr. Fenwick? They've had more than +seven months of a run. It was the 31st of August as Mr. Trumbull was +murdered, and here's the 15th of April, Mr. Fenwick. There ain't a +many runs as long as that. You'll have Sam Brattle for us all right, +no doubt, Mr. Fenwick?" The Vicar told the constable that he would +see to it, and get Sam Brattle to come forward as soon as he could. +"I told you all through, Mr. Fenwick, as Sam was one of them as was +in it, but you wouldn't believe me."</p> + +<p>"I don't believe it now," said the Vicar.</p> + + +<p><a name="c47" id="c47"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XLVII.</h3> +<h4>SAM BRATTLE IS WANTED.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>The next week was one of considerable perturbation, trouble, and +excitement at Bullhampton, and in the neighbourhood of Warminster and +Heytesbury. It soon became known generally that Jack the Grinder and +Lawrence Acorn were in Salisbury gaol, and that Sam Brattle—was +wanted. The perturbation and excitement at Bullhampton were, of +course, greater than elsewhere. It was necessary that the old miller +should be told,—necessary also that the people at the mill should be +asked as to Sam's present whereabouts. If they did not know it, they +might assist the Vicar in discovering it. Fenwick went to the mill, +taking the Squire with him; but they could obtain no information. The +miller was very silent, and betrayed hardly any emotion when he was +told that the police again wanted his son.</p> + +<p>"They can come and search," he said. "They can come and search." And +then he walked slowly away into the mill. There was a scene, of +course, with Mrs. Brattle and Fanny, and the two women were in a sad +way.</p> + +<p>"Poor boy,—wretched boy!" said the unfortunate mother, who sat +sobbing with her apron over her face.</p> + +<p>"We know nothing of him, Mr. Gilmore, or we would tell at once," said +Fanny.</p> + +<p>"I'm sure you would," said the Vicar. "And you may remember this, +Mrs. Brattle; I do not for one moment believe that Sam had any more +to do with the murder than you or I. You may tell his father that I +say so, if you please."</p> + +<p>For saying this the Squire rebuked him as soon as they had left the +mill. "I think you go too far in giving such assurance as that," he +said.</p> + +<p>"Surely you would have me say what I think?"</p> + +<p>"Not on such a matter as this, in which any false encouragement may +produce so much increased suffering. You, yourself, are so prone to +take your own views in opposition to those of others that you should +be specially on your guard when you may do so much harm."</p> + +<p>"I feel quite sure that he had nothing to do with it."</p> + +<p>"You see that you have the police against you after a most minute and +prolonged investigation."</p> + +<p>"The police are asses," insisted the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"Just so. That is, you prefer your own opinion to theirs in regard to +a murder. I should prefer yours to theirs on a question of scriptural +evidence, but not in such an affair as this. I don't want to talk you +over, but I wish to make you careful with other people who are so +closely concerned. In dealing with others you have no right to throw +over the ordinary rules of evidence."</p> + +<p>The Vicar accepted the rebuke and promised to be more +careful,—repeating, however, his own opinion about Sam, to which he +declared his intention of adhering in regard to his own conduct, let +the police and magistrates say what they might. He almost went so far +as to declare that he should do so even in opposition to the verdict +of a jury; but Gilmore understood that this was simply the natural +obstinacy of the man, showing itself in its natural form.</p> + +<p>At this moment, which was certainly one of gloom to the parish at +large, and of great sorrow at the Vicarage, the Squire moved about +with a new life which was evident to all who saw him. He went about +his farm, and talked about his trees, and looked at his horses and +had come to life again. No doubt many guesses as to the cause of this +were made throughout his establishment, and some of them, probably, +very near the truth. But, for the Fenwicks there was no need of +guessing. Gilmore had been told that Mary Lowther was coming to +Bullhampton in the early summer, and had at once thrown off the cloak +of his sadness. He had asked no further questions; Mrs. Fenwick had +found herself unable to express a caution; but the extent of her +friend's elation almost frightened her.</p> + +<p>"I don't look at it," she said to her husband, "quite as he does."</p> + +<p>"She'll have him now," he answered, and then Mrs. Fenwick said +nothing further.</p> + +<p>To Fenwick himself, this change was one of infinite comfort. The +Squire was his old friend and almost his only near neighbour. In all +his troubles, whether inside or outside of the parish, he naturally +went to Gilmore; and, although he was a man not very prone to walk by +the advice of friends, still it had been a great thing to him to have +a friend who would give an opinion, and perhaps the more so, as the +friend was one who did not insist on having his opinion taken. During +the past winter Gilmore had been of no use whatever to his friend. +His opinions on all matters had gone so vitally astray, that they had +not been worth having. And he had become so morose, that the Vicar +had found it to be almost absolutely necessary to leave him alone as +far as ordinary life was concerned. But now the Squire was himself +again, and on this exciting topic of Trumbull's murder, the prisoners +in Salisbury gaol, and the necessity for Sam's reappearance, could +talk sensibly and usefully.</p> + +<p>It was certainly very expedient that Sam should be made to reappear +as soon as possible. The idea was general in the parish that the +Vicar knew all about him. George Brattle, who had become bail for his +brother's reappearance, had given his name on the clear understanding +that the Vicar would be responsible. Some half-sustained tidings of +Carry's presence in Salisbury and of the Vicar's various visits to +the city were current in Bullhampton, and with these were mingled an +idea that Carry and Sam were in league together. That Fenwick was +chivalrous, perhaps Quixotic, in his friendships for those whom he +regarded, had long been felt, and this feeling was now stronger than +ever. He certainly could bring up Sam Brattle if he pleased;—or, if +he pleased, as might, some said, not improbably be the case, he could +keep him away. There would be £400 to pay for the bail-bond, but the +Vicar was known to be rich as well as Quixotic, and,—so said the +Puddlehamites,—would care very little about that, if he might thus +secure for himself his own way.</p> + +<p>He was constrained to go over again to Salisbury in order that he +might, if possible, learn from Carry how to find some trace to her +brother, and of this visit the Puddlehamites also informed +themselves. There were men and women in Bullhampton who knew exactly +how often the Vicar had visited the young woman at Salisbury, how +long he had been with her on each occasion, and how much he paid Mrs. +Stiggs for the accommodation. Gentlemen who are Quixotic in their +kindness to young women are liable to have their goings and comings +chronicled with much exactitude, if not always with accuracy.</p> + +<p>His interview with Carry on this occasion was very sad. He could not +save himself from telling her in part the cause of his inquiries. +"They haven't taken the two men, have they?" she asked, with an +eagerness that seemed to imply that she possessed knowledge on the +matter which could hardly not be guilty.</p> + +<p>"What two men?" he asked, looking full into her face. Then she was +silent and he was unwilling to catch her in a trap, to cross-examine +her as a lawyer would do, or to press out of her any communication +which she would not make willingly and of her own free action. "I am +told," he said, "that two men have been taken for the murder."</p> + +<p>"Where did they find 'em, sir?"</p> + +<p>"They had escaped to America, and the police have brought them back. +Did you know them, Carry?" She was again silent. The men had not been +named, and it was not for her to betray them. Hitherto, in their +interviews, she had hardly ever looked him in the face, but now she +turned her blue eyes full upon him. "You told me before at the old +woman's cottage," he said, "that you knew them both,—had known one +too well."</p> + +<p>"If you please, sir, I won't say nothing about 'em."</p> + +<p>"I will not ask you, Carry. But you would tell me about your brother, +if you knew?"</p> + +<p>"Indeed I would, sir;—anything. He hadn't no more to do with Farmer +Trumbull's murder nor you had. They can't touch a hair of his head +along of that."</p> + +<p>"Such is my belief;—but who can prove it?" Again she was silent. +"Can you prove it? If speaking could save your brother, surely you +would speak out. Would you hesitate, Carry, in doing anything for +your brother's sake? Whatever may be his faults, he has not been hard +to you like the others."</p> + +<p>"Oh, sir, I wish I was dead."</p> + +<p>"You must not wish that, Carry. And if you know ought of this you +will be bound to speak. If you could bring yourself to tell me what +you know, I think it might be good for both of you."</p> + +<p>"It was they who had the money. Sam never seed a shilling of it."</p> + +<p>"Who is 'they'?"</p> + +<p>"Jack Burrows and Larry Acorn. And it wasn't Larry Acorn neither, +sir. I know very well who did it. It was Jack Burrows who did it."</p> + +<p>"That is he they call the Grinder?"</p> + +<p>"But Larry was with him then," said the girl, sobbing.</p> + +<p>"You are sure of that?"</p> + +<p>"I ain't sure of nothing, Mr. Fenwick, only that Sam wasn't there at +all. Of that I am quite, quite, quite sure. But when you asks me, +what am I to say?"</p> + +<p>Then he left her without speaking to her on this occasion a word +about herself. He had nothing to say that would give her any comfort. +He had almost made up his mind that he would take her over with him +to the mill, and try what might be done by the meeting between the +father, mother, and daughter, but all this new matter about the +police and the arrest, and Sam's absence, made it almost impossible +for him to take such a step at present. As he went, he again +interrogated Mrs. Stiggs, and was warned by her that words fell daily +from her lodger which made her think that the young woman would not +remain much longer with her. In the meantime there was nothing of +which she could complain. Carry insisted on her liberty to go out and +about the city alone; but the woman was of opinion that she did this +simply with the object of asserting her independence. After that the +necessary payment was made, and the Vicar returned to the Railway +Station. Of Sam he had learned nothing, and now he did not know where +to go for tidings. He still believed that the young man would come of +his own accord, if the demand for his appearance were made so public +as to reach his ear.</p> + +<p>On that same day there was a meeting of the magistrates at +Heytesbury, and the two men who had been so cruelly fetched back from +San Francisco were brought before it. Mr. Gilmore was on the bench, +along with Sir Thomas Charleys, who was the chairman, and three other +gentlemen. Lord Trowbridge was in the court house, and sat upon the +bench, but gave it out that he was not sitting there as a magistrate. +Samuel Brattle was called upon to answer to his bail, and Jones, the +attorney appearing for him, explained that he had gone from home to +seek work elsewhere, alluded to the length of time that had elapsed, +and to the injustice of presuming that a man against whom no evidence +had been adduced, should be bound to remain always in one +parish,—and expressed himself without any doubt that Mr. Fenwick and +Mr. George Brattle, who were his bailsmen, would cause him to be +found and brought forward. As neither the clergyman nor the farmer +were in court, nothing further could be done at once; and the +magistrates were quite ready to admit that time must be allowed. Nor +was the case at all ready against the two men who were in custody. +Indeed, against them the evidence was so little substantial that a +lawyer from Devizes, who attended on their behalf, expressed his +amazement that the American authorities should have given them up, +and suggested that it must have been done with some view to a +settlement of the Alabama claims. Evidence, however, was brought up +to show that the two men had been convicted before, the one for +burglary, and the other for horse-stealing; that the former, John +Burrows, known as the Grinder, was a man from Devizes with whom the +police about that town, and at Chippenham, Bath, and Wells, were well +acquainted; that the other, Acorn, was a young man who had been +respectable, as a partner in a livery stable at Birmingham, but who +had taken to betting, and had for a year past been living by evil +courses, having previously undergone two years of imprisonment with +hard labour. It was proved that they had been seen in the +neighbourhood both before and after the murder; that boots found in +the cottage at Pycroft Common fitted certain footmarks in the mud of +the farmer's yard; that Burrows had been supplied with a certain +poison at a county chemist's at Lavington, and that the dog Bone'm +had been poisoned with the like. Many other matters were proved, all +of which were declared by the lawyer from Devizes to amount to +nothing, and by the police authorities, who were prosecutors, to be +very much. The magistrates of course ordered a remand, and ordered +also that on the day named Sam Brattle should appear. It was +understood that that day week was only named pro formâ, the +constables having explained that at least a fortnight would be +required for the collection of further evidence. This took place on +Tuesday, the 25th of April, and it was understood that time up to the +8th of May would be given to the police to complete their case.</p> + +<p>So far all went on quietly at Heytesbury; but before the magistrates +left the little town there was a row. Sir Thomas Charleys, in +speaking to his brother magistrate, Mr. Gilmore, about the whole +affair and about the Brattles in particular, had alluded to "Mr. +Fenwick's unfortunate connexion with Carry Brattle" at Salisbury. +Gilmore fired up at once, and demanded to know the meaning of this. +Sir Thomas, who was not the wisest man in the world, but who had +ideas of justice, and as to whom, in giving him his due, it must be +owned that he was afraid of no one, after some hesitation, +acknowledged that what he had heard respecting Mr. Fenwick had fallen +from Lord Trowbridge. He had heard from Lord Trowbridge that the +Vicar of Bullhampton was +<span class="nowrap"> * * *.</span> +Gilmore on the occasion became full +of energy, and pressed the baronet very hard. Sir Thomas hoped that +Mr. Gilmore was not going to make mischief. Mr. Gilmore declared that +he would not submit to the injury done to his friend, and that he +would question Lord Trowbridge on the subject. He did question Lord +Trowbridge, whom he found waiting for his carriage, in the parlour of +the Bull Inn, Sir Thomas having accompanied him in the search. The +Marquis was quite outspoken. He had heard, he said, from what he did +not doubt to be good authority, that Mr. Fenwick was in the habit of +visiting alone a young woman who had lived in his parish, but whom he +now maintained in lodgings in a low alley in the suburbs of +Salisbury. He had said so much as that. In so saying, had he spoken +truth or falsehood? If he had said anything untrue, he would be the +first to acknowledge his own error.</p> + +<p>Then there had come to be very hot words. "My lord," said Mr. +Gilmore, "your insinuation is untrue. Whatever your words may have +been, in the impression which they have made, they are slanderous."</p> + +<p>"Who are you, sir," said the Marquis, looking at him from head to +foot, "to talk to me of the impression of my words?"</p> + +<p>But Mr. Gilmore's blood was up. "You intended to convey to Sir Thomas +Charleys, my lord, that Mr. Fenwick's visits were of a disgraceful +nature. If your words did not convey that, they conveyed nothing."</p> + +<p>"Who are you, sir, that you should interpret my words? I did no more +than my duty in conveying to Sir Thomas Charleys my conviction,—my +well-grounded conviction,—as to the gentleman's conduct. What I said +to him I will say aloud to the whole county. It is notorious that the +Vicar of Bullhampton is in the habit of visiting a profligate young +woman in a low part of the city. That I say is disgraceful to him, to +his cloth, and to the parish, and I shall give my opinion to the +bishop to that effect. Who are you, sir, that you should question my +words?" And again the Marquis eyed the Squire from head to foot, +leaving the room with a majestic strut as Gilmore went on to assert +that the allegation made, with the sense implied by it, contained a +wicked and a malicious slander. Then there were some words, much +quieter than those preceding them, between Mr. Gilmore and Sir +Thomas, in which the Squire pledged himself to,—he hardly knew what, +and Sir Thomas promised to hold his tongue,—for the present. But, as +a matter of course, the quarrel flew all over the little town. It was +out of the question that such a man as the Marquis of Trowbridge +should keep his wrath confined. Before he had left the inn-yard he +had expressed his opinion very plainly to half-a-dozen persons, both +as to the immorality of the Vicar and the impudence of the Squire; +and as he was taken home his hand was itching for pen and paper in +order that he might write to the bishop. Sir Thomas shrugged his +shoulders, and did not tell the story to more than three or four +confidential friends, to all of whom he remarked that on the matter +of the visits made to the girl, there never was smoke without fire. +Gilmore's voice, too, had been loud, and all the servants about the +inn had heard him. He knew that the quarrel was already public, and +felt that he had no alternative but to tell his friend what had +passed.</p> + + +<div class="center"><a name="il16" id="il16"></a> +<table style="margin: 0 auto" cellpadding="4px"> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <a href="images/il16.jpg"> + <img src="images/il16-t.jpg" height="500" + alt='"Who are you, sir, that + you should interpret my words?"' /></a> + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <span class="caption">"Who are you, sir, that you should + interpret my words?"<br /> + Click to <a href="images/il16.jpg">ENLARGE</a></span> + </td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + + +<p>On that same evening he saw the Vicar. Fenwick had returned from +Salisbury, tired, dispirited, and ill at ease, and was just going in +to dress for dinner, when Gilmore met him at his own stable-door, and +told him what had occurred.</p> + +<p>"Then, after all, my wife was right and I was wrong," said Fenwick.</p> + +<p>"Right about what?" Gilmore asked.</p> + +<p>"She said that Lord Trowbridge would spread these very lies. I +confess that I made the mistake of believing him to be a gentleman. +Of course I may use your information?"</p> + +<p>"Use it just as you please," said Gilmore. Then they parted, and +Gilmore, who was on horseback, rode home.</p> + + +<p><a name="c48" id="c48"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XLVIII.</h3> +<h4>MARY LOWTHER RETURNS TO BULLHAMPTON.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>A month went by after the scenes described in the last chapter, and +summer had come at Bullhampton. It was now the end of May, and, with +the summer, Mary Lowther had arrived. During the month very little +progress had been made with the case at Heytesbury. There had been +two or three remands, and now there was yet another. The police +declared that this was rendered necessary by the absence of Sam +Brattle,—that the magistrates were anxious to give all reasonable +time for the production of the man who was out upon bail,—and that, +as he was undoubtedly concerned in the murder, they were determined +to have him. But they who professed to understand the case, among +whom were the lawyer from Devizes and Mr. Jones of Heytesbury, +declared that no real search had been made for Brattle because the +evidence in regard to the other men was hitherto inefficient. The +remand now stood again till Tuesday, June the 5th, and it was +understood that if Brattle did not then appear the bail would be +declared to have been forfeited.</p> + +<p>Fenwick had written a very angry letter to Lord Trowbridge, to which +he had got no answer, and Lord Trowbridge had written a very silly +letter to the bishop, in replying to which the bishop had snubbed +him. "I am informed by my friend, Mr. Gilmore," said the Vicar to the +Marquis, "that your lordship has stated openly that I have made +visits to a young woman in Salisbury which are disgraceful to me, to +my cloth, and to the parish of which I am the incumbent. I do not +believe that your lordship will deny that you have done so, and I, +therefore, call upon you at once to apologise to me for the calumny, +which, in its nature, is as injurious and wicked as calumny can be, +and to promise that you will not repeat the offence." The Marquis, +when he received this, had not as yet written that letter to the +bishop on which he had resolved after his interview with +Gilmore,—feeling, perhaps, some qualms of conscience, thinking that +it might be well that he should consult his son,—though with a full +conviction that, if he did so, his son would not allow him to write +to the bishop at all,—possibly with some feeling that he had been +too hard upon his enemy, the Vicar. But, when the letter from +Bullhampton reached him, all feelings of doubt, caution, and mercy, +were thrown to the winds. The tone of the letter was essentially +aggressive and impudent. It was the word calumny that offended him +most, that, and the idea that he, the Marquis of Trowbridge, should +be called upon to promise not to commit an offence! The pestilent +infidel at Bullhampton, as he called our friend, had not attempted to +deny the visits to the young woman at Salisbury. And the Marquis had +made fresh inquiry which had completely corroborated his previous +information. He had learned Mrs. Stiggs's address, and the name of +Trotter's Buildings, which details were to his mind circumstantial, +corroborative, and damnatory. Some dim account of the battle at the +Three Honest Men had reached him, and the undoubted fact that Carry +Brattle was maintained by the Vicar. Then he remembered all Fenwick's +old anxiety on behalf of the brother, whom the Marquis had taught +himself to regard as the very man who had murdered his tenant. He +reminded himself, too, of the murderer's present escape from +justice by aid of this pestilent clergyman; and thus became +convinced that in dealing with Mr. Fenwick, as it was his undoubted +duty to do, he had to deal with one of the very worst of the human +race. His lordship's mind was one utterly incapable of sifting +evidence,—unable even to understand evidence when it came to him. He +was not a bad man. He desired nothing that was not his own, and +remitted much that was. He feared God, honoured the Queen, and loved +his country. He was not self-indulgent. He did his duties as he knew +them. But he was an arrogant old fool, who could not keep himself +from mischief,—who could only be kept from mischief by the aid of +some such master as his son. As soon as he received the Vicar's +letter he at once sat down and wrote to the bishop. He was so sure +that he was right, that he sent Fenwick's letter to the bishop, +acknowledging what he himself had said at Heytesbury, and justifying +it altogether by an elaborate account of the Vicar's wickedness. "And +now, my lord, let me ask you," said he, in conclusion, "whether you +deem this a proper man to have the care of souls in the large and +important parish of Bullhampton."</p> + +<p>The bishop felt himself to be very much bullied. He had no doubt +whatsoever about his parson. He knew that Fenwick was too strong a +man to be acted upon beneficially by such advice as to his private +conduct as a bishop might give, and too good a man to need any +caution as to his conduct. "My Lord Marquis," he said, in reply, "in +returning the endorsed letter from Mr. Fenwick to your lordship, I +can only say that nothing has been brought before me by your lordship +which seems to me to require my interference. I should be wrong if I +did not add to this the expression of my opinion that Mr. Fenwick is +a moral man, doing his duty in his parish well, and an example in my +diocese to be followed, rather than a stumbling block."</p> + +<p>When this letter reached the Castle Lord St. George was there. The +poor old Marquis was cut to the quick. He immediately perceived,—so +he told himself,—that the bishop was an old woman, who understood +nothing; but he was sure that St. George would not look at the matter +in the same light. And yet it was impossible not to tell St. George. +Much as he dreaded his son, he did honestly tell everything to his +Mentor. He had already told St. George of Fenwick's letter to him and +of his letter to the bishop, and St. George had whistled. Now he showed +the bishop's letter to his son. St. George read the letter, refolded +it slowly, shrugged his shoulders, and said, as he returned it to his +<span class="nowrap">father,—</span></p> + +<p>"Well, my lord, I suppose you like a hornet's nest."</p> + +<p>This was the uncomfortable position of things at Bullhampton about +the beginning of June, at which time Mary Lowther was again staying +with her friend Mrs. Fenwick. Carry Brattle was still at Salisbury, +but had not been seen by the Vicar for more than a fortnight. The +Marquis's letter, backed as it was in part by his wife's counsel, +had, much to his own disgust, deterred him from seeing the girl. His +wife, however, had herself visited Trotter's Buildings, and had seen +Carry, taking to her a little present from her mother, who did not +dare to go over to Salisbury to see her child, because of words that +had passed between her and her husband.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fenwick, on her return home, had reported that Carry was silent, +sullen, and idle; that her only speech was an expression of a wish +that she was dead, and that Mrs. Stiggs had said that she could get +no good of her. In the meantime Sam Brattle had not yet turned up, +and the 5th of June was at hand.</p> + +<p>Mary Lowther was again at the vicarage, and of course it was +necessary that she and Mr. Gilmore should meet each other. A promise +had been made to her that no advice should be pressed upon her,—the +meaning of which, of course, was that nothing should be said to her +urging her to marry Mr. Gilmore. But it was of course understood by +all the parties concerned that Mr. Gilmore was to be allowed to come +to the house; and, indeed, this was understood by the Fenwicks to +mean almost as plainly that she would at least endeavour to bring +herself to accept him when he did come. To Mary herself, as she made +the journey, the same meaning seemed to be almost inevitable; and as +she perceived this, she told herself that she had been wrong to leave +home. She knew,—she thought she knew,—that she must refuse him, and +in doing so would simply be making fresh trouble. Would it not have +been better for her to have remained at Loring,—to have put herself +at once on a par with her aunt, and have commenced her life of +solitary spinsterhood and dull routine? But, then, why should she +refuse him? She endeavoured to argue it out with herself in the +railway carriage. She had been told that Walter Marrable would +certainly marry Edith Brownlow, and she believed it. No doubt it was +much better that he should do so. At any rate, she and Walter were +separated for ever. When he wrote to her, declaring his purpose of +remaining in England, he had said not a word of renewing his +engagement with her. No doubt she loved him. About that she did not +for a moment endeavour to deceive herself. No doubt, if that fate in +life which she most desired might be hers, she would become the wife +of Walter Marrable. But that fate would not be hers, and then there +arose the question whether, on that account, she was unfit to be the +wife of any other man. Of this she was quite certain, that should it +ever seem to her to be her duty to accept the other man, she would +first explain to him clearly the position in which she found herself. +At last the whole matter resolved itself to this;—was it possible +for her to divest her idea of life of all romance, and to look for +contentment and satisfaction in the performance of duties to others? +The prospect of an old maid's life at Loring was not pleasant to her +eyes; but she would bear that, and worse than that, rather than do +wrong. It was, however, so hard for her to know what was right and +what was wrong! Supposing that she were to consent to marry Mr. +Gilmore, would she be forsworn when at the altar she promised to love +him? All her care would be henceforth for him, all her heart, as far +as she could command her heart, and certainly all her truth. There +should not be a secret of her mind hidden from him. She would force +herself to love him, and to forget that other man. He should be the +object of all her idolatry. She would, in that case, do her very +utmost to reward him for the constancy of the affection with which he +had regarded her; and yet, as she was driven in at the vicarage gate, +she told herself that it would have been better for her to remain at +Loring.</p> + +<p>During the first evening Mr. Gilmore's name was not mentioned. There +were subjects enough for conversation, as the period was one of great +excitement in Bullhampton.</p> + +<p>"What did you think of our chapel?" asked Mrs. Fenwick.</p> + +<p>"I had no idea it was so big."</p> + +<p>"Why, they are not going to leave us a single soul to go to church. +Mr. Puddleham means to make a clean sweep of the parish."</p> + +<p>"You don't mean to say that any have left you?"</p> + +<p>"Well; none as yet," replied Mrs. Fenwick. "But then the chapel isn't +finished; and the Marquis has not yet sent his order to his tenants +to become dissenters. We expect that he will do so, unless he can +persuade the bishop to turn Frank out of the living."</p> + +<p>"But the bishop couldn't turn him out."</p> + +<p>"Of course, he couldn't,—and wouldn't if he could. The bishop and +Frank are the best friends in the world. But that has nothing to do +with it. You mustn't abuse the chapel to Frank; just at this moment +the subject is tabooed. My belief is that the whole edifice will have +to come down, and that the confusion of Mr. Puddleham and the Marquis +will be something more complete than ever was yet seen. In the +meantime, I put my finger to my lip, and just look at Frank whenever +the chapel is mentioned."</p> + +<p>And then there was the matter of the murder, and the somewhat sad +consideration of Sam's protracted absence.</p> + +<p>"And will you have to pay four hundred pounds, Mr. Fenwick?" Mary +asked.</p> + +<p>"I shall be liable to pay it if he does not appear to-morrow, and no +doubt must absolutely pay it if he does not turn up soon."</p> + +<p>"But you don't think that he was one of them?"</p> + +<p>"I am quite sure he was not. But he has had trouble in his family, +and he got into a quarrel, and I fancy he has left the country. The +police say that he has been traced to Liverpool."</p> + +<p>"And will the other men be convicted?" Mrs. Fenwick asked.</p> + +<p>"I believe they will, and most fervently hope so. They have some +evidence about the wheels of a small cart in which Burrows certainly, +and, I believe, no doubt Acorn also, were seen to drive across +Pycroft Common early on the Sunday morning. A part of the tire had +come off, and another bit, somewhat broader, and an inch or so too +short, had been substituted. The impress made by this wheel in the +mud, just round the corner by the farm gate, was measured and copied +at the time, and they say that this will go far to identify the men. +That the man's cart was there is certain,—also that he was in the +same cart at Pycroft Common an hour or two after the murder."</p> + +<p>"That does seem clear," said Mary.</p> + +<p>"But somebody suggests that Sam had borrowed the cart. I believe, +however, that it will all come out;—only, if I have to pay four +hundred pounds I shall think that Farmer Trumbull has cost me very +dear."</p> + +<p>On the next morning Gilmore came to the vicarage. It had been +arranged that he would drive Fenwick over to Heytesbury, and that he +would call for him after breakfast. A somewhat late hour,—two in the +afternoon,—had been fixed for going on with the murder case, as it +was necessary that a certain constable should come down from London +on that morning; and, therefore, there would be no need for the two +men to start very early from Bullhampton. This was explained to Mary +by Mrs. Fenwick. "He dines here to-day," she had said when they met +in the morning before prayers, "and you may as well get over the +first awkwardness at once." Mary had assented to this, and, after +breakfast, Gilmore made his appearance among them in the garden. He +was just one moment alone with the girl he loved.</p> + +<p>"Miss Lowther," he said, "I cannot be with you for an instant without +telling you that I am unchanged."</p> + +<p>Mary made no reply, and he said nothing further. Mrs. Fenwick was +with them so quickly that there was no need for a reply,—and then he +was gone. During the whole day the two friends talked of the murder, +and of the Brattles, and the chapel,—which was thoroughly inspected +from the roof to the floor,—but not a word was said about the loves +of Harry Gilmore or Walter Marrable. Gilmore's name was often +mentioned as the whole story was told of Lord Trowbridge's new +quarrel, and of the correspondence with the bishop,—of which Fenwick +had learned the particulars from the bishop's chaplain. And in the +telling of this story Mrs. Fenwick did not scruple to express her +opinion that Harry Gilmore had behaved well, with good spirit, and +like a true friend. "If the Marquis had been anywhere near his own +age I believe he would have horsewhipped him," said the Vicar's wife, +with that partiality for the corporal chastisement of an enemy which +is certainly not uncommon to the feminine mind. This was all very +well, and called for no special remark from Mary, and possibly might +have an effect.</p> + +<p>The gentlemen returned late in the evening, and the Squire dressed at +the vicarage. But the great event of the day had to be told before +anyone was allowed to dress. Between four and five o'clock, just as +the magistrates were going to leave the bench, Sam Brattle had walked +into Court.</p> + +<p>"And your money is safe?" said his wife.</p> + +<p>"Yes, my money is safe; but, I declare, I think more of Sam's truth. +He was there, as it seemed, all of a sudden. The police had learned +nothing of him. He just walked into the court, and we heard his +voice. 'They tell me I'm wanted,' he said; and so he gave himself +up."</p> + +<p>"And what was done?" asked his wife.</p> + +<p>"It was too late to do anything; so they allowed a remand for another +week, and Sam was walked off to prison."</p> + +<p>At dinner time the conversation was still about the murder. It had +been committed after Mary Lowther had left Bullhampton; but she had +heard all the details, and was now as able to be interested about it +as were the others. It was Gilmore's opinion that, instead of +proceeding against Sam, they would put him into the witness-box and +make him tell what he knew about the presence of the other two men. +Fenwick declared that, if they did so, such was Sam's obstinacy that +he would tell nothing. It was his own idea,—as he had explained both +to his wife and to Gilmore,—that Carry Brattle could give more +evidence respecting the murder than her brother. Of this he said +nothing at present, but he had informed Constable Toffy that if +Caroline Brattle were wanted for the examination she would be found +at the house of Mrs. Stiggs.</p> + +<p>Thus for an hour or two the peculiar awkwardness of the meeting +between Harry Gilmore and Mary was removed. He was enabled to talk +with energy on a matter of interest, and she could join the +conversation. But when they were round the tea-table it seemed to be +arranged by common consent that Trumbull's murder and the Brattles +should, for a while, be laid aside. Then Mary became silent and +Gilmore became awkward. When inquiries were made as to Miss Marrable, +he did not know whether to seem to claim, or not to claim, that +lady's acquaintance. He could not, of course, allude to his visit to +Loring, and yet he could hardly save himself from having to +acknowledge that he had been there. However, the hour wore itself +away, and he was allowed to take his departure.</p> + +<p>During the next two days he did not see Mary Lowther. On the Friday +he met her with Mrs. Fenwick as the two were returning from the mill. +They had gone to visit Mrs. Brattle and Fanny, and to administer such +comfort as was possible in the present circumstances. The poor woman +told them that the father was now as silent about his son as about +his daughter, but that he had himself gone over to Heytesbury to +secure legal advice for the lad, and to learn from Mr. Jones, the +attorney, what might be the true aspect of the case. Of what he had +learned he had told nothing to the women at the mill, but the two +ladies had expressed their strong opinion of Sam's innocence. All +this was narrated by Mrs. Fenwick to Gilmore, and Mary Lowther was +enabled to take her part in the narrative. The Squire was walking +between the two, and it seemed to him as he walked that Mary at least +had no desire to avoid him. He became high in hope, and began to wish +that even now, at this moment, he might be left alone with her and +might learn his fate. He parted from them when they were near the +village, and as he went he held Mary's hand within his own for a few +moments. There was no return of his pressure, but it seemed to him +that her hand was left with him almost willingly.</p> + +<p>"What do you think of him?" her friend said to her, as soon as he had +parted from them.</p> + +<p>"What do I think of him? I have always thought well of him."</p> + +<p>"I know you have; to think otherwise of one who is positively so good +would be impossible. But do you feel more kindly to him than you +used?"</p> + +<p>"Janet," said Mary, after pausing awhile, "you had better leave me +alone. Don't be angry with me; but really it will be better that you +should leave me alone."</p> + +<p>"I won't be angry with you, and I will leave you alone," said Mrs. +Fenwick. And, as she considered this request afterwards, it seemed to +her that the very making of such a request implied a determination on +the girl's part to bring herself to accept the man's offer,—if it +might be possible.</p> + + +<p><a name="c49" id="c49"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER XLIX.</h3> +<h4>MARY LOWTHER'S DOOM.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>The police were so very tedious in managing their business, and the +whole affair of the second magisterial investigation was so +protracted, that people in the neighbourhood became almost tired of +it, in spite of that appetite for excitement which the ordinary quiet +life of a rural district produces. On the first Tuesday in June Sam +had surrendered himself at Heytesbury, and on the second Tuesday it +was understood that the production of the prisoners was only formal. +The final examination, and committal, if the evidence should be +sufficient, was to take place on the third Tuesday in the month. +Against this Mr. Jones had remonstrated very loudly on Sam's behalf, +protesting that the magistrates were going beyond their power in +locking up a man against whom there was no more evidence now than +there had been when before they had found themselves compelled to +release him on bail. But this was of no avail. Sam had been released +before because the men who were supposed to have been his accomplices +were not in custody; and now that they were in custody the police +declared it to be out of the question that he should be left at +large. The magistrates of course agreed with the police, in spite of +the indignation of Mr. Jones. In the meantime a subpœna was served +upon Carry Brattle to appear on that final Tuesday,—Tuesday the +nineteenth of June. The policeman, when he served her with the paper, +told her that on the morning in question he would come and fetch her. +The poor girl said not a word as she took into her hand the dreadful +document. Mrs. Stiggs asked a question or two of the man, but got +from him no information. But it was well known in Trotter's +Buildings, and round about the Three Honest Men, that Sam Brattle was +to be tried for the murder of Mr. Trumbull, and public opinion in +that part of Salisbury was adverse to Sam. Public opinion was averse, +also, to poor Carry; and Mrs. Stiggs was becoming almost tired of her +lodger, although the payment made for her was not ungenerous and was +as punctual as the sun. In truth, the tongue of the landlady of the +Three Honest Men was potential in those parts, and was very bitter +against Sam and his sister.</p> + +<p>In the meantime there was a matter of interest which, to our friends +at Bullhampton, exceeded even that of the Heytesbury examinations. +Mr. Gilmore was now daily at the vicarage on some new or old lover's +pretence. It might be that he stood but for a minute or two on the +terrace outside the drawing-room windows, or that he would sit with +the ladies during half the afternoon, or that he would come down to +dinner,—some excuse having arisen for an invitation to that effect +during the morning. Very little was said on the subject between Mrs. +Fenwick and Mary Lowther, and not a word between the Vicar and his +guest; but between Mr. and Mrs. Fenwick many words were spoken, and +before the first week was over they were sure that she would yield.</p> + +<p>"I think she will," said Mrs. Fenwick;—"but she will do it in +agony."</p> + +<p>"Then if I were Harry I would leave her alone," said the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"But you are not Harry; and if you were, you would be wrong. She will +not be happy when she accepts him; but by the time the day fixed for +the wedding comes round, she will have reconciled herself to it, and +then she will be as loving a wife as ever a man had." But the Vicar +shook his head and said that, so far as he was concerned, love of +that sort would not have sufficed for him.</p> + +<p>"Of course," said his wife, "it is very pleasant for a man to be told +that the woman he loves is dying for him; but men can't always have +everything that they want."</p> + +<p>Mary Lowther at this time became subject to a feeling of shame which +almost overwhelmed her. There grew upon her a consciousness that she +had allowed herself to come to Bullhampton on purpose that she might +receive a renewed offer of marriage from her old lover, and that she +had done so because her new and favoured lover had left her. Of +course she must accept Mr. Gilmore. Of that she had now become quite +sure. She had come to Bullhampton,—so she now told herself,—because +she had been taught to believe that it would not be right for her to +abandon herself to a mode of life which was not to her taste. All the +friends in whose judgment she could confide expressed to her in every +possible way their desire that she should marry this man; and now she +had made this journey with the view of following their counsel. So +she thought of herself and her doings; but such was not in truth the +case. When she first determined to visit Bullhampton, she was very +far from thinking that she would accept the man. Mrs. Fenwick's +argument that she should not be kept away from Bullhampton by fear of +Mr. Gilmore, had prevailed with her,—and she had come. And now that +she was there, and that this man was daily with her, it was no longer +possible that she should refuse him. And, after all, what did it +matter? She was becoming sick of the importance which she imputed to +herself in thinking of herself. If she could make the man happy why +should she not do so? The romance of her life had become to her a +rhodomontade of which she was ashamed. What was her love, that she +should think so much about it? What did it mean? Could she not do her +duty in the position in life in which her friends wished to place +her, without hankering after a something which was not to be bestowed +on her? After all, what did it all matter? She would tell the man the +exact truth as well as she knew how to tell it, and then let him take +her or leave her as he listed.</p> + +<p>And she did tell him the truth, after the following fashion. It came +to pass at last that a day and an hour was fixed in which Mr. Gilmore +might come to the vicarage and find Mary alone. There were no +absolute words arranging this to which she was a party, but it was +understood. She did not even pretend an unwillingness to receive him, +and had assented by silence when Mrs. Fenwick had said that the man +should be put out of his suspense. Mary, when she was silent, knew +well that it was no longer within her power to refuse him.</p> + +<p>He came and found her alone. He knew, too, or fancied that he knew, +what would be the result of the interview. She would accept him, +without protestations of violent love for himself, acknowledging what +had passed between her and her cousin, and proffering to him the +offer of future affection. He had pictured it all to himself, and +knew that he intended to accept what would be tendered. There were +drawbacks in the happiness which was in store for him, but still he +would take what he could get. As each so nearly understood the +purpose of the other it was almost a pity that the arrangement could +not be made without any words between them,—words which could hardly +be pleasant either in the speaking or in the hearing.</p> + +<p>He had determined that he would disembarrass himself of all +preliminary flourishes in addressing her, and had his speech ready as +he took her by the hand. "Mary," he said, "you know why I am here." +Of course she made no reply. "I told you when I first saw you again +that I was unchanged." Then he paused, as though he expected that she +would answer him, but still she said nothing. "Indeed I am unchanged. +When you were here before I told you that I could look forward to no +happiness unless you would consent to be my wife. That was nearly a +year ago, and I have come again now to tell you the same thing. I do +not think but what you will believe me to be in earnest."</p> + +<p>"I know that you are in earnest," she said.</p> + +<p>"No man was ever more so. My constancy has been tried during the time +that you have been away. I do not say so as a reproach to you. Of +course there can be no reproach. I have nothing to complain of in +your conduct to me. But I think I may say that if my regard for you +has outlived the pain of those months there is some evidence that it +is sincere."</p> + +<p>"I have never doubted your sincerity."</p> + +<p>"Nor can you doubt my constancy."</p> + +<p>"Except in this, that it is so often that we want that which we have +not, and find it so little worthy of having when we get it."</p> + +<p>"You do not say that from your heart, Mary. If you mean to refuse me +again, it is not because you doubt the reality of my love."</p> + +<p>"I do not mean to refuse you again, Mr. Gilmore." Then he attempted +to put his arm round her waist, but she recoiled from him, not in +anger, but very quietly, and with a womanly grace that was perfect. +"But you must hear me first, before I can allow you to take me in the +only way in which I can bestow myself. I have been steeling myself to +this, and I must tell you all that has occurred since we were last +together."</p> + +<p>"I know it all," said he, anxious that she should be spared;—anxious +also that he himself should be spared the pain of hearing that which +she was about to say to him.</p> + +<p>But it was necessary for her that she should say it. She would not go +to him as his accepted mistress upon other terms than those she had +already proposed to herself. "Though you know it, I must speak of +it," she said. "I should not, otherwise, be dealing honestly either +with you or with myself. Since I saw you last, I have met my cousin, +Captain Marrable. I became attached to him with a quickness which I +cannot even myself understand. I loved him dearly, and we were +engaged to be married."</p> + +<p>"You wrote to me, Mary, and told me all that." This he said, striving +to hide the impatience which he felt; but striving in vain.</p> + +<p>"I did so, and now I have to tell you that that engagement is at an +end. Circumstances occurred,—a sad loss of income that he had +expected,—which made it imperative on him, and also on me in his +behalf, that we should abandon our hopes. He would have been ruined +by such a marriage,—and it is all over." Then she paused, and he +thought that she had done; but there was more to be said, words +heavier to be borne than any which she had yet uttered. "And I love +him still. I should lie if I said that it was not so. If he were free +to marry me this moment I should go to him." As she said this, there +came a black cloud across his brow; but he stood silent to hear it +all to the last. "My respect and esteem for you are boundless," she +continued,—"but he has my heart. It is only because I know that I +cannot be his wife that I have allowed myself to think whether it is +my duty to become the wife of another man. After what I now say to +you, I do not expect that you will persevere. Should you do so, you +must give me time." Then she paused, as though it were now his turn +to speak; but there was something further that she felt herself bound +to say, and, as he was still silent, she continued. "My +friends,—those whom I most trust in the world, my aunt and Janet +Fenwick, all tell me that it will be best for me to accept your +offer. I have made no promise to either of them. I would tell my mind +to no one till I told it to you. I believe I owe as much to +you,—almost as much as a woman can owe to a man; but still, were my +cousin so placed that he could afford to marry a poor wife, I should +leave you and go to him at once. I have told you everything now; and +if, after this, you can think me worth having, I can only promise +that I will endeavour, at some future time, to do my duty to you as +your wife." Then she had finished, and she stood before him—waiting +her doom.</p> + +<p>His brow had become black and still blacker as she continued her +speech. He had kept his eyes upon her without quailing for a moment, +and had hoped for some moment of tenderness, some sparkle of feeling, +at seeing which he might have taken her in his arms and have stopped +the sternness of her speech. But she had been at least as strong as +he was, and had not allowed herself to show the slightest sign of +weakness.</p> + +<p>"You do not love me, then?" he said.</p> + +<p>"I esteem you as we esteem our dearest friends."</p> + +<p>"And you will never love me?"</p> + +<p>"How shall I answer you? I do love you,—but not as I love him. I +shall never again have that feeling."</p> + +<p>"Except for him?"</p> + +<p>"Except for him. If it is to be conquered, I will conquer it. I know, +Mr. Gilmore, that what I have told you will drive you from me. It +ought to do so."</p> + +<p>"It is for me to judge of that," he said, turning upon her quickly.</p> + +<p>"In judging for myself I have thought it right to tell you the exact +truth, and to let you know what it is that you would possess if you +should choose to take me." Then again she was silent, and waited for +her doom.</p> + +<p>There was a pause of, perhaps, a couple of minutes, during which he +made no reply. He walked the length of the room twice, slowly, before +he uttered a word, and during that time he did not look at her. Had +he chosen to take an hour, she would not have interrupted him again. +She had told him everything, and it was for him now to decide. After +what she had said he could not but recall his offer. How was it +possible that he should desire to make a woman his wife after such a +declaration as that which she had made to him?</p> + +<p>"And now," he said, "it is for me to decide."</p> + +<p>"Yes, Mr. Gilmore, it is for you to decide."</p> + +<p>"Then," said he, coming up to her and putting out his hand, "you are +my betrothed. May God in his mercy soften your heart to me, and +enable you to give me some return for all the love that I bear you." +She took his hand and raised it to her lips and kissed it, and then +had left the room before he was able to stop her.</p> + + +<p><a name="c50" id="c50"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER L.</h3> +<h4>MARY LOWTHER INSPECTS HER FUTURE HOME.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>Of course it was soon known in the vicarage that Mary Lowther had +accepted the Squire's hand. She had left him standing in the +drawing-room;—had left him very abruptly, though she had +condescended to kiss his hand. Perhaps in no way could she have made +a kinder reply to his petition for mercy. In ordinary cases it is +probably common for a lady, when she has yielded to a gentleman's +entreaties for the gift of herself, to yield also something further +for his immediate gratification, and to submit herself to his +embrace. In this instance it was impossible that the lady should do +so. After the very definite manner in which she had explained to him +her feelings, it was out of the question that she should stay and toy +with him;—that she should bear the pressure of his arm, or return +his caresses. But there had come upon her a sharp desire to show her +gratitude before she left him,—to show her gratitude, and to prove, +by some personal action towards him, that though she had been forced +to tell him that she did not love him,—that she did not love him +after the fashion in which his love was given to her,—that yet he +was dear to her, as our dearest friends are dear. And therefore, when +he had stretched out his hand to her in sign of the offer which he +was making her, she had raised it to her lips and kissed it.</p> + +<p>Very shortly after she had left the room Mrs. Fenwick came to him. +"Well, Harry," she said, coming up close to him, and looking into his +eyes to see how it had fared with him, "tell me that I may wish you +joy."</p> + +<p>"She has promised that she will be my wife," he said.</p> + +<p>"And is not that what you have so long wished?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, indeed."</p> + +<p>"Then why are you not elated?"</p> + +<p>"I have no doubt she will tell you all. But do not suppose, Mrs. +Fenwick, that I am not thankful. She has behaved very well,—and she +has accepted me. She has explained to me in what way her acceptance +has been given, and I have submitted to it."</p> + +<p>"Now, Harry, you are going to make yourself wretched about some +romantic trifle."</p> + +<p>"I am not going to make myself miserable at all. I am much less +miserable than I could have believed to be possible six months ago. +She has told me that she will be my wife, and I do not for a moment +think that she will go back from her word."</p> + +<p>"Then what is it?"</p> + +<p>"I have not won her as other men do. Never mind;—I do not mean to +complain. Mrs. Fenwick, I shall trust you to let me know when she +will be glad to see me here."</p> + +<p>"Of course you will come when you like and how you like. You must be +quite at home here."</p> + +<p>"As far as you and Frank are concerned, that would be a +matter-of-course to me. But it cannot be so—yet—in regard to Mary. +At any rate, I will not intrude upon her till I know that my coming +will not be a trouble to her." After this it was not necessary that +Mrs. Fenwick should be told much more of the manner in which these +new betrothals had been made.</p> + +<p>Mary was, of course, congratulated both by the Vicar and his wife, +and she received their congratulations with a dignity of deportment +which, even from her, almost surprised them. She said scarcely a +word, but smiled as she was kissed by each of them and did whisper +something as to her hope that she might be able to make Mr. Gilmore +happy. There was certainly no triumph; and there was no visible sign +of regret. When she was asked whether she would not wish that he +should come to the vicarage, she declared that she would have him +come just as he pleased. If she only knew of his coming beforehand +she would take care that she would be within to receive him. Whatever +might be his wishes, she would obey them. Mrs. Fenwick suggested that +Gilmore would like her to go up to the Privets, and look at the house +which was to be her future home. She promised that she would go with +him at any hour that he might appoint. Then there was something said +as to fixing the day of the wedding. "It is not to be immediately," +she replied; "he promised me that he would give me time." "She speaks +of it as though she was going to be hung," the Vicar said afterwards +to his wife.</p> + +<p>On the day after her engagement she saw Gilmore, and then she wrote +to her aunt to tell her the tidings. Her letter was very short, and +had not Miss Marrable thoroughly understood the character of her +niece, and the agony of the struggle to which Mary was now subjected, +it would have seemed to be cold and ungrateful. "My dear Aunt," said +the letter, "Yesterday I accepted Mr. Gilmore's offer. I know you +will be glad to hear this, as you have always thought that I ought to +do so. No time has been fixed for the wedding, but it will not be +very soon. I hope I may do my duty to him and make him happy; but I +do not know whether I should not have been more useful in remaining +with my affectionate aunt." That was the whole letter, and there was +no other friend to whom she herself communicated the tidings. It +occurred to her for a moment that she would write to Walter +Marrable;—but Walter Marrable had told her nothing of Edith +Brownlow. Walter Marrable would learn the news fast enough. And then, +the writing of such a letter would not have been very easy to her.</p> + +<p>On the Sunday afternoon, after church, she walked up to the Privets +with her lover. The engagement had been made on the previous +Thursday, and this was the first occasion on which she had been alone +with him for more than a minute or two at a time since she had then +parted from him. They started immediately from the churchyard, +passing out through the gate which led into Mr. Trumbull's field, and +it was understood that they were to return for an early dinner at the +vicarage. Mary had made many resolutions as to this walk. She would +talk much, so that it might not be tedious and melancholy to him; she +would praise everything, and show the interest which she took in the +house and grounds; she would ask questions, and display no hesitation +as to claiming her own future share of possession in all that +belonged to him. She went off at once as soon as she was through the +wicket gate, asking questions as to the division of the property of +the parish between the two owners, as to this field and that field, +and the little wood which they passed, till her sharp intelligence +told her that she was over-acting her part. He was no actor, but +unconsciously he perceived her effort; and he resented it, +unconsciously also, by short answers and an uninterested tone. She +was aware of it all, and felt that there had been a mistake. It would +be better for her to leave the play in his hands, and to adapt +herself to his moods.</p> + +<p>"We had better go straight up to the house," he said, as soon as the +pathway had led them off Lord Trowbridge's land into his own domain.</p> + +<p>"I think we had," said she.</p> + +<p>"If we go round by the stables it will make us late for Fenwick's +dinner."</p> + +<p>"We ought to be back by half-past two," she said. They had left the +church exactly at half-past twelve, and were therefore to be together +for two hours.</p> + +<p>He took her over the house. The showing of a house in such +circumstances is very trying, both to the man and to the woman. He is +weighted by a mixed load of pride in his possession and of assumed +humility. She, to whom every detail of the future nest is so vitally +important, is almost bound to praise, though every encomium she +pronounces will be a difficulty in the way of those changes which she +contemplates. But on the present occasion Mary contemplated no +change. Marrying this man, as she was about to do, professedly +without loving him, she was bound to take everything else as she +found it. The dwelling rooms of the house she had known before; the +dining-room, the drawing-room, and the library. She was now taken +into his private chamber, where he sat as a magistrate, and paid his +men, and kept his guns and fishing-rods. Here she sat down for a +moment, and when he had told her this and that,—how he was always +here for so long in the morning, and how he hoped that she would come +to him sometimes when he was thus busy, he came and stood over her, +putting his hand upon her shoulder. "Mary," he said, "will you not +kiss me?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly I will," she said, jumping up, and offering her face to +his salute. A month or two ago he would have given the world for +permission to kiss her; and now it seemed as though the thing itself +were a matter but of little joy. A kiss to be joyful should be +stolen, with a conviction on the part of the offender that she who +has suffered the loss will never prosecute the thief. She had meant +to be good to him, but the favour would have gone further with him +had she made more of it.</p> + +<p>Then they went up stairs. Who does not know the questions that were +asked and that were answered? On this occasion they were asked and +answered with matter-of-fact useful earnestness. The papers on the +walls were perhaps old and ugly; but she did not mind it if they were +so. If he liked to have the rooms new papered, of course it would be +nice. Would she like new furniture? Did she object to the +old-fashioned four-post bedsteads? Had she any special taste about +hangings and colours? Of course she had, but she could not bring +herself to indulge them by giving orders as to this or that. She +praised everything; was satisfied with everything; was interested in +everything; but would propose no changes. What right had she, seeing +that she was to give him so little, to ask him to do this or that for +her? She meant on this occasion to do all that she could for his +happiness, but had she ordered new furniture for the whole house, +begged that every room might be fresh papered, and pointed out that +the panelling was old and must be altered, and the entire edifice +re-painted inside and out, he would have been a happier man. "I hope +you will find it comfortable," he said, in a tone of voice that was +beyond measure lugubrious.</p> + +<p>"I am sure that I shall," she replied. "What more can any woman want +than there is here? And then there are so many comforts to which I +have never been used."</p> + +<p>This passed between them as they stood on the steps of the house, +looking down upon green paddocks in front of the house; "I think we +will come and see the gardens another day," he said.</p> + +<p>"Whenever you like," she answered. "Perhaps if we stay now we shall +be keeping them waiting." Then, as they returned by the road, she +remembered an account that Janet Fenwick had given her of a certain +visit which Janet had made to the vicarage as Miss Balfour, and of +all the joys of that inspection. But what right had she, Mary +Lowther, to suppose that she could have any of the same pleasure? +Janet Balfour, in her first visit to the vicarage, had been to see +the home in which she was to live with the man to whom her whole +heart had been given without reserve.</p> + + +<p><a name="c51" id="c51"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER LI.</h3> +<h4>THE GRINDER AND HIS COMRADE.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>As the day drew near for the final examination at Heytesbury of the +suspected murderers,—the day on which it was expected that either +all the three prisoners, or at least two of them, would be committed +to take their trial at the summer assizes, the Vicar became anxious +as to the appearance of Carry Brattle in the Court. At first he +entertained an idea that he would go over to Salisbury and fetch her; +but his wife declared that this was imprudent and Quixotic,—and that +he shouldn't do it. Fenwick's argument in support of his own idea +amounted to little more than this,—that he would go for the girl +because the Marquis of Trowbridge would be sure to condemn him for +taking such a step. "It is intolerable to me," he said, "that I +should be impeded in my free action by the interference and +accusations of such an ass as that." But the question was one on +which his wife felt herself to be so strong that she would not yield, +either to his logic or to his anger. "It can't be fit for you to go +about and fetch witnesses; and it won't make it more fit because she +is a pretty young woman who has lost her character." "Honi soit qui +mal y pense," said the Vicar. But his wife was resolute, and he gave +up the plan. He wrote, however, to the constable at Salisbury, +begging the man to look to the young woman's comfort, and offering to +pay for any special privilege or accommodation that might be accorded +to her. This occurred on the Saturday before the day on which Mary +Lowther was taken up to look at her new home.</p> + +<p>The Sunday passed by, with more or less of conversation respecting +the murder; and so also the Monday morning. The Vicar had himself +been summoned to give his evidence as to having found Sam Brattle in +his own garden, in company with another man with whom he had +wrestled, and whom he was able to substantiate as the Grinder; and, +indeed, the terrible bruise made by the Vicar's life-preserver on the +Grinder's back, would be proved by evidence from Lavington. On the +Monday evening he was sitting, after dinner, with Gilmore, who had +dined at the vicarage, when he was told that a constable from +Salisbury wished to see him. The constable was called into the room, +and soon told his story. He had gone up to Trotter's Buildings that +day after dinner, and was told that the bird had flown. She had gone +out that morning, and Mrs. Stiggs knew nothing of her departure. When +they examined the room in which she slept, they found that she had +taken what little money she possessed and her best clothes. She had +changed her frock and put on a pair of strong boots, and taken her +cloak with her. Mrs. Stiggs acknowledged that had she seen the girl +going forth thus provided, her suspicions would have been aroused; +but Carry had managed to leave the house without being observed. Then +the constable went on to say that Mrs. Stiggs had told him that she +had been sure that Carry would go. "I've been a waiting for it all +along," she had said; "but when there came the law rumpus atop of the +other, I knew as how she'd hop the twig." And now Carry Brattle had +hopped the twig, and no one knew whither she had gone. There was much +sorrow at the vicarage; for Mrs. Fenwick, though she had been obliged +to restrain her husband's impetuosity in the matter, had nevertheless +wished well for the poor girl;—and who could not believe aught of +her now but that she would return to misery and degradation? When the +constable was interrogated as to the need for her attendance on the +morrow, he declared that nothing could now be done towards finding +her and bringing her to Heytesbury in time for the magistrates' +session. He supposed there would be another remand, and that then +she, too, would be—wanted.</p> + +<p>But there had been so many remands that on the Tuesday the +magistrates were determined to commit the men, and did commit two of +them. Against Sam there was no tittle of evidence, except as to that +fact that he had been seen with these men in Mr. Fenwick's garden; +and it was at once proposed to put him into the witness-box, instead +of proceeding against him as one of the murderers. As a witness he +was adjudged to have behaved badly; but the assumed independence of +his demeanour was probably the worst of his misbehaviour. He would +tell them nothing of the circumstances of the murder, except that +having previously become acquainted with the two men, Burrows and +Acorn, and having, as he thought, a spite against the Vicar at the +time, he had determined to make free with some of the vicarage fruit. +He had, he said, met the men in the village that afternoon, and had +no knowledge of their business there. He had known Acorn more +intimately than the other man, and confessed at last that his +acquaintance with that man had arisen from a belief that Acorn was +about to marry his sister. He acknowledged that he knew that Burrows +had been a convicted thief, and that Acorn had been punished for +horse stealing. When he was asked how it had come to pass that he was +desirous of seeing his sister married to a horse-stealer, he declined +to answer, and, looking round the Court, said that he hoped there was +no man there who would be coward enough to say anything against his +sister. They who heard him declared that there was more of a threat +than a request expressed in his words and manner.</p> + +<p>A question was put to him as to his knowledge of Farmer Trumbull's +money. "There was them as knew; but I knew nothing," he said. He was +pressed on this point by the magistrates, but would say not a word +further. As to this, however, the police were indifferent, as they +believed that they would be able to prove at the trial, from other +sources, that the mother of the man called the Grinder had certainly +received tidings of the farmer's wealth. There were many small +matters of evidence to which the magistrates trusted. One of the men +had bought poison, and the dog had been poisoned. The presence of the +cart at the farmer's gate was proved, and the subsequent presence of +the two men in the same cart at Pycroft Common. The size of the +footprints, the characters and subsequent flight of the men, and +certain damaging denials and admissions which they themselves had +made, all went to make up the case against them, and they were +committed to be tried for the murder. Sam, however, was allowed to go +free, being served, however, with a subpœna to attend at the trial +as a witness. "I will," said he, "if you send me down money enough to +bring me up from South Shields, and take me back again. I ain't a +coming on my own hook as I did this time;—and wouldn't now, only for +Muster Fenwick." Our friends left the police to settle this question +with Sam, and then drove home to Bullhampton.</p> + +<p>The Vicar was triumphant, though his triumph was somewhat quelled by +the disappearance of Carry Brattle. There could, however, be no +longer any doubt that Sam Brattle's innocence as to the murder was +established. Head-Constable Toffy had himself acknowledged to him +that Sam could have had no hand in it. "I told you so from the +beginning," said the Vicar. "We 'as got the right uns, at any rate," +said the constable; "and it wasn't none of our fault that we hadn't +'em before." But though Constable Toffy was thus honest, there were +one or two in Heytesbury on that day who still persisted in declaring +that Sam was one of the murderers. Sir Thomas Charleys stuck to that +opinion to the last; and Lord Trowbridge, who had again sat upon the +bench, was quite convinced that justice was being shamefully robbed +of her due.</p> + +<p>When the Vicar reached Bullhampton, instead of turning into his own +place at once, he drove himself on to the mill. He dropped Gilmore at +the gate, but he could not bear that the father and mother should not +know immediately, from a source which they would trust, that Sam had +been declared innocent of that great offence. Driving round by the +road, Fenwick met the miller about a quarter of a mile from his own +house. "Mr. Brattle," he said, "they have committed the two men."</p> + +<p>"Have they, sir?" said the miller, not condescending to ask a +question about his own son.</p> + +<p>"As I have said all along, Sam had no more to do with it than you or +I."</p> + +<p>"You have been very good, Muster Fenwick."</p> + +<p>"Come, Mr. Brattle, do not pretend that this is not a comfort to +you."</p> + +<p>"A comfort as my son ain't proved a murderer! If they'd a hanged 'im, +Muster Fenwick, that'd a been bad, for certain. It ain't much of +comfort we has; but there may be a better and a worser in everything, +no doubt. I'm obleeged to you, all as one, Muster Fenwick—very much +obleeged; and it will take a heavy load off his mother's heart." Then +the Vicar turned his gig round, and drove himself home.</p> + + +<p><a name="c52" id="c52"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER LII.</h3> +<h4>CARRY BRATTLE'S JOURNEY.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>Mrs. Stiggs had been right in her surmise about Carry Brattle. The +confinement in Trotter's Buildings and want of interest in her life +was more than the girl could bear, and she had been thinking of +escape almost from the first day that she had been there. Had it not +been for the mingled fear and love with which she regarded Mr. +Fenwick, had she not dreaded that he should think her ungrateful, she +would have flown even before the summons came to her which told her +that she must appear before the magistrates and lawyers, and among a +crowd of people, in the neighbourhood of her old home. That she could +not endure, and therefore she had flown. When it had been suggested +to her that she should go and live with her brother's wife as her +servant, that idea had been hard to bear. But there had been +uncertainty, and an opinion of her own which proved to be right, that +her sister-in-law would not receive her. Now about this paper that +the policeman had handed to her, and the threatened journey to +Heytesbury, there was no uncertainty,—unless she might possibly +escape the evil by running away. Therefore she ran away.</p> + +<p>The straight-going people of the world, in dealing with those who go +crooked, are almost always unreasonable. "Because you have been bad," +say they who are not bad to those who are bad, "because you have +hitherto indulged yourself with all pleasures within your reach, +because you have never worked steadily or submitted yourself to +restraint, because you have been a drunkard, and a gambler, and have +lived in foul company, therefore now,—now that I have got a hold of +you and can manipulate you in reference to your repentance and future +conduct,—I will require from you a mode of life that, in its general +attractions, shall be about equal to that of a hermit in the desert. +If you flinch you are not only a monster of ingratitude towards me, +who am taking all this trouble to save you, but you are also a poor +wretch for whom no possible hope of grace can remain." When it is +found that a young man is neglecting his duties, doing nothing, +spending his nights in billiard rooms and worse places, and getting +up at two o'clock in the day, the usual prescription of his friends +is that he should lock himself up in his own dingy room, drink tea, +and spend his hours in reading good books. It is hardly recognised +that a sudden change from billiards to good books requires a strength +of character which, if possessed, would probably have kept the young +man altogether from falling into bad habits. If we left the doors of +our prisons open, and then expressed disgust because the prisoners +walked out, we should hardly be less rational. The hours at Mrs. +Stiggs's house had been frightfully heavy to poor Carry Brattle, and +at last she escaped.</p> + +<p>It was half-past ten on the Monday morning when she went out. It was +her custom to go out at that hour. Mr. Fenwick had desired her to +attend the morning services at the Cathedral. She had done so for a +day or two, and had then neglected them. But she had still left the +house always at that time; and once, when Mrs. Stiggs had asked some +question on the subject, she had replied almost in anger that she was +not a prisoner. On this occasion she made changes in her dress which +were not usual, and therefore she was careful to avoid being seen as +she went; but had she been interrogated she would have persevered. +Who had a right to stop her?</p> + +<p>But where should she go? The reader may perhaps remember that once +when Mr. Fenwick first found this poor girl, after her flight from +home and her great disgrace, she had expressed a desire to go to the +mill and just look at it,—even if she might do no more than that. +The same idea was now in her mind, but as she left the city she had +no concerted plan. There were two things between which she must +choose at once,—either to go to London, or not to go to London. She +had money enough for her fare, and perhaps a few shillings over. In a +dim way she did understand that the choice was between going to the +devil at once,—and not going quite at once; and then, weakly, +wistfully, with uncertain step, almost without an operation of her +mind, she did not take the turn which, from the end of Trotter's +Buildings, would have brought her to the Railway Station, but did +take that which led her by the Three Honest Men out on to the Devizes +road,—the road which passes across Salisbury Plain, and leads from +the city to many Wiltshire villages,—of which Bullhampton is one.</p> + +<p>She walked slowly, but she walked nearly the whole day. Nothing could +be more truly tragical than the utterly purposeless tenour of her +day,—and of her whole life. She had no plan,—nothing before her; no +object even for the evening and night of that very day in which she +was wasting her strength on the Devizes road. It is the lack of +object, of all aim, in the lives of the houseless wanderers that +gives to them the most terrible element of their misery. Think of it! +To walk forth with, say, ten shillings in your pocket,—so that there +need be no instant suffering from want of bread or shelter,—and have +no work to do, no friend to see, no place to expect you, no duty to +accomplish, no hope to follow, no bourn to which you can draw +nigher,—except that bourn which, in such circumstances, the +traveller must surely regard as simply the end of his weariness! But +there is nothing to which humanity cannot attune itself. Men can live +upon poison, can learn to endure absolute solitude, can bear +contumely, scorn, and shame, and never show it. Carry Brattle had +already become accustomed to misery, and as she walked she thought +more of the wretchedness of the present hour, of her weary feet, of +her hunger, and of the nature of the rest which she might purchase +for herself at some poor wayside inn, than she did of her future +life.</p> + + +<div class="center"><a name="il17" id="il17"></a> +<table style="margin: 0 auto" cellpadding="4px"> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <a href="images/il17.jpg"> + <img src="images/il17-t.jpg" height="500" + alt="Carry Brattle." /></a> + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <span class="caption">Carry Brattle.<br /> + Click to <a href="images/il17.jpg">ENLARGE</a></span> + </td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + + +<p>She got a lump of bread and a glass of beer in the middle of the day, +and then she walked on and on till the evening came. She went very +slowly, stopping often and sitting down when the road side would +afford her some spot of green shade. At eight o'clock she had walked +fifteen miles, straight along the road, and, as she knew well, had +passed the turn which would have taken her by the nearest way from +Salisbury to Bullhampton. She had formed no plan, but entertained a +hope that if she continued to walk they would not catch her so as to +take her to Heytesbury on the morrow. She knew that if she went on +she might get to Pycroft Common by this road; and though there was no +one in the whole world whom she hated worse than Mrs. Burrows, still +at Pycroft Common she might probably be taken in and sheltered. At +eight she reached a small village which she remembered to have seen +before, of which she saw the name written up on a board, and which +she knew to be six miles from Bullhampton. She was so tired and weary +that she could go no further, and here she asked for a bed. She told +them that she was walking from Salisbury to the house of a friend who +lived near Devizes, and that she had thought she could do it in one +day and save her railway fare. She was simply asked to pay for her +bed and supper beforehand, and then she was taken in and fed and +sheltered. On the next morning she got up very late and was unwilling +to leave the house. She paid for her breakfast, and, as she was not +told to go her way, she sat on the chair in which she had been +placed, without speaking, almost without moving, till late in the +afternoon. At three o'clock she roused herself, asked for some bread +and cheese which she put in her pocket, and started again upon her +journey. She thought that she would be safe, at any rate for that +day, from the magistrates and the policemen, from the sight of her +brother, and from the presence of that other man at Heytesbury. But +whither she would go when she left the house,—whether on to the +hated cottage at Pycroft Common, or to her father's house, she had +not made up her mind when she tied on her hat. She went on along the +road towards Devizes, and about two miles from the village she came +to a lane turning to the left, with a finger-post. On this was +written a direction,—To Bullhampton and Imber; and here she turned +short off towards the parish in which she had been born. It was then +four o'clock, and when she had travelled a mile further she found a +nook under the wall of a little bridge, and there she seated herself, +and ate her dinner of bread and cheese. While she was there a +policeman on foot passed along the road. The man did not see her, +and had he seen her would have taken no more than a policeman's +ordinary notice of her; but she saw him, and in consequence did not +leave her hiding-place for hours.</p> + +<p>About nine o'clock she crept on again, but even then her mind was not +made up. She did not even yet know where she would bestow herself for +that night. It seemed to her that there would be an inexpressible +pleasure to her, even in her misery, in walking round the precincts +of the mill, in gazing at the windows of the house, in standing on +the bridge where she had so often loitered, and in looking once more +on the scene of her childhood. But, as she thought of this, she +remembered the darkness of the stream, and the softly-gurgling but +rapid flow with which it hurried itself on beneath the black abyss of +the building. She had often shuddered as she watched it, indulging +herself in the luxury of causeless trepidation. But now, were she +there, she would surely take that plunge into the blackness, which +would bring her to the end of all her misery!</p> + +<p>And yet, as she went on towards her old home, through the twilight, +she had no more definite idea than that of looking once more on the +place which had been cherished in her memory through all her +sufferings. As to her rest for the night she had no plan,—unless, +indeed, she might find her rest in the hidden mill-pool of that dark, +softly-gurgling stream.</p> + +<p>On that same day, between six and seven in the evening, the miller +was told by Mr. Fenwick that his son was no longer accused of the +murder. He had not received the information in the most gracious +manner; but not the less quick was he in making it known at the mill. +"Them dunderheads over at He'tsbry has found out at last as our Sam +had now't to do with it." This he said, addressing no one in +particular, but in the hearing of his wife and Fanny Brattle. Then +there came upon him a torrent of questions and a torrent also of +tears. Mrs. Brattle and Fanny had both made up their minds that Sam +was innocent; but the mother had still feared that he would be made +to suffer in spite of his innocence. Fanny, however, had always +persisted that the goodness of the Lord would save him and them from +such injustice. To the old man himself they had hardly dared to talk +about it, but now they strove to win him to some softness. Might not +a struggle be made to bring Sam back to the mill? But it was very +hard to soften the miller. "After what's come and gone, the lad is +better away," he said, at last. "I didn't think as he'd ever raised +his hand again an old man," he said, shortly afterwards; "but he's +kep' company with them as did. It's a'most as bad." Beyond this the +miller would not go; but, when they separated for the night, the +mother took herself for awhile into the daughter's chamber in order +that they might weep and rejoice together. It was now all but +midsummer, and the evenings were long and sultry. The window of +Fanny's bedroom looked out on to the garden of the mill, and was but +a foot or two above the ground. This ground had once been pleasant to +them all, and profitable withal. Of late, since the miller had become +old, and Sam had grown to be too restive and self-willed to act as +desired for the general welfare of the family, but little of +pleasure, or profit either, had been forthcoming from the patch of +ground. There were a few cabbages there, and rows of untended +gooseberry and currant bushes, and down towards the orchard there was +a patch of potatoes; but no one took pride now in the garden. As for +Fanny, if she could provide that there should always be a sufficient +meal on the table for her father and mother, it was as much as she +could do. The days were clean gone by in which she had had time and +spirits to tend her roses, pinks, and pansies. Now she sat at the +open window with her mother, and with bated breath they spoke of the +daughter and sister that was lost to them.</p> + +<p>"He wouldn't take it amiss, mother, if I was to go over to +Salisbury?"</p> + +<p>"If you was to ask him, Fan, he'd bid you not," said the mother.</p> + +<p>"But I wouldn't ask him. I wouldn't tell him till I was back. She was +to be before the magistrates to-day. Mr. Fenwick told me so on +Sunday."</p> + +<p>"It will about be the death of her."</p> + +<p>"I don't know, mother. She's bolder now, mother, I fear, than what +she was in old days. And she was always sprightly,—speaking up to +the quality, with no fear like. Maybe it was what she said that got +them to let Sam go. She was never a coward, such as me."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Fan, if she'd only a taken after thee!"</p> + +<p>"The Lord, mother, makes us different for purposes of his own. Of all +the lasses I ever see, to my eyes she was the comeliest." The old +woman couldn't speak now, but rubbed her moist cheeks with her raised +apron. "I'll ask Mr. Toffy to-morrow, mother," continued Fanny, "and +if she be still at that place in Salisbury where Mr. Fenwick put her, +I'll just go to her. Father won't turn me out of the house along of +it."</p> + +<p>"Turn thee out, Fan! He'll never turn thee out. What 'd a do, or what +'d I do if thee was to go away from us? If thou dost go, Fan, take +her a few bits of things that are lying there in the big press, and +'ll never be used other gait. I warrant the poor child 'll be but +badly off for under-clothing."</p> + +<p>And then they planned how the journey on the morrow should be +made,—after the constable should have been questioned, and the Vicar +should have been consulted. Fanny would leave home immediately after +breakfast, and when the miller should ask after her at dinner his +wife should tell him that his daughter had gone to Salisbury. If +further question should be asked,—and it was thought possible that +no further question would be asked, as the father would then guess +the errand on which his daughter would have gone,—but if the subject +were further mooted, Mrs. Brattle, with such courage as she might be +able to assume, should acknowledge the business that had taken Fanny +to Salisbury. Then there arose questions about money. Mr. Fenwick had +owned, thinking that he might thereby ease the mother's heart, that +for the present Carry was maintained by him. To take this task upon +themselves the mother and daughter were unable. The money which they +had in hand, very small in amount, was, they knew, the property of +the head of the family. That they could do no permanent good to Carry +was a great grief. But it might be something if they could comfort +her for awhile.</p> + +<p>"I don't think but what her heart 'll still be soft to thee, Fan; and +who knows but what it may bring her round to see thy face, and hear +thy voice."</p> + +<p>At that moment Fanny heard a sound in the garden, and stretched her +head and shoulders quickly out of the window. They had been late at +the mill that evening, and it was now eleven o'clock. It had been +still daylight when the miller had left them at tea; but the night +had crept on them as they had sat there. There was no moon, but there +was still something left of the reflection of the last colours of the +setting sun, and the night was by no means dark. Fanny saw at once +the figure of a woman, though she did not at once recognise the +person of her sister. "Oh, mother! oh, mother! oh, mother!" said a +voice from the night; and in a moment Carry Brattle had stretched +herself so far within the window that she had grasped her mother by +the arm.</p> + + +<p><a name="c53" id="c53"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER LIII.</h3> +<h4>THE FATTED CALF.<br /> </h4> + + +<p><img class="left" src="images/ch53a.jpg" width="310" alt="Illustration" /> +Mrs. Brattle, when she heard her daughter's voice, was so confounded, +dismayed, and frightened, that for awhile she could give no direction +as to what should be done. She had screamed at first, having some dim +idea in her mind that the form she saw was not of living flesh and +blood. And Carry herself had been hardly more composed or mistress of +herself than her mother. She had strayed thither, never having quite +made up her mind to any settled purpose. From the spot in which she +had hidden herself under the bridge when the policeman passed her she +had started when the evening sun was setting, and had wandered on +slowly till the old familiar landmarks of the parish were reached. +And then she came to the river, and looking across could just see the +eaves of the mill through the willows by the last gloaming of the +sunlight. Then she stood and paused, and every now and again had +crept on a few feet as her courage came to her, and at last, by the +well known little path, she had crept down behind the mill, crossing +the stream by the board which had once been so accustomed to her +feet, and had made her way into the garden and had heard her mother +and sister as they talked together at the open window. Any idea which +she had hitherto entertained of not making herself known to them at +the mill,—of not making herself known at any rate to her mother and +sister,—left her at once at that moment. There had been upon her a +waking dream, a horrid dream, that the waters of the mill-stream +might flow over her head, and hide her wickedness and her misery from +the eyes of men; and she had stood and shuddered as she saw the +river; but she had never really thought that her own strength would +suffice for that termination to her sorrows. It was more probable +that she would be doomed to lie during the night beneath a hedge, and +then perish of the morning cold! But now, as she heard the voices at +the window, there could be no choice for her but that she should make +herself known,—not though her father should kill her.</p> + +<p>Even Fanny was driven beyond the strength of her composure by the +strangeness of this advent. "Carry! Carry!" she exclaimed over and +over again, not aloud,—and indeed her voice was never loud,—but +with bated wonder. The two sisters held each other by the hand, and +Carry's other hand still grasped her mother's arm. "Oh, mother, I am +so tired," said the girl. "Oh, mother, I think that I shall die."</p> + +<p>"My child;—my poor child. What shall we do, Fan?"</p> + +<p>"Bring her in, of course," said Fanny.</p> + +<p>"But your father—"</p> + +<p>"We couldn't turn her away from the very window, and she like that, +mother."</p> + +<p>"Don't turn me away, Fanny. Dear Fanny, do not turn me away," said +Carry, striving to take her sister by the other hand.</p> + +<p>"No, Carry, we will not," said Fanny, trying to settle her mind to +some plan of action. Any idea of keeping the thing long secret from +her father she knew that she could not entertain; but for this night +she resolved at last that shelter should be given to the discarded +daughter without the father's knowledge. But even in doing this there +would be difficulty. Carry must be brought in through the window, as +any disturbance at the front of the house would arouse the miller. +And then Mrs. Brattle must be made to go to her own room, or her +absence would create suspicion and confusion. Fanny, too, had +terrible doubts as to her mother's powers of going to her bed and +lying there without revealing to her husband that some cause of great +excitement had arisen. And then it might be that the miller would +come to his daughter's room, and insist that the outcast should be +made an outcast again, even in the middle of the night. He was a man +so stern, so obstinate, so unforgiving, so masterful, that Fanny, +though she would face any danger as regarded herself, knew that +terrible things might happen. It seemed to her that Carry was very +weak. If their father came to them in his wrath, might she not die in +her despair? Nevertheless it was necessary that something should be +done. "We must let her get in at the window, mother," she said. "It +won't do, nohow, to unbar the door."</p> + +<p>"But what if he was to kill her outright! Oh, Carry; oh, my child. I +dunna know as she can get in along of her weakness." But Carry was +not so tired as that. She had been in and out of that window scores +of times; and now, when she heard that the permission was accorded to +her, she was not long before she was in her mother's arms. "My own +Carry, my own bairn;—my girl, my darling." And the poor mother +satisfied the longings of her heart with infinite caresses.</p> + +<p>Fanny in the meantime had crept out to the kitchen, and now returned +with food in a plate and cold tea. "My girl," she said, "you must eat +a bit, and then we will have you to bed. When the morn comes, we must +think about it."</p> + +<p>"Fanny, you was always the best that there ever was," said Carry, +speaking from her mother's bosom.</p> + +<p>"And now, mother," continued Fanny, "you must creep off. Indeed you +must, or of course father'll wake up. And mother, don't say a word +to-morrow when he rises. I'll go to him in the mill myself. That'll +be best." Then, with longings that could hardly be repressed, with +warm, thick, clinging kisses, with a hot, rapid, repeated assurance +that everything,—everything had been forgiven, that her own Carry +was once more her own, own Carry, the poor mother allowed herself to +be banished. There seemed to her to be such a world of cruelty in the +fact that Fanny might remain for the whole of that night with the +dear one who had returned to them, while she must be sent +away,—perhaps not to see her again if the storm in the morning +should rise too loudly! Fanny, with great craft, accompanied her +mother to her room, so that if the old man should speak she might be +there to answer;—but the miller slept soundly after his day of +labour, and never stirred.</p> + +<p>"What will he do to me, Fan?" the wanderer asked as soon as her +sister returned.</p> + +<p>"Don't think of it now, my pet," said Fanny, softened almost as her +mother was softened by the sight of her sister.</p> + +<p>"Will he kill me, Fan?"</p> + +<p>"No, dear; he will not lay a hand upon you. It is his words that are +so rough! Carry, Carry, will you be good?"</p> + +<p>"I will, dear; indeed I will. I have not been bad since Mr. Fenwick +came."</p> + +<p>"My sister,—if you will be good, I will never leave you. My heart's +darling, my beauty, my pretty one! Carry, you shall be the same to me +as always, if you'll be good. I'll never cast it up again you, if +you'll be good." Then she, too, filled herself full, and satisfied +the hungry craving of her love with the warmth of her caresses. "But +thee'll be famished, lass. I'll see thee eat a bit, and then I'll put +thee comfortable to bed."</p> + +<p>Poor Carry Brattle was famished, and ate the bread and bacon which +were set before her, and drank the cold tea, with an appetite which +was perhaps unbecoming the romance of her position. Her sister stood +over her, cutting a slice now and then from the loaf, telling her +that she had taken nothing, smoothing her hair, and wishing for her +sake that the fire were better. "I'm afeard of father, Fan,—awfully; +but for all that, it's the sweetest meal as I've had since I left the +mill." Then Fanny was on her knees beside the returned profligate, +covering even the dear one's garments with her kisses.</p> + +<p>It was late before Fanny laid herself down by her sister's side that +night. "Carry," she whispered when her sister was undressed, "will +you kneel here and say your prayers as you used to?" Carry, without a +word, did as she was bidden, and hid her face upon her hands in her +sister's lap. No word was spoken out loud, but Fanny was satisfied +that her sister had been in earnest. "Now sleep, my darling;—and +when I've just tidied your things for the morning, I will be with +you." The wanderer again obeyed, and in a few moments the work of the +past two days befriended her, and she was asleep. Then the sister +went to her task with the soiled frock and the soiled shoes, and +looked up things clean and decent for the morrow. It would be at any +rate well that Carry should appear before her father without the +stain of the road upon her.</p> + +<p>As the lost one lay asleep there, with her soft ringlets all loose +upon the pillow, still beautiful, still soft, lovely though an +outcast from the dearest rights of womanhood, with so much of +innocence on her brow, with so much left of the grace of childhood +though the glory of the flower had been destroyed by the unworthy +hand that had ravished its sweetness, Fanny, sitting in the corner of +the room over her work, with her eye from moment to moment turned +upon the sleeper, could not keep her mind from wandering away in +thoughts on the strange destiny of woman. She knew that there had +been moments in her life in which her great love for her sister had +been tinged with envy. No young lad had ever waited in the dusk to +hear the sound of her footfall; no half-impudent but half-bashful +glances had ever been thrown after her as she went through the +village on her business. To be a homely, household thing, useful +indeed in this world, and with high hopes for the future,—but still +to be a drudge; that had been her destiny. There was never a woman to +whom the idea of being loved was not the sweetest thought that her +mind could produce. Fate had made her plain, and no man had loved +her. The same chance had made Carry pretty,—the belle of the +village, the acknowledged beauty of Bullhampton. And there she lay, a +thing said to be so foul that even a father could not endure to have +her name mentioned in his ears! And yet, how small had been her fault +compared with other crimes for which men and women are forgiven +speedily, even if it has been held that pardon has ever been +required.</p> + +<p>She came over, and knelt down and kissed her sister on her brow; and +as she did so she swore to herself that by her, even in the inmost +recesses of her bosom, Carry should never be held to be evil, to be a +castaway, to be one of whom, as her sister, it would behove her to be +ashamed. She had told Carry that she would "never cast it up against +her." She now resolved that there should be no such casting up even +in her own judgment. Had she, too, been fair, might not she also have +fallen?</p> + +<p>At five o'clock on the following morning the miller went out from the +house to his mill, according to his daily practice. Fanny heard his +heavy step, heard the bar withdrawn, heard the shutters removed from +the kitchen window, and knew that her father was as yet in ignorance +of the inmate who had been harboured. Fanny at once arose from her +bed, careful not to disturb her companion. She had thought it all +out, whether she would have Carry ready dressed for an escape, should +it be that her father would demand imperiously that she should be +sent adrift from the mill, or whether it might not be better that she +should be able to plead at the first moment that her sister was in +bed, tired, asleep,—at any rate undressed,—and that some little +time must be allowed. Might it not be that even in that hour her +father's heart might be softened? But she must lose no time in going +to him. The hired man who now tended the mill with her father came +always at six, and that which she had to say to him must be said with +no ear to hear her but his own. It would have been impossible even +for her to remind him of his daughter before a stranger. She slipped +her clothes on, therefore, and within ten minutes of her father's +departure followed him into the mill.</p> + +<p>The old man had gone aloft, and she heard his slow, heavy feet as he +was moving the sacks which were above her head. She considered for a +moment, and thinking it better that she should not herself ascend the +little ladder,—knowing that it might be well that she should have +the power of instant retreat to the house,—she called to him from +below. "What's wanted now?" demanded the old man as soon as he heard +her. "Father, I must speak to you," she said. "Father, you must come +down to me." Then he came down slowly, without a word, and stood +before her waiting to hear her tidings. "Father," she said, "there is +some one in the house, and I have come to tell you."</p> + +<p>"Sam has come, then?" said he; and she could see that there was a +sparkle of joy in his eye as he spoke. Oh, if she could only make the +return of that other child as grateful to him as would have been the +return of his son!</p> + +<p>"No, father; it isn't Sam."</p> + +<p>"Who be it, then?" The tone of his voice, and the colour and bearing +of his face were changed as he asked the question. She saw at once +that he had guessed the truth. "It isn't—it +<span class="nowrap">isn't—?"</span></p> + +<p>"Yes, father; it is Carry." As she spoke she came close to him, and +strove to take his hand; but he thrust both his hands into his +pockets and turned himself half away from her. "Father, she is our +flesh and blood; you will not turn against her now that she has come +back to us, and is sorry for her faults."</p> + +<p>"She is a—" But his other daughter had stopped his mouth with her +hand before the word had been uttered.</p> + +<p>"Father, who among us has not done wrong at times?"</p> + +<p>"She has disgraced my gray hairs, and made me a reproach and a shame. +I will not see her. Bid her begone. I will not speak to her or look +at her. How came she there? When did she come?"</p> + +<p>Then Fanny told her father the whole story,—everything as it +occurred, and did not forget to add her own conviction that Carry's +life had been decent in all respects since the Vicar had found a home +for her in Salisbury. "You would not have it go on like that, father. +She is naught to our parson."</p> + +<p>"I will pay. As long as there is a shilling left, I will pay for her. +She shall not live on the charity of any man, whether parson or no +parson. But I will not see her. While she be here you may just send +me my vittels to the mill. If she be not gone afore night, I will +sleep here among the sacks."</p> + +<p>She stayed with him till the labourer came, and then she returned to +the house, having failed as yet to touch his heart. She went back and +told her story to her mother, and then a part of it to Carry who was +still in bed. Indeed, she had found her mother by Carry's bedside, +and had to wait till she could separate them before she could tell +any story to either. "What does he say of me, Fan?" asked the poor +sinner. "Does he say that I must go? Will he never speak to me again? +I will just throw myself into the mill-race and have done with it." +Her sister bade her to rise and dress herself, but to remain where +she was. It could not be expected, she said, but that their father +would be hard to persuade. "I know that he will kill me when he sees +me," said Carry.</p> + +<p>At eight o'clock Fanny took the old man his breakfast to the mill, +while Mrs. Brattle waited on Carry, as though she had deserved all +the good things which a mother could do for a child. The miller sat +upon a sack at the back of the building, while the hired man took his +meal of bread and cheese in the front, and Fanny remained close at +his elbow. While the old man was eating she said nothing to him. He +was very slow, and sat with his eyes fixed upon the morsel of sky +which was visible through the small aperture, thinking evidently of +anything but the food that he was swallowing. Presently he returned +the empty bowl and plate to his daughter, as though he were about at +once to resume his work. Hitherto he had not uttered a single word +since she had come to him.</p> + +<p>"Father," she said, "think of it. Is it not good to have mercy and to +forgive? Would you drive your girl out again upon the streets?"</p> + +<p>The miller still did not speak, but turned his face round upon his +daughter with a gaze of such agony that she threw herself on the sack +beside him, and clung to him with her arms round his neck.</p> + +<p>"If she were such as thee, Fan," he said. "Oh, if she were such as +thee!" Then again he turned away his face that she might not see the +tear that was forcing itself into the corner of his eye.</p> + +<p>She remained with him an hour before he moved. His companion in the +mill did not come near them, knowing, as the poor do know on such +occasions, there was something going on which would lead them to +prefer that he should be absent. The words that were said between +them were not very many; but at the end of the hour Fanny returned to +the house.</p> + +<p>"Carry," she said, "father is coming in."</p> + +<p>"If he looks at me, it will kill me," said Carry.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Brattle was so lost in her hopes and fears that she knew not +what to do, or how to bestow herself. A minute had hardly passed when +the miller's step was heard, and Carry knew that she was in the +presence of her father. She had been sitting, but now she rose, and +went to him and knelt at his feet.</p> + +<p>"Father," she said, "if I may bide with you,—if I may bide with +you—." But her voice was lost in sobbing, and she could make no +promise as to her future conduct.</p> + + +<div class="center"><a name="il18" id="il18"></a> +<table style="margin: 0 auto" cellpadding="4px"> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <a href="images/il18.jpg"> + <img src="images/il18-t.jpg" height="500" + alt='"If I may bide with you,— + if I may bide with you—."' /></a> + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <span class="caption">"If I may bide with you,—if + I may bide with you—."<br /> + Click to <a href="images/il18.jpg">ENLARGE</a></span> + </td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + + +<p>"She may stay with us," the father said, turning to his eldest +daughter; "but I shall never be able to show my face again about the +parish."</p> + +<p>He had uttered no words of forgiveness to his daughter, nor had he +bestowed upon her any kiss. Fanny had raised her when she was on the +ground at his feet, and had made her seat herself apart.</p> + +<p>"In all the whole warld," he said, looking round upon his wife and +his elder child, raising his hand as he uttered the words, and +speaking with an emphasis that was terrible to the hearers, "there is +no thing so vile as a harlot." All the dreaded fierceness of his +manner had then come back to him, and neither of them had dared to +answer him. After that he at once went back to the mill, and to Fanny +who followed him he vouchsafed to repeat the permission that his +daughter should be allowed to remain beneath his roof.</p> + +<p>Between twelve and one she again went to fetch him to his dinner. At +first he declared that he would not come, that he was busy, and that +he would eat a morsel, where he was, in the mill. But Fanny argued +the matter with him.</p> + +<p>"Is it always to be so, father?"</p> + +<p>"I do not know. What matters it, so as I have strength to do a turn +of work?"</p> + +<p>"It must not be that her presence should drive you from the house. +Think of mother, and what she will suffer. Father, you must come."</p> + +<p>Then he allowed himself to be led into the house, and he sat in his +accustomed chair, and ate his dinner in gloomy silence. But after +dinner he would not smoke.</p> + +<p>"I tell 'ee, lass, I do not want the pipe to-day. Now't has got +itself done. D'ye think as grist 'll grind itself without hands?"</p> + +<p>When Carry said that it would be better than this that she should go +again, Fanny told her to remember that evil things could not be cured +in a day. With the mother that afternoon was, on the whole, a happy +time, for she sat with her lost child's hand within her own. Late in +the evening, when the miller returned to his rest, Carry moved about +the house softly, resuming some old task to which in former days she +had been accustomed; and as she did so the miller's eyes would wander +round the room after her; but he did not speak to her on that day, +nor did he pronounce her name.</p> + +<p>Two other circumstances which bear upon our story occurred at the +mill that afternoon. After their tea, at which the miller did not +make his appearance, Fanny Brattle put on her bonnet and ran across +the fields to the vicarage. After all the trouble that Mr. Fenwick +had taken, it was, she thought, necessary that he should be told what +had happened.</p> + +<p>"That is the best news," said he, "that I have heard this many a +day."</p> + +<p>"I knew that you would be glad to hear that the poor child has found +her home again." Then Fanny told the whole story,—how Carry had +escaped from Salisbury, being driven to do so by fear of the law +proceedings at which she had been summoned to attend, how her father +had sworn that he would not yield, and how at length he had yielded. +When Fanny told the Vicar and Mrs. Fenwick that the old man had as +yet not spoken to his daughter, they both desired her to be of good +cheer.</p> + +<p>"That will come, Fanny," said Mrs. Fenwick, "if she once be allowed +to sit at table with him."</p> + +<p>"Of course it will come," said the Vicar. "In a week or two you will +find that she is his favourite."</p> + +<p>"She was the favourite with us all, sir, once," said Fanny, "and may +God send that it shall be so again. A winsome thing like her is made +to be loved. You'll come and see her, Mr. Fenwick, some day?" Mr. +Fenwick promised that he would, and Fanny returned to the mill.</p> + +<p>The other circumstance was the arrival of Constable Toffy at the mill +during Fanny's absence. In the course of the day news had travelled +into the village that Carry Brattle was again at the mill;—and +Constable Toffy, who in regard to the Brattle family, was somewhat +discomfited by the transactions of the previous day at Heytesbury, +heard the news. He was aware,—being in that respect more capable +than Lord Trowbridge of receiving enlightenment,—that the result of +all the inquiries made, in regard to the murder, did, in truth, +contain no tittle of evidence against Sam. As constables go, +Constable Toffy was a good man, and he would be wronged if it were to +be said of him that he regretted Sam's escape; but his nature was as +is the nature of constables, and he could not rid himself of that +feeling of disappointment which always attends baffled efforts. And +though he saw that there was no evidence against Sam, he did not, +therefore, necessarily think that the young man was innocent. It may +be doubted whether, to the normal policeman's mind, any man is ever +altogether absolved of any crime with which that man's name has been +once connected. He felt, therefore, somewhat sore against the +Brattles;—and then there was the fact that Carry Brattle, who had +been regularly "subpœnaed," had kept herself out of the way,—most +flagitiously, illegally and damnably. She had run off from Salisbury, +just as though she were a free person to do as she pleased with +herself, and not subject to police orders! When, therefore, he heard +that Carry was at the mill,—she having made herself liable to some +terribly heavy fine by her contumacy,—it was manifestly his duty to +see after her and let her know that she was wanted.</p> + +<p>At the mill he saw only the miller himself, and his visit was not +altogether satisfactory. Old Brattle, who understood very little of +the case, but who did understand that his own son had been made clear +in reference to that accusation, had no idea that his daughter had +any concern with that matter, other than what had fallen to her lot +in reference to her brother. When, therefore, Toffy inquired after +Caroline Brattle, and desired to know whether she was at the mill, +and also was anxious to be informed why she had not attended at +Heytesbury in accordance with the requirements of the law, the miller +turned upon him and declared that if anybody said a word against Sam +Brattle in reference to the murder,—the magistrates having settled +that matter,—he, Jacob Brattle, old as he was, would "see it out" +with that malignant slanderer. Constable Toffy did his best to make +the matter clear to the miller, but failed utterly. Had he a warrant +to search for anybody? Toffy had no warrant. Toffy only desired to +know whether Caroline Brattle was or was not beneath her father's +roof. The old miller, declaring to himself that, though his child had +shamed him, he would not deny her now that she was again one of the +family, acknowledged so much, but refused the constable admittance to +the house.</p> + +<p>"But, Mr. Brattle," said the constable, "she was subpœnaed."</p> + +<p>"I know now't o' that," answered the miller, not deigning to turn his +face round to his antagonist.</p> + +<p>"But you know, Mr. Brattle, the law must have its course."</p> + +<p>"No, I don't. And it ain't law as you should come here a hindering o' +me; and it ain't law as you should walk that unfortunate young woman +off with you to prison."</p> + +<p>"But she's wanted, Mr. Brattle;—not in the way of going to prison, +but before the magistrates."</p> + +<p>"There's a deal of things is wanted as ain't to be had. Anyways, you +ain't no call to my house now, and as them as is there is in trouble, +I'll ax you to be so kind as—as just to leave us alone."</p> + +<p>Toffy, pretending that he was satisfied with the information +received, and merely adding that Caroline Brattle must certainly, at +some future time, be made to appear before the magistrates at +Heytesbury, took his departure with more good-humour than the miller +deserved from him, and returned to the village.</p> + + +<p><a name="c54" id="c54"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER LIV.</h3> +<h4>MR. GILMORE'S RUBIES.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>Mary Lowther struggled hard for a week to reconcile herself to her +new fate, and at the end of the week had very nearly given way. The +gloom which had fallen upon her acted upon her lover and then reacted +upon herself. Could he have been light in hand, could he have talked +to her about ordinary subjects, could he have behaved towards her +with any even of the light courtesies of the every-day lover, she +would have been better able to fight her battle. But when he was with +her there was a something in his manner which always seemed to accuse +her in that she, to whom he was giving so much, would give him +nothing in return. He did not complain in words. He did not wilfully +resent her coldness to him. But he looked, and walked, and spoke, and +seemed to imply by every deed that he was conscious of being an +injured man. At the end of the week he made her a handsome present, +and in receiving it she had to assume some pleasure. But the failure +was complete, and each of the two knew how great was the failure. Of +course, there would be other presents. And he had already,—already, +though no allusion to the day for the marriage had yet been +made,—begun to press on for those changes in his house for which she +would not ask, but which he was determined to effect for her comfort. +There had been another visit to the house and gardens, and he had +told her that this should be done,—unless she objected; and that +that other change should be made, if it were not opposed to her +wishes. She made an attempt to be enthusiastic,—enthusiastic on the +wrong side, to be zealous to save him money, and the whole morning +was beyond measure sad and gloomy. Then she asked herself whether she +meant to go through with it. If not, the sooner that she retreated +and hid herself and her disgrace for the rest of her life the better. +She had accepted him at last, because she had been made to believe +that by doing so she would benefit him, and because she had taught +herself to think that it was her duty to disregard herself. She had +thought of herself till she was sick of the subject. What did it +matter,—about herself,—as long as she could be of some service to +some one? And so thinking, she had accepted him. But now she had +begun to fear that were she to marry this man she could not be of +service to him. And when the thing should be done,—if ever it were +done,—there would be no undoing it. Would not her life be a life of +sin if she were to live as the wife of a man whom she did not +love,—while, perhaps, she would be unable not to love another man?</p> + +<p>Nothing of all this was told to the Vicar, but Mrs. Fenwick knew what +was going on in her friend's mind, and spoke her own very freely. +"Hitherto," she said, "I have given you credit all through for good +conduct and good feeling; but I shall be driven to condemn you if you +now allow a foolish, morbid, sickly idea to interfere with his +happiness and your own."</p> + +<p>"But what if I can do nothing for his happiness?"</p> + +<p>"That is nonsense. He is not a man whom you despise or dislike. If +you will only meet him half-way you will soon find that your +sympathies will grow."</p> + +<p>"There never will be a spark of sympathy between us."</p> + +<p>"Mary, that is most horribly wicked. What you mean is this, that he +is not light and gay as a lover. Of course he remembers the +occurrences of the last six months. Of course he cannot be so happy +as he might have been had Walter Marrable never been at Loring. There +must be something to be conquered, something to be got over, after +such an episode. But you may set your face against doing that, or you +may strive to do it. For his sake, if not for your own, the struggle +should be made."</p> + +<p>"A man may struggle to draw a loaded wagon, but he won't move it."</p> + +<p>"The load in this case is of your own laying on. One hour of frank +kindness on your part would dispel his gloom. He is not gloomy by +nature."</p> + +<p>Then Mary Lowther tried to achieve that hour of frank kindness and +again failed. She failed and was conscious of her failure, and there +came a time,—and that within three weeks of her engagement,—in +which she had all but made up her mind to return the ring which he +had given her, and to leave Bullhampton for ever. Could it be right +that she should marry a man that she did not love?</p> + +<p>That was her argument with herself, and yet she was deterred from +doing as she contemplated by a circumstance which could have had no +effect on that argument. She received from her Aunt Marrable the +following letter, in which was certainly no word capable of making +her think that now, at last, she could love the man whom she had +promised to marry. And yet this letter so affected her, that she told +herself that she would go on and become the wife of Harry Gilmore. +She would struggle yet again, and force herself to succeed. The +wagon, no doubt, was heavily laden, but still, with sufficient +labour, it might perhaps be moved.</p> + +<p>Miss Marrable had been asked to go over to Dunripple, when Mary +Lowther went to Bullhampton. It had been long since she had been +there, and she had not thought ever to make such a visit. But there +came letters, and there were rejoinders,—which were going on before +Mary's departure,—and at last it was determined that Miss Marrable +should go to Dunripple, and pay a visit to her cousin. But she did +not do this till long after Walter Marrable had left the place. She +had written to Mary soon after her arrival, and in this first letter +there had been no word about Walter; but in her second letter she +spoke very freely of Walter Marrable,—as the reader shall +see.<br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="jright">Dunripple, 2nd July, 1868.</p> + +<p class="noindent"><span class="smallcaps">Dear Mary</span>,</p> + +<p>I got your letter on Saturday, and cannot help wishing +that it had been written in better spirits. However, I do +not doubt but that it will all come right soon. I am quite +sure that the best thing you can do is to let Mr. Gilmore +name an early day. Of course you never intended that there +should be a long engagement. Such a thing, where there is +no possible reason for it, must be out of the question. +And it will be much better to take advantage of the fine +weather than to put it off till the winter has nearly +come. Fix some day in August or early in September. I am +sure you will be much happier married than you are single; +and he will be gratified, which is, I suppose, to count +for something.</p> + +<p>I am very happy here, but yet I long to get home. At my +time of life, one must always be strange among strangers. +Nothing can be kinder than Sir Gregory, in his sort of +fashion. Gregory Marrable, the son, is, I fear, in a bad +way. He is unlike his father, and laughs at his own +ailments, but everybody in the house,—except perhaps Sir +Gregory,—knows that he is very ill. He never comes down +at all now, but lives in two rooms, which he has together +up-stairs. We go and see him every day, but he is hardly +able to talk to any one. Sir Gregory never mentions the +subject to me, but Mrs. Brownlow is quite confident that +if anything were to happen to Gregory Marrable, Walter +would be asked to come to Dunripple as the heir, and to +give up the army altogether.</p> + +<p>I get on very well with Mrs. Brownlow, but of course we +cannot be like old friends. Edith is a very nice girl, but +rather shy. She never talks about herself, and is too +silent to be questioned. I do not, however, doubt for a +moment but that she will be Walter Marrable's wife. I +think it likely that they are not engaged as yet, as in +that case I think Mrs. Brownlow would tell me; but many +things have been said which leave on my mind a conviction +that it will be so. He is to be here again in August, and +from the way in which Mrs. Brownlow speaks of his coming, +there is no doubt that she expects it. That he paid great +attention to Edith when he was here before, I am quite +sure; and I take it he is only waiting +<span class="nowrap">till—</span><br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p class="noindent">In writing +so far, Miss Marrable had intended to signify that Captain +Marrable had been slow to ask Edith Brownlow to be his wife while he +was at Dunripple, because he could not bring himself so soon to show +himself indifferent to his former love; but that now he would not +hesitate, knowing as he would know, that his former love had bestowed +herself elsewhere; but in this there would have been a grievous +accusation against Mary, and she was therefore compelled to fill up +her sentence in some other +<span class="nowrap">form;—</span><br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="noindent">till things should +have arranged themselves a little.</p> + +<p>And it will be all for the best. She is a very nice, +quiet, lady-like girl, and so great a favourite with her +uncle, that should his son die before him, his great +object in life will be her welfare. Walter Marrable, as +her husband, would live at Dunripple, just as though the +place were his own. And indeed there would be no one +between him and the property except his own father. Some +arrangement could be made as to buying out his life +interest,—for which indeed he has taken the money +beforehand with a vengeance,—and then Walter would be +settled for life. Would not this be all for the best?</p> + +<p>I shall go home about the 14th. They want me to stay, but +I shall have been away quite long enough. I don't know +whether people ought to go from home at all after a +certain age. I get cross because I can't have the sort of +chair I like to sit on; and then they don't put any green +tea into the pot, and I don't like to ask to have any +made, as I doubt whether they have any green tea in the +house. And I find it bad to be among invalids with whom, +indeed, I can sympathise, but for whom I cannot pretend +that I feel any great affection. As we grow old we become +incapable of new tenderness, and rather resent the calls +that are made upon us for pity. The luxury of devotion to +misery is as much the privilege of the young as is that of +devotion to love.</p> + +<p>Write soon, dearest; and remember that the best news I can +have, will be tidings as to the day fixed for your +marriage. And remember, too, that I won't have any +question about your being married at Bullhampton. It would +be quite improper. He must come to Loring; and I needn't +say how glad I shall be to see the Fenwicks. Parson John +will expect to marry you, but Mr. Fenwick might come and +assist.</p> + +<p class="ind10">Your most affectionate aunt,</p> + +<p class="ind15"><span class="smallcaps">Sarah +Marrable</span>.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p>It was not the entreaty made by her aunt that an early day should be +fixed for the marriage which made Mary Lowther determine that she +would yet once more attempt to drag the wagon. She could have +withstood such entreaty as that, and, had the letter gone no further, +would probably have replied to it by saying that no day could be +fixed at all. But, with the letter there came an assurance that +Walter Marrable had forgotten her, was about to marry Edith Brownlow, +and that therefore all ideas of love and truth and sympathy and joint +beating of mutual hearts, with the rest of it, might be thrown to the +winds. She would marry Harry Gilmore, and take care that he had good +dinners, and would give her mind to flannel petticoats and coal for +the poor of Bullhampton, and would altogether come down from the +pedestal which she had once striven to erect for herself. From that +high but tottering pedestal, propped up on shafts of romance and +poetry, she would come down; but there would remain for her the +lower, firmer standing block, of which duty was the sole support. It +was no doubt most unreasonable that any such change should come upon +her in consequence of her aunt's letter. She had never for a moment +told herself that Walter Marrable could ever be anything to her, +since that day on which she had by her own deed liberated him from +his troth; and, indeed, had done more than that, had forced him to +accept that liberation. Why then should his engagement with another +woman have any effect with her either in one direction or in the +other? She herself had submitted to a new engagement,—had done so +before he had shown any sign of being fickle. She could not therefore +be angry with him. And yet, because he could be fickle, because he +could do that very thing which she had openly declared her purpose of +doing, she persuaded herself,—for a week or two,—that any sacrifice +made to him would be a sacrifice to folly, and a neglect of duty.</p> + +<p>At this time, during this week or two, there came to her direct from +the jewellers in London, a magnificent set of rubies,—ear-rings, +brooch, bracelets, and necklace. The rubies she had seen before, and +knew that they had belonged to Mr. Gilmore's mother. Mrs. Fenwick had +told him that the setting was so old that no lady could wear them +now, and there had been a presentiment that they would be forthcoming +in a new form. Mary had said that, of course, such ornaments as these +would come into her hands only when she became Mrs. Gilmore. Mrs. +Fenwick had laughed and told her that she did not understand the +romantic generosity of her lover. And now the jewellery had come to +her at the parsonage without a word from Gilmore, and was spread out +in its pretty cases on the vicarage drawing-room table. Now, if ever, +must she say that she could not do as she had promised.</p> + +<p>"Mary," said Mrs. Fenwick, "you must go up to him to-morrow, and tell +him how noble he is."</p> + +<p>Mary waited, perhaps, for a whole minute before she answered. She +would willingly have given the jewels away for ever and ever, so that +they might not have been there now to trouble her. But she did answer +at last, knowing, as she did so, that her last chance was gone.</p> + +<p>"He is noble," she said, slowly; "and I will go and tell him so. I'll +go now, if it is not too late."</p> + +<p>"Do, do. You'll be sure to find him." And Mrs. Fenwick, in her +enthusiasm, embraced her friend and kissed her.</p> + +<p>Mary put on her hat and walked off at once through the garden and +across the fields, and into the Privets; and close to the house she +met her lover. He did not see her till he heard her step, and then +turned short round, almost as though fearing something.</p> + +<p>"Harry," she said, "those jewels have come. Oh, dear. They are not +mine yet. Why did you have them sent to me?"</p> + +<p>There was something in the word yet, or in her tone as she spoke it, +which made his heart leap as it had never leaped before.</p> + +<p>"If they're not yours, I don't know whom they belong to," he said. +And his eye was bright, and his voice almost shook with emotion.</p> + +<p>"Are you doing anything?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Nothing on earth."</p> + +<p>"Then come and see them."</p> + +<p>So they walked off, and he, at any rate, on that occasion was a happy +lover. For a few minutes,—perhaps for an hour,—he did allow himself +to believe that he was destined to enjoy that rapture of requited +affection, in longing for which his very soul had become sick. As she +walked back with him to the vicarage her hand rested heavily on his +arm, and when she asked him some question about his land, she was +able so to modulate her voice as to make him believe that she was +learning to regard his interests as her own. He stopped her at the +gate leading into the vicarage garden, and once more made to her an +assurance of his regard.</p> + +<p>"Mary," he said, "if love will beget love, I think that you must love +me at last."</p> + +<p>"I will love you," she said, pressing his arm still more closely. But +even then she could not bring herself to tell him that she did love +him.</p> + + +<p><a name="c55" id="c55"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER LV.</h3> +<h4>GLEBE LAND.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>The fifteenth of July was a Sunday, and it had been settled for some +time past that on this day Mr. Puddleham would preach for the first +time in his new chapel. The building had been hurried on through the +early summer in order that this might be achieved; and although the +fittings were not completed, and the outward signs of the masons and +labourers had not been removed,—although the heaps of mortar were +still there, and time had not yet sufficed to have the chips cleared +away,—on Sunday the fifteenth of July the chapel was opened. Great +efforts were made to have it filled on the occasion. The builder from +Salisbury came over with all his family, not deterred by the +consideration that whereas the Puddlehamites of Bullhampton were +Primitive Methodists, he was a regular Wesleyan. And many in the +parish were got to visit the chapel on this the day of its glory, who +had less business there than even the builder from Salisbury. In most +parishes there are some who think it well to let the parson know that +they are independent and do not care for him, though they profess to +be of his flock; and then, too, the novelty of the thing had its +attraction, and the well-known fact that the site chosen for the +building had been as gall and wormwood to the parson and his family. +These causes together brought a crowd to the vicarage-gate on that +Sunday morning, and it was quite clear that the new chapel would be +full, and that Mr. Puddleham's first Sunday would be a success. And +the chapel, of course, had a bell,—a bell which was declared by Mrs. +Fenwick to be the hoarsest, loudest, most unmusical, and ill-founded +miscreant of a bell that was ever suspended over a building for the +torture of delicate ears. It certainly was a loud and brazen bell; +but Mr. Fenwick expressed his opinion that there was nothing amiss +with it. When his wife declared that it sounded as though it came +from the midst of the shrubs at their own front gate, he reminded her +that their own church bells sounded as though they came from the +lower garden. That one sound should be held by them to be musical and +the other abominable, he declared to be a prejudice. Then there was a +great argument about the bells, in which Mrs. Fenwick, and Mary +Lowther, and Harry Gilmore were all against the Vicar. And, +throughout the discussion, it was known to them all that there were +no ears in the parish to which the bells were so really odious as +they were to the ears of the Vicar himself. In his heart of hearts he +hated the chapel, and, in spite of all his endeavours to the +contrary, his feelings towards Mr. Puddleham were not those which the +Christian religion requires one neighbour to bear to another. But he +made the struggle, and for some weeks past had not said a word +against Mr. Puddleham. In regard to the Marquis the thing was +different. The Marquis should have known better, and against the +Marquis he did say a great many words.</p> + +<p>They began to ring the bell on that Sunday morning before ten +o'clock. Mrs. Fenwick was still sitting at the breakfast-table, with +the windows open, when the sound was first heard,—first heard, that +is, on that morning. She looked at Mary, groaned, and put her hands +to her ears. The Vicar laughed, and walked about the room.</p> + +<p>"At what time do they begin?" said Mary.</p> + +<p>"Not till eleven," said Mrs. Fenwick. "There, it wants a quarter to +ten now, and they mean to go on with that music for an hour and a +quarter."</p> + +<p>"We shall be keeping them company by-and-by," said the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"The poor old church bells won't be heard through it," said Mrs. +Fenwick.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fenwick was in the habit of going to the village school for half +an hour before the service on Sunday mornings, and on this morning +she started from the house according to her custom at a little after +ten. Mary Lowther went with her, and as the school was in the village +and could be reached much more shortly by the front gate than by the +path round by the church, the two ladies walked out boldly before the +new chapel. The reader may perhaps remember that Mrs. Fenwick had +promised her husband to withdraw that outward animosity to the chapel +which she had evinced by not using the vicarage entrance. As they +went there was a crowd collected, and they found that after the +manner of the Primitive Methodists in their more enthusiastic days, a +procession of worshippers had been formed in the village, which at +this very moment was making its way to the chapel. Mrs. Fenwick, as +she stood aside to make way for them, declared that the bell sounded +as though it were within her bonnet. When they reached the school +they found that many a child was absent who should have been there, +and Mrs. Fenwick knew that the truant urchins were amusing themselves +at the new building. And with those who were not truant the clang of +the new bell distracted terribly that attention which was due to the +collect. Mrs. Fenwick herself confessed afterwards that she hardly +knew what she was teaching.</p> + +<p>Mr. Fenwick, according to his habit, went into his own study when the +ladies went to the school, and there, according to custom also on +Sunday mornings, his letters were brought to him, some few minutes +before he started on his walk through the garden to the church. On +this morning there were a couple of letters for himself, and he +opened them both. One was from a tradesman in Salisbury, and the +other was from his wife's brother-in-law, Mr. Quickenham. Before he +started he read Mr. Quickenham's letter, and then did his best to +forget it and put it out of his mind till the morning service should +be over. The letter was as +<span class="nowrap">follows:—</span><br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="jright">Pump Court, June 30, 1868.</p> + +<p class="noindent"><span class="smallcaps">Dear Fenwick</span>,</p> + +<p>I have found, as I thought I should, that Lord Trowbridge +has no property in, or right whatever to, the bit of +ground on which your enemies have been building their new +Ebenezer. The spot is a part of the glebe, and as such +seems to have been first abandoned by a certain parson +named Brandon, who was your predecessor's predecessor. +There can, however, be no doubt that the ground is glebe, +and that you are bound to protect it as such, on behalf of +your successors, and of the patrons of the living.</p> + +<p>I found some difficulty in getting at the terrier of the +parish,—which you, who consider yourself to be a model +parson, I dare say, have never seen. I have, however, +found it in duplicate. The clerk of the Board of +Guardians, who should, I believe, have a copy of it, knew +nothing about it; and had never heard of such a document. +Your bishop's registrar was not much more learned,—but I +did find it in the bishop's chancery; and there is a copy +of it also at Saint John's, which seems to imply that +great attention has been paid by the college as patron to +the interests of the parish priest. This is more than has +been done by the incumbent, who seems to be an ignorant +fellow in such matters. I wonder how many parsons there +are in the Church who would let a Marquis and a Methodist +minister between them build a chapel on the parish glebe?</p> + +<p class="ind10">Yours ever,</p> + +<p class="ind12"><span class="smallcaps">Richard Quickenham</span>.</p> + +<p class="noindent">If I were +to charge you through an attorney for my trouble +you'd have to mortgage your life interest in the bit of +land to pay me. I enclose a draft from the terrier as far +as the plot of ground and the vicarage-gate are concerned.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p>Here was information! This detestable combination of dissenting and +tyrannically territorial influences had been used to build a +Methodist Chapel upon land of which he, during his incumbency in the +parish, was the freehold possessor! What an ass he must have been not +to know his own possessions! How ridiculous would he appear when he +should come forward to claim as a part of the glebe a morsel of land +to which he had paid no special attention whatever since he had been +in the parish! And then, what would it be his duty to do? Mr. +Quickenham had clearly stated that on behalf of the college, which +was the patron of the living, and on behalf of his successors, it was +his duty to claim the land. And was it possible that he should not do +so after such usage as he had received from Lord Trowbridge? So +meditating,—but grieving that he should be driven at such a moment +to have his mind forcibly filled with such matters,—still hearing +the chapel bell, which in his ears drowned the sound from his own +modest belfry, and altogether doubtful as to what step he would take, +he entered his own church. It was manifest to him that of the poorer +part of his usual audience, and of the smaller farmers, one half were +in attendance upon Mr. Puddleham's triumph.</p> + +<p>During the whole of that afternoon he said not a word of the +barrister's letter to any one. He struggled to banish the subject +from his thoughts. Failing to do that, he did banish it from his +tongue. The letter was in the pocket of his coat; but he showed it to +no one. Gilmore dined at the vicarage; but even to him he was silent. +Of course the conversation at dinner turned upon the chapel. It was +impossible that on such a day they should speak of anything else. +Even as they sat at their early dinner Mr. Puddleham's bell was +ringing, and no doubt there was a vigour in the pulling of it which +would not be maintained when the pulling of it should have become a +thing of every week. There had been a compact made, in accordance +with which the Vicar's wife was to be debarred from saying anything +against the chapel, and, no doubt, when the compact was made, the +understanding was that she should give over hating the chapel. This +had, of course, been found to be impossible, but in a certain way she +had complied with the compact. The noise of the bell however, was +considered to be beyond the compact, and on this occasion she was +almost violent in the expression of her wrath. Her husband listened +to her, and sat without rebuking her, silent, with the lawyer's +letter in his pocket. This bell had been put up on his own land, and +he could pull it down to-morrow. It had been put up by the express +agency of Lord Trowbridge, and with the direct view of annoying him; +and Lord Trowbridge had behaved to him in a manner which set all +Christian charity at defiance. He told himself plainly that he had no +desire to forgive Lord Trowbridge,—that life in this world, as it is +constituted, would not be compatible with such forgiveness,—that he +would not, indeed, desire to injure Lord Trowbridge otherwise than by +exacting such penalty as would force him and such as he to restrain +their tyranny; but that to forgive him, till he should have been so +forced, would be weak and injurious to the community. As to that, he +had quite made up his mind, in spite of all doctrine to the contrary. +Men in this world would have to go naked if they gave their coats to +the robbers who took their cloaks; and going naked is manifestly +inexpedient. His office of parish priest would be lowered in the +world if he forgave, out of hand, such offences as these which had +been committed against him by Lord Trowbridge. This he understood +clearly. And now he might put down, not only the bell, but with the +bell the ill-conditioned peer who had caused it to be put up—on +glebe land. All this went through his mind again and again, as he +determined that on that day, being Sunday, he would think no more +about it.</p> + +<p>When the Monday came it was necessary that he should show the letter +to his wife,—to his wife, and to the Squire, and to Mary Lowther. He +had no idea of keeping the matter secret from his near friends and +advisers; but he had an idea that it would be well that he should +make up his mind as to what he would do before he asked their advice. +He started, therefore, for a turn through the parish before breakfast +on Monday morning,—and resolved as to his course of action. On no +consideration whatever would he have the chapel pulled down. It was +necessary for his purpose that he should have his triumph over the +Marquis,—and he would have it. But the chapel had been built for a +good purpose which it would adequately serve, and let what might be +said to him by his wife or others, he would not have a brick of it +disturbed. No doubt he had no more power to give the land for its +present or any other purpose than had the Marquis. It might very +probably be his duty to take care that the land was not appropriated +to wrong purposes. It might be that he had already neglected his +duty, in not knowing, or in not having taken care to learn the +precise limits of the glebe which had been given over to him for his +use during his incumbency. Nevertheless, there was the chapel, and +there it should stand, as far as he was concerned. If the +churchwardens, or the archdeacon, or the college, or the bishop had +power to interfere, as to which he was altogether ignorant, and chose +to exercise that power, he could not help it. He was nearly sure that +his own churchwardens would be guided altogether by himself,—and as +far as he was concerned the chapel should remain unmolested. Having +thus resolved he came back to breakfast and read Mr. Quickenham's +letter aloud to his wife and Mary Lowther.</p> + +<p>"Glebe!" said the Vicar's wife.</p> + +<p>"Do you mean that it is part of your own land?" asked Mary.</p> + +<p>"Exactly that," said the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"And that old thief of a Marquis has given away what belongs to us?" +said Mrs. Fenwick.</p> + +<p>"He has given away what did not belong to himself," said the Vicar. +"But I can't admit that he's a thief."</p> + +<p>"Surely he ought to have known," said Mary.</p> + +<p>"As for that, so ought I to have known, I suppose. The whole thing is +one of the most ridiculous mistakes that ever was made. It has +absolutely come to pass that here, in the middle of Wiltshire, with +all our maps, and surveys, and parish records, no one concerned has +known to whom belonged a quarter of an acre of land in the centre of +the village. It is just a thing to write an article about in a +newspaper; but I can't say that one party is more to blame than the +other; that is, in regard to the ignorance displayed."</p> + +<p>"And what will you do, Frank?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing."</p> + +<p>"You will do nothing, Frank?"</p> + +<p>"I will do nothing; but I will take care to let the Marquis know the +nature of his generosity. I fancy that I am bound to take on myself +that labour, and I must say that it won't trouble me much to have to +write the letter."</p> + +<p>"You won't pull it down, Frank?"</p> + +<p>"No, my dear."</p> + +<p>"I would, before a week was over."</p> + +<p>"So would I," said Mary. "I don't think it ought to be there."</p> + +<p>"Of course it ought not to be there," said Mrs. Fenwick.</p> + +<p>"They might as well have it here in the garden," said Mary.</p> + +<p>"Just the same," said Mrs. Fenwick.</p> + +<p>"It is not in the garden; and, as it has been built, it shall +remain,—as far as I am concerned. I shall rather like it, now that I +know I am the landlord. I think I shall claim a sitting." This was +the Vicar's decision on the Monday morning, and from that decision +the two ladies were quite unable to move him.</p> + +<p>This occurred a day or two after the affair of the rubies, and at a +time when Mary was being very hard pressed to name a day for her +wedding. Of course such pressure had been the result of Mr. Gilmore's +success on that occasion. She had then resolutely gone to work to +overcome her own, and his, melancholy gloom, and, having in a great +degree succeeded, it was only natural that he should bring up that +question of his marriage day. She, when she had accepted him, had +done so with a stipulation that she should not be hurried; but we all +know what such stipulations are worth. Who is to define what is and +what is not hurry? They had now been engaged a month, and the Squire +was clearly of opinion that there had been no hurry. "September was +the nicest month in the year," he said, "for getting married and +going abroad. September in Switzerland, October among the Italian +lakes, November in Florence and Rome. So that they might get home +before Christmas after a short visit to Naples." That was the +Squire's programme, and his whole manner was altered as he made it. +He thought he knew the nature of the girl well enough to be sure +that, though she would profess no passionate love for him before +starting on such a journey, she would change her tone before she +returned. It should be no fault of his if she did not change it. Mary +had at first declined to fix any day, had talked of next year, had +declared that she would not be hurried. She had carried on the fight +even after the affair of the rubies, but she had fought in opposition +to strong and well-disciplined forces on the other side, and she had +begun to admit to herself that it might be expedient that she should +yield. The thing was to be done, and why not have it done at once? +She had not as yet yielded, but she had begun to think that she would +yield.</p> + +<p>At such a period it was of course natural that the Squire should be +daily at the vicarage, and on this Monday morning he came down while +the minds of all his friends there were intent on the strange +information received from Mr. Quickenham. The Vicar was not by when +Mr. Gilmore was told, and he was thus easily induced to join in the +opinion that the chapel should be made to disappear. He had a +landlord's idea about land, and was thoroughly well-disposed to stop +any encroachment on the part of the Marquis.</p> + +<p>"Lord Trowbridge must pull it down himself, and put it up again +elsewhere," said the Squire.</p> + +<p>"But Frank says that he won't let the Marquis pull it down," said +Mrs. Fenwick, almost moved to tears by the tragedy of the occasion.</p> + + +<div class="center"><a name="il19" id="il19"></a> +<table style="margin: 0 auto" cellpadding="4px"> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <a href="images/il19.jpg"> + <img src="images/il19-t.jpg" width="540" + alt="Mr. Quickenham's letter discussed." /></a> + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <span class="caption">Mr. Quickenham's letter discussed.<br /> + Click to <a href="images/il19.jpg">ENLARGE</a></span> + </td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + + +<p>Then the Vicar joined them, and the matter was earnestly debated;—so +earnestly that, on that occasion, not a word was said as to the day +of the wedding.</p> + + +<p><a name="c56" id="c56"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER LVI.</h3> +<h4>THE VICAR'S VENGEANCE.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>No eloquence on the part of the two ladies at the vicarage, or of the +Squire, could turn Mr. Fenwick from his purpose, but he did consent +at last to go over with the Squire to Salisbury, and to consult Mr. +Chamberlaine. A proposition was made to him as to consulting the +bishop, for whom personally he always expressed a liking, and whose +office he declared that he held in the highest veneration; but he +explained that this was not a matter in which the bishop should be +invited to exercise authority.</p> + +<p>"The bishop has nothing to do with my freehold," he said.</p> + +<p>"But if you want an opinion," said the Squire, "why not go to a man +whose opinion will be worth having?"</p> + +<p>Then the Vicar explained again. His respect for the bishop was so +great, that any opinion coming from his lordship would, to him, be +more than advice; it would be law. So great was his mingled +admiration of the man and respect for the office!</p> + +<p>"What he means," said Mrs. Fenwick, "is, that he won't go to the +bishop, because he has made up his mind already. You are, both of +you, throwing away your time and money in going to Salisbury at all."</p> + +<p>"I'm not sure but what she's right there," said the Vicar. +Nevertheless they went to Salisbury.</p> + +<p>The Rev. Henry Fitzackerly Chamberlaine was very eloquent, clear, and +argumentative on the subject, and perhaps a little overbearing. He +insisted that the chapel should be removed without a moment's delay; +and that notice as to its removal should be served upon all the +persons concerned,—upon Mr. Puddleham, upon the builder, upon the +chapel trustees, the elders of the congregation,—"if there be any +elders," said Mr. Chamberlaine, with a delightful touch of +irony,—and upon the Marquis and the Marquis's agent. He was +eloquent, authoritative and loud. When the Vicar remarked that after +all the chapel had been built for a good purpose, Mr. Chamberlaine +became quite excited in his eloquence.</p> + +<p>"The glebe of Bullhampton, Mr. Fenwick," said he, "has not been +confided to your care for the propagation of dissent."</p> + +<p>"Nor has the vicarage house been confided to me for the reading of +novels; but that is what goes on there."</p> + +<p>"The house is for your private comfort," said the prebendary.</p> + +<p>"And so is the glebe," said the Vicar; "and I shall not be +comfortable if I make these people put down a house of prayer."</p> + +<p>And there was another argument against the Vicar's views, very +strong. This glebe was only given to him in trust. He was bound so to +use it, that it should fall into the hands of his successor +unimpaired and with full capability for fruition. "You have no right +to leave to another the demolition of a building, the erection of +which you should have prevented." This argument was more difficult of +answer than the other, but Mr. Fenwick did answer it.</p> + +<p>"I feel all that," said he; "and I think it likely that my estate may +be liable for the expense of removal. The chapel may be brought in as +a dilapidation. But that which I can answer with my purse, need not +lie upon my conscience. I could let the bit of land, I have no +doubt,—though not on a building lease."</p> + +<p>"But they have built on it," said Mr. Chamberlaine.</p> + +<p>"No doubt, they have; and I can see that my estate may be called upon +to restore the bit of ground to its former position. What I can't see +is, that I am bound to enforce the removal now."</p> + +<p>Mr. Chamberlaine took up the matter with great spirit, and gave a +couple of hours to the discussion, but the Vicar was not shaken.</p> + +<p>The Vicar was not shaken, but his manner as he went out from the +prebendary's presence, left some doubt as to his firmness in the mind +both of that dignitary and of the Squire. He thanked Mr. Chamberlaine +very courteously, and acknowledged that there was a great deal in the +arguments which had been used.</p> + +<p>"I am sure you will find it best to clear your ground of the nuisance +at once," said Mr. Chamberlaine, with that high tone which he knew so +well how to assume; and these were the last words spoken.</p> + +<p>"Well?" said the Squire, as soon as they were out in the Close, +asking his friend as to his decision.</p> + +<p>"It's a very knotty point," said Fenwick.</p> + +<p>"I don't much like my uncle's tone," said the Squire; "I never do. +But I think he is right."</p> + +<p>"I won't say but what he may be."</p> + +<p>"It'll have to come down, Frank," said the Squire.</p> + +<p>"No doubt, some day. But I am quite sure as to this, Harry; that when +you have a doubt as to your duty, you can't be wrong in delaying +that, the doing of which would gratify your own ill will. Don't you +go and tell this to the women; but to my eyes that conventicle at +Bullhampton is the most hideous, abominable, and disagreeable object +that ever was placed upon the earth!"</p> + +<p>"So it is to mine," said the Squire.</p> + +<p>"And therefore I won't touch a brick of it. It shall be my hair +shirt, my fast day, my sacrifice of a broken heart, my little pet +good work. It will enable me to take all the good things of the world +that come in my way, and flatter myself that I am not self-indulgent. +There is not a dissenter in Bullhampton will get so much out of the +chapel as I will."</p> + +<p>"I fancy they can make you have it pulled down."</p> + +<p>"Then their making me shall be my hair shirt, and I shall be fitted +just as well." Upon that they went back to Bullhampton, and the +Squire told the two ladies what had passed; as to the hair shirt and +all.</p> + +<p>Mr. Fenwick in making for himself his hair shirt did not think it +necessary to abstain from writing to the Marquis of Trowbridge. This +he did on that same day after his return from Salisbury. In the +middle of the winter he had written a letter to the Marquis, +remonstrating against the building of the chapel opposite to his own +gate. He now took out his copy of that letter, and the answer to it, +in which the agent of the Marquis had told him that the Marquis +considered that the spot in question was the most eligible site which +his lordship could bestow for the purpose in question. Our Vicar was +very anxious not to disturb the chapel now that it was built; but he +was quite as anxious to disturb the Marquis. In the formation of that +hair shirt which he was minded to wear, he did not intend to weave in +any mercy towards the Marquis. It behoved him to punish the +Marquis,—for the good of society in general. As a trespasser he +forgave the Marquis, in a Christian point of view; but as a pestilent +wasp on the earth, stinging folks right and left with an arrogance, +the ignorance of which was the only excuse to be made for his +cruelty, he thought it to be his duty to set his heel upon the +Marquis; which he did by writing the following letter.<br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="jright">Bullhampton Vicarage, July 18, 186—.</p> + +<p class="noindent"><span class="smallcaps">My Lord Marquis</span>,</p> + +<p>On the 3rd of January last I ventured to write to your +lordship with the object of saving myself and my family +from a great annoyance, and of saving you also from the +disgrace of subjecting me to it. I then submitted to you +the expediency of giving in the parish some other site for +the erection of a dissenting chapel than the small patch +of ground immediately opposite to the vicarage gate, +which, as I explained to you, I had always regarded as +belonging to the vicarage. I did not for a moment question +your lordship's right to give the land in question, but +appealed simply to your good-feeling. I confess that I +took it for granted that even your lordship, in so very +high-handed a proceeding, would take care to have right on +your side. In answer to this I received a letter from your +man of business, of which, as coming from him, I do not +complain, but which, as a reply to my letter to your +lordship, was an insult. The chapel has been built, and on +last Sunday was opened for worship.</p> + +<p>I have now learned that the land which you have given away +did not belong to your lordship, and never formed a +portion of the Stowte estate in this parish. It was, and +is, glebe land; and formed, at the time of your bestowal, +a portion of my freehold as Vicar. I acknowledge that I +was remiss in presuming that you as a landlord knew the +limits of your own rights, and that you would not trespass +beyond them. I should have made my inquiry more urgently. +I have made it now, and your lordship may satisfy yourself +by referring to the maps of the parish lands, which are to +be found in the bishop's chancery, and also at St. John's, +Oxford, if you cannot do so by any survey of the estate in +your own possession. I enclose a sketch showing the exact +limits of the glebe in respect to the vicarage entrance +and the patch of ground in question. The fact is, that the +chapel in question has been built on the glebe land by +authority—illegally and unjustly given by your lordship.</p> + +<p>The chapel is there, and though it is a pity that it +should have been built, it would be a greater pity that it +should be pulled down. It is my purpose to offer to the +persons concerned a lease of the ground for the term of my +incumbency at a nominal rent. I presume that a lease may +be so framed as to protect the rights of my successor.</p> + +<p>I will not conclude this letter without expressing my +opinion that gross as has been your lordship's ignorance +in giving away land which did not belong to you, your +fault in that respect has been very trifling in comparison +with the malice you have shown to a clergyman of your own +church, settled in a parish partly belonging to yourself, +in having caused the erection of this chapel on the +special spot selected with no other object than that of +destroying my personal comfort and that of my wife.</p> + +<p class="noindent"><span class="ind6">I have the honour to be</span><br /> +<span class="ind8">Your lordship's most obedient servant,</span></p> + +<p class="ind15"><span class="smallcaps">Francis +Fenwick</span>.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p>When he had finished his epistle he read it over more than once, and +was satisfied that it would be vexatious to the Marquis. It was his +direct object to vex the Marquis, and he had set about it with all +his vigour. "I would skin him if I knew how," he had said to Gilmore. +"He has done that to me which no man should forgive. He has spoken +ill of me, and calumniated me, not because he has thought ill of me, +but because he has had a spite against me. They may keep their chapel +as far as I am concerned. But as for his lordship, I should think ill +of myself if I spared him." He had his lordship on the hip, and he +did not spare him. He showed the letter to his wife.</p> + +<p>"Isn't malice a very strong word?" she said.</p> + +<p>"I hope so," answered the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"What I mean is, might you not soften it without hurting your cause?"</p> + +<p>"I think not. I conscientiously believe the accusation to be true. I +endeavour so to live among my neighbours that I may not disgrace +them, or you, or myself. This man has dared to accuse me openly of +the grossest immorality and hypocrisy, when I am only doing my duty +as I best know how to do it; and I do now believe in my heart that in +making these charges he did not himself credit them. At any rate, no +man can be justified in making such charges without evidence."</p> + +<p>"But all that had nothing to do with the bit of ground, Frank."</p> + +<p>"It is part and parcel of the same thing. He has chosen to treat me +as an enemy, and has used all the influence of his wealth and rank to +injure me. Now he must look to himself. I will not say a word of him, +or to him, that is untrue; but as he has said evil of me behind my +back which he did not believe, so will I say the evil of him, which I +do believe, to his face." The letter was sent, and before the day was +over the Vicar had recovered his good humour.</p> + +<p>And before the day was over the news was all through the parish. +There was a certain ancient shoemaker in the village who had carried +on business in Devizes, and had now retired to spend the evening of +his life in his native place. Mr. Bolt was a quiet, inoffensive old +man, but he was a dissenter, and was one of the elders and trustees +who had been concerned in raising money for the chapel. To him the +Vicar had told the whole story, declaring at the same time that, as +far as he was concerned, Mr. Puddleham and his congregation should, +at any rate for the present, be made welcome to their chapel. This he +had done immediately on his return from Salisbury, and before the +letter to the Marquis was written. Mr. Bolt, not unnaturally, saw his +minister the same evening, and the thing was discussed in full +conclave by the Puddlehamites. At the end of that discussion, Mr. +Puddleham expressed his conviction that the story was a mare's nest +from beginning to end. He didn't believe a word of it. The Marquis +was not the man to give away anything that did not belong to him. +Somebody had hoaxed the Vicar, or the Vicar had hoaxed Mr. Bolt; or +else,—which Mr. Puddleham thought to be most likely,—the Vicar had +gone mad with vexation at the glory and the triumph of the new +chapel.</p> + +<p>"He was uncommon civil," said Mr. Bolt, who at this moment was +somewhat inclined to favour the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"No doubt, Mr. Bolt; no doubt," said Mr. Puddleham, who had quite +recovered from his first dismay, and had worked himself up to a state +of eloquent enthusiasm. "I dare say he was civil. Why not? In old +days when we hardly dared to talk of having a decent house of prayer +of our own in which to worship our God, he was always civil. No one +has ever heard me accuse Mr. Fenwick of incivility. But will any one +tell me that he is a friend to our mode of worship? Gentlemen, we +must look to ourselves, and I for one tell you that that chapel is +ours. You won't find that his ban will keep me out of my pulpit. +Glebe, indeed! why should the Vicar have glebe on the other side of +the road from his house? Or, for the matter of that, why should he +have glebe at all?" This was so decisive that no one at the meeting +had a word to say after Mr. Puddleham had finished his speech.</p> + +<p>When the Marquis received his letter he was up in London. Lord +Trowbridge was not much given to London life, but was usually +compelled by circumstances,—the circumstances being the custom of +society as pleaded by his two daughters,—to spend the months of May, +June, and July at the family mansion in Grosvenor Square. Moreover, +though the Marquis never opened his mouth in the House of Lords, it +was, as he thought, imperative on him to give to the leader of his +party the occasional support of his personal presence. Our Vicar, +knowing this, had addressed his letter to Grosvenor Square, and it +had thus reached its destination without loss of time. Lord +Trowbridge by this time knew the handwriting of his enemy; and, as he +broke the envelope, there came upon him an idea that it might be wise +to refuse the letter, and to let it go back to its writer unopened. +It was beneath his dignity to correspond with a man, or to receive +letters from a man who would probably insult him. But before he could +make up his mind, the envelope had been opened, and the letter had +been read. His wrath, when he had read it, no writer of a simple +prose narration should attempt to describe. "Disgrace," "insult," +"ignorance," and "malice,"—these were the words with which the +Marquis found himself pelted by this pestilent, abominable, and most +improper clergyman. As to the gist of the letter itself, it was some +time before he understood it. And when he did begin to understand it, +he did not as yet begin to believe it. His intelligence worked +slowly, whereas his wrath worked quickly. But at last he began to ask +himself whether the accusation made against him could possibly be +based on truth. When the question of giving the land had been under +consideration, it had never occurred to any one concerned that it +could belong to the glebe. There had been some momentary suspicion +that the spot might possibly have been so long used as common land as +to give room for a question on that side; but no one had dreamed that +any other claimant could arise. That the whole village of Bullhampton +belonged to the Marquis was notorious. Of course there was the glebe. +But who could think that the morsel of neglected land lying on the +other side of the road belonged to the vicarage? The Marquis did not +believe it now. This was some piece of wickedness concocted by the +venomous brain of the iniquitous Vicar, more abominable than all his +other wickednesses. The Marquis did not believe it; but he walked up +and down his room all the morning thinking of it. The Marquis was +sure that it was not true, and yet he could not for a moment get the +idea out of his mind. Of course he must tell St. George. The language +of the letter which had been sent to him was so wicked, that St. +George must at least agree with him now in his anger against this +man. And could nothing be done to punish the man? Prosecutions in +regard to anonymous letters, threatening letters, begging letters, +passed through his mind. He knew that punishment had been inflicted +on the writers of insolent letters to royalty. And letters had been +proved to be criminal as being libellous,—only then they must be +published; and letters were sometimes held to form a conspiracy;—but +he could not quite see his way to that. He knew that he was not +royal; and he knew that the Vicar neither threatened him or begged +aught from him. What if St. George should tell him again that this +Vicar had right on his side! He cast the matter about in his mind all +the day; and then, late in the afternoon, he got into his carriage, +and had himself driven to the chambers of Messrs. Boothby, the family +lawyers.</p> + + +<p><a name="c57" id="c57"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER LVII.</h3> +<h4>OIL IS TO BE THROWN UPON THE WATERS.<br /> </h4> + + +<p><img class="left" src="images/ch57a.jpg" width="310" alt="Illustration" /> +Messrs. Boothby in Lincoln's Inn had for very many years been the +lawyers of the Stowte family, and probably knew as much about the +property as any of the Stowtes themselves. They had not been +consulted about the giving away of the bit of land for the chapel +purposes, nor had they been instructed to draw up any deed of gift. +The whole thing had been done irregularly. The land had been only +promised, and not in truth as yet given, and the Puddlehamites, in +their hurry, had gone to work and had built upon a promise. The +Marquis, when, after the receipt of Mr. Fenwick's letter, his first +rage was over, went at once to the chambers of Messrs. Boothby, and +was forced to explain all the circumstances of the case to the senior +partner before he could show the clergyman's wicked epistle. Old Mr. +Boothby was a man of the same age as the Marquis, and, in his way, +quite as great. Only the lawyer was a clever old man, whereas the +Marquis was a stupid old man. Mr. Boothby sat, bowing his head, as +the Marquis told his story. The story was rather confused, and for +awhile Mr. Boothby could only understand that a dissenting chapel had +been built upon his client's land.</p> + +<p>"We shall have to set it right by some scrap of a conveyance," said +the lawyer.</p> + +<p>"But the Vicar of the parish claims it," said the Marquis.</p> + +<p>"Claims the chapel, my lord!"</p> + +<p>"He is a most pestilent, abominable man, Mr. Boothby. I have brought +his letter here." Mr. Boothby held out his hand to receive the +letter. From almost any client he would prefer a document to an oral +explanation, but he would do so especially from his lordship. "But +you must understand," continued the Marquis, "that he is quite unlike +any ordinary clergyman. I have the greatest respect for the church, +and am always happy to see clergymen at my own house. But this is a +litigious, quarrelsome fellow. They tell me he's an infidel, and he +<span class="nowrap">keeps—!</span> Altogether, +Mr. Boothby, nothing can be worse."</p> + +<p>"Indeed!" said the lawyer, still holding out his hand for the letter.</p> + +<p>"He has taken the trouble to insult me continually. You heard how a +tenant of mine was murdered? He was murdered by a young man whom this +clergyman screens, because,—because,—he is the brother of,—of,—of +the young woman."</p> + +<p>"That would be very bad, my lord."</p> + +<p>"It is very bad. He knows all about the murder;—I am convinced he +does. He went bail for the young man. He used to associate with him +on most intimate terms. As to the sister;—there's no doubt about +that. They live on the land of a person who owns a small estate in +the parish."</p> + +<p>"Mr. Gilmore, my lord?"</p> + +<p>"Exactly so. This Mr. Fenwick has got Mr. Gilmore in his pocket. You +can have no idea of such a state of things as this. And now he writes +me this letter! I know his handwriting now, and any further +communication I shall return." The Marquis ceased to speak, and the +lawyer at once buried himself in the letter.</p> + +<p>"It is meant to be offensive," said the lawyer.</p> + +<p>"Most insolent, most offensive, most improper! And yet the bishop +upholds him!"</p> + +<p>"But if he is right about the bit of land, my lord, it will be rather +awkward." And as he spoke, the lawyer examined the sketch of the +vicarage entrance. "He gives this as copied from the terrier of the +parish, my lord."</p> + +<p>"I don't believe a word of it," said the Marquis.</p> + +<p>"You didn't look at the plan of the estate, my lord?"</p> + +<p>"I don't think we did; but Packer had no doubt. No one knows the +property in Bullhampton so well as Packer, and Packer +<span class="nowrap">said—"</span></p> + +<p>But while the Marquis was still speaking the lawyer rose, and begging +his client's pardon, went to the clerk in the outer room. Nor did he +return till the clerk had descended to an iron chamber in the +basement, and returned from thence with a certain large tin box. Into +this a search was made, and presently Mr. Boothby came back with a +weighty lump of dusty vellum documents, and a manuscript map, or +sketch of a survey of the Bullhampton estate, which he had had +opened. While the search was being made he had retired to another +room, and had had a little conversation with his partner about the +weather. "I am afraid the parson is right, my lord," said Mr. +Boothby, as he closed the door.</p> + +<p>"Right!"</p> + +<p>"Right in his facts, my lord. It is glebe, and is marked so here very +plainly. There should have been a reference to us,—there should, +indeed, my lord. Packer, and men like him, really know nothing. The +truth is, in such matters nobody knows anything. You should always +have documentary evidence."</p> + +<p>"And it is glebe?"</p> + +<p>"Not a doubt of it, my lord."</p> + +<p>Then the Marquis knew that his enemy had him on the hip, and he laid +his old head down upon his folded arms and wept. In his weeping it is +probable that no tears rolled down his cheeks, but he wept inward +tears,—tears of hatred, remorse, and self-commiseration. His enemy +had struck him with scourges, and, as far as he could see at present, +he could not return a blow. And he must submit himself,—must restore +the bit of land, and build those nasty dissenters a chapel elsewhere +on his own property. He had not a doubt as to that for a moment. +Could he have escaped the shame of it,—as far as the expense was +concerned he would have been willing to build them ten chapels. And +in doing this he would give a triumph, an unalloyed triumph, to a man +whom he believed to be thoroughly bad. The Vicar had accused the +Marquis of spreading reports which he, the Marquis, did not himself +believe; but the Marquis believed them all. At this moment there was +no evil that he could not have believed of Mr. Fenwick. While sitting +there an idea, almost amounting to a conviction, had come upon him, +that Mr. Fenwick had himself been privy to the murder of old +Trumbull. What would not a parson do who would take delight in +insulting and humiliating the nobleman who owned the parish in which +he lived? To Lord Trowbridge the very fact that the parson of the +parish which he regarded as his own was opposed to him, proved +sufficiently that that parson was,—scum, dregs, riff-raff, a low +radical, and everything that a parson ought not to be. The Vicar had +been wrong there. The Marquis did believe it all religiously.</p> + +<p>"What must I do?" said the Marquis.</p> + +<p>"As to the chapel itself, my lord, the Vicar, bad as he is, does not +want to move it."</p> + +<p>"It must come down," said the Marquis, getting up from his chair. "It +shall come down. Do you think that I would allow it to stand when it +has been erected on his ground,—through my error? Not for a +day!—not for an hour! I'll tell you what, Mr. Boothby,—that man has +known it all through;—has known it as well as you do now; but he has +waited till the building was complete before he would tell me. I see +it all as plain as the nose on your face, Mr. Boothby."</p> + +<p>The lawyer was meditating how best he might explain to his angry +client that he had no power whatsoever to pull down the +building,—that if the Vicar and the dissenting minister chose to +agree about it the new building must stand, in spite of the +Marquis,—must stand, unless the churchwardens, patron, or +ecclesiastical authorities generally should force the Vicar to have +it removed,—when a clerk came in and whispered a word to the +attorney. "My lord," said Mr. Boothby, "Lord St. George is here. +Shall he come in?"</p> + +<p>The Marquis did not wish to see his son exactly at this minute; but +Lord St. George was, of course, admitted. This meeting at the +lawyer's chambers was altogether fortuitous, and father and son were +equally surprised. But so great was the anger and dismay and general +perturbation of the Marquis at the time, that he could not stop to +ask any question. St. George must, of course, know what had happened, +and it was quite as well that he should be told at once.</p> + +<p>"That bit of ground they've built the chapel on at Bullhampton, turns +out to be—glebe," said the Marquis. Lord St. George whistled. "Of +course, Mr. Fenwick knew it all along," said the Marquis.</p> + +<p>"I should hardly think that," said his son.</p> + +<p>"You read his letter. Mr. Boothby, will you be so good as to show +Lord St. George the letter? You never read such a production. +Impudent scoundrel! Of course he knew it all the time."</p> + +<p>Lord St. George read the letter. "He is very impudent, whether he be +a scoundrel or not."</p> + +<p>"Impudent is no word for it."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps he has had some provocation, my lord."</p> + +<p>"Not from me, St. George;—not from me. I have done nothing to him. +Of course the chapel must be—removed."</p> + +<p>"Don't you think the question might stand over for a while?" +suggested Mr. Boothby. "Matters would become smoother in a month or +two."</p> + +<p>"Not for an hour," said the Marquis.</p> + +<p>Lord St. George walked about the room with the letter in his hand, +meditating. "The truth is," he said, at last, "we have made a +mistake, and we must get out of it as best we can. I think my father +is a little wrong about this clergyman's character."</p> + +<p>"St. George! Have you read his letter? Is that a proper letter to +come from a clergyman of the Church of England +to—to—to<span class="nowrap">—"</span> the +Marquis longed to say to the Marquis of Trowbridge; but he did not +dare so to express himself before his son,—"to the landlord of his +parish?"</p> + +<p>"A red-brick chapel, just close to your lodge, isn't nice, you know."</p> + +<p>"He has got no lodge," said the Marquis.</p> + +<p>"And so we thought we'd build him one. Let me manage this. I'll see +him, and I'll see the minister, and I'll endeavour to throw some oil +upon the waters."</p> + +<p>"I don't want to throw oil upon the waters."</p> + +<p>"Lord St. George is in the right, my lord," said the attorney; "he +really is. It is a case in which we must throw a little oil upon the +waters. We've made a mistake, and when we've done that we should +always throw oil upon the waters. I've no doubt Lord St. George will +find a way out of it." Then the father and the son went away +together, and before they had reached the Houses of Parliament Lord +St. George had persuaded his father to place the matter of the +Bullhampton chapel in his hands. "And as for the letter," said St. +George, "do not you notice it."</p> + +<p>"I have not the slightest intention of noticing it," said the +Marquis, haughtily.</p> + + +<p><a name="c58" id="c58"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER LVIII.</h3> +<h4>EDITH BROWNLOW'S DREAM.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>"My dear, sit down; I want to speak to you. Do you know I should like +to see you—married." This speech was made at Dunripple to Edith +Brownlow by her uncle, Sir Gregory, one morning in July, as she was +attending him with his breakfast. His breakfast consisted always of a +cup of chocolate, made after a peculiar fashion, and Edith was in the +habit of standing by the old man's bedside while he took it. She +would never sit down, because she knew that were she to do so she +would be pretty nearly hidden out of sight in the old arm-chair that +stood at the bed-head; but now she was specially invited to do so, +and that in a manner which almost made her think that it would be +well that she should hide herself for a space. But she did not sit +down. There was the empty cup to be taken from Sir Gregory's hands, +and, after the first moment of surprise, Edith was not quite sure +that it would be good that she should hide herself. She took the cup +and put it on the table, and then returned, without making any reply. +"I should like very much to see you married, my dear," said Sir +Gregory, in the mildest of voices.</p> + +<p>"Do you want to get rid of me, uncle?"</p> + +<p>"No, my dear; that is just what I don't want. Of course you'll marry +somebody."</p> + +<p>"I don't see any of course, Uncle Gregory."</p> + +<p>"But why shouldn't you? I suppose you have thought about it."</p> + +<p>"Only in a general way, Uncle Gregory."</p> + +<p>Sir Gregory Marrable was not a wise man. His folly was of an order +very different from that of Lord Trowbridge,—very much less likely +to do harm to himself or others, much more innocent, and, folly +though it was, a great deal more compatible with certain intellectual +gifts. Lord Trowbridge, not to put too fine a point upon it, was a +fool all round. He was much too great a fool to have an idea of his +own folly. Now Sir Gregory distrusted himself in everything, +conceived himself to be a poor creature, would submit himself to a +child on any question of literature, and had no opinion of his own on +any matter outside his own property,—and even as to that his opinion +was no more than lukewarm. Yet he read a great deal, had much +information stored away somewhere in his memory, and had learned at +any rate to know how small a fly he was himself on the wheel of the +world. But, alas, when he did meddle with anything he was apt to make +a mess of it. There had been some conversation between him and his +sister-in-law, Edith's mother, about Walter Marrable; some also +between him and his son, and between him and Miss Marrable, his +cousin. But as yet no one had spoken to Edith, and as Captain +Marrable himself had not spoken, it would have been as well, perhaps, +if Sir Gregory had held his tongue. After Edith's last answer the old +man was silent for awhile, and then he returned to the subject with a +downright <span class="nowrap">question,—</span></p> + +<p>"How did you like Walter when he was here?"</p> + +<p>"Captain Marrable?"</p> + +<p>"Yes,—Captain Marrable."</p> + +<p>"I liked him well enough,—in a way, Uncle Gregory."</p> + +<p>"Nothing would please me so much, Edith, as that you should become +his wife. You know that Dunripple will belong to him some day."</p> + +<p>"If Gregory does not marry." Edith had hardly known whether to say +this or to leave it unsaid. She was well aware that her cousin +Gregory would never marry,—that he was a confirmed invalid, a man +already worn out, old before his time, and with one foot in the +grave. But had she not said it, she would have seemed to herself to +have put him aside as a person altogether out of the way.</p> + +<p>"Gregory will never marry. Of course while he lives Dunripple will be +his; but if Walter were to marry he would make arrangements. I dare +say you can't understand all about that, my dear; but it would be a +very good thing. I should be so happy if I thought that you were to +live at Dunripple always."</p> + +<p>Edith kissed him and escaped without giving any other answer. Ten +days after that Walter Marrable was to be again at Dunripple,—only +for a few days; but still in a few days the thing might be settled. +Edith had heard something of Mary Lowther, but not much. There had +been some idea of a match between Walter and his cousin Mary, but the +idea had been blown away. So much Edith had heard. To herself Walter +Marrable had been very friendly, and, in truth, she had liked him +much. They two were not cousins, but they were so connected, and had +for some weeks been so thrown together, as to be almost as good as +cousins. His presence at Dunripple had been very pleasant to her, but +she had never thought of him as a lover. And she had an idea of her +own, that girls ought not to think of men as lovers without a good +deal of provocation.</p> + +<p>Sir Gregory spoke to Mrs. Brownlow on the same subject, and as he +told her what had taken place between him and Edith, she felt herself +compelled to speak to her daughter.</p> + +<p>"If it should take place, my dear, it would be very well; but I would +rather your uncle had not mentioned it."</p> + +<p>"It won't do any harm, mamma. I mean, that I shan't break my heart."</p> + +<p>"I believe him to be a very excellent young man,—not at all like his +father, who has been as bad as he can be."</p> + +<p>"Wasn't he in love with Mary Lowther last winter?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know, my dear. I never believe stories of this kind. When I +hear that a young man is going to be married to a young lady, then I +believe that they are in love with each other."</p> + +<p>"It is to be hoped so then, mamma?"</p> + +<p>"But I never believe any thing before. And I think you may take it +for granted that there is nothing in that."</p> + +<p>"It would be nothing to me, mamma."</p> + +<p>"It might be something. But I will say nothing more about it. You've +so much good sense that I am quite sure you won't get into trouble. I +wish Sir Gregory had not spoken to you; but as he has, it may be as +well that you should know that the family arrangement would be very +agreeable to your uncle and to cousin Gregory. The title and the +property must go to Captain Marrable at last, and Sir Gregory would +make immediate sacrifices for you, which perhaps he would not make +for him."</p> + +<p>Edith understood all about it very clearly, and would have understood +all about it with half the words. She would have little or no fortune +of her own, and in money her uncle would have very little to give to +her. Indeed, there was no reason why he should give her anything. She +was not connected with any of the Marrables by blood, though chance +had caused her to live at Dunripple almost all her life. She had +become half a Marrable already, and it might be very well that she +should become a Marrable altogether. Walter was a remarkably handsome +man, would be a baronet, and would have an estate, and might, +perhaps, have the enjoyment of the estate by marrying her earlier +than he would were he to marry any one else. Edith Brownlow +understood it all with sufficient clearness. But then she understood +also that young women shouldn't give away their hearts before they +are asked for them; and she was quite sure that Walter Marrable had +made no sign of asking for hers. Nevertheless, within her own bosom +she did become a little anxious about Mary Lowther, and she wished +that she knew that story.</p> + +<p>On the fourth of August Walter Marrable reached Dunripple, and found +the house given up almost entirely to the doctor. Both his uncle and +his cousin were very ill. When he was able to obtain from the doctor +information on which he could rely, he learned that Mr. Marrable was +in real danger, but that Sir Gregory's ailment was no more than his +usual infirmity heightened by anxiety on behalf of his son. "Your +uncle may live for the next ten years," said the doctor; "but I do +not know what to say about Mr. Marrable." All this time the care and +time of the two ladies were divided between the invalids. Mrs. +Brownlow tended her nephew, and Edith, as usual, waited upon Sir +Gregory. In such circumstances it was not extraordinary that Edith +Brownlow and Walter Marrable should be thrown much +together,—especially as it was the desire of all concerned with them +that they should become man and wife. Poor Edith was subject to a +feeling that everybody knew that she was expected to fall in love +with the man. She thought it probable, too, that the man himself had +been instructed to fall in love with her. This no doubt created a +great difficulty for her, a difficulty which she felt to be heavy and +inconvenient;—but it was lessened by the present condition of the +household. When there is illness in a house, the feminine genius and +spirit predominates the male. If the illness be so severe as to cause +a sense of danger, this is so strongly the case that the natural +position of the two is changed. Edith, quite unconscious of the +reason, was much less afraid of her proposed lover than she would +have been had there been no going about on tiptoe, no questions asked +with bated breath, no great need for womanly aid.</p> + +<p>Walter had been there four days, and was sitting with Edith one +evening out on the lawn among the rhododendrons. When he had found +what was the condition of the household, he had offered to go back at +once to his regiment at Birmingham. But Sir Gregory would not hear of +it. Sir Gregory hated the regiment, and had got an idea in his head +that his nephew ought not to be there at all. He was too weak and +diffident to do it himself; but if any one would have arranged it for +him, he would have been glad to fix an income for Walter Marrable on +condition that Walter should live at home, and look after the +property, and be unto him as a son. But nothing had been fixed, +nothing had been said, and on the day but one following, the captain +was to return to Birmingham. Mrs. Brownlow was with her nephew, and +Walter was sitting with Edith among the rhododendrons, the two having +come out of the house together after such a dinner as is served in a +house of invalids. They had become very intimate, but Edith Brownlow +had almost determined that Walter Marrable did not intend to fall in +love with her. She had quite determined that she would not fall in +love with him till he did. What she might do in that case she had not +told herself. She was not quite sure. He was very nice,—but she was +not quite sure. One ought to be very fond of a young man, she said to +herself, before one falls in love with him. Nevertheless her mind was +by no means set against him. If one can oblige one's friends one +ought, she said, again to herself.</p> + +<p>She had brought him out a cup of coffee, and he was sitting in a +garden chair with a cigar in his mouth. They were Walter and Edith to +each other, just as though they were cousins. Indeed, it was +necessary that they should be cousins to each other, for the rest of +their lives, if no more.</p> + + +<div class="center"><a name="il20" id="il20"></a> +<table style="margin: 0 auto" cellpadding="4px"> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <a href="images/il20.jpg"> + <img src="images/il20-t.jpg" height="500" + alt="She had brought him out a cup of coffee." /></a> + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <span class="caption">She had brought him out a + cup of coffee.<br /> + Click to <a href="images/il20.jpg">ENLARGE</a></span> + </td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + + +<p>"Let us drop the Captain and the Miss," he had said himself; "the +mischief is in it if you and I can't suppose ourselves to be +related." She had assented cordially, and had called him Walter +without a moment's hesitation. "Edith," he said to her now, after he +had sat for a minute or two with the coffee in his hand; "did you +ever hear of a certain cousin of ours, called Mary Lowther?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, dear, yes; she lives with Aunt Sarah at Loring; only Aunt Sarah +isn't my aunt, and Miss Lowther isn't my cousin."</p> + +<p>"Just so. She lives at Loring. Edith, I love you so much that I +wonder whether I may tell you the great secret of my life?"</p> + +<p>"Of course you may. I love secrets; and I specially love the secrets +of those who love me." She said this with a voice perfectly clear, +and a face without a sign of disappointment; but her little dream had +already been dissipated. She knew the secret as well as though it had +been told.</p> + +<p>"I was engaged to marry her."</p> + +<p>"And you will marry her?"</p> + +<p>"It was broken off,—when I thought that I should be forced to go to +India. The story is very long, and very sad. It is my own father who +has ruined me. But I will tell it you some day." Then he told it all, +as he was sitting there with his cigar in his hand. Stories may seem +to be very long, and yet be told very quickly.</p> + +<p>"But you will go back to her now?" said Edith.</p> + +<p>"She has not waited for me."</p> + +<p>"What do you mean?"</p> + +<p>"They tell me that she is to be married to a—to a—certain Mr. +Gilmore."</p> + +<p>"Already!"</p> + +<p>"He had offered to her twenty times before I ever saw her. She never +loved him, and does not now."</p> + +<p>"Who has told you this, Captain Marrable?" She had not intended to +alter her form of speech, and when she had done so would have given +anything to have called him then by his Christian name.</p> + +<p>"My Uncle John."</p> + +<p>"I would ask herself."</p> + +<p>"I mean to do so. But somehow, treated as I am here, I am bound to +tell my uncle of it first. And I cannot do that while Gregory is so +ill."</p> + +<p>"I must go up to my uncle now, Walter. And I do so hope she may be +true to you. And I do so hope I may like her. Don't believe anything +till she has told you herself." Saying this, Edith Brownlow returned +to the house, and at once put her dream quietly out of her sight. She +said nothing to her mother about it then. It was not necessary that +she should tell her mother as yet.</p> + + +<p><a name="c59" id="c59"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER LIX.</h3> +<h4>NEWS FROM DUNRIPPLE.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>At the end of the first week in August news reached the vicarage at +Bullhampton that was not indeed very important to the family of Mr. +Fenwick, but which still seemed to have an immediate effect on their +lives and comfort. The Vicar for some days past had been, as regarded +himself, in a high good humour, in consequence of a communication +which he had received from Lord St. George. Further mention of this +communication must be made, but it may be deferred to the next +chapter, as other matters, more momentous, require our immediate +attention. Mr. Gilmore had pleaded very hard that a day might be +fixed, and had almost succeeded. Mary Lowther, driven into a corner, +had been able to give no reason why she should not fix a day, other +than this,—that Mr. Gilmore had promised her that she should not be +hurried. "What do you mean?" Mrs. Fenwick had said, angrily. "You +speak of the man who is to be your husband as though your greatest +happiness in life were to keep away from him." Mary Lowther had not +dared to answer that such would be her greatest happiness. Then news +had reached the vicarage of the illness of Gregory Marrable, and of +Walter Marrable's presence at Dunripple. This had come of course from +Aunt Sarah, at Loring; but it had come in such a manner as to seem to +justify, for a time, Mary's silence in reference to that question of +naming the day. The Marrables of Dunripple were not nearly related to +her. She had no personal remembrance of either Sir Gregory or his +son. But there was an importance attached to the tidings, which, if +analysed, would have been found to attach itself to Captain Marrable, +rather than to the two men who were ill; and this was tacitly allowed +to have an influence. Aunt Sarah had expressed her belief that +Gregory Marrable was dying; and had gone on to say,—trusting to the +known fact that Mary had engaged herself to Mr. Gilmore, and to the +fact, as believed to be a fact, that Walter was engaged to Edith +Brownlow,—had gone on to say that Captain Marrable would probably +remain at Dunripple, and would take immediate charge of the estate. +"I think there is no doubt," said Aunt Sarah, "that Captain Marrable +and Edith Brownlow will be married." Mary was engaged to Mr. Gilmore, +and why should not Aunt Sarah tell her news?