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| author | Roger Frank <rfrank@pglaf.org> | 2025-10-15 02:15:45 -0700 |
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| committer | Roger Frank <rfrank@pglaf.org> | 2025-10-15 02:15:45 -0700 |
| commit | 8a5e3efe111f55bec286db833e9f4aaa12930b9f (patch) | |
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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/25118-8.txt b/25118-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..dfa5118 --- /dev/null +++ b/25118-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,6152 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of When Grandmamma Was New, by Marion Harland + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: When Grandmamma Was New + The Story of a Virginia Childhood + +Author: Marion Harland + +Release Date: April 21, 2008 [EBook #25118] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK WHEN GRANDMAMMA WAS NEW *** + + + + +Produced by Juliet Sutherland and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + +[Illustration: THE STORY TELLING. + +"'I like, best of all, to hear about what happened when Grandmamma was +new,' said Fritz."--_See page 7._] + + + + + When Grandmamma + Was New + + THE STORY OF A VIRGINIA + CHILDHOOD + + By + Marion Harland + + _ILLUSTRATED_ + + BOSTON + LOTHROP PUBLISHING COMPANY + + COPYRIGHT, 1899, + BY + LOTHROP PUBLISHING COMPANY. + + _THIRD THOUSAND_ + + _Norwood Press_ + _J. S. Cushing & Co.--Berwick & Smith_ + _Norwood Mass. U.S.A._ + + _TO_ + + HORACE AND ERIC + FRITZ, TERHUNE, AND STERLING + + This Story + + FIRST TOLD TO THEM OVER THE LIBRARY FIRE + IN AUTUMN AND WINTER EVENINGS + _IS MOST LOVINGLY DEDICATED_ + + SUNNYBANK, + POMPTON, N.J. + + + + +Explanatory + + +It was Fritz who said it first, and when he was three years younger than +he is now. + +Somebody asked him what sort of stories he liked best. No doubt he ought +to have said "Bible Stories," such as his mother tells on Sunday +afternoons, and which he does love dearly. But he spoke out what he +really thought and felt at the time of asking, and said, "I like, best +of all, to hear about what happened when Grandmamma was New." + +The phrase tickled my fancy, and, thenceforward, I would have no other +title for the sight-draughts made by the boys upon my bank of memory. +When these "vouchers" grew into a volume, no name would serve my turn +except the _mot de famille_ set in circulation by the quaint +five-year-old. + +My laddies are well trained. (Good children run in the family.) I +record, pridefully, that the sunny head of the least of the band has +never drooped drowsily while the tale went on, and that his chirp was +distinct in the general plea for, "More--to-morrow night?" with which +the conclave brought up at the call to prayers and to pillows. This has +not so far flattered me out of my sober senses as to beget a hope that +my reminiscences will find such loving interest and attention so rapt in +the larger audience outlying our doors. Yet I dare believe that other +grandparents will read and other children will listen to the real +happenings of the Long Time Ago WHEN THIS GRANDMAMMA WAS NEW. + + MARION HARLAND. + + SUNNYBANK, + May, 1899. + + + + +Contents + + CHAPTER PAGE + + I. The Tragedy of Rozillah 11 + + II. A Prize Fight and a Race 28 + + III. Van Diemen's Land 45 + + IV. Oiled Calico 63 + + V. What was done with Musidora 78 + + VI. The Haunted Room 97 + + VII. Just for Fun 107 + + VIII. My First Lie, and what came of it 124 + + IX. My Pets 144 + + X. Circumstantial Evidence 164 + + XI. Frankenstein 182 + + XII. My Prize Beet 198 + + XIII. Two Adventures 215 + + XIV. Miss Nancy's Nerves 232 + + XV. "Side-blades" and Water-melons 246 + + XVI. Old Madam Leigh 257 + + XVII. Out into the World 282 + + + + +When Grandmamma Was New + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter I + +The Tragedy of Rozillah + + +"Just look at her now, Molly! Isn't she the sweetest thing you ever +saw?" + +Molly, that is, Myself, sitting on the door-step, elbows on knees and +shoulders hunched sullenly up to my ears, did not budge or speak. + +Before my gloomy eyes was the kitchen yard, a gray and gritty expanse, +with never a tree or bush to shade it except the lilac hedge bounding it +on the garden side, and one sickly peach tree growing at the corner of +"the house." Three hens and one rooster were scratching about the flat +stone at the kitchen door. + +On the other three sides of the house were rustling boughs and cool +grass and flower-beds. It suited my humor to sit in the scanty strip of +shadow cast by the eaves, my feet upon the step that had soaked in the +noonday heat, and to be as wretched as a five-year-old could make +herself, with a sharp sense of injury boring like a bit of steel into +her small soul. The room behind me was my mother's--the "chamber" of the +Southern home. A big four-poster, hung with dimity curtains, stood in +the farther corner. The dimity valance, trimmed, like the curtains, with +ball fringe, hid the trundle-bed that was pulled out at night for Mary +'Liza and me to sleep in. At the foot of the bed was my baby brother's +cradle. As Mam' Chloe was walking with him in the garden, it should have +been empty. Whereas, Mary 'Liza was putting her doll-baby to sleep in +it. We said "doll-baby" in those days. There was Musidora, my rag-baby, +who was a beauty when she was new. + +She was not old now, but Fate had been unkind to her. Twice I had left +her out-of-doors all night. The first time was when I laid her at the +foot of a particularly tall corn-stalk, telling her that I would return +presently, but could not find her at all when I went back. I was up and +out early next morning and "found her indeed, but it made my heart +bleed," for a field mouse--with six acres of roasting-ears to choose +from--had made his supper on the bran that served my poor Musidora for +brains, nibbling a hole in the exact region of the _medulla oblongata_. +My mother plugged the cranium with raw cotton and stitched up the wound, +and the dear patient was doing better than could be expected, when there +was a thunder-storm and Musidora was on a bench in the summer-house. The +rain lasted all night, and I could not go out again. + +One immediate and obvious consequence of this adventure was that there +was nothing left of Musidora's features except her eyebrows, which were +laid on with indelible ink instead of water-colors. She hung, head +downward, in front of the kitchen fire for twelve hours before she was +thoroughly dry. My mother "indicated" eyes, nose, and mouth with +pen-and-ink, but the effect was flat and mournful. + +While I sat in the door that evening, putting on Musidora's night-gown, +I overheard Mam' Chloe say to my mother:-- + +"I declar' to gracious, Miss Ma'y Anna, you ought to buy that chile a +sure-'nough doll-baby while you are in town. It f'yar breaks my heart to +see how much store she sets by that po' wrack of a rag thing she's got +thar." + +My mother's reply was so low that I did not catch it, but her tone was +not unpromising. I said nothing to her, or to anybody of what I had +heard. Only, of course, Musidora and I talked it all over. I assured her +that she was going to have a beautiful sister who would love her and +play with her and tell her stories of the wonderful city, and of how +happy we three should be together. + +My father and mother went away to Richmond. They took the baby with +them, and Mary 'Liza and I were sent to my Aunt Eliza Carter's to stay +until they returned, when Cousin Molly Belle took us back home and told +my mother before my face that I had been as "good as gold." + +"I am very glad to hear it," said my mother, giving me a squeeze and +kiss. "I was afraid she might be troublesome. She is not as steady as +Mary 'Liza, you know. I have something nice in my trunk for each of my +daughters." + +She always spoke of us in that way, although Mary 'Liza was her niece, +and an orphan. She was seven now, and the pattern child of the county. +Pretty, too, with a fair skin and shiny braids of golden hair, and +innocent blue eyes, and dimpled arms, and fluffy, kittenish ways, while +I was as lean as a snake, as brown as a chinquapin, and as wild as a +hawk. I was used to hearing myself compared to all three. Mary 'Liza +could read in the New Testament without stopping to spell a word, at +three, and write in a copy-book at five, and do sums on the slate at +six, and at seven was as much company to my mother as if she had been +seventeen. In a word, my cousin was "a comfort." I was often called "a +plague." + +Yet, as I can honestly affirm, I had never known, until this black day +when Cousin Molly Belle took me home, what it was to be envious. I was +not exactly fond of my cousin, yet we seldom disagreed openly. She wore +clean frocks and liked to stay indoors and piece bedquilts and knit +stockings and read aloud to my mother. I never willingly spent an hour +in the house when I could get out, and had odd plays of my own which I +kept secret from Mary 'Liza because I was sure she would be shocked, or +laugh at them. I fully recognized the claims of orphanhood to the +buttered side of life, and that a girl who had no father or mother +deserved to be cared for by everybody else. + +My parents had arrived late at night, and the trunk was unpacked with +much ceremony the next morning. Under my mother's best new dresses was a +long pasteboard box which she opened, smiling at our expectant faces. +From it she drew the biggest, prettiest doll-baby we had ever seen, in a +blue silk frock with a sash to match. She had real hair, curly and black +as a coal, and round black eyes and a cherry-ripe mouth. I reached out +both hands, and a cry of rapture rushed from my heart to my lips--an +inarticulate gurgle of ineffable happiness. + +My mother did not see my gesture. I hope she did not hear the cry. She +laid the doll-baby in Mary 'Liza's arms. + +"Mrs. Hutcheson, who was your mother's dearest friend, sent that to you +with her love." + +For me there was a trumpery book, with very few pictures, and a good +deal of reading in it--also from Mrs. Hutcheson. + +"She thought it might coax you to learn how to read. I was ashamed to +have to say that my little girl does not know her letters yet," said my +much-tried parent. "And your father brought you a Noah's Ark." + +I received book and Ark without a word, and marched toward the door, my +heart ready to break. + +"What do you say for your presents, Molly?" + +I stood stock-still, my eyes on the floor. + +My mother quietly and sorrowfully took the painted Ark from my hand. + +"When you can say 'thank you,' and stop pouting, you can have it back," +she said, in gentle severity. + +I dashed from the room around the house to the end porch. It was high +enough for me to stand upright under it and the sides were screened by a +climbing sweetbrier. I had often played Daniel in the lion's den there, +assisted by a caste of small colored children. They were the lions, I, +with the choice of parts, electing invariably to play the persecuted +and finally triumphant biped. The fury of forty wild beasts was in my +heart, as I pushed aside the prickly branches and crept into my lair. +The den was paved with bricks, loosely laid. With a pointed stick I +pried one up, and scooped out with my hands a grave deep enough to hold +the hateful book with the few pictures and the much reading. I thrust it +in without benefit of clergy, hustled the earth back upon it, pounded +the brick into place, and lay flat down upon the dishonored tomb. + +Mam' Chloe found me there at dinner-time, fast asleep. She dragged me +back to consciousness and the open air by the heels. Not in wanton +cruelty, but she was a large woman, and could get at me in no other way. +While she washed and made me decent in clean frock, apron, and +pantalettes, she scolded me for my "low-lived, onladylike ways," and +warned me of her solemn intention to "tell my mother on me," the next +time such a disgraceful thing happened. I did not mind the lecture. I +knew Mam' Chloe, and she (Heaven rest her white, faithful soul in the +Kingdom where the bond are free!) knew me, I verily believe, better than +the mother that bore me. + +Toilet and tirade ended, she slid me, as she might a proscribed book, +through a crack in the side-door into the dining room, where Uncle Ike, +her husband, was in waiting. He, in turn, smuggled me behind my mother's +back to the side-table, there being no room for us children at the main +board that day. + +None of the dozen grown-up diners noticed me, or that Mary 'Liza, +sitting prim and dainty on her side of our table, had her doll by her in +another chair, and interrupted her meal, once in a while, to caress her +or to re-arrange her curls and skirts. I affected not to see the +pantomime, which I chose to assume was enacted for my further +exasperation. I was apparently as indifferent to Uncle Ike's shameless +partiality in loading my plate with choice tidbits, such as a gizzard, a +merry-thought, or a cheese-cake, while Mary 'Liza had to ask twice for +what she wanted. What was not tasteless was bitter to my palate. I +wondered, dully, why the sight of the doll-baby and the fuss her owner +made over her, turned me sick. As soon as I could get away, I slipped +down, and out at the friendly side-door, and went to find Musidora. +There was a new bond of union between us. She had no beautiful sister, I +no beautiful daughter. Sitting down upon the hot step, before the +kitchen yard, I hugged her hard and cried a little over her, in a brief, +stormy way. The tears hurt me, as they came, and did not ease the hot +ache in my chest or the lump in my throat. + +At this juncture, when my misery was at its height, I heard Mary 'Liza +in the chamber behind me, cooing to, and hushing her doll-baby, with +tones and words copied faithfully from my mother's talk over my +brother's cradle. + +"Wouldn't you like to rock her a little while?" she called presently. "I +wouldn't mind if you'd promise not to touch her. Sometimes your hands +are not clean, you know." + +I set my jaws savagely outside of my leaping tongue, not moving or +looking up when I felt her standing close by me. Musidora had dropped +from my lap, and lay, face downward, on the step. Mary 'Liza picked her +up, and brushed the dust from her inexpressive visage. + +"Poor thing!" purred she. "I hope nothing will ever happen to Rozillah. +Isn't that a _love_-el-ly? I made it out of my own head from Rosa and +Zillah, two _love_-el-ly girls I read of in a book." + +"I think it is a nasty name," was my deliberate reply. + +She recoiled with a fine horror which stung me like a nettle. + +"Oh, Molly! what a word for a little lady to use!" + +I looked up at her for the first time, my eyes burning in dry sockets. + +"I think your doll-baby is nasty, and Rozillah is a _nigger_ name! So +there!" + +I could command no worse language, for I knew none. + +Mary 'Liza looked shocked and terrified. She glanced right and left and +upward nervously, as fearing the punishment of heaven upon me. + +"I am afraid that you are in a very bad humor," she faltered, her +self-possession forsaking her for a moment. "I'd better leave you." + +She had gone a dozen paces when she glanced over her shoulder to say, in +her most grown-up and judicial manner:-- + +"I hope you will not make any noise and wake Rozillah up." + +I rose and went straight to the cradle as soon as my cousin was out of +sight. Cold, deadly fury possessed and filled me, casting out fear of +consequences and routing the weakling conscience engendered and +nourished by parental counsel. I plucked Rozillah from her downy bed and +bore her into the air, cuffing her polished red cheeks soundly on the +way. Then I stripped off her gay raiment and knotted the ribbon sash +about her smooth neck. I had never tied a knot before, but this held, as +did the loop I cast over a projecting branch of the sickly +peach-sapling. Naked and forlorn, Rozillah dangled a foot and more from +the ground. I fetched my father's riding-whip from the hall table, and +the last feeble check upon my fury was released. + +The next I knew a pair of cool, white arms closed about me and the whip +together, and Cousin Molly Belle's voice, half-laughing, half-horrified, +cried through the roaring in my ears:-- + +"Dear little Namesake! what has got into you?" + +All at once, red mists parted and rolled away from my eyes, and I became +conscious that Mary 'Liza was jumping up and down and screaming +piteously, that everybody was on the spot--my father and mother and all +the dinner company, and Mam' Chloe with the baby in her arms, and a ring +of my small black servitors on the outside of the group; also that all +eyes were focussed on me and what was left of Rozillah. + +The lash had drawn sawdust at every blow. One arm and both legs were +torn off and weltered in the scattered stuffing beneath; the crop of +black curls was tangled in the topmost limb of the sapling. The blue +silk gown would never fit the pliant waist again. Rozillah was beyond +the possibility of reconstruction. + +I threw my arms around Cousin Molly Belle's neck, and burst into a +torrent of childish tears. + +I think I must have been whipped for that afternoon's work. I ought to +have been, and Solomon, as a disciplinarian, was in high repute in the +family connection. I am sure that I was put forthwith to bed and left +alone for an eternity without even Musidora to bear me company. I had an +indefinite impression that they feared the effect of association with +such a wicked child upon her morals and manners. + +I recollect that my mother brought me the bread and milk which was all +the supper I was to have, and talked me tenderly into tears. + +But most vividly do I recall the apparition which stole into my solitude +after supper--which I had scented longingly from afar. A wraith all in +white--gown and neck and arms and face, the masses of fluffy hair making +this last more wraith-like. It sank to the floor beside my low bed, and +gathered me, miserable culprit, in a cuddling embrace, and bade me "tell +Cousin all about it--the whole _truly truth_." + +I could always talk to her, and I began at the beginning and went +straight and steadfastly through to the nauseous end. + +I did not cry while I talked, and when struck by her silence I raised a +timid hand to her dear cheek and found it wet, I was surprised. + +"Why, Cousin Molly Belle!" I stammered. "Are you so angry with me as +_that_?" + +"Angry? yes, Namesake, but not with you, poor little sinner! You and I +are always getting into scrapes--aren't we? Maybe that is why I am going +to ask your mother to let you sleep with me to-night." + +Which delicious cup of happiness consoled the outgoing of the first +tragical day of my life. + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter II + +A Prize Fight and a Race + + +Cousin Molly and I were spending an afternoon in the Old Orchard. My +mother had a houseful of company, a common circumstance in itself. This +particular houseful was so little to Cousin Molly Belle's liking that +she got away as soon as dinner was over, drawing me, a willing captive, +in her train. Furthermore, she had stolen Bud, my baby brother, from the +chamber floor where Mam' Chloe had deposited him and a string of spools, +while she lent a hand with the dinner dishes to her butler husband. + +Bud chuckled and crowed and squealed, as if he were the heart, head, and +front of the joke, while we scampered down the middle garden walk, +hidden by tall althea hedges, and gained the rail fence at the lower end +without being challenged. My accomplice made me climb over first, and +lowered her burden carefully into my arms, before she leaned her weight +upon the two hands laid on the top rail, and whirled over like an +acrobat--or a bird. She could outrun half the boys who had been her +slaves and playfellows in childhood, and outjump three-fourths of them. + +We were comparatively safe now, the ground dipping abruptly below the +garden into a level stretch of "old field" where the broom straw came up +to my armpits, the yellowing waves parting before, and closing behind, +with the surge and "swish" of a gentle surf. They smelled sweet and they +felt soft, and Cousin Molly Belle let Bud down from her shoulder, and +making a hammock of her arms, swung him back and forth through the +pliant stems until he choked with ecstasy. + +Beyond the old field was the Old Orchard. The new orchard, planted +nearer the house, was in full bearing, and my father made little +account of such fruit--mostly choke-pears and apples from ungrafted +limbs--as was enterprising enough to grow and ripen without tending or +harvesting. The trunks of the neglected trees were studded with knobs +like enormous wens, and the branches had a jaunty earthward cant that +made climbing the easiest sort of work, and swinging an irresistible +temptation. In the higher boughs were cosey crotches where one could +sit, and read, and even sleep, without danger of falling. I and my court +of small darkies had spent one whole July Saturday in and under the "big +sweeting," when the apples were nominally ripe. I was Elijah, and my +attendants were the ravens who plied me with sweetings in all stages of +development until I could not have swallowed another to save the +combined kingdoms of Judah and Israel. I was ill all night after the +surfeit, but I bore the sweetings no grudge for my misplaced confidence +in the human stomach. + +We three runaways camped down under the brooding branches. The unshorn +and uncropped turf was thick and dry as a parlor carpet. Bud crept +lawlessly about, picking up twigs and pebbles, and trying his first four +teeth upon them. He was a discreet baby, never swallowing what he could +not bite into. His real names were William Skipwith Burwell. Somebody +had dubbed him "Rosebud," in the first moon of his sublunary existence, +and the abbreviation was inevitable. He would probably remain "Bud" +until he entered Hampton Sidney. The chances were even that the +alliterative temptation of "Bud Burwell" would tack the label upon him +for life. Changes were troublesome, and Powhatan County people were +opposed to taking trouble. The name of their own county usually lost the +second syllable in sliding between their lips. + +Cousin Molly Belle threw herself down at full-length on the grass, +pillowed her bright head upon her arms, and stared contentedly into the +apple boughs. + +"This is what I call taking one's comfort!" she breathed. + +I sat down by her, my short legs tucked under me, Bedouin-wise. That was +one good thing--among many--about being out-of-doors with nobody by but +her or the colored children. I could sit cross-legged. If I forgot my +manners and did it in the house, my mother, or Mam' Chloe, pulled my +legs out straight in front of me, or shook them down, and reminded me +that I was going to be a young lady before long. As if that were my +fault, or as if it could be helped! My heart glowed with gratification +in observing that Cousin Molly Belle had laid one slim ankle over the +other. I hitched myself a little nearer to her and lapsed into the +confidential tone she encouraged in our _tête-à-têtes_. + +"Don't you just love to cross your--_feet_?" + +My modest hesitation was not lost upon her. She laughed. + +"I like to cross my _legs_--and I do it!" + +"Mam' Chloe says people ought to think little ladies haven't any +legs,--that their feet are just pinned to the bottom of their +pantalettes." + +"Mam' Chloe is an--echo!" + +"That wasn't what you began to say,--was it?" asked I, diffidently. + +She laughed again, tweaking my ear, affectionately, and telling me that +I was a "monkey, and too sharp to be safe." + +Her eyes were full of laughter and laziness; the color in her cheeks was +that of a velvet perpetual rose, shading into peach-blow, then into pure +white that never took freckle or tan from the hottest sun. + +Have I said that her hair was auburn, and curled like grape tendrils, +from the nape of the neck to the forehead? The color was singular. In +the shade it was that of a perfectly groomed bay horse. When the sun +struck it, it got all alive, as if there were light under it, as well as +over it, and was, unmistakably, red. She made more fun of it than +anybody else, but at heart she loved her hair, and would not have +exchanged it for paley-gold or ebony tresses. Bud had fastened his +chubby hands in it to steady himself on his perch, as she ran, and +pulled some of it loose from her comb. A thick curl strayed over her +arm, bare almost to the shoulder, as was the warm-weather custom of +young ladies of that time. She drew it around before her eyes, thinning +it into a silky veil, holding it high up and letting it slip, strand by +strand, between her and the light. + +A notion--indefinable in words--that a wealth of charms was wasted upon +one observant little girl and a non-observant baby, led me to inquire:-- + +"Would you, sure enough, rather be out here than in the house, talking +to them all?" + +"I am tired of 'them all,' Molly. They tire me to death." + +"Some grown people are not tiresome," I essayed. "There's Mr. Frank +Morton, now. I _like_ him!" + +"Oh, you do--do you? Why?" still shredding the veil of curls between her +and the sun. + +"Well, one thing is, he talks _straight_. He doesn't talk 'round about, +and sideways, and crossways, to children. Nor make fun of my questions. +He just answers right along and plain." + +"I don't think I quite know what you mean, Namesake." + +"Why, you see it's this way,--the other day I asked him if he didn't +think you were a heap prettier than any other lady he ever saw, and he +never so much as cracked a smile. He just put his arm 'round me--he +never did that but twice before--and he said up-and-down, as serious as +anything--'Yes, I do, Molly!' And he does make the beautifullest +chinquapin whistles! They go on whistling after they are dry. You see, +the trouble with the whistles other people make for me, is that they +shrivel all up by next day, and there isn't a bit of whistle left in +them." + +"That's the way with most of my whistles, too, Namesake. And then I +throw them away and want new ones. Heigh-ho! What's the use of a whistle +when all the whistle has gone out of it? I must ask Mr. Frank Morton how +he makes his." + +I gave a jump and a little squeak. + +"Oh, Cousin Molly Belle! there's a great, _big_ race-horse on you!" + +He had tumbled out of the apple boughs upon the folds of her skirt and +before I could capture him, a second fell after him. I was upon my feet +in a twinkling, seized first one, then the other, by their attenuated +middles, and held them up, all kicking and sprawling, between a thumb +and finger of each hand. I knew the tricks and the manners of what I +learned, many years later, that naturalists describe as the _mantis +religiosa_, or praying-mantis, because in off-hours,--_i.e._ when they +are not foraging or fighting--they will sit upon their hind quarters and +"fold the stout anterior legs in a manner suggesting hands folded in +prayer." + +I had caught dozens of them and fed them for days in a box with coarse +lace tied over the top to prevent escape, and studied their habits, and +humored their propensities by putting several together in the prison +that forthwith became an arena, in which _duello_ and general scrimmage +relieved one another in enchanting succession. + +I explained now, to my diverted companion, that I held them by their +backs so that they could not bite me, and pointed out the wicked heads +turning almost quite around in their savage efforts to avenge their +capture. I was sure, I said excitedly, that these two were fighting up +in the tree, and that was the way they happened to drop so close +together. Had she never seen devil's race-horses fight? Mother didn't +like that name for them, so I 'most always said just "race-horses" +plain, _so_. Only, when they were very cross, the other word would slip +out. + +"If I were to let them go this minute, they'd begin to fight, 'stead of +running away," I concluded. "S'pose we try them." + +Entering into my humor, she improvised a cockpit by spreading her +pocket-handkerchief upon the ground, and I liberated the gladiators. + +They more than justified my account of their ferocity by grappling on +the instant, each rising to his full height and hurling himself at his +opponent's throat. + +"You see they are acquainted with one another," I commented, as umpire +and manager. "They just begin where they left off up in the tree." + +It was an exciting display. Cousin Molly Belle raised herself upon her +elbow; I doubled tightly under me what I now let myself think of as my +legs, and spread both hands flat on the grass, to lean over the arena. +In the hush that followed the onslaught the babbling song Bud crooned +to himself as he crawled over the sun-and-shade dappled turf harmonized +with the sleepy shaking of the leaves about us. Such another +happy-hearted baby was never seen. And so wise, as I have said, for a +yearling! never getting into mischief, and afraid of nothing. + +I peeped through a kinetoscope last winter at a prize fight. I have +never beheld anything that so closely and humiliatingly resembled the +battle on the cambric square under the big sweeting. The wary advance +after the recoil from the first encounter; the circling about at close +quarters, each watching for his antagonist's weak point, the sudden +clutch, embrace, and wrestle, which I, with umpiric instinct, +interrupted, once and again, to prolong the combat,--none of these were +wanting from either exhibition. + +At length, I left the combatants to follow the bent of native savagery, +and then came such warm and inartistic work as patrons of the human ring +would decry as barbarous and out-of-date. They bit venomously, below +the belt, they grabbed at and hung on to any part of the body that came +handy; they rolled over and over, intertwined so closely as to appear +like one convulsed, centipedal monster. Finally, one half of the +creature gave a violent kick and was still. As the victor shook himself +free of the carcass we saw the head he had bitten from the other's neck +roll from under the survivor. Withdrawing an inch or two from the +remains, he sat up on his hind quarters, and "folded his stout anterior +legs" sanctimoniously in a battle-prayer. His devotions ended, he +proceeded to lick his wound and readjust himself generally. + +"I'm sorry I didn't separate them," said Cousin Molly Belle, shaking her +handkerchief with coy finger-tips. "I don't think I care to see such +another fight. It gives me the creeps." + +"I think it is very inter_es_ting," replied I. "'Tisn't as if they had +souls, you see. They just die and don't go anywhere." + +A disagreeable noise joined Bud's cooing and babbling, and made us turn +quickly. Right before us, and within six feet of the helpless baby, who +had sat up to regard the phenomenon with innocent wonder, was an +enormous sow with a brood of hungry young ones at her heels. Her vicious +grunt, her gloating eyes, her dripping jaws, and projecting tusks, +bespoke her dangerous. Only yesterday I had seen her, prowling in the +barn-yard, seize and devour, one after another, three downy ducklings +before the stable-boys could beat her off. In the terror of this moment, +the scene flashed back to me, and I seemed to hear again the crunching +of those slavering jaws. + +Cousin Molly Belle swooped down upon Bud, and had him upon her shoulder +before I could join my piping cry to her shout that rang out like a +silver trumpet. The huge beast halted, made as though she would turn, +then gave an angry, squealing grunt, and lunged toward us. Not a loose +stick or stone was within reach. If there had been, there was not time +to pick it up. + +"Run for the fence! Run!" called the brave girl to me, and met the +voracious brute with a kick, so well aimed that the high heel of her +shoe struck full upon the eye next to her. In the respite gained by the +sow's stagger and recoil, our defender overtook me, caught my hand, and +fled along the path traced in the trampled broom-straw, through which we +had waded merrily awhile ago. We had not taken a dozen steps when we +heard the enemy roaring behind us. + +"Oh!" gasped I, running with all my might meanwhile. "She will eat up +Bud! Like she--ate--up--the--little--ducks!" + +"She shall eat me first!" + +I knew she meant it, and that it was true. The fence was not more than +fifty yards away. It looked a mile off, and the wild grass was as tough +and treacherous as it had been pliant and sweet when we had danced +through it. I was a swift runner and my limbs obeyed me well. I was +conscious, moreover, of the strong upbearing of my companion's hand that +lent wings to my feet. If I were to stumble, she would not let me fall. +This persuasion kept mind and heart in me. + +Yet the sow would have caught up with us had not a pig set up a piteous +squeal, as it lost its way or was entangled by the grass. The mother +went back to reassure it with a series of staccato gruntings, very +unlike those with which she renewed the chase. + +We were at the fence. I scrambled over, spent and shaking, hardly able +to receive the precious load that was lowered to me. As Cousin Molly +Belle dropped after us, our pursuer's snout was poked between the lower +rails in a last and futile attempt to get at the baby's fat legs. + +"_Then_ I got mad all through!" Cousin Molly Belle told my mother, in +recounting the adventure. + +Her white face flamed scarlet in a second. A pile of disused pea sticks +lay in the fence corner. She seized one, and jumped over the fence +again. Wielding her weapon as if it were a flail, she brought it down +upon the ugly head and raw-boned body; and as the sow turned tail to +run, belabored her through the orchard to the gap by which she had +entered. + +The conqueror returned to me, flushed, but unsmiling. I had Bud tight in +my arms, and was laughing and crying together. + +"It was funny to see you lam her and to see her run," I sobbed between +giggles that hurt me more than the sobs. + +She sat down on the grass, and clasped the baby to her heart. He cooed +joyously, and held up a sweet open mouth for a kiss. He got, not one, +but twenty kisses upon his wet lips, his pink face, his curly head, and +the bonny eyes that were bluer than the sky. Then she bent to give me +one--so long and tender that it checked sob and giggle. + +"We will never make devil's race-horses fight again, Namesake. They have +a right to their lives. And a life is a very precious thing!" + + + + +Chapter III + +Van Diemen's Land + + +[Illustration] + +I learned to read that winter. How nobody knew, and I least of all. +Looking backward, I seem to have gone to sleep one night, an ignoramus, +and awakened next morning knowing letters, yet never having learned. + +Cousin Molly Belle's solution of the puzzle submitted to her by my +mystified mother was characteristic:-- + +"It is the fable of Munchausen's frozen horn over again. All the +learning you have been pumping into the poor child for two years has +thawed out. I always told you that she had brains if you would wait +until they woke up." + +I might speak of that enchanted season as my birth-winter. My mental +awakening was into another world, so much wider and fuller than that +with which I had been well content up to this time, that life was a +continual ecstasy. I discovered, early in December, that, as Mr. Wegg +was to immortalize himself by saying a quarter-century later--"all print +was open" to me. By the middle of February I had gone three times +through the inimitable classic, _Cobwebs-to-catch-Flies_, and read at +least six other books through twice, besides being up to my eyes and +over the head of my understanding in _Sandford and Merton_, that most +fascinating of prosy impossibilities. Beside the classic I have named, +and _Rosamond_, _Harry and Lucy_, Berquin's _Children's Friend_, Mrs. +Sherwood's _Little Henry and His Bearer_ and _Fairchild Family_, _Anna +Ross_ and _Helen Maurice_, we had no books that were written expressly +for children. No prepared pap being at hand, we expressed real +nourishment for the mind--relishful juices that made intellectual bone +and muscle--from the strong meat upon which our elders fed. + +Did we comprehend all, or one-third of what we read, or heard read? + +Less, probably, than one-sixth, but we got far more than would seem +credible to one who has been led up a graciously inclined plane of +learning. Our manner of receiving and digesting mind-food was very much +like Bud's way of testing unknown substances that might be edible. We +rejected what hurt our teeth. What we got we kept. + +The current of my outer life was quiet to apparent dulness. After +breakfast Mary 'Liza and I had our lessons with my mother in "the +chamber." In another year we would have a governess, but the mothers of +that time always taught their children to read and write, to spell and +cipher through Emerson's _First Arithmetic_. I have known several who +never sent their boys and girls to school, even preparing the lads for +college. We had our reading, beginning with a chapter in the Bible, +then, our spelling and writing, and sums. After these, my mother read +aloud from Grimshaw's _History of England_, simplifying the language +when she considered it necessary, which was not often, while Mary 'Liza +made up the first set of chemises (in the vernacular "shimmys,") she had +undertaken for herself, and I knit twenty rounds on a stocking. My +mother put in a "mark" of black silk every morning from which I could +count the rounds upward. Mary 'Liza had knit a dozen pairs in all. In +the tops of six, she had knit in openwork her initials "M. E. B." I had +no ambitions in that direction. My views on the subject of ornamental +initials and sampler autographs were put into pregnant English at a +subsequent date by the elder Weller. He professed to have received at +second-hand from the charity-boy, set to con the alphabet, what the +retired stage-driver applied to matrimony--to wit, that it was not worth +while to go through so much to get so little. Knitting delighted not me, +nor stitching either. + +Lessons and work over, the day began for me in joyful earnest. The rest +of the morning and all the evening were mine to use, or abuse, as I +liked. We applied "evening" to the hours between the three o'clock +dinner and bedtime. We may have caught the phrase from our Bible +readings. The morning and the evening were the day. + +Early in the fall I had begged permission from my mother to utilize a +deserted chicken-house as a play-room. It was long and narrow; one side +was barred with upright slats that admitted light and air to the former +inmates; one end was taken up by the door; the other and the back were +solid boards, the house having been built in the angle of a fence. My +mother had the interior cleaned and whitewashed. I think she was glad to +provide a decent "den" for me nearer home than the Old Orchard and the +more distant woods, and she was losing hold of her hope of making me +into a pattern daughter. It gives me a twinge to recollect how +thanklessly I accepted what must have been an act of self-denial on her +part, perhaps even a compromise with conscience. Mam' Chloe--by my +mother's orders, as I know now--hunted up some breadths of faded carpet +in the garret, Uncle Ike beat the dust out of them, then nailed them up +along the slatted side to keep the wind away. These I called my "arras," +having picked up the word from hearing my father read Shakespeare aloud +at night after we were in the trundle-bed. Other breadths covered the +rough flooring, and I had a castle of which I was the undisputed +mistress--a court where I reigned, a queen. + +Enthroned in a backless chair, I was, by turns, Mrs. Burwell (my own +mother), Helen Maurice's Aunt Felix, Rosamond's mother, Rebecca, the +Lady Rowena (my father began _Ivanhoe_ in January), Mrs. Fairchild, +Deborah, Mrs. Murray of _Anna Ross_, Naomi, and Ophelia. Once, I "did" +Job by wrapping a meal-sack--for sackcloth--about me, and, sitting upon +the ground, throwing ashes over my head and into the air, the while +four colored boys, previously instructed, burst in one by one, with news +of the mischief wrought by Sabean, lightning, Chaldean, and cyclone. A +dramatization of Queen Esther, upon which I had set my heart, was, at +last, given up because I could not be King Ahasuerus and Queen Esther at +one and the same time. + +When the castle was too bleak for even child-comfort, Aunt 'Ritta, the +cook, let us heat bricks in the kitchen fire, and showed us how to wrap +them in rags to keep in the warmth. Clad in my red cloak, a wadded hood +of the same color tied over my ears, and my feet upon a swathed brick, I +was in no danger of taking cold. + +Mary 'Liza put her neat little nose in at the door one raw day when she +was walking for exercise, and wondered, gently, "how I could stand it." + +"I am afraid the smell would give me a headache, and the cold would give +me a sore throat," she said still gently. + +I never had either from the time the leaves fell until they came again. +Except when, about once a month, some matron from a near or distant +plantation brought one or more of her children with her when she drove +over to "spend the day" with my mother, I had no white playfellow near +my own age. Mary 'Liza "was not fond of playing," although she would do +it when we had company who could be entertained in no other way. As a +rule, when not engaged with lessons and chemises, she took care in a +matronly way of Dorinda, Rozillah's successor, and "behaved." + +On the Sundays when we did not go to church because the weather was bad, +or there was no preaching within twenty miles of us, or my mother was +not well, or the roads were impassable with mire or frost, Mary 'Liza +and I learned two questions in the Shorter Catechism, and she learned +the references as well. We also committed a hymn to memory, and five +verses of a psalm. Beyond this, no religious exercise was binding upon +us, and there was a great deal of the day to be got rid of. Mary 'Liza +read the memoirs of _Mary Lothrop_ and _Nathan W. Dickerman_, seated +upright on her cricket at one corner of the chamber fireplace, and in +the evening, if the day were pleasant, took her Bible to Mam' Chloe's +room or even as far as "the quarters," and read aloud to the servants +whole chapters out of Jeremiah and Paul's Epistles. They used to predict +that she would marry a preacher (which, by the way, she did in the +fulness of time, a red-headed widower preacher, with five boys). + +I liked to go to church, because I saw there people dressed in their +prettiest clothes, and they sang hymns. Prayers and sermon were +attendant and unavoidable evils. My legs went to sleep, and a big girl +"going on six" was too old to follow suit. We read none but good books +on Sunday. _Little Henry and His Bearer_, _Anna Ross_, and _Helen +Maurice_ were allowed; the memoirs I have named were advised. The +_Fairchild Family_ "partook too much of the nature of fiction to be +quite suitable for Sabbath reading." So Rev. Cornelius Lee, our pastor, +had decided when the doubtful volume was submitted to him. After that, +it was locked up Saturday night, along with _Sandford and Merton_ and +Miss Edgeworth's _Moral Tales_. + +I minded the deprivation less after I converted the playhouse into a +family chapel, and held services there on stay-at-home Sundays. My +audience comprised all the small negroes on the place,--about twenty in +number,--and they were willing attendants. A barrel was set, the whole +head up, at the upper end of the room; upon this was my chair. I sat in +it during the singing, and mounted upon it while reading and exhorting. +Subtle reverence, which I could not analyze, held me back from "offering +prayer." What we were doing was only "making believe" after all, and +belief in the All-seeing Eye, the All-hearing Ear, the Judge of idle +words and blasphemous thoughts, was as old as my knowledge of my own +being. But sing we could and did, and I read from the Scriptures of the +Old and the New Testaments, usually from the narrative portions, with a +psalm or two to "beat the upward flame" in our hearts. + +And then I would preach a sermon. + +Our chapel had been in good running order for over two months, when on a +certain drizzly Sunday early in March, I arose discreetly upon my +ticklish pulpit to announce through my nose, "We will commence our +services by singing the three-hundredth-and-thirty-third hymn--'Come +thou Fount of every blessing.'" + +As mine was the only hymn-book in the assembly, the mention of the +number was a bit of supererogatory business. The omission of the formula +would have been a breach of chapel etiquette. I raised the tune, and +every other pair of lungs there joined in without fear of criticism or +favor of his neighbors' ears. Some of the duller and lesser children +smothered or decapitated a word here and there in the main body of the +hymn. All knew the chorus, and it shook the unceiled roof:-- + + "Away, away, away to glory! + My name's written on the throne. + My home's in yonder worl' o' glory, + Where my Redeemer reigns alone." + +Warmed by the vigorous preliminary, I read the sixth chapter of +Revelation, still through my nose, catching my breath audibly at the end +of each clause. This oratorical touch was copied with ludicrous accuracy +from Rev. Wesley Greene, a circuit-rider who had conducted an +"arbor-meeting" at Fine Creek meeting-house last summer. Our negroes +were all Baptists, and considered themselves remiss, as devout hearers +of aught that partook of the nature of a religious service, if they did +not respond at intervals with groans and pious ejaculations. Their +children, as gravely imitative as juvenile Simiæ, came up nobly to their +parts in our exercises. + +The acknowledged leader in the responses, and my Grand Vizier in the +ordering of my small kingdom, my stage-manager and lieutenant-general, +was a girl of twelve, Mariposa by name. She received the fanciful title +from a young visitor to the plantation who had studied Spanish. +"Mariposa" meant butterfly, she told the baby's mother, who gratefully +accepted the compliment to her newly born daughter. The mother and her +mates called her "Mary Posy." The mistress, who was fond of the madcap +sponsor, retained the original pronunciation. + +Mariposa was as black as tar, and to-day was clothed in a yellow +homespun frock. Her hair was twisted and bound into two upright tags +that projected above her temples. Altogether, she was not unlike a +gigantic black-and-tan moth, a resemblance heightened by the +aforementioned _antennæ_, albeit lessened by the baby she always carried +on some portion of her wiry frame. She was the toughest, most supple, +and most versatile creature I ever saw, of any color or clime. The baby +was disposed decorously across her knees on this occasion, and she was +one of the five auditors who had brought along their own crickets or +chairs. She had confiscated some older woman's splint-bottomed +rocking-chair and lugged it to the very front, as she had a right to do. + +I had heard Mam' Chloe say of one of Rev. Wesley Greene's sermons, "I +tell you, Miss Ma'y, the Sperrit struck him that day, an' he jes' +_r'arred_!" + +Something struck my worthy lieutenant during my reading of the white, +red, black, and pale horses of the Apocalypse and their awesome riders, +and the others following her lead, my voice was drowned by the +"Hum-_hums_!" and "Glorys!" and "Hallelujahs!" and "Bless de Lords!" +arising from all sides. + +"It isn't polite for folks in the seats to talk louder than the +preacher," I had to admonish them in my natural voice and manner. "I +hope you won't be so noisy while I'm preaching." + +Nevertheless, when I gave out my text, the struck Mariposa, rolling +from side to side with the motion of a "weaving" horse on her +rocking-chair--that squeaked dismally--was so wrought upon by the ring +of unknown and high-sounding syllables as to set up a dreary drone like +the hum of an exaggerated bumblebee, and to keep it up. This did not +disconcert me. I had expected to stir the imagination of my hearers, for +my own was aglow. + +Mary 'Liza, in reciting her geography lesson on Friday, had several +times spoken of "Van Diemen's Land." Without the remotest conception of +where or what it was--whether continent, or island, or town--I fastened, +in fancy, upon her words, and constructed a hypothesis relative to the +mysterious locality. Why I should have strung it upon the same strand of +condemnation and doom with Sodom and Gomorrah, Tyre and Sidon, Capernaum +and Chorazin, I may have known then. I have no idea now why this was +done, or the derivation of the inclusive curse. + +Van Diemen's Land, thus damned, fell naturally into line with the "Come +and see!" of the "living creatures," and the "Death and Hell," and the +prophecy of killing with sword and with famine and the wild beasts of +the field. I was in a quiver of excitement that made my head and heart +hot, and my feet and hands cold, as I fairly shouted my text:-- + +"For oh! Van Diemen's Land shall be no more!" + +Mariposa's rhythmic hum was broken into irregular bars by groans and +gruntings and sighings--all, I was gratified to note, modulated to the +standard of civility I had indicated. I had made a hortatory hit, and it +was encored. I spread wide my hands, in one of which was the New +Testament, and reiterated the text with greater unction and volume:-- + +"For, oh, my brethren! Van Diemen's Land shall be no more!" + +The chair careened under my ill-advised energy; the barrel toppled +forward, and I shot, like a rocket, clear over Mariposa's head, breaking +my fall somewhat upon another girl and baby, and landing in the middle +of the congregation, with my nose against one of the swathed bricks. + +I seldom cried when hurt, Cousin Molly Belle having told me long ago +that a brave soldier made no noise when his head was shot off. But I +screamed lustily now in the belief that my nose was broken and I +bleeding to death. The deluge of gore was frightful to inexperienced +eyes. + +My father's voice, kindly authoritative, bidding me "be still!" hushed +my roaring. As tears and blood were stanched, I saw his face bending +over me, full of concern that yet fought with amusement I did not +comprehend. I could not doubt that he pitied me, when he carried me, +bloody and dirty as I was, into the chamber, and stood by while my +mother and Mam' Chloe set me to rights. The shock of the fall and the +fright left me sick and trembling. The trundle-bed was drawn out to half +its width and I was laid upon it, wrapped in my little dressing-gown, a +bottle of camphor in my nerveless hand. + +"I am afraid you were playing on Sunday," said my mother, more in sorrow +than in anger. + +"Indeed, and indeed, mother, I was not playing!" I broke forth, +earnestly, my swollen nose making the pious twang involuntary and full +of unction. "I was _preaching_!" + +My father walked to the fireplace to hide the laugh he could no longer +suppress. + +"It is true, my dear!" my over-quick ears caught his remark as she +followed him. "I heard the singing, and went to see what was going on." + +His voice sank into a low, rapid recitation, and I lost the rest until +it rose upon another laugh. + +"She and Van Diemen's Land went down together!" + + + + +Chapter IV + +Oiled Calico + + +[Illustration] + +A few days after the disaster in the family chapel, my mother's cousin, +Mrs. Bray, came to see us, bringing her daughter Lucy. Their home had +been in Henrico County, but Mr. Bray had "the western fever." My mother +and Aunt Eliza Carter said so in my hearing before the Brays' visit, and +when they arrived I was surprised to see him looking so well and strong +and that he had a hearty appetite. They were on their way to Ohio, +travelling in their own carriage, and having also along with them a huge +covered wagon, drawn by four fine horses, and packed full of furniture. +This wagon was rolled into an empty carriage-house and kept there, +locked up, while they stayed. + +They had planned to spend Sunday with us, just to say "Good-by," and to +move on, on Monday. On Saturday night, Cousin Mary Bray was taken ill, +and before morning the tiniest baby I ever saw was born. It was very +weak, too, and cried like a kitten all the time it was awake. The mother +had to be kept perfectly quiet. The dogs were sent to "the quarters," +and everybody went about on tiptoe and talked in whispers. It was very +dreadful until Monday morning, when an enchanting change was made in +domestic arrangements. + +The house was a rambling building, with three separate staircases--none +of them back stairs--and two wings, besides what I made my father laugh +by calling "the tail," in which was "the chamber." Cousin Mary Bray's +room was in the second story of the south wing, which was connected by a +corridor with the main house. In the north wing was a lumber room that +had once been used as a bedroom, and had a good fireplace. Mam' Chloe +set a couple of men to pile trunks, old chairs, bedsteads, and the like, +in one corner, and two maids to sweeping and cleaning up the dust; and +when half of the room was empty and "broom-clean," had a fire kindled, +and our playthings and ourselves taken over to that end of the house. In +the corner farthest from the fire were heaped a mattress, a feather-bed, +some old blankets and comfortables, and this became, forthwith, our +favorite resort. Even Mary 'Liza entered into the fun of climbing upon +the pile that let us sink down, _down_, ever so far, and, pulling the +blankets over us, making believe that we were in a big covered wagon, +and going to Ohio. Our dolls, and a few other toys, went with us, and we +munched ginger cakes and apples, and played that it was night and we +were to sleep in the wagon, and that the wind howling under the eaves +was wolves, roaring 'round and 'round the camp-fire, looking for little +girls to eat. Mary 'Liza was Mr. Bray, I was Cousin Mary, Lucy was just +herself, and she did her part well. + +On Tuesday, which I heard Mam' Chloe say to my mother in a solemn sort +of way was "the third day," our dinner was brought upstairs. We set the +table for ourselves by covering a packing-box with an old sheet, and +putting our plates and mugs and the dishes holding our food upon it. +Mary 'Liza was at the foot of the table, I at the head, and Lucy sat up, +prim and well-behaved, at the side, saying, "Yes, ma'am," to me and, +"No, thank you, sir," to Mary 'Liza. We were making merry over the feast +when the door opened and my mother came in with her maid Marthy, who had +a plate in her hand with three round cakes on it. Pound-cake, baked in +little pans, and warm from the oven! I danced and screamed for joy. Mary +'Liza sat still, her hands in her lap, and said, "Thank you," when her +cake was put on her plate. Lucy laughed all over her face without saying +anything, but when my mother sat down on a chair to rest after climbing +the stairs, the child ran to her and put both arms around her neck and +laid her cheek on her shoulder. + +I can see her now--the picture was so pretty! Her hair was dark brown +and waved naturally away from her forehead, making her face rather oval +than round; her gray eyes were clear and large, and, when she was not +smiling or talking, there was a serious shadow far down in them. She had +a dear little mouth, and I liked to make her laugh that I might see the +dimples come and go in her cheeks. + +Her frock was a new material to Mary 'Liza and me,--bright red, with a +tiny black clover leaf dotting it. They called the stuff "oiled calico," +and, by putting my nose close to it, I could distinguish an odor that +was something like oil. What we knew as "Turkey red," many years later, +resembled it somewhat, but the oiled calico was much finer and softer. + +My mother lifted the slight figure to her lap, and I pressed close to +her other side, nibbling my cake, crumb by crumb, to make it last +longer. I had a habit of swallowing my goodies as soon as I got them. +Mary 'Liza always put aside part of hers "until next time." + +At Christmas I had made a valiant effort to be economical and +forehanded, and got the plantation carpenter to knock together a +savings-bank for me, with a hole in the top. Into this I put half of the +candy, raisins, and almonds given to me in the holidays and for a +fortnight afterward. The self-denial went hard with me, but I consoled +myself each night with the anticipation of opening day. The end of the +fortnight arrived at last. I promised my sable cohort such a spread in +the playhouse as it and they had never beheld. Barratier, Mariposa's +brother, borrowed a hammer and chisel from "the shop," and pried off the +lid. All crowded close to peep in. The box was almost full. Sticks of +peppermint candy, with ribbons of red and white winding about them (a +barber's pole reminds me of them to this hour); lollipops, also of +peppermint, that would just go into my mouth and let the roof down and +the teeth meet; cubes of amber lemon candy; and, most delicately +delicious of all, squares of pink rose-candy that dissolved upon the +tongue and smelt like the Vale of Cashmere to the very last grain; +bunches of raisins, which we--and Jacky Horner--called "plums"; almonds, +palm-nuts, filberts; small ginger cakes of a cut and size that Aunt +'Ritta would not make for us unless she were in a particularly good +humor;--the sight called forth a round-eyed and round-mouthed +"_Aw-w-w!_" from the heads packed in a solid circle, as necks craned +eagerly forward. + +For five heavenly minutes I was a fairy-godmother, a Lady Bountiful, +with whom the ability to give was coequal with the desire. I made them +sit down in rows on the carpeted boards. I hope there was not sacrilege +in thinking, as I gave the order, how and where a similar command had +been spoken. Beginning with the babies, I put a bit of candy upon each +greedy palm, bidding my pensioners wait until I gave the signal to eat +it. Then I took a pink cube between my thumb and finger, waved it +theatrically above my head, and popped it into my mouth. Every other +mouth opened simultaneously. + +Even now I hurry over the telling. The treasure-chest was of green pine +boards. The contents were so strongly impregnated with turpentine that +not a morsel was eatable. The weest pickaninny spat it out and squalled +because the turpentine burned his tongue. + +I could dwell tearfully--possibly profitably--upon the moral of the +adventure, had I not left Lucy Bray all this time on my mother's lap, +and myself fingering the oiled calico in covetous admiration. + +"Mother," I said, "I wish, next time you go to Richmond, you would buy +me a frock like this. Don't you think it is pretty?" + +"Very pretty, Molly. But I do not like to have you wear cotton in the +winter. I am afraid you might catch fire. Haven't you a worsted frock +that you can put on to-morrow, Lucy? It would be safer while you +children are up here so much alone." + +Lucy was an old-fashioned little body from being the only child for so +long and being so much with her mother. Instead of answering directly, +she stopped to think, a pucker drawn between her brows with the effort. + +"I don't believe I have, Cousin Mary," she said slowly. "'Most all my +best clothes are packed up, and the trunks are in the wagon. We didn't +mean to stay here more than two days, you know. It wouldn't be worth +while to unpack the trunks, I s'pose? Mamma will be well enough to go on +to Ohio pretty soon, won't she?" + +"I hope so, dear." + +My mother drew her up to her and kissed the brown head. She, too, was +thoughtful. I supposed that she was wondering if she would better +unpack those trunks. I was not glad that Cousin Mary Bray was sick, but +I was in no hurry for her to get well enough to travel. I had never had +another visitor whose ways of playing suited me as well as Lucy's. She +was a year older than I, and a year younger than Mary 'Liza, and she got +along beautifully with both of us. Then there was her cat, Alexander the +Great, that she was taking to Ohio with her. He was the biggest cat any +of us had ever known, with a coat of the longest, softest fur you can +imagine, all pure gray, without a white or black hair on him, and he had +lots of fun and sense. Mary 'Liza wanted, at first, to make believe that +he was a hungry wolf, but Lucy would not hear of it until I proposed he +should be a tame wolf we had taken when he was a baby and trained to +defend us. He really seemed to understand what was expected of him, and +when we lay down in the feather-bed and huddled close together under +the covers, and whispered, as the wind screamed around the corners of +the house:-- + +"There they are again! Don't you s'pose they'll be afraid of the fire? +Wolves always are, you know,"--and Lucy would answer:-- + +"Faithful Alexander will take care of us." + +Alexander would prowl up and down the room and stalk around the bed, +never offering to get upon it, until we called out to one another:-- + +"Another morning, and we are still safe!" + +Then, he would leap into Lucy's arms, and purr, and tickle her nose with +his whiskers, until she couldn't speak for laughing. She had had him +ever since he was born, and he slept on the foot of her bed at night. +While she sat in my mother's lap, he was winding himself in and out +between her feet, his tail carried aloft like a soldier's plume, and +purring almost as loudly as a watchman's rattle. My mother looked down, +presently, at him, and checked the absent-minded passes of her hand +over Lucy's hair. + +"Give him some milk, Marthy," she said, smiling. "I wish you had a coat +like his, Lucy. I shouldn't be afraid then of your taking cold, or of +your going too near the fire. Marthy! to-morrow you must hunt up a +fender to put here, and see if one of your Miss Mary 'Liza's last +winter's frocks won't fit Miss Lucy. It would do very well for her to +play in. We must take good care of her while--this bad weather lasts." + +I fancy she would have finished the sentence differently but for fear of +saddening the child by intimating that her mother might be ill for a +long time. She kissed Lucy in putting her down, and patted my shoulder, +telling me to "be a good girl and very kind to my cousin." + +"I am glad you all are so comfortable and happy here," she added. "I +could not have you downstairs just now. Carry these things down, Marthy, +and run up every little while to see how the young ladies are getting +on. Be sure and keep up a good fire, Mary 'Liza, my dear. I trust you to +look after the other children." + +When she had gone I went to the window and flattened my nose against the +glass to peer into the storm. It was a dormer-window, and the March snow +was drifted high upon the roof on both sides of it, and upon the jutting +eaves above it, until I looked out, as through a tunnel, into the +jutting tree-tops. Beyond was a mad whirl of snowflakes that hid the +nearest hills. The wind whined and scolded, and now and then arose into +a hoarse bellow. I shivered, and slipped my cold hands up the sleeves of +my stuff frock. We had circassian frocks for every day, and merino for +Sundays. Our under petticoats were of flannel, and we wore, outside of +these, quilted skirts interlined with wool. My mother had a nervous +dread of fire. + +A shriek of laughter turned me to the more cheerful scene behind me. +Alexander the Great was chasing his own tail as violently as if he had +just discovered it and considered it as an offence to his dignity. Lucy +was clapping her hands to egg him on, and Mary 'Liza had sat down upon +the pile of bedding to laugh at her ease. Before leaving the room Marthy +had piled wood upon the andirons as high as she could reach up the +chimney-throat without grazing her hands in withdrawing them, as was the +rule in fire-architecture on Virginia plantations. The March wind, +finding its way through many a crack and cranny, beat at the flames +until they flared this way and that. The cat dashed dizzily across the +hearth, and Lucy, with a cry of alarm, darted forward to snatch him from +the dangerous neighborhood. She caught hold of him, and pulled him away, +and the draught whipped her skirts into the hottest heart of the fire. + +It was the work of an instant. The oily dressing of the cotton fabric +may have made it the more inflammable. Rooted to the floor by horror, I +saw a column of flame flash past me to the door, and heard the piercing +wail grow fainter down the stairs. + +My mother heard it in the distant room where the sick woman was sleeping +quietly, the tiny baby on her arm. Shutting the door as she came out, +the hostess flew across the house to the north wing, and met the burning +child on the stairs. Eluding her by keeping close to the wall, she +gained the upper room, saw, at one wild glance that her own little ones +were safe, tore a blanket from the bed, overtook Lucy at the stair-foot, +and smothered the flames with it. + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter V + +What Was Done With Musidora + + +[Illustration] + +The details of Lucy Bray's death were told to me by others. My childish +recollection held every feature of that first awful scene as tenaciously +as if the flames had kindled upon me, and not upon my hapless +playfellow. What followed is a hazy kaleidoscope, lurid and vague, until +my scattered thoughts settled to the perception that I was making a long +visit at Uncle Carter's and sharing Cousin Molly Belle's room and bed. + +She made me a new rag-doll-baby while I was there. That was the first +thing that "brought me round," as Aunt Eliza phrased it. For one whole +day when it was raining and blowing out of doors, I had eyes and +thoughts for nothing except the evolution of that miraculous doll-baby, +as she grew and glowed into an entity under the fingers of my +best-beloved crony. She was a blonde after she ceased to be a blank. Her +eyes were blue, her cheeks were shaded carmine; she had a real nose +raised above the dead level of her countenance, stuffed artistically, +and kept in shape by well-applied stitches. Finally,--and half a century +thereafter I thrill in thinking of it,--an intellectual cranium was +covered with a cunningly fashioned wig of Cousin Molly Belle's own silky +auburn hair. + +This last and transcendent touch was added after I went to bed one +night. The superb creation, arrayed in a lovely light purple French +calico frock that could be taken off at night and put on in the morning, +and sure enough underclothes, all tucked and trimmed, smiled from my +pillow into my eyes when I unclosed them at the touch of the morning +light. + +I christened my beauty "Mollabella," and would not change the name for +her maker's gentle remonstrances and all my college cousin Burwell's +teasing. + +Musidora had lapsed, little by little, into chronic invalidism, spending +much of her time in bed. She was uncomely to any eyes but mine, and I +would not subject her to unkind criticism. Her case was made hopeless by +the officious kindness of Argus, a Newfoundland puppy, in bringing her +to the playhouse one day after I had purposely left her tucked up snugly +under three blankets inside of my reversed cricket by the dining-room +fire. The attention was well meant, and he could not be expected to know +that to drag sickly Musidora by the left leg through the mud until the +infirm member parted company with the body, and to finish the journey +with the head between his teeth, was not a happy device by which to win +her owner's regard. I forgave him, in time, but Musidora was, after +this last misadventure, a problem. I wondered much, sadly and silently, +what other little girls did with doll-babies who died natural deaths. +Not like Rozillah, who was never mentioned in my hearing, unless I were +very naughty indeed, and heroic treatment was indicated. + +The day after my return home, the question was solved. + +In the fortnight of my absence great changes had befallen our household. +Lucy and her mother and the tiny scrap of a baby had died, and been laid +under the snow in the Burwell burying-ground on the hillside beyond the +Old Orchard. Mr. Bray had gone to Ohio along with the big covered wagon. +Alexander the Great went with him in the carriage. With tears in her +sweet eyes, my mother told me how fond the father was of Lucy's pet, and +how strangely the cat had acted in staying on Lucy's grave all the time +until Mr. Bray took him away by force and carried him off in the +carriage with him. + +From my retinue of vassals I had, in the chicken playhouse, a fuller and +more circumstantial account of all that had passed during those gloomy +days. The pleasant weather that succeeded the March snowstorm had given +place to a cold, sweeping rain. I scampered as fast as I could across +the yard to my castle, my red cloak over my head, and we had to shut the +door to exclude the slant sheets of rain. All gathered in the upper end +of the room where my chair stood, the only seat there except the floor. +To the accompaniment of hissing rain and angry winds, the gruesome +particulars of the triple funeral were narrated. Mariposa--with the baby +on her lap--was chief spokeswoman, but nearly every one present had some +item of his own, authentic or imaginary, to add. All were sure that the +three whose fate had aroused the whole county to a passion of pity and +regret were angels in heaven. + +[Illustration: THE BIRTH OF MOLLABELLA. + +"I had eyes and thoughts for nothing except the evolution of that +miraculous doll-baby."] + +"Mammy, _she_ say, s'long as po' Miss Lucy was bu'n' so bad, 'twas +mussiful fur to let her go," said Mariposa, rolling the baby over on +his pudgy stomach, and patting his back to "bring up the wind." "_She_ +say, _ef_ one o' we-alls was to get bu'nt or cripple', or pufformed, or +ennything like that, she's jes' pray all night an' all day--'Good Lord, +_take_ 'em! Heavenly Marster! put 'em out o' they mizzry!' An' Ung' +Jack, _he_ say, seems ef everything that's put in the groun' comes up +beautifuller 'n 'twas when it went in. He tell how the seeds, _they_ +tu'n into flowers, an' apples an' watermillions, an' all that, an' how +folks tu'n inter angills." + +I cried myself to sleep that night. My mother, kept wakeful, doubtless, +by her own sad thoughts, heard the sobs I tried to stifle with the +bedclothes, and came to me with talk of the dear Saviour who had taken +little Lucy to his arms, and of her happiness in being forever with the +Lord. + +I did not tell her--what child would?--that, while I missed and grieved +for the companion of those three happy days, a deeper heartache forced +up the tears. + +For I knew now what must be done with Musidora. + +I had taken her to bed with me that night for the first time in many +weeks. Mary 'Liza was amused, in an amiable way, when she saw the bundle +done up in red flannel--Musidora's rheumatism was _awful!_--that I +hugged up to me. + +"I never let Dorinda sleep with me," she observed. "I am afraid of +hurting her. But I suppose you can't hurt Musidora. Why don't you give +her to one of the colored children? She is really a sight." + +"Nobody asked you to look at her!" retorted I, crossly, putting my hand +over the unfeatured face. "Mam' Chloe says, 'Handsome is as handsome +does.' Anyhow, my doll-baby doesn't say mean things to folks." + +The little bout raised the tear-level nearer to the escape-pipe. It was +easy to cry when Mary 'Liza's breathing assured me that she was asleep. +It also confirmed my resolution to have the poor, deformed dear dead +and buried without useless delay. + +I cannot decide what moved me to bear her off secretly to the +seldom-used staircase in the north wing to prepare her for her last long +sleep. I escaped thither the next morning, as soon as lessons were over, +and seated myself half-way up the steep staircase. It was scarred in +many places by fire and smoke. No amount of scrubbing could quite efface +the traces of the catastrophe. I looked at them for a long time before +beginning my sad task, and did not shrink from the sight. My state of +mind was distinctly morbid. Children were not reckoned to have nerves at +that date, and little notice was taken of their silent moods. That I +should voluntarily seek a solitary quarter of the house, which was +shunned by others, never entered my mother's or my nurse's mind. + +I had abundance of time in which to be as miserable as I thought I ought +to be, and diligently nursed such sickly, sentimental fancies as ought +to be foreign to a healthy young mind, while I divested maimed and +sightless Musidora of her flannel mufflings and dressed her in a clean +night-gown. Without saying what I meant to do with it I had begged a +square of white cambric from Mam' Chloe, and set about notching it with +a pair of blunt scissors. Mariposa had described a winding-sheet +minutely to me, and I meant that my dead doll-baby should be decently +laid out. The notching took a tedious time, and the bows of the blunt +scissors left purple furrows upon thumb and fingers. Uncle Ike had given +me an empty raisin box. I lined it with Musidora's own mattress and +quilt, spread the "pinked" cambric on them, laid the remains (no +figurative phrase in this connection) upon this bed, folding the one arm +left to the unfortunate across her breast, and wrapped the edges of the +winding-sheet over her face. With difficulty I coaxed the points of four +projecting nails left in the lid into corresponding holes in the box, +and having no hammer, sat down upon the top to make them fast, bouncing +up and down a few times to make a good job of it. + +I sat still awhile after closing the casket, and rehearsed mentally the +order of the obsequies. I had, thus far, made no arrangements for them +beyond instructing the colored children to meet me in the Old Orchard +under the big sweeting when the sun reached the "noonmark" my father +had, to please me, cut in the fence by the playhouse door. They would be +there in force and on time. I would get myself and burden out of the end +door of the north wing and steal around the yard fence to the back of +the garden without being seen. I knew how Mary 'Liza would smile and +hitch up her straight, clean nose at the box and its contents, and I had +a boding fear lest grown people might disapprove of and forbid the +funeral. + +Upon that my heart was fully set. The grief of losing the ceremony would +be harder to endure than the delicious mournfulness with which I had +systematically imbued my soul. I chose four boys of uniform size for +pall-bearers; Barratier was to have a spade ready and to dig the grave, +and when it was filled in we would sing a hymn. Mourning garments were +the knotty point. I, as Musidora's mother, could not appear at her +funeral in the crimson circassian frock I wore at present. That would +upset everything. + +A happy thought struck me. I recollected to have seen in the +lumber-room, hanging upon some pegs high upon the wall, a row of old +bonnets, and a black one among them. Other black things could be had for +the hunting. I was a fanciful child, too used to conjuring up weird +situations and make-believe happenings to be easily scared by what other +children might dread. Nor was I then, or ever, a physical coward. As +soon as the idea of visiting that upper room came to me I acted upon it. +Tripping up the narrow stairs, I pushed hard against the door. It stuck +in the frame, and I was fearing it might be locked when it gave way +suddenly and I almost fell into the chamber. It was a dreary place, +although the spring sunshine poured broadly from wall to wall. The +charred brands of the fire that had wrought such woe were cold in the +corners of the hearth, having toppled, head-foremost and backward, over +the andirons after burning through in the middle. The old blankets and +comfortables were huddled upon the mattress and trailed upon the floor, +as my mother had left them in snatching one to throw about Lucy. A ball +with which Alexander the Great had played was in a corner. But for the +dead fire and the living sunshine and the stillness that met me on the +threshold like a draught of icy air, we might have left the place not +three minutes ago. + +I learned, subsequently, that my mother had been sadly prostrated by the +terrible threefold disaster, and had never had the nerve to re-visit +the place where it began. None of the servants would have gone near it +of their own free will. A queer, unfamiliar tremor I did not recognize +as superstitious dread contracted my heart, and arrested me just within +the doorway. The box, from which we had eaten our dinner, was in the +middle of the floor, the three crickets pushed a little way back from +it, and half-way between the fireplace and a window in the gable was the +rocking-chair my mother had occupied while she held Lucy on her lap. +Faded calico covered the seat, a valance of the same hung about the +legs; two of the upright spindles were missing from the back. I took in +every feature of the haunted room before I rushed over to the wall where +the bonnets hung, climbed upon a chair, grabbed the black bonnet, and +espying a black silk apron dependent from another peg, jerked it down, +and ran off shakily, with my booty. The queer trembling had got into my +legs, and as I went downstairs I steadied myself against the wall, +avoiding, as I had not thought of doing as I went up, the scorched +streaks on the walls and the stains on the steps. Even after I stood in +the safe shelter of the garden fence, my heart beat so loudly that I put +the raisin box down upon the grass, and pulled myself together. + +The sunshine was genial to my chilled frame; through the palings I could +see double rows of hyacinths, tulips, and butter-and-eggs, edging the +walks, and bushes of lilacs and snowballs almost in bloom, just as they +had looked before I went up to the lumber-room. The serene naturalness +of it all restored my wits to me; I unrolled the apron which I had +wrapped about the bonnet, and reawakened, as from a nightmare, to the +business of the hour. + +When I presented myself to the group awaiting me under the big sweeting, +a low, but fervent, groan of admiration broke forth as from one breast. +The bonnet covered my head generously, jutting six inches beyond my +nose. The crêpe curtain at the back descended to my shoulder-blades and +flapped at the sides like the wings of a dejected crow. I had made a +mourning-cloak of the apron by tying it, hind part before, about my +neck, whence it drooped to my heels. Mariposa said--respectful of the +genius manifest in my caparison--that I looked "mos' ezzac'ly like a +real, sure-'nough widder." The boys were impressed into gravity becoming +the occasion, and obeyed, with never a snicker or a grimace, my +instructions as to the conduct of the ceremony. + +I walked directly behind the coffin; Mariposa, with the baby on her left +hip, marched next, arm-in-arm with another girl, who carried her baby--a +very young one--over her shoulder, its head wobbling helplessly as she +walked. The rest came after us, two-and-two, through the Old Orchard, +out through the draw-bars at the lower end, and into the graveyard +beyond. + +It was a retired, and not an unlovely spot. A brick wall, splashed with +ochre and gray lichens, enclosed six generations of dead Burwells and +their next of kin. A locked gate kept out trespassers. Long streamers of +brier and wild berry bushes, purple and ashy with the mantling sap +drawn upward by the March sunshine, were matted over the older graves; a +spreading "honey-shuck" tree arose near the middle of the badly kept +square, and smaller trees flourished here and there. An apple tree, +flushed with blossoms, leaned over the wall above the place selected for +Musidora's grave. + +Barratier struck his perpendicular spade into the black soil in a truly +workmanlike manner, utilizing the foundation of the wall as one side of +the oblong pit. The coffin was lowered into place by means of +tow-strings, provided by thoughtful Mariposa. There was no reason, save +her punctilio of "doin' things jes' like folks," why Barratier, or I, +for that matter, should not have stooped and laid the casket in the +eighteen-inch-deep hole with our bare hands. But lowered it was in +funereal style, and covered with apple blossoms, before the bearers +returned the black earth to the excavation and mounded it into proper +shape. I stood at the head of the grave, my handkerchief at my eyes, +trying with all my might to feel sorry enough to cry. The excitement of +the conventional ceremonies, and the complacent consciousness of being +the principal actor in it, and doing the thing creditably, drew the +sting out of what would have been real grief had the flutter of my +spirits allowed me to think. I believe that, if maturer mourners would +be as frank as I, we should find that my experience was not singular, +nor my reluctant composure unnatural. + +Mariposa had her emotions better in hand. She sobbed volubly, wiping +away real tears with the baby's calico slip, and three other girls +accomplished commendable snivels. An embarrassing halt brought down my +handkerchief and hushed audible mourning. The affair was not over. Every +eye was riveted expectantly upon me, and I had forgotten what came next. +Mariposa plucked my cloak and whispered in my ear:-- + +"Thar oughter be a pra'ar now!" + +The propriety of the suggestion was obvious. I had seen pictures of +funerals and knew how the officiating clergyman appeared in committing +"dust to dust, ashes to ashes." But there was the fear aforementioned of +breaking a Commandment by addressing the Almighty in a make-believe +service. + +"'Tain't a fun'ral 'thout thars a pra'ar!" Mariposa muttered +insistently. + +Nerved by the exigency, I lifted both hands and eyes toward the sky:-- + +"World without end, Amen and Amen!" + +"A-a-_men_!" groaned my faithful lieutenant. Her emphasis assured me +that the inspiration I had obeyed was a felicitous touch. She pressed +still closer to me, mindful of my dignity, and prompted me further, in +an artistic mutter, without using her lips. + +"The services o' this solemn 'casion will be close' by er hymn." + +I uttered it as if she had not given the cue, and "lined out" the hymn I +had pitched upon as eminently appropriate for the "solemn 'casion." + + "When I can read my title clear + To mansions in the skies." + +Mariposa raised the tune and carried it, the rest of the band screaming +in her wake. + + "I'll bid farewell to every fear + And wipe my weeping eyes," + +I continued in a nasal sing-song. + +The chorus was plain sailing before a spanking breeze; + + "And wipe my weeping eye-eye-_eyes_! + And wipe my weeping eye-er-_ese_! + I'll bid farewell to every fear + And wipe my weeping eyes." + +Like the echo of the final screech a fearsome wail arose from within the +enclosure,--a long-drawn cry, repeated while we stared into one +another's blanched faces, too affrighted for words. + +Mariposa was the first to recover the use of her tongue and limbs. + +"_Th' ghos' o' the little baby!_" she yelled, and took to her nimble +heels at a rate that made it impossible for the fleetest of her fellow +fugitives to overtake her. + +I was left all alone. + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter VI + + +[Illustration] + +Leaning against the outside of the brick wall, too stunned to join in my +companions' stampede, I yet did not lose my senses. Neither did I cry +out or whimper. Children have gone into convulsions and become idiotic +for less cause. I was phenomenally healthy, and, as I have said, no +coward. Before the hindmost deserter gained the draw-bars my reason was +on the return path. I had the signal advantage above my comrades of not +believing in ghosts. My father had asserted to me positively, once and +again, that no such things existed, and put himself to much trouble to +explain natural phenomena that are often misinterpreted by the ignorant +and superstitious into supernatural manifestations. His orders were +strict that the servants should never retail ghost stories in our +hearing; and he was obeyed by the elder negroes. Mam' Chloe, whatever +may have been her reserved rights of private judgment, backed him up +dutifully with the epigram:-- + +"Folks that's gone to the bad place _can't_ get out to come back, an' +them that's in heaven don't _want_ to." + +The cry I had heard certainly sounded like the weak wail of Cousin Mary +Bray's skinny little baby, but God and the dear angels would never let +the helpless, tiny mite wander back to earth alone. My mother had said +to me, last night, that it would never cry any more. + +"It was in pain all the while it was here," she reminded me. "It never +awoke that it did not begin to cry. Think how sweet it must be for it +not to suffer now. I think that God sent for it to come to heaven +because He was so sorry for it." + +Strength flowed into my soul with the recollection. My mother never said +what was not exactly true. Happy, safe, and saving faith of childhood in +a parent's wisdom, a parent's word, a parent's power! + +Curious, rather than frightened, I stepped over Musidora's grave, and +hurried around to the locked gate. Two unsodded mounds were near the +entrance. One was long, and one short. Stretched upon this last was +something that moved slightly and cried again, yet more piteously, when +I called to it. The sight sent me flying like a flushed partridge +through the Old Orchard to the garden fence, over it and up the middle +walk of the garden. While yet afar off, I saw my father standing there +talking with the gardener. Evidently the scattered horde had not spread +an alarm. My father turned at my loud panting, and eyed me with +astonishment. Without pausing to consider why he should be amazed, I +caught hold of him and shrieked my news:-- + +"Father! father! it is Alexander the Great come back to look for Lucy!" + +My father seldom scolded. He more rarely punished without inquiry. He +was stern now and spoke sharply. + +"What is the meaning of this nonsense, Molly? You are forever getting up +some new sensation. There is such a thing as having too much +'make-believe.' I would rather have a little sensible truth now and +then." + +"But, father, really and truly--" chokingly, for his words were as drawn +swords to my loving heart. + +He pushed my hand away from his arm. + +"When you look and behave less like a crazy child, I will hear what you +have to say. Where did you get those things?" + +I wished that the ground would open and swallow me away from his cold, +contemptuous eye. I had forgotten my ridiculous costume entirely. The +shame and humiliation of having exposed myself to his just criticism, +the added disgrace of the grinning gardener's enjoyment of the figure I +had cut--the absurd coal-scuttle of a bonnet hanging down my back, the +black silk apron streaming behind me like a half-inflated +balloon--overwhelmed me with speechless confusion. I hung my head in an +agony. + +"Where did you get them, I say?" repeated my father. + +"Up in the lumber-room," I stammered, faintly and sheepishly. + +"Go, put them back where you found them! Then, come to me. As I was +saying, James--" + +He went on with his directions to the gardener. + +I slunk away, forgetful of everything except my personal discomfiture, +dodging from one clump of shrubbery to another, lest I should be seen +from the windows of the house, going almost on all-fours in exposed +stretches of walk or garden-beds, and so making my retreat to the side +door of the north wing. I had stripped off the hateful masquerade +habiliments and rolled them into a compact bundle, but anybody who met +me would ask what I was carrying under my arm, and I could bear no more +that day. Unable to contain myself a minute longer, I sank down in the +solitude of the steep staircase leading to the lumber-room, and had my +cry--if not out--so nearly to the end that I felt adequate to making my +judge see reason,--if only he would not look at me as if he were ashamed +of his daughter! Was it very wrong to take those things on the sly? +Would I be punished for it? Had he told my mother yet? And did Mary +'Liza know about it? I could never, never tell her that I had worn the +_nasty_ bonnet and cloak as mourning to Musidora's funeral. I would be +whipped first. + +Crying again in anticipation of the dilemma, I trudged slowly up the +steps, and pushed back the door, which stuck fast again although I did +not recollect shutting it. + +"Just's if somebody was leaning against it!" said I, pettishly, and +flung my whole weight against the lower panel. + +The door flew back and I fell headlong, face downward, on the floor, the +bundle flying ahead of me clear to the hearth. I picked myself up, +rubbed my smarting palms and, in a vile humor, recovered the detestable +cause of all the trouble. I boxed the lop-ears of the bonnet, and gave +the apron a vicious shake, in restoring them to their respective pegs. +Then, I backed down from the chair on which I had been standing, and +started for the door. A feeble cry stopped me as if a shot had passed +through me. + +The room was in afternoon shadow, and the blinds of the larger of the +two windows had blown shut. The cry quavered out again, and at the same +instant I saw--or verily believed that I saw with my natural +eyes--Cousin Mary Bray seated in the rocking-chair between the hearth +and the window, holding a baby in her arms. She was rocking gently back +and forth, her face was pale and peaceful, and she wore a sort of dim +gray dress. Thus much I had seen when my father called loudly to me from +the bottom of the steps:-- + +"Molly! what are you doing up there? Come down directly! do you hear?" + +The apparition disappeared on the instant, and as I moved toward the +door, I stumbled over something soft that mewed miserably. In a second I +had it in my arms,--a rack of bones covered with muddy, tangled gray +fur,--and rushed down the stairs. + +"I told you so, father! don't you see? It is Alexander the Great. Now, +isn't it?" + +Will it be believed that the commotion attendant upon the recognition of +the wanderer, the talk, conjectures and questions, the nursing and +feeding, and cosseting the creature who was at the point of death from +starvation and fatigue--put all thought of revealing what I had beheld +in the haunted chamber out of my head, until, when I recalled it in all +its vividness, I simply could not speak of it? It was all like a swift, +bad dream, the telling of which might revive the unpleasant sensation +it created in passing. I do not pretend to explain a child's reserve on +subjects which have gone very far into the deeps of a consciousness that +never lets them go. Perhaps the solution is partly in the poverty of a +vocabulary which lags painfully behind the development of thought and +emotion. Certain it is that I was a woman grown before I ever confided +to a living soul what I thought sat in the rocking-chair in the haunted +room, brooding peacefully above a quieted baby. + +Lucy's cat--guided by what instinct only his Creator and ours knows--had +found his way to her grave over two hundred miles of fen, field, and +forest. Not finding her there, he had tracked me to the room where she +had last played with him. When carried to other parts of the house, he +cried piteously all day and all night. When the north wing was locked +against him, he went back to the grave and could not be coaxed away. +Finally, my mother proposed that he be allowed to stay there, until +cold weather. He was the plantation-pet all summer, growing plump, but +never playful, with nourishing food and rest. His meals were sent to him +twice a day, but he partially supported himself by catching birds and +field-mice in the burying-ground, which he never left. We got used to +his presence there after a while, and his habit of patrolling the top of +the wall, several times a day, for exercise, or under the impression +that he was guarding the short green mound where he slept every night. + +As the winter approached repeated efforts were made to tempt him to the +house, and when they were ineffectual my father took him there in his +own arms. The cat refused food and sleep, keeping the household awake +with his cries, and in the morning flew so savagely at his jailers that +we were obliged to let him go. + +The fiercest tempest known in mid-Virginia for forty years beset us on +the anniversary of Lucy's death, and raged for three days. When the +drifts in the graveyard melted, we found Alexander the Great dead at his +post. + +[Illustration] + + + +Chapter VII + +Just For Fun + + +[Illustration] + +The floor of the summer-house at Uncle Carter's was of lovely white +sand, and did not soil my clean pink gingham frock, although I sat down +flat upon it. Under one of the three benches that furnished it, I had +dug a vault yesterday. It was modelled upon the description given in +_The Fairchild Family_ of one belonging to a nobleman's estate. My +self-education was essentially Squeersian. When I read a thing, I +forthwith went and did it. The gardener had lent me a trowel, and I had +found a thin, flat stone that served as a cover. Digging was easy work +in the top-dressing of sand and the substratum of loose, dry soil. + +There were eight niches in the vault--two on a side. When all was +finished, I sallied forth in quest of occupants. My vault was stocked by +nightfall. In one niche was a dead sparrow my cousin Burwell had shot by +mistake and thrown away. In a second was a frog on which a horse or cow +had trod, crippling it so badly that Uncle Carter mercifully killed it +with a blow of his stick. The poultry-yard and an epidemic of pip +supplied me with two more silent tenants. A mouse-trap strangled a +fifth, the gardener's mole-trap yielded up a sixth. Nos. 7 and 8 were +land-terrapins ("tar'pens," in negro dialect), which I knew must be dead +when I found them, although I could discern no sign of violence. Their +shells were shut so tightly that I could not force a straw between the +upper and lower, and no amount of kicking and thumping elicited any sign +of life. + +An innovation upon the Fairchild pattern was the deposit in the bottom +of the vault of a tumbler full of flies which Aunt Eliza told the +dining room servant to throw into the kitchen fire. A primitive snare +for these destroyers of the housewife's peace was made by filling a +tumbler within an inch of the brim with strong soap-suds, and fitting +upon the top a round cover of thick "sugar-loaf paper," with a hole in +the middle. Molasses was smeared all around this hole upon the under +side of the paper, and an alluring drop or two on the top attracted +attention to the larger supply of sweets. At least a quart of flies, per +day, were caught in this way in the height of the season before window +and door screens were invented. + +I waylaid the man and tumbler in the back porch. + +"Are they dead, sure enough?" I whispered. + +"Dead as a door-nail, little mistis." + +"Give 'em to me, please! I'll bury them." + +He complied, good-naturedly. I poured the contents of the glass into the +vault, and strewed fine dry sand over them an inch deep. Then I fitted +on the flat stone, and said nothing to anybody of my new branch of +industry. + +I was tired of being called "an old-fashioned child!" My mother's oft +and resigned ejaculation--"What _next_, I wonder!" was to my ears a +covert reproach for not being "steady" and "a comfort," like Mary 'Liza. +Even my less critical father's shout of laughter at any unusual freak or +experiment abraded my moral cuticle sometimes. At home the colored +children would have entered heartily into my mortuary enterprise,--yes! +and kept my counsel. The reticence of the serf exceeds in dumb +doggedness that of a misunderstood child. But I did not play with Uncle +Carter's little negroes. Every Southern child comprehended the +distinction between "home-folks" and other people's servants. + +Not that I was ever lonely. What I called "things" were an unfailing +resource to me. An ant-hill was entertainment for a whole forenoon; I +watched bees and their hives by the hour; my vault kept me busy and +happy all day. If Cousin Molly Belle suspected what I was about, she +asked no questions, and refrained from spying upon me. When dressed +clean in the afternoon, for the second time since breakfast,--the +manufacture of mud-pies, puddings, and cakes, and the baking of several +batches in the sun, having engrossed the morning,--I took _The Fairchild +Family_ out into the summer-house and reread, for the tenth time, the +account of the opening of the family vault. + +Why, I reasoned within myself, should innocent dumb creatures be thrown +away like dead leaves, when they have stopped living? It would be kind +in me, or in anybody, to bury them in vaults, and to write Bible verses +and all that on their tombstones. I would dig another vault to-morrow +and look around for things to put into it,--and still another the next +day. I had, in imagination, honeycombed the space under the benches with +catacombs, and my book was clean forgotten, before I saw a movement in +the sandy flooring, close to the edge of the flat stone sealing the +mouth of the vault. I leaned forward to inspect it more nearly. The +stone had been undermined at one side, and a hole left there, through +which a line of flies, gray with dust, was feebly crawling into the +sunshine. There seemed to be a thousand of them, all dusty, but some +more active than others. As soon as they were quite clear of the hole, +they dispersed in various directions, some alighting upon twigs and +blades of grass, some flying up to the benches, where they sat cleaning +their bodies and wings with their feet and mouths. + +I worked my hands into the hole and raised the stone. A cloud of +resurrected flies arose in my astonished face. The vault was quick with +them. The dry sand, warmed by the sun, that I had sifted over them, had +acted as a hot blanket upon the chilled body of a dying man. When I got +rid of the swarm I examined the vault. Both of the terrapins were +missing. The sapping and mining was their work. Through the tunnel thus +excavated they had regained their liberty, and released a mighty host of +fellow-captives. + +"The rest of you are _dead_, anyhow!" said I, aloud, intensely chagrined +at the cheat practised upon my benevolent nature, and I shoved the stone +back over the violated vault. + +A shadow fell upon the white sand. Looking up, I saw a young gentleman +in the door of the summer-house, smiling down at me. At the first glance +I took him for my cousin Burwell, who was at home on his vacation. A +second undeceived me. I scrambled to my feet and stared hard at the +stranger who stood with his hands behind him, still smiling, but not +saying a word. He was nattily dressed in a blue cloth coat and trousers, +and a white waistcoat. A white satin stock of the latest style encircled +a slender neck; he wore shiny boots, a leghorn hat was set jauntily +above a crop of black curls. I was never shy, having been accustomed +from my birth to meeting strangers and to "entertaining company" when +called upon to do so. Yet I was strangely embarrassed by the merry eyes +fixed silently upon me. + +"How do you do, sir!" I said, dropping a little courtesy, as well-bred +children still did in that part of the civilized world. + +Still without speaking, the stranger drew nearer and stooped to kiss me. +This was going several steps too far. I clapped one hand over my mouth +and pushed him away with the other. + +"Cousin Molly Belle! _oh_, Cousin Molly Belle!" I screamed between my +fingers. + +She was the only member of the family at home, my uncle, aunt, and their +two sons having gone on an all-day visit to a plantation some miles +away. + +"Why, Namesake! don't you know me?" + +Her voice answered in my very ear, her arm held me as I ceased +struggling. + +I laughed like a mad thing in the excess of my relief and surprise, and +when she sat down, I climbed to her knee for a good look at her +disguise. + +"Cousin Burwell's clothes!" I said analytically. "And his hat. But your +hair is black." + +She lifted the hat to show that she had on a black wig. + +"It belonged to poor Grandpapa when he was young. He had a fever and his +head was shaved. I found it in a box on the top shelf of mother's +closet, and tried it on just for fun. I liked myself so well in the +glass that I thought I'd see how I would have looked if Burwell had been +the girl, and I the boy. I know now that I ought to have been. I mean to +be--just for fun--until they all come home. I'm in exactly the humor to +do something outrageous. I'm tired to death of everyday doings and +everyday people, and my everyday self. You and I are going to have a +real spree, a glorious frolic, and nobody else is to know a single +thing about it. Flora" (her maid) "helped me on with this rig. She is as +close as wax, and you never tell tales,--Oh, yes! I know--" as I opened +my mouth eagerly--"you would have your tongue pulled out by the roots +before you would get me into trouble. And there would be all sorts of +trouble if I were found out." + +She tied my sunbonnet, made of the same pink gingham as my frock, under +my chin, and we set forward gleefully upon our spree. To begin with, we +jumped over the yard palings, so that we should not have to pass in +sight of the house and kitchen, in order to get into the lane leading to +the public road. We called it "a lane." Now it would be an avenue, or +drive. The finest Lombardy poplars in Powhatan County bordered it; sheep +mint, pennyroyal, sweetbrier, and wild thyme grew up close to the +wheel-track and gave out a goodly smell as we brushed by and trod upon +them. I was in a high gale of spirits, and prattled as fast as my +tongue could run, flattered beyond expression by the choice of myself as +an accomplice in the frolic. + +"It's a pity you _can't_ change places with Cousin Burwell!" I +regretted. "You'd be a heap handsomer gentleman than he is. And it must +be just fine not to have to hold up your frocks when you want to run +fast, and to climb trees and jump fences. Would it be sure-enough +wrong--I don't mean not lady-like--but would it be _sinful_ for you to +dress that way all the time?" + +"People seem to think so, Namesake. They think so so much that it is +against the law for a woman to wear a man's clothes, or for a man to +wear a woman's. Though why any man with a grain of sense in his head +should ever want to put on _skirts_, I can't see. If I were to meet a +magistrate while I have on these--_things_,"--flicking her trousers with +a switch she had cut from a hickory sapling,--"he would have a right to +put me in jail." + +"Oh, Cousin Molly Belle!" squeezing her hand hard. "S'pose we should!" + +"I'm Cousin Burwell until we get home. No 's'pose,' you little goosie! +If we did, we'd take to the woods, and outrun him. Or, we'd climb a +tree." + +We were in the highroad, striding the ruts and skipping over stones like +two boys on the way home from school. There was pleasanter walking in +bridle-paths and wood-roads branching off from the thoroughfare every +few rods. I think the madcap chose the rutty and mud-holey route because +there was, at least, a chance that we might have to plunge into the +bushes to hide, or to brave the scrutiny of strangers and acquaintances. +The sauce of danger made the escapade the more attractive. + +Half a mile from home a creek, shallow, but broad, crossed the road. We +could not pass over dry-shod and had to go up the bank into the low +grounds to find a long log laid from side to side of a narrower part of +the stream. My companion hoisted me upon her back and ran along the +uncertain bridge as fleetly as a squirrel. + +"How far are we going?" I asked, as she set me down. + +"Around by Tom's Hill, and then cut across the field home. It's more +than a mile. Can you walk so far?" + +"I walked two miles at a time, once!" I boasted. + +"You are a brave little lightwood knot!" + +She was "fey"--_exaltée_--in the state of lighthearted-and +lightheadedness for which sober, literal, decorous English has no +synonym. As we went, she danced and sang, and laughed out joyously at +everything and at nothing, and talked the most fascinating nonsense--all +in the rôle of "Cousin Burwell." She could imitate him to perfection; +her strut and swagger and slang threw me into paroxysms of delight. We +picked huckleberries, and dived into the woods to feast upon wild plums +that had ten drops of syrupy juice between tough skins and flinty +stones encased in the pulp of bitterness, and gathered handfuls of wild +flowers because their beauty tempted sight and touch, and with no +intention of taking them home with us. Two of Pan's dryads turned loose +for a holiday could not have sported more irrationally. + +We met neither man nor beast until we had climbed Tom's Hill, a stony +eminence from the top of which, as the neighbors were proud of saying, +one could see six dwelling-houses, each with its group of outbuildings, +representing six fine plantations. A saddle-horse was tied to a +persimmon tree a hundred yards or so down the other side. He whinnied at +sight of us, and Cousin Molly Belle ran up to him. + +"Well done, Snap! old fellow! clothes don't make any difference to +you--do they?" + +It was Mr. Frank Morton's riding horse, and the fence by which he stood +bounded an extensive tobacco field belonging to Mr. Frank Morton's +brother. About the middle of the field was a tobacco barn, and by +climbing upon the top rail of the fence so as to overlook a row of +sassafras saplings, I could see a group of men about the door. Their +backs were toward us, and if they had looked our way they could not have +seen us, when I got down. + +Cousin Molly Belle's eyes were two dancing stars. She clapped her hands +in riotous glee. Without a word she untied the bridle from the tree, +vaulted into the saddle, drew me up in front of her, and before I could +put a question we were pacing briskly down the hill. At the bottom we +struck into a cross-road leading to Uncle Carter's plantation. Cousin +Molly Belle was laughing too heartily to speak distinctly, and I joined +in with all my heart, with a very imperfect appreciation of the extent +of the practical joke. Mr. Frank Morton would not have to walk home. He +had only to go to his brother's house when he missed Snap and borrow a +horse, and Snap would be sent back safely to him in good time. + +"What d'you s'pose he'll say when he comes to the fence and Snap isn't +there?" queried I, at length. + +"Oh, _don't_ I wish I were hiding somewhere near enough to hear and see +him!" another and yet more infectious outburst. "That would be the best +part of the joke. I'm going to turn Snap loose when we get to our outer +gate, and hit him a crack with my switch and start him toward home. +He'll not tell tales out of school--will you, old boy?" slapping his +neck affectionately. "Mr. Frank Morton will never guess why the horse +thief let such a fine animal get away from him, when once he had got +him. I can hear him now, telling me the story, and I'll look as grave as +a dozen judges, and wonder as hard as he does--and--_Hark!