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| author | Roger Frank <rfrank@pglaf.org> | 2025-10-15 02:19:17 -0700 |
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| committer | Roger Frank <rfrank@pglaf.org> | 2025-10-15 02:19:17 -0700 |
| commit | 25f36f3559a8f4609fad6b77a1fcb40a4c074b0e (patch) | |
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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: The House with the Green Shutters + + +Author: George Douglas Brown + + + +Release Date: June 22, 2008 [eBook #25876] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE HOUSE WITH THE GREEN +SHUTTERS*** + + +E-text prepared by David Clarke, Martin Pettit, and the Project Gutenberg +Online Distributed Proofreading Team (http://www.pgdp.net) + + + +THE HOUSE WITH THE GREEN SHUTTERS + +by + +GEORGE DOUGLAS + + + + + + + +[Illustration: Publisher's logo] + +Thomas Nelson and Sons, Ltd. +London, Edinburgh, and New York + + + + +THE HOUSE WITH THE GREEN SHUTTERS. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +The frowsy chambermaid of the "Red Lion" had just finished washing the +front door steps. She rose from her stooping posture and, being of +slovenly habit, flung the water from her pail straight out, without +moving from where she stood. The smooth round arch of the falling water +glistened for a moment in mid-air. John Gourlay, standing in front of +his new house at the head of the brae, could hear the swash of it when +it fell. The morning was of perfect stillness. + +The hands of the clock across "the Square" were pointing to the hour of +eight. They were yellow in the sun. + +Blowsalinda, of the Red Lion, picked up the big bass that usually lay +within the porch, and carrying it clumsily against her breast, moved off +round the corner of the public-house, her petticoat gaping behind. +Halfway she met the hostler, with whom she stopped in amorous dalliance. +He said something to her, and she laughed loudly and vacantly. The silly +_tee-hee_ echoed up the street. + +A moment later a cloud of dust drifting round the corner, and floating +white in the still air, showed that she was pounding the bass against +the end of the house. All over the little town the women of Barbie were +equally busy with their steps and door-mats. There was scarce a man to +be seen either in the Square, at the top of which Gourlay stood, or in +the long street descending from its near corner. The men were at work; +the children had not yet appeared; the women were busy with their +household cares. + +The freshness of the air, the smoke rising thin and far above the red +chimneys, the sunshine glistering on the roofs and gables, the rosy +clearness of everything beneath the dawn--above all, the quietness and +peace--made Barbie, usually so poor to see, a very pleasant place to +look down at on a summer morning. At this hour there was an unfamiliar +delicacy in the familiar scene, a freshness and purity of aspect--almost +an unearthliness--as though you viewed it through a crystal dream. But +it was not the beauty of the hour that kept Gourlay musing at his gate. +He was dead to the fairness of the scene, even while the fact of its +presence there before him wove most subtly with his mood. He smoked in +silent enjoyment because on a morning such as this everything he saw was +a delicate flattery to his pride. At the beginning of a new day, to look +down on the petty burgh in which he was the greatest man filled all his +being with a consciousness of importance. His sense of prosperity was +soothing and pervasive; he felt it all round him like the pleasant air, +as real as that and as subtle; bathing him, caressing. It was the most +secret and intimate joy of his life to go out and smoke on summer +mornings by his big gate, musing over Barbie ere he possessed it with +his merchandise. + +He had growled at the quarry carters for being late in setting out this +morning (for, like most resolute dullards, he was sternly methodical), +but in his heart he was secretly pleased. The needs of his business were +so various that his men could rarely start at the same hour and in the +same direction. To-day, however, because of the delay, all his carts +would go streaming through the town together, and that brave pomp would +be a slap in the face to his enemies. "I'll show them," he thought +proudly. "Them" was the town-folk, and what he would show them was what +a big man he was. For, like most scorners of the world's opinion, +Gourlay was its slave, and showed his subjection to the popular estimate +by his anxiety to flout it. He was not great enough for the carelessness +of perfect scorn. + +Through the big green gate behind him came the sound of carts being +loaded for the day. A horse, weary of standing idle between the shafts, +kicked ceaselessly and steadily against the ground with one impatient +hinder foot, clink, clink, clink upon the paved yard. "Easy, damn ye; +ye'll smash the bricks!" came a voice. Then there was the smart slap of +an open hand on a sleek neck, a quick start, and the rattle of chains as +the horse quivered to the blow. + +"Run a white tarpaulin across the cheese, Jock, to keep them frae +melting in the heat," came another voice. "And canny on the top there +wi' thae big feet o' yours; d'ye think a cheese was made for _you_ to +dance on wi' your mighty brogues?" Then the voice sank to the hoarse, +warning whisper of impatience--loudish in anxiety, yet throaty from fear +of being heard. "Hurry up, man--hurry up, or he'll be down on us like +bleezes for being so late in getting off!" + +Gourlay smiled grimly, and a black gleam shot from his eye as he glanced +round to the gate and caught the words. His men did not know he could +hear them. + +The clock across the Square struck the hour, eight soft, slow strokes, +that melted away in the beauty of the morning. Five minutes passed. +Gourlay turned his head to listen, but no further sound came from the +yard. He walked to the green gate, his slippers making no noise. + +"Are ye sleeping, my pretty men?" he said softly.... "_Eih?_" + +The "_Eih_" leapt like a sword, with a slicing sharpness in its tone +that made it a sinister contrast to the first sweet question to his +"pretty men." "_Eih?_" he said again, and stared with open mouth and +fierce, dark eyes. + +"Hurry up, Peter," whispered the gaffer, "hurry up, for God sake. He has +the black glower in his een." + +"Ready, sir; ready now!" cried Peter Riney, running out to open the +other half of the gate. Peter was a wizened little man, with a sandy +fringe of beard beneath his chin, a wart on the end of his long, +slanting-out nose, light blue eyes, and bushy eyebrows of a reddish +gray. The bearded red brows, close above the pale blueness of his eyes, +made them more vivid by contrast; they were like pools of blue light +amid the brownness of his face. Peter always ran about his work with +eager alacrity. A simple and willing old man, he affected the quick +readiness of youth to atone for his insignificance. + +"Hup, horse; hup then!" cried courageous Peter, walking backwards with +curved body through the gate, and tugging at the reins of a horse the +feet of which struck sparks from the paved ground as they stressed +painfully on edge to get weigh on the great wagon behind. The cart +rolled through, then another, and another, till twelve of them had +passed. Gourlay stood aside to watch them. All the horses were brown; +"he makes a point of that," the neighbours would have told you. As each +horse passed the gate the driver left its head, and took his place by +the wheel, cracking his whip, with many a "Hup, horse; yean, horse; woa, +lad; steady!" + +In a dull little country town the passing of a single cart is an event, +and a gig is followed with the eye till it disappears. Anything is +welcome that breaks the long monotony of the hours and suggests a topic +for the evening's talk. "Any news?" a body will gravely inquire. "Ou +ay," another will answer with equal gravity: "I saw Kennedy's gig going +past in the forenoon." "Ay, man; where would _he_ be off till? He's owre +often in his gig, I'm thinking." And then Kennedy and his affairs will +last them till bedtime. + +Thus the appearance of Gourlay's carts woke Barbie from its morning +lethargy. The smith came out in his leather apron, shoving back, as he +gazed, the grimy cap from his white-sweating brow; bowed old men stood +in front of their doorways, leaning with one hand on short, trembling +staffs, while the slaver slid unheeded along the cutties which the left +hand held to their toothless mouths; white-mutched grannies were keeking +past the jambs; an early urchin, standing wide-legged to stare, waved +his cap and shouted, "Hooray!"--and all because John Gourlay's carts +were setting off upon their morning rounds, a brave procession for a +single town! Gourlay, standing great-shouldered in the middle of the +road, took in every detail, devoured it grimly as a homage to his pride. +"Ha, ha, ye dogs!" said the soul within him. Past the pillar of the Red +Lion door he could see a white peep of the landlord's waistcoat--though +the rest of the mountainous man was hidden deep within his porch. (On +summer mornings the vast totality of the landlord was always inferential +to the town from the tiny white peep of him revealed.) Even fat Simpson +had waddled to the door to see the carts going past. It was fat +Simpson--might the Universe blast his adipose--who had once tried to +infringe Gourlay's monopoly as the sole carrier in Barbie. There had +been a rush to him at first, but Gourlay set his teeth and drove him off +the road, carrying stuff for nothing till Simpson had nothing to carry, +so that the local wit suggested "a wee parcel in a big cart" as a new +sign for his hotel. The twelve browns prancing past would be a pill to +Simpson! There was no smile about Gourlay's mouth--a fiercer glower was +the only sign of his pride--but it put a bloom on his morning, he felt, +to see the suggestive round of Simpson's waistcoat, down yonder at the +porch. Simpson, the swine! He had made short work o' _him_! + +Ere the last of the carts had issued from the yard at the House with the +Green Shutters the foremost was already near the Red Lion. Gourlay swore +beneath his breath when Miss Toddle--described in the local records as +"a spinster of independent means"--came fluttering out with a silly +little parcel to accost one of the carriers. Did the auld fool mean to +stop Andy Gow about _her_ petty affairs, and thus break the line of +carts on the only morning they had ever been able to go down the brae +together? But no. Andy tossed her parcel carelessly up among his other +packages, and left her bawling instructions from the gutter, with a +portentous shaking of her corkscrew curls. Gourlay's men took their cue +from their master, and were contemptuous of Barbie, most unchivalrous +scorners of its old maids. + +Gourlay was pleased with Andy for snubbing Sandy Toddle's sister. When +he and Elshie Hogg reached the Cross they would have to break off from +the rest to complete their loads; but they had been down Main Street +over night as usual picking up their commissions, and until they reached +the Bend o' the Brae it was unlikely that any business should arrest +them now. Gourlay hoped that it might be so; and he had his desire, for, +with the exception of Miss Toddle, no customer appeared. The teams went +slowly down the steep side of the Square in an unbroken line, and slowly +down the street leading from its near corner. On the slope the horses +were unable to go fast--being forced to stell themselves back against +the heavy propulsion of the carts behind; and thus the procession +endured for a length of time worthy its surpassing greatness. When it +disappeared round the Bend o' the Brae the watching bodies disappeared +too; the event of the day had passed, and vacancy resumed her reign. The +street and the Square lay empty to the morning sun. Gourlay alone stood +idly at his gate, lapped in his own satisfaction. + +It had been a big morning, he felt. It was the first time for many a +year that all his men, quarrymen and carriers, carters of cheese and +carters of grain, had led their teams down the brae together in the full +view of his rivals. "I hope they liked it!" he thought, and he nodded +several times at the town beneath his feet, with a slow up-and-down +motion of the head, like a man nodding grimly to his beaten enemy. It +was as if he said, "See what I have done to ye!" + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +Only a man of Gourlay's brute force of character could have kept all the +carrying trade of Barbie in his own hands. Even in these days of +railways, nearly every parish has a pair of carriers at the least, +journeying once or twice a week to the nearest town. In the days when +Gourlay was the great man of Barbie, railways were only beginning to +thrust themselves among the quiet hills, and the bulk of inland commerce +was still being drawn by horses along the country roads. Yet Gourlay was +the only carrier in the town. The wonder is diminished when we remember +that it had been a decaying burgh for thirty years, and that its trade, +at the best of times, was of meagre volume. Even so, it was astonishing +that he should be the only carrier. If you asked the natives how he did +it, "Ou," they said, "he makes the one hand wash the other, doan't ye +know?"--meaning thereby that he had so many horses travelling on his own +business, that he could afford to carry other people's goods at rates +that must cripple his rivals. + +"But that's very stupid, surely," said a visitor once, who thought of +entering into competition. "It's cutting off his nose to spite his face! +Why is he so anxious to be the only carrier in Barbie that he carries +stuff for next to noathing the moment another man tries to work the +roads? It's a daft-like thing to do!" + +"To be sure is't, to be sure is't! Just the stupeedity o' spite! Oh, +there are times when Gourlay makes little or noathing from the carrying; +but then, ye see, it gies him a fine chance to annoy folk! If you ask +him to bring ye ocht, 'Oh,' he growls, 'I'll see if it suits my own +convenience.' And ye have to be content. He has made so much money of +late that the pride of him's not to be endured." + +It was not the insolence of sudden wealth, however, that made Gourlay +haughty to his neighbours; it was a repressiveness natural to the man +and a fierce contempt of their scoffing envy. But it was true that he +had made large sums of money during recent years. From his father (who +had risen in the world) he inherited a fine trade in cheese; also the +carrying to Skeighan on the one side and Fleckie on the other. When he +married Miss Richmond of Tenshillingland, he started as a corn broker +with the snug dowry that she brought him. Then, greatly to his own +benefit, he succeeded in establishing a valuable connection with +Templandmuir. + +It was partly by sheer impact of character that Gourlay obtained his +ascendency over hearty and careless Templandmuir, and partly by a bluff +joviality which he--so little cunning in other things--knew to affect +among the petty lairds. The man you saw trying to be jocose with +Templandmuir was a very different being from the autocrat who "downed" +his fellows in the town. It was all "How are ye the day, Templandmuir?" +and "How d'ye doo-oo, Mr. Gourlay?" and the immediate production of the +big decanter. + +More than ten years ago now Templandmuir gave this fine, dour upstanding +friend of his a twelve-year tack of the Red Quarry, and that was the +making of Gourlay. The quarry yielded the best building stone in a +circuit of thirty miles, easy to work and hard against wind and weather. +When the main line went north through Skeighan and Poltandie, there was +a great deal of building on the far side, and Gourlay simply coined the +money. He could not have exhausted the quarry had he tried--he would +have had to howk down a hill--but he took thousands of loads from it for +the Skeighan folk; and the commission he paid the laird on each was +ridiculously small. He built wooden stables out on Templandmuir's +estate--the Templar had seven hundred acres of hill land--and it was +there the quarry horses generally stood. It was only rarely--once in two +years, perhaps--that they came into the House with the Green Shutters. +Last Saturday they had brought several loads of stuff for Gourlay's own +use, and that is why they were present at the great procession on the +Monday following. + +It was their feeling that Gourlay's success was out of all proportion to +his merits that made other great-men-in-a-small-way so bitter against +him. They were an able lot, and scarce one but possessed fifty times his +weight of brain. Yet he had the big way of doing, though most of them +were well enough to pass. Had they not been aware of his stupidity, they +would never have minded his triumphs in the countryside; but they felt +it with a sense of personal defeat that he--the donkey, as they thought +him--should scoop every chance that was going, and leave them, the +long-headed ones, still muddling in their old concerns. They consoled +themselves with sneers, he retorted with brutal scorn, and the feud kept +increasing between them. + +They were standing at the Cross, to enjoy their Saturday at e'en, when +Gourlay's "quarriers"--as the quarry horses had been named--came through +the town last week-end. There were groups of bodies in the streets, +washed from toil to enjoy the quiet air; dandering slowly or gossiping +at ease; and they all turned to watch the quarriers stepping bravely up, +their heads tossing to the hill. The big-men-in-a-small-way glowered and +said nothing. + +"I wouldn't mind," said Sandy Toddle at last--"I wouldn't mind if he +weren't such a demned ess!" + +"Ess?" said the Deacon unpleasantly. He puckered his brow and blinked, +pretending not to understand. + +"Oh, a cuddy, ye know," said Toddle, colouring. + +"Gourlay'th stupid enough," lisped the Deacon; "we all know that. But +there'th one thing to be said on hith behalf. He's not such a 'demned +ess' as to try and thpeak fancy English!" + +When the Deacon was not afraid of a man he stabbed him straight; when he +was afraid of him he stabbed him on the sly. He was annoyed by the +passing of Gourlay's carts, and he took it out of Sandy Toddle. + +"It's extr'ornar!" blurted the Provost (who was a man of brosy speech, +large-mouthed and fat of utterance). "It's extr'ornar. Yass, it's +extr'ornar! I mean the luck of that man--for gumption he has noan, noan +whatever! But if the railway came hereaway I wager Gourlay would go +down," he added, less in certainty of knowledge than as prophet of the +thing desired. "I wager he'd go down, sirs." + +"Likely enough," said Sandy Toddle; "he wouldn't be quick enough to jump +at the new way of doing." + +"Moar than that!" cried the Provost, spite sharpening his insight, "moar +than that--he'd be owre dour to abandon the auld way. _I_'m talling ye. +He would just be left entirely! It's only those, like myself, who +approach him on the town's affairs that know the full extent of his +stupeedity." + +"Oh, he's a 'demned ess,'" said the Deacon, rubbing it into Toddle and +Gourlay at the same time. + +"A-ah, but then, ye see, he has the abeelity that comes from character," +said Johnny Coe, who was a sage philosopher. "For there are two kinds of +abeelity, don't ye understa-and? There's a scattered abeelity that's of +no use! Auld Randie Donaldson was good at fifty different things, and he +died in the poorhouse! There's a dour kind of abeelity, though, that has +no cleverness, but just gangs tramping on; and that's----" + +"The easiest beaten by a flank attack," said the Deacon, snubbing him. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +With the sudden start of a man roused from a daydream Gourlay turned +from the green gate and entered the yard. Jock Gilmour, the "orra" man, +was washing down the legs of a horse beside the trough. It was Gourlay's +own cob, which he used for driving round the countryside. It was a +black--Gourlay "made a point" of driving with a black. "The brown for +sturdiness, the black for speed," he would say, making a maxim of his +whim to give it the sanction of a higher law. + +Gilmour was in a wild temper because he had been forced to get up at +five o'clock in order to turn several hundred cheeses, to prevent them +bulging out of shape owing to the heat, and so becoming cracked and +spoiled. He did not raise his head at his master's approach. And his +head being bent, the eye was attracted to a patent leather collar which +he wore, glazed with black and red stripes. It is a collar much affected +by ploughmen, because a dip in the horse-trough once a month suffices +for its washing. Between the striped collar and his hair (as he stooped) +the sunburnt redness of his neck struck the eye vividly--the cropped +fair hairs on it showing whitish on the red skin. + +The horse quivered as the cold water swashed about its legs, and turned +playfully to bite its groom. Gilmour, still stooping, dug his elbow up +beneath its ribs. The animal wheeled in anger, but Gilmour ran to its +head with most manful blasphemy, and led it to the stable door. The off +hind leg was still unwashed. + +"Has the horse but the three legs?" said Gourlay suavely. + +Gilmour brought the horse back to the trough, muttering sullenly. + +"Were ye saying anything?" said Gourlay. "_Eih?_" + +Gilmour sulked out and said nothing; and his master smiled grimly at the +sudden redness that swelled his neck and ears to the verge of bursting. + +A boy, standing in his shirt and trousers at an open window of the house +above, had looked down at the scene with craning interest--big-eyed. He +had been alive to every turn and phase of it--the horse's quiver of +delight and fear, his skittishness, the groom's ill-temper, and +Gourlay's grinding will. Eh, but his father was a caution! How easy he +had downed Jock Gilmour! The boy was afraid of his father himself, but +he liked to see him send other folk to the right about. For he was John +Gourlay, too. Hokey, but his father could down them! + +Mr. Gourlay passed on to the inner yard, which was close to the scullery +door. The paved little court, within its high wooden walls, was +curiously fresh and clean. A cock-pigeon strutted round, puffing his +gleaming breast and _rooketty-cooing_ in the sun. Large, clear drops +fell slowly from the spout of a wooden pump, and splashed upon a flat +stone. The place seemed to enfold the stillness. There was a sense of +inclusion and peace. + +There is a distinct pleasure to the eye in a quiet brick court where +everything is fresh and prim; in sunny weather you can lounge in a room +and watch it through an open door, in a kind of lazy dream. The boy, +standing at the window above to let the fresh air blow round his neck, +was alive to that pleasure; he was intensely conscious of the pigeon +swelling in its bravery, of the clean yard, the dripping pump, and the +great stillness. His father on the step beneath had a different pleasure +in the sight. The fresh indolence of morning was round him too, but it +was more than that that kept him gazing in idle happiness. He was +delighting in the sense of his own property around him, the most +substantial pleasure possible to man. His feeling, deep though it was, +was quite vague and inarticulate. If you had asked Gourlay what he was +thinking of he could not have told you, even if he had been willing to +answer you civilly--which is most unlikely. Yet his whole being, +physical and mental (physical, indeed, rather than mental), was +surcharged with the feeling that the fine buildings around him were his, +that he had won them by his own effort, and built them large and +significant before the world. He was lapped in the thought of it. + +All men are suffused with that quiet pride in looking at the houses and +lands which they have won by their endeavours--in looking at the houses +more than at the lands, for the house which a man has built seems to +express his character and stand for him before the world, as a sign of +his success. It is more personal than cold acres, stamped with an +individuality. All men know that soothing pride in the contemplation of +their own property. But in Gourlay's sense of property there was another +element--an element peculiar to itself, which endowed it with its +warmest glow. Conscious always that he was at a disadvantage among his +cleverer neighbours, who could achieve a civic eminence denied to him, +he felt nevertheless that there was one means, a material means, by +which he could hold his own and reassert himself--by the bravery of his +business, namely, and all the appointments thereof, among which his +dwelling was the chief. That was why he had spent so much money on the +house. That was why he had such keen delight in surveying it. Every time +he looked at the place he had a sense of triumph over what he knew in +his bones to be an adverse public opinion. There was anger in his +pleasure, and the pleasure that is mixed with anger often gives the +keenest thrill. It is the delight of triumph in spite of opposition. +Gourlay's house was a material expression of that delight, stood for it +in stone and lime. + +It was not that he reasoned deliberately when he built the house. But +every improvement that he made--and he was always spending money on +improvements--had for its secret motive a more or less vague desire to +score off his rivals. "_That_'ll be a slap in the face to the Provost!" +he smiled, when he planted his great mound of shrubs. "There's noathing +like _that_ about the Provost's! Ha, ha!" + +Encased as he was in his hard and insensitive nature, he was not the man +who in new surroundings would be quick to every whisper of opinion. But +he had been born and bred in Barbie, and he knew his townsmen--oh yes, +he knew them. He knew they laughed because he had no gift of the gab, +and could never be Provost, or Bailie, or Elder, or even Chairman of the +Gasworks! Oh, verra well, verra well; let Connal and Brodie and +Allardyce have the talk, and manage the town's affairs (he was damned if +they should manage his!)--he, for his part, preferred the substantial +reality. He could never aspire to the provostship, but a man with a +house like that, he was fain to think, could afford to do without it. Oh +yes; he was of opinion he could do without it! It had run him short of +cash to build the place so big and braw, but, Lord! it was worth it. +There wasn't a man in the town who had such accommodation! + +And so, gradually, his dwelling had come to be a passion of Gourlay's +life. It was a by-word in the place that if ever his ghost was seen, it +would be haunting the House with the Green Shutters. Deacon Allardyce, +trying to make a phrase with him, once quoted the saying in his +presence. "Likely enough!" said Gourlay. "It's only reasonable I should +prefer my own house to you rabble in the graveyard!" + +Both in appearance and position the house was a worthy counterpart of +its owner. It was a substantial two-story dwelling, planted firm and +gawcey on a little natural terrace that projected a considerable +distance into the Square. At the foot of the steep little bank shelving +to the terrace ran a stone wall, of no great height, and the iron +railings it uplifted were no higher than the sward within. Thus the +whole house was bare to the view from the ground up, nothing in front to +screen its admirable qualities. From each corner, behind, flanking walls +went out to the right and left, and hid the yard and the granaries. In +front of these walls the dwelling seemed to thrust itself out for +notice. It took the eye of a stranger the moment he entered the Square. +"Whose place is that?" was his natural question. A house that challenges +regard in that way should have a gallant bravery in its look; if its +aspect be mean, its assertive position but directs the eye to its +infirmities. There is something pathetic about a tall, cold, barn-like +house set high upon a brae; it cannot hide its naked shame; it thrusts +its ugliness dumbly on your notice, a manifest blotch upon the world, a +place for the winds to whistle round. But Gourlay's house was worthy its +commanding station. A little dour and blunt in the outlines like Gourlay +himself, it drew and satisfied your eye as he did. + +And its position, "cockit up there on the brae," made it the theme of +constant remark--to men because of the tyrant who owned it, and to women +because of the poor woman who mismanaged its affairs. "'Deed, I don't +wonder that gurly Gourlay, as they ca' him, has an ill temper," said the +gossips gathered at the pump, with their big, bare arms akimbo; +"whatever led him to marry that dishclout of a woman clean beats _me_! I +never could make head nor tail o't!" As for the men, they twisted every +item about Gourlay and his domicile into fresh matter of assailment. +"What's the news?" asked one, returning from a long absence; to whom +the smith, after smoking in silence for five minutes, said, "Gourlay has +got new rones!" "Ha--ay, man, Gourlay has got new rones!" buzzed the +visitor; and then their eyes, diminished in mirth, twinkled at each +other from out their ruddy wrinkles, as if wit had volleyed between +them. In short, the House with the Green Shutters was on every +tongue--and with a scoff in the voice, if possible. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +Gourlay went swiftly to the kitchen from the inner yard. He had stood so +long in silence on the step, and his coming was so noiseless, that he +surprised a long, thin trollop of a woman, with a long, thin, scraggy +neck, seated by the slatternly table, and busy with a frowsy +paper-covered volume, over which her head was bent in intent perusal. + +"At your novelles?" said he. "Ay, woman; will it be a good story?" + +She rose in a nervous flutter when she saw him; yet needlessly shrill in +her defence, because she was angry at detection. + +"Ah, well!" she cried, in weary petulance, "it's an unco thing if a +body's not to have a moment's rest after such a morning's darg! I just +sat down wi' the book for a little, till John should come till his +breakfast!" + +"So?" said Gourlay. "God, ay!" he went on; "you're making a nice job of +_him_. _He_'ll be a credit to the house. Oh, it's right, no doubt, that +_you_ should neglect your work till _he_ consents to rise." + +"Eh, the puir la-amb," she protested, dwelling on the vowels in fatuous, +maternal love; "the bairn's wearied, man! He's ainything but strong, and +the schooling's owre sore on him." + +"Poor lamb, atweel," said Gourlay. "It was a muckle sheep that dropped +him." + +It was Gourlay's pride in his house that made him harsher to his wife +than others, since her sluttishness was a constant offence to the order +in which he loved to have his dear possessions. He, for his part, liked +everything precise. His claw-toed hammer always hung by the head on a +couple of nails close together near the big clock; his gun always lay +across a pair of wooden pegs, projecting from the brown rafters, just +above the hearth. His bigotry in trifles expressed his character. Strong +men of a mean understanding often deliberately assume, and passionately +defend, peculiarities of no importance, because they have nothing else +to get a repute for. "No, no," said Gourlay; "you'll never see a brown +cob in _my_ gig--I wouldn't take one in a present!" He was full of such +fads, and nothing should persuade him to alter the crotchets, which, for +want of something better, he made the marks of his dour character. He +had worked them up as part of his personality, and his pride of +personality was such that he would never consent to change them. Hence +the burly and gurly man was prim as an old maid with regard to his +belongings. Yet his wife was continually infringing the order on which +he set his heart. If he went forward to the big clock to look for his +hammer, it was sure to be gone--the two bright nails staring at him +vacantly. "Oh," she would say, in weary complaint, "I just took it to +break a wheen coals;" and he would find it in the coal-hole, greasy and +grimy finger-marks engrained on the handle which he loved to keep so +smooth and clean. Innumerable her offences of the kind. Independent of +these, the sight of her general incompetence filled him with a seething +rage, which found vent not in lengthy tirades but the smooth venom of +his tongue. Let him keep the outside of the house never so spick and +span, inside was awry with her untidiness. She was unworthy of the House +with the Green Shutters--that was the gist of it. Every time he set eyes +on the poor trollop, the fresh perception of her incompetence which the +sudden sight of her flashed, as she trailed aimlessly about, seemed to +fatten his rage and give a coarser birr to his tongue. + +Mrs. Gourlay had only four people to look after--her husband, her two +children, and Jock Gilmour, the orra man. And the wife of Drucken +Wabster--who had to go charing because she was the wife of Drucken +Wabster--came in every day, and all day long, to help her with the work. +Yet the house was always in confusion. Mrs. Gourlay had asked for +another servant, but Gourlay would not allow that; "one's enough," said +he, and what he once laid down he never went back on. Mrs. Gourlay had +to muddle along as best she could, and having no strength either of mind +or body, she let things drift, and took refuge in reading silly fiction. + +As Gourlay shoved his feet into his boots, and stamped to make them +easy, he glowered at the kitchen from under his heavy brows with a huge +disgust. The table was littered with unwashed dishes, and on the corner +of it next him was a great black sloppy ring, showing where a wet +saucepan had been laid upon the bare board. The sun streamed through the +window in yellow heat right on to a pat of melting butter. There was a +basin of dirty water beneath the table, with the dishcloth slopping over +on the ground. + +"It's a tidy house!" said he. + +"Ach, well," she cried, "you and your kitchen-range! It was that that +did it! The masons could have redd out the fireplace to make room for't +in the afternoon before it comes hame. They could have done't brawly, +but ye wouldna hear o't--oh no; ye bude to have the whole place gutted +out yestreen. I had to boil everything on the parlour fire this morning; +no wonder I'm a little tousy!" + +The old-fashioned kitchen grate had been removed and the jambs had been +widened on each side of the fireplace; it yawned empty and cold. A +little rubble of mortar, newly dried, lay about the bottom of the +square recess. The sight of the crude, unfamiliar scraps of dropped lime +in the gaping place where warmth should have been, increased the +discomfort of the kitchen. + +"Oh, that's it!" said Gourlay. "I see! It was want of the fireplace that +kept ye from washing the dishes that we used yestreen. That was +terrible! However, ye'll have plenty of boiling water when I put in the +grand new range for ye; there winna be its equal in the parish! We'll +maybe have a clean house _than_." + +Mrs. Gourlay leaned, with the outspread thumb and red raw knuckles of +her right hand, on the sloppy table, and gazed away through the back +window of the kitchen in a kind of mournful vacancy. Always when her +first complaining defence had failed to turn aside her husband's tongue, +her mind became a blank beneath his heavy sarcasms, and sought refuge by +drifting far away. She would fix her eyes on the distance in dreary +contemplation, and her mind would follow her eyes in a vacant and +wistful regard. The preoccupation of her mournful gaze enabled her to +meet her husband's sneers with a kind of numb, unheeding acquiescence. +She scarcely heard them. + +Her head hung a little to one side as if too heavy for her wilting neck. +Her hair, of a dry, red brown, curved low on either side of her brow, in +a thick, untidy mass, to her almost transparent ears. As she gazed in +weary and dreary absorption her lips had fallen heavy and relaxed, in +unison with her mood; and through her open mouth her breathing was +quick, and short, and noiseless. She wore no stays, and her slack cotton +blouse showed the flatness of her bosom, and the faint outlines of her +withered and pendulous breasts hanging low within. + +There was something tragic in her pose, as she stood, sad and +abstracted, by the dirty table. She was scraggy helplessness, staring +in sorrowful vacancy. But Gourlay eyed her with disgust. Why, by Heaven, +even now her petticoat was gaping behind, worse than the sloven's at the +Red Lion. She was a pr-r-retty wife for John Gourlay! The sight of her +feebleness would have roused pity in some: Gourlay it moved to a steady +and seething rage. As she stood helpless before him he stung her with +crude, brief irony. + +Yet he was not wilfully cruel; only a stupid man with a strong +character, in which he took a dogged pride. Stupidity and pride provoked +the brute in him. He was so dull--only dull is hardly the word for a man +of his smouldering fire--he was so dour of wit that he could never hope +to distinguish himself by anything in the shape of cleverness. Yet so +resolute a man must make the strong personality of which he was proud +tell in some way. How, then, should he assert his superiority and hold +his own? Only by affecting a brutal scorn of everything said and done +unless it was said and done by John Gourlay. His lack of understanding +made his affectation of contempt the easier. A man can never sneer at a +thing which he really understands. Gourlay, understanding nothing, was +able to sneer at everything. "Hah! I don't understand that; it's damned +nonsense!"--that was his attitude to life. If "that" had been an +utterance of Shakespeare or Napoleon it would have made no difference to +John Gourlay. It would have been damned nonsense just the same. And he +would have told them so, if he had met them. + +The man had made dogged scorn a principle of life to maintain himself at +the height which his courage warranted. His thickness of wit was never a +bar to the success of his irony. For the irony of the ignorant Scot is +rarely the outcome of intellectual qualities. It depends on a falsetto +voice and the use of a recognized number of catchwords. "Dee-ee-ar me, +dee-ee-ar me;" "Just so-a, just so-a;" "Im-phm!" "D'ye tell me that?" +"Wonderful, serr, wonderful;" "Ah, well, may-ay-be, may-ay-be"--these be +words of potent irony when uttered with a certain birr. Long practice +had made Gourlay an adept in their use. He never spoke to those he +despised or disliked without "the birr." Not that he was voluble of +speech; he wasn't clever enough for lengthy abuse. He said little and +his voice was low, but every word from the hard, clean lips was a stab. +And often his silence was more withering than any utterance. It struck +life like a black frost. + +In those early days, to be sure, Gourlay had less occasion for the use +of his crude but potent irony, since the sense of his material +well-being warmed him and made him less bitter to the world. To the +substantial farmers and petty squires around he was civil, even hearty, +in his manner--unless they offended him. For they belonged to the close +corporation of "bien men," and his familiarity with them was a proof to +the world of his greatness. Others, again, were far too far beneath him +already for him to "down" them. He reserved his gibes for his immediate +foes, the assertive bodies his rivals in the town--and for his wife, who +was a constant eyesore. As for her, he had baited the poor woman so long +that it had become a habit; he never spoke to her without a sneer. "Ay, +where have _you_ been stravaiging to?" he would drawl; and if she +answered meekly, "I was taking a dander to the linn owre-bye," "The +Linn!" he would take her up; "ye had a heap to do to gang there; your +Bible would fit you better on a bonny Sabbath afternune!" Or it might +be: "What's that you're burying your nose in now?" and if she faltered, +"It's the Bible," "Hi!" he would laugh, "you're turning godly in your +auld age. Weel, I'm no saying but it's time." + +"Where's Janet?" he demanded, stamping his boots once more, now he had +them laced. + +"Eh?" said his wife vaguely, turning her eyes from the window. +"Wha-at?" + +"Ye're not turning deaf, I hope. I was asking ye where Janet was." + +"I sent her down to Scott's for a can o' milk," she answered him +wearily. + +"No doubt ye had to send _her_," said he. "What ails the lamb that ye +couldna send _him_--eh?" + +"Oh, she was about when I wanted the milk, and she volunteered to gang. +Man, it seems I never do a thing to please ye! What harm will it do her +to run for a drop milk?" + +"Noan," he said gravely, "noan. And it's right, no doubt, that her +brother should still be abed--oh, it's right that he should get the +privilege--seeing he's the eldest!" + +Mrs. Gourlay was what the Scotch call "browdened[1] on her boy." In +spite of her slack grasp on life--perhaps, because of it--she clung with +a tenacious fondness to him. He was all she had, for Janet was a +thowless[2] thing, too like her mother for her mother to like her. And +Gourlay had discovered that it was one way of getting at his wife to be +hard upon the thing she loved. In his desire to nag and annoy her he +adopted a manner of hardness and repression to his son--which became +permanent. He was always "down" on John; the more so because Janet was +his own favourite--perhaps, again, because her mother seemed to neglect +her. Janet was a very unlovely child, with a long, tallowy face and a +pimply brow, over which a stiff fringe of whitish hair came down almost +to her staring eyes, the eyes themselves being large, pale blue, and +saucer-like, with a great margin of unhealthy white. But Gourlay, though +he never petted her, had a silent satisfaction in his daughter. He took +her about with him in the gig, on Saturday afternoons, when he went to +buy cheese and grain at the outlying farms. And he fed her rabbits when +she had the fever. It was a curious sight to see the dour, silent man +mixing oatmeal and wet tea-leaves in a saucer at the dirty kitchen +table, and then marching off to the hutch, with the ridiculous dish in +his hand, to feed his daughter's pets. + + * * * * * + +A sudden yell of pain and alarm rang through the kitchen. It came from +the outer yard. + +When the boy, peering from the window above, saw his father disappear +through the scullery door, he stole out. The coast was clear at last. + +He passed through to the outer yard. Jock Gilmour had been dashing water +on the paved floor, and was now sweeping it out with a great whalebone +besom. The hissing whalebone sent a splatter of dirty drops showering in +front of it. John set his bare feet wide (he was only in his shirt and +knickers) and eyed the man whom his father had "downed" with a kind of +silent swagger. He felt superior. His pose was instinct with the +feeling: "_My_ father is _your_ master, and ye daurna stand up till +him." Children of masterful sires often display that attitude towards +dependants. The feeling is not the less real for being subconscious. + +Jock Gilmour was still seething with a dour anger because Gourlay's +quiet will had ground him to the task. When John came out and stood +there, he felt tempted to vent on him the spite he felt against his +father. The subtle suggestion of criticism and superiority in the boy's +pose intensified the wish. Not that Gilmour acted from deliberate +malice; his irritation was instinctive. Our wrath against those whom we +fear is generally wreaked upon those whom we don't. + +John, with his hands in his pockets, strutted across the yard, still +watching Gilmour with that silent, offensive look. He came into the +path of the whalebone. "Get out, you smeowt!" cried Gilmour, and with a +vicious shove of the brush he sent a shower of dirty drops spattering +about the boy's bare legs. + +"Hallo you! what are ye after?" bawled the boy. "Don't you try that on +again, I'm telling ye. What are _you_, onyway? Ye're just a servant. +Hay-ay-ay, my man, my faither's the boy for ye. _He_ can put ye in your +place." + +Gilmour made to go at him with the head of the whalebone besom. John +stooped and picked up the wet lump of cloth with which Gilmour had been +washing down the horse's legs. + +"Would ye?" said Gilmour threateningly. + +"Would I no?" said John, the wet lump poised for throwing, level with +his shoulder. + +But he did not throw it for all his defiant air. He hesitated. He would +have liked to slash it into Gilmour's face, but a swift vision of what +would happen if he did withheld his craving arm. His irresolution was +patent in his face; in his eyes there were both a threat and a watchful +fear. He kept the dirty cloth poised in mid-air. + +"Drap the clout," said Gilmour. + +"I'll no," said John. + +Gilmour turned sideways and whizzed the head of the besom round so that +its dirty spray rained in the boy's face and eyes. John let him have the +wet lump slash in his mouth. Gilmour dropped the besom and hit him a +sounding thwack on the ear. John hullabalooed. Murther and desperation! + +Ere he had gathered breath for a second roar his mother was present in +the yard. She was passionate in defence of her cub, and rage transformed +her. Her tense frame vibrated in anger; you would scarce have recognized +the weary trollop of the kitchen. + +"What's the matter, Johnny dear?" she cried, with a fierce glance at +Gilmour. + +"Gilmour hut me!" he bellowed angrily. + +"Ye muckle lump!" she cried shrilly, the two scraggy muscles of her neck +standing out long and thin as she screamed; "ye muckle lump--to strike a +defenceless wean!--Dinna greet, my lamb; I'll no let him meddle +ye.--Jock Gilmour, how daur ye lift your finger to a wean of mine? But +I'll learn ye the better o't! Mr. Gourlay'll gie _you_ the order to +travel ere the day's muckle aulder. I'll have no servant about _my_ +hoose to ill-use _my_ bairn." + +She stopped, panting angrily for breath, and glared at her darling's +enemy. + +"_Your_ servant!" cried Gilmour in contempt. "Ye're a nice-looking +object to talk about servants." He pointed at her slovenly dress and +burst into a blatant laugh: "Huh, huh, huh!" + +Mr. Gourlay had followed more slowly from the kitchen, as befitted a man +of his superior character. He heard the row well enough, but considered +it beneath him to hasten to a petty squabble. + +"What's this?" he demanded with a widening look. Gilmour scowled at the +ground. + +"This!" shrilled Mrs. Gourlay, who had recovered her breath +again--"this! Look at him there, the muckle slabber," and she pointed to +Gilmour, who was standing with a red-lowering, downcast face, "look at +him! A man of that size to even himsell to a wean!" + +"He deserved a' he got," said Gilmour sullenly. "His mother spoils him, +at ony rate. And I'm damned if the best Gourlay that ever dirtied +leather's gaun to trample owre _me_." + +Gourlay jumped round with a quick start of the whole body. For a full +minute he held Gilmour in the middle of his steady glower. + +"Walk," he said, pointing to the gate. + +"Oh, I'll walk," bawled Gilmour, screaming now that anger gave him +courage. "Gie me time to get _my_ kist, and I'll walk mighty quick. And +damned glad I'll be to get redd o' you and your hoose. The Hoose wi' the +Green Shutters," he laughed, "hi, hi, hi!--the Hoose wi' the Green +Shutters!" + +Gourlay went slowly up to him, opening his eyes on him black and wide. +"You swine!" he said, with quiet vehemence; "for damned little I would +kill ye wi' a glower!" + +Gilmour shrank from the blaze in his eyes. + +"Oh, dinna be fee-ee-ared," said Gourlay quietly, "dinna be fee-ee-ared. +I wouldn't dirty my hand on 'ee! But get your bit kist, and I'll see ye +off the premises. Suspeecious characters are worth the watching." + +"Suspeecious!" stuttered Gilmour, "suspeecious! Wh-wh-whan was I ever +suspeecious? I'll have the law of ye for that. I'll make ye answer for +your wor-rds." + +"Imphm!" said Gourlay. "In the meantime, look slippy wi' that bit box o' +yours. I don't like daft folk about _my_ hoose." + +"There'll be dafter folk as me in your hoose yet," spluttered Gilmour +angrily, as he turned away. + +He went up to the garret where he slept and brought down his trunk. As +he passed through the scullery, bowed beneath the clumsy burden on his +left shoulder, John, recovered from his sobbing, mocked at him. + +"Hay-ay-ay," he said, in throaty derision, "my faither's the boy for ye. +Yon was the way to put ye down!" + +FOOTNOTES: + +[1] _Browdened._ A Scot devoted to his children is said to be "browdened +on his bairns." + +[2] _Thowless_, weak, useless. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +In every little Scotch community there is a distinct type known as "the +bodie." "What does he do, that man?" you may ask, and the answer will +be, "Really, I could hardly tell ye what he does--he's juist a bodie!" +The "bodie" may be a gentleman of independent means (a hundred a year +from the Funds), fussing about in spats and light check breeches; or he +may be a jobbing gardener; but he is equally a "bodie." The chief +occupation of his idle hours (and his hours are chiefly idle) is the +discussion of his neighbour's affairs. He is generally an "auld +residenter;" great, therefore, at the redding up of pedigrees. He can +tell you exactly, for instance, how it is that young Pin-oe's taking +geyly to the dram; for his grandfather, it seems, was a terrible man for +the drink--ou, just terrible. Why, he went to bed with a full jar of +whisky once, and when he left it he was dead, and it was empty. So, ye +see, that's the reason o't. + +The genus "bodie" is divided into two species--the "harmless bodies" and +the "nesty bodies." The bodies of Barbie mostly belonged to the second +variety. Johnny Coe and Tam Wylie and the baker were decent enough +fellows in their way, but the others were the sons of scandal. Gourlay +spoke of them as a "wheen damned auld wives." But Gourlay, to be sure, +was not an impartial witness. + +The Bend o' the Brae was the favourite stance of the bodies: here they +forgathered every day to pass judgment on the town's affairs. And, +indeed, the place had many things to recommend it. Among the chief it +was within an easy distance of the Red Lion, farther up the street, to +which it was really very convenient to adjourn nows and nans. Standing +at the Bend o' the Brae, too, you could look along two roads to the left +and right, or down upon the Cross beneath, and the three low streets +that guttered away from it. Or you might turn and look up Main Street, +and past the side of the Square, to the House with the Green Shutters, +the highest in the town. The Bend o' the Brae, you will gather, was a +fine post for observation. It had one drawback, true: if Gourlay turned +to the right in his gig he disappeared in a moment, and you could never +be sure where he was off to. But even that afforded matter for pleasing +speculation which often lasted half an hour. + +It was about nine o'clock when Gourlay and Gilmour quarrelled in the +yard, and that was the hour when the bodies forgathered for their +morning dram. + +"Good-moarning, Mr. Wylie!" said the Provost. + +When the Provost wished you good-morning, with a heavy civic eye, you +felt sure it was going to be good. + +"Mornin', Provost, mornin'! Fine weather for the fields," said Tam, +casting a critical glance at the blue dome in which a soft, +white-bosomed cloud floated high above the town. "If this weather hauds, +it'll be a blessing for us poor farming bodies." + +Tam was a wealthy old hunks, but it suited his humour to refer to +himself constantly as "a poor farming bodie." And he dressed in +accordance with his humour. His clean old crab-apple face was always +grinning at you from over a white-sleeved moleskin waistcoat, as if he +had been no better than a breaker of road-metal. + +"Faith ay!" said the Provost, cunning and quick; "fodder should be +cheap"--and he shot the covetous glimmer of a bargain-making eye at Mr. +Wylie. + +Tam drew himself up. He saw what was coming. + +"We're needing some hay for the burgh horse," said the Provost. "Ye'll +be willing to sell at fifty shillings the ton, since it's like to be so +plentiful." + +"Oh," said Tam solemnly, "that's on-possible! Gourlay's seeking the +three pound! and where he leads we maun a' gang. Gourlay sets the tune, +and Barbie dances till't." + +That was quite untrue so far as the speaker was concerned. It took a +clever man to make Tam Wylie dance to his piping. But Thomas, the knave, +knew that he could always take a rise out the Provost by cracking up the +Gourlays, and that to do it now was the best way of fobbing him off +about the hay. + +"Gourlay!" muttered the Provost, in disgust. And Tam winked at the +baker. + +"Losh," said Sandy Toddle, "yonder's the Free Kirk minister going past +the Cross! Where'll _he_ be off till at this hour of the day? He's not +often up so soon." + +"They say he sits late studying," said Johnny Coe. + +"H'mph, studying!" grunted Tam Brodie, a big, heavy, wall-cheeked man, +whose little, side-glancing eyes seemed always alert for scandal amid +the massive insolence of his smooth face. "I see few signs of studying +in _him_. He's noathing but a stink wi' a skin on't." + +T. Brodie was a very important man, look you, and wrote "Leather +Mercht." above his door, though he cobbled with his own hands. He was a +staunch Conservative, and down on the Dissenters. + +"What road'th he taking?" lisped Deacon Allardyce, craning past Brodie's +big shoulder to get a look. + +"He's stoppit to speak to Widow Wallace. What will he be saying to +_her_?" + +"She's a greedy bodie that Mrs. Wallace: I wouldna wonder but she's +speiring him for bawbees." + +"Will he take the Skeighan Road, I wonder?" + +"Or the Fechars?" + +"He's a great man for gathering gowans and other sic trash. He's maybe +for a dander up the burn juist. They say he's a great botanical man." + +"Ay," said Brodie, "paidling in a burn's the ploy for him. He's a weanly +gowk." + +"A-a-ah!" protested the baker, who was a Burnsomaniac, "there's waur +than a walk by the bank o' a bonny burn. Ye ken what Mossgiel said:-- + + + 'The Muse nae poet ever fand her, + Till by himsel' he learned to wander, + Adown some trottin' burn's meander, + And no thick lang; + Oh sweet to muse and pensive ponder + A heartfelt sang.'" + + +Poetical quotations, however, made the Provost uncomfortable. "Ay," he +said dryly in his throat; "verra good, baker, verra good!--Who's yellow +doag's that? I never saw the beast about the town before!" + +"Nor me either. It's a perfect stranger!" + +"It's like a herd's doag!" + +"Man, you're right! That's just what it will be. The morn's Fleckie lamb +fair, and some herd or other'll be in about the town." + +"He'll be drinking in some public-house, I'se warrant, and the doag will +have lost him." + +"Imph, that'll be the way o't." + +"I'm demned if he hasn't taken the Skeighan Road!" said Sandy Toddle, +who had kept his eye on the minister. Toddle's accent was a varying +quality. When he remembered he had been a packman in England it was +exceedingly fine. But he often forgot. + +"The Skeighan Road! the Skeighan Road! Who'll he be going to see in that +airt? Will it be Templandmuir?" + +"Gosh, it canna be Templandmuir; he was there no later than yestreen!" + +"Here's a man coming down the brae!" announced Johnny Coe, in a solemn +voice, as if a man "coming down the brae" was something unusual. In a +moment every head was turned to the hill. + +"What's yon he's carrying on his shouther?" pondered Brodie. + +"It looks like a boax," said the Provost slowly, bending every effort of +eye and mind to discover what it really was. He was giving his +profoundest cogitations to the "boax." + +"It _is_ a boax! But who is it though? I canna make him out." + +"Dod, I canna tell either; his head's so bent with his burden!" + +At last the man, laying his "boax" on the ground, stood up to ease his +spine, so that his face was visible. + +"Losh, it's Jock Gilmour, the orra man at Gourlay's! What'll _he_ be +doing out on the street at this hour of the day? I thocht he was always +busy on the premises! Will Gourlay be sending him off with something to +somebody? But no; that canna be. He would have sent it with the carts." + +"I'll wager ye," cried Johnny Coe quickly, speaking more loudly than +usual in the animation of discovery--"I'll wager ye Gourlay has +quarrelled him and put him to the door!" + +"Man, you're right! That'll just be it, that'll just be it! Ay, +ay--faith ay--and yon'll be his kist he's carrying! Man, you're right, +Mr. Coe; you have just put your finger on't. We'll hear news _this_ +morning." + +They edged forward to the middle of the road, the Provost in front, to +meet Gilmour coming down. + +"Ye've a heavy burden this morning, John," said the Provost graciously. + +"No wonder, sir," said Gilmour, with big-eyed solemnity, and set down +the chest; "it's no wonder, seeing that I'm carrying my a-all." + +"Ay, man, John. How's that na?" + +To be the centre of interest and the object of gracious condescension +was balm to the wounded feelings of Gilmour. Gourlay had lowered him, +but this reception restored him to his own good opinion. He was usually +called "Jock" (except by his mother, to whom, of course, he was "oor +Johnny"), but the best merchants in the town were addressing him as +"John." It was a great occasion. Gilmour expanded in gossip beneath its +influence benign. + +He welcomed, too, this first and fine opportunity of venting his wrath +on the Gourlays. + +"Oh, I just telled Gourlay what I thocht of him, and took the door ahint +me. I let him have it hot and hardy, I can tell ye. He'll no forget _me_ +in a hurry"--Gilmour bawled angrily, and nodded his head significantly, +and glared fiercely, to show what good cause he had given Gourlay to +remember him--"he'll no forget _me_ for a month of Sundays." + +"Ay, man, John, what did ye say till him?" + +"Na, man, what did he say to you?" + +"Wath he angry, Dyohn?" + +"How did the thing begin?" + +"Tell us, man, John." + +"What was it a-all about, John?" + +"Was Mrs. Gourlay there?" + +Bewildered by this pelt of questions, Gilmour answered the last that hit +his ear. "There, ay; faith, she was there. It was her was the cause +o't." + +"D'ye tell me that, John? Man, you surprise me. I would have thocht the +thowless trauchle[3] hadna the smeddum left to interfere." + +"Oh, it was yon boy of hers. He's aye swaggerin' aboot, interferin' wi' +folk at their wark--he follows his faither's example in that, for as the +auld cock craws the young ane learns--and his mither's that daft aboot +him that ye daurna give a look! He came in my road when I was sweeping +out the close, and some o' the dirty jaups splashed about his shins. But +was I to blame for that?--ye maun walk wide o' a whalebone besom if ye +dinna want to be splashed. Afore I kenned where I was, he up wi' a dirty +washing-clout and slashed me in the face wi't! I hit him a thud in the +ear--as wha wadna? Out come his mither like a fury, skirling about _her_ +hoose, and _her_ servants, and _her_ weans. 'Your servant!' says +I--'your servant! You're a nice-looking trollop to talk aboot servants,' +says I." + +"Did ye really, John?" + +"Man, that wath bauld o' ye." + +"And what did _she_ say?" + +"Oh, she just kept skirling! And then, to be sure, Gourlay must come out +and interfere! But I telled him to his face what I thocht of _him!_ 'The +best Gourlay that ever dirtied leather,' says I, ''s no gaun to make +dirt of me,' says I." + +"Ay, man, Dyohn!" lisped Deacon Allardyce, with bright and eagerly +inquiring eyes. "And what did he thay to that na? _That_ wath a dig for +him! I'the warrant he wath angry." + +"Angry? He foamed at the mouth! But I up and says to him, 'I have had +enough o' you,' says I, 'you and your Hoose wi' the Green Shutters,' +says I. 'You're no fit to have a decent servant,' says I. 'Pay _me my_ +wages, and I'll be redd o' ye,' says I. And wi' that I flang my kist on +my shouther and slapped the gate ahint me." + +"And _did_ he pay ye your wages?" Tam Wylie probed him slyly, with a +sideward glimmer in his eye. + +"Ah, well, no--not exactly," said Gilmour, drawing in. "But I'll get +them right enough for a' that. He'll no get the better o' _me_." Having +grounded unpleasantly on the question of the wages, he thought it best +to be off ere the bloom was dashed from his importance, so he +shouldered his chest and went. The bodies watched him down the street. + +"He's a lying brose, that," said the baker. "We a' ken what Gourlay is. +He would have flung Gilmour out by the scruff o' the neck if he had +daured to set his tongue against him!" + +"Faith, that's so," said Tam Wylie and Johnny Coe together. + +But the others were divided between their perception of the fact and +their wish to believe that Gourlay had received a thrust or two. At +other times they would have been the first to scoff at Gilmour's +swagger. Now their animus against Gourlay prompted them to back it up. + +"Oh, I'm not so sure of tha-at, baker," cried the Provost, in the false, +loud voice of a man defending a position which he knows to be unsound; +"I'm no so sure of that at a-all. A-a-ah, mind ye," he drawled +persuasively, "he's a hardy fallow, that Gilmour. I've no doubt he gied +Gourlay a good dig or two. Let us howp they will do him good." + +For many reasons intimate to the Scot's character, envious scandal is +rampant in petty towns such as Barbie. To go back to the beginning, the +Scot, as pundits will tell you, is an individualist. His religion alone +is enough to make him so; for it is a scheme of personal salvation +significantly described once by the Reverend Mr. Struthers of Barbie. +"At the Day of Judgment, my frehnds," said Mr. Struthers--"at the Day of +Judgment every herring must hang by his own tail!" Self-dependence was +never more luridly expressed. History, climate, social conditions, and +the national beverage have all combined (the pundits go on) to make the +Scot an individualist, fighting for his own hand. The better for him if +it be so; from that he gets the grit that tells. + +From their individualism, however, comes inevitably a keen spirit of +competition (the more so because Scotch democracy gives fine chances to +compete), and from their keen spirit of competition comes, inevitably +again, an envious belittlement of rivals. If a man's success offends +your individuality, to say everything you can against him is a +recognized weapon of the fight. It takes him down a bit, and (inversely) +elevates his rival. + +It is in a small place like Barbie that such malignity is most virulent, +because in a small place like Barbie every man knows everything to his +neighbour's detriment. He can redd up his rival's pedigree, for example, +and lower his pride (if need be) by detailing the disgraces of his kin. +"I have grand news the day!" a big-hearted Scot will exclaim (and when +their hearts are big they are big to hypertrophy)--"I have grand news +the day! Man, Jock Goudie has won the C.B."--"Jock Goudie"--an envious +bodie will pucker as if he had never heard the name--"Jock Goudie? Wha's +_he_ for a Goudie? Oh ay, let me see now. He's a brother o'--eh, a +brother o'--eh" (tit-tit-titting on his brow)--"oh, just a brother o' +Drucken Will Goudie o' Auchterwheeze! Oo-ooh, I ken _him_ fine. His +grannie keepit a sweetie-shop in Strathbungo." There you have the +"nesty" Scotsman. + +Even if Gourlay had been a placable and inoffensive man, then, the +malignants of the petty burgh (it was scarce bigger than a village) +would have fastened on his character simply because he was above them. +No man has a keener eye for behaviour than the Scot (especially when +spite wings his intuition), and Gourlay's thickness of wit and pride of +place would in any case have drawn their sneers. So, too, on lower +grounds, would his wife's sluttishness. But his repressiveness added a +hundredfold to their hate of him. That was the particular cause which, +acting on their general tendency to belittle a too-successful rival, +made their spite almost monstrous against him. Not a man among them but +had felt the weight of his tongue--for edge it had none. He walked among +them like the dirt below his feet. There was no give and take in the +man; he could be verra jocose with the lairds, to be sure, but he never +dropped in to the Red Lion for a crack and a dram with the town-folk; he +just glowered as if he could devour them! And who was he, I should like +to know? His grandfather had been noathing but a common carrier! + +Hate was the greater on both sides because it was often impotent. +Gourlay frequently suspected offence, and seethed because he had no idea +how to meet it--except by driving slowly down the brae in his new gig +and never letting on when the Provost called to him. That was a wipe in +the eye for the Provost! The "bodies," on their part, could rarely get +near enough Gourlay to pierce his armour; he kept them off him by his +brutal dourness. For it was not only pride and arrogance, but a +consciousness also that he was no match for them at their own game, that +kept Gourlay away from their society. They were adepts at the under +stroke, and they would have given him many a dig if he had only come +amongst them. But, oh no, not he; he was the big man; he never gave a +body a chance! Or if you did venture a bit jibe when you met him, he +glowered you off the face of the earth with thae black een of his. Oh, +how they longed to get at him! It was not the least of the evils caused +by Gourlay's black pride that it perverted a dozen characters. The +"bodies" of Barbie may have been decent enough men in their own way, but +against him their malevolence was monstrous. It showed itself in an +insane desire to seize on every scrap of gossip they might twist against +him. That was why the Provost lowered municipal dignity to gossip in the +street with a discharged servant. As the baker said afterwards, it was +absurd for a man in his "poseetion." But it was done with the sole +desire of hearing something that might tell against Gourlay. Even +countesses, we are told, gossip with malicious maids about other +countesses. Spite is a great leveller. + +"Shall we adjourn?" said Brodie, when they had watched Jock Gilmour out +of sight. He pointed across his shoulder to the Red Lion. + +"Better noat just now," said the Provost, nodding in slow +authority--"better noat just now! I'm very anxious to see Gourlay about +yon matter we were speaking of, doan't ye understa-and? But I'm +determined not to go to his house! On the other hand, if we go into the +Red Lion the now, we may miss him on the street. We'll noat have loang +to wait, though; he'll be down the town directly, to look at the horses +he has at the gerse out the Fechars Road. But _I'm_ talling ye, I simply +will noat go to his house--to put up with a wheen damned insults!" he +puffed in angry recollection. + +"To tell the truth," said Wylie, "I don't like to call upon Gourlay +either. I'm aware of his eyes on my back when I slink beaten through his +gate, and I feel that my hurdies are wanting in dignity!" + +"Huh!" spluttered Brodie, "that never affects me. I come stunting out in +a bleeze of wrath and slam the yett ahint me!" + +"Oh, well," said the Deacon, "that'th one way of being dignified." + +"I'm afraid," said Sandy Toddle, "that he won't be in a very good key to +consider our request this morning, after his quarrel with Gilmour." + +"No," said the Provost; "he'll be blazing angry! It's most unfoartunate. +But we maun try to get his consent, be his temper what it will. It's a +matter of importance to the town, doan't ye see, and if he refuses we +simply can-noat proceed wi' the improvement." + +"It was Gilmour's jibe at the House wi' the Green Shutters that would +anger him the most, for it's the perfect god of his idolatry. Eh, sirs, +he has wasted an awful money upon yon house!" + +"Wasted's the word!" said Brodie, with a blatant laugh. "Wasted's the +word! They say he has verra little lying cash! And I shouldna be +surprised at all. For, ye see, Gibson the builder diddled him owre the +building o't." + +"Oh, I'se warrant Cunning Johnny would get the better of an ass like +Gourlay. But how in particular, Mr. Brodie? Have ye heard ainy details?" + +"I've been on the track o' the thing for a while back, but it was only +yestreen I had the proofs o't. It was Robin Wabster that telled me. He's +a jouking bodie, Robin, and he was ahint a dike up the Skeighan Road +when Gibson and Gourlay forgathered--they stoppit just forenenst him! +Gourlay began to curse at the size of Gibson's bill, but Cunning Johnny +kenned the way to get round him brawly. 'Mr. Gourlay,' says he, 'there's +not a thing in your house that a man in your poseetion can afford to be +without, and ye needn't expect the best house in Barbie for an oald +song!' And Gourlay was pacified at once! It appeared frae their crack, +however, that Gibson has diddled him tremendous. 'Verra well then,' +Robin heard Gourlay cry, 'you must allow me a while ere I pay that!' I +wager, for a' sae muckle as he's made of late, that his balance at the +bank's a sma' yin." + +"More thyow than thubstanth," said the Deacon. + +"Well, I'm sure!" said the Provost, "he needn't have built such a +gra-and house to put a slut of a wife like yon in!" + +"I was surprised," said Sandy Toddle, "to hear about her firing up. I +wouldn't have thought she had the spirit, or that Gourlay would have +come to her support!" + +"Oh," said the Provost, "it wasn't her he was thinking of! It was his +own pride, the brute. He leads the woman the life of a doag. I'm +surprised that he ever married her!" + +"I ken fine how he married her," said Johnny Coe. "I was acquaint wi' +her faither, auld Tenshillingland owre at Fechars--a grand farmer he +was, wi' land o' his nain, and a gey pickle bawbees. It was the bawbees, +and not the woman, that Gourlay went after! It was _her_ money, as ye +ken, that set him on his feet, and made him such a big man. He never +cared a preen for _her_, and then when she proved a dirty trollop, he +couldna endure her look! That's what makes him so sore upon her now. And +yet I mind her a braw lass, too," said Johnny the sentimentalist, "a +braw lass she was," he mused, "wi' fine, brown glossy hair, I mind, +and--ochonee! ochonee!--as daft as a yett in a windy day. She had a +cousin, Jenny Wabster, that dwelt in Tenshillingland than, and mony a +summer nicht up the Fechars Road, when ye smelled the honeysuckle in the +gloaming, I have heard the two o' them tee-heeing owre the lads +thegither, skirling in the dark and lauching to themselves. They were of +the glaikit kind ye can always hear loang before ye see. Jock Allan +(that has done so well in Embro) was a herd at Tenshillingland than, and +he likit her, and I think she likit him; but Gourlay came wi' his gig +and whisked her away. She doesna lauch sae muckle now, puir bodie! But a +braw lass she----" + +"It's you maun speak to Gourlay, Deacon," said the Provost, brushing +aside the reminiscent Coe. + +"How can it be that, Provost? It'th _your_ place, surely. You're the +head of the town!" + +When Gourlay was to be approached there was always a competition for who +should be hindmost. + +"Yass, but you know perfectly well, Deacon, that I cannot thole the look +of him. I simply cannot thole the look. And he knows it too. The +thing'll gang smash at the outset--_I'm_ talling ye, now--it'll go +smash at the outset if it's left to me. And than, ye see, you have a +better way of approaching folk!" + +"Ith that tho?" said the Deacon dryly. He shot a suspicious glance to +see if the Provost was guying him. + +"Oh, it must be left to you, Deacon," said the baker and Tam Wylie in a +breath. + +"Certainly, it maun be left to the Deacon," assented Johnny Coe, when he +saw how the others were giving their opinion. + +"Tho be it, then," snapped the Deacon. + +"Here he comes," said Sandy Toddle. + +Gourlay came down the street towards them, his chest big, his thumbs in +the armholes of his waistcoat. He had the power of staring steadily at +those whom he approached without the slightest sign of recognition or +intelligence appearing in his eyes. As he marched down upon the bodies +he fixed them with a wide-open glower that was devoid of every +expression but courageous steadiness. It gave a kind of fierce vacancy +to his look. + +The Deacon limped forward on his thin shanks to the middle of the road. + +"It'th a fine morning, Mr. Gourlay," he simpered. + +"There's noathing wrong with the morning," grunted Gourlay, as if there +was something wrong with the Deacon. + +"We wath wanting to thee ye on a very important matter, Mithter +Gourlay," lisped the Deacon, smiling up at the big man's face, with his +head on one side, and rubbing his fingers in front of him. "It'th a +matter of the common good, you thee; and we all agreed that we should +speak to _you_, ath the foremost merchant of the town!" + +Allardyce meant his compliment to fetch Gourlay. But Gourlay knew his +Allardyce, and was cautious. It was well to be on your guard when the +Deacon was complimentary. When his language was most flowery there was +sure to be a serpent hidden in it somewhere. He would lisp out an +innocent remark and toddle away, and Gourlay would think nothing of the +matter till a week afterwards, perhaps, when something would flash a +light; then "Damn him, did he mean '_that_'?" he would seethe, starting +back and staring at the "_that_" while his fingers strangled the air in +place of the Deacon. + +He glowered at the Deacon now till the Deacon blinked. + +"You thee, Mr. Gourlay," Allardyce shuffled uneasily, "it'th for your +own benefit just ath much ath ourth. We were thinking of you ath well +ath of ourthelves! Oh yeth, oh yeth!" + +"Ay, man!" said Gourlay, "that was kind of ye! I'll be the first man in +Barbie to get ainy benefit from the fools that mismanage our affairs." + +The gravel grated beneath the Provost's foot. The atmosphere was +becoming electric, and the Deacon hastened to the point. + +"You thee, there'th a fine natural supply of water--a perfect reservore +the Provost sayth--on the brae-face just above _your_ garden, Mr. +Gourlay. Now, it would be easy to lead that water down and alang through +all the gardenth on the high side of Main Street--and, 'deed, it might +feed a pump at the Cross, too, to supply the lower portionth o' the +town. It would really be a grai-ait convenience. Every man on the high +side o' Main Street would have a running spout at his own back door! If +your garden didna run tho far back, Mr. Gourlay, and ye hadna tho muckle +land about your place"--_that_ should fetch him, thought the Deacon--"if +it werena for that, Mr. Gourlay, we could easily lead the water round to +the other gardenth without interfering with your property. But, ath it +ith, we simply can-noat move without ye. The water must come through +your garden, if it comes at a-all." + +"The most o' you important men live on the high side o' Main Street," +birred Gourlay. "Is it the poor folk at the Cross, or your ain bits o' +back doors that you're thinking o'?" + +"Oh--oh, Mr. Gourlay!" protested Allardyce, head flung back, and palms +in air, to keep the thought of self-interest away, "oh--oh, Mr. Gourlay! +We're thinking of noathing but the common good, I do assure ye." + +"Ay, man! You're dis-in-ter-ested!" said Gourlay, but he stumbled on the +big word and spoiled the sneer. That angered him, and, "It's likely," he +rapped out, "that I'll allow the land round _my_ house to be howked and +trenched and made a mudhole of to oblige a wheen things like you!" + +"Oh--oh, but think of the convenience to uth--eh--eh--I mean to the +common good," said Allardyce. + +"I howked wells for myself," snapped Gourlay. "Let others do the like." + +"Oh, but we haven't all the enterprithe of you, Mr. Gourlay. You'll +surely accommodate the town!" + +"I'll see the town damned first," said Gourlay, and passed on his steady +way. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[3] _Trauchle_, a poor trollop who trails about; _smeddum_, grit. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +The bodies watched Gourlay in silence until he was out of earshot. Then, +"It's monstrous!" the Provost broke out in solemn anger; "I declare it's +perfectly monstrous! But I believe we could get Pow-ers to compel him. +Yass; I believe we could get Pow-ers. I do believe we could get +Pow-ers." + +The Provost was fond of talking about "Pow-ers," because it implied that +he was intimate with the great authorities who might delegate such +"Pow-ers" to him. To talk of "Pow-ers," mysteriously, was a tribute to +his own importance. He rolled the word on his tongue as if he enjoyed +the sound of it. + +On the Deacon's cheek bones two red spots flamed, round and big as a +Scotch penny. His was the hurt silence of the baffled diplomatist, to +whom a defeat means reflections on his own ability. + +"Demn him!" he skirled, following the solid march of his enemy with +fiery eyes. + +Never before had his deaconship been heard to swear. Tam Wylie laughed +at the shrill oath till his eyes were buried in his merry wrinkles, a +suppressed snirt, a continuous gurgle in the throat and nose, in beaming +survey the while of the withered old creature dancing in his rage. (It +was all a good joke to Tam, because, living on the outskirts of the +town, he had no spigot of his own to feed.) The Deacon turned the eyes +of hate on him. Demn Wylie too--what was he laughing at! + +"Oh, I dare thay you could have got round him!" he snapped. + +"In my opinion, Allardyce," said the baker, "you mismanaged the whole +affair. Yon wasna the way to approach him!" + +"It'th a pity you didna try your hand, then, I'm sure! No doubt a clever +man like _you_ would have worked wonderth!" + +So the bodies wrangled among themselves. Somehow or other Gourlay had +the knack of setting them by the ears. It was not till they hit on a +common topic of their spite in railing at him that they became a band of +brothers and a happy few. + +"Whisht!" said Sandy Toddle suddenly; "here's his boy!" + +John was coming towards them on his way to school. The bodies watched +him as he passed, with the fixed look men turn on a boy of whose kinsmen +they were talking even now. They affect a stony and deliberate regard, +partly to include the newcomer in their critical survey of his family, +and partly to banish from their own eyes any sign that they have just +been running down his people. John, as quick as his mother to feel, knew +in a moment they were watching _him_. He hung his head sheepishly and +blushed, and the moment he was past he broke into a nervous trot, the +bag of books bumping on his back as he ran. + +"He's getting a big boy, that son of Gourlay's," said the Provost; "how +oald will he be?" + +"He's approaching twelve," said Johnny Coe, who made a point of being +able to supply such news because it gained him consideration where he +was otherwise unheeded. "He was born the day the brig on the Fleckie +Road gaed down, in the year o' the great flood; and since the great +flood it's twelve year come Lammas. Rab Tosh o' Fleckie's wife was +heavy-footed at the time, and Doctor Munn had been a' nicht wi' her, and +when he cam to Barbie Water in the morning it was roaring wide frae +bank to brae; where the brig should have been there was naething but the +swashing of the yellow waves. Munn had to drive a' the way round to the +Fechars brig, and in parts o' the road the water was so deep that it +lapped his horse's bellyband. A' this time Mrs. Gourlay was skirling in +her pains and praying to God she micht dee. Gourlay had been a great +crony o' Munn's, but he quarrelled him for being late; he had trysted +him, ye see, for the occasion, and he had been twenty times at the yett +to look for him. Ye ken how little he would stomach that; he was ready +to brust wi' anger. Munn, mad for the want of sleep and wat to the bane, +swüre back at him; and than Gourlay wadna let him near his wife! Ye mind +what an awful day it was; the thunder roared as if the heavens were +tumbling on the world, and the lichtnin sent the trees daudin on the +roads, and folk hid below their beds and prayed--they thocht it was the +Judgment! But Gourlay rammed his black stepper in the shafts, and drave +like the devil o' hell to Skeighan Drone, where there was a young +doctor. The lad was feared to come, but Gourlay swore by God that he +should, and he garred him. In a' the countryside driving like his that +day was never kenned or heard tell o'; they were back within the hour! I +saw them gallop up Main Street; lichtnin struck the ground before them; +the young doctor covered his face wi' his hands, and the horse nichered +wi' fear and tried to wheel, but Gourlay stood up in the gig and lashed +him on through the fire. It was thocht for lang that Mrs. Gourlay would +die; and she was never the same woman after. Atweel, ay, sirs, Gourlay +has that morning's work to blame for the poor wife he has now. Him and +Munn never spoke to each other again, and Munn died within the +twelvemonth--he got his death that morning on the Fleckie Road. But, for +a' so pack's they had been, Gourlay never looked near him." + +Coe had told his story with enjoying gusto, and had told it well--for +Johnny, though constantly snubbed by his fellows, was in many ways the +ablest of them all. His voice and manner drove it home. They knew, +besides, he was telling what himself had seen. For they knew he was +lying prostrate with fear in the open smiddy-shed from the time Gourlay +went to Skeighan Drone to the time that he came back, and that he had +seen him both come and go. They were silent for a while, impressed, in +spite of themselves, by the vivid presentment of Gourlay's manhood on +the day that had scared them all. The baker felt inclined to cry out on +his cruelty for keeping his wife suffering to gratify his wrath; but the +sudden picture of the man's courage changed that feeling to another of +admiring awe: a man so defiant of the angry heavens might do anything. +And so with the others; they hated Gourlay, but his bravery was a fact +of nature which they could not disregard; they knew themselves smaller, +and said nothing for a while. Tam Brodie, the most brutal among them, +was the first to recover. Even he did not try to belittle at once, but +he felt the subtle discomfort of the situation, and relieved it by +bringing the conversation back to its usual channel. + +"That was at the boy's birth, Mr. Coe?" said he. + +"Ou ay, just the laddie. It was a' richt when the lassie came. It was +Doctor Dandy brocht _her_ hame, for Munn was deid by that time, and +Dandy had his place." + +"What will Gourlay be going to make of him?" the Provost asked. "A +doctor or a minister or wha-at?" + +"Deil a fear of that," said Brodie; "he'll take him into the business! +It's a' that he's fit for. He's an infernal dunce, just his father owre +again, and the Dominie thrashes him remorseless! I hear my own weans +speaking o't. Ou, it seems he's just a perfect numbskull!" + +"Ye couldn't expect ainything else from a son of Gourlay," said the +Provost. + +Conversation languished. Some fillip was needed to bring it to an easy +flow, and the simultaneous scrape of their feet turning round showed the +direction of their thoughts. + +"A dram would be very acceptable now," murmured Sandy Toddle, rubbing +his chin. + +"Ou, we wouldna be the waur o't," said Tam Wylie. + +"We would all be the better of a little drope," smirked the Deacon. + +And they made for the Red Lion for the matutinal dram. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +John Gourlay the younger was late for school, in spite of the nervous +trot he fell into when he shrank from the bodies' hard stare at him. +There was nothing unusual about that; he was late for school every +other day. To him it was a howling wilderness where he played a +most appropriate _rôle_. If his father was not about he would hang +round his mother till the last moment, rather than be off to old +"Bleach-the-boys"--as the master had been christened by his scholars. +"Mother, I have a pain in _my_ heid," he would whimper, and she would +condole with him and tell him she would keep him at home with her--were +it not for dread of her husband. She was quite sure he was ainything but +strong, poor boy, and that the schooling was bad for him; for it was +really remarkable how quickly the pain went if he was allowed to stay at +home; why, he got better just directly! It was not often she dared to +keep him from school, however; and if she did, she had to hide him from +his father. + +On school mornings the boy shrank from going out with a shrinking that +was almost physical. When he stole through the green gate with his bag +slithering at his hip (not braced between the shoulders like a birkie +scholar's), he used to feel ruefully that he was in for it now--and the +Lord alone knew what he would have to put up with ere he came home! And +he always had the feeling of a freed slave when he passed the gate on +his return, never failing to note with delight the clean smell of the +yard after the stuffiness of school, sucking it in through glad +nostrils, and thinking to himself, "O crickey, it's fine to be home!" On +Friday nights, in particular, he used to feel so happy that, becoming +arrogant, he would try his hand at bullying Jock Gilmour in imitation of +his father. John's dislike of school, and fear of its trampling bravoes, +attached him peculiarly to the House with the Green Shutters; there was +his doting mother, and she gave him stories to read, and the place was +so big that it was easy to avoid his father and have great times with +the rabbits and the doos. He was as proud of the sonsy house as Gourlay +himself, if for a different reason, and he used to boast of it to his +comrades. And he never left it, then or after, without a foreboding. + +As he crept along the School Road with a rueful face, he was alone, for +Janet, who was cleverer than he, was always earlier at school. The +absence of children in the sunny street lent to his depression. He felt +forlorn; if there had been a chattering crowd marching along, he would +have been much more at his ease. + +Quite recently the school had been fitted up with varnished desks, and +John, who inherited his mother's nervous senses with his father's lack +of wit, was always intensely alive to the smell of the desks the moment +he went in; and as his heart always sank when he went in, the smell +became associated in his mind with that sinking of the heart--to feel +it, no matter where, filled him with uneasiness. As he stole past the +joiner's on that sunny morning, when wood was resinous and pungent of +odour, he was suddenly conscious of a varnishy smell, and felt a +misgiving without knowing why. It was years after, in Edinburgh, ere he +knew the reason; he found that he never went past an upholsterer's shop, +on a hot day in spring, without being conscious of a vague depression, +and feeling like a boy slinking into school. + +In spite of his forebodings, nothing more untoward befell him that +morning than a cut over the cowering shoulders for being late, as he +crept to the bottom of his class. He reached "leave," the ten minutes' +run at twelve o'clock, without misadventure. Perhaps it was this +unwonted good fortune that made him boastful when he crouched near the +pump among his cronies, sitting on his hunkers with his back to the +wall. Half a dozen boys were about him, and Swipey Broon was in front, +making mud pellets in a trickle from the pump. + +He began talking of the new range. + +"Yah! Auld Gemmell needn't have let welp at me for being late this +morning," he spluttered big-eyed, nodding his head in aggrieved and +solemn protest. "It wasna _my_ faut! We're getting in a grand new range, +and the whole of the kitchen fireplace has been gutted out to make room +for't; and my mother couldna get my breakfast in time this morning, +because, ye see, she had to boil everything in the parlour--and here, +when she gaed ben the house, the parlour fire was out! + +"It's to be a splendid range, the new one," he went on, with a conceited +jerk of the head. "Peter Riney's bringin'd from Skeighan in the +afternune. My father says there winna be its equal in the parish!" + +The faces of the boys lowered uncomfortably. They felt it was a silly +thing of Gourlay to blow his own trumpet in this way, but, being boys, +they could not prick his conceit with a quick rejoinder. It is only +grown-ups who can be ironical; physical violence is the boy's repartee. +It had scarcely gone far enough for that yet, so they lowered in +uncomfortable silence. + +"We're aye getting new things up at our place," he went on. "I heard my +father telling Gibson the builder he must have everything of the best! +Mother says it'll all be mine some day. I'll have the fine times when I +leave the schule--and that winna be long now, for I'm clean sick o't; +I'll no bide a day longer than I need! I'm to go into the business, and +then I'll have the times. I'll dash about the country in a gig wi' two +dogs wallopping ahin'. I'll have the great life o't." + +"Ph-tt!" said Swipey Broon, and planted a gob of mud right in the middle +of his brow. + +"Hoh! hoh! hoh!" yelled the others. They hailed Swipey's action with +delight because, to their minds, it exactly met the case. It was the one +fit retort to his bouncing. + +Beneath the wet plunk of the mud John started back, bumping his head +against the wall behind him. The sticky pellet clung to his brow, and he +brushed it angrily aside. The laughter of the others added to his wrath +against Swipey. + +"What are you after?" he bawled. "Don't try your tricks on me, Swipey +Broon. Man, I could kill ye wi' a glower!" + +In a twinkling Swipey's jacket was off, and he was dancing in his shirt +sleeves, inviting Gourlay to come on and try't. + +"G'way, man," said John, his face as white as the wall; "g'way, man! +Don't have _me_ getting up to ye, or I'll knock the fleas out of your +duds!" + +Now the father of Swipey--so called because he always swiped when +batting at rounders--the father of Swipey was the rag and bone merchant +of Barbie, and it was said (with what degree of truth I know not) that +his home was verminous in consequence. John's taunt was calculated, +therefore, to sting him to the quick. + +The scion of the Broons, fired for the honour of his house, drove +straight at the mouth of the insulter. But John jouked to the side, and +Swipey skinned his knuckles on the wall. + +For a moment he rocked to and fro, doubled up in pain, crying "_Ooh!_" +with a rueful face, and squeezing his hand between his thighs to dull +its sharper agonies. Then with redoubled wrath bold Swipey hurled him +at the foe. He grabbed Gourlay's head, and shoving it down between his +knees, proceeded to pommel his bent back, while John bellowed angrily +(from between Swipey's legs), "Let me up, see!" + +Swipey let him up. John came at him with whirling arms, but Swipey +jouked and gave him one on the mouth that split his lip. In another +moment Gourlay was grovelling on his hands and knees, and triumphant +Swipey, astride his back, was bellowing "Hurroo!"--Swipey's father was +an Irishman. + +"Let him up, Broon!" cried Peter Wylie--"let him up, and meet each other +square!" + +"Oh, I'll let him up," cried Swipey, and leapt to his feet with +magnificent pride. He danced round Gourlay with his fists sawing the +air. "I could fight ten of him!--Come on, Gourlay!" he cried, "and I'll +poultice the road wi' your brose." + +John rose, glaring. But when Swipey rushed he turned and fled. The boys +ran into the middle of the street, pointing after the coward and +shouting, "Yeh! yeh! yeh!" with the infinite cruel derision of boyhood. + +"Yeh! yeh! yeh!" the cries of execration and contempt pursued him as he +ran. + + * * * * * + +Ere he had gone a hundred yards he heard the shrill whistle with which +Mr. Gemmell summoned his scholars from their play. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +All the children had gone into school. The street was lonely in the +sudden stillness. The joiner slanted across the road, brushing shavings +and sawdust from his white apron. There was no other sign of life in the +sunshine. Only from the smiddy, far away, came at times the tink of an +anvil. + +John crept on up the street, keeping close to the wall. It seemed +unnatural being there at that hour; everything had a quiet, unfamiliar +look. The white walls of the houses reproached the truant with their +silent faces. + +A strong smell of wallflowers oozed through the hot air. John thought it +a lonely smell, and ran to get away. + +"Johnny dear, what's wrong wi' ye?" cried his mother, when he stole in +through the scullery at last. "Are ye ill, dear?" + +"I wanted to come hame," he said. It was no defence; it was the sad and +simple expression of his wish. + +"What for, my sweet?" + +"I hate the school," he said bitterly; "I aye want to be at hame." + +His mother saw his cut mouth. + +"Johnny," she cried in concern, "what's the matter with your lip, dear? +Has ainybody been meddling ye?" + +"It was Swipey Broon," he said. + +"Did ever a body hear?" she cried. "Things have come to a fine pass when +decent weans canna go to the school without a wheen rag-folk yoking on +them! But what can a body ettle? Scotland's not what it used to be! +It's owrerun wi' the dirty Eerish!" + +In her anger she did not see the sloppy dishclout on the scullery chair, +on which she sank exhausted by her rage. + +"Oh, but I let him have it," swaggered John. "I threatened to knock the +fleas off him. The other boys were on _his_ side, or I would have +walloped him." + +"Atweel, they would a' be on his side," she cried. "But it's juist envy, +Johnny. Never mind, dear; you'll soon be left the school, and there's +not wan of them has the business that you have waiting ready to step +intil." + +"Mother," he pleaded, "let me bide here for the rest o' the day!" + +"Oh, but your father, Johnny? If _he_ saw ye!" + +"If you gie me some o' your novelles to look at, I'll go up to the +garret and hide, and ye can ask Jenny no to tell." + +She gave him a hunk of nuncheon and a bundle of her novelettes, and he +stole up to an empty garret and squatted on the bare boards. The sun +streamed through the skylight window and lay, an oblong patch, in the +centre of the floor. John noted the head of a nail that stuck gleaming +up. He could hear the pigeons _rooketty-cooing_ on the roof, and every +now and then a slithering sound, as they lost their footing on the +slates and went sliding downward to the rones. But for that, all was +still, uncannily still. Once a zinc pail clanked in the yard, and he +started with fear, wondering if that was his faither! + +If young Gourlay had been the right kind of a boy he would have been in +his glory, with books to read and a garret to read them in. For to +snuggle close beneath the slates is as dear to the boy as the bard, if +somewhat diverse their reasons for seclusion. Your garret is the true +kingdom of the poet, neighbouring the stars; side-windows tether him to +earth, but a skylight looks to the heavens. (That is why so many poets +live in garrets, no doubt.) But it is the secrecy of a garret for him +and his books that a boy loves; there he is lord of his imagination; +there, when the impertinent world is hidden from his view, he rides with +great Turpin at night beneath the glimmer of the moon. What boy of sense +would read about Turpin in a mere respectable parlour? A hay-loft's the +thing, where you can hide in a dusty corner, and watch through a chink +the baffled minions of Bow Street, and hear Black Bess--good +jade!--stamping in her secret stall, and be ready to descend when a +friendly hostler cries, "Jericho!" But if there is no hay-loft at hand a +mere garret will do very well. And so John should have been in his +glory, as indeed for a while he was. But he showed his difference from +the right kind of a boy by becoming lonely. He had inherited from his +mother a silly kind of interest in silly books, but to him reading was a +painful process, and he could never remember the plot. What he liked +best (though he could not have told you about it) was a vivid physical +picture. When the puffing steam of Black Bess's nostrils cleared away +from the moonlit pool, and the white face of the dead man stared at +Turpin through the water, John saw it and shivered, staring big-eyed at +the staring horror. He was alive to it all; he heard the seep of the +water through the mare's lips, and its hollow glug as it went down, and +the creak of the saddle beneath Turpin's hip; he saw the smear of sweat +roughening the hair on her slanting neck, and the great steaming breath +she blew out when she rested from drinking, and then that awful face +glaring from the pool.--Perhaps he was not so far from being the right +kind of boy, after all, since that was the stuff that _he_ liked. He +wished he had some Turpin with him now, for his mother's periodicals +were all about men with impossibly broad shoulders and impossibly curved +waists who asked Angelina if she loved them. Once, it is true, a +somewhat too florid sentence touched him on the visual nerve: "Through +a chink in the Venetian blind a long pencil of yellow light pierced the +beautiful dimness of the room and pointed straight to the dainty bronze +slipper peeping from under Angelina's gown; it became a slipper of vivid +gold amid the gloom." John saw that and brightened, but the next moment +they began to talk about love and he was at sea immediately. "Dagon them +and their love!" quoth he. + +To him, indeed, reading was never more than a means of escape from +something else; he never thought of a book so long as there were things +to see. Some things were different from others, it is true. Things of +the outer world, where he swaggered among his fellows and was thrashed, +or bungled his lessons and was thrashed again, imprinted themselves +vividly on his mind, and he hated the impressions. When Swipey Broon was +hot the sweat pores always glistened distinctly on the end of his +mottled nose--John, as he thought angrily of Swipey this afternoon, saw +the glistening sweat pores before him and wanted to bash them. The +varnishy smell of the desks, the smell of the wallflowers at Mrs. +Manzie's on the way to school, the smell of the school itself--to all +these he was morbidly alive, and he loathed them. But he loved the +impressions of his home. His mind was full of perceptions of which he +was unconscious, till he found one of them recorded in a book, and that +was the book for him. The curious physical always drew his mind to hate +it or to love. In summer he would crawl into the bottom of an old hedge, +among the black mould and the withered sticks, and watch a red-ended +beetle creep slowly up a bit of wood till near the top, and fall +suddenly down, and creep patiently again--this he would watch with +curious interest and remember always. "Johnny," said his mother once, +"what do you breenge into the bushes to watch those nasty things for?" + +"They're queer," he said musingly. + +Even if he _was_ a little dull wi' the book, she was sure he would come +to something, for, eh, he was such a noticing boy. + +But there was nothing to touch him in "The Wooing of Angeline;" he was +moving in an alien world. It was a complicated plot, and, some of the +numbers being lost, he was not sharp enough to catch the idea of the +story. He read slowly and without interest. The sounds of the outer +world reached him in his loneliness and annoyed him, because, while +wondering what they were, he dared not look out to see. He heard the +rattle of wheels entering the big yard; that would be Peter Riney back +from Skeighan with the range. Once he heard the birr of his father's +voice in the lobby and his mother speaking in shrill protest, and +then--oh, horror!--his father came up the stair. Would he come into the +garret? John, lying on his left side, felt his quickened heart thud +against the boards, and he could not take his big frighted eyes from the +bottom of the door. But the heavy step passed and went into another +room. John's open mouth was dry, and his shirt was sticking to his back. + +The heavy steps came back to the landing. + +"Whaur's _my_ gimlet?" yelled his father down the stair. + +"Oh, I lost the corkscrew, and took it to open a bottle," cried his +mother wearily. "Here it is, man, in the kitchen drawer." + +"_Hah!_" his father barked, and he knew he was infernal angry. If he +should come in! + +But he went tramping down the stair, and John, after waiting till his +pulses were stilled, resumed his reading. He heard the masons in the +kitchen, busy with the range, and he would have liked fine to watch +them, but he dared not go down till after four. It was lonely up here by +himself. A hot wind had sprung up, and it crooned through the keyhole +drearily; "_oo-woo-oo_," it cried, and the sound drenched him in a vague +depression. The splotch of yellow light had shifted round to the +fireplace; Janet had kindled a fire there last winter, and the ashes had +never been removed, and now the light lay, yellow and vivid, on a red +clinker of coal and a charred piece of stick. A piece of glossy white +paper had been flung in the untidy grate, and in the hollow curve of it +a thin silt of black dust had gathered--the light showed it plainly. All +these things the boy marked and was subtly aware of their +unpleasantness. He was forced to read to escape the sense of them. But +it was words, words, words, that he read; the subject mattered not at +all. His head leaned heavy on his left hand and his mouth hung open, as +his eye travelled dreamily along the lines. He succeeded in hypnotizing +his brain at last, by the mere process of staring at the page. + +At last he heard Janet in the lobby. That meant that school was over. He +crept down the stair. + +"_You_ were playing the truant," said Janet, and she nodded her head in +accusation. "I've a good mind to tell my faither." + +"If ye wud----" he said, and shook his fist at her threateningly. She +shrank away from him. They went into the kitchen together. + +The range had been successfully installed, and Mr. Gourlay was showing +it to Grant of Loranogie, the foremost farmer of the shire. Mrs. +Gourlay, standing by the kitchen table, viewed her new possession with a +faded simper of approval. She was pleased that Mr. Grant should see the +grand new thing that they had gotten. She listened to the talk of the +men with a faint smile about her weary lips, her eyes upon the sonsy +range. + +"Dod, it's a handsome piece of furniture," said Loranogie. "How did ye +get it brought here, Mr. Gourlay?" + +"I went to Glasgow and ordered it special. It came to Skeighan by the +train, and my own beasts brought it owre. That fender's a feature," he +added complacently; "it's onusual wi' a range." + +The massive fender ran from end to end of the fireplace, projecting a +little in front; its rim, a square bar of heavy steel, with bright, +sharp edges. + +"And that poker, too; man, there's a history wi' that. I made a point of +the making o't. He was an ill-bred little whalp, the bodie in Glasgow. I +happened to say till um I would like a poker-heid just the same size as +the rim of the fender! 'What d'ye want wi' a heavy-heided poker?' says +he; 'a' ye need's a bit sma' thing to rype the ribs wi'.' 'Is that so?' +says I. 'How do _you_ ken what _I_ want?' I made short work o' _him!_ +The poker-heid's the identical size o' the rim; I had it made to fit." + +Loranogie thought it a silly thing of Gourlay to concern himself about a +poker. But that was just like him, of course. The moment the body in +Glasgow opposed his whim, Gourlay, he knew, would make a point o't. + +The grain merchant took the bar of heavy metal in his hand. "Dod, it's +an awful weapon," he said, meaning to be jocose. "You could murder a man +wi't." + +"Deed you could," said Loranogie; "you could kill him wi' the one lick." + +The elders, engaged with more important matters, paid no attention to +the children, who had pushed between them to the front and were looking +up at their faces, as they talked, with curious watching eyes. John, +with his instinct to notice things, took the poker up when his father +laid it down, to see if it was really the size of the rim. It was too +heavy for him to raise by the handle; he had to lift it by the middle. +Janet was at his elbow, watching him. "You could kill a man with that," +he told her, importantly, though she had heard it for herself. Janet +stared and shuddered. Then the boy laid the poker-head along the rim, +fitting edge to edge with a nice precision. + +"Mother," he cried, turning towards her in his interest, "mother, look +here! It's exactly the same size!" + +"Put it down, sir," said his father with a grim smile at Loranogie. +"You'll be killing folk next." + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +"Are ye packit, Peter?" said Gourlay. + +"Yes, sir," said Peter Riney, running round to the other side of a cart, +to fasten a horse's bellyband to the shaft. "Yes, sir, we're a' ready." + +"Have the carriers a big load?" + +"Andy has just a wheen parcels, but Elshie's as fu' as he can haud. And +there's a gey pickle stuff waiting at the Cross." + +The hot wind of yesterday had brought lightning through the night, and +this morning there was the gentle drizzle that sometimes follows a heavy +thunderstorm. Hints of the farther blue showed themselves in a lofty sky +of delicate and drifting gray. The blackbirds and thrushes welcomed the +cooler air with a gush of musical piping, as if the liquid tenderness of +the morning had actually got into their throats and made them softer. + +"You had better snoove away then," said Gourlay. "Donnerton's five mile +ayont Fleckie, and by the time you deliver the meal there, and load the +ironwork, it'll be late ere you get back. Snoove away, Peter; snoove +away!" + +Peter shuffled uneasily, and his pale blue eyes blinked at Gourlay from +beneath their grizzled crow nests of red hair. + +"Are we a' to start thegither, sir?" he hesitated. "D'ye mean--d'ye mean +the carriers too?" + +"Atweel, Peter!" said Gourlay. "What for no?" + +Peter took a great old watch, with a yellow case, from his fob, and, +"It wants a while o' aicht, sir," he volunteered. + +"Ay, man, Peter, and what of that?" said Gourlay. + +There was almost a twinkle in his eye. Peter Riney was the only human +being with whom he was ever really at his ease. It is only when a mind +feels secure in itself that it can laugh unconcernedly at others. Peter +was so simple that in his presence Gourlay felt secure; and he used to +banter him. + +"The folk at the Cross winna expect the carriers till aicht, sir," said +Peter, "and I doubt their stuff won't be ready." + +"Ay, man, Peter," Gourlay joked lazily, as if Peter was a little boy. +"Ay, man, Peter. You think the folk at the Cross winna be prepared?" + +"No, sir," said Peter, opening his eyes very solemnly, "they winna be +prepared." + +"It'll do them good to hurry a little for once," growled Gourlay, humour +yielding to spite at the thought of his enemies. "It'll do them good to +hurry a little for once. Be off, the lot of ye!" + +After ordering his carriers to start, to back down and postpone their +departure, just to suit the convenience of his neighbours, would +derogate from his own importance. His men might think he was afraid of +Barbie. + +He strolled out to the big gate and watched his teams going down the +brae. + +There were only four carts this morning because the two that had gone to +Fechars yesterday with the cheese would not be back till the afternoon; +and another had already turned west to Auchterwheeze, to bring slates +for the flesher's new house. Of the four that went down the street two +were the usual carriers' carts, the other two were off to Fleckie with +meal, and Gourlay had started them the sooner since they were to bring +back the ironwork which Templandmuir needed for his new improvements. +Though the Templar had reformed greatly since he married his birkie +wife, he was still far from having his place in proper order, and he had +often to depend on Gourlay for the carrying of stuff which a man in his +position should have had horses of his own to bring. + +As Gourlay stood at his gate he pondered with heavy cunning how much he +might charge Templandmuir for bringing the ironwork from Fleckie. He +decided to charge him for the whole day, though half of it would be +spent in taking his own meal to Donnerton. In that he was carrying out +his usual policy--which was to make each side of his business help the +other. + +As he stood puzzling his wits over Templandmuir's account, his lips +worked in and out, to assist the slow process of his brain. His eyes +narrowed between peering lids, and their light seemed to turn inward as +he fixed them abstractedly on a stone in the middle of the road. His +head was tilted that he might keep his eyes upon the stone; and every +now and then, as he mused, he rubbed his chin slowly between the thumb +and fingers of his left hand. Entirely given up to the thought of +Templandmuir's account, he failed to see the figure advancing up the +street. + +At last the scrunch of a boot on the wet road struck his ear. He turned +with his best glower on the man who was approaching; more of the +"Wha-the-bleezes-are-you?" look than ever in his eyes--because he had +been caught unawares. + +The stranger wore a light yellow overcoat, and he had been walking a +long time in the rain apparently, for the shoulders of the coat were +quite black with the wet, these black patches showing in strong contrast +with the dryer, therefore yellower, front of it. Coat and jacket were +both hanging slightly open, and between was seen the slight bulge of a +dirty white waistcoat. The newcomer's trousers were turned high at the +bottom, and the muddy spats he wore looked big and ungainly in +consequence. In this appearance there was an air of dirty and +pretentious well-to-do-ness. It was not shabby gentility. It was like +the gross attempt at dress of your well-to-do publican who looks down on +his soiled white waistcoat with complacent and approving eye. + +"It's a fine morning, Mr. Gourlay," simpered the stranger. His air was +that of a forward tenant who thinks it a great thing to pass remarks on +the weather with his laird. + +Gourlay cast a look at the dropping heavens. + +"Is that _your_ opinion?" said he. "I fail to see't mysell." + +It was not in Gourlay to see the beauty of that gray, wet dawn. A fine +morning to him was one that burnt the back of your neck. + +The stranger laughed: a little deprecating giggle. "I meant it was fine +weather for the fields," he explained. He had meant nothing of the kind, +of course; he had merely been talking at random in his wish to be civil +to that important man, John Gourlay. + +"Imphm," he pondered, looking round on the weather with a wise air; +"imphm; it's fine weather for the fields." + +"Are _you_ a farmer, then?" Gourlay nipped him, with his eye on the +white waistcoat. + +"Oh--oh, Mr. Gourlay! A farmer, no. Hi--hi! I'm not a farmer. I dare +say, now, you have no mind of _me_?" + +"No," said Gourlay, regarding him very gravely and steadily with his +dark eyes. "I cannot say, sir, that I have the pleasure of remembering +_you_." + +"Man, I'm a son of auld John Wilson of Brigabee." + +"Oh, auld Wilson, the mole-catcher!" said contemptuous Gourlay. "What's +this they christened him now? 'Toddling Johnnie,' was it noat?" + +Wilson coloured. But he sniggered to gloss over the awkwardness of the +remark. A coward always sniggers when insulted, pretending that the +insult is only a joke of his opponent, and therefore to be laughed +aside. So he escapes the quarrel which he fears a show of displeasure +might provoke. + +But though Wilson was not a hardy man, it was not timidity only that +caused his tame submission to Gourlay. + +He had come back after an absence of fifteen years, with a good deal of +money in his pocket, and he had a fond desire that he, the son of the +mole-catcher, should get some recognition of his prosperity from the +most important man in the locality. If Gourlay had said, with solemn and +fat-lipped approval, "Man, I'm glad to see that you have done so well," +he would have swelled with gratified pride. For it is often the +favourable estimate of their own little village--"What they'll think of +me at home"--that matters most to Scotsmen who go out to make their way +in the world. No doubt that is why so many of them go home and cut a +dash when they have made their fortunes; they want the cronies of their +youth to see the big men they have become. Wilson was not exempt from +that weakness. As far back as he remembered Gourlay had been the big man +of Barbie; as a boy he had viewed him with admiring awe; to be received +by him now, as one of the well-to-do, were a sweet recognition of his +greatness. It was a fawning desire for that recognition that caused his +smirking approach to the grain merchant. So strong was the desire that, +though he coloured and felt awkward at the contemptuous reference to his +father, he sniggered and went on talking, as if nothing untoward had +been said. He was one of the band impossible to snub, not because they +are endowed with superior moral courage, but because their easy +self-importance is so great that an insult rarely pierces it enough to +divert them from their purpose. They walk through life wrapped +comfortably round in the wool of their own conceit. Gourlay, though a +dull man--perhaps because he was a dull man--suspected insult in a +moment. But it rarely entered Wilson's brain (though he was cleverer +than most) that the world could find anything to scoff at in such a fine +fellow as James Wilson. A less ironic brute than Gourlay would never +have pierced the thickness of his hide. It was because Gourlay succeeded +in piercing it that morning that Wilson hated him for ever--with a hate +the more bitter because he was rebuffed so seldom. + +"Is business brisk?" he asked, irrepressible. + +Business! Heavens, did ye hear him talking? What did Toddling Johnny's +son know about business? What was the world coming to? To hear him +setting up his face there, and asking the best merchant in the town +whether business was brisk! It was high time to put him in his place, +the conceited upstart, shoving himself forward like an equal! + +For it was the assumption of equality implied by Wilson's manner that +offended Gourlay--as if mole-catcher's son and monopolist were +discussing, on equal terms, matters of interest to them both. + +"Business!" he said gravely. "Well, I'm not well acquainted with your +line, but I believe mole traps are cheap--if ye have any idea of taking +up the oald trade." + +Wilson's eyes flickered over him, hurt and dubious. His mouth +opened--then shut--then he decided to speak after all. "Oh, I was +thinking Barbie would be very quiet," said he, "compared wi' places +where they have the railway. I was thinking it would need stirring up a +bit." + +"Oh, ye was thinking that, was ye?" birred Gourlay, with a stupid man's +repetition of his jibe. "Well, I believe there's a grand opening in the +moleskin line, so _there's_ a chance for ye. My quarrymen wear out their +breeks in no time." + +Wilson's face, which had swelled with red shame, went a dead white. +"Good-morning!" he said, and started rapidly away with a vicious dig of +his stick upon the wet road. + +"Goo-ood mor-r-ning, serr!" Gourlay birred after him; "goo-ood +mor-r-ning, serr!" He felt he had been bright this morning. He had put +the branks on Wilson! + +Wilson was as furious at himself as at Gourlay. Why the devil had he +said "Good-morning"? It had slipped out of him unawares, and Gourlay had +taken it up with an ironic birr that rang in his ears now, poisoning his +blood. He felt equal in fancy to a thousand Gourlays now--so strong was +he in wrath against him. He had gone forward to pass pleasant remarks +about the weather, and why should he noat?--he was no disgrace to +Barbie, but a credit rather. It was not every working-man's son that +came back with five hundred in the bank. And here Gourlay had treated +him like a doag! Ah, well, he would maybe be upsides with Gourlay yet, +so he might! + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +"Such a rickle of furniture I never saw!" said the Provost. + +"Whose is it?" said Brodie. + +"Oh, have ye noat heard?" said the Head of the Town with eyebrows in +air. "It beloangs to that fellow Wilson, doan't ye know? He's a son of +oald Wilson, the mowdie-man of Brigabee. It seems we're to have him for +a neighbour, or all's bye wi't. I declare I doan't know what this +world's coming to!" + +"Man, Provost," said Brodie, "d'ye tell me tha-at? I've been over at +Fleckie for the last ten days--my brother Rab's dead and won away, as I +dare say you have heard--oh yes, we must all go--so, ye see, I'm +scarcely abreast o' the latest intelligence. What's Wilson doing here? I +thought he had been a pawnbroker in Embro." + +"Noat he! It's _whispered_ indeed, that he left Brigabee to go and help +in a pawmbroker's, but it seems he married an Aberdeen lass and sattled +there after a while, the manager of a store, I have been given to +understa-and. He has taken oald Rab Jamieson's barn at the bottom of the +Cross--for what purpose it beats even me to tell! And that's his +furniture----" + +"I declare!" said the astonished Brodie. "He's a smart-looking boy that. +Will that be a son of his?" + +He pointed to a sharp-faced urchin of twelve who was busy carrying +chairs round the corner of the barn, to the tiny house where Wilson +meant to live. He was a red-haired boy with an upturned nose, dressed in +shirt and knickerbockers only. The cross of his braces came comically +near his neck--so short was the space of shirt between the top line of +his breeches and his shoulders. His knickers were open at the knee, and +the black stockings below them were wrinkled slackly down his thin legs, +being tied loosely above the calf with dirty white strips of cloth +instead of garters. He had no cap, and it was seen that his hair had a +"cow-lick" in front; it slanted up from his brow, that is, in a sleek +kind of tuft. There was a violent squint in one of his sharp gray eyes, +so that it seemed to flash at the world across the bridge of his nose. +He was so eager at his work that his clumsy-looking boots--they only +_looked_ clumsy because the legs they were stuck to were so +thin--skidded on the cobbles as he whipped round the barn with a chair +inverted on his poll. When he came back for another chair, he sometimes +wheepled a tune of his own making, in shrill, disconnected jerks, and +sometimes wiped his nose on his sleeve. And the bodies watched him. + +"Faith, he's keen," said the Provost. + +"But what on earth has Wilson ta'en auld Jamieson's house and barn for? +They have stude empty since I kenna whan," quoth Alexander Toddle, +forgetting his English in surprise. + +"They say he means to start a business! He's made some bawbees in +Aiberdeen, they're telling me, and he thinks he'll set Barbie in a lowe +wi't." + +"Ou, he means to work a perfect revolution," said Johnny Coe. + +"In Barbie!" cried astounded Toddle. + +"In Barbie e'en't," said the Provost. + +"It would take a heap to revolutionize _hit_," said the baker, the +ironic man. + +"There's a chance in that hoose," Brodie burst out, ignoring the baker's +gibe. "Dod, there's a chance, sirs. I wonder it never occurred to me +before." + +"Are ye thinking ye have missed a gude thing?" grinned the Deacon. + +But Brodie's lips were working in the throes of commercial speculation, +and he stared, heedless of the jibe. So Johnny Coe took up his sapient +parable. + +"Atweel," said he, "there's a chance, Mr. Brodie. That road round to the +back's a handy thing. You could take a horse and cart brawly through an +opening like that. And there's a gey bit ground at the back, too, when a +body comes to think o't." + +"What line's he meaning to purshoo?" queried Brodie, whose mind, +quickened by the chance he saw at No. 1 The Cross, was hot on the hunt +of its possibilities. + +"He's been very close about that," said the Provost. "I asked Johnny +Gibson--it was him had the selling o't--but he couldn't give me ainy +satisfaction. All he could say was that Wilson had bought it and paid +it. 'But, losh,' said I, 'he maun 'a' lat peep what he wanted the place +for!' But na; it seems he was owre auld-farrant for the like of that. +'We'll let the folk wonder for a while, Mr. Gibson,' he had said. 'The +less we tell them, the keener they'll be to ken; and they'll advertise +me for noathing by speiring one another what I'm up till.'" + +"Cunning!" said Brodie, breathing the word low in expressive admiration. + +"Demned cute!" said Sandy Toddle. + +"Very thmart!" said the Deacon. + +"But the place has been falling down since ever I have mind o't," said +Sandy Toddle. "He's a very clever man if he makes anything out of +_that_." + +"Well, well," said the Provost, "we'll soon see what he's meaning to be +at. Now that his furniture's in, he surely canna keep us in the dark +much loanger!" + +Their curiosity was soon appeased. Within a week they were privileged to +read the notice here appended:-- + + + "Mr. James Wilson begs to announce to the inhabitants of Barbie + and surrounding neighbourhood that he has taken these commodious + premises, No. 1 The Cross, which he intends to open shortly as a + Grocery, Ironmongery, and General Provision Store. J. W. is + apprised that such an Emporium has long been a felt want in the + locality. To meet this want is J. W.'s intention. He will try to do + so, not by making large profits on a small business, but by making + small profits on a large business. Indeed, owing to his long + acquaintance with the trade, Mr. Wilson will be able to supply all + commodities at a very little over cost price. For J. W. will use + those improved methods of business which have been confined + hitherto to the larger centres of population. At his Emporium you + will be able, as the saying goes, to buy everything from a needle + to an anchor. Moreover, to meet the convenience of his customers, + J. W. will deliver goods at your own doors, distributing them with + his own carts either in the town of Barbie or at any convenient + distance from the same. Being a native of the district, his + business hopes to secure a due share of your esteemed patronage. + Thanking you, in anticipation, for the favour of an early visit, + + "Believe me, Ladies and Gentlemen, + "Yours faithfully, + "JAMES WILSON." + + +Such was the poster with which "Barbie and surrounding neighbourhood" +were besprinkled within a week of "J. W.'s" appearance on the scene. He +was known as "J. W." ever after. To be known by your initials is +sometimes a mark of affection, and sometimes a mark of disrespect. It +was not a mark of affection in the case of our "J. W." When Donald Scott +slapped him on the back and cried, "Hullo, J. W., how are the anchors +selling?" Barbie had found a cue which it was not slow to make use of. +Wilson even received letters addressed to "J. W., Anchor Merchant, No. +1 The Cross." Ours is a nippy locality. + +But Wilson, cosy and cocky in his own good opinion, was impervious to +the chilly winds of scorn. His posters, in big blue letters, were on the +smiddy door and on the sides of every brig within a circuit of five +miles; they were pasted, in smaller letters, red on the gateposts of +every farm; and Robin Tam, the bellman, handed them about from door to +door. The folk could talk of nothing else. + +"Dod!" said the Provost, when he read the bill, "we've a new departure +here! This is an unco splutter, as the oald sow said when she tumbled in +the gutter." + +"Ay," said Sandy Toddle, "a fuff in the pan, I'm thinking. He promises +owre muckle to last long! He lauchs owre loud to be merry at the end +o't. For the loudest bummler's no the best bee, as my father, honest +man, used to tell the minister." + +"Ah-ah, I'm no so sure o' that," said Tam Brodie. "I forgathered wi' +Wilson on Wednesday last, and I tell ye, sirs, he's worth the watching. +They'll need to stand on a baikie that put the branks on him. He has the +considering eye in his head--yon lang far-away glimmer at a thing from +out the end of the eyebrow. He turned it on mysell twa-three times, the +cunning devil, trying to keek into me, to see if he could use me. And +look at the chance he has! There's two stores in Barbie, to be sure. But +Kinnikum's a dirty beast, and folk have a scunner at his goods; and +Catherwood's a drucken swine, and his place but sairly guided. That's a +great stroke o' policy, too, promising to deliver folk's goods on their +own doorstep to them. There's a whole jing-bang of outlying clachans +round Barbie that he'll get the trade of by a dodge like that. The like +was never tried hereaway before. I wadna wonder but it works wonders." + +It did. + +It was partly policy and partly accident that brought Wilson back to +Barbie. He had been managing a wealthy old merchant's store for a long +time in Aberdeen, and he had been blithely looking forward to the +goodwill of it, when jink, at the old man's death, in stepped a nephew, +and ousted the poo-oor fellow. He had bawled shrilly, but to no purpose; +he had to be travelling. When he rose to greatness in Barbie it was +whispered that the nephew discovered he was feathering his own nest, and +that this was the reason of his sharp dismissal. But perhaps we should +credit that report to Barbie's disposition rather than to Wilson's +misdemeanour. + +Wilson might have set up for himself in the nippy northern town. But it +is an instinct with men who have met with a rebuff in a place to shake +its dust from their shoes, and be off to seek their fortunes in the +larger world. We take a scunner at the place that has ill-used us. +Wilson took a scunner at Aberdeen, and decided to leave it and look +around him. Scotland was opening up, and there were bound to be heaps of +chances for a man like him! "A man like me," was a frequent phrase of +Wilson's retired and solitary speculation. "Ay," he said, emerging from +one of his business reveries, "there's bound to be heaps o' chances for +a man like me, if I only look about me." + +He was "looking about him" in Glasgow when he forgathered with his +cousin William--the borer he! After many "How are ye, Jims's" and mutual +speirings over a "bit mouthful of yill"--so they phrased it; but that +was a meiosis, for they drank five quarts--they fell to a serious +discussion of the commercial possibilities of Scotland. The borer was of +the opinion that the Braes of Barbie had a future yet, "for a' the +gaffer was so keen on keeping his men in the dark about the coal." + +Now Wilson knew (as what Scotsman does not?) that in the middle 'fifties +coal-boring in Scotland was not the honourable profession that it now +is. More than once, speculators procured lying reports that there were +no minerals, and after landowners had been ruined by their abortive +preliminary experiments, stepped in, bought the land, and boomed it. In +one notorious case a family, now great in the public eye, bribed a +laird's own borers to conceal the truth, and then buying the Golconda +from its impoverished owner, laid the basis of a vast fortune. + +"D'ye mean--to tell--_me_, Weelyum Wilson," said James, giving him his +full name in the solemnity of the moment, "d'ye mean--to tell--_me_, +sir"--here he sank his voice to a whisper--"that there's joukery-pawkery +at work?" + +"A declare to God A div," said Weelyum, with equal solemnity, and he +nodded with alarmed sapience across his beer jug. + +"You believe there's plenty of coal up Barbie Valley, and that they're +keeping it dark in the meantime for some purpose of their own?" + +"I do," said Weelyum. + +"God!" said James, gripping the table with both hands in his +excitement--"God, if that's so, what a chance there's in Barbie! It has +been a dead town for twenty year, and twenty to the end o't. A verra +little would buy the hauf o't. But property 'ull rise in value like a +puddock stool at dark, serr, if the pits come round it! It will that. If +I was only sure o' your suspeecion, Weelyum, I'd invest every bawbee I +have in't. You're going home the night, are ye not?" + +"I was just on my road to the station when I met ye," said Weelyum. + +"Send me a scrape of your pen to-morrow, man, if what you see on getting +back keeps you still in the same mind o't. And directly I get your +letter I'll run down and look about me." + +The letter was encouraging, and Wilson went forth to spy the land and +initiate the plan of campaign. It was an important day for him. He +entered on his feud with Gourlay, and bought Rab Jamieson's house and +barn (with the field behind it) for a trifle. He had five hundred of his +own, and he knew where more could be had for the asking. + +Rab Jamieson's barn was a curious building to be stranded in the midst +of Barbie. In quaint villages and little towns of England you sometimes +see a mellow red-tiled barn, with its rich yard, close upon the street; +it seems to have been hemmed in by the houses round, while dozing, so +that it could not escape with the fields fleeing from the town. There it +remains and gives a ripeness to the place, matching fitly with the great +horse-chestnut yellowing before the door, and the old inn further down, +mantled in its blood-red creepers. But that autumnal warmth and cosiness +is rarely seen in the barer streets of the north. How Rab Jamieson's +barn came to be stuck in Barbie nobody could tell. It was a gaunt, gray +building with never a window, but a bole high in one corner for the +sheaves, and a door low in another corner for auld Rab Jamieson. There +was no mill inside, and the place had not been used for years. But the +roof was good, and the walls stout and thick, and Wilson soon got to +work on his new possession. He had seen all that could be made of the +place the moment he clapped an eye on it, and he knew that he had found +a good thing, even if the pits should never come near Barbie. The bole +and door next the street were walled up, and a fine new door opened in +the middle, flanked on either side by a great window. The interior was +fitted up with a couple of counters and a wooden floor; and above the +new wood ceiling there was a long loft for a storeroom, lighted by +skylights in the roof. That loft above the rafters, thought the +provident Wilson, will come in braw and handy for storing things, so it +will. And there, hey presto! the transformation was achieved, and +Wilson's Emporium stood before you. It was crammed with merchandise. On +the white flapping slant of a couple of awnings, one over each window, +you might read in black letters, "JAMES WILSON: EMPORIUM." The letters +of "James Wilson" made a triumphal arch, to which "Emporium" was the +base. It seemed symbolical. + +Now, the shops of Barbie (the drunken man's shop and the dirty man's +shop always excepted, of course) had usually been low-browed little +places with faded black scrolls above the door, on which you might read +in dim gilt letters (or it might be in white) + + + "LICENS'D TO SELL TEA & TOBACCO." + + +"Licens'd" was on one corner of the ribboned scroll, "To Sell Tea &" +occupied the flowing arch above, with "Tobacco" in the other corner. +When you mounted two steps and opened the door, a bell of some kind went +"_ping_" in the interior, and an old woman in a mutch, with big specs +slipping down her nose, would come up a step from a dim little room +behind, and wiping her sunken mouth with her apron--she had just left +her tea--would say, "What's your wull the day, sir?" And if you said +your "wull" was tobacco, she would answer, "Ou, sir, I dinna sell ocht +now but the tape and sweeties." And then you went away, sadly. + +With the exception of the dirty man's shop and the drunken man's shop, +that kind of shop was the Barbie kind of shop. But Wilson changed all +that. One side of the Emporium was crammed with pots, pans, pails, +scythes, gardening implements, and saws, with a big barrel of paraffin +partitioned off in a corner. The rafters on that side were bristling and +hoary with brushes of all kinds dependent from the roof, so that the +minister's wife (who was a six-footer) went off with a brush in her +bonnet once. Behind the other counter were canisters in goodly rows, +barrels of flour and bags of meal, and great yellow cheeses in the +window. The rafters here were heavy with their wealth of hams, +brown-skinned flitches of bacon interspersed with the white tight-corded +home-cured--"Barbie's Best," as Wilson christened it. All along the +back, in glass cases to keep them unsullied, were bales of cloth, layer +on layer to the roof. It was a pleasure to go into the place, so big and +bien was it, and to smell it on a frosty night set your teeth watering. +There was always a big barrel of American apples just inside the door, +and their homely fragrance wooed you from afar, the mellow savour +cuddling round you half a mile off. Barbie boys had despised the +provision trade, heretofore, as a mean and meagre occupation; but now +the imagination of each gallant youth was fired and radiant--he meant to +be a grocer. + +Mrs. Wilson presided over the Emporium. Wilson had a treasure in his +wife. She was Aberdeen born and bred, but her manner was the manner of +the South and West. There is a broad difference of character between the +peoples of East and West Scotland. The East throws a narrower and a +nippier breed. In the West they take Burns for their exemplar, and +affect the jovial and robustious--in some cases it is affectation only, +and a mighty poor one at that. They claim to be bigger men and bigger +fools than the Eastern billies. And the Eastern billies are very willing +to yield one half of the contention. + +Mrs. Wilson, though Eastie by nature, had the jovial manner that you +find in Kyle; more jovial, indeed, than was common in nippy Barbie, +which, in general character, seems to have been transplanted from some +sand dune looking out upon the German Ocean. She was big of hip and +bosom, with sloe-black hair and eyes, and a ruddy cheek, and when she +flung back her head for the laugh her white teeth flashed splendid on +the world. That laugh of hers became one of the well-known features of +Barbie. "Lo'd-sake!" a startled visitor would cry, "whatna skirl's +tha-at!" "Oh, dinna be alarmed," a native would comfort him, "it's only +Wilson's wife lauchin at the Cross!" + +Her manner had a hearty charm. She had a laugh and a joke for every +customer, quick as a wink with her answer; her gibe was in you and out +again before you knew you were wounded. Some, it is true, took exception +to the loudness of her skirl--the Deacon, for instance, who "gave her a +good one" the first time he went in for snuff. But "Tut!" quoth she; "a +mim cat's never gude at the mice," and she lifted him out by the scruff +of his neck, crying, "Run, mousie, or I'll catch ye!" On that day her +popularity in Barbie was assured for ever. But she was as keen on the +penny as a penurious weaver, for all her heartiness and laughing ways. +She combined the commercial merits of the East and West. She could coax +you to the buying like a Cumnock quean, and fleece you in the selling +like the cadgers o' Kincardine. When Wilson was abroad on his affairs he +had no need to be afraid that things were mismanaging at home. During +his first year in Barbie Mrs. Wilson was his sole helper. She had the +brawny arm of a giantess, and could toss a bag of meal like a baby; to +see her twirl a big ham on the counter was to see a thing done as it +should be. When Drucken Wabster came in and was offensive once, "Poo-oor +fellow!" said she (with a wink to a customer), "I declare he's in a high +fever," and she took him kicking to the pump and cooled him. + +With a mate like that at the helm every sail of Wilson's craft was +trimmed for prosperity. He began to "look about" him to increase the +fleet. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +That the Scot is largely endowed with the commercial imagination his +foes will be ready to acknowledge. Imagination may consecrate the world +to a man, or it may merely be a visualizing faculty which sees that as +already perfect which is still lying in the raw material. The Scot has +the lower faculty in full degree; he has the forecasting leap of the +mind which sees what to make of things--more, sees them made and in +vivid operation. To him there is a railway through the desert where no +railway exists, and mills along the quiet stream. And his _perfervidum +ingenium_ is quick to attempt the realizing of his dreams. That is why +he makes the best of colonists. Galt is his type--Galt, dreaming in +boyhood of the fine water power a fellow could bring round the hill, +from the stream where he went a-fishing (they have done it since), +dreaming in manhood of the cities yet to rise amid Ontario's woods (they +are there to witness to his foresight). Indeed, so flushed and riotous +can the Scottish mind become over a commercial prospect that it +sometimes sends native caution by the board, and a man's really fine +idea becomes an empty balloon, to carry him off to the limbo of +vanities. There is a megalomaniac in every parish of Scotland. Well, not +so much as that; they're owre canny for that to be said of them. But in +every district almost you may find a poor creature who for thirty years +has cherished a great scheme by which he means to revolutionize the +world's commerce, and amass a fortune in monstrous degree. He is +generally to be seen shivering at the Cross, and (if you are a nippy +man) you shout carelessly in going by, "Good-morning, Tamson; how's the +scheme?" And he would be very willing to tell you, if only you would +wait to listen. "Man," he will cry eagerly behind you, "if I only had +anither wee wheel in my invention--she would do, the besom! I'll sune +have her ready noo." Poor Tamson! + +But these are the exceptions. Scotsmen, more than other men perhaps, +have the three great essentials of commercial success--imagination to +conceive schemes, common sense to correct them, and energy to push them +through. Common sense, indeed, so far from being wanting, is in most +cases too much in evidence, perhaps, crippling the soaring mind and +robbing the idea of its early radiance; in quieter language, she makes +the average Scotsman to be over-cautious. His combinations are rarely +Napoleonic until he becomes an American. In his native dales he seldom +ventures on a daring policy. And yet his forecasting mind is always +detecting "possibeelities." So he contents himself by creeping +cautiously from point to point, ignoring big, reckless schemes and using +the safe and small, till he arrives at a florid opulence. He has +expressed his love of _festina lente_ in business in a score of +proverbs--"Bit-by-bit's the better horse, though big-by-big's the +baulder;" "Ca' canny, or ye'll cowp;" "Many a little makes a mickle;" +and "Creep before ye gang." This mingling of caution and imagination is +the cause of his stable prosperity. And its characteristic is a sure +progressiveness. That sure progressiveness was the characteristic of +Wilson's prosperity in Barbie. In him, too, imagination and caution were +equally developed. He was always foreseeing "chances" and using them, +gripping the good and rejecting the dangerous (had he not gripped the +chance of auld Rab Jamieson's barn? There was caution in that, for it +was worth the money whatever happened; and there was imagination in the +whole scheme, for he had a vision of Barbie as a populous centre and +streets of houses in his holm). And every "chance" he seized led to a +better one, till almost every "chance" in Barbie was engrossed by him +alone. This is how he went to work. Note the "bit-by-bitness" of his +great career. + +When Mrs. Wilson was behind the counter, Wilson was out "distributing." +He was not always out, of course--his volume of trade at first was not +big enough for that; but in the mornings, and the long summer dusks, he +made his way to the many outlying places of which Barbie was the centre. +There, in one and the same visit, he distributed goods and collected +orders for the future. Though his bill had spoken of "carts," as if he +had several, that was only a bit of splurge on his part; his one +conveyance at the first was a stout spring cart, with a good brown cob +between the shafts. But with this he did such a trade as had never been +known in Barbie. The Provost said it was "shtupendous." + +When Wilson was jogging homeward in the balmy evenings of his first +summer at Barbie, no eye had he for the large evening star, tremulous +above the woods, or for the dreaming sprays against the yellow west. It +wasn't his business; he had other things to mind. Yet Wilson was a +dreamer too. His close, musing eye, peering at the dusky-brown nodge of +his pony's hip through the gloom, saw not that, but visions of chances, +opportunities, occasions. When the lights of Barbie twinkled before him +in the dusk, he used to start from a pleasant dream of some commercial +enterprise suggested by the country round. "Yon holm would make a fine +bleaching green--pure water, fine air, labour cheap, and everything +handy. Or the Lintie's Linn among the woods--water power running to +waste yonder--surely something could be made of that." He would follow +his idea through all its mazes and developments, oblivious of the +passing miles. His delight in his visions was exactly the same as the +author's delight in the figments of his brain. They were the same good +company along the twilight roads. The author, happy with his thronging +thoughts (when they are kind enough to throng), is no happier than +Wilson was on nights like these. + +He had not been a week on his rounds when he saw a "chance" waiting for +development. When out "delivering" he used to visit the upland farms to +buy butter and eggs for the Emporium. He got them cheaper so. But more +eggs and butter could be had than were required in the neighbourhood of +Barbie. Here was a chance for Wilson! He became a collector for +merchants at a distance. Barbie, before it got the railway, had only a +silly little market once a fortnight, which was a very poor outlet for +stuff. Wilson provided a better one. Another thing played into his +hands, too, in that connection. It is a cheese-making countryside about +Barbie, and the less butter produced at a cheese-making place, the +better for the cheese. Still, a good many pounds are often churned on +the sly. What need the cheese merchant ken? it keepit the gudewife in +bawbees frae week to week; and if she took a little cream frae the +cheese now and than they werena a pin the waur o't, for she aye did it +wi' decency and caution! Still, it is as well to dispose of this kind of +butter quietly, to avoid gabble among ill-speakers. Wilson, slithering +up the back road with his spring cart in the gloaming, was the man to +dispose of it quietly. And he got it dirt cheap, of course, seeing it +was a kind of contraband. All that he made in this way was not much to +be sure--threepence a dozen on the eggs, perhaps, and fourpence on the +pound of butter--still, you know, every little makes a mickle, and +hained gear helps weel.[4] And more important than the immediate profit +was the ultimate result. For Wilson in this way established with +merchants, in far-off Fechars and Poltandie, a connection for the sale +of country produce which meant a great deal to him in future, when he +launched out as cheese-buyer in opposition to Gourlay. + +It "occurred" to him also (things were always occurring to Wilson) that +the "Scotch cuddy" business had as fine a chance in "Barbie and +surrounding neighbourhood" as ever it had in North and Middle England. +The "Scotch cuddy" is so called because he is a beast of burden, and not +from the nature of his wits. He is a travelling packman, who infests +communities of working-men, and disposes of his goods on the credit +system, receiving payment in instalments. You go into a working-man's +house (when he is away from home for preference), and laying a swatch of +cloth across his wife's knee, "What do you think of that, mistress?" you +inquire, watching the effect keenly. Instantly all her covetous heart is +in her eye, and, thinks she to herself, "Oh, but John would look well in +that at the kirk on Sunday!" She has no ready money, and would never +have the cheek to go into a draper's and order the suit; but when she +sees it lying there across her knee, she just cannot resist it. (And +fine you knew that when you clinked it down before her!) Now that the +goods are in the house, she cannot bear to let them out the door again. +But she hints a scarcity of cash. "Tut, woman!" quoth you, bounteous and +kind, "there's no obstacle in _that_! You can pay me in instalments!" +How much would the instalments be, she inquires. "Oh, a mere +trifle--half a crown a week, say." She hesitates and hankers. "John's +Sunday coat's getting quite shabby, so it is, and Tam Macalister has a +new suit, she was noticing--the Macalisters are always flaunting in +their braws! And, there's that Paisley shawl for herself, too; eh, but +they would be the canty pair, cocking down the road on Sunday in _that_ +rig! they would take the licht frae Meg Macalister's een--thae +Macalisters are always so en-vy-fu'!" Love, vanity, covetousness, +present opportunity, are all at work upon the poor body. She succumbs. +But the half-crown weekly payments have a habit of lengthening +themselves out till the packman has made fifty per cent. by the +business. And why not? a man must have some interest on his money! +Then there's the risk of bad debts, too--that falls to be considered. +But there was little risk of bad debts when Wilson took to +cloth-distributing. For success in that game depends on pertinacity in +pursuit of your victim, and Wilson was the man for that. + +He was jogging home from Brigabee, where he had been distributing +groceries at a score of wee houses, when there flashed on his mind a +whole scheme for cloth-distribution on a large scale; for mining +villages were clustering in about Barbie by this time, and he saw his +way to a big thing. + +He was thinking of Sandy Toddle, who had been a Scotch cuddy in the +Midlands, and had retired to Barbie on a snug bit fortune--he was +thinking of Sandy when the plan rose generous on his mind. He would soon +have more horses than one on the road; why shouldn't they carry swatches +of cloth as well as groceries? If he had responsible men under him, it +would be their own interest, for a small commission on the profits, to +see that payments were levied correctly every week. And those colliers +were reckless with their cash, far readier to commit themselves to +buying than the cannier country bodies round. Lord! there was money in +the scheme. No sooner thought of than put in practice. Wilson gave up +the cloth-peddling after five or six years--he had other fish to fry by +that time--but while he was at it he made money hand over fist at the +job. + +But what boots it to tell of all his schemes? He had the lucky eye, and +everything he looked on prospered. + +Before he had been a week in Barbie he met Gourlay, just at the Bend o' +the Brae, in full presence of the bodies. Remembering their first +encounter, the grocer tried to outstare him; but Gourlay hardened his +glower, and the grocer blinked. When the two passed, "I declare!" said +the bodies, "did ye see yon?--they're not on speaking terms!" And they +hotched with glee to think that Gourlay had another enemy. + +Judge of their delight when they saw one day about a month later, just +as Gourlay was passing up the street, Wilson come down it with a load of +coals for a customer! For he was often out Auchterwheeze road in the +early morning, and what was the use of an empty journey back again, +especially as he had plenty of time in the middle of the day to attend +to other folk's affairs? So here he was, started as a carrier, in full +opposition to Gourlay. + +"Did you see Gourlay's face?" chuckled the bodies when the cart went by. +"Yon was a bash in the eye to him. Ha, ha! he's not to have it all his +own way now!" + +Wilson had slid into the carrying in the natural development of +business. It was another of the possibilities which he saw and turned to +his advantage. The two other chief grocers in the place, Cunningham the +dirty and Calderwood the drunken, having no carts or horses of their +own, were dependent on Gourlay for conveyance of their goods from +Skeighan. But Wilson brought his own. Naturally, he was asked by his +customers to bring a parcel now and then, and naturally, being the man +he was, he made them pay for the privilege. With that for a start the +rest was soon accomplished. Gourlay had to pay now for his years of +insolence and tyranny; all who had irked beneath his domineering ways +got their carrying done by Wilson. Ere long that prosperous gentleman +had three carts on the road, and two men under him to help in his +various affairs. + +Carting was only one of several new developments in the business of J. +W. When the navvies came in about the town and accommodation was ill to +find, Wilson rigged up an old shed in the corner of his holm as a +hostelry for ten of them--and they had to pay through the nose for their +night's lodging. Their food they obtained from the Emporium, and thus +the Wilsons bled them both ways. Then there was the scheme for supplying +milk--another of the "possibeelities." Hitherto in winter, Barbie was +dependent for its milk supply on heavy farm-carts that came lumbering +down the street, about half-past seven in the morning, jangling bells to +waken sleepy customers, and carrying lanterns that carved circles of +fairy yellow out the raw air. But Mrs. Wilson got four cows, +back-calvers who would be milking strong in December, and supplied milk +to all the folk about the Cross. + +She had a lass to help her in the house now, and the red-headed boy was +always to be seen, jinking round corners like a weasel, running messages +hot-foot, errand boy to the "bisness" in general. Yet, though everybody +was busy and skelping at it, such a stress of work was accompanied with +much disarray. Wilson's yard was the strangest contrast to Gourlay's. +Gourlay's was a pleasure to the eye, everything of the best and +everything in order, since the master's pride would not allow it to be +other. But though Wilson's Emporium was clean, his back yard was +littered with dirty straw, broken boxes, old barrels, stable refuse, and +the sky-pointing shafts of carts, uptilted in between. When boxes and +barrels were flung out of the Emporium they were generally allowed to +lie on the dunghill until they were converted into firewood. "Mistress, +you're a trifle mixed," said the Provost in grave reproof, when he went +round to the back to see Wilson on a matter of business. But "Tut," +cried Mrs. Wilson, as she threw down a plank, to make a path for him +across a dub--"Tut," she laughed, "the clartier the cosier!" And it was +as true as she said it. The thing went forward splendidly in spite of +its confusion. + +Though trade was brisker in Barbie than it had ever been before, Wilson +had already done injury to Gourlay's business as general conveyor. But, +hitherto, he had not infringed on the gurly one's other monopolies. His +chance came at last. + +He appeared on a market-day in front of the Red Lion, a piece of pinky +brown paper in his hand. That was the first telegram ever seen in +Barbie, and it had been brought by special messenger from Skeighan. It +was short and to the point. It ran: "Will buy 300 stone cheese 8 +shillings stone[5] delivery at once," and was signed by a merchant in +Poltandie. + +Gourlay was talking to old Tarmillan of Irrendavie, when Wilson pushed +in and addressed Tarmillan, without a glance at the grain-merchant. + +"Have you a kane o' cheese to sell, Irrendavie?" was his blithe +salutation. + +"I have," said Irrendavie, and he eyed him suspiciously. For what was +Wilson speiring for? _He_ wasna a cheese-merchant. + +"How much the stane are ye seeking for't?" said Wilson. + +"I have just been asking Mr. Gourlay here for seven-and-six," said +Irrendavie, "but he winna rise a penny on the seven!" + +"_I_'ll gi'e ye seven-and-six," said Wilson, and slapped his long thin +flexible bank-book far too ostentatiously against the knuckles of his +left hand. + +"But--but," stammered Irrendavie, suspicious still, but melting at the +offer, "_you_ have no means of storing cheese." + +"Oh," said Wilson, getting in a fine one at Gourlay, "there's no +drawback in that! The ways o' business have changed greatly since steam +came close to our doors. It's nothing but vanity nowadays when a country +merchant wastes money on a ramshackle of buildings for storing--there's +no need for that if he only had brains to develop quick deliveries. Some +folk, no doubt, like to build monuments to their own pride, but I'm not +one of that kind; there's not enough sense in that to satisfy a man like +me. My offer doesna hold, you understand, unless you deliver the cheese +at Skeighan Station. Do you accept the condition?" + +"Oh yes," said Irrendavie, "I'm willing to agree to that." + +"C'way into the Red Lion then," said Wilson, "and we'll wet the bargain +with a drink to make it hold the tighter!" + +Then a strange thing happened. Gourlay had a curious stick of foreign +wood (one of the trifles he fed his pride on) the crook of which curved +back to the stem and inhered, leaving space only for the fingers. The +wood was of wonderful toughness, and Gourlay had been known to bet that +no man could break the handle of his stick by a single grip over the +crook and under it. Yet now, as he saw his bargain whisked away from him +and listened to Wilson's jibe, the thing snapped in his grip like a +rotten twig. He stared down at the broken pieces for a while, as if +wondering how they came there, then dashed them on the ground while +Wilson stood smiling by. And then he strode--with a look on his face +that made the folk fall away. + +"He's hellish angry," they grinned to each other when their foe was +gone, and laughed when they heard the cause of it. "Ha, ha, Wilson's the +boy to diddle him!" And yet they looked queer when told that the famous +stick had snapped in his grasp like a worm-eaten larch-twig. "Lord!" +cried the baker in admiring awe, "did he break it with the ae chirt! +It's been tried by scores of fellows for the last twenty years, and +never a man of them was up till't! Lads, there's something splendid +about Gourlay's wrath. What a man he is when the paw-sion grups him!" + +"Thplendid, d'ye ca't?" said the Deacon. "He may thwing in a towe for +his thplendid wrath yet." + +From that day Wilson and Gourlay were a pair of gladiators for whom the +people of Barbie made a ring. They pitted the protagonists against each +other and hounded them on to rivalry by their comments and remarks, +taking the side of the newcomer, less from partiality to him than from +hatred of their ancient enemy. It was strange that a thing so impalpable +as gossip should influence so strong a man as John Gourlay to his ruin. +But it did. The bodies of Barbie became not only the chorus to Gourlay's +tragedy, buzzing it abroad and discussing his downfall; they became +also, merely by their maddening tattle, a villain of the piece and an +active cause of the catastrophe. Their gossip seemed to materialize into +a single entity, a something propelling, that spurred Gourlay on to the +schemes that ruined him. He was not to be done, he said; he would show +the dogs what he thought of them. And so he plunged headlong, while the +wary Wilson watched him, smiling at the sight. + +There was a pretty hell-broth brewing in the little town. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[4] _Hained gear_, saved money. + +[5] That is for the stone of fourteen pounds. At that time Scotch cheese +was selling, _roughly_, at from fifty to sixty shillings the +hundred-weight. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +"Ay, man, Templandmuir, it's you!" said Gourlay, coming forward with +great heartiness. "Ay, man, and how are ye? C'way into the parlour!" + +"Good-evening, Mr. Gourlay," said the Templar. His manner was curiously +subdued. + +Since his marriage there was a great change in the rubicund squireen. +Hitherto he had lived in sluttish comfort on his own land, content with +the little it brought in, and proud to be the friend of Gourlay, whom +everybody feared. If it ever dawned on his befuddled mind that Gourlay +turned the friendship to his own account, his vanity was flattered by +the prestige he acquired because of it. Like many another robustious big +toper, the Templar was a chicken at heart, and "to be in with Gourlay" +lent him a consequence that covered his deficiency. "Yes, I'm sleepy," +he would yawn in Skeighan Mart; "I had a sederunt yestreen wi' John +Gourlay," and he would slap his boot with his riding-switch and feel +like a hero. "I know how it is, I know how it is!" Provost Connal of +Barbie used to cry; "Gourlay both courts and cowes him--first he courts +and then he cowes--and the Templar hasn't the courage to break it off!" +The Provost hit the mark. + +But when the Templar married the miller's daughter of the Mill o' Blink +(a sad come-down, said foolish neighbours, for a Halliday of +Templandmuir) there was a sudden change about the laird. In our good +Scots proverb, "A miller's daughter has a shrill voice," and the new +leddy of Templandmuir ("a leddy she is!" said the frightened +housekeeper) justified the proverb. Her voice went with the skirl of an +east wind through the rat-riddled mansion of the Hallidays. She was +nine-and-twenty, and a birkie woman of nine-and-twenty can make a good +husband out of very unpromising material. The Templar wore a scared look +in those days and went home betimes. His cronies knew the fun was over +when they heard what happened to the great punchbowl--she made it a +swine-trough. It was the heirloom of a hundred years, and as much as a +man could carry with his arms out, a massive curio in stone; but to her +husband's plaint about its degradation, "Oh," she cried, "it'll never +know the difference! It's been used to swine!" + +But she was not content with the cessation of the old; she was +determined on bringing in the new. For a twelvemonth now she had urged +her husband to be rid of Gourlay. The country was opening up, she said, +and the quarry ought to be their own. A dozen times he had promised her +to warn Gourlay that he must yield the quarry when his tack ran out at +the end of the year, and a dozen times he had shrunk from the encounter. + +"I'll write," he said feebly. + +"Write!" said she, lowered in her pride to think her husband was a +coward. "Write, indeed! Man, have ye no spunk? Think what he has made +out o' ye! Think o' the money that has gone to him that should have come +to you! You should be glad o' the chance to tell him o't. My certy, if I +was you I wouldn't miss it for the world--just to let him know of his +cheatry! Oh, it's very right that _I_"--she sounded the _I_ big and +brave--"it's very right that _I_ should live in this tumbledown hole +while _he_ builds a palace from your plunder! It's right that _I_ should +put up with this"--she flung hands of contempt at her dwelling--"it's +right that _I_ should put up with this, while yon trollop has a +splendid mansion on the top o' the brae! And every bawbee of his +fortune has come out of you--the fool makes nothing from his other +business--he would have been a pauper if he hadn't met a softie like you +that he could do what he liked with. Write, indeed! I have no patience +with a wheen sumphs of men! Them do the work o' the world! They may wear +the breeks, but the women wear the brains, I trow. I'll have it out with +the black brute myself," screamed the hardy dame, "if you're feared of +his glower. If you havena the pluck for it, _I_ have. Write, indeed! In +you go to the meeting that oald ass of a Provost has convened, and don't +show your face in Templandmuir till you have had it out with Gourlay!" + +No wonder the Templar looked subdued. + +When Gourlay came forward with his usual calculated heartiness, the +laird remembered his wife and felt very uncomfortable. It was ill to +round on a man who always imposed on him a hearty and hardy +good-fellowship. Gourlay, greeting him so warmly, gave him no excuse for +an outburst. In his dilemma he turned to the children, to postpone the +evil hour. + +"Ay, man, John!" he said heavily, "you're there!" Heavy Scotsmen are +fond of telling folk that they are where they are. "You're there!" said +Templandmuir. + +"Ay," said John, the simpleton, "I'm here." + +In the grime of the boy's face there were large white circles round the +eyes, showing where his fists had rubbed off the tears through the day. + +"How are you doing at the school?" said the Templar. + +"Oh, he's an ass!" said Gourlay. "He takes after his mother in that! The +lassie's more smart--she favours our side o' the house! Eh, Jenny?" he +inquired, and tugged her pigtail, smiling down at her in grim fondness. + +"Yes," nodded Janet, encouraged by the petting, "John's always at the +bottom of the class. Jimmy Wilson's always at the top, and the dominie +set him to teach John his 'counts the day--after he had thrashed him!" + +She cried out at a sudden tug on her pigtail, and looked up, with tears +in her eyes, to meet her father's scowl. + +"You eediot!" said Gourlay, gazing at his son with a savage contempt, +"have you no pride to let Wilson's son be your master?" + +John slunk from the room. + +"Bide where you are, Templandmuir," said Gourlay after a little. "I'll +be back directly." + +He went through to the kitchen and took a crystal jug from the dresser. +He "made a point" of bringing the water for his whisky. "I like to pump +it up _cold_," he used to say, "cold and cold, ye know, till there's a +mist on the outside of the glass like the bloom on a plum, and then, by +Goad, ye have the fine drinking! Oh no--ye needn't tell me, I wouldn't +lip drink if the water wasna ice-cold." He never varied from the tipple +he approved. In his long sederunts with Templandmuir he would slip out +to the pump, before every brew, to get water of sufficient coldness. + +To-night he would birl the bottle with Templandmuir as usual, till the +fuddled laird should think himself a fine big fellow as being the +intimate of John Gourlay--and then, sober as a judge himself, he would +drive him home in the small hours. And when next they met, the +pot-valiant squireen would chuckle proudly, "Faith, yon was a night." By +a crude cunning of the kind Gourlay had maintained his ascendancy for +years, and to-night he would maintain it still. He went out to the pump +to fetch water with his own hands for their first libation. + +But when he came back and set out the big decanter Templandmuir started +to his feet. + +"Noat to-night, Mr. Gourlay," he stammered--and his unusual flutter of +refusal might have warned Gourlay--"noat to-night, if _you_ please; noat +to-night, if _you_ please. As a matter of fact--eh--what I really came +into the town for, doan't you see, was--eh--to attend the meeting the +Provost has convened about the railway. You'll come down to the meeting, +will ye noat?" + +He wanted to get Gourlay away from the House with the Green Shutters. It +would be easier to quarrel with him out of doors. + +But Gourlay gaped at him across the table, his eyes big with surprise +and disapproval. + +"Huh!" he growled, "I wonder at a man like you giving your head to that! +It's a wheen damned nonsense." + +"Oh, I'm no so sure of that," drawled the Templar. "I think the railway +means to come." + +The whole country was agog about the new railway. The question agitating +solemn minds was whether it should join the main line at Fechars, thirty +miles ahead, or pass to the right, through Fleckie and Barbie, to a +junction up at Skeighan Drone. Many were the reasons spluttered in +vehement debate for one route or the other. "On the one side, ye see, +Skeighan was a big place a'readys, and look what a centre it would be if +it had three lines of rail running out and in! Eh, my, what a centre! +Then there was Fleckie and Barbie--they would be the big towns! Up the +valley, too, was the shortest road; it would be a daft-like thing to +build thirty mile of rail, when fifteen was enough to establish the +connection! And was it likely--I put it to ainy man of sense--was it +likely the Coal Company wouldn't do everything in their power to get the +railway up the valley, seeing that if it didn't come that airt they +would need to build a line of their own?"--"Ah, but then, ye see, +Fechars was a big place too, and there was lots of mineral up there as +well! And though it was a longer road to Fechars and part of it lay +across the moors, there were several wee towns that airt just waiting +for a chance of growth! I can tell ye, sirs, this was going to be a +close question!" + +Such was the talk in pot-house and parlour, at kirk and mart and tryst +and fair, and wherever potentates did gather and abound. The partisans +on either side began to canvass the country in support of their +contentions. They might have kept their breath to cool their porridge, +for these matters, we know, are settled in the great Witenagemot. But +petitions were prepared and meetings were convened. In those days +Provost Connal of Barbie was in constant communion with the "Pow-ers." +"Yass," he nodded gravely--only "nod" is a word too swift for the grave +inclining of that mighty pow--"yass, ye know, the great thing in matters +like this is to get at the Pow-ers, doan't you see? Oh yass, yass; we +must get at the Pow-ers!" and he looked as if none but he were equal to +the job. He even went to London (to interrogate the "Pow-ers"), and +simple bodies, gathered at the Cross for their Saturday at e'en, told +each other with bated breath that the Provost was away to the "seat of +Goaver'ment to see about the railway." When he came back and shook his +head, hope drained from his fellows and left them hollow in an empty +world. But when he smacked his lips on receiving an important letter, +the heavens were brightened and the landscapes smiled. + +The Provost walked about the town nowadays with the air of a man on +whose shoulders the weight of empires did depend. But for all his airs +it was not the Head o' the Town who was the ablest advocate of the route +up the Water of Barbie. It was that public-spirited citizen, Mr. James +Wilson of the Cross! Wilson championed the cause of Barbie with an +ardour that did infinite credit to his civic heart. For one thing, it +was a grand way of recommending himself to his new townsfolk, as he told +his wife, "and so increasing the circle of our present trade, don't ye +understand?"--for another, he was as keen as the keenest that the +railway should come and enhance the value of his property. "We must +agitate," he cried, when Sandy Toddle murmured a doubt whether anything +they could do would be of much avail. "It's not settled yet what road +the line's to follow, and who knows but a trifle may turn the scale in +our behalf? Local opinion ought to be expressed! They're sending a +monster petition from the Fechars side; we'll send the Company a bigger +one from ours! Look at Skeighan and Fleckie and Barbie--three towns at +our back, and the new Coal Company forbye! A public opinion of that size +ought to have a great weight--if put forward properly! We must agitate, +sirs, we must agitate; we maun scour the country for names in our +support. Look what a number of things there are to recommend _our_ +route. It's the shortest, and there's no need for heavy cuttings such as +are needed on the other side; the road's there a'ready--Barbie Water has +cut it through the hills. It's the manifest design of Providence that +there should be a line up Barbie Valley! What a position for't!--And, +oh," thought Wilson, "what a site for building houses in my holm!--Let a +meeting be convened at wunst!" + +The meeting was convened, with Provost Connal in the chair and Wilson as +general factotum. + +"You'll come down to the meeting?" said Templandmuir to Gourlay. + +Go to a meeting for which Wilson had sent out the bills! At another, +Gourlay would have hurled his usual objurgation that he would see him +condemned to eternal agonies ere he granted his request! But +Templandmuir was different. Gourlay had always flattered this man (whom +he inwardly despised) by a companionship which made proud the other. He +had always yielded to Templandmuir in small things, for the sake of the +quarry, which was a great thing. He yielded to him now. + +"Verra well," he said shortly, and rose to get his hat. + +When Gourlay put on his hat the shallow meanness of his brow was hid, +and nothing was seen to impair his dark, strong gravity of face. He was +a man you would have turned to look at as he marched in silence by the +side of Templandmuir. Though taller than the laird, he looked shorter +because of his enormous breadth. He had a chest like the heave of a +hill. Templandmuir was afraid of him. And fretting at the necessity he +felt to quarrel with a man of whom he was afraid, he had an unreasonable +hatred of Gourlay, whose conduct made this quarrel necessary at the same +time that his character made it to be feared; and he brooded on his +growing rage that, with it for a stimulus, he might work his cowardly +nature to the point of quarrelling. Conscious of the coming row, then, +he felt awkward in the present, and was ignorant what to say. Gourlay +was silent too. He felt it an insult to the House with the Green +Shutters that the laird should refuse its proffered hospitality. He +hated to be dragged to a meeting he despised. Never before was such +irritation between them. + +When they came to the hall where the meeting was convened, there were +knots of bodies grouped about the floor. Wilson fluttered from group to +group, an important man, with a roll of papers in his hand. Gourlay, +quick for once in his dislike, took in every feature of the man he +loathed. + +Wilson was what the sentimental women of the neighbourhood called a +"bonny man." His features were remarkably regular, and his complexion +was remarkably fair. His brow was so delicate of hue that the blue veins +running down his temples could be traced distinctly beneath the +whiteness of the skin. Unluckily for him, he was so fair that in a +strong light (as now beneath the gas) the suspicion of his unwashedness +became a certainty--"as if he got a bit idle slaik now and than, and +never a good rub," thought Gourlay in a clean disgust. Full lips showed +themselves bright red in the middle between the two wings of a very +blonde and very symmetrical moustache. The ugly feature of the face was +the blue calculating eyes. They were tender round the lids, so that the +white lashes stuck out in little peaks. And in conversation he had a +habit of peering out of these eyes as if he were constantly spying for +something to emerge that he might twist to his advantage. As he talked +to a man close by and glimmered (not at the man beside him, but far away +in the distance of his mind at some chance of gain suggested by the +other's words) Gourlay heard him say musingly, "Imphm, imphm, imphm! +there might be something _in_ that!" nodding his head and stroking his +moustache as he uttered each meditative "imphm." + +It was Wilson's unconscious revelation that his mind was busy with a +commercial hint which he had stolen from his neighbour's talk. "The +damned sneck-drawer!" thought Gourlay, enlightened by his hate; "he's +sucking Tam Finlay's brains, to steal some idea for himsell!" And still +as Wilson listened he murmured swiftly, "Imphm! I see, Mr. Finlay; +imphm! imphm! imphm!" nodding his head and pulling his moustache and +glimmering at his new "opportunity." + +Our insight is often deepest into those we hate, because annoyance fixes +our thought on them to probe. We cannot keep our minds off them. "Why do +they do it?" we snarl, and wondering why, we find out their character. +Gourlay was not an observant man, but every man is in any man somewhere, +and hate to-night driving his mind into Wilson, helped him to read him +like an open book. He recognized with a vague uneasiness--not with fear, +for Gourlay did not know what it meant, but with uneasy anger--the +superior cunning of his rival. Gourlay, a strong block of a man cut off +from the world by impotence of speech, could never have got out of +Finlay what Wilson drew from him in two minutes' easy conversation. + +Wilson ignored Gourlay, but he was very blithe with Templandmuir, and +inveigled him off to a corner. They talked together very briskly, and +Wilson laughed once with uplifted head, glancing across at Gourlay as he +laughed. Curse them, were they speaking of him? + +The hall was crammed at last, and the important bodies took their seats +upon the front benches. Gourlay refused to be seated with the rest, but +stood near the platform, with his back to the wall, by the side of +Templandmuir. + +After what the Provost described "as a few preliminary remarks"--they +lasted half an hour--he called on Mr. Wilson to address the meeting. +Wilson descanted on the benefits that would accrue to Barbie if it got +the railway, and on the needcessity for a "long pull, and a strong pull, +and a pull all together"--a phrase which he repeated many times in the +course of his address. He sat down at last amid thunders of applause. + +"There's no needcessity for me to make a loang speech," said the +Provost. + +"Hear, hear!" said Gourlay, and the meeting was unkind enough to laugh. + +"Order, order!" cried Wilson perkily. + +"As I was saying when I was grossly interrupted," fumed the Provost, +"there's no needcessity for me to make a loang speech. I had thoat we +were a-all agreed on the desirabeelity of the rileway coming in our +direction. I had thoat, after the able--I must say the very able--speech +of Mr. Wilson, that there wasn't a man in this room so shtupid as to +utter a word of dishapproval. I had thoat we might prosheed at woance to +elect a deputation. I had thoat we would get the name of everybody here +for the great petition we mean to send the Pow-ers. I had thoat it was +all, so to shpeak, a foregone conclusion. But it seems I was mistaken, +ladies and gentlemen--or rather, I oat to say gentlemen, for I believe +there are no ladies present. Yass, it seems I was mistaken. It may be +there are some who would like to keep Barbie going on in the oald way +which they found so much to their advantage. It may be there are some +who regret a change that will put an end to their chances of +tyraneezin'. It may be there are some who know themselves so shtupid +that they fear the new condeetions of trade the railway's bound to +bring."--Here Wilson rose and whispered in his ear, and the people +watched them, wondering what hint J. W. was passing to the Provost. The +Provost leaned with pompous gravity toward his monitor, hand at ear to +catch the treasured words. He nodded and resumed.--"Now, gentlemen, as +Mr. Wilson said, this is a case that needs a loang pull, and a stroang +pull, and a pull all together. We must be unanimous. It will _noat_ do +to show ourselves divided among ourselves. Therefore I think we oat to +have expressions of opinion from some of our leading townsmen. That will +show how far we are unanimous. I had thoat there could be only one +opinion, and that we might prosheed at once with the petition. But it +seems I was wroang. It is best to inquire first exactly where we stand. +So I call upon Mr. John Gourlay, who has been the foremost man in the +town for mainy years--at least he used to be that--I call upon Mr. +Gourlay as the first to express an opinion on the subjeck." + +Wilson's hint to the Provost placed Gourlay in a fine dilemma. Stupid as +he was, he was not so stupid as not to perceive the general advantage of +the railway. If he approved it, however, he would seem to support Wilson +and the Provost, whom he loathed. If he disapproved, his opposition +would be set down to a selfish consideration for his own trade, and he +would incur the anger of the meeting, which was all for the coming of +the railway, Wilson had seized the chance to put him in a false +position. He knew Gourlay could not put forty words together in public, +and that in his dilemma he would blunder and give himself away. + +Gourlay evaded the question. + +"It would be better to convene a meeting," he bawled to the Provost, "to +consider the state of some folk's back doors."--That was a nipper to +Wilson!--"There's a stink at the Cross that's enough to kill a cuddy!" + +"Evidently not," yelled Wilson, "since you're still alive!" + +A roar went up against Gourlay. All he could do was to scowl before him, +with hard-set mouth and gleaming eyes, while they bellowed him to scorn. + +"I would like to hear what Templandmuir has to say on the subject," said +Wilson, getting up. "But no doubt he'll follow his friend Mr. Gourlay." + +"No, I don't follow Mr. Gourlay," bawled Templandmuir with unnecessary +loudness. The reason of his vehemence was twofold. He was nettled (as +Wilson meant he should) by the suggestion that he was nothing but +Gourlay's henchman. And being eager to oppose Gourlay, yet a coward, he +yelled to supply in noise what he lacked in resolution. + +"I don't follow Mr. Gourlay at all," he roared; "I follow nobody but +myself! Every man in the district's in support of this petition. It +would be absurd to suppose anything else. I'll be glad to sign't among +the first, and do everything I can in its support." + +"Verra well," said the Provost; "it seems we're agreed after all. We'll +get some of our foremost men to sign the petition at this end of the +hall, and then it'll be placed in the anteroom for the rest to sign as +they go out." + +"Take it across to Gourlay," whispered Wilson to the two men who were +carrying the enormous tome. They took it over to the grain merchant, and +one of them handed him an inkhorn. He dashed it to the ground. + +The meeting hissed like a cellarful of snakes. But Gourlay turned and +glowered at them, and somehow the hisses died away. His was the high +courage that feeds on hate, and welcomes rather than shrinks from its +expression. He was smiling as he faced them. + +"Let _me_ pass," he said, and shouldered his way to the door, the +bystanders falling back to make room. Templandmuir followed him out. + +"I'll walk to the head o' the brae," said the Templar. + +He must have it out with Gourlay at once, or else go home to meet the +anger of his wife. Having opposed Gourlay already, he felt that now was +the time to break with him for good. Only a little was needed to +complete the rupture. And he was the more impelled to declare himself +to-night because he had just seen Gourlay discomfited, and was beginning +to despise the man he had formerly admired. Why, the whole meeting had +laughed at his expense! In quarrelling with Gourlay, moreover, he would +have the whole locality behind him. He would range himself on the +popular side. Every impulse of mind and body pushed him forward to the +brink of speech; he would never get a better occasion to bring out his +grievance. + +They trudged together in a burning silence. Though nothing was said +between them, each was in wrathful contact with the other's mind. +Gourlay blamed everything that had happened on Templandmuir, who had +dragged him to the meeting and deserted him. And Templandmuir was +longing to begin about the quarry, but afraid to start. + +That was why he began at last with false, unnecessary loudness. It was +partly to encourage himself (as a bull bellows to increase his rage), +and partly because his spite had been so long controlled. It burst the +louder for its pent fury. + +"Mr. Gourlay!" he bawled suddenly, when they came opposite the House +with the Green Shutters, "I've had a crow to pick with you for more than +a year." + +It came on Gourlay with a flash that Templandmuir was slipping away from +him. But he must answer him civilly for the sake of the quarry. + +"Ay, man," he said quietly, "and what may that be?" + +"I'll damned soon tell you what it is," said the Templar. "Yon was a +monstrous overcharge for bringing my ironwork from Fleckie. I'll be +damned if I put up with that!" + +And yet it was only a trifle. He had put up with fifty worse impositions +and never said a word. But when a man is bent on a quarrel any spark +will do for an explosion. + +"How do ye make that out?" said Gourlay, still very quietly, lest he +should alienate the quarry laird. + +"Damned fine do I make that out," yelled Templandmuir, and louder than +ever was the yell. He was the brave man now, with his bellow to hearten +him. "Damned fine do I make that out. You charged me for a whole day, +though half o't was spent upon your own concerns. I'm tired o' you and +your cheatry. You've made a braw penny out o' me in your time. But curse +me if I endure it loanger. I give you notice this verra night that your +tack o' the quarry must end at Martinmas." + +He was off, glad to have it out and glad to escape the consequence, +leaving Gourlay a cauldron of wrath in the darkness. It was not merely +the material loss that maddened him. But for the first time in his life +he had taken a rebuff without a word or a blow in return. In his desire +to conciliate he had let Templandmuir get away unscathed. His blood +rocked him where he stood. + +He walked blindly to the kitchen door, never knowing how he reached it. +It was locked--at this early hour!--and the simple inconvenience let +loose the fury of his wrath. He struck the door with his clenched fist +till the blood streamed on his knuckles. + +It was Mrs. Gourlay who opened the door to him. She started back before +his awful eyes. + +"John!" she cried, "what's wrong wi' ye?" + +The sight of the she-tatterdemalion there before him, whom he had +endured so long and must endure for ever, was the crowning burden of his +night. Damn her, why didn't she get out of the way? why did she stand +there in her dirt and ask silly questions? He struck her on the bosom +with his great fist, and sent her spinning on the dirty table. + +She rose from among the broken dishes and came towards him, with slack +lips and great startled eyes. "John," she panted, like a pitiful +frightened child, "what have I been doing?... Man, what did you hit me +for?" + +He gaped at her with hanging jaw. He knew he was a brute--knew she had +done nothing to-night more than she had ever done--knew he had vented on +her a wrath that should have burst on others. But his mind was at a +stick; how could he explain--to _her_? He gaped and glowered for a +speechless moment, then turned on his heel and went into the parlour, +slamming the door till the windows rattled in their frames. + +She stared after him a while in large-eyed stupor, then flung herself in +her old nursing-chair by the fire, and spat blood in the ribs, hawking +it up coarsely--we forget to be delicate in moments of supremer agony. +And then she flung her apron over her head and rocked herself to and fro +in the chair where she had nursed his children, wailing, "It's a pity o' +me, it's a pity o' me! My God, ay, it's a geyan pity o' me!" + +The boy was in bed, but Janet had watched the scene with a white, scared +face and tearful cries. She crept to her mother's side. + +The sympathy of children with those who weep is innocently selfish. The +sight of tears makes them uncomfortable, and they want them to cease, in +the interests of their own happiness. If the outward signs of grief +would only vanish, all would be well. They are not old enough to +appreciate the inward agony. + +So Janet tugged at the obscuring apron, and whimpered, "Don't greet, +mother, don't greet. Woman, I dinna like to see ye greetin'." + +But Mrs. Gourlay still rocked herself and wailed, "It's a pity o' me, +it's a pity o' me! My God, ay, it's a geyan pity o' me!" + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +"Is he in himsell?" asked Gibson the builder, coming into the Emporium. + +Mrs. Wilson was alone in the shop. Since trade grew so brisk she had an +assistant to help her, but he was out for his breakfast at present, and +as it happened she was all alone. + +"No," she said, "he's no in. We're terribly driven this twelvemonth +back, since trade grew so thrang, and he's aye hunting business in some +corner. He's out the now after a carrying affair. Was it ainything +perticular?" + +She looked at Gibson with a speculation in her eyes that almost verged +on hostility. Wives of the lower classes who are active helpers in a +husband's affairs often direct that look upon strangers who approach him +in the way of business. For they are enemies whatever way you take them; +come to be done by the husband or to do him--in either case, therefore, +the object of a sharp curiosity. You may call on an educated man, either +to fleece him or be fleeced, and his wife, though she knows all about +it, will talk to you charmingly of trifles while you wait for him in her +parlour. But a wife of the lower orders, active in her husband's +affairs, has not been trained to dissemble so prettily; though her face +be a mask, what she is wondering comes out in her eye. There was +suspicion in the big round stare that Mrs. Wilson directed at the +builder. What was _he_ spiering for "himsell" for? What could he be up +to? Some end of his own, no doubt. Anxious curiosity forced her to +inquire. + +"Would I do instead?" she asked. + +"Well, hardly," said Gibson, clawing his chin, and gazing at a corded +round of "Barbie's Best" just above his head. "Dod, it's a fine ham +that," he said, to turn the subject. "How are ye selling it the now?" + +"Tenpence a pound retail, but ninepence only if ye take a whole one. Ye +had better let me send you one, Mr. Gibson, now that winter's drawing +on. It's a heartsome thing, the smell of frying ham on a frosty +morning"--and her laugh went skelloching up the street. + +"Well, ye see," said Gibson, with a grin, "I expect Mr. Wilson to +present me with one when he hears the news that I have brought him." + +"Aha!" said she, "it's something good, then," and she stuck her arms +akimbo.