</p> + +<p>The Squire, who had become elated and happy at the period of the +rubies, had, in three days, again fallen away into a state of angry +gloom, rather than of melancholy. He said very little just now either +to Fenwick or to Mrs. Fenwick about his marriage; and, indeed, he did +not say very much to Mary herself. Men were already at work about the +gardens at the Privets, and he would report to her what was done, and +would tell her that the masons and painters would begin in a few +days. Now and again he would ask for her company up to the place; and +she had been there twice at his instance since the day on which she +had gone after him of her own accord, and had fetched him down to +look at the jewels. But there was little or no sympathy between them. +Mary could not bring herself to care about the house or the gardens, +though she told herself again and again that there was she to live +for the remainder of her life.</p> + +<p>Two letters she received from her aunt at Loring within an interval +of three days, and these letters were both filled with details as to +the illness of Sir Gregory and his son, at Dunripple. Walter Marrable +sent accounts to his uncle, the parson, and Mrs. Brownlow sent +accounts to Miss Marrable herself. And then, on the day following the +receipt of the last of these two letters, there came one from Walter +Marrable himself, addressed to Mary Lowther. Gregory Marrable was +dead, and the letter announcing the death of the baronet's only son +was as <span class="nowrap">follows:—</span><br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="jright">Dunripple, August 12, 1868.</p> + +<p class="noindent"><span class="smallcaps">My dear Mary</span>,</p> + +<p>I hardly know whether you will have expected that the news +which I have to tell you should reach you direct from me; +but I think, upon the whole, that it is better that I +should write. My cousin, Gregory Marrable, Sir Gregory's +only son, died this morning. I do not doubt but that you +know that he has been long ill. He has come to the end of +all his troubles, and the old baronet is now childless. He +also has been, and is still, unwell, though I do not know +that he is much worse than usual. He has been an invalid +for years and years. Of course he feels his son's death +acutely; for he is a father who has ever been good to his +son. But it always seems to me that old people become so +used to death, that they do not think of it as do we who +are younger. I have seen him twice to-day since the news +was told to him, and though he spoke of his son with +infinite sorrow, he was able to talk of other things.</p> + +<p>I write to you myself, especially, instead of getting one +of the ladies here to do so, because I think it proper to +tell you how things stand with myself. Everything is +changed with me since you and I parted because it was +necessary that I should seek my fortune in India. You +already know that I have abandoned that idea; and I now +find that I shall leave the army altogether. My uncle has +wished it since I first came here, and he now proposes +that I shall live here permanently. Of course the meaning +is that I should assume the position of his heir. My +father, with whom I personally will have no dealing in the +matter, stands between us. But I do suppose that the +family affairs will be so arranged that I may feel secure +that I shall not be turned altogether adrift upon the +world.</p> + +<p>Dear Mary,—I do not know how to tell you, that as regards +my future everything now depends on you. They have told me +that you have accepted an offer from Mr. Gilmore. I know +no more than this,—that they have told me so. If you will +tell me also that you mean to be his wife, I will say no +more. But until you tell me so, I will not believe it. I +do not think that you can ever love him as you certainly +once loved me;—and when I think of it, how short a time +ago that was! I know that I have no right to complain. Our +separation was my doing as much as yours. But I will +settle nothing as to my future life till I hear from +yourself whether or no you will come back to me.</p> + +<p>I shall remain here till after the funeral, which will +take place on Friday. On Monday I shall go back to +Birmingham. This is Sunday, and I shall expect to hear +from you before the week is over. If you bid me, I will be +with you early next week. If you tell me that my coming +will be useless,—why, then, I shall care very little what +happens.</p> + +<p class="ind8">Yours, with all the love of my heart,</p> + +<p class="ind12"><span class="smallcaps">Walter +Marrable</span>.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p>Luckily for Mary she was alone when she read the letter. Her first +idea on reading it was to think of the words which she had used when +she had most ungraciously consented to become the wife of Harry +Gilmore. "Were he so placed that he could afford to marry a poor +wife, I should leave you and go to him." She remembered them +accurately. She had made up her mind at the time that she would say +them, thinking that thus he would be driven from her, and that she +would be at rest from his solicitation, from those of her friends, +and from the qualms of her own conscience. He had chosen to claim her +in spite of those words,—and now the thing had happened to the +possibility of which she had referred. Poor as she was, Walter +Marrable was able to make her his wife. She held in her hand his +letter telling her that it was so. All her heart was his,—as much +now as it had ever been; and it was impossible that she should not go +to him. She had told Mr. Gilmore herself that she could never love +again as she loved Walter Marrable. She had been driven to believe +that she could never be his wife, and she had separated herself from +him. She had separated herself from him, and persuaded herself that +it would be expedient for her to become the wife of this other man. +But up to this very moment she had never been able to overcome her +horror at the prospect. From day to day she had thought that she must +give it up, even when they were dinning into her ears the tidings +that Walter Marrable was to marry that girl at Dunripple. But that +had been a falsehood,—an absolute falsehood. There had been no such +thought in his bosom. He had never been untrue to her. Ah! how much +the nobler of the two had he been!</p> + +<p>And yet she had struggled hard to do right,—to think of others more +than of herself;—so to dispose of herself that she might be of some +use in the world. And it had come to this! It was quite impossible +now that she should marry Harry Gilmore. There had hitherto been at +any rate an attempt on her part to reconcile herself to that +marriage; but now the attempt was impossible. What right could she +have to refuse the man she loved when he told her that all his +happiness depended on her love! She could see it now. With all her +desire to do right, she had done foul wrong in accepting Mr. Gilmore. +She had done foul wrong, though she had complied with the advice of +all her friends. It could not but have been wrong, as it had brought +her to this,—her and him. But for the future, she might yet be +right,—if she only knew how. That it would be wrong to marry Harry +Gilmore,—to think of marrying him when her heart was so stirred by +the letter which she held in her hand,—of that she was quite sure. +She had done the man an injury for which she could never atone. Of +that she was well aware. But the injury was done and could not now be +undone. And had she not told him when he came to her, that she would +even yet return to Walter Marrable if Walter Marrable were able to +take her?</p> + +<p>She went down stairs, slowly, just before the hour for the children's +dinner, and found her friend, with one or two of the bairns, in the +garden. "Janet," she said, "I have had a letter from Dunripple."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fenwick looked into her face, and saw that it was sad and +sorrowful. "What news, Mary?"</p> + +<p>"My cousin, Gregory Marrable, is—no more; he died on Sunday +morning." This was on the Tuesday.</p> + +<p>"You expected it, I suppose, from your aunt's letter?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes;—it has been sudden at last, it seems."</p> + +<p>"And Sir Gregory?"</p> + +<p>"He is pretty well. He is getting better."</p> + +<p>"I pity him the loss of his son;—poor old man!" Mrs. Fenwick was far +too clever not to see that the serious, solemn aspect of Mary's face +was not due altogether to the death of a distant cousin, whom she +herself did not even remember;—but she was too wise, also, to refer +to what she presumed to be Mary's special grief at the moment. Mary +was doubtless thinking of the altered circumstances of her cousin +Walter; but it was as well now that she should speak as little as +possible about that cousin. Mrs. Fenwick could not turn altogether to +another subject, but she would, if possible, divert her friend from +her present thoughts. "Shall you go into mourning?" she asked; "he +was only your second cousin; but people have ideas so different about +those things."</p> + +<p>"I do not know," said Mary, listlessly.</p> + +<p>"If I were you, I would consult Mr. Gilmore. He has a right to be +consulted. If you do, it should be very slight."</p> + +<p>"I shall go into mourning," said Mary, suddenly,—remembering at the +moment what was Walter's position in the household at Dunripple. Then +the tears came up into her eyes, she knew not why; and she walked off +by herself amidst the garden shrubs. Mrs. Fenwick watched her as she +went, but could not quite understand it. Those tears had not been for +a second cousin who had never been known. And then, during the last +few weeks, Mary, in regard to herself, had been prone to do anything +that Mr. Gilmore would advise, as though she could make up by +obedience for the want of that affection which she owed to him. Now, +when she was told that she ought to consult Mr. Gilmore, she flatly +refused to do so.</p> + +<p>Mary came up the garden a few minutes afterwards, and as she passed +towards the house, she begged to be excused from going into lunch +that day. Lord St. George was coming up to lunch at the vicarage, as +will be explained in the next chapter.</p> + + +<p><a name="c60" id="c60"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER LX.</h3> +<h4>LORD ST. GEORGE IS VERY CUNNING.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>Lord St. George began to throw his oil upon the waters in reference +to that unfortunate chapel at Bullhampton a day or two after his +interview with his father in the lawyer's chambers. His father had +found himself compelled to yield; had been driven, as it were, by the +Fates, to accord to his son permission to do as his son should think +best. There came to be so serious a trouble in consequence of that +terrible mistake of Packer's, that the poor old Marquis was unable to +defend himself from the necessity of yielding. On that day, before he +left his son at Westminster, when their roads lay into the different +council-chambers of the state, he had prayed hard that the oil might +not be very oily. But his son would not bate him an inch of his +surrender.</p> + +<p>"He is so utterly worthless," the Marquis had said, pleading hard as +he spoke of his enemy.</p> + +<p>"I'm not quite sure, my lord, that you understand the man," St. +George had said. "You hate him, and no doubt he hates you."</p> + +<p>"Horribly!" ejaculated the Marquis.</p> + +<p>"You intend to be as good as you know how to be to all those people +at Bullhampton?"</p> + +<p>"Indeed I do, St. George," said the Marquis, almost with tears in his +eyes.</p> + +<p>"And I shouldn't wonder if he did, too."</p> + +<p>"But look at his life," said the Marquis.</p> + +<p>"It isn't always easy to look at a man's life. We are always looking +at men's lives, and always making mistakes. The bishop thinks he is a +good sort of fellow, and the bishop isn't the man to like a +debauched, unbelieving, reckless parson, who, according to your +ideas, must be leading a life of open shame and profligacy. I'm +inclined to think there must be a mistake."</p> + +<p>The unfortunate Marquis groaned deeply as he walked away to the +august chamber of the Lords.</p> + +<p>These and such like are the troubles that sit heavy on a man's heart. +If search for bread, and meat, and raiment, be set aside, then, +beyond that, our happiness or misery here depends chiefly on success +or failure in small things. Though a man when he turns into bed may +be sure that he has unlimited thousands at his command, though all +society be open to him, though he know himself to be esteemed +handsome, clever, and fashionable, even though his digestion be good, +and he have no doctor to deny him tobacco, champagne, or made dishes, +still, if he be conscious of failure there where he has striven to +succeed, even though it be in the humbling of an already humble +adversary, he will stretch, and roll, and pine,—a wretched being. +How happy is he who can get his fretting done for him by deputy!</p> + +<p>Lord St. George wrote to the parson a few days after his interview +with his father. He and Lord Trowbridge occupied the same house in +London, and always met at breakfast; but nothing further was said +between them during the remaining days in town upon the subject. Lord +St. George wrote to the parson, and his father had left London for +Turnover before Mr. Fenwick's answer was received.<br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="noindent"><span class="smallcaps">My +dear Sir</span>,—(Lord St. George had said,)—My father +has put into my hands your letter about the dissenting chapel +at Bullhampton. It seems to me, that he has made a +mistake, and that you are very angry. Couldn't we arrange +this little matter without fighting? There is not a +landlord in England more desirous of doing good to his +tenants than my father; and I am quite willing to believe +that there is not an incumbent in England more desirous of +doing good to his parishioners than you. I leave London +for Wiltshire on Saturday the 11th. If you will meet me I +will drive over to Bullhampton on Monday the 13th.</p> + +<p class="ind10">Yours truly,</p> + +<p class="ind15"><span class="smallcaps">St. George</span>.</p> + +<p class="noindent">No +doubt you'll agree with me in thinking that internecine +fighting in a parish between the landlord and the +clergyman cannot be for the good of the people.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p>Thus it was that Lord St. George began to throw his oil upon the +waters.</p> + +<p>It may be a doubt whether it should be ascribed to Mr. Fenwick as a +weakness or a strength that, though he was very susceptible of anger, +and though he could maintain his anger at glowing heat as long as +fighting continued, it would all evaporate and leave him harmless as +a dove at the first glimpse of an olive-branch. He knew this so well +of himself, that it would sometimes be a regret to him in the +culmination of his wrath that he would not be able to maintain it +till the hour of his revenge should come. On receiving Lord St. +George's letter, he at once sat down and wrote to that nobleman, +telling him that he would be happy to see him at lunch on the Monday +at two o'clock. Then there came a rejoinder from Lord St. George, +saying that he would be at the vicarage at the hour named.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fenwick was of course there to entertain the nobleman, whom she +had never seen before, and during the lunch very little was said +about the chapel, and not a word was said about other causes of +complaint.</p> + +<p>"That is a terrible building, Mrs. Fenwick," Lord St. George had +remarked.</p> + +<p>"We're getting used to it now," Mrs. Fenwick had replied; "and Mr. +Fenwick thinks it good for purposes of mortification."</p> + +<p>"We must see and move the sackcloth and ashes a little further off," +said his lordship.</p> + +<p>Then they ate their lunch, and talked about the parish, and expressed +a joint hope that the Grinder would be hung at Salisbury.</p> + +<p>"Now let us go and see the corpus delicti," said the Vicar as soon as +they had drawn their chairs from the table.</p> + +<p>The two men went out and walked round the chapel, and, finding it +open, walked into it. Of course there were remarks made by both of +them. It was acknowledged that it was ugly, misplaced, uncomfortable, +detestable to the eye, and ear, and general feeling,—except in so +far as it might suit the wants of people who were not sufficiently +educated to enjoy the higher tone, and more elaborate language of the +Church of England services. It was thus that they spoke to each +other, quite in an æsthetic manner.</p> + +<p>Lord St. George had said as he entered the chapel, that it must come +down as a matter of course; and the Vicar had suggested that there +need be no hurry.</p> + +<p>"They tell me that it must be removed some day," said the Vicar, "but +as I am not likely to leave the parish, nobody need start the matter +for a year or two." Lord St. George was declaring that advantage +could not be taken of such a concession on Mr. Fenwick's part, when a +third person entered the building, and walked towards them with a +quick step.</p> + +<p>"Here is Mr. Puddleham, the minister," said Mr. Fenwick; and the +future lord of Bullhampton was introduced to the present owner of the +pulpit under which they were standing.</p> + +<p>"My lord," said the minister, "I am proud, indeed, to have the honour +of meeting your lordship in our new chapel, and of expressing to your +lordship the high sense entertained by me and my congregation of your +noble father's munificent liberality to us in the matter of the +land."</p> + +<p>In saying this Mr. Puddleham never once turned his face upon the +Vicar. He presumed himself at the present moment to be at feud with +the Vicar in most deadly degree. Though the Vicar would occasionally +accost him in the village, he always answered the Vicar as though +they two were enemies. He had bowed when he came up the chapel, but +he had bowed to the stranger. If the Vicar took any of that courtesy +to himself, that was not his fault.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid we were a little too quick there," said Lord St. George.</p> + +<p>"I hope not, my lord; I hope not. I have heard a rumour; but I have +inquired. I have inquired, +<span class="nowrap">and—"</span></p> + +<p>"The truth is, Mr. Puddleham, that we are standing on Mr. Fenwick's +private ground this moment."</p> + +<p>"You are quite welcome to the use of it, Mr. Puddleham," said the +Vicar. Mr. Puddleham assumed a look of dignity, and frowned. He could +not even yet believe that his friend the Marquis had made so fatal a +mistake.</p> + +<p>"We must build you another chapel,—that will be about the long and +short of it, Mr. Puddleham."</p> + +<p>"My lord, I should think there must be some—mistake. Some error must +have crept in somewhere, my lord. I have made +<span class="nowrap">inquiry—"</span></p> + +<p>"It has been a very big error," said Lord St. George, "and it has +crept into Mr. Fenwick's glebe in a very palpable form. There is no +use in discussing it, Mr. Puddleham."</p> + +<p>"And why didn't the reverend gentleman claim the ground when the +works were commenced?" demanded the indignant minister, turning now +for the first time to the Vicar, and doing so with a visage full of +wrath, and a graceful uplifting of his right hand.</p> + +<p>"The reverend gentleman was very ignorant of matters with which he +ought to have been better acquainted," said Mr. Fenwick himself.</p> + +<p>"Very ignorant, indeed," said Mr. Puddleham. "My lord, I am inclined +to think that we can assert our right to this chapel and maintain it. +My lord, I am of opinion that the whole hierarchy of the Episcopal +Established Church in England cannot expel us. My lord, who will be +the man to move the first brick from this sacred edifice?" And Mr. +Puddleham pointed up to the pulpit as though he knew well where that +brick was ever to be found when duty required its presence. "My lord, +I would propose that nothing should be done; and then let us see who +will attempt to close this chapel door against the lambs of the Lord +who come here for pasture in their need."</p> + +<p>"The lambs shall have pasture and shall have their pastor," said St. +George, laughing. "We'll move this chapel to ground that is our own, +and make everything as right as a trivet for you. You don't want to +intrude, I'm sure."</p> + +<p>Mr. Puddleham's eloquence was by no means exhausted; but at last, +when they had left the chapel, and the ground immediately around the +chapel which Mr. Puddleham would insist upon regarding as his own, +they did manage to shake him off.</p> + +<p>"And now, Mr. Fenwick," said Lord St. George, in his determined +purpose to throw oil upon the waters, "what is this unfortunate +quarrel between you and my father?"</p> + +<p>"You had better ask him that, my lord."</p> + +<p>"I have asked him, of course,—and of course he has no answer to +make. No doubt you intended to enrage him when you wrote him that +letter which he showed me."</p> + +<p>"Certainly I did."</p> + +<p>"I hardly see how good is to be done by angering an old man who +stands high in the world's esteem."</p> + +<p>"Had he not stood high, my lord, I should probably have passed him +by."</p> + +<p>"I can understand all that,—that one man should be a mark for +another's scorn because he is a Marquis, and wealthy. But what I +can't understand is, that such a one as you should think that good +can come from it."</p> + +<p>"Do you know what your father has said of me?"</p> + +<p>"I've no doubt you both say very hard things of each other."</p> + +<p>"I never said an evil thing of him behind his back that I have not +said as strongly to his face," said Mr. Fenwick, with much of +indignation in his tone.</p> + +<p>"Do you really think that that mitigates the injury done to my +father?" said Lord St. George.</p> + +<p>"Do you know that he has complained of me to the bishop?"</p> + +<p>"Yes,—and the bishop took your part."</p> + +<p>"No thanks to your father, Lord St. George. Do you know that he has +accused me publicly of the grossest vices; that he has,—that he +has,—that he has—. There is nothing so bad that he hasn't said it +of me."</p> + +<p>"Upon my word, I think you are even with him, Mr. Fenwick, I do +indeed."</p> + +<p>"What I have said, I have said to his face. I have made no accusation +against him. Come, my lord, I am willing enough to let bygones be +bygones. If Lord Trowbridge will condescend to say that he will drop +all animosity to me, I will forgive him the injuries he has done me. +But I cannot admit myself to have been wrong."</p> + +<p>"I never knew any man who would," said Lord St. George.</p> + +<p>"If the Marquis will put out his hand to me, I will accept it," said +the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"Allow me to do so on his behalf," said the son.</p> + +<p>And thus the quarrel was presumed to be healed. Lord St. George went +to the inn for his horse, and the Vicar, as he walked across to the +vicarage, felt that he had been—done. This young lord had been very +clever,—and had treated the quarrel as though on even terms, as if +the offences on each side had been equal. And yet the Vicar knew very +well that he had been right,—right without a single slip,—right +from the beginning to the end. "He has been clever," he said to +himself, "and he shall have the advantage of his cleverness." Then he +resolved that as far as he was concerned the quarrel should in truth +be over.</p> + + +<p><a name="c61" id="c61"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER LXI.</h3> +<h4>MARY LOWTHER'S TREACHERY.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>While the Vicar was listening to the eloquence of Mr. Puddleham in +the chapel, and was being cozened out of his just indignation by Lord +St. George, a terrible scene was going on in the drawing-room of the +vicarage. Mary Lowther, as the reader knows, had declared that she +would wear mourning for her distant cousin, and had declined to +appear at lunch before Lord St. George. Mrs. Fenwick, putting these +things together, knew that much was the matter, but she did not know +how much. She did not as yet anticipate the terrible state of things +which was to be made known to her that afternoon.</p> + +<p>Mary was quite aware that the thing must be settled. In the first +place she must answer Captain Marrable's letter. And then it was her +bounden duty to let Mr. Gilmore know her mind as soon as she knew it +herself. It might be easy enough for her to write to Walter Marrable. +That which she had to say to him would be pleasant enough in the +saying. But that could not be said till the other thing should be +unsaid. And how was that unsaying to be accomplished? Nothing could +be done without the aid of Mrs. Fenwick; and now she was afraid of +Mrs. Fenwick,—as the guilty are always afraid of those who will have +to judge their guilt. While the children were at dinner, and while +the lord was sitting at lunch, she remained up in her own room. From +her window she could see the two men walking across the vicarage +grounds towards the chapel, and she knew that her friend would be +alone. Her story must be told to Mrs. Fenwick, and to Mrs. Fenwick +only. It would be impossible for her to speak of her determination +before the Vicar till he should have received a first notice of it +from his wife. And there certainly must be no delay. The men were +hardly out of sight before she had resolved to go down at once. She +looked at herself in the glass, and spunged the mark of tears from +her eyes, and smoothed her hair, and then descended. She never before +had felt so much in fear of her friend; and yet it was her friend who +was mainly the cause of this mischief which surrounded her, and who +had persuaded her to evil. At Janet Fenwick's instance she had +undertaken to marry a man whom she did not love; and yet she feared +to go to Janet Fenwick with the story of her repentance. Why not +indignantly demand of her friend assistance in extricating herself +from the injury which that friend had brought upon her?</p> + +<p>She found Mrs. Fenwick with the children in the little breakfast +parlour to which they had been banished by the coming of Lord St. +George. "Janet," she said, "come and take a turn with me in the +garden." It was now the middle of August, and life at the vicarage +was spent almost as much out of doors as within. The ladies went +about with parasols, and would carry their hats hanging in their +hands. There was no delay therefore, and the two were on the +gravel-path almost as soon as Mary's request was made. "I did not +show you my letter from Dunripple," she said, putting her hand into +her pocket; "but I might as well do so now. You will have to read +it."</p> + +<p>She took out the document, but did not at once hand it to her +companion. "Is there anything wrong, Mary?" said Mrs. Fenwick.</p> + +<p>"Wrong. Yes;—very, very wrong. Janet, it is no use your talking to +me. I have quite made up my mind. I cannot and I will not marry Mr. +Gilmore."</p> + +<p>"Mary, this is insanity."</p> + +<p>"You may say what you please, but I am determined. I cannot and I +will not. Will you help me out of my difficulty?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly not in the way you mean;—certainly not. It cannot be +either for your good or for his. After what has passed, how on earth +could you bring yourself to make such a proposition to him?"</p> + +<p>"I do not know; that is what I feel the most. I do not know how I +shall tell him. But he must be told. I thought that perhaps Mr. +Fenwick would do it."</p> + +<p>"I am quite sure he will do nothing of the kind. Think of it, Mary. +How can you bring yourself to be so false to a man?"</p> + +<p>"I have not been false to him. I have been false to myself, but never +to him. I told him how it was. When you drove me +<span class="nowrap">on—"</span></p> + +<p>"Drove you on, Mary?"</p> + +<p>"I do not mean to be ungrateful, or to say hard things; but when you +made me feel that if he were satisfied I also might put up with it, I +told him that I could never love him. I told him that I did love, and +ever should love, Walter Marrable. I told him that I had +nothing—nothing—nothing to give him. But he would take no answer +but the one; and I did—I did give it him. I know I did; and I have +never had a moment of happiness since. And now has come this letter. +Janet, do not be cruel to me. Do not speak to me as though everything +must be stern and hard and cruel." Then she handed up the letter, and +Mrs. Fenwick read it as they walked.</p> + +<p>"And is he to be made a tool, because the other man has changed his +mind?" said Mrs. Fenwick.</p> + +<p>"Walter has never changed his mind."</p> + +<p>"His plans, then. It comes to the same thing. Do you know that you +will have to answer for his life, or for his reason? Have you not +learned yet to understand the constancy of his nature?"</p> + +<p>"Is it my fault that he should be constant? I told him when he +offered to me that if Walter were to come back to me and ask me +again, I should go to him in spite of any promise that I had made. I +said so as plain as I am saying this to you."</p> + +<p>"I am quite sure that he did not understand it so."</p> + +<p>"Janet, indeed he did."</p> + +<p>"No man would have submitted himself to an engagement with such a +condition. It is quite impossible. What! Mr. Gilmore knew when you +took him that if this gentleman should choose to change his mind at +any moment before you were actually married, you would walk off and +go back to him!"</p> + +<p>"I told him so, Janet. He will not deny that I told him so. When I +told him so, I was sure that he would have declined such an +engagement. But he did not, and I had no way of escape. Janet, if you +could know what I have been suffering, you would not be cruel to me. +Think what it would have been to you to have to marry a man you did +not love, and to break the heart of one you did love. Of course Mr. +Gilmore is your friend."</p> + +<p>"He is our friend!"</p> + +<p>"And, of course, you do not care for Captain Marrable?"</p> + +<p>"I never even saw him."</p> + +<p>"But you might put yourself in my place, and judge fairly between us. +There has not been a thought or a feeling in my heart concealed from +you since first all this began. You have known that I have never +loved your friend."</p> + +<p>"I know that, after full consideration, you have accepted him; and I +know also, that he is a man who will devote his whole life to make +you happy."</p> + +<p>"It can never be. You may as well believe me. If you will not help +me, nor Mr. Fenwick, I must tell him myself;—or I must write to him +and leave the place suddenly. I know that I have behaved badly. I +have tried to do right, but I have done wrong. When I came here I was +very unhappy. How could I help being unhappy when I had lost all that +I cared for in the world? Then you told me that I might at any rate +be of some use to some one, by marrying your friend. You do not know +how I strove to make myself fond of him! And then, at last, when the +time came that I had to answer him, I thought that I would tell him +everything. I thought that if I told him the truth he would see that +we had better be apart. But when I told him, leaving him, as I +imagined, no choice but to reject me,—he chose to take me. Well, +Janet; at any rate, then, as I was taught to believe, there was no +one to be ruined by this,—no one to be broken on the wheel,—but +myself: and I thought that if I struggled, I might so do my duty that +he might be satisfied. I see that I was wrong, but you should not +rebuke me for it. I had tried to do as you bade me. But I did tell +him that if ever this thing happened I should leave him. It has +happened, and I must leave him." Mrs. Fenwick had let her speak on +without interrupting her, intending when she had finished, to say +definitely, that they at the vicarage could not make themselves +parties to any treason towards Mr. Gilmore; but when Mary had come to +the end of her story her friend's heart was softened towards her. She +walked silently along the path, refraining at any rate from those +bitter arguments with which she had at first thought to confound Mary +in her treachery. "I do think you love me," said Mary.</p> + +<p>"Indeed I love you."</p> + +<p>"Then help me; do help me. I will go on my knees to him to beg his +pardon."</p> + +<p>"I do not know what to say to it. Begging his pardon will be of no +avail. As for myself, I should not dare to tell him. We used to +think, when he was hopeless before, that dwelling on it all would +drive him to some absolute madness. And it will be worse now. Of +course it will be worse."</p> + +<p>"What am I to do?" Mary paused a moment, and then added, +sharply,—"There is one thing I will not do; I will not go to the +altar and become his wife."</p> + +<p>"I suppose I had better tell Frank," said Mrs. Fenwick, after another +pause.</p> + +<p>This was, of course, what Mary Lowther desired, but she begged for +and obtained permission not to see the Vicar herself that evening. +She would keep her own room that night, and meet him the next morning +before prayers as best she might.</p> + +<p>When the Vicar came back to the house, his mind was so full of the +chapel, and Lord St. George, and the admirable manner in which he had +been cajoled out of his wrath without the slightest admission on the +part of the lord that his father had ever been wrong,—his thoughts +were so occupied with all this, and with Mr. Puddleham's oratory, +that he did not at first give his wife an opportunity of telling Mary +Lowther's story.</p> + +<p>"We shall all of us have to go over to Turnover next week," he said.</p> + +<p>"You may go. I won't."</p> + +<p>"And I shouldn't wonder if the Marquis were to offer me a better +living, so that I might be close to him. We are to be the lamb and +the wolf sitting down together."</p> + +<p>"And which is to be the lamb?"</p> + +<p>"That does not matter. But the worst of it is, Puddleham won't come +and be a lamb too. Here am I, who have suffered pretty nearly as much +as St. Paul, have forgiven all my enemies all round, and shaken hands +with the Marquis by proxy, while Puddleham has been man enough to +maintain the dignity of his indignation. The truth is, that the +possession of a grievance is the one state of human blessedness. As +long as the chapel was there, malgré moi, I could revel in my wrong. +It turns out now that I can send poor Puddleham adrift to-morrow, and +he immediately becomes the hero of the hour. I wish your +brother-in-law had not been so officious in finding it all out."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fenwick postponed her story till the evening.</p> + +<p>"Where is Mary?" Fenwick asked, when dinner was announced.</p> + +<p>"She is not quite well, and will not come down. Wait awhile, and you +shall be told." He did wait; but the moment that they were alone +again he asked his question. Then Mrs. Fenwick told the whole story, +hardly expressing an opinion herself as she told it. "I don't think +she is to be shaken," she said at last.</p> + +<p>"She is behaving very badly,—very badly,—very badly."</p> + +<p>"I am not quite sure, Frank, whether we have behaved wisely," said +his wife.</p> + +<p>"If it must be told him, it will drive him mad," said Fenwick.</p> + +<p>"I think it must be told."</p> + +<p>"And I am to tell it?"</p> + +<p>"That is what she asks."</p> + +<p>"I can't say that I have made up my mind; but, as far as I can see at +present, I will do nothing of the kind. She has no right to expect +it."</p> + +<p>Before they went to bed, however, he also had been somewhat softened. +When his wife declared, with tears in her eyes, that she would never +interfere at match-making again, he began to perceive that he also +had endeavoured to be a match-maker and had failed.</p> + + +<p><a name="c62" id="c62"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER LXII.</h3> +<h4>UP AT THE PRIVETS.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>The whole of the next day was passed in wretchedness by the party at +the vicarage. The Vicar, as he greeted Miss Lowther in the morning, +had not meant to be severe, having been specially cautioned against +severity by his wife; but he had been unable not to be silent and +stern. Not a word was spoken about Mr. Gilmore till after breakfast, +and then it was no more than a word.</p> + +<p>"I would think better of this, Mary," said the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"I cannot think better of it," she replied.</p> + +<p>He refused, however, to go to Mr. Gilmore that day, demanding that +she should have another day in which to revolve the matter in her +mind. It was understood, however, that if she persisted he would +break the matter to her lover. Then this trouble was aggravated by +the coming of Mr. Gilmore to the vicarage, though it may be that the +visit was of use by preparing him in some degree for the blow. When +he came Mary was not to be seen. Fancying that he might call, she +remained up-stairs all day, and Mrs. Fenwick was obliged to say that +she was unwell. "Is she really ill?" the poor man had asked. Mrs. +Fenwick, driven hard by the difficulty of her position, had said that +she did not believe Mary to be very ill, but that she was so +discomposed by news from Dunripple that she could not come down. "I +should have thought that I might have seen her," said Mr. Gilmore, +with that black frown upon his brow which now they all knew so well. +Mrs. Fenwick made no reply, and then the unhappy man went away. He +wanted no further informant to tell him that the woman to whom he was +pledged regarded her engagement to him with aversion.</p> + +<p>"I must see her again before I go," Fenwick said to his wife the next +morning. And he did see her. But Mary was absolutely firm. When he +remarked that she was pale and worn and ill, she acknowledged that +she had not closed her eyes during those two nights.</p> + +<p>"And it must be so?" he asked, holding her hand tenderly.</p> + +<p>"I am so grieved that you should have such a mission," she replied.</p> + +<p>Then he explained to her that he was not thinking of himself, sad as +the occasion would be to him. But if this great sorrow could have +been spared to his friend! It could not, however, be spared. Mary was +quite firm, at any rate as to that. No consideration should induce +her now to marry Mr. Gilmore. Mr. Fenwick, on her behalf, might +express his regret for the grief she had caused in any terms that he +might think fit to use,—might humiliate her to the ground if he +thought it proper. And yet, had not Mr. Gilmore sinned more against +her than had she against him? Had not the manner in which he had +grasped at her hand been unmanly and unworthy? But of this, though +she thought much of it, she said nothing now to Mr. Fenwick. This +commission to the Vicar was that he should make her free; and in +doing this he might use what language, and make what confessions he +pleased. He must, however, make her free.</p> + +<p>After breakfast he started upon his errand with a very heavy heart. +He loved his friend dearly. Between these two there had grown up now +during a period of many years, that undemonstrative, unexpressed, +almost unconscious affection which, with men, will often make the +greatest charm of their lives, but which is held by women to be quite +unsatisfactory and almost nugatory. It may be doubted whether either +of them had ever told the other of his regard. "Yours always," in +writing, was the warmest term that was ever used. Neither ever +dreamed of suggesting that the absence of the other would be a cause +of grief or even of discomfort. They would bicker with each other, +and not unfrequently abuse each other. Chance threw them much +together, but they never did anything to assist chance. Women, who +love each other as well, will always be expressing their love, always +making plans to be together, always doing little things each for the +gratification of the other, constantly making presents backwards and +forwards. These two men had never given any thing, one to the other, +beyond a worn-out walking-stick, or a cigar. They were rough to each +other, caustic, and almost ill-mannered. But they thoroughly trusted +each other; and the happiness, prosperity, and, above all, the honour +of the one were, to the other, matters of keenest moment. The bigger +man of the two, the one who felt rather than knew himself to be the +bigger, had to say that which would go nigh to break his friend's +heart, and the task which he had in hand made him sick at his own +heart. He walked slowly across the fields, turning over in his own +mind the words he would use. His misery for his friend was infinitely +greater than any that he had suffered on his own account, either in +regard to Mr. Puddleham's chapel or the calumny of the Marquis.</p> + +<p>He found Gilmore sauntering about the stable yard. "Old fellow," he +said, "come along, I have got something to say to you."</p> + +<p>"It is about Mary, I suppose?"</p> + +<p>"Well, yes; it is about Mary. You mustn't be a woman, Harry, or let a +woman make you seriously wretched."</p> + +<p>"I know it all. That will do. You need not say anything more." Then +he put his hands into the pockets of his shooting coat, and walked +off as though all had been said that was necessary. Fenwick had told +his message and might now go away. As for himself, in the sharpness +of his agony he had as yet made no scheme for a future purpose. Only +this he had determined. He would see that false woman once again, and +tell her what he thought of her conduct.</p> + +<p>But Fenwick knew that his task was not yet done. Gilmore might walk +off, but he was bound to follow the unhappy man.</p> + +<p>"Harry," he said, "you had better let me come with you for awhile. +You had better hear what I have to say."</p> + +<p>"I want to hear nothing more. What good can it be? Like a fool, I had +set my fortune on one cast of the die, and I have lost it. Why she +should have added on the misery and disgrace of the last few weeks to +the rest, I cannot imagine. I suppose it has been her way of +punishing me for my persistency."</p> + +<p>"It has not been that, Harry."</p> + +<p>"God knows what it has been. I do not understand it." He had turned +from the stables towards the house, and had now come to a part of the +grounds in which workmen were converting a little paddock in front of +the house into a garden. The gardener was there with four or five +labourers, and planks, and barrows, and mattocks, and heaps of +undistributed earth and gravel were spread about. "Give over with +this," he said to the gardener, angrily. The man touched his hat, and +stood amazed. "Leave it, I say, and send these men away. Pay them for +the work, and let them go."</p> + +<p>"You don't mean as we are to leave it all like this, sir?"</p> + +<p>"I do mean that you are to leave it just as it is." There was a man +standing with a shovel in his hand levelling some loose earth, and +the Squire, going up to him, took the shovel from him and threw it +upon the ground. "When I say a thing, I mean it. Ambrose, take these +men away. I will not have another stroke of work done here." The +Vicar came up to him and whispered into his ear a prayer that he +would not expose himself before the men; but the Squire cared nothing +for his friend's whisper. He shook off the Vicar's hand from his arm +and stalked away into the house.</p> + +<p>Two rooms, the two drawing-rooms as they were called, on the ground +floor had been stripped of the old paper, and were now in that state +of apparent ruin which always comes upon such rooms when workmen +enter them with their tools. There were tressels with a board across +them, on which a man was standing at this moment, whose business it +was to decorate the ceiling.</p> + +<p>"That will do," said the Squire. "You may get down, and leave the +place." The man stood still on his board with his eyes open and his +brush in his hand. "I have changed my mind, and you may come down," +said Mr. Gilmore. "Tell Mr. Cross to send me his bill for what he has +done, and it shall be paid. Come down, when I tell you. I will have +nothing further touched in the house." He went from room to room and +gave the same orders, and, after a while, succeeded in turning the +paper-hangers and painters out of the house. Fenwick had followed him +from room to room, making every now and then an attempt at +remonstrance; but the Squire had paid no attention either to his +words or to his presence.</p> + +<p>At last they were alone together in Gilmore's own study or office, +and then the Vicar spoke. "Harry," he said, "I am, indeed, surprised +that such a one as you should not have more manhood at his command."</p> + +<p>"Were you ever tried as I am?"</p> + +<p>"What matters that? You are responsible for your own conduct, and I +tell you that your conduct is unmanly."</p> + +<p>"Why should I have the rooms done up? I shall never live here. What +is it to me how they are left? The sooner I stop a useless +expenditure the better. It was being done for her, not for me."</p> + +<p>"Of course you will live here."</p> + +<p>"You know nothing about it. You cannot know anything about it. Why +has she treated me in this way? To send up to a man and simply tell +him that she has changed her mind! God in heaven!—that you should +bring me such a message!"</p> + +<p>"You have not allowed me to give my message yet."</p> + +<p>"Give it me, then, and have done with it. Has she not sent you to +tell me that she has changed her mind?"</p> + +<p>Now that opportunity was given to him, the Vicar did not know how to +tell his message. "Perhaps it would have been better that Janet +should have come to you."</p> + +<p>"It don't make much difference who comes. She'll never come again. I +don't suppose, Frank, you can understand the sort of love I have had +for her. You have never been driven by failure to such longing as +mine has been. And then I thought it had come at last!"</p> + +<p>"Will you be patient while I speak to you, Harry?" said the Vicar, +again taking him by the arm. They had now left the house, and were +out alone among the shrubs.</p> + +<p>"Patient! yes; I think I am patient. Nothing further can hurt me +now;—that's one comfort."</p> + +<p>"Mary bids me remind you,"—Gilmore shuddered and shook himself when +Mary Lowther's name was mentioned, but he did not attempt to stop the +Vicar,—"she bids me remind you that when the other day she consented +to be your wife, she did so—." He tried to tell it all, but he could +not. How could he tell the man the story which Mary had told to him?</p> + +<p>"I understand," said Gilmore. "It's all of no use, and you are +troubling yourself for nothing. She told me that she did not care a +straw for me;—but she accepted me."</p> + +<p>"If that was the case, you were both wrong."</p> + +<p>"It was the case. I don't say who was wrong, but the punishment has +come upon me only. Look here, Frank; I will not take this message +from you. I will not even give her up yet. I have a right, at least, +to see her, and see her I will. I don't suppose you will try to +prevent me?"</p> + +<p>"She must do as she pleases, Harry, as long as she is in my house."</p> + +<p>"She shall see me. She is self-willed enough, but she shall not +refuse me that. Be so good as to tell her with my compliments, that I +expect her to see me. A man is not going to be treated like this, and +then not speak his own mind. Be good enough to tell her that from me. +I demand an interview." So saying he turned upon his heel, and walked +quickly away through the shrubbery.</p> + +<p>The Vicar stood for awhile to think, and then slowly returned to the +vicarage by himself. What Gilmore had said to him was true enough. He +had, indeed, never been tried after that fashion. It did seem to him +that his friend was in fact broken-hearted. Harry Gilmore might live +on,—as is the way with men and women who are broken-hearted;—but +life for the present, life for some years to come, could be to him +only a burden.</p> + + +<p><a name="c63" id="c63"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER LXIII.</h3> +<h4>THE MILLER TELLS HIS TROUBLES.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>When the Vicar went on his unhappy mission to the Squire's house +Carry Brattle had been nearly two months at the mill. During that +time both Mr. and Mrs. Fenwick had seen her more than once, and at +last she had been persuaded to go to church with her sister. On the +previous Sunday she had crept through the village at Fanny's side, +and had taken a place provided for her in the dark corner of a dark +pew under the protection of a thick veil. Fanny walked with her +boldly across the village street, as though she were not in any +slightest degree ashamed of her companion, and sat by her side, and +then conveyed her home. On the next Sunday the sacrament would be +given, and this was done in preparation for that day.</p> + +<p>Things had not gone very pleasantly at the mill. Up to this moment +old Brattle had expressed no forgiveness towards his daughter, had +uttered no word of affection to her, had made no sign that he had +again taken her to his bosom as his own child. He had spoken to her, +because in the narrow confines of their home it was almost impossible +that he should live in the house with her without doing so. Carry had +gradually fallen into the way of doing her share of the daily work. +She cooked, and baked, and strove hard that her presence in the house +should be found to be a comfort. She was useful, and the very fact of +her utility brought her father into a certain state of communion with +her; but he never addressed her specially, never called her by her +name, and had not yet even acknowledged to his wife or to Fanny that +he recognised her as one of the family. They had chosen to bring her +in against his will, and he would not turn their guest from the door. +It was thus that he seemed to regard his daughter's presence in the +mill-house.</p> + +<p>Under this treatment Carry was becoming restive and impatient. On +such an occasion as that of going to church and exposing herself to +the eyes of those who had known her as an innocent, laughing, saucy +girl, she could not but be humble, quiet, and awestruck; but at home +she was beginning again gradually to assert her own character. "If +father won't speak to me, I'd better go," she said to Fanny.</p> + +<p>"And where will you go to, Carry?"</p> + +<p>"I dun' know;—into the mill-pond would be best for them as belongs +to me. I suppose there ain't anybody as 'd have me?"</p> + +<p>"Nobody can have you as will love you as we do, Carry."</p> + +<p>"Why won't father come round and speak to me? You can't tell what it +is to have him looking at one that way. I sometimes feels like +getting up and telling him to turn me out if he won't speak a word to +me." But Fanny had softened her, and encouraged her, bidding her wait +still again, explaining the sorrow that weighed upon their father's +heart as well as she could without saying a single cruel word as to +Carry's past life. Fanny's task was not easy, and it was made the +harder by their mother's special tenderness towards Carry. "The less +she says and the more she does, the better for her," said Fanny to +her mother. "You shouldn't let her talk about father." Mrs. Brattle +did not attempt to argue the matter with her elder daughter, but she +found it to be quite out of her power to restrain Carry's talking.</p> + +<p>During these two months old Brattle had not even seen either his +landlord or the Vicar. They had both been at the mill, but the miller +had kept himself up among his grist, and had not condescended to come +down to them. Nor had he even, since Carry's return, been seen in +Bullhampton, or even up on the high road leading to it. He held no +communion with men other than was absolutely necessary for his +business, feeling himself to be degraded, not so much by his +daughter's fall as by his concession to his fallen daughter. He would +sit out in the porch of an evening, and smoke his pipe; but if he +heard a footstep on the lane he would retreat, and cross the plank +and get among the wheels of his mill, or out into the orchard. Of Sam +nothing had been heard. He was away, it was believed in Durham, +working at some colliery engine. He gave no sign of himself to his +mother or sister; but it was understood that he would appear at the +assizes, towards the end of the present month, as he had been +summoned there as a witness at the trial of the two men for the +murder of Mr. Trumbull.</p> + +<p>And Carry, also, was to be a witness at the assizes; and, as it was +believed, a witness much more material than her brother. Indeed, it +was beginning to be thought that after all Sam would have no evidence +to give. If, indeed, he had had nothing to do with the murder, it was +not probable that any of the circumstances of the murder would have +been confided to him. He had, it seemed, been on intimate terms with +the man Acorn,—and, through Acorn, had known Burrows and the old +woman who lived at Pycroft Common, the mother of Burrows. He had been +in their company when they first visited Bullhampton, and had, as we +know, invited them into the Vicar's garden,—much to the damage of +Mr. Burrows' shoulder-blade; but it was believed that beyond this he +could say nothing as to the murder. But Carry Brattle was presumed to +have a closer knowledge of at least one of the men. She had now +confessed to her sister that, after leaving Bullhampton, she had +consented to become Acorn's wife. She had known then but little of +his mode of life or past history; but he was young, good-looking, +fairly well-dressed, and had promised to marry her. By him she was +taken to the cottage on Pycroft Common, and by him she had certainly +been visited on the morning after the murder. He had visited her and +given her money;—and since that, according to her own story, she had +neither seen him nor heard from him. She had never cared for him, she +told her sister; but what was that to one such as her as long as he +would make her an honest woman? All this was repeated by Fanny +Brattle to Mrs. Fenwick;—and now the assizes were at hand, and how +was Carry to demean herself there? Who would take her? Who would +stand near her and support her, and save her from falling into that +abyss of self-abasement and almost of self-annihilation which would +be her doom, unless there were some one there to give her strength +and aid?</p> + +<p>"I would not go to Salisbury at all during the assizes, if I were +you," Mrs. Fenwick had said to her husband. The Vicar understood +thoroughly what was meant. Because of the evil things which had been +said of him by that stupid old Marquis whom he had been cheated into +forgiving, he was not to be allowed to give a helping hand to his +parishioner! Nevertheless, he acknowledged his wife's +wisdom,—tacitly, as is fitting when such acknowledgments have to be +made; and he contented himself with endeavouring to find for her some +other escort. It had been hoped from day to day that the miller would +yield, that he would embrace poor Carry, and promise her that she +should again be to him as a daughter. If this could be brought about, +then,—so thought the Vicar and Fanny too,—the old man would steel +himself to bear the eyes of the whole county, and would accompany the +girl himself. But now the day was coming on, and Brattle seemed to be +as far from yielding as ever. Fanny had dropped a word or two in his +hearing about the assizes, but he had only glowered at her, taking no +other notice whatever of her hints.</p> + +<p>When the Vicar left his friend Gilmore, as has been told in the last +chapter, he did not return to the vicarage across the fields, but +took the carriage road down to the lodge, and from thence crossed the +stile that led into the path down to the mill. This was on the 15th +of August, a Wednesday, and Carry was summoned to be at Salisbury on +that day week. As the day drew near she became very nervous. At the +Vicar's instance Fanny had written to her brother George, asking him +whether he would be good to his poor sister, and take her under his +charge. He had written back,—or rather his wife had written for +him,—sending Carry a note for £20 as a present, but declining, on +the score of his own children, to be seen with her in Salisbury on +the occasion. "I shall go with her myself, Mr. Fenwick," Fanny had +said to the Vicar; "it'll just be better than nobody at all to be +along with her." The Vicar was now going down to the mill to give his +assent to this. He could see nothing better. Fanny at any rate would +be firm; would not be prevented by false shame from being a very +sister to her sister; and would perhaps be admitted where a brother's +attendance might be refused. He had promised to see the women at the +mill as early in the week as he could, and now he went thither intent +on giving them advice as to their proceedings at Salisbury. It would +doubtless be necessary that they should sleep there, and he hoped +that they might be accommodated by Mrs. Stiggs.</p> + +<p>As he stepped out from the field path on to the lane, almost +immediately in front of the mill, he came directly upon the miller. +It was between twelve and one o'clock, and old Brattle was wandering +about for a minute or two waiting for his dinner. The two men met so +that it was impossible that they should not speak; and on this +occasion the miller did not seem to avoid his visitor. "Muster +Fenwick," said he, as he took the Vicar's hand, "I am bound to say as +I'm much obliged to ye for all y' have done for that poor lass in +there."</p> + +<p>"Don't say a word about that, Mr. Brattle."</p> + +<p>"But I must say a word. There's money owing as I knows. There was ten +shilling a week for her keep all that time she was at Salsbry +yonder."</p> + +<p>"I will not hear a word as to any money."</p> + +<p>"Her brother George has sent her a gift, Muster Fenwick,—twenty +pound."</p> + +<p>"I am very glad to hear it."</p> + +<p>"George is a well-to-do man, they tell me," continued the father, +"and can afford to part with his money. But he won't come forward to +help the girl any other gait. I'll thank you just to take what's due, +Muster Fenwick, and you can give her sister the change. Our Fanny has +got the note as George sent."</p> + +<p>Then there was a dispute about the money, as a matter of course. +Fenwick swore that nothing was due, and the miller protested that as +the money was there all his daughter's expenses at Salisbury should +be repaid. And the miller at last got the best of it. Fenwick +promised that he would look to his book, see how much he had paid, +and mention the sum to Fanny at some future time. He positively +refused to take the note at present, protesting that he had no +change, and that he would not burden himself with the responsibility +of carrying so much money about with him in his pocket. Then he asked +whether, if he went into the house, he would be able to say a word or +two to the women before dinner. He had made up his mind that he would +make no further attempt at reconciling the father to his daughter. He +had often declared to his wife that there could be nothing so hateful +to a man as the constant interference of a self-constituted adviser. +"I so often feel that I am making myself odious when I am telling +them to do this or that; and then I ask myself what I should say if +anybody were to come and advise me how to manage you and the bairns." +And he had told his wife more than once how very natural and +reasonable had been the expression of the lady's wrath at Startup, +when he had taken upon himself to give her advice. "People know what +is good for them to do, well enough, without being dictated to by a +clergyman!" He had repeated the words to himself and to his wife a +dozen times, and talked of having them put up in big red letters over +the fire-place in his own study. He had therefore quite determined to +say never another word to old Brattle in reference to his daughter +Carry. But now the miller himself began upon the subject.</p> + +<p>"You can see 'em, Muster Fenwick, in course. It don't make no odds +about dinner. But I was wanting just to say a word to you about that +poor young ooman there." This he said in a slow, half-hesitating +voice, as though he could hardly bring himself to speak of the +unfortunate one to whom he alluded. The Vicar muttered some word of +assent, and then the miller went on. "You knows, of course, as how +she be back here at the mill?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly I do. I've seen her more than once."</p> + +<p>"Muster Fenwick, I don't suppose as any one as asn't tried it knows +what it is. I hopes you mayn't never know it; nor it ain't likely. +Muster Fenwick, I'd sooner see her dead body stretched afore me,—and +I loved her a'most as well as any father ever loved his da'ter,—I'd +sooner a see'd her brought home to the door stiff and stark than know +her to be the thing she is." His hesitation had now given way to +emphasis, and he raised his hand as he spoke. The Vicar caught it and +held it in his own, and strove to find some word to say as the old +man paused in his speech. But to Jacob Brattle it was hard for a +clergyman to find any word to say on such an occasion. Of what use +could it be to preach of repentance to one who believed nothing; or +to tell of the opportunity which forgiveness by an earthly parent +might afford to the sinner of obtaining lasting forgiveness +elsewhere? But let him have said what he might, the miller would not +have listened. He was full of that which lay upon his own heart. "If +they only know'd what them as cares for 'em 'd has to bear, maybe +they'd think a little. But it ain't natural they should know, Muster +Fenwick, and one's a'most tempted to say that a man 'd better have no +child at all."</p> + +<p>"Think of your son George, Mr. Brattle, and of Mrs. Jay."</p> + +<p>"What's them to me? He sends the girl a twenty-pun'-note, and I wish +he'd a kep' it. As for t'other, she wouldn't let the girl inside her +door! It's here she has to come."</p> + +<p>"What comfort would you have, Mr. Brattle, without Fanny?"</p> + +<p>"Fanny! I'm not saying nothing against Fanny. Not but what she hadn't +no business to let the girl into the house in the middle of the night +without saying a word to me."</p> + +<p>"Would you have had her leave her sister outside in the cold and damp +all night?"</p> + +<p>"Why didn't she come and ax? All the same, I ain't a saying nowt +again Fanny. But, Muster Fenwick, if you ever come to have one foot +bad o' the gout, it won't make you right to know that the other ain't +got it. Y'll have the pain a gnawing of you from the bad foot till +you clean forget all the rest o' your body. It's so with me, I +knows."</p> + +<p>"What can I say to you, Mr. Brattle? I do feel for you. I do,—I do."</p> + +<p>"Not a doubt on it, Muster Fenwick. They all on 'em feels for me. +They all on 'em knows as how I'm bruised and mangled a'most as though +I'd fallen through into that water-wheel. There ain't one in all +Bull'ompton as don't know as Jacob Brattle is a broken man along of +his da'ter that is <span class="nowrap">a—"</span></p> + +<p>"Silence, Mr. Brattle. You shall not say it. She is not that;—at any +rate not now. Have you no knowledge that sin may be left behind and +deserted as well as virtue?"</p> + +<p>"It ain't easy to leave disgrace behind, any ways. For ought I knows +a girl may be made right arter a while; but as for her father, +nothing 'll ever make him right again. It's in here, Muster +Fenwick,—in here. There's things as is hard on us; but when they +comes one can't send 'em away just because they is hardest of all to +bear. I'd a put up with aught, only this, and defied all Bull'ompton +to say as it broke me;—but I'm about broke now. If I hadn't more nor +a crust at home, nor a decent coat to my back, I'd a looked 'em all +square in the face as ever I did. But I can't look no man square in +the face now;—and as for other folk's girls, I can't bear 'em near +me,—no how. They makes me think of my own." Fenwick had now turned +his back to the miller, in order that he might wipe away his tears +without showing them. "I'm thinking of her always, Muster +Fenwick;—day and night. When the mill's agoing, it's all the same. +It's just as though there warn't nothing else in the whole world as I +minded to think on. I've been a man all my life, Muster Fenwick; and +now I ain't a man no more."</p> + + +<div class="center"><a name="il21" id="il21"></a> +<table style="margin: 0 auto" cellpadding="4px"> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <a href="images/il21.jpg"> + <img src="images/il21-t.jpg" height="500" + alt="'It's in here, Muster Fenwick,—in here.'" /></a> + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <span class="caption">"It's in here, Muster + Fenwick,—in here."<br /> + Click to <a href="images/il21.jpg">ENLARGE</a></span> + </td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + + +<p>Our friend the Vicar never before felt himself so utterly unable to +administer comfort in affliction. There was nothing on which he could +take hold. He could tell the man, no doubt, that beyond all this +there might be everlasting joy, not only for him, but for him and the +girl together;—joy which would be sullied by no touch of disgrace. +But there was a stubborn strength in the infidelity of this old Pagan +which was utterly impervious to any adjuration on that side. That +which he saw and knew and felt, he would believe; but he would +believe nothing else. He knew now that he was wounded and sore and +wretched, and he understood the cause. He knew that he must bear his +misery to the last, and he struggled to make his back broad for the +load. But even the desire for ease, which is natural to all men, +would not make him flinch in his infidelity. As he would not believe +when things went well with him, and when the comfort of hope for the +future was not imperatively needed for his daily solace,—so would he +not believe now, when his need for such comfort was so pressing.</p> + +<p>The upshot of it all was, that the miller thought that he would take +his own daughter into Salisbury, and was desirous of breaking the +matter in this way to the friend of his family. The Vicar, of course, +applauded him much. Indeed, he applauded too much;—for the miller +turned on him and declared that he was by no means certain that he +was doing right. And when the Vicar asked him to be gentle with the +girl, he turned upon him again.</p> + +<p>"Why ain't she been gentle along of me? I hates such gentility, +Muster Fenwick. I'll be honest with her, any way." But he thought +better of it before he let the Vicar go. "I shan't do her no hurt, +Muster Fenwick. Bad as she's been, she's my own flesh and blood +still."</p> + +<p>After what he had heard, Mr. Fenwick declined going into the +mill-house, and returned home without seeing Mrs. Brattle and her +daughters. The miller's determination should be told by himself; and +the Vicar felt that he could hardly keep the secret were he now to +see the women.</p> + + +<p><a name="c64" id="c64"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER LXIV.</h3> +<h4>IF I WERE YOUR SISTER!<br /> </h4> + + +<p>Mr. Gilmore in his last words to his friend Fenwick, declared that he +would not accept the message which the Vicar delivered to him as the +sufficient expression of Mary's decision. He would see Mary Lowther +herself, and force her to confess her own treachery face to face with +him,—to confess it or else to deny it. So much she could not refuse +to grant him. Fenwick had indeed said that as long as the young lady +was his guest she must be allowed to please herself as to whom she +would see or not see. Gilmore should not be encouraged to force +himself upon her at the vicarage. But the Squire was quite sure that +so much as that must be granted to him. It was impossible that even +Mary Lowther should refuse to see him after what had passed between +them. And then, as he walked about his own fields, thinking of it +all, he allowed himself to feel a certain amount of hope that after +all she might be made to marry him. His love for her had not +dwindled,—or rather his desire to call her his own, and to make her +his wife; but it had taken an altered form out of which all its +native tenderness had been pressed by the usage to which he had been +subjected. It was his honour rather than his love that he now desired +to satisfy. All those who knew him best were aware that he had set +his heart upon this marriage, and it was necessary to him that he +should show them that he was not to be disappointed. Mary's conduct +to him from the day on which she had first engaged herself to him had +been of such a kind as naturally to mar his tenderness and to banish +from him all those prettinesses of courtship in which he would have +indulged as pleasantly as any other man. She had told him in so many +words that she intended to marry him without loving him, and on these +terms he had accepted her. But in doing so he had unconsciously +flattered himself that she would be better than her words,—that as +she submitted herself to him as his affianced bride she would +gradually become soft and loving in his hands. She had, if possible, +been harder to him even than her words. She had made him understand +thoroughly that his presence was not a joy to her, and that her +engagement to him was a burden on her which she had taken on her +shoulders simply because the romance of her life had been nipped in +the bud in reference to the man whom she did love. Still he had +persevered. He had set his heart sturdily on marrying this girl, and +marry her he would, if, after any fashion, such marriage should come +within his power. Mrs. Fenwick, by whose judgment and affection he +had been swayed through all this matter, had told him again and +again, that such a girl as Mary Lowther must love her husband,—if +her husband loved her and treated her with tenderness. "I think I can +answer for myself," Gilmore had once replied, and his friend had +thoroughly believed in him. Trusting to the assurance he had +persevered; he had persevered even when his trust in that assurance +had been weakened by the girl's hardness. Anything would be better +than breaking from an engagement on which he had so long rested all +his hopes of happiness. She was pledged to be his wife; and, that +being so, he could reform his gardens and decorate his house, and +employ himself about his place with some amount of satisfaction. He +had at least a purpose in his life. Then by degrees there grew upon +him a fear that she still meant to escape from him, and he swore to +himself,—without any tenderness,—that this should not be so. Let +her once be his wife and she should be treated with all +consideration,—with all affection, if she would accept it; but she +should not make a fool of him now. Then the Vicar had come with his +message, and he had been simply told that the engagement between them +was over!</p> + +<p>Of course he would see her,—and that at once. As soon as Fenwick had +left him, he went with rapid steps over his whole place, and set the +men again upon their work. This took place on a Wednesday, and the +men should be continued at their work, at any rate, till Saturday. He +explained this clearly to Ambrose, his gardener, and to the foreman +in the house.</p> + +<p>"It may be," said he to Ambrose, "that I shall change my mind +altogether about the place;—but as I am still in doubt, let +everything go on till Saturday."</p> + +<p>Of course they all knew why it was that the conduct of the Squire was +so like the conduct of a madman.</p> + +<p>He sent down a note to Mary Lowther that evening.<br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="noindent"><span class="smallcaps">Dear Mary</span>,</p> + +<p>I have seen Fenwick, and of course I must see you. Will +you name an hour for to-morrow morning?</p> + +<p class="ind10">Yours, H. G.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p>When Mary read this, which she did as they were sitting on the lawn +after dinner, she did not hesitate for a moment. Hardly a word had +been said to her by Fenwick, or his wife, since his return from the +Privets. They did not wish to show themselves to be angry with her, +but they found conversation to be almost impossible. "You have told +him?" Mary had asked. "Yes, I have told him," the Vicar had replied; +and that had been nearly all. In the course of the afternoon she had +hinted to Janet Fenwick that she thought she had better leave +Bullhampton. "Not quite yet, dear," Mrs. Fenwick had said, and Mary +had been afraid to urge her request.</p> + +<p>"Shall I name eleven to-morrow?" she said, as she handed the Squire's +note to Mrs. Fenwick. Mrs. Fenwick and the Vicar both assented, and +then she went in and wrote her answer.<br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p>I will be at home at the vicarage at eleven.—M. L.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p>She would have given much to escape what was coming, but she had not +expected to escape it.</p> + +<p>The next morning after breakfast Fenwick himself went away. "I've had +more than enough of it," he said, to his wife, "and I won't be near +them."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fenwick was with her friend up to the moment at which the bell +was heard at the front door. There was no coming up across the lawn +now.</p> + +<p>"Dear Janet," Mary said, when they were alone, "how I wish that I had +never come to trouble you here at the vicarage!"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fenwick was not without a feeling that much of all this +unhappiness had come from her own persistency on behalf of her +husband's friend, and thought that some expression was due from her +to Mary to that effect. "You are not to suppose that we are angry +with you," she said, putting her arm round Mary's waist.</p> + +<p>"Pray,—pray do not be angry with me."</p> + +<p>"The fault has been too much ours for that. We should have left this +alone, and not have pressed it. We have meant it for the best, dear."</p> + +<p>"And I have meant to do right;—but, Janet, it is so hard to do +right."</p> + +<p>When the ring at the door was heard, Mrs. Fenwick met Harry Gilmore +in the hall, and told him that he would find Mary in the +drawing-room. She pressed his hand warmly as she looked into his +face, but he spoke no word as he passed on to the room which she had +just left. Mary was standing in the middle of the floor, half-way +between the window and the door, to receive him. When she heard the +door-bell she put her hand to her heart, and there she held it till +he was approaching; but then she dropped it and stood without +support, with her face upraised to meet him. He came up to her very +quickly and took her by the hand. "Mary," he said, "I am not to +believe this message that has been sent to me. I do not believe it. I +will not believe it. I will not accept it. It is out of the +question;—quite out of the question. It shall be withdrawn, and +nothing more shall be said about it."</p> + +<p>"That cannot be, Mr. Gilmore."</p> + +<p>"What cannot be? I say that it must be. You cannot deny, Mary, that +you are betrothed to me as my wife. Are such betrothals to be +nothing? Are promises to go for nothing because there has been no +ceremony? You might as well come and tell me that you would leave me +even though you were my wife."</p> + +<p>"But I am not your wife."</p> + +<p>"What does it mean? Have I not been patient with you? Have I been +hard to you, or cruel? Have you heard anything of me that is to my +discredit?" She shook her head, eagerly. "Then what does it mean? Are +you aware that you are proposing to yourself to make an utter wreck +of me—to send me adrift upon the world without a purpose or a hope? +What have I done to deserve such treatment?"</p> + +<p>He pleaded his cause very well,—better than she had ever heard him +plead a cause before. He held her still by the hand, not with a grasp +of love, but with a retention which implied his will that she should +not pass away from out of his power. He looked her full in the face, +and she did not quail before his eyes. Nevertheless she would have +given the world to have been elsewhere, and to have been free from +the necessity of answering him. She had been fortifying herself +throughout the morning with self-expressed protests that on no +account would she yield, whether she had been right before or +wrong;—of this she was convinced, that she must be right now to save +herself from a marriage that was so distasteful to her.</p> + +<p>"You have deserved nothing but good at my hands," she said.</p> + +<p>"And is this good that you are doing to me?"</p> + +<p>"Yes,—certainly. It is the best that I know how to do now."</p> + +<p>"Why is it to be done now? What is it that has changed you?"</p> + +<p>She withdrew her hand from him, and waited a while before she +answered. It was necessary that she should tell him all the tidings +that had been conveyed to her in the letter which she had received +from her cousin Walter; but in order that he should perfectly +understand them and be made to know their force upon herself she must +remind him of the stipulation which she had made when she consented +to her engagement. But how could she speak words which would seem to +him to be spoken only to remind him of the abjectness of his +submission to her?</p> + +<p>"I was broken-hearted when I came here," she said.</p> + +<p>"And therefore you would leave me broken-hearted now."</p> + +<p>"You should spare me, Mr. Gilmore. You remember what I told you. I +loved my cousin Walter entirely. I did not hide it from you. I begged +you to leave me because it was so. I told you that my heart would not +change. When I said so, I thought that you would—desist."</p> + +<p>"I am to be punished, then, for having been too true to you?"</p> + +<p>"I will not defend myself for accepting you at last. But you must +remember that when I did so I said that I should go—back—to him, if +he could take me."</p> + +<p>"And you are going back to him?"</p> + +<p>"If he will have me."</p> + +<p>"You can stand there and look me in the face and tell me that you are +false as that! You can confess to me that you will change like a +weathercock;—be his one day, and then mine, and his again the next! +You can own that you give yourself about first to one man, and then +to another, just as may suit you at the moment! I would not have +believed it of any woman. When you tell it me of yourself, I begin to +think that I have been wrong all through in my ideas of a woman's +character."</p> + +<p>The time had now come in which she must indeed speak up. And speech +seemed to be easier with her now that he had allowed himself to +express his anger. He had expressed more than his anger. He had dared +to shower his scorn upon her, and the pelting of the storm gave her +courage. "You are unjust upon me, Mr. Gilmore,—unjust and cruel. You +know in your heart that I have not changed."</p> + +<p>"Were you not betrothed to me?"</p> + +<p>"I was;—but in what way? Have I told you any untruth? Have I +concealed anything? When I accepted you, did I not explain to you how +and why it was so,—against my own wish, against my own +judgment,—because then I had ceased to care what became of me. I do +care now. I care very much."</p> + +<p>"And you think that is justice to me?"</p> + +<p>"If you will bandy accusations with me, why did you accept me when I +told you that I could not love you? But, indeed, indeed, I would not +say a word to displease you, if you would only spare me. We were both +wrong; but the wrong must now be put right. You would not wish to +take me for your wife when I tell you that my heart is full of +affection for another man. Then, when I yielded, I was struggling to +cure that as a great evil. Now I welcome it as the sweetest blessing +of my life. If I were your sister, what would you have me do?"</p> + +<p>He stood silent for a moment, and then the colour rose to his +forehead as he answered her. "If you were my sister, my ears would +tingle with shame when your name was mentioned in my presence."</p> + +<p>The blood rushed also over her face, suffusing her whole countenance, +forehead and all, and fire flashed from her eyes, and her lips were +parted, and even her nostrils seemed to swell with anger. She looked +full into his face for a second, and then she turned and walked +speechless away from him. When the handle of the door was in her +hand, she turned again to address him. "Mr. Gilmore," she said, "I +will never willingly speak to you again." Then the door was opened +and closed behind her before a word had escaped from his lips.</p> + +<p>He knew that he had insulted her. He knew that he had uttered words +so hard, that it might be doubted whether, under any circumstances, +they could be justified from a gentleman to a lady. And certainly he +had not intended to insult her as he was coming down to the vicarage. +As far as any settled purpose had been formed in his mind, he had +meant to force her back to her engagement with himself, by showing to +her how manifest would be her injustice, and how great her treachery, +if she persisted in leaving him. But he knew her character well +enough to be aware that any word of insult addressed to her as a +woman, would create offence which she herself would be unable to +quell. But his anger had got the better of his judgment, and when the +suggestion was made to him of a sister of his own, he took the +opportunity which was offered to him of hitting her with all his +force. She had felt the blow, and had determined that she would never +encounter another.</p> + +<p>He was left alone, and he must retreat. He waited a while, thinking +that perhaps Mrs. Fenwick or the Vicar would come to him; but nobody +came. The window of the room was open, and it was easy for him to +leave the house by the garden. But as he prepared to do so, his eye +caught the writing materials on a side table, and he sat down and +addressed a note to Mrs. Fenwick. "Tell Mary," he said, "that in a +matter which to me is of life and death, I was forced to speak +plainly. Tell her, also, that if she will be my wife, I know well +that I shall never have to blush for a deed of hers,—or for a +word,—or for a thought.—H. G." Then he went out on to the lawn, and +returned home by the path at the back of the church farm.</p> + +<p>He had left the vicarage, making another offer for the girl's hand, +as it were, with his last gasp. But as he went, he told himself that +it was impossible that it should be accepted. Every chance had now +gone from him, and he must look his condition in the face as best he +could. It had been bad enough with him before, when no hope had ever +been held out to him; when the answers of the girl he loved had +always been adverse to him; when no one had been told that she was to +be his bride. Even then the gnawing sense of disappointment and of +failure,—just there, when only he cared for success,—had been more +than he could endure without derangement of the outer tranquillity of +his life. Even then he had been unable so to live that men should not +know that his sorrow had disturbed him. When he had gone to Loring, +travelling with a forlorn hope into the neighbourhood of the girl he +loved, he had himself been aware that he had lacked strength to +control himself in his misfortune. But if his state then had been +grievous, what must it be now? It had been told to all the world +around him that he had at last won his bride, and he had proceeded, +as do jolly thriving bridegrooms, to make his house ready for her +reception. Doubting nothing he had mingled her wishes, her tastes, +his thoughts of her, with every action of his life. He had prepared +jewels for her, and decorated chambers, and laid out pleasure +gardens. He was a man, simple in his own habits, and not given to +squandering his means; but now, at this one moment of his life, when +everything was to be done for the delectation of her who was to be +his life's companion, he could afford to let prudence go by the +board. True that his pleasure in doing this had been sorely marred by +her coldness, by her indifference, even by her self-abnegation; but +he had continued to buoy himself up with the idea that all would come +right when she should be his wife. Now she had told him that she +would never willingly speak to him again,—and he believed her.</p> + +<p>He went up to his house, and into his bedroom, and then he sat +thinking of it all. And as he thought he heard the voices and the +tools of the men at their work; and knew that things were being done +which, for him, would never be of avail. He remained there for a +couple of hours without moving. Then he got up and gave the +housekeeper instructions to pack up his portmanteau, and the groom +orders to bring his gig to the door. "He was going away," he said, +and his letters were to be addressed to his club in London. That +afternoon he drove himself into Salisbury that he might catch the +evening express train up, and that night he slept at a hotel in +London.</p> + + +<p><a name="c65" id="c65"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER LXV.</h3> +<h4>MARY LOWTHER LEAVES BULLHAMPTON.<br /> </h4> + + +<p><img class="left" src="images/ch65a.jpg" width="310" alt="Illustration" /> +It was considerably past one o'clock, and the children's dinner was +upon the table in the dining parlour before anyone in the vicarage +had seen Mary Lowther since the departure of the Squire. When she +left Mr. Gilmore, she had gone to her own room, and no one had +disturbed her. As the children were being seated, Fenwick returned, +and his wife put into his hand the note which Gilmore had left for +her.</p> + +<p>"What passed between them?" he asked in a whisper.</p> + +<p>His wife shook her head. "I have not seen her," she said, "but he +talks of speaking plainly, and I suppose it was bitter enough."</p> + +<p>"He can be very bitter if he's driven hard," said the Vicar; "and he +has been driven very hard," he added, after a while.</p> + +<p>As soon as the children had eaten their dinner, Mrs. Fenwick went up +to Mary's room with the Squire's note in her hand. She knocked, and +was at once admitted, and she found Mary sitting at her writing-desk.</p> + +<p>"Will you not come to lunch, Mary?"</p> + +<p>"Yes,—if I ought. I suppose I might not have a cup of tea brought up +here?"</p> + +<p>"You shall have whatever you like,—here or anywhere else, as far as +the vicarage goes. What did he say to you this morning?"</p> + +<p>"It is of no use that I should tell you, Janet."</p> + +<p>"You did not yield to him, then?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly, I did not. Certainly I never shall yield to him. Dear +Janet, pray take that as a certainty. Let me make you sure at any +rate of that. He must be sure of it himself."</p> + +<p>"Here is his note to me, written, I suppose, after you left him." +Mary took the scrap of paper from her hand and read it. "He is not +sure, you see," continued Mrs. Fenwick. "He has written to me, and I +suppose that I must answer him."</p> + +<p>"He shall certainly never have to blush for me as his wife," said +Mary. But she would not tell her friend of the hard words that had +been said to her. She understood well the allusion in Mr. Gilmore's +note, but she would not explain it. She had determined, as she +thought about it in her solitude, that it would be better that she +should never repeat to anyone the cruel words which her lover had +spoken to her. Doubtless he had received provocation. All his anger, +as well as all his suffering, had come from a constancy in his love +for her, which was unsurpassed, if not unequalled, in all that she +had read of among men. He had been willing to accept her on +conditions most humiliating to himself; and had then been told, that, +even with those conditions, he was not to have her. She was bound to +forgive him almost any offence that he could bestow upon her. He had +spoken to her in his wrath words which she thought to be not only +cruel but unmanly. She had told him that she would never speak +willingly to him again; and she would keep her word. But she would +forgive him. She was bound to forgive him any injury, let it be what +it might. She would forgive him;—and as a sign to herself of her +pardon she would say no word of his offence to her friends, the +Fenwicks. "He shall certainly never have to blush for me as his +wife," she said, as she returned the note to Mrs. Fenwick.</p> + +<p>"You mean, that you never will be his wife?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly I mean that."</p> + +<p>"Have you quarrelled with him, Mary?"</p> + +<p>"Quarrelled? How am I to answer that? It will be better that we +should not meet again. Of course, our interview could not be pleasant +for either of us. I do not wish him to think that there has been a +quarrel."</p> + +<p>"No man ever did a woman more honour than he has done to you."</p> + +<p>"Dearest Janet, let it be dropped;—pray let it be dropped. I am sure +you believe me now when I say that it can do no good. I am writing to +my aunt this moment to tell her that I will return. What day shall I +name?"</p> + +<p>"Have you written to your cousin?"</p> + +<p>"No I have not written to my cousin. I have not been able to get +through it all, Janet, quite so easily as that."</p> + +<p>"I suppose you had better go now."</p> + +<p>"Yes;—I must go now. I should be a thorn in his side if I were to +remain here."</p> + +<p>"He will not remain, Mary."</p> + +<p>"He shall have the choice as far as I am concerned. You must let him +know at once that I am going. I think I will say Saturday,—the day +after to-morrow. I could hardly get away to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"Certainly not. Why should you?"</p> + +<p>"Yet I am bound to hurry myself,—to release him. And, Janet, will +you give him these? They are all here,—the rubies and all. Ah, me! +he touched me that day."</p> + +<p>"How like a gentleman he has behaved always."</p> + +<p>"It was not that I cared for the stupid stones. You know that I care +nothing for anything of the kind. But there was a sort of trust in +it,—a desire to show me that everything should be mine,—which would +have made me love him,—if it had been possible."</p> + +<p>"I would give one hand that you had never seen your cousin."</p> + +<p>"And I will give one hand because I have," said Mary, stretching out +her right arm. "Nay, I will give both; I will give all, because, +having seen him, he is what he is to me. But, Janet, when you return +to him these things say a gentle word from me. I have cost him money, +I fear."</p> + +<p>"He will think but little of that. He would have given you willingly +the last acre of his land, had you wanted it."</p> + +<p>"But I did not want it. That was the thing. And all these have been +altered, as they would not have been altered, but for me. I do repent +that I have brought all this trouble upon him. I cannot do more now +than ask you to say so when you restore to him his property."</p> + +<p>"He will probably pitch them into the cart-ruts. Indeed, I will not +give them to him. I will simply tell him that they are in my hands, +and Frank shall have them locked up at the banker's. Well;—I suppose +I had better go down and write him a line."</p> + +<p>"And I will name Saturday to my aunt," said Mary.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fenwick immediately went to her desk, and wrote to her +friend.<br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="noindent"><span class="smallcaps">Dear Harry</span>,</p> + +<p>I am sure it is of no use. Knowing how persistent is your +constancy, I would not say so were I not quite, quite +certain. She goes to Loring on Saturday. Will it not be +better that you should come to us for awhile after she has +left us. You will be less desolate with Frank than you +would be alone.</p> + +<p class="ind10">Ever yours,</p> + +<p class="ind15"><span class="smallcaps">Janet Fenwick</span>.</p> + +<p class="noindent">She has +left your jewels with me. I merely tell you this +for your information;—not to trouble you with the things +now.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p>And then she added a second postscript.<br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="noindent">She regrets +deeply what you have suffered on her account, +and bids me beg you to forgive her.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p>Thus it was settled that Mary Lowther should leave Bullhampton, again +returning to Loring, as she had done before, in order that she might +escape from her suitor. In writing to her aunt she had thought it +best to say nothing of Walter Marrable. She had not as yet written to +her cousin, postponing that work for the following day. She would +have postponed it longer had it been possible; but she felt herself +to be bound to let him have her reply before he left Dunripple. She +would have much preferred to return to Loring, to have put miles +between herself and Bullhampton, before she wrote a letter which must +contain words of happy joy. It would have gratified her to have +postponed for awhile all her future happiness, knowing that it was +there before her, and that it would come to her at last. But it could +not be postponed. Her cousin's letter was burning her pocket. She +already felt that she was treating him badly in keeping it by her +without sending him the reply that would make him happy. She could +not bring herself to write the letter till the other matter was +absolutely settled; and yet, all delay was treachery to him; for,—as +she repeated to herself again and again,—there could be no answer +but one. She had, however, settled it all now. On the Saturday +morning she would start for Loring, and she would write her letter on +the Friday in time for that day's post. Walter would still be at +Dunripple on the Sunday, and on the Sunday morning her letter would +reach him. She had studied the course of post between Bullhampton and +her lover's future residence, and knew to an hour when her letter +would be in his hands.</p> + +<p>On that afternoon she could hardly maintain the tranquillity of her +usual demeanour when she met the Vicar before dinner. Not a word, +however, was said about Gilmore. Fenwick partly understood that he +and his wife were in some degree responsible for the shipwreck that +had come, and had determined that Mary was to be forgiven,—at any +rate by him. He and his wife had taken counsel together, and had +resolved that, unless circumstances should demand it, they would +never again mention the Squire's name in Mary Lowther's hearing. The +attempt had been made and had utterly failed, and now there must be +an end of it. On the next morning he heard that Gilmore had gone up +to London, and he went up to the Privets to learn what he could from +the servants there. No one knew more than that the Squire's letters +were to be directed to him at his Club. The men were still at work +about the place; but Ambrose told him that they were all at sea as to +what they should do, and appealed to him for orders. "If we shut off +on Saturday, sir, the whole place'll be a muck of mud and nothin' +else all winter," said the gardener. The Vicar suggested that after +all a muck of mud outside the house wouldn't do much harm. "But +master ain't the man to put up with that all'ays, and it'll cost +twice as much to have 'em about the place again arter a bit." This, +however, was the least trouble. If Ambrose was disconsolate out of +doors, the man who was looking after the work indoors was twice more +so. "If we be to work on up to Saturday night," he said, "and then do +never a stroke more, we be a doing nothing but mischief. Better leave +it at once nor that, sir." Then Fenwick was obliged to take upon +himself to give certain orders. The papering of the rooms should be +finished where the walls had been already disturbed, and the cornices +completed, and the wood-work painted. But as for the furniture, +hangings, and such like, they should be left till further orders +should be received from the owner. As for the mud and muck in the +garden, his only care was that the place should not be so left as to +justify the neighbours in saying that Mr. Gilmore was demented. But +he would be able to get instructions from his friend, or perhaps to +see him, in time to save danger in that respect.</p> + +<p>In the meantime Mary Lowther had gone up to her room, and seated +herself with her blotting-book and pens and ink. She had now before +her the pleasure,—or was it a task?—of answering her cousin's +letter. She had that letter in her hand, and had already read it +twice this morning. She had thought that she would so well know how +to answer it; but, now that the pen was in her hand, she found that +the thing to be done was not so easy. How much must she tell him, and +how should she tell it? It was not that there was anything which she +desired to keep back from him. She was willing,—nay, desirous,—that +he should know all that she had said, and done, and thought; but it +would have been a blessing if all could have been told to him by +other agency than her own. He would not condemn her. Nor, as she +thought of her own conduct back from one scene to another, did she +condemn herself. Yet there was that of which she could not write +without a feeling of shame. And then, how could she be happy, when +she had caused so much misery? And how could she write her letter +without expressing her happiness? She wished that her own identity +might be divided, so that she might rejoice over Walter's love with +the one moiety, and grieve with the other at all the trouble she had +brought upon the man whose love to her had been so constant. She sat +with the open letter in her hand, thinking over all this, till she +told herself at last that no further thinking could avail her. She +must bend herself over the table, and take the pen in her hand, and +write the words, let them come as they would.</p> + +<p>Her letter, she thought, must be longer than his. He had a knack of +writing short letters; and then there had been so little for him to +say. He had merely a single question to ask; and, although he had +asked it more than once,—as is the manner of people in asking such +questions,—still, a sheet of note-paper loosely filled had sufficed. +Then she read it again. "If you bid me, I will be with you early next +week." What if she told him nothing, but only bade him come to her? +After all, would it not be best to write no more than that? Then she +took her pen, and in three minutes her letter was completed.<br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="jright">The Vicarage, Friday.</p> + +<p class="noindent"><span class="smallcaps">Dearest, dearest Walter</span>,</p> + +<p>Do come to me,—as soon as you can, and I will never send +you away again. I go to Loring to-morrow, and, of course, +you must come there. I cannot write it all; but I will +tell you everything when we meet. I am very sorry for your +cousin Gregory, because he was so good.</p> + +<p class="ind12">Always your own,</p> + +<p class="ind18"><span class="smallcaps">Mary</span>.</p> + +<p class="noindent">But do not think that +I want to hurry you. I have said +come at once; but I do not mean that so as to interfere +with you. You must have so many things to do; and if I get +one line from you to say that you will come, I can be ever +so patient. I have not been happy once since we parted. It +is easy for people to say that they will conquer their +feelings, but it has seemed to me to be quite impossible +to do it. I shall never try again.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p>As soon as the body of her letter was written, she could have +continued her postscript for ever. It seemed to her then as though +nothing would be more delightful than to let the words flow on with +full expressions of all her love and happiness. To write to him was +pleasant enough, as long as there came on her no need to mention Mr. +Gilmore's name.</p> + +<p>That was to be her last evening at Bullhampton; and though no +allusion was made to the subject, they were all thinking that she +could never return to Bullhampton again. She had been almost as much +at home with them as with her aunt at Loring; and now she must leave +the place for ever. But they said not a word; and the evening passed +by almost as had passed all other evenings. The remembrance of what +had taken place since she had been at Bullhampton made it almost +impossible to speak of her departure.</p> + +<p>In the morning she was to be again driven to the railway-station at +Westbury. Mr. Fenwick had work in his parish which would keep him at +home, and she was to be trusted to the driving of the groom. "If I +were to be away to-morrow," he said, as he parted from her that +evening, "the churchwardens would have me up to the archdeacon, and +the archdeacon might tell the Marquis, and where should I be then?" +Of course she begged him not to give it a second thought. "Dear +Mary," he said, "I should of all things have liked to have seen the +last of you,—that you might know that I love you as well as ever." +Then she burst into tears, and kissed him, and told him that she +would always look to him as to a brother.</p> + +<p>She called Mrs. Fenwick into her own room before she undressed. +"Janet," she said, "dearest Janet, we are not to part for ever?"</p> + +<p>"For ever! No, certainly. Why for ever?"</p> + +<p>"I shall never see you, unless you will come to me. Promise me that +if ever I have a house you will come to me."</p> + +<p>"Of course you will have a house, Mary."</p> + +<p>"And you will come and see me,—will you not? Promise that you will +come to me. I can never come back to dear, dear Bullhampton."</p> + +<p>"No doubt we shall meet, Mary."</p> + +<p>"And you must bring the children—my darling Flos! How else ever +shall I see her? And you must write to me, Janet."</p> + +<p>"I will write,—as often as you do, I don't doubt."</p> + +<p>"You must tell me how he is, Janet. You must not suppose that I do +not care for his welfare because I have not loved him. I know that my +coming here has been a curse to him. But I could not help it. Could I +have helped it, Janet?"</p> + +<p>"Poor fellow! I wish it had not been so."</p> + +<p>"But you do not blame me;—not much? Oh, Janet, say that you do not +condemn me."</p> + +<p>"I can say that with most perfect truth. I do not blame you. It has +been most unfortunate; but I do not blame you. I am sure that you +have struggled to do the best that you could."</p> + +<p>"God bless you, my dearest, dearest friend! If you could only know +how anxious I have been not to be wrong. But things have been wrong, +and I could not put them right."</p> + +<p>On the next morning they packed her into the little four-wheeled +phaeton, and so she left Bullhampton. "I believe her to be as good a +girl as ever lived," said the Vicar; "but all the same, I wish with +all my heart that she had never come to Bullhampton."</p> + + +<p><a name="c66" id="c66"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER LXVI.</h3> +<h4>AT THE MILL.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>The presence of Carry Brattle was required in Salisbury for the trial +of John Burrows and Lawrence Acorn on Wednesday the 22nd of August. +Our Vicar, who had learned that the judges would come into the city +only late on the previous evening, and that the day following their +entrance would doubtless be so fully occupied with other matters as +to render it very improbable that the affair of the murder would then +come up, had endeavoured to get permission to postpone Carry's +journey; but the little men in authority are always stern on such +points, and witnesses are usually treated as persons who are not +entitled to have any views as to their own personal comfort or +welfare. Lawyers, who are paid for their presence, may plead other +engagements, and their pleas will be considered; and if a witness be +a lord, it may perhaps be thought very hard that he should be dragged +away from his amusements. But the ordinary commonplace witness must +simply listen and obey—at his peril. It was thus decided that Carry +must be in Salisbury on the Wednesday, and remain there, hanging +about the Court, till her services should be wanted. Fenwick, who had +been in Salisbury, had seen that accommodation should be provided for +her and for the miller at the house of Mrs. Stiggs.</p> + +<p>The miller had decided upon going with his daughter. The Vicar did +not go down to the mill again; but Mrs. Fenwick had seen Brattle, and +had learned that such was to be the case. The old man said nothing to +his own people about it till the Monday afternoon, up to which time +Fanny was prepared to accompany her sister. He was then told, when he +came in from the mill for his tea, that word had come down from the +vicarage that there would be two bed-rooms for them at Mrs. Stiggs' +house. "I don't know why there should be the cost of a second room," +said Fanny; "Carry and I won't want two beds."</p> + +<p>Up to this time there had been no reconciliation between the miller +and his younger daughter. Carry would ask her father whether she +should do this or that, and the miller would answer her as a surly +master will answer a servant whom he does not like; but the father, +as a father, had never spoken to the child; nor, up to this moment, +had he said a word even to his wife of his intended journey to +Salisbury. But now he was driven to speak. He had placed himself in +the arm chair, and was sitting with his hands on his knees gazing +into the empty fire-grate. Carry was standing at the open window, +pulling the dead leaves off three or four geraniums which her mother +kept there in pots. Fanny was passing in and out from the back +kitchen, in which the water for their tea was being boiled, and Mrs. +Brattle was in her usual place with her spectacles on, and a darning +needle in her hand. A minute was allowed to pass by before the miller +answered his eldest daughter.</p> + +<p>"There'll be two beds wanted," he said; "I told Muster Fenwick as I'd +go with the girl myself;—and so I wull."</p> + +<p>Carry started so that she broke the flower which she was touching. +Mrs. Brattle immediately stopped her needle, and withdrew her +spectacles from her nose. Fanny, who was that instant bringing the +tea-pot out of the back kitchen, put it down among the tea cups, and +stood still to consider what she had heard.</p> + +<p>"Dear, dear, dear!" said the mother.</p> + +<p>"Father," said Fanny, coming up to him, and just touching him with +her hand; "'twill be best for you to go, much best. I am heartily +glad on it, and so will Carry be."</p> + +<p>"I knows nowt about that," said the miller; "but I mean to go, and +that's all about it. I ain't a been to Salsbry these fifteen year and +more, and I shan't be there never again."</p> + +<p>"There's no saying that, father," said Fanny.</p> + +<p>"And it ain't for no pleasure as I'm agoing now. Nobody 'll s'pect +that of me. I'd liever let the millstone come on my foot."</p> + +<p>There was nothing more said about it that evening, nothing more at +least in the miller's hearing. Carry and her sister were discussing +it nearly the whole night. It was very soon plain to Fanny that Carry +had heard the tidings with dismay. To be alone with her father for +two, three, or perhaps four days, seemed to her to be so terrible, +that she hardly knew how to face the misery and gloom of his +company,—in addition to the fears she had as to what they would say +and do to her in the Court. Since she had been home, she had learned +almost to tremble at the sound of her father's foot; and yet she had +known that he would not harm her, would hardly notice her, would not +do more than look at her. But now, for three long frightful days to +come, she would be subject to his wrath during every moment of her +life.</p> + +<p>"Will he speak to me, Fanny, d'ye think?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Of course he'll speak to you, child."</p> + +<p>"But he hasn't, you know,—not since I've been home; not once; not as +he does to you and mother. I know he hates me, and wishes I was dead. +And, Fanny, I wishes it myself every day of my life."</p> + +<p>"He wishes nothing of the kind, Carry."</p> + +<p>"Why don't he say one kind word to me, then? I know I've been bad. +But I ain't a done a single thing since I've been home as 'd a' made +him angry if he seed it, or said a word as he mightn't a' heard."</p> + +<p>"I don't think you have, dear."</p> + +<p>"Then why can't he come round, if it was ever so little? I'd sooner +he'd beat me; that I would."</p> + +<p>"He'll never do that, Carry. I don't know as he ever laid a hand upon +one of us since we was little things."</p> + +<p>"It 'd be better than never speaking to a girl. Only for you and +mother, Fan, I'd be off again."</p> + +<p>"You would not. You know you would not. How dare you say that?"</p> + +<p>"But why shouldn't he say a word to one, so that one shouldn't go +about like a dead body in the house?"</p> + +<p>"Carry dear, listen to this. If you'll manage well; if you'll be good +to him, and patient while you are with him; if you'll bear with him, +and yet be gentle when <span class="nowrap">he—"</span></p> + +<p>"I am gentle,—always,—now."</p> + +<p>"You are, dear; but when he speaks, as he'll have to speak when +you're all alone like, be very gentle. Maybe, Carry, when you've come +back, he will be gentle with you."</p> + +<p>They had ever so much more to discuss. Would Sam be at the trial? +And, if so, would he and his father speak to each other? They had +both been told that Sam had been summoned, and that the police would +enforce his attendance; but they were neither of them sure whether he +would be there in custody or as a free man. At last they went to +sleep, but Carry's slumbers were not very sound. As has been told +before, it was the miller's custom to be up every morning at five. +The two girls would afterwards rise at six, and then, an hour after +that, Mrs. Brattle would be instructed that her time had come. On the +Tuesday morning, however, the miller was not the first of the family +to leave his bed. Carry crept out of hers by the earliest dawn of +daylight, without waking her sister, and put on her clothes +stealthily. Then she made her way silently to the front door, which +she opened, and stood there outside waiting till her father should +come. The morning, though it was in August, was chill, and the time +seemed to be very long. She had managed to look at the old clock as +she passed, and had seen that it wanted a quarter to five. She knew +that her father was never later than five. What, if on this special +morning he should not come, just because she had resolved, after many +inward struggles, to make one great effort to obtain his pardon.</p> + +<p>At last he was coming. She heard his step in the passage, and then +she was aware that he had stopped when he found the fastenings of the +door unloosed. She perceived too that he delayed to examine the +lock,—as it was natural that he should do; and she had forgotten +that he would be arrested by the open door. Thinking of this in the +moment of time that was allowed to her, she hurried forward and +encountered him.</p> + +<p>"Father," she said; "it is I."</p> + +<p>He was angry that she should have dared to unbolt the door, or to +withdraw the bars. What was she, that she should be trusted to open +or to close the house? And there came upon him some idea of wanton +and improper conduct. Why was she there at that hour? Must it be that +he should put her again from the shelter of his roof?</p> + +<p>Carry was clever enough to perceive in a moment what was passing in +the old man's mind. "Father," she said, "it was to see you. And I +thought,—perhaps,—I might say it out here." He believed her at +once. In whatever spirit he might accept her present effort, that +other idea had already vanished. She was there that they two might be +alone together in the fresh morning air, and he knew that it was so. +"Father," she said, looking up into his face. Then she fell on the +ground at his feet, and embraced his knees, and lay there sobbing. +She had intended to ask him for forgiveness, but she was not able to +say a word. Nor did he speak for awhile; but he stooped and raised +her up tenderly; and then, when she was again standing by him, he +stepped on as though he were going to the mill without a word. But he +had not rebuked her, and his touch had been very gentle. "Father," +she said, following him, "if you could forgive me! I know I have been +bad, but if you could forgive me!"</p> + +<p>He went to the very door of the mill before he turned; and she, when +she saw that he did not come back to her, paused upon the bridge. She +had used all her eloquence. She knew no other words with which to +move him. She felt that she had failed, but she could do no more. But +he stopped again without entering the mill.</p> + +<p>"Child," he said at last, "come here, then." She ran at once to meet +him. "I will forgive thee. There. I will forgive thee, and trust thou +may'st be a better girl than thou hast been."</p> + +<p>She flew to him and threw her arms round his neck and kissed his face +and breast. "Oh, father," she said, "I will be good. I will try to be +good. Only you will speak to me."</p> + + +<div class="center"><a name="il22" id="il22"></a> +<table style="margin: 0 auto" cellpadding="4px"> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <a href="images/il22.jpg"> + <img src="images/il22-t.jpg" height="500" + alt='"Oh, father," she said, "I will be good."' /></a> + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <span class="caption">"Oh, father," she said, "I will be good."<br /> + Click to <a href="images/il22.jpg">ENLARGE</a></span> + </td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + + +<p>"Get thee into the house now. I have forgiven thee." So saying he +passed on to his morning's work.</p> + +<p>Carry, running into the house, at once roused her sister. "Fanny," +she exclaimed, "he has forgiven me at last; he has said that he will +forgive me."</p> + +<p>But to the miller's mind, and to his sense of justice, the +forgiveness thus spoken did not suffice. When he returned to +breakfast, Mrs. Brattle had, of course, been told of the morning's +work, and had rejoiced greatly. It was to her as though the greatest +burden of her life had now been taken from her weary back. Her girl, +to her loving motherly heart, now that he who had in all things been +the lord of her life had vouchsafed his pardon to the poor sinner, +would be as pure as when she had played about the mill in all her +girlish innocence. The mother had known that her child was still +under a cloud, but the cloud to her had consisted in the father's +wrath rather than in the feeling of any public shame. To her a sin +repented was a sin no more, and her love for her child made her sure +of the sincerity of that repentance. But there could be no joy over +the sinner in this world till the head of the house should again have +taken her to his heart. When the miller came in to his breakfast the +three women were standing together, not without some outward marks of +contentment. Mrs. Brattle's cap was clean, and even Fanny, who was +ever tidy and never smart, had managed in some way to add something +bright to her appearance. Where is the woman who, when she has been +pleased, will not show her pleasure by some sign in her outward +garniture? But still there was anxiety. "Will he call me Carry?" the +girl had asked. He had not done so when he pronounced her pardon at +the mill door. Though they were standing together they had not +decided on any line of action. The pardon had been spoken and they +were sure that it would not be revoked; but how it would operate at +first none of them had even guessed.</p> + +<p>The miller, when he had entered the room and come among them, stood +with his two hands resting on the round table, and thus he addressed +them: "It was a bad time with us when the girl, whom we had all loved +a'most too well, forgot herself and us, and brought us to shame,—we +who had never known shame afore,—and became a thing so vile as I +won't name it. It was well nigh the death o' me, I know."</p> + +<p>"Oh, father!" exclaimed Fanny.</p> + +<p>"Hold your peace, Fanny, and let me say my say out. It was very bad +then; and when she come back to us, and was took in, so that she +might have her bit to eat under an honest roof, it was bad +still;—for she was a shame to us as had never been shamed afore. For +myself I felt so, that though she was allays near me, my heart was +away from her, and she was not one with me, not as her sister is one, +and her mother, who never know'd a thought in her heart as wasn't fit +for a woman to have there." By this time Carry was sobbing on her +mother's bosom, and it would be difficult to say whose affliction was +the sharpest. "But them as falls may right themselves, unless they be +chance killed as they falls. If my child be sorry for her +<span class="nowrap">sin—"</span></p> + +<p>"Oh, father, I am sorry."</p> + +<p>"I will bring myself to forgive her. That it won't stick here," and +the miller struck his heart violently with his open palm, "I won't be +such a liar as to say. For there ain't no good in a lie. But there +shall be never a word about it more out o' my mouth,—and she may +come to me again as my child."</p> + +<p>There was a solemnity about the old man's speech which struck them +all with so much awe that none of them for a while knew how to move +or to speak. Fanny was the first to stir, and she came to him and put +her arm through his and leaned her head upon his shoulder.</p> + +<p>"Get me my breakfast, girl," he said to her. But before he had moved +Carry had thrown herself weeping on his bosom. "That will do," he +said. "That will do. Sit down and eat thy victuals." Then there was +not another word said, and the breakfast passed off in silence.</p> + +<p>Though the women talked of what had occurred throughout the day, not +a word more dropped from the miller's mouth upon the subject. When he +came in to dinner he took his food from Carry's hand and thanked +her,—as he would have thanked his elder daughter,—but he did not +call her by her name. Much had to be done in preparing for the +morrow's journey, and for the days through which they two might be +detained at the assizes. The miller had borrowed a cart in which he +was to drive himself and his daughter to the Bullhampton road +station, and, when he went to bed, he expressed his determination of +starting at nine, so as to catch a certain train into Salisbury. They +had been told that it would be sufficient if they were in the city +that day at one o'clock.</p> + +<p>On the next morning the miller was in his mill as usual in the +morning. He said nothing about the work, but the women knew that it +must in the main stand still. Everything could not be trusted to one +man, and that man a hireling. But nothing was said of this. He went +into his mill, and the women prepared his breakfast, and the clean +shirt and the tidy Sunday coat in which he was to travel. And Carry +was ready dressed for the journey;—so pretty, with her bright curls +and sweet dimpled cheeks, but still with that look of fear and sorrow +which the coming ordeal could not but produce. The miller returned, +dressed himself as he was desired, and took his place at the table in +the kitchen; when the front door was again opened,—and Sam Brattle +stood among them!</p> + +<p>"Father," said he, "I've turned up just in time."</p> + +<p>Of course the consternation among them was great; but no reference +was made to the quarrel which had divided the father and son when +last they had parted. Sam explained that he had come across the +country from the north, travelling chiefly by railway, but that he +had walked from the Swindon station to Marlborough on the preceding +evening, and from thence to Bullhampton that morning. He had come by +Birmingham and Gloucester, and thence to Swindon.</p> + +<p>"And now, mother, if you'll give me a mouthful of some'at to eat, you +won't find that I'm above eating of it."</p> + +<p>He had been summoned to Salisbury, he said, for that day, but nothing +should induce him to go there till the Friday. He surmised that he +knew a thing or two, and as the trial wouldn't come off before Friday +at the earliest, he wouldn't show his face in Salisbury before that +day. He strongly urged Carry to be equally sagacious, and used some +energetic arguments to the same effect on his father, when he found +that his father was also to be at the assizes; but the miller did not +like to be taught by his son, and declared that as the legal document +said Wednesday, on the Wednesday his daughter should be there.</p> + +<p>"And what about the mill?" asked Sam. The miller only shook his head. +"Then there's only so much more call for me to stay them two days," +said Sam. "I'll be at it hammer and tongs, father, till it's time for +me to start o' Friday. You tell 'em as how I'm coming. I'll be there +afore they want me. And when they've got me they won't get much out +of me, I guess."</p> + +<p>To all this the miller made no reply, not forbidding his son to work +the mill, nor thanking him for the offer. But Mrs. Brattle and Fanny, +who could read every line in his face, knew that he was well-pleased.</p> + +<p>And then there was the confusion of the start. Fanny, in her +solicitude for her father, brought out a little cushion for his seat. +"I don't want no cushion to sit on," said he; "give it here to +Carry." It was the first time that he had called her by her name, and +it was not lost on the poor girl.</p> + + +<p><a name="c67" id="c67"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER LXVII.</h3> +<h4>SIR GREGORY MARRABLE HAS A HEADACHE.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>Mary Lowther, in her letter to her aunt, had in one line told the +story of her rupture with Mr. Gilmore. This line had formed a +postscript, and the writer had hesitated much before she added it. +She had not intended to write to her aunt on this subject; but she +had remembered at the last moment how much easier it would be to tell +the remainder of her story on her arrival at Loring, if so much had +already been told beforehand. Therefore it was that she had added +these words. "Everything has been broken off between me and Mr. +Gilmore—for ever."</p> + +<p>This was a terrible blow upon poor Miss Marrable, who, up to the +moment of her receiving that letter, thought that her niece was +disposed of in the manner that had seemed most desirable to all her +friends. Aunt Sarah loved her niece dearly, and by no means looked +forward to improved happiness in her own old age when she should be +left alone in the house at Uphill; but she entertained the view about +young women which is usual with old women who have young women under +their charge, and she thought it much best that this special young +woman should get herself married. The old women are right in their +views on this matter; and the young women, who on this point are not +often refractory, are right also. Miss Marrable, who entertained a +very strong opinion on the subject above-mentioned, was very unhappy +when she was thus abruptly told by her own peculiar young woman that +this second engagement had been broken off and sent to the winds. It +had become a theory on the part of Mary's friends that the Gilmore +match was the proper thing for her. At last, after many difficulties, +the Gilmore match had been arranged. The anxiety as to Mary's future +life was at an end, and the theory of the elders concerned with her +welfare was to be carried out. Then there came a short note, +proclaiming her return home, and simply telling as a fact almost +indifferent,—in a single line,—that all the trouble hitherto taken +as to her own disposition had entirely been thrown away. "Everything +has been broken off between me and Mr. Gilmore." It was a cruel and a +heartrending postscript!</p> + +<p>Poor Miss Marrable knew very well that she was armed with no parental +authority. She could hold her theory, and could advise; but she could +do no more. She could not even scold. And there had been some qualm +of conscience on her part as to Walter Marrable, now that Walter +Marrable had been taken in hand and made much of by the baronet,—and +now, also, that poor Gregory had been removed from the path. No doubt +she, Aunt Sarah, had done all in her power to aid the difficulties +which had separated the two cousins;—and while she thought that the +Gilmore match had been the consequence of such aiding on her part, +she was happy enough in reflecting upon what she had done. Old Sir +Gregory would not have taken Walter by the hand unless Walter had +been free to marry Edith Brownlow; and though she could not quite +resolve that the death of the younger Gregory had been part of the +family arrangement due to the happy policy of the elder Marrables +generally, still she was quite sure that Walter's present position at +Dunripple had come entirely from the favour with which he had +regarded the baronet's wishes as to Edith. Mary was provided for with +the Squire, who was in immediate possession; and Walter with his +bride would become as it were the eldest son of Dunripple. It was all +as comfortable as could be till there came this unfortunate +postscript.</p> + +<p>The letter reached her on Friday, and on Saturday Mary arrived. Miss +Marrable determined that she would not complain. As regarded her own +comfort it was doubtless all for the best. But old women are never +selfish in regard to the marriage of young women. That the young +women belonging to them should be settled,—and thus got rid of,—is +no doubt the great desire; but, whether the old woman be herself +married or a spinster, the desire is founded on an adamantine +confidence that marriage is the most proper and the happiest thing +for the young woman. The belief is so thorough that the woman would +cease to be a woman, would already have become a brute, who would +desire to keep any girl belonging to her out of matrimony for the +sake of companionship to herself. But no woman does so desire in +regard to those who are dear and near to her. A dependant, distant in +blood, or a paid assistant, may find here and there a want of the +true feminine sympathy; but in regard to a daughter, or one held as a +daughter, it is never wanting. "As the pelican loveth her young do I +love thee; and therefore will I give thee away in marriage to some +one strong enough to hold thee, even though my heartstrings be torn +asunder by the parting." Such is always the heart's declaration of +the mother respecting her daughter. The match-making of mothers is +the natural result of mother's love; for the ambition of one woman +for another is never other than this,—that the one loved by her +shall be given to a man to be loved more worthily. Poor Aunt Sarah, +considering of these things during those two lonely days, came to the +conclusion that if ever Mary were to be so loved again that she might +be given away, a long time might first elapse; and then she was aware +that such gifts given late lose much of their value, and have to be +given cheaply.</p> + +<p>Mary herself, as she was driven slowly up the hill to her aunt's +door, did not share her aunt's melancholy. To be returned as a bad +shilling, which has been presented over the counter and found to be +bad, must be very disagreeable to a young woman's feelings. That was +not the case with Mary Lowther. She had, no doubt, a great sorrow at +heart. She had created a shipwreck which she did regret most +bitterly. But the sorrow and the regret were not humiliating, as they +would have been had they been caused by failure on her own part. And +then she had behind her the strong comfort of her own rock, of which +nothing should now rob her,—which should be a rock for rest and +safety, and not a rock for shipwreck, and as to the disposition of +which Aunt Sarah's present ideas were so very erroneous!</p> + +<p>It was impossible that the first evening should pass without a word +or two about poor Gilmore. Mary knew well enough that she had told +her aunt nothing of her renewed engagement with her cousin; but she +could not bring herself at once to utter a song of triumph, as she +would have done had she blurted out all her story. Not a word was +said about either lover till they were seated together in the +evening. "What you tell me about Mr. Gilmore has made me so unhappy," +said Miss Marrable, sadly.</p> + +<p>"It could not be helped, Aunt Sarah. I tried my best, but it could +not be helped. Of course I have been very, very unhappy myself."</p> + +<p>"I don't pretend to understand it."</p> + +<p>"And yet it is so easily understood!" said Mary, pleading hard for +herself. "I did not love him, +<span class="nowrap">and—"</span></p> + +<p>"But you had accepted him, Mary."</p> + +<p>"I know I had. It is so natural that you should think that I have +behaved badly."</p> + +<p>"I have not said so, my dear."</p> + +<p>"I know that, Aunt Sarah; but if you think so,—and of course you +do,—write and ask Janet Fenwick. She will tell you everything. You +know how devoted she is to Mr. Gilmore. She would have done anything +for him. But even she will tell you that at last I could not help it. +When I was so very wretched I thought that I would do my best to +comply with other people's wishes. I got a feeling that nothing +signified for myself. If they had told me to go into a convent or to +be a nurse in a hospital I would have gone. I had nothing to care +for, and if I could do what I was told perhaps it might be best."</p> + +<p>"But why did you not go on with it, my dear?"</p> + +<p>"It was impossible—after Walter had written to me."</p> + +<p>"But Walter is to marry Edith Brownlow."</p> + +<p>"No, dear aunt; no. Walter is to marry me. Don't look like that, Aunt +Sarah. It is true;—it is, indeed." She had now dragged her chair +close to her aunt's seat upon the sofa, so that she could put her +hands upon her aunt's knees. "All that about Miss Brownlow has been a +fable."</p> + +<p>"Parson John told me that it was fixed."</p> + +<p>"It is not fixed. The other thing is fixed. Parson John tells many +fables. He is to come here."</p> + +<p>"Who is to come here?"</p> + +<p>"Walter,—of course. He is to be here,—I don't know how soon; but I +shall hear from him. Dear aunt, you must be good to him;—indeed you +must. He is your cousin just as much as mine."</p> + +<p>"I'm not in love with him, Mary."</p> + +<p>"But I am, Aunt Sarah. Oh dear, how much I am in love with him! It +never changed in the least, though I struggled, and struggled not to +think of him. I broke his picture and burned it;—and I would not +have a scrap of his handwriting;—I would not have near me anything +that he had even spoken of. But it was no good. I could not get away +from him for an hour. Now I shall never want to get away from him +again. As for Mr. Gilmore, it would have come to the same thing at +last, had I never heard another word from Walter Marrable. I could +not have done it."</p> + +<p>"I suppose we must submit to it," said Aunt Sarah, after a pause. +This certainly was not the most exhilarating view which might have +been taken of the matter as far as Mary was concerned; but as it did +not suggest any open opposition to her scheme, and as there was no +refusal to see Walter when he should again appear at Uphill as her +lover, she made no complaint. Miss Marrable went on to inquire how +Sir Gregory would like these plans, which were so diametrically +opposed to his own. As to that, Mary could say nothing. No doubt +Walter would make a clean breast of it to Sir Gregory before he left +Dunripple, and would be able to tell them what had passed when he +came to Loring. Mary, however, did not forget to argue that the +ground on which Walter Marrable stood was his own ground. After the +death of two men, the youngest of whom was over seventy, the property +would be his property, and could not be taken from him. If Sir +Gregory chose to quarrel with him,—as to the probability of which, +Mary and her aunt professed very different opinions,—they must wait. +Waiting now would be very different from what it had been when their +prospects in life had not seemed to depend in any degree upon the +succession to the family property. "And I know myself better now than +I did then," said Mary. "Though it were to be for all my life, I +would wait."</p> + +<p>On the Monday she got a letter from her cousin. It was very short, +and there was not a word in it about Sir Gregory or Edith Brownlow. +It only said that he was the happiest man in the world, and that he +would be at Loring on the following Saturday. He must return at once +to Birmingham, but would certainly be at Loring on Saturday. He had +written to his uncle to ask for hospitality. He did not suppose that +Parson John would refuse; but should this be the case, he would put +up at The Dragon. Mary might be quite sure that she would see him on +Saturday.</p> + +<p>And on the Saturday he came. The parson had consented to receive him; +but, not thinking highly of the wisdom of the proposed visit, had +worded his letter rather coldly. But of that Walter in his present +circumstances thought but little. He was hardly within the house +before he had told his story. "You haven't heard, I suppose," he +said, "that Mary and I have made it up?"</p> + +<p>"How made it up?"</p> + +<p>"Well,—I mean that you shall make us man and wife some day."</p> + +<p>"But I thought you were to marry Edith Brownlow."</p> + +<p>"Who told you that, sir? I am sure Edith did not, nor yet her mother. +But I believe these sort of things are often settled without +consulting the principals."</p> + +<p>"And what does my brother say?"</p> + +<p>"Sir Gregory, you mean?"</p> + +<p>"Of course I mean Sir Gregory. I don't suppose you'd ask your +father."</p> + +<p>"I never had the slightest intention, sir, of asking either one or +the other. I don't suppose that I am to ask his leave to be married, +like a young girl; and it isn't likely that any objection on family +grounds could be made to such a woman as Mary Lowther."</p> + +<p>"You needn't ask leave of any one, most noble Hector. That is a +matter of course. You can marry the cook-maid to-morrow, if you +please. But I thought you meant to live at Dunripple?"</p> + +<p>"So I shall,—part of the year; if Sir Gregory likes it."</p> + +<p>"And that you were to have an allowance and all that sort of thing. +Now, if you do marry the +<span class="nowrap">cook-maid—"</span></p> + +<p>"I am not going to marry the cook-maid,—as you know very well."</p> + +<p>"Or if you marry any one else in opposition to my brother's wishes, I +don't suppose it likely that he'll bestow that which he intended to +give as a reward to you for following his wishes."</p> + +<p>"He can do as he pleases. The moment that it was settled I told him."</p> + +<p>"And what did he say?"</p> + +<p>"He complained of headache. Sir Gregory very often does complain of +headache. When I took leave of him, he said I should hear from him."</p> + +<p>"Then it's all up with Dunripple for you,—as long as he lives. I've +no doubt that since poor Gregory's death your father's interest in +the property has been disposed of among the Jews to the last +farthing."</p> + +<p>"I shouldn't wonder."</p> + +<p>"And you are,—just where you were, my boy."</p> + +<p>"That depends entirely upon Sir Gregory. You may be sure of this, +sir,—that I shall ask him for nothing. If the worst comes to the +worst, I can go to the Jews as well as my father. I won't, unless I +am driven."</p> + +<p>He was with Mary, of course, that evening, walking again along the +banks of the Lurwell, as they had first done now nearly twelve months +since. Then the autumn had begun, and now the last of the summer +months was near its close. How very much had happened to her, or had +seemed to happen, during the interval. At that time she had thrice +declined Harry Gilmore's suit; but she had done so without any weight +on her own conscience. Her friends had wished her to marry the man, +and therefore she had been troubled; but the trouble had lain light +upon her, and as she looked back at it all, she felt that at that +time there had been something of triumph at her heart. A girl when +she is courted knows at any rate that she is thought worthy of +courtship, and in this instance she had been at least courted +worthily. Since then a whole world of trouble had come upon her from +that source. She had been driven hither and thither, first by love, +and then by a false idea of duty, till she had come almost to +shipwreck. And in her tossing she had gone against another barque +which, for aught she knew, might even yet go down from the effects of +the collision. She could not be all happy, even though she were again +leaning on Walter Marrable's arm, or again sitting with it round her +waist, beneath the shade of the trees on the banks of the Lurwell.</p> + +<p>"Then we must wait, and this time we must be patient," she said, when +he told her of poor Sir Gregory's headache.</p> + +<p>"I cannot ask him for anything," said Walter.</p> + +<p>"Of course not. Do not ask anybody for anything,—but just wait. I +have quite made up my mind that forty-five for the gentleman, and +thirty-five for the lady, is quite time enough for marrying."</p> + +<p>"The grapes are sour," said Walter.</p> + +<p>"They are not sour at all, sir," said Mary.</p> + +<p>"I was speaking of my own grapes, as I look at them when I use that +argument for my own comfort. The worst of it is that when we know +that the grapes are not sour,—that they are the sweetest grapes in +the world,—the argument is of no use. I won't tell any lies about +it, to myself or anybody else. I want my grapes at once."</p> + +<p>"And so do I," said Mary, eagerly; "of course I do. I am not going to +make any pretence with you. Of course I want them at once. But I have +learned to know that they are precious enough to be worth the waiting +for. I made a fool of myself once; but I shall not do it again, let +Sir Gregory make himself ever so disagreeable."</p> + +<p>This was all very pleasant for Captain Marrable. Ah, yes! what other +moment in a man's life is at all equal to that in which he is being +flattered to the top of his bent by the love of the woman he loves. +To be flattered by the love of a woman whom he does not love is +almost equally unpleasant,—if the man be anything of a man. But at +the present moment our Captain was supremely happy. His Thais was +telling him that he was indeed her king, and should he not take the +goods with which the gods provided him? To have been robbed of his +all by a father, and to have an uncle who would have a headache +instead of making settlements,—these indeed were drawbacks; but the +pleasure was so sweet that even such drawbacks as these could hardly +sully his bliss. "If you knew what your letter was to me!" she said, +as she leaned against his shoulder. His father and his uncle and all +the Marrables on the earth might do their worst, they could not rob +the present hour of its joy.</p> + + +<p><a name="c68" id="c68"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER LXVIII.</h3> +<h4>THE SQUIRE IS VERY OBSTINATE.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>Mr. Gilmore left his own home on a Thursday afternoon, and on the +Monday when the Vicar again visited the Privets nothing had been +heard of him. Money had been left with the bailiff for the Saturday +wages of the men working about the place, but no provision for +anything had been made beyond that. The Sunday had been wet from +morning to night, and nothing could possibly be more disconsolate +than the aspect of things round the house, or more disreputable if +they were to be left in their present condition. The barrows, and the +planks, and the pickaxes had been taken away, which things, though +they are not in themselves beautiful, are safeguards against the +ill-effects of ugliness, as they inform the eyes why it is that such +disorder lies around. There was the disorder at the Privets now +without any such instruction to the eye. Pits were full of muddy +water, and half-formed paths had become the beds of stagnant pools. +The Vicar then went into the house, and though there was still a +workman and a boy who were listlessly pulling about some rolls of +paper, there were ample signs that misfortune had come and that +neglect was the consequence. "And all this," said Fenwick to himself, +"because the man cannot get the idea of a certain woman out of his +head!" Then he thought of himself and his own character, and asked +himself whether, in any position of life, he could have been thus +overruled to misery by circumstances altogether outside himself. +Misfortunes might come which would be very heavy; his wife or +children might die; or he might become a pauper; or subject to some +crushing disease. But Gilmore's trouble had not fallen upon him from +the hands of Providence. He had set his heart upon the gaining of a +thing, and was now absolutely broken-hearted because he could not +have it. And the thing was a woman. Fenwick admitted to himself that +the thing itself was the most worthy for which a man can struggle; +but would not admit that even in his search for that a man should +allow his heart to give way, or his strength to be broken down.</p> + +<p>He went up to the house again on the Wednesday, and again on the +Thursday,—but nothing had been heard from the Squire. The bailiff +was very unhappy. Even though there might come a cheque on the +Saturday morning, which both Fenwick and the bailiff thought to be +probable, still there would be grave difficulties.</p> + +<p>"Here'll be the first of September on us afore we know where we are," +said the bailiff, "and is we to go on with the horses?"</p> + +<p>For the Squire was of all men the most regular, and began to get his +horses into condition on the first of September as regularly as he +began to shoot partridges. The Vicar went home and then made up his +mind that he would go up to London after his friend. He must provide +for his next Sunday's duty, but he could do that out of a +neighbouring parish, and he would start on the morrow. He arranged +the matter with his wife and with his friend's curate, and on the +Friday he started.</p> + +<p>He drove himself into Salisbury instead of to the Bullhampton Road +station in order that he might travel by the express train. That at +least was the reason which he gave to himself and to his wife. But +there was present to his mind the idea that he might look into the +court and see how the trial was going on. Poor Carry Brattle would +have a bad time of it beneath a lawyer's claws. Such a one as Carry, +of the evil of whose past life there was no doubt, and who would +appear as a witness against a man whom she had once been engaged to +marry, would certainly meet with no mercy from a cross-examining +barrister. The broad landmarks between the respectable and the +disreputable may guide the tone of a lawyer somewhat, when he has a +witness in his power; but the finer lines which separate that which +is at the moment good and true from that which is false and bad +cannot be discerned amidst the turmoil of a trial, unless the eyes, +and the ears, and the inner touch of him who has the handling of the +victim be of a quality more than ordinarily high.</p> + +<p>The Vicar drove himself over to Salisbury and had an hour there for +strolling into the court. He had heard on the previous day that the +case would be brought on the first thing on the Friday, and it was +half-past eleven when he made his way in through the crowd. The train +by which he was to be taken on to London did not start till half-past +twelve. At that moment the court was occupied in deciding whether a +certain tradesman, living at Devizes, should or should not be on the +jury. The man himself objected that, being a butcher, he was, by +reason of the second nature acquired in his business, too cruel, and +bloody-minded to be entrusted with an affair of life and death. To a +proposition in itself so reasonable no direct answer was made; but it +was argued with great power on behalf of the crown, which seemed to +think at the time that the whole case depended on getting this one +particular man into the jury box, that the recalcitrant juryman was +not in truth a butcher, that he was only a dealer in meat, and that +though the stain of the blood descended the cruelty did not. Fenwick +remained there till he heard the case given against the +pseudo-butcher, and then retired from the court. He had, however, +just seen Carry Brattle and her father seated side by side on a bench +in a little outside room appropriated to the witnesses, and there had +been a constable there seeming to stand on guard over them. The +miller was sitting, leaning on his stick, with his eyes fixed upon +the ground, and Carry was pale, wretched, and draggled. Sam had not +yet made his appearance.</p> + +<p>"I'm afeard, sir, he'll be in trouble," said Carry to the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"Let 'un alone," said the miller; "when they wants 'im he'll be here. +He know'd more about it nor I did."</p> + +<p>That afternoon Fenwick went to the club of which he and Gilmore were +both members, and found that his friend was in London. He had been +so, at least, that morning at nine o'clock. According to the porter +at the club door, Mr. Gilmore called there every morning for his +letters as soon as the club was open. He did not eat his breakfast +in the house, nor, as far as the porter's memory went, did he even +enter the club. Fenwick had lodged himself at an hotel in the +immediate neighbourhood of Pall-Mall, and he made up his mind that +his only chance of catching his friend was to be at the steps of the +club door when it was opened at nine o'clock. So he eat his +dinner,—very much in solitude, for on the 28th of August it is not +often that the coffee rooms of clubs are full,—and in the evening +took himself to one of the theatres which was still open. His club +had been deserted, and it had seemed to him that the streets also +were empty. One old gentleman, who, together with himself, had +employed the forces of the establishment that evening, had told him +that there wasn't a single soul left in London. He had gone to his +tailor's and had found that both the tailor and the foreman were out +of town. His publisher,—for our Vicar did a little in the way of +light literature on social subjects, and had brought out a pretty +volume in green and gold on the half-profit system, intending to give +his share to a certain county hospital,—his publisher had been in +the north since the 12th, and would not be back for three weeks. He +found, however, a confidential young man who was able to tell him +that the hospital need not increase the number of its wards on this +occasion. He had dropped down to Dean's Yard to see a clerical +friend,—but the house was shut up and he could not even get an +answer. He sauntered into the Abbey, and found them mending the +organ. He got into a cab and was driven hither and thither because +all the streets were pulled up. He called at the War-Office to see a +young clerk, and found one old messenger fast asleep in his +arm-chair. "Gone for his holiday, sir," said the man in the +arm-chair, speaking amidst his dreams, without waiting to hear the +particular name of the young clerk who was wanted. And yet, when he +got to the theatre, it was so full that he could hardly find a seat +on which to sit. In all the world around us there is nothing more +singular than the emptiness and the fullness of London.</p> + +<p>He was up early the next morning and breakfasted before he went out, +thinking that even should he succeed in catching the Squire, he would +not be able to persuade the unhappy man to come and breakfast with +him. At a little before nine he was in Pall-Mall, walking up and down +before the club, and as the clocks struck the hour he began to be +impatient. The porter had said that Gilmore always came exactly at +nine, and within two minutes after that hour the Vicar began to feel +that his friend was breaking an engagement and behaving badly to him. +By ten minutes past, the idea had got into his head that all the +people in Pall-Mall were watching him, and at the quarter he was +angry and unhappy. He had just counted the seconds up to twenty +minutes, and had begun to consider that it would be absurd for him to +walk there all the day, when he saw the Squire coming slowly along +the street. He had been afraid to make himself comfortable within the +club, and there to wait for his friend's coming, lest Gilmore should +have escaped him, not choosing to be thus caught by any one;—and +even now he had his fear lest his quarry should slip through his +fingers. He waited till the Squire had gone up to the porter and +returned to the street, and then he crossed over and seized him by +the arm. "Harry," he said, "you didn't expect to see me in +London;—did you?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly not," said the other, implying very plainly by his looks +that the meeting had given him no special pleasure.</p> + +<p>"I came up yesterday afternoon, and I was at Cutcote's the tailor's, +and at Messrs. Bringémout and Neversell's. Bringémout has retired, +but it's Neversell that does the business. And then I went down to +see old Drybird, and I called on young Dozey at his office. But +everybody is out of town. I never saw anything like it. I vote that +we take to having holidays in the country, and all come to London, +and live in the empty houses."</p> + +<p>"I suppose you came up to look after me?" said Gilmore, with a brow +as black as a thunder-cloud.</p> + +<p>Fenwick perceived that he need not carry on any further his lame +pretences. "Well, I did. Come, old fellow, this won't do, you know. +Everything is not to be thrown overboard because a girl doesn't know +her own mind. Aren't your anchors better than that?"</p> + +<p>"I haven't an anchor left," said Gilmore.</p> + +<p>"How can you be so weak and so wicked as to say so? Come, Harry, take +a turn with me in the park. You may be quite sure I shan't let you go +now I've got you."</p> + +<p>"You'll have to let me go," said the other.</p> + +<p>"Not till I've told you my mind. Everybody is out of town, so I +suppose even a parson may light a cigar down here. Harry, you must +come back with me."</p> + +<p>"No;—I cannot."</p> + +<p>"Do you mean to say that you will yield up all your strength, all +your duty, all your life, and throw over every purpose of your +existence because you have been ill-used by a wench? Is that your +idea of manhood,—of that manhood you have so often preached?"</p> + +<p>"After what I have suffered there I cannot bear the place."</p> + +<p>"You must force yourself to bear it. Do you mean to say that because +you are unhappy you will not pay your debts?"</p> + +<p>"I owe no man a shilling;—or, if I do, I will pay it to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"There are debts you can only settle by daily payments. To every man +living on your land you owe such a debt. To every friend connected +with you by name, or blood, or love, you owe such a debt. Do you +suppose that you can cast yourself adrift, and make yourself a +by-word, and hurt no one but yourself? Why is it that we hate a +suicide?"</p> + +<p>"Because he sins."</p> + +<p>"Because he is a coward, and runs away from the burden which he ought +to bear gallantly. He throws his load down on the roadside, and does +not care who may bear it, or who may suffer because he is too poor a +creature to struggle on! Have you no feeling that, though it may be +hard with you here,"—and the Vicar, as he spoke, struck his +breast,—"you should so carry your outer self, that the eyes of those +around you should see nothing of the sorrow within? That is my idea +of manliness, and I have ever taken you to be a man."</p> + +<p>"We work for the esteem of others while we desire it. I desire +nothing now. She has so knocked me about that I should be a liar if I +were to say that there is enough manhood left in me to bear it. I +shan't kill myself."</p> + +<p>"No, Harry, you won't do that."</p> + +<p>"But I shall give up the place, and go abroad."</p> + +<p>"Whom will you serve by that?"</p> + +<p>"It is all very well to preach, Frank. Bad as I am I could preach to +you if there were a matter to preach about. I don't know that there +is anything much easier than preaching. But as for practising, you +can't do it if you have not got the strength. A man can't walk if you +take away his legs. If you break a bird's wing he can't fly, let the +bird be ever so full of pluck. All that there was in me she has taken +out of me. I could fight him, and would willingly, if I thought there +was a chance of his meeting me."</p> + +<p>"He would not be such a fool."</p> + +<p>"But I could not stand up and look at her."</p> + +<p>"She has left Bullhampton, you know."</p> + +<p>"It does not matter, Frank. There is the place that I was getting +ready for her. And if I were there, you and your wife would always be +thinking about it. And every fellow about the estate knows the whole +story. It seems to me to be almost inconceivable that a woman should +have done such a thing."</p> + +<p>"She has not meant to act badly, Harry."</p> + +<p>"To tell the truth, when I look back at it all, I blame myself more +than her. A man should never be ass enough to ask any woman a second +time. But I had got it into my head that it was a disgraceful thing +to ask and not to have. It is that which kills me now. I do not think +that I will ever again attempt anything, because failure is so hard +to me to bear. At any rate, I won't go back to the Privets." This he +added after a pause, during which the Vicar had been thinking what +new arguments he could bring up to urge his friend's return.</p> + +<p>Fenwick learned that Gilmore had sent a cheque to his bailiff by the +post of the preceding night. He acknowledged that in sending the +cheque he had said no more than to bid the man pay what wages were +due. He had not as yet made up his mind as to any further steps. As +they walked round the enclosure of St. James's Park together, and as +the warmth of their old friendship produced freedom of intercourse, +Gilmore acknowledged a dozen wild schemes that had passed through his +brain. That to which he was most wedded was a plan for meeting Walter +Marrable and cudgelling him pretty well to death. Fenwick pointed out +three or four objections to this. In the first place, Marrable had +committed no offence whatever against Gilmore. And then, in all +probability, Marrable might be as good at cudgelling as the Squire +himself. And thirdly, when the cudgelling was over, the man who began +the row would certainly be put into prison, and in atonement for that +would receive no public sympathy. "You can't throw yourself on the +public pity as a woman might," said the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"D—— the public pity," said the Squire, who was not +often driven to +make his language forcible after that fashion.</p> + +<p>Another scheme was that he would publish the whole transaction. And +here again his friend was obliged to remind him, that a man in his +position should be reticent rather than outspoken. "You have already +declared," said the Vicar, "that you can't endure failure, and yet +you want to make your failure known to all the world." His third +proposition was more absurd still. He would write such a letter to +Mary Lowther as would cover her head with red hot coals. He would +tell her that she had made the world utterly unbearable to him, and +that she might have the Privets for herself and go and live there. "I +do not doubt but that such a letter would annoy her," said the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"Why should I care how much she is annoyed?"</p> + +<p>"Just so;—but everyone who saw the letter would know that it was +pretence and bombast. Of course you will do nothing of the kind."</p> + +<p>They were together pretty nearly the whole day. Gilmore, no doubt, +would have avoided the Vicar in the morning had it been possible; but +now that he had been caught, and had been made to undergo his +friend's lectures, he was rather grateful than otherwise for +something in the shape of society. It was Fenwick's desire to induce +him to return to Bullhampton. If this could not be done, it would no +doubt be well that some authority should be obtained from him as to +the management of the place. But this subject had not been mooted as +yet, because Fenwick felt that if he once acknowledged that the +runaway might continue to be a runaway, his chance of bringing the +man back to his own home would be much lessened. As yet, however, he +had made no impression in that direction. At last they parted on an +understanding that they were to breakfast together the next morning +at Fenwick's hotel, and then go to the eleven o'clock Sunday service +at a certain noted metropolitan church. At breakfast, and during the +walk to church, Fenwick said not a word to his friend about +Bullhampton. He talked of church services, of ritual, of the +quietness of a Sunday in London, and of the Sunday occupations of +three millions of people not a fourth of whom attend divine service. +He chose any subject other than that of which Gilmore was thinking. +But as soon as they were out of church he made another attack upon +him. "After that, Harry, don't you feel like trying to do your duty?"</p> + +<p>"I feel that I can't fly because my wing is broken," said the Squire.</p> + +<p>They spent the whole of the afternoon and evening together, but no +good was done. Gilmore, as far as he had a plan, intended to go +abroad, travel to the East, or to the West,—or to the South, if so +it came about. The Privets might be let if any would choose to take +the place. As far as he was concerned his income from his tenants +would be more than he wanted. "As for doing them any good, I never +did them any good," he said, as he parted from the Vicar for the +night. "If they can't live on the land without my being at home, I am +sure they won't if I stay there."</p> + + +<p><a name="c69" id="c69"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER LXIX.</h3> +<h4>THE TRIAL.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>The miller, as he was starting from his house door, had called his +daughter by her own name for the first time since her return +home,—and Carry had been comforted. But no further comfort came to +her during her journey to Salisbury from her father's speech. He +hardly spoke the whole morning, and when he did say a word as to any +matter on the work they had in hand, his voice was low and +melancholy. Carry knew well, as did every one at Bullhampton, that +her father was a man not much given to conversation, and she had not +expected him to talk to her; but the silence, together with the load +at her heart as to the ordeal of her examination, was very heavy on +her. If she could have asked questions, and received encouragement, +she could have borne her position comparatively with ease.</p> + +<p>The instructions with which the miller was furnished required that +Carry Brattle should present herself at a certain office in Salisbury +at a certain hour on that Wednesday. Exactly at that hour she and her +father were at the place indicated, already having visited their +lodgings at Mrs. Stiggs'. They were then told that they would not be +again wanted on that day, but that they must infallibly be in the +Court the next morning at half-past nine. The attorney's clerk whom +they saw, when he learned that Sam Brattle was not yet in Salisbury, +expressed an opinion as to that young man's iniquity which led Carry +to think that he was certainly in more danger than either of the +prisoners. As they left the office, she suggested to her father that +a message should be immediately sent to Bullhampton after Sam. "Let +'un be," said the miller; and it was all that he did say. On that +evening they retired to the interior of one of the bedrooms at +Trotter's Buildings, at four o'clock in the afternoon, and did not +leave the house again. Anything more dreary than those hours could +not be imagined. The miller, who was accustomed to work hard all day +and then to rest, did not know what to do with his limbs. Carry, +seeing his misery, and thinking rather of that than her own, +suggested to him that they should go out and walk round the town. +"Bide as thee be," said the miller; "it ain't no time now for showing +theeself." Carry took the rebuke without a word, but turned her head +to hide her tears.</p> + +<p>And the next day was worse, because it was longer. Exactly at +half-past nine they were down at the court; and there they hung about +till half-past ten. Then they were told that their affair would not +be brought on till the Friday, but that at half-past nine on that +day, it would undoubtedly be commenced; and that if Sam was not there +then, it would go very hard with Sam. The miller, who was beginning +to lose his respect for the young man from whom he received these +communications, muttered something about Sam being all right. "You'll +find he won't be all right if he isn't here at half-past nine +to-morrow," said the young man. "There is them as their bark is worse +than their bite," said the miller. Then they went back to Trotter's +Buildings, and did not stir outside of Mrs. Stiggs' house throughout +the whole day.</p> + +<p>On the Friday, which was in truth to be the day of the trial, they +were again in court at half-past nine; and there, as we have seen, +they were found, two hours later, by Mr. Fenwick, waiting patiently +while the great preliminary affair of the dealer in meat was being +settled. At that hour Sam had not made his appearance; but between +twelve and one he sauntered into the comfortless room in which Carry +was still sitting with her father. The sight of him was a joy to poor +Carry, as he would speak to her, and tell her something of what was +going on. "I'm about in time for the play, father," he said, coming +up to them. The miller picked up his hat, and scratched his head, and +muttered something. But there had been a sparkle in his eye when he +saw Sam. In truth, the sight in all the world most agreeable to the +old man's eyes was the figure of his youngest son. To the miller no +Apollo could have been more perfect in beauty, and no Hercules more +useful in strength. Carry's sweet woman's brightness had once been as +dear to him,—but all that had now passed away.</p> + +<p>"Is it a'going all through?" asked the miller, referring to the mill.</p> + +<p>"Running as pretty as a coach-and-four when I left at seven this +morning," said Sam.</p> + +<p>"And how did thee come?"</p> + +<p>"By the marrow-bone stage, as don't pay no tolls; how else?" The +miller did not express a single word of approbation, but he looked up +and down at his son's legs and limbs, delighted to think that the +young man was at work in the mill this morning, had since that walked +seventeen miles, and now stood before them showing no sign of +fatigue.</p> + +<p>"What are they a'doing on now, Sam?" asked Carry, in a whisper. Sam +had already been into the court, and was able to inform them that the +"big swell of all was making a speech, in which he was telling +everybody every 'varsal thing about it. And what do you think, +father?"</p> + +<p>"I don't think nothing," said the miller.</p> + +<p>"They've been and found Trumbull's money-box buried in old mother +Burrows's garden at Pycroft." Carry uttered the slightest possible +scream as she heard this, thinking of the place which she had known +so well. "Dash my buttons if they ain't," continued Sam. "It's about +up with 'em now."</p> + +<p>"They'll be hung—of course," said the miller.</p> + +<p>"What asses men is," said Sam; "—to go to bury the box there! Why +didn't they smash it into atoms?"</p> + +<p>"Them as goes crooked in big things is like to go crooked in little," +said the miller.</p> + +<p>At about two Sam and Carry were told to go into Court, and way was +made for the old man to accompany them. At that moment the +cross-examination was being continued of the man who, early on the +Sunday morning, had seen the Grinder with his companion in the cart +on the road leading towards Pycroft Common. A big burly barrister, +with a broad forehead and grey eyes, was questioning this witness as +to the identity of the men in the cart; and at every answer that he +received he turned round to the jury as though he would say "There, +then, what do you think of the case now, when such a man as that is +brought before you to give evidence?" "You will swear, then, that +these two men who are here in the dock were the two men you saw that +morning in that cart?" The witness said that he would so swear. "You +knew them both before, of course?" The witness declared that he had +never seen either of them before in his life. "And you expect the +jury to believe, now that the lives of these men depend on their +believing it, that after the lapse of a year you can identify these +two men, whom you had never seen before, and who were at that time +being carried along the road at the rate of eight or ten miles an +hour?" The witness, who had already encountered a good many of these +questions, and who was inclined to be rough rather than timid, said +that he didn't care twopence what the jury believed. It was simply +his business to tell what he knew. Then the judge looked at that +wicked witness,—who had talked in this wretched, jeering way about +twopence!—looked at him over his spectacles, and shaking his head as +though with pity at that witness's wickedness, cautioned him as to +the peril of his body, making, too, a marked reference to the peril +of his soul by that melancholy wagging of the head. Then the burly +barrister with the broad forehead looked up beseechingly to the jury. +Was it right that any man should be hung for any offence against whom +such a witness as this was brought up to give testimony? It was the +manifest feeling of the crowd in the court that the witness himself +ought to be hung immediately. "You may go down, sir," said the burly +barrister, giving an impression to those who looked on, but did not +understand, that the case was over as far as it depended on that +man's evidence. The burly barrister himself was not so sanguine. He +knew very well that the judge who had wagged his head in so +melancholy a way at the iniquity of a witness who had dared to say +that he didn't care twopence, would, when he was summing up, refer to +the presence of the two prisoners in the cart as a thing fairly +supported by evidence. The amount of the burly barrister's +achievement was simply this,—that for the moment a sort of sympathy +was excited on behalf of the prisoners by the disapprobation which +was aroused against the wicked man who hadn't cared twopence. +Sympathy, like electricity, will run so quick that no man may stop +it. If sympathy might be made to run through the jury-box there might +perchance be a man or two there weak enough to entertain it to the +prejudice of his duty on that day. The hopes of the burly barrister +in this matter did not go further than that.</p> + +<p>Then there was another man put forward who had seen neither of the +prisoners, but had seen the cart and pony at Pycroft Common, and had +known that the cart and pony were for the time in the possession of +the Grinder. He was questioned by the burly barrister about himself +rather than about his evidence; and when he had been made to own that +he had been five times in prison, the burly barrister was almost +justified in the look he gave to the jury, and he shook his head as +though in sorrow that his learned friend on the other side should +have dared to bring such a man as that before them as a witness.</p> + +<p>Various others were brought up and examined before poor Carry's turn +had come; and on each occasion, as one after another was dismissed +from the hands of the burly barrister, here one crushed and +confounded, there another loud and triumphant, her heart was almost +in her throat. And yet though she so dreaded the moment when it +should come, there was a sense of wretched disappointment in that she +was kept waiting. It was now between four and five, and whispers +began to be rife that the Crown would not finish their case that day. +There was much trouble and more amusement with the old woman who had +been Trumbull's housekeeper. She was very deaf; but it had been +discovered that there was an old friendship between her and the +Grinder's mother, and that she had at one time whispered the fact of +the farmer's money into the ears of Mrs. Burrows of Pycroft Common. +Deaf as she was, she was made to admit this. Mrs. Burrows was also +examined, but she would admit nothing. She had never heard of the +money, or of Farmer Trumbull, or of the murder,—not till the world +heard of it, and she knew nothing about her son's doings or comings +or goings. No doubt she had given shelter to a young woman at the +request of a friend of her son, the young woman paying her ten +shillings a week for her board and lodging. That young woman was +Carry Brattle. Her son and that young man had certainly been at her +house together; but she could not at all say whether they had been +there on that Sunday morning. Perhaps, of all who had been examined +Mrs. Burrows was the most capable witness, for the lawyer who +examined her on behalf of the Crown was able to extract absolutely +nothing from her. When she turned herself round with an air of +satisfaction, to face the questions of the burly barrister, she was +told that he had no question to ask her. "It's all as one to me, +sir," said Mrs. Burrows, as she smoothed her apron and went down.</p> + +<p>And then it was poor Carry's turn. When the name of Caroline Brattle +was called she turned her eyes beseechingly to her father, as though +hoping that he would accompany her in this the dreaded moment of her +punishment. She caught him convulsively by the sleeve of the coat, as +she was partly dragged and partly shoved on towards the little box in +which she was to take her stand. He accompanied her to the foot of +the two or three steps which she was called on to ascend, but of +course he could go no further with her.</p> + +<p>"I'll bide nigh thee, Carry," he said; and it was the only word which +he had spoken to comfort her that day. It did, however, serve to +lessen her present misery, and added something to her poor stock of +courage. "Your name is Caroline Brattle?" "And you were living on the +thirty-first of last August with Mrs. Burrows at Pycroft Common?" "Do +you remember Sunday the thirty-first of August?" These, and two or +three other questions like them were asked by a young barrister in +the mildest tone he could assume. "Speak out, Miss Brattle," he said, +"and then there will be nothing to trouble you." "Yes, sir," she +said, in answer to each of the questions, still almost in a whisper.</p> + +<p>Nothing to trouble her, and all the eyes of that cruel world around +fixed upon her! Nothing to trouble her, and every ear on the alert to +hear her,—young and pretty as she was,—confess her own shame in +that public court! Nothing to trouble her, when she would so +willingly have died to escape the agony that was coming on her! For +she knew that it would come. Though she had never been in a court of +law before, and had had no one tell her what would happen, she knew +that the question would be asked. She was sure that she would be made +to say what she had been before all that crowd of men.</p> + +<p>The evidence which she could give, though it was material, was very +short. John Burrows and Lawrence Acorn had come to the cottage on +Pycroft Common on that Sunday morning, and there she had seen both of +them. It was daylight when they came, but still it was very early. +She had not observed the clock, but she thought that it may have been +about five. The men were in and out of the house, but they had some +breakfast. She had risen from bed to help to get them their +breakfast. If anything had been buried by them in the garden, she had +known nothing of it. She had then received three sovereigns from +Acorn, whom she was engaged to marry. From that day to the present +she had never seen either of the men. As soon as she heard of the +suspicion against Acorn, and that he had fled, she conceived her +engagement to be at an end. All this she testified, with infinite +difficulty, in so low a voice that a man was sworn to stand by her +and repeat her answers aloud to the jury;—and then she was handed +over to the burly barrister.</p> + +<p>She had been long enough in the court to perceive, and had been +clever enough to learn, that this man would be her enemy. Though she +had been unable to speak aloud in answering the counsel for the +prosecution, she had quite understood that the man was her +friend,—that he was only putting to her those questions which must +be asked,—and questions which she could answer without much +difficulty. But when she was told to attend to what the other +gentleman would say to her, then, indeed, her poor heart failed her.</p> + +<p>It came at once. "My dear, I believe you have been indiscreet?" The +words, perhaps, had been chosen with some idea of mercy, but +certainly there was no mercy in the tone. The man's voice was loud, +and there was something in it almost of a jeer,—something which +seemed to leave an impression on the hearer that there had been +pleasure in the asking it. She struggled to make an answer, and the +monosyllable, yes, was formed by her lips. The man who was acting as +her mouthpiece stooped down his ears to her lips, and then shook his +head. Assuredly no sound had come from them that could have reached +his sense, had he been ever so close. The burly barrister waited in +patience, looking now at her, and now round at the court. "I must +have an answer. I say that I believe you have been indiscreet. You +know, I dare say, what I mean. Yes or no will do; but I must have an +answer." She glanced round for an instant, trying to catch her +father's eye; but she could see nothing; everything seemed to swim +before her except the broad face of that burly barrister. "Has she +given any answer?" he asked of the mouthpiece; and the mouthpiece +again shook his head. The heart of the mouthpiece was tender, and he +was beginning to hate the burly barrister. "My dear," said the burly +barrister, "the jury must have the information from you."</p> + +<p>Then gradually there was heard through the court the gurgling sounds +of irrepressible sobs,—and with them there came a moan from the old +man, who was only divided from his daughter by the few steps,—which +was understood by the whole crowd. The story of the poor girl, in +reference to the trial, had been so noised about that it was known to +all the listeners. That spark of sympathy, of which we have said that +its course cannot be arrested when it once finds its way into a +crowd, had been created, and there was hardly present then one, +either man or woman, who would not have prayed that Carry Brattle +might be spared if it were possible. There was a juryman there, a +father with many daughters, who thought that it might not misbecome +him to put forward such a prayer himself.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps it mayn't be necessary," said the soft-hearted juryman.</p> + +<p>But the burly barrister was not a man who liked to be taught his duty +by any one in court,—not even by a juryman,—and his quick intellect +immediately told him that he must seize the spark of sympathy in its +flight. It could not be stopped, but it might be turned to his own +purpose. It would not suffice for him now that he should simply +defend the question he had asked. The court was showing its aptitude +for pathos, and he also must be pathetic on his own side. He knew +well enough that he could not arrest public opinion which was going +against him, by shewing that his question was a proper question; but +he might do so by proving at once how tender was his own heart.</p> + +<p>"It is a pain and grief to me," said he, "to bring sorrow upon any +one. But look at those prisoners at the bar, whose lives are +committed to my charge, and know that I, as their advocate, love them +while they are my clients as well as any father can love his child. I +will spend myself for them, even though it may be at the risk of the +harsh judgment of those around me. It is my duty to prove to the jury +on their behalf that the life of this young woman has been such as to +invalidate her testimony against them;—and that duty I shall do, +fearless of the remarks of any one. Now I ask you again, Caroline +Brattle, whether you are not one of the unfortunates?"</p> + +<p>This attempt of the burly barrister was to a certain extent +successful. The juryman who had daughters of his own had been put +down, and the barrister had given, at any rate, an answer to the +attack that had been silently made on him by the feeling of the +court. Let a man be ready with a reply, be it ever so bad a reply, +and any attack is parried. But Carry had given no answer to the +question, and those who looked at her thought it very improbable that +she would be able to do so. She had clutched the arm of the man who +stood by her, and in the midst of her sobs was looking round with +snatched, quick, half-completed glances for protection to the spot on +which her father and brother were standing. The old man had moaned +once; but after that he uttered no sound. He stood leaning on his +stick with his eyes fixed upon the ground, quite motionless. Sam was +standing with his hands grasping the woodwork before him and his bold +gaze fastened on the barrister's face, as though he were about to fly +at him. The burly barrister saw it all and perceived that more was to +be gained by sparing than by persecuting his witness, and resolved to +let her go.</p> + +<p>"I believe that will do," he said. "Your silence tells all that I +wish the jury to know. You may go down." Then the man who had acted +as mouthpiece led Carry away, delivered her up to her father, and +guided them both out of court.</p> + +<p>They went back to the room in which they had before been seated, and +there they waited for Sam, who was called into the witness-box as +they left the court.</p> + +<p>"Oh, father," said Carry, as soon as the old man was again placed +upon the bench. And she stood over him, and put her hand upon his +neck.</p> + +<p>"We've won through it, girl, and let that be enough," said the +miller. Then she sat down close by his side, and not another word was +spoken by them till Sam returned.</p> + +<p>Sam's evidence was, in fact, but of little use. He had had dealings +with Acorn, who had introduced him to Burrows, and had known the two +men at the old woman's cottage on the Common. When he was asked, what +these dealings had been, he said they were honest dealings.</p> + +<p>"About your sister's marriage?" suggested the crown lawyer.</p> + +<p>"Well,—yes," said Sam. And then he stated that the men had come over +to Bullhampton and that he had accompanied them as they walked round +Farmer Trumbull's house. He had taken them into the Vicar's garden; +and then he gave an account of the meeting there with Mr. Fenwick. +After that he had known and seen nothing of the men. When he +testified so far he was handed over to the burly barrister.</p> + +<p>The burly barrister tried all he knew, but he could make nothing of +this witness. A question was asked him, the true answer to which +would have implied that his sister's life had been disreputable. When +this was asked Sam declared that he would not say a word about his +sister one way or the other. His sister had told them all she knew +about the murder, and now he had told them all he knew. He protested +that he was willing to answer any questions they might ask him about +himself; but about his sister he would answer none. When told that +the information desired might be got in a more injurious way from +other sources, he became rather impudent.</p> + +<p>"Then you may go to—other sources," he said.</p> + +<p>He was threatened with all manner of pains and penalties; but he made +nothing of these threats, and was at last allowed to leave the box. +When his evidence was completed the trial was adjourned for another +day.</p> + +<p>Though it was then late in the afternoon the three Brattles returned +home that night. There was a train which took them to the Bullhampton +Road station, and from thence they walked to the mill. It was a weary +journey both for the poor girl and for the old man; but anything was +better than delay for another night in Trotter's Buildings. And then +the miller was unwilling to be absent from his mill one hour longer +than was necessary. When there came to be a question whether he could +walk, he laughed the difficulty to scorn in his quiet way. "Why +shouldn't I walk it? Ain't I got to 'arn my bread every day?"</p> + +<p>It was ten o'clock when they reached the mill, and Mrs. Brattle, not +expecting them at that hour, was in bed. But Fanny was up, and did +what she could to comfort them. But no one could ever comfort old +Brattle. He was not susceptible to soft influences. It may almost be +said that he condemned himself because he gave way to the daily +luxury of a pipe. He believed in plenty of food, because food for the +workman is as coals to the steam-engine, as oats to the horse,—the +raw material out of which the motive power of labour must be made. +Beyond eating and working a man had little to do, but just to wait +till he died. That was his theory of life in these his latter days; +and yet he was a man with keen feelings and a loving heart.</p> + +<p>But Carry was comforted when her sister's arms were around her. "They +asked me if I was bad," she said, "and I thought I should a' died, +and I never answered them a word,—and at last they let me go." When +Fanny inquired whether their father had been kind to her, she +declared that he had been "main kind." "But, oh, Fanny! if he'd only +say a word, it would warm one's heart; wouldn't it?"</p> + +<p>On the following evening news reached Bullhampton that the Grinder +had been convicted and sentenced to death, but that Lawrence Acorn +had been acquitted. The judge, in his summing up, had shown that +certain evidence which applied to the Grinder had not applied to his +comrade in the dock, and the jury had been willing to take any excuse +for saving one man from the halter.</p> + + +<p><a name="c70" id="c70"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER LXX.</h3> +<h4>THE FATE OF THE PUDDLEHAMITES.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>Fenwick and Gilmore breakfasted together on the morning that the +former left London for Bullhampton; and by that time the Vicar had +assured himself that it would be quite impossible to induce his +friend to go back to his home. "I shall turn up after some years if I +live," said the Squire; "and I suppose I shan't think so much about +it then; but for the present I will not go to the place."</p> + +<p>He authorised Fenwick to do what he pleased about the house and the +gardens, and promised to give instructions as to the sale of his +horses. If the whole place were not let, the bailiff might, he +suggested, carry on the farm himself. When he was urged as to his +duty, he again answered by his illustration of the man without a leg. +"It may be all very true," he said, "that a man ought to walk, but if +you cut off his leg he can't walk." Fenwick at last found that there +was nothing more to be said, and he was constrained to take his +leave.</p> + +<p>"May I tell her that you forgive her?" the Vicar asked, as they were +walking together up and down the station in the Waterloo Road.</p> + +<p>"She will not care a brass farthing for my forgiveness," said +Gilmore.</p> + +<p>"You wrong her there. I am sure that nothing would give her so much +comfort as such a message."</p> + +<p>Gilmore walked half the length of the platform before he replied. +"What is the good of telling a lie about it?"—he said, at last.</p> + +<p>"I certainly would not tell a lie."</p> + +<p>"Then I can't say that I forgive her. How is a man to forgive such +treatment? If I said that I did, you wouldn't believe me. I will keep +out of her way, and that will be better for her than forgiving her."</p> + +<p>"Some of your wrath, I fear, falls to my lot?" said the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"No, Frank. You and your wife have done the best for me all +through,—as far as you thought was best."</p> + +<p>"We have meant to do so."</p> + +<p>"And if she has been false to me as no woman was ever false before, +that is not your fault. As for the jewels, tell your wife to lock +them up,—or to throw them away if she likes that better. My +brother's wife will have them some day, I suppose." Now his brother +was in India, and his brother's wife he had never seen. Then there +was a pledge given that Gilmore would inform his friend by letter of +his future destination, and so they parted.</p> + +<p>This was on the Tuesday, and Fenwick had desired that his gig might +meet him at the Bullhampton Road station. He had learned by this time +of the condemnation of one man for the murder, and the acquittal of +the other, and was full of the subject when his groom was seated +beside him. Had the Brattles come back to the mill? And what of Sam? +And what did the people say about Acorn's escape? These, and many +other questions he asked, but he found that his servant was so +burdened with a matter of separate and of infinitely greater +interest, that he could not be got to give his mind to the late +trial. He believed the Brattles were back; he had seen nothing of +Sam; he didn't know anything about Acorn; but the new chapel was +going to be pulled down.</p> + +<p>"What!" exclaimed the Vicar;—"not at once?"</p> + +<p>"So they was saying, sir, when I come away. And the men was at +it,—that is, standing all about. And there is to be no more +preaching, sir. And missus was out in the front looking at 'em as I +drove out of the yard."</p> + +<p>Fenwick asked twenty questions, but could obtain no other information +than was given in the first announcement of these astounding news. +And as he entered the vicarage he was still asking questions, and the +man was still endeavouring to express his own conviction that that +horrible, damnable, and most heart-breaking red brick building would +be demolished, and carted clean away before the end of the week. For +the servants and dependents of the vicarage were staunch to the +interests of the church establishment, with a degree of fervour of +which the Vicar himself knew nothing. They hated Puddleham and +dissent. This groom would have liked nothing better than a commission +to punch the head of Mr. Puddleham's eldest son, a young man who had +been employed in a banker's office at Warminster, but had lately come +home because he had been found to have a taste for late hours and +public-house parlours; and had made himself busy on the question of +the chapel. The maid servants at the vicarage looked down as from a +mighty great height on the young women of Bullhampton who attended +the chapel, and the vicarage gardener, since he had found out that +the chapel stood on glebe land, and ought therefore, to be placed +under his hands, had hardly been able to keep himself off the ground. +His proposed cure for the evil that had been done,—as an immediate +remedy before erection and demolition could be carried out, was to +form the vicarage manure pit close against the chapel door,—"and +then let anybody touch our property who dares!" He had, however, been +too cautious to carry out any such strategy as this, without direct +authority from the Commander-in-Chief. "Master thinks a deal too much +on 'em," he had said to the groom, almost in disgust at the Vicar's +pusillanimity.</p> + +<p>When Fenwick reached his own gate there was a crowd of men loitering +around the chapel, and he got out from his gig and joined them. His +eye first fell upon Mr. Puddleham, who was standing directly in front +of the door, with his back to the building, wearing on his face an +expression of infinite displeasure. The Vicar was desirous of +assuring the minister that no steps need be taken, at any rate, for +the present, towards removing the chapel from its present situation. +But before he could speak to Mr. Puddleham he perceived the builder +from Salisbury, who appeared to be very busy,—Grimes, the +Bullhampton tradesman, so lately discomfited, but now +triumphant,—Bolt, the elder, close at Mr. Puddleham's elbow,—his +own churchwarden, with one or two other farmers,—and lastly, Lord +St. George himself, walking in company with Mr. Packer, the agent. +Many others from the village were there, so that there was quite a +public meeting on the bit of ground which had been appropriated to +Mr. Puddleham's preachings. Fenwick, as soon as he saw Lord St. +George, accosted him before he spoke to the others.</p> + +<p>"My friend Mr. Puddleham," said he, "seems to have the benefit of a +distinguished congregation this morning."</p> + +<p>"The last, I fear, he will ever have on this spot," said the lord, as +he shook hands with the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"I am very sorry to hear you say so, my lord. Of course, I don't know +what you are doing, and I can't make Mr. Puddleham preach here, if he +be not willing."</p> + +<p>Mr. Puddleham had now joined them. "I am ready and willing," said he, +"to do my duty in that sphere of life to which it has pleased God to +call me." And it was evident that he thought that the sphere to which +he had been called was that special chapel opposite to the vicarage +entrance.</p> + +<p>"As I was saying," continued the Vicar, "I have neither the wish nor +the power to control my neighbour; but, as far as I am concerned, no +step need be taken to displace him. I did not like this site for the +chapel at first; but I have got quit of all that feeling, and Mr. +Puddleham may preach to his heart's content,—as he will, no doubt, +to his hearers' welfare, and will not annoy me in the least." On +hearing this, Mr. Puddleham pushed his hat off his forehead and +looked up and frowned, as though the levity of expression in which +his rival indulged, was altogether unbecoming the solemnity of the +occasion.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Fenwick," said the lord, "we have taken advice, and we find the +thing ought to be done,—and to be done instantly. The leading men of +the congregation are quite of that view."</p> + +<p>"They are of course unwilling to oppose your noble father, my lord," +said the minister.</p> + +<p>"And to tell you the truth, Mr. Fenwick," continued Lord St. George, +"you might be put, most unjustly, into a peck of troubles if we did +not do this. You have no right to let the glebe on a building lease, +even if you were willing, and high ecclesiastical authority would +call upon you at once to have the nuisance removed."</p> + +<p>"Nuisance, my lord!" said Mr. Puddleham, who had seen with half an +eye that the son was by no means worthy of the father.</p> + +<p>"Well, yes,—placed in the middle of the Vicar's ground! What would +you say if Mr. Fenwick demanded leave to use your parlour for his +vestry room, and to lock up his surplice in your cupboard?"</p> + +<p>"I'm sure he'd try it on before he'd had it a day," said the Vicar, +"and very well he'd look in it," whereupon the minister again raised +his hat, and again frowned.</p> + +<p>"The long and the short of it is," continued the lord, "that we've, +among us, made a most absurd mistake, and the sooner we put it right +the better. My father, feeling that our mistake has led to all the +others, and that we have caused all this confusion, thinks it to be +his duty to pull the chapel down and build it up on the site before +proposed near the cross roads. We'll begin at once, and hope to get +it done by Christmas. In the mean time, Mr. Puddleham has consented +to go back to the old chapel."</p> + +<p>"Why not let him stay here till the other is finished?" asked the +Vicar.</p> + +<p>"My dear sir," replied the lord, "we are going to transfer the chapel +body and bones. If we were Yankees we should know how to do it +without pulling it in pieces. As it is, we've got to do it piecemeal. +So now, Mr. Hickbody," he continued, turning round to the builder +from Salisbury, "you may go to work at once. The Marquis will be much +obliged to you if you will press it on."</p> + +<p>"Certainly, my lord," said Mr. Hickbody, taking off his hat. "We'll +put on quite a body of men, my lord, and his lordship's commands +shall be obeyed."</p> + +<p>After which Lord St. George and Mr. Fenwick withdrew together from +the chapel and walked into the vicarage.</p> + +<p>"If all that be absolutely necessary—" began the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"It is, Mr. Fenwick; we've made a mistake." Lord St. George always +spoke of his father as "we," when there came upon him the necessity +of retrieving his father's errors. "And our only way out of it is to +take the bull by the horns at once and put the thing right. It will +cost us about £700, and then there is the bore of having to own +ourselves to be wrong. But that is much better than a fight."</p> + +<p>"I should not have fought."</p> + +<p>"You would have been driven to fight. And then there is the one +absolute fact;—the chapel ought not to be there. And now I've one +other word to say. Don't you think this quarrelling between clergyman +and landlord is bad for the parish?"</p> + +<p>"Very bad indeed, Lord St. George."</p> + +<p>"Now I'm not going to measure out censure, or to say that we have +been wrong, or that you have been wrong."</p> + +<p>"If you do I shall defend myself," said the Vicar.</p> + +<p>"Exactly so. But if bygones can be bygones there need be neither +offence nor defence."</p> + +<p>"What can a clergyman think, Lord St. George, when the landlord of +his parish writes letters against him to his bishop, maligning his +private character, and spreading reports for which there is not the +slightest foundation?"