_" + +We were, perhaps, half a mile from the place where we had found Snap, +but, as I have said, Tom's Hill was a stony ledge, running like a sharp +backbone between fertile fields, and we heard from afar off the +clattering hoofs of a horse pressed to his utmost speed. + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter VIII + +My First Lie, and What Came of It. + + +[Illustration] + +"He is after us!" exclaimed Cousin Molly Belle, and brought down her +switch stingingly upon Snap's flanks. + +Tightening her arm about me, she urged him from canter to gallop, from a +gallop to a run. The trees swept by us like lightning; the wind tore the +breath from our lungs, but I had no thought of fear. My cousin was a +fearless rider, and the perfectly broken hunter under us flew as +steadily and as straight as a blue martin. Against the back of my head +Cousin Molly Belle's heart was pounding like an unbalanced trip-hammer. +I wondered if it were possible that she was frightened, and twisted my +face around to get a glimpse of hers. It was as white as a sheet, and +her teeth were set hard upon her lower lip. Within a stone's throw of +Uncle Carter's outer gate she brought the horse down to a walk, then to +a full stop, and slipped to the ground. Her face was so pale and rigid +as she set me upon my feet that I began to tremble. + +"Are you scared?" I faltered. + +"Scared to death, child! Hush!" + +She turned Snap's head in the direction from which we had come, and +struck him smartly with her switch, in letting go of the bridle. + +"Go home, sir! Go!" + +He galloped off, stirrups and mane flying, and she drew a deep, agitated +breath. + +"If ever I get into such a scrape again!" + +She bent low and listened; the scared look settled again upon her face. +Through the stillness of the summer afternoon, we heard a sharp "Whoa!" +faint but clear, when, as we judged, Snap neared our pursuer. The pause +of a second ensued, and the hoofs, doubled in number and resonance, +sounded nearer and nearer, thundering over the soft ground, clicking +against the stones, like a charge of cavalry. Cousin Molly Belle was so +white that a few freckles, never seen through her usually brilliant +complexion, made a line of sallow dots across her cheek bones and the +bridge of her nose. Clutching me more roughly than she had ever touched +me before, she thrust me well into the heart of a tall cedar whose +lowest boughs grew out horizontally and swept the earth. + +"Don't move or speak!" she whispered fiercely and forced her way to the +hole of the tree. + +I heard the grating of the bark under her feet, and felt the branches +shake, then grow quiet. She was well up the tree, and hidden by the +bushy foliage. The tumultuous beat of the charging hoofs echoed more and +more loudly. The rider would be upon us in another minute. Escape +through the gate and down the avenue to the house was out of the +question. We would have been in sight from the road for several hundred +yards, and a few seconds would be lost in opening the gate. + +On my part, the adventure was, thus far, pure fun, and the excitement +delicious. I giggled in my sleeve in the anticipation of hearing the +furious hoofs sweep past and lose themselves in the distance on the +false scent. I had not had time to speculate as to why my companion was +"scared to death." + +The clatter was abreast of, and behind me in the road when the +imperative "Whoa!" again arrested it. I knew the voice now. A man leaped +to the ground; hasty footsteps struck across the turf edging the +highway; dry sticks cracked, my bushy covert was jarred, and Mr. Frank +Morton stood before me, parting the branches to get a good look at me. +My pink gingham had betrayed me. + +"Molly Burwell! what are you doing here?" + +As if prompted by a telepathic despatch from the fugitive overhead, I +began to pick the bluish white berries studding the twigs and to cram +them into my mouth. + +"Picking cedar-berries!" I retorted coolly, cocking a saucy eye at him. + +"Who came with you?" + +I stood on tiptoe to tug at a fat cedar-ball, glossy, brown, and deeply +pitted. + +"Oh, Mr. Frank! won't you please cut it off for me?" + +He whipped out his knife and severed the twig. + +"Did you come all the way from the house alone?" + +I had never, within my memory, told a deliberate lie. My cheeks burned +like fire; my eyes dropped guiltily. My tongue did not trip or tangle. + +"Yes, sir." + +There was a dread silence. My ears rang, my heart was sinking slowly and +sickeningly into my heels. I had bethought myself just as he put the +question, that Cousin Molly Belle might be put in jail if he found out +that she had been with me, and had on her brother's clothes. As a +well-tutored child in a Presbyterian family, I knew what becomes of +liars when they leave off living and lying together. My teeth ceased to +chatter and met with a snap. The loyal heart rallied to the help of the +guilty tongue. I raised my eyes in sullen defiance. + +"It isn't so _dreadful_ far! I came all by my loney-toney self!" + +My friend laughed. + +"My dear little girl, there is no great harm in that. Only, I wouldn't +run away again if I were you. Your aunt might be uneasy if she missed +you." + +"She isn't at home," I answered incautiously. "She 'n' Uncle Carter 'n' +Cousin Burwell 'n' Cousin Dick have gone to Mr. Cunningham's." + +"Ah!" The ejaculation was not regretful. "Isn't Miss Molly Belle at +home? You would be sorry to make _her_ anxious, I know." + +The cedar-branches thrilled slightly, as at the flight of a startled +bird. Mr. Frank did not notice it, but the movement nerved me. I spoke +hastily, walking away from the tree toward the gate. + +"Oh, yes, _she's_ at home! I reckon she must have been taking a nap when +I came away. I'm going right back now." + +I had never dreamed that lying was such an easy performance. + +"I'll take you home. Wait a minute!" + +Snap was grazing on the roadside. Another saddle-horse stood by with +drooping head, his bridle hanging loosely in the bend of Mr. Frank's +arm. I was lifted to Snap's back; my escort walked beside me through the +gate, and along the lane, one hand on me, and leading the second horse. + +"I suppose you are wondering what I am doing with two horses," he said +lightly. "It is a very funny story. I'll tell you and Miss Molly Belle +when we get to the house. It will make you both laugh." + +He had given me Snap's bridle to hold, as if I were riding all by +myself. He thought it would please me. In other circumstances I should +have been glad and proud to be so mounted, and by him. But from my lofty +seat I could see over his head across the field of corn which lay to the +left of the road. Something or somebody was running between the close +rows in a straight line from the plantation gate to the house. Running +like a deer, or a greyhound--or Cousin Molly Belle. She must get home +and up to her room before we got there. + +"Oh, Mr. Frank!" I cried. "I have dropped my cedar-ball!" And when he +had picked it up, "Won't you please make Snap walk very slow? I am +afraid I might fall off." + +"What has got into you to-day, little Duchess?" He had a dozen pet names +for me, and my heart smote me sore at sight of his kind, honest face. +"It isn't like you to be afraid of horses,--and you and Snap are old +friends. You will never be such a rider as Miss Molly Belle if you learn +to be nervous." + +Not another sound fell from my lips until I was put down gently at the +front gate of my uncle's house, and Flora bustled out, cross lines in +her forehead and cross tones in her voice. + +"I do declar', Miss Molly--(How-you-do, Mars' Frank?) I do declar', Miss +Molly, you're enough to drive anybody crazy with you' wild tomboy ways. +Me 'n' Miss Molly Belle, we've been jes' raisin' the plantation fo' you, +and hyar you come home a-riding Mars' Frank Mo'ton's horse, gran' as you +please, and nobody knowin' whar you been ever sence dinner-time. Miss +Molly Belle 'll be mighty obleeged to you for fotchin' of her home, +Mars' Frank. She'll be down pretty soon for to tell you so herself. Walk +into the parlor, please, sir. Jim, you take Mr. Mo'ton's horses to +the stable. And Miss Molly, you jes' stay thar 'n' ent'tain Mr. Mo'ton +like a little lady tell you' cousin comes down sta'rs." + +[Illustration: THE END OF THE PRANK. + +"I was put down at my uncle's house, and Flora bustled out."] + +I obeyed with docility that must have surprised the autocrat. Meek and +miserable, I preceded the guest to the parlor, although every minute +spent under his unsuspecting eyes was a danger and a pain. I made no +attempt to "entertain him." Seated upon a high chair, my feet swinging +dolefully six inches above the floor, I fingered the wretched +cedar-ball, redolent of rosin through much bruising, my pink sunbonnet +hanging from the knotted strings to the small of my back, and with +difficulty refrained from crying. I had never been wretched just in that +way before. Two imperative duties had met plump and face to face, with a +shock that jarred all preconceived principles of belief and action out +of plumb. Cousin Molly Belle had trusted me to keep her secret, and I +saw no way of doing it except to lie outright and repeatedly. The sin +lashed my conscience until I could have located in my corporeal frame +the exact whereabouts of the uncomfortable possession. So absorbed was I +by individual upbraidings that Flora's barefaced fabrication of the +search her young mistress and she had had for the runaway passed +unrebuked by so much as a look. It was no comfort to me to hear another +person lie even more glibly than myself. Flora was an ignorant colored +person, I, a baptized white child of the covenant who could read the +Bible for herself. + +Mr. Morton tried to make me talk by well-concerted questions. Children +are best approached through the interrogative mood. It offers just so +many nails set in a sure place upon which to hang conversation. He was a +handsome, well-set-up young fellow, and, if somewhat graver by nature +and habit than most of Cousin Molly Belle's beaux, suited my taste best +of them all. Yesterday I should have been tickled clean out of the +proprieties by the chance of talking to him all by myself for twenty +minutes, sitting up in Aunt Eliza's parlor, just like grown folks. + +The twenty minutes were like one hundred in sloth and weight before the +tap of high heels on the oaken stairs and the swish of skirts against +the banisters advised us who was coming. + +She walked into the room with her head high and chin level; her eyes +shone and her coloring was superb. She had never been more beautiful, +and never so dignified. Her admirer felt both of these facts, and was +moved to mute inquiry into the cause of the singular mood. His glowing +eyes questioned hers while she shook hands with him and then sat down, +and held out her hand silently to me, without a smile. I went as +straight to her as a wounded bird to shelter, dropped upon a stool +beside her and rested my cheek against her knee, my hand in a grasp that +was close and loving, and--or so I fancied--monitory. My heart retorted +upon writhing conscience that she was worth sinning for. I added, +dogged and desperate, that I would do it again, if she needed to have it +done. + +"Flora says that you have been very uneasy about this little lady," said +Mr. Frank, the dumb questioning still in his eyes, while he led the talk +into safer paths. "And that you have been hunting for her all over the +plantation." + +"Flora said what was not true. I knew where she was, and did not look +for her at all or anywhere." + +The metallic quality in her voice did not belong to it, and her +articulation was carefully clear, not at all like the gliding vowels and +consonantal elisions that help make musical the speech of the Southern +girl. + +Mr. Frank looked puzzled. Had I not been present, he would have got at +the answer to the enigma. I felt this, but my hand was still in Cousin +Molly's, and I comprehended that she willed me to stay where I was. + +"I have had an adventure, if she has not," resumed Mr. Frank, merrily. +"You may have seen me arrive with two saddle-horses? I was on my way +here, riding Snap. As I passed John's upper tobacco-field, I saw him at +the barn. So I tied Snap to a tree and went to speak to John. While we +were talking a negro ran up, all out of breath, to say that a man and a +woman had stolen my horse. The negro was too far off to recognize the +fellow, but he saw him untie Snap, mount him, help a little woman in a +red dress to get up behind him, and then ride away at a rattling pace. +Fortunately, John's riding-horse was standing at the barn door. I was in +the saddle before the story was done, put him at the nearest fence, and +was after the thieves. I must have gained upon them--Wildfire can outrun +any other horse in the county, and I did not spare him--for the rascals +left their booty and got away with whole skins. I met Snap just this +side of Willis's Creek, going home like the sensible creature he is. He +had been ridden hard, and there were welts on his sides where he had +been whipped, but I got him back safe. It was a risky thing--their +stealing him. Everybody about here knows the star in his forehead and +his white hind foot. The first white man that met the thieves would have +taken them up. I have no doubt that they belonged to a gang of gypsies +that are roaming through this neighborhood. A wagon-load of them passed +our house yesterday and camped last night at the Crossroads. I saw them +there last night as I went home from Court. On my way back this evening +I'll give them a call and let them understand that this is an unhealthy +country for that sort of gentry. Horse-thieves and grapevines are found +conveniently near to one another, sometimes." + +In the horror of the hearing, I must have cried out but for the warning +squeeze that made my finger-joints slip upon each other and the bones +ache. The muscles of my face stiffened until I felt it losing all +resemblance to Molly Burwell. I was sure that it looked like a gray old +woman's, and instinctively turned it into the folds of my cousin's +skirt. Suppose Mr. Frank had called upon the gypsies before coming here! +If he had not come to us at all to-day--what would have happened? Would +he have had the innocent strangers hanged upon the convenient grapevine? +Could he be prevented from doing this now unless the truth were told +him? _That_, of course, was not to be thought of. Better have the gypsy +gang driven out of the county and a man and a woman strung up, than let +Cousin Molly Belle go to jail for wearing men's clothes. She would die +sooner than confess to any man, least of all to this one, that she had +worn--_pantaloons!_--and ridden Snap as people who wear the things +always ride. + +How little I knew her was to be proved. + +She let go my fingers all at once, pressed her palms together hard, and +sat up very straight, settling her eyes upon Mr. Frank's. When she +spoke, the metallic ring was that of a taut piano-string. + +"You will please not go near the gypsies. _I_ stole your horse. Just for +fun, you know. And wretched fun it was. I saw him standing there, and +the temptation to play a trick upon you was too much for me. I meant to +let him go and send him back when I got to our gate. I did it sooner +than I expected, because I heard you coming and knew in a minute that +you must be on Wildfire, and that Snap stood no chance of keeping ahead +of him." + +The listener's face was a study. He stood up and stared down at her, at +first in incredulous stupefaction, then, frowningly. + +"_You--took--my--horse!_ You were that 'little woman,' then? Who was the +man?" + +"There was no man. The negro did not see straight, or he told you a lie. +Molly was with me, and, as you see, her frock is pink. We were out +walking. We both got on the horse. It was a silly, silly prank, and all +my fault." + +The frown disappeared; the perplexity remained. He glanced at me, and +my eyes fell. I so wanted Mr. Frank Morton to think well of me! + +"But Molly said--" he began. + +She took him up quickly. + +"I know what Molly said. I was close by and heard every word. She was +trying to shield me. I told her that I could be put in jail if anybody +knew what I had done. I tempted the poor, loyal, loving little soul to +tell the first falsehood that ever soiled her tongue. It was a wicked--a +vile--a _mean_ thing in me! I loathe myself when I think of it. Oh, +Namesake!"--encircling me suddenly with her arm--"we will ask God +together to forgive us. I am the sinner--not you!" + +I was wetting her sleeve with tears, shed more for her distress than for +my sin. + +Mr. Frank Morton made a step toward her. + +"I don't comprehend you yet--quite. You could not have imagined that you +could ever go to jail if you had stolen every horse in my stable--and +everything else I have? Don't give another thought to the matter. It was +a harmless bit of fun that hurt nobody. As to Molly's fibbing--I was the +tempter. What was the child to do? I think all the more of her for +standing between you and possible trouble." + +"I tempted Molly to tell her first lie!" She waived aside the hand he +would have laid upon my head. "I shall recollect that as long as I live. +I deserve to suffer for it. And I mean to punish myself by telling you +the whole truth." + +In the energy of her resolve, she, too, arose to her feet. A sort of +ague went from her head to her feet. For an instant there was not a sign +of color in her cheeks, then, a great billow of blushes beat her face +down upon her hands. If I had not been clinging to her skirt I could +hardly have got the meaning of the muffled words. Her lover had to bend +his head to catch them. + +"_I had on a suit of Burwell's clothes!_" + +She threw up her head so abruptly that her face almost touched his +before he could start back. + +"_Now_"--she flung out passionately--"you will despise me! And you ought +to!" + +Her rush toward the door was intercepted by his quicker action. He +seized both of her hands and would not let her pass. + +"On the contrary, I never respected you before as I do this moment. You +shall believe this, Molly Belle!" + +Not a symptom of a "Miss"! And he the most punctilious of men in +everything pertaining to polite address and chivalric reverence for +women! His eyes had strange flashes in them when he turned to me. He was +grave, but with a gravity that overlaid smiles. His voice was very +gentle:-- + +"Molly, run away to play--there's a dear child!" + +As I obeyed, I saw that he had not let go of Cousin Molly Belle's +hands. + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter IX + +My Pets + + +[Illustration] + +Like my games, my stockings, and my frocks, they were home-made. We had +no caged birds. Our yards and woods thrilled with bird-song all day long +for eight months of the year, and mocking-birds filled June and July +nights with music sweeter and more varied than the storied strain of the +nightingale. I had never seen a canary, and knew nothing of him except +as I had read of one in what I called a "pair of verses" to which I took +a fancy. I used to sing them to a tune of my own making when +grown-uppers were not listening:-- + + "Mary had a little bird, + Feathers bright and yellow, + Slender legs--upon my word + He was a pretty fellow. + + "Sweetest songs he often sung + Which much delighted Mary, + And often where his cage was hung + She stood to hear Canary." + +I classed Mary 'Liza with the grown-uppers. She loved cats, adopting two +when they were blind kittens, and bringing them up in just such staid +habits as made her incomparable among children. At six months of age +they would doze at her feet on the rug while she studied, or ciphered, +or read aloud, or stitched upon those everlasting chemises. When she +took a walk for exercise (she never ran, or hopped, or skipped) they +trotted demurely in the path, beside or behind her, indifferent to +butterflies and grasshoppers, and as intent upon Behavior as their +mistress. They were always fat and sleek, and ate civilized +victuals,--bread, milk, and cooked meats cut into decent, miminy-piminy +mouthfuls. Not one of them was ever known to commit the vulgarity of +catching a mouse. Mary 'Liza considered it cruel, and eating raw flesh +"a dirty habit." She, the cats, and Dorinda composed a Happy Family in +which--barring the Rozillah episode--no accidents ever happened. + +From earliest childhood my love for living creatures as companions and +pets was a passion that wrought much anguish to me, and more casualties +in the dumb animal kingdom than would be credited, were I to set down +the full tale of my bantlings, and the fate of each. At a tender age, I +sturdily refused to "call mine" the downiest darlings of the +poultry-yard. There would be a few weeks of having, and loving, and +fattening, and then the axe and the bloody log at the woodpile, and the +stormy tears of bereavement. It mattered not to Aunt 'Ritta that my +foster-children had names to which they answered, that they would feed +from my hand, and hop on my shoulder, and run quacking, or squawking, +or piping, or chirping, at my heels across the yard, and follow me to +the field like dogs. When the day and the hour--always unexpected to +me--came, I "called and they answered not again," until, taught by +bitter experience, I "struck" petting tame and edible living things, +once and finally. + +The miniature menagerie I then set up on my own account, and, as I shall +show, to the detriment of everything entered upon the rolls, was stocked +principally by the services of my colored contingent. + +Among the first inmates--they all became patients in the long, or short +run--were two striped ground squirrels (chipmunks) who were caught in a +box with a falling door, and presented to me by Barratier. He lent me +the box to keep them in. I fed and watered them warily and successfully +for a couple of days by lifting the door an inch, having previously +rapped upon it to scare the prisoners to the other end, then slipping in +the dish of water and the nuts, sugar, or fruit that were the day's +rations. Supposing that kindness and comfortable quarters had tamed them +into appreciation of my services and intentions, I raised the door two +inches higher on the third day, and took a good look at the beauties +huddled trembling in their safe corner. Their bright eyes were alluring, +their quiescence was encouraging. I spoke to them in dulcet accents, and +advanced a friendly hand. They met it more than half-way, one leaping +upon my bare arm, running up to my shoulder, and, with one bound over my +head, regaining his lost freedom. I caught his less active brother by +the tail as he was sneaking under the door, and held him tight. In a +quarter-jiffy he whisked his little body around and dug his teeth into +my finger, and, as I still held on to his tail, incontinently shed the +skin of the same, leaving it in my grasp. The last I ever saw of him was +the flaunt of a gory, ghastly pennant, as the bearer vanished under a +heap of stones. I flung the bloody casing from me with abhorrence. Now I +can hope that another grew upon the denuded bones. Then I hoped it +would not. The insult was gross. + +The immediate successor of the ingrates was a mouse bestowed upon me by +one of the stable hands. I named the waif "Caspar Hauser" forthwith, +being fresh from the perusal of the history of that engaging fraud, and +inducted him into a spare rat-trap set about closely with wires. A +horsehair sparrow's nest was lined with raw cotton and put in one +corner, a toy saucer of water in the other, and in the third a toy plate +filled with cracked hickory nuts, interspersed with bits of sugar. Then +I sat down upon the floor beside him, and began the business of taming +him by getting him used to seeing me, cultivating his acquaintance by +poking my finger between the bars, talking and singing to him, and +endeavoring, by other ingenious devices, to make him feel at home. He +scampered around the confines of his domicile, as in a treadmill, all +the time I was thus employed, and could not be induced to touch his +food. + +Mary 'Liza and I had outgrown the trundle-bed, and had a room to +ourselves upstairs. Into this I surreptitiously conveyed the improvised +cage that night and hid it under the bed. When my bedfellow had fallen +asleep, I got up softly, lighted a candle, and took a peep at my pet. He +had gone regularly to bed after disposing of some of the nuts and +scattering the remnants in every direction, and now lay curled up in the +cotton-wool in the prettiest, most homelike way imaginable, fast asleep. + +I hung over him, entranced. He was tamed! Before long he would be +following me all over the house, playing hide-and-seek in corners, +sitting upon his hind legs beside my plate at table, and nibbling such +tidbits as I might give him. One particularly bright picture of our +common future was of taking him to church, smuggling him into the pocket +of my Sunday frock, and after settling myself comfortably upon my knees +before a corner seat during the "long prayer," taking Caspar Hauser out +and letting him play on the bench. What a boon his society would +be--what a relief his antics while Mr. Lee droned through innumerable +"We pray Thees!" + +After I went back to bed I pursued these and other enchanting visions +into dreamland. The next day I took Caspar Hauser into the garden for +air and sunshine. His liveliness was something inconceivable by the +human imagination. He chased himself frantically around the cage, +regardless of my tender exhortations, until I began to fear that taming +was a more tedious process than I had supposed. I set the cage upon the +grass where the sun was hottest, withdrawing myself into the shade as +less in need of light and warmth, and read a volume of Berquin's +_Children's Friend_ in full sight of Caspar Hauser. Whenever I turned a +page I would stick my finger between the wires and chirrup encouragingly +to the captive, all with a single eye to getting him used to me. His +speed and staying powers were equally extraordinary, but I was cheered, +when the forenoon was spent and I picked up the cage to take him in, by +observing that he ran more deliberately and with occasional pauses. By +the time I got him upstairs he lay down for a nap. He was still +slumbering at my supper-time, and had not got his nap out when I went to +bed, nor yet when breakfast was eaten and lessons said, next morning. + +I had made up my mind by now that he was sick, and carried him into the +garden once more. I had read that wild creatures physic themselves if +allowed to seek such plants as instinct tells them are specifics for +their ailments. Lifting Caspar Hauser from his woolly bed, I stroked him +and called him by name. He was so tame by now that he did not struggle +upon my palm. Only the rise and fall of his furry sides showed that he +was alive. He was limp and helpless, and to me very lovable. I laid him +upon a strip of turf hot with the sunshine that had steeped it for five +hours. He had a liberal choice of healing herbs. Parsley, sage, mint, +tansy, peppergrass, catnip, and sweet marjoram, rue and bergamot and +balsam, flourished within a hundred lengths of his small body. While I +watched him he stretched himself as a baby at awakening, and began to +crawl weakly toward the tansy bed. To save him needless exertion I +pulled a handful of the yellow heads and offered them to his inquisitive +nose. Mam' Chloe had given me tansy tea for a bad cold last winter. It +tasted nasty, but I got well. Instinct had "indicated" tansy to Caspar +Hauser. He refused the panacea dumbly, and made, still feebly, for the +parsley patch. I let him go a yard or more, when, fearing lest he might +lose himself in the maze of luxuriant herbage, I dragged him tenderly +back by the tail to the hot turf. + +He had grown so tame that he never moved again. + +The funeral took place that afternoon. We buried him next to Musidora. I +had had enough of vaults, regarding them, with reason, as uncertain +places of sepulture for the presumably defunct. I had never heard, or +read, of cremation. I had had the misfortune to break my slate a few +days before, and the biggest fragment made a nice tombstone for Caspar +Hauser. With a nail and with infinite toil I produced a suitable +epitaph. + + HERE LIES + HIS AFLICTED + MISS M. BURWELL'S + FATHEFULL LIT + TLE FREND AN + D TAME PLA + YFELOW AND + SUFFERER + C. H. + +There was not room for the whole name, but, as I told my fellow-mourners +when I read the inscription to them, since we all knew it, the omission +was of no consequence. I could have wished that the slate had broken +straight, so that the inscription would have gone in better. However, +one cannot control circumstance when it takes the shape of a fracture. + +Within twenty-four hours after Caspar Hauser's decease he was succeeded +by Bay. His name in its entirety, was Baffin's Bay. The alliterative +unctuousness of the title pleased me, as Mary 'Liza pronounced it +smoothly in her geography lesson, the day on which Hamilcar, the +carriage driver, drove over a young "old hare" in the road, and knocked +one of the poor thing's eyes out. It was taken up for dead, but +presently began to kick, and the ownership reverted to me. It lived a +week, and for hours at a time was so nearly comfortable as to eat +sparingly of milk, lettuce, cabbage, and clover, with which I supplied +it lavishly twice a day. I likewise treated the wounded eye with +balsam-capeiva and balm of Gilead ointment, sovereign appliances for the +bruises and cut fingers of that generation. A lemon box, with slats +nailed across the front by faithful Barratier, was the hospital in which +I laid Bay up for repairs. Him, too, I carried daily into the garden, +for change of air. He condescended to approve of the parsley patch, +limping through it as gracefully as the long tape tied to his right hind +leg would allow. + +When, upon the third day of his residence in civilized quarters, he had +a convulsion in the very middle of the parsley patch, I thought it a +playful antic, and was amused and gratified thereat. The second time +this happened, James, the gardener, chanced to witness the performance +and informed me, brutally, that "that old hyar had throwed a fit, and +was boun' to die 'fore long. + +"That 'ar lick on de side o' de hade done de bizness fur him, sure. De +brain am injerred. Mighty easy thing fur to injer a Molly Cottontail's +brain. He ain't got much, an' hit lies close to de top o' de hade." + +For forty-eight hours before Bay died, the spasms were distressingly +frequent, but I would not have him killed. James might be wrong. Good +nursing and plenty of fresh air might bring my patient around. For fear +my parents might insist that he should be put out of his misery, I +removed the hospital to the playhouse, and gave him the range of the +place, forbidding the colored children to tell what was going on. His +agonies were nearly over when, in the distraction of anxiety, I took +Cousin Frank Morton into confidence. He had ridden over with a message +from Cousin Molly Belle. + +(Have I mentioned that they had been married for six months?) + +The message was to the effect that I must spend the day and night with +her. My mother gave ready consent. + +"Molly has been too pale for several days, and has little or no +appetite," she said, looking affectionately at me. "The change will do +her good, and there is no other place where she enjoys a visit more than +at your house. Molly! can't you thank Cousin Frank for taking the +trouble to come for you?" + +Strained by conflicting emotions, I fidgeted awkwardly about Cousin +Frank's chair, pinching the hem of my apron into folds, and shifting +from one foot to the other. + +"I want to go _dreadfully_!" I got out at length, almost ready to cry. +"_But_--Cousin Frank--wouldn't you like to look at Bay? He's an old hare +that I am taming." + +While speaking, I started for the door, and he came after me. My mother +exclaimed, provoked, yet laughing, that I was "getting more ridiculous +every day," but I knew my man, and did not stop. + +Bay was throwing a particularly hard fit when we got to him. His cries +had something humanlike in them that pierced ears and heart. + +"My dear child!" uttered the shocked visitor. "How long has this been +going on?" + +Upon hearing that the poor thing had never seemed really well from the +day he was hurt, and had been "going on like this for four days, +hand-running," he was quite angry--for him. + +"I wonder that your mother let you keep him when he was in this state," +he said seriously; and, seeing the tears I could not drive back, he sat +down on my chair and drew me up to him. "It would be better to kill the +poor creature, at once, dear. He can never be better." + +I begged him not to tell my mother about Bay's sickness. I had become +very fond of him, and he was so sweet and patient--and tame,--and I just +couldn't bear to have him killed. Whether he would have granted my +petition or not was not to be tested. While I was speaking, Bay uttered +a shrill scream, leaped up high in the air, and fell over on his back, +dead. + +We hurried on the funeral that I might go home with Cousin Frank that +evening. I pulled up the tombstone from the head of Caspar Hauser's +grave and made an epitaph on the other side for Bay. There might not be +another slate broken in the family for months. At the present rate of +mortality among my pensioners, it behooved me to be economical. I had +not time to indite such an elaborate testimonial to the worth of the +deceased as graced Caspar Hauser's last resting-place. Yet I thought +the tribute not amiss, and the drop into poetry elated me and +electrified my audience. The lines were engraved perpendicularly upon +the slate to give the rhyme effective room:-- + + "Alas! and Alack A DAY! + Poor Litle BAFFINS BAY!" + +My visit lasted three days instead of one and a half. I brought back +with me something worthy of the pride that swelled my happy heart to +aching. One of Cousin Frank's men had taken two young hares alive, and +given them to his mistress a week ago, and she and Cousin Frank had +arranged a pleasant surprise for me. Before I had been in the house an +hour I was taken to the dining room to see the dear little things +already housed in a cage, made by the plantation carpenter. None of your +lemon-box makeshifts, but a strong case in the shape of a cottage, of +planed wood, painted white on the outside. There were two rooms in it +with a round door in the dividing wall. One was half full of soft, +sweet-smelling hay for Darby and Joan to sleep upon. Their names were +ready-made, too. The other room was a parlor where they were to eat and +to live in the daytime. Broad leather straps by which the box could be +carried were made to look like chimneys. + +The whole family collected to admire my treasures when I got home, and +Mary 'Liza was so much interested in Darby and Joan that she brought up +her cats, Cinderella and Preciosa, to be introduced and make friends +with "their new cousins"--so she said. Cinderella was black-and-white, +Preciosa yellow-and-white, very large, and with long fur as soft and +fine as raw silk. Mary 'Liza put them down close to the cottage. + +"You must be very good and never hurt either of the beautiful hares--you +hear?" she said, and we all looked on to see what they would do. + +Bless your soul! they walked once around the cottage in a lazy, +indifferent, supercilious way, hardly glancing at their "new cousins," +then Preciosa yawned, tiptoed back to her place on the rug, doubled her +toes in under her, and half closed her "greenery-yallery" eyes in real, +or simulated slumber. Cinderella purred about her mistress until she +seated herself again to work upon her seventh chemise, then jumped up +into her lap and composed herself to slumber. + +After that, I had no fear that the well-fed, pampered creatures would +molest my pets. Everybody sympathized in my good fortune. The weather +was intensely warm, and Uncle Ike's own august hands rigged up a shelf +against the garden fence, making what I called a "situation" for my +cottage. Not even Argus could get at them there, had he been evilly +disposed, and he had excellent principles for a puppy. Darby and Joan +nibbled lettuce and cabbage from my fingers inside of three days, and if +they were in the bedroom when I approached their dwelling, would bustle +out to see if it were milk, or greens, or, maybe, clover blossoms that I +had for them. + +The happy, happy days went by, and I announced to my father one evening +as we sat at supper that I really "began to believe the curse was lifted +from my pets." + +"The curse! Mary Hobson Burwell! what a word!" cried my mother. + +My father held up his hand. + +"One moment, if you please, mother! Explain yourself, Molly!" + +"I mean," answered I, bravely, "that it used to seem as if a wicked +fairy had cursed a curse upon anything I took a fancy to. Like the girl +in the song, and her tree and flower, and dear gazelle, you know. But +Darby and Joan make me hope--" + +The words were blasted upon my tongue by a terrible scream. + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter X + +Circumstantial Evidence + + +[Illustration] + +The garden gate was close to the dining-room windows, and the windows +were not high above the ground. I rushed for the nearest. The moon was +bright, and I was in time to see three cats jump down from the shelf on +which the cottage was "situated," and dart away in as many different +directions. One ran close along the wall of the house, and I recognized +Preciosa. Hurling myself over the window-sill, I was the first of our +startled party to reach the scene of the tragedy. + +The attack had been made from the three exposed sides of the cottage, +the cats thrusting their claws between the bars and dragging my +darlings up against these. + +My father opened the cottage door and took out the mangled, palpitating +bodies. + +"Oh, father!" I shrieked. "Are they killed?" + +"Yes, my daughter." + +Then I went crazy. So raging and raving crazy that when I came partially +to my senses, I did not recollect what I had been saying or doing since +I heard the awful truth. I had been removed from the dark and bloody +ground in some way and by somebody, for I was lying on my mother's bed. +The consciousness of where I was had in it some drops of the oil of +consolation. Next to the close embrace of the mother's arms there is no +other resting-place on earth that so aptly typifies the safety and +healing grace of Heaven to the child of whatever age, as Mother's Bed. + +In our house, to be laid upon that miracle of elastic fluffiness was to +become, in fancy, a blessèd ghost, cradled upon a cloud. The sick +child, the hurt child, the repentant child--were received into that holy +asylum without other certificate than his or her need. + +Finding myself there made me feel that there might still be something +worth living for, and to care for. My mother was by me and her arm was +under my head; my father stood at the foot of the bed, kind and +compassionate; Mam' Chloe was putting a bottle of hot water to my feet, +and there was a strong smell of cologne in the air. I was very weak; my +head felt queer and light, and although I was not crying, something +seemed to grab me inside and shake me every little while--a short, sharp +shake that made me gasp. Before I could open my eyes I heard my mother's +voice say:-- + +"I wish the dear child did not take things so much to heart. It will +bring her a great deal of sorrow in her future life." + +Ah, blessèd mother of mine! for so many years beyond the sight and +hearing of the vicissitudes of that life, then new and all +untried--yours was but a partial prophecy. Against the sorrows born of +"taking things so much to heart," I set a wealth of joy and beauty and +love that have been made mine own by the same nature and habit. + +What she said or meant was little to me at that moment, for as I blinked +confusedly about me, I saw Mary 'Liza, neat and upright, in her own +especial chair by the window, and Preciosa was on her lap. + +An electric bolt quivered through me. I started up and pointed at the +placid pair, my hand shaking like a leaf, my voice thick with +spluttering wrath:-- + +"_She_ did it! I want her killed." + +"Dear child, lie down, don't talk, you are dreaming," cooed my mother, +trying to force me gently down to the pillow. + +I put her aside, and tried to form articulate words. + +"_That, cat, did, it!_ I saw her. I'll kill her! Let me get up." + +My father came to my mother's help. + +"Take the cat out of the room, Mary Eliza," he ordered calmly. And to +me--"Now, Molly, we will hear what you have to say." + +He heard and weighed the evidence before I was put to bed in my own +room. My head still went around queerly when I raised it, but my mind +was clear. He sat by me and stroked my hand gently while he got my +testimony. His kindness to his orphaned niece was unfailing, but he +seldom caressed her, and nobody ever romped with her. He listened to my +story first, and as patiently as if he were not to hear any other. + +I was hotly positive that the big cat I had seen jump from the shelf and +dash by the window so close to me that I could have touched her by +leaning over the sill, was Preciosa. There was no other cat of her size +and color on the plantation. Beyond this conviction the prosecution had +not a scrap of testimony to offer. On the side of the accused were the +record of a blameless life; the lack of motive, inasmuch as the accused +was fed abundantly with daily bread far more convenient for her than the +raw flesh she had never desired before,--and, as a "clincher," an alibi +was set up by Preciosa's mistress, who, coming into the chamber a few +minutes after the disaster, had found the cat sleeping upon the rug just +as she had left her when the supper bell rang,--and with never a speck +of blood on her paws and fur. + +"She had licked it off, then!" I stormed. "I tell you I did see her! I +did! I _did_! I DID! Father! you know I wouldn't tell a story about +it--don't you?" + +"I believe that you think you saw her, my daughter. We all believe that. +But you may have been mistaken. You were very much excited, and the cat +ran fast, and it was in the night, recollect, and the moon is not as +bright as the day. Altogether, we must take it for granted that Preciosa +is not guilty, and keep a sharp lookout for the strange cat that did +the mischief." + +"It was Preciosa--hateful old thing!" I insisted, angry and sullen. "She +ought to be killed!" + +My father arose with decision that showed the case was concluded. + +"Mother! you will see that our little daughter does not talk any more +about this to-night? She will, I hope, feel differently in the morning." + +I did not. In saying my prayers at bedtime I pointedly omitted--"Forgive +us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us." I did +not mean to forgive Preciosa. Furthermore, I was not at peace with her +mistress and advocate. The more I mused, the hotter the fire burned, +until I was ready to convict my father of injustice, and my mother of +rank favoritism for the alien. I sulked violently at breakfast, and as I +was not reproved, grew so stubborn and disrespectful over my lessons +that I was sent to my room to stay there until dinner was ready. The +term of banishment had still an hour to run, and I was leaning, listless +and wretched, out of the window when Mam' Chloe and Uncle Ike met in the +yard directly beneath, and part of the low dialogue reached me. + +"Ef I could onct ketch that Precious-O-sir in some o' her tricks, you'd +see the fur fly,--mind!" said the butler. + +"I suttinly is mighty sorry for po' Miss Molly," answered his wife. +"Looks-if hur heart is pretty nigh broke. It's right down pitiful to see +how much sto' she sot by them young old hyars. You mus' see ef you can't +get her some mo'." + +I dropped my head on the window-sill and cried out the tears that +scalded my lids at the unexpected touch of sympathy. Then I fell to +thinking and with a purpose. + +I went down to dinner with a tolerably composed countenance, a good +appetite, and a well-digested scheme of vengeance in my mind. Uncle Ike +was my only co-conspirator. I think I can see him now as he rolled back +against the garden fence to laugh as I unfolded my design. + +"Ef you ain't the _beater_!" he chuckled, his pepper-and-salt poll +tilted to one shoulder, and eyeing me with undisguised admiration. "An' +you say nobody ain' put it into your hade?" + +"I haven't said a word about it to anybody else, Uncle Ike. You'll help +me,--won't you?" + +He doubled himself up like a dyspeptic jack-knife, the ingenuity of the +plot gaining upon his imagination. + +I pressed my advantage:-- + +"And don't tell Mam' Chloe--please! She'll think it is cruel. But it +isn't. It's just only justice. And it can't bring _them_ back." + +I clenched my fists, and my eyes filled. + +"That's so, Miss Molly, that's so," sobering instantly. "It is mighty +hard on you--powerful hard." + +"And, Uncle Ike,"--hurrying to get it out lest my voice should +fail,--"please don't let anybody give me any more old hares, or any +'live things to keep. They'll just die, or be murdered by other folks' +cats--or something. It's no use making myself happy for a little while +just to be sorry for ever and ever so long afterward." + +With which epigram I ran away, afraid to try to utter another word. + +That evening we were all on the front porch. The air was breezeless, the +moon as yellow as brass through sultry fogs. My mother, in a white +dress, lay back in her rocking-chair and fanned herself languidly. My +father smoked his Powhatan pipe upon the steps, leaning against one +pillar of the roof. Mary 'Liza in pale-blue lawn, occupied the other end +of the step. Her hands were in her lap. Cinderella dozed upon a fold of +her skirt. Dorinda had been undressed and rocked to sleep at sunset. +Preciosa had gone upstairs at the same time. I saw her lying upon the +foot of our bed after supper, her eyes narrowed to slender slits with +sleep or slyness. I had a shrewd impression that if I were to go +upstairs now I should not find her in the same place. Instead of +verifying the surmise in this way I stole noiselessly out of the family +group, sauntering along carelessly until I turned the corner of the +house, after which I ran like a lapwing to the garden gate, the +rendezvous agreed upon between Uncle Ike and myself. + +He was there with the various "properties" I had ordered. + +_Imprimis_, a big dish-pan; _second_, a monstrous black pot from which +steam arose into the hot night; _third_, a stout twine, to one end of +which was attached a brick; a lump of raw liver dangled at the other. By +my directions the pan was balanced upon the shelf where the cottage had +stood, so that a slight pull would overset it, the brick was laid in the +bottom, the string with the liver attachment hanging over the side. +Lastly, Uncle Ike mounted upon the stool I was wont to use when I +visited my murdered dears, and filled the pan from the pot. All being +ready, we conspirators withdrew to the unlighted dining room, and +stationed ourselves at a window. + +Our watch was not tedious. I was the first to discern a moving speck in +the dim vista of the walk leading from the gate far down the garden. It +enlarged and assumed a definite form, slowly. Evidently it was a scout, +and the advance a reconnoissance. Feline artifice was in every line and +motion. A ray of misty moonlight lay athwart the entrance to the garden. +The gate was propped open. As the cat crossed it, we recognized a wily +and wicked old Tom from the stable, a disreputable plebeian prowler, +never tolerated in the house grounds. I hardly smothered an ejaculation +as dainty Preciosa glided into the illuminated area and took part in the +furtive inspection of the preparations made for the reception of last +night's marauders. A third, and yet a fourth, miscreant joined the +first two, and heads were laid together in a council of war. + +The liver hung high. Tom rose upon his hind feet, clawed the air +futilely and came down sheepishly upon all fours. Next, a small, nimble +black cat jumped and fell short of the bait. Uncle Ike snickered, and I +drew in my breath excitedly, as the pampered exquisite, My Lady +Preciosa, tripped mincingly into the open. The moon shone out obligingly +to let us see her fall into position, her head upraised toward the +tempting morsel--(pig's liver, and none too fresh at that)--her +crouching body thrown well back upon the haunches, her tail, enlarged to +double the usual size, waving sinuously from side to side in leisurely +calculation of distance and chances. Suddenly she launched her supple +body into space like a catapult, caught the meat between her claws, +swung in the air for a victorious half-second--and then, the deluge! + +A chorus of screeches, a frantic stampede in all directions, and the +arena was clear of all except the home-made infernal machine,--the empty +dish-pan upside down on the ground, the brick, the string, and the raw +meat lying under it. + +The caterwauling, Uncle Ike's "ky-yi!" and my scream of laughter, +brought the porch-party to the spot. By previous agreement neither of us +mentioned Preciosa's name. I had to pinch myself violently to contain +the unseemly mirth bottled up in my wicked soul when Mary 'Liza was "so +glad the horrible creatures were punished," and "hoped" gently "that +Molly was convinced, now, that poor, dear Preciosa was innocent." + +"By the way, where _is_ Preciosa?" asked my father. + +"She seemed so sleepy that I gave her her supper, and put her to bed, +when I took Dorinda upstairs," said her surety. + +Perhaps my father partly interpreted the gleam in my eyes and the +quivering muscles about my uncontrollable mouth, for he glanced keenly +at me and made as if he would let the inquiry drop. Not so my mother. +She bade Mary 'Liza run upstairs and make sure that Preciosa was there. + +"I want my dear little girl to be entirely satisfied that her cousin was +right, and that she did the cat an injustice," she said with judicial +mildness. + +Preciosa was not in our room, and she stayed out all night, greatly to +her owner's alarm and distress. Her habits were so regular, her +deportment was always so impeccable that the circumstance assumed the +proportions of an Event by breakfast time. My mother was anxious, Mary +'Liza sorrowful, and my father shook his head more gravely than the +occasion seemed to warrant. + +"Molly may not have been so far wrong after all," he observed to my +mother, "in spite of the array of circumstantial evidence against her." + +My mother was unconvinced. + +"Previous good behavior should count for much in such a case," she +urged. "And our little Molly is too apt to jump at conclusions. We +cannot be too careful how we accuse others of sins which they may never +have committed." + +I understood what they said perfectly. They never talked down to us. +That was one reason we were called "old-fashioned" and "precocious" by +people who had one set of words for their own use, and another for +children. My parents considered, and I think rightly, that the best and +most correct forms of speech should be taught to mere infants, that it +is as easy to train a child to be grammatical as to let it lapse into +all sorts of slovenly inaccuracies that must be unlearned at school, and +in society. So, when they talked of "circumstantial evidence" I had a +fair inkling of what the phrase conveyed. Preciosa was upon trial for +misdemeanor, and I for backbiting. + +I ate away industriously to keep from "answering back,"--a cardinal +offence in nursery government. Mary 'Liza had no appetite, but she, +also, remained silent, and there was moisture under her eyelids. + +"We will suspend judgment--" began my father, and interrupted himself to +ask--"What _have_ you got there, Ike?" + +The butler grinned from ear to ear, and broke into uncontrollable +cachinnations in depositing his burden upon the floor. + +"One of the stable-boys foun' it in the lof', suh." + +He could say no more, and would not have been heard had he gone on, for +my father roared, my mother fairly shrieked with laughter, and I went +into hysterics, while Mam' Chloe and Gilbert joined in the general +racket from the doorway. + +An abject nondescript cringed at Mary 'Liza's feet, whimpering +piteously. The devil's broth concocted by Uncle Ike, according to my +receipt, was warm starch, made blue with indigo. A few red peppers were +boiled in it to dissuade the cats from licking it off before it could +dry. It adhered to every individual hair of Preciosa's body. She looked +like an azure porcupine. I had thought, at first, of using soot as +coloring matter, but the thought of the blue appealed to my sense of the +congruous ridiculous. I was more than content with the result. Why a +blue cat should be more mirth-provoking than a yellow may not be +explicable, but the fact remains. Even Mary 'Liza shrank from contact +with the absurd object, and the moisture condensed into falling drops. + +"Oh, Aunt Mary! do you think it _can_ be Preciosa? It looks like +a--_monster_!" + +With tears running down his cheeks, and his sides shaking with gusts of +merriment, my father took me upon his knee, and gave me the funniest +kiss I ever had--a jerky kiss, as if a bee had bobbed against my mouth. + +"You'll be the death of me yet, child!" And after another series of +side-shakings--"So much for circumstantial evidence!" + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter XI + +Frankenstein + + +The morning was biting cold. A northwest wind had been busy for hours +sweeping and dusting the sky until, now that it was resting from its +labors, the blue vault was as clean and bright as our mahogany +dining-table after Uncle Ike had polished it with beeswax and rosin. + +At the breakfast-table the butter splintered off under the knife, and +the milk was frozen so hard that Mary 'Liza and I sugared it and made +believe it was ice-cream. When Gilbert, the under dining-room servant, +brought in the buckwheat cakes and waffles from the kitchen, he had to +cover them with a hot plate, and then run as hard as he could go across +the yard to the house, to keep them from chilling on the way. + +There are no buckwheat cakes nowadays, like those that Aunt 'Ritta +made--glossy brown, all of a size, and porous as a sponge. It was great +fun to butter them, and then press them with the flat of a knife-blade, +to see spurts and spouts rise from the surface like so many hot oil +geysers. + +That was the morning when I made the eight-cakes-and-one-sausage speech +that passed into a family proverb. The night before I had thrown a +candle-end, four inches long, into the fire, and my mother had told me +it was a Christian duty to be economical, defining the word for me. +Bent, as usual, upon practising what I learned, I divided my sausage +into eight bits, and ate one with each cake. + +Cousin Molly Belle and Cousin Frank Morton had stayed all night with us, +and the talk at table was so lively that nobody noticed what I was +about. We were not allowed to chatter during meals when others than the +family were present, or, indeed, at any other time if grown people were +talking, until invited by them to take part in the conversation. So I +waited for a lull in the chat to say aside to my mother at whose left +hand I sat:-- + +"Mother! I have made one sausage do for eight buckwheat cakes. Wasn't +that economical?" + +Even Cousin Molly Belle laughed, the "aside" being more audible than I +meant to have it. True, she hugged me the next minute, her chair being +next to mine on the other side, but her eyes were lively with amusement, +and I saw that she was ready to break out again. + +My poor dainty mother actually blushed. It was not fashionable then for +ladies, and little girls who were going to be ladies, to have hearty +appetites. School-girls were instructed that no well-bred young lady +ever ate more than two biscuits at breakfast or supper, and one was more +refined than two. The pinion of a partridge sufficed the Lydia Languish +of that day for the meat course of a dinner, and to be hungry was to be +coarse. My mother was a sensible matron who did not lean to extreme +views on any subject, but she did not rise superior to a mortification +such as this. When she said distressfully:-- + +"Molly! Eight cakes! I am ashamed that you should be so greedy!" I +comprehended that my offence was rank, and that not her taste alone, but +her sensibilities, suffered. + +I got hot all over, as was my custom when self-convicted of sin, and sat +abashed, appetite and spirits put to flight together. + +My father pulled his face straight. + +"Never mind this time, mother! Better pay meat bills than doctor's +bills. And, on a cold day, a restless little body like hers needs a +great deal of carbon to keep the fires going. Eight buckwheat cakes and +a thumping big sausage represent just so much animal heat." + +By and by, when I got a chance to speak to him alone, I asked him what +carbon was, and what he meant by the fires and animal heat. He was at +work at his table in "the office" in the yard, the Mortons having gone +home, but he put down his pen and talked to me for quite a while upon +nutrition and food values. He did not use those terms. They had not come +into vogue even with medical men and writers upon anatomy. Still, his +simple lecture made me comprehend that what I ate kept me alive and warm +and active, and how certain kinds of food made blood, and others, +muscle, and others were of little or no use in keeping up animal heat, +without which there could be no life. + +I asked him if we could keep a dead thing warm if it would come to life +again. I was thinking of all my dead pets. It was pathetic,--the +familiarity of a seven-year-old with death and dissolution,--but of this +I was not aware. + +He answered very gravely:-- + +"We cannot keep dead things warm, daughter. When animal heat goes, life +goes." + +"And when animal heat comes, does life come?" I queried. "Is that what +makes things alive?" + +"Yes, dear. I have not time to explain it to you now. I am very busy. +Some other time we will talk more about it." + +I carried a spandy new idea, and a stirring, into the garden with me at +noon, as a chicken runs away to a corner with a crumb. The sun shone +brightly, and I easily kept comfortable by skipping up and down a long +walk, bordered on the northern side by an arbor-vitæ hedge. I did not +know that resinous evergreens really give out warmth, but I had found +out, for myself, that this was the warmest nook of the grounds in +winter, and haunted it exceedingly. + +"When animal heat comes, life comes," I repeated aloud, in dancing +along. + +The sentence sounded important, and pleased my ears. Presently, I would +set about getting all the meaning I could extract from it, and +experiment upon my acquisition. All my mental currency went into active +circulation. + +An odd-looking thing lay in the middle of the path, that was not there +when I came down awhile ago. I thought, at the first glance, that it was +a hedgehog. I had seen pictures of the animal, and knew that when hunted +so closely that it cannot escape it rolls itself into a prickly ball. +This queer object was an oblong roll, about six inches in length and two +inches thick, and covered with very coarse brown fur or wool. I picked +it up. It was very cold. Then it could not be alive. It was light as a +puffball. Then it was empty. For the rest it was a puzzle. I ran with it +to Mam' Chloe, who was getting Bud to sleep in my mother's chamber. + +She cast a look at my "find," and sniffed impatiently. + +"Always huntin' and foolin' long some trash or nuther! Fetchin' er ole +dade sunflower in ter show me when I'm doin' my bes' ter git this +blessèd sugar-plum pie to sleep so's I ken git to my mendin'. Go 'long, +Miss Molly!" + +I was used to her moods, clement and adverse, and I stood my ground. + +"Are you _sure_ it's a sunflower, mammy?" + +"What you take me fur, chile? Don' I know a sunflower that's run ter +seed las' summer, an' is empty an' dade as Furious [Pharaoh] now? I got +no time to steddy 'bout sech foolishness." + +I walked off,--not crestfallen, but blithe. One word had shunted my +ideas upon a new track. She called this nondescript--which might, or +might not, be the dried and warped disk of a sunflower that had cast its +seeds--"dead." What should hinder me from making it alive? It looked +like a hedgehog, or some other animal. It _should_ be an animal! Food of +the right kind, and plenty of heat, were all it needed. + +"Carbon and animal heat!" uttered I, consequentially, swelling with the +prospective joy of creation. + +Already I foresaw, in imagination, the tremor of the coming breath +running through the uncouth body that would then put out, from +mysterious hiding-places, head and limbs and tail, as buds unfold into +flowers. I would confide to nobody what I was going to undertake. But I +would do it! I would keep up animal heat, hour after hour, day after +day, until my--Creature--breathed and moved and grew! + +Without delay I hied me to the kitchen, and begged a cold sausage and a +pone of corn-bread from Aunt 'Ritta. She made no objection beyond asking +why I "wanted sassage 'n' corn-bread in de middle o' de mawnin', 'stead +o' piece o' cake, or somethin' sweet." + +"Because the weather is so cold," I replied briefly, and got what I +wished with a grunt of "Dat's so, honey!" Negroes are constitutionally +averse to winter and cold, and recognize, without knowing why, the +carboniferous properties of pork and pone. I bore my treasures off to +the dining room, shut the door, and began my experiment in the hottest +flare of the fireshine. + +[Illustration: MOLLY'S EXPERIMENT. + +"I hied me to the kitchen and begged a cold sausage and a pone of +corn-bread from Aunt 'Ritta."] + +The sunflower disk was a curiosity to me. It had curled inward upon +itself, leaving a considerable cavity within. I stuffed this with the +bread and sausage, crumbled fine, ruminating, the while, upon the +probability that the sausage and cakes I had devoured presented the like +appearance by the time they reached my stomach. When the variegated and +viscid compound was tucked away, I wound a soft string about the disk to +keep it in shape, and enveloped it, first in raw cotton, then in a bit +of red flannel. In my uncertainty as to which end would bourgeon into a +head, and from which would be evolved the tail, I left both ends open +that IT might be able to breathe when breath came. Lastly, I secreted it +under my cricket. It was what was known as "a box cricket," and the +enclosing sides came to within three inches of the floor. It stood at +the warmest corner of the hearth, and I was well-nigh roasted by the +time I had sat upon it long enough to read the chapter in _Sandford and +Merton_ that tells of poor soft Tommy's choice of the shorter end of +the pole on which the load was hung, as likely to be the lighter. I +guessed that it was now time for me to expect to hear the birth-cry of +my Creature, or at least to detect some thrill of life. Lifting a corner +of the mufflings, I insinuated a tentative finger. + +IT was warm! And before I withdrew my finger from the rough brown coat I +was confident that I felt a throb like a pulse heave ITS sides. It is +not an exaggeration to say that I was faint with excitement as I +replaced the wrappings. I had never heard of Pygmalion and his statue. +It was thirty years thereafter before I read Mary Shelley's +_Frankenstein_. When I did read it I could not fail to recall the +picture of the country-bred child, palpitating with awed delight in the +belief that she had wrested Something from Nothing. Youth alone is +absolutely fearless. The presumption of ignorance is akin to sublimity. + +I sat down again to ecstatic dreamings. IT would be all my own when IT +was made--a pet so much better worth the having and holding than any +that had preceded it in my affections, that I thought of them--even of +the ever-lamented Darby and Joan--with compassionate contempt. I +pictured to myself the astonishment of the household, white and colored, +in beholding the miracle; the sensation in the neighborhood and county +when the news of what had come to pass was bruited abroad. From the +outermost border of Powhatan, from Chesterfield, and mayhap from over +the river separating Powhatan from Goochland, people would flock to see +me and wonder. Grown-uppers, who had never heard my name until now, +would tell other strangers what Mary Hobson Burwell, aged seven, had +done. I should be CELEBRATED! + +I sat and roasted, shifting my position occasionally that another side +might get "done," and seemed to pore over my book until dinner was +ready. + +"You are eating next to nothing, Molly," remarked my mother, casually, +during the meal. "Have you been to see 'Ritta since breakfast?" + +"Yes, ma'am," I answered meekly; and she did not observe that I colored +uneasily. + +Back to my watch I went when the table was cleared, and the others had +quitted the room. Uncle Ike replenished the fire, and commended my good +sense in "huggin' the chimbley-corner in sech cole weather," before he +left me to solitude, to _Sandford and Merton_, and to "Frank." I had +resolved to name him for my dear cousin-in-law. When I came to read +_Frankenstein_ I marvelled at the coincidence. Frank continued warm, as +I ascertained by quarter-hourly pokes, but he did not stir. I must be +patient. Precious things were slow of growth. + +Full as my mind and heart were of thoughts and hopes too big for +expression, my behavior was so nearly normal that no troublesome +questions were propounded. I had no difficulty in keeping my secret. +Imaginative children have more secrets to guard than adults ever think +of harboring. + +I took Frank to bed with me, smuggling him under my pillow, and going to +sleep with my hand on him. He was getting warmer every hour. + +At midnight a cry--a series of cries--aroused the slumbering household, +and drew my father and mother to my room. I had been awakened from sleep +too sound for dreams by the bite of sharp teeth upon the thick of my +thumb. Even the certainty that Frank had evolved a mouth, and that it +was in good working order, could not cheat me into forgetfulness of the +terror and pain of that awakening. I jerked my hand from under the +pillow and shook Something off upon the floor. I heard it fall, and I +heard it run. Frankenstein could not have conceived more intense horror +and loathing for his foul, misshapen offspring than overpowered me at +that terrible instant. The light in my father's hand showed blood +streaming from my thumb and dripping upon the coverlet. + +"A mouse, or maybe a young rat, has bitten her," my mother pronounced +without hesitation. "And no wonder! See how greasy her hand is! Faugh! +How very careless in Chloe to put the child to bed in such a state! Be +quiet, Molly! This should be a lesson to you not to go to bed again +without washing your hands. You are old enough to think of such things +for yourself. My dear child, can't you stop crying? It is not like you +to make so much noise over a little hurt." + +"She is frightened out of her senses," said my father. "And you must +admit that it was rather startling to be aroused by feeling a mouse's +teeth nibbling at her hand." + +I clung to his neck, shivering with fright and cold. My sobs were +uncontrollable. + +"It wasn't a mo-use!" I got out, presently. "Nor a ra-at, either!" + +"Not a mouse or a rat! How do you know? Did you see it?" + +"It was _Fra-a-nk_!" I gulped. "Oh! I'm afraid to stay here! He is in +the room somewhere! He will come after me again!" + +The scene was ended by my going in my father's arms to my mother's bed +for the rest of the night. My mother stayed upstairs with Mary 'Liza. + +"But I did not sleep well," was her grieved report at breakfast. "The +pillows smelled horribly of sausage, I suppose because Molly's hands +were so greasy. Marthy! see that the pillow-cases are changed this +morning." + +Before Marthy got upstairs, I mustered and dragooned sufficient courage +to enable me to visit the room. Still trembling and full of loathing at +what I must see, I turned over the pillow. The red flannel was +there--and the raw cotton--and inside of all, IT--Frank no longer--as +cold as a stone! + +I took it up with the tongs and threw it out of the window--and said +never a word about it to anybody. + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter XII + +My Prize Beet + + +[Illustration] + +I had been seven years old for so long that I alluded to myself +habitually as "almost eight." We had our governess now, Miss Davidson, a +handsome, amiable, and somewhat sentimental Bostonian recommended by a +Richmond friend of my father. Four other girls studied with us. Two of +them, Paulina and Sarah Hobson, were our second cousins. They stayed at +our house from Monday morning until Friday evening, going home for +Sunday, unless the weather were bad. Madeline and Rosa Pemberton were +day scholars, the Pemberton plantation adjoining ours. + +I was the youngest of the six, and while I fancy that I was rather a +favorite with Miss Davidson, I endured much from the girls on account of +my inferiority in age, as well as because of my "old-fashioned, +conceited ways." That was one reason I spoke of being almost eight. I +was trying to grow up to what they complained of as "getting above" +myself. + +The frank brutality of school children of both sexes, as contrasted with +the unselfish forbearance (or the show of it) and the suave courtesy of +well-bred men and women, is an instructive study in the evolution of +ethics. The youngest boy or girl in class or college is the weakest wolf +in the pack, the under dog in the fight. I had all of a little girl's +natural desire for new playfellows and the dreamer's passion for more +material for castle-building. The prospect of "the school" was +ravishing. I constructed scenes and rehearsed conversations, with the +cast of coming actors, until the quartette must have been super-or +sub-human, had they come up to one tithe of my requirements. + +In plain and very homely fact, they were four commonplace, provincial +girls of average natural intelligence, in age varying from twelve to +fourteen. They studied because they would be called upon to recite, and +recited fairly well for fear of reproof and bad marks should they be +derelict. Out of school, books and bookish thoughts were cast to the +four winds of heaven. Their talk was cheery chatter, as brainless as the +rattle of grasshoppers in the summer grass. + +Mary 'Liza towered above them in scholastic attainments, although the +junior of the youngest of them, keeping at the head of every class with +unostentatious ease. I am afraid that I may have done my orphaned cousin +seeming injustice in former chapters of this autobiography. Her temper +was even, and her nature was finer than her prim, priggish ways would +have led the casual acquaintance to suppose. She was +ultra-conscientious, and naturally so exemplary that her good behavior +was a snare. She could not sympathize with my temptations to naughtiness +and many falls from good-girlhood. I mention this to introduce what was +a surprise to me at the time. She never joined in the persecutions of me +that were the labor and the pastime of the other girls. It would have +been asking too much to expect her to champion me openly. I was +affectionately grateful to her for holding herself aloof when baiting me +was the amusement of the hour. + +My mother had lamented that I took life so much to heart. It took itself +to my heart now, uninvited. I was headstrong and headlong, hot in love, +and honest in hatred; with a brain full of absurd fancies, all of which +were beloved by their author. I had browsed at will in my father's +library, poring by the hour over books twenty years too old for me, yet, +by mental cuticular absorption, taking in and assimilating much that +contributed to the formation of taste and character. My familiar use of +language that sounded pedantic because I got it from books, my frequent +references to characters I had known in print, were gibberish and +vanity of vanities to my new associates. My very plays were +unintelligible to girls who had never heard of William Wallace, and +Robert Bruce, and Thaddeus of Warsaw, or read, on Sunday afternoons, of +Tobias and the Angel, Judith and Holofernes, and Christiana and her +children. + +Not one of the four had an intellectual ambition. Mary 'Liza's +scholarship did not excite their envy because she was quiet and +inoffensive. Proficiency in her studies was "one of her ways." I was +talkative and aggressive, and needed taking down. They set themselves +systematically about the performance of the duty. The work was done +deftly and discreetly, out of the sight and hearing of our elders. Young +and raw as I was, I was too wise to tell tales on them. By the time I +was four years old that lesson was rubbed into my consciousness by the +gruesome rhyme:-- + + "Tell-tale tit! + Your tongue shall be slit, + And every dog in our town + Shall have a little bit!" + +This apparently tedious preamble yet leads by an air-line to the first +Agricultural Fair ever held at Powhatan Court House. The date was +October fifteenth, and all the gentlemen and ladies in the county were +entreated to send exhibits of plantation products and feminine +handiwork. Enthusiasm ran from homestead to homestead with the speed and +heat of a March fire in pine woods. Cattle, tobacco, grain, vegetables, +fruit, flowers, bedquilts, poultry, bees, knitting, +embroideries,--nothing was talked of but the finest specimens of these +that would be "in strong and beauteous order ranged," upon the important +day. + +Madeline Pemberton had "done" a chair-cover in cross-stitch that her +mother said ought to get the first prize, and was dead sure to take the +third; Mary 'Liza was knitting a pair of shell-pattern, openwork +stockings as fine as a cobweb, in which there would not be a knot or a +dropped stitch, and Paulina Hobson was putting her eyes out over a +linen-cambric handkerchief under Miss Davidson's direction. Fine sewing +and embroidery were taught by governesses then. Sarah Hobson had pieced +a crib quilt containing one thousand and twelve tiny squares. I was +supposed to be left out in the cold. I would not knit, and to sew I was +ashamed because I did it so badly. Nobody paid any attention to me when +comparing notes and queries touching the great show. + +Yet I nursed an ambition of my own to which no one was privy except +Spotswoode, a gray-headed, and proverbially taciturn field-hand, without +whose knowledge and coöperation the purpose could not have been carried +out. + +Wandering, one July afternoon, on the outskirts of a corn-field--the +same in which I once lost Musidora--I happened upon a "volunteer" +mangel-wurzel beet that had sprung up in a fence corner, a quarter of a +mile away from any of its kindred. Attracted by the beauty of the +translucent, red-veined leaves, I called to Spotswoode who was ploughing +between the corn rows, and asked him what it was. Adopting the waif, +then and there, I dug what I called "my little garden" about it, +Spotswoode tugging up the stoutest roots and clearing out the +wire-grass. With an occasional hand's turn and toss from him I +cultivated the vagrant into extraordinary size and vigor. Not a day +passed in which I did not visit it. Not a blade of grass or a weed was +allowed to invade the charmed circle, and many a spadeful of fresh +mould, black with fatness, was worked about the swelling tuber by my +kind field-hand. He knew that it was to be sent to the Fair in the +fulness of time, and believed with me that "not another beet there could +hold a candle to it." + +As the air thickened and heated with rumors of the prodigies to be +revealed on the fifteenth to the lasting honor of Old Powhatan, it was +harder and harder to keep what I knew to myself. I had purposed not to +reveal the secret until my father's wagons were in loading with other +mammoth esculents and his finest corn and tobacco. Then--so ran the +programme--I would march up, bearing my beet with me. It was to be dug +up and cleaned by Spotswoode on the evening of the fourteenth, and kept +safely in hiding for me. I could depend upon his literal obedience, +albeit he never had an original idea. + +Temptation befell, and overcame me, on the afternoon of October +thirteenth, a date I was not likely, thenceforward, to forget. All six +of us girls were gathered in the porch, listening to, and relating, +stories of what this one had raised, and that one had made. Mr. +Pemberton had a seven-hundred-pound pig, and Mr. Hobson a rooster more +beautiful than a bird of Paradise. The syrup of Mrs. Hobson's preserves +was as clear as spring water, and Mrs. Pemberton's water melon-rind +sweetmeats had as good as taken the prize. + +Paulina Hobson sat on the top step of the porch. She was very fair, and +her hair was nearly as white as her skin. She was fourteen years old, +and wore a grass-green lawn frock. Her eyes were of a paler green, she +had a nasty laugh, and her teeth were not good. + +"Isn't it nice that all five of us are going to send something?" she +said complacently. "You know that nobody but exhibitors can go into the +tent for the first hour--from eleven to twelve--so's they can see +everything before the crowd gets in. Who'll you stay with, Miss Molly +Mumchance, when we all leave you?" + +I had not spoken while the talk went on, for fear something might slip +out and betray me, prematurely, but I took fire at this. + +"I'm going in, myself!" I snapped out. + +"Oh, you are? What are you going to exhibit, may we ask?" with her nasty +laugh. + +"The biggest beet in the world! It measures a yard around." + +"Hoo! hoo! hoo!" squealed Paulina so loudly that my father, who was +coming in the gate with my mother, Miss Davidson, Uncle Carter, and Aunt +Eliza, said pleasantly:-- + +"What is the joke, young ladies? Mayn't we laugh, too?" + +Madeline Pemberton answered. Miss Davidson had to reprove her every day +for forwardness. + +"Why, Mr. Burwell,"--laughing with affected violence,--"Molly says she +is going to send some beets to the Fair that measure ever so many yards +around." + +"I didn't!" cried I, in a passion. "You know that isn't true!" + +My father moved toward me. + +"What _did_ you say, daughter?" + +I hung my head. If I told, where would be the surprise and the visioned +triumph? + +"What did you say, Molly?" repeated my father, in quiet gravity. + +"I said _one_ beet, and that it measured one yard," stammered I, +reluctantly. + +"That was bad enough. When so many older people are trying to see who +can tell the biggest story, little girls ought to be especially +careful." + +His eyes did not go to Madeline, but his emphasis did. The thought of +being classed with her lent me coherence and courage. I looked up. + +"I have one beet, father, that is a yard 'round. I raised it myself. If +you don't believe me, you can ask Spotswoode." + +"I don't ask my servants if my daughter is telling the truth. Where is +your beet?" + +I pointed. + +"Away over yonder--the other side of the corn-field." + +Paulina and Rosa tittered, Madeline giggled,--then all three pretended +to smother the demonstration with their handkerchiefs and behind their +hands. Mary 'Liza looked scared and sorry. My father took hold of my +hand. + +"Take me to see it!" + +The others fell into Indian file behind us, as we marched outside of +the garden fence and past the Old Orchard where the rays of the sinking +sun shot horizontal shafts under the trees to our very feet, and so to +the corn-field. I did not glance behind to see who entered it after us, +but pushed right ahead between the stalks, the stiff blades switching my +cheeks. When we neared the "garden," I ran forward, flushed and +impatient, not to display my prize, but to clear myself by proving my +words. An envious, jagged blade slashed my forehead as I tore by. I did +not feel it at the moment, or for half an hour after it began to bleed. + +For--_the beet was gone!_ + +The cleared space was there to show where something had been cultivated; +the bare earth was raked level. Not so much as the hole from which my +beet had been ravished remained in circumstantial evidence. The rest of +the party arrived while I stood transfixed, the picture of detected +guilt. To the rustle of the corn, and the shuffle of feet over the +furrows succeeded a horrible hush. Then, a chorus of mocking girlish +cackles, led by Paulina Hobson's discordant screech, smote the sunset +air and covered me with a pall of infamy. Paulina caught at the fence +for support as she laughed; Madeline bent double and reeled sideways. + +I clutched my father's hand, drowning and suffocating in the waves of +despairing agony; I shook my tight fist at the insulting quartette. + +"They--_they_--took it! It was here this morning. It was here just after +dinner to-day!" + +"Be quiet, girls!" ordered my judge-advocate. "Molly! I want the exact +truth. If you accuse them, you must prove what you say. Things have gone +too far to stop here. Didn't you say that Spotswoode knew something +about the affair?" + +"He knows all about it. He helped me, ever so many times, and he saw how +big it was," I ejaculated vehemently. + +"We shall probably find him at the stables, feeding the horses." + +Back we trudged by my air-line, well-worn but narrow. I fancy that my +father took note of my familiarity with the path, but he did not speak +of it. I marched in front of him, gloomy and desperate. Some of the +others talked low as they straggled along. The girls kept up a hissing +whispering, for which I hated them with my whole soul. I think that my +mother and Miss Davidson shed some furtive tears, for my case was black, +and they were tender-hearted. + +Spotswoode was looking after his plough-horses, as my father had +conjectured. At his master's shout, he emerged from the stalls and +presented himself in the stable door. Ungainly, dirty, bare-footed, his +ragged wool hat on the back of his unkempt woolly poll, his jaw dropping +in idiotic amazement at sight of the party--he was a ludicrous figure in +the bath of late sunshine that brought out every uncomely item of the +picture. Preoccupied and distraught as I was, I saw how the dust from +the stable floor floated in golden clouds to the cobwebbed rafters, as +the sun struck past the man in the doorway and glorified the murky +interior. + +I rushed through the yard, heedless of manure heaps, and young pigs and +calves scattered by my impetuous approach. + +"Oh, Spotswoode!" in a voice that cracked and went to pieces as I ran, +"somebody has stolen my beet! You can tell father--" + +A hot valve closed in my windpipe and shut out the rest. + +Spotswoode's jaw hung more loosely; his eyes were utterly vacant. + +"Ya-as, little Mistis!" he drawled, and slunk back into the stable. + +"What do you mean, sir? Come back here, this minute!" called his master. + +When he reappeared, he carried in both hands, extended, after the +similitude of a pre-historic monkey making a votive offering--something +dark-red and pot-bellied, and more immense than I had dreamed it could +look. A cluster of cropped leaves crowned it, a taper root, a foot +long, depended from the bottom. + +"I done been dig it up fo' you an' wash it, dis ebenin', 'stid o' +termorrer," drawled my vindicator. "So's ter hab it all ready fur the +Fyar." + +Mute and triumphant, I received it in a rapturous embrace, set it on a +bench by the stable door, and passed the hem of my muslin apron about +it. The ends just met. + +"That's how I knew how big it was," I said simply. "Mother told me that +my apron was a yard wide. I measured it while it was in the ground." + +The beet--and its history--went to the Fair, and a prize was awarded to +"_Miss Mary Hobson Burwell, For best specimen of Mangel Wurzel, raised +by Herself._" + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter XIII + +Two Adventures + + +[Illustration] + +In a country neighborhood where half the people were cousins to the +other half, gossip could not but spring up and flourish as lushly as +pursley,--named by the Indians, "the white man's foot." + +The gossip was usually kindly; sometimes it was captious, now and then +it was almost malicious. Everything depends upon the medium through +which the floating matter in the air is strained. + +Cousin Molly Belle's best friends thought and said that she chose +judiciously in marrying the clean-lived, high-minded gentleman who had +loved her before she was grown and whom she loved dearly in return. Her +next best friends intimated that the most popular girl in the county +might have done better for herself than to take Frank Morton, as fine a +fellow as ever lived, but whose share of his father's estate was a small +plantation with a tolerable house upon it, a dozen "hands" and, maybe, a +thousand dollars or so in bonds and stocks. The girls she had +out-belled, the girls' mothers, and sundry youths to whom Mrs. Frank +Morton had given the mitten in her singlehood, said openly that she had +quite thrown herself away in settling down to house-keeping, +poultry-raising, and home-making in an out-of-the-way farmstead, with +little society except that of a man ten years older, and thirty years +soberer, than herself. + +What a different story I could have told to those who doubted, and those +who pitied! Nowhere in all our broad and bonny State did human lives +flow on more smoothly and radiantly than in the white house nestled +under the great oak that was a landmark for miles around. It had but +five rooms, kitchen, store-room, smoke-house, and other domestic offices +being in detached buildings, as was the custom of the region and times. +If there had been fifty they could not have held the happiness that +streamed through the five as lavishly as the sunshine, and, like the +sunshine, was newly made every day. + +I was going on ten years old when my sweet mother gave a little sister +to Bud and me. She had been with us but three days when Cousin Molly +Belle drove over for me and the small hair trunk that meant a visit of +several days when it went along. This time it signified four of the very +_loveliest_ weeks of my life, and two Adventures. + +The blessèd grandchildren, at whose instance these tales of that +all-so-long-ago are written with flying pen and brimming heart, and +sometimes eyes so moist that the lines waver and swim upon the page, +will have it--as their parents insisted before them--that "we never, +never can have such good times and so many happenings as you had when +you were new." + +If I smile quietly in telling over to myself the simple elements and +few, out of which the good times were made, and how tame the happenings +would be to modern young folk, I cannot gainsay the truth that my daily +life was full and rich, and that every hour had a peculiar interest. + +For one thing, there was a baby at Oakholme, a bouncing boy, sturdy of +limb and of lung, and so like both his parents in all the good qualities +possible to a baby, as to leave nothing to be desired by the best +friends aforesaid, and no room for criticism on the part of the +malcontents. Out-of-doors were chickens, ducks, turkeys, guinea-fowls, +pigs, calves, pigeons, and a couple of colts,--all, like the baby boy, +the best of their kind. What time was left on our hands after each had +had its meed of attention, was more than consumed by a library such as +few young planters had collected in a county where choice literature was +as much household plenishing as beds, tables, and candlesticks. + +It was July, and the days were at their longest according to the +Warrock's Almanac that hung over Cousin Frank's desk in a corner of the +dining room. They were never so short to me before. + +Adventure No. 1 befell us one forenoon, as Cousin Molly Belle and I were +topping and tailing gooseberries for tarts, on the side porch. Baby +Carter was on the mat at our feet, bulging his eyes and swelling his +cheeks in futile efforts to extort a squeak from a chinquapin whistle +his father had made for him. The kind that, as you may recollect, kept +the whistle in them over night, and did not shrivel up. + +"It's there, old fellow, if you really know how to get it out," Cousin +Frank told his son and heir. "Everything depends upon yourself." + +"Like other things that people fret for," moralized the mother. + +Nevertheless, she reached down for the whistle, wiped the mouthpiece +dry, and sent the baby into ecstasies by executing "Yankee Doodle" +flourishingly upon it. A chinquapin fife lends itself more readily to +the patriotic, step-and-go-fetch-it melody than to any other in the +national _répertoire_. Carter crowed, opened his mouth wide, and beat +his fat pink palms together. + +"Just as they applaud the clown at the circus!" said the performer. "He +already recognizes his mother's talents." + +"If he ever fails to do that, I'll flog him out of his boots!" retorted +the father. + +A wild commotion at "the quarters" cut his speech short. Women shrieked, +children bellowed, men roared, and two words disentangled themselves +from the turmoil. + +"_Mad_ dog! _mad_ dog!" pronounced, as the warning cry is spoken +everywhere at the South, with a heavy accent on the first word. + +Cousin Frank whipped up the baby; Cousin Molly thrust her hand under the +collar of Hector, a fine pointer who lay on the floor, and, urging me +before them, they hustled us all into the house in the half twinkle of +an eye. In another, Cousin Frank was driving a load of buckshot into his +gun faster than it was ever loaded before, even by him, and he was a +hunting expert. + +"Dear!" his wife caught the hand laid on the door-knob; her eyes were +wild and imploring. + +"Yes, my darling!" + +He was out and the door was shut. + +We flew to the window. Right up the path leading by the quarters from +the spring at the foot of the hill, trotted an enormous bull dog. Half a +dozen men were pelting him with stones from a respectful distance. He +paid no attention to stones or shouts. Keeping the straight path, his +brute head wagging drunkenly, he was making directly for the open +yard-gate, from which a gravel walk led to the porch where we had been +sitting. Snap, his master's favorite hunter, and the petted darling of +his mistress, was hitched to the rack by the gate, ready-saddled for +Cousin Frank's morning round of the plantation. At the noise behind him, +the intelligent creature threw up his handsome head, glanced over his +shoulder, and began to plunge and snort, as if aware of the danger. His +master spoke soothingly as he planted his own body between him and the +ugly beast. + +"Steady, old boy! steady!" + +In saying it he raised the gun to his shoulder. It was all done so +quickly that I had hardly seen the livid horror in Cousin Molly Belle's +face when the good gun spoke, the muzzle within ten yards of the dog's +head, and he rolled over in the path. + +"What if you had missed him! He would have been upon you before you +could reload!" shuddered the wife, as we ran out to meet Cousin Frank. + +"I did not mean to miss him. If I had, I should have clubbed my gun and +brained him. No, dear love! it would not 'have done as well had I fired +at him over the palings.' Snap was on the other side of the gate. +And"--with an arch flash he might have learned from her--"you and +Namesake and I think the world and all of Snap, you know." + +It was the only allusion he ever made in my hearing to the escapade that +won him his wife. + +We learned, within a few hours, that the dog had bitten several cows, +five other dogs, and a valuable colt, before he reached Oakholme. + +I was always very fond of Cousin Frank. Henceforward, he stepped into +the vanguard of my heroes. I did not believe that Israel Putnam could +have done anything more daring than what I had witnessed in the safe +place in which he put us "before he sallied forth into the very jaws of +death." That was the way I described it to myself. + +Tramping through the lower pasture at his side that afternoon I tried to +voice my admiration to him, but used less inflated language. I dearly +enjoyed these long walks over the plantation in his company. He was an +excellent farmer, and kept no overseer. I learned a great deal of +forestry and botany from his talk. If he adapted himself, consciously, +to my understanding, he did not let me perceive it. The recollection of +his unfailing patience and his apparent satisfaction in the society of +the child who worshipped him and his wife, has been a useful lesson to +me in my intercourse with the young. I had told Cousin Molly Belle, a +long time ago, that he "talked straight to children," with none of the +involved meanings and would-be humorous turns of speech with which some +grown-uppers diverted themselves and mystified us. + +When he smiled at my well-mouthed, "Do you know, Cousin Frank, that your +bravery may have saved at least four lives--Cousin Molly Belle's, and +baby's, and Snap's, and mine?"