--"James!" she shrilled, "James!" and the red-haired boy shot +from the back premises. + +"Run up to the Red Lion, and see if your father has finished his crack +wi' Templandmuir. Tell him Mr. Gibson wants to see him on important +business." + +The boy squinted once at the visitor, and scooted, the red head of him +foremost. + +While Gibson waited and clawed his chin she examined him narrowly. +Suspicion as to the object of his visit fixed her attention on his face. + +He was a man with mean brown eyes. Brown eyes may be clear and limpid as +a mountain pool, or they may have the fine black flash of anger and the +jovial gleam, or they may be mean things--little and sly and oily. +Gibson's had the depth of cunning, not the depth of character, and they +glistened like the eyes of a lustful animal. He was a reddish man, with +a fringe of sandy beard, and a perpetual grin which showed his yellow +teeth, with green deposit round their roots. It was more than a +grin--it was a _rictus_, semicircular from cheek to cheek; and the beady +eyes, ever on the watch up above it, belied its false benevolence. He +was not florid, yet that grin of his seemed to intensify his reddishness +(perhaps because it brought out and made prominent his sandy valance and +the ruddy round of his cheeks), so that the baker christened him long +ago "the man with the sandy smile." "Cunning Johnny" was his other +nickname. Wilson had recognized a match in him the moment he came to +Barbie, and had resolved to act with him if he could, but never to act +against him. They had made advances to each other--birds of a feather, +in short. + +The grocer came in hurriedly, white-waistcoated to-day, and a +perceptibly bigger bulge in his belly than when we first saw him in +Barbie, four years ago now. + +"Good-morning, Mr. Gibson," he panted. "Is it private that ye wanted to +see me on?" + +"Verra private," said the sandy smiler. + +"We'll go through to the house, then," said Wilson, and ushered his +guest through the back premises. But the voice of his wife recalled him. +"James!" she cried. "Here for a minute just," and he turned to her, +leaving Gibson in the yard. + +"Be careful what you're doing," she whispered in his ear. "It wasna for +nothing they christened Gibson 'Cunning Johnny.' Keep the dirt out your +een." + +"There's no fear of that," he assured her pompously. It was a grand +thing to have a wife like that, but her advice nettled him now just a +little, because it seemed to imply a doubt of his efficiency--and that +was quite onnecessar. He knew what he was doing. They would need to rise +very early that got the better o' a man like him! + +"You'll take a dram?" said Wilson, when they reached a pokey little room +where the most conspicuous and dreary object was a large bare flowerpot +of red earthenware, on a green woollen mat, in the middle of a round +table. Out of the flowerpot rose gauntly a three-sticked frame, up which +two lonely stalks of a climbing plant tried to scramble, but failed +miserably to reach the top. The round little rickety table with the +family album on one corner (placed at what Mrs. Wilson considered a +beautiful artistic angle to the window), the tawdry cloth, the green +mat, the shiny horsehair sofa, and the stuffy atmosphere, were all in +perfect harmony of ugliness. A sampler on the wall informed the world +that there was no place like home. + +Wilson pushed the flowerpot to one side, and "You'll take a dram?" he +said blithely. + +"Oh ay," said Gibson with a grin; "I never refuse drink when I'm offered +it for nothing." + +"Hi! hi!" laughed Wilson at the little joke, and produced a cut decanter +and a pair of glasses. He filled the glasses so brimming full that the +drink ran over on the table. + +"Canny, man, for God's sake canny!" cried Gibson, starting forward in +alarm. "Don't ye see you're spilling the mercies?" He stooped his lips +to the rim of his glass, and sipped, lest a drop of Scotia's nectar +should escape him. + +They faced each other, sitting. "Here's pith!" said Gibson. "Pith!" said +the other in chorus, and they nodded to each other in amity, primed +glasses up and ready. And then it was eyes heavenward and the little +finger uppermost. + +Gibson smacked his lips once and again when the fiery spirit tickled his +uvula. + +"Ha!" said he, "that's the stuff to put heart in a man." + +"It's no bad whisky," said Wilson complacently. + +Gibson wiped the sandy stubble round his mouth with the back of his +hand, and considered for a moment. Then, leaning forward, he tapped +Wilson's knee in whispering importance. + +"Have you heard the news?" he murmured, with a watchful glimmer in his +eyes. + +"No!" cried Wilson, glowering, eager and alert. "Is't ocht in the +business line? Is there a possibeelity for me in't?" + +"Oh, there might," nodded Gibson, playing his man for a while. + +"Ay, man!" cried Wilson briskly, and brought his chair an inch or two +forward. Gibson grinned and watched him with his beady eyes. "What green +teeth he has!" thought Wilson, who was not fastidious. + +"The Coal Company are meaning to erect a village for five hundred miners +a mile out the Fleckie Road, and they're running a branch line up the +Lintie's Burn that'll need the building of a dozen brigs. I'm happy to +say I have nabbed the contract for the building." + +"Man, Mr. Gibson, d'ye tell me that! I'm proud to hear it, sir; I am +that!" Wilson was hotching in his chair with eagerness. For what could +Gibson be wanting with _him_ if it wasna to arrange about the carting? +"Fill up your glass, Mr. Gibson, man; fill up your glass. You're +drinking nothing at all. Let _me_ help you." + +"Ay, but I havena the contract for the carting," said Gibson. "That's +not mine to dispose of. They mean to keep it in their own hand." + +Wilson's mouth forgot to shut, and his eyes were big and round as his +mouth in staring disappointment. Was it this he was wasting his drink +for? + +"Where do I come in?" he asked blankly. + +Gibson tossed off another glassful of the burning heartener of men, and +leaned forward with his elbows on the table. + +"D'ye ken Goudie, the Company's manager? He's worth making up to, I can +tell ye. He has complete control of the business, and can airt you the +road of a good thing. I made a point of helping him in everything, ever +since he came to Barbie, and I'm glad to say that he hasna forgotten't. +Man, it was through him I got the building contract; they never threw't +open to the public. But they mean to contract separate for carting the +material. That means that they'll need the length of a dozen horses on +the road for a twelvemonth to come; for it's no only the +building--they're launching out on a big scale, and there's lots of +other things forbye. Now, Goudie's as close as a whin, and likes to keep +everything dark till the proper time comes for sploring o't. Not a +whisper has been heard so far about this village for the miners--there's +a rumour, to be sure, about a wheen houses going up, but nothing _near_ +the reality. And there's not a soul, either, that kens there's a big +contract for carting to be had 'ceptna Goudie and mysell. But or a +month's by they'll be advertising for estimates for a twelvemonth's +carrying. I thocht a hint aforehand would be worth something to you, and +that's the reason of my visit." + +"I see," said Wilson briskly. "You're verra good, Mr. Gibson. You mean +you'll give me an inkling in private of the other estimates sent in, and +help to arrange mine according?" + +"Na," said Gibson. "Goudie's owre close to let me ken. I'll speak a word +in his ear on your behalf, to be sure, if you agree to the proposal I +mean to put before you. But Gourlay's the man you need to keep your eye +on. It's you or him for the contract--there's nobody else to compete wi' +the two o' ye." + +"Imphm, I see," said Wilson, and tugged his moustache in meditation. All +expression died out of his face while his brain churned within. What +Brodie had christened "the considering keek" was in his eyes; they were +far away, and saw the distant village in process of erection; busy with +its chances and occasions. Then an uneasy thought seemed to strike him +and recall him to the man by his side. He stole a shifty glance at the +sandy smiler. + +"But I thought _you_ were a friend of Gourlay's," he said slowly. + +"Friendship!" said Gibson. "We're speaking of business. And there's +sma-all friendship atween me and Gourlay. He was nebby owre a bill I +sent in the other day; and I'm getting tired of his bluster. Besides, +there's little more to be made of him. Gourlay's bye wi't. But you're a +rising man, Mr. Wilson, and I think that you and me might work thegither +to our own advantage, don't ye see? Yes; just so; to the advantage of us +both. Oom?" + +"I hardly see what you're driving at," said Wilson. + +"I'm driving at this," said Gibson. "If Gourlay kens you're against him +for the contract, he'll cut his estimate down to a ruinous price, out o' +sheer spite--yes, out o' sheer spite--rather than be licked by _you_ in +public competition. And if he does that, Goudie and I may do what we +like, but we canna help you. For it's the partners that decide the +estimates sent in, d'ye see? Imphm, it's the partners. Goudie has +noathing to do wi' that. And if Gourlay once gets round the partners, +you'll be left out in the cold for a very loang time. Shivering, sir, +shivering! You will that!" + +"Dod, you're right. There's a danger of that. But I fail to see how we +can prevent it." + +"We can put Gourlay on a wrong scent," said Gibson. + +"But how, though?" + +Gibson met one question by another. + +"What was the charge for a man and a horse and a day's carrying when ye +first came hereaway?" he asked. + +"Only four shillings a day," said Wilson promptly. "It has risen to six +now," he added. + +"Exactly," said Gibson; "and with the new works coming in about the town +it'll rise to eight yet. I have it for a fact that the Company's willing +to gie that. Now if you and me could procure a job for Gourlay at the +lower rate, before the news o' this new industry gets scattered--a job +that would require the whole of his plant, you understand, and prevent +his competing for the Company's business--we would clear"--he clawed his +chin to help his arithmetic--"we would clear three hundred and +seventy-four pounds o' difference on the twelvemonth. At least _you_ +would make that," he added, "but you would allow me a handsome +commission of course--the odd hundred and seventy, say--for bringing the +scheme before ye. I don't think there's ocht unreasonable in tha-at. For +it's not the mere twelvemonth's work that's at stake, you understand; +it's the valuable connection for the fee-yuture. Now, I have influence +wi' Goudie; I can help you there. But if Gourlay gets in there's just a +chance that you'll never be able to oust him." + +"I see," said Wilson. "Before he knows what's coming, we're to provide +work for Gourlay at the lower rate, both to put money in our own pocket +and prevent him competing for the better business." + +"You've summed it to the nines," said Gibson. + +"Yes," said Wilson blankly, "but how on earth are _we_ to provide work +for him?" + +Gibson leaned forward a second time and tapped Wilson on the knee. + +"Have you never considered what a chance for building there's in that +holm of yours?" he asked. "You've a fortune there, lying undeveloped." + +That was the point to which Cunning Johnny had been leading all the +time. He cared as little for Wilson as for Gourlay; all he wanted was a +contract for covering Wilson's holm with jerry-built houses, and a good +commission on the year's carrying. It was for this he evolved the +conspiracy to cripple Gourlay. + +Wilson's thoughts went to and fro like the shuttle of a weaver. He +blinked in rapidity of thinking, and stole shifty glances at his +comrade. He tugged his moustache and said "Imphm" many times. Then his +eyes went off in their long preoccupied stare, and the sound of the +breath, coming heavy through his nostrils, was audible in the quiet +room. Wilson was one of the men whom you hear thinking. + +"I see," he said slowly. "You mean to bind Gourlay to cart building +material to my holm at the present price of work. You'll bind him in +general terms so that he canna suspect, till the time comes, who in +particular he's to work for. In the meantime I'll be free to offer for +the Company's business at the higher price." + +"That's the size o't," said Gibson. + +Wilson was staggered by the rapid combinations of the scheme. But +Cunning Johnny had him in the toils. The plan he proposed stole about +the grocer's every weakness, and tugged his inclinations to consent. It +was very important, he considered, that he, and no other, should obtain +this contract, which was both valuable in itself and an earnest of other +business in the future. And Gibson's scheme got Gourlay, the only +possible rival, out of the way. For it was not possible for Gourlay to +put more than twelve horses on the road, and if he thought he had +secured a good contract already, he would never dream of applying for +another. Then, Wilson's malice was gratified by the thought that +Gourlay, who hated him, should have to serve, as helper and underling, +in a scheme for his aggrandizement. That would take down his pride for +him! And the commercial imagination, so strong in Wilson, was inflamed +by the vision of himself as a wealthy houseowner which Gibson put before +him. Cunning Johnny knew all this when he broached the scheme--he +foresaw the pull of it on Wilson's nature. Yet Wilson hesitated. He did +not like to give himself to Gibson quite so rapidly. + +"You go fast, Mr. Gibson," said he. "Faith, you go fast. This is a big +affair, and needs to be looked at for a while." + +"Fast!" cried Gibson. "Damn it, we have no time to waste. We maun act on +the spur of the moment." + +"I'll have to borrow money," said Wilson slowly; "and it's verra dear at +the present time." + +"It was never worth more in Barbie than it is at the present time. Man, +don't ye see the chance you're neglecting? Don't ye see what it means? +There's thousands lying at your back door if ye'll only reach to pick +them up. Yes, thousands. Thousands, I'm telling ye--thousands!" + +Wilson saw himself provost and plutocrat. Yet was he cautious. + +"_You_'ll do well by the scheme," he said tartly, "if you get the sole +contract for building these premises of mine, and a fat commission on +the carrying forbye." + +"Can you carry the scheme without me?" said Gibson. "A word from me to +Goudie means a heap." There was a veiled threat in the remark. + +"Oh, we'll come to terms," said the other. "But how will you manage +Gourlay?" + +"Aha!" said Gibson, "I'll come in handy for that, you'll discover. +There's been a backset in Barbie for the last year--things went owre +quick at the start and were followed by a wee lull; but it's only for a +time, sir--it's only for a time. Hows'ever, it and you thegither have +damaged Gourlay: he's both short o' work and scarce o' cash, as I found +to my cost when I asked him for my siller! So when I offer him a big +contract for carting stones atween the quarry and the town foot, he'll +swallow it without question. I'll insert a clause that he must deliver +the stuff at such places as I direct within four hundred yards of the +Cross, in ainy direction--for I've several jobs near the Cross, doan't +ye see, and how's he to know that yours is one o' them? Man, it's easy +to bamboozle an ass like Gourlay! Besides, he'll think my principals +have trusted me to let the carrying to ainy one I like, and, as I let it +to him, he'll fancy I'm on his side, doan't ye see? He'll never jalouse +that I mean to diddle him. In the meantime we'll spread the news that +you're meaning to build on a big scale upon your own land; we'll have +the ground levelled, the foundations dug, and the drains and everything +seen to. Now, it'll never occur to Gourlay, in the present slackness o' +trade, that you would contract wi' another man to cart your material, +and go hunting for other work yoursell. That'll throw him off the scent +till the time comes to put his nose on't. When the Company advertise for +estimates he canna compete wi' you, because he's pre-engaged to me; and +he'll think you're out o't too, because you're busy wi' your own woark. +You'll be free to nip the eight shillings. Then we'll force him to +fulfill his bargain and cart for us at six." + +"If he refuses?" said Wilson. + +"I'll have the contract stamped and signed in the presence of +witnesses," said Gibson. "Not that that's necessary, I believe, but a +double knot's aye the safest." + +Wilson looked at him with admiration. + +"Gosh, Mr. Gibson," he cried, "you're a warmer! Ye deserve your name. Ye +ken what the folk ca' you?" + +"Oh yes," said Gibson complacently. "I'm quite proud o' the +description." + +"I've my ain craw to pick wi' Gourlay," he went on. "He was damned +ill-bred yestreen when I asked him to settle my account, and talked +about extortion. But bide a wee, bide a wee! I'll enjoy the look on his +face when he sees himself forced to carry for you, at a rate lower than +the market price." + +When Gibson approached Gourlay on the following day he was full of +laments about the poor state of trade. + +"Ay," said he, "the grand railway they boasted o' hasna done muckle for +the town!" + +"Atwell ay," quoth Gourlay with pompous wisdom; "they'll maybe find, or +a's by, that the auld way wasna the warst way. There was to be a great +boom, as they ca't, but I see few signs o't." + +"I see few signs o't either," said Gibson, "it's the slackest time for +the last twa years." + +Gourlay grunted his assent. + +"But I've a grand job for ye, for a' that," said Gibson, slapping his +hands. "What do ye say to the feck of a year's carting tweesht the +quarry and the town foot?" + +"I might consider that," said Gourlay, "if the terms were good." + +"Six shillins," said Gibson, and went on in solemn protest: "In the +present state o' trade, doan't ye see, I couldna give a penny more." +Gourlay, who had denounced the present state of trade even now, was +prevented by his own words from asking for a penny more. + +"At the town foot, you say?" he asked. + +"I've several jobs thereaway," Gibson explained hurriedly, "and you must +agree to deliver stuff ainy place I want it within four hundred yards o' +the Cross. It's all one to you, of course," he went on, "seeing you're +paid by the day." + +"Oh, it's all one to me," said Gourlay. + +Peter Riney and the new "orra" man were called in to witness the +agreement. Cunning Johnny had made it as cunning as he could. + +"We may as well put a stamp on't," said he. "A stamp costs little, and +means a heap." + +"You're damned particular the day," cried Gourlay in a sudden heat. + +"Oh, nothing more than my usual, nothing more than my usual," said +Gibson blandly. "Good-morning, Mr. Gourlay," and he made for the door, +buttoning the charter of his dear revenge in the inside pocket of his +coat. Gourlay ignored him. + +When Gibson got out he turned to the House with the Green Shutters, and +"Curse you!" said he; "you may refuse to answer me the day, but wait +till this day eight weeks. You'll be roaring than." + +On that day eight weeks Gourlay received a letter from Gibson requiring +him to hold himself in readiness to deliver stone, lime, baulks of +timber, and iron girders in Mr. Wilson's holm, in terms of his +agreement, and in accordance with the orders to be given him from day to +day. He was apprised that a couple of carts of lime and seven loads of +stone were needed on the morrow. + +He went down the street with grinding jaws, the letter crushed to a +white pellet in his hand. It would have gone ill with Gibson had he met +him. Gourlay could not tell why, or to what purpose, he marched on and +on with forward staring eyes. He only knew vaguely that the anger drove +him. + +When he came to the Cross a long string of carts was filing from the +Skeighan Road, and passing across to the street leading Fleckie-ward. He +knew them to be Wilson's. The Deacon was there, of course, hobbling on +his thin shanks, and cocking his eye to see everything that happened. + +"What does this mean?" Gourlay asked him, though he loathed the Deacon. + +"Oh, haven't ye heard?" quoth the Deacon blithely. "That's the stuff for +the new mining village out the Fleckie Road. Wilson has nabbed the +contract for the carting. They're saying it was Gibson's influence wi' +Goudie that helped him to the getting o't." + +Amid his storm of anger at the trick, Gourlay was conscious of a sudden +pity for himself, as for a man most unfairly worsted. He realized for a +moment his own inefficiency as a business man, in conflict with +cleverer rivals, and felt sorry to be thus handicapped by nature. Though +wrath was uppermost, the other feeling was revealed, showing itself by a +gulping in the throat and a rapid blinking of the eyes. The Deacon +marked the signs of his chagrin. + +"Man!" he reported to the bodies, "but Gourlay was cut to the quick. His +face showed how gunkit he was. Oh, but he was chawed. I saw his breist +give the great heave." + +"Were ye no sorry?" cried the baker. + +"Thorry, hi!" laughed the Deacon. "Oh, I was thorry, to be sure," he +lisped, "but I didna thyow't. I'm glad to thay I've a grand control of +my emotionth. Not like thum folk we know of," he added slyly, giving the +baker a "good one." + +All next day Gibson's masons waited for their building material in +Wilson's holm. But none came. And all day seven of Gourlay's horses +champed idly in their stalls. + +Barbie had a weekly market now, and, as it happened, that was the day it +fell on. At two in the afternoon Gourlay was standing on the gravel +outside the Red Lion, trying to look wise over a sample of grain which a +farmer had poured upon his great palm. Gibson approached with false +voice and smile. + +"Gosh, Mr. Gourlay!" he cried protestingly, "have ye forgotten whatna +day it is? Ye havena gi'en my men a ton o' stuff to gang on wi'." + +To the farmer's dismay his fine sample of grain was scattered on the +gravel by a convulsive movement of Gourlay's arm. As Gourlay turned on +his enemy, his face was frightfully distorted; all his brow seemed +gathered in a knot above his nose, and he gaped on his words, yet ground +them out like a labouring mill, each word solid as plug shot. + +"I'll see Wil-son ... and Gib-son ... and every other man's son ... +frying in hell," he said slowly, "ere a horse o' mine draws a stane o' +Wilson's property. Be damned to ye, but there's your answer!" + +Gibson's cunning deserted him for once. He put his hand on Gourlay's +shoulder in pretended friendly remonstrance. + +"Take your hand off my shouther!" said Gourlay, in a voice the tense +quietness of which should have warned Gibson to forbear. + +But he actually shook Gourlay with a feigned playfulness. + +Next instant he was high in air; for a moment the hobnails in the soles +of his boots gleamed vivid to the sun; then Gourlay sent him flying +through the big window of the Red Lion, right on to the middle of the +great table where the market-folk were drinking. + +For a minute he lay stunned and bleeding among the broken crockery, in a +circle of white faces and startled cries. + +Gourlay's face appeared at the jagged rent, his eyes narrowed to +fiercely gleaming points, a hard, triumphant devilry playing round his +black lips. "You damned treacherous rat!" he cried, "that's the game +John Gourlay can play wi' a thing like you." + +Gibson rose from the ruin on the table and came bleeding to the window, +his grin a _rictus_ of wrath, his green teeth wolfish with anger. + +"By God, Gourlay," he screamed, "I'll make you pay for this; I'll fight +you through a' the law courts in Breetain, but you'll implement your +bond." + +"Damn you for a measled swine! would you grunt at me?" cried Gourlay, +and made to go at him through the window. Though he could not reach him, +Gibson quailed at his look. He shook his fist in impotent wrath, and +spat threats of justice through his green teeth. + +"To hell wi' your law-wers!" cried Gourlay. "I'd throttle ye like the +dog you are on the floor o' the House o' Lords." + +But that day was to cost him dear. Ere six months passed he was cast in +damages and costs for a breach of contract aggravated by assault. He +appealed, of course. He was not to be done; he would show the dogs what +he thought of them. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +In those days it came to pass that Wilson sent his son to the High +School of Skeighan--even James, the red-haired one, with the squint in +his eye. Whereupon Gourlay sent _his_ son to the High School of Skeighan +too, of course, to be upsides with Wilson. If Wilson could afford to +send his boy to a distant and expensive school, then, by the Lord, so +could he! And it also came to pass that James, the son of James the +grocer, took many prizes; but John, the son of John, took no prizes. +Whereat there were ructions in the House of Gourlay. + +Gourlay's resolve to be equal to Wilson in everything he did was his +main reason for sending his son to the High School of Skeighan. That he +saw his business decreasing daily was a reason too. Young Gourlay was a +lad of fifteen now, undersized for his age at that time, though he soon +shot up to be a swaggering youngster. He had been looking forward with +delight to helping his father in the business--how grand it would be to +drive about the country and see things!--and he had irked at being kept +for so long under the tawse of old Bleach-the-boys. But if the business +went on at this rate there would be little in it for the boy. Gourlay +was not without a thought of his son's welfare when he packed him off to +Skeighan. He would give him some book-lear, he said; let him make a kirk +or a mill o't. + +But John shrank, chicken-hearted, from the prospect. Was he still to +drudge at books? Was he to go out among strangers whom he feared? His +imagination set to work on what he heard of the High School of +Skeighan, and made it a bugbear. They had to do mathematics; what could +_he_ do wi' thae whigmaleeries? They had to recite Shakespeare in +public; how could _he_ stand up and spout, before a whole jing-bang o' +them? + +"I don't want to gang," he whined. + +"Want?" flamed his father. "What does it matter what _you_ want? Go you +shall." + +"I thocht I was to help in the business," whimpered John. + +"Business!" sneered his father; "a fine help _you_ would be in +business." + +"Ay man, Johnnie," said his mother, maternal fondness coming out in +support of her husband, "you should be glad your father can allow ye the +opportunity. Eh, but it's a grand thing a gude education! You may rise +to be a minister." + +Her ambition could no further go. But Gourlay seemed to have formed a +different opinion of the sacred calling. "It's a' he's fit for," he +growled. + +So John was put to the High School of Skeighan, travelling backwards and +forwards night and morning by the train, after the railway had been +opened. And he discovered, on trying it, that the life was not so bad as +he had feared. He hated his lessons, true, and avoided them whenever he +was able. But his father's pride and his mother's fondness saw that he +was well dressed and with money in his pocket; and he began to grow +important. Though Gourlay was no longer the only "big man" of Barbie, he +was still one of the "big men," and a consciousness of the fact grew +upon his son. When he passed his old classmates (apprentice grocers now, +and carters and ploughboys) his febrile insolence led him to swagger and +assume. And it was fine to mount the train at Barbie on the fresh, cool +mornings, and be off past the gleaming rivers and the woods. Better +still was the home-coming--to board the empty train at Skeighan when +the afternoon sun came pleasant through the windows, to loll on the fat +cushions and read the novelettes. He learned to smoke too, and that was +a source of pride. When the train was full on market days he liked to +get in among the jovial farmers, who encouraged his assumptions. +Meanwhile Jimmy Wilson would be elsewhere in the train, busy with his +lessons for the morrow; for Jimmy had to help in the Emporium of +nights--his father kept him to the grindstone. Jimmy had no more real +ability than young Gourlay, but infinitely more caution. He was one of +the gimlet characters who, by diligence and memory, gain prizes in their +school days--and are fools for the remainder of their lives. + +The bodies of Barbie, seeing young Gourlay at his pranks, speculated +over his future, as Scottish bodies do about the future of every +youngster in their ken. + +"I wonder what that son o' Gourlay's 'ull come till," said Sandy Toddle, +musing on him with the character-reading eye of the Scots peasant. + +"To no good--you may be sure of that," said ex-Provost Connal. "He's a +regular splurge! When Drunk Dan Kennedy passed him his flask in the +train the other day he swigged it, just for the sake of showing off. And +he's a coward, too, for all his swagger. He grew ill-bred when he +swallowed the drink, and Dan, to frighten him, threatened to hang him +from the window by the heels. He didn't mean it, to be sure; but young +Gourlay grew white at the very idea o't--he shook like a dog in a wet +sack. 'Oh,' he cried, shivering, 'how the ground would go flying past +your eyes; how quick the wheel opposite ye would buzz--it would blind ye +by its quickness; how the gray slag would flash below ye!' Those were +his very words. He seemed to see the thing as if it were happening +before his eyes, and stared like a fellow in hysteerics, till Dan was +obliged to give him another drink. 'You would spue with the dizziness,' +said he, and he actually bocked himsell." + +Young Gourlay seemed bent on making good the prophecy of Barbie. Though +his father was spending money he could ill afford on his education, he +fooled away his time. His mind developed a little, no doubt, since it +was no longer dazed by brutal and repeated floggings. In some of his +classes he did fairly well, but others he loathed. It was the rule at +Skeighan High School to change rooms every hour, the classes tramping +from one to another through a big lobby. Gourlay got a habit of stealing +off at such times--it was easy to slip out--and playing truant in the +byways of Skeighan. He often made his way to the station, and loafed in +the waiting room. He had gone there on a summer afternoon, to avoid his +mathematics and read a novel, when a terrible thing befell him. + +For a while he swaggered round the empty platform and smoked a +cigarette. Milk-cans clanked in a shed mournfully. Gourlay had a +congenital horror of eerie sounds--he was his mother's son for that--and +he fled to the waiting room, to avoid the hollow clang. It was a June +afternoon, of brooding heat, and a band of yellow sunshine was lying on +the glazed table, showing every scratch in its surface. The place +oppressed him; he was sorry he had come. But he plunged into his novel +and forgot the world. + +He started in fear when a voice addressed him. He looked up, and here it +was only the baker--the baker smiling at him with his fine gray eyes, +the baker with his reddish fringe of beard and his honest grin, which +wrinkled up his face to his eyes in merry and kindly wrinkles. He had a +wonderful hearty manner with a boy. + +"Ay man, John, it's you," said the baker. "Dod, I'm just in time. The +storm's at the burstin'!" + +"Storm!" said Gourlay. He had a horror of lightning since the day of his +birth. + +"Ay, we're in for a pelter. What have you been doing that you didna +see't?" + +They went to the window. The fronting heavens were a black purple. The +thunder, which had been growling in the distance, swept forward and +roared above the town. The crash no longer rolled afar, but cracked +close to the ear, hard, crepitant. Quick lightning stabbed the world in +vicious and repeated hate. A blue-black moistness lay heavy on the +cowering earth. The rain came--a few drops at first, sullen, as if loath +to come, that splashed on the pavement wide as a crown piece; then a +white rush of slanting spears. A great blob shot in through the window, +open at the top, and spat wide on Gourlay's cheek. It was lukewarm. He +started violently--that warmth on his cheek brought the terror so near. + +The heavens were rent with a crash, and the earth seemed on fire. +Gourlay screamed in terror. + +The baker put his arm round him in kindly protection. + +"Tuts, man, dinna be feared," he said. "You're John Gourlay's son, ye +know. You ought to be a hardy man." + +"Ay, but I'm no," chattered John, the truth coming out in his fear. "I +just let on to be." + +But the worst was soon over. Lightning, both sheeted and forked, was +vivid as ever, but the thunder slunk growling away. + +"The heavens are opening and shutting like a man's eye," said Gourlay. +"Oh, it's a terrible thing the world!" and he covered his face with his +hands. + +A flash shot into a mounded wood far away. "It stabbed it like a +dagger!" stared Gourlay. + +"Look, look, did ye see yon? It came down in a broad flash--then jerked +to the side--then ran down to a sharp point again. It was like the +coulter of a plough." + +Suddenly a blaze of lightning flamed wide, and a fork shot down its +centre. + +"That," said Gourlay, "was like a red crack in a white-hot furnace +door." + +"Man, you're a noticing boy," said the baker. + +"Ay," said John, smiling in curious self-interest, "I notice things too +much. They give me pictures in my mind. I'm feared of them, but I like +to think them over when they're by." + +Boys are slow of confidence to their elders, but Gourlay's terror and +the baker's kindness moved him to speak. In a vague way he wanted to +explain. + +"I'm no feared of folk," he went on, with a faint return to his swagger. +"But things get in on me. A body seems so wee compared with that"--he +nodded to the warring heavens. + +The baker did not understand. "Have you seen your faither?" he asked. + +"My faither!" John gasped in terror. If his father should find him +playing truant! + +"Yes; did ye no ken he was in Skeighan? We come up thegither by the ten +train, and are meaning to gang hame by this. I expect him every moment." + +John turned to escape. In the doorway stood his father. + +When Gourlay was in wrath he had a widening glower that enveloped the +offender; yet his eye seemed to stab--a flash shot from its centre to +transfix and pierce. Gaze at a tiger through the bars of his cage, and +you will see the look. It widens and concentrates at once. + +"What are you doing here?" he asked, with the wild-beast glower on his +son. + +"I--I--I----" John stammered and choked. + +"What are you doing here?" said his father. + +John's fingers worked before him; his eyes were large and aghast on his +father; though his mouth hung open no words would come. + +"How lang has he been here, baker?" + +There was a curious regard between Gourlay and the baker. Gourlay spoke +with a firm civility. + +"Oh, just a wee whilie," said the baker. + +"I see. You want to shield him.--You have been playing the truant, have +'ee? Am I to throw away gude money on _you_ for this to be the end o't?" + +"Dinna be hard on him, John," pleaded the baker. "A boy's but a boy. +Dinna thrash him." + +"Me thrash him!" cried Gourlay. "I pay the High School of Skeighan to +thrash him, and I'll take damned good care I get my money's worth. I +don't mean to hire dowgs and bark for mysell." + +He grabbed his son by the coat collar and swung him out the room. Down +High Street he marched, carrying his cub by the scruff of the neck as +you might carry a dirty puppy to an outhouse. John was black in the +face; time and again in his wrath Gourlay swung him off the ground. +Grocers coming to their doors, to scatter fresh yellow sawdust on the +old, now trampled black and wet on the sills, stared sideways, chins up +and mouths open, after the strange spectacle. But Gourlay splashed on +amid the staring crowd, never looking to the right or left. + +Opposite the Fiddler's Inn whom should they meet but Wilson! A snigger +shot to his features at the sight. Gourlay swung the boy up; for a +moment a wild impulse surged within him to club his rival with his own +son. + +He marched into the vestibule of the High School, the boy dangling from +his great hand. + +"Where's your gaffer?" he roared at the janitor. + +"Gaffer?" blinked the janitor. + +"Gaffer, dominie, whatever the damn you ca' him--the fellow that runs +the business." + +"The Headmaster!" said the janitor. + +"Heidmaister, ay," said Gourlay in scorn, and went trampling after the +janitor down a long wooden corridor. A door was flung open showing a +classroom where the Headmaster was seated teaching Greek. + +The sudden appearance of the great-chested figure in the door, with his +fierce, gleaming eyes, and the rain-beads shining on his frieze coat, +brought into the close academic air the sharp, strong gust of an outer +world. + +"I believe I pay _you_ to look after that boy," thundered Gourlay. "Is +this the way you do your work?" And with the word he sent his son +spinning along the floor like a curling-stone, till he rattled, a wet, +huddled lump, against a row of chairs. John slunk bleeding behind the +master. + +"Really?" said MacCandlish, rising in protest. + +"Don't 'really' me, sir! I pay _you_ to teach that boy, and you allow +him to run idle in the streets. What have you to seh?" + +"But what can I do?" bleated MacCandlish, with a white spread of +deprecating hands. + +The stronger man took the grit from his limbs. + +"Do--do? Damn it, sir, am _I_ to be _your_ dominie? Am _I_ to teach +_you_ your duty? Do! Flog him, flog him, flog him! If you don't send him +hame wi' the welts on him as thick as that forefinger, I'll have a word +to say to you-ou, Misterr MacCandlish!" + +He was gone--they heard him go clumping along the corridor. + +Thereafter young Gourlay had to stick to his books. And, as we know, the +forced union of opposites breeds the greater disgust between them. +However, his school days would soon be over, and meanwhile it was fine +to pose on his journeys to and fro as Young Hopeful of the Green +Shutters. + +He was smoking at Skeighan Station on an afternoon, as the Barbie train +was on the point of starting. He was staying on the platform till the +last moment, in order to show the people how nicely he could bring the +smoke down his nostrils--his "Prince of Wales's feathers" he called the +great, curling puffs. As he dallied, a little aback from an open window, +he heard a voice which he knew mentioning the Gourlays. It was +Templandmuir who was speaking. + +"I see that Gourlay has lost his final appeal in that lawsuit of his," +said the Templar. + +"D'ye tell me that?" said a strange voice. Then--"Gosh, he must have +lost infernal!" + +"Atweel has he that," said Templandmuir. "The costs must have been +enormous, and then there's the damages. He would have been better to +settle't and be done wi't, but his pride made him fight it to the +hindmost! It has made touch the boddom of his purse, I'll wager ye. +Weel, weel, it'll help to subdue his pride a bit, and muckle was the +need o' that." + +Young Gourlay was seized with a sudden fear. The prosperity of the House +with the Green Shutters had been a fact of his existence; it had never +entered his boyish mind to question its continuance. But a weakening +doubt stole through his limbs. What would become of him if the Gourlays +were threatened with disaster? He had a terrifying vision of himself as +a lonely atomy, adrift on a tossing world, cut off from his anchorage. + +"Mother, are _we_ ever likely to be ill off?" he asked his mother that +evening. + +She ran her fingers through his hair, pushing it back from his brow +fondly. He was as tall as herself now. + +"No, no, dear; what makes ye think that? Your father has always had a +grand business, and I brought a hantle money to the house." + +"Hokey!" said the youth, "when Ah'm in the business Ah'll have the +times!" + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +Gourlay was hard up for money. Every day of his life taught him that he +was nowhere in the stress of modern competition. The grand days--only a +few years back, but seeming half a century away, so much had happened in +between--the grand days when he was the only big man in the locality, +and carried everything with a high hand, had disappeared for ever. Now +all was bustle, hurry, and confusion, the getting and sending of +telegrams, quick dispatches by railway, the watching of markets at a +distance, rapid combinations that bewildered Gourlay's duller mind. At +first he was too obstinate to try the newer methods; when he did, he was +too stupid to use them cleverly. When he plunged it was always at the +wrong time, for he plunged at random, not knowing what to do. He had +lost heavily of late both in grain and cheese, and the lawsuit with +Gibson had crippled him. It was well for him that property in Barbie had +increased in value; the House with the Green Shutters was to prove the +buttress of his fortune. Already he had borrowed considerably upon that +security; he was now dressing to go to Skeighan and get more. + +"Brodie, Gurney, and Yarrowby" of Glasgow were the lawyers who financed +him, and he had to sign some papers at Goudie's office ere he touched +the cash. + +He was meaning to drive, of course; Gourlay was proud of his gig, and +always kept a spanking roadster. "What a fine figure of a man!" you +thought, as you saw him coming swiftly towards you, seated high on his +driving cushion. That driving cushion was Gourlay's pedestal from which +he looked down on Barbie for many a day. + +A quick step, yet shambling, came along the lobby. There was a pause, as +of one gathering heart for a venture; then a clumsy knock on the door. + +"Come in," snapped Gourlay. + +Peter Riney's queer little old face edged timorously into the room. He +only opened the door the width of his face, and looked ready to bolt at +a word. + +"Tam's deid!" he blurted. + +Gourlay gashed himself frightfully with his razor, and a big red blob +stood out on his cheek. + +"Deid!" he stared. + +"Yes," stammered Peter. "He was right enough when Elshie gae him his +feed this morning; but when I went in enow to put the harness on, he was +lying deid in the loose-box. The batts--it's like." + +For a moment Gourlay stared with the open mouth of an angry surprise, +forgetting to take down his razor. + +"Aweel, Peter," he said at last, and Peter went away. + +The loss of his pony touched Gourlay to the quick. He had been stolid +and dour in his other misfortunes, had taken them as they came, calmly; +he was not the man to whine and cry out against the angry heavens. He +had neither the weakness nor the width of nature to indulge in the +luxury of self-pity. But the sudden death of his gallant roadster, his +proud pacer through the streets of Barbie, touched him with a sense of +quite personal loss and bereavement. Coming on the heels of his other +calamities it seemed to make them more poignant, more sinister, +prompting the question if misfortune would never have an end. + +"Damn it, I have enough to thole," Gourlay muttered; "surely there was +no need for this to happen." And when he looked in the mirror to fasten +his stock, and saw the dark, strong, clean-shaven face, he stared at it +for a moment, with a curious compassion for the man before him, as for +one who was being hardly used. The hard lips could never have framed the +words, but the vague feeling in his heart, as he looked at the dark +vision, was: "It's a pity of you, sir." + +He put on his coat rapidly, and went out to the stable. An instinct +prompted him to lock the door. + +He entered the loose-box. A shaft of golden light, aswarm with motes, +slanted in the quietness. Tam lay on the straw, his head far out, his +neck unnaturally long, his limbs sprawling, rigid. What a spanker Tam +had been! What gallant drives they had had together! When he first put +Tam between the shafts, five years ago, he had been driving his world +before him, plenty of cash and a big way of doing. Now Tam was dead, and +his master netted in a mesh of care. + +"I was always gude to the beasts, at any rate," Gourlay muttered, as if +pleading in his own defence. + +For a long time he stared down at the sprawling carcass, musing. "Tam +the powney," he said twice, nodding his head each time he said it; "Tam +the powney," and he turned away. + +How was he to get to Skeighan? He plunged at his watch. The ten o'clock +train had already gone, the express did not stop at Barbie; if he waited +till one o'clock he would be late for his appointment. There was a +brake, true, which ran to Skeighan every Tuesday. It was a downcome, +though, for a man who had been proud of driving behind his own +horseflesh to pack in among a crowd of the Barbie sprats. And if he went +by the brake, he would be sure to rub shoulders with his stinging and +detested foes. It was a fine day; like enough the whole jing-bang of +them would be going with the brake to Skeighan. Gourlay, who shrank from +nothing, shrank from the winks that would be sure to pass when they saw +him, the haughty, the aloof, forced to creep among them cheek for jowl. +Then his angry pride rushed towering to his aid. Was John Gourlay to +turn tail for a wheen o' the Barbie dirt? Damn the fear o't! It was a +public conveyance; he had the same right to use it as the rest o' folk! + +The place of departure for the brake was the "Black Bull," at the Cross, +nearly opposite to Wilson's. There were winks and stares and +elbow-nudgings when the folk hanging round saw Gourlay coming forward; +but he paid no heed. Gourlay, in spite of his mad violence when roused, +was a man at all other times of a grave and orderly demeanour. He never +splurged. Even his bluster was not bluster, for he never threatened the +thing which he had not it in him to do. He walked quietly into the empty +brake, and took his seat in the right-hand corner at the top, close +below the driver. + +As he had expected, the Barbie bodies had mustered in strength for +Skeighan. In a country brake it is the privilege of the important men to +mount beside the driver, in order to take the air and show themselves +off to an admiring world. On the dickey were ex-Provost Connal and Sandy +Toddle, and between them the Deacon, tightly wedged. The Deacon was so +thin (the bodie) that, though he was wedged closely, he could turn and +address himself to Tam Brodie, who was seated next the door. + +The fun began when the horses were crawling up the first brae. + +The Deacon turned with a wink to Brodie, and dropping a glance on the +crown of Gourlay's hat, "Tummuth," he lisped, "what a dirty place that +ith!" pointing to a hovel by the wayside. + +Brodie took the cue at once. His big face flushed with a malicious grin. +"Ay," he bellowed; "the owner o' that maun be married to a dirty wife, +I'm thinking!" + +"It must be terrible," said the Deacon, "to be married to a dirty +trollop." + +"Terrible," laughed Brodie; "it's enough to give ainy man a gurly +temper." + +They had Gourlay on the hip at last. More than arrogance had kept him +off from the bodies of the town; a consciousness also that he was not +their match in malicious innuendo. The direct attack he could meet +superbly, downing his opponent with a coarse birr of the tongue; to the +veiled gibe he was a quivering hulk, to be prodded at your ease. And now +the malignants were around him (while he could not get away)--talking +_to_ each other, indeed, but _at_ him, while he must keep quiet in their +midst. + +At every brae they came to (and there were many braes) the bodies played +their malicious game, shouting remarks along the brake, to each other's +ears, to his comprehension. + +The new house of Templandmuir was seen above the trees. + +"What a splendid house Templandmuir has built!" cried the ex-Provost. + +"Splendid!" echoed Brodie. "But a laird like the Templar has a right to +a fine mansion such as that! He's no' like some merchants we ken o' who +throw away money on a house for no other end but vanity. Many a man +builds a grand house for a show-off, when he has verra little to support +it. But the Templar's different. He has made a mint of money since he +took the quarry in his own hand." + +"He's verra thick wi' Wilson, I notice," piped the Deacon, turning with +a grin and a gleaming droop of the eye on the head of his tormented +enemy. The Deacon's face was alive and quick with the excitement of the +game, his face flushed with an eager grin, his eyes glittering. Decent +folk in the brake behind felt compunctious visitings when they saw him +turn with the flushed grin and the gleaming squint on the head of his +enduring victim. "Now for another stab!" they thought. + +"You may well say that," shouted Brodie. "Wilson has procured the whole +of the Templar's carterage. Oh, Wilson has become a power! Yon new +houses of his must be bringing in a braw penny.--I'm thinking, Mr. +Connal, that Wilson ought to be the Provost!" + +"Strange!" cried the former Head of the Town, "that _you_ should have +been thinking that! I've just been in the same mind o't. Wilson's by far +and away the most progressive man we have. What a business he has built +in two or three years!" + +"He has that!" shouted Brodie. "He goes up the brae as fast as some +other folk are going down't. And yet they tell me he got a verra poor +welcome from some of us the first morning he appeared in Barbie!" + +Gourlay gave no sign. Others would have shown, by the moist glisten of +self-pity in the eye, or the scowl of wrath, how much they were moved; +but Gourlay stared calmly before him, his chin resting on the head of +his staff, resolute, immobile, like a stone head at gaze in the desert. +Only the larger fullness of his fine nostril betrayed the hell of wrath +seething within him. And when they alighted in Skeighan an observant boy +said to his mother, "I saw the marks of his chirted teeth through his +jaw." + +But they were still far from Skeighan, and Gourlay had much to thole. + +"Did ye hear," shouted Brodie, "that Wilson is sending his son to the +College at Embro in October?" + +"D'ye tell me that?" said the Provost. "What a successful lad that has +been! He's a credit to moar than Wilson; he's a credit to the whole +town." + +"Ay," yelled Brodie; "the money wasna wasted on _him_! It must be a +terrible thing when a man has a splurging ass for his son, that never +got a prize!" + +The Provost began to get nervous. Brodie was going too far. It was all +very well for Brodie, who was at the far end of the wagonette and out of +danger; but if he provoked an outbreak, Gourlay would think nothing of +tearing Provost and Deacon from their perch and tossing them across the +hedge. + +"What does Wilson mean to make of his son?" he inquired--a civil enough +question surely. + +"Oh, a minister. That'll mean six or seven years at the University." + +"Indeed!" said the Provost. "That'll cost an enormous siller!" + +"Oh," yelled Brodie, "but Wilson can afford it! It's not everybody can! +It's all verra well to send your son to Skeighan High School, but when +it comes to sending him to College, it's time to think twice of what +you're doing--especially if you've little money left to come and go on." + +"Yeth," lisped the Deacon; "if a man canna afford to College his son, he +had better put him in hith business--if he hath ainy business left to +thpeak o', that ith!" + +The brake swung on through merry cornfields where reapers were at work, +past happy brooks flashing to the sun, through the solemn hush of +ancient and mysterious woods, beneath the great white-moving clouds and +blue spaces of the sky. And amid the suave enveloping greatness of the +world the human pismires stung each other and were cruel, and full of +hate and malice and a petty rage. + +"Oh, damn it, enough of this!" said the baker at last. + +"Enough of what?" blustered Brodie. + +"Of you and your gibes," said the baker, with a wry mouth of disgust. +"Damn it, man, leave folk alane!" + +Gourlay turned to him quietly. "Thank you, baker," he said slowly. "But +don't interfere on my behalf! John Gourla"--he dwelt on his name in +ringing pride--"John Gourla can fight for his own hand--if so there need +to be. And pay no heed to the thing before ye. The mair ye tramp on a +dirt it spreads the wider!" + +"Who was referring to _you_?" bellowed Brodie. + +Gourlay looked over at him in the far corner of the brake, with the +wide-open glower that made people blink. Brodie blinked rapidly, trying +to stare fiercely the while. + +"Maybe ye werena referring to me," said Gourlay slowly. "But if _I_ had +been in your end o' the brake _ye_ would have been in hell or this!" + +He had said enough. There was silence in the brake till it reached +Skeighan. But the evil was done. Enough had been said to influence +Gourlay to the most disastrous resolution of his life. + +"Get yourself ready for the College in October," he ordered his son that +evening. + +"The College!" cried John aghast. + +"Yes! Is there ainything in that to gape at?" snapped his father, in +sudden irritation at the boy's amaze. + +"But I don't want to gang!" John whimpered as before. + +"Want! what does it matter what _you_ want? You should be damned glad of +the chance! I mean to make ye a minister; they have plenty of money and +little to do--a grand, easy life o't. MacCandlish tells me you're a +stupid ass, but have some little gift of words. You have every +qualification!" + +"It's against _my_ will," John bawled angrily. + +"_Your_ will!" sneered his father. + +To John the command was not only tyrannical, but treacherous. There had +been nothing to warn him of a coming change, for Gourlay was too +contemptuous of his wife and children to inform them how his business +stood. John had been brought up to go into the business, and now, at the +last moment, he was undeceived, and ordered off to a new life, from +which every instinct of his being shrank afraid. He was cursed with an +imagination in excess of his brains, and in the haze of the future he +saw two pictures with uncanny vividness--himself in bleak lodgings +raising his head from Virgil, to wonder what they were doing at home +to-night; and, contrasted with that loneliness, the others, his cronies, +laughing along the country roads beneath the glimmer of the stars. They +would be having the fine ploys while he was mewed up in Edinburgh. Must +he leave loved Barbie and the House with the Green Shutters? must he +still drudge at books which he loathed? must he venture on a new life +where everything terrified his mind? + +"It's a shame!" he cried. "And I refuse to go. I don't want to leave +Barbie! I'm feared of Edinburgh," and there he stopped in conscious +impotence of speech. How could he explain his forebodings to a rock of a +man like his father? + +"No more o't!" roared Gourlay, flinging out his hand--"not another word! +You go to College in October!" + +"Ay, man, Johnny," said his mother, "think o' the future that's before +ye!" + +"Ay," howled the youth in silly anger, "it's like to be a braw future!" + +"It's the best future you can have!" growled his father. + +For while rivalry, born of hate, was the propelling influence in +Gourlay's mind, other reasons whispered that the course suggested by +hate was a good one on its merits. His judgment, such as it was, +supported the impulse of his blood. It told him that the old business +would be a poor heritage for his son, and that it would be well to look +for another opening. The boy gave no sign of aggressive smartness to +warrant a belief that he would ever pull the thing together. Better make +him a minister. Surely there was enough money left about the house for +tha-at! It was the best that could befall him. + +Mrs. Gourlay, for her part, though sorry to lose her son, was so pleased +at the thought of sending him to college, and making him a minister, +that she ran on in foolish maternal gabble to the wife of Drucken +Webster. Mrs. Webster informed the gossips, and they discussed the +matter at the Cross. + +"Dod," said Sandy Toddle, "Gourlay's better off than I supposed!" + +"Huts!" said Brodie, "it's just a wheen bluff to blind folk!" + +"It would fit him better," said the Doctor, "if he spent some money on +his daughter. She ought to pass the winter in a warmer locality than +Barbie. The lassie has a poor chest! I told Gourlay, but he only gave a +grunt. And 'oh,' said Mrs. Gourlay, 'it would be a daft-like thing to +send _her_ away, when John maun be weel provided for the College.' D'ye +know, I'm beginning to think there's something seriously wrong with yon +woman's health! She seemed anxious to consult me on her own account, but +when I offered to sound her she wouldn't hear of it. 'Na,' she cried, +'I'll keep it to mysell!' and put her arm across her breast as if to +keep me off. I do think she's hiding some complaint! Only a woman whose +mind was weak with disease could have been so callous as yon about her +lassie." + +"Oh, her mind's weak enough," said Sandy Toddle. "It was always that! +But it's only because Gourlay has tyraneezed her verra soul. I'm +surprised, however, that _he_ should be careless of the girl. He was aye +said to be browdened upon _her_." + +"Men-folk are often like that about lassie-weans," said Johnny Coe. +"They like well enough to pet them when they're wee, but when once +they're big they never look the road they're on! They're a' very fine +when they're pets, but they're no sae fine when they're pretty misses. +And, to tell the truth, Janet Gourlay's ainything but pretty!" + +Old Bleach-the-boys, the bitter dominie (who rarely left the studies in +political economy which he found a solace for his thwarted powers), +happened to be at the Cross that evening. A brooding and taciturn man, +he said nothing till others had their say. Then he shook his head. + +"They're making a great mistake," he said gravely, "they're making a +great mistake! Yon boy's the last youngster on earth who should go to +College." + +"Ay, man, dominie, he's an infernal ass, is he noat?" they cried, and +pressed for his judgment. + +At last, partly in real pedantry, partly with humorous intent to puzzle +them, he delivered his astounding mind. + +"The fault of young Gourlay," quoth he, "is a sensory perceptiveness in +gross excess of his intellectuality." + +They blinked and tried to understand. + +"Ay, man, dominie!" said Sandy Toddle. "That means he's an infernal +cuddy, dominie! Does it na, dominie?" + +But Bleach-the-boys had said enough. "Ay," he said dryly, "there's a +wheen gey cuddies in Barbie!" and he went back to his stuffy little room +to study "The Wealth of Nations." + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +The scion of the house of Gourlay was a most untravelled sprig when his +father packed him off to the University. Of the world beyond Skeighan he +had no idea. Repression of his children's wishes to see something of the +world was a feature of Gourlay's tyranny, less for the sake of the money +which a trip might cost (though that counted for something in his +refusal) than for the sake of asserting his authority. "Wants to gang to +Fechars, indeed! Let him bide at home," he would growl; and at home the +youngster had to bide. This had been the more irksome to John since most +of his companions in the town were beginning to peer out, with their +mammies and daddies to encourage them. To give their cubs a "cast o' the +world" was a rule with the potentates of Barbie; once or twice a year +young Hopeful was allowed to accompany his sire to Fechars or Poltandie, +or--oh, rare joy!--to the city on the Clyde. To go farther, and get the +length of Edinburgh, was dangerous, because you came back with a halo of +glory round your head which banded your fellows together in a common +attack on your pretensions. It was his lack of pretension to travel, +however, that banded them against young Gourlay. "Gunk" and "chaw" are +the Scots for a bitter and envious disappointment which shows itself in +face and eyes. Young Gourlay could never conceal that envious look when +he heard of a glory which he did not share; and the youngsters noted his +weakness with the unerring precision of the urchin to mark simple +difference of character. Now the boy presses fiendishly on an intimate +discovery in the nature of his friends, both because it gives him a new +and delightful feeling of power over them, and also because he has not +learned charity from a sense of his deficiencies, the brave ruffian +having none. He is always coming back to probe the raw place, and Barbie +boys were always coming back to "do a gunk" and "play a chaw" on young +Gourlay by boasting their knowledge of the world, winking at each other +the while to observe his grinning anger. They were large on the wonders +they had seen and the places they had been to, while he grew small (and +they saw it) in envy of their superiority. Even Swipey Broon had a crow +at him. For Swipey had journeyed in the company of his father to far-off +Fechars, yea even to the groset-fair, and came back with an epic tale of +his adventures. He had been in fifteen taverns, and one hotel (a +temperance hotel, where old Brown bashed the proprietor for refusing to +supply him gin); one Pepper's Ghost; one Wild Beasts' Show; one +Exhibition of the Fattest Woman on the Earth; also in the precincts of +one jail, where Mr. Patrick Brown was cruelly incarcerate for wiping the +floor with the cold refuser of the gin. "Criffens! Fechars!" said Swipey +for a twelvemonth after, stunned by the mere recollection of that home +of the glories of the earth. And then he would begin to expatiate for +the benefit of young Gourlay--for Swipey, though his name was the base +Teutonic Brown, had a Celtic contempt for brute facts that cripple the +imperial mind. So well did he expatiate that young Gourlay would slink +home to his mother and say, "Yah, even Swipey Broon has been to Fechars, +though my faither 'ull no allow _me_!" "Never mind, dear," she would +soothe him; "when once you're in the business, you'll gang a'where. And +nut wan o' them has sic a business to gang intill!" + +But though he longed to go here and there for a day, that he might be +able to boast of it at home, young Gourlay felt that leaving Barbie for +good would be a cutting of his heart-strings. Each feature of it, town +and landward, was a crony of old years. In a land like Barbie, of quick +hill and dale, of tumbled wood and fell, each facet of nature has an +individuality so separate and so strong that if you live with it a +little it becomes your friend, and a memory so dear that you kiss the +thought of it in absence. The fields are not similar as pancakes; they +have their difference; each leaps to the eye with a remembered and +peculiar charm. That is why the heart of the Scot dies in flat southern +lands; he lives in a vacancy; at dawn there is no Ben Agray to nod +recognition through the mists. And that is why, when he gets north of +Carlisle, he shouts with glee as each remembered object sweeps on the +sight: yonder's the Nith with a fisherman hip-deep jigging at his rod, +and yonder's Corsoncon with the mist on his brow. It is less the +totality of the place than the individual feature that pulls at the +heart, and it was the individual feature that pulled at young Gourlay. +With intellect little or none, he had a vast, sensational experience, +and each aspect of Barbie was working in his blood and brain. Was there +ever a Cross like Barbie Cross? Was there ever a burn like the Lintie? +It was blithe and heartsome to go birling to Skeighan in the train; it +was grand to jouk round Barbie on the nichts at e'en! Even people whom +he did not know he could locate with warm sure feelings of superiority. +If a poor workman slouched past him on the road, he set him down in his +heart as one of that rotten crowd from the Weaver's Vennel or the +Tinker's Wynd. Barbie was in subjection to the mind of the son of the +important man. To dash about Barbie in a gig, with a big dog walloping +behind, his coat-collar high about his ears, and the reek of a +meerschaum pipe floating white and blue many yards behind him, jovial +and sordid nonsense about home--that had been his ideal. His father, he +thought angrily, had encouraged the ideal, and now he forbade it, like +the brute he was. From the earth in which he was rooted so deeply his +father tore him, to fling him on a world he had forbidden him to know. +His heart presaged disaster. + +Old Gourlay would have scorned the sentimentality of seeing him off from +the station, and Mrs. Gourlay was too feckless to propose it for +herself. Janet had offered to convoy him, but when the afternoon came +she was down with a racking cold. He was alone as he strolled on the +platform--a youth well-groomed and well-supplied, but for once in his +life not a swaggerer, though the chance to swagger was unique. He was +pointed out as "Young Gourlay off to the College." But he had no +pleasure in the rôle, for his heart was in his boots. + +He took the slow train to Skeighan, where he boarded the express. Few +sensational experiences were unknown to his too-impressionable mind, and +he knew the animation of railway travelling. Coming back from Skeighan +in an empty compartment on nights of the past, he had sometimes shouted +and stamped and banged the cushions till the dust flew, in mere joy of +his rush through the air; the constant rattle, the quick-repeated noise, +getting at his nerves, as they get at the nerves of savages and +Englishmen on Bank Holidays. But any animation of the kind which he felt +to-day was soon expelled by the slow uneasiness welling through his +blood. He had no eager delight in the unknown country rushing past; it +inspired him with fear. He thought with a feeble smile of what Mysie +Monk said when they took her at the age of sixty (for the first time in +her life) to the top of Milmannoch Hill. "Eh," said Mysie, looking round +her in amaze--"eh, sirs, it's a lairge place the world when you see it +all!" Gourlay smiled because he had the same thought, but feebly, +because he was cowering at the bigness of the world. Folded nooks in +the hills swept past, enclosing their lonely farms; then the open +straths, where autumnal waters gave a pale gleam to the sky. Sodden +moors stretched away in vast patient loneliness. Then a gray smear of +rain blotted the world, penning him in with his dejection. He seemed to +be rushing through unseen space, with no companion but his own +foreboding. "Where are you going to?" asked his mind, and the wheels of +the train repeated the question all the way to Edinburgh, jerking it out +in two short lines and a long one: "Where are you going to? Where are +you going to? Ha, ha, Mr. Gourlay, where are you going to?" + +It was the same sensitiveness to physical impression which won him to +Barbie that repelled him from the outer world. The scenes round Barbie, +so vividly impressed, were his friends, because he had known them from +his birth; he was a somebody in their midst and had mastered their +familiarity; they were the ministers of his mind. Those other scenes +were his foes, because, realizing them morbidly in relation to himself, +he was cowed by their big indifference to him, and felt puny, a nobody +before them. And he could not pass them like more manly and more callous +minds; they came burdening in on him whether he would or no. Neither +could he get above them. Except when lording it at Barbie, he had never +a quick reaction of the mind on what he saw; it possessed him, not he +it. + +About twilight, when the rain had ceased, his train was brought up with +a jerk between the stations. While the rattle and bang continued it +seemed not unnatural to young Gourlay (though depressing) to be whirling +through the darkening land; it went past like a panorama in a dream. But +in the dead pause following the noise he thought it "queer" to be +sitting here in the intense quietude and looking at a strange and +unfamiliar scene--planted in its midst by a miracle of speed, and +gazing at it closely through a window! Two ploughmen from the farmhouse +near the line were unyoking at the end of the croft; he could hear the +muddy noise ("splorroch" is the Scotch of it) made by the big hoofs on +the squashy head-rig. "Bauldy" was the name of the shorter ploughman, so +yelled to by his mate; and two of the horses were "Prince and Rab"--just +like a pair in Loranogie's stable. In the curtainless window of the +farmhouse shone a leaping flame--not the steady glow of a lamp, but the +tossing brightness of a fire--and thought he to himself, "They're +getting the porridge for the men!" He had a vision of the woman stirring +in the meal, and of the homely interior in the dancing firelight. He +wondered who the folk were, and would have liked to know them. Yes, it +was "queer," he thought, that he who left Barbie only a few hours ago +should be in intimate momentary touch with a place and people he had +never seen before. The train seemed arrested by a spell that he might +get his vivid impression. + +When ensconced in his room that evening he had a brighter outlook on the +world. With the curtains drawn, and the lights burning, its shabbiness +was unrevealed. After the whirling strangeness of the day he was glad to +be in a place that was his own; here at least was a corner of earth of +which he was master; it reassured him. The firelight dancing on the tea +things was pleasant and homely, and the enclosing cosiness shut out the +black roaring world that threatened to engulf his personality. His +spirits rose, ever ready to jump at a trifle. + +The morrow, however, was the first of his lugubrious time. + +If he had been an able man he might have found a place in his classes to +console him. Many youngsters are conscious of a vast depression when +entering the portals of a university; they feel themselves inadequate to +cope with the wisdom of the ages garnered in the solid walls. They envy +alike the smiling sureness of the genial charlatan (to whom professors +are a set of fools), and the easy mastery of the man of brains. They +have a cowering sense of their own inefficiency. But the feeling of +uneasiness presently disappears. The first shivering dip is soon +forgotten by the hearty breaster of the waves. But ere you breast the +waves you must swim; and to swim through the sea of learning was more +than heavy-headed Gourlay could accomplish. His mind, finding no solace +in work, was left to prey upon itself. + +If he had been the ass total and complete he might have loafed in the +comfortable haze which surrounds the average intelligence, and cushions +it against the world. But in Gourlay was a rawness of nerve, a +sensitiveness to physical impression, which kept him fretting and +stewing, and never allowed him to lapse on a sluggish indifference. + +Though he could not understand things, he could not escape them; they +thrust themselves forward on his notice. We hear of poor genius cursed +with perceptions which it can't express; poor Gourlay was cursed with +impressions which he couldn't intellectualize. With little power of +thought, he had a vast power of observation; and as everything he +observed in Edinburgh was offensive and depressing, he was constantly +depressed--the more because he could not understand. At Barbie his life, +though equally void of mental interest, was solaced by surroundings +which he loved. In Edinburgh his surroundings were appalling to his +timid mind. There was a greengrocer's shop at the corner of the street +in which he lodged, and he never passed it without being conscious of +its trodden and decaying leaves. They were enough to make his morning +foul. The middle-aged woman, who had to handle carrots with her frozen +fingers, was less wretched than he who saw her, and thought of her after +he went by. A thousand such impressions came boring in upon his mind and +made him squirm. He could not toss them aside like the callous and +manly; he could not see them in their due relation, and think them +unimportant, like the able; they were always recurring and suggesting +woe. If he fled to his room, he was followed by his morbid sense of an +unpleasant world. He conceived a rankling hatred of the four walls +wherein he had to live. Heavy Biblical pictures, in frames of gleaming +black like the splinters of a hearse, were hung against a dark ground. +Every time Gourlay raised his head he scowled at them with eyes of +gloom. It was curious that, hating his room, he was loath to go to bed. +He got a habit of sitting till three in the morning, staring at the dead +fire in sullen apathy. + +He was sitting at nine o'clock one evening, wondering if there was no +means of escape from the wretched life he had to lead, when he received +a letter from Jock Allan, asking him to come and dine. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +That dinner was a turning-point in young Gourlay's career. It is lucky +that a letter describing it has fallen into the hands of the patient +chronicler. It was sent by young Jimmy Wilson to his mother. As it gives +an idea--which is slightly mistaken--of Jock Allan, and an idea--which +is very unmistakable--of young Wilson, it is here presented in the place +of pride. It were a pity not to give a human document of this kind all +the honour in one's power. + +"Dear mother," said the wee sma' Scoatchman--so the hearty Allan dubbed +him--"dear mother, I just write to inform you that I've been out to a +grand dinner at Jock Allan's. He met me on Princes Street, and made a +great how-d'ye-do. 'Come out on Thursday night, and dine with me,' says +he, in his big way. So here I went out to see him. I can tell you he's a +warmer! I never saw a man eat so much in all my born days--but I suppose +he would be having more on his table than usual to show off a bit, +knowing us Barbie boys would be writing home about it all. And drink! +D'ye know, he began with a whole half tumbler of whisky, and how many +more he had I really should _not_ like to say! And he must be used to +it, too, for it seemed to have no effect on him whatever. And then he +smoked and smoked--two great big cigars after we had finished eating, +and then 'Damn it,' says he--he's an awful man to swear--'damn it,' he +says, 'there's no satisfaction in cigars; I must have a pipe,' and he +actually smoked _four_ pipes before I came away! I noticed the cigars +were called 'Estorellas--Best Quality,' and when I was in last Saturday +night getting an ounce of shag at the wee shoppie round the corner, I +asked the price of 'these Estorellas.' 'Ninepence a piece!' said the +bodie. Just imagine Jock Allan smoking eighteen-pence, and not being +satisfied! He's up in the world since he used to shaw turnips at +Loranogie for sixpence a day! But he'll come down as quick if he keeps +on at yon rate. He made a great phrase with me; but though it keeps down +one's weekly bill to get a meal like yon--I declare I wasn't hungry for +two days--for all that I'll go very little about him. He'll be the kind +that borrows money very fast--one of those harum-scarum ones!" + +Criticism like that is a boomerang that comes back to hit the emitting +skull with a hint of its kindred woodenness. It reveals the writer more +than the written of. Allan was a bigger man than you would gather from +Wilson's account of his Gargantuan revelry. He had a genius for +mathematics--a gift which crops up, like music, in the most unexpected +corners--and from plough-boy and herd he had become an actuary in Auld +Reekie. Wilson had no need to be afraid, the meagre fool, for his host +could have bought him and sold him. + +Allan had been in love with young Gourlay's mother when she herself was +a gay young fliskie at Tenshillingland, but his little romance was soon +ended when Gourlay came and whisked her away. But she remained the one +romance of his life. Now in his gross and jovial middle age he idealized +her in memory (a sentimentalist, of course--he was Scotch); he never saw +her in her scraggy misery to be disillusioned; to him she was still the +wee bit lairdie's dochter, a vision that had dawned on his wretched +boyhood, a pleasant and pathetic memory. And for that reason he had a +curious kindness to her boy. That was why he introduced him to his boon +companions. He thought he was doing him a good turn. + +It was true that Allan made a phrase with a withered wisp of humanity +like young Wilson. Not that he failed to see through him, for he +christened him "a dried washing-clout." But Allan, like most +great-hearted Scots far from their native place, saw it through a veil +of sentiment; harsher features that would have been ever-present to his +mind if he had never left it disappeared from view, and left only the +finer qualities bright within his memory. And idealizing the place he +idealized its sons. To him they had a value not their own, just because +they knew the brig and the burn and the brae, and had sat upon the +school benches. He would have welcomed a dog from Barbie. It was from a +like generous emotion that he greeted the bodies so warmly on his visits +home--he thought they were as pleased to see him as he was to see them. +But they imputed false motives to his hearty greetings. Even as they +shook his hand the mean ones would think to themselves: "What does he +mean by this now? What's he up till? No doubt he'll be wanting something +off me!" They could not understand the gusto with which the returned +exile cried, "Ay, man, Jock Tamson, and how are ye?" They thought such +warmth must have a sinister intention.--A Scot revisiting his native +place ought to walk very quietly. For the parish is sizing him up. + +There were two things to be said against Allan, and two only--unless, of +course, you consider drink an objection. Wit with him was less the +moment's glittering flash than the anecdotal bang; it was a fine old +crusted blend which he stored in the cellars of his mind to bring forth +on suitable occasions, as cob-webby as his wine. And it tickled his +vanity to have a crowd of admiring youngsters round him to whom he might +retail his anecdotes, and play the brilliant _raconteur_. He had cronies +of his own years, and he was lordly and jovial amongst them--yet he +wanted another _entourage_. He was one of those middle-aged bachelors +who like a train of youngsters behind them, whom they favour in return +for homage. The wealthy man who had been a peasant lad delighted to act +the jovial host to sons of petty magnates from his home. Batch after +batch as they came up to College were drawn around him--partly because +their homage pleased him, and partly because he loved anything whatever +that came out of Barbie. There was no harm in Allan--though when his +face was in repose you saw the look in his eye at times of a man +defrauding his soul. A robustious young fellow of sense and brains would +have found in this lover of books and a bottle not a bad comrade. But he +was the worst of cronies for a weak swaggerer like Gourlay. For Gourlay, +admiring the older man's jovial power, was led on to imitate his faults, +to think them virtues and a credit; and he lacked the clear, cool head +that kept Allan's faults from flying away with him. + +At dinner that night there were several braw, braw lads of Barbie Water. +There were Tarmillan the doctor (a son of Irrendavie), Logan the +cashier, Tozer the Englishman, old Partan--a guileless and inquiring +mind--and half a dozen students raw from the west. The students were of +the kind that goes up to College with the hayseed sticking in its hair. +Two are in a Colonial Cabinet now, two are in the poorhouse. So they go. + +Tarmillan was the last to arrive. He came in sucking his thumb, into +which he had driven a splinter while conducting an experiment. + +"I've a morbid horror of lockjaw," he explained. "I never get a jag from +a pin but I see myself in the shape of a hoop, semicircular, with my +head on one end of a table, my heels on the other, and a doctor standing +on my navel trying to reduce the curvature." + +"Gosh!" said Partan, who was a literal fool, "is that the treatment they +purshoo?" + +"That's the treatment!" said Tarmillan, sizing up his man. "Oh, it's a +queer thing lockjaw! I remember when I was gold-mining in Tibet, one of +our carriers who died of lockjaw had such a circumbendibus in his body +that we froze him and made him the hoop of a bucket to carry our water +in. You see he was a thin bit man, and iron was scarce." + +"Ay, man!" cried Partan, "you've been in Tibet?" + +"Often," waved Tarmillan, "often! I used to go there every summer." + +Partan, who liked to extend his geographical knowledge, would have +talked of Tibet for the rest of the evening--and Tarmie would have told +him news--but Allan broke in. + +"How's the book, Tarmillan?" he inquired. + +Tarmillan was engaged on a treatise which those who are competent to +judge consider the best thing of its kind ever written. + +"Oh, don't ask me," he writhed. "Man, it's an irksome thing to write, +and to be asked about it makes you squirm. It's almost as offensive to +ask a man when his book will be out as to ask a woman when she'll be +delivered. I'm glad you invited me--to get away from the confounded +thing. It's become a blasted tyrant. A big work's a mistake; it's a +monster that devours the brain. I neglect my other work for that fellow +of mine; he bags everything I think. I never light on a new thing, but +'Hullo!' I cry, 'here's an idea for the book!' If you are engaged on a +big subject, all your thinking works into it or out of it." + +"M'yes," said Logan; "but that's a swashing way of putting it." + +"It's the danger of the aphorism," said Allan, "that it states too much +in trying to be small.--Tozer, what do you think?" + +"I never was engaged on a big subject," sniffed Tozer. + +"We're aware o' that!" said Tarmillan. + +Tozer went under, and Tarmillan had the table. Allan was proud of him. + +"Courage is the great thing," said he. "It often succeeds by the mere +show of it. It's the timid man that a dog bites. Run _at_ him and he +runs." + +He was speaking to himself rather than the table, admiring the courage +that had snubbed Tozer with a word. But his musing remark rang a bell in +young Gourlay. By Jove, he had thought that himself, so he had! He was a +hollow thing, he knew, but a buckram pretence prevented the world from +piercing to his hollowness. The son of his courageous sire (whom he +equally admired and feared) had learned to play the game of bluff. A +bold front was half the battle. He had worked out his little theory, and +it was with a shock of pleasure the timid youngster heard great Allan +give it forth. He burned to let him know that he had thought that too. + +To the youngsters, fat of face and fluffy of its circling down, the talk +was a banquet of the gods. For the first time in their lives they heard +ideas (such as they were) flung round them royally. They yearned to show +that they were thinkers too. And Gourlay was fired with the rest. + +"I heard a very good one the other day from old Bauldy Johnston," said +Allan, opening his usual wallet of stories when the dinner was in full +swing. At a certain stage of the evening "I heard a good one" was the +invariable keynote of his talk. If you displayed no wish to hear the +"good one," he was huffed. "Bauldy was up in Edinburgh," he went on, +"and I met him near the Scott Monument and took him to Lockhart's for a +dram. You remember what a friend he used to be of old Will Overton. I +wasn't aware, by-the-bye, that Will was dead till Bauldy told me. '_He +was a great fellow my friend Will_,' he rang out in yon deep voice of +his. '_The thumb-mark of his Maker was wet in the clay of him_.' Man, +it made a quiver go down my spine." + +"Oh, Bauldy has been a kenned phrase-maker for the last forty year," +said Tarmillan. "But every other Scots peasant has the gift. To hear +Englishmen talk, you would think Carlyle was unique for the word that +sends the picture home--they give the man the credit of his race. But +I've heard fifty things better than 'willowy man' in the stable a-hame +on a wat day in hairst--fifty things better--from men just sitting on +the corn-kists and chowing beans." + +"I know a better one than that," said Allan. Tarmillan had told no +story, you observe, but Allan was so accustomed to saying "I know a +better one than that," that it escaped him before he was aware. "I +remember when Bauldy went off to Paris on the spree. He kept his mouth +shut when he came back, for he was rather ashamed o' the outburst. But +the bodies were keen to hear. 'What's the incense like in Notre Dame?' +said Johnny Coe, with his een big. '_Burning stink!_' said Bauldy." + +"I can cap that with a better one still," said Tarmillan, who wasn't to +be done by any man. "I was with Bauldy when he quarrelled Tam Gibb of +Hoochan-doe. Hoochan-doe's a yelling ass, and he threatened Bauldy--oh, +he would do this, and he would do that, and he would do the other thing. +'_Damn ye, would ye threaten me?_' cried Bauldy. '_I'll gar your brains +jaup red to the heavens!_' And I 'clare to God, sirs, a nervous man +looked up to see if the clouds werena spattered with the gore!" + +Tozer cleared a sarcastic windpipe. + +"Why do you clear your throat like that?" said Tarmillan--"like a craw +with the croup, on a bare branch against a gray sky in November! If I +had a throat like yours, I'd cut it and be done wi't." + +"I wonder what's the cause of that extraordinary vividness in the +speech of the Scotch peasantry?" said Allan--more to keep the blades +from bickering than from any wish to know. + +"It comes from a power of seeing things vividly inside your mind," said +a voice, timorous and wheezy, away down the table. + +What cockerel was this crowing? + +They turned, and beheld the blushing Gourlay. + +But Tarmillan and Tozer were at it again, and he was snubbed. Jimmy +Wilson sniggered, and the other youngsters enjoyed his discomfiture. +Huh! What right has _he_ to set up his pipe? + +His shirt stuck to his back. He would have liked the ground to open and +swallow him. + +He gulped a huge swill of whisky to cover his vexation; and oh, the +mighty difference! A sudden courage flooded his veins. He turned with a +scowl on Wilson, and, "What the devil are _you_ sniggering at?" he +growled. Logan, the only senior who marked the byplay, thought him a +hardy young spunkie. + +The moment the whisky had warmed the cockles of his heart Gourlay ceased +to care a rap for the sniggerers. Drink deadened his nervous perception +of the critics on his right and left, and set him free to follow his +idea undisturbed. It was an idea he had long cherished--being one of the +few that ever occurred to him. He rarely made phrases himself--though, +curiously enough, his father often did without knowing it--the harsh +grind of his character producing a flash. But Gourlay was aware of his +uncanny gift of visualization--or of "seeing things in the inside of his +head," as he called it--and vanity prompted the inference, that this was +the faculty that sprang the metaphor. His theory was now clear and +eloquent before him. He was realizing for the first time in his life +(with a sudden joy in the discovery) the effect of whisky to unloose the +brain; sentences went hurling through his brain with a fluency that +thrilled. If he had the ear of the company, now he had the drink to +hearten him, he would show Wilson and the rest that he wasn't such a +blasted fool! In a room by himself he would have spouted to the empty +air. + +Some such point he had reached in the hurrying jumble of his thoughts +when Allan addressed him. + +Allan did not mean his guest to be snubbed. He was a gentleman at heart, +not a cad like Tozer; and this boy was the son of a girl whose laugh he +remembered in the gloamings at Tenshillingland. + +"I beg your pardon, John," he said in heavy benevolence--he had reached +that stage--"I beg your pardon. I'm afraid you was interrupted." + +Gourlay felt his heart a lump in his throat, but he rushed into speech. + +"Metaphor comes from the power of seeing things in the inside of your +head," said the unconscious disciple of Aristotle--"seeing them so vivid +that you see the likeness between them. When Bauldy Johnston said 'the +thumb-mark of his Maker was wet in the clay of him,' he _saw_ the print +of a thumb in wet clay, and he _saw_ the Almighty making a man out of +mud, the way He used to do in the Garden of Eden lang syne. So Bauldy +flashed the two ideas together, and the metaphor sprang! A man'll never +make phrases unless he can see things in the middle of his brain. _I_ +can see things in the middle of my brain," he went on cockily--"anything +I want to! I don't need to shut my eyes either. They just come up before +me." + +"Man, you're young to have noticed these things, John," said Jock Allan. +"I never reasoned it out before, but I'm sure you're in the right o't." + +He spoke more warmly than he felt, because Gourlay had flushed and +panted and stammered (in spite of inspiring bold John Barleycorn) while +airing his little theory, and Allan wanted to cover him. But Gourlay +took it as a tribute to his towering mind. Oh, but he was the proud +mannikin. "Pass the watter!" he said to Jimmy Wilson, and Jimmy passed +it meekly. + +Logan took a fancy to Gourlay on the spot. He was a slow, sly, cosy man, +with a sideward laugh in his eye, a humid gleam. And because his blood +was so genial and so slow, he liked to make up to brisk young fellows, +whose wilder outbursts might amuse him. They quickened his sluggish +blood. No bad fellow, and good-natured in his heavy way, he was what the +Scotch call a "slug for the drink." A "slug for the drink" is a man who +soaks and never succumbs. Logan was the more dangerous a crony on that +account. Remaining sober while others grew drunk, he was always ready +for another dram, always ready with an oily chuckle for the sploring +nonsense of his satellites. He would see them home in the small hours, +taking no mean advantage over them, never scorning them because they +"couldn't carry it," only laughing at their daft vagaries. And next day +he would gurgle, "So-and-so was screwed last night, and, man, if you had +heard his talk!" Logan had enjoyed it. He hated to drink by himself, and +liked a splurging youngster with whom to go the rounds. + +He was attracted to Gourlay by the manly way he tossed his drink, and by +the false fire it put into him. But he made no immediate advance. He sat +smiling in creeshy benevolence, beaming on Gourlay but saying nothing. +When the party was ended, however, he made up to him going through the +door. + +"I'm glad to have met you, Mr. Gourlay," said he. "Won't you come round +to the Howff for a while?" + +"The Howff?" said Gourlay. + +"Yes," said Logan; "haven't ye heard o't? It's a snug bit house where +some of the West Country billies forgather for a nicht at e'en. Oh, +nothing to speak of, ye know--just a dram and a joke to pass the time +now and then!" + +"Aha!" laughed Gourlay, "there's worse than a drink, by Jove. It puts +smeddum in your blood!" + +Logan nipped the guard of his arm in heavy playfulness and led him to +the Howff. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +Young Gourlay had found a means of escaping from his foolish mind. By +the beginning of his second session he was as able a toper as a publican +could wish. The somewhat sordid joviality of Allan's ring, their +wit-combats that were somewhat crude, appeared to him the very acme of +social intercourse. To emulate Logan and Allan was his aim. But drink +appealed to him in many ways besides. Now when his too apprehensive +nerves were frightened by bugbears in his lonely room he could be off to +the Howff and escape them. And drink inspired him with false courage to +sustain his pose as a hardy rollicker. He had acquired a kind of +prestige since the night of Allan's party, and two of the fellows whom +he met there--Armstrong and Gillespie--became his friends at College and +the Howff. He swaggered before them as he had swaggered at school both +in Barbie and Skeighan, and now there was no Swipey Broon to cut him +over the coxcomb. Armstrong and Gillespie--though they saw through +him--let him run on, for he was not bad fun when he was splurging. He +found, too, when with his cronies that drink unlocked his mind, and gave +a free flow to his ideas. Nervous men are often impotent of speech from +very excess of perception; they realize not merely what they mean to +say, but with the nervous antennæ of their minds they feel the attitude +of every auditor. Distracted by lateral perceptions from the point +ahead, they blunder where blunter minds would go forward undismayed. +That was the experience of young Gourlay. If he tried to talk freely +when sober, he always grew confused. But drink deadened the outer rim of +his perception and left it the clearer in the middle for its +concentration. In plainer language, when he was drunk he was less afraid +of being laughed at, and free of that fear he was a better speaker. He +was driven to drink, then, by every weakness of his character. As +nervous hypochondriac, as would-be swaggerer, as a dullard requiring +stimulus, he found that drink, to use his own language, gave him +"smeddum." + +With his second year he began the study of philosophy, and that added to +his woes. He had nerves to feel the Big Conundrum, but not the brains to +solve it; small blame to him for that, since philosophers have cursed +each other black in the face over it for the last five thousand years. +But it worried him. The strange and sinister detail of the world, that +had always been a horror to his mind, became more horrible beneath the +stimulus of futile thought. But whisky was the mighty cure. He was the +gentleman who gained notoriety on a memorable occasion by exclaiming, +"Metaphysics be damned; let us drink!" Omar and other bards have +expressed the same conclusion in more dulcet wise. But Gourlay's was +equally sincere. How sincere is another question. + +Curiously, an utterance of "Auld Tam," one of his professors, half +confirmed him in his evil ways. + +"I am speaking now," said Tam, "of the comfort of a true philosophy, +less of its higher aspect than its comfort to the mind of man. +Physically, each man is highest on the globe; intellectually, the +philosopher alone dominates the world. To him are only two entities that +matter--himself and the Eternal; or, if another, it is his fellow-man, +whom serving he serves the ultimate of being. But he is master of the +outer world. The mind, indeed, in its first blank outlook on life is +terrified by the demoniac force of nature and the swarming misery of +man; by the vast totality of things, the cold remoteness of the starry +heavens, and the threat of the devouring seas. It is puny in their +midst." + +Gourlay woke up, and the sweat broke on him. Great Heaven, had Tam been +through it too! + +"At that stage," quoth the wise man, "the mind is dispersed in a +thousand perceptions and a thousand fears; there is no central greatness +in the soul. It is assailed by terrors which men sunk in the material +never seem to feel. Phenomena, uninformed by thought, bewilder and +depress." + +"Just like me!" thought Gourlay, and listened with a thrilling interest +because it was "just like him." + +"But the labyrinth," said Tam, with a ring in his voice as of one who +knew--"the labyrinth cannot appal the man who has found a clue to its +windings. A mind that has attained to thought lives in itself, and the +world becomes its slave. Its formerly distracted powers rally home; it +is central, possessing, not possessed. The world no longer frightens, +being understood. Its sinister features are accidents that will pass +away, and they gradually cease to be observed. For real thinkers know +the value of a wise indifference. And that is why they are often the +most genial men; unworried by the transient, they can smile and wait, +sure of their eternal aim. The man to whom the infinite beckons is not +to be driven from his mystic quest by the ambush of a temporal fear; +there is no fear--it has ceased to exist. That is the comfort of a true +philosophy--if a man accepts it not merely mechanically, from another, +but feels it in breath and blood and every atom of his being. With a +warm surety in his heart, he is undaunted by the outer world. That, +gentlemen, is what thought can do for a man." + +"By Jove," thought Gourlay, "that's what whisky does for me!" + +And that, on a lower level, was what whisky did. He had no conception +of what Tam really meant; there were people, indeed, who used to think +that Tam never knew what he meant himself. They were as little able as +Gourlay to appreciate the mystic, through the radiant haze of whose mind +thoughts loomed on you sudden and big, like mountain tops in a sunny +mist, the grander for their dimness. But Gourlay, though he could not +understand, felt the fortitude of whisky was somehow akin to the +fortitude described. In the increased vitality it gave he was able to +tread down the world. If he walked on a wretched day in a wretched +street, when he happened to be sober, his mind was hither and yon in a +thousand perceptions and a thousand fears, fastening to (and fastened +to) each squalid thing around. But with whisky humming in his blood he +paced onward in a happy dream. The wretched puddles by the way, the +frowning rookeries where misery squalled, the melancholy noises of the +street, were passed unheeded by. His distracted powers rallied home; he +was concentrate, his own man again, the hero of his musing mind. For, +like all weak men of a vivid fancy, he was constantly framing dramas of +which he was the towering lord. The weakling who never "downed" men in +reality was always "downing" them in thought. His imaginary triumphs +consoled him for his actual rebuffs. As he walked in a tipsy dream, he +was "standing up" to somebody, hurling his father's phrases at him, +making short work of _him_! If imagination paled, the nearest tavern +supplied a remedy, and flushed it to a radiant glow. Whereupon he had +become the master of his world, and not its slave. + +"Just imagine," he thought, "whisky doing for me what philosophy seems +to do for Tam. It's a wonderful thing the drink!" + +His second session wore on, and when near its close Tam gave out the +subject for the Raeburn. + +The Raeburn was a poor enough prize--a few books for an "essay in the +picturesque;" but it had a peculiar interest for the folk of Barbie. +Twenty years ago it was won four years in succession by men from the +valley; and the unusual run of luck fixed it in their minds. Thereafter +when an unsuccessful candidate returned to his home, he was sure to be +asked very pointedly, "Who won the Raeburn the year?" to rub into him +their perception that he at least had been a failure. A bodie would +dander slowly up, saying, "Ay, man, ye've won hame!" Then, having mused +awhile, would casually ask, "By-the-bye, who won the Raeburn the year? +Oh, it was a Perthshire man! It used to come our airt, but we seem to +have lost the knack o't! Oh yes, sir, Barbie bred writers in those days, +but the breed seems to have decayed." Then he would murmur dreamily, as +if talking to himself, "Jock Goudie was the last that got it hereaway. +But _he_ was a clever chap." + +The caustic bodie would dander away with a grin, leaving a poor writhing +soul. When he reached the Cross he would tell the Deacon blithely of the +"fine one he had given him," and the Deacon would lie in wait to give +him a fine one too. In Barbie, at least, your returning student is never +met at the station with a brass band, whatever may happen in more +emotional districts of the North, where it pleases them to shed the +tear. + +"An Arctic Night" was the inspiring theme which Tam set for the Raeburn. + +"A very appropriate subject!" laughed the fellows; "quite in the style +of his own lectures." For Tam, though wise and a humorist, had his prosy +hours. He used to lecture on the fifteen characteristics of Lady Macbeth +(so he parcelled the unhappy Queen), and he would announce quite +gravely, "We will now approach the discussion of the eleventh feature of +the lady." + +Gourlay had a shot at the Raeburn. He could not bring a radiant fullness +of mind to bear upon his task (it was not in him to bring), but his +morbid fancy set to work of its own accord. He saw a lonely little town +far off upon the verge of Lapland night, leagues and leagues across a +darkling plain, dark itself and little and lonely in the gloomy +splendour of a Northern sky. A ship put to sea, and Gourlay heard in his +ears the skirl of the man who went overboard--struck dead by the icy +water on his brow, which smote the brain like a tomahawk. + +He put his hand to his own brow when he wrote that, and, "Yes," he cried +eagerly, "it would be the _cold_ would kill the brain! Ooh-ooh, how it +would go in!" + +A world of ice groaned round him in the night; bergs ground on each +other and were rent in pain; he heard the splash of great fragments +tumbled in the deep, and felt the waves of their distant falling lift +the vessel beneath him in the darkness. To the long desolate night came +a desolate dawn, and eyes were dazed by the encircling whiteness; yet +there flashed green slanting chasms in the ice, and towering pinnacles +of sudden rose, lonely and far away. An unknown sea beat upon an unknown +shore, and the ship drifted on the pathless waters, a white dead man at +the helm. + +"Yes, by Heaven," cried Gourlay, "I can see it all, I can see it +all--that fellow standing at the helm, frozen white and as stiff's an +icicle!" + +Yet, do what he might, he was unable to fill more than half a dozen +small pages. He hesitated whether he should send them in, and held them +in his inky fingers, thinking he would burn them. He was full of pity +for his own inability. "I wish I was a clever chap," he said mournfully. + +"Ach, well, I'll try my luck," he muttered at last, "though Tam may guy +me before the whole class for doing so little o't." + +The Professor, however (unlike the majority of Scottish professors), +rated quality higher than quantity. + +"I have learned a great deal myself," he announced on the last day of +the session--"I have learned a great deal myself from the papers sent in +on the subject of an 'Arctic Night.'" + +"Hear, hear!" said an insolent student at the back. + +"Where, where?" said the Professor; "stand up, sir!" + +A gigantic Borderer rose blushing into view, and was greeted with howls +of derision by his fellows. Tam eyed him, and he winced. + +"You will apologize in my private room at the end of the hour," said +Aquinas, as the students used to call him. "Learn that this is not a +place to bray in." + +The giant slunk down, trying to hide himself. + +"Yes," said Tam, "I have learned what a poor sense of proportion some of +you students seem to have. It was not to see who could write the most, +but who could write the best, that I set the theme. One gentleman--he +has been careful to give me his full name and address," twinkled Tam, +and picking up a huge manuscript he read it from the outer page, "Mr. +Alexander MacTavish of Benmacstronachan, near Auchnapeterhoolish, in the +island of South Uist--has sent me in no less than a hundred and +fifty-three closely-written pages! I dare say it's the size of the +adjectives he uses that makes the thing so heavy," quoth Tam, and +dropped it thudding on his desk. "Life is short, the art of the +MacTavish long, and to tell the truth, gentlemen"--he gloomed at them +humorously--"to tell the truth, I stuck in the middle o't!" (Roars of +laughter, and a reproving voice, "Oh, ta pold MacTa-avish!" whereat +there was pandemonium). MacTavish was heard to groan, "Oh, why tid I +leave my home!" to which a voice responded in mocking antiphone, "Why +tid you cross ta teep?" The noise they made was heard at Holyrood. + +When the tumult and the shouting died, Tam resumed with a quiver in his +voice, for "ta pold MacTavish" had tickled him too. "Now, gentlemen," he +said, "I don't judge essays by their weight, though I'm told they +sometimes pursue that method in Glasgow!" + +(Groans for the rival University, cries of "Oh-oh-oh!" and a weary +voice, "Please, sir, don't mention that place; it makes me feel quite +ill.") + +The Professor allayed the tumult with dissuasive palm. + +"I believe," he said dryly, "you call that noise of yours 'the College +Tramp;' in the Senatus we speak o't as 'the Cuddies' Trudge.' Now +gentlemen, I'm not unwilling to allow a little noise on the last day of +the session, but really you must behave more quietly.--So little does +that method of judging essays commend itself to me, I may tell you, that +the sketch which I consider the best barely runs to half a dozen short +pages." + +Young Gourlay's heart gave a leap within him; he felt it thudding on his +ribs. The skin crept on him, and he breathed with quivering nostrils. +Gillespie wondered why his breast heaved. + +"It's a curious sketch," said the Professor. "It contains a serious +blunder in grammar and several mistakes in spelling, but it shows, in +some ways, a wonderful imagination." + +"Ho, ho!" thought Gourlay. + +"Of course there are various kinds of imagination," said Tam. "In its +lowest form it merely recalls something which the eyes have already +seen, and brings it vividly before the mind. A higher form pictures +something which you never saw, but only conceived as a possible +existence. Then there's the imagination which not only sees but +hears--actually hears what a man would say on a given occasion, and +entering into his blood, tells you exactly why he does it. The highest +form is both creative and consecrative, if I may use the word, merging +in diviner thought. It irradiates the world. Of that high power there is +no evidence in the essay before me. To be sure there was little occasion +for its use." + +Young Gourlay's thermometer went down. + +"Indeed," said Aquinas, "there's a curious want of bigness in the +sketch--no large nobility of phrase. It is written in gaspy little +sentences, and each sentence begins 'and'--'and'--'and,' like a +schoolboy's narrative. It's as if a number of impressions had seized the +writer's mind, which he jotted down hurriedly, lest they should escape +him. But, just because it's so little wordy, it gets the effect of the +thing--faith, sirs, it's right on to the end of it every time! The +writing of some folk is nothing but a froth of words--lucky if it +glistens without, like a blobber of iridescent foam. But in this sketch +there's a perception at the back of every sentence. It displays, indeed, +too nervous a sense of the external world." + +"Name, name!" cried the students, who were being deliberately worked by +Tam to a high pitch of curiosity. + +"I would strongly impress on the writer," said the shepherd, heedless of +his bleating sheep--"I would strongly impress on the writer to set +himself down for a spell of real, hard, solid, and deliberate thought. +That almost morbid perception, with philosophy to back it, might create +an opulent and vivid mind. Without philosophy it would simply be a +curse. With philosophy it would bring thought the material to work on. +Without philosophy it would simply distract and irritate the mind." + +"Name, name!" cried the fellows. + +"The winner of the Raeburn," said Thomas Aquinas, "is Mr. John Gourlay." + + * * * * * + +Gourlay and his friends made for the nearest public-house. The +occasion, they thought, justified a drink. The others chaffed Gourlay +about Tam's advice. + +"You know, Jack," said Gillespie, mimicking the sage, "what you have got +to do next summer is to set yourself down for a spell of real, hard, +solid, and deliberate thought. That was Tam's advice, you know." + +"Him and his advice!" said Gourlay. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + + +There were only four other passengers dropped by the eleven o'clock +express at Skeighan station, and, as it happened, young Gourlay knew +them all. They were petty merchants of the neighbourhood whom he had +often seen about Barbie. The sight of their remembered faces as he +stepped on to the platform gave him a delightful sense that he was +nearing home. He had passed from the careless world where he was nobody +at all to the familiar circle where he was a somebody, a mentioned man, +and the son of a mentioned man--young Mr. Gourlay! + +He had a feeling of superiority to the others, too, because they were +mere local journeyers, while he had travelled all the way from mighty +Edinburgh by the late express. He was returning from the outer world, +while they were bits of bodies who had only been to Fechars. As +Edinburgh was to Fechars so was he to them. Round him was the halo of +distance and the mystery of night-travelling. He felt big. + +"Have you a match, Robert?" he asked very graciously of Robin Gregg, one +of the porters whom he knew. Getting his match, he lit a cigarette; and +when it was lit, after one quick puff, turned it swiftly round to +examine its burning end. "Rotten!" he said, and threw it away to light +another. The porters were watching him, and he knew it. When the +stationmaster appeared yawning from his office, as he was passing +through the gate, and asked who it was, it flattered his vanity to hear +Robin's answer, that it was "young Mr. Gourlay of Barbie, just back from +the Univ-ai-rsity!" + +He had been so hot for home that he had left Edinburgh at twilight, too +eager to wait for the morrow. There was no train for Barbie at this hour +of the night; and, of course, there was no gig to meet him. Even if he +had sent word of his coming, "There's no need for travelling so late," +old Gourlay would have growled; "let him shank it. We're in no hurry to +have him home." + +He set off briskly, eager to see his mother and tell her he had won the +Raeburn. The consciousness of his achievement danced in his blood, and +made the road light to his feet. His thoughts were not with the country +round him, but entirely in the moment of his entrance, when he should +proclaim his triumph, with proud enjoyment of his mother's pride. His +fancy swept to his journey's end, and took his body after, so that the +long way was as nothing, annihilate by the leap forward of his mind. + +He was too vain, too full of himself and his petty triumph, to have room +for the beauty of the night. The sky was one sea of lit cloud, foamy +ridge upon ridge over all the heavens, and each wave was brimming with +its own whiteness, seeming unborrowed of the moon. Through one +peep-hole, and only one, shone a distant star, a faint white speck far +away, dimmed by the nearer splendours of the sky. Sometimes the thinning +edge of a cloud brightened in spume, and round the brightness came a +circle of umber, making a window of fantastic glory for Dian the queen; +there her white vision peeped for a moment on the world, and the next +she was hid behind a fleecy veil, witching the heavens. Gourlay was +alone with the wonder of the night. The light from above him was +softened in a myriad boughs, no longer mere light and cold, but a spirit +indwelling as their soul, and they were boughs no longer but a woven +dream. He walked beneath a shadowed glory. But he was dead to it all. +One only fact possessed him. He had won the Raeburn--he had won the +Raeburn! The road flew beneath him. + +Almost before he was aware, the mean gray streets of Barbie had clipped +him round. He stopped, panting from the hurry of his walk, and looked at +the quiet houses, all still among the gloom. He realized with a sudden +pride that he alone was in conscious possession of the town. Barbie +existed to no other mind. All the others were asleep; while he had a +thrilling consciousness of them and of their future attitude to him, +they did not know that he, the returning great one, was present in their +midst. They all knew of the Raeburn, however, and ere long they would +know that it was his. He was glad to hug his proud secret in presence of +the sleeping town, of which he would be the talk to-morrow. How he would +surprise them! He stood for a little, gloating in his own sensations. +Then a desire to get home tugged him, and he scurried up the long brae. + +He stole round the corner of the House with the Green Shutters. Roger, +the collie, came at him with a bow-wow-wow. "Roger!" he whispered, and +cuddled him, and the old loyalist fawned on him and licked his hand. The +very smell of the dog was couthie in his nose. + +The window of a bedroom went up with a crash. + +"Now, then, who the devil are you?" came the voice of old Gourlay. + +"It's me, faither," said John. + +"Oh, it's you, is it? This is a fine time o' night to come home." + +"Faither, I have--I have won the Raeburn!" + +"It'll keep, my mannie, it'll keep"--and the window slammed. + +Next moment it was up. + +"Did young Wilson get onything?" came the eager cry. + +"Nut him!" said John. + +"Fine, man! Damned, sir, I'm proud o' ye!" + +John went round the corner treading on air. For the first time in his +life his father had praised him. + +He peeped through a kink at the side of the kitchen blind, where its +descent was arrested by a flowerpot in the corner of the window-sill. As +he had expected, though it was long past midnight, his mother was not +yet in bed. She was folding a white cloth over her bosom, and about her, +on the backs of chairs, there were other such cloths, drying by the +fire. He watched her curiously; once he seemed to hear a whimpering +moan. When she buttoned her dress above the cloth, she gazed sadly at +the dying embers--the look of one who has gained short respite from a +task of painful tendance on the body, yet is conscious that the task and +the pain are endless, and will have to be endured, to-morrow and +to-morrow, till she dies. It was the fixed gaze of utter weariness and +apathy. A sudden alarm for his mother made John cry her name. + +She flew to the door, and in a moment had him in her arms. He told his +news, and basked in her adoration. + +She came close to him, and "John," she said in a smiling whisper, +big-eyed, "John," she breathed, "would ye like a dram?" It was as if she +was propounding a roguish plan in some dear conspiracy. + +He laughed. "Well," he said, "seeing we have won the Raeburn, you and I, +I think we might." + +He heard her fumbling in the distant pantry. He smiled to himself as he +listened to the clinking glass, and, "By Jove," said he, "a mother's a +fine thing!" + +"Where's Janet?" he asked when she returned. He wanted another +worshipper. + +"Oh, she gangs to bed the moment it's dark," his mother complained, like +one aggrieved. "She's always saying that she's ill. I thocht when she +grew up that she might be a wee help, but she's no use at all. And I'm +sure, if a' was kenned, I have more to complain o' than she has. Atweel +ay," she said, and stared at the embers. + +It rarely occurs to young folk who have never left their homes that +their parents may be dying soon; from infancy they have known them as +established facts of nature like the streams and hills; they expect them +to remain. But the young who have been away for six months are often +struck by a tragic difference in their elders on returning home. To +young Gourlay there was a curious difference in his mother. She was +almost beautiful to-night. Her blue eyes were large and glittering, her +ears waxen and delicate, and her brown hair swept low on her blue-veined +temples. Above and below her lips there was a narrow margin of the +purest white. + +"Mother," he said anxiously, "you're not ill, are ye? What do ye need so +many wee clouts for?" + +She gasped and started. "They're just a wheen clouts I was sorting out," +she faltered. "No, no, dear, there's noathing wrong wi' me." + +"There's one sticking in your blouse," said he, and pointed to her slack +breast. + +She glanced nervously down and pushed it farther in. + +"I dare say I put it there when I wasna thinking," she explained. + +But she eyed him furtively to see if he were still looking. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + + +There is nothing worse for a weakling than a small success. The strong +man tosses it beneath his feet as a step to rise higher on. He squeezes +it into its proper place as a layer in the life he is building. If his +memory dwells on it for a moment, it is only because of its valuable +results, not because in itself it is a theme for vanity. And if he be +higher than strong he values not it, but the exercise of getting it; +viewing his actual achievement, he is apt to reflect, "Is this pitiful +thing, then, all that I toiled for?" Finer natures often experience a +keen depression and sense of littleness in the pause that follows a +success. But the fool is so swollen by thought of his victory that he is +unfit for all healthy work till somebody jags him and lets the gas out. +He never forgets the great thing he fancies he did thirty years ago, and +expects the world never to forget it either. The more of a weakling he +is, and the more incapable of repeating his former triumph, the more he +thinks of it; and the more he thinks of it the more it satisfies his +meagre soul, and prevents him essaying another brave venture in the +world. His petty achievement ruins him. The memory of it never leaves +him, but swells to a huge balloon that lifts him off his feet and +carries him heavens-high--till it lands him on a dunghill. Even from +that proud eminence he oft cock-a-doodles his former triumph to the +world. "Man, you wouldn't think to see me here that I once held a great +position. Thirty year back I did a big thing. It was like this, ye see." +And then follows a recital of his faded glories--generally ending with +a hint that a drink would be very acceptable. + +Even such a weakling was young Gourlay. His success in Edinburgh, petty +as it was, turned his head, and became one of the many causes working to +destroy him. All that summer at Barbie he swaggered and drank on the +strength of it. + +On the morning after his return he clothed himself in fine raiment (he +was always well dressed till the end came), and sallied forth to +dominate the town. As he swaggered past the Cross, smoking a cigarette, +he seemed to be conscious that the very walls of the houses watched him +with unusual eyes, as if even they felt that yon was John Gourlay whom +they had known as a boy, proud wearer now of the academic wreath, the +conquering hero returned to his home. So Gourlay figured them. He, the +disconsidered, had shed a lustre on the ancient walls. They were +tributaries to his new importance--somehow their attitude was different +from what it had ever been before. It was only his self-conscious +bigness, of course, that made even inanimate things seem the feeders of +his greatness. As Gourlay, always alive to obscure emotions which he +could never express in words, mused for a moment over the strange new +feeling that had come to him, a gowsterous voice hailed him from the +Black Bull door. He turned, and Peter Wylie, hearty and keen like his +father, stood him a drink in honour of his victory, which was already +buzzed about the town. + +Drucken Wabster's wife had seen to that. "Ou," she cried, "his mother's +daft about it, the silly auld thing; she can speak o' noathing else. +Though Gourlay gies her very little to come and go on, she slipped him a +whole sovereign this morning, to keep his pouch. Think o' that, kimmers; +heard ye ever sic extravagance! I saw her doin'd wi' my own eyes. It's +aince wud and aye waur[6] wi' her, I'm thinking. But the wastefu' +wife's the waefu' widow, she should keep in mind. She's far owre +browdened upon yon boy. I'm sure I howp good may come o't, but----" and +with an ominous shake of the head she ended the Websterian harangue. + +When Peter Wylie left him Gourlay lit a cigarette and stood at the +Cross, waiting for the praises yet to be. The Deacon toddled forward on +his thin shanks. + +"Man Dyohn, you're won hame, I thee. Ay, man! And how are ye?" + +Gourlay surveyed him with insolent, indolent eyes. "Oh, I'm all +rai-ight, Deacon," he swaggered; "how are ye-ow?" and he sent a puff of +tobacco smoke down through his nostrils. + +"I declare!" said the Deacon. "I never thaw onybody thmoke like that +before! That'll be one of the thingth ye learn at College, no doubt." + +"Ya-as," yawned Gourlay; "it gives you the full flavour of the we-eed." + +The Deacon glimmered over him with his eyes. "The weed," said he. "Jutht +tho! Imphm. The weed." + +Then worthy Mister Allardyce tried another opening. "But, dear me!" he +cried, "I'm forgetting entirely. I must congratulate ye. Ye've been +doing wonderth, they tell me, up in Embro." + +"Just a little bit," swaggered Gourlay, right hand on outshot hip, left +hand flaunting a cigarette in air most delicate, tobacco smoke curling +from his lofty nose. He looked down his face at the Deacon. "Just a +little bit, Mr. Allardyce, just a little bit. I tossed the thing off in +a twinkling." + +"Ay man, Dyohn," said the Deacon with great solicitude; "but you maunna +work that brain o' yours too hard, though. A heid like yours doesna come +through the hatter's hand ilka day o' the week; you mutht be careful not +to put too great a thtrain on't. Ay, ay; often the best machine's the +easiest broken and the warst to mend. You should take a rest and enjoy +yourself. But there! what need I be telling _you_ that? A College-bred +man like you kenth far better about it than a thilly auld country bodie! +You'll be meaning to have a grand holiday and lots o' fun--a dram now +and then, eh, and mony a rattle in the auld man's gig?" + +At this assault on his weak place Gourlay threw away his important +manner with the end of his cigarette. He could never maintain the lofty +pose for more than five minutes at a time. + +"You're _right_, Deacon," he said, nodding his head with splurging +sincerity. "I mean to have a demned good holiday. One's glad to get back +to the old place after six months in Edinburgh." + +"Atweel," said the Deacon. "But, man, have you tried the new whisky at +the Black Bull?--I thaw ye in wi' Pate Wylie. It'th extr'ornar +gude--thaft as the thang o' a mavis on a nicht at e'en, and fiery as a +Highland charge."--It was not in character for the Deacon to say such a +thing, but whisky makes the meanest of Scots poetical. He elevates the +manner to the matter, and attains the perfect style.--"But no doubt," +the cunning old prier went on, with a smiling suavity in his voice--"but +no doubt a man who knowth Edinburgh tho well as you will have a +favourite blend of hith own. I notice that University men have a fine +taste in thpirits." + +"I generally prefer 'Kinblythmont's Cure,'" said Gourlay, with the air +of a connoisseur. "But 'Anderson's Sting o' Delight' 's very good, and +so's 'Balsillie's Brig o' the Mains.'" + +"Ay," said the Deacon. "Ay, ay! 'Brig o' the Mains' ith what Jock Allan +drinks. He'll pree noathing else. I dare thay you thee a great deal of +him in Embro." + +"Oh, every week," swaggered Gourlay. "We're always together, he and I." + +"Alwayth thegither!" said the Deacon. + +It was not true that Allan and Gourlay were together at all times. Allan +was kind to Jean Richmond's son (in his own ruinous way), but not to +the extent of being burdened with the cub half a dozen times a week. +Gourlay was merely boasting--as young blades are apt to do of +acquaintance with older roisterers. They think it makes them seem men of +the world. And in his desire to vaunt his comradeship with Allan, John +failed to see that Allardyce was scooping him out like an oyster. + +"Ay man," resumed the Deacon; "he's a hearty fellow, Jock. No doubt you +have the great thprees?" + +"Sprees!" gurgled Gourlay, and flung back his head with a laugh. "I +should think we have. There was a great foy at Allan's the night before +I left Edinburgh. Tarmillan was there--d'ye know, yon's the finest +fellow I ever met in my life!--and Bauldy Logan--he's another great +chap. Then there was Armstrong and Gillespie--great friends of mine, and +damned clever fellows they are, too, I can tell you. Besides us three +there were half a dozen more from the College. You should have heard the +talk! And every man-jack was as drunk as a lord. The last thing I +remember is some of us students dancing round a lamp-post while Logan +whistled a jig." + +Though Gourlay the elder hated the Deacon, he had never warned his son +to avoid him. To have said "Allardyce is dangerous" would have been to +pay the old malignant too great a compliment; it would have been beneath +John Gourlay to admit that a thing like Allardyce could harm him and +his. Young Gourlay, therefore, when once set agoing by the Deacon's deft +management, blurted everything without a hanker. Even so, however, he +felt that he had gone too far. He glanced anxiously at his companion. +"Mum's the word about this, of course," he said with a wink. "It would +never do for this to be known about the 'Green Shutters.'" + +"Oh, I'm ath thound ath a bell, Dyohn, I'm ath thound ath a bell," said +the Deacon. "Ay, man! You jutht bear out what I have alwayth underthood +about the men o' brainth. They're the heartiest devilth after a'. Burns, +that the baker raves so muckle o', was jutht another o' the thame--jutht +another o' the thame. We'll be hearing o' you boys--Pate Wylie and you +and a wheen mair--having rare ploys in Barbie through the thummer." + +"Oh, we'll kick up a bit of a dust," Gourlay sniggered, well pleased. +Had not the Deacon ranked him in the robustious great company of Burns! +"I say, Deacon, come in and have a nip." + +"There's your faither," grinned the Deacon. + +"Eh? what?" cried Gourlay in alarm, and started round, to see his father +and the Rev. Mr. Struthers advancing up the Fechars Road. +"Eh--eh--Deacon--I--I'll see you again about the nip." + +"Jutht tho," grinned the Deacon. "We'll postpone the drink to a more +convenient opportunity." + +He toddled away, having no desire that old Gourlay should find him +talking to his son. If Gourlay suspected him of pulling the young +fellow's leg, likely as not he would give an exhibition of his demned +unpleasant manners. + +Gourlay and the minister came straight towards the student. Of the Rev. +Mr. Struthers it may be said with truth that he would have cut a +remarkable figure in any society. He had big splay feet, short stout +legs, and a body of such bulging bulbosity that all the droppings of his +spoon--which were many--were caught on the round of his black waistcoat, +which always looked as if it had just been spattered by a gray shower. +His eyebrows were bushy and white, and the hairs slanting up and out +rendered the meagre brow even narrower than it was. His complexion, more +especially in cold weather, was a dark crimson. The purply colour of his +face was intensified by the pure whiteness of the side whiskers +projecting stiffly by his ears, and in mid-week, when he was unshaven, +his redness revealed more plainly, in turn, the short gleaming stubble +that lay like rime on his chin. His eyes goggled, and his manner at all +times was that of a staring and earnest self-importance. "Puffy +Importance" was one of his nicknames. + +Struthers was a man of lowly stock who, after a ten years' desperate +battle with his heavy brains, succeeded at the long last of it in +passing the examinations required for the ministry. The influence of a +wealthy patron then presented him to Barbie. Because he had taken so +long to get through the University himself, he constantly magnified the +place in his conversation, partly to excuse his own slowness in getting +through it, partly that the greater glory might redound on him who had +conquered it at last, and issued from its portals a fat and prosperous +alumnus. Stupid men who have mastered a system, not by intuition but by +a plodding effort of slow years, always exaggerate its importance--did +it not take them ten years to understand it? Whoso has passed the +system, then, is to their minds one of a close corporation, of a select +and intellectual few, and entitled to pose before the uninitiate. +Because their stupidity made the thing difficult, their vanity leads +them to exalt it. Woe to him that shall scoff at any detail! To +Struthers the Senatus Academicus was an august assemblage worthy of the +Roman Curia, and each petty academic rule was a law sacrosanct and holy. +He was for ever talking of the "Univairsity." "Mind ye," he would say, +"it takes a long time to understand even the workings of the +Univairsity--the Senatus and such-like; it's not for every one to +criticize." He implied, of course, that he had a right to criticize, +having passed triumphant through the mighty test. This vanity of his was +fed by a peculiar vanity of some Scots peasants, who like to discuss +Divinity Halls, and so on, because to talk of these things shows that +they too are intelligent men, and know the awful intellectual ordeal +required of a "Meenister." When a peasant says, "He went through his +Arts course in three years, and got a kirk the moment he was licensed," +he wants you to see that he's a smart man himself, and knows what he's +talking of. There were several men in Barbie who liked to talk in that +way, and among them Puffy Importance, when graciously inclined, found +ready listeners to his pompous blether about the "Univairsity." But what +he liked best of all was to stop a newly-returned student in full view +of the people, and talk learnedly of his courses--dear me, ay--of his +courses, and his matriculations, and his lectures, and his graduations, +and his thingumbobs. That was why he bore down upon our great essayist. + +"Allow me to congratulate you, John," he said, with heavy solemnity; for +Struthers always made a congregation of his listener, and droned as if +mounted for a sermon. "Ye have done excellently well this session; ye +have indeed. Ex-cellently well--ex-cellently well!" + +Gourlay blushed and thanked him. + +"Tell me now," said the cleric, "do you mean to take your Arts course in +three years or four? A loang Arts course is a grand thing for a +clairgyman. Even if he spends half a dozen years on't he won't be +wasting his time!" + +Gourlay glanced at his father. "I mean to try't in three," he said. His +father had threatened him that he must get through his Arts in three +years--without deigning, of course, to give any reason for the threat. + +"We-ell," said Mr. Struthers, gazing down the Fechars Road, as if +visioning great things, "it will require a strenuous and devoted +application--a strenuous and devoted application--even from the man of +abeelity you have shown yourself to be. Tell me now," he went on, "have +ye heard ainything of the new Professor of Exegesis? D'ye know how he's +doing?" + +Young Gourlay knew nothing of the new Professor of Exegesis, but he +answered, "Very well, I believe," at a venture. + +"Oh, he's sure to do well, he's sure to do well! He's one of the best +men we have in the Church. I have just finished his book on the +Epheesians. It's most profound! It has taken me a whole year to master +it." ("Garvie on the Ephesians" is a book of a hundred and eighty +pages.) "And, by the way," said the parson, stooping to Scotch in his +ministerial jocoseness, "how's auld Tam, in whose class you were a +prize-winner? He was appointed to the professoriate the same year that I +obtained my licence. I remember to have heard him deliver a lecture on +German philosophy, and I thought it excellently good. But perhaps," he +added, with solemn and pondering brows--"perhaps he was a little too +fond of Hegel. Yess, I am inclined to think that he was a little too +fond of Hegel." Mrs. Eccles, listening from the Black Bull door, +wondered if Hegel was a drink. + +"He's very popular," said young Gourlay. + +"Oh, he's sure to be popular; he merits the very greatest popple-arity. +And he would express himself as being excellently well pleased with your +theme? What did he say of it, may I venture to inquire?" + +Beneath the pressure of his father's presence young Gourlay did not dare +to splurge. "He seemed to think there was something in it," he answered, +modestly enough. + +"Oh, he would be sure to think there was something in it," said the +minister, staring, and wagging his pow. "Not a doubt of tha-at, not a +doubt of tha-at! There must have been something in it to obtain the palm +of victory in the face of such prodigious competeetion. It's the +see-lect intellect of Scotland that goes to the Univairsity, and only +the ee-lect of the see-lect win the palm. And it's an augury of great +good for the future. Abeelity to write is a splendid thing for the +Church. Good-bye, John, and allow me to express once moar my great +satisfaction that a pareeshioner of mine is a la-ad of such brilliant +promise!" + +Though the elder Gourlay disconsidered the Church, and thought little of +Mr. Struthers, he swelled with pride to think that the minister should +stop his offspring in the Main Street of Barbie, to congratulate him on +his prospects. They were close to the Emporium, and with the tail of his +eye he could see Wilson peeping from the door and listening to every +word. This would be a hair in Wilson's neck! There were no clerical +compliments for _his_ son! The tables were turned at last. + +His father had a generous impulse to John for the bright triumph he had +won the Gourlays. He fumbled in his trouser pocket, and passed him a +sovereign. + +"I'm kind o' hard-up," he said, with grim jocosity, "but there's a pound +to keep your pouch. No nonsense now!" he shot at the youth with a loaded +eye. "That's just for use if you happen to be in company. A Gourlay maun +spend as much as the rest o' folk." + +"Yes, faither," said the youngster, and Gourlay went away. + +That grimly-jocose reference to his poverty was a feature of Gourlay's +talk now, when he spoke of money to his family. It excused the smallness +of his doles, yet led them to believe that he was only joking--that he +had plenty of money if he would only consent to shell it out. And that +was what he wished them to believe. His pride would not allow him to +confess, even to his nearest, that he was a failure in business, and +hampered with financial trouble. Thus his manner of warning them to be +careful had the very opposite effect. "He has heaps o' cash," thought +the son, as he watched the father up the street; "there's no need for a +fellow to be mean." + +Flattered (as he fondly imagined) by the Deacon, flattered +by the minister, tipped by his mother, tipped by his father, +hail-fellow-well-met with Pate Wylie--Lord, but young Gourlay was the +fine fellow! Symptoms of swell-head set in with alarming rapidity. He +had a wild tendency to splurge. And, that he might show in a single +afternoon all the crass stupidity of which he was capable, he +immediately allowed himself a veiled insult towards the daughters of the +ex-Provost. They were really nice girls, in spite of their parentage, +and as they came down the street they glanced with shy kindness at the +student from under their broad-brimmed hats. Gourlay raised his in +answer to their nod. But the moment after, and in their hearing, he +yelled blatantly to Swipey Broon to come on and have a drink of beer. +Swipey was a sweep now, for Brown the ragman had added chimney-cleaning +to his other occupations--plurality of professions, you observe, being +one of the features of the life of Barbie. When Swipey turned out of the +Fleckie Road he was as black as the ace of spades, a most disreputable +phiz. And when Gourlay yelled his loud welcome to that grimy object, +what he wanted to convey to the two girls was: "Ho, ho, my pretty +misses, I'm on bowing terms with you, and yet when I might go up and +speak to ye, I prefer to go off and drink with a sweep, d'ye see? That +shows what I think o' ye!" All that summer John took an oblique revenge +on those who had disconsidered the Gourlays, but would have liked to +make up to him now when they thought he was going to do well--he took a +paltry revenge by patently rejecting their advances and consorting +instead, and in their presence, with the lowest of low company. Thus he +vented a spite which he had long cherished against them for their former +neglect of Janet and him. For though the Gourlay children had been +welcome at well-to-do houses in the country, their father's unpopularity +had cut them off from the social life of the town. When the Provost gave +his grand spree on Hogmanay there was never an invitation for the +Gourlay youngsters. The slight had rankled in the boy's mind. Now, +however, some of the local bigwigs had an opinion (with very little to +support it) that he was going to be a successful man, and they showed a +disposition to be friendly. John, with a rankling memory of their former +coldness, flouted every overture, by letting them see plainly that he +preferred to their company that of Swipey Broon, Jock M'Craw, and every +ragamuffin of the town. It was a kind of back-handed stroke at them. +That was the paltry form which his father's pride took in him. He did +not see that he was harming himself rather than his father's enemies. +Harm himself he did, for you could not associate with Jock M'Craw and +the like without drinking in every howff you came across. + +When the bodies assembled next day for their "morning," the Deacon was +able to inform them that young Gourlay was back from the College, dafter +than ever, and that he had pulled his leg as far as he wanted it. "Oh," +he said, "I played him like a kitten wi' a cork, and found out ainything +and everything I wished. I dithcovered that he's in wi' Jock Allan and +that crowd--I edged the conversation round on purpoth! Unless he wath +blowing his trump--which I greatly doubt--they're as thick as thieveth. +Ye ken what that meanth. He'll turn hith wee finger to the ceiling +oftener than he puts hith forefinger to the pen, I'm thinking. It +theemth he drinkth enormuth! He took a gey nip last thummer, and this +thummer I wager he takes mair o't. He avowed his plain intention. 'I +mean to kick up a bit of a dust,' thays he. Oh, but he's the splurge!" + +"Ay, ay," said Sandy Toddle, "thae students are a gey squad--especially +the young ministers." + +"Ou," said Tam Wylie, "dinna be hard on the ministers. Ministers are +just like the rest o' folk. They mind me o' last year's early tatties. +They're grand when they're gude, but the feck o' them's frostit." + +"Ay," said the Deacon, "and young Gourlay's frostit in the shaw already. +I doubt it'll be a poor ingathering." + +"Weel, weel," said Tam Wylie, "the mair's the pity o' that, Deacon." + +"Oh, it'th a grai-ait pity," said the Deacon, and he bowed his body +solemnly with outspread hands. "No doubt it'th a grai-ait pity!" and he +wagged his head from side to side, the picture of a poignant woe. + +"I saw him in the Black Bull yestreen," said Brodie, who had been silent +hitherto in utter scorn of the lad they were speaking of--too disgusted +to open his mouth. "He was standing drinks to a crowd that were puffing +him up about that prize o' his." + +"It's alwayth the numskull hath the most conceit," said the Deacon. + +"And yet there must be something in him too, to get that prize," mused +the ex-Provost. + +"A little ability's a dangerous thing," said Johnny Coe, who could think +at times. "To be safe you should be a genius winged and flying, or a +crawling thing that never leaves the earth. It's the half-and-half that +hell gapes for. And owre they flap." + +But nobody understood him. "Drink and vanity'll soon make end of _him_," +said Brodie curtly, and snubbed the philosopher. + +Before the summer holiday was over (it lasts six months in Scotland) +young Gourlay was a habit-and-repute tippler. His shrinking abhorrence +from the scholastic life of Edinburgh flung him with all the greater +abandon into the conviviality he had learned to know at home. His mother +(who always seemed to sit up now, after Janet and Gourlay were in bed) +often let him in during the small hours, and as he hurried past her in +the lobby he would hold his breath lest she should smell it. "You're +unco late, dear," she would say wearily, but no other reproach did she +utter. "I was taking a walk," he would answer thickly; "there's a fine +moon!" It was true that when his terrible depression seized him he was +sometimes tempted to seek the rapture and peace of a moonlight walk +upon the Fleckie Road. In his crude clay there was a vein of poetry: he +could be alone in the country, and not lonely; had he lived in a green +quiet place, he might have learned the solace of nature for the wounded +when eve sheds her spiritual dews. But the mean pleasures to be found at +the Cross satisfied his nature, and stopped him midway to that soothing +beauty of the woods and streams which might have brought healing and a +wise quiescence. His success--such as it was--had gained him a +circle--such as it was--and the assertive nature proper to his father's +son gave him a kind of lead amongst them. Yet even his henchmen saw +through his swaggering. Swipey Broon turned on him one night, and +threatened to split his mouth, and he went as white as the wall behind +him. + +Among his other follies, he assumed the pose of a man who could an he +would--who had it in him to do great things, if he would only set about +them. In this he was partly playing up to a foolish opinion of his more +ignorant associates; it was they who suggested the pose to him. +"Devilish clever!" he heard them whisper one night as he stood in the +door of a tavern; "he could do it if he liked, only he's too fond o' the +fun." Young Gourlay flushed where he stood in the darkness--flushed with +pleasure at the criticism of his character which was, nevertheless, a +compliment to his wits. He felt that he must play up at once to the +character assigned him. "Ho, ho, my lads!" he cried, entering with, a +splurge; "let's make a night o't. I should be working for my degree +to-night, but I suppose I can get it easy enough when the time comes." +"What did I tell ye?" said M'Craw, nudging an elbow; and Gourlay saw the +nudge. Here at last he had found the sweet seduction of a proper +pose--that of a _grand homme manqué_, of a man who would be a genius +were it not for the excess of his qualities. Would he continue to appear +a genius, then he must continue to display that excess which--so he +wished them to believe--alone prevented his brilliant achievements. It +was all a curious, vicious inversion. "You could do great things if you +didn't drink," crooned the fools. "See how I drink," Gourlay seemed to +answer; "that is why I don't do great things. But, mind you, I could do +them were it not for this." Thus every glass he tossed off seemed to +hint in a roundabout way at the glorious heights he might attain if he +didn't drink it. His very roistering became a pose, and his vanity made +him roister the more, to make the pose more convincing. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[6] "_Aince wud and aye waur_," silly for once and silly for always. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + + +On a beautiful evening in September, when a new crescent moon was +pointing through the saffron sky like the lit tip of a finger, the City +Fathers had assembled at the corner of the Fleckie Road. Though the moon +was peeping, the dying glory of the day was still upon the town. The +white smoke rose straight and far in the golden mystery of the heavens, +and a line of dark roofs, transfigured against the west, wooed the eye +to musing. But though the bodies felt the fine evening bathe them in a +sensuous content, as they smoked and dawdled, they gave never a thought +to its beauty. For there had been a blitheness in the town that day, and +every other man seemed to have been preeing the demijohn. + +Drucken Wabster and Brown the ragman came round the corner, staggering. + +"Young Gourlay's drunk!" blurted Wabster--and reeled himself as he +spoke. + +"Is he a wee fou?" said the Deacon eagerly. + +"Wee be damned," said Wabster; "he's as fou as the Baltic Sea! If you +wait here, you'll be sure to see him! He'll be round the corner +directly." + +"De-ar me, is he so bad as that?" said the ex-Provost, raising his hands +in solemn reprobation. He raised his eyes to heaven at the same time, as +if it pained them to look on a world that endured the burden of a young +Gourlay. "In broad daylight, too!" he sighed. "De-ar me, has he come to +this?" + +"Yis, Pravast," hiccupped Brown, "he has! He's as phull of drink as a +whelk-shell's phull of whelk. He's nearly as phull as meself--and +begorra, that's mighty phull." He stared suddenly, scratching his head +solemnly as if the fact had just occurred to him. Then he winked. + +"You could set fire to his braith!" cried Wabster. "A match to his mouth +would send him in a lowe." + +"A living gas jet!" said Brown. + +They staggered away, sometimes rubbing shoulders as they lurched +together, sometimes with the road between them. + +"I kenned young Gourlay was on the fuddle when I saw him swinging off +this morning in his greatcoat," cried Sandy Toddle. "There was debauch +in the flap o' the tails o't." + +"Man, have you noticed that too!" cried another eagerly. "He's aye warst +wi' the coat on!" + +"Clothes undoubtedly affect the character," said Johnny Coe. "It takes a +gentleman to wear a lordly coat without swaggering." + +"There's not a doubt o' tha-at!" approved the baker, who was merry with +his day's carousal; "there's not a doubt o' tha-at! Claes affect the +disposeetion. I mind when I was a young chap I had a grand pair o' +breeks--Wull I ca'ed them--unco decent breeks they were, I mind, lang +and swankie like a ploughman; and I aye thocht I was a tremendous honest +and hamely fallow when I had them on! And I had a verra disreputable +hat," he added--"Rab I christened him, for he was a perfect devil--and I +never cocked him owre my lug on nichts at e'en but 'Baker!' he seemed to +whisper, 'Baker! Let us go out and do a bash!' And we generally went." + +"You're a wonderful man!" piped the Deacon. + +"We may as well wait and see young Gourlay going by," said the +ex-Provost. "He'll likely be a sad spectacle." + +"Ith auld Gourlay on the thtreet the nicht?" cried the Deacon eagerly. +"I wonder will he thee the youngster afore he gets hame! Eh, man"--he +bent his knees with staring delight--"eh, man, if they would only meet +forenenst uth! Hoo!" + +"He's a regular waster," said Brodie. "When a silly young blood takes a +fancy to a girl in a public-house he's always done for; I've observed it +times without number. At first he lets on that he merely gangs in for a +drink; what he really wants, however, is to see the girl. Even if he's +no great toper to begin with, he must show himself fond o' the dram, as +a means of getting to his jo. Then, before he kens where he is, the +habit has gripped him. That's a gate mony a ane gangs." + +"That's verra true, now that ye mention't," gravely assented the +ex-Provost. His opinion of Brodie's sagacity, high already, was enhanced +by the remark. "Indeed, that's verra true. But how does't apply to young +Gourlay in particular, Thomas? Is _he_ after some damsel o' the +gill-stoup?" + +"Ou ay--he's ta'en a fancy to yon bit shilp in the bar-room o' the Red +Lion. He's always hinging owre the counter talking till her, a cigarette +dropping from his face, and a half-fu' tumbler at his elbow. When a +young chap takes to hinging round bars, ae elbow on the counter and a +hand on his other hip, I have verra bad brows o' him always--verra bad +brows, indeed. Oh--oh, young Gourlay's just a goner! a goner, sirs--a +goner!" + +"Have ye heard about him at the Skeighan Fair?" said Sandy Toddle. + +"No, man," said Brodie, bowing down and keeking at Toddle in his +interest; "I hadna heard about tha-at! Is this a _new_ thing?" + +"Oh, just at the fair; the other day, ye know!" + +"Ay, man, Sandy!" said big Brodie, stooping down to Toddle to get near +the news; "and what was it, Sandy?" + +"Ou, just drinking, ye know, wi'--wi' Swipey Broon--and, eh, and that +M'Craw, ye know--and Sandy Hull--and a wheen mair o' that kind--ye ken +the kind; a verra bad lot!" said Sandy, and wagged a disapproving pow. +"Here they all got as drunk as drunk could be, and started fighting wi' +the colliers! Young Gourlay got a bloodied nose! Then nothing would +serve him but he must drive back wi' young Pin-oe, who was even drunker +than himsell. They drave at sic a rate that when they dashed from this +side o' Skeighan Drone the stour o' their career was rising at the far +end. They roared and sang till it was a perfect affront to God's day, +and frae sidie to sidie they swung till the splash-brods were skreighing +on the wheels. At a quick turn o' the road they wintled owre; and there +they were, sitting on their doups in the atoms o' the gig, and glowering +frae them! When young Gourlay slid hame at dark he was in such a state +that his mother had to hide him frae the auld man. She had that, puir +body! The twa women were obliged to carry the drunk lump to his +bedroom--and yon lassie far ga'en in consumption, too, they tell me! Ou, +he was in a perfectly awful condition--perfectly awful!" + +"Ay, man," nodded Brodie. "I hadna heard o't. Curious that I didna hear +o' that!" + +"It was Drucken Wabster's wife that telled it. There's not a haet that +happens at the Gourlays but she clypes. I speired her mysell, and she +says young Gourlay has a black eye." + +"Ay, ay; there'th thmall hope for the Gourlayth in _him_!" said the +Deacon. + +"How do _you_ ken?" cried the baker. "He's no the first youngster I've +seen the wiseacres o' the world wagging their sagacious pows owre; and, +eh, but he was _this_ waster!--according to their way of it--and, oh, +but he was the _other_ waster! and, ochonee, but he was the _wild_ +fellow. And a' the while they werena fit to be his doormat; for it was +only the fire in the ruffian made him seem sae daft." + +"True!" said the ex-Provost, "true! Still there's a decency in daftness. +And there's no decency in young Gourlay. He's just a mouth! 'Start +canny, and you'll steer weel,' my mother used to say; but he has started +unco ill, and he'll steer to ruin." + +"Dinna spae ill-fortune!" said the baker, "dinna spae ill-fortune! And +never despise a youngster for a random start. It's the blood makes a +breenge." + +"Well, I like young men to be quiet," said Sandy Toddle. "I would rather +have them a wee soft than rollickers." + +"Not I!" said the baker. "If I had a son, I would rather an ill deil sat +forenenst me at the table than parratch in a poke. Burns (God rest his +banes!) struck the he'rt o't. Ye mind what he said o' Prince Geordie: + + + 'Yet mony a ragged cowte's been known + To mak a noble aiver; + And ye may doucely fill a throne, + For a' their clishmaclaver. + There him at Agincourt wha shone. + Few better were or braver; + And yet wi' funny queer Sir John + He was an unco shaver + For mony a day.' + + +Dam't, but Burns is gude." + +"Huts, man, dinna sweer sae muckle!" frowned the old Provost. + +"Ou, there's waur than an oath now and than," said the baker. "Like +spice in a bun it lends a briskness. But it needs the hearty manner +wi't. The Deacon there couldna let blatter wi' a hearty oath to save his +withered sowl. I kenned a trifle o' a fellow that got in among a jovial +gang lang syne that used to sweer tremendous, and he bude to do the same +the bit bodie; so he used to say '_Dim it!_' in a wee, sma voice that +was clean rideec'lous. He was a lauchable dirt, that." + +"What was his name?" said Sandy Toddle. + +"Your ain," said the baker. (To tell the truth, he was gey fou.) +"Alexander Toddle was his name: '_Dim it!_' he used to squeak, for he +had been a Scotch cuddy in the Midlands, and whiles he used the English. +'_Dim it!_' said he. I like a man that says '_Dahm't._'" + +"Ay; but then, you thee, _you_'re an artitht in wordth," said the +Deacon. + +"Ye're an artist in spite," said the baker. + +"Ah, well," said the ex-Provost, "Burns proved to be wrang in the end +o't, and you'll maybe be the same. George the Fort' didna fill the +throne verra doucely for a' their clishmaclaver, and I don't think young +Gourlay'll fill the pulpit verra doucely for a' ours. For he's saftie +and daftie baith, and that's the deidly combination. At least, that's my +opinion," quoth he, and smacked his lips, the important man. + +"Tyuts," said the baker, "folk should be kind to folk. There may be a +possibeelity for the Gourlays in the youngster yet!" + +He would have said more, but at that moment his sonsy big wife came out, +with oh, such a roguish and kindly smile, and, "Tom, Tom," said she, +"what are ye havering here for? C'way in, man, and have a dish o' tea +wi' me!" + +He glanced up at her with comic shrewdness from where he sat on his +hunkers--for fine he saw through her--and "Ou ay," said he, "ye great +muckle fat hotch o' a dacent bodie, ye--I'll gang in and have a dish o' +tea wi' ye." And away went the fine fuddled fellow. + +"She's a wise woman that," said the ex-Provost, looking after them. "She +kenned no to flyte, and he went like a lamb." + +"I believe he'th feared o' her," snapped the Deacon, "or he wudny-un +went thae lamb-like!" + +"Leave him alone!" said Johnny Coe, who had been drinking too. "He's +the only kind heart in Barbie. And Gourlay's the only gentleman." + +"Gentleman!" cried Sandy Toddle. "Lord save us! Auld Gourlay a +gentleman!" + +"Yes, gentleman!" said Johnny, to whom the drink gave a courage. "Brute, +if ye like, but aristocrat frae scalp to heel. If he had brains, and a +dacent wife, and a bigger field--oh, man," said Johnny, visioning the +possibility, "Auld Gourla could conquer the world, if he swalled his +neck till't." + +"It would be a big conquest that!" said the Deacon.--"Here comes his +son, taking his ain share o' the earth, at ony rate." + +Young Gourlay came staggering round the corner, "a little sprung" (as +they phrase it in Barbie), but not so bad as they had hoped to see him. +Webster and the ragman had exaggerated the condition of their +fellow-toper. Probably their own oscillation lent itself to everything +they saw. John zigzagged, it is true, but otherwise he was fairly steady +on his pins. Unluckily, however, failing to see a stone before on the +road, he tripped, and went sprawling on his hands and knees. A titter +went. + +"What the hell are you laughing at?" he snarled, leaping up, quick to +feel the slight, blatant to resent it. + +"Tyuts, man," Tam Wylie rebuked him in a careless scorn. + +With a parting scowl he went swaggering up the street. + +"Ay," said Toddle dryly, "that's the Gourlay possibeelity." + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + + +"Aha, Deacon, my old cock, here you are!" The speaker smote the Deacon +between his thin shoulder-blades till the hat leapt on his startled +cranium. "No, not a lengthy stay--just down for a flying visit to see my +little girl. Dem'd glad to get back to town again--Barbie's too quiet +for my tastes. No life in the place, no life at all!" + +The speaker was Davie Aird, draper and buck. "No life at all," he cried, +as he shot down his cuffs with a jerk, and swung up and down the +bar-room of the Red Lion. He was dressed in a long fawn overcoat +reaching to his heels, with two big yellow buttons at the waist behind, +in the most approved fashion of the horsy. He paused in his swaggering +to survey the backs of his long white delicate hands, holding them side +by side before him, as if to make sure they were the same size. He was +letting the Deacon see his ring. Then pursing his chin down, with a +fastidious and critical regard, he picked a long fair hair off his left +coat sleeve. He held it high as he had seen them do on the stage of the +Theatre Royal. "Sweet souvenir!" he cried, and kissed it, "most dear +remembrance!" + +The Deacon fed on the sight. The richness of his satiric perception was +too great to permit of speech. He could only gloat and be dumb. + +"Waiting for Jack Gourlay," Aird rattled again. "He's off to College +again, and we're driving in his father's trap to meet the express at +Skeighan Station. Wonder what's keeping the fellow. I like a man to be +punctual. Business training, you see; yes, by Gad, two thousand parcels +a week go out of our place, and all of 'em up to time! Ah, there he is," +he added, as the harsh grind of wheels was heard on the gravel at the +door. "Thank God, we'll soon be in civilization." + +Young Gourlay entered, greatcoated and lordly, through the two halves of +that easy-swinging door. + +"Good!" he cried. "Just a minute, Aird, till I get my flask filled." + +"My weapon's primed and ready," Aird ha-haed, and slapped the breast +pocket of his coat. + +John birled a bright sovereign on the counter, one of twenty old Gourlay +had battered his brains to get together for the boy's expenses. The +young fellow rattled the change into his trouser pocket like a master of +millions. + +The Deacon and another idler or two gathered about the steps in the +darkness, to see that royal going off. Peter Riney's bunched-up little +old figure could be seen on the front seat of the gig; Aird was already +mounted behind. The mare (a worthy successor to Spanking Tam) pawed the +gravel and fretted in impatience; her sharp ears, seen pricked against +the gloom, worked to and fro. A widening cone of light shone out from +the leftward lamp of the gig, full on a glistering laurel, which Simpson +had growing by his porch. Each smooth leaf of the green bush gave back a +separate gleam, vivid to the eye in that pouring yellowness. Gourlay +stared at the bright evergreen, and forget for a moment where he was. +His lips parted, and--as they saw in the light from the door--his look +grew dreamy and far-away. + +The truth was that all the impressions of a last day at home were bitten +in on his brain as by acid, in the very middle of his swaggering gusto. +That gusto was largely real, true, for it seemed a fine thing to go +splurging off to College in a gig; but it was still more largely +assumed, to combat the sorrow of departure. His heart was in his boots +at the thought of going back to accursed Edinburgh--to those lodgings, +those dreary, damnable lodgings. Thus his nature was reduced to its real +elements in the hour of leaving home; it was only for a swift moment he +forgot to splurge, but for that moment the cloak of his swaggering +dropped away, and he was his naked self, morbidly alive to the +impressions of the world, afraid of life, clinging to the familiar and +the known. That was why he gazed with wistful eyes at that laurel clump, +so vivid in the pouring rays. So vivid there, it stood for all the dear +country round which was now hidden by the darkness; it centred his world +among its leaves. It was a last picture of loved Barbie that was +fastening on his mind. There would be fine gardens in Edinburgh, no +doubt; but oh, that couthie laurel by the Red Lion door! It was his +friend; he had known it always. + +The spell lasted but a moment, one of those moments searching a man's +nature to its depths, yet flitting like a lonely shadow on the autumn +wheat. But Aird was already fidgeting. "Hurry up, Jack," he cried; +"we'll need to pelt if we mean to get the train." + +Gourlay started. In a moment he had slipped from one self to another, +and was the blusterer once more. "Right!" he splurged. "Hover a blink +till I light my cigar." + +He was not in the habit of smoking cigars, but he had bought a packet on +purpose, that he might light one before his admiring onlookers ere he +went away. Nothing like cutting a dash. + +He was seen puffing for a moment with indrawn cheeks, his head to one +side, the flame of the flickering vesta lighting up his face, his hat +pushed back till it rested on his collar, his fair hair hanging down his +brow. Then he sprang to the driving seat and gathered up the reins. +"Ta-ta, Deacon; see and behave yourself!" he flung across his shoulder, +and they were off with a bound. + +"Im-pidenth!" said the outraged Deacon. + +Peter Riney was quite proud to have the honour of driving two such bucks +to the station. It lent him a consequence; he would be able to say when +he came back that he had been "awa wi' the young mester"--for Peter said +"mester," and was laughed at by the Barbie wits who knew that "maister" +was the proper English. The splurging twain rallied him and drew him out +in talk, passed him their flasks at the Brownie's Brae, had him +tee-heeing at their nonsense. It was a full-blooded night to the +withered little man. + +That was how young Gourlay left Barbie for what was to prove his last +session at the University. + + * * * * * + +All Gourlay's swankie chaps had gone with the going of his trade; only +Peter Riney, the queer little oddity, remained. There was a loyal +simplicity in Peter which never allowed him to question the Gourlays. He +had been too long in their service to be of use to any other; while +there was a hand's turn to be done about the House with the Green +Shutters he was glad to have the chance of doing it. His respect for his +surly tyrant was as great as ever; he took his pittance of a wage and +was thankful. Above all he worshipped young Gourlay; to be in touch with +a College-bred man was a reflected glory; even the escapades noised +about the little town, to his gleeful ignorance, were the signs of a man +of the world. Peter chuckled when he heard them talked of. "Terr'ble +clever fallow, the young mester!" the bowed little man would say, +sucking his pipe of an evening, "terr'ble clever fallow, the young +mester; and hardy, too--infernal hardy!" Loyal Peter believed it. + +But ere four months had gone Peter was discharged. It was on the day +after Gourlay sold Black Sally, the mare, to get a little money to go on +with. + +It was a bright spring day, of enervating softness; a fosie day--a day +when the pores of everything seemed opened. People's brains felt pulpy, +and they sniffed as with winter's colds. Peter Riney was opening a pit +of potatoes in the big garden, shovelling aside the foot-deep mould, and +tearing off the inner covering of yellow straw--which seemed strange and +unnatural, somehow, when suddenly revealed in its glistening dryness, +beneath the moist dark earth. Little crumbles of mould trickled down, in +among the flattened shining straws. In a tree near Peter two pigeons +were gurgling and _rookety-cooing_, mating for the coming year. He fell +to sorting out the potatoes, throwing the bad ones on a heap +aside--"tattie-walin'," as they call it in the north. The enervating +softness was at work on Peter's head, too, and from time to time, as he +waled, he wiped his nose on his sleeve. + +Gourlay watched him for a long time without speaking. Once or twice he +moistened his lips, and cleared his throat, and frowned, as one who +would broach unpleasant news. It was not like him to hesitate. But the +old man, encased in senility, was ill to disturb; he was intent on +nothing but the work before him; it was mechanical and soothing, and +occupied his whole mind. Gourlay, so often the trampling brute without +knowing it, felt it brutal to wound the faithful old creature dreaming +at his toil. He would have found it much easier to discharge a younger +and a keener man. + +"Stop, Peter," he said at last; "I don't need you ainy more." + +Peter rose stiffly from his knees and shook the mould with a pitiful +gesture from his hands. His mouth was fallen slack, and showed a few +yellow tusks. + +"Eh?" he asked vaguely. The thought that he must leave the Gourlays +could not penetrate his mind. + +"I don't need you ainy more," said Gourlay again, and met his eye +steadily. + +"I'm gey auld," said Peter, still shaking his hands with that pitiful +gesture, "but I only need a bite and a sup. Man, I'm willin' to tak +onything." + +"It's no that," said Gourlay sourly--"it's no that. But I'm giving up +the business." + +Peter said nothing, but gazed away down the garden, his sunken mouth +forgetting to munch its straw, which dangled by his chin. "I'm an auld +servant," he said at last, "and, mind ye," he flashed in pride, "I'm a +true ane." + +"Oh, you're a' that," Gourlay grunted; "you have been a good servant." + +"It'll be the poorhouse, it's like," mused Peter. "Man, have ye noathing +for us to do?" he asked pleadingly. + +Gourlay's jaw clamped. "Noathing, Peter," he said sullenly, "noathing;" +and slipped some money into Peter's heedless palm. + +Peter stared stupidly down at the coins. He seemed dazed. "Ay, weel," he +said; "I'll feenish the tatties, at ony rate." + +"No, no, Peter," and Gourlay gripped him by the shoulder as he turned +back to his work--"no, no; I have no right to keep you. Never mind about +the money; you deserve something, going so suddenly after sic a long +service. It's just a bit present to mind you o'--to mind you o'----" he +broke suddenly and scowled across the garden. + +Some men, when a feeling touches them, express their emotion in tears; +others by an angry scowl--hating themselves inwardly, perhaps, for their +weakness in being moved, hating, too, the occasion that has probed their +weakness. It was because he felt parting with Peter so keenly that +Gourlay behaved more sullenly than usual. Peter had been with Gourlay's +father in his present master's boyhood, had always been faithful and +submissive; in his humble way was nearer the grain merchant than any +other man in Barbie. He was the only human being Gourlay had ever +deigned to joke with, and that in itself won him an affection. More--the +going of Peter meant the going of everything. It cut Gourlay to the +quick. Therefore he scowled. + +Without a word of thanks for the money, Peter knocked the mould off his +heavy boots, striking one against the other clumsily, and shuffled away +across the bare soil. But when he had gone twenty yards he stopped, and +came back slowly. "Good-bye, sir," he said with a rueful smile, and held +out his hand. + +Gourlay gripped it. "Good-bye, Peter! good-bye; damn ye, man, good-bye!" + +Peter wondered vaguely why he was sworn at. But he felt that it was not +in anger. He still clung to his master's hand. "I've been fifty year wi' +the Gourlays," said he. "Ay, ay; and this, it seems, is the end o't." + +"Oh, gang away!" cried Gourlay, "gang away, man!" And Peter went away. + +Gourlay went out to the big green gate where he had often stood in his +pride, and watched his old servant going down the street. Peter was so +bowed that the back of his velveteen coat was halfway up his spine, and +the bulging pockets at the corners were midway down his thighs. Gourlay +had seen the fact a thousand times, but it never gripped him before. He +stared till Peter disappeared round the Bend o' the Brae. + +"Ay, ay," said he, "ay, ay. There goes the last o' them." + +It was a final run of ill-luck that brought Gourlay to this desperate +pass. When everything seemed to go against him he tried several +speculations, with a gambler's hope that they might do well, and +retrieve the situation. He abandoned the sensible direction of affairs, +that is, and trusted entirely to chance, as men are apt to do when +despairing. And chance betrayed him. He found himself of a sudden at the +end of his resources. + +Through all his troubles his one consolation was the fact that he had +sent John to the University. That was something saved from the wreck, at +any rate. More and more, as his other supports fell away, Gourlay +attached himself to the future of his son. It became the sheet-anchor of +his hopes. If he had remained a prosperous man, John's success would +have been merely incidental, something to disconsider in speech, at +least, however pleased he might have been at heart. But now it was the +whole of life to him. For one thing, the son's success would justify the +father's past and prevent it being quite useless; it would have produced +a minister, a successful man, one of an esteemed profession. Again, that +success would be a salve to Gourlay's wounded pride; the Gourlays would +show Barbie they could flourish yet, in spite of their present downcome. +Thus, in the collapse of his fortunes, the son grew all-important in the +father's eyes. Nor did his own poverty seem to him a just bar to his +son's prosperity. "I have put him through his Arts," thought Gourlay; +"surely he can do the rest himsell. Lots of young chaps, when they +warstle through their Arts, teach the sons of swells to get a little +money to gang through Diveenity. My boy can surely do the like!" Again +and again, as Gourlay felt himself slipping under in the world of +Barbie, his hopes turned to John in Edinburgh. If that boy would only +hurry up and get through, to make a hame for the lassie and the auld +wife! + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + + +Young Gourlay spent that winter in Edinburgh pretty much as he had spent +the last. Last winter, however, it was simply a weak need for +companionship that drew him to the Howff. This winter it was more: it +was the need of a formed habit that must have its wonted satisfaction. +He had a further impulse to conviviality now. It had become a habit that +compelled him. + +The diversions of some men are merely subsidiary to their lives, +externals easy to be dropped; with others they usurp the man. They usurp +a life when it is never happy away from them, when in the midst of other +occupations absent pleasures rise vivid to the mind, with an +irresistible call. Young Gourlay's too-seeing imagination, always +visioning absent delights, combined with his weakness of will, never +gripping to the work before him, to make him hate his lonely studies and +long for the jolly company of his friends. He never opened his books of +an evening but he thought to himself, "I wonder what they're doing at +the Howff to-night?" At once he visualized the scene, imagined every +detail, saw them in their jovial hours. And, seeing them so happy, he +longed to be with them. On that night, long ago, when his father ordered +him to College, his cowardly and too vivid mind thought of the ploys the +fellows would be having along the Barbie roads, while he was mewed up in +Edinburgh. He saw the Barbie rollickers in his mind's eye, and the +student in his lonely rooms, and contrasted them mournfully. So now, +every night, he saw the cosy companions in their Howff, and shivered at +his own isolation. He felt a tugging at his heart to be off and join +them. And his will was so weak that, nine times out of ten, he made no +resistance to the impulse. + +He had always a feeling of depression when he must sit down to his +books. It was the start that gravelled him. He would look round his room +and hate it, mutter "Damn it, I must work;" and then, with a heavy sigh, +would seat himself before an outspread volume on the table, tugging the +hair on a puckered forehead. Sometimes the depression left him, when he +buckled to his work; as his mind became occupied with other things the +vision of the Howff was expelled. Usually, however, the stiffness of his +brains made the reading drag heavily, and he rarely attained the +sufficing happiness of a student eager and engrossed. At the end of ten +minutes he would be gaping across the table, and wondering what they +were doing at the Howff. "Will Logan be singing 'Tam Glen'? Or is +Gillespie fiddling Highland tunes, by Jing, with his elbow going it +merrily? Lord! I would like to hear 'Miss Drummond o' Perth' or 'Gray +Daylicht'--they might buck me up a bit. I'll just slip out for ten +minutes, to see what they're doing, and be back directly." He came back +at two in the morning, staggering. + +On a bleak spring evening, near the end of February, young Gourlay had +gone to the Howff, to escape the shuddering misery of the streets. It +was that treacherous spring weather which blights. Only two days ago the +air had been sluggish and balmy; now an easterly wind nipped the gray +city, naked and bare. There was light enough, with the lengthening days, +to see plainly the rawness of the world. There were cold yellow gleams +in windows fronting a lonely west. Uncertain little puffs of wind came +swirling round corners, and made dust and pieces of dirty white paper +gyrate on the roads. Prosperous old gentlemen pacing home, rotund in +their buttoned-up coats, had clear drops at the end of their noses. +Sometimes they stopped--their trousers legs flapping behind them--and +trumpeted loudly into red silk handkerchiefs. Young Gourlay had fled the +streets. It was the kind of night that made him cower. + +By eight o'clock, however, he was merry with the barley-bree, and making +a butt of himself to amuse the company. He was not quick-witted enough +to banter a comrade readily, nor hardy enough to essay it unprovoked; on +the other hand, his swaggering love of notice impelled him to some form +of talk that would attract attention. So he made a point of always +coming with daft stories of things comic that befell him--at least, he +said they did. But if his efforts were greeted with too loud a roar, +implying not only appreciation of the stories, but also a contempt for +the man who could tell them of himself, his sensitive vanity was +immediately wounded, and he swelled with sulky anger. And the moment +after he would splurge and bluster to reassert his dignity. + +"I remember when I was a boy," he hiccupped, "I had a pet goose at +home." + +There was a titter at the queer beginning. + +"I was to get the price of it for myself, and so when Christmas drew +near I went to old MacFarlane, the poulterer in Skeighan. 'Will you buy +a goose?' said I. 'Are ye for sale, my man?' was his answer." + +Armstrong flung back his head and roared, prolonging the loud _ho-ho!_ +through his big nose and open mouth long after the impulse to honest +laughter was exhausted. He always laughed with false loudness, to +indicate his own superiority, when he thought a man had been guilty of a +public silliness. The laugh was meant to show the company how far above +such folly was Mr. Armstrong. + +Gourlay scowled. "Damn Armstrong!" he thought, "what did he yell like +that for? Does he think I didn't see the point of the joke against +myself? Would I have told it if I hadn't? This is what comes of being +sensitive. I'm always too sensitive! I felt there was an awkward +silence, and I told a story against myself to dispel it in fun, and this +is what I get for't. Curse the big brute! he thinks I have given myself +away. But I'll show him!" + +He was already mellow, but he took another swig to hearten him, as was +his habit. + +"There's a damned sight too much yell about your laugh, Armstrong," he +said, truly enough, getting a courage from his anger and the drink. "No +gentleman laughs like that." + +"'_Risu inepto res ineptior nulla est_,'" said Tarmillan, who was on one +of his rare visits to the Howff. He was too busy and too wise a man to +frequent it greatly. + +Armstrong blushed; and Gourlay grew big and brave, in the backing of the +great Tarmillan. He took another swig on the strength of it. But his +resentment was still surging. When Tarmillan went, and the three +students were left by themselves, Gourlay continued to nag and bluster, +for that blatant laugh of Armstrong's rankled in his mind. + +"I saw Hepburn in the street to-day," said Gillespie, by way of a +diversion. + +"Who's Hepburn?" snapped Gourlay. + +"Oh, don't you remember? He's the big Border chap who got into a row +with auld Tam on the day you won your prize essay." (That should surely +appease the fool, thought Gillespie.) "It was only for the fun of the +thing Hepburn was at College, for he has lots of money; and, here, he +never apologized to Tam! He said he would go down first." + +"He was damned right," spluttered Gourlay. "Some of these profs. think +too much of themselves. They wouldn't bully _me_! There's good stuff in +the Gourlays," he went on with a meaning look at Armstrong; "they're not +to be scoffed at. I would stand insolence from no man." + +"Ay, man," said Armstrong, "would you face up to a professor?" + +"Wouldn't I?" said the tipsy youth; "and to you, too, if you went too +far." + +He became so quarrelsome as the night went on that his comrades filled +him up with drink, in the hope of deadening his ruffled sensibilities. +It was, "Yes, yes, Jack; but never mind about that! Have another drink, +just to show there's no ill-feeling among friends." + +When they left the Howff they went to Gillespie's and drank more, and +after that they roamed about the town. At two in the morning the other +two brought Gourlay to his door. He was assuring Armstrong he was not a +gentleman. + +When he went to bed the fancied insult he had suffered swelled to +monstrous proportions in his fevered brain. Did Armstrong despise him? +The thought was poison! He lay in brooding anger, and his mind was +fluent in wrathful harangues in some imaginary encounter of the future, +in which he was a glorious victor. He flowed in eloquent scorn of +Armstrong and his ways. If I could talk like this always, he thought, +what a fellow I would be! He seemed gifted with uncanny insight into +Armstrong's character. He noted every weakness in the rushing whirl of +his thoughts, set them in order one by one, saw himself laying bare the +man with savage glee when next they should encounter. He would whiten +the big brute's face by showing he had probed him to the quick. Just let +him laugh at me again, thought Gourlay, and I'll analyze each mean quirk +of his dirty soul to him! + +The drink was dying in him now, for the trio had walked for more than an +hour through the open air when they left Gillespie's rooms. The +stupefaction of alcohol was gone, leaving his brain morbidly alive. He +was anxious to sleep, but drowsy dullness kept away. His mind began to +visualize of its own accord, independent of his will; and, one after +another, a crowd of pictures rose vivid in the darkness of his brain. He +saw them as plainly as you see this page, but with a different +clearness--for they seemed unnatural, belonging to a morbid world. Nor +did one suggest the other; there was no connection between them; each +came vivid of its own accord. + +First it was an old pit-frame on a barren moor, gaunt, against the +yellow west. Gourlay saw bars of iron, left when the pit was abandoned, +reddened by the rain; and the mounds of rubbish, and the scattered +bricks, and the rusty clinkers from the furnace, and the melancholy +shining pools. A four-wheeled old trolley had lost two of its wheels, +and was tilted at a slant, one square end of it resting on the ground. + +"Why do I think of an old pit?" he thought angrily; "curse it! why can't +I sleep?" + +Next moment he was gazing at a ruined castle, its mouldering walls +mounded atop with decaying rubble; from a loose crumb of mortar a long, +thin film of the spider's weaving stretched bellying away to a tall weed +waving on the crazy brink. Gourlay saw its glisten in the wind. He saw +each crack in the wall, each stain of lichen; a myriad details stamped +themselves together on his raw mind. Then a constant procession of +figures passed across the inner curtain of his closed eyes. Each figure +was cowled; but when it came directly opposite, it turned and looked at +him with a white face. "Stop, stop!" cried his mind; "I don't want to +think of you, I don't want to think of you, I don't want to think of +you! Go away!" But as they came of themselves, so they went of +themselves. He could not banish them. + +He turned on his side, but a hundred other pictures pursued him. From +an inland hollow he saw the great dawn flooding up from the sea, over a +sharp line of cliff, wave after wave of brilliance surging up the +heavens. The landward slope of the cliff was gray with dew. The inland +hollow was full of little fields, divided by stone walls, and he could +not have recalled the fields round Barbie with half their distinctness. +For a moment they possessed his brain. Then an autumn wood rose on his +vision. He was gazing down a vista of yellow leaves; a long, deep +slanting cleft, framed in lit foliage. Leaves, leaves; everywhere yellow +leaves, luminous, burning. He saw them falling through the lucid air. +The scene was as vivid as fire to his brain, though of magic stillness. +Then the foliage changed suddenly to great serpents twined about the +boughs. Their colours were of monstrous beauty. They glistened as they +moved. + +He leapt in his bed with a throb of horror. Could this be the delirium +of drink? But no; he had often had an experience like this when he was +sleepless; he had the learned description of it pat and ready; it was +only automatic visualization. + +Damn! Why couldn't he sleep? He flung out of bed, uncorked a bottle with +his teeth, tilted it up, and gulped the gurgling fire in the darkness. +Ha! that was better. + +His room was already gray with the coming dawn. He went to the window +and opened it. The town was stirring uneasily in its morning sleep. +Somewhere in the distance a train was shunting; _clank, clank, clank_ +went the wagons. What an accursed sound! A dray went past the end of his +street rumbling hollowly, and the rumble died drearily away. Then the +footsteps of an early workman going to his toil were heard in the +deserted thoroughfare. Gourlay looked down and saw him pass far beneath +him on the glimmering pavement. He was whistling. Why did the fool +whistle? What had he got to whistle about? It was unnatural that one +man should go whistling to his work, when another had not been able to +sleep the whole night long. + +He took another vast glut of whisky, and the moment after was dead to +the world. + +He was awakened at eight o'clock by a monstrous hammering on his door. +By the excessive loudness of the first knock he heard on returning to +consciousness, he knew that his landlady had lost her temper in trying +to get him up. Ere he could shout she had thumped again. He stared at +the ceiling in sullen misery. The middle of his tongue was as dry as +bark. + +For his breakfast there were thick slabs of rancid bacon, from the top +of which two yellow eggs had spewed themselves away among the cold +gravy. His gorge rose at them. He nibbled a piece of dry bread and +drained the teapot; then shouldering into his greatcoat, he tramped off +to the University. + +It was a wretched morning. The wind had veered once more, and a cold +drizzle of rain was falling through a yellow fog. The reflections of the +street lamps in the sloppy pavement went down through spiral gleams to +an infinite depth of misery. Young Gourlay's brain was aching from his +last night's debauch, and his body was weakened with the want both of +sleep and food. The cold yellow mist chilled him to the bone. What a +fool I was to get drunk last night, he thought. Why am I here? Why am I +trudging through mud and misery to the University? What has it all got +to do with me? Oh, what a fool I am, what a fool! + +"Drown dull care," said the devil in his ear. + +He took a sixpence from his trousers pocket, and looked down at the +white bit of money in his hand till it was wet with the falling rain. +Then he went into a flashy tavern, and, standing by a sloppy bar, drank +sixpenny-worth of cheap whisky. It went to his head at once, owing to +his want of food, and with a dull warm feeling in his body he lurched +off to his first lecture for the day. His outlook on the world had +changed. The fog was now a comfortable yellowness. "Freedom and whisky +gang thegither: tak aff your dram," he quoted to his own mind. "That +stuff did me good. Whisky's the boy to fettle you." + +He was in his element the moment he entered the classroom. It was a bear +garden. The most moral individual has his days of perversity when a +malign fate compels him to show the worst he has in him. A Scottish +university class--which is many most moral individuals--has a similar +eruptive tendency when it gets into the hands of a weak professor. It +will behave well enough for a fortnight, then a morning comes when +nothing can control it. This was a morning of the kind. The lecturer, +who was an able man but a weakling, had begun by apologizing for the +condition of his voice, on the ground that he had a bad cold. Instantly +every man in the class was blowing his nose. One fellow, of a most +portentous snout, who could trumpet like an elephant, with a last +triumphant snort sent his handkerchief across the room. When called to +account for his conduct, "Really, sir," he said, "er-er-oom--bad cold!" +Uprose a universal sneeze. Then the "roughing" began, to the tune of +"John Brown's body lies a-mouldering in the grave"--which no man seemed +to sing, but every man could hear. They were playing the tune with their +feet. + +The lecturer glared with white repugnance at his tormentors. + +Young Gourlay flung himself heart and soul into the cruel baiting. It +was partly from his usual love of showing off, partly from the drink +still seething within him, but largely, also, as a reaction from his +morning's misery. This was another way of drowning reflection. The +morbidly gloomy one moment often shout madly on the next. + +At last the lecturer plunged wildly at the door and flung it open. +"Go!" he shrieked, and pointed in superb dismissal. + +A hundred and fifty barbarians sat where they were, and laughed at him; +and he must needs come back to the platform, with a baffled and +vindictive glower. + +He was just turning, as it chanced, when young Gourlay put his hands to +his mouth and bellowed "_Cock-a-doodle-do_!" + +Ere the roar could swell, the lecturer had leapt to the front of the +rostrum with flaming eyes. "Mr. Gourlay," he screamed furiously--"you +there, sir; you will apologize humbly to me for this outrage at the end +of the hour." + +There was a womanish shrillness in the scream, a kind of hysteria on the +stretch, that (contrasted with his big threat) might have provoked them +at other times to a roar of laughter. But there was a sincerity in his +rage to-day that rose above its faults of manner; and an immediate +silence took the room--the more impressive for the former noise. Every +eye turned to Gourlay. He sat gaping at the lecturer. + +If he had been swept to the anteroom there and then, he would have been +cowed by the suddenness of his own change, from a loud tormentor in the +company of others, to a silent culprit in a room alone. And apologies +would have been ready to tumble out, while he was thus loosened by +surprise and fear. + +Unluckily he had time to think, and the longer he thought the more +sullen he became. It was only an accident that led to his discovery, +while the rest escaped; and that the others should escape, when they +were just as much to blame as he was, was an injustice that made him +furious. His anger was equally divided between the cursed mischance +itself, the teacher who had "jumped" on him so suddenly, and the other +rowdies who had escaped to laugh at his discomfiture; he had the same +burning resentment to them all. When he thought of his chuckling +fellow-students, they seemed to engross his rage; when he thought of the +mishap, he damned it and nothing else; when he thought of the lecturer, +he felt he had no rage to fling away upon others--the Snuffler took it +all. As his mind shot backwards and forwards in an angry gloom, it +suddenly encountered the image of his father. Not a professor of the +lot, he reflected, could stand the look of black Gourlay. And he +wouldn't knuckle under, either, so he wouldn't. He came of a hardy +stock. He would show them! He wasn't going to lick dirt for any man. Let +him punish all or none, for they had all been kicking up a row--why, big +Cunningham had been braying like an ass only a minute before. + +He spied Armstrong and Gillespie glinting across at him with a curious +look: they were wondering whether he had courage enough to stand to his +guns with a professor. He knew the meaning of the look, and resented it. +He was on his mettle before them, it seemed. The fellow who had +swaggered at the Howff last night about "what _he_ would do if a +professor jumped on _him_," mustn't prove wanting in the present trial, +beneath the eyes of those on whom he had imposed his blatancy. + +When we think of what Gourlay did that day, we must remember that he was +soaked in alcohol--not merely with his morning's potation, but with the +dregs of previous carousals. And the dregs of drink, a thorough toper +will tell you, never leave him. He is drunk on Monday with his +Saturday's debauch. As "Drucken Wabster" of Barbie put it once, "When a +body's hard up, his braith's a consolation." If that be so--and Wabster, +remember, was an expert whose opinion on this matter is entitled to the +highest credence--if that be so, it proves the strength and persistence +of a thorough alcoholic impregnation, or, as Wabster called it, of "a +good soak." In young Gourlay's case, at any rate, the impregnation was +enduring and complete. He was like a rag steeped in fusel oil. + +As the end of the hour drew near, he sank deeper in his dogged +sullenness. When the class streamed from the large door on the right, he +turned aside to the little anteroom on the left, with an insolent swing +of the shoulders. He knew the fellows were watching him curiously--he +felt their eyes upon his back. And, therefore, as he went through the +little door, he stood for a moment on his right foot, and waggled his +left, on a level with his hip behind, in a vulgar derision of them, the +professor, and the whole situation. That was a fine taunt flung back at +them! + +There is nothing on earth more vindictive than a weakling. When he gets +a chance he takes revenge for everything his past cowardice forced him +to endure. The timid lecturer, angry at the poor figure he had cut on +the platform, was glad to take it out of young Gourlay for the +wrongdoing of the class. Gourlay was their scapegoat. The lecturer had +no longer over a hundred men to deal with, but one lout only, sullen yet +shrinking in the room before him. Instead of coming to the point at +once, he played with his victim. It was less from intentional cruelty +than from an instinctive desire to recover his lost feeling of +superiority. The class was his master, but here was one of them he could +cow at any rate. + +"Well?" he asked, bringing his thin finger-tips together, and flinging +one thigh across the other. + +Gourlay shuffled his feet uneasily. + +"Yes?" inquired the other, enjoying his discomfiture. + +Gourlay lowered. "Whatna gate was this to gang on? Why couldn't he let a +blatter out of his thin mouth, and ha' done wi't?" + +"I'm waiting!" said the lecturer. + +The words "I apologize" rose in Gourlay, but refused to pass his throat. +No, he wouldn't, so he wouldn't! He would see the lecturer far enough, +ere he gave an apology before it was expressly required. + +"Oh, that's the line you go on, is it?" said the lecturer, nodding his +head as if he had sized up a curious animal. "I see, I see! You add +contumacy to insolence, do you?... Imphm." + +Gourlay was not quite sure what contumacy meant, and the uncertainty +added to his anger. + +"There were others making a noise besides me," he blurted. "I don't see +why _I_ should be blamed for it all." + +"Oh, you don't see why _you_ should be had up, indeed? I think we'll +bring you to a different conclusion. Yes, I think so." + +Gourlay, being forced to stand always on the one spot, felt himself +swaying in a drunken stupor. He blinked at the lecturer like an angry +owl--the blinking regard of a sodden mind, yet fiery with a spiteful +rage. His wrath was rising and falling like a quick tide. He would have +liked one moment to give a rein to the Gourlay temper, and let the +lecturer have it hot and strong; the next, he was quivering in a +cowardly horror of the desperate attempt he had so nearly made. Curse +his tormentor! Why did he keep him here, when his head was aching so +badly? Another taunt was enough to spring his drunken rage. + +"I wonder what you think you came to College for?" said the lecturer. "I +have been looking at your records in the class. They're the worst I ever +saw. And you're not content with that, it seems. You add misbehaviour to +gross stupidity." + +"To hell wi' ye!" said Gourlay. + +There was a feeling in the room as if the air was stunned. The silence +throbbed. + +The lecturer, who had risen, sat down suddenly as if going at the knees, +and went white about the gills. Some men would have swept the ruffian +with a burst of generous wrath, a few might have pitied in their anger; +but this young Solomon was thin and acid, a vindictive rat. Unable to +cow the insolent in present and full-blooded rage, he fell to thinking +of the great machine he might set in motion to destroy him. As he sat +there in silence, his eyes grew ferrety, and a sleek revenge peeped from +the corners of his mouth. "I'll show him what I'll do to him for this!" +is a translation of his thought. He was thinking, with great +satisfaction to himself, of how the Senatus would deal with young +Gourlay. + +Gourlay grew weak with fear the moment the words escaped him. They had +been a thunderclap to his own ears. He had been thinking them, but--as +he pleaded far within him now--had never meant to utter them; they had +been mere spume off the surge of cowardly wrath seething up within him, +longing to burst, but afraid. It was the taunt of stupidity that fired +his drunken vanity to blurt them forth. + +The lecturer eyed him sideways where he shrank in fear. "You may go," he +said at last. "I will report your conduct to the University." + + * * * * * + +Gourlay was sitting alone in his room when he heard that he had been +expelled. For many days he had drunk to deaden fear, but he was sober +now, being newly out of bed. A dreary ray of sunshine came through the +window, and fell on a wisp of flame blinking in the grate. As Gourlay +sat, his eyes fixed dully on the faded ray, a flash of intuition laid +his character bare to him. He read himself ruthlessly. It was not by +conscious effort; insight was uncanny and apart from will. He saw that +blatancy had joined with weakness, morbidity with want of brains; and +that the results of these, converging to a point, had produced the +present issue, his expulsion. His mind recognized how logical the issue +was, assenting wearily as to a problem proved. Given those qualities, in +those circumstances, what else could have happened? And such a weakling +as he knew himself to be could never--he thought--make effort sufficient +to alter his qualities. A sense of fatalism came over him, as of one +doomed. He bowed his head, and let his arms fall by the sides of his +chair, dropping them like a spent swimmer ready to sink. The sudden +revelation of himself to himself had taken the heart out of him. "I'm a +waster!" he said aghast. And then, at the sound of his own voice, a fear +came over him, a fear of his own nature; and he started to his feet and +strode feverishly, as if by mere locomotion, to escape from his clinging +and inherent ill. It was as if he were trying to run away from himself. + +He faced round at the mirror on his mantel, and looked at his own image +with staring and startled eyes, his mouth open, the breath coming hard +through his nostrils. "You're a gey ill ane," he said; "you're a gey ill +ane! My God, where have you landed yourself?" + +He went out to escape from his thoughts. Instinctively he turned to the +Howff for consolation. + +With the panic despair of the weak, he abandoned hope of his character +at its first collapse, and plunged into a wild debauch, to avoid +reflecting where it would lead him in the end. But he had a more +definite reason for prolonging his bout in Edinburgh. He was afraid to +go home and meet his father. He shrank, in visioning fear, before the +dour face, loaded with scorn, that would swing round to meet him as he +entered through the door. Though he swore every night in his cups that +he would "square up to the Governor the morn, so he would!" always, when +the cold light came, fear of the interview drove him to his cups again. +His courage zigzagged, as it always did; one moment he towered in +imagination, the next he grovelled in fear. + +Sometimes, when he was fired with whisky, another element entered into +his mood, no less big with destruction. It was all his father's fault +for sending him to Edinburgh, and no matter what happened, it would +serve the old fellow right! He had a kind of fierce satisfaction in his +own ruin, because his ruin would show them at home what a mistake they +had made in sending him to College. It was the old man's tyranny, in +forcing him to College, that had brought all this on his miserable head. +Well, he was damned glad, so he was, that they should be punished at +home by their own foolish scheme--it had punished _him_ enough, for one. +And then he would set his mouth insolent and hard, and drink the more +fiercely, finding a consolation in the thought that his tyrannical +father would suffer through his degradation too. + +At last he must go home. He drifted to the station aimlessly; he had +ceased to be self-determined. His compartment happened to be empty; so, +free to behave as he liked, he yelled music-hall snatches in a tuneless +voice, hammering with his feet on the wooden floor. The noise pleased +his sodden mind, which had narrowed to a comfortable stupor--outside of +which his troubles seemed to lie, as if they belonged not to him but to +somebody else. With the same sodden interest he was staring through the +window, at one of the little stations on the line, when a boy, pointing, +said, "_Flat white nose!