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Fenwick, is that the way in which you let bygones be bygones?"</p> + +<p>"It is very hard to say that I can forget such an injury."</p> + +<p>"My father, at any rate, is willing to forget,—and, as he hopes, to +forgive. In all disputes each party of course thinks that he has been +right. If you, for the sake of the parish, and for the sake of +Christian charity and goodwill, are ready to meet him half way, all +this ill-will may be buried in the ground."</p> + +<p>What could the Vicar do? He felt that he was being cunningly cheated +out of his grievance. He would have had not a minute's hesitation as +to forgiving the Marquis, had the Marquis owned himself to be wrong. +But he was now invited to bury the hatchet on even terms, and he knew +that the terms should not be even. And he resented all this the more +in his heart because he understood very well how clever and cunning +was the son of his enemy. He did not like to be cheated out of his +forgiveness. But after all, what did it matter? Would it not be +enough for him to know, himself, that he had been right? Was it not +much to feel himself free from all pricks of conscience in the +matter?</p> + +<p>"If Lord Trowbridge is willing to let it all pass," said he, "so am +I."</p> + +<p>"I am delighted," said Lord St. George, with spirit; "I will not come +in now, because I have already overstayed my time, but I hope you may +hear from my father before long in a spirit of kindness."</p> + + +<p><a name="c71" id="c71"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER LXXI.</h3> +<h4>THE END OF MARY LOWTHER'S STORY.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>Sir Gregory Marrable's headache was not of long duration. Allusion is +here made to that especial headache under the acute effects of which +he had taken so very unpromising a farewell of his nephew and heir. +It lasted, however, for two or three days, during which he had +frequent consultations with Mrs. Brownlow, and had one conversation +with Edith. He was disappointed, sorry, and sore at heart because the +desire on which he had set his mind could not be fulfilled; but he +was too weak to cling either to his hope or to his anger. His own son +had gone from him, and this young man must be his heir and the owner +of Dunripple. No doubt he might punish the young man by excluding him +from any share of ownership for the present; but there would be +neither comfort nor advantage in that. It is true that he might save +any money that Walter would cost him, and give it to Edith,—but such +a scheme of saving for such a purpose was contrary to the old man's +nature. He wanted to have his heir near him at Dunripple. He hated +the feeling of desolation which was presented to him by the idea of +Dunripple without some young male Marrable at hand to help him. He +desired, unconsciously, to fill up the void made by the death of his +son with as little trouble as might be. And therefore he consulted +Mrs. Brownlow.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Brownlow was clearly of opinion that he had better take his +nephew, with the encumbrance of Mary Lowther, and make them both +welcome to the house. "We have all heard so much good of Miss +Lowther, you know," said Mrs. Brownlow, "and she is not at all the +same as a stranger."</p> + +<p>"That is true," said Sir Gregory, willing to be talked over.</p> + +<p>"And then, you know, who can say whether Edith would ever have liked +him or not. You never can tell what way a young woman's feelings will +go."</p> + +<p>On hearing this Sir Gregory uttered some sound intended to express +mildly a divergence of opinion. He did not doubt but what Edith would +have been quite willing to fall in love with Walter, had all things +been conformable to her doing so. Mrs. Brownlow did not notice this +as she continued,—"At any rate the poor girl would suffer dreadfully +now if she were allowed to think that you should be divided from your +nephew by your regard for her. Indeed, she could hardly stay at +Dunripple if that were so."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Brownlow in a mild way suggested that nothing should be said to +Edith, and Sir Gregory gave half a promise that he would be silent. +But it was against his nature not to speak. When the moment came the +temptation to say something that could be easily said, and which +would produce some mild excitement, was always too strong for him. +"My dear," he said, one evening, when Edith was hovering round his +chair, "you remember what I once said to you about your cousin +Walter?"</p> + +<p>"About Captain Marrable, uncle?"</p> + +<p>"Well,—he is just the same as a cousin;—it turns out that he is +engaged to marry another cousin,—Mary Lowther."</p> + +<p>"She is his real cousin, Uncle Gregory."</p> + +<p>"I never saw the young lady,—that I know of."</p> + +<p>"Nor have I,—but I've heard so much about her! And everybody says +she is nice. I hope they'll come and live here."</p> + +<p>"I don't know yet, my dear."</p> + +<p>"He told me all about it when he was here."</p> + +<p>"Told you he was going to be married?"</p> + +<p>"No, uncle, he did not tell me that exactly;—but he said +that—that—. He told me how much he loved Mary Lowther, and a great +deal about her, and I felt sure it would come so."</p> + +<p>"Then you are aware that what I had hinted about you and +<span class="nowrap">Walter—"</span></p> + +<p>"Don't talk about that, Uncle Gregory. I knew that it was ever so +unlikely, and I didn't think about it. You are so good to me that of +course I couldn't say anything. But you may be sure he is ever so +much in love with Miss Lowther; and I do hope we shall be so fond of +her!"</p> + +<p>Sir Gregory was pacified and his headache for the time was cured. He +had had his little scheme, and it had failed. Edith was very good, +and she should still be his pet and his favourite,—but Walter +Marrable should be told that he might marry and bring his bride to +Dunripple, and that if he would sell out of his regiment, the family +lawyer should be instructed to make such arrangements for him as +would have been made had he actually been a son. There would be some +little difficulty about the colonel's rights; but the colonel had +already seized upon so much that it could not but be easy to deal +with him. On the next morning the letter was written to Walter by +Mrs. Brownlow herself.</p> + +<p>About a week after this Mary Lowther, who was waiting at Loring with +an outward show of patience, but with much inward anxiety for further +tidings from her lover, received two letters, one from Walter, and +the other from her friend, Janet Fenwick. The reader shall see those, +and the replies which Mary made to them, and then our whole story +will have been told as far as the loves, and hopes, and cares, and +troubles of Mary Lowther are concerned.<br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="jright">Bullhampton, 1st September.</p> + +<p class="noindent"><span class="smallcaps">Dearest Mary</span>,</p> + +<p>I write a line just because I said I would. Frank went up +to London last week and was away one Sunday. He found his +poor friend in town and was with him for two or three +days. He has made up his mind to let the Privets, and go +abroad, and nothing that Frank could say would move him. I +do not know whether it may not be for the best. We shall +lose such a neighbour as we never shall have again. He was +the same as a brother to both of us; and I can only say, +that loving him like a brother, I endeavoured to do the +best for him that I could. This I do know;—that nothing +on earth shall ever tempt me to set my hand at +match-making again. But it was alluring,—the idea of +bringing my two dearest friends near me together.</p> + +<p>If you have anything to tell me of your happiness, I shall +be delighted to hear it; I will not set my heart against +this other man;—but you can hardly expect me to say that +he will be as much to me as might have been that other. +God bless you,</p> + +<p class="ind8">Your most affectionate friend,</p> + +<p class="ind15"><span class="smallcaps">Janet Fenwick</span>.</p> + +<p class="noindent">I must +tell you the fate of the chapel. They are already +pulling it down, and carting away the things to the other +place. They are doing it so quick, that it will all be +gone before we know where we are. I own I am glad. As for +Frank, I really believe he'd rather let it remain. But +this is not all. The Marquis has promised that we shall +hear from him "in a spirit of kindness." I wonder what +this will come to? It certainly was not a spirit of +kindness that made him write to the bishop and call Frank +an infidel.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p>And this was the other letter.<br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="jright">Barracks, 1st September, 186—.</p> + +<p class="noindent"><span class="smallcaps">Dearest Love</span>,</p> + +<p>I hope this will be one of the last letters I shall write +from this abominable place, for I am going to sell out at +once. It is all settled, and I'm to be a sort of deputy +Squire at Dunripple, under my uncle. As that is to be my +fate in life, I may as well begin it at once. But that's +not the whole of my fate, nor the best of it. You are to +be admitted as deputy Squiress,—or rather as Squiress in +chief, seeing that you will be mistress of the house. +Dearest Mary, may I hope that you won't object to the +promotion?</p> + +<p>I have had a long letter from Mrs. Brownlow; and I ran +over yesterday and saw my uncle. I was so hurried that I +could not write from Dunripple. I would send you Mrs. +Brownlow's letter, only perhaps it would not be quite +fair. I dare say you will see it some day. She says ever +so much about you, and as complimentary as possible. And +then she declares her purpose to resign all rights, +honours, pains, privileges, and duties of mistress of +Dunripple into your hands as soon as you are Mrs. +Marrable. And this she repeated yesterday with some +stateliness, and a great deal of high-minded resignation. +But I don't mean to laugh at her, because I know she means +to do what is right.</p> + +<p>My own, own, Mary, write me a line instantly to say that +it is right,—and to say also that you agree with me that +as it is to be done, 'twere well it were done quickly.</p> + +<p class="ind8">Yours always, with all my heart,</p> + +<p class="ind18">W. M.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p>It was of course necessary that Mary should consult with her aunt +before she answered the second letter. Of that which she received +from Mrs. Fenwick she determined to say nothing. Why should she ever +mention to her aunt again a name so painful to her as that of Mr. +Gilmore? The thinking of him could not be avoided. In this, the great +struggle of her life, she had endeavoured to do right, and yet she +could not acquit herself of evil. But the pain, though it existed, +might at least be kept out of sight.</p> + +<p>"And so you are to go and live at Dunripple at once," said Miss +Marrable.</p> + +<p>"I suppose we shall."</p> + +<p>"Ah, well! It's all right, I'm sure. Of course there is not a word to +be said against it. I hope Sir Gregory won't die before the Colonel. +That's all."</p> + +<p>"The Colonel is his father, you know."</p> + +<p>"I hope there may not come to be trouble about it, that's all. I +shall be very lonely, but of course I had to expect that."</p> + +<p>"You'll come to us, Aunt Sarah? You'll be as much there as here."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, dear. I don't quite know about that. Sir Gregory is all +very well; but one does like one's own house."</p> + +<p>From all which Mary understood that her dear aunt still wished that +she might have had her own way in disposing of her niece's hand,—as +her dear friends at Bullhampton had wished to have theirs.</p> + +<p>The following were the answers from Mary to the two letters given +<span class="nowrap">above;—</span><br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="jright">Loring, 3rd September, 186—.</p> + +<p class="noindent"><span class="smallcaps">Dear Janet</span>,</p> + +<p>I am very, very, very sorry. I do not know what more I can +say. I meant to do well all through. When I first told Mr. +Gilmore that it could not be as he wished it, I was right. +When I made up my mind that it must be so at last, I was +right also. I fear I cannot say so much of myself as to +that middle step which I took, thinking it was best to do +as I was bidden. I meant to be right, but of course I was +wrong, and I am very, very sorry. Nevertheless, I am much +obliged to you for writing to me. Of course I cannot but +desire to know what he does. If he writes and seems to be +happy on his travels, pray tell me.</p> + +<p>I have much to tell you of my own happiness,—though, in +truth, I feel a remorse at being happy when I have caused +so much unhappiness. Walter is to sell out and to live at +Dunripple, and I also am to live there when we are +married. I suppose it will not be long now. I am writing +to him to-day, though I do not yet know what I shall say +to him. Sir Gregory has assented, and arrangements are to +be made, and lawyers are to be consulted, and we are to be +what Walter calls deputy Squire and Squiress at Dunripple. +Mrs. Brownlow and Edith Brownlow are still to live there, +but I am to have the honour of ordering the dinner, and +looking wise at the housekeeper. Of course I shall feel +very strange at going into such a house. To you I may say +how much nicer it would be to go to some place that Walter +and I could have to ourselves,—as you did when you +married. But I am not such a simpleton as to repine at +that. So much has gone as I would have it that I only feel +myself to be happier than I deserve. What I shall chiefly +look forward to will be your first visit to Dunripple.</p> + +<p class="ind8">Your most affectionate friend,</p> + +<p class="ind15"><span class="smallcaps">Mary +Lowther</span>.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p>The other letter, as to which Mary had declared that she had not as +yet made up her own mind when she wrote to Mrs. Fenwick, was more +difficult in composition.<br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="jright">Loring, 2nd September, 186—.</p> + +<p class="noindent"><span class="smallcaps">Dearest Walter</span>,</p> + +<p>So it is all settled, and I am to be a deputy Squiress! I +have no objection to urge. As long as you are the deputy +Squire, I will be the deputy Squiress. For your sake, my +dearest, I do most heartily rejoice that the affair is +settled. I think you will be happier as a county gentleman +than you would have been in the army; and as Dunripple +must ultimately be your home,—I will say our +home,—perhaps it is as well that you, and I also, should +know it as soon as possible. Of course I am very nervous +about Mrs. Brownlow and her daughter; but though nervous I +am not fearful; and I shall prepare myself to like them.</p> + +<p>As to that other matter, I hardly know what answer to make +on so very quick a questioning. It was only the other day +that it was decided that it was to be;—and there ought to +be breathing time before one also decides when. But, dear +Walter, I will do nothing to interfere with your +prospects. Let me know what you think yourself; but +remember, in thinking, that a little interval for purposes +of sentiment and of stitching is always desired by the +weaker vessel on such an occasion.</p> + +<p>God bless you, my own one,</p> + +<p class="ind8">Yours always and always, M. L.</p> + +<p class="noindent">In real +truth, I will do whatever you bid me.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p>Of course, after that, the marriage was not very long postponed. +Walter Marrable allowed that some grace should be given for +sentiment, and some also for stitching, but as to neither did he feel +that any long delay was needed. A week for sentiment, and two more +for the preparation of bridal adornments, he thought would be +sufficient. There was a compromise at last, as is usual in such +cases, and the marriage took place about the middle of October. No +doubt, at that time of year they went to Italy,—but of that the +present narrator is not able to speak with any certainty. This, +however, is certain,—that if they did travel abroad, Mary Marrable +travelled in daily fear lest her unlucky fate should bring her face +to face with Mr. Gilmore. Wherever they went, their tour, in +accordance with a contract made by the baronet, was terminated within +two months. For on Christmas Day Mrs. Walter Marrable was to take her +place as mistress of the house at the dinner table.</p> + +<p>The reader may, perhaps, desire to know whether things were made +altogether smooth with the Colonel. On this matter Messrs. Block and +Curling, the family lawyers, encountered very much trouble indeed. +The Colonel, when application was made to him, was as sweet as honey. +He would do anything for the interests of his dearest son. There did +not breathe a father on earth who cared less for himself or his own +position. But still he must live. He submitted to Messrs. Block and +Curling whether it was not necessary that he should live. Messrs. +Block and Curling explained to him very clearly that his brother, the +baronet, had nothing to do with his living or dying,—and that +towards his living he had already robbed his son of a large property. +At last, however, he would not make over his life interest in the +property, as it would come to him in the event of his brother dying +before him, except on payment of an annuity on and from that date of +£200 a year. He began by asking £500, and was then told that the +Captain would run the chance and would sue his father for the £20,000 +in the event of Sir Gregory dying before the Colonel.</p> + +<p>Now the narrator will bid adieu to Mary Lowther, to Loring, and to +Dunripple. The conduct of his heroine, as depicted in these pages, +will, he fears, meet with the disapprobation of many close and good +judges of female character. He has endeavoured to describe a young +woman, prompted in all her doings by a conscience wide awake, guided +by principle, willing, if need be, to sacrifice herself, struggling +always to keep herself from doing wrong, but yet causing infinite +grief to others, and nearly bringing herself to utter shipwreck, +because, for a while, she allowed herself to believe that it would be +right for her to marry a man whom she did not love.</p> + + +<p><a name="c72" id="c72"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER LXXII.</h3> +<h4>AT TURNOVER CASTLE.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>Mrs. Fenwick had many quips and quirks with her husband as to those +tidings to be made in a pleasant spirit which were expected from +Turnover Castle. From the very moment that Lord St. George had given +the order,—upon the authority chiefly of the unfortunate Mr. Bolt, +who on this occasion found it to be impossible to refuse to give an +authority which a lord demanded from him,—the demolition of the +building had been commenced. Before the first Sunday came any use of +the new chapel for divine service was already impossible. On that day +Mr. Puddleham preached a stirring sermon about tabernacles in +general. "It did not matter where the people of the Lord met," he +said, "so long as they did meet to worship the Lord in a proper +spirit of independent resistance to any authority that had not come +to them from revelation. Any hedge-side was a sufficient tabernacle +for a devout Christian. But—," and then, without naming any name, he +described the Church of England as a Upas tree which, by its poison, +destroyed those beautiful flowers which strove to spring up amidst +the rank grass beneath it and to make the air sweet within its +neighbourhood. Something he said, too, of a weak sister tottering to +its base, only to be followed in its ruin by the speedy prostration +of its elder brother. All this was of course told in detail to the +Vicar; but the Vicar refused even to be interested by it. "Of course +he did," said the Vicar. "If a man is to preach, what can he preach +but his own views?"</p> + +<p>The tidings to be made in a pleasant spirit were not long waited +for,—or, at any rate, the first instalment of them. On the 2nd of +September there arrived a large hamper full of partridges, addressed +to Mrs. Fenwick in the Earl's own handwriting. "The very first +fruits," said the Vicar, as he went down to inspect the plentiful +provision thus made for the vicarage larder. Well;—it was certainly +better to have partridges from Turnover than accusations of +immorality and infidelity. The Vicar so declared at once, but his +wife would not at first agree with him. "I really should have such +pleasure in packing them up and sending them back," said she.</p> + +<p>"Indeed, you shall do nothing of the kind."</p> + +<p>"The idea of a basket of birds to atone for such insults and calumny +as that man has heaped on you!"</p> + +<p>"The birds will be only a first instalment," said the Vicar,—and +then there were more quips and quirks about that. It was presumed by +Mr. Fenwick that the second instalment would be the first pheasants +shot in October. But the second instalment came before September was +over in the shape of the following +<span class="nowrap">note:—</span><br /> </p> + + +<blockquote> +<p class="jright">Turnover Park, 20th September, 186—.</p> + +<p>The Marquis of Trowbridge and the Ladies Sophie and +Carolina Stowte request that Mr. and Mrs. Fenwick will do +them the honour of coming to Turnover Park on Monday the +6th October, and staying till Saturday the 11th.<br /> </p> +</blockquote> + + +<p>"That's an instalment indeed," said Mrs. Fenwick. "And now what on +earth are we to do?" The Vicar admitted that it had become very +serious. "We must either go, and endure a terrible time of it," +continued Mrs. Fenwick, "or we must show him very plainly that we +will have nothing more to do with him. I don't see why we are to be +annoyed, merely because he is a Marquis."</p> + +<p>"It won't be because he is a Marquis."</p> + +<p>"Why then? You can't say that you love the old man, or that the +Ladies Sophie and Carolina Stowte are the women you'd have me choose +for companions, or that that soapy, silky, humbugging Lord St. George +is to your taste."</p> + +<p>"I am not sure about St. George. He can be everything to everybody, +and would make an excellent bishop."</p> + +<p>"You know you don't like him, and you know also that you will have a +very bad time of it at Turnover."</p> + +<p>"I could shoot pheasants all the week."</p> + +<p>"Yes,—with a conviction at the time that the Ladies Sophie and +Carolina were calling you an infidel behind your back for doing so. +As for myself I feel perfectly certain that I should spar with them."</p> + +<p>"It isn't because he's a Marquis," said the Vicar, carrying on his +argument after a long pause. "If I know myself, I think I may say +that that has no allurement for me. And, to tell the truth, had he +been simply a Marquis, and had I been at liberty to indulge my own +wishes, I would never have allowed myself to be talked out of my +righteous anger by that soft-tongued son of his. But to us he is a +man of the very greatest importance, because he owns the land on +which the people live with whom we are concerned. It is for their +welfare that he and I should be on good terms together; and therefore +if you don't mind the sacrifice, I think we'll go."</p> + +<p>"What;—for the whole week, Frank?"</p> + +<p>The Vicar was of opinion that the week might be judiciously curtailed +by two days; and, consequently, Mrs. Fenwick presented her +compliments to the Ladies Sophie and Carolina Stowte, and expressed +the great pleasure which she and Mr. Fenwick would have in going to +Turnover Park on the Tuesday, and staying till the Friday.</p> + +<p>"So that I shall only be shooting two days," said the Vicar, "which +will modify the aspect of my infidelity considerably."</p> + +<p>They went to Turnover Castle. The poor old Marquis had rather a bad +time of it for the hour or two previous to their arrival. It had +become an acknowledged fact now in the county that Sam Brattle had +had nothing to do with the murder of Farmer Trumbull, and that his +acquaintance with the murderers had sprung from his desire to see his +unfortunate sister settled in marriage with a man whom he at the time +did not know to be disreputable. There had therefore been a reaction +in favour of Sam Brattle, whom the county now began to regard as +something of a hero. The Marquis, understanding all that, had come to +be aware that he had wronged the Vicar in that matter of the murder. +And then, though he had been told upon very good authority,—no less +than that of his daughters, who had been so informed by the sisters +of a most exemplary neighbouring curate,—that Mr. Fenwick was a man +who believed "just next to nothing," and would just as soon associate +with a downright Pagan like old Brattle, as with any professing +Christian,—still there was the fact of the Bishop's good opinion; +and, though the Marquis was a self-willed man, to him a bishop was +always a bishop. It was also clear to him that he had been misled in +those charges which he had made against the Vicar in that matter of +poor Carry Brattle's residence at Salisbury. Something of the truth +of the girl's history had come to the ears of the Marquis, and he had +been made to believe that he had been wrong. Then there was the +affair of the chapel, in which, under his son's advice, he was at +this moment expending £700 in rectifying the mistake which he had +made. In giving the Marquis his due we must acknowledge that he cared +but little about the money. Marquises, though they may have large +properties, are not always in possession of any number of loose +hundreds which they can throw away without feeling the loss. Nor was +the Marquis of Trowbridge so circumstanced now. But that trouble did +not gall him nearly so severely as the necessity which was on him to +rectify an error made by himself. He had done a foolish thing. Under +no circumstances should the chapel have been built on that spot. He +knew it now, and he knew that he must apologise. Noblesse oblige. The +old lord was very stupid, very wrong-headed, and sometimes very +arrogant; but he would not do a wrong if he knew it, and nothing on +earth would make him tell a wilful lie. The epithet indeed might have +been omitted; for a lie is not a lie unless it be wilful.</p> + +<p>Lord Trowbridge passed the hours of this Tuesday morning under the +frightful sense of the necessity for apologising;—and yet he +remembered well the impudence of the man, how he had ventured to +allude to the Ladies Stowte, likening them to—to—to—! It was +terrible to be thought of. And his lordship remembered, too, how this +man had written about the principal entrance to his own mansion as +though it had been no more than the entrance to any other man's +house! Though the thorns still rankled in his own flesh, he had to +own that he himself had been wrong.</p> + +<p>And he did it,—with an honesty that was beyond the reach of his much +more clever son. When the Fenwicks arrived, they were taken into the +drawing-room, in which were sitting the Ladies Sophie and Carolina +with various guests already assembled at the Castle. In a minute or +two the Marquis shuffled in and shook hands with the two new comers. +Then he shuffled about the room for another minute or two, and at +last got his arm through that of the Vicar, and led him away into his +own sanctum. "Mr. Fenwick," he said, "I think it best to express my +regret at once for two things that have occurred."</p> + + +<div class="center"><a name="il23" id="il23"></a> +<table style="margin: 0 auto" cellpadding="4px"> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <a href="images/il23.jpg"> + <img src="images/il23-t.jpg" width="540" + alt="The drawing-room at Turnover Castle." /></a> + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td align="center"> + <span class="caption">The drawing-room at Turnover Castle.<br /> + Click to <a href="images/il23.jpg">ENLARGE</a></span> + </td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + + +<p>"It does not signify, my lord."</p> + +<p>"But it does signify to me, and if you will listen to me for a moment +I shall take your doing so as a favour added to that which you have +conferred upon me in coming here." The Vicar could only bow and +listen. "I am sorry, Mr. Fenwick, that I should have written to the +bishop of this diocese in reference to your conduct." Fenwick found +it very difficult to hold his tongue when this was said. He imagined +that the Marquis was going to excuse himself about the chapel,—and +about the chapel he cared nothing at all. But as to that letter to +the bishop, he did feel that the less said about it the better. He +restrained himself, however, and the Marquis went on. "Things had +been told me, Mr. Fenwick;—and I thought that I was doing my duty."</p> + +<p>"It did me no harm, my lord."</p> + +<p>"I believe not. I had been misinformed,—and I apologise." The +Marquis paused, and the Vicar bowed. It is probable that the Vicar +did not at all know how deep at that moment were the sufferings of +the Marquis. "And now as to the chapel," continued the Marquis.</p> + +<p>"My lord, that is such a trifle that you must let me say that it is +not and has not been of the slightest consequence."</p> + +<p>"I was misled as to that bit of ground."</p> + +<p>"I only wish, my lord, that the chapel could stand there."</p> + +<p>"That is impossible. The land has been appropriated to other +purposes, and though we have all been a little in the dark about our +own rights, right must be done. I will only add that I have the +greatest satisfaction in seeing you and Mrs. Fenwick at Turnover, and +that I hope the satisfaction may often be repeated." Then he led the +way back into the drawing-room, and the evil hour had passed over his +head.</p> + +<p>Upon the whole, things went very well with both the Vicar and his +wife during their visit. He did go out shooting one day, and was +treated very civilly by the Turnover gamekeeper, though he was +prepared with no five-pound note at the end of his day's amusement. +When he returned to the house, his host congratulated him on his +performance just as cordially as though he had been one of the laity. +On the next day he rode over with Lord St. George to see the County +Hunt kennels, which were then at Charleycoats, and nobody seemed to +think him very wicked because he ventured to have an opinion about +hounds. Mrs. Fenwick's amusements were, perhaps, less exciting, but +she went through them with equanimity. She was taken to see the +parish schools, and was walked into the parish church,—in which the +Stowte family were possessed of an enormous recess called a pew, but +which was in truth a room, with a fireplace in it. Mrs. Fenwick +thought it did not look very much like a church; but as the Ladies +Stowte were clearly very proud of it she held her peace as to that +idea. And so the visit to Turnover Park was made, and the Fenwicks +were driven home.</p> + +<p>"After all, there's nothing like burying the hatchet," said he.</p> + +<p>"But who sharpened the hatchet?" asked Mrs. Fenwick.</p> + +<p>"Never mind who sharpened it. We've buried it."</p> + + +<p><a name="c73" id="c73"></a> </p> +<p> </p> +<h3>CHAPTER LXXIII.</h3> +<h4>CONCLUSION.<br /> </h4> + + +<p>There is nothing further left to be told of this story of the village +of Bullhampton and its Vicar beyond what may be necessary to satisfy +the reader as to the condition and future prospects of the Brattle +family. The writer of these pages ventures to hope that whatever may +have been the fate in the readers' mind of that couple which are +about to settle themselves peaceably at Dunripple, and to wait there +in comfort till their own time for reigning shall have come, some +sympathy may have been felt with those humbler personages who have +lived with orderly industry at the mill,—as, also, with those who, +led away by disorderly passions, have strayed away from it, and have +come back again to the old home.</p> + +<p>For a couple of days after the return of the miller with his daughter +and son, very little was said about the past;—very little, at least, +in which either the father or Sam took any part. Between the two +sisters there were no doubt questions and answers by the hour +together as to every smallest detail of the occurrences at Salisbury. +And the mother almost sang hymns of joy over her child, in that the +hour which she had so much dreaded had passed by. But the miller said +not a word;—and Sam was almost equally silent. "But it be all over, +Sam?" asked his mother, anxiously one day. "For certain sure it be +all over now?"</p> + +<p>"There's one, mother, for whom it ain't all over yet;—poor devil."</p> + +<p>"But he was the—murderer, Sam."</p> + +<p>"So was t'other fellow. There weren't no difference. If one was more +spry to kill t'old chap than t'other, Acorn was the spryest. That's +what I think. But it's done now, and there ain't been much justice in +it. As far as I sees, there never ain't much justice. They was nigh +a-hanging o' me; and if those chaps had thought o' bringing t'old +man's box nigh the mill, instead of over by t'old woman's cottage, +they would a hung me;—outright. And then they was twelve months +about it! I don't think much on 'em." When his mother tried to +continue the conversation,—which she would have loved to do with +that morbid interest which we always take in a matter which has been +nearly fatal to us, but from which we have escaped,—Sam turned into +the mill, saying that he had had enough of it, and wouldn't have any +more.</p> + +<p>Then, on the third day, a report of the trial in a county newspaper +reached them. This the miller read all through, painfully, from the +beginning to the end, omitting no detail of the official occurrences. +At last, when he came to the account of Sam's evidence, he got up +from the chair on which he was sitting close to the window, and +striking his fist upon the table, made his first and last comment +upon the trial. "It was well said, Sam. Yes; though thou be'est my +own, it was well said." Then he put the paper down and walked out of +doors, and they could see that his eyes were full of tears.</p> + +<p>But from that time forth there came a great change in his manner to +his youngest daughter. "Well, Carry," he would say to her in the +morning, with as much outward sign of affection as he ever showed to +any one; and at night, when she came and stood over him before he +lifted his weary limbs out of his chair to take himself away to his +bed, he turned his forehead to her to be kissed, as he did to that +better daughter who had needed no forgiveness from him. Nevertheless, +they who knew him,—and there were none who knew him better than +Fanny did,—were aware that he never for a moment forgot the disgrace +which had fallen upon his household. He had forgiven the sinner, but +the shame of the sin was always on him; and he carried himself as a +man who was bound to hide himself from the eyes of his neighbours +because there had come upon him a misfortune which made it fit that +he should live in retirement.</p> + +<p>Sam took up his abode in the house, and worked daily in the mill, and +for weeks nothing was said either of his going away or of his return. +He would talk to his sisters of the manner in which he had worked +among the machinery of the Durham mine at which he had found +employment; but he said nothing for awhile of the cause which had +taken him north, or of his purpose of remaining where he was. He ate +and drank in the house, and from time to time his father paid him +small sums as wages. At last, sitting one evening after the work of +the day was done, he spoke out his mind. "Father," said he, "I'm +about minded to get me a wife." His mother and sisters were all there +and heard the proposition made.</p> + +<p>"And who is the girl as is to have thee, Sam?" asked his mother.</p> + +<p>As Sam did not answer at once, Carry replied for him. "Who should it +be, mother;—but only Agnes Pope?"</p> + +<p>"It ain't that 'un?" said the miller, surlily.</p> + +<p>"And why shouldn't it be that 'un, father? It is that 'un, and no +other. If she be not liked here, why, we'll just go further, and +perhaps not fare worse."</p> + +<p>There was nothing to be said against poor Agnes Pope,—only this, +that she had been in Trumbull's house on the night of the murder, and +had for awhile been suspected by the police of having communicated to +her lover the tidings of the farmer's box of money. Evil things had +of course been said of her then, but the words spoken of her had been +proved to be untrue. She had been taken from the farmer's house into +that of the Vicar,—who had, indeed, been somewhat abused by the +Puddlehamites for harbouring her; but as the belief in Sam's guilt +had gradually been abandoned, so, of course, had the ground +disappeared for supposing that poor Agnes had had ought to do in +bringing about the murder of her late master. For two days the miller +was very gloomy, and made no reply when Sam declared his purpose of +leaving the mill before Christmas unless Agnes should be received +there as his wife;—but at last he gave way. "As the old 'uns go into +their graves," he said, "it's no more than nature that the young 'uns +should become masters." And so Sam was married, and was taken, with +his wife, to live with the other Brattles at the mill. It was well +for the miller that it should be so, for Sam was a man who would +surely earn money when he put his shoulder in earnest to the wheel.</p> + +<p>As for Carry, she lived still with them, doomed by her beauty, as was +her elder sister by the want of it, to expect that no lover should +come and ask her to establish with him a homestead of their own.</p> + +<p>Our friend the Vicar married Sam and his sweetheart, and is still +often at the mill. From time to time he has made efforts to convert +the unbelieving old man whose grave is now so near to his feet; but +he has never prevailed to make the miller own even the need of any +change. "I've struv' to be honest," he said, when last he was thus +attacked, "and I've wrought for my wife and bairns. I ain't been a +drunkard, nor yet, as I knows on, neither a tale-bearer, nor yet a +liar. I've been harsh-tempered and dour enough I know, and maybe it's +fitting as they shall be hard and dour to me where I'm going. I don't +say again it, Muster Fenwick;—but nothing as I can do now 'll change +it." This, at any rate, was clear to the Vicar,—that Death, when it +came, would come without making the old man tremble.</p> + +<p>Mr. Gilmore has been some years away from Bullhampton; but when I +last heard from my friends in that village I was told that at last he +was expected home.</p> + +<p> </p> +<hr class="narrow" /> +<p> </p> + +<h5><span class="smallcaps">Bradbury, Evans, +and Co., Printers, Whitefriars.</span></h5> + +<p> </p> +<hr class="narrow" /> +<p> </p> + +<h4>Transcriber's note:</h4> + +<div class="small"> +<p class="noindent">Obvious typographical errors have been corrected.</p> + +<p class="noindent">Chapter I, paragraph 10. +The reader should note that the +town of Haylesbury named in this paragraph is henceforth +called Haytesbury.</p> + +<p class="noindent">Chapter IV, paragraph 1. +The gardener is here called +"Jem;" in the rest of the text he is called "Jim". We +do not know whether this is a typographical error or +an example of Trollope's inconsistency with the +names of minor characters.</p> + +<p class="noindent">Chapter XL, paragraph 28. +The astute reader of Trollope +will recognize the "Dragon of Wantley" as the name of +the hostelry inherited by Mr. Harding's daughter Eleanor +in the "Barsetshire" novels.</p> + +<p class="noindent">Specific changes in wording of the text +are listed below.</p> + +<p class="noindentind">Chapter I, next-to-last paragraph. +The name "Chamerblaine" +was changed to "Chamberlaine" in the sentence: His mother +had been the sister of the Rev. Henry Fitzackerly +Chamberlaine; and as Mr. CHAMBERLAINE had never married, +much of his solicitude was bestowed upon his nephew.</p> + +<p class="noindentind">Chapter III, paragraph 7. +Full stop after "bugglary" +was changed to a question mark in the sentence: Not +bugglary?"</p> + +<p class="noindentind">Chapter IX, paragraph 6. +The word "could't" was changed +to "couldn't" in the sentence: She drank two glasses of +Marsala every day, and let it be clearly understood that +she COULDN'T afford sherry.</p> + +<p class="noindentind">Chapter XXII, paragraph 1. +"Bullhampton" was changed to +"Lavington" in the sentence: He, being an energetic man, +carried on a long and angry correspondence with the +authorities aforesaid; but the old man from LAVINGTON +continued to toddle into the village just at eleven +o'clock.</p> + +<p class="noindentind">Chapter XXVIII, paragraph 9. +The word "shoudn't" was +changed to "shouldn't" in the sentence: "I suppose +not, Mr. Fenwick. I SHOULDN'T ought;—ought I, now?</p> + +<p class="noindentind">Chapter XXXII, paragraph 26. +The word "friend's" was +changed to the plural "friends'" in the sentence: +Had not this dangerous captain come up, Mary, no +doubt,—so thought Miss Marrable,—would at last have +complied with her FRIENDS' advice, and have accepted +a marriage which was in all respects advantageous.</p> + +<p class="noindentind">Chapter XXXV, paragraph 3. +The word "began" was +changed to "begun" in the sentence: +<span class="nowrap">… and</span> had +long since BEGUN to feel that a few cabbages and +peaches did not repay him for the loss of those +pleasant and bitter <span class="nowrap">things, …</span></p> + +<p class="noindentind">Chapter XXXIX, paragraph 13. +"Gay" was changed to "Jay" +in the sentence: Mrs. JAY, no doubt, is a religious +woman. We do not know whether this was a typographical +error or another example of Trollope's inconsistency +with names of minor characters.</p> + +<p class="noindentind">Chapter XLII, paragraph 5. +A hyphen was removed from +"any-rate" in the sentence: His gown was of silk, and +his income almost greater than his desires; but he +would fain sit upon the Bench, and have at ANY RATE +his evenings for his own enjoyment.</p> + +<p class="noindentind">Chapter XLII, paragraph 6. +The word "that" was +removed from the sentence: Mr. Quickenham was a tall, +thin man, with eager gray eyes, and a long projecting +nose, on which, his enemies in the courts of law were +wont to say, [THAT] his wife would hang a kettle, in +order that the unnecessary heat coming from his mouth +might not be wasted.</p> + +<p class="noindentind">Chapter XLVIII, paragraph 2. +The word "injustice" was +changed to "justice" in the sentence: He reminded +himself, too, of the murderer's present escape from +JUSTICE by aid of this pestilent +<span class="nowrap">clergyman; …</span></p> + +<p class="noindentind">Chapter XLVIII, paragraph 4. +"St." was added to the +sentence: He had already told St. George of Fenwick's +letter to him and of his letter to the bishop, and +ST. 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Woods + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: The Vicar of Bullhampton + + +Author: Anthony Trollope + + + +Release Date: September 5, 2008 [eBook #26541] +Most recently updated October 5, 2017 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE VICAR OF BULLHAMPTON*** + + +E-text prepared by Delphine Lettau and Joseph E. Loewenstein, M.D. + + + +Note: Project Gutenberg also has an HTML version of this + file which includes the original illustrations. + See 26541-h.htm or 26541-h.zip: + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/6/5/4/26541/26541-h/26541-h.htm) + or + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/6/5/4/26541/26541-h.zip) + + + + + +THE VICAR OF BULLHAMPTON. + +by + +ANTHONY TROLLOPE. + +With Thirty Illustrations by H. Woods. + + + + + + +[Illustration: Waiting-Room at the Assize Court. (frontispiece)] + + +[Illustration for title page] + + + +London: +Bradbury, Evans, and Co., 11, Bouverie Street. +1870. + + + + +PREFACE. + + +The writing of prefaces is, for the most part, work thrown away; and +the writing of a preface to a novel is almost always a vain thing. +Nevertheless, I am tempted to prefix a few words to this novel on +its completion, not expecting that many people will read them, but +desirous, in doing so, of defending myself against a charge which may +possibly be made against me by the critics,--as to which I shall be +unwilling to revert after it shall have been preferred. + +I have introduced in the Vicar of Bullhampton the character of a girl +whom I will call,--for want of a truer word that shall not in its +truth be offensive,--a castaway. I have endeavoured to endow her with +qualities that may create sympathy, and I have brought her back at +last from degradation at least to decency. I have not married her to +a wealthy lover, and I have endeavoured to explain that though there +was possible to her a way out of perdition, still things could not be +with her as they would have been had she not fallen. + +There arises, of course, the question whether a novelist, who +professes to write for the amusement of the young of both sexes, +should allow himself to bring upon his stage such a character as that +of Carry Brattle? It is not long since,--it is well within the memory +of the author,--that the very existence of such a condition of life, +as was hers, was supposed to be unknown to our sisters and daughters, +and was, in truth, unknown to many of them. Whether that ignorance +was good may be questioned; but that it exists no longer is beyond +question. Then arises that further question,--how far the condition +of such unfortunates should be made a matter of concern to the sweet +young hearts of those whose delicacy and cleanliness of thought is a +matter of pride to so many of us. Cannot women, who are good, pity +the sufferings of the vicious, and do something perhaps to mitigate +and shorten them, without contamination from the vice? It will be +admitted probably by most men who have thought upon the subject that +no fault among us is punished so heavily as that fault, often so +light in itself but so terrible in its consequences to the less +faulty of the two offenders, by which a woman falls. All her own sex +is against her,--and all those of the other sex in whose veins runs +the blood which she is thought to have contaminated, and who, of +nature, would befriend her were her trouble any other than it is. + +She is what she is, and remains in her abject, pitiless, unutterable +misery, because this sentence of the world has placed her beyond +the helping hand of Love and Friendship. It may be said, no doubt, +that the severity of this judgment acts as a protection to female +virtue,--deterring, as all known punishments do deter, from vice. But +this punishment, which is horrible beyond the conception of those who +have not regarded it closely, is not known beforehand. Instead of the +punishment there is seen a false glitter of gaudy life,--a glitter +which is damnably false,--and which, alas, has been more often +portrayed in glowing colours, for the injury of young girls, than +have those horrors, which ought to deter, with the dark shadowings +which belong to them. + +To write in fiction of one so fallen as the noblest of her sex, as +one to be rewarded because of her weakness, as one whose life is +happy, bright, and glorious, is certainly to allure to vice and +misery. But it may perhaps be possible that if the matter be handled +with truth to life, some girl, who would have been thoughtless, may +be made thoughtful, or some parent's heart may be softened. It may +also at last be felt that this misery is worthy of alleviation, as is +every misery to which humanity is subject. + +A. T. + + + + +CONTENTS + + I. BULLHAMPTON + II. FLO'S RED BALL + III. SAM BRATTLE + IV. THERE IS NO ONE ELSE + V. THE MILLER + VI. BRATTLE'S MILL + VII. THE MILLER'S WIFE + VIII. THE LAST DAY + IX. MISS MARRABLE + X. CRUNCH'EM CAN'T BE HAD + XI. DON'T YOU BE AFEARD ABOUT ME + XII. BONE'M AND HIS MASTER + XIII. CAPTAIN MARRABLE AND HIS FATHER + XIV. COUSINHOOD + XV. THE POLICE AT FAULT + XVI. MISS LOWTHER ASKS FOR ADVICE + XVII. THE MARQUIS OF TROWBRIDGE + XVIII. BLANK PAPER + XIX. SAM BRATTLE RETURNS HOME + XX. I HAVE A JUPITER OF MY OWN NOW + XXI. WHAT PARSON JOHN THINKS ABOUT IT + XXII. WHAT THE FENWICKS THOUGHT ABOUT IT + XXIII. WHAT MR. GILMORE THOUGHT ABOUT IT + XXIV. THE REV. HENRY FITZACKERLEY CHAMBERLAINE + XXV. CARRY BRATTLE + XXVI. THE TURNOVER CORRESPONDENCE + XXVII. "I NEVER SHAMED NONE OF THEM" + XXVIII. MRS. BRATTLE'S JOURNEY + XXIX. THE BULL AT LORING + XXX. THE AUNT AND THE UNCLE + XXXI. MARY LOWTHER FEELS HER WAY + XXXII. MR. GILMORE'S SUCCESS + XXXIII. FAREWELL + XXXIV. BULLHAMPTON NEWS + XXXV. MR. PUDDLEHAM'S NEW CHAPEL + XXXVI. SAM BRATTLE GOES OFF AGAIN + XXXVII. FEMALE MARTYRDOM +XXXVIII. A LOVER'S MADNESS + XXXIX. THE THREE HONEST MEN + XL. TROTTER'S BUILDINGS + XLI. STARTUP FARM + XLII. MR. QUICKENHAM, Q.C. + XLIII. EASTER AT TURNOVER CASTLE + XLIV. THE MARRABLES OF DUNRIPPLE + XLV. WHAT SHALL I DO WITH MYSELF? + XLVI. MR. JAY OF WARMINSTER + XLVII. SAM BRATTLE IS WANTED + XLVIII. MARY LOWTHER RETURNS TO BULLHAMPTON + XLIX. MARY LOWTHER'S DOOM + L. MARY LOWTHER INSPECTS HER FUTURE HOME + LI. THE GRINDER AND HIS COMRADE + LII. CARRY BRATTLE'S JOURNEY + LIII. THE FATTED CALF + LIV. MR. GILMORE'S RUBIES + LV. GLEBE LAND + LVI. THE VICAR'S VENGEANCE + LVII. OIL IS TO BE THROWN UPON THE WATERS + LVIII. EDITH BROWNLOW'S DREAM + LIX. NEWS FROM DUNRIPPLE + LX. LORD ST. GEORGE IS VERY CUNNING + LXI. MARY LOWTHER'S TREACHERY + LXII. UP AT THE PRIVETS + LXIII. THE MILLER TELLS HIS TROUBLES + LXIV. IF I WERE YOUR SISTER! + LXV. MARY LOWTHER LEAVES BULLHAMPTON + LXVI. AT THE MILL + LXVII. SIR GREGORY MARRABLE HAS A HEADACHE + LXVIII. THE SQUIRE IS VERY OBSTINATE + LXIX. THE TRIAL + LXX. THE FATE OF THE PUDDLEHAMITES + LXXI. THE END OF MARY LOWTHER'S STORY + LXXII. AT TURNOVER CASTLE + LXXIII. CONCLUSION + + + + +LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS. + + WAITING-ROOM AT THE ASSIZE COURT. (_frontispiece_) + + "YOU SHOULD GIVE HIM AN ANSWER, DEAR, ONE WAY + OR THE OTHER." (Chapter II) + + "I THOUGHT I SHOULD CATCH YOU IDLE JUST AT THIS + MOMENT," SAID THE CLERGYMAN. (Chapter VI) + + MR. FENWICK CAME ROUND FROM FARMER TRUMBULL'S + SIDE OF THE CHURCH, AND GOT OVER THE STILE + INTO THE CHURCHYARD. (Chapter VIII) + + "I HOPE IT WILL BE ALL RIGHT NOW, + MR. FENWICK," THE GIRL SAID. (Chapter XI) + + "HOW DARE YOU MENTION MY DAUGHTERS?" (Chapter XVII) + + "IT IS ALL BLANK PAPER WITH YOU?" (Chapter XVIII) + + "I HAVE COME TO SAY A WORD, IF I CAN, + TO COMFORT YOU." (Chapter XXIII) + + "CARRY," HE SAID, COMING BACK TO HER, "IT + WASN'T ALL FOR HIM THAT I CAME." (Chapter XXV) + + PARSON JOHN AND WALTER MARRABLE. (Chapter XXIX) + + MARY LOWTHER WRITES TO WALTER MARRABLE. (Chapter XXXIII) + + SITE OF MR. PUDDLEHAM'S NEW CHAPEL. (Chapter XXXVIII) + + "DO COME IN, HARRY." (Chapter XXXVIII) + + "I DARE SAY NOT," SAID MR. QUICKENHAM. (Chapter XLII) + + SUNDAY MORNING AT DUNRIPPLE. (Chapter XLIV) + + "WHO ARE YOU, SIR, THAT YOU SHOULD + INTERPRET MY WORDS?" (Chapter XLVII) + + CARRY BRATTLE. (Chapter LII) + + "IF I MAY BIDE WITH YOU,--IF I MAY + BIDE WITH YOU--." (Chapter LIII) + + MR. QUICKENHAM'S LETTER DISCUSSED. (Chapter LV) + + SHE HAD BROUGHT HIM OUT A CUP OF COFFEE. (Chapter LVIII) + + "IT'S IN HERE, MUSTER FENWICK,--IN HERE." (Chapter LXIII) + + "OH, FATHER," SHE SAID, "I WILL BE GOOD." (Chapter LXVI) + + THE DRAWING-ROOM AT TURNOVER CASTLE. (Chapter LXXII) + + + + +THE VICAR OF BULLHAMPTON. + + + +CHAPTER I. + +BULLHAMPTON. + + +[Illustration] + +I am disposed to believe that no novel reader in England has seen the +little town of Bullhampton, in Wiltshire, except such novel readers +as live there, and those others, very few in number, who visit it +perhaps four times a year for the purposes of trade, and who are +known as commercial gentlemen. Bullhampton is seventeen miles from +Salisbury, eleven from Marlborough, nine from Westbury, seven from +Haylesbury, and five from the nearest railroad station, which is +called Bullhampton Road, and lies on the line from Salisbury to +Yeovil. It is not quite on Salisbury Plain, but probably was so once, +when Salisbury Plain was wider than it is now. Whether it should be +called a small town or a large village I cannot say. It has no mayor, +and no market, but it has a fair. There rages a feud in Bullhampton +touching this want of a market, as there are certain Bullhamptonites +who aver that the charter giving all rights of a market to +Bullhampton does exist; and that at one period in its history the +market existed also,--for a year or two; but the three bakers and +two butchers are opposed to change; and the patriots of the place, +though they declaim on the matter over their evening pipes and +gin-and-water, have not enough of matutinal zeal to carry out their +purpose. Bullhampton is situated on a little river, which meanders +through the chalky ground, and has a quiet, slow, dreamy prettiness +of its own. A mile above the town,--for we will call it a town,--the +stream divides itself into many streamlets, and there is a district +called the Water Meads, in which bridges are more frequent than +trustworthy, in which there are hundreds of little sluice-gates for +regulating the irrigation, and a growth of grass which is a source +of much anxiety and considerable trouble to the farmers. There is a +water-mill here, too, very low, with ever a floury, mealy look, with +a pasty look often, as the flour becomes damp with the spray of the +water as it is thrown by the mill-wheel. It seems to be a tattered, +shattered, ramshackle concern, but it has been in the same family +for many years; and as the family has not hitherto been in distress, +it may be supposed that the mill still affords a fair means of +livelihood. The Brattles,--for Jacob Brattle is the miller's +name,--have ever been known as men who paid their way, and were able +to hold up their heads. But nevertheless Jacob Brattle is ever at +war with his landlord in regard to repairs wanted for his mill, +and Mr. Gilmore, the landlord in question, declares that he wishes +that the Avon would some night run so high as to carry off the mill +altogether. Bullhampton is very quiet. There is no special trade +in the place. Its interests are altogether agricultural. It has +no newspaper. Its tendencies are altogether conservative. It is +a good deal given to religion; and the Primitive Methodists have +a very strong holding there, although in all Wiltshire there is +not a clergyman more popular in his own parish than the Rev. Frank +Fenwick. He himself, in his inner heart, rather likes his rival, +Mr. Puddleham, the dissenting minister; because Mr. Puddleham is an +earnest man, who, in spite of the intensity of his ignorance, is +efficacious among the poor. But Mr. Fenwick is bound to keep up the +fight; and Mr. Puddleham considers it to be his duty to put down Mr. +Fenwick and the Church Establishment altogether. + +The men of Bullhampton, and the women also, are aware that the glory +has departed from them, in that Bullhampton was once a borough, and +returned two members to Parliament. No borough more close, or shall +we say more rotten, ever existed. It was not that the Marquis of +Trowbridge had, what has often delicately been called, an interest in +it; but he held it absolutely in his breeches pocket, to do with it +as he liked; and it had been the liking of the late Marquis to sell +one of the seats at every election to the highest bidder on his side +in politics. Nevertheless, the people of Bullhampton had gloried +in being a borough, and the shame, or at least the regret of their +downfall, had not yet altogether passed away when the tidings of +a new Reform Bill came upon them. The people of Bullhampton are +notoriously slow to learn, and slow to forget. It was told of a +farmer of Bullhampton, in old days, that he asked what had become of +Charles I., when told that Charles II. had been restored. Cromwell +had come and gone, and had not disturbed him at Bullhampton. + +At Bullhampton there is no public building, except the church, which +indeed is a very handsome edifice with a magnificent tower, a thing +to go to see, and almost as worthy of a visit as its neighbour the +cathedral at Salisbury. The body of the church is somewhat low, but +its yellow-gray colour is perfect, and there is, moreover, a Norman +door, and there are Early English windows in the aisle, and a +perfection of perpendicular architecture in the chancel, all of which +should bring many visitors to Bullhampton; and there are brasses in +the nave, very curious, and one or two tombs of the Gilmore family, +very rare in their construction, and the churchyard is large and +green, and bowery, with the Avon flowing close under it, and nooks in +it which would make a man wish to die that he might be buried there. +The church and churchyard of Bullhampton are indeed perfect, and yet +but few people go to see it. It has not as yet had its own bard to +sing its praises. Properly it is called Bullhampton Monachorum, the +living having belonged to the friars of Chiltern. The great tithes +now go to the Earl of Todmorden, who has no other interest in the +place whatever, and who never saw it. The benefice belongs to St. +John's, Oxford, and as the vicarage is not worth more than L400 a +year, it happens that a clergyman generally accepts it before he has +lived for twenty or thirty years in the common room of his college. +Mr. Fenwick took it on his marriage, when he was about twenty-seven, +and Bullhampton has been lucky. + +The bulk of the parish belongs to the Marquis of Trowbridge, who, +however, has no residence within ten miles of it. The squire of the +parish is Squire Gilmore,--Harry Gilmore,--and he possesses every +acre in it that is not owned by the Marquis. With the village, or +town as it may be, Mr. Gilmore has no concern; but he owns a large +tract of the water meads, and again has a farm or two up on the +downs as you go towards Chiltern. But they lie out of the parish of +Bullhampton. Altogether he is a man of about fifteen hundred a year, +and as he is not as yet married, many a Wiltshire mother's eye is +turned towards Hampton Privets, as Mr. Gilmore's house is, somewhat +fantastically, named. + +Mr. Gilmore's character must be made to develope itself in these +pages,--if such developing may be accomplished. He is to be our +hero,--or at least one of two. The author will not, in these early +words, declare that the squire will be his favourite hero, as he +will wish that his readers should form their own opinions on that +matter. At this period he was a man somewhat over thirty,--perhaps +thirty-three years of age, who had done fairly well at Harrow and at +Oxford, but had never done enough to make his friends regard him as a +swan. He still read a good deal; but he shot and fished more than he +read, and had become, since his residence at the Privets, very fond +of the outside of his books. Nevertheless, he went on buying books, +and was rather proud of his library. He had travelled a good deal, +and was a politician,--somewhat scandalising his own tenants and +other Bullhamptonites by voting for the liberal candidates for his +division of the county. The Marquis of Trowbridge did not know him, +but regarded him as an objectionable person, who did not understand +the nature of the duties which devolved upon him as a country +gentleman; and the Marquis himself was always spoken of by Mr. +Gilmore as--an idiot. On these various grounds the squire has +hitherto regarded himself as being a little in advance of other +squires, and has, perhaps, given himself more credit than he has +deserved for intellectuality. But he is a man with a good heart, and +a pure mind, generous, desirous of being just, somewhat sparing of +that which is his own, never desirous of that which is another's. He +is good-looking, though, perhaps, somewhat ordinary in appearance; +tall, strong, with dark-brown hair, and dark-brown whiskers, with +small, quick grey eyes, and teeth which are almost too white and too +perfect for a man. Perhaps it is his greatest fault that he thinks +that as a liberal politician and as an English country gentleman he +has combined in his own position all that is most desirable upon +earth. To have the acres without the acre-laden brains, is, he +thinks, everything. + +And now it may be as well told at once that Mr. Gilmore is over head +and ears in love with a young lady to whom he has offered his hand +and all that can be made to appertain to the future mistress of +Hampton Privets. And the lady is one who has nothing to give in +return but her hand, and her heart, and herself. The neighbours all +round the country have been saying for the last five years that Harry +Gilmore was looking out for an heiress; for it has always been told +of Harry, especially among those who have opposed him in politics, +that he had a keen eye for the main chance. But Mary Lowther has not, +and never can have, a penny with which to make up for any deficiency +in her own personal attributes. But Mary is a lady, and Harry Gilmore +thinks her the sweetest woman on whom his eye ever rested. Whatever +resolutions as to fortune-hunting he may have made,--though probably +none were ever made,--they have all now gone to the winds. He is so +absolutely in love that nothing in the world is, to him, at present +worth thinking about except Mary Lowther. I do not doubt that he +would vote for a conservative candidate if Mary Lowther so ordered +him; or consent to go and live in New York if Mary Lowther would +accept him on no other condition. All Bullhampton parish is nothing +to him at the present moment, except as far as it is connected with +Mary Lowther. Hampton Privets is dear to him only as far as it can be +made to look attractive in the eyes of Mary Lowther. The mill is to +be repaired, though he knows he will never get any interest on the +outlay, because Mary Lowther has said that Bullhampton water-meads +would be destroyed if the mill were to tumble down. He has drawn for +himself mental pictures of Mary Lowther till he has invested her with +every charm and grace and virtue that can adorn a woman. In very +truth he believes her to be perfect. He is actually and absolutely in +love. Mary Lowther has hitherto neither accepted nor rejected him. +In a very few lines further on we will tell how the matter stands +between them. + +It has already been told that the Rev. Frank Fenwick is Vicar of +Bullhampton. Perhaps he was somewhat guided in his taking of the +living by the fact that Harry Gilmore, the squire of the parish, +had been his very intimate friend at Oxford. Fenwick, at the period +with which we are about to begin our story, had been six years at +Bullhampton, and had been married about five and a half. Of him +something has already been said, and perhaps it may be only necessary +further to state that he is a tall, fair-haired man, already becoming +somewhat bald on the top of his head, with bright eyes, and the +slightest possible amount of whiskers, and a look about his nose and +mouth which seems to imply that he could be severe if he were not so +thoroughly good-humoured. He has more of breeding in his appearance +than his friend,--a show of higher blood; though whence comes such +show, and how one discerns that appearance, few of us can tell. He +was a man who read more and thought more than Harry Gilmore, though +given much to athletics and very fond of field sports. It shall +only further be said of Frank Fenwick that he esteemed both his +churchwardens and his bishop, and was afraid of neither. + +His wife had been a Miss Balfour, from Loring, in Gloucestershire, +and had had some considerable fortune. She was now the mother of +four children, and, as Fenwick used to say, might have fourteen for +anything he knew. But as he also had possessed some small means +of his own, there was no poverty, or prospect of poverty at the +vicarage, and the babies were made welcome as they came. Mrs. Fenwick +is as good a specimen of an English country parson's wife as you +shall meet in a county,--gay, good-looking, fond of the society +around her, with a little dash of fun, knowing in blankets and +corduroys and coals and tea; knowing also as to beer and gin and +tobacco; acquainted with every man and woman in the parish; thinking +her husband to be quite as good as the squire in regard to position, +and to be infinitely superior to the squire, or any other man in +the world, in regard to his personal self;--a handsome, pleasant, +well-dressed lady, who has no nonsense about her. Such a one was, and +is, Mrs. Fenwick. + +Now the Balfours were considerable people at Loring, though their +property was not county property; and it was always considered that +Janet Balfour might have done better than she did, in a worldly point +of view. Of that, however, little had been said at Loring, because it +soon became known there that she and her husband stood rather well in +the country round about Bullhampton; and when she asked Mary Lowther +to come and stay with her for six months, Mary Lowther's aunt, Miss +Marrable, had nothing to say against the arrangement, although she +herself was a most particular old lady, and always remembered that +Mary Lowther was third or fourth cousin to some earl in Scotland. +Nothing more shall be said of Miss Marrable at present, as it is +expedient, for the sake of the story, that the reader should fix his +attention on Bullhampton till he find himself quite at home there. +I would wish him to know his way among the water meads, to be quite +alive to the fact that the lodge of Hampton Privets is a mile and a +quarter to the north of Bullhampton church, and half a mile across +the fields west from Brattle's mill; that Mr. Fenwick's parsonage +adjoins the churchyard, being thus a little farther from Hampton +Privets than the church; and that there commences Bullhampton street, +with its inn,--the Trowbridge Arms, its four public-houses, its three +bakers, and its two butchers. The bounds of the parsonage run down +to the river, so that the Vicar can catch his trout from his own +bank,--though he much prefers to catch them at distances which admit +of the appurtenances of sport. + +Now there must be one word of Mary Lowther, and then the story shall +be commenced. She had come to the vicarage in May, intending to stay +a month, and it was now August, and she had been already three months +with her friend. Everybody said that she was staying because she +intended to become the mistress of Hampton Privets. It was a month +since Harry Gilmore had formally made his offer, and as she had not +refused him, and as she still stayed on, the folk of Bullhampton were +justified in their conclusions. She was a tall girl, with dark brown +hair, which she wore fastened in a knot at the back of her head, +after the simplest fashion. Her eyes were large and grey, and full +of lustre; but they were not eyes which would make you say that Mary +Lowther was especially a bright-eyed girl. They were eyes, however, +which could make you think, when they looked at you, that if Mary +Lowther would only like you, how happy your lot would be,--that if +she would love you, the world would have nothing higher or better to +offer. If you judged her face by any rules of beauty, you would say +that it was too thin; but feeling its influence with sympathy, you +could never wish it to be changed. Her nose and mouth were perfect. +How many little noses there are on young women's faces which of +themselves cannot be said to be things of beauty, or joys for ever, +although they do very well in their places! There is the softness +and colour of youth, and perhaps a dash of fun, and the eyes above +are bright, and the lips below alluring. In the midst of such sweet +charms, what does it matter that the nose be puggish,--or even a +nose of putty, such as you think you might improve in the original +material by a squeeze of your thumb and forefinger? But with Mary +Lowther her nose itself was a feature of exquisite beauty, a feature +that could be eloquent with pity, reverence, or scorn. The curves of +the nostrils, with their almost transparent membranes, told of the +working of the mind within, as every portion of human face should +tell--in some degree. And the mouth was equally expressive, though +the lips were thin. It was a mouth to watch, and listen to, and read +with curious interest, rather than a mouth to kiss. Not but that +the desire to kiss would come, when there might be a hope to kiss +with favour;--but they were lips which no man would think to ravage +in boisterous play. It might have been said that there was a want +of capability for passion in her face, had it not been for the +well-marked dimple in her little chin,--that soft couch in which one +may be always sure, when one sees it, that some little imp of Love +lies hidden. + +It has already been said that Mary Lowther was tall,--taller than +common. Her back was as lovely a form of womanhood as man's eye ever +measured and appreciated. Her movements, which were never naturally +quick, had a grace about them which touched men and women alike. It +was the very poetry of motion; but its chief beauty consisted in +this, that it was what it was by no effort of her own. We have all +seen those efforts, and it may be that many of us have liked them +when they have been made on our own behalf. But no man as yet could +ever have felt himself to be so far flattered by Miss Lowther. Her +dress was very plain; as it became her that it should be, for she was +living on the kindness of an aunt who was herself not a rich woman. +But it may be doubted whether dress could have added much to her +charms. + +She was now turned one-and-twenty, and though, doubtless, there were +young men at Loring who had sighed for her smiles, no young man had +sighed with any efficacy. It must be acknowledged, indeed, that she +was not a girl for whom the most susceptible of young men would sigh. +Young men given to sigh are generally attracted by some outward and +visible sign of softness which may be taken as an indication that +sighing will produce some result, however small. At Loring it was +said that Mary Lowther was cold and repellent, and, on that account, +one who might very probably descend to the shades as an old maid in +spite of the beauty of which she was the acknowledged possessor. No +enemy, no friend, had ever accused her of being a flirt. + +Such as she was, Harry Gilmore's passion for her much astonished his +friends. Those who knew him best had thought that, as regarded his +fate matrimonial,--or non-matrimonial,--there were three chances +before him: he might carry out their presumed intention of marrying +money; or he might become the sudden spoil of the bow and spear of +some red-cheeked lass; or he might walk on as an old bachelor, too +cautious to be caught at all. But none believed that he would become +the victim of a grand passion for a poor, reticent, high-bred, +high-minded specimen of womanhood. Such, however, was now his +condition. + +He had an uncle, a clergyman, living at Salisbury, a prebendary +there, who was a man of the world, and in whom Harry trusted more +than in any other member of his own family. His mother had been +the sister of the Rev. Henry Fitzackerly Chamberlaine; and as Mr. +Chamberlaine had never married, much of his solicitude was bestowed +upon his nephew. + +"Don't, my dear fellow," had been the prebendary's advice when he was +taken over to see Miss Lowther. "She is a lady, no doubt; but you +would never be your own master, and you would be a poor man till you +died. An easy temper and a little money are almost as common in our +rank of life as destitution and obstinacy." On the day after this +advice was given, Harry Gilmore made his formal offer. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +FLO'S RED BALL. + + +"You should give him an answer, dear, one way or the other." These +wise words were spoken by Mrs. Fenwick to her friend as they sat +together, with their work in their hands, on a garden seat under a +cedar tree. It was an August evening after dinner, and the Vicar was +out about his parish. The two elder children were playing in the +garden, and the two young women were alone together. + + +[Illustration: "You should give him an answer, dear, one way +or the other."] + + +"Of course I shall give him an answer. What answer does he wish?" + +"You know what answer he wishes. If any man was ever in earnest he +is." + +"Am I not doing the best I can for him then in waiting--to see +whether I can say yes?" + +"It cannot be well for him to be in suspense on such a matter; and, +dear Mary, it cannot be well for you either. One always feels that +when a girl bids a man to wait, she will take him after a while. It +always comes to that. If you had been at home at Loring, the time +would not have been much; but, being so near to him, and seeing him +every day, must be bad. You must both be in a state of fever." + +"Then I will go back to Loring." + +"No; not now, till you have positively made up your mind, and given +him an answer one way or the other. You could not go now and leave +him in doubt. Take him at once, and have done with it. He is as good +as gold." + +In answer to this, Mary for a while said nothing, but went sedulously +on with her work. + +"Mamma," said a little girl, running up, followed by a nursery-maid, +"the ball's in the water!" + +The child was a beautiful fair-haired little darling about +four-and-a-half years old, and a boy, a year younger, and a little +shorter, and a little stouter, was toddling after her. + +"The ball in the water, Flo! Can't Jim get it out?" + +"Jim's gone, mamma." + +Then Jane, the nursery-maid, proceeded to explain that the ball had +rolled in and had been carried down the stream to some bushes, and +that it was caught there just out of reach of all that she, Jane, +could do with a long stick for its recovery. Jim, the gardener, was +not to be found; and they were in despair lest the ball should become +wet through and should perish. + +Mary at once saw her opportunity of escape,--her opportunity for that +five minutes of thought by herself which she needed. "I'll come, Flo, +and see what can be done," said Mary. + +"Do; 'cause you is so big," said the little girl. + +"We'll see if my long arms won't do as well as Jim's," said Mary; +"only Jim would go in, perhaps, which I certainly shall not do." Then +she took Flo by the hand, and together they ran down to the margin of +the river. + +There lay the treasure, a huge red inflated ball, just stopped in its +downward current by a short projecting stick. Jim could have got it +certainly, because he could have suspended himself over the stream +from a bough, and could have dislodged the ball, and have floated it +on to the bank. + +"Lean over, Mary,--a great deal, and we'll hold you," said Flo, to +whom her ball was at this moment worth any effort. Mary did lean +over, and poked at it, and at last thought that she would trust +herself to the bough, as Jim would have done, and became more +and more venturous, and at last touched the ball, and then, at +last,--fell into the river! Immediately there was a scream and a +roar, and a splashing about of skirts and petticoats, and by the +time that Mrs. Fenwick was on the bank, Mary Lowther had extricated +herself, and had triumphantly brought out Flo's treasure with her. + +"Mary, are you hurt?" said her friend. + +"What should hurt me? Oh dear, oh dear! I never fell into a river +before. My darling Flo, don't be unhappy. It's such good fun. Only +you mustn't fall in yourself, till you're as big as I am." Flo was in +an agony of tears, not deigning to look at the rescued ball. + +"You do not mean that your head has been under?" said Mrs. Fenwick. + +"My face was, and I felt so odd. For about half a moment I had a +sound of Ophelia in my ears. Then I was laughing at myself for being +such a goose." + +"You'd better come up and go to bed, dear; and I'll get you something +warm." + +"I won't go to bed, and I won't have anything warm; but I will change +my clothes. What an adventure! What will Mr. Fenwick say?" + +"What will Mr. Gilmore say?" To this Mary Lowther made no answer, but +went straight up to the house, and into her room, and changed her +clothes. + +While she was there Fenwick and Gilmore both appeared at the open +window of the drawing-room in which Mrs. Fenwick was sitting. She had +known well enough that Harry Gilmore would not let the evening pass +without coming to the vicarage, and at one time had hoped to persuade +Mary Lowther to give her verdict on this very day. Both she and her +husband were painfully anxious that Harry might succeed. Fenwick had +loved the man dearly for many years, and Janet Fenwick had loved him +since she had known him as her husband's friend. They both felt that +he was showing more of manhood than they had expected from him in the +persistency of his love, and that he deserved his reward. And they +both believed also that for Mary herself it would be a prosperous and +a happy marriage. And then, where is the married woman who does not +wish that the maiden friend who comes to stay with her should find a +husband in her house? The parson and his wife were altogether of one +mind in this matter, and thought that Mary Lowther ought to be made +to give herself to Harry Gilmore. + +"What do you think has happened?" said Mrs. Fenwick, coming to the +window, which opened down to the ground. "Mary Lowther has fallen +into the river." + +"Fallen where?" shouted Gilmore, putting up both his hands, and +seeming to prepare himself to rush away among the river gods in +search of his love. + +"Don't be alarmed, Mr. Gilmore, she's upstairs, quite safe,--only she +has had a ducking." Then the circumstances were explained, and the +papa declared magisterially that Flo must not play any more with her +ball near the river,--an order to which it was not probable that much +close attention would ever be paid. + +"I suppose Miss Lowther will have gone to bed?" said Gilmore. + +"On the contrary, I expect her every moment. I suggested bed, and +warm drinks, and cossetting; but she would have none of it. She +scrambled out all by herself, and seemed to think it very good fun." + +"Come in at any rate and have some tea," said the Vicar. "If you +start before eleven, I'll walk half the way back with you." + +In the mean time, in spite of her accident, Mary had gained the +opportunity that she had required. The point for self-meditation was +not so much whether she would or would not accept Mr. Gilmore now, +as that other point;--was she or was she not wrong to keep him in +suspense. She knew very well that she would not accept him now. It +seemed to her that a girl should know a man very thoroughly before +she would be justified in trusting herself altogether to his hands, +and she thought that her knowledge of Mr. Gilmore was insufficient. +It might however be the case that in such circumstances duty required +her to give him at once an unhesitating answer. She did not find +herself to be a bit nearer to knowing him and to loving him than she +was a month since. Her friend Janet had complained again and again of +the suspense to which she was subjecting the man;--but she knew on +the other hand that her friend Janet did this in her intense anxiety +to promote the match. Was it wrong to say to the man--"I will wait +and try?" Her friend told her that to say that she would wait and +try, was in truth to say that she would take him at some future +time;--that any girl who said so had almost committed herself to +such a decision;--that the very fact that she was waiting and trying +to love a man ought to bind her to the man at last. Such certainly +had not been her own idea. As far as she could at present look into +her own future feelings, she did not think that she could ever +bring herself to say that she would be this man's wife. There was a +solemnity about the position which had never come fully home to her +before she had been thus placed. Everybody around her told her that +the man's happiness was really bound up in her reply. If this were +so,--and she in truth believed that it was so,--was she not bound +to give him every chance in her power? And yet because she still +doubted, she was told by her friend that she was behaving badly! She +would believe her friend, would confess her fault, and would tell her +lover in what most respectful words of denial she could mould, that +she would not be his wife. For herself personally, there would be no +sorrow in this, and no regret. + +Her ducking had given her time for all this thought; and then, having +so decided, she went downstairs. She was met, of course, with various +inquiries about her bath. Mr. Gilmore was all pity, as though the +accident were the most serious thing in the world. Mr. Fenwick +was all mirth, as though there had never been a better joke. Mrs. +Fenwick, who was perhaps unwise in her impatience, was specially +anxious that her two guests might be left together. She did not +believe that Mary Lowther would ever say the final No; and yet she +thought also that, if it were so, the time had quite come in which +Mary Lowther ought to say the final Yes. + +"Let us go down and look at the spot," she said, after tea. + +So they went down. It was a beautiful August night. There was no +moon, and the twilight was over; but still it was not absolutely +dark; and the air was as soft as a mother's kiss to her sleeping +child. They walked down together, four abreast, across the lawn, and +thence they reached a certain green orchard path that led down to the +river. Mrs. Fenwick purposely went on with the lover, leaving Mary +with her husband, in order that there might be no appearance of a +scheme. She would return with her husband, and then there might be a +ramble among the paths, and the question would be pressed, and the +thing might be settled. + +They saw through the gloom the spot where Mary had scrambled, and +the water which had then been bright and smiling, was now black and +awful. + +"To think that you should have been in there!" said Harry Gilmore, +shuddering. + +"To think that she should ever have got out again!" said the parson. + +"It looks frightful in the dark," said Mrs. Fenwick. "Come away, +Frank. It makes me sick." And the charming schemer took her husband's +arm, and continued the round of the garden. "I have been talking to +her, and I think she would take him if he would ask her now." + +The other pair of course followed them. Mary's mind was so fully made +up, at this moment, that she almost wished that her companion might +ask the question. She had been told that she was misusing him; and +she would misuse him no longer. She had a firm No, as it were, within +her grasp, and a resolution that she would not be driven from it. But +he walked on beside her talking of the water, and of the danger, and +of the chance of a cold, and got no nearer to the subject than to +bid her think what suffering she would have caused had she failed +to extricate herself from the pool. He also had made up his mind. +Something had been said by himself of a certain day when last he had +pleaded his cause; and that day would not come round till the morrow. +He considered himself pledged to restrain himself till then; but on +the morrow he would come to her. + +There was a little gate which led from the parsonage garden through +the churchyard to a field path, by which was the nearest way to +Hampton Privets. + +"I'll leave you here," he said, "because I don't want to make Fenwick +come out again to-night. You won't mind going up through the garden +alone?" + +"Oh dear, no." + +"And, Miss Lowther,--pray, pray take care of yourself. I hardly think +you ought to have been out again to-night." + +"It was nothing, Mr. Gilmore. You make infinitely too much of it." + +"How can I make too much of anything that regards you? You will be at +home to-morrow?" + +"Yes, I fancy so." + +"Do remain at home. I intend to come down after lunch. Do remain at +home." He held her by the hand as he spoke to her, and she promised +him that she would obey him. He clearly was entitled to her obedience +on such a point. Then she slowly made her way round the garden, and +entered the house at the front door, some quarter of an hour after +the others. + +Why should she refuse him? What was it that she wanted in the world? +She liked him, his manners, his character, his ways, his mode of +life, and after a fashion she liked his person. If there was more of +love in the world than this, she did not think that it would ever +come in her way. Up to this time of her life she had never felt any +such feeling. If not for her own sake, why should she not do it for +him? Why should he not be made happy? She had risked a plunge in the +water to get Flo her ball, and she liked him better than she liked +Flo. It seemed that her mind had been altogether changed by that +stroll through the dark alleys. + +"Well," said Janet, "how is it to be?" + +"He is to come to-morrow, and I do not know how it will be," she +said, turning away to her own room. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +SAM BRATTLE. + + +It was about eleven o'clock when Gilmore passed through the wicket +leading from the vicarage garden to the churchyard. The path he was +about to take crossed simply a corner of the church precincts, as it +came at once upon a public footway leading from the fields through +the churchyard to the town. There was, of course, no stopping the +public path, but Fenwick had been often advised to keep a lock on his +own gate, as otherwise it almost seemed that the vicarage gardens +were open to all Bullhampton. But the lock had never been put on. The +gate was the way by which he and his family went to the church, and +the parson was accustomed to say that however many keys there might +be provided, he knew that there would never be one in his pocket +when he wanted it. And he was wont to add, when his wife would tease +him on the subject, that they who desired to come in decently were +welcome, and that they who were minded to make an entrance indecently +would not be debarred by such rails and fences as hemmed in the +vicarage grounds. Gilmore, as he passed through the corner of the +churchyard, clearly saw a man standing near to the stile leading from +the fields. Indeed, this man was quite close to him, although, from +the want of light and the posture of the man, the face was invisible +to him. But he knew the fellow to be a stranger to Bullhampton. The +dress was strange, the manner was strange, and the mode of standing +was strange. Gilmore had lived at Bullhampton all his life, and, +without much thought on the subject, knew Bullhampton ways. The +jacket which the man wore was a town-made jacket, a jacket that had +come farther a-field even than Salisbury; and the man's gaiters had a +savour which was decidedly not of Wiltshire. Dark as it was, he could +see so much as this. "Good night, my friend," said Gilmore, in a +sharp cheery voice. The man muttered something, and passed on as +though to the village. There had, however, been something in his +position which made Gilmore think that the stranger had intended +to trespass on his friend's garden. He crossed the stile into the +fields, however, without waiting,--without having waited for half a +moment, and immediately saw the figure of a second man standing down, +hidden as it were in the ditch; and though he could discover no more +than the cap and shoulders of the man through the gloom, he was sure +he knew who it was that owned the cap and shoulders. He did not speak +again, but passed on quickly, thinking what he might best do. The +man whom he had seen and recognised had latterly been talked of as a +discredit to his family, and anything but an honour to the usually +respectable inhabitants of Bullhampton. + +On the further side of the church from the town was a farmyard, in +the occupation of one of Lord Trowbridge's tenants,--a man who had +ever been very keen at preventing the inroads of trespassers, to +which he had, perhaps, been driven by the fact that his land was +traversed by various public pathways. Now a public pathway through +pasture is a nuisance, as it is impossible to induce those who use +it to keep themselves to one beaten track; but a pathway through +cornfields is worse, for, let what pains may be taken, wheat, +beans, and barley will be torn down and trampled under foot. And +yet in apportioning his rents, no landlord takes all this into +consideration. Farmer Trumbull considered it a good deal, and was +often a wrathful man. There was at any rate no right of way across +his farmyard, and here he might keep as big a dog as he chose, +chained or unchained. Harry Gilmore knew the dog well, and stood for +a moment leaning on the gate. + +"Who be there?" said the voice of the farmer. + +"Is that you, Mr. Trumbull? It is I,--Mr. Gilmore. I want to get +round to the front of the parson's house." + +"Zurely, zurely," said the farmer, coming forward and opening the +gate. "Be there anything wrong about, Squire?" + +"I don't know. I think there is. Speak softly. I fancy there are men +lying in the churchyard." + +"I be a-thinking so, too, Squire. Bone'm was a growling just now like +the old 'un." Bone'm was the name of the bull-dog as to which Gilmore +had been solicitous as he looked over the gate. "What is't t'ey're up +to? Not bugglary?" + +"Our friend's apricots, perhaps. But I'll just move round to the +front. Do you and Bone'm keep a look-out here." + +"Never fear, Squire; never fear. Me and Bone'm together is a'most too +much for 'em, bugglars and all." Then he led Mr. Gilmore through the +farmyard, and out on to the road, Bone'm growling a low growl as he +passed away. + +The Squire hurried along the high road, past the church, and in at +the Vicarage front gate. Knowing the place well, he could have made +his way round into the garden; but he thought it better to go to +the front door. There was no light to be seen from the windows; but +almost all the rooms of the house looked out into the garden at the +back. He knocked sharply, and in a minute or two the door was opened +by the parson in person. + +"Frank," said the Squire. + +"Halloo! is that you? What's up now?" + +"Men who ought to be in bed. I came across two men hanging about your +gate in the churchyard, and I'm not sure there wasn't a third." + +"They're up to nothing. They often sit and smoke there." + +"These fellows were up to something. The man I saw plainest was a +stranger, and just the sort of man who won't do your parishioners any +good to be among them. The other was Sam Brattle." + +"Whew--w--w," said the parson. + +"He has gone utterly to the dogs," said the Squire. + +"He's on the road, Harry; but nobody has gone while he's still going. +I had some words with him in his father's presence last week, and +he followed me afterwards, and told me he'd see it out with me. I +wouldn't tell you, because I didn't want to set you more against +them." + +"I wish they were out of the place,--the whole lot of them." + +"I don't know that they'd do better elsewhere than here. I suppose +Mr. Sam is going to keep his word with me." + +"Only for the look of that other fellow, I shouldn't think they meant +anything serious," said Gilmore. + +"I don't suppose they do, but I'll be on the look-out." + +"Shall I stay with you, Frank?" + +"Oh, no; I've a life-preserver, and I'll take a round of the gardens. +You come with me, and you can pass home that way. The chances +are they'll mizzle away to bed, as they've seen you, and heard +Bone'm,--and probably heard too every word you said to Trumbull." + +He then got his hat and the short, thick stick of which he had +spoken, and turning the key of the door, put it in his pocket. Then +the two friends went round by the kitchen garden, and so through to +the orchard, and down to the churchyard gate. Hitherto they had seen +nothing, and heard nothing, and Fenwick was sure that the men had +made their way through the churchyard to the village. + +"But they may come back," said Gilmore. + +"I'll be about if they do," said the parson. + +"What is one against three? You had better let me stay." + +Fenwick laughed at this, saying that it would be quite as rational to +propose that they should keep watch every night. + +"But, hark!" said the Squire, with a mind evidently perturbed. + +"Don't you be alarmed about us," said the parson. + +"If anything should happen to Mary Lowther!" + +"That, no doubt, is matter of anxiety, to which may, perhaps, be +added some trifle of additional feeling on the score of Janet and the +children. But I'll do my best. If the women knew that you and I were +patrolling the place, they'd be frightened out of their wits." + +Then Gilmore, who never liked that there should be a laugh against +himself, took his leave and walked home across the fields. Fenwick +passed up through the garden, and, when he was near the terrace which +ran along the garden front of the house, he thought that he heard +a voice. He stood under the shade of a wall dark with ivy, and +distinctly heard whispering on the other side of it. As far as he +could tell there were the voices of more than two men. He wished now +that he had kept Gilmore with him,--not that he was personally afraid +of the trespassers, for his courage was of that steady settled kind +which enables the possessor to remember that men who are doing deeds +of darkness are ever afraid of those whom they are injuring; but had +there been an ally with him his prospect of catching one or more of +the ruffians would have been greatly increased. Standing where he was +he would probably be able to interrupt them, should they attempt to +enter the house; but in the mean time they might be stripping his +fruit from the wall. They were certainly, at present, in the kitchen +garden, and he was not minded to leave them there at such work as +they might have in hand. Having paused to think of this, he crept +along under the wall, close to the house, towards the passage by +which he could reach them. But they had not heard him, nor had they +waited among the fruit. When he was near the corner of the wall, one +leading man came round within a foot or two of the spot on which he +stood; and, before he could decide on what he would do, the second +had appeared. He rushed forward with the loaded stick in his hand, +but, knowing its weight, and remembering the possibility of the +comparative innocence of the intruders, he hesitated to strike. A +blow on the head would have brained a man, and a knock on the arm +with such an instrument would break the bone. In a moment he found +his left hand on the leading man's throat, and the man's foot behind +his heel. He fell, but as he fell he did strike heavily, cutting +upwards with his weapon, and bringing the heavy weight of lead at the +end of it on to the man's shoulder. He stumbled rather than fell, but +when he regained his footing, the man was gone. That man was gone, +and two others were following him down towards the gate at the bottom +of the orchard. Of these two, in a few strides, he was able to catch +the hindermost, and then he found himself wrestling with Sam Brattle. + +"Sam," said he, speaking as well as he could with his short breath, +"if you don't stand, I'll strike you with the life-preserver." + +Sam made another struggle, trying to seize the weapon, and the parson +hit him with it on the right arm. + +"You've smashed that anyway, Mr. Fenwick," said the man. + +"I hope not; but do you come along with me quietly, or I'll smash +something else. I'll hit you on the head if you attempt to move away. +What were you doing here?" + +Brattle made no answer, but walked along towards the house at the +parson's left hand, the parson holding him the while by the neck of +his jacket, and swinging the life-preserver in his right hand. In +this way he took him round to the front of the house, and then began +to think what he would do with him. + +"That, after all, you should be at this work, Sam!" + +"What work is it, then?" + +"Prowling about my place, after midnight, with a couple of strange +blackguards." + +"There ain't so much harm in that, as I knows of." + +"Who were the men, Sam?" + +"Who was the men?" + +"Yes;--who were they?" + +"Just friends of mine, Mr. Fenwick. I shan't say no more about 'em. +You've got me, and you've smashed my arm, and now what is it you're +a-going to do with me? I ain't done no harm,--only just walked about, +like." + +To tell the truth, our friend the parson did not quite know what he +meant to do with the Tartar he had caught. There were reasons which +made him very unwilling to hand over Sam Brattle to the village +constable. Sam had a mother and sister who were among the Vicar's +first favourites in the parish; and though old Jacob Brattle, the +father, was not so great a favourite, and was a man whom the Squire, +his landlord, held in great disfavour, Mr. Fenwick would desire, if +possible, to spare the family. And of Sam, himself, he had had high +hopes, though those hopes, for the last eighteen months had been +becoming fainter and fainter. Upon the whole, he was much averse to +knocking up the groom, the only man who lived on the parsonage except +himself, and dragging Sam into the village. "I wish I knew," he said, +"what you and your friends were going to do. I hardly think it has +come to that with you, that you'd try to break into the house and cut +our throats." + +"We warn't after no breaking in, nor no cutting of throats, Mr. +Fenwick. We warn't indeed!" + +"What shall you do with yourself, to-night, if I let you off?" + +"Just go home to father's, sir; not a foot else, s'help me." + +"One of your friends, as you call them, will have to go to the +doctor, if I am not very much mistaken; for the rap I gave you was +nothing to what he got. You're all right?" + +"It hurt, sir, I can tell ye;--but that won't matter." + +"Well, Sam,--there; you may go. I shall be after you to-morrow, and +the last word I say to you, to-night, is this;--as far as I can see, +you're on the road to the gallows. It isn't pleasant to be hung, and +I would advise you to change your road." So saying, he let go his +hold, and stood waiting till Sam should have taken his departure. + +"Don't be a-coming after me, to-morrow, parson, please," said the +man. + +"I shall see your mother, certainly." + +"Dont'ee tell her of my being here, Mr. Fenwick, and nobody shan't +ever come anigh this place again,--not in the way of prigging +anything." + +"You fool, you!" said the parson. "Do you think that it is to save +anything that I might lose, that I let you go now? Don't you know +that the thing I want to save is you,--you,--you; you helpless, idle, +good-for-nothing reprobate? Go home, and be sure that I shall do the +best I can according to my lights. I fear that my lights are bad +lights, in that they have allowed me to let you go." + +When he had seen Sam take his departure through the front gate, he +returned to the house, and found that his wife, who had gone to bed, +had come down-stairs in search of him. + +"Frank, you have frightened me so terribly! Where have you been?" + +"Thief-catching. And I'm afraid I've about split one fellow's back. I +caught another, but I let him go." + +"What on earth do you mean, Frank?" + +Then he told her the whole story,--how Gilmore had seen the men, and +had come up to him; how he had gone out and had a tussle with one +man, whom he had, as he thought, hurt; and how he had then caught +another, while the third escaped. + +"We ain't safe in our beds, then," said the wife. + +"You ain't safe in yours, my dear, because you chose to leave it; but +I hope you're safe out of it. I doubt whether the melons and peaches +are safe. The truth is, there ought to be a gardener's cottage on +the place, and I must build one. I wonder whether I hurt that fellow +much. I seemed to hear the bone crunch." + +"Oh, Frank!" + +"But what could I do? I got that thing because I thought it safer +than a pistol, but I really think it's worse. I might have murdered +them all, if I'd lost my temper,--and just for half-a-dozen +apricots!" + +"And what became of the man you took?" + +"I let him go." + +"Without doing anything to him?" + +"Well; he got a tap too." + +"Did you know him?" + +"Yes, I knew him,--well." + +"Who was he, Frank?" + +The parson was silent for a moment, and then he answered her. "It was +Sam Brattle." + +"Sam Brattle, coming to rob?" + +"He's been at it, I fear, for months, in some shape." + +"And what shall you do?" + +"I hardly know as yet. It would about kill her and Fanny, if they +were told all that I suspect. They are stiff-necked, obstinate, +ill-conditioned people--that is, the men. But I think Gilmore has +been a little hard on them. The father and brother are honest men. +Come;--we'll go to bed." + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +THERE IS NO ONE ELSE. + + +On the following morning there was of course a considerable amount +of conversation at the Vicarage as to the affairs of the previous +evening. There was first of all an examination of the fruit; but as +this was made without taking Jem the gardener into confidence, no +certain conclusion could be reached. It was clear, however, that no +robbery for the purpose of sale had been made. An apricot or two +might have been taken, and perhaps an assault made on an unripe +peach. Mr. Fenwick was himself nearly sure that garden spoliation was +not the purpose of the assailants, though it suited him to let his +wife entertain that idea. The men would hardly have come from the +kitchen garden up to the house and round the corner at which he had +met them, if they were seeking fruit. Presuming it to have been their +intention to attempt the drawing-room windows, he would have expected +to meet them as he did meet them. From the garden the Vicar and the +two ladies went down to the gate, and from thence over the stile to +Farmer Trumbull's farmyard. The farmer had not again seen the men, +after the Squire had left him, nor had he heard them. To him the +parson said nothing of his encounter, and nothing of that blow on +the man's back. From thence Mr. Fenwick went on to the town, and the +ladies returned to the Vicarage. + +The only person whom the parson at once consulted was the +surgeon,--Dr. Cuttenden, as he was called. No man with an injured +shoulder-blade had come to him last night or that morning. A man, he +said, might receive a very violent blow on his back, in the manner +in which the fellow had been struck, and might be disabled for days +from any great personal exertion, without having a bone broken. +If the blade of his shoulder were broken, the man--so thought the +doctor--could not travel far on foot, would hardly be able to get +away to any of the neighbouring towns unless he were carried. Of +Sam Brattle the parson said nothing to the doctor; but when he had +finished his morning's work about the town, he walked on to the mill. + +In the mean time the two ladies remained at home at the Parsonage. +The excitement occasioned by the events of the previous night was +probably a little damaged by the knowledge that Mr. Gilmore was +coming. The coming of Mr. Gilmore on this occasion was so important +that even the terrible idea of burglars, and the sensation arising +from the use of that deadly weapon which had been produced at the +breakfast table during the morning, were robbed of some of their +interest. They did not keep possession of the minds of the two ladies +as they would have done had there been no violent interrupting cause. +But here was the violent interrupting cause, and by the time that +lunch was on the table, Sam Brattle and his comrades were forgotten. + +Very little was said between the two women on that morning respecting +Mr. Gilmore. Mrs. Fenwick, who had allowed herself to be convinced +that Mary would act with great impropriety if she did not accept +the man, thought that further speech might only render her friend +obstinate. Mary, who knew the inside of her friend's mind very +clearly, and who loved and respected her friend, could hardly fix her +own mind. During the past night it had been fixed, or nearly fixed, +two different ways. She had first determined that she would refuse +her lover,--as to which resolve, for some hours or so, she had been +very firm; then that she would accept him,--as to which she had +ever, when most that way inclined, entertained some doubt as to the +possibility of her uttering that word "Yes." + +"If it be that other women don't love better than I love him, I +wonder that they ever get married at all," she said to herself. + +She was told that she was wrong to keep the man in suspense, and she +believed it. Had she not been so told, she would have thought that +some further waiting would have been of the three alternatives the +best. + +"I shall be upstairs with the bairns," said Mrs. Fenwick, as she left +the dining-room after lunch, "so that if you prefer the garden to the +drawing-room, it will be free." + +"Oh dear, how solemn and ceremonious you make it." + +"It is solemn, Mary; I don't know how anything can be more solemn, +short of going to heaven or the other place. But I really don't see +why there should be any doubt or difficulty." + +There was something in the tone in which these words were said which +almost made Mary Lowther again decide against the man. The man had a +home and an income, and was Squire of the parish; and therefore there +need be no difficulty! When she compared Mr. Fenwick and Mr. Gilmore +together, she found that she liked Mr. Fenwick the best. She thought +him to be the more clever, the higher spirited, the most of a man of +the two. She certainly was not the least in love with her friend's +husband; but then she was just as little in love with Mr. Gilmore. + +At about half-past two Mr. Gilmore made his appearance, standing at +the open window. + +"May I come in?" he said. + +"Of course you may come in." + +"Mrs. Fenwick is not here?" + +"She is in the house, I think, if you want her." + +"Oh no. I hope you were not frightened last night. I have not seen +Frank this morning; but I hear from Mr. Trumbull that there was +something of a row." + +"There was a row, certainly. Mr. Fenwick struck some of the men, and +he is afraid that he hurt one of them." + +"I wish he had broken their heads. I take it there was a son of one +of my tenants there, who is about as bad as he can be. Frank will +believe me now. I hope you were not frightened here." + +"I heard nothing of it till this morning." + +After that there was a pause. He had told himself as he came along +that the task before him could not be easy and pleasant. To declare a +passion to the girl he loves may be very pleasant work to the man who +feels almost sure that his answer will not be against him. It may be +an easy task enough even when there is a doubt. The very possession +of the passion,--or even its pretence,--gives the man a liberty which +he has a pleasure and a pride in using. But this is the case when the +man dashes boldly at his purpose without preconcerted arrangements. +Such pleasure, if it ever was a pleasure to him,--such excitement at +least, was come and gone with Harry Gilmore. He had told his tale, +and had been desired to wait. Now he had come again at a fixed hour +to be informed--like a servant waiting for a place--whether it was +thought that he would suit. The servant out of place, however, would +have had this advantage, that he would receive his answer without the +necessity of further eloquence on his own part. With the lover it was +different. It was evident that Mary Lowther would not say to him, "I +have considered the matter, and I think that, upon the whole, you +will do." It was necessary that he should ask the question again, and +ask it as a suppliant. + +"Mary," he said, beginning with words that he had fixed for himself +as he came up the garden, "it is six weeks, I think, since I asked +you to be my wife; and now I have come to ask you again." + +She made him no immediate answer, but sat as though waiting for some +further effort of his eloquence. + +"I do not think you doubt my truth, or the warmth of my affection. If +you trust in them--" + +"I do; I do." + +"Then I don't know that I can say anything further. Nothing that +I can say now will make you love me. I have not that sort of power +which would compel a girl to come into my arms." + +"I don't understand that kind of power,--how any man can have it with +any girl." + +"They say that it is so; but I do not flatter myself that it is so +with me; and I do not think that it would be so with any man over +you. Perhaps I may assure you that, as far as I know myself at +present, all my future happiness must depend on your answer. It will +not kill me--to be refused; at least, I suppose not. But it will make +me wish that it would." Having so spoken he waited for her reply. + +She believed every word that he said. And she liked him so well that, +for his own sake, she desired that he might be gratified. As far as +she knew herself, she had no desire to be Harry Gilmore's wife. The +position was not even one in which she could allow herself to look +for consolation on one side, for disappointments on the other. She +had read about love, and talked about love; and she desired to be +in love. Certainly she was not in love with this man. She had begun +to doubt whether it would ever be given to her to love,--to love as +her friend Janet loved Frank Fenwick. Janet loved her husband's very +footsteps, and seemed to eat with his palate, hear with his ears, and +see with his eyes. She was, as it were, absolutely a bone from her +husband's rib. Mary thought that she was sure that she could never +have that same feeling towards Henry Gilmore. And yet it might come; +or something might come which would do almost as well. It was likely +that Janet's nature was softer and sweeter than her own,--more prone +to adapt itself, like ivy to a strong tree. For herself, it might be, +that she could never become as the ivy; but that, nevertheless, she +might be the true wife of a true husband. But if ever she was to be +the true wife of Harry Gilmore, she could not to-day say that it +should be so. + +"I suppose I must answer you," she said, very gently. + +"If you tell me that you are not ready to do so I will wait, and come +again. I shall never change my mind. You may be sure of that." + +"But that is just what I may not do, Mr. Gilmore." + +"Who says so?" + +"My own feelings tell me so. I have no right to keep you in suspense, +and I will not do it. I respect and esteem you most honestly. I have +so much liking for you that I do not mind owning that I wish that it +were more. Mr. Gilmore, I like you so much that I would make a great +sacrifice for you; but I cannot sacrifice my own honesty or your +happiness by making believe that I love you." + +For a few moments he sat silent, and then there came over his face a +look of inexpressible anguish,--a look as though the pain were almost +more than he could bear. She could not keep her eyes from his face; +and, in her woman's pity, she almost wished that her words had been +different. + +"And must that be all?" he asked. + +"What else can I say, Mr. Gilmore?" + +"If that must be all, it will be to me a doom that I shall not know +how to bear. I cannot live here without you. I have thought about you +till you have become mixed with every tree and every cottage about +the place. I did not know of myself that I could become such a slave +to a passion. Mary, say that you will wait again. Try it once more. +I would not ask for this, but that you have told me that there was no +one else." + +"Certainly, there is no one else." + +"Then let me wait again. It can do you no harm. If there should come +any man more fortunate than I am, you can tell me, and I shall know +that it is over. I ask no sacrifice from you, and no pledge; but I +give you mine. I shall not change." + +"There must be no such promise, Mr. Gilmore." + +"But there is the promise. I certainly shall not change. When three +months are over I will come to you again." + +She tried to think whether she was bound to tell him that her answer +must be taken as final, or whether she might allow the matter to +stand as he proposed, with some chance of a result that might be good +for him. On one point she was quite sure,--that if she left him now, +with an understanding that he should again renew his offer after a +period of three months, she must go away from Bullhampton. If there +was any possibility that she should learn to love him, such feeling +would arise within her more quickly in his absence than in his +presence. She would go home to Loring, and try to bring herself to +accept him. + +"I think," she said, "that what we now say had better be the last of +it." + +"It shall not be the last of it. I will try again. What is there that +I can do, so that I may make myself worthy of you?" + +"It is no question of worthiness, Mr. Gilmore. Who can say how his +heart is moved,--and why? I shall go home to Loring; and you may be +sure of this, that if there be anything that you should hear of me, I +will let you know." + +Then he took her hand in his own, held it for a while, pressed it to +his lips, and left her. She was by no means contented with herself, +and, to tell the truth, was ashamed to let her friend know what she +had done. And yet how could she have answered him in other words? It +might be that she could teach herself to be contented with the amount +of regard which she entertained for him. It might be that she could +persuade herself to be his wife; and if so, why should he not have +the chance,--the chance which he professed that he was so anxious to +retain? He had paid her the greatest compliment which a man can pay a +woman, and she owed him everything,--except herself. She was hardly +sure even now that if the proposition had come to her by letter the +answer might not have been of a different nature. + +As soon as he was gone she went upstairs to the nursery, and thence +to Mrs. Fenwick's bedroom. Flo was there, but Flo was soon dismissed. +Mary began her story instantly, before a question could be asked. + +"Janet," she said, "I am going home--at once." + +"Why so?" + +"Because it is best. Nothing more is settled than was settled before. +When he asks me whether he may come again, how can I say that he may +not? What can I say, except that as far I can see now, I cannot be +his wife?" + +"You have not accepted him, then?" + +"No." + +"I believe that you would, if he had asked you last night." + +"Most certainly I should not. I may doubt when I am talking behind +his back; but when I meet him face to face I cannot do it." + +"I think you have been wrong,--very wrong and very foolish." + +"In not taking a man I do not love?" said Mary. + +"You do love him; but you are longing for you do not know what; some +romance,--some grand passion,--something that will never come." + +"Shall I tell you what I want?" + +"If you please." + +"A feeling such as you have for Frank. You are my model; I want +nothing beyond that." + +"That comes after marriage. Frank was very little to me till we were +man and wife. He'll tell you the same. I don't know whether I didn't +almost dislike him when I married him." + +"Oh, Janet!" + +"Certainly the sort of love you are thinking of comes +afterwards;--when the interests of two people are the same. Frank was +very well as a lover." + +"Don't I remember it?" + +"You were a child." + +"I was fifteen; and don't I remember how all the world used to change +for you when he was coming? There wasn't a ribbon you wore but you +wore it for him; you dressed yourself in his eyes; you lived by his +thoughts." + +"That was all after I was engaged. If you would accept Harry Gilmore, +you would do just the same." + +"I must be sure that it would be so. I am now almost sure that it +would not." + +"And why do you want to go home?" + +"That he may not be pestered by having me near him. I think it will +be better for him that I should go." + +"And he is to ask you again?" + +"He says that he will--in three months. But you should tell him +that it will be better that he should not. I would advise him to +travel,--if I were his friend, like you." + +"And leave all his duties, and his pleasures, and his house, and his +property, because of your face and figure, my dear! I don't think any +woman is worth so much to a man." + +Mary bit her lips in sorrow for what she had said. "I was thinking +of his own speech about himself, Janet, not of my worth. It does not +astonish you more than it does me that such a man as Mr. Gilmore +should be perplexed in spirit for such a cause. But he says that he +is perplexed." + +"Of course he is perplexed, and of course I was in joke. Only it does +seem so hard upon him! I should like to shake you till you fell into +his arms. I know it would be best for you. You will go on examining +your own feelings and doubting about your heart, and waiting for +something that will never come till you will have lost your time. +That is the way old maids are made. If you married Harry, by the time +your first child was born you would think that he was Jupiter,--just +as I think that Frank is." + +Mrs. Fenwick owned, however, that as matters stood at present, it +would be best that Mary should return home; and letters were written +that afternoon to say that she would be at Loring by the middle of +next week. + +The Vicar was not seen till dinner-time, and then he came home in +considerable perplexity of spirit. It was agreed between the two +women that the fate of Harry Gilmore, as far as it had been decided, +should be told to Mr. Fenwick by his wife; and she, though she was +vexed, and almost angry with Mary, promised to make the best of it. + +"She'll lose him at last; that'll be the end of it," said the parson, +as he scoured his face with a towel after washing it. + +"I never saw a man so much in love in my life," said Mrs. Fenwick. + +"But iron won't remain long at red heat," said he. "What she says +herself would be the best for him. He'll break up and go away for a +time, and then, when he comes back, there'll be somebody else. She'll +live to repent it." + +"When she's away from him there may be a change." + +"Fiddlestick!" said the parson. + +Mary, when she met him before dinner, could see that he was angry +with her, but she bore it with the utmost meekness. She believed of +herself that she was much to blame in that she could not fall in love +with Harry Gilmore. Mrs. Fenwick had also asked a question or two +about Sam Brattle during the dressing of her husband; but he had +declined to say anything on that subject till they two should be +secluded together for the night. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +THE MILLER. + + +Mr. Fenwick reached Brattle's mill about two o'clock in the day. +During the whole morning, while saying comfortable words to old +women, and gently rebuking young maidens, he had been thinking of Sam +Brattle and his offences. He had not been in the parish very long, +not over five or six years, but he had been there long enough to see +Sam grow out of boyhood into manhood; and at his first coming to +the parish, for the first two or three years, the lad had been a +favourite with him. Young Brattle could run well, leap well, fish +well, and do a good turn of work about his father's mill. And he +could also read and write, and cast accounts, and was a clever +fellow. The parson, though he had tried his hand with energy at +making the man, had, perhaps, done something towards marring him; and +it may be that some feeling of this was on Mr. Fenwick's conscience. +A gentleman's favourite in a country village, when of Sam Brattle's +age, is very apt to be spoiled by the kindness that is shown to him. +Sam had spent many a long afternoon fishing with the parson, but +those fishing days were now more than two years gone by. It had been +understood that Sam was to assist his father at the mill; and much +good advice as to his trade the lad had received from Mr. Fenwick. +There ought to be no more fishing for the young miller, except +on special holiday occasions,--no more fishing, at least, during +the hours required for milling purposes. So Mr. Fenwick had said +frequently. Nevertheless the old miller attributed his son's idleness +in great part to the parson's conduct, and he had so told the +parson more than once. Of late Sam Brattle had certainly not been +a good son, had neglected his work, disobeyed his father, and +brought trouble on a household which had much suffering to endure +independently of that which he might bring upon it. + +Jacob Brattle was a man at this time over sixty-five years of age, +and every year of the time had been spent in that mill. He had never +known another occupation or another home, and had very rarely slept +under another roof. He had married the daughter of a neighbouring +farmer, and had had some twelve or fourteen children. There were at +this time six still living. He himself had ever been a hardworking, +sober, honest man. But he was cross-grained, litigious, moody, and +tyrannical. He held his mill and about a hundred acres of adjoining +meadow land at a rent in which no account was taken either of the +building or of the mill privileges attached to it. He paid simply for +the land at a rate per acre, which, as both he and his landlord well +knew, would make it acceptable on the same terms to any farmer in the +parish; and neither for his mill, nor for his land, had he any lease, +nor had his father or his grandfather had leases before him. Though +he was a clever man in his way, he hardly knew what a lease was. +He doubted whether his landlord could dispossess him as long as he +paid his rent, but he was not sure. But of this he thought he was +sure,--that were Mr. Gilmore to attempt to do such a thing, all +Wiltshire would cry out against the deed, and probably the heavens +would fall and crush the doer. He was a man with an unlimited love +of justice; but the justice which he loved best was justice to +himself. He brooded over injuries done to him,--injuries real or +fancied,--till he taught himself to wish that all who hurt him might +be crucified for the hurt they did to him. He never forgot, and never +wished to forgive. If any prayer came from him, it was a prayer that +his own heart might be so hardened that when vengeance came in his +way he might take it without stint against the trespasser of the +moment. And yet he was not a cruel man. He would almost despise +himself, because when the moment for vengeance did come, he would +abstain from vengeance. He would dismiss a disobedient servant with +curses which would make one's hair stand on end, and would hope +within his heart of hearts that before the end of the next week the +man with his wife and children might be in the poorhouse. When the +end of the next week came, he would send the wife meat, and would +give the children bread, and would despise himself for doing so. +In matters of religion he was an old Pagan, going to no place of +worship, saying no prayer, believing in no creed,--with some vague +idea that a supreme power would bring him right at last, if he worked +hard, robbed no one, fed his wife and children, and paid his way. To +pay his way was the pride of his heart; to be paid on his way was its +joy. + +In that matter of his quarrel with his landlord he was very bitter. +The Squire's father some fifteen years since had given to the miller +a verbal promise that the house and mill should be repaired. The old +Squire had not been a good man of business, and had gone on with his +tenants very much as he had found them, without looking much into the +position of each. But he had, no doubt, said something that amounted +to a promise on his own account as to these repairs. He had died soon +after, and the repairs had not been effected. A year after his death +an application,--almost a demand,--was made upon our Squire by the +miller, and the miller had been wrathful even when the Squire said +that he would look into it. The Squire did look into it, and came to +the conclusion that as he received no rent at all for the house and +mill, and as his own property would be improved if the house and +mill were made to vanish, and as he had no evidence whatever of any +undertaking on his father's part, as any such promise on his father's +part must simply have been a promise of a gift of money out of his +own pocket, and further as the miller was impudent, he would not +repair the mill. Ultimately he offered L20 towards the repairs, which +the miller indignantly refused. Readers will be able to imagine how +pretty a quarrel there would thus be between the landlord and his +tenant. When all this was commencing,--at the time, that is, of the +old Squire's death,--Brattle had the name of being a substantial +person; but misfortune had come upon him; doctors' bills had been +very heavy, his children had drained his resources from him, and it +was now known that it set him very hard to pay his way. In regard to +the house and the mill, some absolutely essential repairs had been +done at his own costs; but the L20 had never been taken. + +In some respects the man's fortune in life had been good. His wife +was one of those loving, patient, self-denying, almost heavenly human +beings, one or two of whom may come across one's path, and who, when +found, are generally found in that sphere of life to which this woman +belonged. Among the rich there is that difficulty of the needle's +eye; among the poor there is the difficulty of the hardness of their +lives. And the miller loved this woman with a perfect love. He hardly +knew that he loved her as he did. He could be harsh to her and +tyrannical. He could say cutting words to her. But at any time in his +life he would have struck over the head, with his staff, another man +who should have said a word to hurt her. They had lost many children; +but of the six who remained, there were four of whom they might be +proud. The eldest was a farmer, married and away, doing well in a far +part of the county, beyond Salisbury, on the borders of Hampshire. +The father in his emergencies had almost been tempted to ask his son +for money; but hitherto he had refrained. A daughter was married to +a tradesman at Warminster, and was also doing well. A second son who +had once been sickly and weak, was a scholar in his way, and was now +a schoolmaster, also at Warminster, and in great repute with the +parson of the parish there. There was a second daughter, Fanny, at +home, a girl as good as gold, the glory and joy and mainstay of her +mother, whom even the miller could not scold,--whom all Bullhampton +loved. But she was a plain girl, brown, and somewhat hard-visaged;--a +morsel of fruit as sweet as any in the garden, but one that the eye +would not select for its outside grace, colour, and roundness. Then +there were the two younger. Of Sam, the youngest of all, who was now +twenty-one, something has already been said. Between him and Fanny +there was,--perhaps it will be better to say there had been,--another +daughter. Of all the flock Carry had been her father's darling. She +had not been brown or hard-visaged. She was such a morsel of fruit +as men do choose, when allowed to range and pick through the whole +length of the garden wall. Fair she had been, with laughing eyes, +and floating curls; strong in health, generous in temper, though now +and again with something of her father's humour. To her mother's eye +she had never been as sweet as Fanny; but to her father she had been +as bright and beautiful as the harvest moon. Now she was a thing, +somewhere, never to be mentioned! Any man who would have named her +to her father's ears, would have encountered instantly the force of +his wrath. This was so well known in Bullhampton that there was not +one who would dare to suggest to him even that she might be saved. +But her mother prayed for her daily, and her father thought of her +always. It was a great lump upon him, which he must bear to his +grave; and for which there could be no release. He did not know +whether it was his mind, his heart, or his body that suffered. He +only knew that it was there,--a load that could never be lightened. +What comfort was it to him now, that he had beaten a miscreant to +death's door--that he, with his old hands, had nearly torn the wretch +limb from limb--that he had left him all but lifeless, and had walked +off scatheless, nobody daring to put a finger on him? The man had +been pieced up by some doctor, and was away in Asia, in Africa, in +America--soldiering somewhere. He had been a lieutenant in those +days, and was probably a lieutenant still. It was nothing to old +Brattle where he was. Had he been able to drink the fellow's blood to +the last drop, it would not have lightened his load an ounce. He knew +that it was so now. Nothing could lighten it;--not though an angel +could come and tell him that his girl was a second Magdalen. The +Brattles had ever held up their heads. The women, at least, had +always been decent. + +Jacob Brattle, himself, was a low, thickset man, with an appearance +of great strength, which was now submitting itself, very slowly, to +the hand of time. He had sharp green eyes, and shaggy eyebrows, with +thin lips, and a square chin, a nose which, though its shape was +aquiline, protruded but little from his face. His forehead was low +and broad, and he was seldom seen without a flat hat upon his head. +His hair and very scanty whiskers were gray; but, then too, he was +gray from head to foot. The colour of his trade had so clung to him, +that no one could say whether that grayish whiteness of his face came +chiefly from meal or from sorrow. He was a silent, sad, meditative +man, thinking always of the evil things that had been done to him. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +BRATTLE'S MILL. + + +When Mr. Fenwick reached the mill, he found old Brattle sitting alone +on a fixed bench in front of the house door with a pipe in his mouth. +Mary Lowther was quite right in saying that the mill, in spite of its +dilapidations,--perhaps by reason of them,--was as pretty as anything +in Bullhampton. In the first place it was permeated and surrounded by +cool, bright, limpid little streams. One of them ran right through +it, as it were, passing between the dwelling-house and the mill, and +turning the wheel, which was there placed. This course was, no doubt, +artificial, and the water ran more rapidly in it than it did in the +neighbouring streamlets. There were sluice-gates, too, by which it +could be altogether expelled, or kept up to this or that height; and +it was a river absolutely under man's control, in which no water-god +could take delight. But there were other natural streams on each +side of the building, the one being the main course of the Avon, +and the other some offspring of a brooklet, which joined its parent +two hundred yards below, and fifty yards from the spot at which +the ill-used working water was received back into its mother's +idle bosom. Mill and house were thatched, and were very low. There +were garrets in the roof, but they were so shaped that they could +hardly be said to have walls to them at all, so nearly were they +contained by the sloping roof. In front of the building there ran a +road,--which after all was no more than a private lane. It crossed +the smaller stream and the mill-run by two wooden bridges; but the +river itself had been too large for the bridge-maker's efforts, and +here there was a ford, with stepping-stones for foot passengers. The +banks on every side were lined with leaning willows, which had been +pollarded over and over again, and which with their light-green wavy +heads gave the place, from a distance, the appearance of a grove. +There was a little porch in front of the house, and outside of that a +fixed seat, with a high back, on which old Brattle was sitting when +the parson accosted him. He did not rise when Mr. Fenwick addressed +him; but he intended no want of courtesy by not doing so. He was on +his legs at business during nearly the whole of the day, and why +should he not rest his old limbs during the few mid-day minutes which +he allowed himself for recreation? + +"I thought I should catch you idle just at this moment," said the +clergyman. + + +[Illustration: "I thought I should catch you idle just at +this moment," said the clergyman.] + + +"Like enough, Muster Fenwick," said the miller; "I be idle at times, +no doubt." + +"It would be a bad life if you did not,--and a very short one too. +It's hot walking, I can tell you, Mr. Brattle. If it goes on like +this, I shall want a little idle time myself, I fear. Is Sam here?" + +"No, Muster Fenwick, Sam is not here." + +"Nor has been this morning, I suppose?" + +"He's not here now, if you're wanting him." + +This the old man said in a tone that seemed to signify some offence, +or at least a readiness to take offence if more were said to him +about his son. The clergyman did not sit down, but stood close over +the father, looking down upon him; and the miller went on with his +pipe gazing into the clear blue sky. + +"I do want him, Mr. Brattle." Then he stopped, and there was a pause. +The miller puffed his pipe, but said not a word. "I do want him. I +fear, Mr. Brattle, he's not coming to much good." + +"Who said as he was? I never said so. The lad'd have been well enough +if other folks would have let him be." + +"I know what you mean, Mr. Brattle." + +"I usually intend folks to know what I mean, Muster Fenwick. What's +the good o' speaking else? If nobody hadn't a meddled with the lad, +he'd been a good lad. But they did, and he ain't. That's all about +it." + +"You do me a great injustice, but I'm not going to argue that with +you now. There would be no use in it. I've come to tell you I fear +that Sam was at no good last night." + +"That's like enough." + +"I had better tell you the truth at once. He was about my place with +two ruffians." + +"And you wants to take him afore the magistrate?" + +"I want nothing of the kind. I would make almost any sacrifice +rather. I had him yesterday night by the collar of the coat, and I +let him go free." + +"If he couldn't shake himself free o' you, Muster Fenwick, without +any letting in the matter, he ain't no son of mine." + +"I was armed, and he couldn't. But what does that matter? What does +matter is this;--that they who were with him were thoroughly bad +fellows. Was he at home last night?" + +"You'd better ax his mother, Muster Fenwick. The truth is, I don't +care much to be talking of him at all. It's time I was in the mill, I +believe. There's no one much to help me now, barring the hired man." +So saying, he got up and passed into the mill without making the +slightest form of salutation. + +Mr. Fenwick paused for a minute, looking after the old man, and then +went into the house. He knew very well that his treatment from the +women would be very different to that which the miller had vouchsafed +to him; but on that very account it would be difficult for him to +make his communication. He had, however, known all this before he +came. Old Brattle would, quite of course, be silent, suspicious, and +uncivil. It had become the nature of the man to be so, and there was +no help for it. But the two women would be glad to see him,--would +accept his visit as a pleasure and a privilege; and on this account +he found it to be very hard to say unpleasant words to them. But the +unpleasant words must be spoken. Neither in duty nor in kindness +could he know what he had learned last night, and be silent on this +matter to the young man's family. He entered the house, and turned +into the large kitchen or keeping-room on the left, in which the +two women were almost always to be found. This was a spacious, +square, low apartment, in which there was a long grate with +various appurtenances for boiling, roasting, and baking. It was an +old-fashioned apparatus, but Mrs. Brattle thought it to be infinitely +more commodious than any of the newer-fangled ranges which from time +to time she had been taken to see. Opposite to the fire-place there +was a small piece of carpet, without which the stone floor would +hardly have looked warm and comfortable. On the outer corner of this, +half facing the fire, and half on one side of it, was an old oak +arm-chair, made of oak throughout, but with a well-worn cushion on +the seat of it, in which it was the miller's custom to sit when the +work of the day was done. In this chair no one else would ever sit, +unless Sam would do so occasionally, in bravado, and as a protest +against his father's authority. When he did so his mother would be +wretched, and his sister lately had begged him to desist from the +sacrilege. Close to this was a little round deal table, on which +would be set the miller's single glass of gin and water, which would +be made to last out the process of his evening smoking, and the +candle, by the light of which, and with the aid of a huge pair of +tortoise-shell spectacles, his wife would sit and darn her husband's +stockings. She also had her own peculiar chair in this corner, but +she had never accustomed herself to the luxury of arms to lean on, +and had no cushion for her own comfort. There were various dressers, +tables, and sideboards round the room, and a multiplicity of dishes, +plates, and bowls, all standing in their proper places. But though +the apartment was called a kitchen,--and, in truth, the cookery for +the family was done here,--there was behind it, opening out to the +rear, another kitchen in which there was a great boiler, and a huge +oven never now used. The necessary but unsightly doings of kitchen +life were here carried on, out of view. He, indeed, would have been +fastidious who would have hesitated, on any score of cleanliness or +niceness, to sit and eat at the long board on which the miller's +dinner was daily served, or would have found it amiss to sit at that +fire and listen to the ticking of the great mahogany-cased clock, +which stood in the corner of the room. On the other side of the broad +opening passage Mrs. Brattle had her parlour. Doubtless this parlour +added something to the few joys of her life; though how it did so, +or why she should have rejoiced in it, it would be very difficult +to say. She never entered it except for the purpose of cleaning and +dusting. But it may be presumed that it was a glory to her to have a +room carpeted, with six horsehair chairs, and a round table, and a +horsehair sofa, and an old mirror over the fireplace, and a piece of +worsted-work done by her daughter and framed like a picture, hanging +up on one of the walls. But there must have come from it, we should +say, more of regret than of pleasure; for when that room was first +furnished, under her own auspices, and when those horsehair chairs +were bought with a portion of her own modest dowry, doubtless she had +intended that these luxuries should be used by her and hers. But they +never had been so used. The day for using them had never come. Her +husband never, by any chance, entered the apartment. To him probably, +even in his youth, it had been a woman's gewgaw, useless, but +allowable as tending to her happiness. Now the door was never even +opened before his eye. His last interview with Carry had been in +that room,--when he had laid his curse upon her, and bade her begone +before his return, so that his decent threshold should be no longer +polluted by her vileness. + +On this side of the house there was a cross passage, dividing the +front rooms from the back. At the end of this, looking to the front +so as to have the parlour between it and the house-door, was the +chamber in which slept Brattle and his wife. Here all those children +had been born who had brought upon the household so many joys and so +much sorrow. And behind, looking to the back on to the little plot of +vegetables which was called the garden,--a plot in which it seemed +that cabbages and gooseberry bushes were made to alternate,--there +was a large store-room, and the chamber in which Fanny slept,--now +alone, but which she had once shared with four sisters. Carry was the +last one that had left her; and now Fanny hardly dared to name the +word sister above her breath. She could speak, indeed, of Sister Jay, +the wife of the prosperous ironmonger at Warminster; but of sisters +by their Christian names no mention was ever made. + +Upstairs there were garrets, one of which was inhabited by Sam, when +he chose to reside at home; and another by the red-armed country +lass, who was maid-of-all-work at Brattle Mill. When it has also been +told that below the cabbage-plot there was an orchard, stretching +down to the junction of the waters, the description of Brattle Mill +will have been made. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +THE MILLER'S WIFE. + + +When Mr. Fenwick entered the kitchen, Mrs. Brattle was sitting there +alone. Her daughter was away, disposing of the remnants and utensils +of the dinner-table. The old lady, with her spectacles on her nose, +was sitting as usual with a stocking over her left arm. On the round +table was a great open Bible, and, lying on the Bible, were sundry +large worsted hose, which always seemed to Mr. Fenwick as though +they must have undarned themselves as quickly as they were darned. +Her Bible and her stockings furnished the whole of Mrs. Brattle's +occupation from her dinner to her bed. In the morning, she would +still occupy herself in matters of cookery, would peel potatoes, and +prepare apples for puddings, and would look into the pot in which +the cabbage was being boiled. But her stockings and her Bible shared +together the afternoons of her week-days. On the Sundays there would +only be the Bible, and then she would pass many hours of the day +asleep. On every other Sunday morning she still walked to church and +back,--going there always alone. There was no one now to accompany +her. Her husband never went,--never had gone,--to church, and her son +now had broken away from his good practices. On alternate mornings +Fanny went, and also on every Sunday afternoon. Wet or dry, storm +or sunshine, she always went; and her father, who was an old Pagan, +loved her for her zeal. Mrs. Brattle was a slight-made old woman, +with hair almost white peering out modestly from under her clean cap, +dressed always in a brown stuff gown that never came down below her +ankle. Her features were still pretty, small, and debonnaire, and +there was a sweetness in her eyes that no observer could overlook. +She was a modest, pure, high-minded woman,--whom we will not call +a lady, because of her position in life, and because she darned +stockings in a kitchen. In all other respects she deserved the name. + +"I heard your voice outside with the master," she said, rising from +her chair to answer the parson's salutation, and putting down her +stockings first, and then her spectacles upon the book, so that the +Bible was completely hidden; "and I knew you would not go without +saying a word to the old woman." + +"I believe I came mostly to see you to-day, Mrs. Brattle." + +"Did you then? It's kind of you, I'm sure, Mr. Fenwick, this hot +weather,--and you with so many folk to mind too. Will you take an +apple, Mr. Fenwick? I don't know that we've anything else to offer, +but the quarantines are rare this year, they say;--though, no doubt, +you have them better at the Vicarage?" + +Fenwick took a large, red apple from the dresser, and began to munch, +it, declaring that they had none such in their orchard. And then, +when the apple was finished, he had to begin his story. + +"Mrs. Brattle, I'm sorry that I have something to say that will vex +you." + +"Eh, Mr. Fenwick! Bad news? 'Deed and I think there's but little good +news left to us now,--little that comes from the tongues of men. It's +bad news that is always coming here. Mr. Fenwick,--what is it, sir?" + +Then he repeated the question he had before put to the miller about +Sam. Where was Sam last night?--She only shook her head. Did he sleep +at home?--She shook her head again. Had he breakfasted at home? + +"'Deed no, sir. I haven't set eyes on him since before yesterday." + +"But how does he live? His father does not give him money, I +suppose?" + +"There's little enough to give him, Mr. Fenwick. When he is at the +mill his father do pay him a some'at over and above his keep. It +isn't much, sir. Young men must have a some'at in their pockets at +times." + +"He has too much in his pockets, I fear. I wish he had nothing, so +that he needs must come home for his meals. He works at the mill, +doesn't he?" + +"At times, sir; and there isn't a lad in all Bullumpton,"--for so the +name was ordinarily pronounced,--"who can do a turn of work to beat +him." + +"Do he and his father agree pretty well?" + +"At times, sir. Times again his father don't say much to him. The +master ain't given to much talking in the mill, and Sam, when he's +there, works with a will. There's times when his father softens down +to him, and then to see 'em, you'd think they was all in all to each +other. There's a stroke of the master about Sam hisself, at times, +Mr. Fenwick, and the old man's eyes gladden to see it. There's none +so near his heart now as poor Sam." + +"If he were as honest a man as his father, I could forgive all the +rest," said Mr. Fenwick slowly, meaning to imply that he was not +there now to complain of church observances neglected, or of small +irregularities of life. The paganism of the old miller had often been +the subject of converse between the parson and Mrs. Brattle, it being +a matter on which she had many an unhappy thought. He, groping darkly +among subjects which he hardly dared to touch in her presence lest +he should seem to unteach that in private which he taught in public, +had subtlely striven to make her believe that though she, through her +faith, would be saved, he, the husband, might yet escape that doom +of everlasting fire, which to her was so stern a reality that she +thought of its fury with a shudder whenever she heard of the world's +wickedness. When Parson Fenwick had first made himself intimate +at the mill Mrs. Brattle had thought that her husband's habits of +life would have been to him as wormwood and gall,--that he would be +unable not to chide, and well she knew that her husband would bear no +chiding. By degrees she had come to understand that this new parson +was one who talked more of life with its sorrows, and vices, and +chances of happiness, and possibilities of goodness, than he did +of the requirements of his religion. For herself inwardly she had +grieved at this, and, possibly, also for him; but, doubtless, there +had come to her some comfort, which she did not care to analyse, from +the manner in which "the master," as she called him, Pagan as he was, +had been treated by her clergyman. She wondered that it should be so, +but yet it was a relief to her to know that God's messenger should +come to her, and yet say never a word of his message to that hard +lord, whom she so feared and so loved, and who was, as she well knew, +too stubborn to receive it. And Fenwick had spoken,--still spoke +to her, so tenderly of her erring, fallen child, never calling her +a castaway, talking of her as Carry, who might yet be worthy of +happiness here and of all joy hereafter; that when she thought +of him as a minister of God, whose duty it was to pronounce God's +threats to erring human beings, she was almost alarmed. She could +hardly understand his leniency,--his abstinence from reproof; but +entertained a vague, wandering, unformed wish that, as he never +opened the vials of his wrath on them, he would pour it out upon +her,--on her who would bear it for their sake so meekly. If there was +such a wish it was certainly doomed to disappointment. At this moment +Fanny came in and curtseyed as she gave her hand to the parson. + +"Was Sam at home last night, Fan?" asked the mother, in a sad, low +voice. + +"Yes, mother. He slept in his bed." + +"You are sure?" said the parson. + +"Quite sure. I heard him this morning as he went out. It was about +five. He spoke to me, and I answered him." + +"What did he say?" + +"That he must go over to Lavington, and wouldn't be home till +nightfall. I told him where he would find bread and cheese, and he +took it." + +"But you didn't see him last night?" + +"No, sir. He comes in at all hours, when he pleases. He was at dinner +before yesterday, but I haven't seen him since. He didn't go nigh the +mill after dinner that day." + +Then Mr. Fenwick considered how much he would tell to the mother and +sister, and how much he would keep back. He did not in his heart +believe that Sam Brattle had intended to enter his house and rob +it; but he did believe that the men with whom Sam was associated +were thieves and housebreakers. If these men were prowling about +Bullhampton it was certainly his duty to have them arrested if +possible, and to prevent probable depredations, for his neighbours' +sake as well as for his own. Nor would he be justified in neglecting +this duty with the object of saving Sam Brattle. If only he could +entice Sam away from them, into his own hands, under the power of his +tongue,--there might probably be a chance. + +"You think he'll be home to-night?" he asked. + +"He said he would," replied Fanny, who knew that she could not answer +for her brother's word. + +"If he does, bid him come to me. Make him come to me! Tell him that +I will do him no harm. God knows how truly it is my object to do him +good." + +"We are sure of that, sir," said the mother. + +"He need not be afraid that I will preach to him. I will only talk to +him, as I would to a younger brother." + +"But what is it that he has done, sir?" + +"He has done nothing that I know. There;--I will tell you the whole. +I found him prowling about my garden at near midnight, yesterday. Had +he been alone I should have thought nothing of it. He thinks he owes +me a grudge for speaking to his father; and had I found him paying it +by filling his pockets with fruit, I should only have told him that +it would be better that he should come and take it in the morning." + +"But he wasn't--stealing?" asked the mother. + +"He was doing nothing; neither were the men. But they were +blackguards, and he was in bad hands. He could not have been in +worse. I had a tussle with one of them, and I am sure the man was +hurt. That, however, has nothing to do with it. What I desire is to +get a hold of Sam, so that he may be rescued from the hands of such +companions. If you can make him come to me, do so." + +Fanny promised, and so did the mother; but the promise was given in +that tone which seemed to imply that nothing should be expected from +its performance. Sam had long been deaf to the voices of the women +of his family, and, when his father's anger would be hot against him, +he would simply go, and live where and how none of them knew. Among +such men and women as the Brattles, parental authority must needs lie +much lighter than it does with those who are wont to give much and to +receive much. What obedience does the lad owe who at eighteen goes +forth and earns his own bread? What is it to him that he has not yet +reached man's estate? He has to do a man's work, and the price of it +is his own, in his hands, when he has earned it. There is no curse +upon the poor heavier than that which comes from the early breach +of all ties of duty between fathers and their sons, and mothers and +their daughters. + +Mr. Fenwick, as he passed out of the miller's house, saw Jacob +Brattle at the door of the mill. He was tugging along some load, +pulling it in at the door, and prevailing against the weakness of his +age by the force of his energy. The parson knew that the miller saw +him, but the miller took no notice,--looked rather as though he did +not wish to be observed,--and so the parson went on. When at home he +postponed his account of what had taken place till he should be alone +with his wife; but at night he told her the whole story. + +"The long and the short of it is, Master Sam will turn to +housebreaking, if somebody doesn't get hold of him." + +"To housebreaking, Frank?" + +"I believe that he is about it." + +"And were they going to break in here?" + +"I don't think he was. I don't believe he was so minded then. But he +had shown them the way in, and they were looking about on their own +scores. Don't you frighten yourself. What with the constable and +the life-preserver, we'll be safe. I've a big dog coming, a second +Bone'm. Sam Brattle is in more danger, I fear, than the silver +forks." + +But, in spite of the cheeriness of his speech, the Vicar was anxious, +and almost unhappy. After all that occurred in reference to himself +and to Sam Brattle,--their former intimacies, the fish they had +caught together, the rats they had killed together, the favour which +he, the parson of the parish, had shown to this lad, and especially +after the evil things which had been said of himself because of this +friendship on his part for one so much younger than himself, and +so much his inferior in rank,--it would be to him a most grievous +misfortune should he be called upon to acknowledge publicly Sam +Brattle's iniquity, and more grievous still, if the necessity should +be forced upon him of bringing Sam to open punishment. Fenwick knew +well that diverse accusations had been made against him in the +parish regarding Sam. The Marquis of Trowbridge had said a word. Mr. +Puddleham had said many words. The old miller himself had growled. +Even Gilmore had expressed disapprobation. The Vicar, in his pride, +had turned a deaf ear to them all. He began to fear now that possibly +he had been wrong in the favours shown to Sam Brattle. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +THE LAST DAY. + + +[Illustration] + +The parson's visit to the mill was on a Saturday. The next Sunday +passed by very quietly, and nothing was seen of Mr. Gilmore at the +Vicarage. He was at church, and walked with the two ladies from the +porch to their garden gate, but he declined Mrs. Fenwick's invitation +to lunch, and was not seen again on that day. The parson had sent +word to Fanny Brattle during the service to stop a few minutes for +him, and had learned from her that Sam had not been at home last +night. He had also learned, before the service that morning, that +very early on the Saturday, probably about four o'clock, two men +had passed through Paul's Hinton with a huxter's cart and a pony. +Now Paul's Hinton, or Hinton Saint Paul's as it should be properly +called, was a long straggling village, six miles from Bullhampton, +and half-way on the road to Market Lavington, to which latter place +Sam had told his sister that he was going. Putting these things +together, Mr. Fenwick did not in the least doubt but the two men in +the cart were they who had been introduced to his garden by young +Brattle. + +"I only hope," said the parson, "that there's a good surgeon at +Market Lavington. One of the gentlemen in that cart must have wanted +him, I take it." Then he thought that it might, perhaps, be worth his +while to trot over to Lavington in the course of the week, and make +inquiries. + +On the Wednesday Mary Lowther was to go back to Loring. This seemed +like a partial break-up of their establishment, both to the parson +and his wife. Fenwick had made up his mind that Mary was to be his +nearest neighbour for life, and had fallen into the way of treating +her accordingly, telling her of things in the parish as he might have +done to the Squire's wife, presuming the Squire's wife to have been +on the best possible terms with him. He now regarded Mary as being +almost an impostor. She had taken him in and obtained his confidence +under false pretences. It was true that she might still come and +fill the place that he had appointed for her. He rather thought +that at last she would do so. But he was angry with her because she +hesitated. She was creating an unnecessary disturbance among them. +She had, he thought, been now wooed long enough, and, as he told his +wife more than once, was making an ass of herself. Mrs. Fenwick was +not quite so hard in her judgment, but she also was tempted to be a +little angry. She loved her friend Mary a great deal better than she +loved Mr. Gilmore, but she was thoroughly convinced that Mary could +not do better than accept a man whom she owned that she liked,--whom +she, at any rate, liked so well that she had not as yet rejected him. +Therefore, although Mary was going, they were, both of them, rather +savage with her. + +The Monday passed by, also very quietly, and Mr. Gilmore did not come +to them, but he had sent a note to tell them that he would walk down +on the Tuesday evening to say good-bye to Miss Lowther. Early on +the Wednesday Mr. Fenwick was to drive her to Westbury, whence the +railway would take her round by Chippenham and Swindon to Loring. On +the Tuesday morning she was very melancholy. Though she knew that it +was right to go away, she greatly regretted that it was necessary. +She was angry with herself for not having better known her own mind, +and though she was quite sure that were Mr. Gilmore to repeat his +offer to her that moment, she would not accept it, nevertheless she +thought ill of herself because she would not do so. "I do believe," +she said to herself, "that I shall never like any man better." She +knew well enough that if she was never brought to love any man, she +never ought to marry any man; but she was not quite sure whether +Janet was not right in telling her that she had formed erroneous +notions of the sort of love she ought to feel for the man whom she +should resolve to accept. Perhaps it was true that that kind of +adoration which Janet entertained for her husband was a feeling which +came after marriage--a feeling which would spring up in her own heart +as soon as she was the man's own wife, the mistress of his house, the +mother of his children, the one human being for whose welfare he was +solicitous beyond that of all others. And this man did love her. She +had no doubt about that. And she was unhappy, too, because she felt +that she had offended his friends, and that they thought that she was +not treating their friend well. + +"Janet," she said, as they were again sitting out on the lawn, on +that Tuesday afternoon, "I am almost sorry that I came here at all." + +"Don't say that, dear." + +"I have spent some of the happiest days of my life here, but the +visit, on the whole, has been unfortunate. I am going away in +disgrace. I feel that so acutely." + +"What nonsense! How are you in disgrace?" + +"Mr. Fenwick and you think that I have behaved badly. I know you do, +and I feel it so strongly! I think so much of him, and believe him to +be so good, and so wise, and so understanding,--he knows what people +should do, and should be, so well,--that I cannot doubt that I have +been wrong if he thinks so." + +"He only wishes that you could have made up your mind to marry a most +worthy man, who is his friend, and who, by marrying you, would have +fixed you close to us. He wishes it still, and so do I." + +"But he thinks that I have been--have been mopish, and +lack-a-daisical, and--and--almost untrue. I can hear it in the tone +of his voice, and see it in his eye. I can tell it from the way he +shakes hands with me in the morning. He is such a true man that I +know in a moment what he means at all times. I am going away under +his displeasure, and I wish I had never come." + +"Return as Mrs. Gilmore, and all his displeasure will disappear." + +"Yes, because he would forgive me. He would say to himself that, as +I had repented, I might be taken back to his grace; but as things are +at present he condemns me. And so do you." + +"If you ask me, Mary, I must tell the truth. I don't think you know +your own mind." + +"Suppose I don't, is that disgraceful?" + +"But there comes a time when a girl should know her own mind. You are +giving this poor fellow an enormous deal of unnecessary trouble." + +"I have known my own mind so far as to tell him that I could not +marry him." + +"As far as I understand, Mary, you have always told him to wait a +little longer." + +"I have never asked him to wait, Janet;--never. It is he who says +that he will wait; and what can I answer when he says so? All the +same I don't mean to defend myself. I do believe that I have been +wrong, and I wish that I had never come here. It sounds ungrateful, +but I do. It is so dreadful to feel that I have incurred the +displeasure of people that I love so dearly." + +"There is no displeasure, Mary; the word is a good deal too strong. +I wonder what you'll think of all this when the parson and his wife +come up on future Sundays to dine with the Squire and his lady. I +have long since made up my mind that when afternoon service is over, +we ought to go up and be made much of at the Privets; and you're +putting all this off till I'm an old woman--for a chimera. It's about +our Sunday dinners that I'm angry. Flo, my darling, what a face you +have got. Do come and sit still for a few minutes, or you'll be in a +fever." While Mrs. Fenwick was wiping her girl's brow, and smoothing +her ringlets, Mary walked off to the orchard by herself. There was a +broad green path which made the circuit of it, and she took the round +twice, pausing at the bottom to look at the spot from which she had +tumbled into the river. What a trouble she had been to them all! She +was thoroughly dissatisfied with herself; especially so because she +had fallen into those very difficulties which from early years she +had resolved that she would avoid. She had made up her mind that she +would not flirt, that she would never give a right to any man--or to +any woman--to call her a coquette; that if love and a husband came +in her way she would take them thankfully, and that if they did not, +she would go on her path quietly, if possible, feeling no uneasiness, +and certainly showing none, because the joys of a married life did +not belong to her. But now she had gotten herself into a mess, and +she could not tell herself that it was not her own fault. Then she +resolved again that in future she would go right. It could not but +be that a woman could keep herself from floundering in these messes +of half-courtship,--of courtship on one side, and doubt on the +other,--if she would persistently adhere to some safe rule. Her +rejection of Mr. Gilmore ought to have been unhesitating and certain +from the first. She was sure of that now. She had been guilty of +an absurdity in supposing that because the man had been in earnest, +therefore she had been justified in keeping him in suspense, for his +own sake. She had been guilty of an absurdity, and also of great +self-conceit. She could do nothing now but wait till she should hear +from him,--and then answer him steadily. After what had passed she +could not go to him and declare that it was all over. He was coming +to-night, and she was nearly sure that he would not say a word to her +on the subject. If he did,--if he renewed his offer,--then she would +speak out. It was hardly possible that he should do so, and therefore +the trouble which she had created must remain. + +As she thus resolved, she was leaning over the gate looking into the +churchyard, not much observing the graves or the monuments or the +beautiful old ivy-covered tower, or thinking of the dead that were +lying there, or of the living who prayed there; but swearing to +herself that for the rest of her life she would keep clear of, what +she called, girlish messes. Like other young ladies she had read much +poetry and many novels; but her sympathies had never been with young +ladies who could not go straight through with their love affairs, +from the beginning to the end, without flirtation of either an inward +or an outward nature. Of all her heroines, Rosalind was the one she +liked the best, because from the first moment of her passion she knew +herself and what she was about, and loved her lover right heartily. +Of all girls in prose or poetry she declared that Rosalind was +the least of a flirt. She meant to have the man, and never had a +doubt about it. But with such a one as Flora MacIvor she had no +patience;--a girl who did and who didn't, who would and who wouldn't, +who could and who couldn't, and who of all flirts was to her the most +nauseous! As she was taking herself to task, accusing herself of +being a Flora without the poetry and romance to excuse her, Mr. +Fenwick came round from Farmer Trumbull's side of the church, and got +over the stile into the churchyard. + + +[Illustration: Mr. Fenwick came round from Farmer Trumbull's +side of the church, and got over the stile into the churchyard.] + + +"What, Mary, is that you gazing in so intently among your brethren +that were?" + +"I was not thinking of them," she said, with a smile. "My mind was +intent on some of my brethren that are." Then there came a thought +across her, and she made a sudden decision. "Mr. Fenwick," she said, +"would you mind walking up and down the churchyard with me once or +twice? I have something to say to you, and I can say it now so well." +He opened the gate for her, and she joined him. "I want to beg your +pardon, and to get you to forgive me. I know you have been angry with +me." + +"Hardly angry,--but vexed. As you ask me so frankly and prettily, I +will forgive you. There is my hand upon it. All evil thoughts against +you shall go out of my head. I shall still have my wishes, but I will +not be cross with you." + +"You are so good, and so clearly honest. I declare I think Janet the +happiest woman that I ever heard of." + +"Come, come; I didn't bargain for this kind of thing when I allowed +myself to be brought in here." + +"But it is so. I did not stop you for that, however, but to +acknowledge that I have been wrong, and to ask you to pardon me." + +"I will. I do. If there has been anything amiss, it shall not be +looked on again as amiss. But there has been only one thing amiss." + +"And, Mr. Fenwick, will you do this for me? Will you tell him that I +was foolish to say that he might wait? Why should he wait? Of course +he should not wait. When I am gone, tell him so, and beg him to make +an end of it. I had not thought of it properly, or I would not have +allowed him to be tormented." + +There was a pause after this, during which they walked half the +length of the path in silence. "No, Mary," he said, after a while; "I +will not tell him that." + +"Why not, Mr. Fenwick?" + +"Because it will not be for his good, or for mine, or for Janet's, +or, as I believe, for yours." + +"Indeed, it will, for the good of us all." + +"I think, Mary, you do not quite understand. There is not one among +us who does not wish that you should come here and be one of us; +a real, right down Bullompton 'ooman, as they say in the village. +I want you to be my wife's dearest friend, and my own nearest +neighbour. There is no man in the world whom I love as I do Harry +Gilmore, and I want you to be his wife. I have said to myself and +to Janet a score of times that you certainly would be so sooner or +later. My wrath has not come from your bidding him to wait, but from +your coldness in not taking him without waiting. You should remember +that we grow gray very quickly, Mary." + +Here was the old story again,--the old story as she had heard it from +Harry Gilmore, but told as she had never expected to hear it from +the lips of Frank Fenwick. It amounted to this; that even he, Frank +Fenwick, bade her wait and try. But she had formed her resolution, +and she was not going to be turned aside, even by Frank Fenwick; "I +had thought that you would help me," she said, very slowly. + +"So I will, with all my heart, towards the keys of the store closets +of the Privets, but not a step the other way. It has to be, Mary. He +is too much in earnest, and too good, and too fit for the place to +which he aspires, to miss his object. Come, we'll go in. Mind, you +and I are one again, let it go how it may. I will own that I have +been vexed for the last two days,--have been in a humour unbecoming +your departure to-morrow. I throw all that behind me. You and I are +dear friends,--are we not?" + +"I do hope so, Mr. Fenwick?" + +"There shall be no feather moulted between us. But as to operating +between you and Harry, with the view of keeping you apart, I decline +the commission. It is my assured belief that sooner or later he will +be your husband. Now we will go up to Janet, who will begin to think +herself a Penelope, if we desert her much longer." + +Immediately after this Mary went up to dress for dinner. Should she +make up her mind to give way, and put on the blue ribbons which he +loved so well? She thought that she could tell him at once, if she +made up her mind in that direction. It would not, perhaps, be very +maidenly, but anything would be better than suspense,--than torment +to him. Then she took out her blue ribbons, and tried to go through +that ceremony of telling him. It was quite impossible. Were she to do +so, she would know no happiness again in this world, or probably in +the other. To do the thing, it would be necessary that she should lie +to him. + +She came down in a simple white dress, without any ribbons, in +just the dress which she would have worn had Mr. Gilmore not been +coming. At dinner they were very merry. The word of command had gone +forth from Frank that Mary was to be forgiven, and Janet of course +obeyed. The usual courtesies of society demand that there shall be +civility--almost flattering civility--from host to guest, and from +guest to host; and yet how often does it occur that in the midst +of these courtesies there is something that tells of hatred, of +ridicule, or of scorn! How often does it happen that the guest knows +that he is disliked, or the host knows that he is a bore! In the last +two days Mary had felt that she was not cordially a welcome guest. +She had felt also that the reason was one against which she could not +contend. Now all that, at least, was over. Frank Fenwick's manner had +never been pleasanter to her than it was on this occasion, and Janet +followed the suit which her lord led. + +They were again on the lawn between eight and nine o'clock when Harry +Gilmore came up to them. He was gracious enough in his salutation to +Mary Lowther, but no indifferent person would have thought that he +was her lover. He talked chiefly to Fenwick, and when they went in to +tea did not take a place on the sofa beside Mary. But after a while +he said something which told them all of his love. + +"What do you think I've been doing to-day, Frank?" + +"Getting your wheat down, I should hope." + +"We begin that to-morrow. I never like to be quite the earliest at +that work, or yet the latest." + +"Better be a day too early than a day too late, Harry." + +"Never mind about that. I've been down with old Brattle." + +"And what have you been doing with him?" + +"I'm half ashamed, and yet I fancy I'm right." + +As he said this he looked across to Mary Lowther, who no doubt was +watching every turn of his face from the corner of her eye. "I've +just been and knocked under, and told him that the old place shall be +put to rights." + +"That's your doing, Mary," said Mrs. Fenwick, injudiciously. + +"Oh, no; I'm sure it is not. Mr. Gilmore would only do such a thing +as that because it is proper." + +"I don't know about it's being proper," said he. "I'm not quite sure +whether it is or not. I shall never get any interest for my money." + +"Interest for one's money is not everything," said Mrs. Fenwick. + +"Nevertheless, when one builds houses for other people to live in, +one has to look to it," said the parson. + +"People say it's the prettiest spot in the parish," continued Mr. +Gilmore, "and as such it shouldn't be let go to ruin." Janet remarked +afterwards to her husband that Mary Lowther had certainly declared +that it was the prettiest spot in the parish, but that, as far as +her knowledge went, nobody else had ever said so. "And then, you see, +when I refused to spend money upon it, old Brattle had money of his +own, and it was his business to do it." + +"He hasn't much now, I fear," said Mr. Fenwick. + +"I fear not. His family has been very heavy on him. He paid money +to put two of his boys into trade who died afterwards, and then for +years he had either doctors or undertakers about the place. So I just +went down to him and told him I would do it." + +"And how did he take it?" + +"Like a bear, as he is. He would hardly speak to me, but went away +into the mill, telling me that I might settle it all with his wife. +It's going to be done, however. I shall have the estimate next week, +and I suppose it will cost me two or three hundred pounds. The mill +is worse than the house, I take it." + +"I am so glad it is to be done," said Mary. After that Mr. Gilmore +did not in the least begrudge his two or three hundred pounds. But he +said not a word to Mary, just pressed her hand at parting, and left +her subject to a possibility of a reversal of her sentence at the end +of the stated period. + +On the next morning Mr. Fenwick drove her in his little open phaeton +to the station at Westbury. "You are to come back to us, you know," +said Mrs. Fenwick, "and remember how anxiously I am waiting for my +Sunday dinners." Mary said not a word, but as she was driven round +in front of the church she looked up at the dear old tower, telling +herself that, in all probability, she would never see it again. + +"I have just one thing to say, Mary," said the parson, as he walked +up and down the platform with her at Westbury; "you are to remember +that, whatever happens, there is always a home for you at Bullhampton +when you choose to come to it. I am not speaking of the Privets now, +but of the Vicarage." + +"How very good you are to me!" + +"And so are you to us. Dear friends should be good to each other. +God bless you, dear." From thence she made her way home to Loring by +herself. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +MISS MARRABLE. + + +Whatever may be the fact as to the rank and proper calling of +Bullhampton, there can be no doubt that Loring is a town. There is a +market-place, and a High Street, and a Board of Health, and a Paragon +Crescent, and a Town Hall, and two different parish churches, one +called St. Peter Lowtown, and the other St. Botolph's Uphill, and +there are Uphill Street, and Lowtown Street, and various other +streets. I never heard of a mayor of Loring, but, nevertheless, there +is no doubt as to its being a town. Nor did it ever return members +to Parliament; but there was once, in one of the numerous bills that +have been proposed, an idea of grouping it with Cirencester and +Lechlade. All the world of course knows that this was never done; but +the transient rumour of it gave the Loringites an improved position, +and justified that little joke about a live dog being better than a +dead lion, with which the parson at Bullhampton regaled Miss Lowther +at the time. + +All the fashion of Loring dwelt, as a matter of course, at Uphill. +Lowtown was vulgar, dirty, devoted to commercial and manufacturing +purposes, and hardly owned a single genteel private house. There was +the parsonage, indeed, which stood apart from its neighbours, inside +great tall slate-coloured gates, and which had a garden of its own. +But except the clergyman, who had no choice in the matter, nobody +who was anybody lived at Lowtown. There were three or four factories +there,--in and out of which troops of girls would be seen passing +twice a day, in their ragged, soiled, dirty mill dresses, all of +whom would come out on Sunday dressed with a magnificence that +would lead one to suppose that trade at Loring was doing very well. +Whether trade did well or ill, whether wages were high or low, +whether provisions were cheap in price, whether there were peace +or war between capital and labour, still there was the Sunday +magnificence. What a blessed thing it is for women,--and for men too +certainly,--that there should be a positive happiness to the female +sex in the possession, and in exhibiting the possession, of bright +clothing! It is almost as good for the softening of manners, and the +not permitting of them to be ferocious, as is the faithful study of +the polite arts. At Loring the manners of the mill hands, as they +were called, were upon the whole good,--which I believe was in a +great degree to be attributed to their Sunday magnificence. + +The real West-end of Loring was understood by all men to lie in +Paragon Crescent, at the back of St. Botolph's Church. The whole of +this Crescent was built, now some twenty years ago, by Mrs. Fenwick's +father, who had been clever enough to see that as mills were made to +grow in the low town, houses for wealthy people to live in ought to +be made to grow in the high town. He therefore built the Paragon, +and a certain small row of very pretty houses near the end of the +Paragon, called Balfour Place,--and had done very well, and had made +money; and now lay asleep in the vaults below St. Botolph's Church. +No inconsiderable proportion of the comfort of Bullhampton parsonage +is due to Mr. Balfour's success in that achievement of Paragon +Crescent. There were none of the family left at Loring. The widow had +gone away to live at Torquay with a sister, and the only other child, +another daughter, was married to that distinguished barrister on the +Oxford circuit, Mr. Quickenham. Mr. Quickenham and our friend the +parson were very good friends; but they did not see a great deal of +each other, Mr. Fenwick not going up very often to London, and Mr. +Quickenham being unable to use the Vicarage of Bullhampton when on +his own circuit. As for the two sisters, they had very strong ideas +about their husbands' professions; Sophia Quickenham never hesitating +to declare that one was life, and the other stagnation; and Janet +Fenwick protesting that the difference to her seemed to be almost +that between good and evil. They wrote to each other perhaps once a +quarter. But the Balfour family was in truth broken up. + +Miss Marrable, Mary Lowther's aunt, lived, of course, at Uphill; but +not in the Crescent, nor yet in Balfour Place. She was an old lady +with very modest means, whose brother had been rector down at St. +Peter's, and she had passed the greatest part of her life within +those slate-coloured gates. When he died, and when she, almost +exactly at the same time, found that it would be expedient that she +should take charge of her niece, Mary, she removed herself up to a +small house in Botolph Lane, in which she could live decently on her +L300 a year. It must not be surmised that Botolph Lane was a squalid +place, vile, or dirty, or even unfashionable. It was narrow and old, +having been inhabited by decent people long before the Crescent, or +even Mr. Balfour himself, had been in existence; but it was narrow +and old, and the rents were cheap, and here Miss Marrable was able +to live, and occasionally to give tea-parties, and to provide a +comfortable home for her niece, within the limits of her income. Miss +Marrable was herself a lady of very good family, the late Sir Gregory +Marrable having been her uncle; but her only sister had married a +Captain Lowther, whose mother had been first cousin to the Earl of +Periwinkle; and therefore on her own account, as well as on that of +her niece, Miss Marrable thought a good deal about blood. She was +one of those ladies,--now few in number,--who within their heart +of hearts conceive that money gives no title to social distinction, +let the amount of money be ever so great, and its source ever so +stainless. Rank to her was a thing quite assured and ascertained, +and she had no more doubt as to her own right to pass out of a +room before the wife of a millionaire than she had of the right of +a millionaire to spend his own guineas. She always addressed an +attorney by letter as Mister, raising up her eyebrows when appealed +to on the matter, and explaining that an attorney is not an esquire. +She had an idea that the son of a gentleman, if he intended to +maintain his rank as a gentleman, should earn his income as a +clergyman, or as a barrister, or as a soldier, or as a sailor. Those +were the professions intended for gentlemen. She would not absolutely +say that a physician was not a gentleman, or even a surgeon; but she +would never allow to physic the same absolute privileges which, in +her eyes, belonged to law and the church. There might also possibly +be a doubt about the Civil Service and Civil Engineering; but she had +no doubt whatever that when a man touched trade or commerce in any +way he was doing that which was not the work of a gentleman. He might +be very respectable, and it might be very necessary that he should do +it; but brewers, bankers, and merchants, were not gentlemen, and the +world, according to Miss Marrable's theory, was going astray, because +people were forgetting their landmarks. + +As to Miss Marrable herself nobody could doubt that she was a lady; +she looked it in every inch. There were not, indeed, many inches of +her, for she was one of the smallest, daintiest, little old women +that ever were seen. But now, at seventy, she was very pretty, quite +a woman to look at with pleasure. Her feet and hands were exquisitely +made, and she was very proud of them. She wore her own grey hair of +which she showed very little, but that little was always exquisitely +nice. Her caps were the perfection of caps. Her green eyes were +bright and sharp, and seemed to say that she knew very well how +to take care of herself. Her mouth, and nose, and chin, were all +well-formed, small, shapely, and concise, not straggling about her +face as do the mouths, noses, and chins of some old ladies--ay, and +of some young ladies also. Had it not been that she had lost her +teeth, she would hardly have looked to be an old woman. Her health +was perfect. She herself would say that she had never yet known a +day's illness. She dressed with the greatest care, always wearing +silk at and after luncheon. She dressed three times a day, and in the +morning would come down in what she called a merino gown. But then, +with her, clothes never seemed to wear out. Her motions were so +slight and delicate, that the gloss of her dresses would remain on +them when the gowns of other women would almost have been worn to +rags. She was never seen of an afternoon or evening without gloves, +and her gloves were always clean and apparently new. She went to +church once on Sundays in winter, and twice in summer, and she had a +certain very short period of each day devoted to Bible reading; but +at Loring she was not reckoned to be among the religious people. +Indeed, there were those who said that she was very worldly-minded, +and that at her time of life she ought to devote herself to other +books than those which were daily in her hands. Pope, Dryden, Swift, +Cowley, Fielding, Richardson, and Goldsmith, were her authors. She +read the new novels as they came out, but always with critical +comparisons that were hostile to them. Fielding, she said, described +life as it was; whereas Dickens had manufactured a kind of life that +never had existed, and never could exist. The pathos of Esmond was +very well, but Lady Castlemaine was nothing to Clarissa Harlowe. As +for poetry, Tennyson, she said, was all sugar-candy; he had neither +the common sense, nor the wit, nor, as she declared, to her ear the +melody of Pope. All the poets of the present century, she declared, +if put together, could not have written the Rape of the Lock. Pretty +as she was, and small, and nice, and lady-like, I think she liked +her literature rather strong. It is certain that she had Smollett's +novels in a cupboard up-stairs, and it was said that she had been +found reading one of Wycherley's plays. + +The strongest point in her character was her contempt of money. Not +that she had any objection to it, or would at all have turned up +her nose at another hundred a year had anybody left to her such +an accession of income; but that in real truth she never measured +herself by what she possessed, or others by what they possessed. She +was as grand a lady to herself, eating her little bit of cold mutton, +or dining off a tiny sole, as though she sat at the finest banquet +that could be spread. She had no fear of economies, either before her +two handmaids or anybody else in the world. She was fond of her tea, +and in summer could have cream for twopence; but when cream became +dear, she saved money and had a pen'north of milk. She drank two +glasses of Marsala every day, and let it be clearly understood that +she couldn't afford sherry. But when she gave a tea-party, as she +did, perhaps, six or seven times a year, sherry was always handed +round with cake before the people went away. There were matters in +which she was extravagant. When she went out herself she never took +one of the common street flies, but paid eighteen pence extra to get +a brougham from the Dragon. And when Mary Lowther,--who had only +fifty pounds a year of her own, with which she clothed herself and +provided herself with pocket-money,--was going to Bullhampton, Miss +Marrable actually proposed to her to take one of the maids with her. +Mary, of course, would not hear of it, and said that she should just +as soon think of taking the house; but Miss Marrable had thought +that it would, perhaps, not be well for a girl so well-born as Miss +Lowther to go out visiting without a maid. She herself very rarely +left Loring, because she could not afford it; but when, two summers +back, she did go to Weston-super-Mare for a fortnight, she took one +of the girls with her. + +Miss Marrable had heard a great deal about Mr. Gilmore. Mary, indeed, +was not inclined to keep secrets from her aunt, and her very long +absence,--so much longer than had at first been intended,--could +hardly have been sanctioned unless some reason had been given. There +had been many letters on the subject, not only between Mary and her +aunt, but between Mrs. Fenwick and her very old friend Miss Marrable. +Of course these latter letters had spoken loudly the praises of +Mr. Gilmore, and Miss Marrable had become quite one of the Gilmore +faction. She desired that her niece should marry; but that she should +marry a gentleman. She would have infinitely preferred to see Mary +an old maid, than to hear that she was going to give herself to any +suitor contaminated by trade. Now Mr. Gilmore's position was exactly +that which Miss Marrable regarded as being the best in England. +He was a country gentleman, living on his own acres, a justice of +the peace, whose father and grandfather and great-grandfather had +occupied exactly the same position. Such a marriage for Mary would be +quite safe; and in those days one did hear so often of girls making, +she would not say improper marriages, but marriages which in her +eyes were not fitting! Mr. Gilmore, she thought, exactly filled that +position which entitled a gentleman to propose marriage to such a +lady as Mary Lowther. + +"Yes, my dear, I am glad to have you back again. Of course I have +been a little lonely, but I bear that kind of thing better than most +people. Thank God, my eyes are good." + +"You are looking so well, Aunt Sarah!" + +"I am well. I don't know how other women get so much amiss; but God +has been very good to me." + +"And so pretty," said Mary, kissing her. + +"My dear, it's a pity you're not a young gentleman." + +"You are so fresh and nice, aunt. I wish I could always look as you +do." + +"What would Mr. Gilmore say?" + +"Oh, Mr. Gilmore, Mr. Gilmore, Mr. Gilmore! I am so weary of Mr. +Gilmore." + +"Weary of him, Mary?" + +"Weary of myself because of him--that is what I mean. He has behaved +always well, and I am not at all sure that I have. And he is a +perfect gentleman. But I shall never be Mrs. Gilmore, Aunt Sarah." + +"Janet says that she thinks you will." + +"Janet is mistaken. But, dear aunt, don't let us talk about it at +once. Of course you shall hear everything in time, but I have had so +much of it. Let us see what new books there are. Cast Iron! You don't +mean to say you have come to that?" + +"I shan't read it." + +"But I will, aunt. So it must not go back for a day or two. I do love +the Fenwicks, dearly, dearly, both of them. They are almost, if not +quite, perfect. And yet I am glad to be at home." + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +CRUNCH'EM CAN'T BE HAD. + + +Mr. Fenwick had intended to have come home round by Market Lavington, +after having deposited Miss Lowther at the Westbury Station, with +the view of making some inquiry respecting the gentleman with the +hurt shoulder; but he had found the distance to be too great, and +had abandoned the idea. After that there was not a day to spare till +the middle of the next week; so that it was nearly a fortnight after +the little scene at the corner of the Vicarage garden wall before he +called upon the Lavington constable and the Lavington doctor. From +the latter he could learn nothing. No such patient had been to him. +But the constable, though he had not seen the two men, had heard +of them. One was a man who in former days had frequented Lavington, +Burrows by name, generally known as Jack the Grinder, who had been +in every prison in Wiltshire and Somersetshire, but who had not,--so +said the constable,--honoured Lavington for the last two years, till +this his last appearance. He had, however, been seen there in company +with another man, and had evidently been in a condition very unfit +for work. He had slept one night at a low public-house, and had then +moved on. The man had complained of a fall from the cart, and had +declared that he was black and blue all over; but it seemed to be +clear that he had no broken bones. Mr. Fenwick therefore was all but +convinced that Jack the Grinder was the gentleman with whom he had +had the encounter, and that the grinder's back had withstood that +swinging blow from the life-preserver. Of the Grinder's companions +nothing could be learned. The two men had taken the Devizes road +out of Lavington, and beyond that nothing was known of them. When +the parson mentioned Sam Brattle's name in a whisper, the Lavington +constable shook his head. He knew all about old Jacob Brattle. A very +respectable party was old Mr. Brattle in the constable's opinion. +Nevertheless the constable shook his head when Sam Brattle's name was +mentioned. Having learned so much, the parson rode home. + +Two days after this, on a Friday, Fenwick was sitting after breakfast +in his study, at work on his sermon for next Sunday, when he was told +that old Mrs. Brattle was waiting to see him. He immediately got up, +and found his own wife and the miller's seated in the hall. It was +not often that Mrs. Brattle made her way to the Vicarage, but when +she did so she was treated with great consideration. It was still +August, and the weather was very hot, and she had walked up across +the water mead, and was tired. A glass of wine and a biscuit were +pressed upon her, and she was encouraged to sit and say a few +indifferent words, before she was taken into the study and told to +commence the story which had brought her so far. And there was a +most inviting topic for conversation. The mill and the mill premises +were to be put in order by the landlord. Mrs. Brattle affected to +be rather dismayed than otherwise by the coming operations. The +mill would have lasted their time, she thought, "and as for them as +were to come after them,--well! she didn't know. As things was now, +perhaps, it might be that after all Sam would have the mill." But the +trouble occasioned by the workmen would be infinite. How were they to +live in the mean time, and where were they to go? It soon appeared, +however, that all this had been already arranged. Milling must of +course be stopped for a month or six weeks. "Indeed, sir, feyther +says that there won't be no more grinding much before winter." +But the mill was to be repaired first, and then, when it became +absolutely necessary to dismantle the house, they were to endeavour +to make shift, and live in the big room of the mill itself, till +their furniture should be put back again. Mrs. Fenwick, with ready +good nature, offered to accommodate Mrs. Brattle and Fanny at the +Vicarage; but the old woman declined with many protestations of +gratitude. She had never left her old man yet, and would not do so +now. The weather would be mild for awhile, and she thought that they +could get through. By this time the glass of wine had been sipped +to the bottom, and the parson, mindful of his sermon, had led the +visitor into his study. She had come to tell that Sam at last had +returned home. + +"Why didn't you bring him up with you, Mrs. Brattle?" Here was a +question to ask of an old lady, whose dominion over her son was +absolutely none! Sam had become so frightfully independent that he +hardly regarded the word of his father, who was a man pre-eminently +capable of maintaining authority, and would no more do a thing +because his mother told him than because the wind whistled. + +"I axed him to come up, not just with me, but of hisself, Mr. +Fenwick; but he said as how you would know where to find him if you +wanted him." + +"That's just what I don't know. However, if he's there now I'll go to +him. It would have been better far that he should have come to me." + +"I told 'un so, Mr. Fenwick, I did, indeed." + +"It does not signify. I will go to him; only it cannot be to-day, as +I have promised to take my wife over to Charlicoats. But I'll come +down immediately after breakfast to-morrow. You think he'll be still +there?" + +"I be sure he will, Mr. Fenwick. He and feyther have taken on again, +till it's beautiful to see. There was none of 'em feyther ever loved +like he,--only one." Thereupon the poor woman burst out into tears, +and covered her face with her handkerchief. "He never makes half so +much account of my Fan, that never had a fault belonging to her." + +"If Sam will stick to that it will be well for him." + +"He's taken up extraordinary with the repairs, Mr. Fenwick. He's in +and about and over the place, looking to everything; and feyther says +he knows so much about it, he b'lieves the boy could do it all out o' +his own head. There's nothing feyther ever liked so much as folks to +be strong and clever." + +"Perhaps the Squire's tradesmen won't like all that. Is Mitchell +going to do it?" + +"It ain't a doing in that way, Mr. Fenwick. The Squire is allowing +L200, and feyther is to get it done. Mister Mitchell is to see that +it's done proper, no doubt." + +"And now tell me, Mrs. Brattle, what has Sam been about all the time +that he was away?" + +"That's just what I cannot tell you, Mr. Fenwick." + +"Your husband has asked him, I suppose?" + +"If he has, he ain't told me, Mr. Fenwick. I don't care to come +between them with hints and jealousies, suspecting like. Our Fan says +he's been out working somewhere Lavington way; but I don't know as +she knows." + +"Was he decent looking when he came home?" + +"He wasn't much amiss, Mr. Fenwick. He has that way with him that he +most always looks decent;--don't he, sir?" + +"Had he any money?" + +"He had a some'at, because when he was working, moving the big lumber +as though for bare life, he sent one of the boys for beer, and I +see'd him give the boy the money." + +"I'm sorry for it. I wish he'd come back without a penny, and with +hunger like a wolf in his stomach, and with his clothes all rags, +so that he might have had a taste of the suffering of a vagabond's +life." + +"Just like the Prodigal Son, Mr. Fenwick?" + +"Just like the Prodigal Son. He would not have come back to his +father had he not been driven by his own vices to live with the +swine." Then, seeing the tears coming down the poor mother's cheeks, +he added in a kinder voice, "Perhaps it may be all well as it is. We +will hope so at least, and to-morrow I will come down and see him. +You need not tell him that I am coming, unless he should ask where +you have been." Then Mrs. Brattle took her leave, and the parson +finished his sermon. + +That afternoon he drove his wife across the county to visit certain +friends at Charlicoats, and, both going and coming, could not keep +himself from talking about the Brattles. In the first place, he +thought that Gilmore was wrong not to complete the work himself. + +"Of course he'll see that the money is spent and all that, and no +doubt in this way he may get the job done twenty or thirty pounds +cheaper; but the Brattles have not interest enough in the place to +justify it." + +"I suppose the old man liked it best so." + +"The old man shouldn't have been allowed to have his way. I am in an +awful state of alarm about Sam. Much as I like him,--or at any rate +did like him,--I fear he is going, or perhaps has gone, to the dogs. +That those two men were housebreakers is as certain as that you sit +there; and I cannot doubt but that he has been with them over at +Lavington or Devizes, or somewhere in that country." + +"But he may, perhaps, never have joined them in anything of that +kind." + +"A man is known by his companions. I would not have believed it if +I had not found him with the men, and traced him and them about the +county together. You see that this fellow whom they call the Grinder +was certainly the man I struck. I tracked him to Lavington, and there +he was complaining of being sore all over his body. I don't wonder +that he was sore. He must be made like a horse to be no worse than +sore. Well, then, that man and Sam were certainly in our garden +together." + +"Give him a chance, Frank." + +"Of course, I will give him a chance. I will give him the very best +chance I can. I would do anything to save him,--but I can't help +knowing what I know." + +He had made very little to his wife of the danger of the Vicarage +being robbed, but he could not but feel that there was danger. +His wife had brought with her, among other plenishing for their +household, a considerable amount of handsome plate, more than is, +perhaps, generally to be found in country parsonages, and no doubt +this fact was known, at any rate, to Sam Brattle. Had the men simply +intended to rob the garden, they would not have run the risk of +coming so near to the house windows. But then it certainly was true +that Sam was not showing them the way. The parson did not quite know +what to think about it, but it was clearly his duty to be on his +guard. + +That same evening he sauntered across the corner of the churchyard +to his neighbour the farmer. Looking out warily for Bone'm, he stood +leaning upon the farm gate. Bone'm was not to be seen or heard, and +therefore he entered, and walked up to the back door, which indeed +was the only door for entrance or egress that was ever used. There +was a front door opening into a little ragged garden, but this was as +much a fixture as the wall. As he was knocking at the back door, it +was opened by the farmer himself. Mr. Fenwick had called to inquire +whether his friend had secured for him,--as half promised,--the +possession of a certain brother of Bone'm's, who was supposed to be +of a very pugnacious disposition in the silent watches of the night. + +"It's no go, parson." + +"Why not, Mr. Trumbull?" + +"The truth is, there be such a deal of talk o' thieves about the +country, that no one likes to part with such a friend as that. Muster +Crickly, over at Imber, he have another big dog it's true, a reg'lar +mastiff, but he do say that Crunch'em be better than the mastiff, and +he won't let 'un go, parson,--not for love nor money. I wouldn't let +Bone'm go, I know; not for nothing." Then Mr. Fenwick walked back to +the Vicarage, and was half induced to think that as Crunch'em was not +to be had, it would be his duty to sit up at night, and look after +the plate box himself. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +DON'T YOU BE AFEARD ABOUT ME. + + +On the following morning Mr. Fenwick walked down to the mill. There +was a path all along the river, and this was the way he took. He +passed different points as he went, and he thought of the trout he +had caught there, or had wished to catch, and he thought also how +often Sam Brattle had been with him as he had stood there delicately +throwing his fly. In those days Sam had been very fond of him, had +thought it to be a great thing to be allowed to fish with the parson, +and had been reasonably obedient. Now Sam would not even come up to +the Vicarage when he was asked to do so. For more than a year after +the close of those amicable relations the parson had behaved with +kindness and almost with affection to the lad. He had interceded with +the Squire when Sam was accused of poaching,--had interceded with +the old miller when Sam had given offence at home,--and had even +interceded with the constable when there was a rumour in the wind +of offences something worse than these. Then had come the occasion +on which Mr. Fenwick had told the father that unless the son would +change his course evil would come of it; and both father and son had +taken this amiss. The father had told the parson to his face that he, +the parson, had led his son astray; and the son in his revenge had +brought housebreakers down upon his old friend's premises. + +"One hasn't to do it for thanks," said Mr. Fenwick, as he became a +little bitter while thinking of all this. "I'll stick to him as long +as I can, if it's only for the old woman's sake,--and for the poor +girl whom we used to love." Then he thought of a clear, sweet, young +voice that used to be so well known in his village choir, and of the +heavy curls, which it was a delight to him to see. It had been a +pleasure to him to have such a girl as Carry Brattle in his church, +and now Carry Brattle was gone utterly, and would probably never be +seen in a church again. These Brattles had suffered much, and he +would bear with them, let the task of doing so be ever so hard. + +The sound of workmen was to be already heard as he drew near to +the mill. There were men there pulling the thatch off the building, +and there were carts and horses bringing laths, lime, bricks, and +timber, and taking the old rubbish away. As he crossed quickly by +the slippery stones he saw old Jacob Brattle standing before the +mill looking on, with his hands in his breeches pockets. He was +too old to do much at such work as this,--work to which he was not +accustomed--and was looking up in a sad melancholy way, as though it +were a work of destruction, and not one of reparation. + +"We shall have you here as smart as possible before long, Mr. +Brattle," said the parson. + +"I don't know much about smart, Muster Fenwick. The old place was +a'most tumbling down,--but still it would have lasted out my time, +I'm thinking. If t' Squire would 'a done it fifteen years ago, I'd +'a thanked un; but I don't know what to say about it now, and this +time of year and all, just when the new grist would be coming in. +If t' Squire would 'a thought of it in June, now. But things is +contrary--a'most allays so." After this speech, which was made in a +low, droning voice, bit by bit, the miller took himself off and went +into the house. + +At the back of the mill, perched on an old projecting beam, in the +midst of dust and dirt, assisting with all the energy of youth in the +demolition of the roof, Mr. Fenwick saw Sam Brattle. He perceived at +once that Sam had seen him; but the young man immediately averted his +eyes and went on with his work. The parson did not speak at once, but +stepped over the ruins around him till he came immediately under the +beam in question. Then he called to the lad, and Sam was constrained +to answer "Yes, Mr. Fenwick, I am here;--hard at work, as you see." + +"I do see it, and wish you luck with your job. Spare me ten minutes, +and come down and speak to me." + +"I am in such a muck now, Mr. Fenwick, that I do wish to go on with +it, if you'll let me." + +But Mr. Fenwick, having taken so much trouble to get at the young +man, was not going to be put off in this way. "Never mind your muck +for a quarter of an hour," he said. "I have come here on purpose to +find you, and I must speak to you." + +"Must!" said Sam, looking down with a very angry lower on his face. + +"Yes,--must. Don't be a fool now. You know that I do not wish to +injure you. You are not such a coward as to be afraid to speak to me. +Come down." + +"Afeard! Who talks of being afeard? Stop a moment, Mr. Fenwick, and +I'll be with you;--not that I think it will do any good." Then slowly +he crept back along the beam and came down through the interior of +the building. "What is it, Mr. Fenwick? Here I am. I ain't a bit +afeard of you at any rate." + +"Where have you been the last fortnight, Sam?" + +"What right have you to ask me, Mr. Fenwick?" + +"I have the right of old friendship, and perhaps also some right from +my remembrance of the last place in which I saw you. What has become +of that man, Burrows?" + +"What Burrows?" + +"Jack the Grinder, whom I hit on the back the night I made you +prisoner. Do you think that you were doing well in being in my garden +about midnight in company with such a fellow as that,--one of the +most notorious jailbirds in the county? Do you know that I could have +had you arrested and sent to prison at once?" + +"I know you couldn't--do nothing of the kind." + +"You know this, Sam,--that I've no wish to do it; that nothing would +give me more pain than doing it. But you must feel that if we should +hear now of any depredation about the county, we couldn't,--I at +least could not,--help thinking of you. And I am told that there will +be depredations, Sam. Are you concerned in these matters?" + +"No, I am not," said Sam, doggedly. + +"Are you disposed to tell me why you were in my garden, and why those +men were with you?" + +"We were down in the churchyard, and the gate was open, and so we +walked up;--that was all. If we'd meant to do anything out of the way +we shouldn't 'a come like that, nor yet at that hour. Why, it worn't +midnight, Mr. Fenwick." + +"But why was there such a man as Burrows with you? Do you think he +was fit company for you, Sam?" + +"I suppose a chap may choose his own company, Mr. Fenwick?" + +"Yes, he may, and go to the gallows because he chooses it, as you are +doing." + +"Very well; if that's all you've got to say to me, I'll go back to my +work." + +"Stop one moment, Sam. That is not quite all. I caught you the other +night where you had no business to be, and for the sake of your +father and mother, and for old recollections, I let you go. Perhaps I +was wrong, but I don't mean to hark back upon that again." + +"You are a-harking back on it, ever so often." + +"I shall take no further steps about it." + +"There ain't no steps to be taken, Mr. Fenwick." + +"But I see that you intend to defy me, and therefore I am bound to +tell you that I shall keep my eye upon you." + +"Don't you be afeard about me, Mr. Fenwick." + +"And if I hear of those fellows, Burrows and the other, being about +the place any more, I shall give the police notice that they are +associates of yours. I don't think so badly of you yet, Sam, as to +believe you would bring your father's grey hairs with sorrow to the +grave by turning thief and housebreaker; but when I hear of your +being away from home, and nobody knowing where you are, and find +that you are living without decent employment, and prowling about at +nights with robbers and cut-throats, I cannot but be afraid. Do you +know that the Squire recognised you that night as well as I?" + +"The Squire ain't nothing to me, and if you've done with me now, +Mr. Fenwick, I'll go back to my work." So saying, Sam Brattle again +mounted up to the roof, and the parson returned discomfited to the +front of the building. He had not intended to see any of the family, +but, as he was crossing the little bridge, meaning to go home round +by the Privets, he was stopped by Fanny Brattle. + +"I hope it will be all right now, Mr. Fenwick," the girl said. + + +[Illustration: "I hope it will be all right now, Mr. Fenwick," +the girl said.] + + +"I hope so too, Fanny. But you and your mother should keep an eye +on him, so that he may know that his goings and comings are noticed. +I dare say it will be all right as long as the excitement of these +changes is going on; but there is nothing so bad as that he should be +in and out of the house at nights and not feel that his absence is +noticed. It will be better always to ask him, though he be ever so +cross. Tell your mother I say so." + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +BONE'M AND HIS MASTER. + + +After leaving the mill Mr. Fenwick went up to the Squire, and, in +contradiction, as it were, of all the hard things that he had said +to Sam Brattle, spoke to the miller's landlord in the lad's favour. +He was hard at work now, at any rate; and seemed inclined to stick +to his work. And there had been an independence about him which the +parson had half liked, even while he had been offended at it. Gilmore +differed altogether from his friend. "What was he doing in your +garden? What was he doing hidden in Trumbull's hedge? When I see +fellows hiding in ditches at night, I don't suppose that they're +after much good." Mr. Fenwick made some lame apology, even for these +offences. Sam had, perhaps, not really known the extent of the +iniquity of the men with whom he had associated, and had come up the +garden probably with a view to the fruit. The matter was discussed at +great length, and the Squire at last promised that he would give Sam +another chance in regard to his own estimation of the young man's +character. + +On that same evening,--or, rather, after the evening was over, for it +was nearly twelve o'clock at night,--Fenwick walked round the garden +and the orchard with his wife. There was no moon now, and the night +was very dark. They stopped for a minute at the wicket leading into +the churchyard, and it was evident to them that Bone'm, from the +farmyard at the other side of the church, had heard them, for he +commenced a low growl, with which the parson was by this time well +acquainted. + +"Good dog, good dog," said the parson, in a low voice. "I wish we had +his brother, I know." + +"He would only be tearing the maids and biting the children," said +Mrs. Fenwick. "I hate having a savage beast about." + +"But it would be so nice to catch a burglar and crunch him. I feel +almost bloodthirsty since I hit that fellow with the life-preserver, +and find that I didn't kill him." + +"I know, Frank, you're thinking about these thieves more than you +like to tell me." + +"I was thinking just then, that if they were to come and take all the +silver it wouldn't do much harm. We should have to buy German plate, +and nobody would know the difference." + +"Suppose they murdered us all?" + +"They never do that now. The profession is different from what it +used to be. They only go where they know they can find a certain +amount of spoil, and where they can get it without much danger. I +don't think housebreakers ever cut throats in these days. They're too +fond of their own." Then they both agreed that if these rumours of +housebreakings were continued, they would send away the plate some +day to be locked up in safe keeping at Salisbury. After that they +went to bed. + +On the next morning, the Sunday morning, at a few minutes before +seven, the parson was awakened by his groom at his bedroom door. + +"What is it, Roger?" he asked. + +"For the love of God, sir, get up! They've been and murdered Mr. +Trumbull." + +Mrs. Fenwick, who heard the tidings, screamed; and Mr. Fenwick was +out of bed and into his trousers in half a minute. In another half +minute Mrs. Fenwick, clothed in her dressing-gown, was up-stairs +among her children. No doubt she thought that as soon as the poor +farmer had been despatched, the murderers would naturally pass on +into her nursery. Mr. Fenwick did not believe the tidings. If a man +be hurt in the hunting-field, it is always said that he's killed. +If the kitchen flue be on fire, it is always said that the house is +burned down. Something, however, had probably happened at Farmer +Trumbull's; and down went the parson across the garden and orchard, +and through the churchyard, as quick as his legs would carry him. +In the farmyard he found quite a crowd of men, including the two +constables and three or four of the leading tradesmen in the village. +The first thing that he saw was the dead body of Bone'm, the dog. He +was stiff and stark, and had been poisoned. + +"How's Mr. Trumbull?" he asked, of the nearest by-stander. + +"Laws, parson, ain't ye heard?" said the man. "They've knocked his +skull open with a hammer, and he's as dead--as dead." + +Hearing this, the parson turned round, and made his way into the +house. There was not a doubt about it. The farmer had been murdered +during the night, and his money carried off. Upstairs Mr. Fenwick +made his way to the farmer's bedroom, and there lay the body. Mr. +Crittenden, the village doctor, was there; and a crowd of men, and +an old woman or two. Among the women was Trumbull's sister, the wife +of a neighbouring farmer, who, with her husband, a tenant of Mr. +Gilmore's, had come over just before the arrival of Mr. Fenwick. +The body had been found on the stairs, and it was quite clear that +the farmer had fought desperately with the man or men before he had +received the blow which despatched him. + +"I told 'um how it be,--I did, I did, when he would 'a all that money +by 'um." This was the explanation given by Mr. Trumbull's sister, +Mrs. Boddle. + +It seemed that Trumbull had had in his possession over a hundred +and fifty pounds, of which the greater part was in gold, and that +he kept this in a money-box in his bedroom. One of the two women +who lived in his service,--he himself had been a widower without +children,--declared that she had always known that at night he took +the box out of his cupboard into bed with him. She had seen it there +more than once when she had taken him up drinks when he was unwell. +When first interrogated, she declared that she did not remember, at +that moment, that she had ever told anybody; she thought she had +never told anybody; at last, she would swear that she had never +spoken a word about it to a single soul. She was supposed to be a +good girl, had come of decent people, and was well known by Mr. +Fenwick, of whose congregation she was one. Her name was Agnes Pope. +The other servant was an elderly woman, who had been in the house all +her life, but was unfortunately deaf. She had known very well about +the money, and had always been afraid about it; had very often spoken +to her master about it, but never a word to Agnes. She had been woken +in the night,--that was, as it turned out, about 2 A.M.,--by the +girl who slept with her, and who declared that she had heard a great +noise, as of somebody tumbling,--a very great noise indeed, as though +there were ever so many people tumbling. For a long time, for perhaps +an hour, they had lain still, being afraid to move. Then the elder +woman had lighted a candle, and gone down from the garret in which +they slept. The first thing she saw was the body of her master, in +his shirt, upon the stairs. She had then called up the only other +human being who slept on the premises, a shepherd, who had lived for +thirty years with Trumbull. This man had thrown open the house, and +had gone for assistance, and had found the body of the dead dog in +the yard. + +Before nine o'clock the facts, as they have been told, were known +everywhere, and the Squire was down on the spot. The man,--or, as it +was presumed, men,--had entered by the unaccustomed front door, which +was so contrived as to afford the easiest possible mode of getting +into the house; whereas, the back door, which was used by everybody, +had been bolted and barred with all care. The men must probably have +entered by the churchyard and the back gate of the farmyard, as that +had been found to be unlatched, whereas the gate leading out on to +the road had been found closed. The farmer himself had always been +very careful to close both these gates when he let out Bone'm before +going to bed. Poor Bone'm had been enticed to his death by a piece of +poisoned meat, thrown to him probably some considerable time before +the attack was made. + +Who were the murderers? That of course was the first question. It +need hardly be said with how sad a heart Mr. Fenwick discussed this +matter with the Squire. Of course inquiry must be made of the manner +in which Sam Brattle had passed the night. Heavens! how would it be +with that poor family if he had been concerned in such an affair as +this! And then there came across the parson's mind a remembrance that +Agnes Pope and Sam Brattle had been seen by him together, on more +Sundays than one. In his anxiety, and with much imprudence, he went +to the girl and questioned her again. + +"For your own sake, Agnes, tell me, are you sure you never mentioned +about the money-box to--Sam Brattle?" + +The girl blushed and hesitated, and then said that she was quite sure +she never had. She didn't think she had ever said ten words to Sam +since she knew about the box. + +"But five words would be sufficient, Agnes." + +"Then them five words was never spoke, sir," said the girl. But still +she blushed, and the parson thought that her manner was not in her +favour. + +It was necessary that the parson should attend to his church; but the +Squire, who was a magistrate, went down with the two constables to +the mill. There they found Sam and his father, with Mrs. Brattle and +Fanny. No one went to the church from the mill on that day. The news +had reached them of the murder, and they all felt,--though no one +of them had so said to any other,--that something might in some way +connect them with the deed that had been done. Sam had hardly spoken +since he had heard of Mr. Trumbull's death; though when he saw that +his father was perfectly silent, as one struck with some sudden +dread, he bade the old man hold up his head and fear nothing. Old +Brattle, when so addressed, seated himself in his arm-chair, and +there remained without a word till the magistrate with the constables +were among them. + +There were not many at church, and Mr. Fenwick made the service very +short. He could not preach the sermon which he had prepared, but said +a few words on the terrible catastrophe which had occurred so near +to them. This man who was now lying within only a few yards of them, +with his brains knocked out, had been alive among them, strong and +in good health, yesterday evening! And there had come into their +peaceful village miscreants who had been led on from self-indulgence +to idleness, and from idleness to theft, and from theft to murder! We +all know the kind of words which the parson spoke, and the thrill of +attention with which they would be heard. Here was a man who had been +close to them, and therefore the murder came home to them all, and +filled them with an excitement which, alas! was not probably without +some feeling of pleasure. But the sermon, if sermon it could be +called, was very short; and when it was over, the parson also hurried +down to the mill. + +It had already been discovered that Sam Brattle had certainly been +out during the night. He had himself denied this at first, saying, +that though he had been the last to go to bed, he had gone to bed +about eleven, and had not left the mill-house till late in the +morning;--but his sister had heard him rise, and had seen his body +through the gloom as he passed beneath the window of the room in +which she slept. She had not heard him return, but, when she arose at +six, had found out that he was then in the house. He manifested no +anger against her when she gave this testimony, but acknowledged that +he had been out, that he had wandered up to the road, and explained +his former denial frankly,--or with well-assumed frankness,--by +saying that he would, if possible, for his father's and mother's +sake, have concealed the fact that he had been away,--knowing that +his absence would give rise to suspicions which would well-nigh break +their hearts. He had not, however,--so he said,--been any nearer +to Bullhampton than the point of the road opposite to the lodge of +Hampton Privets, from whence the lane turned down to the mill. What +had he been doing down there? He had done nothing, but sat and smoked +on a stile by the road side. Had he seen any strangers? Here he +paused, but at last declared that he had seen none, but had heard +the sound of wheels and of a pony's feet upon the road. The vehicle, +whatever it was, must have passed on towards Bullhampton just before +he reached the road. Had he followed the vehicle? No;--he had thought +of doing so, but had not. Could he guess who was in the vehicle? By +this time many surmises had been made aloud as to Jack the Grinder +and his companion, and it had become generally known that the +parson had encountered two such men in his own garden some nights +previously. Sam, when he was pressed, said that the idea had come +into his mind that the vehicle was the Grinder's cart. He had no +knowledge, he said, that the man was coming to Bullhampton on that +night;--but the man had said in his hearing, that he would like to +strip the parson's peaches. He was asked also about Farmer Trumbull's +money. He declared that he had never heard that the farmer kept money +in the house. He did know that the farmer was accounted to be a very +saving man,--but that was all that he knew. He was as much surprised, +he said, as any of them at what had occurred. Had the men turned the +other way and robbed the parson he would have been less surprised. He +acknowledged that he had called the parson a turn-coat and a meddling +tell-tale, in the presence of these men. + +All this ended of course in Sam's arrest. He had himself seen from +the first that it would be so, and had bade his mother take comfort +and hold up her head. "It won't be for long, mother. I ain't got any +of the money, and they can't bring it nigh me." He was taken away +to be locked up at Heytesbury that night, in order that he might be +brought before the bench of magistrates which would sit at that place +on Tuesday. Squire Gilmore for the present committed him. + +The parson remained for some time with the old man and his wife after +Sam was gone, but he soon found that he could be of no service by +doing so. The miller himself would not speak, and Mrs. Brattle was +utterly prostrated by her husband's misery. + +"I do not know what to say about it," said Mr. Fenwick to his wife +that night. "The suspicion is very strong; but I cannot say that +I have an opinion one way or the other." There was no sermon in +Bullhampton Church on that Sunday afternoon. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +CAPTAIN MARRABLE AND HIS FATHER. + + +Only that it is generally conceived that in such a history as is this +the writer of the tale should be able to make his points so clear +by words that no further assistance should be needed, I should be +tempted here to insert a properly illustrated pedigree tree of the +Marrable family. The Marrable family is of very old standing in +England, the first baronet having been created by James I., and there +having been Marrables,--as is well known by all attentive readers of +English history,--engaged in the Wars of the Roses, and again others +very conspicuous in the religious persecutions of the children of +Henry VIII. I do not know that they always behaved with consistency; +but they held their heads up after a fashion, and got themselves +talked of, and were people of note in the country. They were +cavaliers in the time of Charles I. and of Cromwell,--as became men +of blood and gentlemen,--but it is not recorded of them that they +sacrificed much in the cause; and when William III. became king they +submitted with a good grace to the new order of things. A certain Sir +Thomas Marrable was member for his county in the reigns of George I. +and George II., and enjoyed a lucrative confidence with Walpole. Then +there came a blustering, roystering Sir Thomas, who, together with a +fine man and gambler as a heir, brought the property to rather a low +ebb; so that when Sir Gregory, the grandfather of our Miss Marrable, +came to the title in the early days of George III. he was not a rich +man. His two sons, another Sir Gregory and a General Marrable, died +long before the days of which we are writing,--Sir Gregory in 1815, +and the General in 1820. That Sir Gregory was the second of the +name,--the second at least as mentioned in these pages. He had been +our Miss Marrable's uncle, and the General had been her father, and +the father of Mrs. Lowther,--Mary's mother. A third Sir Gregory +was reigning at the time of our story, a very old gentleman with +one single son,--a fourth Gregory. Now the residence of Sir +Gregory was at Dunripple Park, just on the borders of Warwickshire +and Worcestershire, but in the latter county. The property was +small,--for a country gentleman with a title,--not much exceeding +L3000 a year; and there was no longer any sitting in Parliament, or +keeping of race-horses, or indeed any season in town for the present +race of Marrables. The existing Sir Gregory was a very quiet man, and +his son and only child, a man now about forty years of age, lived +mostly at home, and occupied himself with things of antiquity. He +was remarkably well read in the history of his own country, and it +had been understood for the last twenty years by the Antiquarian, +Archaeological, and other societies that he was the projector of a new +theory about Stonehenge, and that his book on the subject was almost +ready. Such were the two surviving members of the present senior +branch of the family. But Sir Gregory had two brothers,--the younger +of the two being Parson John Marrable, the present rector of St. +Peter's Lowtown and the occupier of the house within the heavy +slate-coloured gates, where he lived a bachelor life, as had done +before him his cousin the late rector;--the elder being a certain +Colonel Marrable. The Colonel Marrable again had a son, who was a +Captain Walter Marrable,--and after him the confused reader shall be +introduced to no more of the Marrable family. The enlightened reader +will have by this time perceived that Miss Mary Lowther and Captain +Walter Marrable were second cousins; and he will also have perceived, +if he has given his mind fully to the study, that the present Parson +John Marrable had come into the living after the death of a cousin of +the same generation as himself,--but of lower standing in the family. +It was so; and by this may be seen how little the Sir Gregory of the +present day had been able to do for his brother, and perhaps it may +also be imagined from this that the present clergyman at Loring +Lowtown had been able to do very little for himself. Nevertheless, +he was a kindly-hearted, good, sincere old man,--not very bright, +indeed, nor peculiarly fitted for preaching the gospel, but he was +much liked, and he kept a curate, though his income out of the +living was small. Now it so happened that Captain Marrable,--Walter +Marrable,--came to stay with his uncle the parson about the same time +that Mary Lowther returned to Loring. + +"You remember Walter, do you not?" said Miss Marrable to her niece. + +"Not the least in the world. I remember there was a Walter when I was +at Dunripple. But that was ten years ago, and boy cousins and girl +cousins never fraternise." + +"I suppose he was nearly a young man then, and you were a child?" + +"He was still at school, though just leaving it. He is seven years +older than I am." + +"He is coming to stay with Parson John." + +"You don't say so, aunt Sarah? What will such a man as Captain +Marrable do at Loring?" + +Then aunt Sarah explained all that she knew, and perhaps suggested +more than she knew. Walter Marrable had quarrelled with his father, +the Colonel,--with whom, indeed, everybody of the name of Marrable +had always been quarrelling, and who was believed by Miss Marrable to +be the very--mischief himself. He was a man always in debt, who had +broken his wife's heart, who lived with low company and disgraced the +family, who had been more than once arrested, on whose behalf all +the family interest had been expended, so that nobody else could get +anything, and who gambled and drank and did whatever wicked things +a wicked old colonel living at Portsmouth could do. And indeed, +hitherto, Miss Marrable had entertained opinions hardly more +charitable respecting the son than she had done in regard to +the father. She had disbelieved in this branch of the Marrables +altogether. Captain Marrable had lived with his father a good +deal,--at least, so she had understood,--and therefore could not but +be bad. And, moreover, our Miss Sarah Marrable had, throughout her +whole life, been somewhat estranged from the elder branches of the +family. Her father, Walter, had been,--so she thought,--injured by +his brother Sir Gregory, and there had been some law proceedings, not +quite amicable, between her brother the parson, and the present Sir +Gregory. She respected Sir Gregory as the head of the family, but she +never went now to Dunripple, and knew nothing of Sir Gregory's heir. +Of the present Parson John she had thought very little before he had +come to Loring. Since he had been living there she had found that +blood was thicker than water,--as she would say,--and they two were +intimate. When she heard that Captain Marrable was coming, because +he had quarrelled with his father, she began to think that perhaps +it might be as well that she should allow herself to meet this new +cousin. + +"What do you think of your cousin, Walter?" the old clergyman said to +his nephew, one evening, after the two ladies, who had been dining at +the Rectory, had left them. It was the first occasion on which Walter +Marrable had met Mary since his coming to Loring. + +"I remember her as well as if it were yesterday, at Dunripple. She +was a little girl then, and I thought her the most beautiful little +girl in the world." + +"We all think her very beautiful still." + +"So she is; as lovely as ever she can stand. But she does not seem to +have much to say for herself. I remember when she was a little girl +she never would speak." + +"I fancy she can talk when she pleases, Walter. But you mustn't fall +in love with her." + +"I won't, if I can help it." + +"In the first place I think she is as good as engaged to a fellow +with a very pretty property in Wiltshire, and in the next place she +hasn't got--one shilling." + +"There is not much danger. I am not inclined to trouble myself about +any girl in my present mood, even if she had the pretty property +herself, and wasn't engaged to anybody. I suppose I shall get over it +some day, but I feel just at present as though I couldn't say a kind +word to a human being." + +"Psha! psha! that's nonsense, Walter. Take things coolly. They're +more likely to come right, and they won't be so troublesome, even if +they don't." Such was the philosophy of Parson John,--for the sake +of digesting which the captain lit a cigar, and went out to smoke it, +standing at one of the open slate-coloured gates. + +It was said in the first chapter of this story that Mr. Gilmore was +one of the heroes whose deeds the story undertakes to narrate, and +a hint was perhaps expressed that of all the heroes he was the +favourite. Captain Marrable is, however, another hero, and, as such, +some word or two must be said of him. He was a better-looking man, +certainly, than Mr. Gilmore, though perhaps his personal appearance +did not at first sight give to the observer so favourable an idea of +his character as did that of the other gentleman. Mr. Gilmore was +to be read at a glance as an honest, straightforward, well-behaved +country squire, whose word might be taken for anything, who might, +perhaps, like to have his own way, but who could hardly do a cruel +or an unfair thing. He was just such a man to look at as a prudent +mother would select as one to whom she might entrust her daughter +with safety. Now Walter Marrable's countenance was of a very +different die. He had served in India, and the naturally dark colour +of his face had thus become very swarthy. His black hair curled round +his head, but the curls on his brow were becoming very thin, as +though age were already telling on them, and yet he was four or five +years younger than Mr. Gilmore. His eyebrows were thick and heavy, +and his eyes seemed to be black. They were eyes which were used +without much motion; and when they were dead set, as they were not +unfrequently, it would seem as though he were defying those on whom +he looked. Thus he made many afraid of him, and many who were not +afraid of him, disliked him because of a certain ferocity which +seemed to characterise his face. He wore no beard beyond a heavy +black moustache, which quite covered his upper lip. His nose was long +and straight, his mouth large, and his chin square. No doubt he was +a handsome man. And he looked to be a tall man, though in truth he +lacked two full inches of the normal six feet. He was broad across +the chest, strong on his legs, and was altogether such a man to look +at that few would care to quarrel with him, and many would think that +he was disposed to quarrel. Of his nature he was not quarrelsome; but +he was a man who certainly had received much injury. It need not be +explained at length how his money affairs had gone wrong with him. He +should have inherited, and, indeed, did inherit, a fortune from his +mother's family, of which his father had contrived absolutely to rob +him. It was only within the last month that he had discovered that +his father had succeeded in laying his hands on certainly the bulk of +his money, and it might be upon all. Words between them had been very +bitter. The father, with a cigar between his teeth, had told his son +that this was the fortune of war, that if justice had been done him +at his marriage, the money would have been his own, and that by G---- +he was very sorry, and couldn't say anything more. The son had called +the father a liar and a swindler,--as, indeed, was the truth, though +the son was doubtless wrong to say so to the author of his being. The +father had threatened the son with his horsewhip; and so they had +parted, within ten days of Walter Marrable's return from India. + +Walter had written to his two uncles, asking their advice as to +saving the wreck, if anything might be saved. Sir Gregory had written +back to say that he was an old man, that he was greatly grieved at +the misunderstanding, and that Messrs. Block and Curling were the +family lawyers. Parson John invited his nephew to come down to Loring +Lowtown. Captain Marrable went to Block and Curling, who were by no +means consolatory, and accepted his uncle's invitation. + +It was but three days after the first meeting between the two +cousins, that they were to be seen one evening walking together along +the banks of the Lurwell, a little river which at Loring sometimes +takes the appearance of a canal, and sometimes of a natural stream. +But it is commercial, having connection with the Kennet and Avon +navigation; and long, slow, ponderous barges, with heavy, dirty, +sleepy bargemen, and rickety, ill-used barge-horses, are common in +the neighbourhood. In parts it is very pretty, as it runs under the +chalky downs, and there are a multiplicity of locks, and the turf +of the sheep-walks comes up to the towing path; but in the close +neighbourhood of the town the canal is straight and uninteresting; +the ground is level, and there is a scattered community of small, +straight-built light-brick houses, which are in themselves so ugly +that they are incompatible with anything that is pretty in landscape. + +Parson John, always so called to distinguish him from the late +parson, his cousin, who had been the Rev. James Marrable, had taken +occasion, on behalf of his nephew, to tell the story of his wrong to +Miss Marrable, and by Miss Marrable it had been told to Mary. To both +these ladies the thing seemed to be so horrible,--the idea that a +father should have robbed his son,--that the stern ferocity of the +slow-moving eyes was forgiven, and they took him to their hearts, if +not for love, at least for pity. Twenty thousand pounds ought to have +become the property of Walter Marrable, when some maternal relative +had died. It had seemed hard that the father should have none of it, +and, on the receipt in India of representations from the Colonel, +Walter had signed certain fatal papers, the effect of which was that +the father had laid his hands on pretty nearly the whole, if not on +the whole, of the money, and had caused it to vanish. There was now a +question whether some five thousand pounds might not be saved. If so, +Walter would stay in England; if not, he would exchange and go back +to India; "or," as he said himself, "to the Devil." + +"Don't speak of it in that way," said Mary. + +"The worst of it is," said he "that I am ashamed of myself for being +so absolutely cut up about money. A man should be able to bear that +kind of thing; but this hits one all round." + +"I think you bear it very well." + +"No, I don't. I didn't bear it well when I called my father a +swindler. I didn't bear it well when I swore that I would put him in +prison for robbing me. I don't bear it well now, when I think of it +every moment. But I do so hate India, and I had so absolutely made +up my mind never to return. If it hadn't been that I knew that this +fortune was to be mine, I could have saved money, hand over hand." + +"Can't you live on your pay here?" + +"No!" He answered her almost as though he were angry with her. "If I +had been used all my life to the strictest economies, perhaps I might +do so. Some men do, no doubt; but I am too old to begin it. There is +the choice of two things,--to blow my brains out, or go back." + +"You are not such a coward as that." + +"I don't know. I ain't sure that it would be cowardice. If there were +anybody I could injure by doing it, it would be cowardly." + +"The family," suggested Mary. + +"What does Sir Gregory care for me? I'll show you his letter to me +some day. I don't think it would be cowardly at all to get away from +such a lot." + +"I am sure you won't do that, Captain Marrable." + +"Think what it is to know that your father is a swindler. Perhaps +that is the worst of it all. Fancy talking or thinking of one's +family after that. I like my uncle John. He is very kind, and has +offered to lend me L150, which I'm sure he can't afford to lose, and +which I am too honest to take. But even he hardly sees it. He calls +it a misfortune, and I've no doubt would shake hands with his brother +to-morrow." + +"So would you, if he were really sorry." + +"No, Mary; nothing on earth shall ever induce me to set my eyes on +him again willingly. He has destroyed all the world for me. He should +have had half of it without a word. When he used to whine to me in +his letters, and say how cruelly he had been treated, I always made +up my mind that he should have half the income for life. It was +because he should not want till I came home that I enabled him to do +what he has done. And now he has robbed me of every cursed shilling! +I wonder whether I shall ever get my mind free from it." + +"Of course you will." + +"It seems now that my heart is wrapped in lead." As they were coming +home she put her hand upon his arm, and asked him to promise her to +withdraw that threat. + +"Why should I withdraw it? Who cares for me?" + +"We all care. My aunt cares. I care." + +"The threat means nothing, Mary. People who make such threats don't +carry them out. Of course I shall go on and endure it. The worst of +all is, that the whole thing makes me so unmanly,--makes such a beast +of me. But I'll try to get over it." + +Mary Lowther thought that, upon the whole, he bore his misfortune +very well. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +COUSINHOOD. + + +Mary Lowther and her cousin had taken their walk together on Monday +evening, and on the next morning she received the following letter +from Mrs. Fenwick. When it reached her she had as yet heard nothing +of the Bullhampton tragedy. + + + Vicarage, Monday, Sept. 1, 186--. + + DEAREST MARY, + + I suppose you will have heard before you get this of the + dreadful murder that has taken place here, and which has + so startled and horrified us, that we hardly know what we + are doing even yet. It is hard to say why a thing should + be worse because it is close, but it certainly is so. Had + it been in the next parish, or even further off in this + parish, I do not think that I should feel it so much, and + then we knew the old man so well; and then, again,--which + makes it worst of all,--we all of us are unable to get rid + of a suspicion that one whom we knew, and was liked, has + been a participator in the crime. + + It seems that it must have been about two o'clock on + Sunday morning that Mr. Trumbull was killed. It was, at + any rate, between one and three. As far as they can judge, + they think that there must have been three men concerned. + You remember how we used to joke about poor Mr. Trumbull's + dog. Well, he was poisoned first,--probably an hour before + the men got into the house. It has been discovered that + the foolish old man kept a large sum of money by him in a + box, and that he always took this box into bed with him. + The woman, who lived in the house with him, used to see it + there. No doubt the thieves had heard of this, and both + Frank and Mr. Gilmore think that the girl, Agnes Pope, + whom you will remember in the choir, told about it. She + lived with Mr. Trumbull, and we all thought her a very + good girl,--though she was too fond of that young man, Sam + Brattle. + + They think that the men did not mean to do the murder, but + that the old man fought so hard for his money that they + were driven to it. His body was not in the room, but on + the top of the stairs, and his temple had been split open + with a blow of a hammer. The hammer lay beside him, and + was one belonging to the house. Mr. Gilmore says that + there was great craft in their using a weapon which they + did not bring with them. Of course they cannot be traced + by the hammer. + + They got off with L150 in the box, and did not touch + anything else. Everybody feels quite sure that they knew + all about the money, and that when Mr. Gilmore saw them + that night down at the churchyard corner, they were + prowling about with a view of seeing how they could get + into the farmer's house, and not into the Vicarage. Frank + thinks that when he afterwards found them in our place, + Sam Brattle had brought them in with a kind of wild idea + of taking the fruit, but that the men, of their own + account, had come round to reconnoitre the house. They + both say that there can be no doubt about the men having + been the same. Then comes the terrible question whether + Sam Brattle, the son of that dear woman at the mill, has + been one of the murderers. He had been at home all the + previous day working very hard at the works,--which are + being done in obedience to your orders, my dear; but he + certainly was out on the Saturday night. + + It is very hard to get at any man's belief in such + matters, but, as far as I can understand them, I don't + think that either Frank or Mr. Gilmore do really believe + that he was there. Frank says that it will go very + hard with him, and Mr. Gilmore has committed him. The + magistrates are to sit to-morrow at Heytesbury, and Mr. + Gilmore will be there. He has, as you may be sure, behaved + as well as possible, and has quite altered in his manner + to the old people. I was at the mill this morning. Brattle + himself would not speak to me, but I sat for an hour + with Mrs. Brattle and Fanny. It makes it almost the more + melancholy having all the rubbish and building things + about, and yet the work stopped. + + Fanny Brattle has behaved so well! It was she who told + that her brother had been out at night. Mr. Gilmore says + that when the question was asked in his presence, she + answered it in her own quiet, simple way, without a + moment's doubt; but since that she has never ceased to + assert her conviction that her brother has had nothing to + do either with the murder or with the robbery. If it had + not been for this, Mrs. Brattle would, I think, have sunk + under the load. Fanny says the same thing constantly to + her father. He scolds her, and bids her hold her tongue; + but she goes on, and I think it has some effect even on + him. The whole place does look such a picture of ruin! It + would break your heart to see it. And then, when one looks + at the father and mother, one remembers about that other + child, and is almost tempted to ask why such misery should + have fallen upon parents who have been honest, sober, + and industrious. Can it really be that the man is being + punished here on earth because he will not believe? When + I hinted this to Frank, he turned upon me, and scolded + me, and told me I was measuring the Almighty God with a + foot-rule. But men were punished in the Bible because they + did not believe. Remember the Baptist's father. But I + never dare to go on with Frank on these matters. + + I am so full of this affair of poor Mr. Trumbull, and so + anxious about Sam Brattle, that I cannot now write about + anything else. I can only say that no man ever behaved + with greater kindness and propriety than Harry Gilmore, + who has had to act as magistrate. Poor Fanny Brattle has + to go to Heytesbury to-morrow to give her evidence. At + first they said that they must take the father also, but + he is to be spared for the present. + + I should tell you that Sam himself declares that he + got to know these men at a place where he was at work, + brickmaking, near Devizes. He had quarrelled with his + father, and had got a job there, with high wages. He used + to be out at night with them, and acknowledges that he + joined one of them, a man named Burrows, in stealing a + brood of pea-fowl which some poulterers wanted to buy. He + says he looked on it as a joke. Then it seems he had some + spite against Trumbull's dog, and that this man, Burrows, + came over here on purpose to take the dog away. This, + according to his story, is all that he knows of the man; + and he says that on that special Saturday night he had not + the least idea that Burrows was at Bullhampton, till he + heard the sound of a certain cart on the road. I tell + you all this, as I am sure you will share our anxiety + respecting this unfortunate young man,--because of his + mother and sister. + + Good-bye, dearest; Frank sends ever so many loves;--and + somebody else would send them too, if he thought that I + would be the bearer. Try to think so well of Bullhampton + as to make you wish to live here.--Give my kindest love to + your aunt Sarah. + + Your most affectionate friend, + + JANET FENWICK. + + +Mary was obliged to read the letter twice before she completely +understood it. Old Mr. Trumbull murdered! Why she had known the old +man well, had always been in the habit of speaking to him when she +met him either at the one gate or the other of the farmyard,--had +joked with him about Bone'm, and had heard him assert his own perfect +security against robbers not a week before the night on which he was +murdered! As Mrs. Fenwick had said, the truth is so much more real +when it comes from things that are near. And then she had so often +heard the character of Sam Brattle described,--the man who was now in +prison as a murderer! And she herself had given lessons in singing to +Agnes Pope, who was now in some sort accused of aiding the thieves. +And she herself had asked Agnes whether it was not foolish for her to +be hanging about the farmyard, outside her master's premises, with +Sam Brattle. It was all brought very near to her! + +Before that day was over she was telling the story to Captain +Marrable. She had of course told it to her aunt, and they had +been discussing it the whole morning. Mr. Gilmore's name had been +mentioned to Captain Marrable, but very little more than the name. +Aunt Sarah, however, had already begun to think whether it might +not be prudent to tell cousin Walter the story of the half-formed +engagement. Mary had expressed so much sympathy with her cousin's +wrongs, that aunt Sarah had begun to fear that that sympathy might +lead to a tenderer feeling, and aunt Sarah was by no means anxious +that her niece should fall in love with a gentleman whose chief +attraction was the fact that he had been ruined by his own father, +even though that gentleman was a Marrable himself. This danger might +possibly be lessened if Captain Marrable were made acquainted with +the Gilmore affair, and taught to understand how desirable such a +match would be for Mary. But aunt Sarah had qualms of conscience +on the subject. She doubted whether she had a right to tell the +story without leave from Mary; and then there was in truth no real +engagement. She knew indeed that Mr. Gilmore had made the offer more +than once; but then she knew also that the offer had at any rate not +as yet been accepted, and she felt that on Mr. Gilmore's account as +well as on Mary's she ought to hold her tongue. It might indeed be +admissible to tell to a cousin that which she would not tell to an +indifferent young man; but, nevertheless, she could not bring herself +to do, even with so good an object, that which she believed to be +wrong. + +That evening Mary was again walking on the towing-path beside the +river with her cousin Walter. She had met him now about five times, +and there was already an intimacy between them. The idea of cousinly +intimacy to girls is undoubtedly very pleasant; and I do not know +whether it is not the fact that the better and the purer is the girl, +the sweeter and the pleasanter is the idea. In America a girl may +form a friendly intimacy with any young man she fancies, and though +she may not be free from little jests and good-humoured joking, there +is no injury to her from such intimacy. It is her acknowledged right +to enjoy herself after that fashion, and to have what she calls a +good time with young men. A dozen such intimacies do not stand in her +way when there comes some real adorer who means to marry her and is +able to do so. She rides with these friends, walks with them, and +corresponds with them. She goes out to balls and picnics with them, +and afterwards lets herself in with a latchkey, while her papa and +mamma are a-bed and asleep, with perfect security. If there be much +to be said against the practice, there is also something to be said +for it. Girls on the other hand, on the continent of Europe, do not +dream of making friendship with any man. A cousin with them is as +much out of the question as the most perfect stranger. In strict +families, a girl is hardly allowed to go out with her brother; and I +have heard of mothers who thought it indiscreet that a father should +be seen alone with his daughter at a theatre. All friendships between +the sexes must, under such a social code, be looked forward to as +post-nuptial joys. Here in England there is a something betwixt the +two. The intercourse between young men and girls is free enough to +enable the latter to feel how pleasant it is to be able to forget for +awhile conventional restraints, and to acknowledge how joyous a thing +it is to indulge in social intercourse in which the simple delight of +equal mind meeting equal mind in equal talk is just enhanced by the +unconscious remembrance that boys and girls when they meet together +may learn to love. There is nothing more sweet in youth than +this, nothing more natural, nothing more fitting, nothing, indeed, +more essentially necessary for God's purposes with his creatures. +Nevertheless, here with us, there is the restriction, and it is +seldom that a girl can allow herself the full flow of friendship with +a man who is not old enough to be her father, unless he is her lover +as well as her friend. But cousinhood does allow some escape from +the hardship of this rule. Cousins are Tom, and Jack, and George, +and Dick. Cousins probably know all or most of your little family +secrets. Cousins, perhaps, have romped with you, and scolded you, +and teased you, when you were young. Cousins are almost the same as +brothers, and yet they may be lovers. There is certainly a great +relief in cousinhood. + +Mary Lowther had no brother. She had neither brother nor sister;--had +since her earliest infancy hardly known any other relative save +her aunt and old Parson John. When first she had heard that Walter +Marrable was at Loring, the tidings gave her no pleasure whatever. It +never occurred to her to say to herself: "Now I shall have one who +may become my friend, and be to me perhaps almost a brother?" What +she had hitherto heard of Walter Marrable had not been in his favour. +Of his father she had heard all that was bad, and she had joined +the father and the son together in what few ideas she had formed +respecting them. But now, after five interviews, Walter Marrable was +her dear cousin, with whom she sympathised, of whom she was proud, +whose misfortunes were in some degree her misfortunes, to whom she +thought she could very soon tell this great trouble of her life +about Mr. Gilmore, as though he were indeed her brother. And she +had learned to like his dark staring eyes, which now always seemed +to be fixed on her with something of real regard. She liked them +the better, perhaps, because there was in them so much of real +admiration; though if it were so, Mary knew nothing of such liking +herself. And now at his bidding she called him Walter. He had +addressed her by her Christian name at first, as a matter of course, +and she had felt grateful to him for doing so. But she had not dared +to be so bold with him, till he had bade her do so, and now she felt +that he was a cousin indeed. Captain Marrable was at present waiting, +not with much patience, for tidings from Block and Curling. Would +that L5000 be saved for him, or must he again go out to India and +be heard of no more at home in his own England? Mary was not so +impatient as the Captain, but she also was intensely interested +in the expected letters. On this day, however, their conversation +chiefly ran on the news which Mary had that morning heard from +Bullhampton. + +"I suppose you feel sure," said the Captain, "that young Sam Brattle +was one of the murderers?" + +"Oh no, Walter." + +"Or at least one of the thieves?" + +"But both Mr. Fenwick and Mr. Gilmore think that he is innocent." + +"I do not gather that from what your friend says. She says that she +thinks that they think so. And then it is clear that he was hanging +about the place before with the very men who have committed the +crime; and that there was a way in which he might have heard and +probably had heard of the money; and then he was out and about that +very night." + +"Still I can't believe it. If you knew the sort of people his father +and mother are." Captain Marrable could not but reflect that, if an +honest gentleman might have a swindler for his father, an honest +miller might have a thief for his son. "And then if you saw the place +at which they live! I have a particular interest about it." + +"Then the young man, of course, must be innocent." + +"Don't laugh at me, Walter." + +"Why is the place so interesting to you?" + +"I can hardly tell you why. The father and the mother are interesting +people, and so is the sister. And in their way they are so good! And +they have had great troubles,--very great troubles. And the place +is so cool and pretty, all surrounded by streams and old pollard +willows, with a thatched roof that comes in places nearly to the +ground; and then the sound of the mill wheel is the pleasantest sound +I know anywhere." + +"I will hope he is innocent, Mary." + +"I do so hope he is innocent! And then my friends are so much +interested about the family. The Fenwicks are very fond of them, and +Mr. Gilmore is their landlord." + +"He is the magistrate?" + +"Yes, he is the magistrate." + +"What sort of fellow is he?" + +"A very good sort of fellow; such a sort that he can hardly be +better; a perfect gentleman." + +"Indeed! And has he a perfect lady for his wife?" + +"Mr. Gilmore is not married." + +"What age is he?" + +"I think he is thirty-three." + +"With a nice estate and not married! What a chance you have left +behind you, Mary!" + +"Do you think, Walter, that a girl ought to wish to marry a man +merely because he is a perfect gentleman, and has a nice estate and +is not yet married?" + +"They say that they generally do;--don't they?" + +"I hope you don't think so. Any girl would be very fortunate to marry +Mr. Gilmore--if she loved him." + +"But you don't?" + +"You know I am not talking about myself, and you oughtn't to make +personal allusions." + +These cousinly walks along the banks of the Lurwell were not probably +favourable to Mr. Gilmore's hopes. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +THE POLICE AT FAULT. + + +[Illustration] + +The magistrates sat at Heytesbury on the Tuesday, and Sam Brattle was +remanded. An attorney thus was employed on his behalf by Mr. Fenwick. +The parson on the Monday evening had been down at the mill, and +had pressed strongly on the old miller the necessity of getting +some legal assistance for his son. At first Mr. Brattle was stern, +immovable, and almost dumb. He sat on the bench outside his door, +with his eyes fixed on the dismantled mill, and shook his head +wearily, as though sick and sore with the words that were being +addressed to him. Mrs. Brattle the while stood in the doorway, and +listened without uttering a sound. If the parson could not prevail, +it would be quite out of the question that any word of hers should +do good. There she stood, wiping the tears from her eyes, looking on +wishfully, while her husband did not even know that she was there. At +last he rose from his seat, and hallooed to her. "Maggie," said he, +"Maggie." She stepped forward, and put her hand upon his shoulder. +"Bring me down the purse, mother," he said. + +"There will be nothing of that kind wanted," said the parson. + +"Them gentlemen don't work for such as our boy for nothin'," said the +miller. "Bring me the purse, mother, I say. There ar'n't much in it, +but there's a few guineas as 'll do for that, perhaps. As well pitch +'em away that way as any other." + +Mr. Fenwick, of course, declined to take the money. He would make the +lawyer understand that he would be properly paid for his trouble, +and that for the present would suffice. Only, as he explained, it +was expedient that he should have the father's authority. Should +any question on the matter arise, it would be bettor for the young +man that he should be defended by his father's aid than by that +of a stranger. "I understand, Mr. Fenwick," said the old man,--"I +understand; and it's neighbourly of you. But it'd be better that +you'd just leave us alone to go out like the snuff of a candle." + +"Father," said Fanny, "I won't have you speak in that way, making out +our Sam to be guilty before ere a one else has said so." + +The miller shook his head again, but said nothing further, and the +parson, having received the desired authority, returned to the +Vicarage. + +The attorney had been employed, and Sam had been remanded. There was +no direct evidence against him, and nothing could be done until the +other men should be taken, for whom they were seeking. The police had +tracked the two men back to a cottage, about fifteen miles distant +from Bullhampton, in which lived an old woman, who was the mother +of the Grinder. With Mrs. Burrows they found a young woman who had +lately come to live there, and who was said in the neighbourhood to +be the Grinder's wife. + +But nothing more could be learned of the Grinder than that he +had been at the cottage on the Sunday morning, and had gone away, +according to his wont. The old woman swore that he slept there the +whole of Saturday night, but of course the policemen had not believed +her statement. When does any policeman ever believe anything? Of the +pony and cart the old woman declared she knew nothing. Her son had no +pony, and no cart, to her knowing. Then she went on to declare that +she knew very little about her son, who never lived with her; and +that she had only taken in the young woman out of charity, about +two weeks since. The mother did not for a moment pretend that her +son was an honest man, getting his bread after an honest fashion. +The Grinder's mode of life was too well known for even a mother +to attempt to deny it. But she pretended that she was very honest +herself, and appealed to sundry brandy-balls and stale biscuits in +her window, to prove that she lived after a decent, honest, +commercial fashion. + +Sam was of course remanded. The head constable of the district asked +for a week more to make fresh inquiry, and expressed a very strong +opinion that he would have the Grinder and his friend by the heels +before the week should be over. The Heytesbury attorney made a +feeble request that Sam might be released on bail, as there was not, +according to his statement, "the remotest shadow of a tittle of +evidence against him." But poor Sam was sent back to gaol, and there +remained for that week. On the next Tuesday the same scene was +re-enacted. The Grinder had not been taken, and a further remand was +necessary. The face of the head constable was longer on this occasion +than it had been before, and his voice less confident. The Grinder, +he thought, must have caught one of the early Sunday trains, and +made his way to Birmingham. It had been ascertained that he had +friends at Birmingham. Another remand was asked for a week, with an +understanding that at the end of the week it should be renewed if +necessary. The policeman seemed to think that by that time, unless +the Grinder were below the sod, his presence above it would certainly +be proved. On this occasion the Heytesbury attorney made a very +loud demand for Sam's liberation, talking of habeas corpus, and +the injustice of carceration without evidence of guilt. But the +magistrates would not let him go. "When I'm told that the young man +was seen hiding in a ditch close to the murdered man's house, only +a few days before the murder, is that no evidence against him, Mr. +Jones?" said Sir Thomas Charleys, of Charlicoats. + +"No evidence at all, Sir Thomas. If I had been found asleep in the +ditch, that would have been no evidence against me." + +"Yes, it would, very strong evidence; and I would have committed you +on it, without hesitation, Mr. Jones." + +Mr. Jones made a spirited rejoinder to this; but it was of no use, +and poor Sam was sent back to gaol for the third time. + +For the first ten days after the murder nothing was done as to the +works at the mill. The men who had been employed by Brattle ceased to +come, apparently of their own account, and everything was lying there +just in the state in which the men had left the place on the Saturday +night. There was something inexpressibly sad in this, as the old man +could not even make a pretence of going into the mill for employment, +and there was absolutely nothing to which he could put his hands, to +do it. When ten days were over, Gilmore came down to the mill, and +suggested that the works should be carried on and finished by him. If +the mill were not kept at work, the old man could not live, and no +rent would be paid. At any rate, it would be better that this great +sorrow should not be allowed so to cloud everything as to turn +industry into idleness, and straitened circumstances into absolute +beggary. But the Squire found it very difficult to deal with the +miller. At first old Brattle would neither give nor withhold his +consent. When told by the Squire that the property could not be left +in that way, he expressed himself willing to go out into the road, +and lay himself down and die there;--but not until the term of his +holding was legally brought to a close. "I don't know that I owe +any rent over and beyond this Michaelmas as is coming, and there's +the hay on the ground yet." Gilmore, who was very patient, assured +him that he had no wish to allude to rent; that there should be no +question of rent even when the day came, if at that time money was +scarce. But would it not be better that the mill, at least, should be +put in order? + +"Indeed it will, Squire," said Mrs. Brattle. "It is the idleness that +is killing him." + +"Hold your jabbering tongue," said the miller, turning round upon her +fiercely. "Who asked you? I will see to it myself, Squire, to-morrow +or next day." + +After two or three further days of inaction at the mill the Squire +came again, bringing the parson with him; and they did manage to +arrange between them that the repairs should be at once continued. +The mill should be completed; but the house should be left till next +summer. As to Brattle himself, when he had been once persuaded to +yield the point, he did not care how much they pulled down, or how +much they built up. "Do it as you will," he said; "I ain't nobody +now. The women drives me about my own house as if I hadn't a'most no +business there." And so the hammers and trowels were heard again; and +old Brattle would sit perfectly silent, gazing at the men as they +worked. Once, as he saw two men and a boy shifting a ladder, he +turned round, with a little chuckle to his wife, and said, "Sam'd 'a +see'd hisself d----d, afore he'd 'a asked another chap to help him +with such a job as that." + +As Mrs. Brattle told Mrs. Fenwick afterwards, he had one of the two +erring children in his thoughts morning, noon, and night. "When I +tell 'un of George,"--who was the farmer near Fordingbridge,--"and of +Mrs. Jay,"--who was the ironmonger's wife at Warminster,--"he won't +take any comfort in them," said Mrs. Brattle. "I don't think he cares +for them, just because they can hold their own heads up." + +At the end of three weeks the Grinder was still missing; and others +besides Mr. Jones, the attorney, were beginning to say that Sam +Brattle should be let out of prison. Mr. Fenwick was clearly of +opinion that he should not be detained, if bail could be forthcoming. +The Squire was more cautious, and said that it might well be that his +escape would render it impossible for the police even to get on the +track of the real murderers. "No doubt, he knows more than he has +told," said Gilmore, "and will probably tell it at last. If he be let +out, he will tell nothing." The police were all of opinion that Sam +had been present at the murder, and that he should be kept in custody +till he was tried. They were very sharp in their manoeuvres to get +evidence against him. His boot, they had said, fitted a footstep +which had been found in the mud in the farm-yard. The measure had +been taken on the Sunday. That was evidence. Then they examined +Agnes Pope over and over again, and extracted from the poor girl an +admission that she loved Sam better than anything in the whole wide +world. If he were to be in prison, she would not object to go to +prison with him. If he were to be hung, she would wish to be hung +with him. She had no secret she would not tell him. But, as a matter +of fact,--so she swore over and over again,--she had never told him +a word about old Trumbull's box. She did not think she had ever told +any one; but she would swear on her death-bed that she had never told +Sam Brattle. The head constable declared that he had never met a +more stubborn or a more artful young woman. Sir Thomas Charleys was +clearly of opinion that no bail should be accepted. Another week +of remand was granted with the understanding that, if nothing of +importance was elicited by that time, and if neither of the other two +suspected men were then in custody, Sam should be allowed to go at +large upon bail--a good, substantial bail, himself in L400, and his +bailsmen in L200 each. + +"Who'll be his bailsmen?" said the Squire, coming away with his +friend the parson from Heytesbury. + +"There will be no difficulty about that, I should say." + +"But who will they be,--his father for one?" + +"His brother George, and Jay, at Warminster, who married his sister," +said the parson. + +"I doubt them both," said the Squire. + +"He sha'n't want for bail. I'll be one myself, sooner. He shall have +bail. If there's any difficulty, Jones shall bail him; and I'll see +Jones safe through it. He sha'n't be persecuted in that way." + +"I don't think anybody has attempted to persecute him, Frank." + +"He will be persecuted if his own brothers won't come forward to help +him. It isn't that they have looked into the matter, and that they +think him guilty; but that they go just the way they're told to go, +like sheep. The more I think of it, the more I feel that he had +nothing to do with the murder." + +"I never knew a man change his opinion so often as you do," said +Gilmore. + +During three weeks the visits made by Head Constable Toffy to the +cottage in which Mrs. Burrows lived were much more frequent than +were agreeable to that lady. This cottage was about four miles from +Devizes, and on the edge of a common, about half a mile from the +high road which leads from that town to Marlborough. There is, or +was a year or two back, a considerable extent of unenclosed land +thereabouts, and on a spot called Pycroft Common there was a small +collection of cottages, sufficient to constitute a hamlet of the +smallest class. There was no house there of greater pretensions than +the very small beershop which provided for the conviviality of the +Pycroftians; and of other shops there was none, save a baker's, the +owner of which seldom had much bread to sell, and the establishment +for brandy-balls, which was kept by Mrs. Burrows. The inhabitants +were chiefly labouring men, some of whom were in summer employed in +brick making; and there was an idea abroad that Pycroft generally was +not sustained by regular labour and sober industry. Rents, however, +were paid for the cottages, or the cottagers would have been turned +adrift; and Mrs. Burrows had lived in hers for five or six years, and +was noted in the neighbourhood for her outward neatness and attention +to decency. In the summer there were always half-a-dozen large +sunflowers in the patch of ground called a garden, and there was a +rose-tree, and a bush of honeysuckle over the door, and an alder +stump in a corner, which would still put out leaves and bear berries. +When Head Constable Toffy visited her there would be generally a few +high words, for Mrs. Burrows was by no means unwilling to let it be +known that she objected to morning calls from Mr. Toffy. + +It has been already said that at this time Mrs. Burrows did not live +alone. Residing with her was a young woman, who was believed by Mr. +Toffy to be the wife of Richard Burrows, alias the Grinder. On his +first visit to Pycroft no doubt, Mr. Toffy was mainly anxious to +ascertain whether anything was known by the old woman as to her son's +whereabouts, but the second, third, and fourth visits were made +rather to the younger than to the older woman. Toffy had probably +learned in his wide experience that a man of the Grinder's nature +will generally place more reliance on a young woman than on an old; +and that the young woman will, nevertheless, be more likely to betray +confidence than the older,--partly from indiscretion, and partly, +alas! from treachery. But, if the presumed Mrs. Burrows, junior, knew +aught of the Grinder's present doings, she was neither indiscreet nor +treacherous. Mr. Toffy could get nothing from her. She was sickly, +weak, sullen, and silent. "She didn't think it was her business to +say where she had been living before she came to Pycroft. She hadn't +been living with any husband, and had got no husband that she knew +of. If she had she wasn't going to say so. She hadn't any children, +and she didn't know what business he had to ask her. She came from +Lunnun. At any rate, she came from there last, and she didn't know +what business he had to ask her where she came from. What business +was it of his to be asking what her name was? Her name was Anne +Burrows, if he liked to call her so. She wouldn't answer him any more +questions. No; she wouldn't say what her name was before she was +married." + +Mr. Toffy had his reasons for interrogating this poor woman, but he +did not for a while let any one know what those reasons were. He +could not, however, obtain more information than what is contained in +the answers above given, which were, for the most part, true. Neither +the mother nor the younger woman knew where was to be found, at the +present moment, that hero of adventure who was called the Grinder, +and all the police of Wiltshire began to fear that they were about to +be outwitted. + +"You never were at Bullhampton with your husband, I suppose?" asked +Mr. Toffy. + +"Never," said the supposed Grinder's wife; "but what does it matter +to you where I was?" + +"Don't answer him never another word," said old Mrs. Burrows. + +"I won't," said the other. + +"Were you ever at Bullhampton at all?" asked Mr. Toffy. + +"Oh dear, oh dear," said the younger woman. + +"I think you must have been there once," said Mr. Toffy. + +"What business is it of yourn?" demanded Mrs. Burrows, senior. "Drat +you; get out of this. You ain't no right here, and you shan't stay +here. If you ain't out of this, I'll brain yer. I don't care for +perlice nor anything. We ain't done nothing. If he did smash the +gen'leman's head, we didn't do it; neither she nor me." + +"All the same, I think that Mrs. Burrows has been at Bullhampton," +said the policeman. + +Not another word after this was said by Mrs. Burrows, junior, +so called, and constable Toffy soon took his departure. He was +convinced, at any rate, of this;--that wherever the murderers might +be, the man or men who had joined Sam Brattle in the murder,--for +of Sam's guilt he was quite convinced,--neither the mother, nor +the so-called wife knew of their whereabouts. He, in his heart, +condemned the constabulary of Warwickshire, of Gloucestershire, of +Worcestershire, and of Somersetshire, because the Grinder was not +taken. Especially he condemned the constabulary of Warwickshire, +feeling almost sure that the Grinder was in Birmingham. If the +constabulary in those counties would only do their duty as they in +Wiltshire did theirs, the Grinder and his associates would soon be +taken. But by him nothing further could be learned, and Mr. Toffy +left Pycroft Common with a heavy heart. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +MISS LOWTHER ASKS FOR ADVICE. + + +All these searchings for the murderers of Mr. Trumbull, and these +remandings of Sam Brattle, took place in the month of September, +and during that same month the energy of other men of law was very +keenly at work on a widely different subject. Could Messrs. Block and +Curling assure Captain Marrable that a portion of his inheritance +would be saved for him, or had that graceless father of his in very +truth seized upon it all? There was no shadow of doubt but that if +aught was spared, it had not been spared through any delicacy on the +part of the Colonel. The Colonel had gone to work, paying creditors +who were clamorous against him, the moment he had got his hand +upon the money, and had gone to work also gambling, and had made +assignments of money, and done his very best to spend the whole. But +there was a question whether a certain sum of L5000, which seemed +to have got into the hands of a certain lady who protested that she +wanted it very badly, might not be saved. Messrs. Block and Curling +thought that it might, but were by no means certain. It probably +might be done, if the Captain would consent to bring the matter +before a jury; in which case the whole story of the father's iniquity +must, of course, be proved. Or it might be that by threatening to +do this, the lady's friends would relax their grasp on receiving a +certain present out of the money. + +"We would offer them L50, and perhaps they would take L500," said +Messrs. Block and Curling. + +All this irritated the Captain. He was intensely averse to any law +proceedings by which the story should be made public. + +"I won't pretend that it is on my father's account," said he to +his uncle. Parson John shrugged his shoulders, and shook his head, +meaning to imply that it certainly was a bad case, but that as +Colonel Marrable was a Marrable, he ought to be spared, if possible. +"It is on my own account," continued the Captain, "and partly, +perhaps, on that of the family. I would endure anything rather than +have the filth of the transaction flooded through the newspapers. I +should never be able to join my mess again if I did that." + +"Then you'd better let Block and Curling compromise and get what they +can," said Parson John, with an indifferent and provoking tone, which +clearly indicated that he would regard the matter when so settled as +one arranged amicably and pleasantly between all the parties. His +uncle's calmness and absence of horror at the thing that had been +done was very grievous to Captain Marrable. + +"Poor Wat!" the parson had once said, speaking of his wicked brother; +"he never could keep two shillings together. It's ever so long since +I had to determine that nothing on earth should induce me to let him +have half-a-crown. I must say that he did not take it amiss when I +told him." + +"Why should he have wanted half-a-crown from you?" + +"He was always one of those thirsty sandbags that swallow small drops +and large alike. He got L10,000 out of poor Gregory about the time +that you were born, and Gregory is fretting about it yet." + +"What kills me is the disgrace of it," said the young man. + +"It would be disagreeable to have it in the newspapers," said Parson +John. "And then he was such a pleasant fellow, and so handsome. I +always enjoyed his society when once I had buttoned up my breeches' +pocket." + +Yet this man was a clergyman, preaching honesty and moral conduct, +and living fairly well up to his preaching, too, as far as he himself +was concerned! The Captain almost thought that the earth and skies +should be brought together, and the clouds clap with thunder, and +the mountains be riven in twain at the very mention of his father's +wickedness. But then sins committed against oneself are so much more +sinful than any other sins. + +The Captain had much more sympathetic listeners in Uphill Lane; not +that either of the ladies there spoke severely against his father, +but that they entered more cordially into his own distresses. If he +could save even L4500 out of the wreck, the interest on the money +would enable him to live at home in his regiment. If he could get +L4000 he would do it. + +"With L150 per annum," he said, "I could just hold my head up and get +along. I should have to give up all manner of things; but I would +never cry about that." + +Then, again, he would declare that the one thing necessary for his +happiness was, that he should get the whole business of the money off +his mind. "If I could have it settled, and have done with it," said +he, "I should be at ease." + +"Quite right, my dear," said the old lady. "My idea about money is +this, that whether you have much or little, you should make your +arrangements so that it be no matter of thought to you. Your money +should be just like counters at a round game with children, and +should mean nothing. It comes to that when you once get things on a +proper footing." + +They thus became very intimate, the two ladies in Uphill Lane and the +Captain from his uncle's parsonage in the Lowtown; and the intimacy +on his part was quite as strong with the younger as with the elder +relative,--quite as strong, and no doubt more pleasant. They walked +together constantly, as cousins may walk, and they discussed every +turn that took place in the correspondence with Messrs. Block and +Curling. Captain Marrable had come to his uncle's house for a week or +ten days, but had been pressed to remain on till this business should +be concluded. His leave of absence lasted till the end of November, +and might be prolonged if he intended to return to India. "Stay here +till the end of November," said Parson John. "What's the use of +spending your money at a London hotel? Only don't fall in love with +cousin Mary." So the Captain did stay, obeying one half of his +uncle's advice, and promising obedience to the other half. + +Aunt Sarah also had her fears about the falling in love, and spoke a +prudent word to Mary. "Mary, dear," she said, "you and Walter are as +loving as turtle doves." + +"I do like him so much," said Mary, boldly. + +"So do I, my dear. He is a gentleman, and clever, and, upon the +whole, he bears a great injury well. I like him. But I don't think +people ought to fall in love when there is a strong reason against +it." + +"Certainly not, if they can help it." + +"Pshaw! That's missish nonsense, Mary, and you know it. If a girl +were to tell me she fell in love because she couldn't help it, I +should tell her that she wasn't worth any man's love." + +"But what's your reason, Aunt Sarah?" + +"Because it wouldn't suit Mr. Gilmore." + +"I am not bound to suit Mr. Gilmore." + +"I don't know about that. And then, too, it would not suit Walter +himself. How could he marry a wife when he has just been robbed of +all his fortune?" + +"But I have not the slightest idea of falling in love with him. In +spite of what I said, I do hope that I can help it. And then I feel +to him just as though he were my brother. I've got almost to know +what it would be to have a brother." + +In this Miss Lowther was probably wrong. She had now known her +cousin for just a month. A month is quite long enough to realise the +pleasure of a new lover, but it may be doubted whether the intimacy +of a brother does not take a very much longer period for its +creation. + +"I think if I were you," said Miss Marrable, after a pause, "that I +would tell him about Mr. Gilmore." + +"Would you, Aunt Sarah?" + +"I think I would. If he were really your brother you would tell him." + +It was probably the case, that when Miss Marrable gave this +advice, her opinion of Mr. Gilmore's success was greater than the +circumstances warranted. Though there had been much said between the +aunt and her niece about Mr. Gilmore and his offers, Mary had never +been able quite to explain her own thoughts and feelings. She herself +did not believe that she could be brought to accept him, and was +now stronger in that opinion than ever. But were she to say so in +language that would convince her aunt, her aunt would no doubt ask +her, why then had she left the man in doubt? Though she knew that +at every moment in which she had been called upon to act, she had +struggled to do right, yet there hung over her a half-conviction that +she had been weak, and almost selfish. Her dearest friends wrote to +her and spoke to her as though she would certainly take Mr. Gilmore +at last. Janet Fenwick wrote of it in her letters as of a thing +almost fixed; and Aunt Sarah certainly lived as though she expected +it. And yet Mary was very nearly sure that it could not be so. Would +it not be better that she should write to Mr. Gilmore at once, +and not wait till the expiration of the weary six months which he +had specified as the time at the end of which he might renew his +proposals? Had Aunt Sarah known all this,--had she been aware how +very near Mary was to the writing of such a letter,--she would +not probably have suggested that her niece should tell her cousin +anything about Mr. Gilmore. She did think that the telling of the +tale would make Cousin Walter understand that he should not allow +himself to become an interloper; but the tale, if told as Mary would +tell it, might have a very different effect. + +Nevertheless Mary thought that she would tell it. It would be so nice +to consult a brother! It would be so pleasant to discuss the matter +with some one that would sympathise with her,--with some one who +would not wish to drive her into Mr. Gilmore's arms simply because +Mr. Gilmore was an excellent gentleman, with a snug property! Even +from Janet Fenwick, whom she loved dearly, she had never succeeded +in getting the sort of sympathy that she wanted. Janet was the best +friend in the world,--was actuated in this matter simply by a desire +to do a good turn to two people whom she loved. But there was no +sympathy between her and Mary in the matter. + +"Marry him," said Janet, "and you will adore him afterwards." + +"I want to adore him first," said Mary. + +So she resolved that she would tell Walter Marrable what was her +position. They were again down on the banks of the Lurwell, sitting +together on a slope which had been made to support some hundred yards +of a canal, where the river itself rippled down a slightly rapid +fall. They were seated between the canal and the river, with their +feet towards the latter, and Walter Marrable was just lighting a +cigar. It was very easy to bring the conversation round to the +affairs of Bullhampton, as Sam was still in prison, and Janet's +letters were full of the mystery which shrouded the murder of Mr. +Trumbull. + +"By the bye," said she, "I have something to tell you about Mr. +Gilmore." + +"Tell away," said he, as he turned the cigar round in his mouth, to +complete the lighting of the edges in the wind. + +"Ah, but I shan't, unless you will interest yourself. What I am going +to tell you ought to interest you." + +"He has made you a proposal of marriage?" + +"Yes." + +"I knew it." + +"How could you know it? Nobody has told you." + +"I felt sure of it from the way in which you speak of him. But I +thought also that you had refused him. Perhaps I was wrong there?" + +"No." + +"You have refused him?" + +"Yes." + +"I don't see that there is very much of a story to be told, Mary." + +"Don't be so unkind, Walter. There is a story, and one that troubles +me. If it were not so I should not have proposed to tell you. I +thought that you would give me advice, and tell me what I ought to +do." + +"But if you have refused him, you have done so,--no doubt +rightly,--without my advice; and I am too late in the field to be of +any service." + +"You must let me tell my own story, and you must be good to me while +I do so. I think I shouldn't tell you if I hadn't almost made up my +mind; but I shan't tell you which way, and you must advise me. In the +first place, though I did refuse him, the matter is still open, and +he is to ask me again, if he pleases." + +"He has your permission for that?" + +"Well,--yes. I hope it wasn't wrong. I did so try to be right." + +"I do not say you were wrong." + +"I like him so much, and think him so good, and do really feel that +his affection is so great an honour to me, that I could not answer +him as though I were quite indifferent to him." + +"At any rate, he is to come again?" + +"If he pleases." + +"Does he really love you?" + +"How am I to say? But that is missish and untrue. I am sure he loves +me." + +"So that he will grieve to lose you?" + +"I know he will grieve. I ought not to say so. But I know he will." + +"You ought to tell the truth, as you believe it. And you +yourself,--do you love him?" + +"I don't know. I do love him; but if I heard he was going to marry +another girl to-morrow it would make me very happy." + +"Then you can't love him?" + +"I feel as though I should think the same of any man who wanted to +marry me. But let me go on with my story. Everybody I care for wishes +me to take him. I know that Aunt Sarah feels quite sure that I shall +at last, and that she thinks I ought to do so at once. My friend, +Janet Fenwick, cannot understand why I should hesitate, and only +forgives me because she is sure that it will come right, in her way, +some day. Mr. Fenwick is just the same, and will always talk to me as +though it were my fate to live at Bullhampton all my life." + +"Is not Bullhampton a nice place?" + +"Very nice; I love the place." + +"And Mr. Gilmore is rich?" + +"He is quite rich enough. Fancy my inquiring about that, with just +L1200 for my fortune." + +"Then why, in God's name, don't you accept him?" + +"You think I ought?" + +"Answer my question;--why do you not?" + +"Because--I do not love him--as I should hope to love my husband." + +After this Captain Marrable, who had been looking her full in the +face while he had been asking these questions, turned somewhat +away from her, as though the conversation were over. She remained +motionless, and was minded so to remain till he should tell her that +it was time to move, that they might return home. He had given her +no advice; but she presumed she was to take what had passed as the +expression of his opinion that it was her duty to accept an offer so +favourable and so satisfactory to the family. At any rate, she would +say nothing more on the subject till he should address her. Though +she loved him dearly as her cousin, yet she was, in some slight +degree, afraid of him. And now she was not sure but that he was +expressing towards her, by his anger, some amount of displeasure +at her weakness and inconsistency. After a while he turned round +suddenly, and took her by the hand. + +"Well, Mary!" he said. + +"Well, Walter!" + +"What do you mean to do, after all?" + +"What ought I to do?" + +"What ought you to do? You know what you ought to do. Would you marry +a man for whom you have no more regard than you have for this stick, +simply because he is persistent in asking you? No more than you have +for this stick, Mary. What sort of a feeling must it be, when you say +that you would willingly see him married to any other girl to-morrow? +Can that be love?" + +"I have never loved any one better." + +"And never will?" + +"How can I say? It seems to me that I haven't got the feeling that +other girls have. I want some one to love me;--I do. I own that. I +want to be first with some one; but I have never found the one yet +that I cared for." + +"You had better wait till you find him," said he, raising himself up +on his arm. "Come, let us get up and go home. You have asked me for +my advice, and I have given it you. Do not throw yourself away upon +a man because other people ask you, and because you think you might +as well oblige them and oblige him. If you do, you will soon live to +repent it. What would you do, if after marrying this man you found +there was some one you could love?" + +"I do not think it would come to that, Walter." + +"How can you tell? How can you prevent its coming to that, except +by loving the man you do marry? You don't care two straws for Mr. +Gilmore; and I cannot understand how you can have the courage to +think of becoming his wife. Let us go home. You have asked my advice, +and you've got it. If you do not take it, I will endeavour to forget +that I gave it you." + +Of course she would take it. She did not tell him so then; but, of +course, he should guide her. With how much more accuracy, with how +much more delicacy of feeling had he understood her position, than +had her other friends! He had sympathised with her at a word. He +spoke to her sternly, severely, almost cruelly. But it was thus that +she had longed to be spoken to by some one who would care enough for +her, would take sufficient interest in her, to be at the trouble so +to advise her. She would trust him as a brother, and his words should +be sweet to her, were they ever so severe. + +They walked together home in silence, and his very manner was stern +to her; but it might be just thus that a loving brother would carry +himself who had counselled his sister wisely, and had not as yet been +assured that his counsel would be taken. + +"Walter," she said, as they neared the town, "I hope you have no +doubt about it." + +"Doubt about what, Mary?" + +"It is quite a matter of course that I shall do as you tell me." + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +THE MARQUIS OF TROWBRIDGE. + + +By the end of September it had come to be pretty well understood that +Sam Brattle must be allowed to go out of prison, unless something +in the shape of fresh evidence should be brought up on the next +Tuesday. There had arisen a very strong feeling in the county on +the subject;--a Brattle feeling, and an anti-Brattle feeling. It +might have been called a Bullhampton feeling and an anti-Bullhampton +feeling, were it not that the biggest man concerned in Bullhampton, +with certain of his hangers-on and dependents, were very clearly of +opinion that Sam Brattle had committed the murder, and that he should +be kept in prison till the period for hanging him might come round. +This very big person was the Marquis of Trowbridge, under whom poor +Farmer Trumbull had held his land, and who now seemed to think that +a murder committed on one of his tenants was almost as bad as insult +to himself. He felt personally angry with Bullhampton, had ideas +of stopping his charities to the parish, and did resolve, then and +there, that he would have nothing to do with a subscription for the +repair of the church, at any rate for the next three years. In making +up his mind on which subject he was, perhaps, a little influenced by +the opinions and narratives of Mr. Puddleham, the Methodist minister +in the village. + +It was not only that Mr. Trumbull had been murdered. So great and +wise a man as Lord Trowbridge would, no doubt, know very well, that +in a free country, such as England, a man could not be specially +protected from the hands of murderers, or others, by the fact of +his being the tenant, or dependent,--by his being in some sort +the possession of a great nobleman. The Marquis's people were all +expected to vote for his candidates, and would soon have ceased to be +the Marquis's people had they failed to do so. They were constrained, +also in many respects, by the terms of their very short leases. They +could not kill a head of game on their farms. They could not sell +their own hay off the land, nor, indeed, any produce other than their +corn or cattle. They were compelled to crop their land in certain +rotation; and could take no other lands than those held under the +Marquis without his leave. In return for all this, they became the +Marquis's people. Each tenant shook hands with the Marquis perhaps +once in three years; and twice a year was allowed to get drunk at the +Marquis's expense--if such was his taste--provided that he had paid +his rent. If the duties were heavy, the privileges were great. So +the Marquis himself felt; and he knew that a mantle of security, of +a certain thickness, was spread upon the shoulders of each of his +people by reason of the tenure which bound them together. But he did +not conceive that this mantle would be proof against the bullet of +the ordinary assassin, or the hammer of the outside ruffian. But here +the case was very different. The hammer had been the hammer of no +outside ruffian. To the best of his lordship's belief,--and in that +belief he was supported by the constabulary of the whole county,--the +hammer had been wielded by a man of Bullhampton,--had been wielded +against his tenant by the son of "a person who holds land under a +gentleman who has some property in the parish." It was thus the +Marquis was accustomed to speak of his neighbour, Mr. Gilmore, who, +in the Marquis's eyes, was a man not big enough to have his tenants +called his people. That such a man as Sam Brattle should have +murdered such a one as Mr. Trumbull, was to the Marquis an insult +rather than an injury; and now it was to be enhanced by the release +of the man from prison, and that by order of a bench of magistrates +on which Mr. Gilmore sat! + +And there was more in it even than all this. It was very well known +at Turnover Park,--the seat of Lord Trowbridge, near Westbury,--that +Mr. Gilmore, the gentleman who held property in his lordship's parish +of Bullhampton, and Mr. Fenwick, who was vicar of the same, were +another Damon and Pythias. Now the ladies at Turnover, who were much +devoted to the Low Church, had heard and doubtless believed, that our +friend, Mr. Fenwick, was little better than an infidel. When first +he had come into the county, they had been very anxious to make him +out to be a High Churchman, and a story or two about a cross and +a candlestick were fabricated for their gratification. There was +at that time the remnant of a great fight going on between the +Trowbridge people and another great family in the neighbourhood on +this subject; and it would have suited the Ladies Stowte,--John +Augustus Stowte was the Marquis of Trowbridge,--to have enlisted our +parson among their enemies of this class; but the accusation fell so +plump to the ground, was so impossible of support, that they were +obliged to content themselves with knowing that Mr. Fenwick was--an +infidel! To do the Marquis justice, we must declare that he would +not have troubled himself on this score, if Mr. Fenwick would have +submitted himself to become one of his people. The Marquis was master +at home, and the Ladies Sophie and Carolina would have been proud to +entertain Mr. Fenwick by the week together at Turnover, had he been +willing, infidel or believer, to join that faction. But he never +joined that faction, and he was not only the bosom friend of the +"gentleman who owned some land in the parish;" but he was twice more +rebellious than that gentleman himself. He had contradicted the +Marquis flat to his face,--so the Marquis said himself,--when they +met once about some business in the parish; and again, when, in the +Vicar's early days in Bullhampton, some gathering for school-festival +purposes was made in the great home field behind Farmer Trumbull's +house, Mrs. Fenwick misbehaved herself egregiously. + +"Upon my word, she patronised us," said Lady Sophie, laughing. "She +did, indeed! And you know what she was. Her father was just a common +builder at Loring, who made some money by a speculation in bricks and +mortar." + +When Lady Sophie said this she was, no doubt, ignorant of the fact +that Mr. Balfour had been the younger son of a family much more +ancient than her own, that he had taken a double-first at Oxford, +had been a member of half the learned societies in Europe, and had +belonged to two or three of the best clubs in London. + +From all this it will be seen that the Marquis of Trowbridge would +be disposed to think ill of whatever might be done in regard to the +murder by the Gilmore-Fenwick party in the parish. And then there +were tales about for which there was perhaps some foundation, that +the Vicar and the murderer had been very dear friends. It was +certainly believed at Turnover that the Vicar and Sam Brattle had +for years past spent the best part of their Sundays fishing together. +There were tales of rat-killing matches in which they had been +engaged,--originating in the undeniable fact of a certain campaign +against rats at the mill, in which the Vicar had taken an ardent +part. Undoubtedly the destruction of vermin, and, in regard to one +species, its preservation for the sake of destruction,--and the +catching of fish,--and the shooting of birds,--were things lovely +in the Vicar's eyes. He, perhaps, did let his pastoral dignity go +a little by the board, when he and Sam stooped together, each with +a ferret in his hand, grovelling in the dust to get at certain +rat-advantages in the mill. Gilmore, who had seen it, had told him +of this. "I understand it all, old fellow," Fenwick had said to his +friend, "and know very well I have got to choose between two things. +I must be called a hypocrite, or else I must be one. I have no doubt +that as years go on with me I shall see the advantage of choosing the +latter." There were at that time frequent discussions between them +on the same subject, for they were friends who could dare to discuss +each other's modes of life; but the reader need not be troubled +further now with this digression. The position which the Vicar held +in the estimation of the Marquis of Trowbridge will probably be +sufficiently well understood. + +The family at Turnover Park would have thought it a great blessing +to have had a clergyman at Bullhampton with whom they could have +cordially co-operated; but, failing this, they had taken Mr. +Puddleham, the Methodist minister, to their arms. From Mr. Puddleham +they learned parish facts and parish fables, which would never have +reached them but for his assistance. Mr. Fenwick was well aware of +this, and used to declare that he had no objection to it. He would +protest that he could not see why Mr. Puddleham should not get along +in the parish just as well as himself, he having, and meaning to +keep to himself, the slight advantages of the parish church, the +vicarage-house, and the small tithes. Of this he was quite sure, that +Mr. Puddleham's religious teaching was better than none at all; and +he was by no means convinced,--so he said,--that, for some of his +parishioners, Mr. Puddleham was not a better teacher than he himself. +He always shook hands with Mr. Puddleham, though Mr. Puddleham +would never look him in the face, and was quite determined that Mr. +Puddleham should not be a thorn in his side. + +In this matter of Sam Brattle's imprisonment and now intended +liberation, tidings from the parish were doubtless conveyed by Mr. +Puddleham to Turnover,--probably not direct, but still in such a +manner that the great people at Turnover knew to whom they were +indebted. Now Mr. Gilmore had certainly, from the first, been by no +means disposed to view favourably the circumstances attaching to +Sam Brattle on that Saturday night. When the great blow fell on the +Brattle family, his demeanour to them was changed, and he forgave +the miller's contumacy; but he had always thought that Sam had been +guilty. The parson had from the first regarded the question with +great doubt, but, nevertheless, his opinion too had at first been +averse to Sam. Even now, when he was so resolute that Sam should be +released, he founded his demand, not on Sam's innocence, but on the +absence of any evidence against him. + +"He's entitled to fair play, Harry," he would say to Gilmore, "and he +is not getting it, because there is a prejudice against him. You hear +what that old ass, Sir Thomas, says." + +"Sir Thomas is a very good magistrate." + +"If he don't take care, he'll find himself in trouble for keeping the +lad locked up without authority. Is there a juryman in the country +would find him guilty because he was lying in the old man's ditch a +week before?" In this way Gilmore also became a favourer of Sam's +claim to be released; and at last it came to be understood that on +the next Tuesday he would be released, unless further evidence should +be forthcoming. + +And then it came to pass that a certain very remarkable meeting took +place in the parish. Word was brought to Mr. Gilmore on Monday, the +5th October, that the Marquis of Trowbridge was to be at the Church +Farm,--poor Trumbull's farm,--on that day at noon, and that his +lordship thought that it might be expedient that he and Mr. Gilmore +should meet on the occasion. There was no note, but the message was +brought by Mr. Packer, a sub-agent, one of the Marquis's people, with +whom Mr. Gilmore was very well acquainted. + +"I'll walk down about that time, Packer," said Mr. Gilmore, "and +shall be very happy to see his lordship." + +Now the Marquis never sat as a magistrate at the Heytesbury bench, +and had not been present on any of the occasions on which Sam had +been examined; nor had Mr. Gilmore seen the Marquis since the +murder,--nor, for the matter of that, for the last twelve months. Mr. +Gilmore had just finished breakfast when the news was brought to him, +and he thought he might as well walk down and see Fenwick first. His +interview with the parson ended in a promise that he, Fenwick, would +also look in at the farm. + +At twelve o'clock the Marquis was seated in the old farmer's +arm-chair, in the old farmer's parlour. The house was dark and +gloomy, never having been altogether opened since the murder. With +the Marquis was Packer, who was standing, and the Marquis was +pretending to cast his eye over one or two books which had been +brought to him. He had been taken all over the house; had stood +looking at the bed where the old man lay when he was attacked, +as though he might possibly discover, if he looked long enough, +something that would reveal the truth; had gazed awe-struck at the +spot on which the body had been found, and had taken occasion to +remark to himself that the house was a good deal out of order. The +Marquis was a man nearer seventy than sixty, but very hale, and with +few signs of age. He was short and plump, with hardly any beard on +his face, and short grey hair, of which nothing could be seen when he +wore his hat. His countenance would not have been bad, had not the +weight of his marquisate always been there; nor would his heart have +been bad, had it not been similarly burdened. But he was a silly, +weak, ignorant man, whose own capacity would hardly have procured +bread for him in any trade or profession, had bread not been so +adequately provided for him by his fathers before him. + +"Mr. Gilmore said he would be here at twelve, Packer?" + +"Yes, my lord." + +"And it's past twelve now?" + +"One minute, my lord." + +Then the peer looked again at poor old Trumbull's books. + +"I shall not wait, Packer." + +"No, my lord." + +"You had better tell them to put the horses to." + +"Yes, my lord." + +But just as Packer went out into the passage for the sake of giving +the order he met Mr. Gilmore, and ushered him into the room. + +"Ha! Mr. Gilmore; yes, I am very glad to see you, Mr. Gilmore;" and +the Marquis came forward to shake hands with his visitor. "I thought +it better that you and I should meet about this sad affair in the +parish;--a very sad affair, indeed." + +"It certainly is, Lord Trowbridge; and the mystery makes it more so." + +"I suppose there is no real mystery, Mr. Gilmore? I suppose there can +be no doubt that that unfortunate young man did,--did,--did bear a +hand in it at least?" + +"I think that there is very much doubt, my lord." + +"Do you, indeed? I think there is none,--not the least. And all the +police force are of the same opinion. I have considerable experiences +of my own in these matters; but I should not venture, perhaps, to +express my opinion so confidently, if I were not backed by the +police. You are aware, Mr. Gilmore, that the police are--very--seldom +wrong?" + +"I should be tempted to say that they are very seldom right--except +when the circumstances are all under their noses." + +"I must say I differ from you entirely, Mr. Gilmore. Now, in this +case--" The Marquis was here interrupted by a knock at the door, and, +before the summons could be answered, the parson entered the room. +And with the parson came Mr. Puddleham. The Marquis had thought that +the parson might, perhaps, intrude; and Mr. Puddleham was in waiting +as a make-weight, should he be wanting. When Mr. Fenwick had met +the minister hanging about the farmyard, he had displayed not the +slightest anger. If Mr. Puddleham chose to come in also, and make +good his doing so before the Marquis, it was nothing to Mr. Fenwick. +The great man looked up, as though he were very much startled and +somewhat offended; but he did at last condescend to shake hands, +first with one clergyman and then with the other, and to ask them to +sit down. He explained that he had come over to make some personal +inquiry into the melancholy matter, and then proceeded with his +opinion respecting Sam Brattle. "From all that I can hear and see," +said his lordship, "I fear there can be no doubt that this murder has +been due to the malignity of a near neighbour." + +"Do you mean the poor boy that is in prison, my lord?" asked the +parson. + +"Of course I do, Mr. Fenwick. The constabulary are of opinion--" + +"We know that, Lord Trowbridge." + +"Perhaps, Mr. Fenwick, you will allow me to express my own ideas. The +constabulary, I say, are of opinion that there is no manner of doubt +that he was one of those who broke into my tenant's house on that +fatal night; and, as I was explaining to Mr. Gilmore when you did us +the honour to join us, in the course of a long provincial experience +I have seldom known the police to be in error." + +"Why, Lord Trowbridge--!" + +"If you please, Mr. Fenwick, I will go on. My time here cannot be +long, and I have a proposition which I am desirous of making to +Mr. Gilmore, as a magistrate acting in this part of the county. Of +course, it is not for me to animadvert upon what the magistrates may +do at the bench to-morrow." + +"I am sure your lordship would make no such animadversion," said Mr. +Gilmore. + +"I do not intend it, for many reasons. But I may go so far as to say +that a demand for the young man's release will be made." + +"He is to be released, I presume, as a matter of course," said the +parson. + +The Marquis made no allusion to this, but went on. "If that be +done,--and I must say that I think no such step would be taken by the +bench at Westbury,--whither will the young man betake himself?" + +"Home to his father, of course," said the parson. + +"Back into this parish, with his paramour, to murder more of my +tenants." + +"My lord, I cannot allow such an unjust statement to be made," said +the parson. + +"I wish to speak for one moment; and I wish it to be remembered that +I am addressing myself especially to your neighbour, Mr. Gilmore, who +has done me the honour of waiting upon me here at my request. I do +not object to your presence, Mr. Fenwick, or to that of any other +gentleman," and the Marquis bowed to Mr. Puddleham, who had stood by +hitherto without speaking a word; "but, if you please, I must carry +out the purpose that has brought me here. I shall think it very sad +indeed, if this young man be allowed to take up his residence in the +parish after what has taken place." + +"His father has a house here," said Mr. Gilmore. + +"I am aware of the fact," said the Marquis. "I believe that the young +man's father holds a mill from you, and some few acres of land?" + +"He has a very nice farm." + +"So be it. We will not quarrel about terms. I believe there is no +lease?--though, of course, that is no business of mine." + +"I must say that it is not, my lord," said Mr. Gilmore, who was +waxing wrothy and becoming very black about the brows. + +"I have just said so; but I suppose you will admit that I have some +interest in this parish? I presume that these two gentlemen, who are +God's ministers here, will acknowledge that it is my duty, as the +owner of the greater part of the parish, to interfere?" + +"Certainly, my lord," said Mr. Puddleham. + +Mr. Fenwick said nothing. He sat, or rather leant, against the edge +of a table, and smiled. His brow was not black, like that of his +friend; but Gilmore, who knew him, and who looked into his face, +began to fear that the Marquis would be addressed before long in +terms stronger than he himself, Mr. Gilmore, would approve. + +"And when I remember," continued his lordship, "that the unfortunate +man who has fallen a victim had been for nearly half a century a +tenant of myself and of my family, and that he was foully murdered +on my own property,--dragged from his bed in the middle of the night, +and ruthlessly slaughtered in this very house in which I am sitting, +and that this has been done in a parish of which I own, I think, +something over two-thirds--" + +"Two thousand and two acres out of two thousand nine hundred and +ten," said Mr. Puddleham. + +"I suppose so. Well, Mr. Puddleham, you need not have interrupted +me." + +"I beg pardon, my lord." + +"What I mean to say is this, Mr. Gilmore,--that you should take steps +to prevent that young man's return among our people. You should +explain to the father that it cannot be allowed. From what I hear, it +would be no loss if the whole family left the parish. I am told that +one of the daughters is a--prostitute." + +"It is too true, my lord," said Mr. Puddleham. + +The parson turned round and looked at his colleague, but said +nothing. It was one of the principles of his life that he wouldn't +quarrel with Mr. Puddleham; and at the present moment he certainly +did not wish to waste his anger on so weak an enemy. + +"I think that you should look to this, Mr. Gilmore," said the +Marquis, completing his harangue. + +"I cannot conceive, my lord, what right you have to dictate to me in +such a matter," said Mr. Gilmore. + +"I have not dictated at all; I have simply expressed my opinion," +said the Marquis. + +"Now, my lord, will you allow me for a moment?" said Mr. Fenwick. +"In the first place, if Sam Brattle could not find a home at the +mill,--which I hope he will do for many a long year to come,--he +should have one at the Vicarage." + +"I dare say," said the Marquis. + +Mr. Puddleham held up both hands. + +"You might as well hold your tongue, Frank," said Gilmore. + +"It is a matter on which I wish to say a word or two, Harry. I have +been appealed to as one of God's ministers here, and I acknowledge my +responsibility. I never in my life heard any proposition more cruel +or inhuman than that made by Lord Trowbridge. This young man is to be +turned out because a tenant of his lordship has been murdered! He is +to be adjudged to be guilty by us, without any trial, in the absence +of all evidence, in opposition to the decision of the magistrates--" + +"It is not in opposition to the magistrates, sir," said the Marquis. + +"And to be forbidden to return to his own home, simply because Lord +Trowbridge thinks him guilty! My lord, his father's house is his own, +to entertain whom he may please, as much as is yours. And were I to +suggest to you to turn out your daughters, it would be no worse an +offence than your suggesting to Mr. Brattle that he should turn out +his son." + +"My daughters!" + +"Yes, your daughters, my lord." + +"How dare you mention my daughters?" + + +[Illustration: "How dare you mention my daughters?"] + + +"The ladies, I am well aware, are all that is respectable. I have +not the slightest wish that you should ill-use them. But if you +desire that your family concerns should be treated with reserve and +reticence, you had better learn to treat the family affairs of others +in the same way." + +The Marquis by this time was on his feet, and was calling for +Packer,--was calling for his carriage and horses,--was calling on +the very gods to send down their thunder to punish such insolence +as this. He had never heard of the like in all his experience. His +daughters! And then there came across his dismayed mind an idea that +his daughters had been put upon a par with that young murderer, Sam +Brattle,--perhaps even on a par with something worse than this. And +his daughters were such august persons,--old and ugly, it is true, +and almost dowerless in consequence of the nature of the family +settlements and family expenditure. It was an injury and an insult +that Mr. Fenwick should make the slightest allusion to his daughters; +but to talk of them in such a way as this, as though they were +mere ordinary human beings, was not to be endured! The Marquis had +hitherto had his doubts, but now he was quite sure that Mr. Fenwick +was an infidel. "And a very bad sort of infidel, too," as he said to +Lady Carolina on his return home. "I never heard of such conduct in +all my life," said Lord Trowbridge, walking down to his carriage. +"Who can be surprised that there should be murderers and prostitutes +in the parish?" + +"My lord, they don't sit under me," said Mr. Puddleham. + +"I don't care who they sit under," said his lordship. + +As they walked away together, Mr. Fenwick had just a word to say to +Mr. Puddleham. "My friend," he said, "you were quite right about his +lordship's acres." + +"Those are the numbers," said Mr. Puddleham. + +"I mean that you were quite right to make the observation. Facts are +always valuable, and I am sure Lord Trowbridge was obliged to you. +But I think you were a little wrong as to another statement." + +"What statement, Mr. Fenwick?" + +"What you said about poor Carry Brattle. You don't know it as a +fact." + +"Everybody says so." + +"How do you know she has not married, and become an honest woman?" + +"It is possible, of course. Though as for that,--when a young woman +has once gone astray--" + +"As did Mary Magdalene, for instance!" + +"Mr. Fenwick, it was a very bad case." + +"And isn't my case very bad,--and yours? Are we not in a bad +way,--unless we believe and repent? Have we not all so sinned as to +deserve eternal punishment?" + +"Certainly, Mr. Fenwick." + +"Then there can't be much difference between her and us. She can't +deserve more than eternal punishment. If she believes and repents, +all her sins will be white as snow." + +"Certainly, Mr. Fenwick." + +"Then speak of her as you would of any other sister or brother,--not +as a thing that must be always vile because she has fallen once. +Women will so speak,--and other men. One sees something of a reason +for it. But you and I, as Christian ministers, should never allow +ourselves to speak so thoughtlessly of sinners. Good morning, Mr. +Puddleham." + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +BLANK PAPER. + + +Early in October Captain Marrable was called up to town by letters +from Messrs. Block and Curling, and according to promise wrote +various letters to Mary Lowther, telling her of the manner in which +his business progressed. All of these letters were shown to Aunt +Sarah,--and would have been shown to Parson John were it not that +Parson John declined to read them. But though the letters were purely +cousinly,--just such letters as a brother might write,--yet Miss +Marrable thought that they were dangerous. She did not say so; but +she thought that they were dangerous. Of late Mary had spoken no word +of Mr. Gilmore; and Aunt Sarah, through all this silence, was able +to discover that Mr. Gilmore's prospects were not becoming brighter. +Mary herself, having quite made up her mind that Mr. Gilmore's +prospects, so far as she was concerned, were all over, could not +decide how and when she should communicate the resolve to her lover. +According to her present agreement with him, she was to write to him +at once should she accept any other offer; and was to wait for six +months if this should not be the case. Certainly, there was no rival +in the field, and therefore she did not quite know whether she ought +or ought not to write at once in her present circumstances of assured +determination. She soon told herself that in this respect also she +would go to her new-found brother for advice. She would ask him, and +do just as he might bid her. Had he not already proved how fit a +person he was to give advice on such a subject? + +After an absence of ten days he came home, and nothing could exceed +Mary's anxiety as to the tidings which he should bring with him. She +endeavoured not to be selfish about the matter; but she could not but +acknowledge that, even as regarded herself, the difference between +his going to India or staying at home was so great as to affect +the whole colour of her life. There was, perhaps, something of the +feeling of being subject to desertion about her, as she remembered +that in giving up Mr. Gilmore she must also give up the Fenwicks. She +could not hope to go to Bullhampton again, at least for many a long +day. She would be very much alone if her new brother were to leave +her now. On the morning after his arrival he came up to them at +Uphill, and told them that the matter was almost settled. Messrs. +Block and Curling had declared that it was as good as settled; the +money would be saved, and there would be, out of the L20,000 which +he had inherited, something over L4000 for him; so that he need not +return to India. He was in very high spirits, and did not speak a +word of his father's iniquities. + +"Oh, Walter, what a joy!" said Mary, with the tears streaming from +her eyes. + +He took her by both her hands, and kissed her forehead. At that +moment Aunt Sarah was not in the room. + +"I am so very, very happy," she said, pressing her little hands +against his. + +Why should he not kiss her? Was he not her brother? And then, +before he went, she remembered she had something special to tell +him;--something to ask him. Would he not walk with her that evening? +Of course he would walk with her. + +"Mary, dear," said her aunt, putting her little arm round her niece's +waist, and embracing her, "don't fall in love with Walter." + +"How can you say anything so foolish, Aunt Sarah?" + +"It would be very foolish to do so." + +"You don't understand how completely different it is. Do you think +I could be so intimate with him as I am if anything of the kind were +possible?" + +"I do not know how that may be." + +"Do not begrudge it me because I have found a cousin that I can love +almost as I would a brother. There has never been anybody yet for +whom I could have that sort of feeling." + +Aunt Sarah, whatever she might think, had not the heart to repeat her +caution; and Mary, quite happy and contented with herself, put on her +hat to run down the hill and meet her cousin at the great gates of +the Lowtown Rectory. Why should he be dragged up the hill, to escort +a cousin down again? This arrangement had, therefore, been made +between them. + +For the first mile or two the talk was all about Messrs. Block and +Curling and the money. Captain Marrable was so full of his own +purposes, and so well contented that so much should be saved to him +out of the fortune he had lost, that he had, perhaps, forgotten that +Mary required more advice. But when they had come to the spot on +which they had before sat, she bade him stop and seat himself. + +"And now what is it?" he said, as he rolled himself comfortably close +to her side. She told her story, and explained her doubts, and asked +for the revelations of his wisdom. "Are you quite sure about the +propriety of this, Mary?" he said. + +"The propriety of what, Walter?" + +"Giving up a man who loves you so well, and who has so much to +offer?" + +"What was it you said yourself? Sure! Of course I am sure. I am quite +sure. I do not love him. Did I not tell you that there could be no +doubt after what you said?" + +"I did not mean that my words should be so powerful." + +"They were powerful; but, independently of that, I am quite sure now. +If I could do it myself, I should be false to him. I know that I do +not love him." He was not looking at her where he was lying, but was +playing with a cigar-case which he had taken out, as though he were +about to resume his smoking. But he did not open the case, or look +towards her, or say a word to her. Two minutes had perhaps passed +before she spoke again. "I suppose it would be best that I should +write to him at once?" + +"There is no one else, then, you care for, Mary?" he asked. + +"No one," she said, as though the question were nothing. + +"It is all blank paper with you?" + + +[Illustration: "It is all blank paper with you?"] + + +"Quite blank," she said, and laughed. "Do you know, I almost think it +always will be blank." + +"By G----! it is not blank with me," he said, springing up +and jumping to his feet. She stared at him, not in the least +understanding what he meant, not dreaming even that he was about to +tell her his love secrets in reference to another. "I wonder what you +think I'm made of, Mary;--whether you imagine I have any affection to +bestow?" + +"I do not in the least understand." + +"Look here, dear," and he knelt down beside her as he spoke, "it +is simply this, that you have become to me more than all the +world;--that I love you better than my own soul;--that your beauty +and sweetness, and soft, darling touch, are everything to me. And +then you come to me for advice! I can only give you one bit of advice +now, Mary." + +"And what is that?" + +"Love me." + +"I do love you." + +"Ay, but love me and be my wife." + +She had to think of it; but she knew from the first moment that the +thinking of it was a delight to her. She did not quite understand +at first that her chosen brother might become her lover, with no +other feeling than that of joy and triumph; and yet there was a +consciousness that no other answer but one was possible. In the first +place, to refuse him anything, asked in love, would be impossible. +She could not say No to him. She had struggled often in reference +to Mr. Gilmore, and had found it impossible to say Yes. There was +now the same sort of impossibility in regard to the No. She couldn't +blacken herself with such a lie. And yet, though she was sure of +this, she was so astounded by his declaration, so carried off her +legs by the alteration in her position, so hard at work within +herself with her new endeavour to change the aspect in which she must +look at the man, that she could not even bring herself to think of +answering him. If he would only sit down near her for awhile,--very +near,--and not speak to her, she thought that she would be happy. +Everything else was forgotten. Aunt Sarah's caution, Janet Fenwick's +anger, poor Gilmore's sorrow,--of all these she thought not at all, +or only allowed her mind to dwell on them as surrounding trifles, of +which it would be necessary that she, that they--they two who were +now all in all to each other--must dispose; as they must, also, of +questions of income, and such like little things. She was without a +doubt. The man was her master, and had her in his keeping, and of +course she would obey him. But she must settle her voice, and let her +pulses become calm, and remember herself before she could tell him +so. "Sit down again, Walter," she said at last. + +"Why should I sit?" + +"Because I ask you. Sit down, Walter." + +"No. I understand how wise you will be, and how cold; and I +understand, too, what a fool I have been." + +"Walter, will you not come when I ask you?" + +"Why should I sit?" + +"That I may try to tell you how dearly I love you." + +He did not sit, but he threw himself at her feet, and buried his face +upon her lap. There were but few more words spoken then. When it +comes to this, that a pair of lovers are content to sit and rub their +feathers together like two birds, there is not much more need of +talking. Before they had arisen, her fingers had been playing through +his curly hair, and he had kissed her lips and cheeks as well as her +forehead. She had begun to feel what it was to have a lover and to +love him. She could already talk to him almost as though he were a +part of herself, could whisper to him little words of nonsense, could +feel that everything of hers was his, and everything of his was hers. +She knew more clearly now even than she had done before that she had +never loved Mr. Gilmore, and never could have loved him. And that +other doubt had been solved for her. "Do you know," she had said, +not yet an hour ago, "that I think it always will be blank." And now +every spot of the canvas was covered. + +"We must go home now," she said at last. + +"And tell Aunt Sarah," he replied, laughing. + +"Yes, and tell Aunt Sarah;--but not to-night. I can do nothing +to-night but think about it. Oh, Walter, I am so happy!" + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +SAM BRATTLE RETURNS HOME. + + +The Tuesday's magistrates' meeting had come off at Heytesbury, and +Sam Brattle had been discharged. Mr. Jones had on this occasion +indignantly demanded that his client should be set free without bail; +but to this the magistrates would not assent. The attorney attempted +to demonstrate to them that they could not require bail for the +reappearance of an accused person, when that accused person was +discharged simply because there was no evidence against him. But to +this exposition of the law Sir Thomas and his brother magistrates +would not listen. "If the other persons should at last be taken, and +Brattle should not then be forthcoming, justice would suffer," said +Sir Thomas. County magistrates, as a rule, are more conspicuous for +common sense and good instincts than for sound law; and Mr. Jones +may, perhaps, have been right in his view of the case. Nevertheless +bail was demanded, and was not forthcoming without considerable +trouble. Mr. Jay, the ironmonger at Warminster, declined. When spoken +to on the subject by Mr. Fenwick, he declared that the feeling among +the gentry was so strong against his brother-in-law, that he could +not bring himself to put himself forward. He couldn't do it for the +sake of his family. When Fenwick promised to make good the money +risk, Jay declared that the difficulty did not lie there. "There's +the Marquis, and Sir Thomas, and Squire Greenthorne, and our parson, +all say, sir, as how he shouldn't be bailed at all. And then, sir, +if one has a misfortune belonging to one, one doesn't want to flaunt +it in everybody's face, sir." And there was trouble, too, with +George Brattle from Fordingbridge. George Brattle was a prudent, +hard-headed, hard-working man, not troubled with much sentiment, and +caring very little what any one could say of him as long as his rent +was paid; but he had taken it into his head that Sam was guilty, +that he was at any rate a thoroughly bad fellow who should be turned +out of the Brattle nest, and that no kindness was due to him. With +the farmer, however, Mr. Fenwick did prevail, and then the parson +became the other bondsman himself. He had been strongly advised,--by +Gilmore, by Gilmore's uncle, the prebendary at Salisbury, and by +others,--not to put himself forward in this position. The favour +which he had shown to the young man had not borne good results +either for the young man or for himself; and it would be unwise,--so +said his friends,--to subject his own name to more remark than +was necessary. He had so far assented as to promise not to come +forward himself, if other bailsmen could be procured. But, when the +difficulty came, he offered himself, and was, of necessity, accepted. + +When Sam was released, he was like a caged animal who, when liberty +is first offered to him, does not know how to use it. He looked +about him in the hall of the Court House, and did not at first seem +disposed to leave it. The constable had asked him whether he had +means of getting home, to which he replied, that "it wasn't no more +than a walk." Dinner was offered to him by the constable, but this he +refused, and then he stood glaring about him. After a while Gilmore +and Fenwick came up to him, and the Squire was the first to speak. +"Brattle," he said, "I hope you will now go home, and remain there +working with your father for the present." + +"I don't know nothing about that," said the lad, not deigning to look +at the Squire. + +"Sam, pray go home at once," said the parson. "We have done what we +could for you, and you should not oppose us." + +"Mr. Fenwick, if you tells me to go to--to--to,"--he was going to +mention some very bad place, but was restrained by the parson's +presence,--"if you tells me to go anywheres, I'll go." + +"That's right. Then I tell you to go to the mill." + +"I don't know as father'll let me in," said he, almost breaking into +sobs as he spoke. + +"That he will, heartily. Do you tell him that you had a word or two +with me here, and that I'll come up and call on him to-morrow." Then +he put his hand into his pocket, and whispering something, offered +the lad money. But Sam turned away, and shook his head, and walked +off. "I don't believe that that fellow had any more to do with it +than you or I," said Fenwick. + +"I don't know what to believe," said Gilmore. "Have you heard that +the Marquis is in the town? Greenthorne just told me so." + +"Then I had better get out of it, for Heytesbury isn't big enough +for the two of us. Come, you've done here, and we might as well jog +home." + +Gilmore dined at the Vicarage that evening, and of course the day's +work was discussed. The quarrel, too, which had taken place at the +farmhouse had only yet been in part described to Mrs. Fenwick. "Do +you know I feel half triumphant and half frightened," Mrs. Fenwick +said to the Squire. "I know that the Marquis is an old fool, +imperious, conceited, and altogether unendurable when he attempts +to interfere. And yet I have a kind of feeling that because he is a +Marquis, and because he owns two thousand and so many acres in the +parish, and because he lives at Turnover Park, one ought to hold him +in awe." + +"Frank didn't hold him in awe yesterday," said the Squire. + +"He holds nothing in awe," said the wife. + +"You wrong me there, Janet. I hold you in great awe, and every lady +in Wiltshire more or less;--and I think I may say every woman. And +I would hold him in a sort of awe, too, if he didn't drive me beyond +myself by his mixture of folly and pride." + +"He can do us a great deal of mischief, you know," said Mrs. Fenwick. + +"What he can do, he will do," said the parson. "He even gave me a bad +name, no doubt; but I fancy he was generous enough to me in that way +before yesterday. He will now declare that I am the Evil One himself, +and people won't believe that. A continued persistent enmity, +always at work, but kept within moderate bounds, is more dangerous +now-a-days, than a hot fever of revengeful wrath. The Marquis can't +send out his men-at-arms and have me knocked on the head, or cast +into a dungeon. He can only throw mud at me, and the more he throws +at once, the less will reach me." + +As to Sam, they were agreed that, whether he were innocent or guilty, +the old miller should be induced to regard him as innocent, as far as +their joint exertion in that direction might avail. + +"He is innocent before the law till he has been proved to be guilty," +said the Squire. + +"Then of course there can be nothing wrong in telling his father that +he is innocent," said the lady. + +The Squire did not quite admit this, and the parson smiled as he +heard the argument; but they both acknowledged that it would be right +to let it be considered throughout the parish that Sam was to be +regarded as blameless for that night's transaction. Nevertheless, Mr. +Gilmore's mind on the subject was not changed. + +"Have you heard from Loring?" the Squire asked Mrs. Fenwick as he got +up to leave the Vicarage. + +"Oh, yes,--constantly. She is quite well, Mr. Gilmore." + +"I sometimes think that I'll go off and have a look at her." + +"I'm sure both she and her aunt would be glad to see you." + +"But would it be wise?" + +"If you ask me, I am bound to say that I think it would not be wise. +If I were you, I would leave her for awhile. Mary is as good as gold, +but she is a woman; and, like other women, the more she is sought, +the more difficult she will be." + +"It always seems to me," said Mr. Gilmore, "that to be successful in +love, a man should not be in love at all; or, at any rate, he should +hide it." Then he went off home alone, feeling on his heart that +pernicious load of a burden which comes from the unrestrained longing +for some good thing which cannot be attained. It seemed to him now +that nothing in life would be worth a thought if Mary Lowther should +continue to say him nay; and it seemed to him, too, that unless the +yea were said very quickly, all his aptitudes for enjoyment would be +worn out of him. + +On the next morning, immediately after breakfast, Mr. and Mrs. +Fenwick walked down to the mill together. They went through the +village, and thence by a pathway down to a little foot-bridge, and so +along the river side. It was a beautiful October morning, the 7th of +October, and Fenwick talked of the pheasants. Gilmore, though he was +a sportsman, and shot rabbits and partridges about his own property, +and went occasionally to shooting-parties at a distance, preserved +no game. There had been some old unpleasantness about the Marquis's +pheasants, and he had given it up. There could be no doubt that his +property in the parish being chiefly low lying lands and water meads +unfit for coverts, was not well disposed for preserving pheasants, +and that in shooting he would more likely shoot Lord Trowbridge's +birds than his own. But it was equally certain that Lord Trowbridge's +pheasants made no scruple of feeding on his land. Nevertheless, he +had thought it right to give up all idea of keeping up a head of game +for his own use in Bullhampton. + +"Upon my word, if I were you, Gilmore," said the parson, as a bird +rose from the ground close at their feet, "I should cease to be nice +about the shooting after what happened yesterday." + +"You don't mean that you would retaliate, Frank?" + +"I think I should." + +"Is that good parson's law?" + +"It's very good squire's law. And as for that doctrine of +non-retaliation, a man should be very sure of his own motives before +he submits to it. If a man be quite certain that he is really +actuated by a Christian's desire to forgive, it may be all very well; +but if there be any admixture of base alloy in his gold, if he allows +himself to think that he may avoid the evils of pugnacity, and have +things go smooth for him here, and become a good Christian by the +same process, why then I think he is likely to fall to the ground +between two stools." Had Lord Trowbridge heard him, his lordship +would now have been quite sure that Mr. Fenwick was an infidel. + +They had both doubted whether Sam would be found at the mill; but +there he was, hard at work among the skeleton timbers, when his +friends reached the place. + +"I am glad to see you at home again, Sam," said Mrs. Fenwick, with +something, however, of an inner feeling that perhaps she might be +saluting a murderer. + +Sam touched his cap, but did not utter a word, or look away from his +work. They passed on amidst the heaps in front of the mill, and came +to the porch before the cottage. Here, as had been his wont in all +these idle days, the miller was sitting with a pipe in his mouth. +When he saw the lady he got up and ducked his head, and then sat down +again. "If your wife is here, I'll just step in, Mr. Brattle," said +Mrs. Fenwick. + +"She be there, ma'am," said the miller, pointing towards the kitchen +window with his head. So Mrs. Fenwick lifted the latch and entered. +The parson sat himself down by the miller's side. + +"I am heartily glad, Mr. Brattle, that Sam is back with you here once +again." + +"He be there, at work among the rest o' 'em," said the miller. + +"I saw him as I came along. I hope he will remain here now." + +"I can't say, Muster Fenwick." + +"But he intends to do so?" + +"I can't say, Muster Fenwick." + +"Would it not be well that you should ask him?" + +"Not as I knows on, Muster Fenwick." + +It was manifest enough that the old man had not spoken to his son +on the subject of the murder, and that there was no confidence,--at +least, no confidence that had been expressed,--between the father and +the son. No one had as yet heard the miller utter any opinion as to +Sam's innocence or his guilt. This of itself seemed to the clergyman +to be a very terrible condition for two persons who were so closely +united, and who were to live together, work together, eat together, +and have mutual interests. + +"I hope, Mr. Brattle," he said, "that you give Sam the full benefit +of his discharge." + +"He'll get his vittles and his bed, and a trifle of wages if he works +for 'em." + +"I didn't mean that. I'm quite sure you wouldn't see him want a +comfortable home, as long as you have one to give him." + +"There ain't much comfort about it now." + +"I was speaking of your own opinion of the deed that was done. My own +opinion is that Sam had nothing to do with it." + +"I'm sure I can't say, Muster Fenwick." + +"But it would be a comfort to you to think that he is innocent." + +"I ain't no comfort in talking about it,--not at all,--and I'd +rayther not, if it's all one to you, Muster Fenwick." + +"I will not ask another question, but I'll repeat my own opinion, Mr. +Brattle. I don't believe that he had anything more to do with the +robbery or the murder, than I had." + +"I hope not, Muster Fenwick. Murder is a terrible crime. And now, if +you'll tell me how much it was you paid the lawyer at Heytesbury--" + +"I cannot say as yet. It will be some trifle. You need not trouble +yourself about that." + +"But I mean to pay 'un, Muster Fenwick. I can pay my way as yet, +though it's hard enough at times." The parson was obliged to promise +that Mr. Jones's bill of charges should be sent to him, and then he +called his wife, and they left the mill. Sam was still up among the +timbers, and had not once come down while the visitors were in the +cottage. Mrs. Fenwick had been more successful with the women than +the parson had been with the father. She had taken upon herself to +say that she thoroughly believed Sam to be innocent, and they had +thanked her with many protestations of gratitude. + +They did not go back by the way they had come, but went up to the +road, which they crossed, and thence to some outlying cottages which +were not very far from Hampton Privets House. From these cottages +there was a path across the fields back to Bullhampton, which led by +the side of a small wood belonging to the Marquis. There was a good +deal of woodland just here, and this special copse, called Hampton +bushes, was known to be one of the best pheasant coverts in that part +of the country. Whom should they meet, standing on the path, armed +with his gun, and with his keeper behind him armed with another, than +the Marquis of Trowbridge himself. They had heard a shot or two, but +they had thought nothing of it, or they would have gone back to the +road. "Don't speak," said the parson, as he walked on quickly with +his wife on his arm. The Marquis stood and scowled; but he had the +breeding of a gentleman, and when Mrs. Fenwick was close to him, he +raised his hat. The parson also raised his, the lady bowed, and then +they passed on without a word. "I had no excuse for doing so, or I +would certainly have told him that Sam Brattle was comfortably at +home with his father," said the parson. + +"How you do like a fight, Frank!" + +"If it's stand up, and all fair, I don't dislike it." + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +I HAVE A JUPITER OF MY OWN NOW. + + +When Mary Lowther returned home from the last walk with her cousin +that has been mentioned, she was quite determined that she would +not disturb her happiness on that night by the task of telling her +engagement to her aunt. It must, of course, be told, and that at +once; and it must be told also to Parson John; and a letter must be +written to Janet; and another, which would be very difficult in the +writing, to Mr. Gilmore; and she must be prepared to bear a certain +amount of opposition from all her friends; but for the present +moment, she would free herself from these troubles. To-morrow, after +breakfast, she would tell her aunt. To-morrow, at lunch-time, Walter +would come up to the lane as her accepted lover. And then, after +lunch, after due consultation with him and with Aunt Sarah, the +letter should be written. + +She had solved, at any rate, one doubt, and had investigated one +mystery. While conscious of her own coldness towards Mr. Gilmore, she +had doubted whether she was capable of loving a man, of loving him as +Janet Fenwick loved her husband. Now she would not admit to herself +that any woman that ever lived adored a man more thoroughly than she +adored Walter Marrable. It was sweet to her to see and to remember +the motions of his body. When walking by his side she could hardly +forbear to touch him with her shoulder. When parting from him it was +a regret to her to take her hand from his. And she told herself that +all this had come to her in the course of one morning's walk, and +wondered at it,--that her heart should be a thing capable of being +given away so quickly. It had, in truth, been given away quickly +enough, though the work had not been done in that one morning's walk. +She had been truly honest, to herself and to others, when she said +that her cousin Walter was and should be a brother to her; but had +her new brother, in his brotherly confidence, told her that his +heart was devoted to some other woman, she would have suffered a +blow, though she would never have confessed even to herself that +she suffered. On that evening, when she reached home, she said very +little. + +She was so tired. Might she go to bed? "What, at nine o'clock?" asked +Aunt Sarah. + +"I'll stay up, if you wish it," said Mary. + +But before ten she was alone in her own chamber, sitting in her own +chair, with her arms folded, feeling, rather than thinking, how +divine a thing it was to be in love. What could she not do for him? +What would she not endure to have the privilege of living with him? +What other good fortune in life could be equal to this good fortune? +Then she thought of her relations with Mr. Gilmore, and shuddered +as she remembered how near she had been to accepting him. "It would +have been so wrong. And yet I did not see it! With him I am sure that +it is right, for I feel that in going to him I can be every bit his +own." + +So she thought, and so she dreamed; and then the morning came, and +she had to go down to her aunt. She ate her breakfast almost in +silence, having resolved that she would tell her story the moment +breakfast was over. She had, over night, and while she was in bed, +studiously endeavoured not to con any mode of telling it. Up to +the moment at which she rose her happiness was, if possible, to be +untroubled. But while she dressed herself, she endeavoured to arrange +her plans. She at last came to the conclusion that she could do it +best without any plan. + +As soon as Aunt Sarah had finished her breakfast, and just as she +was about to proceed, according to her morning custom, down-stairs +to the kitchen, Mary spoke. "Aunt Sarah, I have something to tell +you. I may as well bring it out at once. I am engaged to marry Walter +Marrable." Aunt Sarah immediately let fall the sugar-tongs, and stood +speechless. "Dear aunt, do not look as if you were displeased. Say a +kind word to me. I am sure you do not think that I have intended to +deceive you." + +"No; I do not think that," said Aunt Sarah. + +"And is that all?" + +"I am very much surprised. It was yesterday that you told me, when +I hinted at this, that he was no more to you than a cousin,--or a +brother." + +"And so I thought; indeed I did. But when he told me how it was with +him, I knew at once that I had only one answer to give. No other +answer was possible. I love him better than anyone else in all the +world. I feel that I can promise to be his wife without the least +reserve or fear. I don't know why it should be so; but it is. I +know I am right in this." Aunt Sarah still stood silent, meditating. +"Don't you think I was right, feeling as I do, to tell him so? I had +before become certain, quite, quite certain that it was impossible to +give any other answer but one to Mr. Gilmore. Dearest aunt, do speak +to me." + +"I do not know what you will have to live upon." + +"It is settled, you know, that he will save four or five thousand +pounds out of his money, and I have got twelve hundred. It is not +much, but it will be just something. Of course he will remain in the +army, and I shall be a soldier's wife. I shall think nothing of going +out to India, if he wishes it; but I don't think he means that. Dear +Aunt Sarah, do say one word of congratulation." + +Aunt Sarah did not know how to congratulate her niece. It seemed to +her that any congratulation must be false and hypocritical. To her +thinking, it would be a most unfitting match. It seemed to her that +such an engagement had been most foolish. She was astonished at +Mary's weakness, and was indignant with Walter Marrable. As regarded +Mary, though she had twice uttered a word or two, intended as a +caution, yet she had never thought it possible that a girl so steady +in her ordinary demeanour, so utterly averse to all flirtation, so +little given to the weakness of feminine susceptibility, would fall +at once into such a quagmire of indiscreet love-troubles. The caution +had been intended, rather in regard to outward appearances, and +perhaps with the view of preventing the possibility of some slight +heart-scratches, than with the idea that danger of this nature was to +be dreaded. As Mr. Gilmore was there as an acknowledged suitor,--a +suitor, as to whose ultimate success Aunt Sarah had her strong +opinions,--it would be well those cousinly-brotherly associations +and confidences should not become so close as to create possible +embarrassment. Such had been the nature of Aunt Sarah's caution; and +now,--in the course of a week or two,--when the young people were +in truth still strangers to each other,--when Mr. Gilmore was still +waiting for his answer,--Mary came to her, and told her that the +engagement was a thing completed! How could she utter a word of +congratulation? + +"You mean, then, to say that you disapprove of it?" said Mary, almost +sternly. + +"I cannot say that I think it wise." + +"I am not speaking of wisdom. Of course, Mr. Gilmore is very much +richer, and all that." + +"You know, Mary, that I would not counsel you to marry a man because +he was rich." + +"That is what you mean when you tell me I am not wise. I tried +it,--with all the power of thought and calculation that I could give +to it, and I found that I could not marry Mr. Gilmore." + +"I am not speaking about that now." + +"You mean that Walter is so poor, that he never should be allowed to +marry." + +"I don't care twopence about Walter." + +"But I do, Aunt Sarah. I care more about him than all the world +beside. I had to think for him." + +"You did not take much time to think." + +"Hardly a minute--and yet it was sufficient." Then she paused, +waiting for her aunt; but it seemed that her aunt had nothing further +to say. "Well," continued Mary, "if it must be so, it must. If you +cannot wish me joy--" + +"Dearest, you know well enough that I wish you all happiness." + +"This is my happiness." It seemed to the bewildered old lady that the +whole nature of the girl was altered. Mary was speaking now as might +have spoken some enthusiastic young female who had at last succeeded +in obtaining for herself the possession,--more or less permanent,--of +a young man, after having fed her imagination on novels for the last +five years; whereas Mary Lowther had hitherto, in all moods of her +life, been completely opposite to such feminine ways and doings. +"Very well," continued Mary; "we will say nothing more about it at +present. I am greatly grieved that I have incurred your displeasure; +but I cannot wish it otherwise." + +"I have said nothing of displeasure." + +"Walter is to be up after lunch, and I will only ask that he may not +be received with black looks. If it must be visited as a sin, let it +be visited on me." + +"Mary, that is unkind and ungenerous." + +"If you knew, Aunt Sarah, how I have longed during the night for your +kind voice,--for your sympathy and approval!" + +Aunt Sarah paused again for a moment, and then went down to her +domestic duties without another word. + +In the afternoon Walter came, but Aunt Sarah did not see him. When +Mary went to her the old lady declared that, for the present, it +would be better so. "I do not know what to say to him at present. I +must think of it, and speak to his uncle, and try to find out what +had best be done." + +She was sitting as she said this up in her own room, without even a +book in her hand; in very truth, passing an hour in an endeavour to +decide what, in the present emergency, she ought to say or do. Mary +stooped over her and kissed her, and the aunt returned her niece's +caresses. + +"Do not let you and me quarrel, at any rate," said Miss Marrable. +"Who else is there that I care for? Whose happiness is anything to me +except yours?" + +"Then come to him, and tell him that he also shall be dear to you." + +"No; at any rate, not now. Of course you can marry, Mary, without any +sanction from me. I do not pretend that you owe to me that obedience +which would be due to a mother. But I cannot say,--at least, not +yet,--that such sanction as I have to give can be given to this +engagement. I have a dread that it will come to no good. It grieves +me. I do not forbid you to receive him; but for the present it would +be better that I should not see him." + +"What is her objection?" demanded Walter, with grave indignation. + +"She thinks we shall be poor." + +"Shall we ask her for anything? Of course we shall be poor. For the +present there will be but L300 a year, or thereabouts, beyond my +professional income. A few years back, if so much had been secured, +friends would have thought that everything necessary had been done. +If you are afraid, Mary--" + +"You know I am not afraid." + +"What is it to her, then? Of course we shall be poor,--very poor. But +we can live." + +There did come upon Mary Lowther a feeling that Walter spoke of the +necessity of a comfortable income in a manner very different from +that in which he had of late been discussing the same subject ever +since she had known him. He had declared that it was impossible that +he should exist in England as a bachelor on his professional income, +and yet surely he would be poorer as a married man with that L300 +a year added to it, than he would have been without it, and also +without a wife. But what girl that loves a man can be angry with him +for such imprudence and such inconsistency? She had already told him +that she would be ready, if it were necessary, to go with him to +India. She had said so before she went up to her aunt's room. He had +replied that he hoped no such sacrifice would be demanded from her. +"There can be no sacrifice on my part," she had replied, "unless I +am required to give up you." Of course he had taken her in his arms +and kissed her. There are moments in one's life in which not to be +imprudent, not to be utterly, childishly forgetful of all worldly +wisdom, would be to be brutal, inhuman, and devilish. "Had he told +Parson John?" she asked. + +"Oh, yes!" + +"And what does he say?" + +"Just nothing. He raised his eyebrows, and suggested 'that I had +changed my ideas of life.' 'So I have,' I said. 'All right!' he +replied. 'I hope that Block and Curling won't have made any mistake +about the L5000.' That was all he said. No doubt he thinks we're two +fools; but then one's folly won't embarrass him." + +"Nor will it embarrass Aunt Sarah," said Mary. + +"But there is this difference. If we come to grief, Parson John will +eat his dinner without the slightest interference with his appetite +from our misfortunes; but Aunt Sarah would suffer on your account." + +"She would, certainly," said Mary. + +"But we will not come to grief. At any rate, darling, we cannot +consent to be made wise by the prospect of her possible sorrows on +our behalf." + +It was agreed that on that afternoon Mary should write both to Mr. +Gilmore and to Janet Fenwick. She offered to keep her letters, and +show them, when written, to her lover; but he declared that he would +prefer not to see them. "It is enough for me that I triumph," he +said, as he left her. When he had gone, she at once told her aunt +that she would write the letters, and bring that to Mr. Gilmore to be +read by her when they were finished. + +"I would postpone it for awhile, if I were you," said Aunt Sarah. + +But Mary declared that any such delay would be unfair to Mr. Gilmore. +She did write the letters before dinner, and they were as follows:-- + + + MY DEAR MR. GILMORE, + + When last you came down to the Vicarage to see me I + promised you, as you may perhaps remember, that if it + should come to pass that I should engage myself to any + other man, I would at once let you know that it was so. I + little thought then that I should so soon be called upon + to keep my promise. I will not pretend that the writing of + this letter is not very painful to me; but I know that it + is my duty to write it, and to put an end to a suspense + which you have been good enough to feel on my account. You + have, I think, heard the name of my cousin, Captain Walter + Marrable, who returned from India two or three months ago. + I found him staying here with his uncle, the clergyman, + and now I am engaged to be his wife. + + Perhaps it would be better that I should say nothing more + than this, and that I should leave myself and my character + and name to your future kindness,--or unkindness,--without + any attempt to win the former or to decry the latter; but + you have been to me ever so good and noble that I cannot + bring myself to be so cold and short. I have always felt + that your preference for me has been a great honour to + me. I have appreciated your esteem most highly, and have + valued your approbation more than I have been able to say. + If it could be possible that I should in future have your + friendship, I should value it more than that of any other + person. God bless you, Mr. Gilmore. I shall always hope + that you may be happy, and I shall hear with delight any + tidings which may seem to show that you are so. + + Pray believe that I am + Your most sincere friend, + + MARY LOWTHER. + + I have thought it best to tell Janet Fenwick what I have + done. + + + Loring, Thursday. + + DEAREST JANET, + + I wonder what you will say to my news? But you must not + scold me. Pray do not scold me. It could never, never have + been as you wanted. I have engaged myself to marry my + cousin, Captain Walter Marrable, who is a nephew of Sir + Gregory Marrable, and a son of Colonel Marrable. We shall + be very poor, having not more than L300 a-year above his + pay as a captain; but if he had nothing, I think I should + do the same. Do you remember how I used to doubt whether I + should ever have that sort of love for a man for which I + used to envy you? I don't envy you any longer, and I don't + regard Mr. Fenwick as being nearly so divine as I used to + do. I have a Jupiter of my own now, and need envy no woman + the reality of her love. + + I have written to Mr. Gilmore by the same post as will + take this, and have just told him the bare truth. What + else could I tell him? I have said something horribly + stilted about esteem and friendship, which I would have + left out, only that my letter seemed to be heartless + without it. He has been to me as good as a man could be; + but was it my fault that I could not love him? If you knew + how I tried,--how I tried to make believe to myself that I + loved him; how I tried to teach myself that that sort of + very chill approbation was the nearest approach to love + that I could ever reach; and how I did this because you + bade me;--if you could understand all this, then you would + not scold me. And I did almost believe that it was so. But + now--! Oh, dear! how would it have been if I had engaged + myself to Mr. Gilmore, and that then Walter Marrable had + come to me! I get sick when I think how near I was to + saying that I would love a man whom I never could have + loved. + + Of course I used to ask myself what I should do with + myself. I suppose every woman living has to ask and to + answer that question. I used to try to think that it would + be well not to think of the outer crust of myself. What + did it matter whether things were soft to me or not? + I could do my duty. And as this man was good, and a + gentleman, and endowed with high qualities and appropriate + tastes, why should he not have the wife he wanted? I + thought that I could pretend to love him, till, after some + fashion, I should love him; but as I think of it now, all + this seems to be so horrid! I know now what to do with + myself. To be his from head to foot! To feel that nothing + done for him would be mean or distasteful! To stand at + a washtub and wash his clothes, if it were wanted. Oh, + Janet, I used to dread the time in which he would have to + put his arm round me and kiss me! I cannot tell you what I + feel now about that other he. + + I know well how provoked you will be,--and it will all + come of love for me; but you cannot but own that I am + right. If you have any justice in you, write to me and + tell me that I am right. + + Only that Mr. Gilmore is your great friend, and that, + therefore, just at first, Walter will not be your friend, + I would tell you more about him,--how handsome he is, how + manly, and how clever. And then his voice is like the + music of the spheres. You won't feel like being his friend + at first, but you must look forward to his being your + friend; you must love him--as I do Mr. Fenwick; and you + must tell Mr. Fenwick that he must open his heart for the + man who is to be my husband. Alas, alas! I fear it will be + long before I can go to Bullhampton. How I do wish that he + would find some nice wife to suit him! + + Good bye, dearest Janet. If you are really good, you will + write me a sweet, kind, loving letter, wishing me joy. + You must know all. Aunt Sarah has refused to congratulate + me, because the income is so small. Nevertheless, we have + not quarrelled. But the income will be nothing to you, + and I do look forward to a kind word. When everything is + settled, of course I will tell you. + + Your most affectionate friend, + + MARY LOWTHER. + + +The former letter of the two was shown to Miss Marrable. That lady +was of opinion that it should not be sent; but would not say that, if +to be sent, it could be altered for the better. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +WHAT PARSON JOHN THINKS ABOUT IT. + + +[Illustration] + +On that same Thursday, the Thursday on which Mary Lowther wrote her +two despatches to Bullhampton, Miss Marrable sent a note down to +Parson John, requesting that she might have an interview with him. +If he were at home and disengaged, she would go down to him that +evening, or he might, if he pleased, come to her. The former she +thought would be preferable. Parson John assented, and very soon +after dinner the private brougham came round from the Dragon, and +conveyed Miss Marrable down to the rectory at Lowtown. + +"I am going down to Parson John," said she to Mary. "I think it best +to speak to him about the engagement." + +Mary received the information with a nod of her head that was +intended to be gracious, and Aunt Sarah proceeded on her way. She +found her cousin alone in his study, and immediately opened the +subject which had brought her down the hill. "Walter, I believe, has +told you about this engagement, Mr. Marrable." + +"Never was so astonished in my life! He told me last night. I had +begun to think that he was getting very fond of her, but I didn't +suppose it would come to this." + +"Don't you think it very imprudent?" + +"Of course it's imprudent, Sarah. It don't require any thinking to +be aware of that. It's downright stupid;--two cousins with nothing +a year between them, when no doubt each of them might do very well. +They're well-born, and well-looking, and clever, and all that. It's +absurd, and I don't suppose it will ever come to anything." + +"Did you tell Walter what you thought?" + +"Why should I tell him? He knows what I think without my telling him; +and he wouldn't care a pinch of snuff for my opinion. I tell you +because you ask me." + +"But ought not something to be done to prevent it?" + +"What can we do? I might tell him that I wouldn't have him here +any more, but I shouldn't like to do that. Perhaps she'll do your +bidding." + +"I fear not, Mr. Marrable." + +"Then you may be quite sure he won't do mine. He'll go away and +forget her. That'll be the end of it. It'll be as good as a year gone +out of her life, and she'll lose this other lover of hers at--what's +the name of the place? It's a pity, but that's what she'll have to go +through." + +"Is he so light as that?" asked Aunt Sarah, shocked. + +"He's about the same as other men, I take it; and she'll be the same +as other girls. They like to have their bit of fun now, and there'd +be no great harm,--only such fun costs the lady so plaguy dear. As +for their being married, I don't think Walter will ever be such a +fool as that." + +There was something in this that was quite terrible to Aunt Sarah. +Her Mary Lowther was to be treated in this way;--to be played with +as a plaything, and then to be turned off when the time for playing +came to an end! And this little game was to be played for Walter +Marrable's delectation, though the result of it would be the ruin of +Mary's prospects in life! + +"I think," said she, "that if I believed him to be so base as that, I +would send him out of the house." + +"He does not mean to be base at all. He's just like the rest of 'em," +said Parson John. + +Aunt Sarah used every argument in her power to show that something +should be done; but all to no purpose. She thought that if Sir +Gregory were brought to interfere, that perhaps might have an effect; +but the old clergyman laughed at this. What did Captain Walter +Marrable, who had been in the army all his life, and who had no +special favour to expect from his uncle, care about Sir Gregory? Head +of the family, indeed! What was the head of the family to him? If +a girl would be a fool, the girl must take the result of her folly. +That was Parson John's doctrine,--that and a confirmed assurance +that this engagement, such as it was, would lead to nothing. He was +really very sorry for Mary, in whose praise he said ever so many +good-natured things; but she had not been the first fool, and she +would not be the last. It was not his business, and he could do no +good by interfering. At last, however, he did promise that he would +himself speak to Walter. Nothing would come of it, but, as his cousin +asked him, he would speak to his nephew. + +He waited for four-and-twenty hours before he spoke, and during that +time was subject to none of those terrors which were now making Miss +Marrable's life a burden to her. In his opinion it was almost a +pity that a young fellow like Walter should be interrupted in his +amusement. According to his view of life, very much wisdom was not +expected from ladies, young or old. They, for the most part, had +their bread found for them; and were not required to do anything, +whether they were rich or poor. Let them be ever so poor, the +disgrace of poverty did not fall upon them as it did upon men. But +then, if they would run their heads into trouble, trouble came harder +upon them than on men; and for that they had nobody to blame but +themselves. Of course it was a very nice thing to be in love. Verses +and pretty speeches and easy-spoken romance were pleasant enough in +their way. Parson John had no doubt tried them himself in early life, +and had found how far they were efficacious for his own happiness. +But young women were so apt to want too much of the excitement! A +young man at Bullhampton was not enough without another young man at +Loring. That, we fear, was the mode in which Parson John looked at +the subject,--which mode of looking at it, had he ever ventured to +explain it to Mary Lowther, would have brought down upon his head +from that young woman an amount of indignant scorn which would have +been very disagreeable to Parson John. But then he was a great deal +too wise to open his mind on such a subject to Mary Lowther. + +"I think, sir, I'd better go up and see Curling again next week," +said the Captain. + +"I dare say. Is anything not going right?" + +"I suppose I shall get the money, but I shall like to know when. I am +very anxious, of course, to fix a day for my marriage." + +"I should not be over quick about that, if I were you," said Parson +John. + +"Why not? Situated as I am, I must be quick. I must make up my mind +at any rate where we're to live." + +"You'll go back to your regiment, I suppose, next month?" + +"Yes, sir. I shall go back to my regiment next month, unless we may +make up our minds to go out to India." + +"What, you and Mary?" + +"Yes, I and Mary." + +"As man and wife?" said Parson John, with a smile. + +"How else should we go?" + +"Well, no. If she goes with you, she must go as Mrs. Captain +Marrable, of course. But if I were you, I would not think of anything +so horrible." + +"It would be horrible," said Walter Marrable. + +"I should think it would. India may be very well when a man is quite +young, and if he can keep himself from beer and wine; but to go back +there at your time of life with a wife, and to look forward to a +dozen children there, must be an unpleasant prospect, I should say." + +Walter Marrable sat silent and black. + +"I should give up all idea of India," continued his uncle. + +"What the deuce is a man to do?" asked the Captain. + +The parson shrugged his shoulders. + +"I'll tell you what I've been thinking of," said the Captain. "If I +could get a farm of four or five hundred acres--" + +"A farm!" exclaimed the parson. + +"Why not a farm? I know that a man can do nothing with a farm unless +he has capital. He should have L10 or L12 an acre for his land, I +suppose. I should have that and some trifle of an income besides if +I sold out. I suppose my uncle would let me have a farm under him?" + +"He'd see you--further first." + +"Why shouldn't I do as well with a farm as another?" + +"Why not turn shoemaker? Because you have not learned the business. +Farmer, indeed! You'd never get the farm, and if you did, you would +not keep it for three years. You've been in the army too long to be +fit for anything else, Walter." + +Captain Marrable looked black and angry at being so counselled; but +he believed what was said to him, and had no answer to make to it. + +"You must stick to the army," continued the old man; "and if you'll +take my advice, you'll do so without the impediment of a wife." + +"That's quite out of the question." + +"Why is it out of the question?" + +"How can you ask me, Uncle John? Would you have me go back from an +engagement after I have made it?" + +"I would have you go back from anything that was silly." + +"And tell a girl, after I have asked her to be my wife, that I don't +want to have anything more to do with her?" + +"I should not tell her that; but I should make her understand, both +for her own sake and for mine, that we had been too fast, and that +the sooner we gave up our folly the better for both of us. You can't +marry her, that's the truth of it." + +"You'll see if I can't." + +"If you choose to wait ten years, you may." + +"I won't wait ten months, nor, if I can have my own way, ten weeks." +What a pity that Mary could not have heard him. "Half the fellows in +the army are married without anything beyond their pay; and I'm to +be told that we can't get along with L300 a year? At any rate, we'll +try." + +"Marry in haste, and repent at leisure," said Uncle John. + +"According to the doctrines that are going now-a-days," said the +Captain, "it will be held soon that a gentleman can't marry unless +he has got L3000 a year. It is the most heartless, damnable teaching +that ever came up. It spoils the men, and makes women, when they do +marry, expect ever so many things that they ought never to want." + +"And you mean to teach them better, Walter?" + +"I mean to act for myself, and not be frightened out of doing what I +think right, because the world says this and that." + +As he so spoke, the angry Captain got up to leave the room. + +"All the same," rejoined the parson, firing the last shot; "I'd think +twice about it, if I were you, before I married Mary Lowther." + +"He's more of an ass, and twice as headstrong as I thought him," said +Parson John to Miss Marrable the next day; "but still I don't think +it will come to anything. As far as I can observe, three of these +engagements are broken off for one that goes on. And when he comes to +look at things he'll get tired of it. He's going up to London next +week, and I shan't press him to come back. If he does come I can't +help it. If I were you, I wouldn't ask him up the hill, and I should +tell Miss Mary a bit of my mind pretty plainly." + +Hitherto, as far as words went, Aunt Sarah had told very little of +her mind to Mary Lowther on the subject of her engagement, but she +had spoken as yet no word of congratulation; and Mary knew that the +manner in which she proposed to bestow herself was not received with +favour by any of her relatives at Loring. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +WHAT THE FENWICKS THOUGHT ABOUT IT. + + +Bullhampton unfortunately was at the end of the postman's walk, and +as the man came all the way from Lavington, letters were seldom +received much before eleven o'clock. Now this was a most pernicious +arrangement, in respect to which Mr. Fenwick carried on a perpetual +feud with the Post-office authorities, having put forward a great +postal doctrine that letters ought to be rained from heaven on to +everybody's breakfast-table exactly as the hot water is brought in +for tea. He, being an energetic man, carried on a long and angry +correspondence with the authorities aforesaid; but the old man +from Lavington continued to toddle into the village just at eleven +o'clock. It was acknowledged that ten was his time; but, as he argued +with himself, ten and eleven were pretty much of a muchness. The +consequence of this was, that Mary Lowther's letters to Mrs. Fenwick +had been read by her two or three hours before she had an opportunity +of speaking on the subject to her husband. At last, however, he +returned, and she flew at him with the letter in her hand. "Frank," +she said, "Frank, what do you think has happened?" + +"The Bank of England must have stopped, from the look of your face." + +"I wish it had, with all my heart, sooner than this. Mary has gone +and engaged herself to her cousin, Walter Marrable." + +"Mary Lowther!" + +"Yes; Mary Lowther! Our Mary! And from what I remember hearing about +him, he is anything but nice." + +"He had a lot of money left to him the other day." + +"It can't have been much, because Mary owns that they will be very +poor. Here is her letter. I am so unhappy about it. Don't you +remember hearing about that Colonel Marrable who was in a horrible +scrape about somebody's wife?" + +"You shouldn't judge the son from the father." + +"They've been in the army together, and they're both alike. I hate +the army. They are almost always no better than they should be." + +"That's true, my dear, certainly of all services, unless it be the +army of martyrs; and there may be a doubt on the subject even as to +them. May I read it?" + +"Oh, yes; she has been half ashamed of herself every word she has +written. I know her so well. To think that Mary Lowther should have +engaged herself to any man after two days' acquaintance!" + +Mr. Fenwick read the letter through attentively, and then handed it +back. + +"It's a good letter," he said. + +"You mean that it's well written?" + +"I mean that it's true. There are no touches put in to make effect. +She does love the one man, and she doesn't love the other. All I can +say is, that I'm very sorry for it. It will drive Gilmore out of the +place." + +"Do you mean it?" + +"I do, indeed. I never knew a man to be at the same time so strong +and so weak in such a matter. One would say that the intensity of his +affection would be the best pledge of his future happiness if he were +to marry the girl; but seeing that he is not to marry her, one cannot +but feel that a man shouldn't stake his happiness on a thing beyond +his reach." + +"You think it is all up, then;--that she really will marry this man?" + +"What else can I think?" + +"These things do go off sometimes. There can't be much money, +because, you see, old Miss Marrable opposes the whole thing on +account of there not being income enough. She is anything but rich +herself, and is the last person of all the world to make a fuss about +money. If it could be broken off--." + +"If I understand Mary Lowther," said Mr. Fenwick, "she is not the +woman to have her match broken off for her by any person. Of course I +know nothing about the man; but if he is firm, she'll be as firm." + +"And then she has written to Mr. Gilmore," said Mrs. Fenwick. + +"It's all up with Harry as far as this goes," said Mr. Fenwick. + +The Vicar had another matter of moment to discuss with his wife. Sam +Brattle, after having remained hard at work at the mill for nearly a +fortnight,--so hard at work as to induce his father to declare that +he'd bet a guinea there wasn't a man in the three parishes who could +come nigh his Sam for a right down day's work;--after all this, +Sam had disappeared, had been gone for two days, and was said by +the constable to have been seen at night on the Devizes side, from +whence was supposed to come the Grinder, and all manner of Grinder's +iniquities. Up to this time no further arrest had been made on +account of Mr. Trumbull's murder, nor had any trace been found of the +Grinder, or of that other man who had been his companion. The leading +policeman, who still had charge of the case, expressed himself as +sure that the old woman at Pycroft Common knew nothing of her son's +whereabouts; but he had always declared, and still continued to +declare, that Sam Brattle could tell them the whole story of the +murder if he pleased, and there had been a certain amount of watching +kept on the young man, much to his own disgust, and to that of his +father. Sam had sworn aloud in the village--so much aloud that he had +shown his determination to be heard by all men--that he would go to +America, and see whether anyone would dare to stop him. He had been +told of his bail, and had replied that he would demand to be relieved +of his bail;--that his bail was illegal, and that he would have it +all tried in a court of law. Mr. Fenwick had heard of this, and had +replied that as far as he was concerned he was not in the least +afraid. He believed that the bail was illegal, and he believed also +that Sam would stay where he was. But now Sam was gone, and the +Bullhampton constable was clearly of opinion that he had gone to join +the Grinder. "At any rate, he's off somewhere," said Mr. Fenwick, +"and his mother doesn't know where he's gone. Old Brattle, of course, +won't say a word." + +"And will it hurt you?" + +"Not unless they get hold of those other fellows and require Sam's +appearance. I don't doubt but that he'd turn up in that case." + +"Then it does not signify?" + +"It signifies for him. I've an idea that I know where he's gone, and +I think I shall go after him." + +"Is it far, Frank?" + +"Something short of Australia, luckily." + +"Oh, Frank!" + +"I'll tell you the truth. It's my belief that Carry Brattle is living +about twenty miles off, and that he's gone to see his sister." + +"Carry Brattle!--down here!" + +"I don't know it, and I don't want to hear it mentioned; but I fancy +it is so. At any rate, I shall go and see." + +"Poor, dear, bright little Carry! But how is she living, Frank?" + +"She's not one of the army of martyrs, you may be sure. I daresay +she's no better than she should be." + +"You'll tell me if you see her?" + +"Oh, yes." + +"Shall I send her anything?" + +"The only thing to send her is money. If she is in want, I'll relieve +her,--with a very sparing hand." + +"Will you bring her back,--here?" + +"Ah, who can say? I should tell her mother, and I suppose we should +have to ask her father to receive her. I know what his answer will +be." + +"He'll refuse to see her." + +"No doubt. Then we should have to put our heads together, and the +chances are that the poor girl will be off in the meantime,--back to +London and the Devil. It is not easy to set crooked things straight." + +In spite, however, of this interruption, Mary Lowther and her +engagement to Captain Marrable was the subject of greatest interest +at the Vicarage that day and through the night. Mrs. Fenwick half +expected that Gilmore would come down in the evening; but the Vicar +declared that his friend would be unwilling to show himself after the +blow which he would have received. They knew that he would know that +they had received the news, and that therefore he could not come +either to tell it, or with the intention of asking questions without +telling it. If he came at all, he must come like a beaten cur with +his tail between his legs. And then there arose the question whether +it would not be better that Mary's letter should be answered before +Mr. Gilmore was seen. Mrs. Fenwick, whose fingers were itching for +pen and paper, declared at last that she would write at once; and did +write, as follows, before she went to bed:-- + + + The Vicarage, Friday. + + DEAREST MARY, + + I do not know how to answer your letter. You tell me to + write pleasantly, and to congratulate you; but how is one + to do that so utterly in opposition to one's own interests + and wishes? Oh dear, oh dear! how I do so wish you had + stayed at Bullhampton! I know you will be angry with me + for saying so, but how can I say anything else? I cannot + picture you to myself going about from town to town and + living in country-quarters. And as I never saw Captain + Marrable, to the best of my belief, I cannot interest + myself about him as I do about one whom I know and love + and esteem. I feel that this is not a nice way of writing + to you, and indeed I would be nice if I could. Of course + I wish you to be full of joy;--of course I wish with all + my heart that you may be happy if you marry your cousin; + but the thing has come so suddenly that we cannot bring + ourselves to look upon it as a reality. + + +"You should speak for yourself, Janet," said Mr. Fenwick, when he +came to this part of the letter. He did not, however, require that +the sentence should be altered. + + + You talk so much of doing what is right! Nobody has ever + doubted that you were right both in morals and sentiment. + The only regret has been that such a course should be + right, and that the other thing should be wrong. Poor man! + we have not seen him yet, nor heard from him. Frank says + that he will take it very badly. I suppose that men do + always get over that kind of thing much quicker than women + do. Many women never can get over it at all; and Harry + Gilmore, though there is so little about him that seems to + be soft, is in this respect more like a woman than a man. + Had he been otherwise, and had only half cared for you, + and asked you to be his wife as though your taking him + were a thing he didn't much care about, and were quite + a matter of course, I believe you would have been up at + Hampton Privets this moment, instead of going soldiering + with a captain. + + Frank bids me send you his kindest love and his best + wishes for your happiness. Those are his very words, and + they seem to be kinder than mine. Of course you have my + love and my best wishes; but I do not know how to write as + though I could rejoice with you. Your husband will always + be dear to us, whoever he may be, if he be good to you. + At present I feel very, very angry with Captain Marrable; + as though I wish he had had his head blown off in battle. + However, if he is to be the happy man, I will open my + heart to him;--that is, if he be good. + + I know this is not nice, but I cannot make it nicer now. + God bless you, dearest Mary. + + Ever your most affectionate friend, + + JANET FENWICK. + + +The letter was not posted till the hour for despatch on the following +day; but, up to that hour, nothing had been seen at the Vicarage of +Mr. Gilmore. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +WHAT MR. GILMORE THOUGHT ABOUT IT. + + +Mr. Gilmore was standing on the doorsteps of his own house when +Mary's letter was brought to him. It was a modest-sized country +gentleman's residence, built of variegated uneven stones, black and +grey and white, which seemed to be chiefly flint; but the corners +and settings of the windows and of the door-ways, and the chimneys, +were of brick. There was something sombre about it, and many perhaps +might call it dull of aspect; but it was substantial, comfortable, +and unassuming. It was entered by broad stone steps, with iron +balustrades curving outwards as they descended, and there was an open +area round the house, showing that the offices were in the basement. +In these days it was a quiet house enough, as Mr. Gilmore was a man +not much given to the loudness of bachelor parties. He entertained +his neighbours at dinner perhaps once a month, and occasionally +had a few guests staying with him. His uncle, the prebendary from +Salisbury, was often with him, and occasionally a brother who was in +the army. For the present, however, he was much more inclined, when +in want of society, to walk off to the Vicarage than to provide it +for himself at home. When Mary's letter was handed to him with his +"Times" and other correspondence, he looked, as everybody does, at +the address, and at once knew that it came from Mary Lowther. He +had never hitherto received a letter from her, but yet he knew her +handwriting well. Without waiting a moment, he turned upon his heel, +and went back into his house, and through the hall to the library. +When there, he first opened three other letters, two from tradesmen +in London, and one from his uncle, offering to come to him on the +next Monday. Then he opened the "Times," and cut it, and put it down +on the table. Mary's letter meanwhile was in his hand, and anyone +standing by might have thought that he had forgotten it. But he +had not forgotten it, nor was it out of his mind for a moment. +While looking at the other letters, while cutting the paper, while +attempting, as he did, to read the news, he was suffering under the +dread of the blow that was coming. He was there for twenty minutes +before he dared to break the envelope; and though during the whole of +that time he pretended to deceive himself by some employment, he knew +that he was simply postponing an evil thing that was coming to him. +At last he cut the letter open, and stood for some moments looking +for courage to read it. He did read it, and then sat himself down in +his chair, telling himself that the thing was over, and that he would +bear it as a man. He took up his newspaper, and began to study it. It +was the time of the year when newspapers are not very interesting, +but he made a rush at the leading articles, and went through two of +them. Then he turned over to the police reports. He sat there for an +hour, and read hard during the whole time. Then he got up and shook +himself, and knew that he was a crippled man, with every function out +of order, disabled in every limb. He walked from the library into the +hall, and thence to the dining-room, and so, backwards and forwards, +for a quarter of an hour. At last he could walk no longer, and, +closing the door of the library behind him, he threw himself on a +sofa and cried like a woman. + +What was it that he wanted, and why did he want it? Were there not +other women whom the world would say were as good? Was it ever known +that a man had died, or become irretrievably broken and destroyed by +disappointed love? Was it not one of those things that a man should +shake off from him, and have done with it? He asked himself these, +and many such-like questions, and tried to philosophise with himself +on the matter. Had he no will of his own, by which he might conquer +this enemy? No; he had no will of his own, and the enemy would not be +conquered. He had to tell himself that he was so poor a thing that he +could not stand up against the evil that had fallen on him. + +He walked out round his shrubberies and paddocks, and tried to take +an interest in the bullocks and the horses. He knew that if every +bullock and horse about the place had been struck dead it would not +enhance his misery. He had not had much hope before, but now he would +have seen the house of Hampton Privets in flames, just for the chance +that had been his yesterday. It was not only that he wanted her, or +that he regretted the absence of some recognised joys which she would +have brought to him; but that the final decision on her part seemed +to take from him all vitality, all power of enjoyment, all that +inward elasticity which is necessary for an interest in worldly +affairs. + +He had as yet hardly thought of anything but himself;--had hardly +observed the name of his successful rival, or paid any attention to +aught but the fact that she had told him that it was all over. He +had not attempted to make up his mind whether anything could still +be done, whether he might yet have a chance, whether it would be +well for him to quarrel with the man; whether he should be indignant +with her, or remonstrate once again in regard to her cruelty. He had +thought only of the blow, and of his inability to support it. Would +it not be best that he should go forth, and blow out his brains, and +have done with it? + +He did not look at the letter again till he had returned to the +library. Then he took it from his pocket, and read it very carefully. +Yes, she had been quick about it. Why; how long had it been since she +had left their parish? It was still October, and she had been there +just before the murder--only the other day! Captain Walter Marrable! +No; he didn't think he had ever heard of him. Some fellow with a +moustache and a military strut--just the man that he had always +hated; one of a class which, with nothing real to recommend it, is +always interfering with the happiness of everybody. It was in some +such light as this that Mr. Gilmore at present regarded Captain +Marrable. How could such a man make a woman happy,--a fellow who +probably had no house nor home in which to make her comfortable? +Staying with his uncle the clergyman! Poor Gilmore expressed a +wish that the uncle the clergyman had been choked before he had +entertained such a guest. Then he read the concluding sentence of +poor Mary's letter, in which she expressed a hope that they might be +friends. Was there ever such cold-blooded trash? Friends indeed! What +sort of friendship could there be between two persons, one of whom +had made the other so wretched,--so dead as was he at present! + +For some half-hour he tried to comfort himself with an idea that he +could get hold of Captain Marrable and maul him; that it would be a +thing permissible for him, a magistrate, to go forth with a whip and +flog the man, and then perhaps shoot him, because the man had been +fortunate in love where he had been unfortunate. But he knew the +world in which he lived too well to allow himself long to think that +this could really be done. It might be that it would be a better +world were such revenge practicable in it; but, as he well knew, it +was not practicable now, and if Mary Lowther chose to give herself to +this accursed Captain, he could not help it. There was nothing that +he could do but to go away and chafe at his suffering in some part of +the world in which nobody would know that he was chafing. + +When the evening came, and he found that his solitude was terribly +oppressive to him, he thought that he would go down to the Vicarage. +He had been told by that false one that her tidings had been sent to +her friend. He took his hat and sauntered out across the fields, and +did walk as far as the churchyard gate close to poor Mr. Trumbull's +farm, the very spot on which he had last seen Mary Lowther; but when +he was there he could not endure to go through to the Vicarage. There +is something mean to a man in the want of success in love. If a +man lose a venture of money he can tell his friend; or if he be +unsuccessful in trying for a seat in parliament; or be thrown out of +a run in the hunting-field; or even if he be blackballed for a club; +but a man can hardly bring himself to tell his dearest comrade that +his Mary has preferred another man to himself. This wretched fact +the Fenwicks already knew as to poor Gilmore's Mary; and yet, though +he had come down there, hoping for some comfort, he did not dare to +face them. He went back all alone, and tumbled and tossed and fretted +through the miserable night. + +And the next morning was as bad. He hung about the place till about +four, utterly crushed by his burden. It was a Saturday, and when the +postman called no letter had yet been even written in answer to his +uncle's proposition. He was moping about the grounds, with his hands +in his pockets, thinking of this, when suddenly Mrs. Fenwick appeared +in the path before him. There had been another consultation that +morning between herself and her husband, and this visit was the +result of it. He dashed at the matter immediately. + +"You have come," he said, "to talk to me about Mary Lowther." + +"I have come to say a word, if I can, to comfort you. Frank bade me +to come." + + +[Illustration: "I have come to say a word, if I can, to +comfort you."] + + +"There isn't any comfort," he replied. + +"We knew that it would be hard to bear, my friend," she said, putting +her hand within his arm; "but there is comfort." + +"There can be none for me. I had set my heart upon it so that I +cannot forget it." + +"I know you had, and so had we. Of course there will be sorrow, but +it will wear off." He shook his head without speaking. "God is too +good," she continued, "to let such troubles remain with us long." + +"You think, then," he said, "that there is no chance?" + +What could she say to him? How, under the circumstances of Mary's +engagement, could she encourage his love for her friend? + +"I know that there is none," he continued. "I feel, Mrs. Fenwick, +that I do not know what to do with myself or how to hold myself. Of +course it is nonsense to talk about dying, but I do feel as though if +I didn't die I should go crazy. I can't settle my mind to a single +thing." + +"It is fresh with you yet, Harry," she said. She had never called him +Harry before, though her husband did so always, and now she used the +name in sheer tenderness. + +"I don't know why such a thing should be different with me than with +other people," he said; "only perhaps I am weaker. But I've known +from the very first that I have staked everything upon her. I have +never questioned to myself that I was going for all or nothing. +I have seen it before me all along, and now it has come. Oh, Mrs. +Fenwick, if God would strike me dead this moment, it would be a +mercy!" And then he threw himself on the ground at her feet. He was +not there a moment before he was up again. "If you knew how I despise +myself for all this, how I hate myself!" + +She would not leave him, but stayed there till he consented to come +down with her to the Vicarage. He should dine there, and Frank +should walk back with him at night. As to that question of Mr. +Chamberlaine's visit, respecting which Mrs. Fenwick did not feel +herself competent to give advice herself, it should become matter of +debate between them and Frank, and then a man and horse could be sent +to Salisbury on Sunday morning. As he walked down to the Vicarage +with that pretty woman at his elbow, things perhaps were a little +better with him. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +THE REV. HENRY FITZACKERLEY CHAMBERLAINE. + + +It was decided that evening at the Vicarage that it would be better +for all parties that the reverend uncle from Salisbury should be told +to make his visit, and spend the next week at Hampton Privets; that +is, that he should come on the Monday and stay till the Saturday. +The letter was written down at the Vicarage, as Fenwick feared that +it would never be written if the writing of it were left to the +unassisted energy of the Squire. The letter was written, and the +Vicar, who walked back to Hampton Privets with his friend, took care +that it was given to a servant on that night. + +On the Sunday nothing was seen of Mr. Gilmore. He did not come to +church, nor would he dine at the Vicarage. He remained the whole day +in his own house, pretending to write, trying to read, with accounts +before him, with a magazine in his hand, even with a volume of +sermons open on the table before him. But neither the accounts, nor +the magazines, nor the sermons, could arrest his attention for a +moment. He had staked everything on obtaining a certain object, and +that object was now beyond his reach. Men fail often in other things, +in the pursuit of honour, fortune, or power, and when they fail they +can begin again. There was no beginning again for him. When Mary +Lowther should have married this captain, she would be a thing lost +to him for ever;--and was she not as bad as married to this man +already? He could do nothing to stop her marriage. + +Early in the afternoon of Monday the Rev. Henry Fitzackerley +Chamberlaine reached Hampton Privets. He came with his own carriage +and a pair of post-horses, as befitted a prebendary of the good +old times. Not that Mr. Chamberlaine was a very old man, but that +it suited his tastes and tone of mind to adhere to the well-bred +ceremonies of life, so many of which went out of fashion when +railroads came in. Mr. Chamberlaine was a gentleman of about +fifty-five years of age, unmarried, possessed of a comfortable +private independence, the incumbent of a living in the fens of +Cambridgeshire, which he never visited,--his health forbidding him +to do so,--on which subject there had been a considerable amount of +correspondence between him and a certain right rev. prelate, in which +the prebendary had so far got the better in the argument as not to be +disturbed in his manner of life; and he was, as has been before said, +the owner of a stall in Salisbury Cathedral. His lines had certainly +fallen to him in very pleasant places. As to that living in the +fens, there was not much to prick his conscience, as he gave up the +parsonage house and two-thirds of the income to his curate, expending +the other third on local charities. Perhaps the argument which +had most weight in silencing the bishop was contained in a short +postscript to one of his letters. "By-the-by," said the postscript, +"perhaps I ought to inform your lordship that I have never drawn +a penny of income out of Hardbedloe since I ceased to live there." +"It's a bishop's living," said the happy holder of it, "to one or two +clerical friends, and Dr. ---- thinks the patronage would be better +in his hands than in mine. I disagree with him, and he'll have to +write a great many letters before he succeeds." But his stall was +worth L800 a year and a house, and Mr. Chamberlaine, in regard to his +money matters, was quite in clover. + +He was a very handsome man, about six feet high, with large light +grey eyes, a straight nose, and a well cut chin. His lips were thin, +but his teeth were perfect,--only that they had been supplied by a +dentist. His grey hair encircled his head, coming round upon his +forehead in little wavy curls, in a manner that had conquered the +hearts of spinsters by the dozen in the cathedral. It was whispered, +indeed, that married ladies would sometimes succumb, and rave about +the beauty, and the dignity, and the white hands, and the deep +rolling voice of the Rev. Henry Fitzackerley Chamberlaine. Indeed, +his voice was very fine when it would be heard from the far-off end +of the choir during the communion service, altogether trumping the +exertion of the other second-rate clergyman who would be associated +with him at the altar. And he had, too, great gifts of preaching, +which he would exercise once a week during thirteen weeks of the +year. He never exceeded twenty-five minutes; every word was audible +throughout the whole choir, and there was a grace about it that was +better than any doctrine. When he was to be heard the cathedral was +always full, and he was perhaps justified in regarding himself as one +of the ecclesiastical stars of the day. Many applications were made +to him to preach here and there, but he always refused. Stories +were told of how he had declined to preach before the Queen at +St. James's, averring that if Her Majesty would please to visit +Salisbury, every accommodation should be provided for her. As to +preaching at Whitehall, Westminster, and St. Paul's, it was not +doubted that he had over and over again declared that his appointed +place was in his own stall, and that he did not consider that he was +called to holding forth in the market-place. He was usually abroad +during the early autumn months, and would make sundry prolonged +visits to friends; but his only home was his prebendal residence in +the Close. It was not much of a house to look at from the outside, +being built with the plainest possible construction of brick; but +within it was very pleasant. All that curtains, and carpets, and +armchairs, and books, and ornaments could do, had been done lavishly, +and the cellar was known to be the best in the city. He always used +post-horses, but he had his own carriage. He never talked very much, +but when he did speak people listened to him. His appetite was +excellent, but he was a feeder not very easy to please; it was +understood well by the ladies of Salisbury that if Mr. Chamberlaine +was expected to dinner, something special must be done in the way of +entertainment. He was always exceedingly well dressed. What he did +with his hours nobody knew, but he was supposed to be a man well +educated at all points. That he was such a judge of all works of +art, that not another like him was to be found in Wiltshire, nobody +doubted. It was considered that he was almost as big as the bishop, +and not a soul in Salisbury would have thought of comparing the dean +to him. But the dean had seven children, and Mr. Chamberlaine was +quite unencumbered. + +Henry Gilmore was a little afraid of his uncle, but would always +declare that he was not so. "If he chooses to come over here he is +welcome," the nephew would say; "but he must live just as I do." +Nevertheless, though there was but little left of the '47 Lafitte in +the cellar of Hampton Privets, a bottle was always brought up when +Mr. Chamberlaine was there, and Mrs. Bunker, the cook, did not +pretend but that she was in a state of dismay from the hour of his +coming to that of his going. And yet, Mrs. Bunker and the other +servants liked him to be there. His presence honoured the Privets. +Even the boy who blacked his boots felt that he was blacking the +boots of a great man. It was acknowledged throughout the household +that the Squire having such an uncle, was more of a Squire than he +would have been without him. The clergyman, being such as he was, was +greater than the country gentleman. And yet Mr. Chamberlaine was only +a prebendary, was the son of a country clergyman who had happened +to marry a wife with money, and had absolutely never done anything +useful in the whole course of his life. It is often very curious to +trace the sources of greatness. With Mr. Chamberlaine, I think it +came from the whiteness of his hands, and from a certain knack he +had of looking as though he could say a great deal, though it suited +him better to be silent, and say nothing. Of outside deportment, no +doubt, he was a master. + +Mr. Fenwick always declared that he was very fond of Mr. +Chamberlaine, and greatly admired him. "He is the most perfect +philosopher I ever met," Fenwick would say, "and has gone to the very +centre depth of contemplation. In another ten years he will be the +great Akinetos. He will eat and drink, and listen, and be at ease, +and desire nothing. As it is, no man that I know disturbs other +people so little." On the other hand, Mr. Chamberlaine did not +profess any great admiration for Mr. Fenwick, who he designated +as one of the smart "windbag tribe, clever, no doubt, and perhaps +conscientious, but shallow and perhaps a little conceited." The +Squire, who was not clever and not conceited, understood them both, +and much preferred his friend the Vicar to his uncle the prebendary. + +Gilmore had once consulted his uncle,--once in an evil moment, as +he now felt,--whether it would not be well for him to marry Miss +Lowther. The uncle had expressed himself as very adverse to the +marriage, and would now, on this occasion, be sure to ask some +question about it. When the great man arrived the Squire was out, +still wandering round among the bullocks and sheep; but the evening +after dinner would be very long. On the following day Mr. and Mrs. +Fenwick, with Mr. and Mrs. Greenthorne, were to dine at the Privets. +If this first evening were only through, Gilmore thought that +he could get some comfort, even from his uncle. As he came near +the house, he went into the yard, and saw the Prebendary's grand +carriage, which was being washed. No; as far as the groom knew, Mr. +Chamberlaine had not gone out; but was in the house then. So Gilmore +entered, and found his uncle in the library. + +His first questions were about the murder. "You did catch one man, +and let him go?" said the Prebendary. + +"Yes; a tenant of mine; but there was no evidence against him. He was +not the man." + +"I would not have let him go," said Mr. Chamberlaine. + +"You would not have kept a man that was innocent?" said Gilmore. + +"I would not have let the young man go." + +"But the law would not support us in detaining him." + +"Nevertheless, I would not have let him go," said Mr. Chamberlaine. +"I heard all about it." + +"From whom did you hear?" + +"From Lord Trowbridge. I certainly would not have let him go." It +appeared, however, that Lord Trowbridge's opinion had been given to +the Prebendary prior to that fatal meeting which had taken place in +the house of the murdered man. + +The uncle drank his claret in silence on this evening. He said +nothing, at least, about Mary Lowther. + +"I don't know where you got it, Harry, but that is not a bad glass of +wine." + +"We think there's none better in the country, sir," said Harry. + +"I should be very sorry to commit myself so far; but it is a good +glass of wine. By the bye, I hope your chef has learned to make a +cup of coffee since I was here in the spring. I think we will try it +now." The coffee was brought, and the Prebendary shook his head,--the +least shake in the world,--and smiled blandly. + +"Coffee is the very devil in the country," said Harry Gilmore, who +did not dare to say that the mixture was good in opposition to his +uncle's opinion. + +After the coffee, which was served in the library, the two men sat +silent together for half an hour, and Gilmore was endeavouring to +think what it was that made his uncle come to Bullhampton. At last, +before he had arrived at any decision on this subject, there came +first a little nod, then a start and a sweet smile, then another nod +and a start without the smile, and, after that, a soft murmuring of a +musical snore, which gradually increased in deepness till it became +evident that the Prebendary was extremely happy. Then it occurred to +Gilmore that perhaps Mr. Chamberlaine might become tired of going to +sleep in his own house, and that he had come to the Privets, as he +could not do so with comfortable self-satisfaction in the houses +of indifferent friends. For the benefit of such a change it might +perhaps be worth the great man's while to undergo the penalty of a +bad cup of coffee. + +And could not he, too, go to sleep,--he, Gilmore? Could he not fall +asleep,--not only for a few moments on such an occasion as this,--but +altogether, after the Akinetos fashion, as explained by his friend +Fenwick? Could he not become an immoveable one, as was this divine +uncle of his? No Mary Lowther had ever disturbed that man's +happiness. A good dinner, a pretty ring, an easy chair, a china +tea-cup, might all be procured with certainty, as long as money +lasted. Here was a man before him superbly comfortable, absolutely +happy, with no greater suffering than what might come to him from a +chance cup of bad coffee, while he, Harry Gilmore himself, was as +miserable a devil as might be found between the four seas, because a +certain young woman wouldn't come to him and take half of all that he +owned! If there were any curative philosophy to be found, why could +not he find it? The world might say that the philosophy was a low +philosophy; but what did that matter, if it would take away out +of his breast that horrid load which was more than he could bear? +He declared to himself that he would sell his heart with all its +privileges for half-a-farthing, if he could find anybody to take it +with all its burden. Here, then, was a man who had no burden. He was +snoring with almost harmonious cadence,--slowly, discreetly,--one +might say, artistically, quite like a gentleman; and the man who so +snored could not but be happy. "Oh, d----n it!" said Gilmore, in a +private whisper, getting up and leaving the room; but there was more +of envy than of anger in the exclamation. + +"Ah! you've been out," said Mr. Chamberlaine, when his nephew +returned. + +"Been to look at the horses made up." + +"I never can see the use of that; but I believe a great many men +do it. I suppose it's an excuse for smoking generally." Now, Mr. +Chamberlaine did not smoke. + +"Well; I did light my pipe." + +"There's not the slightest necessity for telling me so, Harry. Let us +see if Mrs. Bunker's tea is better than her coffee." Then the bell +was rung, and Mr. Chamberlaine desired that he might have a cup of +black tea, not strong, but made with a good deal of tea, and poured +out rapidly, without much decoction. "If it be strong and harsh I +can't sleep a wink," he said. The tea was brought, and sipped very +leisurely. There was then a word or two said about certain German +baths from which Mr. Chamberlaine had just returned; and Mr. Gilmore +began to believe that he should not be asked to say anything about +Mary Lowther that night. + +But the Fates were not so kind. The Prebendary had arisen with the +intention of retiring for the night, and was already standing before +the fire, with his bedroom candle in his hand, when something,--the +happiness probably of his own position in life, which allowed him to +seek the blessings of an undivided couch,--brought to his memory the +fact that his nephew had spoken to him about some young woman, some +young woman who had possessed not even the merit of a dowry. + +"By the bye," said he, "what has become of that flame of yours, +Harry?" Harry Gilmore became black and glum. He did not like to hear +Mary spoken of as a flame. He was standing at this moment with his +back to his uncle, and so remained, without answering him. "Do you +mean to say that you did not ask her, after all?" asked the uncle. +"If there be any scrape, Harry, you had better let me hear it." + +"I don't know what you call a scrape," said Harry. "She's not going +to marry me." + +"Thank God, my boy!" Gilmore turned round, but his uncle did +not probably see his face. "I can assure you," continued Mr. +Chamberlaine, "that the idea made me quite uncomfortable. I set some +inquiries on foot, and she was not the sort of girl that you should +marry." + +"By G----," said Gilmore, "I'd give every acre I have in the world, +and every shilling, and every friend, and twenty years of my life, if +I could only be allowed at this moment to think it possible that she +would ever marry me!" + +"Good heavens!" said Mr. Chamberlaine. While he was saying it, Harry +Gilmore walked off, and did not show himself to his uncle again that +night. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +CARRY BRATTLE. + + +On the day after the dinner-party at Hampton Privets Mr. Fenwick made +his little excursion out in the direction towards Devizes, of which +he had spoken to his wife. The dinner had gone off very quietly, and +there was considerable improvement in the coffee. There was some +gentle sparring between the two clergymen, if that can be called +sparring in which all the active pugnacity was on one side. Mr. +Fenwick endeavoured to entrap Mr. Chamberlaine into arguments, but +the Prebendary escaped with a degree of skill,--without the shame of +sullen refusal,--that excited the admiration of Mr. Fenwick's wife. +"After all, he is a clever man," she said, as she went home, "or he +could never slip about as he does, like an eel, and that with so very +little motion." + +On the next morning the Vicar started alone in his gig. He had +at first said that he would take with him a nondescript boy, who +was partly groom, partly gardener, and partly shoeblack, and who +consequently did half the work of the house; but at last he decided +that he would go alone. "Peter is very silent, and most meritoriously +uninterested in everything," he said to his wife. "He wouldn't tell +much, but even he might tell something." So he got himself into +his gig, and drove off alone. He took the Devizes road, and passed +through Lavington without asking a question; but when he was half way +between that place and Devizes, he stopped his horse at a lane that +led away to the right. He had been on the road before, but he did +not know that lane. He waited awhile till an old woman whom he saw +coming to him, reached him, and asked her whether the lane would take +him across to the Marlborough Road. The old woman knew nothing of +the Marlborough Road, and looked as though she had never heard of +Marlborough. Then he asked the way to Pycroft Common. Yes; the lane +would take him to Pycroft Common. Would it take him to the Bald-faced +Stag? The old woman said it would take him to Rump End Corner, +"but she didn't know nowt o' t'other place." He took the lane, +however, and without much difficulty made his way to the Bald-faced +Stag,--which, in the days of the glory of that branch of the Western +Road, used to supply beer to at least a dozen coaches a-day, but +which now, alas! could slake no drowth but that of the rural +aborigines. At the Bald-faced Stag, however, he found that he could +get a feed of corn, and here he put up his horse,--and saw the corn +eaten. + +Pycroft Common was a mile from him, and to Pycroft Common he walked. +He took the road towards Marlborough for half a mile, and then broke +off across the open ground to the left. There was no difficulty in +finding this place, and now it was his object to discover the cottage +of Mrs. Burrows without asking the neighbours for her by name. He had +obtained a certain amount of information, and thought that he could +act on it. He walked on to the middle of the common, and looked for +his points of bearing. There was the beer-house, and there was the +lane that led away to Pewsey, and there were the two brick cottages +standing together. Mrs. Burrows lived in the little white cottage +just behind. He walked straight up to the door, between the +sunflowers and the rose-bush, and, pausing for a few moments to think +whether or no he would enter the cottage unannounced, knocked at the +door. A policeman would have entered without doing so,--and so would +a poacher knock over a hare on its form; but whatever creature a +gentleman or a sportsman be hunting, he will always give it a chance. +He rapped, and immediately heard that there were sounds within. He +rapped again, and in about a minute was told to enter. Then he opened +the door, and found but one person within. It was a young woman, and +he stood for a moment looking at her before he spoke. + +"Carry Brattle," he said, "I am glad that I have found you." + +"Laws, Mr. Fenwick!" + +"Carry, I am so glad to see you;"--and then he put out his hand to +her. + +"Oh, Mr. Fenwick, I ain't fit for the likes of you to touch," she +said. But as his hand was still stretched out she put her own into +it, and he held it in his grasp for a few seconds. She was a poor, +sickly-looking thing now, but there were the remains of great beauty +in the face,--or rather, the presence of beauty, but of beauty +obscured by flushes of riotous living and periods of want, by +ill-health, harsh usage, and, worst of all, by the sharp agonies of +an intermittent conscience. It was a pale, gentle face, on which +there were still streaks of pink,--a soft, laughing face it had been +once, and still there was a gleam of light in the eyes that told of +past merriment, and almost promised mirth to come, if only some great +evil might be cured. Her long flaxen curls still hung down her face, +but they were larger, and, as Fenwick thought, more tawdry than of +yore; and her cheeks were thin, and her eyes were hollow; and then +there had come across her mouth that look of boldness which the use +of bad, sharp words, half-wicked and half-witty, will always give. +She was dressed decently, and was sitting in a low chair, with a +torn, disreputable-looking old novel in her hand. Fenwick knew that +the book had been taken up on the spur of the moment, as there had +certainly been someone there when he had knocked at the door. + +And yet, though vice had laid its heavy hand upon her, the glory +and the brightness, and the sweet outward flavour of innocence, had +not altogether departed from her. Though her mouth was bold, her +eyes were soft and womanly, and she looked up into the face of the +clergyman with a gentle, tamed, beseeching gaze, which softened and +won his heart at once. Not that his heart had ever been hard against +her. Perhaps it was a fault with him that he never hardened his heart +against a sinner, unless the sin implied pretence and falsehood. +At this moment, remembering the little Carry Brattle of old, who +had sometimes been so sweetly obedient, and sometimes so wilful, +under his hands, whom he had petted, and caressed, and scolded, and +loved,--whom he had loved undoubtedly in part because she had been so +pretty,--whom he had hoped that he might live to marry to some good +farmer, in whose kitchen he would ever be welcome, and whose children +he would christen;--remembering all this, he would now, at this +moment, have taken her in his arms and embraced her, if he dared, +showing her that he did not account her to be vile, begging her to +become more good, and planning some course for her future life. + +"I have come across from Bullhampton, Carry, to find you," he said. + +"It's a poor place you're come to, Mr. Fenwick. I suppose the police +told you of my being here?" + +"I had heard of it. Tell me, Carry, what do you know of Sam?" + +"Of Sam?" + +"Yes--of Sam. Don't tell me an untruth. You need tell me nothing, you +know, unless you like. I don't come to ask as having any authority, +only as a friend of his, and of yours." + +She paused a moment before she replied. "Sam hasn't done any harm to +nobody," she said. + +"I don't say he has. I only want to know where he is. You can +understand, Carry, that it would be best that he should be at home." + +She paused again, and then she blurted out her answer. "He went out +o' that back door, Mr. Fenwick, when you came in at t'other." The +Vicar immediately went to the back door, but Sam, of course, was not +to be seen. + +"Why should he be hiding if he has done no harm?" said the Vicar. + +"He thought it was one of them police. They do be coming here a'most +every day, till one's heart faints at seeing 'em. I'd go away if I'd +e'er a place to go to." + +"Have you no place at home, Carry?" + +"No, sir; no place." + +This was so true that he couldn't tell himself why he had asked the +question. She certainly had no place at home till her father's heart +should be changed towards her. + +"Carry," said he, speaking very slowly, "they tell me that you are +married. Is that true?" + +She made him no answer. + +"I wish you would tell me, if you can. The state of a married woman +is honest at any rate, let her husband be who he may." + +"My state is not honest." + +"You are not married, then?" + +"No, sir." + +He hardly knew how to go on with this interrogation, or to ask +questions about her past and present life, without expressing a +degree of censure which, at any rate for the present, he wished to +repress. + +"You are living here, I believe, with old Mrs. Burrows?" he said. + +"Yes, sir." + +"I was told that you were married to her son." + +"They told you untrue, sir. I know nothing of her son, except just to +have see'd him." + +"Is that true, Carry?" + +"It is true. It wasn't he at all." + +"Who was it, Carry?" + +"Not her son;--but what does it signify? He's gone away, and I shall +see un no more. He wasn't no good, Mr. Fenwick, and if you please we +won't talk about un." + +"He was not your husband?" + +"No, Mr. Fenwick; I never had a husband, nor never shall, I suppose. +What man would take the likes of me? I have just got one thing to do, +and that's all." + +"What thing is that, Carry?" + +"To die and have done with it," she said, bursting out into loud +sobs. "What's the use o' living? Nobody 'll see me, or speak to me. +Ain't I just so bad that they'd hang me if they knew how to catch +me?" + +"What do you mean, girl?" said Fenwick, thinking for the moment that +from her words she, too, might have had some part in the murder. + +"Ain't the police coming here after me a'most every day? And when +they hauls about the place, and me too, what can I say to 'em? I have +got that low that a'most everybody can say what they please to me. +And where can I go out o' this? I don't want to be living here always +with that old woman." + +"Who is the old woman, Carry?" + +"I suppose you knows, Mr. Fenwick?" + +"Mrs. Burrows, is it?" She nodded her head. "She is the mother of the +man they call the Grinder?" Again she nodded her head. "It is he whom +they accuse of the murder?" Yet again she nodded her head. "There was +another man?" She nodded it again. "And they say that there was a +third," he said,--"your brother Sam." + +"Then they lie," she shouted, jumping up from her seat. "They lie +like devils. They are devils; and they'll go, oh, down into the fiery +furnace for ever and ever." In spite of the tragedy of the moment, +Mr. Fenwick could not help joining this terribly earnest threat and +the Marquis of Trowbridge together in his imagination. "Sam hadn't no +more to do with it than you had, Mr. Fenwick." + +"I don't believe he had," said Mr. Fenwick. + +"Yes; because you're good, and kind, and don't think ill of poor folk +when they're a bit down. But as for them, they're devils." + +"I did not come here, however, to talk about the murder, Carry. If I +thought you knew who did it, I shouldn't ask you. That is business +for the police, not for me. I came here partly to look after Sam. He +ought to be at home. Why has he left his home and his work while his +name is thus in people's mouths?" + +"It ain't for me to answer for him, Mr. Fenwick. Let 'em say what +they will, they can't make the white of his eye black. But as for +me, I ain't no business to speak of nobody. How should I know why he +comes and why he goes? If I said as how he'd come to see his sister, +it wouldn't sound true, would it, sir, she being what she is?" + +He got up and went to the front door, and opened it, and looked about +him. But he was looking for nothing. His eyes were full of tears, and +he didn't care to wipe the drops away in her presence. + +"Carry," he said, coming back to her, "it wasn't all for him that I +came." + + +[Illustration: "Carry," he said, coming back to her, "it +wasn't all for him that I came."] + + +"For who else, then?" + +"Do you remember how we loved you when you were young, Carry? Do you +remember my wife, and how you used to come and play with the children +on the lawn? Do you remember, Carry, where you sat in church, and the +singing, and what trouble we had together with the chaunts? There are +one or two at Bullhampton who never will forget it?" + +"Nobody loves me now," she said, talking at him over her shoulder, +which was turned to him. + +He thought for a moment that he would tell her that the Lord loved +her; but there was something human at his heart, something perhaps +too human, which made him feel that were he down low upon the ground, +some love that was nearer to him, some love that was more easily +intelligible, which had been more palpably felt, would in his frailty +and his wickedness be of more immediate avail to him than the love +even of the Lord God. + +"Why should you think that, Carry?" + +"Because I am bad." + +"If we were to love only the good, we should love very few. I love +you, Carry, truly. My wife loves you dearly." + +"Does she?" said the girl, breaking into low sobs. "No, she don't. I +know she don't. The likes of her couldn't love the likes of me. She +wouldn't speak to me. She wouldn't touch me." + +"Come and try, Carry." + +"Father would kill me," she said. + +"Your father is full of wrath, no doubt. You have done that which +must make a father angry." + +"Oh, Mr. Fenwick, I wouldn't dare to stand before his eye for a +minute. The sound of his voice would kill me straight. How could I go +back?" + +"It isn't easy to make crooked things straight, Carry, but we may +try; and they do become straighter if one tries in earnest. Will you +answer me one question more?" + +"Anything about myself, Mr. Fenwick?" + +"Are you living in sin now, Carry?" She sat silent, not that she +would not answer him, but that she did not comprehend the extent +of the meaning of his question. "If it be so, and if you will not +abandon it, no honest person can love you. You must change yourself, +and then you will be loved." + +"I have got the money which he gave me, if you mean that," she said. + +Then he asked no further questions about herself, but reverted to the +subject of her brother. Could she bring him in to say a few words to +his old friend? But she declared that he was gone, and that she did +not know whither; that he might probably return this very day to the +mill, having told her that it was his purpose to do so soon. When he +expressed a hope that Sam held no consort with those bad men who had +murdered and robbed Mr. Trumbull, she answered him with such naive +assurance that any such consorting was out of the question, that he +became at once convinced that the murderers were far away, and that +she knew that such was the case. As far as he could learn from her, +Sam had really been over to Pycroft with the view of seeing his +sister, taking probably a holiday of a day or two on the way. Then he +again reverted to herself, having as he thought obtained a favourable +answer to that vital question which he had asked her. + +"Have you nothing to ask of your mother?" he said. + +"Sam has told me of her and of Fan." + +"And would you not care to see her?" + +"Care, Mr. Fenwick! Wouldn't I give my eyes to see her? But how can +I see her? And what could she say to me? Father 'd kill her if she +spoke to me. Sometimes I think I'll walk there all the day, and so +get there at night, and just look about the old place, only I know +I'd drown myself in the mill-stream. I wish I had. I wish it was +done. I've seed an old poem in which they thought much of a poor girl +after she was drowned, though nobody wouldn't think nothing at all +about her before." + +"Don't drown yourself, Carry, and I'll care for you. Keep your +hands clean. You know what I mean, and I will not rest till I find +some spot for your weary feet. Will you promise me?" She made him +no answer. "I will not ask you for a spoken promise, but make it +yourself, Carry, and ask God to help you to keep it. Do you say your +prayers, Carry?" + +"Never a prayer, sir." + +"But you don't forget them. You can begin again. And now I must ask +for a promise. If I send for you will you come?" + +"What--to Bull'ompton?" + +"Wheresoever I may send for you? Do you think that I would have you +harmed?" + +"Perhaps it'd be--for a prison; or to live along with a lot of +others. Oh, Mr. Fenwick, I could not stand that." + +He did not dare to proceed any further lest he should be tempted to +make promises which he himself could not perform; but she did give +him an assurance before he went that if she left her present abode +within a month, she would let him know whither she was going. + +He went to the Bald-faced Stag and got his gig; and on his way home, +just as he was leaving the village of Lavington, he overtook Sam +Brattle. He stopped and spoke to the lad, asking him whether he was +returning home, and offering him a seat in the gig. Sam declined the +seat, but said that he was going straight to the mill. + +"It is very hard to make crooked things straight," said Mr. Fenwick +to himself as he drove up to his own hall-door. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +THE TURNOVER CORRESPONDENCE. + + +It is hoped that the reader will remember that the Marquis of +Trowbridge was subjected to very great insolence from Mr. Fenwick +during the discussion which took place in poor old farmer Trumbull's +parlour respecting the murder. Our friend, the Vicar, did not content +himself with personal invective, but made allusion to the Marquis's +daughters. The Marquis, as he was driven home in his carriage, came +to sundry conclusions about Mr. Fenwick. That the man was an infidel +he had now no matter of doubt whatever; and if an infidel, then also +a hypocrite, and a liar, and a traitor, and a thief. Was he not +robbing the parish of the tithes, and all the while entrapping the +souls of men and women? Was it not to be expected that with such a +pastor there should be such as Sam Brattle and Carry Brattle in the +parish? It was true that as yet this full blown iniquity had spread +itself only among the comparatively small number of tenants belonging +to the objectionable "person," who unfortunately owned a small number +of acres in his lordship's parish;--but his lordship's tenant had +been murdered! And with such a pastor in the parish, and such an +objectionable person, owning acres, to back the pastor, might it not +be expected that all his tenants would be murdered? Many applications +had already been made to the Marquis for the Church Farm; but as it +happened that the applicant whom the Marquis intended to favour, had +declared that he did not wish to live in the house because of the +murder, the Marquis felt himself justified in concluding that if +everything about the parish were not changed very shortly, no decent +person would be found willing to live in any of his houses. And now, +when they had been talking of murderers, and worse than murderers, +as the Marquis said to himself, shaking his head with horror in the +carriage as he thought of such iniquity, this infidel clergyman had +dared to allude to his lordship's daughters! Such a man had no right +even to think of women so exalted. The existence of the Ladies Stowte +must no doubt be known to such men, and among themselves probably +some allusion in the way of faint guesses might be made as to their +modes of life, as men guess at kings and queens, and even at gods and +goddesses. But to have an illustration, and a very base illustration, +drawn from his own daughters in his own presence, made with the +object of confuting himself,--this was more than the Marquis could +endure. He could not horsewhip Mr. Fenwick; nor could he send out +his retainers to do so; but, thank God, there was a bishop! He did +not quite see his way, but he thought that Mr. Fenwick might be made +at least to leave that parish. "Turn my daughters out of my house, +because--oh, oh!" He almost put his fist through the carriage window +in the energy of his action as he thought of it. + +As it happened, the Marquis of Trowbridge had never sat in the House +of Commons, but he had a son who sat there now. Lord St. George was +member for another county in which Lord Trowbridge had an estate, +and was a man of the world. His father admired him much, and trusted +him a good deal, but still had an idea that his son hardly estimated +in the proper light the position in the world which he was called +to fill. Lord St. George was now at home at the Castle, and in the +course of that evening the father, as a matter of course, consulted +the son. He considered that it would be his duty to write to the +bishop, but he would like to hear St. George's idea on the subject. +He began, of course, by saying that he did not doubt but that St. +George would agree with him. + +"I shouldn't make any fuss about it," said the son. + +"What! pass it over?" + +"Yes; I think so." + +"Do you understand the kind of allusion that was made to your +sisters?" + +"It won't hurt them, my lord; and people make allusion to everything +now-a-days. The bishop can't do anything. For aught you know he and +Fenwick may be bosom friends." + +"The bishop, St. George, is a most right-thinking man." + +"No doubt. The bishops, I believe, are all right-thinking men, and it +is well for them that they are so very seldom called on to go beyond +thinking. No doubt he'll think that this fellow was indiscreet; but +he can't go beyond thinking. You'll only be raising a blister for +yourself." + +"Raising a what?" + +"A blister, my lord. The longer I live the more convinced I become +that a man shouldn't keep his own sores open." + +There was something in the tone of his son's conversation which +pained the Marquis much; but his son was known to be a wise and +prudent man, and one who was rising in the political world. The +Marquis sighed, and shook his head, and murmured something as to the +duty which lay upon the great to bear the troubles incident to their +greatness;--by which he meant that sores and blisters should be +kept open, if the exigencies of rank so required. But he ended the +discussion at last by declaring that he would rest upon the matter +for forty-eight hours. Unfortunately before those forty-eight hours +were over Lord St. George had gone from Turnover Castle, and the +Marquis was left to his own lights. In the meantime, the father and +son and one or two friends, had been shooting over at Bullhampton; +so that no further steps of warfare had been taken when Mr. and Mrs. +Fenwick met the Marquis on the pathway. + +On the following day his lordship sat in his own private room +thinking of his grievance. He had thought of it and of little else +for now nearly sixty hours. "Suggest to me to turn out my daughters! +Heaven and earth! My daughters!" He was well aware that, though he +and his son often differed, he could never so safely keep himself out +of trouble as by following his son's advice. But surely this was a +matter per se, standing altogether on its own bottom, very different +from those ordinary details of life on which he and his son were wont +to disagree. His daughters! The Ladies Sophie and Carolina Stowte! It +had been suggested to him to turn them out of his house because-- Oh! +oh! The insult was so great that no human marquis could stand it. +He longed to be writing a letter to the bishop. He was proud of his +letters. Pen and paper were at hand, and he did write. + + + RIGHT REV. AND DEAR LORD BISHOP, + + I think it right to represent to your lordship the + conduct,--I believe I may be justified in saying the + misconduct,--of the Reverend ---- Fenwick, the vicar of + Bullhampton. + + +He knew our friend's Christian name very well, but he did not choose +to have it appear that his august memory had been laden with a thing +so trifling. + + + You may have heard that there has been a most horrid + murder committed in the parish on one of my tenants; and + that suspicion is rife that the murder was committed in + part by a young man, the son of a miller who lives under + a person who owns some land in the parish. The family is + very bad, one of the daughters being, as I understand, + a prostitute. The other day I thought it right to visit + the parish with the view of preventing, if possible, the + sojourn there among my people of these objectionable + characters. When there I was encountered by Mr. Fenwick, + not only in a most unchristian spirit, but in a bearing so + little gentlemanlike, that I cannot describe it to you. + He had obtruded himself into my presence, into one of my + own houses, the very house of the murdered man, and there, + when I was consulting with the person to whom I have + alluded as to the expediency of ridding ourselves of these + objectionable characters, he met me with ribaldry and + personal insolence. When I tell your lordship that he + made insinuations about my own daughters, so gross that + I cannot repeat them to you, I am sure that I need go no + further. There were present at this meeting Mr. Puddleham, + the Methodist minister, and Mr. Henry Gilmore, the + landlord of the persons in question. + + Your lordship has probably heard the character, in a + religious point of view, of this gentleman. It is not for + me to express an opinion of the motives which can induce + such a one to retain his position as an incumbent of a + parish. But I do believe that I have a right to ask from + your lordship for some inquiry into the scene which I have + attempted to describe, and to expect some protection for + the future. I do not for a moment doubt that your lordship + will do what is right in the matter. + + I have the honour to be, + Right Reverend and dear Lord Bishop, + Your most obedient and faithful Servant, + + TROWBRIDGE. + + +He read this over thrice, and became so much in love with the +composition, that on the third reading he had not the slightest doubt +as to the expediency of sending it. Nor had he much doubt but that +the bishop would do something to Mr. Fenwick, which would make the +parish too hot to hold that disgrace to the Church of England. + +When Fenwick came home from Pycroft Common he found a letter from the +bishop awaiting him. He had driven forty miles on that day, and was +rather late for dinner. His wife, however, came upstairs with him in +order that she might hear something of his story, and brought his +letters with her. He did not open that from the bishop till he was +half dressed, and then burst out into loud laughter as he read it. + +"What is it, Frank?" asked his wife, through the open door of her own +room. + +"Here's such a game," said he. "Never mind; let's have dinner, and +then you shall see it." The reader, however, may be quite sure that +Mrs. Fenwick did not wait till dinner was served before she knew the +nature of the game. + +The bishop's letter to the Vicar was very short and very rational, +and it was not that which made the Vicar laugh; but inside the +bishop's letter was that from the Marquis. "My dear Mr. Fenwick," +said the bishop, + + + after a good deal of consideration, I have determined to + send you the enclosed. I do so because I have made it a + rule never to receive an accusation against one of my + clergy without sending it to the person accused. You will, + of course, perceive that it alludes to some matter which + lies outside of my control and right of inquiry; but + perhaps you will allow me, as a friend, to suggest to you + that it is always well for a parish clergyman to avoid + controversy and quarrel with his neighbours; and that it + is especially expedient that he should be on good terms + with those who have influence in his parish. Perhaps + you will forgive me if I add that a spirit of pugnacity, + though no doubt it may lead to much that is good, has its + bad tendencies if not watched closely. + + Pray remember that Lord Trowbridge is a worthy man, doing + his duty on the whole well; and that his position, though + it be entitled to no veneration, is entitled to much + respect. If you can tell me that you will feel no grudge + against him for what has taken place, I shall be very + happy. + + You will observe that I have been careful that this letter + shall have no official character. + + Yours very faithfully, + + &c., &c., &c. + + +The letter was answered that evening, but before the answer was +written, the Marquis of Trowbridge was discussed between the husband +and wife, not in complimentary terms. Mrs. Fenwick on the occasion +was more pugnacious than her husband. She could not forgive the man +who had hinted to the bishop that her husband held his living from +unworthy motives, and that he was a bad clergyman. + +"My dear girl," said Fenwick, "what can you expect from an ass but +his ears?" + +"I don't expect downright slander from such a man as the Marquis of +Trowbridge, and if I were you I should tell the bishop so." + +"I shall tell him nothing of the kind. I shall write about the +Marquis with the kindliest feelings." + +"But you don't feel kindly?" + +"Yes, I do. The poor old idiot has nobody to keep him right, and does +the best he can according to his lights. I have no doubt he thinks +that I am everything that is horrid. I am not a bit angry with him, +and would be as civil to him to-morrow as my nature would allow me, +if he would only be civil to me." + +Then he wrote his letter which will complete the correspondence, and +which he dated for the following day:-- + + + Bullhampton Vicarage, Oct. 23, 186--. + + MY DEAR LORD BISHOP, + + I return the Marquis's letter with many thanks. I can + assure you that I take in proper spirit your little hints + as to my pugnacity of disposition, and will endeavour + to profit by them. My wife tells me that I am given to + combativeness, and I have no doubt that she is right. + + As to Lord Trowbridge, I can assure your lordship that I + will not bear any malice against him, or even think ill of + him because of his complaint. He and I probably differ in + opinion about almost everything, and he is one of those + who pity the condition of all who are so blinded as to + differ from him. The next time that I am thrown into his + company I shall act exactly as though no such letter had + been written, and as if no such meeting had taken place as + that which he describes. + + I hope I may be allowed to assure your lordship, without + any reference to my motives for keeping it, that I shall + be very slow to give up a living in your lordship's + diocese. As your letter to me is unofficial,--and I thank + you heartily for sending it in such form,--I have ventured + to reply in the same strain. + + I am, my dear Lord Bishop, + Your very faithful servant, + + FRANCIS FENWICK. + + +"There," said he, as he folded it, and handed it to his wife, "I +shall never see the remainder of the series. I would give a shilling +to know how the bishop gets out of it in writing to the Marquis, +and half-a-crown to see the Marquis's rejoinder." The reader shall +be troubled with neither, as he would hardly price them so high as +did the Vicar. The bishop's letter really contained little beyond +an assurance on his part that Mr. Fenwick had not meant anything +wrong, and that the matter was one with which he, the bishop, had no +concern; all which was worded with most complete episcopal courtesy. +The rejoinder of the Marquis was long, elaborate, and very pompous. +He did not exactly scold the bishop, but he expressed very plainly +his opinion that the Church of England was going to the dogs, because +a bishop had not the power of utterly abolishing any clergyman who +might be guilty of an offence against so distinguished a person as +the Marquis of Trowbridge. + +But what was to be done about Carry Brattle? Mrs. Fenwick, when +she had expressed her anger against the Marquis, was quite ready +to own that the matter of Carry's position was to them of much +greater moment than the wrath of the peer. How were they to put +out their hands and save that brand from the burning? Fenwick, in +his ill-considered zeal, suggested that she might be brought to +the Vicarage; but his wife at once knew that such a step would be +dangerous in every way. How could she live, and what would she do? +And what would the other servants think of it? + +"Why would the other servants mind it?" asked Fenwick. But his wife +on such a matter could have a way of her own, and that project was +soon knocked on the head. No doubt her father's house was the proper +place for her, but then her father was so dour a man. + +"Upon my word," said the Vicar, "he is the only person in the world +of whom I believe myself to be afraid. When I get at him I do not +speak to him as I would to another; and of course he knows it." + +Nevertheless, if anything was to be done for Carry Brattle, it seemed +as though it must be done by her father's permission and assistance. +"There can be no doubt that it is his duty," said Mrs. Fenwick. + +"I will not say that as a certainty," said the husband. "There is a +point at which, I presume, a father may be justified in disowning a +child. The possession of such a power, no doubt, keeps others from +going wrong. What one wants is that a father should be presumed +to have the power; but that when the time comes, he should never +use it. It is the comfortable doctrine which we are all of us +teaching;--wrath, and abomination of the sinner, before the sin; +pardon and love after it. If you were to run away from me, Janet--" + +"Frank, do not dare to speak of anything so horrible." + +"I should say now probably that were you to do so, I would never +blast my eyes by looking at you again; but I know that I should run +after you, and implore you to come back to me." + +"You wouldn't do anything of the kind; and it isn't proper to talk +about it; and I shall go to bed." + +"It is very difficult to make crooked things straight," said the +Vicar, as he walked about the room after his wife had left him. "I +suppose she ought to go into a reformatory. But I know she wouldn't; +and I shouldn't like to ask her after what she said." + +It is probably the case that Mr. Fenwick would have been able to do +his duty better, had some harsher feeling towards the sinner been +mixed with his charity. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +"I NEVER SHAMED NONE OF THEM." + + +"Something must be done about Carry Brattle at once." The Vicar felt +that he had pledged himself to take some steps for her welfare, and +it seemed to him, as he thought of the matter, that there were only +two steps possible. He might intercede with her father, or he might +use his influence to have her received into some house of correction, +some retreat, in which she might be kept from evil and disciplined +for good. He knew that the latter would be the safer plan, if it +could be brought to bear; and it would certainly be the easier for +himself. But he thought that he had almost pledged himself to the +girl not to attempt it, and he felt sure that she would not accede +to it. In his doubt he went up to his friend Gilmore, intending to +obtain the light of his friend's wisdom. He found the Squire and the +Prebendary together, and at once started his subject. + +"You'll do no good, Mr. Fenwick," said Mr. Chamberlaine, after the +two younger men had been discussing the matter for half an hour. + +"Do you mean that I ought not to try to do any good?" + +"I mean that such efforts never come to anything." + +"All the unfortunate creatures in the world, then, should be left to +go to destruction in their own way." + +"It is useless, I think, to treat special cases in an exceptional +manner. When such is done, it is done from enthusiasm, and enthusiasm +is never useful." + +"What ought a man to do, then, for the assistance of such +fellow-creatures as this poor girl?" asked the Vicar. + +"There are penitentiaries and reformatories, and it is well, no +doubt, to subscribe to them," said the Prebendary. "The subject is so +full of difficulty that one should not touch it rashly. Henry, where +is the last Quarterly?" + +"I never take it, sir." + +"I ought to have remembered," said Mr. Chamberlaine, smiling blandly. +Then he took up the Saturday Review, and endeavoured to content +himself with that. + +Gilmore and Fenwick walked down to the mill together, it being +understood that the Squire was not to show himself there. Fenwick's +difficult task, if it were to be done at all, must be done by himself +alone. He must beard the lion in his den, and make the attack without +any assistant. Gilmore had upon the whole been disposed to think +that no such attack should be made. "He'll only turn upon you with +violence, and no good will be done," said he. "He can't eat me," +Fenwick had replied, acknowledging, however, that he approached the +undertaking with fear and trembling. Before they were far from the +house Gilmore had changed the conversation and fallen back upon his +own sorrows. He had not answered Mary's letter, and now declared +that he did not intend to do so. What could he say to her? He +could not write and profess friendship; he could not offer her +his congratulations; he could not belie his heart by affecting +indifference. She had thrown him over, and now he knew it. Of what +use would it be to write to her and tell her that she had made him +miserable for ever? "I shall break up the house and get away," said +he. + +"Don't do that rashly, Harry. There can be no spot in the world in +which you can be so useful as you are here." + +"All my usefulness has been dragged out of me. I don't care about the +place or about the people. I am ill already, and shall become worse. +I think I will go abroad for four or five years. I've an idea I shall +go to the States." + +"You'll become tired of that, I should think." + +"Of course I shall. Everything is tiresome to me. I don't think +anything else can be so tiresome as my uncle, and yet I dread his +leaving me,--when I shall be alone. I suppose if one was out among +the Rocky Mountains, one wouldn't think so much about it." + +"Atra Cura sits behind the horseman," said the Vicar. "I don't know +that travelling will do it. One thing certainly will do it." + +"And what is that?" + +"Hard work. Some doctor told his patient that if he'd live on +half-a-crown a day and earn it, he'd soon be well. I'm sure that the +same prescription holds good for all maladies of the mind. You can't +earn the half-crown a day, but you may work as hard as though you +did." + +"What shall I do?" + +"Read, dig, shoot, look after the farm, and say your prayers. Don't +allow yourself time for thinking." + +"It's a fine philosophy," said Gilmore, "but I don't think any man +ever made himself happy by it. I'll leave you now." + +"I'd go and dig, if I were you," said the Vicar. + +"Perhaps I will. Do you know, I've half an idea that I'll go to +Loring." + +"What good will that do?" + +"I'll find out whether this man is a blackguard. I believe he is. My +uncle knows something about his father, and says that a bigger scamp +never lived." + +"I don't see what good you can do, Harry," said the Vicar. And so +they parted. + +Fenwick was about half a mile from the mill when Gilmore left him, +and he wished that it were a mile and a half. He knew well that an +edict had gone forth at the mill that no one should speak to the old +man about his daughter. With the mother the Vicar had often spoken +of her lost child, and had learned from her how sad it was to her +that she could never dare to mention Carry's name to her husband. He +had cursed his child, and had sworn that she should never more have +part in him or his. She had brought sorrow and shame upon him, and +he had cut her off with a steady resolve that there should be no +weak backsliding on his part. Those who knew him best declared that +the miller would certainly keep his word, and hitherto no one had +dared to speak of the lost one in her father's hearing. All this Mr. +Fenwick knew, and he knew also that the man was one who could be very +fierce in his anger. He had told his wife that old Brattle was the +only man in the world before whom he would be afraid to speak his +mind openly, and in so saying he had expressed a feeling that was +very general throughout all Bullhampton. Mr. Puddleham was a very +meddlesome man, and he had once ventured out to the mill to say a +word, not indeed about Carry, but touching some youthful iniquity of +which Sam was supposed to have been guilty. He never went near the +mill again, but would shudder and lift up his hands and his eyes when +the miller's name was mentioned. It was not that Brattle used rough +language, or became violently angry when accosted; but there was a +sullen sternness about the man, and a capability of asserting his own +mastery and personal authority, which reduced those who attacked him +to the condition of vanquished combatants, and repulsed them, so that +they would retreat as beaten dogs. Mr. Fenwick, indeed, had always +been well received at the mill. The women of the family loved him +dearly, and took great comfort in his visits. From his first arrival +in the parish he had been on intimate terms with them, though the old +man had never once entered his church. Brattle himself would bear +with him more kindly than he would with his own landlord, who might +at any day have turned him out of his holding. But even Fenwick had +been so answered more than once as to have been forced to retreat +with that feeling of having his tail, like a cur, between his legs. +"He can't eat me," he said to himself, as the low willows round the +mill came in sight. When a man is reduced to that consolation, as +many a man often is, he may be nearly sure that he will be eaten. + +When he got over the stile into the lane close to the mill-door, +he found that the mill was going. Gilmore had told him that it +might probably be so, as he had heard that the repairs were nearly +finished. Fenwick was sure that after so long a period of enforced +idleness Brattle would be in the mill, but he went at first into +the house and there found Mrs. Brattle and Fanny. Even with them he +hardly felt himself to be at home, but after a while managed to ask a +few questions about Sam. Sam had come back, and was now at work, but +he had had some terribly hard words with his father. The old man had +desired to know where his son had been. Sam had declined to tell, and +had declared that if he was to be cross-questioned about his comings +and goings he would leave the mill altogether. His father had told +him that he had better go. Sam had not gone, but the two had been +working on together since without interchanging a word. "I want to +see him especially," said Mr. Fenwick. + +"You mean Sam, sir?" asked the mother. + +"No; his father. I will go out into the lane, and perhaps Fanny will +ask him to come to me." Mrs. Brattle immediately became dismayed by a +troop of fears, and looked up into his face with soft, supplicating, +tearful eyes. So much of sorrow had come to her of late! "There is +nothing wrong, Mrs. Brattle," he said. + +"I thought perhaps you had heard something of Sam." + +"Nothing but what has made me surer than ever that he had no part in +what was done at Mr. Trumbull's farm." + +"Thank God for that!" said the mother, taking him by the hand. Then +Fanny went into the mill, and the Vicar followed her out of the +house, on to the lane. He stood leaning against a tree till the old +man came to him. He then shook the miller's hand, and made some +remark about the mill. They had begun again that morning, the miller +said. Sam had been off again, or they might have been at work on +yesterday forenoon. + +"Do not be angry with him; he has been on a good work," said the +Vicar. + +"Good or bad, I know nowt of it," said the miller. + +"I know, and if you wish I will tell you; but there is another +thing I must say first. Come a little way down the lane with me, Mr. +Brattle." + +The Vicar had assumed a tone which was almost one of rebuke,--not +intending it, but falling into it from want of histrionic power in +his attempt to be bold and solemn at the same time. The miller at +once resented it. "Why should I come down the lane?" said he. "You're +axing me to come out at a very busy moment, Muster Fenwick." + +"Nothing can be so important as that which I have to say. For the +love of God, Mr. Brattle,--for the love you bear your wife and +children, endure with me for ten minutes." Then he paused, and walked +on, and Mr. Brattle was still at his elbow. "My friend, I have seen +your daughter." + +"Which daughter?" said the miller, arresting his step. + +"Your daughter Carry, Mr. Brattle." Then the old man turned round and +would have hurried back to the mill without a word; but the Vicar +held him by his coat. "If I have ever been a friend to you or yours +listen to me now one minute." + +"Do I come to your house and tell you of your sorrows and your shame? +Let me go!" + +"Mr. Brattle, if you will stretch forth your hand, you may save her. +She is your own child--your flesh and blood. Think how easy it is for +a poor girl to fall,--how great is the temptation and how quick, and +how it comes without knowledge of the evil that is to follow! How +small is the sin, and how terrible the punishment! Your friends, Mr. +Brattle, have forgiven you worse sins than ever she has committed." + +"I never shamed none of them," said he, struggling on his way back to +the mill. + +"It is that, then;--your own misfortune and not the girl's sin that +would harden your heart against your own child? You will let her +perish in the streets, not because she has fallen, but because she +has hurt you in her fall! Is that to be a father? Is that to be a +man? Mr. Brattle, think better of yourself, and dare to obey the +instincts of your heart." + +But by this time the miller had escaped, and was striding off in +furious silence to the mill. The Vicar, oppressed by a sense of utter +failure, feeling that his interference had been absolutely valueless, +that the man's wrath and constancy were things altogether beyond his +reach, stood where he had been left, hardly daring to return to the +mill and say a word or two to the women there. But at last he did +go back. He knew well that Brattle himself would not be seen in the +house till his present mood was over. After any encounter of words +he would go and work in silence for half a day, and would seldom or +never refer again to what had taken place; he would never, so thought +the Vicar, refer to the encounter which had just taken place; but he +would remember it always, and it might be that he would never again +speak in friendship to a man who had offended him so deeply. + +After a moment's thought he determined to tell the wife, and informed +her and Fanny that he had seen Carry over at Pycroft Common. The +mother's questions as to what her child was doing, how she was +living, whether she were ill or well, and, alas! whether she were +happy or miserable, who cannot imagine? + +"She is anything but happy, I fear," said Mr. Fenwick. + +"My poor Carry!" + +"I should not wish that she should be happy till she be brought back +to the decencies of life. What shall we do to bring her back?" + +"Would she come if she were let to come?" asked Fanny. + +"I believe she would. I feel sure that she would." + +"And what did he say, Mr. Fenwick?" asked the mother. The Vicar only +shook his head. "He's very good; to me he's ever been good as gold. +But, oh, Mr. Fenwick, he is so hard." + +"He will not let you speak of her?" + +"Never a word, Mr. Fenwick. He'd look at you, sir, so that the gleam +of his eyes would fall on you like a blow. I wouldn't dare;--nor yet +wouldn't Fanny, who dares more with him than any of us." + +"If it'd serve her, I'd speak," said Fanny. + +"But couldn't I see her, Mr. Fenwick? Couldn't you take me in the +gig with you, sir? I'd slip out arter breakfast up the road, and he +wouldn't be no wiser, at least till I war back again. He wouldn't ax +no questions then, I'm thinking. Would he, Fan?" + +"He'd ask at dinner; but if I said you were out for the day along +with Mr. Fenwick, he wouldn't say any more, maybe. He'd know well +enough where you was gone to." + +Mr. Fenwick said that he would think of it, and let Fanny know on +the following Sunday. He would not make a promise now, and at any +rate he could not go before Sunday. He did not like to pledge himself +suddenly to such an adventure, knowing that it would be best that he +should first have his wife's ideas on the matter. Then he took his +leave, and as he went out of the house he saw the miller standing at +the door of the mill. He raised his hand and said, "Good-bye," but +the miller quickly turned his back to him and retreated into his +mill. + +As he walked up to his house through the village he met Mr. +Puddleham. "So Sam Brattle is off again, sir," said the minister. + +"Off what, Mr. Puddleham?" + +"Gone clean away. Out of the country." + +"Who has told you that, Mr. Puddleham?" + +"Isn't it true, sir? You ought to know, Mr. Fenwick, as you're one of +the bailsmen." + +"I've just been at the mill, and I didn't see him." + +"I don't think you'll ever see him at the mill again, Mr. Fenwick; +nor yet in Bullhampton, unless the police have to bring him here." + +"As I was saying, I didn't see him at the mill, Mr. Puddleham, +because I didn't go in; but he's working there at this moment, and +has been all the day. He's all right, Mr. Puddleham. You go and have +a few words with him, or with his father, and you'll find they're +quite comfortable at the mill now." + +"Constable Hicks told me that he was out of the country," said Mr. +Puddleham, walking away in considerable disgust. + +Mrs. Fenwick's opinion was, upon the whole, rather in favour of the +second expedition to Pycroft Common, as she declared that the mother +should at any rate be allowed to see her child. She indeed would not +submit to the idea of the miller's indomitable powers. If she were +Mrs. Brattle, she said, she'd pull the old man's ears, and make him +give way. + +"You go and try," said the Vicar. + +On the Sunday morning following, Fanny was told that on Wednesday +Mr. Fenwick would drive her mother over to Pycroft Common. He had no +doubt, he said, but that Carry would still be found living with Mrs. +Burrows. He explained that the old woman had luckily been absent +during his visit, but would probably be there when they went again. +As to that they must take their chance. And the whole plan was +arranged. Mr. Fenwick was to be on the road in his gig at Mr. +Gilmore's gate at ten o'clock, and Mrs. Brattle was to meet him there +at that hour. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +MRS. BRATTLE'S JOURNEY. + + +[Illustration] + +Mrs. Brattle was waiting at the stile opposite to Mr. Gilmore's gate +as Mr. Fenwick drove up to the spot. No doubt the dear old woman +had been there for the last half-hour, thinking that the walk would +take her twice as long as it did, and fearing that she might keep +the Vicar waiting. She had put on her Sunday clothes and her Sunday +bonnet, and when she climbed up into the vacant place beside her +friend she found her position to be so strange that for a while she +could hardly speak. He said a few words to her, but pressed her with +no questions, understanding the cause of her embarrassment. He could +not but think that of all his parishioners no two were so unlike +each other as were the miller and his wife. The one was so hard and +invincible;--the other so soft and submissive! Nevertheless it had +always been said that Brattle had been a tender and affectionate +husband. By degrees the woman's awe at the horse and gig and +strangeness of her position wore off, and she began to talk of her +daughter. She had brought a little bundle with her, thinking that she +might supply feminine wants, and had apologised humbly for venturing +to come so laden. Fenwick, who remembered what Carry had said about +money that she still had, and who was nearly sure that the murderers +had gone to Pycroft Common after the murder had been committed, had +found a difficulty in explaining to Mrs. Brattle that her child was +probably not in want. The son had been accused of the murder of the +man, and now the Vicar had but little doubt that the daughter was +living on the proceeds of the robbery. "It's a hard life she must be +living, Mr. Fenwick, with an old 'ooman the likes of that," said Mrs. +Brattle. "Perhaps if I'd brought a morsel of some'at to eat--" + +"I don't think they're pressed in that way, Mrs. Brattle." + +"Ain't they now? But it's a'most worse, Mr. Fenwick, when one thinks +where it's to come from. The Lord have mercy on her, and bring her +out of it!" + +"Amen," said the Vicar. + +"And is she bright at all, and simple still? She was the brightest, +simplest lass in all Bull'ompton, I used to think. I suppose her old +ways have a'most left her, Mr. Fenwick?" + +"I thought her very like what she used to be." + +"'Deed now, did you, Mr. Fenwick? And she wasn't mopish and +slatternly like?" + +"She was tidy enough. You wouldn't wish me to say that she was +happy?" + +"I suppose not, Mr. Fenwick. I shouldn't ought;--ought I, now? But, +Mr. Fenwick, I'd give my left hand she should be happy and gay once +more. I suppose none but a mother feels it, but the sound of her +voice through the house was ever the sweetest music I know'd on. +It'll never have the same ring again, Mr. Fenwick." + +He could not tell her that it would. That sainted sinner of whom he +had reminded Mr. Puddleham, though she had attained to the joy of the +Lord,--even she had never regained the mirth of her young innocence. +There is a bloom on the flower which may rest there till the +flower has utterly perished, if the handling of it be sufficiently +delicate;--but no care, nothing that can be done by friends on earth, +or even by better friendship from above, can replace that when once +displaced. The sound of which the mother was thinking could never be +heard again from Carry Brattle's voice. "If we could only get her +home once more," said the Vicar, "she might be a good daughter to you +still." + +"I'd be a good mother to her, Mr. Fenwick;--but I'm thinking he'll +never have it so. I never knew him to change on a thing like that, +Mr. Fenwick. He felt it that keenly, it nigh killed 'im. Only that he +took it out o' hisself in thrashing that wicked man, I a'most think +he'd a' died o' it." + +Again the Vicar drove to the Bald-faced Stag, and again he walked +along the road and over the common. He offered his arm to the old +woman, but she wouldn't accept it; nor would she upon any entreaty +allow him to carry her bundle. She assured him that his doing so +would make her utterly wretched, and at last he gave up the point. +She declared that she suffered nothing from fatigue, and that her two +miles' walk would not be more than her Sunday journey to church and +back. But as she drew near to the house she became uneasy, and once +asked to be allowed to pause for a moment. "May be, then," said she, +"after all, my girl'd rather that I wouldn't trouble her." He took +her by the arm and led her along, and comforted her,--assuring her +that if she would take her child in her arms Carry would for the +moment be in a heaven of happiness. "Take her into my arms, Mr. +Fenwick? Why,--isn't she in my very heart of hearts at this moment? +And I won't say not a word sharp to her;--not now, Mr. Fenwick. And +why would I say sharp words at all? I suppose she understands it +all." + +"I think she does, Mrs. Brattle." + +They had now reached the door, and the Vicar knocked. No answer came +at once; but such had been the case when he knocked before. He had +learned to understand that in such a household it might not be wise +to admit all comers without consideration. So he knocked again,--and +then again. But still there came no answer. Then he tried the door, +and found that it was locked. "May be she's seen me coming," said the +mother, "and now she won't let me in." The Vicar then went round the +cottage, and found that the back door also was closed. Then he looked +in at one of the front windows, and became aware that no one was +sitting, at least in the kitchen. There was an upstairs room, but of +that the window was closed. + +"I begin to fear," he said, "that neither of them is at home." + +At this moment he heard the voice of a woman calling to him from the +door of the nearest cottage,--one of the two brick tenements which +stood together,--and from her he learned that Mrs. Burrows had gone +into Devizes, and would not probably be home till the evening. Then +he asked after Carry, not mentioning her name, but speaking of her as +the young woman who lived with Mrs. Burrows. "Her young man come and +took her up to Lon'on o' Saturday," said the woman. + +Fenwick heard the words, but Mrs. Brattle did not hear them. It did +not occur to him not to believe the woman's statement, and all his +hopes about the poor creature were at once dashed to the ground. His +first feeling was no doubt one of resentment, that she had broken +her word to him. She had said that she would not go within a month +without letting him know that she was going; and there is no fault, +no vice, that strikes any of us so strongly as falsehood or injustice +against ourselves. And then the nature of the statement was so +terrible! She had gone back into utter degradation and iniquity. And +who was the young man? As far as he could obtain a clue, through the +information which had reached him from various sources, this young +man must be the companion of the Grinder in the murder and robbery of +Mr. Trumbull. "She has gone away, Mrs. Brattle," said he, with as sad +a voice as ever a man used. + +"And where be she gone to, Mr. Fenwick? Cannot I go arter her?" He +simply shook his head and took her by the arm to lead her away. "Do +they know nothing of her, Mr. Fenwick?" + +"She has gone away; probably to London. We must think no more about +her, Mrs. Brattle--at any rate for the present. I can only say that I +am very, very sorry that I brought you here." + +The drive back to Bullhampton was very silent and very sad. Mrs. +Brattle had before her the difficulty of explaining her journey to +her husband, together with the feeling that the difficulty had been +incurred altogether for nothing. As for Fenwick, he was angry with +himself for his own past enthusiasm about the girl. After all, Mr. +Chamberlaine had shown himself to be the wiser man of the two. He +had declared it to be no good to take up special cases, and the +Vicar as he drove himself home notified to himself his assent with +the Prebendary's doctrine. The girl had gone off the moment she +had ascertained that her friends were aware of her presence and +situation. What to her had been the kindness of her clerical friend, +or the stories brought to her from her early home, or the dirt and +squalor of the life which she was leading? The moment that there was +a question of bringing her back to the decencies of the world, she +escaped from her friends and hurried back to the pollution which, no +doubt, had charms for her. He had allowed himself to think that in +spite of her impurity, she might again be almost pure, and this was +his reward! He deposited the poor woman at the spot at which he had +taken her up, almost without a word, and then drove himself home with +a heavy heart. "I believe it will be best to be like her father, and +never to name her again," said he to his wife. + +"But what has she done, Frank?" + +"Gone back to the life which I suppose she likes best. Let us say no +more about it,--at any rate for the present. I'm sick at heart when I +think of it." + +Mrs. Brattle, when she got over the stile close to her own home, saw +her husband standing at the mill door. Her heart sank within her, if +that could be said to sink which was already so low. He did not move, +but stood there with his eyes fixed upon her. She had hoped that she +might get into the house unobserved by him, and learn from Fanny what +had taken place; but she felt so like a culprit that she hardly dared +to enter the door. Would it not be best to go to him at once, and ask +his pardon for what she had done? When he spoke to her, which he did +at last, his voice was a relief to her. "Where hast been, Maggie?" he +asked. She went up to him, put her hand on the lappet of his coat and +shook her head. "Best go in and sit easy, and hear what God sends," +he said. "What's the use of scouring about the country here and +there?" + +"There has been no use in it to-day, feyther," she said. + +"There arn't no use in it,--not never," he said; and after that there +was no more about it. She went into the house and handed the bundle +to Fanny, and sat down on the bed and cried. On the following morning +Frank Fenwick received the following letter:-- + + + London, Sunday. + + HONOURED SIR, + + I told you that I would write if it came as I was going + away, but I've been forced to go without writing. There + was nothing to write with at the cottage. Mrs. Burrows + and me had words, and I thought as she would rob me, and + perhaps worse. She is a bad woman, and I could stand it no + longer, so I just come up here, as there was nowhere else + for me to find a place to lie down in. I thought I'd just + write and tell you, because of my word; but I know it + isn't no use. + + I'd send my respects and love to father and mother, if I + dared. I did think of going over; but I know he'd kill me, + and so he ought. I'd send my respects to Mrs. Fenwick, + only that I isn't fit to name her;--and my love to sister + Fanny. I've come away here, and must just wait till I die. + + Yours humbly, and most unfortunate, + + CARRY. + + If it's any good to be sorry, nobody can be more sorry + than me, and nobody more unhappy. I did try to pray when + you was gone, but it only made me more ashamed. If there + was only anywhere to go to, I'd go. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +THE BULL AT LORING. + + +Gilmore had told his friend that he would do two things,--that he +would start off and travel for four or five years, and that he would +pay a visit to Loring. Fenwick had advised him to do neither, but to +stay at home and dig and say his prayers. But in such emergencies +no man takes his friend's advice; and when Mr. Chamberlaine had +left him, Gilmore had made up his mind that he would at any rate go +to Loring. He went to church on the Sunday morning, and was half +resolved to tell Mrs. Fenwick of his purpose; but chance delayed her +in the church, and he sauntered away home without having mentioned +it. He let half the next week pass by without stirring beyond his +own ground. During those three days he changed his mind half a dozen +times; but at last, on the Thursday, he had his portmanteau packed +and started on his journey. As he was preparing to leave the house +he wrote one line to Fenwick in pencil. "I am this moment off to +Loring.--H. G." This he left in the village as he drove through to +the Westbury station. + +He had formed no idea in his own mind of any definite purpose in +going. He did not know what he should do or what say when he got to +Loring. He had told himself a hundred times that any persecution of +the girl on his part would be mean and unworthy of him. And he was +also aware that no condition in which a man could place himself was +more open to contempt than that of a whining, pining, unsuccessful +lover. A man is bound to take a woman's decision against him, bear +it as he may, and say as little against it as possible. He is bound +to do so when he is convinced that a woman's decision is final; and +there can be no stronger proof of such finality than the fact that +she has declared a preference for some other man. All this Gilmore +knew, but he would not divest himself of the idea that there might +still be some turn in the wheel of fortune. He had heard a vague +rumour that Captain Marrable, his rival, was a very dangerous man. +His uncle was quite sure that the Captain's father was thoroughly +bad, and had thrown out hints against the son, which Gilmore in his +anxiety magnified till he felt convinced that the girl whom he loved +with all his heart was going to throw herself into the arms of a +thorough scamp. Could he not do something, if not for his own sake, +then for hers? Might it not be possible for him to deliver her from +her danger? What, if he should discover some great iniquity;--would +she not then in her gratitude be softened towards him? It was on +the cards that this reprobate was married already, and was about +to commit bigamy. It was quite probable that such a man should be +deeply in debt. As for the fortune that had been left to him, Mr. +Chamberlaine had already ascertained that that amounted to nothing. +It had been consumed to the last shilling in paying the joint debts +of the father and son. Men such as Mr. Chamberlaine have sources of +information which are marvellous to the minds of those who are more +secluded, and not the less marvellous because the information is +invariably false. Gilmore in this way almost came to a conviction +that Mary Lowther was about to sacrifice herself to a man utterly +unworthy of her, and he taught himself, not to think,--but to believe +it to be possible that he might save her. Those who knew him would +have said that he was the last man in the world to be carried away +by a romantic notion;--but he had his own idea of romance as plainly +developed in his mind as was ever the case with a knight of old, who +went forth for the relief of a distressed damsel. If he could do +anything towards saving her, he would do it, or try to do it, though +he should be brought to ruin in the attempt. Might it not be that at +last he would have the reward which other knights always attained? +The chance in his favour was doubtless small, but the world was +nothing to him without this chance. + +He had never been at Loring before, but he had learned the way. He +went to Chippenham and Swindon, and then by the train to Loring. He +had no very definite plan formed for himself. He rather thought that +he would call at Miss Marrable's house,--call if possible when Mary +Lowther was not there,--and learn from the elder lady something of +the facts of the case. He had been well aware for many weeks past, +from early days in the summer, that old Miss Marrable had been in +favour of his claim. He had heard too that there had been family +quarrels among the Marrables, and a word had been dropped in his +hearing by Mrs. Fenwick, which had implied that Miss Marrable was +by no means pleased with the match which her niece Mary Lowther was +proposing to herself. Everything seemed to show that Captain Marrable +was a most undesirable person. + +When he reached the station at Loring it was incumbent on him to go +somewhither at once. He must provide for himself for the night. He +found two omnibuses at the station, and two inn servants competing +with great ardour for his carpet bag. There were the Dragon and the +Bull fighting for him. The Bull in the Lowtown was commercial and +prosperous. The Dragon at Uphill was aristocratic, devoted to county +purposes, and rather hard set to keep its jaws open and its tail +flying. Prosperity is always becoming more prosperous, and the +allurements of the Bull prevailed. "Are you a going to rob the gent +of his walise?" said the indignant Boots of the Bull as he rescued +Mr. Gilmore's property from the hands of his natural enemy, as soon +as he had secured the entrance of Mr. Gilmore into his own vehicle. +Had Mr. Gilmore known that the Dragon was next door but one to Miss +Marrable's house, and that the Bull was nearly equally contiguous +to that in which Captain Marrable was residing, his choice probably +would not have been altered. In such cases, the knight who is to be +the deliverer desires above all things that he may be near to his +enemy. + +He was shown up to a bedroom, and then ushered into the commercial +room of the house. Loring, though it does a very pretty trade as a +small town, and now has for some years been regarded as a thriving +place in its degree, is not of such importance in the way of business +as to support a commercial inn of the first class. At such houses the +commercial room is as much closed against the uninitiated as is a +first-class club in London. In such rooms a non-commercial man would +be almost as much astray as is a non-broker in Capel Court, or an +attorney in a bar mess-room. At the Bull things were a little mixed. +The very fact that the words "Commercial Room" were painted on the +door proved to those who understood such matters that there was a +doubt in the case. They had no coffee room at the Bull, and strangers +who came that way were of necessity shown into that in which the +gentlemen of the road were wont to relax themselves. Certain +commercial laws are maintained in such apartments. Cigars are not +allowed before nine o'clock, except upon some distinct arrangement +with the waiter. There is not, as a rule, a regular daily commercial +repast; but when three or more gentlemen dine together at five +o'clock, the dinner becomes a commercial dinner, and the commercial +laws as to wine, &c., are enforced, with more or less restriction as +circumstances may seem to demand. At the present time there was but +one occupant of the chamber to greet Mr. Gilmore when he entered, +and this greeting was made with all the full honours of commercial +courtesy. The commercial gentleman is of his nature gregarious, and +although he be exclusive to a strong degree, more so probably than +almost any other man in regard to the sacred hour of dinner, when +in the full glory of his confraternity, he will condescend, when +the circumstances of his profession have separated him from his +professional brethren, to be festive with almost any gentleman whom +chance may throw in his way. Mr. Cockey had been alone for a whole +day when Gilmore arrived, having reached Loring just twenty-four +hours in advance of our friend, and was contemplating the sadly +diminished joys of a second solitary dinner at the Bull, when fortune +threw this stranger in his way. The waiter, looking at the matter in +a somewhat similar light, and aware that a combined meal would be for +the advantage of all parties, very soon assisted Mr. Cockey in making +his arrangements for the evening. Mr. Gilmore would no doubt want to +dine. Dinner would be served at five o'clock. Mr. Cockey was going to +dine, and Mr. Gilmore, the waiter thought, would probably be glad to +join him. Mr. Cockey expressed himself as delighted, and would only +be too happy. Now men in love, let their case be ever so bad, must +dine or die. So much no doubt is not admitted by the chroniclers +of the old knights who went forth after their ladies; but the +old chroniclers, if they soared somewhat higher than do those +of the present day, are admitted to have been on the whole less +circumstantially truthful. Our knight was very sad at heart, and +would have done according to his prowess as much as any Orlando of +them all for the lady whom he loved,--but nevertheless he was an +hungered; the mention of dinner was pleasant to him, and he accepted +the joint courtesies of Mr. Cockey and the waiter with gratitude. + +The codfish and beefsteak, though somewhat woolly and tough, were +wholesome; and the pint of sherry which at Mr. Cockey's suggestion +was supplied to them, if not of itself wholesome, was innocent +by reason of its dimensions. Mr. Cockey himself was pleasant and +communicative, and told Mr. Gilmore a good deal about Loring. Our +friend was afraid to ask any leading questions as to the persons in +the place who interested himself, feeling conscious that his own +subject was one which would not bear touch from a rough hand. He did +at last venture to make inquiry about the clergyman of the parish. +Mr. Cockey, with some merriment at his own wit, declared that the +church was a house of business at which he did not often call for +orders. Though he had been coming to Loring now for four years, he +had never heard anything of the clergyman; but the waiter no doubt +would tell them. Gilmore rather hesitated, and protested that he +cared little for the matter; but the waiter was called in and +questioned, and was soon full of stories about old Mr. Marrable. He +was a good sort of man in his way, the waiter thought, but not much +of a preacher. The people liked him because he never interfered with +them. "He don't go poking his nose into people's 'ouses like some +of 'em," said the waiter, who then began to tell of the pertinacity +in that respect of a younger clergyman at Uphill. Yes; Parson +Marrable had a relation living at Uphill; an old lady. "No; not +his grandmother." This was in answer to a joke on the part of Mr. +Cockey. Nor yet a daughter. The waiter thought she was some kind of +a cousin, though he did not know what kind. A very grand lady was +Miss Marrable, according to his showing, and much thought of by the +quality. There was a young lady living with her, though the waiter +did not know the young lady's name. + +"Does the Rev. Mr. Marrable live alone?" asked Gilmore. "Well, yes; +for the most part quite alone. But just at present he had a visitor." +Then the waiter told all that he knew about the Captain. The most +material part of this was that the Captain had returned from London +that very evening;--had come in by the Express while the two "gents" +were at dinner, and had been taken to the Lowtown parsonage by the +Bull 'bus. "Quite the gentleman," was the Captain, according to the +waiter, and one of the "handsomest gents as ever he'd set his eyes +upon." "D---- him," said poor Harry Gilmore to himself. Then he +ventured upon another question. Did the waiter know anything of +Captain Marrable's father? The waiter only knew that the Captain's +father was "a military gent, and was high up in the army." From all +which the only information which Gilmore received was the fact that +the match between Marrable and Mary Lowther had not as yet become the +talk of the town. After dinner Mr. Cockey proposed a glass of toddy +and a cigar, remarking that he would move a bill for dispensing +with the smoking rule for that night only, and to this also Gilmore +assented. Now that he was at Loring he did not know what to do with +himself better than drinking toddy with Mr. Cockey. Mr. Cockey +declared the bill to be carried nem. con., and the cigars and toddy +were produced. Mr. Cockey remarked that he had heard of Sir Gregory +Marrable, of Dunripple Park. He travelled in Warwickshire, and was in +the habit, as he said, of fishing up little facts. Sir Gregory wasn't +much of a man, according to his account. The estate was small and, +as Mr. Cockey fancied, a little out at elbows. Mr. Cockey thought it +all very well to be a country gentleman and a "barrow knight," as he +called it, as long as you had an estate to follow; but he thought +very little of a title without plenty of stuff. Commerce, according +to his notions, was the back bone of the nation;--and that the corps +of travelling commercial gentlemen was the back bone of trade, every +child knew. Mr. Cockey became warm and friendly as he drank his +toddy. "Now, I don't know what you are, sir," said he. + +"I'm not very much of anything," said Gilmore. + +"Perhaps not, sir. Let that be as it may. But a man, sir, that feels +that he's one of the supports of the commercial supremacy of this +nation ain't got much reason to be ashamed of himself." + +"Not on that account, certainly." + +"Nor yet on no other account, as long as he's true to his employers. +Now you talk of country gentlemen." + +"I didn't talk of them," said Gilmore. + +"Well,--no,--you didn't; but they do, you know. What does a country +gentleman know, and what does he do? What's the country the better of +him? He 'unts, and he shoots, and he goes to bed with his skin full +of wine, and then he gets up and he 'unts and he shoots again, and +'as his skin full once more. That's about all." + +"Sometimes he's a magistrate." + +"Yes, justices' justice! we know all about that. Put an old man in +prison for a week because he looks into his 'ay-field on a Sunday; or +send a young one to the treadmill for two months because he knocks +over a 'are! All them cases ought to be tried in the towns, and there +should be beaks paid as there is in London. I don't see the good of a +country gentleman. Buying and selling;--that's what the world has to +go by." + +"They buy and sell land." + +"No; they don't. They buy a bit now and then when they're screws, and +they sell a bit now and then when the eating and drinking has gone +too fast. But as for capital and investment, they know nothing about +it. After all, they ain't getting above two-and-a-half per cent. for +their money. We all know what that must come to." + +Mr. Cockey had been so mild before the pint of sherry and the glass +of toddy, that Mr. Gilmore was somewhat dismayed by the change. Mr. +Cockey, however, in his altered aspect seemed to be so much the less +gracious, that Gilmore left him and strolled out into the town. He +climbed up the hill and walked round the church and looked up at the +windows of Miss Marrable's house, of which he had learned the site; +but he had no adventure, saw nothing that interested him, and at +half-past nine took himself wearily to bed. + +That same day Captain Marrable had run down from London to Loring +laden with terrible news. The money on which he had counted was all +gone! "What do you mean?" said his uncle; "have the lawyers been +deceiving you all through?" + +"What is it to me?" said the ruined man. "It is all gone. They have +satisfied me that nothing more can be done." Parson John whistled +with a long-drawn note of wonder. "The people they were dealing with +would be willing enough to give up the money, but it's all gone. It's +spent, and there's no trace of it." + +"Poor fellow!" + + +[Illustration: Parson John and Walter Marrable.] + + +"I've seen my father, uncle John." + +"And what passed?" + +"I told him that he was a scoundrel, and then I left him. I didn't +strike him." + +"I should hope not that, Walter." + +"I kept my hands off him; but when a man has ruined you as he has +me, it doesn't much matter who he is. Your father and any other man +are much the same to you then. He was worn, and old, and pale, or I +should have felled him to the ground." + +"And what will you do now?" + +"Just go to that hell upon earth on the other side of the globe. +There's nothing else to be done. I've applied for extension of leave, +and told them why." + +Nothing more was said that night between the uncle and nephew, and +no word had been spoken about Mary Lowther. On the next morning the +breakfast at the parsonage passed by in silence. Parson John had been +thinking a good deal of Mary, but had resolved that it was best that +he should hold his tongue for the present. From the moment in which +he had first heard of the engagement, he had made up his mind that +his nephew and Mary Lowther would never be married. Seeing what +his nephew was--or rather seeing that which he fancied his nephew +to be,--he was sure that he would not sacrifice himself by such a +marriage. There was always a way out of things, and Walter Marrable +would be sure to find it. The way out of it had been found now with +a vengeance. Immediately after breakfast the Captain took his hat +without a word, and walked steadily up the hill to Uphill Lane. As +he passed the door of the Bull he saw, but took no notice of, a +gentleman who was standing under the covered entrance to the inn, and +who had watched him coming out from the parsonage gate; but Gilmore, +the moment that his eyes fell upon the Captain, declared to himself +that that was his rival. Captain Marrable walked straight up the +hill and knocked at Miss Marrable's door. Was Miss Lowther at home? +Of course Miss Lowther was at home at such an hour. The girl said +that Miss Mary was alone in the breakfast parlour. Miss Marrable had +already gone down to the kitchen. Without waiting for another word, +he walked into the little back room, and there he found his love. +"Walter," she said, jumping up and running to him; "how good of you +to come so soon! We didn't expect you these two days." She had thrown +herself into his arms, but, though he embraced her, he did not kiss +her. "There is something the matter!" she said. "What is it?" As she +spoke she drew away from him and looked up into his face. He smiled +and shook his head, still holding her by the waist. "Tell me, Walter; +I know there is something wrong." + +"It is only that dirty money. My father has succeeded in getting it +all." + +"All, Walter?" said she, again drawing herself away. + +"Every shilling," said he, dropping his arm. + +"That will be very bad." + +"Not a doubt of it. I felt it just as you do." + +"And all our pretty plans are gone." + +"Yes;--all our pretty plans." + +"And what shall you do now?" + +"There is only one thing. I shall go to India again. Of course it is +just the same to me as though I were told that sentence of death had +gone against me;--only it will not be so soon over." + +"Don't say that, Walter." + +"Why not say it, my dear, when I feel it?" + +"But you don't feel it. I know it must be bad for you, but it is not +quite that. I will not think that you have nothing left worth living +for." + +"I can't ask you to go with me to that happy Paradise." + +"But I can ask you to take me," she said;--"though perhaps it will be +better that I should not." + +"My darling!--my own darling!" Then she came back to him and laid her +head upon his shoulders, and lifted his hand till it came again round +her waist. And he kissed her forehead, and smoothed her hair. "Swear +to me," she said, "that whatever happens you will not put me away +from you." + +"Put you away, dearest! A man doesn't put away the only morsel he has +to keep him from starving. But yet as I came up here this morning I +resolved that I would put you away." + +"Walter!" + +"And even now I know that they will tell me that I should do so. How +can I take you out there to such a life as that without having the +means of keeping a house over your head?" + +"Officers do marry without fortunes." + +"Yes;--and what sort of a time do their wives have? Oh, Mary, my own, +my own, my own!--it is very bad! You cannot understand it all at +once, but it is very bad." + +"If it be better for you, Walter,--" she said, again drawing herself +away. + +"It is not that, and do not say that it is. Let us at any rate trust +each other." + +She gave herself a little shake before she answered him. "I will +trust you in everything;--as God is my judge, in everything. What you +tell me to do, I will do. But, Walter, I will say one thing first. +I can look forward to nothing but absolute misery in any life that +will separate me from you. I know the difference between comfort and +discomfort in money matters, but all that is as a feather in the +balance. You are my god upon earth, and to you I must cling. Whether +you be away from me or with me, I must cling to you the same. If I +am to be separated from you for a time, I can do it with hope. If +I am to be separated from you for ever, I shall still do so,--with +despair. And now I will trust you, and I will do whatever you tell +me. If you forbid me to call you mine any longer,--I will obey, and +will never reproach you." + +"I will always be yours," he said, taking her again to his heart. + +"Then, dearest, you shall not find me wanting for anything you may +ask of me. Of course you can't decide at present." + +"I have decided that I must go to India. I have asked for the +exchange." + +"Yes;--I understand; but about our marriage. It may be that you +should go out first. I would not be unmaidenly, Walter; but remember +this--the sooner the better, if I can be a comfort to you;--but I can +bear any delay rather than be a clog upon you." + +Marrable, as he had walked up the hill,--and during all his thoughts, +indeed, since he had been convinced that the money was gone from +him,--had been disposed to think that his duty to Mary required him +to give her up. He had asked her to be his wife when he believed his +circumstances to be other than they were; and now he knew that the +life he had to offer to her was one of extreme discomfort. He had +endeavoured to shake off any idea that as he must go back to India it +would be more comfortable for himself to return without than with a +wife. He wanted to make the sacrifice of himself, and had determined +that he would do so. Now, at any rate for the moment, all his +resolves were thrown to the wind. His own love was so strong and was +so gratified by her love, that half his misery was carried away in an +enthusiasm of romantic devotion. Let the worst come to the worst, the +man that was so loved by such a woman could not be of all men the +most miserable. + +He left the house, giving to her the charge of telling the bad news +to Miss Marrable; and as he went he saw in the street before the +house the man whom he had seen standing an hour before under the +gateway of the inn. And Gilmore saw him too, and well knew where he +had been. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + +THE AUNT AND THE UNCLE. + + +Miss Marrable heard the story of the Captain's loss in perfect +silence. Mary told it craftily, with a smile on her face, as though +she were but slightly affected by it, and did not think very much on +the change it might effect in her plans and those of her lover. "He +has been ill-treated; has he not?" she said. + +"Very badly treated. I can't understand it, but it seems to me that +he has been most shamefully treated." + +"He tried to explain it all to me; but I don't know that he +succeeded." + +"Why did the lawyers deceive him?" + +"I think he was a little rash there. He took what they told him for +more than it was worth. There was some woman who said that she would +resign her claim; but when they came to look into it, she too had +signed some papers and the money was all gone. He could recover it +from his father by law, only that his father has got nothing." + +"And that is to be the end of it." + +"That is the end of our five thousand pounds," said Mary, forcing +a little laugh. Miss Marrable for a few moments made no reply. She +sat fidgety in her seat, feeling that it was her duty to explain to +Mary what must, in her opinion, be the inevitable result of this +misfortune, and yet not knowing how to begin her task. Mary was +partly aware of what was coming, and had fortified herself to reject +all advice, to assert her right to do as she pleased with herself, +and to protest that she cared nothing for the prudent views of +worldly-minded people. But she was afraid of what was coming. She +knew that arguments would be used which she would find it very +difficult to answer; and, although she had settled upon certain +strong words which she would speak, she felt that she would be +driven at last to quarrel with her aunt. On one thing she was quite +resolved. Nothing should induce her to give up her engagement,--short +of the expression of a wish to that effect from Walter Marrable +himself. + +"How will this affect you, dear?" said Miss Marrable at last. + +"I should have been a poor man's wife any how. Now I shall be the +wife of a very poor man. I suppose that will be the effect." + +"What will he do?" + +"He has, aunt, made up his mind to go to India." + +"Has he made up his mind to anything else?" + +"Of course, I know what you mean, aunt?" + +"Why should you not know? I mean, that a man going out to India, and +intending to live there as an officer on his pay, cannot be in want +of a wife." + +"You speak of a wife as if she were the same as a coach-and-four, or +a box at the opera,--a sort of luxury for rich men. Marriage, aunt, +is like death, common to all." + +"In our position in life, Mary, marriage cannot be made so common as +to be undertaken without foresight for the morrow. A poor gentleman +is further removed from marriage than any other man." + +"One knows, of course, that there will be difficulties." + +"What I mean, Mary, is, that you will have to give it up." + +"Never, Aunt Sarah. I shall never give it up." + +"Do you mean that you will marry him now, at once, and go out to +India with him, as a dead weight round his neck?" + +"I mean that he shall choose about that." + +"It is for you to choose, Mary. Don't be angry. I am bound to tell +you what I think. You can, of course, act as you please; but I think +that you ought to listen to me. He cannot go back from his engagement +without laying himself open to imputation of bad conduct." + +"Nor can I." + +"Pardon me, dear. That depends, I think, upon what passes between +you. It is at any rate for you to propose the release to him,--not to +fix him with the burthen of proposing it." Mary's heart quailed as +she heard this, but she did not show her feeling by any expression +on her face. "For a man, placed as he is, about to return to such a +climate as that of India, with such work before him as I suppose men +have there,--the burden of a wife, without the means of maintaining +her according to his views of life and hers--" + +"We have no views of life. We know that we shall be poor." + +"It is the old story of love and a cottage,--only under the most +unfavourable circumstances. A woman's view of it is, of course, +different from that of a man. He has seen more of the world, and +knows better than she does what poverty and a wife and family mean." + +"There is no reason why we should be married at once." + +"A long engagement for you would be absolutely disastrous." + +"Of course, there is disaster," said Mary. "The loss of Walter's +money is disastrous. One has to put up with disaster. But the worst +of all disasters would be to be separated. I can stand anything but +that." + +"It seems to me, Mary, that within the last few weeks your character +has become altogether altered." + +"Of course it has." + +"You used to think so much more of other people than yourself." + +"Don't I think of him, Aunt Sarah?" + +"As of a thing of your own. Two months ago you did not know him, and +now you are a millstone round his neck." + +"I will never be a millstone round anybody's neck," said Mary, +walking out of the room. She felt that her aunt had been very cruel +to her,--had attacked her in her misery without mercy; and yet she +knew that every word that had been uttered had been spoken in pure +affection. She did not believe that her aunt's chief purpose had been +to save Walter from the fruits of an imprudent marriage. Had she +so believed, the words would have had more effect on her. She saw, +or thought that she saw, that her aunt was trying to save herself +against her own will, and at this she was indignant. She was +determined to persevere; and this endeavour to make her feel that +her perseverance would be disastrous to the man she loved was, she +thought, very cruel. She stalked upstairs with unruffled demeanour; +but when there, she threw herself on her bed and sobbed bitterly. +Could it be that it was her duty, for his sake, to tell him that the +whole thing should be at an end? It was impossible for her to do so +now, because she had sworn to him that she would be guided altogether +by him in his present troubles. She must keep her word to him, +whatever happened; but of this she was quite sure,--that if he should +show the slightest sign of a wish to be free from his engagement, +she would make him free--at once. She would make him free, and would +never allow herself to think for a moment that he had been wrong. +She had told him what her own feelings were very plainly,--perhaps, +in her enthusiasm, too plainly,--and now he must judge for himself +and for her. In respect to her aunt, she would endeavour to avoid +any further conversation on the subject till her lover should have +decided finally what would be best for both of them. If he should +choose to say that everything between them should be over, she would +acquiesce,--and all the world should be over for her at the same +time. + +While this was going on in Uphill Lane something of the same kind was +taking place at the Lowtown Parsonage. Parson John became aware that +his nephew had been with the ladies at Uphill, and when the young +man came in for lunch, he asked some question which introduced the +subject. "You've told them of this fresh trouble, no doubt." + +"I didn't see Miss Marrable," said the Captain. + +"I don't know that Miss Marrable much signifies. You haven't asked +Miss Marrable to be your wife." + +"I saw Mary, and I told her." + +"I hope you made no bones about it." + +"I don't know what you mean, sir." + +"I hope you told her that you two had had your little game of play, +like two children, and that there must be an end of it." + +"No; I didn't tell her that." + +"That's what you have got to tell her in some kind of language, and +the sooner you do it the better. Of course you can't marry her. You +couldn't have done it if this money had been all right, and it's out +of the question now. Bless my soul! how you would hate each other +before six months were over. I can understand that for a strong +fellow like you, when he's used to it, India may be a jolly place +enough." + +"It's a great deal more than I can understand." + +"But for a poor man with a wife and family;--oh dear! it must be very +bad indeed. And neither of you have ever been used to that kind of +thing." + +"I have not," said the Captain. + +"Nor has she. That old lady up there is not rich, but she is as proud +as Lucifer, and always lives as though the whole place belonged to +her. She's a good manager, and she don't run in debt;--but Mary +Lowther knows no more of roughing it than a duchess." + +"I hope I may never have to teach her." + +"I trust you never may. It's a very bad lesson for a young man +to have to teach a young woman. Some women die in the learning. +Some won't learn it at all. Others do, and become dirty and rough +themselves. Now, you are very particular about women." + +"I like to see them well turned out." + +"What would you think of your own wife, nursing perhaps a couple of +babies, dressed nohow when she gets up in the morning, and going on +in the same way till night? That's the kind of life with officers who +marry on their pay. I don't say anything against it. If the man likes +it,--or rather if he's able to put up with it,--it may be all very +well; but you couldn't put up with it. Mary's very nice now, but +you'd come to be so sick of her, that you'd feel half like cutting +her throat,--or your own." + +"It would be the latter for choice, sir." + +"I dare say it would. But even that isn't a pleasant thing to look +forward to. I'll tell you the truth about it, my boy. When you first +came to me and told me that you were going to marry Mary Lowther, I +knew it could not be. It was no business of mine; but I knew it could +not be. Such engagements always get themselves broken off somehow. +Now and again there are a pair of fools who go through with it;--but +for the most part it's a matter of kissing and lovers' vows for a +week or two." + +"You seem to know all about it, Uncle John." + +"I haven't lived to be seventy without knowing something, I suppose. +And now here you are without a shilling. I dare say, if the truth +were known, you've a few debts here and there." + +"I may owe three or four hundred pounds or so." + +"As much as a year's income;--and you talk of marrying a girl without +a farthing." + +"She has twelve hundred pounds." + +"Just enough to pay your own debts, and take you out to India,--so +that you may start without a penny. Is that the sort of career that +will suit you, Walter? Can you trust yourself to that kind of thing, +with a wife under your arm? If you were a man of fortune, no doubt +Mary would make a very nice wife; but, as it is,--you must give it +up." + +Whereupon Captain Marrable lit a pipe and took himself into the +parson's garden, thence into the stables and stable-yard, and again +back to the garden, thinking of all this. There was not a word spoken +by Parson John which Walter did not know to be true. He had already +come to the conclusion that he must go out to India before he +married. As for marrying Mary at once and taking her with him this +winter, that was impossible. He must go and look about him;--and as +he thought of this he was forced to acknowledge to himself that he +regarded the delay as a reprieve. The sooner the better had been +Mary's view with him. Though he was loath enough to entertain the +idea of giving her up, he was obliged to confess that, like the +condemned man, he desired a long day. There was nothing happy before +him in the whole prospect of his life. Of course he loved Mary. He +loved her very dearly. He loved her so dearly, that to have her taken +from him would be to have his heart plucked asunder. So he swore to +himself;--and yet he was in doubt whether it would not be better that +his heart should be plucked asunder, than that she should be made to +live in accordance with those distasteful pictures which his uncle +had drawn for him. Of himself he would not think at all. Everything +must be bad for him. What happiness could a man expect who had been +misused, cheated, and mined by his own father? For himself it did not +much matter what became of him; but he began to doubt whether for +Mary's sake it would not be well that they should be separated. And +then Mary had thrust upon him the whole responsibility of a decision! + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + +MARY LOWTHER FEELS HER WAY. + + +That afternoon there came down to the parsonage a note from Mary to +the Captain, asking her lover to meet her, and walk with her before +dinner. He met her, and they took their accustomed stroll along the +towing-path and into the fields. Mary had thought much of her aunt's +words before the note was written, and had a fixed purpose of her own +in view. It was true enough that though she loved this man with all +her heart and soul, so loved him that she could not look forward to +life apart from him without seeing that such life would be a great +blank, yet she was aware that she hardly knew him. We are apt to +suppose that love should follow personal acquaintance; and yet love +at third sight is probably as common as any love at all, and it takes +a great many sights before one human being can know another. Years +are wanted to make a friendship, but days suffice for men and women +to get married. Mary was, after a fashion, aware that she had been +too quick in giving away her heart, and that now, when the gift had +been made in full, it became her business to learn what sort of man +was he to whom she had given it. And it was not only his nature as +it affected her, but his nature as it affected himself that she +must study. She did not doubt but that he was good, and true, and +noble-minded; but it might be possible that a man good, true, and +noble-minded, might have lived with so many indulgences around him +as to be unable to achieve the constancy of heart which would be +necessary for such a life as that which would be now before them if +they married. She had told him that he should decide for himself +and for her also,--thus throwing upon him the responsibility, and +throwing upon him also, very probably, the necessity of a sacrifice. +She had meant to be generous and trusting; but it might be that of +all courses that which she had adopted was the least generous. In +order that she might put this wrong right, if there were a wrong, +she had asked him to come and walk with her. They met at the usual +spot, and she put her hand through his arm with her accustomed smile, +leaning upon him somewhat heavily for a minute, as girls do when they +want to show that they claim the arm that they lean on as their own. + +"Have you told Parson John?" said Mary. + +"Oh, yes." + +"And what does he say?" + +"Just what a crabbed, crafty, selfish old bachelor of seventy would +be sure to say." + +"You mean that he has told you to give up all idea of comforting +yourself with a wife." + +"Just that." + +"And Aunt Sarah has been saying exactly the same to me. You can't +think how eloquent Aunt Sarah has been. And her energy has quite +surprised me." + +"I don't think Aunt Sarah was ever much of a friend of mine," said +the Captain. + +"Not in the way of matrimony; in other respects she approves of you +highly, and is rather proud of you as a Marrable. If you were only +heir to the title, or something of that kind, she would think you the +finest fellow going." + +"I wish I could gratify her, with all my heart." + +"She is such a dear old creature! You don't know her in the least, +Walter. I am told she was ever so pretty when she was a girl; but she +had no fortune of her own at that time, and she didn't care to marry +beneath her position. You mustn't abuse her." + +"I've not abused her." + +"What she has been saying I am sure is very true; and I dare say +Parson John has been saying the same thing." + +"If she has caused you to change your mind, say so at once, Mary. I +shan't complain." + +Mary pressed his arm involuntarily, and loved him so dearly for the +little burst of wrath. Was it really true that he, too, had set his +heart upon it?--that all that the crafty old uncle had said had been +of no avail?--that he also loved so well that he was willing to +change the whole course of his life and become another person for the +sake of her? If it were so, she would not say a word that could by +possibility make him think that she was afraid. She would feel her +way carefully, so that he might not be led by a chance phrase to +imagine that what she was about to say was said on her own behalf. +She would be very careful, but at the same time she would be so +explicit that there should be no doubt on his mind but that he had +her full permission to retire from the engagement if he thought it +best to do so. She was quite ready to share the burthens of life with +him, let them be what they might; but she would not be a mill-stone +round his neck. At any rate, he should not be weighted with the +mill-stone, if he himself looked upon a loving wife in that light. + +"She has not caused me to change my mind at all, Walter. Of course I +know that all this is very serious. I knew that without Aunt Sarah's +telling me. After all, Aunt Sarah can't be so wise as you ought to +be, who have seen India and who know it well." + +"India is not a nice place to live in--especially for women." + +"I don't know that Loring is very nice;--but one has to take that as +it comes. Of course it would be nicer if you could live at home and +have plenty of money. I wish I had a fortune of my own. I never cared +for it before, but I do now." + +"Things don't come by wishing, Mary." + +"No; but things do come by resolving and struggling. I have no doubt +but that you will live yet to do something and to be somebody. I have +that faith in you. But I can well understand that a wife may be a +great impediment in your way." + +"I don't want to think of myself at all." + +"But you must think of yourself. For a woman, after all, it doesn't +matter much. She isn't expected to do anything particular. A man +of course must look to his own career, and take care that he does +nothing to mar it." + +"I don't quite understand what you're driving at," said the Captain. + +"Well;--I'm driving at this: that I think that you are bound to +decide upon doing that which you feel to be wisest without reference +to my feelings. Of course I love you better than anything in the +world. I can't be so false as to say it isn't so. Indeed, to tell the +truth, I don't know that I really ever loved anybody else. But if it +is proper that we should be separated, I shall get over it,--in a +way." + +"You mean you'd marry somebody else in the process of time." + +"No, Walter; I don't mean that. Women shouldn't make protestations; +but I don't think I ever should. But a woman can live and get on very +well without being married, and I should always have you in my heart, +and I should try to comfort myself with remembering that you had +loved me." + +"I am quite sure that I shall never marry anyone else," said the +Captain. + +"You know what I'm driving at now;--eh, Walter?" + +"Partly." + +"I want you to know wholly. I told you this morning that I should +leave it to you to decide. I still say the same. I consider myself +for the present as much bound to obey you as though I were your wife +already. But after saying that, and after hearing Aunt Mary's sermon, +I felt that I ought to make you understand that I am quite aware +that it may be impossible for you to keep to your engagement. You +understand all that better than I do. Our engagement was made when +you thought you had money, and even then you felt that there was +little enough." + +"It was very little." + +"And now there is none. I don't profess to be afraid of poverty +myself, because I don't quite know what it means." + +"It means something very unpleasant." + +"No doubt; and it would be unpleasant to be parted;--wouldn't it?" + +"It would be horrible." + +She pressed his arm again as she went on. "You must judge between the +two. What I want you to understand is this, that whatever you may +judge to be right and best, I will agree to it, and will think that +it is right and best. If you say that we will get ourselves married +and try it, I shall feel that not to get ourselves married and not to +try it is a manifest impossibility; and if you say that we should be +wrong to get married and try it, then I will feel that to have done +so was quite a manifest impossibility." + +"Mary," said he, "you're an angel." + +"No; but I'm a woman who loves well enough to be determined not to +hurt the man she loves if she can help it." + +"There is one thing on which I think we must decide." + +"What is that?" + +"I must at any rate go out before we are married." Mary Lowther felt +this to be a decision in her favour,--to be a decision which for the +time made her happy and light-hearted. She had so dreaded a positive +and permanent separation, that the delay seemed to her to be hardly +an evil. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + +MR. GILMORE'S SUCCESS. + + +Harry Gilmore, the prosperous country gentleman, the county +magistrate, the man of acres, the nephew of Mr. Chamberlaine, +respected by all who knew him,--with the single exception of the +Marquis of Trowbridge,--was now so much reduced that he felt himself +to be an inferior being to Mr. Cockey, with whom he breakfasted. He +had come to Loring, and now he was there he did not know what to do +with himself. He had come there, in truth, not because he really +thought he could do any good, but driven out of his home by sheer +misery. He was a man altogether upset, and verging on to a species of +insanity. He was so uneasy in his mind that he could read nothing. +He was half-ashamed of being looked at by those who knew him; and +had felt some relief in the society of Mr. Cockey till Mr. Cockey +had become jovial with wine, simply because Mr. Cockey was so poor a +creature that he felt no fear of him. But as he had come to Loring, +it was necessary that he should do something. He could not come to +Loring and go back again without saying a word to anybody. Fenwick +would ask him questions, and the truth would come out. There came +upon him this morning an idea that he would not go back home;--that +he would leave Loring and go away without giving any reason to any +one. He was his own master. No one would be injured by anything +that he might do. He had a right to spend his income as he pleased. +Everything was distasteful that reminded him of Bullhampton. But +still he knew that this was no more than a madman's idea;--that it +would ill become him so to act. He had duties to perform, and he must +perform them, let them be ever so distasteful. It was only an idea, +made to be rejected; but, nevertheless, he thought of it. + +To do something, however, was incumbent on him. After breakfast he +sauntered up the hill and saw Captain Marrable enter the house in +which Mary Lowther lived. He felt thoroughly ashamed of himself +in thus creeping about, and spying things out,--and, in truth, he +had not intended thus to watch his rival. He wandered into the +churchyard, sat there sometime on the tombstones, and then again went +down to the inn. Mr. Cockey was going to Gloucester by an afternoon +train, and invited him to join an early dinner at two. He assented, +though by this time he had come to hate Mr. Cockey. Mr. Cockey +assumed an air of superiority, and gave his opinions about matters +political and social as though his companion were considerably below +him in intelligence and general information. He dictated to poor +Gilmore, and laid down the law as to eating onions with beefsteaks +in a manner that was quite offensive. Nevertheless, the unfortunate +man bore with his tormentor, and felt desolate when he was left +alone in the commercial room, Cockey having gone out to complete +his last round of visits to his customers. "Orders first and money +afterwards," Cockey had said, and Cockey had now gone out to look +after his money. + +Gilmore sat for some half-hour helpless over the fire; and then +starting up, snatched his hat, and hurried out of the house. He +walked as quickly as he could up the hill, and rang the bell at Miss +Marrable's house. Had he been there ten minutes sooner, he would have +seen Mary Lowther tripping down the side path to meet her lover. He +rang the bell, and in a few minutes found himself in Miss Marrable's +drawing-room. He had asked for Miss Marrable, had given his name, and +had been shown upstairs. There he remained alone for a few minutes +which seemed to him to be interminable. During these minutes Miss +Marrable was standing in her little parlour downstairs, trying to +think what she would say to Mr. Gilmore,--trying also to think why +Mr. Gilmore should have come to Loring. + +After a few words of greeting Miss Marrable said that Miss Lowther +was out walking. "She will be very glad, I'm sure, to hear good news +from her friends at Bullhampton." + +"They're all very well," said Mr. Gilmore. + +"I've heard a great deal of Mr. Fenwick," said Miss Marrable; "so +much that I seem almost to be acquainted with him." + +"No doubt," said Mr. Gilmore. + +"Your parish has become painfully known to the public by that +horrible murder," said Miss Marrable. + +"Yes, indeed," said Mr. Gilmore. + +"I fear that they will hardly catch the perpetrator of it," said Miss +Marrable. + +"I fear not," said Mr. Gilmore. + +At this period of the conversation Miss Marrable found herself in +great difficulty. If anything was to be said about Mary Lowther, she +could not begin to say it. She had heard a great deal in favour of +Mr. Gilmore. Mrs. Fenwick had written to her about the man; and Mary, +though she would not love him, had always spoken very highly of his +qualities. She knew well that he had gone through Oxford with credit, +that he was a reading man,--so reputed, that he was a magistrate, and +in all respects a gentleman. Indeed, she had formed an idea of him as +quite a pearl among men. Now that she saw him, she could not repress +a feeling of disappointment. He was badly dressed, and bore a sad, +depressed, downtrodden aspect. His whole appearance was what the +world now calls seedy. And he seemed to be almost unable to speak. +Miss Marrable knew that Mr. Gilmore was a man disappointed in his +love, but she did not conceive that love had done him all these +injuries. Love, however, had done them all. "Are you going to stay +long in this neighbourhood?" asked Miss Marrable, almost in despair +for a subject. + +Then the man's mouth was opened. "No; I suppose not," he said. "I +don't know what should keep me here, and I hardly know why I'm come. +Of course you have heard of my suit to your niece." Miss Marrable +bowed her courtly little head in token of assent. "When Miss Lowther +left us, she gave me some hope that I might be successful. At least, +she consented that I should ask her once more. She has now written to +tell me that she is engaged to her cousin." + +"There is something of the kind," said Miss Marrable. + +"Something of the kind! I suppose it is settled; isn't it?" + +Miss Marrable was a sensible woman, one not easily led away by +appearances. Nevertheless, it is probable that had Mr. Gilmore been +less lugubrious, more sleek, less "seedy," she would have been more +prone than she now was to have made instant use of Captain Marrable's +loss of fortune on behalf of this other suitor. She would immediately +have felt that perhaps something might be done, and she would have +been tempted to tell him the whole story openly. As it was she could +not so sympathise with the man before her, as to take him into her +confidence. No doubt he was Mr. Gilmore, the favoured friend of the +Fenwicks, the owner of the Privets, and the man of whom Mary had +often said that there was no fault to be found with him. But there +was nothing bright about him, and she did not know how to encourage +him as a lover. "As Mary has told you," she said, "I suppose there +can be no harm in my repeating that they are engaged," said Miss +Marrable. + +"Of course they are. I am aware of that. I believe the gentleman is +related to you." + +"He is a cousin,--not very near." + +"And I suppose he has your good will?" + +"As to that, Mr. Gilmore, I don't know that I can do any good by +speaking. Young ladies in these days don't marry in accordance with +the wishes of their old aunts." + +"But Miss Lowther thinks so much of you! I don't want to ask any +questions that ought not to be asked. If this match is so settled +that it must go on, why there's an end of it. I'll just tell you the +truth openly, Miss Marrable. I have loved,--I do love your niece with +all my heart. When I received her letter it upset me altogether, and +every hour since has made the feeling worse. I have come here just +to learn whether there may still possibly be a chance. You will not +quarrel with me because I have loved her so well?" + +"Indeed no," said Miss Marrable, whose heart was gradually becoming +soft, and who was learning to forget the mud on Mr. Gilmore's boots +and trousers. + +"I heard that Captain Marrable was,--at any rate, not a very rich +man; that he could hardly afford to marry his cousin. I did hear, +also, that the match might in other respects not be suitable." + +"There is no other objection, Mr. Gilmore." + +"It is the case, Miss Marrable, that these things sometimes come +on suddenly and go off suddenly. I won't deny that if I could +have gained Miss Lowther's heart without the interference of any +interloper, it would have been to me a brighter joy than anything +that can now be possible. A man cannot be proud of his position who +seeks to win a woman who owns a preference for another man." Miss +Marrable's heart had now become very soft, and she began to perceive, +of her own knowledge, that Mr. Gilmore was at any rate a gentleman. +"But I would take her in any way that I could get her. Perhaps--that +is to say, it might be--" And then he stopped. + +Should she tell him everything? She had a strong idea that it was her +first duty to be true to her own sex and to her own niece. But were +she to tell the man the whole story it would do her niece no harm. +She still believed that the match with Captain Marrable must be +broken off. Even were this done it would be very long, she thought, +before Mary would bring herself to listen with patience to another +suitor. But of course it would be best for them all that this episode +in Mary's life should be forgotten and put out of sight as soon as +possible. Had not this dangerous captain come up, Mary, no doubt,--so +thought Miss Marrable,--would at last have complied with her friends' +advice, and have accepted a marriage which was in all respects +advantageous. If the episode could only get itself forgotten and put +out of sight, she might do so still. But there must be delay. Miss +Marrable, after waiting for half a minute to consider, determined +that she would tell him something. "No doubt," she said, "Captain +Marrable's income is so small that the match is one that Mary's +friends cannot approve." + +"I don't think much of money," he said. + +"Still it is essential to comfort, Mr. Gilmore." + +"What I mean to say is, that I am the last man in the world to insist +upon that kind of thing, or to appear to triumph because my income is +larger than another man's." Miss Marrable was now quite sure that Mr. +Gilmore was a gentleman. "But if the match is to be broken off--" + +"I cannot say that it will be broken off." + +"But it may be?" + +"Certainly it is possible. There are difficulties which may +necessarily separate them." + +"If it be so, my feelings will be the same as they have always been +since I first knew her. That is all that I have got to say." + +Then she told him pretty nearly everything. She said nothing of the +money which Walter Marrable would have inherited had it not been for +Colonel Marrable's iniquity; but she did tell him that the young +people would have no income except the Captain's pay, and poor Mary's +little fifty pounds a-year; and she went on to explain that, as +far as she was concerned, and as far as her cousin the clergyman +was concerned, everything would be done to prevent a marriage so +disastrous as that in question, and the prospect of a life with so +little of allurement as that of the wife of a poor soldier in India. +At the same time she bade him remember that Mary Lowther was a girl +very apt to follow her own judgment, and that she was for the present +absolutely devoted to her cousin. "I think it will be broken off," +she said. "That is my opinion. I don't think it can go on. But it is +he that will do it; and for a time she will suffer greatly." + +"Then I will wait," said Mr. Gilmore. "I will go home, and wait +again. If there be a chance, I can live and hope." + +"God grant that you may not hope in vain!" + +"I would do my best to make her happy. I will leave you now, and am +very thankful for your kindness. There would be no good in my seeing +Mary?" + +"I think not, Mr. Gilmore." + +"I suppose not. She would only feel that I was teasing her. You will +not tell her of my being here, I suppose?" + +"It would do no good, I think." + +"None in the least. I'll just go home and wait. If there should be +anything to tell me--" + +"If the match be broken off, I will take care that you shall hear it. +I will write to Janet Fenwick. I know that she is your friend." + +Then Mr. Gilmore left the house, descended the hill without seeing +Mary, packed up his things, and returned by the night train to +Westbury. At seven o'clock in the morning he reached home in a +Westbury gig, very cold, but upon the whole, a much more comfortable +man than when he had left it. He had almost brought himself to think +that even yet he would succeed at last. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + +FAREWELL. + + +Christmas came, and a month beyond Christmas, and by the end of +January Captain Marrable and Miss Lowther had agreed to regard +all their autumn work as null and void,--to look back upon the +love-making as a thing that had not been, and to part as friends. +Both of them suffered much in this arrangement,--the man being the +louder in the objurgations which he made against his ill-fortune, and +in his assurances to himself and others that he was ruined for life. +And, indeed, no man could have been much more unhappy than was Walter +Marrable in these days. To him was added the trouble, which he did +not endeavour to hide from himself or Mary, that all this misery +came to him from his own father. Before the end of November, sundry +renewed efforts were made to save a portion of the money, and the +lawyers descended so low as to make an offer to take L2000. They +might have saved themselves the humiliation, for neither L2000 nor +L200 could have been made to be forthcoming. Walter Marrable, when +the time came, was painfully anxious to fight somebody; but he was +told very clearly by Messrs. Block and Curling, that there was nobody +whom he could fight but his father, and that even by fighting his +father, he would never obtain a penny. "My belief," said Mr. Curling, +"is, that you could put your father in prison, but that probably is +not your object." Marrable was forced to own that that was not his +object; but he did so in a tone which seemed to imply that a prison, +were it even for life, would be the best place for his father. Block +and Curling had been solicitors to the Marrables for ever so many +years; and though they did not personally love the Colonel, they +had a professional feeling that the blackness of a black sheep of a +family should not be made public, at any rate by the family itself +or by the family solicitors. Almost every family has a black sheep, +and it is the especial duty of a family solicitor to keep the family +black sheep from being dragged into the front and visible ranks +of the family. The Captain had been fatally wrong in signing the +paper which he had signed, and must take the consequences. "I don't +think, Captain Marrable, that you would save yourself in any way by +proceeding against the Colonel," said Mr. Curling. "I have not the +slightest intention of proceeding against him," said the Captain, in +great dudgeon,--and then he left the office and shook the dust off +his feet, as against Block and Curling as well as against his father. + +After this,--immediately after it,--he had one other interview with +his father. As he told his uncle, the devil prompted him to go down +to Portsmouth to see the man to whom his interests should have been +dearer than to all the world beside, and who had robbed him so +ruthlessly. There was nothing to be gained by such a visit. Neither +money nor counsel, nor even consolation would be forthcoming from +Colonel Marrable. Probably Walter Marrable felt in his anger that +it would be unjust that his father should escape without a word to +remind him from his son's mouth of all that he had done for his son. +The Colonel held some staff office at Portsmouth, and his son came +upon him in his lodgings one evening as he was dressing to go out +to dinner. "Is that you, Walter?" said the battered old reprobate, +appearing at the door of his bed-room; "I am very glad to see you." + +"I don't believe it," said the son. + +"Well;--what would you have me say? If you'll only behave decently, I +shall be glad to see you." + +"You've given me an example in that way, sir; have you not? Decency +indeed!" + +"Now, Walter, if you're going to talk about that horrid money, I tell +you at once, that I won't listen to you." + +"That's kind of you, sir." + +"I've been unfortunate. As soon as I can repay it, or a part of it, +I will. Since you've been back, I've done everything in my power to +get a portion of it for you,--and should have got it, but for those +stupid people in Bedford Row. After all, the money ought to have been +mine, and that's what I suppose you felt when you enabled me to draw +it." + +"By heavens, that's cool!" + +"I mean to be cool;--I'm always cool. The cab will be here to take +me to dinner in a very few minutes. I hope you will not think I am +running away from you?" + +"I don't mean you to go till you've heard what I've got to say," said +the Captain. + +"Then, pray say it quickly." Upon this, the Colonel stood still and +faced his son; not exactly with a look of anger, but assuming an +appearance as though he were the person injured. He was a thin old +man, who wore padded coats, and painted his beard and his eyebrows, +and had false teeth, and who, in spite of chronic absence of means, +always was possessed of clothes apparently just new from the hands of +a West-end tailor. He was one of those men who, through their long, +useless, ill-flavoured lives, always contrive to live well, to eat +and drink of the best, to lie softly, and to go about in purple +and fine linen,--and yet, never have any money. Among a certain +set Colonel Marrable, though well known, was still popular. He was +good-tempered, well-mannered, sprightly in conversation, and had not +a scruple in the world. He was over seventy, had lived hard, and must +have known that there was not much more of it for him. But yet he +had no qualms, and no fears. It may be doubted whether he knew that +he was a bad man,--he, than whom you could find none worse though +you were to search the country from one end to another. To lie, to +steal,--not out of tills or pockets, because he knew the danger; to +cheat--not at the card-table, because he had never come in the way +of learning the lesson; to indulge every passion, though the cost to +others might be ruin for life; to know no gods but his own bodily +senses, and no duty but that which he owed to those gods; to eat all, +and produce nothing; to love no one but himself; to have learned +nothing but how to sit at table like a gentleman; to care not at all +for his country, or even for his profession; to have no creed, no +party, no friend, no conscience, to be troubled with nothing that +touched his heart;--such had been, was, and was to be the life of +Colonel Marrable. Perhaps it was accounted to him as a merit by some +that he did not quail at any coming fate. When his doctor warned him +that he must go soon, unless he would refrain from this and that +and the other,--so wording his caution that the Colonel could not +but know and did know, that let him refrain as he would he must go +soon,--he resolved that he would refrain, thinking that the charms +of his wretched life were sweet enough to be worth such sacrifice; +but in no other respect did the caution affect him. He never asked +himself whether he had aught even to regret before he died, or to +fear afterwards. + +There are many Colonel Marrables about in the world, known well to be +so at clubs, in drawing-rooms, and by the tradesmen who supply them. +Men give them dinners and women smile upon them. The best of coats +and boots are supplied to them. They never lack cigars nor champagne. +They have horses to ride, and servants to wait upon them more +obsequious than the servants of other people. And men will lend them +money too,--well knowing that there is no chance of repayment. Now +and then one hears a horrid tale of some young girl who surrenders +herself to such a one, absolutely for love! Upon the whole the +Colonel Marrables are popular. It is hard to follow such a man quite +to the end and to ascertain whether or no he does go out softly at +last, like the snuff of a candle,--just with a little stink. + +"I will say it as quickly as I can," said the Captain. "I can gain +nothing I know by staying here in your company." + +"Not while you are so very uncivil." + +"Civil, indeed! I have to-day made up my mind, not for your sake, but +for that of the family, that I will not prosecute you as a criminal +for the gross robbery which you have perpetrated." + +"That is nonsense, Walter, and you know it as well as I do." + +"I am going back to India in a few weeks, and I trust I may never be +called upon to see you again. I will not, if I can help it. It may +be a toss-up which of us may die first, but this will be our last +meeting. I hope you may remember on your death-bed that you have +utterly ruined your son in every relation of life. I was engaged to +marry a girl,--whom I loved; but it is all over, because of you." + +"I had heard of that, Walter, and I really congratulate you on your +escape." + +"I can't strike you--" + +"No; don't do that." + +"Because of your age, and because you are my father. I suppose you +have no heart, and that I cannot make you feel it." + +"My dear boy, I have an appetite, and I must go and satisfy it." So +saying the Colonel escaped, and the Captain allowed his father to +make his way down the stairs and into the cab before he followed. + +Though he had thus spoken to his father of his blasted hopes in +regard to Mary Lowther, he had not as yet signified his consent to +the measure by which their engagement was to be brought altogether +to an end. The question had come to be discussed widely among their +friends, as is the custom with such questions in such circumstances, +and Mary had been told from all sides that she was bound to give it +up,--that she was bound to give it up for her own sake, and more +especially for his; that the engagement, if continued, would never +lead to a marriage, and that it would in the meantime be absolutely +ruinous to her,--and to him. Parson John came up and spoke to her +with a strength for which she had not hitherto given Parson John +credit. Her Aunt Sarah was very gentle with her, but never veered +from her opinion that the engagement must of necessity be abandoned. +Mr. Fenwick wrote to her a letter full of love and advice, and Mrs. +Fenwick made a journey to Loring to discuss the matter with her. The +discussion between them was very long. "If you are saying this on my +account," said Mary, "it is quite useless." + +"On what other account? Mr. Gilmore? Indeed, indeed, I am not +thinking of him. He is out of my mind altogether. I say it because I +know it is impossible that you and your cousin should be married, and +because such an engagement is destructive to both the parties." + +"For myself," said Mary, "it can make no difference." + +"It will make the greatest difference. It would wear you to pieces +with a deferred hope. There is nothing so killing, so terrible, so +much to be avoided. And then for him!-- How is a man, thrown about on +the world as he will be, to live in such a condition." + +The upshot of it all was that Mary wrote a letter to her cousin +proposing to surrender her engagement, and declaring that it would be +best for them both that he should agree to accept her surrender. That +plan which she had adopted before, of leaving all the responsibility +to him, would not suffice. She had come to perceive during these +weary discussions that if a way out of his bondage was to be given to +Walter Marrable it must come from her action and not from his. She +had intended to be generous when she left everything to him; but it +was explained to her, both by her aunt and Mrs. Fenwick, that her +generosity was of a kind which he could not use. It was for her to +take the responsibility upon herself; it was for her to make the +move; it was, in short, for her to say that the engagement should be +over. + +The very day that Mrs. Fenwick left her she wrote the letter, and +Captain Marrable had it in his pocket when he went down to bid a +last farewell to his father. It had been a sad, weary, tear-laden +performance,--the writing of that letter. She had resolved that +no sign of a tear should be on the paper, and she had rubbed the +moisture away from her eyes a dozen times during the work lest it +should fall. There was but little of intended pathos in it; there +were no expressions of love till she told him at the end that she +would always love him dearly; there was no repining,--no mention of +her own misery. She used all the arguments which others had used to +her, and then drew her conclusion. She remembered that were she to +tell him that she would still be true to him, she would in fact be +asking for some such pledge back from him; and she said not a word +of any such constancy on her own part. It was best for both of them +that the engagement should be broken off; and, therefore, broken off +it was, and should be now and for ever. That was the upshot of Mary +Lowther's letter. + + +[Illustration: Mary Lowther writes to Walter Marrable.] + + +Captain Marrable when he received it, though he acknowledged the +truth of all the arguments, loved the girl far too well to feel that +this release gave him any comfort. He had doubtless felt that the +engagement was a burthen on him,--that he would not have entered into +it had he not felt sure of his diminished fortune, and that there +was a fearful probability that it might never result in their being +married; but not the less did the breaking up of it make him very +wretched. An engagement for marriage can never be so much to a man as +it is to a woman,--marriage itself can never be so much, can never +be so great a change, produce such utter misery, or of itself be +efficient for such perfect happiness,--but his love was true and +steadfast, and when he learned that she was not to be his, he was as +a man who had been robbed of his treasure. Her letter was long and +argumentative. His reply was short and passionate;--and the reader +shall see it. + + + Duke Street, January, 186--. + + DEAREST MARY, + + I suppose you are right. Everybody tells me so, and no + doubt everybody tells you the same. The chances are that + I shall get bowled over; and as for getting back again, I + don't know when I can hope for it. In such a condition it + would I believe be very wrong and selfish were I to go and + leave you to think of me as your future husband. You would + be waiting for that which would never come. + + As for me, I shall never care for any other woman. A + soldier can get on very well without a wife, and I shall + always regard myself now as one of those useless but + common animals who are called "not marrying men." I shall + never marry. I shall always carry your picture in my + heart, and shall not think that I am sinning against you + or any one else when I do so after hearing that you are + married. + + I need not tell you that I am very wretched. It is not + only that I am separated from you, my own dear, dearest + girl, but that I cannot refrain from thinking how it has + come to pass that it is so. I went down to see my father + yesterday. I did see him, and you may imagine of what + nature was the interview. I sometimes think, when I lie in + bed, that no man was ever so ill-treated as I have been. + + Dearest love, good-bye. I could not have brought myself to + say what you have said, but I know that you are right. It + has not been my fault, dear. I did love you, and do love + you as truly as any man ever loved a woman. + + Yours with all my heart, + + WALTER MARRABLE. + + I should like to see you once more before I start. Is + there any harm in this? I must run down to my uncle's, but + I will not go up to you if you think it better not. If you + can bring yourself to see me, pray, pray do. + + +In answer to this Mary wrote to him to say that she would certainly +see him when he came. She knew no reason, she said, why they should +not meet. When she had written her note she asked her aunt's opinion. +Aunt Sarah would not take upon herself to say that no such meeting +ought to take place, but it was very evident that she thought that it +would be dangerous. + +Captain Marrable did come down to Loring about the end of January, +and the meeting did take place. Mary had stipulated that she should +be alone when he called. He had suggested that they should walk out +together, as had been their wont; but this she had declined, telling +him that the sadness of such a walk would be too much for her, and +saying to her aunt with a smile that were she once again out with him +on the towing-path, there would be no chance of their ever coming +home. "I could not ask him to turn back," she said, "when I should +know that it would be for the last time." It was arranged, therefore, +that the meeting should take place in the drawing-room at Uphill +Lane. + +He came into the room with a quick, uneasy step, and when he reached +her he put his arm round her and kissed her. She had formed certain +little resolutions on this subject. He should kiss her, if he +pleased, once again when he went,--and only once. And now, almost +without a motion on her part that was perceptible, she took herself +out of his arms. There should be no word about that if she could help +it,--but she was bound to remember that he was nothing to her now but +a distant cousin. He must cease to be her lover, though she loved +him. Nay,--he had so ceased already. There must be no more laying of +her head upon his shoulder, no more twisting of her fingers through +his locks, no more looking into his eyes, no more amorous pressing +of her lips against his own. Much as she loved him she must remember +now that such outward signs of love as these would not befit her. +"Walter," she said, "I am so glad to see you! And yet I do not know +but what it would have been better that you should have stayed away." + +"Why should it have been better? It would have been unnatural not to +have met each other." + +"So I thought. Why should not friends endure to say good-bye, even +though their friendship be as dear as ours? I told Aunt Sarah that +I should be angry with myself afterwards if I feared to tell you to +come." + +"There is nothing to fear,--only that it is so wretched an ending," +said he. + +"In one way I will not look on it as an ending. You and I cannot be +married, Walter; but I shall always have your career to look to, and +shall think of you as my dearest friend. I shall expect you to write +to me;--not at first, but after a year or so. You will be able to +write to me then as though you were my brother." + +"I shall never be able to do that." + +"Oh yes;--that is, if you will make the effort for my sake. I do not +believe but what people can manage and mould their own wills if they +will struggle hard enough. You must not be unhappy, Walter." + +"I am not so wise or self-confident as you, Mary. I shall be unhappy. +I should be deceiving myself if I were to tell myself otherwise. +There is nothing before me to make me happy. When I came home there +was very little that I cared for, though I had the prospect of this +money and thought that my cares in that respect were over. Then I +met you, and the whole world seemed altered. I was happy even when +I found how badly I had been treated. Now all that has gone, and I +cannot think that I shall be happy again." + +"I mean to be happy, Walter." + +"I hope you may, dear." + +"There are gradations in happiness. The highest I ever came to yet +was when you told me that you loved me." When she said that, he +attempted to take her hand, but she withdrew from him, almost without +a sign that she was doing so. "I have not quite lost that yet," she +continued, "and I do not mean to lose it altogether. I shall always +remember that you loved me; and you will not forget that I too loved +you." + +"Forget it?--no, I don't exactly think that I shall forget it." + +"I don't know why it should make us altogether unhappy. For a time, I +suppose, we shall be down-hearted." + +"I shall, I know. I can't pretend to such strength as to say that I +can lose what I want, and not feel it." + +"We shall both feel it, Walter;--but I do not know that we must be +miserable. When do you leave England?" + +"Nothing is settled. I have not had the heart to think of it. It will +not be for a month or two yet. I suppose I shall stay out my regular +Indian time." + +"And what shall you do with yourself?" + +"I have no plans at all, Mary. Sir Gregory has asked me to Dunripple, +and I shall remain there probably till I am tired of it. It will be +so pleasant, talking to my uncle of my father." + +"Do not talk of him at all, Walter. You will best forgive him by not +talking of him. We shall hear, I suppose, of what you do from Parson +John." + +She had seated herself a little away from him, and he did not attempt +to draw near to her again till at her bidding he rose to leave her. +He sat there for nearly an hour, and during that time much more was +said by her than by him. She endeavoured to make him understand that +he was as free as air, and that she would hope some day to hear that +he was married. In reply to this, he asserted very loudly that he +would never call any woman his wife, unless unexpected circumstances +should enable him to return and again ask for her hand. "Not that you +are to wait for me, Mary," he said. She smiled, but made no definite +answer to this. She had told herself that it would not be for his +welfare that she should allude to the possibility of a renewed +engagement, and she did not allude to it. + +"God bless you, Walter," she said at last, coming to him and offering +him her hand. + +"God bless you, for ever and ever, dearest Mary," he said, taking her +in his arms and kissing her again and again. It was to be the last, +and she did not seem to shun him. Then he left her, went as far as +the door,--and returned again. "Dearest, dearest Mary. You will give +me one more kiss?" + +"It shall be the last, Walter," she said. Then she did kiss him, +as she would have kissed her brother that was going from her, and +escaping from his arms she left the room. + +He had come to Loring late on the previous evening, and on that same +day he returned to London. No doubt he dined at his club, drank a +pint of wine and smoked a cigar or two, though he did it all after a +lugubrious fashion. Men knew that he had fallen into great trouble in +the matter of his inheritance, and did not expect him to be joyful +and of pleasant countenance. "By George!" said little Captain Boodle, +"if it was my governor, I'd go very near being hung for him; I would, +by George!" Which remark obtained a good deal of general sympathy in +the billiard-room of that military club. In the meantime Mary Lowther +at Loring had resolved that she would not be lugubrious, and she sat +down to dinner opposite to her aunt with a pleasant smile on her +face. Before the evening was over, however, she had in some degree +broken down. "I fear I can't get along with novels, Aunt Sarah," she +said. "Don't you think I could find something to do." Then the old +lady came round the room and kissed her niece;--but she made no other +reply. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. + +BULLHAMPTON NEWS. + + +When the matter was quite settled at Loring,--when Miss Marrable not +only knew that the engagement had been surrendered on both sides, but +that it had been so surrendered as to be incapable of being again +patched up, she bethought herself of her promise to Mr. Gilmore. +This did not take place for a fortnight after the farewell which +was spoken in the last chapter,--at which time Walter Marrable was +staying with his uncle, Sir Gregory, at Dunripple. Miss Marrable +had undertaken that Mr. Gilmore should be informed as soon as the +engagement was brought to an end, and had been told that this +information should reach him through Mrs. Fenwick. When a fortnight +had passed, Miss Marrable was aware that Mary had not herself written +to her friend at Bullhampton; and though she felt herself to be shy +of the subject, though she entertained a repugnance to make any +communication based on a hope that Mary might after a while receive +her old lover graciously,--for time must of course be needed before +such grace could be accorded,--she did write a few lines to Mrs. +Fenwick. She explained that Captain Marrable was to return to India, +and that he was to go as a free man. Mary, she said, bore her burden +well. Of course, it must be some time before the remembrance of her +cousin would cease to be a burden to her; but she went about her +heavy task with a good will,--so said Miss Marrable,--and would no +doubt conquer her own unhappiness after a time by the strength of her +personal character. Not a word was spoken of Mr. Gilmore, but Mrs. +Fenwick understood it all. The letter, she knew well, was a message +to Mr. Gilmore;--a message which it would be her duty to give as soon +as possible, that he might extract from it such comfort as it would +contain for him,--though it would be his duty not to act upon it for, +at any rate, many months to come. "And it will be a comfort to him," +said her husband when he read Miss Marrable's letter. + +"Of all the men I know, he is the most constant," said Mrs. Fenwick, +"and best deserves that his constancy should be rewarded." + +"It is the man's nature," said the parson. "Of course, he will get +her at last; and when he has got her, he will be quite contented with +the manner in which he has won her. There's nothing like going on +with a thing. I believe I might be a bishop if I set my heart on it." + +"Why don't you, then?" + +"I am not sure that the beauty of the thing is so well-defined to me +as is Mary Lowther's to poor Harry. In perseverance and success of +that kind the man's mind should admit of no doubt. Harry is quite +clear of this,--that in spite of Mary's preference for her cousin, it +would be the grandest thing in the world to him that she should marry +him. The certainty of his condition will pull him through at last." + +Two days after this Mrs. Fenwick put Miss Marrable's letter into Mr. +Gilmore's hand,--having perceived that it was specially written that +it might be so treated. She kept it in her pocket till she should +chance to see him, and at last handed it to him as she met him +walking on his own grounds. "I have a letter from Loring," she said. + +"From Mary?" + +"No;--from Mary's aunt. I have it here, and I think you had better +read it. To tell you the truth, Harry, I have been looking for you +ever since I got it. Only you must not make too much of it." + +Then he read the letter. "What do you mean," he asked, "by making too +much of it?" + +"You must not suppose that Mary is the same as before she saw this +cousin of hers." + +"But she is the same." + +"Well;--yes, in body and in soul, no doubt. But such an experience +leaves a mark which cannot be rubbed out quite at once." + +"You mean that I must wait before I ask her again." + +"Of course you must wait. The mark must be rubbed out first, you +know." + +"I will wait; but as for the rubbing out of the mark, I take it that +will be altogether beyond me. Do you think, Mrs. Fenwick, that no +woman should ever, under any circumstances, marry one man when she +loves another?" + +She could not bring herself to tell him that in her opinion Mary +Lowther would of all women be the least likely to do so. "That is one +of those questions," she said, "which it is almost impossible for a +person to answer. In the first place, before answering it, we should +have a clear definition of love." + +"You know what I mean well enough." + +"I do know what you mean, but I hardly do know how to answer you. If +you went to Mary Lowther now, she would take it almost as an insult; +and she would feel it in that light, because she is aware that you +know of this story of her cousin." + +"Of course I shall not go to her at once." + +"She will never forget him altogether." + +"Such things cannot be forgotten," said Gilmore. + +"Nevertheless," said Mrs. Fenwick, "it is probable that Mary will be +married some day. These wounds get themselves cured as do others." + +"I shall never be cured of mine," said he, laughing. "As for Mary, +I hardly know what to think. I suppose girls do marry without caring +very much for the men they take. One sees it every day; and then +afterwards, they love their husbands. It isn't very romantic, but it +seems to me that it is so." + +"Don't think of it too much, Harry," said Mrs. Fenwick. "If you still +are devoted to her--" + +"Indeed I am." + +"Then wait awhile, and we will have her at Bullhampton again. You +know at any rate what our wishes are." + +Everything had been very quiet at Bullhampton during the last three +months. The mill was again in regular work, and Sam had remained at +home with fair average regularity. The Vicar had heard nothing more +of Carry Brattle, and had been unable to trace her or to learn where +she was living. He had taken various occasions to mention her name to +her mother, but Mrs. Brattle knew nothing of her, and believed that +Sam was equally ignorant with herself. Both she and the Vicar found +it impossible to speak to Sam on the subject, though they knew that +he had been with his sister more than once when she was living at +Pycroft Common. As for the miller himself, no one had mentioned +Carry's name to him since the day on which the Vicar had made his +attempt. And from that day to the present there had been, if not ill +blood, at least cold blood between Mr. Fenwick and old Brattle. The +Vicar had gone down to the mill as often as usual, having determined +that what had occurred should make no difference with him; and the +intercourse with Mrs. Brattle and Fanny had been as kind on each side +as usual;--but the miller had kept out of his way, retreating from +him openly, going from the house to the mill as soon as he appeared, +never speaking to him, and taking no other notice of him beyond a +slight touch of the hat. "Your husband is still angry with me," he +said one day to Mrs. Brattle. She shook her head and smiled sadly, +and said that it would pass over some day,--only that Jacob was so +persistent. With Sam, the Vicar held little or no communication. +Sam in these days never went to church, and though he worked at the +mill pretty constantly, he would absent himself from the village +occasionally for a day or two together, and tell no one where he had +been. + +The strangest and most important piece of business going on at +this time in Bullhampton was the building of a new chapel or +tabernacle,--the people called it a Salem,--for Mr. Puddleham. The +first word as to the erection reached Mr. Fenwick's ears from Grimes, +the builder and carpenter, who, meeting him in Bullhampton Street, +pointed out to him a bit of spare ground just opposite the vicarage +gates,--a morsel of a green on which no building had ever yet stood, +and told him that the Marquis had given it for a chapel. "Indeed," +said Fenwick. "I hope it may be convenient and large enough for them. +All the same, I wish it had been a little farther from my gate." This +he said in a cheery tone, showing thereby considerable presence of +mind. That such a building should be so placed was a trial to him, +and he knew at once that the spot must have been selected to annoy +him. Doubtless, the land in question was the property of the Marquis +of Trowbridge. When he came to think of it, he had no doubt on +the matter. Nevertheless, the small semi-circular piece of grass +immediately opposite to his own swinging gate, looked to all the +world as though it were an appendage of the Vicarage. A cottage +built there would have been offensive; but a staring brick Methodist +chapel, with the word Salem inserted in large letters over the door, +would, as he was aware, flout him every time he left or entered his +garden. He had always been specially careful to avoid any semblance +of a quarrel with the Methodist minister, and had in every way shown +his willingness to regard Mr. Puddleham's flock as being equal to his +own in the general gifts of civilisation. To Mr. Puddleham himself, +he had been very civil, sending him fruit and vegetables out of +the Vicarage garden, and lending him newspapers. When the little +Puddlehams were born, Mrs. Fenwick always inquired after the mother +and infant. The greatest possible care had been exercised at the +Vicarage since Mr. Fenwick's coming to show that the Established +Church did not despise the dissenting congregation. For the last +three years there had been talk of a new chapel, and Mr. Fenwick had +himself discussed the site with Mr. Puddleham. A large and commodious +spot of ground, remote from the vicarage, had, as he believed, been +chosen. When he heard those tidings, and saw what would be the effect +of the building, it seemed to him almost impossible that a Marquis +could condescend to such revenge. He went at once to Mr. Puddleham, +and learned from him that Grimes' story was true. This had been in +December. After Christmas, the foundations were to be begun at once, +said Mr. Puddleham, so that the brickwork might go on as soon as the +frosts were over. Mr. Puddleham was in high spirits, and expressed a +hope that he should be in his new chapel by next August. When the +Vicar asked why the change of site was made, being careful to show +no chagrin by the tone of his voice, Mr. Puddleham remarked that +the Marquis's agent thought that it would be an improvement, "in +which opinion I quite coincide," said Mr. Puddleham, looking very +stern,--showing his teeth, as it were, and displaying an inclination +for a parish quarrel. Fenwick, still prudent, made no objection to +the change, and dropped no word of displeasure in Mr. Puddleham's +hearing. + +"I don't believe he can do it," said Mrs. Fenwick, boiling with +passion. + +"He can, no doubt," said the Vicar. + +"Do you mean to say the street is his;--to do what he likes with it?" + +"The street is the Queen's highway,--which means that it belongs to +the public; but this is not the street. I take it that all the land +in the village belongs to the Marquis. I never knew of any common +right, and I don't believe there is any." + +"It is the meanest thing I ever heard of in my life," said Mrs. +Fenwick. + +"There I agree with you." Later in the day, when he had been thinking +of it for hours, he again spoke to his wife. "I shall write to the +Marquis and remonstrate. It will probably be of no avail; but I think +I ought to do so for the sake of those who come after me. I shall be +able to bother him a good deal, if I can do nothing else," he added, +laughing. "I feel, too, that I must quarrel with somebody, and I +won't quarrel with dear old Puddleham, if I can help it." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV. + +MR. PUDDLEHAM'S NEW CHAPEL. + + +[Illustration] + +The Vicar devoted a week to the consideration of his grievance about +the chapel, and then did write to the Marquis. Indeed, there was no +time to be lost if he intended to do anything, as on the second day +after his interview with Mr. Grimes, Grimes himself, with two men to +assist him, began their measuring on the devoted spot, sticking in +little marks for the corners of the projected building, and turning +up a sod here and there. Mr. Grimes was a staunch Churchman; and +though in the way of business he was very glad to have the building +of a Methodist chapel,--or of a Pagan temple, if such might come in +his way,--yet, even though he possibly might give some offence to +the great man's shadow in Bullhampton, he was willing to postpone +his work for two or three days at the Vicar's request. "Grimes," the +Vicar said, "I'm not quite sure that I like this." + + +[Illustration: Site of Mr. Puddleham's new chapel.] + + +"Well, sir;--no, sir. I was thinking myself, sir, that maybe you +might take it unkind in the Marquis." + +"I think I shall write to him. Perhaps you wouldn't mind giving over +for a day or two." Grimes yielded at once, and took his spade and +measurements away, although Mr. Puddleham fretted a good deal. Mr. +Puddleham had been much elated by the prospect of his new Bethel, and +had, it must be confessed, received into his mind an idea that it +would be a good thing to quarrel with the Vicar under the auspices of +the landlord. Fenwick's character had hitherto been too strong for +him, and he had been forced into parochial quiescence and religious +amity almost in spite of his conscience. He was a much older man than +Mr. Fenwick, having been for thirty years in the ministry, and he had +always previously enjoyed the privilege of being on bad terms with +the clergyman of the Establishment. It had been his glory to be a +poacher on another man's manor, to filch souls, as it were, out of +the keeping of a pastor of a higher grade than himself, to say severe +things of the short comings of an endowed clergyman, and to obtain +recognition of his position by the activity of his operations in the +guise of a blister. Our Vicar, understanding something of this, had, +with some malice towards the gentleman himself, determined to rob +Mr. Puddleham of his blistering powers. There is no doubt a certain +pleasure in poaching which does not belong to the licit following of +game; but a man can't poach if the right of shooting be accorded to +him. Mr. Puddleham had not been quite happy in his mind amidst the +ease and amiable relations which Mr. Fenwick enforced upon him, and +had long since begun to feel that a few cabbages and peaches did not +repay him for the loss of those pleasant and bitter things, which it +would have been his to say in his daily walks and from the pulpit of +his Salem, had he not been thus hampered, confined, and dominated. +Hitherto he had hardly gained a single soul from under Mr. Fenwick's +grasp,--had indeed on the balance lost his grasp on souls, and was +beginning to be aware that this was so because of the cabbages and +the peaches. He told himself that though he had not hankered after +these flesh-pots, that though he would have preferred to be without +the flesh-pots, he had submitted to them. He was painfully conscious +of the guile of this young man, who had, as it were, cheated him out +of that appropriate acerbity of religion, without which a proselyting +sect can hardly maintain its ground beneath the shadow of an endowed +and domineering Church. War was necessary to Mr. Puddleham. He had +come to be hardly anybody at all, because he was at peace with the +vicar of the parish in which he was established. His eyes had been +becoming gradually open to all this for years; and when he had been +present at the bitter quarrel between the Vicar and the Marquis, +he had at once told himself that now was his opportunity. He had +intended to express a clear opinion to Mr. Fenwick that he, Mr. +Fenwick, had been very wrong in speaking to the Marquis as he had +spoken, and as he was walking out of the farm-house he was preparing +some words as to the respect due to those in authority. It happened, +however, that at that moment the wind was taken out of his sails by +a strange comparison which the Vicar made to him between the sins +of them two, ministers of God as they were, and the sins of Carry +Brattle. Mr. Puddleham at the moment had been cowed and quelled. He +was not quite able to carry himself in the Vicar's presence as though +he were the Vicar's equal. But the desire for a quarrel remained, +and when it was suggested to him by Mr. Packer, the Marquis's man of +business, that the green opposite to the Vicarage gate would be a +convenient site for his chapel, and that the Marquis was ready to +double his before-proffered subscription, then he saw plainly that +the moment had come, and that it was fitting that he should gird up +his loins and return all future cabbages to the proud donor. + +Mr. Puddleham had his eye keenly set on the scene of his future +ministration, and was aware of Grimes's default almost as soon as +that man with his myrmidons had left the ground. He at once went to +Grimes with heavy denunciations, with threats of the Marquis, and +with urgent explanation as to the necessity of instant work. But +Grimes was obdurate. The Vicar had asked him to leave the work for +a day or two, and of course he must do what the Vicar asked. If +he couldn't be allowed to do as much as that for the Vicar of the +parish, Bullhampton wouldn't be, in Mr. Grimes's opinion, any place +for anybody to live in. Mr. Puddleham argued the matter out, but he +argued in vain. Mr. Grimes declared that there was time enough, and +that he would have the work finished by the time fixed,--unless, +indeed, the Marquis should change his mind. Mr. Puddleham regarded +this as a most improbable supposition. "The Marquis doesn't change +his mind, Mr. Grimes," he said; and then he walked forth from Mr. +Grimes's house with much offence. + +By this time all Bullhampton knew of the quarrel,--knew of it, +although Mr. Fenwick had been so very careful to guard himself from +any quarrelling at all. He had not spoken a word in anger on the +subject to anyone but his wife; and in making his request to Grimes +had done so with hypocritical good humour. But, nevertheless, he was +aware that the parish was becoming hot about it; and when he sat down +to write his letter to the Marquis he was almost minded to give up +the idea of writing, to return to Grimes, and to allow the measuring +and sod-turning to be continued. Why should a place of worship +opposite to his gate be considered by him as an injury? Why should +the psalm-singing of Christian brethren hurt his ears as he walked +about his garden? And if, through the infirmity of his nature, his +eyes and his ears were hurt, what was that to the great purport for +which he had been sent into the parish? Was he not about to create +enmity by his opposition; and was it not his special duty to foster +love and goodwill among his people? After all he, within his own +Vicarage grounds, had all that it was intended that he should +possess; and that he held very firmly. Poor Mr. Puddleham had no such +firm holding; and why should he quarrel with Mr. Puddleham because +that ill-paid preacher sought to strengthen the ground on which his +Salem stood? + +As he paused, however, to think of all this, there came upon him the +conviction that in this thing that was to be done the Marquis was +determined to punish him personally, and he could not resist the +temptation of fighting the Marquis. And then, if he succumbed easily +in this matter, would it not follow almost as a matter of course that +the battle against him would be carried on elsewhere? If he yielded +now, resolving to ignore altogether any idea of his own comfort or +his own taste, would he thereby maintain that tranquillity in his +parish which he thought so desirable? He had already seen that in Mr. +Puddleham's manner to himself which made him sure that Mr. Puddleham +was ambitious to be a sword in the right hand of the Marquis. +Personally the Vicar was himself pugnacious. Few men, perhaps, were +more so. If there must be a fight let them come on, and he would do +his best. Turning the matter thus backwards and forwards in his mind, +he came at last to the conclusion that there must be a fight, and +consequently he wrote the following letter to the Marquis;-- + + + Bullhampton Vicarage, January 3, 186--. + + MY LORD MARQUIS, + + I learned by chance the other day in the village that + a new chapel for the use of the Methodist congregation + of the parish was to be built on the little open green + immediately opposite the Vicarage gate, and that this + special spot of ground had been selected and given by + your lordship for this purpose. I do not at all know what + truth there may be in this,--except that Mr. Grimes, the + carpenter here, has received orders from your agent about + the work. It may probably be the case that the site has + been chosen by Mr. Packer, and not by your lordship. As no + real delay to the building can at this time of the year + arise from a short postponement of the beginning, I have + asked Mr. Grimes to desist till I shall have written to + you on the subject. + + I can assure your lordship, in the first place, that no + clergyman of the Established Church in the kingdom can be + less unwilling than I am that they who dissent from my + teaching in the parish should have a commodious place of + worship. If land belonged to me in the place I would give + it myself for such a purpose; and were there no other + available site than that chosen, I would not for a moment + remonstrate against it. I had heard, with satisfaction, + from Mr. Puddleham himself that another spot was chosen + near the cross roads in the village, on which there is + more space, to which as I believe there is no objection, + and which would certainly be nearer than that now selected + to the majority of the congregation. + + But of course it would not be for me to trouble your + lordship as to the ground on which a Methodist chapel + should be built, unless I had reason to show why the + site now chosen is objectionable. I do not for a moment + question your lordship's right to give the site. There is + something less than a quarter of an acre in the patch in + question; and though hitherto I have always regarded it + as belonging in some sort to the Vicarage,--as being a + part, as it were, of the entrance,--I feel convinced that + you, as landlord of the ground, would not entertain the + idea of bestowing it for any purpose without being sure + of your right to do so. I raise no question on this + point, believing that there is none to be raised; but I + respectfully submit to your lordship, whether such an + erection as that contemplated by you will not be a lasting + injury to the Vicarage of Bullhampton, and whether you + would wish to inflict a lasting and gratuitous injury + on the vicar of a parish, the greatest portion of which + belongs to yourself. + + No doubt life will be very possible to me and my wife, and + to succeeding vicars and their wives, with a red-brick + chapel built as a kind of watch-tower over the Vicarage + gate. So would life be possible at Turnover Park with + a similar edifice immediately before your lordship's + hall-door. Knowing very well that the reasonable wants of + the Methodists cannot make such a building on such a spot + necessary, you no doubt would not consent to it; and I now + venture to ask you to put a stop to this building here for + the same reason. Were there no other site in the parish + equally commodious I would not say a word. + + I have the honour to be, + Your lordship's most obedient servant, + + FRANCIS FENWICK. + + +Lord Trowbridge, when he received this letter,--when he had only +partially read it, and had not at all digested it, was disposed to +yield the point. He was a silly man, thinking much too highly of his +own position, believing himself entitled to unlimited deference from +all those who in any way came within the rays of his magnificence, +and easily made angry by opposition; but he was not naturally prone +to inflict evil, and did in some degree recognise it as a duty +attached to his splendour that he should be beneficent to the +inferiors with whom he was connected. Great as was his wrath against +the present Vicar of Bullhampton, and thoroughly as he conceived it +to be expedient that so evil-minded a pastor should be driven out of +the parish, nevertheless he felt some scruple at taking a step which +would be injurious to the parish vicar, let the parish vicar be who +he might. Packer was the sinner who had originated the new plan for +punishing Mr. Fenwick,--Packer, with the assistance of Mr. Puddleham; +and the Marquis, though he had in some sort authorised the plan, had +in truth thought very little about it. When the Vicar spoke of the +lasting injury to the Vicarage, and when Lord Trowbridge remembered +that he owned two thousand and two acres within the parish,--as Mr. +Puddleham had told him,--he began to think that the chapel had better +be built elsewhere. The Vicar was a pestilent man to whom punishment +was due, but the punishment should be made to attach itself to the +man, rather than to the man's office. So was working the Marquis's +mind, till the Marquis came upon that horrid passage in the Vicar's +letter, in which it was suggested that the building of a Methodist +chapel in his own park, immediately in front of his own august +hall-door might under certain circumstances be expedient. The remark +was almost as pernicious and unpardonable as that which had been +made about his lordship's daughters. It was manifest to him that the +Vicar intended to declare that marquises were no more than other +people,--and that the declaration was made and insisted on with the +determination of insulting him. Had this apostate priest been capable +of feeling any proper appreciation of his own position and that +of the Marquis, he would have said nothing of Turnover Park. When +the Marquis had read the letter a second time and had digested it +he perceived that its whole tenour was bad, that the writer was +evil-minded, and that no request made by him should be granted. Even +though the obnoxious chapel should have to be pulled down for the +benefit of another vicar, it should be put up for the punishment of +this vicar. A man who wants to have a favour done for him, can hardly +hope to be successful if he asks for the favour with insolence. So +the heart of the Marquis was hardened, and he was strengthened to do +that which misbecame him both as a gentleman and a landlord. + +He did not answer the letter for some time; but he saw Packer, saw +his head agent, and got out the map of the property. The map of +the property was not very clear in the matter, but he remembered +the space well, and convinced himself that no other place in all +Bullhampton could be so appropriate for a Methodist chapel. At the +end of a week he caused a reply to be written to Mr. Fenwick. He +would not demean himself by writing with his own hand, but he gave +his orders to the head agent. The head agent merely informed the +Vicar that it was considered that the spot of ground in question was +the most appropriate in the village for the purpose in hand. + +Mrs. Fenwick when she heard the reply burst out into tears. She was a +woman by no means over devoted to things of this world, who thought +much of her duties and did them, who would have sacrificed anything +for her husband and children, who had learned the fact that both +little troubles and great, if borne with patience, may be borne with +ease; but she did think much of her house, was proud of her garden, +and rejoiced in the external prettiness of her surroundings. It was +gall to her that this hideous building should be so placed as to +destroy the comeliness of that side of her abode. "We shall hear +their singing and ranting whenever we open our front windows," she +said. + +"Then we won't open them," said the Vicar. + +"We can't help ourselves. Just see what it will be whenever we go in +and out. We might just as well have it inside the house at once." + +"You speak as though Mr. Puddleham were always in his pulpit." + +"They're always doing something,--and then the building will be there +whether it's open or shut. It will alter the parish altogether, and I +really think it will be better that you should get an exchange." + +"And run away from my enemy?" + +"It would be running away from an intolerable nuisance." + +"I won't do that," said the Vicar. "If there were no other reason for +staying, I won't put it in the power of the Marquis of Trowbridge +to say that he has turned me out of my parish, and so punished me +because I have not submitted myself to him. I have not sought the +quarrel. He has been overbearing and insolent, and now is meanly +desirous to injure me because I will not suffer his insolence. No +doubt, placed as he is, he can do much; but he cannot turn me out of +Bullhampton." + +"What is the good of staying, Frank, if we are to be made wretched?" + +"We won't be made wretched. What! be wretched because there is an +ugly building opposite to your outside gate? It is almost wicked to +say so. I don't like it. I like the doing of the thing less even than +the thing itself. If it can be stopped, I will stop it. If it could +be prevented by any amount of fighting, I should think myself right +to fight in such a cause. If I can see my way to doing anything to +oppose the Marquis, it shall be done. But I won't run away." Mrs. +Fenwick said nothing more on the subject at that moment, but she felt +that the glory and joy of the Vicarage were gone from it. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. + +SAM BRATTLE GOES OFF AGAIN. + + +Mr. Grimes had suggested to the Vicar in a very low whisper that the +new chapel might perhaps be put down as a nuisance. "It ain't for me +to say, of course," said Mr. Grimes, "and in the way of business one +building is as good as another as long as you see your money. But +buildings is stopped because they're nuisances." This occurred a day +or two after the receipt of the agent's letter from Turnover, and the +communication was occasioned by orders given to Mr. Grimes to go on +with the building instantly, unless he intended to withdraw from the +job. "I don't think, Grimes, that I can call a place of Christian +worship a nuisance," said the Vicar. To this Grimes rejoined that he +had known a nunnery bell to be stopped because it was a nuisance, and +that he didn't see why a Methodist chapel bell was not as bad as a +nunnery bell. Fenwick had declared that he would fight if he could +find a leg to stand upon, and he thanked Grimes, saying that he would +think of the suggestion. But when he thought of it, he did not see +that any remedy was open to him on that side. In the meantime Mr. +Puddleham attacked Grimes with great severity because the work was +not continued. Mr. Puddleham, feeling that he had the Marquis at +his back, was eager for the fight. He had already received in the +street a salutation from the Vicar, cordial as usual, with the +very slightest bend of his neck, and the sourest expression of his +mouth. Mrs. Puddleham had already taught the little Puddlehams that +the Vicarage cabbages were bitter with the wormwood of an endowed +Establishment, and ought no longer to be eaten by the free children +of an open Church. Mr. Puddleham had already raised up his voice in +his existing tabernacle, as to the injury which was being done to +his flock, and had been very touching on the subject of the little +vineyard which the wicked king coveted. When he described himself as +Naboth, it could not but be supposed that Ahab and Jezebel were both +in Bullhampton. It went forth through the village that Mr. Puddleham +had described Mrs. Fenwick as Jezebel, and the torch of discord had +been thrown down, and war was raging through the parish. + +There had come to be very high words indeed between Mr. Grimes and +Mr. Puddleham, and some went so far as to declare that they had heard +the builder threaten to punch the minister's head. This Mr. Grimes +denied stoutly, as the Methodist party were making much of it in +consequence of Mr. Puddleham's cloth and advanced years. "There's no +lies is too hot for them," said Mr. Grimes, in his energy, and "no +lawlessness too heavy." Then he absolutely refused to put his hand to +a spade or a trowel. He had his time named in his contract, he said, +and nobody had a right to drive him. This was ended by the appearance +on a certain Monday morning of a Baptist builder from Salisbury, with +all the appurtenances of his trade, and with a declaration on Mr. +Grimes' part, that he would have the law on the two leading members +of the Puddleham congregation, from whom he had received his original +order. In truth, however, there had been no contract, and Mr. +Grimes had gone to work upon a verbal order which, according to the +Puddleham theory, he had already vitiated by refusing compliance with +its terms. He, however, was hot upon his lawsuit, and thus the whole +parish was by the ears. + +It may be easily understood how much Mr. Fenwick would suffer from +all this. It had been specially his pride that his parish had been at +peace, and he had plumed himself on the way in which he had continued +to clip the claws with which nature had provided the Methodist +minister. Though he was fond of a fight himself, he had taught +himself to know that in no way could he do the business of his +life more highly or more usefully than as a peacemaker; and as a +peacemaker he had done it. He had never put his hand within Mr. +Puddleham's arm, and whispered a little parochial nothing into his +neighbour's ear, without taking some credit to himself for his +cleverness. He had called his peaches angels of peace, and had spoken +of his cabbages as being dove-winged. All this was now over, and +there was hardly one in Bullhampton who was not busy hating and +abusing somebody else. + +And then there came another trouble on the Vicar. Just at the end of +January, Sam Brattle came up to the Vicarage and told Mr. Fenwick +that he was going to leave the mill. Sam was dressed very decently; +but he was attired in an un-Bullhampton fashion, which was not +pleasant to Mr. Fenwick's eyes; and there was about him an air which +seemed to tell of filial disobedience and personal independence. + +"But you mean to come back again, Sam?" said the Vicar. + +"Well, sir; I don't know as I do. Father and I has had words." + +"And that is to be a reason why you should leave him? You speak of +your father as though he were no more to you than another man." + +"I wouldn't a' borne not a tenth of it from no other man, Mr. +Fenwick." + +"Well--and what of that? Is there any measure of what is due by you +to your father? Remember, Sam, I know your father well." + +"You do, sir." + +"He is a very just man, and he is very fond of you. You are the apple +of his eye, and now you would bring his gray hairs with sorrow to the +grave." + +"You ask mother, sir, and she'll tell you how it is. I just said a +word to him,--a word as was right to be said, and he turned upon me, +and bade me go away and come back no more." + +"Do you mean that he has banished you from the mill?" + +"He said what I tells you. He told mother afterwards, that if so as I +would promise never to mention that thing again, I might come and go +as I pleased. But I wasn't going to make no such promise. I up and +told him so; and then he--cursed me." + +For a moment or two the Vicar was silent, thinking whether in this +affair Sam had been most wrong, or the old man. Of course he was +hearing but one side of the question. "What was it, Sam, that he +forbade you to mention?" + +"It don't matter now, sir; only I thought I'd better come and tell +you, along of your being the bail, sir." + +"Do you mean that you are going to leave Bullhampton altogether?" + +"To leave it altogether, Mr. Fenwick. I ain't doing no good here." + +"And why shouldn't you do good? Where can you do more good?" + +"It can't be good to be having words with father day after day." + +"But, Sam, I don't think you can go away. You are bound by the +magistrates' orders. I don't speak for myself, but I fear the police +would be after you." + +"And is it to go on allays,--that a chap can't move to better +hisself, because them fellows can't catch the men as murdered old +Trumbull? That can't be law,--nor yet justice." Upon this there arose +a discussion in which the Vicar endeavoured to explain to the young +man that as he had evidently consorted with the men who were, on the +strongest possible grounds, suspected to be the murderers, and as +he had certainly been with those men where he had no business to +be,--namely, in Mr. Fenwick's own garden at night,--he had no just +cause of complaint at finding his own liberty more crippled than that +of other people. No doubt Sam understood this well enough, as he was +sharp and intelligent; but he fought his own battle, declaring that +as the Vicar had not prosecuted him for being in the garden, nobody +could be entitled to punish him for that offence; and that as it had +been admitted that there was no evidence connecting him with the +murder, no policeman could have a right to confine him to one parish. +He argued the matter so well, that Mr. Fenwick was left without much +to say. He was unwilling to press his own responsibility in the +matter of the bail, and therefore allowed the question to fall +through,--tacitly admitting that if Sam chose to leave the parish, +there was nothing in the affair of the murder to hinder him. He went +back, therefore, to the inexpediency of the young man's departure, +telling him that he would rush right into the Devil's jaws. "May be +so, Mr. Fenwick," said Sam, "but I'm sure I'll never be out of 'em as +long as I stays here in Bullhampton." + +"But what is it all about, Sam?" The Vicar, as he asked the question +had a very distinct idea in his own head as to the cause of the +quarrel, and was aware that his sympathies were with the son rather +than with the father. Sam answered never a word, and the Vicar +repeated his question. "You have quarrelled with your father before +this, and have made it up. Why should not you make up this quarrel?" + +"Because he cursed me," said Sam. + +"An idle word, spoken in wrath! Don't you know your father well +enough to take that for what it is worth? What was it about?" + +"It was about Carry, then." + +"What had you said?" + +"I said as how she ought to be let come home again, and that if I was +to stay there at the mill, I'd fetch her. Then he struck at me with +one of the mill-bolts. But I didn't think much o' that." + +"Was it then he--cursed you?" + +"No; mother came up, and I went aside with her. I told her as I'd go +on speaking to the old man about Carry;--and so I did." + +"And where is Carry?" Sam made no reply to this whatever. "You know +where she can be found, Sam?" Sam shook his head, but didn't speak. +"You couldn't have said that you would fetch her, if you didn't know +where to find her." + +"I wouldn't stop till I did find her, if the old man would take her +back again. She's bad enough, no doubt, but there's others worse nor +her." + +"When did you see her last?" + +"Over at Pycroft." + +"And whither did she go from Pycroft, Sam?" + +"She went to Lon'on, I suppose, Mr. Fenwick." + +"And what is her address in London?" In reply to this Sam again shook +his head. "Do you mean to seek her now?" + +"What's the use of seeking her if I ain't got nowhere to put her +into. Father's got a house and plenty of room in it. Where could I +put her?" + +"Sam, if you'll find her, and bring her to any place for me to see +her, I'll find a home for her somewhere. I will, indeed. Or, if I +knew where she was, I'd go up to London to her myself. She's not my +sister--!" + +"No, sir, she ain't. The likes of you won't likely have a sister the +likes of her. She's a--" + +"Sam, stop. Don't say a bitter word of her. You love her." + +"Yes;--I do. That don't make her not a bad 'un." + +"So do I love her. And as for being bad, which of us isn't bad? The +world is very hard on her offence." + +"Down on it, like a dog on a rat." + +"It is not for me to make light of her sin;--but her sin can be +washed away as well as other sin. I love her too. She was the +brightest, kindest, sauciest little lass in all the parish, when I +came here." + +"Father was proud enough of her then, Mr. Fenwick." + +"You find her and let me know where she is, and I will make out a +home for her somewhere;--that is, if she will be tractable. I'm +afraid your father won't take her at the mill." + +"He'll never set eyes on her again, if he can help it. As for you, +Mr. Fenwick, if there was only a few more like you about, the world +wouldn't be so bad to get on in. Good-bye, Mr. Fenwick." + +"Good-bye, Sam;--if it must be so." + +"And don't you be afeared about me, Mr. Fenwick. If the hue-and-cry +is out anyways again me, I'll turn up. That I will,--though it was to +be hung afterwards,--sooner than you'd be hurt by anything I'd been a +doing." + +So they parted, as friends rather than as enemies, though the Vicar +knew very well that the young man was wrong to go and leave his +father and mother, and that in all probability he would fall at +once into some bad mode of living. But the conversation about Carry +Brattle had so softened their hearts to each other, that Mr. Fenwick +found it impossible to be severe. And he knew, moreover, that no +severity of expression would have been of avail. He couldn't have +stopped Sam from going had he preached to him for an hour. + +After that the building of the chapel went on apace, the large +tradesman from Salisbury being quicker in his work than could have +been the small tradesman belonging to Bullhampton. In February there +came a hard frost, and still the bricklayers were at work. It was +said in Bullhampton that walls built as those walls were being built +could never stand. But then it might be that these reports were +spread by Mr. Grimes, that the fanatical ardour of the Salisbury +Baptist lent something to the rapidity of his operations, and that +the Bullhampton feeling in favour of Mr. Fenwick and the Church +Establishment added something to the bitterness of the prevailing +criticisms. At any rate, the walls of the new chapel were mounting +higher and higher all through February, and by the end of the first +week in March there stood immediately opposite to the Vicarage gate a +hideously ugly building, roofless, doorless, windowless;--with those +horrid words,--"New Salem, 186--" legibly inscribed on a visible +stone inserted above the doorway, a thing altogether as objectionable +to the eyes of a Church of England parish clergyman as the +imagination of any friend or enemy could devise. We all know the +abominable adjuncts of a new building,--the squalid half-used heaps +of bad mortar, the eradicated grass, the truculent mud, the scattered +brickbats, the remnants of timber, the debris of the workmen's +dinners, the morsels of paper scattered through the dirt! There had +from time to time been actual encroachments on the Vicarage grounds, +and Mrs. Fenwick, having discovered that the paint had been injured +on the Vicarage gate, had sent an angry message to the Salisbury +Baptist. The Salisbury Baptist had apologised to Mr. Fenwick, saying +that such things would happen in the building of houses, &c., and Mr. +Fenwick had assured him that the matter was of no consequence. He was +not going to descend into the arena with the Salisbury Baptist. In +this affair the Marquis of Trowbridge was his enemy, and with the +Marquis he would fight, if there was to be any fight at all. He would +stand at his gate and watch the work, and speak good-naturedly to +the workmen; but he was in truth sick at heart. The thing, horrible +as it was to him, so fascinated him that he could not keep his mind +from it. During all this time it made his wife miserable. She had +literally grown thin under the infliction of the new chapel. For more +than a fortnight she had refused to visit the front gate of her own +house. To and from church she always went by the garden wicket; but +in going to the school, she had to make a long round to avoid the +chapel,--and this round she made day after day. Fenwick himself, +still hoping that there might be some power of fighting, had written +to an enthusiastic archdeacon, a friend of his, who lived not very +far distant. The Archdeacon had consulted the Bishop,--really +troubled deeply about the matter,--and the Bishop had taken upon +himself, with his own hands, to write words of mild remonstrance to +the Marquis. "For the welfare of the parish generally," said the +Bishop, "I venture to make this suggestion to your lordship, feeling +sure that you will do anything that may not be unreasonable to +promote the comfort of the parishioners." In this letter he made no +allusion to his late correspondence with the Marquis as to the sins +of the Vicar. Nor did the Marquis in his reply allude to the former +correspondence. He expressed an opinion that the erection of a +place of Christian worship on an open space outside the bounds of a +clergyman's domain ought not to be held to be objectionable by that +clergyman;--and that as he had already given the spot, he could not +retract the gift. These letters, however, had been written before the +first brick had been laid, and the world in that part of the country +was of opinion that the Marquis might have retracted his gift. After +this Mr. Fenwick found no ground whatever on which he could fight his +battle. He could only stand at his gateway, and look at the thing as +it rose above the ground, fascinated by its ugliness. + +He was standing there once, about a month or five weeks after his +interview with Sam Brattle, just at the beginning of March, when he +was accosted by the Squire. Mr. Gilmore, through the winter,--ever +since he had heard that Mary Lowther's engagement with Walter +Marrable had been broken off,--had lived very much alone. He had been +pressed to come to the Vicarage, but had come but seldom, waiting +patiently till the time should come when he might again ask Mary to +be his wife. He was not so gloomy as he had been during the time the +engagement had lasted, but still he was a man much altered from his +former self. Now he came across the road, and spoke a word or two to +his friend. "If I were you, Frank, I should not think so much about +it." + +"Yes, you would, old boy, if it touched you as it does me. It isn't +that the chapel should be there. I could have built a chapel for them +with my own hands on the same spot, if it had been necessary." + +"I don't see what there is to annoy you." + +"This annoys me,--that after all my endeavours, there should be +people here, and many people, who find a gratification in doing that +which they think I shall look upon as an annoyance. The sting is +in their desire to sting, and in my inability to show them their +error, either by stopping what they are doing, or by proving myself +indifferent to it. It isn't the building itself, but the double +disgrace of the building." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII. + +FEMALE MARTYRDOM. + + +Early in February Captain Marrable went to Dunripple to stay with +his uncle, Sir Gregory, and there he still was when the middle of +March had come. News of his doings reached the ladies at Loring, but +it reached them through hands which were not held to be worthy of a +perfect belief,--at any rate, on Mary Lowther's part. Dunripple Park +is in Warwickshire, and lies in the middle of a good hunting country. +Now, according to Parson John, from whom these tidings came, Walter +Marrable was hunting three days a week; and, as Sir Gregory himself +did not keep hunters, Walter must have hired his horses,--so said +Parson John, deploring that a nephew so poor in purse should have +allowed himself to be led into such heavy expense. "He brought home +a little ready money with him," said the parson; "and I suppose he +thinks he may have his fling as long as that lasts." No doubt Parson +John, in saying this, was desirous of proving to Mary that Walter +Marrable was not dying of love, and was, upon the whole, leading a +jolly life, in spite of the little misfortune that had happened to +him. But Mary understood all this quite as well as did Parson John +himself; and simply declined to believe the hunting three days a +week. She said not a word about it, however, either to him or to her +aunt. If Walter could amuse himself, so much the better; but she was +quite sure that, at such a period of his life as this, he would not +spend his money recklessly. The truth lay between Parson John's +stories and poor Mary's belief. Walter Marrable was hunting,--perhaps +twice a week, hiring a horse occasionally, but generally mounted by +his uncle, Sir Gregory. He hunted; but did so after a lugubrious +fashion, as became a man with a broken heart, who was laden with many +sorrows, and had just been separated from his lady love for ever and +ever. But still, when there came anything good, in the way of a run, +and when our Captain could get near to hounds, he enjoyed the fun, +and forgot his troubles for a while. Is a man to know no joy because +he has an ache at his heart? + +In this matter of disappointed and, as it were, disjointed affection, +men are very different from women, and for the most part, much more +happily circumstanced. Such sorrow a woman feeds;--but a man starves +it. Many will say that a woman feeds it, because she cannot but feed +it; and that a man starves it, because his heart is of the starving +kind. But, in truth, the difference comes not so much from the inner +heart, as from the outer life. It is easier to feed a sorrow upon +needle-and-thread and novels, than it is upon lawyers' papers, or +even the out-a-door occupations of a soldier home upon leave who has +no work to do. Walter Marrable told himself again and again that he +was very unhappy about his cousin, but he certainly did not suffer in +that matter as Mary suffered. He had that other sorrow, arising from +his father's cruel usage of him, to divide his thoughts, and probably +thought quite as much of the manner in which he had been robbed, as +he did of the loss of his love. + +But poor Mary was, in truth, very wretched. When a girl asks herself +that question,--what shall she do with her life? it is so natural +that she should answer it by saying that she will get married, and +give her life to somebody else. It is a woman's one career--let +women rebel against the edict as they may; and though there may +be word-rebellion here and there, women learn the truth early in +their lives. And women know it later in life when they think of +their girls; and men know it, too, when they have to deal with their +daughters. Girls, too, now acknowledge aloud that they have learned +the lesson; and Saturday Reviewers and others blame them for their +lack of modesty in doing so,--most unreasonably, most uselessly, and, +as far as the influence of such censors may go, most perniciously. +Nature prompts the desire, the world acknowledges its ubiquity, +circumstances show that it is reasonable, the whole theory of +creation requires it; but it is required that the person most +concerned should falsely repudiate it, in order that a mock modesty +may be maintained, in which no human being can believe! Such is the +theory of the censors who deal heavily with our Englishwomen of +the present day. Our daughters should be educated to be wives, but, +forsooth, they should never wish to be wooed! The very idea is but a +remnant of the tawdry sentimentality of an age in which the mawkish +insipidity of the women was the reaction from the vice of that +preceding it. That our girls are in quest of husbands, and know well +in what way their lines in life should be laid, is a fact which none +can dispute. Let men be taught to recognise the same truth as regards +themselves, and we shall cease to hear of the necessity of a new +career for women. + +Mary Lowther, though she had never encountered condemnation as a +husband-hunter, had learned all this, and was well aware that for her +there was but one future mode of life that could be really blessed. +She had eyes, and could see; and ears, and could hear. She could +make,--indeed, she could not fail to make,--comparisons between +her aunt and her dear friend, Mrs. Fenwick. She saw, and could not +fail to see, that the life of the one was a starved, thin, poor +life,--which, good as it was in its nature, reached but to few +persons, and admitted but of few sympathies; whereas the other woman, +by means of her position as a wife and a mother, increased her roots +and spread out her branches, so that there was shade, and fruit, and +beauty, and a place in which the birds might build their nests. Mary +Lowther had longed to be a wife,--as do all girls healthy in mind and +body; but she had found it to be necessary to her to love the man who +was to become her husband. There had come to her a suitor recommended +to her by all her friends,--recommended to her also by all outward +circumstances,--and she had found that she did not love him! For a +while she had been sorely perplexed, hardly knowing what it might +be her duty to do, not understanding how it was that the man was +indifferent to her, doubting whether, after all, the love of which +she had dreamt was not a passion which might come after marriage, +rather than before it,--but still fearing to run so great a hazard. +She had doubted, feared, and had hitherto declined,--when that other +lover had fallen in her way. Mr. Gilmore had wooed her for months +without touching her heart. Then Walter Marrable had come and had +conquered her almost in an hour. She had never felt herself disposed +to play with Mr. Gilmore's hair, to lean against his shoulder, to be +touched by his fingers,--never disposed to wait for his coming, or +to regret his going. But she had hardly become acquainted with her +cousin before his presence was a pleasure to her; and no sooner had +he spoken to her of his love, than everything that concerned him was +dear to her. The atmosphere that surrounded him was sweeter to her +than the air elsewhere. All those little aids which a man gives to a +woman were delightful to her when they came to her from his hands. +She told herself that she had found the second half that was needed +to make herself one whole; that she had become round and entire in +joining herself to him; and she thought that she understood well why +it had been that Mr. Gilmore had been nothing to her. As Mr. Fenwick +was manifestly the husband appointed for his wife, so had Walter +Marrable been appointed for her. And so there had come upon her a +dreamy conviction that marriages are made in heaven. That question, +whether they were to be poor or rich, to have enough or much less +than enough for the comforts of life, was, no doubt, one of much +importance; but, in the few happy days of her assured engagement, it +was not allowed by her to interfere for a moment with the fact that +she and Walter were intended, each to be the companion of the other, +as long as they two might live. + +Then by degrees,--by degrees, though the process had been quick,--had +fallen upon her that other conviction, that it was her duty to him +to save him from the burdens of that life to which she herself had +looked forward so fondly. At first she had said that he should judge +of the necessity; swearing to herself that his judgment, let it be +what it might, should be right to her. Then she had perceived that +this was not sufficient;--that in this way there would be no escape +for him;--that she herself must make the decision, and proclaim +it. Very tenderly and very cautiously had she gone about her task; +feeling her way to the fact that this separation, if it came from +her, would be deemed expedient by him. That she would be right in all +this, was her great resolve; that she might after all be wrong, her +constant fear. She, too, had heard of public censors, of the girl of +the period, and of the forward indelicacy with which women of the +age were charged. She knew not why, but it seemed to her that the +laws of the world around her demanded more of such rectitude from +a woman than from a man, and, if it might be possible to her, she +would comply with these laws. She had convinced herself, forming her +judgment from every tone of his voice, from every glance of his eye, +from every word that fell from his lips, that this separation would +be expedient for him. And then, assuring herself that the task should +be hers, and not his, she had done it. She had done it, and, counting +up the cost afterwards, she had found herself to be broken in pieces. +That wholeness and roundness, in which she had rejoiced, had gone +from her altogether. She would try to persuade herself that she could +live as her aunt had lived, and yet be whole and round. She tried, +but knew that she failed. The life to which she had looked forward +had been the life of a married woman; and now, as that was taken from +her, she could be but a thing broken, a fragment of humanity, created +for use, but never to be used. + +She bore all this well, for a while,--and indeed never ceased to bear +it well, to the eyes of those around her. When Parson John told her +of Walter's hunting, she laughed, and said that she hoped he would +distinguish himself. When her aunt on one occasion congratulated +her, telling her that she had done well and nobly, she bore the +congratulation with a smile and a kind word. But she thought about it +much, and within the chambers of her own bosom there were complaints +made that the play which had been played between him and her during +the last few months should for her have been such a very tragedy, +while for him the matter was no more than a melodrama, touched with +a pleasing melancholy. He had not been made a waif upon the waters +by the misfortune of a few weeks, by the error of a lawyer, by a +mistaken calculation,--not even by the crime of his father. His +manhood was, at any rate, perfect to him. Though he might be a poor +man, he was still a man with his hands free, and with something +before him which he could do. She understood, too, that the rough +work of his life would be such that it would rub away, perhaps too +quickly, the impression of his late love, and enable him hereafter +to love another. But for her,--for her there could be nothing but +memory, regrets, and a life which would simply be a waiting for +death. But she had done nothing wrong,--and she must console herself +with that, if consolation could then be found. + +Then there came to her a letter from Mrs. Fenwick which moved her +much. It was the second which she had received from her friend since +she had made it known that she was no longer engaged to her cousin. +In her former letter Mrs. Fenwick had simply expressed her opinion +that Mary had done rightly, and had, at the same time, promised that +she would write again, more at length, when the passing by of a few +weeks should have so far healed the first agony of the wound, as to +make it possible for her to speak of the future. Mary, dreading this +second letter, had done nothing to elicit it; but at last it came. +And as it had some effect on Mary Lowther's future conduct, it shall +be given to the reader:-- + + + Bullhampton Vicarage, March 12, 186--. + + DEAREST MARY, + + I do so wish you were here, if it were only to share our + misery with us. I did not think that so small a thing as + the building of a wretched chapel could have put me out so + much, and made me so uncomfortable as this has done. Frank + says that it is simply the feeling of being beaten,--the + insult not the injury, which is the grievance; but they + both rankle with me. I hear the click of the trowel every + hour, and though I never go near the front gate, yet I + know that it is all muddy and foul with brickbats and + mortar. I don't think that anything so cruel and unjust + was ever done before; and the worst of it is that Frank, + though he hates it just as much as I do, does preach + such sermons to me about the wickedness of caring for + small evils. 'Suppose you had to go to it every Sunday + yourself,' he said the other day, trying to make me + understand what a real depth of misery there is in the + world. 'I shouldn't mind that half so much,' I answered. + Then he bade me try it,--which wasn't fair because he + knows I can't. However, they say it will all tumble down + because it has been built so badly. + + I have been waiting to hear from you, but I can understand + why you should not write. You do not wish to speak of your + cousin, or to write without speaking of him. Your aunt has + written to me twice, as doubtless you know, and has told + me that you are well, only more silent than heretofore. + Dearest Mary, do write to me, and tell me what is in + your heart. I will not ask you to come to us,--not + yet,--because of our neighbour; but I do think that if you + were here I could do you good. I know so well, or fancy + that I know so well, the current in which your thoughts + are running! You have had a wound, and think that + therefore you must be a cripple for life. But it is not + so; and such thoughts, if not wicked, are at least wrong. + I would that it had been otherwise. I would that you had + not met your cousin.-- + + +"So would not I," said Mary to herself; but as she said it she knew +that she was wrong. Of course it would be for her welfare, and for +his too, if his heart was as hers, that she should never have seen +him.-- + + + But because you have met him, and have fancied that you + and he would be all in all together, you will be wrong + indeed if you let that fancy ruin your future life. Or + if you encourage yourself to feel that, because you + have loved one man from whom you are necessarily parted, + therefore you should never allow yourself to become + attached to another, you will indeed be teaching yourself + an evil lesson. I think I can understand the arguments + with which you may perhaps endeavour to persuade your + heart that its work of loving has been done, and should + not be renewed; but I am quite sure that they are false + and inhuman. The Indian, indeed, allows herself to be + burned through a false idea of personal devotion; and if + that idea be false in a widow, how much falser is it in + one who has never been a wife. + + You know what have ever been our wishes. They are the same + now as heretofore; and his constancy is of that nature, + that nothing will ever change it. I am persuaded that it + would have been unchanged, even if you had married your + cousin, though in that case he would have been studious to + keep out of your way. I do not mean to press his claims at + present. I have told him that he should be patient, and + that if the thing be to him as important as he makes it, + he should be content to wait. He replied that he would + wait. I ask for no word from you at present on this + subject. It will be much better that there should be no + word. But it is right that you should know that there is + one who loves you with a devotion which nothing can alter. + + I will only add to this my urgent prayer that you will not + make too much to yourself of your own misfortune, or allow + yourself to think that because this and that have taken + place, therefore everything must be over. It is hard to + say who makes the greatest mistakes, women who treat their + own selves with too great a reverence, or they who do so + with too little. + + Frank sends his kindest love. Write to me at once, if only + to condole with me about the chapel. + + Most affectionately yours, + + JANET FENWICK. + + My sister and Mr. Quickenham are coming here for + Easter week, and I have still some hopes of getting my + brother-in-law to put us up to some way of fighting the + Marquis and his myrmidons. I have always heard it said + that there was no case in which Mr. Quickenham couldn't + make a fight. + + +Mary Lowther understood well the whole purport of this letter,--all +that was meant as well as all that was written. She had told herself +again and again that there had been that between her and the lover +she had lost,--tender embraces, warm kisses, a bird-like pressure +of the plumage,--which alone should make her deem it unfit that she +should be to another man as she had been to him, even should her +heart allow it. It was against this doctrine that her friend had +preached, with more or less of explicitness in her sermon. And how +was the truth? If she could take a lesson on that subject from any +human being in the world, she would take it from her friend Janet +Fenwick. But she rebelled against the preaching, and declared to +herself that her friend had never been tried, and therefore did not +understand the case. Must she not be guided by her own feelings, and +did she not feel that she could never lay her head on the shoulder of +another lover without blushing at her memories of the past? + +And yet how hard was it all! It was not the joys of young love +that she regretted in her present mood, not the loss of those soft +delights of which she had suddenly found herself to be so capable; +but that all the world should be dark and dreary before her! And he +could hunt, could dance, could work,--no doubt could love again! How +happy would it be for her if her reason would allow her to be a Roman +Catholic, and a nun! + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII. + +A LOVER'S MADNESS. + + +The letter from Mrs. Fenwick, which the reader has just seen, was the +immediate effect of a special visit which Mr. Gilmore had made to +her. On the 10th of March he had come to her with a settled purpose, +pointing out to her that he had now waited a certain number of months +since he had heard of the rupture between Mary and her cousin, naming +the exact period which Mrs. Fenwick had bade him wait before he +should move again in the matter, and asking her whether he might not +now venture to take some step. Mrs. Fenwick had felt it to be unfair +that her very words should be quoted against her, as to the three or +four months, feeling that she had said three or four instead of six +or seven to soften the matter to her friend; but, nevertheless, she +had been induced to write to Mary Lowther. + +"I was thinking that perhaps you might ask her to come to you +again," Mr. Gilmore had said when Mrs. Fenwick rebuked him for his +impatience. "If you did that, the thing might come on naturally." + +"But she wouldn't come if I did ask her." + +"Because she hates me so much that she will not venture to come near +me?" + +"What nonsense that is, Harry. It has nothing to do with hating. If I +thought that she even disliked you, I should tell you so, believing +that it would be for the best. But of course if I asked her here +just at present, she could not but remember that you are our nearest +neighbour, and feel that she was pressed to come with some reference +to your hopes." + +"And therefore she would not come?" + +"Exactly; and if you will think of it, how could it be otherwise? +Wait till he is in India. Wait at any rate till the summer, and then +Frank and I will do our best to get her here." + +"I will wait," said Mr. Gilmore, and immediately took his leave, as +though there were no other subject of conversation now possible to +him. + +Since his return from Loring, Mr. Gilmore's life at his own house had +been quite secluded. Even the Fenwicks had hardly seen him, though +they lived so near to him. He had rarely been at church, had seen no +company at home since his uncle, the prebendary, had left him, and +had not dined even at the Vicarage more than once or twice. All this +had of course been frequently discussed between Mr. and Mrs. Fenwick, +and had made the Vicar very unhappy. He had expressed a fear that +his friend would be driven half crazy by a foolish indulgence in a +hopeless passion, and had suggested that it might perhaps be for the +best that Gilmore should let his place and travel abroad for two +or three years, so that, in that way, his disappointment might be +forgotten. But Mrs. Fenwick still hoped better things than this. She +probably thought more of Mary Lowther than she did of Harry Gilmore, +and still believed that a cure for both their sorrows might be found, +if one would only be patient, and the other would not despair. + +Mr. Gilmore had promised that he would wait, and then Mrs. Fenwick +had written her letter. To this there came a very quick answer. In +respect to the trouble about the chapel, Mary Lowther was sympathetic +and droll, as she would have been had there been upon her the weight +of no love misfortune. "She had trust," she said, "in Mr. Quickenham, +who no doubt would succeed in harassing the enemy, even though he +might be unable to obtain ultimate conquest. And then there seemed +to be a fair prospect that the building would fall of itself, which +surely would be a great triumph. And, after all, might it not fairly +be hoped that the pleasantness of the Vicarage garden, which Mr. +Puddleham must see every time he visited his chapel, might be quite +as galling and as vexatious to him as would be the ugliness of the +Methodist building to the Fenwicks? + +"You should take comfort in the reflection that his sides will be +quite as full of thorns as your own," said Mary; "and perhaps there +may come some blessed opportunity for crushing him altogether by +heaping hot coals of fire on his head. Offer him the use of the +Vicarage lawn for one of his school tea-parties, and that, I should +think, would about finish him." + +This was all very well, and was written on purpose to show to Mrs. +Fenwick that Mary could still be funny in spite of her troubles; but +the pith of the letter, as Mrs. Fenwick well understood, lay in the +few words of the last paragraph. + +"Don't suppose, dear, that I am going to die of a broken heart. I +mean to live and to be as happy as any of you. But you must let me go +on in my own way. I am not at all sure that being married is not more +trouble than it is worth." + +That she was deceiving herself in saying this Mary knew well enough; +and Mrs. Fenwick, too, guessed that it was so. Nevertheless, it was +plain enough that nothing more could be said about Mr. Gilmore just +at present. + +"You ought to blow him up, and make him come to us," Mrs. Fenwick +said to her husband. + +"It is all very well to say that, but one man can't blow another +up, as women do. Men don't talk to each other about the things that +concern them nearly,--unless it be about money." + +"What do they talk about, then?" + +"About matters that don't concern them nearly;--game, politics, and +the state of the weather. If I were to mention Mary's name to him, he +would feel it to be an impertinence. You can say what you please." + +Soon after this, Gilmore came again to the Vicarage; but he was +careful to come when the Vicar would not be there. He sauntered into +the garden by the little gate from the churchyard, and showed himself +at the drawing-room window, without going round to the front door. "I +never go to the front now," said Mrs. Fenwick; "I have only once been +through the gate since they began to build." + +"Is not that very inconvenient?" + +"Of course it is. When we came home from dining at Sir Thomas's the +other day, I had myself put down at the church gate, and walked all +the way round, though it was nearly pitch dark. Do come in, Harry." + + +[Illustration: "Do come in, Harry."] + + +Then Mr. Gilmore came in, and seated himself before the fire. Mrs. +Fenwick understood his moods so well, that she would not say a word +to hurry him. If he chose to talk about Mary Lowther, she knew very +well what she would say to him; but she would not herself introduce +the subject. She spoke for awhile about the Brattles, saying that the +old man had suffered much since his son had gone from him. Sam had +left Bullhampton at the end of January, never having returned to the +mill after his visit to the Vicar, and had not been heard of since. +Gilmore, however, had not been to see his tenant; and though he +expressed an interest about the Brattles, had manifestly come to +the Vicarage with the object of talking upon matters more closely +interesting to himself. + +"Did you write to Loring, Mrs. Fenwick?" he asked at last. + +"I wrote to Mary soon after you were last here." + +"And has she answered you?" + +"Yes; she wrote again almost at once. She could not but write, as I +had said so much to her about the chapel." + +"She did not allude to--anything else, then?" + +"I can't quite say that, Harry. I had written to her out of a +very full heart, telling her what I thought as to her future life +generally, and just alluding to our wishes respecting you." + +"Well?" + +"She said just what might have been expected,--that for the present +she would rather be let alone." + +"I have let her alone. I have neither spoken to her nor written to +her. She does not mean to say that I have troubled her?" + +"Of course you have not troubled her,--but she knows what we all +mean." + +"I have waited all the winter, Mrs. Fenwick, and have said not a +word. How long was it that she knew her cousin before she was engaged +to him?" + +"What has that to do with it? You know what our wishes are; but, +indeed, indeed, nothing can be done by hurrying her." + +"She was engaged to that man, and the engagement broken off all +within a month. It was no more than a dream." + +"But the remembrance of such dreams will not fade away quickly. +Let us hope that hereafter it may be as a dream;--but time must be +allowed to efface the idea of its reality." + +"Time;--yes; but cannot we arrange some plan for the future? Cannot +something be done? I thought you said you would ask her to come +here?" + +"So I did,--but not yet." + +"Why shouldn't she come now? You needn't ask because I am here. There +is no saying whom she may meet, and then my chance will be gone +again." + +"Is that all you know about women, Harry? Do you think that the girl +whom you love so dearly will take up with one man after another in +that fashion?" + +"Who can say? She was not very long in taking up, as you call it, +with Captain Marrable. I should be happier if she were here, even if +I did not see her." + +"Of course you would see her, and of course you would propose +again,--and of course she would refuse you." + +"Then there is no hope?" + +"I do not say that. Wait till the summer comes; and then, if I can +influence her, we will have her here. If you find that remaining at +the Privets all alone is wearisome to you--" + +"Of course it is wearisome." + +"Then go up to London--or abroad--or anywhere for a change. Take some +occupation in hand and stick to it." + +"That is so easily said, Mrs. Fenwick." + +"No man ever did anything by moping; and you mope. I know I am +speaking plainly, and you may be angry with me, if you please." + +"I am not at all angry with you; but I think you hardly understand." + +"I do understand," said Mrs. Fenwick, speaking with all the energy +she could command; "and I am most anxious to do all that you wish. +But it cannot be done in a day. If I were to ask her now, she would +not come; and if she came it would not be for your good. Wait till +the summer. You may be sure that no harm will be done by a little +patience." + +Then he went away, declaring again that he would wait with patience; +but saying, at the same time, that he would remain at home. "As for +going to London," he said, "I should do nothing there. When I find +that there is no chance left, then probably I shall go abroad." + +"It is my belief," said the Vicar, that evening, when his wife told +him what had occurred, "that she will never have him; not because she +does not like him, or could not learn to like him if he were as other +men are, but simply because he is so unreasonably unhappy about her. +No woman was ever got by that sort of puling and whining love. If it +were not that I think him crazy, I should say that it was unmanly." + +"But he is crazy." + +"And will be still worse before he has done with it. Anything would +be good now which would take him away from Bullhampton. It would be a +mercy that his house should be burned down, or that some great loss +should fall upon him. He sits there at home, and does nothing. He +will not even look after the farm. He pretends to read, but I don't +believe that he does even that." + +"And all because he is really in love, Frank." + +"I am very glad that I have never been in love with the same +reality." + +"You never had any need, sir. The plums fell into your mouth too +easily." + +"Plums shouldn't be too difficult," said the Vicar, "or they lose +their sweetness." + +A few days after this Mr. Fenwick was standing at his own gate, +watching the building of the chapel and talking to the men, when +Fanny Brattle from the mill came up to him. He would stand there by +the hour at a time, and had made quite a friendship with the foreman +of the builder from Salisbury, although the foreman, like his master, +was a Dissenter, and had come into the parish as an enemy. All +Bullhampton knew how infinite was the disgust of the Vicar at what +was being done; and that Mrs. Fenwick felt it so strongly, that she +would not even go in and out of her own gate. All Bullhampton was +aware that Mr. Puddleham spoke openly of the Vicar as his enemy,--in +spite of the peaches and cabbages on which the young Puddlehams +had been nourished; and that the Methodist minister had, more than +once within the last month or two, denounced his brother of the +Established Church from his own pulpit. All Bullhampton was talking +of the building of the chapel,--some abusing the Marquis and Mr. +Puddleham and the Salisbury builder; others, on the other hand, +declaring that it was very good that the Establishment should have a +fall. Nevertheless there Mr. Fenwick would stand and chat with the +men, fascinated after a fashion by the misfortune which had come upon +him. Mr. Packer, the Marquis's steward, had seen him there, and had +endeavoured to slink away unobserved,--for Mr. Packer was somewhat +ashamed of the share he had had in the matter,--but Mr. Fenwick had +called to him, and had spoken to him of the progress of the building. + +"Grimes never could have done it so fast," said the Vicar. + +"Well,--not so fast, Mr. Fenwick, certainly." + +"I suppose it won't signify about the frost?" said the Vicar. "I +should be inclined to think that the mortar will want repointing." + +Mr. Packer had nothing to say to this. He was not responsible for the +building. He endeavoured to explain that the Marquis had nothing to +do with the work, and had simply given the land. + +"Which was all that he could do," said the Vicar, laughing. + +It was on the same day and while Packer was still standing close to +him, that Fanny Brattle accosted him. When he had greeted the young +woman and perceived that she wished to speak to him, he withdrew +within his own gate, and asked her whether there was anything that he +could do for her. She had a letter in her hand, and after a little +hesitation she asked him to read it. It was from her brother, and had +reached her by private means. A young man had brought it to her when +her father was in the mill, and had then gone off, declining to wait +for any answer. + +"Father, sir, knows nothing about it as yet," she said. + +Mr. Fenwick took the letter and read it. It was as follows:-- + + + DEAR SISTER, + + I want you to help me a little, for things is very bad + with me. And it is not for me neither, or I'd sooner + starve nor ax for a sixpence from the mill. But Carry is + bad too, and if you've got a trifle or so, I think you'd + be of a mind to send it. But don't tell father, on no + account. I looks to you not to tell father. Tell mother, + if you will; but I looks to her not to mention it to + father. If it be so you have two pounds by you, send it to + me in a letter, to the care of + + Muster Thomas Craddock, + Number 5, Crooked Arm Yard, + Cowcross Street, + City of London. + + My duty to mother, but don't say a word to father, + whatever you do. Carry don't live nowhere there, nor they + don't know her. + + Your affectionate brother, + + SAM BRATTLE. + + +"Have you told your father, Fanny?" + +"Not a word, sir." + +"Nor your mother?" + +"Oh yes, sir. She has read the letter, and thinks I had better come +to you to ask what we should do." + +"Have you got the money, Fanny?" + +Fanny Brattle explained that she had in her pocket something over the +sum named, but that money was so scarce with them now at the mill, +that she could hardly send it without her father's knowledge. She +would not, she said, be afraid to send it and then to tell her father +afterwards. The Vicar considered the matter for some time, standing +with the open letter in his hand, and then he gave his advice. + +"Come into the house, Fanny," he said, "and write a line to your +brother, and then get a money order at the post-office for four +pounds, and send it to your brother; and tell him that I lend it +to him till times shall be better with him. Do not give him your +father's money without your father's leave. Sam will pay me some day, +unless I be mistaken in him." + +Then Fanny Brattle with many grateful thanks did as the Vicar bade +her. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX. + +THE THREE HONEST MEN. + + +The Vicar of Bullhampton was--a "good sort of fellow." In praise of +him to this extent it is hoped that the reader will cordially agree. +But it cannot be denied that he was the most imprudent of men. He +had done very much that was imprudent in respect to the Marquis of +Trowbridge; and since he had been at Bullhampton had been imprudent +in nearly everything that he had done regarding the Brattles. He was +well aware that the bold words which he had spoken to the Marquis had +been dragon's teeth sown by himself, and that they had sprung up from +the ground in the shape of the odious brick building which now stood +immediately in face of his own Vicarage gate. Though he would smile +and be droll, and talk to the workmen, he hated that building quite +as bitterly as did his wife. And now, in regard to the Brattles, +there came upon him a great trouble. About a week after he had lent +the four pounds to Fanny on Sam's behalf, there came to him a dirty +note from Salisbury, written by Sam himself, in which he was told +that Carry Brattle was now at the Three Honest Men, a public-house in +one of the suburbs of the city, waiting there till Mr. Fenwick should +find a home for her,--in accordance with his promise given to her +brother. Sam, in his letter, had gone on to explain that it would be +well that Mr. Fenwick should visit the Three Honest Men speedily, as +otherwise there would be a bill there which neither Carry nor Sam +would be able to defray. Poor Sam's letter was bald, and they who did +not understand his position might have called it bold. He wrote to +the Vicar as though the Vicar's coming to Salisbury for the required +purpose was a matter of course; and demanded a home for his sister +without any reference to her future mode of life, or power of earning +her bread, as though it was the Vicar's manifest duty to provide such +home. And then that caution in regard to the bill was rather a threat +than anything else. If you don't take her quickly from the Three +Honest Men there'll be the very mischief of a bill for you to pay. +That was the meaning of the caution, and so the Vicar understood it. + +But Mr. Fenwick, though he was imprudent, was neither unreasonable +nor unintelligent. He had told Sam Brattle that he would provide +a home for Carry, if Sam would find his sister and induce her to +accept the offer. Sam had gone to work, and had done his part. Having +done it, he was right to claim from the Vicar his share of the +performance. And then, was it not a matter of course that Carry, when +found, should be without means to pay her own expenses? Was it to be +supposed that a girl in her position would have money by her. And had +not Mr. Fenwick known the truth about their poverty when he had given +those four pounds to Fanny Brattle to be sent up to Sam in London? +Mr. Fenwick was both reasonable and intelligent as to all this; and, +though he felt that he was in trouble, did not for a moment think +of denying his responsibility, or evading the performance of his +promise. He must find a home for poor Carry, and pay any bill at the +Three Honest Men which he might find standing there in her name. + +Of course he told his trouble to his wife; and of course he was +scolded for the promise he had given. "But, my dear Frank, if for +her, why not for others; and how is it possible?" + +"For her and not for others, because she is an old friend, a +neighbour's child, and one of the parish." That question was easily +answered. + +"But how is it possible, Frank? Of course one would do anything that +it is possible to save her. What I mean is, that one would do it for +all of them, if only it were possible." + +"If you can do it for one, will not even that be much?" + +"But what is to be done? Who will take her? Will she go into a +reformatory?" + +"I fear not." + +"There are so many, and I do not know how they are to be treated +except in a body. Where can you find a home for her?" + +"She has a married sister, Janet." + +"Who would not speak to her, or let her inside the door of her house! +Surely, Frank, you know the unforgiving nature of women of that class +for such sin as poor Carry Brattle's?" + +"I wonder whether they ever say their prayers," said the Vicar. + +"Of course they do. Mrs. Jay, no doubt, is a religious woman. But it +is permitted to them not to forgive that sin." + +"By what law?" + +"By the law of custom. It is all very well, Frank, but you can't +fight against it. At any rate, you can't ignore it till it has been +fought against and conquered. And it is useful. It keeps women from +going astray." + +"You think, then, that nothing should be done for this poor creature, +who fell so piteously, with so small a sin?" + +"I have not said so. But when you promised her a home, where did +you think of finding one for her? Her only fitting home is with her +mother, and you know that her father will not take her there." + +Mr. Fenwick said nothing more at that moment, not having clearly made +up his mind as to what he might best do; but he had before his eyes, +dimly, a plan by which he thought it possible that he might force +Carry Brattle on her father's heart. If this plan might be carried +out, he would take her to the mill-house and seat her in the room +in which the family lived, and then bring the old man in from his +work. It might be that Jacob Brattle, in his wrath, would turn with +violence upon the man who had dared thus to interfere in the affairs +of his family; but he would certainly offer no rough usage to the +poor girl. Fenwick knew the man well enough to be sure that he would +not lay his hands in anger upon a woman. + +But something must be done at once,--something before any such plan +as that which was running through his brain could be matured and +carried into execution. There was Carry at the Three Honest Men, and, +for aught the Vicar knew, her brother staying with her,--with his, +the Vicar's credit, pledged for their maintenance. It was quite clear +that something must be done. He had applied to his wife, and his +wife did not know how to help him. He had suggested the wife of the +ironmonger at Warminster as the proper guardian for the poor child, +and his own wife had at once made him understand that this was +impractical. Indeed, how was it possible that such a one as Carry +Brattle should be kept out of sight and stowed away in an open +hardware-shop in a provincial town? The properest place for her would +be in the country, on some farm; and, so thinking, he determined to +apply to the girl's eldest brother. + +George Brattle was a prosperous man, living on a large farm near +Fordingbridge, ten or twelve miles the other side of Salisbury. Of +him the Vicar knew very little, and of his wife nothing. That the man +had been married fourteen or fifteen years, and had a family growing +up, the Vicar did know; and, knowing it, feared that Mrs. Brattle of +Startup, as their farm was called, would not be willing to receive +this proposed new inmate. But he would try. He would go on to Startup +after having seen Carry at the Three Honest Men, and use what +eloquence he could command for the occasion. + +He drove himself over on the next day to meet an early train, and +was in Salisbury by nine o'clock. He had to ask his way to the Three +Honest Men, and at last had some difficulty in finding the house. +It was a small beershop, in a lane on the very outskirts of the +city, and certainly seemed to him, as he looked at it, to be as +disreputable a house, in regard to its outward appearance, as ever he +had proposed to enter. It was a brick building of two stories, with a +door in the middle of it which stood open, and a red curtain hanging +across the window on the left-hand side. Three men dressed like +navvies were leaning against the door-posts. There is no sign, +perhaps, which gives to a house of this class so disreputable an +appearance as red curtains hung across the window; and yet there is +no other colour for pot-house curtains that has any popularity. The +one fact probably explains the other. A drinking-room with a blue or +a brown curtain would offer no attraction to the thirsty navvy who +likes to have his thirst indulged without criticism. But, in spite of +the red curtain, Fenwick entered the house, and asked the uncomely +woman at the bar after Sam Brattle. Was there a man named Sam Brattle +staying there;--a man with a sister? + +Then were let loose against the unfortunate clergyman the floodgates +of a drunken woman's angry tongue. It was not only that the landlady +of the Three Honest Men was very drunk, but also that she was very +angry. Sam Brattle and his sister had been there, but they had been +turned out of the house. There had manifestly been some great row, +and Carry Brattle was spoken of with all the worst terms of reproach +which one woman can heap upon the name of another. The mistress of +the Three Honest Men was a married woman,--and, as far as that went, +respectable; whereas poor Carry was not married, and certainly not +respectable. Something of her past history had been known. She had +been called names which she could not repudiate, and the truth of +which even her brother on her behalf could not deny; and then she had +been turned into the street. So much Mr. Fenwick learned from the +drunken woman, and nothing more he could learn. When he asked after +Carry's present address the woman jeered at him, and accused him of +base purposes in coming after such a one. She stood with arms akimbo +in the passage, and said she would raise the neighbourhood on him. +She was drunk, and dirty, as foul a thing as the eye could look upon; +every other word was an oath, and no phrase used by the lowest of +men in their lowest moments was too hot or too bad for her woman's +tongue; and yet there was the indignation of outraged virtue in her +demeanour and in her language, because this stranger had come to her +door asking after a girl who had been led astray. Our Vicar cared +nothing for the neighbourhood, and, indeed, cared very little for +the woman at all,--except in so far as she disgusted him; but he did +care much at finding that he could obtain no clue to her whom he was +seeking. The woman would not even tell him when the girl had left +her house, or give him any assistance towards finding her. He had at +first endeavoured to mollify the virago by offering to pay the amount +of any expenses which might have been left unsettled; but even on +this score he could obtain no consideration. She continued to revile +him, and he was obliged to leave her,--which he did, at last, with a +hurried step to avoid a quart pot which the woman had taken up to +hurl at his head, upon some comparison which he most indiscreetly +made between herself and poor Carry Brattle. + +What should he do now? The only chance of finding the girl was, as he +thought, to go to the police-office. He was still in the lane, making +his way back to the street which would take him into the city, +when he was accosted by a little child. "You be the parson," said +the child. Mr. Fenwick owned that he was a parson. "Parson from +Bull'umpton?" said the child, inquiringly. Mr. Fenwick acknowledged +the fact. "Then you be to come with me." Whereupon Mr. Fenwick +followed the child, and was led into a miserable little court in +which population was squalid, thick, and juvenile. "She be here, at +Mrs. Stiggs's," said the child. Then the Vicar understood that he had +been watched, and that he was being taken to the place where she whom +he was seeking had found shelter. + + + + +CHAPTER XL. + +TROTTER'S BUILDINGS. + + +In the back room up-stairs of Mr. Stiggs's house in Trotter's +Buildings the Vicar did find Carry Brattle, and he found also that +since her coming thither on the preceding evening,--for only on the +preceding evening had she been turned away from the Three Honest +Men,--one of Mrs. Stiggs's children had been on the look-out in the +lane. + +"I thought that you would come to me, sir," said Carry Brattle. + +"Of course I should come. Did I not promise that I would come? And +where is your brother?" + +But Sam had left her as soon as he had placed her in Mrs. Stiggs's +house, and Carry could not say whither he had gone. He had brought +her to Salisbury, and had remained with her two days at the Three +Honest Men, during which time the remainder of their four pounds +had been spent; and then there had been a row. Some visitors to the +house recognised poor Carry, or knew something of her tale, and evil +words were spoken. There had been a fight and Sam had thrashed some +man,--or some half-dozen men, if all that Carry said was true. She +had fled from the house in sad tears, and after a while her brother +had joined her,--bloody, with his lip cut and a black eye. It seemed +that he had had some previous knowledge of this woman who lived in +Trotter's Buildings,--had known her or her husband,--and there he had +found shelter for his sister, having explained that a clergyman would +call for her and pay for her modest wants, and then take her away. +She supposed that Sam had gone back to London; but he had been so +bruised and mauled in the fight that he had determined that Mr. +Fenwick should not see him. This was the story as Carry told it; and +Mr. Fenwick did not for a moment doubt its truth. + +"And now, Carry," said he, "what is it that you would do?" + +She looked up into his face, and yet not wholly into his face,--as +though she were afraid to raise her eyes so high,--and was silent. +His were intently fixed upon her, as he stood over her, and he +thought that he had never seen a sight more sad to look at. And yet +she was very pretty,--prettier, perhaps, than she had been in the +days when she would come up the aisle of his church, to take her +place among the singers, with red cheeks and bright flowing clusters +of hair. She was pale now, and he could see that her cheeks were +rough,--from paint, perhaps, and late hours, and an ill-life; but +the girl had become a woman, and the lines of her countenance were +fixed, and were very lovely, and there was a pleading eloquence about +her mouth for which there had been no need in her happy days at +Bullhampton. He had asked her what she would do! But had she not come +there, at her brother's instigation, that he might tell her what she +should do? Had he not promised that he would find her a home if she +would leave her evil ways? How was it possible that she should have a +plan for her future life? She answered him not a word; but tried to +look into his face and failed. + +Nor had he any formed plan. That idea, indeed, of going to Startup +had come across his brain,--of going to Startup, and of asking +assistance from the prosperous elder brother. But so diffident was he +of success that he hardly dared to mention it to the poor girl. + +"It is hard to say what you should do," he said. + +"Very hard, sir." + +His heart was so tender towards her that he could not bring himself +to propose to her the cold and unpleasant safety of a Reformatory. He +knew, as a clergyman and as a man of common sense, that to place her +in such an establishment would, in truth, be the greatest kindness +that he could do her. But he could not do it. He satisfied his own +conscience by telling himself that he knew that she would accept no +such refuge. He thought that he had half promised not to ask her to +go to any such place. At any rate, he had not meant that when he had +made his rash promise to her brother; and though that promise was +rash, he was not the less bound to keep it. She was very pretty, and +still soft, and he had loved her well. Was it a fault in him that he +was tender to her because of her prettiness, and because he had loved +her as a child? We must own that it was a fault. The crooked places +of the world, if they are to be made straight at all, must be made +straight after a sterner and a juster fashion. + +"Perhaps you could stay here for a day or two?" he said. + +"Only that I've got no money." + +"I will see to that,--for a few days, you know. And I was thinking +that I would go to your brother George." + +"My brother George?" + +"Yes;--why not? Was he not always good to you?" + +"He was never bad, sir; only--" + +"Only what?" + +"I've been so bad, sir, that I don't think he'd speak to me, or +notice me, or do anything for me. And he has got a wife, too." + +"But a woman doesn't always become hard-hearted as soon as she is +married. There must be some of them that will take pity on you, +Carry." She only shook her head. "I shall tell him that it is his +duty, and if he be an honest, God-fearing man, he will do it." + +"And should I have to go there?" + +"If he will take you--certainly. What better could you wish? Your +father is hard, and though he loves you still, he cannot bring +himself to forget." + +"How can any of them forget, Mr. Fenwick?" + +"I will go out at once to Startup, and as I return through Salisbury +I will let you know what your brother says." She again shook her +head. "At any rate, we must try, Carry. When things are difficult, +they cannot be mended by people sitting down and crying. I will +ask your brother; and if he refuses, I will endeavour to think of +something else. Next to your father and mother, he is certainly the +first that should be asked to look to you." Then he said much to her +as to her condition, preached to her the little sermon with which he +had come prepared; was as stern to her as his nature and love would +allow,--though, indeed, his words were tender enough. He strove to +make her understand that she could have no escape from the dirt and +vileness and depth of misery into which she had fallen, without the +penalty of a hard, laborious life, in which she must submit to be +regarded as one whose place in the world was very low. He asked her +whether she did not hate the disgrace and the ignominy and the vile +wickedness of her late condition. "Yes, indeed, sir," she answered, +with her eyes still only half-raised towards him. What other answer +could she make? He would fain have drawn from her some deep and +passionate expression of repentance, some fervid promise of future +rectitude, some eager offer to bear all other hardships, so that +she might be saved from a renewal of the past misery. But he knew +that no such eloquence, no such energy, no such ecstacy, would be +forthcoming. And he knew, also, that humble, contrite, and wretched +as was the girl now, the nature within her bosom was not changed. +Were he to place her in a reformatory, she would not stay there. Were +he to make arrangements with Mrs. Stiggs, who in her way seemed to +be a decent, hard-working woman,--to make arrangements for her board +and lodging, with some collateral regulations as to occupation, +needle-work, and the like,--she would not adhere to them. The change +from a life of fevered, though most miserable, excitement, to one of +dull, pleasureless, and utterly uninteresting propriety, is one that +can hardly be made without the assistance of binding control. Could +she have been sent to the mill, and made subject to her mother's +softness as well as to her mother's care, there might have been room +for confident hope. And then, too,--but let not the reader read this +amiss,--because she was pretty and might be made bright again, and +because he was young, and because he loved her, he longed, were it +possible, to make her paths pleasant for her. Her fall, her first +fall had been piteous to him, rather than odious. He, too, would have +liked to get hold of the man and to have left him without a sound +limb within his skin,--to have left him pretty nearly without a skin +at all; but that work had fallen into the miller's hands, who had +done it fairly well. And, moreover, it would hardly have fitted the +Vicar. But, as regarded Carry herself, when he thought of her in his +solitary rambles, he would build little castles in the air on her +behalf, in which her life should be anything but one of sackcloth and +ashes. He would find for her some loving husband, who should know +and should have forgiven the sin which had hardly been a sin, and +she should be a loving wife with loving children. Perhaps, too, he +would add to this, as he built his castles, the sweet smiles of +affectionate gratitude with which he himself would be received when +he visited her happy hearth. But he knew that these were castles +in the air, and he endeavoured to throw them all behind him as he +preached his sermon. Nevertheless, he was very tender with her, +and treated her not at all as he would have done an ugly young +parishioner who had turned thief upon his hands. + +"And now, Carry," he said, as he left her, "I will get a gig in the +town, and will drive over to your brother. We can but try it. I am +clear as to this, that the best thing for you will be to be among +your own people." + +"I suppose it would, sir; but I don't think she'll ever be brought to +have me." + +"We will try, at any rate. And if she will have you, you must +remember that you must not eat the bread of idleness. You must be +prepared to work for your living." + +"I don't want to be idle, sir." Then he took her by the hand, and +pressed it, and bade God bless her, and gave her a little money in +order that she might make some first payment to Mrs. Stiggs. "I'm +sure I don't know why you should do all this for the likes of me, +sir," said the girl, bursting into tears. The Vicar did not tell her +that he did it because she was gracious in his eyes, and perhaps was +not aware of the fact himself. + +He went to the Dragon of Wantley, and there procured a gig. He had +a contest in the inn-yard before they would let him have the gig +without a man to drive him; but he managed it at last, fearing that +the driver might learn something of his errand. He had never been at +Startup Farm before; and knew very little of the man he was going +to see on so very delicate a mission; but he did know that George +Brattle was prosperous, and that in early life he had been a good +son. His last interview with the farmer had had reference to the +matter of bail required for Sam, and on that occasion the brother +had, with some persuasion, done as he was asked. George Brattle had +contrived to win for himself a wife from the Fordingbridge side of +the country, who had had a little money; and as he, too, had carried +away from the mill a little money in his father's prosperous days, +he had done very well. He paid his rent to the day, owed no man +anything, and went to church every other Sunday, eschewing the bad +example set to him by his father in matters of religion. He was +hard-fisted, ignorant, and self-confident, knowing much about corn +and the grinding of it, knowing something of sheep and the shearing +of them, knowing also how to get the worth of his ten or eleven +shillings a week out of the bones of the rural labourers;--but +knowing very little else. Of all this Fenwick was aware; and, in +spite of that church-going twice a month, rated the son as inferior +to the father; for about the old miller there was a stubborn +constancy which almost amounted to heroism. With such a man as was +this George Brattle, how was he to preach a doctrine of true human +charity with any chance of success? But the man was one who was +pervious to ideas of duty, and might be probably pervious to feelings +of family respect. And he had been good to his father and mother, +regarding with something of true veneration the nest from which he +had sprung. The Vicar did not like the task before him, dreading the +disappointment which failure would produce; but he was not the man to +shrink from any work which he had resolved to undertake, and drove +gallantly into the farmyard, though he saw both the farmer and his +wife standing at the back-door of the house. + + + + +CHAPTER XLI. + +STARTUP FARM. + + +Farmer Brattle, who was a stout man about thirty-eight years of age +but looking as though he were nearly ten years older, came up to the +Vicar, touching his hat, and then putting his hand out in greeting. + +"This be a pleasure something like, Muster Fenwick, to see thee +here at Startup. This be my wife. Molly, thou has never seen Muster +Fenwick from Bull'umpton. This be our Vicar, as mother and Fanny says +is the pick of all the parsons in Wiltshire." + +Then Mr. Fenwick got down, and walked into the spacious kitchen, +where he was cordially welcomed by the stout mistress of Startup +Farm. + +He was very anxious to begin his story to the brother alone. Indeed, +as to that, his mind was quite made up; but Mrs. Brattle, who within +the doors of that house held a position at any rate equal to that +of her husband, did not seem disposed to give him the opportunity. +She understood well enough that Mr. Fenwick had not come over from +Bullhampton to shake hands with her husband, and to say a few civil +words. He must have business, and that business must be about the +Brattle family. Old Brattle was supposed to be in money difficulties, +and was not this an embassy in search of money? Now Mrs. George +Brattle, who had been born a Huggins, was very desirous that none +of the Huggins money should be sent into the parish of Bullhampton. +When, therefore, Mr. Fenwick asked the farmer to step out with him +for a moment, Mrs. George Brattle looked very grave, and took her +husband apart and whispered a word of caution into his ear. + +"It's about the mill, George; and don't you do nothing till you've +spoke to me." + +Then there came a solid look, almost of grief, upon George's face. +There had been a word or two before this between him and the wife of +his bosom as to the affairs of the mill. + +"I've just been seeing somebody at Salisbury," began the Vicar, +abruptly, as soon as they had crossed from the yard behind the house +into the enclosure around the ricks. + +"Some one at Salisbury, Muster Fenwick? Is it any one as I knows?" + +"One that you did know well, Mr. Brattle. I've seen your sister +Carry." Again there came upon the farmer's face that heavy look, +which was almost a look of grief; but he did not at once utter a +word. "Poor young thing!" continued the Vicar. "Poor, dear, +unfortunate girl!" + +"She brought it on herself, and on all of us," said the farmer. + +"Yes, indeed, my friend. The light, unguarded folly of a moment has +ruined her, and brought dreadful sorrow upon you all. But something +should be done for her;--eh?" + +Still the brother said nothing. + +"You will help, I'm sure, to rescue her from the infamy into which +she must fall if none help her?" + +"If there's money wanted to get her into any of them places--," begun +the farmer. + +"It isn't that;--it isn't that, at any rate, as yet." + +"What be it, then?" + +"The personal countenance and friendship of some friend that loves +her. You love your sister, Mr. Brattle?" + +"I don't know as I does, Muster Fenwick." + +"You used to, and you must still pity her." + +"She's been and well-nigh broke the hearts of all on us. There wasn't +one of us as wasn't respectable, till she come up;--and now there's +Sam. But a boy as is bad ain't never so bad as a girl." + +It must be understood that in the expression of this opinion Mr. +Brattle was alluding, not to the personal wickedness of the wicked +of the two sexes, but to the effect of their wickedness on those +belonging to them. + +"And therefore more should be done to help a girl." + +"I'll stand the money, Muster Fenwick,--if it ain't much." + +"What is wanted is a home in your own house." + +"Here--at Startup?" + +"Yes; here, at Startup. Your father will not take her." + +"Neither won't I. But it ain't me in such a matter as this. You ask +my missus, and see what she'll say. Besides, Muster Fenwick, it's +clean out of all reason." + +"Out of all reason to help a sister?" + +"So it be. Sister, indeed! Why did she go and make--. I won't say +what she's made of herself. Ain't she brought trouble and sorrow +enough upon us? Have her here! Why, I'm that angry with her, I +shouldn't be keeping my hands off her. Why didn't she keep herself to +herself, and not disgrace the whole family?" + +Nevertheless, in spite of these strong expressions of opinion, Mr. +Fenwick, by the dint of the bitter words which he spoke in reference +to the brother's duty as a Christian, did get leave from the farmer +to make the proposition to Mrs. George Brattle,--such permission as +would have bound the brother to accept Carry, providing that Mrs. +George would also consent to accept her. But even this permission +was accompanied by an assurance that it would not have been given had +he not felt perfectly convinced that his wife would not listen for +a moment to the scheme. He spoke of his wife almost with awe, when +Mr. Fenwick left him to make this second attack. "She has never had +nothing to say to none sich as that," said the farmer, shaking his +head, as he alluded both to his wife and to his sister; "and I ain't +sure as she'll be first-rate civil to any one as mentions sich in her +hearing." + +But Mr. Fenwick persevered, in spite even of this caution. When +the Vicar re-entered the house, Mrs. George Brattle had retired to +her parlour, and the kitchen was in the hands of the maid-servant. +He followed the lady, however, and found that she had been at the +trouble, since he had seen her last, of putting on a clean cap on his +behalf. He began at once, jumping again into the middle of things by +a reference to her husband. + +"Mrs. Brattle," he said, "your husband and I have been talking about +his poor sister Carry." + +"The least said the soonest mended about that one, I'm afeared," said +the dame. + +"Indeed, I agree with you. Were she once placed in safe and kind +hands, the less then said the better. She has left the life she was +leading--" + +"They never leaves it," said the dame. + +"It is so seldom that an opportunity is given them. Poor Carry is +at the present moment most anxious to be placed somewhere out of +danger." + +"Mr. Fenwick, if you ask me, I'd rather not talk about her;--I would +indeed. She's been and brought a slur upon us all, the vile thing! If +you ask me, Mr. Fenwick, there ain't nothing too bad for her." + +Fenwick, who, on the other hand, thought that there could be hardly +anything too good for his poor penitent, was beginning to be angry +with the woman. Of course, he made in his own mind those comparisons +which are common to us all on such occasions. What was the great +virtue of this fat, well-fed, selfish, ignorant woman before +him, that she should turn up her nose at a sister who had been +unfortunate? Was it not an abominable case of the Pharisee thanking +the Lord that he was not such a one as the Publican;--whereas the +Publican was in a fair way to heaven? + +"Surely you would have her saved, if it be possible to save her?" +said the Vicar. + +"I don't know about saving. If such as them is to be made all's one +as others as have always been decent, I'm sure I don't know who it is +as isn't to be saved." + +"Have you never read of Mary Magdalen, Mrs. Brattle?" + +"Yes, I have, Mr. Fenwick. Perhaps she hadn't got no father, nor +brothers, and sisters, and sisters-in-law, as would be pretty well +broken-hearted when her vileness would be cast up again' 'em. Perhaps +she hadn't got no decent house over her head afore she begun. I don't +know how that was." + +"Our Saviour's tender mercy, then, would not have been wide enough +for such sin as that." This the Vicar said with intended irony; but +irony was thrown away on Mrs. George Brattle. + +"Them days and ours isn't the same, Mr. Fenwick, and you can't make +'em the same. And Our Saviour isn't here now to say who is to be a +Mary Magdalen and who isn't. As for Carry Brattle, she has made her +bed and she must lie upon it. We shan't interfere." + +Fenwick was determined, however, that he would make his proposition. +It was almost certain now that he could do no good to Carry by making +it; but he felt that it would be a pleasure to him to make this +self-righteous woman know what he conceived to be her duty in the +matter. "My idea was this--that you should take her in here, and +endeavour to preserve her from future evil courses." + +"Take her in here?" shrieked the woman. + +"Yes; here. Who is nearer to her than a brother?" + +"Not if I know it, Mr. Fenwick; and if that is what you have been +saying to Brattle, I must tell you that you've come on a very bad +errand. People, Mr. Fenwick, knows how to manage things such as that +for themselves in their own houses. Strangers don't usually talk +about such things, Mr. Fenwick. Perhaps, Mr. Fenwick, you didn't know +as how we have got girls of our own coming up. Have her in here--at +Startup? I think I see her here!" + +"But, Mrs. Brattle--" + +"Don't Mrs. Brattle me, Mr. Fenwick, for I won't be so treated. And I +must tell you that I don't think it over decent of you,--a clergyman, +and a young man, too, in a way,--to come talking of such a one in a +house like this." + +"Would you have her starve, or die in a ditch?" + +"There ain't no question of starving. Such as her don't starve. As +long as it lasts, they've the best of eating and drinking,--only +too much of it. There's prisons; let 'em go there if they means +repentance. But they never does,--never, till there ain't nobody to +notice 'em any longer; and by that time they're mostly thieves and +pickpockets." + +"And you would do nothing to save your own husband's sister from such +a fate?" + +"What business had she to be sister to any honest man? Think of +what she's been and done to my children, who wouldn't else have had +nobody to be ashamed of. There never wasn't one of the Hugginses who +didn't behave herself;--that is of the women," added Mrs. George, +remembering the misdeeds of a certain drunken uncle of her own, who +had come to great trouble in a matter of horseflesh. "And now, Mr. +Fenwick, let me beg that there mayn't be another word about her. I +don't know nothing of such women, nor what is their ways, and I don't +want. I never didn't speak a word to such a one in my life, and I +certainly won't begin under my own roof. People knows well enough +what's good for them to do and what isn't without being dictated to +by a clergyman. You'll excuse me, Mr. Fenwick; but I'll just make +bold to say as much as that. Good morning, Mr. Fenwick." + +In the yard, standing close by the gig, he met the farmer again. + +"You didn't find she'd be of your way of thinking, Muster Fenwick?" + +"Not exactly, Mr. Brattle." + +"I know'd she wouldn't. The truth is, Muster Fenwick, that young +women as goes astray after that fashion is just like any sick animal, +as all the animals as ain't comes and sets upon immediately. It's +just as well, too. They knows it beforehand, and it keeps 'em +straight." + +"It didn't keep poor Carry straight." + +"And, by the same token, she must suffer, and so must we all. But, +Muster Fenwick, as far as ten or fifteen pounds goes, if it can be of +use--" + +But the Vicar, in his indignation, repudiated the offer of money, and +drove himself back to Salisbury with his heart full of sorrow at the +hardness of the world. What this woman had been saying to him was +only what the world had said to her,--the world that knows so much +better how to treat an erring sinner than did Our Saviour when on +earth. + +He went with his sad news to Mrs. Stiggs's house, and then made terms +for Carry's board and lodging, at any rate, for a fortnight. And he +said much to the girl as to the disposition of her time. He would +send her books, and she was to be diligent in needle-work on behalf +of the Stiggs family. And then he begged her to go to the daily +service in the cathedral,--not so much because he thought that the +public worship was necessary for her, as that thus she would be +provided with a salutary employment for a portion of her day. Carry, +as she bade him farewell, said very little. Yes; she would stay with +Mrs. Stiggs. That was all that she did say. + + + + +CHAPTER XLII. + +MR. QUICKENHAM, Q.C. + + +[Illustration] + +On the Thursday in Passion week, which fell on the 6th of April, Mr. +and Mrs. Quickenham came to Bullhampton Vicarage. The lawyer intended +to take a long holiday,--four entire days,--and to return to London +on the following Tuesday; and Mrs. Quickenham meant to be very happy +with her sister. + +"It is such a comfort to get him out of town, if it's only for two +days," said Mrs. Quickenham; "and I do believe he has run away this +time without any papers in his portmanteau." + +Mrs. Fenwick, with something of apology in her tone, explained to her +sister that she was especially desirous of getting a legal opinion on +this occasion from her brother-in-law. + +"That's mere holiday work," said the barrister's anxious wife. +"There's nothing he likes so much as that; but it is the reading of +those horrible long papers by gaslight. I wouldn't mind how much he +had to talk, nor yet how much he had to write, if it wasn't for all +that weary reading. Of course he does have juniors with him now, +but I don't find that it makes much difference. He's at it every +night, sheet after sheet; and though he always says he's coming up +immediately, it's two or three before he's in bed." + +Mrs. Quickenham was three or four years older than her sister, and +Mr. Quickenham was twelve years older than his wife. The lawyer +therefore was considerably senior to the clergyman. He was at the +Chancery bar, and after the usual years of hard and almost profitless +struggling, had worked himself up into a position in which his income +was very large, and his labours never ending. Since the days in which +he had begun to have before his eyes some idea of a future career +for himself, he had always been struggling hard for a certain goal, +struggling successfully, and yet never getting nearer to the thing +he desired. A scholarship had been all in all to him when he left +school; and, as he got it, a distant fellowship already loomed before +his eyes. That attained was only a step towards his life in London. +His first brief, anxiously as it had been desired, had given no real +satisfaction. As soon as it came to him it was a rung of the ladder +already out of sight. And so it had been all through his life, as he +advanced upwards, making a business, taking a wife to himself, and +becoming the father of many children. There was always something +before him which was to make him happy when he reached it. His gown +was of silk, and his income almost greater than his desires; but he +would fain sit upon the Bench, and have at any rate his evenings for +his own enjoyment. He firmly believed now, that that had been the +object of his constant ambition; though could he retrace his thoughts +as a young man, he would find that in the early days of his forensic +toils, the silent, heavy, unillumined solemnity of the judge had +appeared to him to be nothing in comparison with the glittering +audacity of the successful advocate. He had tried the one, and might +probably soon try the other. And when that time shall have come, +and Mr. Quickenham shall sit upon his seat of honour in the new +Law Courts, passing long, long hours in the tedious labours of +conscientious painful listening; then he will look forward again +to the happy ease of dignified retirement, to the coming time in +which all his hours will be his own. And then, again, when those +unfurnished hours are there, and with them shall have come the +infirmities which years and toil shall have brought, his mind will +run on once more to that eternal rest in which fees and salary, +honours and dignity, wife and children, with all the joys of +satisfied success, shall be brought together for him in one perfect +amalgam which he will call by the name of Heaven. In the meantime, he +has now come down to Bullhampton to enjoy himself for four days,--if +he can find enjoyment without his law papers. + +Mr. Quickenham was a tall, thin man, with eager gray eyes, and a long +projecting nose, on which, his enemies in the courts of law were wont +to say, his wife would hang a kettle, in order that the unnecessary +heat coming from his mouth might not be wasted. His hair was already +grizzled, and, in the matter of whiskers, his heavy impatient hand +had nearly altogether cut away the only intended ornament to his +face. He was a man who allowed himself time for nothing but his law +work, eating all his meals as though the saving of a few minutes +in that operation were matter of vital importance, dressing and +undressing at railroad speed, moving ever with a quick, impetuous +step, as though the whole world around him went too slowly. He was +short-sighted, too, and would tumble about in his unnecessary hurry, +barking his shins, bruising his knuckles, and breaking most things +that were breakable,--but caring nothing for his sufferings either in +body or in purse so that he was not reminded of his awkwardness by +his wife. An untidy man he was, who spilt his soup on his waistcoat +and slobbered with his tea, whose fingers were apt to be ink-stained, +and who had a grievous habit of mislaying papers that were most +material to him. He would bellow to the servants to have his things +found for him, and would then scold them for looking. But when alone +he would be ever scolding himself because of the faults which he +thus committed. A conscientious, hard-working, friendly man he was, +but one difficult to deal with; hot in his temper, impatient of all +stupidities, impatient often of that which he wrongly thought to be +stupidity, never owning himself to be wrong, anxious always for the +truth, but often missing to see it, a man who would fret grievously +for the merest trifle, and think nothing of the greatest success when +it had once been gained. Such a one was Mr. Quickenham; and he was +a man of whom all his enemies and most of his friends were a little +afraid. Mrs. Fenwick would declare herself to be much in awe of him; +and our Vicar, though he would not admit as much, was always a little +on his guard when the great barrister was with him. + +How it had come to pass that Mr. Chamberlaine had not been called +upon to take a part in the Cathedral services during Passion +week cannot here be explained; but it was the fact, that when Mr. +Quickenham arrived at Bullhampton, the Canon was staying at The +Privets. He had come over there early in the week,--as it was +supposed by Mr. Fenwick with some hope of talking his nephew into a +more reasonable state of mind respecting Miss Lowther; but, according +to Mrs. Fenwick's uncharitable views, with the distinct object of +escaping the long church services of the Holy week,--and was to +return to Salisbury on the Saturday. He was, therefore, invited to +meet Mr. Quickenham at dinner on the Thursday. In his own city and +among his own neighbours he would have thought it indiscreet to dine +out in Passion week; but, as he explained to Mr. Fenwick, these +things were very different in a rural parish. + +Mr. Quickenham arrived an hour or two before dinner, and was +immediately taken out to see the obnoxious building; while Mrs. +Fenwick, who never would go to see it, described all its horrors to +her sister within the guarded precincts of her own drawing-room. + +"It used to be a bit of common land, didn't it?" said Mr. Quickenham. + +"I hardly know what is common land," replied the Vicar. "The children +used to play here, and when there was a bit of grass on it some of +the neighbours' cows would get it." + +"It was never advertised--to be let on building lease?" + +"Oh dear no! Lord Trowbridge never did anything of that sort." + +"I dare say not," said the lawyer. "I dare say not." Then he walked +round the plot of ground, pacing it, as though something might be +learned in that way. Then he looked up at the building with his hands +in his pockets, and his head on one side. "Has there been a deed of +gift,--perhaps a peppercorn rent, or something of that kind?" The +Vicar declared that he was altogether ignorant of what had been done +between the agent for the Marquis and the trustees to whom had been +committed the building of the chapel. "I dare say nothing," said Mr. +Quickenham. "They've been in such a hurry to punish you, that they've +gone on a mere verbal permission. What's the extent of the glebe?" + +"They call it forty-two acres." + +"Did you ever have it measured?" + +"Never. It would make no difference to me whether it is forty-one or +forty-three." + +"That's as may be," said the lawyer. "It's as nasty a thing as I've +looked at for many a day, but it wouldn't do to call it a nuisance." + +"Of course not. Janet is very hot about it; but, as for me, I've made +up my mind to swallow it. After all, what harm will it do me?" + +"It's an insult,--that's all." + +"But if I can show that I don't take it as an insult, the insult will +be nothing. Of course the people know that their landlord is trying +to spite me." + +"That's just it." + +"And for awhile they'll spite me too, because he does. Of course it's +a bore. It cripples one's influence, and to a certain degree spreads +dissent at the cost of the Church. Men and women will go to that +place merely because Lord Trowbridge favours the building. I know all +that, and it irks me; but still it will be better to swallow it." + +"Who's the oldest man in the parish?" asked Mr. Quickenham; "the +oldest with his senses still about him." The parson reflected for +awhile, and then said that he thought Brattle, the miller, was as +old a man as there was there, with the capability left to him of +remembering and of stating what he remembered. "And what's his +age,--about?" Fenwick said that the miller was between sixty and +seventy, and had lived in Bullhampton all his life. "A church-going +man?" asked the lawyer. To this the Vicar was obliged to reply that, +to his very great regret, old Brattle never entered a church. "Then +I'll step over and see him during morning service to-morrow," said +the lawyer. The Vicar raised his eyebrows, but said nothing as to +the propriety of Mr. Quickenham's personal attendance at a place of +worship on Good Friday. + +"Can anything be done, Richard?" said Mrs. Fenwick, appealing to her +brother-in-law. + +"Yes;--undoubtedly something can be done." + +"Can there, indeed? I am so glad. What can be done?" + +"You can make the best of it." + +"That's just what I'm determined I won't do. It's mean-spirited, and +so I tell Frank. I never would have hurt them as long as they treated +us well; but now they are enemies, and as enemies I will regard them. +I should think myself disgraced if I were to sit down in the presence +of the Marquis of Trowbridge; I should, indeed." + +"You can easily manage that by standing up when you meet him," said +Mr. Quickenham. Mr. Quickenham could be very funny at times, but +those who knew him would remark that whenever he was funny he had +something to hide. His wife as she heard his wit was quite sure that +he had some plan in his head about the chapel. + +At half-past six there came Mr. Chamberlaine and his nephew. The +conversation about the chapel was still continued, and the canon from +Salisbury was very eloquent, and learned also, upon the subject. His +eloquence was brightest while the ladies were still in the room, +but his learning was brought forth most manifestly after they had +retired. He was very clear in his opinion that the Marquis had the +law on his side in giving the land for the purpose in question, even +if it could be shown that he was simply the lord of the manor, and +not so possessed of the spot as to do what he liked in it for his own +purposes. Mr. Chamberlaine expressed his opinion that, although he +himself might think otherwise, it would be held to be for the benefit +of the community that the chapel should be built, and in no court +could an injunction against the building be obtained. + +"But he couldn't give leave to have it put on another man's ground," +said the Queen's Counsel. + +"There is no question of another man's ground here," said the member +of the Chapter. + +"I'm not so sure of that," continued Mr. Quickenham. "It may not +be the ground of any one man, but if it's the ground of any ten or +twenty it's the same thing." + +"But then there would be a lawsuit," said the Vicar. + +"It might come to that," said the Queen's Counsel. + +"I'm sure you wouldn't have a leg to stand upon," said the member of +the Chapter. + +"I don't see that at all," said Gilmore. "If the land is common to +the parish, the Marquis of Trowbridge cannot give it to a part of the +parishioners because he is Lord of the Manor." + +"For such a purpose I should think he can," said Mr. Chamberlaine. + +"And I'm quite sure he can't," said Mr. Quickenham. "All the same, it +may be very difficult to prove that he hasn't the right; and in the +meantime there stands the chapel, a fact accomplished. If the ground +had been bought and the purchasers had wanted a title, I think it +probable the Marquis would never have got his money." + +"There can be no doubt that it is very ungentlemanlike," said Mr. +Chamberlaine. + +"There I'm afraid I can't help you," said Mr. Quickenham. "Good law +is not defined very clearly here in England; but good manners have +never been defined at all." + +"I don't want anyone to help me on such a matter as that," said Mr. +Chamberlaine, who did not altogether like Mr. Quickenham. + +"I dare say not," said Mr. Quickenham; "and yet the question may be +open to argument. A man may do what he likes with his own, and can +hardly be called ungentlemanlike because he gives it away to a person +you don't happen to like." + + +[Illustration: "I dare say not," said Mr. Quickenham.] + + +"I know what we all think about it in Salisbury," said Mr. +Chamberlaine. + +"It's just possible that you may be a little hypercritical in +Salisbury," said Quickenham. + +There was nothing else discussed and nothing else thought of in +the Vicarage. The first of June had been the day now fixed for the +opening of the new chapel, and here they were already in April. Mr. +Fenwick was quite of opinion that if the services of Mr. Puddleham's +congregation were once commenced in the building they must +be continued there. As long as the thing was a thing not yet +accomplished it might be practicable to stop it; but there could be +no stopping it when the full tide of Methodist eloquence should have +begun to pour itself from the new pulpit. It would then have been +made the House of God,--even though not consecrated,--and as such +it must remain. And now he was becoming sick of the grievance, and +wished that it was over. As to going to law with the Marquis on a +question of Common-right, it was a thing that he would not think +of doing. The living had come to him from his college, and he had +thought it right to let the Bursar of Saint John's know what was +being done; but it was quite clear that the college could not +interfere or spend their money on a matter which, though it was +parochial, had no reference to their property in the parish. It was +not for the college, as patron of the living, to inquire whether +certain lands belonged to the Marquis of Trowbridge or to the parish +at large, though the Vicar no doubt, as one of the inhabitants of the +place, might raise the question at law if he chose to find the money +and could find the ground on which to raise it. His old friend the +Bursar wrote him back a joking letter, recommending him to put more +fire into his sermons and thus to preach his enemy down. + +"I have become so sick of this chapel," the Vicar said to his wife +that night, "that I wish the subject might never be mentioned again +in the house." + +"You can't be more sick of it than I am," said his wife. + +"What I mean is, that I'm sick of it as a subject of conversation. +There it is, and let us make the best of it, as Quickenham says." + +"You can't expect anything like sympathy from Richard, you know." + +"I don't want any sympathy. I want simply silence. If you'll only +make up your mind to take it for granted, and to put up with it--as +you had to do with the frost when the shrubs were killed, or with +anything that is disagreeable but unavoidable, the feeling of +unhappiness about it would die away at once. One does not grieve at +the inevitable." + +"But one must be quite sure that it is inevitable." + +"There it stands, and nothing that we can do can stop it." + +"Charlotte says that she is sure Richard has got something in his +head. Though he will not sympathise, he will think and contrive and +fight." + +"And half ruin us by his fighting," said the husband. "He fancies the +land may be common land, and not private property." + +"Then of course the chapel has no right to be there." + +"But who is to have it removed? And if I could succeed in doing so, +what would be said to me for putting down a place of worship after +such a fashion as that?" + +"Who could say anything against you, Frank?" + +"The truth is, it is Lord Trowbridge who is my enemy here, and not +the chapel or Mr. Puddleham. I'd have given the spot for the chapel, +had they wanted it, and had I had the power to give it. I'm annoyed +because Lord Trowbridge should know that he had got the better of +me. If I can only bring myself to feel,--and you too,--that there is +no better in it, and no worse, I shall be annoyed no longer. Lord +Trowbridge cannot really touch me; and could he, I do not know that +he would." + +"I know he would." + +"No, my dear. If he suddenly had the power to turn me out of the +living I don't believe he'd do it,--any more than I would him out of +his estate. Men indulge in little injuries who can't afford to be +wicked enough for great injustice. My dear, you will do me a great +favour,--the greatest possible kindness,--if you'll give up all +outer, and, as far as possible, all inner hostility to the chapel." + +"Oh, Frank!" + +"I ask it as a great favour,--for my peace of mind." + +"Of course I will." + +"There's my darling! It shan't make me unhappy any longer. What!--a +stupid lot of bricks and mortar, that, after all, are intended for a +good purpose,--to think that I should become a miserable wretch just +because this good purpose is carried on outside my own gate. Were it +in my dining-room, I ought to bear it without misery." + +"I will strive to forget it," said his wife. And on the next morning, +which was Good Friday, she walked to church, round by the outside +gate, in order that she might give proof of her intention to keep her +promise to her husband. Her husband walked before her; and as she +went she looked round at her sister and shuddered and turned up her +nose. But this was involuntary. + +In the mean time Mr. Quickenham was getting himself ready for his +walk to the mill. Any such investigation as this which he had on hand +was much more compatible with his idea of a holiday than attendance +for two hours at the Church Service. On Easter Sunday he would make +the sacrifice,--unless a headache, or pressing letters from London, +or Apollo in some other beneficent shape, might interfere and save +him from the necessity. Mr. Quickenham, when at home, would go to +church as seldom as was possible, so that he might save himself from +being put down as one who neglected public worship. Perhaps he was +about equal to Mr. George Brattle in his religious zeal. Mr. George +Brattle made a clear compromise with his own conscience. One good +Sunday against a Sunday that was not good left him, as he thought, +properly poised in his intended condition of human infirmity. It may +be doubted whether Mr. Quickenham's mind was equally philosophic on +the matter. He could hardly tell why he went to church, or why he +stayed away. But he was aware when he went of the presence of some +unsatisfactory feelings of imposture on his own part, and he was +equally alive, when he did not go, to a sting of conscience in that +he was neglecting a duty. But George Brattle had arranged it all in a +manner that was perfectly satisfactory to himself. + +Mr. Quickenham had inquired the way, and took the path to the mill +along the river. He walked rapidly, with his nose in the air, as +though it was a manifest duty, now that he found himself in the +country, to get over as much ground as possible, and to refresh his +lungs thoroughly. He did not look much as he went at the running +river, or at the opening buds on the trees and hedges. When he met +a rustic loitering on the path, he examined the man unconsciously, +and could afterwards have described, with tolerable accuracy, how +he was dressed; and he had smiled as he had observed the amatory +pleasantness of a young couple, who had not thought it at all +necessary to increase the distance between them because of his +presence. These things he had seen, but the stream, and the hedges, +and the twittering of the birds, were as nothing to him. + +As he went he met old Mrs. Brattle making her weary way to church. He +had not known Mrs. Brattle, and did not speak to her, but he had felt +quite sure that she was the miller's wife. Standing with his hands in +his pockets on the bridge which divided the house from the mill, with +his pipe in his mouth, was old Brattle, engaged for the moment in +saying some word to his daughter, Fanny, who was behind him. But she +retreated as soon as she saw the stranger, and the miller stood his +ground, waiting to be accosted, suspicion keeping his hands deep +down in his pockets, as though resolved that he would not be tempted +to put them forth for the purpose of any friendly greeting. The +lawyer saluted him by name, and then the miller touched his hat, +thrusting his hand back into his pocket as soon as the ceremony +was accomplished. Mr. Quickenham explained that he had come from +the Vicarage, that he was brother-in-law to Mr. Fenwick, and a +lawyer,--at each of which statements old Brattle made a slight +projecting motion with his chin, as being a mode of accepting the +information slightly better than absolute discourtesy. At the present +moment Mr. Fenwick was out of favour with him, and he was not +disposed to open his heart to visitors from the Vicarage. Then Mr. +Quickenham plunged at once into the affair of the day. + +"You know that chapel they are building, Mr. Brattle, just opposite +to the parson's gate?" + +Mr. Brattle replied that he had heard of the chapel, but had never, +as yet, been up to see it. + +"Indeed; but you remember the bit of ground?" + +Yes;--the miller remembered the ground very well. Man and boy he had +known it for sixty years. As far as his mind went he thought it a +very good thing that the piece of ground should be put to some useful +purpose at last. + +"I'm not sure but what you may be right there," said the lawyer. + +"It's not been of use,--not to nobody,--for more than forty year," +said the miller. + +"And before that what did they do with it?" + +"Parson, as we had then in Bull'umpton, kep' a few sheep." + +"Ah!--just so. And he would get a bit of feeding off the ground?" The +miller nodded his head. "Was that the Vicar just before Mr. Fenwick?" +asked the lawyer. + +"Not by no means. There was Muster Brandon, who never come here at +all, but had a curate who lived away to Hinton. He come after Parson +Smallbones." + +"It was Parson Smallbones who kept the sheep?" + +"And then there was Muster Threepaway, who was parson well nigh +thirty years afore Muster Fenwick come. He died up at Parsonage +House, did Muster Threepaway." + +"He didn't keep sheep?" + +"No; he kep' no sheep as ever I heard tell on. He didn't keep much +barring hisself,--didn't Muster Threepaway. He had never no child, +nor yet no wife, nor nothing at all, hadn't Muster Threepaway. But he +was a good man as didn't go meddling with folk." + +"But Parson Smallbones was a bit of a farmer?" + +"Ay, ay. Parsons in them days warn't above a bit of farming. I warn't +much more than a scrap of a boy, but I remember him. He wore a wig, +and old black gaiters; and knew as well what was his'n and what +wasn't as any parson in Wiltshire. Tithes was tithes then; and parson +was cute enough in taking on 'em." + +"But these sheep of his were his own, I suppose?" + +"Whose else would they be, sir?" + +"And did he fence them in on that bit of ground?" + +"There'd be a boy with 'em, I'm thinking, sir. There wasn't so much +fencing of sheep then as there be now. Boys was cheaper in them +days." + +"Just so; and the parson wouldn't allow other sheep there?" + +"Muster Smallbones mostly took all he could get, sir." + +"Exactly. The parsons generally did, I believe. It was the way in +which they followed most accurately the excellent examples set them +by the bishops. But, Mr. Brattle, it wasn't in the way of tithes that +he had this grass for his sheep?" + +"I can't say how he had it, nor yet how Muster Fenwick has the +meadows t'other side of the river, which he lets to farmer Pierce; +but he do have 'em, and farmer Pierce do pay him the rent." + +"Glebe land, you know," said Mr. Quickenham. + +"That's what they calls it," said the miller. + +"And none of the vicars that came after old Smallbones have ever done +anything with that bit of ground?" + +"Ne'er a one on'em. Mr. Brandon, as I tell 'ee, never come nigh the +place. I don't know as ever I see'd him. It was him as they made +bishop afterwards, some'eres away in Ireland. He had a lord to his +uncle. Then Muster Threepaway, he was here ever so long." + +"But he didn't mind such things." + +"He never owned no sheep; and the old 'oomen's cows was let to go on +the land, as was best, and then the boys took to playing hopskotch +there, with a horse or two over it at times, and now Mr. Puddleham +has it for his preaching. Maybe, sir, the lawyers might have a turn +at it yet;" and the miller laughed at his own wit. + +"And get more out of it than any former occupant," said Mr. +Quickenham, who would indeed have been very loth to allow his wife's +brother-in-law to go into a law suit, but still felt that a very +pretty piece of litigation was about to be thrown away in this matter +of Mr. Puddleham's chapel. + +Mr. Quickenham bade farewell to the miller, and thought that he saw +a way to a case. But he was a man very strongly given to accuracy, +and on his return to the Vicarage said no word of his conversation +with the miller. It would have been natural that Fenwick should +have interrogated him as to his morning's work; but the Vicar had +determined to trouble himself no further about his grievance, to +say nothing further respecting it to any man, not even to allow the +remembrance of Mr. Puddleham and his chapel to dwell in his mind; and +consequently held his peace. Mrs. Fenwick was curious enough on the +subject, but she had made a promise to her husband, and would at +least endeavour to keep it. If her sister should tell her anything +unasked, that would not be her fault. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIII. + +EASTER AT TURNOVER CASTLE. + + +It was not only at Bullhampton that this affair of the Methodist +chapel demanded and received attention. At Turnover also a good deal +was being said about it, and the mind of the Marquis was not easy. As +has been already told, the bishop had written to him on the subject, +remonstrating with him as to the injury he was doing to the present +vicar, and to future vicars, of the parish which he, as landlord, +was bound to treat with beneficent consideration. The Marquis had +replied to the bishop with a tone of stern resolve. The Vicar of +Bullhampton had treated him with scorn, nay, as he thought, with most +unpardonable insolence, and he would not spare the Vicar. It was +proper that the dissenters at Bullhampton should have a chapel, and +he had a right to do what he liked with his own. So arguing with +himself, he had written to the bishop very firmly; but his own mind +had not been firm within him as he did so. There were misgivings +at his heart. He was a Churchman himself, and he was pricked with +remorse as he remembered that he was spiting the Church which was +connected with the state, of which he was so eminent a supporter. His +own chief agent, too, had hesitated, and had suggested that perhaps +the matter might be postponed. His august daughters, though they +had learned to hold the name of Fenwick in proper abhorrence, +nevertheless were grieved about the chapel. Men and women were +talking about it, and the words of the common people found their way +to the august daughters of the house of Stowte. + +"Papa," said Lady Carolina; "wouldn't it, perhaps, be better to build +the Bullhampton chapel a little farther off from the Vicarage?" + +"The next vicar might be a different sort of person," said the Lady +Sophie. + +"No; it wouldn't," said the Earl, who was apt to be very imperious +with his own daughters, although he was of opinion that they should +be held in great awe by all the world--excepting only himself and +their eldest brother. + +That eldest brother, Lord Saint George, was in truth regarded at +Turnover as being, of all persons in the world, the most august. +The Marquis himself was afraid of his son, and held him in extreme +veneration. To the mind of the Marquis the heir expectant of all the +dignities of the House of Stowte was almost a greater man than the +owner of them; and this feeling came not only from a consciousness +on the part of the father that his son was a bigger man than himself, +cleverer, better versed in the affairs of the world, and more thought +of by those around them, but also to a certain extent from an idea +that he who would have all these grand things thirty or perhaps even +fifty years hence, must be more powerful than one with whom their +possession would come to an end probably after the lapse of eight +or ten years. His heir was to him almost divine. When things at +the castle were in any way uncomfortable, he could put up with the +discomfort for himself and his daughters; but it was not to be +endured that Saint George should be incommoded. Old carriage-horses +must be changed if he were coming; the glazing of the new greenhouse +must be got out of the way, lest he should smell the paint; the game +must not be touched till he should come to shoot it. And yet Lord +Saint George himself was a man who never gave himself any airs; and +who in his personal intercourse with the world around him demanded +much less acknowledgment of his magnificence than did his father. + +And now, during this Easter week, Lord Saint George came down to +the castle, intending to kill two birds with one stone, to take his +parliamentary holiday, and to do a little business with his father. +It not unfrequently came to pass that he found it necessary to +repress the energy of his father's august magnificence. He would go +so far as to remind his father that in these days marquises were not +very different from other people, except in this, that they perhaps +might have more money. The Marquis would fret in silence, not daring +to commit himself to an argument with his son, and would in secret +lament over the altered ideas of the age. It was his theory of +politics that the old distances should be maintained, and that the +head of a great family should be a patriarch, entitled to obedience +from those around him. It was his son's idea that every man was +entitled to as much obedience as his money would buy, and to no more. +This was very lamentable to the Marquis; but nevertheless, his son +was the coming man, and even this must be borne. + +"I'm sorry about this chapel at Bullhampton," said the son to the +father after dinner. + +"Why sorry, Saint George? I thought you would have been of opinion +that the dissenters should have a chapel." + +"Certainly they should, if they're fools enough to want to build +a place to pray in, when they have got one already built for them. +There's no reason on earth why they shouldn't have a chapel, seeing +that nothing that we can do will save them from schism." + +"We can't prevent dissent, Saint George." + +"We can't prevent it, because, in religion as in everything else, men +like to manage themselves. This farmer or that tradesman becomes a +dissenter because he can be somebody in the management of his chapel, +and would be nobody in regard to the parish church." + +"That is very dreadful." + +"Not worse than our own people, who remain with us because it sounds +the most respectable. Not one in fifty really believes that this or +that form of worship is more likely to send him to heaven than any +other." + +"I certainly claim to myself to be one of the few," said the Marquis. + +"No doubt; and so you ought, my lord, as every advantage has been +given you. But, to come back to the Bullhampton chapel,--don't you +think we could move it away from the parson's gate?" + +"They have built it now, Saint George." + +"They can't have finished it yet." + +"You wouldn't have me ask them to pull it down? Packer was here +yesterday, and said that the framework of the roof was up." + +"What made them hurry it in that way? Spite against the Vicar, I +suppose." + +"He is a most objectionable man, Saint George; most insolent, +overbearing, and unlike a clergyman. They say that he is little +better than an infidel himself." + +"We had better leave that to the bishop, my lord." + +"We must feel about it, connected as we are with the parish," said +the Marquis. + +"But I don't think we shall do any good by going into a parochial +quarrel." + +"It was the very best bit of land for the purpose in all +Bullhampton," said the Marquis. "I made particular inquiry, and there +can be no doubt of that. Though I particularly dislike that Mr. +Fenwick, it was not done to injure him." + +"It does injure him damnably, my lord." + +"That's only an accident." + +"And I'm not at all sure that we shan't find that we have made a +mistake." + +"How a mistake?" + +"That we have given away land that doesn't belong to us." + +"Who says it doesn't belong to us?" said the Marquis, angrily. A +suggestion so hostile, so unjust, so cruel as this, almost overcame +the feeling of veneration which he entertained for his son. "That is +really nonsense, Saint George." + +"Have you looked at the title deeds?" + +"The title deeds are of course with Mr. Boothby. But Packer knows +every foot of the ground,--even if I didn't know it myself." + +"I wouldn't give a straw for Packer's knowledge." + +"I haven't heard that they have even raised the question themselves." + +"I'm told that they will do so,--that they say it is common land. +It's quite clear that it has never been either let or enclosed." + +"You might say the same of the bit of green that lies outside the +park gate,--where the great oak stands; but I don't suppose that that +is common." + +"I don't say that this is--but I do say that there may be difficulty +of proof; and that to be driven to the proof in such a matter would +be disagreeable." + +"What would you do, then?" + +"Take the bull by the horns, and move the chapel at our own expense +to some site that shall be altogether unobjectionable." + +"We should be owning ourselves wrong, Augustus." + +"And why not? I cannot see what disgrace there is in coming forward +handsomely and telling the truth. When the land was given we thought +it was our own. There has come up a shadow of a doubt, and sooner +than be in the wrong, we give another site and take all the expense. +I think that would be the right sort of thing to do." + +Lord Saint George returned to town two days afterwards, and the +Marquis was left with the dilemma on his mind. Lord Saint George, +though he would frequently interfere in matters connected with the +property in the manner described, would never dictate and seldom +insist. He had said what he had got to say, and the Marquis was left +to act for himself. But the old lord had learned to feel that he was +sure to fall into some pit whenever he declined to follow his son's +advice. His son had a painful way of being right that was a great +trouble to him. And this was a question which touched him very +nearly. It was not only that he must yield to Mr. Fenwick before the +eyes of Mr. Puddleham and all the people of Bullhampton; but that he +must confess his own ignorance as to the borders of his own property, +and must abandon a bit of land which he believed to belong to the +Stowte estate. Now, if there was a point in his religion as to which +Lord Trowbridge was more staunch than another, it was as to the +removal of landmarks. He did not covet his neighbour's land; but he +was most resolute that no stranger should, during his reign, ever +possess a rood of his own. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV. + +THE MARRABLES OF DUNRIPPLE. + + +"If I were to go, there would be nobody left but you. You should +remember that, Walter, when you talk of going to India." This was +said to Walter Marrable at Dunripple, by his cousin Gregory, Sir +Gregory's only son. + +"And if I were to die in India, as I probably shall, who will come +next?" + +"There is nobody to come next for the title." + +"But for the property?" + +"As it stands at present, if you and I were to die before your father +and uncle John, the survivor of them would be the last in the entail. +If they, too, died, and the survivor of us all left no will, the +property would go to Mary Lowther. But that is hardly probable. When +my grandfather made the settlement, on my father's marriage, he had +four sons living." + +"Should my father have the handling of it I would not give much for +anybody's chance after him," said Walter. + +"If you were to marry there would, of course, be a new settlement +as to your rights. Your father could do no harm except as your +heir,--unless, indeed, he were heir to us all. My uncle John will +outlive him, probably." + +"My uncle John will live for ever, I should think," said Walter +Marrable. + +This conversation took place between the two cousins when Walter +had been already two or three weeks at Dunripple. He had come there +intending to stay over two or three days, and he had already accepted +an invitation to make the house his home as long as he should remain +in England. He had known but little of his uncle and nothing of his +cousin, before this visit was made. He had conceived them to be +unfriendly to him, having known them to be always unfriendly to his +father. He was, of course, aware,--very well aware now, since he had +himself suffered so grievously from his father's dishonesty,--that +the enmity which had reached them from Dunripple had been well +deserved. Colonel Marrable had, as a younger brother, never been +content with what he was able to extract from the head of the family, +who was, in his eyes, a milch cow that never ought to run dry. With +Walter Marrable there had remained a feeling adverse to his uncle and +cousin, even after he had been forced to admit to himself how many +and how grievous were the sins of his own father. He had believed +that the Dunripple people were stupid, and prejudiced, and selfish; +and it had only been at the instance of his uncle, the parson, that +he had consented to make the visit. He had gone there, and had been +treated, at any rate, with affectionate consideration. And he had +found the house to be not unpleasant, though very quiet. Living at +Dunripple there was a Mrs. Brownlow, a widowed sister of the late +Lady Marrable, with her daughter, Edith Brownlow. Previous to this +time Walter Marrable had never even heard of the Brownlows, so little +had he known about Dunripple; and when he arrived there it had been +necessary to explain to him who these people were. + +He had found his uncle, Sir Gregory, to be much such a man as he had +expected in outward appearance and mode of life. The baronet was old +and disposed to regard himself as entitled to all the indulgences +of infirmity. He rose late, took but little exercise, was very +particular about what he ate, and got through his day with the +assistance of his steward, his novel, and occasionally of his doctor. +He slept a great deal, and was never tired of talking of himself. +Occupation in life he had none, but he was a charitable, honourable +man, who had high ideas of what was due to others. His son, however, +had astonished Walter considerably. Gregory Marrable the younger +was a man somewhat over forty, but he looked as though he were +sixty. He was very tall and thin, narrow in the chest, and so round +in the shoulders as to appear to be almost humpbacked. He was so +short-sighted as to be nearly blind, and was quite bald. He carried +his head so forward that it looked as though it were going to fall +off. He shambled with his legs, which seemed never to be strong +enough to carry him from one room to another; and he tried them by no +other exercise, for he never went outside the house except when, on +Sundays and some other very rare occasions, he would trust himself to +be driven in a low pony-phaeton. But in one respect he was altogether +unlike his father. His whole time was spent among his books, and he +was at this moment engaged in revising and editing a very long and +altogether unreadable old English chronicle in rhyme, for publication +by one of those learned societies which are rife in London. Of Robert +of Gloucester, and William Langland, of Andrew of Wyntown and the +Lady Juliana Berners, he could discourse, if not with eloquence, at +least with enthusiasm. Chaucer was his favourite poet, and he was +supposed to have read the works of Gower in English, French, and +Latin. But he was himself apparently as old as one of his own +black-letter volumes, and as unfit for general use. Walter could +hardly regard him as a cousin, declaring to himself that his uncle +the parson, and his own father were, in effect, younger men than the +younger Gregory Marrable. He was never without a cough, never well, +never without various ailments and troubles of the flesh,--of which, +however, he himself made but slight account, taking them quite as a +matter of course. With such inmates the house no doubt would have +been dull, had there not been women there to enliven it. + +By degrees, too, and not by slow degrees, the new comer found that +he was treated as one of the family,--found that, after a certain +fashion, he was treated as the heir to the family. Between him and +the title and the estate there were but the lives of four old men. +Why had he not known that this was so before he had allowed himself +to be separated from Mary Lowther? But he had known nothing of +it,--had thought not at all about it. There had been another +Marrable, of the same generation with himself, between him and +the succession, who might marry and have children, and he had not +regarded his heirship as being likely to have any effect, at any rate +upon his early life. It had never occurred to him that he need not go +to India, because he would probably outlive four old gentlemen and +become Sir Walter Marrable and owner of Dunripple. + +Nor would he have looked at the matter in that light now had not his +cousin forced the matter upon him. Not a word was said to him at +Dunripple about Mary Lowther, but very many words were said about his +own condition. Gregory Marrable strongly advised him against going to +India,--so strongly that Walter was surprised to find that such a man +would have so much to say on such a subject. The young captain, in +such circumstances, could not very well explain that he was driven +to follow his profession in a fashion so disagreeable to him because, +although he was heir to Dunripple, he was not near enough to it to be +entitled to any allowance from its owner; but he felt that that would +have been the only true answer when it was proposed to him to stay +in England because he would some day become Sir Walter Marrable. But +he did plead the great loss which he had encountered by means of his +father's ill-treatment of him, and endeavoured to prove to his cousin +that there was no alternative before him but to serve in some quarter +of the globe in which his pay would be sufficient for his wants. + +"Why should you not sell out, or go on half-pay, and remain here and +marry Edith Brownlow?" said his cousin. + +"I don't think I could do that," said Walter, slowly. + +"Why not? There is nothing my father would like so much." Then he +was silent for awhile, but, as his cousin made no further immediate +reply, Gregory Marrable went on with his plan. "Ten years ago, when +she was not much more than a little girl, and when it was first +arranged that she should come here, my father proposed--that I should +marry her." + +"And why didn't you?" + +The elder cousin smiled and shook his head, and coughed aloud as +he smiled. "Why not, indeed? Well; I suppose you can see why not. +I was an old man almost before she was a young woman. She is just +twenty-four now, and I shall be dead, probably, in two years' time." + +"Nonsense." + +"Twice since that time I have been within an inch of dying. At any +rate, even my father does not look to that any longer." + +"Is he fond of Miss Brownlow?" + +"There is no one in the world whom he loves so well. Of course an old +man loves a young woman best. It is natural that he should do so. He +never had a daughter; but Edith is the same to him as his own child. +Nothing would please him so much as that she should be the mistress +of Dunripple." + +"I'm afraid that it cannot be so," said Walter. + +"But why not? There need be no India for you then. If you would do +that you would be to my father exactly as though you were his son. +Your father might, of course, outlive my father, and no doubt will +outlive me, and then for his life he will have the place, but some +arrangement could be made so that you should continue here." + +"I'm afraid it cannot be so," said Walter. Many thoughts were passing +through his mind. Why had he not known that these good things were so +near to him before he had allowed Mary Lowther to go off from him? +And, had it chanced that he had visited Dunripple before he had gone +to Loring, how might it have been between him and this other girl? +Edith Brownlow was not beautiful, not grand in her beauty as was +Mary Lowther; but she was pretty, soft, lady-like, with a sweet dash +of quiet pleasant humour,--a girl who certainly need not be left +begging about the world for a husband. And this life at Dunripple was +pleasant enough. Though the two elder Marrables were old and infirm, +Walter was allowed to do just as he pleased in the house. He was +encouraged to hunt. There was shooting for him if he wished it. Even +the servants about the place, the gamekeeper, the groom, and the old +butler, seemed to have recognised him as the heir. There would have +been so comfortable an escape from the dilemma into which his father +had brought him,--had he not made his visit to Loring. + +"Why not?" demanded Gregory Marrable. + +"A man cannot become attached to a girl by order, and what right have +I to suppose that she would accept me?" + +"Of course she would accept you. Why not? Everybody around her would +be in your favour. And as to not falling in love with her, I declare +I do not know a sweeter human being in the world than Edith +Brownlow." + +Before the hunting season was over Captain Marrable had abandoned +his intention of going to India, and had made arrangements for +serving for awhile with his regiment in England. This he did after a +discussion of some length with his uncle, Sir Gregory. During that +discussion nothing was said about Edith Brownlow, and of course, not +a word was said about Mary Lowther. Captain Marrable did not even +know whether his uncle or his cousin was aware that that engagement +had ever existed. Between him and his uncle there had never been an +allusion to his marriage, but the old man had spoken of his nearness +to the property, and had expressed his regret that the last heir, +the only heir likely to perpetuate the name and title, should take +himself to India in the pride of his life. He made no offer as to +money, but he told his nephew that there was a home for him if he +would give up his profession, or a retreat whenever his professional +duties might allow him to visit it. Horses should be kept for him, +and he should be treated in every way as a son of the family. + +"Take my father at his word," said Gregory Marrable. "He will never +let you be short of money." + +After much consideration Walter Marrable did take Sir Gregory at his +word, and abandoned for ever all idea of a further career in India. + +As soon as he had done this he wrote to Mary Lowther to inform her of +his decision. "It does seem hard," he said in his letter, "that an +arrangement which is in so many respects desirable, should not have +been compatible with one which is so much more desirable." But he +made no renewed offer. Indeed he felt that he could not do so at the +present moment, in honesty either to his cousin or to his uncle, as +he had accepted their hospitality and acceded to the arrangements +which they had proposed without any word on his part of such +intention. A home had been offered to him at Dunripple,--to him in +his present condition, but certainly not a home to any wife whom +he might bring there, nor a home to the family which might come +afterwards. He thought that he was doing the best that he could with +himself by remaining in England, and the best also towards a possible +future renewal of his engagement with Mary Lowther. But of that he +said nothing in his letter to her. He merely told her the fact as it +regarded himself, and told that somewhat coldly. Of Edith Brownlow, +and of the proposition in regard to her, of course he said nothing. + +It was the intention both of Sir Gregory and his son that the new +inmate of the house should marry Edith. The old man, who, up to a +late date had with weak persistency urged the match upon his son, +had taken up the idea from the very first arrival of his nephew +at Dunripple. Such an arrangement would solve all the family +difficulties, and would enable him to provide for Edith as though she +were indeed his daughter. He loved Edith dearly, but he could not +bear that she should leave Dunripple, and it had grieved him sorely +when he reflected that in coming years Dunripple must belong to +relatives of whom he knew nothing that was good, and that Edith +Brownlow must be banished from the house. If his son would have +married Edith, all might have been well, but even Sir Gregory was at +last aware that no such marriage as that could take place. Then had +come the quarrel between the Colonel and the Captain, and the latter +had been taken into favour. Colonel Marrable would not have been +allowed to put his foot inside Dunripple House, so great was the +horror which he had created. And the son had been feared too as long +as the father and son were one. But now the father, who had treated +the whole family vilely, had treated his own son most vilely, and +therefore the son had been received with open arms. If only he could +be trusted with Edith,--and if Edith and he might be made to trust +each other,--all might be well. Of the engagement between Walter and +Mary Lowther no word had ever reached Dunripple. Twice or thrice +in the year a letter would pass between Parson John and his nephew, +Gregory Marrable, but such letters were very short, and the parson +was the last man in the world to spread the tittle-tattle of a +love-story. He had always known that that affair would lead to +nothing, and that the less said about it the better. + +Walter Marrable was to join his regiment at Windsor before the end +of April. When he wrote to Mary Lowther to tell her of his plans he +had only a fortnight longer for remaining in idleness at Dunripple. +The hunting was over, and his life was simply idle. He perceived, or +thought that he perceived, that all the inmates of the house, and +especially his uncle, expected that he would soon return to them, +and that they spoke of his work of soldiering as of a thing that +was temporary. Mrs. Brownlow, who was a quiet woman, very reticent, +and by no means inclined to interfere with things not belonging to +her, had suggested that he would soon be with them again, and the +housekeeper had given him to understand that his room was not to be +touched. And then, too, he thought that he saw that Edith Brownlow +was specially left in his way. If that were so it was necessary that +the eyes of some one of the Dunripple party should be opened to the +truth. + +He was walking home with Miss Brownlow across the park from church +one Sunday morning. Sir Gregory never went to church; his age was +supposed to be too great, or his infirmities too many. Mrs. Brownlow +was in the pony carriage driving her nephew, and Walter Marrable was +alone with Edith. There had been some talk of cousinship,--of the +various relationships of the family, and the like,--and of the way +in which the Marrables were connected. They two, Walter and Edith, +were not cousins. She was related to the family only by her aunt's +marriage, and yet, as she said, she had always heard more of the +Marrables than of the Brownlows. + + +[Illustration: Sunday Morning at Dunripple.] + + +"You never saw Mary Lowther?" Walter asked. + +"Never." + +"But you have heard of her?" + +"I just know her name,--hardly more. The last time your uncle was +here,--Parson John, we were talking of her. He made her out to be +wonderfully beautiful." + +"That was as long ago as last summer," said the Captain, reflecting +that his uncle's account had been given before he and Mary Lowther +had seen each other. + +"Oh, yes;--ever so long ago." + +"She is wonderfully beautiful." + +"You know her, then, Captain Marrable?" + +"I know her very well. In the first place, she is my cousin." + +"But ever so distant?" + +"We are not first cousins. Her mother was a daughter of General +Marrable, who was a brother of Sir Gregory's father." + +"It is so hard to understand, is it not? She is wonderfully +beautiful, is she?" + +"Indeed, she is." + +"And she is your cousin--in the first place. What is she in the +second place?" + +He was not quite sure whether he wished to tell the story or not. +The engagement was broken, and it might be a question whether, as +regarded Mary, he had a right to tell it; and, then, if he did +tell it, would not his reason for doing so be apparent? Was it not +palpable that he was expected to marry this girl, and that she would +understand that he was explaining to her that he did not intend to +carry out the general expectation of the family? And, then, was he +sure that it might not be possible for him at some future time to do +as he was desired? + +"I meant to say that, as I was staying at Loring, of course I met her +frequently. She is living with a certain old Miss Marrable, whom you +will meet some day." + +"I have heard of her, but I don't suppose I ever shall meet her. I +never go anywhere. I don't suppose there are such stay-at-home people +in the world as we are." + +"Why don't you get Sir Gregory to ask them here?" + +"Both he and my cousin are so afraid of having strange women in +the house; you know, we never have anybody here; your coming has +been quite an event. Old Mrs. Potter seems to think that an era of +dissipation is to be commenced because she has been called upon to +open so many pots of jam to make pies for you." + +"I'm afraid I have been very troublesome." + +"Awfully troublesome. You can't think of all that had to be said and +done about the stables! Do you have your oats bruised? Even I was +consulted about that. Most of the people in the parish are quite +disappointed because you don't go about in your full armour." + +"I'm afraid it's too late now." + +"I own I was a little disappointed myself when you came down to +dinner without a sword. You can have no idea in what a state of rural +simplicity we live here. Would you believe it?--for ten years I have +never seen the sea, and have never been into any town bigger than +Worcester,--unless Hereford be bigger. We did go once to the festival +at Hereford. We have not managed Gloucester yet." + +"You've never seen London?" + +"Not since I was twelve years old. Papa died when I was fourteen, +and I came here almost immediately afterwards. Fancy, ten years at +Dunripple! There is not a tree or a stone I don't know, and of course +not a face in the parish." + +She was very nice; but it was out of the question that she should +ever become his wife. He had thought that he might explain this to +herself by letting her know that he had within the last few months +become engaged to, and had broken his engagement with, his cousin, +Mary Lowther. But he found that he could not do it. In the first +place, she would understand more than he meant her to understand if +he made the attempt. She would know that he was putting her on her +guard, and would take it as an insult. And then he could not bring +himself to talk about Mary Lowther, and to tell their joint secrets. +He was discontented with himself and with Dunripple, and he repented +that he had yielded in respect to his Indian service. Everything had +gone wrong with him. Had he refused to accede to Mary's proposition +for a separation, and had he come to Dunripple as an engaged man, he +might, he thought, have reconciled his uncle,--or at least his Cousin +Gregory,--to his marriage with Mary. But he did not see his way back +to that position now, having been entertained at his uncle's house as +his uncle's heir for so long a time without having mentioned it. + +At last he went off to Windsor, sad at heart, having received from +Mary an answer to his letter, which he felt to be very cold, very +discreet, and very unsatisfactory. She had merely expressed a fervent +wish that whether he went to India or whether he remained in England, +he might be prosperous and happy. The writer evidently intended that +the correspondence should not be continued. + + + + +CHAPTER XLV. + +WHAT SHALL I DO WITH MYSELF? + + +Parson John Marrable, though he said nothing in his letters to +Dunripple about the doings of his nephew at Loring, was by no +means equally reticent in his speech at Loring as to the doings at +Dunripple. How he came by his news he did not say, but he had ever so +much to tell. And Miss Marrable, who knew him well, was aware that +his news was not simple gossip, but was told with an object. In +his way, Parson John was a crafty man, who was always doing a turn +of business. To his mind it was clearly inexpedient, and almost +impracticable, that his nephew and Mary Lowther should ever become +man and wife. He knew that they were separated; but he knew, also, +that they had agreed to separate on terms which would easily admit +of being reconsidered. He, too, had heard of Edith Brownlow, and had +heard that if a marriage could be arranged between Walter and Edith, +the family troubles would be in a fair way of settlement. No good +could come to anybody from that other marriage. As for Mary Lowther, +it was manifestly her duty to become Mrs. Gilmore. He therefore took +some trouble to let the ladies at Uphill know that Captain Marrable +had been received very graciously at Dunripple; that he was making +himself very happy there, hunting, shooting, and forgetting his old +troubles; that it was understood that he was to be recognised as the +heir;--and that there was a young lady in the case, the favourite of +Sir Gregory. + +He understood the world too well to say a word to Mary Lowther +herself about her rival. Mary would have perceived his drift. But +he expressed his ideas about Edith confidentially to Miss Marrable, +fully alive to the fact that Miss Marrable would know how to deal +with her niece. "It is by far the best thing that could have happened +to him," said the parson. "As for going out to India again, for a man +with his prospects it was very bad." + +"But his cousin isn't much older than he is," suggested Miss +Marrable. + +"Yes he is,--a great deal older. And Gregory's health is so bad that +his life is not worth a year's purchase. Poor fellow! they tell me he +only cares to live till he has got his book out. The truth is that +if Walter could make a match of it with Edith Brownlow, they might +arrange something about the property which would enable him to live +there just as though the place were his own. The Colonel would be the +only stumbling-block, and after what he has done, he could hardly +refuse to agree to anything." + +"They'd have to pay him," said Miss Marrable. + +"Then he must be paid, that's all. My brother Gregory is wrapped up +in that girl, and he would do anything for her welfare. I'm told that +she and Walter have taken very kindly to each other already." + +It would be better for Mary Lowther that Walter Marrable should marry +Edith Brownlow. Such, at least, was Miss Marrable's belief. She could +see that Mary, though she bore herself bravely, still did so as one +who had received a wound for which there was no remedy;--as a man +who has lost a leg and who nevertheless intends to enjoy life though +he knows that he never can walk again. But in this case, the real +bar to walking was the hope in Mary's breast,--a hope that was +still present, though it was not nourished,--that the leg was not +irremediably lost. If Captain Marrable would finish all that by +marrying Edith, then,--so thought Miss Marrable,--in process of time +the cure would be made good, and there might be another leg. She did +not believe much in the Captain's constancy, and was quite ready to +listen to the story about another love. And so from day to day words +were dropped into Mary's ear which had their effect. + +"I must say that I am glad that he is not to go to India," said Miss +Marrable to her niece. + +"So, indeed, am I," answered Mary. + +"In the first place it is such an excellent thing that he should be +on good terms at Dunripple. He must inherit the property some day, +and the title too." + +To this Mary made no reply. It seemed to her to have been hard that +the real state of things should not have been explained to her before +she gave up her lover. She had then regarded any hope of relief +from Dunripple as being beyond measure distant. There had been a +possibility, and that was all,--a chance to which no prudent man or +woman would have looked in making their preparations for the life +before them. That had been her idea as to the Dunripple prospects; +and now it seemed that on a sudden Walter was to be regarded as +almost the immediate heir. She did not blame him; but it did appear +to be hard upon her. + +"I don't see the slightest reason why he shouldn't live at +Dunripple," continued Miss Marrable. + +"Only that he would be dependent. I suppose he does not mean to sell +out of the army altogether." + +"At any rate, he may be backwards and forwards. You see, there is no +chance of Sir Gregory's own son marrying." + +"So they say." + +"And his position would be really that of a younger brother in +similar circumstances." + +Mary paused a moment before she replied, and then she spoke out. + +"Dear Aunt Sarah, what does all this mean? I know you are speaking at +me, and yet I don't quite understand it. Everything between me and +Captain Marrable is over. I have no possible means of influencing +his life. If I were told to-morrow that he had given up the army and +taken to living altogether at Dunripple, I should have no means of +judging whether he had done well or ill. Indeed, I should have no +right to judge." + +"You must be glad that the family should be united." + +"I am glad. Now, is that all?" + +"I want you to bring yourself to think without regret of his probable +marriage with this young lady." + +"You don't suppose I shall blame him if he marries her." + +"But I want you to see it in such a light that it shall not make you +unhappy." + +"I think, dear aunt, that we had better not talk of it. I can assure +you of this, that if I could prevent him from marrying by holding up +my little finger, I would not do it." + +"It would be ten thousand pities," urged the old lady, "that either +his life or yours should be a sacrifice to a little episode, which, +after all, only took a week or two in the acting." + +"I can only answer for myself," said Mary. "I don't mean to be a +sacrifice." + +There were many such conversations, and by degrees they did have an +effect upon Mary Lowther. She learned to believe that it was probable +that Captain Marrable should marry Miss Brownlow, and, of course, +asked herself questions as to the effect such a marriage would have +upon herself, which she answered more fully than she did those which +were put to her by her aunt. Then there came to Parson John some +papers, which required his signature, in reference to the disposal +of a small sum of money, he having been one of the trustees to his +brother's marriage settlement. This was needed in regard to some +provision which the baronet was making for his niece, and which, if +read aright, would rather have afforded evidence against than in +favour of the chance of her immediate marriage; but it was taken +at Loring to signify that the thing was to be done, and that the +courtship was at any rate in progress. Mary did not believe all +that she heard; but there was left upon her mind an idea that +Walter Marrable was preparing himself for the sudden change of his +affections. Then she determined that, should he do so, she would not +judge him to have done wrong. If he could settle himself comfortably +in this way, why should he not do so? She was told that Edith +Brownlow was pretty, and gentle, and good, and would undoubtedly +receive from Sir Gregory's hands all that Sir Gregory could give +her. It was expedient, for the sake of the whole family, that such +a marriage should be arranged. She would not stand in the way of +it; and, indeed, how could she stand in the way of it? Had not her +engagement with Captain Marrable been dissolved at her own instance +in the most solemn manner possible? Let him marry whom he might, she +could have no ground of complaint on that score. + +She was in this state of mind when she received Captain Marrable's +letter from Dunripple. When she opened it, for a moment she thought +that it would convey to her tidings respecting Miss Brownlow. When +she had read it, she told herself how impossible it was that he +should have told her of his new matrimonial intentions, even if he +entertained them. The letter gave no evidence either one way or the +other; but it confirmed to her the news which had reached her through +Parson John, that her former lover intended to abandon that special +career, his choice of which had made it necessary that they two +should abandon their engagement. When at Loring he had determined +that he must go to India. He had found it to be impossible that he +should live without going to India. He had now been staying a few +weeks at Dunripple with his uncle, and with Edith Brownlow, and it +turned out that he need not go to India at all. Then she sat down, +and wrote to him that guarded, civil, but unenthusiastic letter, of +which the reader has already heard. She had allowed herself to be +wounded and made sore by what they had told her of Edith Brownlow. + +It was still early in the spring, just in the middle of April, when +Mary received another letter from her friend at Bullhampton, a letter +which made her turn all these things in her mind very seriously. If +Walter Marrable were to marry Edith Brownlow, what sort of future +life should she, Mary Lowther, propose to herself? She was firmly +resolved upon one thing, that it behoved her to look rather to what +was right than to what might simply be pleasant. But would it be +right that she should consider herself to be, as it were, widowed by +the frustration of an unfortunate passion? Life would still be left +to her,--such a life as that which her aunt lived,--such a life, with +this exception, that whereas her aunt was a single lady with moderate +means, she would be a single lady with very small means indeed. But +that question of means did not go far with her; there was something +so much more important that she could put that out of sight. She had +told herself very plainly that it was a good thing for a woman to be +married; that she would live and die unsuccessfully if she lived and +died a single woman; that she had desired to do better with herself +than that. Was it proper that she should now give up all such +ambition because she had made a mistake? If it were proper, she would +do so; and then the question resolved itself into this;--Could she be +right if she married a man without loving him? To marry a man without +esteeming him, without the possibility of loving him hereafter, she +knew would be wrong. + +Mrs. Fenwick's letter was as follows;-- + + + Vicarage, Tuesday. + + MY DEAR MARY, + + My brother-in-law left us yesterday, and has put us all + into a twitter. He said, just as he was going away, that + he didn't believe that Lord Trowbridge had any right to + give away the ground, because it had not been in his + possession or his family's for a great many years, or + something of that sort. We don't clearly understand all + about it, nor does he; but he is to find out something + which he says he can find out, and then let us know. + But in the middle of all this, Frank declares that he + won't stir in the matter, and that if he could put the + abominable thing down by holding up his finger, he would + not do it. And he has made me promise not to talk about + it, and, therefore, all I can do is to be in a twitter. + If that spiteful old man has really given away land + that doesn't belong to him, simply to annoy us,--and it + certainly has been done with no other object,--I think + that he ought to be told of it. Frank, however, has got to + be quite serious about it, and you know how very serious + he can be when he is serious. + + But I did not sit down to write specially about that + horrid chapel. I want to know what you mean to do in + the summer. It is always better to make these little + arrangements beforehand; and when I speak of the summer, + I mean the early summer. The long and the short of it is, + will you come to us about the end of May? + + Of course, I know which way your thoughts will go when you + get this, and, of course, you will know what I am thinking + of when I write it; but I will promise that not a word + shall be said to you to urge you in any way. I do not + suppose you will think it right that you should stay away + from friends whom you love, and who love you dearly, for + fear of a man who wants you to marry him. You are not + afraid of Mr. Gilmore, and I don't suppose that you are + going to shut yourself up all your life because Captain + Marrable has not a fortune of his own. Come at any rate. + If you find it unpleasant you shall go back just when you + please, and I will pledge myself that you shall not be + harassed by persuasions. + + Yours most affectionately, + + JANET FENWICK. + + Frank has read this. He says that all I have said about + his being serious is a tarradiddle; but that nothing can + be more true than what I have said about your friends + loving you, and wishing to have you here again. If you + were here we might talk him over yet about the chapel. + + +To which, in the Vicar's handwriting, was added the word, "Never!" + +It was two days before she showed this letter to her aunt--two days +in which she had thought much upon the subject. She knew well that +her aunt would counsel her to go to Bullhampton, and, therefore, she +would not mention the letter till she had made up her own mind. + +"What will you do?" said her aunt. + +"I will go, if you do not object." + +"I certainly shall not object," said Miss Marrable. + +Then Mary wrote a very short letter to her friend, which may as well, +also, be communicated to the reader:-- + + + Loring, Thursday. + + DEAR JANET, + + I will go to you about the end of May; and yet, though I + have made up my mind to do so, I almost doubt that I am + not wise. If one could only ordain that things should + be as though they had never been! That, however, is + impossible, and one can only endeavour to live so as to + come as nearly as possible to such a state. I know that I + am confused; but I think you will understand what I mean. + + I intend to be very full of energy about the chapel, and + I do hope that your brother-in-law will be able to prove + that Lord Trowbridge has been misbehaving himself. I never + loved Mr. Puddleham, who always seemed to look upon me + with wrath because I belonged to the Vicarage; and I + certainly should take delight in seeing him banished from + the Vicarage gate. + + Always affectionately yours, + + MARY LOWTHER. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVI. + +MR. JAY OF WARMINSTER. + + +[Illustration] + +The Vicar had undertaken to maintain Carry Brattle at Mrs. Stiggs's +house, in Trotter's Buildings, for a fortnight, but he found at the +end of the fortnight that his responsibility on the poor girl's +behalf was by no means over. The reader knows with what success +he had made his visit to Startup, and how far he was from ridding +himself of his burden by the aid of the charity and affections of +the poor girl's relatives there. He had shaken the Startup dust, as +it were, from his gig-wheels as he drove out of George Brattle's +farmyard, and had declined even the offer of money which had been +made. Ten or fifteen pounds! He would make up the amount of that +offer out of his own pocket rather than let the brother think that +he had bought off his duty to a sister at so cheap a rate. Then he +convinced himself that in this way he owed Carry Brattle fifteen +pounds, and comforted himself by reflecting that these fifteen pounds +would carry the girl on a good deal beyond the fortnight; if only she +would submit herself to the tedium of such a life as would be hers +if she remained at Mrs. Stiggs's house. He named a fortnight both to +Carry and to Mrs. Stiggs, saying that he himself would either come or +send before the end of that time. Then he returned home, and told the +whole story to his wife. All this took place before Mr. Quickenham's +arrival at the vicarage. + +"My dear Frank," said his wife to him, "you will get into trouble." + +"What sort of trouble?" + +"In the first place, the expense of maintaining this poor girl,--for +life, as far as we can see,--will fall upon you." + +"What if it does? But, as a matter of course, she will earn her bread +sooner or later. How am I to throw her over? And what am I to do with +her?" + +"But that is not the worst of it, Frank." + +"Then what is the worst of it? Let us have it at once." + +"People will say that you, a clergyman and a married man, go to see a +pretty young woman at Salisbury." + +"You believe that people will say that?" + +"I think you should guard against it, for the sake of the parish." + +"What sort of people will say it?" + +"Lord Trowbridge, and his set." + +"On my honour, Janet, I think that you wrong Lord Trowbridge. He is a +fool, and to a certain extent a vindictive fool; and I grant you that +he has taken it into his silly old head to hate me unmercifully; but +I believe him to be a gentleman, and I do not think that he would +condescend to spread a damnably malicious report of which he did not +believe a word himself." + +"But, my dear, he will believe it." + +"Why? How? On what evidence? He couldn't believe it. Let a man be +ever such a fool, he can't believe a thing without some reason. +I dislike Lord Trowbridge very much; and you might just as well +say that because I dislike him I shall believe that he is a hard +landlord. He is not a hard landlord; and were he to stick dissenting +chapels all about the county, I should be a liar and a slanderer were +I to say that he was." + +"But then, you see, you are not a fool, Frank." + +This brought the conversation to an end. The Vicar was willing enough +to turn upon his heel and say nothing more on a matter as to which +he was by no means sure that he was in the right; and his wife felt +a certain amount of reluctance in urging any arguments upon such a +subject. Whatever Lord Trowbridge might say or think, her Frank must +not be led to suppose that any unworthy suspicion troubled her own +mind. Nevertheless, she was sure that he was imprudent. + +When the fortnight was near at an end, and nothing had been done, he +went again over to Salisbury. It was quite true that he had business +there, as a gentleman almost always does have business in the county +town where his banker lives, whence tradesmen supply him, and in +which he belongs to some club. And our Vicar, too, was a man fond of +seeing his bishop, and one who loved to move about in the precincts +of the cathedral, to shake hands with the dean, and to have a +little subrisive fling at Mr. Chamberlaine, or such another as Mr. +Chamberlaine, if the opportunity came in his way. He was by no means +indisposed to go into Salisbury in the ordinary course of things; and +on this occasion absolutely did see Mr. Chamberlaine, the dean, his +saddler, and the clerk at the Fire Insurance Office,--as well as Mrs. +Stiggs and Carry Brattle. If, therefore, anyone had said that on this +day he had gone into Salisbury simply to see Carry Brattle, such +person would have maligned him. He reduced the premium on his Fire +Insurance by 5_s._ 6_d._ a year, and he engaged Mr. Chamberlaine to +meet Mr. Quickenham, and he borrowed from the dean an old book about +falconry; so that in fact the few minutes which he spent at Mrs. +Stiggs's house were barely squeezed in among the various affairs of +business which he had to transact at Salisbury. + +All that he could say to Carry Brattle was this,--that hitherto he +had settled nothing. She must stay in Trotter's Buildings for another +week or so. He had been so busy, in consequence of the time of the +year, preparing for Easter and the like, that he had not been able +to look about him. He had a plan; but would say nothing about it till +he had seen whether it could be carried out. When Carry murmured +something about the cost of her living the Vicar boldly declared that +she need not fret herself about that, as he had money of hers in +hand. He would some day explain all about that, but not now. Then he +interrogated Mrs. Stiggs as to Carry's life. Mrs. Stiggs expressed +her belief that Carry wouldn't stand it much longer. The hours had +been inexpressibly long, and she had declared more than once that the +best thing she could do was to go out and kill herself. Nevertheless, +Mrs. Stiggs's report as to her conduct was favourable. Of Sam +Brattle, the Vicar, though he inquired, could learn nothing. Carry +declared that she had not heard from him since he left her all +bruised and bleeding after his fight at the Three Honest Men. + +The Vicar had told Carry Brattle that he had a plan,--but, in truth, +he had no plan. He had an idea that he might overcome the miller by +taking his daughter straight into his house, and placing the two face +to face together; but it was one in which he himself put so little +trust, that he could form no plan out of it. In the first place, +would he be justified in taking such a step? Mrs. George Brattle +had told him that people knew what was good for them without being +dictated to by clergymen; and the rebuke had come home to him. +He was the last man in the world to adopt a system of sacerdotal +interference. "I could do it so much better if I was not a +clergyman," he would say to himself. And then, if old Brattle chose +to turn his daughter out of the house, on such provocation as the +daughter had given him, what was that to him, Fenwick, whether priest +or layman? The old man knew what he was about, and had shown his +determination very vigorously. + +"I'll try the ironmonger at Warminster," he said, to his wife. + +"I'm afraid it will be of no use." + +"I don't think it will. Ironmongers are probably harder than millers +or farmers,--and farmers are very hard. That fellow, Jay, would not +even consent to be bail for Sam Brattle. But something must be done." + +"She should be put into a reformatory." + +"It would be too late now. That should have been done at once. At any +rate, I'll go to Warminster. I want to call on old Dr. Dickleburg, +and I can do that at the same time." + +He did go to Warminster. He did call on the Doctor, who was not at +home;--and he did call also upon Mr. Jay, who was at home. + +With Mr. Jay himself his chance was naturally much less than it +would be with George Brattle. The ironmonger was connected with the +unfortunate young woman only by marriage; and what brother-in-law +would take such a sister-in-law to his bosom? And of Mrs. Jay he +thought that he knew that she was puritanical, stiff, and severe. +Mr. Jay he found in his shop along with an apprentice, but he had no +difficulty in leading the master ironmonger along with him through +a vista of pots, grates and frying pans, into a small recess at the +back of the establishment, in which requests for prolonged credit +were usually made, and urgent appeals for speedy payment as often put +forth. + +"Know the story of Caroline Brattle? Oh yes! I know it, sir," said +Mr. Jay. "We had to know it." And as he spoke he shook his head, and +rubbed his hands together, and looked down upon the ground. There +was, however, a humility about the man, a confession on his part, +that in talking to an undoubted gentleman he was talking to a +superior being, which gave to Fenwick an authority which he had felt +himself to want in his intercourse with the farmer. + +"I am sure, Mr. Jay, you will agree with me in that she should be +saved if possible." + +"As to her soul, sir?" asked the ironmonger. + +"Of course, as to her soul. But we must get at that by saving her in +this world first." + +Mr. Jay was a slight man, of middle height, with very respectable +iron-grey hair that stood almost upright upon his head, but with a +poor, inexpressive, thin face below it. He was given to bowing a good +deal, rubbing his hands together, smiling courteously, and to the +making of many civil little speeches; but his strength as a leading +man in Warminster lay in his hair, and in the suit of orderly +well-brushed black clothes which he wore on all occasions. He was, +too, a man fairly prosperous, who went always to church, paid his +way, attended sedulously to his business, and hung his bells, and +sold his pots in such a manner as not actually to drive his old +customers away by default of work. "Jay is respectable, and I don't +like to leave him," men would say, when their wives declared that the +backs of his grates fell out, and that his nails never would stand +hammering. So he prospered; but, perhaps, he owed his prosperity +mainly to his hair. He rubbed his hands, and smiled, and bowed his +head about, as he thought what answer he might best make. He was +quite willing that poor Carry's soul should be saved. That would +naturally be Mr. Fenwick's affair. But as to saving her body, with +any co-operation from himself or Mrs. Jay,--he did not see his way at +all through such a job as that. + +"I'm afraid she is a bad 'un, Mr. Fenwick; I'm afraid she is," said +Mr. Jay. + +"The thing is, whether we can't put our heads together and make her +less bad," said the Vicar. "She must live somewhere, Mr. Jay." + +"I don't know whether almost the best thing for 'em isn't to die,--of +course after they have repented, Mr. Fenwick. You see, sir, it is so +very low, and so shameful, and they do bring such disgrace on their +poor families. There isn't anything a young man can do that is nearly +so bad,--is there, Mr. Fenwick?" + +"I'm not at all sure of that, Mr. Jay." + +"Ain't you now?" + +"I'm not going to defend Carry Brattle;--but if you will think how +very small an amount of sin may bring a woman to this wretched +condition, your heart will be softened. Poor Carry;--she was so +bright, and so good and so clever!" + +"Clever she was, Mr. Fenwick;--and bright, too, as you call it. +But--" + +"Of course we know all that. The question now is, what can we do to +help her? She is living now at this present moment, an orderly, sober +life; but without occupation, or means, or friends. Will your wife +let her come to her,--for a month or so, just to try her?" + +"Come and live here!" exclaimed the ironmonger. + +"That is what I would suggest. Who is to give her the shelter of a +roof, if a sister will not?" + +"I don't think that Mrs. Jay would undertake that," said the +ironmonger, who had ceased to rub his hands and to bow, and whose +face had now become singularly long and lugubrious. + +"May I ask her?" + +"It wouldn't do any good, Mr. Fenwick;--it wouldn't indeed." + +"It ought to do good. May I try?" + +"If you ask me, Mr. Fenwick, I should say no; indeed I should. Mrs. +Jay isn't any way strong, and the bare mention of that disreputable +connexion produces a sickness internally;--it does, indeed, Mr. +Fenwick." + +"You will do nothing, then, to save from perdition the sister of your +own wife;--and will let your wife do nothing?" + +"Now, Mr. Fenwick, don't be hard on me;--pray don't be hard on me. I +have been respectable, and have always had respectable people about +me. If my wife's family are turning wrong, isn't that bad enough on +me without your coming to say such things as this to me? Really, Mr. +Fenwick, if you'd think of it, you wouldn't be so hard." + +"She may die in a ditch, then, for you?" said the Vicar, whose +feeling against the ironmonger was much stronger than it had been +against the farmer. He could say nothing further, so he turned +upon his heel and marched down the length of the shop, while the +obsequious tradesman followed him,--again bowing and rubbing his +hands, and attending him to his carriage. The Vicar didn't speak +another word, or make any parting salutation to Mr. Jay. "Their +hearts are like the nether millstone," he said to himself, as he +drove away, flogging his horse. "Of what use are all the sermons? +Nothing touches them. Do unto others as you think they would do unto +you. That's their doctrine." As he went home he made up his mind that +he would, as a last effort, carry out that scheme of taking Carry +with him to the mill;--he would do so, that is, if he could induce +Carry to accompany him. In the meantime, there was nothing left to +him but to leave her with Mrs. Stiggs, and to pay ten shillings a +week for her board and lodging. There was one point on which he could +not quite make up his mind;--whether he would or would not first +acquaint old Mrs. Brattle with his intention. + +He had left home early, and when he returned his wife had received +Mary Lowther's reply to her letter. + +"She will come?" asked Frank. + +"She just says that and nothing more." + +"Then she'll be Mrs. Gilmore." + +"I hope so, with all my heart," said Mrs. Fenwick. + +"I look upon it as tantamount to accepting him. She wouldn't come +unless she had made up her mind to take him. You mark my words. +They'll be married before the chapel is finished." + +"You say it as if you thought she oughtn't to come." + +"No;--I don't mean that. I was only thinking how quickly a woman may +recover from such a hurt." + +"Frank, don't be ill-natured. She will be doing what all her friends +advise." + +"If I were to die, your friends would advise you not to grieve; but +they would think you very unfeeling if you did not." + +"Are you going to turn against her?" + +"No." + +"Then why do you say such things? Is it not better that she should +make the effort than lie there helpless and motionless, throwing her +whole life away? Will it not be much better for Harry Gilmore?" + +"Very much better for him, because he'll go crazy if she don't." + +"And for her too. We can't tell what is going on inside her breast. +I believe that she is making a great effort because she thinks it is +right. You will be kind to her when she comes?" + +"Certainly I will,--for Harry's sake--and her own." + +But in truth the Vicar at this moment was not in a good humour. +He was becoming almost tired of his efforts to set other people +straight, so great were the difficulties that came in his way. As he +had driven into his own gate he had met Mr. Puddleham, standing in +the road just in front of the new chapel. He had made up his mind to +accept the chapel, and now he said a pleasant word to the minister. +Mr. Puddleham turned up his eyes and his nose, bowed very stiffly, +and then twisted himself round, without answering a word. How was +it possible for a man to live among such people in good humour and +Christian charity? + +In the evening he was sitting with his wife in the drawing-room +discussing all these troubles, when the maid came in to say that +Constable Toffy was at the door. + +Constable Toffy was shown into his study, and then the Vicar followed +him. He had not spoken to the constable now for some months,--not +since the time at which Sam had been liberated; but he had not a +moment's doubt when he was thus summoned, that something was to be +said as to the murder of Mr. Trumbull. The constable put his hand up +to his head, and sat down at the Vicar's invitation, before he began +to speak. + +"What is it, Toffy?" said the Vicar. + +"We've got 'em at last, I think," said Mr. Toffy, in a very low, soft +voice. + +"Got whom;--the murderers?" + +"Just so, Mr. Fenwick; all except Sam Brattle,--whom we want." + +"And who are the men?" + +"Them as we supposed all along,--Jack Burrows, as they call the +Grinder, and Lawrence Acorn as was along with him. He's a Birmingham +chap, is Acorn. He's know'd very well at Birmingham. And then, Mr. +Fenwick, there's Sam. That's all as seems to have been in it. We +shall want Sam, Mr. Fenwick." + +"You don't mean to tell me that he was one of the murderers?" + +"We shall want him, Mr. Fenwick." + +"Where did you find the other men?" + +"They did get as far as San Francisco,--did the others. They haven't +had a bad game of it,--have they, Mr. Fenwick? They've had more than +seven months of a run. It was the 31st of August as Mr. Trumbull was +murdered, and here's the 15th of April, Mr. Fenwick. There ain't a +many runs as long as that. You'll have Sam Brattle for us all right, +no doubt, Mr. Fenwick?" The Vicar told the constable that he would +see to it, and get Sam Brattle to come forward as soon as he could. +"I told you all through, Mr. Fenwick, as Sam was one of them as was +in it, but you wouldn't believe me." + +"I don't believe it now," said the Vicar. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVII. + +SAM BRATTLE IS WANTED. + + +The next week was one of considerable perturbation, trouble, and +excitement at Bullhampton, and in the neighbourhood of Warminster +and Heytesbury. It soon became known generally that Jack the Grinder +and Lawrence Acorn were in Salisbury gaol, and that Sam Brattle--was +wanted. The perturbation and excitement at Bullhampton were, of +course, greater than elsewhere. It was necessary that the old miller +should be told,--necessary also that the people at the mill should be +asked as to Sam's present whereabouts. If they did not know it, they +might assist the Vicar in discovering it. Fenwick went to the mill, +taking the Squire with him; but they could obtain no information. The +miller was very silent, and betrayed hardly any emotion when he was +told that the police again wanted his son. + +"They can come and search," he said. "They can come and search." +And then he walked slowly away into the mill. There was a scene, of +course, with Mrs. Brattle and Fanny, and the two women were in a sad +way. + +"Poor boy,--wretched boy!" said the unfortunate mother, who sat +sobbing with her apron over her face. + +"We know nothing of him, Mr. Gilmore, or we would tell at once," said +Fanny. + +"I'm sure you would," said the Vicar. "And you may remember this, +Mrs. Brattle; I do not for one moment believe that Sam had any more +to do with the murder than you or I. You may tell his father that I +say so, if you please." + +For saying this the Squire rebuked him as soon as they had left the +mill. "I think you go too far in giving such assurance as that," he +said. + +"Surely you would have me say what I think?" + +"Not on such a matter as this, in which any false encouragement may +produce so much increased suffering. You, yourself, are so prone to +take your own views in opposition to those of others that you should +be specially on your guard when you may do so much harm." + +"I feel quite sure that he had nothing to do with it." + +"You see that you have the police against you after a most minute and +prolonged investigation." + +"The police are asses," insisted the Vicar. + +"Just so. That is, you prefer your own opinion to theirs in regard to +a murder. I should prefer yours to theirs on a question of scriptural +evidence, but not in such an affair as this. I don't want to talk you +over, but I wish to make you careful with other people who are so +closely concerned. In dealing with others you have no right to throw +over the ordinary rules of evidence." + +The Vicar accepted the rebuke and promised to be more +careful,--repeating, however, his own opinion about Sam, to which he +declared his intention of adhering in regard to his own conduct, let +the police and magistrates say what they might. He almost went so far +as to declare that he should do so even in opposition to the verdict +of a jury; but Gilmore understood that this was simply the natural +obstinacy of the man, showing itself in its natural form. + +At this moment, which was certainly one of gloom to the parish at +large, and of great sorrow at the Vicarage, the Squire moved about +with a new life which was evident to all who saw him. He went about +his farm, and talked about his trees, and looked at his horses and +had come to life again. No doubt many guesses as to the cause of this +were made throughout his establishment, and some of them, probably, +very near the truth. But, for the Fenwicks there was no need of +guessing. Gilmore had been told that Mary Lowther was coming to +Bullhampton in the early summer, and had at once thrown off the cloak +of his sadness. He had asked no further questions; Mrs. Fenwick had +found herself unable to express a caution; but the extent of her +friend's elation almost frightened her. + +"I don't look at it," she said to her husband, "quite as he does." + +"She'll have him now," he answered, and then Mrs. Fenwick said +nothing further. + +To Fenwick himself, this change was one of infinite comfort. The +Squire was his old friend and almost his only near neighbour. In all +his troubles, whether inside or outside of the parish, he naturally +went to Gilmore; and, although he was a man not very prone to walk by +the advice of friends, still it had been a great thing to him to have +a friend who would give an opinion, and perhaps the more so, as the +friend was one who did not insist on having his opinion taken. During +the past winter Gilmore had been of no use whatever to his friend. +His opinions on all matters had gone so vitally astray, that they had +not been worth having. And he had become so morose, that the Vicar +had found it to be almost absolutely necessary to leave him alone as +far as ordinary life was concerned. But now the Squire was himself +again, and on this exciting topic of Trumbull's murder, the prisoners +in Salisbury gaol, and the necessity for Sam's reappearance, could +talk sensibly and usefully. + +It was certainly very expedient that Sam should be made to reappear +as soon as possible. The idea was general in the parish that the +Vicar knew all about him. George Brattle, who had become bail for his +brother's reappearance, had given his name on the clear understanding +that the Vicar would be responsible. Some half-sustained tidings of +Carry's presence in Salisbury and of the Vicar's various visits to +the city were current in Bullhampton, and with these were mingled an +idea that Carry and Sam were in league together. That Fenwick was +chivalrous, perhaps Quixotic, in his friendships for those whom he +regarded, had long been felt, and this feeling was now stronger than +ever. He certainly could bring up Sam Brattle if he pleased;--or, if +he pleased, as might, some said, not improbably be the case, he could +keep him away. There would be L400 to pay for the bail-bond, but the +Vicar was known to be rich as well as Quixotic, and,--so said the +Puddlehamites,--would care very little about that, if he might thus +secure for himself his own way. + +He was constrained to go over again to Salisbury in order that he +might, if possible, learn from Carry how to find some trace to +her brother, and of this visit the Puddlehamites also informed +themselves. There were men and women in Bullhampton who knew exactly +how often the Vicar had visited the young woman at Salisbury, how +long he had been with her on each occasion, and how much he paid Mrs. +Stiggs for the accommodation. Gentlemen who are Quixotic in their +kindness to young women are liable to have their goings and comings +chronicled with much exactitude, if not always with accuracy. + +His interview with Carry on this occasion was very sad. He could not +save himself from telling her in part the cause of his inquiries. +"They haven't taken the two men, have they?" she asked, with an +eagerness that seemed to imply that she possessed knowledge on the +matter which could hardly not be guilty. + +"What two men?" he asked, looking full into her face. Then she was +silent and he was unwilling to catch her in a trap, to cross-examine +her as a lawyer would do, or to press out of her any communication +which she would not make willingly and of her own free action. "I am +told," he said, "that two men have been taken for the murder." + +"Where did they find 'em, sir?" + +"They had escaped to America, and the police have brought them back. +Did you know them, Carry?" She was again silent. The men had not been +named, and it was not for her to betray them. Hitherto, in their +interviews, she had hardly ever looked him in the face, but now she +turned her blue eyes full upon him. "You told me before at the old +woman's cottage," he said, "that you knew them both,--had known one +too well." + +"If you please, sir, I won't say nothing about 'em." + +"I will not ask you, Carry. But you would tell me about your brother, +if you knew?" + +"Indeed I would, sir;--anything. He hadn't no more to do with Farmer +Trumbull's murder nor you had. They can't touch a hair of his head +along of that." + +"Such is my belief;--but who can prove it?" Again she was silent. +"Can you prove it? If speaking could save your brother, surely you +would speak out. Would you hesitate, Carry, in doing anything for +your brother's sake? Whatever may be his faults, he has not been hard +to you like the others." + +"Oh, sir, I wish I was dead." + +"You must not wish that, Carry. And if you know ought of this you +will be bound to speak. If you could bring yourself to tell me what +you know, I think it might be good for both of you." + +"It was they who had the money. Sam never seed a shilling of it." + +"Who is 'they'?" + +"Jack Burrows and Larry Acorn. And it wasn't Larry Acorn neither, +sir. I know very well who did it. It was Jack Burrows who did it." + +"That is he they call the Grinder?" + +"But Larry was with him then," said the girl, sobbing. + +"You are sure of that?" + +"I ain't sure of nothing, Mr. Fenwick, only that Sam wasn't there +at all. Of that I am quite, quite, quite sure. But when you asks me, +what am I to say?" + +Then he left her without speaking to her on this occasion a word +about herself. He had nothing to say that would give her any comfort. +He had almost made up his mind that he would take her over with him +to the mill, and try what might be done by the meeting between the +father, mother, and daughter, but all this new matter about the +police and the arrest, and Sam's absence, made it almost impossible +for him to take such a step at present. As he went, he again +interrogated Mrs. Stiggs, and was warned by her that words fell daily +from her lodger which made her think that the young woman would not +remain much longer with her. In the meantime there was nothing of +which she could complain. Carry insisted on her liberty to go out and +about the city alone; but the woman was of opinion that she did this +simply with the object of asserting her independence. After that the +necessary payment was made, and the Vicar returned to the Railway +Station. Of Sam he had learned nothing, and now he did not know where +to go for tidings. He still believed that the young man would come of +his own accord, if the demand for his appearance were made so public +as to reach his ear. + +On that same day there was a meeting of the magistrates at +Heytesbury, and the two men who had been so cruelly fetched back from +San Francisco were brought before it. Mr. Gilmore was on the bench, +along with Sir Thomas Charleys, who was the chairman, and three other +gentlemen. Lord Trowbridge was in the court house, and sat upon the +bench, but gave it out that he was not sitting there as a magistrate. +Samuel Brattle was called upon to answer to his bail, and Jones, the +attorney appearing for him, explained that he had gone from home +to seek work elsewhere, alluded to the length of time that had +elapsed, and to the injustice of presuming that a man against whom no +evidence had been adduced, should be bound to remain always in one +parish,--and expressed himself without any doubt that Mr. Fenwick +and Mr. George Brattle, who were his bailsmen, would cause him to be +found and brought forward. As neither the clergyman nor the farmer +were in court, nothing further could be done at once; and the +magistrates were quite ready to admit that time must be allowed. Nor +was the case at all ready against the two men who were in custody. +Indeed, against them the evidence was so little substantial that a +lawyer from Devizes, who attended on their behalf, expressed his +amazement that the American authorities should have given them +up, and suggested that it must have been done with some view to a +settlement of the Alabama claims. Evidence, however, was brought +up to show that the two men had been convicted before, the one for +burglary, and the other for horse-stealing; that the former, John +Burrows, known as the Grinder, was a man from Devizes with whom the +police about that town, and at Chippenham, Bath, and Wells, were +well acquainted; that the other, Acorn, was a young man who had been +respectable, as a partner in a livery stable at Birmingham, but who +had taken to betting, and had for a year past been living by evil +courses, having previously undergone two years of imprisonment +with hard labour. It was proved that they had been seen in the +neighbourhood both before and after the murder; that boots found in +the cottage at Pycroft Common fitted certain footmarks in the mud +of the farmer's yard; that Burrows had been supplied with a certain +poison at a county chemist's at Lavington, and that the dog Bone'm +had been poisoned with the like. Many other matters were proved, +all of which were declared by the lawyer from Devizes to amount to +nothing, and by the police authorities, who were prosecutors, to be +very much. The magistrates of course ordered a remand, and ordered +also that on the day named Sam Brattle should appear. It was +understood that that day week was only named pro forma, the +constables having explained that at least a fortnight would be +required for the collection of further evidence. This took place on +Tuesday, the 25th of April, and it was understood that time up to the +8th of May would be given to the police to complete their case. + +So far all went on quietly at Heytesbury; but before the magistrates +left the little town there was a row. Sir Thomas Charleys, in +speaking to his brother magistrate, Mr. Gilmore, about the whole +affair and about the Brattles in particular, had alluded to "Mr. +Fenwick's unfortunate connexion with Carry Brattle" at Salisbury. +Gilmore fired up at once, and demanded to know the meaning of this. +Sir Thomas, who was not the wisest man in the world, but who had +ideas of justice, and as to whom, in giving him his due, it must +be owned that he was afraid of no one, after some hesitation, +acknowledged that what he had heard respecting Mr. Fenwick had fallen +from Lord Trowbridge. He had heard from Lord Trowbridge that the +Vicar of Bullhampton was * * *. Gilmore on the occasion became +full of energy, and pressed the baronet very hard. Sir Thomas hoped +that Mr. Gilmore was not going to make mischief. Mr. Gilmore declared +that he would not submit to the injury done to his friend, and that +he would question Lord Trowbridge on the subject. He did question +Lord Trowbridge, whom he found waiting for his carriage, in the +parlour of the Bull Inn, Sir Thomas having accompanied him in the +search. The Marquis was quite outspoken. He had heard, he said, from +what he did not doubt to be good authority, that Mr. Fenwick was +in the habit of visiting alone a young woman who had lived in his +parish, but whom he now maintained in lodgings in a low alley in the +suburbs of Salisbury. He had said so much as that. In so saying, had +he spoken truth or falsehood? If he had said anything untrue, he +would be the first to acknowledge his own error. + +Then there had come to be very hot words. "My lord," said Mr. +Gilmore, "your insinuation is untrue. Whatever your words may have +been, in the impression which they have made, they are slanderous." + +"Who are you, sir," said the Marquis, looking at him from head to +foot, "to talk to me of the impression of my words?" + +But Mr. Gilmore's blood was up. "You intended to convey to Sir Thomas +Charleys, my lord, that Mr. Fenwick's visits were of a disgraceful +nature. If your words did not convey that, they conveyed nothing." + +"Who are you, sir, that you should interpret my words? I did no more +than my duty in conveying to Sir Thomas Charleys my conviction,--my +well-grounded conviction,--as to the gentleman's conduct. What I said +to him I will say aloud to the whole county. It is notorious that the +Vicar of Bullhampton is in the habit of visiting a profligate young +woman in a low part of the city. That I say is disgraceful to him, +to his cloth, and to the parish, and I shall give my opinion to the +bishop to that effect. Who are you, sir, that you should question +my words?" And again the Marquis eyed the Squire from head to foot, +leaving the room with a majestic strut as Gilmore went on to assert +that the allegation made, with the sense implied by it, contained +a wicked and a malicious slander. Then there were some words, much +quieter than those preceding them, between Mr. Gilmore and Sir +Thomas, in which the Squire pledged himself to,--he hardly knew what, +and Sir Thomas promised to hold his tongue,--for the present. But, +as a matter of course, the quarrel flew all over the little town. It +was out of the question that such a man as the Marquis of Trowbridge +should keep his wrath confined. Before he had left the inn-yard he +had expressed his opinion very plainly to half-a-dozen persons, both +as to the immorality of the Vicar and the impudence of the Squire; +and as he was taken home his hand was itching for pen and paper in +order that he might write to the bishop. Sir Thomas shrugged his +shoulders, and did not tell the story to more than three or four +confidential friends, to all of whom he remarked that on the matter +of the visits made to the girl, there never was smoke without fire. +Gilmore's voice, too, had been loud, and all the servants about the +inn had heard him. He knew that the quarrel was already public, and +felt that he had no alternative but to tell his friend what had +passed. + + +[Illustration: "Who are you, sir, that you should interpret +my words?"] + + +On that same evening he saw the Vicar. Fenwick had returned from +Salisbury, tired, dispirited, and ill at ease, and was just going in +to dress for dinner, when Gilmore met him at his own stable-door, and +told him what had occurred. + +"Then, after all, my wife was right and I was wrong," said Fenwick. + +"Right about what?" Gilmore asked. + +"She said that Lord Trowbridge would spread these very lies. I +confess that I made the mistake of believing him to be a gentleman. +Of course I may use your information?" + +"Use it just as you please," said Gilmore. Then they parted, and +Gilmore, who was on horseback, rode home. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVIII. + +MARY LOWTHER RETURNS TO BULLHAMPTON. + + +A month went by after the scenes described in the last chapter, and +summer had come at Bullhampton. It was now the end of May, and, with +the summer, Mary Lowther had arrived. During the month very little +progress had been made with the case at Heytesbury. There had been +two or three remands, and now there was yet another. The police +declared that this was rendered necessary by the absence of Sam +Brattle,--that the magistrates were anxious to give all reasonable +time for the production of the man who was out upon bail,--and that, +as he was undoubtedly concerned in the murder, they were determined +to have him. But they who professed to understand the case, among +whom were the lawyer from Devizes and Mr. Jones of Heytesbury, +declared that no real search had been made for Brattle because +the evidence in regard to the other men was hitherto inefficient. +The remand now stood again till Tuesday, June the 5th, and it was +understood that if Brattle did not then appear the bail would be +declared to have been forfeited. + +Fenwick had written a very angry letter to Lord Trowbridge, to which +he had got no answer, and Lord Trowbridge had written a very silly +letter to the bishop, in replying to which the bishop had snubbed +him. "I am informed by my friend, Mr. Gilmore," said the Vicar to +the Marquis, "that your lordship has stated openly that I have made +visits to a young woman in Salisbury which are disgraceful to me, to +my cloth, and to the parish of which I am the incumbent. I do not +believe that your lordship will deny that you have done so, and I, +therefore, call upon you at once to apologise to me for the calumny, +which, in its nature, is as injurious and wicked as calumny can +be, and to promise that you will not repeat the offence." The +Marquis, when he received this, had not as yet written that letter +to the bishop on which he had resolved after his interview with +Gilmore,--feeling, perhaps, some qualms of conscience, thinking that +it might be well that he should consult his son,--though with a +full conviction that, if he did so, his son would not allow him to +write to the bishop at all,--possibly with some feeling that he had +been too hard upon his enemy, the Vicar. But, when the letter from +Bullhampton reached him, all feelings of doubt, caution, and mercy, +were thrown to the winds. The tone of the letter was essentially +aggressive and impudent. It was the word calumny that offended him +most, that, and the idea that he, the Marquis of Trowbridge, should +be called upon to promise not to commit an offence! The pestilent +infidel at Bullhampton, as he called our friend, had not attempted to +deny the visits to the young woman at Salisbury. And the Marquis had +made fresh inquiry which had completely corroborated his previous +information. He had learned Mrs. Stiggs's address, and the name of +Trotter's Buildings, which details were to his mind circumstantial, +corroborative, and damnatory. Some dim account of the battle at the +Three Honest Men had reached him, and the undoubted fact that Carry +Brattle was maintained by the Vicar. Then he remembered all Fenwick's +old anxiety on behalf of the brother, whom the Marquis had taught +himself to regard as the very man who had murdered his tenant. +He reminded himself, too, of the murderer's present escape from +justice by aid of this pestilent clergyman; and thus became +convinced that in dealing with Mr. Fenwick, as it was his undoubted +duty to do, he had to deal with one of the very worst of the human +race. His lordship's mind was one utterly incapable of sifting +evidence,--unable even to understand evidence when it came to him. +He was not a bad man. He desired nothing that was not his own, and +remitted much that was. He feared God, honoured the Queen, and loved +his country. He was not self-indulgent. He did his duties as he knew +them. But he was an arrogant old fool, who could not keep himself +from mischief,--who could only be kept from mischief by the aid of +some such master as his son. As soon as he received the Vicar's +letter he at once sat down and wrote to the bishop. He was so sure +that he was right, that he sent Fenwick's letter to the bishop, +acknowledging what he himself had said at Heytesbury, and justifying +it altogether by an elaborate account of the Vicar's wickedness. "And +now, my lord, let me ask you," said he, in conclusion, "whether you +deem this a proper man to have the care of souls in the large and +important parish of Bullhampton." + +The bishop felt himself to be very much bullied. He had no doubt +whatsoever about his parson. He knew that Fenwick was too strong a +man to be acted upon beneficially by such advice as to his private +conduct as a bishop might give, and too good a man to need any +caution as to his conduct. "My Lord Marquis," he said, in reply, "in +returning the endorsed letter from Mr. Fenwick to your lordship, I +can only say that nothing has been brought before me by your lordship +which seems to me to require my interference. I should be wrong if I +did not add to this the expression of my opinion that Mr. Fenwick is +a moral man, doing his duty in his parish well, and an example in my +diocese to be followed, rather than a stumbling block." + +When this letter reached the Castle Lord St. George was there. The +poor old Marquis was cut to the quick. He immediately perceived,--so +he told himself,--that the bishop was an old woman, who understood +nothing; but he was sure that St. George would not look at the matter +in the same light. And yet it was impossible not to tell St. George. +Much as he dreaded his son, he did honestly tell everything to his +Mentor. He had already told St. George of Fenwick's letter to him +and of his letter to the bishop, and St. George had whistled. Now he +showed the bishop's letter to his son. St. George read the letter, +refolded it slowly, shrugged his shoulders, and said, as he returned +it to his father,-- + +"Well, my lord, I suppose you like a hornet's nest." + +This was the uncomfortable position of things at Bullhampton about +the beginning of June, at which time Mary Lowther was again staying +with her friend Mrs. Fenwick. Carry Brattle was still at Salisbury, +but had not been seen by the Vicar for more than a fortnight. The +Marquis's letter, backed as it was in part by his wife's counsel, +had, much to his own disgust, deterred him from seeing the girl. His +wife, however, had herself visited Trotter's Buildings, and had seen +Carry, taking to her a little present from her mother, who did not +dare to go over to Salisbury to see her child, because of words that +had passed between her and her husband. + +Mrs. Fenwick, on her return home, had reported that Carry was silent, +sullen, and idle; that her only speech was an expression of a wish +that she was dead, and that Mrs. Stiggs had said that she could get +no good of her. In the meantime Sam Brattle had not yet turned up, +and the 5th of June was at hand. + +Mary Lowther was again at the vicarage, and of course it was +necessary that she and Mr. Gilmore should meet each other. A promise +had been made to her that no advice should be pressed upon her,--the +meaning of which, of course, was that nothing should be said to her +urging her to marry Mr. Gilmore. But it was of course understood by +all the parties concerned that Mr. Gilmore was to be allowed to come +to the house; and, indeed, this was understood by the Fenwicks to +mean almost as plainly that she would at least endeavour to bring +herself to accept him when he did come. To Mary herself, as she made +the journey, the same meaning seemed to be almost inevitable; and as +she perceived this, she told herself that she had been wrong to leave +home. She knew,--she thought she knew,--that she must refuse him, and +in doing so would simply be making fresh trouble. Would it not have +been better for her to have remained at Loring,--to have put herself +at once on a par with her aunt, and have commenced her life of +solitary spinsterhood and dull routine? But, then, why should she +refuse him? She endeavoured to argue it out with herself in the +railway carriage. She had been told that Walter Marrable would +certainly marry Edith Brownlow, and she believed it. No doubt it was +much better that he should do so. At any rate, she and Walter were +separated for ever. When he wrote to her, declaring his purpose +of remaining in England, he had said not a word of renewing his +engagement with her. No doubt she loved him. About that she did not +for a moment endeavour to deceive herself. No doubt, if that fate in +life which she most desired might be hers, she would become the wife +of Walter Marrable. But that fate would not be hers, and then there +arose the question whether, on that account, she was unfit to be the +wife of any other man. Of this she was quite certain, that should it +ever seem to her to be her duty to accept the other man, she would +first explain to him clearly the position in which she found herself. +At last the whole matter resolved itself to this;--was it possible +for her to divest her idea of life of all romance, and to look for +contentment and satisfaction in the performance of duties to others? +The prospect of an old maid's life at Loring was not pleasant to her +eyes; but she would bear that, and worse than that, rather than do +wrong. It was, however, so hard for her to know what was right and +what was wrong! Supposing that she were to consent to marry Mr. +Gilmore, would she be forsworn when at the altar she promised to love +him? All her care would be henceforth for him, all her heart, as far +as she could command her heart, and certainly all her truth. There +should not be a secret of her mind hidden from him. She would force +herself to love him, and to forget that other man. He should be the +object of all her idolatry. She would, in that case, do her very +utmost to reward him for the constancy of the affection with which he +had regarded her; and yet, as she was driven in at the vicarage gate, +she told herself that it would have been better for her to remain at +Loring. + +During the first evening Mr. Gilmore's name was not mentioned. There +were subjects enough for conversation, as the period was one of great +excitement in Bullhampton. + +"What did you think of our chapel?" asked Mrs. Fenwick. + +"I had no idea it was so big." + +"Why, they are not going to leave us a single soul to go to church. +Mr. Puddleham means to make a clean sweep of the parish." + +"You don't mean to say that any have left you?" + +"Well; none as yet," replied Mrs. Fenwick. "But then the chapel isn't +finished; and the Marquis has not yet sent his order to his tenants +to become dissenters. We expect that he will do so, unless he can +persuade the bishop to turn Frank out of the living." + +"But the bishop couldn't turn him out." + +"Of course, he couldn't,--and wouldn't if he could. The bishop and +Frank are the best friends in the world. But that has nothing to do +with it. You mustn't abuse the chapel to Frank; just at this moment +the subject is tabooed. My belief is that the whole edifice will have +to come down, and that the confusion of Mr. Puddleham and the Marquis +will be something more complete than ever was yet seen. In the +meantime, I put my finger to my lip, and just look at Frank whenever +the chapel is mentioned." + +And then there was the matter of the murder, and the somewhat sad +consideration of Sam's protracted absence. + +"And will you have to pay four hundred pounds, Mr. Fenwick?" Mary +asked. + +"I shall be liable to pay it if he does not appear to-morrow, and no +doubt must absolutely pay it if he does not turn up soon." + +"But you don't think that he was one of them?" + +"I am quite sure he was not. But he has had trouble in his family, +and he got into a quarrel, and I fancy he has left the country. The +police say that he has been traced to Liverpool." + +"And will the other men be convicted?" Mrs. Fenwick asked. + +"I believe they will, and most fervently hope so. They have some +evidence about the wheels of a small cart in which Burrows certainly, +and, I believe, no doubt Acorn also, were seen to drive across +Pycroft Common early on the Sunday morning. A part of the tire had +come off, and another bit, somewhat broader, and an inch or so too +short, had been substituted. The impress made by this wheel in the +mud, just round the corner by the farm gate, was measured and copied +at the time, and they say that this will go far to identify the men. +That the man's cart was there is certain,--also that he was in the +same cart at Pycroft Common an hour or two after the murder." + +"That does seem clear," said Mary. + +"But somebody suggests that Sam had borrowed the cart. I believe, +however, that it will all come out;--only, if I have to pay four +hundred pounds I shall think that Farmer Trumbull has cost me very +dear." + +On the next morning Gilmore came to the vicarage. It had been +arranged that he would drive Fenwick over to Heytesbury, and that he +would call for him after breakfast. A somewhat late hour,--two in the +afternoon,--had been fixed for going on with the murder case, as it +was necessary that a certain constable should come down from London +on that morning; and, therefore, there would be no need for the two +men to start very early from Bullhampton. This was explained to Mary +by Mrs. Fenwick. "He dines here to-day," she had said when they met +in the morning before prayers, "and you may as well get over the +first awkwardness at once." Mary had assented to this, and, after +breakfast, Gilmore made his appearance among them in the garden. He +was just one moment alone with the girl he loved. + +"Miss Lowther," he said, "I cannot be with you for an instant without +telling you that I am unchanged." + +Mary made no reply, and he said nothing further. Mrs. Fenwick was +with them so quickly that there was no need for a reply,--and then he +was gone. During the whole day the two friends talked of the murder, +and of the Brattles, and the chapel,--which was thoroughly inspected +from the roof to the floor,--but not a word was said about the +loves of Harry Gilmore or Walter Marrable. Gilmore's name was often +mentioned as the whole story was told of Lord Trowbridge's new +quarrel, and of the correspondence with the bishop,--of which Fenwick +had learned the particulars from the bishop's chaplain. And in the +telling of this story Mrs. Fenwick did not scruple to express her +opinion that Harry Gilmore had behaved well, with good spirit, and +like a true friend. "If the Marquis had been anywhere near his own +age I believe he would have horsewhipped him," said the Vicar's wife, +with that partiality for the corporal chastisement of an enemy which +is certainly not uncommon to the feminine mind. This was all very +well, and called for no special remark from Mary, and possibly might +have an effect. + +The gentlemen returned late in the evening, and the Squire dressed at +the vicarage. But the great event of the day had to be told before +anyone was allowed to dress. Between four and five o'clock, just as +the magistrates were going to leave the bench, Sam Brattle had walked +into Court. + +"And your money is safe?" said his wife. + +"Yes, my money is safe; but, I declare, I think more of Sam's truth. +He was there, as it seemed, all of a sudden. The police had learned +nothing of him. He just walked into the court, and we heard his +voice. 'They tell me I'm wanted,' he said; and so he gave himself +up." + +"And what was done?" asked his wife. + +"It was too late to do anything; so they allowed a remand for another +week, and Sam was walked off to prison." + +At dinner time the conversation was still about the murder. It had +been committed after Mary Lowther had left Bullhampton; but she had +heard all the details, and was now as able to be interested about +it as were the others. It was Gilmore's opinion that, instead of +proceeding against Sam, they would put him into the witness-box and +make him tell what he knew about the presence of the other two men. +Fenwick declared that, if they did so, such was Sam's obstinacy that +he would tell nothing. It was his own idea,--as he had explained +both to his wife and to Gilmore,--that Carry Brattle could give more +evidence respecting the murder than her brother. Of this he said +nothing at present, but he had informed Constable Toffy that if +Caroline Brattle were wanted for the examination she would be found +at the house of Mrs. Stiggs. + +Thus for an hour or two the peculiar awkwardness of the meeting +between Harry Gilmore and Mary was removed. He was enabled to +talk with energy on a matter of interest, and she could join the +conversation. But when they were round the tea-table it seemed to be +arranged by common consent that Trumbull's murder and the Brattles +should, for a while, be laid aside. Then Mary became silent and +Gilmore became awkward. When inquiries were made as to Miss Marrable, +he did not know whether to seem to claim, or not to claim, that +lady's acquaintance. He could not, of course, allude to his visit +to Loring, and yet he could hardly save himself from having to +acknowledge that he had been there. However, the hour wore itself +away, and he was allowed to take his departure. + +During the next two days he did not see Mary Lowther. On the Friday +he met her with Mrs. Fenwick as the two were returning from the mill. +They had gone to visit Mrs. Brattle and Fanny, and to administer such +comfort as was possible in the present circumstances. The poor woman +told them that the father was now as silent about his son as about +his daughter, but that he had himself gone over to Heytesbury to +secure legal advice for the lad, and to learn from Mr. Jones, the +attorney, what might be the true aspect of the case. Of what he had +learned he had told nothing to the women at the mill, but the two +ladies had expressed their strong opinion of Sam's innocence. All +this was narrated by Mrs. Fenwick to Gilmore, and Mary Lowther was +enabled to take her part in the narrative. The Squire was walking +between the two, and it seemed to him as he walked that Mary at least +had no desire to avoid him. He became high in hope, and began to wish +that even now, at this moment, he might be left alone with her and +might learn his fate. He parted from them when they were near the +village, and as he went he held Mary's hand within his own for a few +moments. There was no return of his pressure, but it seemed to him +that her hand was left with him almost willingly. + +"What do you think of him?" her friend said to her, as soon as he had +parted from them. + +"What do I think of him? I have always thought well of him." + +"I know you have; to think otherwise of one who is positively so good +would be impossible. But do you feel more kindly to him than you +used?" + +"Janet," said Mary, after pausing awhile, "you had better leave me +alone. Don't be angry with me; but really it will be better that you +should leave me alone." + +"I won't be angry with you, and I will leave you alone," said Mrs. +Fenwick. And, as she considered this request afterwards, it seemed to +her that the very making of such a request implied a determination on +the girl's part to bring herself to accept the man's offer,--if it +might be possible. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIX. + +MARY LOWTHER'S DOOM. + + +The police were so very tedious in managing their business, and +the whole affair of the second magisterial investigation was so +protracted, that people in the neighbourhood became almost tired of +it, in spite of that appetite for excitement which the ordinary quiet +life of a rural district produces. On the first Tuesday in June Sam +had surrendered himself at Heytesbury, and on the second Tuesday it +was understood that the production of the prisoners was only formal. +The final examination, and committal, if the evidence should be +sufficient, was to take place on the third Tuesday in the month. +Against this Mr. Jones had remonstrated very loudly on Sam's behalf, +protesting that the magistrates were going beyond their power in +locking up a man against whom there was no more evidence now than +there had been when before they had found themselves compelled to +release him on bail. But this was of no avail. Sam had been released +before because the men who were supposed to have been his accomplices +were not in custody; and now that they were in custody the police +declared it to be out of the question that he should be left at +large. The magistrates of course agreed with the police, in spite of +the indignation of Mr. Jones. In the meantime a subpoena was served +upon Carry Brattle to appear on that final Tuesday,--Tuesday the +nineteenth of June. The policeman, when he served her with the paper, +told her that on the morning in question he would come and fetch her. +The poor girl said not a word as she took into her hand the dreadful +document. Mrs. Stiggs asked a question or two of the man, but +got from him no information. But it was well known in Trotter's +Buildings, and round about the Three Honest Men, that Sam Brattle was +to be tried for the murder of Mr. Trumbull, and public opinion in +that part of Salisbury was adverse to Sam. Public opinion was averse, +also, to poor Carry; and Mrs. Stiggs was becoming almost tired of her +lodger, although the payment made for her was not ungenerous and was +as punctual as the sun. In truth, the tongue of the landlady of the +Three Honest Men was potential in those parts, and was very bitter +against Sam and his sister. + +In the meantime there was a matter of interest which, to our friends +at Bullhampton, exceeded even that of the Heytesbury examinations. +Mr. Gilmore was now daily at the vicarage on some new or old lover's +pretence. It might be that he stood but for a minute or two on the +terrace outside the drawing-room windows, or that he would sit with +the ladies during half the afternoon, or that he would come down to +dinner,--some excuse having arisen for an invitation to that effect +during the morning. Very little was said on the subject between Mrs. +Fenwick and Mary Lowther, and not a word between the Vicar and his +guest; but between Mr. and Mrs. Fenwick many words were spoken, and +before the first week was over they were sure that she would yield. + +"I think she will," said Mrs. Fenwick;--"but she will do it in +agony." + +"Then if I were Harry I would leave her alone," said the Vicar. + +"But you are not Harry; and if you were, you would be wrong. She will +not be happy when she accepts him; but by the time the day fixed for +the wedding comes round, she will have reconciled herself to it, and +then she will be as loving a wife as ever a man had." But the Vicar +shook his head and said that, so far as he was concerned, love of +that sort would not have sufficed for him. + +"Of course," said his wife, "it is very pleasant for a man to be told +that the woman he loves is dying for him; but men can't always have +everything that they want." + +Mary Lowther at this time became subject to a feeling of shame which +almost overwhelmed her. There grew upon her a consciousness that she +had allowed herself to come to Bullhampton on purpose that she might +receive a renewed offer of marriage from her old lover, and that +she had done so because her new and favoured lover had left her. Of +course she must accept Mr. Gilmore. Of that she had now become quite +sure. She had come to Bullhampton,--so she now told herself,--because +she had been taught to believe that it would not be right for her to +abandon herself to a mode of life which was not to her taste. All the +friends in whose judgment she could confide expressed to her in every +possible way their desire that she should marry this man; and now she +had made this journey with the view of following their counsel. So +she thought of herself and her doings; but such was not in truth the +case. When she first determined to visit Bullhampton, she was very +far from thinking that she would accept the man. Mrs. Fenwick's +argument that she should not be kept away from Bullhampton by fear of +Mr. Gilmore, had prevailed with her,--and she had come. And now that +she was there, and that this man was daily with her, it was no longer +possible that she should refuse him. And, after all, what did it +matter? She was becoming sick of the importance which she imputed to +herself in thinking of herself. If she could make the man happy why +should she not do so? The romance of her life had become to her a +rhodomontade of which she was ashamed. What was her love, that she +should think so much about it? What did it mean? Could she not do her +duty in the position in life in which her friends wished to place +her, without hankering after a something which was not to be bestowed +on her? After all, what did it all matter? She would tell the man the +exact truth as well as she knew how to tell it, and then let him take +her or leave her as he listed. + +And she did tell him the truth, after the following fashion. It +came to pass at last that a day and an hour was fixed in which Mr. +Gilmore might come to the vicarage and find Mary alone. There were no +absolute words arranging this to which she was a party, but it was +understood. She did not even pretend an unwillingness to receive him, +and had assented by silence when Mrs. Fenwick had said that the man +should be put out of his suspense. Mary, when she was silent, knew +well that it was no longer within her power to refuse him. + +He came and found her alone. He knew, too, or fancied that he knew, +what would be the result of the interview. She would accept him, +without protestations of violent love for himself, acknowledging what +had passed between her and her cousin, and proffering to him the +offer of future affection. He had pictured it all to himself, and +knew that he intended to accept what would be tendered. There were +drawbacks in the happiness which was in store for him, but still +he would take what he could get. As each so nearly understood the +purpose of the other it was almost a pity that the arrangement could +not be made without any words between them,--words which could hardly +be pleasant either in the speaking or in the hearing. + +He had determined that he would disembarrass himself of all +preliminary flourishes in addressing her, and had his speech ready as +he took her by the hand. "Mary," he said, "you know why I am here." +Of course she made no reply. "I told you when I first saw you again +that I was unchanged." Then he paused, as though he expected that she +would answer him, but still she said nothing. "Indeed I am unchanged. +When you were here before I told you that I could look forward to no +happiness unless you would consent to be my wife. That was nearly a +year ago, and I have come again now to tell you the same thing. I do +not think but what you will believe me to be in earnest." + +"I know that you are in earnest," she said. + +"No man was ever more so. My constancy has been tried during the time +that you have been away. I do not say so as a reproach to you. Of +course there can be no reproach. I have nothing to complain of in +your conduct to me. But I think I may say that if my regard for you +has outlived the pain of those months there is some evidence that it +is sincere." + +"I have never doubted your sincerity." + +"Nor can you doubt my constancy." + +"Except in this, that it is so often that we want that which we have +not, and find it so little worthy of having when we get it." + +"You do not say that from your heart, Mary. If you mean to refuse me +again, it is not because you doubt the reality of my love." + +"I do not mean to refuse you again, Mr. Gilmore." Then he attempted +to put his arm round her waist, but she recoiled from him, not in +anger, but very quietly, and with a womanly grace that was perfect. +"But you must hear me first, before I can allow you to take me in the +only way in which I can bestow myself. I have been steeling myself to +this, and I must tell you all that has occurred since we were last +together." + +"I know it all," said he, anxious that she should be spared;--anxious +also that he himself should be spared the pain of hearing that which +she was about to say to him. + +But it was necessary for her that she should say it. She would not go +to him as his accepted mistress upon other terms than those she had +already proposed to herself. "Though you know it, I must speak of +it," she said. "I should not, otherwise, be dealing honestly either +with you or with myself. Since I saw you last, I have met my cousin, +Captain Marrable. I became attached to him with a quickness which +I cannot even myself understand. I loved him dearly, and we were +engaged to be married." + +"You wrote to me, Mary, and told me all that." This he said, striving +to hide the impatience which he felt; but striving in vain. + +"I did so, and now I have to tell you that that engagement is at +an end. Circumstances occurred,--a sad loss of income that he had +expected,--which made it imperative on him, and also on me in his +behalf, that we should abandon our hopes. He would have been ruined +by such a marriage,--and it is all over." Then she paused, and he +thought that she had done; but there was more to be said, words +heavier to be borne than any which she had yet uttered. "And I love +him still. I should lie if I said that it was not so. If he were free +to marry me this moment I should go to him." As she said this, there +came a black cloud across his brow; but he stood silent to hear it +all to the last. "My respect and esteem for you are boundless," she +continued,--"but he has my heart. It is only because I know that I +cannot be his wife that I have allowed myself to think whether it is +my duty to become the wife of another man. After what I now say to +you, I do not expect that you will persevere. Should you do so, you +must give me time." Then she paused, as though it were now his turn +to speak; but there was something further that she felt herself +bound to say, and, as he was still silent, she continued. "My +friends,--those whom I most trust in the world, my aunt and Janet +Fenwick, all tell me that it will be best for me to accept your +offer. I have made no promise to either of them. I would tell my +mind to no one till I told it to you. I believe I owe as much to +you,--almost as much as a woman can owe to a man; but still, were my +cousin so placed that he could afford to marry a poor wife, I should +leave you and go to him at once. I have told you everything now; and +if, after this, you can think me worth having, I can only promise +that I will endeavour, at some future time, to do my duty to you as +your wife." Then she had finished, and she stood before him--waiting +her doom. + +His brow had become black and still blacker as she continued her +speech. He had kept his eyes upon her without quailing for a moment, +and had hoped for some moment of tenderness, some sparkle of feeling, +at seeing which he might have taken her in his arms and have stopped +the sternness of her speech. But she had been at least as strong as +he was, and had not allowed herself to show the slightest sign of +weakness. + +"You do not love me, then?" he said. + +"I esteem you as we esteem our dearest friends." + +"And you will never love me?" + +"How shall I answer you? I do love you,--but not as I love him. I +shall never again have that feeling." + +"Except for him?" + +"Except for him. If it is to be conquered, I will conquer it. I know, +Mr. Gilmore, that what I have told you will drive you from me. It +ought to do so." + +"It is for me to judge of that," he said, turning upon her quickly. + +"In judging for myself I have thought it right to tell you the exact +truth, and to let you know what it is that you would possess if you +should choose to take me." Then again she was silent, and waited for +her doom. + +There was a pause of, perhaps, a couple of minutes, during which he +made no reply. He walked the length of the room twice, slowly, before +he uttered a word, and during that time he did not look at her. Had +he chosen to take an hour, she would not have interrupted him again. +She had told him everything, and it was for him now to decide. After +what she had said he could not but recall his offer. How was it +possible that he should desire to make a woman his wife after such a +declaration as that which she had made to him? + +"And now," he said, "it is for me to decide." + +"Yes, Mr. Gilmore, it is for you to decide." + +"Then," said he, coming up to her and putting out his hand, "you are +my betrothed. May God in his mercy soften your heart to me, and +enable you to give me some return for all the love that I bear you." +She took his hand and raised it to her lips and kissed it, and then +had left the room before he was able to stop her. + + + + +CHAPTER L. + +MARY LOWTHER INSPECTS HER FUTURE HOME. + + +Of course it was soon known in the vicarage that Mary Lowther +had accepted the Squire's hand. She had left him standing in +the drawing-room;--had left him very abruptly, though she had +condescended to kiss his hand. Perhaps in no way could she have made +a kinder reply to his petition for mercy. In ordinary cases it is +probably common for a lady, when she has yielded to a gentleman's +entreaties for the gift of herself, to yield also something further +for his immediate gratification, and to submit herself to his +embrace. In this instance it was impossible that the lady should do +so. After the very definite manner in which she had explained to him +her feelings, it was out of the question that she should stay and toy +with him;--that she should bear the pressure of his arm, or return +his caresses. But there had come upon her a sharp desire to show her +gratitude before she left him,--to show her gratitude, and to prove, +by some personal action towards him, that though she had been forced +to tell him that she did not love him,--that she did not love him +after the fashion in which his love was given to her,--that yet he +was dear to her, as our dearest friends are dear. And therefore, when +he had stretched out his hand to her in sign of the offer which he +was making her, she had raised it to her lips and kissed it. + +Very shortly after she had left the room Mrs. Fenwick came to him. +"Well, Harry," she said, coming up close to him, and looking into his +eyes to see how it had fared with him, "tell me that I may wish you +joy." + +"She has promised that she will be my wife," he said. + +"And is not that what you have so long wished?" + +"Yes, indeed." + +"Then why are you not elated?" + +"I have no doubt she will tell you all. But do not suppose, Mrs. +Fenwick, that I am not thankful. She has behaved very well,--and she +has accepted me. She has explained to me in what way her acceptance +has been given, and I have submitted to it." + +"Now, Harry, you are going to make yourself wretched about some +romantic trifle." + +"I am not going to make myself miserable at all. I am much less +miserable than I could have believed to be possible six months ago. +She has told me that she will be my wife, and I do not for a moment +think that she will go back from her word." + +"Then what is it?" + +"I have not won her as other men do. Never mind;--I do not mean to +complain. Mrs. Fenwick, I shall trust you to let me know when she +will be glad to see me here." + +"Of course you will come when you like and how you like. You must be +quite at home here." + +"As far as you and Frank are concerned, that would be a +matter-of-course to me. But it cannot be so--yet--in regard to Mary. +At any rate, I will not intrude upon her till I know that my coming +will not be a trouble to her." After this it was not necessary that +Mrs. Fenwick should be told much more of the manner in which these +new betrothals had been made. + +Mary was, of course, congratulated both by the Vicar and his wife, +and she received their congratulations with a dignity of deportment +which, even from her, almost surprised them. She said scarcely a +word, but smiled as she was kissed by each of them and did whisper +something as to her hope that she might be able to make Mr. Gilmore +happy. There was certainly no triumph; and there was no visible sign +of regret. When she was asked whether she would not wish that he +should come to the vicarage, she declared that she would have him +come just as he pleased. If she only knew of his coming beforehand +she would take care that she would be within to receive him. Whatever +might be his wishes, she would obey them. Mrs. Fenwick suggested that +Gilmore would like her to go up to the Privets, and look at the house +which was to be her future home. She promised that she would go with +him at any hour that he might appoint. Then there was something said +as to fixing the day of the wedding. "It is not to be immediately," +she replied; "he promised me that he would give me time." "She speaks +of it as though she was going to be hung," the Vicar said afterwards +to his wife. + +On the day after her engagement she saw Gilmore, and then she wrote +to her aunt to tell her the tidings. Her letter was very short, and +had not Miss Marrable thoroughly understood the character of her +niece, and the agony of the struggle to which Mary was now subjected, +it would have seemed to be cold and ungrateful. "My dear Aunt," said +the letter, "Yesterday I accepted Mr. Gilmore's offer. I know you +will be glad to hear this, as you have always thought that I ought +to do so. No time has been fixed for the wedding, but it will not be +very soon. I hope I may do my duty to him and make him happy; but I +do not know whether I should not have been more useful in remaining +with my affectionate aunt." That was the whole letter, and there +was no other friend to whom she herself communicated the tidings. +It occurred to her for a moment that she would write to Walter +Marrable;--but Walter Marrable had told her nothing of Edith +Brownlow. Walter Marrable would learn the news fast enough. And then, +the writing of such a letter would not have been very easy to her. + +On the Sunday afternoon, after church, she walked up to the Privets +with her lover. The engagement had been made on the previous +Thursday, and this was the first occasion on which she had been +alone with him for more than a minute or two at a time since she had +then parted from him. They started immediately from the churchyard, +passing out through the gate which led into Mr. Trumbull's field, and +it was understood that they were to return for an early dinner at the +vicarage. Mary had made many resolutions as to this walk. She would +talk much, so that it might not be tedious and melancholy to him; she +would praise everything, and show the interest which she took in the +house and grounds; she would ask questions, and display no hesitation +as to claiming her own future share of possession in all that +belonged to him. She went off at once as soon as she was through the +wicket gate, asking questions as to the division of the property of +the parish between the two owners, as to this field and that field, +and the little wood which they passed, till her sharp intelligence +told her that she was over-acting her part. He was no actor, +but unconsciously he perceived her effort; and he resented it, +unconsciously also, by short answers and an uninterested tone. She +was aware of it all, and felt that there had been a mistake. It +would be better for her to leave the play in his hands, and to adapt +herself to his moods. + +"We had better go straight up to the house," he said, as soon as the +pathway had led them off Lord Trowbridge's land into his own domain. + +"I think we had," said she. + +"If we go round by the stables it will make us late for Fenwick's +dinner." + +"We ought to be back by half-past two," she said. They had left the +church exactly at half-past twelve, and were therefore to be together +for two hours. + +He took her over the house. The showing of a house in such +circumstances is very trying, both to the man and to the woman. He is +weighted by a mixed load of pride in his possession and of assumed +humility. She, to whom every detail of the future nest is so vitally +important, is almost bound to praise, though every encomium she +pronounces will be a difficulty in the way of those changes which +she contemplates. But on the present occasion Mary contemplated +no change. Marrying this man, as she was about to do, professedly +without loving him, she was bound to take everything else as she +found it. The dwelling rooms of the house she had known before; the +dining-room, the drawing-room, and the library. She was now taken +into his private chamber, where he sat as a magistrate, and paid his +men, and kept his guns and fishing-rods. Here she sat down for a +moment, and when he had told her this and that,--how he was always +here for so long in the morning, and how he hoped that she would come +to him sometimes when he was thus busy, he came and stood over her, +putting his hand upon her shoulder. "Mary," he said, "will you not +kiss me?" + +"Certainly I will," she said, jumping up, and offering her face to +his salute. A month or two ago he would have given the world for +permission to kiss her; and now it seemed as though the thing itself +were a matter but of little joy. A kiss to be joyful should be +stolen, with a conviction on the part of the offender that she who +has suffered the loss will never prosecute the thief. She had meant +to be good to him, but the favour would have gone further with him +had she made more of it. + +Then they went up stairs. Who does not know the questions that were +asked and that were answered? On this occasion they were asked and +answered with matter-of-fact useful earnestness. The papers on the +walls were perhaps old and ugly; but she did not mind it if they +were so. If he liked to have the rooms new papered, of course it +would be nice. Would she like new furniture? Did she object to the +old-fashioned four-post bedsteads? Had she any special taste about +hangings and colours? Of course she had, but she could not bring +herself to indulge them by giving orders as to this or that. She +praised everything; was satisfied with everything; was interested in +everything; but would propose no changes. What right had she, seeing +that she was to give him so little, to ask him to do this or that +for her? She meant on this occasion to do all that she could for his +happiness, but had she ordered new furniture for the whole house, +begged that every room might be fresh papered, and pointed out that +the panelling was old and must be altered, and the entire edifice +re-painted inside and out, he would have been a happier man. "I hope +you will find it comfortable," he said, in a tone of voice that was +beyond measure lugubrious. + +"I am sure that I shall," she replied. "What more can any woman want +than there is here? And then there are so many comforts to which I +have never been used." + +This passed between them as they stood on the steps of the house, +looking down upon green paddocks in front of the house; "I think we +will come and see the gardens another day," he said. + +"Whenever you like," she answered. "Perhaps if we stay now we shall +be keeping them waiting." Then, as they returned by the road, she +remembered an account that Janet Fenwick had given her of a certain +visit which Janet had made to the vicarage as Miss Balfour, and +of all the joys of that inspection. But what right had she, Mary +Lowther, to suppose that she could have any of the same pleasure? +Janet Balfour, in her first visit to the vicarage, had been to see +the home in which she was to live with the man to whom her whole +heart had been given without reserve. + + + + +CHAPTER LI. + +THE GRINDER AND HIS COMRADE. + + +As the day drew near for the final examination at Heytesbury of the +suspected murderers,--the day on which it was expected that either +all the three prisoners, or at least two of them, would be committed +to take their trial at the summer assizes, the Vicar became anxious +as to the appearance of Carry Brattle in the Court. At first he +entertained an idea that he would go over to Salisbury and fetch her; +but his wife declared that this was imprudent and Quixotic,--and +that he shouldn't do it. Fenwick's argument in support of his own +idea amounted to little more than this,--that he would go for the +girl because the Marquis of Trowbridge would be sure to condemn +him for taking such a step. "It is intolerable to me," he said, +"that I should be impeded in my free action by the interference and +accusations of such an ass as that." But the question was one on +which his wife felt herself to be so strong that she would not yield, +either to his logic or to his anger. "It can't be fit for you to go +about and fetch witnesses; and it won't make it more fit because +she is a pretty young woman who has lost her character." "Honi soit +qui mal y pense," said the Vicar. But his wife was resolute, and he +gave up the plan. He wrote, however, to the constable at Salisbury, +begging the man to look to the young woman's comfort, and offering to +pay for any special privilege or accommodation that might be accorded +to her. This occurred on the Saturday before the day on which Mary +Lowther was taken up to look at her new home. + +The Sunday passed by, with more or less of conversation respecting +the murder; and so also the Monday morning. The Vicar had himself +been summoned to give his evidence as to having found Sam Brattle +in his own garden, in company with another man with whom he had +wrestled, and whom he was able to substantiate as the Grinder; and, +indeed, the terrible bruise made by the Vicar's life-preserver on +the Grinder's back, would be proved by evidence from Lavington. On +the Monday evening he was sitting, after dinner, with Gilmore, who +had dined at the vicarage, when he was told that a constable from +Salisbury wished to see him. The constable was called into the room, +and soon told his story. He had gone up to Trotter's Buildings that +day after dinner, and was told that the bird had flown. She had gone +out that morning, and Mrs. Stiggs knew nothing of her departure. When +they examined the room in which she slept, they found that she had +taken what little money she possessed and her best clothes. She had +changed her frock and put on a pair of strong boots, and taken her +cloak with her. Mrs. Stiggs acknowledged that had she seen the girl +going forth thus provided, her suspicions would have been aroused; +but Carry had managed to leave the house without being observed. Then +the constable went on to say that Mrs. Stiggs had told him that she +had been sure that Carry would go. "I've been a waiting for it all +along," she had said; "but when there came the law rumpus atop of the +other, I knew as how she'd hop the twig." And now Carry Brattle had +hopped the twig, and no one knew whither she had gone. There was much +sorrow at the vicarage; for Mrs. Fenwick, though she had been obliged +to restrain her husband's impetuosity in the matter, had nevertheless +wished well for the poor girl;--and who could not believe aught of +her now but that she would return to misery and degradation? When the +constable was interrogated as to the need for her attendance on the +morrow, he declared that nothing could now be done towards finding +her and bringing her to Heytesbury in time for the magistrates' +session. He supposed there would be another remand, and that then +she, too, would be--wanted. + +But there had been so many remands that on the Tuesday the +magistrates were determined to commit the men, and did commit two of +them. Against Sam there was no tittle of evidence, except as to that +fact that he had been seen with these men in Mr. Fenwick's garden; +and it was at once proposed to put him into the witness-box, instead +of proceeding against him as one of the murderers. As a witness he +was adjudged to have behaved badly; but the assumed independence of +his demeanour was probably the worst of his misbehaviour. He would +tell them nothing of the circumstances of the murder, except that +having previously become acquainted with the two men, Burrows and +Acorn, and having, as he thought, a spite against the Vicar at the +time, he had determined to make free with some of the vicarage fruit. +He had, he said, met the men in the village that afternoon, and +had no knowledge of their business there. He had known Acorn more +intimately than the other man, and confessed at last that his +acquaintance with that man had arisen from a belief that Acorn was +about to marry his sister. He acknowledged that he knew that Burrows +had been a convicted thief, and that Acorn had been punished for +horse stealing. When he was asked how it had come to pass that he was +desirous of seeing his sister married to a horse-stealer, he declined +to answer, and, looking round the Court, said that he hoped there was +no man there who would be coward enough to say anything against his +sister. They who heard him declared that there was more of a threat +than a request expressed in his words and manner. + +A question was put to him as to his knowledge of Farmer Trumbull's +money. "There was them as knew; but I knew nothing," he said. He was +pressed on this point by the magistrates, but would say not a word +further. As to this, however, the police were indifferent, as they +believed that they would be able to prove at the trial, from other +sources, that the mother of the man called the Grinder had certainly +received tidings of the farmer's wealth. There were many small +matters of evidence to which the magistrates trusted. One of the men +had bought poison, and the dog had been poisoned. The presence of the +cart at the farmer's gate was proved, and the subsequent presence +of the two men in the same cart at Pycroft Common. The size of the +footprints, the characters and subsequent flight of the men, and +certain damaging denials and admissions which they themselves had +made, all went to make up the case against them, and they were +committed to be tried for the murder. Sam, however, was allowed to go +free, being served, however, with a subpoena to attend at the trial +as a witness. "I will," said he, "if you send me down money enough +to bring me up from South Shields, and take me back again. I ain't a +coming on my own hook as I did this time;--and wouldn't now, only for +Muster Fenwick." Our friends left the police to settle this question +with Sam, and then drove home to Bullhampton. + +The Vicar was triumphant, though his triumph was somewhat quelled +by the disappearance of Carry Brattle. There could, however, be no +longer any doubt that Sam Brattle's innocence as to the murder was +established. Head-Constable Toffy had himself acknowledged to him +that Sam could have had no hand in it. "I told you so from the +beginning," said the Vicar. "We 'as got the right uns, at any rate," +said the constable; "and it wasn't none of our fault that we hadn't +'em before." But though Constable Toffy was thus honest, there were +one or two in Heytesbury on that day who still persisted in declaring +that Sam was one of the murderers. Sir Thomas Charleys stuck to that +opinion to the last; and Lord Trowbridge, who had again sat upon the +bench, was quite convinced that justice was being shamefully robbed +of her due. + +When the Vicar reached Bullhampton, instead of turning into his own +place at once, he drove himself on to the mill. He dropped Gilmore at +the gate, but he could not bear that the father and mother should not +know immediately, from a source which they would trust, that Sam had +been declared innocent of that great offence. Driving round by the +road, Fenwick met the miller about a quarter of a mile from his own +house. "Mr. Brattle," he said, "they have committed the two men." + +"Have they, sir?" said the miller, not condescending to ask a +question about his own son. + +"As I have said all along, Sam had no more to do with it than you or +I." + +"You have been very good, Muster Fenwick." + +"Come, Mr. Brattle, do not pretend that this is not a comfort to +you." + +"A comfort as my son ain't proved a murderer! If they'd a hanged 'im, +Muster Fenwick, that'd a been bad, for certain. It ain't much of +comfort we has; but there may be a better and a worser in everything, +no doubt. I'm obleeged to you, all as one, Muster Fenwick--very much +obleeged; and it will take a heavy load off his mother's heart." Then +the Vicar turned his gig round, and drove himself home. + + + + +CHAPTER LII. + +CARRY BRATTLE'S JOURNEY. + + +Mrs. Stiggs had been right in her surmise about Carry Brattle. The +confinement in Trotter's Buildings and want of interest in her life +was more than the girl could bear, and she had been thinking of +escape almost from the first day that she had been there. Had it +not been for the mingled fear and love with which she regarded Mr. +Fenwick, had she not dreaded that he should think her ungrateful, she +would have flown even before the summons came to her which told her +that she must appear before the magistrates and lawyers, and among a +crowd of people, in the neighbourhood of her old home. That she could +not endure, and therefore she had flown. When it had been suggested +to her that she should go and live with her brother's wife as +her servant, that idea had been hard to bear. But there had been +uncertainty, and an opinion of her own which proved to be right, +that her sister-in-law would not receive her. Now about this paper +that the policeman had handed to her, and the threatened journey to +Heytesbury, there was no uncertainty,--unless she might possibly +escape the evil by running away. Therefore she ran away. + +The straight-going people of the world, in dealing with those who go +crooked, are almost always unreasonable. "Because you have been bad," +say they who are not bad to those who are bad, "because you have +hitherto indulged yourself with all pleasures within your reach, +because you have never worked steadily or submitted yourself to +restraint, because you have been a drunkard, and a gambler, and have +lived in foul company, therefore now,--now that I have got a hold of +you and can manipulate you in reference to your repentance and future +conduct,--I will require from you a mode of life that, in its general +attractions, shall be about equal to that of a hermit in the desert. +If you flinch you are not only a monster of ingratitude towards me, +who am taking all this trouble to save you, but you are also a poor +wretch for whom no possible hope of grace can remain." When it is +found that a young man is neglecting his duties, doing nothing, +spending his nights in billiard rooms and worse places, and getting +up at two o'clock in the day, the usual prescription of his friends +is that he should lock himself up in his own dingy room, drink tea, +and spend his hours in reading good books. It is hardly recognised +that a sudden change from billiards to good books requires a strength +of character which, if possessed, would probably have kept the young +man altogether from falling into bad habits. If we left the doors of +our prisons open, and then expressed disgust because the prisoners +walked out, we should hardly be less rational. The hours at Mrs. +Stiggs's house had been frightfully heavy to poor Carry Brattle, and +at last she escaped. + +It was half-past ten on the Monday morning when she went out. It was +her custom to go out at that hour. Mr. Fenwick had desired her to +attend the morning services at the Cathedral. She had done so for a +day or two, and had then neglected them. But she had still left the +house always at that time; and once, when Mrs. Stiggs had asked some +question on the subject, she had replied almost in anger that she was +not a prisoner. On this occasion she made changes in her dress which +were not usual, and therefore she was careful to avoid being seen as +she went; but had she been interrogated she would have persevered. +Who had a right to stop her? + +But where should she go? The reader may perhaps remember that once +when Mr. Fenwick first found this poor girl, after her flight from +home and her great disgrace, she had expressed a desire to go to the +mill and just look at it,--even if she might do no more than that. +The same idea was now in her mind, but as she left the city she had +no concerted plan. There were two things between which she must +choose at once,--either to go to London, or not to go to London. She +had money enough for her fare, and perhaps a few shillings over. In +a dim way she did understand that the choice was between going to +the devil at once,--and not going quite at once; and then, weakly, +wistfully, with uncertain step, almost without an operation of her +mind, she did not take the turn which, from the end of Trotter's +Buildings, would have brought her to the Railway Station, but did +take that which led her by the Three Honest Men out on to the Devizes +road,--the road which passes across Salisbury Plain, and leads from +the city to many Wiltshire villages,--of which Bullhampton is one. + +She walked slowly, but she walked nearly the whole day. Nothing could +be more truly tragical than the utterly purposeless tenour of her +day,--and of her whole life. She had no plan,--nothing before her; +no object even for the evening and night of that very day in which +she was wasting her strength on the Devizes road. It is the lack of +object, of all aim, in the lives of the houseless wanderers that +gives to them the most terrible element of their misery. Think of it! +To walk forth with, say, ten shillings in your pocket,--so that there +need be no instant suffering from want of bread or shelter,--and +have no work to do, no friend to see, no place to expect you, no +duty to accomplish, no hope to follow, no bourn to which you can +draw nigher,--except that bourn which, in such circumstances, the +traveller must surely regard as simply the end of his weariness! But +there is nothing to which humanity cannot attune itself. Men can +live upon poison, can learn to endure absolute solitude, can bear +contumely, scorn, and shame, and never show it. Carry Brattle had +already become accustomed to misery, and as she walked she thought +more of the wretchedness of the present hour, of her weary feet, of +her hunger, and of the nature of the rest which she might purchase +for herself at some poor wayside inn, than she did of her future +life. + + +[Illustration: Carry Brattle.] + + +She got a lump of bread and a glass of beer in the middle of the day, +and then she walked on and on till the evening came. She went very +slowly, stopping often and sitting down when the road side would +afford her some spot of green shade. At eight o'clock she had walked +fifteen miles, straight along the road, and, as she knew well, had +passed the turn which would have taken her by the nearest way from +Salisbury to Bullhampton. She had formed no plan, but entertained a +hope that if she continued to walk they would not catch her so as to +take her to Heytesbury on the morrow. She knew that if she went on +she might get to Pycroft Common by this road; and though there was no +one in the whole world whom she hated worse than Mrs. Burrows, still +at Pycroft Common she might probably be taken in and sheltered. At +eight she reached a small village which she remembered to have seen +before, of which she saw the name written up on a board, and which +she knew to be six miles from Bullhampton. She was so tired and weary +that she could go no further, and here she asked for a bed. She told +them that she was walking from Salisbury to the house of a friend who +lived near Devizes, and that she had thought she could do it in one +day and save her railway fare. She was simply asked to pay for her +bed and supper beforehand, and then she was taken in and fed and +sheltered. On the next morning she got up very late and was unwilling +to leave the house. She paid for her breakfast, and, as she was +not told to go her way, she sat on the chair in which she had been +placed, without speaking, almost without moving, till late in the +afternoon. At three o'clock she roused herself, asked for some bread +and cheese which she put in her pocket, and started again upon her +journey. She thought that she would be safe, at any rate for that +day, from the magistrates and the policemen, from the sight of her +brother, and from the presence of that other man at Heytesbury. But +whither she would go when she left the house,--whether on to the +hated cottage at Pycroft Common, or to her father's house, she had +not made up her mind when she tied on her hat. She went on along +the road towards Devizes, and about two miles from the village she +came to a lane turning to the left, with a finger-post. On this was +written a direction,--To Bullhampton and Imber; and here she turned +short off towards the parish in which she had been born. It was then +four o'clock, and when she had travelled a mile further she found +a nook under the wall of a little bridge, and there she seated +herself, and ate her dinner of bread and cheese. While she was there +a policeman on foot passed along the road. The man did not see her, +and had he seen her would have taken no more than a policeman's +ordinary notice of her; but she saw him, and in consequence did not +leave her hiding-place for hours. + +About nine o'clock she crept on again, but even then her mind was not +made up. She did not even yet know where she would bestow herself for +that night. It seemed to her that there would be an inexpressible +pleasure to her, even in her misery, in walking round the precincts +of the mill, in gazing at the windows of the house, in standing on +the bridge where she had so often loitered, and in looking once more +on the scene of her childhood. But, as she thought of this, she +remembered the darkness of the stream, and the softly-gurgling but +rapid flow with which it hurried itself on beneath the black abyss of +the building. She had often shuddered as she watched it, indulging +herself in the luxury of causeless trepidation. But now, were she +there, she would surely take that plunge into the blackness, which +would bring her to the end of all her misery! + +And yet, as she went on towards her old home, through the twilight, +she had no more definite idea than that of looking once more on +the place which had been cherished in her memory through all her +sufferings. As to her rest for the night she had no plan,--unless, +indeed, she might find her rest in the hidden mill-pool of that dark, +softly-gurgling stream. + +On that same day, between six and seven in the evening, the miller +was told by Mr. Fenwick that his son was no longer accused of the +murder. He had not received the information in the most gracious +manner; but not the less quick was he in making it known at the mill. +"Them dunderheads over at He'tsbry has found out at last as our +Sam had now't to do with it." This he said, addressing no one in +particular, but in the hearing of his wife and Fanny Brattle. Then +there came upon him a torrent of questions and a torrent also of +tears. Mrs. Brattle and Fanny had both made up their minds that Sam +was innocent; but the mother had still feared that he would be made +to suffer in spite of his innocence. Fanny, however, had always +persisted that the goodness of the Lord would save him and them from +such injustice. To the old man himself they had hardly dared to talk +about it, but now they strove to win him to some softness. Might not +a struggle be made to bring Sam back to the mill? But it was very +hard to soften the miller. "After what's come and gone, the lad is +better away," he said, at last. "I didn't think as he'd ever raised +his hand again an old man," he said, shortly afterwards; "but he's +kep' company with them as did. It's a'most as bad." Beyond this +the miller would not go; but, when they separated for the night, +the mother took herself for awhile into the daughter's chamber in +order that they might weep and rejoice together. It was now all but +midsummer, and the evenings were long and sultry. The window of +Fanny's bedroom looked out on to the garden of the mill, and was but +a foot or two above the ground. This ground had once been pleasant to +them all, and profitable withal. Of late, since the miller had become +old, and Sam had grown to be too restive and self-willed to act +as desired for the general welfare of the family, but little of +pleasure, or profit either, had been forthcoming from the patch +of ground. There were a few cabbages there, and rows of untended +gooseberry and currant bushes, and down towards the orchard there was +a patch of potatoes; but no one took pride now in the garden. As for +Fanny, if she could provide that there should always be a sufficient +meal on the table for her father and mother, it was as much as she +could do. The days were clean gone by in which she had had time and +spirits to tend her roses, pinks, and pansies. Now she sat at the +open window with her mother, and with bated breath they spoke of the +daughter and sister that was lost to them. + +"He wouldn't take it amiss, mother, if I was to go over to +Salisbury?" + +"If you was to ask him, Fan, he'd bid you not," said the mother. + +"But I wouldn't ask him. I wouldn't tell him till I was back. She +was to be before the magistrates to-day. Mr. Fenwick told me so on +Sunday." + +"It will about be the death of her." + +"I don't know, mother. She's bolder now, mother, I fear, than what +she was in old days. And she was always sprightly,--speaking up to +the quality, with no fear like. Maybe it was what she said that got +them to let Sam go. She was never a coward, such as me." + +"Oh, Fan, if she'd only a taken after thee!" + +"The Lord, mother, makes us different for purposes of his own. Of all +the lasses I ever see, to my eyes she was the comeliest." The old +woman couldn't speak now, but rubbed her moist cheeks with her raised +apron. "I'll ask Mr. Toffy to-morrow, mother," continued Fanny, "and +if she be still at that place in Salisbury where Mr. Fenwick put her, +I'll just go to her. Father won't turn me out of the house along of +it." + +"Turn thee out, Fan! He'll never turn thee out. What 'd a do, or what +'d I do if thee was to go away from us? If thou dost go, Fan, take +her a few bits of things that are lying there in the big press, and +'ll never be used other gait. I warrant the poor child 'll be but +badly off for under-clothing." + +And then they planned how the journey on the morrow should be +made,--after the constable should have been questioned, and the Vicar +should have been consulted. Fanny would leave home immediately after +breakfast, and when the miller should ask after her at dinner his +wife should tell him that his daughter had gone to Salisbury. If +further question should be asked,--and it was thought possible that +no further question would be asked, as the father would then guess +the errand on which his daughter would have gone,--but if the subject +were further mooted, Mrs. Brattle, with such courage as she might be +able to assume, should acknowledge the business that had taken Fanny +to Salisbury. Then there arose questions about money. Mr. Fenwick had +owned, thinking that he might thereby ease the mother's heart, that +for the present Carry was maintained by him. To take this task upon +themselves the mother and daughter were unable. The money which they +had in hand, very small in amount, was, they knew, the property of +the head of the family. That they could do no permanent good to Carry +was a great grief. But it might be something if they could comfort +her for awhile. + +"I don't think but what her heart 'll still be soft to thee, Fan; and +who knows but what it may bring her round to see thy face, and hear +thy voice." + +At that moment Fanny heard a sound in the garden, and stretched her +head and shoulders quickly out of the window. They had been late at +the mill that evening, and it was now eleven o'clock. It had been +still daylight when the miller had left them at tea; but the night +had crept on them as they had sat there. There was no moon, but there +was still something left of the reflection of the last colours of +the setting sun, and the night was by no means dark. Fanny saw at +once the figure of a woman, though she did not at once recognise the +person of her sister. "Oh, mother! oh, mother! oh, mother!" said a +voice from the night; and in a moment Carry Brattle had stretched +herself so far within the window that she had grasped her mother by +the arm. + + + + +CHAPTER LIII. + +THE FATTED CALF. + + +[Illustration] + +Mrs. Brattle, when she heard her daughter's voice, was so confounded, +dismayed, and frightened, that for awhile she could give no direction +as to what should be done. She had screamed at first, having some dim +idea in her mind that the form she saw was not of living flesh and +blood. And Carry herself had been hardly more composed or mistress of +herself than her mother. She had strayed thither, never having quite +made up her mind to any settled purpose. From the spot in which she +had hidden herself under the bridge when the policeman passed her she +had started when the evening sun was setting, and had wandered on +slowly till the old familiar landmarks of the parish were reached. +And then she came to the river, and looking across could just see +the eaves of the mill through the willows by the last gloaming of +the sunlight. Then she stood and paused, and every now and again had +crept on a few feet as her courage came to her, and at last, by the +well known little path, she had crept down behind the mill, crossing +the stream by the board which had once been so accustomed to her +feet, and had made her way into the garden and had heard her mother +and sister as they talked together at the open window. Any idea which +she had hitherto entertained of not making herself known to them at +the mill,--of not making herself known at any rate to her mother and +sister,--left her at once at that moment. There had been upon her +a waking dream, a horrid dream, that the waters of the mill-stream +might flow over her head, and hide her wickedness and her misery +from the eyes of men; and she had stood and shuddered as she saw the +river; but she had never really thought that her own strength would +suffice for that termination to her sorrows. It was more probable +that she would be doomed to lie during the night beneath a hedge, and +then perish of the morning cold! But now, as she heard the voices at +the window, there could be no choice for her but that she should make +herself known,--not though her father should kill her. + +Even Fanny was driven beyond the strength of her composure by the +strangeness of this advent. "Carry! Carry!" she exclaimed over and +over again, not aloud,--and indeed her voice was never loud,--but +with bated wonder. The two sisters held each other by the hand, and +Carry's other hand still grasped her mother's arm. "Oh, mother, I am +so tired," said the girl. "Oh, mother, I think that I shall die." + +"My child;--my poor child. What shall we do, Fan?" + +"Bring her in, of course," said Fanny. + +"But your father--" + +"We couldn't turn her away from the very window, and she like that, +mother." + +"Don't turn me away, Fanny. Dear Fanny, do not turn me away," said +Carry, striving to take her sister by the other hand. + +"No, Carry, we will not," said Fanny, trying to settle her mind to +some plan of action. Any idea of keeping the thing long secret from +her father she knew that she could not entertain; but for this night +she resolved at last that shelter should be given to the discarded +daughter without the father's knowledge. But even in doing this there +would be difficulty. Carry must be brought in through the window, as +any disturbance at the front of the house would arouse the miller. +And then Mrs. Brattle must be made to go to her own room, or her +absence would create suspicion and confusion. Fanny, too, had +terrible doubts as to her mother's powers of going to her bed and +lying there without revealing to her husband that some cause of great +excitement had arisen. And then it might be that the miller would +come to his daughter's room, and insist that the outcast should be +made an outcast again, even in the middle of the night. He was a man +so stern, so obstinate, so unforgiving, so masterful, that Fanny, +though she would face any danger as regarded herself, knew that +terrible things might happen. It seemed to her that Carry was very +weak. If their father came to them in his wrath, might she not die in +her despair? Nevertheless it was necessary that something should be +done. "We must let her get in at the window, mother," she said. "It +won't do, nohow, to unbar the door." + +"But what if he was to kill her outright! Oh, Carry; oh, my child. I +dunna know as she can get in along of her weakness." But Carry was +not so tired as that. She had been in and out of that window scores +of times; and now, when she heard that the permission was accorded +to her, she was not long before she was in her mother's arms. "My +own Carry, my own bairn;--my girl, my darling." And the poor mother +satisfied the longings of her heart with infinite caresses. + +Fanny in the meantime had crept out to the kitchen, and now returned +with food in a plate and cold tea. "My girl," she said, "you must eat +a bit, and then we will have you to bed. When the morn comes, we must +think about it." + +"Fanny, you was always the best that there ever was," said Carry, +speaking from her mother's bosom. + +"And now, mother," continued Fanny, "you must creep off. Indeed you +must, or of course father'll wake up. And mother, don't say a word +to-morrow when he rises. I'll go to him in the mill myself. That'll +be best." Then, with longings that could hardly be repressed, with +warm, thick, clinging kisses, with a hot, rapid, repeated assurance +that everything,--everything had been forgiven, that her own Carry +was once more her own, own Carry, the poor mother allowed herself +to be banished. There seemed to her to be such a world of cruelty +in the fact that Fanny might remain for the whole of that night +with the dear one who had returned to them, while she must be sent +away,--perhaps not to see her again if the storm in the morning +should rise too loudly! Fanny, with great craft, accompanied her +mother to her room, so that if the old man should speak she might +be there to answer;--but the miller slept soundly after his day of +labour, and never stirred. + +"What will he do to me, Fan?" the wanderer asked as soon as her +sister returned. + +"Don't think of it now, my pet," said Fanny, softened almost as her +mother was softened by the sight of her sister. + +"Will he kill me, Fan?" + +"No, dear; he will not lay a hand upon you. It is his words that are +so rough! Carry, Carry, will you be good?" + +"I will, dear; indeed I will. I have not been bad since Mr. Fenwick +came." + +"My sister,--if you will be good, I will never leave you. My heart's +darling, my beauty, my pretty one! Carry, you shall be the same to +me as always, if you'll be good. I'll never cast it up again you, if +you'll be good." Then she, too, filled herself full, and satisfied +the hungry craving of her love with the warmth of her caresses. "But +thee'll be famished, lass. I'll see thee eat a bit, and then I'll put +thee comfortable to bed." + +Poor Carry Brattle was famished, and ate the bread and bacon which +were set before her, and drank the cold tea, with an appetite which +was perhaps unbecoming the romance of her position. Her sister stood +over her, cutting a slice now and then from the loaf, telling her +that she had taken nothing, smoothing her hair, and wishing for her +sake that the fire were better. "I'm afeard of father, Fan,--awfully; +but for all that, it's the sweetest meal as I've had since I left the +mill." Then Fanny was on her knees beside the returned profligate, +covering even the dear one's garments with her kisses. + +It was late before Fanny laid herself down by her sister's side that +night. "Carry," she whispered when her sister was undressed, "will +you kneel here and say your prayers as you used to?" Carry, without a +word, did as she was bidden, and hid her face upon her hands in her +sister's lap. No word was spoken out loud, but Fanny was satisfied +that her sister had been in earnest. "Now sleep, my darling;--and +when I've just tidied your things for the morning, I will be with +you." The wanderer again obeyed, and in a few moments the work of the +past two days befriended her, and she was asleep. Then the sister +went to her task with the soiled frock and the soiled shoes, and +looked up things clean and decent for the morrow. It would be at any +rate well that Carry should appear before her father without the +stain of the road upon her. + +As the lost one lay asleep there, with her soft ringlets all loose +upon the pillow, still beautiful, still soft, lovely though an +outcast from the dearest rights of womanhood, with so much of +innocence on her brow, with so much left of the grace of childhood +though the glory of the flower had been destroyed by the unworthy +hand that had ravished its sweetness, Fanny, sitting in the corner +of the room over her work, with her eye from moment to moment turned +upon the sleeper, could not keep her mind from wandering away in +thoughts on the strange destiny of woman. She knew that there had +been moments in her life in which her great love for her sister had +been tinged with envy. No young lad had ever waited in the dusk to +hear the sound of her footfall; no half-impudent but half-bashful +glances had ever been thrown after her as she went through the +village on her business. To be a homely, household thing, useful +indeed in this world, and with high hopes for the future,--but still +to be a drudge; that had been her destiny. There was never a woman +to whom the idea of being loved was not the sweetest thought that +her mind could produce. Fate had made her plain, and no man had +loved her. The same chance had made Carry pretty,--the belle of the +village, the acknowledged beauty of Bullhampton. And there she lay, +a thing said to be so foul that even a father could not endure to +have her name mentioned in his ears! And yet, how small had been +her fault compared with other crimes for which men and women are +forgiven speedily, even if it has been held that pardon has ever been +required. + +She came over, and knelt down and kissed her sister on her brow; and +as she did so she swore to herself that by her, even in the inmost +recesses of her bosom, Carry should never be held to be evil, to be a +castaway, to be one of whom, as her sister, it would behove her to be +ashamed. She had told Carry that she would "never cast it up against +her." She now resolved that there should be no such casting up even +in her own judgment. Had she, too, been fair, might not she also have +fallen? + +At five o'clock on the following morning the miller went out from the +house to his mill, according to his daily practice. Fanny heard his +heavy step, heard the bar withdrawn, heard the shutters removed from +the kitchen window, and knew that her father was as yet in ignorance +of the inmate who had been harboured. Fanny at once arose from her +bed, careful not to disturb her companion. She had thought it all +out, whether she would have Carry ready dressed for an escape, should +it be that her father would demand imperiously that she should be +sent adrift from the mill, or whether it might not be better that she +should be able to plead at the first moment that her sister was in +bed, tired, asleep,--at any rate undressed,--and that some little +time must be allowed. Might it not be that even in that hour her +father's heart might be softened? But she must lose no time in going +to him. The hired man who now tended the mill with her father came +always at six, and that which she had to say to him must be said with +no ear to hear her but his own. It would have been impossible even +for her to remind him of his daughter before a stranger. She slipped +her clothes on, therefore, and within ten minutes of her father's +departure followed him into the mill. + +The old man had gone aloft, and she heard his slow, heavy feet as he +was moving the sacks which were above her head. She considered for a +moment, and thinking it better that she should not herself ascend the +little ladder,--knowing that it might be well that she should have +the power of instant retreat to the house,--she called to him from +below. "What's wanted now?" demanded the old man as soon as he heard +her. "Father, I must speak to you," she said. "Father, you must come +down to me." Then he came down slowly, without a word, and stood +before her waiting to hear her tidings. "Father," she said, "there is +some one in the house, and I have come to tell you." + +"Sam has come, then?" said he; and she could see that there was a +sparkle of joy in his eye as he spoke. Oh, if she could only make the +return of that other child as grateful to him as would have been the +return of his son! + +"No, father; it isn't Sam." + +"Who be it, then?" The tone of his voice, and the colour and bearing +of his face were changed as he asked the question. She saw at once +that he had guessed the truth. "It isn't--it isn't--?" + +"Yes, father; it is Carry." As she spoke she came close to him, +and strove to take his hand; but he thrust both his hands into his +pockets and turned himself half away from her. "Father, she is our +flesh and blood; you will not turn against her now that she has come +back to us, and is sorry for her faults." + +"She is a--" But his other daughter had stopped his mouth with her +hand before the word had been uttered. + +"Father, who among us has not done wrong at times?" + +"She has disgraced my gray hairs, and made me a reproach and a shame. +I will not see her. Bid her begone. I will not speak to her or look +at her. How came she there? When did she come?" + +Then Fanny told her father the whole story,--everything as it +occurred, and did not forget to add her own conviction that Carry's +life had been decent in all respects since the Vicar had found a home +for her in Salisbury. "You would not have it go on like that, father. +She is naught to our parson." + +"I will pay. As long as there is a shilling left, I will pay for her. +She shall not live on the charity of any man, whether parson or no +parson. But I will not see her. While she be here you may just send +me my vittels to the mill. If she be not gone afore night, I will +sleep here among the sacks." + +She stayed with him till the labourer came, and then she returned to +the house, having failed as yet to touch his heart. She went back and +told her story to her mother, and then a part of it to Carry who was +still in bed. Indeed, she had found her mother by Carry's bedside, +and had to wait till she could separate them before she could tell +any story to either. "What does he say of me, Fan?" asked the poor +sinner. "Does he say that I must go? Will he never speak to me again? +I will just throw myself into the mill-race and have done with it." +Her sister bade her to rise and dress herself, but to remain where +she was. It could not be expected, she said, but that their father +would be hard to persuade. "I know that he will kill me when he sees +me," said Carry. + +At eight o'clock Fanny took the old man his breakfast to the mill, +while Mrs. Brattle waited on Carry, as though she had deserved all +the good things which a mother could do for a child. The miller sat +upon a sack at the back of the building, while the hired man took his +meal of bread and cheese in the front, and Fanny remained close at +his elbow. While the old man was eating she said nothing to him. He +was very slow, and sat with his eyes fixed upon the morsel of sky +which was visible through the small aperture, thinking evidently of +anything but the food that he was swallowing. Presently he returned +the empty bowl and plate to his daughter, as though he were about at +once to resume his work. Hitherto he had not uttered a single word +since she had come to him. + +"Father," she said, "think of it. Is it not good to have mercy and to +forgive? Would you drive your girl out again upon the streets?" + +The miller still did not speak, but turned his face round upon his +daughter with a gaze of such agony that she threw herself on the sack +beside him, and clung to him with her arms round his neck. + +"If she were such as thee, Fan," he said. "Oh, if she were such as +thee!" Then again he turned away his face that she might not see the +tear that was forcing itself into the corner of his eye. + +She remained with him an hour before he moved. His companion in the +mill did not come near them, knowing, as the poor do know on such +occasions, there was something going on which would lead them to +prefer that he should be absent. The words that were said between +them were not very many; but at the end of the hour Fanny returned to +the house. + +"Carry," she said, "father is coming in." + +"If he looks at me, it will kill me," said Carry. + +Mrs. Brattle was so lost in her hopes and fears that she knew not +what to do, or how to bestow herself. A minute had hardly passed +when the miller's step was heard, and Carry knew that she was in the +presence of her father. She had been sitting, but now she rose, and +went to him and knelt at his feet. + +"Father," she said, "if I may bide with you,--if I may bide with +you--." But her voice was lost in sobbing, and she could make no +promise as to her future conduct. + + +[Illustration: "If I may bide with you,--if I may bide +with you."] + + +"She may stay with us," the father said, turning to his eldest +daughter; "but I shall never be able to show my face again about the +parish." + +He had uttered no words of forgiveness to his daughter, nor had he +bestowed upon her any kiss. Fanny had raised her when she was on the +ground at his feet, and had made her seat herself apart. + +"In all the whole warld," he said, looking round upon his wife and +his elder child, raising his hand as he uttered the words, and +speaking with an emphasis that was terrible to the hearers, "there +is no thing so vile as a harlot." All the dreaded fierceness of his +manner had then come back to him, and neither of them had dared to +answer him. After that he at once went back to the mill, and to Fanny +who followed him he vouchsafed to repeat the permission that his +daughter should be allowed to remain beneath his roof. + +Between twelve and one she again went to fetch him to his dinner. At +first he declared that he would not come, that he was busy, and that +he would eat a morsel, where he was, in the mill. But Fanny argued +the matter with him. + +"Is it always to be so, father?" + +"I do not know. What matters it, so as I have strength to do a turn +of work?" + +"It must not be that her presence should drive you from the house. +Think of mother, and what she will suffer. Father, you must come." + +Then he allowed himself to be led into the house, and he sat in his +accustomed chair, and ate his dinner in gloomy silence. But after +dinner he would not smoke. + +"I tell 'ee, lass, I do not want the pipe to-day. Now't has got +itself done. D'ye think as grist 'll grind itself without hands?" + +When Carry said that it would be better than this that she should go +again, Fanny told her to remember that evil things could not be cured +in a day. With the mother that afternoon was, on the whole, a happy +time, for she sat with her lost child's hand within her own. Late in +the evening, when the miller returned to his rest, Carry moved about +the house softly, resuming some old task to which in former days she +had been accustomed; and as she did so the miller's eyes would wander +round the room after her; but he did not speak to her on that day, +nor did he pronounce her name. + +Two other circumstances which bear upon our story occurred at the +mill that afternoon. After their tea, at which the miller did not +make his appearance, Fanny Brattle put on her bonnet and ran across +the fields to the vicarage. After all the trouble that Mr. Fenwick +had taken, it was, she thought, necessary that he should be told what +had happened. + +"That is the best news," said he, "that I have heard this many a +day." + +"I knew that you would be glad to hear that the poor child has found +her home again." Then Fanny told the whole story,--how Carry had +escaped from Salisbury, being driven to do so by fear of the law +proceedings at which she had been summoned to attend, how her father +had sworn that he would not yield, and how at length he had yielded. +When Fanny told the Vicar and Mrs. Fenwick that the old man had as +yet not spoken to his daughter, they both desired her to be of good +cheer. + +"That will come, Fanny," said Mrs. Fenwick, "if she once be allowed +to sit at table with him." + +"Of course it will come," said the Vicar. "In a week or two you will +find that she is his favourite." + +"She was the favourite with us all, sir, once," said Fanny, "and may +God send that it shall be so again. A winsome thing like her is made +to be loved. You'll come and see her, Mr. Fenwick, some day?" Mr. +Fenwick promised that he would, and Fanny returned to the mill. + +The other circumstance was the arrival of Constable Toffy at the mill +during Fanny's absence. In the course of the day news had travelled +into the village that Carry Brattle was again at the mill;--and +Constable Toffy, who in regard to the Brattle family, was somewhat +discomfited by the transactions of the previous day at Heytesbury, +heard the news. He was aware,--being in that respect more capable +than Lord Trowbridge of receiving enlightenment,--that the result +of all the inquiries made, in regard to the murder, did, in truth, +contain no tittle of evidence against Sam. As constables go, +Constable Toffy was a good man, and he would be wronged if it were to +be said of him that he regretted Sam's escape; but his nature was as +is the nature of constables, and he could not rid himself of that +feeling of disappointment which always attends baffled efforts. And +though he saw that there was no evidence against Sam, he did not, +therefore, necessarily think that the young man was innocent. It may +be doubted whether, to the normal policeman's mind, any man is ever +altogether absolved of any crime with which that man's name has +been once connected. He felt, therefore, somewhat sore against the +Brattles;--and then there was the fact that Carry Brattle, who had +been regularly "subpoenaed," had kept herself out of the way,--most +flagitiously, illegally and damnably. She had run off from Salisbury, +just as though she were a free person to do as she pleased with +herself, and not subject to police orders! When, therefore, he heard +that Carry was at the mill,--she having made herself liable to some +terribly heavy fine by her contumacy,--it was manifestly his duty to +see after her and let her know that she was wanted. + +At the mill he saw only the miller himself, and his visit was not +altogether satisfactory. Old Brattle, who understood very little of +the case, but who did understand that his own son had been made clear +in reference to that accusation, had no idea that his daughter had +any concern with that matter, other than what had fallen to her lot +in reference to her brother. When, therefore, Toffy inquired after +Caroline Brattle, and desired to know whether she was at the mill, +and also was anxious to be informed why she had not attended at +Heytesbury in accordance with the requirements of the law, the miller +turned upon him and declared that if anybody said a word against Sam +Brattle in reference to the murder,--the magistrates having settled +that matter,--he, Jacob Brattle, old as he was, would "see it out" +with that malignant slanderer. Constable Toffy did his best to make +the matter clear to the miller, but failed utterly. Had he a warrant +to search for anybody? Toffy had no warrant. Toffy only desired to +know whether Caroline Brattle was or was not beneath her father's +roof. The old miller, declaring to himself that, though his child had +shamed him, he would not deny her now that she was again one of the +family, acknowledged so much, but refused the constable admittance to +the house. + +"But, Mr. Brattle," said the constable, "she was subpoenaed." + +"I know now't o' that," answered the miller, not deigning to turn his +face round to his antagonist. + +"But you know, Mr. Brattle, the law must have its course." + +"No, I don't. And it ain't law as you should come here a hindering o' +me; and it ain't law as you should walk that unfortunate young woman +off with you to prison." + +"But she's wanted, Mr. Brattle;--not in the way of going to prison, +but before the magistrates." + +"There's a deal of things is wanted as ain't to be had. Anyways, you +ain't no call to my house now, and as them as is there is in trouble, +I'll ax you to be so kind as--as just to leave us alone." + +Toffy, pretending that he was satisfied with the information +received, and merely adding that Caroline Brattle must certainly, +at some future time, be made to appear before the magistrates at +Heytesbury, took his departure with more good-humour than the miller +deserved from him, and returned to the village. + + + + +CHAPTER LIV. + +MR. GILMORE'S RUBIES. + + +Mary Lowther struggled hard for a week to reconcile herself to her +new fate, and at the end of the week had very nearly given way. The +gloom which had fallen upon her acted upon her lover and then reacted +upon herself. Could he have been light in hand, could he have talked +to her about ordinary subjects, could he have behaved towards her +with any even of the light courtesies of the every-day lover, she +would have been better able to fight her battle. But when he was +with her there was a something in his manner which always seemed to +accuse her in that she, to whom he was giving so much, would give him +nothing in return. He did not complain in words. He did not wilfully +resent her coldness to him. But he looked, and walked, and spoke, +and seemed to imply by every deed that he was conscious of being an +injured man. At the end of the week he made her a handsome present, +and in receiving it she had to assume some pleasure. But the failure +was complete, and each of the two knew how great was the failure. Of +course, there would be other presents. And he had already,--already, +though no allusion to the day for the marriage had yet been +made,--begun to press on for those changes in his house for which she +would not ask, but which he was determined to effect for her comfort. +There had been another visit to the house and gardens, and he had +told her that this should be done,--unless she objected; and that +that other change should be made, if it were not opposed to her +wishes. She made an attempt to be enthusiastic,--enthusiastic on the +wrong side, to be zealous to save him money, and the whole morning +was beyond measure sad and gloomy. Then she asked herself whether she +meant to go through with it. If not, the sooner that she retreated +and hid herself and her disgrace for the rest of her life the better. +She had accepted him at last, because she had been made to believe +that by doing so she would benefit him, and because she had taught +herself to think that it was her duty to disregard herself. She had +thought of herself till she was sick of the subject. What did it +matter,--about herself,--as long as she could be of some service to +some one? And so thinking, she had accepted him. But now she had +begun to fear that were she to marry this man she could not be of +service to him. And when the thing should be done,--if ever it were +done,--there would be no undoing it. Would not her life be a life +of sin if she were to live as the wife of a man whom she did not +love,--while, perhaps, she would be unable not to love another man? + +Nothing of all this was told to the Vicar, but Mrs. Fenwick knew what +was going on in her friend's mind, and spoke her own very freely. +"Hitherto," she said, "I have given you credit all through for good +conduct and good feeling; but I shall be driven to condemn you if +you now allow a foolish, morbid, sickly idea to interfere with his +happiness and your own." + +"But what if I can do nothing for his happiness?" + +"That is nonsense. He is not a man whom you despise or dislike. +If you will only meet him half-way you will soon find that your +sympathies will grow." + +"There never will be a spark of sympathy between us." + +"Mary, that is most horribly wicked. What you mean is this, that +he is not light and gay as a lover. Of course he remembers the +occurrences of the last six months. Of course he cannot be so happy +as he might have been had Walter Marrable never been at Loring. There +must be something to be conquered, something to be got over, after +such an episode. But you may set your face against doing that, or you +may strive to do it. For his sake, if not for your own, the struggle +should be made." + +"A man may struggle to draw a loaded wagon, but he won't move it." + +"The load in this case is of your own laying on. One hour of frank +kindness on your part would dispel his gloom. He is not gloomy by +nature." + +Then Mary Lowther tried to achieve that hour of frank kindness and +again failed. She failed and was conscious of her failure, and there +came a time,--and that within three weeks of her engagement,--in +which she had all but made up her mind to return the ring which he +had given her, and to leave Bullhampton for ever. Could it be right +that she should marry a man that she did not love? + +That was her argument with herself, and yet she was deterred from +doing as she contemplated by a circumstance which could have had no +effect on that argument. She received from her Aunt Marrable the +following letter, in which was certainly no word capable of making +her think that now, at last, she could love the man whom she had +promised to marry. And yet this letter so affected her, that she told +herself that she would go on and become the wife of Harry Gilmore. +She would struggle yet again, and force herself to succeed. The +wagon, no doubt, was heavily laden, but still, with sufficient +labour, it might perhaps be moved. + +Miss Marrable had been asked to go over to Dunripple, when Mary +Lowther went to Bullhampton. It had been long since she had been +there, and she had not thought ever to make such a visit. But there +came letters, and there were rejoinders,--which were going on before +Mary's departure,--and at last it was determined that Miss Marrable +should go to Dunripple, and pay a visit to her cousin. But she did +not do this till long after Walter Marrable had left the place. She +had written to Mary soon after her arrival, and in this first letter +there had been no word about Walter; but in her second letter she +spoke very freely of Walter Marrable,--as the reader shall see. + + + Dunripple, 2nd July, 1868. + + DEAR MARY, + + I got your letter on Saturday, and cannot help wishing + that it had been written in better spirits. However, I do + not doubt but that it will all come right soon. I am quite + sure that the best thing you can do is to let Mr. Gilmore + name an early day. Of course you never intended that there + should be a long engagement. Such a thing, where there is + no possible reason for it, must be out of the question. + And it will be much better to take advantage of the fine + weather than to put it off till the winter has nearly + come. Fix some day in August or early in September. I am + sure you will be much happier married than you are single; + and he will be gratified, which is, I suppose, to count + for something. + + I am very happy here, but yet I long to get home. At my + time of life, one must always be strange among strangers. + Nothing can be kinder than Sir Gregory, in his sort of + fashion. Gregory Marrable, the son, is, I fear, in a + bad way. He is unlike his father, and laughs at his own + ailments, but everybody in the house,--except perhaps Sir + Gregory,--knows that he is very ill. He never comes down + at all now, but lives in two rooms, which he has together + up-stairs. We go and see him every day, but he is hardly + able to talk to any one. Sir Gregory never mentions the + subject to me, but Mrs. Brownlow is quite confident that + if anything were to happen to Gregory Marrable, Walter + would be asked to come to Dunripple as the heir, and to + give up the army altogether. + + I get on very well with Mrs. Brownlow, but of course we + cannot be like old friends. Edith is a very nice girl, + but rather shy. She never talks about herself, and is too + silent to be questioned. I do not, however, doubt for a + moment but that she will be Walter Marrable's wife. I + think it likely that they are not engaged as yet, as in + that case I think Mrs. Brownlow would tell me; but many + things have been said which leave on my mind a conviction + that it will be so. He is to be here again in August, and + from the way in which Mrs. Brownlow speaks of his coming, + there is no doubt that she expects it. That he paid great + attention to Edith when he was here before, I am quite + sure; and I take it he is only waiting till-- + + +In writing so far, Miss Marrable had intended to signify that Captain +Marrable had been slow to ask Edith Brownlow to be his wife while he +was at Dunripple, because he could not bring himself so soon to show +himself indifferent to his former love; but that now he would not +hesitate, knowing as he would know, that his former love had bestowed +herself elsewhere; but in this there would have been a grievous +accusation against Mary, and she was therefore compelled to fill up +her sentence in some other form;-- + + + till things should have arranged themselves a little. + + And it will be all for the best. She is a very nice, + quiet, lady-like girl, and so great a favourite with her + uncle, that should his son die before him, his great + object in life will be her welfare. Walter Marrable, as + her husband, would live at Dunripple, just as though the + place were his own. And indeed there would be no one + between him and the property except his own father. Some + arrangement could be made as to buying out his life + interest,--for which indeed he has taken the money + beforehand with a vengeance,--and then Walter would be + settled for life. Would not this be all for the best? + + I shall go home about the 14th. They want me to stay, + but I shall have been away quite long enough. I don't + know whether people ought to go from home at all after a + certain age. I get cross because I can't have the sort of + chair I like to sit on; and then they don't put any green + tea into the pot, and I don't like to ask to have any + made, as I doubt whether they have any green tea in the + house. And I find it bad to be among invalids with whom, + indeed, I can sympathise, but for whom I cannot pretend + that I feel any great affection. As we grow old we become + incapable of new tenderness, and rather resent the calls + that are made upon us for pity. The luxury of devotion to + misery is as much the privilege of the young as is that of + devotion to love. + + Write soon, dearest; and remember that the best news + I can have, will be tidings as to the day fixed for + your marriage. And remember, too, that I won't have any + question about your being married at Bullhampton. It would + be quite improper. He must come to Loring; and I needn't + say how glad I shall be to see the Fenwicks. Parson John + will expect to marry you, but Mr. Fenwick might come and + assist. + + Your most affectionate aunt, + + SARAH MARRABLE. + + +It was not the entreaty made by her aunt that an early day should +be fixed for the marriage which made Mary Lowther determine that +she would yet once more attempt to drag the wagon. She could have +withstood such entreaty as that, and, had the letter gone no further, +would probably have replied to it by saying that no day could be +fixed at all. But, with the letter there came an assurance that +Walter Marrable had forgotten her, was about to marry Edith Brownlow, +and that therefore all ideas of love and truth and sympathy and joint +beating of mutual hearts, with the rest of it, might be thrown to the +winds. She would marry Harry Gilmore, and take care that he had good +dinners, and would give her mind to flannel petticoats and coal for +the poor of Bullhampton, and would altogether come down from the +pedestal which she had once striven to erect for herself. From that +high but tottering pedestal, propped up on shafts of romance and +poetry, she would come down; but there would remain for her the +lower, firmer standing block, of which duty was the sole support. It +was no doubt most unreasonable that any such change should come upon +her in consequence of her aunt's letter. She had never for a moment +told herself that Walter Marrable could ever be anything to her, +since that day on which she had by her own deed liberated him from +his troth; and, indeed, had done more than that, had forced him to +accept that liberation. Why then should his engagement with another +woman have any effect with her either in one direction or in the +other? She herself had submitted to a new engagement,--had done so +before he had shown any sign of being fickle. She could not therefore +be angry with him. And yet, because he could be fickle, because he +could do that very thing which she had openly declared her purpose of +doing, she persuaded herself,--for a week or two,--that any sacrifice +made to him would be a sacrifice to folly, and a neglect of duty. + +At this time, during this week or two, there came to her direct from +the jewellers in London, a magnificent set of rubies,--ear-rings, +brooch, bracelets, and necklace. The rubies she had seen before, and +knew that they had belonged to Mr. Gilmore's mother. Mrs. Fenwick had +told him that the setting was so old that no lady could wear them +now, and there had been a presentiment that they would be forthcoming +in a new form. Mary had said that, of course, such ornaments as these +would come into her hands only when she became Mrs. Gilmore. Mrs. +Fenwick had laughed and told her that she did not understand the +romantic generosity of her lover. And now the jewellery had come to +her at the parsonage without a word from Gilmore, and was spread out +in its pretty cases on the vicarage drawing-room table. Now, if ever, +must she say that she could not do as she had promised. + +"Mary," said Mrs. Fenwick, "you must go up to him to-morrow, and tell +him how noble he is." + +Mary waited, perhaps, for a whole minute before she answered. She +would willingly have given the jewels away for ever and ever, so that +they might not have been there now to trouble her. But she did answer +at last, knowing, as she did so, that her last chance was gone. + +"He is noble," she said, slowly; "and I will go and tell him so. I'll +go now, if it is not too late." + +"Do, do. You'll be sure to find him." And Mrs. Fenwick, in her +enthusiasm, embraced her friend and kissed her. + +Mary put on her hat and walked off at once through the garden and +across the fields, and into the Privets; and close to the house she +met her lover. He did not see her till he heard her step, and then +turned short round, almost as though fearing something. + +"Harry," she said, "those jewels have come. Oh, dear. They are not +mine yet. Why did you have them sent to me?" + +There was something in the word yet, or in her tone as she spoke it, +which made his heart leap as it had never leaped before. + +"If they're not yours, I don't know whom they belong to," he said. +And his eye was bright, and his voice almost shook with emotion. + +"Are you doing anything?" she asked. + +"Nothing on earth." + +"Then come and see them." + +So they walked off, and he, at any rate, on that occasion was a happy +lover. For a few minutes,--perhaps for an hour,--he did allow himself +to believe that he was destined to enjoy that rapture of requited +affection, in longing for which his very soul had become sick. As she +walked back with him to the vicarage her hand rested heavily on his +arm, and when she asked him some question about his land, she was +able so to modulate her voice as to make him believe that she was +learning to regard his interests as her own. He stopped her at the +gate leading into the vicarage garden, and once more made to her an +assurance of his regard. + +"Mary," he said, "if love will beget love, I think that you must love +me at last." + +"I will love you," she said, pressing his arm still more closely. But +even then she could not bring herself to tell him that she did love +him. + + + + +CHAPTER LV. + +GLEBE LAND. + + +The fifteenth of July was a Sunday, and it had been settled for some +time past that on this day Mr. Puddleham would preach for the first +time in his new chapel. The building had been hurried on through the +early summer in order that this might be achieved; and although the +fittings were not completed, and the outward signs of the masons and +labourers had not been removed,--although the heaps of mortar were +still there, and time had not yet sufficed to have the chips cleared +away,--on Sunday the fifteenth of July the chapel was opened. Great +efforts were made to have it filled on the occasion. The builder +from Salisbury came over with all his family, not deterred by the +consideration that whereas the Puddlehamites of Bullhampton were +Primitive Methodists, he was a regular Wesleyan. And many in the +parish were got to visit the chapel on this the day of its glory, who +had less business there than even the builder from Salisbury. In most +parishes there are some who think it well to let the parson know that +they are independent and do not care for him, though they profess +to be of his flock; and then, too, the novelty of the thing had its +attraction, and the well-known fact that the site chosen for the +building had been as gall and wormwood to the parson and his family. +These causes together brought a crowd to the vicarage-gate on that +Sunday morning, and it was quite clear that the new chapel would be +full, and that Mr. Puddleham's first Sunday would be a success. And +the chapel, of course, had a bell,--a bell which was declared by Mrs. +Fenwick to be the hoarsest, loudest, most unmusical, and ill-founded +miscreant of a bell that was ever suspended over a building for the +torture of delicate ears. It certainly was a loud and brazen bell; +but Mr. Fenwick expressed his opinion that there was nothing amiss +with it. When his wife declared that it sounded as though it came +from the midst of the shrubs at their own front gate, he reminded +her that their own church bells sounded as though they came from the +lower garden. That one sound should be held by them to be musical +and the other abominable, he declared to be a prejudice. Then there +was a great argument about the bells, in which Mrs. Fenwick, and +Mary Lowther, and Harry Gilmore were all against the Vicar. And, +throughout the discussion, it was known to them all that there were +no ears in the parish to which the bells were so really odious as +they were to the ears of the Vicar himself. In his heart of hearts +he hated the chapel, and, in spite of all his endeavours to the +contrary, his feelings towards Mr. Puddleham were not those which +the Christian religion requires one neighbour to bear to another. +But he made the struggle, and for some weeks past had not said a +word against Mr. Puddleham. In regard to the Marquis the thing was +different. The Marquis should have known better, and against the +Marquis he did say a great many words. + +They began to ring the bell on that Sunday morning before ten +o'clock. Mrs. Fenwick was still sitting at the breakfast-table, with +the windows open, when the sound was first heard,--first heard, that +is, on that morning. She looked at Mary, groaned, and put her hands +to her ears. The Vicar laughed, and walked about the room. + +"At what time do they begin?" said Mary. + +"Not till eleven," said Mrs. Fenwick. "There, it wants a quarter to +ten now, and they mean to go on with that music for an hour and a +quarter." + +"We shall be keeping them company by-and-by," said the Vicar. + +"The poor old church bells won't be heard through it," said Mrs. +Fenwick. + +Mrs. Fenwick was in the habit of going to the village school for half +an hour before the service on Sunday mornings, and on this morning +she started from the house according to her custom at a little after +ten. Mary Lowther went with her, and as the school was in the village +and could be reached much more shortly by the front gate than by the +path round by the church, the two ladies walked out boldly before the +new chapel. The reader may perhaps remember that Mrs. Fenwick had +promised her husband to withdraw that outward animosity to the chapel +which she had evinced by not using the vicarage entrance. As they +went there was a crowd collected, and they found that after the +manner of the Primitive Methodists in their more enthusiastic days, +a procession of worshippers had been formed in the village, which at +this very moment was making its way to the chapel. Mrs. Fenwick, as +she stood aside to make way for them, declared that the bell sounded +as though it were within her bonnet. When they reached the school +they found that many a child was absent who should have been there, +and Mrs. Fenwick knew that the truant urchins were amusing themselves +at the new building. And with those who were not truant the clang of +the new bell distracted terribly that attention which was due to the +collect. Mrs. Fenwick herself confessed afterwards that she hardly +knew what she was teaching. + +Mr. Fenwick, according to his habit, went into his own study when the +ladies went to the school, and there, according to custom also on +Sunday mornings, his letters were brought to him, some few minutes +before he started on his walk through the garden to the church. On +this morning there were a couple of letters for himself, and he +opened them both. One was from a tradesman in Salisbury, and the +other was from his wife's brother-in-law, Mr. Quickenham. Before he +started he read Mr. Quickenham's letter, and then did his best to +forget it and put it out of his mind till the morning service should +be over. The letter was as follows:-- + + + Pump Court, June 30, 1868. + + DEAR FENWICK, + + I have found, as I thought I should, that Lord Trowbridge + has no property in, or right whatever to, the bit of + ground on which your enemies have been building their new + Ebenezer. The spot is a part of the glebe, and as such + seems to have been first abandoned by a certain parson + named Brandon, who was your predecessor's predecessor. + There can, however, be no doubt that the ground is glebe, + and that you are bound to protect it as such, on behalf of + your successors, and of the patrons of the living. + + I found some difficulty in getting at the terrier of the + parish,--which you, who consider yourself to be a model + parson, I dare say, have never seen. I have, however, + found it in duplicate. The clerk of the Board of + Guardians, who should, I believe, have a copy of it, knew + nothing about it; and had never heard of such a document. + Your bishop's registrar was not much more learned,--but I + did find it in the bishop's chancery; and there is a copy + of it also at Saint John's, which seems to imply that + great attention has been paid by the college as patron to + the interests of the parish priest. This is more than has + been done by the incumbent, who seems to be an ignorant + fellow in such matters. I wonder how many parsons there + are in the Church who would let a Marquis and a Methodist + minister between them build a chapel on the parish glebe? + + Yours ever, + + RICHARD QUICKENHAM. + + If I were to charge you through an attorney for my trouble + you'd have to mortgage your life interest in the bit of + land to pay me. I enclose a draft from the terrier as far + as the plot of ground and the vicarage-gate are concerned. + + +Here was information! This detestable combination of dissenting +and tyrannically territorial influences had been used to build a +Methodist Chapel upon land of which he, during his incumbency in the +parish, was the freehold possessor! What an ass he must have been +not to know his own possessions! How ridiculous would he appear when +he should come forward to claim as a part of the glebe a morsel of +land to which he had paid no special attention whatever since he had +been in the parish! And then, what would it be his duty to do? Mr. +Quickenham had clearly stated that on behalf of the college, which +was the patron of the living, and on behalf of his successors, it was +his duty to claim the land. And was it possible that he should not +do so after such usage as he had received from Lord Trowbridge? So +meditating,--but grieving that he should be driven at such a moment +to have his mind forcibly filled with such matters,--still hearing +the chapel bell, which in his ears drowned the sound from his own +modest belfry, and altogether doubtful as to what step he would take, +he entered his own church. It was manifest to him that of the poorer +part of his usual audience, and of the smaller farmers, one half were +in attendance upon Mr. Puddleham's triumph. + +During the whole of that afternoon he said not a word of the +barrister's letter to any one. He struggled to banish the subject +from his thoughts. Failing to do that, he did banish it from his +tongue. The letter was in the pocket of his coat; but he showed it to +no one. Gilmore dined at the vicarage; but even to him he was silent. +Of course the conversation at dinner turned upon the chapel. It was +impossible that on such a day they should speak of anything else. +Even as they sat at their early dinner Mr. Puddleham's bell was +ringing, and no doubt there was a vigour in the pulling of it which +would not be maintained when the pulling of it should have become a +thing of every week. There had been a compact made, in accordance +with which the Vicar's wife was to be debarred from saying anything +against the chapel, and, no doubt, when the compact was made, the +understanding was that she should give over hating the chapel. This +had, of course, been found to be impossible, but in a certain way she +had complied with the compact. The noise of the bell however, was +considered to be beyond the compact, and on this occasion she was +almost violent in the expression of her wrath. Her husband listened +to her, and sat without rebuking her, silent, with the lawyer's +letter in his pocket. This bell had been put up on his own land, and +he could pull it down to-morrow. It had been put up by the express +agency of Lord Trowbridge, and with the direct view of annoying him; +and Lord Trowbridge had behaved to him in a manner which set all +Christian charity at defiance. He told himself plainly that he had no +desire to forgive Lord Trowbridge,--that life in this world, as it is +constituted, would not be compatible with such forgiveness,--that he +would not, indeed, desire to injure Lord Trowbridge otherwise than by +exacting such penalty as would force him and such as he to restrain +their tyranny; but that to forgive him, till he should have been so +forced, would be weak and injurious to the community. As to that, he +had quite made up his mind, in spite of all doctrine to the contrary. +Men in this world would have to go naked if they gave their coats +to the robbers who took their cloaks; and going naked is manifestly +inexpedient. His office of parish priest would be lowered in the +world if he forgave, out of hand, such offences as these which had +been committed against him by Lord Trowbridge. This he understood +clearly. And now he might put down, not only the bell, but with the +bell the ill-conditioned peer who had caused it to be put up--on +glebe land. All this went through his mind again and again, as he +determined that on that day, being Sunday, he would think no more +about it. + +When the Monday came it was necessary that he should show the letter +to his wife,--to his wife, and to the Squire, and to Mary Lowther. He +had no idea of keeping the matter secret from his near friends and +advisers; but he had an idea that it would be well that he should +make up his mind as to what he would do before he asked their advice. +He started, therefore, for a turn through the parish before breakfast +on Monday morning,--and resolved as to his course of action. On no +consideration whatever would he have the chapel pulled down. It was +necessary for his purpose that he should have his triumph over the +Marquis,--and he would have it. But the chapel had been built for a +good purpose which it would adequately serve, and let what might be +said to him by his wife or others, he would not have a brick of it +disturbed. No doubt he had no more power to give the land for its +present or any other purpose than had the Marquis. It might very +probably be his duty to take care that the land was not appropriated +to wrong purposes. It might be that he had already neglected his +duty, in not knowing, or in not having taken care to learn the +precise limits of the glebe which had been given over to him for +his use during his incumbency. Nevertheless, there was the chapel, +and there it should stand, as far as he was concerned. If the +churchwardens, or the archdeacon, or the college, or the bishop had +power to interfere, as to which he was altogether ignorant, and chose +to exercise that power, he could not help it. He was nearly sure that +his own churchwardens would be guided altogether by himself,--and as +far as he was concerned the chapel should remain unmolested. Having +thus resolved he came back to breakfast and read Mr. Quickenham's +letter aloud to his wife and Mary Lowther. + +"Glebe!" said the Vicar's wife. + +"Do you mean that it is part of your own land?" asked Mary. + +"Exactly that," said the Vicar. + +"And that old thief of a Marquis has given away what belongs to us?" +said Mrs. Fenwick. + +"He has given away what did not belong to himself," said the Vicar. +"But I can't admit that he's a thief." + +"Surely he ought to have known," said Mary. + +"As for that, so ought I to have known, I suppose. The whole thing +is one of the most ridiculous mistakes that ever was made. It has +absolutely come to pass that here, in the middle of Wiltshire, with +all our maps, and surveys, and parish records, no one concerned has +known to whom belonged a quarter of an acre of land in the centre +of the village. It is just a thing to write an article about in a +newspaper; but I can't say that one party is more to blame than the +other; that is, in regard to the ignorance displayed." + +"And what will you do, Frank?" + +"Nothing." + +"You will do nothing, Frank?" + +"I will do nothing; but I will take care to let the Marquis know the +nature of his generosity. I fancy that I am bound to take on myself +that labour, and I must say that it won't trouble me much to have to +write the letter." + +"You won't pull it down, Frank?" + +"No, my dear." + +"I would, before a week was over." + +"So would I," said Mary. "I don't think it ought to be there." + +"Of course it ought not to be there," said Mrs. Fenwick. + +"They might as well have it here in the garden," said Mary. + +"Just the same," said Mrs. Fenwick. + +"It is not in the garden; and, as it has been built, it shall +remain,--as far as I am concerned. I shall rather like it, now that +I know I am the landlord. I think I shall claim a sitting." This was +the Vicar's decision on the Monday morning, and from that decision +the two ladies were quite unable to move him. + +This occurred a day or two after the affair of the rubies, and at +a time when Mary was being very hard pressed to name a day for her +wedding. Of course such pressure had been the result of Mr. Gilmore's +success on that occasion. She had then resolutely gone to work to +overcome her own, and his, melancholy gloom, and, having in a great +degree succeeded, it was only natural that he should bring up that +question of his marriage day. She, when she had accepted him, had +done so with a stipulation that she should not be hurried; but we all +know what such stipulations are worth. Who is to define what is and +what is not hurry? They had now been engaged a month, and the Squire +was clearly of opinion that there had been no hurry. "September was +the nicest month in the year," he said, "for getting married and +going abroad. September in Switzerland, October among the Italian +lakes, November in Florence and Rome. So that they might get home +before Christmas after a short visit to Naples." That was the +Squire's programme, and his whole manner was altered as he made it. +He thought he knew the nature of the girl well enough to be sure +that, though she would profess no passionate love for him before +starting on such a journey, she would change her tone before she +returned. It should be no fault of his if she did not change it. Mary +had at first declined to fix any day, had talked of next year, had +declared that she would not be hurried. She had carried on the fight +even after the affair of the rubies, but she had fought in opposition +to strong and well-disciplined forces on the other side, and she had +begun to admit to herself that it might be expedient that she should +yield. The thing was to be done, and why not have it done at once? +She had not as yet yielded, but she had begun to think that she would +yield. + +At such a period it was of course natural that the Squire should +be daily at the vicarage, and on this Monday morning he came down +while the minds of all his friends there were intent on the strange +information received from Mr. Quickenham. The Vicar was not by when +Mr. Gilmore was told, and he was thus easily induced to join in +the opinion that the chapel should be made to disappear. He had a +landlord's idea about land, and was thoroughly well-disposed to stop +any encroachment on the part of the Marquis. + +"Lord Trowbridge must pull it down himself, and put it up again +elsewhere," said the Squire. + +"But Frank says that he won't let the Marquis pull it down," said +Mrs. Fenwick, almost moved to tears by the tragedy of the occasion. + + +[Illustration: Mr. Quickenham's letter discussed.] + + +Then the Vicar joined them, and the matter was earnestly debated;--so +earnestly that, on that occasion, not a word was said as to the day +of the wedding. + + + + +CHAPTER LVI. + +THE VICAR'S VENGEANCE. + + +No eloquence on the part of the two ladies at the vicarage, or of the +Squire, could turn Mr. Fenwick from his purpose, but he did consent +at last to go over with the Squire to Salisbury, and to consult Mr. +Chamberlaine. A proposition was made to him as to consulting the +bishop, for whom personally he always expressed a liking, and whose +office he declared that he held in the highest veneration; but he +explained that this was not a matter in which the bishop should be +invited to exercise authority. + +"The bishop has nothing to do with my freehold," he said. + +"But if you want an opinion," said the Squire, "why not go to a man +whose opinion will be worth having?" + +Then the Vicar explained again. His respect for the bishop was so +great, that any opinion coming from his lordship would, to him, +be more than advice; it would be law. So great was his mingled +admiration of the man and respect for the office! + +"What he means," said Mrs. Fenwick, "is, that he won't go to the +bishop, because he has made up his mind already. You are, both of +you, throwing away your time and money in going to Salisbury at all." + +"I'm not sure but what she's right there," said the Vicar. +Nevertheless they went to Salisbury. + +The Rev. Henry Fitzackerly Chamberlaine was very eloquent, clear, and +argumentative on the subject, and perhaps a little overbearing. He +insisted that the chapel should be removed without a moment's delay; +and that notice as to its removal should be served upon all the +persons concerned,--upon Mr. Puddleham, upon the builder, upon +the chapel trustees, the elders of the congregation,--"if there +be any elders," said Mr. Chamberlaine, with a delightful touch +of irony,--and upon the Marquis and the Marquis's agent. He was +eloquent, authoritative and loud. When the Vicar remarked that after +all the chapel had been built for a good purpose, Mr. Chamberlaine +became quite excited in his eloquence. + +"The glebe of Bullhampton, Mr. Fenwick," said he, "has not been +confided to your care for the propagation of dissent." + +"Nor has the vicarage house been confided to me for the reading of +novels; but that is what goes on there." + +"The house is for your private comfort," said the prebendary. + +"And so is the glebe," said the Vicar; "and I shall not be +comfortable if I make these people put down a house of prayer." + +And there was another argument against the Vicar's views, very +strong. This glebe was only given to him in trust. He was bound +so to use it, that it should fall into the hands of his successor +unimpaired and with full capability for fruition. "You have no right +to leave to another the demolition of a building, the erection of +which you should have prevented." This argument was more difficult of +answer than the other, but Mr. Fenwick did answer it. + +"I feel all that," said he; "and I think it likely that my estate may +be liable for the expense of removal. The chapel may be brought in +as a dilapidation. But that which I can answer with my purse, need +not lie upon my conscience. I could let the bit of land, I have no +doubt,--though not on a building lease." + +"But they have built on it," said Mr. Chamberlaine. + +"No doubt, they have; and I can see that my estate may be called upon +to restore the bit of ground to its former position. What I can't see +is, that I am bound to enforce the removal now." + +Mr. Chamberlaine took up the matter with great spirit, and gave a +couple of hours to the discussion, but the Vicar was not shaken. + +The Vicar was not shaken, but his manner as he went out from the +prebendary's presence, left some doubt as to his firmness in the mind +both of that dignitary and of the Squire. He thanked Mr. Chamberlaine +very courteously, and acknowledged that there was a great deal in the +arguments which had been used. + +"I am sure you will find it best to clear your ground of the nuisance +at once," said Mr. Chamberlaine, with that high tone which he knew so +well how to assume; and these were the last words spoken. + +"Well?" said the Squire, as soon as they were out in the Close, +asking his friend as to his decision. + +"It's a very knotty point," said Fenwick. + +"I don't much like my uncle's tone," said the Squire; "I never do. +But I think he is right." + +"I won't say but what he may be." + +"It'll have to come down, Frank," said the Squire. + +"No doubt, some day. But I am quite sure as to this, Harry; that when +you have a doubt as to your duty, you can't be wrong in delaying +that, the doing of which would gratify your own ill will. Don't you +go and tell this to the women; but to my eyes that conventicle at +Bullhampton is the most hideous, abominable, and disagreeable object +that ever was placed upon the earth!" + +"So it is to mine," said the Squire. + +"And therefore I won't touch a brick of it. It shall be my hair +shirt, my fast day, my sacrifice of a broken heart, my little pet +good work. It will enable me to take all the good things of the world +that come in my way, and flatter myself that I am not self-indulgent. +There is not a dissenter in Bullhampton will get so much out of the +chapel as I will." + +"I fancy they can make you have it pulled down." + +"Then their making me shall be my hair shirt, and I shall be fitted +just as well." Upon that they went back to Bullhampton, and the +Squire told the two ladies what had passed; as to the hair shirt and +all. + +Mr. Fenwick in making for himself his hair shirt did not think it +necessary to abstain from writing to the Marquis of Trowbridge. +This he did on that same day after his return from Salisbury. In +the middle of the winter he had written a letter to the Marquis, +remonstrating against the building of the chapel opposite to his own +gate. He now took out his copy of that letter, and the answer to +it, in which the agent of the Marquis had told him that the Marquis +considered that the spot in question was the most eligible site which +his lordship could bestow for the purpose in question. Our Vicar was +very anxious not to disturb the chapel now that it was built; but he +was quite as anxious to disturb the Marquis. In the formation of that +hair shirt which he was minded to wear, he did not intend to weave +in any mercy towards the Marquis. It behoved him to punish the +Marquis,--for the good of society in general. As a trespasser he +forgave the Marquis, in a Christian point of view; but as a pestilent +wasp on the earth, stinging folks right and left with an arrogance, +the ignorance of which was the only excuse to be made for his +cruelty, he thought it to be his duty to set his heel upon the +Marquis; which he did by writing the following letter. + + + Bullhampton Vicarage, July 18, 186--. + + MY LORD MARQUIS, + + On the 3rd of January last I ventured to write to your + lordship with the object of saving myself and my family + from a great annoyance, and of saving you also from the + disgrace of subjecting me to it. I then submitted to you + the expediency of giving in the parish some other site for + the erection of a dissenting chapel than the small patch + of ground immediately opposite to the vicarage gate, + which, as I explained to you, I had always regarded as + belonging to the vicarage. I did not for a moment question + your lordship's right to give the land in question, but + appealed simply to your good-feeling. I confess that I + took it for granted that even your lordship, in so very + high-handed a proceeding, would take care to have right + on your side. In answer to this I received a letter from + your man of business, of which, as coming from him, I do + not complain, but which, as a reply to my letter to your + lordship, was an insult. The chapel has been built, and on + last Sunday was opened for worship. + + I have now learned that the land which you have given + away did not belong to your lordship, and never formed a + portion of the Stowte estate in this parish. It was, and + is, glebe land; and formed, at the time of your bestowal, + a portion of my freehold as Vicar. I acknowledge that I + was remiss in presuming that you as a landlord knew the + limits of your own rights, and that you would not trespass + beyond them. I should have made my inquiry more urgently. + I have made it now, and your lordship may satisfy yourself + by referring to the maps of the parish lands, which are to + be found in the bishop's chancery, and also at St. John's, + Oxford, if you cannot do so by any survey of the estate in + your own possession. I enclose a sketch showing the exact + limits of the glebe in respect to the vicarage entrance + and the patch of ground in question. The fact is, that the + chapel in question has been built on the glebe land by + authority--illegally and unjustly given by your lordship. + + The chapel is there, and though it is a pity that it + should have been built, it would be a greater pity that it + should be pulled down. It is my purpose to offer to the + persons concerned a lease of the ground for the term of my + incumbency at a nominal rent. I presume that a lease may + be so framed as to protect the rights of my successor. + + I will not conclude this letter without expressing my + opinion that gross as has been your lordship's ignorance + in giving away land which did not belong to you, your + fault in that respect has been very trifling in comparison + with the malice you have shown to a clergyman of your own + church, settled in a parish partly belonging to yourself, + in having caused the erection of this chapel on the + special spot selected with no other object than that of + destroying my personal comfort and that of my wife. + + I have the honour to be + Your lordship's most obedient servant, + + FRANCIS FENWICK. + + +When he had finished his epistle he read it over more than once, and +was satisfied that it would be vexatious to the Marquis. It was his +direct object to vex the Marquis, and he had set about it with all +his vigour. "I would skin him if I knew how," he had said to Gilmore. +"He has done that to me which no man should forgive. He has spoken +ill of me, and calumniated me, not because he has thought ill of me, +but because he has had a spite against me. They may keep their chapel +as far as I am concerned. But as for his lordship, I should think ill +of myself if I spared him." He had his lordship on the hip, and he +did not spare him. He showed the letter to his wife. + +"Isn't malice a very strong word?" she said. + +"I hope so," answered the Vicar. + +"What I mean is, might you not soften it without hurting your cause?" + +"I think not. I conscientiously believe the accusation to be true. +I endeavour so to live among my neighbours that I may not disgrace +them, or you, or myself. This man has dared to accuse me openly of +the grossest immorality and hypocrisy, when I am only doing my duty +as I best know how to do it; and I do now believe in my heart that in +making these charges he did not himself credit them. At any rate, no +man can be justified in making such charges without evidence." + +"But all that had nothing to do with the bit of ground, Frank." + +"It is part and parcel of the same thing. He has chosen to treat me +as an enemy, and has used all the influence of his wealth and rank to +injure me. Now he must look to himself. I will not say a word of him, +or to him, that is untrue; but as he has said evil of me behind my +back which he did not believe, so will I say the evil of him, which I +do believe, to his face." The letter was sent, and before the day was +over the Vicar had recovered his good humour. + +And before the day was over the news was all through the parish. +There was a certain ancient shoemaker in the village who had carried +on business in Devizes, and had now retired to spend the evening of +his life in his native place. Mr. Bolt was a quiet, inoffensive old +man, but he was a dissenter, and was one of the elders and trustees +who had been concerned in raising money for the chapel. To him the +Vicar had told the whole story, declaring at the same time that, as +far as he was concerned, Mr. Puddleham and his congregation should, +at any rate for the present, be made welcome to their chapel. This +he had done immediately on his return from Salisbury, and before the +letter to the Marquis was written. Mr. Bolt, not unnaturally, saw +his minister the same evening, and the thing was discussed in full +conclave by the Puddlehamites. At the end of that discussion, Mr. +Puddleham expressed his conviction that the story was a mare's nest +from beginning to end. He didn't believe a word of it. The Marquis +was not the man to give away anything that did not belong to him. +Somebody had hoaxed the Vicar, or the Vicar had hoaxed Mr. Bolt; or +else,--which Mr. Puddleham thought to be most likely,--the Vicar +had gone mad with vexation at the glory and the triumph of the new +chapel. + +"He was uncommon civil," said Mr. Bolt, who at this moment was +somewhat inclined to favour the Vicar. + +"No doubt, Mr. Bolt; no doubt," said Mr. Puddleham, who had quite +recovered from his first dismay, and had worked himself up to a state +of eloquent enthusiasm. "I dare say he was civil. Why not? In old +days when we hardly dared to talk of having a decent house of prayer +of our own in which to worship our God, he was always civil. No one +has ever heard me accuse Mr. Fenwick of incivility. But will any one +tell me that he is a friend to our mode of worship? Gentlemen, we +must look to ourselves, and I for one tell you that that chapel is +ours. You won't find that his ban will keep me out of my pulpit. +Glebe, indeed! why should the Vicar have glebe on the other side of +the road from his house? Or, for the matter of that, why should he +have glebe at all?" This was so decisive that no one at the meeting +had a word to say after Mr. Puddleham had finished his speech. + +When the Marquis received his letter he was up in London. Lord +Trowbridge was not much given to London life, but was usually +compelled by circumstances,--the circumstances being the custom of +society as pleaded by his two daughters,--to spend the months of May, +June, and July at the family mansion in Grosvenor Square. Moreover, +though the Marquis never opened his mouth in the House of Lords, it +was, as he thought, imperative on him to give to the leader of his +party the occasional support of his personal presence. Our Vicar, +knowing this, had addressed his letter to Grosvenor Square, and +it had thus reached its destination without loss of time. Lord +Trowbridge by this time knew the handwriting of his enemy; and, as he +broke the envelope, there came upon him an idea that it might be wise +to refuse the letter, and to let it go back to its writer unopened. +It was beneath his dignity to correspond with a man, or to receive +letters from a man who would probably insult him. But before he could +make up his mind, the envelope had been opened, and the letter had +been read. His wrath, when he had read it, no writer of a simple +prose narration should attempt to describe. "Disgrace," "insult," +"ignorance," and "malice,"--these were the words with which the +Marquis found himself pelted by this pestilent, abominable, and most +improper clergyman. As to the gist of the letter itself, it was some +time before he understood it. And when he did begin to understand +it, he did not as yet begin to believe it. His intelligence worked +slowly, whereas his wrath worked quickly. But at last he began to ask +himself whether the accusation made against him could possibly be +based on truth. When the question of giving the land had been under +consideration, it had never occurred to any one concerned that it +could belong to the glebe. There had been some momentary suspicion +that the spot might possibly have been so long used as common land as +to give room for a question on that side; but no one had dreamed that +any other claimant could arise. That the whole village of Bullhampton +belonged to the Marquis was notorious. Of course there was the glebe. +But who could think that the morsel of neglected land lying on the +other side of the road belonged to the vicarage? The Marquis did not +believe it now. This was some piece of wickedness concocted by the +venomous brain of the iniquitous Vicar, more abominable than all his +other wickednesses. The Marquis did not believe it; but he walked up +and down his room all the morning thinking of it. The Marquis was +sure that it was not true, and yet he could not for a moment get the +idea out of his mind. Of course he must tell St. George. The language +of the letter which had been sent to him was so wicked, that St. +George must at least agree with him now in his anger against this +man. And could nothing be done to punish the man? Prosecutions in +regard to anonymous letters, threatening letters, begging letters, +passed through his mind. He knew that punishment had been inflicted +on the writers of insolent letters to royalty. And letters had been +proved to be criminal as being libellous,--only then they must be +published; and letters were sometimes held to form a conspiracy;--but +he could not quite see his way to that. He knew that he was not +royal; and he knew that the Vicar neither threatened him or begged +aught from him. What if St. George should tell him again that this +Vicar had right on his side! He cast the matter about in his mind all +the day; and then, late in the afternoon, he got into his carriage, +and had himself driven to the chambers of Messrs. Boothby, the family +lawyers. + + + + +CHAPTER LVII. + +OIL IS TO BE THROWN UPON THE WATERS. + + +[Illustration] + +Messrs. Boothby in Lincoln's Inn had for very many years been the +lawyers of the Stowte family, and probably knew as much about +the property as any of the Stowtes themselves. They had not been +consulted about the giving away of the bit of land for the chapel +purposes, nor had they been instructed to draw up any deed of gift. +The whole thing had been done irregularly. The land had been only +promised, and not in truth as yet given, and the Puddlehamites, in +their hurry, had gone to work and had built upon a promise. The +Marquis, when, after the receipt of Mr. Fenwick's letter, his first +rage was over, went at once to the chambers of Messrs. Boothby, and +was forced to explain all the circumstances of the case to the senior +partner before he could show the clergyman's wicked epistle. Old Mr. +Boothby was a man of the same age as the Marquis, and, in his way, +quite as great. Only the lawyer was a clever old man, whereas the +Marquis was a stupid old man. Mr. Boothby sat, bowing his head, as +the Marquis told his story. The story was rather confused, and for +awhile Mr. Boothby could only understand that a dissenting chapel had +been built upon his client's land. + +"We shall have to set it right by some scrap of a conveyance," said +the lawyer. + +"But the Vicar of the parish claims it," said the Marquis. + +"Claims the chapel, my lord!" + +"He is a most pestilent, abominable man, Mr. Boothby. I have brought +his letter here." Mr. Boothby held out his hand to receive the +letter. From almost any client he would prefer a document to an oral +explanation, but he would do so especially from his lordship. "But +you must understand," continued the Marquis, "that he is quite unlike +any ordinary clergyman. I have the greatest respect for the church, +and am always happy to see clergymen at my own house. But this is a +litigious, quarrelsome fellow. They tell me he's an infidel, and he +keeps--! Altogether, Mr. Boothby, nothing can be worse." + +"Indeed!" said the lawyer, still holding out his hand for the letter. + +"He has taken the trouble to insult me continually. You heard how a +tenant of mine was murdered? He was murdered by a young man whom this +clergyman screens, because,--because,--he is the brother of,--of,--of +the young woman." + +"That would be very bad, my lord." + +"It is very bad. He knows all about the murder;--I am convinced he +does. He went bail for the young man. He used to associate with him +on most intimate terms. As to the sister;--there's no doubt about +that. They live on the land of a person who owns a small estate in +the parish." + +"Mr. Gilmore, my lord?" + +"Exactly so. This Mr. Fenwick has got Mr. Gilmore in his pocket. +You can have no idea of such a state of things as this. And now he +writes me this letter! I know his handwriting now, and any further +communication I shall return." The Marquis ceased to speak, and the +lawyer at once buried himself in the letter. + +"It is meant to be offensive," said the lawyer. + +"Most insolent, most offensive, most improper! And yet the bishop +upholds him!" + +"But if he is right about the bit of land, my lord, it will be rather +awkward." And as he spoke, the lawyer examined the sketch of the +vicarage entrance. "He gives this as copied from the terrier of the +parish, my lord." + +"I don't believe a word of it," said the Marquis. + +"You didn't look at the plan of the estate, my lord?" + +"I don't think we did; but Packer had no doubt. No one knows the +property in Bullhampton so well as Packer, and Packer said--" + +But while the Marquis was still speaking the lawyer rose, and begging +his client's pardon, went to the clerk in the outer room. Nor did +he return till the clerk had descended to an iron chamber in the +basement, and returned from thence with a certain large tin box. +Into this a search was made, and presently Mr. Boothby came back +with a weighty lump of dusty vellum documents, and a manuscript map, +or sketch of a survey of the Bullhampton estate, which he had had +opened. While the search was being made he had retired to another +room, and had had a little conversation with his partner about +the weather. "I am afraid the parson is right, my lord," said Mr. +Boothby, as he closed the door. + +"Right!" + +"Right in his facts, my lord. It is glebe, and is marked so here very +plainly. There should have been a reference to us,--there should, +indeed, my lord. Packer, and men like him, really know nothing. The +truth is, in such matters nobody knows anything. You should always +have documentary evidence." + +"And it is glebe?" + +"Not a doubt of it, my lord." + +Then the Marquis knew that his enemy had him on the hip, and he laid +his old head down upon his folded arms and wept. In his weeping it +is probable that no tears rolled down his cheeks, but he wept inward +tears,--tears of hatred, remorse, and self-commiseration. His enemy +had struck him with scourges, and, as far as he could see at present, +he could not return a blow. And he must submit himself,--must restore +the bit of land, and build those nasty dissenters a chapel elsewhere +on his own property. He had not a doubt as to that for a moment. +Could he have escaped the shame of it,--as far as the expense was +concerned he would have been willing to build them ten chapels. And +in doing this he would give a triumph, an unalloyed triumph, to a +man whom he believed to be thoroughly bad. The Vicar had accused the +Marquis of spreading reports which he, the Marquis, did not himself +believe; but the Marquis believed them all. At this moment there was +no evil that he could not have believed of Mr. Fenwick. While sitting +there an idea, almost amounting to a conviction, had come upon +him, that Mr. Fenwick had himself been privy to the murder of old +Trumbull. What would not a parson do who would take delight in +insulting and humiliating the nobleman who owned the parish in which +he lived? To Lord Trowbridge the very fact that the parson of the +parish which he regarded as his own was opposed to him, proved +sufficiently that that parson was,--scum, dregs, riff-raff, a low +radical, and everything that a parson ought not to be. The Vicar had +been wrong there. The Marquis did believe it all religiously. + +"What must I do?" said the Marquis. + +"As to the chapel itself, my lord, the Vicar, bad as he is, does not +want to move it." + +"It must come down," said the Marquis, getting up from his chair. +"It shall come down. Do you think that I would allow it to stand +when it has been erected on his ground,--through my error? Not for a +day!--not for an hour! I'll tell you what, Mr. Boothby,--that man has +known it all through;--has known it as well as you do now; but he has +waited till the building was complete before he would tell me. I see +it all as plain as the nose on your face, Mr. Boothby." + +The lawyer was meditating how best he might explain to his +angry client that he had no power whatsoever to pull down the +building,--that if the Vicar and the dissenting minister chose +to agree about it the new building must stand, in spite of the +Marquis,--must stand, unless the churchwardens, patron, or +ecclesiastical authorities generally should force the Vicar to +have it removed,--when a clerk came in and whispered a word to the +attorney. "My lord," said Mr. Boothby, "Lord St. George is here. +Shall he come in?" + +The Marquis did not wish to see his son exactly at this minute; +but Lord St. George was, of course, admitted. This meeting at the +lawyer's chambers was altogether fortuitous, and father and son were +equally surprised. But so great was the anger and dismay and general +perturbation of the Marquis at the time, that he could not stop to +ask any question. St. George must, of course, know what had happened, +and it was quite as well that he should be told at once. + +"That bit of ground they've built the chapel on at Bullhampton, turns +out to be--glebe," said the Marquis. Lord St. George whistled. "Of +course, Mr. Fenwick knew it all along," said the Marquis. + +"I should hardly think that," said his son. + +"You read his letter. Mr. Boothby, will you be so good as to show +Lord St. George the letter? You never read such a production. +Impudent scoundrel! Of course he knew it all the time." + +Lord St. George read the letter. "He is very impudent, whether he be +a scoundrel or not." + +"Impudent is no word for it." + +"Perhaps he has had some provocation, my lord." + +"Not from me, St. George;--not from me. I have done nothing to him. +Of course the chapel must be--removed." + +"Don't you think the question might stand over for a while?" +suggested Mr. Boothby. "Matters would become smoother in a month or +two." + +"Not for an hour," said the Marquis. + +Lord St. George walked about the room with the letter in his hand, +meditating. "The truth is," he said, at last, "we have made a +mistake, and we must get out of it as best we can. I think my father +is a little wrong about this clergyman's character." + +"St. George! Have you read his letter? Is that a proper letter to +come from a clergyman of the Church of England to--to--to--" the +Marquis longed to say to the Marquis of Trowbridge; but he did not +dare so to express himself before his son,--"to the landlord of his +parish?" + +"A red-brick chapel, just close to your lodge, isn't nice, you know." + +"He has got no lodge," said the Marquis. + +"And so we thought we'd build him one. Let me manage this. I'll see +him, and I'll see the minister, and I'll endeavour to throw some oil +upon the waters." + +"I don't want to throw oil upon the waters." + +"Lord St. George is in the right, my lord," said the attorney; "he +really is. It is a case in which we must throw a little oil upon the +waters. We've made a mistake, and when we've done that we should +always throw oil upon the waters. I've no doubt Lord St. George +will find a way out of it." Then the father and the son went away +together, and before they had reached the Houses of Parliament Lord +St. George had persuaded his father to place the matter of the +Bullhampton chapel in his hands. "And as for the letter," said St. +George, "do not you notice it." + +"I have not the slightest intention of noticing it," said the +Marquis, haughtily. + + + + +CHAPTER LVIII. + +EDITH BROWNLOW'S DREAM. + + +"My dear, sit down; I want to speak to you. Do you know I should like +to see you--married." This speech was made at Dunripple to Edith +Brownlow by her uncle, Sir Gregory, one morning in July, as she was +attending him with his breakfast. His breakfast consisted always of +a cup of chocolate, made after a peculiar fashion, and Edith was in +the habit of standing by the old man's bedside while he took it. She +would never sit down, because she knew that were she to do so she +would be pretty nearly hidden out of sight in the old arm-chair that +stood at the bed-head; but now she was specially invited to do so, +and that in a manner which almost made her think that it would be +well that she should hide herself for a space. But she did not sit +down. There was the empty cup to be taken from Sir Gregory's hands, +and, after the first moment of surprise, Edith was not quite sure +that it would be good that she should hide herself. She took the cup +and put it on the table, and then returned, without making any reply. +"I should like very much to see you married, my dear," said Sir +Gregory, in the mildest of voices. + +"Do you want to get rid of me, uncle?" + +"No, my dear; that is just what I don't want. Of course you'll marry +somebody." + +"I don't see any of course, Uncle Gregory." + +"But why shouldn't you? I suppose you have thought about it." + +"Only in a general way, Uncle Gregory." + +Sir Gregory Marrable was not a wise man. His folly was of an order +very different from that of Lord Trowbridge,--very much less likely +to do harm to himself or others, much more innocent, and, folly +though it was, a great deal more compatible with certain intellectual +gifts. Lord Trowbridge, not to put too fine a point upon it, was +a fool all round. He was much too great a fool to have an idea of +his own folly. Now Sir Gregory distrusted himself in everything, +conceived himself to be a poor creature, would submit himself to a +child on any question of literature, and had no opinion of his own +on any matter outside his own property,--and even as to that his +opinion was no more than lukewarm. Yet he read a great deal, had much +information stored away somewhere in his memory, and had learned at +any rate to know how small a fly he was himself on the wheel of the +world. But, alas, when he did meddle with anything he was apt to +make a mess of it. There had been some conversation between him +and his sister-in-law, Edith's mother, about Walter Marrable; some +also between him and his son, and between him and Miss Marrable, +his cousin. But as yet no one had spoken to Edith, and as Captain +Marrable himself had not spoken, it would have been as well, perhaps, +if Sir Gregory had held his tongue. After Edith's last answer the old +man was silent for awhile, and then he returned to the subject with a +downright question,-- + +"How did you like Walter when he was here?" + +"Captain Marrable?" + +"Yes,--Captain Marrable." + +"I liked him well enough,--in a way, Uncle Gregory." + +"Nothing would please me so much, Edith, as that you should become +his wife. You know that Dunripple will belong to him some day." + +"If Gregory does not marry." Edith had hardly known whether to say +this or to leave it unsaid. She was well aware that her cousin +Gregory would never marry,--that he was a confirmed invalid, a man +already worn out, old before his time, and with one foot in the +grave. But had she not said it, she would have seemed to herself to +have put him aside as a person altogether out of the way. + +"Gregory will never marry. Of course while he lives Dunripple will be +his; but if Walter were to marry he would make arrangements. I dare +say you can't understand all about that, my dear; but it would be a +very good thing. I should be so happy if I thought that you were to +live at Dunripple always." + +Edith kissed him and escaped without giving any other answer. Ten +days after that Walter Marrable was to be again at Dunripple,--only +for a few days; but still in a few days the thing might be settled. +Edith had heard something of Mary Lowther, but not much. There had +been some idea of a match between Walter and his cousin Mary, but the +idea had been blown away. So much Edith had heard. To herself Walter +Marrable had been very friendly, and, in truth, she had liked him +much. They two were not cousins, but they were so connected, and had +for some weeks been so thrown together, as to be almost as good as +cousins. His presence at Dunripple had been very pleasant to her, but +she had never thought of him as a lover. And she had an idea of her +own, that girls ought not to think of men as lovers without a good +deal of provocation. + +Sir Gregory spoke to Mrs. Brownlow on the same subject, and as he +told her what had taken place between him and Edith, she felt herself +compelled to speak to her daughter. + +"If it should take place, my dear, it would be very well; but I would +rather your uncle had not mentioned it." + +"It won't do any harm, mamma. I mean, that I shan't break my heart." + +"I believe him to be a very excellent young man,--not at all like his +father, who has been as bad as he can be." + +"Wasn't he in love with Mary Lowther last winter?" + +"I don't know, my dear. I never believe stories of this kind. When I +hear that a young man is going to be married to a young lady, then I +believe that they are in love with each other." + +"It is to be hoped so then, mamma?" + +"But I never believe any thing before. And I think you may take it +for granted that there is nothing in that." + +"It would be nothing to me, mamma." + +"It might be something. But I will say nothing more about it. You've +so much good sense that I am quite sure you won't get into trouble. I +wish Sir Gregory had not spoken to you; but as he has, it may be as +well that you should know that the family arrangement would be very +agreeable to your uncle and to cousin Gregory. The title and the +property must go to Captain Marrable at last, and Sir Gregory would +make immediate sacrifices for you, which perhaps he would not make +for him." + +Edith understood all about it very clearly, and would have understood +all about it with half the words. She would have little or no fortune +of her own, and in money her uncle would have very little to give to +her. Indeed, there was no reason why he should give her anything. She +was not connected with any of the Marrables by blood, though chance +had caused her to live at Dunripple almost all her life. She had +become half a Marrable already, and it might be very well that she +should become a Marrable altogether. Walter was a remarkably handsome +man, would be a baronet, and would have an estate, and might, +perhaps, have the enjoyment of the estate by marrying her earlier +than he would were he to marry any one else. Edith Brownlow +understood it all with sufficient clearness. But then she understood +also that young women shouldn't give away their hearts before they +are asked for them; and she was quite sure that Walter Marrable had +made no sign of asking for hers. Nevertheless, within her own bosom +she did become a little anxious about Mary Lowther, and she wished +that she knew that story. + +On the fourth of August Walter Marrable reached Dunripple, and found +the house given up almost entirely to the doctor. Both his uncle and +his cousin were very ill. When he was able to obtain from the doctor +information on which he could rely, he learned that Mr. Marrable was +in real danger, but that Sir Gregory's ailment was no more than his +usual infirmity heightened by anxiety on behalf of his son. "Your +uncle may live for the next ten years," said the doctor; "but I do +not know what to say about Mr. Marrable." All this time the care +and time of the two ladies were divided between the invalids. +Mrs. Brownlow tended her nephew, and Edith, as usual, waited +upon Sir Gregory. In such circumstances it was not extraordinary +that Edith Brownlow and Walter Marrable should be thrown much +together,--especially as it was the desire of all concerned with them +that they should become man and wife. Poor Edith was subject to a +feeling that everybody knew that she was expected to fall in love +with the man. She thought it probable, too, that the man himself had +been instructed to fall in love with her. This no doubt created a +great difficulty for her, a difficulty which she felt to be heavy and +inconvenient;--but it was lessened by the present condition of the +household. When there is illness in a house, the feminine genius and +spirit predominates the male. If the illness be so severe as to cause +a sense of danger, this is so strongly the case that the natural +position of the two is changed. Edith, quite unconscious of the +reason, was much less afraid of her proposed lover than she would +have been had there been no going about on tiptoe, no questions asked +with bated breath, no great need for womanly aid. + +Walter had been there four days, and was sitting with Edith one +evening out on the lawn among the rhododendrons. When he had found +what was the condition of the household, he had offered to go back at +once to his regiment at Birmingham. But Sir Gregory would not hear of +it. Sir Gregory hated the regiment, and had got an idea in his head +that his nephew ought not to be there at all. He was too weak and +diffident to do it himself; but if any one would have arranged it for +him, he would have been glad to fix an income for Walter Marrable +on condition that Walter should live at home, and look after the +property, and be unto him as a son. But nothing had been fixed, +nothing had been said, and on the day but one following, the captain +was to return to Birmingham. Mrs. Brownlow was with her nephew, and +Walter was sitting with Edith among the rhododendrons, the two having +come out of the house together after such a dinner as is served in a +house of invalids. They had become very intimate, but Edith Brownlow +had almost determined that Walter Marrable did not intend to fall in +love with her. She had quite determined that she would not fall in +love with him till he did. What she might do in that case she had not +told herself. She was not quite sure. He was very nice,--but she was +not quite sure. One ought to be very fond of a young man, she said +to herself, before one falls in love with him. Nevertheless her mind +was by no means set against him. If one can oblige one's friends one +ought, she said, again to herself. + +She had brought him out a cup of coffee, and he was sitting in a +garden chair with a cigar in his mouth. They were Walter and Edith +to each other, just as though they were cousins. Indeed, it was +necessary that they should be cousins to each other, for the rest of +their lives, if no more. + + +[Illustration: She had brought him out a cup of coffee.] + + +"Let us drop the Captain and the Miss," he had said himself; "the +mischief is in it if you and I can't suppose ourselves to be +related." She had assented cordially, and had called him Walter +without a moment's hesitation. "Edith," he said to her now, after he +had sat for a minute or two with the coffee in his hand; "did you +ever hear of a certain cousin of ours, called Mary Lowther?" + +"Oh, dear, yes; she lives with Aunt Sarah at Loring; only Aunt Sarah +isn't my aunt, and Miss Lowther isn't my cousin." + +"Just so. She lives at Loring. Edith, I love you so much that I +wonder whether I may tell you the great secret of my life?" + +"Of course you may. I love secrets; and I specially love the secrets +of those who love me." She said this with a voice perfectly clear, +and a face without a sign of disappointment; but her little dream had +already been dissipated. She knew the secret as well as though it had +been told. + +"I was engaged to marry her." + +"And you will marry her?" + +"It was broken off,--when I thought that I should be forced to go to +India. The story is very long, and very sad. It is my own father who +has ruined me. But I will tell it you some day." Then he told it all, +as he was sitting there with his cigar in his hand. Stories may seem +to be very long, and yet be told very quickly. + +"But you will go back to her now?" said Edith. + +"She has not waited for me." + +"What do you mean?" + +"They tell me that she is to be married to a--to a--certain Mr. +Gilmore." + +"Already!" + +"He had offered to her twenty times before I ever saw her. She never +loved him, and does not now." + +"Who has told you this, Captain Marrable?" She had not intended to +alter her form of speech, and when she had done so would have given +anything to have called him then by his Christian name. + +"My Uncle John." + +"I would ask herself." + +"I mean to do so. But somehow, treated as I am here, I am bound to +tell my uncle of it first. And I cannot do that while Gregory is so +ill." + +"I must go up to my uncle now, Walter. And I do so hope she may be +true to you. And I do so hope I may like her. Don't believe anything +till she has told you herself." Saying this, Edith Brownlow returned +to the house, and at once put her dream quietly out of her sight. She +said nothing to her mother about it then. It was not necessary that +she should tell her mother as yet. + + + + +CHAPTER LIX. + +NEWS FROM DUNRIPPLE. + + +At the end of the first week in August news reached the vicarage at +Bullhampton that was not indeed very important to the family of Mr. +Fenwick, but which still seemed to have an immediate effect on their +lives and comfort. The Vicar for some days past had been, as regarded +himself, in a high good humour, in consequence of a communication +which he had received from Lord St. George. Further mention of this +communication must be made, but it may be deferred to the next +chapter, as other matters, more momentous, require our immediate +attention. Mr. Gilmore had pleaded very hard that a day might be +fixed, and had almost succeeded. Mary Lowther, driven into a corner, +had been able to give no reason why she should not fix a day, other +than this,--that Mr. Gilmore had promised her that she should not be +hurried. "What do you mean?" Mrs. Fenwick had said, angrily. "You +speak of the man who is to be your husband as though your greatest +happiness in life were to keep away from him." Mary Lowther had not +dared to answer that such would be her greatest happiness. Then news +had reached the vicarage of the illness of Gregory Marrable, and of +Walter Marrable's presence at Dunripple. This had come of course from +Aunt Sarah, at Loring; but it had come in such a manner as to seem to +justify, for a time, Mary's silence in reference to that question of +naming the day. The Marrables of Dunripple were not nearly related +to her. She had no personal remembrance of either Sir Gregory or his +son. But there was an importance attached to the tidings, which, if +analysed, would have been found to attach itself to Captain Marrable, +rather than to the two men who were ill; and this was tacitly allowed +to have an influence. Aunt Sarah had expressed her belief that +Gregory Marrable was dying; and had gone on to say,--trusting to the +known fact that Mary had engaged herself to Mr. Gilmore, and to the +fact, as believed to be a fact, that Walter was engaged to Edith +Brownlow,--had gone on to say that Captain Marrable would probably +remain at Dunripple, and would take immediate charge of the estate. +"I think there is no doubt," said Aunt Sarah, "that Captain Marrable +and Edith Brownlow will be married." Mary was engaged to Mr. Gilmore, +and why should not Aunt Sarah tell her news? + +The Squire, who had become elated and happy at the period of the +rubies, had, in three days, again fallen away into a state of angry +gloom, rather than of melancholy. He said very little just now either +to Fenwick or to Mrs. Fenwick about his marriage; and, indeed, he did +not say very much to Mary herself. Men were already at work about +the gardens at the Privets, and he would report to her what was done, +and would tell her that the masons and painters would begin in a few +days. Now and again he would ask for her company up to the place; and +she had been there twice at his instance since the day on which she +had gone after him of her own accord, and had fetched him down to +look at the jewels. But there was little or no sympathy between them. +Mary could not bring herself to care about the house or the gardens, +though she told herself again and again that there was she to live +for the remainder of her life. + +Two letters she received from her aunt at Loring within an interval +of three days, and these letters were both filled with details as to +the illness of Sir Gregory and his son, at Dunripple. Walter Marrable +sent accounts to his uncle, the parson, and Mrs. Brownlow sent +accounts to Miss Marrable herself. And then, on the day following the +receipt of the last of these two letters, there came one from Walter +Marrable himself, addressed to Mary Lowther. Gregory Marrable was +dead, and the letter announcing the death of the baronet's only son +was as follows:-- + + + Dunripple, August 12, 1868. + + MY DEAR MARY, + + I hardly know whether you will have expected that the news + which I have to tell you should reach you direct from me; + but I think, upon the whole, that it is better that I + should write. My cousin, Gregory Marrable, Sir Gregory's + only son, died this morning. I do not doubt but that you + know that he has been long ill. He has come to the end of + all his troubles, and the old baronet is now childless. He + also has been, and is still, unwell, though I do not know + that he is much worse than usual. He has been an invalid + for years and years. Of course he feels his son's death + acutely; for he is a father who has ever been good to his + son. But it always seems to me that old people become so + used to death, that they do not think of it as do we who + are younger. I have seen him twice to-day since the news + was told to him, and though he spoke of his son with + infinite sorrow, he was able to talk of other things. + + I write to you myself, especially, instead of getting one + of the ladies here to do so, because I think it proper + to tell you how things stand with myself. Everything is + changed with me since you and I parted because it was + necessary that I should seek my fortune in India. You + already know that I have abandoned that idea; and I now + find that I shall leave the army altogether. My uncle has + wished it since I first came here, and he now proposes + that I shall live here permanently. Of course the meaning + is that I should assume the position of his heir. My + father, with whom I personally will have no dealing in + the matter, stands between us. But I do suppose that the + family affairs will be so arranged that I may feel secure + that I shall not be turned altogether adrift upon the + world. + + Dear Mary,--I do not know how to tell you, that as regards + my future everything now depends on you. They have told me + that you have accepted an offer from Mr. Gilmore. I know + no more than this,--that they have told me so. If you will + tell me also that you mean to be his wife, I will say no + more. But until you tell me so, I will not believe it. I + do not think that you can ever love him as you certainly + once loved me;--and when I think of it, how short a time + ago that was! I know that I have no right to complain. + Our separation was my doing as much as yours. But I will + settle nothing as to my future life till I hear from + yourself whether or no you will come back to me. + + I shall remain here till after the funeral, which will + take place on Friday. On Monday I shall go back to + Birmingham. This is Sunday, and I shall expect to hear + from you before the week is over. If you bid me, I will be + with you early next week. If you tell me that my coming + will be useless,--why, then, I shall care very little what + happens. + + Yours, with all the love of my heart, + + WALTER MARRABLE. + + +Luckily for Mary she was alone when she read the letter. Her first +idea on reading it was to think of the words which she had used +when she had most ungraciously consented to become the wife of +Harry Gilmore. "Were he so placed that he could afford to marry a +poor wife, I should leave you and go to him." She remembered them +accurately. She had made up her mind at the time that she would say +them, thinking that thus he would be driven from her, and that she +would be at rest from his solicitation, from those of her friends, +and from the qualms of her own conscience. He had chosen to claim +her in spite of those words,--and now the thing had happened to +the possibility of which she had referred. Poor as she was, Walter +Marrable was able to make her his wife. She held in her hand his +letter telling her that it was so. All her heart was his,--as much +now as it had ever been; and it was impossible that she should not go +to him. She had told Mr. Gilmore herself that she could never love +again as she loved Walter Marrable. She had been driven to believe +that she could never be his wife, and she had separated herself from +him. She had separated herself from him, and persuaded herself that +it would be expedient for her to become the wife of this other man. +But up to this very moment she had never been able to overcome her +horror at the prospect. From day to day she had thought that she must +give it up, even when they were dinning into her ears the tidings +that Walter Marrable was to marry that girl at Dunripple. But that +had been a falsehood,--an absolute falsehood. There had been no such +thought in his bosom. He had never been untrue to her. Ah! how much +the nobler of the two had he been! + +And yet she had struggled hard to do right,--to think of others more +than of herself;--so to dispose of herself that she might be of some +use in the world. And it had come to this! It was quite impossible +now that she should marry Harry Gilmore. There had hitherto been +at any rate an attempt on her part to reconcile herself to that +marriage; but now the attempt was impossible. What right could she +have to refuse the man she loved when he told her that all his +happiness depended on her love! She could see it now. With all her +desire to do right, she had done foul wrong in accepting Mr. Gilmore. +She had done foul wrong, though she had complied with the advice of +all her friends. It could not but have been wrong, as it had brought +her to this,--her and him. But for the future, she might yet be +right,--if she only knew how. That it would be wrong to marry Harry +Gilmore,--to think of marrying him when her heart was so stirred by +the letter which she held in her hand,--of that she was quite sure. +She had done the man an injury for which she could never atone. Of +that she was well aware. But the injury was done and could not now be +undone. And had she not told him when he came to her, that she would +even yet return to Walter Marrable if Walter Marrable were able to +take her? + +She went down stairs, slowly, just before the hour for the children's +dinner, and found her friend, with one or two of the bairns, in the +garden. "Janet," she said, "I have had a letter from Dunripple." + +Mrs. Fenwick looked into her face, and saw that it was sad and +sorrowful. "What news, Mary?" + +"My cousin, Gregory Marrable, is--no more; he died on Sunday +morning." This was on the Tuesday. + +"You expected it, I suppose, from your aunt's letter?" + +"Oh, yes;--it has been sudden at last, it seems." + +"And Sir Gregory?" + +"He is pretty well. He is getting better." + +"I pity him the loss of his son;--poor old man!" Mrs. Fenwick was far +too clever not to see that the serious, solemn aspect of Mary's face +was not due altogether to the death of a distant cousin, whom she +herself did not even remember;--but she was too wise, also, to refer +to what she presumed to be Mary's special grief at the moment. Mary +was doubtless thinking of the altered circumstances of her cousin +Walter; but it was as well now that she should speak as little as +possible about that cousin. Mrs. Fenwick could not turn altogether to +another subject, but she would, if possible, divert her friend from +her present thoughts. "Shall you go into mourning?" she asked; "he +was only your second cousin; but people have ideas so different about +those things." + +"I do not know," said Mary, listlessly. + +"If I were you, I would consult Mr. Gilmore. He has a right to be +consulted. If you do, it should be very slight." + +"I shall go into mourning," said Mary, suddenly,--remembering at the +moment what was Walter's position in the household at Dunripple. Then +the tears came up into her eyes, she knew not why; and she walked off +by herself amidst the garden shrubs. Mrs. Fenwick watched her as she +went, but could not quite understand it. Those tears had not been for +a second cousin who had never been known. And then, during the last +few weeks, Mary, in regard to herself, had been prone to do anything +that Mr. Gilmore would advise, as though she could make up by +obedience for the want of that affection which she owed to him. Now, +when she was told that she ought to consult Mr. Gilmore, she flatly +refused to do so. + +Mary came up the garden a few minutes afterwards, and as she passed +towards the house, she begged to be excused from going into lunch +that day. Lord St. George was coming up to lunch at the vicarage, as +will be explained in the next chapter. + + + + +CHAPTER LX. + +LORD ST. GEORGE IS VERY CUNNING. + + +Lord St. George began to throw his oil upon the waters in reference +to that unfortunate chapel at Bullhampton a day or two after his +interview with his father in the lawyer's chambers. His father had +found himself compelled to yield; had been driven, as it were, by the +Fates, to accord to his son permission to do as his son should think +best. There came to be so serious a trouble in consequence of that +terrible mistake of Packer's, that the poor old Marquis was unable to +defend himself from the necessity of yielding. On that day, before he +left his son at Westminster, when their roads lay into the different +council-chambers of the state, he had prayed hard that the oil might +not be very oily. But his son would not bate him an inch of his +surrender. + +"He is so utterly worthless," the Marquis had said, pleading hard as +he spoke of his enemy. + +"I'm not quite sure, my lord, that you understand the man," St. +George had said. "You hate him, and no doubt he hates you." + +"Horribly!" ejaculated the Marquis. + +"You intend to be as good as you know how to be to all those people +at Bullhampton?" + +"Indeed I do, St. George," said the Marquis, almost with tears in his +eyes. + +"And I shouldn't wonder if he did, too." + +"But look at his life," said the Marquis. + +"It isn't always easy to look at a man's life. We are always looking +at men's lives, and always making mistakes. The bishop thinks he +is a good sort of fellow, and the bishop isn't the man to like a +debauched, unbelieving, reckless parson, who, according to your +ideas, must be leading a life of open shame and profligacy. I'm +inclined to think there must be a mistake." + +The unfortunate Marquis groaned deeply as he walked away to the +august chamber of the Lords. + +These and such like are the troubles that sit heavy on a man's heart. +If search for bread, and meat, and raiment, be set aside, then, +beyond that, our happiness or misery here depends chiefly on success +or failure in small things. Though a man when he turns into bed may +be sure that he has unlimited thousands at his command, though +all society be open to him, though he know himself to be esteemed +handsome, clever, and fashionable, even though his digestion be good, +and he have no doctor to deny him tobacco, champagne, or made dishes, +still, if he be conscious of failure there where he has striven to +succeed, even though it be in the humbling of an already humble +adversary, he will stretch, and roll, and pine,--a wretched being. +How happy is he who can get his fretting done for him by deputy! + +Lord St. George wrote to the parson a few days after his interview +with his father. He and Lord Trowbridge occupied the same house in +London, and always met at breakfast; but nothing further was said +between them during the remaining days in town upon the subject. Lord +St. George wrote to the parson, and his father had left London for +Turnover before Mr. Fenwick's answer was received. + + + MY DEAR SIR,--(Lord St. George had said,)--My father + has put into my hands your letter about the dissenting + chapel at Bullhampton. It seems to me, that he has made a + mistake, and that you are very angry. Couldn't we arrange + this little matter without fighting? There is not a + landlord in England more desirous of doing good to his + tenants than my father; and I am quite willing to believe + that there is not an incumbent in England more desirous of + doing good to his parishioners than you. I leave London + for Wiltshire on Saturday the 11th. If you will meet me I + will drive over to Bullhampton on Monday the 13th. + + Yours truly, + + ST. GEORGE. + + No doubt you'll agree with me in thinking that internecine + fighting in a parish between the landlord and the + clergyman cannot be for the good of the people. + + +Thus it was that Lord St. George began to throw his oil upon the +waters. + +It may be a doubt whether it should be ascribed to Mr. Fenwick as a +weakness or a strength that, though he was very susceptible of anger, +and though he could maintain his anger at glowing heat as long as +fighting continued, it would all evaporate and leave him harmless +as a dove at the first glimpse of an olive-branch. He knew this so +well of himself, that it would sometimes be a regret to him in the +culmination of his wrath that he would not be able to maintain it +till the hour of his revenge should come. On receiving Lord St. +George's letter, he at once sat down and wrote to that nobleman, +telling him that he would be happy to see him at lunch on the Monday +at two o'clock. Then there came a rejoinder from Lord St. George, +saying that he would be at the vicarage at the hour named. + +Mrs. Fenwick was of course there to entertain the nobleman, whom she +had never seen before, and during the lunch very little was said +about the chapel, and not a word was said about other causes of +complaint. + +"That is a terrible building, Mrs. Fenwick," Lord St. George had +remarked. + +"We're getting used to it now," Mrs. Fenwick had replied; "and Mr. +Fenwick thinks it good for purposes of mortification." + +"We must see and move the sackcloth and ashes a little further off," +said his lordship. + +Then they ate their lunch, and talked about the parish, and expressed +a joint hope that the Grinder would be hung at Salisbury. + +"Now let us go and see the corpus delicti," said the Vicar as soon as +they had drawn their chairs from the table. + +The two men went out and walked round the chapel, and, finding it +open, walked into it. Of course there were remarks made by both of +them. It was acknowledged that it was ugly, misplaced, uncomfortable, +detestable to the eye, and ear, and general feeling,--except in so +far as it might suit the wants of people who were not sufficiently +educated to enjoy the higher tone, and more elaborate language of +the Church of England services. It was thus that they spoke to each +other, quite in an aesthetic manner. + +Lord St. George had said as he entered the chapel, that it must come +down as a matter of course; and the Vicar had suggested that there +need be no hurry. + +"They tell me that it must be removed some day," said the Vicar, "but +as I am not likely to leave the parish, nobody need start the matter +for a year or two." Lord St. George was declaring that advantage +could not be taken of such a concession on Mr. Fenwick's part, when +a third person entered the building, and walked towards them with a +quick step. + +"Here is Mr. Puddleham, the minister," said Mr. Fenwick; and the +future lord of Bullhampton was introduced to the present owner of the +pulpit under which they were standing. + +"My lord," said the minister, "I am proud, indeed, to have the honour +of meeting your lordship in our new chapel, and of expressing to your +lordship the high sense entertained by me and my congregation of +your noble father's munificent liberality to us in the matter of the +land." + +In saying this Mr. Puddleham never once turned his face upon the +Vicar. He presumed himself at the present moment to be at feud with +the Vicar in most deadly degree. Though the Vicar would occasionally +accost him in the village, he always answered the Vicar as though +they two were enemies. He had bowed when he came up the chapel, but +he had bowed to the stranger. If the Vicar took any of that courtesy +to himself, that was not his fault. + +"I'm afraid we were a little too quick there," said Lord St. George. + +"I hope not, my lord; I hope not. I have heard a rumour; but I have +inquired. I have inquired, and--" + +"The truth is, Mr. Puddleham, that we are standing on Mr. Fenwick's +private ground this moment." + +"You are quite welcome to the use of it, Mr. Puddleham," said the +Vicar. Mr. Puddleham assumed a look of dignity, and frowned. He could +not even yet believe that his friend the Marquis had made so fatal a +mistake. + +"We must build you another chapel,--that will be about the long and +short of it, Mr. Puddleham." + +"My lord, I should think there must be some--mistake. Some error must +have crept in somewhere, my lord. I have made inquiry--" + +"It has been a very big error," said Lord St. George, "and it has +crept into Mr. Fenwick's glebe in a very palpable form. There is no +use in discussing it, Mr. Puddleham." + +"And why didn't the reverend gentleman claim the ground when the +works were commenced?" demanded the indignant minister, turning now +for the first time to the Vicar, and doing so with a visage full of +wrath, and a graceful uplifting of his right hand. + +"The reverend gentleman was very ignorant of matters with which he +ought to have been better acquainted," said Mr. Fenwick himself. + +"Very ignorant, indeed," said Mr. Puddleham. "My lord, I am inclined +to think that we can assert our right to this chapel and maintain it. +My lord, I am of opinion that the whole hierarchy of the Episcopal +Established Church in England cannot expel us. My lord, who will be +the man to move the first brick from this sacred edifice?" And Mr. +Puddleham pointed up to the pulpit as though he knew well where that +brick was ever to be found when duty required its presence. "My lord, +I would propose that nothing should be done; and then let us see who +will attempt to close this chapel door against the lambs of the Lord +who come here for pasture in their need." + +"The lambs shall have pasture and shall have their pastor," said St. +George, laughing. "We'll move this chapel to ground that is our own, +and make everything as right as a trivet for you. You don't want to +intrude, I'm sure." + +Mr. Puddleham's eloquence was by no means exhausted; but at last, +when they had left the chapel, and the ground immediately around the +chapel which Mr. Puddleham would insist upon regarding as his own, +they did manage to shake him off. + +"And now, Mr. Fenwick," said Lord St. George, in his determined +purpose to throw oil upon the waters, "what is this unfortunate +quarrel between you and my father?" + +"You had better ask him that, my lord." + +"I have asked him, of course,--and of course he has no answer to +make. No doubt you intended to enrage him when you wrote him that +letter which he showed me." + +"Certainly I did." + +"I hardly see how good is to be done by angering an old man who +stands high in the world's esteem." + +"Had he not stood high, my lord, I should probably have passed him +by." + +"I can understand all that,--that one man should be a mark for +another's scorn because he is a Marquis, and wealthy. But what I +can't understand is, that such a one as you should think that good +can come from it." + +"Do you know what your father has said of me?" + +"I've no doubt you both say very hard things of each other." + +"I never said an evil thing of him behind his back that I have +not said as strongly to his face," said Mr. Fenwick, with much of +indignation in his tone. + +"Do you really think that that mitigates the injury done to my +father?" said Lord St. George. + +"Do you know that he has complained of me to the bishop?" + +"Yes,--and the bishop took your part." + +"No thanks to your father, Lord St. George. Do you know that he has +accused me publicly of the grossest vices; that he has,--that he +has,--that he has--. There is nothing so bad that he hasn't said it +of me." + +"Upon my word, I think you are even with him, Mr. Fenwick, I do +indeed." + +"What I have said, I have said to his face. I have made no accusation +against him. Come, my lord, I am willing enough to let bygones be +bygones. If Lord Trowbridge will condescend to say that he will drop +all animosity to me, I will forgive him the injuries he has done me. +But I cannot admit myself to have been wrong." + +"I never knew any man who would," said Lord St. George. + +"If the Marquis will put out his hand to me, I will accept it," said +the Vicar. + +"Allow me to do so on his behalf," said the son. + +And thus the quarrel was presumed to be healed. Lord St. George went +to the inn for his horse, and the Vicar, as he walked across to the +vicarage, felt that he had been--done. This young lord had been very +clever,--and had treated the quarrel as though on even terms, as if +the offences on each side had been equal. And yet the Vicar knew very +well that he had been right,--right without a single slip,--right +from the beginning to the end. "He has been clever," he said to +himself, "and he shall have the advantage of his cleverness." Then he +resolved that as far as he was concerned the quarrel should in truth +be over. + + + + +CHAPTER LXI. + +MARY LOWTHER'S TREACHERY. + + +While the Vicar was listening to the eloquence of Mr. Puddleham in +the chapel, and was being cozened out of his just indignation by Lord +St. George, a terrible scene was going on in the drawing-room of +the vicarage. Mary Lowther, as the reader knows, had declared that +she would wear mourning for her distant cousin, and had declined to +appear at lunch before Lord St. George. Mrs. Fenwick, putting these +things together, knew that much was the matter, but she did not know +how much. She did not as yet anticipate the terrible state of things +which was to be made known to her that afternoon. + +Mary was quite aware that the thing must be settled. In the first +place she must answer Captain Marrable's letter. And then it was her +bounden duty to let Mr. Gilmore know her mind as soon as she knew it +herself. It might be easy enough for her to write to Walter Marrable. +That which she had to say to him would be pleasant enough in the +saying. But that could not be said till the other thing should be +unsaid. And how was that unsaying to be accomplished? Nothing could +be done without the aid of Mrs. Fenwick; and now she was afraid of +Mrs. Fenwick,--as the guilty are always afraid of those who will have +to judge their guilt. While the children were at dinner, and while +the lord was sitting at lunch, she remained up in her own room. From +her window she could see the two men walking across the vicarage +grounds towards the chapel, and she knew that her friend would be +alone. Her story must be told to Mrs. Fenwick, and to Mrs. Fenwick +only. It would be impossible for her to speak of her determination +before the Vicar till he should have received a first notice of it +from his wife. And there certainly must be no delay. The men were +hardly out of sight before she had resolved to go down at once. She +looked at herself in the glass, and spunged the mark of tears from +her eyes, and smoothed her hair, and then descended. She never before +had felt so much in fear of her friend; and yet it was her friend +who was mainly the cause of this mischief which surrounded her, and +who had persuaded her to evil. At Janet Fenwick's instance she had +undertaken to marry a man whom she did not love; and yet she feared +to go to Janet Fenwick with the story of her repentance. Why not +indignantly demand of her friend assistance in extricating herself +from the injury which that friend had brought upon her? + +She found Mrs. Fenwick with the children in the little breakfast +parlour to which they had been banished by the coming of Lord St. +George. "Janet," she said, "come and take a turn with me in the +garden." It was now the middle of August, and life at the vicarage +was spent almost as much out of doors as within. The ladies went +about with parasols, and would carry their hats hanging in their +hands. There was no delay therefore, and the two were on the +gravel-path almost as soon as Mary's request was made. "I did not +show you my letter from Dunripple," she said, putting her hand into +her pocket; "but I might as well do so now. You will have to read +it." + +She took out the document, but did not at once hand it to her +companion. "Is there anything wrong, Mary?" said Mrs. Fenwick. + +"Wrong. Yes;--very, very wrong. Janet, it is no use your talking to +me. I have quite made up my mind. I cannot and I will not marry Mr. +Gilmore." + +"Mary, this is insanity." + +"You may say what you please, but I am determined. I cannot and I +will not. Will you help me out of my difficulty?" + +"Certainly not in the way you mean;--certainly not. It cannot be +either for your good or for his. After what has passed, how on earth +could you bring yourself to make such a proposition to him?" + +"I do not know; that is what I feel the most. I do not know how +I shall tell him. But he must be told. I thought that perhaps Mr. +Fenwick would do it." + +"I am quite sure he will do nothing of the kind. Think of it, Mary. +How can you bring yourself to be so false to a man?" + +"I have not been false to him. I have been false to myself, but never +to him. I told him how it was. When you drove me on--" + +"Drove you on, Mary?" + +"I do not mean to be ungrateful, or to say hard things; but when +you made me feel that if he were satisfied I also might put up with +it, I told him that I could never love him. I told him that I did +love, and ever should love, Walter Marrable. I told him that I had +nothing--nothing--nothing to give him. But he would take no answer +but the one; and I did--I did give it him. I know I did; and I have +never had a moment of happiness since. And now has come this letter. +Janet, do not be cruel to me. Do not speak to me as though everything +must be stern and hard and cruel." Then she handed up the letter, and +Mrs. Fenwick read it as they walked. + +"And is he to be made a tool, because the other man has changed his +mind?" said Mrs. Fenwick. + +"Walter has never changed his mind." + +"His plans, then. It comes to the same thing. Do you know that you +will have to answer for his life, or for his reason? Have you not +learned yet to understand the constancy of his nature?" + +"Is it my fault that he should be constant? I told him when he +offered to me that if Walter were to come back to me and ask me +again, I should go to him in spite of any promise that I had made. I +said so as plain as I am saying this to you." + +"I am quite sure that he did not understand it so." + +"Janet, indeed he did." + +"No man would have submitted himself to an engagement with such a +condition. It is quite impossible. What! Mr. Gilmore knew when you +took him that if this gentleman should choose to change his mind at +any moment before you were actually married, you would walk off and +go back to him!" + +"I told him so, Janet. He will not deny that I told him so. When +I told him so, I was sure that he would have declined such an +engagement. But he did not, and I had no way of escape. Janet, if you +could know what I have been suffering, you would not be cruel to me. +Think what it would have been to you to have to marry a man you did +not love, and to break the heart of one you did love. Of course Mr. +Gilmore is your friend." + +"He is our friend!" + +"And, of course, you do not care for Captain Marrable?" + +"I never even saw him." + +"But you might put yourself in my place, and judge fairly between us. +There has not been a thought or a feeling in my heart concealed from +you since first all this began. You have known that I have never +loved your friend." + +"I know that, after full consideration, you have accepted him; and +I know also, that he is a man who will devote his whole life to make +you happy." + +"It can never be. You may as well believe me. If you will not help +me, nor Mr. Fenwick, I must tell him myself;--or I must write to him +and leave the place suddenly. I know that I have behaved badly. I +have tried to do right, but I have done wrong. When I came here I was +very unhappy. How could I help being unhappy when I had lost all that +I cared for in the world? Then you told me that I might at any rate +be of some use to some one, by marrying your friend. You do not know +how I strove to make myself fond of him! And then, at last, when +the time came that I had to answer him, I thought that I would tell +him everything. I thought that if I told him the truth he would see +that we had better be apart. But when I told him, leaving him, as +I imagined, no choice but to reject me,--he chose to take me. Well, +Janet; at any rate, then, as I was taught to believe, there was no +one to be ruined by this,--no one to be broken on the wheel,--but +myself: and I thought that if I struggled, I might so do my duty that +he might be satisfied. I see that I was wrong, but you should not +rebuke me for it. I had tried to do as you bade me. But I did tell +him that if ever this thing happened I should leave him. It has +happened, and I must leave him." Mrs. Fenwick had let her speak on +without interrupting her, intending when she had finished, to say +definitely, that they at the vicarage could not make themselves +parties to any treason towards Mr. Gilmore; but when Mary had come to +the end of her story her friend's heart was softened towards her. She +walked silently along the path, refraining at any rate from those +bitter arguments with which she had at first thought to confound Mary +in her treachery. "I do think you love me," said Mary. + +"Indeed I love you." + +"Then help me; do help me. I will go on my knees to him to beg his +pardon." + +"I do not know what to say to it. Begging his pardon will be of no +avail. As for myself, I should not dare to tell him. We used to +think, when he was hopeless before, that dwelling on it all would +drive him to some absolute madness. And it will be worse now. Of +course it will be worse." + +"What am I to do?" Mary paused a moment, and then added, +sharply,--"There is one thing I will not do; I will not go to the +altar and become his wife." + +"I suppose I had better tell Frank," said Mrs. Fenwick, after another +pause. + +This was, of course, what Mary Lowther desired, but she begged for +and obtained permission not to see the Vicar herself that evening. +She would keep her own room that night, and meet him the next morning +before prayers as best she might. + +When the Vicar came back to the house, his mind was so full of the +chapel, and Lord St. George, and the admirable manner in which he had +been cajoled out of his wrath without the slightest admission on the +part of the lord that his father had ever been wrong,--his thoughts +were so occupied with all this, and with Mr. Puddleham's oratory, +that he did not at first give his wife an opportunity of telling Mary +Lowther's story. + +"We shall all of us have to go over to Turnover next week," he said. + +"You may go. I won't." + +"And I shouldn't wonder if the Marquis were to offer me a better +living, so that I might be close to him. We are to be the lamb and +the wolf sitting down together." + +"And which is to be the lamb?" + +"That does not matter. But the worst of it is, Puddleham won't come +and be a lamb too. Here am I, who have suffered pretty nearly as +much as St. Paul, have forgiven all my enemies all round, and shaken +hands with the Marquis by proxy, while Puddleham has been man enough +to maintain the dignity of his indignation. The truth is, that the +possession of a grievance is the one state of human blessedness. As +long as the chapel was there, malgre moi, I could revel in my wrong. +It turns out now that I can send poor Puddleham adrift to-morrow, +and he immediately becomes the hero of the hour. I wish your +brother-in-law had not been so officious in finding it all out." + +Mrs. Fenwick postponed her story till the evening. + +"Where is Mary?" Fenwick asked, when dinner was announced. + +"She is not quite well, and will not come down. Wait awhile, and you +shall be told." He did wait; but the moment that they were alone +again he asked his question. Then Mrs. Fenwick told the whole story, +hardly expressing an opinion herself as she told it. "I don't think +she is to be shaken," she said at last. + +"She is behaving very badly,--very badly,--very badly." + +"I am not quite sure, Frank, whether we have behaved wisely," said +his wife. + +"If it must be told him, it will drive him mad," said Fenwick. + +"I think it must be told." + +"And I am to tell it?" + +"That is what she asks." + +"I can't say that I have made up my mind; but, as far as I can see at +present, I will do nothing of the kind. She has no right to expect +it." + +Before they went to bed, however, he also had been somewhat softened. +When his wife declared, with tears in her eyes, that she would never +interfere at match-making again, he began to perceive that he also +had endeavoured to be a match-maker and had failed. + + + + +CHAPTER LXII. + +UP AT THE PRIVETS. + + +The whole of the next day was passed in wretchedness by the party at +the vicarage. The Vicar, as he greeted Miss Lowther in the morning, +had not meant to be severe, having been specially cautioned against +severity by his wife; but he had been unable not to be silent and +stern. Not a word was spoken about Mr. Gilmore till after breakfast, +and then it was no more than a word. + +"I would think better of this, Mary," said the Vicar. + +"I cannot think better of it," she replied. + +He refused, however, to go to Mr. Gilmore that day, demanding that +she should have another day in which to revolve the matter in her +mind. It was understood, however, that if she persisted he would +break the matter to her lover. Then this trouble was aggravated by +the coming of Mr. Gilmore to the vicarage, though it may be that the +visit was of use by preparing him in some degree for the blow. When +he came Mary was not to be seen. Fancying that he might call, she +remained up-stairs all day, and Mrs. Fenwick was obliged to say that +she was unwell. "Is she really ill?" the poor man had asked. Mrs. +Fenwick, driven hard by the difficulty of her position, had said +that she did not believe Mary to be very ill, but that she was so +discomposed by news from Dunripple that she could not come down. "I +should have thought that I might have seen her," said Mr. Gilmore, +with that black frown upon his brow which now they all knew so well. +Mrs. Fenwick made no reply, and then the unhappy man went away. He +wanted no further informant to tell him that the woman to whom he was +pledged regarded her engagement to him with aversion. + +"I must see her again before I go," Fenwick said to his wife the next +morning. And he did see her. But Mary was absolutely firm. When he +remarked that she was pale and worn and ill, she acknowledged that +she had not closed her eyes during those two nights. + +"And it must be so?" he asked, holding her hand tenderly. + +"I am so grieved that you should have such a mission," she replied. + +Then he explained to her that he was not thinking of himself, sad as +the occasion would be to him. But if this great sorrow could have +been spared to his friend! It could not, however, be spared. Mary was +quite firm, at any rate as to that. No consideration should induce +her now to marry Mr. Gilmore. Mr. Fenwick, on her behalf, might +express his regret for the grief she had caused in any terms that +he might think fit to use,--might humiliate her to the ground if he +thought it proper. And yet, had not Mr. Gilmore sinned more against +her than had she against him? Had not the manner in which he had +grasped at her hand been unmanly and unworthy? But of this, though +she thought much of it, she said nothing now to Mr. Fenwick. This +commission to the Vicar was that he should make her free; and in +doing this he might use what language, and make what confessions he +pleased. He must, however, make her free. + +After breakfast he started upon his errand with a very heavy heart. +He loved his friend dearly. Between these two there had grown up now +during a period of many years, that undemonstrative, unexpressed, +almost unconscious affection which, with men, will often make the +greatest charm of their lives, but which is held by women to be quite +unsatisfactory and almost nugatory. It may be doubted whether either +of them had ever told the other of his regard. "Yours always," in +writing, was the warmest term that was ever used. Neither ever +dreamed of suggesting that the absence of the other would be a cause +of grief or even of discomfort. They would bicker with each other, +and not unfrequently abuse each other. Chance threw them much +together, but they never did anything to assist chance. Women, who +love each other as well, will always be expressing their love, always +making plans to be together, always doing little things each for the +gratification of the other, constantly making presents backwards and +forwards. These two men had never given any thing, one to the other, +beyond a worn-out walking-stick, or a cigar. They were rough to each +other, caustic, and almost ill-mannered. But they thoroughly trusted +each other; and the happiness, prosperity, and, above all, the honour +of the one were, to the other, matters of keenest moment. The bigger +man of the two, the one who felt rather than knew himself to be the +bigger, had to say that which would go nigh to break his friend's +heart, and the task which he had in hand made him sick at his own +heart. He walked slowly across the fields, turning over in his own +mind the words he would use. His misery for his friend was infinitely +greater than any that he had suffered on his own account, either in +regard to Mr. Puddleham's chapel or the calumny of the Marquis. + +He found Gilmore sauntering about the stable yard. "Old fellow," he +said, "come along, I have got something to say to you." + +"It is about Mary, I suppose?" + +"Well, yes; it is about Mary. You mustn't be a woman, Harry, or let a +woman make you seriously wretched." + +"I know it all. That will do. You need not say anything more." Then +he put his hands into the pockets of his shooting coat, and walked +off as though all had been said that was necessary. Fenwick had told +his message and might now go away. As for himself, in the sharpness +of his agony he had as yet made no scheme for a future purpose. Only +this he had determined. He would see that false woman once again, and +tell her what he thought of her conduct. + +But Fenwick knew that his task was not yet done. Gilmore might walk +off, but he was bound to follow the unhappy man. + +"Harry," he said, "you had better let me come with you for awhile. +You had better hear what I have to say." + +"I want to hear nothing more. What good can it be? Like a fool, I +had set my fortune on one cast of the die, and I have lost it. Why +she should have added on the misery and disgrace of the last few +weeks to the rest, I cannot imagine. I suppose it has been her way of +punishing me for my persistency." + +"It has not been that, Harry." + +"God knows what it has been. I do not understand it." He had turned +from the stables towards the house, and had now come to a part of +the grounds in which workmen were converting a little paddock in +front of the house into a garden. The gardener was there with four or +five labourers, and planks, and barrows, and mattocks, and heaps of +undistributed earth and gravel were spread about. "Give over with +this," he said to the gardener, angrily. The man touched his hat, and +stood amazed. "Leave it, I say, and send these men away. Pay them for +the work, and let them go." + +"You don't mean as we are to leave it all like this, sir?" + +"I do mean that you are to leave it just as it is." There was a man +standing with a shovel in his hand levelling some loose earth, and +the Squire, going up to him, took the shovel from him and threw it +upon the ground. "When I say a thing, I mean it. Ambrose, take these +men away. I will not have another stroke of work done here." The +Vicar came up to him and whispered into his ear a prayer that he +would not expose himself before the men; but the Squire cared nothing +for his friend's whisper. He shook off the Vicar's hand from his arm +and stalked away into the house. + +Two rooms, the two drawing-rooms as they were called, on the ground +floor had been stripped of the old paper, and were now in that state +of apparent ruin which always comes upon such rooms when workmen +enter them with their tools. There were tressels with a board across +them, on which a man was standing at this moment, whose business it +was to decorate the ceiling. + +"That will do," said the Squire. "You may get down, and leave the +place." The man stood still on his board with his eyes open and his +brush in his hand. "I have changed my mind, and you may come down," +said Mr. Gilmore. "Tell Mr. Cross to send me his bill for what he has +done, and it shall be paid. Come down, when I tell you. I will have +nothing further touched in the house." He went from room to room and +gave the same orders, and, after a while, succeeded in turning the +paper-hangers and painters out of the house. Fenwick had followed +him from room to room, making every now and then an attempt at +remonstrance; but the Squire had paid no attention either to his +words or to his presence. + +At last they were alone together in Gilmore's own study or office, +and then the Vicar spoke. "Harry," he said, "I am, indeed, surprised +that such a one as you should not have more manhood at his command." + +"Were you ever tried as I am?" + +"What matters that? You are responsible for your own conduct, and I +tell you that your conduct is unmanly." + +"Why should I have the rooms done up? I shall never live here. +What is it to me how they are left? The sooner I stop a useless +expenditure the better. It was being done for her, not for me." + +"Of course you will live here." + +"You know nothing about it. You cannot know anything about it. Why +has she treated me in this way? To send up to a man and simply tell +him that she has changed her mind! God in heaven!