--I felt that he was not laughing at me +inside, as the manner of some is. + +"I don't know about that, Namesake." Nobody but himself and his wife was +allowed to call me that. They were one, you know. "All of you would +probably have got out of the way, except Snap. It _would_ have been a +great pity to have him bitten. But here is a wee bit of a thing that +could, and would, save a good many lives if people were as well +acquainted with it as they ought to be. I am surprised that it is so +little known in a part of the country where snakes abound as they do +about here." + +He stooped to gather, and gave to me, some succulent sprigs from a plant +that grew in profusion along the branch running through the meadow. + +"It is a cure for a snake-bite if bruised into a poultice and bound upon +the place soon after one is bitten. My father showed it to me a great +many years ago, when I was a little shaver, and told me how he had +learned about it from an old Indian herb-doctor. He tried it several +times for moccasin-and adder-and copperhead-bites among his servants, +and it was a cure in every instance. It grows on both sides of this +branch, and nowhere else that I know of on the plantation. My father was +an admirable botanist." + +"So are you," said I, stoutly. + +"Oh, no. As the saying is, his chips were worth more than my logs." + +No law of nature is more nearly invariable than that Events are twins, +and often triplets. That very evening, after supper, Cousin Frank was on +his way from the stables to the house, and saw what he mistook for a +carriage whip lying in the walk. The moon was shining and he had no +doubt as to what the thing was when he stooped to pick it up. Before he +touched it, it made one swift writhe and dart and struck him on the +wrist. + +Cousin Molly Belle was laying Carter in the cradle, the last note of her +lullaby upon her lips when her husband entered. He clutched his right +wrist tightly with the left hand and was pale, but his voice was steady +and gentle. + +"Dear," he said, "don't be frightened, but I have been bitten by a +snake. A copperhead, I think. Get me some whiskey, please." + +"The whiskey, Flora! Quick!" called the wife to her maid who stood by. +"Pour out a tumblerful and give it to him." + +For herself, she fell upon her knees, seized her husband's wrist and +carried it to her mouth. This I saw, and heard the first words of his +startled protest as the dear lips closed upon the wound. I was out of +the room and clear of the house the next minute and speeding down the +path and hill to the lower pasture. + +The snake was at large, and might waylay me from any bush or tuft of +grass. The moonbeams were ghostly and the stillness of the wide solitude +was eerie. Being but a child,--and a girl-child,--I thought of these +things, and of the likelihood of meeting runaway negroes, and mad dogs, +and stray sane curs whose duty it was to attack nocturnal trespassers, +and of a vicious bull never let out to roam the pasture except at night. +I was afraid of them all, intellectually. My heart was too full of a +mightier dread to let bugbears turn me back. I ran right on until the +branch, a silver ribbon on the dark bosom of the meadow, was before me. +Grasses and weeds were laden with dew, and the water whirled and +whispered about the roots. I could have believed that the purling formed +itself into words when I knelt down to fumble for the snake-bite cure. I +would not let myself be scared. I kept saying over and over--"To save +his life! to save his life!" + +In the intensity of my excitement, language that I was afraid was +blasphemous, yet could not exclude from my mind, pressed upon me:-- + +"_He saved others. Himself he cannot save!_" + +He might be dying now. He had said that the poultice ought to be applied +at once. Horrid stories of what had happened to people who were bitten +by rattlesnakes and cobras tormented me, and would not be beaten off. + +"A copperhead, I think he said. How could he know that it was not a +cobra? Would he swell up, turn black, and expire in convulsions before I +could reach him?" I said "expire in convulsions," out of a book. +Everyday Virginia vernacular fell short of the exigency. + +My feet were drenched, my pantalettes and skirts were bedraggled up to +the knees, my eyes were large and black in my colorless face, when I +burst into the chamber, and threw the bunch of priceless herbs into +Cousin Molly Belle's lap. I was too spent for speech. + +Cousin Frank's coat and vest were off; his right shirt-sleeve was rolled +up to the shoulder, and he was holding his hand and wrist in a deep +bowl of warm water. The air reeked with the fumes of whiskey and +hartshorn. + +I concluded, when I came to think of it the next day, that the whiskey +must have been doing antidotal work by getting into his head, for he +laughed outright at sight of the specific I had brought. Then, +tears--real tears and plenty of them--suffused his eyes and made his +voice weak and husky. Or--was it the whiskey? + +"You are a dear, brave, thoughtful Namesake!" he said, clearing his +throat. "Darling!" to his wife who was eyeing the herbs +wonderingly,--"She has been all the way to the lower meadow for those. I +showed her the snake-bite cure to-day. Bruise them and put them on my +wrist. Then Namesake must get off her wet clothes and go to bed. The +danger is over." + +I was thirty years old before I found out that what I had risked so much +to procure was not the panacea he had showed me, but common jewel-weed, +or wild touch-me-not, a species of the _Impatiens_ of botanists, +harmless, but not curative. + +And they had never let me guess what a blunder I had made! + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter XIV + +Miss Nancy's Nerves + + +The Gateses were our distant relatives. Not nearer than fourth +cousins-in-law, I fancy, but we counted them among our "kinfolks" in +Virginia, calling Mrs. Gates "Cousin Nancy," and Captain Gates, "Cousin +'Ratio." His proper name was Horatio, of course, and he belonged to the +family that gave the Revolutionary hero, Horatio Gates, to his country. + +I was slowly getting over the whooping-cough, having taken it, as I took +most "catching" things that fell in my way,--with all my might. I began +to whoop the last of April, and kept it up all summer, when every other +child on the plantation was entirely well. + +Captain Gates drove over to our house by the time the breakfast-table +was cleared one sultry August day, bringing in his roomy double buggy a +basket of Georgia peaches--brunettes with crimson cheeks--and the +biggest watermelon I had ever seen, as a neighborly gift to my mother. + +"Miss Nancy gave me no peace of my life till I got off with them," he +said in his loud, breezy tones. "There's none of her kin she sets more +store by than by Cousin Ma'y Anna Burwell. And she's as proud as a +peacock of our fruit. I tell her a judgment will come upon her for it. +As I take it, Old Marster sends the rain upon the unjust as well as upon +the just, and if it's our turn this year, somebody else's turn will come +next year, and yet we'll be as good Christians then as we are now. It's +one of His ways that's past finding out. Howdy'e, little lady!" putting +out a brawny hand to pull me between his knees. + +I was standing a yard or so away, but right in front of him, my hands +behind me, my eyes and ears, and, I'm afraid, my mouth, open to his +hearty talk. I had never heard God called "Old Marster" before, and if I +had not been taught that children ought not to criticise what grown +people say and do, I should have been quite sure that it was wrong. I +did not want to think any harm of Cousin 'Ratio, and determined that I +would not, when he drew a great finger gently over my thin cheek, and +looked down at me with kindly, pitying eyes. + +"Tut! tut! tut! this is too bad! too bad! We must fill up this gulley +somehow, Cousin Ma'y Anna. Other folks' victuals are the best physic I +know for that sort of work. Miss Nancy would cry her eyes out if I was +to go home with the story that little Molly Burwell had coughed her +bones pretty near as bare as barrel-staves, and I didn't try to cover +them up again. A week in my peach-orchard and watermelon-patch, with +quarts of cream and Miss Nancy's breakfasts, dinners, and suppers--is +what she wants. Get her bonnet, and stick a tooth-brush and a +pocket-handkerchief into a bandbox, Chloe, for I'm going to take her +home with me, right straight off." + +My mother shook her head smilingly at the thought of the week's visit. + +"The child coughs so badly at night that I don't like to have her away +from me, Cousin 'Ratio. But change of air, even for a day, would do her +good. Her father and I will come for her about sundown." + +Thus it happened, that, decked in a clean pink calico frock and white +muslin apron, I was hoisted to my perch in the high gig beside Cousin +'Ratio, and set off to spend a whole day at Cold Comfort. + +The name was so out of keeping with Cousin 'Ratio's kind, red face and +funny ways, and the warm, sweet-smelling day, that I couldn't help +asking him on the way "why he called his house such a _shivery_ name?" + +The gig swayed and creaked under his laugh. + +"That was just the reason my grandmother gave for naming it. You see, +the house stands on the top of a hill, and all the winds from three +counties get at it in winter. The house my grandfather put up was of +wood, and none too tight in the joints, and the poor old lady, his +wife--my step-grandmother she was--had rheumatism, and suffered a heap +all the year 'round. So, nothing would do but it must be 'Cold Comfort,' +and Cold Comfort it has been ever since. We Gateses have a way of giving +in to our wives in 'most everything. Everything that's reasonable, I +mean. And we don't pick out unreasonable girls for wives." + +The fat, sleek horse was taking his own lazy pace in a mile of shady +road, cut through the heart of a pine forest. The ground was brown and +soft with pine needles, and the high gig swung and creaked a sort of +drowsy tune. Cousin 'Ratio tapped the wheel nearest him with his whip, +and fell into talk with himself, rather than with the child under his +elbow. + +"Now, there's Miss Nancy! There's been a heap of fun poked at me, first +and last, for building my house in the shape I did. Though, for the +life of me, I can't see why I should be obleeged to live in a +four-square box because every other man-Jack in Pow'tan County builds +his in that way. Miss Nancy was always mighty nervous from the time she +was a child; I knew it when I married her. Fact is, she says to me: +'Cap'n Gates, I'm as nervous as a witch, and I'm afraid you'll get out +of patience with me sometimes, and I wouldn't blame you if you did.' +And, says I,--my hand right on my heart,--'Miss Nancy Miller! if you'll +take _me_ as I am, I'll be proud and happy to take _you_ as you are, +nerves and all!' says I. 'The proudest man in the State of Virginia,' +says I. 'Call it a bargain.' + +"And she did--bless her soul! It was the best bargain that ever I made, +or ever expect to make, too. Some men marry Temper, and some Extravagant +Notions, and some Vanity, and some Jealous, Suspicious Dispositions, and +some, again, Stinginess--Good gracious! there's no end to the +disagreeable things men _do_ marry! I married _Nerves!_ and with them, +the best and sweetest and, to my way of thinking, the prettiest woman in +the County and State, and the Universe, and I've been thankful for it +every day and every hour since--God bless her!" + +I waited for him to say something more until I began to wonder, then to +get impatient, that he let the horse jog along, the soft creak of the +gig keeping time with the leisurely motions of the pampered beast, the +master's eyes fixed upon the wheel he was tapping with his whip, as if +he had forgotten me entirely. + +I made a bold effort to reopen the conversation. + +"I suppose Cousin Nancy asked you to build your house round, instead of +square?" + +I had heard so many different stories about the odd structure which was +one of the county curiosities that I was anxious to get at the truth. + +He laughed low and pleasantly:-- + +"Ask me! Not she, bless your soul! She would never have thought of such +a thing. 'Twas me that studied it out, lying awake on windy nights +because I knew she couldn't sleep for the roaring and whistling around +the corners of the old house, and the wind humming in the chimneys and +between the window-sashes like a bumblebee as big as a whale. It made +her feel so lonesome and blue that many's the time I've heard her crying +to herself when she thought I was sound asleep. We were going to pull +down the old house, anyhow. It was a rickety concern, and inconvenient +as could be. So I got Miss Nancy to tell me how many rooms and closets +and all that she'd like to have in a house that was to be built on +purpose for her, and for nobody else, and I made a plan of it all on +paper, and then I sent her up to stay with her mother in Buckingham +County for six months, going up to see her myself every Saturday to +spend Sunday--like a nigger going to his 'wife-house,'"--here he stopped +to laugh again--"until the last window-shutter was hung, and all the +furniture put back and in order--Je_rew_salem! how I _did_ work! Then I +brought her home. I wish you could have seen her face when we came in +sight of the solid brick house--round as a cheese box--and I told her I +had it built in that shape, so's she should never be made sorrowful, nor +kept awake again by the wind a-cutting up shines around sharp corners, +so long as we both should live--Amen!" + +He jerked a blazing red bandanna handkerchief out of his pocket, turning +his face clear away from me to do it, and blew his nose until the woods +rang as with the echoes of a foxhunter's horn, then rolled the +handkerchief into a ball and polished his face with it in the oddest +possible fashion. + +Most of the tales current about the round brick house had something to +do with Cousin Nancy's whims, especially with her dislike to hearing the +wind blow around the corners. Young as I was, I felt, after hearing +Cousin 'Ratio's story, that he had done a beautiful thing in planning +the ingenious surprise for his delicate wife. It crossed my mind, too, +that she might have thought the house as ridiculous as other people did, +yet pretended to like it sooner than hurt his feelings. She must be a +good and devoted wife. Furthermore, I got into my foolish head the +notion that it was nice and interesting to have Nerves. I resolved to +get a set of my own at an early opportunity and to work them well. To +this end, I would watch Cousin Nancy's ways and copy them as closely as +a little girl could copy the behavior of a grown-up heroine. + +She met us in the porch of the house, crying out with pleasure at sight +of me. + +"That's a little lady, not to be afraid to come all by herself to see +two quiet old folks!" she said as she kissed me. "I ought to have had a +dozen girls and boys for you to play with by this time--but I haven't a +single one." + +She laughed in saying it, yet with such sincere regret of face and +accent that I answered, without taking time to think:-- + +"I'm mighty sorry you haven't!" Catching myself up, I blundered on: "Not +that you and Cousin 'Ratio are not company enough for me. But it seems a +pity that, in this pretty place, with so many peaches and watermelons +and flowers--and pigeons--and chickens--and all that--there are not any +children to eat, and to play with them--and keep you company. I've heard +mother say, 'Home wouldn't be Home without the babies.'" + +"Your mother is right, child! Your mother is right!" + +The words seemed to stick in her throat, and to scrape it as she got +them out. Then, to my horror, she sank into a rocking-chair, and, +throwing her hands over her face, began to cry, with queer little +squeals between the sobs that shook her all over. + +[Illustration: A TEA-PARTY IN THE SUMMER-HOUSE. + +"Dovey appeared with a large saucer of peaches and cream."] + +Malviny, her mulatto maid, ran to her with a bottle of hartshorn, and +Cousin 'Ratio knelt upon the floor by her and put his arm about her, +and fanned her with a turkey-tail fan, and another colored woman rushed +off to the kitchen, and was back in a jiffy with a bunch of feathers all +on fire, and making a dreadful smell, and stuck them under her +mistress's nose. I backed to the door with a wild notion of getting out +of the way, and running back home, yet could not tear myself away from +the unusual scene. + +As soon as Cousin Nancy could speak, she laughed at sight of my +face,--the tears still dripping all the way to her chin,--and held out +her arms:-- + +"Poor little lammie! did I frighten the life out of her? You mustn't +mind my nervous turns, dear. They don't mean anything." + +"I was afraid I had said something I oughtn't to," I faltered, on the +verge of tears. "I'm sorry if I did!" + +Whereupon I was drawn close to her, and kissed three times to assure me +that I was the "best little girl in the world, and that she wouldn't +give way again." + +"But, you see, I had got so nervous because you were gone so long, and +you drove that skittish colt, and I was sure something had happened," +she explained to her husband, who still stood by her, stroking the back +of her hand, in awkward fondness. He stooped to lay his bearded face +against hers. + +"That's like you! Always thinking of other people, and never of +yourself!" he said admiringly. + +She thought a great deal of me for the rest of my visit, ordering +Malviny to cut out and make a doll's pelisse for me of a lovely piece of +red silk, saying that she would have done it herself if sewing did not +make her so nervous. + +"I haven't darned a sock or hemmed a pocket-handkerchief for Cap'n Gates +in ten years. If he were not the best man on earth, he would have sent +me packing long ago." + +She despatched another servant to the garret for some toys her sister's +children had left with her last year, and gave me permission to pull all +the flowers I wanted in the garden. I carried three maimed dolls, a +headless horse, a three-legged cat, and a Britannia tea-set to a +summer-house at the end of a long walk, and made believe that I was +Titania, the Queen of the Fairies, of whom I had read in a tattered copy +of Shakespeare I found in a lumber closet. By and by, Malviny brought +out to me a pretty china plate with four sugar cakes, shaped like ivy +leaves, and a glass of very sweet lemonade. Awhile later, Dovey, a +half-grown girl, appeared with a large saucer of peaches and cream, +plentifully sugared. + +"Mistis says you must eat 'em all, for she knows you mus' be mighty +thirsty, and peaches is coolin' for little ladies whar's been sick." + +There were still some cake crumbs and a spoonful of peaches left when I +saw Cousin Nancy herself come sailing down the walk. + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter XV + +Side-Blades & Water-Melons + + +My far-away cousin could never have been pretty except to a fond +husband's eyes. I should have liked to think her tolerably good-looking +now, since he loved her so dearly and praised her so enthusiastically, +and she was so much more than good to me. I could not help using and +believing the eyes that showed me a tall, lean woman whose skin, once +fair, was now nearly as yellow as the freckles spattered all over her +forehead, nose, cheeks, and chin. Nose and chin were long, her +cheek-bones were high, her eyes were pale, the lashes so light and thin +as to be scarcely visible at all, and her scanty flaxen hair was +dragged tightly away from a high bony forehead. Her gown to-day was +white cambric, as clean, as glossy, and as opaque as cream-laid +letter-paper. Her head was bare, and she carried over it a green parasol +which made her complexion livid. Her voice was soft and sweet, and her +manners were liked by everybody. I was glad to think of these things, +and to feel the charm of tone and manner, as she asked if I "would not +like to pay a visit to the peaches and watermelons." + +I should have preferred to stay where I was, having got very well +acquainted with my attendant fairies, and eaten enough sweets to take +the edge from my appetite, even for ripe, fresh fruit. Still, I got up +with a tolerable show of cordiality, comprehending that she meant to +please me, took the hand she offered, and was soon out of the cool shade +in the open field separating garden from orchard. Captain Gates was +really as proud of his reputation as the most successful fruit-grower +in the county as his wife was, although he affected to ridicule her +weakness in the same direction. There were two acres of peach trees, +most of them laden with fruit. When pressed to "eat all I could +swallow," I managed to do away with three immense globes of +crimson-and-gold, and then gave out, shamefacedly:-- + +"You see I am so little, and the peaches are so big!" I urged. "I hold +just so many and no more." + +"Of course, you comical little thing!" interrupted Cousin Nancy, highly +amused. "By and by, on our way back from the watermelon patch, maybe +there will be more room. I shan't ask you to pick the melons from the +vines and eat _them_ by the dozen. Come along!" + +She did not seem to mind the heat that struck upon my face and head like +the breath of an oven, as we crossed another open field, to that in +which Captain Gates's famous melons lay by the hundred, growing larger +and more luscious in the August sunlight that warmed them through and +through. Some were dark green, some light green, some were streaked and +mottled with white-and-green. + +"Oh, Cousin Nancy!" I cried, "I did not know there were so many in the +world! What _will_ you do with them all?" + +She led the way farther into the network of vines, the rank leaves and +starry blossoms bobbing about her feet. The fruit and flowers of Cold +Comfort did something toward filling the place left void in her heart by +the lack of the children that had never come. She stood still and looked +over the wide patch as if she had made every melon there, and meant to +have the full credit for her work. + +"Do with them, monkey! Why they are as good as a silver mine--the +beauties! Every full-grown one stands for a quarter of a dollar. We send +six wagon-loads to Richmond every week, and people come for them from +every direction--as far as across the river in Goochland; and we give +dozens away to our neighbors, and the negroes come at night to steal +them--Oh! _oh!!_ OH!!!" + +She gathered her skirts tightly and high above her ankles with both +hands, letting the green parasol tumble, head foremost, to the ground, +and screeched as if she had trod upon a yellow-jacket's nest. She was +going to have Nerves again, with no hartshorn, or burnt feathers, or +turkey-tail fan, or Cousin 'Ratio near. I started to run to the house +for help, but she grabbed my frock frantically. + +"If you budge one inch you are a dead child!" she wheezed, her pale eyes +bulging from the sockets. "Cap'n Gates and the overseer came out here +last night and just sowed all this patch with side-blades!" +(Scythe-blades.) "Edges up! Sharp as razors and thick as thieves! +Hundreds of them! To keep the negroes from stealing any more of them! I +heard Cap'n Gates tell them he was going to do it, and the overseer told +them this morning that they _had_ done it. And I haven't an atom of an +idea where a solitary one of the murderous things is! We are as good as +dead if we try to get out. We might tread upon one, at the first step! +How could I forget it? Oh, how could I?" + +I felt the blood drain away from my face, and I trembled as violently as +she. Then a thought came to me, and I got it out between chattering +teeth. + +"We didn't tread on any of them coming into the patch." + +"That was sheer providence, honey. We _might_ have been cut in two +before we had gone ten yards." + +"But, Cousin Nancy!" catching at her hands as she began to wring them +again, and to sob and squeal as she had done in the morning. "Listen! I +am sure I could go out by the very same path! Let's try! We can't stay +here always." + +"_Path!_ There isn't a sign of a path! Look!" + +She pointed a bony finger in the direction we had come. The leaves and +blossoms disturbed by our feet and skirts were as still as the hundreds +and thousands of other leaves on all sides of us. We had not bruised a +vine, or left a footprint, that we could see. The sun poured down upon +us like fire from heaven; we were in the middle of the patch that +seemed, to my horrified eyes, miles and miles in extent, and not another +creature was in sight. + +"Our only hope is to scream as loud as ever we can," said Cousin Nancy. +"Nobody knows where we are; the hands are all in the tobacco, a mile on +the other side of the house, and Cap'n Gates and Mr. Owen may be even +farther off, for all I know. If we can't make anybody hear us, the Lord +have mercy upon our souls! We shall have sunstroke inside of an hour." + +I picked up the green parasol, and with clumsy, shaking fingers opened +it, and stood on tiptoe to hold it over her head, crying, meantime, as +piteously as she, such was the contagion of hysterical terror. Then, +with one accord, we lifted up our voices, weak with weeping, in a thin +screech. I said "Help! help! help!" she cried, "Murder! murder!" and +"Cap'n _Ga-a-tes!_" We made enough noise to startle the dogs in the +house-yard and at the stables, and brought from the nearer "quarters" +and corn-field a gang of negroes, of all sizes and ages, all running at +the top of their speed, and the faster as they descried us. It would +have been excruciatingly funny at any other time, and to one that was +not an actor in the drama, to observe that not one man, woman, or +pickaninny of the excited crowd offered to pass the confines of the +melon patch. Each one was mindful of the hundreds of buried side-blades +with their edges uppermost, and almost all were bare-footed. + +"Run! some of you-all, for Marster an' Mr. Owen!" shrieked Malviny, +getting her wits together before the others could rally theirs. The +shrill order arose above the chorus of groans and cries and pitying +exclamations, and Cousin Nancy, on hearing it, gave one wild cry, and +dropped where she stood, a heap of white cambric, head, arms, and green +parasol, crushing the vines, and her head just grazing a mammoth melon. + +I had never been so frightened in all my life as when I got hold of her +head, and tried to lift it. It was as heavy as lead. Too much terrified +and too foolish to bethink myself that a cut would bleed, I concluded +that she had struck one of the murderous blades, and it had killed her. +Her eyes were closed; her jaw had fallen; her cheek lay close against +that of the big melon, and the vines met over her nose. It was a ghastly +and a grotesque spectacle, and I behaved as any other nine-year-old +would--jumped up and down and screamed, beating my palms together, and +calling alternately for "Father!" and "Cousin 'Ratio!" + +Since that horrible moment I have believed stories read and heard of +people being scared to death, or into insanity. In the great, round +world, there was nothing present to me but a cruel expanse of green +below, a white-hot sky above, and at my feet a dead woman, killed by +the razor-like blades thick-set under every leaf, and guarding every +melon. Then all this was swept out of sight by a black wave that took me +off my feet. + +I awoke in the shade of the peach orchard. Mr. Owen, the overseer, had +laid me down on the grass, and I heard him say, "She's all right now." I +sat up and stared around me. Cousin Nancy, still in a dead faint, was +stretched upon the ground a little way off, a fluttering swarm of women +about her, with water, brandy, hartshorn, cologne, fans, and burning +feathers, and Cousin 'Ratio, kneeling over her, was calling in her ear, +the tears running down his bristly cheeks. + +"Miss Nancy! honey! sugar-lump! wake up! it's me, dearie! The danger is +all over. What a _doggoned_ fool I was to put the side-blades there!" + +When she at last revived, she was taken to the house and put to bed. She +was not yet able to sit up when my father and mother drove over for me +in the cool of the afternoon. + +"My tomfoolery came near to being the end of the poor dear," said Cousin +'Ratio, walking with us to the carriage, when we had taken leave of his +wife. "I feel mighty bad about it, too, as you may suppose, for it was +my fault in not reminding her of those cussed side-blades. Between +ourselves, Burwell,"--coming nearer to my father and glancing over his +shoulder to be sure none of the servants were within hearing,--"Owen and +I put just exactly _two_ in the whole patch, and they were near the +fence. Miss Nancy never went within a Sabbath day's journey of them. We +made a mighty parade of toting twenty of them past the quarters, taking +two of the hands along to help. They laid them down by the fence, and we +came down after dark and carried all but two off to the old tobacco +barn, and hid them there. I wasn't likely to rust my best side-blades by +burying them in the dirt. But I'd rather have ruined them all and lost +every blessèd melon on the place, than have given Miss Nancy's Nerves +such a shock." + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter XVI + +Old Madam Leigh + + +Nobody seemed to know how everybody got into the way of calling her "Old +Madam Leigh." It was not a Virginia custom, and there was not another +old lady in the neighborhood to whom the title of "Madam" was ever +given. After she had lived to be the oldest woman in the county, the +"Old" was prefixed, naturally enough. + +I got to know her through Cousin Molly Belle. + +"I declare, Frank, Molly has never seen Queen Mab and her hummers!" she +said at dinner one day. "I'm ashamed of myself for not having taken her +there. It's just the sort of thing she would enjoy." + +When Mrs. Frank Morton was ashamed of having done anything, or having +left anything undone, the next, and a quick step with her, was to mend +the fault without further waste of words. We went over to Old Madam +Leigh's that same afternoon,--she, Cousin Frank, and I,--on horseback, +"the road to Queen Mab's palace being the vilest in the State," as my +hostess averred. + +I thought it a delightful road. It left the main highway a mile beyond +Cousin Frank's plantation gate, and lost its way in oak and hickory +woods, where the trees touched over our heads. I said they were "trying +to shake hands with one another." + +"They will be hugging one another before we go much farther," said +Cousin Frank. + +As they did when we began to climb a long hill, washed into crooked +gullies by the water that tore down to the creek at the bottom whenever +it rained hard. After this was a short and steeper hill, and then +another long one, and we were on the edge of a clearing, very bright and +sunny after the green glooms of the forest. + +"Does Queen Mab drive this way, often, in her chariot-and-four?" I +inquired, as we struck into a gentle gallop along a grassy lane. + +"Queen Mab's chariot has not been out of the carriage-house in +twenty-five years," answered Cousin Molly Belle. "There is another road +from her house to where everyday people live, but it would take us a +long way around. Mother can recollect when this was a good road, and +much travelled." + +"Doesn't she make any visits?" + +"Never to human beings." + +"Doesn't she go to church?" + +"Not that I have ever heard of." + +"Cousin Molly Belle!" in an awed tone. "Is she a _heathen_?" + +"She is very old, Namesake. Nearly ninety." + +She said it gravely and gently, and Cousin Frank repeated a verse of +poetry I did not know then:-- + + "He prayeth best who loveth best + All things both great and small; + For the dear God who loveth us, + He made and loveth all." + +It was so nice that I turned it over in my mind several times before I +asked another question. My mother sometimes called me "an animated +interrogation-point." + +"Is Old Madam Leigh married?" + +"She has been married. She would not be 'Madam' if she had not been. She +has been a widow for a long, long time. She had two children--twins--a +boy and a girl. They lived to be twenty years old, and then died." + +"Not both at the same time, Cousin Molly Belle?" for her tone suggested +something very sorrowful. + +"Yes, Molly dear. The sister fell into the river and the brother, in +swimming out to save her, was seized with the cramp and sank before he +could reach her. The mother has lived alone ever since, except for her +servants. They are very good and faithful. Then, she has her hummers and +her pygmies, who are a great deal of company to her." + +"_Pigs!_" in intense disgust. "She can't be a very neat person." + +A peal of laughter from my companions broke off the speech. + +"You'll change your mind shortly," said Cousin Frank, cantering ahead to +open a gate in the rail fence. + +We saw the house from the gate,--a wee bit of a gray cottage, one story +high, literally covered with honeysuckles of every kind I had ever heard +of, and now in fullest bloom. An enormous catalpa tree, also in flower, +stood in front of the cottage, shading all but one gable, and that +looked as if it were made of glass. Between this gable and the garden +were two spreading acacia trees, tufted with the tassel-like blossoms. +The deep front porch was curtained with white jessamine, and as we +walked up the gravelled path leading to it, Madam Leigh stood in the +doorway. + +She was a tiny old lady, no taller than I was, and wore a white dress, +fine and sheer. Cousin Molly Belle told me afterward that it was India +muslin, and that she wore white, winter and summer. The waist of the +gown was very short, the skirt was straight, and fell to the in-step of +a foot no bigger than a baby's. Her cap was also old-fashioned, made of +lace, with a full crimped border under which her hair, silvery-white, +was dressed in short, round curls on each side of her forehead. Her skin +reminded me of a bit of rice-paper I had picked up from the floor one +day. It had dropped out of the back of my father's watch, and Bud had +found it and played with it until it was creased and cracked all over +like "crazed" china, yet not torn. Old Madam Leigh's face could not be +said to be wrinkled, for the lines were shallow. They were as fine as if +made with an inkless crow quill, and so close together you would have +thought there was not room for another. Her eyes were dark and bright +She had French blood in her veins, and showed it in her quick glance and +lively motions. + +She took us directly into "the chamber" on the left side of the hall +that cut the house in two. Everything there was white, too,--bed and +curtains and chair-covers being of white dimity, trimmed with lace. The +walls were almost covered with portraits. Some were very old. Two of the +brightest hung opposite the bed where Madam Leigh must see them as soon +as she opened her eyes in the morning. One was of a pretty girl in a +white frock, low-necked and short-sleeved, with a red rose in the +bodice, making the fair skin it rested against all the fairer. Her eyes +were dark and sweet; short brown curls, like Madam Leigh's white ones, +clustered about her temples. The other picture was that of a handsome +boy of twenty, or thereabouts, and strikingly like his sister. A dog, +with silky ears, leaned his head against his young master's arm. + +I tried hard not to stare at these portraits,--to me the most +interesting things in the room,--for I knew they must be the +twin-children who had died together, ever and ever so many years ago. +The instinct of kindly breeding told me that it would not be polite to +remind the mother of her loss by looking inquisitively at them. But I +could not help stealing a glance at one and the other when the grown +people were intent in talk. Looking led to dreaming, as I was left to +myself and the thoughts suggested by the portraits. I arranged it in my +mind that brother and sister were very fond of each other; that the +sister had fallen into the river where the current was strong, from some +such place as Maiden's Adventure, on Mr. Pemberton's plantation, where +the water was deep above a roaring fall. I thought how she called to her +brother, and how he answered, and I wondered--a chill running down my +spine and catching at my heart--who carried the awful news to the +mother. How could she bear it? how live in this lonely place with +nobody to keep her from thinking of, and missing, her husband and her +children, nobody to care whether she were glad or sorry, sick or well, +alive or dead? + +I did not know that my mouth was drawn down at the corners, that my eyes +were mournful, and my whole aspect that of a sadly bored little girl, +who felt herself to be left entirely out of the thoughts of her friends +and the hostess--until Madam Leigh's voice made me start, as if I had +been asleep. + +"I am afraid this little lady finds all this mighty stupid." + +I think the old-time practice of calling girl-children "little ladies," +kept them in wholesome remembrance of the necessity of behaving as such. +At any rate, I was instantly aware that I ought to be sitting up +straight upon my cricket, and seeming to be interested in what was going +on. Had not my mother reproved me, times without number, for dreaming in +company and for absent-minded ways that made me heedless of others' +comfort? "It is selfish and rude not to pay attention to what people are +saying when you are with them"--was a nursery rule I ought to have had +well by heart. + +It was natural, then, that I should turn as red as a cardinal flower, +and fidget uneasily, and stutter when I tried to set myself right with +my venerable hostess:-- + +"Oh, no, ma'am. I'm not a bit tired. I'm sorry--if--" + +"There's nothing to be sorry for, my dear. If anybody has been rude it +is I who ought to have provided some other entertainment for you than +sitting still, and trying with all your might to understand big folks' +talk." + +Her voice was clearer than one would have expected in such an old lady, +and she did not mumble as if she were chewing her words, as a great many +old people do. She spoke very distinctly, pronouncing every syllable in +each word. She told me, when we were better acquainted, that she read +aloud for an hour every day, for fear she might fall into careless ways +of speaking, seeing, as she did, so few educated white people, and, +sometimes, talking with nobody but her colored servants for a week at a +time. She held herself very straight when seated, and in walking, and +stepped as lightly as a young person, as she got up and took me by the +hand, smiling at me in the friendliest way imaginable, and, saying "I +must introduce you to my family," led me across the hall, and opened a +door on the other side. + +As soon as we were inside of the door, she shut it quickly behind us, +and I stood stock-still with amazement at what I saw and heard. + +It was a large room, with two windows at the front and two at the back, +while the gable we had seen from the lane was almost filled with sashes, +as in a greenhouse. Close against these sashes, now so bright with the +Southern sun that I was half-blinded for an instant, were rows of +shelves, crowded with cut flowers in vases, and growing flowers in pots. +Most of the sashes were open, and the space thus left was screened by +twine netting, something like fine fish seines. Old Madam Leigh had +netted each of these squares herself, as I learned afterward. The same +protected back and front windows. About the open windows, and around the +flowers, flew and floated what I thought, at first, were at least one +hundred humming-birds. Madam Leigh said there were but twenty-five, all +told. The whir of their rapid wings filled the air, the gleam of their +brilliant breasts and backs was like living jewels. + +"_Oh-h-h-h!!_" was all I could utter, as I clasped my hands in admiring +wonder at the beauty and the strangeness of it all, and a queer lump +came into my throat, as if I were frightened or sorry, and I knew I was +only delighted past speaking. Madam let me alone for a minute, before +she laid her small, wrinkled hands upon my shoulders and turned me about +to see something I had not observed in my raptures over the marvellous +birds. + +Against the wall beyond the door was a long, broad table, or rather +counter, and upon it was a village of small houses, rows upon rows of +them. Outside of the village and the streets were other and larger +houses, in groups of two and three, with dooryards and gardens, and then +came half a dozen farm-houses surrounded by fields and gardens. In the +village there were stores and a Court House, and a Clerk's Office and a +Jail, surrounded by a Public Square, exactly like that at Powhatan Court +House, and two taverns with signs hanging outside of them. Trees lined +the streets, and vines were running over the houses. Then, there were +wells, and wood-piles with men chopping wood at them, and cow-pens with +cows and calves, and pig-pens filled with pigs. Men were driving wagons +along the roads, and a fine carriage with four horses harnessed to it +and a coachman on the box stood before the larger of the two taverns. +The footman, hat in hand, was helping two elegantly dressed ladies out +of the carriage, and the landlady, with two colored maids behind her, +was upon the portico waiting to receive them. Men were digging in the +corn and tobacco fields; there were turkeys, chickens, ducks, and geese, +and boys riding horses to water and driving the cows home to be milked. + +Was ever such another Wonderland revealed to a child who had never been +in a toy-shop and never owned a doll that was not home-made? + +I screamed and capered with joy, like the crazy thing I was, for a whole +minute after my eyes fell upon the mimic settlement. Then I fell to +examining the "entertainment" more closely, and discovered that +everything, except the mosses that imitated the trees, vines, and other +growing things, was made of corn-stalks and corn-husks--"shucks" as +Virginians call them. The human creatures and the dumb animals were +carved out of the firm, dried pith of the stalks, and afterward painted +with water colors. The clothes of men and women were made of the soft +inner shucks, dried carefully to the pliability of silk. Log and frame +houses were built of the canes themselves; the smallest were used whole, +the larger were split. Peeping into the open doors and windows I saw +that each house was furnished with beds, tables, and chairs, also made +of corn-stalks, pith, and shucks. + +At the far end of the counter were six bird-cages, constructed of thin +strips of corn-canes, each supplied with perches and water vessels. + +"Those are my reform prisons," Madam Leigh said to my cousins, who had +followed and begged to be let in. "You see,"--to me,--"when one of my +hummers becomes cross or quarrelsome, I separate him from the rest and +shut him up in one of these cages until he is in a better humor. I am +sorry to say that they have pretty peppery tempers, and hardly a day +passes in which I do not have to interfere to stop their fighting." + +I had no reason to feel myself slighted now. She went all round the room +with me, showing her pets and telling me interesting stories of their +habits and dispositions. Each had a name, and some answered to their +names when she called them. At least, she thought that they did, and I +did not doubt it when I saw them swoop down to dip their bills in the +flowers she held up, as she called "Sprite" and "Bright," and "Sweet" +and "Swift," and the like crisp, short names in a voice that was like +the tinkle of a little bell. It was a pretty sight,--the tiny woman, all +white from cap to toe, standing in the full tide of sunbeams, bunches of +honeysuckle and catalpa flowers, half as big as herself, in her arms, +the elf-like face smiling out of them at the eagerness of her feathered +darlings, darting and glancing and gleaming and humming about her, as if +she had been a larger edition of themselves, and not of a different +genus. She made me stand by her while this was going on, saying that the +hummers were "too well-bred to be afraid of her friends, and were +especially fond of little people." + +"The honeysuckles first made me think of collecting them," went on the +pleasant tinkle. "When they are in full bloom the frisky little +creatures swarm in them all day long. They like white and yellow +jessamine, too, and catalpa flowers and lilies and acacia blossoms. Ten +years ago I found one of their nests upon a low limb of a tulip-poplar +tree. Here it is! It looks like a knob of mossy bark, you see. There +were two eggs in it. I cut off the limb carefully, and set it in a pot +of water in this room. It was full of blossoms, and the water kept these +alive. The window was left open and nobody--not even myself--came in +here for a week. As I had hoped, the mother and father bird found the +nest, and went on sitting on the eggs as if it had not been moved. One +night, after the baby birds were hatched, I went softly to the outside +of the window and let down the sash. That was the beginning of my +aviary. That's a hard word for you--isn't it, Molly? It means a family +of birds, such as I have here." + +"I don't believe there is another like it in the world," said Cousin +Molly Belle. "I've always declared that you are a fairy, and charm your +hummers. I described it and them once to a famous ornithologist. That's +a real jaw-breaker, Namesake, and means one who knows everything about +all sorts of birds--or thinks he does. I met this or-nith-ol-o-gist in +New York last May. He said it was impossible to tame and raise families +of wild birds, especially humming-birds. And when I said I had seen it +with my own eyes, times without number, he looked polite--and +unbelieving." + +Madam Leigh was so much amused that the flowers shook in her shrivelled +mites of hands. + +"Many learnèd strangers have been to see the 'impossibility,'" she said, +her voice shaken by laughter. + +(Cousin Molly Belle had the knack of saying just the thing that would +please everybody, and saying it in the right way and at the right +time.) + +"Of course I have not raised them all from the eggs," continued Madam. +"We catch new birds every year, and some are never quite tame. So your +or-nith-ol-o-gist"--pronouncing it in the same comical way that Cousin +Molly Belle had done--"was not altogether in the wrong. But they get +used to their new life much sooner because there are so many of their +own kind about them. When I find that a couple are thinking of going to +house-keeping, I root a branch of poplar, or hickory, or maple, in a tub +of moist earth, and curtain off a corner where they will not be +disturbed in the nesting-time." + +"That was the very thing the celebrated or-nith-ol-o-gist said was +absolutely impossible," cried Cousin Molly Belle. "Even though I told +him that, if he would pay us a visit, I would show him the cosey corner, +and the pretty bride and gallant bridegroom building their nest." + +"A great many things happen to each of us that others would not believe, +no matter how solemnly we might declare them to be true," said Madam +Leigh, very seriously. + +I had a notion that she was thinking of other things in her strangely +desolated life besides the aviary and the learnèd man who knew all about +birds. + +"To me, the most singular part of my management of my hummers is that I +succeed in making them comfortable and contented in the winter," she +said. "For their forefathers and foremothers have been going South at +the first sign of frost for six thousand years or so. I have a stove put +up in here, covered with wire netting to hinder the little dears from +flying against it; then I keep an even temperature and fill the room +with flowers. It has, as you see, a southern exposure. I live here with +them all day long. When it begins to grow dark, I say, 'Good night' and +go across to my chamber. At bedtime I look in to make sure the fire will +keep in until morning, and that my darlings are all right. While +daylight lasts we are very happy together. I am busy with my pygmies +and my flowers. I feed the hummers with sugar-and-water in winter, with +a taste of honey on Sundays"--laughing cheerily. "To make them glad that +Sunday has come, you know. I've an idea that they need stronger food in +cold weather than in summer. It helps tame them to make them eat from +the tip of my finger. I take a great deal of pains to keep a succession +of plants in flower, for, after all, hive-honey isn't quite as pure and +delicate after it has gone through the bee's body as when the hummer +sips it fresh from the flower-cup. You must come over next winter, Molly +Belle, and bring the little lady to see my nasturtiums, and hyacinths, +and morning-glories. Roses and cape-jessamines, and the like are of no +use to us. Our flowers must be shaped like wine-glasses, with a drop of +honey-dew in the bottom, to please us perfectly. The hummers and I +understand that. You wouldn't believe how much company we are for one +another, or how much I learn from them. Even my silly mannikins give +work to my fingers and keep my thoughts steady." + +Cousin Molly Belle put her arms around the wee old lady and hugged her +hard--the honeysuckles and catalpas falling to the floor. + +"All this is the loveliest thing I ever heard!" laughing to keep from +crying. "I hope you will live to be a hundred years old, and give the +lie to or-nith-ol-o-gists every day you live. And Molly and I will come +to see you, often and often, whenever she is at our house. You dear, +brave, sensible, lion-hearted, _royal_ Queen Mab!" + +She kept her word. It was one of her many ways to do more than she had +promised. I never paid a visit to my dearest cousins, the Frank Mortons, +without riding, or driving, up through the woods, and across the creek, +and up the two long, and the one short, hill, and along the grass-grown +lane to the gray cottage that always reminded me of a "hummer's" nest +masked with moss. I spent a good deal of that summer with Cousin Molly +Belle, and one week in the very middle of December. + +The weather was very mild for midwinter, and the great south room felt +too warm to me. So warm that I began to feel sleepy and a little dizzy, +and Madam Leigh noticed the yawn I could not quite swallow. + +"Put on your hood and cloak, little lady," she said, "and run into the +garden to see if you cannot find some roses for your cousin. Betty tells +me there has been so little frost this season that the rose-bushes are +still all in leaf." + +I scampered off willingly, and did not show myself in the house again +until the sun almost touched the tree-tops. I gathered chrysanthemums +and nasturtiums and late heartsease, and at least a dozen roses and +buds, and, wandering farther and farther down the quiet paths, I saw +what I had never noticed before--that there was a small graveyard at the +back of the garden, of which it formed a part. An arbor, thickly +curtained with a Florida honeysuckle that kept its leaves all winter, +was at one side of the burial-place; a walk, edged with box, stretched +from it straight up to the house-yard. Now that the trees were bare, I +saw that old Madam Leigh could have a full view, through the windows in +the south gable, of the arbor, and the two white headstones before it:-- + + JOHN AND RUTH LEIGH. + + TWIN-CHILDREN OF EDWARD AND JUDITH LEIGH. + + BORN SEPTEMBER 3, 1790. + + DIED AUGUST 1, 1810. + + "_I was dumb; I opened not my mouth, because_ THOU + _didst it._" + +I sat down in the summer-house and had a long thinking spell, all by +myself. Too young to word the emotions that swelled my heart, the +thoughts that oppressed my brain, there was, all the while, in heart and +head, the recollection of the story she had told of her manner of +getting the first pair of humming-birds--and how she had stolen softly +around to the window after dark, and shut the parents in with their +nestlings. + +I never saw her again. On Christmas morning the maid, who came as usual +to awake and dress her mistress, found that she had died in her sleep. + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter XVII + +Out into the World + + +[Illustration] + +Cousin Burwell Carter fell in love with our handsome, amiable Boston +governess, Miss Davidson, and married her when I was ten years of age. +She comforted my mother for her loss by sending for her younger sister, +who was even prettier than herself, and had such winsome ways that Mr. +John Morton, Cousin Frank's bachelor brother, married her at the end of +her first session in our school-room. + +My father looked quizzically grave when the two sisters recommended a +Miss Bradnor of Springfield, Massachusetts, as a person who was sure to +please our parents and to bring us on finely in our studies. + +"Is she pretty and marriageable?" he asked. "My business, nowadays, +seems to be providing the eligible bachelors of Powhatan with wives. It +is pleasant enough from one standpoint, and that is the young men's. But +my children must be educated." + +Both young matrons assured him, earnestly, that Miss Bradnor was "a +predestined old maid--a man-hater, in fact--and was likely to remain a +fixture in our school-room as long as we needed her." When she arrived I +was surprised to see a prim, quiet little personage who looked too +gentle to hate any one. She fitted easily into her place in our family +and soon proved herself the prize we had been promised, being a born +instructor, and loving her profession. She awoke my mind as nobody else +had done. I fancied that I could feel it stretch, and grow, and get +hungry while she taught me. The more it was fed, the hungrier it grew, +and the more eagerly it stretched itself. I studied Comstock's _Natural +Philosophy_ with Miss Bradnor, and Vose's _Astronomy_, and Lyell's +_Elements of Geology_, Bancroft's _History of the United States_, and +_Watts on the Mind_, and began French and Latin. It was such a busy, +happy year that I was actually sorry when vacation began. + +I was sorrier yet when a letter was received from Miss Bradnor, saying +that she "had been betrothed for ten years to an exemplary gentleman who +now claimed the fulfilment of her pledge. Before the letter could reach +us she would (D. V.) have become Mrs. Calvin Chapin. She hoped the +unforeseen reversal of her plans for the ensuing year would not occasion +serious inconvenience to her dear and respected friends, Mr. and Mrs. +Burwell." + +"It takes the prim sort to give us such surprises!" exclaimed my mother. + +"It takes all sorts and conditions of women, _I_ think!" rejoined my +father, dryly. "I foresee that the Richmond plan will have to be carried +out, after all. Governesses are kittle cattle, at the best. And we have +had three of the very best." + +As may be supposed, I was consumed by curiosity to know what "the +Richmond plan" could be. The city I had never yet seen had been made +tenfold more interesting to me within a year by the removal of the Frank +Mortons to that place. Cousin Frank had gone into the Commission +business there with an uncle who had no son to succeed him in the firm. +But, although I pricked up my ears smartly at my father's unguarded +remark, I had to smother my excitement as best I could, and study +patience--surely the hardest lesson ever set for the young. When older +people were talking with one another, it was esteemed an impertinence in +children to interrupt them by questions. + +"If it were best for you to understand what we were saying, we would +take pains to explain it to you," my mother would say when we broke this +one of her rules. And, still oftener, "Little girls should trust their +fathers and mothers to tell them at the right time all that they ought +to know." + +The right time in this instance was one moonlight September night, soon +after Mary 'Liza and I had gone to bed. My mother had a habit of coming +up to our room, and sitting down by the bed in the dark, or without +other light than the moon, to have a little talk with us. "To give us a +good appetite for our dreams," she would say in her merry way. We dearly +enjoyed these visits, especially on Sunday nights, when we told her what +we had been reading and thinking that day, and repeated the hymns we +loved best. + +This was on Monday night, and she began by telling us that Miss Judy +Curran was coming the next day, to make our fall and winter frocks, and +that there would be a pretty busy time with us all for the rest of the +month, as we were going to school in Richmond, the fifth day of October. + +"Your father and I do not believe in boarding-schools," she continued. +"We think that God gives our children to us to be brought up and +educated, as far as possible, by us, their parents, and not to be made +over to hirelings at the very time when they are most easily led right +or wrong. There are, however, excellent reasons why you should begin now +to know more of the world than you can learn in a quiet country +neighborhood such as this. We are thankful to be able to give you the +advantages of a city school, without depriving you of good +home-training. You are to live with your Cousin Molly Belle, and be +day-scholars in Mrs. Nunham's seminary." + +Even Mary 'Liza gave a little jump under the sheet at the astounding +news, while I leaped clean out of bed, and danced around the room in my +night-gown, clapping my hands and uttering small shrieks of ecstasy. + +"Hurrah! hurrah! goody! goody! mother! it is like a fairy tale!" + +I was somewhat abashed, and decidedly ashamed of my transport when the +blessèd mother said gently, after a little sigh:-- + +"Of course I shall miss my daughters sadly, but I hope what we are doing +is for their good. If I were less sure of this, I could not part with +them." + +From the hour in which her first-born baby was laid in her arms, until +she closed her eyes in the sleep from which our wild weeping could not +awaken her, her ever-present thought was the children's best good. +Nothing that could secure that was self-denial on her part. + + * * * * * + +I have come to Richmond to write this chapter. From my window I look +down upon the pavement trodden by my feet twice a day for ten months out +of twelve, during four school years. The house in which I sojourn +belongs to a younger brother of him who figures in my story as "Bud." It +occupies the site of the large, yellow frame building in which Mrs. +Nunham taught her "young ladies," more than forty years ago. + +[Illustration: HOW I CAME TO TOWN. + +"My father walked between Mary 'Liza and myself, each of us holding to +one of his arms, as gentlemen and ladies walked."] + +I smile, as fancy reconstructs the group that turned the corner into +this street, a block away, on the fifth of October of that memorable +year in the forties. My father walked between Mary 'Liza and myself, +each of us holding to one of his arms, as gentlemen and ladies in the +country walked together then. He was a well-built, clear-eyed, +clean-lived, upright gentleman, whom God had made and whom the world had +not spoiled. My cousin and I were dressed exactly alike. Into every +detail of daily life my mother carried her principle of treating the +orphan as her own child. Our country-made frocks were of dark-green +merino, becoming to my blond companion, and anything but becoming to my +sun-browned skin. Over the frocks were neat black silk aprons with +pockets. White linen-cambric frills, hemstitched by hand, and carefully +crimped, were at our throats and wrists, and sunbonnets upon our heads, +or rather, "slatted" hoods that could be folded at pleasure. These were +of dark-green silk, to match the merinos, and ribbon of the same color +was quilled around the capes, crowns, and brims. Our silk gloves were +also dark green, and my mother had knit them herself. + +Every item of our school costume was prescribed by her before we left +home. I comprehend now, why the water stood in Cousin Molly Belle's +eyes, while dancing lights played under the water, when we presented +ourselves at breakfast-time, dressed for the important first day in the +Seminary. I appreciate, furthermore, as it was not possible I should +then, the tact and delicacy with which she gradually modified our +everyday and Sunday attire into something more in accordance with that +of our school-fellows. + +As we found out for ourselves, before the day was over, we were little +girls in the midst of young ladies, so far as dress and carriage went. +We were imbued with the idea--gathered from the talk of friends and +acquaintances, and our much reading of English story-books--that we were +to be "polished" by our city associations. It was a shock and a +down-topple of our expectations to be thrown, without preparation, into +the society of girls whose manners were very little, if at all, more +refined than those of the quartette who with us constituted Miss +Davidson's home school. We were even more confounded at the discovery +that our home-education had so rooted and grounded us in the rudiments +of learning that we were classed, after the preliminary examination, +with girls older than we by four and five years. The circumstance did +not make us popular with our comrades. + +As if my cheeks had tingled under the assault but to-day, I recall the +exclamation of a girl of fifteen who sat next to me while the +examination in history was held. Her father was a distinguished citizen +of Richmond, and her mother a leader in fashionable society. + +"Lord, child! how smart you think yourself, to be sure!" she said aloud, +turning squarely about to look into my face. + +I had answered as quietly and briefly as I could, the questions put to +me, and tried politely not to look scandalized at her flippant +failures. + +"I'm sure I don't know!" "Never heard of him!" "If I ever knew, I've +forgotten all about it!"--were, to my notion, a disgrace, and her cool +effrontery would have been severely rebuked by our governess, and have +met with still sterner judgment from my mother. + +At recess this offensive young person headed a coterie that surrounded +us, criticised our clothes, and catechised us as to our home, our +family, and our mode of home living. Among other choice _bon mots_ from +the Honorable Member's daughter was the inquiry--"if we got the pattern +of our wagon-cover hoods from Mrs. Noah?" + +I told Cousin Molly Belle that night, that "the whole pack were +ill-bred, rude, and unbearable." + +She agreed heartily with two of my epithets, and took me up on the +third:-- + +"Nothing is 'unbearable,' Namesake, except the thought of our own folly +or sin. Still, this is a part of the discipline of life I would spare +you, if I could. Endure hardness as a good soldier, and shame their want +of breeding by the perfection of yours. An unmannerly schoolgirl is the +cruellest of tormentors, and"--with a ring of her voice and a snap of +her eyes that were refreshing and characteristic--"I should like to have +the handling of that crew for an hour or two!" + +I snuggled up close to her, already measurably consoled, and ready as +usual, with one of the speeches that stamped me as "old-fashioned." + +"We are like two wild pigeons, tied by the foot, in a yard full of +peacocks. I would rather be a pigeon than a peacock. But pecks and +struts and screamings are not agreeable, for all that." + +Nor was it agreeable to be the only girls in our class-room who were not +invited to a party given the middle of November, by one of the nicest of +our new acquaintances. She had been quite friendly with us, and the very +day the invitations were sent out, laid a sprig of citronaloes silently +on my lap, during a French lesson. The smile that went with the scented +leaves was sweeter still, and made my heart and face glow. When we were +getting our wraps and bonnets in the cloak-room, at the close of the +afternoon session, I edged nearer and nearer to her, pretending to hunt +for my overshoes, meaning to say a word of thanks as soon as the group +about her thinned. I got so near to her that I caught what she was +saying in a low voice to her intimates:-- + +"I just _hated_ not to invite the Burwells, but they do look so +countryfied! like little old women cut short after they were made. And I +don't believe either of them has a party dress to her name. They would +be a pair of sights in a roomful of well-dressed people." + +I slipped away with a barbed arrow in my self-love, and a hard, +resentful pain at my heart, on my mother's account. Fierce tears scalded +the inside of my eyelids as I recalled her weeks of loving preparation +for our school life, the thousand of stitches set by her dear hands, +the gentle smile of satisfaction with which she had surveyed our +finished wardrobe. When I was in my own room at Cousin Molly's, I hugged +and kissed and cried over the slatted hood, vowing vengefully to study +so hard, and to rise so fast in my classes, and to acquit myself so +nobly in the sight of my teachers, as to compel the admiration of the +proud who rose up against me, and who compassed me about like bees. +David's "cussing psalms" came readily and forcibly to my help in the +hour of bitter humiliation. + +If my wrath was unhallowed, it wrought the peaceable fruits of +righteousness. The barb had gone too deep to be uncovered even to Cousin +Molly Belle, but the hurt made a student of me. Giving up all thought of +popularity and polish, I devoted myself to my school work with assiduity +that threatened injury to my health before the half-term was over. But +for my best and most clear-sighted of cousins I might have become a +misanthropic invalid. + +On the very day of the now hateful party, she took us for a long +drive,--the whole length of Main Street, the sidewalks of which were +thronged with promenaders and shoppers. She stopped the carriage--a +handsome equipage, with a smart coachman and two spanking grays--at +Samanni's and bought us a whole pound, apiece, of delicious candy, and +treated us to Albemarle pippins to take home with us, and ice-cream +eaten on the spot. Next, we went to Drinker and Morris's, the +fashionable bookstore, and she told us to pick out, each for herself, +the books we would like best to have. Mary 'Liza chose _The School-girl +in France_, and I, _The Scottish Chiefs_. (I have it to this day.) We +finished our excursion by a visit to St. John's Church and +burying-ground. Cousin Molly Belle's grandfather had heard Patrick +Henry's "Liberty or Death" speech, and she made the scene very plain to +us as we strolled along the dim aisles, streaked with flaming bars of +sunset, striking through the western window upon the very spot where the +great orator had stood. + +By the time I had finished my supper, and was settled before the fire +with my book, the memories of my jaunt making glad my whole being, I had +clean forgotten party and slight, and did not care a fig--for that one +night--if I _was_ countryfied and had not a party dress to my name. The +real things were mine,--home-loves and the world of books and +imagination,--possessions which the scorning of those who were at ease, +and the contempt of the proud could not molest or take away. + +I was reading _The Scottish Chiefs_ for the second time,--out of school, +of course,--and studying with might and main, when something came to +pass that altered the tone of my mates, converted oppressors into +champions, and made a moderate heroine of me. + +There were sixteen of us in the senior Geography Class, I being the +youngest. The practice of "turning down" for incorrect answers to +questions was common at that date, even in Young Ladies' Seminaries. +When the class was formed, we were seated according to age, but thanks +to my governesses' drill, I had mounted steadily until I was now but one +from the top--or, as we put it, was "next to head." The topmost place +had been held for over a month by Mary Morgan, a slovenly and indolent +girl of sixteen, who wrote poetry and had a great deal of old blue blood +in her veins, as she was fond of informing all who had the patience to +listen to her. Her recitations in most of her classes were so imperfect +that everybody was surprised at her keeping an honorable place in any +until the whisper went around that she smuggled "help-papers" into the +class with her. + +I am told that the use of "ponies," and much less reputable aids to +perfect recitation in school and in college, is not considered +dishonorable among the youth of the present age. Unmannerly and cruel as +the girls in our seminary appeared to me, they had a certain sense of +honor, a respect for truth and fair-dealing that bespoke better things +than their surface-conduct indicated. When it was certainly known that +Mary Morgan carried into the recitation-room notes of the lesson, +written upon bits of paper, and tucked up her sleeve, or hidden in the +folds of her dress, popular indignation arose to a bubbling boil. A +tale-bearer would have been drummed out of school, and not a lisp of the +shameful truth was carried to the teacher, the second Miss Nunham, who +was near-sighted and unsuspicious. The geography lesson was the most +exciting event of the day,--a prize-ring, in which the two at the head +of the class were chief actors. When a question reached Mary Morgan, the +class held its breath for a time. When she answered with glib accuracy, +the breath exhaled in chagrin audible to all but the teacher. Out of +class I was noticed, cheered, and commended, and exhorted to hold on in +the course of truth and uprightness--encouragement corresponding to the +rubbing down and bracing bestowed by his guardians upon the pugilist. +And still the geography questions went around, and Mary Morgan was head +and I next to head. + +At last, on the fifteenth of December, came the tug of war in the shape +of a review of the exercises of the last month, and Mary Morgan was +armed for the fray by half a dozen long slips of paper covered with +characters in very black ink. Presuming upon the teacher's short-sighted +eyes, and nerved by a sense of the gravity of the situation, she boldly +laid the papers upon the bench between her and myself, and consulted +them from time to time, with coolness that would have been heroic had it +not been impudent. The recitation was half over, when the girl who sat +next below me "made a long arm" behind my back, and abstracted one of +the abhorrent slips without the knowledge of the owner. She perceived +the loss as the questions were again nearing her, gave one frightened +glance at the floor on all sides of her, colored violently; made a +desperate rally of memory and courage when the question reached her, +answered so wildly that the teacher gave her a second trial, and, in +pity for her distress, still a third. + +Such a simple question as it was! I can never forget it. "What large +island lies south of Hindostan?" + +Nor can I forget the pale dismay of the face turned to me as the teacher +said, reluctantly,--"Next." + +I had never liked the girl; latterly, I had despised her and regarded +her as my enemy. I did not analyze the revulsion of feeling that made me +hesitate while one could have counted ten, before saying in a low, +constrained voice,--"Ceylon!" + +The deposed pupil sank to the middle of the class before the recitation +was over, much to the bewilderment of the single-minded teacher. By the +morrow she was at the bottom of the line and so far across the outer +confines of Coventry that she never got back. That was our way of +looking at "cribs" half a century ago. + +It is not ten years since I met the banished scholar in a metropolitan +reception-room, and a few minutes afterward, another old schoolfellow, +who said in one and the same breath, "Do you know that Mary Morgan is +here?" and, "I suppose it is uncharitable, but I can never forget that +she used to cheat in her recitations at Mrs. Nunham's." + +We went home "for Christmas." My father sent the carriage for us. The +roomy family coach he never allowed to get shabby. The "squabs," _i.e._ +padded inner curtains to exclude the cold in winter, were in, and there +were thick shawls and a pillow apiece and two footstoves for our comfort +in the thirty-mile drive, and upon the front seat, gorgeous in a new +shawl of many and daring colors, her snowy turban wound about head and +ears, was Mam' Chloe, the comfortablest thing there. Hamilcar, the +carriage-driver, (we did not say "coachman") had on his Christmas suit, +including a shaggy overcoat for which his master had given him an order +upon a Richmond tailor, and was spruce exceedingly. To ensure our +perfect safety and respectability we had an outrider in the shape of +Mr. James Ireton, a young fellow-countryman, who was returning from a +business trip to town. + +The boxes under the seats--an old-fashioned convenience, capable of +containing a gentleman's entire wardrobe and half of a lady's--were +brimful of Christmas gifts and "goodies," and parcels stuffed with the +same wedged Mam' Chloe in the exact middle of the front seat. A big +hair-trunk was strapped upon the rack behind, and a box packed by Cousin +Molly Belle was between Hamilcar's feet. + +It began to snow before we had left the city a mile behind us, but that +made things all the merrier. How we chuckled with laughter as the fast +flakes stuck upon Mr. Ireton's hat and overcoat and leggings, until he +looked like a polar bear but for his face that got redder as the rest of +his body whitened, until, with his shining teeth and powdered hair, he +made us think of Santa Claus. When we let down the carriage-window to +tell him so, he drew a pipe from his pocket, got behind the carriage to +screen it from the wind while he was lighting it, and rode up again +alongside of us, puffing away at it to carry out the likeness. + +We set out at nine o'clock, and at one o'clock stopped at Flat Rock, a +well-known house of entertainment, for an early dinner and a generous +feed for the horses. The roads were heavy with winter mud, red and +sticky. It looked like strawberry ice-cream as the wheels and hoofs +churned it up with the snow. Mam' Chloe laughed until her fat sides +quaked when I said that. How good she was to us that day! how good +everybody was! and how good it was to be just what I was, and where I +was--off on a royal spree in the splendidest snowstorm I had ever seen, +and Home and Christmas at the end of the journey. + +Darkness fell by four o'clock, and, but for the whiteness of the earth, +we would not have been able to see the trees on the side of the road +when we came in sight of the house. Not a shutter had been closed, and +every window was aglow with fire and lamplight, golden and pink through +the snowy veil shifting and swaying between them and our happy eyes. + +When, for me, Life's little day--full, rich, and blessèd, for all that +storm and wreck and blight have, once and again, befallen me, as was +God's will, and therefore, for my eternal good--when, for me, Life's +little day darkens to its outgoing, may the lights of the Home that +changes not, save from glory to glory, shine out for me through night +and chill with such loving welcome as gleamed in those ruddy windows! + + + * * * * * + + +THE FAMOUS PEPPER BOOKS + +BY MARGARET SIDNEY + +IN ORDER OF PUBLICATION + +Five Little Peppers and How they Grew.~ Cloth, 12mo, illustrated, $1.50, +postpaid. + +This was an instantaneous success; it has become a genuine child +classic. + +~Five Little Peppers Midway.~ Cloth, 12mo, illustrated, $1.50, postpaid. + +"A perfect Cheeryble of a book."--_Boston Herald._ + +~Five Little Peppers Grown Up.~ Cloth, 12mo, illustrated, $1.50, postpaid. + +This shows the Five Little Peppers as "grown up," with all the struggles +and successes of young manhood and womanhood. + +~Phronsie Pepper.~ Cloth, 12mo, illustrated, $1.50, postpaid. + +It is the story of Phronsie, the youngest and dearest of all the +Peppers. + +~The Stories Polly Pepper Told.~ Cloth, 12mo. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: When Grandmamma Was New + The Story of a Virginia Childhood + +Author: Marion Harland + +Release Date: April 21, 2008 [EBook #25118] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK WHEN GRANDMAMMA WAS NEW *** + + + + +Produced by Juliet Sutherland and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + +</pre> + + + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 394px;"> +<img src="images/img.cover.jpg" width="394" height="600" alt="" title="cover" /> +</div> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 491px;"> +<img src="images/frontis.jpg" width="491" height="650" alt="The Story Telling. + +"'I like, best of all, to hear about what happened when Grandmamma was +new,' said Fritz."—See page 7." title="" /> +<span class="caption">The Story Telling. + +"'I like, best of all, to hear about what happened when Grandmamma was +new,' said Fritz."—See <a href='#Explanatory'><b>page 7</b></a>.</span> +</div> + + + + + + <h1>When Grandmamma<br /> + Was New</h1> + + <h3>THE STORY OF A VIRGINIA + CHILDHOOD</h3> + + <h1>By + Marion Harland</h1> + + <h4><i>ILLUSTRATED</i></h4> + + <p class="center"> BOSTON<br /> + LOTHROP PUBLISHING COMPANY<br /><br /> + + Copyright, 1899,<br /> + BY<br /> + LOTHROP PUBLISHING COMPANY.<br /><br /> + + <i>THIRD THOUSAND</i><br /><br /> + + <i>Norwood Press</i><br /> + <i>J. S. Cushing & Co.—Berwick & Smith</i><br /> + <i>Norwood Mass. U.S.A.</i></p> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<div class="centerbox"> + <h3><i>TO</i><br /><br /> + + HORACE AND ERIC<br /> + FRITZ, TERHUNE, AND STERLING<br /><br /> + + This Story<br /><br /> + + FIRST TOLD TO THEM OVER THE LIBRARY FIRE<br /> + IN AUTUMN AND WINTER EVENINGS<br /> + <i>IS MOST LOVINGLY DEDICATED</i><br /><br /> + +<span class="smcap">Sunnybank</span>,<br /> +<span class="smcap">Pompton, N.J.</span></h3></div> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="Explanatory" id="Explanatory"></a>Explanatory</h2> + + +<p>It was Fritz who said it first, and when he was three years younger than +he is now.</p> + +<p>Somebody asked him what sort of stories he liked best. No doubt he ought +to have said "Bible Stories," such as his mother tells on Sunday +afternoons, and which he does love dearly. But he spoke out what he +really thought and felt at the time of asking, and said, "I like, best +of all, to hear about what happened when Grandmamma was New."</p> + +<p>The phrase tickled my fancy, and, thenceforward, I would have no other +title for the sight-draughts made by the boys upon my bank of memory. +When these "vouchers" grew into a volume, no name would serve my turn +except the <i>mot de famille</i> set in circulation by the quaint +five-year-old.</p> + +<p>My laddies are well trained. (Good children run in the family.) I +record, pridefully, that the sunny head of the least of the band has +never drooped drowsily while the tale went on, and that his chirp was +distinct in the general plea for, "More—to-morrow night?" with which +the conclave brought up at the call to prayers and to pillows. This has +not so far flattered me out of my sober senses as to beget a hope that +my reminiscences will find such loving interest and attention so rapt in +the larger audience outlying our doors. Yet I dare believe that other +grandparents will read and other children will listen to the real +happenings of the Long Time Ago <span class="smcap">when this Grandmamma was New</span>.</p> + +<p class="author"> +MARION HARLAND.</p> + + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;"><span class="smcap">Sunnybank</span>,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">May, 1899.</span><br /> +</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><br /><br /><a name="Contents" id="Contents"></a>Contents<br /><br /></h2> + + + + + +<div class='centered'> +<table border="0" cellpadding="2" width="65%" cellspacing="0" summary="Contents"> +<tr><td align='right'> </td><th align='left'>CHAPTER</th><th align='right'>PAGE</th></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>I.</td><td align='left'>The Tragedy of Rozillah</td><td align='right'><a href='#Page_11'><b>11</b></a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>II.</td><td align='left'>A Prize Fight and a Race</td><td align='right'><a href='#Page_28'><b>28</b></a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>III.</td><td align='left'>Van Diemen's Land</td><td align='right'><a href='#Page_45'><b>45</b></a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>IV.</td><td align='left'>Oiled Calico</td><td align='right'><a href='#Page_63'><b>63</b></a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>V.</td><td align='left'>What was done with Musidora</td><td align='right'><a href='#Page_78'><b>78</b></a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>VI.</td><td align='left'>The Haunted Room</td><td align='right'><a href='#Page_97'><b>97</b></a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>VII.</td><td align='left'>Just for Fun</td><td align='right'><a href='#Page_107'><b>107</b></a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>VIII.</td><td align='left'>My First Lie, and what came of it</td><td align='right'><a href='#Page_124'><b>124</b></a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>IX.</td><td align='left'>My Pets</td><td align='right'><a href='#Page_144'><b>144</b></a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>X.</td><td align='left'>Circumstantial Evidence</td><td align='right'><a href='#Page_164'><b>164</b></a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>XI.</td><td align='left'>Frankenstein</td><td align='right'><a href='#Page_182'><b>182</b></a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>XII.</td><td align='left'>My Prize Beet</td><td align='right'><a href='#Page_198'><b>198</b></a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>XIII.</td><td align='left'>Two Adventures</td><td align='right'><a href='#Page_215'><b>215</b></a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>XIV.</td><td align='left'>Miss Nancy's Nerves</td><td align='right'><a href='#Page_232'><b>232</b></a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>XV.</td><td align='left'>"Side-blades" and Water-melons</td><td align='right'><a href='#Page_246'><b>246</b></a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>XVI.</td><td align='left'>Old Madam Leigh</td><td align='right'><a href='#Page_257'><b>257</b></a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='right'>XVII.</td><td align='left'>Out into the World</td><td align='right'><a href='#Page_282'><b>282</b></a></td></tr> +</table></div> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</a></span><br /><br /></p> + + + + + +<div class="centered"> +<table border="0" cellpadding="2" cellspacing="0" summary="When Grandmamma Was New"> +<tr> +<td><img src="images/illus-011a.jpg" width="141" height="350" alt="" title="When Grandmamma Was New" /></td> +<td><h1>When Grandmamma Was New</h1></td> +<td><img src="images/illus-011b.jpg" width="141" height="350" alt="" title="When Grandmamma Was New" /></td> +</tr> + + +</table></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="Chapter_I" id="Chapter_I"></a>Chapter I</h2> + +<h3>The Tragedy of Rozillah</h3> + +<div class="figleft" style="width: 82px;"> +<img src="images/illus-011c.jpg" width="82" height="300" style="margin-top: -3em;" alt="" title="J" /> +</div> +<p>UST look at her now, Molly! Isn't she the sweetest thing you ever +saw?"</p> + +<p>Molly, that is, Myself, sitting on the door-step, elbows on knees and +shoulders hunched sullenly up to my ears, did not budge or speak.</p> + +<p>Before my gloomy eyes was the kitchen yard, a gray and gritty expanse, +with never a tree or bush to shade it except the lilac hedge bounding it +on the garden side, and one sickly peach tree growing at the corner of +"the house." Three hens and one rooster were scratching about the flat +stone at the kitchen door.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</a></span></p> + +<p>On the other three sides of the house were rustling boughs and cool +grass and flower-beds. It suited my humor to sit in the scanty strip of +shadow cast by the eaves, my feet upon the step that had soaked in the +noonday heat, and to be as wretched as a five-year-old could make +herself, with a sharp sense of injury boring like a bit of steel into +her small soul. The room behind me was my mother's—the "chamber" of the +Southern home. A big four-poster, hung with dimity curtains, stood in +the farther corner. The dimity valance, trimmed, like the curtains, with +ball fringe, hid the trundle-bed that was pulled out at night for Mary +'Liza and me to sleep in. At the foot of the bed was my baby brother's +cradle. As Mam' Chloe was walking with him in the garden, it should have +been empty. Whereas, Mary 'Liza was putting her doll-baby to sleep in +it. We said "doll-baby" in those days. There was Musidora, my rag-baby, +who was a beauty when she was new.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</a></span></p> + +<p>She was not old now, but Fate had been unkind to her. Twice I had left +her out-of-doors all night. The first time was when I laid her at the +foot of a particularly tall corn-stalk, telling her that I would return +presently, but could not find her at all when I went back. I was up and +out early next morning and "found her indeed, but it made my heart +bleed," for a field mouse—with six acres of roasting-ears to choose +from—had made his supper on the bran that served my poor Musidora for +brains, nibbling a hole in the exact region of the <i>medulla oblongata</i>. +My mother plugged the cranium with raw cotton and stitched up the wound, +and the dear patient was doing better than could be expected, when there +was a thunder-storm and Musidora was on a bench in the summer-house. The +rain lasted all night, and I could not go out again.</p> + +<p>One immediate and obvious consequence of this adventure was that there +was nothing left of Musidora's features except her eye<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</a></span>brows, which were +laid on with indelible ink instead of water-colors. She hung, head +downward, in front of the kitchen fire for twelve hours before she was +thoroughly dry. My mother "indicated" eyes, nose, and mouth with +pen-and-ink, but the effect was flat and mournful.</p> + +<p>While I sat in the door that evening, putting on Musidora's night-gown, +I overheard Mam' Chloe say to my mother:—</p> + +<p>"I declar' to gracious, Miss Ma'y Anna, you ought to buy that chile a +sure-'nough doll-baby while you are in town. It f'yar breaks my heart to +see how much store she sets by that po' wrack of a rag thing she's got +thar."</p> + +<p>My mother's reply was so low that I did not catch it, but her tone was +not unpromising. I said nothing to her, or to anybody of what I had +heard. Only, of course, Musidora and I talked it all over. I assured her +that she was going to have a beautiful sister who would love her and +play with her and tell her stories<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</a></span> of the wonderful city, and of how +happy we three should be together.</p> + +<p>My father and mother went away to Richmond. They took the baby with +them, and Mary 'Liza and I were sent to my Aunt Eliza Carter's to stay +until they returned, when Cousin Molly Belle took us back home and told +my mother before my face that I had been as "good as gold."</p> + +<p>"I am very glad to hear it," said my mother, giving me a squeeze and +kiss. "I was afraid she might be troublesome. She is not as steady as +Mary 'Liza, you know. I have something nice in my trunk for each of my +daughters."</p> + +<p>She always spoke of us in that way, although Mary 'Liza was her niece, +and an orphan. She was seven now, and the pattern child of the county. +Pretty, too, with a fair skin and shiny braids of golden hair, and +innocent blue eyes, and dimpled arms, and fluffy, kittenish ways, while +I was as lean as a snake, as brown as a chinquapin, and as wild as a +hawk. I was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</a></span> used to hearing myself compared to all three. Mary 'Liza +could read in the New Testament without stopping to spell a word, at +three, and write in a copy-book at five, and do sums on the slate at +six, and at seven was as much company to my mother as if she had been +seventeen. In a word, my cousin was "a comfort." I was often called "a +plague."</p> + +<p>Yet, as I can honestly affirm, I had never known, until this black day +when Cousin Molly Belle took me home, what it was to be envious. I was +not exactly fond of my cousin, yet we seldom disagreed openly. She wore +clean frocks and liked to stay indoors and piece bedquilts and knit +stockings and read aloud to my mother. I never willingly spent an hour +in the house when I could get out, and had odd plays of my own which I +kept secret from Mary 'Liza because I was sure she would be shocked, or +laugh at them. I fully recognized the claims of orphanhood to the +buttered side of life, and that a girl<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</a></span> who had no father or mother +deserved to be cared for by everybody else.</p> + +<p>My parents had arrived late at night, and the trunk was unpacked with +much ceremony the next morning. Under my mother's best new dresses was a +long pasteboard box which she opened, smiling at our expectant faces. +From it she drew the biggest, prettiest doll-baby we had ever seen, in a +blue silk frock with a sash to match. She had real hair, curly and black +as a coal, and round black eyes and a cherry-ripe mouth. I reached out +both hands, and a cry of rapture rushed from my heart to my lips—an +inarticulate gurgle of ineffable happiness.</p> + +<p>My mother did not see my gesture. I hope she did not hear the cry. She +laid the doll-baby in Mary 'Liza's arms.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Hutcheson, who was your mother's dearest friend, sent that to you +with her love."</p> + +<p>For me there was a trumpery book, with very few pictures, and a good +deal of reading in it—also from Mrs. Hutcheson.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</a></span></p> + +<p>"She thought it might coax you to learn how to read. I was ashamed to +have to say that my little girl does not know her letters yet," said my +much-tried parent. "And your father brought you a Noah's Ark."</p> + +<p>I received book and Ark without a word, and marched toward the door, my +heart ready to break.</p> + +<p>"What do you say for your presents, Molly?"</p> + +<p>I stood stock-still, my eyes on the floor.</p> + +<p>My mother quietly and sorrowfully took the painted Ark from my hand.</p> + +<p>"When you can say 'thank you,' and stop pouting, you can have it back," +she said, in gentle severity.</p> + +<p>I dashed from the room around the house to the end porch. It was high +enough for me to stand upright under it and the sides were screened by a +climbing sweetbrier. I had often played Daniel in the lion's den there, +assisted by a caste of small colored children. They were the lions, I, +with the choice of parts, electing invariably to play the persecuted +and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</a></span> finally triumphant biped. The fury of forty wild beasts was in my +heart, as I pushed aside the prickly branches and crept into my lair. +The den was paved with bricks, loosely laid. With a pointed stick I +pried one up, and scooped out with my hands a grave deep enough to hold +the hateful book with the few pictures and the much reading. I thrust it +in without benefit of clergy, hustled the earth back upon it, pounded +the brick into place, and lay flat down upon the dishonored tomb.