_" and Gourlay laughed uproariously, adding at +the end, "He's a clever chield, that; my nose _would_ look flat and +white against the pane." But this outbreak of mirth seemed to break in +on his comfortable vagueness; it roused him by a kind of reaction to +think of home, and of what his father would say. A minute after he had +been laughing so madly, he was staring sullenly in front of him. Well, +it didn't matter; it was all the old fellow's fault, and he wasn't going +to stand any of his jaw. "None of your jaw, John Gourlay!" he said, +nodding his head viciously, and thrusting out his clenched fist--"none +of your jaw; d'ye hear?" + +He crept into Barbie through the dusk. It had been market-day, and +knots of people were still about the streets. Gourlay stole softly +through the shadows, and turned his coat-collar high about his ears. He +nearly ran into two men who were talking apart, and his heart stopped +dead at their words. + +"No, no, Mr. Gourlay," said one of them; "it's quite impossible. I'm not +unwilling to oblige ye, but I cannot take the risk." + +John heard the mumble of his father's voice. + +"Well," said the other reluctantly, "if ye get the baker and Tam Wylie +for security? I'll be on the street for another half-hour." + +"Another half-hour!" thought John with relief. He would not have to face +his father the moment he went in. He would be able to get home before +him. He crept on through the gloaming to the House with the Green +Shutters. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + + +There had been fine cackling in Barbie as Gourlay's men dropped away +from him one by one; and now it was worse than ever. When Jimmy Bain and +Sandy Cross were dismissed last winter, "He canna last long now," mused +the bodies; and then when even Riney got the sack, "Lord!" they cried, +"this maun be the end o't." The downfall of Gourlay had an unholy +fascination for his neighbours, and that not merely because of their +dislike to the man. That was a whet to their curiosity, of course; but, +over and above it, they seemed to be watching, with bated breath, for +the final collapse of an edifice that was bound to fall. Simple +expectation held them. It was a dramatic interest--of suspense, yet +certainty--that had them in its grip. "He's _bound_ to come down," said +Certainty. "Yes; but _when_, though?" cried Curiosity, all the more +eager because of its instinct for the coming crash. And so they waited +for the great catastrophe which they felt to be so near. It was as if +they were watching the tragedy near at hand, and noting with keen +interest every step in it that must lead to inevitable ruin. That +invariably happens when a family tragedy is played out in the midst of a +small community. Each step in it is discussed with a prying interest +that is neither malevolent nor sympathetic, but simply curious. In this +case it was chiefly malevolent--only because Gourlay had been such a +brute to Barbie. + +Though there were thus two reasons for public interest, the result was +one and the same--a constant tittle-tattling. Particular spite and a +more general curiosity brought the grain merchant's name on to every +tongue. Not even in the gawcey days of its prosperity had the House with +the Green Shutters been so much talked of. + +"Pride _will_ have a downcome," said some, with a gleg look and a smack +of the lip, trying to veil their personal malevolence in a common +proverb. "He's simply in debt in every corner," goldered the keener +spirits; "he never had a brain for business. He's had money for stuff +he's unable to deliver! Not a day gangs by but the big blue envelopes +are coming. How do I ken? say ye! How do I ken, indeed? Oh-ooh, I ken +perfectly. Perfectly! It was Postie himsell that telled me." + +Yet all this was merely guesswork. For Gourlay had hitherto gone away +from Barbie for his moneys and accommodations, so that the bodies could +only surmise; they had nothing definite to go on. And through it all the +gurly old fellow kept a brave front to the world. He was thinking of +retiring, he said, and gradually drawing in his business. This offhand +and lordly, to hide the patent diminution of his trade. + +"Hi-hi!" said the old Provost, with a cruel laugh, when he heard of +Gourlay's remark--"drawing in his business, ay! It's like Lang Jean +Lingleton's waist, I'm thinking. It's thin eneugh drawn a'readys!" + +On the morning of the last market-day he was ever to see in Barbie, old +Gourlay was standing at the green gate, when the postman came up with a +smirk, and put a letter in his hand. He betrayed a wish to hover in +gossip, while Gourlay opened his letter, but "Less lip!" said surly +John, and the fellow went away. + +Ere he had reached the corner, a gowl of anger and grief struck his ear, +and he wheeled eagerly. + +Gourlay was standing with open mouth and outstretched arm, staring at +the letter in his clenched fist with a look of horror, as if it had +stung him. + +"My God!" he cried, "had _I_ not enough to thole?" + +"Aha!" thought Postie, "yon letter Wilson got this morning was correct, +then! His son had sent the true story. That letter o' Gourlay's had the +Edinburgh postmark; somebody has sent him word about his son.--Lord! +what a tit-bit for my rounds." + +Mrs. Gourlay, who was washing dishes, looked up to see her husband +standing in the kitchen door. His face frightened her. She had often +seen the blaze in his eye, and often the dark scowl, but never this +bloodless pallor in his cheek. Yet his eyes were flaming. + +"Ay, ay," he birred, "a fine job you have made of him!" + +"Oh, what is it?" she quavered, and the dish she was wiping clashed on +the floor. + +"That's it!" said he, "that's it! Breck the dishes next; breck the +dishes! Everything seems gaun to smash. If ye keep on lang eneugh, ye'll +put a bonny end till't or ye're bye wi't--the lot o' ye." + +The taunt passed in the anxiety that stormed her. + +"Tell me, see!" she cried, imperious in stress of appeal. "Oh, what is +it, John?" She stretched out her thin, red hands, and clasped them +tightly before her. "Is it from Embro? Is there ainything the matter +with _my_ boy? Is there ainything the matter with _my_ boy?" + +The hard eye surveyed her a while in grim contempt of her weakness. She +was a fluttering thing in his grip. + +"_Every_ thing's the matter with _your_ boy," he sneered slowly, +"_every_ thing's the matter with _your_ boy. And it's your fault too, +damn you, for you always spoiled him!" + +With sudden wrath he strode over to the famous range and threw the +letter within the great fender. + +"What is it?" he cried, wheeling round on his wife. "The son you were so +wild about sending to College has been flung in disgrace from its door! +That's what it is!" He swept from the house like a madman. + +Mrs. Gourlay sank into her old nursing chair and wailed, "Oh, my wean, +my wean; my dear, my poor dear!" She drew the letter from the ashes, but +could not read it for her tears. The words "drunkenness" and "expulsion" +swam before her eyes. The manner of his disgrace she did not care to +hear; she only knew her first-born was in sorrow. + +"Oh, my son, my son," she cried; "my laddie, my wee laddie!" She was +thinking of the time when he trotted at her petticoat. + +It was market-day, and Gourlay must face the town. There was interest +due on a mortgage which he could not pay; he must swallow his pride and +try to borrow it in Barbie. He thought of trying Johnny Coe, for Johnny +was of yielding nature, and had never been unfriendly. + +He turned, twenty yards from his gate, and looked at the House with the +Green Shutters. He had often turned to look back with pride at the +gawcey building on its terrace, but never as he looked to-day. All that +his life meant was bound up in that house--it had been the pride of the +Gourlays; now it was no longer his, and the Gourlays' pride was in the +dust--their name a by-word. As Gourlay looked, a robin was perched on +the quiet roof-tree, its breast vivid in the sun. One of his metaphors +flashed at the sight. "Shame is sitting there too," he muttered, and +added with a proud, angry snarl, "on the riggin' o' _my_ hoose!" + +He had a triple wrath to his son. He had not only ruined his own life; +he had destroyed his father's hope that by entering the ministry he +might restore the Gourlay reputation. Above all, he had disgraced the +House with the Green Shutters. That was the crown of his offending. +Gourlay felt for the house of his pride even more than for +himself--rather the house was himself; there was no division between +them. He had built it bluff to represent him to the world. It was his +character in stone and lime. He clung to it, as the dull, fierce mind, +unable to live in thought, clings to a material source of pride. And +John had disgraced it. Even if fortune took a turn for the better, Green +Shutters would be laughed at the country over, as the home of a +prodigal. + +As he went by the Cross, Wilson (Provost this long while) broke off a +conversation with Templandmuir, to yell, "It's gra-and weather, Mr. +Gourlay!" The men had not spoken for years. So to shout at poor Gourlay +in his black hour, from the pinnacle of civic greatness, was a fine +stroke: it was gloating, it was rubbing in the contrast. The words were +innocent, but that was nothing; whatever the remark, for a declared +enemy to address Gourlay in his shame was an insult: that was why Wilson +addressed him. There was something in the very loudness of his tones +that cried plainly, "Aha, Gourlay! Your son has disgraced you, my man!" +Gourlay glowered at the animal and plodded dourly. Ere he had gone ten +yards a coarse laugh came bellowing behind him. They saw the colour +surge up the back of his neck, to the roots of his hair. + +He stopped. Was his son's disgrace known in Barbie already? He had hoped +to get through the market-day without anybody knowing. But Wilson had a +son in Edinburgh; he had written, it was like. The salutation, +therefore, and the laugh, had both been uttered in derision. He wheeled, +his face black with the passionate blood. His mouth yawed with anger. +His voice had a moan of intensity. + +"What are 'e laughing at?" he said, with a mastering quietness.... +"Eh?... Just tell me, please, what you're laughing at." + +He was crouching for the grip, his hands out like a gorilla's. The quiet +voice, from the yawing mouth, beneath the steady, flaming eyes, was +deadly. There is something inhuman in a rage so still. + +"Eh?" he said slowly, and the moan seemed to come from the midst of a +vast intensity rather than a human being. It was the question that must +grind an answer. + +Wilson was wishing to all his gods that he had not insulted this awful +man. He remembered what had happened to Gibson. This, he had heard, was +the very voice with which Gourlay moaned, "Take your hand off _my_ +shouther!" ere he hurled Gibson through the window of the Red Lion. +Barbie might soon want a new Provost, if he ran in now. + +But there is always one way of evading punishment for a veiled insult, +and of adding to its sting by your evasion. Repudiate the remotest +thought of the protester. Thus you enjoy your previous gibe, with the +additional pleasure of making your victim seem a fool for thinking you +referred to him. You not only insult him on the first count, but send +him off with an additional hint that he isn't worth your notice. Wilson +was an adept in the art. + +"Man," he lied blandly, but his voice was quivering--"ma-a-an, I wasn't +so much as giving ye a thoat! It's verra strange if I cannot pass a joke +with my o-old friend Templandmuir without _you_ calling me to book. It's +a free country, I shuppose! Ye weren't in my mind at a-all. I have more +important matters to think of," he ventured to add, seeing he had +baffled Gourlay. + +For Gourlay was baffled. For a directer insult, an offensive gesture, +one fierce word, he would have hammered the road with the Provost. But +he was helpless before the bland, quivering lie. Maybe they werena +referring to him; maybe they knew nothing of John in Edinburgh; maybe he +had been foolishly suspeecious. A subtle yet baffling check was put upon +his anger. Madman as he was in wrath, he never struck without direct +provocation; there was none in this pulpy gentleness. And he was too +dull of wit to get round the common ruse and find a means of getting at +them. + +He let loose a great breath through his nostrils, as if releasing a +deadly force which he had pent within him, ready should he need to +spring. His mouth opened again, and he gaped at them with a great, +round, unseeing stare. Then he swung on his heel. + +But wrath clung round him like a garment. His anger fed on its +uncertainties. For that is the beauty of the Wilson method of insult: +you leave the poison in your victim's blood, and he torments himself. +"Was Wilson referring to _me_, after all?" he pondered slowly; and his +body surged at the thought. "If he was, I have let him get away +unkilled," and he clutched the hands whence Wilson had escaped. Suddenly +a flashing thought stopped him dead in the middle of his walk, staring +hornily before him. He had seen the point at last that a quicker man +would have seized on at the first. Why had Wilson thrust his damned +voice on him on this particular morning of all days in the year, if he +was not gloating over some news which he had just heard about the +Gourlays? It was as plain as daylight: his son had sent word from +Edinburgh. That was why he brayed and ho-ho-hoed when Gourlay went by. +Gourlay felt a great flutter of pulses against his collar; there was a +pain in his throat, an ache of madness in his breast. He turned once +more. But Wilson and the Templar had withdrawn discreetly to the Black +Bull; the street wasna canny. Gourlay resumed his way, his being a dumb +gowl of rage. His angry thought swept to John. Each insult, and fancied +insult, he endured that day was another item in the long account of +vengeance with his son. It was John who had brought all this flaming +round his ears--John whose colleging he had lippened to so muckle. The +staff on which he leaned had pierced him. By the eternal heavens he +would tramp it into atoms. His legs felt John beneath them. + +As the market grew busy, Gourlay was the aim of innumerable eyes. He +would turn his head to find himself the object of a queer, considering +look; then the eyes of the starer would flutter abashed, as though +detected spying the forbidden. The most innocent look at him was poison. +"Do they know?" was his constant thought; "have they heard the news? +What's Loranogie looking at me like that for?" + +Not a man ventured to address him about John--he had cowed them too +long. One man, however, showed a wish to try. A pretended sympathy, from +behind the veil of which you probe a man's anguish at your ease, is a +favourite weapon of human beasts anxious to wound. The Deacon longed to +try it on Gourlay. But his courage failed him. It was the only time he +was ever worsted in malignity. Never a man went forth, bowed down with a +recent shame, wounded and wincing from the public gaze, but that old +rogue hirpled up to him, and lisped with false smoothness: "Thirce me, +neebour, I'm thorry for ye! Thith ith a _terrible_ affair! It'th on +everybody'th tongue. But ye have my thympathy, neebour, ye have +tha-at--my warmetht thympathy." And all the while the shifty eyes above +the lying mouth would peer and probe, to see if the soul within the +other was writhing at his words. + +Now, though everybody was spying at Gourlay in the market, all were +giving him a wide berth; for they knew that he was dangerous. He was no +longer the man whom they had baited on the way to Skeighan; then he had +some control, now three years' calamities had fretted his temper to a +raw wound. To flick it was perilous. Great was the surprise of the +starers, therefore, when the idle old Deacon was seen to detach himself +and hail the grain merchant. Gourlay wheeled, and waited with a levelled +eye. All were agog at the sight--something would be sure to come o' +this--here would be an encounter worth the speaking o'. But the Deacon, +having toddled forward a bittock on his thin shanks, stopped half-roads, +took snuff, trumpeted into his big red handkerchief, and then, feebly +waving, "I'll thee ye again, Dyohn," clean turned tail and toddled back +to his cronies. + +A roar went up at his expense. + +"God!" said Tam Wylie, "did ye see yon? Gourlay stopped him wi' a +glower." + +But the laugh was maddening to Gourlay. Its readiness, its volume, +showed him that scores of folk had him in their minds, were watching +him, considering his position, cognizant of where he stood. "They ken," +he thought. "They were a' waiting to see what would happen. They wanted +to watch how Gourlay tholed the mention o' his son's disgrace. I'm a +kind o' show to them." + +Johnny Coe, idle and well-to-pass, though he had no business of his own +to attend to, was always present where business men assembled. It was a +gra-and way of getting news. To-day, however, Gourlay could not find +him. He went into the cattle mart to see if he was there. For two years +now Barbie had a market for cattle, on the first Tuesday of the month. + +The auctioneer, a jovial dog, was in the middle of his roaring game. A +big red bullock, the coat of which made a rich colour in the ring, came +bounding in, scared at its surroundings--staring one moment and the next +careering. + +"There's meat for you," said he of the hammer; "see how it runs! How +much am I offered for _this_ fine bullock?" He sing-songed, always +saying "_this_ fine bullock" in exactly the same tone of voice. +"Thirteen pounds for _this_ fine bullock; thirteen-five; thirteen-ten; +thirteen-ten for _this_ fine bullock; thirteen-ten; any further bids on +thirteen-ten? why, it's worth that for the colour o't; thank ye, +sir--thirteen-fifteen; fourteen pounds; fourteen pounds for _this_ fine +bullock; see how the stot stots[7] about the ring; that joke should +raise him another half-sovereign; ah, I knew it would--fourteen-five; +fourteen-five for _this_ fine bullock; fourteen-ten; no more than +fourteen-ten for _this_ fine bullock; going at fourteen-ten; +gone--Irrendavie." + +Now that he was in the circle, however, the mad, big, handsome beast +refused to go out again. When the cattlemen would drive him to the yard, +he snorted and galloped round, till he had to be driven from the ring +with blows. When at last he bounded through the door, he flung up his +heels with a bellow, and sent the sand of his arena showering on the +people round. + +"I seh!" roared Brodie in his coarsest voice, from the side of the ring +opposite to Gourlay. "I seh, owctioner! That maun be a College-bred +stot, from the way he behaves. He flung dirt at his masters, and had to +be expelled." + +"Put Brodie in the ring and rowp him!" cried Irrendavie. "He roars like +a bill, at ony rate." + +There was a laugh at Brodie, true; but it was at Gourlay that a hundred +big red faces turned to look. He did not look at them, though. He sent +his eyes across the ring at Brodie. + +"Lord!" said Irrendavie, "it's weel for Brodie that the ring's acqueesh +them! Gourlay'll murder somebody yet. Red hell lap out o' his e'en when +he looked at Brodie." + +Gourlay's suspicion that his son's disgrace was a matter of common +knowledge had now become a certainty. Brodie's taunt showed that +everybody knew it. He walked out of the building very quietly, pale but +resolute; no meanness in his carriage, no cowering. He was an arresting +figure of a man as he stood for a moment in the door and looked round +for the man whom he was seeking. "Weel, weel," he was thinking, "I maun +thole, I suppose. They were under _my_ feet for many a day, and they're +taking their advantage now." + +But though he could thole, his anger against John was none the less. It +was because they had been under his feet for many a day that John's +conduct was the more heinous. It was his son's conduct that gave +Gourlay's enemies their first opportunity against him, that enabled them +to turn the tables. They might sneer at his trollop of a wife, they +might sneer at his want of mere cleverness; still he held his head high +amongst them. They might suspect his poverty; but so far, for anything +they knew, he might have thousands behind him. He owed not a man in +Barbie. The appointments of Green Shutters were as brave as ever. The +selling of his horses, the dismissal of his men, might mean the +completion of a fortune, not its loss. Hitherto, then, he was +invulnerable--so he reasoned. It was his son's disgrace that gave the +men he had trodden under foot the first weapon they could use against +him. That was why it was more damnable in Gourlay's eyes than the +conduct of all the prodigals that ever lived. It had enabled his foes to +get their knife into him at last, and they were turning the dagger in +the wound. All owing to the boy on whom he had staked such hopes of +keeping up the Gourlay name! His account with John was lengthening +steadily. + +Coe was nowhere to be seen. At last Gourlay made up his mind to go out +and make inquiries at his house, out the Fleckie Road. It was a quiet, +big house, standing by itself, and Gourlay was glad there was nobody to +see him. + +It was Miss Coe herself who answered his knock at the door. + +She was a withered old shrew, with fifty times the spunk of Johnny. On +her thin wrists and long hands there was always a pair of bright red +mittens, only her finger-tips showing. Her far-sunken and toothless +mouth was always working, with a sucking motion of the lips; and her +round little knob of a sticking-out chin munched up and down when she +spoke, a long, stiff whitish hair slanting out its middle. However much +you wished to avoid doing so, you could not keep your eyes from staring +at that solitary hair while she was addressing you. It worked up and +down so, keeping time to every word she spoke. + +"Is your brother in?" said Gourlay. He was too near reality in this sad +pass of his to think of "mistering." "Is your brother in?" said he. + +"No-a!" she shrilled--for Miss Coe answered questions with an +old-maidish scream, as if the news she was giving must be a great +surprise both to you and her. "No-a!" she skirled; "he's no-a in-a. Was +it ainything particular?" + +"No," said Gourlay heavily. "I--I just wanted to see him," and he +trudged away. + +Miss Coe looked after him for a moment ere she closed the door. "He's +wanting to barrow money," she cried; "I'm nearly sure o't! I maun +caution Johnny when he comes back frae Fleckie, afore he gangs east the +toon. Gourlay could get him to do ocht! He always admired the brute--I'm +sure I kenna why. Because he's siccan a silly body himsell, I suppose!" + +It was after dark when Gourlay met Coe on the street. He drew him aside +in the shadows, and asked for a loan of eighty pounds. + +Johnny stammered a refusal. "Hauf the bawbees is mine," his sister had +skirled, "and I daur ye to do ony siccan thing, John Coe!" + +"It's only for a time," pleaded Gourlay; "and, by God," he flashed, +"it's hell in _my_ throat to ask from any man." + +"No, no, Mr. Gourlay," said Johnny, "it's quite impossible. I've always +looked up to ye, and I'm not unwilling to oblige ye, but I cannot take +the risk." + +"Risk!" said Gourlay, and stared at the darkness. By hook or by crook +he must raise the money to save the House with the Green Shutters. It +was no use trying the bank; he had a letter from the banker in his desk, +to tell him that his account was overdrawn. And yet if the interest were +not paid at once, the lawyers in Glasgow would foreclose, and the +Gourlays would be flung upon the street. His proud soul must eat dirt, +if need be, for the sake of eighty pounds. + +"If I get the baker or Tam Wylie to stand security," he asked, "would ye +not oblige me? I think they would do it. I have always felt they +respected me." + +"Well," said Johnny slowly, fearing his sister's anger, "if ye get the +baker and Tam Wylie for security. I'll be on the street for another +half-hour." + +A figure, muffled in a greatcoat, was seen stealing off through the +shadows. + +"God's curse on whoever that is," snarled Gourlay, "creeping up to +listen to our talk!" + +"I don't think so," said Johnny; "it seemed a young chap trying to hide +himself." + +Gourlay failed to get his securities. The baker, though a poor man, +would have stood for him, if Tam Wylie would have joined; but Tam would +not budge. He was as clean as gray granite, and as hard. + +So Gourlay trudged home through the darkness, beaten at last, mad with +shame and anger and foreboding. + +The first thing he saw on entering the kitchen was his son--sitting +muffled in his coat by the great fender. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[7] _Stot_, a bullock; _to stot_, to bound. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + + +Janet and her mother saw a quiver run through Gourlay as he stood and +glowered from the threshold. He seemed of monstrous bulk and +significance, filling the doorway in his silence. + +The quiver that went through him was a sign of his contending angers, +his will struggling with the tumult of wrath that threatened to spoil +his revenge. To fell that huddled oaf with a blow would be a poor return +for all he had endured because of him. He meant to sweat punishment out +of him drop by drop, with slow and vicious enjoyment. But the sudden +sight of that living disgrace to the Gourlays woke a wild desire to leap +on him at once and glut his rage--a madness which only a will like his +could control. He quivered with the effort to keep it in. + +To bring a beaten and degraded look into a man's face, rend manhood out +of him in fear, is a sight that makes decent men wince in pain; for it +is an outrage on the decency of life, an offence to natural religion, a +violation of the human sanctities. Yet Gourlay had done it once and +again. I saw him "down" a man at the Cross once, a big man with a viking +beard, dark brown, from which you would have looked for manliness. +Gourlay, with stabbing eyes, threatened, and birred, and "downed" him, +till he crept away with a face like chalk, and a hunted, furtive eye. +Curiously it was his manly beard that made the look such a pain, for its +contrasting colour showed the white face of the coward--and a coward +had no right to such a beard. A grim and cruel smile went after him as +he slunk away. "_Ha!_" barked Gourlay, in lordly and pursuing scorn, and +the fellow leapt where he walked as the cry went through him. To break a +man's spirit so, take that from him which he will never recover while he +lives, send him slinking away _animo castrato_--for that is what it +comes to--is a sinister outrage of the world. It is as bad as the rape +of a woman, and ranks with the sin against the Holy Ghost--derives from +it, indeed. Yet it was this outrage that Gourlay meant to work upon his +son. He would work him down and down, this son of his, till he was less +than a man, a frightened, furtive animal. Then, perhaps, he would give a +loose to his other rage, unbuckle his belt, and thrash the grown man +like a wriggling urchin on the floor. + +As he stood glowering from the door Mrs. Gourlay rose, with an appealing +cry of "_John!_" But Gourlay put his eye on her, and she sank into her +chair, staring up at him in terror. The strings of the tawdry cap she +wore seemed to choke her, and she unfastened them with nervous fingers, +fumbling long beneath her lifted chin to get them loose. She did not +remove the cap, but let the strings dangle by her jaw. The silly bits of +cloth waggling and quivering, as she turned her head repeatedly from son +to husband and from husband to son, added to her air of helplessness and +inefficiency. Once she whispered with ghastly intensity, "_God have +mercy!_" + +For a length of time there was a loaded silence. + +Gourlay went up to the hearth, and looked down on his son from near at +hand. John shrank down in his greatcoat. A reek of alcohol rose from +around him. Janet whimpered. + +But when Gourlay spoke it was with deadly quietude. The moan was in his +voice. So great was his controlled wrath that he drew in great, +shivering breastfuls of air between the words, as if for strength to +utter them; and they quavered forth on it again. He seemed weakened by +his own rage. + +"Ay, man!" he breathed.... "Ye've won hame, I observe!... Dee-ee-ar +me!... Im-phm!" + +The contrast between the lowness of his voice and his steady, breathing +anger that possessed the air (they felt it coming as on waves) was +demoniac, appalling. + +John could not speak; he was paralyzed by fear. To have this vast +hostile force touch him, yet be still, struck him dumb. Why did his +father not break out on him at once? What did he mean? What was he going +to do? The jamb of the fireplace cut his right shoulder as he cowered +into it, to get away as far as he could. + +"I'm saying ... ye've won hame!" quivered Gourlay in a deadly slowness, +and his eyes never left his son. + +And still the son made no reply. In the silence the ticking of the big +clock seemed to fill their world. They were conscious of nothing else. +It smote the ear. + +"Ay," John gulped at last from a throat that felt closing. The answer +seemed dragged out of him by the insistent silence. + +"Just so-a!" breathed his father, and his eyes opened in wide flame. He +heaved with the great breath he drew.... "Im-phm!" he drawled. + +He went through to the scullery at the back of the kitchen to wash his +hands. Through the open door Janet and her mother--looking at each other +with affrighted eyes--could hear him sneering at intervals, "Ay, +man!"... "Just that, now!"... "Im-phm!" And again, "Ay, ay!... +Dee-ee-ar me!" in grim, falsetto irony. + +When he came back to the kitchen he turned to Janet, and left his son in +a suspended agony. + +"Ay, woman, Jenny, ye're there!" he said, and nipped her ear as he +passed over to his chair. "Were ye in Skeighan the day?" + +"Ay, faither," she answered. + +"And what did the Skeighan doctor say?" + +She raised her large pale eyes to his with a strange look. Then her head +sank low on her breast. + +"Nothing!" she said at last. + +"Nothing!" said he. "Nothing for nothing, then. I hope you didna pay +him?" + +"No, faither," she answered. "I hadna the bawbees." + +"When did ye get back?" he asked. + +"Just after--just after----" Her eyes flickered over to John, as if she +were afraid of mentioning his name. + +"Oh, just after this gentleman! But there's noathing strange in tha-at; +you were always after him. You were born after him, and considered after +him; he aye had the best o't.--I howp _you_ are in good health?" he +sneered, turning to his son. "It would never do for a man to break down +at the outset o' a great career!... For ye _are_ at the outset o' a +great career; are ye na?" + +His speech was as soft as the foot of a tiger, and sheathed as rending a +cruelty. There was no escaping the crouching stealth of it. If he had +leapt with a roar, John's drunken fury might have lashed itself to rage. +But the younger and weaker man was fascinated and helpless before the +creeping approach of so monstrous a wrath. + +"Eh?" asked Gourlay softly, when John made no reply; "I'm saying you're +at the outset o' a great career; are ye no? Eh?" + +Soft as his "Eh" was in utterance, it was insinuating, pursuing; it had +to be answered. + +"No," whimpered John. + +"Well, well; you're maybe at the end o't! Have ye been studying hard?" + +"Yes," lied John. + +"That's right!" cried his father with great heartiness. "There's my +brave fellow! Noathing like studying!... And no doubt"--he leaned over +suavely--"and no doubt ye've brought a wheen prizes home wi' ye as +usual? Eh?" + +There was no answer. + +"Eh?" + +"No," gulped the cowerer. + +"_Nae_ prizes!" cried Gourlay, and his eyebrows went up in a pretended +surprise. "_Nae-ae_ prizes! Ay, man! Fow's that, na?" + +Young Gourlay was being reduced to the condition of a beaten child, who, +when his mother asks if he has been a bad boy, is made to sob "Yes" at +her knee. "Have you been a good boy?" she asks--"No," he pants; and "Are +you sorry for being a bad boy?"--"Yes," he sobs; and "Will you be a good +boy now, then?"--"Yes," he almost shrieks, in his desire to be at one +with his mother. Young Gourlay was being equally beaten from his own +nature, equally battered under by another personality. Only he was not +asked to be a good boy. He might gang to hell for anything auld Gourlay +cared--when once he had bye with him. + +Even as he degraded his son to this state of unnatural cowardice, +Gourlay felt a vast disgust swell within him that a son of his should be +such a coward. "Damn him!" he thought, glowering with big-eyed contempt +at the huddled creature; "he hasna the pluck o' a pig! How can he stand +talk like this without showing he's a man? When I was a child on the +brisket, if a man had used me as I'm using him, I would have flung +mysell at him. He's a pretty-looking object to carry the name o' John +Gourla'! My God, what a ke-o of _my_ life I've made--that auld trollop +for my wife, that sumph for my son, and that dying lassie for my +dochter! Was it I that bred him? _That!_" + +He leapt to his feet in devilish merriment. + +"Set out the spirits, Jenny!" he cried; "set out the spirits! My son and +I must have a drink together--to celebrate the occeesion; ou ay," he +sneered, drawling out the word with sharp, unfamiliar sound, "just to +celebrate the occeesion!" + +The wild humour that seized him was inevitable, born of a vicious effort +to control a rage that was constantly increasing, fed by the sight of +the offender. Every time he glanced across at the thing sitting there he +was swept with fresh surges of fury and disgust. But his vicious +constraint curbed them under, and refused them a natural expression. +They sought an unnatural. Some vent they must have, and they found it in +a score of wild devilries he began to practise on his son. Wrath fed and +checked in one brings the hell on which man is built to the surface. +Gourlay was transformed. He had a fluency of speech, a power of banter, +a readiness of tongue, which he had never shown before. He was beyond +himself. Have you heard the snarl with which a wild beast arrests the +escaping prey which it has just let go in enjoying cruelty? Gourlay was +that animal. For a moment he would cease to torture his son, feed his +disgust with a glower; then the sight of him huddled there would wake a +desire to stamp on him; but his will would not allow that, for it would +spoil the sport he had set his mind on; and so he played with the victim +which he would not kill. + +"Set out the speerits, Jenny," he birred, when she wavered in fear. +"What are ye shaking for? Set out the speerits--just to shelebrate the +joyful occeesion, ye know--ay, ay, just to shelebrate the joyful +occeesion!" + +Janet brought a tray, with glasses, from the pantry. As she walked, the +rims of the glasses shivered and tinkled against each other, from her +trembling. Then she set a bottle on the table. + +Gourlay sent it crashing to the floor. "A bottle!" he roared. "A bottle +for huz twa! To hell wi' bottles! The jar, Jenny, the jar; set out the +jar, lass, set out the jar. For we mean to make a night of it, this +gentleman and me. Ay," he yawed with a vicious smile, "we'll make a +night o't--we two. A night that Barbie'll remember loang!" + +"Have ye skill o' drink?" he asked, turning to his son. + +"No," wheezed John. + +"No!" cried his father. "I thought ye learned everything at College! +Your education's been neglected. But I'll teach ye a lesson or _this_ +nicht's by. Ay, by God," he growled, "I'll teach ye a lesson." + +Curb his temper as he might, his own behaviour was lashing it to frenzy. +Through the moaning intensity peculiar to his vicious rage there leapt +at times a wild-beast snarl. Every time they heard it, it cut the veins +of his listeners with a start of fear--it leapt so suddenly. + +"Ha'e, sir!" he cried. + +John raised his dull, white face and looked across at the bumper which +his father poured him. But he felt the limbs too weak beneath him to go +and take it. + +"Bide where ye are!" sneered his father, "bide where ye are! I'll wait +on ye; I'll wait on ye. Man, I waited on ye the day that ye were bo-orn! +The heavens were hammering the world as John Gourla' rode through the +storm for a doctor to bring hame his heir. The world was feared, but +_he_ wasna feared," he roared in Titanic pride, "_he_ wasna feared; no, +by God, for he never met what scaured him!... Ay, ay," he birred softly +again, "ay, ay, ye were ushered loudly to the world, serr! Verra +appropriate for a man who was destined to make such a name!... Eh?... +Verra appropriate, serr; verra appropriate! And you'll be ushered just +as loudly out o't. Oh, young Gourlay's death maun make a splurge, ye +know--a splurge to attract folk's attention!" + +John's shaking hand was wet with the spilled whisky. + +"Take it off," sneered his father, boring into him with a vicious eye; +"take it off, serr; take off your dram! Stop! Somebody wrote something +about that--some poetry or other. Who was it?" + +"I dinna ken," whimpered John. + +"Don't tell lies now. You do ken. I heard you mention it to Loranogie. +Come on now--who was it?" + +"It was Burns," said John. + +"Oh, it was Burns, was it? And what had Mr. Burns to say on the subject? +Eh?" + +"'Freedom and whisky gang thegither: tak aff your dram,'" stammered +John. + +"A verra wise remark," said Gourlay gravely. "'Freedom and whisky gang +thegither;'" he turned the quotation on his tongue, as if he were +savouring a tit-bit. "That's verra good," he approved. "You're a great +admirer of Burns, I hear. Eh?" + +"Yes," said John. + +"Do what he bids ye, then. Take off your dram! It'll show what a fine +free fellow you are!" + +It was a big, old-fashioned Scotch drinking-glass, containing more than +half a gill of whisky, and John drained it to the bottom. To him it had +been a deadly thing at first, coming thus from his father's hand. He had +taken it into his own with a feeling of aversion that was strangely +blended of disgust and fear. But the moment it touched his lips, desire +leapt in his throat to get at it. + +"Good!" roared his father in mock admiration. "God, ye have the +thrapple! When I was your age that would have choked me. I must have a +look at that throat o' yours. Stand up!... _Stand up when I tall 'ee!_" + +John rose swaying to his feet. Months of constant tippling, culminating +in a wild debauch, had shattered him. He stood in a reeling world. And +the fear weakening his limbs changed his drunken stupor to a +heart-heaving sickness. He swayed to and fro, with a cold sweat oozing +from his chalky face. + +"What's ado wi' the fellow?" cried Gourlay. "Oom? He's swinging like a +saugh-wand. I must wa-alk round this and have a look!" + +John's drunken submissiveness encouraged his father to new devilries. +The ease with which he tortured him provoked him to more torture; he +went on more and more viciously, as if he were conducting an experiment, +to see how much the creature would bear before he turned. Gourlay was +enjoying the glutting of his own wrath. + +He turned his son round with a finger and thumb on his shoulder, in +insolent inspection, as you turn an urchin round to see him in his new +suit of clothes. Then he crouched before him, his face thrust close to +the other, and peered into his eyes, his mouth distent with an infernal +smile. "My boy, Johnny," he said sweetly, "my boy, Johnny," and patted +him gently on the cheek. John raised dull eyes and looked into his +father's. Far within him a great wrath was gathering through his fear. +Another voice, another self, seemed to whimper, with dull iteration, +"I'll _kill_ him; I'll _kill_ him; by God, I'll _kill_ him--if he doesna +stop this--if he keeps on like this at me!" But his present and material +self was paralyzed with fear. + +"Open your mouth!" came the snarl--"_wider, damn ye! wider!_" + +"Im-phm!" said Gourlay, with a critical drawl, pulling John's chin about +to see into him the deeper. "Im-phm! God, it's like a furnace! What's +the Latin for throat?" + +"Guttur," said John. + +"Gutter," said his father. "A verra appropriate name! Yours stinks like +a cesspool! What have you been doing till't? I'm afraid ye aren't in +very good health, after a-all.... Eh?... Mrs. Gourla', Mrs. Gourla'! +He's in very bad case, this son of yours, Mrs. Gourla'! Fine I ken what +he needs, though.--Set out the brandy, Jenny, set out the brandy," he +roared; "whisky's not worth a damn for him! Stop; it was you gaed the +last time--it's _your_ turn now, auld wife, it's _your_ turn now! Gang +for the brandy to your twa John Gourla's. We're a pair for a woman to be +proud of!" + +He gazed after his wife as she tottered to the pantry. + +"Your skirt's on the gape, auld wife," he sang; "your skirt's on the +gape; as use-u-al," he drawled; "as use-u-al. It was always like that; +and it always scunnered me, for I aye liked things tidy--though I never +got them. However, I maunna compleen when ye bore sic a braw son to my +name. He's a great consolation! Imphm, he is that--a great consolation!" + +The brandy bottle slipped from the quivering fingers and was smashed to +pieces on the floor. + +"Hurrah!" yelled Gourlay. + +He seemed rapt and carried by his own devilry. The wreck and ruin strewn +about the floor consorted with the ruin of his fortunes; let all go +smash--what was the use of caring? Now in his frenzy, he, ordinarily so +careful, seemed to delight in the smashings and the breakings; they +suited his despair. + +He saw that his spirit of destruction frightened them, too, and that was +another reason to indulge it. + +"To hell with everything," he yelled, like a mock-bacchanal. "_We_'re +the hearty fellows! We'll make a red night now we're at it!" And with +that he took the heel of a bottle on his toe and sent it flying among +the dishes on the dresser. A great plate fell, split in two. + +"Poor fellow!" he whined, turning to his son; "poo-oor fellow! I fear he +has lost his pheesic. For that was the last bottle o' brandy in my +aucht; the last John Gourlay had, the last he'll ever buy. What am I to +do wi' ye now?... Eh?... I must do something; it's coming to the bit +now, sir." + +As he stood in a heaving silence the sobbing of the two women was heard +through the room. John was still swaying on the floor. + +Sometimes Gourlay would run the full length of the kitchen, and stand +there glowering on a stoop; then he would come crouching up to his son +on a vicious little trot, pattering in rage, the broken glass crunching +and grinding beneath his feet. At any moment he might spring. + +"What do ye think I mean to do wi' ye now?" he moaned.... "Eh?... What +do ye think I mean to do wi' ye now?" + +As he came grinning in rage his lips ran out to their full width, and +the tense slit showed his teeth to their roots. The gums were white. The +stricture of the lips had squeezed them bloodless. + +He went back to the dresser once more and bent low beside it, glancing +at his son across his left shoulder, with his head flung back sideways, +his right fist clenched low and ready from a curve of the elbow. It +swung heavy as a mallet by his thigh. Janet got to her knees and came +shuffling across the floor on them, though her dress was tripping her, +clasping her outstretched hands, and sobbing in appeal, "Faither, +faither; O faither; for God's sake, faither!" She clung to him. He +unclenched his fist and lifted her away. Then he came crouching and +quivering across the floor slowly, a gleaming devilry in the eyes that +devoured his son. His hands were like outstretched claws, and shivered +with each shiver of the voice that moaned, through set teeth, "What do +ye think I mean to do wi' ye now?... What do ye think I mean to do wi' +ye now?... Ye damned sorrow and disgrace that ye are, what do ye think I +mean to do wi' ye now?" + +"Run, John!" screamed Mrs. Gourlay, leaping to her feet. With a hunted +cry young Gourlay sprang to the door. So great had been the fixity of +Gourlay's wrath, so tense had he been in one direction, as he moved +slowly on his prey, that he could not leap to prevent him. As John +plunged into the cool, soft darkness, his mother's "Thank God!" rang +past him on the night. + +His immediate feeling was of coolness and width and spaciousness, in +contrast with the hot grinding hostility that had bored so closely in on +him for the last hour. He felt the benignness of the darkened heavens. A +tag of some forgotten poem he had read came back to his mind, and, +"Come, kindly night, and cover me," he muttered, with shaking lips; and +felt how true it was. My God, what a relief to be free of his father's +eyes! They had held him till his mother's voice broke the spell. They +seemed to burn him now. + +What a fool he had been to face his father when empty both of food and +drink! Every man was down-hearted when he was empty. If his mother had +had time to get the tea, it would have been different; but the fire had +been out when he went in. "He wouldn't have downed me so easy if I had +had anything in me," he muttered, and his anger grew as he thought of +all he had been made to suffer. For he was still the swaggerer. Now that +the incubus of his father's tyranny no longer pressed on him directly, a +great hate rose within him for the tyrant. He would go back and have it +out when he was primed. "It's the only hame I have," he sobbed angrily +to the darkness; "I have no other place to gang till! Yes, I'll go back +and have it out with him when once I get something in me, so I will." It +was no disgrace to suck courage from the bottle for that encounter with +his father, for nobody could stand up to black Gourlay--nobody. Young +Gourlay was yielding to a peculiar fatalism of minds diseased: all that +affects them seems different from all that affects everybody else; they +are even proud of their separate and peculiar doom. Young Gourlay not +thought but felt it--he was different from everybody else. The heavens +had cursed nobody else with such a terrible sire. It was no cowardice to +fill yourself with drink before you faced him. + +A drunkard will howl you an obscene chorus the moment after he has wept +about his dead child. For a mind in the delirium of drink is no longer a +coherent whole, but a heap of shattered bits, which it shows one after +the other to the world. Hence the many transformations of that +semi-madness, and their quick variety. Young Gourlay was showing them +now. His had always been a wandering mind, deficient in application and +control, and as he neared his final collapse it became more and more +variable, the prey of each momentary thought. In a short five minutes of +time he had been alive to the beauty of the darkness, cowering before +the memory of his father's eyes, sobbing in self-pity and angry resolve, +shaking in terror--indeed he was shaking now. But his vanity came +uppermost. As he neared the Red Lion he stopped suddenly, and the +darkness seemed on fire against his cheeks. He would have to face +curious eyes, he reflected. It was from the Red Lion he and Aird had +started so grandly in the autumn. It would never do to come slinking +back like a whipped cur; he must carry it off bravely in case the usual +busybodies should be gathered round the bar. So with his coat flapping +lordly on either side of him, his hands deep in his trousers pockets, +and his hat on the back of his head, he drove at the swing-doors with an +outshot chest, and entered with a "breenge." But for all his swagger he +must have had a face like death, for there was a cry among the idlers. A +man breathed, "My God! What's the matter?" With shaking knees Gourlay +advanced to the bar, and, "For God's sake, Aggie," he whispered, "give +me a Kinblythmont!" + +It went at a gulp. + +"Another!" he gasped, like a man dying of thirst, whom his first sip +maddens for more. "Another! Another!" + +He had tossed the other down his burning throat when Deacon Allardyce +came in. + +He knew his man the moment he set eyes on him, but, standing at the +door, he arched his hand above his brow, as you do in gazing at a dear +unexpected friend, whom you pretend not to be quite sure of, so +surprised and pleased are you to see him there. + +"Ith it Dyohn?" he cried. "It _ith_ Dyohn!" And he toddled forward with +outstretched hand. "Man Dyohn!" he said again, as if he could scarce +believe the good news, and he waggled the other's hand up and down, with +both his own clasped over it. "I'm proud to thee you, thir; I am that. +And tho you're won hame, ay! Im-phm! And how are ye tummin on?" + +"Oh, _I_'m all right, Deacon," said Gourlay with a silly laugh. "Have a +wet?" The whisky had begun to warm him. + +"A wha-at?" said the Deacon, blinking in a puzzled fashion with his +bleary old eyes. + +"A dram--a drink--a drop o' the Auld Kirk," said Gourlay, with a +stertorous laugh down through his nostrils. + +"Hi! hi!" laughed the Deacon in his best falsetto. "Ith that what ye +call it up in Embro? A wet, ay! Ah, well, maybe I will take a little +drope, theeing you're tho ready wi' your offer." + +They drank together. + +"Aggie, fill me a mutchkin when you're at it," said Gourlay to the +pretty barmaid with the curly hair. He had spent many an hour with her +last summer in the bar. The four big whiskies he had swallowed in the +last half-hour were singing in him now, and he blinked at her drunkenly. + +There was a scarlet ribbon on her dark curls, coquettish, vivid, and +Gourlay stared at it dreamily, partly in a drunken daze, and partly +because a striking colour always brought a musing and self-forgetting +look within his eyes. All his life he used to stare at things dreamily, +and come to himself with a start when spoken to. He forgot himself now. + +"Aggie," he said, and put his hand out to hers clumsily where it rested +on the counter--"Aggie, that ribbon's infernal bonny on your dark hair!" + +She tossed her head, and perked away from him on her little high heels. +Him, indeed!--the drunkard! She wanted none of his compliments! + +There were half a dozen in the place by this time, and they all stared +with greedy eyes. "That's young Gourlay--him that was _expelled_," was +heard, the last an emphatic whisper, with round eyes of awe at the +offence that must have merited such punishment. "_Expelled_, mind +ye!"--with a round shake of the head. "Watch Allardyce. We'll see fun." + +"What's this 'expelled' is, now?" said John Toodle, with a very +considering look and tone in his uplifted face--"properly speaking, that +is," he added, implying that of course he knew the word in its ordinary +sense, but was not sure of it "properly speaking." + +"Flung oot," said Drucken Wabster, speaking from the fullness of his own +experience. + +"Whisht!" said a third. "Here's Tam Brodie. Watch what _he_ does." + +The entrance of Brodie spoiled sport for the Deacon. He had nothing of +that malicious _finesse_ that made Allardyce a genius at nicking men on +the raw. He went straight to his work, stabbing like an awl. + +"Hal-lo!" he cried, pausing with contempt in the middle of the word, +when he saw young Gourlay. "Hal-lo! _You_ here!--Brig o' the Mains, +miss, if _you_ please.--Ay, man! God, you've been making a name up in +Embro. I hear you stood up till him gey weel," and he winked openly to +those around. + +Young Gourlay's maddened nature broke at the insult. "Damn you," he +screamed, "leave _me_ alone, will you? I have done nothing to _you_, +have I?" + +Brodie stared at him across his suspended whisky glass, an easy and +assured contempt curling his lip. "Don't greet owre't, my bairn," said +he, and even as he spoke John's glass shivered on his grinning teeth. +Brodie leapt on him, lifted him, and sent him flying. + +"That's a game of your father's, you damned dog," he roared. "But +there's mair than him can play the game!" + +"Canny, my freendth, canny!" piped Allardyce, who was vexed at a fine +chance for his peculiar craft being spoiled by mere brutality of +handling. All this was most inartistic. Brodie never had the fine +stroke. + +Gourlay picked himself bleeding from the floor, and holding a +handkerchief to his mouth, plunged headlong from the room. He heard the +derisive roar that came after him stop, strangled by the sharp swing-to +of the door. But it seemed to echo in his burning ears as he strode +madly on through the darkness. He uncorked his mutchkin and drank it +like water. His swollen lip smarted at first, but he drank till it was a +mere dead lump to his tongue, and he could not feel the whisky on the +wound. + +His mind at first was a burning whirl through drink and rage, with +nothing determined and nothing definite. But thought began to shape +itself. In a vast vague circle of consciousness his mind seemed to sit +in the centre and think with preternatural clearness. Though all around +was whirling and confused, drink had endowed some inner eye of the brain +with unnatural swift vividness. Far within the humming circle of his +mind he saw an instant and terrible revenge on Brodie, acted it, and +lived it now. His desires were murderers, and he let them slip, gloating +in the cruelties that hot fancy wreaked upon his enemy. Then he suddenly +remembered his father. A rush of fiery blood seemed to drench all his +body as he thought of what had passed between them. "But, by Heaven," he +swore, as he threw away his empty bottle, "he won't use me like that +another time; I have blood in me now." His maddened fancy began building +a new scene, with the same actors, the same conditions, as the other, +but an issue gloriously diverse. With vicious delight he heard his +father use the same sneers, the same gibes, the same brutalities; then +he turned suddenly and had him under foot, kicking, bludgeoning, +stamping the life out. He would do it, by Heaven, he would do it! The +memory of what had happened came fierily back, and made the pressing +darkness burn. His wrath was brimming on the edge, ready to burst, and +he felt proudly that it would no longer ebb in fear. Whisky had killed +fear, and left a hysterical madman, all the more dangerous because he +was so weak. Let his father try it on now; he was ready for him! + +And his father was ready for him, for he knew what had happened at the +inn. Mrs. Webster, on her nightly hunt for the man she had sworn to +honour and obey, having drawn several public-houses blank, ran him to +earth at last in the bar-room of the Red Lion. "Yes, yes, Kirsty," he +cried, eager to prevent her tongue, "I know I'm a blagyird; but oh, the +terrible thing that has happened!" He so possessed her with his graphic +tale that he was allowed to go chuckling back to his potations, while +she ran hot-foot to the Green Shutters. + +"Eh, poo-oor Mrs. Gourlay; and oh, your poo-oor boy, too; and eh, that +brute Tam Brodie----" Even as she came through the door the voluble +clatter was shrilling out the big tidings, before she was aware of +Gourlay's presence. She faltered beneath his black glower. + +"Go on!" he said, and ground it out of her. + +"The damned sumph!" he growled, "to let Brodie hammer him!" For a +moment, it is true, his anger was divided, stood in equipoise, even +dipped "Brodie-ward." "I've an account to sattle wi' _him_!" he thought +grimly. "When _I_ get my claw on his neck, I'll teach him better than to +hit a Gourlay! I wonder," he mused, with a pride in which was neither +doubt nor wonder--"I wonder will he fling the father as he flang the +son!" But that was the instinct of his blood, not enough to make him +pardon John. On the contrary, here was a new offence of his offspring. +On the morrow Barbie would be burning with another affront which he had +put upon the name of Gourlay. He would waste no time when he came back, +be he drunk or be he sober; he would strip the flesh off him. + +"Jenny," he said, "bring me the step-ladder." + +He would pass the time till the prodigal came back--and he was almost +certain to come back, for where could he go in Barbie?--he would pass +the time by trying to improve the appearance of the house. He had spent +money on his house till the last, and even now had the instinct to +embellish it. Not that it mattered to him now; still he could carry out +a small improvement he had planned before. The kitchen was ceiled in +dark timber, and on the rich brown rafters there were wooden pegs and +bars, for the hanging of Gourlay's sticks and fishing-rods. His gun was +up there, too, just above the hearth. It had occurred to him about a +month ago, however, that a pair of curving steel rests, that would catch +the glint from the fire, would look better beneath his gun than the dull +pegs, where it now lay against a joist. He might as well pass the time +by putting them up. + +The bringing of the steps, light though they were, was too much for +Janet's weak frame, and she stopped in a fit of coughing, clutching the +ladder for support, while it shook to her spasms. + +"Tuts, Jenny, this'll never do," said Gourlay, not unkindly. He took +the ladder away from her and laid his hand on her shoulder. "Away to +your bed, lass. You maunna sit so late." + +But Janet was anxious for her brother, and wanted to sit up till he came +home. She answered, "Yes," to her father, but idled discreetly, to +consume the time. + +"Where's my hammer?" snarled Gourlay. + +"Is it no by the clock?" said his wife wearily. "Oh, I remember, I +remember! I gied it to Mrs. Webster to break some brie-stone, to rub the +front doorstep wi'. It'll be lying in the porch." + +"Oh, ay, as usual," said Gourlay--"as usual." + +"John!" she cried in alarm, "you don't mean to take down the gun, do +ye?" + +"Huts, you auld fule, what are you skirling for? D'ye think I mean to +shoot the dog? Set back on your creepie and make less noise, will ye?" + +Ere he had driven a nail in the rafter John came in, and sat down by the +fire, taking up the great poker, as if to cover his nervousness. If +Gourlay had been on the floor he would have grappled with him there and +then. But the temptation to gloat over his victim from his present +height was irresistible. He went up another step, and sat down on the +very summit of the ladder, his feet resting on one of the lower rounds. +The hammer he had been using was lying on his thigh, his hand clutched +about its haft. + +"Ay, man, you've been taking a bit walk, I hear." + +John made no reply, but played with the poker. It was so huge, owing to +Gourlay's whim, that when it slid through his fingers it came down on +the muffled hearthstone with a thud like a pavior's hammer. + +"I'm told you saw the Deacon on your rounds? Did he compliment you on +your return?" + +At the quiet sneer a lightning-flash showed John that Allardyce had +quizzed him too. For a moment he was conscious of a vast self-pity. +"Damn them, they're all down on me," he thought. Then a vindictive rage +against them all took hold of him, tense, quivering. + +"Did you see Thomas Brodie when ye were out?" came the suave inquiry. + +"I saw him," said John, raising fierce eyes to his father's. He was +proud of the sudden firmness in his voice. There was no fear in it, no +quivering. He was beyond caring what happened to the world or him. + +"Oh, you saw him," roared Gourlay, as his anger leapt to meet the anger +of his son. "And what did he say to you, may I speir?... Or maybe I +should speir what he did.... Eh?" he grinned. + +"By God, I'll kill ye," screamed John, springing to his feet, with the +poker in his hand. The hammer went whizzing past his ear. Mrs. Gourlay +screamed and tried to rise from her chair, her eyes goggling in terror. +As Gourlay leapt, John brought the huge poker with a crash on the +descending brow. The fiercest joy of his life was the dirl that went up +his arm as the steel thrilled to its own hard impact on the bone. +Gourlay thudded on the fender, his brow crashing on the rim. + +At the blow there had been a cry as of animals from the two women. There +followed an eternity of silence, it seemed, and a haze about the place; +yet not a haze, for everything was intensely clear; only it belonged to +another world. One terrible fact had changed the Universe. The air was +different now--it was full of murder. Everything in the room had a new +significance, a sinister meaning. The effect was that of an unholy +spell. + +As through a dream Mrs. Gourlay's voice was heard crying on her God. + +John stood there, suddenly weak in his limbs, and stared, as if +petrified, at the red poker in his hand. A little wisp of grizzled hair +stuck to the square of it, severed, as by scissors, between the sharp +edge and the bone. It was the sight of that bit of hair that roused him +from his stupor--it seemed so monstrous and horrible, sticking all by +itself to the poker. "I didna strike him so hard," he pleaded, staring +vaguely, "I didna strike him so hard." Now that the frenzy had left him, +he failed to realize the force of his own blow. Then with a horrid fear +on him, "Get up, faither," he entreated; "get up, faither! O man, you +micht get up!" + +Janet, who had bent above the fallen man, raised an ashen face to her +brother, and whispered hoarsely, "His heart has stopped, John; you have +killed him!" + +Steps were heard coming through the scullery. In the fear of discovery +Mrs. Gourlay shook off the apathy that held her paralyzed. She sprang +up, snatched the poker from her son, and thrust it in the embers. + +"Run, John; run for the doctor," she screamed.--"O Mrs. Webster, Mrs. +Webster, I'm glad to see ye. Mr. Gourlay fell from the top o' the +ladder, and smashed his brow on the muckle fender." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + + +"Mother!" came the startled whisper, "mother! O woman, waken and speak +to me!" + +No comforting answer came from the darkness to tell of a human being +close at hand; the girl, intently listening, was alone with her fear. +All was silent in the room, and the terror deepened. Then the far-off +sound in the house was heard once more. + +"Mother--mother, what's that?" + +"What is it, Janet?" came a feebly complaining voice; "what's wrong wi' +ye, lassie?" + +Janet and her mother were sleeping in the big bedroom, Janet in the +place that had been her father's. He had been buried through the day, +the second day after his murder. Mrs. Gourlay had shown a feverish +anxiety to get the corpse out the house as soon as possible; and there +had been nothing to prevent it. "Oh," said Doctor Dandy to the gossips, +"it would have killed any man to fall from such a height on to the sharp +edge of yon fender. No; he was not quite dead when I got to him. He +opened his eyes on me, once--a terrible look--and then life went out of +him with a great quiver." + +Ere Janet could answer her mother she was seized with a racking cough, +and her hoarse bark sounded hollow in the silence. At last she sat up +and gasped fearfully, "I thocht--I thocht I heard something moving!" + +"It would be the wind," plained her mother; "it would just be the wind. +John's asleep this strucken hour and mair. I sat by his bed for a lang +while, and he prigged and prayed for a dose o' the whisky ere he won +away. He wouldna let go my hand till he slept, puir fallow. There's an +unco fear on him--an unco fear. But try and fa' owre," she soothed her +daughter. "That would just be the wind ye heard." + +"There's nae wind!" said Janet. + +The stair creaked. The two women clung to each other, gripping tight +fingers, and their hearts throbbed like big separate beings in their +breasts. There was a rustle, as of something coming; then the door +opened, and John flitted to the bedside with a candle in his hand. Above +his nightshirt his bloodless face looked gray. + +"Mother," he panted, "there's something in my room!" + +"What is it, John?" said his mother, in surprise and fear. + +"I--I thocht it was himsell! O mother, I'm feared, I'm feared! O mother, +I'm _feared_!" He sang the words in a hysterical chant, his voice rising +at the end. + +The door of the bedroom clicked. It was not a slamming sound, only the +door went to gently, as if some one closed it. John dropped the candle +from his shaking hand, and was left standing in the living darkness. + +"_Save me!_" he screamed, and leaped into the bed, burrowing down +between the women till his head was covered by the bedclothes. He +trembled so violently that the bed shook beneath them. + +"Let me bide wi' ye!" he pleaded, with chattering jaws; "oh, let me bide +wi' ye! I daurna gang back to that room by mysell again." + +His mother put her thin arm round him. "Yes, dear," she said; "you may +bide wi' us. Janet and me wouldna let anything harm you." She placed her +hand on his brow caressingly. His hair was damp with a cold sweat. He +reeked of alcohol. + +Some one went through the Square playing a concertina. That sound of +the careless world came strangely in upon their lonely tragedy. By +contrast the cheerful, silly noise out there seemed to intensify their +darkness and isolation here. Occasional far-off shouts were heard from +roisterers going home. + +Mrs. Gourlay lay staring at the darkness with intent eyes. What horror +might assail her she did not know, but she was ready to meet it for the +sake of John. "Ye brought it on yoursell," she breathed once, as if +defying an unseen accuser. + +It was hours ere he slept, but at last a heavy sough told her he had +found oblivion. "He's won owre," she murmured thankfully. At times he +muttered in his sleep, and at times Janet coughed hoarsely at his ear. + +"Janet, dinna hoast sae loud, woman! You'll waken your brother." + +Janet was silent. Then she choked--trying to stifle another cough. + +"Woman," said her mother complainingly, "that's surely an unco hoast ye +hae!" + +"Ay," said Janet, "it's a gey hoast." + +Next morning Postie came clattering through the paved yard in his +tackety boots, and handed in a blue envelope at the back door with a +business-like air, his ferrety eyes searching Mrs. Gourlay's face as she +took the letter from his hand. But she betrayed nothing to his +curiosity, since she knew nothing of her husband's affairs, and had no +fear, therefore, of what the letter might portend. She received the +missive with a vacant unconcern. It was addressed to "John Gourlay, +Esquire." She turned it over in a silly puzzlement, and, "Janet!" she +cried, "what am I to do wi' this?" + +She shrank from opening a letter addressed to her dead tyrant, unless +she had Janet by her side. It was so many years since he had allowed her +to take an active interest in their common life (indeed he never had) +that she was as helpless as a child. + +"It's to faither," said Janet. "Shall I waken John?" + +"No; puir fellow, let him sleep," said his mother. "I stole in to look +at him enow, and his face was unco wan lying down on the pillow. I'll +open the letter mysell; though, as your faither used to tell me, I never +had a heid for business." + +She broke the seal, and Janet, looking over her shoulder, read aloud to +her slower mind:-- + + + "GLASGOW, _March 12, 18--._ + + "SIR,--We desire once more to call your attention to the fact that + the arrears of interest on the mortgage of your house have not been + paid. Our client is unwilling to proceed to extremities, but unless + you make some arrangement within a week, he will be forced to take + the necessary steps to safeguard his interests.--Yours faithfully, + + BRODIE, GURNEY, & YARROWBY." + + +Mrs. Gourlay sank into a chair, and the letter slipped from her upturned +palm, lying slack upon her knee. + +"Janet," she said, appealingly, "what's this that has come on us? Does +the house we live in, the House with the Green Shutters, not belong to +us ainy more? Tell me, lassie. What does it mean?" + +"I don't ken," whispered Janet, with big eyes. "Did faither never tell +ye of the bond?" + +"He never telled me about anything," cried Mrs. Gourlay, with a sudden +passion. "I was aye the one to be keepit in the dark--to be keepit in +the dark and sore hadden doon. Oh, are we left destitute, Janet--and us +was aye sae muckle thocht o'! And me, too, that's come of decent folk, +and brought him a gey pickle bawbees--am I to be on the parish in my +auld age? Oh, _my_ faither, _my_ faither!" + +Her mind flashed back to the jocose and well-to-do father who had been +but a blurred thought to her for twenty years. That his daughter should +come to a pass like this was enough to make him turn in his grave. Janet +was astonished by her sudden passion in feebleness. Even the murder of +her husband had been met by her weak mind with a dazed resignation. For +her natural horror at the deed was swallowed by her anxiety to shield +the murderer; and she experienced a vague relief--felt but not +considered--at being freed from the incubus of Gourlay's tyranny. It +seemed, too, as if she was incapable of feeling anything poignantly, +deadened now by these quick calamities. But that _she_, that +Tenshillingland's daughter, should come to be an object of common +charity, touched some hidden nerve of pride, and made her writhe in +agony. + +"It mayna be sae bad," Janet tried to comfort her. + +"Waken John," said her mother feverishly--"waken John, and we'll gang +through his faither's desk. There may be something gude amang his +papers. There may be something gude!" she gabbled nervously; "yes, there +may be something gude! In the desk--in the desk--there may be something +gude in the desk!" + +John staggered into the kitchen five minutes later. Halfway to the table +where his mother sat he reeled and fell over on a chair, where he lay +with an ashen face, his eyes mere slits in his head, the upturned whites +showing through. They brought him whisky, and he drank and was +recovered. And then they went through to the parlour, and opened the +great desk that stood in the corner. It was the first time they had ever +dared to raise its lid. John took up a letter lying loosely on the top +of the other papers, and after a hasty glance, "This settles it!" said +he. It was the note from Gourlay's banker, warning him that his account +was overdrawn. + +"God help us!" cried Mrs. Gourlay, and Janet began to whimper. John +slipped out of the room. He was still in his stocking-feet, and the +women, dazed by this sudden and appalling news, were scarcely aware of +his departure. + +He passed through the kitchen, and stood on the step of the back door, +looking out on the quiet little paved yard. Everything there was +remarkably still and bright. It was an early spring that year, and the +hot March sun beat down on him, paining his bleared and puffy eyes. The +contrast between his own lump of a body, drink-dazed, dull-throbbing, +and the warm, bright day came in on him with a sudden sinking of the +heart, a sense of degradation and personal abasement. He realized, +however obscurely, that he was an eyesore in nature, a blotch on the +surface of the world, an offence to the sweet-breathing heavens. And +that bright silence was so strange and still; he could have screamed to +escape it. + +The slow ticking of the kitchen clock seemed to beat upon his raw brain. +Damn the thing, why didn't it stop--with its monotonous tick-tack, +tick-tack, tick-tack? He could feel it inside his head, where it seemed +to strike innumerable little blows on a strained chord it was bent on +snapping. + +He tiptoed back to the kitchen on noiseless feet, and cocking his ear to +listen, he heard the murmur of women's voices in the parlour. There was +a look of slyness and cunning in his face, and his eyes glittered with +desire. The whisky was still on the table. He seized the bottle +greedily, and tilting it up, let the raw liquid gurgle into him like +cooling water. It seemed to flood his parched being with a new vitality. + +"Oh, I doubt we'll be gey ill off!" he heard his mother whine, and at +that reminder of her nearness he checked the great, satisfied breath he +had begun to blow. He set the bottle on the table, bringing the glass +noiselessly down upon the wood, with a tense, unnatural precision +possible only to drink-steadied nerves--a steadiness like the humming +top's whirled to its fastest. Then he sped silently through the +courtyard and locked himself into the stable, chuckling in drunken +triumph as he turned the key. He pitched forward on a litter of dirty +straw, and in a moment sleep came over his mind in a huge wave of +darkness. + +An hour later he woke from a terrible dream, flinging his arms up to +ward off a face that had been pressing on his own. Were the eyes that +had burned his brain still glaring above him? He looked about him in +drunken wonder. From a sky-window a shaft of golden light came slanting +into the loose-box, living with yellow motes in the dimness. The world +seemed dead; he was alone in the silent building, and from without there +was no sound. Then a panic terror flashed on his mind that those eyes +had actually been here--and were here with him still--where he was +locked up with them alone. He strained his eyeballs in a horrified stare +at vacancy. Then he shut them in terror, for why did he look? If he +looked, the eyes might burn on him out of nothingness. The innocent air +had become his enemy--pregnant with unseen terrors to glare at him. To +breathe it stifled him; each draught of it was full of menace. With a +shrill cry he dashed at the door, and felt in the clutch of his ghostly +enemy when he failed to open it at once, breaking his nails on the +baffling lock. He mowed and chattered and stamped, and tore at the lock, +frustrate in fear. At last he was free! He broke into the kitchen, where +his mother sat weeping. She raised her eyes to see a dishevelled thing, +with bits of straw scattered on his clothes and hair. + +"Mother!" he screamed, "mother!" and stopped suddenly, his starting eyes +seeming to follow something in the room. + +"What are ye glowering at, John?" she wailed. + +"Thae damned een," he said slowly, "they're burning my soul! Look, +look!" he cried, clutching her thin wrist; "see, there, there--coming +round by the dresser! A-ah!" he screamed, in hoarse execration. "Would +ye, then?" and he hurled a great jug from the table at the pursuing +unseen. + +The jug struck the yellow face of the clock, and the glass jangled on +the floor. + +Mrs. Gourlay raised her arms, like a gaunt sibyl, and spoke to her +Maker, quietly, as if He were a man before her in the room. "Ruin and +murder," she said slowly, "and madness; and death at my nipple like a +child! When will Ye be satisfied?" + +Drucken Wabster's wife spread the news, of course, and that night it +went humming through the town that young Gourlay had the horrors, and +was throwing tumblers at his mother! + +"Puir body!" said the baker, in the long-drawn tones of an infinite +compassion--"puir body!" + +"Ay," said Toddle dryly, "he'll be wanting to put an end to _her_ next, +after killing his faither." + +"Killing his faither?" said the baker, with a quick look. "What do you +mean?" + +"Mean? Ou, I just mean what the doctor says! Gourlay was that mad at the +drucken young swine that he got the 'plexies, fell aff the ladder, and +felled himsell deid! That's what I mean, no less!" said Toddle, nettled +at the sharp question. + +"Ay, man! That accounts for't," said Tam Wylie. "It did seem queer +Gourlay's dying the verra nicht the prodigal cam hame. He was a heavy +man too; he would come down with an infernal thud. It seems uncanny, +though, it seems uncanny." + +"Strange!" murmured another; and they looked at each other in silent +wonder. + +"But will this be true, think ye?" said Brodie--"about the horrors, I +mean. _Did_ he throw the tumbler at his mother?" + +"Lord, it's true!" said Sandy Toddle. "I gaed into the kitchen on +purpose to make sure o' the matter with my own eyes. I let on I wanted +to borrow auld Gourlay's keyhole saw. I can tell ye he had a' his +orders--his tool-chest's the finest I ever saw in my life! I mean to bid +for some o' yon when the rowp comes. Weel, as I was saying, I let on I +wanted the wee saw, and went into the kitchen one end's errand. The +tumbler (Johnny Coe says it was a bottle, however; but I'm no avised o' +that--I speired Webster's wife, and I think my details are correct)--the +tumbler went flying past his mother, and smashed the face o' the +eight-day. It happened about the mid-hour o' the day. The clock had +stoppit, I observed, at three and a half minutes to the twelve." + +"Hi!" cried the Deacon, "it'th a pity auld Gourlay wathna alive thith +day!" + +"Faith, ay," cried Wylie. "_He_ would have sorted him; _he_ would have +trimmed the young ruffian!" + +"No doubt," said the Deacon gravely--"no doubt. But it wath scarcely +that I wath thinking of. Yah!" he grinned, "thith would have been a +thlap in the face till him!" + +Wylie looked at him for a while with a white scunner in his face. He +wore the musing and disgusted look of a man whose wounded mind retires +within itself to brood over a sight of unnatural cruelty. The Deacon +grew uncomfortable beneath his sideward, estimating eye. + +"Deacon Allardyce, your heart's black-rotten," he said at last. + +The Deacon blinked and was silent. Tam had summed him up. There was no +appeal. + + * * * * * + +"John dear," said his mother that evening, "we'll take the big sofa into +our bedroom, and make up a grand bed for ye, and then we'll be company +to one another. Eh, dear?" she pleaded. "Winna that be a fine way? When +you have Janet and me beside you, you winna be feared o' ainything +coming near you. You should gang to bed early, dear. A sleep would +restore your mind." + +"I don't mean to go to bed," he said slowly. He spoke staringly, with +the same fixity in his voice and gaze. There was neither rise nor fall +in his voice, only a dull level of intensity. + +"You don't mean to go to bed, John! What for, dear? Man, a sleep would +calm your mind for ye." + +"Na-a-a!" he smiled, and shook his head like a cunning madman who had +detected her trying to get round him. "Na-a-a! No sleep for me--no sleep +for me! I'm feared I would see the red een," he whispered, "the red een, +coming at me out o' the darkness, the darkness"--he nodded, staring at +her and breathing the word--"the darkness, the darkness! The darkness is +the warst, mother," he added, in his natural voice, leaning forward as +if he explained some simple, curious thing of every day. "The darkness +is the warst, you know. I've seen them in the broad licht; but in the +lobby," he whispered hoarsely--"in the lobby when it was dark--in the +lobby they were terrible. Just twa een, and they aye keep thegither, +though they're aye moving. That's why I canna pin them. And it's because +I ken they're aye watching me, watching me, watching me that I get so +feared. They're red," he nodded and whispered--"they're red--they're +red." His mouth gaped in horror, and he stared as if he saw them now. + +He had boasted long ago of being able to see things inside his head; in +his drunken hysteria he was to see them always. The vision he beheld +against the darkness of his mind projected itself and glared at him. He +was pursued by a spectre in his own brain, and for that reason there was +no escape. Wherever he went it followed him. + +"O man John," wailed his mother, "what are ye feared for your faither's +een for? He wouldna persecute his boy." + +"Would he no?" he said slowly. "You ken yoursell that he never liked me! +And naebody could stand his glower. Oh, he was a terrible man, _my_ +faither! You could feel the passion in him when he stood still. He could +throw himsell at ye without moving. And he's throwing himsell at _me_ +frae beyond the grave." + +Mrs. Gourlay beat her desperate hands. Her feeble remonstrance was a +snowflake on a hill to the dull intensity of this conviction. So +colossal was it that it gripped herself, and she glanced dreadfully +across her shoulder. But in spite of her fears she must plead with him +to save. + +"Johnnie dear," she wept passionately, "there's no een! It's just the +drink gars you think sae." + +"No," he said dully; "the drink's my refuge. It's a kind thing, +drink--it helps a body." + +"But, John, nobody believes in these things nowadays. It's just fancy in +you. I wonder at a college-bred man like you giving heed to a wheen +nonsense!" + +"Ye ken yoursell it was a byword in the place that he would haunt the +House with the Green Shutters." + +"God help me!" cried Mrs. Gourlay; "what am I to do?" + +She piled up a great fire in the parlour, and the three poor creatures +gathered round it for the night. (They were afraid to sit in the kitchen +of an evening, for even the silent furniture seemed to talk of the +murder it had witnessed.) John was on a carpet stool by his mother's +feet, his head resting on her knee. + +They heard the rattle of Wilson's brake as it swung over the townhead +from Auchterwheeze, and the laughter of its jovial crew. They heard the +town clock chiming the lonesome passage of the hours. A dog was barking +in the street. + +Gradually all other sounds died away. + +"Mother," said John, "lay your hand alang my shouther, touching my +neck. I want to be sure that you're near me." + +"I'll do that, my bairn," said his mother. And soon he was asleep. + +Janet was reading a novel. The children had their mother's silly gift--a +gift of the weak-minded, of forgetting their own duties and their own +sorrows in a vacant interest which they found in books. She had wrapped +a piece of coarse red flannel round her head to comfort a swollen jaw, +and her face appeared from within like a tallowy oval. + +"I didna get that story finished," said Mrs. Gourlay vacantly, staring +at the fire open-mouthed, her mutch-strings dangling. It was the remark +of a stricken mind that speaks vacantly of anything. "Does Herbert +Montgomery marry Sir James's niece?" + +"No," said Janet; "he's killed at the war. It's a gey pity of him, isn't +it?--Oh, what's that?" + +It was John talking in his sleep. + +"I have killed my faither," he said slowly, pausing long between every +phrase--"I have killed my faither ... I have killed my faither. And he's +foll-owing me ... he's foll-owing me ... he's foll-owing me." It was the +voice of a thing, not a man. It swelled and dwelt on the "follow," as if +the horror of the pursuit made it moan. "He's foll-owing me ... he's +foll-owing me ... he's foll-owing me. A face like a dark mist--and een +like hell. Oh, they're foll-owing me ... they're foll-owing me ... +they're foll-owing me!" His voice seemed to come from an infinite +distance. It was like a lost soul moaning in a solitude. + +The dog was barking in the street. A cry of the night came from far +away. + +That voice was as if a corpse opened its lips and told of horrors beyond +the grave. It brought the other world into the homely room, and made it +all demoniac. The women felt the presence of the unknown. It was their +own flesh and blood that spoke the words, and by their own quiet hearth. +But hell seemed with them in the room. + +Mrs. Gourlay drew back from John's head on her lap, as from something +monstrous and unholy. But he moaned in deprivation, craving her support, +and she edged nearer to supply his need. Possessed with a devil or no, +he was her son. + +"Mother!" gasped Janet suddenly, the white circles of her eyes staring +from the red flannel, her voice hoarse with a new fear--"mother, +suppose--suppose he said that before anybody else!" + +"Don't mention't," cried her mother with sudden passion. "How daur ye? +how daur ye? My God!" she broke down and wept, "they would hang him, so +they would! They would hang _my_ boy--they would take and hang _my_ +boy!" + +They stared at each other wildly. John slept, his head twisted over on +his mother's knee, his eyes sunken, his mouth wide open. + +"Mother," Janet whispered, "you must send him away." + +"I have only three pounds in the world," said Mrs. Gourlay; and she put +her hand to her breast where it was, but winced as if a pain had bitten +her. + +"Send him away wi't," said Janet. "The furniture may bring something. +And you and me can aye thole." + +In the morning Mrs. Gourlay brought two greasy notes to the table, and +placed them in her son's slack hand. He was saner now; he had slept off +his drunken madness through the night. + +"John," she said, in pitiful appeal, "you maunna stay here, laddie. +Ye'll gie up the drink when you're away--will ye na?--and then thae een +ye're sae feared of'll no trouble you ony mair. Gang to Glasgow and see +the lawyer folk about the bond. And, John dear," she pleaded, "if +there's nothing left for us, you'll try to work for Janet and me, will +ye no? You've a grand education, and you'll surely get a place as a +teacher or something; I'm sure you would make a grand teacher. Ye +wouldna like to think of your mother trailing every week to the like of +Wilson for an awmous, streeking out her auld hand for charity. The folk +would stand in their doors to look at me, man--they would that--they +would cry ben to each other to come oot and see Gourlay's wife gaun +slinkin' doon the brae. Doon the brae it would be," she repeated, "doon +the brae it would be"--and her mind drifted away on the sorrowful future +which her fear made so vivid and real. It was only John's going that +roused her. + +Thomas Brodie, glowering abroad from a shop door festooned in boots, his +leather apron in front, and his thumbs in the armholes of his waistcoat, +as befitted an important man, saw young Gourlay pass the Cross with his +bag in his hand, and dwindle up the road to the station. + +"Where's _he_ off to now?" he muttered. "There's something at the boddom +o' this, if a body could find it out!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + + +When John had gone his mother roused herself to a feverish industry. +Even in the early days of her strength she had never been so busy in her +home. But her work was aimless and to no purpose. When tidying she would +take a cup without its saucer from the table, and set off with it +through the room, but stopping suddenly in the middle of the floor, +would fall into a muse with the dish in her hand; coming to herself long +afterwards to ask vaguely, "What's this cup for?... Janet, lassie, what +was it I was doing?" Her energy, and its frustration, had the same +reason. The burden on her mind constantly impelled her to do something +to escape from it, and the same burden paralyzed her mind in everything +she did. So with another of her vacant whims. Every morning she rose at +an unearthly hour, to fish out of old closets rag-bags bellied big with +the odds and ends of thirty years' assemblage. "I'll make a patchwork +quilt o' thir!" she explained, with a foolish, eager smile; and she +spent hours snatching up rags and vainly trying to match them. But the +quilt made no progress. She would look at a patch for a while, with her +head on one side, and pat it all over with restless hands; then she +would turn it round, to see if it would look better that way, only to +tear it off when it was half sewn, to try another and yet another. Often +she would forget the work on her lap, and stare across the room, +open-mouthed, her fingers plucking at her withered throat. Janet became +afraid of her mother. + +Once she saw her smiling to herself, when she thought nobody was +watching her--an uncanny smile as of one who hugged a secret to her +breast--a secret that, eluding others, would enable its holder to elude +them too. + +"What can _she_ have to laugh at?" Janet wondered. + +At times the haze that seemed gathering round Mrs. Gourlay's mind would +be dispelled by sudden rushes of fear, when she would whimper lest her +son be hanged, or herself come on the parish in her old age. But that +was rarely. Her brain was mercifully dulled, and her days were passed in +a restless vacancy. + +She was sitting with the rags scattered round her when John walked in on +the evening of the third day. There were rags everywhere--on the table, +and all about the kitchen; she sat in their midst like a witch among the +autumn leaves. When she looked towards his entrance the smell of drink +was wafted from the door. + +"John!" she panted, in surprise--"John, did ye not go to Glasgow, boy?" + +"Ay," he said slowly, "I gaed to Glasgow." + +"And the bond, John--did ye speir about the bond?" + +"Ay," he said, "I speired about the bond. The whole house is sunk in't." + +"Oh!" she gasped, and the whole world seemed to go from beneath her, so +weak did she feel through her limbs. + +"John," she said, after a while, "did ye no try to get something to do, +that you might help me and Janet now we're helpless?" + +"No," he said; "for the een wouldna let me. Nicht and day they follow me +a'where--nicht and day." + +"Are they following ye yet, John?" she whispered, leaning forward +seriously. She did not try to disabuse him now; she accepted what he +said. Her mind was on a level with his own. "Are they following ye yet?" +she asked, with large eyes of sympathy and awe. + +"Ay, and waur than ever too. They're getting redder and redder. It's +not a dull red," he said, with a faint return of his old interest in the +curious physical; "it's a gleaming red. They lowe. A' last nicht they +wouldna let me sleep. There was nae gas in my room, and when the candle +went out I could see them everywhere. When I looked to one corner o' the +room, they were there; and when I looked to another corner, they were +there too--glowering at me; glowering at me in the darkness; glowering +at me. Ye mind what a glower he had! I hid from them ablow the claes; +but they followed me--they were burning in my brain. So I gaed oot and +stood by a lamp-post for company. But a constable moved me on; he said I +was drunk because I muttered to mysell. But I wasna drunk then, mother; +I wa-as _not_. So I walkit on, and on, and on the whole nicht; but I aye +keepit to the lamp-posts for company. And than when the public-houses +opened I gaed in and drank and drank. I didna like the drink, for whisky +has no taste to me now. But it helps ye to forget. + +"Mother," he went on complainingly, "is it no queer that a pair of een +should follow a man? Just a pair of een! It never happened to onybody +but me," he said dully--"never to onybody but me." + +His mother was panting open-mouthed, as if she choked for air, both +hands clutching at her bosom. "Ay," she whispered, "it's queer;" and +kept on gasping at intervals with staring eyes, "It's gey queer; it's +gey queer; it's gey queer." + +She took up the needle once more and tried to sew; but her hand was +trembling so violently that she pricked the left forefinger which upheld +her work. She was content thereafter to make loose stabs at the cloth, +with a result that she made great stitches which drew her seam together +in a pucker. Vacantly she tried to smooth them out, stroking them over +with her hand, constantly stroking and to no purpose. John watched the +aimless work with dull and heavy eyes. + +For a while there was silence in the kitchen. Janet was coughing in the +room above. + +"There's just ae thing'll end it!" said John. "Mother, give me three +shillings." + +It was not a request, and not a demand; it was the dull statement of a +need. Yet the need appeared so relentless, uttered in the set fixity of +his impassive voice, that she could not gainsay it. She felt that this +was not merely her son making a demand; it was a compulsion on him +greater than himself. + +"There's the money!" she said, clinking it down on the table, and +flashed a resentful smile at him, close upon the brink of tears. + +She had a fleeting anger. It was scarcely at him, though; it was at the +fate that drove him. Nor was it for herself, for her own mood was, +"Well, well; let it gang." But she had a sense of unfairness, and a +flicker of quite impersonal resentment, that fate should wring the last +few shillings from a poor being. It wasna fair. She had the emotion of +it; and it spoke in the strange look at her son, and in the smiling +flush with the tears behind it. Then she sank into apathy. + +John took up the money and went out, heedless of his mother where she +sat by the table; he had a doom on him, and could see nothing that did +not lie within his path. Nor did she take any note of his going; she was +callous. The tie between them was being annulled by misery. She was +ceasing to be his mother, he to be her son; they were not younger and +older, they were the equal victims of necessity. Fate set each of them +apart to dree a separate weird. + +In a house of long years of misery the weak become callous to their +dearest's agony. The hard, strong characters are kindest in the end; +they will help while their hearts are breaking. But the weak fall +asunder at the last. It was not that Mrs. Gourlay was thinking of +herself rather than of him. She was stunned by fate--as was he--and +could think of nothing. + +Ten minutes later John came out of the Black Bull with a bottle of +whisky. + +It was a mellow evening, one of those evenings when Barbie, the mean and +dull, is transfigured to a gem-like purity, and catches a radiance. +There was a dreaming sky above the town, and its light less came to the +earth than was on it, shining in every path with a gracious immanence. +John came on through the glow with his burden undisguised, wrapped in a +tissue paper which showed its outlines. He stared right before him like +a man walking in his sleep, and never once looked to either side. At +word of his coming the doors were filled with mutches and bald heads, +keeking by the jambs to get a look. Many were indecent in their haste, +not waiting till he passed ere they peeped--which was their usual way. +Some even stood away out in front of their doors to glower at him +advancing, turning slowly with him as he passed, and glowering behind +him as he went. They saw they might do so with impunity; that he did not +see them, but walked like a man in a dream. He passed up the street and +through the Square, beneath a hundred eyes, the sun shining softly round +him. Every eye followed till he disappeared through his own door. + +He went through the kitchen, where his mother sat, carrying the bottle +openly, and entered the parlour without speaking. He came back and asked +her for the corkscrew, but when she said "Eh?" with a vague wildness in +her manner, and did not seem to understand, he went and got it for +himself. She continued making stabs at her cloth and smoothing out the +puckers in her seam. + +John was heard moving in the parlour. There was the sharp _plunk_ of a +cork being drawn, followed by a clink of glass. And then came a heavy +thud like a fall. + +To Mrs. Gourlay the sounds meant nothing; she heard them with her ear, +not her mind. The world around her had retreated to a hazy distance, so +that it had no meaning. She would have gazed vaguely at a shell about to +burst beside her. + +In the evening, Janet, who had been in bed all the afternoon, came down +and lit the lamp for her mother. It was a large lamp which Gourlay had +bought, and it shed a rich light through the room. + +"I heard John come in," she said, turning wearily round; "but I was too +ill to come down and ask what had happened. Where is he?" + +"John?" questioned her mother--"John?... Ou ay," she panted, vaguely +recalling, "ou ay. I think--I think ... he gaed ben the parlour." + +"The parlour!" cried Janet; "but he must be in the dark! And he canna +thole the darkness!" + +"John!" she cried, going to the parlour door, "John!" + +There was a silence of the grave. + +She lit a candle, and went into the room. And then she gave a squeal +like a rabbit in a dog's jaws. + +Mrs. Gourlay dragged her gaunt limbs wearily across the floor. By the +wavering light, which shook in Janet's hand, she saw her son lying dead +across the sofa. The whisky-bottle on the table was half empty, and of a +smaller bottle beside it he had drunk a third. He had taken all that +whisky that he might deaden his mind to the horror of swallowing the +poison. His legs had slipped to the floor when he died, but his body was +lying back across the couch, his mouth open, his eyes staring horridly +up. They were not the eyes of the quiet dead, but bulged in frozen fear, +as if his father's eyes had watched him from aloft while he died. + +"There's twa thirds of the poison left," commented Mrs. Gourlay. + +"Mother!" Janet screamed, and shook her. "Mother, John's deid! John's +deid! Don't ye see John's deid?" + +"Ay, he's deid," said Mrs. Gourlay, staring. "He winna be hanged now!" + +"Mother!" cried Janet, desperate before this apathy, "what shall we do? +what shall we do? Shall I run and bring the neebours?" + +"The neebours!" said Mrs. Gourlay, rousing herself wildly--"the +neebours! What have _we_ to do with the neebours? We are by +ourselves--the Gourlays whom God has cursed; we can have no neebours. +Come ben the house, and I'll tell ye something," she whispered wildly. +"Ay," she nodded, smiling with mad significance, "I'll tell ye something +... I'll tell ye something," and she dragged Janet to the kitchen. + +Janet's heart was rent for her brother, but the frenzy on her mother +killed sorrow with a new fear. + +"Janet!" smiled Mrs. Gourlay, with insane soft interest, "Janet! D'ye +mind yon nicht langsyne when your faither came in wi' a terrible look in +his een and struck me in the breist? Ay," she whispered hoarsely, +staring at the fire, "he struck me in the breist. But I didna ken what +it was for, Janet.... No," she shook her head, "he never telled me what +it was for." + +"Ay, mother," whispered Janet, "I have mind o't." + +"Weel, an abscess o' some kind formed--I kenna weel what it was, but it +gathered and broke, and gathered and broke, till my breist's near eaten +awa wi't. Look!" she cried, tearing open her bosom, and Janet's head +flung back in horror and disgust. + +"O mother!" she panted, "was it that that the wee clouts were for?" + +"Ay, it was that," said her mother. "Mony a clout I had to wash, and +mony a nicht I sat lonely by mysell, plaistering my withered breist. But +I never let onybody ken," she added with pride; "na-a-a, I never let +onybody ken. When your faither nipped me wi' his tongue it nipped me wi' +its pain, and, woman, it consoled me. 'Ay, ay,' I used to think; 'gibe +awa, gibe awa; but I hae a freend in my breist that'll end it some day.' +I likit to keep it to mysell. When it bit me it seemed to whisper I had +a freend that nane o' them kenned o'--a freend that would deliver me! +The mair he badgered me, the closer I hugged it; and when my he'rt was +br'akin I enjoyed the pain o't." + +"O my poor, poor mother!" cried Janet with a bursting sob, her eyes +raining hot tears. Her very body seemed to feel compassion; it quivered +and crept near, as though it would brood over her mother and protect +her. She raised the poor hand and kissed it, and fondled it between her +own. + +But her mother had forgotten the world in one of her wild lapses, and +was staring fixedly. + +"I'll no lang be a burden to onybody," she said to herself. "It should +sune be wearing to a heid now. But I thought of something the day John +gaed away; ay, I thought of something," she said vaguely. "Janet, what +was it I was thinking of?" + +"I dinna ken," whispered Janet. + +"I was thinking of something," her mother mused. Her voice all through +was a far-off voice, remote from understanding. "Yes, I remember. Ye're +young, Jenny, and you learned the dressmaking; do ye think ye could sew, +or something, to keep a bit garret owre my heid till I dee? Ay, it was +that I was thinking of; though it doesna matter much now--eh, Jenny? +I'll no bother you for verra lang. But I'll no gang on the parish," she +said in a passionless voice, "I'll no gang on the parish. I'm Miss +Richmond o' Tenshillingland." + +She had no interest in her own suggestion. It was an idea that had +flitted through her mind before, which came back to her now in feeble +recollection. She seemed not to wait for an answer, to have forgotten +what she said. + +"O mother," cried Janet, "there's a curse on us all! I would work my +fingers raw for ye if I could, but I canna," she screamed, "I canna, I +canna! My lungs are bye wi't. On Tuesday in Skeighan the doctor telled +me I would soon be deid; he didna say't, but fine I saw what he was +hinting. He advised me to gang to Ventnor in the Isle o' Wight," she +added wanly; "as if I could gang to the Isle of Wight. I cam hame +trembling, and wanted to tell ye; but when I cam in ye were ta'en up wi' +John, and, 'O lassie,' said you, 'dinna bother me wi' your complaints +enow.' I was hurt at that, and 'Well, well,' I thocht, 'if she doesna +want to hear, I'll no tell her.' I was huffed at ye. And then my faither +came in, and ye ken what happened. I hadna the heart to speak o't after +that; I didna seem to care. I ken what it is to nurse daith in my breist +wi' pride, too, mother," she went on. "Ye never cared verra much for me; +it was John was your favourite. I used to be angry because you neglected +my illness, and I never telled you how heavily I hoasted blood. 'She'll +be sorry for this when I'm deid,' I used to think; and I hoped you would +be. I had a kind of pride in saying nothing. But, O mother, I didna ken +_you_ were just the same; I didna ken _you_ were just the same." She +looked. Her mother was not listening. + +Suddenly Mrs. Gourlay screamed with wild laughter, and, laughing, eyed +with mirthless merriment the look of horror with which Janet was +regarding her. "Ha, ha, ha!" she screamed, "it's to be a clean sweep o' +the Gourlays! Ha, ha, ha! it's to be a clean sweep o' the Gourlays!" + +There is nothing uglier in life than a woman's cruel laugh; but Mrs. +Gourlay's laugh was more than cruel, it was demoniac--the skirl of a +human being carried by misery beyond the confines of humanity. Janet +stared at her in speechless fear. + +"Mother," she whispered at last, "what are we to do?" + +"There's twa-thirds of the poison left," said Mrs. Gourlay. + +"Mother!" cried Janet. + +"Gourlay's dochter may gang on the parish if she likes, but his wife +never will. _You_ may hoast yourself to death in a garret in the +poorhouse, but _I_'ll follow my boy." + +The sudden picture of her own lonely death as a pauper among strangers, +when her mother and brother should be gone, was so appalling to Janet +that to die with her mother seemed pleasanter. She could not bear to be +left alone. + +"Mother," she cried in a frenzy, "I'll keep ye company!" + +"Let us read a chapter," said Mrs. Gourlay. + +She took down the big Bible, and "the thirteent' chapter o' First +Corinthians," she announced in a loud voice, as if giving it out from +the pulpit, "the thirteent'--o' the First Corinthians:"-- + +"_'Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not +charity, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal._ + +"_'And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, +and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove +mountains, and have not charity, I am nothing.'_" + +Mrs. Gourlay's manner had changed: she was in the high exaltation of +madness. Callous she still appeared, so possessed by her general doom +that she had no sense of its particular woes. But she was listless no +more. Willing her death, she seemed to borrow its greatness and become +one with the law that punished her. Arrogating the Almighty's function +to expedite her doom, she was the equal of the Most High. It was her +feebleness that made her great. Because in her feebleness she yielded +entirely to the fate that swept her on, she was imbued with its demoniac +power. + +"_'Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity +vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up,_ + +"_'Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily +provoked, thinketh no evil;_ + +"_'Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth;_ + +"_'Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth +all things._ + +"_'Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall +fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be +knowledge, it shall vanish away._ + +"_'For we know in part, and we prophesy in part._ + +"_'But when that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part +shall be done away.'_" + +Her voice rose high and shrill as she read the great verses. Her large +blue eyes shone with ecstasy. Janet looked at her in fear. This was more +than her mother speaking; it was more than human; it was a voice from +beyond the world. Alone, the timid girl would have shrunk from death, +but her mother's inspiration held her. + +"_'And now abideth faith, hope, charity, these three: but the greatest +of these is charity.'_" + +Janet had been listening with such strained attention that the "Amen" +rang out of her loud and involuntary, like an answer to a compelling +Deity. She had clung to this reading as the one thing left to her before +death, and out of her nature thus strained to listen the "Amen" came, as +sped by an inner will. She scarcely knew that she said it. + +They rose, and the scrunt of Janet's chair on the floor, when she pushed +it behind her, sent a thrilling shiver through her body, so tense was +her mood. They stood with their hands on their chair backs, and looked +at each other, in a curious palsy of the will. The first step to the +parlour door would commit them to the deed; to take it was to take the +poison, and they paused, feeling its significance. To move was to give +themselves to the irrevocable. When they stirred at length they felt as +if the ultimate crisis had been passed; there could be no return. Mrs. +Gourlay had Janet by the wrist. + +She turned and looked at her daughter, and for one fleeting moment she +ceased to be above humanity. + +"Janet," she said wistfully, "_I_ have had a heap to thole! Maybe the +Lord Jesus Christ'll no' be owre sair on me." + +"O mother!" Janet screamed, yielding to her terror when her mother +weakened. "O mother, I'm feared! I'm feared! O mother, I'm feared!" + +"Come!" said her mother; "come!" and drew her by the wrist. They went +into the parlour. + + * * * * * + +The post was a square-built, bandy-legged little man, with a bristle of +grizzled hair about his twisted mouth, perpetually cocking up an +ill-bred face in the sight of Heaven. Physically and morally he had in +him something both of the Scotch terrier and the London sparrow--the +shagginess of the one, the cocked eye of the other; the one's snarling +temper, the other's assured impudence. In Gourlay's day he had never got +by the gateway of the yard, much as he had wanted to come further. +Gourlay had an eye for a thing like him. "Damn the gurly brute!" Postie +complained once; "when I passed a pleasand remark about the weather the +other morning, he just looked at me and blew the reek of his pipe in my +face. And that was his only answer!" + +Now that Gourlay was gone, however, Postie clattered through the yard +every morning, right up to the back door. + +"A heap o' correspondence _thir_ mornin's!" he would simper, his greedy +little eye trying to glean revelations from the women's faces as they +took the letters from his hand. + +On the morning after young Gourlay came home for the last time, Postie +was pelting along with his quick thudding step near the head of the +Square, when whom should he meet but Sandy Toddle, still unwashed and +yawning from his bed. It was early, and the streets were empty, except +where in the distance the bent figure of an old man was seen hirpling +off to his work, first twisting round stiffly to cock his eye right and +left at the sky, to forecast the weather for the day. + +From the chimneys the fair white spirlies of reek were rising in the +pure air. The Gourlays did not seem to be stirring yet; there was no +smoke above their roof-tree to show that there was life within. + +Postie jerked his thumb across his shoulder at the House with the Green +Shutters. + +"There'll be chynges there the day," he said, chirruping. + +"Wha-at!" Toddle breathed in a hoarse whisper of astonishment, +"sequesteration?" and he stared, big-eyed, with his brows arched. + +"Something o' that kind," said the post carelessly. "I'm no' weel +acquaint wi' the law-wers' lingo." + +"Will't be true, think ye?" said Sandy. + +"God, it's true," said the post. "I had it frae Jock Hutchison, the +clerk in Skeighan Goudie's. He got fou yestreen on the road to Barbie +and blabbed it--he'll lose his job, yon chap, if he doesna keep his +mouth shut. True! ay, it's true! There's damn the doubt o' that." + +Toddle corrugated his mouth to whistle. He turned and stared at the +House with the Green Shutters, gawcey and substantial on its terrace, +beneath the tremulous beauty of the dawn. There was a glorious sunrise. + +"God!" he said, "what a downcome for that hoose!" + +"Is it no'?" chuckled Postie. + +"Whose account is it on?" said Toddle. + +"Oh, I don't ken," said Postie carelessly. "He had creditors a' owre the +country. I was ay bringing the big blue envelopes from different airts. +Don't mention this, now," he added, his finger up, his eye significant; +"it shouldn't be known at a-all." He was unwilling that Toddle should +get an unfair start, and spoil his own market for the news. + +"_Nut_ me!" Toddle assured him grandly, shaking his head as who should +conduct of that kind a thousand miles off--"_nut_ me, Post! I'll no +breathe it to a living soul." + +The post clattered in to Mrs. Gourlay's back door. He had a heavy +under-stamped letter on which there was threepence to pay. He might pick +up an item or two while she was getting him the bawbees. + +He knocked, but there was no answer. + +"The sluts!" said he, with a humph of disgust; "they're still on their +backs, it seems." + +He knocked again. The sound of his knuckles on the door rang out +hollowly, as if there was nothing but emptiness within. While he waited +he turned on the step and looked idly at the courtyard. The inwalled +little place was curiously still. + +At last in his impatience he turned the handle, when to his surprise the +door opened, and let him enter. + +The leaves of a Bible fluttered in the fresh wind from the door. A large +lamp was burning on the table. Its big yellow flame was unnatural in the +sunshine. + +"H'mph!" said Postie, tossing his chin in disgust, "little wonder +everything gaed to wreck and ruin in this house! The slovens have left +the lamp burning the whole nicht lang. But less licht'll serve them now, +I'm thinking!" + +A few dead ashes were sticking from the lower bars of the range. Postie +crossed to the fireplace and looked down at the fender. That bright spot +would be the place, now, where auld Gourlay killed himself. The women +must have rubbed it so bright in trying to get out the blood. It was an +uncanny thing to keep in the house that. He stared at the fatal spot +till he grew eerie in the strange stillness. + +"Guidwife!" he cried, "Jennet! Don't ye hear?" + +They did not hear, it seemed. + +"God!" said he, "they sleep sound after all their misfortunes!" + +At last--partly in impatience, and partly from a wish to pry--he opened +the door of the parlour. "_Oh, my God!_" he screamed, leaping back, and +with his bulky bag got stuck in the kitchen door, in his desperate hurry +to be gone. + +He ran round to the Square in front, and down to Sandy Toddle, who was +informing a bunch of unshaven bodies that the Gourlays were +"sequestered." + +"Oh, my God, Post, what have you seen, to bring that look to your eyes? +What have you seen, man? Speak, for God's sake! What is it?" + +The post gasped and stammered; then "Ooh!" he shivered in horror, and +covered his eyes, at a sudden picture in his brain. + +"Speak!" said a man solemnly. + +"They have--they have--they have a' killed themselves," stammered the +postman, pointing to the Gourlays. + +Their loins were loosened beneath them. The scrape of their feet on the +road, as they turned to stare, sounded monstrous in the silence. No man +dared to speak. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at <a href = "http://www.gutenberg.org">www.gutenberg.org</a></pre> +<p>Title: The House with the Green Shutters</p> +<p>Author: George Douglas Brown</p> +<p>Release Date: June 22, 2008 [eBook #25876]</p> +<p>Language: English</p> +<p>Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1</p> +<p>***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE HOUSE WITH THE GREEN SHUTTERS***</p> +<p> </p> +<h3>E-text prepared by David Clarke, Martin Pettit,<br /> + and the Project Gutenberg Online Distributed Proofreading Team<br /> + (http://www.pgdp.net)</h3> +<p> </p> +<hr class="full" /> +<p> </p> +<p> </p> +<p> </p> + +<h1>THE HOUSE WITH THE GREEN SHUTTERS</h1> + +<h3>BY</h3> + +<h2>GEORGE DOUGLAS</h2> + +<div class="center"><img src="images/logo.jpg" width='169' height='200' alt="Publishers logo" /></div> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<p class="center">THOMAS NELSON AND SONS, LTD.<br />LONDON, EDINBURGH, AND NEW YORK</p> + +<hr /> + +<div class="center"><img src="images/fdj.jpg" width='472' height='700' alt="Cover - The House with the Green Shutters 2/- net" /></div> + +<hr /> + +<h2>CONTENTS</h2> + +<div class="index"> +<ul> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_I">CHAPTER I</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_II">CHAPTER II</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_III">CHAPTER III</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_IV">CHAPTER IV</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_V">CHAPTER V</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_VI">CHAPTER VI</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_VII">CHAPTER VII</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_VIII">CHAPTER VIII</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_IX">CHAPTER IX</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_X">CHAPTER X</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_XI">CHAPTER XI</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_XII">CHAPTER XII</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_XIII">CHAPTER XIII</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_XIV">CHAPTER XIV</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_XV">CHAPTER XV</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_XVI">CHAPTER XVI</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_XVII">CHAPTER XVII</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_XVIII">CHAPTER XVIII</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_XIX">CHAPTER XIX</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_XX">CHAPTER XX</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_XXI">CHAPTER XXI</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_XXII">CHAPTER XXII</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_XXIII">CHAPTER XXIII</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_XXIV">CHAPTER XXIV</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_XXV">CHAPTER XXV</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_XXVI">CHAPTER XXVI</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_XXVII">CHAPTER XXVII</a></li> +</ul> +</div> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_1" id="Page_1">[Pg 1]</a></span></p> + +<h1>THE HOUSE WITH THE GREEN SHUTTERS.</h1> + +<hr class="smler" /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></a>CHAPTER I.</h2> + +<p>The frowsy chambermaid of the "Red Lion" had just finished washing the +front door steps. She rose from her stooping posture and, being of +slovenly habit, flung the water from her pail straight out, without +moving from where she stood. The smooth round arch of the falling water +glistened for a moment in mid-air. John Gourlay, standing in front of +his new house at the head of the brae, could hear the swash of it when +it fell. The morning was of perfect stillness.</p> + +<p>The hands of the clock across "the Square" were pointing to the hour of +eight. They were yellow in the sun.</p> + +<p>Blowsalinda, of the Red Lion, picked up the big bass that usually lay +within the porch, and carrying it clumsily against her breast, moved off +round the corner of the public-house, her petticoat gaping behind. +Halfway she met the hostler, with whom she stopped in amorous dalliance. +He said something to her, and she laughed loudly and vacantly. The silly +<i>tee-hee</i> echoed up the street.</p> + +<p>A moment later a cloud of dust drifting round the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_2" id="Page_2">[Pg 2]</a></span> corner, and floating +white in the still air, showed that she was pounding the bass against +the end of the house. All over the little town the women of Barbie were +equally busy with their steps and door-mats. There was scarce a man to +be seen either in the Square, at the top of which Gourlay stood, or in +the long street descending from its near corner. The men were at work; +the children had not yet appeared; the women were busy with their +household cares.</p> + +<p>The freshness of the air, the smoke rising thin and far above the red +chimneys, the sunshine glistering on the roofs and gables, the rosy +clearness of everything beneath the dawn—above all, the quietness and +peace—made Barbie, usually so poor to see, a very pleasant place to +look down at on a summer morning. At this hour there was an unfamiliar +delicacy in the familiar scene, a freshness and purity of aspect—almost +an unearthliness—as though you viewed it through a crystal dream. But +it was not the beauty of the hour that kept Gourlay musing at his gate. +He was dead to the fairness of the scene, even while the fact of its +presence there before him wove most subtly with his mood. He smoked in +silent enjoyment because on a morning such as this everything he saw was +a delicate flattery to his pride. At the beginning of a new day, to look +down on the petty burgh in which he was the greatest man filled all his +being with a consciousness of importance. His sense of prosperity was +soothing and pervasive; he felt it all round him like the pleasant air, +as real as that and as subtle; bathing him, caressing. It was the most +secret and intimate joy of his life to go out and smoke on summer +mornings by his big gate, musing over Barbie ere he possessed it with +his merchandise.</p> + +<p>He had growled at the quarry carters for being late in setting out this +morning (for, like most resolute dullards, he was sternly methodical), +but in his heart he was secretly pleased. The needs of his business were +so<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_3" id="Page_3">[Pg 3]</a></span> various that his men could rarely start at the same hour and in the +same direction. To-day, however, because of the delay, all his carts +would go streaming through the town together, and that brave pomp would +be a slap in the face to his enemies. "I'll show them," he thought +proudly. "Them" was the town-folk, and what he would show them was what +a big man he was. For, like most scorners of the world's opinion, +Gourlay was its slave, and showed his subjection to the popular estimate +by his anxiety to flout it. He was not great enough for the carelessness +of perfect scorn.</p> + +<p>Through the big green gate behind him came the sound of carts being +loaded for the day. A horse, weary of standing idle between the shafts, +kicked ceaselessly and steadily against the ground with one impatient +hinder foot, clink, clink, clink upon the paved yard. "Easy, damn ye; +ye'll smash the bricks!" came a voice. Then there was the smart slap of +an open hand on a sleek neck, a quick start, and the rattle of chains as +the horse quivered to the blow.</p> + +<p>"Run a white tarpaulin across the cheese, Jock, to keep them frae +melting in the heat," came another voice. "And canny on the top there +wi' thae big feet o' yours; d'ye think a cheese was made for <i>you</i> to +dance on wi' your mighty brogues?" Then the voice sank to the hoarse, +warning whisper of impatience—loudish in anxiety, yet throaty from fear +of being heard. "Hurry up, man—hurry up, or he'll be down on us like +bleezes for being so late in getting off!"</p> + +<p>Gourlay smiled grimly, and a black gleam shot from his eye as he glanced +round to the gate and caught the words. His men did not know he could +hear them.</p> + +<p>The clock across the Square struck the hour, eight soft, slow strokes, +that melted away in the beauty of the morning. Five minutes passed. +Gourlay turned his head to listen, but no further sound came from the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_4" id="Page_4">[Pg 4]</a></span> +yard. He walked to the green gate, his slippers making no noise.</p> + +<p>"Are ye sleeping, my pretty men?" he said softly.... "<i>Eih?</i>"</p> + +<p>The "<i>Eih</i>" leapt like a sword, with a slicing sharpness in its tone +that made it a sinister contrast to the first sweet question to his +"pretty men." "<i>Eih?</i>" he said again, and stared with open mouth and +fierce, dark eyes.</p> + +<p>"Hurry up, Peter," whispered the gaffer, "hurry up, for God sake. He has +the black glower in his een."</p> + +<p>"Ready, sir; ready now!" cried Peter Riney, running out to open the +other half of the gate. Peter was a wizened little man, with a sandy +fringe of beard beneath his chin, a wart on the end of his long, +slanting-out nose, light blue eyes, and bushy eyebrows of a reddish +gray. The bearded red brows, close above the pale blueness of his eyes, +made them more vivid by contrast; they were like pools of blue light +amid the brownness of his face. Peter always ran about his work with +eager alacrity. A simple and willing old man, he affected the quick +readiness of youth to atone for his insignificance.</p> + +<p>"Hup, horse; hup then!" cried courageous Peter, walking backwards with +curved body through the gate, and tugging at the reins of a horse the +feet of which struck sparks from the paved ground as they stressed +painfully on edge to get weigh on the great wagon behind. The cart +rolled through, then another, and another, till twelve of them had +passed. Gourlay stood aside to watch them. All the horses were brown; +"he makes a point of that," the neighbours would have told you. As each +horse passed the gate the driver left its head, and took his place by +the wheel, cracking his whip, with many a "Hup, horse; yean, horse; woa, +lad; steady!"</p> + +<p>In a dull little country town the passing of a single<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5">[Pg 5]</a></span> cart is an event, +and a gig is followed with the eye till it disappears. Anything is +welcome that breaks the long monotony of the hours and suggests a topic +for the evening's talk. "Any news?" a body will gravely inquire. "Ou +ay," another will answer with equal gravity: "I saw Kennedy's gig going +past in the forenoon." "Ay, man; where would <i>he</i> be off till? He's owre +often in his gig, I'm thinking." And then Kennedy and his affairs will +last them till bedtime.</p> + +<p>Thus the appearance of Gourlay's carts woke Barbie from its morning +lethargy. The smith came out in his leather apron, shoving back, as he +gazed, the grimy cap from his white-sweating brow; bowed old men stood +in front of their doorways, leaning with one hand on short, trembling +staffs, while the slaver slid unheeded along the cutties which the left +hand held to their toothless mouths; white-mutched grannies were keeking +past the jambs; an early urchin, standing wide-legged to stare, waved +his cap and shouted, "Hooray!"—and all because John Gourlay's carts +were setting off upon their morning rounds, a brave procession for a +single town! Gourlay, standing great-shouldered in the middle of the +road, took in every detail, devoured it grimly as a homage to his pride. +"Ha, ha, ye dogs!" said the soul within him. Past the pillar of the Red +Lion door he could see a white peep of the landlord's waistcoat—though +the rest of the mountainous man was hidden deep within his porch. (On +summer mornings the vast totality of the landlord was always inferential +to the town from the tiny white peep of him revealed.) Even fat Simpson +had waddled to the door to see the carts going past. It was fat +Simpson—might the Universe blast his adipose—who had once tried to +infringe Gourlay's monopoly as the sole carrier in Barbie. There had +been a rush to him at first, but Gourlay set his teeth and drove him off +the road, carrying stuff for nothing till Simpson had nothing to carry, +so that the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6">[Pg 6]</a></span> local wit suggested "a wee parcel in a big cart" as a new +sign for his hotel. The twelve browns prancing past would be a pill to +Simpson! There was no smile about Gourlay's mouth—a fiercer glower was +the only sign of his pride—but it put a bloom on his morning, he felt, +to see the suggestive round of Simpson's waistcoat, down yonder at the +porch. Simpson, the swine! He had made short work o' <i>him</i>!</p> + +<p>Ere the last of the carts had issued from the yard at the House with the +Green Shutters the foremost was already near the Red Lion. Gourlay swore +beneath his breath when Miss Toddle—described in the local records as +"a spinster of independent means"—came fluttering out with a silly +little parcel to accost one of the carriers. Did the auld fool mean to +stop Andy Gow about <i>her</i> petty affairs, and thus break the line of +carts on the only morning they had ever been able to go down the brae +together? But no. Andy tossed her parcel carelessly up among his other +packages, and left her bawling instructions from the gutter, with a +portentous shaking of her corkscrew curls. Gourlay's men took their cue +from their master, and were contemptuous of Barbie, most unchivalrous +scorners of its old maids.</p> + +<p>Gourlay was pleased with Andy for snubbing Sandy Toddle's sister. When +he and Elshie Hogg reached the Cross they would have to break off from +the rest to complete their loads; but they had been down Main Street +over night as usual picking up their commissions, and until they reached +the Bend o' the Brae it was unlikely that any business should arrest +them now. Gourlay hoped that it might be so; and he had his desire, for, +with the exception of Miss Toddle, no customer appeared. The teams went +slowly down the steep side of the Square in an unbroken line, and slowly +down the street leading from its near corner. On the slope the horses +were unable to go fast—being forced to stell themselves back against +the heavy propulsion of the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[Pg 7]</a></span> carts behind; and thus the procession +endured for a length of time worthy its surpassing greatness. When it +disappeared round the Bend o' the Brae the watching bodies disappeared +too; the event of the day had passed, and vacancy resumed her reign. The +street and the Square lay empty to the morning sun. Gourlay alone stood +idly at his gate, lapped in his own satisfaction.</p> + +<p>It had been a big morning, he felt. It was the first time for many a +year that all his men, quarrymen and carriers, carters of cheese and +carters of grain, had led their teams down the brae together in the full +view of his rivals. "I hope they liked it!" he thought, and he nodded +several times at the town beneath his feet, with a slow up-and-down +motion of the head, like a man nodding grimly to his beaten enemy. It +was as if he said, "See what I have done to ye!"</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[Pg 8]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></a>CHAPTER II.</h2> + +<p>Only a man of Gourlay's brute force of character could have kept all the +carrying trade of Barbie in his own hands. Even in these days of +railways, nearly every parish has a pair of carriers at the least, +journeying once or twice a week to the nearest town. In the days when +Gourlay was the great man of Barbie, railways were only beginning to +thrust themselves among the quiet hills, and the bulk of inland commerce +was still being drawn by horses along the country roads. Yet Gourlay was +the only carrier in the town. The wonder is diminished when we remember +that it had been a decaying burgh for thirty years, and that its trade, +at the best of times, was of meagre volume. Even so, it was astonishing +that he should be the only carrier. If you asked the natives how he did +it, "Ou," they said, "he makes the one hand wash the other, doan't ye +know?"—meaning thereby that he had so many horses travelling on his own +business, that he could afford to carry other people's goods at rates +that must cripple his rivals.</p> + +<p>"But that's very stupid, surely," said a visitor once, who thought of +entering into competition. "It's cutting off his nose to spite his face! +Why is he so anxious to be the only carrier in Barbie that he carries +stuff for next to noathing the moment another man tries to work the +roads? It's a daft-like thing to do!"</p> + +<p>"To be sure is't, to be sure is't! Just the stupeedity<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[Pg 9]</a></span> o' spite! Oh, +there are times when Gourlay makes little or noathing from the carrying; +but then, ye see, it gies him a fine chance to annoy folk! If you ask +him to bring ye ocht, 'Oh,' he growls, 'I'll see if it suits my own +convenience.' And ye have to be content. He has made so much money of +late that the pride of him's not to be endured."</p> + +<p>It was not the insolence of sudden wealth, however, that made Gourlay +haughty to his neighbours; it was a repressiveness natural to the man +and a fierce contempt of their scoffing envy. But it was true that he +had made large sums of money during recent years. From his father (who +had risen in the world) he inherited a fine trade in cheese; also the +carrying to Skeighan on the one side and Fleckie on the other. When he +married Miss Richmond of Tenshillingland, he started as a corn broker +with the snug dowry that she brought him. Then, greatly to his own +benefit, he succeeded in establishing a valuable connection with +Templandmuir.</p> + +<p>It was partly by sheer impact of character that Gourlay obtained his +ascendency over hearty and careless Templandmuir, and partly by a bluff +joviality which he—so little cunning in other things—knew to affect +among the petty lairds. The man you saw trying to be jocose with +Templandmuir was a very different being from the autocrat who "downed" +his fellows in the town. It was all "How are ye the day, Templandmuir?" +and "How d'ye doo-oo, Mr. Gourlay?" and the immediate production of the +big decanter.</p> + +<p>More than ten years ago now Templandmuir gave this fine, dour upstanding +friend of his a twelve-year tack of the Red Quarry, and that was the +making of Gourlay. The quarry yielded the best building stone in a +circuit of thirty miles, easy to work and hard against wind and weather. +When the main line went north through Skeighan and Poltandie, there was +a great deal<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[Pg 10]</a></span> of building on the far side, and Gourlay simply coined the +money. He could not have exhausted the quarry had he tried—he would +have had to howk down a hill—but he took thousands of loads from it for +the Skeighan folk; and the commission he paid the laird on each was +ridiculously small. He built wooden stables out on Templandmuir's +estate—the Templar had seven hundred acres of hill land—and it was +there the quarry horses generally stood. It was only rarely—once in two +years, perhaps—that they came into the House with the Green Shutters. +Last Saturday they had brought several loads of stuff for Gourlay's own +use, and that is why they were present at the great procession on the +Monday following.</p> + +<p>It was their feeling that Gourlay's success was out of all proportion to +his merits that made other great-men-in-a-small-way so bitter against +him. They were an able lot, and scarce one but possessed fifty times his +weight of brain. Yet he had the big way of doing, though most of them +were well enough to pass. Had they not been aware of his stupidity, they +would never have minded his triumphs in the countryside; but they felt +it with a sense of personal defeat that he—the donkey, as they thought +him—should scoop every chance that was going, and leave them, the +long-headed ones, still muddling in their old concerns. They consoled +themselves with sneers, he retorted with brutal scorn, and the feud kept +increasing between them.</p> + +<p>They were standing at the Cross, to enjoy their Saturday at e'en, when +Gourlay's "quarriers"—as the quarry horses had been named—came through +the town last week-end. There were groups of bodies in the streets, +washed from toil to enjoy the quiet air; dandering slowly or gossiping +at ease; and they all turned to watch the quarriers stepping bravely up, +their heads tossing to the hill. The big-men-in-a-small-way glowered and +said nothing.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</a></span></p><p>"I wouldn't mind," said Sandy Toddle at last—"I wouldn't mind if he +weren't such a demned ess!"</p> + +<p>"Ess?" said the Deacon unpleasantly. He puckered his brow and blinked, +pretending not to understand.</p> + +<p>"Oh, a cuddy, ye know," said Toddle, colouring.</p> + +<p>"Gourlay'th stupid enough," lisped the Deacon; "we all know that. But +there'th one thing to be said on hith behalf. He's not such a 'demned +ess' as to try and thpeak fancy English!"</p> + +<p>When the Deacon was not afraid of a man he stabbed him straight; when he +was afraid of him he stabbed him on the sly. He was annoyed by the +passing of Gourlay's carts, and he took it out of Sandy Toddle.</p> + +<p>"It's extr'ornar!" blurted the Provost (who was a man of brosy speech, +large-mouthed and fat of utterance). "It's extr'ornar. Yass, it's +extr'ornar! I mean the luck of that man—for gumption he has noan, noan +whatever! But if the railway came hereaway I wager Gourlay would go +down," he added, less in certainty of knowledge than as prophet of the +thing desired. "I wager he'd go down, sirs."</p> + +<p>"Likely enough," said Sandy Toddle; "he wouldn't be quick enough to jump +at the new way of doing."</p> + +<p>"Moar than that!" cried the Provost, spite sharpening his insight, "moar +than that—he'd be owre dour to abandon the auld way. <i>I</i>'m talling ye. +He would just be left entirely! It's only those, like myself, who +approach him on the town's affairs that know the full extent of his +stupeedity."</p> + +<p>"Oh, he's a 'demned ess,'" said the Deacon, rubbing it into Toddle and +Gourlay at the same time.</p> + +<p>"A-ah, but then, ye see, he has the abeelity that comes from character," +said Johnny Coe, who was a sage philosopher. "For there are two kinds of +abeelity, don't ye understa-and? There's a scattered abeelity<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</a></span> that's of +no use! Auld Randie Donaldson was good at fifty different things, and he +died in the poorhouse! There's a dour kind of abeelity, though, that has +no cleverness, but just gangs tramping on; and that's——"</p> + +<p>"The easiest beaten by a flank attack," said the Deacon, snubbing him.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III"></a>CHAPTER III.</h2> + +<p>With the sudden start of a man roused from a daydream Gourlay turned +from the green gate and entered the yard. Jock Gilmour, the "orra" man, +was washing down the legs of a horse beside the trough. It was Gourlay's +own cob, which he used for driving round the countryside. It was a +black—Gourlay "made a point" of driving with a black. "The brown for +sturdiness, the black for speed," he would say, making a maxim of his +whim to give it the sanction of a higher law.</p> + +<p>Gilmour was in a wild temper because he had been forced to get up at +five o'clock in order to turn several hundred cheeses, to prevent them +bulging out of shape owing to the heat, and so becoming cracked and +spoiled. He did not raise his head at his master's approach. And his +head being bent, the eye was attracted to a patent leather collar which +he wore, glazed with black and red stripes. It is a collar much affected +by ploughmen, because a dip in the horse-trough once a month suffices +for its washing. Between the striped collar and his hair (as he stooped) +the sunburnt redness of his neck struck the eye vividly—the cropped +fair hairs on it showing whitish on the red skin.</p> + +<p>The horse quivered as the cold water swashed about its legs, and turned +playfully to bite its groom. Gilmour, still stooping, dug his elbow up +beneath its ribs. The animal wheeled in anger, but Gilmour ran to its +head with most manful blasphemy, and led it to the stable door. The off +hind leg was still unwashed.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</a></span></p><p>"Has the horse but the three legs?" said Gourlay suavely.</p> + +<p>Gilmour brought the horse back to the trough, muttering sullenly.</p> + +<p>"Were ye saying anything?" said Gourlay. "<i>Eih?</i>"</p> + +<p>Gilmour sulked out and said nothing; and his master smiled grimly at the +sudden redness that swelled his neck and ears to the verge of bursting.</p> + +<p>A boy, standing in his shirt and trousers at an open window of the house +above, had looked down at the scene with craning interest—big-eyed. He +had been alive to every turn and phase of it—the horse's quiver of +delight and fear, his skittishness, the groom's ill-temper, and +Gourlay's grinding will. Eh, but his father was a caution! How easy he +had downed Jock Gilmour! The boy was afraid of his father himself, but +he liked to see him send other folk to the right about. For he was John +Gourlay, too. Hokey, but his father could down them!</p> + +<p>Mr. Gourlay passed on to the inner yard, which was close to the scullery +door. The paved little court, within its high wooden walls, was +curiously fresh and clean. A cock-pigeon strutted round, puffing his +gleaming breast and <i>rooketty-cooing</i> in the sun. Large, clear drops +fell slowly from the spout of a wooden pump, and splashed upon a flat +stone. The place seemed to enfold the stillness. There was a sense of +inclusion and peace.</p> + +<p>There is a distinct pleasure to the eye in a quiet brick court where +everything is fresh and prim; in sunny weather you can lounge in a room +and watch it through an open door, in a kind of lazy dream. The boy, +standing at the window above to let the fresh air blow round his neck, +was alive to that pleasure; he was intensely conscious of the pigeon +swelling in its bravery, of the clean yard, the dripping pump, and the +great stillness. His father on the step beneath had a different pleasure +in the sight. The fresh indolence of morning was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</a></span> round him too, but it +was more than that that kept him gazing in idle happiness. He was +delighting in the sense of his own property around him, the most +substantial pleasure possible to man. His feeling, deep though it was, +was quite vague and inarticulate. If you had asked Gourlay what he was +thinking of he could not have told you, even if he had been willing to +answer you civilly—which is most unlikely. Yet his whole being, +physical and mental (physical, indeed, rather than mental), was +surcharged with the feeling that the fine buildings around him were his, +that he had won them by his own effort, and built them large and +significant before the world. He was lapped in the thought of it.</p> + +<p>All men are suffused with that quiet pride in looking at the houses and +lands which they have won by their endeavours—in looking at the houses +more than at the lands, for the house which a man has built seems to +express his character and stand for him before the world, as a sign of +his success. It is more personal than cold acres, stamped with an +individuality. All men know that soothing pride in the contemplation of +their own property. But in Gourlay's sense of property there was another +element—an element peculiar to itself, which endowed it with its +warmest glow. Conscious always that he was at a disadvantage among his +cleverer neighbours, who could achieve a civic eminence denied to him, +he felt nevertheless that there was one means, a material means, by +which he could hold his own and reassert himself—by the bravery of his +business, namely, and all the appointments thereof, among which his +dwelling was the chief. That was why he had spent so much money on the +house. That was why he had such keen delight in surveying it. Every time +he looked at the place he had a sense of triumph over what he knew in +his bones to be an adverse public opinion. There was anger in his +pleasure,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</a></span> and the pleasure that is mixed with anger often gives the +keenest thrill. It is the delight of triumph in spite of opposition. +Gourlay's house was a material expression of that delight, stood for it +in stone and lime.</p> + +<p>It was not that he reasoned deliberately when he built the house. But +every improvement that he made—and he was always spending money on +improvements—had for its secret motive a more or less vague desire to +score off his rivals. "<i>That</i>'ll be a slap in the face to the Provost!" +he smiled, when he planted his great mound of shrubs. "There's noathing +like <i>that</i> about the Provost's! Ha, ha!"</p> + +<p>Encased as he was in his hard and insensitive nature, he was not the man +who in new surroundings would be quick to every whisper of opinion. But +he had been born and bred in Barbie, and he knew his townsmen—oh yes, +he knew them. He knew they laughed because he had no gift of the gab, +and could never be Provost, or Bailie, or Elder, or even Chairman of the +Gasworks! Oh, verra well, verra well; let Connal and Brodie and +Allardyce have the talk, and manage the town's affairs (he was damned if +they should manage his!)—he, for his part, preferred the substantial +reality. He could never aspire to the provostship, but a man with a +house like that, he was fain to think, could afford to do without it. Oh +yes; he was of opinion he could do without it! It had run him short of +cash to build the place so big and braw, but, Lord! it was worth it. +There wasn't a man in the town who had such accommodation!</p> + +<p>And so, gradually, his dwelling had come to be a passion of Gourlay's +life. It was a by-word in the place that if ever his ghost was seen, it +would be haunting the House with the Green Shutters. Deacon Allardyce, +trying to make a phrase with him, once quoted the saying in his +presence. "Likely enough!" said Gourlay. "It's only reasonable I should +prefer my own house to you rabble in the graveyard!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</a></span></p><p>Both in appearance and position the house was a worthy counterpart of +its owner. It was a substantial two-story dwelling, planted firm and +gawcey on a little natural terrace that projected a considerable +distance into the Square. At the foot of the steep little bank shelving +to the terrace ran a stone wall, of no great height, and the iron +railings it uplifted were no higher than the sward within. Thus the +whole house was bare to the view from the ground up, nothing in front to +screen its admirable qualities. From each corner, behind, flanking walls +went out to the right and left, and hid the yard and the granaries. In +front of these walls the dwelling seemed to thrust itself out for +notice. It took the eye of a stranger the moment he entered the Square. +"Whose place is that?" was his natural question. A house that challenges +regard in that way should have a gallant bravery in its look; if its +aspect be mean, its assertive position but directs the eye to its +infirmities. There is something pathetic about a tall, cold, barn-like +house set high upon a brae; it cannot hide its naked shame; it thrusts +its ugliness dumbly on your notice, a manifest blotch upon the world, a +place for the winds to whistle round. But Gourlay's house was worthy its +commanding station. A little dour and blunt in the outlines like Gourlay +himself, it drew and satisfied your eye as he did.</p> + +<p>And its position, "cockit up there on the brae," made it the theme of +constant remark—to men because of the tyrant who owned it, and to women +because of the poor woman who mismanaged its affairs. "'Deed, I don't +wonder that gurly Gourlay, as they ca' him, has an ill temper," said the +gossips gathered at the pump, with their big, bare arms akimbo; +"whatever led him to marry that dishclout of a woman clean beats <i>me</i>! I +never could make head nor tail o't!" As for the men, they twisted every +item about Gourlay and his domicile into fresh matter of assailment. +"What's the news?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</a></span> asked one, returning from a long absence; to whom +the smith, after smoking in silence for five minutes, said, "Gourlay has +got new rones!" "Ha—ay, man, Gourlay has got new rones!" buzzed the +visitor; and then their eyes, diminished in mirth, twinkled at each +other from out their ruddy wrinkles, as if wit had volleyed between +them. In short, the House with the Green Shutters was on every +tongue—and with a scoff in the voice, if possible.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></a>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + +<p>Gourlay went swiftly to the kitchen from the inner yard. He had stood so +long in silence on the step, and his coming was so noiseless, that he +surprised a long, thin trollop of a woman, with a long, thin, scraggy +neck, seated by the slatternly table, and busy with a frowsy +paper-covered volume, over which her head was bent in intent perusal.</p> + +<p>"At your novelles?" said he. "Ay, woman; will it be a good story?"</p> + +<p>She rose in a nervous flutter when she saw him; yet needlessly shrill in +her defence, because she was angry at detection.</p> + +<p>"Ah, well!" she cried, in weary petulance, "it's an unco thing if a +body's not to have a moment's rest after such a morning's darg! I just +sat down wi' the book for a little, till John should come till his +breakfast!"</p> + +<p>"So?" said Gourlay. "God, ay!" he went on; "you're making a nice job of +<i>him</i>. <i>He</i>'ll be a credit to the house. Oh, it's right, no doubt, that +<i>you</i> should neglect your work till <i>he</i> consents to rise."</p> + +<p>"Eh, the puir la-amb," she protested, dwelling on the vowels in fatuous, +maternal love; "the bairn's wearied, man! He's ainything but strong, and +the schooling's owre sore on him."</p> + +<p>"Poor lamb, atweel," said Gourlay. "It was a muckle sheep that dropped +him."</p> + +<p>It was Gourlay's pride in his house that made him<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</a></span> harsher to his wife +than others, since her sluttishness was a constant offence to the order +in which he loved to have his dear possessions. He, for his part, liked +everything precise. His claw-toed hammer always hung by the head on a +couple of nails close together near the big clock; his gun always lay +across a pair of wooden pegs, projecting from the brown rafters, just +above the hearth. His bigotry in trifles expressed his character. Strong +men of a mean understanding often deliberately assume, and passionately +defend, peculiarities of no importance, because they have nothing else +to get a repute for. "No, no," said Gourlay; "you'll never see a brown +cob in <i>my</i> gig—I wouldn't take one in a present!" He was full of such +fads, and nothing should persuade him to alter the crotchets, which, for +want of something better, he made the marks of his dour character. He +had worked them up as part of his personality, and his pride of +personality was such that he would never consent to change them. Hence +the burly and gurly man was prim as an old maid with regard to his +belongings. Yet his wife was continually infringing the order on which +he set his heart. If he went forward to the big clock to look for his +hammer, it was sure to be gone—the two bright nails staring at him +vacantly. "Oh," she would say, in weary complaint, "I just took it to +break a wheen coals;" and he would find it in the coal-hole, greasy and +grimy finger-marks engrained on the handle which he loved to keep so +smooth and clean. Innumerable her offences of the kind. Independent of +these, the sight of her general incompetence filled him with a seething +rage, which found vent not in lengthy tirades but the smooth venom of +his tongue. Let him keep the outside of the house never so spick and +span, inside was awry with her untidiness. She was unworthy of the House +with the Green Shutters—that was the gist of it. Every time he set eyes +on the poor trollop, the fresh perception of her incompetence which the +sudden sight<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</a></span> of her flashed, as she trailed aimlessly about, seemed to +fatten his rage and give a coarser birr to his tongue.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gourlay had only four people to look after—her husband, her two +children, and Jock Gilmour, the orra man. And the wife of Drucken +Wabster—who had to go charing because she was the wife of Drucken +Wabster—came in every day, and all day long, to help her with the work. +Yet the house was always in confusion. Mrs. Gourlay had asked for +another servant, but Gourlay would not allow that; "one's enough," said +he, and what he once laid down he never went back on. Mrs. Gourlay had +to muddle along as best she could, and having no strength either of mind +or body, she let things drift, and took refuge in reading silly fiction.</p> + +<p>As Gourlay shoved his feet into his boots, and stamped to make them +easy, he glowered at the kitchen from under his heavy brows with a huge +disgust. The table was littered with unwashed dishes, and on the corner +of it next him was a great black sloppy ring, showing where a wet +saucepan had been laid upon the bare board. The sun streamed through the +window in yellow heat right on to a pat of melting butter. There was a +basin of dirty water beneath the table, with the dishcloth slopping over +on the ground.</p> + +<p>"It's a tidy house!" said he.</p> + +<p>"Ach, well," she cried, "you and your kitchen-range! It was that that +did it! The masons could have redd out the fireplace to make room for't +in the afternoon before it comes hame. They could have done't brawly, +but ye wouldna hear o't—oh no; ye bude to have the whole place gutted +out yestreen. I had to boil everything on the parlour fire this morning; +no wonder I'm a little tousy!"</p> + +<p>The old-fashioned kitchen grate had been removed and the jambs had been +widened on each side of the fireplace; it yawned empty and cold. A +little rubble of mortar, newly dried, lay about the bottom of the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</a></span> +square recess. The sight of the crude, unfamiliar scraps of dropped lime +in the gaping place where warmth should have been, increased the +discomfort of the kitchen.</p> + +<p>"Oh, that's it!" said Gourlay. "I see! It was want of the fireplace that +kept ye from washing the dishes that we used yestreen. That was +terrible! However, ye'll have plenty of boiling water when I put in the +grand new range for ye; there winna be its equal in the parish! We'll +maybe have a clean house <i>than</i>."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gourlay leaned, with the outspread thumb and red raw knuckles of +her right hand, on the sloppy table, and gazed away through the back +window of the kitchen in a kind of mournful vacancy. Always when her +first complaining defence had failed to turn aside her husband's tongue, +her mind became a blank beneath his heavy sarcasms, and sought refuge by +drifting far away. She would fix her eyes on the distance in dreary +contemplation, and her mind would follow her eyes in a vacant and +wistful regard. The preoccupation of her mournful gaze enabled her to +meet her husband's sneers with a kind of numb, unheeding acquiescence. +She scarcely heard them.</p> + +<p>Her head hung a little to one side as if too heavy for her wilting neck. +Her hair, of a dry, red brown, curved low on either side of her brow, in +a thick, untidy mass, to her almost transparent ears. As she gazed in +weary and dreary absorption her lips had fallen heavy and relaxed, in +unison with her mood; and through her open mouth her breathing was +quick, and short, and noiseless. She wore no stays, and her slack cotton +blouse showed the flatness of her bosom, and the faint outlines of her +withered and pendulous breasts hanging low within.</p> + +<p>There was something tragic in her pose, as she stood, sad and +abstracted, by the dirty table. She was scraggy<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</a></span> helplessness, staring +in sorrowful vacancy. But Gourlay eyed her with disgust. Why, by Heaven, +even now her petticoat was gaping behind, worse than the sloven's at the +Red Lion. She was a pr-r-retty wife for John Gourlay! The sight of her +feebleness would have roused pity in some: Gourlay it moved to a steady +and seething rage. As she stood helpless before him he stung her with +crude, brief irony.</p> + +<p>Yet he was not wilfully cruel; only a stupid man with a strong +character, in which he took a dogged pride. Stupidity and pride provoked +the brute in him. He was so dull—only dull is hardly the word for a man +of his smouldering fire—he was so dour of wit that he could never hope +to distinguish himself by anything in the shape of cleverness. Yet so +resolute a man must make the strong personality of which he was proud +tell in some way. How, then, should he assert his superiority and hold +his own? Only by affecting a brutal scorn of everything said and done +unless it was said and done by John Gourlay. His lack of understanding +made his affectation of contempt the easier. A man can never sneer at a +thing which he really understands. Gourlay, understanding nothing, was +able to sneer at everything. "Hah! I don't understand that; it's damned +nonsense!"—that was his attitude to life. If "that" had been an +utterance of Shakespeare or Napoleon it would have made no difference to +John Gourlay. It would have been damned nonsense just the same. And he +would have told them so, if he had met them.</p> + +<p>The man had made dogged scorn a principle of life to maintain himself at +the height which his courage warranted. His thickness of wit was never a +bar to the success of his irony. For the irony of the ignorant Scot is +rarely the outcome of intellectual qualities. It depends on a falsetto +voice and the use of a recognized number of catchwords. "Dee-ee-ar me, +dee-ee-ar me;"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</a></span> "Just so-a, just so-a;" "Im-phm!" "D'ye tell me that?" +"Wonderful, serr, wonderful;" "Ah, well, may-ay-be, may-ay-be"—these be +words of potent irony when uttered with a certain birr. Long practice +had made Gourlay an adept in their use. He never spoke to those he +despised or disliked without "the birr." Not that he was voluble of +speech; he wasn't clever enough for lengthy abuse. He said little and +his voice was low, but every word from the hard, clean lips was a stab. +And often his silence was more withering than any utterance. It struck +life like a black frost.</p> + +<p>In those early days, to be sure, Gourlay had less occasion for the use +of his crude but potent irony, since the sense of his material +well-being warmed him and made him less bitter to the world. To the +substantial farmers and petty squires around he was civil, even hearty, +in his manner—unless they offended him. For they belonged to the close +corporation of "bien men," and his familiarity with them was a proof to +the world of his greatness. Others, again, were far too far beneath him +already for him to "down" them. He reserved his gibes for his immediate +foes, the assertive bodies his rivals in the town—and for his wife, who +was a constant eyesore. As for her, he had baited the poor woman so long +that it had become a habit; he never spoke to her without a sneer. "Ay, +where have <i>you</i> been stravaiging to?" he would drawl; and if she +answered meekly, "I was taking a dander to the linn owre-bye," "The +Linn!" he would take her up; "ye had a heap to do to gang there; your +Bible would fit you better on a bonny Sabbath afternune!" Or it might +be: "What's that you're burying your nose in now?" and if she faltered, +"It's the Bible," "Hi!" he would laugh, "you're turning godly in your +auld age. Weel, I'm no saying but it's time."</p> + +<p>"Where's Janet?" he demanded, stamping his boots once more, now he had +them laced.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</a></span></p><p>"Eh?" said his wife vaguely, turning her eyes from the window. +"Wha-at?"</p> + +<p>"Ye're not turning deaf, I hope. I was asking ye where Janet was."</p> + +<p>"I sent her down to Scott's for a can o' milk," she answered him +wearily.</p> + +<p>"No doubt ye had to send <i>her</i>," said he. "What ails the lamb that ye +couldna send <i>him</i>—eh?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, she was about when I wanted the milk, and she volunteered to gang. +Man, it seems I never do a thing to please ye! What harm will it do her +to run for a drop milk?"</p> + +<p>"Noan," he said gravely, "noan. And it's right, no doubt, that her +brother should still be abed—oh, it's right that he should get the +privilege—seeing he's the eldest!"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gourlay was what the Scotch call "browdened<a name="FNanchor_1_1" id="FNanchor_1_1"></a><a href="#Footnote_1_1" class="fnanchor">[1]</a> on her boy." In +spite of her slack grasp on life—perhaps, because of it—she clung with +a tenacious fondness to him. He was all she had, for Janet was a +thowless<a name="FNanchor_2_2" id="FNanchor_2_2"></a><a href="#Footnote_2_2" class="fnanchor">[2]</a> thing, too like her mother for her mother to like her. And +Gourlay had discovered that it was one way of getting at his wife to be +hard upon the thing she loved. In his desire to nag and annoy her he +adopted a manner of hardness and repression to his son—which became +permanent. He was always "down" on John; the more so because Janet was +his own favourite—perhaps, again, because her mother seemed to neglect +her. Janet was a very unlovely child, with a long, tallowy face and a +pimply brow, over which a stiff fringe of whitish hair came down almost +to her staring eyes, the eyes themselves being large, pale blue, and +saucer-like, with a great margin of unhealthy white. But Gourlay, though +he never petted her, had a silent satisfaction in his daughter.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</a></span> He took +her about with him in the gig, on Saturday afternoons, when he went to +buy cheese and grain at the outlying farms. And he fed her rabbits when +she had the fever. It was a curious sight to see the dour, silent man +mixing oatmeal and wet tea-leaves in a saucer at the dirty kitchen +table, and then marching off to the hutch, with the ridiculous dish in +his hand, to feed his daughter's pets.</p> + +<p class="center">* * * * *</p> + +<p>A sudden yell of pain and alarm rang through the kitchen. It came from +the outer yard.</p> + +<p>When the boy, peering from the window above, saw his father disappear +through the scullery door, he stole out. The coast was clear at last.</p> + +<p>He passed through to the outer yard. Jock Gilmour had been dashing water +on the paved floor, and was now sweeping it out with a great whalebone +besom. The hissing whalebone sent a splatter of dirty drops showering in +front of it. John set his bare feet wide (he was only in his shirt and +knickers) and eyed the man whom his father had "downed" with a kind of +silent swagger. He felt superior. His pose was instinct with the +feeling: "<i>My</i> father is <i>your</i> master, and ye daurna stand up till +him." Children of masterful sires often display that attitude towards +dependants. The feeling is not the less real for being subconscious.</p> + +<p>Jock Gilmour was still seething with a dour anger because Gourlay's +quiet will had ground him to the task. When John came out and stood +there, he felt tempted to vent on him the spite he felt against his +father. The subtle suggestion of criticism and superiority in the boy's +pose intensified the wish. Not that Gilmour acted from deliberate +malice; his irritation was instinctive. Our wrath against those whom we +fear is generally wreaked upon those whom we don't.</p> + +<p>John, with his hands in his pockets, strutted across the yard, still +watching Gilmour with that silent, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</a></span>offensive look. He came into the +path of the whalebone. "Get out, you smeowt!" cried Gilmour, and with a +vicious shove of the brush he sent a shower of dirty drops spattering +about the boy's bare legs.</p> + +<p>"Hallo you! what are ye after?" bawled the boy. "Don't you try that on +again, I'm telling ye. What are <i>you</i>, onyway? Ye're just a servant. +Hay-ay-ay, my man, my faither's the boy for ye. <i>He</i> can put ye in your +place."</p> + +<p>Gilmour made to go at him with the head of the whalebone besom. John +stooped and picked up the wet lump of cloth with which Gilmour had been +washing down the horse's legs.</p> + +<p>"Would ye?" said Gilmour threateningly.</p> + +<p>"Would I no?" said John, the wet lump poised for throwing, level with +his shoulder.</p> + +<p>But he did not throw it for all his defiant air. He hesitated. He would +have liked to slash it into Gilmour's face, but a swift vision of what +would happen if he did withheld his craving arm. His irresolution was +patent in his face; in his eyes there were both a threat and a watchful +fear. He kept the dirty cloth poised in mid-air.</p> + +<p>"Drap the clout," said Gilmour.</p> + +<p>"I'll no," said John.</p> + +<p>Gilmour turned sideways and whizzed the head of the besom round so that +its dirty spray rained in the boy's face and eyes. John let him have the +wet lump slash in his mouth. Gilmour dropped the besom and hit him a +sounding thwack on the ear. John hullabalooed. Murther and desperation!</p> + +<p>Ere he had gathered breath for a second roar his mother was present in +the yard. She was passionate in defence of her cub, and rage transformed +her. Her tense frame vibrated in anger; you would scarce have recognized +the weary trollop of the kitchen.</p> + +<p>"What's the matter, Johnny dear?" she cried, with a fierce glance at +Gilmour.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</a></span></p><p>"Gilmour hut me!" he bellowed angrily.</p> + +<p>"Ye muckle lump!" she cried shrilly, the two scraggy muscles of her neck +standing out long and thin as she screamed; "ye muckle lump—to strike a +defenceless wean!—Dinna greet, my lamb; I'll no let him meddle +ye.—Jock Gilmour, how daur ye lift your finger to a wean of mine? But +I'll learn ye the better o't! Mr. Gourlay'll gie <i>you</i> the order to +travel ere the day's muckle aulder. I'll have no servant about <i>my</i> +hoose to ill-use <i>my</i> bairn."</p> + +<p>She stopped, panting angrily for breath, and glared at her darling's +enemy.</p> + +<p>"<i>Your</i> servant!" cried Gilmour in contempt. "Ye're a nice-looking +object to talk about servants." He pointed at her slovenly dress and +burst into a blatant laugh: "Huh, huh, huh!"</p> + +<p>Mr. Gourlay had followed more slowly from the kitchen, as befitted a man +of his superior character. He heard the row well enough, but considered +it beneath him to hasten to a petty squabble.</p> + +<p>"What's this?" he demanded with a widening look. Gilmour scowled at the +ground.</p> + +<p>"This!" shrilled Mrs. Gourlay, who had recovered her breath +again—"this! Look at him there, the muckle slabber," and she pointed to +Gilmour, who was standing with a red-lowering, downcast face, "look at +him! A man of that size to even himsell to a wean!"</p> + +<p>"He deserved a' he got," said Gilmour sullenly. "His mother spoils him, +at ony rate. And I'm damned if the best Gourlay that ever dirtied +leather's gaun to trample owre <i>me</i>."</p> + +<p>Gourlay jumped round with a quick start of the whole body. For a full +minute he held Gilmour in the middle of his steady glower.</p> + +<p>"Walk," he said, pointing to the gate.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'll walk," bawled Gilmour, screaming now that anger gave him +courage. "Gie me time to get <i>my</i> kist,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</a></span> and I'll walk mighty quick. And +damned glad I'll be to get redd o' you and your hoose. The Hoose wi' the +Green Shutters," he laughed, "hi, hi, hi!—the Hoose wi' the Green +Shutters!"</p> + +<p>Gourlay went slowly up to him, opening his eyes on him black and wide. +"You swine!" he said, with quiet vehemence; "for damned little I would +kill ye wi' a glower!"</p> + +<p>Gilmour shrank from the blaze in his eyes.</p> + +<p>"Oh, dinna be fee-ee-ared," said Gourlay quietly, "dinna be fee-ee-ared. +I wouldn't dirty my hand on 'ee! But get your bit kist, and I'll see ye +off the premises. Suspeecious characters are worth the watching."</p> + +<p>"Suspeecious!" stuttered Gilmour, "suspeecious! Wh-wh-whan was I ever +suspeecious? I'll have the law of ye for that. I'll make ye answer for +your wor-rds."</p> + +<p>"Imphm!" said Gourlay. "In the meantime, look slippy wi' that bit box o' +yours. I don't like daft folk about <i>my</i> hoose."</p> + +<p>"There'll be dafter folk as me in your hoose yet," spluttered Gilmour +angrily, as he turned away.</p> + +<p>He went up to the garret where he slept and brought down his trunk. As +he passed through the scullery, bowed beneath the clumsy burden on his +left shoulder, John, recovered from his sobbing, mocked at him.</p> + +<p>"Hay-ay-ay," he said, in throaty derision, "my faither's the boy for ye. +Yon was the way to put ye down!"</p> + +<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_1_1" id="Footnote_1_1"></a><a href="#FNanchor_1_1"><span class="label">[1]</span></a> <i>Browdened.</i> A Scot devoted to his children is said to be +"browdened on his bairns."</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_2_2" id="Footnote_2_2"></a><a href="#FNanchor_2_2"><span class="label">[2]</span></a> <i>Thowless</i>, weak, useless.</p></div> +</div> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[Pg 30]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></a>CHAPTER V.</h2> + +<p>In every little Scotch community there is a distinct type known as "the +bodie." "What does he do, that man?" you may ask, and the answer will +be, "Really, I could hardly tell ye what he does—he's juist a bodie!" +The "bodie" may be a gentleman of independent means (a hundred a year +from the Funds), fussing about in spats and light check breeches; or he +may be a jobbing gardener; but he is equally a "bodie." The chief +occupation of his idle hours (and his hours are chiefly idle) is the +discussion of his neighbour's affairs. He is generally an "auld +residenter;" great, therefore, at the redding up of pedigrees. He can +tell you exactly, for instance, how it is that young Pin-oe's taking +geyly to the dram; for his grandfather, it seems, was a terrible man for +the drink—ou, just terrible. Why, he went to bed with a full jar of +whisky once, and when he left it he was dead, and it was empty. So, ye +see, that's the reason o't.</p> + +<p>The genus "bodie" is divided into two species—the "harmless bodies" and +the "nesty bodies." The bodies of Barbie mostly belonged to the second +variety. Johnny Coe and Tam Wylie and the baker were decent enough +fellows in their way, but the others were the sons of scandal. Gourlay +spoke of them as a "wheen damned auld wives." But Gourlay, to be sure, +was not an impartial witness.</p> + +<p>The Bend o' the Brae was the favourite stance of the bodies: here they +forgathered every day to pass <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</a></span>judgment on the town's affairs. And, +indeed, the place had many things to recommend it. Among the chief it +was within an easy distance of the Red Lion, farther up the street, to +which it was really very convenient to adjourn nows and nans. Standing +at the Bend o' the Brae, too, you could look along two roads to the left +and right, or down upon the Cross beneath, and the three low streets +that guttered away from it. Or you might turn and look up Main Street, +and past the side of the Square, to the House with the Green Shutters, +the highest in the town. The Bend o' the Brae, you will gather, was a +fine post for observation. It had one drawback, true: if Gourlay turned +to the right in his gig he disappeared in a moment, and you could never +be sure where he was off to. But even that afforded matter for pleasing +speculation which often lasted half an hour.</p> + +<p>It was about nine o'clock when Gourlay and Gilmour quarrelled in the +yard, and that was the hour when the bodies forgathered for their +morning dram.</p> + +<p>"Good-moarning, Mr. Wylie!" said the Provost.</p> + +<p>When the Provost wished you good-morning, with a heavy civic eye, you +felt sure it was going to be good.</p> + +<p>"Mornin', Provost, mornin'! Fine weather for the fields," said Tam, +casting a critical glance at the blue dome in which a soft, +white-bosomed cloud floated high above the town. "If this weather hauds, +it'll be a blessing for us poor farming bodies."</p> + +<p>Tam was a wealthy old hunks, but it suited his humour to refer to +himself constantly as "a poor farming bodie." And he dressed in +accordance with his humour. His clean old crab-apple face was always +grinning at you from over a white-sleeved moleskin waistcoat, as if he +had been no better than a breaker of road-metal.</p> + +<p>"Faith ay!" said the Provost, cunning and quick; "fodder should be +cheap"—and he shot the covetous glimmer of a bargain-making eye at Mr. +Wylie.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</a></span></p><p>Tam drew himself up. He saw what was coming.</p> + +<p>"We're needing some hay for the burgh horse," said the Provost. "Ye'll +be willing to sell at fifty shillings the ton, since it's like to be so +plentiful."</p> + +<p>"Oh," said Tam solemnly, "that's on-possible! Gourlay's seeking the +three pound! and where he leads we maun a' gang. Gourlay sets the tune, +and Barbie dances till't."</p> + +<p>That was quite untrue so far as the speaker was concerned. It took a +clever man to make Tam Wylie dance to his piping. But Thomas, the knave, +knew that he could always take a rise out the Provost by cracking up the +Gourlays, and that to do it now was the best way of fobbing him off +about the hay.</p> + +<p>"Gourlay!" muttered the Provost, in disgust. And Tam winked at the +baker.</p> + +<p>"Losh," said Sandy Toddle, "yonder's the Free Kirk minister going past +the Cross! Where'll <i>he</i> be off till at this hour of the day? He's not +often up so soon."</p> + +<p>"They say he sits late studying," said Johnny Coe.</p> + +<p>"H'mph, studying!" grunted Tam Brodie, a big, heavy, wall-cheeked man, +whose little, side-glancing eyes seemed always alert for scandal amid +the massive insolence of his smooth face. "I see few signs of studying +in <i>him</i>. He's noathing but a stink wi' a skin on't."</p> + +<p>T. Brodie was a very important man, look you, and wrote "Leather +Mercht." above his door, though he cobbled with his own hands. He was a +staunch Conservative, and down on the Dissenters.</p> + +<p>"What road'th he taking?" lisped Deacon Allardyce, craning past Brodie's +big shoulder to get a look.</p> + +<p>"He's stoppit to speak to Widow Wallace. What will he be saying to +<i>her</i>?"</p> + +<p>"She's a greedy bodie that Mrs. Wallace: I wouldna wonder but she's +speiring him for bawbees."</p> + +<p>"Will he take the Skeighan Road, I wonder?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</a></span></p><p>"Or the Fechars?"</p> + +<p>"He's a great man for gathering gowans and other sic trash. He's maybe +for a dander up the burn juist. They say he's a great botanical man."</p> + +<p>"Ay," said Brodie, "paidling in a burn's the ploy for him. He's a weanly +gowk."</p> + +<p>"A-a-ah!" protested the baker, who was a Burnsomaniac, "there's waur +than a walk by the bank o' a bonny burn. Ye ken what Mossgiel said:—</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>'The Muse nae poet ever fand her,</div> +<div>Till by himsel' he learned to wander,</div> +<div>Adown some trottin' burn's meander,</div> +<div class="i3">And no thick lang;</div> +<div>Oh sweet to muse and pensive ponder</div> +<div class="i3">A heartfelt sang.'"</div> +</div></div> + +<p>Poetical quotations, however, made the Provost uncomfortable. "Ay," he +said dryly in his throat; "verra good, baker, verra good!—Who's yellow +doag's that? I never saw the beast about the town before!"</p> + +<p>"Nor me either. It's a perfect stranger!"</p> + +<p>"It's like a herd's doag!"</p> + +<p>"Man, you're right! That's just what it will be. The morn's Fleckie lamb +fair, and some herd or other'll be in about the town."</p> + +<p>"He'll be drinking in some public-house, I'se warrant, and the doag will +have lost him."</p> + +<p>"Imph, that'll be the way o't."</p> + +<p>"I'm demned if he hasn't taken the Skeighan Road!" said Sandy Toddle, +who had kept his eye on the minister. Toddle's accent was a varying +quality. When he remembered he had been a packman in England it was +exceedingly fine. But he often forgot.</p> + +<p>"The Skeighan Road! the Skeighan Road! Who'll he be going to see in that +airt? Will it be Templandmuir?"</p> + +<p>"Gosh, it canna be Templandmuir; he was there no later than yestreen!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</a></span></p><p>"Here's a man coming down the brae!" announced Johnny Coe, in a solemn +voice, as if a man "coming down the brae" was something unusual. In a +moment every head was turned to the hill.</p> + +<p>"What's yon he's carrying on his shouther?" pondered Brodie.</p> + +<p>"It looks like a boax," said the Provost slowly, bending every effort of +eye and mind to discover what it really was. He was giving his +profoundest cogitations to the "boax."</p> + +<p>"It <i>is</i> a boax! But who is it though? I canna make him out."</p> + +<p>"Dod, I canna tell either; his head's so bent with his burden!"</p> + +<p>At last the man, laying his "boax" on the ground, stood up to ease his +spine, so that his face was visible.</p> + +<p>"Losh, it's Jock Gilmour, the orra man at Gourlay's! What'll <i>he</i> be +doing out on the street at this hour of the day? I thocht he was always +busy on the premises! Will Gourlay be sending him off with something to +somebody? But no; that canna be. He would have sent it with the carts."</p> + +<p>"I'll wager ye," cried Johnny Coe quickly, speaking more loudly than +usual in the animation of discovery—"I'll wager ye Gourlay has +quarrelled him and put him to the door!"</p> + +<p>"Man, you're right! That'll just be it, that'll just be it! Ay, +ay—faith ay—and yon'll be his kist he's carrying! Man, you're right, +Mr. Coe; you have just put your finger on't. We'll hear news <i>this</i> +morning."</p> + +<p>They edged forward to the middle of the road, the Provost in front, to +meet Gilmour coming down.</p> + +<p>"Ye've a heavy burden this morning, John," said the Provost graciously.</p> + +<p>"No wonder, sir," said Gilmour, with big-eyed solemnity, and set down +the chest; "it's no wonder, seeing that I'm carrying my a-all."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</a></span></p><p>"Ay, man, John. How's that na?"</p> + +<p>To be the centre of interest and the object of gracious condescension +was balm to the wounded feelings of Gilmour. Gourlay had lowered him, +but this reception restored him to his own good opinion. He was usually +called "Jock" (except by his mother, to whom, of course, he was "oor +Johnny"), but the best merchants in the town were addressing him as +"John." It was a great occasion. Gilmour expanded in gossip beneath its +influence benign.</p> + +<p>He welcomed, too, this first and fine opportunity of venting his wrath +on the Gourlays.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I just telled Gourlay what I thocht of him, and took the door ahint +me. I let him have it hot and hardy, I can tell ye. He'll no forget <i>me</i> +in a hurry"—Gilmour bawled angrily, and nodded his head significantly, +and glared fiercely, to show what good cause he had given Gourlay to +remember him—"he'll no forget <i>me</i> for a month of Sundays."</p> + +<p>"Ay, man, John, what did ye say till him?"</p> + +<p>"Na, man, what did he say to you?"</p> + +<p>"Wath he angry, Dyohn?"</p> + +<p>"How did the thing begin?"</p> + +<p>"Tell us, man, John."</p> + +<p>"What was it a-all about, John?"</p> + +<p>"Was Mrs. Gourlay there?"</p> + +<p>Bewildered by this pelt of questions, Gilmour answered the last that hit +his ear. "There, ay; faith, she was there. It was her was the cause +o't."</p> + +<p>"D'ye tell me that, John? Man, you surprise me. I would have thocht the +thowless trauchle<a name="FNanchor_3_3" id="FNanchor_3_3"></a><a href="#Footnote_3_3" class="fnanchor">[3]</a> hadna the smeddum left to interfere."</p> + +<p>"Oh, it was yon boy of hers. He's aye swaggerin' aboot, interferin' wi' +folk at their wark—he follows his faither's example in that, for as the +auld cock craws the young ane learns—and his mither's that daft aboot +him<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</a></span> that ye daurna give a look! He came in my road when I was sweeping +out the close, and some o' the dirty jaups splashed about his shins. But +was I to blame for that?—ye maun walk wide o' a whalebone besom if ye +dinna want to be splashed. Afore I kenned where I was, he up wi' a dirty +washing-clout and slashed me in the face wi't! I hit him a thud in the +ear—as wha wadna? Out come his mither like a fury, skirling about <i>her</i> +hoose, and <i>her</i> servants, and <i>her</i> weans. 'Your servant!' says +I—'your servant! You're a nice-looking trollop to talk aboot servants,' +says I."</p> + +<p>"Did ye really, John?"</p> + +<p>"Man, that wath bauld o' ye."</p> + +<p>"And what did <i>she</i> say?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, she just kept skirling! And then, to be sure, Gourlay must come out +and interfere! But I telled him to his face what I thocht of <i>him!</i> 'The +best Gourlay that ever dirtied leather,' says I, ''s no gaun to make +dirt of me,' says I."</p> + +<p>"Ay, man, Dyohn!" lisped Deacon Allardyce, with bright and eagerly +inquiring eyes. "And what did he thay to that na? <i>That</i> wath a dig for +him! I'the warrant he wath angry."</p> + +<p>"Angry? He foamed at the mouth! But I up and says to him, 'I have had +enough o' you,' says I, 'you and your Hoose wi' the Green Shutters,' +says I. 'You're no fit to have a decent servant,' says I. 'Pay <i>me my</i> +wages, and I'll be redd o' ye,' says I. And wi' that I flang my kist on +my shouther and slapped the gate ahint me."</p> + +<p>"And <i>did</i> he pay ye your wages?" Tam Wylie probed him slyly, with a +sideward glimmer in his eye.</p> + +<p>"Ah, well, no—not exactly," said Gilmour, drawing in. "But I'll get +them right enough for a' that. He'll no get the better o' <i>me</i>." Having +grounded unpleasantly on the question of the wages, he thought it best +to be off ere the bloom was dashed from his importance,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</a></span> so he +shouldered his chest and went. The bodies watched him down the street.</p> + +<p>"He's a lying brose, that," said the baker. "We a' ken what Gourlay is. +He would have flung Gilmour out by the scruff o' the neck if he had +daured to set his tongue against him!"</p> + +<p>"Faith, that's so," said Tam Wylie and Johnny Coe together.</p> + +<p>But the others were divided between their perception of the fact and +their wish to believe that Gourlay had received a thrust or two. At +other times they would have been the first to scoff at Gilmour's +swagger. Now their animus against Gourlay prompted them to back it up.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm not so sure of tha-at, baker," cried the Provost, in the false, +loud voice of a man defending a position which he knows to be unsound; +"I'm no so sure of that at a-all. A-a-ah, mind ye," he drawled +persuasively, "he's a hardy fallow, that Gilmour. I've no doubt he gied +Gourlay a good dig or two. Let us howp they will do him good."</p> + +<p>For many reasons intimate to the Scot's character, envious scandal is +rampant in petty towns such as Barbie. To go back to the beginning, the +Scot, as pundits will tell you, is an individualist. His religion alone +is enough to make him so; for it is a scheme of personal salvation +significantly described once by the Reverend Mr. Struthers of Barbie. +"At the Day of Judgment, my frehnds," said Mr. Struthers—"at the Day of +Judgment every herring must hang by his own tail!" Self-dependence was +never more luridly expressed. History, climate, social conditions, and +the national beverage have all combined (the pundits go on) to make the +Scot an individualist, fighting for his own hand. The better for him if +it be so; from that he gets the grit that tells.</p> + +<p>From their individualism, however, comes inevitably<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</a></span> a keen spirit of +competition (the more so because Scotch democracy gives fine chances to +compete), and from their keen spirit of competition comes, inevitably +again, an envious belittlement of rivals. If a man's success offends +your individuality, to say everything you can against him is a +recognized weapon of the fight. It takes him down a bit, and (inversely) +elevates his rival.</p> + +<p>It is in a small place like Barbie that such malignity is most virulent, +because in a small place like Barbie every man knows everything to his +neighbour's detriment. He can redd up his rival's pedigree, for example, +and lower his pride (if need be) by detailing the disgraces of his kin. +"I have grand news the day!" a big-hearted Scot will exclaim (and when +their hearts are big they are big to hypertrophy)—"I have grand news +the day! Man, Jock Goudie has won the C.B."—"Jock Goudie"—an envious +bodie will pucker as if he had never heard the name—"Jock Goudie? Wha's +<i>he</i> for a Goudie? Oh ay, let me see now. He's a brother o'—eh, a +brother o'—eh" (tit-tit-titting on his brow)—"oh, just a brother o' +Drucken Will Goudie o' Auchterwheeze! Oo-ooh, I ken <i>him</i> fine. His +grannie keepit a sweetie-shop in Strathbungo." There you have the +"nesty" Scotsman.</p> + +<p>Even if Gourlay had been a placable and inoffensive man, then, the +malignants of the petty burgh (it was scarce bigger than a village) +would have fastened on his character simply because he was above them. +No man has a keener eye for behaviour than the Scot (especially when +spite wings his intuition), and Gourlay's thickness of wit and pride of +place would in any case have drawn their sneers. So, too, on lower +grounds, would his wife's sluttishness. But his repressiveness added a +hundredfold to their hate of him. That was the particular cause which, +acting on their general tendency to belittle a too-successful rival, +made their<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</a></span> spite almost monstrous against him. Not a man among them but +had felt the weight of his tongue—for edge it had none. He walked among +them like the dirt below his feet. There was no give and take in the +man; he could be verra jocose with the lairds, to be sure, but he never +dropped in to the Red Lion for a crack and a dram with the town-folk; he +just glowered as if he could devour them! And who was he, I should like +to know? His grandfather had been noathing but a common carrier!</p> + +<p>Hate was the greater on both sides because it was often impotent. +Gourlay frequently suspected offence, and seethed because he had no idea +how to meet it—except by driving slowly down the brae in his new gig +and never letting on when the Provost called to him. That was a wipe in +the eye for the Provost! The "bodies," on their part, could rarely get +near enough Gourlay to pierce his armour; he kept them off him by his +brutal dourness. For it was not only pride and arrogance, but a +consciousness also that he was no match for them at their own game, that +kept Gourlay away from their society. They were adepts at the under +stroke, and they would have given him many a dig if he had only come +amongst them. But, oh no, not he; he was the big man; he never gave a +body a chance! Or if you did venture a bit jibe when you met him, he +glowered you off the face of the earth with thae black een of his. Oh, +how they longed to get at him! It was not the least of the evils caused +by Gourlay's black pride that it perverted a dozen characters. The +"bodies" of Barbie may have been decent enough men in their own way, but +against him their malevolence was monstrous. It showed itself in an +insane desire to seize on every scrap of gossip they might twist against +him. That was why the Provost lowered municipal dignity to gossip in the +street with a discharged servant. As the baker said afterwards, it was +absurd for a man in his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[Pg 40]</a></span> "poseetion." But it was done with the sole +desire of hearing something that might tell against Gourlay. Even +countesses, we are told, gossip with malicious maids about other +countesses. Spite is a great leveller.</p> + +<p>"Shall we adjourn?" said Brodie, when they had watched Jock Gilmour out +of sight. He pointed across his shoulder to the Red Lion.</p> + +<p>"Better noat just now," said the Provost, nodding in slow +authority—"better noat just now! I'm very anxious to see Gourlay about +yon matter we were speaking of, doan't ye understa-and? But I'm +determined not to go to his house! On the other hand, if we go into the +Red Lion the now, we may miss him on the street. We'll noat have loang +to wait, though; he'll be down the town directly, to look at the horses +he has at the gerse out the Fechars Road. But <i>I'm</i> talling ye, I simply +will noat go to his house—to put up with a wheen damned insults!" he +puffed in angry recollection.</p> + +<p>"To tell the truth," said Wylie, "I don't like to call upon Gourlay +either. I'm aware of his eyes on my back when I slink beaten through his +gate, and I feel that my hurdies are wanting in dignity!"</p> + +<p>"Huh!" spluttered Brodie, "that never affects me. I come stunting out in +a bleeze of wrath and slam the yett ahint me!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, well," said the Deacon, "that'th one way of being dignified."</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid," said Sandy Toddle, "that he won't be in a very good key to +consider our request this morning, after his quarrel with Gilmour."</p> + +<p>"No," said the Provost; "he'll be blazing angry! It's most unfoartunate. +But we maun try to get his consent, be his temper what it will. It's a +matter of importance to the town, doan't ye see, and if he refuses we +simply can-noat proceed wi' the improvement."</p> + +<p>"It was Gilmour's jibe at the House wi' the Green Shutters that would +anger him the most, for it's the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</a></span> perfect god of his idolatry. Eh, sirs, +he has wasted an awful money upon yon house!"</p> + +<p>"Wasted's the word!" said Brodie, with a blatant laugh. "Wasted's the +word! They say he has verra little lying cash! And I shouldna be +surprised at all. For, ye see, Gibson the builder diddled him owre the +building o't."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'se warrant Cunning Johnny would get the better of an ass like +Gourlay. But how in particular, Mr. Brodie? Have ye heard ainy details?"</p> + +<p>"I've been on the track o' the thing for a while back, but it was only +yestreen I had the proofs o't. It was Robin Wabster that telled me. He's +a jouking bodie, Robin, and he was ahint a dike up the Skeighan Road +when Gibson and Gourlay forgathered—they stoppit just forenenst him! +Gourlay began to curse at the size of Gibson's bill, but Cunning Johnny +kenned the way to get round him brawly. 'Mr. Gourlay,' says he, 'there's +not a thing in your house that a man in your poseetion can afford to be +without, and ye needn't expect the best house in Barbie for an oald +song!' And Gourlay was pacified at once! It appeared frae their crack, +however, that Gibson has diddled him tremendous. 