--that you should +bring me such a message!" + +"You have not allowed me to give my message yet." + +"Give it me, then, and have done with it. Has she not sent you to +tell me that she has changed her mind?" + +Now that opportunity was given to him, the Vicar did not know how +to tell his message. "Perhaps it would have been better that Janet +should have come to you." + +"It don't make much difference who comes. She'll never come again. I +don't suppose, Frank, you can understand the sort of love I have had +for her. You have never been driven by failure to such longing as +mine has been. And then I thought it had come at last!" + +"Will you be patient while I speak to you, Harry?" said the Vicar, +again taking him by the arm. They had now left the house, and were +out alone among the shrubs. + +"Patient! yes; I think I am patient. Nothing further can hurt me +now;--that's one comfort." + +"Mary bids me remind you,"--Gilmore shuddered and shook himself when +Mary Lowther's name was mentioned, but he did not attempt to stop the +Vicar,--"she bids me remind you that when the other day she consented +to be your wife, she did so--." He tried to tell it all, but he could +not. How could he tell the man the story which Mary had told to him? + +"I understand," said Gilmore. "It's all of no use, and you are +troubling yourself for nothing. She told me that she did not care a +straw for me;--but she accepted me." + +"If that was the case, you were both wrong." + +"It was the case. I don't say who was wrong, but the punishment has +come upon me only. Look here, Frank; I will not take this message +from you. I will not even give her up yet. I have a right, at least, +to see her, and see her I will. I don't suppose you will try to +prevent me?" + +"She must do as she pleases, Harry, as long as she is in my house." + +"She shall see me. She is self-willed enough, but she shall not +refuse me that. Be so good as to tell her with my compliments, that I +expect her to see me. A man is not going to be treated like this, and +then not speak his own mind. Be good enough to tell her that from me. +I demand an interview." So saying he turned upon his heel, and walked +quickly away through the shrubbery. + +The Vicar stood for awhile to think, and then slowly returned to the +vicarage by himself. What Gilmore had said to him was true enough. He +had, indeed, never been tried after that fashion. It did seem to him +that his friend was in fact broken-hearted. Harry Gilmore might live +on,--as is the way with men and women who are broken-hearted;--but +life for the present, life for some years to come, could be to him +only a burden. + + + + +CHAPTER LXIII. + +THE MILLER TELLS HIS TROUBLES. + + +When the Vicar went on his unhappy mission to the Squire's house +Carry Brattle had been nearly two months at the mill. During that +time both Mr. and Mrs. Fenwick had seen her more than once, and at +last she had been persuaded to go to church with her sister. On the +previous Sunday she had crept through the village at Fanny's side, +and had taken a place provided for her in the dark corner of a dark +pew under the protection of a thick veil. Fanny walked with her +boldly across the village street, as though she were not in any +slightest degree ashamed of her companion, and sat by her side, and +then conveyed her home. On the next Sunday the sacrament would be +given, and this was done in preparation for that day. + +Things had not gone very pleasantly at the mill. Up to this moment +old Brattle had expressed no forgiveness towards his daughter, had +uttered no word of affection to her, had made no sign that he had +again taken her to his bosom as his own child. He had spoken to her, +because in the narrow confines of their home it was almost impossible +that he should live in the house with her without doing so. Carry had +gradually fallen into the way of doing her share of the daily work. +She cooked, and baked, and strove hard that her presence in the house +should be found to be a comfort. She was useful, and the very fact of +her utility brought her father into a certain state of communion with +her; but he never addressed her specially, never called her by her +name, and had not yet even acknowledged to his wife or to Fanny that +he recognised her as one of the family. They had chosen to bring her +in against his will, and he would not turn their guest from the door. +It was thus that he seemed to regard his daughter's presence in the +mill-house. + +Under this treatment Carry was becoming restive and impatient. On +such an occasion as that of going to church and exposing herself to +the eyes of those who had known her as an innocent, laughing, saucy +girl, she could not but be humble, quiet, and awestruck; but at home +she was beginning again gradually to assert her own character. "If +father won't speak to me, I'd better go," she said to Fanny. + +"And where will you go to, Carry?" + +"I dun' know;--into the mill-pond would be best for them as belongs +to me. I suppose there ain't anybody as 'd have me?" + +"Nobody can have you as will love you as we do, Carry." + +"Why won't father come round and speak to me? You can't tell what +it is to have him looking at one that way. I sometimes feels like +getting up and telling him to turn me out if he won't speak a word to +me." But Fanny had softened her, and encouraged her, bidding her wait +still again, explaining the sorrow that weighed upon their father's +heart as well as she could without saying a single cruel word as to +Carry's past life. Fanny's task was not easy, and it was made the +harder by their mother's special tenderness towards Carry. "The less +she says and the more she does, the better for her," said Fanny to +her mother. "You shouldn't let her talk about father." Mrs. Brattle +did not attempt to argue the matter with her elder daughter, but she +found it to be quite out of her power to restrain Carry's talking. + +During these two months old Brattle had not even seen either his +landlord or the Vicar. They had both been at the mill, but the +miller had kept himself up among his grist, and had not condescended +to come down to them. Nor had he even, since Carry's return, been +seen in Bullhampton, or even up on the high road leading to it. He +held no communion with men other than was absolutely necessary for +his business, feeling himself to be degraded, not so much by his +daughter's fall as by his concession to his fallen daughter. He would +sit out in the porch of an evening, and smoke his pipe; but if he +heard a footstep on the lane he would retreat, and cross the plank +and get among the wheels of his mill, or out into the orchard. Of +Sam nothing had been heard. He was away, it was believed in Durham, +working at some colliery engine. He gave no sign of himself to his +mother or sister; but it was understood that he would appear at +the assizes, towards the end of the present month, as he had been +summoned there as a witness at the trial of the two men for the +murder of Mr. Trumbull. + +And Carry, also, was to be a witness at the assizes; and, as it was +believed, a witness much more material than her brother. Indeed, it +was beginning to be thought that after all Sam would have no evidence +to give. If, indeed, he had had nothing to do with the murder, it was +not probable that any of the circumstances of the murder would have +been confided to him. He had, it seemed, been on intimate terms with +the man Acorn,--and, through Acorn, had known Burrows and the old +woman who lived at Pycroft Common, the mother of Burrows. He had been +in their company when they first visited Bullhampton, and had, as we +know, invited them into the Vicar's garden,--much to the damage of +Mr. Burrows' shoulder-blade; but it was believed that beyond this he +could say nothing as to the murder. But Carry Brattle was presumed +to have a closer knowledge of at least one of the men. She had now +confessed to her sister that, after leaving Bullhampton, she had +consented to become Acorn's wife. She had known then but little of +his mode of life or past history; but he was young, good-looking, +fairly well-dressed, and had promised to marry her. By him she was +taken to the cottage on Pycroft Common, and by him she had certainly +been visited on the morning after the murder. He had visited her and +given her money;--and since that, according to her own story, she had +neither seen him nor heard from him. She had never cared for him, +she told her sister; but what was that to one such as her as long as +he would make her an honest woman? All this was repeated by Fanny +Brattle to Mrs. Fenwick;--and now the assizes were at hand, and how +was Carry to demean herself there? Who would take her? Who would +stand near her and support her, and save her from falling into that +abyss of self-abasement and almost of self-annihilation which would +be her doom, unless there were some one there to give her strength +and aid? + +"I would not go to Salisbury at all during the assizes, if I were +you," Mrs. Fenwick had said to her husband. The Vicar understood +thoroughly what was meant. Because of the evil things which had +been said of him by that stupid old Marquis whom he had been +cheated into forgiving, he was not to be allowed to give a helping +hand to his parishioner! Nevertheless, he acknowledged his wife's +wisdom,--tacitly, as is fitting when such acknowledgments have to be +made; and he contented himself with endeavouring to find for her some +other escort. It had been hoped from day to day that the miller would +yield, that he would embrace poor Carry, and promise her that she +should again be to him as a daughter. If this could be brought about, +then,--so thought the Vicar and Fanny too,--the old man would steel +himself to bear the eyes of the whole county, and would accompany the +girl himself. But now the day was coming on, and Brattle seemed to be +as far from yielding as ever. Fanny had dropped a word or two in his +hearing about the assizes, but he had only glowered at her, taking no +other notice whatever of her hints. + +When the Vicar left his friend Gilmore, as has been told in the last +chapter, he did not return to the vicarage across the fields, but +took the carriage road down to the lodge, and from thence crossed the +stile that led into the path down to the mill. This was on the 15th +of August, a Wednesday, and Carry was summoned to be at Salisbury on +that day week. As the day drew near she became very nervous. At the +Vicar's instance Fanny had written to her brother George, asking him +whether he would be good to his poor sister, and take her under his +charge. He had written back,--or rather his wife had written for +him,--sending Carry a note for L20 as a present, but declining, on +the score of his own children, to be seen with her in Salisbury on +the occasion. "I shall go with her myself, Mr. Fenwick," Fanny had +said to the Vicar; "it'll just be better than nobody at all to be +along with her." The Vicar was now going down to the mill to give his +assent to this. He could see nothing better. Fanny at any rate would +be firm; would not be prevented by false shame from being a very +sister to her sister; and would perhaps be admitted where a brother's +attendance might be refused. He had promised to see the women at the +mill as early in the week as he could, and now he went thither intent +on giving them advice as to their proceedings at Salisbury. It would +doubtless be necessary that they should sleep there, and he hoped +that they might be accommodated by Mrs. Stiggs. + +As he stepped out from the field path on to the lane, almost +immediately in front of the mill, he came directly upon the miller. +It was between twelve and one o'clock, and old Brattle was wandering +about for a minute or two waiting for his dinner. The two men met +so that it was impossible that they should not speak; and on this +occasion the miller did not seem to avoid his visitor. "Muster +Fenwick," said he, as he took the Vicar's hand, "I am bound to say +as I'm much obliged to ye for all y' have done for that poor lass in +there." + +"Don't say a word about that, Mr. Brattle." + +"But I must say a word. There's money owing as I knows. There was ten +shilling a week for her keep all that time she was at Salsbry +yonder." + +"I will not hear a word as to any money." + +"Her brother George has sent her a gift, Muster Fenwick,--twenty +pound." + +"I am very glad to hear it." + +"George is a well-to-do man, they tell me," continued the father, +"and can afford to part with his money. But he won't come forward to +help the girl any other gait. I'll thank you just to take what's due, +Muster Fenwick, and you can give her sister the change. Our Fanny has +got the note as George sent." + +Then there was a dispute about the money, as a matter of course. +Fenwick swore that nothing was due, and the miller protested that as +the money was there all his daughter's expenses at Salisbury should +be repaid. And the miller at last got the best of it. Fenwick +promised that he would look to his book, see how much he had paid, +and mention the sum to Fanny at some future time. He positively +refused to take the note at present, protesting that he had no +change, and that he would not burden himself with the responsibility +of carrying so much money about with him in his pocket. Then he asked +whether, if he went into the house, he would be able to say a word or +two to the women before dinner. He had made up his mind that he would +make no further attempt at reconciling the father to his daughter. He +had often declared to his wife that there could be nothing so hateful +to a man as the constant interference of a self-constituted adviser. +"I so often feel that I am making myself odious when I am telling +them to do this or that; and then I ask myself what I should say +if anybody were to come and advise me how to manage you and the +bairns." And he had told his wife more than once how very natural and +reasonable had been the expression of the lady's wrath at Startup, +when he had taken upon himself to give her advice. "People know what +is good for them to do, well enough, without being dictated to by a +clergyman!" He had repeated the words to himself and to his wife a +dozen times, and talked of having them put up in big red letters over +the fire-place in his own study. He had therefore quite determined to +say never another word to old Brattle in reference to his daughter +Carry. But now the miller himself began upon the subject. + +"You can see 'em, Muster Fenwick, in course. It don't make no odds +about dinner. But I was wanting just to say a word to you about that +poor young ooman there." This he said in a slow, half-hesitating +voice, as though he could hardly bring himself to speak of the +unfortunate one to whom he alluded. The Vicar muttered some word of +assent, and then the miller went on. "You knows, of course, as how +she be back here at the mill?" + +"Certainly I do. I've seen her more than once." + +"Muster Fenwick, I don't suppose as any one as asn't tried it knows +what it is. I hopes you mayn't never know it; nor it ain't likely. +Muster Fenwick, I'd sooner see her dead body stretched afore me,--and +I loved her a'most as well as any father ever loved his da'ter,--I'd +sooner a see'd her brought home to the door stiff and stark than know +her to be the thing she is." His hesitation had now given way to +emphasis, and he raised his hand as he spoke. The Vicar caught it and +held it in his own, and strove to find some word to say as the old +man paused in his speech. But to Jacob Brattle it was hard for a +clergyman to find any word to say on such an occasion. Of what use +could it be to preach of repentance to one who believed nothing; or +to tell of the opportunity which forgiveness by an earthly parent +might afford to the sinner of obtaining lasting forgiveness +elsewhere? But let him have said what he might, the miller would not +have listened. He was full of that which lay upon his own heart. "If +they only know'd what them as cares for 'em 'd has to bear, maybe +they'd think a little. But it ain't natural they should know, Muster +Fenwick, and one's a'most tempted to say that a man 'd better have no +child at all." + +"Think of your son George, Mr. Brattle, and of Mrs. Jay." + +"What's them to me? He sends the girl a twenty-pun'-note, and I wish +he'd a kep' it. As for t'other, she wouldn't let the girl inside her +door! It's here she has to come." + +"What comfort would you have, Mr. Brattle, without Fanny?" + +"Fanny! I'm not saying nothing against Fanny. Not but what she hadn't +no business to let the girl into the house in the middle of the night +without saying a word to me." + +"Would you have had her leave her sister outside in the cold and damp +all night?" + +"Why didn't she come and ax? All the same, I ain't a saying nowt +again Fanny. But, Muster Fenwick, if you ever come to have one foot +bad o' the gout, it won't make you right to know that the other +ain't got it. Y'll have the pain a gnawing of you from the bad foot +till you clean forget all the rest o' your body. It's so with me, I +knows." + +"What can I say to you, Mr. Brattle? I do feel for you. I do,--I do." + +"Not a doubt on it, Muster Fenwick. They all on 'em feels for me. +They all on 'em knows as how I'm bruised and mangled a'most as though +I'd fallen through into that water-wheel. There ain't one in all +Bull'ompton as don't know as Jacob Brattle is a broken man along of +his da'ter that is a--" + +"Silence, Mr. Brattle. You shall not say it. She is not that;--at any +rate not now. Have you no knowledge that sin may be left behind and +deserted as well as virtue?" + +"It ain't easy to leave disgrace behind, any ways. For ought I +knows a girl may be made right arter a while; but as for her +father, nothing 'll ever make him right again. It's in here, Muster +Fenwick,--in here. There's things as is hard on us; but when they +comes one can't send 'em away just because they is hardest of all to +bear. I'd a put up with aught, only this, and defied all Bull'ompton +to say as it broke me;--but I'm about broke now. If I hadn't more nor +a crust at home, nor a decent coat to my back, I'd a looked 'em all +square in the face as ever I did. But I can't look no man square +in the face now;--and as for other folk's girls, I can't bear 'em +near me,--no how. They makes me think of my own." Fenwick had now +turned his back to the miller, in order that he might wipe away his +tears without showing them. "I'm thinking of her always, Muster +Fenwick;--day and night. When the mill's agoing, it's all the same. +It's just as though there warn't nothing else in the whole world as I +minded to think on. I've been a man all my life, Muster Fenwick; and +now I ain't a man no more." + + +[Illustration: "It's in here, Muster Fenwick,--in here."] + + +Our friend the Vicar never before felt himself so utterly unable to +administer comfort in affliction. There was nothing on which he could +take hold. He could tell the man, no doubt, that beyond all this +there might be everlasting joy, not only for him, but for him and the +girl together;--joy which would be sullied by no touch of disgrace. +But there was a stubborn strength in the infidelity of this old Pagan +which was utterly impervious to any adjuration on that side. That +which he saw and knew and felt, he would believe; but he would +believe nothing else. He knew now that he was wounded and sore and +wretched, and he understood the cause. He knew that he must bear his +misery to the last, and he struggled to make his back broad for the +load. But even the desire for ease, which is natural to all men, +would not make him flinch in his infidelity. As he would not believe +when things went well with him, and when the comfort of hope for the +future was not imperatively needed for his daily solace,--so would he +not believe now, when his need for such comfort was so pressing. + +The upshot of it all was, that the miller thought that he would take +his own daughter into Salisbury, and was desirous of breaking the +matter in this way to the friend of his family. The Vicar, of course, +applauded him much. Indeed, he applauded too much;--for the miller +turned on him and declared that he was by no means certain that he +was doing right. And when the Vicar asked him to be gentle with the +girl, he turned upon him again. + +"Why ain't she been gentle along of me? I hates such gentility, +Muster Fenwick. I'll be honest with her, any way." But he thought +better of it before he let the Vicar go. "I shan't do her no hurt, +Muster Fenwick. Bad as she's been, she's my own flesh and blood +still." + +After what he had heard, Mr. Fenwick declined going into the +mill-house, and returned home without seeing Mrs. Brattle and her +daughters. The miller's determination should be told by himself; and +the Vicar felt that he could hardly keep the secret were he now to +see the women. + + + + +CHAPTER LXIV. + +IF I WERE YOUR SISTER! + + +Mr. Gilmore in his last words to his friend Fenwick, declared that he +would not accept the message which the Vicar delivered to him as the +sufficient expression of Mary's decision. He would see Mary Lowther +herself, and force her to confess her own treachery face to face with +him,--to confess it or else to deny it. So much she could not refuse +to grant him. Fenwick had indeed said that as long as the young lady +was his guest she must be allowed to please herself as to whom she +would see or not see. Gilmore should not be encouraged to force +himself upon her at the vicarage. But the Squire was quite sure that +so much as that must be granted to him. It was impossible that even +Mary Lowther should refuse to see him after what had passed between +them. And then, as he walked about his own fields, thinking of +it all, he allowed himself to feel a certain amount of hope that +after all she might be made to marry him. His love for her had not +dwindled,--or rather his desire to call her his own, and to make +her his wife; but it had taken an altered form out of which all its +native tenderness had been pressed by the usage to which he had been +subjected. It was his honour rather than his love that he now desired +to satisfy. All those who knew him best were aware that he had set +his heart upon this marriage, and it was necessary to him that he +should show them that he was not to be disappointed. Mary's conduct +to him from the day on which she had first engaged herself to him had +been of such a kind as naturally to mar his tenderness and to banish +from him all those prettinesses of courtship in which he would have +indulged as pleasantly as any other man. She had told him in so many +words that she intended to marry him without loving him, and on these +terms he had accepted her. But in doing so he had unconsciously +flattered himself that she would be better than her words,--that +as she submitted herself to him as his affianced bride she would +gradually become soft and loving in his hands. She had, if possible, +been harder to him even than her words. She had made him understand +thoroughly that his presence was not a joy to her, and that her +engagement to him was a burden on her which she had taken on her +shoulders simply because the romance of her life had been nipped +in the bud in reference to the man whom she did love. Still he had +persevered. He had set his heart sturdily on marrying this girl, +and marry her he would, if, after any fashion, such marriage should +come within his power. Mrs. Fenwick, by whose judgment and affection +he had been swayed through all this matter, had told him again and +again, that such a girl as Mary Lowther must love her husband,--if +her husband loved her and treated her with tenderness. "I think I +can answer for myself," Gilmore had once replied, and his friend +had thoroughly believed in him. Trusting to the assurance he had +persevered; he had persevered even when his trust in that assurance +had been weakened by the girl's hardness. Anything would be better +than breaking from an engagement on which he had so long rested all +his hopes of happiness. She was pledged to be his wife; and, that +being so, he could reform his gardens and decorate his house, and +employ himself about his place with some amount of satisfaction. He +had at least a purpose in his life. Then by degrees there grew upon +him a fear that she still meant to escape from him, and he swore +to himself,--without any tenderness,--that this should not be +so. Let her once be his wife and she should be treated with all +consideration,--with all affection, if she would accept it; but she +should not make a fool of him now. Then the Vicar had come with his +message, and he had been simply told that the engagement between them +was over! + +Of course he would see her,--and that at once. As soon as Fenwick had +left him, he went with rapid steps over his whole place, and set the +men again upon their work. This took place on a Wednesday, and the +men should be continued at their work, at any rate, till Saturday. He +explained this clearly to Ambrose, his gardener, and to the foreman +in the house. + +"It may be," said he to Ambrose, "that I shall change my mind +altogether about the place;--but as I am still in doubt, let +everything go on till Saturday." + +Of course they all knew why it was that the conduct of the Squire was +so like the conduct of a madman. + +He sent down a note to Mary Lowther that evening. + + + DEAR MARY, + + I have seen Fenwick, and of course I must see you. Will + you name an hour for to-morrow morning? + + Yours, H. G. + + +When Mary read this, which she did as they were sitting on the lawn +after dinner, she did not hesitate for a moment. Hardly a word had +been said to her by Fenwick, or his wife, since his return from the +Privets. They did not wish to show themselves to be angry with her, +but they found conversation to be almost impossible. "You have told +him?" Mary had asked. "Yes, I have told him," the Vicar had replied; +and that had been nearly all. In the course of the afternoon she +had hinted to Janet Fenwick that she thought she had better leave +Bullhampton. "Not quite yet, dear," Mrs. Fenwick had said, and Mary +had been afraid to urge her request. + +"Shall I name eleven to-morrow?" she said, as she handed the Squire's +note to Mrs. Fenwick. Mrs. Fenwick and the Vicar both assented, and +then she went in and wrote her answer. + + + I will be at home at the vicarage at eleven.--M. L. + + +She would have given much to escape what was coming, but she had not +expected to escape it. + +The next morning after breakfast Fenwick himself went away. "I've had +more than enough of it," he said, to his wife, "and I won't be near +them." + +Mrs. Fenwick was with her friend up to the moment at which the bell +was heard at the front door. There was no coming up across the lawn +now. + +"Dear Janet," Mary said, when they were alone, "how I wish that I had +never come to trouble you here at the vicarage!" + +Mrs. Fenwick was not without a feeling that much of all this +unhappiness had come from her own persistency on behalf of her +husband's friend, and thought that some expression was due from her +to Mary to that effect. "You are not to suppose that we are angry +with you," she said, putting her arm round Mary's waist. + +"Pray,--pray do not be angry with me." + +"The fault has been too much ours for that. We should have left this +alone, and not have pressed it. We have meant it for the best, dear." + +"And I have meant to do right;--but, Janet, it is so hard to do +right." + +When the ring at the door was heard, Mrs. Fenwick met Harry +Gilmore in the hall, and told him that he would find Mary in the +drawing-room. She pressed his hand warmly as she looked into his +face, but he spoke no word as he passed on to the room which she had +just left. Mary was standing in the middle of the floor, half-way +between the window and the door, to receive him. When she heard +the door-bell she put her hand to her heart, and there she held it +till he was approaching; but then she dropped it and stood without +support, with her face upraised to meet him. He came up to her very +quickly and took her by the hand. "Mary," he said, "I am not to +believe this message that has been sent to me. I do not believe +it. I will not believe it. I will not accept it. It is out of the +question;--quite out of the question. It shall be withdrawn, and +nothing more shall be said about it." + +"That cannot be, Mr. Gilmore." + +"What cannot be? I say that it must be. You cannot deny, Mary, +that you are betrothed to me as my wife. Are such betrothals to be +nothing? Are promises to go for nothing because there has been no +ceremony? You might as well come and tell me that you would leave me +even though you were my wife." + +"But I am not your wife." + +"What does it mean? Have I not been patient with you? Have I been +hard to you, or cruel? Have you heard anything of me that is to my +discredit?" She shook her head, eagerly. "Then what does it mean? Are +you aware that you are proposing to yourself to make an utter wreck +of me--to send me adrift upon the world without a purpose or a hope? +What have I done to deserve such treatment?" + +He pleaded his cause very well,--better than she had ever heard him +plead a cause before. He held her still by the hand, not with a grasp +of love, but with a retention which implied his will that she should +not pass away from out of his power. He looked her full in the face, +and she did not quail before his eyes. Nevertheless she would have +given the world to have been elsewhere, and to have been free from +the necessity of answering him. She had been fortifying herself +throughout the morning with self-expressed protests that on no +account would she yield, whether she had been right before or +wrong;--of this she was convinced, that she must be right now to save +herself from a marriage that was so distasteful to her. + +"You have deserved nothing but good at my hands," she said. + +"And is this good that you are doing to me?" + +"Yes,--certainly. It is the best that I know how to do now." + +"Why is it to be done now? What is it that has changed you?" + +She withdrew her hand from him, and waited a while before she +answered. It was necessary that she should tell him all the tidings +that had been conveyed to her in the letter which she had received +from her cousin Walter; but in order that he should perfectly +understand them and be made to know their force upon herself she must +remind him of the stipulation which she had made when she consented +to her engagement. But how could she speak words which would seem +to him to be spoken only to remind him of the abjectness of his +submission to her? + +"I was broken-hearted when I came here," she said. + +"And therefore you would leave me broken-hearted now." + +"You should spare me, Mr. Gilmore. You remember what I told you. I +loved my cousin Walter entirely. I did not hide it from you. I begged +you to leave me because it was so. I told you that my heart would not +change. When I said so, I thought that you would--desist." + +"I am to be punished, then, for having been too true to you?" + +"I will not defend myself for accepting you at last. But you must +remember that when I did so I said that I should go--back--to him, if +he could take me." + +"And you are going back to him?" + +"If he will have me." + +"You can stand there and look me in the face and tell me that you +are false as that! You can confess to me that you will change like a +weathercock;--be his one day, and then mine, and his again the next! +You can own that you give yourself about first to one man, and then +to another, just as may suit you at the moment! I would not have +believed it of any woman. When you tell it me of yourself, I begin +to think that I have been wrong all through in my ideas of a woman's +character." + +The time had now come in which she must indeed speak up. And speech +seemed to be easier with her now that he had allowed himself to +express his anger. He had expressed more than his anger. He had dared +to shower his scorn upon her, and the pelting of the storm gave her +courage. "You are unjust upon me, Mr. Gilmore,--unjust and cruel. You +know in your heart that I have not changed." + +"Were you not betrothed to me?" + +"I was;--but in what way? Have I told you any untruth? Have I +concealed anything? When I accepted you, did I not explain to +you how and why it was so,--against my own wish, against my own +judgment,--because then I had ceased to care what became of me. I do +care now. I care very much." + +"And you think that is justice to me?" + +"If you will bandy accusations with me, why did you accept me when +I told you that I could not love you? But, indeed, indeed, I would +not say a word to displease you, if you would only spare me. We were +both wrong; but the wrong must now be put right. You would not wish +to take me for your wife when I tell you that my heart is full of +affection for another man. Then, when I yielded, I was struggling to +cure that as a great evil. Now I welcome it as the sweetest blessing +of my life. If I were your sister, what would you have me do?" + +He stood silent for a moment, and then the colour rose to his +forehead as he answered her. "If you were my sister, my ears would +tingle with shame when your name was mentioned in my presence." + +The blood rushed also over her face, suffusing her whole countenance, +forehead and all, and fire flashed from her eyes, and her lips were +parted, and even her nostrils seemed to swell with anger. She looked +full into his face for a second, and then she turned and walked +speechless away from him. When the handle of the door was in her +hand, she turned again to address him. "Mr. Gilmore," she said, "I +will never willingly speak to you again." Then the door was opened +and closed behind her before a word had escaped from his lips. + +He knew that he had insulted her. He knew that he had uttered words +so hard, that it might be doubted whether, under any circumstances, +they could be justified from a gentleman to a lady. And certainly he +had not intended to insult her as he was coming down to the vicarage. +As far as any settled purpose had been formed in his mind, he had +meant to force her back to her engagement with himself, by showing to +her how manifest would be her injustice, and how great her treachery, +if she persisted in leaving him. But he knew her character well +enough to be aware that any word of insult addressed to her as a +woman, would create offence which she herself would be unable to +quell. But his anger had got the better of his judgment, and when +the suggestion was made to him of a sister of his own, he took the +opportunity which was offered to him of hitting her with all his +force. She had felt the blow, and had determined that she would never +encounter another. + +He was left alone, and he must retreat. He waited a while, thinking +that perhaps Mrs. Fenwick or the Vicar would come to him; but nobody +came. The window of the room was open, and it was easy for him to +leave the house by the garden. But as he prepared to do so, his eye +caught the writing materials on a side table, and he sat down and +addressed a note to Mrs. Fenwick. "Tell Mary," he said, "that in +a matter which to me is of life and death, I was forced to speak +plainly. Tell her, also, that if she will be my wife, I know well +that I shall never have to blush for a deed of hers,--or for a +word,--or for a thought.--H. G." Then he went out on to the lawn, and +returned home by the path at the back of the church farm. + +He had left the vicarage, making another offer for the girl's hand, +as it were, with his last gasp. But as he went, he told himself that +it was impossible that it should be accepted. Every chance had now +gone from him, and he must look his condition in the face as best +he could. It had been bad enough with him before, when no hope had +ever been held out to him; when the answers of the girl he loved had +always been adverse to him; when no one had been told that she was to +be his bride. Even then the gnawing sense of disappointment and of +failure,--just there, when only he cared for success,--had been more +than he could endure without derangement of the outer tranquillity of +his life. Even then he had been unable so to live that men should not +know that his sorrow had disturbed him. When he had gone to Loring, +travelling with a forlorn hope into the neighbourhood of the girl +he loved, he had himself been aware that he had lacked strength to +control himself in his misfortune. But if his state then had been +grievous, what must it be now? It had been told to all the world +around him that he had at last won his bride, and he had proceeded, +as do jolly thriving bridegrooms, to make his house ready for her +reception. Doubting nothing he had mingled her wishes, her tastes, +his thoughts of her, with every action of his life. He had prepared +jewels for her, and decorated chambers, and laid out pleasure +gardens. He was a man, simple in his own habits, and not given to +squandering his means; but now, at this one moment of his life, when +everything was to be done for the delectation of her who was to be +his life's companion, he could afford to let prudence go by the +board. True that his pleasure in doing this had been sorely marred by +her coldness, by her indifference, even by her self-abnegation; but +he had continued to buoy himself up with the idea that all would come +right when she should be his wife. Now she had told him that she +would never willingly speak to him again,--and he believed her. + +He went up to his house, and into his bedroom, and then he sat +thinking of it all. And as he thought he heard the voices and the +tools of the men at their work; and knew that things were being +done which, for him, would never be of avail. He remained there +for a couple of hours without moving. Then he got up and gave the +housekeeper instructions to pack up his portmanteau, and the groom +orders to bring his gig to the door. "He was going away," he said, +and his letters were to be addressed to his club in London. That +afternoon he drove himself into Salisbury that he might catch the +evening express train up, and that night he slept at a hotel in +London. + + + + +CHAPTER LXV. + +MARY LOWTHER LEAVES BULLHAMPTON. + + +[Illustration] + +It was considerably past one o'clock, and the children's dinner was +upon the table in the dining parlour before anyone in the vicarage +had seen Mary Lowther since the departure of the Squire. When she +left Mr. Gilmore, she had gone to her own room, and no one had +disturbed her. As the children were being seated, Fenwick returned, +and his wife put into his hand the note which Gilmore had left for +her. + +"What passed between them?" he asked in a whisper. + +His wife shook her head. "I have not seen her," she said, "but he +talks of speaking plainly, and I suppose it was bitter enough." + +"He can be very bitter if he's driven hard," said the Vicar; "and he +has been driven very hard," he added, after a while. + +As soon as the children had eaten their dinner, Mrs. Fenwick went up +to Mary's room with the Squire's note in her hand. She knocked, and +was at once admitted, and she found Mary sitting at her writing-desk. + +"Will you not come to lunch, Mary?" + +"Yes,--if I ought. I suppose I might not have a cup of tea brought up +here?" + +"You shall have whatever you like,--here or anywhere else, as far as +the vicarage goes. What did he say to you this morning?" + +"It is of no use that I should tell you, Janet." + +"You did not yield to him, then?" + +"Certainly, I did not. Certainly I never shall yield to him. Dear +Janet, pray take that as a certainty. Let me make you sure at any +rate of that. He must be sure of it himself." + +"Here is his note to me, written, I suppose, after you left him." +Mary took the scrap of paper from her hand and read it. "He is not +sure, you see," continued Mrs. Fenwick. "He has written to me, and I +suppose that I must answer him." + +"He shall certainly never have to blush for me as his wife," said +Mary. But she would not tell her friend of the hard words that had +been said to her. She understood well the allusion in Mr. Gilmore's +note, but she would not explain it. She had determined, as she +thought about it in her solitude, that it would be better that she +should never repeat to anyone the cruel words which her lover had +spoken to her. Doubtless he had received provocation. All his anger, +as well as all his suffering, had come from a constancy in his love +for her, which was unsurpassed, if not unequalled, in all that +she had read of among men. He had been willing to accept her on +conditions most humiliating to himself; and had then been told, that, +even with those conditions, he was not to have her. She was bound +to forgive him almost any offence that he could bestow upon her. He +had spoken to her in his wrath words which she thought to be not +only cruel but unmanly. She had told him that she would never speak +willingly to him again; and she would keep her word. But she would +forgive him. She was bound to forgive him any injury, let it be what +it might. She would forgive him;--and as a sign to herself of her +pardon she would say no word of his offence to her friends, the +Fenwicks. "He shall certainly never have to blush for me as his +wife," she said, as she returned the note to Mrs. Fenwick. + +"You mean, that you never will be his wife?" + +"Certainly I mean that." + +"Have you quarrelled with him, Mary?" + +"Quarrelled? How am I to answer that? It will be better that we +should not meet again. Of course, our interview could not be pleasant +for either of us. I do not wish him to think that there has been a +quarrel." + +"No man ever did a woman more honour than he has done to you." + +"Dearest Janet, let it be dropped;--pray let it be dropped. I am sure +you believe me now when I say that it can do no good. I am writing to +my aunt this moment to tell her that I will return. What day shall I +name?" + +"Have you written to your cousin?" + +"No I have not written to my cousin. I have not been able to get +through it all, Janet, quite so easily as that." + +"I suppose you had better go now." + +"Yes;--I must go now. I should be a thorn in his side if I were to +remain here." + +"He will not remain, Mary." + +"He shall have the choice as far as I am concerned. You must let him +know at once that I am going. I think I will say Saturday,--the day +after to-morrow. I could hardly get away to-morrow." + +"Certainly not. Why should you?" + +"Yet I am bound to hurry myself,--to release him. And, Janet, will +you give him these? They are all here,--the rubies and all. Ah, me! +he touched me that day." + +"How like a gentleman he has behaved always." + +"It was not that I cared for the stupid stones. You know that I care +nothing for anything of the kind. But there was a sort of trust in +it,--a desire to show me that everything should be mine,--which would +have made me love him,--if it had been possible." + +"I would give one hand that you had never seen your cousin." + +"And I will give one hand because I have," said Mary, stretching +out her right arm. "Nay, I will give both; I will give all, because, +having seen him, he is what he is to me. But, Janet, when you return +to him these things say a gentle word from me. I have cost him money, +I fear." + +"He will think but little of that. He would have given you willingly +the last acre of his land, had you wanted it." + +"But I did not want it. That was the thing. And all these have been +altered, as they would not have been altered, but for me. I do repent +that I have brought all this trouble upon him. I cannot do more now +than ask you to say so when you restore to him his property." + +"He will probably pitch them into the cart-ruts. Indeed, I will not +give them to him. I will simply tell him that they are in my hands, +and Frank shall have them locked up at the banker's. Well;--I suppose +I had better go down and write him a line." + +"And I will name Saturday to my aunt," said Mary. + +Mrs. Fenwick immediately went to her desk, and wrote to her friend. + + + DEAR HARRY, + + I am sure it is of no use. Knowing how persistent is your + constancy, I would not say so were I not quite, quite + certain. She goes to Loring on Saturday. Will it not be + better that you should come to us for awhile after she has + left us. You will be less desolate with Frank than you + would be alone. + + Ever yours, + + JANET FENWICK. + + She has left your jewels with me. I merely tell you this + for your information;--not to trouble you with the things + now. + + +And then she added a second postscript. + + + She regrets deeply what you have suffered on her account, + and bids me beg you to forgive her. + + +Thus it was settled that Mary Lowther should leave Bullhampton, again +returning to Loring, as she had done before, in order that she might +escape from her suitor. In writing to her aunt she had thought it +best to say nothing of Walter Marrable. She had not as yet written +to her cousin, postponing that work for the following day. She would +have postponed it longer had it been possible; but she felt herself +to be bound to let him have her reply before he left Dunripple. She +would have much preferred to return to Loring, to have put miles +between herself and Bullhampton, before she wrote a letter which +must contain words of happy joy. It would have gratified her to have +postponed for awhile all her future happiness, knowing that it was +there before her, and that it would come to her at last. But it could +not be postponed. Her cousin's letter was burning her pocket. She +already felt that she was treating him badly in keeping it by her +without sending him the reply that would make him happy. She could +not bring herself to write the letter till the other matter was +absolutely settled; and yet, all delay was treachery to him; for,--as +she repeated to herself again and again,--there could be no answer +but one. She had, however, settled it all now. On the Saturday +morning she would start for Loring, and she would write her letter +on the Friday in time for that day's post. Walter would still be at +Dunripple on the Sunday, and on the Sunday morning her letter would +reach him. She had studied the course of post between Bullhampton and +her lover's future residence, and knew to an hour when her letter +would be in his hands. + +On that afternoon she could hardly maintain the tranquillity of her +usual demeanour when she met the Vicar before dinner. Not a word, +however, was said about Gilmore. Fenwick partly understood that he +and his wife were in some degree responsible for the shipwreck that +had come, and had determined that Mary was to be forgiven,--at any +rate by him. He and his wife had taken counsel together, and had +resolved that, unless circumstances should demand it, they would +never again mention the Squire's name in Mary Lowther's hearing. The +attempt had been made and had utterly failed, and now there must be +an end of it. On the next morning he heard that Gilmore had gone up +to London, and he went up to the Privets to learn what he could from +the servants there. No one knew more than that the Squire's letters +were to be directed to him at his Club. The men were still at work +about the place; but Ambrose told him that they were all at sea as +to what they should do, and appealed to him for orders. "If we shut +off on Saturday, sir, the whole place'll be a muck of mud and nothin' +else all winter," said the gardener. The Vicar suggested that after +all a muck of mud outside the house wouldn't do much harm. "But +master ain't the man to put up with that all'ays, and it'll cost +twice as much to have 'em about the place again arter a bit." This, +however, was the least trouble. If Ambrose was disconsolate out of +doors, the man who was looking after the work indoors was twice more +so. "If we be to work on up to Saturday night," he said, "and then do +never a stroke more, we be a doing nothing but mischief. Better leave +it at once nor that, sir." Then Fenwick was obliged to take upon +himself to give certain orders. The papering of the rooms should be +finished where the walls had been already disturbed, and the cornices +completed, and the wood-work painted. But as for the furniture, +hangings, and such like, they should be left till further orders +should be received from the owner. As for the mud and muck in the +garden, his only care was that the place should not be so left as to +justify the neighbours in saying that Mr. Gilmore was demented. But +he would be able to get instructions from his friend, or perhaps to +see him, in time to save danger in that respect. + +In the meantime Mary Lowther had gone up to her room, and seated +herself with her blotting-book and pens and ink. She had now before +her the pleasure,--or was it a task?--of answering her cousin's +letter. She had that letter in her hand, and had already read it +twice this morning. She had thought that she would so well know how +to answer it; but, now that the pen was in her hand, she found that +the thing to be done was not so easy. How much must she tell him, and +how should she tell it? It was not that there was anything which she +desired to keep back from him. She was willing,--nay, desirous,--that +he should know all that she had said, and done, and thought; but it +would have been a blessing if all could have been told to him by +other agency than her own. He would not condemn her. Nor, as she +thought of her own conduct back from one scene to another, did she +condemn herself. Yet there was that of which she could not write +without a feeling of shame. And then, how could she be happy, when +she had caused so much misery? And how could she write her letter +without expressing her happiness? She wished that her own identity +might be divided, so that she might rejoice over Walter's love with +the one moiety, and grieve with the other at all the trouble she had +brought upon the man whose love to her had been so constant. She sat +with the open letter in her hand, thinking over all this, till she +told herself at last that no further thinking could avail her. She +must bend herself over the table, and take the pen in her hand, and +write the words, let them come as they would. + +Her letter, she thought, must be longer than his. He had a knack of +writing short letters; and then there had been so little for him to +say. He had merely a single question to ask; and, although he had +asked it more than once,--as is the manner of people in asking such +questions,--still, a sheet of note-paper loosely filled had sufficed. +Then she read it again. "If you bid me, I will be with you early next +week." What if she told him nothing, but only bade him come to her? +After all, would it not be best to write no more than that? Then she +took her pen, and in three minutes her letter was completed. + + + The Vicarage, Friday. + + DEAREST, DEAREST WALTER, + + Do come to me,--as soon as you can, and I will never send + you away again. I go to Loring to-morrow, and, of course, + you must come there. I cannot write it all; but I will + tell you everything when we meet. I am very sorry for your + cousin Gregory, because he was so good. + + Always your own, + + MARY. + + But do not think that I want to hurry you. I have said + come at once; but I do not mean that so as to interfere + with you. You must have so many things to do; and if I get + one line from you to say that you will come, I can be ever + so patient. I have not been happy once since we parted. + It is easy for people to say that they will conquer their + feelings, but it has seemed to me to be quite impossible + to do it. I shall never try again. + + +As soon as the body of her letter was written, she could have +continued her postscript for ever. It seemed to her then as though +nothing would be more delightful than to let the words flow on with +full expressions of all her love and happiness. To write to him was +pleasant enough, as long as there came on her no need to mention Mr. +Gilmore's name. + +That was to be her last evening at Bullhampton; and though no +allusion was made to the subject, they were all thinking that she +could never return to Bullhampton again. She had been almost as much +at home with them as with her aunt at Loring; and now she must leave +the place for ever. But they said not a word; and the evening passed +by almost as had passed all other evenings. The remembrance of what +had taken place since she had been at Bullhampton made it almost +impossible to speak of her departure. + +In the morning she was to be again driven to the railway-station at +Westbury. Mr. Fenwick had work in his parish which would keep him +at home, and she was to be trusted to the driving of the groom. "If +I were to be away to-morrow," he said, as he parted from her that +evening, "the churchwardens would have me up to the archdeacon, and +the archdeacon might tell the Marquis, and where should I be then?" +Of course she begged him not to give it a second thought. "Dear +Mary," he said, "I should of all things have liked to have seen the +last of you,--that you might know that I love you as well as ever." +Then she burst into tears, and kissed him, and told him that she +would always look to him as to a brother. + +She called Mrs. Fenwick into her own room before she undressed. +"Janet," she said, "dearest Janet, we are not to part for ever?" + +"For ever! No, certainly. Why for ever?" + +"I shall never see you, unless you will come to me. Promise me that +if ever I have a house you will come to me." + +"Of course you will have a house, Mary." + +"And you will come and see me,--will you not? Promise that you will +come to me. I can never come back to dear, dear Bullhampton." + +"No doubt we shall meet, Mary." + +"And you must bring the children--my darling Flos! How else ever +shall I see her? And you must write to me, Janet." + +"I will write,--as often as you do, I don't doubt." + +"You must tell me how he is, Janet. You must not suppose that I do +not care for his welfare because I have not loved him. I know that my +coming here has been a curse to him. But I could not help it. Could I +have helped it, Janet?" + +"Poor fellow! I wish it had not been so." + +"But you do not blame me;--not much? Oh, Janet, say that you do not +condemn me." + +"I can say that with most perfect truth. I do not blame you. It has +been most unfortunate; but I do not blame you. I am sure that you +have struggled to do the best that you could." + +"God bless you, my dearest, dearest friend! If you could only know +how anxious I have been not to be wrong. But things have been wrong, +and I could not put them right." + +On the next morning they packed her into the little four-wheeled +phaeton, and so she left Bullhampton. "I believe her to be as good a +girl as ever lived," said the Vicar; "but all the same, I wish with +all my heart that she had never come to Bullhampton." + + + + +CHAPTER LXVI. + +AT THE MILL. + + +The presence of Carry Brattle was required in Salisbury for the trial +of John Burrows and Lawrence Acorn on Wednesday the 22nd of August. +Our Vicar, who had learned that the judges would come into the city +only late on the previous evening, and that the day following their +entrance would doubtless be so fully occupied with other matters as +to render it very improbable that the affair of the murder would +then come up, had endeavoured to get permission to postpone Carry's +journey; but the little men in authority are always stern on such +points, and witnesses are usually treated as persons who are not +entitled to have any views as to their own personal comfort or +welfare. Lawyers, who are paid for their presence, may plead other +engagements, and their pleas will be considered; and if a witness be +a lord, it may perhaps be thought very hard that he should be dragged +away from his amusements. But the ordinary commonplace witness must +simply listen and obey--at his peril. It was thus decided that Carry +must be in Salisbury on the Wednesday, and remain there, hanging +about the Court, till her services should be wanted. Fenwick, who had +been in Salisbury, had seen that accommodation should be provided for +her and for the miller at the house of Mrs. Stiggs. + +The miller had decided upon going with his daughter. The Vicar did +not go down to the mill again; but Mrs. Fenwick had seen Brattle, and +had learned that such was to be the case. The old man said nothing to +his own people about it till the Monday afternoon, up to which time +Fanny was prepared to accompany her sister. He was then told, when he +came in from the mill for his tea, that word had come down from the +vicarage that there would be two bed-rooms for them at Mrs. Stiggs' +house. "I don't know why there should be the cost of a second room," +said Fanny; "Carry and I won't want two beds." + +Up to this time there had been no reconciliation between the miller +and his younger daughter. Carry would ask her father whether she +should do this or that, and the miller would answer her as a surly +master will answer a servant whom he does not like; but the father, +as a father, had never spoken to the child; nor, up to this moment, +had he said a word even to his wife of his intended journey to +Salisbury. But now he was driven to speak. He had placed himself in +the arm chair, and was sitting with his hands on his knees gazing +into the empty fire-grate. Carry was standing at the open window, +pulling the dead leaves off three or four geraniums which her mother +kept there in pots. Fanny was passing in and out from the back +kitchen, in which the water for their tea was being boiled, and Mrs. +Brattle was in her usual place with her spectacles on, and a darning +needle in her hand. A minute was allowed to pass by before the miller +answered his eldest daughter. + +"There'll be two beds wanted," he said; "I told Muster Fenwick as I'd +go with the girl myself;--and so I wull." + +Carry started so that she broke the flower which she was touching. +Mrs. Brattle immediately stopped her needle, and withdrew her +spectacles from her nose. Fanny, who was that instant bringing the +tea-pot out of the back kitchen, put it down among the tea cups, and +stood still to consider what she had heard. + +"Dear, dear, dear!" said the mother. + +"Father," said Fanny, coming up to him, and just touching him with +her hand; "'twill be best for you to go, much best. I am heartily +glad on it, and so will Carry be." + +"I knows nowt about that," said the miller; "but I mean to go, and +that's all about it. I ain't a been to Salsbry these fifteen year and +more, and I shan't be there never again." + +"There's no saying that, father," said Fanny. + +"And it ain't for no pleasure as I'm agoing now. Nobody 'll s'pect +that of me. I'd liever let the millstone come on my foot." + +There was nothing more said about it that evening, nothing more at +least in the miller's hearing. Carry and her sister were discussing +it nearly the whole night. It was very soon plain to Fanny that Carry +had heard the tidings with dismay. To be alone with her father for +two, three, or perhaps four days, seemed to her to be so terrible, +that she hardly knew how to face the misery and gloom of his +company,--in addition to the fears she had as to what they would say +and do to her in the Court. Since she had been home, she had learned +almost to tremble at the sound of her father's foot; and yet she had +known that he would not harm her, would hardly notice her, would not +do more than look at her. But now, for three long frightful days to +come, she would be subject to his wrath during every moment of her +life. + +"Will he speak to me, Fanny, d'ye think?" she asked. + +"Of course he'll speak to you, child." + +"But he hasn't, you know,--not since I've been home; not once; not as +he does to you and mother. I know he hates me, and wishes I was dead. +And, Fanny, I wishes it myself every day of my life." + +"He wishes nothing of the kind, Carry." + +"Why don't he say one kind word to me, then? I know I've been bad. +But I ain't a done a single thing since I've been home as 'd a' made +him angry if he seed it, or said a word as he mightn't a' heard." + +"I don't think you have, dear." + +"Then why can't he come round, if it was ever so little? I'd sooner +he'd beat me; that I would." + +"He'll never do that, Carry. I don't know as he ever laid a hand upon +one of us since we was little things." + +"It 'd be better than never speaking to a girl. Only for you and +mother, Fan, I'd be off again." + +"You would not. You know you would not. How dare you say that?" + +"But why shouldn't he say a word to one, so that one shouldn't go +about like a dead body in the house?" + +"Carry dear, listen to this. If you'll manage well; if you'll be good +to him, and patient while you are with him; if you'll bear with him, +and yet be gentle when he--" + +"I am gentle,--always,--now." + +"You are, dear; but when he speaks, as he'll have to speak when +you're all alone like, be very gentle. Maybe, Carry, when you've come +back, he will be gentle with you." + +They had ever so much more to discuss. Would Sam be at the trial? +And, if so, would he and his father speak to each other? They had +both been told that Sam had been summoned, and that the police would +enforce his attendance; but they were neither of them sure whether +he would be there in custody or as a free man. At last they went to +sleep, but Carry's slumbers were not very sound. As has been told +before, it was the miller's custom to be up every morning at five. +The two girls would afterwards rise at six, and then, an hour after +that, Mrs. Brattle would be instructed that her time had come. On +the Tuesday morning, however, the miller was not the first of the +family to leave his bed. Carry crept out of hers by the earliest +dawn of daylight, without waking her sister, and put on her clothes +stealthily. Then she made her way silently to the front door, which +she opened, and stood there outside waiting till her father should +come. The morning, though it was in August, was chill, and the time +seemed to be very long. She had managed to look at the old clock as +she passed, and had seen that it wanted a quarter to five. She knew +that her father was never later than five. What, if on this special +morning he should not come, just because she had resolved, after many +inward struggles, to make one great effort to obtain his pardon. + +At last he was coming. She heard his step in the passage, and then +she was aware that he had stopped when he found the fastenings of +the door unloosed. She perceived too that he delayed to examine the +lock,--as it was natural that he should do; and she had forgotten +that he would be arrested by the open door. Thinking of this in the +moment of time that was allowed to her, she hurried forward and +encountered him. + +"Father," she said; "it is I." + +He was angry that she should have dared to unbolt the door, or to +withdraw the bars. What was she, that she should be trusted to open +or to close the house? And there came upon him some idea of wanton +and improper conduct. Why was she there at that hour? Must it be that +he should put her again from the shelter of his roof? + +Carry was clever enough to perceive in a moment what was passing in +the old man's mind. "Father," she said, "it was to see you. And I +thought,--perhaps,--I might say it out here." He believed her at +once. In whatever spirit he might accept her present effort, that +other idea had already vanished. She was there that they two might be +alone together in the fresh morning air, and he knew that it was so. +"Father," she said, looking up into his face. Then she fell on the +ground at his feet, and embraced his knees, and lay there sobbing. +She had intended to ask him for forgiveness, but she was not able to +say a word. Nor did he speak for awhile; but he stooped and raised +her up tenderly; and then, when she was again standing by him, he +stepped on as though he were going to the mill without a word. But he +had not rebuked her, and his touch had been very gentle. "Father," +she said, following him, "if you could forgive me! I know I have been +bad, but if you could forgive me!" + +He went to the very door of the mill before he turned; and she, when +she saw that he did not come back to her, paused upon the bridge. She +had used all her eloquence. She knew no other words with which to +move him. She felt that she had failed, but she could do no more. But +he stopped again without entering the mill. + +"Child," he said at last, "come here, then." She ran at once to meet +him. "I will forgive thee. There. I will forgive thee, and trust thou +may'st be a better girl than thou hast been." + +She flew to him and threw her arms round his neck and kissed his face +and breast. "Oh, father," she said, "I will be good. I will try to be +good. Only you will speak to me." + + +[Illustration: "Oh, father," she said, "I will be good."] + + +"Get thee into the house now. I have forgiven thee." So saying he +passed on to his morning's work. + +Carry, running into the house, at once roused her sister. "Fanny," +she exclaimed, "he has forgiven me at last; he has said that he will +forgive me." + +But to the miller's mind, and to his sense of justice, the +forgiveness thus spoken did not suffice. When he returned to +breakfast, Mrs. Brattle had, of course, been told of the morning's +work, and had rejoiced greatly. It was to her as though the greatest +burden of her life had now been taken from her weary back. Her girl, +to her loving motherly heart, now that he who had in all things been +the lord of her life had vouchsafed his pardon to the poor sinner, +would be as pure as when she had played about the mill in all her +girlish innocence. The mother had known that her child was still +under a cloud, but the cloud to her had consisted in the father's +wrath rather than in the feeling of any public shame. To her a sin +repented was a sin no more, and her love for her child made her sure +of the sincerity of that repentance. But there could be no joy over +the sinner in this world till the head of the house should again have +taken her to his heart. When the miller came in to his breakfast the +three women were standing together, not without some outward marks of +contentment. Mrs. Brattle's cap was clean, and even Fanny, who was +ever tidy and never smart, had managed in some way to add something +bright to her appearance. Where is the woman who, when she has been +pleased, will not show her pleasure by some sign in her outward +garniture? But still there was anxiety. "Will he call me Carry?" the +girl had asked. He had not done so when he pronounced her pardon +at the mill door. Though they were standing together they had not +decided on any line of action. The pardon had been spoken and they +were sure that it would not be revoked; but how it would operate at +first none of them had even guessed. + +The miller, when he had entered the room and come among them, stood +with his two hands resting on the round table, and thus he addressed +them: "It was a bad time with us when the girl, whom we had all loved +a'most too well, forgot herself and us, and brought us to shame,--we +who had never known shame afore,--and became a thing so vile as I +won't name it. It was well nigh the death o' me, I know." + +"Oh, father!" exclaimed Fanny. + +"Hold your peace, Fanny, and let me say my say out. It was very +bad then; and when she come back to us, and was took in, so that +she might have her bit to eat under an honest roof, it was bad +still;--for she was a shame to us as had never been shamed afore. For +myself I felt so, that though she was allays near me, my heart was +away from her, and she was not one with me, not as her sister is one, +and her mother, who never know'd a thought in her heart as wasn't fit +for a woman to have there." By this time Carry was sobbing on her +mother's bosom, and it would be difficult to say whose affliction was +the sharpest. "But them as falls may right themselves, unless they be +chance killed as they falls. If my child be sorry for her sin--" + +"Oh, father, I am sorry." + +"I will bring myself to forgive her. That it won't stick here," and +the miller struck his heart violently with his open palm, "I won't be +such a liar as to say. For there ain't no good in a lie. But there +shall be never a word about it more out o' my mouth,--and she may +come to me again as my child." + +There was a solemnity about the old man's speech which struck them +all with so much awe that none of them for a while knew how to move +or to speak. Fanny was the first to stir, and she came to him and put +her arm through his and leaned her head upon his shoulder. + +"Get me my breakfast, girl," he said to her. But before he had moved +Carry had thrown herself weeping on his bosom. "That will do," he +said. "That will do. Sit down and eat thy victuals." Then there was +not another word said, and the breakfast passed off in silence. + +Though the women talked of what had occurred throughout the day, not +a word more dropped from the miller's mouth upon the subject. When +he came in to dinner he took his food from Carry's hand and thanked +her,--as he would have thanked his elder daughter,--but he did not +call her by her name. Much had to be done in preparing for the +morrow's journey, and for the days through which they two might be +detained at the assizes. The miller had borrowed a cart in which +he was to drive himself and his daughter to the Bullhampton road +station, and, when he went to bed, he expressed his determination of +starting at nine, so as to catch a certain train into Salisbury. They +had been told that it would be sufficient if they were in the city +that day at one o'clock. + +On the next morning the miller was in his mill as usual in the +morning. He said nothing about the work, but the women knew that it +must in the main stand still. Everything could not be trusted to one +man, and that man a hireling. But nothing was said of this. He went +into his mill, and the women prepared his breakfast, and the clean +shirt and the tidy Sunday coat in which he was to travel. And Carry +was ready dressed for the journey;--so pretty, with her bright curls +and sweet dimpled cheeks, but still with that look of fear and sorrow +which the coming ordeal could not but produce. The miller returned, +dressed himself as he was desired, and took his place at the table in +the kitchen; when the front door was again opened,--and Sam Brattle +stood among them! + +"Father," said he, "I've turned up just in time." + +Of course the consternation among them was great; but no reference +was made to the quarrel which had divided the father and son when +last they had parted. Sam explained that he had come across the +country from the north, travelling chiefly by railway, but that he +had walked from the Swindon station to Marlborough on the preceding +evening, and from thence to Bullhampton that morning. He had come by +Birmingham and Gloucester, and thence to Swindon. + +"And now, mother, if you'll give me a mouthful of some'at to eat, you +won't find that I'm above eating of it." + +He had been summoned to Salisbury, he said, for that day, but nothing +should induce him to go there till the Friday. He surmised that he +knew a thing or two, and as the trial wouldn't come off before Friday +at the earliest, he wouldn't show his face in Salisbury before that +day. He strongly urged Carry to be equally sagacious, and used some +energetic arguments to the same effect on his father, when he found +that his father was also to be at the assizes; but the miller did not +like to be taught by his son, and declared that as the legal document +said Wednesday, on the Wednesday his daughter should be there. + +"And what about the mill?" asked Sam. The miller only shook his head. +"Then there's only so much more call for me to stay them two days," +said Sam. "I'll be at it hammer and tongs, father, till it's time for +me to start o' Friday. You tell 'em as how I'm coming. I'll be there +afore they want me. And when they've got me they won't get much out +of me, I guess." + +To all this the miller made no reply, not forbidding his son to work +the mill, nor thanking him for the offer. But Mrs. Brattle and Fanny, +who could read every line in his face, knew that he was well-pleased. + +And then there was the confusion of the start. Fanny, in her +solicitude for her father, brought out a little cushion for his +seat. "I don't want no cushion to sit on," said he; "give it here to +Carry." It was the first time that he had called her by her name, and +it was not lost on the poor girl. + + + + +CHAPTER LXVII. + +SIR GREGORY MARRABLE HAS A HEADACHE. + + +Mary Lowther, in her letter to her aunt, had in one line told the +story of her rupture with Mr. Gilmore. This line had formed a +postscript, and the writer had hesitated much before she added it. +She had not intended to write to her aunt on this subject; but she +had remembered at the last moment how much easier it would be to tell +the remainder of her story on her arrival at Loring, if so much had +already been told beforehand. Therefore it was that she had added +these words. "Everything has been broken off between me and Mr. +Gilmore--for ever." + +This was a terrible blow upon poor Miss Marrable, who, up to the +moment of her receiving that letter, thought that her niece was +disposed of in the manner that had seemed most desirable to all her +friends. Aunt Sarah loved her niece dearly, and by no means looked +forward to improved happiness in her own old age when she should be +left alone in the house at Uphill; but she entertained the view about +young women which is usual with old women who have young women under +their charge, and she thought it much best that this special young +woman should get herself married. The old women are right in their +views on this matter; and the young women, who on this point are not +often refractory, are right also. Miss Marrable, who entertained a +very strong opinion on the subject above-mentioned, was very unhappy +when she was thus abruptly told by her own peculiar young woman that +this second engagement had been broken off and sent to the winds. It +had become a theory on the part of Mary's friends that the Gilmore +match was the proper thing for her. At last, after many difficulties, +the Gilmore match had been arranged. The anxiety as to Mary's future +life was at an end, and the theory of the elders concerned with +her welfare was to be carried out. Then there came a short note, +proclaiming her return home, and simply telling as a fact almost +indifferent,--in a single line,--that all the trouble hitherto taken +as to her own disposition had entirely been thrown away. "Everything +has been broken off between me and Mr. Gilmore." It was a cruel and a +heartrending postscript! + +Poor Miss Marrable knew very well that she was armed with no parental +authority. She could hold her theory, and could advise; but she could +do no more. She could not even scold. And there had been some qualm +of conscience on her part as to Walter Marrable, now that Walter +Marrable had been taken in hand and made much of by the baronet,--and +now, also, that poor Gregory had been removed from the path. No doubt +she, Aunt Sarah, had done all in her power to aid the difficulties +which had separated the two cousins;--and while she thought that the +Gilmore match had been the consequence of such aiding on her part, +she was happy enough in reflecting upon what she had done. Old Sir +Gregory would not have taken Walter by the hand unless Walter had +been free to marry Edith Brownlow; and though she could not quite +resolve that the death of the younger Gregory had been part of the +family arrangement due to the happy policy of the elder Marrables +generally, still she was quite sure that Walter's present position +at Dunripple had come entirely from the favour with which he had +regarded the baronet's wishes as to Edith. Mary was provided for with +the Squire, who was in immediate possession; and Walter with his +bride would become as it were the eldest son of Dunripple. It was +all as comfortable as could be till there came this unfortunate +postscript. + +The letter reached her on Friday, and on Saturday Mary arrived. Miss +Marrable determined that she would not complain. As regarded her own +comfort it was doubtless all for the best. But old women are never +selfish in regard to the marriage of young women. That the young +women belonging to them should be settled,--and thus got rid of,--is +no doubt the great desire; but, whether the old woman be herself +married or a spinster, the desire is founded on an adamantine +confidence that marriage is the most proper and the happiest thing +for the young woman. The belief is so thorough that the woman would +cease to be a woman, would already have become a brute, who would +desire to keep any girl belonging to her out of matrimony for the +sake of companionship to herself. But no woman does so desire in +regard to those who are dear and near to her. A dependant, distant +in blood, or a paid assistant, may find here and there a want of the +true feminine sympathy; but in regard to a daughter, or one held as +a daughter, it is never wanting. "As the pelican loveth her young do +I love thee; and therefore will I give thee away in marriage to some +one strong enough to hold thee, even though my heartstrings be torn +asunder by the parting." Such is always the heart's declaration of +the mother respecting her daughter. The match-making of mothers is +the natural result of mother's love; for the ambition of one woman +for another is never other than this,--that the one loved by her +shall be given to a man to be loved more worthily. Poor Aunt Sarah, +considering of these things during those two lonely days, came to the +conclusion that if ever Mary were to be so loved again that she might +be given away, a long time might first elapse; and then she was aware +that such gifts given late lose much of their value, and have to be +given cheaply. + +Mary herself, as she was driven slowly up the hill to her aunt's +door, did not share her aunt's melancholy. To be returned as a bad +shilling, which has been presented over the counter and found to be +bad, must be very disagreeable to a young woman's feelings. That was +not the case with Mary Lowther. She had, no doubt, a great sorrow +at heart. She had created a shipwreck which she did regret most +bitterly. But the sorrow and the regret were not humiliating, as they +would have been had they been caused by failure on her own part. And +then she had behind her the strong comfort of her own rock, of which +nothing should now rob her,--which should be a rock for rest and +safety, and not a rock for shipwreck, and as to the disposition of +which Aunt Sarah's present ideas were so very erroneous! + +It was impossible that the first evening should pass without a word +or two about poor Gilmore. Mary knew well enough that she had told +her aunt nothing of her renewed engagement with her cousin; but +she could not bring herself at once to utter a song of triumph, as +she would have done had she blurted out all her story. Not a word +was said about either lover till they were seated together in the +evening. "What you tell me about Mr. Gilmore has made me so unhappy," +said Miss Marrable, sadly. + +"It could not be helped, Aunt Sarah. I tried my best, but it could +not be helped. Of course I have been very, very unhappy myself." + +"I don't pretend to understand it." + +"And yet it is so easily understood!" said Mary, pleading hard for +herself. "I did not love him, and--" + +"But you had accepted him, Mary." + +"I know I had. It is so natural that you should think that I have +behaved badly." + +"I have not said so, my dear." + +"I know that, Aunt Sarah; but if you think so,--and of course you +do,--write and ask Janet Fenwick. She will tell you everything. You +know how devoted she is to Mr. Gilmore. She would have done anything +for him. But even she will tell you that at last I could not help +it. When I was so very wretched I thought that I would do my best +to comply with other people's wishes. I got a feeling that nothing +signified for myself. If they had told me to go into a convent or to +be a nurse in a hospital I would have gone. I had nothing to care +for, and if I could do what I was told perhaps it might be best." + +"But why did you not go on with it, my dear?" + +"It was impossible--after Walter had written to me." + +"But Walter is to marry Edith Brownlow." + +"No, dear aunt; no. Walter is to marry me. Don't look like that, Aunt +Sarah. It is true;--it is, indeed." She had now dragged her chair +close to her aunt's seat upon the sofa, so that she could put her +hands upon her aunt's knees. "All that about Miss Brownlow has been a +fable." + +"Parson John told me that it was fixed." + +"It is not fixed. The other thing is fixed. Parson John tells many +fables. He is to come here." + +"Who is to come here?" + +"Walter,--of course. He is to be here,--I don't know how soon; but I +shall hear from him. Dear aunt, you must be good to him;--indeed you +must. He is your cousin just as much as mine." + +"I'm not in love with him, Mary." + +"But I am, Aunt Sarah. Oh dear, how much I am in love with him! It +never changed in the least, though I struggled, and struggled not to +think of him. I broke his picture and burned it;--and I would not +have a scrap of his handwriting;--I would not have near me anything +that he had even spoken of. But it was no good. I could not get away +from him for an hour. Now I shall never want to get away from him +again. As for Mr. Gilmore, it would have come to the same thing at +last, had I never heard another word from Walter Marrable. I could +not have done it." + +"I suppose we must submit to it," said Aunt Sarah, after a pause. +This certainly was not the most exhilarating view which might have +been taken of the matter as far as Mary was concerned; but as it did +not suggest any open opposition to her scheme, and as there was no +refusal to see Walter when he should again appear at Uphill as her +lover, she made no complaint. Miss Marrable went on to inquire how +Sir Gregory would like these plans, which were so diametrically +opposed to his own. As to that, Mary could say nothing. No doubt +Walter would make a clean breast of it to Sir Gregory before he left +Dunripple, and would be able to tell them what had passed when he +came to Loring. Mary, however, did not forget to argue that the +ground on which Walter Marrable stood was his own ground. After the +death of two men, the youngest of whom was over seventy, the property +would be his property, and could not be taken from him. If Sir +Gregory chose to quarrel with him,--as to the probability of which, +Mary and her aunt professed very different opinions,--they must wait. +Waiting now would be very different from what it had been when their +prospects in life had not seemed to depend in any degree upon the +succession to the family property. "And I know myself better now +than I did then," said Mary. "Though it were to be for all my life, +I would wait." + +On the Monday she got a letter from her cousin. It was very short, +and there was not a word in it about Sir Gregory or Edith Brownlow. +It only said that he was the happiest man in the world, and that he +would be at Loring on the following Saturday. He must return at once +to Birmingham, but would certainly be at Loring on Saturday. He had +written to his uncle to ask for hospitality. He did not suppose that +Parson John would refuse; but should this be the case, he would put +up at The Dragon. Mary might be quite sure that she would see him on +Saturday. + +And on the Saturday he came. The parson had consented to receive him; +but, not thinking highly of the wisdom of the proposed visit, had +worded his letter rather coldly. But of that Walter in his present +circumstances thought but little. He was hardly within the house +before he had told his story. "You haven't heard, I suppose," he +said, "that Mary and I have made it up?" + +"How made it up?" + +"Well,--I mean that you shall make us man and wife some day." + +"But I thought you were to marry Edith Brownlow." + +"Who told you that, sir? I am sure Edith did not, nor yet her mother. +But I believe these sort of things are often settled without +consulting the principals." + +"And what does my brother say?" + +"Sir Gregory, you mean?" + +"Of course I mean Sir Gregory. I don't suppose you'd ask your +father." + +"I never had the slightest intention, sir, of asking either one or +the other. I don't suppose that I am to ask his leave to be married, +like a young girl; and it isn't likely that any objection on family +grounds could be made to such a woman as Mary Lowther." + +"You needn't ask leave of any one, most noble Hector. That is a +matter of course. You can marry the cook-maid to-morrow, if you +please. But I thought you meant to live at Dunripple?" + +"So I shall,--part of the year; if Sir Gregory likes it." + +"And that you were to have an allowance and all that sort of thing. +Now, if you do marry the cook-maid--" + +"I am not going to marry the cook-maid,--as you know very well." + +"Or if you marry any one else in opposition to my brother's wishes, +I don't suppose it likely that he'll bestow that which he intended to +give as a reward to you for following his wishes." + +"He can do as he pleases. The moment that it was settled I told him." + +"And what did he say?" + +"He complained of headache. Sir Gregory very often does complain of +headache. When I took leave of him, he said I should hear from him." + +"Then it's all up with Dunripple for you,--as long as he lives. I've +no doubt that since poor Gregory's death your father's interest +in the property has been disposed of among the Jews to the last +farthing." + +"I shouldn't wonder." + +"And you are,--just where you were, my boy." + +"That depends entirely upon Sir Gregory. You may be sure of this, +sir,--that I shall ask him for nothing. If the worst comes to the +worst, I can go to the Jews as well as my father. I won't, unless I +am driven." + +He was with Mary, of course, that evening, walking again along the +banks of the Lurwell, as they had first done now nearly twelve months +since. Then the autumn had begun, and now the last of the summer +months was near its close. How very much had happened to her, or had +seemed to happen, during the interval. At that time she had thrice +declined Harry Gilmore's suit; but she had done so without any weight +on her own conscience. Her friends had wished her to marry the man, +and therefore she had been troubled; but the trouble had lain light +upon her, and as she looked back at it all, she felt that at that +time there had been something of triumph at her heart. A girl when +she is courted knows at any rate that she is thought worthy of +courtship, and in this instance she had been at least courted +worthily. Since then a whole world of trouble had come upon her +from that source. She had been driven hither and thither, first by +love, and then by a false idea of duty, till she had come almost to +shipwreck. And in her tossing she had gone against another barque +which, for aught she knew, might even yet go down from the effects of +the collision. She could not be all happy, even though she were again +leaning on Walter Marrable's arm, or again sitting with it round her +waist, beneath the shade of the trees on the banks of the Lurwell. + +"Then we must wait, and this time we must be patient," she said, when +he told her of poor Sir Gregory's headache. + +"I cannot ask him for anything," said Walter. + +"Of course not. Do not ask anybody for anything,--but just wait. I +have quite made up my mind that forty-five for the gentleman, and +thirty-five for the lady, is quite time enough for marrying." + +"The grapes are sour," said Walter. + +"They are not sour at all, sir," said Mary. + +"I was speaking of my own grapes, as I look at them when I use that +argument for my own comfort. The worst of it is that when we know +that the grapes are not sour,--that they are the sweetest grapes in +the world,--the argument is of no use. I won't tell any lies about +it, to myself or anybody else. I want my grapes at once." + +"And so do I," said Mary, eagerly; "of course I do. I am not going to +make any pretence with you. Of course I want them at once. But I have +learned to know that they are precious enough to be worth the waiting +for. I made a fool of myself once; but I shall not do it again, let +Sir Gregory make himself ever so disagreeable." + +This was all very pleasant for Captain Marrable. Ah, yes! what other +moment in a man's life is at all equal to that in which he is being +flattered to the top of his bent by the love of the woman he loves. +To be flattered by the love of a woman whom he does not love is +almost equally unpleasant,--if the man be anything of a man. But at +the present moment our Captain was supremely happy. His Thais was +telling him that he was indeed her king, and should he not take the +goods with which the gods provided him? To have been robbed of his +all by a father, and to have an uncle who would have a headache +instead of making settlements,--these indeed were drawbacks; but the +pleasure was so sweet that even such drawbacks as these could hardly +sully his bliss. "If you knew what your letter was to me!" she said, +as she leaned against his shoulder. His father and his uncle and all +the Marrables on the earth might do their worst, they could not rob +the present hour of its joy. + + + + +CHAPTER LXVIII. + +THE SQUIRE IS VERY OBSTINATE. + + +Mr. Gilmore left his own home on a Thursday afternoon, and on the +Monday when the Vicar again visited the Privets nothing had been +heard of him. Money had been left with the bailiff for the Saturday +wages of the men working about the place, but no provision for +anything had been made beyond that. The Sunday had been wet from +morning to night, and nothing could possibly be more disconsolate +than the aspect of things round the house, or more disreputable if +they were to be left in their present condition. The barrows, and the +planks, and the pickaxes had been taken away, which things, though +they are not in themselves beautiful, are safeguards against the +ill-effects of ugliness, as they inform the eyes why it is that such +disorder lies around. There was the disorder at the Privets now +without any such instruction to the eye. Pits were full of muddy +water, and half-formed paths had become the beds of stagnant pools. +The Vicar then went into the house, and though there was still a +workman and a boy who were listlessly pulling about some rolls of +paper, there were ample signs that misfortune had come and that +neglect was the consequence. "And all this," said Fenwick to himself, +"because the man cannot get the idea of a certain woman out of his +head!" Then he thought of himself and his own character, and asked +himself whether, in any position of life, he could have been thus +overruled to misery by circumstances altogether outside himself. +Misfortunes might come which would be very heavy; his wife or +children might die; or he might become a pauper; or subject to some +crushing disease. But Gilmore's trouble had not fallen upon him from +the hands of Providence. He had set his heart upon the gaining of a +thing, and was now absolutely broken-hearted because he could not +have it. And the thing was a woman. Fenwick admitted to himself that +the thing itself was the most worthy for which a man can struggle; +but would not admit that even in his search for that a man should +allow his heart to give way, or his strength to be broken down. + +He went up to the house again on the Wednesday, and again on the +Thursday,--but nothing had been heard from the Squire. The bailiff +was very unhappy. Even though there might come a cheque on the +Saturday morning, which both Fenwick and the bailiff thought to be +probable, still there would be grave difficulties. + +"Here'll be the first of September on us afore we know where we are," +said the bailiff, "and is we to go on with the horses?" + +For the Squire was of all men the most regular, and began to get +his horses into condition on the first of September as regularly as +he began to shoot partridges. The Vicar went home and then made up +his mind that he would go up to London after his friend. He must +provide for his next Sunday's duty, but he could do that out of a +neighbouring parish, and he would start on the morrow. He arranged +the matter with his wife and with his friend's curate, and on the +Friday he started. + +He drove himself into Salisbury instead of to the Bullhampton Road +station in order that he might travel by the express train. That at +least was the reason which he gave to himself and to his wife. But +there was present to his mind the idea that he might look into the +court and see how the trial was going on. Poor Carry Brattle would +have a bad time of it beneath a lawyer's claws. Such a one as Carry, +of the evil of whose past life there was no doubt, and who would +appear as a witness against a man whom she had once been engaged to +marry, would certainly meet with no mercy from a cross-examining +barrister. The broad landmarks between the respectable and the +disreputable may guide the tone of a lawyer somewhat, when he has a +witness in his power; but the finer lines which separate that which +is at the moment good and true from that which is false and bad +cannot be discerned amidst the turmoil of a trial, unless the eyes, +and the ears, and the inner touch of him who has the handling of the +victim be of a quality more than ordinarily high. + +The Vicar drove himself over to Salisbury and had an hour there for +strolling into the court. He had heard on the previous day that the +case would be brought on the first thing on the Friday, and it was +half-past eleven when he made his way in through the crowd. The train +by which he was to be taken on to London did not start till half-past +twelve. At that moment the court was occupied in deciding whether +a certain tradesman, living at Devizes, should or should not be on +the jury. The man himself objected that, being a butcher, he was, by +reason of the second nature acquired in his business, too cruel, and +bloody-minded to be entrusted with an affair of life and death. To a +proposition in itself so reasonable no direct answer was made; but it +was argued with great power on behalf of the crown, which seemed to +think at the time that the whole case depended on getting this one +particular man into the jury box, that the recalcitrant juryman +was not in truth a butcher, that he was only a dealer in meat, and +that though the stain of the blood descended the cruelty did not. +Fenwick remained there till he heard the case given against the +pseudo-butcher, and then retired from the court. He had, however, +just seen Carry Brattle and her father seated side by side on a bench +in a little outside room appropriated to the witnesses, and there +had been a constable there seeming to stand on guard over them. The +miller was sitting, leaning on his stick, with his eyes fixed upon +the ground, and Carry was pale, wretched, and draggled. Sam had not +yet made his appearance. + +"I'm afeard, sir, he'll be in trouble," said Carry to the Vicar. + +"Let 'un alone," said the miller; "when they wants 'im he'll be here. +He know'd more about it nor I did." + +That afternoon Fenwick went to the club of which he and Gilmore were +both members, and found that his friend was in London. He had been +so, at least, that morning at nine o'clock. According to the porter +at the club door, Mr. Gilmore called there every morning for his +letters as soon as the club was open. He did not eat his breakfast +in the house, nor, as far as the porter's memory went, did he even +enter the club. Fenwick had lodged himself at an hotel in the +immediate neighbourhood of Pall-Mall, and he made up his mind that +his only chance of catching his friend was to be at the steps of +the club door when it was opened at nine o'clock. So he eat his +dinner,--very much in solitude, for on the 28th of August it is not +often that the coffee rooms of clubs are full,--and in the evening +took himself to one of the theatres which was still open. His club +had been deserted, and it had seemed to him that the streets also +were empty. One old gentleman, who, together with himself, had +employed the forces of the establishment that evening, had told him +that there wasn't a single soul left in London. He had gone to his +tailor's and had found that both the tailor and the foreman were out +of town. His publisher,--for our Vicar did a little in the way of +light literature on social subjects, and had brought out a pretty +volume in green and gold on the half-profit system, intending to give +his share to a certain county hospital,--his publisher had been in +the north since the 12th, and would not be back for three weeks. He +found, however, a confidential young man who was able to tell him +that the hospital need not increase the number of its wards on this +occasion. He had dropped down to Dean's Yard to see a clerical +friend,--but the house was shut up and he could not even get an +answer. He sauntered into the Abbey, and found them mending the +organ. He got into a cab and was driven hither and thither because +all the streets were pulled up. He called at the War-Office to +see a young clerk, and found one old messenger fast asleep in +his arm-chair. "Gone for his holiday, sir," said the man in the +arm-chair, speaking amidst his dreams, without waiting to hear the +particular name of the young clerk who was wanted. And yet, when he +got to the theatre, it was so full that he could hardly find a seat +on which to sit. In all the world around us there is nothing more +singular than the emptiness and the fullness of London. + +He was up early the next morning and breakfasted before he went out, +thinking that even should he succeed in catching the Squire, he would +not be able to persuade the unhappy man to come and breakfast with +him. At a little before nine he was in Pall-Mall, walking up and down +before the club, and as the clocks struck the hour he began to be +impatient. The porter had said that Gilmore always came exactly at +nine, and within two minutes after that hour the Vicar began to feel +that his friend was breaking an engagement and behaving badly to him. +By ten minutes past, the idea had got into his head that all the +people in Pall-Mall were watching him, and at the quarter he was +angry and unhappy. He had just counted the seconds up to twenty +minutes, and had begun to consider that it would be absurd for him to +walk there all the day, when he saw the Squire coming slowly along +the street. He had been afraid to make himself comfortable within the +club, and there to wait for his friend's coming, lest Gilmore should +have escaped him, not choosing to be thus caught by any one;--and +even now he had his fear lest his quarry should slip through his +fingers. He waited till the Squire had gone up to the porter and +returned to the street, and then he crossed over and seized him +by the arm. "Harry," he said, "you didn't expect to see me in +London;--did you?" + +"Certainly not," said the other, implying very plainly by his looks +that the meeting had given him no special pleasure. + +"I came up yesterday afternoon, and I was at Cutcote's the tailor's, +and at Messrs. Bringemout and Neversell's. Bringemout has retired, +but it's Neversell that does the business. And then I went down to +see old Drybird, and I called on young Dozey at his office. But +everybody is out of town. I never saw anything like it. I vote that +we take to having holidays in the country, and all come to London, +and live in the empty houses." + +"I suppose you came up to look after me?" said Gilmore, with a brow +as black as a thunder-cloud. + +Fenwick perceived that he need not carry on any further his lame +pretences. "Well, I did. Come, old fellow, this won't do, you know. +Everything is not to be thrown overboard because a girl doesn't know +her own mind. Aren't your anchors better than that?" + +"I haven't an anchor left," said Gilmore. + +"How can you be so weak and so wicked as to say so? Come, Harry, take +a turn with me in the park. You may be quite sure I shan't let you go +now I've got you." + +"You'll have to let me go," said the other. + +"Not till I've told you my mind. Everybody is out of town, so I +suppose even a parson may light a cigar down here. Harry, you must +come back with me." + +"No;--I cannot." + +"Do you mean to say that you will yield up all your strength, all +your duty, all your life, and throw over every purpose of your +existence because you have been ill-used by a wench? Is that your +idea of manhood,--of that manhood you have so often preached?" + +"After what I have suffered there I cannot bear the place." + +"You must force yourself to bear it. Do you mean to say that because +you are unhappy you will not pay your debts?" + +"I owe no man a shilling;--or, if I do, I will pay it to-morrow." + +"There are debts you can only settle by daily payments. To every man +living on your land you owe such a debt. To every friend connected +with you by name, or blood, or love, you owe such a debt. Do you +suppose that you can cast yourself adrift, and make yourself a +by-word, and hurt no one but yourself? Why is it that we hate a +suicide?" + +"Because he sins." + +"Because he is a coward, and runs away from the burden which he ought +to bear gallantly. He throws his load down on the roadside, and does +not care who may bear it, or who may suffer because he is too poor +a creature to struggle on! Have you no feeling that, though it may +be hard with you here,"--and the Vicar, as he spoke, struck his +breast,--"you should so carry your outer self, that the eyes of those +around you should see nothing of the sorrow within? That is my idea +of manliness, and I have ever taken you to be a man." + +"We work for the esteem of others while we desire it. I desire +nothing now. She has so knocked me about that I should be a liar if +I were to say that there is enough manhood left in me to bear it. I +shan't kill myself." + +"No, Harry, you won't do that." + +"But I shall give up the place, and go abroad." + +"Whom will you serve by that?" + +"It is all very well to preach, Frank. Bad as I am I could preach to +you if there were a matter to preach about. I don't know that there +is anything much easier than preaching. But as for practising, you +can't do it if you have not got the strength. A man can't walk if you +take away his legs. If you break a bird's wing he can't fly, let the +bird be ever so full of pluck. All that there was in me she has taken +out of me. I could fight him, and would willingly, if I thought there +was a chance of his meeting me." + +"He would not be such a fool." + +"But I could not stand up and look at her." + +"She has left Bullhampton, you know." + +"It does not matter, Frank. There is the place that I was getting +ready for her. And if I were there, you and your wife would always be +thinking about it. And every fellow about the estate knows the whole +story. It seems to me to be almost inconceivable that a woman should +have done such a thing." + +"She has not meant to act badly, Harry." + +"To tell the truth, when I look back at it all, I blame myself more +than her. A man should never be ass enough to ask any woman a second +time. But I had got it into my head that it was a disgraceful thing +to ask and not to have. It is that which kills me now. I do not think +that I will ever again attempt anything, because failure is so hard +to me to bear. At any rate, I won't go back to the Privets." This he +added after a pause, during which the Vicar had been thinking what +new arguments he could bring up to urge his friend's return. + +Fenwick learned that Gilmore had sent a cheque to his bailiff by the +post of the preceding night. He acknowledged that in sending the +cheque he had said no more than to bid the man pay what wages were +due. He had not as yet made up his mind as to any further steps. As +they walked round the enclosure of St. James's Park together, and as +the warmth of their old friendship produced freedom of intercourse, +Gilmore acknowledged a dozen wild schemes that had passed through his +brain. That to which he was most wedded was a plan for meeting Walter +Marrable and cudgelling him pretty well to death. Fenwick pointed +out three or four objections to this. In the first place, Marrable +had committed no offence whatever against Gilmore. And then, in all +probability, Marrable might be as good at cudgelling as the Squire +himself. And thirdly, when the cudgelling was over, the man who began +the row would certainly be put into prison, and in atonement for that +would receive no public sympathy. "You can't throw yourself on the +public pity as a woman might," said the Vicar. + +"D---- the public pity," said the Squire, who was not often driven to +make his language forcible after that fashion. + +Another scheme was that he would publish the whole transaction. And +here again his friend was obliged to remind him, that a man in his +position should be reticent rather than outspoken. "You have already +declared," said the Vicar, "that you can't endure failure, and yet +you want to make your failure known to all the world." His third +proposition was more absurd still. He would write such a letter to +Mary Lowther as would cover her head with red hot coals. He would +tell her that she had made the world utterly unbearable to him, and +that she might have the Privets for herself and go and live there. "I +do not doubt but that such a letter would annoy her," said the Vicar. + +"Why should I care how much she is annoyed?" + +"Just so;--but everyone who saw the letter would know that it was +pretence and bombast. Of course you will do nothing of the kind." + +They were together pretty nearly the whole day. Gilmore, no doubt, +would have avoided the Vicar in the morning had it been possible; +but now that he had been caught, and had been made to undergo +his friend's lectures, he was rather grateful than otherwise for +something in the shape of society. It was Fenwick's desire to induce +him to return to Bullhampton. If this could not be done, it would no +doubt be well that some authority should be obtained from him as to +the management of the place. But this subject had not been mooted +as yet, because Fenwick felt that if he once acknowledged that the +runaway might continue to be a runaway, his chance of bringing the +man back to his own home would be much lessened. As yet, however, he +had made no impression in that direction. At last they parted on an +understanding that they were to breakfast together the next morning +at Fenwick's hotel, and then go to the eleven o'clock Sunday service +at a certain noted metropolitan church. At breakfast, and during +the walk to church, Fenwick said not a word to his friend about +Bullhampton. He talked of church services, of ritual, of the +quietness of a Sunday in London, and of the Sunday occupations of +three millions of people not a fourth of whom attend divine service. +He chose any subject other than that of which Gilmore was thinking. +But as soon as they were out of church he made another attack upon +him. "After that, Harry, don't you feel like trying to do your duty?" + +"I feel that I can't fly because my wing is broken," said the Squire. + +They spent the whole of the afternoon and evening together, but no +good was done. Gilmore, as far as he had a plan, intended to go +abroad, travel to the East, or to the West,--or to the South, if so +it came about. The Privets might be let if any would choose to take +the place. As far as he was concerned his income from his tenants +would be more than he wanted. "As for doing them any good, I never +did them any good," he said, as he parted from the Vicar for the +night. "If they can't live on the land without my being at home, I am +sure they won't if I stay there." + + + + +CHAPTER LXIX. + +THE TRIAL. + + +The miller, as he was starting from his house door, had called +his daughter by her own name for the first time since her return +home,--and Carry had been comforted. But no further comfort came +to her during her journey to Salisbury from her father's speech. +He hardly spoke the whole morning, and when he did say a word as +to any matter on the work they had in hand, his voice was low and +melancholy. Carry knew well, as did every one at Bullhampton, that +her father was a man not much given to conversation, and she had not +expected him to talk to her; but the silence, together with the load +at her heart as to the ordeal of her examination, was very heavy on +her. If she could have asked questions, and received encouragement, +she could have borne her position comparatively with ease. + +The instructions with which the miller was furnished required that +Carry Brattle should present herself at a certain office in Salisbury +at a certain hour on that Wednesday. Exactly at that hour she and +her father were at the place indicated, already having visited their +lodgings at Mrs. Stiggs'. They were then told that they would not be +again wanted on that day, but that they must infallibly be in the +Court the next morning at half-past nine. The attorney's clerk whom +they saw, when he learned that Sam Brattle was not yet in Salisbury, +expressed an opinion as to that young man's iniquity which led Carry +to think that he was certainly in more danger than either of the +prisoners. As they left the office, she suggested to her father that +a message should be immediately sent to Bullhampton after Sam. "Let +'un be," said the miller; and it was all that he did say. On that +evening they retired to the interior of one of the bedrooms at +Trotter's Buildings, at four o'clock in the afternoon, and did not +leave the house again. Anything more dreary than those hours could +not be imagined. The miller, who was accustomed to work hard all +day and then to rest, did not know what to do with his limbs. +Carry, seeing his misery, and thinking rather of that than her own, +suggested to him that they should go out and walk round the town. +"Bide as thee be," said the miller; "it ain't no time now for showing +theeself." Carry took the rebuke without a word, but turned her head +to hide her tears. + +And the next day was worse, because it was longer. Exactly at +half-past nine they were down at the court; and there they hung about +till half-past ten. Then they were told that their affair would not +be brought on till the Friday, but that at half-past nine on that +day, it would undoubtedly be commenced; and that if Sam was not there +then, it would go very hard with Sam. The miller, who was beginning +to lose his respect for the young man from whom he received these +communications, muttered something about Sam being all right. "You'll +find he won't be all right if he isn't here at half-past nine +to-morrow," said the young man. "There is them as their bark is worse +than their bite," said the miller. Then they went back to Trotter's +Buildings, and did not stir outside of Mrs. Stiggs' house throughout +the whole day. + +On the Friday, which was in truth to be the day of the trial, they +were again in court at half-past nine; and there, as we have seen, +they were found, two hours later, by Mr. Fenwick, waiting patiently +while the great preliminary affair of the dealer in meat was being +settled. At that hour Sam had not made his appearance; but between +twelve and one he sauntered into the comfortless room in which Carry +was still sitting with her father. The sight of him was a joy to poor +Carry, as he would speak to her, and tell her something of what was +going on. "I'm about in time for the play, father," he said, coming +up to them. The miller picked up his hat, and scratched his head, and +muttered something. But there had been a sparkle in his eye when he +saw Sam. In truth, the sight in all the world most agreeable to the +old man's eyes was the figure of his youngest son. To the miller no +Apollo could have been more perfect in beauty, and no Hercules more +useful in strength. Carry's sweet woman's brightness had once been as +dear to him,--but all that had now passed away. + +"Is it a'going all through?" asked the miller, referring to the mill. + +"Running as pretty as a coach-and-four when I left at seven this +morning," said Sam. + +"And how did thee come?" + +"By the marrow-bone stage, as don't pay no tolls; how else?" The +miller did not express a single word of approbation, but he looked +up and down at his son's legs and limbs, delighted to think that +the young man was at work in the mill this morning, had since that +walked seventeen miles, and now stood before them showing no sign of +fatigue. + +"What are they a'doing on now, Sam?" asked Carry, in a whisper. Sam +had already been into the court, and was able to inform them that +the "big swell of all was making a speech, in which he was telling +everybody every 'varsal thing about it. And what do you think, +father?" + +"I don't think nothing," said the miller. + +"They've been and found Trumbull's money-box buried in old mother +Burrows's garden at Pycroft." Carry uttered the slightest possible +scream as she heard this, thinking of the place which she had known +so well. "Dash my buttons if they ain't," continued Sam. "It's about +up with 'em now." + +"They'll be hung--of course," said the miller. + +"What asses men is," said Sam; "--to go to bury the box there! Why +didn't they smash it into atoms?" + +"Them as goes crooked in big things is like to go crooked in little," +said the miller. + +At about two Sam and Carry were told to go into Court, and way +was made for the old man to accompany them. At that moment the +cross-examination was being continued of the man who, early on the +Sunday morning, had seen the Grinder with his companion in the cart +on the road leading towards Pycroft Common. A big burly barrister, +with a broad forehead and grey eyes, was questioning this witness as +to the identity of the men in the cart; and at every answer that he +received he turned round to the jury as though he would say "There, +then, what do you think of the case now, when such a man as that is +brought before you to give evidence?" "You will swear, then, that +these two men who are here in the dock were the two men you saw that +morning in that cart?" The witness said that he would so swear. "You +knew them both before, of course?" The witness declared that he had +never seen either of them before in his life. "And you expect the +jury to believe, now that the lives of these men depend on their +believing it, that after the lapse of a year you can identify these +two men, whom you had never seen before, and who were at that time +being carried along the road at the rate of eight or ten miles an +hour?" The witness, who had already encountered a good many of these +questions, and who was inclined to be rough rather than timid, said +that he didn't care twopence what the jury believed. It was simply +his business to tell what he knew. Then the judge looked at that +wicked witness,--who had talked in this wretched, jeering way about +twopence!--looked at him over his spectacles, and shaking his head as +though with pity at that witness's wickedness, cautioned him as to +the peril of his body, making, too, a marked reference to the peril +of his soul by that melancholy wagging of the head. Then the burly +barrister with the broad forehead looked up beseechingly to the jury. +Was it right that any man should be hung for any offence against whom +such a witness as this was brought up to give testimony? It was the +manifest feeling of the crowd in the court that the witness himself +ought to be hung immediately. "You may go down, sir," said the burly +barrister, giving an impression to those who looked on, but did not +understand, that the case was over as far as it depended on that +man's evidence. The burly barrister himself was not so sanguine. +He knew very well that the judge who had wagged his head in so +melancholy a way at the iniquity of a witness who had dared to +say that he didn't care twopence, would, when he was summing up, +refer to the presence of the two prisoners in the cart as a thing +fairly supported by evidence. The amount of the burly barrister's +achievement was simply this,--that for the moment a sort of sympathy +was excited on behalf of the prisoners by the disapprobation which +was aroused against the wicked man who hadn't cared twopence. +Sympathy, like electricity, will run so quick that no man may stop +it. If sympathy might be made to run through the jury-box there might +perchance be a man or two there weak enough to entertain it to the +prejudice of his duty on that day. The hopes of the burly barrister +in this matter did not go further than that. + +Then there was another man put forward who had seen neither of the +prisoners, but had seen the cart and pony at Pycroft Common, and had +known that the cart and pony were for the time in the possession of +the Grinder. He was questioned by the burly barrister about himself +rather than about his evidence; and when he had been made to own that +he had been five times in prison, the burly barrister was almost +justified in the look he gave to the jury, and he shook his head as +though in sorrow that his learned friend on the other side should +have dared to bring such a man as that before them as a witness. + +Various others were brought up and examined before poor Carry's turn +had come; and on each occasion, as one after another was dismissed +from the hands of the burly barrister, here one crushed and +confounded, there another loud and triumphant, her heart was almost +in her throat. And yet though she so dreaded the moment when it +should come, there was a sense of wretched disappointment in that +she was kept waiting. It was now between four and five, and whispers +began to be rife that the Crown would not finish their case that day. +There was much trouble and more amusement with the old woman who +had been Trumbull's housekeeper. She was very deaf; but it had been +discovered that there was an old friendship between her and the +Grinder's mother, and that she had at one time whispered the fact of +the farmer's money into the ears of Mrs. Burrows of Pycroft Common. +Deaf as she was, she was made to admit this. Mrs. Burrows was also +examined, but she would admit nothing. She had never heard of the +money, or of Farmer Trumbull, or of the murder,--not till the world +heard of it, and she knew nothing about her son's doings or comings +or goings. No doubt she had given shelter to a young woman at the +request of a friend of her son, the young woman paying her ten +shillings a week for her board and lodging. That young woman was +Carry Brattle. Her son and that young man had certainly been at her +house together; but she could not at all say whether they had been +there on that Sunday morning. Perhaps, of all who had been examined +Mrs. Burrows was the most capable witness, for the lawyer who +examined her on behalf of the Crown was able to extract absolutely +nothing from her. When she turned herself round with an air of +satisfaction, to face the questions of the burly barrister, she was +told that he had no question to ask her. "It's all as one to me, +sir," said Mrs. Burrows, as she smoothed her apron and went down. + +And then it was poor Carry's turn. When the name of Caroline Brattle +was called she turned her eyes beseechingly to her father, as though +hoping that he would accompany her in this the dreaded moment of her +punishment. She caught him convulsively by the sleeve of the coat, as +she was partly dragged and partly shoved on towards the little box +in which she was to take her stand. He accompanied her to the foot +of the two or three steps which she was called on to ascend, but of +course he could go no further with her. + +"I'll bide nigh thee, Carry," he said; and it was the only word which +he had spoken to comfort her that day. It did, however, serve to +lessen her present misery, and added something to her poor stock of +courage. "Your name is Caroline Brattle?" "And you were living on the +thirty-first of last August with Mrs. Burrows at Pycroft Common?" "Do +you remember Sunday the thirty-first of August?" These, and two or +three other questions like them were asked by a young barrister in +the mildest tone he could assume. "Speak out, Miss Brattle," he said, +"and then there will be nothing to trouble you." "Yes, sir," she +said, in answer to each of the questions, still almost in a whisper. + +Nothing to trouble her, and all the eyes of that cruel world around +fixed upon her! Nothing to trouble her, and every ear on the alert +to hear her,--young and pretty as she was,--confess her own shame +in that public court! Nothing to trouble her, when she would so +willingly have died to escape the agony that was coming on her! For +she knew that it would come. Though she had never been in a court of +law before, and had had no one tell her what would happen, she knew +that the question would be asked. She was sure that she would be made +to say what she had been before all that crowd of men. + +The evidence which she could give, though it was material, was very +short. John Burrows and Lawrence Acorn had come to the cottage on +Pycroft Common on that Sunday morning, and there she had seen both +of them. It was daylight when they came, but still it was very early. +She had not observed the clock, but she thought that it may have +been about five. The men were in and out of the house, but they had +some breakfast. She had risen from bed to help to get them their +breakfast. If anything had been buried by them in the garden, she +had known nothing of it. She had then received three sovereigns from +Acorn, whom she was engaged to marry. From that day to the present +she had never seen either of the men. As soon as she heard of the +suspicion against Acorn, and that he had fled, she conceived her +engagement to be at an end. All this she testified, with infinite +difficulty, in so low a voice that a man was sworn to stand by her +and repeat her answers aloud to the jury;--and then she was handed +over to the burly barrister. + +She had been long enough in the court to perceive, and had been +clever enough to learn, that this man would be her enemy. Though +she had been unable to speak aloud in answering the counsel for +the prosecution, she had quite understood that the man was her +friend,--that he was only putting to her those questions which +must be asked,--and questions which she could answer without much +difficulty. But when she was told to attend to what the other +gentleman would say to her, then, indeed, her poor heart failed her. + +It came at once. "My dear, I believe you have been indiscreet?" +The words, perhaps, had been chosen with some idea of mercy, but +certainly there was no mercy in the tone. The man's voice was loud, +and there was something in it almost of a jeer,--something which +seemed to leave an impression on the hearer that there had been +pleasure in the asking it. She struggled to make an answer, and the +monosyllable, yes, was formed by her lips. The man who was acting as +her mouthpiece stooped down his ears to her lips, and then shook his +head. Assuredly no sound had come from them that could have reached +his sense, had he been ever so close. The burly barrister waited in +patience, looking now at her, and now round at the court. "I must +have an answer. I say that I believe you have been indiscreet. You +know, I dare say, what I mean. Yes or no will do; but I must have +an answer." She glanced round for an instant, trying to catch her +father's eye; but she could see nothing; everything seemed to swim +before her except the broad face of that burly barrister. "Has she +given any answer?" he asked of the mouthpiece; and the mouthpiece +again shook his head. The heart of the mouthpiece was tender, and he +was beginning to hate the burly barrister. "My dear," said the burly +barrister, "the jury must have the information from you." + +Then gradually there was heard through the court the gurgling sounds +of irrepressible sobs,--and with them there came a moan from the old +man, who was only divided from his daughter by the few steps,--which +was understood by the whole crowd. The story of the poor girl, in +reference to the trial, had been so noised about that it was known +to all the listeners. That spark of sympathy, of which we have said +that its course cannot be arrested when it once finds its way into +a crowd, had been created, and there was hardly present then one, +either man or woman, who would not have prayed that Carry Brattle +might be spared if it were possible. There was a juryman there, a +father with many daughters, who thought that it might not misbecome +him to put forward such a prayer himself. + +"Perhaps it mayn't be necessary," said the soft-hearted juryman. + +But the burly barrister was not a man who liked to be taught his duty +by any one in court,--not even by a juryman,--and his quick intellect +immediately told him that he must seize the spark of sympathy in +its flight. It could not be stopped, but it might be turned to his +own purpose. It would not suffice for him now that he should simply +defend the question he had asked. The court was showing its aptitude +for pathos, and he also must be pathetic on his own side. He knew +well enough that he could not arrest public opinion which was going +against him, by shewing that his question was a proper question; but +he might do so by proving at once how tender was his own heart. + +"It is a pain and grief to me," said he, "to bring sorrow upon +any one. But look at those prisoners at the bar, whose lives are +committed to my charge, and know that I, as their advocate, love them +while they are my clients as well as any father can love his child. I +will spend myself for them, even though it may be at the risk of the +harsh judgment of those around me. It is my duty to prove to the jury +on their behalf that the life of this young woman has been such as +to invalidate her testimony against them;--and that duty I shall do, +fearless of the remarks of any one. Now I ask you again, Caroline +Brattle, whether you are not one of the unfortunates?" + +This attempt of the burly barrister was to a certain extent +successful. The juryman who had daughters of his own had been put +down, and the barrister had given, at any rate, an answer to the +attack that had been silently made on him by the feeling of the +court. Let a man be ready with a reply, be it ever so bad a reply, +and any attack is parried. But Carry had given no answer to the +question, and those who looked at her thought it very improbable that +she would be able to do so. She had clutched the arm of the man who +stood by her, and in the midst of her sobs was looking round with +snatched, quick, half-completed glances for protection to the spot on +which her father and brother were standing. The old man had moaned +once; but after that he uttered no sound. He stood leaning on his +stick with his eyes fixed upon the ground, quite motionless. Sam was +standing with his hands grasping the woodwork before him and his bold +gaze fastened on the barrister's face, as though he were about to fly +at him. The burly barrister saw it all and perceived that more was to +be gained by sparing than by persecuting his witness, and resolved to +let her go. + +"I believe that will do," he said. "Your silence tells all that I +wish the jury to know. You may go down." Then the man who had acted +as mouthpiece led Carry away, delivered her up to her father, and +guided them both out of court. + +They went back to the room in which they had before been seated, and +there they waited for Sam, who was called into the witness-box as +they left the court. + +"Oh, father," said Carry, as soon as the old man was again placed +upon the bench. And she stood over him, and put her hand upon his +neck. + +"We've won through it, girl, and let that be enough," said the +miller. Then she sat down close by his side, and not another word was +spoken by them till Sam returned. + +Sam's evidence was, in fact, but of little use. He had had dealings +with Acorn, who had introduced him to Burrows, and had known the two +men at the old woman's cottage on the Common. When he was asked, what +these dealings had been, he said they were honest dealings. + +"About your sister's marriage?" suggested the crown lawyer. + +"Well,--yes," said Sam. And then he stated that the men had come over +to Bullhampton and that he had accompanied them as they walked round +Farmer Trumbull's house. He had taken them into the Vicar's garden; +and then he gave an account of the meeting there with Mr. Fenwick. +After that he had known and seen nothing of the men. When he +testified so far he was handed over to the burly barrister. + +The burly barrister tried all he knew, but he could make nothing of +this witness. A question was asked him, the true answer to which +would have implied that his sister's life had been disreputable. When +this was asked Sam declared that he would not say a word about his +sister one way or the other. His sister had told them all she knew +about the murder, and now he had told them all he knew. He protested +that he was willing to answer any questions they might ask him about +himself; but about his sister he would answer none. When told that +the information desired might be got in a more injurious way from +other sources, he became rather impudent. + +"Then you may go to--other sources," he said. + +He was threatened with all manner of pains and penalties; but he made +nothing of these threats, and was at last allowed to leave the box. +When his evidence was completed the trial was adjourned for another +day. + +Though it was then late in the afternoon the three Brattles returned +home that night. There was a train which took them to the Bullhampton +Road station, and from thence they walked to the mill. It was a weary +journey both for the poor girl and for the old man; but anything was +better than delay for another night in Trotter's Buildings. And then +the miller was unwilling to be absent from his mill one hour longer +than was necessary. When there came to be a question whether he could +walk, he laughed the difficulty to scorn in his quiet way. "Why +shouldn't I walk it? Ain't I got to 'arn my bread every day?" + +It was ten o'clock when they reached the mill, and Mrs. Brattle, not +expecting them at that hour, was in bed. But Fanny was up, and did +what she could to comfort them. But no one could ever comfort old +Brattle. He was not susceptible to soft influences. It may almost +be said that he condemned himself because he gave way to the daily +luxury of a pipe. He believed in plenty of food, because food for the +workman is as coals to the steam-engine, as oats to the horse,--the +raw material out of which the motive power of labour must be made. +Beyond eating and working a man had little to do, but just to wait +till he died. That was his theory of life in these his latter days; +and yet he was a man with keen feelings and a loving heart. + +But Carry was comforted when her sister's arms were around her. "They +asked me if I was bad," she said, "and I thought I should a' died, +and I never answered them a word,--and at last they let me go." +When Fanny inquired whether their father had been kind to her, she +declared that he had been "main kind." "But, oh, Fanny! if he'd only +say a word, it would warm one's heart; wouldn't it?" + +On the following evening news reached Bullhampton that the Grinder +had been convicted and sentenced to death, but that Lawrence Acorn +had been acquitted. The judge, in his summing up, had shown that +certain evidence which applied to the Grinder had not applied to his +comrade in the dock, and the jury had been willing to take any excuse +for saving one man from the halter. + + + + +CHAPTER LXX. + +THE FATE OF THE PUDDLEHAMITES. + + +Fenwick and Gilmore breakfasted together on the morning that the +former left London for Bullhampton; and by that time the Vicar had +assured himself that it would be quite impossible to induce his +friend to go back to his home. "I shall turn up after some years if +I live," said the Squire; "and I suppose I shan't think so much about +it then; but for the present I will not go to the place." + +He authorised Fenwick to do what he pleased about the house and +the gardens, and promised to give instructions as to the sale of +his horses. If the whole place were not let, the bailiff might, he +suggested, carry on the farm himself. When he was urged as to his +duty, he again answered by his illustration of the man without a leg. +"It may be all very true," he said, "that a man ought to walk, but if +you cut off his leg he can't walk." Fenwick at last found that there +was nothing more to be said, and he was constrained to take his +leave. + +"May I tell her that you forgive her?" the Vicar asked, as they were +walking together up and down the station in the Waterloo Road. + +"She will not care a brass farthing for my forgiveness," said +Gilmore. + +"You wrong her there. I am sure that nothing would give her so much +comfort as such a message." + +Gilmore walked half the length of the platform before he replied. +"What is the good of telling a lie about it?"--he said, at last. + +"I certainly would not tell a lie." + +"Then I can't say that I forgive her. How is a man to forgive such +treatment? If I said that I did, you wouldn't believe me. I will keep +out of her way, and that will be better for her than forgiving her." + +"Some of your wrath, I fear, falls to my lot?" said the Vicar. + +"No, Frank. You and your wife have done the best for me all +through,--as far as you thought was best." + +"We have meant to do so." + +"And if she has been false to me as no woman was ever false before, +that is not your fault. As for the jewels, tell your wife to lock +them up,--or to throw them away if she likes that better. My +brother's wife will have them some day, I suppose." Now his brother +was in India, and his brother's wife he had never seen. Then there +was a pledge given that Gilmore would inform his friend by letter of +his future destination, and so they parted. + +This was on the Tuesday, and Fenwick had desired that his gig might +meet him at the Bullhampton Road station. He had learned by this time +of the condemnation of one man for the murder, and the acquittal of +the other, and was full of the subject when his groom was seated +beside him. Had the Brattles come back to the mill? And what of +Sam? And what did the people say about Acorn's escape? These, and +many other questions he asked, but he found that his servant was +so burdened with a matter of separate and of infinitely greater +interest, that he could not be got to give his mind to the late +trial. He believed the Brattles were back; he had seen nothing of +Sam; he didn't know anything about Acorn; but the new chapel was +going to be pulled down. + +"What!" exclaimed the Vicar;--"not at once?" + +"So they was saying, sir, when I come away. And the men was at +it,--that is, standing all about. And there is to be no more +preaching, sir. And missus was out in the front looking at 'em as I +drove out of the yard." + +Fenwick asked twenty questions, but could obtain no other information +than was given in the first announcement of these astounding news. +And as he entered the vicarage he was still asking questions, and the +man was still endeavouring to express his own conviction that that +horrible, damnable, and most heart-breaking red brick building would +be demolished, and carted clean away before the end of the week. +For the servants and dependents of the vicarage were staunch to the +interests of the church establishment, with a degree of fervour +of which the Vicar himself knew nothing. They hated Puddleham and +dissent. This groom would have liked nothing better than a commission +to punch the head of Mr. Puddleham's eldest son, a young man who had +been employed in a banker's office at Warminster, but had lately come +home because he had been found to have a taste for late hours and +public-house parlours; and had made himself busy on the question of +the chapel. The maid servants at the vicarage looked down as from a +mighty great height on the young women of Bullhampton who attended +the chapel, and the vicarage gardener, since he had found out that +the chapel stood on glebe land, and ought therefore, to be placed +under his hands, had hardly been able to keep himself off the ground. +His proposed cure for the evil that had been done,--as an immediate +remedy before erection and demolition could be carried out, was to +form the vicarage manure pit close against the chapel door,--"and +then let anybody touch our property who dares!" He had, however, been +too cautious to carry out any such strategy as this, without direct +authority from the Commander-in-Chief. "Master thinks a deal too much +on 'em," he had said to the groom, almost in disgust at the Vicar's +pusillanimity. + +When Fenwick reached his own gate there was a crowd of men loitering +around the chapel, and he got out from his gig and joined them. His +eye first fell upon Mr. Puddleham, who was standing directly in front +of the door, with his back to the building, wearing on his face +an expression of infinite displeasure. The Vicar was desirous of +assuring the minister that no steps need be taken, at any rate, +for the present, towards removing the chapel from its present +situation. But before he could speak to Mr. Puddleham he perceived +the builder from Salisbury, who appeared to be very busy,--Grimes, +the Bullhampton tradesman, so lately discomfited, but now +triumphant,--Bolt, the elder, close at Mr. Puddleham's elbow,--his +own churchwarden, with one or two other farmers,--and lastly, Lord +St. George himself, walking in company with Mr. Packer, the agent. +Many others from the village were there, so that there was quite +a public meeting on the bit of ground which had been appropriated +to Mr. Puddleham's preachings. Fenwick, as soon as he saw Lord St. +George, accosted him before he spoke to the others. + +"My friend Mr. Puddleham," said he, "seems to have the benefit of a +distinguished congregation this morning." + +"The last, I fear, he will ever have on this spot," said the lord, as +he shook hands with the Vicar. + +"I am very sorry to hear you say so, my lord. Of course, I don't know +what you are doing, and I can't make Mr. Puddleham preach here, if he +be not willing." + +Mr. Puddleham had now joined them. "I am ready and willing," said he, +"to do my duty in that sphere of life to which it has pleased God to +call me." And it was evident that he thought that the sphere to which +he had been called was that special chapel opposite to the vicarage +entrance. + +"As I was saying," continued the Vicar, "I have neither the wish nor +the power to control my neighbour; but, as far as I am concerned, no +step need be taken to displace him. I did not like this site for the +chapel at first; but I have got quit of all that feeling, and Mr. +Puddleham may preach to his heart's content,--as he will, no doubt, +to his hearers' welfare, and will not annoy me in the least." On +hearing this, Mr. Puddleham pushed his hat off his forehead and +looked up and frowned, as though the levity of expression in which +his rival indulged, was altogether unbecoming the solemnity of the +occasion. + +"Mr. Fenwick," said the lord, "we have taken advice, and we find the +thing ought to be done,--and to be done instantly. The leading men of +the congregation are quite of that view." + +"They are of course unwilling to oppose your noble father, my lord," +said the minister. + +"And to tell you the truth, Mr. Fenwick," continued Lord St. George, +"you might be put, most unjustly, into a peck of troubles if we did +not do this. You have no right to let the glebe on a building lease, +even if you were willing, and high ecclesiastical authority would +call upon you at once to have the nuisance removed." + +"Nuisance, my lord!" said Mr. Puddleham, who had seen with half an +eye that the son was by no means worthy of the father. + +"Well, yes,--placed in the middle of the Vicar's ground! What would +you say if Mr. Fenwick demanded leave to use your parlour for his +vestry room, and to lock up his surplice in your cupboard?" + +"I'm sure he'd try it on before he'd had it a day," said the Vicar, +"and very well he'd look in it," whereupon the minister again raised +his hat, and again frowned. + +"The long and the short of it is," continued the lord, "that we've, +among us, made a most absurd mistake, and the sooner we put it right +the better. My father, feeling that our mistake has led to all the +others, and that we have caused all this confusion, thinks it to be +his duty to pull the chapel down and build it up on the site before +proposed near the cross roads. We'll begin at once, and hope to get +it done by Christmas. In the mean time, Mr. Puddleham has consented +to go back to the old chapel." + +"Why not let him stay here till the other is finished?" asked the +Vicar. + +"My dear sir," replied the lord, "we are going to transfer the chapel +body and bones. If we were Yankees we should know how to do it +without pulling it in pieces. As it is, we've got to do it piecemeal. +So now, Mr. Hickbody," he continued, turning round to the builder +from Salisbury, "you may go to work at once. The Marquis will be much +obliged to you if you will press it on." + +"Certainly, my lord," said Mr. Hickbody, taking off his hat. "We'll +put on quite a body of men, my lord, and his lordship's commands +shall be obeyed." + +After which Lord St. George and Mr. Fenwick withdrew together from +the chapel and walked into the vicarage. + +"If all that be absolutely necessary--" began the Vicar. + +"It is, Mr. Fenwick; we've made a mistake." Lord St. George always +spoke of his father as "we," when there came upon him the necessity +of retrieving his father's errors. "And our only way out of it is +to take the bull by the horns at once and put the thing right. It +will cost us about L700, and then there is the bore of having to own +ourselves to be wrong. But that is much better than a fight." + +"I should not have fought." + +"You would have been driven to fight. And then there is the one +absolute fact;--the chapel ought not to be there. And now I've one +other word to say. Don't you think this quarrelling between clergyman +and landlord is bad for the parish?" + +"Very bad indeed, Lord St. George." + +"Now I'm not going to measure out censure, or to say that we have +been wrong, or that you have been wrong." + +"If you do I shall defend myself," said the Vicar. + +"Exactly so. But if bygones can be bygones there need be neither +offence nor defence." + +"What can a clergyman think, Lord St. George, when the landlord of +his parish writes letters against him to his bishop, maligning his +private character, and spreading reports for which there is not the +slightest foundation?" + +"Mr. Fenwick, is that the way in which you let bygones be bygones?" + +"It is very hard to say that I can forget such an injury." + +"My father, at any rate, is willing to forget,--and, as he hopes, +to forgive. In all disputes each party of course thinks that he has +been right. If you, for the sake of the parish, and for the sake of +Christian charity and goodwill, are ready to meet him half way, all +this ill-will may be buried in the ground." + +What could the Vicar do? He felt that he was being cunningly cheated +out of his grievance. He would have had not a minute's hesitation as +to forgiving the Marquis, had the Marquis owned himself to be wrong. +But he was now invited to bury the hatchet on even terms, and he knew +that the terms should not be even. And he resented all this the more +in his heart because he understood very well how clever and cunning +was the son of his enemy. He did not like to be cheated out of his +forgiveness. But after all, what did it matter? Would it not be +enough for him to know, himself, that he had been right? Was it +not much to feel himself free from all pricks of conscience in the +matter? + +"If Lord Trowbridge is willing to let it all pass," said he, "so am +I." + +"I am delighted," said Lord St. George, with spirit; "I will not come +in now, because I have already overstayed my time, but I hope you may +hear from my father before long in a spirit of kindness." + + + + +CHAPTER LXXI. + +THE END OF MARY LOWTHER'S STORY. + + +Sir Gregory Marrable's headache was not of long duration. Allusion +is here made to that especial headache under the acute effects of +which he had taken so very unpromising a farewell of his nephew and +heir. It lasted, however, for two or three days, during which he had +frequent consultations with Mrs. Brownlow, and had one conversation +with Edith. He was disappointed, sorry, and sore at heart because the +desire on which he had set his mind could not be fulfilled; but he +was too weak to cling either to his hope or to his anger. His own son +had gone from him, and this young man must be his heir and the owner +of Dunripple. No doubt he might punish the young man by excluding +him from any share of ownership for the present; but there would be +neither comfort nor advantage in that. It is true that he might save +any money that Walter would cost him, and give it to Edith,--but such +a scheme of saving for such a purpose was contrary to the old man's +nature. He wanted to have his heir near him at Dunripple. He hated +the feeling of desolation which was presented to him by the idea of +Dunripple without some young male Marrable at hand to help him. He +desired, unconsciously, to fill up the void made by the death of his +son with as little trouble as might be. And therefore he consulted +Mrs. Brownlow. + +Mrs. Brownlow was clearly of opinion that he had better take his +nephew, with the encumbrance of Mary Lowther, and make them both +welcome to the house. "We have all heard so much good of Miss +Lowther, you know," said Mrs. Brownlow, "and she is not at all the +same as a stranger." + +"That is true," said Sir Gregory, willing to be talked over. + +"And then, you know, who can say whether Edith would ever have liked +him or not. You never can tell what way a young woman's feelings will +go." + +On hearing this Sir Gregory uttered some sound intended to express +mildly a divergence of opinion. He did not doubt but what Edith would +have been quite willing to fall in love with Walter, had all things +been conformable to her doing so. Mrs. Brownlow did not notice this +as she continued,--"At any rate the poor girl would suffer dreadfully +now if she were allowed to think that you should be divided from +your nephew by your regard for her. Indeed, she could hardly stay at +Dunripple if that were so." + +Mrs. Brownlow in a mild way suggested that nothing should be said to +Edith, and Sir Gregory gave half a promise that he would be silent. +But it was against his nature not to speak. When the moment came the +temptation to say something that could be easily said, and which +would produce some mild excitement, was always too strong for him. +"My dear," he said, one evening, when Edith was hovering round his +chair, "you remember what I once said to you about your cousin +Walter?" + +"About Captain Marrable, uncle?" + +"Well,--he is just the same as a cousin;--it turns out that he is +engaged to marry another cousin,--Mary Lowther." + +"She is his real cousin, Uncle Gregory." + +"I never saw the young lady,--that I know of." + +"Nor have I,--but I've heard so much about her! And everybody says +she is nice. I hope they'll come and live here." + +"I don't know yet, my dear." + +"He told me all about it when he was here." + +"Told you he was going to be married?" + +"No, uncle, he did not tell me that exactly;--but he said +that--that--. He told me how much he loved Mary Lowther, and a great +deal about her, and I felt sure it would come so." + +"Then you are aware that what I had hinted about you and Walter--" + +"Don't talk about that, Uncle Gregory. I knew that it was ever so +unlikely, and I didn't think about it. You are so good to me that of +course I couldn't say anything. But you may be sure he is ever so +much in love with Miss Lowther; and I do hope we shall be so fond of +her!" + +Sir Gregory was pacified and his headache for the time was cured. He +had had his little scheme, and it had failed. Edith was very good, +and she should still be his pet and his favourite,--but Walter +Marrable should be told that he might marry and bring his bride to +Dunripple, and that if he would sell out of his regiment, the family +lawyer should be instructed to make such arrangements for him as +would have been made had he actually been a son. There would be some +little difficulty about the colonel's rights; but the colonel had +already seized upon so much that it could not but be easy to deal +with him. On the next morning the letter was written to Walter by +Mrs. Brownlow herself. + +About a week after this Mary Lowther, who was waiting at Loring with +an outward show of patience, but with much inward anxiety for further +tidings from her lover, received two letters, one from Walter, and +the other from her friend, Janet Fenwick. The reader shall see those, +and the replies which Mary made to them, and then our whole story +will have been told as far as the loves, and hopes, and cares, and +troubles of Mary Lowther are concerned. + + + Bullhampton, 1st September. + + DEAREST MARY, + + I write a line just because I said I would. Frank went + up to London last week and was away one Sunday. He found + his poor friend in town and was with him for two or three + days. He has made up his mind to let the Privets, and go + abroad, and nothing that Frank could say would move him. + I do not know whether it may not be for the best. We shall + lose such a neighbour as we never shall have again. He + was the same as a brother to both of us; and I can only + say, that loving him like a brother, I endeavoured to + do the best for him that I could. This I do know;--that + nothing on earth shall ever tempt me to set my hand at + match-making again. But it was alluring,--the idea of + bringing my two dearest friends near me together. + + If you have anything to tell me of your happiness, I shall + be delighted to hear it; I will not set my heart against + this other man;--but you can hardly expect me to say that + he will be as much to me as might have been that other. + God bless you, + + Your most affectionate friend, + + JANET FENWICK. + + I must tell you the fate of the chapel. They are already + pulling it down, and carting away the things to the other + place. They are doing it so quick, that it will all be + gone before we know where we are. I own I am glad. As + for Frank, I really believe he'd rather let it remain. + But this is not all. The Marquis has promised that we + shall hear from him "in a spirit of kindness." I wonder + what this will come to? It certainly was not a spirit of + kindness that made him write to the bishop and call Frank + an infidel. + + +And this was the other letter. + + + Barracks, 1st September, 186--. + + DEAREST LOVE, + + I hope this will be one of the last letters I shall write + from this abominable place, for I am going to sell out at + once. It is all settled, and I'm to be a sort of deputy + Squire at Dunripple, under my uncle. As that is to be my + fate in life, I may as well begin it at once. But that's + not the whole of my fate, nor the best of it. You are to + be admitted as deputy Squiress,--or rather as Squiress + in chief, seeing that you will be mistress of the house. + Dearest Mary, may I hope that you won't object to the + promotion? + + I have had a long letter from Mrs. Brownlow; and I ran + over yesterday and saw my uncle. I was so hurried that + I could not write from Dunripple. I would send you Mrs. + Brownlow's letter, only perhaps it would not be quite + fair. I dare say you will see it some day. She says ever + so much about you, and as complimentary as possible. + And then she declares her purpose to resign all rights, + honours, pains, privileges, and duties of mistress + of Dunripple into your hands as soon as you are Mrs. + Marrable. And this she repeated yesterday with some + stateliness, and a great deal of high-minded resignation. + But I don't mean to laugh at her, because I know she means + to do what is right. + + My own, own, Mary, write me a line instantly to say that + it is right,--and to say also that you agree with me that + as it is to be done, 'twere well it were done quickly. + + Yours always, with all my heart, + + W. M. + + +It was of course necessary that Mary should consult with her aunt +before she answered the second letter. Of that which she received +from Mrs. Fenwick she determined to say nothing. Why should she ever +mention to her aunt again a name so painful to her as that of Mr. +Gilmore? The thinking of him could not be avoided. In this, the great +struggle of her life, she had endeavoured to do right, and yet she +could not acquit herself of evil. But the pain, though it existed, +might at least be kept out of sight. + +"And so you are to go and live at Dunripple at once," said Miss +Marrable. + +"I suppose we shall." + +"Ah, well! It's all right, I'm sure. Of course there is not a word to +be said against it. I hope Sir Gregory won't die before the Colonel. +That's all." + +"The Colonel is his father, you know." + +"I hope there may not come to be trouble about it, that's all. I +shall be very lonely, but of course I had to expect that." + +"You'll come to us, Aunt Sarah? You'll be as much there as here." + +"Thank you, dear. I don't quite know about that. Sir Gregory is all +very well; but one does like one's own house." + +From all which Mary understood that her dear aunt still wished that +she might have had her own way in disposing of her niece's hand,--as +her dear friends at Bullhampton had wished to have theirs. + +The following were the answers from Mary to the two letters given +above;-- + + + Loring, 3rd September, 186--. + + DEAR JANET, + + I am very, very, very sorry. I do not know what more I can + say. I meant to do well all through. When I first told Mr. + Gilmore that it could not be as he wished it, I was right. + When I made up my mind that it must be so at last, I was + right also. I fear I cannot say so much of myself as to + that middle step which I took, thinking it was best to do + as I was bidden. I meant to be right, but of course I was + wrong, and I am very, very sorry. Nevertheless, I am much + obliged to you for writing to me. Of course I cannot but + desire to know what he does. If he writes and seems to be + happy on his travels, pray tell me. + + I have much to tell you of my own happiness,--though, in + truth, I feel a remorse at being happy when I have caused + so much unhappiness. Walter is to sell out and to live + at Dunripple, and I also am to live there when we are + married. I suppose it will not be long now. I am writing + to him to-day, though I do not yet know what I shall say + to him. Sir Gregory has assented, and arrangements are to + be made, and lawyers are to be consulted, and we are to be + what Walter calls deputy Squire and Squiress at Dunripple. + Mrs. Brownlow and Edith Brownlow are still to live there, + but I am to have the honour of ordering the dinner, and + looking wise at the housekeeper. Of course I shall feel + very strange at going into such a house. To you I may + say how much nicer it would be to go to some place that + Walter and I could have to ourselves,--as you did when you + married. But I am not such a simpleton as to repine at + that. So much has gone as I would have it that I only feel + myself to be happier than I deserve. What I shall chiefly + look forward to will be your first visit to Dunripple. + + Your most affectionate friend, + + MARY LOWTHER. + + +The other letter, as to which Mary had declared that she had not as +yet made up her own mind when she wrote to Mrs. Fenwick, was more +difficult in composition. + + + Loring, 2nd September, 186--. + + DEAREST WALTER, + + So it is all settled, and I am to be a deputy Squiress! I + have no objection to urge. As long as you are the deputy + Squire, I will be the deputy Squiress. For your sake, + my dearest, I do most heartily rejoice that the affair + is settled. I think you will be happier as a county + gentleman than you would have been in the army; and as + Dunripple must ultimately be your home,--I will say our + home,--perhaps it is as well that you, and I also, should + know it as soon as possible. Of course I am very nervous + about Mrs. Brownlow and her daughter; but though nervous I + am not fearful; and I shall prepare myself to like them. + + As to that other matter, I hardly know what answer to make + on so very quick a questioning. It was only the other + day that it was decided that it was to be;--and there + ought to be breathing time before one also decides when. + But, dear Walter, I will do nothing to interfere with + your prospects. Let me know what you think yourself; but + remember, in thinking, that a little interval for purposes + of sentiment and of stitching is always desired by the + weaker vessel on such an occasion. + + God bless you, my own one, + + Yours always and always, M. L. + + In real truth, I will do whatever you bid me. + + +Of course, after that, the marriage was not very long postponed. +Walter Marrable allowed that some grace should be given for +sentiment, and some also for stitching, but as to neither did he +feel that any long delay was needed. A week for sentiment, and two +more for the preparation of bridal adornments, he thought would be +sufficient. There was a compromise at last, as is usual in such +cases, and the marriage took place about the middle of October. No +doubt, at that time of year they went to Italy,--but of that the +present narrator is not able to speak with any certainty. This, +however, is certain,--that if they did travel abroad, Mary Marrable +travelled in daily fear lest her unlucky fate should bring her +face to face with Mr. Gilmore. Wherever they went, their tour, in +accordance with a contract made by the baronet, was terminated within +two months. For on Christmas Day Mrs. Walter Marrable was to take her +place as mistress of the house at the dinner table. + +The reader may, perhaps, desire to know whether things were made +altogether smooth with the Colonel. On this matter Messrs. Block and +Curling, the family lawyers, encountered very much trouble indeed. +The Colonel, when application was made to him, was as sweet as honey. +He would do anything for the interests of his dearest son. There did +not breathe a father on earth who cared less for himself or his own +position. But still he must live. He submitted to Messrs. Block and +Curling whether it was not necessary that he should live. Messrs. +Block and Curling explained to him very clearly that his brother, +the baronet, had nothing to do with his living or dying,--and that +towards his living he had already robbed his son of a large property. +At last, however, he would not make over his life interest in the +property, as it would come to him in the event of his brother dying +before him, except on payment of an annuity on and from that date +of L200 a year. He began by asking L500, and was then told that the +Captain would run the chance and would sue his father for the L20,000 +in the event of Sir Gregory dying before the Colonel. + +Now the narrator will bid adieu to Mary Lowther, to Loring, and to +Dunripple. The conduct of his heroine, as depicted in these pages, +will, he fears, meet with the disapprobation of many close and good +judges of female character. He has endeavoured to describe a young +woman, prompted in all her doings by a conscience wide awake, guided +by principle, willing, if need be, to sacrifice herself, struggling +always to keep herself from doing wrong, but yet causing infinite +grief to others, and nearly bringing herself to utter shipwreck, +because, for a while, she allowed herself to believe that it would be +right for her to marry a man whom she did not love. + + + + +CHAPTER LXXII. + +AT TURNOVER CASTLE. + + +Mrs. Fenwick had many quips and quirks with her husband as to those +tidings to be made in a pleasant spirit which were expected from +Turnover Castle. From the very moment that Lord St. George had given +the order,--upon the authority chiefly of the unfortunate Mr. Bolt, +who on this occasion found it to be impossible to refuse to give an +authority which a lord demanded from him,--the demolition of the +building had been commenced. Before the first Sunday came any use of +the new chapel for divine service was already impossible. On that +day Mr. Puddleham preached a stirring sermon about tabernacles in +general. "It did not matter where the people of the Lord met," he +said, "so long as they did meet to worship the Lord in a proper +spirit of independent resistance to any authority that had not come +to them from revelation. Any hedge-side was a sufficient tabernacle +for a devout Christian. But--," and then, without naming any name, he +described the Church of England as a Upas tree which, by its poison, +destroyed those beautiful flowers which strove to spring up amidst +the rank grass beneath it and to make the air sweet within its +neighbourhood. Something he said, too, of a weak sister tottering to +its base, only to be followed in its ruin by the speedy prostration +of its elder brother. All this was of course told in detail to the +Vicar; but the Vicar refused even to be interested by it. "Of course +he did," said the Vicar. "If a man is to preach, what can he preach +but his own views?" + +The tidings to be made in a pleasant spirit were not long waited +for,--or, at any rate, the first instalment of them. On the 2nd of +September there arrived a large hamper full of partridges, addressed +to Mrs. Fenwick in the Earl's own handwriting. "The very first +fruits," said the Vicar, as he went down to inspect the plentiful +provision thus made for the vicarage larder. Well;--it was certainly +better to have partridges from Turnover than accusations of +immorality and infidelity. The Vicar so declared at once, but his +wife would not at first agree with him. "I really should have such +pleasure in packing them up and sending them back," said she. + +"Indeed, you shall do nothing of the kind." + +"The idea of a basket of birds to atone for such insults and calumny +as that man has heaped on you!" + +"The birds will be only a first instalment," said the Vicar,--and +then there were more quips and quirks about that. It was presumed by +Mr. Fenwick that the second instalment would be the first pheasants +shot in October. But the second instalment came before September was +over in the shape of the following note:-- + + + Turnover Park, 20th September, 186--. + + The Marquis of Trowbridge and the Ladies Sophie and + Carolina Stowte request that Mr. and Mrs. Fenwick will do + them the honour of coming to Turnover Park on Monday the + 6th October, and staying till Saturday the 11th. + + +"That's an instalment indeed," said Mrs. Fenwick. "And now what on +earth are we to do?" The Vicar admitted that it had become very +serious. "We must either go, and endure a terrible time of it," +continued Mrs. Fenwick, "or we must show him very plainly that we +will have nothing more to do with him. I don't see why we are to be +annoyed, merely because he is a Marquis." + +"It won't be because he is a Marquis." + +"Why then? You can't say that you love the old man, or that the +Ladies Sophie and Carolina Stowte are the women you'd have me choose +for companions, or that that soapy, silky, humbugging Lord St. George +is to your taste." + +"I am not sure about St. George. He can be everything to everybody, +and would make an excellent bishop." + +"You know you don't like him, and you know also that you will have a +very bad time of it at Turnover." + +"I could shoot pheasants all the week." + +"Yes,--with a conviction at the time that the Ladies Sophie and +Carolina were calling you an infidel behind your back for doing so. +As for myself I feel perfectly certain that I should spar with them." + +"It isn't because he's a Marquis," said the Vicar, carrying on his +argument after a long pause. "If I know myself, I think I may say +that that has no allurement for me. And, to tell the truth, had he +been simply a Marquis, and had I been at liberty to indulge my own +wishes, I would never have allowed myself to be talked out of my +righteous anger by that soft-tongued son of his. But to us he is a +man of the very greatest importance, because he owns the land on +which the people live with whom we are concerned. It is for their +welfare that he and I should be on good terms together; and therefore +if you don't mind the sacrifice, I think we'll go." + +"What;--for the whole week, Frank?" + +The Vicar was of opinion that the week might be judiciously +curtailed by two days; and, consequently, Mrs. Fenwick presented her +compliments to the Ladies Sophie and Carolina Stowte, and expressed +the great pleasure which she and Mr. Fenwick would have in going to +Turnover Park on the Tuesday, and staying till the Friday. + +"So that I shall only be shooting two days," said the Vicar, "which +will modify the aspect of my infidelity considerably." + +They went to Turnover Castle. The poor old Marquis had rather a bad +time of it for the hour or two previous to their arrival. It had +become an acknowledged fact now in the county that Sam Brattle had +had nothing to do with the murder of Farmer Trumbull, and that his +acquaintance with the murderers had sprung from his desire to see his +unfortunate sister settled in marriage with a man whom he at the time +did not know to be disreputable. There had therefore been a reaction +in favour of Sam Brattle, whom the county now began to regard as +something of a hero. The Marquis, understanding all that, had come to +be aware that he had wronged the Vicar in that matter of the murder. +And then, though he had been told upon very good authority,--no less +than that of his daughters, who had been so informed by the sisters +of a most exemplary neighbouring curate,--that Mr. Fenwick was a man +who believed "just next to nothing," and would just as soon associate +with a downright Pagan like old Brattle, as with any professing +Christian,--still there was the fact of the Bishop's good opinion; +and, though the Marquis was a self-willed man, to him a bishop was +always a bishop. It was also clear to him that he had been misled in +those charges which he had made against the Vicar in that matter of +poor Carry Brattle's residence at Salisbury. Something of the truth +of the girl's history had come to the ears of the Marquis, and he +had been made to believe that he had been wrong. Then there was the +affair of the chapel, in which, under his son's advice, he was at +this moment expending L700 in rectifying the mistake which he had +made. In giving the Marquis his due we must acknowledge that he cared +but little about the money. Marquises, though they may have large +properties, are not always in possession of any number of loose +hundreds which they can throw away without feeling the loss. Nor was +the Marquis of Trowbridge so circumstanced now. But that trouble did +not gall him nearly so severely as the necessity which was on him to +rectify an error made by himself. He had done a foolish thing. Under +no circumstances should the chapel have been built on that spot. He +knew it now, and he knew that he must apologise. Noblesse oblige. +The old lord was very stupid, very wrong-headed, and sometimes very +arrogant; but he would not do a wrong if he knew it, and nothing on +earth would make him tell a wilful lie. The epithet indeed might have +been omitted; for a lie is not a lie unless it be wilful. + +Lord Trowbridge passed the hours of this Tuesday morning under +the frightful sense of the necessity for apologising;--and yet he +remembered well the impudence of the man, how he had ventured to +allude to the Ladies Stowte, likening them to--to--to--! It was +terrible to be thought of. And his lordship remembered, too, how +this man had written about the principal entrance to his own mansion +as though it had been no more than the entrance to any other man's +house! Though the thorns still rankled in his own flesh, he had to +own that he himself had been wrong. + +And he did it,--with an honesty that was beyond the reach of his much +more clever son. When the Fenwicks arrived, they were taken into the +drawing-room, in which were sitting the Ladies Sophie and Carolina +with various guests already assembled at the Castle. In a minute or +two the Marquis shuffled in and shook hands with the two new comers. +Then he shuffled about the room for another minute or two, and at +last got his arm through that of the Vicar, and led him away into his +own sanctum. "Mr. Fenwick," he said, "I think it best to express my +regret at once for two things that have occurred." + + +[Illustration: The drawing-room at Turnover Castle.] + + +"It does not signify, my lord." + +"But it does signify to me, and if you will listen to me for a moment +I shall take your doing so as a favour added to that which you have +conferred upon me in coming here." The Vicar could only bow and +listen. "I am sorry, Mr. Fenwick, that I should have written to the +bishop of this diocese in reference to your conduct." Fenwick found +it very difficult to hold his tongue when this was said. He imagined +that the Marquis was going to excuse himself about the chapel,--and +about the chapel he cared nothing at all. But as to that letter to +the bishop, he did feel that the less said about it the better. He +restrained himself, however, and the Marquis went on. "Things had +been told me, Mr. Fenwick;--and I thought that I was doing my duty." + +"It did me no harm, my lord." + +"I believe not. I had been misinformed,--and I apologise." The +Marquis paused, and the Vicar bowed. It is probable that the Vicar +did not at all know how deep at that moment were the sufferings of +the Marquis. "And now as to the chapel," continued the Marquis. + +"My lord, that is such a trifle that you must let me say that it is +not and has not been of the slightest consequence." + +"I was misled as to that bit of ground." + +"I only wish, my lord, that the chapel could stand there." + +"That is impossible. The land has been appropriated to other +purposes, and though we have all been a little in the dark about +our own rights, right must be done. I will only add that I have the +greatest satisfaction in seeing you and Mrs. Fenwick at Turnover, and +that I hope the satisfaction may often be repeated." Then he led the +way back into the drawing-room, and the evil hour had passed over his +head. + +Upon the whole, things went very well with both the Vicar and his +wife during their visit. He did go out shooting one day, and was +treated very civilly by the Turnover gamekeeper, though he was +prepared with no five-pound note at the end of his day's amusement. +When he returned to the house, his host congratulated him on his +performance just as cordially as though he had been one of the laity. +On the next day he rode over with Lord St. George to see the County +Hunt kennels, which were then at Charleycoats, and nobody seemed to +think him very wicked because he ventured to have an opinion about +hounds. Mrs. Fenwick's amusements were, perhaps, less exciting, but +she went through them with equanimity. She was taken to see the +parish schools, and was walked into the parish church,--in which the +Stowte family were possessed of an enormous recess called a pew, +but which was in truth a room, with a fireplace in it. Mrs. Fenwick +thought it did not look very much like a church; but as the Ladies +Stowte were clearly very proud of it she held her peace as to that +idea. And so the visit to Turnover Park was made, and the Fenwicks +were driven home. + +"After all, there's nothing like burying the hatchet," said he. + +"But who sharpened the hatchet?" asked Mrs. Fenwick. + +"Never mind who sharpened it. We've buried it." + + + + +CHAPTER LXXIII. + +CONCLUSION. + + +There is nothing further left to be told of this story of the village +of Bullhampton and its Vicar beyond what may be necessary to satisfy +the reader as to the condition and future prospects of the Brattle +family. The writer of these pages ventures to hope that whatever may +have been the fate in the readers' mind of that couple which are +about to settle themselves peaceably at Dunripple, and to wait there +in comfort till their own time for reigning shall have come, some +sympathy may have been felt with those humbler personages who have +lived with orderly industry at the mill,--as, also, with those who, +led away by disorderly passions, have strayed away from it, and have +come back again to the old home. + +For a couple of days after the return of the miller with his daughter +and son, very little was said about the past;--very little, at +least, in which either the father or Sam took any part. Between the +two sisters there were no doubt questions and answers by the hour +together as to every smallest detail of the occurrences at Salisbury. +And the mother almost sang hymns of joy over her child, in that the +hour which she had so much dreaded had passed by. But the miller said +not a word;--and Sam was almost equally silent. "But it be all over, +Sam?" asked his mother, anxiously one day. "For certain sure it be +all over now?" + +"There's one, mother, for whom it ain't all over yet;--poor devil." + +"But he was the--murderer, Sam." + +"So was t'other fellow. There weren't no difference. If one was more +spry to kill t'old chap than t'other, Acorn was the spryest. That's +what I think. But it's done now, and there ain't been much justice in +it. As far as I sees, there never ain't much justice. They was nigh +a-hanging o' me; and if those chaps had thought o' bringing t'old +man's box nigh the mill, instead of over by t'old woman's cottage, +they would a hung me;--outright. And then they was twelve months +about it! I don't think much on 'em." When his mother tried to +continue the conversation,--which she would have loved to do with +that morbid interest which we always take in a matter which has been +nearly fatal to us, but from which we have escaped,--Sam turned into +the mill, saying that he had had enough of it, and wouldn't have any +more. + +Then, on the third day, a report of the trial in a county newspaper +reached them. This the miller read all through, painfully, from the +beginning to the end, omitting no detail of the official occurrences. +At last, when he came to the account of Sam's evidence, he got up +from the chair on which he was sitting close to the window, and +striking his fist upon the table, made his first and last comment +upon the trial. "It was well said, Sam. Yes; though thou be'est my +own, it was well said." Then he put the paper down and walked out of +doors, and they could see that his eyes were full of tears. + +But from that time forth there came a great change in his manner to +his youngest daughter. "Well, Carry," he would say to her in the +morning, with as much outward sign of affection as he ever showed to +any one; and at night, when she came and stood over him before he +lifted his weary limbs out of his chair to take himself away to his +bed, he turned his forehead to her to be kissed, as he did to that +better daughter who had needed no forgiveness from him. Nevertheless, +they who knew him,--and there were none who knew him better than +Fanny did,--were aware that he never for a moment forgot the disgrace +which had fallen upon his household. He had forgiven the sinner, but +the shame of the sin was always on him; and he carried himself as a +man who was bound to hide himself from the eyes of his neighbours +because there had come upon him a misfortune which made it fit that +he should live in retirement. + +Sam took up his abode in the house, and worked daily in the mill, +and for weeks nothing was said either of his going away or of his +return. He would talk to his sisters of the manner in which he had +worked among the machinery of the Durham mine at which he had found +employment; but he said nothing for awhile of the cause which had +taken him north, or of his purpose of remaining where he was. He ate +and drank in the house, and from time to time his father paid him +small sums as wages. At last, sitting one evening after the work of +the day was done, he spoke out his mind. "Father," said he, "I'm +about minded to get me a wife." His mother and sisters were all there +and heard the proposition made. + +"And who is the girl as is to have thee, Sam?" asked his mother. + +As Sam did not answer at once, Carry replied for him. "Who should it +be, mother;--but only Agnes Pope?" + +"It ain't that 'un?" said the miller, surlily. + +"And why shouldn't it be that 'un, father? It is that 'un, and no +other. If she be not liked here, why, we'll just go further, and +perhaps not fare worse." + +There was nothing to be said against poor Agnes Pope,--only this, +that she had been in Trumbull's house on the night of the murder, and +had for awhile been suspected by the police of having communicated +to her lover the tidings of the farmer's box of money. Evil things +had of course been said of her then, but the words spoken of her had +been proved to be untrue. She had been taken from the farmer's house +into that of the Vicar,--who had, indeed, been somewhat abused by +the Puddlehamites for harbouring her; but as the belief in Sam's +guilt had gradually been abandoned, so, of course, had the ground +disappeared for supposing that poor Agnes had had ought to do in +bringing about the murder of her late master. For two days the miller +was very gloomy, and made no reply when Sam declared his purpose of +leaving the mill before Christmas unless Agnes should be received +there as his wife;--but at last he gave way. "As the old 'uns go into +their graves," he said, "it's no more than nature that the young 'uns +should become masters." And so Sam was married, and was taken, with +his wife, to live with the other Brattles at the mill. It was well +for the miller that it should be so, for Sam was a man who would +surely earn money when he put his shoulder in earnest to the wheel. + +As for Carry, she lived still with them, doomed by her beauty, as was +her elder sister by the want of it, to expect that no lover should +come and ask her to establish with him a homestead of their own. + +Our friend the Vicar married Sam and his sweetheart, and is still +often at the mill. From time to time he has made efforts to convert +the unbelieving old man whose grave is now so near to his feet; but +he has never prevailed to make the miller own even the need of any +change. "I've struv' to be honest," he said, when last he was thus +attacked, "and I've wrought for my wife and bairns. I ain't been a +drunkard, nor yet, as I knows on, neither a tale-bearer, nor yet a +liar. I've been harsh-tempered and dour enough I know, and maybe it's +fitting as they shall be hard and dour to me where I'm going. I don't +say again it, Muster Fenwick;--but nothing as I can do now 'll change +it." This, at any rate, was clear to the Vicar,--that Death, when it +came, would come without making the old man tremble. + +Mr. Gilmore has been some years away from Bullhampton; but when I +last heard from my friends in that village I was told that at last he +was expected home. + + +Bradbury, Evans, and Co., Printers, Whitefriars. + + + * * * * * * + + + + +Transcriber's note: + + Obvious typographical errors have been corrected. + + Chapter I, paragraph 10. The reader should note that the + town of Haylesbury named in this paragraph is henceforth + called Haytesbury. + + Chapter IV, paragraph 1. The gardener is here called + "Jem;" in the rest of the text he is called "Jim". We + do not know whether this is a typographical error or + an example of Trollope's inconsistency with the names + of minor characters. + + Chapter XL, paragraph 28. The astute reader of Trollope + will recognize the "Dragon of Wantley" as the name of + the hostelry inherited by Mr. Harding's daughter Eleanor + in the "Barsetshire" novels. + + Specific changes in wording of the text are listed below. + + Chapter I, next-to-last paragraph. The name "Chamerblaine" + was changed to "Chamberlaine" in the sentence: His mother + had been the sister of the Rev. Henry Fitzackerly + Chamberlaine; and as Mr. CHAMBERLAINE had never married, + much of his solicitude was bestowed upon his nephew. + + Chapter III, paragraph 7. Full stop after "bugglary" + was changed to a question mark in the sentence: Not + bugglary?" + + Chapter IX, paragraph 6. The word "could't" was changed + to "couldn't" in the sentence: She drank two glasses of + Marsala every day, and let it be clearly understood that + she COULDN'T afford sherry. + + Chapter XXII, paragraph 1. "Bullhampton" was changed to + "Lavington" in the sentence: He, being an energetic man, + carried on a long and angry correspondence with the + authorities aforesaid; but the old man from LAVINGTON + continued to toddle into the village just at eleven + o'clock. + + Chapter XXVIII, paragraph 9. The word "shoudn't" was + changed to "shouldn't" in the sentence: "I suppose + not, Mr. Fenwick. I SHOULDN'T ought;--ought I, now? + + Chapter XXXII, paragraph 26. The word "friend's" was + changed to the plural "friends'" in the sentence: + Had not this dangerous captain come up, Mary, no + doubt,--so thought Miss Marrable,--would at last have + complied with her FRIENDS' advice, and have accepted + a marriage which was in all respects advantageous. + + Chapter XXXV, paragraph 3. The word "began" was + changed to "begun" in the sentence: . . . and had + long since BEGUN to feel that a few cabbages and + peaches did not repay him for the loss of those + pleasant and bitter things, . . . + + Chapter XXXIX, paragraph 13. "Gay" was changed to "Jay" + in the sentence: Mrs. JAY, no doubt, is a religious + woman. We do not know whether this was a typographical + error or another example of Trollope's inconsistency + with names of minor characters. + + Chapter XLII, paragraph 5. A hyphen was removed from + "any-rate" in the sentence: His gown was of silk, and + his income almost greater than his desires; but he + would fain sit upon the Bench, and have at ANY RATE + his evenings for his own enjoyment. + + Chapter XLII, paragraph 6. The word "that" was + removed from the sentence: Mr. Quickenham was a tall, + thin man, with eager gray eyes, and a long projecting + nose, on which, his enemies in the courts of law were + wont to say, [THAT] his wife would hang a kettle, in + order that the unnecessary heat coming from his mouth + might not be wasted. + + Chapter XLVIII, paragraph 2. The word "injustice" was + changed to "justice" in the sentence: He reminded + himself, too, of the murderer's present escape from + JUSTICE by aid of this pestilent clergyman; . . . + + Chapter XLVIII, paragraph 4. "St." was added to the + sentence: He had already told St. George of Fenwick's + letter to him and of his letter to the bishop, and + ST. George had whistled. + + Chapter XLIX, paragraph 21. 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