</p> + +<p>Mam' Chloe found me there at dinner-time, fast asleep. She dragged me +back to consciousness and the open air by the heels. Not in wanton +cruelty, but she was a large woman, and could get at me in no other way. +While she washed and made me decent in clean frock, apron, and +pantalettes, she scolded me for my "low-lived, onladylike ways," and +warned me of her solemn intention to "tell my mother on me," the next +time such a disgraceful thing happened. I did not mind the lecture. I +knew Mam' Chloe, and she (Heaven rest her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</a></span> white, faithful soul in the +Kingdom where the bond are free!) knew me, I verily believe, better than +the mother that bore me.</p> + +<p>Toilet and tirade ended, she slid me, as she might a proscribed book, +through a crack in the side-door into the dining room, where Uncle Ike, +her husband, was in waiting. He, in turn, smuggled me behind my mother's +back to the side-table, there being no room for us children at the main +board that day.</p> + +<p>None of the dozen grown-up diners noticed me, or that Mary 'Liza, +sitting prim and dainty on her side of our table, had her doll by her in +another chair, and interrupted her meal, once in a while, to caress her +or to re-arrange her curls and skirts. I affected not to see the +pantomime, which I chose to assume was enacted for my further +exasperation. I was apparently as indifferent to Uncle Ike's shameless +partiality in loading my plate with choice tidbits, such as a gizzard, a +merry-thought, or a cheese-cake, while Mary 'Liza had to ask twice for +what she wanted. What<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</a></span> was not tasteless was bitter to my palate. I +wondered, dully, why the sight of the doll-baby and the fuss her owner +made over her, turned me sick. As soon as I could get away, I slipped +down, and out at the friendly side-door, and went to find Musidora. +There was a new bond of union between us. She had no beautiful sister, I +no beautiful daughter. Sitting down upon the hot step, before the +kitchen yard, I hugged her hard and cried a little over her, in a brief, +stormy way. The tears hurt me, as they came, and did not ease the hot +ache in my chest or the lump in my throat.</p> + +<p>At this juncture, when my misery was at its height, I heard Mary 'Liza +in the chamber behind me, cooing to, and hushing her doll-baby, with +tones and words copied faithfully from my mother's talk over my +brother's cradle.</p> + +<p>"Wouldn't you like to rock her a little while?" she called presently. "I +wouldn't mind if you'd promise not to touch her. Sometimes your hands +are not clean, you know."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</a></span></p> + +<p>I set my jaws savagely outside of my leaping tongue, not moving or +looking up when I felt her standing close by me. Musidora had dropped +from my lap, and lay, face downward, on the step. Mary 'Liza picked her +up, and brushed the dust from her inexpressive visage.</p> + +<p>"Poor thing!" purred she. "I hope nothing will ever happen to Rozillah. +Isn't that a <i>love</i>-el-ly? I made it out of my own head from Rosa and +Zillah, two <i>love</i>-el-ly girls I read of in a book."</p> + +<p>"I think it is a nasty name," was my deliberate reply.</p> + +<p>She recoiled with a fine horror which stung me like a nettle.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Molly! what a word for a little lady to use!"</p> + +<p>I looked up at her for the first time, my eyes burning in dry sockets.</p> + +<p>"I think your doll-baby is nasty, and Rozillah is a <i>nigger</i> name! So +there!"</p> + +<p>I could command no worse language, for I knew none.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</a></span></p> + +<p>Mary 'Liza looked shocked and terrified. She glanced right and left and +upward nervously, as fearing the punishment of heaven upon me.</p> + +<p>"I am afraid that you are in a very bad humor," she faltered, her +self-possession forsaking her for a moment. "I'd better leave you."</p> + +<p>She had gone a dozen paces when she glanced over her shoulder to say, in +her most grown-up and judicial manner:—</p> + +<p>"I hope you will not make any noise and wake Rozillah up."</p> + +<p>I rose and went straight to the cradle as soon as my cousin was out of +sight. Cold, deadly fury possessed and filled me, casting out fear of +consequences and routing the weakling conscience engendered and +nourished by parental counsel. I plucked Rozillah from her downy bed and +bore her into the air, cuffing her polished red cheeks soundly on the +way. Then I stripped off her gay raiment and knotted the ribbon<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</a></span> sash +about her smooth neck. I had never tied a knot before, but this held, as +did the loop I cast over a projecting branch of the sickly +peach-sapling. Naked and forlorn, Rozillah dangled a foot and more from +the ground. I fetched my father's riding-whip from the hall table, and +the last feeble check upon my fury was released.</p> + +<p>The next I knew a pair of cool, white arms closed about me and the whip +together, and Cousin Molly Belle's voice, half-laughing, half-horrified, +cried through the roaring in my ears:—</p> + +<p>"Dear little Namesake! what has got into you?"</p> + +<p>All at once, red mists parted and rolled away from my eyes, and I became +conscious that Mary 'Liza was jumping up and down and screaming +piteously, that everybody was on the spot—my father and mother and all +the dinner company, and Mam' Chloe with the baby in her arms, and a ring +of my small black servitors on the outside of the group;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</a></span> also that all +eyes were focussed on me and what was left of Rozillah.</p> + +<p>The lash had drawn sawdust at every blow. One arm and both legs were +torn off and weltered in the scattered stuffing beneath; the crop of +black curls was tangled in the topmost limb of the sapling. The blue +silk gown would never fit the pliant waist again. Rozillah was beyond +the possibility of reconstruction.</p> + +<p>I threw my arms around Cousin Molly Belle's neck, and burst into a +torrent of childish tears.</p> + +<p>I think I must have been whipped for that afternoon's work. I ought to +have been, and Solomon, as a disciplinarian, was in high repute in the +family connection. I am sure that I was put forthwith to bed and left +alone for an eternity without even Musidora to bear me company. I had an +indefinite impression that they feared the effect of association with +such a wicked child upon her morals and manners.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</a></span></p> + +<p>I recollect that my mother brought me the bread and milk which was all +the supper I was to have, and talked me tenderly into tears.</p> + +<p>But most vividly do I recall the apparition which stole into my solitude +after supper—which I had scented longingly from afar. A wraith all in +white—gown and neck and arms and face, the masses of fluffy hair making +this last more wraith-like. It sank to the floor beside my low bed, and +gathered me, miserable culprit, in a cuddling embrace, and bade me "tell +Cousin all about it—the whole <i>truly truth</i>."</p> + +<p>I could always talk to her, and I began at the beginning and went +straight and steadfastly through to the nauseous end.</p> + +<p>I did not cry while I talked, and when struck by her silence I raised a +timid hand to her dear cheek and found it wet, I was surprised.</p> + +<p>"Why, Cousin Molly Belle!" I stammered. "Are you so angry with me as +<i>that</i>?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Angry? yes, Namesake, but not with you, poor little sinner! You and I +are always getting into scrapes—aren't we? Maybe that is why I am going +to ask your mother to let you sleep with me to-night."</p> + +<p>Which delicious cup of happiness consoled the outgoing of the first +tragical day of my life.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 600px;"> +<img src="images/illus-028.jpg" width="600" height="340" alt="" title="Chapter header decoration" /> +</div> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="Chapter_II" id="Chapter_II"></a>Chapter II</h2> + +<h3>A Prize Fight and a Race</h3> + + +<p><span class="large">C</span><span class="smcap">ousin Molly</span> and I were spending an afternoon in the Old Orchard. My +mother had a houseful of company, a common circumstance in itself. This +particular houseful was so little to Cousin Molly Belle's liking that +she got away as soon as dinner was over, drawing me, a willing captive, +in her train. Furthermore, she had stolen Bud, my baby brother, from the +chamber floor where Mam' Chloe had deposited him and a string of spools, +while she lent a hand with the dinner dishes to her butler husband.</p> + +<p>Bud chuckled and crowed and squealed, as if he were the heart, head, and +front of the joke, while we scampered down the middle<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</a></span> garden walk, +hidden by tall althea hedges, and gained the rail fence at the lower end +without being challenged. My accomplice made me climb over first, and +lowered her burden carefully into my arms, before she leaned her weight +upon the two hands laid on the top rail, and whirled over like an +acrobat—or a bird. She could outrun half the boys who had been her +slaves and playfellows in childhood, and outjump three-fourths of them.</p> + +<p>We were comparatively safe now, the ground dipping abruptly below the +garden into a level stretch of "old field" where the broom straw came up +to my armpits, the yellowing waves parting before, and closing behind, +with the surge and "swish" of a gentle surf. They smelled sweet and they +felt soft, and Cousin Molly Belle let Bud down from her shoulder, and +making a hammock of her arms, swung him back and forth through the +pliant stems until he choked with ecstasy.</p> + +<p>Beyond the old field was the Old Orchard. The new orchard, planted +nearer the house,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[Pg 30]</a></span> was in full bearing, and my father made little +account of such fruit—mostly choke-pears and apples from ungrafted +limbs—as was enterprising enough to grow and ripen without tending or +harvesting. The trunks of the neglected trees were studded with knobs +like enormous wens, and the branches had a jaunty earthward cant that +made climbing the easiest sort of work, and swinging an irresistible +temptation. In the higher boughs were cosey crotches where one could +sit, and read, and even sleep, without danger of falling. I and my court +of small darkies had spent one whole July Saturday in and under the "big +sweeting," when the apples were nominally ripe. I was Elijah, and my +attendants were the ravens who plied me with sweetings in all stages of +development until I could not have swallowed another to save the +combined kingdoms of Judah and Israel. I was ill all night after the +surfeit, but I bore the sweetings no grudge for my misplaced confidence +in the human stomach.</p> + +<p>We three runaways camped down under the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</a></span> brooding branches. The unshorn +and uncropped turf was thick and dry as a parlor carpet. Bud crept +lawlessly about, picking up twigs and pebbles, and trying his first four +teeth upon them. He was a discreet baby, never swallowing what he could +not bite into. His real names were William Skipwith Burwell. Somebody +had dubbed him "Rosebud," in the first moon of his sublunary existence, +and the abbreviation was inevitable. He would probably remain "Bud" +until he entered Hampton Sidney. The chances were even that the +alliterative temptation of "Bud Burwell" would tack the label upon him +for life. Changes were troublesome, and Powhatan County people were +opposed to taking trouble. The name of their own county usually lost the +second syllable in sliding between their lips.</p> + +<p>Cousin Molly Belle threw herself down at full-length on the grass, +pillowed her bright head upon her arms, and stared contentedly into the +apple boughs.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</a></span></p> + +<p>"This is what I call taking one's comfort!" she breathed.</p> + +<p>I sat down by her, my short legs tucked under me, Bedouin-wise. That was +one good thing—among many—about being out-of-doors with nobody by but +her or the colored children. I could sit cross-legged. If I forgot my +manners and did it in the house, my mother, or Mam' Chloe, pulled my +legs out straight in front of me, or shook them down, and reminded me +that I was going to be a young lady before long. As if that were my +fault, or as if it could be helped! My heart glowed with gratification +in observing that Cousin Molly Belle had laid one slim ankle over the +other. I hitched myself a little nearer to her and lapsed into the +confidential tone she encouraged in our <i>tête-à-têtes</i>.</p> + +<p>"Don't you just love to cross your—<i>feet</i>?"</p> + +<p>My modest hesitation was not lost upon her. She laughed.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I like to cross my <i>legs</i>—and I do it!"</p> + +<p>"Mam' Chloe says people ought to think little ladies haven't any +legs,—that their feet are just pinned to the bottom of their +pantalettes."</p> + +<p>"Mam' Chloe is an—echo!"</p> + +<p>"That wasn't what you began to say,—was it?" asked I, diffidently.</p> + +<p>She laughed again, tweaking my ear, affectionately, and telling me that +I was a "monkey, and too sharp to be safe."</p> + +<p>Her eyes were full of laughter and laziness; the color in her cheeks was +that of a velvet perpetual rose, shading into peach-blow, then into pure +white that never took freckle or tan from the hottest sun.</p> + +<p>Have I said that her hair was auburn, and curled like grape tendrils, +from the nape of the neck to the forehead? The color was singular. In +the shade it was that of a perfectly groomed bay horse. When the sun +struck it, it got all alive, as if there were light under it, as well as +over it, and was,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</a></span> unmistakably, red. She made more fun of it than +anybody else, but at heart she loved her hair, and would not have +exchanged it for paley-gold or ebony tresses. Bud had fastened his +chubby hands in it to steady himself on his perch, as she ran, and +pulled some of it loose from her comb. A thick curl strayed over her +arm, bare almost to the shoulder, as was the warm-weather custom of +young ladies of that time. She drew it around before her eyes, thinning +it into a silky veil, holding it high up and letting it slip, strand by +strand, between her and the light.</p> + +<p>A notion—indefinable in words—that a wealth of charms was wasted upon +one observant little girl and a non-observant baby, led me to inquire:—</p> + +<p>"Would you, sure enough, rather be out here than in the house, talking +to them all?"</p> + +<p>"I am tired of 'them all,' Molly. They tire me to death."</p> + +<p>"Some grown people are not tiresome," I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</a></span> essayed. "There's Mr. Frank +Morton, now. I <i>like</i> him!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, you do—do you? Why?" still shredding the veil of curls between her +and the sun.</p> + +<p>"Well, one thing is, he talks <i>straight</i>. He doesn't talk 'round about, +and sideways, and crossways, to children. Nor make fun of my questions. +He just answers right along and plain."</p> + +<p>"I don't think I quite know what you mean, Namesake."</p> + +<p>"Why, you see it's this way,—the other day I asked him if he didn't +think you were a heap prettier than any other lady he ever saw, and he +never so much as cracked a smile. He just put his arm 'round me—he +never did that but twice before—and he said up-and-down, as serious as +anything—'Yes, I do, Molly!' And he does make the beautifullest +chinquapin whistles! They go on whistling after they are dry. You see, +the trouble with the whistles other people<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</a></span> make for me, is that they +shrivel all up by next day, and there isn't a bit of whistle left in +them."</p> + +<p>"That's the way with most of my whistles, too, Namesake. And then I +throw them away and want new ones. Heigh-ho! What's the use of a whistle +when all the whistle has gone out of it? I must ask Mr. Frank Morton how +he makes his."</p> + +<p>I gave a jump and a little squeak.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Cousin Molly Belle! there's a great, <i>big</i> race-horse on you!"</p> + +<p>He had tumbled out of the apple boughs upon the folds of her skirt and +before I could capture him, a second fell after him. I was upon my feet +in a twinkling, seized first one, then the other, by their attenuated +middles, and held them up, all kicking and sprawling, between a thumb +and finger of each hand. I knew the tricks and the manners of what I +learned, many years later, that naturalists describe as the <i>mantis +religiosa</i>, or praying-mantis, because in off-hours,—<i>i.e.</i><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</a></span> when they +are not foraging or fighting—they will sit upon their hind quarters and +"fold the stout anterior legs in a manner suggesting hands folded in +prayer."</p> + +<p>I had caught dozens of them and fed them for days in a box with coarse +lace tied over the top to prevent escape, and studied their habits, and +humored their propensities by putting several together in the prison +that forthwith became an arena, in which <i>duello</i> and general scrimmage +relieved one another in enchanting succession.</p> + +<p>I explained now, to my diverted companion, that I held them by their +backs so that they could not bite me, and pointed out the wicked heads +turning almost quite around in their savage efforts to avenge their +capture. I was sure, I said excitedly, that these two were fighting up +in the tree, and that was the way they happened to drop so close +together. Had she never seen devil's race-horses fight? Mother didn't +like that name for them, so I 'most always said just "race-horses" +plain,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</a></span> <i>so</i>. Only, when they were very cross, the other word would slip +out.</p> + +<p>"If I were to let them go this minute, they'd begin to fight, 'stead of +running away," I concluded. "S'pose we try them."</p> + +<p>Entering into my humor, she improvised a cockpit by spreading her +pocket-handkerchief upon the ground, and I liberated the gladiators.</p> + +<p>They more than justified my account of their ferocity by grappling on +the instant, each rising to his full height and hurling himself at his +opponent's throat.</p> + +<p>"You see they are acquainted with one another," I commented, as umpire +and manager. "They just begin where they left off up in the tree."</p> + +<p>It was an exciting display. Cousin Molly Belle raised herself upon her +elbow; I doubled tightly under me what I now let myself think of as my +legs, and spread both hands flat on the grass, to lean over the arena. +In the hush that followed the onslaught the babbling<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</a></span> song Bud crooned +to himself as he crawled over the sun-and-shade dappled turf harmonized +with the sleepy shaking of the leaves about us. Such another +happy-hearted baby was never seen. And so wise, as I have said, for a +yearling! never getting into mischief, and afraid of nothing.</p> + +<p>I peeped through a kinetoscope last winter at a prize fight. I have +never beheld anything that so closely and humiliatingly resembled the +battle on the cambric square under the big sweeting. The wary advance +after the recoil from the first encounter; the circling about at close +quarters, each watching for his antagonist's weak point, the sudden +clutch, embrace, and wrestle, which I, with umpiric instinct, +interrupted, once and again, to prolong the combat,—none of these were +wanting from either exhibition.</p> + +<p>At length, I left the combatants to follow the bent of native savagery, +and then came such warm and inartistic work as patrons of the human ring +would decry as barbarous<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[Pg 40]</a></span> and out-of-date. They bit venomously, below +the belt, they grabbed at and hung on to any part of the body that came +handy; they rolled over and over, intertwined so closely as to appear +like one convulsed, centipedal monster. Finally, one half of the +creature gave a violent kick and was still. As the victor shook himself +free of the carcass we saw the head he had bitten from the other's neck +roll from under the survivor. Withdrawing an inch or two from the +remains, he sat up on his hind quarters, and "folded his stout anterior +legs" sanctimoniously in a battle-prayer. His devotions ended, he +proceeded to lick his wound and readjust himself generally.</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry I didn't separate them," said Cousin Molly Belle, shaking her +handkerchief with coy finger-tips. "I don't think I care to see such +another fight. It gives me the creeps."</p> + +<p>"I think it is very inter<i>es</i>ting," replied I. "'Tisn't as if they had +souls, you see. They just die and don't go anywhere."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</a></span></p> + +<p>A disagreeable noise joined Bud's cooing and babbling, and made us turn +quickly. Right before us, and within six feet of the helpless baby, who +had sat up to regard the phenomenon with innocent wonder, was an +enormous sow with a brood of hungry young ones at her heels. Her vicious +grunt, her gloating eyes, her dripping jaws, and projecting tusks, +bespoke her dangerous. Only yesterday I had seen her, prowling in the +barn-yard, seize and devour, one after another, three downy ducklings +before the stable-boys could beat her off. In the terror of this moment, +the scene flashed back to me, and I seemed to hear again the crunching +of those slavering jaws.</p> + +<p>Cousin Molly Belle swooped down upon Bud, and had him upon her shoulder +before I could join my piping cry to her shout that rang out like a +silver trumpet. The huge beast halted, made as though she would turn, +then gave an angry, squealing grunt, and lunged toward us. Not a loose +stick or stone<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</a></span> was within reach. If there had been, there was not time +to pick it up.</p> + +<p>"Run for the fence! Run!" called the brave girl to me, and met the +voracious brute with a kick, so well aimed that the high heel of her +shoe struck full upon the eye next to her. In the respite gained by the +sow's stagger and recoil, our defender overtook me, caught my hand, and +fled along the path traced in the trampled broom-straw, through which we +had waded merrily awhile ago. We had not taken a dozen steps when we +heard the enemy roaring behind us.</p> + +<p>"Oh!" gasped I, running with all my might meanwhile. "She will eat up +Bud! Like she—ate—up—the—little—ducks!"</p> + +<p>"She shall eat me first!"</p> + +<p>I knew she meant it, and that it was true. The fence was not more than +fifty yards away. It looked a mile off, and the wild grass was as tough +and treacherous as it had been pliant and sweet when we had danced +through it. I was a swift runner and my limbs obeyed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</a></span> me well. I was +conscious, moreover, of the strong upbearing of my companion's hand that +lent wings to my feet. If I were to stumble, she would not let me fall. +This persuasion kept mind and heart in me.</p> + +<p>Yet the sow would have caught up with us had not a pig set up a piteous +squeal, as it lost its way or was entangled by the grass. The mother +went back to reassure it with a series of staccato gruntings, very +unlike those with which she renewed the chase.</p> + +<p>We were at the fence. I scrambled over, spent and shaking, hardly able +to receive the precious load that was lowered to me. As Cousin Molly +Belle dropped after us, our pursuer's snout was poked between the lower +rails in a last and futile attempt to get at the baby's fat legs.</p> + +<p>"<i>Then</i> I got mad all through!" Cousin Molly Belle told my mother, in +recounting the adventure.</p> + +<p>Her white face flamed scarlet in a second. A pile of disused pea sticks +lay in the fence<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[Pg 44]</a></span> corner. She seized one, and jumped over the fence +again. Wielding her weapon as if it were a flail, she brought it down +upon the ugly head and raw-boned body; and as the sow turned tail to +run, belabored her through the orchard to the gap by which she had +entered.</p> + +<p>The conqueror returned to me, flushed, but unsmiling. I had Bud tight in +my arms, and was laughing and crying together.</p> + +<p>"It was funny to see you lam her and to see her run," I sobbed between +giggles that hurt me more than the sobs.</p> + +<p>She sat down on the grass, and clasped the baby to her heart. He cooed +joyously, and held up a sweet open mouth for a kiss. He got, not one, +but twenty kisses upon his wet lips, his pink face, his curly head, and +the bonny eyes that were bluer than the sky. Then she bent to give me +one—so long and tender that it checked sob and giggle.</p> + +<p>"We will never make devil's race-horses fight again, Namesake. They have +a right to their lives. And a life is a very precious thing!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="Chapter_III" id="Chapter_III"></a>Chapter III</h2> + +<h3>Van Diemen's Land</h3> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 400px;"> +<img src="images/illus-045b.jpg" width="400" height="280" alt="" title="Van Diemen's Land" /> +</div> + +<div class="figleft" style="width: 150px;"> +<img src="images/illus-045a.jpg" width="150" style="margin-top: -16em;" height="400" alt="" title="I" /> +</div> + + +<p> LEARNED to read that winter. How nobody knew, and I least of all. +Looking backward, I seem to have gone to sleep one night, an ignoramus, +and awakened next morning knowing letters, yet never having learned.</p> + +<p>Cousin Molly Belle's solution of the puzzle submitted to her by my +mystified mother was characteristic:—</p> + +<p>"It is the fable of Munchausen's frozen horn over again. All the +learning you have been pumping into the poor child for two years has +thawed out. I always told you that she had brains if you would wait +until they woke up."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</a></span></p> + +<p>I might speak of that enchanted season as my birth-winter. My mental +awakening was into another world, so much wider and fuller than that +with which I had been well content up to this time, that life was a +continual ecstasy. I discovered, early in December, that, as Mr. Wegg +was to immortalize himself by saying a quarter-century later—"all print +was open" to me. By the middle of February I had gone three times +through the inimitable classic, <i>Cobwebs-to-catch-Flies</i>, and read at +least six other books through twice, besides being up to my eyes and +over the head of my understanding in <i>Sandford and Merton</i>, that most +fascinating of prosy impossibilities. Beside the classic I have named, +and <i>Rosamond</i>, <i>Harry and Lucy</i>, Berquin's <i>Children's Friend</i>, Mrs. +Sherwood's <i>Little Henry and His Bearer</i> and <i>Fairchild Family</i>, <i>Anna +Ross</i> and <i>Helen Maurice</i>, we had no books that were written expressly +for children. No prepared pap being at hand, we expressed real +nourishment for the mind—relishful juices that made in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</a></span>tellectual bone +and muscle—from the strong meat upon which our elders fed.</p> + +<p>Did we comprehend all, or one-third of what we read, or heard read?</p> + +<p>Less, probably, than one-sixth, but we got far more than would seem +credible to one who has been led up a graciously inclined plane of +learning. Our manner of receiving and digesting mind-food was very much +like Bud's way of testing unknown substances that might be edible. We +rejected what hurt our teeth. What we got we kept.</p> + +<p>The current of my outer life was quiet to apparent dulness. After +breakfast Mary 'Liza and I had our lessons with my mother in "the +chamber." In another year we would have a governess, but the mothers of +that time always taught their children to read and write, to spell and +cipher through Emerson's <i>First Arithmetic</i>. I have known several who +never sent their boys and girls to school, even preparing the lads for +college. We had our reading, beginning with a chapter in the Bible,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</a></span> +then, our spelling and writing, and sums. After these, my mother read +aloud from Grimshaw's <i>History of England</i>, simplifying the language +when she considered it necessary, which was not often, while Mary 'Liza +made up the first set of chemises (in the vernacular "shimmys,") she had +undertaken for herself, and I knit twenty rounds on a stocking. My +mother put in a "mark" of black silk every morning from which I could +count the rounds upward. Mary 'Liza had knit a dozen pairs in all. In +the tops of six, she had knit in openwork her initials "M. E. B." I had +no ambitions in that direction. My views on the subject of ornamental +initials and sampler autographs were put into pregnant English at a +subsequent date by the elder Weller. He professed to have received at +second-hand from the charity-boy, set to con the alphabet, what the +retired stage-driver applied to matrimony—to wit, that it was not worth +while to go through so much to get so little. Knitting delighted not me, +nor stitching either.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</a></span></p> + +<p>Lessons and work over, the day began for me in joyful earnest. The rest +of the morning and all the evening were mine to use, or abuse, as I +liked. We applied "evening" to the hours between the three o'clock +dinner and bedtime. We may have caught the phrase from our Bible +readings. The morning and the evening were the day.</p> + +<p>Early in the fall I had begged permission from my mother to utilize a +deserted chicken-house as a play-room. It was long and narrow; one side +was barred with upright slats that admitted light and air to the former +inmates; one end was taken up by the door; the other and the back were +solid boards, the house having been built in the angle of a fence. My +mother had the interior cleaned and whitewashed. I think she was glad to +provide a decent "den" for me nearer home than the Old Orchard and the +more distant woods, and she was losing hold of her hope of making me +into a pattern daughter. It gives me a twinge to recollect how +thanklessly I accepted what<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</a></span> must have been an act of self-denial on her +part, perhaps even a compromise with conscience. Mam' Chloe—by my +mother's orders, as I know now—hunted up some breadths of faded carpet +in the garret, Uncle Ike beat the dust out of them, then nailed them up +along the slatted side to keep the wind away. These I called my "arras," +having picked up the word from hearing my father read Shakespeare aloud +at night after we were in the trundle-bed. Other breadths covered the +rough flooring, and I had a castle of which I was the undisputed +mistress—a court where I reigned, a queen.</p> + +<p>Enthroned in a backless chair, I was, by turns, Mrs. Burwell (my own +mother), Helen Maurice's Aunt Felix, Rosamond's mother, Rebecca, the +Lady Rowena (my father began <i>Ivanhoe</i> in January), Mrs. Fairchild, +Deborah, Mrs. Murray of <i>Anna Ross</i>, Naomi, and Ophelia. Once, I "did" +Job by wrapping a meal-sack—for sackcloth—about me, and, sitting upon +the ground, throwing ashes over<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</a></span> my head and into the air, the while +four colored boys, previously instructed, burst in one by one, with news +of the mischief wrought by Sabean, lightning, Chaldean, and cyclone. A +dramatization of Queen Esther, upon which I had set my heart, was, at +last, given up because I could not be King Ahasuerus and Queen Esther at +one and the same time.</p> + +<p>When the castle was too bleak for even child-comfort, Aunt 'Ritta, the +cook, let us heat bricks in the kitchen fire, and showed us how to wrap +them in rags to keep in the warmth. Clad in my red cloak, a wadded hood +of the same color tied over my ears, and my feet upon a swathed brick, I +was in no danger of taking cold.</p> + +<p>Mary 'Liza put her neat little nose in at the door one raw day when she +was walking for exercise, and wondered, gently, "how I could stand it."</p> + +<p>"I am afraid the smell would give me a headache, and the cold would give +me a sore throat," she said still gently.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</a></span></p> + +<p>I never had either from the time the leaves fell until they came again. +Except when, about once a month, some matron from a near or distant +plantation brought one or more of her children with her when she drove +over to "spend the day" with my mother, I had no white playfellow near +my own age. Mary 'Liza "was not fond of playing," although she would do +it when we had company who could be entertained in no other way. As a +rule, when not engaged with lessons and chemises, she took care in a +matronly way of Dorinda, Rozillah's successor, and "behaved."</p> + +<p>On the Sundays when we did not go to church because the weather was bad, +or there was no preaching within twenty miles of us, or my mother was +not well, or the roads were impassable with mire or frost, Mary 'Liza +and I learned two questions in the Shorter Catechism, and she learned +the references as well. We also committed a hymn to memory, and five +verses of a psalm. Beyond this, no religious exercise was binding upon +us, and there was a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</a></span> great deal of the day to be got rid of. Mary 'Liza +read the memoirs of <i>Mary Lothrop</i> and <i>Nathan W. Dickerman</i>, seated +upright on her cricket at one corner of the chamber fireplace, and in +the evening, if the day were pleasant, took her Bible to Mam' Chloe's +room or even as far as "the quarters," and read aloud to the servants +whole chapters out of Jeremiah and Paul's Epistles. They used to predict +that she would marry a preacher (which, by the way, she did in the +fulness of time, a red-headed widower preacher, with five boys).</p> + +<p>I liked to go to church, because I saw there people dressed in their +prettiest clothes, and they sang hymns. Prayers and sermon were +attendant and unavoidable evils. My legs went to sleep, and a big girl +"going on six" was too old to follow suit. We read none but good books +on Sunday. <i>Little Henry and His Bearer</i>, <i>Anna Ross</i>, and <i>Helen +Maurice</i> were allowed; the memoirs I have named were advised. The +<i>Fairchild Family</i> "partook too much of the nature of fiction to be +quite suit<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[Pg 54]</a></span>able for Sabbath reading." So Rev. Cornelius Lee, our pastor, +had decided when the doubtful volume was submitted to him. After that, +it was locked up Saturday night, along with <i>Sandford and Merton</i> and +Miss Edgeworth's <i>Moral Tales</i>.</p> + +<p>I minded the deprivation less after I converted the playhouse into a +family chapel, and held services there on stay-at-home Sundays. My +audience comprised all the small negroes on the place,—about twenty in +number,—and they were willing attendants. A barrel was set, the whole +head up, at the upper end of the room; upon this was my chair. I sat in +it during the singing, and mounted upon it while reading and exhorting. +Subtle reverence, which I could not analyze, held me back from "offering +prayer." What we were doing was only "making believe" after all, and +belief in the All-seeing Eye, the All-hearing Ear, the Judge of idle +words and blasphemous thoughts, was as old as my knowledge of my own +being. But sing we could and did, and I read from the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</a></span> Scriptures of the +Old and the New Testaments, usually from the narrative portions, with a +psalm or two to "beat the upward flame" in our hearts.</p> + +<p>And then I would preach a sermon.</p> + +<p>Our chapel had been in good running order for over two months, when on a +certain drizzly Sunday early in March, I arose discreetly upon my +ticklish pulpit to announce through my nose, "We will commence our +services by singing the three-hundredth-and-thirty-third hymn—'Come +thou Fount of every blessing.'"</p> + +<p>As mine was the only hymn-book in the assembly, the mention of the +number was a bit of supererogatory business. The omission of the formula +would have been a breach of chapel etiquette. I raised the tune, and +every other pair of lungs there joined in without fear of criticism or +favor of his neighbors' ears. Some of the duller and lesser children +smothered or decapitated a word here and there in the main body of the +hymn. All<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</a></span> knew the chorus, and it shook the unceiled roof:—</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">"Away, away, away to glory!</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">My name's written on the throne.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">My home's in yonder worl' o' glory,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">Where my Redeemer reigns alone."</span><br /> +</p> + +<p>Warmed by the vigorous preliminary, I read the sixth chapter of +Revelation, still through my nose, catching my breath audibly at the end +of each clause. This oratorical touch was copied with ludicrous accuracy +from Rev. Wesley Greene, a circuit-rider who had conducted an +"arbor-meeting" at Fine Creek meeting-house last summer. Our negroes +were all Baptists, and considered themselves remiss, as devout hearers +of aught that partook of the nature of a religious service, if they did +not respond at intervals with groans and pious ejaculations. Their +children, as gravely imitative as juvenile Simiæ, came up nobly to their +parts in our exercises.</p> + +<p>The acknowledged leader in the responses, and my Grand Vizier in the +ordering of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</a></span> my small kingdom, my stage-manager and lieutenant-general, +was a girl of twelve, Mariposa by name. She received the fanciful title +from a young visitor to the plantation who had studied Spanish. +"Mariposa" meant butterfly, she told the baby's mother, who gratefully +accepted the compliment to her newly born daughter. The mother and her +mates called her "Mary Posy." The mistress, who was fond of the madcap +sponsor, retained the original pronunciation.</p> + +<p>Mariposa was as black as tar, and to-day was clothed in a yellow +homespun frock. Her hair was twisted and bound into two upright tags +that projected above her temples. Altogether, she was not unlike a +gigantic black-and-tan moth, a resemblance heightened by the +aforementioned <i>antennæ</i>, albeit lessened by the baby she always carried +on some portion of her wiry frame. She was the toughest, most supple, +and most versatile creature I ever saw, of any color or clime. The baby +was disposed decorously across her knees on this<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</a></span> occasion, and she was +one of the five auditors who had brought along their own crickets or +chairs. She had confiscated some older woman's splint-bottomed +rocking-chair and lugged it to the very front, as she had a right to do.</p> + +<p>I had heard Mam' Chloe say of one of Rev. Wesley Greene's sermons, "I +tell you, Miss Ma'y, the Sperrit struck him that day, an' he jes' +<i>r'arred</i>!"</p> + +<p>Something struck my worthy lieutenant during my reading of the white, +red, black, and pale horses of the Apocalypse and their awesome riders, +and the others following her lead, my voice was drowned by the +"Hum-<i>hums</i>!" and "Glorys!" and "Hallelujahs!" and "Bless de Lords!" +arising from all sides.</p> + +<p>"It isn't polite for folks in the seats to talk louder than the +preacher," I had to admonish them in my natural voice and manner. "I +hope you won't be so noisy while I'm preaching."</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, when I gave out my text, the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</a></span> struck Mariposa, rolling +from side to side with the motion of a "weaving" horse on her +rocking-chair—that squeaked dismally—was so wrought upon by the ring +of unknown and high-sounding syllables as to set up a dreary drone like +the hum of an exaggerated bumblebee, and to keep it up. This did not +disconcert me. I had expected to stir the imagination of my hearers, for +my own was aglow.</p> + +<p>Mary 'Liza, in reciting her geography lesson on Friday, had several +times spoken of "Van Diemen's Land." Without the remotest conception of +where or what it was—whether continent, or island, or town—I fastened, +in fancy, upon her words, and constructed a hypothesis relative to the +mysterious locality. Why I should have strung it upon the same strand of +condemnation and doom with Sodom and Gomorrah, Tyre and Sidon, Capernaum +and Chorazin, I may have known then. I have no idea now why this was +done, or the derivation of the inclusive curse.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</a></span></p> + +<p>Van Diemen's Land, thus damned, fell naturally into line with the "Come +and see!" of the "living creatures," and the "Death and Hell," and the +prophecy of killing with sword and with famine and the wild beasts of +the field. I was in a quiver of excitement that made my head and heart +hot, and my feet and hands cold, as I fairly shouted my text:—</p> + +<p>"For oh! Van Diemen's Land shall be no more!"</p> + +<p>Mariposa's rhythmic hum was broken into irregular bars by groans and +gruntings and sighings—all, I was gratified to note, modulated to the +standard of civility I had indicated. I had made a hortatory hit, and it +was encored. I spread wide my hands, in one of which was the New +Testament, and reiterated the text with greater unction and volume:—</p> + +<p>"For, oh, my brethren! Van Diemen's Land shall be no more!"</p> + +<p>The chair careened under my ill-advised<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</a></span> energy; the barrel toppled +forward, and I shot, like a rocket, clear over Mariposa's head, breaking +my fall somewhat upon another girl and baby, and landing in the middle +of the congregation, with my nose against one of the swathed bricks.</p> + +<p>I seldom cried when hurt, Cousin Molly Belle having told me long ago +that a brave soldier made no noise when his head was shot off. But I +screamed lustily now in the belief that my nose was broken and I +bleeding to death. The deluge of gore was frightful to inexperienced +eyes.</p> + +<p>My father's voice, kindly authoritative, bidding me "be still!" hushed +my roaring. As tears and blood were stanched, I saw his face bending +over me, full of concern that yet fought with amusement I did not +comprehend. I could not doubt that he pitied me, when he carried me, +bloody and dirty as I was, into the chamber, and stood by while my +mother and Mam' Chloe set me to rights. The shock of the fall and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</a></span> the +fright left me sick and trembling. The trundle-bed was drawn out to half +its width and I was laid upon it, wrapped in my little dressing-gown, a +bottle of camphor in my nerveless hand.</p> + +<p>"I am afraid you were playing on Sunday," said my mother, more in sorrow +than in anger.</p> + +<p>"Indeed, and indeed, mother, I was not playing!" I broke forth, +earnestly, my swollen nose making the pious twang involuntary and full +of unction. "I was <i>preaching</i>!"</p> + +<p>My father walked to the fireplace to hide the laugh he could no longer +suppress.</p> + +<p>"It is true, my dear!" my over-quick ears caught his remark as she +followed him. "I heard the singing, and went to see what was going on."</p> + +<p>His voice sank into a low, rapid recitation, and I lost the rest until +it rose upon another laugh.</p> + +<p>"She and Van Diemen's Land went down together!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="Chapter_IV" id="Chapter_IV"></a>Chapter IV</h2> + +<h3>Oiled Calico</h3> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 600px;"> +<img src="images/illus-063a.jpg" width="600" height="320" alt="" title="Oiled Calico" /> +</div> + +<div class="figleft" style="width: 150px;"> +<img src="images/illus-063b.jpg" width="150" height="147" style="margin-top: -3em;" alt="" title="A" /> +</div> +<p> FEW days after the disaster in the family chapel, my mother's cousin, +Mrs. Bray, came to see us, bringing her daughter Lucy. Their home had +been in Henrico County, but Mr. Bray had "the western fever." My mother +and Aunt Eliza Carter said so in my hearing before the Brays' visit, and +when they arrived I was surprised to see him looking so well and strong +and that he had a hearty appetite. They were on their way to Ohio, +travelling in their own carriage, and having also along with them a huge +covered wagon, drawn by four fine horses, and packed full of furniture. +This wagon was rolled into an empty carriage-house and kept there, +locked up, while they stayed.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</a></span></p> + +<p>They had planned to spend Sunday with us, just to say "Good-by," and to +move on, on Monday. On Saturday night, Cousin Mary Bray was taken ill, +and before morning the tiniest baby I ever saw was born. It was very +weak, too, and cried like a kitten all the time it was awake. The mother +had to be kept perfectly quiet. The dogs were sent to "the quarters," +and everybody went about on tiptoe and talked in whispers. It was very +dreadful until Monday morning, when an enchanting change was made in +domestic arrangements.</p> + +<p>The house was a rambling building, with three separate staircases—none +of them back stairs—and two wings, besides what I made my father laugh +by calling "the tail," in which was "the chamber." Cousin Mary Bray's +room was in the second story of the south wing, which was connected by a +corridor with the main house. In the north wing was a lumber room that +had once been used as a bedroom, and had a good fireplace. Mam'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</a></span> Chloe +set a couple of men to pile trunks, old chairs, bedsteads, and the like, +in one corner, and two maids to sweeping and cleaning up the dust; and +when half of the room was empty and "broom-clean," had a fire kindled, +and our playthings and ourselves taken over to that end of the house. In +the corner farthest from the fire were heaped a mattress, a feather-bed, +some old blankets and comfortables, and this became, forthwith, our +favorite resort. Even Mary 'Liza entered into the fun of climbing upon +the pile that let us sink down, <i>down</i>, ever so far, and, pulling the +blankets over us, making believe that we were in a big covered wagon, +and going to Ohio. Our dolls, and a few other toys, went with us, and we +munched ginger cakes and apples, and played that it was night and we +were to sleep in the wagon, and that the wind howling under the eaves +was wolves, roaring 'round and 'round the camp-fire, looking for little +girls to eat. Mary 'Liza was Mr. Bray, I was Cousin<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</a></span> Mary, Lucy was just +herself, and she did her part well.</p> + +<p>On Tuesday, which I heard Mam' Chloe say to my mother in a solemn sort +of way was "the third day," our dinner was brought upstairs. We set the +table for ourselves by covering a packing-box with an old sheet, and +putting our plates and mugs and the dishes holding our food upon it. +Mary 'Liza was at the foot of the table, I at the head, and Lucy sat up, +prim and well-behaved, at the side, saying, "Yes, ma'am," to me and, +"No, thank you, sir," to Mary 'Liza. We were making merry over the feast +when the door opened and my mother came in with her maid Marthy, who had +a plate in her hand with three round cakes on it. Pound-cake, baked in +little pans, and warm from the oven! I danced and screamed for joy. Mary +'Liza sat still, her hands in her lap, and said, "Thank you," when her +cake was put on her plate. Lucy laughed all over her face without saying +any<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</a></span>thing, but when my mother sat down on a chair to rest after climbing +the stairs, the child ran to her and put both arms around her neck and +laid her cheek on her shoulder.</p> + +<p>I can see her now—the picture was so pretty! Her hair was dark brown +and waved naturally away from her forehead, making her face rather oval +than round; her gray eyes were clear and large, and, when she was not +smiling or talking, there was a serious shadow far down in them. She had +a dear little mouth, and I liked to make her laugh that I might see the +dimples come and go in her cheeks.</p> + +<p>Her frock was a new material to Mary 'Liza and me,—bright red, with a +tiny black clover leaf dotting it. They called the stuff "oiled calico," +and, by putting my nose close to it, I could distinguish an odor that +was something like oil. What we knew as "Turkey red," many years later, +resembled it somewhat, but the oiled calico was much finer and softer.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</a></span></p> + +<p>My mother lifted the slight figure to her lap, and I pressed close to +her other side, nibbling my cake, crumb by crumb, to make it last +longer. I had a habit of swallowing my goodies as soon as I got them. +Mary 'Liza always put aside part of hers "until next time."</p> + +<p>At Christmas I had made a valiant effort to be economical and +forehanded, and got the plantation carpenter to knock together a +savings-bank for me, with a hole in the top. Into this I put half of the +candy, raisins, and almonds given to me in the holidays and for a +fortnight afterward. The self-denial went hard with me, but I consoled +myself each night with the anticipation of opening day. The end of the +fortnight arrived at last. I promised my sable cohort such a spread in +the playhouse as it and they had never beheld. Barratier, Mariposa's +brother, borrowed a hammer and chisel from "the shop," and pried off the +lid. All crowded close to peep in. The box was almost full. Sticks<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</a></span> of +peppermint candy, with ribbons of red and white winding about them (a +barber's pole reminds me of them to this hour); lollipops, also of +peppermint, that would just go into my mouth and let the roof down and +the teeth meet; cubes of amber lemon candy; and, most delicately +delicious of all, squares of pink rose-candy that dissolved upon the +tongue and smelt like the Vale of Cashmere to the very last grain; +bunches of raisins, which we—and Jacky Horner—called "plums"; almonds, +palm-nuts, filberts; small ginger cakes of a cut and size that Aunt +'Ritta would not make for us unless she were in a particularly good +humor;—the sight called forth a round-eyed and round-mouthed +"<i>Aw-w-w!</i>" from the heads packed in a solid circle, as necks craned +eagerly forward.</p> + +<p>For five heavenly minutes I was a fairy-godmother, a Lady Bountiful, +with whom the ability to give was coequal with the desire. I made them +sit down in rows on the carpeted boards. I hope there was not sacri<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</a></span>lege +in thinking, as I gave the order, how and where a similar command had +been spoken. Beginning with the babies, I put a bit of candy upon each +greedy palm, bidding my pensioners wait until I gave the signal to eat +it. Then I took a pink cube between my thumb and finger, waved it +theatrically above my head, and popped it into my mouth. Every other +mouth opened simultaneously.</p> + +<p>Even now I hurry over the telling. The treasure-chest was of green pine +boards. The contents were so strongly impregnated with turpentine that +not a morsel was eatable. The weest pickaninny spat it out and squalled +because the turpentine burned his tongue.</p> + +<p>I could dwell tearfully—possibly profitably—upon the moral of the +adventure, had I not left Lucy Bray all this time on my mother's lap, +and myself fingering the oiled calico in covetous admiration.</p> + +<p>"Mother," I said, "I wish, next time you go to Richmond, you would buy +me a frock like this. Don't you think it is pretty?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Very pretty, Molly. But I do not like to have you wear cotton in the +winter. I am afraid you might catch fire. Haven't you a worsted frock +that you can put on to-morrow, Lucy? It would be safer while you +children are up here so much alone."</p> + +<p>Lucy was an old-fashioned little body from being the only child for so +long and being so much with her mother. Instead of answering directly, +she stopped to think, a pucker drawn between her brows with the effort.</p> + +<p>"I don't believe I have, Cousin Mary," she said slowly. "'Most all my +best clothes are packed up, and the trunks are in the wagon. We didn't +mean to stay here more than two days, you know. It wouldn't be worth +while to unpack the trunks, I s'pose? Mamma will be well enough to go on +to Ohio pretty soon, won't she?"</p> + +<p>"I hope so, dear."</p> + +<p>My mother drew her up to her and kissed the brown head. She, too, was +thoughtful.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</a></span> I supposed that she was wondering if she would better +unpack those trunks. I was not glad that Cousin Mary Bray was sick, but +I was in no hurry for her to get well enough to travel. I had never had +another visitor whose ways of playing suited me as well as Lucy's. She +was a year older than I, and a year younger than Mary 'Liza, and she got +along beautifully with both of us. Then there was her cat, Alexander the +Great, that she was taking to Ohio with her. He was the biggest cat any +of us had ever known, with a coat of the longest, softest fur you can +imagine, all pure gray, without a white or black hair on him, and he had +lots of fun and sense. Mary 'Liza wanted, at first, to make believe that +he was a hungry wolf, but Lucy would not hear of it until I proposed he +should be a tame wolf we had taken when he was a baby and trained to +defend us. He really seemed to understand what was expected of him, and +when we lay down in the feather-bed and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</a></span> huddled close together under +the covers, and whispered, as the wind screamed around the corners of +the house:—</p> + +<p>"There they are again! Don't you s'pose they'll be afraid of the fire? +Wolves always are, you know,"—and Lucy would answer:—</p> + +<p>"Faithful Alexander will take care of us."</p> + +<p>Alexander would prowl up and down the room and stalk around the bed, +never offering to get upon it, until we called out to one another:—</p> + +<p>"Another morning, and we are still safe!"</p> + +<p>Then, he would leap into Lucy's arms, and purr, and tickle her nose with +his whiskers, until she couldn't speak for laughing. She had had him +ever since he was born, and he slept on the foot of her bed at night. +While she sat in my mother's lap, he was winding himself in and out +between her feet, his tail carried aloft like a soldier's plume, and +purring almost as loudly as a watchman's rattle. My mother looked down, +presently, at him, and checked<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</a></span> the absent-minded passes of her hand +over Lucy's hair.</p> + +<p>"Give him some milk, Marthy," she said, smiling. "I wish you had a coat +like his, Lucy. I shouldn't be afraid then of your taking cold, or of +your going too near the fire. Marthy! to-morrow you must hunt up a +fender to put here, and see if one of your Miss Mary 'Liza's last +winter's frocks won't fit Miss Lucy. It would do very well for her to +play in. We must take good care of her while—this bad weather lasts."</p> + +<p>I fancy she would have finished the sentence differently but for fear of +saddening the child by intimating that her mother might be ill for a +long time. She kissed Lucy in putting her down, and patted my shoulder, +telling me to "be a good girl and very kind to my cousin."</p> + +<p>"I am glad you all are so comfortable and happy here," she added. "I +could not have you downstairs just now. Carry these things down, Marthy, +and run up every little while<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</a></span> to see how the young ladies are getting +on. Be sure and keep up a good fire, Mary 'Liza, my dear. I trust you to +look after the other children."</p> + +<p>When she had gone I went to the window and flattened my nose against the +glass to peer into the storm. It was a dormer-window, and the March snow +was drifted high upon the roof on both sides of it, and upon the jutting +eaves above it, until I looked out, as through a tunnel, into the +jutting tree-tops. Beyond was a mad whirl of snowflakes that hid the +nearest hills. The wind whined and scolded, and now and then arose into +a hoarse bellow. I shivered, and slipped my cold hands up the sleeves of +my stuff frock. We had circassian frocks for every day, and merino for +Sundays. Our under petticoats were of flannel, and we wore, outside of +these, quilted skirts interlined with wool. My mother had a nervous +dread of fire.</p> + +<p>A shriek of laughter turned me to the more cheerful scene behind me. +Alexander the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</a></span> Great was chasing his own tail as violently as if he had +just discovered it and considered it as an offence to his dignity. Lucy +was clapping her hands to egg him on, and Mary 'Liza had sat down upon +the pile of bedding to laugh at her ease. Before leaving the room Marthy +had piled wood upon the andirons as high as she could reach up the +chimney-throat without grazing her hands in withdrawing them, as was the +rule in fire-architecture on Virginia plantations. The March wind, +finding its way through many a crack and cranny, beat at the flames +until they flared this way and that. The cat dashed dizzily across the +hearth, and Lucy, with a cry of alarm, darted forward to snatch him from +the dangerous neighborhood. She caught hold of him, and pulled him away, +and the draught whipped her skirts into the hottest heart of the fire.</p> + +<p>It was the work of an instant. The oily dressing of the cotton fabric +may have made it the more inflammable. Rooted to the floor by horror, I +saw a column of flame flash past<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</a></span> me to the door, and heard the piercing +wail grow fainter down the stairs.</p> + +<p>My mother heard it in the distant room where the sick woman was sleeping +quietly, the tiny baby on her arm. Shutting the door as she came out, +the hostess flew across the house to the north wing, and met the burning +child on the stairs. Eluding her by keeping close to the wall, she +gained the upper room, saw, at one wild glance that her own little ones +were safe, tore a blanket from the bed, overtook Lucy at the stair-foot, +and smothered the flames with it.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</a></span></p> + + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="Chapter_V" id="Chapter_V"></a>Chapter V</h2> + +<h3>What Was Done With Musidora</h3> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 600px;"> +<img src="images/illus-078a.jpg" width="600" height="376" style="margin-top: -3em;" alt="" title="What Was Done With Musidora" /> +</div> + +<div class="figleft" style="width: 152px;"> +<img src="images/illus-078b.jpg" width="152" height="250" alt="" title="T" /> +</div> +<p style="margin-top: 2em;">HE details of Lucy Bray's death were told to me by others. My childish +recollection held every feature of that first awful scene as tenaciously +as if the flames had kindled upon me, and not upon my hapless +playfellow. What followed is a hazy kaleidoscope, lurid and vague, until +my scattered thoughts settled to the perception that I was making a long +visit at Uncle Carter's and sharing Cousin Molly Belle's room and bed.</p> + +<p>She made me a new rag-doll-baby while I was there. That was the first +thing that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</a></span> "brought me round," as Aunt Eliza phrased it. For one whole +day when it was raining and blowing out of doors, I had eyes and +thoughts for nothing except the evolution of that miraculous doll-baby, +as she grew and glowed into an entity under the fingers of my +best-beloved crony. She was a blonde after she ceased to be a blank. Her +eyes were blue, her cheeks were shaded carmine; she had a real nose +raised above the dead level of her countenance, stuffed artistically, +and kept in shape by well-applied stitches. Finally,—and half a century +thereafter I thrill in thinking of it,—an intellectual cranium was +covered with a cunningly fashioned wig of Cousin Molly Belle's own silky +auburn hair.</p> + +<p>This last and transcendent touch was added after I went to bed one +night. The superb creation, arrayed in a lovely light purple French +calico frock that could be taken off at night and put on in the morning, +and sure enough underclothes, all tucked and trimmed, smiled from my +pillow into my eyes when I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</a></span> unclosed them at the touch of the morning +light.</p> + +<p>I christened my beauty "Mollabella," and would not change the name for +her maker's gentle remonstrances and all my college cousin Burwell's +teasing.</p> + +<p>Musidora had lapsed, little by little, into chronic invalidism, spending +much of her time in bed. She was uncomely to any eyes but mine, and I +would not subject her to unkind criticism. Her case was made hopeless by +the officious kindness of Argus, a Newfoundland puppy, in bringing her +to the playhouse one day after I had purposely left her tucked up snugly +under three blankets inside of my reversed cricket by the dining-room +fire. The attention was well meant, and he could not be expected to know +that to drag sickly Musidora by the left leg through the mud until the +infirm member parted company with the body, and to finish the journey +with the head between his teeth, was not a happy device by which to win +her owner's<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</a></span> regard. I forgave him, in time, but Musidora was, after +this last misadventure, a problem. I wondered much, sadly and silently, +what other little girls did with doll-babies who died natural deaths. +Not like Rozillah, who was never mentioned in my hearing, unless I were +very naughty indeed, and heroic treatment was indicated.</p> + +<p>The day after my return home, the question was solved.</p> + +<p>In the fortnight of my absence great changes had befallen our household. +Lucy and her mother and the tiny scrap of a baby had died, and been laid +under the snow in the Burwell burying-ground on the hillside beyond the +Old Orchard. Mr. Bray had gone to Ohio along with the big covered wagon. +Alexander the Great went with him in the carriage. With tears in her +sweet eyes, my mother told me how fond the father was of Lucy's pet, and +how strangely the cat had acted in staying on Lucy's grave all the time +until Mr. Bray took him away by force and carried him off in the +carriage with him.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</a></span></p> + +<p>From my retinue of vassals I had, in the chicken playhouse, a fuller and +more circumstantial account of all that had passed during those gloomy +days. The pleasant weather that succeeded the March snowstorm had given +place to a cold, sweeping rain. I scampered as fast as I could across +the yard to my castle, my red cloak over my head, and we had to shut the +door to exclude the slant sheets of rain. All gathered in the upper end +of the room where my chair stood, the only seat there except the floor. +To the accompaniment of hissing rain and angry winds, the gruesome +particulars of the triple funeral were narrated. Mariposa—with the baby +on her lap—was chief spokeswoman, but nearly every one present had some +item of his own, authentic or imaginary, to add. All were sure that the +three whose fate had aroused the whole county to a passion of pity and +regret were angels in heaven.</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 434px;"> +<img src="images/illus1.jpg" width="434" height="650" alt="" title="" /> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap"><b>The Birth of Mollabella.</b></span></p> + +<p class="center"><b>"I had eyes and thoughts for nothing except the evolution of that +miraculous doll-baby."</b></p> + +</div> + + +<p>"Mammy, <i>she</i> say, s'long as po' Miss Lucy was bu'n' so bad, 'twas +mussiful fur to let her go," said Mariposa, rolling the baby<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</a></span> over on +his pudgy stomach, and patting his back to "bring up the wind." "<i>She</i> +say, <i>ef</i> one o' we-alls was to get bu'nt or cripple', or pufformed, or +ennything like that, she's jes' pray all night an' all day—'Good Lord, +<i>take</i> 'em! Heavenly Marster! put 'em out o' they mizzry!' An' Ung' +Jack, <i>he</i> say, seems ef everything that's put in the groun' comes up +beautifuller 'n 'twas when it went in. He tell how the seeds, <i>they</i> +tu'n into flowers, an' apples an' watermillions, an' all that, an' how +folks tu'n inter angills."</p> + +<p>I cried myself to sleep that night. My mother, kept wakeful, doubtless, +by her own sad thoughts, heard the sobs I tried to stifle with the +bedclothes, and came to me with talk of the dear Saviour who had taken +little Lucy to his arms, and of her happiness in being forever with the +Lord.</p> + +<p>I did not tell her—what child would?—that, while I missed and grieved +for the companion of those three happy days, a deeper heartache forced +up the tears.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</a></span></p> + +<p>For I knew now what must be done with Musidora.</p> + +<p>I had taken her to bed with me that night for the first time in many +weeks. Mary 'Liza was amused, in an amiable way, when she saw the bundle +done up in red flannel—Musidora's rheumatism was <i>awful!</i>—that I +hugged up to me.</p> + +<p>"I never let Dorinda sleep with me," she observed. "I am afraid of +hurting her. But I suppose you can't hurt Musidora. Why don't you give +her to one of the colored children? She is really a sight."</p> + +<p>"Nobody asked you to look at her!" retorted I, crossly, putting my hand +over the unfeatured face. "Mam' Chloe says, 'Handsome is as handsome +does.' Anyhow, my doll-baby doesn't say mean things to folks."</p> + +<p>The little bout raised the tear-level nearer to the escape-pipe. It was +easy to cry when Mary 'Liza's breathing assured me that she was asleep. +It also confirmed my resolu<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</a></span>tion to have the poor, deformed dear dead +and buried without useless delay.</p> + +<p>I cannot decide what moved me to bear her off secretly to the +seldom-used staircase in the north wing to prepare her for her last long +sleep. I escaped thither the next morning, as soon as lessons were over, +and seated myself half-way up the steep staircase. It was scarred in +many places by fire and smoke. No amount of scrubbing could quite efface +the traces of the catastrophe. I looked at them for a long time before +beginning my sad task, and did not shrink from the sight. My state of +mind was distinctly morbid. Children were not reckoned to have nerves at +that date, and little notice was taken of their silent moods. That I +should voluntarily seek a solitary quarter of the house, which was +shunned by others, never entered my mother's or my nurse's mind.</p> + +<p>I had abundance of time in which to be as miserable as I thought I ought +to be, and diligently nursed such sickly, sentimental<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[Pg 86]</a></span> fancies as ought +to be foreign to a healthy young mind, while I divested maimed and +sightless Musidora of her flannel mufflings and dressed her in a clean +night-gown. Without saying what I meant to do with it I had begged a +square of white cambric from Mam' Chloe, and set about notching it with +a pair of blunt scissors. Mariposa had described a winding-sheet +minutely to me, and I meant that my dead doll-baby should be decently +laid out. The notching took a tedious time, and the bows of the blunt +scissors left purple furrows upon thumb and fingers. Uncle Ike had given +me an empty raisin box. I lined it with Musidora's own mattress and +quilt, spread the "pinked" cambric on them, laid the remains (no +figurative phrase in this connection) upon this bed, folding the one arm +left to the unfortunate across her breast, and wrapped the edges of the +winding-sheet over her face. With difficulty I coaxed the points of four +projecting nails left in the lid into corresponding holes in the box, +and having<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[Pg 87]</a></span> no hammer, sat down upon the top to make them fast, bouncing +up and down a few times to make a good job of it.</p> + +<p>I sat still awhile after closing the casket, and rehearsed mentally the +order of the obsequies. I had, thus far, made no arrangements for them +beyond instructing the colored children to meet me in the Old Orchard +under the big sweeting when the sun reached the "noonmark" my father +had, to please me, cut in the fence by the playhouse door. They would be +there in force and on time. I would get myself and burden out of the end +door of the north wing and steal around the yard fence to the back of +the garden without being seen. I knew how Mary 'Liza would smile and +hitch up her straight, clean nose at the box and its contents, and I had +a boding fear lest grown people might disapprove of and forbid the +funeral.</p> + +<p>Upon that my heart was fully set. The grief of losing the ceremony would +be harder to endure than the delicious mournfulness<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[Pg 88]</a></span> with which I had +systematically imbued my soul. I chose four boys of uniform size for +pall-bearers; Barratier was to have a spade ready and to dig the grave, +and when it was filled in we would sing a hymn. Mourning garments were +the knotty point. I, as Musidora's mother, could not appear at her +funeral in the crimson circassian frock I wore at present. That would +upset everything.</p> + +<p>A happy thought struck me. I recollected to have seen in the +lumber-room, hanging upon some pegs high upon the wall, a row of old +bonnets, and a black one among them. Other black things could be had for +the hunting. I was a fanciful child, too used to conjuring up weird +situations and make-believe happenings to be easily scared by what other +children might dread. Nor was I then, or ever, a physical coward. As +soon as the idea of visiting that upper room came to me I acted upon it. +Tripping up the narrow stairs, I pushed hard against the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</a></span> door. It stuck +in the frame, and I was fearing it might be locked when it gave way +suddenly and I almost fell into the chamber. It was a dreary place, +although the spring sunshine poured broadly from wall to wall. The +charred brands of the fire that had wrought such woe were cold in the +corners of the hearth, having toppled, head-foremost and backward, over +the andirons after burning through in the middle. The old blankets and +comfortables were huddled upon the mattress and trailed upon the floor, +as my mother had left them in snatching one to throw about Lucy. A ball +with which Alexander the Great had played was in a corner. But for the +dead fire and the living sunshine and the stillness that met me on the +threshold like a draught of icy air, we might have left the place not +three minutes ago.</p> + +<p>I learned, subsequently, that my mother had been sadly prostrated by the +terrible threefold disaster, and had never had the nerve to re-visit +the place where it began. None of the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</a></span> servants would have gone near it +of their own free will. A queer, unfamiliar tremor I did not recognize +as superstitious dread contracted my heart, and arrested me just within +the doorway. The box, from which we had eaten our dinner, was in the +middle of the floor, the three crickets pushed a little way back from +it, and half-way between the fireplace and a window in the gable was the +rocking-chair my mother had occupied while she held Lucy on her lap. +Faded calico covered the seat, a valance of the same hung about the +legs; two of the upright spindles were missing from the back. I took in +every feature of the haunted room before I rushed over to the wall where +the bonnets hung, climbed upon a chair, grabbed the black bonnet, and +espying a black silk apron dependent from another peg, jerked it down, +and ran off shakily, with my booty. The queer trembling had got into my +legs, and as I went downstairs I steadied myself against the wall, +avoiding, as I had not thought of doing as I went up, the scorched +streaks on the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</a></span> walls and the stains on the steps. Even after I stood in +the safe shelter of the garden fence, my heart beat so loudly that I put +the raisin box down upon the grass, and pulled myself together.</p> + +<p>The sunshine was genial to my chilled frame; through the palings I could +see double rows of hyacinths, tulips, and butter-and-eggs, edging the +walks, and bushes of lilacs and snowballs almost in bloom, just as they +had looked before I went up to the lumber-room. The serene naturalness +of it all restored my wits to me; I unrolled the apron which I had +wrapped about the bonnet, and reawakened, as from a nightmare, to the +business of the hour.</p> + +<p>When I presented myself to the group awaiting me under the big sweeting, +a low, but fervent, groan of admiration broke forth as from one breast. +The bonnet covered my head generously, jutting six inches beyond my +nose. The crêpe curtain at the back descended to my shoulder-blades and +flapped at the sides like the wings of a dejected crow. I had made<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</a></span> a +mourning-cloak of the apron by tying it, hind part before, about my +neck, whence it drooped to my heels. Mariposa said—respectful of the +genius manifest in my caparison—that I looked "mos' ezzac'ly like a +real, sure-'nough widder." The boys were impressed into gravity becoming +the occasion, and obeyed, with never a snicker or a grimace, my +instructions as to the conduct of the ceremony.</p> + +<p>I walked directly behind the coffin; Mariposa, with the baby on her left +hip, marched next, arm-in-arm with another girl, who carried her baby—a +very young one—over her shoulder, its head wobbling helplessly as she +walked. The rest came after us, two-and-two, through the Old Orchard, +out through the draw-bars at the lower end, and into the graveyard +beyond.</p> + +<p>It was a retired, and not an unlovely spot. A brick wall, splashed with +ochre and gray lichens, enclosed six generations of dead Burwells and +their next of kin. A locked gate kept out trespassers. Long streamers of +brier and wild berry bushes, purple and ashy<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</a></span> with the mantling sap +drawn upward by the March sunshine, were matted over the older graves; a +spreading "honey-shuck" tree arose near the middle of the badly kept +square, and smaller trees flourished here and there. An apple tree, +flushed with blossoms, leaned over the wall above the place selected for +Musidora's grave.</p> + +<p>Barratier struck his perpendicular spade into the black soil in a truly +workmanlike manner, utilizing the foundation of the wall as one side of +the oblong pit. The coffin was lowered into place by means of +tow-strings, provided by thoughtful Mariposa. There was no reason, save +her punctilio of "doin' things jes' like folks," why Barratier, or I, +for that matter, should not have stooped and laid the casket in the +eighteen-inch-deep hole with our bare hands. But lowered it was in +funereal style, and covered with apple blossoms, before the bearers +returned the black earth to the excavation and mounded it into proper +shape. I stood at the head of the grave, my handkerchief at my eyes,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[Pg 94]</a></span> +trying with all my might to feel sorry enough to cry. The excitement of +the conventional ceremonies, and the complacent consciousness of being +the principal actor in it, and doing the thing creditably, drew the +sting out of what would have been real grief had the flutter of my +spirits allowed me to think. I believe that, if maturer mourners would +be as frank as I, we should find that my experience was not singular, +nor my reluctant composure unnatural.</p> + +<p>Mariposa had her emotions better in hand. She sobbed volubly, wiping +away real tears with the baby's calico slip, and three other girls +accomplished commendable snivels. An embarrassing halt brought down my +handkerchief and hushed audible mourning. The affair was not over. Every +eye was riveted expectantly upon me, and I had forgotten what came next. +Mariposa plucked my cloak and whispered in my ear:—</p> + +<p>"Thar oughter be a pra'ar now!"</p> + +<p>The propriety of the suggestion was obvious. I had seen pictures of +funerals and knew<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[Pg 95]</a></span> how the officiating clergyman appeared in committing +"dust to dust, ashes to ashes." But there was the fear aforementioned of +breaking a Commandment by addressing the Almighty in a make-believe +service.</p> + +<p>"'Tain't a fun'ral 'thout thars a pra'ar!" Mariposa muttered +insistently.</p> + +<p>Nerved by the exigency, I lifted both hands and eyes toward the sky:—</p> + +<p>"World without end, Amen and Amen!"</p> + +<p>"A-a-<i>men</i>!" groaned my faithful lieutenant. Her emphasis assured me +that the inspiration I had obeyed was a felicitous touch. She pressed +still closer to me, mindful of my dignity, and prompted me further, in +an artistic mutter, without using her lips.</p> + +<p>"The services o' this solemn 'casion will be close' by er hymn."</p> + +<p>I uttered it as if she had not given the cue, and "lined out" the hymn I +had pitched upon as eminently appropriate for the "solemn 'casion."</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">"When I can read my title clear</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">To mansions in the skies."</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[Pg 96]</a></span></p> + +<p>Mariposa raised the tune and carried it, the rest of the band screaming +in her wake.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">"I'll bid farewell to every fear</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">And wipe my weeping eyes,"</span><br /> +</p> + +<p>I continued in a nasal sing-song.</p> + +<p>The chorus was plain sailing before a spanking breeze;</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">"And wipe my weeping eye-eye-<i>eyes</i>!</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">And wipe my weeping eye-er-<i>ese</i>!</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">I'll bid farewell to every fear</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">And wipe my weeping eyes."</span><br /> +</p> + +<p>Like the echo of the final screech a fearsome wail arose from within the +enclosure,—a long-drawn cry, repeated while we stared into one +another's blanched faces, too affrighted for words.</p> + +<p>Mariposa was the first to recover the use of her tongue and limbs.</p> + +<p>"<i>Th' ghos' o' the little baby!</i>" she yelled, and took to her nimble +heels at a rate that made it impossible for the fleetest of her fellow +fugitives to overtake her.</p> + +<p>I was left all alone.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[Pg 97]</a></span></p> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="Chapter_VI" id="Chapter_VI"></a>Chapter VI</h2> + +<h3>The Haunted Room</h3> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 600px;"> +<img src="images/illus-099a.jpg" width="600" height="385" alt="" title="The Haunted Room" /> +</div> + +<div class="figleft" style="width: 138px;"> +<img src="images/099b.jpg" width="138" height="194" style="margin-top: -2em;" alt="" title="L" /> +</div> +<p>EANING against the outside of the brick wall, too stunned to join in my +companions' stampede, I yet did not lose my senses. Neither did I cry +out or whimper. Children have gone into convulsions and become idiotic +for less cause. I was phenomenally healthy, and, as I have said, no +coward. Before the hindmost deserter gained the draw-bars my reason was +on the return path. I had the signal advantage above my comrades of not +believing in ghosts. My father had asserted to me positively, once and +again, that no such things existed, and put himself to much trouble to +explain natural phenomena that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[Pg 98]</a></span> are often misinterpreted by the ignorant +and superstitious into supernatural manifestations. His orders were +strict that the servants should never retail ghost stories in our +hearing; and he was obeyed by the elder negroes. Mam' Chloe, whatever +may have been her reserved rights of private judgment, backed him up +dutifully with the epigram:—</p> + +<p>"Folks that's gone to the bad place <i>can't</i> get out to come back, an' +them that's in heaven don't <i>want</i> to."</p> + +<p>The cry I had heard certainly sounded like the weak wail of Cousin Mary +Bray's skinny little baby, but God and the dear angels would never let +the helpless, tiny mite wander back to earth alone. My mother had said +to me, last night, that it would never cry any more.</p> + +<p>"It was in pain all the while it was here," she reminded me. "It never +awoke that it did not begin to cry. Think how sweet it must be for it +not to suffer now. I think that God sent for it to come to heaven +because He was so sorry for it."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[Pg 99]</a></span></p> + +<p>Strength flowed into my soul with the recollection. My mother never said +what was not exactly true. Happy, safe, and saving faith of childhood in +a parent's wisdom, a parent's word, a parent's power!</p> + +<p>Curious, rather than frightened, I stepped over Musidora's grave, and +hurried around to the locked gate. Two unsodded mounds were near the +entrance. One was long, and one short. Stretched upon this last was +something that moved slightly and cried again, yet more piteously, when +I called to it. The sight sent me flying like a flushed partridge +through the Old Orchard to the garden fence, over it and up the middle +walk of the garden. While yet afar off, I saw my father standing there +talking with the gardener. Evidently the scattered horde had not spread +an alarm. My father turned at my loud panting, and eyed me with +astonishment. Without pausing to consider why he should be amazed, I +caught hold of him and shrieked my news:<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[Pg 100]</a></span>—</p> + +<p>"Father! father! it is Alexander the Great come back to look for Lucy!"</p> + +<p>My father seldom scolded. He more rarely punished without inquiry. He +was stern now and spoke sharply.</p> + +<p>"What is the meaning of this nonsense, Molly? You are forever getting up +some new sensation. There is such a thing as having too much +'make-believe.' I would rather have a little sensible truth now and +then."</p> + +<p>"But, father, really and truly—" chokingly, for his words were as drawn +swords to my loving heart.</p> + +<p>He pushed my hand away from his arm.</p> + +<p>"When you look and behave less like a crazy child, I will hear what you +have to say. Where did you get those things?"</p> + +<p>I wished that the ground would open and swallow me away from his cold, +contemptuous eye. I had forgotten my ridiculous costume entirely. The +shame and humiliation of having exposed myself to his just criticism, +the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[Pg 101]</a></span> added disgrace of the grinning gardener's enjoyment of the figure I +had cut—the absurd coal-scuttle of a bonnet hanging down my back, the +black silk apron streaming behind me like a half-inflated +balloon—overwhelmed me with speechless confusion. I hung my head in an +agony.</p> + +<p>"Where did you get them, I say?" repeated my father.</p> + +<p>"Up in the lumber-room," I stammered, faintly and sheepishly.</p> + +<p>"Go, put them back where you found them! Then, come to me. As I was +saying, James—"</p> + +<p>He went on with his directions to the gardener.</p> + +<p>I slunk away, forgetful of everything except my personal discomfiture, +dodging from one clump of shrubbery to another, lest I should be seen +from the windows of the house, going almost on all-fours in exposed +stretches of walk or garden-beds, and so making my retreat to the side +door of the north wing.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[Pg 102]</a></span> I had stripped off the hateful masquerade +habiliments and rolled them into a compact bundle, but anybody who met +me would ask what I was carrying under my arm, and I could bear no more +that day. Unable to contain myself a minute longer, I sank down in the +solitude of the steep staircase leading to the lumber-room, and had my +cry—if not out—so nearly to the end that I felt adequate to making my +judge see reason,—if only he would not look at me as if he were ashamed +of his daughter! Was it very wrong to take those things on the sly? +Would I be punished for it? Had he told my mother yet? And did Mary +'Liza know about it? I could never, never tell her that I had worn the +<i>nasty</i> bonnet and cloak as mourning to Musidora's funeral. I would be +whipped first.</p> + +<p>Crying again in anticipation of the dilemma, I trudged slowly up the +steps, and pushed back the door, which stuck fast again although I did +not recollect shutting it.</p> + +<p>"Just's if somebody was leaning against<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[Pg 103]</a></span> it!" said I, pettishly, and +flung my whole weight against the lower panel.</p> + +<p>The door flew back and I fell headlong, face downward, on the floor, the +bundle flying ahead of me clear to the hearth. I picked myself up, +rubbed my smarting palms and, in a vile humor, recovered the detestable +cause of all the trouble. I boxed the lop-ears of the bonnet, and gave +the apron a vicious shake, in restoring them to their respective pegs. +Then, I backed down from the chair on which I had been standing, and +started for the door. A feeble cry stopped me as if a shot had passed +through me.</p> + +<p>The room was in afternoon shadow, and the blinds of the larger of the +two windows had blown shut. The cry quavered out again, and at the same +instant I saw—or verily believed that I saw with my natural +eyes—Cousin Mary Bray seated in the rocking-chair between the hearth +and the window, holding a baby in her arms. She was rocking gently back +and forth, her face was pale and peaceful, and she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[Pg 104]</a></span> wore a sort of dim +gray dress. Thus much I had seen when my father called loudly to me from +the bottom of the steps:—</p> + +<p>"Molly! what are you doing up there? Come down directly! do you hear?"</p> + +<p>The apparition disappeared on the instant, and as I moved toward the +door, I stumbled over something soft that mewed miserably. In a second I +had it in my arms,—a rack of bones covered with muddy, tangled gray +fur,—and rushed down the stairs.</p> + +<p>"I told you so, father! don't you see? It is Alexander the Great. Now, +isn't it?"</p> + +<p>Will it be believed that the commotion attendant upon the recognition of +the wanderer, the talk, conjectures and questions, the nursing and +feeding, and cosseting the creature who was at the point of death from +starvation and fatigue—put all thought of revealing what I had beheld +in the haunted chamber out of my head, until, when I recalled it in all +its vividness, I simply could not speak of it? It was all like a swift, +bad dream, the telling of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[Pg 105]</a></span> which might revive the unpleasant sensation +it created in passing. I do not pretend to explain a child's reserve on +subjects which have gone very far into the deeps of a consciousness that +never lets them go. Perhaps the solution is partly in the poverty of a +vocabulary which lags painfully behind the development of thought and +emotion. Certain it is that I was a woman grown before I ever confided +to a living soul what I thought sat in the rocking-chair in the haunted +room, brooding peacefully above a quieted baby.</p> + +<p>Lucy's cat—guided by what instinct only his Creator and ours knows—had +found his way to her grave over two hundred miles of fen, field, and +forest. Not finding her there, he had tracked me to the room where she +had last played with him. When carried to other parts of the house, he +cried piteously all day and all night. When the north wing was locked +against him, he went back to the grave and could not be coaxed away. +Finally, my mother proposed that he be allowed to stay there, until +cold<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[Pg 106]</a></span> weather. He was the plantation-pet all summer, growing plump, but +never playful, with nourishing food and rest. His meals were sent to him +twice a day, but he partially supported himself by catching birds and +field-mice in the burying-ground, which he never left. We got used to +his presence there after a while, and his habit of patrolling the top of +the wall, several times a day, for exercise, or under the impression +that he was guarding the short green mound where he slept every night.</p> + +<p>As the winter approached repeated efforts were made to tempt him to the +house, and when they were ineffectual my father took him there in his +own arms. The cat refused food and sleep, keeping the household awake +with his cries, and in the morning flew so savagely at his jailers that +we were obliged to let him go.</p> + +<p>The fiercest tempest known in mid-Virginia for forty years beset us on +the anniversary of Lucy's death, and raged for three days. When the +drifts in the graveyard melted, we found Alexander the Great dead at his +post.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[Pg 107]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2>Chapter VII</h2> + +<h3>Just For Fun</h3> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 600px;"> +<img src="images/illus-109a.jpg" width="600" height="341" alt="" title="Just For Fun" /> +</div> + +<div class="figleft" style="width: 189px;"> +<img src="images/illus-109b.jpg" width="189" height="350" alt="" title="Just For Fun" /> +</div> +<p><span class="large">T</span><span class="smcap">he</span> floor of the summer-house at Uncle Carter's was of lovely white +sand, and did not soil my clean pink gingham frock, although I sat down +flat upon it. Under one of the three benches that furnished it, I had +dug a vault yesterday. It was modelled upon the description given in +<i>The Fairchild Family</i> of one belonging to a nobleman's estate. My +self-education was essentially Squeersian. When I read a thing, I +forthwith went and did it. The gardener had lent me a trowel, and I had +found a thin, flat stone that served as a cover. Digging was easy work +in the top-dressing of sand and the substratum of loose, dry soil.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[Pg 108]</a></span></p> + +<p>There were eight niches in the vault—two on a side. When all was +finished, I sallied forth in quest of occupants. My vault was stocked by +nightfall. In one niche was a dead sparrow my cousin Burwell had shot by +mistake and thrown away. In a second was a frog on which a horse or cow +had trod, crippling it so badly that Uncle Carter mercifully killed it +with a blow of his stick. The poultry-yard and an epidemic of pip +supplied me with two more silent tenants. A mouse-trap strangled a +fifth, the gardener's mole-trap yielded up a sixth. Nos. 7 and 8 were +land-terrapins ("tar'pens," in negro dialect), which I knew must be dead +when I found them, although I could discern no sign of violence. Their +shells were shut so tightly that I could not force a straw between the +upper and lower, and no amount of kicking and thumping elicited any sign +of life.</p> + +<p>An innovation upon the Fairchild pattern was the deposit in the bottom +of the vault of a tumbler full of flies which Aunt Eliza<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[Pg 109]</a></span> told the +dining room servant to throw into the kitchen fire. A primitive snare +for these destroyers of the housewife's peace was made by filling a +tumbler within an inch of the brim with strong soap-suds, and fitting +upon the top a round cover of thick "sugar-loaf paper," with a hole in +the middle. Molasses was smeared all around this hole upon the under +side of the paper, and an alluring drop or two on the top attracted +attention to the larger supply of sweets. At least a quart of flies, per +day, were caught in this way in the height of the season before window +and door screens were invented.</p> + +<p>I waylaid the man and tumbler in the back porch.</p> + +<p>"Are they dead, sure enough?" I whispered.</p> + +<p>"Dead as a door-nail, little mistis."</p> + +<p>"Give 'em to me, please! I'll bury them."</p> + +<p>He complied, good-naturedly. I poured the contents of the glass into the +vault, and strewed fine dry sand over them an inch deep. Then I fitted +on the flat stone, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[Pg 110]</a></span> said nothing to anybody of my new branch of +industry.</p> + +<p>I was tired of being called "an old-fashioned child!" My mother's oft +and resigned ejaculation—"What <i>next</i>, I wonder!" was to my ears a +covert reproach for not being "steady" and "a comfort," like Mary 'Liza. +Even my less critical father's shout of laughter at any unusual freak or +experiment abraded my moral cuticle sometimes. At home the colored +children would have entered heartily into my mortuary enterprise,—yes! +and kept my counsel. The reticence of the serf exceeds in dumb +doggedness that of a misunderstood child. But I did not play with Uncle +Carter's little negroes. Every Southern child comprehended the +distinction between "home-folks" and other people's servants.</p> + +<p>Not that I was ever lonely. What I called "things" were an unfailing +resource to me. An ant-hill was entertainment for a whole forenoon; I +watched bees and their hives<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[Pg 111]</a></span> by the hour; my vault kept me busy and +happy all day. If Cousin Molly Belle suspected what I was about, she +asked no questions, and refrained from spying upon me. When dressed +clean in the afternoon, for the second time since breakfast,—the +manufacture of mud-pies, puddings, and cakes, and the baking of several +batches in the sun, having engrossed the morning,—I took <i>The Fairchild +Family</i> out into the summer-house and reread, for the tenth time, the +account of the opening of the family vault.</p> + +<p>Why, I reasoned within myself, should innocent dumb creatures be thrown +away like dead leaves, when they have stopped living? It would be kind +in me, or in anybody, to bury them in vaults, and to write Bible verses +and all that on their tombstones. I would dig another vault to-morrow +and look around for things to put into it,—and still another the next +day. I had, in imagination, honeycombed the space under the benches with +catacombs, and my book was clean for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[Pg 112]</a></span>gotten, before I saw a movement in +the sandy flooring, close to the edge of the flat stone sealing the +mouth of the vault. I leaned forward to inspect it more nearly. The +stone had been undermined at one side, and a hole left there, through +which a line of flies, gray with dust, was feebly crawling into the +sunshine. There seemed to be a thousand of them, all dusty, but some +more active than others. As soon as they were quite clear of the hole, +they dispersed in various directions, some alighting upon twigs and +blades of grass, some flying up to the benches, where they sat cleaning +their bodies and wings with their feet and mouths.