'Verra well then,' +Robin heard Gourlay cry, 'you must allow me a while ere I pay that!' I +wager, for a' sae muckle as he's made of late, that his balance at the +bank's a sma' yin."</p> + +<p>"More thyow than thubstanth," said the Deacon.</p> + +<p>"Well, I'm sure!" said the Provost, "he needn't have built such a +gra-and house to put a slut of a wife like yon in!"</p> + +<p>"I was surprised," said Sandy Toddle, "to hear about her firing up. I +wouldn't have thought she had the spirit, or that Gourlay would have +come to her support!"</p> + +<p>"Oh," said the Provost, "it wasn't her he was thinking of! It was his +own pride, the brute. He leads the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</a></span> woman the life of a doag. I'm +surprised that he ever married her!"</p> + +<p>"I ken fine how he married her," said Johnny Coe. "I was acquaint wi' +her faither, auld Tenshillingland owre at Fechars—a grand farmer he +was, wi' land o' his nain, and a gey pickle bawbees. It was the bawbees, +and not the woman, that Gourlay went after! It was <i>her</i> money, as ye +ken, that set him on his feet, and made him such a big man. He never +cared a preen for <i>her</i>, and then when she proved a dirty trollop, he +couldna endure her look! That's what makes him so sore upon her now. And +yet I mind her a braw lass, too," said Johnny the sentimentalist, "a +braw lass she was," he mused, "wi' fine, brown glossy hair, I mind, +and—ochonee! ochonee!—as daft as a yett in a windy day. She had a +cousin, Jenny Wabster, that dwelt in Tenshillingland than, and mony a +summer nicht up the Fechars Road, when ye smelled the honeysuckle in the +gloaming, I have heard the two o' them tee-heeing owre the lads +thegither, skirling in the dark and lauching to themselves. They were of +the glaikit kind ye can always hear loang before ye see. Jock Allan +(that has done so well in Embro) was a herd at Tenshillingland than, and +he likit her, and I think she likit him; but Gourlay came wi' his gig +and whisked her away. She doesna lauch sae muckle now, puir bodie! But a +braw lass she——"</p> + +<p>"It's you maun speak to Gourlay, Deacon," said the Provost, brushing +aside the reminiscent Coe.</p> + +<p>"How can it be that, Provost? It'th <i>your</i> place, surely. You're the +head of the town!"</p> + +<p>When Gourlay was to be approached there was always a competition for who +should be hindmost.</p> + +<p>"Yass, but you know perfectly well, Deacon, that I cannot thole the look +of him. I simply cannot thole the look. And he knows it too. The +thing'll gang smash at the outset—<i>I'm</i> talling ye, now—it'll go +smash<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</a></span> at the outset if it's left to me. And than, ye see, you have a +better way of approaching folk!"</p> + +<p>"Ith that tho?" said the Deacon dryly. He shot a suspicious glance to +see if the Provost was guying him.</p> + +<p>"Oh, it must be left to you, Deacon," said the baker and Tam Wylie in a +breath.</p> + +<p>"Certainly, it maun be left to the Deacon," assented Johnny Coe, when he +saw how the others were giving their opinion.</p> + +<p>"Tho be it, then," snapped the Deacon.</p> + +<p>"Here he comes," said Sandy Toddle.</p> + +<p>Gourlay came down the street towards them, his chest big, his thumbs in +the armholes of his waistcoat. He had the power of staring steadily at +those whom he approached without the slightest sign of recognition or +intelligence appearing in his eyes. As he marched down upon the bodies +he fixed them with a wide-open glower that was devoid of every +expression but courageous steadiness. It gave a kind of fierce vacancy +to his look.</p> + +<p>The Deacon limped forward on his thin shanks to the middle of the road.</p> + +<p>"It'th a fine morning, Mr. Gourlay," he simpered.</p> + +<p>"There's noathing wrong with the morning," grunted Gourlay, as if there +was something wrong with the Deacon.</p> + +<p>"We wath wanting to thee ye on a very important matter, Mithter +Gourlay," lisped the Deacon, smiling up at the big man's face, with his +head on one side, and rubbing his fingers in front of him. "It'th a +matter of the common good, you thee; and we all agreed that we should +speak to <i>you</i>, ath the foremost merchant of the town!"</p> + +<p>Allardyce meant his compliment to fetch Gourlay. But Gourlay knew his +Allardyce, and was cautious. It was well to be on your guard when the +Deacon was complimentary. When his language was most flowery there was +sure to be a serpent hidden in it somewhere.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[Pg 44]</a></span> He would lisp out an +innocent remark and toddle away, and Gourlay would think nothing of the +matter till a week afterwards, perhaps, when something would flash a +light; then "Damn him, did he mean '<i>that</i>'?" he would seethe, starting +back and staring at the "<i>that</i>" while his fingers strangled the air in +place of the Deacon.</p> + +<p>He glowered at the Deacon now till the Deacon blinked.</p> + +<p>"You thee, Mr. Gourlay," Allardyce shuffled uneasily, "it'th for your +own benefit just ath much ath ourth. We were thinking of you ath well +ath of ourthelves! Oh yeth, oh yeth!"</p> + +<p>"Ay, man!" said Gourlay, "that was kind of ye! I'll be the first man in +Barbie to get ainy benefit from the fools that mismanage our affairs."</p> + +<p>The gravel grated beneath the Provost's foot. The atmosphere was +becoming electric, and the Deacon hastened to the point.</p> + +<p>"You thee, there'th a fine natural supply of water—a perfect reservore +the Provost sayth—on the brae-face just above <i>your</i> garden, Mr. +Gourlay. Now, it would be easy to lead that water down and alang through +all the gardenth on the high side of Main Street—and, 'deed, it might +feed a pump at the Cross, too, to supply the lower portionth o' the +town. It would really be a grai-ait convenience. Every man on the high +side o' Main Street would have a running spout at his own back door! If +your garden didna run tho far back, Mr. Gourlay, and ye hadna tho muckle +land about your place"—<i>that</i> should fetch him, thought the Deacon—"if +it werena for that, Mr. Gourlay, we could easily lead the water round to +the other gardenth without interfering with your property. But, ath it +ith, we simply can-noat move without ye. The water must come through +your garden, if it comes at a-all."</p> + +<p>"The most o' you important men live on the high side o' Main Street," +birred Gourlay. "Is it the poor<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</a></span> folk at the Cross, or your ain bits o' +back doors that you're thinking o'?"</p> + +<p>"Oh—oh, Mr. Gourlay!" protested Allardyce, head flung back, and palms +in air, to keep the thought of self-interest away, "oh—oh, Mr. Gourlay! +We're thinking of noathing but the common good, I do assure ye."</p> + +<p>"Ay, man! You're dis-in-ter-ested!" said Gourlay, but he stumbled on the +big word and spoiled the sneer. That angered him, and, "It's likely," he +rapped out, "that I'll allow the land round <i>my</i> house to be howked and +trenched and made a mudhole of to oblige a wheen things like you!"</p> + +<p>"Oh—oh, but think of the convenience to uth—eh—eh—I mean to the +common good," said Allardyce.</p> + +<p>"I howked wells for myself," snapped Gourlay. "Let others do the like."</p> + +<p>"Oh, but we haven't all the enterprithe of you, Mr. Gourlay. You'll +surely accommodate the town!"</p> + +<p>"I'll see the town damned first," said Gourlay, and passed on his steady +way.</p> + +<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTE:</h3> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_3_3" id="Footnote_3_3"></a><a href="#FNanchor_3_3"><span class="label">[3]</span></a> <i>Trauchle</i>, a poor trollop who trails about; <i>smeddum</i>, +grit.</p></div> +</div> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI"></a>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + +<p>The bodies watched Gourlay in silence until he was out of earshot. Then, +"It's monstrous!" the Provost broke out in solemn anger; "I declare it's +perfectly monstrous! But I believe we could get Pow-ers to compel him. +Yass; I believe we could get Pow-ers. I do believe we could get +Pow-ers."</p> + +<p>The Provost was fond of talking about "Pow-ers," because it implied that +he was intimate with the great authorities who might delegate such +"Pow-ers" to him. To talk of "Pow-ers," mysteriously, was a tribute to +his own importance. He rolled the word on his tongue as if he enjoyed +the sound of it.</p> + +<p>On the Deacon's cheek bones two red spots flamed, round and big as a +Scotch penny. His was the hurt silence of the baffled diplomatist, to +whom a defeat means reflections on his own ability.</p> + +<p>"Demn him!" he skirled, following the solid march of his enemy with +fiery eyes.</p> + +<p>Never before had his deaconship been heard to swear. Tam Wylie laughed +at the shrill oath till his eyes were buried in his merry wrinkles, a +suppressed snirt, a continuous gurgle in the throat and nose, in beaming +survey the while of the withered old creature dancing in his rage. (It +was all a good joke to Tam, because, living on the outskirts of the +town, he had no spigot of his own to feed.) The Deacon turned the eyes +of hate on him. Demn Wylie too—what was he laughing at!</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</a></span></p><p>"Oh, I dare thay you could have got round him!" he snapped.</p> + +<p>"In my opinion, Allardyce," said the baker, "you mismanaged the whole +affair. Yon wasna the way to approach him!"</p> + +<p>"It'th a pity you didna try your hand, then, I'm sure! No doubt a clever +man like <i>you</i> would have worked wonderth!"</p> + +<p>So the bodies wrangled among themselves. Somehow or other Gourlay had +the knack of setting them by the ears. It was not till they hit on a +common topic of their spite in railing at him that they became a band of +brothers and a happy few.</p> + +<p>"Whisht!" said Sandy Toddle suddenly; "here's his boy!"</p> + +<p>John was coming towards them on his way to school. The bodies watched +him as he passed, with the fixed look men turn on a boy of whose kinsmen +they were talking even now. They affect a stony and deliberate regard, +partly to include the newcomer in their critical survey of his family, +and partly to banish from their own eyes any sign that they have just +been running down his people. John, as quick as his mother to feel, knew +in a moment they were watching <i>him</i>. He hung his head sheepishly and +blushed, and the moment he was past he broke into a nervous trot, the +bag of books bumping on his back as he ran.</p> + +<p>"He's getting a big boy, that son of Gourlay's," said the Provost; "how +oald will he be?"</p> + +<p>"He's approaching twelve," said Johnny Coe, who made a point of being +able to supply such news because it gained him consideration where he +was otherwise unheeded. "He was born the day the brig on the Fleckie +Road gaed down, in the year o' the great flood; and since the great +flood it's twelve year come Lammas. Rab Tosh o' Fleckie's wife was +heavy-footed at the time, and Doctor Munn had been a' nicht wi' her, and +when<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</a></span> he cam to Barbie Water in the morning it was roaring wide frae +bank to brae; where the brig should have been there was naething but the +swashing of the yellow waves. Munn had to drive a' the way round to the +Fechars brig, and in parts o' the road the water was so deep that it +lapped his horse's bellyband. A' this time Mrs. Gourlay was skirling in +her pains and praying to God she micht dee. Gourlay had been a great +crony o' Munn's, but he quarrelled him for being late; he had trysted +him, ye see, for the occasion, and he had been twenty times at the yett +to look for him. Ye ken how little he would stomach that; he was ready +to brust wi' anger. Munn, mad for the want of sleep and wat to the bane, +swüre back at him; and than Gourlay wadna let him near his wife! Ye mind +what an awful day it was; the thunder roared as if the heavens were +tumbling on the world, and the lichtnin sent the trees daudin on the +roads, and folk hid below their beds and prayed—they thocht it was the +Judgment! But Gourlay rammed his black stepper in the shafts, and drave +like the devil o' hell to Skeighan Drone, where there was a young +doctor. The lad was feared to come, but Gourlay swore by God that he +should, and he garred him. In a' the countryside driving like his that +day was never kenned or heard tell o'; they were back within the hour! I +saw them gallop up Main Street; lichtnin struck the ground before them; +the young doctor covered his face wi' his hands, and the horse nichered +wi' fear and tried to wheel, but Gourlay stood up in the gig and lashed +him on through the fire. It was thocht for lang that Mrs. Gourlay would +die; and she was never the same woman after. Atweel, ay, sirs, Gourlay +has that morning's work to blame for the poor wife he has now. Him and +Munn never spoke to each other again, and Munn died within the +twelvemonth—he got his death that morning on the Fleckie Road. But, for +a' so pack's they had been, Gourlay never looked near him."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</a></span></p><p>Coe had told his story with enjoying gusto, and had told it well—for +Johnny, though constantly snubbed by his fellows, was in many ways the +ablest of them all. His voice and manner drove it home. They knew, +besides, he was telling what himself had seen. For they knew he was +lying prostrate with fear in the open smiddy-shed from the time Gourlay +went to Skeighan Drone to the time that he came back, and that he had +seen him both come and go. They were silent for a while, impressed, in +spite of themselves, by the vivid presentment of Gourlay's manhood on +the day that had scared them all. The baker felt inclined to cry out on +his cruelty for keeping his wife suffering to gratify his wrath; but the +sudden picture of the man's courage changed that feeling to another of +admiring awe: a man so defiant of the angry heavens might do anything. +And so with the others; they hated Gourlay, but his bravery was a fact +of nature which they could not disregard; they knew themselves smaller, +and said nothing for a while. Tam Brodie, the most brutal among them, +was the first to recover. Even he did not try to belittle at once, but +he felt the subtle discomfort of the situation, and relieved it by +bringing the conversation back to its usual channel.</p> + +<p>"That was at the boy's birth, Mr. Coe?" said he.</p> + +<p>"Ou ay, just the laddie. It was a' richt when the lassie came. It was +Doctor Dandy brocht <i>her</i> hame, for Munn was deid by that time, and +Dandy had his place."</p> + +<p>"What will Gourlay be going to make of him?" the Provost asked. "A +doctor or a minister or wha-at?"</p> + +<p>"Deil a fear of that," said Brodie; "he'll take him into the business! +It's a' that he's fit for. He's an infernal dunce, just his father owre +again, and the Dominie thrashes him remorseless! I hear my own weans +speaking o't. Ou, it seems he's just a perfect numbskull!"</p> + +<p>"Ye couldn't expect ainything else from a son of Gourlay," said the +Provost.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</a></span></p><p>Conversation languished. Some fillip was needed to bring it to an easy +flow, and the simultaneous scrape of their feet turning round showed the +direction of their thoughts.</p> + +<p>"A dram would be very acceptable now," murmured Sandy Toddle, rubbing +his chin.</p> + +<p>"Ou, we wouldna be the waur o't," said Tam Wylie.</p> + +<p>"We would all be the better of a little drope," smirked the Deacon.</p> + +<p>And they made for the Red Lion for the matutinal dram.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></a>CHAPTER VII.</h2> + +<p>John Gourlay the younger was late for school, in spite of the nervous +trot he fell into when he shrank from the bodies' hard stare at him. +There was nothing unusual about that; he was late for school every other +day. To him it was a howling wilderness where he played a most +appropriate <i>rôle</i>. If his father was not about he would hang round his +mother till the last moment, rather than be off to old +"Bleach-the-boys"—as the master had been christened by his scholars. +"Mother, I have a pain in <i>my</i> heid," he would whimper, and she would +condole with him and tell him she would keep him at home with her—were +it not for dread of her husband. She was quite sure he was ainything but +strong, poor boy, and that the schooling was bad for him; for it was +really remarkable how quickly the pain went if he was allowed to stay at +home; why, he got better just directly! It was not often she dared to +keep him from school, however; and if she did, she had to hide him from +his father.</p> + +<p>On school mornings the boy shrank from going out with a shrinking that +was almost physical. When he stole through the green gate with his bag +slithering at his hip (not braced between the shoulders like a birkie +scholar's), he used to feel ruefully that he was in for it now—and the +Lord alone knew what he would have to put up with ere he came home! And +he always had the feeling of a freed slave when he passed the gate on +his return, never failing to note with delight the clean<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</a></span> smell of the +yard after the stuffiness of school, sucking it in through glad +nostrils, and thinking to himself, "O crickey, it's fine to be home!" On +Friday nights, in particular, he used to feel so happy that, becoming +arrogant, he would try his hand at bullying Jock Gilmour in imitation of +his father. John's dislike of school, and fear of its trampling bravoes, +attached him peculiarly to the House with the Green Shutters; there was +his doting mother, and she gave him stories to read, and the place was +so big that it was easy to avoid his father and have great times with +the rabbits and the doos. He was as proud of the sonsy house as Gourlay +himself, if for a different reason, and he used to boast of it to his +comrades. And he never left it, then or after, without a foreboding.</p> + +<p>As he crept along the School Road with a rueful face, he was alone, for +Janet, who was cleverer than he, was always earlier at school. The +absence of children in the sunny street lent to his depression. He felt +forlorn; if there had been a chattering crowd marching along, he would +have been much more at his ease.</p> + +<p>Quite recently the school had been fitted up with varnished desks, and +John, who inherited his mother's nervous senses with his father's lack +of wit, was always intensely alive to the smell of the desks the moment +he went in; and as his heart always sank when he went in, the smell +became associated in his mind with that sinking of the heart—to feel +it, no matter where, filled him with uneasiness. As he stole past the +joiner's on that sunny morning, when wood was resinous and pungent of +odour, he was suddenly conscious of a varnishy smell, and felt a +misgiving without knowing why. It was years after, in Edinburgh, ere he +knew the reason; he found that he never went past an upholsterer's shop, +on a hot day in spring, without being conscious of a vague depression, +and feeling like a boy slinking into school.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</a></span></p><p>In spite of his forebodings, nothing more untoward befell him that +morning than a cut over the cowering shoulders for being late, as he +crept to the bottom of his class. He reached "leave," the ten minutes' +run at twelve o'clock, without misadventure. Perhaps it was this +unwonted good fortune that made him boastful when he crouched near the +pump among his cronies, sitting on his hunkers with his back to the +wall. Half a dozen boys were about him, and Swipey Broon was in front, +making mud pellets in a trickle from the pump.</p> + +<p>He began talking of the new range.</p> + +<p>"Yah! Auld Gemmell needn't have let welp at me for being late this +morning," he spluttered big-eyed, nodding his head in aggrieved and +solemn protest. "It wasna <i>my</i> faut! We're getting in a grand new range, +and the whole of the kitchen fireplace has been gutted out to make room +for't; and my mother couldna get my breakfast in time this morning, +because, ye see, she had to boil everything in the parlour—and here, +when she gaed ben the house, the parlour fire was out!</p> + +<p>"It's to be a splendid range, the new one," he went on, with a conceited +jerk of the head. "Peter Riney's bringin'd from Skeighan in the +afternune. My father says there winna be its equal in the parish!"</p> + +<p>The faces of the boys lowered uncomfortably. They felt it was a silly +thing of Gourlay to blow his own trumpet in this way, but, being boys, +they could not prick his conceit with a quick rejoinder. It is only +grown-ups who can be ironical; physical violence is the boy's repartee. +It had scarcely gone far enough for that yet, so they lowered in +uncomfortable silence.</p> + +<p>"We're aye getting new things up at our place," he went on. "I heard my +father telling Gibson the builder he must have everything of the best! +Mother says it'll all be mine some day. I'll have the fine times when I +leave the schule—and that winna be long now, for I'm clean sick o't; +I'll no bide a day longer than I need!<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[Pg 54]</a></span> I'm to go into the business, and +then I'll have the times. I'll dash about the country in a gig wi' two +dogs wallopping ahin'. I'll have the great life o't."</p> + +<p>"Ph-tt!" said Swipey Broon, and planted a gob of mud right in the middle +of his brow.</p> + +<p>"Hoh! hoh! hoh!" yelled the others. They hailed Swipey's action with +delight because, to their minds, it exactly met the case. It was the one +fit retort to his bouncing.</p> + +<p>Beneath the wet plunk of the mud John started back, bumping his head +against the wall behind him. The sticky pellet clung to his brow, and he +brushed it angrily aside. The laughter of the others added to his wrath +against Swipey.</p> + +<p>"What are you after?" he bawled. "Don't try your tricks on me, Swipey +Broon. Man, I could kill ye wi' a glower!"</p> + +<p>In a twinkling Swipey's jacket was off, and he was dancing in his shirt +sleeves, inviting Gourlay to come on and try't.</p> + +<p>"G'way, man," said John, his face as white as the wall; "g'way, man! +Don't have <i>me</i> getting up to ye, or I'll knock the fleas out of your +duds!"</p> + +<p>Now the father of Swipey—so called because he always swiped when +batting at rounders—the father of Swipey was the rag and bone merchant +of Barbie, and it was said (with what degree of truth I know not) that +his home was verminous in consequence. John's taunt was calculated, +therefore, to sting him to the quick.</p> + +<p>The scion of the Broons, fired for the honour of his house, drove +straight at the mouth of the insulter. But John jouked to the side, and +Swipey skinned his knuckles on the wall.</p> + +<p>For a moment he rocked to and fro, doubled up in pain, crying "<i>Ooh!</i>" +with a rueful face, and squeezing his hand between his thighs to dull +its sharper agonies. Then with redoubled wrath bold Swipey hurled him +at<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</a></span> the foe. He grabbed Gourlay's head, and shoving it down between his +knees, proceeded to pommel his bent back, while John bellowed angrily +(from between Swipey's legs), "Let me up, see!"</p> + +<p>Swipey let him up. John came at him with whirling arms, but Swipey +jouked and gave him one on the mouth that split his lip. In another +moment Gourlay was grovelling on his hands and knees, and triumphant +Swipey, astride his back, was bellowing "Hurroo!"—Swipey's father was +an Irishman.</p> + +<p>"Let him up, Broon!" cried Peter Wylie—"let him up, and meet each other +square!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'll let him up," cried Swipey, and leapt to his feet with +magnificent pride. He danced round Gourlay with his fists sawing the +air. "I could fight ten of him!—Come on, Gourlay!" he cried, "and I'll +poultice the road wi' your brose."</p> + +<p>John rose, glaring. But when Swipey rushed he turned and fled. The boys +ran into the middle of the street, pointing after the coward and +shouting, "Yeh! yeh! yeh!" with the infinite cruel derision of boyhood.</p> + +<p>"Yeh! yeh! yeh!" the cries of execration and contempt pursued him as he +ran.</p> + +<p class="center">* * * * *</p> + +<p>Ere he had gone a hundred yards he heard the shrill whistle with which +Mr. Gemmell summoned his scholars from their play.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII"></a>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + +<p>All the children had gone into school. The street was lonely in the +sudden stillness. The joiner slanted across the road, brushing shavings +and sawdust from his white apron. There was no other sign of life in the +sunshine. Only from the smiddy, far away, came at times the tink of an +anvil.</p> + +<p>John crept on up the street, keeping close to the wall. It seemed +unnatural being there at that hour; everything had a quiet, unfamiliar +look. The white walls of the houses reproached the truant with their +silent faces.</p> + +<p>A strong smell of wallflowers oozed through the hot air. John thought it +a lonely smell, and ran to get away.</p> + +<p>"Johnny dear, what's wrong wi' ye?" cried his mother, when he stole in +through the scullery at last. "Are ye ill, dear?"</p> + +<p>"I wanted to come hame," he said. It was no defence; it was the sad and +simple expression of his wish.</p> + +<p>"What for, my sweet?"</p> + +<p>"I hate the school," he said bitterly; "I aye want to be at hame."</p> + +<p>His mother saw his cut mouth.</p> + +<p>"Johnny," she cried in concern, "what's the matter with your lip, dear? +Has ainybody been meddling ye?"</p> + +<p>"It was Swipey Broon," he said.</p> + +<p>"Did ever a body hear?" she cried. "Things have come to a fine pass when +decent weans canna go to the school without a wheen rag-folk yoking on +them! But<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</a></span> what can a body ettle? Scotland's not what it used to be! +It's owrerun wi' the dirty Eerish!"</p> + +<p>In her anger she did not see the sloppy dishclout on the scullery chair, +on which she sank exhausted by her rage.</p> + +<p>"Oh, but I let him have it," swaggered John. "I threatened to knock the +fleas off him. The other boys were on <i>his</i> side, or I would have +walloped him."</p> + +<p>"Atweel, they would a' be on his side," she cried. "But it's juist envy, +Johnny. Never mind, dear; you'll soon be left the school, and there's +not wan of them has the business that you have waiting ready to step +intil."</p> + +<p>"Mother," he pleaded, "let me bide here for the rest o' the day!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, but your father, Johnny? If <i>he</i> saw ye!"</p> + +<p>"If you gie me some o' your novelles to look at, I'll go up to the +garret and hide, and ye can ask Jenny no to tell."</p> + +<p>She gave him a hunk of nuncheon and a bundle of her novelettes, and he +stole up to an empty garret and squatted on the bare boards. The sun +streamed through the skylight window and lay, an oblong patch, in the +centre of the floor. John noted the head of a nail that stuck gleaming +up. He could hear the pigeons <i>rooketty-cooing</i> on the roof, and every +now and then a slithering sound, as they lost their footing on the +slates and went sliding downward to the rones. But for that, all was +still, uncannily still. Once a zinc pail clanked in the yard, and he +started with fear, wondering if that was his faither!</p> + +<p>If young Gourlay had been the right kind of a boy he would have been in +his glory, with books to read and a garret to read them in. For to +snuggle close beneath the slates is as dear to the boy as the bard, if +somewhat diverse their reasons for seclusion. Your garret is the true +kingdom of the poet, neighbouring the stars; side-windows tether him to +earth, but a skylight looks to the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</a></span> heavens. (That is why so many poets +live in garrets, no doubt.) But it is the secrecy of a garret for him +and his books that a boy loves; there he is lord of his imagination; +there, when the impertinent world is hidden from his view, he rides with +great Turpin at night beneath the glimmer of the moon. What boy of sense +would read about Turpin in a mere respectable parlour? A hay-loft's the +thing, where you can hide in a dusty corner, and watch through a chink +the baffled minions of Bow Street, and hear Black Bess—good +jade!—stamping in her secret stall, and be ready to descend when a +friendly hostler cries, "Jericho!" But if there is no hay-loft at hand a +mere garret will do very well. And so John should have been in his +glory, as indeed for a while he was. But he showed his difference from +the right kind of a boy by becoming lonely. He had inherited from his +mother a silly kind of interest in silly books, but to him reading was a +painful process, and he could never remember the plot. What he liked +best (though he could not have told you about it) was a vivid physical +picture. When the puffing steam of Black Bess's nostrils cleared away +from the moonlit pool, and the white face of the dead man stared at +Turpin through the water, John saw it and shivered, staring big-eyed at +the staring horror. He was alive to it all; he heard the seep of the +water through the mare's lips, and its hollow glug as it went down, and +the creak of the saddle beneath Turpin's hip; he saw the smear of sweat +roughening the hair on her slanting neck, and the great steaming breath +she blew out when she rested from drinking, and then that awful face +glaring from the pool.—Perhaps he was not so far from being the right +kind of boy, after all, since that was the stuff that <i>he</i> liked. He +wished he had some Turpin with him now, for his mother's periodicals +were all about men with impossibly broad shoulders and impossibly curved +waists who asked Angelina if she loved them. Once, it is true, a +somewhat too florid<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</a></span> sentence touched him on the visual nerve: "Through +a chink in the Venetian blind a long pencil of yellow light pierced the +beautiful dimness of the room and pointed straight to the dainty bronze +slipper peeping from under Angelina's gown; it became a slipper of vivid +gold amid the gloom." John saw that and brightened, but the next moment +they began to talk about love and he was at sea immediately. "Dagon them +and their love!" quoth he.</p> + +<p>To him, indeed, reading was never more than a means of escape from +something else; he never thought of a book so long as there were things +to see. Some things were different from others, it is true. Things of +the outer world, where he swaggered among his fellows and was thrashed, +or bungled his lessons and was thrashed again, imprinted themselves +vividly on his mind, and he hated the impressions. When Swipey Broon was +hot the sweat pores always glistened distinctly on the end of his +mottled nose—John, as he thought angrily of Swipey this afternoon, saw +the glistening sweat pores before him and wanted to bash them. The +varnishy smell of the desks, the smell of the wallflowers at Mrs. +Manzie's on the way to school, the smell of the school itself—to all +these he was morbidly alive, and he loathed them. But he loved the +impressions of his home. His mind was full of perceptions of which he +was unconscious, till he found one of them recorded in a book, and that +was the book for him. The curious physical always drew his mind to hate +it or to love. In summer he would crawl into the bottom of an old hedge, +among the black mould and the withered sticks, and watch a red-ended +beetle creep slowly up a bit of wood till near the top, and fall +suddenly down, and creep patiently again—this he would watch with +curious interest and remember always. "Johnny," said his mother once, +"what do you breenge into the bushes to watch those nasty things for?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</a></span></p><p>"They're queer," he said musingly.</p> + +<p>Even if he <i>was</i> a little dull wi' the book, she was sure he would come +to something, for, eh, he was such a noticing boy.</p> + +<p>But there was nothing to touch him in "The Wooing of Angeline;" he was +moving in an alien world. It was a complicated plot, and, some of the +numbers being lost, he was not sharp enough to catch the idea of the +story. He read slowly and without interest. The sounds of the outer +world reached him in his loneliness and annoyed him, because, while +wondering what they were, he dared not look out to see. He heard the +rattle of wheels entering the big yard; that would be Peter Riney back +from Skeighan with the range. Once he heard the birr of his father's +voice in the lobby and his mother speaking in shrill protest, and +then—oh, horror!—his father came up the stair. Would he come into the +garret? John, lying on his left side, felt his quickened heart thud +against the boards, and he could not take his big frighted eyes from the +bottom of the door. But the heavy step passed and went into another +room. John's open mouth was dry, and his shirt was sticking to his back.</p> + +<p>The heavy steps came back to the landing.</p> + +<p>"Whaur's <i>my</i> gimlet?" yelled his father down the stair.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I lost the corkscrew, and took it to open a bottle," cried his +mother wearily. "Here it is, man, in the kitchen drawer."</p> + +<p>"<i>Hah!</i>" his father barked, and he knew he was infernal angry. If he +should come in!</p> + +<p>But he went tramping down the stair, and John, after waiting till his +pulses were stilled, resumed his reading. He heard the masons in the +kitchen, busy with the range, and he would have liked fine to watch +them, but he dared not go down till after four. It was lonely up here by +himself. A hot wind had sprung up, and it crooned<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</a></span> through the keyhole +drearily; "<i>oo-woo-oo</i>," it cried, and the sound drenched him in a vague +depression. The splotch of yellow light had shifted round to the +fireplace; Janet had kindled a fire there last winter, and the ashes had +never been removed, and now the light lay, yellow and vivid, on a red +clinker of coal and a charred piece of stick. A piece of glossy white +paper had been flung in the untidy grate, and in the hollow curve of it +a thin silt of black dust had gathered—the light showed it plainly. All +these things the boy marked and was subtly aware of their +unpleasantness. He was forced to read to escape the sense of them. But +it was words, words, words, that he read; the subject mattered not at +all. His head leaned heavy on his left hand and his mouth hung open, as +his eye travelled dreamily along the lines. He succeeded in hypnotizing +his brain at last, by the mere process of staring at the page.</p> + +<p>At last he heard Janet in the lobby. That meant that school was over. He +crept down the stair.</p> + +<p>"<i>You</i> were playing the truant," said Janet, and she nodded her head in +accusation. "I've a good mind to tell my faither."</p> + +<p>"If ye wud——" he said, and shook his fist at her threateningly. She +shrank away from him. They went into the kitchen together.</p> + +<p>The range had been successfully installed, and Mr. Gourlay was showing +it to Grant of Loranogie, the foremost farmer of the shire. Mrs. +Gourlay, standing by the kitchen table, viewed her new possession with a +faded simper of approval. She was pleased that Mr. Grant should see the +grand new thing that they had gotten. She listened to the talk of the +men with a faint smile about her weary lips, her eyes upon the sonsy +range.</p> + +<p>"Dod, it's a handsome piece of furniture," said Loranogie. "How did ye +get it brought here, Mr. Gourlay?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</a></span></p><p>"I went to Glasgow and ordered it special. It came to Skeighan by the +train, and my own beasts brought it owre. That fender's a feature," he +added complacently; "it's onusual wi' a range."</p> + +<p>The massive fender ran from end to end of the fireplace, projecting a +little in front; its rim, a square bar of heavy steel, with bright, +sharp edges.</p> + +<p>"And that poker, too; man, there's a history wi' that. I made a point of +the making o't. He was an ill-bred little whalp, the bodie in Glasgow. I +happened to say till um I would like a poker-heid just the same size as +the rim of the fender! 'What d'ye want wi' a heavy-heided poker?' says +he; 'a' ye need's a bit sma' thing to rype the ribs wi'.' 'Is that so?' +says I. 'How do <i>you</i> ken what <i>I</i> want?' I made short work o' <i>him!</i> +The poker-heid's the identical size o' the rim; I had it made to fit."</p> + +<p>Loranogie thought it a silly thing of Gourlay to concern himself about a +poker. But that was just like him, of course. The moment the body in +Glasgow opposed his whim, Gourlay, he knew, would make a point o't.</p> + +<p>The grain merchant took the bar of heavy metal in his hand. "Dod, it's +an awful weapon," he said, meaning to be jocose. "You could murder a man +wi't."</p> + +<p>"Deed you could," said Loranogie; "you could kill him wi' the one lick."</p> + +<p>The elders, engaged with more important matters, paid no attention to +the children, who had pushed between them to the front and were looking +up at their faces, as they talked, with curious watching eyes. John, +with his instinct to notice things, took the poker up when his father +laid it down, to see if it was really the size of the rim. It was too +heavy for him to raise by the handle; he had to lift it by the middle. +Janet was at his elbow, watching him. "You could kill a man with that," +he told her, importantly, though she had heard it for herself. Janet +stared and shuddered.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</a></span> Then the boy laid the poker-head along the rim, +fitting edge to edge with a nice precision.</p> + +<p>"Mother," he cried, turning towards her in his interest, "mother, look +here! It's exactly the same size!"</p> + +<p>"Put it down, sir," said his father with a grim smile at Loranogie. +"You'll be killing folk next."</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></a>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + +<p>"Are ye packit, Peter?" said Gourlay.</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir," said Peter Riney, running round to the other side of a cart, +to fasten a horse's bellyband to the shaft. "Yes, sir, we're a' ready."</p> + +<p>"Have the carriers a big load?"</p> + +<p>"Andy has just a wheen parcels, but Elshie's as fu' as he can haud. And +there's a gey pickle stuff waiting at the Cross."</p> + +<p>The hot wind of yesterday had brought lightning through the night, and +this morning there was the gentle drizzle that sometimes follows a heavy +thunderstorm. Hints of the farther blue showed themselves in a lofty sky +of delicate and drifting gray. The blackbirds and thrushes welcomed the +cooler air with a gush of musical piping, as if the liquid tenderness of +the morning had actually got into their throats and made them softer.</p> + +<p>"You had better snoove away then," said Gourlay. "Donnerton's five mile +ayont Fleckie, and by the time you deliver the meal there, and load the +ironwork, it'll be late ere you get back. Snoove away, Peter; snoove +away!"</p> + +<p>Peter shuffled uneasily, and his pale blue eyes blinked at Gourlay from +beneath their grizzled crow nests of red hair.</p> + +<p>"Are we a' to start thegither, sir?" he hesitated. "D'ye mean—d'ye mean +the carriers too?"</p> + +<p>"Atweel, Peter!" said Gourlay. "What for no?"</p> + +<p>Peter took a great old watch, with a yellow case, from<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</a></span> his fob, and, +"It wants a while o' aicht, sir," he volunteered.</p> + +<p>"Ay, man, Peter, and what of that?" said Gourlay.</p> + +<p>There was almost a twinkle in his eye. Peter Riney was the only human +being with whom he was ever really at his ease. It is only when a mind +feels secure in itself that it can laugh unconcernedly at others. Peter +was so simple that in his presence Gourlay felt secure; and he used to +banter him.</p> + +<p>"The folk at the Cross winna expect the carriers till aicht, sir," said +Peter, "and I doubt their stuff won't be ready."</p> + +<p>"Ay, man, Peter," Gourlay joked lazily, as if Peter was a little boy. +"Ay, man, Peter. You think the folk at the Cross winna be prepared?"</p> + +<p>"No, sir," said Peter, opening his eyes very solemnly, "they winna be +prepared."</p> + +<p>"It'll do them good to hurry a little for once," growled Gourlay, humour +yielding to spite at the thought of his enemies. "It'll do them good to +hurry a little for once. Be off, the lot of ye!"</p> + +<p>After ordering his carriers to start, to back down and postpone their +departure, just to suit the convenience of his neighbours, would +derogate from his own importance. His men might think he was afraid of +Barbie.</p> + +<p>He strolled out to the big gate and watched his teams going down the +brae.</p> + +<p>There were only four carts this morning because the two that had gone to +Fechars yesterday with the cheese would not be back till the afternoon; +and another had already turned west to Auchterwheeze, to bring slates +for the flesher's new house. Of the four that went down the street two +were the usual carriers' carts, the other two were off to Fleckie with +meal, and Gourlay had started them the sooner since they were to bring +back the ironwork which Templandmuir needed for his new improvements. +Though the Templar had reformed greatly<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</a></span> since he married his birkie +wife, he was still far from having his place in proper order, and he had +often to depend on Gourlay for the carrying of stuff which a man in his +position should have had horses of his own to bring.</p> + +<p>As Gourlay stood at his gate he pondered with heavy cunning how much he +might charge Templandmuir for bringing the ironwork from Fleckie. He +decided to charge him for the whole day, though half of it would be +spent in taking his own meal to Donnerton. In that he was carrying out +his usual policy—which was to make each side of his business help the +other.</p> + +<p>As he stood puzzling his wits over Templandmuir's account, his lips +worked in and out, to assist the slow process of his brain. His eyes +narrowed between peering lids, and their light seemed to turn inward as +he fixed them abstractedly on a stone in the middle of the road. His +head was tilted that he might keep his eyes upon the stone; and every +now and then, as he mused, he rubbed his chin slowly between the thumb +and fingers of his left hand. Entirely given up to the thought of +Templandmuir's account, he failed to see the figure advancing up the +street.</p> + +<p>At last the scrunch of a boot on the wet road struck his ear. He turned +with his best glower on the man who was approaching; more of the +"Wha-the-bleezes-are-you?" look than ever in his eyes—because he had +been caught unawares.</p> + +<p>The stranger wore a light yellow overcoat, and he had been walking a +long time in the rain apparently, for the shoulders of the coat were +quite black with the wet, these black patches showing in strong contrast +with the dryer, therefore yellower, front of it. Coat and jacket were +both hanging slightly open, and between was seen the slight bulge of a +dirty white waistcoat. The newcomer's trousers were turned high at the +bottom, and the muddy spats he wore looked big and ungainly in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</a></span> +consequence. In this appearance there was an air of dirty and +pretentious well-to-do-ness. It was not shabby gentility. It was like +the gross attempt at dress of your well-to-do publican who looks down on +his soiled white waistcoat with complacent and approving eye.</p> + +<p>"It's a fine morning, Mr. Gourlay," simpered the stranger. His air was +that of a forward tenant who thinks it a great thing to pass remarks on +the weather with his laird.</p> + +<p>Gourlay cast a look at the dropping heavens.</p> + +<p>"Is that <i>your</i> opinion?" said he. "I fail to see't mysell."</p> + +<p>It was not in Gourlay to see the beauty of that gray, wet dawn. A fine +morning to him was one that burnt the back of your neck.</p> + +<p>The stranger laughed: a little deprecating giggle. "I meant it was fine +weather for the fields," he explained. He had meant nothing of the kind, +of course; he had merely been talking at random in his wish to be civil +to that important man, John Gourlay.</p> + +<p>"Imphm," he pondered, looking round on the weather with a wise air; +"imphm; it's fine weather for the fields."</p> + +<p>"Are <i>you</i> a farmer, then?" Gourlay nipped him, with his eye on the +white waistcoat.</p> + +<p>"Oh—oh, Mr. Gourlay! A farmer, no. Hi—hi! I'm not a farmer. I dare +say, now, you have no mind of <i>me</i>?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Gourlay, regarding him very gravely and steadily with his +dark eyes. "I cannot say, sir, that I have the pleasure of remembering +<i>you</i>."</p> + +<p>"Man, I'm a son of auld John Wilson of Brigabee."</p> + +<p>"Oh, auld Wilson, the mole-catcher!" said contemptuous Gourlay. "What's +this they christened him now? 'Toddling Johnnie,' was it noat?"</p> + +<p>Wilson coloured. But he sniggered to gloss over the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</a></span> awkwardness of the +remark. A coward always sniggers when insulted, pretending that the +insult is only a joke of his opponent, and therefore to be laughed +aside. So he escapes the quarrel which he fears a show of displeasure +might provoke.</p> + +<p>But though Wilson was not a hardy man, it was not timidity only that +caused his tame submission to Gourlay.</p> + +<p>He had come back after an absence of fifteen years, with a good deal of +money in his pocket, and he had a fond desire that he, the son of the +mole-catcher, should get some recognition of his prosperity from the +most important man in the locality. If Gourlay had said, with solemn and +fat-lipped approval, "Man, I'm glad to see that you have done so well," +he would have swelled with gratified pride. For it is often the +favourable estimate of their own little village—"What they'll think of +me at home"—that matters most to Scotsmen who go out to make their way +in the world. No doubt that is why so many of them go home and cut a +dash when they have made their fortunes; they want the cronies of their +youth to see the big men they have become. Wilson was not exempt from +that weakness. As far back as he remembered Gourlay had been the big man +of Barbie; as a boy he had viewed him with admiring awe; to be received +by him now, as one of the well-to-do, were a sweet recognition of his +greatness. It was a fawning desire for that recognition that caused his +smirking approach to the grain merchant. So strong was the desire that, +though he coloured and felt awkward at the contemptuous reference to his +father, he sniggered and went on talking, as if nothing untoward had +been said. He was one of the band impossible to snub, not because they +are endowed with superior moral courage, but because their easy +self-importance is so great that an insult rarely pierces it enough to +divert them from their purpose. They walk through life wrapped +comfortably round in the wool of their own conceit. Gourlay,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</a></span> though a +dull man—perhaps because he was a dull man—suspected insult in a +moment. But it rarely entered Wilson's brain (though he was cleverer +than most) that the world could find anything to scoff at in such a fine +fellow as James Wilson. A less ironic brute than Gourlay would never +have pierced the thickness of his hide. It was because Gourlay succeeded +in piercing it that morning that Wilson hated him for ever—with a hate +the more bitter because he was rebuffed so seldom.</p> + +<p>"Is business brisk?" he asked, irrepressible.</p> + +<p>Business! Heavens, did ye hear him talking? What did Toddling Johnny's +son know about business? What was the world coming to? To hear him +setting up his face there, and asking the best merchant in the town +whether business was brisk! It was high time to put him in his place, +the conceited upstart, shoving himself forward like an equal!</p> + +<p>For it was the assumption of equality implied by Wilson's manner that +offended Gourlay—as if mole-catcher's son and monopolist were +discussing, on equal terms, matters of interest to them both.</p> + +<p>"Business!" he said gravely. "Well, I'm not well acquainted with your +line, but I believe mole traps are cheap—if ye have any idea of taking +up the oald trade."</p> + +<p>Wilson's eyes flickered over him, hurt and dubious. His mouth +opened—then shut—then he decided to speak after all. "Oh, I was +thinking Barbie would be very quiet," said he, "compared wi' places +where they have the railway. I was thinking it would need stirring up a +bit."</p> + +<p>"Oh, ye was thinking that, was ye?" birred Gourlay, with a stupid man's +repetition of his jibe. "Well, I believe there's a grand opening in the +moleskin line, so <i>there's</i> a chance for ye. My quarrymen wear out their +breeks in no time."</p> + +<p>Wilson's face, which had swelled with red shame, went a dead white. +"Good-morning!" he said, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</a></span> started rapidly away with a vicious dig of +his stick upon the wet road.</p> + +<p>"Goo-ood mor-r-ning, serr!" Gourlay birred after him; "goo-ood +mor-r-ning, serr!" He felt he had been bright this morning. He had put +the branks on Wilson!</p> + +<p>Wilson was as furious at himself as at Gourlay. Why the devil had he +said "Good-morning"? It had slipped out of him unawares, and Gourlay had +taken it up with an ironic birr that rang in his ears now, poisoning his +blood. He felt equal in fancy to a thousand Gourlays now—so strong was +he in wrath against him. He had gone forward to pass pleasant remarks +about the weather, and why should he noat?—he was no disgrace to +Barbie, but a credit rather. It was not every working-man's son that +came back with five hundred in the bank. And here Gourlay had treated +him like a doag! Ah, well, he would maybe be upsides with Gourlay yet, +so he might!</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X"></a>CHAPTER X.</h2> + +<p>"Such a rickle of furniture I never saw!" said the Provost.</p> + +<p>"Whose is it?" said Brodie.</p> + +<p>"Oh, have ye noat heard?" said the Head of the Town with eyebrows in +air. "It beloangs to that fellow Wilson, doan't ye know? He's a son of +oald Wilson, the mowdie-man of Brigabee. It seems we're to have him for +a neighbour, or all's bye wi't. I declare I doan't know what this +world's coming to!"</p> + +<p>"Man, Provost," said Brodie, "d'ye tell me tha-at? I've been over at +Fleckie for the last ten days—my brother Rab's dead and won away, as I +dare say you have heard—oh yes, we must all go—so, ye see, I'm +scarcely abreast o' the latest intelligence. What's Wilson doing here? I +thought he had been a pawnbroker in Embro."</p> + +<p>"Noat he! It's <i>whispered</i> indeed, that he left Brigabee to go and help +in a pawmbroker's, but it seems he married an Aberdeen lass and sattled +there after a while, the manager of a store, I have been given to +understa-and. He has taken oald Rab Jamieson's barn at the bottom of the +Cross—for what purpose it beats even me to tell! And that's his +furniture——"</p> + +<p>"I declare!" said the astonished Brodie. "He's a smart-looking boy that. +Will that be a son of his?"</p> + +<p>He pointed to a sharp-faced urchin of twelve who was busy carrying +chairs round the corner of the barn, to the tiny house where Wilson +meant to live. He was a red-haired boy with an upturned nose, dressed in +shirt<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</a></span> and knickerbockers only. The cross of his braces came comically +near his neck—so short was the space of shirt between the top line of +his breeches and his shoulders. His knickers were open at the knee, and +the black stockings below them were wrinkled slackly down his thin legs, +being tied loosely above the calf with dirty white strips of cloth +instead of garters. He had no cap, and it was seen that his hair had a +"cow-lick" in front; it slanted up from his brow, that is, in a sleek +kind of tuft. There was a violent squint in one of his sharp gray eyes, +so that it seemed to flash at the world across the bridge of his nose. +He was so eager at his work that his clumsy-looking boots—they only +<i>looked</i> clumsy because the legs they were stuck to were so +thin—skidded on the cobbles as he whipped round the barn with a chair +inverted on his poll. When he came back for another chair, he sometimes +wheepled a tune of his own making, in shrill, disconnected jerks, and +sometimes wiped his nose on his sleeve. And the bodies watched him.</p> + +<p>"Faith, he's keen," said the Provost.</p> + +<p>"But what on earth has Wilson ta'en auld Jamieson's house and barn for? +They have stude empty since I kenna whan," quoth Alexander Toddle, +forgetting his English in surprise.</p> + +<p>"They say he means to start a business! He's made some bawbees in +Aiberdeen, they're telling me, and he thinks he'll set Barbie in a lowe +wi't."</p> + +<p>"Ou, he means to work a perfect revolution," said Johnny Coe.</p> + +<p>"In Barbie!" cried astounded Toddle.</p> + +<p>"In Barbie e'en't," said the Provost.</p> + +<p>"It would take a heap to revolutionize <i>hit</i>," said the baker, the +ironic man.</p> + +<p>"There's a chance in that hoose," Brodie burst out, ignoring the baker's +gibe. "Dod, there's a chance, sirs. I wonder it never occurred to me +before."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</a></span></p><p>"Are ye thinking ye have missed a gude thing?" grinned the Deacon.</p> + +<p>But Brodie's lips were working in the throes of commercial speculation, +and he stared, heedless of the jibe. So Johnny Coe took up his sapient +parable.</p> + +<p>"Atweel," said he, "there's a chance, Mr. Brodie. That road round to the +back's a handy thing. You could take a horse and cart brawly through an +opening like that. And there's a gey bit ground at the back, too, when a +body comes to think o't."</p> + +<p>"What line's he meaning to purshoo?" queried Brodie, whose mind, +quickened by the chance he saw at No. 1 The Cross, was hot on the hunt +of its possibilities.</p> + +<p>"He's been very close about that," said the Provost. "I asked Johnny +Gibson—it was him had the selling o't—but he couldn't give me ainy +satisfaction. All he could say was that Wilson had bought it and paid +it. 'But, losh,' said I, 'he maun 'a' lat peep what he wanted the place +for!' But na; it seems he was owre auld-farrant for the like of that. +'We'll let the folk wonder for a while, Mr. Gibson,' he had said. 'The +less we tell them, the keener they'll be to ken; and they'll advertise +me for noathing by speiring one another what I'm up till.'"</p> + +<p>"Cunning!" said Brodie, breathing the word low in expressive admiration.</p> + +<p>"Demned cute!" said Sandy Toddle.</p> + +<p>"Very thmart!" said the Deacon.</p> + +<p>"But the place has been falling down since ever I have mind o't," said +Sandy Toddle. "He's a very clever man if he makes anything out of +<i>that</i>."</p> + +<p>"Well, well," said the Provost, "we'll soon see what he's meaning to be +at. Now that his furniture's in, he surely canna keep us in the dark +much loanger!"</p> + +<p>Their curiosity was soon appeased. Within a week they were privileged to +read the notice here appended:—</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</a></span></p> + +<blockquote><p>"Mr. James Wilson begs to announce to the inhabitants of Barbie +and surrounding neighbourhood that he has taken these commodious +premises, No. 1 The Cross, which he intends to open shortly as a +Grocery, Ironmongery, and General Provision Store. J. W. is +apprised that such an Emporium has long been a felt want in the +locality. To meet this want is J. W.'s intention. He will try to do +so, not by making large profits on a small business, but by making +small profits on a large business. Indeed, owing to his long +acquaintance with the trade, Mr. Wilson will be able to supply all +commodities at a very little over cost price. For J. W. will use +those improved methods of business which have been confined +hitherto to the larger centres of population. At his Emporium you +will be able, as the saying goes, to buy everything from a needle +to an anchor. Moreover, to meet the convenience of his customers, +J. W. will deliver goods at your own doors, distributing them with +his own carts either in the town of Barbie or at any convenient +distance from the same. Being a native of the district, his +business hopes to secure a due share of your esteemed patronage. +Thanking you, in anticipation, for the favour of an early visit,</p> + +<p> "Believe me, Ladies and Gentlemen,</p> + +<p class="center">"Yours faithfully,</p> + +<p class="right">"<span class="smcap">James Wilson</span>."</p></blockquote> + +<p>Such was the poster with which "Barbie and surrounding neighbourhood" +were besprinkled within a week of "J. W.'s" appearance on the scene. He +was known as "J. W." ever after. To be known by your initials is +sometimes a mark of affection, and sometimes a mark of disrespect. It +was not a mark of affection in the case of our "J. W." When Donald Scott +slapped him on the back and cried, "Hullo, J. W., how are the anchors +selling?" Barbie had found a cue which it was not slow to make use of. +Wilson even received letters<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</a></span> addressed to "J. W., Anchor Merchant, No. +1 The Cross." Ours is a nippy locality.</p> + +<p>But Wilson, cosy and cocky in his own good opinion, was impervious to +the chilly winds of scorn. His posters, in big blue letters, were on the +smiddy door and on the sides of every brig within a circuit of five +miles; they were pasted, in smaller letters, red on the gateposts of +every farm; and Robin Tam, the bellman, handed them about from door to +door. The folk could talk of nothing else.</p> + +<p>"Dod!" said the Provost, when he read the bill, "we've a new departure +here! This is an unco splutter, as the oald sow said when she tumbled in +the gutter."</p> + +<p>"Ay," said Sandy Toddle, "a fuff in the pan, I'm thinking. He promises +owre muckle to last long! He lauchs owre loud to be merry at the end +o't. For the loudest bummler's no the best bee, as my father, honest +man, used to tell the minister."</p> + +<p>"Ah-ah, I'm no so sure o' that," said Tam Brodie. "I forgathered wi' +Wilson on Wednesday last, and I tell ye, sirs, he's worth the watching. +They'll need to stand on a baikie that put the branks on him. He has the +considering eye in his head—yon lang far-away glimmer at a thing from +out the end of the eyebrow. He turned it on mysell twa-three times, the +cunning devil, trying to keek into me, to see if he could use me. And +look at the chance he has! There's two stores in Barbie, to be sure. But +Kinnikum's a dirty beast, and folk have a scunner at his goods; and +Catherwood's a drucken swine, and his place but sairly guided. That's a +great stroke o' policy, too, promising to deliver folk's goods on their +own doorstep to them. There's a whole jing-bang of outlying clachans +round Barbie that he'll get the trade of by a dodge like that. The like +was never tried hereaway before. I wadna wonder but it works wonders."</p> + +<p>It did.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</a></span></p><p>It was partly policy and partly accident that brought Wilson back to +Barbie. He had been managing a wealthy old merchant's store for a long +time in Aberdeen, and he had been blithely looking forward to the +goodwill of it, when jink, at the old man's death, in stepped a nephew, +and ousted the poo-oor fellow. He had bawled shrilly, but to no purpose; +he had to be travelling. When he rose to greatness in Barbie it was +whispered that the nephew discovered he was feathering his own nest, and +that this was the reason of his sharp dismissal. But perhaps we should +credit that report to Barbie's disposition rather than to Wilson's +misdemeanour.</p> + +<p>Wilson might have set up for himself in the nippy northern town. But it +is an instinct with men who have met with a rebuff in a place to shake +its dust from their shoes, and be off to seek their fortunes in the +larger world. We take a scunner at the place that has ill-used us. +Wilson took a scunner at Aberdeen, and decided to leave it and look +around him. Scotland was opening up, and there were bound to be heaps of +chances for a man like him! "A man like me," was a frequent phrase of +Wilson's retired and solitary speculation. "Ay," he said, emerging from +one of his business reveries, "there's bound to be heaps o' chances for +a man like me, if I only look about me."</p> + +<p>He was "looking about him" in Glasgow when he forgathered with his +cousin William—the borer he! After many "How are ye, Jims's" and mutual +speirings over a "bit mouthful of yill"—so they phrased it; but that +was a meiosis, for they drank five quarts—they fell to a serious +discussion of the commercial possibilities of Scotland. The borer was of +the opinion that the Braes of Barbie had a future yet, "for a' the +gaffer was so keen on keeping his men in the dark about the coal."</p> + +<p>Now Wilson knew (as what Scotsman does not?) that in the middle 'fifties +coal-boring in Scotland was not the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</a></span> honourable profession that it now +is. More than once, speculators procured lying reports that there were +no minerals, and after landowners had been ruined by their abortive +preliminary experiments, stepped in, bought the land, and boomed it. In +one notorious case a family, now great in the public eye, bribed a +laird's own borers to conceal the truth, and then buying the Golconda +from its impoverished owner, laid the basis of a vast fortune.</p> + +<p>"D'ye mean—to tell—<i>me</i>, Weelyum Wilson," said James, giving him his +full name in the solemnity of the moment, "d'ye mean—to tell—<i>me</i>, +sir"—here he sank his voice to a whisper—"that there's joukery-pawkery +at work?"</p> + +<p>"A declare to God A div," said Weelyum, with equal solemnity, and he +nodded with alarmed sapience across his beer jug.</p> + +<p>"You believe there's plenty of coal up Barbie Valley, and that they're +keeping it dark in the meantime for some purpose of their own?"</p> + +<p>"I do," said Weelyum.</p> + +<p>"God!" said James, gripping the table with both hands in his +excitement—"God, if that's so, what a chance there's in Barbie! It has +been a dead town for twenty year, and twenty to the end o't. A verra +little would buy the hauf o't. But property 'ull rise in value like a +puddock stool at dark, serr, if the pits come round it! It will that. If +I was only sure o' your suspeecion, Weelyum, I'd invest every bawbee I +have in't. You're going home the night, are ye not?"</p> + +<p>"I was just on my road to the station when I met ye," said Weelyum.</p> + +<p>"Send me a scrape of your pen to-morrow, man, if what you see on getting +back keeps you still in the same mind o't. And directly I get your +letter I'll run down and look about me."</p> + +<p>The letter was encouraging, and Wilson went forth<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</a></span> to spy the land and +initiate the plan of campaign. It was an important day for him. He +entered on his feud with Gourlay, and bought Rab Jamieson's house and +barn (with the field behind it) for a trifle. He had five hundred of his +own, and he knew where more could be had for the asking.</p> + +<p>Rab Jamieson's barn was a curious building to be stranded in the midst +of Barbie. In quaint villages and little towns of England you sometimes +see a mellow red-tiled barn, with its rich yard, close upon the street; +it seems to have been hemmed in by the houses round, while dozing, so +that it could not escape with the fields fleeing from the town. There it +remains and gives a ripeness to the place, matching fitly with the great +horse-chestnut yellowing before the door, and the old inn further down, +mantled in its blood-red creepers. But that autumnal warmth and cosiness +is rarely seen in the barer streets of the north. How Rab Jamieson's +barn came to be stuck in Barbie nobody could tell. It was a gaunt, gray +building with never a window, but a bole high in one corner for the +sheaves, and a door low in another corner for auld Rab Jamieson. There +was no mill inside, and the place had not been used for years. But the +roof was good, and the walls stout and thick, and Wilson soon got to +work on his new possession. He had seen all that could be made of the +place the moment he clapped an eye on it, and he knew that he had found +a good thing, even if the pits should never come near Barbie. The bole +and door next the street were walled up, and a fine new door opened in +the middle, flanked on either side by a great window. The interior was +fitted up with a couple of counters and a wooden floor; and above the +new wood ceiling there was a long loft for a storeroom, lighted by +skylights in the roof. That loft above the rafters, thought the +provident Wilson, will come in braw and handy for storing things, so it +will. And there, hey presto! the transformation<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</a></span> was achieved, and +Wilson's Emporium stood before you. It was crammed with merchandise. On +the white flapping slant of a couple of awnings, one over each window, +you might read in black letters, "JAMES WILSON: EMPORIUM." The letters +of "James Wilson" made a triumphal arch, to which "Emporium" was the +base. It seemed symbolical.</p> + +<p>Now, the shops of Barbie (the drunken man's shop and the dirty man's +shop always excepted, of course) had usually been low-browed little +places with faded black scrolls above the door, on which you might read +in dim gilt letters (or it might be in white)</p> + +<p class="center">"<span class="smcap">Licens'd To Sell Tea & Tobacco.</span>"</p> + +<p>"Licens'd" was on one corner of the ribboned scroll, "To Sell Tea &" +occupied the flowing arch above, with "Tobacco" in the other corner. +When you mounted two steps and opened the door, a bell of some kind went +"<i>ping</i>" in the interior, and an old woman in a mutch, with big specs +slipping down her nose, would come up a step from a dim little room +behind, and wiping her sunken mouth with her apron—she had just left +her tea—would say, "What's your wull the day, sir?" And if you said +your "wull" was tobacco, she would answer, "Ou, sir, I dinna sell ocht +now but the tape and sweeties." And then you went away, sadly.</p> + +<p>With the exception of the dirty man's shop and the drunken man's shop, +that kind of shop was the Barbie kind of shop. But Wilson changed all +that. One side of the Emporium was crammed with pots, pans, pails, +scythes, gardening implements, and saws, with a big barrel of paraffin +partitioned off in a corner. The rafters on that side were bristling and +hoary with brushes of all kinds dependent from the roof, so that the +minister's wife (who was a six-footer) went off with a brush in her +bonnet once. Behind the other counter were canisters in goodly rows, +barrels of flour and bags of meal, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</a></span> great yellow cheeses in the +window. The rafters here were heavy with their wealth of hams, +brown-skinned flitches of bacon interspersed with the white tight-corded +home-cured—"Barbie's Best," as Wilson christened it. All along the +back, in glass cases to keep them unsullied, were bales of cloth, layer +on layer to the roof. It was a pleasure to go into the place, so big and +bien was it, and to smell it on a frosty night set your teeth watering. +There was always a big barrel of American apples just inside the door, +and their homely fragrance wooed you from afar, the mellow savour +cuddling round you half a mile off. Barbie boys had despised the +provision trade, heretofore, as a mean and meagre occupation; but now +the imagination of each gallant youth was fired and radiant—he meant to +be a grocer.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Wilson presided over the Emporium. Wilson had a treasure in his +wife. She was Aberdeen born and bred, but her manner was the manner of +the South and West. There is a broad difference of character between the +peoples of East and West Scotland. The East throws a narrower and a +nippier breed. In the West they take Burns for their exemplar, and +affect the jovial and robustious—in some cases it is affectation only, +and a mighty poor one at that. They claim to be bigger men and bigger +fools than the Eastern billies. And the Eastern billies are very willing +to yield one half of the contention.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Wilson, though Eastie by nature, had the jovial manner that you +find in Kyle; more jovial, indeed, than was common in nippy Barbie, +which, in general character, seems to have been transplanted from some +sand dune looking out upon the German Ocean. She was big of hip and +bosom, with sloe-black hair and eyes, and a ruddy cheek, and when she +flung back her head for the laugh her white teeth flashed splendid on +the world. That laugh of hers became one of the well-known features of +Barbie. "Lo'd-sake!" a startled<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</a></span> visitor would cry, "whatna skirl's +tha-at!" "Oh, dinna be alarmed," a native would comfort him, "it's only +Wilson's wife lauchin at the Cross!"</p> + +<p>Her manner had a hearty charm. She had a laugh and a joke for every +customer, quick as a wink with her answer; her gibe was in you and out +again before you knew you were wounded. Some, it is true, took exception +to the loudness of her skirl—the Deacon, for instance, who "gave her a +good one" the first time he went in for snuff. But "Tut!" quoth she; "a +mim cat's never gude at the mice," and she lifted him out by the scruff +of his neck, crying, "Run, mousie, or I'll catch ye!" On that day her +popularity in Barbie was assured for ever. But she was as keen on the +penny as a penurious weaver, for all her heartiness and laughing ways. +She combined the commercial merits of the East and West. She could coax +you to the buying like a Cumnock quean, and fleece you in the selling +like the cadgers o' Kincardine. When Wilson was abroad on his affairs he +had no need to be afraid that things were mismanaging at home. During +his first year in Barbie Mrs. Wilson was his sole helper. She had the +brawny arm of a giantess, and could toss a bag of meal like a baby; to +see her twirl a big ham on the counter was to see a thing done as it +should be. When Drucken Wabster came in and was offensive once, "Poo-oor +fellow!" said she (with a wink to a customer), "I declare he's in a high +fever," and she took him kicking to the pump and cooled him.</p> + +<p>With a mate like that at the helm every sail of Wilson's craft was +trimmed for prosperity. He began to "look about" him to increase the +fleet.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></a>CHAPTER XI.</h2> + +<p>That the Scot is largely endowed with the commercial imagination his +foes will be ready to acknowledge. Imagination may consecrate the world +to a man, or it may merely be a visualizing faculty which sees that as +already perfect which is still lying in the raw material. The Scot has +the lower faculty in full degree; he has the forecasting leap of the +mind which sees what to make of things—more, sees them made and in +vivid operation. To him there is a railway through the desert where no +railway exists, and mills along the quiet stream. And his <i>perfervidum +ingenium</i> is quick to attempt the realizing of his dreams. That is why +he makes the best of colonists. Galt is his type—Galt, dreaming in +boyhood of the fine water power a fellow could bring round the hill, +from the stream where he went a-fishing (they have done it since), +dreaming in manhood of the cities yet to rise amid Ontario's woods (they +are there to witness to his foresight). Indeed, so flushed and riotous +can the Scottish mind become over a commercial prospect that it +sometimes sends native caution by the board, and a man's really fine +idea becomes an empty balloon, to carry him off to the limbo of +vanities. There is a megalomaniac in every parish of Scotland. Well, not +so much as that; they're owre canny for that to be said of them. But in +every district almost you may find a poor creature who for thirty years +has cherished a great scheme by which he means to revolutionize the +world's commerce, and amass<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</a></span> a fortune in monstrous degree. He is +generally to be seen shivering at the Cross, and (if you are a nippy +man) you shout carelessly in going by, "Good-morning, Tamson; how's the +scheme?" And he would be very willing to tell you, if only you would +wait to listen. "Man," he will cry eagerly behind you, "if I only had +anither wee wheel in my invention—she would do, the besom! I'll sune +have her ready noo." Poor Tamson!</p> + +<p>But these are the exceptions. Scotsmen, more than other men perhaps, +have the three great essentials of commercial success—imagination to +conceive schemes, common sense to correct them, and energy to push them +through. Common sense, indeed, so far from being wanting, is in most +cases too much in evidence, perhaps, crippling the soaring mind and +robbing the idea of its early radiance; in quieter language, she makes +the average Scotsman to be over-cautious. His combinations are rarely +Napoleonic until he becomes an American. In his native dales he seldom +ventures on a daring policy. And yet his forecasting mind is always +detecting "possibeelities." So he contents himself by creeping +cautiously from point to point, ignoring big, reckless schemes and using +the safe and small, till he arrives at a florid opulence. He has +expressed his love of <i>festina lente</i> in business in a score of +proverbs—"Bit-by-bit's the better horse, though big-by-big's the +baulder;" "Ca' canny, or ye'll cowp;" "Many a little makes a mickle;" +and "Creep before ye gang." This mingling of caution and imagination is +the cause of his stable prosperity. And its characteristic is a sure +progressiveness. That sure progressiveness was the characteristic of +Wilson's prosperity in Barbie. In him, too, imagination and caution were +equally developed. He was always foreseeing "chances" and using them, +gripping the good and rejecting the dangerous (had he not gripped the +chance of auld Rab Jamieson's barn? There was caution in that, for it +was worth the money whatever happened;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</a></span> and there was imagination in the +whole scheme, for he had a vision of Barbie as a populous centre and +streets of houses in his holm). And every "chance" he seized led to a +better one, till almost every "chance" in Barbie was engrossed by him +alone. This is how he went to work. Note the "bit-by-bitness" of his +great career.</p> + +<p>When Mrs. Wilson was behind the counter, Wilson was out "distributing." +He was not always out, of course—his volume of trade at first was not +big enough for that; but in the mornings, and the long summer dusks, he +made his way to the many outlying places of which Barbie was the centre. +There, in one and the same visit, he distributed goods and collected +orders for the future. Though his bill had spoken of "carts," as if he +had several, that was only a bit of splurge on his part; his one +conveyance at the first was a stout spring cart, with a good brown cob +between the shafts. But with this he did such a trade as had never been +known in Barbie. The Provost said it was "shtupendous."</p> + +<p>When Wilson was jogging homeward in the balmy evenings of his first +summer at Barbie, no eye had he for the large evening star, tremulous +above the woods, or for the dreaming sprays against the yellow west. It +wasn't his business; he had other things to mind. Yet Wilson was a +dreamer too. His close, musing eye, peering at the dusky-brown nodge of +his pony's hip through the gloom, saw not that, but visions of chances, +opportunities, occasions. When the lights of Barbie twinkled before him +in the dusk, he used to start from a pleasant dream of some commercial +enterprise suggested by the country round. "Yon holm would make a fine +bleaching green—pure water, fine air, labour cheap, and everything +handy. Or the Lintie's Linn among the woods—water power running to +waste yonder—surely something could be made of that." He would follow +his idea through all its mazes and developments, oblivious of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</a></span> the +passing miles. His delight in his visions was exactly the same as the +author's delight in the figments of his brain. They were the same good +company along the twilight roads. The author, happy with his thronging +thoughts (when they are kind enough to throng), is no happier than +Wilson was on nights like these.</p> + +<p>He had not been a week on his rounds when he saw a "chance" waiting for +development. When out "delivering" he used to visit the upland farms to +buy butter and eggs for the Emporium. He got them cheaper so. But more +eggs and butter could be had than were required in the neighbourhood of +Barbie. Here was a chance for Wilson! He became a collector for +merchants at a distance. Barbie, before it got the railway, had only a +silly little market once a fortnight, which was a very poor outlet for +stuff. Wilson provided a better one. Another thing played into his +hands, too, in that connection. It is a cheese-making countryside about +Barbie, and the less butter produced at a cheese-making place, the +better for the cheese. Still, a good many pounds are often churned on +the sly. What need the cheese merchant ken? it keepit the gudewife in +bawbees frae week to week; and if she took a little cream frae the +cheese now and than they werena a pin the waur o't, for she aye did it +wi' decency and caution! Still, it is as well to dispose of this kind of +butter quietly, to avoid gabble among ill-speakers. Wilson, slithering +up the back road with his spring cart in the gloaming, was the man to +dispose of it quietly. And he got it dirt cheap, of course, seeing it +was a kind of contraband. All that he made in this way was not much to +be sure—threepence a dozen on the eggs, perhaps, and fourpence on the +pound of butter—still, you know, every little makes a mickle, and +hained gear helps weel.<a name="FNanchor_4_4" id="FNanchor_4_4"></a><a href="#Footnote_4_4" class="fnanchor">[4]</a> And more important than the immediate profit +was the ultimate result. For Wilson in this<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[Pg 86]</a></span> way established with +merchants, in far-off Fechars and Poltandie, a connection for the sale +of country produce which meant a great deal to him in future, when he +launched out as cheese-buyer in opposition to Gourlay.</p> + +<p>It "occurred" to him also (things were always occurring to Wilson) that +the "Scotch cuddy" business had as fine a chance in "Barbie and +surrounding neighbourhood" as ever it had in North and Middle England. +The "Scotch cuddy" is so called because he is a beast of burden, and not +from the nature of his wits. He is a travelling packman, who infests +communities of working-men, and disposes of his goods on the credit +system, receiving payment in instalments. You go into a working-man's +house (when he is away from home for preference), and laying a swatch of +cloth across his wife's knee, "What do you think of that, mistress?" you +inquire, watching the effect keenly. Instantly all her covetous heart is +in her eye, and, thinks she to herself, "Oh, but John would look well in +that at the kirk on Sunday!" She has no ready money, and would never +have the cheek to go into a draper's and order the suit; but when she +sees it lying there across her knee, she just cannot resist it. (And +fine you knew that when you clinked it down before her!) Now that the +goods are in the house, she cannot bear to let them out the door again. +But she hints a scarcity of cash. "Tut, woman!" quoth you, bounteous and +kind, "there's no obstacle in <i>that</i>! You can pay me in instalments!" +How much would the instalments be, she inquires. "Oh, a mere +trifle—half a crown a week, say." She hesitates and hankers. "John's +Sunday coat's getting quite shabby, so it is, and Tam Macalister has a +new suit, she was noticing—the Macalisters are always flaunting in +their braws! And, there's that Paisley shawl for herself, too; eh, but +they would be the canty pair, cocking down the road on Sunday in <i>that</i> +rig! they would take the licht frae Meg Macalister's een—thae +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[Pg 87]</a></span>Macalisters are always so en-vy-fu'!" Love, vanity, covetousness, +present opportunity, are all at work upon the poor body. She succumbs. +But the half-crown weekly payments have a habit of lengthening +themselves out till the packman has made fifty per cent. by the +business. And why not? a man must have some interest on his money! Then +there's the risk of bad debts, too—that falls to be considered. But +there was little risk of bad debts when Wilson took to +cloth-distributing. For success in that game depends on pertinacity in +pursuit of your victim, and Wilson was the man for that.</p> + +<p>He was jogging home from Brigabee, where he had been distributing +groceries at a score of wee houses, when there flashed on his mind a +whole scheme for cloth-distribution on a large scale; for mining +villages were clustering in about Barbie by this time, and he saw his +way to a big thing.</p> + +<p>He was thinking of Sandy Toddle, who had been a Scotch cuddy in the +Midlands, and had retired to Barbie on a snug bit fortune—he was +thinking of Sandy when the plan rose generous on his mind. He would soon +have more horses than one on the road; why shouldn't they carry swatches +of cloth as well as groceries? If he had responsible men under him, it +would be their own interest, for a small commission on the profits, to +see that payments were levied correctly every week. And those colliers +were reckless with their cash, far readier to commit themselves to +buying than the cannier country bodies round. Lord! there was money in +the scheme. No sooner thought of than put in practice. Wilson gave up +the cloth-peddling after five or six years—he had other fish to fry by +that time—but while he was at it he made money hand over fist at the +job.</p> + +<p>But what boots it to tell of all his schemes? He had the lucky eye, and +everything he looked on prospered.</p> + +<p>Before he had been a week in Barbie he met Gourlay, just at the Bend o' +the Brae, in full presence of the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[Pg 88]</a></span> bodies. Remembering their first +encounter, the grocer tried to outstare him; but Gourlay hardened his +glower, and the grocer blinked. When the two passed, "I declare!" said +the bodies, "did ye see yon?—they're not on speaking terms!" And they +hotched with glee to think that Gourlay had another enemy.</p> + +<p>Judge of their delight when they saw one day about a month later, just +as Gourlay was passing up the street, Wilson come down it with a load of +coals for a customer! For he was often out Auchterwheeze road in the +early morning, and what was the use of an empty journey back again, +especially as he had plenty of time in the middle of the day to attend +to other folk's affairs? So here he was, started as a carrier, in full +opposition to Gourlay.</p> + +<p>"Did you see Gourlay's face?" chuckled the bodies when the cart went by. +"Yon was a bash in the eye to him. Ha, ha! he's not to have it all his +own way now!"</p> + +<p>Wilson had slid into the carrying in the natural development of +business. It was another of the possibilities which he saw and turned to +his advantage. The two other chief grocers in the place, Cunningham the +dirty and Calderwood the drunken, having no carts or horses of their +own, were dependent on Gourlay for conveyance of their goods from +Skeighan. But Wilson brought his own. Naturally, he was asked by his +customers to bring a parcel now and then, and naturally, being the man +he was, he made them pay for the privilege. With that for a start the +rest was soon accomplished. Gourlay had to pay now for his years of +insolence and tyranny; all who had irked beneath his domineering ways +got their carrying done by Wilson. Ere long that prosperous gentleman +had three carts on the road, and two men under him to help in his +various affairs.</p> + +<p>Carting was only one of several new developments in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</a></span> the business of J. +W. When the navvies came in about the town and accommodation was ill to +find, Wilson rigged up an old shed in the corner of his holm as a +hostelry for ten of them—and they had to pay through the nose for their +night's lodging. Their food they obtained from the Emporium, and thus +the Wilsons bled them both ways. Then there was the scheme for supplying +milk—another of the "possibeelities." Hitherto in winter, Barbie was +dependent for its milk supply on heavy farm-carts that came lumbering +down the street, about half-past seven in the morning, jangling bells to +waken sleepy customers, and carrying lanterns that carved circles of +fairy yellow out the raw air. But Mrs. Wilson got four cows, +back-calvers who would be milking strong in December, and supplied milk +to all the folk about the Cross.</p> + +<p>She had a lass to help her in the house now, and the red-headed boy was +always to be seen, jinking round corners like a weasel, running messages +hot-foot, errand boy to the "bisness" in general. Yet, though everybody +was busy and skelping at it, such a stress of work was accompanied with +much disarray. Wilson's yard was the strangest contrast to Gourlay's. +Gourlay's was a pleasure to the eye, everything of the best and +everything in order, since the master's pride would not allow it to be +other. But though Wilson's Emporium was clean, his back yard was +littered with dirty straw, broken boxes, old barrels, stable refuse, and +the sky-pointing shafts of carts, uptilted in between. When boxes and +barrels were flung out of the Emporium they were generally allowed to +lie on the dunghill until they were converted into firewood. "Mistress, +you're a trifle mixed," said the Provost in grave reproof, when he went +round to the back to see Wilson on a matter of business. But "Tut," +cried Mrs. Wilson, as she threw down a plank, to make a path for him +across a dub—"Tut," she laughed, "the clartier the cosier!" And it was +as<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</a></span> true as she said it. The thing went forward splendidly in spite of +its confusion.</p> + +<p>Though trade was brisker in Barbie than it had ever been before, Wilson +had already done injury to Gourlay's business as general conveyor. But, +hitherto, he had not infringed on the gurly one's other monopolies. His +chance came at last.</p> + +<p>He appeared on a market-day in front of the Red Lion, a piece of pinky +brown paper in his hand. That was the first telegram ever seen in +Barbie, and it had been brought by special messenger from Skeighan. It +was short and to the point. It ran: "Will buy 300 stone cheese 8 +shillings stone<a name="FNanchor_5_5" id="FNanchor_5_5"></a><a href="#Footnote_5_5" class="fnanchor">[5]</a> delivery at once," and was signed by a merchant in +Poltandie.</p> + +<p>Gourlay was talking to old Tarmillan of Irrendavie, when Wilson pushed +in and addressed Tarmillan, without a glance at the grain-merchant.</p> + +<p>"Have you a kane o' cheese to sell, Irrendavie?" was his blithe +salutation.</p> + +<p>"I have," said Irrendavie, and he eyed him suspiciously. For what was +Wilson speiring for? <i>He</i> wasna a cheese-merchant.</p> + +<p>"How much the stane are ye seeking for't?" said Wilson.</p> + +<p>"I have just been asking Mr. Gourlay here for seven-and-six," said +Irrendavie, "but he winna rise a penny on the seven!"</p> + +<p>"<i>I</i>'ll gi'e ye seven-and-six," said Wilson, and slapped his long thin +flexible bank-book far too ostentatiously against the knuckles of his +left hand.</p> + +<p>"But—but," stammered Irrendavie, suspicious still, but melting at the +offer, "<i>you</i> have no means of storing cheese."</p> + +<p>"Oh," said Wilson, getting in a fine one at Gourlay,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</a></span> "there's no +drawback in that! The ways o' business have changed greatly since steam +came close to our doors. It's nothing but vanity nowadays when a country +merchant wastes money on a ramshackle of buildings for storing—there's +no need for that if he only had brains to develop quick deliveries. Some +folk, no doubt, like to build monuments to their own pride, but I'm not +one of that kind; there's not enough sense in that to satisfy a man like +me. My offer doesna hold, you understand, unless you deliver the cheese +at Skeighan Station. Do you accept the condition?"</p> + +<p>"Oh yes," said Irrendavie, "I'm willing to agree to that."</p> + +<p>"C'way into the Red Lion then," said Wilson, "and we'll wet the bargain +with a drink to make it hold the tighter!"</p> + +<p>Then a strange thing happened. Gourlay had a curious stick of foreign +wood (one of the trifles he fed his pride on) the crook of which curved +back to the stem and inhered, leaving space only for the fingers. The +wood was of wonderful toughness, and Gourlay had been known to bet that +no man could break the handle of his stick by a single grip over the +crook and under it. Yet now, as he saw his bargain whisked away from him +and listened to Wilson's jibe, the thing snapped in his grip like a +rotten twig. He stared down at the broken pieces for a while, as if +wondering how they came there, then dashed them on the ground while +Wilson stood smiling by. And then he strode—with a look on his face +that made the folk fall away.</p> + +<p>"He's hellish angry," they grinned to each other when their foe was +gone, and laughed when they heard the cause of it. "Ha, ha, Wilson's the +boy to diddle him!" And yet they looked queer when told that the famous +stick had snapped in his grasp like a worm-eaten larch-twig. "Lord!" +cried the baker in admiring awe, "did he break it with the ae chirt! +It's been tried by<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</a></span> scores of fellows for the last twenty years, and +never a man of them was up till't! Lads, there's something splendid +about Gourlay's wrath. What a man he is when the paw-sion grups him!"</p> + +<p>"Thplendid, d'ye ca't?" said the Deacon. "He may thwing in a towe for +his thplendid wrath yet."</p> + +<p>From that day Wilson and Gourlay were a pair of gladiators for whom the +people of Barbie made a ring. They pitted the protagonists against each +other and hounded them on to rivalry by their comments and remarks, +taking the side of the newcomer, less from partiality to him than from +hatred of their ancient enemy. It was strange that a thing so impalpable +as gossip should influence so strong a man as John Gourlay to his ruin. +But it did. The bodies of Barbie became not only the chorus to Gourlay's +tragedy, buzzing it abroad and discussing his downfall; they became +also, merely by their maddening tattle, a villain of the piece and an +active cause of the catastrophe. Their gossip seemed to materialize into +a single entity, a something propelling, that spurred Gourlay on to the +schemes that ruined him. He was not to be done, he said; he would show +the dogs what he thought of them. And so he plunged headlong, while the +wary Wilson watched him, smiling at the sight.</p> + +<p>There was a pretty hell-broth brewing in the little town.</p> + +<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_4_4" id="Footnote_4_4"></a><a href="#FNanchor_4_4"><span class="label">[4]</span></a> <i>Hained gear</i>, saved money.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_5_5" id="Footnote_5_5"></a><a href="#FNanchor_5_5"><span class="label">[5]</span></a> That is for the stone of fourteen pounds. At that time +Scotch cheese was selling, <i>roughly</i>, at from fifty to sixty shillings +the hundred-weight.</p></div> +</div> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII"></a>CHAPTER XII.</h2> + +<p>"Ay, man, Templandmuir, it's you!" said Gourlay, coming forward with +great heartiness. "Ay, man, and how are ye? C'way into the parlour!"</p> + +<p>"Good-evening, Mr. Gourlay," said the Templar. His manner was curiously +subdued.</p> + +<p>Since his marriage there was a great change in the rubicund squireen. +Hitherto he had lived in sluttish comfort on his own land, content with +the little it brought in, and proud to be the friend of Gourlay, whom +everybody feared. If it ever dawned on his befuddled mind that Gourlay +turned the friendship to his own account, his vanity was flattered by +the prestige he acquired because of it. Like many another robustious big +toper, the Templar was a chicken at heart, and "to be in with Gourlay" +lent him a consequence that covered his deficiency. "Yes, I'm sleepy," +he would yawn in Skeighan Mart; "I had a sederunt yestreen wi' John +Gourlay," and he would slap his boot with his riding-switch and feel +like a hero. "I know how it is, I know how it is!" Provost Connal of +Barbie used to cry; "Gourlay both courts and cowes him—first he courts +and then he cowes—and the Templar hasn't the courage to break it off!" +The Provost hit the mark.</p> + +<p>But when the Templar married the miller's daughter of the Mill o' Blink +(a sad come-down, said foolish neighbours, for a Halliday of +Templandmuir) there was a sudden change about the laird. In our good +Scots proverb, "A miller's daughter has a shrill voice," and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[Pg 94]</a></span> the new +leddy of Templandmuir ("a leddy she is!" said the frightened +housekeeper) justified the proverb. Her voice went with the skirl of an +east wind through the rat-riddled mansion of the Hallidays. She was +nine-and-twenty, and a birkie woman of nine-and-twenty can make a good +husband out of very unpromising material. The Templar wore a scared look +in those days and went home betimes. His cronies knew the fun was over +when they heard what happened to the great punchbowl—she made it a +swine-trough. It was the heirloom of a hundred years, and as much as a +man could carry with his arms out, a massive curio in stone; but to her +husband's plaint about its degradation, "Oh," she cried, "it'll never +know the difference! It's been used to swine!"</p> + +<p>But she was not content with the cessation of the old; she was +determined on bringing in the new. For a twelvemonth now she had urged +her husband to be rid of Gourlay. The country was opening up, she said, +and the quarry ought to be their own. A dozen times he had promised her +to warn Gourlay that he must yield the quarry when his tack ran out at +the end of the year, and a dozen times he had shrunk from the encounter.</p> + +<p>"I'll write," he said feebly.</p> + +<p>"Write!" said she, lowered in her pride to think her husband was a +coward. "Write, indeed! Man, have ye no spunk? Think what he has made +out o' ye! Think o' the money that has gone to him that should have come +to you! You should be glad o' the chance to tell him o't. My certy, if I +was you I wouldn't miss it for the world—just to let him know of his +cheatry! Oh, it's very right that <i>I</i>"—she sounded the <i>I</i> big and +brave—"it's very right that <i>I</i> should live in this tumbledown hole +while <i>he</i> builds a palace from your plunder! It's right that <i>I</i> should +put up with this"—she flung hands of contempt at her dwelling—"it's +right that <i>I</i> should put up with this, while yon trollop has a +splendid<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[Pg 95]</a></span> mansion on the top o' the brae! And every bawbee of his +fortune has come out of you—the fool makes nothing from his other +business—he would have been a pauper if he hadn't met a softie like you +that he could do what he liked with. Write, indeed! I have no patience +with a wheen sumphs of men! Them do the work o' the world! They may wear +the breeks, but the women wear the brains, I trow. I'll have it out with +the black brute myself," screamed the hardy dame, "if you're feared of +his glower. If you havena the pluck for it, <i>I</i> have. Write, indeed! In +you go to the meeting that oald ass of a Provost has convened, and don't +show your face in Templandmuir till you have had it out with Gourlay!"</p> + +<p>No wonder the Templar looked subdued.</p> + +<p>When Gourlay came forward with his usual calculated heartiness, the +laird remembered his wife and felt very uncomfortable. It was ill to +round on a man who always imposed on him a hearty and hardy +good-fellowship. Gourlay, greeting him so warmly, gave him no excuse for +an outburst. In his dilemma he turned to the children, to postpone the +evil hour.</p> + +<p>"Ay, man, John!" he said heavily, "you're there!" Heavy Scotsmen are +fond of telling folk that they are where they are. "You're there!" said +Templandmuir.</p> + +<p>"Ay," said John, the simpleton, "I'm here."</p> + +<p>In the grime of the boy's face there were large white circles round the +eyes, showing where his fists had rubbed off the tears through the day.</p> + +<p>"How are you doing at the school?" said the Templar.</p> + +<p>"Oh, he's an ass!" said Gourlay. "He takes after his mother in that! The +lassie's more smart—she favours our side o' the house! Eh, Jenny?" he +inquired, and tugged her pigtail, smiling down at her in grim fondness.</p> + +<p>"Yes," nodded Janet, encouraged by the petting, "John's always at the +bottom of the class. Jimmy<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[Pg 96]</a></span> Wilson's always at the top, and the dominie +set him to teach John his 'counts the day—after he had thrashed him!"</p> + +<p>She cried out at a sudden tug on her pigtail, and looked up, with tears +in her eyes, to meet her father's scowl.</p> + +<p>"You eediot!" said Gourlay, gazing at his son with a savage contempt, +"have you no pride to let Wilson's son be your master?"</p> + +<p>John slunk from the room.</p> + +<p>"Bide where you are, Templandmuir," said Gourlay after a little. "I'll +be back directly."</p> + +<p>He went through to the kitchen and took a crystal jug from the dresser. +He "made a point" of bringing the water for his whisky. "I like to pump +it up <i>cold</i>," he used to say, "cold and cold, ye know, till there's a +mist on the outside of the glass like the bloom on a plum, and then, by +Goad, ye have the fine drinking! Oh no—ye needn't tell me, I wouldn't +lip drink if the water wasna ice-cold." He never varied from the tipple +he approved. In his long sederunts with Templandmuir he would slip out +to the pump, before every brew, to get water of sufficient coldness.</p> + +<p>To-night he would birl the bottle with Templandmuir as usual, till the +fuddled laird should think himself a fine big fellow as being the +intimate of John Gourlay—and then, sober as a judge himself, he would +drive him home in the small hours. And when next they met, the +pot-valiant squireen would chuckle proudly, "Faith, yon was a night." By +a crude cunning of the kind Gourlay had maintained his ascendancy for +years, and to-night he would maintain it still. He went out to the pump +to fetch water with his own hands for their first libation.</p> + +<p>But when he came back and set out the big decanter Templandmuir started +to his feet.</p> + +<p>"Noat to-night, Mr. Gourlay," he stammered—and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[Pg 97]</a></span> his unusual flutter of +refusal might have warned Gourlay—"noat to-night, if <i>you</i> please; noat +to-night, if <i>you</i> please. As a matter of fact—eh—what I really came +into the town for, doan't you see, was—eh—to attend the meeting the +Provost has convened about the railway. You'll come down to the meeting, +will ye noat?"</p> + +<p>He wanted to get Gourlay away from the House with the Green Shutters. It +would be easier to quarrel with him out of doors.</p> + +<p>But Gourlay gaped at him across the table, his eyes big with surprise +and disapproval.</p> + +<p>"Huh!" he growled, "I wonder at a man like you giving your head to that! +It's a wheen damned nonsense."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm no so sure of that," drawled the Templar. "I think the railway +means to come."</p> + +<p>The whole country was agog about the new railway. The question agitating +solemn minds was whether it should join the main line at Fechars, thirty +miles ahead, or pass to the right, through Fleckie and Barbie, to a +junction up at Skeighan Drone. Many were the reasons spluttered in +vehement debate for one route or the other. "On the one side, ye see, +Skeighan was a big place a'readys, and look what a centre it would be if +it had three lines of rail running out and in! Eh, my, what a centre! +Then there was Fleckie and Barbie—they would be the big towns! Up the +valley, too, was the shortest road; it would be a daft-like thing to +build thirty mile of rail, when fifteen was enough to establish the +connection! And was it likely—I put it to ainy man of sense—was it +likely the Coal Company wouldn't do everything in their power to get the +railway up the valley, seeing that if it didn't come that airt they +would need to build a line of their own?"—"Ah, but then, ye see, +Fechars was a big place too, and there was lots of mineral up there as +well! And though it was a longer road to Fechars and part of it lay +across the moors,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[Pg 98]</a></span> there were several wee towns that airt just waiting +for a chance of growth! I can tell ye, sirs, this was going to be a +close question!"</p> + +<p>Such was the talk in pot-house and parlour, at kirk and mart and tryst +and fair, and wherever potentates did gather and abound. The partisans +on either side began to canvass the country in support of their +contentions. They might have kept their breath to cool their porridge, +for these matters, we know, are settled in the great Witenagemot. But +petitions were prepared and meetings were convened. In those days +Provost Connal of Barbie was in constant communion with the "Pow-ers." +"Yass," he nodded gravely—only "nod" is a word too swift for the grave +inclining of that mighty pow—"yass, ye know, the great thing in matters +like this is to get at the Pow-ers, doan't you see? Oh yass, yass; we +must get at the Pow-ers!" and he looked as if none but he were equal to +the job. He even went to London (to interrogate the "Pow-ers"), and +simple bodies, gathered at the Cross for their Saturday at e'en, told +each other with bated breath that the Provost was away to the "seat of +Goaver'ment to see about the railway." When he came back and shook his +head, hope drained from his fellows and left them hollow in an empty +world. But when he smacked his lips on receiving an important letter, +the heavens were brightened and the landscapes smiled.</p> + +<p>The Provost walked about the town nowadays with the air of a man on +whose shoulders the weight of empires did depend. But for all his airs +it was not the Head o' the Town who was the ablest advocate of the route +up the Water of Barbie. It was that public-spirited citizen, Mr. James +Wilson of the Cross! Wilson championed the cause of Barbie with an +ardour that did infinite credit to his civic heart. For one thing, it +was a grand way of recommending himself to his new townsfolk, as he told +his wife, "and so increasing the circle of our present<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[Pg 99]</a></span> trade, don't ye +understand?"—for another, he was as keen as the keenest that the +railway should come and enhance the value of his property. "We must +agitate," he cried, when Sandy Toddle murmured a doubt whether anything +they could do would be of much avail. "It's not settled yet what road +the line's to follow, and who knows but a trifle may turn the scale in +our behalf? Local opinion ought to be expressed! They're sending a +monster petition from the Fechars side; we'll send the Company a bigger +one from ours! Look at Skeighan and Fleckie and Barbie—three towns at +our back, and the new Coal Company forbye! A public opinion of that size +ought to have a great weight—if put forward properly! We must agitate, +sirs, we must agitate; we maun scour the country for names in our +support. Look what a number of things there are to recommend <i>our</i> +route. It's the shortest, and there's no need for heavy cuttings such as +are needed on the other side; the road's there a'ready—Barbie Water has +cut it through the hills. It's the manifest design of Providence that +there should be a line up Barbie Valley! What a position for't!—And, +oh," thought Wilson, "what a site for building houses in my holm!—Let a +meeting be convened at wunst!"</p> + +<p>The meeting was convened, with Provost Connal in the chair and Wilson as +general factotum.</p> + +<p>"You'll come down to the meeting?" said Templandmuir to Gourlay.</p> + +<p>Go to a meeting for which Wilson had sent out the bills! At another, +Gourlay would have hurled his usual objurgation that he would see him +condemned to eternal agonies ere he granted his request! But +Templandmuir was different. Gourlay had always flattered this man (whom +he inwardly despised) by a companionship which made proud the other. He +had always yielded to Templandmuir in small things, for the sake of the +quarry, which was a great thing. He yielded to him now.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[Pg 100]</a></span></p><p>"Verra well," he said shortly, and rose to get his hat.</p> + +<p>When Gourlay put on his hat the shallow meanness of his brow was hid, +and nothing was seen to impair his dark, strong gravity of face. He was +a man you would have turned to look at as he marched in silence by the +side of Templandmuir. Though taller than the laird, he looked shorter +because of his enormous breadth. He had a chest like the heave of a +hill. Templandmuir was afraid of him. And fretting at the necessity he +felt to quarrel with a man of whom he was afraid, he had an unreasonable +hatred of Gourlay, whose conduct made this quarrel necessary at the same +time that his character made it to be feared; and he brooded on his +growing rage that, with it for a stimulus, he might work his cowardly +nature to the point of quarrelling. Conscious of the coming row, then, +he felt awkward in the present, and was ignorant what to say. Gourlay +was silent too. He felt it an insult to the House with the Green +Shutters that the laird should refuse its proffered hospitality. He +hated to be dragged to a meeting he despised. Never before was such +irritation between them.</p> + +<p>When they came to the hall where the meeting was convened, there were +knots of bodies grouped about the floor. Wilson fluttered from group to +group, an important man, with a roll of papers in his hand. Gourlay, +quick for once in his dislike, took in every feature of the man he +loathed.</p> + +<p>Wilson was what the sentimental women of the neighbourhood called a +"bonny man." His features were remarkably regular, and his complexion +was remarkably fair. His brow was so delicate of hue that the blue veins +running down his temples could be traced distinctly beneath the +whiteness of the skin. Unluckily for him, he was so fair that in a +strong light (as now beneath the gas) the suspicion of his unwashedness +became a certainty—"as if he got a bit idle slaik now and than, and +never a good rub," thought Gourlay in a clean<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[Pg 101]</a></span> disgust. Full lips showed +themselves bright red in the middle between the two wings of a very +blonde and very symmetrical moustache. The ugly feature of the face was +the blue calculating eyes. They were tender round the lids, so that the +white lashes stuck out in little peaks. And in conversation he had a +habit of peering out of these eyes as if he were constantly spying for +something to emerge that he might twist to his advantage. As he talked +to a man close by and glimmered (not at the man beside him, but far away +in the distance of his mind at some chance of gain suggested by the +other's words) Gourlay heard him say musingly, "Imphm, imphm, imphm! +there might be something <i>in</i> that!" nodding his head and stroking his +moustache as he uttered each meditative "imphm."</p> + +<p>It was Wilson's unconscious revelation that his mind was busy with a +commercial hint which he had stolen from his neighbour's talk. "The +damned sneck-drawer!" thought Gourlay, enlightened by his hate; "he's +sucking Tam Finlay's brains, to steal some idea for himsell!" And still +as Wilson listened he murmured swiftly, "Imphm! I see, Mr. Finlay; +imphm! imphm! imphm!" nodding his head and pulling his moustache and +glimmering at his new "opportunity."</p> + +<p>Our insight is often deepest into those we hate, because annoyance fixes +our thought on them to probe. We cannot keep our minds off them. "Why do +they do it?" we snarl, and wondering why, we find out their character. +Gourlay was not an observant man, but every man is in any man somewhere, +and hate to-night driving his mind into Wilson, helped him to read him +like an open book. He recognized with a vague uneasiness—not with fear, +for Gourlay did not know what it meant, but with uneasy anger—the +superior cunning of his rival. Gourlay, a strong block of a man cut off +from the world by impotence of speech, could never<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[Pg 102]</a></span> have got out of +Finlay what Wilson drew from him in two minutes' easy conversation.</p> + +<p>Wilson ignored Gourlay, but he was very blithe with Templandmuir, and +inveigled him off to a corner. They talked together very briskly, and +Wilson laughed once with uplifted head, glancing across at Gourlay as he +laughed. Curse them, were they speaking of him?</p> + +<p>The hall was crammed at last, and the important bodies took their seats +upon the front benches. Gourlay refused to be seated with the rest, but +stood near the platform, with his back to the wall, by the side of +Templandmuir.</p> + +<p>After what the Provost described "as a few preliminary remarks"—they +lasted half an hour—he called on Mr. Wilson to address the meeting. +Wilson descanted on the benefits that would accrue to Barbie if it got +the railway, and on the needcessity for a "long pull, and a strong pull, +and a pull all together"—a phrase which he repeated many times in the +course of his address. He sat down at last amid thunders of applause.</p> + +<p>"There's no needcessity for me to make a loang speech," said the +Provost.</p> + +<p>"Hear, hear!" said Gourlay, and the meeting was unkind enough to laugh.</p> + +<p>"Order, order!" cried Wilson perkily.</p> + +<p>"As I was saying when I was grossly interrupted," fumed the Provost, +"there's no needcessity for me to make a loang speech. I had thoat we +were a-all agreed on the desirabeelity of the rileway coming in our +direction. I had thoat, after the able—I must say the very able—speech +of Mr. Wilson, that there wasn't a man in this room so shtupid as to +utter a word of dishapproval. I had thoat we might prosheed at woance to +elect a deputation. I had thoat we would get the name of everybody here +for the great petition we mean to send the Pow-ers. I had thoat it was +all, so to shpeak, a foregone conclusion. But it seems I was mistaken, +ladies<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[Pg 103]</a></span> and gentlemen—or rather, I oat to say gentlemen, for I believe +there are no ladies present. Yass, it seems I was mistaken. It may be +there are some who would like to keep Barbie going on in the oald way +which they found so much to their advantage. It may be there are some +who regret a change that will put an end to their chances of +tyraneezin'. It may be there are some who know themselves so shtupid +that they fear the new condeetions of trade the railway's bound to +bring."—Here Wilson rose and whispered in his ear, and the people +watched them, wondering what hint J. W. was passing to the Provost. The +Provost leaned with pompous gravity toward his monitor, hand at ear to +catch the treasured words. He nodded and resumed.—"Now, gentlemen, as +Mr. Wilson said, this is a case that needs a loang pull, and a stroang +pull, and a pull all together. We must be unanimous. It will <i>noat</i> do +to show ourselves divided among ourselves. Therefore I think we oat to +have expressions of opinion from some of our leading townsmen. That will +show how far we are unanimous. I had thoat there could be only one +opinion, and that we might prosheed at once with the petition. But it +seems I was wroang. It is best to inquire first exactly where we stand. +So I call upon Mr. John Gourlay, who has been the foremost man in the +town for mainy years—at least he used to be that—I call upon Mr. +Gourlay as the first to express an opinion on the subjeck."</p> + +<p>Wilson's hint to the Provost placed Gourlay in a fine dilemma. Stupid as +he was, he was not so stupid as not to perceive the general advantage of +the railway. If he approved it, however, he would seem to support Wilson +and the Provost, whom he loathed. If he disapproved, his opposition +would be set down to a selfish consideration for his own trade, and he +would incur the anger of the meeting, which was all for the coming of +the railway, Wilson had seized the chance to put him in a false<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[Pg 104]</a></span> +position. He knew Gourlay could not put forty words together in public, +and that in his dilemma he would blunder and give himself away.</p> + +<p>Gourlay evaded the question.</p> + +<p>"It would be better to convene a meeting," he bawled to the Provost, "to +consider the state of some folk's back doors."—That was a nipper to +Wilson!—"There's a stink at the Cross that's enough to kill a cuddy!"</p> + +<p>"Evidently not," yelled Wilson, "since you're still alive!"</p> + +<p>A roar went up against Gourlay. All he could do was to scowl before him, +with hard-set mouth and gleaming eyes, while they bellowed him to scorn.</p> + +<p>"I would like to hear what Templandmuir has to say on the subject," said +Wilson, getting up. "But no doubt he'll follow his friend Mr. Gourlay."</p> + +<p>"No, I don't follow Mr. Gourlay," bawled Templandmuir with unnecessary +loudness. The reason of his vehemence was twofold. He was nettled (as +Wilson meant he should) by the suggestion that he was nothing but +Gourlay's henchman. And being eager to oppose Gourlay, yet a coward, he +yelled to supply in noise what he lacked in resolution.</p> + +<p>"I don't follow Mr. Gourlay at all," he roared; "I follow nobody but +myself! Every man in the district's in support of this petition. It +would be absurd to suppose anything else. I'll be glad to sign't among +the first, and do everything I can in its support."</p> + +<p>"Verra well," said the Provost; "it seems we're agreed after all. We'll +get some of our foremost men to sign the petition at this end of the +hall, and then it'll be placed in the anteroom for the rest to sign as +they go out."</p> + +<p>"Take it across to Gourlay," whispered Wilson to the two men who were +carrying the enormous tome. They took it over to the grain merchant, and +one of them handed him an inkhorn. He dashed it to the ground.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[Pg 105]</a></span></p><p>The meeting hissed like a cellarful of snakes. But Gourlay turned and +glowered at them, and somehow the hisses died away. His was the high +courage that feeds on hate, and welcomes rather than shrinks from its +expression. He was smiling as he faced them.</p> + +<p>"Let <i>me</i> pass," he said, and shouldered his way to the door, the +bystanders falling back to make room. Templandmuir followed him out.</p> + +<p>"I'll walk to the head o' the brae," said the Templar.</p> + +<p>He must have it out with Gourlay at once, or else go home to meet the +anger of his wife. Having opposed Gourlay already, he felt that now was +the time to break with him for good. Only a little was needed to +complete the rupture. And he was the more impelled to declare himself +to-night because he had just seen Gourlay discomfited, and was beginning +to despise the man he had formerly admired. Why, the whole meeting had +laughed at his expense! In quarrelling with Gourlay, moreover, he would +have the whole locality behind him. He would range himself on the +popular side. Every impulse of mind and body pushed him forward to the +brink of speech; he would never get a better occasion to bring out his +grievance.</p> + +<p>They trudged together in a burning silence. Though nothing was said +between them, each was in wrathful contact with the other's mind. +Gourlay blamed everything that had happened on Templandmuir, who had +dragged him to the meeting and deserted him. And Templandmuir was +longing to begin about the quarry, but afraid to start.</p> + +<p>That was why he began at last with false, unnecessary loudness. It was +partly to encourage himself (as a bull bellows to increase his rage), +and partly because his spite had been so long controlled. It burst the +louder for its pent fury.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Gourlay!" he bawled suddenly, when they came<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[Pg 106]</a></span> opposite the House +with the Green Shutters, "I've had a crow to pick with you for more than +a year."</p> + +<p>It came on Gourlay with a flash that Templandmuir was slipping away from +him. But he must answer him civilly for the sake of the quarry.</p> + +<p>"Ay, man," he said quietly, "and what may that be?"</p> + +<p>"I'll damned soon tell you what it is," said the Templar. "Yon was a +monstrous overcharge for bringing my ironwork from Fleckie. I'll be +damned if I put up with that!"</p> + +<p>And yet it was only a trifle. He had put up with fifty worse impositions +and never said a word. But when a man is bent on a quarrel any spark +will do for an explosion.</p> + +<p>"How do ye make that out?" said Gourlay, still very quietly, lest he +should alienate the quarry laird.</p> + +<p>"Damned fine do I make that out," yelled Templandmuir, and louder than +ever was the yell. He was the brave man now, with his bellow to hearten +him. "Damned fine do I make that out. You charged me for a whole day, +though half o't was spent upon your own concerns. I'm tired o' you and +your cheatry. You've made a braw penny out o' me in your time. But curse +me if I endure it loanger. I give you notice this verra night that your +tack o' the quarry must end at Martinmas."</p> + +<p>He was off, glad to have it out and glad to escape the consequence, +leaving Gourlay a cauldron of wrath in the darkness. It was not merely +the material loss that maddened him. But for the first time in his life +he had taken a rebuff without a word or a blow in return. In his desire +to conciliate he had let Templandmuir get away unscathed. His blood +rocked him where he stood.</p> + +<p>He walked blindly to the kitchen door, never knowing how he reached it. +It was locked—at this early hour!—and the simple inconvenience let +loose the fury<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[Pg 107]</a></span> of his wrath. He struck the door with his clenched fist +till the blood streamed on his knuckles.</p> + +<p>It was Mrs. Gourlay who opened the door to him. She started back before +his awful eyes.</p> + +<p>"John!" she cried, "what's wrong wi' ye?"</p> + +<p>The sight of the she-tatterdemalion there before him, whom he had +endured so long and must endure for ever, was the crowning burden of his +night. Damn her, why didn't she get out of the way? why did she stand +there in her dirt and ask silly questions? He struck her on the bosom +with his great fist, and sent her spinning on the dirty table.</p> + +<p>She rose from among the broken dishes and came towards him, with slack +lips and great startled eyes. "John," she panted, like a pitiful +frightened child, "what have I been doing?... Man, what did you hit me +for?"</p> + +<p>He gaped at her with hanging jaw. He knew he was a brute—knew she had +done nothing to-night more than she had ever done—knew he had vented on +her a wrath that should have burst on others. But his mind was at a +stick; how could he explain—to <i>her</i>? He gaped and glowered for a +speechless moment, then turned on his heel and went into the parlour, +slamming the door till the windows rattled in their frames.</p> + +<p>She stared after him a while in large-eyed stupor, then flung herself in +her old nursing-chair by the fire, and spat blood in the ribs, hawking +it up coarsely—we forget to be delicate in moments of supremer agony. +And then she flung her apron over her head and rocked herself to and fro +in the chair where she had nursed his children, wailing, "It's a pity o' +me, it's a pity o' me! My God, ay, it's a geyan pity o' me!"</p> + +<p>The boy was in bed, but Janet had watched the scene with a white, scared +face and tearful cries. She crept to her mother's side.</p> + +<p>The sympathy of children with those who weep is<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[Pg 108]</a></span> innocently selfish. The +sight of tears makes them uncomfortable, and they want them to cease, in +the interests of their own happiness. If the outward signs of grief +would only vanish, all would be well. They are not old enough to +appreciate the inward agony.</p> + +<p>So Janet tugged at the obscuring apron, and whimpered, "Don't greet, +mother, don't greet. Woman, I dinna like to see ye greetin'."</p> + +<p>But Mrs. Gourlay still rocked herself and wailed, "It's a pity o' me, +it's a pity o' me! My God, ay, it's a geyan pity o' me!"</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[Pg 109]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></a>CHAPTER XIII.</h2> + +<p>"Is he in himsell?" asked Gibson the builder, coming into the Emporium.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Wilson was alone in the shop. Since trade grew so brisk she had an +assistant to help her, but he was out for his breakfast at present, and +as it happened she was all alone.</p> + +<p>"No," she said, "he's no in. We're terribly driven this twelvemonth +back, since trade grew so thrang, and he's aye hunting business in some +corner. He's out the now after a carrying affair. Was it ainything +perticular?"</p> + +<p>She looked at Gibson with a speculation in her eyes that almost verged +on hostility. Wives of the lower classes who are active helpers in a +husband's affairs often direct that look upon strangers who approach him +in the way of business. For they are enemies whatever way you take them; +come to be done by the husband or to do him—in either case, therefore, +the object of a sharp curiosity. You may call on an educated man, either +to fleece him or be fleeced, and his wife, though she knows all about +it, will talk to you charmingly of trifles while you wait for him in her +parlour. But a wife of the lower orders, active in her husband's +affairs, has not been trained to dissemble so prettily; though her face +be a mask, what she is wondering comes out in her eye. There was +suspicion in the big round stare that Mrs. Wilson directed at the +builder. What was <i>he</i> spiering for "himsell" for? What could he be up +to?<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[Pg 110]</a></span> Some end of his own, no doubt. Anxious curiosity forced her to +inquire.</p> + +<p>"Would I do instead?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Well, hardly," said Gibson, clawing his chin, and gazing at a corded +round of "Barbie's Best" just above his head. "Dod, it's a fine ham +that," he said, to turn the subject. "How are ye selling it the now?"</p> + +<p>"Tenpence a pound retail, but ninepence only if ye take a whole one. Ye +had better let me send you one, Mr. Gibson, now that winter's drawing +on. It's a heartsome thing, the smell of frying ham on a frosty +morning"—and her laugh went skelloching up the street.</p> + +<p>"Well, ye see," said Gibson, with a grin, "I expect Mr. Wilson to +present me with one when he hears the news that I have brought him."</p> + +<p>"Aha!" said she, "it's something good, then," and she stuck her arms +akimbo.—"James!" she shrilled, "James!" and the red-haired boy shot +from the back premises.</p> + +<p>"Run up to the Red Lion, and see if your father has finished his crack +wi' Templandmuir. Tell him Mr. Gibson wants to see him on important +business."</p> + +<p>The boy squinted once at the visitor, and scooted, the red head of him +foremost.</p> + +<p>While Gibson waited and clawed his chin she examined him narrowly. +Suspicion as to the object of his visit fixed her attention on his face.</p> + +<p>He was a man with mean brown eyes. Brown eyes may be clear and limpid as +a mountain pool, or they may have the fine black flash of anger and the +jovial gleam, or they may be mean things—little and sly and oily. +Gibson's had the depth of cunning, not the depth of character, and they +glistened like the eyes of a lustful animal. He was a reddish man, with +a fringe of sandy beard, and a perpetual grin which showed his yellow +teeth, with green deposit round their roots. It was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[Pg 111]</a></span> more than a +grin—it was a <i>rictus</i>, semicircular from cheek to cheek; and the beady +eyes, ever on the watch up above it, belied its false benevolence. He +was not florid, yet that grin of his seemed to intensify his reddishness +(perhaps because it brought out and made prominent his sandy valance and +the ruddy round of his cheeks), so that the baker christened him long +ago "the man with the sandy smile." "Cunning Johnny" was his other +nickname. Wilson had recognized a match in him the moment he came to +Barbie, and had resolved to act with him if he could, but never to act +against him. They had made advances to each other—birds of a feather, +in short.</p> + +<p>The grocer came in hurriedly, white-waistcoated to-day, and a +perceptibly bigger bulge in his belly than when we first saw him in +Barbie, four years ago now.</p> + +<p>"Good-morning, Mr. Gibson," he panted. "Is it private that ye wanted to +see me on?"</p> + +<p>"Verra private," said the sandy smiler.</p> + +<p>"We'll go through to the house, then," said Wilson, and ushered his +guest through the back premises. But the voice of his wife recalled him. +"James!" she cried. "Here for a minute just," and he turned to her, +leaving Gibson in the yard.</p> + +<p>"Be careful what you're doing," she whispered in his ear. "It wasna for +nothing they christened Gibson 'Cunning Johnny.' Keep the dirt out your +een."</p> + +<p>"There's no fear of that," he assured her pompously. It was a grand +thing to have a wife like that, but her advice nettled him now just a +little, because it seemed to imply a doubt of his efficiency—and that +was quite onnecessar. He knew what he was doing. They would need to rise +very early that got the better o' a man like him!</p> + +<p>"You'll take a dram?" said Wilson, when they reached a pokey little room +where the most conspicuous and dreary object was a large bare flowerpot +of red<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[Pg 112]</a></span> earthenware, on a green woollen mat, in the middle of a round +table. Out of the flowerpot rose gauntly a three-sticked frame, up which +two lonely stalks of a climbing plant tried to scramble, but failed +miserably to reach the top. The round little rickety table with the +family album on one corner (placed at what Mrs. Wilson considered a +beautiful artistic angle to the window), the tawdry cloth, the green +mat, the shiny horsehair sofa, and the stuffy atmosphere, were all in +perfect harmony of ugliness. A sampler on the wall informed the world +that there was no place like home.</p> + +<p>Wilson pushed the flowerpot to one side, and "You'll take a dram?" he +said blithely.</p> + +<p>"Oh ay," said Gibson with a grin; "I never refuse drink when I'm offered +it for nothing."</p> + +<p>"Hi! hi!" laughed Wilson at the little joke, and produced a cut decanter +and a pair of glasses. He filled the glasses so brimming full that the +drink ran over on the table.</p> + +<p>"Canny, man, for God's sake canny!" cried Gibson, starting forward in +alarm. "Don't ye see you're spilling the mercies?" He stooped his lips +to the rim of his glass, and sipped, lest a drop of Scotia's nectar +should escape him.</p> + +<p>They faced each other, sitting. "Here's pith!" said Gibson. "Pith!" said +the other in chorus, and they nodded to each other in amity, primed +glasses up and ready. And then it was eyes heavenward and the little +finger uppermost.</p> + +<p>Gibson smacked his lips once and again when the fiery spirit tickled his +uvula.</p> + +<p>"Ha!" said he, "that's the stuff to put heart in a man."</p> + +<p>"It's no bad whisky," said Wilson complacently.</p> + +<p>Gibson wiped the sandy stubble round his mouth with the back of his +hand, and considered for a moment. Then, leaning forward, he tapped +Wilson's knee in whispering importance.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[Pg 113]</a></span></p><p>"Have you heard the news?" he murmured, with a watchful glimmer in his +eyes.</p> + +<p>"No!" cried Wilson, glowering, eager and alert. "Is't ocht in the +business line? Is there a possibeelity for me in't?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, there might," nodded Gibson, playing his man for a while.</p> + +<p>"Ay, man!" cried Wilson briskly, and brought his chair an inch or two +forward. Gibson grinned and watched him with his beady eyes. "What green +teeth he has!" thought Wilson, who was not fastidious.</p> + +<p>"The Coal Company are meaning to erect a village for five hundred miners +a mile out the Fleckie Road, and they're running a branch line up the +Lintie's Burn that'll need the building of a dozen brigs. I'm happy to +say I have nabbed the contract for the building."</p> + +<p>"Man, Mr. Gibson, d'ye tell me that! I'm proud to hear it, sir; I am +that!" Wilson was hotching in his chair with eagerness. For what could +Gibson be wanting with <i>him</i> if it wasna to arrange about the carting? +"Fill up your glass, Mr. Gibson, man; fill up your glass. You're +drinking nothing at all. Let <i>me</i> help you."</p> + +<p>"Ay, but I havena the contract for the carting," said Gibson. "That's +not mine to dispose of. They mean to keep it in their own hand."</p> + +<p>Wilson's mouth forgot to shut, and his eyes were big and round as his +mouth in staring disappointment. Was it this he was wasting his drink +for?</p> + +<p>"Where do I come in?" he asked blankly.</p> + +<p>Gibson tossed off another glassful of the burning heartener of men, and +leaned forward with his elbows on the table.</p> + +<p>"D'ye ken Goudie, the Company's manager? He's worth making up to, I can +tell ye. He has complete control of the business, and can airt you the +road of a good thing. I made a point of helping him in everything, ever +since he came to Barbie, and I'm glad to say<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[Pg 114]</a></span> that he hasna forgotten't. +Man, it was through him I got the building contract; they never threw't +open to the public. But they mean to contract separate for carting the +material. That means that they'll need the length of a dozen horses on +the road for a twelvemonth to come; for it's no only the +building—they're launching out on a big scale, and there's lots of +other things forbye. Now, Goudie's as close as a whin, and likes to keep +everything dark till the proper time comes for sploring o't. Not a +whisper has been heard so far about this village for the miners—there's +a rumour, to be sure, about a wheen houses going up, but nothing <i>near</i> +the reality. And there's not a soul, either, that kens there's a big +contract for carting to be had 'ceptna Goudie and mysell. But or a +month's by they'll be advertising for estimates for a twelvemonth's +carrying. I thocht a hint aforehand would be worth something to you, and +that's the reason of my visit."</p> + +<p>"I see," said Wilson briskly. "You're verra good, Mr. Gibson. You mean +you'll give me an inkling in private of the other estimates sent in, and +help to arrange mine according?"</p> + +<p>"Na," said Gibson. "Goudie's owre close to let me ken. I'll speak a word +in his ear on your behalf, to be sure, if you agree to the proposal I +mean to put before you. But Gourlay's the man you need to keep your eye +on. It's you or him for the contract—there's nobody else to compete wi' +the two o' ye."</p> + +<p>"Imphm, I see," said Wilson, and tugged his moustache in meditation. All +expression died out of his face while his brain churned within. What +Brodie had christened "the considering keek" was in his eyes; they were +far away, and saw the distant village in process of erection; busy with +its chances and occasions. Then an uneasy thought seemed to strike him +and recall him to the man by his side. He stole a shifty glance at the +sandy smiler.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[Pg 115]</a></span></p><p>"But I thought <i>you</i> were a friend of Gourlay's," he said slowly.</p> + +<p>"Friendship!" said Gibson. "We're speaking of business. And there's +sma-all friendship atween me and Gourlay. He was nebby owre a bill I +sent in the other day; and I'm getting tired of his bluster. Besides, +there's little more to be made of him. Gourlay's bye wi't. But you're a +rising man, Mr. Wilson, and I think that you and me might work thegither +to our own advantage, don't ye see? Yes; just so; to the advantage of us +both. Oom?"</p> + +<p>"I hardly see what you're driving at," said Wilson.</p> + +<p>"I'm driving at this," said Gibson. "If Gourlay kens you're against him +for the contract, he'll cut his estimate down to a ruinous price, out o' +sheer spite—yes, out o' sheer spite—rather than be licked by <i>you</i> in +public competition. And if he does that, Goudie and I may do what we +like, but we canna help you. For it's the partners that decide the +estimates sent in, d'ye see? Imphm, it's the partners. Goudie has +noathing to do wi' that. And if Gourlay once gets round the partners, +you'll be left out in the cold for a very loang time. Shivering, sir, +shivering! You will that!"</p> + +<p>"Dod, you're right. There's a danger of that. But I fail to see how we +can prevent it."</p> + +<p>"We can put Gourlay on a wrong scent," said Gibson.</p> + +<p>"But how, though?"</p> + +<p>Gibson met one question by another.</p> + +<p>"What was the charge for a man and a horse and a day's carrying when ye +first came hereaway?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Only four shillings a day," said Wilson promptly. "It has risen to six +now," he added.</p> + +<p>"Exactly," said Gibson; "and with the new works coming in about the town +it'll rise to eight yet. I have it for a fact that the Company's willing +to gie that. Now if you and me could procure a job for Gourlay at<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[Pg 116]</a></span> the +lower rate, before the news o' this new industry gets scattered—a job +that would require the whole of his plant, you understand, and prevent +his competing for the Company's business—we would clear"—he clawed his +chin to help his arithmetic—"we would clear three hundred and +seventy-four pounds o' difference on the twelvemonth. At least <i>you</i> +would make that," he added, "but you would allow me a handsome +commission of course—the odd hundred and seventy, say—for bringing the +scheme before ye. I don't think there's ocht unreasonable in tha-at. For +it's not the mere twelvemonth's work that's at stake, you understand; +it's the valuable connection for the fee-yuture. Now, I have influence +wi' Goudie; I can help you there. But if Gourlay gets in there's just a +chance that you'll never be able to oust him."</p> + +<p>"I see," said Wilson. "Before he knows what's coming, we're to provide +work for Gourlay at the lower rate, both to put money in our own pocket +and prevent him competing for the better business."</p> + +<p>"You've summed it to the nines," said Gibson.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Wilson blankly, "but how on earth are <i>we</i> to provide work +for him?"</p> + +<p>Gibson leaned forward a second time and tapped Wilson on the knee.</p> + +<p>"Have you never considered what a chance for building there's in that +holm of yours?" he asked. "You've a fortune there, lying undeveloped."</p> + +<p>That was the point to which Cunning Johnny had been leading all the +time. He cared as little for Wilson as for Gourlay; all he wanted was a +contract for covering Wilson's holm with jerry-built houses, and a good +commission on the year's carrying. It was for this he evolved the +conspiracy to cripple Gourlay.</p> + +<p>Wilson's thoughts went to and fro like the shuttle of a weaver. He +blinked in rapidity of thinking, and stole shifty glances at his +comrade. He tugged his <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[Pg 117]</a></span>moustache and said "Imphm" many times. Then his +eyes went off in their long preoccupied stare, and the sound of the +breath, coming heavy through his nostrils, was audible in the quiet +room. Wilson was one of the men whom you hear thinking.</p> + +<p>"I see," he said slowly. "You mean to bind Gourlay to cart building +material to my holm at the present price of work. You'll bind him in +general terms so that he canna suspect, till the time comes, who in +particular he's to work for. In the meantime I'll be free to offer for +the Company's business at the higher price."</p> + +<p>"That's the size o't," said Gibson.</p> + +<p>Wilson was staggered by the rapid combinations of the scheme. But +Cunning Johnny had him in the toils. The plan he proposed stole about +the grocer's every weakness, and tugged his inclinations to consent. It +was very important, he considered, that he, and no other, should obtain +this contract, which was both valuable in itself and an earnest of other +business in the future. And Gibson's scheme got Gourlay, the only +possible rival, out of the way. For it was not possible for Gourlay to +put more than twelve horses on the road, and if he thought he had +secured a good contract already, he would never dream of applying for +another. Then, Wilson's malice was gratified by the thought that +Gourlay, who hated him, should have to serve, as helper and underling, +in a scheme for his aggrandizement. That would take down his pride for +him! And the commercial imagination, so strong in Wilson, was inflamed +by the vision of himself as a wealthy houseowner which Gibson put before +him. Cunning Johnny knew all this when he broached the scheme—he +foresaw the pull of it on Wilson's nature. Yet Wilson hesitated. He did +not like to give himself to Gibson quite so rapidly.</p> + +<p>"You go fast, Mr. Gibson," said he. "Faith, you go<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[Pg 118]</a></span> fast. This is a big +affair, and needs to be looked at for a while."</p> + +<p>"Fast!" cried Gibson. "Damn it, we have no time to waste. We maun act on +the spur of the moment."</p> + +<p>"I'll have to borrow money," said Wilson slowly; "and it's verra dear at +the present time."</p> + +<p>"It was never worth more in Barbie than it is at the present time. Man, +don't ye see the chance you're neglecting? Don't ye see what it means? +There's thousands lying at your back door if ye'll only reach to pick +them up. Yes, thousands. Thousands, I'm telling ye—thousands!"</p> + +<p>Wilson saw himself provost and plutocrat. Yet was he cautious.</p> + +<p>"<i>You</i>'ll do well by the scheme," he said tartly, "if you get the sole +contract for building these premises of mine, and a fat commission on +the carrying forbye."</p> + +<p>"Can you carry the scheme without me?" said Gibson. "A word from me to +Goudie means a heap." There was a veiled threat in the remark.</p> + +<p>"Oh, we'll come to terms," said the other. "But how will you manage +Gourlay?"</p> + +<p>"Aha!" said Gibson, "I'll come in handy for that, you'll discover. +There's been a backset in Barbie for the last year—things went owre +quick at the start and were followed by a wee lull; but it's only for a +time, sir—it's only for a time. Hows'ever, it and you thegither have +damaged Gourlay: he's both short o' work and scarce o' cash, as I found +to my cost when I asked him for my siller! So when I offer him a big +contract for carting stones atween the quarry and the town foot, he'll +swallow it without question. I'll insert a clause that he must deliver +the stuff at such places as I direct within four hundred yards of the +Cross, in ainy direction—for I've several jobs near the Cross, doan't +ye see, and how's he to know that yours is one o' them? Man, it's easy +to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[Pg 119]</a></span> bamboozle an ass like Gourlay! Besides, he'll think my principals +have trusted me to let the carrying to ainy one I like, and, as I let it +to him, he'll fancy I'm on his side, doan't ye see? He'll never jalouse +that I mean to diddle him. In the meantime we'll spread the news that +you're meaning to build on a big scale upon your own land; we'll have +the ground levelled, the foundations dug, and the drains and everything +seen to. Now, it'll never occur to Gourlay, in the present slackness o' +trade, that you would contract wi' another man to cart your material, +and go hunting for other work yoursell. That'll throw him off the scent +till the time comes to put his nose on't. When the Company advertise for +estimates he canna compete wi' you, because he's pre-engaged to me; and +he'll think you're out o't too, because you're busy wi' your own woark. +You'll be free to nip the eight shillings. Then we'll force him to +fulfill his bargain and cart for us at six."</p> + +<p>"If he refuses?" said Wilson.</p> + +<p>"I'll have the contract stamped and signed in the presence of +witnesses," said Gibson. "Not that that's necessary, I believe, but a +double knot's aye the safest."</p> + +<p>Wilson looked at him with admiration.</p> + +<p>"Gosh, Mr. Gibson," he cried, "you're a warmer! Ye deserve your name. Ye +ken what the folk ca' you?"</p> + +<p>"Oh yes," said Gibson complacently. "I'm quite proud o' the +description."</p> + +<p>"I've my ain craw to pick wi' Gourlay," he went on. "He was damned +ill-bred yestreen when I asked him to settle my account, and talked +about extortion. But bide a wee, bide a wee! I'll enjoy the look on his +face when he sees himself forced to carry for you, at a rate lower than +the market price."</p> + +<p>When Gibson approached Gourlay on the following day he was full of +laments about the poor state of trade.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[Pg 120]</a></span></p><p>"Ay," said he, "the grand railway they boasted o' hasna done muckle for +the town!"</p> + +<p>"Atwell ay," quoth Gourlay with pompous wisdom; "they'll maybe find, or +a's by, that the auld way wasna the warst way. There was to be a great +boom, as they ca't, but I see few signs o't."</p> + +<p>"I see few signs o't either," said Gibson, "it's the slackest time for +the last twa years."</p> + +<p>Gourlay grunted his assent.</p> + +<p>"But I've a grand job for ye, for a' that," said Gibson, slapping his +hands. "What do ye say to the feck of a year's carting tweesht the +quarry and the town foot?"</p> + +<p>"I might consider that," said Gourlay, "if the terms were good."</p> + +<p>"Six shillins," said Gibson, and went on in solemn protest: "In the +present state o' trade, doan't ye see, I couldna give a penny more." +Gourlay, who had denounced the present state of trade even now, was +prevented by his own words from asking for a penny more.</p> + +<p>"At the town foot, you say?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"I've several jobs thereaway," Gibson explained hurriedly, "and you must +agree to deliver stuff ainy place I want it within four hundred yards o' +the Cross. It's all one to you, of course," he went on, "seeing you're +paid by the day."</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's all one to me," said Gourlay.</p> + +<p>Peter Riney and the new "orra" man were called in to witness the +agreement. Cunning Johnny had made it as cunning as he could.</p> + +<p>"We may as well put a stamp on't," said he. "A stamp costs little, and +means a heap."</p> + +<p>"You're damned particular the day," cried Gourlay in a sudden heat.</p> + +<p>"Oh, nothing more than my usual, nothing more than my usual," said +Gibson blandly. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[Pg 121]</a></span>"Good-morning, Mr. Gourlay," and he made for the door, +buttoning the charter of his dear revenge in the inside pocket of his +coat. Gourlay ignored him.</p> + +<p>When Gibson got out he turned to the House with the Green Shutters, and +"Curse you!" said he; "you may refuse to answer me the day, but wait +till this day eight weeks. You'll be roaring than."</p> + +<p>On that day eight weeks Gourlay received a letter from Gibson requiring +him to hold himself in readiness to deliver stone, lime, baulks of +timber, and iron girders in Mr. Wilson's holm, in terms of his +agreement, and in accordance with the orders to be given him from day to +day. He was apprised that a couple of carts of lime and seven loads of +stone were needed on the morrow.</p> + +<p>He went down the street with grinding jaws, the letter crushed to a +white pellet in his hand. It would have gone ill with Gibson had he met +him. Gourlay could not tell why, or to what purpose, he marched on and +on with forward staring eyes. He only knew vaguely that the anger drove +him.</p> + +<p>When he came to the Cross a long string of carts was filing from the +Skeighan Road, and passing across to the street leading Fleckie-ward. He +knew them to be Wilson's. The Deacon was there, of course, hobbling on +his thin shanks, and cocking his eye to see everything that happened.</p> + +<p>"What does this mean?" Gourlay asked him, though he loathed the Deacon.</p> + +<p>"Oh, haven't ye heard?" quoth the Deacon blithely. "That's the stuff for +the new mining village out the Fleckie Road. Wilson has nabbed the +contract for the carting. They're saying it was Gibson's influence wi' +Goudie that helped him to the getting o't."</p> + +<p>Amid his storm of anger at the trick, Gourlay was conscious of a sudden +pity for himself, as for a man most unfairly worsted. He realized for a +moment his own<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[Pg 122]</a></span> inefficiency as a business man, in conflict with +cleverer rivals, and felt sorry to be thus handicapped by nature. Though +wrath was uppermost, the other feeling was revealed, showing itself by a +gulping in the throat and a rapid blinking of the eyes. The Deacon +marked the signs of his chagrin.</p> + +<p>"Man!" he reported to the bodies, "but Gourlay was cut to the quick. His +face showed how gunkit he was. Oh, but he was chawed. I saw his breist +give the great heave."</p> + +<p>"Were ye no sorry?" cried the baker.</p> + +<p>"Thorry, hi!" laughed the Deacon. "Oh, I was thorry, to be sure," he +lisped, "but I didna thyow't. I'm glad to thay I've a grand control of +my emotionth. Not like thum folk we know of," he added slyly, giving the +baker a "good one."</p> + +<p>All next day Gibson's masons waited for their building material in +Wilson's holm. But none came. And all day seven of Gourlay's horses +champed idly in their stalls.</p> + +<p>Barbie had a weekly market now, and, as it happened, that was the day it +fell on. At two in the afternoon Gourlay was standing on the gravel +outside the Red Lion, trying to look wise over a sample of grain which a +farmer had poured upon his great palm. Gibson approached with false +voice and smile.</p> + +<p>"Gosh, Mr. Gourlay!" he cried protestingly, "have ye forgotten whatna +day it is? Ye havena gi'en my men a ton o' stuff to gang on wi'."</p> + +<p>To the farmer's dismay his fine sample of grain was scattered on the +gravel by a convulsive movement of Gourlay's arm. As Gourlay turned on +his enemy, his face was frightfully distorted; all his brow seemed +gathered in a knot above his nose, and he gaped on his words, yet ground +them out like a labouring mill, each word solid as plug shot.</p> + +<p>"I'll see Wil-son ... and Gib-son ... and every<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[Pg 123]</a></span> other man's son ... +frying in hell," he said slowly, "ere a horse o' mine draws a stane o' +Wilson's property. Be damned to ye, but there's your answer!"</p> + +<p>Gibson's cunning deserted him for once. He put his hand on Gourlay's +shoulder in pretended friendly remonstrance.</p> + +<p>"Take your hand off my shouther!" said Gourlay, in a voice the tense +quietness of which should have warned Gibson to forbear.</p> + +<p>But he actually shook Gourlay with a feigned playfulness.</p> + +<p>Next instant he was high in air; for a moment the hobnails in the soles +of his boots gleamed vivid to the sun; then Gourlay sent him flying +through the big window of the Red Lion, right on to the middle of the +great table where the market-folk were drinking.</p> + +<p>For a minute he lay stunned and bleeding among the broken crockery, in a +circle of white faces and startled cries.</p> + +<p>Gourlay's face appeared at the jagged rent, his eyes narrowed to +fiercely gleaming points, a hard, triumphant devilry playing round his +black lips. "You damned treacherous rat!" he cried, "that's the game +John Gourlay can play wi' a thing like you."</p> + +<p>Gibson rose from the ruin on the table and came bleeding to the window, +his grin a <i>rictus</i> of wrath, his green teeth wolfish with anger.</p> + +<p>"By God, Gourlay," he screamed, "I'll make you pay for this; I'll fight +you through a' the law courts in Breetain, but you'll implement your +bond."</p> + +<p>"Damn you for a measled swine! would you grunt at me?" cried Gourlay, +and made to go at him through the window. Though he could not reach him, +Gibson quailed at his look. He shook his fist in impotent wrath, and +spat threats of justice through his green teeth.</p> + +<p>"To hell wi' your law-wers!" cried Gourlay. "I'd<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[Pg 124]</a></span> throttle ye like the +dog you are on the floor o' the House o' Lords."</p> + +<p>But that day was to cost him dear. Ere six months passed he was cast in +damages and costs for a breach of contract aggravated by assault. He +appealed, of course. He was not to be done; he would show the dogs what +he thought of them.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[Pg 125]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIV" id="CHAPTER_XIV"></a>CHAPTER XIV.</h2> + +<p>In those days it came to pass that Wilson sent his son to the High +School of Skeighan—even James, the red-haired one, with the squint in +his eye. Whereupon Gourlay sent <i>his</i> son to the High School of Skeighan +too, of course, to be upsides with Wilson. If Wilson could afford to +send his boy to a distant and expensive school, then, by the Lord, so +could he! And it also came to pass that James, the son of James the +grocer, took many prizes; but John, the son of John, took no prizes. +Whereat there were ructions in the House of Gourlay.</p> + +<p>Gourlay's resolve to be equal to Wilson in everything he did was his +main reason for sending his son to the High School of Skeighan. That he +saw his business decreasing daily was a reason too. Young Gourlay was a +lad of fifteen now, undersized for his age at that time, though he soon +shot up to be a swaggering youngster. He had been looking forward with +delight to helping his father in the business—how grand it would be to +drive about the country and see things!—and he had irked at being kept +for so long under the tawse of old Bleach-the-boys. But if the business +went on at this rate there would be little in it for the boy. Gourlay +was not without a thought of his son's welfare when he packed him off to +Skeighan. He would give him some book-lear, he said; let him make a kirk +or a mill o't.</p> + +<p>But John shrank, chicken-hearted, from the prospect. Was he still to +drudge at books? Was he to go out among strangers whom he feared? His +imagination<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[Pg 126]</a></span> set to work on what he heard of the High School of +Skeighan, and made it a bugbear. They had to do mathematics; what could +<i>he</i> do wi' thae whigmaleeries? They had to recite Shakespeare in +public; how could <i>he</i> stand up and spout, before a whole jing-bang o' +them?</p> + +<p>"I don't want to gang," he whined.</p> + +<p>"Want?" flamed his father. "What does it matter what <i>you</i> want? Go you +shall."</p> + +<p>"I thocht I was to help in the business," whimpered John.</p> + +<p>"Business!" sneered his father; "a fine help <i>you</i> would be in +business."</p> + +<p>"Ay man, Johnnie," said his mother, maternal fondness coming out in +support of her husband, "you should be glad your father can allow ye the +opportunity. Eh, but it's a grand thing a gude education! You may rise +to be a minister."</p> + +<p>Her ambition could no further go. But Gourlay seemed to have formed a +different opinion of the sacred calling. "It's a' he's fit for," he +growled.</p> + +<p>So John was put to the High School of Skeighan, travelling backwards and +forwards night and morning by the train, after the railway had been +opened. And he discovered, on trying it, that the life was not so bad as +he had feared. He hated his lessons, true, and avoided them whenever he +was able. But his father's pride and his mother's fondness saw that he +was well dressed and with money in his pocket; and he began to grow +important. Though Gourlay was no longer the only "big man" of Barbie, he +was still one of the "big men," and a consciousness of the fact grew +upon his son. When he passed his old classmates (apprentice grocers now, +and carters and ploughboys) his febrile insolence led him to swagger and +assume. And it was fine to mount the train at Barbie on the fresh, cool +mornings, and be off past the gleaming rivers and the woods. Better +still was the home-coming—to board the empty train at<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</a></span> Skeighan when +the afternoon sun came pleasant through the windows, to loll on the fat +cushions and read the novelettes. He learned to smoke too, and that was +a source of pride. When the train was full on market days he liked to +get in among the jovial farmers, who encouraged his assumptions. +Meanwhile Jimmy Wilson would be elsewhere in the train, busy with his +lessons for the morrow; for Jimmy had to help in the Emporium of +nights—his father kept him to the grindstone. Jimmy had no more real +ability than young Gourlay, but infinitely more caution. He was one of +the gimlet characters who, by diligence and memory, gain prizes in their +school days—and are fools for the remainder of their lives.</p> + +<p>The bodies of Barbie, seeing young Gourlay at his pranks, speculated +over his future, as Scottish bodies do about the future of every +youngster in their ken.</p> + +<p>"I wonder what that son o' Gourlay's 'ull come till," said Sandy Toddle, +musing on him with the character-reading eye of the Scots peasant.</p> + +<p>"To no good—you may be sure of that," said ex-Provost Connal. "He's a +regular splurge! When Drunk Dan Kennedy passed him his flask in the +train the other day he swigged it, just for the sake of showing off. And +he's a coward, too, for all his swagger. He grew ill-bred when he +swallowed the drink, and Dan, to frighten him, threatened to hang him +from the window by the heels. He didn't mean it, to be sure; but young +Gourlay grew white at the very idea o't—he shook like a dog in a wet +sack. 'Oh,' he cried, shivering, 'how the ground would go flying past +your eyes; how quick the wheel opposite ye would buzz—it would blind ye +by its quickness; how the gray slag would flash below ye!' Those were +his very words. He seemed to see the thing as if it were happening +before his eyes, and stared like a fellow in hysteerics, till Dan was +obliged to give him another drink. 'You would spue with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[Pg 128]</a></span> the dizziness,' +said he, and he actually bocked himsell."</p> + +<p>Young Gourlay seemed bent on making good the prophecy of Barbie. Though +his father was spending money he could ill afford on his education, he +fooled away his time. His mind developed a little, no doubt, since it +was no longer dazed by brutal and repeated floggings. In some of his +classes he did fairly well, but others he loathed. It was the rule at +Skeighan High School to change rooms every hour, the classes tramping +from one to another through a big lobby. Gourlay got a habit of stealing +off at such times—it was easy to slip out—and playing truant in the +byways of Skeighan. He often made his way to the station, and loafed in +the waiting room. He had gone there on a summer afternoon, to avoid his +mathematics and read a novel, when a terrible thing befell him.</p> + +<p>For a while he swaggered round the empty platform and smoked a +cigarette. Milk-cans clanked in a shed mournfully. Gourlay had a +congenital horror of eerie sounds—he was his mother's son for that—and +he fled to the waiting room, to avoid the hollow clang. It was a June +afternoon, of brooding heat, and a band of yellow sunshine was lying on +the glazed table, showing every scratch in its surface. The place +oppressed him; he was sorry he had come. But he plunged into his novel +and forgot the world.</p> + +<p>He started in fear when a voice addressed him. He looked up, and here it +was only the baker—the baker smiling at him with his fine gray eyes, +the baker with his reddish fringe of beard and his honest grin, which +wrinkled up his face to his eyes in merry and kindly wrinkles. He had a +wonderful hearty manner with a boy.</p> + +<p>"Ay man, John, it's you," said the baker. "Dod, I'm just in time. The +storm's at the burstin'!"</p> + +<p>"Storm!" said Gourlay. He had a horror of lightning since the day of his +birth.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</a></span></p><p>"Ay, we're in for a pelter. What have you been doing that you didna +see't?"</p> + +<p>They went to the window. The fronting heavens were a black purple. The +thunder, which had been growling in the distance, swept forward and +roared above the town. The crash no longer rolled afar, but cracked +close to the ear, hard, crepitant. Quick lightning stabbed the world in +vicious and repeated hate. A blue-black moistness lay heavy on the +cowering earth. The rain came—a few drops at first, sullen, as if loath +to come, that splashed on the pavement wide as a crown piece; then a +white rush of slanting spears. A great blob shot in through the window, +open at the top, and spat wide on Gourlay's cheek. It was lukewarm. He +started violently—that warmth on his cheek brought the terror so near.</p> + +<p>The heavens were rent with a crash, and the earth seemed on fire. +Gourlay screamed in terror.</p> + +<p>The baker put his arm round him in kindly protection.</p> + +<p>"Tuts, man, dinna be feared," he said. "You're John Gourlay's son, ye +know. You ought to be a hardy man."</p> + +<p>"Ay, but I'm no," chattered John, the truth coming out in his fear. "I +just let on to be."</p> + +<p>But the worst was soon over. Lightning, both sheeted and forked, was +vivid as ever, but the thunder slunk growling away.</p> + +<p>"The heavens are opening and shutting like a man's eye," said Gourlay. +"Oh, it's a terrible thing the world!" and he covered his face with his +hands.</p> + +<p>A flash shot into a mounded wood far away. "It stabbed it like a +dagger!" stared Gourlay.</p> + +<p>"Look, look, did ye see yon? It came down in a broad flash—then jerked +to the side—then ran down to a sharp point again. It was like the +coulter of a plough."</p> + +<p>Suddenly a blaze of lightning flamed wide, and a fork shot down its +centre.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</a></span></p><p>"That," said Gourlay, "was like a red crack in a white-hot furnace +door."</p> + +<p>"Man, you're a noticing boy," said the baker.</p> + +<p>"Ay," said John, smiling in curious self-interest, "I notice things too +much. They give me pictures in my mind. I'm feared of them, but I like +to think them over when they're by."</p> + +<p>Boys are slow of confidence to their elders, but Gourlay's terror and +the baker's kindness moved him to speak. In a vague way he wanted to +explain.</p> + +<p>"I'm no feared of folk," he went on, with a faint return to his swagger. +"But things get in on me. A body seems so wee compared with that"—he +nodded to the warring heavens.</p> + +<p>The baker did not understand. "Have you seen your faither?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"My faither!" John gasped in terror. If his father should find him +playing truant!</p> + +<p>"Yes; did ye no ken he was in Skeighan? We come up thegither by the ten +train, and are meaning to gang hame by this. I expect him every moment."</p> + +<p>John turned to escape. In the doorway stood his father.</p> + +<p>When Gourlay was in wrath he had a widening glower that enveloped the +offender; yet his eye seemed to stab—a flash shot from its centre to +transfix and pierce. Gaze at a tiger through the bars of his cage, and +you will see the look. It widens and concentrates at once.</p> + +<p>"What are you doing here?" he asked, with the wild-beast glower on his +son.</p> + +<p>"I—I—I——" John stammered and choked.</p> + +<p>"What are you doing here?" said his father.</p> + +<p>John's fingers worked before him; his eyes were large and aghast on his +father; though his mouth hung open no words would come.</p> + +<p>"How lang has he been here, baker?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</a></span></p><p>There was a curious regard between Gourlay and the baker. Gourlay spoke +with a firm civility.</p> + +<p>"Oh, just a wee whilie," said the baker.</p> + +<p>"I see. You want to shield him.—You have been playing the truant, have +'ee? Am I to throw away gude money on <i>you</i> for this to be the end o't?"</p> + +<p>"Dinna be hard on him, John," pleaded the baker. "A boy's but a boy. +Dinna thrash him."</p> + +<p>"Me thrash him!" cried Gourlay. "I pay the High School of Skeighan to +thrash him, and I'll take damned good care I get my money's worth. I +don't mean to hire dowgs and bark for mysell."</p> + +<p>He grabbed his son by the coat collar and swung him out the room. Down +High Street he marched, carrying his cub by the scruff of the neck as +you might carry a dirty puppy to an outhouse. John was black in the +face; time and again in his wrath Gourlay swung him off the ground. +Grocers coming to their doors, to scatter fresh yellow sawdust on the +old, now trampled black and wet on the sills, stared sideways, chins up +and mouths open, after the strange spectacle. But Gourlay splashed on +amid the staring crowd, never looking to the right or left.</p> + +<p>Opposite the Fiddler's Inn whom should they meet but Wilson! A snigger +shot to his features at the sight. Gourlay swung the boy up; for a +moment a wild impulse surged within him to club his rival with his own +son.</p> + +<p>He marched into the vestibule of the High School, the boy dangling from +his great hand.</p> + +<p>"Where's your gaffer?" he roared at the janitor.</p> + +<p>"Gaffer?" blinked the janitor.</p> + +<p>"Gaffer, dominie, whatever the damn you ca' him—the fellow that runs +the business."</p> + +<p>"The Headmaster!" said the janitor.</p> + +<p>"Heidmaister, ay," said Gourlay in scorn, and went trampling after the +janitor down a long wooden<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[Pg 132]</a></span> corridor. A door was flung open showing a +classroom where the Headmaster was seated teaching Greek.</p> + +<p>The sudden appearance of the great-chested figure in the door, with his +fierce, gleaming eyes, and the rain-beads shining on his frieze coat, +brought into the close academic air the sharp, strong gust of an outer +world.</p> + +<p>"I believe I pay <i>you</i> to look after that boy," thundered Gourlay. "Is +this the way you do your work?" And with the word he sent his son +spinning along the floor like a curling-stone, till he rattled, a wet, +huddled lump, against a row of chairs. John slunk bleeding behind the +master.</p> + +<p>"Really?" said MacCandlish, rising in protest.</p> + +<p>"Don't 'really' me, sir! I pay <i>you</i> to teach that boy, and you allow +him to run idle in the streets. What have you to seh?"</p> + +<p>"But what can I do?" bleated MacCandlish, with a white spread of +deprecating hands.</p> + +<p>The stronger man took the grit from his limbs.</p> + +<p>"Do—do? Damn it, sir, am <i>I</i> to be <i>your</i> dominie? Am <i>I</i> to teach +<i>you</i> your duty? Do! Flog him, flog him, flog him! If you don't send him +hame wi' the welts on him as thick as that forefinger, I'll have a word +to say to you-ou, Misterr MacCandlish!"</p> + +<p>He was gone—they heard him go clumping along the corridor.</p> + +<p>Thereafter young Gourlay had to stick to his books. And, as we know, the +forced union of opposites breeds the greater disgust between them. +However, his school days would soon be over, and meanwhile it was fine +to pose on his journeys to and fro as Young Hopeful of the Green +Shutters.</p> + +<p>He was smoking at Skeighan Station on an afternoon, as the Barbie train +was on the point of starting. He was staying on the platform till the +last moment, in order to show the people how nicely he could bring the +smoke down his nostrils—his "Prince of Wales's feathers" he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</a></span> called the +great, curling puffs. As he dallied, a little aback from an open window, +he heard a voice which he knew mentioning the Gourlays. It was +Templandmuir who was speaking.</p> + +<p>"I see that Gourlay has lost his final appeal in that lawsuit of his," +said the Templar.</p> + +<p>"D'ye tell me that?" said a strange voice. Then—"Gosh, he must have +lost infernal!"</p> + +<p>"Atweel has he that," said Templandmuir. "The costs must have been +enormous, and then there's the damages. He would have been better to +settle't and be done wi't, but his pride made him fight it to the +hindmost! It has made touch the boddom of his purse, I'll wager ye. +Weel, weel, it'll help to subdue his pride a bit, and muckle was the +need o' that."</p> + +<p>Young Gourlay was seized with a sudden fear. The prosperity of the House +with the Green Shutters had been a fact of his existence; it had never +entered his boyish mind to question its continuance. But a weakening +doubt stole through his limbs. What would become of him if the Gourlays +were threatened with disaster? He had a terrifying vision of himself as +a lonely atomy, adrift on a tossing world, cut off from his anchorage.</p> + +<p>"Mother, are <i>we</i> ever likely to be ill off?" he asked his mother that +evening.</p> + +<p>She ran her fingers through his hair, pushing it back from his brow +fondly. He was as tall as herself now.</p> + +<p>"No, no, dear; what makes ye think that? Your father has always had a +grand business, and I brought a hantle money to the house."</p> + +<p>"Hokey!" said the youth, "when Ah'm in the business Ah'll have the +times!"</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[Pg 134]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV"></a>CHAPTER XV.</h2> + +<p>Gourlay was hard up for money. Every day of his life taught him that he +was nowhere in the stress of modern competition. The grand days—only a +few years back, but seeming half a century away, so much had happened in +between—the grand days when he was the only big man in the locality, +and carried everything with a high hand, had disappeared for ever. Now +all was bustle, hurry, and confusion, the getting and sending of +telegrams, quick dispatches by railway, the watching of markets at a +distance, rapid combinations that bewildered Gourlay's duller mind. At +first he was too obstinate to try the newer methods; when he did, he was +too stupid to use them cleverly. When he plunged it was always at the +wrong time, for he plunged at random, not knowing what to do. He had +lost heavily of late both in grain and cheese, and the lawsuit with +Gibson had crippled him. It was well for him that property in Barbie had +increased in value; the House with the Green Shutters was to prove the +buttress of his fortune. Already he had borrowed considerably upon that +security; he was now dressing to go to Skeighan and get more.</p> + +<p>"Brodie, Gurney, and Yarrowby" of Glasgow were the lawyers who financed +him, and he had to sign some papers at Goudie's office ere he touched +the cash.</p> + +<p>He was meaning to drive, of course; Gourlay was proud of his gig, and +always kept a spanking roadster. "What a fine figure of a man!" you +thought, as you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</a></span> saw him coming swiftly towards you, seated high on his +driving cushion. That driving cushion was Gourlay's pedestal from which +he looked down on Barbie for many a day.</p> + +<p>A quick step, yet shambling, came along the lobby. There was a pause, as +of one gathering heart for a venture; then a clumsy knock on the door.</p> + +<p>"Come in," snapped Gourlay.</p> + +<p>Peter Riney's queer little old face edged timorously into the room. He +only opened the door the width of his face, and looked ready to bolt at +a word.</p> + +<p>"Tam's deid!" he blurted.</p> + +<p>Gourlay gashed himself frightfully with his razor, and a big red blob +stood out on his cheek.</p> + +<p>"Deid!" he stared.</p> + +<p>"Yes," stammered Peter. "He was right enough when Elshie gae him his +feed this morning; but when I went in enow to put the harness on, he was +lying deid in the loose-box. The batts—it's like."</p> + +<p>For a moment Gourlay stared with the open mouth of an angry surprise, +forgetting to take down his razor.</p> + +<p>"Aweel, Peter," he said at last, and Peter went away.</p> + +<p>The loss of his pony touched Gourlay to the quick. He had been stolid +and dour in his other misfortunes, had taken them as they came, calmly; +he was not the man to whine and cry out against the angry heavens. He +had neither the weakness nor the width of nature to indulge in the +luxury of self-pity. But the sudden death of his gallant roadster, his +proud pacer through the streets of Barbie, touched him with a sense of +quite personal loss and bereavement. Coming on the heels of his other +calamities it seemed to make them more poignant, more sinister, +prompting the question if misfortune would never have an end.</p> + +<p>"Damn it, I have enough to thole," Gourlay muttered; "surely there was +no need for this to happen." And when he looked in the mirror to fasten +his stock,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[Pg 136]</a></span> and saw the dark, strong, clean-shaven face, he stared at it +for a moment, with a curious compassion for the man before him, as for +one who was being hardly used. The hard lips could never have framed the +words, but the vague feeling in his heart, as he looked at the dark +vision, was: "It's a pity of you, sir."</p> + +<p>He put on his coat rapidly, and went out to the stable. An instinct +prompted him to lock the door.</p> + +<p>He entered the loose-box. A shaft of golden light, aswarm with motes, +slanted in the quietness. Tam lay on the straw, his head far out, his +neck unnaturally long, his limbs sprawling, rigid. What a spanker Tam +had been! What gallant drives they had had together! When he first put +Tam between the shafts, five years ago, he had been driving his world +before him, plenty of cash and a big way of doing. Now Tam was dead, and +his master netted in a mesh of care.</p> + +<p>"I was always gude to the beasts, at any rate," Gourlay muttered, as if +pleading in his own defence.</p> + +<p>For a long time he stared down at the sprawling carcass, musing. "Tam +the powney," he said twice, nodding his head each time he said it; "Tam +the powney," and he turned away.</p> + +<p>How was he to get to Skeighan? He plunged at his watch. The ten o'clock +train had already gone, the express did not stop at Barbie; if he waited +till one o'clock he would be late for his appointment. There was a +brake, true, which ran to Skeighan every Tuesday. It was a downcome, +though, for a man who had been proud of driving behind his own +horseflesh to pack in among a crowd of the Barbie sprats. And if he went +by the brake, he would be sure to rub shoulders with his stinging and +detested foes. It was a fine day; like enough the whole jing-bang of +them would be going with the brake to Skeighan. Gourlay, who shrank from +nothing, shrank from the winks that would be sure to pass when they saw +him, the haughty, the aloof, forced to creep<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[Pg 137]</a></span> among them cheek for jowl. +Then his angry pride rushed towering to his aid. Was John Gourlay to +turn tail for a wheen o' the Barbie dirt? Damn the fear o't! It was a +public conveyance; he had the same right to use it as the rest o' folk!</p> + +<p>The place of departure for the brake was the "Black Bull," at the Cross, +nearly opposite to Wilson's. There were winks and stares and +elbow-nudgings when the folk hanging round saw Gourlay coming forward; +but he paid no heed. Gourlay, in spite of his mad violence when roused, +was a man at all other times of a grave and orderly demeanour. He never +splurged. Even his bluster was not bluster, for he never threatened the +thing which he had not it in him to do. He walked quietly into the empty +brake, and took his seat in the right-hand corner at the top, close +below the driver.</p> + +<p>As he had expected, the Barbie bodies had mustered in strength for +Skeighan. In a country brake it is the privilege of the important men to +mount beside the driver, in order to take the air and show themselves +off to an admiring world. On the dickey were ex-Provost Connal and Sandy +Toddle, and between them the Deacon, tightly wedged. The Deacon was so +thin (the bodie) that, though he was wedged closely, he could turn and +address himself to Tam Brodie, who was seated next the door.</p> + +<p>The fun began when the horses were crawling up the first brae.</p> + +<p>The Deacon turned with a wink to Brodie, and dropping a glance on the +crown of Gourlay's hat, "Tummuth," he lisped, "what a dirty place that +ith!" pointing to a hovel by the wayside.</p> + +<p>Brodie took the cue at once. His big face flushed with a malicious grin. +"Ay," he bellowed; "the owner o' that maun be married to a dirty wife, +I'm thinking!"</p> + +<p>"It must be terrible," said the Deacon, "to be married to a dirty +trollop."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[Pg 138]</a></span></p><p>"Terrible," laughed Brodie; "it's enough to give ainy man a gurly +temper."</p> + +<p>They had Gourlay on the hip at last. More than arrogance had kept him +off from the bodies of the town; a consciousness also that he was not +their match in malicious innuendo. The direct attack he could meet +superbly, downing his opponent with a coarse birr of the tongue; to the +veiled gibe he was a quivering hulk, to be prodded at your ease. And now +the malignants were around him (while he could not get away)—talking +<i>to</i> each other, indeed, but <i>at</i> him, while he must keep quiet in their +midst.</p> + +<p>At every brae they came to (and there were many braes) the bodies played +their malicious game, shouting remarks along the brake, to each other's +ears, to his comprehension.</p> + +<p>The new house of Templandmuir was seen above the trees.</p> + +<p>"What a splendid house Templandmuir has built!" cried the ex-Provost.</p> + +<p>"Splendid!" echoed Brodie. "But a laird like the Templar has a right to +a fine mansion such as that! He's no' like some merchants we ken o' who +throw away money on a house for no other end but vanity. Many a man +builds a grand house for a show-off, when he has verra little to support +it. But the Templar's different. He has made a mint of money since he +took the quarry in his own hand."</p> + +<p>"He's verra thick wi' Wilson, I notice," piped the Deacon, turning with +a grin and a gleaming droop of the eye on the head of his tormented +enemy. The Deacon's face was alive and quick with the excitement of the +game, his face flushed with an eager grin, his eyes glittering. Decent +folk in the brake behind felt compunctious visitings when they saw him +turn with the flushed grin and the gleaming squint on the head of his +enduring victim. "Now for another stab!" they thought.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[Pg 139]</a></span></p><p>"You may well say that," shouted Brodie. "Wilson has procured the whole +of the Templar's carterage. Oh, Wilson has become a power! Yon new +houses of his must be bringing in a braw penny.—I'm thinking, Mr. +Connal, that Wilson ought to be the Provost!"</p> + +<p>"Strange!" cried the former Head of the Town, "that <i>you</i> should have +been thinking that! I've just been in the same mind o't. Wilson's by far +and away the most progressive man we have. What a business he has built +in two or three years!"</p> + +<p>"He has that!" shouted Brodie. "He goes up the brae as fast as some +other folk are going down't. And yet they tell me he got a verra poor +welcome from some of us the first morning he appeared in Barbie!"</p> + +<p>Gourlay gave no sign. Others would have shown, by the moist glisten of +self-pity in the eye, or the scowl of wrath, how much they were moved; +but Gourlay stared calmly before him, his chin resting on the head of +his staff, resolute, immobile, like a stone head at gaze in the desert. +Only the larger fullness of his fine nostril betrayed the hell of wrath +seething within him. And when they alighted in Skeighan an observant boy +said to his mother, "I saw the marks of his chirted teeth through his +jaw."</p> + +<p>But they were still far from Skeighan, and Gourlay had much to thole.</p> + +<p>"Did ye hear," shouted Brodie, "that Wilson is sending his son to the +College at Embro in October?"</p> + +<p>"D'ye tell me that?" said the Provost. "What a successful lad that has +been! He's a credit to moar than Wilson; he's a credit to the whole +town."</p> + +<p>"Ay," yelled Brodie; "the money wasna wasted on <i>him</i>! It must be a +terrible thing when a man has a splurging ass for his son, that never +got a prize!"</p> + +<p>The Provost began to get nervous. Brodie was going too far. It was all +very well for Brodie, who was at the far end of the wagonette and out of +danger; but if he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[Pg 140]</a></span> provoked an outbreak, Gourlay would think nothing of +tearing Provost and Deacon from their perch and tossing them across the +hedge.</p> + +<p>"What does Wilson mean to make of his son?" he inquired—a civil enough +question surely.</p> + +<p>"Oh, a minister. That'll mean six or seven years at the University."</p> + +<p>"Indeed!" said the Provost. "That'll cost an enormous siller!"</p> + +<p>"Oh," yelled Brodie, "but Wilson can afford it! It's not everybody can! +It's all verra well to send your son to Skeighan High School, but when +it comes to sending him to College, it's time to think twice of what +you're doing—especially if you've little money left to come and go on."</p> + +<p>"Yeth," lisped the Deacon; "if a man canna afford to College his son, he +had better put him in hith business—if he hath ainy business left to +thpeak o', that ith!"</p> + +<p>The brake swung on through merry cornfields where reapers were at work, +past happy brooks flashing to the sun, through the solemn hush of +ancient and mysterious woods, beneath the great white-moving clouds and +blue spaces of the sky. And amid the suave enveloping greatness of the +world the human pismires stung each other and were cruel, and full of +hate and malice and a petty rage.</p> + +<p>"Oh, damn it, enough of this!" said the baker at last.</p> + +<p>"Enough of what?" blustered Brodie.</p> + +<p>"Of you and your gibes," said the baker, with a wry mouth of disgust. +"Damn it, man, leave folk alane!"</p> + +<p>Gourlay turned to him quietly. "Thank you, baker," he said slowly. "But +don't interfere on my behalf! John Gourla"—he dwelt on his name in +ringing pride—"John Gourla can fight for his own hand—if so there need +to be. And pay no heed to the thing before ye. The mair ye tramp on a +dirt it spreads the wider!"</p> + +<p>"Who was referring to <i>you</i>?" bellowed Brodie.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[Pg 141]</a></span></p><p>Gourlay looked over at him in the far corner of the brake, with the +wide-open glower that made people blink. Brodie blinked rapidly, trying +to stare fiercely the while.</p> + +<p>"Maybe ye werena referring to me," said Gourlay slowly. "But if <i>I</i> had +been in your end o' the brake <i>ye</i> would have been in hell or this!"</p> + +<p>He had said enough. There was silence in the brake till it reached +Skeighan. But the evil was done. Enough had been said to influence +Gourlay to the most disastrous resolution of his life.</p> + +<p>"Get yourself ready for the College in October," he ordered his son that +evening.</p> + +<p>"The College!" cried John aghast.</p> + +<p>"Yes! Is there ainything in that to gape at?" snapped his father, in +sudden irritation at the boy's amaze.</p> + +<p>"But I don't want to gang!" John whimpered as before.</p> + +<p>"Want! what does it matter what <i>you</i> want? You should be damned glad of +the chance! I mean to make ye a minister; they have plenty of money and +little to do—a grand, easy life o't. MacCandlish tells me you're a +stupid ass, but have some little gift of words. You have every +qualification!"</p> + +<p>"It's against <i>my</i> will," John bawled angrily.</p> + +<p>"<i>Your</i> will!" sneered his father.</p> + +<p>To John the command was not only tyrannical, but treacherous. There had +been nothing to warn him of a coming change, for Gourlay was too +contemptuous of his wife and children to inform them how his business +stood. John had been brought up to go into the business, and now, at the +last moment, he was undeceived, and ordered off to a new life, from +which every instinct of his being shrank afraid. He was cursed with an +imagination in excess of his brains, and in the haze of the future he +saw two pictures with uncanny vividness<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[Pg 142]</a></span>—himself in bleak lodgings +raising his head from Virgil, to wonder what they were doing at home +to-night; and, contrasted with that loneliness, the others, his cronies, +laughing along the country roads beneath the glimmer of the stars. They +would be having the fine ploys while he was mewed up in Edinburgh. Must +he leave loved Barbie and the House with the Green Shutters? must he +still drudge at books which he loathed? must he venture on a new life +where everything terrified his mind?</p> + +<p>"It's a shame!" he cried. "And I refuse to go. I don't want to leave +Barbie! I'm feared of Edinburgh," and there he stopped in conscious +impotence of speech. How could he explain his forebodings to a rock of a +man like his father?</p> + +<p>"No more o't!" roared Gourlay, flinging out his hand—"not another word! +You go to College in October!"</p> + +<p>"Ay, man, Johnny," said his mother, "think o' the future that's before +ye!"</p> + +<p>"Ay," howled the youth in silly anger, "it's like to be a braw future!"</p> + +<p>"It's the best future you can have!" growled his father.</p> + +<p>For while rivalry, born of hate, was the propelling influence in +Gourlay's mind, other reasons whispered that the course suggested by +hate was a good one on its merits. His judgment, such as it was, +supported the impulse of his blood. It told him that the old business +would be a poor heritage for his son, and that it would be well to look +for another opening. The boy gave no sign of aggressive smartness to +warrant a belief that he would ever pull the thing together. Better make +him a minister. Surely there was enough money left about the house for +tha-at! It was the best that could befall him.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gourlay, for her part, though sorry to lose her son, was so pleased +at the thought of sending him to college, and making him a minister, +that she ran on in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[Pg 143]</a></span> foolish maternal gabble to the wife of Drucken +Webster. Mrs. Webster informed the gossips, and they discussed the +matter at the Cross.</p> + +<p>"Dod," said Sandy Toddle, "Gourlay's better off than I supposed!"</p> + +<p>"Huts!" said Brodie, "it's just a wheen bluff to blind folk!"</p> + +<p>"It would fit him better," said the Doctor, "if he spent some money on +his daughter. She ought to pass the winter in a warmer locality than +Barbie. The lassie has a poor chest! I told Gourlay, but he only gave a +grunt. And 'oh,' said Mrs. Gourlay, 'it would be a daft-like thing to +send <i>her</i> away, when John maun be weel provided for the College.' D'ye +know, I'm beginning to think there's something seriously wrong with yon +woman's health! She seemed anxious to consult me on her own account, but +when I offered to sound her she wouldn't hear of it. 'Na,' she cried, +'I'll keep it to mysell!' and put her arm across her breast as if to +keep me off. I do think she's hiding some complaint! Only a woman whose +mind was weak with disease could have been so callous as yon about her +lassie."</p> + +<p>"Oh, her mind's weak enough," said Sandy Toddle. "It was always that! +But it's only because Gourlay has tyraneezed her verra soul. I'm +surprised, however, that <i>he</i> should be careless of the girl. He was aye +said to be browdened upon <i>her</i>."</p> + +<p>"Men-folk are often like that about lassie-weans," said Johnny Coe. +"They like well enough to pet them when they're wee, but when once +they're big they never look the road they're on! They're a' very fine +when they're pets, but they're no sae fine when they're pretty misses. +And, to tell the truth, Janet Gourlay's ainything but pretty!"</p> + +<p>Old Bleach-the-boys, the bitter dominie (who rarely left the studies in +political economy which he found a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[Pg 144]</a></span> solace for his thwarted powers), +happened to be at the Cross that evening. A brooding and taciturn man, +he said nothing till others had their say. Then he shook his head.</p> + +<p>"They're making a great mistake," he said gravely, "they're making a +great mistake! Yon boy's the last youngster on earth who should go to +College."</p> + +<p>"Ay, man, dominie, he's an infernal ass, is he noat?" they cried, and +pressed for his judgment.</p> + +<p>At last, partly in real pedantry, partly with humorous intent to puzzle +them, he delivered his astounding mind.</p> + +<p>"The fault of young Gourlay," quoth he, "is a sensory perceptiveness in +gross excess of his intellectuality."</p> + +<p>They blinked and tried to understand.</p> + +<p>"Ay, man, dominie!" said Sandy Toddle. "That means he's an infernal +cuddy, dominie! Does it na, dominie?"</p> + +<p>But Bleach-the-boys had said enough. "Ay," he said dryly, "there's a +wheen gey cuddies in Barbie!" and he went back to his stuffy little room +to study "The Wealth of Nations."</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[Pg 145]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVI" id="CHAPTER_XVI"></a>CHAPTER XVI.</h2> + +<p>The scion of the house of Gourlay was a most untravelled sprig when his +father packed him off to the University. Of the world beyond Skeighan he +had no idea. Repression of his children's wishes to see something of the +world was a feature of Gourlay's tyranny, less for the sake of the money +which a trip might cost (though that counted for something in his +refusal) than for the sake of asserting his authority. "Wants to gang to +Fechars, indeed! Let him bide at home," he would growl; and at home the +youngster had to bide. This had been the more irksome to John since most +of his companions in the town were beginning to peer out, with their +mammies and daddies to encourage them. To give their cubs a "cast o' the +world" was a rule with the potentates of Barbie; once or twice a year +young Hopeful was allowed to accompany his sire to Fechars or Poltandie, +or—oh, rare joy!