</p> + +<p>I worked my hands into the hole and raised the stone. A cloud of +resurrected flies arose in my astonished face. The vault was quick with +them. The dry sand, warmed by the sun, that I had sifted over them, had +acted as a hot blanket upon the chilled body of a dying man. When I got +rid of the swarm I examined the vault. Both of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[Pg 113]</a></span> the terrapins were +missing. The sapping and mining was their work. Through the tunnel thus +excavated they had regained their liberty, and released a mighty host of +fellow-captives.</p> + +<p>"The rest of you are <i>dead</i>, anyhow!" said I, aloud, intensely chagrined +at the cheat practised upon my benevolent nature, and I shoved the stone +back over the violated vault.</p> + +<p>A shadow fell upon the white sand. Looking up, I saw a young gentleman +in the door of the summer-house, smiling down at me. At the first glance +I took him for my cousin Burwell, who was at home on his vacation. A +second undeceived me. I scrambled to my feet and stared hard at the +stranger who stood with his hands behind him, still smiling, but not +saying a word. He was nattily dressed in a blue cloth coat and trousers, +and a white waistcoat. A white satin stock of the latest style encircled +a slender neck; he wore shiny boots, a leg<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[Pg 114]</a></span>horn hat was set jauntily +above a crop of black curls. I was never shy, having been accustomed +from my birth to meeting strangers and to "entertaining company" when +called upon to do so. Yet I was strangely embarrassed by the merry eyes +fixed silently upon me.</p> + +<p>"How do you do, sir!" I said, dropping a little courtesy, as well-bred +children still did in that part of the civilized world.</p> + +<p>Still without speaking, the stranger drew nearer and stooped to kiss me. +This was going several steps too far. I clapped one hand over my mouth +and pushed him away with the other.</p> + +<p>"Cousin Molly Belle! <i>oh</i>, Cousin Molly Belle!" I screamed between my +fingers.</p> + +<p>She was the only member of the family at home, my uncle, aunt, and their +two sons having gone on an all-day visit to a plantation some miles +away.</p> + +<p>"Why, Namesake! don't you know me?"</p> + +<p>Her voice answered in my very ear, her arm held me as I ceased +struggling.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[Pg 115]</a></span></p> + +<p>I laughed like a mad thing in the excess of my relief and surprise, and +when she sat down, I climbed to her knee for a good look at her +disguise.</p> + +<p>"Cousin Burwell's clothes!" I said analytically. "And his hat. But your +hair is black."</p> + +<p>She lifted the hat to show that she had on a black wig.</p> + +<p>"It belonged to poor Grandpapa when he was young. He had a fever and his +head was shaved. I found it in a box on the top shelf of mother's +closet, and tried it on just for fun. I liked myself so well in the +glass that I thought I'd see how I would have looked if Burwell had been +the girl, and I the boy. I know now that I ought to have been. I mean to +be—just for fun—until they all come home. I'm in exactly the humor to +do something outrageous. I'm tired to death of everyday doings and +everyday people, and my everyday self. You and I are going to have a +real spree,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[Pg 116]</a></span> a glorious frolic, and nobody else is to know a single +thing about it. Flora" (her maid) "helped me on with this rig. She is as +close as wax, and you never tell tales,—Oh, yes! I know—" as I opened +my mouth eagerly—"you would have your tongue pulled out by the roots +before you would get me into trouble. And there would be all sorts of +trouble if I were found out."</p> + +<p>She tied my sunbonnet, made of the same pink gingham as my frock, under +my chin, and we set forward gleefully upon our spree. To begin with, we +jumped over the yard palings, so that we should not have to pass in +sight of the house and kitchen, in order to get into the lane leading to +the public road. We called it "a lane." Now it would be an avenue, or +drive. The finest Lombardy poplars in Powhatan County bordered it; sheep +mint, pennyroyal, sweetbrier, and wild thyme grew up close to the +wheel-track and gave out a goodly smell as we brushed by and trod upon +them. I was in a high gale<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[Pg 117]</a></span> of spirits, and prattled as fast as my +tongue could run, flattered beyond expression by the choice of myself as +an accomplice in the frolic.</p> + +<p>"It's a pity you <i>can't</i> change places with Cousin Burwell!" I +regretted. "You'd be a heap handsomer gentleman than he is. And it must +be just fine not to have to hold up your frocks when you want to run +fast, and to climb trees and jump fences. Would it be sure-enough +wrong—I don't mean not lady-like—but would it be <i>sinful</i> for you to +dress that way all the time?"</p> + +<p>"People seem to think so, Namesake. They think so so much that it is +against the law for a woman to wear a man's clothes, or for a man to +wear a woman's. Though why any man with a grain of sense in his head +should ever want to put on <i>skirts</i>, I can't see. If I were to meet a +magistrate while I have on these—<i>things</i>,"—flicking her trousers with +a switch she had cut from a hickory sapling,—"he would have a right to +put me in jail."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[Pg 118]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Oh, Cousin Molly Belle!" squeezing her hand hard. "S'pose we should!"</p> + +<p>"I'm Cousin Burwell until we get home. No 's'pose,' you little goosie! +If we did, we'd take to the woods, and outrun him. Or, we'd climb a +tree."</p> + +<p>We were in the highroad, striding the ruts and skipping over stones like +two boys on the way home from school. There was pleasanter walking in +bridle-paths and wood-roads branching off from the thoroughfare every +few rods. I think the madcap chose the rutty and mud-holey route because +there was, at least, a chance that we might have to plunge into the +bushes to hide, or to brave the scrutiny of strangers and acquaintances. +The sauce of danger made the escapade the more attractive.</p> + +<p>Half a mile from home a creek, shallow, but broad, crossed the road. We +could not pass over dry-shod and had to go up the bank into the low +grounds to find a long log laid from side to side of a narrower part<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[Pg 119]</a></span> of +the stream. My companion hoisted me upon her back and ran along the +uncertain bridge as fleetly as a squirrel.</p> + +<p>"How far are we going?" I asked, as she set me down.</p> + +<p>"Around by Tom's Hill, and then cut across the field home. It's more +than a mile. Can you walk so far?"</p> + +<p>"I walked two miles at a time, once!" I boasted.</p> + +<p>"You are a brave little lightwood knot!"</p> + +<p>She was "fey"—<i>exaltée</i>—in the state of lighthearted-and +lightheadedness for which sober, literal, decorous English has no +synonym. As we went, she danced and sang, and laughed out joyously at +everything and at nothing, and talked the most fascinating nonsense—all +in the rôle of "Cousin Burwell." She could imitate him to perfection; +her strut and swagger and slang threw me into paroxysms of delight. We +picked huckleberries, and dived into the woods to feast upon wild plums +that had ten drops of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[Pg 120]</a></span> syrupy juice between tough skins and flinty +stones encased in the pulp of bitterness, and gathered handfuls of wild +flowers because their beauty tempted sight and touch, and with no +intention of taking them home with us. Two of Pan's dryads turned loose +for a holiday could not have sported more irrationally.</p> + +<p>We met neither man nor beast until we had climbed Tom's Hill, a stony +eminence from the top of which, as the neighbors were proud of saying, +one could see six dwelling-houses, each with its group of outbuildings, +representing six fine plantations. A saddle-horse was tied to a +persimmon tree a hundred yards or so down the other side. He whinnied at +sight of us, and Cousin Molly Belle ran up to him.</p> + +<p>"Well done, Snap! old fellow! clothes don't make any difference to +you—do they?"</p> + +<p>It was Mr. Frank Morton's riding horse, and the fence by which he stood +bounded an<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[Pg 121]</a></span> extensive tobacco field belonging to Mr. Frank Morton's +brother. About the middle of the field was a tobacco barn, and by +climbing upon the top rail of the fence so as to overlook a row of +sassafras saplings, I could see a group of men about the door. Their +backs were toward us, and if they had looked our way they could not have +seen us, when I got down.</p> + +<p>Cousin Molly Belle's eyes were two dancing stars. She clapped her hands +in riotous glee. Without a word she untied the bridle from the tree, +vaulted into the saddle, drew me up in front of her, and before I could +put a question we were pacing briskly down the hill. At the bottom we +struck into a cross-road leading to Uncle Carter's plantation. Cousin +Molly Belle was laughing too heartily to speak distinctly, and I joined +in with all my heart, with a very imperfect appreciation of the extent +of the practical joke. Mr. Frank Morton would not have to walk home. He +had only to go to his brother's<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[Pg 122]</a></span> house when he missed Snap and borrow a +horse, and Snap would be sent back safely to him in good time.</p> + +<p>"What d'you s'pose he'll say when he comes to the fence and Snap isn't +there?" queried I, at length.</p> + +<p>"Oh, <i>don't</i> I wish I were hiding somewhere near enough to hear and see +him!" another and yet more infectious outburst. "That would be the best +part of the joke. I'm going to turn Snap loose when we get to our outer +gate, and hit him a crack with my switch and start him toward home. +He'll not tell tales out of school—will you, old boy?" slapping his +neck affectionately. "Mr. Frank Morton will never guess why the horse +thief let such a fine animal get away from him, when once he had got +him. I can hear him now, telling me the story, and I'll look as grave as +a dozen judges, and wonder as hard as he does—and—<i>Hark!</i>"</p> + +<p>We were, perhaps, half a mile from the place where we had found Snap, +but, as I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[Pg 123]</a></span> have said, Tom's Hill was a stony ledge, running like a sharp +backbone between fertile fields, and we heard from afar off the +clattering hoofs of a horse pressed to his utmost speed.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[Pg 124]</a></span></p> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="Chapter_VIII" id="Chapter_VIII"></a>Chapter VIII</h2> + +<h3>My First Lie, and What Came of It.</h3> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 447px;"> +<img src="images/illus-126a.jpg" width="447" height="500" alt="" title="My First Lie, and What Came of It." /> +</div> + +<div class="figleft" style="width: 127px;"> +<img src="images/illus-126b.jpg" width="127" height="200" alt="" title="My First Lie, and What Came of It." /> +</div> + + +<p><span class="large">"H</span><span class="smcap">e</span> is after us!" exclaimed Cousin Molly Belle, and brought down her +switch stingingly upon Snap's flanks.</p> + +<p>Tightening her arm about me, she urged him from canter to gallop, from a +gallop to a run. The trees swept by us like lightning; the wind tore the +breath from our lungs, but I had no thought of fear. My cousin was a +fearless rider, and the perfectly broken hunter under us flew as +steadily and as straight as a blue martin. Against the back of my head +Cousin Molly Belle's heart was pounding like an unbal<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[Pg 125]</a></span>anced trip-hammer. +I wondered if it were possible that she was frightened, and twisted my +face around to get a glimpse of hers. It was as white as a sheet, and +her teeth were set hard upon her lower lip. Within a stone's throw of +Uncle Carter's outer gate she brought the horse down to a walk, then to +a full stop, and slipped to the ground. Her face was so pale and rigid +as she set me upon my feet that I began to tremble.</p> + +<p>"Are you scared?" I faltered.</p> + +<p>"Scared to death, child! Hush!"</p> + +<p>She turned Snap's head in the direction from which we had come, and +struck him smartly with her switch, in letting go of the bridle.</p> + +<p>"Go home, sir! Go!"</p> + +<p>He galloped off, stirrups and mane flying, and she drew a deep, agitated +breath.</p> + +<p>"If ever I get into such a scrape again!"</p> + +<p>She bent low and listened; the scared look settled again upon her face. +Through the stillness of the summer afternoon, we heard<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[Pg 126]</a></span> a sharp "Whoa!" +faint but clear, when, as we judged, Snap neared our pursuer. The pause +of a second ensued, and the hoofs, doubled in number and resonance, +sounded nearer and nearer, thundering over the soft ground, clicking +against the stones, like a charge of cavalry. Cousin Molly Belle was so +white that a few freckles, never seen through her usually brilliant + + ?>mn ion, made a line of sallow dots across her cheek bones and the +bridge of her nose. Clutching me more roughly than she had ever touched +me before, she thrust me well into the heart of a tall cedar whose +lowest boughs grew out horizontally and swept the earth.</p> + +<p>"Don't move or speak!" she whispered fiercely and forced her way to the +hole of the tree.</p> + +<p>I heard the grating of the bark under her feet, and felt the branches +shake, then grow quiet. She was well up the tree, and hidden by the +bushy foliage. The tumultuous beat of the charging hoofs echoed more and +more<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</a></span> loudly. The rider would be upon us in another minute. Escape +through the gate and down the avenue to the house was out of the +question. We would have been in sight from the road for several hundred +yards, and a few seconds would be lost in opening the gate.</p> + +<p>On my part, the adventure was, thus far, pure fun, and the excitement +delicious. I giggled in my sleeve in the anticipation of hearing the +furious hoofs sweep past and lose themselves in the distance on the +false scent. I had not had time to speculate as to why my companion was +"scared to death."</p> + +<p>The clatter was abreast of, and behind me in the road when the +imperative "Whoa!" again arrested it. I knew the voice now. A man leaped +to the ground; hasty footsteps struck across the turf edging the +highway; dry sticks cracked, my bushy covert was jarred, and Mr. Frank +Morton stood before me, parting the branches to get a good look at me. +My pink gingham had betrayed me.</p> + +<p>"Molly Burwell! what are you doing here?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[Pg 128]</a></span></p> + +<p>As if prompted by a telepathic despatch from the fugitive overhead, I +began to pick the bluish white berries studding the twigs and to cram +them into my mouth.</p> + +<p>"Picking cedar-berries!" I retorted coolly, cocking a saucy eye at him.</p> + +<p>"Who came with you?"</p> + +<p>I stood on tiptoe to tug at a fat cedar-ball, glossy, brown, and deeply +pitted.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mr. Frank! won't you please cut it off for me?"</p> + +<p>He whipped out his knife and severed the twig.</p> + +<p>"Did you come all the way from the house alone?"</p> + +<p>I had never, within my memory, told a deliberate lie. My cheeks burned +like fire; my eyes dropped guiltily. My tongue did not trip or tangle.</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir."</p> + +<p>There was a dread silence. My ears rang, my heart was sinking slowly and +sickeningly into my heels. I had bethought myself just<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</a></span> as he put the +question, that Cousin Molly Belle might be put in jail if he found out +that she had been with me, and had on her brother's clothes. As a +well-tutored child in a Presbyterian family, I knew what becomes of +liars when they leave off living and lying together. My teeth ceased to +chatter and met with a snap. The loyal heart rallied to the help of the +guilty tongue. I raised my eyes in sullen defiance.</p> + +<p>"It isn't so <i>dreadful</i> far! I came all by my loney-toney self!"</p> + +<p>My friend laughed.</p> + +<p>"My dear little girl, there is no great harm in that. Only, I wouldn't +run away again if I were you. Your aunt might be uneasy if she missed +you."</p> + +<p>"She isn't at home," I answered incautiously. "She 'n' Uncle Carter 'n' +Cousin Burwell 'n' Cousin Dick have gone to Mr. Cunningham's."</p> + +<p>"Ah!" The ejaculation was not regretful. "Isn't Miss Molly Belle at +home?<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</a></span> You would be sorry to make <i>her</i> anxious, I know."</p> + +<p>The cedar-branches thrilled slightly, as at the flight of a startled +bird. Mr. Frank did not notice it, but the movement nerved me. I spoke +hastily, walking away from the tree toward the gate.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, <i>she's</i> at home! I reckon she must have been taking a nap when +I came away. I'm going right back now."</p> + +<p>I had never dreamed that lying was such an easy performance.</p> + +<p>"I'll take you home. Wait a minute!"</p> + +<p>Snap was grazing on the roadside. Another saddle-horse stood by with +drooping head, his bridle hanging loosely in the bend of Mr. Frank's +arm. I was lifted to Snap's back; my escort walked beside me through the +gate, and along the lane, one hand on me, and leading the second horse.</p> + +<p>"I suppose you are wondering what I am doing with two horses," he said +lightly. "It is a very funny story. I'll tell you and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</a></span> Miss Molly Belle +when we get to the house. It will make you both laugh."</p> + +<p>He had given me Snap's bridle to hold, as if I were riding all by +myself. He thought it would please me. In other circumstances I should +have been glad and proud to be so mounted, and by him. But from my lofty +seat I could see over his head across the field of corn which lay to the +left of the road. Something or somebody was running between the close +rows in a straight line from the plantation gate to the house. Running +like a deer, or a greyhound—or Cousin Molly Belle. She must get home +and up to her room before we got there.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mr. Frank!" I cried. "I have dropped my cedar-ball!" And when he +had picked it up, "Won't you please make Snap walk very slow? I am +afraid I might fall off."</p> + +<p>"What has got into you to-day, little Duchess?" He had a dozen pet names +for me, and my heart smote me sore at sight of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[Pg 132]</a></span> his kind, honest face. +"It isn't like you to be afraid of horses,—and you and Snap are old +friends. You will never be such a rider as Miss Molly Belle if you learn +to be nervous."</p> + +<p>Not another sound fell from my lips until I was put down gently at the +front gate of my uncle's house, and Flora bustled out, cross lines in +her forehead and cross tones in her voice.</p> + +<p>"I do declar', Miss Molly—(How-you-do, Mars' Frank?) I do declar', Miss +Molly, you're enough to drive anybody crazy with you' wild tomboy ways. +Me 'n' Miss Molly Belle, we've been jes' raisin' the plantation fo' you, +and hyar you come home a-riding Mars' Frank Mo'ton's horse, gran' as you +please, and nobody knowin' whar you been ever sence dinner-time. Miss +Molly Belle 'll be mighty obleeged to you for fotchin' of her home, +Mars' Frank. She'll be down pretty soon for to tell you so herself. Walk +into the parlor, please, sir. Jim, you take<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</a></span> Mr. Mo'ton's horses to +the stable. And Miss Molly, you jes' stay thar 'n' ent'tain Mr. Mo'ton +like a little lady tell you' cousin comes down sta'rs."</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 600px;"> +<img src="images/illus2.jpg" width="600" height="429" alt="The End of the Prank. + +"I was put down at my uncle's house, and Flora bustled out."" title="" /> +<span class="caption">The End of the Prank. + +"I was put down at my uncle's house, and Flora bustled out."</span> +</div> + +<p>I obeyed with docility that must have surprised the autocrat. Meek and +miserable, I preceded the guest to the parlor, although every minute +spent under his unsuspecting eyes was a danger and a pain. I made no +attempt to "entertain him." Seated upon a high chair, my feet swinging +dolefully six inches above the floor, I fingered the wretched +cedar-ball, redolent of rosin through much bruising, my pink sunbonnet +hanging from the knotted strings to the small of my back, and with +difficulty refrained from crying. I had never been wretched just in that +way before. Two imperative duties had met plump and face to face, with a +shock that jarred all preconceived principles of belief and action out +of plumb. Cousin Molly Belle had trusted me to keep her secret, and I +saw no way of doing it except to lie outright and repeatedly.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[Pg 134]</a></span> The sin +lashed my conscience until I could have located in my corporeal frame +the exact whereabouts of the uncomfortable possession. So absorbed was I +by individual upbraidings that Flora's barefaced fabrication of the +search her young mistress and she had had for the runaway passed +unrebuked by so much as a look. It was no comfort to me to hear another +person lie even more glibly than myself. Flora was an ignorant colored +person, I, a baptized white child of the covenant who could read the +Bible for herself.</p> + +<p>Mr. Morton tried to make me talk by well-concerted questions. Children +are best approached through the interrogative mood. It offers just so +many nails set in a sure place upon which to hang conversation. He was a +handsome, well-set-up young fellow, and, if somewhat graver by nature +and habit than most of Cousin Molly Belle's beaux, suited my taste best +of them all. Yesterday I should have been tickled clean out of the +proprieties by the chance of talking to him all by myself<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</a></span> for twenty +minutes, sitting up in Aunt Eliza's parlor, just like grown folks.</p> + +<p>The twenty minutes were like one hundred in sloth and weight before the +tap of high heels on the oaken stairs and the swish of skirts against +the banisters advised us who was coming.</p> + +<p>She walked into the room with her head high and chin level; her eyes +shone and her coloring was superb. She had never been more beautiful, +and never so dignified. Her admirer felt both of these facts, and was +moved to mute inquiry into the cause of the singular mood. His glowing +eyes questioned hers while she shook hands with him and then sat down, +and held out her hand silently to me, without a smile. I went as +straight to her as a wounded bird to shelter, dropped upon a stool +beside her and rested my cheek against her knee, my hand in a grasp that +was close and loving, and—or so I fancied—monitory. My heart retorted +upon writhing conscience that she was worth sinning for. I added,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[Pg 136]</a></span> +dogged and desperate, that I would do it again, if she needed to have it +done.</p> + +<p>"Flora says that you have been very uneasy about this little lady," said +Mr. Frank, the dumb questioning still in his eyes, while he led the talk +into safer paths. "And that you have been hunting for her all over the +plantation."</p> + +<p>"Flora said what was not true. I knew where she was, and did not look +for her at all or anywhere."</p> + +<p>The metallic quality in her voice did not belong to it, and her +articulation was carefully clear, not at all like the gliding vowels and +consonantal elisions that help make musical the speech of the Southern +girl.</p> + +<p>Mr. Frank looked puzzled. Had I not been present, he would have got at +the answer to the enigma. I felt this, but my hand was still in Cousin +Molly's, and I comprehended that she willed me to stay where I was.</p> + +<p>"I have had an adventure, if she has not," resumed Mr. Frank, merrily. +"You may<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[Pg 137]</a></span> have seen me arrive with two saddle-horses? I was on my way +here, riding Snap. As I passed John's upper tobacco-field, I saw him at +the barn. So I tied Snap to a tree and went to speak to John. While we +were talking a negro ran up, all out of breath, to say that a man and a +woman had stolen my horse. The negro was too far off to recognize the +fellow, but he saw him untie Snap, mount him, help a little woman in a +red dress to get up behind him, and then ride away at a rattling pace. +Fortunately, John's riding-horse was standing at the barn door. I was in +the saddle before the story was done, put him at the nearest fence, and +was after the thieves. I must have gained upon them—Wildfire can outrun +any other horse in the county, and I did not spare him—for the rascals +left their booty and got away with whole skins. I met Snap just this +side of Willis's Creek, going home like the sensible creature he is. He +had been ridden hard, and there were welts on his sides where he had +been whipped, but I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[Pg 138]</a></span> got him back safe. It was a risky thing—their +stealing him. Everybody about here knows the star in his forehead and +his white hind foot. The first white man that met the thieves would have +taken them up. I have no doubt that they belonged to a gang of gypsies +that are roaming through this neighborhood. A wagon-load of them passed +our house yesterday and camped last night at the Crossroads. I saw them +there last night as I went home from Court. On my way back this evening +I'll give them a call and let them understand that this is an unhealthy +country for that sort of gentry. Horse-thieves and grapevines are found +conveniently near to one another, sometimes."</p> + +<p>In the horror of the hearing, I must have cried out but for the warning +squeeze that made my finger-joints slip upon each other and the bones +ache. The muscles of my face stiffened until I felt it losing all +resemblance to Molly Burwell. I was sure that it looked like a gray old +woman's, and instinctively<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[Pg 139]</a></span> turned it into the folds of my cousin's +skirt. Suppose Mr. Frank had called upon the gypsies before coming here! +If he had not come to us at all to-day—what would have happened? Would +he have had the innocent strangers hanged upon the convenient grapevine? +Could he be prevented from doing this now unless the truth were told +him? <i>That</i>, of course, was not to be thought of. Better have the gypsy +gang driven out of the county and a man and a woman strung up, than let +Cousin Molly Belle go to jail for wearing men's clothes. She would die +sooner than confess to any man, least of all to this one, that she had +worn—<i>pantaloons!</i>—and ridden Snap as people who wear the things +always ride.</p> + +<p>How little I knew her was to be proved.</p> + +<p>She let go my fingers all at once, pressed her palms together hard, and +sat up very straight, settling her eyes upon Mr. Frank's. When she +spoke, the metallic ring was that of a taut piano-string.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[Pg 140]</a></span></p> + +<p>"You will please not go near the gypsies. <i>I</i> stole your horse. Just for +fun, you know. And wretched fun it was. I saw him standing there, and +the temptation to play a trick upon you was too much for me. I meant to +let him go and send him back when I got to our gate. I did it sooner +than I expected, because I heard you coming and knew in a minute that +you must be on Wildfire, and that Snap stood no chance of keeping ahead +of him."</p> + +<p>The listener's face was a study. He stood up and stared down at her, at +first in incredulous stupefaction, then, frowningly.</p> + +<p>"<i>You—took—my—horse!</i> You were that 'little woman,' then? Who was the +man?"</p> + +<p>"There was no man. The negro did not see straight, or he told you a lie. +Molly was with me, and, as you see, her frock is pink. We were out +walking. We both got on the horse. It was a silly, silly prank, and all +my fault."</p> + +<p>The frown disappeared; the perplexity<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[Pg 141]</a></span> remained. He glanced at me, and +my eyes fell. I so wanted Mr. Frank Morton to think well of me!</p> + +<p>"But Molly said—" he began.</p> + +<p>She took him up quickly.</p> + +<p>"I know what Molly said. I was close by and heard every word. She was +trying to shield me. I told her that I could be put in jail if anybody +knew what I had done. I tempted the poor, loyal, loving little soul to +tell the first falsehood that ever soiled her tongue. It was a wicked—a +vile—a <i>mean</i> thing in me! I loathe myself when I think of it. Oh, +Namesake!"—encircling me suddenly with her arm—"we will ask God +together to forgive us. I am the sinner—not you!"</p> + +<p>I was wetting her sleeve with tears, shed more for her distress than for +my sin.</p> + +<p>Mr. Frank Morton made a step toward her.</p> + +<p>"I don't comprehend you yet—quite. You could not have imagined that you +could ever go to jail if you had stolen every horse<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[Pg 142]</a></span> in my stable—and +everything else I have? Don't give another thought to the matter. It was +a harmless bit of fun that hurt nobody. As to Molly's fibbing—I was the +tempter. What was the child to do? I think all the more of her for +standing between you and possible trouble."</p> + +<p>"I tempted Molly to tell her first lie!" She waived aside the hand he +would have laid upon my head. "I shall recollect that as long as I live. +I deserve to suffer for it. And I mean to punish myself by telling you +the whole truth."</p> + +<p>In the energy of her resolve, she, too, arose to her feet. A sort of +ague went from her head to her feet. For an instant there was not a sign +of color in her cheeks, then, a great billow of blushes beat her face +down upon her hands. If I had not been clinging to her skirt I could +hardly have got the meaning of the muffled words. Her lover had to bend +his head to catch them.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[Pg 143]</a></span></p> + +<p>"<i>I had on a suit of Burwell's clothes!</i>"</p> + +<p>She threw up her head so abruptly that her face almost touched his +before he could start back.</p> + +<p>"<i>Now</i>"—she flung out passionately—"you will despise me! And you ought +to!"</p> + +<p>Her rush toward the door was intercepted by his quicker action. He +seized both of her hands and would not let her pass.</p> + +<p>"On the contrary, I never respected you before as I do this moment. You +shall believe this, Molly Belle!"</p> + +<p>Not a symptom of a "Miss"! And he the most punctilious of men in +everything pertaining to polite address and chivalric reverence for +women! His eyes had strange flashes in them when he turned to me. He was +grave, but with a gravity that overlaid smiles. His voice was very +gentle:—</p> + +<p>"Molly, run away to play—there's a dear child!"</p> + +<p>As I obeyed, I saw that he had not let go of Cousin Molly Belle's +hands.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[Pg 144]</a></span></p> + + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="Chapter_IX" id="Chapter_IX"></a>Chapter IX</h2> + +<h3>My Pets</h3> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 500px;"> +<img src="images/illus-148.jpg" width="500" height="465" alt="" title="My Pets" /> +</div> + + + + +<p><span class="large">L</span><span class="smcap">ike</span> my games, my stockings, and my frocks, they were home-made. We had +no caged birds. Our yards and woods thrilled with bird-song all day long +for eight months of the year, and mocking-birds filled June and July +nights with music sweeter and more varied than the storied strain of the +nightingale. I had never seen a canary, and knew nothing of him except +as I had read of one in what I called a "pair of verses" to which I took +a fancy. I used to sing them to a tune of my own making when +grown-uppers were not listening:<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[Pg 145]</a></span>—</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">"Mary had a little bird,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2.5em;">Feathers bright and yellow,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">Slender legs—upon my word</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2.5em;">He was a pretty fellow.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">"Sweetest songs he often sung</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2.5em;">Which much delighted Mary,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">And often where his cage was hung</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2.5em;">She stood to hear Canary."</span><br /> +</p> + +<p>I classed Mary 'Liza with the grown-uppers. She loved cats, adopting two +when they were blind kittens, and bringing them up in just such staid +habits as made her incomparable among children. At six months of age +they would doze at her feet on the rug while she studied, or ciphered, +or read aloud, or stitched upon those everlasting chemises. When she +took a walk for exercise (she never ran, or hopped, or skipped) they +trotted demurely in the path, beside or behind her, indifferent to +butterflies and grasshoppers, and as intent upon Behavior as their +mistress. They were always fat and sleek, and ate civilized +victuals,—bread, milk, and cooked meats cut into de<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[Pg 146]</a></span>cent, miminy-piminy +mouthfuls. Not one of them was ever known to commit the vulgarity of +catching a mouse. Mary 'Liza considered it cruel, and eating raw flesh +"a dirty habit." She, the cats, and Dorinda composed a Happy Family in +which—barring the Rozillah episode—no accidents ever happened.</p> + +<p>From earliest childhood my love for living creatures as companions and +pets was a passion that wrought much anguish to me, and more casualties +in the dumb animal kingdom than would be credited, were I to set down +the full tale of my bantlings, and the fate of each. At a tender age, I +sturdily refused to "call mine" the downiest darlings of the +poultry-yard. There would be a few weeks of having, and loving, and +fattening, and then the axe and the bloody log at the woodpile, and the +stormy tears of bereavement. It mattered not to Aunt 'Ritta that my +foster-children had names to which they answered, that they would feed +from my hand, and hop on my shoulder, and run quacking, or squawking, +or<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[Pg 147]</a></span> piping, or chirping, at my heels across the yard, and follow me to +the field like dogs. When the day and the hour—always unexpected to +me—came, I "called and they answered not again," until, taught by +bitter experience, I "struck" petting tame and edible living things, +once and finally.</p> + +<p>The miniature menagerie I then set up on my own account, and, as I shall +show, to the detriment of everything entered upon the rolls, was stocked +principally by the services of my colored contingent.</p> + +<p>Among the first inmates—they all became patients in the long, or short +run—were two striped ground squirrels (chipmunks) who were caught in a +box with a falling door, and presented to me by Barratier. He lent me +the box to keep them in. I fed and watered them warily and successfully +for a couple of days by lifting the door an inch, having previously +rapped upon it to scare the prisoners to the other end, then slipping in +the dish of water and the nuts, sugar, or fruit that were<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[Pg 148]</a></span> the day's +rations. Supposing that kindness and comfortable quarters had tamed them +into appreciation of my services and intentions, I raised the door two +inches higher on the third day, and took a good look at the beauties +huddled trembling in their safe corner. Their bright eyes were alluring, +their quiescence was encouraging. I spoke to them in dulcet accents, and +advanced a friendly hand. They met it more than half-way, one leaping +upon my bare arm, running up to my shoulder, and, with one bound over my +head, regaining his lost freedom. I caught his less active brother by +the tail as he was sneaking under the door, and held him tight. In a +quarter-jiffy he whisked his little body around and dug his teeth into +my finger, and, as I still held on to his tail, incontinently shed the +skin of the same, leaving it in my grasp. The last I ever saw of him was +the flaunt of a gory, ghastly pennant, as the bearer vanished under a +heap of stones. I flung the bloody casing from me with abhorrence. Now I +can hope that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[Pg 149]</a></span> another grew upon the denuded bones. Then I hoped it +would not. The insult was gross.</p> + +<p>The immediate successor of the ingrates was a mouse bestowed upon me by +one of the stable hands. I named the waif "Caspar Hauser" forthwith, +being fresh from the perusal of the history of that engaging fraud, and +inducted him into a spare rat-trap set about closely with wires. A +horsehair sparrow's nest was lined with raw cotton and put in one +corner, a toy saucer of water in the other, and in the third a toy plate +filled with cracked hickory nuts, interspersed with bits of sugar. Then +I sat down upon the floor beside him, and began the business of taming +him by getting him used to seeing me, cultivating his acquaintance by +poking my finger between the bars, talking and singing to him, and +endeavoring, by other ingenious devices, to make him feel at home. He +scampered around the confines of his domicile, as in a treadmill, all +the time I was thus employed, and could not be induced to touch his +food.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[Pg 150]</a></span></p> + +<p>Mary 'Liza and I had outgrown the trundle-bed, and had a room to +ourselves upstairs. Into this I surreptitiously conveyed the improvised +cage that night and hid it under the bed. When my bedfellow had fallen +asleep, I got up softly, lighted a candle, and took a peep at my pet. He +had gone regularly to bed after disposing of some of the nuts and +scattering the remnants in every direction, and now lay curled up in the +cotton-wool in the prettiest, most homelike way imaginable, fast asleep.</p> + +<p>I hung over him, entranced. He was tamed! Before long he would be +following me all over the house, playing hide-and-seek in corners, +sitting upon his hind legs beside my plate at table, and nibbling such +tidbits as I might give him. One particularly bright picture of our +common future was of taking him to church, smuggling him into the pocket +of my Sunday frock, and after settling myself comfortably upon my knees +before a corner seat during the "long prayer," taking Caspar<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[Pg 151]</a></span> Hauser out +and letting him play on the bench. What a boon his society would +be—what a relief his antics while Mr. Lee droned through innumerable +"We pray Thees!"</p> + +<p>After I went back to bed I pursued these and other enchanting visions +into dreamland. The next day I took Caspar Hauser into the garden for +air and sunshine. His liveliness was something inconceivable by the +human imagination. He chased himself frantically around the cage, +regardless of my tender exhortations, until I began to fear that taming +was a more tedious process than I had supposed. I set the cage upon the +grass where the sun was hottest, withdrawing myself into the shade as +less in need of light and warmth, and read a volume of Berquin's +<i>Children's Friend</i> in full sight of Caspar Hauser. Whenever I turned a +page I would stick my finger between the wires and chirrup encouragingly +to the captive, all with a single eye to getting him used to me. His +speed and staying powers were equally extraordinary, but I was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[Pg 152]</a></span> cheered, +when the forenoon was spent and I picked up the cage to take him in, by +observing that he ran more deliberately and with occasional pauses. By +the time I got him upstairs he lay down for a nap. He was still +slumbering at my supper-time, and had not got his nap out when I went to +bed, nor yet when breakfast was eaten and lessons said, next morning.</p> + +<p>I had made up my mind by now that he was sick, and carried him into the +garden once more. I had read that wild creatures physic themselves if +allowed to seek such plants as instinct tells them are specifics for +their ailments. Lifting Caspar Hauser from his woolly bed, I stroked him +and called him by name. He was so tame by now that he did not struggle +upon my palm. Only the rise and fall of his furry sides showed that he +was alive. He was limp and helpless, and to me very lovable. I laid him +upon a strip of turf hot with the sunshine that had steeped it for five +hours. He had a liberal choice of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[Pg 153]</a></span> healing herbs. Parsley, sage, mint, +tansy, peppergrass, catnip, and sweet marjoram, rue and bergamot and +balsam, flourished within a hundred lengths of his small body. While I +watched him he stretched himself as a baby at awakening, and began to +crawl weakly toward the tansy bed. To save him needless exertion I +pulled a handful of the yellow heads and offered them to his inquisitive +nose. Mam' Chloe had given me tansy tea for a bad cold last winter. It +tasted nasty, but I got well. Instinct had "indicated" tansy to Caspar +Hauser. He refused the panacea dumbly, and made, still feebly, for the +parsley patch. I let him go a yard or more, when, fearing lest he might +lose himself in the maze of luxuriant herbage, I dragged him tenderly +back by the tail to the hot turf.</p> + +<p>He had grown so tame that he never moved again.</p> + +<p>The funeral took place that afternoon. We buried him next to Musidora. I +had had enough of vaults, regarding them, with reason,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[Pg 154]</a></span> as uncertain +places of sepulture for the presumably defunct. I had never heard, or +read, of cremation. I had had the misfortune to break my slate a few +days before, and the biggest fragment made a nice tombstone for Caspar +Hauser. With a nail and with infinite toil I produced a suitable +epitaph.</p> + +<div class="cpoem"> +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 7.5em;">HERE LIES</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 6.5em;">HIS AFLICTED</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 3.5em;">MISS M. BURWELL'S</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 4.5em;">FATHEFULL LIT</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 3.5em;">TLE FREND AN</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2.5em;">D TAME PLA</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">YFELOW AND</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2.5em;">SUFFERER</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 3.5em;">C. H.</span><br /> +</p></div> + +<p>There was not room for the whole name, but, as I told my fellow-mourners +when I read the inscription to them, since we all knew it, the omission +was of no consequence. I could have wished that the slate had broken +straight, so that the inscription would have gone in better. However, +one cannot control circumstance when it takes the shape of a fracture.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[Pg 155]</a></span></p> + +<p>Within twenty-four hours after Caspar Hauser's decease he was succeeded +by Bay. His name in its entirety, was Baffin's Bay. The alliterative +unctuousness of the title pleased me, as Mary 'Liza pronounced it +smoothly in her geography lesson, the day on which Hamilcar, the +carriage driver, drove over a young "old hare" in the road, and knocked +one of the poor thing's eyes out. It was taken up for dead, but +presently began to kick, and the ownership reverted to me. It lived a +week, and for hours at a time was so nearly comfortable as to eat +sparingly of milk, lettuce, cabbage, and clover, with which I supplied +it lavishly twice a day. I likewise treated the wounded eye with +balsam-capeiva and balm of Gilead ointment, sovereign appliances for the +bruises and cut fingers of that generation. A lemon box, with slats +nailed across the front by faithful Barratier, was the hospital in which +I laid Bay up for repairs. Him, too, I carried daily into the garden, +for change of air. He condescended to approve of the parsley patch,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[Pg 156]</a></span> +limping through it as gracefully as the long tape tied to his right hind +leg would allow.</p> + +<p>When, upon the third day of his residence in civilized quarters, he had +a convulsion in the very middle of the parsley patch, I thought it a +playful antic, and was amused and gratified thereat. The second time +this happened, James, the gardener, chanced to witness the performance +and informed me, brutally, that "that old hyar had throwed a fit, and +was boun' to die 'fore long.</p> + +<p>"That 'ar lick on de side o' de hade done de bizness fur him, sure. De +brain am injerred. Mighty easy thing fur to injer a Molly Cottontail's +brain. He ain't got much, an' hit lies close to de top o' de hade."</p> + +<p>For forty-eight hours before Bay died, the spasms were distressingly +frequent, but I would not have him killed. James might be wrong. Good +nursing and plenty of fresh air might bring my patient around. For fear +my parents might insist that he should be put out of his misery, I +removed the hospital to the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[Pg 157]</a></span> playhouse, and gave him the range of the +place, forbidding the colored children to tell what was going on. His +agonies were nearly over when, in the distraction of anxiety, I took +Cousin Frank Morton into confidence. He had ridden over with a message +from Cousin Molly Belle.</p> + +<p>(Have I mentioned that they had been married for six months?)</p> + +<p>The message was to the effect that I must spend the day and night with +her. My mother gave ready consent.</p> + +<p>"Molly has been too pale for several days, and has little or no +appetite," she said, looking affectionately at me. "The change will do +her good, and there is no other place where she enjoys a visit more than +at your house. Molly! can't you thank Cousin Frank for taking the +trouble to come for you?"</p> + +<p>Strained by conflicting emotions, I fidgeted awkwardly about Cousin +Frank's chair, pinching the hem of my apron into folds, and shifting +from one foot to the other.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[Pg 158]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I want to go <i>dreadfully</i>!" I got out at length, almost ready to cry. +"<i>But</i>—Cousin Frank—wouldn't you like to look at Bay? He's an old hare +that I am taming."</p> + +<p>While speaking, I started for the door, and he came after me. My mother +exclaimed, provoked, yet laughing, that I was "getting more ridiculous +every day," but I knew my man, and did not stop.</p> + +<p>Bay was throwing a particularly hard fit when we got to him. His cries +had something humanlike in them that pierced ears and heart.</p> + +<p>"My dear child!" uttered the shocked visitor. "How long has this been +going on?"</p> + +<p>Upon hearing that the poor thing had never seemed really well from the +day he was hurt, and had been "going on like this for four days, +hand-running," he was quite angry—for him.</p> + +<p>"I wonder that your mother let you keep him when he was in this state," +he said seriously; and, seeing the tears I could not drive<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[Pg 159]</a></span> back, he sat +down on my chair and drew me up to him. "It would be better to kill the +poor creature, at once, dear. He can never be better."</p> + +<p>I begged him not to tell my mother about Bay's sickness. I had become +very fond of him, and he was so sweet and patient—and tame,—and I just +couldn't bear to have him killed. Whether he would have granted my +petition or not was not to be tested. While I was speaking, Bay uttered +a shrill scream, leaped up high in the air, and fell over on his back, +dead.</p> + +<p>We hurried on the funeral that I might go home with Cousin Frank that +evening. I pulled up the tombstone from the head of Caspar Hauser's +grave and made an epitaph on the other side for Bay. There might not be +another slate broken in the family for months. At the present rate of +mortality among my pensioners, it behooved me to be economical. I had +not time to indite such an elaborate testimonial to the worth of the +de<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[Pg 160]</a></span>ceased as graced Caspar Hauser's last resting-place. Yet I thought +the tribute not amiss, and the drop into poetry elated me and +electrified my audience. The lines were engraved perpendicularly upon +the slate to give the rhyme effective room:—</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">"Alas! and Alack A DAY!</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">Poor Litle BAFFINS BAY!"</span><br /> +</p> + +<p>My visit lasted three days instead of one and a half. I brought back +with me something worthy of the pride that swelled my happy heart to +aching. One of Cousin Frank's men had taken two young hares alive, and +given them to his mistress a week ago, and she and Cousin Frank had +arranged a pleasant surprise for me. Before I had been in the house an +hour I was taken to the dining room to see the dear little things +already housed in a cage, made by the plantation carpenter. None of your +lemon-box makeshifts, but a strong case in the shape of a cottage, of +planed wood, painted white on the outside.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[Pg 161]</a></span> There were two rooms in it +with a round door in the dividing wall. One was half full of soft, +sweet-smelling hay for Darby and Joan to sleep upon. Their names were +ready-made, too. The other room was a parlor where they were to eat and +to live in the daytime. Broad leather straps by which the box could be +carried were made to look like chimneys.</p> + +<p>The whole family collected to admire my treasures when I got home, and +Mary 'Liza was so much interested in Darby and Joan that she brought up +her cats, Cinderella and Preciosa, to be introduced and make friends +with "their new cousins"—so she said. Cinderella was black-and-white, +Preciosa yellow-and-white, very large, and with long fur as soft and +fine as raw silk. Mary 'Liza put them down close to the cottage.</p> + +<p>"You must be very good and never hurt either of the beautiful hares—you +hear?" she said, and we all looked on to see what they would do.</p> + +<p>Bless your soul! they walked once around<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[Pg 162]</a></span> the cottage in a lazy, +indifferent, supercilious way, hardly glancing at their "new cousins," +then Preciosa yawned, tiptoed back to her place on the rug, doubled her +toes in under her, and half closed her "greenery-yallery" eyes in real, +or simulated slumber. Cinderella purred about her mistress until she +seated herself again to work upon her seventh chemise, then jumped up +into her lap and composed herself to slumber.</p> + +<p>After that, I had no fear that the well-fed, pampered creatures would +molest my pets. Everybody sympathized in my good fortune. The weather +was intensely warm, and Uncle Ike's own august hands rigged up a shelf +against the garden fence, making what I called a "situation" for my +cottage. Not even Argus could get at them there, had he been evilly +disposed, and he had excellent principles for a puppy. Darby and Joan +nibbled lettuce and cabbage from my fingers inside of three days, and if +they were in the bedroom when I approached their dwelling, would bus<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[Pg 163]</a></span>tle +out to see if it were milk, or greens, or, maybe, clover blossoms that I +had for them.</p> + +<p>The happy, happy days went by, and I announced to my father one evening +as we sat at supper that I really "began to believe the curse was lifted +from my pets."</p> + +<p>"The curse! Mary Hobson Burwell! what a word!" cried my mother.</p> + +<p>My father held up his hand.</p> + +<p>"One moment, if you please, mother! Explain yourself, Molly!"</p> + +<p>"I mean," answered I, bravely, "that it used to seem as if a wicked +fairy had cursed a curse upon anything I took a fancy to. Like the girl +in the song, and her tree and flower, and dear gazelle, you know. But +Darby and Joan make me hope—"</p> + +<p>The words were blasted upon my tongue by a terrible scream.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</a></span></p> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="Chapter_X" id="Chapter_X"></a>Chapter X</h2> + +<h3>Circumstantial Evidence</h3> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 500px;"> +<img src="images/illus-168a.jpg" width="500" height="475" alt="" title="Circumstantial Evidence" /> +</div> + +<div class="figleft" style="width: 86px;"> +<img src="images/illus-168b.jpg" width="86" height="250" style="margin-top: -2em;" alt="" title="T" /> +</div> +<p>HE garden gate was close to the dining-room windows, and the windows +were not high above the ground. I rushed for the nearest. The moon was +bright, and I was in time to see three cats jump down from the shelf on +which the cottage was "situated," and dart away in as many different +directions. One ran close along the wall of the house, and I recognized +Preciosa. Hurling myself over the window-sill, I was the first of our +startled party to reach the scene of the tragedy.</p> + +<p>The attack had been made from the three exposed sides of the cottage, +the cats thrust<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</a></span>ing their claws between the bars and dragging my +darlings up against these.</p> + +<p>My father opened the cottage door and took out the mangled, palpitating +bodies.</p> + +<p>"Oh, father!" I shrieked. "Are they killed?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, my daughter."</p> + +<p>Then I went crazy. So raging and raving crazy that when I came partially +to my senses, I did not recollect what I had been saying or doing since +I heard the awful truth. I had been removed from the dark and bloody +ground in some way and by somebody, for I was lying on my mother's bed. +The consciousness of where I was had in it some drops of the oil of +consolation. Next to the close embrace of the mother's arms there is no +other resting-place on earth that so aptly typifies the safety and +healing grace of Heaven to the child of whatever age, as Mother's Bed.</p> + +<p>In our house, to be laid upon that miracle of elastic fluffiness was to +become, in fancy,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</a></span> a blessèd ghost, cradled upon a cloud. The sick +child, the hurt child, the repentant child—were received into that holy +asylum without other certificate than his or her need.</p> + +<p>Finding myself there made me feel that there might still be something +worth living for, and to care for. My mother was by me and her arm was +under my head; my father stood at the foot of the bed, kind and +compassionate; Mam' Chloe was putting a bottle of hot water to my feet, +and there was a strong smell of cologne in the air. I was very weak; my +head felt queer and light, and although I was not crying, something +seemed to grab me inside and shake me every little while—a short, sharp +shake that made me gasp. Before I could open my eyes I heard my mother's +voice say:—</p> + +<p>"I wish the dear child did not take things so much to heart. It will +bring her a great deal of sorrow in her future life."</p> + +<p>Ah, blessèd mother of mine! for so many years beyond the sight and +hearing of the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[Pg 167]</a></span> vicissitudes of that life, then new and all +untried—yours was but a partial prophecy. Against the sorrows born of +"taking things so much to heart," I set a wealth of joy and beauty and +love that have been made mine own by the same nature and habit.</p> + +<p>What she said or meant was little to me at that moment, for as I blinked +confusedly about me, I saw Mary 'Liza, neat and upright, in her own +especial chair by the window, and Preciosa was on her lap.</p> + +<p>An electric bolt quivered through me. I started up and pointed at the +placid pair, my hand shaking like a leaf, my voice thick with +spluttering wrath:—</p> + +<p>"<i>She</i> did it! I want her killed."</p> + +<p>"Dear child, lie down, don't talk, you are dreaming," cooed my mother, +trying to force me gently down to the pillow.</p> + +<p>I put her aside, and tried to form articulate words.</p> + +<p>"<i>That, cat, did, it!</i> I saw her. I'll kill her! Let me get up."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[Pg 168]</a></span></p> + +<p>My father came to my mother's help.</p> + +<p>"Take the cat out of the room, Mary Eliza," he ordered calmly. And to +me—"Now, Molly, we will hear what you have to say."</p> + +<p>He heard and weighed the evidence before I was put to bed in my own +room. My head still went around queerly when I raised it, but my mind +was clear. He sat by me and stroked my hand gently while he got my +testimony. His kindness to his orphaned niece was unfailing, but he +seldom caressed her, and nobody ever romped with her. He listened to my +story first, and as patiently as if he were not to hear any other.</p> + +<p>I was hotly positive that the big cat I had seen jump from the shelf and +dash by the window so close to me that I could have touched her by +leaning over the sill, was Preciosa. There was no other cat of her size +and color on the plantation. Beyond this conviction the prosecution had +not a scrap of testimony to offer. On the side of the accused were<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[Pg 169]</a></span> the +record of a blameless life; the lack of motive, inasmuch as the accused +was fed abundantly with daily bread far more convenient for her than the +raw flesh she had never desired before,—and, as a "clincher," an alibi +was set up by Preciosa's mistress, who, coming into the chamber a few +minutes after the disaster, had found the cat sleeping upon the rug just +as she had left her when the supper bell rang,—and with never a speck +of blood on her paws and fur.</p> + +<p>"She had licked it off, then!" I stormed. "I tell you I did see her! I +did! I <i>did</i>! I <span class="smcap">DID</span>! Father! you know I wouldn't tell a story about +it—don't you?"</p> + +<p>"I believe that you think you saw her, my daughter. We all believe that. +But you may have been mistaken. You were very much excited, and the cat +ran fast, and it was in the night, recollect, and the moon is not as +bright as the day. Altogether, we must take it for granted that Preciosa +is not guilty,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[Pg 170]</a></span> and keep a sharp lookout for the strange cat that did +the mischief."</p> + +<p>"It was Preciosa—hateful old thing!" I insisted, angry and sullen. "She +ought to be killed!"</p> + +<p>My father arose with decision that showed the case was concluded.</p> + +<p>"Mother! you will see that our little daughter does not talk any more +about this to-night? She will, I hope, feel differently in the morning."</p> + +<p>I did not. In saying my prayers at bedtime I pointedly omitted—"Forgive +us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us." I did +not mean to forgive Preciosa. Furthermore, I was not at peace with her +mistress and advocate. The more I mused, the hotter the fire burned, +until I was ready to convict my father of injustice, and my mother of +rank favoritism for the alien. I sulked violently at breakfast, and as I +was not reproved, grew so stubborn and disrespectful over my lessons +that I was sent to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[Pg 171]</a></span> my room to stay there until dinner was ready. The +term of banishment had still an hour to run, and I was leaning, listless +and wretched, out of the window when Mam' Chloe and Uncle Ike met in the +yard directly beneath, and part of the low dialogue reached me.</p> + +<p>"Ef I could onct ketch that Precious-O-sir in some o' her tricks, you'd +see the fur fly,—mind!" said the butler.</p> + +<p>"I suttinly is mighty sorry for po' Miss Molly," answered his wife. +"Looks-if hur heart is pretty nigh broke. It's right down pitiful to see +how much sto' she sot by them young old hyars. You mus' see ef you can't +get her some mo'."</p> + +<p>I dropped my head on the window-sill and cried out the tears that +scalded my lids at the unexpected touch of sympathy. Then I fell to +thinking and with a purpose.</p> + +<p>I went down to dinner with a tolerably composed countenance, a good +appetite, and a well-digested scheme of vengeance in my mind. Uncle Ike +was my only co-conspira<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[Pg 172]</a></span>tor. I think I can see him now as he rolled back +against the garden fence to laugh as I unfolded my design.</p> + +<p>"Ef you ain't the <i>beater</i>!" he chuckled, his pepper-and-salt poll +tilted to one shoulder, and eyeing me with undisguised admiration. "An' +you say nobody ain' put it into your hade?"</p> + +<p>"I haven't said a word about it to anybody else, Uncle Ike. You'll help +me,—won't you?"</p> + +<p>He doubled himself up like a dyspeptic jack-knife, the ingenuity of the +plot gaining upon his imagination.</p> + +<p>I pressed my advantage:—</p> + +<p>"And don't tell Mam' Chloe—please! She'll think it is cruel. But it +isn't. It's just only justice. And it can't bring <i>them</i> back."</p> + +<p>I clenched my fists, and my eyes filled.</p> + +<p>"That's so, Miss Molly, that's so," sobering instantly. "It is mighty +hard on you—powerful hard."</p> + +<p>"And, Uncle Ike,"—hurrying to get it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[Pg 173]</a></span> out lest my voice should +fail,—"please don't let anybody give me any more old hares, or any +'live things to keep. They'll just die, or be murdered by other folks' +cats—or something. It's no use making myself happy for a little while +just to be sorry for ever and ever so long afterward."</p> + +<p>With which epigram I ran away, afraid to try to utter another word.</p> + +<p>That evening we were all on the front porch. The air was breezeless, the +moon as yellow as brass through sultry fogs. My mother, in a white +dress, lay back in her rocking-chair and fanned herself languidly. My +father smoked his Powhatan pipe upon the steps, leaning against one +pillar of the roof. Mary 'Liza in pale-blue lawn, occupied the other end +of the step. Her hands were in her lap. Cinderella dozed upon a fold of +her skirt. Dorinda had been undressed and rocked to sleep at sunset. +Preciosa had gone upstairs at the same time. I saw her lying upon the +foot of our bed after supper,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[Pg 174]</a></span> her eyes narrowed to slender slits with +sleep or slyness. I had a shrewd impression that if I were to go +upstairs now I should not find her in the same place. Instead of +verifying the surmise in this way I stole noiselessly out of the family +group, sauntering along carelessly until I turned the corner of the +house, after which I ran like a lapwing to the garden gate, the +rendezvous agreed upon between Uncle Ike and myself.</p> + +<p>He was there with the various "properties" I had ordered.</p> + +<p><i>Imprimis</i>, a big dish-pan; <i>second</i>, a monstrous black pot from which +steam arose into the hot night; <i>third</i>, a stout twine, to one end of +which was attached a brick; a lump of raw liver dangled at the other. By +my directions the pan was balanced upon the shelf where the cottage had +stood, so that a slight pull would overset it, the brick was laid in the +bottom, the string with the liver attachment hanging over the side. +Lastly, Uncle Ike mounted upon the stool I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[Pg 175]</a></span> was wont to use when I +visited my murdered dears, and filled the pan from the pot. All being +ready, we conspirators withdrew to the unlighted dining room, and +stationed ourselves at a window.</p> + +<p>Our watch was not tedious. I was the first to discern a moving speck in +the dim vista of the walk leading from the gate far down the garden. It +enlarged and assumed a definite form, slowly. Evidently it was a scout, +and the advance a reconnoissance. Feline artifice was in every line and +motion. A ray of misty moonlight lay athwart the entrance to the garden. +The gate was propped open. As the cat crossed it, we recognized a wily +and wicked old Tom from the stable, a disreputable plebeian prowler, +never tolerated in the house grounds. I hardly smothered an ejaculation +as dainty Preciosa glided into the illuminated area and took part in the +furtive inspection of the preparations made for the reception of last +night's marauders. A third, and yet a fourth, mis<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[Pg 176]</a></span>creant joined the +first two, and heads were laid together in a council of war.</p> + +<p>The liver hung high. Tom rose upon his hind feet, clawed the air +futilely and came down sheepishly upon all fours. Next, a small, nimble +black cat jumped and fell short of the bait. Uncle Ike snickered, and I +drew in my breath excitedly, as the pampered exquisite, My Lady +Preciosa, tripped mincingly into the open. The moon shone out obligingly +to let us see her fall into position, her head upraised toward the +tempting morsel—(pig's liver, and none too fresh at that)—her +crouching body thrown well back upon the haunches, her tail, enlarged to +double the usual size, waving sinuously from side to side in leisurely +calculation of distance and chances. Suddenly she launched her supple +body into space like a catapult, caught the meat between her claws, +swung in the air for a victorious half-second—and then, the deluge!</p> + +<p>A chorus of screeches, a frantic stampede in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[Pg 177]</a></span> all directions, and the +arena was clear of all except the home-made infernal machine,—the empty +dish-pan upside down on the ground, the brick, the string, and the raw +meat lying under it.</p> + +<p>The caterwauling, Uncle Ike's "ky-yi!" and my scream of laughter, +brought the porch-party to the spot. By previous agreement neither of us +mentioned Preciosa's name. I had to pinch myself violently to contain +the unseemly mirth bottled up in my wicked soul when Mary 'Liza was "so +glad the horrible creatures were punished," and "hoped" gently "that +Molly was convinced, now, that poor, dear Preciosa was innocent."</p> + +<p>"By the way, where <i>is</i> Preciosa?" asked my father.</p> + +<p>"She seemed so sleepy that I gave her her supper, and put her to bed, +when I took Dorinda upstairs," said her surety.</p> + +<p>Perhaps my father partly interpreted the gleam in my eyes and the +quivering muscles about my uncontrollable mouth, for he glanced<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[Pg 178]</a></span> keenly +at me and made as if he would let the inquiry drop. Not so my mother. +She bade Mary 'Liza run upstairs and make sure that Preciosa was there.</p> + +<p>"I want my dear little girl to be entirely satisfied that her cousin was +right, and that she did the cat an injustice," she said with judicial +mildness.</p> + +<p>Preciosa was not in our room, and she stayed out all night, greatly to +her owner's alarm and distress. Her habits were so regular, her +deportment was always so impeccable that the circumstance assumed the +proportions of an Event by breakfast time. My mother was anxious, Mary +'Liza sorrowful, and my father shook his head more gravely than the +occasion seemed to warrant.</p> + +<p>"Molly may not have been so far wrong after all," he observed to my +mother, "in spite of the array of circumstantial evidence against her."</p> + +<p>My mother was unconvinced.</p> + +<p>"Previous good behavior should count for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[Pg 179]</a></span> much in such a case," she +urged. "And our little Molly is too apt to jump at conclusions. We +cannot be too careful how we accuse others of sins which they may never +have committed."</p> + +<p>I understood what they said perfectly. They never talked down to us. +That was one reason we were called "old-fashioned" and "precocious" by +people who had one set of words for their own use, and another for +children. My parents considered, and I think rightly, that the best and +most correct forms of speech should be taught to mere infants, that it +is as easy to train a child to be grammatical as to let it lapse into +all sorts of slovenly inaccuracies that must be unlearned at school, and +in society. So, when they talked of "circumstantial evidence" I had a +fair inkling of what the phrase conveyed. Preciosa was upon trial for +misdemeanor, and I for backbiting.</p> + +<p>I ate away industriously to keep from "answering back,"—a cardinal +offence in nursery government. Mary 'Liza had no appetite, but<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[Pg 180]</a></span> she, +also, remained silent, and there was moisture under her eyelids.</p> + +<p>"We will suspend judgment—" began my father, and interrupted himself to +ask—"What <i>have</i> you got there, Ike?"</p> + +<p>The butler grinned from ear to ear, and broke into uncontrollable +cachinnations in depositing his burden upon the floor.</p> + +<p>"One of the stable-boys foun' it in the lof', suh."</p> + +<p>He could say no more, and would not have been heard had he gone on, for +my father roared, my mother fairly shrieked with laughter, and I went +into hysterics, while Mam' Chloe and Gilbert joined in the general +racket from the doorway.</p> + +<p>An abject nondescript cringed at Mary 'Liza's feet, whimpering +piteously. The devil's broth concocted by Uncle Ike, according to my +receipt, was warm starch, made blue with indigo. A few red peppers were +boiled in it to dissuade the cats from licking it off before it could +dry. It adhered to every<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[Pg 181]</a></span> individual hair of Preciosa's body. She looked +like an azure porcupine. I had thought, at first, of using soot as +coloring matter, but the thought of the blue appealed to my sense of the +congruous ridiculous. I was more than content with the result. Why a +blue cat should be more mirth-provoking than a yellow may not be +explicable, but the fact remains. Even Mary 'Liza shrank from contact +with the absurd object, and the moisture condensed into falling drops.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Aunt Mary! do you think it <i>can</i> be Preciosa? It looks like +a—<i>monster</i>!"</p> + +<p>With tears running down his cheeks, and his sides shaking with gusts of +merriment, my father took me upon his knee, and gave me the funniest +kiss I ever had—a jerky kiss, as if a bee had bobbed against my mouth.</p> + +<p>"You'll be the death of me yet, child!" And after another series of +side-shakings—"So much for circumstantial evidence!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[Pg 182]</a></span></p> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="Chapter_XI" id="Chapter_XI"></a>Chapter XI</h2> + +<h3>Frankenstein</h3> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 600px;"> +<img src="images/illus-186.jpg" width="600" height="393" alt="" title="Frankenstein" /> +</div> + +<p><span class="large">T</span><span class="smcap">he</span> morning was biting cold. A northwest wind had been busy for hours +sweeping and dusting the sky until, now that it was resting from its +labors, the blue vault was as clean and bright as our mahogany +dining-table after Uncle Ike had polished it with beeswax and rosin.</p> + +<p>At the breakfast-table the butter splintered off under the knife, and +the milk was frozen so hard that Mary 'Liza and I sugared it and made +believe it was ice-cream. When Gilbert, the under dining-room servant, +brought in the buckwheat cakes and waffles from the kitchen, he had to +cover them with a hot plate, and then run as hard as he could go across +the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[Pg 183]</a></span> yard to the house, to keep them from chilling on the way.</p> + +<p>There are no buckwheat cakes nowadays, like those that Aunt 'Ritta +made—glossy brown, all of a size, and porous as a sponge. It was great +fun to butter them, and then press them with the flat of a knife-blade, +to see spurts and spouts rise from the surface like so many hot oil +geysers.</p> + +<p>That was the morning when I made the eight-cakes-and-one-sausage speech +that passed into a family proverb. The night before I had thrown a +candle-end, four inches long, into the fire, and my mother had told me +it was a Christian duty to be economical, defining the word for me. +Bent, as usual, upon practising what I learned, I divided my sausage +into eight bits, and ate one with each cake.</p> + +<p>Cousin Molly Belle and Cousin Frank Morton had stayed all night with us, +and the talk at table was so lively that nobody noticed what I was +about. We were not allowed to chatter during meals when others than the +family were<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[Pg 184]</a></span> present, or, indeed, at any other time if grown people were +talking, until invited by them to take part in the conversation. So I +waited for a lull in the chat to say aside to my mother at whose left +hand I sat:—</p> + +<p>"Mother! I have made one sausage do for eight buckwheat cakes. Wasn't +that economical?"</p> + +<p>Even Cousin Molly Belle laughed, the "aside" being more audible than I +meant to have it. True, she hugged me the next minute, her chair being +next to mine on the other side, but her eyes were lively with amusement, +and I saw that she was ready to break out again.</p> + +<p>My poor dainty mother actually blushed. It was not fashionable then for +ladies, and little girls who were going to be ladies, to have hearty +appetites. School-girls were instructed that no well-bred young lady +ever ate more than two biscuits at breakfast or supper, and one was more +refined than two. The pinion of a partridge sufficed the Lydia Languish +of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[Pg 185]</a></span> that day for the meat course of a dinner, and to be hungry was to be +coarse. My mother was a sensible matron who did not lean to extreme +views on any subject, but she did not rise superior to a mortification +such as this. When she said distressfully:—</p> + +<p>"Molly! Eight cakes! I am ashamed that you should be so greedy!" I +comprehended that my offence was rank, and that not her taste alone, but +her sensibilities, suffered.</p> + +<p>I got hot all over, as was my custom when self-convicted of sin, and sat +abashed, appetite and spirits put to flight together.</p> + +<p>My father pulled his face straight.</p> + +<p>"Never mind this time, mother! Better pay meat bills than doctor's +bills. And, on a cold day, a restless little body like hers needs a +great deal of carbon to keep the fires going. Eight buckwheat cakes and +a thumping big sausage represent just so much animal heat."</p> + +<p>By and by, when I got a chance to speak to him alone, I asked him what +carbon was, and what he meant by the fires and animal<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[Pg 186]</a></span> heat. He was at +work at his table in "the office" in the yard, the Mortons having gone +home, but he put down his pen and talked to me for quite a while upon +nutrition and food values. He did not use those terms. They had not come +into vogue even with medical men and writers upon anatomy. Still, his +simple lecture made me comprehend that what I ate kept me alive and warm +and active, and how certain kinds of food made blood, and others, +muscle, and others were of little or no use in keeping up animal heat, +without which there could be no life.</p> + +<p>I asked him if we could keep a dead thing warm if it would come to life +again. I was thinking of all my dead pets. It was pathetic,—the +familiarity of a seven-year-old with death and dissolution,—but of this +I was not aware.</p> + +<p>He answered very gravely:—</p> + +<p>"We cannot keep dead things warm, daughter. When animal heat goes, life +goes."</p> + +<p>"And when animal heat comes, does life<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[Pg 187]</a></span> come?" I queried. "Is that what +makes things alive?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, dear. I have not time to explain it to you now. I am very busy. +Some other time we will talk more about it."</p> + +<p>I carried a spandy new idea, and a stirring, into the garden with me at +noon, as a chicken runs away to a corner with a crumb. The sun shone +brightly, and I easily kept comfortable by skipping up and down a long +walk, bordered on the northern side by an arbor-vitæ hedge. I did not +know that resinous evergreens really give out warmth, but I had found +out, for myself, that this was the warmest nook of the grounds in +winter, and haunted it exceedingly.</p> + +<p>"When animal heat comes, life comes," I repeated aloud, in dancing +along.</p> + +<p>The sentence sounded important, and pleased my ears. Presently, I would +set about getting all the meaning I could extract from it, and +experiment upon my acquisition. All my mental currency went into active +circulation.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[Pg 188]</a></span></p> + +<p>An odd-looking thing lay in the middle of the path, that was not there +when I came down awhile ago. I thought, at the first glance, that it was +a hedgehog. I had seen pictures of the animal, and knew that when hunted +so closely that it cannot escape it rolls itself into a prickly ball. +This queer object was an oblong roll, about six inches in length and two +inches thick, and covered with very coarse brown fur or wool. I picked +it up. It was very cold. Then it could not be alive. It was light as a +puffball. Then it was empty. For the rest it was a puzzle. I ran with it +to Mam' Chloe, who was getting Bud to sleep in my mother's chamber.</p> + +<p>She cast a look at my "find," and sniffed impatiently.</p> + +<p>"Always huntin' and foolin' long some trash or nuther! Fetchin' er ole +dade sunflower in ter show me when I'm doin' my bes' ter git this +blessèd sugar-plum pie to sleep so's I ken git to my mendin'. Go 'long, +Miss Molly!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[Pg 189]</a></span></p> + +<p>I was used to her moods, clement and adverse, and I stood my ground.</p> + +<p>"Are you <i>sure</i> it's a sunflower, mammy?"</p> + +<p>"What you take me fur, chile? Don' I know a sunflower that's run ter +seed las' summer, an' is empty an' dade as Furious [Pharaoh] now? I got +no time to steddy 'bout sech foolishness."</p> + +<p>I walked off,—not crestfallen, but blithe. One word had shunted my +ideas upon a new track. She called this nondescript—which might, or +might not, be the dried and warped disk of a sunflower that had cast its +seeds—"dead." What should hinder me from making it alive? It looked +like a hedgehog, or some other animal. It <i>should</i> be an animal! Food of +the right kind, and plenty of heat, were all it needed.</p> + +<p>"Carbon and animal heat!" uttered I, consequentially, swelling with the +prospective joy of creation.</p> + +<p>Already I foresaw, in imagination, the tremor of the coming breath +running through<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[Pg 190]</a></span> the uncouth body that would then put out, from +mysterious hiding-places, head and limbs and tail, as buds unfold into +flowers. I would confide to nobody what I was going to undertake. But I +would do it! I would keep up animal heat, hour after hour, day after +day, until my—Creature—breathed and moved and grew!</p> + +<p>Without delay I hied me to the kitchen, and begged a cold sausage and a +pone of corn-bread from Aunt 'Ritta. She made no objection beyond asking +why I "wanted sassage 'n' corn-bread in de middle o' de mawnin', 'stead +o' piece o' cake, or somethin' sweet."</p> + +<p>"Because the weather is so cold," I replied briefly, and got what I +wished with a grunt of "Dat's so, honey!" Negroes are constitutionally +averse to winter and cold, and recognize, without knowing why, the +carboniferous properties of pork and pone. I bore my treasures off to +the dining room, shut the door, and began my experiment in the hottest +flare of the fireshine.</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 397px;"> +<img src="images/illus3.jpg" width="397" height="600" alt="Molly's Experiment. + +"I hied me to the kitchen and begged a cold sausage and a pone of +corn-bread from Aunt 'Ritta."" title="" /> +<span class="caption">Molly's Experiment. + +"I hied me to the kitchen and begged a cold sausage and a pone of +corn-bread from Aunt 'Ritta."</span> +</div><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[Pg 191]</a></span></p> + +<p>The sunflower disk was a curiosity to me. It had curled inward upon +itself, leaving a considerable cavity within. I stuffed this with the +bread and sausage, crumbled fine, ruminating, the while, upon the +probability that the sausage and cakes I had devoured presented the like +appearance by the time they reached my stomach. When the variegated and +viscid compound was tucked away, I wound a soft string about the disk to +keep it in shape, and enveloped it, first in raw cotton, then in a bit +of red flannel. In my uncertainty as to which end would bourgeon into a +head, and from which would be evolved the tail, I left both ends open +that <span class="smcap">IT</span> might be able to breathe when breath came. Lastly, I secreted it +under my cricket. It was what was known as "a box cricket," and the +enclosing sides came to within three inches of the floor. It stood at +the warmest corner of the hearth, and I was well-nigh roasted by the +time I had sat upon it long enough to read the chapter in <i>Sandford and +Merton</i> that tells of poor soft Tommy's<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[Pg 192]</a></span> choice of the shorter end of +the pole on which the load was hung, as likely to be the lighter. I +guessed that it was now time for me to expect to hear the birth-cry of +my Creature, or at least to detect some thrill of life. Lifting a corner +of the mufflings, I insinuated a tentative finger.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">It</span> was warm! And before I withdrew my finger from the rough brown coat I +was confident that I felt a throb like a pulse heave ITS sides. It is +not an exaggeration to say that I was faint with excitement as I +replaced the wrappings. I had never heard of Pygmalion and his statue. +It was thirty years thereafter before I read Mary Shelley's +<i>Frankenstein</i>. When I did read it I could not fail to recall the +picture of the country-bred child, palpitating with awed delight in the +belief that she had wrested Something from Nothing. Youth alone is +absolutely fearless. The presumption of ignorance is akin to sublimity.</p> + +<p>I sat down again to ecstatic dreamings. IT would be all my own when <span class="smcap">IT</span> +was made—a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[Pg 193]</a></span> pet so much better worth the having and holding than any +that had preceded it in my affections, that I thought of them—even of +the ever-lamented Darby and Joan—with compassionate contempt. I +pictured to myself the astonishment of the household, white and colored, +in beholding the miracle; the sensation in the neighborhood and county +when the news of what had come to pass was bruited abroad. From the +outermost border of Powhatan, from Chesterfield, and mayhap from over +the river separating Powhatan from Goochland, people would flock to see +me and wonder. Grown-uppers, who had never heard my name until now, +would tell other strangers what Mary Hobson Burwell, aged seven, had +done. I should be <span class="smcap">CELEBRATED</span>!</p> + +<p>I sat and roasted, shifting my position occasionally that another side +might get "done," and seemed to pore over my book until dinner was +ready.</p> + +<p>"You are eating next to nothing, Molly," remarked my mother, casually, +during the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[Pg 194]</a></span> meal. "Have you been to see 'Ritta since breakfast?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, ma'am," I answered meekly; and she did not observe that I colored +uneasily.</p> + +<p>Back to my watch I went when the table was cleared, and the others had +quitted the room. Uncle Ike replenished the fire, and commended my good +sense in "huggin' the chimbley-corner in sech cole weather," before he +left me to solitude, to <i>Sandford and Merton</i>, and to "Frank." I had +resolved to name him for my dear cousin-in-law. When I came to read +<i>Frankenstein</i> I marvelled at the coincidence. Frank continued warm, as +I ascertained by quarter-hourly pokes, but he did not stir. I must be +patient. Precious things were slow of growth.</p> + +<p>Full as my mind and heart were of thoughts and hopes too big for +expression, my behavior was so nearly normal that no troublesome +questions were propounded. I had no difficulty in keeping my secret. +Imaginative chil<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[Pg 195]</a></span>dren have more secrets to guard than adults ever think +of harboring.</p> + +<p>I took Frank to bed with me, smuggling him under my pillow, and going to +sleep with my hand on him. He was getting warmer every hour.</p> + +<p>At midnight a cry—a series of cries—aroused the slumbering household, +and drew my father and mother to my room. I had been awakened from sleep +too sound for dreams by the bite of sharp teeth upon the thick of my +thumb. Even the certainty that Frank had evolved a mouth, and that it +was in good working order, could not cheat me into forgetfulness of the +terror and pain of that awakening. I jerked my hand from under the +pillow and shook Something off upon the floor. I heard it fall, and I +heard it run. Frankenstein could not have conceived more intense horror +and loathing for his foul, misshapen offspring than overpowered me at +that terrible instant. The light in my father's hand showed blood +streaming<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[Pg 196]</a></span> from my thumb and dripping upon the coverlet.</p> + +<p>"A mouse, or maybe a young rat, has bitten her," my mother pronounced +without hesitation. "And no wonder! See how greasy her hand is! Faugh! +How very careless in Chloe to put the child to bed in such a state! Be +quiet, Molly! This should be a lesson to you not to go to bed again +without washing your hands. You are old enough to think of such things +for yourself. My dear child, can't you stop crying? It is not like you +to make so much noise over a little hurt."</p> + +<p>"She is frightened out of her senses," said my father. "And you must +admit that it was rather startling to be aroused by feeling a mouse's +teeth nibbling at her hand."</p> + +<p>I clung to his neck, shivering with fright and cold. My sobs were +uncontrollable.</p> + +<p>"It wasn't a mo-use!" I got out, presently. "Nor a ra-at, either!"</p> + +<p>"Not a mouse or a rat! How do you know? Did you see it?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[Pg 197]</a></span></p> + +<p>"It was <i>Fra-a-nk</i>!" I gulped. "Oh! I'm afraid to stay here! He is in +the room somewhere! He will come after me again!"</p> + +<p>The scene was ended by my going in my father's arms to my mother's bed +for the rest of the night. My mother stayed upstairs with Mary 'Liza.</p> + +<p>"But I did not sleep well," was her grieved report at breakfast. "The +pillows smelled horribly of sausage, I suppose because Molly's hands +were so greasy. Marthy! see that the pillow-cases are changed this +morning."</p> + +<p>Before Marthy got upstairs, I mustered and dragooned sufficient courage +to enable me to visit the room. Still trembling and full of loathing at +what I must see, I turned over the pillow. The red flannel was +there—and the raw cotton—and inside of all, <span class="smcap">IT</span>—Frank no longer—as +cold as a stone!</p> + +<p>I took it up with the tongs and threw it out of the window—and said +never a word about it to anybody.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[Pg 198]</a></span></p> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="Chapter_XII" id="Chapter_XII"></a>Chapter XII</h2> + +<h3>My Prize Beet</h3> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 500px;"> +<img src="images/illus-204a.jpg" width="500" height="397" alt="" title="My Prize Beet" /> +</div> + + + +<div class="figleft" style="width: 139px;"> +<img src="images/illus-204b.jpg" width="139" height="220" style="margin-top: -2em;" alt="" title="I" /> +</div> +<p> HAD been seven years old for so long that I alluded to myself +habitually as "almost eight." We had our governess now, Miss Davidson, a +handsome, amiable, and somewhat sentimental Bostonian recommended by a +Richmond friend of my father. Four other girls studied with us. Two of +them, Paulina and Sarah Hobson, were our second cousins. They stayed at +our house from Monday morning until Friday evening, going home for +Sunday, unless the weather were bad. Madeline and Rosa Pemberton were +day scholars, the Pemberton plantation adjoining ours.</p> + +<p>I was the youngest of the six, and while I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[Pg 199]</a></span> fancy that I was rather a +favorite with Miss Davidson, I endured much from the girls on account of +my inferiority in age, as well as because of my "old-fashioned, +conceited ways." That was one reason I spoke of being almost eight. I +was trying to grow up to what they complained of as "getting above" +myself.</p> + +<p>The frank brutality of school children of both sexes, as contrasted with +the unselfish forbearance (or the show of it) and the suave courtesy of +well-bred men and women, is an instructive study in the evolution of +ethics. The youngest boy or girl in class or college is the weakest wolf +in the pack, the under dog in the fight. I had all of a little girl's +natural desire for new playfellows and the dreamer's passion for more +material for castle-building. The prospect of "the school" was +ravishing. I constructed scenes and rehearsed conversations, with the +cast of coming actors, until the quartette must have been super-or +sub-human, had they come up to one tithe of my requirements.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[Pg 200]</a></span></p> + +<p>In plain and very homely fact, they were four commonplace, provincial +girls of average natural intelligence, in age varying from twelve to +fourteen. They studied because they would be called upon to recite, and +recited fairly well for fear of reproof and bad marks should they be +derelict. Out of school, books and bookish thoughts were cast to the +four winds of heaven. Their talk was cheery chatter, as brainless as the +rattle of grasshoppers in the summer grass.</p> + +<p>Mary 'Liza towered above them in scholastic attainments, although the +junior of the youngest of them, keeping at the head of every class with +unostentatious ease. I am afraid that I may have done my orphaned cousin +seeming injustice in former chapters of this autobiography. Her temper +was even, and her nature was finer than her prim, priggish ways would +have led the casual acquaintance to suppose. She was +ultra-conscientious, and naturally so exemplary that her good behavior +was a snare. She could not sympathize with my temptations to naughtiness +and many falls<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[Pg 201]</a></span> from good-girlhood. I mention this to introduce what was +a surprise to me at the time. She never joined in the persecutions of me +that were the labor and the pastime of the other girls. It would have +been asking too much to expect her to champion me openly. I was +affectionately grateful to her for holding herself aloof when baiting me +was the amusement of the hour.</p> + +<p>My mother had lamented that I took life so much to heart. It took itself +to my heart now, uninvited. I was headstrong and headlong, hot in love, +and honest in hatred; with a brain full of absurd fancies, all of which +were beloved by their author. I had browsed at will in my father's +library, poring by the hour over books twenty years too old for me, yet, +by mental cuticular absorption, taking in and assimilating much that +contributed to the formation of taste and character. My familiar use of +language that sounded pedantic because I got it from books, my frequent +references to characters I had known in print, were gibberish<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[Pg 202]</a></span> and +vanity of vanities to my new associates. My very plays were +unintelligible to girls who had never heard of William Wallace, and +Robert Bruce, and Thaddeus of Warsaw, or read, on Sunday afternoons, of +Tobias and the Angel, Judith and Holofernes, and Christiana and her +children.</p> + +<p>Not one of the four had an intellectual ambition. Mary 'Liza's +scholarship did not excite their envy because she was quiet and +inoffensive. Proficiency in her studies was "one of her ways." I was +talkative and aggressive, and needed taking down. They set themselves +systematically about the performance of the duty. The work was done +deftly and discreetly, out of the sight and hearing of our elders. Young +and raw as I was, I was too wise to tell tales on them. By the time I +was four years old that lesson was rubbed into my consciousness by the +gruesome rhyme:—</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">"Tell-tale tit!</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[Pg 203]</a></span><span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">Your tongue shall be slit,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">And every dog in our town</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">Shall have a little bit!"</span><br /> +</p> + +<p>This apparently tedious preamble yet leads by an air-line to the first +Agricultural Fair ever held at Powhatan Court House. The date was +October fifteenth, and all the gentlemen and ladies in the county were +entreated to send exhibits of plantation products and feminine +handiwork. Enthusiasm ran from homestead to homestead with the speed and +heat of a March fire in pine woods. Cattle, tobacco, grain, vegetables, +fruit, flowers, bedquilts, poultry, bees, knitting, +embroideries,—nothing was talked of but the finest specimens of these +that would be "in strong and beauteous order ranged," upon the important +day.</p> + +<p>Madeline Pemberton had "done" a chair-cover in cross-stitch that her +mother said ought to get the first prize, and was dead sure to take the +third; Mary 'Liza was knitting a pair of shell-pattern, openwork +stockings as fine as a cobweb, in which there would<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[Pg 204]</a></span> not be a knot or a +dropped stitch, and Paulina Hobson was putting her eyes out over a +linen-cambric handkerchief under Miss Davidson's direction. Fine sewing +and embroidery were taught by governesses then. Sarah Hobson had pieced +a crib quilt containing one thousand and twelve tiny squares. I was +supposed to be left out in the cold. I would not knit, and to sew I was +ashamed because I did it so badly. Nobody paid any attention to me when +comparing notes and queries touching the great show.</p> + +<p>Yet I nursed an ambition of my own to which no one was privy except +Spotswoode, a gray-headed, and proverbially taciturn field-hand, without +whose knowledge and coöperation the purpose could not have been carried +out.</p> + +<p>Wandering, one July afternoon, on the outskirts of a corn-field—the +same in which I once lost Musidora—I happened upon a "volunteer" +mangel-wurzel beet that had sprung up in a fence corner, a quarter of a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[Pg 205]</a></span> +mile away from any of its kindred. Attracted by the beauty of the +translucent, red-veined leaves, I called to Spotswoode who was ploughing +between the corn rows, and asked him what it was. Adopting the waif, +then and there, I dug what I called "my little garden" about it, +Spotswoode tugging up the stoutest roots and clearing out the +wire-grass. With an occasional hand's turn and toss from him I +cultivated the vagrant into extraordinary size and vigor. Not a day +passed in which I did not visit it. Not a blade of grass or a weed was +allowed to invade the charmed circle, and many a spadeful of fresh +mould, black with fatness, was worked about the swelling tuber by my +kind field-hand. He knew that it was to be sent to the Fair in the +fulness of time, and believed with me that "not another beet there could +hold a candle to it."