—to the city on the Clyde. To go farther, and get the +length of Edinburgh, was dangerous, because you came back with a halo of +glory round your head which banded your fellows together in a common +attack on your pretensions. It was his lack of pretension to travel, +however, that banded them against young Gourlay. "Gunk" and "chaw" are +the Scots for a bitter and envious disappointment which shows itself in +face and eyes. Young Gourlay could never conceal that envious look when +he heard of a glory which he did not share; and the youngsters noted his +weakness with the unerring precision of the urchin<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[Pg 146]</a></span> to mark simple +difference of character. Now the boy presses fiendishly on an intimate +discovery in the nature of his friends, both because it gives him a new +and delightful feeling of power over them, and also because he has not +learned charity from a sense of his deficiencies, the brave ruffian +having none. He is always coming back to probe the raw place, and Barbie +boys were always coming back to "do a gunk" and "play a chaw" on young +Gourlay by boasting their knowledge of the world, winking at each other +the while to observe his grinning anger. They were large on the wonders +they had seen and the places they had been to, while he grew small (and +they saw it) in envy of their superiority. Even Swipey Broon had a crow +at him. For Swipey had journeyed in the company of his father to far-off +Fechars, yea even to the groset-fair, and came back with an epic tale of +his adventures. He had been in fifteen taverns, and one hotel (a +temperance hotel, where old Brown bashed the proprietor for refusing to +supply him gin); one Pepper's Ghost; one Wild Beasts' Show; one +Exhibition of the Fattest Woman on the Earth; also in the precincts of +one jail, where Mr. Patrick Brown was cruelly incarcerate for wiping the +floor with the cold refuser of the gin. "Criffens! Fechars!" said Swipey +for a twelvemonth after, stunned by the mere recollection of that home +of the glories of the earth. And then he would begin to expatiate for +the benefit of young Gourlay—for Swipey, though his name was the base +Teutonic Brown, had a Celtic contempt for brute facts that cripple the +imperial mind. So well did he expatiate that young Gourlay would slink +home to his mother and say, "Yah, even Swipey Broon has been to Fechars, +though my faither 'ull no allow <i>me</i>!" "Never mind, dear," she would +soothe him; "when once you're in the business, you'll gang a'where. And +nut wan o' them has sic a business to gang intill!"</p> + +<p>But though he longed to go here and there for a day,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[Pg 147]</a></span> that he might be +able to boast of it at home, young Gourlay felt that leaving Barbie for +good would be a cutting of his heart-strings. Each feature of it, town +and landward, was a crony of old years. In a land like Barbie, of quick +hill and dale, of tumbled wood and fell, each facet of nature has an +individuality so separate and so strong that if you live with it a +little it becomes your friend, and a memory so dear that you kiss the +thought of it in absence. The fields are not similar as pancakes; they +have their difference; each leaps to the eye with a remembered and +peculiar charm. That is why the heart of the Scot dies in flat southern +lands; he lives in a vacancy; at dawn there is no Ben Agray to nod +recognition through the mists. And that is why, when he gets north of +Carlisle, he shouts with glee as each remembered object sweeps on the +sight: yonder's the Nith with a fisherman hip-deep jigging at his rod, +and yonder's Corsoncon with the mist on his brow. It is less the +totality of the place than the individual feature that pulls at the +heart, and it was the individual feature that pulled at young Gourlay. +With intellect little or none, he had a vast, sensational experience, +and each aspect of Barbie was working in his blood and brain. Was there +ever a Cross like Barbie Cross? Was there ever a burn like the Lintie? +It was blithe and heartsome to go birling to Skeighan in the train; it +was grand to jouk round Barbie on the nichts at e'en! Even people whom +he did not know he could locate with warm sure feelings of superiority. +If a poor workman slouched past him on the road, he set him down in his +heart as one of that rotten crowd from the Weaver's Vennel or the +Tinker's Wynd. Barbie was in subjection to the mind of the son of the +important man. To dash about Barbie in a gig, with a big dog walloping +behind, his coat-collar high about his ears, and the reek of a +meerschaum pipe floating white and blue many yards behind him, jovial +and sordid nonsense about home<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[Pg 148]</a></span>—that had been his ideal. His father, he +thought angrily, had encouraged the ideal, and now he forbade it, like +the brute he was. From the earth in which he was rooted so deeply his +father tore him, to fling him on a world he had forbidden him to know. +His heart presaged disaster.</p> + +<p>Old Gourlay would have scorned the sentimentality of seeing him off from +the station, and Mrs. Gourlay was too feckless to propose it for +herself. Janet had offered to convoy him, but when the afternoon came +she was down with a racking cold. He was alone as he strolled on the +platform—a youth well-groomed and well-supplied, but for once in his +life not a swaggerer, though the chance to swagger was unique. He was +pointed out as "Young Gourlay off to the College." But he had no +pleasure in the rôle, for his heart was in his boots.</p> + +<p>He took the slow train to Skeighan, where he boarded the express. Few +sensational experiences were unknown to his too-impressionable mind, and +he knew the animation of railway travelling. Coming back from Skeighan +in an empty compartment on nights of the past, he had sometimes shouted +and stamped and banged the cushions till the dust flew, in mere joy of +his rush through the air; the constant rattle, the quick-repeated noise, +getting at his nerves, as they get at the nerves of savages and +Englishmen on Bank Holidays. But any animation of the kind which he felt +to-day was soon expelled by the slow uneasiness welling through his +blood. He had no eager delight in the unknown country rushing past; it +inspired him with fear. He thought with a feeble smile of what Mysie +Monk said when they took her at the age of sixty (for the first time in +her life) to the top of Milmannoch Hill. "Eh," said Mysie, looking round +her in amaze—"eh, sirs, it's a lairge place the world when you see it +all!" Gourlay smiled because he had the same thought, but feebly, +because he was cowering<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[Pg 149]</a></span> at the bigness of the world. Folded nooks in +the hills swept past, enclosing their lonely farms; then the open +straths, where autumnal waters gave a pale gleam to the sky. Sodden +moors stretched away in vast patient loneliness. Then a gray smear of +rain blotted the world, penning him in with his dejection. He seemed to +be rushing through unseen space, with no companion but his own +foreboding. "Where are you going to?" asked his mind, and the wheels of +the train repeated the question all the way to Edinburgh, jerking it out +in two short lines and a long one: "Where are you going to? Where are +you going to? Ha, ha, Mr. Gourlay, where are you going to?"</p> + +<p>It was the same sensitiveness to physical impression which won him to +Barbie that repelled him from the outer world. The scenes round Barbie, +so vividly impressed, were his friends, because he had known them from +his birth; he was a somebody in their midst and had mastered their +familiarity; they were the ministers of his mind. Those other scenes +were his foes, because, realizing them morbidly in relation to himself, +he was cowed by their big indifference to him, and felt puny, a nobody +before them. And he could not pass them like more manly and more callous +minds; they came burdening in on him whether he would or no. Neither +could he get above them. Except when lording it at Barbie, he had never +a quick reaction of the mind on what he saw; it possessed him, not he +it.</p> + +<p>About twilight, when the rain had ceased, his train was brought up with +a jerk between the stations. While the rattle and bang continued it +seemed not unnatural to young Gourlay (though depressing) to be whirling +through the darkening land; it went past like a panorama in a dream. But +in the dead pause following the noise he thought it "queer" to be +sitting here in the intense quietude and looking at a strange and +unfamiliar scene—planted in its midst by a miracle of speed, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[Pg 150]</a></span> +gazing at it closely through a window! Two ploughmen from the farmhouse +near the line were unyoking at the end of the croft; he could hear the +muddy noise ("splorroch" is the Scotch of it) made by the big hoofs on +the squashy head-rig. "Bauldy" was the name of the shorter ploughman, so +yelled to by his mate; and two of the horses were "Prince and Rab"—just +like a pair in Loranogie's stable. In the curtainless window of the +farmhouse shone a leaping flame—not the steady glow of a lamp, but the +tossing brightness of a fire—and thought he to himself, "They're +getting the porridge for the men!" He had a vision of the woman stirring +in the meal, and of the homely interior in the dancing firelight. He +wondered who the folk were, and would have liked to know them. Yes, it +was "queer," he thought, that he who left Barbie only a few hours ago +should be in intimate momentary touch with a place and people he had +never seen before. The train seemed arrested by a spell that he might +get his vivid impression.</p> + +<p>When ensconced in his room that evening he had a brighter outlook on the +world. With the curtains drawn, and the lights burning, its shabbiness +was unrevealed. After the whirling strangeness of the day he was glad to +be in a place that was his own; here at least was a corner of earth of +which he was master; it reassured him. The firelight dancing on the tea +things was pleasant and homely, and the enclosing cosiness shut out the +black roaring world that threatened to engulf his personality. His +spirits rose, ever ready to jump at a trifle.</p> + +<p>The morrow, however, was the first of his lugubrious time.</p> + +<p>If he had been an able man he might have found a place in his classes to +console him. Many youngsters are conscious of a vast depression when +entering the portals of a university; they feel themselves inadequate to +cope with the wisdom of the ages garnered in the solid walls. They envy +alike the smiling sureness of the genial<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[Pg 151]</a></span> charlatan (to whom professors +are a set of fools), and the easy mastery of the man of brains. They +have a cowering sense of their own inefficiency. But the feeling of +uneasiness presently disappears. The first shivering dip is soon +forgotten by the hearty breaster of the waves. But ere you breast the +waves you must swim; and to swim through the sea of learning was more +than heavy-headed Gourlay could accomplish. His mind, finding no solace +in work, was left to prey upon itself.</p> + +<p>If he had been the ass total and complete he might have loafed in the +comfortable haze which surrounds the average intelligence, and cushions +it against the world. But in Gourlay was a rawness of nerve, a +sensitiveness to physical impression, which kept him fretting and +stewing, and never allowed him to lapse on a sluggish indifference.</p> + +<p>Though he could not understand things, he could not escape them; they +thrust themselves forward on his notice. We hear of poor genius cursed +with perceptions which it can't express; poor Gourlay was cursed with +impressions which he couldn't intellectualize. With little power of +thought, he had a vast power of observation; and as everything he +observed in Edinburgh was offensive and depressing, he was constantly +depressed—the more because he could not understand. At Barbie his life, +though equally void of mental interest, was solaced by surroundings +which he loved. In Edinburgh his surroundings were appalling to his +timid mind. There was a greengrocer's shop at the corner of the street +in which he lodged, and he never passed it without being conscious of +its trodden and decaying leaves. They were enough to make his morning +foul. The middle-aged woman, who had to handle carrots with her frozen +fingers, was less wretched than he who saw her, and thought of her after +he went by. A thousand such impressions came boring in upon his mind and +made him squirm. He could not toss them aside like the callous and +manly;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[Pg 152]</a></span> he could not see them in their due relation, and think them +unimportant, like the able; they were always recurring and suggesting +woe. If he fled to his room, he was followed by his morbid sense of an +unpleasant world. He conceived a rankling hatred of the four walls +wherein he had to live. Heavy Biblical pictures, in frames of gleaming +black like the splinters of a hearse, were hung against a dark ground. +Every time Gourlay raised his head he scowled at them with eyes of +gloom. It was curious that, hating his room, he was loath to go to bed. +He got a habit of sitting till three in the morning, staring at the dead +fire in sullen apathy.</p> + +<p>He was sitting at nine o'clock one evening, wondering if there was no +means of escape from the wretched life he had to lead, when he received +a letter from Jock Allan, asking him to come and dine.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[Pg 153]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVII" id="CHAPTER_XVII"></a>CHAPTER XVII.</h2> + +<p>That dinner was a turning-point in young Gourlay's career. It is lucky +that a letter describing it has fallen into the hands of the patient +chronicler. It was sent by young Jimmy Wilson to his mother. As it gives +an idea—which is slightly mistaken—of Jock Allan, and an idea—which +is very unmistakable—of young Wilson, it is here presented in the place +of pride. It were a pity not to give a human document of this kind all +the honour in one's power.</p> + +<p>"Dear mother," said the wee sma' Scoatchman—so the hearty Allan dubbed +him—"dear mother, I just write to inform you that I've been out to a +grand dinner at Jock Allan's. He met me on Princes Street, and made a +great how-d'ye-do. 'Come out on Thursday night, and dine with me,' says +he, in his big way. So here I went out to see him. I can tell you he's a +warmer! I never saw a man eat so much in all my born days—but I suppose +he would be having more on his table than usual to show off a bit, +knowing us Barbie boys would be writing home about it all. And drink! +D'ye know, he began with a whole half tumbler of whisky, and how many +more he had I really should <i>not</i> like to say! And he must be used to +it, too, for it seemed to have no effect on him whatever. And then he +smoked and smoked—two great big cigars after we had finished eating, +and then 'Damn it,' says he—he's an awful man to swear—'damn it,' he +says, 'there's no satisfaction in cigars; I must have a pipe,' and he +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[Pg 154]</a></span>actually smoked <i>four</i> pipes before I came away! I noticed the cigars +were called 'Estorellas—Best Quality,' and when I was in last Saturday +night getting an ounce of shag at the wee shoppie round the corner, I +asked the price of 'these Estorellas.' 'Ninepence a piece!' said the +bodie. Just imagine Jock Allan smoking eighteen-pence, and not being +satisfied! He's up in the world since he used to shaw turnips at +Loranogie for sixpence a day! But he'll come down as quick if he keeps +on at yon rate. He made a great phrase with me; but though it keeps down +one's weekly bill to get a meal like yon—I declare I wasn't hungry for +two days—for all that I'll go very little about him. He'll be the kind +that borrows money very fast—one of those harum-scarum ones!"</p> + +<p>Criticism like that is a boomerang that comes back to hit the emitting +skull with a hint of its kindred woodenness. It reveals the writer more +than the written of. Allan was a bigger man than you would gather from +Wilson's account of his Gargantuan revelry. He had a genius for +mathematics—a gift which crops up, like music, in the most unexpected +corners—and from plough-boy and herd he had become an actuary in Auld +Reekie. Wilson had no need to be afraid, the meagre fool, for his host +could have bought him and sold him.</p> + +<p>Allan had been in love with young Gourlay's mother when she herself was +a gay young fliskie at Tenshillingland, but his little romance was soon +ended when Gourlay came and whisked her away. But she remained the one +romance of his life. Now in his gross and jovial middle age he idealized +her in memory (a sentimentalist, of course—he was Scotch); he never saw +her in her scraggy misery to be disillusioned; to him she was still the +wee bit lairdie's dochter, a vision that had dawned on his wretched +boyhood, a pleasant and pathetic memory. And for that reason he had a +curious kindness to her boy. That was why he introduced him to his boon<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[Pg 155]</a></span> +companions. He thought he was doing him a good turn.</p> + +<p>It was true that Allan made a phrase with a withered wisp of humanity +like young Wilson. Not that he failed to see through him, for he +christened him "a dried washing-clout." But Allan, like most +great-hearted Scots far from their native place, saw it through a veil +of sentiment; harsher features that would have been ever-present to his +mind if he had never left it disappeared from view, and left only the +finer qualities bright within his memory. And idealizing the place he +idealized its sons. To him they had a value not their own, just because +they knew the brig and the burn and the brae, and had sat upon the +school benches. He would have welcomed a dog from Barbie. It was from a +like generous emotion that he greeted the bodies so warmly on his visits +home—he thought they were as pleased to see him as he was to see them. +But they imputed false motives to his hearty greetings. Even as they +shook his hand the mean ones would think to themselves: "What does he +mean by this now? What's he up till? No doubt he'll be wanting something +off me!" They could not understand the gusto with which the returned +exile cried, "Ay, man, Jock Tamson, and how are ye?" They thought such +warmth must have a sinister intention.—A Scot revisiting his native +place ought to walk very quietly. For the parish is sizing him up.</p> + +<p>There were two things to be said against Allan, and two only—unless, of +course, you consider drink an objection. Wit with him was less the +moment's glittering flash than the anecdotal bang; it was a fine old +crusted blend which he stored in the cellars of his mind to bring forth +on suitable occasions, as cob-webby as his wine. And it tickled his +vanity to have a crowd of admiring youngsters round him to whom he might +retail his anecdotes, and play the brilliant <i>raconteur</i>. He had cronies +of his own years, and he was lordly and jovial amongst<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[Pg 156]</a></span> them—yet he +wanted another <i>entourage</i>. He was one of those middle-aged bachelors +who like a train of youngsters behind them, whom they favour in return +for homage. The wealthy man who had been a peasant lad delighted to act +the jovial host to sons of petty magnates from his home. Batch after +batch as they came up to College were drawn around him—partly because +their homage pleased him, and partly because he loved anything whatever +that came out of Barbie. There was no harm in Allan—though when his +face was in repose you saw the look in his eye at times of a man +defrauding his soul. A robustious young fellow of sense and brains would +have found in this lover of books and a bottle not a bad comrade. But he +was the worst of cronies for a weak swaggerer like Gourlay. For Gourlay, +admiring the older man's jovial power, was led on to imitate his faults, +to think them virtues and a credit; and he lacked the clear, cool head +that kept Allan's faults from flying away with him.</p> + +<p>At dinner that night there were several braw, braw lads of Barbie Water. +There were Tarmillan the doctor (a son of Irrendavie), Logan the +cashier, Tozer the Englishman, old Partan—a guileless and inquiring +mind—and half a dozen students raw from the west. The students were of +the kind that goes up to College with the hayseed sticking in its hair. +Two are in a Colonial Cabinet now, two are in the poorhouse. So they go.</p> + +<p>Tarmillan was the last to arrive. He came in sucking his thumb, into +which he had driven a splinter while conducting an experiment.</p> + +<p>"I've a morbid horror of lockjaw," he explained. "I never get a jag from +a pin but I see myself in the shape of a hoop, semicircular, with my +head on one end of a table, my heels on the other, and a doctor standing +on my navel trying to reduce the curvature."</p> + +<p>"Gosh!" said Partan, who was a literal fool, "is that the treatment they +purshoo?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[Pg 157]</a></span></p><p>"That's the treatment!" said Tarmillan, sizing up his man. "Oh, it's a +queer thing lockjaw! I remember when I was gold-mining in Tibet, one of +our carriers who died of lockjaw had such a circumbendibus in his body +that we froze him and made him the hoop of a bucket to carry our water +in. You see he was a thin bit man, and iron was scarce."</p> + +<p>"Ay, man!" cried Partan, "you've been in Tibet?"</p> + +<p>"Often," waved Tarmillan, "often! I used to go there every summer."</p> + +<p>Partan, who liked to extend his geographical knowledge, would have +talked of Tibet for the rest of the evening—and Tarmie would have told +him news—but Allan broke in.</p> + +<p>"How's the book, Tarmillan?" he inquired.</p> + +<p>Tarmillan was engaged on a treatise which those who are competent to +judge consider the best thing of its kind ever written.</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't ask me," he writhed. "Man, it's an irksome thing to write, +and to be asked about it makes you squirm. It's almost as offensive to +ask a man when his book will be out as to ask a woman when she'll be +delivered. I'm glad you invited me—to get away from the confounded +thing. It's become a blasted tyrant. A big work's a mistake; it's a +monster that devours the brain. I neglect my other work for that fellow +of mine; he bags everything I think. I never light on a new thing, but +'Hullo!' I cry, 'here's an idea for the book!' If you are engaged on a +big subject, all your thinking works into it or out of it."</p> + +<p>"M'yes," said Logan; "but that's a swashing way of putting it."</p> + +<p>"It's the danger of the aphorism," said Allan, "that it states too much +in trying to be small.—Tozer, what do you think?"</p> + +<p>"I never was engaged on a big subject," sniffed Tozer.</p> + +<p>"We're aware o' that!" said Tarmillan.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[Pg 158]</a></span></p><p>Tozer went under, and Tarmillan had the table. Allan was proud of him.</p> + +<p>"Courage is the great thing," said he. "It often succeeds by the mere +show of it. It's the timid man that a dog bites. Run <i>at</i> him and he +runs."</p> + +<p>He was speaking to himself rather than the table, admiring the courage +that had snubbed Tozer with a word. But his musing remark rang a bell in +young Gourlay. By Jove, he had thought that himself, so he had! He was a +hollow thing, he knew, but a buckram pretence prevented the world from +piercing to his hollowness. The son of his courageous sire (whom he +equally admired and feared) had learned to play the game of bluff. A +bold front was half the battle. He had worked out his little theory, and +it was with a shock of pleasure the timid youngster heard great Allan +give it forth. He burned to let him know that he had thought that too.</p> + +<p>To the youngsters, fat of face and fluffy of its circling down, the talk +was a banquet of the gods. For the first time in their lives they heard +ideas (such as they were) flung round them royally. They yearned to show +that they were thinkers too. And Gourlay was fired with the rest.</p> + +<p>"I heard a very good one the other day from old Bauldy Johnston," said +Allan, opening his usual wallet of stories when the dinner was in full +swing. At a certain stage of the evening "I heard a good one" was the +invariable keynote of his talk. If you displayed no wish to hear the +"good one," he was huffed. "Bauldy was up in Edinburgh," he went on, +"and I met him near the Scott Monument and took him to Lockhart's for a +dram. You remember what a friend he used to be of old Will Overton. I +wasn't aware, by-the-bye, that Will was dead till Bauldy told me. '<i>He +was a great fellow my friend Will</i>,' he rang out in yon deep voice of +his. '<i>The thumb-mark of his Maker was</i><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[Pg 159]</a></span> <i>wet in the clay of him</i>.' Man, +it made a quiver go down my spine."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Bauldy has been a kenned phrase-maker for the last forty year," +said Tarmillan. "But every other Scots peasant has the gift. To hear +Englishmen talk, you would think Carlyle was unique for the word that +sends the picture home—they give the man the credit of his race. But +I've heard fifty things better than 'willowy man' in the stable a-hame +on a wat day in hairst—fifty things better—from men just sitting on +the corn-kists and chowing beans."</p> + +<p>"I know a better one than that," said Allan. Tarmillan had told no +story, you observe, but Allan was so accustomed to saying "I know a +better one than that," that it escaped him before he was aware. "I +remember when Bauldy went off to Paris on the spree. He kept his mouth +shut when he came back, for he was rather ashamed o' the outburst. But +the bodies were keen to hear. 'What's the incense like in Notre Dame?' +said Johnny Coe, with his een big. '<i>Burning stink!</i>' said Bauldy."</p> + +<p>"I can cap that with a better one still," said Tarmillan, who wasn't to +be done by any man. "I was with Bauldy when he quarrelled Tam Gibb of +Hoochan-doe. Hoochan-doe's a yelling ass, and he threatened Bauldy—oh, +he would do this, and he would do that, and he would do the other thing. +'<i>Damn ye, would ye threaten me?</i>' cried Bauldy. '<i>I'll gar your brains +jaup red to the heavens!</i>' And I 'clare to God, sirs, a nervous man +looked up to see if the clouds werena spattered with the gore!"</p> + +<p>Tozer cleared a sarcastic windpipe.</p> + +<p>"Why do you clear your throat like that?" said Tarmillan—"like a craw +with the croup, on a bare branch against a gray sky in November! If I +had a throat like yours, I'd cut it and be done wi't."</p> + +<p>"I wonder what's the cause of that extraordinary<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[Pg 160]</a></span> vividness in the +speech of the Scotch peasantry?" said Allan—more to keep the blades +from bickering than from any wish to know.</p> + +<p>"It comes from a power of seeing things vividly inside your mind," said +a voice, timorous and wheezy, away down the table.</p> + +<p>What cockerel was this crowing?</p> + +<p>They turned, and beheld the blushing Gourlay.</p> + +<p>But Tarmillan and Tozer were at it again, and he was snubbed. Jimmy +Wilson sniggered, and the other youngsters enjoyed his discomfiture. +Huh! What right has <i>he</i> to set up his pipe?</p> + +<p>His shirt stuck to his back. He would have liked the ground to open and +swallow him.</p> + +<p>He gulped a huge swill of whisky to cover his vexation; and oh, the +mighty difference! A sudden courage flooded his veins. He turned with a +scowl on Wilson, and, "What the devil are <i>you</i> sniggering at?" he +growled. Logan, the only senior who marked the byplay, thought him a +hardy young spunkie.</p> + +<p>The moment the whisky had warmed the cockles of his heart Gourlay ceased +to care a rap for the sniggerers. Drink deadened his nervous perception +of the critics on his right and left, and set him free to follow his +idea undisturbed. It was an idea he had long cherished—being one of the +few that ever occurred to him. He rarely made phrases himself—though, +curiously enough, his father often did without knowing it—the harsh +grind of his character producing a flash. But Gourlay was aware of his +uncanny gift of visualization—or of "seeing things in the inside of his +head," as he called it—and vanity prompted the inference, that this was +the faculty that sprang the metaphor. His theory was now clear and +eloquent before him. He was realizing for the first time in his life +(with a sudden joy in the discovery) the effect of whisky to unloose the +brain; sentences went hurling through his brain with a fluency that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[Pg 161]</a></span> +thrilled. If he had the ear of the company, now he had the drink to +hearten him, he would show Wilson and the rest that he wasn't such a +blasted fool! In a room by himself he would have spouted to the empty +air.</p> + +<p>Some such point he had reached in the hurrying jumble of his thoughts +when Allan addressed him.</p> + +<p>Allan did not mean his guest to be snubbed. He was a gentleman at heart, +not a cad like Tozer; and this boy was the son of a girl whose laugh he +remembered in the gloamings at Tenshillingland.</p> + +<p>"I beg your pardon, John," he said in heavy benevolence—he had reached +that stage—"I beg your pardon. I'm afraid you was interrupted."</p> + +<p>Gourlay felt his heart a lump in his throat, but he rushed into speech.</p> + +<p>"Metaphor comes from the power of seeing things in the inside of your +head," said the unconscious disciple of Aristotle—"seeing them so vivid +that you see the likeness between them. When Bauldy Johnston said 'the +thumb-mark of his Maker was wet in the clay of him,' he <i>saw</i> the print +of a thumb in wet clay, and he <i>saw</i> the Almighty making a man out of +mud, the way He used to do in the Garden of Eden lang syne. So Bauldy +flashed the two ideas together, and the metaphor sprang! A man'll never +make phrases unless he can see things in the middle of his brain. <i>I</i> +can see things in the middle of my brain," he went on cockily—"anything +I want to! I don't need to shut my eyes either. They just come up before +me."</p> + +<p>"Man, you're young to have noticed these things, John," said Jock Allan. +"I never reasoned it out before, but I'm sure you're in the right o't."</p> + +<p>He spoke more warmly than he felt, because Gourlay had flushed and +panted and stammered (in spite of inspiring bold John Barleycorn) while +airing his little theory, and Allan wanted to cover him. But Gourlay<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[Pg 162]</a></span> +took it as a tribute to his towering mind. Oh, but he was the proud +mannikin. "Pass the watter!" he said to Jimmy Wilson, and Jimmy passed +it meekly.</p> + +<p>Logan took a fancy to Gourlay on the spot. He was a slow, sly, cosy man, +with a sideward laugh in his eye, a humid gleam. And because his blood +was so genial and so slow, he liked to make up to brisk young fellows, +whose wilder outbursts might amuse him. They quickened his sluggish +blood. No bad fellow, and good-natured in his heavy way, he was what the +Scotch call a "slug for the drink." A "slug for the drink" is a man who +soaks and never succumbs. Logan was the more dangerous a crony on that +account. Remaining sober while others grew drunk, he was always ready +for another dram, always ready with an oily chuckle for the sploring +nonsense of his satellites. He would see them home in the small hours, +taking no mean advantage over them, never scorning them because they +"couldn't carry it," only laughing at their daft vagaries. And next day +he would gurgle, "So-and-so was screwed last night, and, man, if you had +heard his talk!" Logan had enjoyed it. He hated to drink by himself, and +liked a splurging youngster with whom to go the rounds.</p> + +<p>He was attracted to Gourlay by the manly way he tossed his drink, and by +the false fire it put into him. But he made no immediate advance. He sat +smiling in creeshy benevolence, beaming on Gourlay but saying nothing. +When the party was ended, however, he made up to him going through the +door.</p> + +<p>"I'm glad to have met you, Mr. Gourlay," said he. "Won't you come round +to the Howff for a while?"</p> + +<p>"The Howff?" said Gourlay.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Logan; "haven't ye heard o't? It's a snug bit house where +some of the West Country billies forgather for a nicht at e'en. Oh, +nothing to speak of,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[Pg 163]</a></span> ye know—just a dram and a joke to pass the time +now and then!"</p> + +<p>"Aha!" laughed Gourlay, "there's worse than a drink, by Jove. It puts +smeddum in your blood!"</p> + +<p>Logan nipped the guard of his arm in heavy playfulness and led him to +the Howff.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVIII" id="CHAPTER_XVIII"></a>CHAPTER XVIII.</h2> + +<p>Young Gourlay had found a means of escaping from his foolish mind. By +the beginning of his second session he was as able a toper as a publican +could wish. The somewhat sordid joviality of Allan's ring, their +wit-combats that were somewhat crude, appeared to him the very acme of +social intercourse. To emulate Logan and Allan was his aim. But drink +appealed to him in many ways besides. Now when his too apprehensive +nerves were frightened by bugbears in his lonely room he could be off to +the Howff and escape them. And drink inspired him with false courage to +sustain his pose as a hardy rollicker. He had acquired a kind of +prestige since the night of Allan's party, and two of the fellows whom +he met there—Armstrong and Gillespie—became his friends at College and +the Howff. He swaggered before them as he had swaggered at school both +in Barbie and Skeighan, and now there was no Swipey Broon to cut him +over the coxcomb. Armstrong and Gillespie—though they saw through +him—let him run on, for he was not bad fun when he was splurging. He +found, too, when with his cronies that drink unlocked his mind, and gave +a free flow to his ideas. Nervous men are often impotent of speech from +very excess of perception; they realize not merely what they mean to +say, but with the nervous antennæ of their minds they feel the attitude +of every auditor. Distracted by lateral perceptions from the point +ahead, they blunder where blunter minds would go forward undismayed. +That<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</a></span> was the experience of young Gourlay. If he tried to talk freely +when sober, he always grew confused. But drink deadened the outer rim of +his perception and left it the clearer in the middle for its +concentration. In plainer language, when he was drunk he was less afraid +of being laughed at, and free of that fear he was a better speaker. He +was driven to drink, then, by every weakness of his character. As +nervous hypochondriac, as would-be swaggerer, as a dullard requiring +stimulus, he found that drink, to use his own language, gave him +"smeddum."</p> + +<p>With his second year he began the study of philosophy, and that added to +his woes. He had nerves to feel the Big Conundrum, but not the brains to +solve it; small blame to him for that, since philosophers have cursed +each other black in the face over it for the last five thousand years. +But it worried him. The strange and sinister detail of the world, that +had always been a horror to his mind, became more horrible beneath the +stimulus of futile thought. But whisky was the mighty cure. He was the +gentleman who gained notoriety on a memorable occasion by exclaiming, +"Metaphysics be damned; let us drink!" Omar and other bards have +expressed the same conclusion in more dulcet wise. But Gourlay's was +equally sincere. How sincere is another question.</p> + +<p>Curiously, an utterance of "Auld Tam," one of his professors, half +confirmed him in his evil ways.</p> + +<p>"I am speaking now," said Tam, "of the comfort of a true philosophy, +less of its higher aspect than its comfort to the mind of man. +Physically, each man is highest on the globe; intellectually, the +philosopher alone dominates the world. To him are only two entities that +matter—himself and the Eternal; or, if another, it is his fellow-man, +whom serving he serves the ultimate of being. But he is master of the +outer world. The mind, indeed, in its first blank outlook on life is +terrified by<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</a></span> the demoniac force of nature and the swarming misery of +man; by the vast totality of things, the cold remoteness of the starry +heavens, and the threat of the devouring seas. It is puny in their +midst."</p> + +<p>Gourlay woke up, and the sweat broke on him. Great Heaven, had Tam been +through it too!</p> + +<p>"At that stage," quoth the wise man, "the mind is dispersed in a +thousand perceptions and a thousand fears; there is no central greatness +in the soul. It is assailed by terrors which men sunk in the material +never seem to feel. Phenomena, uninformed by thought, bewilder and +depress."</p> + +<p>"Just like me!" thought Gourlay, and listened with a thrilling interest +because it was "just like him."</p> + +<p>"But the labyrinth," said Tam, with a ring in his voice as of one who +knew—"the labyrinth cannot appal the man who has found a clue to its +windings. A mind that has attained to thought lives in itself, and the +world becomes its slave. Its formerly distracted powers rally home; it +is central, possessing, not possessed. The world no longer frightens, +being understood. Its sinister features are accidents that will pass +away, and they gradually cease to be observed. For real thinkers know +the value of a wise indifference. And that is why they are often the +most genial men; unworried by the transient, they can smile and wait, +sure of their eternal aim. The man to whom the infinite beckons is not +to be driven from his mystic quest by the ambush of a temporal fear; +there is no fear—it has ceased to exist. That is the comfort of a true +philosophy—if a man accepts it not merely mechanically, from another, +but feels it in breath and blood and every atom of his being. With a +warm surety in his heart, he is undaunted by the outer world. That, +gentlemen, is what thought can do for a man."</p> + +<p>"By Jove," thought Gourlay, "that's what whisky does for me!"</p> + +<p>And that, on a lower level, was what whisky did.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[Pg 167]</a></span> He had no conception +of what Tam really meant; there were people, indeed, who used to think +that Tam never knew what he meant himself. They were as little able as +Gourlay to appreciate the mystic, through the radiant haze of whose mind +thoughts loomed on you sudden and big, like mountain tops in a sunny +mist, the grander for their dimness. But Gourlay, though he could not +understand, felt the fortitude of whisky was somehow akin to the +fortitude described. In the increased vitality it gave he was able to +tread down the world. If he walked on a wretched day in a wretched +street, when he happened to be sober, his mind was hither and yon in a +thousand perceptions and a thousand fears, fastening to (and fastened +to) each squalid thing around. But with whisky humming in his blood he +paced onward in a happy dream. The wretched puddles by the way, the +frowning rookeries where misery squalled, the melancholy noises of the +street, were passed unheeded by. His distracted powers rallied home; he +was concentrate, his own man again, the hero of his musing mind. For, +like all weak men of a vivid fancy, he was constantly framing dramas of +which he was the towering lord. The weakling who never "downed" men in +reality was always "downing" them in thought. His imaginary triumphs +consoled him for his actual rebuffs. As he walked in a tipsy dream, he +was "standing up" to somebody, hurling his father's phrases at him, +making short work of <i>him</i>! If imagination paled, the nearest tavern +supplied a remedy, and flushed it to a radiant glow. Whereupon he had +become the master of his world, and not its slave.</p> + +<p>"Just imagine," he thought, "whisky doing for me what philosophy seems +to do for Tam. It's a wonderful thing the drink!"</p> + +<p>His second session wore on, and when near its close Tam gave out the +subject for the Raeburn.</p> + +<p>The Raeburn was a poor enough prize—a few books for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[Pg 168]</a></span> an "essay in the +picturesque;" but it had a peculiar interest for the folk of Barbie. +Twenty years ago it was won four years in succession by men from the +valley; and the unusual run of luck fixed it in their minds. Thereafter +when an unsuccessful candidate returned to his home, he was sure to be +asked very pointedly, "Who won the Raeburn the year?" to rub into him +their perception that he at least had been a failure. A bodie would +dander slowly up, saying, "Ay, man, ye've won hame!" Then, having mused +awhile, would casually ask, "By-the-bye, who won the Raeburn the year? +Oh, it was a Perthshire man! It used to come our airt, but we seem to +have lost the knack o't! Oh yes, sir, Barbie bred writers in those days, +but the breed seems to have decayed." Then he would murmur dreamily, as +if talking to himself, "Jock Goudie was the last that got it hereaway. +But <i>he</i> was a clever chap."</p> + +<p>The caustic bodie would dander away with a grin, leaving a poor writhing +soul. When he reached the Cross he would tell the Deacon blithely of the +"fine one he had given him," and the Deacon would lie in wait to give +him a fine one too. In Barbie, at least, your returning student is never +met at the station with a brass band, whatever may happen in more +emotional districts of the North, where it pleases them to shed the +tear.</p> + +<p>"An Arctic Night" was the inspiring theme which Tam set for the Raeburn.</p> + +<p>"A very appropriate subject!" laughed the fellows; "quite in the style +of his own lectures." For Tam, though wise and a humorist, had his prosy +hours. He used to lecture on the fifteen characteristics of Lady Macbeth +(so he parcelled the unhappy Queen), and he would announce quite +gravely, "We will now approach the discussion of the eleventh feature of +the lady."</p> + +<p>Gourlay had a shot at the Raeburn. He could not bring a radiant fullness +of mind to bear upon his task<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[Pg 169]</a></span> (it was not in him to bring), but his +morbid fancy set to work of its own accord. He saw a lonely little town +far off upon the verge of Lapland night, leagues and leagues across a +darkling plain, dark itself and little and lonely in the gloomy +splendour of a Northern sky. A ship put to sea, and Gourlay heard in his +ears the skirl of the man who went overboard—struck dead by the icy +water on his brow, which smote the brain like a tomahawk.</p> + +<p>He put his hand to his own brow when he wrote that, and, "Yes," he cried +eagerly, "it would be the <i>cold</i> would kill the brain! Ooh-ooh, how it +would go in!"</p> + +<p>A world of ice groaned round him in the night; bergs ground on each +other and were rent in pain; he heard the splash of great fragments +tumbled in the deep, and felt the waves of their distant falling lift +the vessel beneath him in the darkness. To the long desolate night came +a desolate dawn, and eyes were dazed by the encircling whiteness; yet +there flashed green slanting chasms in the ice, and towering pinnacles +of sudden rose, lonely and far away. An unknown sea beat upon an unknown +shore, and the ship drifted on the pathless waters, a white dead man at +the helm.</p> + +<p>"Yes, by Heaven," cried Gourlay, "I can see it all, I can see it +all—that fellow standing at the helm, frozen white and as stiff's an +icicle!"</p> + +<p>Yet, do what he might, he was unable to fill more than half a dozen +small pages. He hesitated whether he should send them in, and held them +in his inky fingers, thinking he would burn them. He was full of pity +for his own inability. "I wish I was a clever chap," he said mournfully.</p> + +<p>"Ach, well, I'll try my luck," he muttered at last, "though Tam may guy +me before the whole class for doing so little o't."</p> + +<p>The Professor, however (unlike the majority of Scottish professors), +rated quality higher than quantity.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[Pg 170]</a></span></p><p>"I have learned a great deal myself," he announced on the last day of +the session—"I have learned a great deal myself from the papers sent in +on the subject of an 'Arctic Night.'"</p> + +<p>"Hear, hear!" said an insolent student at the back.</p> + +<p>"Where, where?" said the Professor; "stand up, sir!"</p> + +<p>A gigantic Borderer rose blushing into view, and was greeted with howls +of derision by his fellows. Tam eyed him, and he winced.</p> + +<p>"You will apologize in my private room at the end of the hour," said +Aquinas, as the students used to call him. "Learn that this is not a +place to bray in."</p> + +<p>The giant slunk down, trying to hide himself.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Tam, "I have learned what a poor sense of proportion some of +you students seem to have. It was not to see who could write the most, +but who could write the best, that I set the theme. One gentleman—he +has been careful to give me his full name and address," twinkled Tam, +and picking up a huge manuscript he read it from the outer page, "Mr. +Alexander MacTavish of Benmacstronachan, near Auchnapeterhoolish, in the +island of South Uist—has sent me in no less than a hundred and +fifty-three closely-written pages! I dare say it's the size of the +adjectives he uses that makes the thing so heavy," quoth Tam, and +dropped it thudding on his desk. "Life is short, the art of the +MacTavish long, and to tell the truth, gentlemen"—he gloomed at them +humorously—"to tell the truth, I stuck in the middle o't!" (Roars of +laughter, and a reproving voice, "Oh, ta pold MacTa-avish!" whereat +there was pandemonium). MacTavish was heard to groan, "Oh, why tid I +leave my home!" to which a voice responded in mocking antiphone, "Why +tid you cross ta teep?" The noise they made was heard at Holyrood.</p> + +<p>When the tumult and the shouting died, Tam resumed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[Pg 171]</a></span> with a quiver in his +voice, for "ta pold MacTavish" had tickled him too. "Now, gentlemen," he +said, "I don't judge essays by their weight, though I'm told they +sometimes pursue that method in Glasgow!"</p> + +<p>(Groans for the rival University, cries of "Oh-oh-oh!" and a weary +voice, "Please, sir, don't mention that place; it makes me feel quite +ill.")</p> + +<p>The Professor allayed the tumult with dissuasive palm.</p> + +<p>"I believe," he said dryly, "you call that noise of yours 'the College +Tramp;' in the Senatus we speak o't as 'the Cuddies' Trudge.' Now +gentlemen, I'm not unwilling to allow a little noise on the last day of +the session, but really you must behave more quietly.—So little does +that method of judging essays commend itself to me, I may tell you, that +the sketch which I consider the best barely runs to half a dozen short +pages."</p> + +<p>Young Gourlay's heart gave a leap within him; he felt it thudding on his +ribs. The skin crept on him, and he breathed with quivering nostrils. +Gillespie wondered why his breast heaved.</p> + +<p>"It's a curious sketch," said the Professor. "It contains a serious +blunder in grammar and several mistakes in spelling, but it shows, in +some ways, a wonderful imagination."</p> + +<p>"Ho, ho!" thought Gourlay.</p> + +<p>"Of course there are various kinds of imagination," said Tam. "In its +lowest form it merely recalls something which the eyes have already +seen, and brings it vividly before the mind. A higher form pictures +something which you never saw, but only conceived as a possible +existence. Then there's the imagination which not only sees but +hears—actually hears what a man would say on a given occasion, and +entering into his blood, tells you exactly why he does it. The highest +form is both creative and consecrative, if I may use the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[Pg 172]</a></span> word, merging +in diviner thought. It irradiates the world. Of that high power there is +no evidence in the essay before me. To be sure there was little occasion +for its use."</p> + +<p>Young Gourlay's thermometer went down.</p> + +<p>"Indeed," said Aquinas, "there's a curious want of bigness in the +sketch—no large nobility of phrase. It is written in gaspy little +sentences, and each sentence begins 'and'—'and'—'and,' like a +schoolboy's narrative. It's as if a number of impressions had seized the +writer's mind, which he jotted down hurriedly, lest they should escape +him. But, just because it's so little wordy, it gets the effect of the +thing—faith, sirs, it's right on to the end of it every time! The +writing of some folk is nothing but a froth of words—lucky if it +glistens without, like a blobber of iridescent foam. But in this sketch +there's a perception at the back of every sentence. It displays, indeed, +too nervous a sense of the external world."</p> + +<p>"Name, name!" cried the students, who were being deliberately worked by +Tam to a high pitch of curiosity.</p> + +<p>"I would strongly impress on the writer," said the shepherd, heedless of +his bleating sheep—"I would strongly impress on the writer to set +himself down for a spell of real, hard, solid, and deliberate thought. +That almost morbid perception, with philosophy to back it, might create +an opulent and vivid mind. Without philosophy it would simply be a +curse. With philosophy it would bring thought the material to work on. +Without philosophy it would simply distract and irritate the mind."</p> + +<p>"Name, name!" cried the fellows.</p> + +<p>"The winner of the Raeburn," said Thomas Aquinas, "is Mr. John Gourlay."</p> + +<p class="center">* * * * *</p> + +<p>Gourlay and his friends made for the nearest <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[Pg 173]</a></span>public-house. The +occasion, they thought, justified a drink. The others chaffed Gourlay +about Tam's advice.</p> + +<p>"You know, Jack," said Gillespie, mimicking the sage, "what you have got +to do next summer is to set yourself down for a spell of real, hard, +solid, and deliberate thought. That was Tam's advice, you know."</p> + +<p>"Him and his advice!" said Gourlay.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[Pg 174]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIX" id="CHAPTER_XIX"></a>CHAPTER XIX.</h2> + +<p>There were only four other passengers dropped by the eleven o'clock +express at Skeighan station, and, as it happened, young Gourlay knew +them all. They were petty merchants of the neighbourhood whom he had +often seen about Barbie. The sight of their remembered faces as he +stepped on to the platform gave him a delightful sense that he was +nearing home. He had passed from the careless world where he was nobody +at all to the familiar circle where he was a somebody, a mentioned man, +and the son of a mentioned man—young Mr. Gourlay!</p> + +<p>He had a feeling of superiority to the others, too, because they were +mere local journeyers, while he had travelled all the way from mighty +Edinburgh by the late express. He was returning from the outer world, +while they were bits of bodies who had only been to Fechars. As +Edinburgh was to Fechars so was he to them. Round him was the halo of +distance and the mystery of night-travelling. He felt big.</p> + +<p>"Have you a match, Robert?" he asked very graciously of Robin Gregg, one +of the porters whom he knew. Getting his match, he lit a cigarette; and +when it was lit, after one quick puff, turned it swiftly round to +examine its burning end. "Rotten!" he said, and threw it away to light +another. The porters were watching him, and he knew it. When the +stationmaster appeared yawning from his office, as he was passing +through the gate, and asked who it was, it flattered his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[Pg 175]</a></span> vanity to hear +Robin's answer, that it was "young Mr. Gourlay of Barbie, just back from +the Univ-ai-rsity!"</p> + +<p>He had been so hot for home that he had left Edinburgh at twilight, too +eager to wait for the morrow. There was no train for Barbie at this hour +of the night; and, of course, there was no gig to meet him. Even if he +had sent word of his coming, "There's no need for travelling so late," +old Gourlay would have growled; "let him shank it. We're in no hurry to +have him home."</p> + +<p>He set off briskly, eager to see his mother and tell her he had won the +Raeburn. The consciousness of his achievement danced in his blood, and +made the road light to his feet. His thoughts were not with the country +round him, but entirely in the moment of his entrance, when he should +proclaim his triumph, with proud enjoyment of his mother's pride. His +fancy swept to his journey's end, and took his body after, so that the +long way was as nothing, annihilate by the leap forward of his mind.</p> + +<p>He was too vain, too full of himself and his petty triumph, to have room +for the beauty of the night. The sky was one sea of lit cloud, foamy +ridge upon ridge over all the heavens, and each wave was brimming with +its own whiteness, seeming unborrowed of the moon. Through one +peep-hole, and only one, shone a distant star, a faint white speck far +away, dimmed by the nearer splendours of the sky. Sometimes the thinning +edge of a cloud brightened in spume, and round the brightness came a +circle of umber, making a window of fantastic glory for Dian the queen; +there her white vision peeped for a moment on the world, and the next +she was hid behind a fleecy veil, witching the heavens. Gourlay was +alone with the wonder of the night. The light from above him was +softened in a myriad boughs, no longer mere light and cold, but a spirit +indwelling as their soul, and they were boughs no longer but a woven +dream.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[Pg 176]</a></span> He walked beneath a shadowed glory. But he was dead to it all. +One only fact possessed him. He had won the Raeburn—he had won the +Raeburn! The road flew beneath him.</p> + +<p>Almost before he was aware, the mean gray streets of Barbie had clipped +him round. He stopped, panting from the hurry of his walk, and looked at +the quiet houses, all still among the gloom. He realized with a sudden +pride that he alone was in conscious possession of the town. Barbie +existed to no other mind. All the others were asleep; while he had a +thrilling consciousness of them and of their future attitude to him, +they did not know that he, the returning great one, was present in their +midst. They all knew of the Raeburn, however, and ere long they would +know that it was his. He was glad to hug his proud secret in presence of +the sleeping town, of which he would be the talk to-morrow. How he would +surprise them! He stood for a little, gloating in his own sensations. +Then a desire to get home tugged him, and he scurried up the long brae.</p> + +<p>He stole round the corner of the House with the Green Shutters. Roger, +the collie, came at him with a bow-wow-wow. "Roger!" he whispered, and +cuddled him, and the old loyalist fawned on him and licked his hand. The +very smell of the dog was couthie in his nose.</p> + +<p>The window of a bedroom went up with a crash.</p> + +<p>"Now, then, who the devil are you?" came the voice of old Gourlay.</p> + +<p>"It's me, faither," said John.</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's you, is it? This is a fine time o' night to come home."</p> + +<p>"Faither, I have—I have won the Raeburn!"</p> + +<p>"It'll keep, my mannie, it'll keep"—and the window slammed.</p> + +<p>Next moment it was up.</p> + +<p>"Did young Wilson get onything?" came the eager cry.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[Pg 177]</a></span></p><p>"Nut him!" said John.</p> + +<p>"Fine, man! Damned, sir, I'm proud o' ye!"</p> + +<p>John went round the corner treading on air. For the first time in his +life his father had praised him.</p> + +<p>He peeped through a kink at the side of the kitchen blind, where its +descent was arrested by a flowerpot in the corner of the window-sill. As +he had expected, though it was long past midnight, his mother was not +yet in bed. She was folding a white cloth over her bosom, and about her, +on the backs of chairs, there were other such cloths, drying by the +fire. He watched her curiously; once he seemed to hear a whimpering +moan. When she buttoned her dress above the cloth, she gazed sadly at +the dying embers—the look of one who has gained short respite from a +task of painful tendance on the body, yet is conscious that the task and +the pain are endless, and will have to be endured, to-morrow and +to-morrow, till she dies. It was the fixed gaze of utter weariness and +apathy. A sudden alarm for his mother made John cry her name.</p> + +<p>She flew to the door, and in a moment had him in her arms. He told his +news, and basked in her adoration.</p> + +<p>She came close to him, and "John," she said in a smiling whisper, +big-eyed, "John," she breathed, "would ye like a dram?" It was as if she +was propounding a roguish plan in some dear conspiracy.</p> + +<p>He laughed. "Well," he said, "seeing we have won the Raeburn, you and I, +I think we might."</p> + +<p>He heard her fumbling in the distant pantry. He smiled to himself as he +listened to the clinking glass, and, "By Jove," said he, "a mother's a +fine thing!"</p> + +<p>"Where's Janet?" he asked when she returned. He wanted another +worshipper.</p> + +<p>"Oh, she gangs to bed the moment it's dark," his mother complained, like +one aggrieved. "She's always saying that she's ill. I thocht when she +grew up that she might be a wee help, but she's no use at all. And<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[Pg 178]</a></span> I'm +sure, if a' was kenned, I have more to complain o' than she has. Atweel +ay," she said, and stared at the embers.</p> + +<p>It rarely occurs to young folk who have never left their homes that +their parents may be dying soon; from infancy they have known them as +established facts of nature like the streams and hills; they expect them +to remain. But the young who have been away for six months are often +struck by a tragic difference in their elders on returning home. To +young Gourlay there was a curious difference in his mother. She was +almost beautiful to-night. Her blue eyes were large and glittering, her +ears waxen and delicate, and her brown hair swept low on her blue-veined +temples. Above and below her lips there was a narrow margin of the +purest white.</p> + +<p>"Mother," he said anxiously, "you're not ill, are ye? What do ye need so +many wee clouts for?"</p> + +<p>She gasped and started. "They're just a wheen clouts I was sorting out," +she faltered. "No, no, dear, there's noathing wrong wi' me."</p> + +<p>"There's one sticking in your blouse," said he, and pointed to her slack +breast.</p> + +<p>She glanced nervously down and pushed it farther in.</p> + +<p>"I dare say I put it there when I wasna thinking," she explained.</p> + +<p>But she eyed him furtively to see if he were still looking.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[Pg 179]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XX" id="CHAPTER_XX"></a>CHAPTER XX.</h2> + +<p>There is nothing worse for a weakling than a small success. The strong +man tosses it beneath his feet as a step to rise higher on. He squeezes +it into its proper place as a layer in the life he is building. If his +memory dwells on it for a moment, it is only because of its valuable +results, not because in itself it is a theme for vanity. And if he be +higher than strong he values not it, but the exercise of getting it; +viewing his actual achievement, he is apt to reflect, "Is this pitiful +thing, then, all that I toiled for?" Finer natures often experience a +keen depression and sense of littleness in the pause that follows a +success. But the fool is so swollen by thought of his victory that he is +unfit for all healthy work till somebody jags him and lets the gas out. +He never forgets the great thing he fancies he did thirty years ago, and +expects the world never to forget it either. The more of a weakling he +is, and the more incapable of repeating his former triumph, the more he +thinks of it; and the more he thinks of it the more it satisfies his +meagre soul, and prevents him essaying another brave venture in the +world. His petty achievement ruins him. The memory of it never leaves +him, but swells to a huge balloon that lifts him off his feet and +carries him heavens-high—till it lands him on a dunghill. Even from +that proud eminence he oft cock-a-doodles his former triumph to the +world. "Man, you wouldn't think to see me here that I once held a great +position. Thirty year back I did a big thing. It was like this, ye see." +And then<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[Pg 180]</a></span> follows a recital of his faded glories—generally ending with +a hint that a drink would be very acceptable.</p> + +<p>Even such a weakling was young Gourlay. His success in Edinburgh, petty +as it was, turned his head, and became one of the many causes working to +destroy him. All that summer at Barbie he swaggered and drank on the +strength of it.</p> + +<p>On the morning after his return he clothed himself in fine raiment (he +was always well dressed till the end came), and sallied forth to +dominate the town. As he swaggered past the Cross, smoking a cigarette, +he seemed to be conscious that the very walls of the houses watched him +with unusual eyes, as if even they felt that yon was John Gourlay whom +they had known as a boy, proud wearer now of the academic wreath, the +conquering hero returned to his home. So Gourlay figured them. He, the +disconsidered, had shed a lustre on the ancient walls. They were +tributaries to his new importance—somehow their attitude was different +from what it had ever been before. It was only his self-conscious +bigness, of course, that made even inanimate things seem the feeders of +his greatness. As Gourlay, always alive to obscure emotions which he +could never express in words, mused for a moment over the strange new +feeling that had come to him, a gowsterous voice hailed him from the +Black Bull door. He turned, and Peter Wylie, hearty and keen like his +father, stood him a drink in honour of his victory, which was already +buzzed about the town.</p> + +<p>Drucken Wabster's wife had seen to that. "Ou," she cried, "his mother's +daft about it, the silly auld thing; she can speak o' noathing else. +Though Gourlay gies her very little to come and go on, she slipped him a +whole sovereign this morning, to keep his pouch. Think o' that, kimmers; +heard ye ever sic extravagance! I saw her doin'd wi' my own eyes. It's +aince wud and aye waur<a name="FNanchor_6_6" id="FNanchor_6_6"></a><a href="#Footnote_6_6" class="fnanchor">[6]</a> wi' her, I'm thinking. But the wastefu'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[Pg 181]</a></span> +wife's the waefu' widow, she should keep in mind. She's far owre +browdened upon yon boy. I'm sure I howp good may come o't, but——" and +with an ominous shake of the head she ended the Websterian harangue.</p> + +<p>When Peter Wylie left him Gourlay lit a cigarette and stood at the +Cross, waiting for the praises yet to be. The Deacon toddled forward on +his thin shanks.</p> + +<p>"Man Dyohn, you're won hame, I thee. Ay, man! And how are ye?"</p> + +<p>Gourlay surveyed him with insolent, indolent eyes. "Oh, I'm all +rai-ight, Deacon," he swaggered; "how are ye-ow?" and he sent a puff of +tobacco smoke down through his nostrils.</p> + +<p>"I declare!" said the Deacon. "I never thaw onybody thmoke like that +before! That'll be one of the thingth ye learn at College, no doubt."</p> + +<p>"Ya-as," yawned Gourlay; "it gives you the full flavour of the we-eed."</p> + +<p>The Deacon glimmered over him with his eyes. "The weed," said he. "Jutht +tho! Imphm. The weed."</p> + +<p>Then worthy Mister Allardyce tried another opening. "But, dear me!" he +cried, "I'm forgetting entirely. I must congratulate ye. Ye've been +doing wonderth, they tell me, up in Embro."</p> + +<p>"Just a little bit," swaggered Gourlay, right hand on outshot hip, left +hand flaunting a cigarette in air most delicate, tobacco smoke curling +from his lofty nose. He looked down his face at the Deacon. "Just a +little bit, Mr. Allardyce, just a little bit. I tossed the thing off in +a twinkling."</p> + +<p>"Ay man, Dyohn," said the Deacon with great solicitude; "but you maunna +work that brain o' yours too hard, though. A heid like yours doesna come +through the hatter's hand ilka day o' the week; you mutht be careful not +to put too great a thtrain on't. Ay, ay; often the best machine's the +easiest broken and the warst to mend. You should take a rest and enjoy +yourself.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[Pg 182]</a></span> But there! what need I be telling <i>you</i> that? A College-bred +man like you kenth far better about it than a thilly auld country bodie! +You'll be meaning to have a grand holiday and lots o' fun—a dram now +and then, eh, and mony a rattle in the auld man's gig?"</p> + +<p>At this assault on his weak place Gourlay threw away his important +manner with the end of his cigarette. He could never maintain the lofty +pose for more than five minutes at a time.</p> + +<p>"You're <i>right</i>, Deacon," he said, nodding his head with splurging +sincerity. "I mean to have a demned good holiday. One's glad to get back +to the old place after six months in Edinburgh."</p> + +<p>"Atweel," said the Deacon. "But, man, have you tried the new whisky at +the Black Bull?—I thaw ye in wi' Pate Wylie. It'th extr'ornar +gude—thaft as the thang o' a mavis on a nicht at e'en, and fiery as a +Highland charge."—It was not in character for the Deacon to say such a +thing, but whisky makes the meanest of Scots poetical. He elevates the +manner to the matter, and attains the perfect style.—"But no doubt," +the cunning old prier went on, with a smiling suavity in his voice—"but +no doubt a man who knowth Edinburgh tho well as you will have a +favourite blend of hith own. I notice that University men have a fine +taste in thpirits."</p> + +<p>"I generally prefer 'Kinblythmont's Cure,'" said Gourlay, with the air +of a connoisseur. "But 'Anderson's Sting o' Delight' 's very good, and +so's 'Balsillie's Brig o' the Mains.'"</p> + +<p>"Ay," said the Deacon. "Ay, ay! 'Brig o' the Mains' ith what Jock Allan +drinks. He'll pree noathing else. I dare thay you thee a great deal of +him in Embro."</p> + +<p>"Oh, every week," swaggered Gourlay. "We're always together, he and I."</p> + +<p>"Alwayth thegither!" said the Deacon.</p> + +<p>It was not true that Allan and Gourlay were together at all times. Allan +was kind to Jean Richmond's son<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[Pg 183]</a></span> (in his own ruinous way), but not to +the extent of being burdened with the cub half a dozen times a week. +Gourlay was merely boasting—as young blades are apt to do of +acquaintance with older roisterers. They think it makes them seem men of +the world. And in his desire to vaunt his comradeship with Allan, John +failed to see that Allardyce was scooping him out like an oyster.</p> + +<p>"Ay man," resumed the Deacon; "he's a hearty fellow, Jock. No doubt you +have the great thprees?"</p> + +<p>"Sprees!" gurgled Gourlay, and flung back his head with a laugh. "I +should think we have. There was a great foy at Allan's the night before +I left Edinburgh. Tarmillan was there—d'ye know, yon's the finest +fellow I ever met in my life!—and Bauldy Logan—he's another great +chap. Then there was Armstrong and Gillespie—great friends of mine, and +damned clever fellows they are, too, I can tell you. Besides us three +there were half a dozen more from the College. You should have heard the +talk! And every man-jack was as drunk as a lord. The last thing I +remember is some of us students dancing round a lamp-post while Logan +whistled a jig."</p> + +<p>Though Gourlay the elder hated the Deacon, he had never warned his son +to avoid him. To have said "Allardyce is dangerous" would have been to +pay the old malignant too great a compliment; it would have been beneath +John Gourlay to admit that a thing like Allardyce could harm him and +his. Young Gourlay, therefore, when once set agoing by the Deacon's deft +management, blurted everything without a hanker. Even so, however, he +felt that he had gone too far. He glanced anxiously at his companion. +"Mum's the word about this, of course," he said with a wink. "It would +never do for this to be known about the 'Green Shutters.'"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm ath thound ath a bell, Dyohn, I'm ath thound ath a bell," said +the Deacon. "Ay, man! You jutht bear out what I have alwayth underthood<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[Pg 184]</a></span> +about the men o' brainth. They're the heartiest devilth after a'. Burns, +that the baker raves so muckle o', was jutht another o' the thame—jutht +another o' the thame. We'll be hearing o' you boys—Pate Wylie and you +and a wheen mair—having rare ploys in Barbie through the thummer."</p> + +<p>"Oh, we'll kick up a bit of a dust," Gourlay sniggered, well pleased. +Had not the Deacon ranked him in the robustious great company of Burns! +"I say, Deacon, come in and have a nip."</p> + +<p>"There's your faither," grinned the Deacon.</p> + +<p>"Eh? what?" cried Gourlay in alarm, and started round, to see his father +and the Rev. Mr. Struthers advancing up the Fechars Road. +"Eh—eh—Deacon—I—I'll see you again about the nip."</p> + +<p>"Jutht tho," grinned the Deacon. "We'll postpone the drink to a more +convenient opportunity."</p> + +<p>He toddled away, having no desire that old Gourlay should find him +talking to his son. If Gourlay suspected him of pulling the young +fellow's leg, likely as not he would give an exhibition of his demned +unpleasant manners.</p> + +<p>Gourlay and the minister came straight towards the student. Of the Rev. +Mr. Struthers it may be said with truth that he would have cut a +remarkable figure in any society. He had big splay feet, short stout +legs, and a body of such bulging bulbosity that all the droppings of his +spoon—which were many—were caught on the round of his black waistcoat, +which always looked as if it had just been spattered by a gray shower. +His eyebrows were bushy and white, and the hairs slanting up and out +rendered the meagre brow even narrower than it was. His complexion, more +especially in cold weather, was a dark crimson. The purply colour of his +face was intensified by the pure whiteness of the side whiskers +projecting stiffly by his ears, and in mid-week, when he was unshaven, +his redness revealed more plainly, in turn,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[Pg 185]</a></span> the short gleaming stubble +that lay like rime on his chin. His eyes goggled, and his manner at all +times was that of a staring and earnest self-importance. "Puffy +Importance" was one of his nicknames.</p> + +<p>Struthers was a man of lowly stock who, after a ten years' desperate +battle with his heavy brains, succeeded at the long last of it in +passing the examinations required for the ministry. The influence of a +wealthy patron then presented him to Barbie. Because he had taken so +long to get through the University himself, he constantly magnified the +place in his conversation, partly to excuse his own slowness in getting +through it, partly that the greater glory might redound on him who had +conquered it at last, and issued from its portals a fat and prosperous +alumnus. Stupid men who have mastered a system, not by intuition but by +a plodding effort of slow years, always exaggerate its importance—did +it not take them ten years to understand it? Whoso has passed the +system, then, is to their minds one of a close corporation, of a select +and intellectual few, and entitled to pose before the uninitiate. +Because their stupidity made the thing difficult, their vanity leads +them to exalt it. Woe to him that shall scoff at any detail! To +Struthers the Senatus Academicus was an august assemblage worthy of the +Roman Curia, and each petty academic rule was a law sacrosanct and holy. +He was for ever talking of the "Univairsity." "Mind ye," he would say, +"it takes a long time to understand even the workings of the +Univairsity—the Senatus and such-like; it's not for every one to +criticize." He implied, of course, that he had a right to criticize, +having passed triumphant through the mighty test. This vanity of his was +fed by a peculiar vanity of some Scots peasants, who like to discuss +Divinity Halls, and so on, because to talk of these things shows that +they too are intelligent men, and know the awful intellectual ordeal +required of a "Meenister." When a peasant says, "He went through his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[Pg 186]</a></span> +Arts course in three years, and got a kirk the moment he was licensed," +he wants you to see that he's a smart man himself, and knows what he's +talking of. There were several men in Barbie who liked to talk in that +way, and among them Puffy Importance, when graciously inclined, found +ready listeners to his pompous blether about the "Univairsity." But what +he liked best of all was to stop a newly-returned student in full view +of the people, and talk learnedly of his courses—dear me, ay—of his +courses, and his matriculations, and his lectures, and his graduations, +and his thingumbobs. That was why he bore down upon our great essayist.</p> + +<p>"Allow me to congratulate you, John," he said, with heavy solemnity; for +Struthers always made a congregation of his listener, and droned as if +mounted for a sermon. "Ye have done excellently well this session; ye +have indeed. Ex-cellently well—ex-cellently well!"</p> + +<p>Gourlay blushed and thanked him.</p> + +<p>"Tell me now," said the cleric, "do you mean to take your Arts course in +three years or four? A loang Arts course is a grand thing for a +clairgyman. Even if he spends half a dozen years on't he won't be +wasting his time!"</p> + +<p>Gourlay glanced at his father. "I mean to try't in three," he said. His +father had threatened him that he must get through his Arts in three +years—without deigning, of course, to give any reason for the threat.</p> + +<p>"We-ell," said Mr. Struthers, gazing down the Fechars Road, as if +visioning great things, "it will require a strenuous and devoted +application—a strenuous and devoted application—even from the man of +abeelity you have shown yourself to be. Tell me now," he went on, "have +ye heard ainything of the new Professor of Exegesis? D'ye know how he's +doing?"</p> + +<p>Young Gourlay knew nothing of the new Professor<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[Pg 187]</a></span> of Exegesis, but he +answered, "Very well, I believe," at a venture.</p> + +<p>"Oh, he's sure to do well, he's sure to do well! He's one of the best +men we have in the Church. I have just finished his book on the +Epheesians. It's most profound! It has taken me a whole year to master +it." ("Garvie on the Ephesians" is a book of a hundred and eighty +pages.) "And, by the way," said the parson, stooping to Scotch in his +ministerial jocoseness, "how's auld Tam, in whose class you were a +prize-winner? He was appointed to the professoriate the same year that I +obtained my licence. I remember to have heard him deliver a lecture on +German philosophy, and I thought it excellently good. But perhaps," he +added, with solemn and pondering brows—"perhaps he was a little too +fond of Hegel. Yess, I am inclined to think that he was a little too +fond of Hegel." Mrs. Eccles, listening from the Black Bull door, +wondered if Hegel was a drink.</p> + +<p>"He's very popular," said young Gourlay.</p> + +<p>"Oh, he's sure to be popular; he merits the very greatest popple-arity. +And he would express himself as being excellently well pleased with your +theme? What did he say of it, may I venture to inquire?"</p> + +<p>Beneath the pressure of his father's presence young Gourlay did not dare +to splurge. "He seemed to think there was something in it," he answered, +modestly enough.</p> + +<p>"Oh, he would be sure to think there was something in it," said the +minister, staring, and wagging his pow. "Not a doubt of tha-at, not a +doubt of tha-at! There must have been something in it to obtain the palm +of victory in the face of such prodigious competeetion. It's the +see-lect intellect of Scotland that goes to the Univairsity, and only +the ee-lect of the see-lect win the palm. And it's an augury of great +good for the future. Abeelity to write is a splendid thing for the +Church.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[Pg 188]</a></span> Good-bye, John, and allow me to express once moar my great +satisfaction that a pareeshioner of mine is a la-ad of such brilliant +promise!"</p> + +<p>Though the elder Gourlay disconsidered the Church, and thought little of +Mr. Struthers, he swelled with pride to think that the minister should +stop his offspring in the Main Street of Barbie, to congratulate him on +his prospects. They were close to the Emporium, and with the tail of his +eye he could see Wilson peeping from the door and listening to every +word. This would be a hair in Wilson's neck! There were no clerical +compliments for <i>his</i> son! The tables were turned at last.</p> + +<p>His father had a generous impulse to John for the bright triumph he had +won the Gourlays. He fumbled in his trouser pocket, and passed him a +sovereign.</p> + +<p>"I'm kind o' hard-up," he said, with grim jocosity, "but there's a pound +to keep your pouch. No nonsense now!" he shot at the youth with a loaded +eye. "That's just for use if you happen to be in company. A Gourlay maun +spend as much as the rest o' folk."</p> + +<p>"Yes, faither," said the youngster, and Gourlay went away.</p> + +<p>That grimly-jocose reference to his poverty was a feature of Gourlay's +talk now, when he spoke of money to his family. It excused the smallness +of his doles, yet led them to believe that he was only joking—that he +had plenty of money if he would only consent to shell it out. And that +was what he wished them to believe. His pride would not allow him to +confess, even to his nearest, that he was a failure in business, and +hampered with financial trouble. Thus his manner of warning them to be +careful had the very opposite effect. "He has heaps o' cash," thought +the son, as he watched the father up the street; "there's no need for a +fellow to be mean."</p> + +<p>Flattered (as he fondly imagined) by the Deacon, flattered by the +minister, tipped by his mother, tipped by his father, +hail-fellow-well-met with Pate Wylie—Lord,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[Pg 189]</a></span> but young Gourlay was the +fine fellow! Symptoms of swell-head set in with alarming rapidity. He +had a wild tendency to splurge. And, that he might show in a single +afternoon all the crass stupidity of which he was capable, he +immediately allowed himself a veiled insult towards the daughters of the +ex-Provost. They were really nice girls, in spite of their parentage, +and as they came down the street they glanced with shy kindness at the +student from under their broad-brimmed hats. Gourlay raised his in +answer to their nod. But the moment after, and in their hearing, he +yelled blatantly to Swipey Broon to come on and have a drink of beer. +Swipey was a sweep now, for Brown the ragman had added chimney-cleaning +to his other occupations—plurality of professions, you observe, being +one of the features of the life of Barbie. When Swipey turned out of the +Fleckie Road he was as black as the ace of spades, a most disreputable +phiz. And when Gourlay yelled his loud welcome to that grimy object, +what he wanted to convey to the two girls was: "Ho, ho, my pretty +misses, I'm on bowing terms with you, and yet when I might go up and +speak to ye, I prefer to go off and drink with a sweep, d'ye see? That +shows what I think o' ye!" All that summer John took an oblique revenge +on those who had disconsidered the Gourlays, but would have liked to +make up to him now when they thought he was going to do well—he took a +paltry revenge by patently rejecting their advances and consorting +instead, and in their presence, with the lowest of low company. Thus he +vented a spite which he had long cherished against them for their former +neglect of Janet and him. For though the Gourlay children had been +welcome at well-to-do houses in the country, their father's unpopularity +had cut them off from the social life of the town. When the Provost gave +his grand spree on Hogmanay there was never an invitation for the +Gourlay youngsters. The slight had rankled in the boy's mind. Now, +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[Pg 190]</a></span>however, some of the local bigwigs had an opinion (with very little to +support it) that he was going to be a successful man, and they showed a +disposition to be friendly. John, with a rankling memory of their former +coldness, flouted every overture, by letting them see plainly that he +preferred to their company that of Swipey Broon, Jock M'Craw, and every +ragamuffin of the town. It was a kind of back-handed stroke at them. +That was the paltry form which his father's pride took in him. He did +not see that he was harming himself rather than his father's enemies. +Harm himself he did, for you could not associate with Jock M'Craw and +the like without drinking in every howff you came across.</p> + +<p>When the bodies assembled next day for their "morning," the Deacon was +able to inform them that young Gourlay was back from the College, dafter +than ever, and that he had pulled his leg as far as he wanted it. "Oh," +he said, "I played him like a kitten wi' a cork, and found out ainything +and everything I wished. I dithcovered that he's in wi' Jock Allan and +that crowd—I edged the conversation round on purpoth! Unless he wath +blowing his trump—which I greatly doubt—they're as thick as thieveth. +Ye ken what that meanth. He'll turn hith wee finger to the ceiling +oftener than he puts hith forefinger to the pen, I'm thinking. It +theemth he drinkth enormuth! He took a gey nip last thummer, and this +thummer I wager he takes mair o't. He avowed his plain intention. 'I +mean to kick up a bit of a dust,' thays he. Oh, but he's the splurge!"</p> + +<p>"Ay, ay," said Sandy Toddle, "thae students are a gey squad—especially +the young ministers."</p> + +<p>"Ou," said Tam Wylie, "dinna be hard on the ministers. Ministers are +just like the rest o' folk. They mind me o' last year's early tatties. +They're grand when they're gude, but the feck o' them's frostit."</p> + +<p>"Ay," said the Deacon, "and young Gourlay's frostit in the shaw already. +I doubt it'll be a poor ingathering."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[Pg 191]</a></span></p><p>"Weel, weel," said Tam Wylie, "the mair's the pity o' that, Deacon."</p> + +<p>"Oh, it'th a grai-ait pity," said the Deacon, and he bowed his body +solemnly with outspread hands. "No doubt it'th a grai-ait pity!" and he +wagged his head from side to side, the picture of a poignant woe.</p> + +<p>"I saw him in the Black Bull yestreen," said Brodie, who had been silent +hitherto in utter scorn of the lad they were speaking of—too disgusted +to open his mouth. "He was standing drinks to a crowd that were puffing +him up about that prize o' his."</p> + +<p>"It's alwayth the numskull hath the most conceit," said the Deacon.</p> + +<p>"And yet there must be something in him too, to get that prize," mused +the ex-Provost.</p> + +<p>"A little ability's a dangerous thing," said Johnny Coe, who could think +at times. "To be safe you should be a genius winged and flying, or a +crawling thing that never leaves the earth. It's the half-and-half that +hell gapes for. And owre they flap."</p> + +<p>But nobody understood him. "Drink and vanity'll soon make end of <i>him</i>," +said Brodie curtly, and snubbed the philosopher.</p> + +<p>Before the summer holiday was over (it lasts six months in Scotland) +young Gourlay was a habit-and-repute tippler. His shrinking abhorrence +from the scholastic life of Edinburgh flung him with all the greater +abandon into the conviviality he had learned to know at home. His mother +(who always seemed to sit up now, after Janet and Gourlay were in bed) +often let him in during the small hours, and as he hurried past her in +the lobby he would hold his breath lest she should smell it. "You're +unco late, dear," she would say wearily, but no other reproach did she +utter. "I was taking a walk," he would answer thickly; "there's a fine +moon!" It was true that when his terrible depression seized him he was +sometimes tempted to seek<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[Pg 192]</a></span> the rapture and peace of a moonlight walk +upon the Fleckie Road. In his crude clay there was a vein of poetry: he +could be alone in the country, and not lonely; had he lived in a green +quiet place, he might have learned the solace of nature for the wounded +when eve sheds her spiritual dews. But the mean pleasures to be found at +the Cross satisfied his nature, and stopped him midway to that soothing +beauty of the woods and streams which might have brought healing and a +wise quiescence. His success—such as it was—had gained him a +circle—such as it was—and the assertive nature proper to his father's +son gave him a kind of lead amongst them. Yet even his henchmen saw +through his swaggering. Swipey Broon turned on him one night, and +threatened to split his mouth, and he went as white as the wall behind +him.</p> + +<p>Among his other follies, he assumed the pose of a man who could an he +would—who had it in him to do great things, if he would only set about +them. In this he was partly playing up to a foolish opinion of his more +ignorant associates; it was they who suggested the pose to him. +"Devilish clever!" he heard them whisper one night as he stood in the +door of a tavern; "he could do it if he liked, only he's too fond o' the +fun." Young Gourlay flushed where he stood in the darkness—flushed with +pleasure at the criticism of his character which was, nevertheless, a +compliment to his wits. He felt that he must play up at once to the +character assigned him. "Ho, ho, my lads!" he cried, entering with, a +splurge; "let's make a night o't. I should be working for my degree +to-night, but I suppose I can get it easy enough when the time comes." +"What did I tell ye?" said M'Craw, nudging an elbow; and Gourlay saw the +nudge. Here at last he had found the sweet seduction of a proper +pose—that of a <i>grand homme manqué</i>, of a man who would be a genius +were it not for the excess of his qualities. Would he continue to appear +a genius, then<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[Pg 193]</a></span> he must continue to display that excess which—so he +wished them to believe—alone prevented his brilliant achievements. It +was all a curious, vicious inversion. "You could do great things if you +didn't drink," crooned the fools. "See how I drink," Gourlay seemed to +answer; "that is why I don't do great things. But, mind you, I could do +them were it not for this." Thus every glass he tossed off seemed to +hint in a roundabout way at the glorious heights he might attain if he +didn't drink it. His very roistering became a pose, and his vanity made +him roister the more, to make the pose more convincing.</p> + +<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTE:</h3> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_6_6" id="Footnote_6_6"></a><a href="#FNanchor_6_6"><span class="label">[6]</span></a> "<i>Aince wud and aye waur</i>," silly for once and silly for +always.</p></div> +</div> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[Pg 194]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXI" id="CHAPTER_XXI"></a>CHAPTER XXI.</h2> + +<p>On a beautiful evening in September, when a new crescent moon was +pointing through the saffron sky like the lit tip of a finger, the City +Fathers had assembled at the corner of the Fleckie Road. Though the moon +was peeping, the dying glory of the day was still upon the town. The +white smoke rose straight and far in the golden mystery of the heavens, +and a line of dark roofs, transfigured against the west, wooed the eye +to musing. But though the bodies felt the fine evening bathe them in a +sensuous content, as they smoked and dawdled, they gave never a thought +to its beauty. For there had been a blitheness in the town that day, and +every other man seemed to have been preeing the demijohn.</p> + +<p>Drucken Wabster and Brown the ragman came round the corner, staggering.</p> + +<p>"Young Gourlay's drunk!" blurted Wabster—and reeled himself as he +spoke.</p> + +<p>"Is he a wee fou?" said the Deacon eagerly.</p> + +<p>"Wee be damned," said Wabster; "he's as fou as the Baltic Sea! If you +wait here, you'll be sure to see him! He'll be round the corner +directly."</p> + +<p>"De-ar me, is he so bad as that?" said the ex-Provost, raising his hands +in solemn reprobation. He raised his eyes to heaven at the same time, as +if it pained them to look on a world that endured the burden of a young +Gourlay. "In broad daylight, too!" he sighed. "De-ar me, has he come to +this?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[Pg 195]</a></span></p><p>"Yis, Pravast," hiccupped Brown, "he has! He's as phull of drink as a +whelk-shell's phull of whelk. He's nearly as phull as meself—and +begorra, that's mighty phull." He stared suddenly, scratching his head +solemnly as if the fact had just occurred to him. Then he winked.</p> + +<p>"You could set fire to his braith!" cried Wabster. "A match to his mouth +would send him in a lowe."</p> + +<p>"A living gas jet!" said Brown.</p> + +<p>They staggered away, sometimes rubbing shoulders as they lurched +together, sometimes with the road between them.</p> + +<p>"I kenned young Gourlay was on the fuddle when I saw him swinging off +this morning in his greatcoat," cried Sandy Toddle. "There was debauch +in the flap o' the tails o't."</p> + +<p>"Man, have you noticed that too!" cried another eagerly. "He's aye warst +wi' the coat on!"</p> + +<p>"Clothes undoubtedly affect the character," said Johnny Coe. "It takes a +gentleman to wear a lordly coat without swaggering."</p> + +<p>"There's not a doubt o' tha-at!" approved the baker, who was merry with +his day's carousal; "there's not a doubt o' tha-at! Claes affect the +disposeetion. I mind when I was a young chap I had a grand pair o' +breeks—Wull I ca'ed them—unco decent breeks they were, I mind, lang +and swankie like a ploughman; and I aye thocht I was a tremendous honest +and hamely fallow when I had them on! And I had a verra disreputable +hat," he added—"Rab I christened him, for he was a perfect devil—and I +never cocked him owre my lug on nichts at e'en but 'Baker!' he seemed to +whisper, 'Baker! Let us go out and do a bash!' And we generally went."</p> + +<p>"You're a wonderful man!" piped the Deacon.</p> + +<p>"We may as well wait and see young Gourlay going by," said the +ex-Provost. "He'll likely be a sad spectacle."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[Pg 196]</a></span></p><p>"Ith auld Gourlay on the thtreet the nicht?" cried the Deacon eagerly. +"I wonder will he thee the youngster afore he gets hame! Eh, man"—he +bent his knees with staring delight—"eh, man, if they would only meet +forenenst uth! Hoo!"</p> + +<p>"He's a regular waster," said Brodie. "When a silly young blood takes a +fancy to a girl in a public-house he's always done for; I've observed it +times without number. At first he lets on that he merely gangs in for a +drink; what he really wants, however, is to see the girl. Even if he's +no great toper to begin with, he must show himself fond o' the dram, as +a means of getting to his jo. Then, before he kens where he is, the +habit has gripped him. That's a gate mony a ane gangs."</p> + +<p>"That's verra true, now that ye mention't," gravely assented the +ex-Provost. His opinion of Brodie's sagacity, high already, was enhanced +by the remark. "Indeed, that's verra true. But how does't apply to young +Gourlay in particular, Thomas? Is <i>he</i> after some damsel o' the +gill-stoup?"</p> + +<p>"Ou ay—he's ta'en a fancy to yon bit shilp in the bar-room o' the Red +Lion. He's always hinging owre the counter talking till her, a cigarette +dropping from his face, and a half-fu' tumbler at his elbow. When a +young chap takes to hinging round bars, ae elbow on the counter and a +hand on his other hip, I have verra bad brows o' him always—verra bad +brows, indeed. Oh—oh, young Gourlay's just a goner! a goner, sirs—a +goner!"</p> + +<p>"Have ye heard about him at the Skeighan Fair?" said Sandy Toddle.</p> + +<p>"No, man," said Brodie, bowing down and keeking at Toddle in his +interest; "I hadna heard about tha-at! Is this a <i>new</i> thing?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, just at the fair; the other day, ye know!"</p> + +<p>"Ay, man, Sandy!" said big Brodie, stooping down to Toddle to get near +the news; "and what was it, Sandy?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[Pg 197]</a></span></p><p>"Ou, just drinking, ye know, wi'—wi' Swipey Broon—and, eh, and that +M'Craw, ye know—and Sandy Hull—and a wheen mair o' that kind—ye ken +the kind; a verra bad lot!" said Sandy, and wagged a disapproving pow. +"Here they all got as drunk as drunk could be, and started fighting wi' +the colliers! Young Gourlay got a bloodied nose! Then nothing would +serve him but he must drive back wi' young Pin-oe, who was even drunker +than himsell. They drave at sic a rate that when they dashed from this +side o' Skeighan Drone the stour o' their career was rising at the far +end. They roared and sang till it was a perfect affront to God's day, +and frae sidie to sidie they swung till the splash-brods were skreighing +on the wheels. At a quick turn o' the road they wintled owre; and there +they were, sitting on their doups in the atoms o' the gig, and glowering +frae them! When young Gourlay slid hame at dark he was in such a state +that his mother had to hide him frae the auld man. She had that, puir +body! The twa women were obliged to carry the drunk lump to his +bedroom—and yon lassie far ga'en in consumption, too, they tell me! Ou, +he was in a perfectly awful condition—perfectly awful!"</p> + +<p>"Ay, man," nodded Brodie. "I hadna heard o't. Curious that I didna hear +o' that!"</p> + +<p>"It was Drucken Wabster's wife that telled it. There's not a haet that +happens at the Gourlays but she clypes. I speired her mysell, and she +says young Gourlay has a black eye."</p> + +<p>"Ay, ay; there'th thmall hope for the Gourlayth in <i>him</i>!" said the +Deacon.</p> + +<p>"How do <i>you</i> ken?" cried the baker. "He's no the first youngster I've +seen the wiseacres o' the world wagging their sagacious pows owre; and, +eh, but he was <i>this</i> waster!—according to their way of it—and, oh, +but he was the <i>other</i> waster! and, ochonee, but he was the <i>wild</i> +fellow. And a' the while they werena fit to be his <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[Pg 198]</a></span>doormat; for it was +only the fire in the ruffian made him seem sae daft."</p> + +<p>"True!" said the ex-Provost, "true! Still there's a decency in daftness. +And there's no decency in young Gourlay. He's just a mouth! 'Start +canny, and you'll steer weel,' my mother used to say; but he has started +unco ill, and he'll steer to ruin."</p> + +<p>"Dinna spae ill-fortune!" said the baker, "dinna spae ill-fortune! And +never despise a youngster for a random start. It's the blood makes a +breenge."</p> + +<p>"Well, I like young men to be quiet," said Sandy Toddle. "I would rather +have them a wee soft than rollickers."</p> + +<p>"Not I!" said the baker. "If I had a son, I would rather an ill deil sat +forenenst me at the table than parratch in a poke. Burns (God rest his +banes!) struck the he'rt o't. Ye mind what he said o' Prince Geordie:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>'Yet mony a ragged cowte's been known</div> +<div class="i1">To mak a noble aiver;</div> +<div>And ye may doucely fill a throne,</div> +<div class="i1">For a' their clishmaclaver.</div> +<div>There him at Agincourt wha shone.</div> +<div class="i1">Few better were or braver;</div> +<div>And yet wi' funny queer Sir John</div> +<div class="i1">He was an unco shaver</div> +<div class="i4">For mony a day.'</div> +</div></div> + +<p>Dam't, but Burns is gude."</p> + +<p>"Huts, man, dinna sweer sae muckle!" frowned the old Provost.</p> + +<p>"Ou, there's waur than an oath now and than," said the baker. "Like +spice in a bun it lends a briskness. But it needs the hearty manner +wi't. The Deacon there couldna let blatter wi' a hearty oath to save his +withered sowl. I kenned a trifle o' a fellow that got in among a jovial +gang lang syne that used to sweer tremendous, and he bude to do the same +the bit bodie; so he used to say '<i>Dim it!</i>' in a wee, sma voice that +was clean rideec'lous. He was a lauchable dirt, that."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[Pg 199]</a></span></p><p>"What was his name?" said Sandy Toddle.</p> + +<p>"Your ain," said the baker. (To tell the truth, he was gey fou.) +"Alexander Toddle was his name: '<i>Dim it!</i>' he used to squeak, for he +had been a Scotch cuddy in the Midlands, and whiles he used the English. +'<i>Dim it!</i>' said he. I like a man that says '<i>Dahm't.</i>'"</p> + +<p>"Ay; but then, you thee, <i>you</i>'re an artitht in wordth," said the +Deacon.</p> + +<p>"Ye're an artist in spite," said the baker.</p> + +<p>"Ah, well," said the ex-Provost, "Burns proved to be wrang in the end +o't, and you'll maybe be the same. George the Fort' didna fill the +throne verra doucely for a' their clishmaclaver, and I don't think young +Gourlay'll fill the pulpit verra doucely for a' ours. For he's saftie +and daftie baith, and that's the deidly combination. At least, that's my +opinion," quoth he, and smacked his lips, the important man.</p> + +<p>"Tyuts," said the baker, "folk should be kind to folk. There may be a +possibeelity for the Gourlays in the youngster yet!"</p> + +<p>He would have said more, but at that moment his sonsy big wife came out, +with oh, such a roguish and kindly smile, and, "Tom, Tom," said she, +"what are ye havering here for? C'way in, man, and have a dish o' tea +wi' me!"</p> + +<p>He glanced up at her with comic shrewdness from where he sat on his +hunkers—for fine he saw through her—and "Ou ay," said he, "ye great +muckle fat hotch o' a dacent bodie, ye—I'll gang in and have a dish o' +tea wi' ye." And away went the fine fuddled fellow.</p> + +<p>"She's a wise woman that," said the ex-Provost, looking after them. "She +kenned no to flyte, and he went like a lamb."</p> + +<p>"I believe he'th feared o' her," snapped the Deacon, "or he wudny-un +went thae lamb-like!"</p> + +<p>"Leave him alone!" said Johnny Coe, who had been<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[Pg 200]</a></span> drinking too. "He's +the only kind heart in Barbie. And Gourlay's the only gentleman."</p> + +<p>"Gentleman!" cried Sandy Toddle. "Lord save us! Auld Gourlay a +gentleman!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, gentleman!" said Johnny, to whom the drink gave a courage. "Brute, +if ye like, but aristocrat frae scalp to heel. If he had brains, and a +dacent wife, and a bigger field—oh, man," said Johnny, visioning the +possibility, "Auld Gourla could conquer the world, if he swalled his +neck till't."</p> + +<p>"It would be a big conquest that!" said the Deacon.—"Here comes his +son, taking his ain share o' the earth, at ony rate."</p> + +<p>Young Gourlay came staggering round the corner, "a little sprung" (as +they phrase it in Barbie), but not so bad as they had hoped to see him. +Webster and the ragman had exaggerated the condition of their +fellow-toper. Probably their own oscillation lent itself to everything +they saw. John zigzagged, it is true, but otherwise he was fairly steady +on his pins. Unluckily, however, failing to see a stone before on the +road, he tripped, and went sprawling on his hands and knees. A titter +went.</p> + +<p>"What the hell are you laughing at?" he snarled, leaping up, quick to +feel the slight, blatant to resent it.</p> + +<p>"Tyuts, man," Tam Wylie rebuked him in a careless scorn.</p> + +<p>With a parting scowl he went swaggering up the street.</p> + +<p>"Ay," said Toddle dryly, "that's the Gourlay possibeelity."</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[Pg 201]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXII" id="CHAPTER_XXII"></a>CHAPTER XXII.</h2> + +<p>"Aha, Deacon, my old cock, here you are!" The speaker smote the Deacon +between his thin shoulder-blades till the hat leapt on his startled +cranium. "No, not a lengthy stay—just down for a flying visit to see my +little girl. Dem'd glad to get back to town again—Barbie's too quiet +for my tastes. No life in the place, no life at all!"</p> + +<p>The speaker was Davie Aird, draper and buck. "No life at all," he cried, +as he shot down his cuffs with a jerk, and swung up and down the +bar-room of the Red Lion. He was dressed in a long fawn overcoat +reaching to his heels, with two big yellow buttons at the waist behind, +in the most approved fashion of the horsy. He paused in his swaggering +to survey the backs of his long white delicate hands, holding them side +by side before him, as if to make sure they were the same size. He was +letting the Deacon see his ring. Then pursing his chin down, with a +fastidious and critical regard, he picked a long fair hair off his left +coat sleeve. He held it high as he had seen them do on the stage of the +Theatre Royal. "Sweet souvenir!" he cried, and kissed it, "most dear +remembrance!"</p> + +<p>The Deacon fed on the sight. The richness of his satiric perception was +too great to permit of speech. He could only gloat and be dumb.</p> + +<p>"Waiting for Jack Gourlay," Aird rattled again. "He's off to College +again, and we're driving in his father's trap to meet the express at +Skeighan Station.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[Pg 202]</a></span> Wonder what's keeping the fellow. I like a man to be +punctual. Business training, you see; yes, by Gad, two thousand parcels +a week go out of our place, and all of 'em up to time! Ah, there he is," +he added, as the harsh grind of wheels was heard on the gravel at the +door. "Thank God, we'll soon be in civilization."</p> + +<p>Young Gourlay entered, greatcoated and lordly, through the two halves of +that easy-swinging door.</p> + +<p>"Good!" he cried. "Just a minute, Aird, till I get my flask filled."</p> + +<p>"My weapon's primed and ready," Aird ha-haed, and slapped the breast +pocket of his coat.</p> + +<p>John birled a bright sovereign on the counter, one of twenty old Gourlay +had battered his brains to get together for the boy's expenses. The +young fellow rattled the change into his trouser pocket like a master of +millions.</p> + +<p>The Deacon and another idler or two gathered about the steps in the +darkness, to see that royal going off. Peter Riney's bunched-up little +old figure could be seen on the front seat of the gig; Aird was already +mounted behind. The mare (a worthy successor to Spanking Tam) pawed the +gravel and fretted in impatience; her sharp ears, seen pricked against +the gloom, worked to and fro. A widening cone of light shone out from +the leftward lamp of the gig, full on a glistering laurel, which Simpson +had growing by his porch. Each smooth leaf of the green bush gave back a +separate gleam, vivid to the eye in that pouring yellowness. Gourlay +stared at the bright evergreen, and forget for a moment where he was. +His lips parted, and—as they saw in the light from the door—his look +grew dreamy and far-away.</p> + +<p>The truth was that all the impressions of a last day at home were bitten +in on his brain as by acid, in the very middle of his swaggering gusto. +That gusto was largely real, true, for it seemed a fine thing to go +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[Pg 203]</a></span>splurging off to College in a gig; but it was still more largely +assumed, to combat the sorrow of departure. His heart was in his boots +at the thought of going back to accursed Edinburgh—to those lodgings, +those dreary, damnable lodgings. Thus his nature was reduced to its real +elements in the hour of leaving home; it was only for a swift moment he +forgot to splurge, but for that moment the cloak of his swaggering +dropped away, and he was his naked self, morbidly alive to the +impressions of the world, afraid of life, clinging to the familiar and +the known. That was why he gazed with wistful eyes at that laurel clump, +so vivid in the pouring rays. So vivid there, it stood for all the dear +country round which was now hidden by the darkness; it centred his world +among its leaves. It was a last picture of loved Barbie that was +fastening on his mind. There would be fine gardens in Edinburgh, no +doubt; but oh, that couthie laurel by the Red Lion door! It was his +friend; he had known it always.</p> + +<p>The spell lasted but a moment, one of those moments searching a man's +nature to its depths, yet flitting like a lonely shadow on the autumn +wheat. But Aird was already fidgeting. "Hurry up, Jack," he cried; +"we'll need to pelt if we mean to get the train."</p> + +<p>Gourlay started. In a moment he had slipped from one self to another, +and was the blusterer once more. "Right!" he splurged. "Hover a blink +till I light my cigar."</p> + +<p>He was not in the habit of smoking cigars, but he had bought a packet on +purpose, that he might light one before his admiring onlookers ere he +went away. Nothing like cutting a dash.</p> + +<p>He was seen puffing for a moment with indrawn cheeks, his head to one +side, the flame of the flickering vesta lighting up his face, his hat +pushed back till it rested on his collar, his fair hair hanging down his +brow. Then he sprang to the driving seat and gathered<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[Pg 204]</a></span> up the reins. +"Ta-ta, Deacon; see and behave yourself!" he flung across his shoulder, +and they were off with a bound.</p> + +<p>"Im-pidenth!" said the outraged Deacon.</p> + +<p>Peter Riney was quite proud to have the honour of driving two such bucks +to the station. It lent him a consequence; he would be able to say when +he came back that he had been "awa wi' the young mester"—for Peter said +"mester," and was laughed at by the Barbie wits who knew that "maister" +was the proper English. The splurging twain rallied him and drew him out +in talk, passed him their flasks at the Brownie's Brae, had him +tee-heeing at their nonsense. It was a full-blooded night to the +withered little man.</p> + +<p>That was how young Gourlay left Barbie for what was to prove his last +session at the University.</p> + +<p class="center">* * * * *</p> + +<p>All Gourlay's swankie chaps had gone with the going of his trade; only +Peter Riney, the queer little oddity, remained. There was a loyal +simplicity in Peter which never allowed him to question the Gourlays. He +had been too long in their service to be of use to any other; while +there was a hand's turn to be done about the House with the Green +Shutters he was glad to have the chance of doing it. His respect for his +surly tyrant was as great as ever; he took his pittance of a wage and +was thankful. Above all he worshipped young Gourlay; to be in touch with +a College-bred man was a reflected glory; even the escapades noised +about the little town, to his gleeful ignorance, were the signs of a man +of the world. Peter chuckled when he heard them talked of. "Terr'ble +clever fallow, the young mester!" the bowed little man would say, +sucking his pipe of an evening, "terr'ble clever fallow, the young +mester; and hardy, too—infernal hardy!" Loyal Peter believed it.</p> + +<p>But ere four months had gone Peter was discharged.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[Pg 205]</a></span> It was on the day +after Gourlay sold Black Sally, the mare, to get a little money to go on +with.</p> + +<p>It was a bright spring day, of enervating softness; a fosie day—a day +when the pores of everything seemed opened. People's brains felt pulpy, +and they sniffed as with winter's colds. Peter Riney was opening a pit +of potatoes in the big garden, shovelling aside the foot-deep mould, and +tearing off the inner covering of yellow straw—which seemed strange and +unnatural, somehow, when suddenly revealed in its glistening dryness, +beneath the moist dark earth. Little crumbles of mould trickled down, in +among the flattened shining straws. In a tree near Peter two pigeons +were gurgling and <i>rookety-cooing</i>, mating for the coming year. He fell +to sorting out the potatoes, throwing the bad ones on a heap +aside—"tattie-walin'," as they call it in the north. The enervating +softness was at work on Peter's head, too, and from time to time, as he +waled, he wiped his nose on his sleeve.</p> + +<p>Gourlay watched him for a long time without speaking. Once or twice he +moistened his lips, and cleared his throat, and frowned, as one who +would broach unpleasant news. It was not like him to hesitate. But the +old man, encased in senility, was ill to disturb; he was intent on +nothing but the work before him; it was mechanical and soothing, and +occupied his whole mind. Gourlay, so often the trampling brute without +knowing it, felt it brutal to wound the faithful old creature dreaming +at his toil. He would have found it much easier to discharge a younger +and a keener man.</p> + +<p>"Stop, Peter," he said at last; "I don't need you ainy more."</p> + +<p>Peter rose stiffly from his knees and shook the mould with a pitiful +gesture from his hands. His mouth was fallen slack, and showed a few +yellow tusks.</p> + +<p>"Eh?" he asked vaguely. The thought that he must leave the Gourlays +could not penetrate his mind.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[Pg 206]</a></span></p><p>"I don't need you ainy more," said Gourlay again, and met his eye +steadily.</p> + +<p>"I'm gey auld," said Peter, still shaking his hands with that pitiful +gesture, "but I only need a bite and a sup. Man, I'm willin' to tak +onything."</p> + +<p>"It's no that," said Gourlay sourly—"it's no that. But I'm giving up +the business."</p> + +<p>Peter said nothing, but gazed away down the garden, his sunken mouth +forgetting to munch its straw, which dangled by his chin. "I'm an auld +servant," he said at last, "and, mind ye," he flashed in pride, "I'm a +true ane."</p> + +<p>"Oh, you're a' that," Gourlay grunted; "you have been a good servant."</p> + +<p>"It'll be the poorhouse, it's like," mused Peter. "Man, have ye noathing +for us to do?" he asked pleadingly.</p> + +<p>Gourlay's jaw clamped. "Noathing, Peter," he said sullenly, "noathing;" +and slipped some money into Peter's heedless palm.</p> + +<p>Peter stared stupidly down at the coins. He seemed dazed. "Ay, weel," he +said; "I'll feenish the tatties, at ony rate."</p> + +<p>"No, no, Peter," and Gourlay gripped him by the shoulder as he turned +back to his work—"no, no; I have no right to keep you. Never mind about +the money; you deserve something, going so suddenly after sic a long +service. It's just a bit present to mind you o'—to mind you o'——" he +broke suddenly and scowled across the garden.</p> + +<p>Some men, when a feeling touches them, express their emotion in tears; +others by an angry scowl—hating themselves inwardly, perhaps, for their +weakness in being moved, hating, too, the occasion that has probed their +weakness. It was because he felt parting with Peter so keenly that +Gourlay behaved more sullenly than usual. Peter had been with Gourlay's +father in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[Pg 207]</a></span> his present master's boyhood, had always been faithful and +submissive; in his humble way was nearer the grain merchant than any +other man in Barbie. He was the only human being Gourlay had ever +deigned to joke with, and that in itself won him an affection. More—the +going of Peter meant the going of everything. It cut Gourlay to the +quick. Therefore he scowled.</p> + +<p>Without a word of thanks for the money, Peter knocked the mould off his +heavy boots, striking one against the other clumsily, and shuffled away +across the bare soil. But when he had gone twenty yards he stopped, and +came back slowly. "Good-bye, sir," he said with a rueful smile, and held +out his hand.</p> + +<p>Gourlay gripped it. "Good-bye, Peter! good-bye; damn ye, man, good-bye!"</p> + +<p>Peter wondered vaguely why he was sworn at. But he felt that it was not +in anger. He still clung to his master's hand. "I've been fifty year wi' +the Gourlays," said he. "Ay, ay; and this, it seems, is the end o't."</p> + +<p>"Oh, gang away!" cried Gourlay, "gang away, man!" And Peter went away.</p> + +<p>Gourlay went out to the big green gate where he had often stood in his +pride, and watched his old servant going down the street. Peter was so +bowed that the back of his velveteen coat was halfway up his spine, and +the bulging pockets at the corners were midway down his thighs. Gourlay +had seen the fact a thousand times, but it never gripped him before. He +stared till Peter disappeared round the Bend o' the Brae.</p> + +<p>"Ay, ay," said he, "ay, ay. There goes the last o' them."</p> + +<p>It was a final run of ill-luck that brought Gourlay to this desperate +pass. When everything seemed to go against him he tried several +speculations, with a gambler's hope that they might do well, and +retrieve the situation. He abandoned the sensible direction of affairs, +that is, and trusted entirely to chance, as men are<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[Pg 208]</a></span> apt to do when +despairing. And chance betrayed him. He found himself of a sudden at the +end of his resources.</p> + +<p>Through all his troubles his one consolation was the fact that he had +sent John to the University. That was something saved from the wreck, at +any rate. More and more, as his other supports fell away, Gourlay +attached himself to the future of his son. It became the sheet-anchor of +his hopes. If he had remained a prosperous man, John's success would +have been merely incidental, something to disconsider in speech, at +least, however pleased he might have been at heart. But now it was the +whole of life to him. For one thing, the son's success would justify the +father's past and prevent it being quite useless; it would have produced +a minister, a successful man, one of an esteemed profession. Again, that +success would be a salve to Gourlay's wounded pride; the Gourlays would +show Barbie they could flourish yet, in spite of their present downcome. +Thus, in the collapse of his fortunes, the son grew all-important in the +father's eyes. Nor did his own poverty seem to him a just bar to his +son's prosperity. "I have put him through his Arts," thought Gourlay; +"surely he can do the rest himsell. Lots of young chaps, when they +warstle through their Arts, teach the sons of swells to get a little +money to gang through Diveenity. My boy can surely do the like!" Again +and again, as Gourlay felt himself slipping under in the world of +Barbie, his hopes turned to John in Edinburgh. If that boy would only +hurry up and get through, to make a hame for the lassie and the auld +wife!</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[Pg 209]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIII" id="CHAPTER_XXIII"></a>CHAPTER XXIII.</h2> + +<p>Young Gourlay spent that winter in Edinburgh pretty much as he had spent +the last. Last winter, however, it was simply a weak need for +companionship that drew him to the Howff. This winter it was more: it +was the need of a formed habit that must have its wonted satisfaction. +He had a further impulse to conviviality now. It had become a habit that +compelled him.</p> + +<p>The diversions of some men are merely subsidiary to their lives, +externals easy to be dropped; with others they usurp the man. They usurp +a life when it is never happy away from them, when in the midst of other +occupations absent pleasures rise vivid to the mind, with an +irresistible call. Young Gourlay's too-seeing imagination, always +visioning absent delights, combined with his weakness of will, never +gripping to the work before him, to make him hate his lonely studies and +long for the jolly company of his friends. He never opened his books of +an evening but he thought to himself, "I wonder what they're doing at +the Howff to-night?" At once he visualized the scene, imagined every +detail, saw them in their jovial hours. And, seeing them so happy, he +longed to be with them. On that night, long ago, when his father ordered +him to College, his cowardly and too vivid mind thought of the ploys the +fellows would be having along the Barbie roads, while he was mewed up in +Edinburgh. He saw the Barbie rollickers in his mind's eye, and the +student in his lonely rooms,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[Pg 210]</a></span> and contrasted them mournfully. So now, +every night, he saw the cosy companions in their Howff, and shivered at +his own isolation. He felt a tugging at his heart to be off and join +them. And his will was so weak that, nine times out of ten, he made no +resistance to the impulse.</p> + +<p>He had always a feeling of depression when he must sit down to his +books. It was the start that gravelled him. He would look round his room +and hate it, mutter "Damn it, I must work;" and then, with a heavy sigh, +would seat himself before an outspread volume on the table, tugging the +hair on a puckered forehead. Sometimes the depression left him, when he +buckled to his work; as his mind became occupied with other things the +vision of the Howff was expelled. Usually, however, the stiffness of his +brains made the reading drag heavily, and he rarely attained the +sufficing happiness of a student eager and engrossed. At the end of ten +minutes he would be gaping across the table, and wondering what they +were doing at the Howff. "Will Logan be singing 'Tam Glen'? Or is +Gillespie fiddling Highland tunes, by Jing, with his elbow going it +merrily? Lord! I would like to hear 'Miss Drummond o' Perth' or 'Gray +Daylicht'—they might buck me up a bit. I'll just slip out for ten +minutes, to see what they're doing, and be back directly." He came back +at two in the morning, staggering.</p> + +<p>On a bleak spring evening, near the end of February, young Gourlay had +gone to the Howff, to escape the shuddering misery of the streets. It +was that treacherous spring weather which blights. Only two days ago the +air had been sluggish and balmy; now an easterly wind nipped the gray +city, naked and bare. There was light enough, with the lengthening days, +to see plainly the rawness of the world. There were cold yellow gleams +in windows fronting a lonely west. Uncertain little puffs of wind came +swirling round corners, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[Pg 211]</a></span> made dust and pieces of dirty white paper +gyrate on the roads. Prosperous old gentlemen pacing home, rotund in +their buttoned-up coats, had clear drops at the end of their noses. +Sometimes they stopped—their trousers legs flapping behind them—and +trumpeted loudly into red silk handkerchiefs. Young Gourlay had fled the +streets. It was the kind of night that made him cower.</p> + +<p>By eight o'clock, however, he was merry with the barley-bree, and making +a butt of himself to amuse the company. He was not quick-witted enough +to banter a comrade readily, nor hardy enough to essay it unprovoked; on +the other hand, his swaggering love of notice impelled him to some form +of talk that would attract attention. So he made a point of always +coming with daft stories of things comic that befell him—at least, he +said they did. But if his efforts were greeted with too loud a roar, +implying not only appreciation of the stories, but also a contempt for +the man who could tell them of himself, his sensitive vanity was +immediately wounded, and he swelled with sulky anger. And the moment +after he would splurge and bluster to reassert his dignity.</p> + +<p>"I remember when I was a boy," he hiccupped, "I had a pet goose at +home."</p> + +<p>There was a titter at the queer beginning.</p> + +<p>"I was to get the price of it for myself, and so when Christmas drew +near I went to old MacFarlane, the poulterer in Skeighan. 'Will you buy +a goose?' said I. 'Are ye for sale, my man?' was his answer."</p> + +<p>Armstrong flung back his head and roared, prolonging the loud <i>ho-ho!</i> +through his big nose and open mouth long after the impulse to honest +laughter was exhausted. He always laughed with false loudness, to +indicate his own superiority, when he thought a man had been guilty of a +public silliness. The laugh was meant to show the company how far above +such folly was Mr. Armstrong.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[Pg 212]</a></span></p><p>Gourlay scowled. "Damn Armstrong!" he thought, "what did he yell like +that for? Does he think I didn't see the point of the joke against +myself? Would I have told it if I hadn't? This is what comes of being +sensitive. I'm always too sensitive! I felt there was an awkward +silence, and I told a story against myself to dispel it in fun, and this +is what I get for't. Curse the big brute! he thinks I have given myself +away. But I'll show him!"</p> + +<p>He was already mellow, but he took another swig to hearten him, as was +his habit.</p> + +<p>"There's a damned sight too much yell about your laugh, Armstrong," he +said, truly enough, getting a courage from his anger and the drink. "No +gentleman laughs like that."</p> + +<p>"'<i>Risu inepto res ineptior nulla est</i>,'" said Tarmillan, who was on one +of his rare visits to the Howff. He was too busy and too wise a man to +frequent it greatly.</p> + +<p>Armstrong blushed; and Gourlay grew big and brave, in the backing of the +great Tarmillan. He took another swig on the strength of it. But his +resentment was still surging. When Tarmillan went, and the three +students were left by themselves, Gourlay continued to nag and bluster, +for that blatant laugh of Armstrong's rankled in his mind.</p> + +<p>"I saw Hepburn in the street to-day," said Gillespie, by way of a +diversion.</p> + +<p>"Who's Hepburn?" snapped Gourlay.</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't you remember? He's the big Border chap who got into a row +with auld Tam on the day you won your prize essay." (That should surely +appease the fool, thought Gillespie.) "It was only for the fun of the +thing Hepburn was at College, for he has lots of money; and, here, he +never apologized to Tam! He said he would go down first."</p> + +<p>"He was damned right," spluttered Gourlay. "Some of these profs. think +too much of themselves. They<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[Pg 213]</a></span> wouldn't bully <i>me</i>! There's good stuff in +the Gourlays," he went on with a meaning look at Armstrong; "they're not +to be scoffed at. I would stand insolence from no man."</p> + +<p>"Ay, man," said Armstrong, "would you face up to a professor?"</p> + +<p>"Wouldn't I?" said the tipsy youth; "and to you, too, if you went too +far."</p> + +<p>He became so quarrelsome as the night went on that his comrades filled +him up with drink, in the hope of deadening his ruffled sensibilities. +It was, "Yes, yes, Jack; but never mind about that! Have another drink, +just to show there's no ill-feeling among friends."</p> + +<p>When they left the Howff they went to Gillespie's and drank more, and +after that they roamed about the town. At two in the morning the other +two brought Gourlay to his door. He was assuring Armstrong he was not a +gentleman.</p> + +<p>When he went to bed the fancied insult he had suffered swelled to +monstrous proportions in his fevered brain. Did Armstrong despise him? +The thought was poison! He lay in brooding anger, and his mind was +fluent in wrathful harangues in some imaginary encounter of the future, +in which he was a glorious victor. He flowed in eloquent scorn of +Armstrong and his ways. If I could talk like this always, he thought, +what a fellow I would be! He seemed gifted with uncanny insight into +Armstrong's character. He noted every weakness in the rushing whirl of +his thoughts, set them in order one by one, saw himself laying bare the +man with savage glee when next they should encounter. He would whiten +the big brute's face by showing he had probed him to the quick. Just let +him laugh at me again, thought Gourlay, and I'll analyze each mean quirk +of his dirty soul to him!</p> + +<p>The drink was dying in him now, for the trio had walked for more than an +hour through the open air<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[Pg 214]</a></span> when they left Gillespie's rooms. The +stupefaction of alcohol was gone, leaving his brain morbidly alive. He +was anxious to sleep, but drowsy dullness kept away. His mind began to +visualize of its own accord, independent of his will; and, one after +another, a crowd of pictures rose vivid in the darkness of his brain. He +saw them as plainly as you see this page, but with a different +clearness—for they seemed unnatural, belonging to a morbid world. Nor +did one suggest the other; there was no connection between them; each +came vivid of its own accord.</p> + +<p>First it was an old pit-frame on a barren moor, gaunt, against the +yellow west. Gourlay saw bars of iron, left when the pit was abandoned, +reddened by the rain; and the mounds of rubbish, and the scattered +bricks, and the rusty clinkers from the furnace, and the melancholy +shining pools. A four-wheeled old trolley had lost two of its wheels, +and was tilted at a slant, one square end of it resting on the ground.</p> + +<p>"Why do I think of an old pit?" he thought angrily; "curse it! why can't +I sleep?"</p> + +<p>Next moment he was gazing at a ruined castle, its mouldering walls +mounded atop with decaying rubble; from a loose crumb of mortar a long, +thin film of the spider's weaving stretched bellying away to a tall weed +waving on the crazy brink. Gourlay saw its glisten in the wind. He saw +each crack in the wall, each stain of lichen; a myriad details stamped +themselves together on his raw mind. Then a constant procession of +figures passed across the inner curtain of his closed eyes. Each figure +was cowled; but when it came directly opposite, it turned and looked at +him with a white face. "Stop, stop!" cried his mind; "I don't want to +think of you, I don't want to think of you, I don't want to think of +you! Go away!" But as they came of themselves, so they went of +themselves. He could not banish them.</p> + +<p>He turned on his side, but a hundred other pictures<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[Pg 215]</a></span> pursued him. From +an inland hollow he saw the great dawn flooding up from the sea, over a +sharp line of cliff, wave after wave of brilliance surging up the +heavens. The landward slope of the cliff was gray with dew. The inland +hollow was full of little fields, divided by stone walls, and he could +not have recalled the fields round Barbie with half their distinctness. +For a moment they possessed his brain. Then an autumn wood rose on his +vision. He was gazing down a vista of yellow leaves; a long, deep +slanting cleft, framed in lit foliage. Leaves, leaves; everywhere yellow +leaves, luminous, burning. He saw them falling through the lucid air. +The scene was as vivid as fire to his brain, though of magic stillness. +Then the foliage changed suddenly to great serpents twined about the +boughs. Their colours were of monstrous beauty. They glistened as they +moved.</p> + +<p>He leapt in his bed with a throb of horror. Could this be the delirium +of drink? But no; he had often had an experience like this when he was +sleepless; he had the learned description of it pat and ready; it was +only automatic visualization.</p> + +<p>Damn! Why couldn't he sleep? He flung out of bed, uncorked a bottle with +his teeth, tilted it up, and gulped the gurgling fire in the darkness. +Ha! that was better.</p> + +<p>His room was already gray with the coming dawn. He went to the window +and opened it. The town was stirring uneasily in its morning sleep. +Somewhere in the distance a train was shunting; <i>clank, clank, clank</i> +went the wagons. What an accursed sound! A dray went past the end of his +street rumbling hollowly, and the rumble died drearily away. Then the +footsteps of an early workman going to his toil were heard in the +deserted thoroughfare. Gourlay looked down and saw him pass far beneath +him on the glimmering pavement. He was whistling. Why did the fool +whistle? What<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216">[Pg 216]</a></span> had he got to whistle about? It was unnatural that one +man should go whistling to his work, when another had not been able to +sleep the whole night long.</p> + +<p>He took another vast glut of whisky, and the moment after was dead to +the world.</p> + +<p>He was awakened at eight o'clock by a monstrous hammering on his door. +By the excessive loudness of the first knock he heard on returning to +consciousness, he knew that his landlady had lost her temper in trying +to get him up. Ere he could shout she had thumped again. He stared at +the ceiling in sullen misery. The middle of his tongue was as dry as +bark.</p> + +<p>For his breakfast there were thick slabs of rancid bacon, from the top +of which two yellow eggs had spewed themselves away among the cold +gravy. His gorge rose at them. He nibbled a piece of dry bread and +drained the teapot; then shouldering into his greatcoat, he tramped off +to the University.</p> + +<p>It was a wretched morning. The wind had veered once more, and a cold +drizzle of rain was falling through a yellow fog. The reflections of the +street lamps in the sloppy pavement went down through spiral gleams to +an infinite depth of misery. Young Gourlay's brain was aching from his +last night's debauch, and his body was weakened with the want both of +sleep and food. The cold yellow mist chilled him to the bone. What a +fool I was to get drunk last night, he thought. Why am I here? Why am I +trudging through mud and misery to the University? What has it all got +to do with me? Oh, what a fool I am, what a fool!</p> + +<p>"Drown dull care," said the devil in his ear.</p> + +<p>He took a sixpence from his trousers pocket, and looked down at the +white bit of money in his hand till it was wet with the falling rain. +Then he went into a flashy tavern, and, standing by a sloppy bar, drank +sixpenny-worth of cheap whisky. It went to his head at once, owing to +his want of food, and with a dull warm feeling<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_217" id="Page_217">[Pg 217]</a></span> in his body he lurched +off to his first lecture for the day. His outlook on the world had +changed. The fog was now a comfortable yellowness. "Freedom and whisky +gang thegither: tak aff your dram," he quoted to his own mind. "That +stuff did me good. Whisky's the boy to fettle you."</p> + +<p>He was in his element the moment he entered the classroom. It was a bear +garden. The most moral individual has his days of perversity when a +malign fate compels him to show the worst he has in him. A Scottish +university class—which is many most moral individuals—has a similar +eruptive tendency when it gets into the hands of a weak professor. It +will behave well enough for a fortnight, then a morning comes when +nothing can control it. This was a morning of the kind. The lecturer, +who was an able man but a weakling, had begun by apologizing for the +condition of his voice, on the ground that he had a bad cold. Instantly +every man in the class was blowing his nose. One fellow, of a most +portentous snout, who could trumpet like an elephant, with a last +triumphant snort sent his handkerchief across the room. When called to +account for his conduct, "Really, sir," he said, "er-er-oom—bad cold!" +Uprose a universal sneeze. Then the "roughing" began, to the tune of +"John Brown's body lies a-mouldering in the grave"—which no man seemed +to sing, but every man could hear. They were playing the tune with their +feet.</p> + +<p>The lecturer glared with white repugnance at his tormentors.</p> + +<p>Young Gourlay flung himself heart and soul into the cruel baiting. It +was partly from his usual love of showing off, partly from the drink +still seething within him, but largely, also, as a reaction from his +morning's misery. This was another way of drowning reflection. The +morbidly gloomy one moment often shout madly on the next.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_218" id="Page_218">[Pg 218]</a></span></p><p>At last the lecturer plunged wildly at the door and flung it open. +"Go!" he shrieked, and pointed in superb dismissal.</p> + +<p>A hundred and fifty barbarians sat where they were, and laughed at him; +and he must needs come back to the platform, with a baffled and +vindictive glower.</p> + +<p>He was just turning, as it chanced, when young Gourlay put his hands to +his mouth and bellowed "<i>Cock-a-doodle-do</i>!"</p> + +<p>Ere the roar could swell, the lecturer had leapt to the front of the +rostrum with flaming eyes. "Mr. Gourlay," he screamed furiously—"you +there, sir; you will apologize humbly to me for this outrage at the end +of the hour."</p> + +<p>There was a womanish shrillness in the scream, a kind of hysteria on the +stretch, that (contrasted with his big threat) might have provoked them +at other times to a roar of laughter. But there was a sincerity in his +rage to-day that rose above its faults of manner; and an immediate +silence took the room—the more impressive for the former noise. Every +eye turned to Gourlay. He sat gaping at the lecturer.</p> + +<p>If he had been swept to the anteroom there and then, he would have been +cowed by the suddenness of his own change, from a loud tormentor in the +company of others, to a silent culprit in a room alone. And apologies +would have been ready to tumble out, while he was thus loosened by +surprise and fear.</p> + +<p>Unluckily he had time to think, and the longer he thought the more +sullen he became. It was only an accident that led to his discovery, +while the rest escaped; and that the others should escape, when they +were just as much to blame as he was, was an injustice that made him +furious. His anger was equally divided between the cursed mischance +itself, the teacher who had "jumped" on him so suddenly, and the other +rowdies who had escaped to laugh at his discomfiture; he had the same<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[Pg 219]</a></span> +burning resentment to them all. When he thought of his chuckling +fellow-students, they seemed to engross his rage; when he thought of the +mishap, he damned it and nothing else; when he thought of the lecturer, +he felt he had no rage to fling away upon others—the Snuffler took it +all. As his mind shot backwards and forwards in an angry gloom, it +suddenly encountered the image of his father. Not a professor of the +lot, he reflected, could stand the look of black Gourlay. And he +wouldn't knuckle under, either, so he wouldn't. He came of a hardy +stock. He would show them! He wasn't going to lick dirt for any man. Let +him punish all or none, for they had all been kicking up a row—why, big +Cunningham had been braying like an ass only a minute before.</p> + +<p>He spied Armstrong and Gillespie glinting across at him with a curious +look: they were wondering whether he had courage enough to stand to his +guns with a professor. He knew the meaning of the look, and resented it. +He was on his mettle before them, it seemed. The fellow who had +swaggered at the Howff last night about "what <i>he</i> would do if a +professor jumped on <i>him</i>," mustn't prove wanting in the present trial, +beneath the eyes of those on whom he had imposed his blatancy.</p> + +<p>When we think of what Gourlay did that day, we must remember that he was +soaked in alcohol—not merely with his morning's potation, but with the +dregs of previous carousals. And the dregs of drink, a thorough toper +will tell you, never leave him. He is drunk on Monday with his +Saturday's debauch. As "Drucken Wabster" of Barbie put it once, "When a +body's hard up, his braith's a consolation." If that be so—and Wabster, +remember, was an expert whose opinion on this matter is entitled to the +highest credence—if that be so, it proves the strength and persistence +of a thorough alcoholic impregnation, or, as Wabster called it, of "a +good soak." In young Gourlay's case, at any rate,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[Pg 220]</a></span> the impregnation was +enduring and complete. He was like a rag steeped in fusel oil.</p> + +<p>As the end of the hour drew near, he sank deeper in his dogged +sullenness. When the class streamed from the large door on the right, he +turned aside to the little anteroom on the left, with an insolent swing +of the shoulders. He knew the fellows were watching him curiously—he +felt their eyes upon his back. And, therefore, as he went through the +little door, he stood for a moment on his right foot, and waggled his +left, on a level with his hip behind, in a vulgar derision of them, the +professor, and the whole situation. That was a fine taunt flung back at +them!</p> + +<p>There is nothing on earth more vindictive than a weakling. When he gets +a chance he takes revenge for everything his past cowardice forced him +to endure. The timid lecturer, angry at the poor figure he had cut on +the platform, was glad to take it out of young Gourlay for the +wrongdoing of the class. Gourlay was their scapegoat. The lecturer had +no longer over a hundred men to deal with, but one lout only, sullen yet +shrinking in the room before him. Instead of coming to the point at +once, he played with his victim. It was less from intentional cruelty +than from an instinctive desire to recover his lost feeling of +superiority. The class was his master, but here was one of them he could +cow at any rate.</p> + +<p>"Well?" he asked, bringing his thin finger-tips together, and flinging +one thigh across the other.</p> + +<p>Gourlay shuffled his feet uneasily.</p> + +<p>"Yes?" inquired the other, enjoying his discomfiture.</p> + +<p>Gourlay lowered. "Whatna gate was this to gang on? Why couldn't he let a +blatter out of his thin mouth, and ha' done wi't?"</p> + +<p>"I'm waiting!" said the lecturer.</p> + +<p>The words "I apologize" rose in Gourlay, but refused to pass his throat. +No, he wouldn't, so he wouldn't!<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[Pg 221]</a></span> He would see the lecturer far enough, +ere he gave an apology before it was expressly required.</p> + +<p>"Oh, that's the line you go on, is it?" said the lecturer, nodding his +head as if he had sized up a curious animal. "I see, I see! You add +contumacy to insolence, do you?... Imphm."</p> + +<p>Gourlay was not quite sure what contumacy meant, and the uncertainty +added to his anger.</p> + +<p>"There were others making a noise besides me," he blurted. "I don't see +why <i>I</i> should be blamed for it all."</p> + +<p>"Oh, you don't see why <i>you</i> should be had up, indeed? I think we'll +bring you to a different conclusion. Yes, I think so."</p> + +<p>Gourlay, being forced to stand always on the one spot, felt himself +swaying in a drunken stupor. He blinked at the lecturer like an angry +owl—the blinking regard of a sodden mind, yet fiery with a spiteful +rage. His wrath was rising and falling like a quick tide. He would have +liked one moment to give a rein to the Gourlay temper, and let the +lecturer have it hot and strong; the next, he was quivering in a +cowardly horror of the desperate attempt he had so nearly made. Curse +his tormentor! Why did he keep him here, when his head was aching so +badly? Another taunt was enough to spring his drunken rage.</p> + +<p>"I wonder what you think you came to College for?" said the lecturer. "I +have been looking at your records in the class. They're the worst I ever +saw. And you're not content with that, it seems. You add misbehaviour to +gross stupidity."</p> + +<p>"To hell wi' ye!" said Gourlay.</p> + +<p>There was a feeling in the room as if the air was stunned. The silence +throbbed.</p> + +<p>The lecturer, who had risen, sat down suddenly as if going at the knees, +and went white about the gills. Some men would have swept the ruffian +with a burst of generous wrath, a few might have pitied in their anger;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[Pg 222]</a></span> +but this young Solomon was thin and acid, a vindictive rat. Unable to +cow the insolent in present and full-blooded rage, he fell to thinking +of the great machine he might set in motion to destroy him. As he sat +there in silence, his eyes grew ferrety, and a sleek revenge peeped from +the corners of his mouth. "I'll show him what I'll do to him for this!" +is a translation of his thought. He was thinking, with great +satisfaction to himself, of how the Senatus would deal with young +Gourlay.</p> + +<p>Gourlay grew weak with fear the moment the words escaped him. They had +been a thunderclap to his own ears. He had been thinking them, but—as +he pleaded far within him now—had never meant to utter them; they had +been mere spume off the surge of cowardly wrath seething up within him, +longing to burst, but afraid. It was the taunt of stupidity that fired +his drunken vanity to blurt them forth.</p> + +<p>The lecturer eyed him sideways where he shrank in fear. "You may go," he +said at last. "I will report your conduct to the University."</p> + +<p class="center">* * * * *</p> + +<p>Gourlay was sitting alone in his room when he heard that he had been +expelled. For many days he had drunk to deaden fear, but he was sober +now, being newly out of bed. A dreary ray of sunshine came through the +window, and fell on a wisp of flame blinking in the grate. As Gourlay +sat, his eyes fixed dully on the faded ray, a flash of intuition laid +his character bare to him. He read himself ruthlessly. It was not by +conscious effort; insight was uncanny and apart from will. He saw that +blatancy had joined with weakness, morbidity with want of brains; and +that the results of these, converging to a point, had produced the +present issue, his expulsion. His mind recognized how logical the issue +was, assenting wearily as to a problem proved. Given those qualities, in +those circumstances, what else could<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[Pg 223]</a></span> have happened? And such a weakling +as he knew himself to be could never—he thought—make effort sufficient +to alter his qualities. A sense of fatalism came over him, as of one +doomed. He bowed his head, and let his arms fall by the sides of his +chair, dropping them like a spent swimmer ready to sink. The sudden +revelation of himself to himself had taken the heart out of him. "I'm a +waster!" he said aghast. And then, at the sound of his own voice, a fear +came over him, a fear of his own nature; and he started to his feet and +strode feverishly, as if by mere locomotion, to escape from his clinging +and inherent ill. It was as if he were trying to run away from himself.</p> + +<p>He faced round at the mirror on his mantel, and looked at his own image +with staring and startled eyes, his mouth open, the breath coming hard +through his nostrils. "You're a gey ill ane," he said; "you're a gey ill +ane! My God, where have you landed yourself?"</p> + +<p>He went out to escape from his thoughts. Instinctively he turned to the +Howff for consolation.</p> + +<p>With the panic despair of the weak, he abandoned hope of his character +at its first collapse, and plunged into a wild debauch, to avoid +reflecting where it would lead him in the end. But he had a more +definite reason for prolonging his bout in Edinburgh. He was afraid to +go home and meet his father. He shrank, in visioning fear, before the +dour face, loaded with scorn, that would swing round to meet him as he +entered through the door. Though he swore every night in his cups that +he would "square up to the Governor the morn, so he would!" always, when +the cold light came, fear of the interview drove him to his cups again. +His courage zigzagged, as it always did; one moment he towered in +imagination, the next he grovelled in fear.</p> + +<p>Sometimes, when he was fired with whisky, another element entered into +his mood, no less big with <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[Pg 224]</a></span>destruction. It was all his father's fault +for sending him to Edinburgh, and no matter what happened, it would +serve the old fellow right! He had a kind of fierce satisfaction in his +own ruin, because his ruin would show them at home what a mistake they +had made in sending him to College. It was the old man's tyranny, in +forcing him to College, that had brought all this on his miserable head. +Well, he was damned glad, so he was, that they should be punished at +home by their own foolish scheme—it had punished <i>him</i> enough, for one. +And then he would set his mouth insolent and hard, and drink the more +fiercely, finding a consolation in the thought that his tyrannical +father would suffer through his degradation too.</p> + +<p>At last he must go home. He drifted to the station aimlessly; he had +ceased to be self-determined. His compartment happened to be empty; so, +free to behave as he liked, he yelled music-hall snatches in a tuneless +voice, hammering with his feet on the wooden floor. The noise pleased +his sodden mind, which had narrowed to a comfortable stupor—outside of +which his troubles seemed to lie, as if they belonged not to him but to +somebody else. With the same sodden interest he was staring through the +window, at one of the little stations on the line, when a boy, pointing, +said, "<i>Flat white nose!</i>" and Gourlay laughed uproariously, adding at +the end, "He's a clever chield, that; my nose <i>would</i> look flat and +white against the pane." But this outbreak of mirth seemed to break in +on his comfortable vagueness; it roused him by a kind of reaction to +think of home, and of what his father would say. A minute after he had +been laughing so madly, he was staring sullenly in front of him. Well, +it didn't matter; it was all the old fellow's fault, and he wasn't going +to stand any of his jaw. "None of your jaw, John Gourlay!" he said, +nodding his head viciously, and thrusting out his clenched fist—"none +of your jaw; d'ye hear?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[Pg 225]</a></span></p><p>He crept into Barbie through the dusk. It had been market-day, and +knots of people were still about the streets. Gourlay stole softly +through the shadows, and turned his coat-collar high about his ears. He +nearly ran into two men who were talking apart, and his heart stopped +dead at their words.</p> + +<p>"No, no, Mr. Gourlay," said one of them; "it's quite impossible. I'm not +unwilling to oblige ye, but I cannot take the risk."</p> + +<p>John heard the mumble of his father's voice.</p> + +<p>"Well," said the other reluctantly, "if ye get the baker and Tam Wylie +for security? I'll be on the street for another half-hour."</p> + +<p>"Another half-hour!" thought John with relief. He would not have to face +his father the moment he went in. He would be able to get home before +him. He crept on through the gloaming to the House with the Green Shutters.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226">[Pg 226]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIV" id="CHAPTER_XXIV"></a>CHAPTER XXIV.</h2> + +<p>There had been fine cackling in Barbie as Gourlay's men dropped away +from him one by one; and now it was worse than ever. When Jimmy Bain and +Sandy Cross were dismissed last winter, "He canna last long now," mused +the bodies; and then when even Riney got the sack, "Lord!" they cried, +"this maun be the end o't." The downfall of Gourlay had an unholy +fascination for his neighbours, and that not merely because of their +dislike to the man. That was a whet to their curiosity, of course; but, +over and above it, they seemed to be watching, with bated breath, for +the final collapse of an edifice that was bound to fall. Simple +expectation held them. It was a dramatic interest—of suspense, yet +certainty—that had them in its grip. "He's <i>bound</i> to come down," said +Certainty. "Yes; but <i>when</i>, though?" cried Curiosity, all the more +eager because of its instinct for the coming crash. And so they waited +for the great catastrophe which they felt to be so near. It was as if +they were watching the tragedy near at hand, and noting with keen +interest every step in it that must lead to inevitable ruin. That +invariably happens when a family tragedy is played out in the midst of a +small community. Each step in it is discussed with a prying interest +that is neither malevolent nor sympathetic, but simply curious. In this +case it was chiefly malevolent—only because Gourlay had been such a +brute to Barbie.</p> + +<p>Though there were thus two reasons for public interest, the result was +one and the same—a constant <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_227" id="Page_227">[Pg 227]</a></span>tittle-tattling. Particular spite and a +more general curiosity brought the grain merchant's name on to every +tongue. Not even in the gawcey days of its prosperity had the House with +the Green Shutters been so much talked of.</p> + +<p>"Pride <i>will</i> have a downcome," said some, with a gleg look and a smack +of the lip, trying to veil their personal malevolence in a common +proverb. "He's simply in debt in every corner," goldered the keener +spirits; "he never had a brain for business. He's had money for stuff +he's unable to deliver! Not a day gangs by but the big blue envelopes +are coming. How do I ken? say ye! How do I ken, indeed? Oh-ooh, I ken +perfectly. Perfectly! It was Postie himsell that telled me."</p> + +<p>Yet all this was merely guesswork. For Gourlay had hitherto gone away +from Barbie for his moneys and accommodations, so that the bodies could +only surmise; they had nothing definite to go on. And through it all the +gurly old fellow kept a brave front to the world. He was thinking of +retiring, he said, and gradually drawing in his business. This offhand +and lordly, to hide the patent diminution of his trade.</p> + +<p>"Hi-hi!" said the old Provost, with a cruel laugh, when he heard of +Gourlay's remark—"drawing in his business, ay! It's like Lang Jean +Lingleton's waist, I'm thinking. It's thin eneugh drawn a'readys!"</p> + +<p>On the morning of the last market-day he was ever to see in Barbie, old +Gourlay was standing at the green gate, when the postman came up with a +smirk, and put a letter in his hand. He betrayed a wish to hover in +gossip, while Gourlay opened his letter, but "Less lip!" said surly +John, and the fellow went away.</p> + +<p>Ere he had reached the corner, a gowl of anger and grief struck his ear, +and he wheeled eagerly.</p> + +<p>Gourlay was standing with open mouth and outstretched arm, staring at +the letter in his clenched fist with a look of horror, as if it had +stung him.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228">[Pg 228]</a></span></p><p>"My God!" he cried, "had <i>I</i> not enough to thole?"</p> + +<p>"Aha!" thought Postie, "yon letter Wilson got this morning was correct, +then! His son had sent the true story. That letter o' Gourlay's had the +Edinburgh postmark; somebody has sent him word about his son.—Lord! +what a tit-bit for my rounds."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gourlay, who was washing dishes, looked up to see her husband +standing in the kitchen door. His face frightened her. She had often +seen the blaze in his eye, and often the dark scowl, but never this +bloodless pallor in his cheek. Yet his eyes were flaming.</p> + +<p>"Ay, ay," he birred, "a fine job you have made of him!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, what is it?" she quavered, and the dish she was wiping clashed on +the floor.</p> + +<p>"That's it!" said he, "that's it! Breck the dishes next; breck the +dishes! Everything seems gaun to smash. If ye keep on lang eneugh, ye'll +put a bonny end till't or ye're bye wi't—the lot o' ye."</p> + +<p>The taunt passed in the anxiety that stormed her.</p> + +<p>"Tell me, see!" she cried, imperious in stress of appeal. "Oh, what is +it, John?" She stretched out her thin, red hands, and clasped them +tightly before her. "Is it from Embro? Is there ainything the matter +with <i>my</i> boy? Is there ainything the matter with <i>my</i> boy?"</p> + +<p>The hard eye surveyed her a while in grim contempt of her weakness. She +was a fluttering thing in his grip.</p> + +<p>"<i>Every</i> thing's the matter with <i>your</i> boy," he sneered slowly, +"<i>every</i> thing's the matter with <i>your</i> boy. And it's your fault too, +damn you, for you always spoiled him!"</p> + +<p>With sudden wrath he strode over to the famous range and threw the +letter within the great fender.</p> + +<p>"What is it?" he cried, wheeling round on his wife. "The son you were so +wild about sending to College<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229">[Pg 229]</a></span> has been flung in disgrace from its door! +That's what it is!" He swept from the house like a madman.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gourlay sank into her old nursing chair and wailed, "Oh, my wean, +my wean; my dear, my poor dear!" She drew the letter from the ashes, but +could not read it for her tears. The words "drunkenness" and "expulsion" +swam before her eyes. The manner of his disgrace she did not care to +hear; she only knew her first-born was in sorrow.</p> + +<p>"Oh, my son, my son," she cried; "my laddie, my wee laddie!" She was +thinking of the time when he trotted at her petticoat.</p> + +<p>It was market-day, and Gourlay must face the town. There was interest +due on a mortgage which he could not pay; he must swallow his pride and +try to borrow it in Barbie. He thought of trying Johnny Coe, for Johnny +was of yielding nature, and had never been unfriendly.</p> + +<p>He turned, twenty yards from his gate, and looked at the House with the +Green Shutters. He had often turned to look back with pride at the +gawcey building on its terrace, but never as he looked to-day. All that +his life meant was bound up in that house—it had been the pride of the +Gourlays; now it was no longer his, and the Gourlays' pride was in the +dust—their name a by-word. As Gourlay looked, a robin was perched on +the quiet roof-tree, its breast vivid in the sun. One of his metaphors +flashed at the sight. "Shame is sitting there too," he muttered, and +added with a proud, angry snarl, "on the riggin' o' <i>my</i> hoose!"</p> + +<p>He had a triple wrath to his son. He had not only ruined his own life; +he had destroyed his father's hope that by entering the ministry he +might restore the Gourlay reputation. Above all, he had disgraced the +House with the Green Shutters. That was the crown of his offending. +Gourlay felt for the house of his pride even more than for +himself—rather the house was <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230">[Pg 230]</a></span>himself; there was no division between +them. He had built it bluff to represent him to the world. It was his +character in stone and lime. He clung to it, as the dull, fierce mind, +unable to live in thought, clings to a material source of pride. And +John had disgraced it. Even if fortune took a turn for the better, Green +Shutters would be laughed at the country over, as the home of a +prodigal.</p> + +<p>As he went by the Cross, Wilson (Provost this long while) broke off a +conversation with Templandmuir, to yell, "It's gra-and weather, Mr. +Gourlay!" The men had not spoken for years. So to shout at poor Gourlay +in his black hour, from the pinnacle of civic greatness, was a fine +stroke: it was gloating, it was rubbing in the contrast. The words were +innocent, but that was nothing; whatever the remark, for a declared +enemy to address Gourlay in his shame was an insult: that was why Wilson +addressed him. There was something in the very loudness of his tones +that cried plainly, "Aha, Gourlay! Your son has disgraced you, my man!" +Gourlay glowered at the animal and plodded dourly. Ere he had gone ten +yards a coarse laugh came bellowing behind him. They saw the colour +surge up the back of his neck, to the roots of his hair.</p> + +<p>He stopped. Was his son's disgrace known in Barbie already? He had hoped +to get through the market-day without anybody knowing. But Wilson had a +son in Edinburgh; he had written, it was like. The salutation, +therefore, and the laugh, had both been uttered in derision. He wheeled, +his face black with the passionate blood. His mouth yawed with anger. +His voice had a moan of intensity.</p> + +<p>"What are 'e laughing at?" he said, with a mastering quietness.... +"Eh?... Just tell me, please, what you're laughing at."</p> + +<p>He was crouching for the grip, his hands out like a gorilla's. The quiet +voice, from the yawing mouth, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_231" id="Page_231">[Pg 231]</a></span>beneath the steady, flaming eyes, was +deadly. There is something inhuman in a rage so still.</p> + +<p>"Eh?" he said slowly, and the moan seemed to come from the midst of a +vast intensity rather than a human being. It was the question that must +grind an answer.</p> + +<p>Wilson was wishing to all his gods that he had not insulted this awful +man. He remembered what had happened to Gibson. This, he had heard, was +the very voice with which Gourlay moaned, "Take your hand off <i>my</i> +shouther!" ere he hurled Gibson through the window of the Red Lion. +Barbie might soon want a new Provost, if he ran in now.</p> + +<p>But there is always one way of evading punishment for a veiled insult, +and of adding to its sting by your evasion. Repudiate the remotest +thought of the protester. Thus you enjoy your previous gibe, with the +additional pleasure of making your victim seem a fool for thinking you +referred to him. You not only insult him on the first count, but send +him off with an additional hint that he isn't worth your notice. Wilson +was an adept in the art.</p> + +<p>"Man," he lied blandly, but his voice was quivering—"ma-a-an, I wasn't +so much as giving ye a thoat! It's verra strange if I cannot pass a joke +with my o-old friend Templandmuir without <i>you</i> calling me to book. It's +a free country, I shuppose! Ye weren't in my mind at a-all. I have more +important matters to think of," he ventured to add, seeing he had +baffled Gourlay.</p> + +<p>For Gourlay was baffled. For a directer insult, an offensive gesture, +one fierce word, he would have hammered the road with the Provost. But +he was helpless before the bland, quivering lie. Maybe they werena +referring to him; maybe they knew nothing of John in Edinburgh; maybe he +had been foolishly suspeecious. A subtle yet baffling check was put upon +his anger. Madman as he was in wrath, he never struck without direct +provocation; there was none in this pulpy <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232">[Pg 232]</a></span>gentleness. And he was too +dull of wit to get round the common ruse and find a means of getting at +them.</p> + +<p>He let loose a great breath through his nostrils, as if releasing a +deadly force which he had pent within him, ready should he need to +spring. His mouth opened again, and he gaped at them with a great, +round, unseeing stare. Then he swung on his heel.</p> + +<p>But wrath clung round him like a garment. His anger fed on its +uncertainties. For that is the beauty of the Wilson method of insult: +you leave the poison in your victim's blood, and he torments himself. +"Was Wilson referring to <i>me</i>, after all?" he pondered slowly; and his +body surged at the thought. "If he was, I have let him get away +unkilled," and he clutched the hands whence Wilson had escaped. Suddenly +a flashing thought stopped him dead in the middle of his walk, staring +hornily before him. He had seen the point at last that a quicker man +would have seized on at the first. Why had Wilson thrust his damned +voice on him on this particular morning of all days in the year, if he +was not gloating over some news which he had just heard about the +Gourlays? It was as plain as daylight: his son had sent word from +Edinburgh. That was why he brayed and ho-ho-hoed when Gourlay went by. +Gourlay felt a great flutter of pulses against his collar; there was a +pain in his throat, an ache of madness in his breast. He turned once +more. But Wilson and the Templar had withdrawn discreetly to the Black +Bull; the street wasna canny. Gourlay resumed his way, his being a dumb +gowl of rage. His angry thought swept to John. Each insult, and fancied +insult, he endured that day was another item in the long account of +vengeance with his son. It was John who had brought all this flaming +round his ears—John whose colleging he had lippened to so muckle. The +staff on which he leaned had pierced him. By the eternal heavens he +would tramp it into atoms. His legs felt John beneath them.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[Pg 233]</a></span></p><p>As the market grew busy, Gourlay was the aim of innumerable eyes. He +would turn his head to find himself the object of a queer, considering +look; then the eyes of the starer would flutter abashed, as though +detected spying the forbidden. The most innocent look at him was poison. +"Do they know?" was his constant thought; "have they heard the news? +What's Loranogie looking at me like that for?"</p> + +<p>Not a man ventured to address him about John—he had cowed them too +long. One man, however, showed a wish to try. A pretended sympathy, from +behind the veil of which you probe a man's anguish at your ease, is a +favourite weapon of human beasts anxious to wound. The Deacon longed to +try it on Gourlay. But his courage failed him. It was the only time he +was ever worsted in malignity. Never a man went forth, bowed down with a +recent shame, wounded and wincing from the public gaze, but that old +rogue hirpled up to him, and lisped with false smoothness: "Thirce me, +neebour, I'm thorry for ye! Thith ith a <i>terrible</i> affair! It'th on +everybody'th tongue. But ye have my thympathy, neebour, ye have +tha-at—my warmetht thympathy." And all the while the shifty eyes above +the lying mouth would peer and probe, to see if the soul within the +other was writhing at his words.</p> + +<p>Now, though everybody was spying at Gourlay in the market, all were +giving him a wide berth; for they knew that he was dangerous. He was no +longer the man whom they had baited on the way to Skeighan; then he had +some control, now three years' calamities had fretted his temper to a +raw wound. To flick it was perilous. Great was the surprise of the +starers, therefore, when the idle old Deacon was seen to detach himself +and hail the grain merchant. Gourlay wheeled, and waited with a levelled +eye. All were agog at the sight—something would be sure to come o' +this—here would be an encounter worth the speaking o'. But the Deacon,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[Pg 234]</a></span> +having toddled forward a bittock on his thin shanks, stopped half-roads, +took snuff, trumpeted into his big red handkerchief, and then, feebly +waving, "I'll thee ye again, Dyohn," clean turned tail and toddled back +to his cronies.</p> + +<p>A roar went up at his expense.</p> + +<p>"God!" said Tam Wylie, "did ye see yon? Gourlay stopped him wi' a +glower."</p> + +<p>But the laugh was maddening to Gourlay. Its readiness, its volume, +showed him that scores of folk had him in their minds, were watching +him, considering his position, cognizant of where he stood. "They ken," +he thought. "They were a' waiting to see what would happen. They wanted +to watch how Gourlay tholed the mention o' his son's disgrace. I'm a +kind o' show to them."</p> + +<p>Johnny Coe, idle and well-to-pass, though he had no business of his own +to attend to, was always present where business men assembled. It was a +gra-and way of getting news. To-day, however, Gourlay could not find +him. He went into the cattle mart to see if he was there. For two years +now Barbie had a market for cattle, on the first Tuesday of the month.</p> + +<p>The auctioneer, a jovial dog, was in the middle of his roaring game. A +big red bullock, the coat of which made a rich colour in the ring, came +bounding in, scared at its surroundings—staring one moment and the next +careering.</p> + +<p>"There's meat for you," said he of the hammer; "see how it runs! How +much am I offered for <i>this</i> fine bullock?" He sing-songed, always +saying "<i>this</i> fine bullock" in exactly the same tone of voice. +"Thirteen pounds for <i>this</i> fine bullock; thirteen-five; thirteen-ten; +thirteen-ten for <i>this</i> fine bullock; thirteen-ten; any further bids on +thirteen-ten? why, it's worth that for the colour o't; thank ye, +sir—thirteen-fifteen; fourteen pounds; fourteen pounds for <i>this</i> fine +bullock; see how<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[Pg 235]</a></span> the stot stots<a name="FNanchor_7_7" id="FNanchor_7_7"></a><a href="#Footnote_7_7" class="fnanchor">[7]</a> about the ring; that joke should +raise him another half-sovereign; ah, I knew it would—fourteen-five; +fourteen-five for <i>this</i> fine bullock; fourteen-ten; no more than +fourteen-ten for <i>this</i> fine bullock; going at fourteen-ten; +gone—Irrendavie."</p> + +<p>Now that he was in the circle, however, the mad, big, handsome beast +refused to go out again. When the cattlemen would drive him to the yard, +he snorted and galloped round, till he had to be driven from the ring +with blows. When at last he bounded through the door, he flung up his +heels with a bellow, and sent the sand of his arena showering on the +people round.</p> + +<p>"I seh!" roared Brodie in his coarsest voice, from the side of the ring +opposite to Gourlay. "I seh, owctioner! That maun be a College-bred +stot, from the way he behaves. He flung dirt at his masters, and had to +be expelled."</p> + +<p>"Put Brodie in the ring and rowp him!" cried Irrendavie. "He roars like +a bill, at ony rate."</p> + +<p>There was a laugh at Brodie, true; but it was at Gourlay that a hundred +big red faces turned to look. He did not look at them, though. He sent +his eyes across the ring at Brodie.</p> + +<p>"Lord!" said Irrendavie, "it's weel for Brodie that the ring's acqueesh +them! Gourlay'll murder somebody yet. Red hell lap out o' his e'en when +he looked at Brodie."</p> + +<p>Gourlay's suspicion that his son's disgrace was a matter of common +knowledge had now become a certainty. Brodie's taunt showed that +everybody knew it. He walked out of the building very quietly, pale but +resolute; no meanness in his carriage, no cowering. He was an arresting +figure of a man as he stood for a moment in the door and looked round +for the man whom he was seeking. "Weel, weel," he was thinking, "I maun +thole, I suppose. They were under <i>my</i><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[Pg 236]</a></span> feet for many a day, and they're +taking their advantage now."</p> + +<p>But though he could thole, his anger against John was none the less. It +was because they had been under his feet for many a day that John's +conduct was the more heinous. It was his son's conduct that gave +Gourlay's enemies their first opportunity against him, that enabled them +to turn the tables. They might sneer at his trollop of a wife, they +might sneer at his want of mere cleverness; still he held his head high +amongst them. They might suspect his poverty; but so far, for anything +they knew, he might have thousands behind him. He owed not a man in +Barbie. The appointments of Green Shutters were as brave as ever. The +selling of his horses, the dismissal of his men, might mean the +completion of a fortune, not its loss. Hitherto, then, he was +invulnerable—so he reasoned. It was his son's disgrace that gave the +men he had trodden under foot the first weapon they could use against +him. That was why it was more damnable in Gourlay's eyes than the +conduct of all the prodigals that ever lived. It had enabled his foes to +get their knife into him at last, and they were turning the dagger in +the wound. All owing to the boy on whom he had staked such hopes of +keeping up the Gourlay name! His account with John was lengthening +steadily.</p> + +<p>Coe was nowhere to be seen. At last Gourlay made up his mind to go out +and make inquiries at his house, out the Fleckie Road. It was a quiet, +big house, standing by itself, and Gourlay was glad there was nobody to +see him.</p> + +<p>It was Miss Coe herself who answered his knock at the door.</p> + +<p>She was a withered old shrew, with fifty times the spunk of Johnny. On +her thin wrists and long hands there was always a pair of bright red +mittens, only her finger-tips showing. Her far-sunken and toothless<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[Pg 237]</a></span> +mouth was always working, with a sucking motion of the lips; and her +round little knob of a sticking-out chin munched up and down when she +spoke, a long, stiff whitish hair slanting out its middle. However much +you wished to avoid doing so, you could not keep your eyes from staring +at that solitary hair while she was addressing you. It worked up and +down so, keeping time to every word she spoke.</p> + +<p>"Is your brother in?" said Gourlay. He was too near reality in this sad +pass of his to think of "mistering." "Is your brother in?" said he.</p> + +<p>"No-a!" she shrilled—for Miss Coe answered questions with an +old-maidish scream, as if the news she was giving must be a great +surprise both to you and her. "No-a!" she skirled; "he's no-a in-a. Was +it ainything particular?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Gourlay heavily. "I—I just wanted to see him," and he +trudged away.</p> + +<p>Miss Coe looked after him for a moment ere she closed the door. "He's +wanting to barrow money," she cried; "I'm nearly sure o't! I maun +caution Johnny when he comes back frae Fleckie, afore he gangs east the +toon. Gourlay could get him to do ocht! He always admired the brute—I'm +sure I kenna why. Because he's siccan a silly body himsell, I suppose!"</p> + +<p>It was after dark when Gourlay met Coe on the street. He drew him aside +in the shadows, and asked for a loan of eighty pounds.</p> + +<p>Johnny stammered a refusal. "Hauf the bawbees is mine," his sister had +skirled, "and I daur ye to do ony siccan thing, John Coe!"</p> + +<p>"It's only for a time," pleaded Gourlay; "and, by God," he flashed, +"it's hell in <i>my</i> throat to ask from any man."</p> + +<p>"No, no, Mr. Gourlay," said Johnny, "it's quite impossible. I've always +looked up to ye, and I'm not unwilling to oblige ye, but I cannot take +the risk."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[Pg 238]</a></span></p><p>"Risk!" said Gourlay, and stared at the darkness. By hook or by crook +he must raise the money to save the House with the Green Shutters. It +was no use trying the bank; he had a letter from the banker in his desk, +to tell him that his account was overdrawn. And yet if the interest were +not paid at once, the lawyers in Glasgow would foreclose, and the +Gourlays would be flung upon the street. His proud soul must eat dirt, +if need be, for the sake of eighty pounds.</p> + +<p>"If I get the baker or Tam Wylie to stand security," he asked, "would ye +not oblige me? I think they would do it. I have always felt they +respected me."</p> + +<p>"Well," said Johnny slowly, fearing his sister's anger, "if ye get the +baker and Tam Wylie for security. I'll be on the street for another +half-hour."</p> + +<p>A figure, muffled in a greatcoat, was seen stealing off through the +shadows.</p> + +<p>"God's curse on whoever that is," snarled Gourlay, "creeping up to +listen to our talk!"</p> + +<p>"I don't think so," said Johnny; "it seemed a young chap trying to hide +himself."</p> + +<p>Gourlay failed to get his securities. The baker, though a poor man, +would have stood for him, if Tam Wylie would have joined; but Tam would +not budge. He was as clean as gray granite, and as hard.</p> + +<p>So Gourlay trudged home through the darkness, beaten at last, mad with +shame and anger and foreboding.</p> + +<p>The first thing he saw on entering the kitchen was his son—sitting +muffled in his coat by the great fender.</p> + +<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTE:</h3> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_7_7" id="Footnote_7_7"></a><a href="#FNanchor_7_7"><span class="label">[7]</span></a> <i>Stot</i>, a bullock; <i>to stot</i>, to bound.</p></div> +</div> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[Pg 239]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXV" id="CHAPTER_XXV"></a>CHAPTER XXV.</h2> + +<p>Janet and her mother saw a quiver run through Gourlay as he stood and +glowered from the threshold. He seemed of monstrous bulk and +significance, filling the doorway in his silence.</p> + +<p>The quiver that went through him was a sign of his contending angers, +his will struggling with the tumult of wrath that threatened to spoil +his revenge. To fell that huddled oaf with a blow would be a poor return +for all he had endured because of him. He meant to sweat punishment out +of him drop by drop, with slow and vicious enjoyment. But the sudden +sight of that living disgrace to the Gourlays woke a wild desire to leap +on him at once and glut his rage—a madness which only a will like his +could control. He quivered with the effort to keep it in.</p> + +<p>To bring a beaten and degraded look into a man's face, rend manhood out +of him in fear, is a sight that makes decent men wince in pain; for it +is an outrage on the decency of life, an offence to natural religion, a +violation of the human sanctities. Yet Gourlay had done it once and +again. I saw him "down" a man at the Cross once, a big man with a viking +beard, dark brown, from which you would have looked for manliness. +Gourlay, with stabbing eyes, threatened, and birred, and "downed" him, +till he crept away with a face like chalk, and a hunted, furtive eye. +Curiously it was his manly beard that made the look such a pain, for its +contrasting colour showed the white face of the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[Pg 240]</a></span> coward—and a coward +had no right to such a beard. A grim and cruel smile went after him as +he slunk away. "<i>Ha!</i>" barked Gourlay, in lordly and pursuing scorn, and +the fellow leapt where he walked as the cry went through him. To break a +man's spirit so, take that from him which he will never recover while he +lives, send him slinking away <i>animo castrato</i>—for that is what it +comes to—is a sinister outrage of the world. It is as bad as the rape +of a woman, and ranks with the sin against the Holy Ghost—derives from +it, indeed. Yet it was this outrage that Gourlay meant to work upon his +son. He would work him down and down, this son of his, till he was less +than a man, a frightened, furtive animal. Then, perhaps, he would give a +loose to his other rage, unbuckle his belt, and thrash the grown man +like a wriggling urchin on the floor.</p> + +<p>As he stood glowering from the door Mrs. Gourlay rose, with an appealing +cry of "<i>John!</i>" But Gourlay put his eye on her, and she sank into her +chair, staring up at him in terror. The strings of the tawdry cap she +wore seemed to choke her, and she unfastened them with nervous fingers, +fumbling long beneath her lifted chin to get them loose. She did not +remove the cap, but let the strings dangle by her jaw. The silly bits of +cloth waggling and quivering, as she turned her head repeatedly from son +to husband and from husband to son, added to her air of helplessness and +inefficiency. Once she whispered with ghastly intensity, "<i>God have +mercy!</i>"</p> + +<p>For a length of time there was a loaded silence.</p> + +<p>Gourlay went up to the hearth, and looked down on his son from near at +hand. John shrank down in his greatcoat. A reek of alcohol rose from +around him. Janet whimpered.</p> + +<p>But when Gourlay spoke it was with deadly quietude. The moan was in his +voice. So great was his controlled wrath that he drew in great, +shivering breastfuls of air<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">[Pg 241]</a></span> between the words, as if for strength to +utter them; and they quavered forth on it again. He seemed weakened by +his own rage.</p> + +<p>"Ay, man!" he breathed.... "Ye've won hame, I observe!... Dee-ee-ar +me!... Im-phm!"</p> + +<p>The contrast between the lowness of his voice and his steady, breathing +anger that possessed the air (they felt it coming as on waves) was +demoniac, appalling.</p> + +<p>John could not speak; he was paralyzed by fear. To have this vast +hostile force touch him, yet be still, struck him dumb. Why did his +father not break out on him at once? What did he mean? What was he going +to do? The jamb of the fireplace cut his right shoulder as he cowered +into it, to get away as far as he could.</p> + +<p>"I'm saying ... ye've won hame!" quivered Gourlay in a deadly slowness, +and his eyes never left his son.</p> + +<p>And still the son made no reply. In the silence the ticking of the big +clock seemed to fill their world. They were conscious of nothing else. +It smote the ear.</p> + +<p>"Ay," John gulped at last from a throat that felt closing. The answer +seemed dragged out of him by the insistent silence.</p> + +<p>"Just so-a!" breathed his father, and his eyes opened in wide flame. He +heaved with the great breath he drew.... "Im-phm!" he drawled.</p> + +<p>He went through to the scullery at the back of the kitchen to wash his +hands. Through the open door Janet and her mother—looking at each other +with affrighted eyes—could hear him sneering at intervals, "Ay, +man!"... "Just that, now!"... "Im-phm!" And again, "Ay, ay!... +Dee-ee-ar me!" in grim, falsetto irony.</p> + +<p>When he came back to the kitchen he turned to Janet, and left his son in +a suspended agony.</p> + +<p>"Ay, woman, Jenny, ye're there!" he said, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[Pg 242]</a></span> nipped her ear as he +passed over to his chair. "Were ye in Skeighan the day?"</p> + +<p>"Ay, faither," she answered.</p> + +<p>"And what did the Skeighan doctor say?"</p> + +<p>She raised her large pale eyes to his with a strange look. Then her head +sank low on her breast.</p> + +<p>"Nothing!" she said at last.</p> + +<p>"Nothing!" said he. "Nothing for nothing, then. I hope you didna pay +him?"</p> + +<p>"No, faither," she answered. "I hadna the bawbees."</p> + +<p>"When did ye get back?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Just after—just after——" Her eyes flickered over to John, as if she +were afraid of mentioning his name.</p> + +<p>"Oh, just after this gentleman! But there's noathing strange in tha-at; +you were always after him. You were born after him, and considered after +him; he aye had the best o't.—I howp <i>you</i> are in good health?" he +sneered, turning to his son. "It would never do for a man to break down +at the outset o' a great career!... For ye <i>are</i> at the outset o' a +great career; are ye na?"</p> + +<p>His speech was as soft as the foot of a tiger, and sheathed as rending a +cruelty. There was no escaping the crouching stealth of it. If he had +leapt with a roar, John's drunken fury might have lashed itself to rage. +But the younger and weaker man was fascinated and helpless before the +creeping approach of so monstrous a wrath.</p> + +<p>"Eh?" asked Gourlay softly, when John made no reply; "I'm saying you're +at the outset o' a great career; are ye no? Eh?"</p> + +<p>Soft as his "Eh" was in utterance, it was insinuating, pursuing; it had +to be answered.</p> + +<p>"No," whimpered John.</p> + +<p>"Well, well; you're maybe at the end o't! Have ye been studying hard?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[Pg 243]</a></span></p><p>"Yes," lied John.</p> + +<p>"That's right!" cried his father with great heartiness. "There's my +brave fellow! Noathing like studying!... And no doubt"—he leaned over +suavely—"and no doubt ye've brought a wheen prizes home wi' ye as +usual? Eh?"</p> + +<p>There was no answer.</p> + +<p>"Eh?"</p> + +<p>"No," gulped the cowerer.</p> + +<p>"<i>Nae</i> prizes!" cried Gourlay, and his eyebrows went up in a pretended +surprise. "<i>Nae-ae</i> prizes! Ay, man! Fow's that, na?"</p> + +<p>Young Gourlay was being reduced to the condition of a beaten child, who, +when his mother asks if he has been a bad boy, is made to sob "Yes" at +her knee. "Have you been a good boy?" she asks—"No," he pants; and "Are +you sorry for being a bad boy?"—"Yes," he sobs; and "Will you be a good +boy now, then?"—"Yes," he almost shrieks, in his desire to be at one +with his mother. Young Gourlay was being equally beaten from his own +nature, equally battered under by another personality. Only he was not +asked to be a good boy. He might gang to hell for anything auld Gourlay +cared—when once he had bye with him.</p> + +<p>Even as he degraded his son to this state of unnatural cowardice, +Gourlay felt a vast disgust swell within him that a son of his should be +such a coward. "Damn him!" he thought, glowering with big-eyed contempt +at the huddled creature; "he hasna the pluck o' a pig! How can he stand +talk like this without showing he's a man? When I was a child on the +brisket, if a man had used me as I'm using him, I would have flung +mysell at him. He's a pretty-looking object to carry the name o' John +Gourla'! My God, what a ke-o of <i>my</i> life I've made—that auld trollop +for my wife, that sumph for my son, and that dying lassie for my +dochter! Was it I that bred him? <i>That!</i>"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_244" id="Page_244">[Pg 244]</a></span></p><p>He leapt to his feet in devilish merriment.</p> + +<p>"Set out the spirits, Jenny!" he cried; "set out the spirits! My son and +I must have a drink together—to celebrate the occeesion; ou ay," he +sneered, drawling out the word with sharp, unfamiliar sound, "just to +celebrate the occeesion!"</p> + +<p>The wild humour that seized him was inevitable, born of a vicious effort +to control a rage that was constantly increasing, fed by the sight of +the offender. Every time he glanced across at the thing sitting there he +was swept with fresh surges of fury and disgust. But his vicious +constraint curbed them under, and refused them a natural expression. +They sought an unnatural. Some vent they must have, and they found it in +a score of wild devilries he began to practise on his son. Wrath fed and +checked in one brings the hell on which man is built to the surface. +Gourlay was transformed. He had a fluency of speech, a power of banter, +a readiness of tongue, which he had never shown before. He was beyond +himself. Have you heard the snarl with which a wild beast arrests the +escaping prey which it has just let go in enjoying cruelty? Gourlay was +that animal. For a moment he would cease to torture his son, feed his +disgust with a glower; then the sight of him huddled there would wake a +desire to stamp on him; but his will would not allow that, for it would +spoil the sport he had set his mind on; and so he played with the victim +which he would not kill.</p> + +<p>"Set out the speerits, Jenny," he birred, when she wavered in fear. +"What are ye shaking for? Set out the speerits—just to shelebrate the +joyful occeesion, ye know—ay, ay, just to shelebrate the joyful +occeesion!"</p> + +<p>Janet brought a tray, with glasses, from the pantry. As she walked, the +rims of the glasses shivered and tinkled against each other, from her +trembling. Then she set a bottle on the table.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245">[Pg 245]</a></span></p><p>Gourlay sent it crashing to the floor. "A bottle!" he roared. "A bottle +for huz twa! To hell wi' bottles! The jar, Jenny, the jar; set out the +jar, lass, set out the jar. For we mean to make a night of it, this +gentleman and me. Ay," he yawed with a vicious smile, "we'll make a +night o't—we two. A night that Barbie'll remember loang!"</p> + +<p>"Have ye skill o' drink?" he asked, turning to his son.</p> + +<p>"No," wheezed John.</p> + +<p>"No!" cried his father. "I thought ye learned everything at College! +Your education's been neglected. But I'll teach ye a lesson or <i>this</i> +nicht's by. Ay, by God," he growled, "I'll teach ye a lesson."</p> + +<p>Curb his temper as he might, his own behaviour was lashing it to frenzy. +Through the moaning intensity peculiar to his vicious rage there leapt +at times a wild-beast snarl. Every time they heard it, it cut the veins +of his listeners with a start of fear—it leapt so suddenly.</p> + +<p>"Ha'e, sir!" he cried.</p> + +<p>John raised his dull, white face and looked across at the bumper which +his father poured him. But he felt the limbs too weak beneath him to go +and take it.</p> + +<p>"Bide where ye are!" sneered his father, "bide where ye are! I'll wait +on ye; I'll wait on ye. Man, I waited on ye the day that ye were bo-orn! +The heavens were hammering the world as John Gourla' rode through the +storm for a doctor to bring hame his heir. The world was feared, but +<i>he</i> wasna feared," he roared in Titanic pride, "<i>he</i> wasna feared; no, +by God, for he never met what scaured him!... Ay, ay," he birred softly +again, "ay, ay, ye were ushered loudly to the world, serr! Verra +appropriate for a man who was destined to make such a name!... Eh?... +Verra appropriate, serr; verra appropriate! And you'll be ushered just +as loudly out o't. Oh, young Gourlay's death maun make a splurge, ye +know—a splurge to attract folk's attention!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_246" id="Page_246">[Pg 246]</a></span></p><p>John's shaking hand was wet with the spilled whisky.</p> + +<p>"Take it off," sneered his father, boring into him with a vicious eye; +"take it off, serr; take off your dram! Stop! Somebody wrote something +about that—some poetry or other. Who was it?"</p> + +<p>"I dinna ken," whimpered John.</p> + +<p>"Don't tell lies now. You do ken. I heard you mention it to Loranogie. +Come on now—who was it?"</p> + +<p>"It was Burns," said John.</p> + +<p>"Oh, it was Burns, was it? And what had Mr. Burns to say on the subject? +Eh?"</p> + +<p>"'Freedom and whisky gang thegither: tak aff your dram,'" stammered +John.</p> + +<p>"A verra wise remark," said Gourlay gravely. "'Freedom and whisky gang +thegither;'" he turned the quotation on his tongue, as if he were +savouring a tit-bit. "That's verra good," he approved. "You're a great +admirer of Burns, I hear. Eh?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said John.</p> + +<p>"Do what he bids ye, then. Take off your dram! It'll show what a fine +free fellow you are!"</p> + +<p>It was a big, old-fashioned Scotch drinking-glass, containing more than +half a gill of whisky, and John drained it to the bottom. To him it had +been a deadly thing at first, coming thus from his father's hand. He had +taken it into his own with a feeling of aversion that was strangely +blended of disgust and fear. But the moment it touched his lips, desire +leapt in his throat to get at it.</p> + +<p>"Good!" roared his father in mock admiration. "God, ye have the +thrapple! When I was your age that would have choked me. I must have a +look at that throat o' yours. Stand up!... <i>Stand up when I tall 'ee!</i>"</p> + +<p>John rose swaying to his feet. Months of constant tippling, culminating +in a wild debauch, had shattered him. He stood in a reeling world. And +the fear <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247">[Pg 247]</a></span>weakening his limbs changed his drunken stupor to a +heart-heaving sickness. He swayed to and fro, with a cold sweat oozing +from his chalky face.</p> + +<p>"What's ado wi' the fellow?" cried Gourlay. "Oom? He's swinging like a +saugh-wand. I must wa-alk round this and have a look!"</p> + +<p>John's drunken submissiveness encouraged his father to new devilries. +The ease with which he tortured him provoked him to more torture; he +went on more and more viciously, as if he were conducting an experiment, +to see how much the creature would bear before he turned. Gourlay was +enjoying the glutting of his own wrath.</p> + +<p>He turned his son round with a finger and thumb on his shoulder, in +insolent inspection, as you turn an urchin round to see him in his new +suit of clothes. Then he crouched before him, his face thrust close to +the other, and peered into his eyes, his mouth distent with an infernal +smile. "My boy, Johnny," he said sweetly, "my boy, Johnny," and patted +him gently on the cheek. John raised dull eyes and looked into his +father's. Far within him a great wrath was gathering through his fear. +Another voice, another self, seemed to whimper, with dull iteration, +"I'll <i>kill</i> him; I'll <i>kill</i> him; by God, I'll <i>kill</i> him—if he doesna +stop this—if he keeps on like this at me!" But his present and material +self was paralyzed with fear.</p> + +<p>"Open your mouth!" came the snarl—"<i>wider, damn ye! wider!</i>"</p> + +<p>"Im-phm!" said Gourlay, with a critical drawl, pulling John's chin about +to see into him the deeper. "Im-phm! God, it's like a furnace! What's +the Latin for throat?"</p> + +<p>"Guttur," said John.</p> + +<p>"Gutter," said his father. "A verra appropriate name! Yours stinks like +a cesspool! What have you been doing till't? I'm afraid ye aren't in +very good<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_248" id="Page_248">[Pg 248]</a></span> health, after a-all.... Eh?... Mrs. Gourla', Mrs. Gourla'! +He's in very bad case, this son of yours, Mrs. Gourla'! Fine I ken what +he needs, though.—Set out the brandy, Jenny, set out the brandy," he +roared; "whisky's not worth a damn for him! Stop; it was you gaed the +last time—it's <i>your</i> turn now, auld wife, it's <i>your</i> turn now! Gang +for the brandy to your twa John Gourla's. We're a pair for a woman to be +proud of!"</p> + +<p>He gazed after his wife as she tottered to the pantry.</p> + +<p>"Your skirt's on the gape, auld wife," he sang; "your skirt's on the +gape; as use-u-al," he drawled; "as use-u-al. It was always like that; +and it always scunnered me, for I aye liked things tidy—though I never +got them. However, I maunna compleen when ye bore sic a braw son to my +name. He's a great consolation! Imphm, he is that—a great consolation!"