</p> + +<p>As the air thickened and heated with rumors of the prodigies to be +revealed on the fifteenth to the lasting honor of Old Powhatan, it was +harder and harder to keep what<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[Pg 206]</a></span> I knew to myself. I had purposed not to +reveal the secret until my father's wagons were in loading with other +mammoth esculents and his finest corn and tobacco. Then—so ran the +programme—I would march up, bearing my beet with me. It was to be dug +up and cleaned by Spotswoode on the evening of the fourteenth, and kept +safely in hiding for me. I could depend upon his literal obedience, +albeit he never had an original idea.</p> + +<p>Temptation befell, and overcame me, on the afternoon of October +thirteenth, a date I was not likely, thenceforward, to forget. All six +of us girls were gathered in the porch, listening to, and relating, +stories of what this one had raised, and that one had made. Mr. +Pemberton had a seven-hundred-pound pig, and Mr. Hobson a rooster more +beautiful than a bird of Paradise. The syrup of Mrs. Hobson's preserves +was as clear as spring water, and Mrs. Pemberton's water melon-rind +sweetmeats had as good as taken the prize.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[Pg 207]</a></span></p> + +<p>Paulina Hobson sat on the top step of the porch. She was very fair, and +her hair was nearly as white as her skin. She was fourteen years old, +and wore a grass-green lawn frock. Her eyes were of a paler green, she +had a nasty laugh, and her teeth were not good.</p> + +<p>"Isn't it nice that all five of us are going to send something?" she +said complacently. "You know that nobody but exhibitors can go into the +tent for the first hour—from eleven to twelve—so's they can see +everything before the crowd gets in. Who'll you stay with, Miss Molly +Mumchance, when we all leave you?"</p> + +<p>I had not spoken while the talk went on, for fear something might slip +out and betray me, prematurely, but I took fire at this.</p> + +<p>"I'm going in, myself!" I snapped out.</p> + +<p>"Oh, you are? What are you going to exhibit, may we ask?" with her nasty +laugh.</p> + +<p>"The biggest beet in the world! It measures a yard around."</p> + +<p>"Hoo! hoo! hoo!" squealed Paulina so<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[Pg 208]</a></span> loudly that my father, who was +coming in the gate with my mother, Miss Davidson, Uncle Carter, and Aunt +Eliza, said pleasantly:—</p> + +<p>"What is the joke, young ladies? Mayn't we laugh, too?"</p> + +<p>Madeline Pemberton answered. Miss Davidson had to reprove her every day +for forwardness.</p> + +<p>"Why, Mr. Burwell,"—laughing with affected violence,—"Molly says she +is going to send some beets to the Fair that measure ever so many yards +around."</p> + +<p>"I didn't!" cried I, in a passion. "You know that isn't true!"</p> + +<p>My father moved toward me.</p> + +<p>"What <i>did</i> you say, daughter?"</p> + +<p>I hung my head. If I told, where would be the surprise and the visioned +triumph?</p> + +<p>"What did you say, Molly?" repeated my father, in quiet gravity.</p> + +<p>"I said <i>one</i> beet, and that it measured one yard," stammered I, +reluctantly.</p> + +<p>"That was bad enough. When so many<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[Pg 209]</a></span> older people are trying to see who +can tell the biggest story, little girls ought to be especially +careful."</p> + +<p>His eyes did not go to Madeline, but his emphasis did. The thought of +being classed with her lent me coherence and courage. I looked up.</p> + +<p>"I have one beet, father, that is a yard 'round. I raised it myself. If +you don't believe me, you can ask Spotswoode."</p> + +<p>"I don't ask my servants if my daughter is telling the truth. Where is +your beet?"</p> + +<p>I pointed.</p> + +<p>"Away over yonder—the other side of the corn-field."</p> + +<p>Paulina and Rosa tittered, Madeline giggled,—then all three pretended +to smother the demonstration with their handkerchiefs and behind their +hands. Mary 'Liza looked scared and sorry. My father took hold of my +hand.</p> + +<p>"Take me to see it!"</p> + +<p>The others fell into Indian file behind us,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[Pg 210]</a></span> as we marched outside of +the garden fence and past the Old Orchard where the rays of the sinking +sun shot horizontal shafts under the trees to our very feet, and so to +the corn-field. I did not glance behind to see who entered it after us, +but pushed right ahead between the stalks, the stiff blades switching my +cheeks. When we neared the "garden," I ran forward, flushed and +impatient, not to display my prize, but to clear myself by proving my +words. An envious, jagged blade slashed my forehead as I tore by. I did +not feel it at the moment, or for half an hour after it began to bleed.</p> + +<p>For—<i>the beet was gone!</i></p> + +<p>The cleared space was there to show where something had been cultivated; +the bare earth was raked level. Not so much as the hole from which my +beet had been ravished remained in circumstantial evidence. The rest of +the party arrived while I stood transfixed, the picture of detected +guilt. To the rustle of the corn, and the shuffle of feet over the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[Pg 211]</a></span> +furrows succeeded a horrible hush. Then, a chorus of mocking girlish +cackles, led by Paulina Hobson's discordant screech, smote the sunset +air and covered me with a pall of infamy. Paulina caught at the fence +for support as she laughed; Madeline bent double and reeled sideways.</p> + +<p>I clutched my father's hand, drowning and suffocating in the waves of +despairing agony; I shook my tight fist at the insulting quartette.</p> + +<p>"They—<i>they</i>—took it! It was here this morning. It was here just after +dinner to-day!"</p> + +<p>"Be quiet, girls!" ordered my judge-advocate. "Molly! I want the exact +truth. If you accuse them, you must prove what you say. Things have gone +too far to stop here. Didn't you say that Spotswoode knew something +about the affair?"</p> + +<p>"He knows all about it. He helped me, ever so many times, and he saw how +big it was," I ejaculated vehemently.</p> + +<p>"We shall probably find him at the stables, feeding the horses."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[Pg 212]</a></span></p> + +<p>Back we trudged by my air-line, well-worn but narrow. I fancy that my +father took note of my familiarity with the path, but he did not speak +of it. I marched in front of him, gloomy and desperate. Some of the +others talked low as they straggled along. The girls kept up a hissing +whispering, for which I hated them with my whole soul. I think that my +mother and Miss Davidson shed some furtive tears, for my case was black, +and they were tender-hearted.</p> + +<p>Spotswoode was looking after his plough-horses, as my father had +conjectured. At his master's shout, he emerged from the stalls and +presented himself in the stable door. Ungainly, dirty, bare-footed, his +ragged wool hat on the back of his unkempt woolly poll, his jaw dropping +in idiotic amazement at sight of the party—he was a ludicrous figure in +the bath of late sunshine that brought out every uncomely item of the +picture. Preoccupied and distraught as I was, I saw how the dust from +the stable floor floated in golden<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[Pg 213]</a></span> clouds to the cobwebbed rafters, as +the sun struck past the man in the doorway and glorified the murky +interior.</p> + +<p>I rushed through the yard, heedless of manure heaps, and young pigs and +calves scattered by my impetuous approach.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Spotswoode!" in a voice that cracked and went to pieces as I ran, +"somebody has stolen my beet! You can tell father—"</p> + +<p>A hot valve closed in my windpipe and shut out the rest.</p> + +<p>Spotswoode's jaw hung more loosely; his eyes were utterly vacant.</p> + +<p>"Ya-as, little Mistis!" he drawled, and slunk back into the stable.</p> + +<p>"What do you mean, sir? Come back here, this minute!" called his master.</p> + +<p>When he reappeared, he carried in both hands, extended, after the +similitude of a pre-historic monkey making a votive offering—something +dark-red and pot-bellied, and more immense than I had dreamed it could +look.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[Pg 214]</a></span> A cluster of cropped leaves crowned it, a taper root, a foot +long, depended from the bottom.</p> + +<p>"I done been dig it up fo' you an' wash it, dis ebenin', 'stid o' +termorrer," drawled my vindicator. "So's ter hab it all ready fur the +Fyar."</p> + +<p>Mute and triumphant, I received it in a rapturous embrace, set it on a +bench by the stable door, and passed the hem of my muslin apron about +it. The ends just met.</p> + +<p>"That's how I knew how big it was," I said simply. "Mother told me that +my apron was a yard wide. I measured it while it was in the ground."</p> + +<p>The beet—and its history—went to the Fair, and a prize was awarded to +"<i>Miss Mary Hobson Burwell, For best specimen of Mangel Wurzel, raised +by Herself.</i>"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[Pg 215]</a></span></p> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="Chapter_XIII" id="Chapter_XIII"></a>Chapter XIII</h2> + +<h3>Two Adventures</h3> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 486px;"> +<img src="images/illus-221.jpg" width="486" height="500" alt="" title="Two Adventures" /> +</div> + +<div class="figleft" style="width: 71px;"> +<img src="images/illus-221b.jpg" width="71" height="180" style="margin-top: -3em;" alt="" title="I" /> +</div> +<p>N a country neighborhood where half the people were cousins to the +other half, gossip could not but spring up and flourish as lushly as +pursley,—named by the Indians, "the white man's foot."</p> + +<p>The gossip was usually kindly; sometimes it was captious, now and then +it was almost malicious. Everything depends upon the medium through +which the floating matter in the air is strained.</p> + +<p>Cousin Molly Belle's best friends thought and said that she chose +judiciously in marrying<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216">[Pg 216]</a></span> the clean-lived, high-minded gentleman who had +loved her before she was grown and whom she loved dearly in return. Her +next best friends intimated that the most popular girl in the county +might have done better for herself than to take Frank Morton, as fine a +fellow as ever lived, but whose share of his father's estate was a small +plantation with a tolerable house upon it, a dozen "hands" and, maybe, a +thousand dollars or so in bonds and stocks. The girls she had +out-belled, the girls' mothers, and sundry youths to whom Mrs. Frank +Morton had given the mitten in her singlehood, said openly that she had +quite thrown herself away in settling down to house-keeping, +poultry-raising, and home-making in an out-of-the-way farmstead, with +little society except that of a man ten years older, and thirty years +soberer, than herself.</p> + +<p>What a different story I could have told to those who doubted, and those +who pitied! Nowhere in all our broad and bonny State did human lives +flow on more smoothly and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_217" id="Page_217">[Pg 217]</a></span> radiantly than in the white house nestled +under the great oak that was a landmark for miles around. It had but +five rooms, kitchen, store-room, smoke-house, and other domestic offices +being in detached buildings, as was the custom of the region and times. +If there had been fifty they could not have held the happiness that +streamed through the five as lavishly as the sunshine, and, like the +sunshine, was newly made every day.</p> + +<p>I was going on ten years old when my sweet mother gave a little sister +to Bud and me. She had been with us but three days when Cousin Molly +Belle drove over for me and the small hair trunk that meant a visit of +several days when it went along. This time it signified four of the very +<i>loveliest</i> weeks of my life, and two Adventures.</p> + +<p>The blessèd grandchildren, at whose instance these tales of that +all-so-long-ago are written with flying pen and brimming heart, and +sometimes eyes so moist that the lines waver and swim upon the page, +will have it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_218" id="Page_218">[Pg 218]</a></span>—as their parents insisted before them—that "we never, +never can have such good times and so many happenings as you had when +you were new."</p> + +<p>If I smile quietly in telling over to myself the simple elements and +few, out of which the good times were made, and how tame the happenings +would be to modern young folk, I cannot gainsay the truth that my daily +life was full and rich, and that every hour had a peculiar interest.</p> + +<p>For one thing, there was a baby at Oakholme, a bouncing boy, sturdy of +limb and of lung, and so like both his parents in all the good qualities +possible to a baby, as to leave nothing to be desired by the best +friends aforesaid, and no room for criticism on the part of the +malcontents. Out-of-doors were chickens, ducks, turkeys, guinea-fowls, +pigs, calves, pigeons, and a couple of colts,—all, like the baby boy, +the best of their kind. What time was left on our hands after each had +had its meed of attention, was more than consumed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[Pg 219]</a></span> by a library such as +few young planters had collected in a county where choice literature was +as much household plenishing as beds, tables, and candlesticks.</p> + +<p>It was July, and the days were at their longest according to the +Warrock's Almanac that hung over Cousin Frank's desk in a corner of the +dining room. They were never so short to me before.</p> + +<p>Adventure No. 1 befell us one forenoon, as Cousin Molly Belle and I were +topping and tailing gooseberries for tarts, on the side porch. Baby +Carter was on the mat at our feet, bulging his eyes and swelling his +cheeks in futile efforts to extort a squeak from a chinquapin whistle +his father had made for him. The kind that, as you may recollect, kept +the whistle in them over night, and did not shrivel up.</p> + +<p>"It's there, old fellow, if you really know how to get it out," Cousin +Frank told his son and heir. "Everything depends upon yourself."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[Pg 220]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Like other things that people fret for," moralized the mother.</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, she reached down for the whistle, wiped the mouthpiece +dry, and sent the baby into ecstasies by executing "Yankee Doodle" +flourishingly upon it. A chinquapin fife lends itself more readily to +the patriotic, step-and-go-fetch-it melody than to any other in the +national <i>répertoire</i>. Carter crowed, opened his mouth wide, and beat +his fat pink palms together.</p> + +<p>"Just as they applaud the clown at the circus!" said the performer. "He +already recognizes his mother's talents."</p> + +<p>"If he ever fails to do that, I'll flog him out of his boots!" retorted +the father.</p> + +<p>A wild commotion at "the quarters" cut his speech short. Women shrieked, +children bellowed, men roared, and two words disentangled themselves +from the turmoil.</p> + +<p>"<i>Mad</i> dog! <i>mad</i> dog!" pronounced, as the warning cry is spoken +everywhere at the South, with a heavy accent on the first word.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[Pg 221]</a></span></p> + +<p>Cousin Frank whipped up the baby; Cousin Molly thrust her hand under the +collar of Hector, a fine pointer who lay on the floor, and, urging me +before them, they hustled us all into the house in the half twinkle of +an eye. In another, Cousin Frank was driving a load of buckshot into his +gun faster than it was ever loaded before, even by him, and he was a +hunting expert.</p> + +<p>"Dear!" his wife caught the hand laid on the door-knob; her eyes were +wild and imploring.</p> + +<p>"Yes, my darling!"</p> + +<p>He was out and the door was shut.</p> + +<p>We flew to the window. Right up the path leading by the quarters from +the spring at the foot of the hill, trotted an enormous bull dog. Half a +dozen men were pelting him with stones from a respectful distance. He +paid no attention to stones or shouts. Keeping the straight path, his +brute head wagging drunkenly, he was making directly for the open +yard-gate, from which a gravel walk led to the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[Pg 222]</a></span> porch where we had been +sitting. Snap, his master's favorite hunter, and the petted darling of +his mistress, was hitched to the rack by the gate, ready-saddled for +Cousin Frank's morning round of the plantation. At the noise behind him, +the intelligent creature threw up his handsome head, glanced over his +shoulder, and began to plunge and snort, as if aware of the danger. His +master spoke soothingly as he planted his own body between him and the +ugly beast.</p> + +<p>"Steady, old boy! steady!"</p> + +<p>In saying it he raised the gun to his shoulder. It was all done so +quickly that I had hardly seen the livid horror in Cousin Molly Belle's +face when the good gun spoke, the muzzle within ten yards of the dog's +head, and he rolled over in the path.</p> + +<p>"What if you had missed him! He would have been upon you before you +could reload!" shuddered the wife, as we ran out to meet Cousin Frank.</p> + +<p>"I did not mean to miss him. If I had,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[Pg 223]</a></span> I should have clubbed my gun and +brained him. No, dear love! it would not 'have done as well had I fired +at him over the palings.' Snap was on the other side of the gate. +And"—with an arch flash he might have learned from her—"you and +Namesake and I think the world and all of Snap, you know."</p> + +<p>It was the only allusion he ever made in my hearing to the escapade that +won him his wife.</p> + +<p>We learned, within a few hours, that the dog had bitten several cows, +five other dogs, and a valuable colt, before he reached Oakholme.</p> + +<p>I was always very fond of Cousin Frank. Henceforward, he stepped into +the vanguard of my heroes. I did not believe that Israel Putnam could +have done anything more daring than what I had witnessed in the safe +place in which he put us "before he sallied forth into the very jaws of +death." That was the way I described it to myself.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[Pg 224]</a></span></p> + +<p>Tramping through the lower pasture at his side that afternoon I tried to +voice my admiration to him, but used less inflated language. I dearly +enjoyed these long walks over the plantation in his company. He was an +excellent farmer, and kept no overseer. I learned a great deal of +forestry and botany from his talk. If he adapted himself, consciously, +to my understanding, he did not let me perceive it. The recollection of +his unfailing patience and his apparent satisfaction in the society of +the child who worshipped him and his wife, has been a useful lesson to +me in my intercourse with the young. I had told Cousin Molly Belle, a +long time ago, that he "talked straight to children," with none of the +involved meanings and would-be humorous turns of speech with which some +grown-uppers diverted themselves and mystified us.</p> + +<p>When he smiled at my well-mouthed, "Do you know, Cousin Frank, that your +bravery may have saved at least four lives<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[Pg 225]</a></span>—Cousin Molly Belle's, and +baby's, and Snap's, and mine?"—I felt that he was not laughing at me +inside, as the manner of some is.</p> + +<p>"I don't know about that, Namesake." Nobody but himself and his wife was +allowed to call me that. They were one, you know. "All of you would +probably have got out of the way, except Snap. It <i>would</i> have been a +great pity to have him bitten. But here is a wee bit of a thing that +could, and would, save a good many lives if people were as well +acquainted with it as they ought to be. I am surprised that it is so +little known in a part of the country where snakes abound as they do +about here."</p> + +<p>He stooped to gather, and gave to me, some succulent sprigs from a plant +that grew in profusion along the branch running through the meadow.</p> + +<p>"It is a cure for a snake-bite if bruised into a poultice and bound upon +the place<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226">[Pg 226]</a></span> soon after one is bitten. My father showed it to me a great +many years ago, when I was a little shaver, and told me how he had +learned about it from an old Indian herb-doctor. He tried it several +times for moccasin-and adder-and copperhead-bites among his servants, +and it was a cure in every instance. It grows on both sides of this +branch, and nowhere else that I know of on the plantation. My father was +an admirable botanist."</p> + +<p>"So are you," said I, stoutly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no. As the saying is, his chips were worth more than my logs."</p> + +<p>No law of nature is more nearly invariable than that Events are twins, +and often triplets. That very evening, after supper, Cousin Frank was on +his way from the stables to the house, and saw what he mistook for a +carriage whip lying in the walk. The moon was shining and he had no +doubt as to what the thing was when he stooped to pick it up. Before he +touched<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_227" id="Page_227">[Pg 227]</a></span> it, it made one swift writhe and dart and struck him on the +wrist.</p> + +<p>Cousin Molly Belle was laying Carter in the cradle, the last note of her +lullaby upon her lips when her husband entered. He clutched his right +wrist tightly with the left hand and was pale, but his voice was steady +and gentle.</p> + +<p>"Dear," he said, "don't be frightened, but I have been bitten by a +snake. A copperhead, I think. Get me some whiskey, please."</p> + +<p>"The whiskey, Flora! Quick!" called the wife to her maid who stood by. +"Pour out a tumblerful and give it to him."</p> + +<p>For herself, she fell upon her knees, seized her husband's wrist and +carried it to her mouth. This I saw, and heard the first words of his +startled protest as the dear lips closed upon the wound. I was out of +the room and clear of the house the next minute and speeding down the +path and hill to the lower pasture.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228">[Pg 228]</a></span></p> + +<p>The snake was at large, and might waylay me from any bush or tuft of +grass. The moonbeams were ghostly and the stillness of the wide solitude +was eerie. Being but a child,—and a girl-child,—I thought of these +things, and of the likelihood of meeting runaway negroes, and mad dogs, +and stray sane curs whose duty it was to attack nocturnal trespassers, +and of a vicious bull never let out to roam the pasture except at night. +I was afraid of them all, intellectually. My heart was too full of a +mightier dread to let bugbears turn me back. I ran right on until the +branch, a silver ribbon on the dark bosom of the meadow, was before me. +Grasses and weeds were laden with dew, and the water whirled and +whispered about the roots. I could have believed that the purling formed +itself into words when I knelt down to fumble for the snake-bite cure. I +would not let myself be scared. I kept saying over and over—"To save +his life! to save his life!"</p> + +<p>In the intensity of my excitement, language<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229">[Pg 229]</a></span> that I was afraid was +blasphemous, yet could not exclude from my mind, pressed upon me:—</p> + +<p>"<i>He saved others. Himself he cannot save!</i>"</p> + +<p>He might be dying now. He had said that the poultice ought to be applied +at once. Horrid stories of what had happened to people who were bitten +by rattlesnakes and cobras tormented me, and would not be beaten off.</p> + +<p>"A copperhead, I think he said. How could he know that it was not a +cobra? Would he swell up, turn black, and expire in convulsions before I +could reach him?" I said "expire in convulsions," out of a book. +Everyday Virginia vernacular fell short of the exigency.</p> + +<p>My feet were drenched, my pantalettes and skirts were bedraggled up to +the knees, my eyes were large and black in my colorless face, when I +burst into the chamber, and threw the bunch of priceless herbs into +Cousin Molly Belle's lap. I was too spent for speech.</p> + +<p>Cousin Frank's coat and vest were off; his right shirt-sleeve was rolled +up to the shoulder,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230">[Pg 230]</a></span> and he was holding his hand and wrist in a deep +bowl of warm water. The air reeked with the fumes of whiskey and +hartshorn.</p> + +<p>I concluded, when I came to think of it the next day, that the whiskey +must have been doing antidotal work by getting into his head, for he +laughed outright at sight of the specific I had brought. Then, +tears—real tears and plenty of them—suffused his eyes and made his +voice weak and husky. Or—was it the whiskey?</p> + +<p>"You are a dear, brave, thoughtful Namesake!" he said, clearing his +throat. "Darling!" to his wife who was eyeing the herbs +wonderingly,—"She has been all the way to the lower meadow for those. I +showed her the snake-bite cure to-day. Bruise them and put them on my +wrist. Then Namesake must get off her wet clothes and go to bed. The +danger is over."</p> + +<p>I was thirty years old before I found out that what I had risked so much +to procure was not the panacea he had showed me, but com<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_231" id="Page_231">[Pg 231]</a></span>mon jewel-weed, +or wild touch-me-not, a species of the <i>Impatiens</i> of botanists, +harmless, but not curative.</p> + +<p>And they had never let me guess what a blunder I had made!<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232">[Pg 232]</a></span></p> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="Chapter_XIV" id="Chapter_XIV"></a>Chapter XIV</h2> + +<h3>Miss Nancy's Nerves</h3> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/illus-238.jpg" width="550" height="406" alt="" title="Miss Nancy's Nerves" /> +</div> + + +<p><span class="large">T</span><span class="smcap">he</span> Gateses were our distant relatives. Not nearer than fourth +cousins-in-law, I fancy, but we counted them among our "kinfolks" in +Virginia, calling Mrs. Gates "Cousin Nancy," and Captain Gates, "Cousin +'Ratio." His proper name was Horatio, of course, and he belonged to the +family that gave the Revolutionary hero, Horatio Gates, to his country.</p> + +<p>I was slowly getting over the whooping-cough, having taken it, as I took +most "catching" things that fell in my way,—with all my might. I began +to whoop the last of April, and kept it up all summer, when every other +child on the plantation was entirely well.</p> + +<p>Captain Gates drove over to our house by<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[Pg 233]</a></span> the time the breakfast-table +was cleared one sultry August day, bringing in his roomy double buggy a +basket of Georgia peaches—brunettes with crimson cheeks—and the +biggest watermelon I had ever seen, as a neighborly gift to my mother.</p> + +<p>"Miss Nancy gave me no peace of my life till I got off with them," he +said in his loud, breezy tones. "There's none of her kin she sets more +store by than by Cousin Ma'y Anna Burwell. And she's as proud as a +peacock of our fruit. I tell her a judgment will come upon her for it. +As I take it, Old Marster sends the rain upon the unjust as well as upon +the just, and if it's our turn this year, somebody else's turn will come +next year, and yet we'll be as good Christians then as we are now. It's +one of His ways that's past finding out. Howdy'e, little lady!" putting +out a brawny hand to pull me between his knees.</p> + +<p>I was standing a yard or so away, but right in front of him, my hands +behind me, my eyes and ears, and, I'm afraid, my mouth, open to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[Pg 234]</a></span> his +hearty talk. I had never heard God called "Old Marster" before, and if I +had not been taught that children ought not to criticise what grown +people say and do, I should have been quite sure that it was wrong. I +did not want to think any harm of Cousin 'Ratio, and determined that I +would not, when he drew a great finger gently over my thin cheek, and +looked down at me with kindly, pitying eyes.</p> + +<p>"Tut! tut! tut! this is too bad! too bad! We must fill up this gulley +somehow, Cousin Ma'y Anna. Other folks' victuals are the best physic I +know for that sort of work. Miss Nancy would cry her eyes out if I was +to go home with the story that little Molly Burwell had coughed her +bones pretty near as bare as barrel-staves, and I didn't try to cover +them up again. A week in my peach-orchard and watermelon-patch, with +quarts of cream and Miss Nancy's breakfasts, dinners, and suppers—is +what she wants. Get her bonnet, and stick a tooth-brush and a +pocket-handkerchief into a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[Pg 235]</a></span> bandbox, Chloe, for I'm going to take her +home with me, right straight off."</p> + +<p>My mother shook her head smilingly at the thought of the week's visit.</p> + +<p>"The child coughs so badly at night that I don't like to have her away +from me, Cousin 'Ratio. But change of air, even for a day, would do her +good. Her father and I will come for her about sundown."</p> + +<p>Thus it happened, that, decked in a clean pink calico frock and white +muslin apron, I was hoisted to my perch in the high gig beside Cousin +'Ratio, and set off to spend a whole day at Cold Comfort.</p> + +<p>The name was so out of keeping with Cousin 'Ratio's kind, red face and +funny ways, and the warm, sweet-smelling day, that I couldn't help +asking him on the way "why he called his house such a <i>shivery</i> name?"</p> + +<p>The gig swayed and creaked under his laugh.</p> + +<p>"That was just the reason my grandmother gave for naming it. You see, +the house stands on the top of a hill, and all the winds from<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[Pg 236]</a></span> three +counties get at it in winter. The house my grandfather put up was of +wood, and none too tight in the joints, and the poor old lady, his +wife—my step-grandmother she was—had rheumatism, and suffered a heap +all the year 'round. So, nothing would do but it must be 'Cold Comfort,' +and Cold Comfort it has been ever since. We Gateses have a way of giving +in to our wives in 'most everything. Everything that's reasonable, I +mean. And we don't pick out unreasonable girls for wives."</p> + +<p>The fat, sleek horse was taking his own lazy pace in a mile of shady +road, cut through the heart of a pine forest. The ground was brown and +soft with pine needles, and the high gig swung and creaked a sort of +drowsy tune. Cousin 'Ratio tapped the wheel nearest him with his whip, +and fell into talk with himself, rather than with the child under his +elbow.</p> + +<p>"Now, there's Miss Nancy! There's been a heap of fun poked at me, first +and last, for building my house in the shape I did.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[Pg 237]</a></span> Though, for the +life of me, I can't see why I should be obleeged to live in a +four-square box because every other man-Jack in Pow'tan County builds +his in that way. Miss Nancy was always mighty nervous from the time she +was a child; I knew it when I married her. Fact is, she says to me: +'Cap'n Gates, I'm as nervous as a witch, and I'm afraid you'll get out +of patience with me sometimes, and I wouldn't blame you if you did.' +And, says I,—my hand right on my heart,—'Miss Nancy Miller! if you'll +take <i>me</i> as I am, I'll be proud and happy to take <i>you</i> as you are, +nerves and all!' says I. 'The proudest man in the State of Virginia,' +says I. 'Call it a bargain.'</p> + +<p>"And she did—bless her soul! It was the best bargain that ever I made, +or ever expect to make, too. Some men marry Temper, and some Extravagant +Notions, and some Vanity, and some Jealous, Suspicious Dispositions, and +some, again, Stinginess—Good gracious! there's no end to the +dis<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[Pg 238]</a></span>agreeable things men <i>do</i> marry! I married <i>Nerves!</i> and with them, +the best and sweetest and, to my way of thinking, the prettiest woman in +the County and State, and the Universe, and I've been thankful for it +every day and every hour since—God bless her!"</p> + +<p>I waited for him to say something more until I began to wonder, then to +get impatient, that he let the horse jog along, the soft creak of the +gig keeping time with the leisurely motions of the pampered beast, the +master's eyes fixed upon the wheel he was tapping with his whip, as if +he had forgotten me entirely.</p> + +<p>I made a bold effort to reopen the conversation.</p> + +<p>"I suppose Cousin Nancy asked you to build your house round, instead of +square?"</p> + +<p>I had heard so many different stories about the odd structure which was +one of the county curiosities that I was anxious to get at the truth.</p> + +<p>He laughed low and pleasantly:<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[Pg 239]</a></span>—</p> + +<p>"Ask me! Not she, bless your soul! She would never have thought of such +a thing. 'Twas me that studied it out, lying awake on windy nights +because I knew she couldn't sleep for the roaring and whistling around +the corners of the old house, and the wind humming in the chimneys and +between the window-sashes like a bumblebee as big as a whale. It made +her feel so lonesome and blue that many's the time I've heard her crying +to herself when she thought I was sound asleep. We were going to pull +down the old house, anyhow. It was a rickety concern, and inconvenient +as could be. So I got Miss Nancy to tell me how many rooms and closets +and all that she'd like to have in a house that was to be built on +purpose for her, and for nobody else, and I made a plan of it all on +paper, and then I sent her up to stay with her mother in Buckingham +County for six months, going up to see her myself every Saturday to +spend Sunday—like a nigger going to his 'wife-house,'"—here he stopped +to laugh again<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[Pg 240]</a></span>—"until the last window-shutter was hung, and all the +furniture put back and in order—Je<i>rew</i>salem! how I <i>did</i> work! Then I +brought her home. I wish you could have seen her face when we came in +sight of the solid brick house—round as a cheese box—and I told her I +had it built in that shape, so's she should never be made sorrowful, nor +kept awake again by the wind a-cutting up shines around sharp corners, +so long as we both should live—Amen!"</p> + +<p>He jerked a blazing red bandanna handkerchief out of his pocket, turning +his face clear away from me to do it, and blew his nose until the woods +rang as with the echoes of a foxhunter's horn, then rolled the +handkerchief into a ball and polished his face with it in the oddest +possible fashion.</p> + +<p>Most of the tales current about the round brick house had something to +do with Cousin Nancy's whims, especially with her dislike to hearing the +wind blow around the corners. Young as I was, I felt, after hearing +Cousin<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">[Pg 241]</a></span> 'Ratio's story, that he had done a beautiful thing in planning +the ingenious surprise for his delicate wife. It crossed my mind, too, +that she might have thought the house as ridiculous as other people did, +yet pretended to like it sooner than hurt his feelings. She must be a +good and devoted wife. Furthermore, I got into my foolish head the +notion that it was nice and interesting to have Nerves. I resolved to +get a set of my own at an early opportunity and to work them well. To +this end, I would watch Cousin Nancy's ways and copy them as closely as +a little girl could copy the behavior of a grown-up heroine.</p> + +<p>She met us in the porch of the house, crying out with pleasure at sight +of me.</p> + +<p>"That's a little lady, not to be afraid to come all by herself to see +two quiet old folks!" she said as she kissed me. "I ought to have had a +dozen girls and boys for you to play with by this time—but I haven't a +single one."</p> + +<p>She laughed in saying it, yet with such<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[Pg 242]</a></span> sincere regret of face and +accent that I answered, without taking time to think:—</p> + +<p>"I'm mighty sorry you haven't!" Catching myself up, I blundered on: "Not +that you and Cousin 'Ratio are not company enough for me. But it seems a +pity that, in this pretty place, with so many peaches and watermelons +and flowers—and pigeons—and chickens—and all that—there are not any +children to eat, and to play with them—and keep you company. I've heard +mother say, 'Home wouldn't be Home without the babies.'"</p> + +<p>"Your mother is right, child! Your mother is right!"</p> + +<p>The words seemed to stick in her throat, and to scrape it as she got +them out. Then, to my horror, she sank into a rocking-chair, and, +throwing her hands over her face, began to cry, with queer little +squeals between the sobs that shook her all over.</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 456px;"> +<img src="images/illus4.jpg" width="456" height="650" alt="A Tea-party in the Summer-House. + +"Dovey appeared with a large saucer of peaches and cream."" title="" /> +<span class="caption">A Tea-party in the Summer-House. + +"Dovey appeared with a large saucer of peaches and cream."</span> +</div> + +<p>Malviny, her mulatto maid, ran to her with a bottle of hartshorn, and +Cousin 'Ratio knelt<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[Pg 243]</a></span> upon the floor by her and put his arm about her, +and fanned her with a turkey-tail fan, and another colored woman rushed +off to the kitchen, and was back in a jiffy with a bunch of feathers all +on fire, and making a dreadful smell, and stuck them under her +mistress's nose. I backed to the door with a wild notion of getting out +of the way, and running back home, yet could not tear myself away from +the unusual scene.</p> + +<p>As soon as Cousin Nancy could speak, she laughed at sight of my +face,—the tears still dripping all the way to her chin,—and held out +her arms:—</p> + +<p>"Poor little lammie! did I frighten the life out of her? You mustn't +mind my nervous turns, dear. They don't mean anything."</p> + +<p>"I was afraid I had said something I oughtn't to," I faltered, on the +verge of tears. "I'm sorry if I did!"</p> + +<p>Whereupon I was drawn close to her, and kissed three times to assure me +that I was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_244" id="Page_244">[Pg 244]</a></span> the "best little girl in the world, and that she wouldn't +give way again."</p> + +<p>"But, you see, I had got so nervous because you were gone so long, and +you drove that skittish colt, and I was sure something had happened," +she explained to her husband, who still stood by her, stroking the back +of her hand, in awkward fondness. He stooped to lay his bearded face +against hers.</p> + +<p>"That's like you! Always thinking of other people, and never of +yourself!" he said admiringly.</p> + +<p>She thought a great deal of me for the rest of my visit, ordering +Malviny to cut out and make a doll's pelisse for me of a lovely piece of +red silk, saying that she would have done it herself if sewing did not +make her so nervous.</p> + +<p>"I haven't darned a sock or hemmed a pocket-handkerchief for Cap'n Gates +in ten years. If he were not the best man on earth, he would have sent +me packing long ago."</p> + +<p>She despatched another servant to the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245">[Pg 245]</a></span> garret for some toys her sister's +children had left with her last year, and gave me permission to pull all +the flowers I wanted in the garden. I carried three maimed dolls, a +headless horse, a three-legged cat, and a Britannia tea-set to a +summer-house at the end of a long walk, and made believe that I was +Titania, the Queen of the Fairies, of whom I had read in a tattered copy +of Shakespeare I found in a lumber closet. By and by, Malviny brought +out to me a pretty china plate with four sugar cakes, shaped like ivy +leaves, and a glass of very sweet lemonade. Awhile later, Dovey, a +half-grown girl, appeared with a large saucer of peaches and cream, +plentifully sugared.</p> + +<p>"Mistis says you must eat 'em all, for she knows you mus' be mighty +thirsty, and peaches is coolin' for little ladies whar's been sick."</p> + +<p>There were still some cake crumbs and a spoonful of peaches left when I +saw Cousin Nancy herself come sailing down the walk.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_246" id="Page_246">[Pg 246]</a></span></p> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="Chapter_XV" id="Chapter_XV"></a>Chapter XV</h2> + +<h3>Side-Blades & Water-Melons</h3> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 600px;"> +<img src="images/illus-254.jpg" width="600" height="395" alt="" title="Side-Blades & Water-Melons" /> +</div> + + +<p><span class="large">M</span><span class="smcap">y</span> far-away cousin could never have been pretty except to a fond +husband's eyes. I should have liked to think her tolerably good-looking +now, since he loved her so dearly and praised her so enthusiastically, +and she was so much more than good to me. I could not help using and +believing the eyes that showed me a tall, lean woman whose skin, once +fair, was now nearly as yellow as the freckles spattered all over her +forehead, nose, cheeks, and chin. Nose and chin were long, her +cheek-bones were high, her eyes were pale, the lashes so light and thin +as to be scarcely visible at all,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247">[Pg 247]</a></span> and her scanty flaxen hair was +dragged tightly away from a high bony forehead. Her gown to-day was +white cambric, as clean, as glossy, and as opaque as cream-laid +letter-paper. Her head was bare, and she carried over it a green parasol +which made her complexion livid. Her voice was soft and sweet, and her +manners were liked by everybody. I was glad to think of these things, +and to feel the charm of tone and manner, as she asked if I "would not +like to pay a visit to the peaches and watermelons."</p> + +<p>I should have preferred to stay where I was, having got very well +acquainted with my attendant fairies, and eaten enough sweets to take +the edge from my appetite, even for ripe, fresh fruit. Still, I got up +with a tolerable show of cordiality, comprehending that she meant to +please me, took the hand she offered, and was soon out of the cool shade +in the open field separating garden from orchard. Captain Gates was +really as proud of his reputation as the most successful fruit-grower +in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_248" id="Page_248">[Pg 248]</a></span> the county as his wife was, although he affected to ridicule her +weakness in the same direction. There were two acres of peach trees, +most of them laden with fruit. When pressed to "eat all I could +swallow," I managed to do away with three immense globes of +crimson-and-gold, and then gave out, shamefacedly:—</p> + +<p>"You see I am so little, and the peaches are so big!" I urged. "I hold +just so many and no more."</p> + +<p>"Of course, you comical little thing!" interrupted Cousin Nancy, highly +amused. "By and by, on our way back from the watermelon patch, maybe +there will be more room. I shan't ask you to pick the melons from the +vines and eat <i>them</i> by the dozen. Come along!"</p> + +<p>She did not seem to mind the heat that struck upon my face and head like +the breath of an oven, as we crossed another open field, to that in +which Captain Gates's famous melons lay by the hundred, growing larger +and more luscious in the August sunlight that warmed them through and +through. Some were dark<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[Pg 249]</a></span> green, some light green, some were streaked and +mottled with white-and-green.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Cousin Nancy!" I cried, "I did not know there were so many in the +world! What <i>will</i> you do with them all?"</p> + +<p>She led the way farther into the network of vines, the rank leaves and +starry blossoms bobbing about her feet. The fruit and flowers of Cold +Comfort did something toward filling the place left void in her heart by +the lack of the children that had never come. She stood still and looked +over the wide patch as if she had made every melon there, and meant to +have the full credit for her work.</p> + +<p>"Do with them, monkey! Why they are as good as a silver mine—the +beauties! Every full-grown one stands for a quarter of a dollar. We send +six wagon-loads to Richmond every week, and people come for them from +every direction—as far as across the river in Goochland; and we give +dozens away to our neighbors, and the negroes come at night to steal +them—Oh! <i>oh!!</i> <span class="smcap">OH!!!</span>"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[Pg 250]</a></span></p> + +<p>She gathered her skirts tightly and high above her ankles with both +hands, letting the green parasol tumble, head foremost, to the ground, +and screeched as if she had trod upon a yellow-jacket's nest. She was +going to have Nerves again, with no hartshorn, or burnt feathers, or +turkey-tail fan, or Cousin 'Ratio near. I started to run to the house +for help, but she grabbed my frock frantically.</p> + +<p>"If you budge one inch you are a dead child!" she wheezed, her pale eyes +bulging from the sockets. "Cap'n Gates and the overseer came out here +last night and just sowed all this patch with side-blades!" +(Scythe-blades.) "Edges up! Sharp as razors and thick as thieves! +Hundreds of them! To keep the negroes from stealing any more of them! I +heard Cap'n Gates tell them he was going to do it, and the overseer told +them this morning that they <i>had</i> done it. And I haven't an atom of an +idea where a solitary one of the murderous things is! We are as good as +dead if we try to get out. We<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_251" id="Page_251">[Pg 251]</a></span> might tread upon one, at the first step! +How could I forget it? Oh, how could I?"</p> + +<p>I felt the blood drain away from my face, and I trembled as violently as +she. Then a thought came to me, and I got it out between chattering +teeth.</p> + +<p>"We didn't tread on any of them coming into the patch."</p> + +<p>"That was sheer providence, honey. We <i>might</i> have been cut in two +before we had gone ten yards."</p> + +<p>"But, Cousin Nancy!" catching at her hands as she began to wring them +again, and to sob and squeal as she had done in the morning. "Listen! I +am sure I could go out by the very same path! Let's try! We can't stay +here always."</p> + +<p>"<i>Path!</i> There isn't a sign of a path! Look!"</p> + +<p>She pointed a bony finger in the direction we had come. The leaves and +blossoms disturbed by our feet and skirts were as still as the hundreds +and thousands of other leaves<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_252" id="Page_252">[Pg 252]</a></span> on all sides of us. We had not bruised a +vine, or left a footprint, that we could see. The sun poured down upon +us like fire from heaven; we were in the middle of the patch that +seemed, to my horrified eyes, miles and miles in extent, and not another +creature was in sight.</p> + +<p>"Our only hope is to scream as loud as ever we can," said Cousin Nancy. +"Nobody knows where we are; the hands are all in the tobacco, a mile on +the other side of the house, and Cap'n Gates and Mr. Owen may be even +farther off, for all I know. If we can't make anybody hear us, the Lord +have mercy upon our souls! We shall have sunstroke inside of an hour."</p> + +<p>I picked up the green parasol, and with clumsy, shaking fingers opened +it, and stood on tiptoe to hold it over her head, crying, meantime, as +piteously as she, such was the contagion of hysterical terror. Then, +with one accord, we lifted up our voices, weak with weeping, in a thin +screech. I said "Help!<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_253" id="Page_253">[Pg 253]</a></span> help! help!" she cried, "Murder! murder!" and +"Cap'n <i>Ga-a-tes!</i>" We made enough noise to startle the dogs in the +house-yard and at the stables, and brought from the nearer "quarters" +and corn-field a gang of negroes, of all sizes and ages, all running at +the top of their speed, and the faster as they descried us. It would +have been excruciatingly funny at any other time, and to one that was +not an actor in the drama, to observe that not one man, woman, or +pickaninny of the excited crowd offered to pass the confines of the +melon patch. Each one was mindful of the hundreds of buried side-blades +with their edges uppermost, and almost all were bare-footed.</p> + +<p>"Run! some of you-all, for Marster an' Mr. Owen!" shrieked Malviny, +getting her wits together before the others could rally theirs. The +shrill order arose above the chorus of groans and cries and pitying +exclamations, and Cousin Nancy, on hearing it, gave one wild cry, and +dropped where she stood, a heap of white cambric, head, arms,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_254" id="Page_254">[Pg 254]</a></span> and green +parasol, crushing the vines, and her head just grazing a mammoth melon.</p> + +<p>I had never been so frightened in all my life as when I got hold of her +head, and tried to lift it. It was as heavy as lead. Too much terrified +and too foolish to bethink myself that a cut would bleed, I concluded +that she had struck one of the murderous blades, and it had killed her. +Her eyes were closed; her jaw had fallen; her cheek lay close against +that of the big melon, and the vines met over her nose. It was a ghastly +and a grotesque spectacle, and I behaved as any other nine-year-old +would—jumped up and down and screamed, beating my palms together, and +calling alternately for "Father!" and "Cousin 'Ratio!"</p> + +<p>Since that horrible moment I have believed stories read and heard of +people being scared to death, or into insanity. In the great, round +world, there was nothing present to me but a cruel expanse of green +below, a white-hot sky above, and at my feet a dead woman, killed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_255" id="Page_255">[Pg 255]</a></span> by +the razor-like blades thick-set under every leaf, and guarding every +melon. Then all this was swept out of sight by a black wave that took me +off my feet.</p> + +<p>I awoke in the shade of the peach orchard. Mr. Owen, the overseer, had +laid me down on the grass, and I heard him say, "She's all right now." I +sat up and stared around me. Cousin Nancy, still in a dead faint, was +stretched upon the ground a little way off, a fluttering swarm of women +about her, with water, brandy, hartshorn, cologne, fans, and burning +feathers, and Cousin 'Ratio, kneeling over her, was calling in her ear, +the tears running down his bristly cheeks.</p> + +<p>"Miss Nancy! honey! sugar-lump! wake up! it's me, dearie! The danger is +all over. What a <i>doggoned</i> fool I was to put the side-blades there!"</p> + +<p>When she at last revived, she was taken to the house and put to bed. She +was not yet able to sit up when my father and mother drove over for me +in the cool of the afternoon.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_256" id="Page_256">[Pg 256]</a></span></p> + +<p>"My tomfoolery came near to being the end of the poor dear," said Cousin +'Ratio, walking with us to the carriage, when we had taken leave of his +wife. "I feel mighty bad about it, too, as you may suppose, for it was +my fault in not reminding her of those cussed side-blades. Between +ourselves, Burwell,"—coming nearer to my father and glancing over his +shoulder to be sure none of the servants were within hearing,—"Owen and +I put just exactly <i>two</i> in the whole patch, and they were near the +fence. Miss Nancy never went within a Sabbath day's journey of them. We +made a mighty parade of toting twenty of them past the quarters, taking +two of the hands along to help. They laid them down by the fence, and we +came down after dark and carried all but two off to the old tobacco +barn, and hid them there. I wasn't likely to rust my best side-blades by +burying them in the dirt. But I'd rather have ruined them all and lost +every blessèd melon on the place, than have given Miss Nancy's Nerves +such a shock."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_257" id="Page_257">[Pg 257]</a></span></p> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="Chapter_XVI" id="Chapter_XVI"></a>Chapter XVI</h2> + +<h3>Old Madam Leigh</h3> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 593px;"> +<img src="images/illus-265.jpg" width="593" height="600" alt="" title="Old Madam Leigh" /> +</div> + + +<p><span class="large">N</span><span class="smcap">obody</span> seemed to know how everybody got into the way of calling her "Old +Madam Leigh." It was not a Virginia custom, and there was not another +old lady in the neighborhood to whom the title of "Madam" was ever +given. After she had lived to be the oldest woman in the county, the +"Old" was prefixed, naturally enough.</p> + +<p>I got to know her through Cousin Molly Belle.</p> + +<p>"I declare, Frank, Molly has never seen Queen Mab and her hummers!" she +said at dinner one day. "I'm ashamed of myself for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_258" id="Page_258">[Pg 258]</a></span> not having taken her +there. It's just the sort of thing she would enjoy."</p> + +<p>When Mrs. Frank Morton was ashamed of having done anything, or having +left anything undone, the next, and a quick step with her, was to mend +the fault without further waste of words. We went over to Old Madam +Leigh's that same afternoon,—she, Cousin Frank, and I,—on horseback, +"the road to Queen Mab's palace being the vilest in the State," as my +hostess averred.</p> + +<p>I thought it a delightful road. It left the main highway a mile beyond +Cousin Frank's plantation gate, and lost its way in oak and hickory +woods, where the trees touched over our heads. I said they were "trying +to shake hands with one another."</p> + +<p>"They will be hugging one another before we go much farther," said +Cousin Frank.</p> + +<p>As they did when we began to climb a long hill, washed into crooked +gullies by the water that tore down to the creek at the bottom whenever +it rained hard. After this was a short<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_259" id="Page_259">[Pg 259]</a></span> and steeper hill, and then +another long one, and we were on the edge of a clearing, very bright and +sunny after the green glooms of the forest.</p> + +<p>"Does Queen Mab drive this way, often, in her chariot-and-four?" I +inquired, as we struck into a gentle gallop along a grassy lane.</p> + +<p>"Queen Mab's chariot has not been out of the carriage-house in +twenty-five years," answered Cousin Molly Belle. "There is another road +from her house to where everyday people live, but it would take us a +long way around. Mother can recollect when this was a good road, and +much travelled."</p> + +<p>"Doesn't she make any visits?"</p> + +<p>"Never to human beings."</p> + +<p>"Doesn't she go to church?"</p> + +<p>"Not that I have ever heard of."</p> + +<p>"Cousin Molly Belle!" in an awed tone. "Is she a <i>heathen</i>?"</p> + +<p>"She is very old, Namesake. Nearly ninety."</p> + +<p>She said it gravely and gently, and Cousin<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_260" id="Page_260">[Pg 260]</a></span> Frank repeated a verse of +poetry I did not know then:—</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">"He prayeth best who loveth best</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">All things both great and small;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">For the dear God who loveth us,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">He made and loveth all."</span><br /> +</p> + +<p>It was so nice that I turned it over in my mind several times before I +asked another question. My mother sometimes called me "an animated +interrogation-point."</p> + +<p>"Is Old Madam Leigh married?"</p> + +<p>"She has been married. She would not be 'Madam' if she had not been. She +has been a widow for a long, long time. She had two children—twins—a +boy and a girl. They lived to be twenty years old, and then died."</p> + +<p>"Not both at the same time, Cousin Molly Belle?" for her tone suggested +something very sorrowful.</p> + +<p>"Yes, Molly dear. The sister fell into the river and the brother, in +swimming out to save her, was seized with the cramp and sank before<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_261" id="Page_261">[Pg 261]</a></span> he +could reach her. The mother has lived alone ever since, except for her +servants. They are very good and faithful. Then, she has her hummers and +her pygmies, who are a great deal of company to her."</p> + +<p>"<i>Pigs!</i>" in intense disgust. "She can't be a very neat person."</p> + +<p>A peal of laughter from my companions broke off the speech.</p> + +<p>"You'll change your mind shortly," said Cousin Frank, cantering ahead to +open a gate in the rail fence.</p> + +<p>We saw the house from the gate,—a wee bit of a gray cottage, one story +high, literally covered with honeysuckles of every kind I had ever heard +of, and now in fullest bloom. An enormous catalpa tree, also in flower, +stood in front of the cottage, shading all but one gable, and that +looked as if it were made of glass. Between this gable and the garden +were two spreading acacia trees, tufted with the tassel-like blossoms. +The deep front porch was curtained with white jessamine, and as we +walked up the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_262" id="Page_262">[Pg 262]</a></span> gravelled path leading to it, Madam Leigh stood in the +doorway.</p> + +<p>She was a tiny old lady, no taller than I was, and wore a white dress, +fine and sheer. Cousin Molly Belle told me afterward that it was India +muslin, and that she wore white, winter and summer. The waist of the +gown was very short, the skirt was straight, and fell to the in-step of +a foot no bigger than a baby's. Her cap was also old-fashioned, made of +lace, with a full crimped border under which her hair, silvery-white, +was dressed in short, round curls on each side of her forehead. Her skin +reminded me of a bit of rice-paper I had picked up from the floor one +day. It had dropped out of the back of my father's watch, and Bud had +found it and played with it until it was creased and cracked all over +like "crazed" china, yet not torn. Old Madam Leigh's face could not be +said to be wrinkled, for the lines were shallow. They were as fine as if +made with an inkless crow quill, and so close together you would have +thought there was not room<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_263" id="Page_263">[Pg 263]</a></span> for another. Her eyes were dark and bright +She had French blood in her veins, and showed it in her quick glance and +lively motions.</p> + +<p>She took us directly into "the chamber" on the left side of the hall +that cut the house in two. Everything there was white, too,—bed and +curtains and chair-covers being of white dimity, trimmed with lace. The +walls were almost covered with portraits. Some were very old. Two of the +brightest hung opposite the bed where Madam Leigh must see them as soon +as she opened her eyes in the morning. One was of a pretty girl in a +white frock, low-necked and short-sleeved, with a red rose in the +bodice, making the fair skin it rested against all the fairer. Her eyes +were dark and sweet; short brown curls, like Madam Leigh's white ones, +clustered about her temples. The other picture was that of a handsome +boy of twenty, or thereabouts, and strikingly like his sister. A dog, +with silky ears, leaned his head against his young master's arm.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_264" id="Page_264">[Pg 264]</a></span></p> + +<p>I tried hard not to stare at these portraits,—to me the most +interesting things in the room,—for I knew they must be the +twin-children who had died together, ever and ever so many years ago. +The instinct of kindly breeding told me that it would not be polite to +remind the mother of her loss by looking inquisitively at them. But I +could not help stealing a glance at one and the other when the grown +people were intent in talk. Looking led to dreaming, as I was left to +myself and the thoughts suggested by the portraits. I arranged it in my +mind that brother and sister were very fond of each other; that the +sister had fallen into the river where the current was strong, from some +such place as Maiden's Adventure, on Mr. Pemberton's plantation, where +the water was deep above a roaring fall. I thought how she called to her +brother, and how he answered, and I wondered—a chill running down my +spine and catching at my heart—who carried the awful news to the +mother. How could she bear it? how live in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_265" id="Page_265">[Pg 265]</a></span> this lonely place with +nobody to keep her from thinking of, and missing, her husband and her +children, nobody to care whether she were glad or sorry, sick or well, +alive or dead?</p> + +<p>I did not know that my mouth was drawn down at the corners, that my eyes +were mournful, and my whole aspect that of a sadly bored little girl, +who felt herself to be left entirely out of the thoughts of her friends +and the hostess—until Madam Leigh's voice made me start, as if I had +been asleep.</p> + +<p>"I am afraid this little lady finds all this mighty stupid."</p> + +<p>I think the old-time practice of calling girl-children "little ladies," +kept them in wholesome remembrance of the necessity of behaving as such. +At any rate, I was instantly aware that I ought to be sitting up +straight upon my cricket, and seeming to be interested in what was going +on. Had not my mother reproved me, times without number, for dreaming in +company and for absent-minded ways<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_266" id="Page_266">[Pg 266]</a></span> that made me heedless of others' +comfort? "It is selfish and rude not to pay attention to what people are +saying when you are with them"—was a nursery rule I ought to have had +well by heart.</p> + +<p>It was natural, then, that I should turn as red as a cardinal flower, +and fidget uneasily, and stutter when I tried to set myself right with +my venerable hostess:—</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, ma'am. I'm not a bit tired. I'm sorry—if—"</p> + +<p>"There's nothing to be sorry for, my dear. If anybody has been rude it +is I who ought to have provided some other entertainment for you than +sitting still, and trying with all your might to understand big folks' +talk."</p> + +<p>Her voice was clearer than one would have expected in such an old lady, +and she did not mumble as if she were chewing her words, as a great many +old people do. She spoke very distinctly, pronouncing every syllable in +each word. She told me, when we were better acquainted, that she read +aloud for an hour<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_267" id="Page_267">[Pg 267]</a></span> every day, for fear she might fall into careless ways +of speaking, seeing, as she did, so few educated white people, and, +sometimes, talking with nobody but her colored servants for a week at a +time. She held herself very straight when seated, and in walking, and +stepped as lightly as a young person, as she got up and took me by the +hand, smiling at me in the friendliest way imaginable, and, saying "I +must introduce you to my family," led me across the hall, and opened a +door on the other side.</p> + +<p>As soon as we were inside of the door, she shut it quickly behind us, +and I stood stock-still with amazement at what I saw and heard.</p> + +<p>It was a large room, with two windows at the front and two at the back, +while the gable we had seen from the lane was almost filled with sashes, +as in a greenhouse. Close against these sashes, now so bright with the +Southern sun that I was half-blinded for an instant, were rows of +shelves, crowded with cut flowers in vases, and growing flowers in pots. +Most<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_268" id="Page_268">[Pg 268]</a></span> of the sashes were open, and the space thus left was screened by +twine netting, something like fine fish seines. Old Madam Leigh had +netted each of these squares herself, as I learned afterward. The same +protected back and front windows. About the open windows, and around the +flowers, flew and floated what I thought, at first, were at least one +hundred humming-birds. Madam Leigh said there were but twenty-five, all +told. The whir of their rapid wings filled the air, the gleam of their +brilliant breasts and backs was like living jewels.</p> + +<p>"<i>Oh-h-h-h!!</i>" was all I could utter, as I clasped my hands in admiring +wonder at the beauty and the strangeness of it all, and a queer lump +came into my throat, as if I were frightened or sorry, and I knew I was +only delighted past speaking. Madam let me alone for a minute, before +she laid her small, wrinkled hands upon my shoulders and turned me about +to see something I had not observed in my raptures over the marvellous +birds.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_269" id="Page_269">[Pg 269]</a></span></p> + +<p>Against the wall beyond the door was a long, broad table, or rather +counter, and upon it was a village of small houses, rows upon rows of +them. Outside of the village and the streets were other and larger +houses, in groups of two and three, with dooryards and gardens, and then +came half a dozen farm-houses surrounded by fields and gardens. In the +village there were stores and a Court House, and a Clerk's Office and a +Jail, surrounded by a Public Square, exactly like that at Powhatan Court +House, and two taverns with signs hanging outside of them. Trees lined +the streets, and vines were running over the houses. Then, there were +wells, and wood-piles with men chopping wood at them, and cow-pens with +cows and calves, and pig-pens filled with pigs. Men were driving wagons +along the roads, and a fine carriage with four horses harnessed to it +and a coachman on the box stood before the larger of the two taverns. +The footman, hat in hand, was helping two elegantly dressed ladies out +of the carriage,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_270" id="Page_270">[Pg 270]</a></span> and the landlady, with two colored maids behind her, +was upon the portico waiting to receive them. Men were digging in the +corn and tobacco fields; there were turkeys, chickens, ducks, and geese, +and boys riding horses to water and driving the cows home to be milked.</p> + +<p>Was ever such another Wonderland revealed to a child who had never been +in a toy-shop and never owned a doll that was not home-made?</p> + +<p>I screamed and capered with joy, like the crazy thing I was, for a whole +minute after my eyes fell upon the mimic settlement. Then I fell to +examining the "entertainment" more closely, and discovered that +everything, except the mosses that imitated the trees, vines, and other +growing things, was made of corn-stalks and corn-husks—"shucks" as +Virginians call them. The human creatures and the dumb animals were +carved out of the firm, dried pith of the stalks, and afterward painted +with water colors. The clothes of men and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_271" id="Page_271">[Pg 271]</a></span> women were made of the soft +inner shucks, dried carefully to the pliability of silk. Log and frame +houses were built of the canes themselves; the smallest were used whole, +the larger were split. Peeping into the open doors and windows I saw +that each house was furnished with beds, tables, and chairs, also made +of corn-stalks, pith, and shucks.</p> + +<p>At the far end of the counter were six bird-cages, constructed of thin +strips of corn-canes, each supplied with perches and water vessels.</p> + +<p>"Those are my reform prisons," Madam Leigh said to my cousins, who had +followed and begged to be let in. "You see,"—to me,—"when one of my +hummers becomes cross or quarrelsome, I separate him from the rest and +shut him up in one of these cages until he is in a better humor. I am +sorry to say that they have pretty peppery tempers, and hardly a day +passes in which I do not have to interfere to stop their fighting."</p> + +<p>I had no reason to feel myself slighted now. She went all round the room +with me, showing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_272" id="Page_272">[Pg 272]</a></span> her pets and telling me interesting stories of their +habits and dispositions. Each had a name, and some answered to their +names when she called them. At least, she thought that they did, and I +did not doubt it when I saw them swoop down to dip their bills in the +flowers she held up, as she called "Sprite" and "Bright," and "Sweet" +and "Swift," and the like crisp, short names in a voice that was like +the tinkle of a little bell. It was a pretty sight,—the tiny woman, all +white from cap to toe, standing in the full tide of sunbeams, bunches of +honeysuckle and catalpa flowers, half as big as herself, in her arms, +the elf-like face smiling out of them at the eagerness of her feathered +darlings, darting and glancing and gleaming and humming about her, as if +she had been a larger edition of themselves, and not of a different +genus. She made me stand by her while this was going on, saying that the +hummers were "too well-bred to be afraid of her friends, and were +especially fond of little people."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_273" id="Page_273">[Pg 273]</a></span></p> + +<p>"The honeysuckles first made me think of collecting them," went on the +pleasant tinkle. "When they are in full bloom the frisky little +creatures swarm in them all day long. They like white and yellow +jessamine, too, and catalpa flowers and lilies and acacia blossoms. Ten +years ago I found one of their nests upon a low limb of a tulip-poplar +tree. Here it is! It looks like a knob of mossy bark, you see. There +were two eggs in it. I cut off the limb carefully, and set it in a pot +of water in this room. It was full of blossoms, and the water kept these +alive. The window was left open and nobody—not even myself—came in +here for a week. As I had hoped, the mother and father bird found the +nest, and went on sitting on the eggs as if it had not been moved. One +night, after the baby birds were hatched, I went softly to the outside +of the window and let down the sash. That was the beginning of my +aviary. That's a hard word for you—isn't it, Molly? It means a family +of birds, such as I have here."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_274" id="Page_274">[Pg 274]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I don't believe there is another like it in the world," said Cousin +Molly Belle. "I've always declared that you are a fairy, and charm your +hummers. I described it and them once to a famous ornithologist. That's +a real jaw-breaker, Namesake, and means one who knows everything about +all sorts of birds—or thinks he does. I met this or-nith-ol-o-gist in +New York last May. He said it was impossible to tame and raise families +of wild birds, especially humming-birds. And when I said I had seen it +with my own eyes, times without number, he looked polite—and +unbelieving."</p> + +<p>Madam Leigh was so much amused that the flowers shook in her shrivelled +mites of hands.</p> + +<p>"Many learnèd strangers have been to see the 'impossibility,'" she said, +her voice shaken by laughter.</p> + +<p>(Cousin Molly Belle had the knack of saying just the thing that would +please everybody, and saying it in the right way and at the right +time.)<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_275" id="Page_275">[Pg 275]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Of course I have not raised them all from the eggs," continued Madam. +"We catch new birds every year, and some are never quite tame. So your +or-nith-ol-o-gist"—pronouncing it in the same comical way that Cousin +Molly Belle had done—"was not altogether in the wrong. But they get +used to their new life much sooner because there are so many of their +own kind about them. When I find that a couple are thinking of going to +house-keeping, I root a branch of poplar, or hickory, or maple, in a tub +of moist earth, and curtain off a corner where they will not be +disturbed in the nesting-time."</p> + +<p>"That was the very thing the celebrated or-nith-ol-o-gist said was +absolutely impossible," cried Cousin Molly Belle. "Even though I told +him that, if he would pay us a visit, I would show him the cosey corner, +and the pretty bride and gallant bridegroom building their nest."</p> + +<p>"A great many things happen to each of us that others would not believe, +no matter<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_276" id="Page_276">[Pg 276]</a></span> how solemnly we might declare them to be true," said Madam +Leigh, very seriously.</p> + +<p>I had a notion that she was thinking of other things in her strangely +desolated life besides the aviary and the learnèd man who knew all about +birds.</p> + +<p>"To me, the most singular part of my management of my hummers is that I +succeed in making them comfortable and contented in the winter," she +said. "For their forefathers and foremothers have been going South at +the first sign of frost for six thousand years or so. I have a stove put +up in here, covered with wire netting to hinder the little dears from +flying against it; then I keep an even temperature and fill the room +with flowers. It has, as you see, a southern exposure. I live here with +them all day long. When it begins to grow dark, I say, 'Good night' and +go across to my chamber. At bedtime I look in to make sure the fire will +keep in until morning, and that my darlings are all right. While +daylight lasts we are very happy to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_277" id="Page_277">[Pg 277]</a></span>gether. I am busy with my pygmies +and my flowers. I feed the hummers with sugar-and-water in winter, with +a taste of honey on Sundays"—laughing cheerily. "To make them glad that +Sunday has come, you know. I've an idea that they need stronger food in +cold weather than in summer. It helps tame them to make them eat from +the tip of my finger. I take a great deal of pains to keep a succession +of plants in flower, for, after all, hive-honey isn't quite as pure and +delicate after it has gone through the bee's body as when the hummer +sips it fresh from the flower-cup. You must come over next winter, Molly +Belle, and bring the little lady to see my nasturtiums, and hyacinths, +and morning-glories. Roses and cape-jessamines, and the like are of no +use to us. Our flowers must be shaped like wine-glasses, with a drop of +honey-dew in the bottom, to please us perfectly. The hummers and I +understand that. You wouldn't believe how much company we are for one +another, or how much I learn from<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_278" id="Page_278">[Pg 278]</a></span> them. Even my silly mannikins give +work to my fingers and keep my thoughts steady."</p> + +<p>Cousin Molly Belle put her arms around the wee old lady and hugged her +hard—the honeysuckles and catalpas falling to the floor.</p> + +<p>"All this is the loveliest thing I ever heard!" laughing to keep from +crying. "I hope you will live to be a hundred years old, and give the +lie to or-nith-ol-o-gists every day you live. And Molly and I will come +to see you, often and often, whenever she is at our house. You dear, +brave, sensible, lion-hearted, <i>royal</i> Queen Mab!"</p> + +<p>She kept her word. It was one of her many ways to do more than she had +promised. I never paid a visit to my dearest cousins, the Frank Mortons, +without riding, or driving, up through the woods, and across the creek, +and up the two long, and the one short, hill, and along the grass-grown +lane to the gray cottage that always reminded me of a "hummer's" nest +masked with moss. I spent a good deal of that summer with Cousin<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_279" id="Page_279">[Pg 279]</a></span> Molly +Belle, and one week in the very middle of December.</p> + +<p>The weather was very mild for midwinter, and the great south room felt +too warm to me. So warm that I began to feel sleepy and a little dizzy, +and Madam Leigh noticed the yawn I could not quite swallow.</p> + +<p>"Put on your hood and cloak, little lady," she said, "and run into the +garden to see if you cannot find some roses for your cousin. Betty tells +me there has been so little frost this season that the rose-bushes are +still all in leaf."</p> + +<p>I scampered off willingly, and did not show myself in the house again +until the sun almost touched the tree-tops. I gathered chrysanthemums +and nasturtiums and late heartsease, and at least a dozen roses and +buds, and, wandering farther and farther down the quiet paths, I saw +what I had never noticed before—that there was a small graveyard at the +back of the garden, of which it formed a part. An arbor, thickly +curtained with a Florida<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_280" id="Page_280">[Pg 280]</a></span> honeysuckle that kept its leaves all winter, +was at one side of the burial-place; a walk, edged with box, stretched +from it straight up to the house-yard. Now that the trees were bare, I +saw that old Madam Leigh could have a full view, through the windows in +the south gable, of the arbor, and the two white headstones before it:—</p> + + + <h3>JOHN AND RUTH LEIGH.<br /><br /> + + TWIN-CHILDREN OF EDWARD AND JUDITH LEIGH.<br /><br /> + + BORN SEPTEMBER 3, 1790.<br /><br /> + + DIED AUGUST 1, 1810.<br /><br /> + + "<i>I was dumb; I opened not my mouth, because</i> THOU + <i>didst it.</i>"</h3> + + +<p>I sat down in the summer-house and had a long thinking spell, all by +myself. Too young to word the emotions that swelled my heart, the +thoughts that oppressed my brain, there was, all the while, in heart and +head, the recollection of the story she had told of her manner of +getting the first pair of humming-birds—and how she had stolen softly +around<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_281" id="Page_281">[Pg 281]</a></span> to the window after dark, and shut the parents in with their +nestlings.</p> + +<p>I never saw her again. On Christmas morning the maid, who came as usual +to awake and dress her mistress, found that she had died in her sleep.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_282" id="Page_282">[Pg 282]</a></span></p> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="Chapter_XVII" id="Chapter_XVII"></a>Chapter XVII</h2> + +<h3>Out into the World</h3> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 600px;"> +<img src="images/illus-290a.jpg" width="600" height="345" alt="" title="Out into the World" /> +</div> + +<div class="figleft" style="width: 155px;"> +<img src="images/illus-290b.jpg" width="155" height="300" style="margin-top: -2em;" alt="" title="C" /> +</div> +<p>OUSIN BURWELL CARTER fell in love with our handsome, amiable Boston +governess, Miss Davidson, and married her when I was ten years of age. +She comforted my mother for her loss by sending for her younger sister, +who was even prettier than herself, and had such winsome ways that Mr. +John Morton, Cousin Frank's bachelor brother, married her at the end of +her first session in our school-room.</p> + +<p>My father looked quizzically grave when the two sisters recommended a +Miss Bradnor of Springfield, Massachusetts, as a person who<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_283" id="Page_283">[Pg 283]</a></span> was sure to +please our parents and to bring us on finely in our studies.</p> + +<p>"Is she pretty and marriageable?" he asked. "My business, nowadays, +seems to be providing the eligible bachelors of Powhatan with wives. It +is pleasant enough from one standpoint, and that is the young men's. But +my children must be educated."</p> + +<p>Both young matrons assured him, earnestly, that Miss Bradnor was "a +predestined old maid—a man-hater, in fact—and was likely to remain a +fixture in our school-room as long as we needed her." When she arrived I +was surprised to see a prim, quiet little personage who looked too +gentle to hate any one. She fitted easily into her place in our family +and soon proved herself the prize we had been promised, being a born +instructor, and loving her profession. She awoke my mind as nobody else +had done. I fancied that I could feel it stretch, and grow, and get +hungry while she taught me. The more it was fed, the hungrier it grew, +and the more eagerly it stretched<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_284" id="Page_284">[Pg 284]</a></span> itself. I studied Comstock's <i>Natural +Philosophy</i> with Miss Bradnor, and Vose's <i>Astronomy</i>, and Lyell's +<i>Elements of Geology</i>, Bancroft's <i>History of the United States</i>, and +<i>Watts on the Mind</i>, and began French and Latin. It was such a busy, +happy year that I was actually sorry when vacation began.</p> + +<p>I was sorrier yet when a letter was received from Miss Bradnor, saying +that she "had been betrothed for ten years to an exemplary gentleman who +now claimed the fulfilment of her pledge. Before the letter could reach +us she would (D. V.) have become Mrs. Calvin Chapin. She hoped the +unforeseen reversal of her plans for the ensuing year would not occasion +serious inconvenience to her dear and respected friends, Mr. and Mrs. +Burwell."</p> + +<p>"It takes the prim sort to give us such surprises!" exclaimed my mother.</p> + +<p>"It takes all sorts and conditions of women, <i>I</i> think!" rejoined my +father, dryly. "I foresee that the Richmond plan will have to be carried +out, after all. Governesses are kittle<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_285" id="Page_285">[Pg 285]</a></span> cattle, at the best. And we have +had three of the very best."</p> + +<p>As may be supposed, I was consumed by curiosity to know what "the +Richmond plan" could be. The city I had never yet seen had been made +tenfold more interesting to me within a year by the removal of the Frank +Mortons to that place. Cousin Frank had gone into the Commission +business there with an uncle who had no son to succeed him in the firm. +But, although I pricked up my ears smartly at my father's unguarded +remark, I had to smother my excitement as best I could, and study +patience—surely the hardest lesson ever set for the young. When older +people were talking with one another, it was esteemed an impertinence in +children to interrupt them by questions.</p> + +<p>"If it were best for you to understand what we were saying, we would +take pains to explain it to you," my mother would say when we broke this +one of her rules. And, still oftener, "Little girls should trust their +fathers<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_286" id="Page_286">[Pg 286]</a></span> and mothers to tell them at the right time all that they ought +to know."</p> + +<p>The right time in this instance was one moonlight September night, soon +after Mary 'Liza and I had gone to bed. My mother had a habit of coming +up to our room, and sitting down by the bed in the dark, or without +other light than the moon, to have a little talk with us. "To give us a +good appetite for our dreams," she would say in her merry way. We dearly +enjoyed these visits, especially on Sunday nights, when we told her what +we had been reading and thinking that day, and repeated the hymns we +loved best.</p> + +<p>This was on Monday night, and she began by telling us that Miss Judy +Curran was coming the next day, to make our fall and winter frocks, and +that there would be a pretty busy time with us all for the rest of the +month, as we were going to school in Richmond, the fifth day of October.</p> + +<p>"Your father and I do not believe in boarding-schools," she continued. +"We think that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_287" id="Page_287">[Pg 287]</a></span> God gives our children to us to be brought up and +educated, as far as possible, by us, their parents, and not to be made +over to hirelings at the very time when they are most easily led right +or wrong. There are, however, excellent reasons why you should begin now +to know more of the world than you can learn in a quiet country +neighborhood such as this. We are thankful to be able to give you the +advantages of a city school, without depriving you of good +home-training. You are to live with your Cousin Molly Belle, and be +day-scholars in Mrs. Nunham's seminary."</p> + +<p>Even Mary 'Liza gave a little jump under the sheet at the astounding +news, while I leaped clean out of bed, and danced around the room in my +night-gown, clapping my hands and uttering small shrieks of ecstasy.</p> + +<p>"Hurrah! hurrah! goody! goody! mother! it is like a fairy tale!"</p> + +<p>I was somewhat abashed, and decidedly ashamed of my transport when the +blessèd mother said gently, after a little sigh:<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_288" id="Page_288">[Pg 288]</a></span>—</p> + +<p>"Of course I shall miss my daughters sadly, but I hope what we are doing +is for their good. If I were less sure of this, I could not part with +them."</p> + +<p>From the hour in which her first-born baby was laid in her arms, until +she closed her eyes in the sleep from which our wild weeping could not +awaken her, her ever-present thought was the children's best good. +Nothing that could secure that was self-denial on her part.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>I have come to Richmond to write this chapter. From my window I look +down upon the pavement trodden by my feet twice a day for ten months out +of twelve, during four school years. The house in which I sojourn +belongs to a younger brother of him who figures in my story as "Bud." It +occupies the site of the large, yellow frame building in which Mrs. +Nunham taught her "young ladies," more than forty years ago.</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 427px;"> +<img src="images/illus5.jpg" width="427" height="650" alt="How I Came To Town. + +"My father walked between Mary 'Liza and myself, each of us holding to +one of his arms, as gentlemen and ladies walked."" title="" /> +<span class="caption">How I Came To Town. + +"My father walked between Mary 'Liza and myself, each of us holding to +one of his arms, as gentlemen and ladies walked."</span> +</div> + +<p>I smile, as fancy reconstructs the group that turned the corner into +this street, a block<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_289" id="Page_289">[Pg 289]</a></span> away, on the fifth of October of that memorable +year in the forties. My father walked between Mary 'Liza and myself, +each of us holding to one of his arms, as gentlemen and ladies in the +country walked together then. He was a well-built, clear-eyed, +clean-lived, upright gentleman, whom God had made and whom the world had +not spoiled. My cousin and I were dressed exactly alike. Into every +detail of daily life my mother carried her principle of treating the +orphan as her own child. Our country-made frocks were of dark-green +merino, becoming to my blond companion, and anything but becoming to my +sun-browned skin. Over the frocks were neat black silk aprons with +pockets. White linen-cambric frills, hemstitched by hand, and carefully +crimped, were at our throats and wrists, and sunbonnets upon our heads, +or rather, "slatted" hoods that could be folded at pleasure. These were +of dark-green silk, to match the merinos, and ribbon of the same color +was quilled around the capes, crowns, and brims.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_290" id="Page_290">[Pg 290]</a></span> Our silk gloves were +also dark green, and my mother had knit them herself.</p> + +<p>Every item of our school costume was prescribed by her before we left +home. I comprehend now, why the water stood in Cousin Molly Belle's +eyes, while dancing lights played under the water, when we presented +ourselves at breakfast-time, dressed for the important first day in the +Seminary. I appreciate, furthermore, as it was not possible I should +then, the tact and delicacy with which she gradually modified our +everyday and Sunday attire into something more in accordance with that +of our school-fellows.</p> + +<p>As we found out for ourselves, before the day was over, we were little +girls in the midst of young ladies, so far as dress and carriage went. +We were imbued with the idea—gathered from the talk of friends and +acquaintances, and our much reading of English story-books—that we were +to be "polished" by our city associations. It was a shock and a +down-topple of our expectations to be thrown, with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_291" id="Page_291">[Pg 291]</a></span>out preparation, into +the society of girls whose manners were very little, if at all, more +refined than those of the quartette who with us constituted Miss +Davidson's home school. We were even more confounded at the discovery +that our home-education had so rooted and grounded us in the rudiments +of learning that we were classed, after the preliminary examination, +with girls older than we by four and five years. The circumstance did +not make us popular with our comrades.</p> + +<p>As if my cheeks had tingled under the assault but to-day, I recall the +exclamation of a girl of fifteen who sat next to me while the +examination in history was held. Her father was a distinguished citizen +of Richmond, and her mother a leader in fashionable society.</p> + +<p>"Lord, child! how smart you think yourself, to be sure!" she said aloud, +turning squarely about to look into my face.</p> + +<p>I had answered as quietly and briefly as I could, the questions put to +me, and tried politely not to look scandalized at her flippant +failures.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_292" id="Page_292">[Pg 292]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I'm sure I don't know!" "Never heard of him!" "If I ever knew, I've +forgotten all about it!"—were, to my notion, a disgrace, and her cool +effrontery would have been severely rebuked by our governess, and have +met with still sterner judgment from my mother.</p> + +<p>At recess this offensive young person headed a coterie that surrounded +us, criticised our clothes, and catechised us as to our home, our +family, and our mode of home living. Among other choice <i>bon mots</i> from +the Honorable Member's daughter was the inquiry—"if we got the pattern +of our wagon-cover hoods from Mrs. Noah?"</p> + +<p>I told Cousin Molly Belle that night, that "the whole pack were +ill-bred, rude, and unbearable."</p> + +<p>She agreed heartily with two of my epithets, and took me up on the +third:—</p> + +<p>"Nothing is 'unbearable,' Namesake, except the thought of our own folly +or sin. Still, this is a part of the discipline of life I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_293" id="Page_293">[Pg 293]</a></span> would spare +you, if I could. Endure hardness as a good soldier, and shame their want +of breeding by the perfection of yours. An unmannerly schoolgirl is the +cruellest of tormentors, and"—with a ring of her voice and a snap of +her eyes that were refreshing and characteristic—"I should like to have +the handling of that crew for an hour or two!"</p> + +<p>I snuggled up close to her, already measurably consoled, and ready as +usual, with one of the speeches that stamped me as "old-fashioned."</p> + +<p>"We are like two wild pigeons, tied by the foot, in a yard full of +peacocks. I would rather be a pigeon than a peacock. But pecks and +struts and screamings are not agreeable, for all that."</p> + +<p>Nor was it agreeable to be the only girls in our class-room who were not +invited to a party given the middle of November, by one of the nicest of +our new acquaintances. She had been quite friendly with us, and the very +day the invitations were sent out, laid a sprig of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_294" id="Page_294">[Pg 294]</a></span> citronaloes silently +on my lap, during a French lesson. The smile that went with the scented +leaves was sweeter still, and made my heart and face glow. When we were +getting our wraps and bonnets in the cloak-room, at the close of the +afternoon session, I edged nearer and nearer to her, pretending to hunt +for my overshoes, meaning to say a word of thanks as soon as the group +about her thinned. I got so near to her that I caught what she was +saying in a low voice to her intimates:—</p> + +<p>"I just <i>hated</i> not to invite the Burwells, but they do look so +countryfied! like little old women cut short after they were made. And I +don't believe either of them has a party dress to her name. They would +be a pair of sights in a roomful of well-dressed people."</p> + +<p>I slipped away with a barbed arrow in my self-love, and a hard, +resentful pain at my heart, on my mother's account. Fierce tears scalded +the inside of my eyelids as I recalled her weeks of loving preparation +for our school life, the thousand of stitches set by her dear hands, +the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_295" id="Page_295">[Pg 295]</a></span> gentle smile of satisfaction with which she had surveyed our +finished wardrobe. When I was in my own room at Cousin Molly's, I hugged +and kissed and cried over the slatted hood, vowing vengefully to study +so hard, and to rise so fast in my classes, and to acquit myself so +nobly in the sight of my teachers, as to compel the admiration of the +proud who rose up against me, and who compassed me about like bees. +David's "cussing psalms" came readily and forcibly to my help in the +hour of bitter humiliation.</p> + +<p>If my wrath was unhallowed, it wrought the peaceable fruits of +righteousness. The barb had gone too deep to be uncovered even to Cousin +Molly Belle, but the hurt made a student of me. Giving up all thought of +popularity and polish, I devoted myself to my school work with assiduity +that threatened injury to my health before the half-term was over. But +for my best and most clear-sighted of cousins I might have become a +misanthropic invalid.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_296" id="Page_296">[Pg 296]</a></span></p> + +<p>On the very day of the now hateful party, she took us for a long +drive,—the whole length of Main Street, the sidewalks of which were +thronged with promenaders and shoppers. She stopped the carriage—a +handsome equipage, with a smart coachman and two spanking grays—at +Samanni's and bought us a whole pound, apiece, of delicious candy, and +treated us to Albemarle pippins to take home with us, and ice-cream +eaten on the spot. Next, we went to Drinker and Morris's, the +fashionable bookstore, and she told us to pick out, each for herself, +the books we would like best to have. Mary 'Liza chose <i>The School-girl +in France</i>, and I, <i>The Scottish Chiefs</i>. (I have it to this day.) We +finished our excursion by a visit to St. John's Church and +burying-ground. Cousin Molly Belle's grandfather had heard Patrick +Henry's "Liberty or Death" speech, and she made the scene very plain to +us as we strolled along the dim aisles, streaked with flaming bars of +sunset, striking through the western window upon the very spot where the +great orator had stood.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_297" id="Page_297">[Pg 297]</a></span></p> + +<p>By the time I had finished my supper, and was settled before the fire +with my book, the memories of my jaunt making glad my whole being, I had +clean forgotten party and slight, and did not care a fig—for that one +night—if I <i>was</i> countryfied and had not a party dress to my name. The +real things were mine,—home-loves and the world of books and +imagination,—possessions which the scorning of those who were at ease, +and the contempt of the proud could not molest or take away.</p> + +<p>I was reading <i>The Scottish Chiefs</i> for the second time,—out of school, +of course,—and studying with might and main, when something came to +pass that altered the tone of my mates, converted oppressors into +champions, and made a moderate heroine of me.</p> + +<p>There were sixteen of us in the senior Geography Class, I being the +youngest. The practice of "turning down" for incorrect answers to +questions was common at that date, even in Young Ladies' Seminaries. +When the class was formed, we were seated according to age, but<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_298" id="Page_298">[Pg 298]</a></span> thanks +to my governesses' drill, I had mounted steadily until I was now but one +from the top—or, as we put it, was "next to head." The topmost place +had been held for over a month by Mary Morgan, a slovenly and indolent +girl of sixteen, who wrote poetry and had a great deal of old blue blood +in her veins, as she was fond of informing all who had the patience to +listen to her. Her recitations in most of her classes were so imperfect +that everybody was surprised at her keeping an honorable place in any +until the whisper went around that she smuggled "help-papers" into the +class with her.</p> + +<p>I am told that the use of "ponies," and much less reputable aids to +perfect recitation in school and in college, is not considered +dishonorable among the youth of the present age. Unmannerly and cruel as +the girls in our seminary appeared to me, they had a certain sense of +honor, a respect for truth and fair-dealing that bespoke better things +than their surface-conduct indicated. When it was certainly known that +Mary Morgan carried into the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_299" id="Page_299">[Pg 299]</a></span> recitation-room notes of the lesson, +written upon bits of paper, and tucked up her sleeve, or hidden in the +folds of her dress, popular indignation arose to a bubbling boil. A +tale-bearer would have been drummed out of school, and not a lisp of the +shameful truth was carried to the teacher, the second Miss Nunham, who +was near-sighted and unsuspicious. The geography lesson was the most +exciting event of the day,—a prize-ring, in which the two at the head +of the class were chief actors. When a question reached Mary Morgan, the +class held its breath for a time. When she answered with glib accuracy, +the breath exhaled in chagrin audible to all but the teacher. Out of +class I was noticed, cheered, and commended, and exhorted to hold on in +the course of truth and uprightness—encouragement corresponding to the +rubbing down and bracing bestowed by his guardians upon the pugilist. +And still the geography questions went around, and Mary Morgan was head +and I next to head.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_300" id="Page_300">[Pg 300]</a></span></p> + +<p>At last, on the fifteenth of December, came the tug of war in the shape +of a review of the exercises of the last month, and Mary Morgan was +armed for the fray by half a dozen long slips of paper covered with +characters in very black ink. Presuming upon the teacher's short-sighted +eyes, and nerved by a sense of the gravity of the situation, she boldly +laid the papers upon the bench between her and myself, and consulted +them from time to time, with coolness that would have been heroic had it +not been impudent. The recitation was half over, when the girl who sat +next below me "made a long arm" behind my back, and abstracted one of +the abhorrent slips without the knowledge of the owner. She perceived +the loss as the questions were again nearing her, gave one frightened +glance at the floor on all sides of her, colored violently; made a +desperate rally of memory and courage when the question reached her, +answered so wildly that the teacher gave her a second trial, and, in +pity for her distress, still a third.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_301" id="Page_301">[Pg 301]</a></span></p> + +<p>Such a simple question as it was! I can never forget it. "What large +island lies south of Hindostan?"</p> + +<p>Nor can I forget the pale dismay of the face turned to me as the teacher +said, reluctantly,—"Next."</p> + +<p>I had never liked the girl; latterly, I had despised her and regarded +her as my enemy. I did not analyze the revulsion of feeling that made me +hesitate while one could have counted ten, before saying in a low, +constrained voice,—"Ceylon!"</p> + +<p>The deposed pupil sank to the middle of the class before the recitation +was over, much to the bewilderment of the single-minded teacher. By the +morrow she was at the bottom of the line and so far across the outer +confines of Coventry that she never got back. That was our way of +looking at "cribs" half a century ago.</p> + +<p>It is not ten years since I met the banished scholar in a metropolitan +reception-room, and a few minutes afterward, another<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_302" id="Page_302">[Pg 302]</a></span> old schoolfellow, +who said in one and the same breath, "Do you know that Mary Morgan is +here?" and, "I suppose it is uncharitable, but I can never forget that +she used to cheat in her recitations at Mrs. Nunham's."</p> + +<p>We went home "for Christmas." My father sent the carriage for us. The +roomy family coach he never allowed to get shabby. The "squabs," <i>i.e.</i> +padded inner curtains to exclude the cold in winter, were in, and there +were thick shawls and a pillow apiece and two footstoves for our comfort +in the thirty-mile drive, and upon the front seat, gorgeous in a new +shawl of many and daring colors, her snowy turban wound about head and +ears, was Mam' Chloe, the comfortablest thing there. Hamilcar, the +carriage-driver, (we did not say "coachman") had on his Christmas suit, +including a shaggy overcoat for which his master had given him an order +upon a Richmond tailor, and was spruce exceedingly. To ensure our +perfect<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_303" id="Page_303">[Pg 303]</a></span> safety and respectability we had an outrider in the shape of +Mr. James Ireton, a young fellow-countryman, who was returning from a +business trip to town.</p> + +<p>The boxes under the seats—an old-fashioned convenience, capable of +containing a gentleman's entire wardrobe and half of a lady's—were +brimful of Christmas gifts and "goodies," and parcels stuffed with the +same wedged Mam' Chloe in the exact middle of the front seat. A big +hair-trunk was strapped upon the rack behind, and a box packed by Cousin +Molly Belle was between Hamilcar's feet.</p> + +<p>It began to snow before we had left the city a mile behind us, but that +made things all the merrier. How we chuckled with laughter as the fast +flakes stuck upon Mr. Ireton's hat and overcoat and leggings, until he +looked like a polar bear but for his face that got redder as the rest of +his body whitened, until, with his shining teeth and powdered hair, he +made us think of Santa<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_304" id="Page_304">[Pg 304]</a></span> Claus. When we let down the carriage-window to +tell him so, he drew a pipe from his pocket, got behind the carriage to +screen it from the wind while he was lighting it, and rode up again +alongside of us, puffing away at it to carry out the likeness.</p> + +<p>We set out at nine o'clock, and at one o'clock stopped at Flat Rock, a +well-known house of entertainment, for an early dinner and a generous +feed for the horses. The roads were heavy with winter mud, red and +sticky. It looked like strawberry ice-cream as the wheels and hoofs +churned it up with the snow. Mam' Chloe laughed until her fat sides +quaked when I said that. How good she was to us that day! how good +everybody was! and how good it was to be just what I was, and where I +was—off on a royal spree in the splendidest snowstorm I had ever seen, +and Home and Christmas at the end of the journey.</p> + +<p>Darkness fell by four o'clock, and, but for the whiteness of the earth, +we would<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_305" id="Page_305">[Pg 305]</a></span> not have been able to see the trees on the side of the road +when we came in sight of the house. Not a shutter had been closed, and +every window was aglow with fire and lamplight, golden and pink through +the snowy veil shifting and swaying between them and our happy eyes.</p> + +<p>When, for me, Life's little day—full, rich, and blessèd, for all that +storm and wreck and blight have, once and again, befallen me, as was +God's will, and therefore, for my eternal good—when, for me, Life's +little day darkens to its outgoing, may the lights of the Home that +changes not, save from glory to glory, shine out for me through night +and chill with such loving welcome as gleamed in those ruddy windows!</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<div class="centerbox bbox"> +<h3>THE FAMOUS PEPPER BOOKS</h3> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">By Margaret Sidney</span></p> + +<p class="center">IN ORDER OF PUBLICATION</p> + +<hr style="width: 25%;" /> + +<p><b>Five Little Peppers and How they Grew.</b> Cloth, 12mo, illustrated, $1.50, +postpaid.</p> + +<p>This was an instantaneous success; it has become a genuine child +classic.</p> + +<p><b>Five Little Peppers Midway.</b> Cloth, 12mo, illustrated, $1.50, postpaid.</p> + +<p>"A perfect Cheeryble of a book."—<i>Boston Herald.</i></p> + +<p><b>Five Little Peppers Grown Up.</b> Cloth, 12mo, illustrated, $1.50, postpaid.</p> + +<p>This shows the Five Little Peppers as "grown up," with all the struggles +and successes of young manhood and womanhood.</p> + +<p><b>Phronsie Pepper.</b> Cloth, 12mo, illustrated, $1.50, postpaid.</p> + +<p>It is the story of Phronsie, the youngest and dearest of all the +Peppers.</p> + +<p><b>The Stories Polly Pepper Told.</b> Cloth, 12mo. 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Cloth, 12mo, $1.50, postpaid.</p> + +<p>The newest of the stories of the children's favorites—the Pepper boys +and girls.</p> + +<hr style="width: 25%;" /> +<p class="center">LOTHROP PUBLISHING COMPANY, BOSTON</p> +</div> + + +<div class="centerbox bbox"> +<h3>Ethel In Fairyland</h3> + +<p class="center">By EDITH REBECCA BOLSTER</p> + +<p class="center">Small 4to. Six illustrations by Hermann Heyer. Pictorial cover in color. +Price, $1.00.</p> + +<p>"Ethel in Fairyland," by Edith R. Bolster, is a delightful little +allegory. A child falls asleep and dreams that she has a number of +adventures in a wood, where she meets various people personifying the +moral qualities, like bad temper, unkindness, and envy, and learns a +good lesson from them to tell her mother when she awakes the next +morning. The book is written in a way to please both mothers and +children.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<h3>A Japanese Garland</h3> + +<p class="center">By FLORENCE PELTIER</p> + +<p class="center">Small 4to. Four illustrations by Genjiro Yeto. Pictorial cover in color. +Price, $1.00.</p> + +<p>"A Japanese Garland," by Florence Peltier, is one of the most charming +books for young people published of late. It tells of a Japanese lad, +adopted by an American, who has a number of American boys and girls as +friends, to whom he tells a series of folk-lore tales associated with +the flowers of Japan. The meetings to hear the stories occur at the +different houses of the children, and there is always some sort of +entertainment at the end of the narration, to furnish variety and life. +By means of this story-frame much interesting information about Japanese +customs and superstitions, also social life, is conveyed, while the +picturesque stories hold the attention. The book is appropriately +illustrated by G. Yeto, the noted Japanese artist.</p> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Lothrop Publishing Company, Boston</span></p> +</div> + + +<div class="centerbox bbox"> +<h3>A Partnership In Magic</h3> + +<p class="center">By CHARLES BATTELL LOOMIS</p> + +<p class="center">Author of "Just Rhymes," "The Four Masted Cat Boat," and "Yankee +Enchantments." 12mo. Four illustrations. Price, $1.25.</p> + +<p>"A Partnership in Magic," by Charles B. Loomis, the widely known +humorist, is an extremely original and clever juvenile, Mr. Loomis's +first piece of long fiction. It has a fairy-tale motive in an entirely +realistic setting. A country boy, who has a marvellous power of plucking +fruit from the bare branches of any tree, goes to New York, and with a +friend starts in the fruit business, and makes a large sum of money in a +couple of weeks of their partnership. There is a cruel stepfather, and +his adventures in New York in search of the boy, together with the many +city scenes in connection with the hero's experiences, make it a highly +amusing and graphic story. It is written in Mr. Loomis's peculiar vein +of quiet, but effective fun.</p> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Lothrop Publishing Company, Boston</span></p> +</div> + + +<div class="centerbox bbox"> +<h3>Defending The Bank</h3> + +<p class="center">By EDWARD S. VAN ZILE</p> + +<p class="center">Author of "With Sword and Crucifix," etc. Four illustrations by I. B. +Hazelton. 12 mo. Pictorial cover in color. Price, $1.25.</p> + +<p>"Defending the Bank," by Edward S. Van Zile, is a most amusing and +interesting detective story for boys and girls, in which a couple of +bright boys and girls appoint themselves amateur detectives and are able +to run down a couple of bank robbers who are planning to rob the bank of +which the father of one of the boys is president. This is at once an +exciting and wholesome tale, of which the scene is laid in Troy, N. Y., +the former home of the author. It will be widely welcomed.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> +<h3>The Mutineers</h3> + +<p class="center">By EUSTACE L. WILLIAMS</p> + +<p class="center">Author of "The Substitute Quarterback." 12mo. Four illustrations by I. +B. Hazelton. Pictorial cover in color. Price, $1.25.</p> + +<p>"The Mutineers" is a rattling boys' story by Mr. Eustace L. Williams of +the Louisville <i>Courier-Journal</i>. It gives a picture of life in a large +boarding-school, where a certain set of boys control the athletics, and +shows how their unjust power was broken by the hero of the tale, who +forms a rival baseball nine and manages to defeat his opponents, thus +bringing a better state of things in the school socially and as to +sports. The story is full of lively action, and deals with baseball and +general athletic interests in a large school in a manner which shows +that the author is thoroughly acquainted with and sympathetic to his +subject.</p> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Lothrop Publishing Company, Boston</span></p> +</div> + + +<div class="centerbox bbox"> +<h3>The Little Citizen</h3> + +<p class="center">By M. E. WALLER</p> + +<p class="center">Illustrated by H. Burgess, 12mo, blue cloth, illustrated cover, $1.25</p> + +<p>This is a right royal, good juvenile story. It has the narrative of the +development of a waif of New York streets in the simple and wholesome +life of a Vermont farmer neighborhood. The lad, Miffins, is taken into +the household of Jacob Foss, a farmer. The story tells of the +transformation wrought in Miffins's character. It is a story of heart +power; and with its study of the evolution of a street gamin into a +useful little citizen, and with its graphic descriptions of Vermont +country life in summer and winter, it makes a book of unusual power and +interest.</p> + +<p class="center">Lothrop Publishing Company—Boston</p> +</div> + +<div class="centerbox bbox"> +<h3>A Little Maid of Concord Town</h3> + +<p class="center">A Romance of the American Revolution</p> + +<p class="center">By MARGARET SIDNEY. One volume, 12mo, illustrated by F. T. Merrill, +$1.50</p> + +<p>A delightful Revolutionary romance of life, love and adventure in old +Concord. The author lived for fifteen years in the home of Hawthorne, in +Concord, and knows the interesting town thoroughly.</p> + +<p>Debby Parlin, the heroine, lived in a little house on the Lexington +Road, still standing, and was surrounded by all the stir and excitement +of the months of preparation and the days of action at the beginning of +our struggle for freedom.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<h3>By Way of the Wilderness</h3> + +<p class="center">By "PANSY" (Mrs. G. R. Alden) and MRS. C. M. LIVINGSTON. 12mo, cloth, +illustrated by Charlotte Harding, $1.50</p> + +<p>This story of Wayne Pierson and how he evaded or met the tests of +misunderstanding, environment, false position, opportunity and +self-pride; how he lost his father and found him again, almost lost his +home and found it again, almost lost himself and found alike his +manhood, his conscience and his heart is told us in Pansy's best vein, +ably supplemented by Mrs. Livingston's collaboration.</p> +</div> + +<div class="centerbox bbox"> +<h3>The Children On The Top Floor</h3> + +<p class="center">By NINA RHOADES</p> + +<p class="center">Author of "Only Dollie," "Little Girl Next Door," "Winifred's Neighbors"</p> + +<p>Illustrated by Bertha G. Davidson Large 12mo Cloth 300 pages $1.00</p> + +<div class="figleft" style="width: 147px;"> +<img src="images/illus-323a.jpg" width="147" height="200" alt="" title="book cover" /> +</div> +<p>Little Winifred Hamilton, the child heroine of this book, lives in the +second of the four stories of a New York apartment-house. On the top +floor are two very interesting children—Betty, a little older than +Winifred, who is ten, and Jack, a brave little cripple, who is a year +younger. The widowed mother, proud and distant until won over by the +kindness of good friends, shows unmistakably that something very +different from poverty and loneliness has been familiar to her, which +fact is also very evident from the character and breeding of her +children. In the end comes a glad reunion, and good fortune for crippled +Jack, and Winifred's kind little heart has indirectly caused great +happiness to many others. This is the strongest story Miss Rhoades has +yet given us, excellent as have been her others.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> +<h3>ONLY DOLLIE</h3> + +<p class="center">By NINA RHOADES</p> + +<p class="center">Author of "The Little Girl Next Door," "Winifred's Neighbors," "The +Children On The Top Floor"</p> + +<p class="center">New Cover Design Illustrated Square 12mo Cloth $1.00</p> + +<div class="figleft" style="width: 147px;"> +<img src="images/illus-323b.jpg" width="147" height="200" alt="" title="book cover" /> +</div> +<p>This is a brightly written story of a girl of twelve, who, when the +mystery of her birth is solved, like Cinderella, passes from drudgery to +better circumstances. There is nothing strained or unnatural at any +point. All descriptions or portrayals of character are life-like, and +the book has an indescribable appealing quality which wins sympathy and +secures success.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"It is delightful reading at all times."—<i>Cedar Rapids (Ia.) +Republican.</i></p> + +<p>"The author has written with admirable restraint, and has exhibited +in her character-drawing a keen observance of real +life."—<i>Philadelphia Press.</i></p> + +<p>"It is well written, the story runs smoothly, the idea is good, and +it is handled with ability."—<i>Chicago Journal.</i></p></div> + +<p class="center"><i>For sale by all booksellers, or sent postpaid on receipt of price by +the publishers.</i></p> + +<p class="center">LEE & SHEPARD, Publishers, Boston</p> +</div> + +<div class="centerbox bbox"> +<h3>Hortense—A Difficult Child</h3> + +<p class="center">By EDNA A. FOSTER</p> + +<p class="center">Editor Children's Page "Youth's Companion"</p> + +<p class="center">Illustrated by MARY AVER 12mo Cloth Price, $1.00</p> + +<div class="figleft" style="width: 144px;"> +<img src="images/illus-324.jpg" width="144" height="200" alt="" title="book cover" /> +</div> +<p>"It is an interesting study of the development of an uncommon little +girl. She is thoroughly natural, and the situations in which she is +placed are seldom strained. She has no mother, and circumstances place +her in the care of an older girl who also has no mother. How one child +may be trained while another may be only taught, is made very clear. It +is an attractive little story quite worth the reading."—<i>The +Universalist Leader, Boston.</i></p> + +<p>"It is a book which girls from eight to eighteen will read with interest +and which careful guardians and mothers will be glad to have them +read."—<i>Times, Chattanooga, Tenn.</i></p> + +<p>"We would strongly advise all mothers of growing boys and girls to +hasten to procure a copy of this delightful book for the home +library—and, above all, to make a point of reading it carefully +themselves before turning it over to the juveniles."—<i>Designer, New +York, N. Y.</i></p> + +<p>"It is a truthful and discerning study of a gifted child, and should be +read by all who have children under their care. It is probably the best +new girl's book of the year."—<i>Springfield (Mass.) Republican.</i></p> + +<p>"The book is excellent, whether viewed as a story for the children, or +as a suggestive study for those who have to do with the education of +children."—<i>Zion's Herald, Boston.</i></p> + +<p>"The story may be commended as first-rate in construction, and with a +happy style of teaching moral lessons."—<i>Chicago Journal.</i></p> + +<p class="center"><i>For sale by all booksellers, or sent postpaid on receipt of price by +the publishers.</i></p> + +<p class="center">LEE & SHEPARD, Publishers, Boston</p> +</div> + +<div class="centerbox bbox"> +<h3>LITTLE BETTY BLEW</h3> + +<p class="center">Her Strange Experiences and Adventures in Indian Land</p> + +<p class="center">BY ANNIE M. BARNES</p> + +<p class="center">Illustrated by <span class="smcap">Frank T. Merrill</span> 12mo Cloth with gold and colors 300 +pages Price $1.25</p> + +<div class="figleft" style="width: 141px;"> +<img src="images/illus-325.jpg" width="141" height="200" alt="" title="book cover" /> +</div> +<p>One of the very best books with which to satisfy a young reader's +natural desire for an "Indian story" is this one of little Betty Blew +and what she saw and experienced when her family removed from +Dorchester, Mass., two hundred years ago, to their home on the Ashley +River above Charleston, South Carolina. Although Betty is but a small +maid she is so wise and true that she charms all, and there are a number +of characters who will interest boys as well as girls, and old as well +as young.</p> + +<p>There are many Indians who figure most importantly in many exciting +scenes, but the book, though a splendid "Indian story," is far more than +that. It is an unusually entertaining tale of the making of a portion of +our country, with plenty of information as well as incident to commend +it, and the account of a delightful family life in the brave old times. +It is good to notice that this story is to be the first of a colonial +series, which will surely be a favorite with children and their parents. +Mr. Merrill's illustrations are of unusual excellence, even for that +gifted artist, and the binding is rich and beautiful.</p> + +<p class="center"><i>For sale by all booksellers, or sent prepaid on receipt of price by the +publishers</i></p> + +<p class="center">LEE AND SHEPARD BOSTON</p> +</div> + +<div class="centerbox bbox"> +<h3>Winifred's Neighbors</h3> + +<p class="center">BY NINA RHOADES</p> + +<p class="center">Author of "Only Dollie" and "The Little Girl Next Door" Illustrated by +<span class="smcap">Bertha G. Davidson</span> Large 12mo Cloth $1.00</p> + +<div class="figleft" style="width: 145px;"> +<img src="images/illus-326a.jpg" width="145" height="200" alt="" title="book cover" /> +</div> +<p>"The Little Girl Next Door" has been more persistently re-ordered than +almost any other children's book of last season, and Miss Rhoades's new +story deserves equal popularity. Little Winifred's efforts to find some +children of whom she reads in a book lead to the acquaintance of a +neighbor of the same name, and this acquaintance proves of the greatest +importance to Winifred's own family. Through it all she is just such a +little girl as other girls ought to know, and the story will hold the +interest of all ages.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> +<h3>The Little Girl Next Door</h3> + +<p class="center">BY NINA RHOADES</p> + +<p class="center">Author of "Only Dollie" Illustrated by <span class="smcap">Bertha G. 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Later a mystery of birth is cleared up, and the +little blind girl proves to be of gentle birth as well as of gentle +manners.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> +<h3>Only Dollie</h3> + +<p class="center">BY NINA RHOADES</p> + +<p class="center">Square 12mo Cloth Illustrated by <span class="smcap">Bertha Davidson</span> $1.00</p> + +<p>This is a brightly written story of a girl of twelve, who when the +mystery of her birth is solved, like Cinderella, passes from drudgery to +better circumstances. There is nothing strained or unnatural at any +point. 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b/25118.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..a3d0a5c --- /dev/null +++ b/25118.txt @@ -0,0 +1,6152 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of When Grandmamma Was New, by Marion Harland + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: When Grandmamma Was New + The Story of a Virginia Childhood + +Author: Marion Harland + +Release Date: April 21, 2008 [EBook #25118] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK WHEN GRANDMAMMA WAS NEW *** + + + + +Produced by Juliet Sutherland and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + +[Illustration: THE STORY TELLING. + +"'I like, best of all, to hear about what happened when Grandmamma was +new,' said Fritz."--_See page 7._] + + + + + When Grandmamma + Was New + + THE STORY OF A VIRGINIA + CHILDHOOD + + By + Marion Harland + + _ILLUSTRATED_ + + BOSTON + LOTHROP PUBLISHING COMPANY + + COPYRIGHT, 1899, + BY + LOTHROP PUBLISHING COMPANY. + + _THIRD THOUSAND_ + + _Norwood Press_ + _J. S. Cushing & Co.--Berwick & Smith_ + _Norwood Mass. U.S.A._ + + _TO_ + + HORACE AND ERIC + FRITZ, TERHUNE, AND STERLING + + This Story + + FIRST TOLD TO THEM OVER THE LIBRARY FIRE + IN AUTUMN AND WINTER EVENINGS + _IS MOST LOVINGLY DEDICATED_ + + SUNNYBANK, + POMPTON, N.J. + + + + +Explanatory + + +It was Fritz who said it first, and when he was three years younger than +he is now. + +Somebody asked him what sort of stories he liked best. No doubt he ought +to have said "Bible Stories," such as his mother tells on Sunday +afternoons, and which he does love dearly. But he spoke out what he +really thought and felt at the time of asking, and said, "I like, best +of all, to hear about what happened when Grandmamma was New." + +The phrase tickled my fancy, and, thenceforward, I would have no other +title for the sight-draughts made by the boys upon my bank of memory. +When these "vouchers" grew into a volume, no name would serve my turn +except the _mot de famille_ set in circulation by the quaint +five-year-old. + +My laddies are well trained. (Good children run in the family.) I +record, pridefully, that the sunny head of the least of the band has +never drooped drowsily while the tale went on, and that his chirp was +distinct in the general plea for, "More--to-morrow night?" with which +the conclave brought up at the call to prayers and to pillows. This has +not so far flattered me out of my sober senses as to beget a hope that +my reminiscences will find such loving interest and attention so rapt in +the larger audience outlying our doors. Yet I dare believe that other +grandparents will read and other children will listen to the real +happenings of the Long Time Ago WHEN THIS GRANDMAMMA WAS NEW. + + MARION HARLAND. + + SUNNYBANK, + May, 1899. + + + + +Contents + + CHAPTER PAGE + + I. The Tragedy of Rozillah 11 + + II. A Prize Fight and a Race 28 + + III. Van Diemen's Land 45 + + IV. Oiled Calico 63 + + V. What was done with Musidora 78 + + VI. The Haunted Room 97 + + VII. Just for Fun 107 + + VIII. My First Lie, and what came of it 124 + + IX. My Pets 144 + + X. Circumstantial Evidence 164 + + XI. Frankenstein 182 + + XII. My Prize Beet 198 + + XIII. Two Adventures 215 + + XIV. Miss Nancy's Nerves 232 + + XV. "Side-blades" and Water-melons 246 + + XVI. Old Madam Leigh 257 + + XVII. Out into the World 282 + + + + +When Grandmamma Was New + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter I + +The Tragedy of Rozillah + + +"Just look at her now, Molly! Isn't she the sweetest thing you ever +saw?" + +Molly, that is, Myself, sitting on the door-step, elbows on knees and +shoulders hunched sullenly up to my ears, did not budge or speak. + +Before my gloomy eyes was the kitchen yard, a gray and gritty expanse, +with never a tree or bush to shade it except the lilac hedge bounding it +on the garden side, and one sickly peach tree growing at the corner of +"the house." Three hens and one rooster were scratching about the flat +stone at the kitchen door. + +On the other three sides of the house were rustling boughs and cool +grass and flower-beds. It suited my humor to sit in the scanty strip of +shadow cast by the eaves, my feet upon the step that had soaked in the +noonday heat, and to be as wretched as a five-year-old could make +herself, with a sharp sense of injury boring like a bit of steel into +her small soul. The room behind me was my mother's--the "chamber" of the +Southern home. A big four-poster, hung with dimity curtains, stood in +the farther corner. The dimity valance, trimmed, like the curtains, with +ball fringe, hid the trundle-bed that was pulled out at night for Mary +'Liza and me to sleep in. At the foot of the bed was my baby brother's +cradle. As Mam' Chloe was walking with him in the garden, it should have +been empty. Whereas, Mary 'Liza was putting her doll-baby to sleep in +it. We said "doll-baby" in those days. There was Musidora, my rag-baby, +who was a beauty when she was new. + +She was not old now, but Fate had been unkind to her. Twice I had left +her out-of-doors all night. The first time was when I laid her at the +foot of a particularly tall corn-stalk, telling her that I would return +presently, but could not find her at all when I went back. I was up and +out early next morning and "found her indeed, but it made my heart +bleed," for a field mouse--with six acres of roasting-ears to choose +from--had made his supper on the bran that served my poor Musidora for +brains, nibbling a hole in the exact region of the _medulla oblongata_. +My mother plugged the cranium with raw cotton and stitched up the wound, +and the dear patient was doing better than could be expected, when there +was a thunder-storm and Musidora was on a bench in the summer-house. The +rain lasted all night, and I could not go out again. + +One immediate and obvious consequence of this adventure was that there +was nothing left of Musidora's features except her eyebrows, which were +laid on with indelible ink instead of water-colors. She hung, head +downward, in front of the kitchen fire for twelve hours before she was +thoroughly dry. My mother "indicated" eyes, nose, and mouth with +pen-and-ink, but the effect was flat and mournful. + +While I sat in the door that evening, putting on Musidora's night-gown, +I overheard Mam' Chloe say to my mother:-- + +"I declar' to gracious, Miss Ma'y Anna, you ought to buy that chile a +sure-'nough doll-baby while you are in town. It f'yar breaks my heart to +see how much store she sets by that po' wrack of a rag thing she's got +thar." + +My mother's reply was so low that I did not catch it, but her tone was +not unpromising. I said nothing to her, or to anybody of what I had +heard. Only, of course, Musidora and I talked it all over. I assured her +that she was going to have a beautiful sister who would love her and +play with her and tell her stories of the wonderful city, and of how +happy we three should be together. + +My father and mother went away to Richmond. They took the baby with +them, and Mary 'Liza and I were sent to my Aunt Eliza Carter's to stay +until they returned, when Cousin Molly Belle took us back home and told +my mother before my face that I had been as "good as gold." + +"I am very glad to hear it," said my mother, giving me a squeeze and +kiss. "I was afraid she might be troublesome. She is not as steady as +Mary 'Liza, you know. I have something nice in my trunk for each of my +daughters." + +She always spoke of us in that way, although Mary 'Liza was her niece, +and an orphan. She was seven now, and the pattern child of the county. +Pretty, too, with a fair skin and shiny braids of golden hair, and +innocent blue eyes, and dimpled arms, and fluffy, kittenish ways, while +I was as lean as a snake, as brown as a chinquapin, and as wild as a +hawk. I was used to hearing myself compared to all three. Mary 'Liza +could read in the New Testament without stopping to spell a word, at +three, and write in a copy-book at five, and do sums on the slate at +six, and at seven was as much company to my mother as if she had been +seventeen. In a word, my cousin was "a comfort." I was often called "a +plague." + +Yet, as I can honestly affirm, I had never known, until this black day +when Cousin Molly Belle took me home, what it was to be envious. I was +not exactly fond of my cousin, yet we seldom disagreed openly. She wore +clean frocks and liked to stay indoors and piece bedquilts and knit +stockings and read aloud to my mother. I never willingly spent an hour +in the house when I could get out, and had odd plays of my own which I +kept secret from Mary 'Liza because I was sure she would be shocked, or +laugh at them. I fully recognized the claims of orphanhood to the +buttered side of life, and that a girl who had no father or mother +deserved to be cared for by everybody else. + +My parents had arrived late at night, and the trunk was unpacked with +much ceremony the next morning. Under my mother's best new dresses was a +long pasteboard box which she opened, smiling at our expectant faces. +From it she drew the biggest, prettiest doll-baby we had ever seen, in a +blue silk frock with a sash to match. She had real hair, curly and black +as a coal, and round black eyes and a cherry-ripe mouth. I reached out +both hands, and a cry of rapture rushed from my heart to my lips--an +inarticulate gurgle of ineffable happiness. + +My mother did not see my gesture. I hope she did not hear the cry. She +laid the doll-baby in Mary 'Liza's arms. + +"Mrs. Hutcheson, who was your mother's dearest friend, sent that to you +with her love." + +For me there was a trumpery book, with very few pictures, and a good +deal of reading in it--also from Mrs. Hutcheson. + +"She thought it might coax you to learn how to read. I was ashamed to +have to say that my little girl does not know her letters yet," said my +much-tried parent. "And your father brought you a Noah's Ark." + +I received book and Ark without a word, and marched toward the door, my +heart ready to break. + +"What do you say for your presents, Molly?" + +I stood stock-still, my eyes on the floor. + +My mother quietly and sorrowfully took the painted Ark from my hand. + +"When you can say 'thank you,' and stop pouting, you can have it back," +she said, in gentle severity. + +I dashed from the room around the house to the end porch. It was high +enough for me to stand upright under it and the sides were screened by a +climbing sweetbrier. I had often played Daniel in the lion's den there, +assisted by a caste of small colored children. They were the lions, I, +with the choice of parts, electing invariably to play the persecuted +and finally triumphant biped. The fury of forty wild beasts was in my +heart, as I pushed aside the prickly branches and crept into my lair. +The den was paved with bricks, loosely laid. With a pointed stick I +pried one up, and scooped out with my hands a grave deep enough to hold +the hateful book with the few pictures and the much reading. I thrust it +in without benefit of clergy, hustled the earth back upon it, pounded +the brick into place, and lay flat down upon the dishonored tomb. + +Mam' Chloe found me there at dinner-time, fast asleep. She dragged me +back to consciousness and the open air by the heels. Not in wanton +cruelty, but she was a large woman, and could get at me in no other way. +While she washed and made me decent in clean frock, apron, and +pantalettes, she scolded me for my "low-lived, onladylike ways," and +warned me of her solemn intention to "tell my mother on me," the next +time such a disgraceful thing happened. I did not mind the lecture. I +knew Mam' Chloe, and she (Heaven rest her white, faithful soul in the +Kingdom where the bond are free!) knew me, I verily believe, better than +the mother that bore me. + +Toilet and tirade ended, she slid me, as she might a proscribed book, +through a crack in the side-door into the dining room, where Uncle Ike, +her husband, was in waiting. He, in turn, smuggled me behind my mother's +back to the side-table, there being no room for us children at the main +board that day. + +None of the dozen grown-up diners noticed me, or that Mary 'Liza, +sitting prim and dainty on her side of our table, had her doll by her in +another chair, and interrupted her meal, once in a while, to caress her +or to re-arrange her curls and skirts. I affected not to see the +pantomime, which I chose to assume was enacted for my further +exasperation. I was apparently as indifferent to Uncle Ike's shameless +partiality in loading my plate with choice tidbits, such as a gizzard, a +merry-thought, or a cheese-cake, while Mary 'Liza had to ask twice for +what she wanted. What was not tasteless was bitter to my palate. I +wondered, dully, why the sight of the doll-baby and the fuss her owner +made over her, turned me sick. As soon as I could get away, I slipped +down, and out at the friendly side-door, and went to find Musidora. +There was a new bond of union between us. She had no beautiful sister, I +no beautiful daughter. Sitting down upon the hot step, before the +kitchen yard, I hugged her hard and cried a little over her, in a brief, +stormy way. The tears hurt me, as they came, and did not ease the hot +ache in my chest or the lump in my throat. + +At this juncture, when my misery was at its height, I heard Mary 'Liza +in the chamber behind me, cooing to, and hushing her doll-baby, with +tones and words copied faithfully from my mother's talk over my +brother's cradle. + +"Wouldn't you like to rock her a little while?" she called presently. "I +wouldn't mind if you'd promise not to touch her. Sometimes your hands +are not clean, you know." + +I set my jaws savagely outside of my leaping tongue, not moving or +looking up when I felt her standing close by me. Musidora had dropped +from my lap, and lay, face downward, on the step. Mary 'Liza picked her +up, and brushed the dust from her inexpressive visage. + +"Poor thing!" purred she. "I hope nothing will ever happen to Rozillah. +Isn't that a _love_-el-ly? I made it out of my own head from Rosa and +Zillah, two _love_-el-ly girls I read of in a book." + +"I think it is a nasty name," was my deliberate reply. + +She recoiled with a fine horror which stung me like a nettle. + +"Oh, Molly! what a word for a little lady to use!" + +I looked up at her for the first time, my eyes burning in dry sockets. + +"I think your doll-baby is nasty, and Rozillah is a _nigger_ name! So +there!" + +I could command no worse language, for I knew none. + +Mary 'Liza looked shocked and terrified. She glanced right and left and +upward nervously, as fearing the punishment of heaven upon me. + +"I am afraid that you are in a very bad humor," she faltered, her +self-possession forsaking her for a moment. "I'd better leave you." + +She had gone a dozen paces when she glanced over her shoulder to say, in +her most grown-up and judicial manner:-- + +"I hope you will not make any noise and wake Rozillah up." + +I rose and went straight to the cradle as soon as my cousin was out of +sight. Cold, deadly fury possessed and filled me, casting out fear of +consequences and routing the weakling conscience engendered and +nourished by parental counsel. I plucked Rozillah from her downy bed and +bore her into the air, cuffing her polished red cheeks soundly on the +way. Then I stripped off her gay raiment and knotted the ribbon sash +about her smooth neck. I had never tied a knot before, but this held, as +did the loop I cast over a projecting branch of the sickly +peach-sapling. Naked and forlorn, Rozillah dangled a foot and more from +the ground. I fetched my father's riding-whip from the hall table, and +the last feeble check upon my fury was released. + +The next I knew a pair of cool, white arms closed about me and the whip +together, and Cousin Molly Belle's voice, half-laughing, half-horrified, +cried through the roaring in my ears:-- + +"Dear little Namesake! what has got into you?" + +All at once, red mists parted and rolled away from my eyes, and I became +conscious that Mary 'Liza was jumping up and down and screaming +piteously, that everybody was on the spot--my father and mother and all +the dinner company, and Mam' Chloe with the baby in her arms, and a ring +of my small black servitors on the outside of the group; also that all +eyes were focussed on me and what was left of Rozillah. + +The lash had drawn sawdust at every blow. One arm and both legs were +torn off and weltered in the scattered stuffing beneath; the crop of +black curls was tangled in the topmost limb of the sapling. The blue +silk gown would never fit the pliant waist again. Rozillah was beyond +the possibility of reconstruction. + +I threw my arms around Cousin Molly Belle's neck, and burst into a +torrent of childish tears. + +I think I must have been whipped for that afternoon's work. I ought to +have been, and Solomon, as a disciplinarian, was in high repute in the +family connection. I am sure that I was put forthwith to bed and left +alone for an eternity without even Musidora to bear me company. I had an +indefinite impression that they feared the effect of association with +such a wicked child upon her morals and manners. + +I recollect that my mother brought me the bread and milk which was all +the supper I was to have, and talked me tenderly into tears. + +But most vividly do I recall the apparition which stole into my solitude +after supper--which I had scented longingly from afar. A wraith all in +white--gown and neck and arms and face, the masses of fluffy hair making +this last more wraith-like. It sank to the floor beside my low bed, and +gathered me, miserable culprit, in a cuddling embrace, and bade me "tell +Cousin all about it--the whole _truly truth_." + +I could always talk to her, and I began at the beginning and went +straight and steadfastly through to the nauseous end. + +I did not cry while I talked, and when struck by her silence I raised a +timid hand to her dear cheek and found it wet, I was surprised. + +"Why, Cousin Molly Belle!" I stammered. "Are you so angry with me as +_that_?" + +"Angry? yes, Namesake, but not with you, poor little sinner! You and I +are always getting into scrapes--aren't we? Maybe that is why I am going +to ask your mother to let you sleep with me to-night." + +Which delicious cup of happiness consoled the outgoing of the first +tragical day of my life. + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter II + +A Prize Fight and a Race + + +Cousin Molly and I were spending an afternoon in the Old Orchard. My +mother had a houseful of company, a common circumstance in itself. This +particular houseful was so little to Cousin Molly Belle's liking that +she got away as soon as dinner was over, drawing me, a willing captive, +in her train. Furthermore, she had stolen Bud, my baby brother, from the +chamber floor where Mam' Chloe had deposited him and a string of spools, +while she lent a hand with the dinner dishes to her butler husband. + +Bud chuckled and crowed and squealed, as if he were the heart, head, and +front of the joke, while we scampered down the middle garden walk, +hidden by tall althea hedges, and gained the rail fence at the lower end +without being challenged. My accomplice made me climb over first, and +lowered her burden carefully into my arms, before she leaned her weight +upon the two hands laid on the top rail, and whirled over like an +acrobat--or a bird. She could outrun half the boys who had been her +slaves and playfellows in childhood, and outjump three-fourths of them. + +We were comparatively safe now, the ground dipping abruptly below the +garden into a level stretch of "old field" where the broom straw came up +to my armpits, the yellowing waves parting before, and closing behind, +with the surge and "swish" of a gentle surf. They smelled sweet and they +felt soft, and Cousin Molly Belle let Bud down from her shoulder, and +making a hammock of her arms, swung him back and forth through the +pliant stems until he choked with ecstasy. + +Beyond the old field was the Old Orchard. The new orchard, planted +nearer the house, was in full bearing, and my father made little +account of such fruit--mostly choke-pears and apples from ungrafted +limbs--as was enterprising enough to grow and ripen without tending or +harvesting. The trunks of the neglected trees were studded with knobs +like enormous wens, and the branches had a jaunty earthward cant that +made climbing the easiest sort of work, and swinging an irresistible +temptation. In the higher boughs were cosey crotches where one could +sit, and read, and even sleep, without danger of falling. I and my court +of small darkies had spent one whole July Saturday in and under the "big +sweeting," when the apples were nominally ripe. I was Elijah, and my +attendants were the ravens who plied me with sweetings in all stages of +development until I could not have swallowed another to save the +combined kingdoms of Judah and Israel. I was ill all night after the +surfeit, but I bore the sweetings no grudge for my misplaced confidence +in the human stomach. + +We three runaways camped down under the brooding branches. The unshorn +and uncropped turf was thick and dry as a parlor carpet. Bud crept +lawlessly about, picking up twigs and pebbles, and trying his first four +teeth upon them. He was a discreet baby, never swallowing what he could +not bite into. His real names were William Skipwith Burwell. Somebody +had dubbed him "Rosebud," in the first moon of his sublunary existence, +and the abbreviation was inevitable. He would probably remain "Bud" +until he entered Hampton Sidney. The chances were even that the +alliterative temptation of "Bud Burwell" would tack the label upon him +for life. Changes were troublesome, and Powhatan County people were +opposed to taking trouble. The name of their own county usually lost the +second syllable in sliding between their lips. + +Cousin Molly Belle threw herself down at full-length on the grass, +pillowed her bright head upon her arms, and stared contentedly into the +apple boughs. + +"This is what I call taking one's comfort!" she breathed. + +I sat down by her, my short legs tucked under me, Bedouin-wise. That was +one good thing--among many--about being out-of-doors with nobody by but +her or the colored children. I could sit cross-legged. If I forgot my +manners and did it in the house, my mother, or Mam' Chloe, pulled my +legs out straight in front of me, or shook them down, and reminded me +that I was going to be a young lady before long. As if that were my +fault, or as if it could be helped! My heart glowed with gratification +in observing that Cousin Molly Belle had laid one slim ankle over the +other. I hitched myself a little nearer to her and lapsed into the +confidential tone she encouraged in our _tete-a-tetes_. + +"Don't you just love to cross your--_feet_?" + +My modest hesitation was not lost upon her. She laughed. + +"I like to cross my _legs_--and I do it!" + +"Mam' Chloe says people ought to think little ladies haven't any +legs,--that their feet are just pinned to the bottom of their +pantalettes." + +"Mam' Chloe is an--echo!" + +"That wasn't what you began to say,--was it?" asked I, diffidently. + +She laughed again, tweaking my ear, affectionately, and telling me that +I was a "monkey, and too sharp to be safe." + +Her eyes were full of laughter and laziness; the color in her cheeks was +that of a velvet perpetual rose, shading into peach-blow, then into pure +white that never took freckle or tan from the hottest sun. + +Have I said that her hair was auburn, and curled like grape tendrils, +from the nape of the neck to the forehead? The color was singular. In +the shade it was that of a perfectly groomed bay horse. When the sun +struck it, it got all alive, as if there were light under it, as well as +over it, and was, unmistakably, red. She made more fun of it than +anybody else, but at heart she loved her hair, and would not have +exchanged it for paley-gold or ebony tresses. Bud had fastened his +chubby hands in it to steady himself on his perch, as she ran, and +pulled some of it loose from her comb. A thick curl strayed over her +arm, bare almost to the shoulder, as was the warm-weather custom of +young ladies of that time. She drew it around before her eyes, thinning +it into a silky veil, holding it high up and letting it slip, strand by +strand, between her and the light. + +A notion--indefinable in words--that a wealth of charms was wasted upon +one observant little girl and a non-observant baby, led me to inquire:-- + +"Would you, sure enough, rather be out here than in the house, talking +to them all?" + +"I am tired of 'them all,' Molly. They tire me to death." + +"Some grown people are not tiresome," I essayed. "There's Mr. Frank +Morton, now. I _like_ him!" + +"Oh, you do--do you? Why?" still shredding the veil of curls between her +and the sun. + +"Well, one thing is, he talks _straight_. He doesn't talk 'round about, +and sideways, and crossways, to children. Nor make fun of my questions. +He just answers right along and plain." + +"I don't think I quite know what you mean, Namesake." + +"Why, you see it's this way,--the other day I asked him if he didn't +think you were a heap prettier than any other lady he ever saw, and he +never so much as cracked a smile. He just put his arm 'round me--he +never did that but twice before--and he said up-and-down, as serious as +anything--'Yes, I do, Molly!' And he does make the beautifullest +chinquapin whistles! They go on whistling after they are dry. You see, +the trouble with the whistles other people make for me, is that they +shrivel all up by next day, and there isn't a bit of whistle left in +them." + +"That's the way with most of my whistles, too, Namesake. And then I +throw them away and want new ones. Heigh-ho! What's the use of a whistle +when all the whistle has gone out of it? I must ask Mr. Frank Morton how +he makes his." + +I gave a jump and a little squeak. + +"Oh, Cousin Molly Belle! there's a great, _big_ race-horse on you!" + +He had tumbled out of the apple boughs upon the folds of her skirt and +before I could capture him, a second fell after him. I was upon my feet +in a twinkling, seized first one, then the other, by their attenuated +middles, and held them up, all kicking and sprawling, between a thumb +and finger of each hand. I knew the tricks and the manners of what I +learned, many years later, that naturalists describe as the _mantis +religiosa_, or praying-mantis, because in off-hours,--_i.e._ when they +are not foraging or fighting--they will sit upon their hind quarters and +"fold the stout anterior legs in a manner suggesting hands folded in +prayer." + +I had caught dozens of them and fed them for days in a box with coarse +lace tied over the top to prevent escape, and studied their habits, and +humored their propensities by putting several together in the prison +that forthwith became an arena, in which _duello_ and general scrimmage +relieved one another in enchanting succession. + +I explained now, to my diverted companion, that I held them by their +backs so that they could not bite me, and pointed out the wicked heads +turning almost quite around in their savage efforts to avenge their +capture. I was sure, I said excitedly, that these two were fighting up +in the tree, and that was the way they happened to drop so close +together. Had she never seen devil's race-horses fight? Mother didn't +like that name for them, so I 'most always said just "race-horses" +plain, _so_. Only, when they were very cross, the other word would slip +out. + +"If I were to let them go this minute, they'd begin to fight, 'stead of +running away," I concluded. "S'pose we try them." + +Entering into my humor, she improvised a cockpit by spreading her +pocket-handkerchief upon the ground, and I liberated the gladiators. + +They more than justified my account of their ferocity by grappling on +the instant, each rising to his full height and hurling himself at his +opponent's throat. + +"You see they are acquainted with one another," I commented, as umpire +and manager. "They just begin where they left off up in the tree." + +It was an exciting display. Cousin Molly Belle raised herself upon her +elbow; I doubled tightly under me what I now let myself think of as my +legs, and spread both hands flat on the grass, to lean over the arena. +In the hush that followed the onslaught the babbling song Bud crooned +to himself as he crawled over the sun-and-shade dappled turf harmonized +with the sleepy shaking of the leaves about us. Such another +happy-hearted baby was never seen. And so wise, as I have said, for a +yearling! never getting into mischief, and afraid of nothing. + +I peeped through a kinetoscope last winter at a prize fight. I have +never beheld anything that so closely and humiliatingly resembled the +battle on the cambric square under the big sweeting. The wary advance +after the recoil from the first encounter; the circling about at close +quarters, each watching for his antagonist's weak point, the sudden +clutch, embrace, and wrestle, which I, with umpiric instinct, +interrupted, once and again, to prolong the combat,--none of these were +wanting from either exhibition. + +At length, I left the combatants to follow the bent of native savagery, +and then came such warm and inartistic work as patrons of the human ring +would decry as barbarous and out-of-date. They bit venomously, below +the belt, they grabbed at and hung on to any part of the body that came +handy; they rolled over and over, intertwined so closely as to appear +like one convulsed, centipedal monster. Finally, one half of the +creature gave a violent kick and was still. As the victor shook himself +free of the carcass we saw the head he had bitten from the other's neck +roll from under the survivor. Withdrawing an inch or two from the +remains, he sat up on his hind quarters, and "folded his stout anterior +legs" sanctimoniously in a battle-prayer. His devotions ended, he +proceeded to lick his wound and readjust himself generally. + +"I'm sorry I didn't separate them," said Cousin Molly Belle, shaking her +handkerchief with coy finger-tips. "I don't think I care to see such +another fight. It gives me the creeps." + +"I think it is very inter_es_ting," replied I. "'Tisn't as if they had +souls, you see. They just die and don't go anywhere." + +A disagreeable noise joined Bud's cooing and babbling, and made us turn +quickly. Right before us, and within six feet of the helpless baby, who +had sat up to regard the phenomenon with innocent wonder, was an +enormous sow with a brood of hungry young ones at her heels. Her vicious +grunt, her gloating eyes, her dripping jaws, and projecting tusks, +bespoke her dangerous. Only yesterday I had seen her, prowling in the +barn-yard, seize and devour, one after another, three downy ducklings +before the stable-boys could beat her off. In the terror of this moment, +the scene flashed back to me, and I seemed to hear again the crunching +of those slavering jaws. + +Cousin Molly Belle swooped down upon Bud, and had him upon her shoulder +before I could join my piping cry to her shout that rang out like a +silver trumpet. The huge beast halted, made as though she would turn, +then gave an angry, squealing grunt, and lunged toward us. Not a loose +stick or stone was within reach. If there had been, there was not time +to pick it up. + +"Run for the fence! Run!" called the brave girl to me, and met the +voracious brute with a kick, so well aimed that the high heel of her +shoe struck full upon the eye next to her. In the respite gained by the +sow's stagger and recoil, our defender overtook me, caught my hand, and +fled along the path traced in the trampled broom-straw, through which we +had waded merrily awhile ago. We had not taken a dozen steps when we +heard the enemy roaring behind us. + +"Oh!" gasped I, running with all my might meanwhile. "She will eat up +Bud! Like she--ate--up--the--little--ducks!" + +"She shall eat me first!" + +I knew she meant it, and that it was true. The fence was not more than +fifty yards away. It looked a mile off, and the wild grass was as tough +and treacherous as it had been pliant and sweet when we had danced +through it. I was a swift runner and my limbs obeyed me well. I was +conscious, moreover, of the strong upbearing of my companion's hand that +lent wings to my feet. If I were to stumble, she would not let me fall. +This persuasion kept mind and heart in me. + +Yet the sow would have caught up with us had not a pig set up a piteous +squeal, as it lost its way or was entangled by the grass. The mother +went back to reassure it with a series of staccato gruntings, very +unlike those with which she renewed the chase. + +We were at the fence. I scrambled over, spent and shaking, hardly able +to receive the precious load that was lowered to me. As Cousin Molly +Belle dropped after us, our pursuer's snout was poked between the lower +rails in a last and futile attempt to get at the baby's fat legs. + +"_Then_ I got mad all through!" Cousin Molly Belle told my mother, in +recounting the adventure. + +Her white face flamed scarlet in a second. A pile of disused pea sticks +lay in the fence corner. She seized one, and jumped over the fence +again. Wielding her weapon as if it were a flail, she brought it down +upon the ugly head and raw-boned body; and as the sow turned tail to +run, belabored her through the orchard to the gap by which she had +entered. + +The conqueror returned to me, flushed, but unsmiling. I had Bud tight in +my arms, and was laughing and crying together. + +"It was funny to see you lam her and to see her run," I sobbed between +giggles that hurt me more than the sobs. + +She sat down on the grass, and clasped the baby to her heart. He cooed +joyously, and held up a sweet open mouth for a kiss. He got, not one, +but twenty kisses upon his wet lips, his pink face, his curly head, and +the bonny eyes that were bluer than the sky. Then she bent to give me +one--so long and tender that it checked sob and giggle. + +"We will never make devil's race-horses fight again, Namesake. They have +a right to their lives. And a life is a very precious thing!" + + + + +Chapter III + +Van Diemen's Land + + +[Illustration] + +I learned to read that winter. How nobody knew, and I least of all. +Looking backward, I seem to have gone to sleep one night, an ignoramus, +and awakened next morning knowing letters, yet never having learned. + +Cousin Molly Belle's solution of the puzzle submitted to her by my +mystified mother was characteristic:-- + +"It is the fable of Munchausen's frozen horn over again. All the +learning you have been pumping into the poor child for two years has +thawed out. I always told you that she had brains if you would wait +until they woke up." + +I might speak of that enchanted season as my birth-winter. My mental +awakening was into another world, so much wider and fuller than that +with which I had been well content up to this time, that life was a +continual ecstasy. I discovered, early in December, that, as Mr. Wegg +was to immortalize himself by saying a quarter-century later--"all print +was open" to me. By the middle of February I had gone three times +through the inimitable classic, _Cobwebs-to-catch-Flies_, and read at +least six other books through twice, besides being up to my eyes and +over the head of my understanding in _Sandford and Merton_, that most +fascinating of prosy impossibilities. Beside the classic I have named, +and _Rosamond_, _Harry and Lucy_, Berquin's _Children's Friend_, Mrs. +Sherwood's _Little Henry and His Bearer_ and _Fairchild Family_, _Anna +Ross_ and _Helen Maurice_, we had no books that were written expressly +for children. No prepared pap being at hand, we expressed real +nourishment for the mind--relishful juices that made intellectual bone +and muscle--from the strong meat upon which our elders fed. + +Did we comprehend all, or one-third of what we read, or heard read? + +Less, probably, than one-sixth, but we got far more than would seem +credible to one who has been led up a graciously inclined plane of +learning. Our manner of receiving and digesting mind-food was very much +like Bud's way of testing unknown substances that might be edible. We +rejected what hurt our teeth. What we got we kept. + +The current of my outer life was quiet to apparent dulness. After +breakfast Mary 'Liza and I had our lessons with my mother in "the +chamber." In another year we would have a governess, but the mothers of +that time always taught their children to read and write, to spell and +cipher through Emerson's _First Arithmetic_. I have known several who +never sent their boys and girls to school, even preparing the lads for +college. We had our reading, beginning with a chapter in the Bible, +then, our spelling and writing, and sums. After these, my mother read +aloud from Grimshaw's _History of England_, simplifying the language +when she considered it necessary, which was not often, while Mary 'Liza +made up the first set of chemises (in the vernacular "shimmys,") she had +undertaken for herself, and I knit twenty rounds on a stocking. My +mother put in a "mark" of black silk every morning from which I could +count the rounds upward. Mary 'Liza had knit a dozen pairs in all. In +the tops of six, she had knit in openwork her initials "M. E. B." I had +no ambitions in that direction. My views on the subject of ornamental +initials and sampler autographs were put into pregnant English at a +subsequent date by the elder Weller. He professed to have received at +second-hand from the charity-boy, set to con the alphabet, what the +retired stage-driver applied to matrimony--to wit, that it was not worth +while to go through so much to get so little. Knitting delighted not me, +nor stitching either. + +Lessons and work over, the day began for me in joyful earnest. The rest +of the morning and all the evening were mine to use, or abuse, as I +liked. We applied "evening" to the hours between the three o'clock +dinner and bedtime. We may have caught the phrase from our Bible +readings. The morning and the evening were the day. + +Early in the fall I had begged permission from my mother to utilize a +deserted chicken-house as a play-room. It was long and narrow; one side +was barred with upright slats that admitted light and air to the former +inmates; one end was taken up by the door; the other and the back were +solid boards, the house having been built in the angle of a fence. My +mother had the interior cleaned and whitewashed. I think she was glad to +provide a decent "den" for me nearer home than the Old Orchard and the +more distant woods, and she was losing hold of her hope of making me +into a pattern daughter. It gives me a twinge to recollect how +thanklessly I accepted what must have been an act of self-denial on her +part, perhaps even a compromise with conscience. Mam' Chloe--by my +mother's orders, as I know now--hunted up some breadths of faded carpet +in the garret, Uncle Ike beat the dust out of them, then nailed them up +along the slatted side to keep the wind away. These I called my "arras," +having picked up the word from hearing my father read Shakespeare aloud +at night after we were in the trundle-bed. Other breadths covered the +rough flooring, and I had a castle of which I was the undisputed +mistress--a court where I reigned, a queen. + +Enthroned in a backless chair, I was, by turns, Mrs. Burwell (my own +mother), Helen Maurice's Aunt Felix, Rosamond's mother, Rebecca, the +Lady Rowena (my father began _Ivanhoe_ in January), Mrs. Fairchild, +Deborah, Mrs. Murray of _Anna Ross_, Naomi, and Ophelia. Once, I "did" +Job by wrapping a meal-sack--for sackcloth--about me, and, sitting upon +the ground, throwing ashes over my head and into the air, the while +four colored boys, previously instructed, burst in one by one, with news +of the mischief wrought by Sabean, lightning, Chaldean, and cyclone. A +dramatization of Queen Esther, upon which I had set my heart, was, at +last, given up because I could not be King Ahasuerus and Queen Esther at +one and the same time. + +When the castle was too bleak for even child-comfort, Aunt 'Ritta, the +cook, let us heat bricks in the kitchen fire, and showed us how to wrap +them in rags to keep in the warmth. Clad in my red cloak, a wadded hood +of the same color tied over my ears, and my feet upon a swathed brick, I +was in no danger of taking cold. + +Mary 'Liza put her neat little nose in at the door one raw day when she +was walking for exercise, and wondered, gently, "how I could stand it." + +"I am afraid the smell would give me a headache, and the cold would give +me a sore throat," she said still gently. + +I never had either from the time the leaves fell until they came again. +Except when, about once a month, some matron from a near or distant +plantation brought one or more of her children with her when she drove +over to "spend the day" with my mother, I had no white playfellow near +my own age. Mary 'Liza "was not fond of playing," although she would do +it when we had company who could be entertained in no other way. As a +rule, when not engaged with lessons and chemises, she took care in a +matronly way of Dorinda, Rozillah's successor, and "behaved." + +On the Sundays when we did not go to church because the weather was bad, +or there was no preaching within twenty miles of us, or my mother was +not well, or the roads were impassable with mire or frost, Mary 'Liza +and I learned two questions in the Shorter Catechism, and she learned +the references as well. We also committed a hymn to memory, and five +verses of a psalm. Beyond this, no religious exercise was binding upon +us, and there was a great deal of the day to be got rid of. Mary 'Liza +read the memoirs of _Mary Lothrop_ and _Nathan W. Dickerman_, seated +upright on her cricket at one corner of the chamber fireplace, and in +the evening, if the day were pleasant, took her Bible to Mam' Chloe's +room or even as far as "the quarters," and read aloud to the servants +whole chapters out of Jeremiah and Paul's Epistles. They used to predict +that she would marry a preacher (which, by the way, she did in the +fulness of time, a red-headed widower preacher, with five boys). + +I liked to go to church, because I saw there people dressed in their +prettiest clothes, and they sang hymns. Prayers and sermon were +attendant and unavoidable evils. My legs went to sleep, and a big girl +"going on six" was too old to follow suit. We read none but good books +on Sunday. _Little Henry and His Bearer_, _Anna Ross_, and _Helen +Maurice_ were allowed; the memoirs I have named were advised. The +_Fairchild Family_ "partook too much of the nature of fiction to be +quite suitable for Sabbath reading." So Rev. Cornelius Lee, our pastor, +had decided when the doubtful volume was submitted to him. After that, +it was locked up Saturday night, along with _Sandford and Merton_ and +Miss Edgeworth's _Moral Tales_. + +I minded the deprivation less after I converted the playhouse into a +family chapel, and held services there on stay-at-home Sundays. My +audience comprised all the small negroes on the place,--about twenty in +number,--and they were willing attendants. A barrel was set, the whole +head up, at the upper end of the room; upon this was my chair. I sat in +it during the singing, and mounted upon it while reading and exhorting. +Subtle reverence, which I could not analyze, held me back from "offering +prayer." What we were doing was only "making believe" after all, and +belief in the All-seeing Eye, the All-hearing Ear, the Judge of idle +words and blasphemous thoughts, was as old as my knowledge of my own +being. But sing we could and did, and I read from the Scriptures of the +Old and the New Testaments, usually from the narrative portions, with a +psalm or two to "beat the upward flame" in our hearts. + +And then I would preach a sermon. + +Our chapel had been in good running order for over two months, when on a +certain drizzly Sunday early in March, I arose discreetly upon my +ticklish pulpit to announce through my nose, "We will commence our +services by singing the three-hundredth-and-thirty-third hymn--'Come +thou Fount of every blessing.'" + +As mine was the only hymn-book in the assembly, the mention of the +number was a bit of supererogatory business. The omission of the formula +would have been a breach of chapel etiquette. I raised the tune, and +every other pair of lungs there joined in without fear of criticism or +favor of his neighbors' ears. Some of the duller and lesser children +smothered or decapitated a word here and there in the main body of the +hymn. All knew the chorus, and it shook the unceiled roof:-- + + "Away, away, away to glory! + My name's written on the throne. + My home's in yonder worl' o' glory, + Where my Redeemer reigns alone." + +Warmed by the vigorous preliminary, I read the sixth chapter of +Revelation, still through my nose, catching my breath audibly at the end +of each clause. This oratorical touch was copied with ludicrous accuracy +from Rev. Wesley Greene, a circuit-rider who had conducted an +"arbor-meeting" at Fine Creek meeting-house last summer. Our negroes +were all Baptists, and considered themselves remiss, as devout hearers +of aught that partook of the nature of a religious service, if they did +not respond at intervals with groans and pious ejaculations. Their +children, as gravely imitative as juvenile Simiae, came up nobly to their +parts in our exercises. + +The acknowledged leader in the responses, and my Grand Vizier in the +ordering of my small kingdom, my stage-manager and lieutenant-general, +was a girl of twelve, Mariposa by name. She received the fanciful title +from a young visitor to the plantation who had studied Spanish. +"Mariposa" meant butterfly, she told the baby's mother, who gratefully +accepted the compliment to her newly born daughter. The mother and her +mates called her "Mary Posy." The mistress, who was fond of the madcap +sponsor, retained the original pronunciation. + +Mariposa was as black as tar, and to-day was clothed in a yellow +homespun frock. Her hair was twisted and bound into two upright tags +that projected above her temples. Altogether, she was not unlike a +gigantic black-and-tan moth, a resemblance heightened by the +aforementioned _antennae_, albeit lessened by the baby she always carried +on some portion of her wiry frame. She was the toughest, most supple, +and most versatile creature I ever saw, of any color or clime. The baby +was disposed decorously across her knees on this occasion, and she was +one of the five auditors who had brought along their own crickets or +chairs. She had confiscated some older woman's splint-bottomed +rocking-chair and lugged it to the very front, as she had a right to do. + +I had heard Mam' Chloe say of one of Rev. Wesley Greene's sermons, "I +tell you, Miss Ma'y, the Sperrit struck him that day, an' he jes' +_r'arred_!" + +Something struck my worthy lieutenant during my reading of the white, +red, black, and pale horses of the Apocalypse and their awesome riders, +and the others following her lead, my voice was drowned by the +"Hum-_hums_!" and "Glorys!" and "Hallelujahs!" and "Bless de Lords!" +arising from all sides. + +"It isn't polite for folks in the seats to talk louder than the +preacher," I had to admonish them in my natural voice and manner. "I +hope you won't be so noisy while I'm preaching." + +Nevertheless, when I gave out my text, the struck Mariposa, rolling +from side to side with the motion of a "weaving" horse on her +rocking-chair--that squeaked dismally--was so wrought upon by the ring +of unknown and high-sounding syllables as to set up a dreary drone like +the hum of an exaggerated bumblebee, and to keep it up. This did not +disconcert me. I had expected to stir the imagination of my hearers, for +my own was aglow. + +Mary 'Liza, in reciting her geography lesson on Friday, had several +times spoken of "Van Diemen's Land." Without the remotest conception of +where or what it was--whether continent, or island, or town--I fastened, +in fancy, upon her words, and constructed a hypothesis relative to the +mysterious locality. Why I should have strung it upon the same strand of +condemnation and doom with Sodom and Gomorrah, Tyre and Sidon, Capernaum +and Chorazin, I may have known then. I have no idea now why this was +done, or the derivation of the inclusive curse. + +Van Diemen's Land, thus damned, fell naturally into line with the "Come +and see!" of the "living creatures," and the "Death and Hell," and the +prophecy of killing with sword and with famine and the wild beasts of +the field. I was in a quiver of excitement that made my head and heart +hot, and my feet and hands cold, as I fairly shouted my text:-- + +"For oh! Van Diemen's Land shall be no more!" + +Mariposa's rhythmic hum was broken into irregular bars by groans and +gruntings and sighings--all, I was gratified to note, modulated to the +standard of civility I had indicated. I had made a hortatory hit, and it +was encored. I spread wide my hands, in one of which was the New +Testament, and reiterated the text with greater unction and volume:-- + +"For, oh, my brethren! Van Diemen's Land shall be no more!" + +The chair careened under my ill-advised energy; the barrel toppled +forward, and I shot, like a rocket, clear over Mariposa's head, breaking +my fall somewhat upon another girl and baby, and landing in the middle +of the congregation, with my nose against one of the swathed bricks. + +I seldom cried when hurt, Cousin Molly Belle having told me long ago +that a brave soldier made no noise when his head was shot off. But I +screamed lustily now in the belief that my nose was broken and I +bleeding to death. The deluge of gore was frightful to inexperienced +eyes. + +My father's voice, kindly authoritative, bidding me "be still!" hushed +my roaring. As tears and blood were stanched, I saw his face bending +over me, full of concern that yet fought with amusement I did not +comprehend. I could not doubt that he pitied me, when he carried me, +bloody and dirty as I was, into the chamber, and stood by while my +mother and Mam' Chloe set me to rights. The shock of the fall and the +fright left me sick and trembling. The trundle-bed was drawn out to half +its width and I was laid upon it, wrapped in my little dressing-gown, a +bottle of camphor in my nerveless hand. + +"I am afraid you were playing on Sunday," said my mother, more in sorrow +than in anger. + +"Indeed, and indeed, mother, I was not playing!" I broke forth, +earnestly, my swollen nose making the pious twang involuntary and full +of unction. "I was _preaching_!" + +My father walked to the fireplace to hide the laugh he could no longer +suppress. + +"It is true, my dear!" my over-quick ears caught his remark as she +followed him. "I heard the singing, and went to see what was going on." + +His voice sank into a low, rapid recitation, and I lost the rest until +it rose upon another laugh. + +"She and Van Diemen's Land went down together!" + + + + +Chapter IV + +Oiled Calico + + +[Illustration] + +A few days after the disaster in the family chapel, my mother's cousin, +Mrs. Bray, came to see us, bringing her daughter Lucy. Their home had +been in Henrico County, but Mr. Bray had "the western fever." My mother +and Aunt Eliza Carter said so in my hearing before the Brays' visit, and +when they arrived I was surprised to see him looking so well and strong +and that he had a hearty appetite. They were on their way to Ohio, +travelling in their own carriage, and having also along with them a huge +covered wagon, drawn by four fine horses, and packed full of furniture. +This wagon was rolled into an empty carriage-house and kept there, +locked up, while they stayed. + +They had planned to spend Sunday with us, just to say "Good-by," and to +move on, on Monday. On Saturday night, Cousin Mary Bray was taken ill, +and before morning the tiniest baby I ever saw was born. It was very +weak, too, and cried like a kitten all the time it was awake. The mother +had to be kept perfectly quiet. The dogs were sent to "the quarters," +and everybody went about on tiptoe and talked in whispers. It was very +dreadful until Monday morning, when an enchanting change was made in +domestic arrangements. + +The house was a rambling building, with three separate staircases--none +of them back stairs--and two wings, besides what I made my father laugh +by calling "the tail," in which was "the chamber." Cousin Mary Bray's +room was in the second story of the south wing, which was connected by a +corridor with the main house. In the north wing was a lumber room that +had once been used as a bedroom, and had a good fireplace. Mam' Chloe +set a couple of men to pile trunks, old chairs, bedsteads, and the like, +in one corner, and two maids to sweeping and cleaning up the dust; and +when half of the room was empty and "broom-clean," had a fire kindled, +and our playthings and ourselves taken over to that end of the house. In +the corner farthest from the fire were heaped a mattress, a feather-bed, +some old blankets and comfortables, and this became, forthwith, our +favorite resort. Even Mary 'Liza entered into the fun of climbing upon +the pile that let us sink down, _down_, ever so far, and, pulling the +blankets over us, making believe that we were in a big covered wagon, +and going to Ohio. Our dolls, and a few other toys, went with us, and we +munched ginger cakes and apples, and played that it was night and we +were to sleep in the wagon, and that the wind howling under the eaves +was wolves, roaring 'round and 'round the camp-fire, looking for little +girls to eat. Mary 'Liza was Mr. Bray, I was Cousin Mary, Lucy was just +herself, and she did her part well. + +On Tuesday, which I heard Mam' Chloe say to my mother in a solemn sort +of way was "the third day," our dinner was brought upstairs. We set the +table for ourselves by covering a packing-box with an old sheet, and +putting our plates and mugs and the dishes holding our food upon it. +Mary 'Liza was at the foot of the table, I at the head, and Lucy sat up, +prim and well-behaved, at the side, saying, "Yes, ma'am," to me and, +"No, thank you, sir," to Mary 'Liza. We were making merry over the feast +when the door opened and my mother came in with her maid Marthy, who had +a plate in her hand with three round cakes on it. Pound-cake, baked in +little pans, and warm from the oven! I danced and screamed for joy. Mary +'Liza sat still, her hands in her lap, and said, "Thank you," when her +cake was put on her plate. Lucy laughed all over her face without saying +anything, but when my mother sat down on a chair to rest after climbing +the stairs, the child ran to her and put both arms around her neck and +laid her cheek on her shoulder. + +I can see her now--the picture was so pretty! Her hair was dark brown +and waved naturally away from her forehead, making her face rather oval +than round; her gray eyes were clear and large, and, when she was not +smiling or talking, there was a serious shadow far down in them. She had +a dear little mouth, and I liked to make her laugh that I might see the +dimples come and go in her cheeks. + +Her frock was a new material to Mary 'Liza and me,--bright red, with a +tiny black clover leaf dotting it. They called the stuff "oiled calico," +and, by putting my nose close to it, I could distinguish an odor that +was something like oil. What we knew as "Turkey red," many years later, +resembled it somewhat, but the oiled calico was much finer and softer. + +My mother lifted the slight figure to her lap, and I pressed close to +her other side, nibbling my cake, crumb by crumb, to make it last +longer. I had a habit of swallowing my goodies as soon as I got them. +Mary 'Liza always put aside part of hers "until next time." + +At Christmas I had made a valiant effort to be economical and +forehanded, and got the plantation carpenter to knock together a +savings-bank for me, with a hole in the top. Into this I put half of the +candy, raisins, and almonds given to me in the holidays and for a +fortnight afterward. The self-denial went hard with me, but I consoled +myself each night with the anticipation of opening day. The end of the +fortnight arrived at last. I promised my sable cohort such a spread in +the playhouse as it and they had never beheld. Barratier, Mariposa's +brother, borrowed a hammer and chisel from "the shop," and pried off the +lid. All crowded close to peep in. The box was almost full. Sticks of +peppermint candy, with ribbons of red and white winding about them (a +barber's pole reminds me of them to this hour); lollipops, also of +peppermint, that would just go into my mouth and let the roof down and +the teeth meet; cubes of amber lemon candy; and, most delicately +delicious of all, squares of pink rose-candy that dissolved upon the +tongue and smelt like the Vale of Cashmere to the very last grain; +bunches of raisins, which we--and Jacky Horner--called "plums"; almonds, +palm-nuts, filberts; small ginger cakes of a cut and size that Aunt +'Ritta would not make for us unless she were in a particularly good +humor;--the sight called forth a round-eyed and round-mouthed +"_Aw-w-w!_" from the heads packed in a solid circle, as necks craned +eagerly forward. + +For five heavenly minutes I was a fairy-godmother, a Lady Bountiful, +with whom the ability to give was coequal with the desire. I made them +sit down in rows on the carpeted boards. I hope there was not sacrilege +in thinking, as I gave the order, how and where a similar command had +been spoken. Beginning with the babies, I put a bit of candy upon each +greedy palm, bidding my pensioners wait until I gave the signal to eat +it. Then I took a pink cube between my thumb and finger, waved it +theatrically above my head, and popped it into my mouth. Every other +mouth opened simultaneously. + +Even now I hurry over the telling. The treasure-chest was of green pine +boards. The contents were so strongly impregnated with turpentine that +not a morsel was eatable. The weest pickaninny spat it out and squalled +because the turpentine burned his tongue. + +I could dwell tearfully--possibly profitably--upon the moral of the +adventure, had I not left Lucy Bray all this time on my mother's lap, +and myself fingering the oiled calico in covetous admiration. + +"Mother," I said, "I wish, next time you go to Richmond, you would buy +me a frock like this. Don't you think it is pretty?" + +"Very pretty, Molly. But I do not like to have you wear cotton in the +winter. I am afraid you might catch fire. Haven't you a worsted frock +that you can put on to-morrow, Lucy? It would be safer while you +children are up here so much alone." + +Lucy was an old-fashioned little body from being the only child for so +long and being so much with her mother. Instead of answering directly, +she stopped to think, a pucker drawn between her brows with the effort. + +"I don't believe I have, Cousin Mary," she said slowly. "'Most all my +best clothes are packed up, and the trunks are in the wagon. We didn't +mean to stay here more than two days, you know. It wouldn't be worth +while to unpack the trunks, I s'pose? Mamma will be well enough to go on +to Ohio pretty soon, won't she?" + +"I hope so, dear." + +My mother drew her up to her and kissed the brown head. She, too, was +thoughtful. I supposed that she was wondering if she would better +unpack those trunks. I was not glad that Cousin Mary Bray was sick, but +I was in no hurry for her to get well enough to travel. I had never had +another visitor whose ways of playing suited me as well as Lucy's. She +was a year older than I, and a year younger than Mary 'Liza, and she got +along beautifully with both of us. Then there was her cat, Alexander the +Great, that she was taking to Ohio with her. He was the biggest cat any +of us had ever known, with a coat of the longest, softest fur you can +imagine, all pure gray, without a white or black hair on him, and he had +lots of fun and sense. Mary 'Liza wanted, at first, to make believe that +he was a hungry wolf, but Lucy would not hear of it until I proposed he +should be a tame wolf we had taken when he was a baby and trained to +defend us. He really seemed to understand what was expected of him, and +when we lay down in the feather-bed and huddled close together under +the covers, and whispered, as the wind screamed around the corners of +the house:-- + +"There they are again! Don't you s'pose they'll be afraid of the fire? +Wolves always are, you know,"--and Lucy would answer:-- + +"Faithful Alexander will take care of us." + +Alexander would prowl up and down the room and stalk around the bed, +never offering to get upon it, until we called out to one another:-- + +"Another morning, and we are still safe!" + +Then, he would leap into Lucy's arms, and purr, and tickle her nose with +his whiskers, until she couldn't speak for laughing. She had had him +ever since he was born, and he slept on the foot of her bed at night. +While she sat in my mother's lap, he was winding himself in and out +between her feet, his tail carried aloft like a soldier's plume, and +purring almost as loudly as a watchman's rattle. My mother looked down, +presently, at him, and checked the absent-minded passes of her hand +over Lucy's hair. + +"Give him some milk, Marthy," she said, smiling. "I wish you had a coat +like his, Lucy. I shouldn't be afraid then of your taking cold, or of +your going too near the fire. Marthy! to-morrow you must hunt up a +fender to put here, and see if one of your Miss Mary 'Liza's last +winter's frocks won't fit Miss Lucy. It would do very well for her to +play in. We must take good care of her while--this bad weather lasts." + +I fancy she would have finished the sentence differently but for fear of +saddening the child by intimating that her mother might be ill for a +long time. She kissed Lucy in putting her down, and patted my shoulder, +telling me to "be a good girl and very kind to my cousin." + +"I am glad you all are so comfortable and happy here," she added. "I +could not have you downstairs just now. Carry these things down, Marthy, +and run up every little while to see how the young ladies are getting +on. Be sure and keep up a good fire, Mary 'Liza, my dear. I trust you to +look after the other children." + +When she had gone I went to the window and flattened my nose against the +glass to peer into the storm. It was a dormer-window, and the March snow +was drifted high upon the roof on both sides of it, and upon the jutting +eaves above it, until I looked out, as through a tunnel, into the +jutting tree-tops. Beyond was a mad whirl of snowflakes that hid the +nearest hills. The wind whined and scolded, and now and then arose into +a hoarse bellow. I shivered, and slipped my cold hands up the sleeves of +my stuff frock. We had circassian frocks for every day, and merino for +Sundays. Our under petticoats were of flannel, and we wore, outside of +these, quilted skirts interlined with wool. My mother had a nervous +dread of fire. + +A shriek of laughter turned me to the more cheerful scene behind me. +Alexander the Great was chasing his own tail as violently as if he had +just discovered it and considered it as an offence to his dignity. Lucy +was clapping her hands to egg him on, and Mary 'Liza had sat down upon +the pile of bedding to laugh at her ease. Before leaving the room Marthy +had piled wood upon the andirons as high as she could reach up the +chimney-throat without grazing her hands in withdrawing them, as was the +rule in fire-architecture on Virginia plantations. The March wind, +finding its way through many a crack and cranny, beat at the flames +until they flared this way and that. The cat dashed dizzily across the +hearth, and Lucy, with a cry of alarm, darted forward to snatch him from +the dangerous neighborhood. She caught hold of him, and pulled him away, +and the draught whipped her skirts into the hottest heart of the fire. + +It was the work of an instant. The oily dressing of the cotton fabric +may have made it the more inflammable. Rooted to the floor by horror, I +saw a column of flame flash past me to the door, and heard the piercing +wail grow fainter down the stairs. + +My mother heard it in the distant room where the sick woman was sleeping +quietly, the tiny baby on her arm. Shutting the door as she came out, +the hostess flew across the house to the north wing, and met the burning +child on the stairs. Eluding her by keeping close to the wall, she +gained the upper room, saw, at one wild glance that her own little ones +were safe, tore a blanket from the bed, overtook Lucy at the stair-foot, +and smothered the flames with it. + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter V + +What Was Done With Musidora + + +[Illustration] + +The details of Lucy Bray's death were told to me by others. My childish +recollection held every feature of that first awful scene as tenaciously +as if the flames had kindled upon me, and not upon my hapless +playfellow. What followed is a hazy kaleidoscope, lurid and vague, until +my scattered thoughts settled to the perception that I was making a long +visit at Uncle Carter's and sharing Cousin Molly Belle's room and bed. + +She made me a new rag-doll-baby while I was there. That was the first +thing that "brought me round," as Aunt Eliza phrased it. For one whole +day when it was raining and blowing out of doors, I had eyes and +thoughts for nothing except the evolution of that miraculous doll-baby, +as she grew and glowed into an entity under the fingers of my +best-beloved crony. She was a blonde after she ceased to be a blank. Her +eyes were blue, her cheeks were shaded carmine; she had a real nose +raised above the dead level of her countenance, stuffed artistically, +and kept in shape by well-applied stitches. Finally,--and half a century +thereafter I thrill in thinking of it,--an intellectual cranium was +covered with a cunningly fashioned wig of Cousin Molly Belle's own silky +auburn hair. + +This last and transcendent touch was added after I went to bed one +night. The superb creation, arrayed in a lovely light purple French +calico frock that could be taken off at night and put on in the morning, +and sure enough underclothes, all tucked and trimmed, smiled from my +pillow into my eyes when I unclosed them at the touch of the morning +light. + +I christened my beauty "Mollabella," and would not change the name for +her maker's gentle remonstrances and all my college cousin Burwell's +teasing. + +Musidora had lapsed, little by little, into chronic invalidism, spending +much of her time in bed. She was uncomely to any eyes but mine, and I +would not subject her to unkind criticism. Her case was made hopeless by +the officious kindness of Argus, a Newfoundland puppy, in bringing her +to the playhouse one day after I had purposely left her tucked up snugly +under three blankets inside of my reversed cricket by the dining-room +fire. The attention was well meant, and he could not be expected to know +that to drag sickly Musidora by the left leg through the mud until the +infirm member parted company with the body, and to finish the journey +with the head between his teeth, was not a happy device by which to win +her owner's regard. I forgave him, in time, but Musidora was, after +this last misadventure, a problem. I wondered much, sadly and silently, +what other little girls did with doll-babies who died natural deaths. +Not like Rozillah, who was never mentioned in my hearing, unless I were +very naughty indeed, and heroic treatment was indicated. + +The day after my return home, the question was solved. + +In the fortnight of my absence great changes had befallen our household. +Lucy and her mother and the tiny scrap of a baby had died, and been laid +under the snow in the Burwell burying-ground on the hillside beyond the +Old Orchard. Mr. Bray had gone to Ohio along with the big covered wagon. +Alexander the Great went with him in the carriage. With tears in her +sweet eyes, my mother told me how fond the father was of Lucy's pet, and +how strangely the cat had acted in staying on Lucy's grave all the time +until Mr. Bray took him away by force and carried him off in the +carriage with him. + +From my retinue of vassals I had, in the chicken playhouse, a fuller and +more circumstantial account of all that had passed during those gloomy +days. The pleasant weather that succeeded the March snowstorm had given +place to a cold, sweeping rain. I scampered as fast as I could across +the yard to my castle, my red cloak over my head, and we had to shut the +door to exclude the slant sheets of rain. All gathered in the upper end +of the room where my chair stood, the only seat there except the floor. +To the accompaniment of hissing rain and angry winds, the gruesome +particulars of the triple funeral were narrated. Mariposa--with the baby +on her lap--was chief spokeswoman, but nearly every one present had some +item of his own, authentic or imaginary, to add. All were sure that the +three whose fate had aroused the whole county to a passion of pity and +regret were angels in heaven. + +[Illustration: THE BIRTH OF MOLLABELLA. + +"I had eyes and thoughts for nothing except the evolution of that +miraculous doll-baby."] + +"Mammy, _she_ say, s'long as po' Miss Lucy was bu'n' so bad, 'twas +mussiful fur to let her go," said Mariposa, rolling the baby over on +his pudgy stomach, and patting his back to "bring up the wind." "_She_ +say, _ef_ one o' we-alls was to get bu'nt or cripple', or pufformed, or +ennything like that, she's jes' pray all night an' all day--'Good Lord, +_take_ 'em! Heavenly Marster! put 'em out o' they mizzry!' An' Ung' +Jack, _he_ say, seems ef everything that's put in the groun' comes up +beautifuller 'n 'twas when it went in. He tell how the seeds, _they_ +tu'n into flowers, an' apples an' watermillions, an' all that, an' how +folks tu'n inter angills." + +I cried myself to sleep that night. My mother, kept wakeful, doubtless, +by her own sad thoughts, heard the sobs I tried to stifle with the +bedclothes, and came to me with talk of the dear Saviour who had taken +little Lucy to his arms, and of her happiness in being forever with the +Lord. + +I did not tell her--what child would?--that, while I missed and grieved +for the companion of those three happy days, a deeper heartache forced +up the tears. + +For I knew now what must be done with Musidora. + +I had taken her to bed with me that night for the first time in many +weeks. Mary 'Liza was amused, in an amiable way, when she saw the bundle +done up in red flannel--Musidora's rheumatism was _awful!