</p> + +<p>The brandy bottle slipped from the quivering fingers and was smashed to +pieces on the floor.</p> + +<p>"Hurrah!" yelled Gourlay.</p> + +<p>He seemed rapt and carried by his own devilry. The wreck and ruin strewn +about the floor consorted with the ruin of his fortunes; let all go +smash—what was the use of caring? Now in his frenzy, he, ordinarily so +careful, seemed to delight in the smashings and the breakings; they +suited his despair.</p> + +<p>He saw that his spirit of destruction frightened them, too, and that was +another reason to indulge it.</p> + +<p>"To hell with everything," he yelled, like a mock-bacchanal. "<i>We</i>'re +the hearty fellows! We'll make a red night now we're at it!" And with +that he took the heel of a bottle on his toe and sent it flying among +the dishes on the dresser. A great plate fell, split in two.</p> + +<p>"Poor fellow!" he whined, turning to his son; "poo-oor fellow! I fear he +has lost his pheesic. For that was the last bottle o' brandy in my +aucht; the last John Gourlay had, the last he'll ever buy. What am<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[Pg 249]</a></span> I to +do wi' ye now?... Eh?... I must do something; it's coming to the bit +now, sir."</p> + +<p>As he stood in a heaving silence the sobbing of the two women was heard +through the room. John was still swaying on the floor.</p> + +<p>Sometimes Gourlay would run the full length of the kitchen, and stand +there glowering on a stoop; then he would come crouching up to his son +on a vicious little trot, pattering in rage, the broken glass crunching +and grinding beneath his feet. At any moment he might spring.</p> + +<p>"What do ye think I mean to do wi' ye now?" he moaned.... "Eh?... What +do ye think I mean to do wi' ye now?"</p> + +<p>As he came grinning in rage his lips ran out to their full width, and +the tense slit showed his teeth to their roots. The gums were white. The +stricture of the lips had squeezed them bloodless.</p> + +<p>He went back to the dresser once more and bent low beside it, glancing +at his son across his left shoulder, with his head flung back sideways, +his right fist clenched low and ready from a curve of the elbow. It +swung heavy as a mallet by his thigh. Janet got to her knees and came +shuffling across the floor on them, though her dress was tripping her, +clasping her outstretched hands, and sobbing in appeal, "Faither, +faither; O faither; for God's sake, faither!" She clung to him. He +unclenched his fist and lifted her away. Then he came crouching and +quivering across the floor slowly, a gleaming devilry in the eyes that +devoured his son. His hands were like outstretched claws, and shivered +with each shiver of the voice that moaned, through set teeth, "What do +ye think I mean to do wi' ye now?... What do ye think I mean to do wi' +ye now?... Ye damned sorrow and disgrace that ye are, what do ye think I +mean to do wi' ye now?"</p> + +<p>"Run, John!" screamed Mrs. Gourlay, leaping to her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[Pg 250]</a></span> feet. With a hunted +cry young Gourlay sprang to the door. So great had been the fixity of +Gourlay's wrath, so tense had he been in one direction, as he moved +slowly on his prey, that he could not leap to prevent him. As John +plunged into the cool, soft darkness, his mother's "Thank God!" rang +past him on the night.</p> + +<p>His immediate feeling was of coolness and width and spaciousness, in +contrast with the hot grinding hostility that had bored so closely in on +him for the last hour. He felt the benignness of the darkened heavens. A +tag of some forgotten poem he had read came back to his mind, and, +"Come, kindly night, and cover me," he muttered, with shaking lips; and +felt how true it was. My God, what a relief to be free of his father's +eyes! They had held him till his mother's voice broke the spell. They +seemed to burn him now.</p> + +<p>What a fool he had been to face his father when empty both of food and +drink! Every man was down-hearted when he was empty. If his mother had +had time to get the tea, it would have been different; but the fire had +been out when he went in. "He wouldn't have downed me so easy if I had +had anything in me," he muttered, and his anger grew as he thought of +all he had been made to suffer. For he was still the swaggerer. Now that +the incubus of his father's tyranny no longer pressed on him directly, a +great hate rose within him for the tyrant. He would go back and have it +out when he was primed. "It's the only hame I have," he sobbed angrily +to the darkness; "I have no other place to gang till! Yes, I'll go back +and have it out with him when once I get something in me, so I will." It +was no disgrace to suck courage from the bottle for that encounter with +his father, for nobody could stand up to black Gourlay—nobody. Young +Gourlay was yielding to a peculiar fatalism of minds diseased: all that +affects them seems different from all that affects everybody else; they +are even proud of their separate<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_251" id="Page_251">[Pg 251]</a></span> and peculiar doom. Young Gourlay not +thought but felt it—he was different from everybody else. The heavens +had cursed nobody else with such a terrible sire. It was no cowardice to +fill yourself with drink before you faced him.</p> + +<p>A drunkard will howl you an obscene chorus the moment after he has wept +about his dead child. For a mind in the delirium of drink is no longer a +coherent whole, but a heap of shattered bits, which it shows one after +the other to the world. Hence the many transformations of that +semi-madness, and their quick variety. Young Gourlay was showing them +now. His had always been a wandering mind, deficient in application and +control, and as he neared his final collapse it became more and more +variable, the prey of each momentary thought. In a short five minutes of +time he had been alive to the beauty of the darkness, cowering before +the memory of his father's eyes, sobbing in self-pity and angry resolve, +shaking in terror—indeed he was shaking now. But his vanity came +uppermost. As he neared the Red Lion he stopped suddenly, and the +darkness seemed on fire against his cheeks. He would have to face +curious eyes, he reflected. It was from the Red Lion he and Aird had +started so grandly in the autumn. It would never do to come slinking +back like a whipped cur; he must carry it off bravely in case the usual +busybodies should be gathered round the bar. So with his coat flapping +lordly on either side of him, his hands deep in his trousers pockets, +and his hat on the back of his head, he drove at the swing-doors with an +outshot chest, and entered with a "breenge." But for all his swagger he +must have had a face like death, for there was a cry among the idlers. A +man breathed, "My God! What's the matter?" With shaking knees Gourlay +advanced to the bar, and, "For God's sake, Aggie," he whispered, "give +me a Kinblythmont!"</p> + +<p>It went at a gulp.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_252" id="Page_252">[Pg 252]</a></span></p><p>"Another!" he gasped, like a man dying of thirst, whom his first sip +maddens for more. "Another! Another!"</p> + +<p>He had tossed the other down his burning throat when Deacon Allardyce +came in.</p> + +<p>He knew his man the moment he set eyes on him, but, standing at the +door, he arched his hand above his brow, as you do in gazing at a dear +unexpected friend, whom you pretend not to be quite sure of, so +surprised and pleased are you to see him there.</p> + +<p>"Ith it Dyohn?" he cried. "It <i>ith</i> Dyohn!" And he toddled forward with +outstretched hand. "Man Dyohn!" he said again, as if he could scarce +believe the good news, and he waggled the other's hand up and down, with +both his own clasped over it. "I'm proud to thee you, thir; I am that. +And tho you're won hame, ay! Im-phm! And how are ye tummin on?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, <i>I</i>'m all right, Deacon," said Gourlay with a silly laugh. "Have a +wet?" The whisky had begun to warm him.</p> + +<p>"A wha-at?" said the Deacon, blinking in a puzzled fashion with his +bleary old eyes.</p> + +<p>"A dram—a drink—a drop o' the Auld Kirk," said Gourlay, with a +stertorous laugh down through his nostrils.</p> + +<p>"Hi! hi!" laughed the Deacon in his best falsetto. "Ith that what ye +call it up in Embro? A wet, ay! Ah, well, maybe I will take a little +drope, theeing you're tho ready wi' your offer."</p> + +<p>They drank together.</p> + +<p>"Aggie, fill me a mutchkin when you're at it," said Gourlay to the +pretty barmaid with the curly hair. He had spent many an hour with her +last summer in the bar. The four big whiskies he had swallowed in the +last half-hour were singing in him now, and he blinked at her drunkenly.</p> + +<p>There was a scarlet ribbon on her dark curls, coquettish, vivid, and +Gourlay stared at it dreamily, partly in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_253" id="Page_253">[Pg 253]</a></span> a drunken daze, and partly +because a striking colour always brought a musing and self-forgetting +look within his eyes. All his life he used to stare at things dreamily, +and come to himself with a start when spoken to. He forgot himself now.</p> + +<p>"Aggie," he said, and put his hand out to hers clumsily where it rested +on the counter—"Aggie, that ribbon's infernal bonny on your dark hair!"</p> + +<p>She tossed her head, and perked away from him on her little high heels. +Him, indeed!—the drunkard! She wanted none of his compliments!</p> + +<p>There were half a dozen in the place by this time, and they all stared +with greedy eyes. "That's young Gourlay—him that was <i>expelled</i>," was +heard, the last an emphatic whisper, with round eyes of awe at the +offence that must have merited such punishment. "<i>Expelled</i>, mind +ye!"—with a round shake of the head. "Watch Allardyce. We'll see fun."</p> + +<p>"What's this 'expelled' is, now?" said John Toodle, with a very +considering look and tone in his uplifted face—"properly speaking, that +is," he added, implying that of course he knew the word in its ordinary +sense, but was not sure of it "properly speaking."</p> + +<p>"Flung oot," said Drucken Wabster, speaking from the fullness of his own +experience.</p> + +<p>"Whisht!" said a third. "Here's Tam Brodie. Watch what <i>he</i> does."</p> + +<p>The entrance of Brodie spoiled sport for the Deacon. He had nothing of +that malicious <i>finesse</i> that made Allardyce a genius at nicking men on +the raw. He went straight to his work, stabbing like an awl.</p> + +<p>"Hal-lo!" he cried, pausing with contempt in the middle of the word, +when he saw young Gourlay. "Hal-lo! <i>You</i> here!—Brig o' the Mains, +miss, if <i>you</i> please.—Ay, man! God, you've been making a name up in +Embro. I hear you stood up till him gey weel," and he winked openly to +those around.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_254" id="Page_254">[Pg 254]</a></span></p><p>Young Gourlay's maddened nature broke at the insult. "Damn you," he +screamed, "leave <i>me</i> alone, will you? I have done nothing to <i>you</i>, +have I?"</p> + +<p>Brodie stared at him across his suspended whisky glass, an easy and +assured contempt curling his lip. "Don't greet owre't, my bairn," said +he, and even as he spoke John's glass shivered on his grinning teeth. +Brodie leapt on him, lifted him, and sent him flying.</p> + +<p>"That's a game of your father's, you damned dog," he roared. "But +there's mair than him can play the game!"</p> + +<p>"Canny, my freendth, canny!" piped Allardyce, who was vexed at a fine +chance for his peculiar craft being spoiled by mere brutality of +handling. All this was most inartistic. Brodie never had the fine +stroke.</p> + +<p>Gourlay picked himself bleeding from the floor, and holding a +handkerchief to his mouth, plunged headlong from the room. He heard the +derisive roar that came after him stop, strangled by the sharp swing-to +of the door. But it seemed to echo in his burning ears as he strode +madly on through the darkness. He uncorked his mutchkin and drank it +like water. His swollen lip smarted at first, but he drank till it was a +mere dead lump to his tongue, and he could not feel the whisky on the +wound.</p> + +<p>His mind at first was a burning whirl through drink and rage, with +nothing determined and nothing definite. But thought began to shape +itself. In a vast vague circle of consciousness his mind seemed to sit +in the centre and think with preternatural clearness. Though all around +was whirling and confused, drink had endowed some inner eye of the brain +with unnatural swift vividness. Far within the humming circle of his +mind he saw an instant and terrible revenge on Brodie, acted it, and +lived it now. His desires were murderers, and he let them slip, gloating +in the cruelties that hot fancy wreaked upon his enemy. Then he suddenly +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_255" id="Page_255">[Pg 255]</a></span>remembered his father. A rush of fiery blood seemed to drench all his +body as he thought of what had passed between them. "But, by Heaven," he +swore, as he threw away his empty bottle, "he won't use me like that +another time; I have blood in me now." His maddened fancy began building +a new scene, with the same actors, the same conditions, as the other, +but an issue gloriously diverse. With vicious delight he heard his +father use the same sneers, the same gibes, the same brutalities; then +he turned suddenly and had him under foot, kicking, bludgeoning, +stamping the life out. He would do it, by Heaven, he would do it! The +memory of what had happened came fierily back, and made the pressing +darkness burn. His wrath was brimming on the edge, ready to burst, and +he felt proudly that it would no longer ebb in fear. Whisky had killed +fear, and left a hysterical madman, all the more dangerous because he +was so weak. Let his father try it on now; he was ready for him!</p> + +<p>And his father was ready for him, for he knew what had happened at the +inn. Mrs. Webster, on her nightly hunt for the man she had sworn to +honour and obey, having drawn several public-houses blank, ran him to +earth at last in the bar-room of the Red Lion. "Yes, yes, Kirsty," he +cried, eager to prevent her tongue, "I know I'm a blagyird; but oh, the +terrible thing that has happened!" He so possessed her with his graphic +tale that he was allowed to go chuckling back to his potations, while +she ran hot-foot to the Green Shutters.</p> + +<p>"Eh, poo-oor Mrs. Gourlay; and oh, your poo-oor boy, too; and eh, that +brute Tam Brodie——" Even as she came through the door the voluble +clatter was shrilling out the big tidings, before she was aware of +Gourlay's presence. She faltered beneath his black glower.</p> + +<p>"Go on!" he said, and ground it out of her.</p> + +<p>"The damned sumph!" he growled, "to let Brodie<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_256" id="Page_256">[Pg 256]</a></span> hammer him!" For a +moment, it is true, his anger was divided, stood in equipoise, even +dipped "Brodie-ward." "I've an account to sattle wi' <i>him</i>!" he thought +grimly. "When <i>I</i> get my claw on his neck, I'll teach him better than to +hit a Gourlay! I wonder," he mused, with a pride in which was neither +doubt nor wonder—"I wonder will he fling the father as he flang the +son!" But that was the instinct of his blood, not enough to make him +pardon John. On the contrary, here was a new offence of his offspring. +On the morrow Barbie would be burning with another affront which he had +put upon the name of Gourlay. He would waste no time when he came back, +be he drunk or be he sober; he would strip the flesh off him.</p> + +<p>"Jenny," he said, "bring me the step-ladder."</p> + +<p>He would pass the time till the prodigal came back—and he was almost +certain to come back, for where could he go in Barbie?—he would pass +the time by trying to improve the appearance of the house. He had spent +money on his house till the last, and even now had the instinct to +embellish it. Not that it mattered to him now; still he could carry out +a small improvement he had planned before. The kitchen was ceiled in +dark timber, and on the rich brown rafters there were wooden pegs and +bars, for the hanging of Gourlay's sticks and fishing-rods. His gun was +up there, too, just above the hearth. It had occurred to him about a +month ago, however, that a pair of curving steel rests, that would catch +the glint from the fire, would look better beneath his gun than the dull +pegs, where it now lay against a joist. He might as well pass the time +by putting them up.</p> + +<p>The bringing of the steps, light though they were, was too much for +Janet's weak frame, and she stopped in a fit of coughing, clutching the +ladder for support, while it shook to her spasms.</p> + +<p>"Tuts, Jenny, this'll never do," said Gourlay, not<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_257" id="Page_257">[Pg 257]</a></span> unkindly. He took +the ladder away from her and laid his hand on her shoulder. "Away to +your bed, lass. You maunna sit so late."</p> + +<p>But Janet was anxious for her brother, and wanted to sit up till he came +home. She answered, "Yes," to her father, but idled discreetly, to +consume the time.</p> + +<p>"Where's my hammer?" snarled Gourlay.</p> + +<p>"Is it no by the clock?" said his wife wearily. "Oh, I remember, I +remember! I gied it to Mrs. Webster to break some brie-stone, to rub the +front doorstep wi'. It'll be lying in the porch."</p> + +<p>"Oh, ay, as usual," said Gourlay—"as usual."</p> + +<p>"John!" she cried in alarm, "you don't mean to take down the gun, do +ye?"</p> + +<p>"Huts, you auld fule, what are you skirling for? D'ye think I mean to +shoot the dog? Set back on your creepie and make less noise, will ye?"</p> + +<p>Ere he had driven a nail in the rafter John came in, and sat down by the +fire, taking up the great poker, as if to cover his nervousness. If +Gourlay had been on the floor he would have grappled with him there and +then. But the temptation to gloat over his victim from his present +height was irresistible. He went up another step, and sat down on the +very summit of the ladder, his feet resting on one of the lower rounds. +The hammer he had been using was lying on his thigh, his hand clutched +about its haft.</p> + +<p>"Ay, man, you've been taking a bit walk, I hear."</p> + +<p>John made no reply, but played with the poker. It was so huge, owing to +Gourlay's whim, that when it slid through his fingers it came down on +the muffled hearthstone with a thud like a pavior's hammer.</p> + +<p>"I'm told you saw the Deacon on your rounds? Did he compliment you on +your return?"</p> + +<p>At the quiet sneer a lightning-flash showed John that Allardyce had +quizzed him too. For a moment he was conscious of a vast self-pity. +"Damn them, they're all<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_258" id="Page_258">[Pg 258]</a></span> down on me," he thought. Then a vindictive rage +against them all took hold of him, tense, quivering.</p> + +<p>"Did you see Thomas Brodie when ye were out?" came the suave inquiry.</p> + +<p>"I saw him," said John, raising fierce eyes to his father's. He was +proud of the sudden firmness in his voice. There was no fear in it, no +quivering. He was beyond caring what happened to the world or him.</p> + +<p>"Oh, you saw him," roared Gourlay, as his anger leapt to meet the anger +of his son. "And what did he say to you, may I speir?... Or maybe I +should speir what he did.... Eh?" he grinned.</p> + +<p>"By God, I'll kill ye," screamed John, springing to his feet, with the +poker in his hand. The hammer went whizzing past his ear. Mrs. Gourlay +screamed and tried to rise from her chair, her eyes goggling in terror. +As Gourlay leapt, John brought the huge poker with a crash on the +descending brow. The fiercest joy of his life was the dirl that went up +his arm as the steel thrilled to its own hard impact on the bone. +Gourlay thudded on the fender, his brow crashing on the rim.</p> + +<p>At the blow there had been a cry as of animals from the two women. There +followed an eternity of silence, it seemed, and a haze about the place; +yet not a haze, for everything was intensely clear; only it belonged to +another world. One terrible fact had changed the Universe. The air was +different now—it was full of murder. Everything in the room had a new +significance, a sinister meaning. The effect was that of an unholy +spell.</p> + +<p>As through a dream Mrs. Gourlay's voice was heard crying on her God.</p> + +<p>John stood there, suddenly weak in his limbs, and stared, as if +petrified, at the red poker in his hand. A little wisp of grizzled hair +stuck to the square of it, severed, as by scissors, between the sharp +edge and the bone. It was the sight of that bit of hair that roused him +from his stupor—it seemed so monstrous and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_259" id="Page_259">[Pg 259]</a></span>horrible, sticking all by +itself to the poker. "I didna strike him so hard," he pleaded, staring +vaguely, "I didna strike him so hard." Now that the frenzy had left him, +he failed to realize the force of his own blow. Then with a horrid fear +on him, "Get up, faither," he entreated; "get up, faither! O man, you +micht get up!"</p> + +<p>Janet, who had bent above the fallen man, raised an ashen face to her +brother, and whispered hoarsely, "His heart has stopped, John; you have +killed him!"</p> + +<p>Steps were heard coming through the scullery. In the fear of discovery +Mrs. Gourlay shook off the apathy that held her paralyzed. She sprang +up, snatched the poker from her son, and thrust it in the embers.</p> + +<p>"Run, John; run for the doctor," she screamed.—"O Mrs. Webster, Mrs. +Webster, I'm glad to see ye. Mr. Gourlay fell from the top o' the +ladder, and smashed his brow on the muckle fender."</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_260" id="Page_260">[Pg 260]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVI" id="CHAPTER_XXVI"></a>CHAPTER XXVI.</h2> + +<p>"Mother!" came the startled whisper, "mother! O woman, waken and speak +to me!"</p> + +<p>No comforting answer came from the darkness to tell of a human being +close at hand; the girl, intently listening, was alone with her fear. +All was silent in the room, and the terror deepened. Then the far-off +sound in the house was heard once more.</p> + +<p>"Mother—mother, what's that?"</p> + +<p>"What is it, Janet?" came a feebly complaining voice; "what's wrong wi' +ye, lassie?"</p> + +<p>Janet and her mother were sleeping in the big bedroom, Janet in the +place that had been her father's. He had been buried through the day, +the second day after his murder. Mrs. Gourlay had shown a feverish +anxiety to get the corpse out the house as soon as possible; and there +had been nothing to prevent it. "Oh," said Doctor Dandy to the gossips, +"it would have killed any man to fall from such a height on to the sharp +edge of yon fender. No; he was not quite dead when I got to him. He +opened his eyes on me, once—a terrible look—and then life went out of +him with a great quiver."</p> + +<p>Ere Janet could answer her mother she was seized with a racking cough, +and her hoarse bark sounded hollow in the silence. At last she sat up +and gasped fearfully, "I thocht—I thocht I heard something moving!"</p> + +<p>"It would be the wind," plained her mother; "it would just be the wind. +John's asleep this strucken<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_261" id="Page_261">[Pg 261]</a></span> hour and mair. I sat by his bed for a lang +while, and he prigged and prayed for a dose o' the whisky ere he won +away. He wouldna let go my hand till he slept, puir fallow. There's an +unco fear on him—an unco fear. But try and fa' owre," she soothed her +daughter. "That would just be the wind ye heard."</p> + +<p>"There's nae wind!" said Janet.</p> + +<p>The stair creaked. The two women clung to each other, gripping tight +fingers, and their hearts throbbed like big separate beings in their +breasts. There was a rustle, as of something coming; then the door +opened, and John flitted to the bedside with a candle in his hand. Above +his nightshirt his bloodless face looked gray.</p> + +<p>"Mother," he panted, "there's something in my room!"</p> + +<p>"What is it, John?" said his mother, in surprise and fear.</p> + +<p>"I—I thocht it was himsell! O mother, I'm feared, I'm feared! O mother, +I'm <i>feared</i>!" He sang the words in a hysterical chant, his voice rising +at the end.</p> + +<p>The door of the bedroom clicked. It was not a slamming sound, only the +door went to gently, as if some one closed it. John dropped the candle +from his shaking hand, and was left standing in the living darkness.</p> + +<p>"<i>Save me!</i>" he screamed, and leaped into the bed, burrowing down +between the women till his head was covered by the bedclothes. He +trembled so violently that the bed shook beneath them.</p> + +<p>"Let me bide wi' ye!" he pleaded, with chattering jaws; "oh, let me bide +wi' ye! I daurna gang back to that room by mysell again."</p> + +<p>His mother put her thin arm round him. "Yes, dear," she said; "you may +bide wi' us. Janet and me wouldna let anything harm you." She placed her +hand on his brow caressingly. His hair was damp with a cold sweat. He +reeked of alcohol.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_262" id="Page_262">[Pg 262]</a></span></p><p>Some one went through the Square playing a concertina. That sound of +the careless world came strangely in upon their lonely tragedy. By +contrast the cheerful, silly noise out there seemed to intensify their +darkness and isolation here. Occasional far-off shouts were heard from +roisterers going home.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gourlay lay staring at the darkness with intent eyes. What horror +might assail her she did not know, but she was ready to meet it for the +sake of John. "Ye brought it on yoursell," she breathed once, as if +defying an unseen accuser.</p> + +<p>It was hours ere he slept, but at last a heavy sough told her he had +found oblivion. "He's won owre," she murmured thankfully. At times he +muttered in his sleep, and at times Janet coughed hoarsely at his ear.</p> + +<p>"Janet, dinna hoast sae loud, woman! You'll waken your brother."</p> + +<p>Janet was silent. Then she choked—trying to stifle another cough.</p> + +<p>"Woman," said her mother complainingly, "that's surely an unco hoast ye +hae!"</p> + +<p>"Ay," said Janet, "it's a gey hoast."</p> + +<p>Next morning Postie came clattering through the paved yard in his +tackety boots, and handed in a blue envelope at the back door with a +business-like air, his ferrety eyes searching Mrs. Gourlay's face as she +took the letter from his hand. But she betrayed nothing to his +curiosity, since she knew nothing of her husband's affairs, and had no +fear, therefore, of what the letter might portend. She received the +missive with a vacant unconcern. It was addressed to "John Gourlay, +Esquire." She turned it over in a silly puzzlement, and, "Janet!" she +cried, "what am I to do wi' this?"</p> + +<p>She shrank from opening a letter addressed to her dead tyrant, unless +she had Janet by her side. It was so many years since he had allowed her +to take an<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_263" id="Page_263">[Pg 263]</a></span> active interest in their common life (indeed he never had) +that she was as helpless as a child.</p> + +<p>"It's to faither," said Janet. "Shall I waken John?"</p> + +<p>"No; puir fellow, let him sleep," said his mother. "I stole in to look +at him enow, and his face was unco wan lying down on the pillow. I'll +open the letter mysell; though, as your faither used to tell me, I never +had a heid for business."</p> + +<p>She broke the seal, and Janet, looking over her shoulder, read aloud to +her slower mind:—</p> + +<blockquote><p class="right">"<span class="smcap">Glasgow</span>, <i>March 12, 18—.</i></p> + +<p>"<span class="smcap">Sir</span>,—We desire once more to call your attention to the fact that +the arrears of interest on the mortgage of your house have not been +paid. Our client is unwilling to proceed to extremities, but unless +you make some arrangement within a week, he will be forced to take +the necessary steps to safeguard his interests.—Yours faithfully,</p> + +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Brodie, Gurney, & Yarrowby</span>."</p></blockquote> + +<p>Mrs. Gourlay sank into a chair, and the letter slipped from her upturned +palm, lying slack upon her knee.</p> + +<p>"Janet," she said, appealingly, "what's this that has come on us? Does +the house we live in, the House with the Green Shutters, not belong to +us ainy more? Tell me, lassie. What does it mean?"</p> + +<p>"I don't ken," whispered Janet, with big eyes. "Did faither never tell +ye of the bond?"</p> + +<p>"He never telled me about anything," cried Mrs. Gourlay, with a sudden +passion. "I was aye the one to be keepit in the dark—to be keepit in +the dark and sore hadden doon. Oh, are we left destitute, Janet—and us +was aye sae muckle thocht o'! And me, too, that's come of decent folk, +and brought him a gey pickle bawbees—am I to be on the parish in my +auld age? Oh, <i>my</i> faither, <i>my</i> faither!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_264" id="Page_264">[Pg 264]</a></span></p><p>Her mind flashed back to the jocose and well-to-do father who had been +but a blurred thought to her for twenty years. That his daughter should +come to a pass like this was enough to make him turn in his grave. Janet +was astonished by her sudden passion in feebleness. Even the murder of +her husband had been met by her weak mind with a dazed resignation. For +her natural horror at the deed was swallowed by her anxiety to shield +the murderer; and she experienced a vague relief—felt but not +considered—at being freed from the incubus of Gourlay's tyranny. It +seemed, too, as if she was incapable of feeling anything poignantly, +deadened now by these quick calamities. But that <i>she</i>, that +Tenshillingland's daughter, should come to be an object of common +charity, touched some hidden nerve of pride, and made her writhe in +agony.</p> + +<p>"It mayna be sae bad," Janet tried to comfort her.</p> + +<p>"Waken John," said her mother feverishly—"waken John, and we'll gang +through his faither's desk. There may be something gude amang his +papers. There may be something gude!" she gabbled nervously; "yes, there +may be something gude! In the desk—in the desk—there may be something +gude in the desk!"</p> + +<p>John staggered into the kitchen five minutes later. Halfway to the table +where his mother sat he reeled and fell over on a chair, where he lay +with an ashen face, his eyes mere slits in his head, the upturned whites +showing through. They brought him whisky, and he drank and was +recovered. And then they went through to the parlour, and opened the +great desk that stood in the corner. It was the first time they had ever +dared to raise its lid. John took up a letter lying loosely on the top +of the other papers, and after a hasty glance, "This settles it!" said +he. It was the note from Gourlay's banker, warning him that his account +was overdrawn.</p> + +<p>"God help us!" cried Mrs. Gourlay, and Janet began<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_265" id="Page_265">[Pg 265]</a></span> to whimper. John +slipped out of the room. He was still in his stocking-feet, and the +women, dazed by this sudden and appalling news, were scarcely aware of +his departure.</p> + +<p>He passed through the kitchen, and stood on the step of the back door, +looking out on the quiet little paved yard. Everything there was +remarkably still and bright. It was an early spring that year, and the +hot March sun beat down on him, paining his bleared and puffy eyes. The +contrast between his own lump of a body, drink-dazed, dull-throbbing, +and the warm, bright day came in on him with a sudden sinking of the +heart, a sense of degradation and personal abasement. He realized, +however obscurely, that he was an eyesore in nature, a blotch on the +surface of the world, an offence to the sweet-breathing heavens. And +that bright silence was so strange and still; he could have screamed to +escape it.</p> + +<p>The slow ticking of the kitchen clock seemed to beat upon his raw brain. +Damn the thing, why didn't it stop—with its monotonous tick-tack, +tick-tack, tick-tack? He could feel it inside his head, where it seemed +to strike innumerable little blows on a strained chord it was bent on +snapping.</p> + +<p>He tiptoed back to the kitchen on noiseless feet, and cocking his ear to +listen, he heard the murmur of women's voices in the parlour. There was +a look of slyness and cunning in his face, and his eyes glittered with +desire. The whisky was still on the table. He seized the bottle +greedily, and tilting it up, let the raw liquid gurgle into him like +cooling water. It seemed to flood his parched being with a new vitality.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I doubt we'll be gey ill off!" he heard his mother whine, and at +that reminder of her nearness he checked the great, satisfied breath he +had begun to blow. He set the bottle on the table, bringing the glass +noiselessly down upon the wood, with a tense, unnatural precision +possible only to drink-steadied nerves—a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_266" id="Page_266">[Pg 266]</a></span> steadiness like the humming +top's whirled to its fastest. Then he sped silently through the +courtyard and locked himself into the stable, chuckling in drunken +triumph as he turned the key. He pitched forward on a litter of dirty +straw, and in a moment sleep came over his mind in a huge wave of +darkness.</p> + +<p>An hour later he woke from a terrible dream, flinging his arms up to +ward off a face that had been pressing on his own. Were the eyes that +had burned his brain still glaring above him? He looked about him in +drunken wonder. From a sky-window a shaft of golden light came slanting +into the loose-box, living with yellow motes in the dimness. The world +seemed dead; he was alone in the silent building, and from without there +was no sound. Then a panic terror flashed on his mind that those eyes +had actually been here—and were here with him still—where he was +locked up with them alone. He strained his eyeballs in a horrified stare +at vacancy. Then he shut them in terror, for why did he look? If he +looked, the eyes might burn on him out of nothingness. The innocent air +had become his enemy—pregnant with unseen terrors to glare at him. To +breathe it stifled him; each draught of it was full of menace. With a +shrill cry he dashed at the door, and felt in the clutch of his ghostly +enemy when he failed to open it at once, breaking his nails on the +baffling lock. He mowed and chattered and stamped, and tore at the lock, +frustrate in fear. At last he was free! He broke into the kitchen, where +his mother sat weeping. She raised her eyes to see a dishevelled thing, +with bits of straw scattered on his clothes and hair.</p> + +<p>"Mother!" he screamed, "mother!" and stopped suddenly, his starting eyes +seeming to follow something in the room.</p> + +<p>"What are ye glowering at, John?" she wailed.</p> + +<p>"Thae damned een," he said slowly, "they're burning my soul! Look, +look!" he cried, clutching her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_267" id="Page_267">[Pg 267]</a></span> thin wrist; "see, there, there—coming +round by the dresser! A-ah!" he screamed, in hoarse execration. "Would +ye, then?" and he hurled a great jug from the table at the pursuing +unseen.</p> + +<p>The jug struck the yellow face of the clock, and the glass jangled on +the floor.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gourlay raised her arms, like a gaunt sibyl, and spoke to her +Maker, quietly, as if He were a man before her in the room. "Ruin and +murder," she said slowly, "and madness; and death at my nipple like a +child! When will Ye be satisfied?"</p> + +<p>Drucken Wabster's wife spread the news, of course, and that night it +went humming through the town that young Gourlay had the horrors, and +was throwing tumblers at his mother!</p> + +<p>"Puir body!" said the baker, in the long-drawn tones of an infinite +compassion—"puir body!"</p> + +<p>"Ay," said Toddle dryly, "he'll be wanting to put an end to <i>her</i> next, +after killing his faither."</p> + +<p>"Killing his faither?" said the baker, with a quick look. "What do you +mean?"</p> + +<p>"Mean? Ou, I just mean what the doctor says! Gourlay was that mad at the +drucken young swine that he got the 'plexies, fell aff the ladder, and +felled himsell deid! That's what I mean, no less!" said Toddle, nettled +at the sharp question.</p> + +<p>"Ay, man! That accounts for't," said Tam Wylie. "It did seem queer +Gourlay's dying the verra nicht the prodigal cam hame. He was a heavy +man too; he would come down with an infernal thud. It seems uncanny, +though, it seems uncanny."</p> + +<p>"Strange!" murmured another; and they looked at each other in silent +wonder.</p> + +<p>"But will this be true, think ye?" said Brodie—"about the horrors, I +mean. <i>Did</i> he throw the tumbler at his mother?"</p> + +<p>"Lord, it's true!" said Sandy Toddle. "I gaed into<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_268" id="Page_268">[Pg 268]</a></span> the kitchen on +purpose to make sure o' the matter with my own eyes. I let on I wanted +to borrow auld Gourlay's keyhole saw. I can tell ye he had a' his +orders—his tool-chest's the finest I ever saw in my life! I mean to bid +for some o' yon when the rowp comes. Weel, as I was saying, I let on I +wanted the wee saw, and went into the kitchen one end's errand. The +tumbler (Johnny Coe says it was a bottle, however; but I'm no avised o' +that—I speired Webster's wife, and I think my details are correct)—the +tumbler went flying past his mother, and smashed the face o' the +eight-day. It happened about the mid-hour o' the day. The clock had +stoppit, I observed, at three and a half minutes to the twelve."</p> + +<p>"Hi!" cried the Deacon, "it'th a pity auld Gourlay wathna alive thith +day!"</p> + +<p>"Faith, ay," cried Wylie. "<i>He</i> would have sorted him; <i>he</i> would have +trimmed the young ruffian!"</p> + +<p>"No doubt," said the Deacon gravely—"no doubt. But it wath scarcely +that I wath thinking of. Yah!" he grinned, "thith would have been a +thlap in the face till him!"</p> + +<p>Wylie looked at him for a while with a white scunner in his face. He +wore the musing and disgusted look of a man whose wounded mind retires +within itself to brood over a sight of unnatural cruelty. The Deacon +grew uncomfortable beneath his sideward, estimating eye.</p> + +<p>"Deacon Allardyce, your heart's black-rotten," he said at last.</p> + +<p>The Deacon blinked and was silent. Tam had summed him up. There was no +appeal.</p> + +<p class="center">* * * * *</p> + +<p>"John dear," said his mother that evening, "we'll take the big sofa into +our bedroom, and make up a grand bed for ye, and then we'll be company +to one another. Eh, dear?" she pleaded. "Winna that be a fine way?<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_269" id="Page_269">[Pg 269]</a></span> When +you have Janet and me beside you, you winna be feared o' ainything +coming near you. You should gang to bed early, dear. A sleep would +restore your mind."</p> + +<p>"I don't mean to go to bed," he said slowly. He spoke staringly, with +the same fixity in his voice and gaze. There was neither rise nor fall +in his voice, only a dull level of intensity.</p> + +<p>"You don't mean to go to bed, John! What for, dear? Man, a sleep would +calm your mind for ye."</p> + +<p>"Na-a-a!" he smiled, and shook his head like a cunning madman who had +detected her trying to get round him. "Na-a-a! No sleep for me—no sleep +for me! I'm feared I would see the red een," he whispered, "the red een, +coming at me out o' the darkness, the darkness"—he nodded, staring at +her and breathing the word—"the darkness, the darkness! The darkness is +the warst, mother," he added, in his natural voice, leaning forward as +if he explained some simple, curious thing of every day. "The darkness +is the warst, you know. I've seen them in the broad licht; but in the +lobby," he whispered hoarsely—"in the lobby when it was dark—in the +lobby they were terrible. Just twa een, and they aye keep thegither, +though they're aye moving. That's why I canna pin them. And it's because +I ken they're aye watching me, watching me, watching me that I get so +feared. They're red," he nodded and whispered—"they're red—they're +red." His mouth gaped in horror, and he stared as if he saw them now.</p> + +<p>He had boasted long ago of being able to see things inside his head; in +his drunken hysteria he was to see them always. The vision he beheld +against the darkness of his mind projected itself and glared at him. He +was pursued by a spectre in his own brain, and for that reason there was +no escape. Wherever he went it followed him.</p> + +<p>"O man John," wailed his mother, "what are ye<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_270" id="Page_270">[Pg 270]</a></span> feared for your faither's +een for? He wouldna persecute his boy."</p> + +<p>"Would he no?" he said slowly. "You ken yoursell that he never liked me! +And naebody could stand his glower. Oh, he was a terrible man, <i>my</i> +faither! You could feel the passion in him when he stood still. He could +throw himsell at ye without moving. And he's throwing himsell at <i>me</i> +frae beyond the grave."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gourlay beat her desperate hands. Her feeble remonstrance was a +snowflake on a hill to the dull intensity of this conviction. So +colossal was it that it gripped herself, and she glanced dreadfully +across her shoulder. But in spite of her fears she must plead with him +to save.</p> + +<p>"Johnnie dear," she wept passionately, "there's no een! It's just the +drink gars you think sae."</p> + +<p>"No," he said dully; "the drink's my refuge. It's a kind thing, +drink—it helps a body."</p> + +<p>"But, John, nobody believes in these things nowadays. It's just fancy in +you. I wonder at a college-bred man like you giving heed to a wheen +nonsense!"</p> + +<p>"Ye ken yoursell it was a byword in the place that he would haunt the +House with the Green Shutters."</p> + +<p>"God help me!" cried Mrs. Gourlay; "what am I to do?"</p> + +<p>She piled up a great fire in the parlour, and the three poor creatures +gathered round it for the night. (They were afraid to sit in the kitchen +of an evening, for even the silent furniture seemed to talk of the +murder it had witnessed.) John was on a carpet stool by his mother's +feet, his head resting on her knee.</p> + +<p>They heard the rattle of Wilson's brake as it swung over the townhead +from Auchterwheeze, and the laughter of its jovial crew. They heard the +town clock chiming the lonesome passage of the hours. A dog was barking +in the street.</p> + +<p>Gradually all other sounds died away.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_271" id="Page_271">[Pg 271]</a></span></p><p>"Mother," said John, "lay your hand alang my shouther, touching my +neck. I want to be sure that you're near me."</p> + +<p>"I'll do that, my bairn," said his mother. And soon he was asleep.</p> + +<p>Janet was reading a novel. The children had their mother's silly gift—a +gift of the weak-minded, of forgetting their own duties and their own +sorrows in a vacant interest which they found in books. She had wrapped +a piece of coarse red flannel round her head to comfort a swollen jaw, +and her face appeared from within like a tallowy oval.</p> + +<p>"I didna get that story finished," said Mrs. Gourlay vacantly, staring +at the fire open-mouthed, her mutch-strings dangling. It was the remark +of a stricken mind that speaks vacantly of anything. "Does Herbert +Montgomery marry Sir James's niece?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Janet; "he's killed at the war. It's a gey pity of him, isn't +it?—Oh, what's that?"</p> + +<p>It was John talking in his sleep.</p> + +<p>"I have killed my faither," he said slowly, pausing long between every +phrase—"I have killed my faither ... I have killed my faither. And he's +foll-owing me ... he's foll-owing me ... he's foll-owing me." It was the +voice of a thing, not a man. It swelled and dwelt on the "follow," as if +the horror of the pursuit made it moan. "He's foll-owing me ... he's +foll-owing me ... he's foll-owing me. A face like a dark mist—and een +like hell. Oh, they're foll-owing me ... they're foll-owing me ... +they're foll-owing me!" His voice seemed to come from an infinite +distance. It was like a lost soul moaning in a solitude.</p> + +<p>The dog was barking in the street. A cry of the night came from far +away.</p> + +<p>That voice was as if a corpse opened its lips and told of horrors beyond +the grave. It brought the other world into the homely room, and made it +all demoniac. The<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_272" id="Page_272">[Pg 272]</a></span> women felt the presence of the unknown. It was their +own flesh and blood that spoke the words, and by their own quiet hearth. +But hell seemed with them in the room.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gourlay drew back from John's head on her lap, as from something +monstrous and unholy. But he moaned in deprivation, craving her support, +and she edged nearer to supply his need. Possessed with a devil or no, +he was her son.</p> + +<p>"Mother!" gasped Janet suddenly, the white circles of her eyes staring +from the red flannel, her voice hoarse with a new fear—"mother, +suppose—suppose he said that before anybody else!"</p> + +<p>"Don't mention't," cried her mother with sudden passion. "How daur ye? +how daur ye? My God!" she broke down and wept, "they would hang him, so +they would! They would hang <i>my</i> boy—they would take and hang <i>my</i> +boy!"</p> + +<p>They stared at each other wildly. John slept, his head twisted over on +his mother's knee, his eyes sunken, his mouth wide open.</p> + +<p>"Mother," Janet whispered, "you must send him away."</p> + +<p>"I have only three pounds in the world," said Mrs. Gourlay; and she put +her hand to her breast where it was, but winced as if a pain had bitten +her.</p> + +<p>"Send him away wi't," said Janet. "The furniture may bring something. +And you and me can aye thole."</p> + +<p>In the morning Mrs. Gourlay brought two greasy notes to the table, and +placed them in her son's slack hand. He was saner now; he had slept off +his drunken madness through the night.</p> + +<p>"John," she said, in pitiful appeal, "you maunna stay here, laddie. +Ye'll gie up the drink when you're away—will ye na?—and then thae een +ye're sae feared of'll no trouble you ony mair. Gang to Glasgow and see +the lawyer folk about the bond. And, John dear," she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_273" id="Page_273">[Pg 273]</a></span> pleaded, "if +there's nothing left for us, you'll try to work for Janet and me, will +ye no? You've a grand education, and you'll surely get a place as a +teacher or something; I'm sure you would make a grand teacher. Ye +wouldna like to think of your mother trailing every week to the like of +Wilson for an awmous, streeking out her auld hand for charity. The folk +would stand in their doors to look at me, man—they would that—they +would cry ben to each other to come oot and see Gourlay's wife gaun +slinkin' doon the brae. Doon the brae it would be," she repeated, "doon +the brae it would be"—and her mind drifted away on the sorrowful future +which her fear made so vivid and real. It was only John's going that +roused her.</p> + +<p>Thomas Brodie, glowering abroad from a shop door festooned in boots, his +leather apron in front, and his thumbs in the armholes of his waistcoat, +as befitted an important man, saw young Gourlay pass the Cross with his +bag in his hand, and dwindle up the road to the station.</p> + +<p>"Where's <i>he</i> off to now?" he muttered. "There's something at the boddom +o' this, if a body could find it out!"</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_274" id="Page_274">[Pg 274]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVII" id="CHAPTER_XXVII"></a>CHAPTER XXVII.</h2> + +<p>When John had gone his mother roused herself to a feverish industry. +Even in the early days of her strength she had never been so busy in her +home. But her work was aimless and to no purpose. When tidying she would +take a cup without its saucer from the table, and set off with it +through the room, but stopping suddenly in the middle of the floor, +would fall into a muse with the dish in her hand; coming to herself long +afterwards to ask vaguely, "What's this cup for?... Janet, lassie, what +was it I was doing?" Her energy, and its frustration, had the same +reason. The burden on her mind constantly impelled her to do something +to escape from it, and the same burden paralyzed her mind in everything +she did. So with another of her vacant whims. Every morning she rose at +an unearthly hour, to fish out of old closets rag-bags bellied big with +the odds and ends of thirty years' assemblage. "I'll make a patchwork +quilt o' thir!" she explained, with a foolish, eager smile; and she +spent hours snatching up rags and vainly trying to match them. But the +quilt made no progress. She would look at a patch for a while, with her +head on one side, and pat it all over with restless hands; then she +would turn it round, to see if it would look better that way, only to +tear it off when it was half sewn, to try another and yet another. Often +she would forget the work on her lap, and stare across the room, +open-mouthed, her fingers plucking at her withered throat. Janet became +afraid of her mother.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_275" id="Page_275">[Pg 275]</a></span></p><p>Once she saw her smiling to herself, when she thought nobody was +watching her—an uncanny smile as of one who hugged a secret to her +breast—a secret that, eluding others, would enable its holder to elude +them too.</p> + +<p>"What can <i>she</i> have to laugh at?" Janet wondered.</p> + +<p>At times the haze that seemed gathering round Mrs. Gourlay's mind would +be dispelled by sudden rushes of fear, when she would whimper lest her +son be hanged, or herself come on the parish in her old age. But that +was rarely. Her brain was mercifully dulled, and her days were passed in +a restless vacancy.</p> + +<p>She was sitting with the rags scattered round her when John walked in on +the evening of the third day. There were rags everywhere—on the table, +and all about the kitchen; she sat in their midst like a witch among the +autumn leaves. When she looked towards his entrance the smell of drink +was wafted from the door.</p> + +<p>"John!" she panted, in surprise—"John, did ye not go to Glasgow, boy?"</p> + +<p>"Ay," he said slowly, "I gaed to Glasgow."</p> + +<p>"And the bond, John—did ye speir about the bond?"</p> + +<p>"Ay," he said, "I speired about the bond. The whole house is sunk in't."</p> + +<p>"Oh!" she gasped, and the whole world seemed to go from beneath her, so +weak did she feel through her limbs.</p> + +<p>"John," she said, after a while, "did ye no try to get something to do, +that you might help me and Janet now we're helpless?"</p> + +<p>"No," he said; "for the een wouldna let me. Nicht and day they follow me +a'where—nicht and day."</p> + +<p>"Are they following ye yet, John?" she whispered, leaning forward +seriously. She did not try to disabuse him now; she accepted what he +said. Her mind was on a level with his own. "Are they following ye yet?" +she asked, with large eyes of sympathy and awe.</p> + +<p>"Ay, and waur than ever too. They're getting<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_276" id="Page_276">[Pg 276]</a></span> redder and redder. It's +not a dull red," he said, with a faint return of his old interest in the +curious physical; "it's a gleaming red. They lowe. A' last nicht they +wouldna let me sleep. There was nae gas in my room, and when the candle +went out I could see them everywhere. When I looked to one corner o' the +room, they were there; and when I looked to another corner, they were +there too—glowering at me; glowering at me in the darkness; glowering +at me. Ye mind what a glower he had! I hid from them ablow the claes; +but they followed me—they were burning in my brain. So I gaed oot and +stood by a lamp-post for company. But a constable moved me on; he said I +was drunk because I muttered to mysell. But I wasna drunk then, mother; +I wa-as <i>not</i>. So I walkit on, and on, and on the whole nicht; but I aye +keepit to the lamp-posts for company. And than when the public-houses +opened I gaed in and drank and drank. I didna like the drink, for whisky +has no taste to me now. But it helps ye to forget.</p> + +<p>"Mother," he went on complainingly, "is it no queer that a pair of een +should follow a man? Just a pair of een! It never happened to onybody +but me," he said dully—"never to onybody but me."</p> + +<p>His mother was panting open-mouthed, as if she choked for air, both +hands clutching at her bosom. "Ay," she whispered, "it's queer;" and +kept on gasping at intervals with staring eyes, "It's gey queer; it's +gey queer; it's gey queer."</p> + +<p>She took up the needle once more and tried to sew; but her hand was +trembling so violently that she pricked the left forefinger which upheld +her work. She was content thereafter to make loose stabs at the cloth, +with a result that she made great stitches which drew her seam together +in a pucker. Vacantly she tried to smooth them out, stroking them over +with her hand, constantly stroking and to no purpose. John watched the +aimless work with dull and heavy eyes.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_277" id="Page_277">[Pg 277]</a></span></p><p>For a while there was silence in the kitchen. Janet was coughing in the +room above.</p> + +<p>"There's just ae thing'll end it!" said John. "Mother, give me three +shillings."</p> + +<p>It was not a request, and not a demand; it was the dull statement of a +need. Yet the need appeared so relentless, uttered in the set fixity of +his impassive voice, that she could not gainsay it. She felt that this +was not merely her son making a demand; it was a compulsion on him +greater than himself.</p> + +<p>"There's the money!" she said, clinking it down on the table, and +flashed a resentful smile at him, close upon the brink of tears.</p> + +<p>She had a fleeting anger. It was scarcely at him, though; it was at the +fate that drove him. Nor was it for herself, for her own mood was, +"Well, well; let it gang." But she had a sense of unfairness, and a +flicker of quite impersonal resentment, that fate should wring the last +few shillings from a poor being. It wasna fair. She had the emotion of +it; and it spoke in the strange look at her son, and in the smiling +flush with the tears behind it. Then she sank into apathy.</p> + +<p>John took up the money and went out, heedless of his mother where she +sat by the table; he had a doom on him, and could see nothing that did +not lie within his path. Nor did she take any note of his going; she was +callous. The tie between them was being annulled by misery. She was +ceasing to be his mother, he to be her son; they were not younger and +older, they were the equal victims of necessity. Fate set each of them +apart to dree a separate weird.</p> + +<p>In a house of long years of misery the weak become callous to their +dearest's agony. The hard, strong characters are kindest in the end; +they will help while their hearts are breaking. But the weak fall +asunder at the last. It was not that Mrs. Gourlay was thinking of +herself rather than of him. She<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_278" id="Page_278">[Pg 278]</a></span> was stunned by fate—as was he—and +could think of nothing.</p> + +<p>Ten minutes later John came out of the Black Bull with a bottle of +whisky.</p> + +<p>It was a mellow evening, one of those evenings when Barbie, the mean and +dull, is transfigured to a gem-like purity, and catches a radiance. +There was a dreaming sky above the town, and its light less came to the +earth than was on it, shining in every path with a gracious immanence. +John came on through the glow with his burden undisguised, wrapped in a +tissue paper which showed its outlines. He stared right before him like +a man walking in his sleep, and never once looked to either side. At +word of his coming the doors were filled with mutches and bald heads, +keeking by the jambs to get a look. Many were indecent in their haste, +not waiting till he passed ere they peeped—which was their usual way. +Some even stood away out in front of their doors to glower at him +advancing, turning slowly with him as he passed, and glowering behind +him as he went. They saw they might do so with impunity; that he did not +see them, but walked like a man in a dream. He passed up the street and +through the Square, beneath a hundred eyes, the sun shining softly round +him. Every eye followed till he disappeared through his own door.</p> + +<p>He went through the kitchen, where his mother sat, carrying the bottle +openly, and entered the parlour without speaking. He came back and asked +her for the corkscrew, but when she said "Eh?" with a vague wildness in +her manner, and did not seem to understand, he went and got it for +himself. She continued making stabs at her cloth and smoothing out the +puckers in her seam.</p> + +<p>John was heard moving in the parlour. There was the sharp <i>plunk</i> of a +cork being drawn, followed by a clink of glass. And then came a heavy +thud like a fall.</p> + +<p>To Mrs. Gourlay the sounds meant nothing; she heard them with her ear, +not her mind. The world<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_279" id="Page_279">[Pg 279]</a></span> around her had retreated to a hazy distance, so +that it had no meaning. She would have gazed vaguely at a shell about to +burst beside her.</p> + +<p>In the evening, Janet, who had been in bed all the afternoon, came down +and lit the lamp for her mother. It was a large lamp which Gourlay had +bought, and it shed a rich light through the room.</p> + +<p>"I heard John come in," she said, turning wearily round; "but I was too +ill to come down and ask what had happened. Where is he?"</p> + +<p>"John?" questioned her mother—"John?... Ou ay," she panted, vaguely +recalling, "ou ay. I think—I think ... he gaed ben the parlour."</p> + +<p>"The parlour!" cried Janet; "but he must be in the dark! And he canna +thole the darkness!"</p> + +<p>"John!" she cried, going to the parlour door, "John!"</p> + +<p>There was a silence of the grave.</p> + +<p>She lit a candle, and went into the room. And then she gave a squeal +like a rabbit in a dog's jaws.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gourlay dragged her gaunt limbs wearily across the floor. By the +wavering light, which shook in Janet's hand, she saw her son lying dead +across the sofa. The whisky-bottle on the table was half empty, and of a +smaller bottle beside it he had drunk a third. He had taken all that +whisky that he might deaden his mind to the horror of swallowing the +poison. His legs had slipped to the floor when he died, but his body was +lying back across the couch, his mouth open, his eyes staring horridly +up. They were not the eyes of the quiet dead, but bulged in frozen fear, +as if his father's eyes had watched him from aloft while he died.</p> + +<p>"There's twa thirds of the poison left," commented Mrs. Gourlay.</p> + +<p>"Mother!" Janet screamed, and shook her. "Mother, John's deid! John's +deid! Don't ye see John's deid?"</p> + +<p>"Ay, he's deid," said Mrs. Gourlay, staring. "He winna be hanged now!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_280" id="Page_280">[Pg 280]</a></span></p><p>"Mother!" cried Janet, desperate before this apathy, "what shall we do? +what shall we do? Shall I run and bring the neebours?"</p> + +<p>"The neebours!" said Mrs. Gourlay, rousing herself wildly—"the +neebours! What have <i>we</i> to do with the neebours? We are by +ourselves—the Gourlays whom God has cursed; we can have no neebours. +Come ben the house, and I'll tell ye something," she whispered wildly. +"Ay," she nodded, smiling with mad significance, "I'll tell ye something +... I'll tell ye something," and she dragged Janet to the kitchen.</p> + +<p>Janet's heart was rent for her brother, but the frenzy on her mother +killed sorrow with a new fear.</p> + +<p>"Janet!" smiled Mrs. Gourlay, with insane soft interest, "Janet! D'ye +mind yon nicht langsyne when your faither came in wi' a terrible look in +his een and struck me in the breist? Ay," she whispered hoarsely, +staring at the fire, "he struck me in the breist. But I didna ken what +it was for, Janet.... No," she shook her head, "he never telled me what +it was for."</p> + +<p>"Ay, mother," whispered Janet, "I have mind o't."</p> + +<p>"Weel, an abscess o' some kind formed—I kenna weel what it was, but it +gathered and broke, and gathered and broke, till my breist's near eaten +awa wi't. Look!" she cried, tearing open her bosom, and Janet's head +flung back in horror and disgust.</p> + +<p>"O mother!" she panted, "was it that that the wee clouts were for?"</p> + +<p>"Ay, it was that," said her mother. "Mony a clout I had to wash, and +mony a nicht I sat lonely by mysell, plaistering my withered breist. But +I never let onybody ken," she added with pride; "na-a-a, I never let +onybody ken. When your faither nipped me wi' his tongue it nipped me wi' +its pain, and, woman, it consoled me. 'Ay, ay,' I used to think; 'gibe +awa, gibe awa; but I hae a freend in my breist that'll end it some day.' +I likit to keep it to mysell. When it bit me it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_281" id="Page_281">[Pg 281]</a></span> seemed to whisper I had +a freend that nane o' them kenned o'—a freend that would deliver me! +The mair he badgered me, the closer I hugged it; and when my he'rt was +br'akin I enjoyed the pain o't."</p> + +<p>"O my poor, poor mother!" cried Janet with a bursting sob, her eyes +raining hot tears. Her very body seemed to feel compassion; it quivered +and crept near, as though it would brood over her mother and protect +her. She raised the poor hand and kissed it, and fondled it between her +own.</p> + +<p>But her mother had forgotten the world in one of her wild lapses, and +was staring fixedly.</p> + +<p>"I'll no lang be a burden to onybody," she said to herself. "It should +sune be wearing to a heid now. But I thought of something the day John +gaed away; ay, I thought of something," she said vaguely. "Janet, what +was it I was thinking of?"</p> + +<p>"I dinna ken," whispered Janet.</p> + +<p>"I was thinking of something," her mother mused. Her voice all through +was a far-off voice, remote from understanding. "Yes, I remember. Ye're +young, Jenny, and you learned the dressmaking; do ye think ye could sew, +or something, to keep a bit garret owre my heid till I dee? Ay, it was +that I was thinking of; though it doesna matter much now—eh, Jenny? +I'll no bother you for verra lang. But I'll no gang on the parish," she +said in a passionless voice, "I'll no gang on the parish. I'm Miss +Richmond o' Tenshillingland."</p> + +<p>She had no interest in her own suggestion. It was an idea that had +flitted through her mind before, which came back to her now in feeble +recollection. She seemed not to wait for an answer, to have forgotten +what she said.</p> + +<p>"O mother," cried Janet, "there's a curse on us all! I would work my +fingers raw for ye if I could, but I canna," she screamed, "I canna, I +canna! My lungs are bye wi't. On Tuesday in Skeighan the doctor telled<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_282" id="Page_282">[Pg 282]</a></span> +me I would soon be deid; he didna say't, but fine I saw what he was +hinting. He advised me to gang to Ventnor in the Isle o' Wight," she +added wanly; "as if I could gang to the Isle of Wight. I cam hame +trembling, and wanted to tell ye; but when I cam in ye were ta'en up wi' +John, and, 'O lassie,' said you, 'dinna bother me wi' your complaints +enow.' I was hurt at that, and 'Well, well,' I thocht, 'if she doesna +want to hear, I'll no tell her.' I was huffed at ye. And then my faither +came in, and ye ken what happened. I hadna the heart to speak o't after +that; I didna seem to care. I ken what it is to nurse daith in my breist +wi' pride, too, mother," she went on. "Ye never cared verra much for me; +it was John was your favourite. I used to be angry because you neglected +my illness, and I never telled you how heavily I hoasted blood. 'She'll +be sorry for this when I'm deid,' I used to think; and I hoped you would +be. I had a kind of pride in saying nothing. But, O mother, I didna ken +<i>you</i> were just the same; I didna ken <i>you</i> were just the same." She +looked. Her mother was not listening.</p> + +<p>Suddenly Mrs. Gourlay screamed with wild laughter, and, laughing, eyed +with mirthless merriment the look of horror with which Janet was +regarding her. "Ha, ha, ha!" she screamed, "it's to be a clean sweep o' +the Gourlays! Ha, ha, ha! it's to be a clean sweep o' the Gourlays!"</p> + +<p>There is nothing uglier in life than a woman's cruel laugh; but Mrs. +Gourlay's laugh was more than cruel, it was demoniac—the skirl of a +human being carried by misery beyond the confines of humanity. Janet +stared at her in speechless fear.</p> + +<p>"Mother," she whispered at last, "what are we to do?"</p> + +<p>"There's twa-thirds of the poison left," said Mrs. Gourlay.</p> + +<p>"Mother!" cried Janet.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_283" id="Page_283">[Pg 283]</a></span></p><p>"Gourlay's dochter may gang on the parish if she likes, but his wife +never will. <i>You</i> may hoast yourself to death in a garret in the +poorhouse, but <i>I</i>'ll follow my boy."</p> + +<p>The sudden picture of her own lonely death as a pauper among strangers, +when her mother and brother should be gone, was so appalling to Janet +that to die with her mother seemed pleasanter. She could not bear to be +left alone.</p> + +<p>"Mother," she cried in a frenzy, "I'll keep ye company!"</p> + +<p>"Let us read a chapter," said Mrs. Gourlay.</p> + +<p>She took down the big Bible, and "the thirteent' chapter o' First +Corinthians," she announced in a loud voice, as if giving it out from +the pulpit, "the thirteent'—o' the First Corinthians:"—</p> + +<p>"<i>'Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not +charity, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal.</i></p> + +<p>"<i>'And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, +and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove +mountains, and have not charity, I am nothing.'</i>"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gourlay's manner had changed: she was in the high exaltation of +madness. Callous she still appeared, so possessed by her general doom +that she had no sense of its particular woes. But she was listless no +more. Willing her death, she seemed to borrow its greatness and become +one with the law that punished her. Arrogating the Almighty's function +to expedite her doom, she was the equal of the Most High. It was her +feebleness that made her great. Because in her feebleness she yielded +entirely to the fate that swept her on, she was imbued with its demoniac +power.</p> + +<p>"<i>'Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity +vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up,</i></p> + +<p>"<i>'Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily +provoked, thinketh no evil;</i></p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_284" id="Page_284">[Pg 284]</a></span></p><p>"<i>'Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth;</i></p> + +<p>"<i>'Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth +all things.</i></p> + +<p>"<i>'Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall +fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be +knowledge, it shall vanish away.</i></p> + +<p>"<i>'For we know in part, and we prophesy in part.</i></p> + +<p>"<i>'But when that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part +shall be done away.'</i>"</p> + +<p>Her voice rose high and shrill as she read the great verses. Her large +blue eyes shone with ecstasy. Janet looked at her in fear. This was more +than her mother speaking; it was more than human; it was a voice from +beyond the world. Alone, the timid girl would have shrunk from death, +but her mother's inspiration held her.</p> + +<p>"<i>'And now abideth faith, hope, charity, these three: but the greatest +of these is charity.'</i>"</p> + +<p>Janet had been listening with such strained attention that the "Amen" +rang out of her loud and involuntary, like an answer to a compelling +Deity. She had clung to this reading as the one thing left to her before +death, and out of her nature thus strained to listen the "Amen" came, as +sped by an inner will. She scarcely knew that she said it.</p> + +<p>They rose, and the scrunt of Janet's chair on the floor, when she pushed +it behind her, sent a thrilling shiver through her body, so tense was +her mood. They stood with their hands on their chair backs, and looked +at each other, in a curious palsy of the will. The first step to the +parlour door would commit them to the deed; to take it was to take the +poison, and they paused, feeling its significance. To move was to give +themselves to the irrevocable. When they stirred at length they felt as +if the ultimate crisis had been passed; there could be no return. Mrs. +Gourlay had Janet by the wrist.</p> + +<p>She turned and looked at her daughter, and for one fleeting moment she +ceased to be above humanity.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_285" id="Page_285">[Pg 285]</a></span></p><p>"Janet," she said wistfully, "<i>I</i> have had a heap to thole! Maybe the +Lord Jesus Christ'll no' be owre sair on me."</p> + +<p>"O mother!" Janet screamed, yielding to her terror when her mother +weakened. "O mother, I'm feared! I'm feared! O mother, I'm feared!"</p> + +<p>"Come!" said her mother; "come!" and drew her by the wrist. They went +into the parlour.</p> + +<p class="center">* * * * *</p> + +<p>The post was a square-built, bandy-legged little man, with a bristle of +grizzled hair about his twisted mouth, perpetually cocking up an +ill-bred face in the sight of Heaven. Physically and morally he had in +him something both of the Scotch terrier and the London sparrow—the +shagginess of the one, the cocked eye of the other; the one's snarling +temper, the other's assured impudence. In Gourlay's day he had never got +by the gateway of the yard, much as he had wanted to come further. +Gourlay had an eye for a thing like him. "Damn the gurly brute!" Postie +complained once; "when I passed a pleasand remark about the weather the +other morning, he just looked at me and blew the reek of his pipe in my +face. And that was his only answer!"</p> + +<p>Now that Gourlay was gone, however, Postie clattered through the yard +every morning, right up to the back door.</p> + +<p>"A heap o' correspondence <i>thir</i> mornin's!" he would simper, his greedy +little eye trying to glean revelations from the women's faces as they +took the letters from his hand.</p> + +<p>On the morning after young Gourlay came home for the last time, Postie +was pelting along with his quick thudding step near the head of the +Square, when whom should he meet but Sandy Toddle, still unwashed and +yawning from his bed. It was early, and the streets were empty, except +where in the distance the bent figure of an old man was seen hirpling +off to his work, first<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_286" id="Page_286">[Pg 286]</a></span> twisting round stiffly to cock his eye right and +left at the sky, to forecast the weather for the day.</p> + +<p>From the chimneys the fair white spirlies of reek were rising in the +pure air. The Gourlays did not seem to be stirring yet; there was no +smoke above their roof-tree to show that there was life within.</p> + +<p>Postie jerked his thumb across his shoulder at the House with the Green +Shutters.</p> + +<p>"There'll be chynges there the day," he said, chirruping.</p> + +<p>"Wha-at!" Toddle breathed in a hoarse whisper of astonishment, +"sequesteration?" and he stared, big-eyed, with his brows arched.</p> + +<p>"Something o' that kind," said the post carelessly. "I'm no' weel +acquaint wi' the law-wers' lingo."</p> + +<p>"Will't be true, think ye?" said Sandy.</p> + +<p>"God, it's true," said the post. "I had it frae Jock Hutchison, the +clerk in Skeighan Goudie's. He got fou yestreen on the road to Barbie +and blabbed it—he'll lose his job, yon chap, if he doesna keep his +mouth shut. True! ay, it's true! There's damn the doubt o' that."</p> + +<p>Toddle corrugated his mouth to whistle. He turned and stared at the +House with the Green Shutters, gawcey and substantial on its terrace, +beneath the tremulous beauty of the dawn. There was a glorious sunrise.</p> + +<p>"God!" he said, "what a downcome for that hoose!"</p> + +<p>"Is it no'?" chuckled Postie.</p> + +<p>"Whose account is it on?" said Toddle.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't ken," said Postie carelessly. "He had creditors a' owre the +country. I was ay bringing the big blue envelopes from different airts. +Don't mention this, now," he added, his finger up, his eye significant; +"it shouldn't be known at a-all." He was unwilling that Toddle should +get an unfair start, and spoil his own market for the news.</p> + +<p>"<i>Nut</i> me!" Toddle assured him grandly, shaking his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_287" id="Page_287">[Pg 287]</a></span> head as who should +conduct of that kind a thousand miles off—"<i>nut</i> me, Post! I'll no +breathe it to a living soul."</p> + +<p>The post clattered in to Mrs. Gourlay's back door. He had a heavy +under-stamped letter on which there was threepence to pay. He might pick +up an item or two while she was getting him the bawbees.</p> + +<p>He knocked, but there was no answer.</p> + +<p>"The sluts!" said he, with a humph of disgust; "they're still on their +backs, it seems."</p> + +<p>He knocked again. The sound of his knuckles on the door rang out +hollowly, as if there was nothing but emptiness within. While he waited +he turned on the step and looked idly at the courtyard. The inwalled +little place was curiously still.</p> + +<p>At last in his impatience he turned the handle, when to his surprise the +door opened, and let him enter.</p> + +<p>The leaves of a Bible fluttered in the fresh wind from the door. A large +lamp was burning on the table. Its big yellow flame was unnatural in the +sunshine.</p> + +<p>"H'mph!" said Postie, tossing his chin in disgust, "little wonder +everything gaed to wreck and ruin in this house! The slovens have left +the lamp burning the whole nicht lang. But less licht'll serve them now, +I'm thinking!"</p> + +<p>A few dead ashes were sticking from the lower bars of the range. Postie +crossed to the fireplace and looked down at the fender. That bright spot +would be the place, now, where auld Gourlay killed himself. The women +must have rubbed it so bright in trying to get out the blood. It was an +uncanny thing to keep in the house that. He stared at the fatal spot +till he grew eerie in the strange stillness.</p> + +<p>"Guidwife!" he cried, "Jennet! Don't ye hear?"</p> + +<p>They did not hear, it seemed.</p> + +<p>"God!" said he, "they sleep sound after all their misfortunes!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_288" id="Page_288">[Pg 288]</a></span></p><p>At last—partly in impatience, and partly from a wish to pry—he opened +the door of the parlour. "<i>Oh, my God!</i>" he screamed, leaping back, and +with his bulky bag got stuck in the kitchen door, in his desperate hurry +to be gone.</p> + +<p>He ran round to the Square in front, and down to Sandy Toddle, who was +informing a bunch of unshaven bodies that the Gourlays were +"sequestered."</p> + +<p>"Oh, my God, Post, what have you seen, to bring that look to your eyes? +What have you seen, man? Speak, for God's sake! What is it?"</p> + +<p>The post gasped and stammered; then "Ooh!" he shivered in horror, and +covered his eyes, at a sudden picture in his brain.</p> + +<p>"Speak!" said a man solemnly.</p> + +<p>"They have—they have—they have a' killed themselves," stammered the +postman, pointing to the Gourlays.</p> + +<p>Their loins were loosened beneath them. The scrape of their feet on the +road, as they turned to stare, sounded monstrous in the silence. No man +dared to speak. 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the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: The House with the Green Shutters + + +Author: George Douglas Brown + + + +Release Date: June 22, 2008 [eBook #25876] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE HOUSE WITH THE GREEN +SHUTTERS*** + + +E-text prepared by David Clarke, Martin Pettit, and the Project Gutenberg +Online Distributed Proofreading Team (http://www.pgdp.net) + + + +THE HOUSE WITH THE GREEN SHUTTERS + +by + +GEORGE DOUGLAS + + + + + + + +[Illustration: Publisher's logo] + +Thomas Nelson and Sons, Ltd. +London, Edinburgh, and New York + + + + +THE HOUSE WITH THE GREEN SHUTTERS. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +The frowsy chambermaid of the "Red Lion" had just finished washing the +front door steps. She rose from her stooping posture and, being of +slovenly habit, flung the water from her pail straight out, without +moving from where she stood. The smooth round arch of the falling water +glistened for a moment in mid-air. John Gourlay, standing in front of +his new house at the head of the brae, could hear the swash of it when +it fell. The morning was of perfect stillness. + +The hands of the clock across "the Square" were pointing to the hour of +eight. They were yellow in the sun. + +Blowsalinda, of the Red Lion, picked up the big bass that usually lay +within the porch, and carrying it clumsily against her breast, moved off +round the corner of the public-house, her petticoat gaping behind. +Halfway she met the hostler, with whom she stopped in amorous dalliance. +He said something to her, and she laughed loudly and vacantly. The silly +_tee-hee_ echoed up the street. + +A moment later a cloud of dust drifting round the corner, and floating +white in the still air, showed that she was pounding the bass against +the end of the house. All over the little town the women of Barbie were +equally busy with their steps and door-mats. There was scarce a man to +be seen either in the Square, at the top of which Gourlay stood, or in +the long street descending from its near corner. The men were at work; +the children had not yet appeared; the women were busy with their +household cares. + +The freshness of the air, the smoke rising thin and far above the red +chimneys, the sunshine glistering on the roofs and gables, the rosy +clearness of everything beneath the dawn--above all, the quietness and +peace--made Barbie, usually so poor to see, a very pleasant place to +look down at on a summer morning. At this hour there was an unfamiliar +delicacy in the familiar scene, a freshness and purity of aspect--almost +an unearthliness--as though you viewed it through a crystal dream. But +it was not the beauty of the hour that kept Gourlay musing at his gate. +He was dead to the fairness of the scene, even while the fact of its +presence there before him wove most subtly with his mood. He smoked in +silent enjoyment because on a morning such as this everything he saw was +a delicate flattery to his pride. At the beginning of a new day, to look +down on the petty burgh in which he was the greatest man filled all his +being with a consciousness of importance. His sense of prosperity was +soothing and pervasive; he felt it all round him like the pleasant air, +as real as that and as subtle; bathing him, caressing. It was the most +secret and intimate joy of his life to go out and smoke on summer +mornings by his big gate, musing over Barbie ere he possessed it with +his merchandise. + +He had growled at the quarry carters for being late in setting out this +morning (for, like most resolute dullards, he was sternly methodical), +but in his heart he was secretly pleased. The needs of his business were +so various that his men could rarely start at the same hour and in the +same direction. To-day, however, because of the delay, all his carts +would go streaming through the town together, and that brave pomp would +be a slap in the face to his enemies. "I'll show them," he thought +proudly. "Them" was the town-folk, and what he would show them was what +a big man he was. For, like most scorners of the world's opinion, +Gourlay was its slave, and showed his subjection to the popular estimate +by his anxiety to flout it. He was not great enough for the carelessness +of perfect scorn. + +Through the big green gate behind him came the sound of carts being +loaded for the day. A horse, weary of standing idle between the shafts, +kicked ceaselessly and steadily against the ground with one impatient +hinder foot, clink, clink, clink upon the paved yard. "Easy, damn ye; +ye'll smash the bricks!" came a voice. Then there was the smart slap of +an open hand on a sleek neck, a quick start, and the rattle of chains as +the horse quivered to the blow. + +"Run a white tarpaulin across the cheese, Jock, to keep them frae +melting in the heat," came another voice. "And canny on the top there +wi' thae big feet o' yours; d'ye think a cheese was made for _you_ to +dance on wi' your mighty brogues?" Then the voice sank to the hoarse, +warning whisper of impatience--loudish in anxiety, yet throaty from fear +of being heard. "Hurry up, man--hurry up, or he'll be down on us like +bleezes for being so late in getting off!" + +Gourlay smiled grimly, and a black gleam shot from his eye as he glanced +round to the gate and caught the words. His men did not know he could +hear them. + +The clock across the Square struck the hour, eight soft, slow strokes, +that melted away in the beauty of the morning. Five minutes passed. +Gourlay turned his head to listen, but no further sound came from the +yard. He walked to the green gate, his slippers making no noise. + +"Are ye sleeping, my pretty men?" he said softly.... "_Eih?_" + +The "_Eih_" leapt like a sword, with a slicing sharpness in its tone +that made it a sinister contrast to the first sweet question to his +"pretty men." "_Eih?_" he said again, and stared with open mouth and +fierce, dark eyes. + +"Hurry up, Peter," whispered the gaffer, "hurry up, for God sake. He has +the black glower in his een." + +"Ready, sir; ready now!" cried Peter Riney, running out to open the +other half of the gate. Peter was a wizened little man, with a sandy +fringe of beard beneath his chin, a wart on the end of his long, +slanting-out nose, light blue eyes, and bushy eyebrows of a reddish +gray. The bearded red brows, close above the pale blueness of his eyes, +made them more vivid by contrast; they were like pools of blue light +amid the brownness of his face. Peter always ran about his work with +eager alacrity. A simple and willing old man, he affected the quick +readiness of youth to atone for his insignificance. + +"Hup, horse; hup then!" cried courageous Peter, walking backwards with +curved body through the gate, and tugging at the reins of a horse the +feet of which struck sparks from the paved ground as they stressed +painfully on edge to get weigh on the great wagon behind. The cart +rolled through, then another, and another, till twelve of them had +passed. Gourlay stood aside to watch them. All the horses were brown; +"he makes a point of that," the neighbours would have told you. As each +horse passed the gate the driver left its head, and took his place by +the wheel, cracking his whip, with many a "Hup, horse; yean, horse; woa, +lad; steady!" + +In a dull little country town the passing of a single cart is an event, +and a gig is followed with the eye till it disappears. Anything is +welcome that breaks the long monotony of the hours and suggests a topic +for the evening's talk. "Any news?" a body will gravely inquire. "Ou +ay," another will answer with equal gravity: "I saw Kennedy's gig going +past in the forenoon." "Ay, man; where would _he_ be off till? He's owre +often in his gig, I'm thinking." And then Kennedy and his affairs will +last them till bedtime. + +Thus the appearance of Gourlay's carts woke Barbie from its morning +lethargy. The smith came out in his leather apron, shoving back, as he +gazed, the grimy cap from his white-sweating brow; bowed old men stood +in front of their doorways, leaning with one hand on short, trembling +staffs, while the slaver slid unheeded along the cutties which the left +hand held to their toothless mouths; white-mutched grannies were keeking +past the jambs; an early urchin, standing wide-legged to stare, waved +his cap and shouted, "Hooray!"--and all because John Gourlay's carts +were setting off upon their morning rounds, a brave procession for a +single town! Gourlay, standing great-shouldered in the middle of the +road, took in every detail, devoured it grimly as a homage to his pride. +"Ha, ha, ye dogs!" said the soul within him. Past the pillar of the Red +Lion door he could see a white peep of the landlord's waistcoat--though +the rest of the mountainous man was hidden deep within his porch. (On +summer mornings the vast totality of the landlord was always inferential +to the town from the tiny white peep of him revealed.) Even fat Simpson +had waddled to the door to see the carts going past. It was fat +Simpson--might the Universe blast his adipose--who had once tried to +infringe Gourlay's monopoly as the sole carrier in Barbie. There had +been a rush to him at first, but Gourlay set his teeth and drove him off +the road, carrying stuff for nothing till Simpson had nothing to carry, +so that the local wit suggested "a wee parcel in a big cart" as a new +sign for his hotel. The twelve browns prancing past would be a pill to +Simpson! There was no smile about Gourlay's mouth--a fiercer glower was +the only sign of his pride--but it put a bloom on his morning, he felt, +to see the suggestive round of Simpson's waistcoat, down yonder at the +porch. Simpson, the swine! He had made short work o' _him_! + +Ere the last of the carts had issued from the yard at the House with the +Green Shutters the foremost was already near the Red Lion. Gourlay swore +beneath his breath when Miss Toddle--described in the local records as +"a spinster of independent means"--came fluttering out with a silly +little parcel to accost one of the carriers. Did the auld fool mean to +stop Andy Gow about _her_ petty affairs, and thus break the line of +carts on the only morning they had ever been able to go down the brae +together? But no. Andy tossed her parcel carelessly up among his other +packages, and left her bawling instructions from the gutter, with a +portentous shaking of her corkscrew curls. Gourlay's men took their cue +from their master, and were contemptuous of Barbie, most unchivalrous +scorners of its old maids. + +Gourlay was pleased with Andy for snubbing Sandy Toddle's sister. When +he and Elshie Hogg reached the Cross they would have to break off from +the rest to complete their loads; but they had been down Main Street +over night as usual picking up their commissions, and until they reached +the Bend o' the Brae it was unlikely that any business should arrest +them now. Gourlay hoped that it might be so; and he had his desire, for, +with the exception of Miss Toddle, no customer appeared. The teams went +slowly down the steep side of the Square in an unbroken line, and slowly +down the street leading from its near corner. On the slope the horses +were unable to go fast--being forced to stell themselves back against +the heavy propulsion of the carts behind; and thus the procession +endured for a length of time worthy its surpassing greatness. When it +disappeared round the Bend o' the Brae the watching bodies disappeared +too; the event of the day had passed, and vacancy resumed her reign. The +street and the Square lay empty to the morning sun. Gourlay alone stood +idly at his gate, lapped in his own satisfaction. + +It had been a big morning, he felt. It was the first time for many a +year that all his men, quarrymen and carriers, carters of cheese and +carters of grain, had led their teams down the brae together in the full +view of his rivals. "I hope they liked it!" he thought, and he nodded +several times at the town beneath his feet, with a slow up-and-down +motion of the head, like a man nodding grimly to his beaten enemy. It +was as if he said, "See what I have done to ye!" + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +Only a man of Gourlay's brute force of character could have kept all the +carrying trade of Barbie in his own hands. Even in these days of +railways, nearly every parish has a pair of carriers at the least, +journeying once or twice a week to the nearest town. In the days when +Gourlay was the great man of Barbie, railways were only beginning to +thrust themselves among the quiet hills, and the bulk of inland commerce +was still being drawn by horses along the country roads. Yet Gourlay was +the only carrier in the town. The wonder is diminished when we remember +that it had been a decaying burgh for thirty years, and that its trade, +at the best of times, was of meagre volume. Even so, it was astonishing +that he should be the only carrier. If you asked the natives how he did +it, "Ou," they said, "he makes the one hand wash the other, doan't ye +know?"--meaning thereby that he had so many horses travelling on his own +business, that he could afford to carry other people's goods at rates +that must cripple his rivals. + +"But that's very stupid, surely," said a visitor once, who thought of +entering into competition. "It's cutting off his nose to spite his face! +Why is he so anxious to be the only carrier in Barbie that he carries +stuff for next to noathing the moment another man tries to work the +roads? It's a daft-like thing to do!" + +"To be sure is't, to be sure is't! Just the stupeedity o' spite! Oh, +there are times when Gourlay makes little or noathing from the carrying; +but then, ye see, it gies him a fine chance to annoy folk! If you ask +him to bring ye ocht, 'Oh,' he growls, 'I'll see if it suits my own +convenience.' And ye have to be content. He has made so much money of +late that the pride of him's not to be endured." + +It was not the insolence of sudden wealth, however, that made Gourlay +haughty to his neighbours; it was a repressiveness natural to the man +and a fierce contempt of their scoffing envy. But it was true that he +had made large sums of money during recent years. From his father (who +had risen in the world) he inherited a fine trade in cheese; also the +carrying to Skeighan on the one side and Fleckie on the other. When he +married Miss Richmond of Tenshillingland, he started as a corn broker +with the snug dowry that she brought him. Then, greatly to his own +benefit, he succeeded in establishing a valuable connection with +Templandmuir. + +It was partly by sheer impact of character that Gourlay obtained his +ascendency over hearty and careless Templandmuir, and partly by a bluff +joviality which he--so little cunning in other things--knew to affect +among the petty lairds. The man you saw trying to be jocose with +Templandmuir was a very different being from the autocrat who "downed" +his fellows in the town. It was all "How are ye the day, Templandmuir?" +and "How d'ye doo-oo, Mr. Gourlay?" and the immediate production of the +big decanter. + +More than ten years ago now Templandmuir gave this fine, dour upstanding +friend of his a twelve-year tack of the Red Quarry, and that was the +making of Gourlay. The quarry yielded the best building stone in a +circuit of thirty miles, easy to work and hard against wind and weather. +When the main line went north through Skeighan and Poltandie, there was +a great deal of building on the far side, and Gourlay simply coined the +money. He could not have exhausted the quarry had he tried--he would +have had to howk down a hill--but he took thousands of loads from it for +the Skeighan folk; and the commission he paid the laird on each was +ridiculously small. He built wooden stables out on Templandmuir's +estate--the Templar had seven hundred acres of hill land--and it was +there the quarry horses generally stood. It was only rarely--once in two +years, perhaps--that they came into the House with the Green Shutters. +Last Saturday they had brought several loads of stuff for Gourlay's own +use, and that is why they were present at the great procession on the +Monday following. + +It was their feeling that Gourlay's success was out of all proportion to +his merits that made other great-men-in-a-small-way so bitter against +him. They were an able lot, and scarce one but possessed fifty times his +weight of brain. Yet he had the big way of doing, though most of them +were well enough to pass. Had they not been aware of his stupidity, they +would never have minded his triumphs in the countryside; but they felt +it with a sense of personal defeat that he--the donkey, as they thought +him--should scoop every chance that was going, and leave them, the +long-headed ones, still muddling in their old concerns. They consoled +themselves with sneers, he retorted with brutal scorn, and the feud kept +increasing between them. + +They were standing at the Cross, to enjoy their Saturday at e'en, when +Gourlay's "quarriers"--as the quarry horses had been named--came through +the town last week-end. There were groups of bodies in the streets, +washed from toil to enjoy the quiet air; dandering slowly or gossiping +at ease; and they all turned to watch the quarriers stepping bravely up, +their heads tossing to the hill. The big-men-in-a-small-way glowered and +said nothing. + +"I wouldn't mind," said Sandy Toddle at last--"I wouldn't mind if he +weren't such a demned ess!" + +"Ess?" said the Deacon unpleasantly. He puckered his brow and blinked, +pretending not to understand. + +"Oh, a cuddy, ye know," said Toddle, colouring. + +"Gourlay'th stupid enough," lisped the Deacon; "we all know that. But +there'th one thing to be said on hith behalf. He's not such a 'demned +ess' as to try and thpeak fancy English!" + +When the Deacon was not afraid of a man he stabbed him straight; when he +was afraid of him he stabbed him on the sly. He was annoyed by the +passing of Gourlay's carts, and he took it out of Sandy Toddle. + +"It's extr'ornar!" blurted the Provost (who was a man of brosy speech, +large-mouthed and fat of utterance). "It's extr'ornar. Yass, it's +extr'ornar! I mean the luck of that man--for gumption he has noan, noan +whatever! But if the railway came hereaway I wager Gourlay would go +down," he added, less in certainty of knowledge than as prophet of the +thing desired. "I wager he'd go down, sirs." + +"Likely enough," said Sandy Toddle; "he wouldn't be quick enough to jump +at the new way of doing." + +"Moar than that!" cried the Provost, spite sharpening his insight, "moar +than that--he'd be owre dour to abandon the auld way. _I_'m talling ye. +He would just be left entirely! It's only those, like myself, who +approach him on the town's affairs that know the full extent of his +stupeedity." + +"Oh, he's a 'demned ess,'" said the Deacon, rubbing it into Toddle and +Gourlay at the same time. + +"A-ah, but then, ye see, he has the abeelity that comes from character," +said Johnny Coe, who was a sage philosopher. "For there are two kinds of +abeelity, don't ye understa-and? There's a scattered abeelity that's of +no use! Auld Randie Donaldson was good at fifty different things, and he +died in the poorhouse! There's a dour kind of abeelity, though, that has +no cleverness, but just gangs tramping on; and that's----" + +"The easiest beaten by a flank attack," said the Deacon, snubbing him. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +With the sudden start of a man roused from a daydream Gourlay turned +from the green gate and entered the yard. Jock Gilmour, the "orra" man, +was washing down the legs of a horse beside the trough. It was Gourlay's +own cob, which he used for driving round the countryside. It was a +black--Gourlay "made a point" of driving with a black. "The brown for +sturdiness, the black for speed," he would say, making a maxim of his +whim to give it the sanction of a higher law. + +Gilmour was in a wild temper because he had been forced to get up at +five o'clock in order to turn several hundred cheeses, to prevent them +bulging out of shape owing to the heat, and so becoming cracked and +spoiled. He did not raise his head at his master's approach. And his +head being bent, the eye was attracted to a patent leather collar which +he wore, glazed with black and red stripes. It is a collar much affected +by ploughmen, because a dip in the horse-trough once a month suffices +for its washing. Between the striped collar and his hair (as he stooped) +the sunburnt redness of his neck struck the eye vividly--the cropped +fair hairs on it showing whitish on the red skin. + +The horse quivered as the cold water swashed about its legs, and turned +playfully to bite its groom. Gilmour, still stooping, dug his elbow up +beneath its ribs. The animal wheeled in anger, but Gilmour ran to its +head with most manful blasphemy, and led it to the stable door. The off +hind leg was still unwashed. + +"Has the horse but the three legs?" said Gourlay suavely. + +Gilmour brought the horse back to the trough, muttering sullenly. + +"Were ye saying anything?" said Gourlay. "_Eih?_" + +Gilmour sulked out and said nothing; and his master smiled grimly at the +sudden redness that swelled his neck and ears to the verge of bursting. + +A boy, standing in his shirt and trousers at an open window of the house +above, had looked down at the scene with craning interest--big-eyed. He +had been alive to every turn and phase of it--the horse's quiver of +delight and fear, his skittishness, the groom's ill-temper, and +Gourlay's grinding will. Eh, but his father was a caution! How easy he +had downed Jock Gilmour! The boy was afraid of his father himself, but +he liked to see him send other folk to the right about. For he was John +Gourlay, too. Hokey, but his father could down them! + +Mr. Gourlay passed on to the inner yard, which was close to the scullery +door. The paved little court, within its high wooden walls, was +curiously fresh and clean. A cock-pigeon strutted round, puffing his +gleaming breast and _rooketty-cooing_ in the sun. Large, clear drops +fell slowly from the spout of a wooden pump, and splashed upon a flat +stone. The place seemed to enfold the stillness. There was a sense of +inclusion and peace. + +There is a distinct pleasure to the eye in a quiet brick court where +everything is fresh and prim; in sunny weather you can lounge in a room +and watch it through an open door, in a kind of lazy dream. The boy, +standing at the window above to let the fresh air blow round his neck, +was alive to that pleasure; he was intensely conscious of the pigeon +swelling in its bravery, of the clean yard, the dripping pump, and the +great stillness. His father on the step beneath had a different pleasure +in the sight. The fresh indolence of morning was round him too, but it +was more than that that kept him gazing in idle happiness. He was +delighting in the sense of his own property around him, the most +substantial pleasure possible to man. His feeling, deep though it was, +was quite vague and inarticulate. If you had asked Gourlay what he was +thinking of he could not have told you, even if he had been willing to +answer you civilly--which is most unlikely. Yet his whole being, +physical and mental (physical, indeed, rather than mental), was +surcharged with the feeling that the fine buildings around him were his, +that he had won them by his own effort, and built them large and +significant before the world. He was lapped in the thought of it. + +All men are suffused with that quiet pride in looking at the houses and +lands which they have won by their endeavours--in looking at the houses +more than at the lands, for the house which a man has built seems to +express his character and stand for him before the world, as a sign of +his success. It is more personal than cold acres, stamped with an +individuality. All men know that soothing pride in the contemplation of +their own property. But in Gourlay's sense of property there was another +element--an element peculiar to itself, which endowed it with its +warmest glow. Conscious always that he was at a disadvantage among his +cleverer neighbours, who could achieve a civic eminence denied to him, +he felt nevertheless that there was one means, a material means, by +which he could hold his own and reassert himself--by the bravery of his +business, namely, and all the appointments thereof, among which his +dwelling was the chief. That was why he had spent so much money on the +house. That was why he had such keen delight in surveying it. Every time +he looked at the place he had a sense of triumph over what he knew in +his bones to be an adverse public opinion. There was anger in his +pleasure, and the pleasure that is mixed with anger often gives the +keenest thrill. It is the delight of triumph in spite of opposition. +Gourlay's house was a material expression of that delight, stood for it +in stone and lime. + +It was not that he reasoned deliberately when he built the house. But +every improvement that he made--and he was always spending money on +improvements--had for its secret motive a more or less vague desire to +score off his rivals. "_That_'ll be a slap in the face to the Provost!" +he smiled, when he planted his great mound of shrubs. "There's noathing +like _that_ about the Provost's! Ha, ha!" + +Encased as he was in his hard and insensitive nature, he was not the man +who in new surroundings would be quick to every whisper of opinion. But +he had been born and bred in Barbie, and he knew his townsmen--oh yes, +he knew them. He knew they laughed because he had no gift of the gab, +and could never be Provost, or Bailie, or Elder, or even Chairman of the +Gasworks! Oh, verra well, verra well; let Connal and Brodie and +Allardyce have the talk, and manage the town's affairs (he was damned if +they should manage his!)--he, for his part, preferred the substantial +reality. He could never aspire to the provostship, but a man with a +house like that, he was fain to think, could afford to do without it. Oh +yes; he was of opinion he could do without it! It had run him short of +cash to build the place so big and braw, but, Lord! it was worth it. +There wasn't a man in the town who had such accommodation! + +And so, gradually, his dwelling had come to be a passion of Gourlay's +life. It was a by-word in the place that if ever his ghost was seen, it +would be haunting the House with the Green Shutters. Deacon Allardyce, +trying to make a phrase with him, once quoted the saying in his +presence. "Likely enough!" said Gourlay. "It's only reasonable I should +prefer my own house to you rabble in the graveyard!" + +Both in appearance and position the house was a worthy counterpart of +its owner. It was a substantial two-story dwelling, planted firm and +gawcey on a little natural terrace that projected a considerable +distance into the Square. At the foot of the steep little bank shelving +to the terrace ran a stone wall, of no great height, and the iron +railings it uplifted were no higher than the sward within. Thus the +whole house was bare to the view from the ground up, nothing in front to +screen its admirable qualities. From each corner, behind, flanking walls +went out to the right and left, and hid the yard and the granaries. In +front of these walls the dwelling seemed to thrust itself out for +notice. It took the eye of a stranger the moment he entered the Square. +"Whose place is that?" was his natural question. A house that challenges +regard in that way should have a gallant bravery in its look; if its +aspect be mean, its assertive position but directs the eye to its +infirmities. There is something pathetic about a tall, cold, barn-like +house set high upon a brae; it cannot hide its naked shame; it thrusts +its ugliness dumbly on your notice, a manifest blotch upon the world, a +place for the winds to whistle round. But Gourlay's house was worthy its +commanding station. A little dour and blunt in the outlines like Gourlay +himself, it drew and satisfied your eye as he did. + +And its position, "cockit up there on the brae," made it the theme of +constant remark--to men because of the tyrant who owned it, and to women +because of the poor woman who mismanaged its affairs. "'Deed, I don't +wonder that gurly Gourlay, as they ca' him, has an ill temper," said the +gossips gathered at the pump, with their big, bare arms akimbo; +"whatever led him to marry that dishclout of a woman clean beats _me_! I +never could make head nor tail o't!" As for the men, they twisted every +item about Gourlay and his domicile into fresh matter of assailment. +"What's the news?" asked one, returning from a long absence; to whom +the smith, after smoking in silence for five minutes, said, "Gourlay has +got new rones!" "Ha--ay, man, Gourlay has got new rones!" buzzed the +visitor; and then their eyes, diminished in mirth, twinkled at each +other from out their ruddy wrinkles, as if wit had volleyed between +them. In short, the House with the Green Shutters was on every +tongue--and with a scoff in the voice, if possible. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +Gourlay went swiftly to the kitchen from the inner yard. He had stood so +long in silence on the step, and his coming was so noiseless, that he +surprised a long, thin trollop of a woman, with a long, thin, scraggy +neck, seated by the slatternly table, and busy with a frowsy +paper-covered volume, over which her head was bent in intent perusal. + +"At your novelles?" said he. "Ay, woman; will it be a good story?" + +She rose in a nervous flutter when she saw him; yet needlessly shrill in +her defence, because she was angry at detection. + +"Ah, well!" she cried, in weary petulance, "it's an unco thing if a +body's not to have a moment's rest after such a morning's darg! I just +sat down wi' the book for a little, till John should come till his +breakfast!" + +"So?" said Gourlay. "God, ay!" he went on; "you're making a nice job of +_him_. _He_'ll be a credit to the house. Oh, it's right, no doubt, that +_you_ should neglect your work till _he_ consents to rise." + +"Eh, the puir la-amb," she protested, dwelling on the vowels in fatuous, +maternal love; "the bairn's wearied, man! He's ainything but strong, and +the schooling's owre sore on him." + +"Poor lamb, atweel," said Gourlay. "It was a muckle sheep that dropped +him." + +It was Gourlay's pride in his house that made him harsher to his wife +than others, since her sluttishness was a constant offence to the order +in which he loved to have his dear possessions. He, for his part, liked +everything precise. His claw-toed hammer always hung by the head on a +couple of nails close together near the big clock; his gun always lay +across a pair of wooden pegs, projecting from the brown rafters, just +above the hearth. His bigotry in trifles expressed his character. Strong +men of a mean understanding often deliberately assume, and passionately +defend, peculiarities of no importance, because they have nothing else +to get a repute for. "No, no," said Gourlay; "you'll never see a brown +cob in _my_ gig--I wouldn't take one in a present!" He was full of such +fads, and nothing should persuade him to alter the crotchets, which, for +want of something better, he made the marks of his dour character. He +had worked them up as part of his personality, and his pride of +personality was such that he would never consent to change them. Hence +the burly and gurly man was prim as an old maid with regard to his +belongings. Yet his wife was continually infringing the order on which +he set his heart. If he went forward to the big clock to look for his +hammer, it was sure to be gone--the two bright nails staring at him +vacantly. "Oh," she would say, in weary complaint, "I just took it to +break a wheen coals;" and he would find it in the coal-hole, greasy and +grimy finger-marks engrained on the handle which he loved to keep so +smooth and clean. Innumerable her offences of the kind. Independent of +these, the sight of her general incompetence filled him with a seething +rage, which found vent not in lengthy tirades but the smooth venom of +his tongue. Let him keep the outside of the house never so spick and +span, inside was awry with her untidiness. She was unworthy of the House +with the Green Shutters--that was the gist of it. Every time he set eyes +on the poor trollop, the fresh perception of her incompetence which the +sudden sight of her flashed, as she trailed aimlessly about, seemed to +fatten his rage and give a coarser birr to his tongue. + +Mrs. Gourlay had only four people to look after--her husband, her two +children, and Jock Gilmour, the orra man. And the wife of Drucken +Wabster--who had to go charing because she was the wife of Drucken +Wabster--came in every day, and all day long, to help her with the work. +Yet the house was always in confusion. Mrs. Gourlay had asked for +another servant, but Gourlay would not allow that; "one's enough," said +he, and what he once laid down he never went back on. Mrs. Gourlay had +to muddle along as best she could, and having no strength either of mind +or body, she let things drift, and took refuge in reading silly fiction. + +As Gourlay shoved his feet into his boots, and stamped to make them +easy, he glowered at the kitchen from under his heavy brows with a huge +disgust. The table was littered with unwashed dishes, and on the corner +of it next him was a great black sloppy ring, showing where a wet +saucepan had been laid upon the bare board. The sun streamed through the +window in yellow heat right on to a pat of melting butter. There was a +basin of dirty water beneath the table, with the dishcloth slopping over +on the ground. + +"It's a tidy house!" said he. + +"Ach, well," she cried, "you and your kitchen-range! It was that that +did it! The masons could have redd out the fireplace to make room for't +in the afternoon before it comes hame. They could have done't brawly, +but ye wouldna hear o't--oh no; ye bude to have the whole place gutted +out yestreen. I had to boil everything on the parlour fire this morning; +no wonder I'm a little tousy!" + +The old-fashioned kitchen grate had been removed and the jambs had been +widened on each side of the fireplace; it yawned empty and cold. A +little rubble of mortar, newly dried, lay about the bottom of the +square recess. The sight of the crude, unfamiliar scraps of dropped lime +in the gaping place where warmth should have been, increased the +discomfort of the kitchen. + +"Oh, that's it!" said Gourlay. "I see! It was want of the fireplace that +kept ye from washing the dishes that we used yestreen. That was +terrible! However, ye'll have plenty of boiling water when I put in the +grand new range for ye; there winna be its equal in the parish! We'll +maybe have a clean house _than_." + +Mrs. Gourlay leaned, with the outspread thumb and red raw knuckles of +her right hand, on the sloppy table, and gazed away through the back +window of the kitchen in a kind of mournful vacancy. Always when her +first complaining defence had failed to turn aside her husband's tongue, +her mind became a blank beneath his heavy sarcasms, and sought refuge by +drifting far away. She would fix her eyes on the distance in dreary +contemplation, and her mind would follow her eyes in a vacant and +wistful regard. The preoccupation of her mournful gaze enabled her to +meet her husband's sneers with a kind of numb, unheeding acquiescence. +She scarcely heard them. + +Her head hung a little to one side as if too heavy for her wilting neck. +Her hair, of a dry, red brown, curved low on either side of her brow, in +a thick, untidy mass, to her almost transparent ears. As she gazed in +weary and dreary absorption her lips had fallen heavy and relaxed, in +unison with her mood; and through her open mouth her breathing was +quick, and short, and noiseless. She wore no stays, and her slack cotton +blouse showed the flatness of her bosom, and the faint outlines of her +withered and pendulous breasts hanging low within. + +There was something tragic in her pose, as she stood, sad and +abstracted, by the dirty table. She was scraggy helplessness, staring +in sorrowful vacancy. But Gourlay eyed her with disgust. Why, by Heaven, +even now her petticoat was gaping behind, worse than the sloven's at the +Red Lion. She was a pr-r-retty wife for John Gourlay! The sight of her +feebleness would have roused pity in some: Gourlay it moved to a steady +and seething rage. As she stood helpless before him he stung her with +crude, brief irony. + +Yet he was not wilfully cruel; only a stupid man with a strong +character, in which he took a dogged pride. Stupidity and pride provoked +the brute in him. He was so dull--only dull is hardly the word for a man +of his smouldering fire--he was so dour of wit that he could never hope +to distinguish himself by anything in the shape of cleverness. Yet so +resolute a man must make the strong personality of which he was proud +tell in some way. How, then, should he assert his superiority and hold +his own? Only by affecting a brutal scorn of everything said and done +unless it was said and done by John Gourlay. His lack of understanding +made his affectation of contempt the easier. A man can never sneer at a +thing which he really understands. Gourlay, understanding nothing, was +able to sneer at everything. "Hah! I don't understand that; it's damned +nonsense!"--that was his attitude to life. If "that" had been an +utterance of Shakespeare or Napoleon it would have made no difference to +John Gourlay. It would have been damned nonsense just the same. And he +would have told them so, if he had met them. + +The man had made dogged scorn a principle of life to maintain himself at +the height which his courage warranted. His thickness of wit was never a +bar to the success of his irony. For the irony of the ignorant Scot is +rarely the outcome of intellectual qualities. It depends on a falsetto +voice and the use of a recognized number of catchwords. "Dee-ee-ar me, +dee-ee-ar me;" "Just so-a, just so-a;" "Im-phm!" "D'ye tell me that?" +"Wonderful, serr, wonderful;" "Ah, well, may-ay-be, may-ay-be"--these be +words of potent irony when uttered with a certain birr. Long practice +had made Gourlay an adept in their use. He never spoke to those he +despised or disliked without "the birr." Not that he was voluble of +speech; he wasn't clever enough for lengthy abuse. He said little and +his voice was low, but every word from the hard, clean lips was a stab. +And often his silence was more withering than any utterance. It struck +life like a black frost. + +In those early days, to be sure, Gourlay had less occasion for the use +of his crude but potent irony, since the sense of his material +well-being warmed him and made him less bitter to the world. To the +substantial farmers and petty squires around he was civil, even hearty, +in his manner--unless they offended him. For they belonged to the close +corporation of "bien men," and his familiarity with them was a proof to +the world of his greatness. Others, again, were far too far beneath him +already for him to "down" them. He reserved his gibes for his immediate +foes, the assertive bodies his rivals in the town--and for his wife, who +was a constant eyesore. As for her, he had baited the poor woman so long +that it had become a habit; he never spoke to her without a sneer. "Ay, +where have _you_ been stravaiging to?" he would drawl; and if she +answered meekly, "I was taking a dander to the linn owre-bye," "The +Linn!" he would take her up; "ye had a heap to do to gang there; your +Bible would fit you better on a bonny Sabbath afternune!" Or it might +be: "What's that you're burying your nose in now?" and if she faltered, +"It's the Bible," "Hi!" he would laugh, "you're turning godly in your +auld age. Weel, I'm no saying but it's time." + +"Where's Janet?" he demanded, stamping his boots once more, now he had +them laced. + +"Eh?" said his wife vaguely, turning her eyes from the window. +"Wha-at?" + +"Ye're not turning deaf, I hope. I was asking ye where Janet was." + +"I sent her down to Scott's for a can o' milk," she answered him +wearily. + +"No doubt ye had to send _her_," said he. "What ails the lamb that ye +couldna send _him_--eh?" + +"Oh, she was about when I wanted the milk, and she volunteered to gang. +Man, it seems I never do a thing to please ye! What harm will it do her +to run for a drop milk?" + +"Noan," he said gravely, "noan. And it's right, no doubt, that her +brother should still be abed--oh, it's right that he should get the +privilege--seeing he's the eldest!" + +Mrs. Gourlay was what the Scotch call "browdened[1] on her boy." In +spite of her slack grasp on life--perhaps, because of it--she clung with +a tenacious fondness to him. He was all she had, for Janet was a +thowless[2] thing, too like her mother for her mother to like her. And +Gourlay had discovered that it was one way of getting at his wife to be +hard upon the thing she loved. In his desire to nag and annoy her he +adopted a manner of hardness and repression to his son--which became +permanent. He was always "down" on John; the more so because Janet was +his own favourite--perhaps, again, because her mother seemed to neglect +her. Janet was a very unlovely child, with a long, tallowy face and a +pimply brow, over which a stiff fringe of whitish hair came down almost +to her staring eyes, the eyes themselves being large, pale blue, and +saucer-like, with a great margin of unhealthy white. But Gourlay, though +he never petted her, had a silent satisfaction in his daughter. He took +her about with him in the gig, on Saturday afternoons, when he went to +buy cheese and grain at the outlying farms. And he fed her rabbits when +she had the fever. It was a curious sight to see the dour, silent man +mixing oatmeal and wet tea-leaves in a saucer at the dirty kitchen +table, and then marching off to the hutch, with the ridiculous dish in +his hand, to feed his daughter's pets. + + * * * * * + +A sudden yell of pain and alarm rang through the kitchen. It came from +the outer yard. + +When the boy, peering from the window above, saw his father disappear +through the scullery door, he stole out. The coast was clear at last. + +He passed through to the outer yard. Jock Gilmour had been dashing water +on the paved floor, and was now sweeping it out with a great whalebone +besom. The hissing whalebone sent a splatter of dirty drops showering in +front of it. John set his bare feet wide (he was only in his shirt and +knickers) and eyed the man whom his father had "downed" with a kind of +silent swagger. He felt superior. His pose was instinct with the +feeling: "_My_ father is _your_ master, and ye daurna stand up till +him." Children of masterful sires often display that attitude towards +dependants. The feeling is not the less real for being subconscious. + +Jock Gilmour was still seething with a dour anger because Gourlay's +quiet will had ground him to the task. When John came out and stood +there, he felt tempted to vent on him the spite he felt against his +father. The subtle suggestion of criticism and superiority in the boy's +pose intensified the wish. Not that Gilmour acted from deliberate +malice; his irritation was instinctive. Our wrath against those whom we +fear is generally wreaked upon those whom we don't. + +John, with his hands in his pockets, strutted across the yard, still +watching Gilmour with that silent, offensive look. He came into the +path of the whalebone. "Get out, you smeowt!" cried Gilmour, and with a +vicious shove of the brush he sent a shower of dirty drops spattering +about the boy's bare legs. + +"Hallo you! what are ye after?" bawled the boy. "Don't you try that on +again, I'm telling ye. What are _you_, onyway? Ye're just a servant. +Hay-ay-ay, my man, my faither's the boy for ye. _He_ can put ye in your +place." + +Gilmour made to go at him with the head of the whalebone besom. John +stooped and picked up the wet lump of cloth with which Gilmour had been +washing down the horse's legs. + +"Would ye?" said Gilmour threateningly. + +"Would I no?" said John, the wet lump poised for throwing, level with +his shoulder. + +But he did not throw it for all his defiant air. He hesitated. He would +have liked to slash it into Gilmour's face, but a swift vision of what +would happen if he did withheld his craving arm. His irresolution was +patent in his face; in his eyes there were both a threat and a watchful +fear. He kept the dirty cloth poised in mid-air. + +"Drap the clout," said Gilmour. + +"I'll no," said John. + +Gilmour turned sideways and whizzed the head of the besom round so that +its dirty spray rained in the boy's face and eyes. John let him have the +wet lump slash in his mouth. Gilmour dropped the besom and hit him a +sounding thwack on the ear. John hullabalooed. Murther and desperation! + +Ere he had gathered breath for a second roar his mother was present in +the yard. She was passionate in defence of her cub, and rage transformed +her. Her tense frame vibrated in anger; you would scarce have recognized +the weary trollop of the kitchen. + +"What's the matter, Johnny dear?" she cried, with a fierce glance at +Gilmour. + +"Gilmour hut me!" he bellowed angrily. + +"Ye muckle lump!" she cried shrilly, the two scraggy muscles of her neck +standing out long and thin as she screamed; "ye muckle lump--to strike a +defenceless wean!--Dinna greet, my lamb; I'll no let him meddle +ye.--Jock Gilmour, how daur ye lift your finger to a wean of mine? But +I'll learn ye the better o't! Mr. Gourlay'll gie _you_ the order to +travel ere the day's muckle aulder. I'll have no servant about _my_ +hoose to ill-use _my_ bairn." + +She stopped, panting angrily for breath, and glared at her darling's +enemy. + +"_Your_ servant!" cried Gilmour in contempt. "Ye're a nice-looking +object to talk about servants." He pointed at her slovenly dress and +burst into a blatant laugh: "Huh, huh, huh!" + +Mr. Gourlay had followed more slowly from the kitchen, as befitted a man +of his superior character. He heard the row well enough, but considered +it beneath him to hasten to a petty squabble. + +"What's this?" he demanded with a widening look. Gilmour scowled at the +ground. + +"This!" shrilled Mrs. Gourlay, who had recovered her breath +again--"this! Look at him there, the muckle slabber," and she pointed to +Gilmour, who was standing with a red-lowering, downcast face, "look at +him! A man of that size to even himsell to a wean!" + +"He deserved a' he got," said Gilmour sullenly. "His mother spoils him, +at ony rate. And I'm damned if the best Gourlay that ever dirtied +leather's gaun to trample owre _me_." + +Gourlay jumped round with a quick start of the whole body. For a full +minute he held Gilmour in the middle of his steady glower. + +"Walk," he said, pointing to the gate. + +"Oh, I'll walk," bawled Gilmour, screaming now that anger gave him +courage. "Gie me time to get _my_ kist, and I'll walk mighty quick. And +damned glad I'll be to get redd o' you and your hoose. The Hoose wi' the +Green Shutters," he laughed, "hi, hi, hi!--the Hoose wi' the Green +Shutters!" + +Gourlay went slowly up to him, opening his eyes on him black and wide. +"You swine!" he said, with quiet vehemence; "for damned little I would +kill ye wi' a glower!" + +Gilmour shrank from the blaze in his eyes. + +"Oh, dinna be fee-ee-ared," said Gourlay quietly, "dinna be fee-ee-ared. +I wouldn't dirty my hand on 'ee! But get your bit kist, and I'll see ye +off the premises. Suspeecious characters are worth the watching." + +"Suspeecious!" stuttered Gilmour, "suspeecious! Wh-wh-whan was I ever +suspeecious? I'll have the law of ye for that. I'll make ye answer for +your wor-rds." + +"Imphm!" said Gourlay. "In the meantime, look slippy wi' that bit box o' +yours. I don't like daft folk about _my_ hoose." + +"There'll be dafter folk as me in your hoose yet," spluttered Gilmour +angrily, as he turned away. + +He went up to the garret where he slept and brought down his trunk. As +he passed through the scullery, bowed beneath the clumsy burden on his +left shoulder, John, recovered from his sobbing, mocked at him. + +"Hay-ay-ay," he said, in throaty derision, "my faither's the boy for ye. +Yon was the way to put ye down!" + +FOOTNOTES: + +[1] _Browdened._ A Scot devoted to his children is said to be "browdened +on his bairns." + +[2] _Thowless_, weak, useless. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +In every little Scotch community there is a distinct type known as "the +bodie." "What does he do, that man?" you may ask, and the answer will +be, "Really, I could hardly tell ye what he does--he's juist a bodie!" +The "bodie" may be a gentleman of independent means (a hundred a year +from the Funds), fussing about in spats and light check breeches; or he +may be a jobbing gardener; but he is equally a "bodie." The chief +occupation of his idle hours (and his hours are chiefly idle) is the +discussion of his neighbour's affairs. He is generally an "auld +residenter;" great, therefore, at the redding up of pedigrees. He can +tell you exactly, for instance, how it is that young Pin-oe's taking +geyly to the dram; for his grandfather, it seems, was a terrible man for +the drink--ou, just terrible. Why, he went to bed with a full jar of +whisky once, and when he left it he was dead, and it was empty. So, ye +see, that's the reason o't. + +The genus "bodie" is divided into two species--the "harmless bodies" and +the "nesty bodies." The bodies of Barbie mostly belonged to the second +variety. Johnny Coe and Tam Wylie and the baker were decent enough +fellows in their way, but the others were the sons of scandal. Gourlay +spoke of them as a "wheen damned auld wives." But Gourlay, to be sure, +was not an impartial witness. + +The Bend o' the Brae was the favourite stance of the bodies: here they +forgathered every day to pass judgment on the town's affairs. And, +indeed, the place had many things to recommend it. Among the chief it +was within an easy distance of the Red Lion, farther up the street, to +which it was really very convenient to adjourn nows and nans. Standing +at the Bend o' the Brae, too, you could look along two roads to the left +and right, or down upon the Cross beneath, and the three low streets +that guttered away from it. Or you might turn and look up Main Street, +and past the side of the Square, to the House with the Green Shutters, +the highest in the town. The Bend o' the Brae, you will gather, was a +fine post for observation. It had one drawback, true: if Gourlay turned +to the right in his gig he disappeared in a moment, and you could never +be sure where he was off to. But even that afforded matter for pleasing +speculation which often lasted half an hour. + +It was about nine o'clock when Gourlay and Gilmour quarrelled in the +yard, and that was the hour when the bodies forgathered for their +morning dram. + +"Good-moarning, Mr. Wylie!" said the Provost. + +When the Provost wished you good-morning, with a heavy civic eye, you +felt sure it was going to be good. + +"Mornin', Provost, mornin'! Fine weather for the fields," said Tam, +casting a critical glance at the blue dome in which a soft, +white-bosomed cloud floated high above the town. "If this weather hauds, +it'll be a blessing for us poor farming bodies." + +Tam was a wealthy old hunks, but it suited his humour to refer to +himself constantly as "a poor farming bodie." And he dressed in +accordance with his humour. His clean old crab-apple face was always +grinning at you from over a white-sleeved moleskin waistcoat, as if he +had been no better than a breaker of road-metal. + +"Faith ay!" said the Provost, cunning and quick; "fodder should be +cheap"--and he shot the covetous glimmer of a bargain-making eye at Mr. +Wylie. + +Tam drew himself up. He saw what was coming. + +"We're needing some hay for the burgh horse," said the Provost. "Ye'll +be willing to sell at fifty shillings the ton, since it's like to be so +plentiful." + +"Oh," said Tam solemnly, "that's on-possible! Gourlay's seeking the +three pound! and where he leads we maun a' gang. Gourlay sets the tune, +and Barbie dances till't." + +That was quite untrue so far as the speaker was concerned. It took a +clever man to make Tam Wylie dance to his piping. But Thomas, the knave, +knew that he could always take a rise out the Provost by cracking up the +Gourlays, and that to do it now was the best way of fobbing him off +about the hay. + +"Gourlay!" muttered the Provost, in disgust. And Tam winked at the +baker. + +"Losh," said Sandy Toddle, "yonder's the Free Kirk minister going past +the Cross! Where'll _he_ be off till at this hour of the day? He's not +often up so soon." + +"They say he sits late studying," said Johnny Coe. + +"H'mph, studying!" grunted Tam Brodie, a big, heavy, wall-cheeked man, +whose little, side-glancing eyes seemed always alert for scandal amid +the massive insolence of his smooth face. "I see few signs of studying +in _him_. He's noathing but a stink wi' a skin on't." + +T. Brodie was a very important man, look you, and wrote "Leather +Mercht." above his door, though he cobbled with his own hands. He was a +staunch Conservative, and down on the Dissenters. + +"What road'th he taking?" lisped Deacon Allardyce, craning past Brodie's +big shoulder to get a look. + +"He's stoppit to speak to Widow Wallace. What will he be saying to +_her_?" + +"She's a greedy bodie that Mrs. Wallace: I wouldna wonder but she's +speiring him for bawbees." + +"Will he take the Skeighan Road, I wonder?" + +"Or the Fechars?" + +"He's a great man for gathering gowans and other sic trash. He's maybe +for a dander up the burn juist. They say he's a great botanical man." + +"Ay," said Brodie, "paidling in a burn's the ploy for him. He's a weanly +gowk." + +"A-a-ah!" protested the baker, who was a Burnsomaniac, "there's waur +than a walk by the bank o' a bonny burn. Ye ken what Mossgiel said:-- + + + 'The Muse nae poet ever fand her, + Till by himsel' he learned to wander, + Adown some trottin' burn's meander, + And no thick lang; + Oh sweet to muse and pensive ponder + A heartfelt sang.'" + + +Poetical quotations, however, made the Provost uncomfortable. "Ay," he +said dryly in his throat; "verra good, baker, verra good!--Who's yellow +doag's that? I never saw the beast about the town before!" + +"Nor me either. It's a perfect stranger!" + +"It's like a herd's doag!" + +"Man, you're right! That's just what it will be. The morn's Fleckie lamb +fair, and some herd or other'll be in about the town." + +"He'll be drinking in some public-house, I'se warrant, and the doag will +have lost him." + +"Imph, that'll be the way o't." + +"I'm demned if he hasn't taken the Skeighan Road!" said Sandy Toddle, +who had kept his eye on the minister. Toddle's accent was a varying +quality. When he remembered he had been a packman in England it was +exceedingly fine. But he often forgot. + +"The Skeighan Road! the Skeighan Road! Who'll he be going to see in that +airt? Will it be Templandmuir?" + +"Gosh, it canna be Templandmuir; he was there no later than yestreen!" + +"Here's a man coming down the brae!" announced Johnny Coe, in a solemn +voice, as if a man "coming down the brae" was something unusual. In a +moment every head was turned to the hill. + +"What's yon he's carrying on his shouther?" pondered Brodie. + +"It looks like a boax," said the Provost slowly, bending every effort of +eye and mind to discover what it really was. He was giving his +profoundest cogitations to the "boax." + +"It _is_ a boax! But who is it though? I canna make him out." + +"Dod, I canna tell either; his head's so bent with his burden!" + +At last the man, laying his "boax" on the ground, stood up to ease his +spine, so that his face was visible. + +"Losh, it's Jock Gilmour, the orra man at Gourlay's! What'll _he_ be +doing out on the street at this hour of the day? I thocht he was always +busy on the premises! Will Gourlay be sending him off with something to +somebody? But no; that canna be. He would have sent it with the carts." + +"I'll wager ye," cried Johnny Coe quickly, speaking more loudly than +usual in the animation of discovery--"I'll wager ye Gourlay has +quarrelled him and put him to the door!" + +"Man, you're right! That'll just be it, that'll just be it! Ay, +ay--faith ay--and yon'll be his kist he's carrying! Man, you're right, +Mr. Coe; you have just put your finger on't. We'll hear news _this_ +morning." + +They edged forward to the middle of the road, the Provost in front, to +meet Gilmour coming down. + +"Ye've a heavy burden this morning, John," said the Provost graciously. + +"No wonder, sir," said Gilmour, with big-eyed solemnity, and set down +the chest; "it's no wonder, seeing that I'm carrying my a-all." + +"Ay, man, John. How's that na?" + +To be the centre of interest and the object of gracious condescension +was balm to the wounded feelings of Gilmour. Gourlay had lowered him, +but this reception restored him to his own good opinion. He was usually +called "Jock" (except by his mother, to whom, of course, he was "oor +Johnny"), but the best merchants in the town were addressing him as +"John." It was a great occasion. Gilmour expanded in gossip beneath its +influence benign. + +He welcomed, too, this first and fine opportunity of venting his wrath +on the Gourlays. + +"Oh, I just telled Gourlay what I thocht of him, and took the door ahint +me. I let him have it hot and hardy, I can tell ye. He'll no forget _me_ +in a hurry"--Gilmour bawled angrily, and nodded his head significantly, +and glared fiercely, to show what good cause he had given Gourlay to +remember him--"he'll no forget _me_ for a month of Sundays." + +"Ay, man, John, what did ye say till him?" + +"Na, man, what did he say to you?" + +"Wath he angry, Dyohn?" + +"How did the thing begin?" + +"Tell us, man, John." + +"What was it a-all about, John?" + +"Was Mrs. Gourlay there?" + +Bewildered by this pelt of questions, Gilmour answered the last that hit +his ear. "There, ay; faith, she was there. It was her was the cause +o't." + +"D'ye tell me that, John? Man, you surprise me. I would have thocht the +thowless trauchle[3] hadna the smeddum left to interfere." + +"Oh, it was yon boy of hers. He's aye swaggerin' aboot, interferin' wi' +folk at their wark--he follows his faither's example in that, for as the +auld cock craws the young ane learns--and his mither's that daft aboot +him that ye daurna give a look! He came in my road when I was sweeping +out the close, and some o' the dirty jaups splashed about his shins. But +was I to blame for that?--ye maun walk wide o' a whalebone besom if ye +dinna want to be splashed. Afore I kenned where I was, he up wi' a dirty +washing-clout and slashed me in the face wi't! I hit him a thud in the +ear--as wha wadna? Out come his mither like a fury, skirling about _her_ +hoose, and _her_ servants, and _her_ weans. 'Your servant!' says +I--'your servant! You're a nice-looking trollop to talk aboot servants,' +says I." + +"Did ye really, John?" + +"Man, that wath bauld o' ye." + +"And what did _she_ say?" + +"Oh, she just kept skirling! And then, to be sure, Gourlay must come out +and interfere! But I telled him to his face what I thocht of _him!_ 'The +best Gourlay that ever dirtied leather,' says I, ''s no gaun to make +dirt of me,' says I." + +"Ay, man, Dyohn!" lisped Deacon Allardyce, with bright and eagerly +inquiring eyes. "And what did he thay to that na? _That_ wath a dig for +him! I'the warrant he wath angry." + +"Angry? He foamed at the mouth! But I up and says to him, 'I have had +enough o' you,' says I, 'you and your Hoose wi' the Green Shutters,' +says I. 'You're no fit to have a decent servant,' says I. 'Pay _me my_ +wages, and I'll be redd o' ye,' says I. And wi' that I flang my kist on +my shouther and slapped the gate ahint me." + +"And _did_ he pay ye your wages?" Tam Wylie probed him slyly, with a +sideward glimmer in his eye. + +"Ah, well, no--not exactly," said Gilmour, drawing in. "But I'll get +them right enough for a' that. He'll no get the better o' _me_." Having +grounded unpleasantly on the question of the wages, he thought it best +to be off ere the bloom was dashed from his importance, so he +shouldered his chest and went. The bodies watched him down the street. + +"He's a lying brose, that," said the baker. "We a' ken what Gourlay is. +He would have flung Gilmour out by the scruff o' the neck if he had +daured to set his tongue against him!" + +"Faith, that's so," said Tam Wylie and Johnny Coe together. + +But the others were divided between their perception of the fact and +their wish to believe that Gourlay had received a thrust or two. At +other times they would have been the first to scoff at Gilmour's +swagger. Now their animus against Gourlay prompted them to back it up. + +"Oh, I'm not so sure of tha-at, baker," cried the Provost, in the false, +loud voice of a man defending a position which he knows to be unsound; +"I'm no so sure of that at a-all. A-a-ah, mind ye," he drawled +persuasively, "he's a hardy fallow, that Gilmour. I've no doubt he gied +Gourlay a good dig or two. Let us howp they will do him good." + +For many reasons intimate to the Scot's character, envious scandal is +rampant in petty towns such as Barbie. To go back to the beginning, the +Scot, as pundits will tell you, is an individualist. His religion alone +is enough to make him so; for it is a scheme of personal salvation +significantly described once by the Reverend Mr. Struthers of Barbie. +"At the Day of Judgment, my frehnds," said Mr. Struthers--"at the Day of +Judgment every herring must hang by his own tail!" Self-dependence was +never more luridly expressed. History, climate, social conditions, and +the national beverage have all combined (the pundits go on) to make the +Scot an individualist, fighting for his own hand. The better for him if +it be so; from that he gets the grit that tells. + +From their individualism, however, comes inevitably a keen spirit of +competition (the more so because Scotch democracy gives fine chances to +compete), and from their keen spirit of competition comes, inevitably +again, an envious belittlement of rivals. If a man's success offends +your individuality, to say everything you can against him is a +recognized weapon of the fight. It takes him down a bit, and (inversely) +elevates his rival. + +It is in a small place like Barbie that such malignity is most virulent, +because in a small place like Barbie every man knows everything to his +neighbour's detriment. He can redd up his rival's pedigree, for example, +and lower his pride (if need be) by detailing the disgraces of his kin. +"I have grand news the day!" a big-hearted Scot will exclaim (and when +their hearts are big they are big to hypertrophy)--"I have grand news +the day! Man, Jock Goudie has won the C.B."--"Jock Goudie"--an envious +bodie will pucker as if he had never heard the name--"Jock Goudie? Wha's +_he_ for a Goudie? Oh ay, let me see now. He's a brother o'--eh, a +brother o'--eh" (tit-tit-titting on his brow)--"oh, just a brother o' +Drucken Will Goudie o' Auchterwheeze! Oo-ooh, I ken _him_ fine. His +grannie keepit a sweetie-shop in Strathbungo." There you have the +"nesty" Scotsman. + +Even if Gourlay had been a placable and inoffensive man, then, the +malignants of the petty burgh (it was scarce bigger than a village) +would have fastened on his character simply because he was above them. +No man has a keener eye for behaviour than the Scot (especially when +spite wings his intuition), and Gourlay's thickness of wit and pride of +place would in any case have drawn their sneers. So, too, on lower +grounds, would his wife's sluttishness. But his repressiveness added a +hundredfold to their hate of him. That was the particular cause which, +acting on their general tendency to belittle a too-successful rival, +made their spite almost monstrous against him. Not a man among them but +had felt the weight of his tongue--for edge it had none. He walked among +them like the dirt below his feet. There was no give and take in the +man; he could be verra jocose with the lairds, to be sure, but he never +dropped in to the Red Lion for a crack and a dram with the town-folk; he +just glowered as if he could devour them! And who was he, I should like +to know? His grandfather had been noathing but a common carrier! + +Hate was the greater on both sides because it was often impotent. +Gourlay frequently suspected offence, and seethed because he had no idea +how to meet it--except by driving slowly down the brae in his new gig +and never letting on when the Provost called to him. That was a wipe in +the eye for the Provost! The "bodies," on their part, could rarely get +near enough Gourlay to pierce his armour; he kept them off him by his +brutal dourness. For it was not only pride and arrogance, but a +consciousness also that he was no match for them at their own game, that +kept Gourlay away from their society. They were adepts at the under +stroke, and they would have given him many a dig if he had only come +amongst them. But, oh no, not he; he was the big man; he never gave a +body a chance! Or if you did venture a bit jibe when you met him, he +glowered you off the face of the earth with thae black een of his. Oh, +how they longed to get at him! It was not the least of the evils caused +by Gourlay's black pride that it perverted a dozen characters. The +"bodies" of Barbie may have been decent enough men in their own way, but +against him their malevolence was monstrous. It showed itself in an +insane desire to seize on every scrap of gossip they might twist against +him. That was why the Provost lowered municipal dignity to gossip in the +street with a discharged servant. As the baker said afterwards, it was +absurd for a man in his "poseetion." But it was done with the sole +desire of hearing something that might tell against Gourlay. Even +countesses, we are told, gossip with malicious maids about other +countesses. Spite is a great leveller. + +"Shall we adjourn?" said Brodie, when they had watched Jock Gilmour out +of sight. He pointed across his shoulder to the Red Lion. + +"Better noat just now," said the Provost, nodding in slow +authority--"better noat just now! I'm very anxious to see Gourlay about +yon matter we were speaking of, doan't ye understa-and? But I'm +determined not to go to his house! On the other hand, if we go into the +Red Lion the now, we may miss him on the street. We'll noat have loang +to wait, though; he'll be down the town directly, to look at the horses +he has at the gerse out the Fechars Road. But _I'm_ talling ye, I simply +will noat go to his house--to put up with a wheen damned insults!" he +puffed in angry recollection. + +"To tell the truth," said Wylie, "I don't like to call upon Gourlay +either. I'm aware of his eyes on my back when I slink beaten through his +gate, and I feel that my hurdies are wanting in dignity!" + +"Huh!" spluttered Brodie, "that never affects me. I come stunting out in +a bleeze of wrath and slam the yett ahint me!" + +"Oh, well," said the Deacon, "that'th one way of being dignified." + +"I'm afraid," said Sandy Toddle, "that he won't be in a very good key to +consider our request this morning, after his quarrel with Gilmour." + +"No," said the Provost; "he'll be blazing angry! It's most unfoartunate. +But we maun try to get his consent, be his temper what it will. It's a +matter of importance to the town, doan't ye see, and if he refuses we +simply can-noat proceed wi' the improvement." + +"It was Gilmour's jibe at the House wi' the Green Shutters that would +anger him the most, for it's the perfect god of his idolatry. Eh, sirs, +he has wasted an awful money upon yon house!" + +"Wasted's the word!" said Brodie, with a blatant laugh. "Wasted's the +word! They say he has verra little lying cash! And I shouldna be +surprised at all. For, ye see, Gibson the builder diddled him owre the +building o't." + +"Oh, I'se warrant Cunning Johnny would get the better of an ass like +Gourlay. But how in particular, Mr. Brodie? Have ye heard ainy details?" + +"I've been on the track o' the thing for a while back, but it was only +yestreen I had the proofs o't. It was Robin Wabster that telled me. He's +a jouking bodie, Robin, and he was ahint a dike up the Skeighan Road +when Gibson and Gourlay forgathered--they stoppit just forenenst him! +Gourlay began to curse at the size of Gibson's bill, but Cunning Johnny +kenned the way to get round him brawly. 'Mr. Gourlay,' says he, 'there's +not a thing in your house that a man in your poseetion can afford to be +without, and ye needn't expect the best house in Barbie for an oald +song!' And Gourlay was pacified at once! It appeared frae their crack, +however, that Gibson has diddled him tremendous. 'Verra well then,' +Robin heard Gourlay cry, 'you must allow me a while ere I pay that!' I +wager, for a' sae muckle as he's made of late, that his balance at the +bank's a sma' yin." + +"More thyow than thubstanth," said the Deacon. + +"Well, I'm sure!" said the Provost, "he needn't have built such a +gra-and house to put a slut of a wife like yon in!" + +"I was surprised," said Sandy Toddle, "to hear about her firing up. I +wouldn't have thought she had the spirit, or that Gourlay would have +come to her support!" + +"Oh," said the Provost, "it wasn't her he was thinking of! It was his +own pride, the brute. He leads the woman the life of a doag. I'm +surprised that he ever married her!" + +"I ken fine how he married her," said Johnny Coe. "I was acquaint wi' +her faither, auld Tenshillingland owre at Fechars--a grand farmer he +was, wi' land o' his nain, and a gey pickle bawbees. It was the bawbees, +and not the woman, that Gourlay went after! It was _her_ money, as ye +ken, that set him on his feet, and made him such a big man. He never +cared a preen for _her_, and then when she proved a dirty trollop, he +couldna endure her look! That's what makes him so sore upon her now. And +yet I mind her a braw lass, too," said Johnny the sentimentalist, "a +braw lass she was," he mused, "wi' fine, brown glossy hair, I mind, +and--ochonee! ochonee!--as daft as a yett in a windy day. She had a +cousin, Jenny Wabster, that dwelt in Tenshillingland than, and mony a +summer nicht up the Fechars Road, when ye smelled the honeysuckle in the +gloaming, I have heard the two o' them tee-heeing owre the lads +thegither, skirling in the dark and lauching to themselves. They were of +the glaikit kind ye can always hear loang before ye see. Jock Allan +(that has done so well in Embro) was a herd at Tenshillingland than, and +he likit her, and I think she likit him; but Gourlay came wi' his gig +and whisked her away. She doesna lauch sae muckle now, puir bodie! But a +braw lass she----" + +"It's you maun speak to Gourlay, Deacon," said the Provost, brushing +aside the reminiscent Coe. + +"How can it be that, Provost? It'th _your_ place, surely. You're the +head of the town!" + +When Gourlay was to be approached there was always a competition for who +should be hindmost. + +"Yass, but you know perfectly well, Deacon, that I cannot thole the look +of him. I simply cannot thole the look. And he knows it too. The +thing'll gang smash at the outset--_I'm_ talling ye, now--it'll go +smash at the outset if it's left to me. And than, ye see, you have a +better way of approaching folk!" + +"Ith that tho?" said the Deacon dryly. He shot a suspicious glance to +see if the Provost was guying him. + +"Oh, it must be left to you, Deacon," said the baker and Tam Wylie in a +breath. + +"Certainly, it maun be left to the Deacon," assented Johnny Coe, when he +saw how the others were giving their opinion. + +"Tho be it, then," snapped the Deacon. + +"Here he comes," said Sandy Toddle. + +Gourlay came down the street towards them, his chest big, his thumbs in +the armholes of his waistcoat. He had the power of staring steadily at +those whom he approached without the slightest sign of recognition or +intelligence appearing in his eyes. As he marched down upon the bodies +he fixed them with a wide-open glower that was devoid of every +expression but courageous steadiness. It gave a kind of fierce vacancy +to his look. + +The Deacon limped forward on his thin shanks to the middle of the road. + +"It'th a fine morning, Mr. Gourlay," he simpered. + +"There's noathing wrong with the morning," grunted Gourlay, as if there +was something wrong with the Deacon. + +"We wath wanting to thee ye on a very important matter, Mithter +Gourlay," lisped the Deacon, smiling up at the big man's face, with his +head on one side, and rubbing his fingers in front of him. "It'th a +matter of the common good, you thee; and we all agreed that we should +speak to _you_, ath the foremost merchant of the town!" + +Allardyce meant his compliment to fetch Gourlay. But Gourlay knew his +Allardyce, and was cautious. It was well to be on your guard when the +Deacon was complimentary. When his language was most flowery there was +sure to be a serpent hidden in it somewhere. He would lisp out an +innocent remark and toddle away, and Gourlay would think nothing of the +matter till a week afterwards, perhaps, when something would flash a +light; then "Damn him, did he mean '_that_'?" he would seethe, starting +back and staring at the "_that_" while his fingers strangled the air in +place of the Deacon. + +He glowered at the Deacon now till the Deacon blinked. + +"You thee, Mr. Gourlay," Allardyce shuffled uneasily, "it'th for your +own benefit just ath much ath ourth. We were thinking of you ath well +ath of ourthelves! Oh yeth, oh yeth!" + +"Ay, man!" said Gourlay, "that was kind of ye! I'll be the first man in +Barbie to get ainy benefit from the fools that mismanage our affairs." + +The gravel grated beneath the Provost's foot. The atmosphere was +becoming electric, and the Deacon hastened to the point. + +"You thee, there'th a fine natural supply of water--a perfect reservore +the Provost sayth--on the brae-face just above _your_ garden, Mr. +Gourlay. Now, it would be easy to lead that water down and alang through +all the gardenth on the high side of Main Street--and, 'deed, it might +feed a pump at the Cross, too, to supply the lower portionth o' the +town. It would really be a grai-ait convenience. Every man on the high +side o' Main Street would have a running spout at his own back door! If +your garden didna run tho far back, Mr. Gourlay, and ye hadna tho muckle +land about your place"--_that_ should fetch him, thought the Deacon--"if +it werena for that, Mr. Gourlay, we could easily lead the water round to +the other gardenth without interfering with your property. But, ath it +ith, we simply can-noat move without ye. The water must come through +your garden, if it comes at a-all." + +"The most o' you important men live on the high side o' Main Street," +birred Gourlay. "Is it the poor folk at the Cross, or your ain bits o' +back doors that you're thinking o'?" + +"Oh--oh, Mr. Gourlay!" protested Allardyce, head flung back, and palms +in air, to keep the thought of self-interest away, "oh--oh, Mr. Gourlay! +We're thinking of noathing but the common good, I do assure ye." + +"Ay, man! You're dis-in-ter-ested!" said Gourlay, but he stumbled on the +big word and spoiled the sneer. That angered him, and, "It's likely," he +rapped out, "that I'll allow the land round _my_ house to be howked and +trenched and made a mudhole of to oblige a wheen things like you!" + +"Oh--oh, but think of the convenience to uth--eh--eh--I mean to the +common good," said Allardyce. + +"I howked wells for myself," snapped Gourlay. "Let others do the like." + +"Oh, but we haven't all the enterprithe of you, Mr. Gourlay. You'll +surely accommodate the town!" + +"I'll see the town damned first," said Gourlay, and passed on his steady +way. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[3] _Trauchle_, a poor trollop who trails about; _smeddum_, grit. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +The bodies watched Gourlay in silence until he was out of earshot. Then, +"It's monstrous!" the Provost broke out in solemn anger; "I declare it's +perfectly monstrous! But I believe we could get Pow-ers to compel him. +Yass; I believe we could get Pow-ers. I do believe we could get +Pow-ers." + +The Provost was fond of talking about "Pow-ers," because it implied that +he was intimate with the great authorities who might delegate such +"Pow-ers" to him. To talk of "Pow-ers," mysteriously, was a tribute to +his own importance. He rolled the word on his tongue as if he enjoyed +the sound of it. + +On the Deacon's cheek bones two red spots flamed, round and big as a +Scotch penny. His was the hurt silence of the baffled diplomatist, to +whom a defeat means reflections on his own ability. + +"Demn him!" he skirled, following the solid march of his enemy with +fiery eyes. + +Never before had his deaconship been heard to swear. Tam Wylie laughed +at the shrill oath till his eyes were buried in his merry wrinkles, a +suppressed snirt, a continuous gurgle in the throat and nose, in beaming +survey the while of the withered old creature dancing in his rage. (It +was all a good joke to Tam, because, living on the outskirts of the +town, he had no spigot of his own to feed.) The Deacon turned the eyes +of hate on him. Demn Wylie too--what was he laughing at! + +"Oh, I dare thay you could have got round him!" he snapped. + +"In my opinion, Allardyce," said the baker, "you mismanaged the whole +affair. Yon wasna the way to approach him!" + +"It'th a pity you didna try your hand, then, I'm sure! No doubt a clever +man like _you_ would have worked wonderth!" + +So the bodies wrangled among themselves. Somehow or other Gourlay had +the knack of setting them by the ears. It was not till they hit on a +common topic of their spite in railing at him that they became a band of +brothers and a happy few. + +"Whisht!" said Sandy Toddle suddenly; "here's his boy!" + +John was coming towards them on his way to school. The bodies watched +him as he passed, with the fixed look men turn on a boy of whose kinsmen +they were talking even now. They affect a stony and deliberate regard, +partly to include the newcomer in their critical survey of his family, +and partly to banish from their own eyes any sign that they have just +been running down his people. John, as quick as his mother to feel, knew +in a moment they were watching _him_. He hung his head sheepishly and +blushed, and the moment he was past he broke into a nervous trot, the +bag of books bumping on his back as he ran. + +"He's getting a big boy, that son of Gourlay's," said the Provost; "how +oald will he be?" + +"He's approaching twelve," said Johnny Coe, who made a point of being +able to supply such news because it gained him consideration where he +was otherwise unheeded. "He was born the day the brig on the Fleckie +Road gaed down, in the year o' the great flood; and since the great +flood it's twelve year come Lammas. Rab Tosh o' Fleckie's wife was +heavy-footed at the time, and Doctor Munn had been a' nicht wi' her, and +when he cam to Barbie Water in the morning it was roaring wide frae +bank to brae; where the brig should have been there was naething but the +swashing of the yellow waves. Munn had to drive a' the way round to the +Fechars brig, and in parts o' the road the water was so deep that it +lapped his horse's bellyband. A' this time Mrs. Gourlay was skirling in +her pains and praying to God she micht dee. Gourlay had been a great +crony o' Munn's, but he quarrelled him for being late; he had trysted +him, ye see, for the occasion, and he had been twenty times at the yett +to look for him. Ye ken how little he would stomach that; he was ready +to brust wi' anger. Munn, mad for the want of sleep and wat to the bane, +swure back at him; and than Gourlay wadna let him near his wife! Ye mind +what an awful day it was; the thunder roared as if the heavens were +tumbling on the world, and the lichtnin sent the trees daudin on the +roads, and folk hid below their beds and prayed--they thocht it was the +Judgment! But Gourlay rammed his black stepper in the shafts, and drave +like the devil o' hell to Skeighan Drone, where there was a young +doctor. The lad was feared to come, but Gourlay swore by God that he +should, and he garred him. In a' the countryside driving like his that +day was never kenned or heard tell o'; they were back within the hour! I +saw them gallop up Main Street; lichtnin struck the ground before them; +the young doctor covered his face wi' his hands, and the horse nichered +wi' fear and tried to wheel, but Gourlay stood up in the gig and lashed +him on through the fire. It was thocht for lang that Mrs. Gourlay would +die; and she was never the same woman after. Atweel, ay, sirs, Gourlay +has that morning's work to blame for the poor wife he has now. Him and +Munn never spoke to each other again, and Munn died within the +twelvemonth--he got his death that morning on the Fleckie Road. But, for +a' so pack's they had been, Gourlay never looked near him." + +Coe had told his story with enjoying gusto, and had told it well--for +Johnny, though constantly snubbed by his fellows, was in many ways the +ablest of them all. His voice and manner drove it home. They knew, +besides, he was telling what himself had seen. For they knew he was +lying prostrate with fear in the open smiddy-shed from the time Gourlay +went to Skeighan Drone to the time that he came back, and that he had +seen him both come and go. They were silent for a while, impressed, in +spite of themselves, by the vivid presentment of Gourlay's manhood on +the day that had scared them all. The baker felt inclined to cry out on +his cruelty for keeping his wife suffering to gratify his wrath; but the +sudden picture of the man's courage changed that feeling to another of +admiring awe: a man so defiant of the angry heavens might do anything. +And so with the others; they hated Gourlay, but his bravery was a fact +of nature which they could not disregard; they knew themselves smaller, +and said nothing for a while. Tam Brodie, the most brutal among them, +was the first to recover. Even he did not try to belittle at once, but +he felt the subtle discomfort of the situation, and relieved it by +bringing the conversation back to its usual channel. + +"That was at the boy's birth, Mr. Coe?" said he. + +"Ou ay, just the laddie. It was a' richt when the lassie came. It was +Doctor Dandy brocht _her_ hame, for Munn was deid by that time, and +Dandy had his place." + +"What will Gourlay be going to make of him?" the Provost asked. "A +doctor or a minister or wha-at?" + +"Deil a fear of that," said Brodie; "he'll take him into the business! +It's a' that he's fit for. He's an infernal dunce, just his father owre +again, and the Dominie thrashes him remorseless! I hear my own weans +speaking o't. Ou, it seems he's just a perfect numbskull!" + +"Ye couldn't expect ainything else from a son of Gourlay," said the +Provost. + +Conversation languished. Some fillip was needed to bring it to an easy +flow, and the simultaneous scrape of their feet turning round showed the +direction of their thoughts. + +"A dram would be very acceptable now," murmured Sandy Toddle, rubbing +his chin. + +"Ou, we wouldna be the waur o't," said Tam Wylie. + +"We would all be the better of a little drope," smirked the Deacon. + +And they made for the Red Lion for the matutinal dram. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +John Gourlay the younger was late for school, in spite of the nervous +trot he fell into when he shrank from the bodies' hard stare at him. +There was nothing unusual about that; he was late for school every +other day. To him it was a howling wilderness where he played a +most appropriate _role_. If his father was not about he would hang +round his mother till the last moment, rather than be off to old +"Bleach-the-boys"--as the master had been christened by his scholars. +"Mother, I have a pain in _my_ heid," he would whimper, and she would +condole with him and tell him she would keep him at home with her--were +it not for dread of her husband. She was quite sure he was ainything but +strong, poor boy, and that the schooling was bad for him; for it was +really remarkable how quickly the pain went if he was allowed to stay at +home; why, he got better just directly! It was not often she dared to +keep him from school, however; and if she did, she had to hide him from +his father. + +On school mornings the boy shrank from going out with a shrinking that +was almost physical. When he stole through the green gate with his bag +slithering at his hip (not braced between the shoulders like a birkie +scholar's), he used to feel ruefully that he was in for it now--and the +Lord alone knew what he would have to put up with ere he came home! And +he always had the feeling of a freed slave when he passed the gate on +his return, never failing to note with delight the clean smell of the +yard after the stuffiness of school, sucking it in through glad +nostrils, and thinking to himself, "O crickey, it's fine to be home!" On +Friday nights, in particular, he used to feel so happy that, becoming +arrogant, he would try his hand at bullying Jock Gilmour in imitation of +his father. John's dislike of school, and fear of its trampling bravoes, +attached him peculiarly to the House with the Green Shutters; there was +his doting mother, and she gave him stories to read, and the place was +so big that it was easy to avoid his father and have great times with +the rabbits and the doos. He was as proud of the sonsy house as Gourlay +himself, if for a different reason, and he used to boast of it to his +comrades. And he never left it, then or after, without a foreboding. + +As he crept along the School Road with a rueful face, he was alone, for +Janet, who was cleverer than he, was always earlier at school. The +absence of children in the sunny street lent to his depression. He felt +forlorn; if there had been a chattering crowd marching along, he would +have been much more at his ease. + +Quite recently the school had been fitted up with varnished desks, and +John, who inherited his mother's nervous senses with his father's lack +of wit, was always intensely alive to the smell of the desks the moment +he went in; and as his heart always sank when he went in, the smell +became associated in his mind with that sinking of the heart--to feel +it, no matter where, filled him with uneasiness. As he stole past the +joiner's on that sunny morning, when wood was resinous and pungent of +odour, he was suddenly conscious of a varnishy smell, and felt a +misgiving without knowing why. It was years after, in Edinburgh, ere he +knew the reason; he found that he never went past an upholsterer's shop, +on a hot day in spring, without being conscious of a vague depression, +and feeling like a boy slinking into school. + +In spite of his forebodings, nothing more untoward befell him that +morning than a cut over the cowering shoulders for being late, as he +crept to the bottom of his class. He reached "leave," the ten minutes' +run at twelve o'clock, without misadventure. Perhaps it was this +unwonted good fortune that made him boastful when he crouched near the +pump among his cronies, sitting on his hunkers with his back to the +wall. Half a dozen boys were about him, and Swipey Broon was in front, +making mud pellets in a trickle from the pump. + +He began talking of the new range. + +"Yah! Auld Gemmell needn't have let welp at me for being late this +morning," he spluttered big-eyed, nodding his head in aggrieved and +solemn protest. "It wasna _my_ faut! We're getting in a grand new range, +and the whole of the kitchen fireplace has been gutted out to make room +for't; and my mother couldna get my breakfast in time this morning, +because, ye see, she had to boil everything in the parlour--and here, +when she gaed ben the house, the parlour fire was out! + +"It's to be a splendid range, the new one," he went on, with a conceited +jerk of the head. "Peter Riney's bringin'd from Skeighan in the +afternune. My father says there winna be its equal in the parish!" + +The faces of the boys lowered uncomfortably. They felt it was a silly +thing of Gourlay to blow his own trumpet in this way, but, being boys, +they could not prick his conceit with a quick rejoinder. It is only +grown-ups who can be ironical; physical violence is the boy's repartee. +It had scarcely gone far enough for that yet, so they lowered in +uncomfortable silence. + +"We're aye getting new things up at our place," he went on. "I heard my +father telling Gibson the builder he must have everything of the best! +Mother says it'll all be mine some day. I'll have the fine times when I +leave the schule--and that winna be long now, for I'm clean sick o't; +I'll no bide a day longer than I need! I'm to go into the business, and +then I'll have the times. I'll dash about the country in a gig wi' two +dogs wallopping ahin'. I'll have the great life o't." + +"Ph-tt!" said Swipey Broon, and planted a gob of mud right in the middle +of his brow. + +"Hoh! hoh! hoh!" yelled the others. They hailed Swipey's action with +delight because, to their minds, it exactly met the case. It was the one +fit retort to his bouncing. + +Beneath the wet plunk of the mud John started back, bumping his head +against the wall behind him. The sticky pellet clung to his brow, and he +brushed it angrily aside. The laughter of the others added to his wrath +against Swipey. + +"What are you after?" he bawled. "Don't try your tricks on me, Swipey +Broon. Man, I could kill ye wi' a glower!" + +In a twinkling Swipey's jacket was off, and he was dancing in his shirt +sleeves, inviting Gourlay to come on and try't. + +"G'way, man," said John, his face as white as the wall; "g'way, man! +Don't have _me_ getting up to ye, or I'll knock the fleas out of your +duds!" + +Now the father of Swipey--so called because he always swiped when +batting at rounders--the father of Swipey was the rag and bone merchant +of Barbie, and it was said (with what degree of truth I know not) that +his home was verminous in consequence. John's taunt was calculated, +therefore, to sting him to the quick. + +The scion of the Broons, fired for the honour of his house, drove +straight at the mouth of the insulter. But John jouked to the side, and +Swipey skinned his knuckles on the wall. + +For a moment he rocked to and fro, doubled up in pain, crying "_Ooh!_" +with a rueful face, and squeezing his hand between his thighs to dull +its sharper agonies. Then with redoubled wrath bold Swipey hurled him +at the foe. He grabbed Gourlay's head, and shoving it down between his +knees, proceeded to pommel his bent back, while John bellowed angrily +(from between Swipey's legs), "Let me up, see!" + +Swipey let him up. John came at him with whirling arms, but Swipey +jouked and gave him one on the mouth that split his lip. In another +moment Gourlay was grovelling on his hands and knees, and triumphant +Swipey, astride his back, was bellowing "Hurroo!"--Swipey's father was +an Irishman. + +"Let him up, Broon!" cried Peter Wylie--"let him up, and meet each other +square!" + +"Oh, I'll let him up," cried Swipey, and leapt to his feet with +magnificent pride. He danced round Gourlay with his fists sawing the +air. "I could fight ten of him!--Come on, Gourlay!" he cried, "and I'll +poultice the road wi' your brose." + +John rose, glaring. But when Swipey rushed he turned and fled. The boys +ran into the middle of the street, pointing after the coward and +shouting, "Yeh! yeh! yeh!" with the infinite cruel derision of boyhood. + +"Yeh! yeh! yeh!" the cries of execration and contempt pursued him as he +ran. + + * * * * * + +Ere he had gone a hundred yards he heard the shrill whistle with which +Mr. Gemmell summoned his scholars from their play. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +All the children had gone into school. The street was lonely in the +sudden stillness. The joiner slanted across the road, brushing shavings +and sawdust from his white apron. There was no other sign of life in the +sunshine. Only from the smiddy, far away, came at times the tink of an +anvil. + +John crept on up the street, keeping close to the wall. It seemed +unnatural being there at that hour; everything had a quiet, unfamiliar +look. The white walls of the houses reproached the truant with their +silent faces. + +A strong smell of wallflowers oozed through the hot air. John thought it +a lonely smell, and ran to get away. + +"Johnny dear, what's wrong wi' ye?" cried his mother, when he stole in +through the scullery at last. "Are ye ill, dear?" + +"I wanted to come hame," he said. It was no defence; it was the sad and +simple expression of his wish. + +"What for, my sweet?" + +"I hate the school," he said bitterly; "I aye want to be at hame." + +His mother saw his cut mouth. + +"Johnny," she cried in concern, "what's the matter with your lip, dear? +Has ainybody been meddling ye?" + +"It was Swipey Broon," he said. + +"Did ever a body hear?" she cried. "Things have come to a fine pass when +decent weans canna go to the school without a wheen rag-folk yoking on +them! But what can a body ettle? Scotland's not what it used to be! +It's owrerun wi' the dirty Eerish!" + +In her anger she did not see the sloppy dishclout on the scullery chair, +on which she sank exhausted by her rage. + +"Oh, but I let him have it," swaggered John. "I threatened to knock the +fleas off him. The other boys were on _his_ side, or I would have +walloped him." + +"Atweel, they would a' be on his side," she cried. "But it's juist envy, +Johnny. Never mind, dear; you'll soon be left the school, and there's +not wan of them has the business that you have waiting ready to step +intil." + +"Mother," he pleaded, "let me bide here for the rest o' the day!" + +"Oh, but your father, Johnny? If _he_ saw ye!" + +"If you gie me some o' your novelles to look at, I'll go up to the +garret and hide, and ye can ask Jenny no to tell." + +She gave him a hunk of nuncheon and a bundle of her novelettes, and he +stole up to an empty garret and squatted on the bare boards. The sun +streamed through the skylight window and lay, an oblong patch, in the +centre of the floor. John noted the head of a nail that stuck gleaming +up. He could hear the pigeons _rooketty-cooing_ on the roof, and every +now and then a slithering sound, as they lost their footing on the +slates and went sliding downward to the rones. But for that, all was +still, uncannily still. Once a zinc pail clanked in the yard, and he +started with fear, wondering if that was his faither! + +If young Gourlay had been the right kind of a boy he would have been in +his glory, with books to read and a garret to read them in. For to +snuggle close beneath the slates is as dear to the boy as the bard, if +somewhat diverse their reasons for seclusion. Your garret is the true +kingdom of the poet, neighbouring the stars; side-windows tether him to +earth, but a skylight looks to the heavens. (That is why so many poets +live in garrets, no doubt.) But it is the secrecy of a garret for him +and his books that a boy loves; there he is lord of his imagination; +there, when the impertinent world is hidden from his view, he rides with +great Turpin at night beneath the glimmer of the moon. What boy of sense +would read about Turpin in a mere respectable parlour? A hay-loft's the +thing, where you can hide in a dusty corner, and watch through a chink +the baffled minions of Bow Street, and hear Black Bess--good +jade!--stamping in her secret stall, and be ready to descend when a +friendly hostler cries, "Jericho!" But if there is no hay-loft at hand a +mere garret will do very well. And so John should have been in his +glory, as indeed for a while he was. But he showed his difference from +the right kind of a boy by becoming lonely. He had inherited from his +mother a silly kind of interest in silly books, but to him reading was a +painful process, and he could never remember the plot. What he liked +best (though he could not have told you about it) was a vivid physical +picture. When the puffing steam of Black Bess's nostrils cleared away +from the moonlit pool, and the white face of the dead man stared at +Turpin through the water, John saw it and shivered, staring big-eyed at +the staring horror. He was alive to it all; he heard the seep of the +water through the mare's lips, and its hollow glug as it went down, and +the creak of the saddle beneath Turpin's hip; he saw the smear of sweat +roughening the hair on her slanting neck, and the great steaming breath +she blew out when she rested from drinking, and then that awful face +glaring from the pool.--Perhaps he was not so far from being the right +kind of boy, after all, since that was the stuff that _he_ liked. He +wished he had some Turpin with him now, for his mother's periodicals +were all about men with impossibly broad shoulders and impossibly curved +waists who asked Angelina if she loved them. Once, it is true, a +somewhat too florid sentence touched him on the visual nerve: "Through +a chink in the Venetian blind a long pencil of yellow light pierced the +beautiful dimness of the room and pointed straight to the dainty bronze +slipper peeping from under Angelina's gown; it became a slipper of vivid +gold amid the gloom." John saw that and brightened, but the next moment +they began to talk about love and he was at sea immediately. "Dagon them +and their love!" quoth he. + +To him, indeed, reading was never more than a means of escape from +something else; he never thought of a book so long as there were things +to see. Some things were different from others, it is true. Things of +the outer world, where he swaggered among his fellows and was thrashed, +or bungled his lessons and was thrashed again, imprinted themselves +vividly on his mind, and he hated the impressions. When Swipey Broon was +hot the sweat pores always glistened distinctly on the end of his +mottled nose--John, as he thought angrily of Swipey this afternoon, saw +the glistening sweat pores before him and wanted to bash them. The +varnishy smell of the desks, the smell of the wallflowers at Mrs. +Manzie's on the way to school, the smell of the school itself--to all +these he was morbidly alive, and he loathed them. But he loved the +impressions of his home. His mind was full of perceptions of which he +was unconscious, till he found one of them recorded in a book, and that +was the book for him. The curious physical always drew his mind to hate +it or to love. In summer he would crawl into the bottom of an old hedge, +among the black mould and the withered sticks, and watch a red-ended +beetle creep slowly up a bit of wood till near the top, and fall +suddenly down, and creep patiently again--this he would watch with +curious interest and remember always. "Johnny," said his mother once, +"what do you breenge into the bushes to watch those nasty things for?" + +"They're queer," he said musingly. + +Even if he _was_ a little dull wi' the book, she was sure he would come +to something, for, eh, he was such a noticing boy. + +But there was nothing to touch him in "The Wooing of Angeline;" he was +moving in an alien world. It was a complicated plot, and, some of the +numbers being lost, he was not sharp enough to catch the idea of the +story. He read slowly and without interest. The sounds of the outer +world reached him in his loneliness and annoyed him, because, while +wondering what they were, he dared not look out to see. He heard the +rattle of wheels entering the big yard; that would be Peter Riney back +from Skeighan with the range. Once he heard the birr of his father's +voice in the lobby and his mother speaking in shrill protest, and +then--oh, horror!--his father came up the stair. Would he come into the +garret? John, lying on his left side, felt his quickened heart thud +against the boards, and he could not take his big frighted eyes from the +bottom of the door. But the heavy step passed and went into another +room. John's open mouth was dry, and his shirt was sticking to his back. + +The heavy steps came back to the landing. + +"Whaur's _my_ gimlet?" yelled his father down the stair. + +"Oh, I lost the corkscrew, and took it to open a bottle," cried his +mother wearily. "Here it is, man, in the kitchen drawer." + +"_Hah!_" his father barked, and he knew he was infernal angry. If he +should come in! + +But he went tramping down the stair, and John, after waiting till his +pulses were stilled, resumed his reading. He heard the masons in the +kitchen, busy with the range, and he would have liked fine to watch +them, but he dared not go down till after four. It was lonely up here by +himself. A hot wind had sprung up, and it crooned through the keyhole +drearily; "_oo-woo-oo_," it cried, and the sound drenched him in a vague +depression. The splotch of yellow light had shifted round to the +fireplace; Janet had kindled a fire there last winter, and the ashes had +never been removed, and now the light lay, yellow and vivid, on a red +clinker of coal and a charred piece of stick. A piece of glossy white +paper had been flung in the untidy grate, and in the hollow curve of it +a thin silt of black dust had gathered--the light showed it plainly. All +these things the boy marked and was subtly aware of their +unpleasantness. He was forced to read to escape the sense of them. But +it was words, words, words, that he read; the subject mattered not at +all. His head leaned heavy on his left hand and his mouth hung open, as +his eye travelled dreamily along the lines. He succeeded in hypnotizing +his brain at last, by the mere process of staring at the page. + +At last he heard Janet in the lobby. That meant that school was over. He +crept down the stair. + +"_You_ were playing the truant," said Janet, and she nodded her head in +accusation. "I've a good mind to tell my faither." + +"If ye wud----" he said, and shook his fist at her threateningly. She +shrank away from him. They went into the kitchen together. + +The range had been successfully installed, and Mr. Gourlay was showing +it to Grant of Loranogie, the foremost farmer of the shire. Mrs. +Gourlay, standing by the kitchen table, viewed her new possession with a +faded simper of approval. She was pleased that Mr. Grant should see the +grand new thing that they had gotten. She listened to the talk of the +men with a faint smile about her weary lips, her eyes upon the sonsy +range. + +"Dod, it's a handsome piece of furniture," said Loranogie. "How did ye +get it brought here, Mr. Gourlay?" + +"I went to Glasgow and ordered it special. It came to Skeighan by the +train, and my own beasts brought it owre. That fender's a feature," he +added complacently; "it's onusual wi' a range." + +The massive fender ran from end to end of the fireplace, projecting a +little in front; its rim, a square bar of heavy steel, with bright, +sharp edges. + +"And that poker, too; man, there's a history wi' that. I made a point of +the making o't. He was an ill-bred little whalp, the bodie in Glasgow. I +happened to say till um I would like a poker-heid just the same size as +the rim of the fender! 'What d'ye want wi' a heavy-heided poker?' says +he; 'a' ye need's a bit sma' thing to rype the ribs wi'.' 'Is that so?' +says I. 'How do _you_ ken what _I_ want?' I made short work o' _him!_ +The poker-heid's the identical size o' the rim; I had it made to fit." + +Loranogie thought it a silly thing of Gourlay to concern himself about a +poker. But that was just like him, of course. The moment the body in +Glasgow opposed his whim, Gourlay, he knew, would make a point o't. + +The grain merchant took the bar of heavy metal in his hand. "Dod, it's +an awful weapon," he said, meaning to be jocose. "You could murder a man +wi't." + +"Deed you could," said Loranogie; "you could kill him wi' the one lick." + +The elders, engaged with more important matters, paid no attention to +the children, who had pushed between them to the front and were looking +up at their faces, as they talked, with curious watching eyes. John, +with his instinct to notice things, took the poker up when his father +laid it down, to see if it was really the size of the rim. It was too +heavy for him to raise by the handle; he had to lift it by the middle. +Janet was at his elbow, watching him. "You could kill a man with that," +he told her, importantly, though she had heard it for herself. Janet +stared and shuddered. Then the boy laid the poker-head along the rim, +fitting edge to edge with a nice precision. + +"Mother," he cried, turning towards her in his interest, "mother, look +here! It's exactly the same size!" + +"Put it down, sir," said his father with a grim smile at Loranogie. +"You'll be killing folk next." + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +"Are ye packit, Peter?" said Gourlay. + +"Yes, sir," said Peter Riney, running round to the other side of a cart, +to fasten a horse's bellyband to the shaft. "Yes, sir, we're a' ready." + +"Have the carriers a big load?" + +"Andy has just a wheen parcels, but Elshie's as fu' as he can haud. And +there's a gey pickle stuff waiting at the Cross." + +The hot wind of yesterday had brought lightning through the night, and +this morning there was the gentle drizzle that sometimes follows a heavy +thunderstorm. Hints of the farther blue showed themselves in a lofty sky +of delicate and drifting gray. The blackbirds and thrushes welcomed the +cooler air with a gush of musical piping, as if the liquid tenderness of +the morning had actually got into their throats and made them softer. + +"You had better snoove away then," said Gourlay. "Donnerton's five mile +ayont Fleckie, and by the time you deliver the meal there, and load the +ironwork, it'll be late ere you get back. Snoove away, Peter; snoove +away!" + +Peter shuffled uneasily, and his pale blue eyes blinked at Gourlay from +beneath their grizzled crow nests of red hair. + +"Are we a' to start thegither, sir?" he hesitated. "D'ye mean--d'ye mean +the carriers too?" + +"Atweel, Peter!" said Gourlay. "What for no?" + +Peter took a great old watch, with a yellow case, from his fob, and, +"It wants a while o' aicht, sir," he volunteered. + +"Ay, man, Peter, and what of that?" said Gourlay. + +There was almost a twinkle in his eye. Peter Riney was the only human +being with whom he was ever really at his ease. It is only when a mind +feels secure in itself that it can laugh unconcernedly at others. Peter +was so simple that in his presence Gourlay felt secure; and he used to +banter him. + +"The folk at the Cross winna expect the carriers till aicht, sir," said +Peter, "and I doubt their stuff won't be ready." + +"Ay, man, Peter," Gourlay joked lazily, as if Peter was a little boy. +"Ay, man, Peter. You think the folk at the Cross winna be prepared?" + +"No, sir," said Peter, opening his eyes very solemnly, "they winna be +prepared." + +"It'll do them good to hurry a little for once," growled Gourlay, humour +yielding to spite at the thought of his enemies. "It'll do them good to +hurry a little for once. Be off, the lot of ye!" + +After ordering his carriers to start, to back down and postpone their +departure, just to suit the convenience of his neighbours, would +derogate from his own importance. His men might think he was afraid of +Barbie. + +He strolled out to the big gate and watched his teams going down the +brae. + +There were only four carts this morning because the two that had gone to +Fechars yesterday with the cheese would not be back till the afternoon; +and another had already turned west to Auchterwheeze, to bring slates +for the flesher's new house. Of the four that went down the street two +were the usual carriers' carts, the other two were off to Fleckie with +meal, and Gourlay had started them the sooner since they were to bring +back the ironwork which Templandmuir needed for his new improvements. +Though the Templar had reformed greatly since he married his birkie +wife, he was still far from having his place in proper order, and he had +often to depend on Gourlay for the carrying of stuff which a man in his +position should have had horses of his own to bring. + +As Gourlay stood at his gate he pondered with heavy cunning how much he +might charge Templandmuir for bringing the ironwork from Fleckie. He +decided to charge him for the whole day, though half of it would be +spent in taking his own meal to Donnerton. In that he was carrying out +his usual policy--which was to make each side of his business help the +other. + +As he stood puzzling his wits over Templandmuir's account, his lips +worked in and out, to assist the slow process of his brain. His eyes +narrowed between peering lids, and their light seemed to turn inward as +he fixed them abstractedly on a stone in the middle of the road. His +head was tilted that he might keep his eyes upon the stone; and every +now and then, as he mused, he rubbed his chin slowly between the thumb +and fingers of his left hand. Entirely given up to the thought of +Templandmuir's account, he failed to see the figure advancing up the +street. + +At last the scrunch of a boot on the wet road struck his ear. He turned +with his best glower on the man who was approaching; more of the +"Wha-the-bleezes-are-you?" look than ever in his eyes--because he had +been caught unawares. + +The stranger wore a light yellow overcoat, and he had been walking a +long time in the rain apparently, for the shoulders of the coat were +quite black with the wet, these black patches showing in strong contrast +with the dryer, therefore yellower, front of it. Coat and jacket were +both hanging slightly open, and between was seen the slight bulge of a +dirty white waistcoat. The newcomer's trousers were turned high at the +bottom, and the muddy spats he wore looked big and ungainly in +consequence. In this appearance there was an air of dirty and +pretentious well-to-do-ness. It was not shabby gentility. It was like +the gross attempt at dress of your well-to-do publican who looks down on +his soiled white waistcoat with complacent and approving eye. + +"It's a fine morning, Mr. Gourlay," simpered the stranger. His air was +that of a forward tenant who thinks it a great thing to pass remarks on +the weather with his laird. + +Gourlay cast a look at the dropping heavens. + +"Is that _your_ opinion?" said he. "I fail to see't mysell." + +It was not in Gourlay to see the beauty of that gray, wet dawn. A fine +morning to him was one that burnt the back of your neck. + +The stranger laughed: a little deprecating giggle. "I meant it was fine +weather for the fields," he explained. He had meant nothing of the kind, +of course; he had merely been talking at random in his wish to be civil +to that important man, John Gourlay. + +"Imphm," he pondered, looking round on the weather with a wise air; +"imphm; it's fine weather for the fields." + +"Are _you_ a farmer, then?" Gourlay nipped him, with his eye on the +white waistcoat. + +"Oh--oh, Mr. Gourlay! A farmer, no. Hi--hi! I'm not a farmer. I dare +say, now, you have no mind of _me_?" + +"No," said Gourlay, regarding him very gravely and steadily with his +dark eyes. "I cannot say, sir, that I have the pleasure of remembering +_you_." + +"Man, I'm a son of auld John Wilson of Brigabee." + +"Oh, auld Wilson, the mole-catcher!" said contemptuous Gourlay. "What's +this they christened him now? 'Toddling Johnnie,' was it noat?" + +Wilson coloured. But he sniggered to gloss over the awkwardness of the +remark. A coward always sniggers when insulted, pretending that the +insult is only a joke of his opponent, and therefore to be laughed +aside. So he escapes the quarrel which he fears a show of displeasure +might provoke. + +But though Wilson was not a hardy man, it was not timidity only that +caused his tame submission to Gourlay. + +He had come back after an absence of fifteen years, with a good deal of +money in his pocket, and he had a fond desire that he, the son of the +mole-catcher, should get some recognition of his prosperity from the +most important man in the locality. If Gourlay had said, with solemn and +fat-lipped approval, "Man, I'm glad to see that you have done so well," +he would have swelled with gratified pride. For it is often the +favourable estimate of their own little village--"What they'll think of +me at home"--that matters most to Scotsmen who go out to make their way +in the world. No doubt that is why so many of them go home and cut a +dash when they have made their fortunes; they want the cronies of their +youth to see the big men they have become. Wilson was not exempt from +that weakness. As far back as he remembered Gourlay had been the big man +of Barbie; as a boy he had viewed him with admiring awe; to be received +by him now, as one of the well-to-do, were a sweet recognition of his +greatness. It was a fawning desire for that recognition that caused his +smirking approach to the grain merchant. So strong was the desire that, +though he coloured and felt awkward at the contemptuous reference to his +father, he sniggered and went on talking, as if nothing untoward had +been said. He was one of the band impossible to snub, not because they +are endowed with superior moral courage, but because their easy +self-importance is so great that an insult rarely pierces it enough to +divert them from their purpose. They walk through life wrapped +comfortably round in the wool of their own conceit. Gourlay, though a +dull man--perhaps because he was a dull man--suspected insult in a +moment. But it rarely entered Wilson's brain (though he was cleverer +than most) that the world could find anything to scoff at in such a fine +fellow as James Wilson. A less ironic brute than Gourlay would never +have pierced the thickness of his hide. It was because Gourlay succeeded +in piercing it that morning that Wilson hated him for ever--with a hate +the more bitter because he was rebuffed so seldom. + +"Is business brisk?" he asked, irrepressible. + +Business! Heavens, did ye hear him talking? What did Toddling Johnny's +son know about business? What was the world coming to? To hear him +setting up his face there, and asking the best merchant in the town +whether business was brisk! It was high time to put him in his place, +the conceited upstart, shoving himself forward like an equal! + +For it was the assumption of equality implied by Wilson's manner that +offended Gourlay--as if mole-catcher's son and monopolist were +discussing, on equal terms, matters of interest to them both. + +"Business!" he said gravely. "Well, I'm not well acquainted with your +line, but I believe mole traps are cheap--if ye have any idea of taking +up the oald trade." + +Wilson's eyes flickered over him, hurt and dubious. His mouth +opened--then shut--then he decided to speak after all. "Oh, I was +thinking Barbie would be very quiet," said he, "compared wi' places +where they have the railway. I was thinking it would need stirring up a +bit." + +"Oh, ye was thinking that, was ye?" birred Gourlay, with a stupid man's +repetition of his jibe. "Well, I believe there's a grand opening in the +moleskin line, so _there's_ a chance for ye. My quarrymen wear out their +breeks in no time." + +Wilson's face, which had swelled with red shame, went a dead white. +"Good-morning!" he said, and started rapidly away with a vicious dig of +his stick upon the wet road. + +"Goo-ood mor-r-ning, serr!" Gourlay birred after him; "goo-ood +mor-r-ning, serr!" He felt he had been bright this morning. He had put +the branks on Wilson! + +Wilson was as furious at himself as at Gourlay. Why the devil had he +said "Good-morning"? It had slipped out of him unawares, and Gourlay had +taken it up with an ironic birr that rang in his ears now, poisoning his +blood. He felt equal in fancy to a thousand Gourlays now--so strong was +he in wrath against him. He had gone forward to pass pleasant remarks +about the weather, and why should he noat?--he was no disgrace to +Barbie, but a credit rather. It was not every working-man's son that +came back with five hundred in the bank. And here Gourlay had treated +him like a doag! Ah, well, he would maybe be upsides with Gourlay yet, +so he might! + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +"Such a rickle of furniture I never saw!" said the Provost. + +"Whose is it?" said Brodie. + +"Oh, have ye noat heard?" said the Head of the Town with eyebrows in +air. "It beloangs to that fellow Wilson, doan't ye know? He's a son of +oald Wilson, the mowdie-man of Brigabee. It seems we're to have him for +a neighbour, or all's bye wi't. I declare I doan't know what this +world's coming to!" + +"Man, Provost," said Brodie, "d'ye tell me tha-at? I've been over at +Fleckie for the last ten days--my brother Rab's dead and won away, as I +dare say you have heard--oh yes, we must all go--so, ye see, I'm +scarcely abreast o' the latest intelligence. What's Wilson doing here? I +thought he had been a pawnbroker in Embro." + +"Noat he! It's _whispered_ indeed, that he left Brigabee to go and help +in a pawmbroker's, but it seems he married an Aberdeen lass and sattled +there after a while, the manager of a store, I have been given to +understa-and. He has taken oald Rab Jamieson's barn at the bottom of the +Cross--for what purpose it beats even me to tell! And that's his +furniture----" + +"I declare!" said the astonished Brodie. "He's a smart-looking boy that. +Will that be a son of his?" + +He pointed to a sharp-faced urchin of twelve who was busy carrying +chairs round the corner of the barn, to the tiny house where Wilson +meant to live. He was a red-haired boy with an upturned nose, dressed in +shirt and knickerbockers only. The cross of his braces came comically +near his neck--so short was the space of shirt between the top line of +his breeches and his shoulders. His knickers were open at the knee, and +the black stockings below them were wrinkled slackly down his thin legs, +being tied loosely above the calf with dirty white strips of cloth +instead of garters. He had no cap, and it was seen that his hair had a +"cow-lick" in front; it slanted up from his brow, that is, in a sleek +kind of tuft. There was a violent squint in one of his sharp gray eyes, +so that it seemed to flash at the world across the bridge of his nose. +He was so eager at his work that his clumsy-looking boots--they only +_looked_ clumsy because the legs they were stuck to were so +thin--skidded on the cobbles as he whipped round the barn with a chair +inverted on his poll. When he came back for another chair, he sometimes +wheepled a tune of his own making, in shrill, disconnected jerks, and +sometimes wiped his nose on his sleeve. And the bodies watched him. + +"Faith, he's keen," said the Provost. + +"But what on earth has Wilson ta'en auld Jamieson's house and barn for? +They have stude empty since I kenna whan," quoth Alexander Toddle, +forgetting his English in surprise. + +"They say he means to start a business! He's made some bawbees in +Aiberdeen, they're telling me, and he thinks he'll set Barbie in a lowe +wi't." + +"Ou, he means to work a perfect revolution," said Johnny Coe. + +"In Barbie!" cried astounded Toddle. + +"In Barbie e'en't," said the Provost. + +"It would take a heap to revolutionize _hit_," said the baker, the +ironic man. + +"There's a chance in that hoose," Brodie burst out, ignoring the baker's +gibe. "Dod, there's a chance, sirs. I wonder it never occurred to me +before." + +"Are ye thinking ye have missed a gude thing?" grinned the Deacon. + +But Brodie's lips were working in the throes of commercial speculation, +and he stared, heedless of the jibe. So Johnny Coe took up his sapient +parable. + +"Atweel," said he, "there's a chance, Mr. Brodie. That road round to the +back's a handy thing. You could take a horse and cart brawly through an +opening like that. And there's a gey bit ground at the back, too, when a +body comes to think o't." + +"What line's he meaning to purshoo?" queried Brodie, whose mind, +quickened by the chance he saw at No. 1 The Cross, was hot on the hunt +of its possibilities. + +"He's been very close about that," said the Provost. "I asked Johnny +Gibson--it was him had the selling o't--but he couldn't give me ainy +satisfaction. All he could say was that Wilson had bought it and paid +it. 'But, losh,' said I, 'he maun 'a' lat peep what he wanted the place +for!' But na; it seems he was owre auld-farrant for the like of that. +'We'll let the folk wonder for a while, Mr. Gibson,' he had said. 'The +less we tell them, the keener they'll be to ken; and they'll advertise +me for noathing by speiring one another what I'm up till.'" + +"Cunning!" said Brodie, breathing the word low in expressive admiration. + +"Demned cute!" said Sandy Toddle. + +"Very thmart!" said the Deacon. + +"But the place has been falling down since ever I have mind o't," said +Sandy Toddle. "He's a very clever man if he makes anything out of +_that_." + +"Well, well," said the Provost, "we'll soon see what he's meaning to be +at. Now that his furniture's in, he surely canna keep us in the dark +much loanger!" + +Their curiosity was soon appeased. Within a week they were privileged to +read the notice here appended:-- + + + "Mr. James Wilson begs to announce to the inhabitants of Barbie + and surrounding neighbourhood that he has taken these commodious + premises, No. 1 The Cross, which he intends to open shortly as a + Grocery, Ironmongery, and General Provision Store. J. W. is + apprised that such an Emporium has long been a felt want in the + locality. To meet this want is J. W.'s intention. He will try to do + so, not by making large profits on a small business, but by making + small profits on a large business. Indeed, owing to his long + acquaintance with the trade, Mr. Wilson will be able to supply all + commodities at a very little over cost price. For J. W. will use + those improved methods of business which have been confined + hitherto to the larger centres of population. At his Emporium you + will be able, as the saying goes, to buy everything from a needle + to an anchor. Moreover, to meet the convenience of his customers, + J. W. will deliver goods at your own doors, distributing them with + his own carts either in the town of Barbie or at any convenient + distance from the same. Being a native of the district, his + business hopes to secure a due share of your esteemed patronage. + Thanking you, in anticipation, for the favour of an early visit, + + "Believe me, Ladies and Gentlemen, + "Yours faithfully, + "JAMES WILSON." + + +Such was the poster with which "Barbie and surrounding neighbourhood" +were besprinkled within a week of "J. W.'s" appearance on the scene. He +was known as "J. W." ever after. To be known by your initials is +sometimes a mark of affection, and sometimes a mark of disrespect. It +was not a mark of affection in the case of our "J. W." When Donald Scott +slapped him on the back and cried, "Hullo, J. W., how are the anchors +selling?" Barbie had found a cue which it was not slow to make use of. +Wilson even received letters addressed to "J. W., Anchor Merchant, No. +1 The Cross." Ours is a nippy locality. + +But Wilson, cosy and cocky in his own good opinion, was impervious to +the chilly winds of scorn. His posters, in big blue letters, were on the +smiddy door and on the sides of every brig within a circuit of five +miles; they were pasted, in smaller letters, red on the gateposts of +every farm; and Robin Tam, the bellman, handed them about from door to +door. The folk could talk of nothing else. + +"Dod!" said the Provost, when he read the bill, "we've a new departure +here! This is an unco splutter, as the oald sow said when she tumbled in +the gutter." + +"Ay," said Sandy Toddle, "a fuff in the pan, I'm thinking. He promises +owre muckle to last long! He lauchs owre loud to be merry at the end +o't. For the loudest bummler's no the best bee, as my father, honest +man, used to tell the minister." + +"Ah-ah, I'm no so sure o' that," said Tam Brodie. "I forgathered wi' +Wilson on Wednesday last, and I tell ye, sirs, he's worth the watching. +They'll need to stand on a baikie that put the branks on him. He has the +considering eye in his head--yon lang far-away glimmer at a thing from +out the end of the eyebrow. He turned it on mysell twa-three times, the +cunning devil, trying to keek into me, to see if he could use me. And +look at the chance he has! There's two stores in Barbie, to be sure. But +Kinnikum's a dirty beast, and folk have a scunner at his goods; and +Catherwood's a drucken swine, and his place but sairly guided. That's a +great stroke o' policy, too, promising to deliver folk's goods on their +own doorstep to them. There's a whole jing-bang of outlying clachans +round Barbie that he'll get the trade of by a dodge like that. The like +was never tried hereaway before. I wadna wonder but it works wonders." + +It did. + +It was partly policy and partly accident that brought Wilson back to +Barbie. He had been managing a wealthy old merchant's store for a long +time in Aberdeen, and he had been blithely looking forward to the +goodwill of it, when jink, at the old man's death, in stepped a nephew, +and ousted the poo-oor fellow. He had bawled shrilly, but to no purpose; +he had to be travelling. When he rose to greatness in Barbie it was +whispered that the nephew discovered he was feathering his own nest, and +that this was the reason of his sharp dismissal. But perhaps we should +credit that report to Barbie's disposition rather than to Wilson's +misdemeanour. + +Wilson might have set up for himself in the nippy northern town. But it +is an instinct with men who have met with a rebuff in a place to shake +its dust from their shoes, and be off to seek their fortunes in the +larger world. We take a scunner at the place that has ill-used us. +Wilson took a scunner at Aberdeen, and decided to leave it and look +around him. Scotland was opening up, and there were bound to be heaps of +chances for a man like him! "A man like me," was a frequent phrase of +Wilson's retired and solitary speculation. "Ay," he said, emerging from +one of his business reveries, "there's bound to be heaps o' chances for +a man like me, if I only look about me." + +He was "looking about him" in Glasgow when he forgathered with his +cousin William--the borer he! After many "How are ye, Jims's" and mutual +speirings over a "bit mouthful of yill"--so they phrased it; but that +was a meiosis, for they drank five quarts--they fell to a serious +discussion of the commercial possibilities of Scotland. The borer was of +the opinion that the Braes of Barbie had a future yet, "for a' the +gaffer was so keen on keeping his men in the dark about the coal." + +Now Wilson knew (as what Scotsman does not?) that in the middle 'fifties +coal-boring in Scotland was not the honourable profession that it now +is. More than once, speculators procured lying reports that there were +no minerals, and after landowners had been ruined by their abortive +preliminary experiments, stepped in, bought the land, and boomed it. In +one notorious case a family, now great in the public eye, bribed a +laird's own borers to conceal the truth, and then buying the Golconda +from its impoverished owner, laid the basis of a vast fortune. + +"D'ye mean--to tell--_me_, Weelyum Wilson," said James, giving him his +full name in the solemnity of the moment, "d'ye mean--to tell--_me_, +sir"--here he sank his voice to a whisper--"that there's joukery-pawkery +at work?" + +"A declare to God A div," said Weelyum, with equal solemnity, and he +nodded with alarmed sapience across his beer jug. + +"You believe there's plenty of coal up Barbie Valley, and that they're +keeping it dark in the meantime for some purpose of their own?" + +"I do," said Weelyum. + +"God!" said James, gripping the table with both hands in his +excitement--"God, if that's so, what a chance there's in Barbie! It has +been a dead town for twenty year, and twenty to the end o't. A verra +little would buy the hauf o't. But property 'ull rise in value like a +puddock stool at dark, serr, if the pits come round it! It will that. If +I was only sure o' your suspeecion, Weelyum, I'd invest every bawbee I +have in't. You're going home the night, are ye not?" + +"I was just on my road to the station when I met ye," said Weelyum. + +"Send me a scrape of your pen to-morrow, man, if what you see on getting +back keeps you still in the same mind o't. And directly I get your +letter I'll run down and look about me." + +The letter was encouraging, and Wilson went forth to spy the land and +initiate the plan of campaign. It was an important day for him. He +entered on his feud with Gourlay, and bought Rab Jamieson's house and +barn (with the field behind it) for a trifle. He had five hundred of his +own, and he knew where more could be had for the asking. + +Rab Jamieson's barn was a curious building to be stranded in the midst +of Barbie. In quaint villages and little towns of England you sometimes +see a mellow red-tiled barn, with its rich yard, close upon the street; +it seems to have been hemmed in by the houses round, while dozing, so +that it could not escape with the fields fleeing from the town. There it +remains and gives a ripeness to the place, matching fitly with the great +horse-chestnut yellowing before the door, and the old inn further down, +mantled in its blood-red creepers. But that autumnal warmth and cosiness +is rarely seen in the barer streets of the north. How Rab Jamieson's +barn came to be stuck in Barbie nobody could tell. It was a gaunt, gray +building with never a window, but a bole high in one corner for the +sheaves, and a door low in another corner for auld Rab Jamieson. There +was no mill inside, and the place had not been used for years. But the +roof was good, and the walls stout and thick, and Wilson soon got to +work on his new possession. He had seen all that could be made of the +place the moment he clapped an eye on it, and he knew that he had found +a good thing, even if the pits should never come near Barbie. The bole +and door next the street were walled up, and a fine new door opened in +the middle, flanked on either side by a great window. The interior was +fitted up with a couple of counters and a wooden floor; and above the +new wood ceiling there was a long loft for a storeroom, lighted by +skylights in the roof. That loft above the rafters, thought the +provident Wilson, will come in braw and handy for storing things, so it +will. And there, hey presto! the transformation was achieved, and +Wilson's Emporium stood before you. It was crammed with merchandise. On +the white flapping slant of a couple of awnings, one over each window, +you might read in black letters, "JAMES WILSON: EMPORIUM." The letters +of "James Wilson" made a triumphal arch, to which "Emporium" was the +base. It seemed symbolical. + +Now, the shops of Barbie (the drunken man's shop and the dirty man's +shop always excepted, of course) had usually been low-browed little +places with faded black scrolls above the door, on which you might read +in dim gilt letters (or it might be in white) + + + "LICENS'D TO SELL TEA & TOBACCO." + + +"Licens'd" was on one corner of the ribboned scroll, "To Sell Tea &" +occupied the flowing arch above, with "Tobacco" in the other corner. +When you mounted two steps and opened the door, a bell of some kind went +"_ping_" in the interior, and an old woman in a mutch, with big specs +slipping down her nose, would come up a step from a dim little room +behind, and wiping her sunken mouth with her apron--she had just left +her tea--would say, "What's your wull the day, sir?" And if you said +your "wull" was tobacco, she would answer, "Ou, sir, I dinna sell ocht +now but the tape and sweeties." And then you went away, sadly. + +With the exception of the dirty man's shop and the drunken man's shop, +that kind of shop was the Barbie kind of shop. But Wilson changed all +that. One side of the Emporium was crammed with pots, pans, pails, +scythes, gardening implements, and saws, with a big barrel of paraffin +partitioned off in a corner. The rafters on that side were bristling and +hoary with brushes of all kinds dependent from the roof, so that the +minister's wife (who was a six-footer) went off with a brush in her +bonnet once. Behind the other counter were canisters in goodly rows, +barrels of flour and bags of meal, and great yellow cheeses in the +window. The rafters here were heavy with their wealth of hams, +brown-skinned flitches of bacon interspersed with the white tight-corded +home-cured--"Barbie's Best," as Wilson christened it. All along the +back, in glass cases to keep them unsullied, were bales of cloth, layer +on layer to the roof. It was a pleasure to go into the place, so big and +bien was it, and to smell it on a frosty night set your teeth watering. +There was always a big barrel of American apples just inside the door, +and their homely fragrance wooed you from afar, the mellow savour +cuddling round you half a mile off. Barbie boys had despised the +provision trade, heretofore, as a mean and meagre occupation; but now +the imagination of each gallant youth was fired and radiant--he meant to +be a grocer. + +Mrs. Wilson presided over the Emporium. Wilson had a treasure in his +wife. She was Aberdeen born and bred, but her manner was the manner of +the South and West. There is a broad difference of character between the +peoples of East and West Scotland. The East throws a narrower and a +nippier breed. In the West they take Burns for their exemplar, and +affect the jovial and robustious--in some cases it is affectation only, +and a mighty poor one at that. They claim to be bigger men and bigger +fools than the Eastern billies. And the Eastern billies are very willing +to yield one half of the contention. + +Mrs. Wilson, though Eastie by nature, had the jovial manner that you +find in Kyle; more jovial, indeed, than was common in nippy Barbie, +which, in general character, seems to have been transplanted from some +sand dune looking out upon the German Ocean. She was big of hip and +bosom, with sloe-black hair and eyes, and a ruddy cheek, and when she +flung back her head for the laugh her white teeth flashed splendid on +the world. That laugh of hers became one of the well-known features of +Barbie. "Lo'd-sake!" a startled visitor would cry, "whatna skirl's +tha-at!" "Oh, dinna be alarmed," a native would comfort him, "it's only +Wilson's wife lauchin at the Cross!" + +Her manner had a hearty charm. She had a laugh and a joke for every +customer, quick as a wink with her answer; her gibe was in you and out +again before you knew you were wounded. Some, it is true, took exception +to the loudness of her skirl--the Deacon, for instance, who "gave her a +good one" the first time he went in for snuff. But "Tut!" quoth she; "a +mim cat's never gude at the mice," and she lifted him out by the scruff +of his neck, crying, "Run, mousie, or I'll catch ye!" On that day her +popularity in Barbie was assured for ever. But she was as keen on the +penny as a penurious weaver, for all her heartiness and laughing ways. +She combined the commercial merits of the East and West. She could coax +you to the buying like a Cumnock quean, and fleece you in the selling +like the cadgers o' Kincardine. When Wilson was abroad on his affairs he +had no need to be afraid that things were mismanaging at home. During +his first year in Barbie Mrs. Wilson was his sole helper. She had the +brawny arm of a giantess, and could toss a bag of meal like a baby; to +see her twirl a big ham on the counter was to see a thing done as it +should be. When Drucken Wabster came in and was offensive once, "Poo-oor +fellow!" said she (with a wink to a customer), "I declare he's in a high +fever," and she took him kicking to the pump and cooled him. + +With a mate like that at the helm every sail of Wilson's craft was +trimmed for prosperity. He began to "look about" him to increase the +fleet. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +That the Scot is largely endowed with the commercial imagination his +foes will be ready to acknowledge. Imagination may consecrate the world +to a man, or it may merely be a visualizing faculty which sees that as +already perfect which is still lying in the raw material. The Scot has +the lower faculty in full degree; he has the forecasting leap of the +mind which sees what to make of things--more, sees them made and in +vivid operation. To him there is a railway through the desert where no +railway exists, and mills along the quiet stream. And his _perfervidum +ingenium_ is quick to attempt the realizing of his dreams. That is why +he makes the best of colonists. Galt is his type--Galt, dreaming in +boyhood of the fine water power a fellow could bring round the hill, +from the stream where he went a-fishing (they have done it since), +dreaming in manhood of the cities yet to rise amid Ontario's woods (they +are there to witness to his foresight). Indeed, so flushed and riotous +can the Scottish mind become over a commercial prospect that it +sometimes sends native caution by the board, and a man's really fine +idea becomes an empty balloon, to carry him off to the limbo of +vanities. There is a megalomaniac in every parish of Scotland. Well, not +so much as that; they're owre canny for that to be said of them. But in +every district almost you may find a poor creature who for thirty years +has cherished a great scheme by which he means to revolutionize the +world's commerce, and amass a fortune in monstrous degree. He is +generally to be seen shivering at the Cross, and (if you are a nippy +man) you shout carelessly in going by, "Good-morning, Tamson; how's the +scheme?" And he would be very willing to tell you, if only you would +wait to listen. "Man," he will cry eagerly behind you, "if I only had +anither wee wheel in my invention--she would do, the besom! I'll sune +have her ready noo." Poor Tamson! + +But these are the exceptions. Scotsmen, more than other men perhaps, +have the three great essentials of commercial success--imagination to +conceive schemes, common sense to correct them, and energy to push them +through. Common sense, indeed, so far from being wanting, is in most +cases too much in evidence, perhaps, crippling the soaring mind and +robbing the idea of its early radiance; in quieter language, she makes +the average Scotsman to be over-cautious. His combinations are rarely +Napoleonic until he becomes an American. In his native dales he seldom +ventures on a daring policy. And yet his forecasting mind is always +detecting "possibeelities." So he contents himself by creeping +cautiously from point to point, ignoring big, reckless schemes and using +the safe and small, till he arrives at a florid opulence. He has +expressed his love of _festina lente_ in business in a score of +proverbs--"Bit-by-bit's the better horse, though big-by-big's the +baulder;" "Ca' canny, or ye'll cowp;" "Many a little makes a mickle;" +and "Creep before ye gang." This mingling of caution and imagination is +the cause of his stable prosperity. And its characteristic is a sure +progressiveness. That sure progressiveness was the characteristic of +Wilson's prosperity in Barbie. In him, too, imagination and caution were +equally developed. He was always foreseeing "chances" and using them, +gripping the good and rejecting the dangerous (had he not gripped the +chance of auld Rab Jamieson's barn? There was caution in that, for it +was worth the money whatever happened; and there was imagination in the +whole scheme, for he had a vision of Barbie as a populous centre and +streets of houses in his holm). And every "chance" he seized led to a +better one, till almost every "chance" in Barbie was engrossed by him +alone. This is how he went to work. Note the "bit-by-bitness" of his +great career. + +When Mrs. Wilson was behind the counter, Wilson was out "distributing." +He was not always out, of course--his volume of trade at first was not +big enough for that; but in the mornings, and the long summer dusks, he +made his way to the many outlying places of which Barbie was the centre. +There, in one and the same visit, he distributed goods and collected +orders for the future. Though his bill had spoken of "carts," as if he +had several, that was only a bit of splurge on his part; his one +conveyance at the first was a stout spring cart, with a good brown cob +between the shafts. But with this he did such a trade as had never been +known in Barbie. The Provost said it was "shtupendous." + +When Wilson was jogging homeward in the balmy evenings of his first +summer at Barbie, no eye had he for the large evening star, tremulous +above the woods, or for the dreaming sprays against the yellow west. It +wasn't his business; he had other things to mind. Yet Wilson was a +dreamer too. His close, musing eye, peering at the dusky-brown nodge of +his pony's hip through the gloom, saw not that, but visions of chances, +opportunities, occasions. When the lights of Barbie twinkled before him +in the dusk, he used to start from a pleasant dream of some commercial +enterprise suggested by the country round. "Yon holm would make a fine +bleaching green--pure water, fine air, labour cheap, and everything +handy. Or the Lintie's Linn among the woods--water power running to +waste yonder--surely something could be made of that." He would follow +his idea through all its mazes and developments, oblivious of the +passing miles. His delight in his visions was exactly the same as the +author's delight in the figments of his brain. They were the same good +company along the twilight roads. The author, happy with his thronging +thoughts (when they are kind enough to throng), is no happier than +Wilson was on nights like these. + +He had not been a week on his rounds when he saw a "chance" waiting for +development. When out "delivering" he used to visit the upland farms to +buy butter and eggs for the Emporium. He got them cheaper so. But more +eggs and butter could be had than were required in the neighbourhood of +Barbie. Here was a chance for Wilson! He became a collector for +merchants at a distance. Barbie, before it got the railway, had only a +silly little market once a fortnight, which was a very poor outlet for +stuff. Wilson provided a better one. Another thing played into his +hands, too, in that connection. It is a cheese-making countryside about +Barbie, and the less butter produced at a cheese-making place, the +better for the cheese. Still, a good many pounds are often churned on +the sly. What need the cheese merchant ken? it keepit the gudewife in +bawbees frae week to week; and if she took a little cream frae the +cheese now and than they werena a pin the waur o't, for she aye did it +wi' decency and caution! Still, it is as well to dispose of this kind of +butter quietly, to avoid gabble among ill-speakers. Wilson, slithering +up the back road with his spring cart in the gloaming, was the man to +dispose of it quietly. And he got it dirt cheap, of course, seeing it +was a kind of contraband. All that he made in this way was not much to +be sure--threepence a dozen on the eggs, perhaps, and fourpence on the +pound of butter--still, you know, every little makes a mickle, and +hained gear helps weel.[4] And more important than the immediate profit +was the ultimate result. For Wilson in this way established with +merchants, in far-off Fechars and Poltandie, a connection for the sale +of country produce which meant a great deal to him in future, when he +launched out as cheese-buyer in opposition to Gourlay. + +It "occurred" to him also (things were always occurring to Wilson) that +the "Scotch cuddy" business had as fine a chance in "Barbie and +surrounding neighbourhood" as ever it had in North and Middle England. +The "Scotch cuddy" is so called because he is a beast of burden, and not +from the nature of his wits. He is a travelling packman, who infests +communities of working-men, and disposes of his goods on the credit +system, receiving payment in instalments. You go into a working-man's +house (when he is away from home for preference), and laying a swatch of +cloth across his wife's knee, "What do you think of that, mistress?" you +inquire, watching the effect keenly. Instantly all her covetous heart is +in her eye, and, thinks she to herself, "Oh, but John would look well in +that at the kirk on Sunday!" She has no ready money, and would never +have the cheek to go into a draper's and order the suit; but when she +sees it lying there across her knee, she just cannot resist it. (And +fine you knew that when you clinked it down before her!) Now that the +goods are in the house, she cannot bear to let them out the door again. +But she hints a scarcity of cash. "Tut, woman!" quoth you, bounteous and +kind, "there's no obstacle in _that_! You can pay me in instalments!" +How much would the instalments be, she inquires. "Oh, a mere +trifle--half a crown a week, say." She hesitates and hankers. "John's +Sunday coat's getting quite shabby, so it is, and Tam Macalister has a +new suit, she was noticing--the Macalisters are always flaunting in +their braws! And, there's that Paisley shawl for herself, too; eh, but +they would be the canty pair, cocking down the road on Sunday in _that_ +rig! they would take the licht frae Meg Macalister's een--thae +Macalisters are always so en-vy-fu'!" Love, vanity, covetousness, +present opportunity, are all at work upon the poor body. She succumbs. +But the half-crown weekly payments have a habit of lengthening +themselves out till the packman has made fifty per cent. by the +business. And why not? a man must have some interest on his money! +Then there's the risk of bad debts, too--that falls to be considered. +But there was little risk of bad debts when Wilson took to +cloth-distributing. For success in that game depends on pertinacity in +pursuit of your victim, and Wilson was the man for that. + +He was jogging home from Brigabee, where he had been distributing +groceries at a score of wee houses, when there flashed on his mind a +whole scheme for cloth-distribution on a large scale; for mining +villages were clustering in about Barbie by this time, and he saw his +way to a big thing. + +He was thinking of Sandy Toddle, who had been a Scotch cuddy in the +Midlands, and had retired to Barbie on a snug bit fortune--he was +thinking of Sandy when the plan rose generous on his mind. He would soon +have more horses than one on the road; why shouldn't they carry swatches +of cloth as well as groceries? If he had responsible men under him, it +would be their own interest, for a small commission on the profits, to +see that payments were levied correctly every week. And those colliers +were reckless with their cash, far readier to commit themselves to +buying than the cannier country bodies round. Lord! there was money in +the scheme. No sooner thought of than put in practice. Wilson gave up +the cloth-peddling after five or six years--he had other fish to fry by +that time--but while he was at it he made money hand over fist at the +job. + +But what boots it to tell of all his schemes? He had the lucky eye, and +everything he looked on prospered. + +Before he had been a week in Barbie he met Gourlay, just at the Bend o' +the Brae, in full presence of the bodies. Remembering their first +encounter, the grocer tried to outstare him; but Gourlay hardened his +glower, and the grocer blinked. When the two passed, "I declare!" said +the bodies, "did ye see yon?--they're not on speaking terms!" And they +hotched with glee to think that Gourlay had another enemy. + +Judge of their delight when they saw one day about a month later, just +as Gourlay was passing up the street, Wilson come down it with a load of +coals for a customer! For he was often out Auchterwheeze road in the +early morning, and what was the use of an empty journey back again, +especially as he had plenty of time in the middle of the day to attend +to other folk's affairs? So here he was, started as a carrier, in full +opposition to Gourlay. + +"Did you see Gourlay's face?" chuckled the bodies when the cart went by. +"Yon was a bash in the eye to him. Ha, ha! he's not to have it all his +own way now!" + +Wilson had slid into the carrying in the natural development of +business. It was another of the possibilities which he saw and turned to +his advantage. The two other chief grocers in the place, Cunningham the +dirty and Calderwood the drunken, having no carts or horses of their +own, were dependent on Gourlay for conveyance of their goods from +Skeighan. But Wilson brought his own. Naturally, he was asked by his +customers to bring a parcel now and then, and naturally, being the man +he was, he made them pay for the privilege. With that for a start the +rest was soon accomplished. Gourlay had to pay now for his years of +insolence and tyranny; all who had irked beneath his domineering ways +got their carrying done by Wilson. Ere long that prosperous gentleman +had three carts on the road, and two men under him to help in his +various affairs. + +Carting was only one of several new developments in the business of J. +W. When the navvies came in about the town and accommodation was ill to +find, Wilson rigged up an old shed in the corner of his holm as a +hostelry for ten of them--and they had to pay through the nose for their +night's lodging. Their food they obtained from the Emporium, and thus +the Wilsons bled them both ways. Then there was the scheme for supplying +milk--another of the "possibeelities." Hitherto in winter, Barbie was +dependent for its milk supply on heavy farm-carts that came lumbering +down the street, about half-past seven in the morning, jangling bells to +waken sleepy customers, and carrying lanterns that carved circles of +fairy yellow out the raw air. But Mrs. Wilson got four cows, +back-calvers who would be milking strong in December, and supplied milk +to all the folk about the Cross. + +She had a lass to help her in the house now, and the red-headed boy was +always to be seen, jinking round corners like a weasel, running messages +hot-foot, errand boy to the "bisness" in general. Yet, though everybody +was busy and skelping at it, such a stress of work was accompanied with +much disarray. Wilson's yard was the strangest contrast to Gourlay's. +Gourlay's was a pleasure to the eye, everything of the best and +everything in order, since the master's pride would not allow it to be +other. But though Wilson's Emporium was clean, his back yard was +littered with dirty straw, broken boxes, old barrels, stable refuse, and +the sky-pointing shafts of carts, uptilted in between. When boxes and +barrels were flung out of the Emporium they were generally allowed to +lie on the dunghill until they were converted into firewood. "Mistress, +you're a trifle mixed," said the Provost in grave reproof, when he went +round to the back to see Wilson on a matter of business. But "Tut," +cried Mrs. Wilson, as she threw down a plank, to make a path for him +across a dub--"Tut," she laughed, "the clartier the cosier!" And it was +as true as she said it. The thing went forward splendidly in spite of +its confusion. + +Though trade was brisker in Barbie than it had ever been before, Wilson +had already done injury to Gourlay's business as general conveyor. But, +hitherto, he had not infringed on the gurly one's other monopolies. His +chance came at last. + +He appeared on a market-day in front of the Red Lion, a piece of pinky +brown paper in his hand. That was the first telegram ever seen in +Barbie, and it had been brought by special messenger from Skeighan. It +was short and to the point. It ran: "Will buy 300 stone cheese 8 +shillings stone[5] delivery at once," and was signed by a merchant in +Poltandie. + +Gourlay was talking to old Tarmillan of Irrendavie, when Wilson pushed +in and addressed Tarmillan, without a glance at the grain-merchant. + +"Have you a kane o' cheese to sell, Irrendavie?" was his blithe +salutation. + +"I have," said Irrendavie, and he eyed him suspiciously. For what was +Wilson speiring for? _He_ wasna a cheese-merchant. + +"How much the stane are ye seeking for't?" said Wilson. + +"I have just been asking Mr. Gourlay here for seven-and-six," said +Irrendavie, "but he winna rise a penny on the seven!" + +"_I_'ll gi'e ye seven-and-six," said Wilson, and slapped his long thin +flexible bank-book far too ostentatiously against the knuckles of his +left hand. + +"But--but," stammered Irrendavie, suspicious still, but melting at the +offer, "_you_ have no means of storing cheese." + +"Oh," said Wilson, getting in a fine one at Gourlay, "there's no +drawback in that! The ways o' business have changed greatly since steam +came close to our doors. It's nothing but vanity nowadays when a country +merchant wastes money on a ramshackle of buildings for storing--there's +no need for that if he only had brains to develop quick deliveries. Some +folk, no doubt, like to build monuments to their own pride, but I'm not +one of that kind; there's not enough sense in that to satisfy a man like +me. My offer doesna hold, you understand, unless you deliver the cheese +at Skeighan Station. Do you accept the condition?" + +"Oh yes," said Irrendavie, "I'm willing to agree to that." + +"C'way into the Red Lion then," said Wilson, "and we'll wet the bargain +with a drink to make it hold the tighter!" + +Then a strange thing happened. Gourlay had a curious stick of foreign +wood (one of the trifles he fed his pride on) the crook of which curved +back to the stem and inhered, leaving space only for the fingers. The +wood was of wonderful toughness, and Gourlay had been known to bet that +no man could break the handle of his stick by a single grip over the +crook and under it. Yet now, as he saw his bargain whisked away from him +and listened to Wilson's jibe, the thing snapped in his grip like a +rotten twig. He stared down at the broken pieces for a while, as if +wondering how they came there, then dashed them on the ground while +Wilson stood smiling by. And then he strode--with a look on his face +that made the folk fall away. + +"He's hellish angry," they grinned to each other when their foe was +gone, and laughed when they heard the cause of it. "Ha, ha, Wilson's the +boy to diddle him!" And yet they looked queer when told that the famous +stick had snapped in his grasp like a worm-eaten larch-twig. "Lord!" +cried the baker in admiring awe, "did he break it with the ae chirt! +It's been tried by scores of fellows for the last twenty years, and +never a man of them was up till't! Lads, there's something splendid +about Gourlay's wrath. What a man he is when the paw-sion grups him!" + +"Thplendid, d'ye ca't?" said the Deacon. "He may thwing in a towe for +his thplendid wrath yet." + +From that day Wilson and Gourlay were a pair of gladiators for whom the +people of Barbie made a ring. They pitted the protagonists against each +other and hounded them on to rivalry by their comments and remarks, +taking the side of the newcomer, less from partiality to him than from +hatred of their ancient enemy. It was strange that a thing so impalpable +as gossip should influence so strong a man as John Gourlay to his ruin. +But it did. The bodies of Barbie became not only the chorus to Gourlay's +tragedy, buzzing it abroad and discussing his downfall; they became +also, merely by their maddening tattle, a villain of the piece and an +active cause of the catastrophe. Their gossip seemed to materialize into +a single entity, a something propelling, that spurred Gourlay on to the +schemes that ruined him. He was not to be done, he said; he would show +the dogs what he thought of them. And so he plunged headlong, while the +wary Wilson watched him, smiling at the sight. + +There was a pretty hell-broth brewing in the little town. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[4] _Hained gear_, saved money. + +[5] That is for the stone of fourteen pounds. At that time Scotch cheese +was selling, _roughly_, at from fifty to sixty shillings the +hundred-weight. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +"Ay, man, Templandmuir, it's you!" said Gourlay, coming forward with +great heartiness. "Ay, man, and how are ye? C'way into the parlour!" + +"Good-evening, Mr. Gourlay," said the Templar. His manner was curiously +subdued. + +Since his marriage there was a great change in the rubicund squireen. +Hitherto he had lived in sluttish comfort on his own land, content with +the little it brought in, and proud to be the friend of Gourlay, whom +everybody feared. If it ever dawned on his befuddled mind that Gourlay +turned the friendship to his own account, his vanity was flattered by +the prestige he acquired because of it. Like many another robustious big +toper, the Templar was a chicken at heart, and "to be in with Gourlay" +lent him a consequence that covered his deficiency. "Yes, I'm sleepy," +he would yawn in Skeighan Mart; "I had a sederunt yestreen wi' John +Gourlay," and he would slap his boot with his riding-switch and feel +like a hero. "I know how it is, I know how it is!" Provost Connal of +Barbie used to cry; "Gourlay both courts and cowes him--first he courts +and then he cowes--and the Templar hasn't the courage to break it off!" +The Provost hit the mark. + +But when the Templar married the miller's daughter of the Mill o' Blink +(a sad come-down, said foolish neighbours, for a Halliday of +Templandmuir) there was a sudden change about the laird. In our good +Scots proverb, "A miller's daughter has a shrill voice," and the new +leddy of Templandmuir ("a leddy she is!" said the frightened +housekeeper) justified the proverb. Her voice went with the skirl of an +east wind through the rat-riddled mansion of the Hallidays. She was +nine-and-twenty, and a birkie woman of nine-and-twenty can make a good +husband out of very unpromising material. The Templar wore a scared look +in those days and went home betimes. His cronies knew the fun was over +when they heard what happened to the great punchbowl--she made it a +swine-trough. It was the heirloom of a hundred years, and as much as a +man could carry with his arms out, a massive curio in stone; but to her +husband's plaint about its degradation, "Oh," she cried, "it'll never +know the difference! It's been used to swine!" + +But she was not content with the cessation of the old; she was +determined on bringing in the new. For a twelvemonth now she had urged +her husband to be rid of Gourlay. The country was opening up, she said, +and the quarry ought to be their own. A dozen times he had promised her +to warn Gourlay that he must yield the quarry when his tack ran out at +the end of the year, and a dozen times he had shrunk from the encounter. + +"I'll write," he said feebly. + +"Write!" said she, lowered in her pride to think her husband was a +coward. "Write, indeed! Man, have ye no spunk? Think what he has made +out o' ye! Think o' the money that has gone to him that should have come +to you! You should be glad o' the chance to tell him o't. My certy, if I +was you I wouldn't miss it for the world--just to let him know of his +cheatry! Oh, it's very right that _I_"--she sounded the _I_ big and +brave--"it's very right that _I_ should live in this tumbledown hole +while _he_ builds a palace from your plunder! It's right that _I_ should +put up with this"--she flung hands of contempt at her dwelling--"it's +right that _I_ should put up with this, while yon trollop has a +splendid mansion on the top o' the brae! And every bawbee of his +fortune has come out of you--the fool makes nothing from his other +business--he would have been a pauper if he hadn't met a softie like you +that he could do what he liked with. Write, indeed! I have no patience +with a wheen sumphs of men! Them do the work o' the world! They may wear +the breeks, but the women wear the brains, I trow. I'll have it out with +the black brute myself," screamed the hardy dame, "if you're feared of +his glower. If you havena the pluck for it, _I_ have. Write, indeed! In +you go to the meeting that oald ass of a Provost has convened, and don't +show your face in Templandmuir till you have had it out with Gourlay!" + +No wonder the Templar looked subdued. + +When Gourlay came forward with his usual calculated heartiness, the +laird remembered his wife and felt very uncomfortable. It was ill to +round on a man who always imposed on him a hearty and hardy +good-fellowship. Gourlay, greeting him so warmly, gave him no excuse for +an outburst. In his dilemma he turned to the children, to postpone the +evil hour. + +"Ay, man, John!" he said heavily, "you're there!" Heavy Scotsmen are +fond of telling folk that they are where they are. "You're there!" said +Templandmuir. + +"Ay," said John, the simpleton, "I'm here." + +In the grime of the boy's face there were large white circles round the +eyes, showing where his fists had rubbed off the tears through the day. + +"How are you doing at the school?" said the Templar. + +"Oh, he's an ass!" said Gourlay. "He takes after his mother in that! The +lassie's more smart--she favours our side o' the house! Eh, Jenny?" he +inquired, and tugged her pigtail, smiling down at her in grim fondness. + +"Yes," nodded Janet, encouraged by the petting, "John's always at the +bottom of the class. Jimmy Wilson's always at the top, and the dominie +set him to teach John his 'counts the day--after he had thrashed him!" + +She cried out at a sudden tug on her pigtail, and looked up, with tears +in her eyes, to meet her father's scowl. + +"You eediot!" said Gourlay, gazing at his son with a savage contempt, +"have you no pride to let Wilson's son be your master?" + +John slunk from the room. + +"Bide where you are, Templandmuir," said Gourlay after a little. "I'll +be back directly." + +He went through to the kitchen and took a crystal jug from the dresser. +He "made a point" of bringing the water for his whisky. "I like to pump +it up _cold_," he used to say, "cold and cold, ye know, till there's a +mist on the outside of the glass like the bloom on a plum, and then, by +Goad, ye have the fine drinking! Oh no--ye needn't tell me, I wouldn't +lip drink if the water wasna ice-cold." He never varied from the tipple +he approved. In his long sederunts with Templandmuir he would slip out +to the pump, before every brew, to get water of sufficient coldness. + +To-night he would birl the bottle with Templandmuir as usual, till the +fuddled laird should think himself a fine big fellow as being the +intimate of John Gourlay--and then, sober as a judge himself, he would +drive him home in the small hours. And when next they met, the +pot-valiant squireen would chuckle proudly, "Faith, yon was a night." By +a crude cunning of the kind Gourlay had maintained his ascendancy for +years, and to-night he would maintain it still. He went out to the pump +to fetch water with his own hands for their first libation. + +But when he came back and set out the big decanter Templandmuir started +to his feet. + +"Noat to-night, Mr. Gourlay," he stammered--and his unusual flutter of +refusal might have warned Gourlay--"noat to-night, if _you_ please; noat +to-night, if _you_ please. As a matter of fact--eh--what I really came +into the town for, doan't you see, was--eh--to attend the meeting the +Provost has convened about the railway. You'll come down to the meeting, +will ye noat?" + +He wanted to get Gourlay away from the House with the Green Shutters. It +would be easier to quarrel with him out of doors. + +But Gourlay gaped at him across the table, his eyes big with surprise +and disapproval. + +"Huh!" he growled, "I wonder at a man like you giving your head to that! +It's a wheen damned nonsense." + +"Oh, I'm no so sure of that," drawled the Templar. "I think the railway +means to come." + +The whole country was agog about the new railway. The question agitating +solemn minds was whether it should join the main line at Fechars, thirty +miles ahead, or pass to the right, through Fleckie and Barbie, to a +junction up at Skeighan Drone. Many were the reasons spluttered in +vehement debate for one route or the other. "On the one side, ye see, +Skeighan was a big place a'readys, and look what a centre it would be if +it had three lines of rail running out and in! Eh, my, what a centre! +Then there was Fleckie and Barbie--they would be the big towns! Up the +valley, too, was the shortest road; it would be a daft-like thing to +build thirty mile of rail, when fifteen was enough to establish the +connection! And was it likely--I put it to ainy man of sense--was it +likely the Coal Company wouldn't do everything in their power to get the +railway up the valley, seeing that if it didn't come that airt they +would need to build a line of their own?"--"Ah, but then, ye see, +Fechars was a big place too, and there was lots of mineral up there as +well! And though it was a longer road to Fechars and part of it lay +across the moors, there were several wee towns that airt just waiting +for a chance of growth! I can tell ye, sirs, this was going to be a +close question!" + +Such was the talk in pot-house and parlour, at kirk and mart and tryst +and fair, and wherever potentates did gather and abound. The partisans +on either side began to canvass the country in support of their +contentions. They might have kept their breath to cool their porridge, +for these matters, we know, are settled in the great Witenagemot. But +petitions were prepared and meetings were convened. In those days +Provost Connal of Barbie was in constant communion with the "Pow-ers." +"Yass," he nodded gravely--only "nod" is a word too swift for the grave +inclining of that mighty pow--"yass, ye know, the great thing in matters +like this is to get at the Pow-ers, doan't you see? Oh yass, yass; we +must get at the Pow-ers!" and he looked as if none but he were equal to +the job. He even went to London (to interrogate the "Pow-ers"), and +simple bodies, gathered at the Cross for their Saturday at e'en, told +each other with bated breath that the Provost was away to the "seat of +Goaver'ment to see about the railway." When he came back and shook his +head, hope drained from his fellows and left them hollow in an empty +world. But when he smacked his lips on receiving an important letter, +the heavens were brightened and the landscapes smiled. + +The Provost walked about the town nowadays with the air of a man on +whose shoulders the weight of empires did depend. But for all his airs +it was not the Head o' the Town who was the ablest advocate of the route +up the Water of Barbie. It was that public-spirited citizen, Mr. James +Wilson of the Cross! Wilson championed the cause of Barbie with an +ardour that did infinite credit to his civic heart. For one thing, it +was a grand way of recommending himself to his new townsfolk, as he told +his wife, "and so increasing the circle of our present trade, don't ye +understand?"--for another, he was as keen as the keenest that the +railway should come and enhance the value of his property. "We must +agitate," he cried, when Sandy Toddle murmured a doubt whether anything +they could do would be of much avail. "It's not settled yet what road +the line's to follow, and who knows but a trifle may turn the scale in +our behalf? Local opinion ought to be expressed! They're sending a +monster petition from the Fechars side; we'll send the Company a bigger +one from ours! Look at Skeighan and Fleckie and Barbie--three towns at +our back, and the new Coal Company forbye! A public opinion of that size +ought to have a great weight--if put forward properly! We must agitate, +sirs, we must agitate; we maun scour the country for names in our +support. Look what a number of things there are to recommend _our_ +route. It's the shortest, and there's no need for heavy cuttings such as +are needed on the other side; the road's there a'ready--Barbie Water has +cut it through the hills. It's the manifest design of Providence that +there should be a line up Barbie Valley! What a position for't!--And, +oh," thought Wilson, "what a site for building houses in my holm!--Let a +meeting be convened at wunst!" + +The meeting was convened, with Provost Connal in the chair and Wilson as +general factotum. + +"You'll come down to the meeting?" said Templandmuir to Gourlay. + +Go to a meeting for which Wilson had sent out the bills! At another, +Gourlay would have hurled his usual objurgation that he would see him +condemned to eternal agonies ere he granted his request! But +Templandmuir was different. Gourlay had always flattered this man (whom +he inwardly despised) by a companionship which made proud the other. He +had always yielded to Templandmuir in small things, for the sake of the +quarry, which was a great thing. He yielded to him now. + +"Verra well," he said shortly, and rose to get his hat. + +When Gourlay put on his hat the shallow meanness of his brow was hid, +and nothing was seen to impair his dark, strong gravity of face. He was +a man you would have turned to look at as he marched in silence by the +side of Templandmuir. Though taller than the laird, he looked shorter +because of his enormous breadth. He had a chest like the heave of a +hill. Templandmuir was afraid of him. And fretting at the necessity he +felt to quarrel with a man of whom he was afraid, he had an unreasonable +hatred of Gourlay, whose conduct made this quarrel necessary at the same +time that his character made it to be feared; and he brooded on his +growing rage that, with it for a stimulus, he might work his cowardly +nature to the point of quarrelling. Conscious of the coming row, then, +he felt awkward in the present, and was ignorant what to say. Gourlay +was silent too. He felt it an insult to the House with the Green +Shutters that the laird should refuse its proffered hospitality. He +hated to be dragged to a meeting he despised. Never before was such +irritation between them. + +When they came to the hall where the meeting was convened, there were +knots of bodies grouped about the floor. Wilson fluttered from group to +group, an important man, with a roll of papers in his hand. Gourlay, +quick for once in his dislike, took in every feature of the man he +loathed. + +Wilson was what the sentimental women of the neighbourhood called a +"bonny man." His features were remarkably regular, and his complexion +was remarkably fair. His brow was so delicate of hue that the blue veins +running down his temples could be traced distinctly beneath the +whiteness of the skin. Unluckily for him, he was so fair that in a +strong light (as now beneath the gas) the suspicion of his unwashedness +became a certainty--"as if he got a bit idle slaik now and than, and +never a good rub," thought Gourlay in a clean disgust. Full lips showed +themselves bright red in the middle between the two wings of a very +blonde and very symmetrical moustache. The ugly feature of the face was +the blue calculating eyes. They were tender round the lids, so that the +white lashes stuck out in little peaks. And in conversation he had a +habit of peering out of these eyes as if he were constantly spying for +something to emerge that he might twist to his advantage. As he talked +to a man close by and glimmered (not at the man beside him, but far away +in the distance of his mind at some chance of gain suggested by the +other's words) Gourlay heard him say musingly, "Imphm, imphm, imphm! +there might be something _in_ that!" nodding his head and stroking his +moustache as he uttered each meditative "imphm." + +It was Wilson's unconscious revelation that his mind was busy with a +commercial hint which he had stolen from his neighbour's talk. "The +damned sneck-drawer!" thought Gourlay, enlightened by his hate; "he's +sucking Tam Finlay's brains, to steal some idea for himsell!" And still +as Wilson listened he murmured swiftly, "Imphm! I see, Mr. Finlay; +imphm! imphm! imphm!" nodding his head and pulling his moustache and +glimmering at his new "opportunity." + +Our insight is often deepest into those we hate, because annoyance fixes +our thought on them to probe. We cannot keep our minds off them. "Why do +they do it?" we snarl, and wondering why, we find out their character. +Gourlay was not an observant man, but every man is in any man somewhere, +and hate to-night driving his mind into Wilson, helped him to read him +like an open book. He recognized with a vague uneasiness--not with fear, +for Gourlay did not know what it meant, but with uneasy anger--the +superior cunning of his rival. Gourlay, a strong block of a man cut off +from the world by impotence of speech, could never have got out of +Finlay what Wilson drew from him in two minutes' easy conversation. + +Wilson ignored Gourlay, but he was very blithe with Templandmuir, and +inveigled him off to a corner. They talked together very briskly, and +Wilson laughed once with uplifted head, glancing across at Gourlay as he +laughed. Curse them, were they speaking of him? + +The hall was crammed at last, and the important bodies took their seats +upon the front benches. Gourlay refused to be seated with the rest, but +stood near the platform, with his back to the wall, by the side of +Templandmuir. + +After what the Provost described "as a few preliminary remarks"--they +lasted half an hour--he called on Mr. Wilson to address the meeting. +Wilson descanted on the benefits that would accrue to Barbie if it got +the railway, and on the needcessity for a "long pull, and a strong pull, +and a pull all together"--a phrase which he repeated many times in the +course of his address. He sat down at last amid thunders of applause. + +"There's no needcessity for me to make a loang speech," said the +Provost. + +"Hear, hear!" said Gourlay, and the meeting was unkind enough to laugh. + +"Order, order!" cried Wilson perkily. + +"As I was saying when I was grossly interrupted," fumed the Provost, +"there's no needcessity for me to make a loang speech. I had thoat we +were a-all agreed on the desirabeelity of the rileway coming in our +direction. I had thoat, after the able--I must say the very able--speech +of Mr. Wilson, that there wasn't a man in this room so shtupid as to +utter a word of dishapproval. I had thoat we might prosheed at woance to +elect a deputation. I had thoat we would get the name of everybody here +for the great petition we mean to send the Pow-ers. I had thoat it was +all, so to shpeak, a foregone conclusion. But it seems I was mistaken, +ladies and gentlemen--or rather, I oat to say gentlemen, for I believe +there are no ladies present. Yass, it seems I was mistaken. It may be +there are some who would like to keep Barbie going on in the oald way +which they found so much to their advantage. It may be there are some +who regret a change that will put an end to their chances of +tyraneezin'. It may be there are some who know themselves so shtupid +that they fear the new condeetions of trade the railway's bound to +bring."--Here Wilson rose and whispered in his ear, and the people +watched them, wondering what hint J. W. was passing to the Provost. The +Provost leaned with pompous gravity toward his monitor, hand at ear to +catch the treasured words. He nodded and resumed.--"Now, gentlemen, as +Mr. Wilson said, this is a case that needs a loang pull, and a stroang +pull, and a pull all together. We must be unanimous. It will _noat_ do +to show ourselves divided among ourselves. Therefore I think we oat to +have expressions of opinion from some of our leading townsmen. That will +show how far we are unanimous. I had thoat there could be only one +opinion, and that we might prosheed at once with the petition. But it +seems I was wroang. It is best to inquire first exactly where we stand. +So I call upon Mr. John Gourlay, who has been the foremost man in the +town for mainy years--at least he used to be that--I call upon Mr. +Gourlay as the first to express an opinion on the subjeck." + +Wilson's hint to the Provost placed Gourlay in a fine dilemma. Stupid as +he was, he was not so stupid as not to perceive the general advantage of +the railway. If he approved it, however, he would seem to support Wilson +and the Provost, whom he loathed. If he disapproved, his opposition +would be set down to a selfish consideration for his own trade, and he +would incur the anger of the meeting, which was all for the coming of +the railway, Wilson had seized the chance to put him in a false +position. He knew Gourlay could not put forty words together in public, +and that in his dilemma he would blunder and give himself away. + +Gourlay evaded the question. + +"It would be better to convene a meeting," he bawled to the Provost, "to +consider the state of some folk's back doors."--That was a nipper to +Wilson!--"There's a stink at the Cross that's enough to kill a cuddy!" + +"Evidently not," yelled Wilson, "since you're still alive!" + +A roar went up against Gourlay. All he could do was to scowl before him, +with hard-set mouth and gleaming eyes, while they bellowed him to scorn. + +"I would like to hear what Templandmuir has to say on the subject," said +Wilson, getting up. "But no doubt he'll follow his friend Mr. Gourlay." + +"No, I don't follow Mr. Gourlay," bawled Templandmuir with unnecessary +loudness. The reason of his vehemence was twofold. He was nettled (as +Wilson meant he should) by the suggestion that he was nothing but +Gourlay's henchman. And being eager to oppose Gourlay, yet a coward, he +yelled to supply in noise what he lacked in resolution. + +"I don't follow Mr. Gourlay at all," he roared; "I follow nobody but +myself! Every man in the district's in support of this petition. It +would be absurd to suppose anything else. I'll be glad to sign't among +the first, and do everything I can in its support." + +"Verra well," said the Provost; "it seems we're agreed after all. We'll +get some of our foremost men to sign the petition at this end of the +hall, and then it'll be placed in the anteroom for the rest to sign as +they go out." + +"Take it across to Gourlay," whispered Wilson to the two men who were +carrying the enormous tome. They took it over to the grain merchant, and +one of them handed him an inkhorn. He dashed it to the ground. + +The meeting hissed like a cellarful of snakes. But Gourlay turned and +glowered at them, and somehow the hisses died away. His was the high +courage that feeds on hate, and welcomes rather than shrinks from its +expression. He was smiling as he faced them. + +"Let _me_ pass," he said, and shouldered his way to the door, the +bystanders falling back to make room. Templandmuir followed him out. + +"I'll walk to the head o' the brae," said the Templar. + +He must have it out with Gourlay at once, or else go home to meet the +anger of his wife. Having opposed Gourlay already, he felt that now was +the time to break with him for good. Only a little was needed to +complete the rupture. And he was the more impelled to declare himself +to-night because he had just seen Gourlay discomfited, and was beginning +to despise the man he had formerly admired. Why, the whole meeting had +laughed at his expense! In quarrelling with Gourlay, moreover, he would +have the whole locality behind him. He would range himself on the +popular side. Every impulse of mind and body pushed him forward to the +brink of speech; he would never get a better occasion to bring out his +grievance. + +They trudged together in a burning silence. Though nothing was said +between them, each was in wrathful contact with the other's mind. +Gourlay blamed everything that had happened on Templandmuir, who had +dragged him to the meeting and deserted him. And Templandmuir was +longing to begin about the quarry, but afraid to start. + +That was why he began at last with false, unnecessary loudness. It was +partly to encourage himself (as a bull bellows to increase his rage), +and partly because his spite had been so long controlled. It burst the +louder for its pent fury. + +"Mr. Gourlay!" he bawled suddenly, when they came opposite the House +with the Green Shutters, "I've had a crow to pick with you for more than +a year." + +It came on Gourlay with a flash that Templandmuir was slipping away from +him. But he must answer him civilly for the sake of the quarry. + +"Ay, man," he said quietly, "and what may that be?" + +"I'll damned soon tell you what it is," said the Templar. "Yon was a +monstrous overcharge for bringing my ironwork from Fleckie. I'll be +damned if I put up with that!" + +And yet it was only a trifle. He had put up with fifty worse impositions +and never said a word. But when a man is bent on a quarrel any spark +will do for an explosion. + +"How do ye make that out?" said Gourlay, still very quietly, lest he +should alienate the quarry laird. + +"Damned fine do I make that out," yelled Templandmuir, and louder than +ever was the yell. He was the brave man now, with his bellow to hearten +him. "Damned fine do I make that out. You charged me for a whole day, +though half o't was spent upon your own concerns. I'm tired o' you and +your cheatry. You've made a braw penny out o' me in your time. But curse +me if I endure it loanger. I give you notice this verra night that your +tack o' the quarry must end at Martinmas." + +He was off, glad to have it out and glad to escape the consequence, +leaving Gourlay a cauldron of wrath in the darkness. It was not merely +the material loss that maddened him. But for the first time in his life +he had taken a rebuff without a word or a blow in return. In his desire +to conciliate he had let Templandmuir get away unscathed. His blood +rocked him where he stood. + +He walked blindly to the kitchen door, never knowing how he reached it. +It was locked--at this early hour!--and the simple inconvenience let +loose the fury of his wrath. He struck the door with his clenched fist +till the blood streamed on his knuckles. + +It was Mrs. Gourlay who opened the door to him. She started back before +his awful eyes. + +"John!" she cried, "what's wrong wi' ye?" + +The sight of the she-tatterdemalion there before him, whom he had +endured so long and must endure for ever, was the crowning burden of his +night. Damn her, why didn't she get out of the way? why did she stand +there in her dirt and ask silly questions? He struck her on the bosom +with his great fist, and sent her spinning on the dirty table. + +She rose from among the broken dishes and came towards him, with slack +lips and great startled eyes. "John," she panted, like a pitiful +frightened child, "what have I been doing?... Man, what did you hit me +for?" + +He gaped at her with hanging jaw. He knew he was a brute--knew she had +done nothing to-night more than she had ever done--knew he had vented on +her a wrath that should have burst on others. But his mind was at a +stick; how could he explain--to _her_? He gaped and glowered for a +speechless moment, then turned on his heel and went into the parlour, +slamming the door till the windows rattled in their frames. + +She stared after him a while in large-eyed stupor, then flung herself in +her old nursing-chair by the fire, and spat blood in the ribs, hawking +it up coarsely--we forget to be delicate in moments of supremer agony. +And then she flung her apron over her head and rocked herself to and fro +in the chair where she had nursed his children, wailing, "It's a pity o' +me, it's a pity o' me! My God, ay, it's a geyan pity o' me!" + +The boy was in bed, but Janet had watched the scene with a white, scared +face and tearful cries. She crept to her mother's side. + +The sympathy of children with those who weep is innocently selfish. The +sight of tears makes them uncomfortable, and they want them to cease, in +the interests of their own happiness. If the outward signs of grief +would only vanish, all would be well. They are not old enough to +appreciate the inward agony. + +So Janet tugged at the obscuring apron, and whimpered, "Don't greet, +mother, don't greet. Woman, I dinna like to see ye greetin'." + +But Mrs. Gourlay still rocked herself and wailed, "It's a pity o' me, +it's a pity o' me! My God, ay, it's a geyan pity o' me!" + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +"Is he in himsell?" asked Gibson the builder, coming into the Emporium. + +Mrs. Wilson was alone in the shop. Since trade grew so brisk she had an +assistant to help her, but he was out for his breakfast at present, and +as it happened she was all alone. + +"No," she said, "he's no in. We're terribly driven this twelvemonth +back, since trade grew so thrang, and he's aye hunting business in some +corner. He's out the now after a carrying affair. Was it ainything +perticular?" + +She looked at Gibson with a speculation in her eyes that almost verged +on hostility. Wives of the lower classes who are active helpers in a +husband's affairs often direct that look upon strangers who approach him +in the way of business. For they are enemies whatever way you take them; +come to be done by the husband or to do him--in either case, therefore, +the object of a sharp curiosity. You may call on an educated man, either +to fleece him or be fleeced, and his wife, though she knows all about +it, will talk to you charmingly of trifles while you wait for him in her +parlour. But a wife of the lower orders, active in her husband's +affairs, has not been trained to dissemble so prettily; though her face +be a mask, what she is wondering comes out in her eye. There was +suspicion in the big round stare that Mrs. Wilson directed at the +builder. What was _he_ spiering for "himsell" for? What could he be up +to? Some end of his own, no doubt. Anxious curiosity forced her to +inquire. + +"Would I do instead?" she asked. + +"Well, hardly," said Gibson, clawing his chin, and gazing at a corded +round of "Barbie's Best" just above his head. "Dod, it's a fine ham +that," he said, to turn the subject. "How are ye selling it the now?" + +"Tenpence a pound retail, but ninepence only if ye take a whole one. Ye +had better let me send you one, Mr. Gibson, now that winter's drawing +on. It's a heartsome thing, the smell of frying ham on a frosty +morning"--and her laugh went skelloching up the street. + +"Well, ye see," said Gibson, with a grin, "I expect Mr. Wilson to +present me with one when he hears the news that I have brought him." + +"Aha!" said she, "it's something good, then," and she stuck her arms +akimbo.--"James!" she shrilled, "James!" and the red-haired boy shot +from the back premises. + +"Run up to the Red Lion, and see if your father has finished his crack +wi' Templandmuir. Tell him Mr. Gibson wants to see him on important +business." + +The boy squinted once at the visitor, and scooted, the red head of him +foremost. + +While Gibson waited and clawed his chin she examined him narrowly. +Suspicion as to the object of his visit fixed her attention on his face. + +He was a man with mean brown eyes. Brown eyes may be clear and limpid as +a mountain pool, or they may have the fine black flash of anger and the +jovial gleam, or they may be mean things--little and sly and oily. +Gibson's had the depth of cunning, not the depth of character, and they +glistened like the eyes of a lustful animal. He was a reddish man, with +a fringe of sandy beard, and a perpetual grin which showed his yellow +teeth, with green deposit round their roots. It was more than a +grin--it was a _rictus_, semicircular from cheek to cheek; and the beady +eyes, ever on the watch up above it, belied its false benevolence. He +was not florid, yet that grin of his seemed to intensify his reddishness +(perhaps because it brought out and made prominent his sandy valance and +the ruddy round of his cheeks), so that the baker christened him long +ago "the man with the sandy smile." "Cunning Johnny" was his other +nickname. Wilson had recognized a match in him the moment he came to +Barbie, and had resolved to act with him if he could, but never to act +against him. They had made advances to each other--birds of a feather, +in short. + +The grocer came in hurriedly, white-waistcoated to-day, and a +perceptibly bigger bulge in his belly than when we first saw him in +Barbie, four years ago now. + +"Good-morning, Mr. Gibson," he panted. "Is it private that ye wanted to +see me on?" + +"Verra private," said the sandy smiler. + +"We'll go through to the house, then," said Wilson, and ushered his +guest through the back premises. But the voice of his wife recalled him. +"James!" she cried. "Here for a minute just," and he turned to her, +leaving Gibson in the yard. + +"Be careful what you're doing," she whispered in his ear. "It wasna for +nothing they christened Gibson 'Cunning Johnny.' Keep the dirt out your +een." + +"There's no fear of that," he assured her pompously. It was a grand +thing to have a wife like that, but her advice nettled him now just a +little, because it seemed to imply a doubt of his efficiency--and that +was quite onnecessar. He knew what he was doing. They would need to rise +very early that got the better o' a man like him! + +"You'll take a dram?" said Wilson, when they reached a pokey little room +where the most conspicuous and dreary object was a large bare flowerpot +of red earthenware, on a green woollen mat, in the middle of a round +table. Out of the flowerpot rose gauntly a three-sticked frame, up which +two lonely stalks of a climbing plant tried to scramble, but failed +miserably to reach the top. The round little rickety table with the +family album on one corner (placed at what Mrs. Wilson considered a +beautiful artistic angle to the window), the tawdry cloth, the green +mat, the shiny horsehair sofa, and the stuffy atmosphere, were all in +perfect harmony of ugliness. A sampler on the wall informed the world +that there was no place like home. + +Wilson pushed the flowerpot to one side, and "You'll take a dram?" he +said blithely. + +"Oh ay," said Gibson with a grin; "I never refuse drink when I'm offered +it for nothing." + +"Hi! hi!" laughed Wilson at the little joke, and produced a cut decanter +and a pair of glasses. He filled the glasses so brimming full that the +drink ran over on the table. + +"Canny, man, for God's sake canny!" cried Gibson, starting forward in +alarm. "Don't ye see you're spilling the mercies?" He stooped his lips +to the rim of his glass, and sipped, lest a drop of Scotia's nectar +should escape him. + +They faced each other, sitting. "Here's pith!" said Gibson. "Pith!" said +the other in chorus, and they nodded to each other in amity, primed +glasses up and ready. And then it was eyes heavenward and the little +finger uppermost. + +Gibson smacked his lips once and again when the fiery spirit tickled his +uvula. + +"Ha!" said he, "that's the stuff to put heart in a man." + +"It's no bad whisky," said Wilson complacently. + +Gibson wiped the sandy stubble round his mouth with the back of his +hand, and considered for a moment. Then, leaning forward, he tapped +Wilson's knee in whispering importance. + +"Have you heard the news?" he murmured, with a watchful glimmer in his +eyes. + +"No!" cried Wilson, glowering, eager and alert. "Is't ocht in the +business line? Is there a possibeelity for me in't?" + +"Oh, there might," nodded Gibson, playing his man for a while. + +"Ay, man!" cried Wilson briskly, and brought his chair an inch or two +forward. Gibson grinned and watched him with his beady eyes. "What green +teeth he has!" thought Wilson, who was not fastidious. + +"The Coal Company are meaning to erect a village for five hundred miners +a mile out the Fleckie Road, and they're running a branch line up the +Lintie's Burn that'll need the building of a dozen brigs. I'm happy to +say I have nabbed the contract for the building." + +"Man, Mr. Gibson, d'ye tell me that! I'm proud to hear it, sir; I am +that!" Wilson was hotching in his chair with eagerness. For what could +Gibson be wanting with _him_ if it wasna to arrange about the carting? +"Fill up your glass, Mr. Gibson, man; fill up your glass. You're +drinking nothing at all. Let _me_ help you." + +"Ay, but I havena the contract for the carting," said Gibson. "That's +not mine to dispose of. They mean to keep it in their own hand." + +Wilson's mouth forgot to shut, and his eyes were big and round as his +mouth in staring disappointment. Was it this he was wasting his drink +for? + +"Where do I come in?" he asked blankly. + +Gibson tossed off another glassful of the burning heartener of men, and +leaned forward with his elbows on the table. + +"D'ye ken Goudie, the Company's manager? He's worth making up to, I can +tell ye. He has complete control of the business, and can airt you the +road of a good thing. I made a point of helping him in everything, ever +since he came to Barbie, and I'm glad to say that he hasna forgotten't. +Man, it was through him I got the building contract; they never threw't +open to the public. But they mean to contract separate for carting the +material. That means that they'll need the length of a dozen horses on +the road for a twelvemonth to come; for it's no only the +building--they're launching out on a big scale, and there's lots of +other things forbye. Now, Goudie's as close as a whin, and likes to keep +everything dark till the proper time comes for sploring o't. Not a +whisper has been heard so far about this village for the miners--there's +a rumour, to be sure, about a wheen houses going up, but nothing _near_ +the reality. And there's not a soul, either, that kens there's a big +contract for carting to be had 'ceptna Goudie and mysell. But or a +month's by they'll be advertising for estimates for a twelvemonth's +carrying. I thocht a hint aforehand would be worth something to you, and +that's the reason of my visit." + +"I see," said Wilson briskly. "You're verra good, Mr. Gibson. You mean +you'll give me an inkling in private of the other estimates sent in, and +help to arrange mine according?" + +"Na," said Gibson. "Goudie's owre close to let me ken. I'll speak a word +in his ear on your behalf, to be sure, if you agree to the proposal I +mean to put before you. But Gourlay's the man you need to keep your eye +on. It's you or him for the contract--there's nobody else to compete wi' +the two o' ye." + +"Imphm, I see," said Wilson, and tugged his moustache in meditation. All +expression died out of his face while his brain churned within. What +Brodie had christened "the considering keek" was in his eyes; they were +far away, and saw the distant village in process of erection; busy with +its chances and occasions. Then an uneasy thought seemed to strike him +and recall him to the man by his side. He stole a shifty glance at the +sandy smiler. + +"But I thought _you_ were a friend of Gourlay's," he said slowly. + +"Friendship!" said Gibson. "We're speaking of business. And there's +sma-all friendship atween me and Gourlay. He was nebby owre a bill I +sent in the other day; and I'm getting tired of his bluster. Besides, +there's little more to be made of him. Gourlay's bye wi't. But you're a +rising man, Mr. Wilson, and I think that you and me might work thegither +to our own advantage, don't ye see? Yes; just so; to the advantage of us +both. Oom?" + +"I hardly see what you're driving at," said Wilson. + +"I'm driving at this," said Gibson. "If Gourlay kens you're against him +for the contract, he'll cut his estimate down to a ruinous price, out o' +sheer spite--yes, out o' sheer spite--rather than be licked by _you_ in +public competition. And if he does that, Goudie and I may do what we +like, but we canna help you. For it's the partners that decide the +estimates sent in, d'ye see? Imphm, it's the partners. Goudie has +noathing to do wi' that. And if Gourlay once gets round the partners, +you'll be left out in the cold for a very loang time. Shivering, sir, +shivering! You will that!" + +"Dod, you're right. There's a danger of that. But I fail to see how we +can prevent it." + +"We can put Gourlay on a wrong scent," said Gibson. + +"But how, though?" + +Gibson met one question by another. + +"What was the charge for a man and a horse and a day's carrying when ye +first came hereaway?" he asked. + +"Only four shillings a day," said Wilson promptly. "It has risen to six +now," he added. + +"Exactly," said Gibson; "and with the new works coming in about the town +it'll rise to eight yet. I have it for a fact that the Company's willing +to gie that. Now if you and me could procure a job for Gourlay at the +lower rate, before the news o' this new industry gets scattered--a job +that would require the whole of his plant, you understand, and prevent +his competing for the Company's business--we would clear"--he clawed his +chin to help his arithmetic--"we would clear three hundred and +seventy-four pounds o' difference on the twelvemonth. At least _you_ +would make that," he added, "but you would allow me a handsome +commission of course--the odd hundred and seventy, say--for bringing the +scheme before ye. I don't think there's ocht unreasonable in tha-at. For +it's not the mere twelvemonth's work that's at stake, you understand; +it's the valuable connection for the fee-yuture. Now, I have influence +wi' Goudie; I can help you there. But if Gourlay gets in there's just a +chance that you'll never be able to oust him." + +"I see," said Wilson. "Before he knows what's coming, we're to provide +work for Gourlay at the lower rate, both to put money in our own pocket +and prevent him competing for the better business." + +"You've summed it to the nines," said Gibson. + +"Yes," said Wilson blankly, "but how on earth are _we_ to provide work +for him?" + +Gibson leaned forward a second time and tapped Wilson on the knee. + +"Have you never considered what a chance for building there's in that +holm of yours?" he asked. "You've a fortune there, lying undeveloped." + +That was the point to which Cunning Johnny had been leading all the +time. He cared as little for Wilson as for Gourlay; all he wanted was a +contract for covering Wilson's holm with jerry-built houses, and a good +commission on the year's carrying. It was for this he evolved the +conspiracy to cripple Gourlay. + +Wilson's thoughts went to and fro like the shuttle of a weaver. He +blinked in rapidity of thinking, and stole shifty glances at his +comrade. He tugged his moustache and said "Imphm" many times. Then his +eyes went off in their long preoccupied stare, and the sound of the +breath, coming heavy through his nostrils, was audible in the quiet +room. Wilson was one of the men whom you hear thinking. + +"I see," he said slowly. "You mean to bind Gourlay to cart building +material to my holm at the present price of work. You'll bind him in +general terms so that he canna suspect, till the time comes, who in +particular he's to work for. In the meantime I'll be free to offer for +the Company's business at the higher price." + +"That's the size o't," said Gibson. + +Wilson was staggered by the rapid combinations of the scheme. But +Cunning Johnny had him in the toils. The plan he proposed stole about +the grocer's every weakness, and tugged his inclinations to consent. It +was very important, he considered, that he, and no other, should obtain +this contract, which was both valuable in itself and an earnest of other +business in the future. And Gibson's scheme got Gourlay, the only +possible rival, out of the way. For it was not possible for Gourlay to +put more than twelve horses on the road, and if he thought he had +secured a good contract already, he would never dream of applying for +another. Then, Wilson's malice was gratified by the thought that +Gourlay, who hated him, should have to serve, as helper and underling, +in a scheme for his aggrandizement. That would take down his pride for +him! And the commercial imagination, so strong in Wilson, was inflamed +by the vision of himself as a wealthy houseowner which Gibson put before +him. Cunning Johnny knew all this when he broached the scheme--he +foresaw the pull of it on Wilson's nature. Yet Wilson hesitated. He did +not like to give himself to Gibson quite so rapidly. + +"You go fast, Mr. Gibson," said he. "Faith, you go fast. This is a big +affair, and needs to be looked at for a while." + +"Fast!" cried Gibson. "Damn it, we have no time to waste. We maun act on +the spur of the moment." + +"I'll have to borrow money," said Wilson slowly; "and it's verra dear at +the present time." + +"It was never worth more in Barbie than it is at the present time. Man, +don't ye see the chance you're neglecting? Don't ye see what it means? +There's thousands lying at your back door if ye'll only reach to pick +them up. Yes, thousands. Thousands, I'm telling ye--thousands!" + +Wilson saw himself provost and plutocrat. Yet was he cautious. + +"_You_'ll do well by the scheme," he said tartly, "if you get the sole +contract for building these premises of mine, and a fat commission on +the carrying forbye." + +"Can you carry the scheme without me?" said Gibson. "A word from me to +Goudie means a heap." There was a veiled threat in the remark. + +"Oh, we'll come to terms," said the other. "But how will you manage +Gourlay?" + +"Aha!" said Gibson, "I'll come in handy for that, you'll discover. +There's been a backset in Barbie for the last year--things went owre +quick at the start and were followed by a wee lull; but it's only for a +time, sir--it's only for a time. Hows'ever, it and you thegither have +damaged Gourlay: he's both short o' work and scarce o' cash, as I found +to my cost when I asked him for my siller! So when I offer him a big +contract for carting stones atween the quarry and the town foot, he'll +swallow it without question. I'll insert a clause that he must deliver +the stuff at such places as I direct within four hundred yards of the +Cross, in ainy direction--for I've several jobs near the Cross, doan't +ye see, and how's he to know that yours is one o' them? Man, it's easy +to bamboozle an ass like Gourlay! Besides, he'll think my principals +have trusted me to let the carrying to ainy one I like, and, as I let it +to him, he'll fancy I'm on his side, doan't ye see? He'll never jalouse +that I mean to diddle him. In the meantime we'll spread the news that +you're meaning to build on a big scale upon your own land; we'll have +the ground levelled, the foundations dug, and the drains and everything +seen to. Now, it'll never occur to Gourlay, in the present slackness o' +trade, that you would contract wi' another man to cart your material, +and go hunting for other work yoursell. That'll throw him off the scent +till the time comes to put his nose on't. When the Company advertise for +estimates he canna compete wi' you, because he's pre-engaged to me; and +he'll think you're out o't too, because you're busy wi' your own woark. +You'll be free to nip the eight shillings. Then we'll force him to +fulfill his bargain and cart for us at six." + +"If he refuses?" said Wilson. + +"I'll have the contract stamped and signed in the presence of +witnesses," said Gibson. "Not that that's necessary, I believe, but a +double knot's aye the safest." + +Wilson looked at him with admiration. + +"Gosh, Mr. Gibson," he cried, "you're a warmer! Ye deserve your name. Ye +ken what the folk ca' you?" + +"Oh yes," said Gibson complacently. "I'm quite proud o' the +description." + +"I've my ain craw to pick wi' Gourlay," he went on. "He was damned +ill-bred yestreen when I asked him to settle my account, and talked +about extortion. But bide a wee, bide a wee! I'll enjoy the look on his +face when he sees himself forced to carry for you, at a rate lower than +the market price." + +When Gibson approached Gourlay on the following day he was full of +laments about the poor state of trade. + +"Ay," said he, "the grand railway they boasted o' hasna done muckle for +the town!" + +"Atwell ay," quoth Gourlay with pompous wisdom; "they'll maybe find, or +a's by, that the auld way wasna the warst way. There was to be a great +boom, as they ca't, but I see few signs o't." + +"I see few signs o't either," said Gibson, "it's the slackest time for +the last twa years." + +Gourlay grunted his assent. + +"But I've a grand job for ye, for a' that," said Gibson, slapping his +hands. "What do ye say to the feck of a year's carting tweesht the +quarry and the town foot?" + +"I might consider that," said Gourlay, "if the terms were good." + +"Six shillins," said Gibson, and went on in solemn protest: "In the +present state o' trade, doan't ye see, I couldna give a penny more." +Gourlay, who had denounced the present state of trade even now, was +prevented by his own words from asking for a penny more. + +"At the town foot, you say?" he asked. + +"I've several jobs thereaway," Gibson explained hurriedly, "and you must +agree to deliver stuff ainy place I want it within four hundred yards o' +the Cross. It's all one to you, of course," he went on, "seeing you're +paid by the day." + +"Oh, it's all one to me," said Gourlay. + +Peter Riney and the new "orra" man were called in to witness the +agreement. Cunning Johnny had made it as cunning as he could. + +"We may as well put a stamp on't," said he. "A stamp costs little, and +means a heap." + +"You're damned particular the day," cried Gourlay in a sudden heat. + +"Oh, nothing more than my usual, nothing more than my usual," said +Gibson blandly. "Good-morning, Mr. Gourlay," and he made for the door, +buttoning the charter of his dear revenge in the inside pocket of his +coat. Gourlay ignored him. + +When Gibson got out he turned to the House with the Green Shutters, and +"Curse you!" said he; "you may refuse to answer me the day, but wait +till this day eight weeks. You'll be roaring than." + +On that day eight weeks Gourlay received a letter from Gibson requiring +him to hold himself in readiness to deliver stone, lime, baulks of +timber, and iron girders in Mr. Wilson's holm, in terms of his +agreement, and in accordance with the orders to be given him from day to +day. He was apprised that a couple of carts of lime and seven loads of +stone were needed on the morrow. + +He went down the street with grinding jaws, the letter crushed to a +white pellet in his hand. It would have gone ill with Gibson had he met +him. Gourlay could not tell why, or to what purpose, he marched on and +on with forward staring eyes. He only knew vaguely that the anger drove +him. + +When he came to the Cross a long string of carts was filing from the +Skeighan Road, and passing across to the street leading Fleckie-ward. He +knew them to be Wilson's. The Deacon was there, of course, hobbling on +his thin shanks, and cocking his eye to see everything that happened. + +"What does this mean?" Gourlay asked him, though he loathed the Deacon. + +"Oh, haven't ye heard?" quoth the Deacon blithely. "That's the stuff for +the new mining village out the Fleckie Road. Wilson has nabbed the +contract for the carting. They're saying it was Gibson's influence wi' +Goudie that helped him to the getting o't." + +Amid his storm of anger at the trick, Gourlay was conscious of a sudden +pity for himself, as for a man most unfairly worsted. He realized for a +moment his own inefficiency as a business man, in conflict with +cleverer rivals, and felt sorry to be thus handicapped by nature. Though +wrath was uppermost, the other feeling was revealed, showing itself by a +gulping in the throat and a rapid blinking of the eyes. The Deacon +marked the signs of his chagrin. + +"Man!" he reported to the bodies, "but Gourlay was cut to the quick. His +face showed how gunkit he was. Oh, but he was chawed. I saw his breist +give the great heave." + +"Were ye no sorry?" cried the baker. + +"Thorry, hi!" laughed the Deacon. "Oh, I was thorry, to be sure," he +lisped, "but I didna thyow't. I'm glad to thay I've a grand control of +my emotionth. Not like thum folk we know of," he added slyly, giving the +baker a "good one." + +All next day Gibson's masons waited for their building material in +Wilson's holm. But none came. And all day seven of Gourlay's horses +champed idly in their stalls. + +Barbie had a weekly market now, and, as it happened, that was the day it +fell on. At two in the afternoon Gourlay was standing on the gravel +outside the Red Lion, trying to look wise over a sample of grain which a +farmer had poured upon his great palm. Gibson approached with false +voice and smile. + +"Gosh, Mr. Gourlay!" he cried protestingly, "have ye forgotten whatna +day it is? Ye havena gi'en my men a ton o' stuff to gang on wi'." + +To the farmer's dismay his fine sample of grain was scattered on the +gravel by a convulsive movement of Gourlay's arm. As Gourlay turned on +his enemy, his face was frightfully distorted; all his brow seemed +gathered in a knot above his nose, and he gaped on his words, yet ground +them out like a labouring mill, each word solid as plug shot. + +"I'll see Wil-son ... and Gib-son ... and every other man's son ... +frying in hell," he said slowly, "ere a horse o' mine draws a stane o' +Wilson's property. Be damned to ye, but there's your answer!" + +Gibson's cunning deserted him for once. He put his hand on Gourlay's +shoulder in pretended friendly remonstrance. + +"Take your hand off my shouther!" said Gourlay, in a voice the tense +quietness of which should have warned Gibson to forbear. + +But he actually shook Gourlay with a feigned playfulness. + +Next instant he was high in air; for a moment the hobnails in the soles +of his boots gleamed vivid to the sun; then Gourlay sent him flying +through the big window of the Red Lion, right on to the middle of the +great table where the market-folk were drinking. + +For a minute he lay stunned and bleeding among the broken crockery, in a +circle of white faces and startled cries. + +Gourlay's face appeared at the jagged rent, his eyes narrowed to +fiercely gleaming points, a hard, triumphant devilry playing round his +black lips. "You damned treacherous rat!" he cried, "that's the game +John Gourlay can play wi' a thing like you." + +Gibson rose from the ruin on the table and came bleeding to the window, +his grin a _rictus_ of wrath, his green teeth wolfish with anger. + +"By God, Gourlay," he screamed, "I'll make you pay for this; I'll fight +you through a' the law courts in Breetain, but you'll implement your +bond." + +"Damn you for a measled swine! would you grunt at me?" cried Gourlay, +and made to go at him through the window. Though he could not reach him, +Gibson quailed at his look. He shook his fist in impotent wrath, and +spat threats of justice through his green teeth. + +"To hell wi' your law-wers!" cried Gourlay. "I'd throttle ye like the +dog you are on the floor o' the House o' Lords." + +But that day was to cost him dear. Ere six months passed he was cast in +damages and costs for a breach of contract aggravated by assault. He +appealed, of course. He was not to be done; he would show the dogs what +he thought of them. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +In those days it came to pass that Wilson sent his son to the High +School of Skeighan--even James, the red-haired one, with the squint in +his eye. Whereupon Gourlay sent _his_ son to the High School of Skeighan +too, of course, to be upsides with Wilson. If Wilson could afford to +send his boy to a distant and expensive school, then, by the Lord, so +could he! And it also came to pass that James, the son of James the +grocer, took many prizes; but John, the son of John, took no prizes. +Whereat there were ructions in the House of Gourlay. + +Gourlay's resolve to be equal to Wilson in everything he did was his +main reason for sending his son to the High School of Skeighan. That he +saw his business decreasing daily was a reason too. Young Gourlay was a +lad of fifteen now, undersized for his age at that time, though he soon +shot up to be a swaggering youngster. He had been looking forward with +delight to helping his father in the business--how grand it would be to +drive about the country and see things!--and he had irked at being kept +for so long under the tawse of old Bleach-the-boys. But if the business +went on at this rate there would be little in it for the boy. Gourlay +was not without a thought of his son's welfare when he packed him off to +Skeighan. He would give him some book-lear, he said; let him make a kirk +or a mill o't. + +But John shrank, chicken-hearted, from the prospect. Was he still to +drudge at books? Was he to go out among strangers whom he feared? His +imagination set to work on what he heard of the High School of +Skeighan, and made it a bugbear. They had to do mathematics; what could +_he_ do wi' thae whigmaleeries? They had to recite Shakespeare in +public; how could _he_ stand up and spout, before a whole jing-bang o' +them? + +"I don't want to gang," he whined. + +"Want?" flamed his father. "What does it matter what _you_ want? Go you +shall." + +"I thocht I was to help in the business," whimpered John. + +"Business!" sneered his father; "a fine help _you_ would be in +business." + +"Ay man, Johnnie," said his mother, maternal fondness coming out in +support of her husband, "you should be glad your father can allow ye the +opportunity. Eh, but it's a grand thing a gude education! You may rise +to be a minister." + +Her ambition could no further go. But Gourlay seemed to have formed a +different opinion of the sacred calling. "It's a' he's fit for," he +growled. + +So John was put to the High School of Skeighan, travelling backwards and +forwards night and morning by the train, after the railway had been +opened. And he discovered, on trying it, that the life was not so bad as +he had feared. He hated his lessons, true, and avoided them whenever he +was able. But his father's pride and his mother's fondness saw that he +was well dressed and with money in his pocket; and he began to grow +important. Though Gourlay was no longer the only "big man" of Barbie, he +was still one of the "big men," and a consciousness of the fact grew +upon his son. When he passed his old classmates (apprentice grocers now, +and carters and ploughboys) his febrile insolence led him to swagger and +assume. And it was fine to mount the train at Barbie on the fresh, cool +mornings, and be off past the gleaming rivers and the woods. Better +still was the home-coming--to board the empty train at Skeighan when +the afternoon sun came pleasant through the windows, to loll on the fat +cushions and read the novelettes. He learned to smoke too, and that was +a source of pride. When the train was full on market days he liked to +get in among the jovial farmers, who encouraged his assumptions. +Meanwhile Jimmy Wilson would be elsewhere in the train, busy with his +lessons for the morrow; for Jimmy had to help in the Emporium of +nights--his father kept him to the grindstone. Jimmy had no more real +ability than young Gourlay, but infinitely more caution. He was one of +the gimlet characters who, by diligence and memory, gain prizes in their +school days--and are fools for the remainder of their lives. + +The bodies of Barbie, seeing young Gourlay at his pranks, speculated +over his future, as Scottish bodies do about the future of every +youngster in their ken. + +"I wonder what that son o' Gourlay's 'ull come till," said Sandy Toddle, +musing on him with the character-reading eye of the Scots peasant. + +"To no good--you may be sure of that," said ex-Provost Connal. "He's a +regular splurge! When Drunk Dan Kennedy passed him his flask in the +train the other day he swigged it, just for the sake of showing off. And +he's a coward, too, for all his swagger. He grew ill-bred when he +swallowed the drink, and Dan, to frighten him, threatened to hang him +from the window by the heels. He didn't mean it, to be sure; but young +Gourlay grew white at the very idea o't--he shook like a dog in a wet +sack. 'Oh,' he cried, shivering, 'how the ground would go flying past +your eyes; how quick the wheel opposite ye would buzz--it would blind ye +by its quickness; how the gray slag would flash below ye!' Those were +his very words. He seemed to see the thing as if it were happening +before his eyes, and stared like a fellow in hysteerics, till Dan was +obliged to give him another drink. 'You would spue with the dizziness,' +said he, and he actually bocked himsell." + +Young Gourlay seemed bent on making good the prophecy of Barbie. Though +his father was spending money he could ill afford on his education, he +fooled away his time. His mind developed a little, no doubt, since it +was no longer dazed by brutal and repeated floggings. In some of his +classes he did fairly well, but others he loathed. It was the rule at +Skeighan High School to change rooms every hour, the classes tramping +from one to another through a big lobby. Gourlay got a habit of stealing +off at such times--it was easy to slip out--and playing truant in the +byways of Skeighan. He often made his way to the station, and loafed in +the waiting room. He had gone there on a summer afternoon, to avoid his +mathematics and read a novel, when a terrible thing befell him. + +For a while he swaggered round the empty platform and smoked a +cigarette. Milk-cans clanked in a shed mournfully. Gourlay had a +congenital horror of eerie sounds--he was his mother's son for that--and +he fled to the waiting room, to avoid the hollow clang. It was a June +afternoon, of brooding heat, and a band of yellow sunshine was lying on +the glazed table, showing every scratch in its surface. The place +oppressed him; he was sorry he had come. But he plunged into his novel +and forgot the world. + +He started in fear when a voice addressed him. He looked up, and here it +was only the baker--the baker smiling at him with his fine gray eyes, +the baker with his reddish fringe of beard and his honest grin, which +wrinkled up his face to his eyes in merry and kindly wrinkles. He had a +wonderful hearty manner with a boy. + +"Ay man, John, it's you," said the baker. "Dod, I'm just in time. The +storm's at the burstin'!" + +"Storm!" said Gourlay. He had a horror of lightning since the day of his +birth. + +"Ay, we're in for a pelter. What have you been doing that you didna +see't?" + +They went to the window. The fronting heavens were a black purple. The +thunder, which had been growling in the distance, swept forward and +roared above the town. The crash no longer rolled afar, but cracked +close to the ear, hard, crepitant. Quick lightning stabbed the world in +vicious and repeated hate. A blue-black moistness lay heavy on the +cowering earth. The rain came--a few drops at first, sullen, as if loath +to come, that splashed on the pavement wide as a crown piece; then a +white rush of slanting spears. A great blob shot in through the window, +open at the top, and spat wide on Gourlay's cheek. It was lukewarm. He +started violently--that warmth on his cheek brought the terror so near. + +The heavens were rent with a crash, and the earth seemed on fire. +Gourlay screamed in terror. + +The baker put his arm round him in kindly protection. + +"Tuts, man, dinna be feared," he said. "You're John Gourlay's son, ye +know. You ought to be a hardy man." + +"Ay, but I'm no," chattered John, the truth coming out in his fear. "I +just let on to be." + +But the worst was soon over. Lightning, both sheeted and forked, was +vivid as ever, but the thunder slunk growling away. + +"The heavens are opening and shutting like a man's eye," said Gourlay. +"Oh, it's a terrible thing the world!" and he covered his face with his +hands. + +A flash shot into a mounded wood far away. "It stabbed it like a +dagger!" stared Gourlay. + +"Look, look, did ye see yon? It came down in a broad flash--then jerked +to the side--then ran down to a sharp point again. It was like the +coulter of a plough." + +Suddenly a blaze of lightning flamed wide, and a fork shot down its +centre. + +"That," said Gourlay, "was like a red crack in a white-hot furnace +door." + +"Man, you're a noticing boy," said the baker. + +"Ay," said John, smiling in curious self-interest, "I notice things too +much. They give me pictures in my mind. I'm feared of them, but I like +to think them over when they're by." + +Boys are slow of confidence to their elders, but Gourlay's terror and +the baker's kindness moved him to speak. In a vague way he wanted to +explain. + +"I'm no feared of folk," he went on, with a faint return to his swagger. +"But things get in on me. A body seems so wee compared with that"--he +nodded to the warring heavens. + +The baker did not understand. "Have you seen your faither?" he asked. + +"My faither!" John gasped in terror. If his father should find him +playing truant! + +"Yes; did ye no ken he was in Skeighan? We come up thegither by the ten +train, and are meaning to gang hame by this. I expect him every moment." + +John turned to escape. In the doorway stood his father. + +When Gourlay was in wrath he had a widening glower that enveloped the +offender; yet his eye seemed to stab--a flash shot from its centre to +transfix and pierce. Gaze at a tiger through the bars of his cage, and +you will see the look. It widens and concentrates at once. + +"What are you doing here?" he asked, with the wild-beast glower on his +son. + +"I--I--I----" John stammered and choked. + +"What are you doing here?" said his father. + +John's fingers worked before him; his eyes were large and aghast on his +father; though his mouth hung open no words would come. + +"How lang has he been here, baker?" + +There was a curious regard between Gourlay and the baker. Gourlay spoke +with a firm civility. + +"Oh, just a wee whilie," said the baker. + +"I see. You want to shield him.--You have been playing the truant, have +'ee? Am I to throw away gude money on _you_ for this to be the end o't?" + +"Dinna be hard on him, John," pleaded the baker. "A boy's but a boy. +Dinna thrash him." + +"Me thrash him!" cried Gourlay. "I pay the High School of Skeighan to +thrash him, and I'll take damned good care I get my money's worth. I +don't mean to hire dowgs and bark for mysell." + +He grabbed his son by the coat collar and swung him out the room. Down +High Street he marched, carrying his cub by the scruff of the neck as +you might carry a dirty puppy to an outhouse. John was black in the +face; time and again in his wrath Gourlay swung him off the ground. +Grocers coming to their doors, to scatter fresh yellow sawdust on the +old, now trampled black and wet on the sills, stared sideways, chins up +and mouths open, after the strange spectacle. But Gourlay splashed on +amid the staring crowd, never looking to the right or left. + +Opposite the Fiddler's Inn whom should they meet but Wilson! A snigger +shot to his features at the sight. Gourlay swung the boy up; for a +moment a wild impulse surged within him to club his rival with his own +son. + +He marched into the vestibule of the High School, the boy dangling from +his great hand. + +"Where's your gaffer?" he roared at the janitor. + +"Gaffer?" blinked the janitor. + +"Gaffer, dominie, whatever the damn you ca' him--the fellow that runs +the business." + +"The Headmaster!" said the janitor. + +"Heidmaister, ay," said Gourlay in scorn, and went trampling after the +janitor down a long wooden corridor. A door was flung open showing a +classroom where the Headmaster was seated teaching Greek. + +The sudden appearance of the great-chested figure in the door, with his +fierce, gleaming eyes, and the rain-beads shining on his frieze coat, +brought into the close academic air the sharp, strong gust of an outer +world. + +"I believe I pay _you_ to look after that boy," thundered Gourlay. "Is +this the way you do your work?" And with the word he sent his son +spinning along the floor like a curling-stone, till he rattled, a wet, +huddled lump, against a row of chairs. John slunk bleeding behind the +master. + +"Really?" said MacCandlish, rising in protest. + +"Don't 'really' me, sir! I pay _you_ to teach that boy, and you allow +him to run idle in the streets. What have you to seh?" + +"But what can I do?" bleated MacCandlish, with a white spread of +deprecating hands. + +The stronger man took the grit from his limbs. + +"Do--do? Damn it, sir, am _I_ to be _your_ dominie? Am _I_ to teach +_you_ your duty? Do! Flog him, flog him, flog him! If you don't send him +hame wi' the welts on him as thick as that forefinger, I'll have a word +to say to you-ou, Misterr MacCandlish!" + +He was gone--they heard him go clumping along the corridor. + +Thereafter young Gourlay had to stick to his books. And, as we know, the +forced union of opposites breeds the greater disgust between them. +However, his school days would soon be over, and meanwhile it was fine +to pose on his journeys to and fro as Young Hopeful of the Green +Shutters. + +He was smoking at Skeighan Station on an afternoon, as the Barbie train +was on the point of starting. He was staying on the platform till the +last moment, in order to show the people how nicely he could bring the +smoke down his nostrils--his "Prince of Wales's feathers" he called the +great, curling puffs. As he dallied, a little aback from an open window, +he heard a voice which he knew mentioning the Gourlays. It was +Templandmuir who was speaking. + +"I see that Gourlay has lost his final appeal in that lawsuit of his," +said the Templar. + +"D'ye tell me that?" said a strange voice. Then--"Gosh, he must have +lost infernal!" + +"Atweel has he that," said Templandmuir. "The costs must have been +enormous, and then there's the damages. He would have been better to +settle't and be done wi't, but his pride made him fight it to the +hindmost! It has made touch the boddom of his purse, I'll wager ye. +Weel, weel, it'll help to subdue his pride a bit, and muckle was the +need o' that." + +Young Gourlay was seized with a sudden fear. The prosperity of the House +with the Green Shutters had been a fact of his existence; it had never +entered his boyish mind to question its continuance. But a weakening +doubt stole through his limbs. What would become of him if the Gourlays +were threatened with disaster? He had a terrifying vision of himself as +a lonely atomy, adrift on a tossing world, cut off from his anchorage. + +"Mother, are _we_ ever likely to be ill off?" he asked his mother that +evening. + +She ran her fingers through his hair, pushing it back from his brow +fondly. He was as tall as herself now. + +"No, no, dear; what makes ye think that? Your father has always had a +grand business, and I brought a hantle money to the house." + +"Hokey!" said the youth, "when Ah'm in the business Ah'll have the +times!" + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +Gourlay was hard up for money. Every day of his life taught him that he +was nowhere in the stress of modern competition. The grand days--only a +few years back, but seeming half a century away, so much had happened in +between--the grand days when he was the only big man in the locality, +and carried everything with a high hand, had disappeared for ever. Now +all was bustle, hurry, and confusion, the getting and sending of +telegrams, quick dispatches by railway, the watching of markets at a +distance, rapid combinations that bewildered Gourlay's duller mind. At +first he was too obstinate to try the newer methods; when he did, he was +too stupid to use them cleverly. When he plunged it was always at the +wrong time, for he plunged at random, not knowing what to do. He had +lost heavily of late both in grain and cheese, and the lawsuit with +Gibson had crippled him. It was well for him that property in Barbie had +increased in value; the House with the Green Shutters was to prove the +buttress of his fortune. Already he had borrowed considerably upon that +security; he was now dressing to go to Skeighan and get more. + +"Brodie, Gurney, and Yarrowby" of Glasgow were the lawyers who financed +him, and he had to sign some papers at Goudie's office ere he touched +the cash. + +He was meaning to drive, of course; Gourlay was proud of his gig, and +always kept a spanking roadster. "What a fine figure of a man!" you +thought, as you saw him coming swiftly towards you, seated high on his +driving cushion. That driving cushion was Gourlay's pedestal from which +he looked down on Barbie for many a day. + +A quick step, yet shambling, came along the lobby. There was a pause, as +of one gathering heart for a venture; then a clumsy knock on the door. + +"Come in," snapped Gourlay. + +Peter Riney's queer little old face edged timorously into the room. He +only opened the door the width of his face, and looked ready to bolt at +a word. + +"Tam's deid!" he blurted. + +Gourlay gashed himself frightfully with his razor, and a big red blob +stood out on his cheek. + +"Deid!" he stared. + +"Yes," stammered Peter. "He was right enough when Elshie gae him his +feed this morning; but when I went in enow to put the harness on, he was +lying deid in the loose-box. The batts--it's like." + +For a moment Gourlay stared with the open mouth of an angry surprise, +forgetting to take down his razor. + +"Aweel, Peter," he said at last, and Peter went away. + +The loss of his pony touched Gourlay to the quick. He had been stolid +and dour in his other misfortunes, had taken them as they came, calmly; +he was not the man to whine and cry out against the angry heavens. He +had neither the weakness nor the width of nature to indulge in the +luxury of self-pity. But the sudden death of his gallant roadster, his +proud pacer through the streets of Barbie, touched him with a sense of +quite personal loss and bereavement. Coming on the heels of his other +calamities it seemed to make them more poignant, more sinister, +prompting the question if misfortune would never have an end. + +"Damn it, I have enough to thole," Gourlay muttered; "surely there was +no need for this to happen." And when he looked in the mirror to fasten +his stock, and saw the dark, strong, clean-shaven face, he stared at it +for a moment, with a curious compassion for the man before him, as for +one who was being hardly used. The hard lips could never have framed the +words, but the vague feeling in his heart, as he looked at the dark +vision, was: "It's a pity of you, sir." + +He put on his coat rapidly, and went out to the stable. An instinct +prompted him to lock the door. + +He entered the loose-box. A shaft of golden light, aswarm with motes, +slanted in the quietness. Tam lay on the straw, his head far out, his +neck unnaturally long, his limbs sprawling, rigid. What a spanker Tam +had been! What gallant drives they had had together! When he first put +Tam between the shafts, five years ago, he had been driving his world +before him, plenty of cash and a big way of doing. Now Tam was dead, and +his master netted in a mesh of care. + +"I was always gude to the beasts, at any rate," Gourlay muttered, as if +pleading in his own defence. + +For a long time he stared down at the sprawling carcass, musing. "Tam +the powney," he said twice, nodding his head each time he said it; "Tam +the powney," and he turned away. + +How was he to get to Skeighan? He plunged at his watch. The ten o'clock +train had already gone, the express did not stop at Barbie; if he waited +till one o'clock he would be late for his appointment. There was a +brake, true, which ran to Skeighan every Tuesday. It was a downcome, +though, for a man who had been proud of driving behind his own +horseflesh to pack in among a crowd of the Barbie sprats. And if he went +by the brake, he would be sure to rub shoulders with his stinging and +detested foes. It was a fine day; like enough the whole jing-bang of +them would be going with the brake to Skeighan. Gourlay, who shrank from +nothing, shrank from the winks that would be sure to pass when they saw +him, the haughty, the aloof, forced to creep among them cheek for jowl. +Then his angry pride rushed towering to his aid. Was John Gourlay to +turn tail for a wheen o' the Barbie dirt? Damn the fear o't! It was a +public conveyance; he had the same right to use it as the rest o' folk! + +The place of departure for the brake was the "Black Bull," at the Cross, +nearly opposite to Wilson's. There were winks and stares and +elbow-nudgings when the folk hanging round saw Gourlay coming forward; +but he paid no heed. Gourlay, in spite of his mad violence when roused, +was a man at all other times of a grave and orderly demeanour. He never +splurged. Even his bluster was not bluster, for he never threatened the +thing which he had not it in him to do. He walked quietly into the empty +brake, and took his seat in the right-hand corner at the top, close +below the driver. + +As he had expected, the Barbie bodies had mustered in strength for +Skeighan. In a country brake it is the privilege of the important men to +mount beside the driver, in order to take the air and show themselves +off to an admiring world. On the dickey were ex-Provost Connal and Sandy +Toddle, and between them the Deacon, tightly wedged. The Deacon was so +thin (the bodie) that, though he was wedged closely, he could turn and +address himself to Tam Brodie, who was seated next the door. + +The fun began when the horses were crawling up the first brae. + +The Deacon turned with a wink to Brodie, and dropping a glance on the +crown of Gourlay's hat, "Tummuth," he lisped, "what a dirty place that +ith!" pointing to a hovel by the wayside. + +Brodie took the cue at once. His big face flushed with a malicious grin. +"Ay," he bellowed; "the owner o' that maun be married to a dirty wife, +I'm thinking!" + +"It must be terrible," said the Deacon, "to be married to a dirty +trollop." + +"Terrible," laughed Brodie; "it's enough to give ainy man a gurly +temper." + +They had Gourlay on the hip at last. More than arrogance had kept him +off from the bodies of the town; a consciousness also that he was not +their match in malicious innuendo. The direct attack he could meet +superbly, downing his opponent with a coarse birr of the tongue; to the +veiled gibe he was a quivering hulk, to be prodded at your ease. And now +the malignants were around him (while he could not get away)--talking +_to_ each other, indeed, but _at_ him, while he must keep quiet in their +midst. + +At every brae they came to (and there were many braes) the bodies played +their malicious game, shouting remarks along the brake, to each other's +ears, to his comprehension. + +The new house of Templandmuir was seen above the trees. + +"What a splendid house Templandmuir has built!" cried the ex-Provost. + +"Splendid!" echoed Brodie. "But a laird like the Templar has a right to +a fine mansion such as that! He's no' like some merchants we ken o' who +throw away money on a house for no other end but vanity. Many a man +builds a grand house for a show-off, when he has verra little to support +it. But the Templar's different. He has made a mint of money since he +took the quarry in his own hand." + +"He's verra thick wi' Wilson, I notice," piped the Deacon, turning with +a grin and a gleaming droop of the eye on the head of his tormented +enemy. The Deacon's face was alive and quick with the excitement of the +game, his face flushed with an eager grin, his eyes glittering. Decent +folk in the brake behind felt compunctious visitings when they saw him +turn with the flushed grin and the gleaming squint on the head of his +enduring victim. "Now for another stab!" they thought. + +"You may well say that," shouted Brodie. "Wilson has procured the whole +of the Templar's carterage. Oh, Wilson has become a power! Yon new +houses of his must be bringing in a braw penny.--I'm thinking, Mr. +Connal, that Wilson ought to be the Provost!" + +"Strange!" cried the former Head of the Town, "that _you_ should have +been thinking that! I've just been in the same mind o't. Wilson's by far +and away the most progressive man we have. What a business he has built +in two or three years!" + +"He has that!" shouted Brodie. "He goes up the brae as fast as some +other folk are going down't. And yet they tell me he got a verra poor +welcome from some of us the first morning he appeared in Barbie!" + +Gourlay gave no sign. Others would have shown, by the moist glisten of +self-pity in the eye, or the scowl of wrath, how much they were moved; +but Gourlay stared calmly before him, his chin resting on the head of +his staff, resolute, immobile, like a stone head at gaze in the desert. +Only the larger fullness of his fine nostril betrayed the hell of wrath +seething within him. And when they alighted in Skeighan an observant boy +said to his mother, "I saw the marks of his chirted teeth through his +jaw." + +But they were still far from Skeighan, and Gourlay had much to thole. + +"Did ye hear," shouted Brodie, "that Wilson is sending his son to the +College at Embro in October?" + +"D'ye tell me that?" said the Provost. "What a successful lad that has +been! He's a credit to moar than Wilson; he's a credit to the whole +town." + +"Ay," yelled Brodie; "the money wasna wasted on _him_! It must be a +terrible thing when a man has a splurging ass for his son, that never +got a prize!" + +The Provost began to get nervous. Brodie was going too far. It was all +very well for Brodie, who was at the far end of the wagonette and out of +danger; but if he provoked an outbreak, Gourlay would think nothing of +tearing Provost and Deacon from their perch and tossing them across the +hedge. + +"What does Wilson mean to make of his son?" he inquired--a civil enough +question surely. + +"Oh, a minister. That'll mean six or seven years at the University." + +"Indeed!" said the Provost. "That'll cost an enormous siller!" + +"Oh," yelled Brodie, "but Wilson can afford it! It's not everybody can! +It's all verra well to send your son to Skeighan High School, but when +it comes to sending him to College, it's time to think twice of what +you're doing--especially if you've little money left to come and go on." + +"Yeth," lisped the Deacon; "if a man canna afford to College his son, he +had better put him in hith business--if he hath ainy business left to +thpeak o', that ith!" + +The brake swung on through merry cornfields where reapers were at work, +past happy brooks flashing to the sun, through the solemn hush of +ancient and mysterious woods, beneath the great white-moving clouds and +blue spaces of the sky. And amid the suave enveloping greatness of the +world the human pismires stung each other and were cruel, and full of +hate and malice and a petty rage. + +"Oh, damn it, enough of this!" said the baker at last. + +"Enough of what?" blustered Brodie. + +"Of you and your gibes," said the baker, with a wry mouth of disgust. +"Damn it, man, leave folk alane!" + +Gourlay turned to him quietly. "Thank you, baker," he said slowly. "But +don't interfere on my behalf! John Gourla"--he dwelt on his name in +ringing pride--"John Gourla can fight for his own hand--if so there need +to be. And pay no heed to the thing before ye. The mair ye tramp on a +dirt it spreads the wider!" + +"Who was referring to _you_?" bellowed Brodie. + +Gourlay looked over at him in the far corner of the brake, with the +wide-open glower that made people blink. Brodie blinked rapidly, trying +to stare fiercely the while. + +"Maybe ye werena referring to me," said Gourlay slowly. "But if _I_ had +been in your end o' the brake _ye_ would have been in hell or this!" + +He had said enough. There was silence in the brake till it reached +Skeighan. But the evil was done. Enough had been said to influence +Gourlay to the most disastrous resolution of his life. + +"Get yourself ready for the College in October," he ordered his son that +evening. + +"The College!" cried John aghast. + +"Yes! Is there ainything in that to gape at?" snapped his father, in +sudden irritation at the boy's amaze. + +"But I don't want to gang!" John whimpered as before. + +"Want! what does it matter what _you_ want? You should be damned glad of +the chance! I mean to make ye a minister; they have plenty of money and +little to do--a grand, easy life o't. MacCandlish tells me you're a +stupid ass, but have some little gift of words. You have every +qualification!" + +"It's against _my_ will," John bawled angrily. + +"_Your_ will!" sneered his father. + +To John the command was not only tyrannical, but treacherous. There had +been nothing to warn him of a coming change, for Gourlay was too +contemptuous of his wife and children to inform them how his business +stood. John had been brought up to go into the business, and now, at the +last moment, he was undeceived, and ordered off to a new life, from +which every instinct of his being shrank afraid. He was cursed with an +imagination in excess of his brains, and in the haze of the future he +saw two pictures with uncanny vividness--himself in bleak lodgings +raising his head from Virgil, to wonder what they were doing at home +to-night; and, contrasted with that loneliness, the others, his cronies, +laughing along the country roads beneath the glimmer of the stars. They +would be having the fine ploys while he was mewed up in Edinburgh. Must +he leave loved Barbie and the House with the Green Shutters? must he +still drudge at books which he loathed? must he venture on a new life +where everything terrified his mind? + +"It's a shame!" he cried. "And I refuse to go. I don't want to leave +Barbie! I'm feared of Edinburgh," and there he stopped in conscious +impotence of speech. How could he explain his forebodings to a rock of a +man like his father? + +"No more o't!" roared Gourlay, flinging out his hand--"not another word! +You go to College in October!" + +"Ay, man, Johnny," said his mother, "think o' the future that's before +ye!" + +"Ay," howled the youth in silly anger, "it's like to be a braw future!" + +"It's the best future you can have!" growled his father. + +For while rivalry, born of hate, was the propelling influence in +Gourlay's mind, other reasons whispered that the course suggested by +hate was a good one on its merits. His judgment, such as it was, +supported the impulse of his blood. It told him that the old business +would be a poor heritage for his son, and that it would be well to look +for another opening. The boy gave no sign of aggressive smartness to +warrant a belief that he would ever pull the thing together. Better make +him a minister. Surely there was enough money left about the house for +tha-at! It was the best that could befall him. + +Mrs. Gourlay, for her part, though sorry to lose her son, was so pleased +at the thought of sending him to college, and making him a minister, +that she ran on in foolish maternal gabble to the wife of Drucken +Webster. Mrs. Webster informed the gossips, and they discussed the +matter at the Cross. + +"Dod," said Sandy Toddle, "Gourlay's better off than I supposed!" + +"Huts!" said Brodie, "it's just a wheen bluff to blind folk!" + +"It would fit him better," said the Doctor, "if he spent some money on +his daughter. She ought to pass the winter in a warmer locality than +Barbie. The lassie has a poor chest! I told Gourlay, but he only gave a +grunt. And 'oh,' said Mrs. Gourlay, 'it would be a daft-like thing to +send _her_ away, when John maun be weel provided for the College.' D'ye +know, I'm beginning to think there's something seriously wrong with yon +woman's health! She seemed anxious to consult me on her own account, but +when I offered to sound her she wouldn't hear of it. 'Na,' she cried, +'I'll keep it to mysell!' and put her arm across her breast as if to +keep me off. I do think she's hiding some complaint! Only a woman whose +mind was weak with disease could have been so callous as yon about her +lassie." + +"Oh, her mind's weak enough," said Sandy Toddle. "It was always that! +But it's only because Gourlay has tyraneezed her verra soul. I'm +surprised, however, that _he_ should be careless of the girl. He was aye +said to be browdened upon _her_." + +"Men-folk are often like that about lassie-weans," said Johnny Coe. +"They like well enough to pet them when they're wee, but when once +they're big they never look the road they're on! They're a' very fine +when they're pets, but they're no sae fine when they're pretty misses. +And, to tell the truth, Janet Gourlay's ainything but pretty!" + +Old Bleach-the-boys, the bitter dominie (who rarely left the studies in +political economy which he found a solace for his thwarted powers), +happened to be at the Cross that evening. A brooding and taciturn man, +he said nothing till others had their say. Then he shook his head. + +"They're making a great mistake," he said gravely, "they're making a +great mistake! Yon boy's the last youngster on earth who should go to +College." + +"Ay, man, dominie, he's an infernal ass, is he noat?" they cried, and +pressed for his judgment. + +At last, partly in real pedantry, partly with humorous intent to puzzle +them, he delivered his astounding mind. + +"The fault of young Gourlay," quoth he, "is a sensory perceptiveness in +gross excess of his intellectuality." + +They blinked and tried to understand. + +"Ay, man, dominie!" said Sandy Toddle. "That means he's an infernal +cuddy, dominie! Does it na, dominie?" + +But Bleach-the-boys had said enough. "Ay," he said dryly, "there's a +wheen gey cuddies in Barbie!" and he went back to his stuffy little room +to study "The Wealth of Nations." + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +The scion of the house of Gourlay was a most untravelled sprig when his +father packed him off to the University. Of the world beyond Skeighan he +had no idea. Repression of his children's wishes to see something of the +world was a feature of Gourlay's tyranny, less for the sake of the money +which a trip might cost (though that counted for something in his +refusal) than for the sake of asserting his authority. "Wants to gang to +Fechars, indeed! Let him bide at home," he would growl; and at home the +youngster had to bide. This had been the more irksome to John since most +of his companions in the town were beginning to peer out, with their +mammies and daddies to encourage them. To give their cubs a "cast o' the +world" was a rule with the potentates of Barbie; once or twice a year +young Hopeful was allowed to accompany his sire to Fechars or Poltandie, +or--oh, rare joy!--to the city on the Clyde. To go farther, and get the +length of Edinburgh, was dangerous, because you came back with a halo of +glory round your head which banded your fellows together in a common +attack on your pretensions. It was his lack of pretension to travel, +however, that banded them against young Gourlay. "Gunk" and "chaw" are +the Scots for a bitter and envious disappointment which shows itself in +face and eyes. Young Gourlay could never conceal that envious look when +he heard of a glory which he did not share; and the youngsters noted his +weakness with the unerring precision of the urchin to mark simple +difference of character. Now the boy presses fiendishly on an intimate +discovery in the nature of his friends, both because it gives him a new +and delightful feeling of power over them, and also because he has not +learned charity from a sense of his deficiencies, the brave ruffian +having none. He is always coming back to probe the raw place, and Barbie +boys were always coming back to "do a gunk" and "play a chaw" on young +Gourlay by boasting their knowledge of the world, winking at each other +the while to observe his grinning anger. They were large on the wonders +they had seen and the places they had been to, while he grew small (and +they saw it) in envy of their superiority. Even Swipey Broon had a crow +at him. For Swipey had journeyed in the company of his father to far-off +Fechars, yea even to the groset-fair, and came back with an epic tale of +his adventures. He had been in fifteen taverns, and one hotel (a +temperance hotel, where old Brown bashed the proprietor for refusing to +supply him gin); one Pepper's Ghost; one Wild Beasts' Show; one +Exhibition of the Fattest Woman on the Earth; also in the precincts of +one jail, where Mr. Patrick Brown was cruelly incarcerate for wiping the +floor with the cold refuser of the gin. "Criffens! Fechars!" said Swipey +for a twelvemonth after, stunned by the mere recollection of that home +of the glories of the earth. And then he would begin to expatiate for +the benefit of young Gourlay--for Swipey, though his name was the base +Teutonic Brown, had a Celtic contempt for brute facts that cripple the +imperial mind. So well did he expatiate that young Gourlay would slink +home to his mother and say, "Yah, even Swipey Broon has been to Fechars, +though my faither 'ull no allow _me_!" "Never mind, dear," she would +soothe him; "when once you're in the business, you'll gang a'where. And +nut wan o' them has sic a business to gang intill!" + +But though he longed to go here and there for a day, that he might be +able to boast of it at home, young Gourlay felt that leaving Barbie for +good would be a cutting of his heart-strings. Each feature of it, town +and landward, was a crony of old years. In a land like Barbie, of quick +hill and dale, of tumbled wood and fell, each facet of nature has an +individuality so separate and so strong that if you live with it a +little it becomes your friend, and a memory so dear that you kiss the +thought of it in absence. The fields are not similar as pancakes; they +have their difference; each leaps to the eye with a remembered and +peculiar charm. That is why the heart of the Scot dies in flat southern +lands; he lives in a vacancy; at dawn there is no Ben Agray to nod +recognition through the mists. And that is why, when he gets north of +Carlisle, he shouts with glee as each remembered object sweeps on the +sight: yonder's the Nith with a fisherman hip-deep jigging at his rod, +and yonder's Corsoncon with the mist on his brow. It is less the +totality of the place than the individual feature that pulls at the +heart, and it was the individual feature that pulled at young Gourlay. +With intellect little or none, he had a vast, sensational experience, +and each aspect of Barbie was working in his blood and brain. Was there +ever a Cross like Barbie Cross? Was there ever a burn like the Lintie? +It was blithe and heartsome to go birling to Skeighan in the train; it +was grand to jouk round Barbie on the nichts at e'en! Even people whom +he did not know he could locate with warm sure feelings of superiority. +If a poor workman slouched past him on the road, he set him down in his +heart as one of that rotten crowd from the Weaver's Vennel or the +Tinker's Wynd. Barbie was in subjection to the mind of the son of the +important man. To dash about Barbie in a gig, with a big dog walloping +behind, his coat-collar high about his ears, and the reek of a +meerschaum pipe floating white and blue many yards behind him, jovial +and sordid nonsense about home--that had been his ideal. His father, he +thought angrily, had encouraged the ideal, and now he forbade it, like +the brute he was. From the earth in which he was rooted so deeply his +father tore him, to fling him on a world he had forbidden him to know. +His heart presaged disaster. + +Old Gourlay would have scorned the sentimentality of seeing him off from +the station, and Mrs. Gourlay was too feckless to propose it for +herself. Janet had offered to convoy him, but when the afternoon came +she was down with a racking cold. He was alone as he strolled on the +platform--a youth well-groomed and well-supplied, but for once in his +life not a swaggerer, though the chance to swagger was unique. He was +pointed out as "Young Gourlay off to the College." But he had no +pleasure in the role, for his heart was in his boots. + +He took the slow train to Skeighan, where he boarded the express. Few +sensational experiences were unknown to his too-impressionable mind, and +he knew the animation of railway travelling. Coming back from Skeighan +in an empty compartment on nights of the past, he had sometimes shouted +and stamped and banged the cushions till the dust flew, in mere joy of +his rush through the air; the constant rattle, the quick-repeated noise, +getting at his nerves, as they get at the nerves of savages and +Englishmen on Bank Holidays. But any animation of the kind which he felt +to-day was soon expelled by the slow uneasiness welling through his +blood. He had no eager delight in the unknown country rushing past; it +inspired him with fear. He thought with a feeble smile of what Mysie +Monk said when they took her at the age of sixty (for the first time in +her life) to the top of Milmannoch Hill. "Eh," said Mysie, looking round +her in amaze--"eh, sirs, it's a lairge place the world when you see it +all!" Gourlay smiled because he had the same thought, but feebly, +because he was cowering at the bigness of the world. Folded nooks in +the hills swept past, enclosing their lonely farms; then the open +straths, where autumnal waters gave a pale gleam to the sky. Sodden +moors stretched away in vast patient loneliness. Then a gray smear of +rain blotted the world, penning him in with his dejection. He seemed to +be rushing through unseen space, with no companion but his own +foreboding. "Where are you going to?" asked his mind, and the wheels of +the train repeated the question all the way to Edinburgh, jerking it out +in two short lines and a long one: "Where are you going to? Where are +you going to? Ha, ha, Mr. Gourlay, where are you going to?" + +It was the same sensitiveness to physical impression which won him to +Barbie that repelled him from the outer world. The scenes round Barbie, +so vividly impressed, were his friends, because he had known them from +his birth; he was a somebody in their midst and had mastered their +familiarity; they were the ministers of his mind. Those other scenes +were his foes, because, realizing them morbidly in relation to himself, +he was cowed by their big indifference to him, and felt puny, a nobody +before them. And he could not pass them like more manly and more callous +minds; they came burdening in on him whether he would or no. Neither +could he get above them. Except when lording it at Barbie, he had never +a quick reaction of the mind on what he saw; it possessed him, not he +it. + +About twilight, when the rain had ceased, his train was brought up with +a jerk between the stations. While the rattle and bang continued it +seemed not unnatural to young Gourlay (though depressing) to be whirling +through the darkening land; it went past like a panorama in a dream. But +in the dead pause following the noise he thought it "queer" to be +sitting here in the intense quietude and looking at a strange and +unfamiliar scene--planted in its midst by a miracle of speed, and +gazing at it closely through a window! Two ploughmen from the farmhouse +near the line were unyoking at the end of the croft; he could hear the +muddy noise ("splorroch" is the Scotch of it) made by the big hoofs on +the squashy head-rig. "Bauldy" was the name of the shorter ploughman, so +yelled to by his mate; and two of the horses were "Prince and Rab"--just +like a pair in Loranogie's stable. In the curtainless window of the +farmhouse shone a leaping flame--not the steady glow of a lamp, but the +tossing brightness of a fire--and thought he to himself, "They're +getting the porridge for the men!" He had a vision of the woman stirring +in the meal, and of the homely interior in the dancing firelight. He +wondered who the folk were, and would have liked to know them. Yes, it +was "queer," he thought, that he who left Barbie only a few hours ago +should be in intimate momentary touch with a place and people he had +never seen before. The train seemed arrested by a spell that he might +get his vivid impression. + +When ensconced in his room that evening he had a brighter outlook on the +world. With the curtains drawn, and the lights burning, its shabbiness +was unrevealed. After the whirling strangeness of the day he was glad to +be in a place that was his own; here at least was a corner of earth of +which he was master; it reassured him. The firelight dancing on the tea +things was pleasant and homely, and the enclosing cosiness shut out the +black roaring world that threatened to engulf his personality. His +spirits rose, ever ready to jump at a trifle. + +The morrow, however, was the first of his lugubrious time. + +If he had been an able man he might have found a place in his classes to +console him. Many youngsters are conscious of a vast depression when +entering the portals of a university; they feel themselves inadequate to +cope with the wisdom of the ages garnered in the solid walls. They envy +alike the smiling sureness of the genial charlatan (to whom professors +are a set of fools), and the easy mastery of the man of brains. They +have a cowering sense of their own inefficiency. But the feeling of +uneasiness presently disappears. The first shivering dip is soon +forgotten by the hearty breaster of the waves. But ere you breast the +waves you must swim; and to swim through the sea of learning was more +than heavy-headed Gourlay could accomplish. His mind, finding no solace +in work, was left to prey upon itself. + +If he had been the ass total and complete he might have loafed in the +comfortable haze which surrounds the average intelligence, and cushions +it against the world. But in Gourlay was a rawness of nerve, a +sensitiveness to physical impression, which kept him fretting and +stewing, and never allowed him to lapse on a sluggish indifference. + +Though he could not understand things, he could not escape them; they +thrust themselves forward on his notice. We hear of poor genius cursed +with perceptions which it can't express; poor Gourlay was cursed with +impressions which he couldn't intellectualize. With little power of +thought, he had a vast power of observation; and as everything he +observed in Edinburgh was offensive and depressing, he was constantly +depressed--the more because he could not understand. At Barbie his life, +though equally void of mental interest, was solaced by surroundings +which he loved. In Edinburgh his surroundings were appalling to his +timid mind. There was a greengrocer's shop at the corner of the street +in which he lodged, and he never passed it without being conscious of +its trodden and decaying leaves. They were enough to make his morning +foul. The middle-aged woman, who had to handle carrots with her frozen +fingers, was less wretched than he who saw her, and thought of her after +he went by. A thousand such impressions came boring in upon his mind and +made him squirm. He could not toss them aside like the callous and +manly; he could not see them in their due relation, and think them +unimportant, like the able; they were always recurring and suggesting +woe. If he fled to his room, he was followed by his morbid sense of an +unpleasant world. He conceived a rankling hatred of the four walls +wherein he had to live. Heavy Biblical pictures, in frames of gleaming +black like the splinters of a hearse, were hung against a dark ground. +Every time Gourlay raised his head he scowled at them with eyes of +gloom. It was curious that, hating his room, he was loath to go to bed. +He got a habit of sitting till three in the morning, staring at the dead +fire in sullen apathy. + +He was sitting at nine o'clock one evening, wondering if there was no +means of escape from the wretched life he had to lead, when he received +a letter from Jock Allan, asking him to come and dine. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +That dinner was a turning-point in young Gourlay's career. It is lucky +that a letter describing it has fallen into the hands of the patient +chronicler. It was sent by young Jimmy Wilson to his mother. As it gives +an idea--which is slightly mistaken--of Jock Allan, and an idea--which +is very unmistakable--of young Wilson, it is here presented in the place +of pride. It were a pity not to give a human document of this kind all +the honour in one's power. + +"Dear mother," said the wee sma' Scoatchman--so the hearty Allan dubbed +him--"dear mother, I just write to inform you that I've been out to a +grand dinner at Jock Allan's. He met me on Princes Street, and made a +great how-d'ye-do. 'Come out on Thursday night, and dine with me,' says +he, in his big way. So here I went out to see him. I can tell you he's a +warmer! I never saw a man eat so much in all my born days--but I suppose +he would be having more on his table than usual to show off a bit, +knowing us Barbie boys would be writing home about it all. And drink! +D'ye know, he began with a whole half tumbler of whisky, and how many +more he had I really should _not_ like to say! And he must be used to +it, too, for it seemed to have no effect on him whatever. And then he +smoked and smoked--two great big cigars after we had finished eating, +and then 'Damn it,' says he--he's an awful man to swear--'damn it,' he +says, 'there's no satisfaction in cigars; I must have a pipe,' and he +actually smoked _four_ pipes before I came away! I noticed the cigars +were called 'Estorellas--Best Quality,' and when I was in last Saturday +night getting an ounce of shag at the wee shoppie round the corner, I +asked the price of 'these Estorellas.' 'Ninepence a piece!' said the +bodie. Just imagine Jock Allan smoking eighteen-pence, and not being +satisfied! He's up in the world since he used to shaw turnips at +Loranogie for sixpence a day! But he'll come down as quick if he keeps +on at yon rate. He made a great phrase with me; but though it keeps down +one's weekly bill to get a meal like yon--I declare I wasn't hungry for +two days--for all that I'll go very little about him. He'll be the kind +that borrows money very fast--one of those harum-scarum ones!" + +Criticism like that is a boomerang that comes back to hit the emitting +skull with a hint of its kindred woodenness. It reveals the writer more +than the written of. Allan was a bigger man than you would gather from +Wilson's account of his Gargantuan revelry. He had a genius for +mathematics--a gift which crops up, like music, in the most unexpected +corners--and from plough-boy and herd he had become an actuary in Auld +Reekie. Wilson had no need to be afraid, the meagre fool, for his host +could have bought him and sold him. + +Allan had been in love with young Gourlay's mother when she herself was +a gay young fliskie at Tenshillingland, but his little romance was soon +ended when Gourlay came and whisked her away. But she remained the one +romance of his life. Now in his gross and jovial middle age he idealized +her in memory (a sentimentalist, of course--he was Scotch); he never saw +her in her scraggy misery to be disillusioned; to him she was still the +wee bit lairdie's dochter, a vision that had dawned on his wretched +boyhood, a pleasant and pathetic memory. And for that reason he had a +curious kindness to her boy. That was why he introduced him to his boon +companions. He thought he was doing him a good turn. + +It was true that Allan made a phrase with a withered wisp of humanity +like young Wilson. Not that he failed to see through him, for he +christened him "a dried washing-clout." But Allan, like most +great-hearted Scots far from their native place, saw it through a veil +of sentiment; harsher features that would have been ever-present to his +mind if he had never left it disappeared from view, and left only the +finer qualities bright within his memory. And idealizing the place he +idealized its sons. To him they had a value not their own, just because +they knew the brig and the burn and the brae, and had sat upon the +school benches. He would have welcomed a dog from Barbie. It was from a +like generous emotion that he greeted the bodies so warmly on his visits +home--he thought they were as pleased to see him as he was to see them. +But they imputed false motives to his hearty greetings. Even as they +shook his hand the mean ones would think to themselves: "What does he +mean by this now? What's he up till? No doubt he'll be wanting something +off me!" They could not understand the gusto with which the returned +exile cried, "Ay, man, Jock Tamson, and how are ye?" They thought such +warmth must have a sinister intention.--A Scot revisiting his native +place ought to walk very quietly. For the parish is sizing him up. + +There were two things to be said against Allan, and two only--unless, of +course, you consider drink an objection. Wit with him was less the +moment's glittering flash than the anecdotal bang; it was a fine old +crusted blend which he stored in the cellars of his mind to bring forth +on suitable occasions, as cob-webby as his wine. And it tickled his +vanity to have a crowd of admiring youngsters round him to whom he might +retail his anecdotes, and play the brilliant _raconteur_. He had cronies +of his own years, and he was lordly and jovial amongst them--yet he +wanted another _entourage_. He was one of those middle-aged bachelors +who like a train of youngsters behind them, whom they favour in return +for homage. The wealthy man who had been a peasant lad delighted to act +the jovial host to sons of petty magnates from his home. Batch after +batch as they came up to College were drawn around him--partly because +their homage pleased him, and partly because he loved anything whatever +that came out of Barbie. There was no harm in Allan--though when his +face was in repose you saw the look in his eye at times of a man +defrauding his soul. A robustious young fellow of sense and brains would +have found in this lover of books and a bottle not a bad comrade. But he +was the worst of cronies for a weak swaggerer like Gourlay. For Gourlay, +admiring the older man's jovial power, was led on to imitate his faults, +to think them virtues and a credit; and he lacked the clear, cool head +that kept Allan's faults from flying away with him. + +At dinner that night there were several braw, braw lads of Barbie Water. +There were Tarmillan the doctor (a son of Irrendavie), Logan the +cashier, Tozer the Englishman, old Partan--a guileless and inquiring +mind--and half a dozen students raw from the west. The students were of +the kind that goes up to College with the hayseed sticking in its hair. +Two are in a Colonial Cabinet now, two are in the poorhouse. So they go. + +Tarmillan was the last to arrive. He came in sucking his thumb, into +which he had driven a splinter while conducting an experiment. + +"I've a morbid horror of lockjaw," he explained. "I never get a jag from +a pin but I see myself in the shape of a hoop, semicircular, with my +head on one end of a table, my heels on the other, and a doctor standing +on my navel trying to reduce the curvature." + +"Gosh!" said Partan, who was a literal fool, "is that the treatment they +purshoo?" + +"That's the treatment!" said Tarmillan, sizing up his man. "Oh, it's a +queer thing lockjaw! I remember when I was gold-mining in Tibet, one of +our carriers who died of lockjaw had such a circumbendibus in his body +that we froze him and made him the hoop of a bucket to carry our water +in. You see he was a thin bit man, and iron was scarce." + +"Ay, man!" cried Partan, "you've been in Tibet?" + +"Often," waved Tarmillan, "often! I used to go there every summer." + +Partan, who liked to extend his geographical knowledge, would have +talked of Tibet for the rest of the evening--and Tarmie would have told +him news--but Allan broke in. + +"How's the book, Tarmillan?" he inquired. + +Tarmillan was engaged on a treatise which those who are competent to +judge consider the best thing of its kind ever written. + +"Oh, don't ask me," he writhed. "Man, it's an irksome thing to write, +and to be asked about it makes you squirm. It's almost as offensive to +ask a man when his book will be out as to ask a woman when she'll be +delivered. I'm glad you invited me--to get away from the confounded +thing. It's become a blasted tyrant. A big work's a mistake; it's a +monster that devours the brain. I neglect my other work for that fellow +of mine; he bags everything I think. I never light on a new thing, but +'Hullo!' I cry, 'here's an idea for the book!' If you are engaged on a +big subject, all your thinking works into it or out of it." + +"M'yes," said Logan; "but that's a swashing way of putting it." + +"It's the danger of the aphorism," said Allan, "that it states too much +in trying to be small.--Tozer, what do you think?" + +"I never was engaged on a big subject," sniffed Tozer. + +"We're aware o' that!" said Tarmillan. + +Tozer went under, and Tarmillan had the table. Allan was proud of him. + +"Courage is the great thing," said he. "It often succeeds by the mere +show of it. It's the timid man that a dog bites. Run _at_ him and he +runs." + +He was speaking to himself rather than the table, admiring the courage +that had snubbed Tozer with a word. But his musing remark rang a bell in +young Gourlay. By Jove, he had thought that himself, so he had! He was a +hollow thing, he knew, but a buckram pretence prevented the world from +piercing to his hollowness. The son of his courageous sire (whom he +equally admired and feared) had learned to play the game of bluff. A +bold front was half the battle. He had worked out his little theory, and +it was with a shock of pleasure the timid youngster heard great Allan +give it forth. He burned to let him know that he had thought that too. + +To the youngsters, fat of face and fluffy of its circling down, the talk +was a banquet of the gods. For the first time in their lives they heard +ideas (such as they were) flung round them royally. They yearned to show +that they were thinkers too. And Gourlay was fired with the rest. + +"I heard a very good one the other day from old Bauldy Johnston," said +Allan, opening his usual wallet of stories when the dinner was in full +swing. At a certain stage of the evening "I heard a good one" was the +invariable keynote of his talk. If you displayed no wish to hear the +"good one," he was huffed. "Bauldy was up in Edinburgh," he went on, +"and I met him near the Scott Monument and took him to Lockhart's for a +dram. You remember what a friend he used to be of old Will Overton. I +wasn't aware, by-the-bye, that Will was dead till Bauldy told me. '_He +was a great fellow my friend Will_,' he rang out in yon deep voice of +his. '_The thumb-mark of his Maker was wet in the clay of him_.' Man, +it made a quiver go down my spine." + +"Oh, Bauldy has been a kenned phrase-maker for the last forty year," +said Tarmillan. "But every other Scots peasant has the gift. To hear +Englishmen talk, you would think Carlyle was unique for the word that +sends the picture home--they give the man the credit of his race. But +I've heard fifty things better than 'willowy man' in the stable a-hame +on a wat day in hairst--fifty things better--from men just sitting on +the corn-kists and chowing beans." + +"I know a better one than that," said Allan. Tarmillan had told no +story, you observe, but Allan was so accustomed to saying "I know a +better one than that," that it escaped him before he was aware. "I +remember when Bauldy went off to Paris on the spree. He kept his mouth +shut when he came back, for he was rather ashamed o' the outburst. But +the bodies were keen to hear. 'What's the incense like in Notre Dame?' +said Johnny Coe, with his een big. '_Burning stink!_' said Bauldy." + +"I can cap that with a better one still," said Tarmillan, who wasn't to +be done by any man. "I was with Bauldy when he quarrelled Tam Gibb of +Hoochan-doe. Hoochan-doe's a yelling ass, and he threatened Bauldy--oh, +he would do this, and he would do that, and he would do the other thing. +'_Damn ye, would ye threaten me?_' cried Bauldy. '_I'll gar your brains +jaup red to the heavens!_' And I 'clare to God, sirs, a nervous man +looked up to see if the clouds werena spattered with the gore!" + +Tozer cleared a sarcastic windpipe. + +"Why do you clear your throat like that?" said Tarmillan--"like a craw +with the croup, on a bare branch against a gray sky in November! If I +had a throat like yours, I'd cut it and be done wi't." + +"I wonder what's the cause of that extraordinary vividness in the +speech of the Scotch peasantry?" said Allan--more to keep the blades +from bickering than from any wish to know. + +"It comes from a power of seeing things vividly inside your mind," said +a voice, timorous and wheezy, away down the table. + +What cockerel was this crowing? + +They turned, and beheld the blushing Gourlay. + +But Tarmillan and Tozer were at it again, and he was snubbed. Jimmy +Wilson sniggered, and the other youngsters enjoyed his discomfiture. +Huh! What right has _he_ to set up his pipe? + +His shirt stuck to his back. He would have liked the ground to open and +swallow him. + +He gulped a huge swill of whisky to cover his vexation; and oh, the +mighty difference! A sudden courage flooded his veins. He turned with a +scowl on Wilson, and, "What the devil are _you_ sniggering at?" he +growled. Logan, the only senior who marked the byplay, thought him a +hardy young spunkie. + +The moment the whisky had warmed the cockles of his heart Gourlay ceased +to care a rap for the sniggerers. Drink deadened his nervous perception +of the critics on his right and left, and set him free to follow his +idea undisturbed. It was an idea he had long cherished--being one of the +few that ever occurred to him. He rarely made phrases himself--though, +curiously enough, his father often did without knowing it--the harsh +grind of his character producing a flash. But Gourlay was aware of his +uncanny gift of visualization--or of "seeing things in the inside of his +head," as he called it--and vanity prompted the inference, that this was +the faculty that sprang the metaphor. His theory was now clear and +eloquent before him. He was realizing for the first time in his life +(with a sudden joy in the discovery) the effect of whisky to unloose the +brain; sentences went hurling through his brain with a fluency that +thrilled. If he had the ear of the company, now he had the drink to +hearten him, he would show Wilson and the rest that he wasn't such a +blasted fool! In a room by himself he would have spouted to the empty +air. + +Some such point he had reached in the hurrying jumble of his thoughts +when Allan addressed him. + +Allan did not mean his guest to be snubbed. He was a gentleman at heart, +not a cad like Tozer; and this boy was the son of a girl whose laugh he +remembered in the gloamings at Tenshillingland. + +"I beg your pardon, John," he said in heavy benevolence--he had reached +that stage--"I beg your pardon. I'm afraid you was interrupted." + +Gourlay felt his heart a lump in his throat, but he rushed into speech. + +"Metaphor comes from the power of seeing things in the inside of your +head," said the unconscious disciple of Aristotle--"seeing them so vivid +that you see the likeness between them. When Bauldy Johnston said 'the +thumb-mark of his Maker was wet in the clay of him,' he _saw_ the print +of a thumb in wet clay, and he _saw_ the Almighty making a man out of +mud, the way He used to do in the Garden of Eden lang syne. So Bauldy +flashed the two ideas together, and the metaphor sprang! A man'll never +make phrases unless he can see things in the middle of his brain. _I_ +can see things in the middle of my brain," he went on cockily--"anything +I want to! I don't need to shut my eyes either. They just come up before +me." + +"Man, you're young to have noticed these things, John," said Jock Allan. +"I never reasoned it out before, but I'm sure you're in the right o't." + +He spoke more warmly than he felt, because Gourlay had flushed and +panted and stammered (in spite of inspiring bold John Barleycorn) while +airing his little theory, and Allan wanted to cover him. But Gourlay +took it as a tribute to his towering mind. Oh, but he was the proud +mannikin. "Pass the watter!" he said to Jimmy Wilson, and Jimmy passed +it meekly. + +Logan took a fancy to Gourlay on the spot. He was a slow, sly, cosy man, +with a sideward laugh in his eye, a humid gleam. And because his blood +was so genial and so slow, he liked to make up to brisk young fellows, +whose wilder outbursts might amuse him. They quickened his sluggish +blood. No bad fellow, and good-natured in his heavy way, he was what the +Scotch call a "slug for the drink." A "slug for the drink" is a man who +soaks and never succumbs. Logan was the more dangerous a crony on that +account. Remaining sober while others grew drunk, he was always ready +for another dram, always ready with an oily chuckle for the sploring +nonsense of his satellites. He would see them home in the small hours, +taking no mean advantage over them, never scorning them because they +"couldn't carry it," only laughing at their daft vagaries. And next day +he would gurgle, "So-and-so was screwed last night, and, man, if you had +heard his talk!" Logan had enjoyed it. He hated to drink by himself, and +liked a splurging youngster with whom to go the rounds. + +He was attracted to Gourlay by the manly way he tossed his drink, and by +the false fire it put into him. But he made no immediate advance. He sat +smiling in creeshy benevolence, beaming on Gourlay but saying nothing. +When the party was ended, however, he made up to him going through the +door. + +"I'm glad to have met you, Mr. Gourlay," said he. "Won't you come round +to the Howff for a while?" + +"The Howff?" said Gourlay. + +"Yes," said Logan; "haven't ye heard o't? It's a snug bit house where +some of the West Country billies forgather for a nicht at e'en. Oh, +nothing to speak of, ye know--just a dram and a joke to pass the time +now and then!" + +"Aha!" laughed Gourlay, "there's worse than a drink, by Jove. It puts +smeddum in your blood!" + +Logan nipped the guard of his arm in heavy playfulness and led him to +the Howff. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +Young Gourlay had found a means of escaping from his foolish mind. By +the beginning of his second session he was as able a toper as a publican +could wish. The somewhat sordid joviality of Allan's ring, their +wit-combats that were somewhat crude, appeared to him the very acme of +social intercourse. To emulate Logan and Allan was his aim. But drink +appealed to him in many ways besides. Now when his too apprehensive +nerves were frightened by bugbears in his lonely room he could be off to +the Howff and escape them. And drink inspired him with false courage to +sustain his pose as a hardy rollicker. He had acquired a kind of +prestige since the night of Allan's party, and two of the fellows whom +he met there--Armstrong and Gillespie--became his friends at College and +the Howff. He swaggered before them as he had swaggered at school both +in Barbie and Skeighan, and now there was no Swipey Broon to cut him +over the coxcomb. Armstrong and Gillespie--though they saw through +him--let him run on, for he was not bad fun when he was splurging. He +found, too, when with his cronies that drink unlocked his mind, and gave +a free flow to his ideas. Nervous men are often impotent of speech from +very excess of perception; they realize not merely what they mean to +say, but with the nervous antennae of their minds they feel the attitude +of every auditor. Distracted by lateral perceptions from the point +ahead, they blunder where blunter minds would go forward undismayed. +That was the experience of young Gourlay. If he tried to talk freely +when sober, he always grew confused. But drink deadened the outer rim of +his perception and left it the clearer in the middle for its +concentration. In plainer language, when he was drunk he was less afraid +of being laughed at, and free of that fear he was a better speaker. He +was driven to drink, then, by every weakness of his character. As +nervous hypochondriac, as would-be swaggerer, as a dullard requiring +stimulus, he found that drink, to use his own language, gave him +"smeddum." + +With his second year he began the study of philosophy, and that added to +his woes. He had nerves to feel the Big Conundrum, but not the brains to +solve it; small blame to him for that, since philosophers have cursed +each other black in the face over it for the last five thousand years. +But it worried him. The strange and sinister detail of the world, that +had always been a horror to his mind, became more horrible beneath the +stimulus of futile thought. But whisky was the mighty cure. He was the +gentleman who gained notoriety on a memorable occasion by exclaiming, +"Metaphysics be damned; let us drink!" Omar and other bards have +expressed the same conclusion in more dulcet wise. But Gourlay's was +equally sincere. How sincere is another question. + +Curiously, an utterance of "Auld Tam," one of his professors, half +confirmed him in his evil ways. + +"I am speaking now," said Tam, "of the comfort of a true philosophy, +less of its higher aspect than its comfort to the mind of man. +Physically, each man is highest on the globe; intellectually, the +philosopher alone dominates the world. To him are only two entities that +matter--himself and the Eternal; or, if another, it is his fellow-man, +whom serving he serves the ultimate of being. But he is master of the +outer world. The mind, indeed, in its first blank outlook on life is +terrified by the demoniac force of nature and the swarming misery of +man; by the vast totality of things, the cold remoteness of the starry +heavens, and the threat of the devouring seas. It is puny in their +midst." + +Gourlay woke up, and the sweat broke on him. Great Heaven, had Tam been +through it too! + +"At that stage," quoth the wise man, "the mind is dispersed in a +thousand perceptions and a thousand fears; there is no central greatness +in the soul. It is assailed by terrors which men sunk in the material +never seem to feel. Phenomena, uninformed by thought, bewilder and +depress." + +"Just like me!" thought Gourlay, and listened with a thrilling interest +because it was "just like him." + +"But the labyrinth," said Tam, with a ring in his voice as of one who +knew--"the labyrinth cannot appal the man who has found a clue to its +windings. A mind that has attained to thought lives in itself, and the +world becomes its slave. Its formerly distracted powers rally home; it +is central, possessing, not possessed. The world no longer frightens, +being understood. Its sinister features are accidents that will pass +away, and they gradually cease to be observed. For real thinkers know +the value of a wise indifference. And that is why they are often the +most genial men; unworried by the transient, they can smile and wait, +sure of their eternal aim. The man to whom the infinite beckons is not +to be driven from his mystic quest by the ambush of a temporal fear; +there is no fear--it has ceased to exist. That is the comfort of a true +philosophy--if a man accepts it not merely mechanically, from another, +but feels it in breath and blood and every atom of his being. With a +warm surety in his heart, he is undaunted by the outer world. That, +gentlemen, is what thought can do for a man." + +"By Jove," thought Gourlay, "that's what whisky does for me!" + +And that, on a lower level, was what whisky did. He had no conception +of what Tam really meant; there were people, indeed, who used to think +that Tam never knew what he meant himself. They were as little able as +Gourlay to appreciate the mystic, through the radiant haze of whose mind +thoughts loomed on you sudden and big, like mountain tops in a sunny +mist, the grander for their dimness. But Gourlay, though he could not +understand, felt the fortitude of whisky was somehow akin to the +fortitude described. In the increased vitality it gave he was able to +tread down the world. If he walked on a wretched day in a wretched +street, when he happened to be sober, his mind was hither and yon in a +thousand perceptions and a thousand fears, fastening to (and fastened +to) each squalid thing around. But with whisky humming in his blood he +paced onward in a happy dream. The wretched puddles by the way, the +frowning rookeries where misery squalled, the melancholy noises of the +street, were passed unheeded by. His distracted powers rallied home; he +was concentrate, his own man again, the hero of his musing mind. For, +like all weak men of a vivid fancy, he was constantly framing dramas of +which he was the towering lord. The weakling who never "downed" men in +reality was always "downing" them in thought. His imaginary triumphs +consoled him for his actual rebuffs. As he walked in a tipsy dream, he +was "standing up" to somebody, hurling his father's phrases at him, +making short work of _him_! If imagination paled, the nearest tavern +supplied a remedy, and flushed it to a radiant glow. Whereupon he had +become the master of his world, and not its slave. + +"Just imagine," he thought, "whisky doing for me what philosophy seems +to do for Tam. It's a wonderful thing the drink!" + +His second session wore on, and when near its close Tam gave out the +subject for the Raeburn. + +The Raeburn was a poor enough prize--a few books for an "essay in the +picturesque;" but it had a peculiar interest for the folk of Barbie. +Twenty years ago it was won four years in succession by men from the +valley; and the unusual run of luck fixed it in their minds. Thereafter +when an unsuccessful candidate returned to his home, he was sure to be +asked very pointedly, "Who won the Raeburn the year?" to rub into him +their perception that he at least had been a failure. A bodie would +dander slowly up, saying, "Ay, man, ye've won hame!" Then, having mused +awhile, would casually ask, "By-the-bye, who won the Raeburn the year? +Oh, it was a Perthshire man! It used to come our airt, but we seem to +have lost the knack o't! Oh yes, sir, Barbie bred writers in those days, +but the breed seems to have decayed." Then he would murmur dreamily, as +if talking to himself, "Jock Goudie was the last that got it hereaway. +But _he_ was a clever chap." + +The caustic bodie would dander away with a grin, leaving a poor writhing +soul. When he reached the Cross he would tell the Deacon blithely of the +"fine one he had given him," and the Deacon would lie in wait to give +him a fine one too. In Barbie, at least, your returning student is never +met at the station with a brass band, whatever may happen in more +emotional districts of the North, where it pleases them to shed the +tear. + +"An Arctic Night" was the inspiring theme which Tam set for the Raeburn. + +"A very appropriate subject!" laughed the fellows; "quite in the style +of his own lectures." For Tam, though wise and a humorist, had his prosy +hours. He used to lecture on the fifteen characteristics of Lady Macbeth +(so he parcelled the unhappy Queen), and he would announce quite +gravely, "We will now approach the discussion of the eleventh feature of +the lady." + +Gourlay had a shot at the Raeburn. He could not bring a radiant fullness +of mind to bear upon his task (it was not in him to bring), but his +morbid fancy set to work of its own accord. He saw a lonely little town +far off upon the verge of Lapland night, leagues and leagues across a +darkling plain, dark itself and little and lonely in the gloomy +splendour of a Northern sky. A ship put to sea, and Gourlay heard in his +ears the skirl of the man who went overboard--struck dead by the icy +water on his brow, which smote the brain like a tomahawk. + +He put his hand to his own brow when he wrote that, and, "Yes," he cried +eagerly, "it would be the _cold_ would kill the brain! Ooh-ooh, how it +would go in!" + +A world of ice groaned round him in the night; bergs ground on each +other and were rent in pain; he heard the splash of great fragments +tumbled in the deep, and felt the waves of their distant falling lift +the vessel beneath him in the darkness. To the long desolate night came +a desolate dawn, and eyes were dazed by the encircling whiteness; yet +there flashed green slanting chasms in the ice, and towering pinnacles +of sudden rose, lonely and far away. An unknown sea beat upon an unknown +shore, and the ship drifted on the pathless waters, a white dead man at +the helm. + +"Yes, by Heaven," cried Gourlay, "I can see it all, I can see it +all--that fellow standing at the helm, frozen white and as stiff's an +icicle!" + +Yet, do what he might, he was unable to fill more than half a dozen +small pages. He hesitated whether he should send them in, and held them +in his inky fingers, thinking he would burn them. He was full of pity +for his own inability. "I wish I was a clever chap," he said mournfully. + +"Ach, well, I'll try my luck," he muttered at last, "though Tam may guy +me before the whole class for doing so little o't." + +The Professor, however (unlike the majority of Scottish professors), +rated quality higher than quantity. + +"I have learned a great deal myself," he announced on the last day of +the session--"I have learned a great deal myself from the papers sent in +on the subject of an 'Arctic Night.'" + +"Hear, hear!" said an insolent student at the back. + +"Where, where?" said the Professor; "stand up, sir!" + +A gigantic Borderer rose blushing into view, and was greeted with howls +of derision by his fellows. Tam eyed him, and he winced. + +"You will apologize in my private room at the end of the hour," said +Aquinas, as the students used to call him. "Learn that this is not a +place to bray in." + +The giant slunk down, trying to hide himself. + +"Yes," said Tam, "I have learned what a poor sense of proportion some of +you students seem to have. It was not to see who could write the most, +but who could write the best, that I set the theme. One gentleman--he +has been careful to give me his full name and address," twinkled Tam, +and picking up a huge manuscript he read it from the outer page, "Mr. +Alexander MacTavish of Benmacstronachan, near Auchnapeterhoolish, in the +island of South Uist--has sent me in no less than a hundred and +fifty-three closely-written pages! I dare say it's the size of the +adjectives he uses that makes the thing so heavy," quoth Tam, and +dropped it thudding on his desk. "Life is short, the art of the +MacTavish long, and to tell the truth, gentlemen"--he gloomed at them +humorously--"to tell the truth, I stuck in the middle o't!" (Roars of +laughter, and a reproving voice, "Oh, ta pold MacTa-avish!" whereat +there was pandemonium). MacTavish was heard to groan, "Oh, why tid I +leave my home!" to which a voice responded in mocking antiphone, "Why +tid you cross ta teep?" The noise they made was heard at Holyrood. + +When the tumult and the shouting died, Tam resumed with a quiver in his +voice, for "ta pold MacTavish" had tickled him too. "Now, gentlemen," he +said, "I don't judge essays by their weight, though I'm told they +sometimes pursue that method in Glasgow!" + +(Groans for the rival University, cries of "Oh-oh-oh!" and a weary +voice, "Please, sir, don't mention that place; it makes me feel quite +ill.") + +The Professor allayed the tumult with dissuasive palm. + +"I believe," he said dryly, "you call that noise of yours 'the College +Tramp;' in the Senatus we speak o't as 'the Cuddies' Trudge.' Now +gentlemen, I'm not unwilling to allow a little noise on the last day of +the session, but really you must behave more quietly.--So little does +that method of judging essays commend itself to me, I may tell you, that +the sketch which I consider the best barely runs to half a dozen short +pages." + +Young Gourlay's heart gave a leap within him; he felt it thudding on his +ribs. The skin crept on him, and he breathed with quivering nostrils. +Gillespie wondered why his breast heaved. + +"It's a curious sketch," said the Professor. "It contains a serious +blunder in grammar and several mistakes in spelling, but it shows, in +some ways, a wonderful imagination." + +"Ho, ho!" thought Gourlay. + +"Of course there are various kinds of imagination," said Tam. "In its +lowest form it merely recalls something which the eyes have already +seen, and brings it vividly before the mind. A higher form pictures +something which you never saw, but only conceived as a possible +existence. Then there's the imagination which not only sees but +hears--actually hears what a man would say on a given occasion, and +entering into his blood, tells you exactly why he does it. The highest +form is both creative and consecrative, if I may use the word, merging +in diviner thought. It irradiates the world. Of that high power there is +no evidence in the essay before me. To be sure there was little occasion +for its use." + +Young Gourlay's thermometer went down. + +"Indeed," said Aquinas, "there's a curious want of bigness in the +sketch--no large nobility of phrase. It is written in gaspy little +sentences, and each sentence begins 'and'--'and'--'and,' like a +schoolboy's narrative. It's as if a number of impressions had seized the +writer's mind, which he jotted down hurriedly, lest they should escape +him. But, just because it's so little wordy, it gets the effect of the +thing--faith, sirs, it's right on to the end of it every time! The +writing of some folk is nothing but a froth of words--lucky if it +glistens without, like a blobber of iridescent foam. But in this sketch +there's a perception at the back of every sentence. It displays, indeed, +too nervous a sense of the external world." + +"Name, name!" cried the students, who were being deliberately worked by +Tam to a high pitch of curiosity. + +"I would strongly impress on the writer," said the shepherd, heedless of +his bleating sheep--"I would strongly impress on the writer to set +himself down for a spell of real, hard, solid, and deliberate thought. +That almost morbid perception, with philosophy to back it, might create +an opulent and vivid mind. Without philosophy it would simply be a +curse. With philosophy it would bring thought the material to work on. +Without philosophy it would simply distract and irritate the mind." + +"Name, name!" cried the fellows. + +"The winner of the Raeburn," said Thomas Aquinas, "is Mr. John Gourlay." + + * * * * * + +Gourlay and his friends made for the nearest public-house. The +occasion, they thought, justified a drink. The others chaffed Gourlay +about Tam's advice. + +"You know, Jack," said Gillespie, mimicking the sage, "what you have got +to do next summer is to set yourself down for a spell of real, hard, +solid, and deliberate thought. That was Tam's advice, you know." + +"Him and his advice!" said Gourlay. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + + +There were only four other passengers dropped by the eleven o'clock +express at Skeighan station, and, as it happened, young Gourlay knew +them all. They were petty merchants of the neighbourhood whom he had +often seen about Barbie. The sight of their remembered faces as he +stepped on to the platform gave him a delightful sense that he was +nearing home. He had passed from the careless world where he was nobody +at all to the familiar circle where he was a somebody, a mentioned man, +and the son of a mentioned man--young Mr. Gourlay! + +He had a feeling of superiority to the others, too, because they were +mere local journeyers, while he had travelled all the way from mighty +Edinburgh by the late express. He was returning from the outer world, +while they were bits of bodies who had only been to Fechars. As +Edinburgh was to Fechars so was he to them. Round him was the halo of +distance and the mystery of night-travelling. He felt big. + +"Have you a match, Robert?" he asked very graciously of Robin Gregg, one +of the porters whom he knew. Getting his match, he lit a cigarette; and +when it was lit, after one quick puff, turned it swiftly round to +examine its burning end. "Rotten!" he said, and threw it away to light +another. The porters were watching him, and he knew it. When the +stationmaster appeared yawning from his office, as he was passing +through the gate, and asked who it was, it flattered his vanity to hear +Robin's answer, that it was "young Mr. Gourlay of Barbie, just back from +the Univ-ai-rsity!" + +He had been so hot for home that he had left Edinburgh at twilight, too +eager to wait for the morrow. There was no train for Barbie at this hour +of the night; and, of course, there was no gig to meet him. Even if he +had sent word of his coming, "There's no need for travelling so late," +old Gourlay would have growled; "let him shank it. We're in no hurry to +have him home." + +He set off briskly, eager to see his mother and tell her he had won the +Raeburn. The consciousness of his achievement danced in his blood, and +made the road light to his feet. His thoughts were not with the country +round him, but entirely in the moment of his entrance, when he should +proclaim his triumph, with proud enjoyment of his mother's pride. His +fancy swept to his journey's end, and took his body after, so that the +long way was as nothing, annihilate by the leap forward of his mind. + +He was too vain, too full of himself and his petty triumph, to have room +for the beauty of the night. The sky was one sea of lit cloud, foamy +ridge upon ridge over all the heavens, and each wave was brimming with +its own whiteness, seeming unborrowed of the moon. Through one +peep-hole, and only one, shone a distant star, a faint white speck far +away, dimmed by the nearer splendours of the sky. Sometimes the thinning +edge of a cloud brightened in spume, and round the brightness came a +circle of umber, making a window of fantastic glory for Dian the queen; +there her white vision peeped for a moment on the world, and the next +she was hid behind a fleecy veil, witching the heavens. Gourlay was +alone with the wonder of the night. The light from above him was +softened in a myriad boughs, no longer mere light and cold, but a spirit +indwelling as their soul, and they were boughs no longer but a woven +dream. He walked beneath a shadowed glory. But he was dead to it all. +One only fact possessed him. He had won the Raeburn--he had won the +Raeburn! The road flew beneath him. + +Almost before he was aware, the mean gray streets of Barbie had clipped +him round. He stopped, panting from the hurry of his walk, and looked at +the quiet houses, all still among the gloom. He realized with a sudden +pride that he alone was in conscious possession of the town. Barbie +existed to no other mind. All the others were asleep; while he had a +thrilling consciousness of them and of their future attitude to him, +they did not know that he, the returning great one, was present in their +midst. They all knew of the Raeburn, however, and ere long they would +know that it was his. He was glad to hug his proud secret in presence of +the sleeping town, of which he would be the talk to-morrow. How he would +surprise them! He stood for a little, gloating in his own sensations. +Then a desire to get home tugged him, and he scurried up the long brae. + +He stole round the corner of the House with the Green Shutters. Roger, +the collie, came at him with a bow-wow-wow. "Roger!" he whispered, and +cuddled him, and the old loyalist fawned on him and licked his hand. The +very smell of the dog was couthie in his nose. + +The window of a bedroom went up with a crash. + +"Now, then, who the devil are you?" came the voice of old Gourlay. + +"It's me, faither," said John. + +"Oh, it's you, is it? This is a fine time o' night to come home." + +"Faither, I have--I have won the Raeburn!" + +"It'll keep, my mannie, it'll keep"--and the window slammed. + +Next moment it was up. + +"Did young Wilson get onything?" came the eager cry. + +"Nut him!" said John. + +"Fine, man! Damned, sir, I'm proud o' ye!" + +John went round the corner treading on air. For the first time in his +life his father had praised him. + +He peeped through a kink at the side of the kitchen blind, where its +descent was arrested by a flowerpot in the corner of the window-sill. As +he had expected, though it was long past midnight, his mother was not +yet in bed. She was folding a white cloth over her bosom, and about her, +on the backs of chairs, there were other such cloths, drying by the +fire. He watched her curiously; once he seemed to hear a whimpering +moan. When she buttoned her dress above the cloth, she gazed sadly at +the dying embers--the look of one who has gained short respite from a +task of painful tendance on the body, yet is conscious that the task and +the pain are endless, and will have to be endured, to-morrow and +to-morrow, till she dies. It was the fixed gaze of utter weariness and +apathy. A sudden alarm for his mother made John cry her name. + +She flew to the door, and in a moment had him in her arms. He told his +news, and basked in her adoration. + +She came close to him, and "John," she said in a smiling whisper, +big-eyed, "John," she breathed, "would ye like a dram?" It was as if she +was propounding a roguish plan in some dear conspiracy. + +He laughed. "Well," he said, "seeing we have won the Raeburn, you and I, +I think we might." + +He heard her fumbling in the distant pantry. He smiled to himself as he +listened to the clinking glass, and, "By Jove," said he, "a mother's a +fine thing!" + +"Where's Janet?" he asked when she returned. He wanted another +worshipper. + +"Oh, she gangs to bed the moment it's dark," his mother complained, like +one aggrieved. "She's always saying that she's ill. I thocht when she +grew up that she might be a wee help, but she's no use at all. And I'm +sure, if a' was kenned, I have more to complain o' than she has. Atweel +ay," she said, and stared at the embers. + +It rarely occurs to young folk who have never left their homes that +their parents may be dying soon; from infancy they have known them as +established facts of nature like the streams and hills; they expect them +to remain. But the young who have been away for six months are often +struck by a tragic difference in their elders on returning home. To +young Gourlay there was a curious difference in his mother. She was +almost beautiful to-night. Her blue eyes were large and glittering, her +ears waxen and delicate, and her brown hair swept low on her blue-veined +temples. Above and below her lips there was a narrow margin of the +purest white. + +"Mother," he said anxiously, "you're not ill, are ye? What do ye need so +many wee clouts for?" + +She gasped and started. "They're just a wheen clouts I was sorting out," +she faltered. "No, no, dear, there's noathing wrong wi' me." + +"There's one sticking in your blouse," said he, and pointed to her slack +breast. + +She glanced nervously down and pushed it farther in. + +"I dare say I put it there when I wasna thinking," she explained. + +But she eyed him furtively to see if he were still looking. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + + +There is nothing worse for a weakling than a small success. The strong +man tosses it beneath his feet as a step to rise higher on. He squeezes +it into its proper place as a layer in the life he is building. If his +memory dwells on it for a moment, it is only because of its valuable +results, not because in itself it is a theme for vanity. And if he be +higher than strong he values not it, but the exercise of getting it; +viewing his actual achievement, he is apt to reflect, "Is this pitiful +thing, then, all that I toiled for?" Finer natures often experience a +keen depression and sense of littleness in the pause that follows a +success. But the fool is so swollen by thought of his victory that he is +unfit for all healthy work till somebody jags him and lets the gas out. +He never forgets the great thing he fancies he did thirty years ago, and +expects the world never to forget it either. The more of a weakling he +is, and the more incapable of repeating his former triumph, the more he +thinks of it; and the more he thinks of it the more it satisfies his +meagre soul, and prevents him essaying another brave venture in the +world. His petty achievement ruins him. The memory of it never leaves +him, but swells to a huge balloon that lifts him off his feet and +carries him heavens-high--till it lands him on a dunghill. Even from +that proud eminence he oft cock-a-doodles his former triumph to the +world. "Man, you wouldn't think to see me here that I once held a great +position. Thirty year back I did a big thing. It was like this, ye see." +And then follows a recital of his faded glories--generally ending with +a hint that a drink would be very acceptable. + +Even such a weakling was young Gourlay. His success in Edinburgh, petty +as it was, turned his head, and became one of the many causes working to +destroy him. All that summer at Barbie he swaggered and drank on the +strength of it. + +On the morning after his return he clothed himself in fine raiment (he +was always well dressed till the end came), and sallied forth to +dominate the town. As he swaggered past the Cross, smoking a cigarette, +he seemed to be conscious that the very walls of the houses watched him +with unusual eyes, as if even they felt that yon was John Gourlay whom +they had known as a boy, proud wearer now of the academic wreath, the +conquering hero returned to his home. So Gourlay figured them. He, the +disconsidered, had shed a lustre on the ancient walls. They were +tributaries to his new importance--somehow their attitude was different +from what it had ever been before. It was only his self-conscious +bigness, of course, that made even inanimate things seem the feeders of +his greatness. As Gourlay, always alive to obscure emotions which he +could never express in words, mused for a moment over the strange new +feeling that had come to him, a gowsterous voice hailed him from the +Black Bull door. He turned, and Peter Wylie, hearty and keen like his +father, stood him a drink in honour of his victory, which was already +buzzed about the town. + +Drucken Wabster's wife had seen to that. "Ou," she cried, "his mother's +daft about it, the silly auld thing; she can speak o' noathing else. +Though Gourlay gies her very little to come and go on, she slipped him a +whole sovereign this morning, to keep his pouch. Think o' that, kimmers; +heard ye ever sic extravagance! I saw her doin'd wi' my own eyes. It's +aince wud and aye waur[6] wi' her, I'm thinking. But the wastefu' +wife's the waefu' widow, she should keep in mind. She's far owre +browdened upon yon boy. I'm sure I howp good may come o't, but----" and +with an ominous shake of the head she ended the Websterian harangue. + +When Peter Wylie left him Gourlay lit a cigarette and stood at the +Cross, waiting for the praises yet to be. The Deacon toddled forward on +his thin shanks. + +"Man Dyohn, you're won hame, I thee. Ay, man! And how are ye?" + +Gourlay surveyed him with insolent, indolent eyes. "Oh, I'm all +rai-ight, Deacon," he swaggered; "how are ye-ow?" and he sent a puff of +tobacco smoke down through his nostrils. + +"I declare!" said the Deacon. "I never thaw onybody thmoke like that +before! That'll be one of the thingth ye learn at College, no doubt." + +"Ya-as," yawned Gourlay; "it gives you the full flavour of the we-eed." + +The Deacon glimmered over him with his eyes. "The weed," said he. "Jutht +tho! Imphm. The weed." + +Then worthy Mister Allardyce tried another opening. "But, dear me!" he +cried, "I'm forgetting entirely. I must congratulate ye. Ye've been +doing wonderth, they tell me, up in Embro." + +"Just a little bit," swaggered Gourlay, right hand on outshot hip, left +hand flaunting a cigarette in air most delicate, tobacco smoke curling +from his lofty nose. He looked down his face at the Deacon. "Just a +little bit, Mr. Allardyce, just a little bit. I tossed the thing off in +a twinkling." + +"Ay man, Dyohn," said the Deacon with great solicitude; "but you maunna +work that brain o' yours too hard, though. A heid like yours doesna come +through the hatter's hand ilka day o' the week; you mutht be careful not +to put too great a thtrain on't. Ay, ay; often the best machine's the +easiest broken and the warst to mend. You should take a rest and enjoy +yourself. But there! what need I be telling _you_ that? A College-bred +man like you kenth far better about it than a thilly auld country bodie! +You'll be meaning to have a grand holiday and lots o' fun--a dram now +and then, eh, and mony a rattle in the auld man's gig?" + +At this assault on his weak place Gourlay threw away his important +manner with the end of his cigarette. He could never maintain the lofty +pose for more than five minutes at a time. + +"You're _right_, Deacon," he said, nodding his head with splurging +sincerity. "I mean to have a demned good holiday. One's glad to get back +to the old place after six months in Edinburgh." + +"Atweel," said the Deacon. "But, man, have you tried the new whisky at +the Black Bull?--I thaw ye in wi' Pate Wylie. It'th extr'ornar +gude--thaft as the thang o' a mavis on a nicht at e'en, and fiery as a +Highland charge."--It was not in character for the Deacon to say such a +thing, but whisky makes the meanest of Scots poetical. He elevates the +manner to the matter, and attains the perfect style.--"But no doubt," +the cunning old prier went on, with a smiling suavity in his voice--"but +no doubt a man who knowth Edinburgh tho well as you will have a +favourite blend of hith own. I notice that University men have a fine +taste in thpirits." + +"I generally prefer 'Kinblythmont's Cure,'" said Gourlay, with the air +of a connoisseur. "But 'Anderson's Sting o' Delight' 's very good, and +so's 'Balsillie's Brig o' the Mains.'" + +"Ay," said the Deacon. "Ay, ay! 'Brig o' the Mains' ith what Jock Allan +drinks. He'll pree noathing else. I dare thay you thee a great deal of +him in Embro." + +"Oh, every week," swaggered Gourlay. "We're always together, he and I." + +"Alwayth thegither!" said the Deacon. + +It was not true that Allan and Gourlay were together at all times. Allan +was kind to Jean Richmond's son (in his own ruinous way), but not to +the extent of being burdened with the cub half a dozen times a week. +Gourlay was merely boasting--as young blades are apt to do of +acquaintance with older roisterers. They think it makes them seem men of +the world. And in his desire to vaunt his comradeship with Allan, John +failed to see that Allardyce was scooping him out like an oyster. + +"Ay man," resumed the Deacon; "he's a hearty fellow, Jock. No doubt you +have the great thprees?" + +"Sprees!" gurgled Gourlay, and flung back his head with a laugh. "I +should think we have. There was a great foy at Allan's the night before +I left Edinburgh. Tarmillan was there--d'ye know, yon's the finest +fellow I ever met in my life!--and Bauldy Logan--he's another great +chap. Then there was Armstrong and Gillespie--great friends of mine, and +damned clever fellows they are, too, I can tell you. Besides us three +there were half a dozen more from the College. You should have heard the +talk! And every man-jack was as drunk as a lord. The last thing I +remember is some of us students dancing round a lamp-post while Logan +whistled a jig." + +Though Gourlay the elder hated the Deacon, he had never warned his son +to avoid him. To have said "Allardyce is dangerous" would have been to +pay the old malignant too great a compliment; it would have been beneath +John Gourlay to admit that a thing like Allardyce could harm him and +his. Young Gourlay, therefore, when once set agoing by the Deacon's deft +management, blurted everything without a hanker. Even so, however, he +felt that he had gone too far. He glanced anxiously at his companion. +"Mum's the word about this, of course," he said with a wink. "It would +never do for this to be known about the 'Green Shutters.'" + +"Oh, I'm ath thound ath a bell, Dyohn, I'm ath thound ath a bell," said +the Deacon. "Ay, man! You jutht bear out what I have alwayth underthood +about the men o' brainth. They're the heartiest devilth after a'. Burns, +that the baker raves so muckle o', was jutht another o' the thame--jutht +another o' the thame. We'll be hearing o' you boys--Pate Wylie and you +and a wheen mair--having rare ploys in Barbie through the thummer." + +"Oh, we'll kick up a bit of a dust," Gourlay sniggered, well pleased. +Had not the Deacon ranked him in the robustious great company of Burns! +"I say, Deacon, come in and have a nip." + +"There's your faither," grinned the Deacon. + +"Eh? what?" cried Gourlay in alarm, and started round, to see his father +and the Rev. Mr. Struthers advancing up the Fechars Road. +"Eh--eh--Deacon--I--I'll see you again about the nip." + +"Jutht tho," grinned the Deacon. "We'll postpone the drink to a more +convenient opportunity." + +He toddled away, having no desire that old Gourlay should find him +talking to his son. If Gourlay suspected him of pulling the young +fellow's leg, likely as not he would give an exhibition of his demned +unpleasant manners. + +Gourlay and the minister came straight towards the student. Of the Rev. +Mr. Struthers it may be said with truth that he would have cut a +remarkable figure in any society. He had big splay feet, short stout +legs, and a body of such bulging bulbosity that all the droppings of his +spoon--which were many--were caught on the round of his black waistcoat, +which always looked as if it had just been spattered by a gray shower. +His eyebrows were bushy and white, and the hairs slanting up and out +rendered the meagre brow even narrower than it was. His complexion, more +especially in cold weather, was a dark crimson. The purply colour of his +face was intensified by the pure whiteness of the side whiskers +projecting stiffly by his ears, and in mid-week, when he was unshaven, +his redness revealed more plainly, in turn, the short gleaming stubble +that lay like rime on his chin. His eyes goggled, and his manner at all +times was that of a staring and earnest self-importance. "Puffy +Importance" was one of his nicknames. + +Struthers was a man of lowly stock who, after a ten years' desperate +battle with his heavy brains, succeeded at the long last of it in +passing the examinations required for the ministry. The influence of a +wealthy patron then presented him to Barbie. Because he had taken so +long to get through the University himself, he constantly magnified the +place in his conversation, partly to excuse his own slowness in getting +through it, partly that the greater glory might redound on him who had +conquered it at last, and issued from its portals a fat and prosperous +alumnus. Stupid men who have mastered a system, not by intuition but by +a plodding effort of slow years, always exaggerate its importance--did +it not take them ten years to understand it? Whoso has passed the +system, then, is to their minds one of a close corporation, of a select +and intellectual few, and entitled to pose before the uninitiate. +Because their stupidity made the thing difficult, their vanity leads +them to exalt it. Woe to him that shall scoff at any detail! To +Struthers the Senatus Academicus was an august assemblage worthy of the +Roman Curia, and each petty academic rule was a law sacrosanct and holy. +He was for ever talking of the "Univairsity." "Mind ye," he would say, +"it takes a long time to understand even the workings of the +Univairsity--the Senatus and such-like; it's not for every one to +criticize." He implied, of course, that he had a right to criticize, +having passed triumphant through the mighty test. This vanity of his was +fed by a peculiar vanity of some Scots peasants, who like to discuss +Divinity Halls, and so on, because to talk of these things shows that +they too are intelligent men, and know the awful intellectual ordeal +required of a "Meenister." When a peasant says, "He went through his +Arts course in three years, and got a kirk the moment he was licensed," +he wants you to see that he's a smart man himself, and knows what he's +talking of. There were several men in Barbie who liked to talk in that +way, and among them Puffy Importance, when graciously inclined, found +ready listeners to his pompous blether about the "Univairsity." But what +he liked best of all was to stop a newly-returned student in full view +of the people, and talk learnedly of his courses--dear me, ay--of his +courses, and his matriculations, and his lectures, and his graduations, +and his thingumbobs. That was why he bore down upon our great essayist. + +"Allow me to congratulate you, John," he said, with heavy solemnity; for +Struthers always made a congregation of his listener, and droned as if +mounted for a sermon. "Ye have done excellently well this session; ye +have indeed. Ex-cellently well--ex-cellently well!" + +Gourlay blushed and thanked him. + +"Tell me now," said the cleric, "do you mean to take your Arts course in +three years or four? A loang Arts course is a grand thing for a +clairgyman. Even if he spends half a dozen years on't he won't be +wasting his time!" + +Gourlay glanced at his father. "I mean to try't in three," he said. His +father had threatened him that he must get through his Arts in three +years--without deigning, of course, to give any reason for the threat. + +"We-ell," said Mr. Struthers, gazing down the Fechars Road, as if +visioning great things, "it will require a strenuous and devoted +application--a strenuous and devoted application--even from the man of +abeelity you have shown yourself to be. Tell me now," he went on, "have +ye heard ainything of the new Professor of Exegesis? D'ye know how he's +doing?" + +Young Gourlay knew nothing of the new Professor of Exegesis, but he +answered, "Very well, I believe," at a venture. + +"Oh, he's sure to do well, he's sure to do well! He's one of the best +men we have in the Church. I have just finished his book on the +Epheesians. It's most profound! It has taken me a whole year to master +it." ("Garvie on the Ephesians" is a book of a hundred and eighty +pages.) "And, by the way," said the parson, stooping to Scotch in his +ministerial jocoseness, "how's auld Tam, in whose class you were a +prize-winner? He was appointed to the professoriate the same year that I +obtained my licence. I remember to have heard him deliver a lecture on +German philosophy, and I thought it excellently good. But perhaps," he +added, with solemn and pondering brows--"perhaps he was a little too +fond of Hegel. Yess, I am inclined to think that he was a little too +fond of Hegel." Mrs. Eccles, listening from the Black Bull door, +wondered if Hegel was a drink. + +"He's very popular," said young Gourlay. + +"Oh, he's sure to be popular; he merits the very greatest popple-arity. +And he would express himself as being excellently well pleased with your +theme? What did he say of it, may I venture to inquire?" + +Beneath the pressure of his father's presence young Gourlay did not dare +to splurge. "He seemed to think there was something in it," he answered, +modestly enough. + +"Oh, he would be sure to think there was something in it," said the +minister, staring, and wagging his pow. "Not a doubt of tha-at, not a +doubt of tha-at! There must have been something in it to obtain the palm +of victory in the face of such prodigious competeetion. It's the +see-lect intellect of Scotland that goes to the Univairsity, and only +the ee-lect of the see-lect win the palm. And it's an augury of great +good for the future. Abeelity to write is a splendid thing for the +Church. Good-bye, John, and allow me to express once moar my great +satisfaction that a pareeshioner of mine is a la-ad of such brilliant +promise!" + +Though the elder Gourlay disconsidered the Church, and thought little of +Mr. Struthers, he swelled with pride to think that the minister should +stop his offspring in the Main Street of Barbie, to congratulate him on +his prospects. They were close to the Emporium, and with the tail of his +eye he could see Wilson peeping from the door and listening to every +word. This would be a hair in Wilson's neck! There were no clerical +compliments for _his_ son! The tables were turned at last. + +His father had a generous impulse to John for the bright triumph he had +won the Gourlays. He fumbled in his trouser pocket, and passed him a +sovereign. + +"I'm kind o' hard-up," he said, with grim jocosity, "but there's a pound +to keep your pouch. No nonsense now!" he shot at the youth with a loaded +eye. "That's just for use if you happen to be in company. A Gourlay maun +spend as much as the rest o' folk." + +"Yes, faither," said the youngster, and Gourlay went away. + +That grimly-jocose reference to his poverty was a feature of Gourlay's +talk now, when he spoke of money to his family. It excused the smallness +of his doles, yet led them to believe that he was only joking--that he +had plenty of money if he would only consent to shell it out. And that +was what he wished them to believe. His pride would not allow him to +confess, even to his nearest, that he was a failure in business, and +hampered with financial trouble. Thus his manner of warning them to be +careful had the very opposite effect. "He has heaps o' cash," thought +the son, as he watched the father up the street; "there's no need for a +fellow to be mean." + +Flattered (as he fondly imagined) by the Deacon, flattered +by the minister, tipped by his mother, tipped by his father, +hail-fellow-well-met with Pate Wylie--Lord, but young Gourlay was the +fine fellow! Symptoms of swell-head set in with alarming rapidity. He +had a wild tendency to splurge. And, that he might show in a single +afternoon all the crass stupidity of which he was capable, he +immediately allowed himself a veiled insult towards the daughters of the +ex-Provost. They were really nice girls, in spite of their parentage, +and as they came down the street they glanced with shy kindness at the +student from under their broad-brimmed hats. Gourlay raised his in +answer to their nod. But the moment after, and in their hearing, he +yelled blatantly to Swipey Broon to come on and have a drink of beer. +Swipey was a sweep now, for Brown the ragman had added chimney-cleaning +to his other occupations--plurality of professions, you observe, being +one of the features of the life of Barbie. When Swipey turned out of the +Fleckie Road he was as black as the ace of spades, a most disreputable +phiz. And when Gourlay yelled his loud welcome to that grimy object, +what he wanted to convey to the two girls was: "Ho, ho, my pretty +misses, I'm on bowing terms with you, and yet when I might go up and +speak to ye, I prefer to go off and drink with a sweep, d'ye see? That +shows what I think o' ye!" All that summer John took an oblique revenge +on those who had disconsidered the Gourlays, but would have liked to +make up to him now when they thought he was going to do well--he took a +paltry revenge by patently rejecting their advances and consorting +instead, and in their presence, with the lowest of low company. Thus he +vented a spite which he had long cherished against them for their former +neglect of Janet and him. For though the Gourlay children had been +welcome at well-to-do houses in the country, their father's unpopularity +had cut them off from the social life of the town. When the Provost gave +his grand spree on Hogmanay there was never an invitation for the +Gourlay youngsters. The slight had rankled in the boy's mind. Now, +however, some of the local bigwigs had an opinion (with very little to +support it) that he was going to be a successful man, and they showed a +disposition to be friendly. John, with a rankling memory of their former +coldness, flouted every overture, by letting them see plainly that he +preferred to their company that of Swipey Broon, Jock M'Craw, and every +ragamuffin of the town. It was a kind of back-handed stroke at them. +That was the paltry form which his father's pride took in him. He did +not see that he was harming himself rather than his father's enemies. +Harm himself he did, for you could not associate with Jock M'Craw and +the like without drinking in every howff you came across. + +When the bodies assembled next day for their "morning," the Deacon was +able to inform them that young Gourlay was back from the College, dafter +than ever, and that he had pulled his leg as far as he wanted it. "Oh," +he said, "I played him like a kitten wi' a cork, and found out ainything +and everything I wished. I dithcovered that he's in wi' Jock Allan and +that crowd--I edged the conversation round on purpoth! Unless he wath +blowing his trump--which I greatly doubt--they're as thick as thieveth. +Ye ken what that meanth. He'll turn hith wee finger to the ceiling +oftener than he puts hith forefinger to the pen, I'm thinking. It +theemth he drinkth enormuth! He took a gey nip last thummer, and this +thummer I wager he takes mair o't. He avowed his plain intention. 'I +mean to kick up a bit of a dust,' thays he. Oh, but he's the splurge!" + +"Ay, ay," said Sandy Toddle, "thae students are a gey squad--especially +the young ministers." + +"Ou," said Tam Wylie, "dinna be hard on the ministers. Ministers are +just like the rest o' folk. They mind me o' last year's early tatties. +They're grand when they're gude, but the feck o' them's frostit." + +"Ay," said the Deacon, "and young Gourlay's frostit in the shaw already. +I doubt it'll be a poor ingathering." + +"Weel, weel," said Tam Wylie, "the mair's the pity o' that, Deacon." + +"Oh, it'th a grai-ait pity," said the Deacon, and he bowed his body +solemnly with outspread hands. "No doubt it'th a grai-ait pity!" and he +wagged his head from side to side, the picture of a poignant woe. + +"I saw him in the Black Bull yestreen," said Brodie, who had been silent +hitherto in utter scorn of the lad they were speaking of--too disgusted +to open his mouth. "He was standing drinks to a crowd that were puffing +him up about that prize o' his." + +"It's alwayth the numskull hath the most conceit," said the Deacon. + +"And yet there must be something in him too, to get that prize," mused +the ex-Provost. + +"A little ability's a dangerous thing," said Johnny Coe, who could think +at times. "To be safe you should be a genius winged and flying, or a +crawling thing that never leaves the earth. It's the half-and-half that +hell gapes for. And owre they flap." + +But nobody understood him. "Drink and vanity'll soon make end of _him_," +said Brodie curtly, and snubbed the philosopher. + +Before the summer holiday was over (it lasts six months in Scotland) +young Gourlay was a habit-and-repute tippler. His shrinking abhorrence +from the scholastic life of Edinburgh flung him with all the greater +abandon into the conviviality he had learned to know at home. His mother +(who always seemed to sit up now, after Janet and Gourlay were in bed) +often let him in during the small hours, and as he hurried past her in +the lobby he would hold his breath lest she should smell it. "You're +unco late, dear," she would say wearily, but no other reproach did she +utter. "I was taking a walk," he would answer thickly; "there's a fine +moon!" It was true that when his terrible depression seized him he was +sometimes tempted to seek the rapture and peace of a moonlight walk +upon the Fleckie Road. In his crude clay there was a vein of poetry: he +could be alone in the country, and not lonely; had he lived in a green +quiet place, he might have learned the solace of nature for the wounded +when eve sheds her spiritual dews. But the mean pleasures to be found at +the Cross satisfied his nature, and stopped him midway to that soothing +beauty of the woods and streams which might have brought healing and a +wise quiescence. His success--such as it was--had gained him a +circle--such as it was--and the assertive nature proper to his father's +son gave him a kind of lead amongst them. Yet even his henchmen saw +through his swaggering. Swipey Broon turned on him one night, and +threatened to split his mouth, and he went as white as the wall behind +him. + +Among his other follies, he assumed the pose of a man who could an he +would--who had it in him to do great things, if he would only set about +them. In this he was partly playing up to a foolish opinion of his more +ignorant associates; it was they who suggested the pose to him. +"Devilish clever!" he heard them whisper one night as he stood in the +door of a tavern; "he could do it if he liked, only he's too fond o' the +fun." Young Gourlay flushed where he stood in the darkness--flushed with +pleasure at the criticism of his character which was, nevertheless, a +compliment to his wits. He felt that he must play up at once to the +character assigned him. "Ho, ho, my lads!" he cried, entering with, a +splurge; "let's make a night o't. I should be working for my degree +to-night, but I suppose I can get it easy enough when the time comes." +"What did I tell ye?" said M'Craw, nudging an elbow; and Gourlay saw the +nudge. Here at last he had found the sweet seduction of a proper +pose--that of a _grand homme manque_, of a man who would be a genius +were it not for the excess of his qualities. Would he continue to appear +a genius, then he must continue to display that excess which--so he +wished them to believe--alone prevented his brilliant achievements. It +was all a curious, vicious inversion. "You could do great things if you +didn't drink," crooned the fools. "See how I drink," Gourlay seemed to +answer; "that is why I don't do great things. But, mind you, I could do +them were it not for this." Thus every glass he tossed off seemed to +hint in a roundabout way at the glorious heights he might attain if he +didn't drink it. His very roistering became a pose, and his vanity made +him roister the more, to make the pose more convincing. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[6] "_Aince wud and aye waur_," silly for once and silly for always. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + + +On a beautiful evening in September, when a new crescent moon was +pointing through the saffron sky like the lit tip of a finger, the City +Fathers had assembled at the corner of the Fleckie Road. Though the moon +was peeping, the dying glory of the day was still upon the town. The +white smoke rose straight and far in the golden mystery of the heavens, +and a line of dark roofs, transfigured against the west, wooed the eye +to musing. But though the bodies felt the fine evening bathe them in a +sensuous content, as they smoked and dawdled, they gave never a thought +to its beauty. For there had been a blitheness in the town that day, and +every other man seemed to have been preeing the demijohn. + +Drucken Wabster and Brown the ragman came round the corner, staggering. + +"Young Gourlay's drunk!" blurted Wabster--and reeled himself as he +spoke. + +"Is he a wee fou?" said the Deacon eagerly. + +"Wee be damned," said Wabster; "he's as fou as the Baltic Sea! If you +wait here, you'll be sure to see him! He'll be round the corner +directly." + +"De-ar me, is he so bad as that?" said the ex-Provost, raising his hands +in solemn reprobation. He raised his eyes to heaven at the same time, as +if it pained them to look on a world that endured the burden of a young +Gourlay. "In broad daylight, too!" he sighed. "De-ar me, has he come to +this?" + +"Yis, Pravast," hiccupped Brown, "he has! He's as phull of drink as a +whelk-shell's phull of whelk. He's nearly as phull as meself--and +begorra, that's mighty phull." He stared suddenly, scratching his head +solemnly as if the fact had just occurred to him. Then he winked. + +"You could set fire to his braith!" cried Wabster. "A match to his mouth +would send him in a lowe." + +"A living gas jet!" said Brown. + +They staggered away, sometimes rubbing shoulders as they lurched +together, sometimes with the road between them. + +"I kenned young Gourlay was on the fuddle when I saw him swinging off +this morning in his greatcoat," cried Sandy Toddle. "There was debauch +in the flap o' the tails o't." + +"Man, have you noticed that too!" cried another eagerly. "He's aye warst +wi' the coat on!" + +"Clothes undoubtedly affect the character," said Johnny Coe. "It takes a +gentleman to wear a lordly coat without swaggering." + +"There's not a doubt o' tha-at!" approved the baker, who was merry with +his day's carousal; "there's not a doubt o' tha-at! Claes affect the +disposeetion. I mind when I was a young chap I had a grand pair o' +breeks--Wull I ca'ed them--unco decent breeks they were, I mind, lang +and swankie like a ploughman; and I aye thocht I was a tremendous honest +and hamely fallow when I had them on! And I had a verra disreputable +hat," he added--"Rab I christened him, for he was a perfect devil--and I +never cocked him owre my lug on nichts at e'en but 'Baker!' he seemed to +whisper, 'Baker! Let us go out and do a bash!' And we generally went." + +"You're a wonderful man!" piped the Deacon. + +"We may as well wait and see young Gourlay going by," said the +ex-Provost. "He'll likely be a sad spectacle." + +"Ith auld Gourlay on the thtreet the nicht?" cried the Deacon eagerly. +"I wonder will he thee the youngster afore he gets hame! Eh, man"--he +bent his knees with staring delight--"eh, man, if they would only meet +forenenst uth! Hoo!" + +"He's a regular waster," said Brodie. "When a silly young blood takes a +fancy to a girl in a public-house he's always done for; I've observed it +times without number. At first he lets on that he merely gangs in for a +drink; what he really wants, however, is to see the girl. Even if he's +no great toper to begin with, he must show himself fond o' the dram, as +a means of getting to his jo. Then, before he kens where he is, the +habit has gripped him. That's a gate mony a ane gangs." + +"That's verra true, now that ye mention't," gravely assented the +ex-Provost. His opinion of Brodie's sagacity, high already, was enhanced +by the remark. "Indeed, that's verra true. But how does't apply to young +Gourlay in particular, Thomas? Is _he_ after some damsel o' the +gill-stoup?" + +"Ou ay--he's ta'en a fancy to yon bit shilp in the bar-room o' the Red +Lion. He's always hinging owre the counter talking till her, a cigarette +dropping from his face, and a half-fu' tumbler at his elbow. When a +young chap takes to hinging round bars, ae elbow on the counter and a +hand on his other hip, I have verra bad brows o' him always--verra bad +brows, indeed. Oh--oh, young Gourlay's just a goner! a goner, sirs--a +goner!" + +"Have ye heard about him at the Skeighan Fair?" said Sandy Toddle. + +"No, man," said Brodie, bowing down and keeking at Toddle in his +interest; "I hadna heard about tha-at! Is this a _new_ thing?" + +"Oh, just at the fair; the other day, ye know!" + +"Ay, man, Sandy!" said big Brodie, stooping down to Toddle to get near +the news; "and what was it, Sandy?" + +"Ou, just drinking, ye know, wi'--wi' Swipey Broon--and, eh, and that +M'Craw, ye know--and Sandy Hull--and a wheen mair o' that kind--ye ken +the kind; a verra bad lot!" said Sandy, and wagged a disapproving pow. +"Here they all got as drunk as drunk could be, and started fighting wi' +the colliers! Young Gourlay got a bloodied nose! Then nothing would +serve him but he must drive back wi' young Pin-oe, who was even drunker +than himsell. They drave at sic a rate that when they dashed from this +side o' Skeighan Drone the stour o' their career was rising at the far +end. They roared and sang till it was a perfect affront to God's day, +and frae sidie to sidie they swung till the splash-brods were skreighing +on the wheels. At a quick turn o' the road they wintled owre; and there +they were, sitting on their doups in the atoms o' the gig, and glowering +frae them! When young Gourlay slid hame at dark he was in such a state +that his mother had to hide him frae the auld man. She had that, puir +body! The twa women were obliged to carry the drunk lump to his +bedroom--and yon lassie far ga'en in consumption, too, they tell me! Ou, +he was in a perfectly awful condition--perfectly awful!" + +"Ay, man," nodded Brodie. "I hadna heard o't. Curious that I didna hear +o' that!" + +"It was Drucken Wabster's wife that telled it. There's not a haet that +happens at the Gourlays but she clypes. I speired her mysell, and she +says young Gourlay has a black eye." + +"Ay, ay; there'th thmall hope for the Gourlayth in _him_!" said the +Deacon. + +"How do _you_ ken?" cried the baker. "He's no the first youngster I've +seen the wiseacres o' the world wagging their sagacious pows owre; and, +eh, but he was _this_ waster!--according to their way of it--and, oh, +but he was the _other_ waster! and, ochonee, but he was the _wild_ +fellow. And a' the while they werena fit to be his doormat; for it was +only the fire in the ruffian made him seem sae daft." + +"True!" said the ex-Provost, "true! Still there's a decency in daftness. +And there's no decency in young Gourlay. He's just a mouth! 'Start +canny, and you'll steer weel,' my mother used to say; but he has started +unco ill, and he'll steer to ruin." + +"Dinna spae ill-fortune!" said the baker, "dinna spae ill-fortune! And +never despise a youngster for a random start. It's the blood makes a +breenge." + +"Well, I like young men to be quiet," said Sandy Toddle. "I would rather +have them a wee soft than rollickers." + +"Not I!" said the baker. "If I had a son, I would rather an ill deil sat +forenenst me at the table than parratch in a poke. Burns (God rest his +banes!) struck the he'rt o't. Ye mind what he said o' Prince Geordie: + + + 'Yet mony a ragged cowte's been known + To mak a noble aiver; + And ye may doucely fill a throne, + For a' their clishmaclaver. + There him at Agincourt wha shone. + Few better were or braver; + And yet wi' funny queer Sir John + He was an unco shaver + For mony a day.' + + +Dam't, but Burns is gude." + +"Huts, man, dinna sweer sae muckle!" frowned the old Provost. + +"Ou, there's waur than an oath now and than," said the baker. "Like +spice in a bun it lends a briskness. But it needs the hearty manner +wi't. The Deacon there couldna let blatter wi' a hearty oath to save his +withered sowl. I kenned a trifle o' a fellow that got in among a jovial +gang lang syne that used to sweer tremendous, and he bude to do the same +the bit bodie; so he used to say '_Dim it!_' in a wee, sma voice that +was clean rideec'lous. He was a lauchable dirt, that." + +"What was his name?" said Sandy Toddle. + +"Your ain," said the baker. (To tell the truth, he was gey fou.) +"Alexander Toddle was his name: '_Dim it!_' he used to squeak, for he +had been a Scotch cuddy in the Midlands, and whiles he used the English. +'_Dim it!_' said he. I like a man that says '_Dahm't._'" + +"Ay; but then, you thee, _you_'re an artitht in wordth," said the +Deacon. + +"Ye're an artist in spite," said the baker. + +"Ah, well," said the ex-Provost, "Burns proved to be wrang in the end +o't, and you'll maybe be the same. George the Fort' didna fill the +throne verra doucely for a' their clishmaclaver, and I don't think young +Gourlay'll fill the pulpit verra doucely for a' ours. For he's saftie +and daftie baith, and that's the deidly combination. At least, that's my +opinion," quoth he, and smacked his lips, the important man. + +"Tyuts," said the baker, "folk should be kind to folk. There may be a +possibeelity for the Gourlays in the youngster yet!" + +He would have said more, but at that moment his sonsy big wife came out, +with oh, such a roguish and kindly smile, and, "Tom, Tom," said she, +"what are ye havering here for? C'way in, man, and have a dish o' tea +wi' me!" + +He glanced up at her with comic shrewdness from where he sat on his +hunkers--for fine he saw through her--and "Ou ay," said he, "ye great +muckle fat hotch o' a dacent bodie, ye--I'll gang in and have a dish o' +tea wi' ye." And away went the fine fuddled fellow. + +"She's a wise woman that," said the ex-Provost, looking after them. "She +kenned no to flyte, and he went like a lamb." + +"I believe he'th feared o' her," snapped the Deacon, "or he wudny-un +went thae lamb-like!" + +"Leave him alone!" said Johnny Coe, who had been drinking too. "He's +the only kind heart in Barbie. And Gourlay's the only gentleman." + +"Gentleman!" cried Sandy Toddle. "Lord save us! Auld Gourlay a +gentleman!" + +"Yes, gentleman!" said Johnny, to whom the drink gave a courage. "Brute, +if ye like, but aristocrat frae scalp to heel. If he had brains, and a +dacent wife, and a bigger field--oh, man," said Johnny, visioning the +possibility, "Auld Gourla could conquer the world, if he swalled his +neck till't." + +"It would be a big conquest that!" said the Deacon.--"Here comes his +son, taking his ain share o' the earth, at ony rate." + +Young Gourlay came staggering round the corner, "a little sprung" (as +they phrase it in Barbie), but not so bad as they had hoped to see him. +Webster and the ragman had exaggerated the condition of their +fellow-toper. Probably their own oscillation lent itself to everything +they saw. John zigzagged, it is true, but otherwise he was fairly steady +on his pins. Unluckily, however, failing to see a stone before on the +road, he tripped, and went sprawling on his hands and knees. A titter +went. + +"What the hell are you laughing at?" he snarled, leaping up, quick to +feel the slight, blatant to resent it. + +"Tyuts, man," Tam Wylie rebuked him in a careless scorn. + +With a parting scowl he went swaggering up the street. + +"Ay," said Toddle dryly, "that's the Gourlay possibeelity." + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + + +"Aha, Deacon, my old cock, here you are!" The speaker smote the Deacon +between his thin shoulder-blades till the hat leapt on his startled +cranium. "No, not a lengthy stay--just down for a flying visit to see my +little girl. Dem'd glad to get back to town again--Barbie's too quiet +for my tastes. No life in the place, no life at all!" + +The speaker was Davie Aird, draper and buck. "No life at all," he cried, +as he shot down his cuffs with a jerk, and swung up and down the +bar-room of the Red Lion. He was dressed in a long fawn overcoat +reaching to his heels, with two big yellow buttons at the waist behind, +in the most approved fashion of the horsy. He paused in his swaggering +to survey the backs of his long white delicate hands, holding them side +by side before him, as if to make sure they were the same size. He was +letting the Deacon see his ring. Then pursing his chin down, with a +fastidious and critical regard, he picked a long fair hair off his left +coat sleeve. He held it high as he had seen them do on the stage of the +Theatre Royal. "Sweet souvenir!" he cried, and kissed it, "most dear +remembrance!" + +The Deacon fed on the sight. The richness of his satiric perception was +too great to permit of speech. He could only gloat and be dumb. + +"Waiting for Jack Gourlay," Aird rattled again. "He's off to College +again, and we're driving in his father's trap to meet the express at +Skeighan Station. Wonder what's keeping the fellow. I like a man to be +punctual. Business training, you see; yes, by Gad, two thousand parcels +a week go out of our place, and all of 'em up to time! Ah, there he is," +he added, as the harsh grind of wheels was heard on the gravel at the +door. "Thank God, we'll soon be in civilization." + +Young Gourlay entered, greatcoated and lordly, through the two halves of +that easy-swinging door. + +"Good!" he cried. "Just a minute, Aird, till I get my flask filled." + +"My weapon's primed and ready," Aird ha-haed, and slapped the breast +pocket of his coat. + +John birled a bright sovereign on the counter, one of twenty old Gourlay +had battered his brains to get together for the boy's expenses. The +young fellow rattled the change into his trouser pocket like a master of +millions. + +The Deacon and another idler or two gathered about the steps in the +darkness, to see that royal going off. Peter Riney's bunched-up little +old figure could be seen on the front seat of the gig; Aird was already +mounted behind. The mare (a worthy successor to Spanking Tam) pawed the +gravel and fretted in impatience; her sharp ears, seen pricked against +the gloom, worked to and fro. A widening cone of light shone out from +the leftward lamp of the gig, full on a glistering laurel, which Simpson +had growing by his porch. Each smooth leaf of the green bush gave back a +separate gleam, vivid to the eye in that pouring yellowness. Gourlay +stared at the bright evergreen, and forget for a moment where he was. +His lips parted, and--as they saw in the light from the door--his look +grew dreamy and far-away. + +The truth was that all the impressions of a last day at home were bitten +in on his brain as by acid, in the very middle of his swaggering gusto. +That gusto was largely real, true, for it seemed a fine thing to go +splurging off to College in a gig; but it was still more largely +assumed, to combat the sorrow of departure. His heart was in his boots +at the thought of going back to accursed Edinburgh--to those lodgings, +those dreary, damnable lodgings. Thus his nature was reduced to its real +elements in the hour of leaving home; it was only for a swift moment he +forgot to splurge, but for that moment the cloak of his swaggering +dropped away, and he was his naked self, morbidly alive to the +impressions of the world, afraid of life, clinging to the familiar and +the known. That was why he gazed with wistful eyes at that laurel clump, +so vivid in the pouring rays. So vivid there, it stood for all the dear +country round which was now hidden by the darkness; it centred his world +among its leaves. It was a last picture of loved Barbie that was +fastening on his mind. There would be fine gardens in Edinburgh, no +doubt; but oh, that couthie laurel by the Red Lion door! It was his +friend; he had known it always. + +The spell lasted but a moment, one of those moments searching a man's +nature to its depths, yet flitting like a lonely shadow on the autumn +wheat. But Aird was already fidgeting. "Hurry up, Jack," he cried; +"we'll need to pelt if we mean to get the train." + +Gourlay started. In a moment he had slipped from one self to another, +and was the blusterer once more. "Right!" he splurged. "Hover a blink +till I light my cigar." + +He was not in the habit of smoking cigars, but he had bought a packet on +purpose, that he might light one before his admiring onlookers ere he +went away. Nothing like cutting a dash. + +He was seen puffing for a moment with indrawn cheeks, his head to one +side, the flame of the flickering vesta lighting up his face, his hat +pushed back till it rested on his collar, his fair hair hanging down his +brow. Then he sprang to the driving seat and gathered up the reins. +"Ta-ta, Deacon; see and behave yourself!" he flung across his shoulder, +and they were off with a bound. + +"Im-pidenth!" said the outraged Deacon. + +Peter Riney was quite proud to have the honour of driving two such bucks +to the station. It lent him a consequence; he would be able to say when +he came back that he had been "awa wi' the young mester"--for Peter said +"mester," and was laughed at by the Barbie wits who knew that "maister" +was the proper English. The splurging twain rallied him and drew him out +in talk, passed him their flasks at the Brownie's Brae, had him +tee-heeing at their nonsense. It was a full-blooded night to the +withered little man. + +That was how young Gourlay left Barbie for what was to prove his last +session at the University. + + * * * * * + +All Gourlay's swankie chaps had gone with the going of his trade; only +Peter Riney, the queer little oddity, remained. There was a loyal +simplicity in Peter which never allowed him to question the Gourlays. He +had been too long in their service to be of use to any other; while +there was a hand's turn to be done about the House with the Green +Shutters he was glad to have the chance of doing it. His respect for his +surly tyrant was as great as ever; he took his pittance of a wage and +was thankful. Above all he worshipped young Gourlay; to be in touch with +a College-bred man was a reflected glory; even the escapades noised +about the little town, to his gleeful ignorance, were the signs of a man +of the world. Peter chuckled when he heard them talked of. "Terr'ble +clever fallow, the young mester!" the bowed little man would say, +sucking his pipe of an evening, "terr'ble clever fallow, the young +mester; and hardy, too--infernal hardy!" Loyal Peter believed it. + +But ere four months had gone Peter was discharged. It was on the day +after Gourlay sold Black Sally, the mare, to get a little money to go on +with. + +It was a bright spring day, of enervating softness; a fosie day--a day +when the pores of everything seemed opened. People's brains felt pulpy, +and they sniffed as with winter's colds. Peter Riney was opening a pit +of potatoes in the big garden, shovelling aside the foot-deep mould, and +tearing off the inner covering of yellow straw--which seemed strange and +unnatural, somehow, when suddenly revealed in its glistening dryness, +beneath the moist dark earth. Little crumbles of mould trickled down, in +among the flattened shining straws. In a tree near Peter two pigeons +were gurgling and _rookety-cooing_, mating for the coming year. He fell +to sorting out the potatoes, throwing the bad ones on a heap +aside--"tattie-walin'," as they call it in the north. The enervating +softness was at work on Peter's head, too, and from time to time, as he +waled, he wiped his nose on his sleeve. + +Gourlay watched him for a long time without speaking. Once or twice he +moistened his lips, and cleared his throat, and frowned, as one who +would broach unpleasant news. It was not like him to hesitate. But the +old man, encased in senility, was ill to disturb; he was intent on +nothing but the work before him; it was mechanical and soothing, and +occupied his whole mind. Gourlay, so often the trampling brute without +knowing it, felt it brutal to wound the faithful old creature dreaming +at his toil. He would have found it much easier to discharge a younger +and a keener man. + +"Stop, Peter," he said at last; "I don't need you ainy more." + +Peter rose stiffly from his knees and shook the mould with a pitiful +gesture from his hands. His mouth was fallen slack, and showed a few +yellow tusks. + +"Eh?" he asked vaguely. The thought that he must leave the Gourlays +could not penetrate his mind. + +"I don't need you ainy more," said Gourlay again, and met his eye +steadily. + +"I'm gey auld," said Peter, still shaking his hands with that pitiful +gesture, "but I only need a bite and a sup. Man, I'm willin' to tak +onything." + +"It's no that," said Gourlay sourly--"it's no that. But I'm giving up +the business." + +Peter said nothing, but gazed away down the garden, his sunken mouth +forgetting to munch its straw, which dangled by his chin. "I'm an auld +servant," he said at last, "and, mind ye," he flashed in pride, "I'm a +true ane." + +"Oh, you're a' that," Gourlay grunted; "you have been a good servant." + +"It'll be the poorhouse, it's like," mused Peter. "Man, have ye noathing +for us to do?" he asked pleadingly. + +Gourlay's jaw clamped. "Noathing, Peter," he said sullenly, "noathing;" +and slipped some money into Peter's heedless palm. + +Peter stared stupidly down at the coins. He seemed dazed. "Ay, weel," he +said; "I'll feenish the tatties, at ony rate." + +"No, no, Peter," and Gourlay gripped him by the shoulder as he turned +back to his work--"no, no; I have no right to keep you. Never mind about +the money; you deserve something, going so suddenly after sic a long +service. It's just a bit present to mind you o'--to mind you o'----" he +broke suddenly and scowled across the garden. + +Some men, when a feeling touches them, express their emotion in tears; +others by an angry scowl--hating themselves inwardly, perhaps, for their +weakness in being moved, hating, too, the occasion that has probed their +weakness. It was because he felt parting with Peter so keenly that +Gourlay behaved more sullenly than usual. Peter had been with Gourlay's +father in his present master's boyhood, had always been faithful and +submissive; in his humble way was nearer the grain merchant than any +other man in Barbie. He was the only human being Gourlay had ever +deigned to joke with, and that in itself won him an affection. More--the +going of Peter meant the going of everything. It cut Gourlay to the +quick. Therefore he scowled. + +Without a word of thanks for the money, Peter knocked the mould off his +heavy boots, striking one against the other clumsily, and shuffled away +across the bare soil. But when he had gone twenty yards he stopped, and +came back slowly. "Good-bye, sir," he said with a rueful smile, and held +out his hand. + +Gourlay gripped it. "Good-bye, Peter! good-bye; damn ye, man, good-bye!" + +Peter wondered vaguely why he was sworn at. But he felt that it was not +in anger. He still clung to his master's hand. "I've been fifty year wi' +the Gourlays," said he. "Ay, ay; and this, it seems, is the end o't." + +"Oh, gang away!" cried Gourlay, "gang away, man!" And Peter went away. + +Gourlay went out to the big green gate where he had often stood in his +pride, and watched his old servant going down the street. Peter was so +bowed that the back of his velveteen coat was halfway up his spine, and +the bulging pockets at the corners were midway down his thighs. Gourlay +had seen the fact a thousand times, but it never gripped him before. He +stared till Peter disappeared round the Bend o' the Brae. + +"Ay, ay," said he, "ay, ay. There goes the last o' them." + +It was a final run of ill-luck that brought Gourlay to this desperate +pass. When everything seemed to go against him he tried several +speculations, with a gambler's hope that they might do well, and +retrieve the situation. He abandoned the sensible direction of affairs, +that is, and trusted entirely to chance, as men are apt to do when +despairing. And chance betrayed him. He found himself of a sudden at the +end of his resources. + +Through all his troubles his one consolation was the fact that he had +sent John to the University. That was something saved from the wreck, at +any rate. More and more, as his other supports fell away, Gourlay +attached himself to the future of his son. It became the sheet-anchor of +his hopes. If he had remained a prosperous man, John's success would +have been merely incidental, something to disconsider in speech, at +least, however pleased he might have been at heart. But now it was the +whole of life to him. For one thing, the son's success would justify the +father's past and prevent it being quite useless; it would have produced +a minister, a successful man, one of an esteemed profession. Again, that +success would be a salve to Gourlay's wounded pride; the Gourlays would +show Barbie they could flourish yet, in spite of their present downcome. +Thus, in the collapse of his fortunes, the son grew all-important in the +father's eyes. Nor did his own poverty seem to him a just bar to his +son's prosperity. "I have put him through his Arts," thought Gourlay; +"surely he can do the rest himsell. Lots of young chaps, when they +warstle through their Arts, teach the sons of swells to get a little +money to gang through Diveenity. My boy can surely do the like!" Again +and again, as Gourlay felt himself slipping under in the world of +Barbie, his hopes turned to John in Edinburgh. If that boy would only +hurry up and get through, to make a hame for the lassie and the auld +wife! + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + + +Young Gourlay spent that winter in Edinburgh pretty much as he had spent +the last. Last winter, however, it was simply a weak need for +companionship that drew him to the Howff. This winter it was more: it +was the need of a formed habit that must have its wonted satisfaction. +He had a further impulse to conviviality now. It had become a habit that +compelled him. + +The diversions of some men are merely subsidiary to their lives, +externals easy to be dropped; with others they usurp the man. They usurp +a life when it is never happy away from them, when in the midst of other +occupations absent pleasures rise vivid to the mind, with an +irresistible call. Young Gourlay's too-seeing imagination, always +visioning absent delights, combined with his weakness of will, never +gripping to the work before him, to make him hate his lonely studies and +long for the jolly company of his friends. He never opened his books of +an evening but he thought to himself, "I wonder what they're doing at +the Howff to-night?" At once he visualized the scene, imagined every +detail, saw them in their jovial hours. And, seeing them so happy, he +longed to be with them. On that night, long ago, when his father ordered +him to College, his cowardly and too vivid mind thought of the ploys the +fellows would be having along the Barbie roads, while he was mewed up in +Edinburgh. He saw the Barbie rollickers in his mind's eye, and the +student in his lonely rooms, and contrasted them mournfully. So now, +every night, he saw the cosy companions in their Howff, and shivered at +his own isolation. He felt a tugging at his heart to be off and join +them. And his will was so weak that, nine times out of ten, he made no +resistance to the impulse. + +He had always a feeling of depression when he must sit down to his +books. It was the start that gravelled him. He would look round his room +and hate it, mutter "Damn it, I must work;" and then, with a heavy sigh, +would seat himself before an outspread volume on the table, tugging the +hair on a puckered forehead. Sometimes the depression left him, when he +buckled to his work; as his mind became occupied with other things the +vision of the Howff was expelled. Usually, however, the stiffness of his +brains made the reading drag heavily, and he rarely attained the +sufficing happiness of a student eager and engrossed. At the end of ten +minutes he would be gaping across the table, and wondering what they +were doing at the Howff. "Will Logan be singing 'Tam Glen'? Or is +Gillespie fiddling Highland tunes, by Jing, with his elbow going it +merrily? Lord! I would like to hear 'Miss Drummond o' Perth' or 'Gray +Daylicht'--they might buck me up a bit. I'll just slip out for ten +minutes, to see what they're doing, and be back directly." He came back +at two in the morning, staggering. + +On a bleak spring evening, near the end of February, young Gourlay had +gone to the Howff, to escape the shuddering misery of the streets. It +was that treacherous spring weather which blights. Only two days ago the +air had been sluggish and balmy; now an easterly wind nipped the gray +city, naked and bare. There was light enough, with the lengthening days, +to see plainly the rawness of the world. There were cold yellow gleams +in windows fronting a lonely west. Uncertain little puffs of wind came +swirling round corners, and made dust and pieces of dirty white paper +gyrate on the roads. Prosperous old gentlemen pacing home, rotund in +their buttoned-up coats, had clear drops at the end of their noses. +Sometimes they stopped--their trousers legs flapping behind them--and +trumpeted loudly into red silk handkerchiefs. Young Gourlay had fled the +streets. It was the kind of night that made him cower. + +By eight o'clock, however, he was merry with the barley-bree, and making +a butt of himself to amuse the company. He was not quick-witted enough +to banter a comrade readily, nor hardy enough to essay it unprovoked; on +the other hand, his swaggering love of notice impelled him to some form +of talk that would attract attention. So he made a point of always +coming with daft stories of things comic that befell him--at least, he +said they did. But if his efforts were greeted with too loud a roar, +implying not only appreciation of the stories, but also a contempt for +the man who could tell them of himself, his sensitive vanity was +immediately wounded, and he swelled with sulky anger. And the moment +after he would splurge and bluster to reassert his dignity. + +"I remember when I was a boy," he hiccupped, "I had a pet goose at +home." + +There was a titter at the queer beginning. + +"I was to get the price of it for myself, and so when Christmas drew +near I went to old MacFarlane, the poulterer in Skeighan. 'Will you buy +a goose?' said I. 'Are ye for sale, my man?' was his answer." + +Armstrong flung back his head and roared, prolonging the loud _ho-ho!_ +through his big nose and open mouth long after the impulse to honest +laughter was exhausted. He always laughed with false loudness, to +indicate his own superiority, when he thought a man had been guilty of a +public silliness. The laugh was meant to show the company how far above +such folly was Mr. Armstrong. + +Gourlay scowled. "Damn Armstrong!" he thought, "what did he yell like +that for? Does he think I didn't see the point of the joke against +myself? Would I have told it if I hadn't? This is what comes of being +sensitive. I'm always too sensitive! I felt there was an awkward +silence, and I told a story against myself to dispel it in fun, and this +is what I get for't. Curse the big brute! he thinks I have given myself +away. But I'll show him!" + +He was already mellow, but he took another swig to hearten him, as was +his habit. + +"There's a damned sight too much yell about your laugh, Armstrong," he +said, truly enough, getting a courage from his anger and the drink. "No +gentleman laughs like that." + +"'_Risu inepto res ineptior nulla est_,'" said Tarmillan, who was on one +of his rare visits to the Howff. He was too busy and too wise a man to +frequent it greatly. + +Armstrong blushed; and Gourlay grew big and brave, in the backing of the +great Tarmillan. He took another swig on the strength of it. But his +resentment was still surging. When Tarmillan went, and the three +students were left by themselves, Gourlay continued to nag and bluster, +for that blatant laugh of Armstrong's rankled in his mind. + +"I saw Hepburn in the street to-day," said Gillespie, by way of a +diversion. + +"Who's Hepburn?" snapped Gourlay. + +"Oh, don't you remember? He's the big Border chap who got into a row +with auld Tam on the day you won your prize essay." (That should surely +appease the fool, thought Gillespie.) "It was only for the fun of the +thing Hepburn was at College, for he has lots of money; and, here, he +never apologized to Tam! He said he would go down first." + +"He was damned right," spluttered Gourlay. "Some of these profs. think +too much of themselves. They wouldn't bully _me_! There's good stuff in +the Gourlays," he went on with a meaning look at Armstrong; "they're not +to be scoffed at. I would stand insolence from no man." + +"Ay, man," said Armstrong, "would you face up to a professor?" + +"Wouldn't I?" said the tipsy youth; "and to you, too, if you went too +far." + +He became so quarrelsome as the night went on that his comrades filled +him up with drink, in the hope of deadening his ruffled sensibilities. +It was, "Yes, yes, Jack; but never mind about that! Have another drink, +just to show there's no ill-feeling among friends." + +When they left the Howff they went to Gillespie's and drank more, and +after that they roamed about the town. At two in the morning the other +two brought Gourlay to his door. He was assuring Armstrong he was not a +gentleman. + +When he went to bed the fancied insult he had suffered swelled to +monstrous proportions in his fevered brain. Did Armstrong despise him? +The thought was poison! He lay in brooding anger, and his mind was +fluent in wrathful harangues in some imaginary encounter of the future, +in which he was a glorious victor. He flowed in eloquent scorn of +Armstrong and his ways. If I could talk like this always, he thought, +what a fellow I would be! He seemed gifted with uncanny insight into +Armstrong's character. He noted every weakness in the rushing whirl of +his thoughts, set them in order one by one, saw himself laying bare the +man with savage glee when next they should encounter. He would whiten +the big brute's face by showing he had probed him to the quick. Just let +him laugh at me again, thought Gourlay, and I'll analyze each mean quirk +of his dirty soul to him! + +The drink was dying in him now, for the trio had walked for more than an +hour through the open air when they left Gillespie's rooms. The +stupefaction of alcohol was gone, leaving his brain morbidly alive. He +was anxious to sleep, but drowsy dullness kept away. His mind began to +visualize of its own accord, independent of his will; and, one after +another, a crowd of pictures rose vivid in the darkness of his brain. He +saw them as plainly as you see this page, but with a different +clearness--for they seemed unnatural, belonging to a morbid world. Nor +did one suggest the other; there was no connection between them; each +came vivid of its own accord. + +First it was an old pit-frame on a barren moor, gaunt, against the +yellow west. Gourlay saw bars of iron, left when the pit was abandoned, +reddened by the rain; and the mounds of rubbish, and the scattered +bricks, and the rusty clinkers from the furnace, and the melancholy +shining pools. A four-wheeled old trolley had lost two of its wheels, +and was tilted at a slant, one square end of it resting on the ground. + +"Why do I think of an old pit?" he thought angrily; "curse it! why can't +I sleep?" + +Next moment he was gazing at a ruined castle, its mouldering walls +mounded atop with decaying rubble; from a loose crumb of mortar a long, +thin film of the spider's weaving stretched bellying away to a tall weed +waving on the crazy brink. Gourlay saw its glisten in the wind. He saw +each crack in the wall, each stain of lichen; a myriad details stamped +themselves together on his raw mind. Then a constant procession of +figures passed across the inner curtain of his closed eyes. Each figure +was cowled; but when it came directly opposite, it turned and looked at +him with a white face. "Stop, stop!" cried his mind; "I don't want to +think of you, I don't want to think of you, I don't want to think of +you! Go away!" But as they came of themselves, so they went of +themselves. He could not banish them. + +He turned on his side, but a hundred other pictures pursued him. From +an inland hollow he saw the great dawn flooding up from the sea, over a +sharp line of cliff, wave after wave of brilliance surging up the +heavens. The landward slope of the cliff was gray with dew. The inland +hollow was full of little fields, divided by stone walls, and he could +not have recalled the fields round Barbie with half their distinctness. +For a moment they possessed his brain. Then an autumn wood rose on his +vision. He was gazing down a vista of yellow leaves; a long, deep +slanting cleft, framed in lit foliage. Leaves, leaves; everywhere yellow +leaves, luminous, burning. He saw them falling through the lucid air. +The scene was as vivid as fire to his brain, though of magic stillness. +Then the foliage changed suddenly to great serpents twined about the +boughs. Their colours were of monstrous beauty. They glistened as they +moved. + +He leapt in his bed with a throb of horror. Could this be the delirium +of drink? But no; he had often had an experience like this when he was +sleepless; he had the learned description of it pat and ready; it was +only automatic visualization. + +Damn! Why couldn't he sleep? He flung out of bed, uncorked a bottle with +his teeth, tilted it up, and gulped the gurgling fire in the darkness. +Ha! that was better. + +His room was already gray with the coming dawn. He went to the window +and opened it. The town was stirring uneasily in its morning sleep. +Somewhere in the distance a train was shunting; _clank, clank, clank_ +went the wagons. What an accursed sound! A dray went past the end of his +street rumbling hollowly, and the rumble died drearily away. Then the +footsteps of an early workman going to his toil were heard in the +deserted thoroughfare. Gourlay looked down and saw him pass far beneath +him on the glimmering pavement. He was whistling. Why did the fool +whistle? What had he got to whistle about? It was unnatural that one +man should go whistling to his work, when another had not been able to +sleep the whole night long. + +He took another vast glut of whisky, and the moment after was dead to +the world. + +He was awakened at eight o'clock by a monstrous hammering on his door. +By the excessive loudness of the first knock he heard on returning to +consciousness, he knew that his landlady had lost her temper in trying +to get him up. Ere he could shout she had thumped again. He stared at +the ceiling in sullen misery. The middle of his tongue was as dry as +bark. + +For his breakfast there were thick slabs of rancid bacon, from the top +of which two yellow eggs had spewed themselves away among the cold +gravy. His gorge rose at them. He nibbled a piece of dry bread and +drained the teapot; then shouldering into his greatcoat, he tramped off +to the University. + +It was a wretched morning. The wind had veered once more, and a cold +drizzle of rain was falling through a yellow fog. The reflections of the +street lamps in the sloppy pavement went down through spiral gleams to +an infinite depth of misery. Young Gourlay's brain was aching from his +last night's debauch, and his body was weakened with the want both of +sleep and food. The cold yellow mist chilled him to the bone. What a +fool I was to get drunk last night, he thought. Why am I here? Why am I +trudging through mud and misery to the University? What has it all got +to do with me? Oh, what a fool I am, what a fool! + +"Drown dull care," said the devil in his ear. + +He took a sixpence from his trousers pocket, and looked down at the +white bit of money in his hand till it was wet with the falling rain. +Then he went into a flashy tavern, and, standing by a sloppy bar, drank +sixpenny-worth of cheap whisky. It went to his head at once, owing to +his want of food, and with a dull warm feeling in his body he lurched +off to his first lecture for the day. His outlook on the world had +changed. The fog was now a comfortable yellowness. "Freedom and whisky +gang thegither: tak aff your dram," he quoted to his own mind. "That +stuff did me good. Whisky's the boy to fettle you." + +He was in his element the moment he entered the classroom. It was a bear +garden. The most moral individual has his days of perversity when a +malign fate compels him to show the worst he has in him. A Scottish +university class--which is many most moral individuals--has a similar +eruptive tendency when it gets into the hands of a weak professor. It +will behave well enough for a fortnight, then a morning comes when +nothing can control it. This was a morning of the kind. The lecturer, +who was an able man but a weakling, had begun by apologizing for the +condition of his voice, on the ground that he had a bad cold. Instantly +every man in the class was blowing his nose. One fellow, of a most +portentous snout, who could trumpet like an elephant, with a last +triumphant snort sent his handkerchief across the room. When called to +account for his conduct, "Really, sir," he said, "er-er-oom--bad cold!" +Uprose a universal sneeze. Then the "roughing" began, to the tune of +"John Brown's body lies a-mouldering in the grave"--which no man seemed +to sing, but every man could hear. They were playing the tune with their +feet. + +The lecturer glared with white repugnance at his tormentors. + +Young Gourlay flung himself heart and soul into the cruel baiting. It +was partly from his usual love of showing off, partly from the drink +still seething within him, but largely, also, as a reaction from his +morning's misery. This was another way of drowning reflection. The +morbidly gloomy one moment often shout madly on the next. + +At last the lecturer plunged wildly at the door and flung it open. +"Go!" he shrieked, and pointed in superb dismissal. + +A hundred and fifty barbarians sat where they were, and laughed at him; +and he must needs come back to the platform, with a baffled and +vindictive glower. + +He was just turning, as it chanced, when young Gourlay put his hands to +his mouth and bellowed "_Cock-a-doodle-do_!" + +Ere the roar could swell, the lecturer had leapt to the front of the +rostrum with flaming eyes. "Mr. Gourlay," he screamed furiously--"you +there, sir; you will apologize humbly to me for this outrage at the end +of the hour." + +There was a womanish shrillness in the scream, a kind of hysteria on the +stretch, that (contrasted with his big threat) might have provoked them +at other times to a roar of laughter. But there was a sincerity in his +rage to-day that rose above its faults of manner; and an immediate +silence took the room--the more impressive for the former noise. Every +eye turned to Gourlay. He sat gaping at the lecturer. + +If he had been swept to the anteroom there and then, he would have been +cowed by the suddenness of his own change, from a loud tormentor in the +company of others, to a silent culprit in a room alone. And apologies +would have been ready to tumble out, while he was thus loosened by +surprise and fear. + +Unluckily he had time to think, and the longer he thought the more +sullen he became. It was only an accident that led to his discovery, +while the rest escaped; and that the others should escape, when they +were just as much to blame as he was, was an injustice that made him +furious. His anger was equally divided between the cursed mischance +itself, the teacher who had "jumped" on him so suddenly, and the other +rowdies who had escaped to laugh at his discomfiture; he had the same +burning resentment to them all. When he thought of his chuckling +fellow-students, they seemed to engross his rage; when he thought of the +mishap, he damned it and nothing else; when he thought of the lecturer, +he felt he had no rage to fling away upon others--the Snuffler took it +all. As his mind shot backwards and forwards in an angry gloom, it +suddenly encountered the image of his father. Not a professor of the +lot, he reflected, could stand the look of black Gourlay. And he +wouldn't knuckle under, either, so he wouldn't. He came of a hardy +stock. He would show them! He wasn't going to lick dirt for any man. Let +him punish all or none, for they had all been kicking up a row--why, big +Cunningham had been braying like an ass only a minute before. + +He spied Armstrong and Gillespie glinting across at him with a curious +look: they were wondering whether he had courage enough to stand to his +guns with a professor. He knew the meaning of the look, and resented it. +He was on his mettle before them, it seemed. The fellow who had +swaggered at the Howff last night about "what _he_ would do if a +professor jumped on _him_," mustn't prove wanting in the present trial, +beneath the eyes of those on whom he had imposed his blatancy. + +When we think of what Gourlay did that day, we must remember that he was +soaked in alcohol--not merely with his morning's potation, but with the +dregs of previous carousals. And the dregs of drink, a thorough toper +will tell you, never leave him. He is drunk on Monday with his +Saturday's debauch. As "Drucken Wabster" of Barbie put it once, "When a +body's hard up, his braith's a consolation." If that be so--and Wabster, +remember, was an expert whose opinion on this matter is entitled to the +highest credence--if that be so, it proves the strength and persistence +of a thorough alcoholic impregnation, or, as Wabster called it, of "a +good soak." In young Gourlay's case, at any rate, the impregnation was +enduring and complete. He was like a rag steeped in fusel oil. + +As the end of the hour drew near, he sank deeper in his dogged +sullenness. When the class streamed from the large door on the right, he +turned aside to the little anteroom on the left, with an insolent swing +of the shoulders. He knew the fellows were watching him curiously--he +felt their eyes upon his back. And, therefore, as he went through the +little door, he stood for a moment on his right foot, and waggled his +left, on a level with his hip behind, in a vulgar derision of them, the +professor, and the whole situation. That was a fine taunt flung back at +them! + +There is nothing on earth more vindictive than a weakling. When he gets +a chance he takes revenge for everything his past cowardice forced him +to endure. The timid lecturer, angry at the poor figure he had cut on +the platform, was glad to take it out of young Gourlay for the +wrongdoing of the class. Gourlay was their scapegoat. The lecturer had +no longer over a hundred men to deal with, but one lout only, sullen yet +shrinking in the room before him. Instead of coming to the point at +once, he played with his victim. It was less from intentional cruelty +than from an instinctive desire to recover his lost feeling of +superiority. The class was his master, but here was one of them he could +cow at any rate. + +"Well?" he asked, bringing his thin finger-tips together, and flinging +one thigh across the other. + +Gourlay shuffled his feet uneasily. + +"Yes?" inquired the other, enjoying his discomfiture. + +Gourlay lowered. "Whatna gate was this to gang on? Why couldn't he let a +blatter out of his thin mouth, and ha' done wi't?" + +"I'm waiting!" said the lecturer. + +The words "I apologize" rose in Gourlay, but refused to pass his throat. +No, he wouldn't, so he wouldn't! He would see the lecturer far enough, +ere he gave an apology before it was expressly required. + +"Oh, that's the line you go on, is it?" said the lecturer, nodding his +head as if he had sized up a curious animal. "I see, I see! You add +contumacy to insolence, do you?... Imphm." + +Gourlay was not quite sure what contumacy meant, and the uncertainty +added to his anger. + +"There were others making a noise besides me," he blurted. "I don't see +why _I_ should be blamed for it all." + +"Oh, you don't see why _you_ should be had up, indeed? I think we'll +bring you to a different conclusion. Yes, I think so." + +Gourlay, being forced to stand always on the one spot, felt himself +swaying in a drunken stupor. He blinked at the lecturer like an angry +owl--the blinking regard of a sodden mind, yet fiery with a spiteful +rage. His wrath was rising and falling like a quick tide. He would have +liked one moment to give a rein to the Gourlay temper, and let the +lecturer have it hot and strong; the next, he was quivering in a +cowardly horror of the desperate attempt he had so nearly made. Curse +his tormentor! Why did he keep him here, when his head was aching so +badly? Another taunt was enough to spring his drunken rage. + +"I wonder what you think you came to College for?" said the lecturer. "I +have been looking at your records in the class. They're the worst I ever +saw. And you're not content with that, it seems. You add misbehaviour to +gross stupidity." + +"To hell wi' ye!" said Gourlay. + +There was a feeling in the room as if the air was stunned. The silence +throbbed. + +The lecturer, who had risen, sat down suddenly as if going at the knees, +and went white about the gills. Some men would have swept the ruffian +with a burst of generous wrath, a few might have pitied in their anger; +but this young Solomon was thin and acid, a vindictive rat. Unable to +cow the insolent in present and full-blooded rage, he fell to thinking +of the great machine he might set in motion to destroy him. As he sat +there in silence, his eyes grew ferrety, and a sleek revenge peeped from +the corners of his mouth. "I'll show him what I'll do to him for this!" +is a translation of his thought. He was thinking, with great +satisfaction to himself, of how the Senatus would deal with young +Gourlay. + +Gourlay grew weak with fear the moment the words escaped him. They had +been a thunderclap to his own ears. He had been thinking them, but--as +he pleaded far within him now--had never meant to utter them; they had +been mere spume off the surge of cowardly wrath seething up within him, +longing to burst, but afraid. It was the taunt of stupidity that fired +his drunken vanity to blurt them forth. + +The lecturer eyed him sideways where he shrank in fear. "You may go," he +said at last. "I will report your conduct to the University." + + * * * * * + +Gourlay was sitting alone in his room when he heard that he had been +expelled. For many days he had drunk to deaden fear, but he was sober +now, being newly out of bed. A dreary ray of sunshine came through the +window, and fell on a wisp of flame blinking in the grate. As Gourlay +sat, his eyes fixed dully on the faded ray, a flash of intuition laid +his character bare to him. He read himself ruthlessly. It was not by +conscious effort; insight was uncanny and apart from will. He saw that +blatancy had joined with weakness, morbidity with want of brains; and +that the results of these, converging to a point, had produced the +present issue, his expulsion. His mind recognized how logical the issue +was, assenting wearily as to a problem proved. Given those qualities, in +those circumstances, what else could have happened? And such a weakling +as he knew himself to be could never--he thought--make effort sufficient +to alter his qualities. A sense of fatalism came over him, as of one +doomed. He bowed his head, and let his arms fall by the sides of his +chair, dropping them like a spent swimmer ready to sink. The sudden +revelation of himself to himself had taken the heart out of him. "I'm a +waster!" he said aghast. And then, at the sound of his own voice, a fear +came over him, a fear of his own nature; and he started to his feet and +strode feverishly, as if by mere locomotion, to escape from his clinging +and inherent ill. It was as if he were trying to run away from himself. + +He faced round at the mirror on his mantel, and looked at his own image +with staring and startled eyes, his mouth open, the breath coming hard +through his nostrils. "You're a gey ill ane," he said; "you're a gey ill +ane! My God, where have you landed yourself?" + +He went out to escape from his thoughts. Instinctively he turned to the +Howff for consolation. + +With the panic despair of the weak, he abandoned hope of his character +at its first collapse, and plunged into a wild debauch, to avoid +reflecting where it would lead him in the end. But he had a more +definite reason for prolonging his bout in Edinburgh. He was afraid to +go home and meet his father. He shrank, in visioning fear, before the +dour face, loaded with scorn, that would swing round to meet him as he +entered through the door. Though he swore every night in his cups that +he would "square up to the Governor the morn, so he would!" always, when +the cold light came, fear of the interview drove him to his cups again. +His courage zigzagged, as it always did; one moment he towered in +imagination, the next he grovelled in fear. + +Sometimes, when he was fired with whisky, another element entered into +his mood, no less big with destruction. It was all his father's fault +for sending him to Edinburgh, and no matter what happened, it would +serve the old fellow right! He had a kind of fierce satisfaction in his +own ruin, because his ruin would show them at home what a mistake they +had made in sending him to College. It was the old man's tyranny, in +forcing him to College, that had brought all this on his miserable head. +Well, he was damned glad, so he was, that they should be punished at +home by their own foolish scheme--it had punished _him_ enough, for one. +And then he would set his mouth insolent and hard, and drink the more +fiercely, finding a consolation in the thought that his tyrannical +father would suffer through his degradation too. + +At last he must go home. He drifted to the station aimlessly; he had +ceased to be self-determined. His compartment happened to be empty; so, +free to behave as he liked, he yelled music-hall snatches in a tuneless +voice, hammering with his feet on the wooden floor. The noise pleased +his sodden mind, which had narrowed to a comfortable stupor--outside of +which his troubles seemed to lie, as if they belonged not to him but to +somebody else. With the same sodden interest he was staring through the +window, at one of the little stations on the line, when a boy, pointing, +said, "_Flat white nose!_" and Gourlay laughed uproariously, adding at +the end, "He's a clever chield, that; my nose _would_ look flat and +white against the pane." But this outbreak of mirth seemed to break in +on his comfortable vagueness; it roused him by a kind of reaction to +think of home, and of what his father would say. A minute after he had +been laughing so madly, he was staring sullenly in front of him. Well, +it didn't matter; it was all the old fellow's fault, and he wasn't going +to stand any of his jaw. "None of your jaw, John Gourlay!" he said, +nodding his head viciously, and thrusting out his clenched fist--"none +of your jaw; d'ye hear?" + +He crept into Barbie through the dusk. It had been market-day, and +knots of people were still about the streets. Gourlay stole softly +through the shadows, and turned his coat-collar high about his ears. He +nearly ran into two men who were talking apart, and his heart stopped +dead at their words. + +"No, no, Mr. Gourlay," said one of them; "it's quite impossible. I'm not +unwilling to oblige ye, but I cannot take the risk." + +John heard the mumble of his father's voice. + +"Well," said the other reluctantly, "if ye get the baker and Tam Wylie +for security? I'll be on the street for another half-hour." + +"Another half-hour!" thought John with relief. He would not have to face +his father the moment he went in. He would be able to get home before +him. He crept on through the gloaming to the House with the Green +Shutters. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + + +There had been fine cackling in Barbie as Gourlay's men dropped away +from him one by one; and now it was worse than ever. When Jimmy Bain and +Sandy Cross were dismissed last winter, "He canna last long now," mused +the bodies; and then when even Riney got the sack, "Lord!" they cried, +"this maun be the end o't." The downfall of Gourlay had an unholy +fascination for his neighbours, and that not merely because of their +dislike to the man. That was a whet to their curiosity, of course; but, +over and above it, they seemed to be watching, with bated breath, for +the final collapse of an edifice that was bound to fall. Simple +expectation held them. It was a dramatic interest--of suspense, yet +certainty--that had them in its grip. "He's _bound_ to come down," said +Certainty. "Yes; but _when_, though?" cried Curiosity, all the more +eager because of its instinct for the coming crash. And so they waited +for the great catastrophe which they felt to be so near. It was as if +they were watching the tragedy near at hand, and noting with keen +interest every step in it that must lead to inevitable ruin. That +invariably happens when a family tragedy is played out in the midst of a +small community. Each step in it is discussed with a prying interest +that is neither malevolent nor sympathetic, but simply curious. In this +case it was chiefly malevolent--only because Gourlay had been such a +brute to Barbie. + +Though there were thus two reasons for public interest, the result was +one and the same--a constant tittle-tattling. Particular spite and a +more general curiosity brought the grain merchant's name on to every +tongue. Not even in the gawcey days of its prosperity had the House with +the Green Shutters been so much talked of. + +"Pride _will_ have a downcome," said some, with a gleg look and a smack +of the lip, trying to veil their personal malevolence in a common +proverb. "He's simply in debt in every corner," goldered the keener +spirits; "he never had a brain for business. He's had money for stuff +he's unable to deliver! Not a day gangs by but the big blue envelopes +are coming. How do I ken? say ye! How do I ken, indeed? Oh-ooh, I ken +perfectly. Perfectly! It was Postie himsell that telled me." + +Yet all this was merely guesswork. For Gourlay had hitherto gone away +from Barbie for his moneys and accommodations, so that the bodies could +only surmise; they had nothing definite to go on. And through it all the +gurly old fellow kept a brave front to the world. He was thinking of +retiring, he said, and gradually drawing in his business. This offhand +and lordly, to hide the patent diminution of his trade. + +"Hi-hi!" said the old Provost, with a cruel laugh, when he heard of +Gourlay's remark--"drawing in his business, ay! It's like Lang Jean +Lingleton's waist, I'm thinking. It's thin eneugh drawn a'readys!" + +On the morning of the last market-day he was ever to see in Barbie, old +Gourlay was standing at the green gate, when the postman came up with a +smirk, and put a letter in his hand. He betrayed a wish to hover in +gossip, while Gourlay opened his letter, but "Less lip!" said surly +John, and the fellow went away. + +Ere he had reached the corner, a gowl of anger and grief struck his ear, +and he wheeled eagerly. + +Gourlay was standing with open mouth and outstretched arm, staring at +the letter in his clenched fist with a look of horror, as if it had +stung him. + +"My God!" he cried, "had _I_ not enough to thole?" + +"Aha!" thought Postie, "yon letter Wilson got this morning was correct, +then! His son had sent the true story. That letter o' Gourlay's had the +Edinburgh postmark; somebody has sent him word about his son.--Lord! +what a tit-bit for my rounds." + +Mrs. Gourlay, who was washing dishes, looked up to see her husband +standing in the kitchen door. His face frightened her. She had often +seen the blaze in his eye, and often the dark scowl, but never this +bloodless pallor in his cheek. Yet his eyes were flaming. + +"Ay, ay," he birred, "a fine job you have made of him!" + +"Oh, what is it?" she quavered, and the dish she was wiping clashed on +the floor. + +"That's it!" said he, "that's it! Breck the dishes next; breck the +dishes! Everything seems gaun to smash. If ye keep on lang eneugh, ye'll +put a bonny end till't or ye're bye wi't--the lot o' ye." + +The taunt passed in the anxiety that stormed her. + +"Tell me, see!" she cried, imperious in stress of appeal. "Oh, what is +it, John?" She stretched out her thin, red hands, and clasped them +tightly before her. "Is it from Embro? Is there ainything the matter +with _my_ boy? Is there ainything the matter with _my_ boy?" + +The hard eye surveyed her a while in grim contempt of her weakness. She +was a fluttering thing in his grip. + +"_Every_ thing's the matter with _your_ boy," he sneered slowly, +"_every_ thing's the matter with _your_ boy. And it's your fault too, +damn you, for you always spoiled him!" + +With sudden wrath he strode over to the famous range and threw the +letter within the great fender. + +"What is it?" he cried, wheeling round on his wife. "The son you were so +wild about sending to College has been flung in disgrace from its door! +That's what it is!" He swept from the house like a madman. + +Mrs. Gourlay sank into her old nursing chair and wailed, "Oh, my wean, +my wean; my dear, my poor dear!" She drew the letter from the ashes, but +could not read it for her tears. The words "drunkenness" and "expulsion" +swam before her eyes. The manner of his disgrace she did not care to +hear; she only knew her first-born was in sorrow. + +"Oh, my son, my son," she cried; "my laddie, my wee laddie!" She was +thinking of the time when he trotted at her petticoat. + +It was market-day, and Gourlay must face the town. There was interest +due on a mortgage which he could not pay; he must swallow his pride and +try to borrow it in Barbie. He thought of trying Johnny Coe, for Johnny +was of yielding nature, and had never been unfriendly. + +He turned, twenty yards from his gate, and looked at the House with the +Green Shutters. He had often turned to look back with pride at the +gawcey building on its terrace, but never as he looked to-day. All that +his life meant was bound up in that house--it had been the pride of the +Gourlays; now it was no longer his, and the Gourlays' pride was in the +dust--their name a by-word. As Gourlay looked, a robin was perched on +the quiet roof-tree, its breast vivid in the sun. One of his metaphors +flashed at the sight. "Shame is sitting there too," he muttered, and +added with a proud, angry snarl, "on the riggin' o' _my_ hoose!" + +He had a triple wrath to his son. He had not only ruined his own life; +he had destroyed his father's hope that by entering the ministry he +might restore the Gourlay reputation. Above all, he had disgraced the +House with the Green Shutters. That was the crown of his offending. +Gourlay felt for the house of his pride even more than for +himself--rather the house was himself; there was no division between +them. He had built it bluff to represent him to the world. It was his +character in stone and lime. He clung to it, as the dull, fierce mind, +unable to live in thought, clings to a material source of pride. And +John had disgraced it. Even if fortune took a turn for the better, Green +Shutters would be laughed at the country over, as the home of a +prodigal. + +As he went by the Cross, Wilson (Provost this long while) broke off a +conversation with Templandmuir, to yell, "It's gra-and weather, Mr. +Gourlay!" The men had not spoken for years. So to shout at poor Gourlay +in his black hour, from the pinnacle of civic greatness, was a fine +stroke: it was gloating, it was rubbing in the contrast. The words were +innocent, but that was nothing; whatever the remark, for a declared +enemy to address Gourlay in his shame was an insult: that was why Wilson +addressed him. There was something in the very loudness of his tones +that cried plainly, "Aha, Gourlay! Your son has disgraced you, my man!" +Gourlay glowered at the animal and plodded dourly. Ere he had gone ten +yards a coarse laugh came bellowing behind him. They saw the colour +surge up the back of his neck, to the roots of his hair. + +He stopped. Was his son's disgrace known in Barbie already? He had hoped +to get through the market-day without anybody knowing. But Wilson had a +son in Edinburgh; he had written, it was like. The salutation, +therefore, and the laugh, had both been uttered in derision. He wheeled, +his face black with the passionate blood. His mouth yawed with anger. +His voice had a moan of intensity. + +"What are 'e laughing at?" he said, with a mastering quietness.... +"Eh?... Just tell me, please, what you're laughing at." + +He was crouching for the grip, his hands out like a gorilla's. The quiet +voice, from the yawing mouth, beneath the steady, flaming eyes, was +deadly. There is something inhuman in a rage so still. + +"Eh?" he said slowly, and the moan seemed to come from the midst of a +vast intensity rather than a human being. It was the question that must +grind an answer. + +Wilson was wishing to all his gods that he had not insulted this awful +man. He remembered what had happened to Gibson. This, he had heard, was +the very voice with which Gourlay moaned, "Take your hand off _my_ +shouther!" ere he hurled Gibson through the window of the Red Lion. +Barbie might soon want a new Provost, if he ran in now. + +But there is always one way of evading punishment for a veiled insult, +and of adding to its sting by your evasion. Repudiate the remotest +thought of the protester. Thus you enjoy your previous gibe, with the +additional pleasure of making your victim seem a fool for thinking you +referred to him. You not only insult him on the first count, but send +him off with an additional hint that he isn't worth your notice. Wilson +was an adept in the art. + +"Man," he lied blandly, but his voice was quivering--"ma-a-an, I wasn't +so much as giving ye a thoat! It's verra strange if I cannot pass a joke +with my o-old friend Templandmuir without _you_ calling me to book. It's +a free country, I shuppose! Ye weren't in my mind at a-all. I have more +important matters to think of," he ventured to add, seeing he had +baffled Gourlay. + +For Gourlay was baffled. For a directer insult, an offensive gesture, +one fierce word, he would have hammered the road with the Provost. But +he was helpless before the bland, quivering lie. Maybe they werena +referring to him; maybe they knew nothing of John in Edinburgh; maybe he +had been foolishly suspeecious. A subtle yet baffling check was put upon +his anger. Madman as he was in wrath, he never struck without direct +provocation; there was none in this pulpy gentleness. And he was too +dull of wit to get round the common ruse and find a means of getting at +them. + +He let loose a great breath through his nostrils, as if releasing a +deadly force which he had pent within him, ready should he need to +spring. His mouth opened again, and he gaped at them with a great, +round, unseeing stare. Then he swung on his heel. + +But wrath clung round him like a garment. His anger fed on its +uncertainties. For that is the beauty of the Wilson method of insult: +you leave the poison in your victim's blood, and he torments himself. +"Was Wilson referring to _me_, after all?" he pondered slowly; and his +body surged at the thought. "If he was, I have let him get away +unkilled," and he clutched the hands whence Wilson had escaped. Suddenly +a flashing thought stopped him dead in the middle of his walk, staring +hornily before him. He had seen the point at last that a quicker man +would have seized on at the first. Why had Wilson thrust his damned +voice on him on this particular morning of all days in the year, if he +was not gloating over some news which he had just heard about the +Gourlays? It was as plain as daylight: his son had sent word from +Edinburgh. That was why he brayed and ho-ho-hoed when Gourlay went by. +Gourlay felt a great flutter of pulses against his collar; there was a +pain in his throat, an ache of madness in his breast. He turned once +more. But Wilson and the Templar had withdrawn discreetly to the Black +Bull; the street wasna canny. Gourlay resumed his way, his being a dumb +gowl of rage. His angry thought swept to John. Each insult, and fancied +insult, he endured that day was another item in the long account of +vengeance with his son. It was John who had brought all this flaming +round his ears--John whose colleging he had lippened to so muckle. The +staff on which he leaned had pierced him. By the eternal heavens he +would tramp it into atoms. His legs felt John beneath them. + +As the market grew busy, Gourlay was the aim of innumerable eyes. He +would turn his head to find himself the object of a queer, considering +look; then the eyes of the starer would flutter abashed, as though +detected spying the forbidden. The most innocent look at him was poison. +"Do they know?" was his constant thought; "have they heard the news? +What's Loranogie looking at me like that for?" + +Not a man ventured to address him about John--he had cowed them too +long. One man, however, showed a wish to try. A pretended sympathy, from +behind the veil of which you probe a man's anguish at your ease, is a +favourite weapon of human beasts anxious to wound. The Deacon longed to +try it on Gourlay. But his courage failed him. It was the only time he +was ever worsted in malignity. Never a man went forth, bowed down with a +recent shame, wounded and wincing from the public gaze, but that old +rogue hirpled up to him, and lisped with false smoothness: "Thirce me, +neebour, I'm thorry for ye! Thith ith a _terrible_ affair! It'th on +everybody'th tongue. But ye have my thympathy, neebour, ye have +tha-at--my warmetht thympathy." And all the while the shifty eyes above +the lying mouth would peer and probe, to see if the soul within the +other was writhing at his words. + +Now, though everybody was spying at Gourlay in the market, all were +giving him a wide berth; for they knew that he was dangerous. He was no +longer the man whom they had baited on the way to Skeighan; then he had +some control, now three years' calamities had fretted his temper to a +raw wound. To flick it was perilous. Great was the surprise of the +starers, therefore, when the idle old Deacon was seen to detach himself +and hail the grain merchant. Gourlay wheeled, and waited with a levelled +eye. All were agog at the sight--something would be sure to come o' +this--here would be an encounter worth the speaking o'. But the Deacon, +having toddled forward a bittock on his thin shanks, stopped half-roads, +took snuff, trumpeted into his big red handkerchief, and then, feebly +waving, "I'll thee ye again, Dyohn," clean turned tail and toddled back +to his cronies. + +A roar went up at his expense. + +"God!" said Tam Wylie, "did ye see yon? Gourlay stopped him wi' a +glower." + +But the laugh was maddening to Gourlay. Its readiness, its volume, +showed him that scores of folk had him in their minds, were watching +him, considering his position, cognizant of where he stood. "They ken," +he thought. "They were a' waiting to see what would happen. They wanted +to watch how Gourlay tholed the mention o' his son's disgrace. I'm a +kind o' show to them." + +Johnny Coe, idle and well-to-pass, though he had no business of his own +to attend to, was always present where business men assembled. It was a +gra-and way of getting news. To-day, however, Gourlay could not find +him. He went into the cattle mart to see if he was there. For two years +now Barbie had a market for cattle, on the first Tuesday of the month. + +The auctioneer, a jovial dog, was in the middle of his roaring game. A +big red bullock, the coat of which made a rich colour in the ring, came +bounding in, scared at its surroundings--staring one moment and the next +careering. + +"There's meat for you," said he of the hammer; "see how it runs! How +much am I offered for _this_ fine bullock?" He sing-songed, always +saying "_this_ fine bullock" in exactly the same tone of voice. +"Thirteen pounds for _this_ fine bullock; thirteen-five; thirteen-ten; +thirteen-ten for _this_ fine bullock; thirteen-ten; any further bids on +thirteen-ten? why, it's worth that for the colour o't; thank ye, +sir--thirteen-fifteen; fourteen pounds; fourteen pounds for _this_ fine +bullock; see how the stot stots[7] about the ring; that joke should +raise him another half-sovereign; ah, I knew it would--fourteen-five; +fourteen-five for _this_ fine bullock; fourteen-ten; no more than +fourteen-ten for _this_ fine bullock; going at fourteen-ten; +gone--Irrendavie." + +Now that he was in the circle, however, the mad, big, handsome beast +refused to go out again. When the cattlemen would drive him to the yard, +he snorted and galloped round, till he had to be driven from the ring +with blows. When at last he bounded through the door, he flung up his +heels with a bellow, and sent the sand of his arena showering on the +people round. + +"I seh!" roared Brodie in his coarsest voice, from the side of the ring +opposite to Gourlay. "I seh, owctioner! That maun be a College-bred +stot, from the way he behaves. He flung dirt at his masters, and had to +be expelled." + +"Put Brodie in the ring and rowp him!" cried Irrendavie. "He roars like +a bill, at ony rate." + +There was a laugh at Brodie, true; but it was at Gourlay that a hundred +big red faces turned to look. He did not look at them, though. He sent +his eyes across the ring at Brodie. + +"Lord!" said Irrendavie, "it's weel for Brodie that the ring's acqueesh +them! Gourlay'll murder somebody yet. Red hell lap out o' his e'en when +he looked at Brodie." + +Gourlay's suspicion that his son's disgrace was a matter of common +knowledge had now become a certainty. Brodie's taunt showed that +everybody knew it. He walked out of the building very quietly, pale but +resolute; no meanness in his carriage, no cowering. He was an arresting +figure of a man as he stood for a moment in the door and looked round +for the man whom he was seeking. "Weel, weel," he was thinking, "I maun +thole, I suppose. They were under _my_ feet for many a day, and they're +taking their advantage now." + +But though he could thole, his anger against John was none the less. It +was because they had been under his feet for many a day that John's +conduct was the more heinous. It was his son's conduct that gave +Gourlay's enemies their first opportunity against him, that enabled them +to turn the tables. They might sneer at his trollop of a wife, they +might sneer at his want of mere cleverness; still he held his head high +amongst them. They might suspect his poverty; but so far, for anything +they knew, he might have thousands behind him. He owed not a man in +Barbie. The appointments of Green Shutters were as brave as ever. The +selling of his horses, the dismissal of his men, might mean the +completion of a fortune, not its loss. Hitherto, then, he was +invulnerable--so he reasoned. It was his son's disgrace that gave the +men he had trodden under foot the first weapon they could use against +him. That was why it was more damnable in Gourlay's eyes than the +conduct of all the prodigals that ever lived. It had enabled his foes to +get their knife into him at last, and they were turning the dagger in +the wound. All owing to the boy on whom he had staked such hopes of +keeping up the Gourlay name! His account with John was lengthening +steadily. + +Coe was nowhere to be seen. At last Gourlay made up his mind to go out +and make inquiries at his house, out the Fleckie Road. It was a quiet, +big house, standing by itself, and Gourlay was glad there was nobody to +see him. + +It was Miss Coe herself who answered his knock at the door. + +She was a withered old shrew, with fifty times the spunk of Johnny. On +her thin wrists and long hands there was always a pair of bright red +mittens, only her finger-tips showing. Her far-sunken and toothless +mouth was always working, with a sucking motion of the lips; and her +round little knob of a sticking-out chin munched up and down when she +spoke, a long, stiff whitish hair slanting out its middle. However much +you wished to avoid doing so, you could not keep your eyes from staring +at that solitary hair while she was addressing you. It worked up and +down so, keeping time to every word she spoke. + +"Is your brother in?" said Gourlay. He was too near reality in this sad +pass of his to think of "mistering." "Is your brother in?" said he. + +"No-a!" she shrilled--for Miss Coe answered questions with an +old-maidish scream, as if the news she was giving must be a great +surprise both to you and her. "No-a!" she skirled; "he's no-a in-a. Was +it ainything particular?" + +"No," said Gourlay heavily. "I--I just wanted to see him," and he +trudged away. + +Miss Coe looked after him for a moment ere she closed the door. "He's +wanting to barrow money," she cried; "I'm nearly sure o't! I maun +caution Johnny when he comes back frae Fleckie, afore he gangs east the +toon. Gourlay could get him to do ocht! He always admired the brute--I'm +sure I kenna why. Because he's siccan a silly body himsell, I suppose!" + +It was after dark when Gourlay met Coe on the street. He drew him aside +in the shadows, and asked for a loan of eighty pounds. + +Johnny stammered a refusal. "Hauf the bawbees is mine," his sister had +skirled, "and I daur ye to do ony siccan thing, John Coe!" + +"It's only for a time," pleaded Gourlay; "and, by God," he flashed, +"it's hell in _my_ throat to ask from any man." + +"No, no, Mr. Gourlay," said Johnny, "it's quite impossible. I've always +looked up to ye, and I'm not unwilling to oblige ye, but I cannot take +the risk." + +"Risk!" said Gourlay, and stared at the darkness. By hook or by crook +he must raise the money to save the House with the Green Shutters. It +was no use trying the bank; he had a letter from the banker in his desk, +to tell him that his account was overdrawn. And yet if the interest were +not paid at once, the lawyers in Glasgow would foreclose, and the +Gourlays would be flung upon the street. His proud soul must eat dirt, +if need be, for the sake of eighty pounds. + +"If I get the baker or Tam Wylie to stand security," he asked, "would ye +not oblige me? I think they would do it. I have always felt they +respected me." + +"Well," said Johnny slowly, fearing his sister's anger, "if ye get the +baker and Tam Wylie for security. I'll be on the street for another +half-hour." + +A figure, muffled in a greatcoat, was seen stealing off through the +shadows. + +"God's curse on whoever that is," snarled Gourlay, "creeping up to +listen to our talk!" + +"I don't think so," said Johnny; "it seemed a young chap trying to hide +himself." + +Gourlay failed to get his securities. The baker, though a poor man, +would have stood for him, if Tam Wylie would have joined; but Tam would +not budge. He was as clean as gray granite, and as hard. + +So Gourlay trudged home through the darkness, beaten at last, mad with +shame and anger and foreboding. + +The first thing he saw on entering the kitchen was his son--sitting +muffled in his coat by the great fender. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[7] _Stot_, a bullock; _to stot_, to bound. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + + +Janet and her mother saw a quiver run through Gourlay as he stood and +glowered from the threshold. He seemed of monstrous bulk and +significance, filling the doorway in his silence. + +The quiver that went through him was a sign of his contending angers, +his will struggling with the tumult of wrath that threatened to spoil +his revenge. To fell that huddled oaf with a blow would be a poor return +for all he had endured because of him. He meant to sweat punishment out +of him drop by drop, with slow and vicious enjoyment. But the sudden +sight of that living disgrace to the Gourlays woke a wild desire to leap +on him at once and glut his rage--a madness which only a will like his +could control. He quivered with the effort to keep it in. + +To bring a beaten and degraded look into a man's face, rend manhood out +of him in fear, is a sight that makes decent men wince in pain; for it +is an outrage on the decency of life, an offence to natural religion, a +violation of the human sanctities. Yet Gourlay had done it once and +again. I saw him "down" a man at the Cross once, a big man with a viking +beard, dark brown, from which you would have looked for manliness. +Gourlay, with stabbing eyes, threatened, and birred, and "downed" him, +till he crept away with a face like chalk, and a hunted, furtive eye. +Curiously it was his manly beard that made the look such a pain, for its +contrasting colour showed the white face of the coward--and a coward +had no right to such a beard. A grim and cruel smile went after him as +he slunk away. "_Ha!_" barked Gourlay, in lordly and pursuing scorn, and +the fellow leapt where he walked as the cry went through him. To break a +man's spirit so, take that from him which he will never recover while he +lives, send him slinking away _animo castrato_--for that is what it +comes to--is a sinister outrage of the world. It is as bad as the rape +of a woman, and ranks with the sin against the Holy Ghost--derives from +it, indeed. Yet it was this outrage that Gourlay meant to work upon his +son. He would work him down and down, this son of his, till he was less +than a man, a frightened, furtive animal. Then, perhaps, he would give a +loose to his other rage, unbuckle his belt, and thrash the grown man +like a wriggling urchin on the floor. + +As he stood glowering from the door Mrs. Gourlay rose, with an appealing +cry of "_John!_" But Gourlay put his eye on her, and she sank into her +chair, staring up at him in terror. The strings of the tawdry cap she +wore seemed to choke her, and she unfastened them with nervous fingers, +fumbling long beneath her lifted chin to get them loose. She did not +remove the cap, but let the strings dangle by her jaw. The silly bits of +cloth waggling and quivering, as she turned her head repeatedly from son +to husband and from husband to son, added to her air of helplessness and +inefficiency. Once she whispered with ghastly intensity, "_God have +mercy!_" + +For a length of time there was a loaded silence. + +Gourlay went up to the hearth, and looked down on his son from near at +hand. John shrank down in his greatcoat. A reek of alcohol rose from +around him. Janet whimpered. + +But when Gourlay spoke it was with deadly quietude. The moan was in his +voice. So great was his controlled wrath that he drew in great, +shivering breastfuls of air between the words, as if for strength to +utter them; and they quavered forth on it again. He seemed weakened by +his own rage. + +"Ay, man!" he breathed.... "Ye've won hame, I observe!... Dee-ee-ar +me!... Im-phm!" + +The contrast between the lowness of his voice and his steady, breathing +anger that possessed the air (they felt it coming as on waves) was +demoniac, appalling. + +John could not speak; he was paralyzed by fear. To have this vast +hostile force touch him, yet be still, struck him dumb. Why did his +father not break out on him at once? What did he mean? What was he going +to do? The jamb of the fireplace cut his right shoulder as he cowered +into it, to get away as far as he could. + +"I'm saying ... ye've won hame!" quivered Gourlay in a deadly slowness, +and his eyes never left his son. + +And still the son made no reply. In the silence the ticking of the big +clock seemed to fill their world. They were conscious of nothing else. +It smote the ear. + +"Ay," John gulped at last from a throat that felt closing. The answer +seemed dragged out of him by the insistent silence. + +"Just so-a!" breathed his father, and his eyes opened in wide flame. He +heaved with the great breath he drew.... "Im-phm!" he drawled. + +He went through to the scullery at the back of the kitchen to wash his +hands. Through the open door Janet and her mother--looking at each other +with affrighted eyes--could hear him sneering at intervals, "Ay, +man!"... "Just that, now!"... "Im-phm!" And again, "Ay, ay!... +Dee-ee-ar me!" in grim, falsetto irony. + +When he came back to the kitchen he turned to Janet, and left his son in +a suspended agony. + +"Ay, woman, Jenny, ye're there!" he said, and nipped her ear as he +passed over to his chair. "Were ye in Skeighan the day?" + +"Ay, faither," she answered. + +"And what did the Skeighan doctor say?" + +She raised her large pale eyes to his with a strange look. Then her head +sank low on her breast. + +"Nothing!" she said at last. + +"Nothing!" said he. "Nothing for nothing, then. I hope you didna pay +him?" + +"No, faither," she answered. "I hadna the bawbees." + +"When did ye get back?" he asked. + +"Just after--just after----" Her eyes flickered over to John, as if she +were afraid of mentioning his name. + +"Oh, just after this gentleman! But there's noathing strange in tha-at; +you were always after him. You were born after him, and considered after +him; he aye had the best o't.--I howp _you_ are in good health?" he +sneered, turning to his son. "It would never do for a man to break down +at the outset o' a great career!... For ye _are_ at the outset o' a +great career; are ye na?" + +His speech was as soft as the foot of a tiger, and sheathed as rending a +cruelty. There was no escaping the crouching stealth of it. If he had +leapt with a roar, John's drunken fury might have lashed itself to rage. +But the younger and weaker man was fascinated and helpless before the +creeping approach of so monstrous a wrath. + +"Eh?" asked Gourlay softly, when John made no reply; "I'm saying you're +at the outset o' a great career; are ye no? Eh?" + +Soft as his "Eh" was in utterance, it was insinuating, pursuing; it had +to be answered. + +"No," whimpered John. + +"Well, well; you're maybe at the end o't! Have ye been studying hard?" + +"Yes," lied John. + +"That's right!" cried his father with great heartiness. "There's my +brave fellow! Noathing like studying!... And no doubt"--he leaned over +suavely--"and no doubt ye've brought a wheen prizes home wi' ye as +usual? Eh?" + +There was no answer. + +"Eh?" + +"No," gulped the cowerer. + +"_Nae_ prizes!" cried Gourlay, and his eyebrows went up in a pretended +surprise. "_Nae-ae_ prizes! Ay, man! Fow's that, na?" + +Young Gourlay was being reduced to the condition of a beaten child, who, +when his mother asks if he has been a bad boy, is made to sob "Yes" at +her knee. "Have you been a good boy?" she asks--"No," he pants; and "Are +you sorry for being a bad boy?"--"Yes," he sobs; and "Will you be a good +boy now, then?"--"Yes," he almost shrieks, in his desire to be at one +with his mother. Young Gourlay was being equally beaten from his own +nature, equally battered under by another personality. Only he was not +asked to be a good boy. He might gang to hell for anything auld Gourlay +cared--when once he had bye with him. + +Even as he degraded his son to this state of unnatural cowardice, +Gourlay felt a vast disgust swell within him that a son of his should be +such a coward. "Damn him!" he thought, glowering with big-eyed contempt +at the huddled creature; "he hasna the pluck o' a pig! How can he stand +talk like this without showing he's a man? When I was a child on the +brisket, if a man had used me as I'm using him, I would have flung +mysell at him. He's a pretty-looking object to carry the name o' John +Gourla'! My God, what a ke-o of _my_ life I've made--that auld trollop +for my wife, that sumph for my son, and that dying lassie for my +dochter! Was it I that bred him? _That!_" + +He leapt to his feet in devilish merriment. + +"Set out the spirits, Jenny!" he cried; "set out the spirits! My son and +I must have a drink together--to celebrate the occeesion; ou ay," he +sneered, drawling out the word with sharp, unfamiliar sound, "just to +celebrate the occeesion!" + +The wild humour that seized him was inevitable, born of a vicious effort +to control a rage that was constantly increasing, fed by the sight of +the offender. Every time he glanced across at the thing sitting there he +was swept with fresh surges of fury and disgust. But his vicious +constraint curbed them under, and refused them a natural expression. +They sought an unnatural. Some vent they must have, and they found it in +a score of wild devilries he began to practise on his son. Wrath fed and +checked in one brings the hell on which man is built to the surface. +Gourlay was transformed. He had a fluency of speech, a power of banter, +a readiness of tongue, which he had never shown before. He was beyond +himself. Have you heard the snarl with which a wild beast arrests the +escaping prey which it has just let go in enjoying cruelty? Gourlay was +that animal. For a moment he would cease to torture his son, feed his +disgust with a glower; then the sight of him huddled there would wake a +desire to stamp on him; but his will would not allow that, for it would +spoil the sport he had set his mind on; and so he played with the victim +which he would not kill. + +"Set out the speerits, Jenny," he birred, when she wavered in fear. +"What are ye shaking for? Set out the speerits--just to shelebrate the +joyful occeesion, ye know--ay, ay, just to shelebrate the joyful +occeesion!" + +Janet brought a tray, with glasses, from the pantry. As she walked, the +rims of the glasses shivered and tinkled against each other, from her +trembling. Then she set a bottle on the table. + +Gourlay sent it crashing to the floor. "A bottle!" he roared. "A bottle +for huz twa! To hell wi' bottles! The jar, Jenny, the jar; set out the +jar, lass, set out the jar. For we mean to make a night of it, this +gentleman and me. Ay," he yawed with a vicious smile, "we'll make a +night o't--we two. A night that Barbie'll remember loang!" + +"Have ye skill o' drink?" he asked, turning to his son. + +"No," wheezed John. + +"No!" cried his father. "I thought ye learned everything at College! +Your education's been neglected. But I'll teach ye a lesson or _this_ +nicht's by. Ay, by God," he growled, "I'll teach ye a lesson." + +Curb his temper as he might, his own behaviour was lashing it to frenzy. +Through the moaning intensity peculiar to his vicious rage there leapt +at times a wild-beast snarl. Every time they heard it, it cut the veins +of his listeners with a start of fear--it leapt so suddenly. + +"Ha'e, sir!" he cried. + +John raised his dull, white face and looked across at the bumper which +his father poured him. But he felt the limbs too weak beneath him to go +and take it. + +"Bide where ye are!" sneered his father, "bide where ye are! I'll wait +on ye; I'll wait on ye. Man, I waited on ye the day that ye were bo-orn! +The heavens were hammering the world as John Gourla' rode through the +storm for a doctor to bring hame his heir. The world was feared, but +_he_ wasna feared," he roared in Titanic pride, "_he_ wasna feared; no, +by God, for he never met what scaured him!... Ay, ay," he birred softly +again, "ay, ay, ye were ushered loudly to the world, serr! Verra +appropriate for a man who was destined to make such a name!... Eh?... +Verra appropriate, serr; verra appropriate! And you'll be ushered just +as loudly out o't. Oh, young Gourlay's death maun make a splurge, ye +know--a splurge to attract folk's attention!" + +John's shaking hand was wet with the spilled whisky. + +"Take it off," sneered his father, boring into him with a vicious eye; +"take it off, serr; take off your dram! Stop! Somebody wrote something +about that--some poetry or other. Who was it?" + +"I dinna ken," whimpered John. + +"Don't tell lies now. You do ken. I heard you mention it to Loranogie. +Come on now--who was it?" + +"It was Burns," said John. + +"Oh, it was Burns, was it? And what had Mr. Burns to say on the subject? +Eh?" + +"'Freedom and whisky gang thegither: tak aff your dram,'" stammered +John. + +"A verra wise remark," said Gourlay gravely. "'Freedom and whisky gang +thegither;'" he turned the quotation on his tongue, as if he were +savouring a tit-bit. "That's verra good," he approved. "You're a great +admirer of Burns, I hear. Eh?" + +"Yes," said John. + +"Do what he bids ye, then. Take off your dram! It'll show what a fine +free fellow you are!" + +It was a big, old-fashioned Scotch drinking-glass, containing more than +half a gill of whisky, and John drained it to the bottom. To him it had +been a deadly thing at first, coming thus from his father's hand. He had +taken it into his own with a feeling of aversion that was strangely +blended of disgust and fear. But the moment it touched his lips, desire +leapt in his throat to get at it. + +"Good!" roared his father in mock admiration. "God, ye have the +thrapple! When I was your age that would have choked me. I must have a +look at that throat o' yours. Stand up!... _Stand up when I tall 'ee!_" + +John rose swaying to his feet. Months of constant tippling, culminating +in a wild debauch, had shattered him. He stood in a reeling world. And +the fear weakening his limbs changed his drunken stupor to a +heart-heaving sickness. He swayed to and fro, with a cold sweat oozing +from his chalky face. + +"What's ado wi' the fellow?" cried Gourlay. "Oom? He's swinging like a +saugh-wand. I must wa-alk round this and have a look!" + +John's drunken submissiveness encouraged his father to new devilries. +The ease with which he tortured him provoked him to more torture; he +went on more and more viciously, as if he were conducting an experiment, +to see how much the creature would bear before he turned. Gourlay was +enjoying the glutting of his own wrath. + +He turned his son round with a finger and thumb on his shoulder, in +insolent inspection, as you turn an urchin round to see him in his new +suit of clothes. Then he crouched before him, his face thrust close to +the other, and peered into his eyes, his mouth distent with an infernal +smile. "My boy, Johnny," he said sweetly, "my boy, Johnny," and patted +him gently on the cheek. John raised dull eyes and looked into his +father's. Far within him a great wrath was gathering through his fear. +Another voice, another self, seemed to whimper, with dull iteration, +"I'll _kill_ him; I'll _kill_ him; by God, I'll _kill_ him--if he doesna +stop this--if he keeps on like this at me!" But his present and material +self was paralyzed with fear. + +"Open your mouth!" came the snarl--"_wider, damn ye! wider!_" + +"Im-phm!" said Gourlay, with a critical drawl, pulling John's chin about +to see into him the deeper. "Im-phm! God, it's like a furnace! What's +the Latin for throat?" + +"Guttur," said John. + +"Gutter," said his father. "A verra appropriate name! Yours stinks like +a cesspool! What have you been doing till't? I'm afraid ye aren't in +very good health, after a-all.... Eh?... Mrs. Gourla', Mrs. Gourla'! +He's in very bad case, this son of yours, Mrs. Gourla'! Fine I ken what +he needs, though.--Set out the brandy, Jenny, set out the brandy," he +roared; "whisky's not worth a damn for him! Stop; it was you gaed the +last time--it's _your_ turn now, auld wife, it's _your_ turn now! Gang +for the brandy to your twa John Gourla's. We're a pair for a woman to be +proud of!" + +He gazed after his wife as she tottered to the pantry. + +"Your skirt's on the gape, auld wife," he sang; "your skirt's on the +gape; as use-u-al," he drawled; "as use-u-al. It was always like that; +and it always scunnered me, for I aye liked things tidy--though I never +got them. However, I maunna compleen when ye bore sic a braw son to my +name. He's a great consolation! Imphm, he is that--a great consolation!" + +The brandy bottle slipped from the quivering fingers and was smashed to +pieces on the floor. + +"Hurrah!" yelled Gourlay. + +He seemed rapt and carried by his own devilry. The wreck and ruin strewn +about the floor consorted with the ruin of his fortunes; let all go +smash--what was the use of caring? Now in his frenzy, he, ordinarily so +careful, seemed to delight in the smashings and the breakings; they +suited his despair. + +He saw that his spirit of destruction frightened them, too, and that was +another reason to indulge it. + +"To hell with everything," he yelled, like a mock-bacchanal. "_We_'re +the hearty fellows! We'll make a red night now we're at it!" And with +that he took the heel of a bottle on his toe and sent it flying among +the dishes on the dresser. A great plate fell, split in two. + +"Poor fellow!" he whined, turning to his son; "poo-oor fellow! I fear he +has lost his pheesic. For that was the last bottle o' brandy in my +aucht; the last John Gourlay had, the last he'll ever buy. What am I to +do wi' ye now?... Eh?... I must do something; it's coming to the bit +now, sir." + +As he stood in a heaving silence the sobbing of the two women was heard +through the room. John was still swaying on the floor. + +Sometimes Gourlay would run the full length of the kitchen, and stand +there glowering on a stoop; then he would come crouching up to his son +on a vicious little trot, pattering in rage, the broken glass crunching +and grinding beneath his feet. At any moment he might spring. + +"What do ye think I mean to do wi' ye now?" he moaned.... "Eh?... What +do ye think I mean to do wi' ye now?" + +As he came grinning in rage his lips ran out to their full width, and +the tense slit showed his teeth to their roots. The gums were white. The +stricture of the lips had squeezed them bloodless. + +He went back to the dresser once more and bent low beside it, glancing +at his son across his left shoulder, with his head flung back sideways, +his right fist clenched low and ready from a curve of the elbow. It +swung heavy as a mallet by his thigh. Janet got to her knees and came +shuffling across the floor on them, though her dress was tripping her, +clasping her outstretched hands, and sobbing in appeal, "Faither, +faither; O faither; for God's sake, faither!" She clung to him. He +unclenched his fist and lifted her away. Then he came crouching and +quivering across the floor slowly, a gleaming devilry in the eyes that +devoured his son. His hands were like outstretched claws, and shivered +with each shiver of the voice that moaned, through set teeth, "What do +ye think I mean to do wi' ye now?... What do ye think I mean to do wi' +ye now?... Ye damned sorrow and disgrace that ye are, what do ye think I +mean to do wi' ye now?" + +"Run, John!" screamed Mrs. Gourlay, leaping to her feet. With a hunted +cry young Gourlay sprang to the door. So great had been the fixity of +Gourlay's wrath, so tense had he been in one direction, as he moved +slowly on his prey, that he could not leap to prevent him. As John +plunged into the cool, soft darkness, his mother's "Thank God!" rang +past him on the night. + +His immediate feeling was of coolness and width and spaciousness, in +contrast with the hot grinding hostility that had bored so closely in on +him for the last hour. He felt the benignness of the darkened heavens. A +tag of some forgotten poem he had read came back to his mind, and, +"Come, kindly night, and cover me," he muttered, with shaking lips; and +felt how true it was. My God, what a relief to be free of his father's +eyes! They had held him till his mother's voice broke the spell. They +seemed to burn him now. + +What a fool he had been to face his father when empty both of food and +drink! Every man was down-hearted when he was empty. If his mother had +had time to get the tea, it would have been different; but the fire had +been out when he went in. "He wouldn't have downed me so easy if I had +had anything in me," he muttered, and his anger grew as he thought of +all he had been made to suffer. For he was still the swaggerer. Now that +the incubus of his father's tyranny no longer pressed on him directly, a +great hate rose within him for the tyrant. He would go back and have it +out when he was primed. "It's the only hame I have," he sobbed angrily +to the darkness; "I have no other place to gang till! Yes, I'll go back +and have it out with him when once I get something in me, so I will." It +was no disgrace to suck courage from the bottle for that encounter with +his father, for nobody could stand up to black Gourlay--nobody. Young +Gourlay was yielding to a peculiar fatalism of minds diseased: all that +affects them seems different from all that affects everybody else; they +are even proud of their separate and peculiar doom. Young Gourlay not +thought but felt it--he was different from everybody else. The heavens +had cursed nobody else with such a terrible sire. It was no cowardice to +fill yourself with drink before you faced him. + +A drunkard will howl you an obscene chorus the moment after he has wept +about his dead child. For a mind in the delirium of drink is no longer a +coherent whole, but a heap of shattered bits, which it shows one after +the other to the world. Hence the many transformations of that +semi-madness, and their quick variety. Young Gourlay was showing them +now. His had always been a wandering mind, deficient in application and +control, and as he neared his final collapse it became more and more +variable, the prey of each momentary thought. In a short five minutes of +time he had been alive to the beauty of the darkness, cowering before +the memory of his father's eyes, sobbing in self-pity and angry resolve, +shaking in terror--indeed he was shaking now. But his vanity came +uppermost. As he neared the Red Lion he stopped suddenly, and the +darkness seemed on fire against his cheeks. He would have to face +curious eyes, he reflected. It was from the Red Lion he and Aird had +started so grandly in the autumn. It would never do to come slinking +back like a whipped cur; he must carry it off bravely in case the usual +busybodies should be gathered round the bar. So with his coat flapping +lordly on either side of him, his hands deep in his trousers pockets, +and his hat on the back of his head, he drove at the swing-doors with an +outshot chest, and entered with a "breenge." But for all his swagger he +must have had a face like death, for there was a cry among the idlers. A +man breathed, "My God! What's the matter?" With shaking knees Gourlay +advanced to the bar, and, "For God's sake, Aggie," he whispered, "give +me a Kinblythmont!" + +It went at a gulp. + +"Another!" he gasped, like a man dying of thirst, whom his first sip +maddens for more. "Another! Another!" + +He had tossed the other down his burning throat when Deacon Allardyce +came in. + +He knew his man the moment he set eyes on him, but, standing at the +door, he arched his hand above his brow, as you do in gazing at a dear +unexpected friend, whom you pretend not to be quite sure of, so +surprised and pleased are you to see him there. + +"Ith it Dyohn?" he cried. "It _ith_ Dyohn!" And he toddled forward with +outstretched hand. "Man Dyohn!" he said again, as if he could scarce +believe the good news, and he waggled the other's hand up and down, with +both his own clasped over it. "I'm proud to thee you, thir; I am that. +And tho you're won hame, ay! Im-phm! And how are ye tummin on?" + +"Oh, _I_'m all right, Deacon," said Gourlay with a silly laugh. "Have a +wet?" The whisky had begun to warm him. + +"A wha-at?" said the Deacon, blinking in a puzzled fashion with his +bleary old eyes. + +"A dram--a drink--a drop o' the Auld Kirk," said Gourlay, with a +stertorous laugh down through his nostrils. + +"Hi! hi!" laughed the Deacon in his best falsetto. "Ith that what ye +call it up in Embro? A wet, ay! Ah, well, maybe I will take a little +drope, theeing you're tho ready wi' your offer." + +They drank together. + +"Aggie, fill me a mutchkin when you're at it," said Gourlay to the +pretty barmaid with the curly hair. He had spent many an hour with her +last summer in the bar. The four big whiskies he had swallowed in the +last half-hour were singing in him now, and he blinked at her drunkenly. + +There was a scarlet ribbon on her dark curls, coquettish, vivid, and +Gourlay stared at it dreamily, partly in a drunken daze, and partly +because a striking colour always brought a musing and self-forgetting +look within his eyes. All his life he used to stare at things dreamily, +and come to himself with a start when spoken to. He forgot himself now. + +"Aggie," he said, and put his hand out to hers clumsily where it rested +on the counter--"Aggie, that ribbon's infernal bonny on your dark hair!" + +She tossed her head, and perked away from him on her little high heels. +Him, indeed!--the drunkard! She wanted none of his compliments! + +There were half a dozen in the place by this time, and they all stared +with greedy eyes. "That's young Gourlay--him that was _expelled_," was +heard, the last an emphatic whisper, with round eyes of awe at the +offence that must have merited such punishment. "_Expelled_, mind +ye!"--with a round shake of the head. "Watch Allardyce. We'll see fun." + +"What's this 'expelled' is, now?" said John Toodle, with a very +considering look and tone in his uplifted face--"properly speaking, that +is," he added, implying that of course he knew the word in its ordinary +sense, but was not sure of it "properly speaking." + +"Flung oot," said Drucken Wabster, speaking from the fullness of his own +experience. + +"Whisht!" said a third. "Here's Tam Brodie. Watch what _he_ does." + +The entrance of Brodie spoiled sport for the Deacon. He had nothing of +that malicious _finesse_ that made Allardyce a genius at nicking men on +the raw. He went straight to his work, stabbing like an awl. + +"Hal-lo!" he cried, pausing with contempt in the middle of the word, +when he saw young Gourlay. "Hal-lo! _You_ here!--Brig o' the Mains, +miss, if _you_ please.--Ay, man! God, you've been making a name up in +Embro. I hear you stood up till him gey weel," and he winked openly to +those around. + +Young Gourlay's maddened nature broke at the insult. "Damn you," he +screamed, "leave _me_ alone, will you? I have done nothing to _you_, +have I?" + +Brodie stared at him across his suspended whisky glass, an easy and +assured contempt curling his lip. "Don't greet owre't, my bairn," said +he, and even as he spoke John's glass shivered on his grinning teeth. +Brodie leapt on him, lifted him, and sent him flying. + +"That's a game of your father's, you damned dog," he roared. "But +there's mair than him can play the game!" + +"Canny, my freendth, canny!" piped Allardyce, who was vexed at a fine +chance for his peculiar craft being spoiled by mere brutality of +handling. All this was most inartistic. Brodie never had the fine +stroke. + +Gourlay picked himself bleeding from the floor, and holding a +handkerchief to his mouth, plunged headlong from the room. He heard the +derisive roar that came after him stop, strangled by the sharp swing-to +of the door. But it seemed to echo in his burning ears as he strode +madly on through the darkness. He uncorked his mutchkin and drank it +like water. His swollen lip smarted at first, but he drank till it was a +mere dead lump to his tongue, and he could not feel the whisky on the +wound. + +His mind at first was a burning whirl through drink and rage, with +nothing determined and nothing definite. But thought began to shape +itself. In a vast vague circle of consciousness his mind seemed to sit +in the centre and think with preternatural clearness. Though all around +was whirling and confused, drink had endowed some inner eye of the brain +with unnatural swift vividness. Far within the humming circle of his +mind he saw an instant and terrible revenge on Brodie, acted it, and +lived it now. His desires were murderers, and he let them slip, gloating +in the cruelties that hot fancy wreaked upon his enemy. Then he suddenly +remembered his father. A rush of fiery blood seemed to drench all his +body as he thought of what had passed between them. "But, by Heaven," he +swore, as he threw away his empty bottle, "he won't use me like that +another time; I have blood in me now." His maddened fancy began building +a new scene, with the same actors, the same conditions, as the other, +but an issue gloriously diverse. With vicious delight he heard his +father use the same sneers, the same gibes, the same brutalities; then +he turned suddenly and had him under foot, kicking, bludgeoning, +stamping the life out. He would do it, by Heaven, he would do it! The +memory of what had happened came fierily back, and made the pressing +darkness burn. His wrath was brimming on the edge, ready to burst, and +he felt proudly that it would no longer ebb in fear. Whisky had killed +fear, and left a hysterical madman, all the more dangerous because he +was so weak. Let his father try it on now; he was ready for him! + +And his father was ready for him, for he knew what had happened at the +inn. Mrs. Webster, on her nightly hunt for the man she had sworn to +honour and obey, having drawn several public-houses blank, ran him to +earth at last in the bar-room of the Red Lion. "Yes, yes, Kirsty," he +cried, eager to prevent her tongue, "I know I'm a blagyird; but oh, the +terrible thing that has happened!" He so possessed her with his graphic +tale that he was allowed to go chuckling back to his potations, while +she ran hot-foot to the Green Shutters. + +"Eh, poo-oor Mrs. Gourlay; and oh, your poo-oor boy, too; and eh, that +brute Tam Brodie----" Even as she came through the door the voluble +clatter was shrilling out the big tidings, before she was aware of +Gourlay's presence. She faltered beneath his black glower. + +"Go on!" he said, and ground it out of her. + +"The damned sumph!" he growled, "to let Brodie hammer him!" For a +moment, it is true, his anger was divided, stood in equipoise, even +dipped "Brodie-ward." "I've an account to sattle wi' _him_!" he thought +grimly. "When _I_ get my claw on his neck, I'll teach him better than to +hit a Gourlay! I wonder," he mused, with a pride in which was neither +doubt nor wonder--"I wonder will he fling the father as he flang the +son!" But that was the instinct of his blood, not enough to make him +pardon John. On the contrary, here was a new offence of his offspring. +On the morrow Barbie would be burning with another affront which he had +put upon the name of Gourlay. He would waste no time when he came back, +be he drunk or be he sober; he would strip the flesh off him. + +"Jenny," he said, "bring me the step-ladder." + +He would pass the time till the prodigal came back--and he was almost +certain to come back, for where could he go in Barbie?--he would pass +the time by trying to improve the appearance of the house. He had spent +money on his house till the last, and even now had the instinct to +embellish it. Not that it mattered to him now; still he could carry out +a small improvement he had planned before. The kitchen was ceiled in +dark timber, and on the rich brown rafters there were wooden pegs and +bars, for the hanging of Gourlay's sticks and fishing-rods. His gun was +up there, too, just above the hearth. It had occurred to him about a +month ago, however, that a pair of curving steel rests, that would catch +the glint from the fire, would look better beneath his gun than the dull +pegs, where it now lay against a joist. He might as well pass the time +by putting them up. + +The bringing of the steps, light though they were, was too much for +Janet's weak frame, and she stopped in a fit of coughing, clutching the +ladder for support, while it shook to her spasms. + +"Tuts, Jenny, this'll never do," said Gourlay, not unkindly. He took +the ladder away from her and laid his hand on her shoulder. "Away to +your bed, lass. You maunna sit so late." + +But Janet was anxious for her brother, and wanted to sit up till he came +home. She answered, "Yes," to her father, but idled discreetly, to +consume the time. + +"Where's my hammer?" snarled Gourlay. + +"Is it no by the clock?" said his wife wearily. "Oh, I remember, I +remember! I gied it to Mrs. Webster to break some brie-stone, to rub the +front doorstep wi'. It'll be lying in the porch." + +"Oh, ay, as usual," said Gourlay--"as usual." + +"John!" she cried in alarm, "you don't mean to take down the gun, do +ye?" + +"Huts, you auld fule, what are you skirling for? D'ye think I mean to +shoot the dog? Set back on your creepie and make less noise, will ye?" + +Ere he had driven a nail in the rafter John came in, and sat down by the +fire, taking up the great poker, as if to cover his nervousness. If +Gourlay had been on the floor he would have grappled with him there and +then. But the temptation to gloat over his victim from his present +height was irresistible. He went up another step, and sat down on the +very summit of the ladder, his feet resting on one of the lower rounds. +The hammer he had been using was lying on his thigh, his hand clutched +about its haft. + +"Ay, man, you've been taking a bit walk, I hear." + +John made no reply, but played with the poker. It was so huge, owing to +Gourlay's whim, that when it slid through his fingers it came down on +the muffled hearthstone with a thud like a pavior's hammer. + +"I'm told you saw the Deacon on your rounds? Did he compliment you on +your return?" + +At the quiet sneer a lightning-flash showed John that Allardyce had +quizzed him too. For a moment he was conscious of a vast self-pity. +"Damn them, they're all down on me," he thought. Then a vindictive rage +against them all took hold of him, tense, quivering. + +"Did you see Thomas Brodie when ye were out?" came the suave inquiry. + +"I saw him," said John, raising fierce eyes to his father's. He was +proud of the sudden firmness in his voice. There was no fear in it, no +quivering. He was beyond caring what happened to the world or him. + +"Oh, you saw him," roared Gourlay, as his anger leapt to meet the anger +of his son. "And what did he say to you, may I speir?... Or maybe I +should speir what he did.... Eh?" he grinned. + +"By God, I'll kill ye," screamed John, springing to his feet, with the +poker in his hand. The hammer went whizzing past his ear. Mrs. Gourlay +screamed and tried to rise from her chair, her eyes goggling in terror. +As Gourlay leapt, John brought the huge poker with a crash on the +descending brow. The fiercest joy of his life was the dirl that went up +his arm as the steel thrilled to its own hard impact on the bone. +Gourlay thudded on the fender, his brow crashing on the rim. + +At the blow there had been a cry as of animals from the two women. There +followed an eternity of silence, it seemed, and a haze about the place; +yet not a haze, for everything was intensely clear; only it belonged to +another world. One terrible fact had changed the Universe. The air was +different now--it was full of murder. Everything in the room had a new +significance, a sinister meaning. The effect was that of an unholy +spell. + +As through a dream Mrs. Gourlay's voice was heard crying on her God. + +John stood there, suddenly weak in his limbs, and stared, as if +petrified, at the red poker in his hand. A little wisp of grizzled hair +stuck to the square of it, severed, as by scissors, between the sharp +edge and the bone. It was the sight of that bit of hair that roused him +from his stupor--it seemed so monstrous and horrible, sticking all by +itself to the poker. "I didna strike him so hard," he pleaded, staring +vaguely, "I didna strike him so hard." Now that the frenzy had left him, +he failed to realize the force of his own blow. Then with a horrid fear +on him, "Get up, faither," he entreated; "get up, faither! O man, you +micht get up!" + +Janet, who had bent above the fallen man, raised an ashen face to her +brother, and whispered hoarsely, "His heart has stopped, John; you have +killed him!" + +Steps were heard coming through the scullery. In the fear of discovery +Mrs. Gourlay shook off the apathy that held her paralyzed. She sprang +up, snatched the poker from her son, and thrust it in the embers. + +"Run, John; run for the doctor," she screamed.--"O Mrs. Webster, Mrs. +Webster, I'm glad to see ye. Mr. Gourlay fell from the top o' the +ladder, and smashed his brow on the muckle fender." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + + +"Mother!" came the startled whisper, "mother! O woman, waken and speak +to me!" + +No comforting answer came from the darkness to tell of a human being +close at hand; the girl, intently listening, was alone with her fear. +All was silent in the room, and the terror deepened. Then the far-off +sound in the house was heard once more. + +"Mother--mother, what's that?" + +"What is it, Janet?" came a feebly complaining voice; "what's wrong wi' +ye, lassie?" + +Janet and her mother were sleeping in the big bedroom, Janet in the +place that had been her father's. He had been buried through the day, +the second day after his murder. Mrs. Gourlay had shown a feverish +anxiety to get the corpse out the house as soon as possible; and there +had been nothing to prevent it. "Oh," said Doctor Dandy to the gossips, +"it would have killed any man to fall from such a height on to the sharp +edge of yon fender. No; he was not quite dead when I got to him. He +opened his eyes on me, once--a terrible look--and then life went out of +him with a great quiver." + +Ere Janet could answer her mother she was seized with a racking cough, +and her hoarse bark sounded hollow in the silence. At last she sat up +and gasped fearfully, "I thocht--I thocht I heard something moving!" + +"It would be the wind," plained her mother; "it would just be the wind. +John's asleep this strucken hour and mair. I sat by his bed for a lang +while, and he prigged and prayed for a dose o' the whisky ere he won +away. He wouldna let go my hand till he slept, puir fallow. There's an +unco fear on him--an unco fear. But try and fa' owre," she soothed her +daughter. "That would just be the wind ye heard." + +"There's nae wind!" said Janet. + +The stair creaked. The two women clung to each other, gripping tight +fingers, and their hearts throbbed like big separate beings in their +breasts. There was a rustle, as of something coming; then the door +opened, and John flitted to the bedside with a candle in his hand. Above +his nightshirt his bloodless face looked gray. + +"Mother," he panted, "there's something in my room!" + +"What is it, John?" said his mother, in surprise and fear. + +"I--I thocht it was himsell! O mother, I'm feared, I'm feared! O mother, +I'm _feared_!" He sang the words in a hysterical chant, his voice rising +at the end. + +The door of the bedroom clicked. It was not a slamming sound, only the +door went to gently, as if some one closed it. John dropped the candle +from his shaking hand, and was left standing in the living darkness. + +"_Save me!_" he screamed, and leaped into the bed, burrowing down +between the women till his head was covered by the bedclothes. He +trembled so violently that the bed shook beneath them. + +"Let me bide wi' ye!" he pleaded, with chattering jaws; "oh, let me bide +wi' ye! I daurna gang back to that room by mysell again." + +His mother put her thin arm round him. "Yes, dear," she said; "you may +bide wi' us. Janet and me wouldna let anything harm you." She placed her +hand on his brow caressingly. His hair was damp with a cold sweat. He +reeked of alcohol. + +Some one went through the Square playing a concertina. That sound of +the careless world came strangely in upon their lonely tragedy. By +contrast the cheerful, silly noise out there seemed to intensify their +darkness and isolation here. Occasional far-off shouts were heard from +roisterers going home. + +Mrs. Gourlay lay staring at the darkness with intent eyes. What horror +might assail her she did not know, but she was ready to meet it for the +sake of John. "Ye brought it on yoursell," she breathed once, as if +defying an unseen accuser. + +It was hours ere he slept, but at last a heavy sough told her he had +found oblivion. "He's won owre," she murmured thankfully. At times he +muttered in his sleep, and at times Janet coughed hoarsely at his ear. + +"Janet, dinna hoast sae loud, woman! You'll waken your brother." + +Janet was silent. Then she choked--trying to stifle another cough. + +"Woman," said her mother complainingly, "that's surely an unco hoast ye +hae!" + +"Ay," said Janet, "it's a gey hoast." + +Next morning Postie came clattering through the paved yard in his +tackety boots, and handed in a blue envelope at the back door with a +business-like air, his ferrety eyes searching Mrs. Gourlay's face as she +took the letter from his hand. But she betrayed nothing to his +curiosity, since she knew nothing of her husband's affairs, and had no +fear, therefore, of what the letter might portend. She received the +missive with a vacant unconcern. It was addressed to "John Gourlay, +Esquire." She turned it over in a silly puzzlement, and, "Janet!" she +cried, "what am I to do wi' this?" + +She shrank from opening a letter addressed to her dead tyrant, unless +she had Janet by her side. It was so many years since he had allowed her +to take an active interest in their common life (indeed he never had) +that she was as helpless as a child. + +"It's to faither," said Janet. "Shall I waken John?" + +"No; puir fellow, let him sleep," said his mother. "I stole in to look +at him enow, and his face was unco wan lying down on the pillow. I'll +open the letter mysell; though, as your faither used to tell me, I never +had a heid for business." + +She broke the seal, and Janet, looking over her shoulder, read aloud to +her slower mind:-- + + + "GLASGOW, _March 12, 18--._ + + "SIR,--We desire once more to call your attention to the fact that + the arrears of interest on the mortgage of your house have not been + paid. Our client is unwilling to proceed to extremities, but unless + you make some arrangement within a week, he will be forced to take + the necessary steps to safeguard his interests.--Yours faithfully, + + BRODIE, GURNEY, & YARROWBY." + + +Mrs. Gourlay sank into a chair, and the letter slipped from her upturned +palm, lying slack upon her knee. + +"Janet," she said, appealingly, "what's this that has come on us? Does +the house we live in, the House with the Green Shutters, not belong to +us ainy more? Tell me, lassie. What does it mean?" + +"I don't ken," whispered Janet, with big eyes. "Did faither never tell +ye of the bond?" + +"He never telled me about anything," cried Mrs. Gourlay, with a sudden +passion. "I was aye the one to be keepit in the dark--to be keepit in +the dark and sore hadden doon. Oh, are we left destitute, Janet--and us +was aye sae muckle thocht o'! And me, too, that's come of decent folk, +and brought him a gey pickle bawbees--am I to be on the parish in my +auld age? Oh, _my_ faither, _my_ faither!" + +Her mind flashed back to the jocose and well-to-do father who had been +but a blurred thought to her for twenty years. That his daughter should +come to a pass like this was enough to make him turn in his grave. Janet +was astonished by her sudden passion in feebleness. Even the murder of +her husband had been met by her weak mind with a dazed resignation. For +her natural horror at the deed was swallowed by her anxiety to shield +the murderer; and she experienced a vague relief--felt but not +considered--at being freed from the incubus of Gourlay's tyranny. It +seemed, too, as if she was incapable of feeling anything poignantly, +deadened now by these quick calamities. But that _she_, that +Tenshillingland's daughter, should come to be an object of common +charity, touched some hidden nerve of pride, and made her writhe in +agony. + +"It mayna be sae bad," Janet tried to comfort her. + +"Waken John," said her mother feverishly--"waken John, and we'll gang +through his faither's desk. There may be something gude amang his +papers. There may be something gude!" she gabbled nervously; "yes, there +may be something gude! In the desk--in the desk--there may be something +gude in the desk!" + +John staggered into the kitchen five minutes later. Halfway to the table +where his mother sat he reeled and fell over on a chair, where he lay +with an ashen face, his eyes mere slits in his head, the upturned whites +showing through. They brought him whisky, and he drank and was +recovered. And then they went through to the parlour, and opened the +great desk that stood in the corner. It was the first time they had ever +dared to raise its lid. John took up a letter lying loosely on the top +of the other papers, and after a hasty glance, "This settles it!" said +he. It was the note from Gourlay's banker, warning him that his account +was overdrawn. + +"God help us!" cried Mrs. Gourlay, and Janet began to whimper. John +slipped out of the room. He was still in his stocking-feet, and the +women, dazed by this sudden and appalling news, were scarcely aware of +his departure. + +He passed through the kitchen, and stood on the step of the back door, +looking out on the quiet little paved yard. Everything there was +remarkably still and bright. It was an early spring that year, and the +hot March sun beat down on him, paining his bleared and puffy eyes. The +contrast between his own lump of a body, drink-dazed, dull-throbbing, +and the warm, bright day came in on him with a sudden sinking of the +heart, a sense of degradation and personal abasement. He realized, +however obscurely, that he was an eyesore in nature, a blotch on the +surface of the world, an offence to the sweet-breathing heavens. And +that bright silence was so strange and still; he could have screamed to +escape it. + +The slow ticking of the kitchen clock seemed to beat upon his raw brain. +Damn the thing, why didn't it stop--with its monotonous tick-tack, +tick-tack, tick-tack? He could feel it inside his head, where it seemed +to strike innumerable little blows on a strained chord it was bent on +snapping. + +He tiptoed back to the kitchen on noiseless feet, and cocking his ear to +listen, he heard the murmur of women's voices in the parlour. There was +a look of slyness and cunning in his face, and his eyes glittered with +desire. The whisky was still on the table. He seized the bottle +greedily, and tilting it up, let the raw liquid gurgle into him like +cooling water. It seemed to flood his parched being with a new vitality. + +"Oh, I doubt we'll be gey ill off!" he heard his mother whine, and at +that reminder of her nearness he checked the great, satisfied breath he +had begun to blow. He set the bottle on the table, bringing the glass +noiselessly down upon the wood, with a tense, unnatural precision +possible only to drink-steadied nerves--a steadiness like the humming +top's whirled to its fastest. Then he sped silently through the +courtyard and locked himself into the stable, chuckling in drunken +triumph as he turned the key. He pitched forward on a litter of dirty +straw, and in a moment sleep came over his mind in a huge wave of +darkness. + +An hour later he woke from a terrible dream, flinging his arms up to +ward off a face that had been pressing on his own. Were the eyes that +had burned his brain still glaring above him? He looked about him in +drunken wonder. From a sky-window a shaft of golden light came slanting +into the loose-box, living with yellow motes in the dimness. The world +seemed dead; he was alone in the silent building, and from without there +was no sound. Then a panic terror flashed on his mind that those eyes +had actually been here--and were here with him still--where he was +locked up with them alone. He strained his eyeballs in a horrified stare +at vacancy. Then he shut them in terror, for why did he look? If he +looked, the eyes might burn on him out of nothingness. The innocent air +had become his enemy--pregnant with unseen terrors to glare at him. To +breathe it stifled him; each draught of it was full of menace. With a +shrill cry he dashed at the door, and felt in the clutch of his ghostly +enemy when he failed to open it at once, breaking his nails on the +baffling lock. He mowed and chattered and stamped, and tore at the lock, +frustrate in fear. At last he was free! He broke into the kitchen, where +his mother sat weeping. She raised her eyes to see a dishevelled thing, +with bits of straw scattered on his clothes and hair. + +"Mother!" he screamed, "mother!" and stopped suddenly, his starting eyes +seeming to follow something in the room. + +"What are ye glowering at, John?" she wailed. + +"Thae damned een," he said slowly, "they're burning my soul! Look, +look!" he cried, clutching her thin wrist; "see, there, there--coming +round by the dresser! A-ah!" he screamed, in hoarse execration. "Would +ye, then?" and he hurled a great jug from the table at the pursuing +unseen. + +The jug struck the yellow face of the clock, and the glass jangled on +the floor. + +Mrs. Gourlay raised her arms, like a gaunt sibyl, and spoke to her +Maker, quietly, as if He were a man before her in the room. "Ruin and +murder," she said slowly, "and madness; and death at my nipple like a +child! When will Ye be satisfied?" + +Drucken Wabster's wife spread the news, of course, and that night it +went humming through the town that young Gourlay had the horrors, and +was throwing tumblers at his mother! + +"Puir body!" said the baker, in the long-drawn tones of an infinite +compassion--"puir body!" + +"Ay," said Toddle dryly, "he'll be wanting to put an end to _her_ next, +after killing his faither." + +"Killing his faither?" said the baker, with a quick look. "What do you +mean?" + +"Mean? Ou, I just mean what the doctor says! Gourlay was that mad at the +drucken young swine that he got the 'plexies, fell aff the ladder, and +felled himsell deid! That's what I mean, no less!" said Toddle, nettled +at the sharp question. + +"Ay, man! That accounts for't," said Tam Wylie. "It did seem queer +Gourlay's dying the verra nicht the prodigal cam hame. He was a heavy +man too; he would come down with an infernal thud. It seems uncanny, +though, it seems uncanny." + +"Strange!" murmured another; and they looked at each other in silent +wonder. + +"But will this be true, think ye?" said Brodie--"about the horrors, I +mean. _Did_ he throw the tumbler at his mother?" + +"Lord, it's true!" said Sandy Toddle. "I gaed into the kitchen on +purpose to make sure o' the matter with my own eyes. I let on I wanted +to borrow auld Gourlay's keyhole saw. I can tell ye he had a' his +orders--his tool-chest's the finest I ever saw in my life! I mean to bid +for some o' yon when the rowp comes. Weel, as I was saying, I let on I +wanted the wee saw, and went into the kitchen one end's errand. The +tumbler (Johnny Coe says it was a bottle, however; but I'm no avised o' +that--I speired Webster's wife, and I think my details are correct)--the +tumbler went flying past his mother, and smashed the face o' the +eight-day. It happened about the mid-hour o' the day. The clock had +stoppit, I observed, at three and a half minutes to the twelve." + +"Hi!" cried the Deacon, "it'th a pity auld Gourlay wathna alive thith +day!" + +"Faith, ay," cried Wylie. "_He_ would have sorted him; _he_ would have +trimmed the young ruffian!" + +"No doubt," said the Deacon gravely--"no doubt. But it wath scarcely +that I wath thinking of. Yah!" he grinned, "thith would have been a +thlap in the face till him!" + +Wylie looked at him for a while with a white scunner in his face. He +wore the musing and disgusted look of a man whose wounded mind retires +within itself to brood over a sight of unnatural cruelty. The Deacon +grew uncomfortable beneath his sideward, estimating eye. + +"Deacon Allardyce, your heart's black-rotten," he said at last. + +The Deacon blinked and was silent. Tam had summed him up. There was no +appeal. + + * * * * * + +"John dear," said his mother that evening, "we'll take the big sofa into +our bedroom, and make up a grand bed for ye, and then we'll be company +to one another. Eh, dear?" she pleaded. "Winna that be a fine way? When +you have Janet and me beside you, you winna be feared o' ainything +coming near you. You should gang to bed early, dear. A sleep would +restore your mind." + +"I don't mean to go to bed," he said slowly. He spoke staringly, with +the same fixity in his voice and gaze. There was neither rise nor fall +in his voice, only a dull level of intensity. + +"You don't mean to go to bed, John! What for, dear? Man, a sleep would +calm your mind for ye." + +"Na-a-a!" he smiled, and shook his head like a cunning madman who had +detected her trying to get round him. "Na-a-a! No sleep for me--no sleep +for me! I'm feared I would see the red een," he whispered, "the red een, +coming at me out o' the darkness, the darkness"--he nodded, staring at +her and breathing the word--"the darkness, the darkness! The darkness is +the warst, mother," he added, in his natural voice, leaning forward as +if he explained some simple, curious thing of every day. "The darkness +is the warst, you know. I've seen them in the broad licht; but in the +lobby," he whispered hoarsely--"in the lobby when it was dark--in the +lobby they were terrible. Just twa een, and they aye keep thegither, +though they're aye moving. That's why I canna pin them. And it's because +I ken they're aye watching me, watching me, watching me that I get so +feared. They're red," he nodded and whispered--"they're red--they're +red." His mouth gaped in horror, and he stared as if he saw them now. + +He had boasted long ago of being able to see things inside his head; in +his drunken hysteria he was to see them always. The vision he beheld +against the darkness of his mind projected itself and glared at him. He +was pursued by a spectre in his own brain, and for that reason there was +no escape. Wherever he went it followed him. + +"O man John," wailed his mother, "what are ye feared for your faither's +een for? He wouldna persecute his boy." + +"Would he no?" he said slowly. "You ken yoursell that he never liked me! +And naebody could stand his glower. Oh, he was a terrible man, _my_ +faither! You could feel the passion in him when he stood still. He could +throw himsell at ye without moving. And he's throwing himsell at _me_ +frae beyond the grave." + +Mrs. Gourlay beat her desperate hands. Her feeble remonstrance was a +snowflake on a hill to the dull intensity of this conviction. So +colossal was it that it gripped herself, and she glanced dreadfully +across her shoulder. But in spite of her fears she must plead with him +to save. + +"Johnnie dear," she wept passionately, "there's no een! It's just the +drink gars you think sae." + +"No," he said dully; "the drink's my refuge. It's a kind thing, +drink--it helps a body." + +"But, John, nobody believes in these things nowadays. It's just fancy in +you. I wonder at a college-bred man like you giving heed to a wheen +nonsense!" + +"Ye ken yoursell it was a byword in the place that he would haunt the +House with the Green Shutters." + +"God help me!" cried Mrs. Gourlay; "what am I to do?" + +She piled up a great fire in the parlour, and the three poor creatures +gathered round it for the night. (They were afraid to sit in the kitchen +of an evening, for even the silent furniture seemed to talk of the +murder it had witnessed.) John was on a carpet stool by his mother's +feet, his head resting on her knee. + +They heard the rattle of Wilson's brake as it swung over the townhead +from Auchterwheeze, and the laughter of its jovial crew. They heard the +town clock chiming the lonesome passage of the hours. A dog was barking +in the street. + +Gradually all other sounds died away. + +"Mother," said John, "lay your hand alang my shouther, touching my +neck. I want to be sure that you're near me." + +"I'll do that, my bairn," said his mother. And soon he was asleep. + +Janet was reading a novel. The children had their mother's silly gift--a +gift of the weak-minded, of forgetting their own duties and their own +sorrows in a vacant interest which they found in books. She had wrapped +a piece of coarse red flannel round her head to comfort a swollen jaw, +and her face appeared from within like a tallowy oval. + +"I didna get that story finished," said Mrs. Gourlay vacantly, staring +at the fire open-mouthed, her mutch-strings dangling. It was the remark +of a stricken mind that speaks vacantly of anything. "Does Herbert +Montgomery marry Sir James's niece?" + +"No," said Janet; "he's killed at the war. It's a gey pity of him, isn't +it?--Oh, what's that?" + +It was John talking in his sleep. + +"I have killed my faither," he said slowly, pausing long between every +phrase--"I have killed my faither ... I have killed my faither. And he's +foll-owing me ... he's foll-owing me ... he's foll-owing me." It was the +voice of a thing, not a man. It swelled and dwelt on the "follow," as if +the horror of the pursuit made it moan. "He's foll-owing me ... he's +foll-owing me ... he's foll-owing me. A face like a dark mist--and een +like hell. Oh, they're foll-owing me ... they're foll-owing me ... +they're foll-owing me!" His voice seemed to come from an infinite +distance. It was like a lost soul moaning in a solitude. + +The dog was barking in the street. A cry of the night came from far +away. + +That voice was as if a corpse opened its lips and told of horrors beyond +the grave. It brought the other world into the homely room, and made it +all demoniac. The women felt the presence of the unknown. It was their +own flesh and blood that spoke the words, and by their own quiet hearth. +But hell seemed with them in the room. + +Mrs. Gourlay drew back from John's head on her lap, as from something +monstrous and unholy. But he moaned in deprivation, craving her support, +and she edged nearer to supply his need. Possessed with a devil or no, +he was her son. + +"Mother!" gasped Janet suddenly, the white circles of her eyes staring +from the red flannel, her voice hoarse with a new fear--"mother, +suppose--suppose he said that before anybody else!" + +"Don't mention't," cried her mother with sudden passion. "How daur ye? +how daur ye? My God!" she broke down and wept, "they would hang him, so +they would! They would hang _my_ boy--they would take and hang _my_ +boy!" + +They stared at each other wildly. John slept, his head twisted over on +his mother's knee, his eyes sunken, his mouth wide open. + +"Mother," Janet whispered, "you must send him away." + +"I have only three pounds in the world," said Mrs. Gourlay; and she put +her hand to her breast where it was, but winced as if a pain had bitten +her. + +"Send him away wi't," said Janet. "The furniture may bring something. +And you and me can aye thole." + +In the morning Mrs. Gourlay brought two greasy notes to the table, and +placed them in her son's slack hand. He was saner now; he had slept off +his drunken madness through the night. + +"John," she said, in pitiful appeal, "you maunna stay here, laddie. +Ye'll gie up the drink when you're away--will ye na?--and then thae een +ye're sae feared of'll no trouble you ony mair. Gang to Glasgow and see +the lawyer folk about the bond. And, John dear," she pleaded, "if +there's nothing left for us, you'll try to work for Janet and me, will +ye no? You've a grand education, and you'll surely get a place as a +teacher or something; I'm sure you would make a grand teacher. Ye +wouldna like to think of your mother trailing every week to the like of +Wilson for an awmous, streeking out her auld hand for charity. The folk +would stand in their doors to look at me, man--they would that--they +would cry ben to each other to come oot and see Gourlay's wife gaun +slinkin' doon the brae. Doon the brae it would be," she repeated, "doon +the brae it would be"--and her mind drifted away on the sorrowful future +which her fear made so vivid and real. It was only John's going that +roused her. + +Thomas Brodie, glowering abroad from a shop door festooned in boots, his +leather apron in front, and his thumbs in the armholes of his waistcoat, +as befitted an important man, saw young Gourlay pass the Cross with his +bag in his hand, and dwindle up the road to the station. + +"Where's _he_ off to now?" he muttered. "There's something at the boddom +o' this, if a body could find it out!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + + +When John had gone his mother roused herself to a feverish industry. +Even in the early days of her strength she had never been so busy in her +home. But her work was aimless and to no purpose. When tidying she would +take a cup without its saucer from the table, and set off with it +through the room, but stopping suddenly in the middle of the floor, +would fall into a muse with the dish in her hand; coming to herself long +afterwards to ask vaguely, "What's this cup for?... Janet, lassie, what +was it I was doing?" Her energy, and its frustration, had the same +reason. The burden on her mind constantly impelled her to do something +to escape from it, and the same burden paralyzed her mind in everything +she did. So with another of her vacant whims. Every morning she rose at +an unearthly hour, to fish out of old closets rag-bags bellied big with +the odds and ends of thirty years' assemblage. "I'll make a patchwork +quilt o' thir!" she explained, with a foolish, eager smile; and she +spent hours snatching up rags and vainly trying to match them. But the +quilt made no progress. She would look at a patch for a while, with her +head on one side, and pat it all over with restless hands; then she +would turn it round, to see if it would look better that way, only to +tear it off when it was half sewn, to try another and yet another. Often +she would forget the work on her lap, and stare across the room, +open-mouthed, her fingers plucking at her withered throat. Janet became +afraid of her mother. + +Once she saw her smiling to herself, when she thought nobody was +watching her--an uncanny smile as of one who hugged a secret to her +breast--a secret that, eluding others, would enable its holder to elude +them too. + +"What can _she_ have to laugh at?" Janet wondered. + +At times the haze that seemed gathering round Mrs. Gourlay's mind would +be dispelled by sudden rushes of fear, when she would whimper lest her +son be hanged, or herself come on the parish in her old age. But that +was rarely. Her brain was mercifully dulled, and her days were passed in +a restless vacancy. + +She was sitting with the rags scattered round her when John walked in on +the evening of the third day. There were rags everywhere--on the table, +and all about the kitchen; she sat in their midst like a witch among the +autumn leaves. When she looked towards his entrance the smell of drink +was wafted from the door. + +"John!" she panted, in surprise--"John, did ye not go to Glasgow, boy?" + +"Ay," he said slowly, "I gaed to Glasgow." + +"And the bond, John--did ye speir about the bond?" + +"Ay," he said, "I speired about the bond. The whole house is sunk in't." + +"Oh!" she gasped, and the whole world seemed to go from beneath her, so +weak did she feel through her limbs. + +"John," she said, after a while, "did ye no try to get something to do, +that you might help me and Janet now we're helpless?" + +"No," he said; "for the een wouldna let me. Nicht and day they follow me +a'where--nicht and day." + +"Are they following ye yet, John?" she whispered, leaning forward +seriously. She did not try to disabuse him now; she accepted what he +said. Her mind was on a level with his own. "Are they following ye yet?" +she asked, with large eyes of sympathy and awe. + +"Ay, and waur than ever too. They're getting redder and redder. It's +not a dull red," he said, with a faint return of his old interest in the +curious physical; "it's a gleaming red. They lowe. A' last nicht they +wouldna let me sleep. There was nae gas in my room, and when the candle +went out I could see them everywhere. When I looked to one corner o' the +room, they were there; and when I looked to another corner, they were +there too--glowering at me; glowering at me in the darkness; glowering +at me. Ye mind what a glower he had! I hid from them ablow the claes; +but they followed me--they were burning in my brain. So I gaed oot and +stood by a lamp-post for company. But a constable moved me on; he said I +was drunk because I muttered to mysell. But I wasna drunk then, mother; +I wa-as _not_. So I walkit on, and on, and on the whole nicht; but I aye +keepit to the lamp-posts for company. And than when the public-houses +opened I gaed in and drank and drank. I didna like the drink, for whisky +has no taste to me now. But it helps ye to forget. + +"Mother," he went on complainingly, "is it no queer that a pair of een +should follow a man? Just a pair of een! It never happened to onybody +but me," he said dully--"never to onybody but me." + +His mother was panting open-mouthed, as if she choked for air, both +hands clutching at her bosom. "Ay," she whispered, "it's queer;" and +kept on gasping at intervals with staring eyes, "It's gey queer; it's +gey queer; it's gey queer." + +She took up the needle once more and tried to sew; but her hand was +trembling so violently that she pricked the left forefinger which upheld +her work. She was content thereafter to make loose stabs at the cloth, +with a result that she made great stitches which drew her seam together +in a pucker. Vacantly she tried to smooth them out, stroking them over +with her hand, constantly stroking and to no purpose. John watched the +aimless work with dull and heavy eyes. + +For a while there was silence in the kitchen. Janet was coughing in the +room above. + +"There's just ae thing'll end it!" said John. "Mother, give me three +shillings." + +It was not a request, and not a demand; it was the dull statement of a +need. Yet the need appeared so relentless, uttered in the set fixity of +his impassive voice, that she could not gainsay it. She felt that this +was not merely her son making a demand; it was a compulsion on him +greater than himself. + +"There's the money!" she said, clinking it down on the table, and +flashed a resentful smile at him, close upon the brink of tears. + +She had a fleeting anger. It was scarcely at him, though; it was at the +fate that drove him. Nor was it for herself, for her own mood was, +"Well, well; let it gang." But she had a sense of unfairness, and a +flicker of quite impersonal resentment, that fate should wring the last +few shillings from a poor being. It wasna fair. She had the emotion of +it; and it spoke in the strange look at her son, and in the smiling +flush with the tears behind it. Then she sank into apathy. + +John took up the money and went out, heedless of his mother where she +sat by the table; he had a doom on him, and could see nothing that did +not lie within his path. Nor did she take any note of his going; she was +callous. The tie between them was being annulled by misery. She was +ceasing to be his mother, he to be her son; they were not younger and +older, they were the equal victims of necessity. Fate set each of them +apart to dree a separate weird. + +In a house of long years of misery the weak become callous to their +dearest's agony. The hard, strong characters are kindest in the end; +they will help while their hearts are breaking. But the weak fall +asunder at the last. It was not that Mrs. Gourlay was thinking of +herself rather than of him. She was stunned by fate--as was he--and +could think of nothing. + +Ten minutes later John came out of the Black Bull with a bottle of +whisky. + +It was a mellow evening, one of those evenings when Barbie, the mean and +dull, is transfigured to a gem-like purity, and catches a radiance. +There was a dreaming sky above the town, and its light less came to the +earth than was on it, shining in every path with a gracious immanence. +John came on through the glow with his burden undisguised, wrapped in a +tissue paper which showed its outlines. He stared right before him like +a man walking in his sleep, and never once looked to either side. At +word of his coming the doors were filled with mutches and bald heads, +keeking by the jambs to get a look. Many were indecent in their haste, +not waiting till he passed ere they peeped--which was their usual way. +Some even stood away out in front of their doors to glower at him +advancing, turning slowly with him as he passed, and glowering behind +him as he went. They saw they might do so with impunity; that he did not +see them, but walked like a man in a dream. He passed up the street and +through the Square, beneath a hundred eyes, the sun shining softly round +him. Every eye followed till he disappeared through his own door. + +He went through the kitchen, where his mother sat, carrying the bottle +openly, and entered the parlour without speaking. He came back and asked +her for the corkscrew, but when she said "Eh?" with a vague wildness in +her manner, and did not seem to understand, he went and got it for +himself. She continued making stabs at her cloth and smoothing out the +puckers in her seam. + +John was heard moving in the parlour. There was the sharp _plunk_ of a +cork being drawn, followed by a clink of glass. And then came a heavy +thud like a fall. + +To Mrs. Gourlay the sounds meant nothing; she heard them with her ear, +not her mind. The world around her had retreated to a hazy distance, so +that it had no meaning. She would have gazed vaguely at a shell about to +burst beside her. + +In the evening, Janet, who had been in bed all the afternoon, came down +and lit the lamp for her mother. It was a large lamp which Gourlay had +bought, and it shed a rich light through the room. + +"I heard John come in," she said, turning wearily round; "but I was too +ill to come down and ask what had happened. Where is he?" + +"John?" questioned her mother--"John?... Ou ay," she panted, vaguely +recalling, "ou ay. I think--I think ... he gaed ben the parlour." + +"The parlour!" cried Janet; "but he must be in the dark! And he canna +thole the darkness!" + +"John!" she cried, going to the parlour door, "John!" + +There was a silence of the grave. + +She lit a candle, and went into the room. And then she gave a squeal +like a rabbit in a dog's jaws. + +Mrs. Gourlay dragged her gaunt limbs wearily across the floor. By the +wavering light, which shook in Janet's hand, she saw her son lying dead +across the sofa. The whisky-bottle on the table was half empty, and of a +smaller bottle beside it he had drunk a third. He had taken all that +whisky that he might deaden his mind to the horror of swallowing the +poison. His legs had slipped to the floor when he died, but his body was +lying back across the couch, his mouth open, his eyes staring horridly +up. They were not the eyes of the quiet dead, but bulged in frozen fear, +as if his father's eyes had watched him from aloft while he died. + +"There's twa thirds of the poison left," commented Mrs. Gourlay. + +"Mother!" Janet screamed, and shook her. "Mother, John's deid! John's +deid! Don't ye see John's deid?" + +"Ay, he's deid," said Mrs. Gourlay, staring. "He winna be hanged now!" + +"Mother!" cried Janet, desperate before this apathy, "what shall we do? +what shall we do? Shall I run and bring the neebours?" + +"The neebours!" said Mrs. Gourlay, rousing herself wildly--"the +neebours! What have _we_ to do with the neebours? We are by +ourselves--the Gourlays whom God has cursed; we can have no neebours. +Come ben the house, and I'll tell ye something," she whispered wildly. +"Ay," she nodded, smiling with mad significance, "I'll tell ye something +... I'll tell ye something," and she dragged Janet to the kitchen. + +Janet's heart was rent for her brother, but the frenzy on her mother +killed sorrow with a new fear. + +"Janet!" smiled Mrs. Gourlay, with insane soft interest, "Janet! D'ye +mind yon nicht langsyne when your faither came in wi' a terrible look in +his een and struck me in the breist? Ay," she whispered hoarsely, +staring at the fire, "he struck me in the breist. But I didna ken what +it was for, Janet.... No," she shook her head, "he never telled me what +it was for." + +"Ay, mother," whispered Janet, "I have mind o't." + +"Weel, an abscess o' some kind formed--I kenna weel what it was, but it +gathered and broke, and gathered and broke, till my breist's near eaten +awa wi't. Look!" she cried, tearing open her bosom, and Janet's head +flung back in horror and disgust. + +"O mother!" she panted, "was it that that the wee clouts were for?" + +"Ay, it was that," said her mother. "Mony a clout I had to wash, and +mony a nicht I sat lonely by mysell, plaistering my withered breist. But +I never let onybody ken," she added with pride; "na-a-a, I never let +onybody ken. When your faither nipped me wi' his tongue it nipped me wi' +its pain, and, woman, it consoled me. 'Ay, ay,' I used to think; 'gibe +awa, gibe awa; but I hae a freend in my breist that'll end it some day.' +I likit to keep it to mysell. When it bit me it seemed to whisper I had +a freend that nane o' them kenned o'--a freend that would deliver me! +The mair he badgered me, the closer I hugged it; and when my he'rt was +br'akin I enjoyed the pain o't." + +"O my poor, poor mother!" cried Janet with a bursting sob, her eyes +raining hot tears. Her very body seemed to feel compassion; it quivered +and crept near, as though it would brood over her mother and protect +her. She raised the poor hand and kissed it, and fondled it between her +own. + +But her mother had forgotten the world in one of her wild lapses, and +was staring fixedly. + +"I'll no lang be a burden to onybody," she said to herself. "It should +sune be wearing to a heid now. But I thought of something the day John +gaed away; ay, I thought of something," she said vaguely. "Janet, what +was it I was thinking of?" + +"I dinna ken," whispered Janet. + +"I was thinking of something," her mother mused. Her voice all through +was a far-off voice, remote from understanding. "Yes, I remember. Ye're +young, Jenny, and you learned the dressmaking; do ye think ye could sew, +or something, to keep a bit garret owre my heid till I dee? Ay, it was +that I was thinking of; though it doesna matter much now--eh, Jenny? +I'll no bother you for verra lang. But I'll no gang on the parish," she +said in a passionless voice, "I'll no gang on the parish. I'm Miss +Richmond o' Tenshillingland." + +She had no interest in her own suggestion. It was an idea that had +flitted through her mind before, which came back to her now in feeble +recollection. She seemed not to wait for an answer, to have forgotten +what she said. + +"O mother," cried Janet, "there's a curse on us all! I would work my +fingers raw for ye if I could, but I canna," she screamed, "I canna, I +canna! My lungs are bye wi't. On Tuesday in Skeighan the doctor telled +me I would soon be deid; he didna say't, but fine I saw what he was +hinting. He advised me to gang to Ventnor in the Isle o' Wight," she +added wanly; "as if I could gang to the Isle of Wight. I cam hame +trembling, and wanted to tell ye; but when I cam in ye were ta'en up wi' +John, and, 'O lassie,' said you, 'dinna bother me wi' your complaints +enow.' I was hurt at that, and 'Well, well,' I thocht, 'if she doesna +want to hear, I'll no tell her.' I was huffed at ye. And then my faither +came in, and ye ken what happened. I hadna the heart to speak o't after +that; I didna seem to care. I ken what it is to nurse daith in my breist +wi' pride, too, mother," she went on. "Ye never cared verra much for me; +it was John was your favourite. I used to be angry because you neglected +my illness, and I never telled you how heavily I hoasted blood. 'She'll +be sorry for this when I'm deid,' I used to think; and I hoped you would +be. I had a kind of pride in saying nothing. But, O mother, I didna ken +_you_ were just the same; I didna ken _you_ were just the same." She +looked. Her mother was not listening. + +Suddenly Mrs. Gourlay screamed with wild laughter, and, laughing, eyed +with mirthless merriment the look of horror with which Janet was +regarding her. "Ha, ha, ha!" she screamed, "it's to be a clean sweep o' +the Gourlays! Ha, ha, ha! it's to be a clean sweep o' the Gourlays!" + +There is nothing uglier in life than a woman's cruel laugh; but Mrs. +Gourlay's laugh was more than cruel, it was demoniac--the skirl of a +human being carried by misery beyond the confines of humanity. Janet +stared at her in speechless fear. + +"Mother," she whispered at last, "what are we to do?" + +"There's twa-thirds of the poison left," said Mrs. Gourlay. + +"Mother!" cried Janet. + +"Gourlay's dochter may gang on the parish if she likes, but his wife +never will. _You_ may hoast yourself to death in a garret in the +poorhouse, but _I_'ll follow my boy." + +The sudden picture of her own lonely death as a pauper among strangers, +when her mother and brother should be gone, was so appalling to Janet +that to die with her mother seemed pleasanter. She could not bear to be +left alone. + +"Mother," she cried in a frenzy, "I'll keep ye company!" + +"Let us read a chapter," said Mrs. Gourlay. + +She took down the big Bible, and "the thirteent' chapter o' First +Corinthians," she announced in a loud voice, as if giving it out from +the pulpit, "the thirteent'--o' the First Corinthians:"-- + +"_'Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not +charity, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal._ + +"_'And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, +and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove +mountains, and have not charity, I am nothing.'_" + +Mrs. Gourlay's manner had changed: she was in the high exaltation of +madness. Callous she still appeared, so possessed by her general doom +that she had no sense of its particular woes. But she was listless no +more. Willing her death, she seemed to borrow its greatness and become +one with the law that punished her. Arrogating the Almighty's function +to expedite her doom, she was the equal of the Most High. It was her +feebleness that made her great. Because in her feebleness she yielded +entirely to the fate that swept her on, she was imbued with its demoniac +power. + +"_'Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity +vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up,_ + +"_'Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily +provoked, thinketh no evil;_ + +"_'Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth;_ + +"_'Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth +all things._ + +"_'Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall +fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be +knowledge, it shall vanish away._ + +"_'For we know in part, and we prophesy in part._ + +"_'But when that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part +shall be done away.'_" + +Her voice rose high and shrill as she read the great verses. Her large +blue eyes shone with ecstasy. Janet looked at her in fear. This was more +than her mother speaking; it was more than human; it was a voice from +beyond the world. Alone, the timid girl would have shrunk from death, +but her mother's inspiration held her. + +"_'And now abideth faith, hope, charity, these three: but the greatest +of these is charity.'_" + +Janet had been listening with such strained attention that the "Amen" +rang out of her loud and involuntary, like an answer to a compelling +Deity. She had clung to this reading as the one thing left to her before +death, and out of her nature thus strained to listen the "Amen" came, as +sped by an inner will. She scarcely knew that she said it. + +They rose, and the scrunt of Janet's chair on the floor, when she pushed +it behind her, sent a thrilling shiver through her body, so tense was +her mood. They stood with their hands on their chair backs, and looked +at each other, in a curious palsy of the will. The first step to the +parlour door would commit them to the deed; to take it was to take the +poison, and they paused, feeling its significance. To move was to give +themselves to the irrevocable. When they stirred at length they felt as +if the ultimate crisis had been passed; there could be no return. Mrs. +Gourlay had Janet by the wrist. + +She turned and looked at her daughter, and for one fleeting moment she +ceased to be above humanity. + +"Janet," she said wistfully, "_I_ have had a heap to thole! Maybe the +Lord Jesus Christ'll no' be owre sair on me." + +"O mother!" Janet screamed, yielding to her terror when her mother +weakened. "O mother, I'm feared! I'm feared! O mother, I'm feared!" + +"Come!" said her mother; "come!" and drew her by the wrist. They went +into the parlour. + + * * * * * + +The post was a square-built, bandy-legged little man, with a bristle of +grizzled hair about his twisted mouth, perpetually cocking up an +ill-bred face in the sight of Heaven. Physically and morally he had in +him something both of the Scotch terrier and the London sparrow--the +shagginess of the one, the cocked eye of the other; the one's snarling +temper, the other's assured impudence. In Gourlay's day he had never got +by the gateway of the yard, much as he had wanted to come further. +Gourlay had an eye for a thing like him. "Damn the gurly brute!" Postie +complained once; "when I passed a pleasand remark about the weather the +other morning, he just looked at me and blew the reek of his pipe in my +face. And that was his only answer!" + +Now that Gourlay was gone, however, Postie clattered through the yard +every morning, right up to the back door. + +"A heap o' correspondence _thir_ mornin's!" he would simper, his greedy +little eye trying to glean revelations from the women's faces as they +took the letters from his hand. + +On the morning after young Gourlay came home for the last time, Postie +was pelting along with his quick thudding step near the head of the +Square, when whom should he meet but Sandy Toddle, still unwashed and +yawning from his bed. It was early, and the streets were empty, except +where in the distance the bent figure of an old man was seen hirpling +off to his work, first twisting round stiffly to cock his eye right and +left at the sky, to forecast the weather for the day. + +From the chimneys the fair white spirlies of reek were rising in the +pure air. The Gourlays did not seem to be stirring yet; there was no +smoke above their roof-tree to show that there was life within. + +Postie jerked his thumb across his shoulder at the House with the Green +Shutters. + +"There'll be chynges there the day," he said, chirruping. + +"Wha-at!" Toddle breathed in a hoarse whisper of astonishment, +"sequesteration?" and he stared, big-eyed, with his brows arched. + +"Something o' that kind," said the post carelessly. "I'm no' weel +acquaint wi' the law-wers' lingo." + +"Will't be true, think ye?" said Sandy. + +"God, it's true," said the post. "I had it frae Jock Hutchison, the +clerk in Skeighan Goudie's. He got fou yestreen on the road to Barbie +and blabbed it--he'll lose his job, yon chap, if he doesna keep his +mouth shut. True! ay, it's true! There's damn the doubt o' that." + +Toddle corrugated his mouth to whistle. He turned and stared at the +House with the Green Shutters, gawcey and substantial on its terrace, +beneath the tremulous beauty of the dawn. There was a glorious sunrise. + +"God!" he said, "what a downcome for that hoose!" + +"Is it no'?" chuckled Postie. + +"Whose account is it on?" said Toddle. + +"Oh, I don't ken," said Postie carelessly. "He had creditors a' owre the +country. I was ay bringing the big blue envelopes from different airts. +Don't mention this, now," he added, his finger up, his eye significant; +"it shouldn't be known at a-all." He was unwilling that Toddle should +get an unfair start, and spoil his own market for the news. + +"_Nut_ me!" Toddle assured him grandly, shaking his head as who should +conduct of that kind a thousand miles off--"_nut_ me, Post! I'll no +breathe it to a living soul." + +The post clattered in to Mrs. Gourlay's back door. He had a heavy +under-stamped letter on which there was threepence to pay. He might pick +up an item or two while she was getting him the bawbees. + +He knocked, but there was no answer. + +"The sluts!" said he, with a humph of disgust; "they're still on their +backs, it seems." + +He knocked again. The sound of his knuckles on the door rang out +hollowly, as if there was nothing but emptiness within. While he waited +he turned on the step and looked idly at the courtyard. The inwalled +little place was curiously still. + +At last in his impatience he turned the handle, when to his surprise the +door opened, and let him enter. + +The leaves of a Bible fluttered in the fresh wind from the door. A large +lamp was burning on the table. Its big yellow flame was unnatural in the +sunshine. + +"H'mph!" said Postie, tossing his chin in disgust, "little wonder +everything gaed to wreck and ruin in this house! The slovens have left +the lamp burning the whole nicht lang. But less licht'll serve them now, +I'm thinking!" + +A few dead ashes were sticking from the lower bars of the range. Postie +crossed to the fireplace and looked down at the fender. That bright spot +would be the place, now, where auld Gourlay killed himself. The women +must have rubbed it so bright in trying to get out the blood. It was an +uncanny thing to keep in the house that. He stared at the fatal spot +till he grew eerie in the strange stillness. + +"Guidwife!" he cried, "Jennet! Don't ye hear?" + +They did not hear, it seemed. + +"God!" said he, "they sleep sound after all their misfortunes!" + +At last--partly in impatience, and partly from a wish to pry--he opened +the door of the parlour. "_Oh, my God!_" he screamed, leaping back, and +with his bulky bag got stuck in the kitchen door, in his desperate hurry +to be gone. + +He ran round to the Square in front, and down to Sandy Toddle, who was +informing a bunch of unshaven bodies that the Gourlays were +"sequestered." + +"Oh, my God, Post, what have you seen, to bring that look to your eyes? +What have you seen, man? Speak, for God's sake! What is it?" + +The post gasped and stammered; then "Ooh!" he shivered in horror, and +covered his eyes, at a sudden picture in his brain. + +"Speak!" said a man solemnly. + +"They have--they have--they have a' killed themselves," stammered the +postman, pointing to the Gourlays. + +Their loins were loosened beneath them. The scrape of their feet on the +road, as they turned to stare, sounded monstrous in the silence. No man +dared to speak. 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