_--that I +hugged up to me. + +"I never let Dorinda sleep with me," she observed. "I am afraid of +hurting her. But I suppose you can't hurt Musidora. Why don't you give +her to one of the colored children? She is really a sight." + +"Nobody asked you to look at her!" retorted I, crossly, putting my hand +over the unfeatured face. "Mam' Chloe says, 'Handsome is as handsome +does.' Anyhow, my doll-baby doesn't say mean things to folks." + +The little bout raised the tear-level nearer to the escape-pipe. It was +easy to cry when Mary 'Liza's breathing assured me that she was asleep. +It also confirmed my resolution to have the poor, deformed dear dead +and buried without useless delay. + +I cannot decide what moved me to bear her off secretly to the +seldom-used staircase in the north wing to prepare her for her last long +sleep. I escaped thither the next morning, as soon as lessons were over, +and seated myself half-way up the steep staircase. It was scarred in +many places by fire and smoke. No amount of scrubbing could quite efface +the traces of the catastrophe. I looked at them for a long time before +beginning my sad task, and did not shrink from the sight. My state of +mind was distinctly morbid. Children were not reckoned to have nerves at +that date, and little notice was taken of their silent moods. That I +should voluntarily seek a solitary quarter of the house, which was +shunned by others, never entered my mother's or my nurse's mind. + +I had abundance of time in which to be as miserable as I thought I ought +to be, and diligently nursed such sickly, sentimental fancies as ought +to be foreign to a healthy young mind, while I divested maimed and +sightless Musidora of her flannel mufflings and dressed her in a clean +night-gown. Without saying what I meant to do with it I had begged a +square of white cambric from Mam' Chloe, and set about notching it with +a pair of blunt scissors. Mariposa had described a winding-sheet +minutely to me, and I meant that my dead doll-baby should be decently +laid out. The notching took a tedious time, and the bows of the blunt +scissors left purple furrows upon thumb and fingers. Uncle Ike had given +me an empty raisin box. I lined it with Musidora's own mattress and +quilt, spread the "pinked" cambric on them, laid the remains (no +figurative phrase in this connection) upon this bed, folding the one arm +left to the unfortunate across her breast, and wrapped the edges of the +winding-sheet over her face. With difficulty I coaxed the points of four +projecting nails left in the lid into corresponding holes in the box, +and having no hammer, sat down upon the top to make them fast, bouncing +up and down a few times to make a good job of it. + +I sat still awhile after closing the casket, and rehearsed mentally the +order of the obsequies. I had, thus far, made no arrangements for them +beyond instructing the colored children to meet me in the Old Orchard +under the big sweeting when the sun reached the "noonmark" my father +had, to please me, cut in the fence by the playhouse door. They would be +there in force and on time. I would get myself and burden out of the end +door of the north wing and steal around the yard fence to the back of +the garden without being seen. I knew how Mary 'Liza would smile and +hitch up her straight, clean nose at the box and its contents, and I had +a boding fear lest grown people might disapprove of and forbid the +funeral. + +Upon that my heart was fully set. The grief of losing the ceremony would +be harder to endure than the delicious mournfulness with which I had +systematically imbued my soul. I chose four boys of uniform size for +pall-bearers; Barratier was to have a spade ready and to dig the grave, +and when it was filled in we would sing a hymn. Mourning garments were +the knotty point. I, as Musidora's mother, could not appear at her +funeral in the crimson circassian frock I wore at present. That would +upset everything. + +A happy thought struck me. I recollected to have seen in the +lumber-room, hanging upon some pegs high upon the wall, a row of old +bonnets, and a black one among them. Other black things could be had for +the hunting. I was a fanciful child, too used to conjuring up weird +situations and make-believe happenings to be easily scared by what other +children might dread. Nor was I then, or ever, a physical coward. As +soon as the idea of visiting that upper room came to me I acted upon it. +Tripping up the narrow stairs, I pushed hard against the door. It stuck +in the frame, and I was fearing it might be locked when it gave way +suddenly and I almost fell into the chamber. It was a dreary place, +although the spring sunshine poured broadly from wall to wall. The +charred brands of the fire that had wrought such woe were cold in the +corners of the hearth, having toppled, head-foremost and backward, over +the andirons after burning through in the middle. The old blankets and +comfortables were huddled upon the mattress and trailed upon the floor, +as my mother had left them in snatching one to throw about Lucy. A ball +with which Alexander the Great had played was in a corner. But for the +dead fire and the living sunshine and the stillness that met me on the +threshold like a draught of icy air, we might have left the place not +three minutes ago. + +I learned, subsequently, that my mother had been sadly prostrated by the +terrible threefold disaster, and had never had the nerve to re-visit +the place where it began. None of the servants would have gone near it +of their own free will. A queer, unfamiliar tremor I did not recognize +as superstitious dread contracted my heart, and arrested me just within +the doorway. The box, from which we had eaten our dinner, was in the +middle of the floor, the three crickets pushed a little way back from +it, and half-way between the fireplace and a window in the gable was the +rocking-chair my mother had occupied while she held Lucy on her lap. +Faded calico covered the seat, a valance of the same hung about the +legs; two of the upright spindles were missing from the back. I took in +every feature of the haunted room before I rushed over to the wall where +the bonnets hung, climbed upon a chair, grabbed the black bonnet, and +espying a black silk apron dependent from another peg, jerked it down, +and ran off shakily, with my booty. The queer trembling had got into my +legs, and as I went downstairs I steadied myself against the wall, +avoiding, as I had not thought of doing as I went up, the scorched +streaks on the walls and the stains on the steps. Even after I stood in +the safe shelter of the garden fence, my heart beat so loudly that I put +the raisin box down upon the grass, and pulled myself together. + +The sunshine was genial to my chilled frame; through the palings I could +see double rows of hyacinths, tulips, and butter-and-eggs, edging the +walks, and bushes of lilacs and snowballs almost in bloom, just as they +had looked before I went up to the lumber-room. The serene naturalness +of it all restored my wits to me; I unrolled the apron which I had +wrapped about the bonnet, and reawakened, as from a nightmare, to the +business of the hour. + +When I presented myself to the group awaiting me under the big sweeting, +a low, but fervent, groan of admiration broke forth as from one breast. +The bonnet covered my head generously, jutting six inches beyond my +nose. The crepe curtain at the back descended to my shoulder-blades and +flapped at the sides like the wings of a dejected crow. I had made a +mourning-cloak of the apron by tying it, hind part before, about my +neck, whence it drooped to my heels. Mariposa said--respectful of the +genius manifest in my caparison--that I looked "mos' ezzac'ly like a +real, sure-'nough widder." The boys were impressed into gravity becoming +the occasion, and obeyed, with never a snicker or a grimace, my +instructions as to the conduct of the ceremony. + +I walked directly behind the coffin; Mariposa, with the baby on her left +hip, marched next, arm-in-arm with another girl, who carried her baby--a +very young one--over her shoulder, its head wobbling helplessly as she +walked. The rest came after us, two-and-two, through the Old Orchard, +out through the draw-bars at the lower end, and into the graveyard +beyond. + +It was a retired, and not an unlovely spot. A brick wall, splashed with +ochre and gray lichens, enclosed six generations of dead Burwells and +their next of kin. A locked gate kept out trespassers. Long streamers of +brier and wild berry bushes, purple and ashy with the mantling sap +drawn upward by the March sunshine, were matted over the older graves; a +spreading "honey-shuck" tree arose near the middle of the badly kept +square, and smaller trees flourished here and there. An apple tree, +flushed with blossoms, leaned over the wall above the place selected for +Musidora's grave. + +Barratier struck his perpendicular spade into the black soil in a truly +workmanlike manner, utilizing the foundation of the wall as one side of +the oblong pit. The coffin was lowered into place by means of +tow-strings, provided by thoughtful Mariposa. There was no reason, save +her punctilio of "doin' things jes' like folks," why Barratier, or I, +for that matter, should not have stooped and laid the casket in the +eighteen-inch-deep hole with our bare hands. But lowered it was in +funereal style, and covered with apple blossoms, before the bearers +returned the black earth to the excavation and mounded it into proper +shape. I stood at the head of the grave, my handkerchief at my eyes, +trying with all my might to feel sorry enough to cry. The excitement of +the conventional ceremonies, and the complacent consciousness of being +the principal actor in it, and doing the thing creditably, drew the +sting out of what would have been real grief had the flutter of my +spirits allowed me to think. I believe that, if maturer mourners would +be as frank as I, we should find that my experience was not singular, +nor my reluctant composure unnatural. + +Mariposa had her emotions better in hand. She sobbed volubly, wiping +away real tears with the baby's calico slip, and three other girls +accomplished commendable snivels. An embarrassing halt brought down my +handkerchief and hushed audible mourning. The affair was not over. Every +eye was riveted expectantly upon me, and I had forgotten what came next. +Mariposa plucked my cloak and whispered in my ear:-- + +"Thar oughter be a pra'ar now!" + +The propriety of the suggestion was obvious. I had seen pictures of +funerals and knew how the officiating clergyman appeared in committing +"dust to dust, ashes to ashes." But there was the fear aforementioned of +breaking a Commandment by addressing the Almighty in a make-believe +service. + +"'Tain't a fun'ral 'thout thars a pra'ar!" Mariposa muttered +insistently. + +Nerved by the exigency, I lifted both hands and eyes toward the sky:-- + +"World without end, Amen and Amen!" + +"A-a-_men_!" groaned my faithful lieutenant. Her emphasis assured me +that the inspiration I had obeyed was a felicitous touch. She pressed +still closer to me, mindful of my dignity, and prompted me further, in +an artistic mutter, without using her lips. + +"The services o' this solemn 'casion will be close' by er hymn." + +I uttered it as if she had not given the cue, and "lined out" the hymn I +had pitched upon as eminently appropriate for the "solemn 'casion." + + "When I can read my title clear + To mansions in the skies." + +Mariposa raised the tune and carried it, the rest of the band screaming +in her wake. + + "I'll bid farewell to every fear + And wipe my weeping eyes," + +I continued in a nasal sing-song. + +The chorus was plain sailing before a spanking breeze; + + "And wipe my weeping eye-eye-_eyes_! + And wipe my weeping eye-er-_ese_! + I'll bid farewell to every fear + And wipe my weeping eyes." + +Like the echo of the final screech a fearsome wail arose from within the +enclosure,--a long-drawn cry, repeated while we stared into one +another's blanched faces, too affrighted for words. + +Mariposa was the first to recover the use of her tongue and limbs. + +"_Th' ghos' o' the little baby!_" she yelled, and took to her nimble +heels at a rate that made it impossible for the fleetest of her fellow +fugitives to overtake her. + +I was left all alone. + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter VI + + +[Illustration] + +Leaning against the outside of the brick wall, too stunned to join in my +companions' stampede, I yet did not lose my senses. Neither did I cry +out or whimper. Children have gone into convulsions and become idiotic +for less cause. I was phenomenally healthy, and, as I have said, no +coward. Before the hindmost deserter gained the draw-bars my reason was +on the return path. I had the signal advantage above my comrades of not +believing in ghosts. My father had asserted to me positively, once and +again, that no such things existed, and put himself to much trouble to +explain natural phenomena that are often misinterpreted by the ignorant +and superstitious into supernatural manifestations. His orders were +strict that the servants should never retail ghost stories in our +hearing; and he was obeyed by the elder negroes. Mam' Chloe, whatever +may have been her reserved rights of private judgment, backed him up +dutifully with the epigram:-- + +"Folks that's gone to the bad place _can't_ get out to come back, an' +them that's in heaven don't _want_ to." + +The cry I had heard certainly sounded like the weak wail of Cousin Mary +Bray's skinny little baby, but God and the dear angels would never let +the helpless, tiny mite wander back to earth alone. My mother had said +to me, last night, that it would never cry any more. + +"It was in pain all the while it was here," she reminded me. "It never +awoke that it did not begin to cry. Think how sweet it must be for it +not to suffer now. I think that God sent for it to come to heaven +because He was so sorry for it." + +Strength flowed into my soul with the recollection. My mother never said +what was not exactly true. Happy, safe, and saving faith of childhood in +a parent's wisdom, a parent's word, a parent's power! + +Curious, rather than frightened, I stepped over Musidora's grave, and +hurried around to the locked gate. Two unsodded mounds were near the +entrance. One was long, and one short. Stretched upon this last was +something that moved slightly and cried again, yet more piteously, when +I called to it. The sight sent me flying like a flushed partridge +through the Old Orchard to the garden fence, over it and up the middle +walk of the garden. While yet afar off, I saw my father standing there +talking with the gardener. Evidently the scattered horde had not spread +an alarm. My father turned at my loud panting, and eyed me with +astonishment. Without pausing to consider why he should be amazed, I +caught hold of him and shrieked my news:-- + +"Father! father! it is Alexander the Great come back to look for Lucy!" + +My father seldom scolded. He more rarely punished without inquiry. He +was stern now and spoke sharply. + +"What is the meaning of this nonsense, Molly? You are forever getting up +some new sensation. There is such a thing as having too much +'make-believe.' I would rather have a little sensible truth now and +then." + +"But, father, really and truly--" chokingly, for his words were as drawn +swords to my loving heart. + +He pushed my hand away from his arm. + +"When you look and behave less like a crazy child, I will hear what you +have to say. Where did you get those things?" + +I wished that the ground would open and swallow me away from his cold, +contemptuous eye. I had forgotten my ridiculous costume entirely. The +shame and humiliation of having exposed myself to his just criticism, +the added disgrace of the grinning gardener's enjoyment of the figure I +had cut--the absurd coal-scuttle of a bonnet hanging down my back, the +black silk apron streaming behind me like a half-inflated +balloon--overwhelmed me with speechless confusion. I hung my head in an +agony. + +"Where did you get them, I say?" repeated my father. + +"Up in the lumber-room," I stammered, faintly and sheepishly. + +"Go, put them back where you found them! Then, come to me. As I was +saying, James--" + +He went on with his directions to the gardener. + +I slunk away, forgetful of everything except my personal discomfiture, +dodging from one clump of shrubbery to another, lest I should be seen +from the windows of the house, going almost on all-fours in exposed +stretches of walk or garden-beds, and so making my retreat to the side +door of the north wing. I had stripped off the hateful masquerade +habiliments and rolled them into a compact bundle, but anybody who met +me would ask what I was carrying under my arm, and I could bear no more +that day. Unable to contain myself a minute longer, I sank down in the +solitude of the steep staircase leading to the lumber-room, and had my +cry--if not out--so nearly to the end that I felt adequate to making my +judge see reason,--if only he would not look at me as if he were ashamed +of his daughter! Was it very wrong to take those things on the sly? +Would I be punished for it? Had he told my mother yet? And did Mary +'Liza know about it? I could never, never tell her that I had worn the +_nasty_ bonnet and cloak as mourning to Musidora's funeral. I would be +whipped first. + +Crying again in anticipation of the dilemma, I trudged slowly up the +steps, and pushed back the door, which stuck fast again although I did +not recollect shutting it. + +"Just's if somebody was leaning against it!" said I, pettishly, and +flung my whole weight against the lower panel. + +The door flew back and I fell headlong, face downward, on the floor, the +bundle flying ahead of me clear to the hearth. I picked myself up, +rubbed my smarting palms and, in a vile humor, recovered the detestable +cause of all the trouble. I boxed the lop-ears of the bonnet, and gave +the apron a vicious shake, in restoring them to their respective pegs. +Then, I backed down from the chair on which I had been standing, and +started for the door. A feeble cry stopped me as if a shot had passed +through me. + +The room was in afternoon shadow, and the blinds of the larger of the +two windows had blown shut. The cry quavered out again, and at the same +instant I saw--or verily believed that I saw with my natural +eyes--Cousin Mary Bray seated in the rocking-chair between the hearth +and the window, holding a baby in her arms. She was rocking gently back +and forth, her face was pale and peaceful, and she wore a sort of dim +gray dress. Thus much I had seen when my father called loudly to me from +the bottom of the steps:-- + +"Molly! what are you doing up there? Come down directly! do you hear?" + +The apparition disappeared on the instant, and as I moved toward the +door, I stumbled over something soft that mewed miserably. In a second I +had it in my arms,--a rack of bones covered with muddy, tangled gray +fur,--and rushed down the stairs. + +"I told you so, father! don't you see? It is Alexander the Great. Now, +isn't it?" + +Will it be believed that the commotion attendant upon the recognition of +the wanderer, the talk, conjectures and questions, the nursing and +feeding, and cosseting the creature who was at the point of death from +starvation and fatigue--put all thought of revealing what I had beheld +in the haunted chamber out of my head, until, when I recalled it in all +its vividness, I simply could not speak of it? It was all like a swift, +bad dream, the telling of which might revive the unpleasant sensation +it created in passing. I do not pretend to explain a child's reserve on +subjects which have gone very far into the deeps of a consciousness that +never lets them go. Perhaps the solution is partly in the poverty of a +vocabulary which lags painfully behind the development of thought and +emotion. Certain it is that I was a woman grown before I ever confided +to a living soul what I thought sat in the rocking-chair in the haunted +room, brooding peacefully above a quieted baby. + +Lucy's cat--guided by what instinct only his Creator and ours knows--had +found his way to her grave over two hundred miles of fen, field, and +forest. Not finding her there, he had tracked me to the room where she +had last played with him. When carried to other parts of the house, he +cried piteously all day and all night. When the north wing was locked +against him, he went back to the grave and could not be coaxed away. +Finally, my mother proposed that he be allowed to stay there, until +cold weather. He was the plantation-pet all summer, growing plump, but +never playful, with nourishing food and rest. His meals were sent to him +twice a day, but he partially supported himself by catching birds and +field-mice in the burying-ground, which he never left. We got used to +his presence there after a while, and his habit of patrolling the top of +the wall, several times a day, for exercise, or under the impression +that he was guarding the short green mound where he slept every night. + +As the winter approached repeated efforts were made to tempt him to the +house, and when they were ineffectual my father took him there in his +own arms. The cat refused food and sleep, keeping the household awake +with his cries, and in the morning flew so savagely at his jailers that +we were obliged to let him go. + +The fiercest tempest known in mid-Virginia for forty years beset us on +the anniversary of Lucy's death, and raged for three days. When the +drifts in the graveyard melted, we found Alexander the Great dead at his +post. + +[Illustration] + + + +Chapter VII + +Just For Fun + + +[Illustration] + +The floor of the summer-house at Uncle Carter's was of lovely white +sand, and did not soil my clean pink gingham frock, although I sat down +flat upon it. Under one of the three benches that furnished it, I had +dug a vault yesterday. It was modelled upon the description given in +_The Fairchild Family_ of one belonging to a nobleman's estate. My +self-education was essentially Squeersian. When I read a thing, I +forthwith went and did it. The gardener had lent me a trowel, and I had +found a thin, flat stone that served as a cover. Digging was easy work +in the top-dressing of sand and the substratum of loose, dry soil. + +There were eight niches in the vault--two on a side. When all was +finished, I sallied forth in quest of occupants. My vault was stocked by +nightfall. In one niche was a dead sparrow my cousin Burwell had shot by +mistake and thrown away. In a second was a frog on which a horse or cow +had trod, crippling it so badly that Uncle Carter mercifully killed it +with a blow of his stick. The poultry-yard and an epidemic of pip +supplied me with two more silent tenants. A mouse-trap strangled a +fifth, the gardener's mole-trap yielded up a sixth. Nos. 7 and 8 were +land-terrapins ("tar'pens," in negro dialect), which I knew must be dead +when I found them, although I could discern no sign of violence. Their +shells were shut so tightly that I could not force a straw between the +upper and lower, and no amount of kicking and thumping elicited any sign +of life. + +An innovation upon the Fairchild pattern was the deposit in the bottom +of the vault of a tumbler full of flies which Aunt Eliza told the +dining room servant to throw into the kitchen fire. A primitive snare +for these destroyers of the housewife's peace was made by filling a +tumbler within an inch of the brim with strong soap-suds, and fitting +upon the top a round cover of thick "sugar-loaf paper," with a hole in +the middle. Molasses was smeared all around this hole upon the under +side of the paper, and an alluring drop or two on the top attracted +attention to the larger supply of sweets. At least a quart of flies, per +day, were caught in this way in the height of the season before window +and door screens were invented. + +I waylaid the man and tumbler in the back porch. + +"Are they dead, sure enough?" I whispered. + +"Dead as a door-nail, little mistis." + +"Give 'em to me, please! I'll bury them." + +He complied, good-naturedly. I poured the contents of the glass into the +vault, and strewed fine dry sand over them an inch deep. Then I fitted +on the flat stone, and said nothing to anybody of my new branch of +industry. + +I was tired of being called "an old-fashioned child!" My mother's oft +and resigned ejaculation--"What _next_, I wonder!" was to my ears a +covert reproach for not being "steady" and "a comfort," like Mary 'Liza. +Even my less critical father's shout of laughter at any unusual freak or +experiment abraded my moral cuticle sometimes. At home the colored +children would have entered heartily into my mortuary enterprise,--yes! +and kept my counsel. The reticence of the serf exceeds in dumb +doggedness that of a misunderstood child. But I did not play with Uncle +Carter's little negroes. Every Southern child comprehended the +distinction between "home-folks" and other people's servants. + +Not that I was ever lonely. What I called "things" were an unfailing +resource to me. An ant-hill was entertainment for a whole forenoon; I +watched bees and their hives by the hour; my vault kept me busy and +happy all day. If Cousin Molly Belle suspected what I was about, she +asked no questions, and refrained from spying upon me. When dressed +clean in the afternoon, for the second time since breakfast,--the +manufacture of mud-pies, puddings, and cakes, and the baking of several +batches in the sun, having engrossed the morning,--I took _The Fairchild +Family_ out into the summer-house and reread, for the tenth time, the +account of the opening of the family vault. + +Why, I reasoned within myself, should innocent dumb creatures be thrown +away like dead leaves, when they have stopped living? It would be kind +in me, or in anybody, to bury them in vaults, and to write Bible verses +and all that on their tombstones. I would dig another vault to-morrow +and look around for things to put into it,--and still another the next +day. I had, in imagination, honeycombed the space under the benches with +catacombs, and my book was clean forgotten, before I saw a movement in +the sandy flooring, close to the edge of the flat stone sealing the +mouth of the vault. I leaned forward to inspect it more nearly. The +stone had been undermined at one side, and a hole left there, through +which a line of flies, gray with dust, was feebly crawling into the +sunshine. There seemed to be a thousand of them, all dusty, but some +more active than others. As soon as they were quite clear of the hole, +they dispersed in various directions, some alighting upon twigs and +blades of grass, some flying up to the benches, where they sat cleaning +their bodies and wings with their feet and mouths. + +I worked my hands into the hole and raised the stone. A cloud of +resurrected flies arose in my astonished face. The vault was quick with +them. The dry sand, warmed by the sun, that I had sifted over them, had +acted as a hot blanket upon the chilled body of a dying man. When I got +rid of the swarm I examined the vault. Both of the terrapins were +missing. The sapping and mining was their work. Through the tunnel thus +excavated they had regained their liberty, and released a mighty host of +fellow-captives. + +"The rest of you are _dead_, anyhow!" said I, aloud, intensely chagrined +at the cheat practised upon my benevolent nature, and I shoved the stone +back over the violated vault. + +A shadow fell upon the white sand. Looking up, I saw a young gentleman +in the door of the summer-house, smiling down at me. At the first glance +I took him for my cousin Burwell, who was at home on his vacation. A +second undeceived me. I scrambled to my feet and stared hard at the +stranger who stood with his hands behind him, still smiling, but not +saying a word. He was nattily dressed in a blue cloth coat and trousers, +and a white waistcoat. A white satin stock of the latest style encircled +a slender neck; he wore shiny boots, a leghorn hat was set jauntily +above a crop of black curls. I was never shy, having been accustomed +from my birth to meeting strangers and to "entertaining company" when +called upon to do so. Yet I was strangely embarrassed by the merry eyes +fixed silently upon me. + +"How do you do, sir!" I said, dropping a little courtesy, as well-bred +children still did in that part of the civilized world. + +Still without speaking, the stranger drew nearer and stooped to kiss me. +This was going several steps too far. I clapped one hand over my mouth +and pushed him away with the other. + +"Cousin Molly Belle! _oh_, Cousin Molly Belle!" I screamed between my +fingers. + +She was the only member of the family at home, my uncle, aunt, and their +two sons having gone on an all-day visit to a plantation some miles +away. + +"Why, Namesake! don't you know me?" + +Her voice answered in my very ear, her arm held me as I ceased +struggling. + +I laughed like a mad thing in the excess of my relief and surprise, and +when she sat down, I climbed to her knee for a good look at her +disguise. + +"Cousin Burwell's clothes!" I said analytically. "And his hat. But your +hair is black." + +She lifted the hat to show that she had on a black wig. + +"It belonged to poor Grandpapa when he was young. He had a fever and his +head was shaved. I found it in a box on the top shelf of mother's +closet, and tried it on just for fun. I liked myself so well in the +glass that I thought I'd see how I would have looked if Burwell had been +the girl, and I the boy. I know now that I ought to have been. I mean to +be--just for fun--until they all come home. I'm in exactly the humor to +do something outrageous. I'm tired to death of everyday doings and +everyday people, and my everyday self. You and I are going to have a +real spree, a glorious frolic, and nobody else is to know a single +thing about it. Flora" (her maid) "helped me on with this rig. She is as +close as wax, and you never tell tales,--Oh, yes! I know--" as I opened +my mouth eagerly--"you would have your tongue pulled out by the roots +before you would get me into trouble. And there would be all sorts of +trouble if I were found out." + +She tied my sunbonnet, made of the same pink gingham as my frock, under +my chin, and we set forward gleefully upon our spree. To begin with, we +jumped over the yard palings, so that we should not have to pass in +sight of the house and kitchen, in order to get into the lane leading to +the public road. We called it "a lane." Now it would be an avenue, or +drive. The finest Lombardy poplars in Powhatan County bordered it; sheep +mint, pennyroyal, sweetbrier, and wild thyme grew up close to the +wheel-track and gave out a goodly smell as we brushed by and trod upon +them. I was in a high gale of spirits, and prattled as fast as my +tongue could run, flattered beyond expression by the choice of myself as +an accomplice in the frolic. + +"It's a pity you _can't_ change places with Cousin Burwell!" I +regretted. "You'd be a heap handsomer gentleman than he is. And it must +be just fine not to have to hold up your frocks when you want to run +fast, and to climb trees and jump fences. Would it be sure-enough +wrong--I don't mean not lady-like--but would it be _sinful_ for you to +dress that way all the time?" + +"People seem to think so, Namesake. They think so so much that it is +against the law for a woman to wear a man's clothes, or for a man to +wear a woman's. Though why any man with a grain of sense in his head +should ever want to put on _skirts_, I can't see. If I were to meet a +magistrate while I have on these--_things_,"--flicking her trousers with +a switch she had cut from a hickory sapling,--"he would have a right to +put me in jail." + +"Oh, Cousin Molly Belle!" squeezing her hand hard. "S'pose we should!" + +"I'm Cousin Burwell until we get home. No 's'pose,' you little goosie! +If we did, we'd take to the woods, and outrun him. Or, we'd climb a +tree." + +We were in the highroad, striding the ruts and skipping over stones like +two boys on the way home from school. There was pleasanter walking in +bridle-paths and wood-roads branching off from the thoroughfare every +few rods. I think the madcap chose the rutty and mud-holey route because +there was, at least, a chance that we might have to plunge into the +bushes to hide, or to brave the scrutiny of strangers and acquaintances. +The sauce of danger made the escapade the more attractive. + +Half a mile from home a creek, shallow, but broad, crossed the road. We +could not pass over dry-shod and had to go up the bank into the low +grounds to find a long log laid from side to side of a narrower part of +the stream. My companion hoisted me upon her back and ran along the +uncertain bridge as fleetly as a squirrel. + +"How far are we going?" I asked, as she set me down. + +"Around by Tom's Hill, and then cut across the field home. It's more +than a mile. Can you walk so far?" + +"I walked two miles at a time, once!" I boasted. + +"You are a brave little lightwood knot!" + +She was "fey"--_exaltee_--in the state of lighthearted-and +lightheadedness for which sober, literal, decorous English has no +synonym. As we went, she danced and sang, and laughed out joyously at +everything and at nothing, and talked the most fascinating nonsense--all +in the role of "Cousin Burwell." She could imitate him to perfection; +her strut and swagger and slang threw me into paroxysms of delight. We +picked huckleberries, and dived into the woods to feast upon wild plums +that had ten drops of syrupy juice between tough skins and flinty +stones encased in the pulp of bitterness, and gathered handfuls of wild +flowers because their beauty tempted sight and touch, and with no +intention of taking them home with us. Two of Pan's dryads turned loose +for a holiday could not have sported more irrationally. + +We met neither man nor beast until we had climbed Tom's Hill, a stony +eminence from the top of which, as the neighbors were proud of saying, +one could see six dwelling-houses, each with its group of outbuildings, +representing six fine plantations. A saddle-horse was tied to a +persimmon tree a hundred yards or so down the other side. He whinnied at +sight of us, and Cousin Molly Belle ran up to him. + +"Well done, Snap! old fellow! clothes don't make any difference to +you--do they?" + +It was Mr. Frank Morton's riding horse, and the fence by which he stood +bounded an extensive tobacco field belonging to Mr. Frank Morton's +brother. About the middle of the field was a tobacco barn, and by +climbing upon the top rail of the fence so as to overlook a row of +sassafras saplings, I could see a group of men about the door. Their +backs were toward us, and if they had looked our way they could not have +seen us, when I got down. + +Cousin Molly Belle's eyes were two dancing stars. She clapped her hands +in riotous glee. Without a word she untied the bridle from the tree, +vaulted into the saddle, drew me up in front of her, and before I could +put a question we were pacing briskly down the hill. At the bottom we +struck into a cross-road leading to Uncle Carter's plantation. Cousin +Molly Belle was laughing too heartily to speak distinctly, and I joined +in with all my heart, with a very imperfect appreciation of the extent +of the practical joke. Mr. Frank Morton would not have to walk home. He +had only to go to his brother's house when he missed Snap and borrow a +horse, and Snap would be sent back safely to him in good time. + +"What d'you s'pose he'll say when he comes to the fence and Snap isn't +there?" queried I, at length. + +"Oh, _don't_ I wish I were hiding somewhere near enough to hear and see +him!" another and yet more infectious outburst. "That would be the best +part of the joke. I'm going to turn Snap loose when we get to our outer +gate, and hit him a crack with my switch and start him toward home. +He'll not tell tales out of school--will you, old boy?" slapping his +neck affectionately. "Mr. Frank Morton will never guess why the horse +thief let such a fine animal get away from him, when once he had got +him. I can hear him now, telling me the story, and I'll look as grave as +a dozen judges, and wonder as hard as he does--and--_Hark!_" + +We were, perhaps, half a mile from the place where we had found Snap, +but, as I have said, Tom's Hill was a stony ledge, running like a sharp +backbone between fertile fields, and we heard from afar off the +clattering hoofs of a horse pressed to his utmost speed. + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter VIII + +My First Lie, and What Came of It. + + +[Illustration] + +"He is after us!" exclaimed Cousin Molly Belle, and brought down her +switch stingingly upon Snap's flanks. + +Tightening her arm about me, she urged him from canter to gallop, from a +gallop to a run. The trees swept by us like lightning; the wind tore the +breath from our lungs, but I had no thought of fear. My cousin was a +fearless rider, and the perfectly broken hunter under us flew as +steadily and as straight as a blue martin. Against the back of my head +Cousin Molly Belle's heart was pounding like an unbalanced trip-hammer. +I wondered if it were possible that she was frightened, and twisted my +face around to get a glimpse of hers. It was as white as a sheet, and +her teeth were set hard upon her lower lip. Within a stone's throw of +Uncle Carter's outer gate she brought the horse down to a walk, then to +a full stop, and slipped to the ground. Her face was so pale and rigid +as she set me upon my feet that I began to tremble. + +"Are you scared?" I faltered. + +"Scared to death, child! Hush!" + +She turned Snap's head in the direction from which we had come, and +struck him smartly with her switch, in letting go of the bridle. + +"Go home, sir! Go!" + +He galloped off, stirrups and mane flying, and she drew a deep, agitated +breath. + +"If ever I get into such a scrape again!" + +She bent low and listened; the scared look settled again upon her face. +Through the stillness of the summer afternoon, we heard a sharp "Whoa!" +faint but clear, when, as we judged, Snap neared our pursuer. The pause +of a second ensued, and the hoofs, doubled in number and resonance, +sounded nearer and nearer, thundering over the soft ground, clicking +against the stones, like a charge of cavalry. Cousin Molly Belle was so +white that a few freckles, never seen through her usually brilliant +complexion, made a line of sallow dots across her cheek bones and the +bridge of her nose. Clutching me more roughly than she had ever touched +me before, she thrust me well into the heart of a tall cedar whose +lowest boughs grew out horizontally and swept the earth. + +"Don't move or speak!" she whispered fiercely and forced her way to the +hole of the tree. + +I heard the grating of the bark under her feet, and felt the branches +shake, then grow quiet. She was well up the tree, and hidden by the +bushy foliage. The tumultuous beat of the charging hoofs echoed more and +more loudly. The rider would be upon us in another minute. Escape +through the gate and down the avenue to the house was out of the +question. We would have been in sight from the road for several hundred +yards, and a few seconds would be lost in opening the gate. + +On my part, the adventure was, thus far, pure fun, and the excitement +delicious. I giggled in my sleeve in the anticipation of hearing the +furious hoofs sweep past and lose themselves in the distance on the +false scent. I had not had time to speculate as to why my companion was +"scared to death." + +The clatter was abreast of, and behind me in the road when the +imperative "Whoa!" again arrested it. I knew the voice now. A man leaped +to the ground; hasty footsteps struck across the turf edging the +highway; dry sticks cracked, my bushy covert was jarred, and Mr. Frank +Morton stood before me, parting the branches to get a good look at me. +My pink gingham had betrayed me. + +"Molly Burwell! what are you doing here?" + +As if prompted by a telepathic despatch from the fugitive overhead, I +began to pick the bluish white berries studding the twigs and to cram +them into my mouth. + +"Picking cedar-berries!" I retorted coolly, cocking a saucy eye at him. + +"Who came with you?" + +I stood on tiptoe to tug at a fat cedar-ball, glossy, brown, and deeply +pitted. + +"Oh, Mr. Frank! won't you please cut it off for me?" + +He whipped out his knife and severed the twig. + +"Did you come all the way from the house alone?" + +I had never, within my memory, told a deliberate lie. My cheeks burned +like fire; my eyes dropped guiltily. My tongue did not trip or tangle. + +"Yes, sir." + +There was a dread silence. My ears rang, my heart was sinking slowly and +sickeningly into my heels. I had bethought myself just as he put the +question, that Cousin Molly Belle might be put in jail if he found out +that she had been with me, and had on her brother's clothes. As a +well-tutored child in a Presbyterian family, I knew what becomes of +liars when they leave off living and lying together. My teeth ceased to +chatter and met with a snap. The loyal heart rallied to the help of the +guilty tongue. I raised my eyes in sullen defiance. + +"It isn't so _dreadful_ far! I came all by my loney-toney self!" + +My friend laughed. + +"My dear little girl, there is no great harm in that. Only, I wouldn't +run away again if I were you. Your aunt might be uneasy if she missed +you." + +"She isn't at home," I answered incautiously. "She 'n' Uncle Carter 'n' +Cousin Burwell 'n' Cousin Dick have gone to Mr. Cunningham's." + +"Ah!" The ejaculation was not regretful. "Isn't Miss Molly Belle at +home? You would be sorry to make _her_ anxious, I know." + +The cedar-branches thrilled slightly, as at the flight of a startled +bird. Mr. Frank did not notice it, but the movement nerved me. I spoke +hastily, walking away from the tree toward the gate. + +"Oh, yes, _she's_ at home! I reckon she must have been taking a nap when +I came away. I'm going right back now." + +I had never dreamed that lying was such an easy performance. + +"I'll take you home. Wait a minute!" + +Snap was grazing on the roadside. Another saddle-horse stood by with +drooping head, his bridle hanging loosely in the bend of Mr. Frank's +arm. I was lifted to Snap's back; my escort walked beside me through the +gate, and along the lane, one hand on me, and leading the second horse. + +"I suppose you are wondering what I am doing with two horses," he said +lightly. "It is a very funny story. I'll tell you and Miss Molly Belle +when we get to the house. It will make you both laugh." + +He had given me Snap's bridle to hold, as if I were riding all by +myself. He thought it would please me. In other circumstances I should +have been glad and proud to be so mounted, and by him. But from my lofty +seat I could see over his head across the field of corn which lay to the +left of the road. Something or somebody was running between the close +rows in a straight line from the plantation gate to the house. Running +like a deer, or a greyhound--or Cousin Molly Belle. She must get home +and up to her room before we got there. + +"Oh, Mr. Frank!" I cried. "I have dropped my cedar-ball!" And when he +had picked it up, "Won't you please make Snap walk very slow? I am +afraid I might fall off." + +"What has got into you to-day, little Duchess?" He had a dozen pet names +for me, and my heart smote me sore at sight of his kind, honest face. +"It isn't like you to be afraid of horses,--and you and Snap are old +friends. You will never be such a rider as Miss Molly Belle if you learn +to be nervous." + +Not another sound fell from my lips until I was put down gently at the +front gate of my uncle's house, and Flora bustled out, cross lines in +her forehead and cross tones in her voice. + +"I do declar', Miss Molly--(How-you-do, Mars' Frank?) I do declar', Miss +Molly, you're enough to drive anybody crazy with you' wild tomboy ways. +Me 'n' Miss Molly Belle, we've been jes' raisin' the plantation fo' you, +and hyar you come home a-riding Mars' Frank Mo'ton's horse, gran' as you +please, and nobody knowin' whar you been ever sence dinner-time. Miss +Molly Belle 'll be mighty obleeged to you for fotchin' of her home, +Mars' Frank. She'll be down pretty soon for to tell you so herself. Walk +into the parlor, please, sir. Jim, you take Mr. Mo'ton's horses to +the stable. And Miss Molly, you jes' stay thar 'n' ent'tain Mr. Mo'ton +like a little lady tell you' cousin comes down sta'rs." + +[Illustration: THE END OF THE PRANK. + +"I was put down at my uncle's house, and Flora bustled out."] + +I obeyed with docility that must have surprised the autocrat. Meek and +miserable, I preceded the guest to the parlor, although every minute +spent under his unsuspecting eyes was a danger and a pain. I made no +attempt to "entertain him." Seated upon a high chair, my feet swinging +dolefully six inches above the floor, I fingered the wretched +cedar-ball, redolent of rosin through much bruising, my pink sunbonnet +hanging from the knotted strings to the small of my back, and with +difficulty refrained from crying. I had never been wretched just in that +way before. Two imperative duties had met plump and face to face, with a +shock that jarred all preconceived principles of belief and action out +of plumb. Cousin Molly Belle had trusted me to keep her secret, and I +saw no way of doing it except to lie outright and repeatedly. The sin +lashed my conscience until I could have located in my corporeal frame +the exact whereabouts of the uncomfortable possession. So absorbed was I +by individual upbraidings that Flora's barefaced fabrication of the +search her young mistress and she had had for the runaway passed +unrebuked by so much as a look. It was no comfort to me to hear another +person lie even more glibly than myself. Flora was an ignorant colored +person, I, a baptized white child of the covenant who could read the +Bible for herself. + +Mr. Morton tried to make me talk by well-concerted questions. Children +are best approached through the interrogative mood. It offers just so +many nails set in a sure place upon which to hang conversation. He was a +handsome, well-set-up young fellow, and, if somewhat graver by nature +and habit than most of Cousin Molly Belle's beaux, suited my taste best +of them all. Yesterday I should have been tickled clean out of the +proprieties by the chance of talking to him all by myself for twenty +minutes, sitting up in Aunt Eliza's parlor, just like grown folks. + +The twenty minutes were like one hundred in sloth and weight before the +tap of high heels on the oaken stairs and the swish of skirts against +the banisters advised us who was coming. + +She walked into the room with her head high and chin level; her eyes +shone and her coloring was superb. She had never been more beautiful, +and never so dignified. Her admirer felt both of these facts, and was +moved to mute inquiry into the cause of the singular mood. His glowing +eyes questioned hers while she shook hands with him and then sat down, +and held out her hand silently to me, without a smile. I went as +straight to her as a wounded bird to shelter, dropped upon a stool +beside her and rested my cheek against her knee, my hand in a grasp that +was close and loving, and--or so I fancied--monitory. My heart retorted +upon writhing conscience that she was worth sinning for. I added, +dogged and desperate, that I would do it again, if she needed to have it +done. + +"Flora says that you have been very uneasy about this little lady," said +Mr. Frank, the dumb questioning still in his eyes, while he led the talk +into safer paths. "And that you have been hunting for her all over the +plantation." + +"Flora said what was not true. I knew where she was, and did not look +for her at all or anywhere." + +The metallic quality in her voice did not belong to it, and her +articulation was carefully clear, not at all like the gliding vowels and +consonantal elisions that help make musical the speech of the Southern +girl. + +Mr. Frank looked puzzled. Had I not been present, he would have got at +the answer to the enigma. I felt this, but my hand was still in Cousin +Molly's, and I comprehended that she willed me to stay where I was. + +"I have had an adventure, if she has not," resumed Mr. Frank, merrily. +"You may have seen me arrive with two saddle-horses? I was on my way +here, riding Snap. As I passed John's upper tobacco-field, I saw him at +the barn. So I tied Snap to a tree and went to speak to John. While we +were talking a negro ran up, all out of breath, to say that a man and a +woman had stolen my horse. The negro was too far off to recognize the +fellow, but he saw him untie Snap, mount him, help a little woman in a +red dress to get up behind him, and then ride away at a rattling pace. +Fortunately, John's riding-horse was standing at the barn door. I was in +the saddle before the story was done, put him at the nearest fence, and +was after the thieves. I must have gained upon them--Wildfire can outrun +any other horse in the county, and I did not spare him--for the rascals +left their booty and got away with whole skins. I met Snap just this +side of Willis's Creek, going home like the sensible creature he is. He +had been ridden hard, and there were welts on his sides where he had +been whipped, but I got him back safe. It was a risky thing--their +stealing him. Everybody about here knows the star in his forehead and +his white hind foot. The first white man that met the thieves would have +taken them up. I have no doubt that they belonged to a gang of gypsies +that are roaming through this neighborhood. A wagon-load of them passed +our house yesterday and camped last night at the Crossroads. I saw them +there last night as I went home from Court. On my way back this evening +I'll give them a call and let them understand that this is an unhealthy +country for that sort of gentry. Horse-thieves and grapevines are found +conveniently near to one another, sometimes." + +In the horror of the hearing, I must have cried out but for the warning +squeeze that made my finger-joints slip upon each other and the bones +ache. The muscles of my face stiffened until I felt it losing all +resemblance to Molly Burwell. I was sure that it looked like a gray old +woman's, and instinctively turned it into the folds of my cousin's +skirt. Suppose Mr. Frank had called upon the gypsies before coming here! +If he had not come to us at all to-day--what would have happened? Would +he have had the innocent strangers hanged upon the convenient grapevine? +Could he be prevented from doing this now unless the truth were told +him? _That_, of course, was not to be thought of. Better have the gypsy +gang driven out of the county and a man and a woman strung up, than let +Cousin Molly Belle go to jail for wearing men's clothes. She would die +sooner than confess to any man, least of all to this one, that she had +worn--_pantaloons!_--and ridden Snap as people who wear the things +always ride. + +How little I knew her was to be proved. + +She let go my fingers all at once, pressed her palms together hard, and +sat up very straight, settling her eyes upon Mr. Frank's. When she +spoke, the metallic ring was that of a taut piano-string. + +"You will please not go near the gypsies. _I_ stole your horse. Just for +fun, you know. And wretched fun it was. I saw him standing there, and +the temptation to play a trick upon you was too much for me. I meant to +let him go and send him back when I got to our gate. I did it sooner +than I expected, because I heard you coming and knew in a minute that +you must be on Wildfire, and that Snap stood no chance of keeping ahead +of him." + +The listener's face was a study. He stood up and stared down at her, at +first in incredulous stupefaction, then, frowningly. + +"_You--took--my--horse!_ You were that 'little woman,' then? Who was the +man?" + +"There was no man. The negro did not see straight, or he told you a lie. +Molly was with me, and, as you see, her frock is pink. We were out +walking. We both got on the horse. It was a silly, silly prank, and all +my fault." + +The frown disappeared; the perplexity remained. He glanced at me, and +my eyes fell. I so wanted Mr. Frank Morton to think well of me! + +"But Molly said--" he began. + +She took him up quickly. + +"I know what Molly said. I was close by and heard every word. She was +trying to shield me. I told her that I could be put in jail if anybody +knew what I had done. I tempted the poor, loyal, loving little soul to +tell the first falsehood that ever soiled her tongue. It was a wicked--a +vile--a _mean_ thing in me! I loathe myself when I think of it. Oh, +Namesake!"--encircling me suddenly with her arm--"we will ask God +together to forgive us. I am the sinner--not you!" + +I was wetting her sleeve with tears, shed more for her distress than for +my sin. + +Mr. Frank Morton made a step toward her. + +"I don't comprehend you yet--quite. You could not have imagined that you +could ever go to jail if you had stolen every horse in my stable--and +everything else I have? Don't give another thought to the matter. It was +a harmless bit of fun that hurt nobody. As to Molly's fibbing--I was the +tempter. What was the child to do? I think all the more of her for +standing between you and possible trouble." + +"I tempted Molly to tell her first lie!" She waived aside the hand he +would have laid upon my head. "I shall recollect that as long as I live. +I deserve to suffer for it. And I mean to punish myself by telling you +the whole truth." + +In the energy of her resolve, she, too, arose to her feet. A sort of +ague went from her head to her feet. For an instant there was not a sign +of color in her cheeks, then, a great billow of blushes beat her face +down upon her hands. If I had not been clinging to her skirt I could +hardly have got the meaning of the muffled words. Her lover had to bend +his head to catch them. + +"_I had on a suit of Burwell's clothes!_" + +She threw up her head so abruptly that her face almost touched his +before he could start back. + +"_Now_"--she flung out passionately--"you will despise me! And you ought +to!" + +Her rush toward the door was intercepted by his quicker action. He +seized both of her hands and would not let her pass. + +"On the contrary, I never respected you before as I do this moment. You +shall believe this, Molly Belle!" + +Not a symptom of a "Miss"! And he the most punctilious of men in +everything pertaining to polite address and chivalric reverence for +women! His eyes had strange flashes in them when he turned to me. He was +grave, but with a gravity that overlaid smiles. His voice was very +gentle:-- + +"Molly, run away to play--there's a dear child!" + +As I obeyed, I saw that he had not let go of Cousin Molly Belle's +hands. + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter IX + +My Pets + + +[Illustration] + +Like my games, my stockings, and my frocks, they were home-made. We had +no caged birds. Our yards and woods thrilled with bird-song all day long +for eight months of the year, and mocking-birds filled June and July +nights with music sweeter and more varied than the storied strain of the +nightingale. I had never seen a canary, and knew nothing of him except +as I had read of one in what I called a "pair of verses" to which I took +a fancy. I used to sing them to a tune of my own making when +grown-uppers were not listening:-- + + "Mary had a little bird, + Feathers bright and yellow, + Slender legs--upon my word + He was a pretty fellow. + + "Sweetest songs he often sung + Which much delighted Mary, + And often where his cage was hung + She stood to hear Canary." + +I classed Mary 'Liza with the grown-uppers. She loved cats, adopting two +when they were blind kittens, and bringing them up in just such staid +habits as made her incomparable among children. At six months of age +they would doze at her feet on the rug while she studied, or ciphered, +or read aloud, or stitched upon those everlasting chemises. When she +took a walk for exercise (she never ran, or hopped, or skipped) they +trotted demurely in the path, beside or behind her, indifferent to +butterflies and grasshoppers, and as intent upon Behavior as their +mistress. They were always fat and sleek, and ate civilized +victuals,--bread, milk, and cooked meats cut into decent, miminy-piminy +mouthfuls. Not one of them was ever known to commit the vulgarity of +catching a mouse. Mary 'Liza considered it cruel, and eating raw flesh +"a dirty habit." She, the cats, and Dorinda composed a Happy Family in +which--barring the Rozillah episode--no accidents ever happened. + +From earliest childhood my love for living creatures as companions and +pets was a passion that wrought much anguish to me, and more casualties +in the dumb animal kingdom than would be credited, were I to set down +the full tale of my bantlings, and the fate of each. At a tender age, I +sturdily refused to "call mine" the downiest darlings of the +poultry-yard. There would be a few weeks of having, and loving, and +fattening, and then the axe and the bloody log at the woodpile, and the +stormy tears of bereavement. It mattered not to Aunt 'Ritta that my +foster-children had names to which they answered, that they would feed +from my hand, and hop on my shoulder, and run quacking, or squawking, +or piping, or chirping, at my heels across the yard, and follow me to +the field like dogs. When the day and the hour--always unexpected to +me--came, I "called and they answered not again," until, taught by +bitter experience, I "struck" petting tame and edible living things, +once and finally. + +The miniature menagerie I then set up on my own account, and, as I shall +show, to the detriment of everything entered upon the rolls, was stocked +principally by the services of my colored contingent. + +Among the first inmates--they all became patients in the long, or short +run--were two striped ground squirrels (chipmunks) who were caught in a +box with a falling door, and presented to me by Barratier. He lent me +the box to keep them in. I fed and watered them warily and successfully +for a couple of days by lifting the door an inch, having previously +rapped upon it to scare the prisoners to the other end, then slipping in +the dish of water and the nuts, sugar, or fruit that were the day's +rations. Supposing that kindness and comfortable quarters had tamed them +into appreciation of my services and intentions, I raised the door two +inches higher on the third day, and took a good look at the beauties +huddled trembling in their safe corner. Their bright eyes were alluring, +their quiescence was encouraging. I spoke to them in dulcet accents, and +advanced a friendly hand. They met it more than half-way, one leaping +upon my bare arm, running up to my shoulder, and, with one bound over my +head, regaining his lost freedom. I caught his less active brother by +the tail as he was sneaking under the door, and held him tight. In a +quarter-jiffy he whisked his little body around and dug his teeth into +my finger, and, as I still held on to his tail, incontinently shed the +skin of the same, leaving it in my grasp. The last I ever saw of him was +the flaunt of a gory, ghastly pennant, as the bearer vanished under a +heap of stones. I flung the bloody casing from me with abhorrence. Now I +can hope that another grew upon the denuded bones. Then I hoped it +would not. The insult was gross. + +The immediate successor of the ingrates was a mouse bestowed upon me by +one of the stable hands. I named the waif "Caspar Hauser" forthwith, +being fresh from the perusal of the history of that engaging fraud, and +inducted him into a spare rat-trap set about closely with wires. A +horsehair sparrow's nest was lined with raw cotton and put in one +corner, a toy saucer of water in the other, and in the third a toy plate +filled with cracked hickory nuts, interspersed with bits of sugar. Then +I sat down upon the floor beside him, and began the business of taming +him by getting him used to seeing me, cultivating his acquaintance by +poking my finger between the bars, talking and singing to him, and +endeavoring, by other ingenious devices, to make him feel at home. He +scampered around the confines of his domicile, as in a treadmill, all +the time I was thus employed, and could not be induced to touch his +food. + +Mary 'Liza and I had outgrown the trundle-bed, and had a room to +ourselves upstairs. Into this I surreptitiously conveyed the improvised +cage that night and hid it under the bed. When my bedfellow had fallen +asleep, I got up softly, lighted a candle, and took a peep at my pet. He +had gone regularly to bed after disposing of some of the nuts and +scattering the remnants in every direction, and now lay curled up in the +cotton-wool in the prettiest, most homelike way imaginable, fast asleep. + +I hung over him, entranced. He was tamed! Before long he would be +following me all over the house, playing hide-and-seek in corners, +sitting upon his hind legs beside my plate at table, and nibbling such +tidbits as I might give him. One particularly bright picture of our +common future was of taking him to church, smuggling him into the pocket +of my Sunday frock, and after settling myself comfortably upon my knees +before a corner seat during the "long prayer," taking Caspar Hauser out +and letting him play on the bench. What a boon his society would +be--what a relief his antics while Mr. Lee droned through innumerable +"We pray Thees!" + +After I went back to bed I pursued these and other enchanting visions +into dreamland. The next day I took Caspar Hauser into the garden for +air and sunshine. His liveliness was something inconceivable by the +human imagination. He chased himself frantically around the cage, +regardless of my tender exhortations, until I began to fear that taming +was a more tedious process than I had supposed. I set the cage upon the +grass where the sun was hottest, withdrawing myself into the shade as +less in need of light and warmth, and read a volume of Berquin's +_Children's Friend_ in full sight of Caspar Hauser. Whenever I turned a +page I would stick my finger between the wires and chirrup encouragingly +to the captive, all with a single eye to getting him used to me. His +speed and staying powers were equally extraordinary, but I was cheered, +when the forenoon was spent and I picked up the cage to take him in, by +observing that he ran more deliberately and with occasional pauses. By +the time I got him upstairs he lay down for a nap. He was still +slumbering at my supper-time, and had not got his nap out when I went to +bed, nor yet when breakfast was eaten and lessons said, next morning. + +I had made up my mind by now that he was sick, and carried him into the +garden once more. I had read that wild creatures physic themselves if +allowed to seek such plants as instinct tells them are specifics for +their ailments. Lifting Caspar Hauser from his woolly bed, I stroked him +and called him by name. He was so tame by now that he did not struggle +upon my palm. Only the rise and fall of his furry sides showed that he +was alive. He was limp and helpless, and to me very lovable. I laid him +upon a strip of turf hot with the sunshine that had steeped it for five +hours. He had a liberal choice of healing herbs. Parsley, sage, mint, +tansy, peppergrass, catnip, and sweet marjoram, rue and bergamot and +balsam, flourished within a hundred lengths of his small body. While I +watched him he stretched himself as a baby at awakening, and began to +crawl weakly toward the tansy bed. To save him needless exertion I +pulled a handful of the yellow heads and offered them to his inquisitive +nose. Mam' Chloe had given me tansy tea for a bad cold last winter. It +tasted nasty, but I got well. Instinct had "indicated" tansy to Caspar +Hauser. He refused the panacea dumbly, and made, still feebly, for the +parsley patch. I let him go a yard or more, when, fearing lest he might +lose himself in the maze of luxuriant herbage, I dragged him tenderly +back by the tail to the hot turf. + +He had grown so tame that he never moved again. + +The funeral took place that afternoon. We buried him next to Musidora. I +had had enough of vaults, regarding them, with reason, as uncertain +places of sepulture for the presumably defunct. I had never heard, or +read, of cremation. I had had the misfortune to break my slate a few +days before, and the biggest fragment made a nice tombstone for Caspar +Hauser. With a nail and with infinite toil I produced a suitable +epitaph. + + HERE LIES + HIS AFLICTED + MISS M. BURWELL'S + FATHEFULL LIT + TLE FREND AN + D TAME PLA + YFELOW AND + SUFFERER + C. H. + +There was not room for the whole name, but, as I told my fellow-mourners +when I read the inscription to them, since we all knew it, the omission +was of no consequence. I could have wished that the slate had broken +straight, so that the inscription would have gone in better. However, +one cannot control circumstance when it takes the shape of a fracture. + +Within twenty-four hours after Caspar Hauser's decease he was succeeded +by Bay. His name in its entirety, was Baffin's Bay. The alliterative +unctuousness of the title pleased me, as Mary 'Liza pronounced it +smoothly in her geography lesson, the day on which Hamilcar, the +carriage driver, drove over a young "old hare" in the road, and knocked +one of the poor thing's eyes out. It was taken up for dead, but +presently began to kick, and the ownership reverted to me. It lived a +week, and for hours at a time was so nearly comfortable as to eat +sparingly of milk, lettuce, cabbage, and clover, with which I supplied +it lavishly twice a day. I likewise treated the wounded eye with +balsam-capeiva and balm of Gilead ointment, sovereign appliances for the +bruises and cut fingers of that generation. A lemon box, with slats +nailed across the front by faithful Barratier, was the hospital in which +I laid Bay up for repairs. Him, too, I carried daily into the garden, +for change of air. He condescended to approve of the parsley patch, +limping through it as gracefully as the long tape tied to his right hind +leg would allow. + +When, upon the third day of his residence in civilized quarters, he had +a convulsion in the very middle of the parsley patch, I thought it a +playful antic, and was amused and gratified thereat. The second time +this happened, James, the gardener, chanced to witness the performance +and informed me, brutally, that "that old hyar had throwed a fit, and +was boun' to die 'fore long. + +"That 'ar lick on de side o' de hade done de bizness fur him, sure. De +brain am injerred. Mighty easy thing fur to injer a Molly Cottontail's +brain. He ain't got much, an' hit lies close to de top o' de hade." + +For forty-eight hours before Bay died, the spasms were distressingly +frequent, but I would not have him killed. James might be wrong. Good +nursing and plenty of fresh air might bring my patient around. For fear +my parents might insist that he should be put out of his misery, I +removed the hospital to the playhouse, and gave him the range of the +place, forbidding the colored children to tell what was going on. His +agonies were nearly over when, in the distraction of anxiety, I took +Cousin Frank Morton into confidence. He had ridden over with a message +from Cousin Molly Belle. + +(Have I mentioned that they had been married for six months?) + +The message was to the effect that I must spend the day and night with +her. My mother gave ready consent. + +"Molly has been too pale for several days, and has little or no +appetite," she said, looking affectionately at me. "The change will do +her good, and there is no other place where she enjoys a visit more than +at your house. Molly! can't you thank Cousin Frank for taking the +trouble to come for you?" + +Strained by conflicting emotions, I fidgeted awkwardly about Cousin +Frank's chair, pinching the hem of my apron into folds, and shifting +from one foot to the other. + +"I want to go _dreadfully_!" I got out at length, almost ready to cry. +"_But_--Cousin Frank--wouldn't you like to look at Bay? He's an old hare +that I am taming." + +While speaking, I started for the door, and he came after me. My mother +exclaimed, provoked, yet laughing, that I was "getting more ridiculous +every day," but I knew my man, and did not stop. + +Bay was throwing a particularly hard fit when we got to him. His cries +had something humanlike in them that pierced ears and heart. + +"My dear child!" uttered the shocked visitor. "How long has this been +going on?" + +Upon hearing that the poor thing had never seemed really well from the +day he was hurt, and had been "going on like this for four days, +hand-running," he was quite angry--for him. + +"I wonder that your mother let you keep him when he was in this state," +he said seriously; and, seeing the tears I could not drive back, he sat +down on my chair and drew me up to him. "It would be better to kill the +poor creature, at once, dear. He can never be better." + +I begged him not to tell my mother about Bay's sickness. I had become +very fond of him, and he was so sweet and patient--and tame,--and I just +couldn't bear to have him killed. Whether he would have granted my +petition or not was not to be tested. While I was speaking, Bay uttered +a shrill scream, leaped up high in the air, and fell over on his back, +dead. + +We hurried on the funeral that I might go home with Cousin Frank that +evening. I pulled up the tombstone from the head of Caspar Hauser's +grave and made an epitaph on the other side for Bay. There might not be +another slate broken in the family for months. At the present rate of +mortality among my pensioners, it behooved me to be economical. I had +not time to indite such an elaborate testimonial to the worth of the +deceased as graced Caspar Hauser's last resting-place. Yet I thought +the tribute not amiss, and the drop into poetry elated me and +electrified my audience. The lines were engraved perpendicularly upon +the slate to give the rhyme effective room:-- + + "Alas! and Alack A DAY! + Poor Litle BAFFINS BAY!" + +My visit lasted three days instead of one and a half. I brought back +with me something worthy of the pride that swelled my happy heart to +aching. One of Cousin Frank's men had taken two young hares alive, and +given them to his mistress a week ago, and she and Cousin Frank had +arranged a pleasant surprise for me. Before I had been in the house an +hour I was taken to the dining room to see the dear little things +already housed in a cage, made by the plantation carpenter. None of your +lemon-box makeshifts, but a strong case in the shape of a cottage, of +planed wood, painted white on the outside. There were two rooms in it +with a round door in the dividing wall. One was half full of soft, +sweet-smelling hay for Darby and Joan to sleep upon. Their names were +ready-made, too. The other room was a parlor where they were to eat and +to live in the daytime. Broad leather straps by which the box could be +carried were made to look like chimneys. + +The whole family collected to admire my treasures when I got home, and +Mary 'Liza was so much interested in Darby and Joan that she brought up +her cats, Cinderella and Preciosa, to be introduced and make friends +with "their new cousins"--so she said. Cinderella was black-and-white, +Preciosa yellow-and-white, very large, and with long fur as soft and +fine as raw silk. Mary 'Liza put them down close to the cottage. + +"You must be very good and never hurt either of the beautiful hares--you +hear?" she said, and we all looked on to see what they would do. + +Bless your soul! they walked once around the cottage in a lazy, +indifferent, supercilious way, hardly glancing at their "new cousins," +then Preciosa yawned, tiptoed back to her place on the rug, doubled her +toes in under her, and half closed her "greenery-yallery" eyes in real, +or simulated slumber. Cinderella purred about her mistress until she +seated herself again to work upon her seventh chemise, then jumped up +into her lap and composed herself to slumber. + +After that, I had no fear that the well-fed, pampered creatures would +molest my pets. Everybody sympathized in my good fortune. The weather +was intensely warm, and Uncle Ike's own august hands rigged up a shelf +against the garden fence, making what I called a "situation" for my +cottage. Not even Argus could get at them there, had he been evilly +disposed, and he had excellent principles for a puppy. Darby and Joan +nibbled lettuce and cabbage from my fingers inside of three days, and if +they were in the bedroom when I approached their dwelling, would bustle +out to see if it were milk, or greens, or, maybe, clover blossoms that I +had for them. + +The happy, happy days went by, and I announced to my father one evening +as we sat at supper that I really "began to believe the curse was lifted +from my pets." + +"The curse! Mary Hobson Burwell! what a word!" cried my mother. + +My father held up his hand. + +"One moment, if you please, mother! Explain yourself, Molly!" + +"I mean," answered I, bravely, "that it used to seem as if a wicked +fairy had cursed a curse upon anything I took a fancy to. Like the girl +in the song, and her tree and flower, and dear gazelle, you know. But +Darby and Joan make me hope--" + +The words were blasted upon my tongue by a terrible scream. + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter X + +Circumstantial Evidence + + +[Illustration] + +The garden gate was close to the dining-room windows, and the windows +were not high above the ground. I rushed for the nearest. The moon was +bright, and I was in time to see three cats jump down from the shelf on +which the cottage was "situated," and dart away in as many different +directions. One ran close along the wall of the house, and I recognized +Preciosa. Hurling myself over the window-sill, I was the first of our +startled party to reach the scene of the tragedy. + +The attack had been made from the three exposed sides of the cottage, +the cats thrusting their claws between the bars and dragging my +darlings up against these. + +My father opened the cottage door and took out the mangled, palpitating +bodies. + +"Oh, father!" I shrieked. "Are they killed?" + +"Yes, my daughter." + +Then I went crazy. So raging and raving crazy that when I came partially +to my senses, I did not recollect what I had been saying or doing since +I heard the awful truth. I had been removed from the dark and bloody +ground in some way and by somebody, for I was lying on my mother's bed. +The consciousness of where I was had in it some drops of the oil of +consolation. Next to the close embrace of the mother's arms there is no +other resting-place on earth that so aptly typifies the safety and +healing grace of Heaven to the child of whatever age, as Mother's Bed. + +In our house, to be laid upon that miracle of elastic fluffiness was to +become, in fancy, a blessed ghost, cradled upon a cloud. The sick +child, the hurt child, the repentant child--were received into that holy +asylum without other certificate than his or her need. + +Finding myself there made me feel that there might still be something +worth living for, and to care for. My mother was by me and her arm was +under my head; my father stood at the foot of the bed, kind and +compassionate; Mam' Chloe was putting a bottle of hot water to my feet, +and there was a strong smell of cologne in the air. I was very weak; my +head felt queer and light, and although I was not crying, something +seemed to grab me inside and shake me every little while--a short, sharp +shake that made me gasp. Before I could open my eyes I heard my mother's +voice say:-- + +"I wish the dear child did not take things so much to heart. It will +bring her a great deal of sorrow in her future life." + +Ah, blessed mother of mine! for so many years beyond the sight and +hearing of the vicissitudes of that life, then new and all +untried--yours was but a partial prophecy. Against the sorrows born of +"taking things so much to heart," I set a wealth of joy and beauty and +love that have been made mine own by the same nature and habit. + +What she said or meant was little to me at that moment, for as I blinked +confusedly about me, I saw Mary 'Liza, neat and upright, in her own +especial chair by the window, and Preciosa was on her lap. + +An electric bolt quivered through me. I started up and pointed at the +placid pair, my hand shaking like a leaf, my voice thick with +spluttering wrath:-- + +"_She_ did it! I want her killed." + +"Dear child, lie down, don't talk, you are dreaming," cooed my mother, +trying to force me gently down to the pillow. + +I put her aside, and tried to form articulate words. + +"_That, cat, did, it!_ I saw her. I'll kill her! Let me get up." + +My father came to my mother's help. + +"Take the cat out of the room, Mary Eliza," he ordered calmly. And to +me--"Now, Molly, we will hear what you have to say." + +He heard and weighed the evidence before I was put to bed in my own +room. My head still went around queerly when I raised it, but my mind +was clear. He sat by me and stroked my hand gently while he got my +testimony. His kindness to his orphaned niece was unfailing, but he +seldom caressed her, and nobody ever romped with her. He listened to my +story first, and as patiently as if he were not to hear any other. + +I was hotly positive that the big cat I had seen jump from the shelf and +dash by the window so close to me that I could have touched her by +leaning over the sill, was Preciosa. There was no other cat of her size +and color on the plantation. Beyond this conviction the prosecution had +not a scrap of testimony to offer. On the side of the accused were the +record of a blameless life; the lack of motive, inasmuch as the accused +was fed abundantly with daily bread far more convenient for her than the +raw flesh she had never desired before,--and, as a "clincher," an alibi +was set up by Preciosa's mistress, who, coming into the chamber a few +minutes after the disaster, had found the cat sleeping upon the rug just +as she had left her when the supper bell rang,--and with never a speck +of blood on her paws and fur. + +"She had licked it off, then!" I stormed. "I tell you I did see her! I +did! I _did_! I DID! Father! you know I wouldn't tell a story about +it--don't you?" + +"I believe that you think you saw her, my daughter. We all believe that. +But you may have been mistaken. You were very much excited, and the cat +ran fast, and it was in the night, recollect, and the moon is not as +bright as the day. Altogether, we must take it for granted that Preciosa +is not guilty, and keep a sharp lookout for the strange cat that did +the mischief." + +"It was Preciosa--hateful old thing!" I insisted, angry and sullen. "She +ought to be killed!" + +My father arose with decision that showed the case was concluded. + +"Mother! you will see that our little daughter does not talk any more +about this to-night? She will, I hope, feel differently in the morning." + +I did not. In saying my prayers at bedtime I pointedly omitted--"Forgive +us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us." I did +not mean to forgive Preciosa. Furthermore, I was not at peace with her +mistress and advocate. The more I mused, the hotter the fire burned, +until I was ready to convict my father of injustice, and my mother of +rank favoritism for the alien. I sulked violently at breakfast, and as I +was not reproved, grew so stubborn and disrespectful over my lessons +that I was sent to my room to stay there until dinner was ready. The +term of banishment had still an hour to run, and I was leaning, listless +and wretched, out of the window when Mam' Chloe and Uncle Ike met in the +yard directly beneath, and part of the low dialogue reached me. + +"Ef I could onct ketch that Precious-O-sir in some o' her tricks, you'd +see the fur fly,--mind!" said the butler. + +"I suttinly is mighty sorry for po' Miss Molly," answered his wife. +"Looks-if hur heart is pretty nigh broke. It's right down pitiful to see +how much sto' she sot by them young old hyars. You mus' see ef you can't +get her some mo'." + +I dropped my head on the window-sill and cried out the tears that +scalded my lids at the unexpected touch of sympathy. Then I fell to +thinking and with a purpose. + +I went down to dinner with a tolerably composed countenance, a good +appetite, and a well-digested scheme of vengeance in my mind. Uncle Ike +was my only co-conspirator. I think I can see him now as he rolled back +against the garden fence to laugh as I unfolded my design. + +"Ef you ain't the _beater_!" he chuckled, his pepper-and-salt poll +tilted to one shoulder, and eyeing me with undisguised admiration. "An' +you say nobody ain' put it into your hade?" + +"I haven't said a word about it to anybody else, Uncle Ike. You'll help +me,--won't you?" + +He doubled himself up like a dyspeptic jack-knife, the ingenuity of the +plot gaining upon his imagination. + +I pressed my advantage:-- + +"And don't tell Mam' Chloe--please! She'll think it is cruel. But it +isn't. It's just only justice. And it can't bring _them_ back." + +I clenched my fists, and my eyes filled. + +"That's so, Miss Molly, that's so," sobering instantly. "It is mighty +hard on you--powerful hard." + +"And, Uncle Ike,"--hurrying to get it out lest my voice should +fail,--"please don't let anybody give me any more old hares, or any +'live things to keep. They'll just die, or be murdered by other folks' +cats--or something. It's no use making myself happy for a little while +just to be sorry for ever and ever so long afterward." + +With which epigram I ran away, afraid to try to utter another word. + +That evening we were all on the front porch. The air was breezeless, the +moon as yellow as brass through sultry fogs. My mother, in a white +dress, lay back in her rocking-chair and fanned herself languidly. My +father smoked his Powhatan pipe upon the steps, leaning against one +pillar of the roof. Mary 'Liza in pale-blue lawn, occupied the other end +of the step. Her hands were in her lap. Cinderella dozed upon a fold of +her skirt. Dorinda had been undressed and rocked to sleep at sunset. +Preciosa had gone upstairs at the same time. I saw her lying upon the +foot of our bed after supper, her eyes narrowed to slender slits with +sleep or slyness. I had a shrewd impression that if I were to go +upstairs now I should not find her in the same place. Instead of +verifying the surmise in this way I stole noiselessly out of the family +group, sauntering along carelessly until I turned the corner of the +house, after which I ran like a lapwing to the garden gate, the +rendezvous agreed upon between Uncle Ike and myself. + +He was there with the various "properties" I had ordered. + +_Imprimis_, a big dish-pan; _second_, a monstrous black pot from which +steam arose into the hot night; _third_, a stout twine, to one end of +which was attached a brick; a lump of raw liver dangled at the other. By +my directions the pan was balanced upon the shelf where the cottage had +stood, so that a slight pull would overset it, the brick was laid in the +bottom, the string with the liver attachment hanging over the side. +Lastly, Uncle Ike mounted upon the stool I was wont to use when I +visited my murdered dears, and filled the pan from the pot. All being +ready, we conspirators withdrew to the unlighted dining room, and +stationed ourselves at a window. + +Our watch was not tedious. I was the first to discern a moving speck in +the dim vista of the walk leading from the gate far down the garden. It +enlarged and assumed a definite form, slowly. Evidently it was a scout, +and the advance a reconnoissance. Feline artifice was in every line and +motion. A ray of misty moonlight lay athwart the entrance to the garden. +The gate was propped open. As the cat crossed it, we recognized a wily +and wicked old Tom from the stable, a disreputable plebeian prowler, +never tolerated in the house grounds. I hardly smothered an ejaculation +as dainty Preciosa glided into the illuminated area and took part in the +furtive inspection of the preparations made for the reception of last +night's marauders. A third, and yet a fourth, miscreant joined the +first two, and heads were laid together in a council of war. + +The liver hung high. Tom rose upon his hind feet, clawed the air +futilely and came down sheepishly upon all fours. Next, a small, nimble +black cat jumped and fell short of the bait. Uncle Ike snickered, and I +drew in my breath excitedly, as the pampered exquisite, My Lady +Preciosa, tripped mincingly into the open. The moon shone out obligingly +to let us see her fall into position, her head upraised toward the +tempting morsel--(pig's liver, and none too fresh at that)--her +crouching body thrown well back upon the haunches, her tail, enlarged to +double the usual size, waving sinuously from side to side in leisurely +calculation of distance and chances. Suddenly she launched her supple +body into space like a catapult, caught the meat between her claws, +swung in the air for a victorious half-second--and then, the deluge! + +A chorus of screeches, a frantic stampede in all directions, and the +arena was clear of all except the home-made infernal machine,--the empty +dish-pan upside down on the ground, the brick, the string, and the raw +meat lying under it. + +The caterwauling, Uncle Ike's "ky-yi!" and my scream of laughter, +brought the porch-party to the spot. By previous agreement neither of us +mentioned Preciosa's name. I had to pinch myself violently to contain +the unseemly mirth bottled up in my wicked soul when Mary 'Liza was "so +glad the horrible creatures were punished," and "hoped" gently "that +Molly was convinced, now, that poor, dear Preciosa was innocent." + +"By the way, where _is_ Preciosa?" asked my father. + +"She seemed so sleepy that I gave her her supper, and put her to bed, +when I took Dorinda upstairs," said her surety. + +Perhaps my father partly interpreted the gleam in my eyes and the +quivering muscles about my uncontrollable mouth, for he glanced keenly +at me and made as if he would let the inquiry drop. Not so my mother. +She bade Mary 'Liza run upstairs and make sure that Preciosa was there. + +"I want my dear little girl to be entirely satisfied that her cousin was +right, and that she did the cat an injustice," she said with judicial +mildness. + +Preciosa was not in our room, and she stayed out all night, greatly to +her owner's alarm and distress. Her habits were so regular, her +deportment was always so impeccable that the circumstance assumed the +proportions of an Event by breakfast time. My mother was anxious, Mary +'Liza sorrowful, and my father shook his head more gravely than the +occasion seemed to warrant. + +"Molly may not have been so far wrong after all," he observed to my +mother, "in spite of the array of circumstantial evidence against her." + +My mother was unconvinced. + +"Previous good behavior should count for much in such a case," she +urged. "And our little Molly is too apt to jump at conclusions. We +cannot be too careful how we accuse others of sins which they may never +have committed." + +I understood what they said perfectly. They never talked down to us. +That was one reason we were called "old-fashioned" and "precocious" by +people who had one set of words for their own use, and another for +children. My parents considered, and I think rightly, that the best and +most correct forms of speech should be taught to mere infants, that it +is as easy to train a child to be grammatical as to let it lapse into +all sorts of slovenly inaccuracies that must be unlearned at school, and +in society. So, when they talked of "circumstantial evidence" I had a +fair inkling of what the phrase conveyed. Preciosa was upon trial for +misdemeanor, and I for backbiting. + +I ate away industriously to keep from "answering back,"--a cardinal +offence in nursery government. Mary 'Liza had no appetite, but she, +also, remained silent, and there was moisture under her eyelids. + +"We will suspend judgment--" began my father, and interrupted himself to +ask--"What _have_ you got there, Ike?" + +The butler grinned from ear to ear, and broke into uncontrollable +cachinnations in depositing his burden upon the floor. + +"One of the stable-boys foun' it in the lof', suh." + +He could say no more, and would not have been heard had he gone on, for +my father roared, my mother fairly shrieked with laughter, and I went +into hysterics, while Mam' Chloe and Gilbert joined in the general +racket from the doorway. + +An abject nondescript cringed at Mary 'Liza's feet, whimpering +piteously. The devil's broth concocted by Uncle Ike, according to my +receipt, was warm starch, made blue with indigo. A few red peppers were +boiled in it to dissuade the cats from licking it off before it could +dry. It adhered to every individual hair of Preciosa's body. She looked +like an azure porcupine. I had thought, at first, of using soot as +coloring matter, but the thought of the blue appealed to my sense of the +congruous ridiculous. I was more than content with the result. Why a +blue cat should be more mirth-provoking than a yellow may not be +explicable, but the fact remains. Even Mary 'Liza shrank from contact +with the absurd object, and the moisture condensed into falling drops. + +"Oh, Aunt Mary! do you think it _can_ be Preciosa? It looks like +a--_monster_!" + +With tears running down his cheeks, and his sides shaking with gusts of +merriment, my father took me upon his knee, and gave me the funniest +kiss I ever had--a jerky kiss, as if a bee had bobbed against my mouth. + +"You'll be the death of me yet, child!" And after another series of +side-shakings--"So much for circumstantial evidence!" + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter XI + +Frankenstein + + +The morning was biting cold. A northwest wind had been busy for hours +sweeping and dusting the sky until, now that it was resting from its +labors, the blue vault was as clean and bright as our mahogany +dining-table after Uncle Ike had polished it with beeswax and rosin. + +At the breakfast-table the butter splintered off under the knife, and +the milk was frozen so hard that Mary 'Liza and I sugared it and made +believe it was ice-cream. When Gilbert, the under dining-room servant, +brought in the buckwheat cakes and waffles from the kitchen, he had to +cover them with a hot plate, and then run as hard as he could go across +the yard to the house, to keep them from chilling on the way. + +There are no buckwheat cakes nowadays, like those that Aunt 'Ritta +made--glossy brown, all of a size, and porous as a sponge. It was great +fun to butter them, and then press them with the flat of a knife-blade, +to see spurts and spouts rise from the surface like so many hot oil +geysers. + +That was the morning when I made the eight-cakes-and-one-sausage speech +that passed into a family proverb. The night before I had thrown a +candle-end, four inches long, into the fire, and my mother had told me +it was a Christian duty to be economical, defining the word for me. +Bent, as usual, upon practising what I learned, I divided my sausage +into eight bits, and ate one with each cake. + +Cousin Molly Belle and Cousin Frank Morton had stayed all night with us, +and the talk at table was so lively that nobody noticed what I was +about. We were not allowed to chatter during meals when others than the +family were present, or, indeed, at any other time if grown people were +talking, until invited by them to take part in the conversation. So I +waited for a lull in the chat to say aside to my mother at whose left +hand I sat:-- + +"Mother! I have made one sausage do for eight buckwheat cakes. Wasn't +that economical?" + +Even Cousin Molly Belle laughed, the "aside" being more audible than I +meant to have it. True, she hugged me the next minute, her chair being +next to mine on the other side, but her eyes were lively with amusement, +and I saw that she was ready to break out again. + +My poor dainty mother actually blushed. It was not fashionable then for +ladies, and little girls who were going to be ladies, to have hearty +appetites. School-girls were instructed that no well-bred young lady +ever ate more than two biscuits at breakfast or supper, and one was more +refined than two. The pinion of a partridge sufficed the Lydia Languish +of that day for the meat course of a dinner, and to be hungry was to be +coarse. My mother was a sensible matron who did not lean to extreme +views on any subject, but she did not rise superior to a mortification +such as this. When she said distressfully:-- + +"Molly! Eight cakes! I am ashamed that you should be so greedy!" I +comprehended that my offence was rank, and that not her taste alone, but +her sensibilities, suffered. + +I got hot all over, as was my custom when self-convicted of sin, and sat +abashed, appetite and spirits put to flight together. + +My father pulled his face straight. + +"Never mind this time, mother! Better pay meat bills than doctor's +bills. And, on a cold day, a restless little body like hers needs a +great deal of carbon to keep the fires going. Eight buckwheat cakes and +a thumping big sausage represent just so much animal heat." + +By and by, when I got a chance to speak to him alone, I asked him what +carbon was, and what he meant by the fires and animal heat. He was at +work at his table in "the office" in the yard, the Mortons having gone +home, but he put down his pen and talked to me for quite a while upon +nutrition and food values. He did not use those terms. They had not come +into vogue even with medical men and writers upon anatomy. Still, his +simple lecture made me comprehend that what I ate kept me alive and warm +and active, and how certain kinds of food made blood, and others, +muscle, and others were of little or no use in keeping up animal heat, +without which there could be no life. + +I asked him if we could keep a dead thing warm if it would come to life +again. I was thinking of all my dead pets. It was pathetic,--the +familiarity of a seven-year-old with death and dissolution,--but of this +I was not aware. + +He answered very gravely:-- + +"We cannot keep dead things warm, daughter. When animal heat goes, life +goes." + +"And when animal heat comes, does life come?" I queried. "Is that what +makes things alive?" + +"Yes, dear. I have not time to explain it to you now. I am very busy. +Some other time we will talk more about it." + +I carried a spandy new idea, and a stirring, into the garden with me at +noon, as a chicken runs away to a corner with a crumb. The sun shone +brightly, and I easily kept comfortable by skipping up and down a long +walk, bordered on the northern side by an arbor-vitae hedge. I did not +know that resinous evergreens really give out warmth, but I had found +out, for myself, that this was the warmest nook of the grounds in +winter, and haunted it exceedingly. + +"When animal heat comes, life comes," I repeated aloud, in dancing +along. + +The sentence sounded important, and pleased my ears. Presently, I would +set about getting all the meaning I could extract from it, and +experiment upon my acquisition. All my mental currency went into active +circulation. + +An odd-looking thing lay in the middle of the path, that was not there +when I came down awhile ago. I thought, at the first glance, that it was +a hedgehog. I had seen pictures of the animal, and knew that when hunted +so closely that it cannot escape it rolls itself into a prickly ball. +This queer object was an oblong roll, about six inches in length and two +inches thick, and covered with very coarse brown fur or wool. I picked +it up. It was very cold. Then it could not be alive. It was light as a +puffball. Then it was empty. For the rest it was a puzzle. I ran with it +to Mam' Chloe, who was getting Bud to sleep in my mother's chamber. + +She cast a look at my "find," and sniffed impatiently. + +"Always huntin' and foolin' long some trash or nuther! Fetchin' er ole +dade sunflower in ter show me when I'm doin' my bes' ter git this +blessed sugar-plum pie to sleep so's I ken git to my mendin'. Go 'long, +Miss Molly!" + +I was used to her moods, clement and adverse, and I stood my ground. + +"Are you _sure_ it's a sunflower, mammy?" + +"What you take me fur, chile? Don' I know a sunflower that's run ter +seed las' summer, an' is empty an' dade as Furious [Pharaoh] now? I got +no time to steddy 'bout sech foolishness." + +I walked off,--not crestfallen, but blithe. One word had shunted my +ideas upon a new track. She called this nondescript--which might, or +might not, be the dried and warped disk of a sunflower that had cast its +seeds--"dead." What should hinder me from making it alive? It looked +like a hedgehog, or some other animal. It _should_ be an animal! Food of +the right kind, and plenty of heat, were all it needed. + +"Carbon and animal heat!" uttered I, consequentially, swelling with the +prospective joy of creation. + +Already I foresaw, in imagination, the tremor of the coming breath +running through the uncouth body that would then put out, from +mysterious hiding-places, head and limbs and tail, as buds unfold into +flowers. I would confide to nobody what I was going to undertake. But I +would do it! I would keep up animal heat, hour after hour, day after +day, until my--Creature--breathed and moved and grew! + +Without delay I hied me to the kitchen, and begged a cold sausage and a +pone of corn-bread from Aunt 'Ritta. She made no objection beyond asking +why I "wanted sassage 'n' corn-bread in de middle o' de mawnin', 'stead +o' piece o' cake, or somethin' sweet." + +"Because the weather is so cold," I replied briefly, and got what I +wished with a grunt of "Dat's so, honey!" Negroes are constitutionally +averse to winter and cold, and recognize, without knowing why, the +carboniferous properties of pork and pone. I bore my treasures off to +the dining room, shut the door, and began my experiment in the hottest +flare of the fireshine. + +[Illustration: MOLLY'S EXPERIMENT. + +"I hied me to the kitchen and begged a cold sausage and a pone of +corn-bread from Aunt 'Ritta."] + +The sunflower disk was a curiosity to me. It had curled inward upon +itself, leaving a considerable cavity within. I stuffed this with the +bread and sausage, crumbled fine, ruminating, the while, upon the +probability that the sausage and cakes I had devoured presented the like +appearance by the time they reached my stomach. When the variegated and +viscid compound was tucked away, I wound a soft string about the disk to +keep it in shape, and enveloped it, first in raw cotton, then in a bit +of red flannel. In my uncertainty as to which end would bourgeon into a +head, and from which would be evolved the tail, I left both ends open +that IT might be able to breathe when breath came. Lastly, I secreted it +under my cricket. It was what was known as "a box cricket," and the +enclosing sides came to within three inches of the floor. It stood at +the warmest corner of the hearth, and I was well-nigh roasted by the +time I had sat upon it long enough to read the chapter in _Sandford and +Merton_ that tells of poor soft Tommy's choice of the shorter end of +the pole on which the load was hung, as likely to be the lighter. I +guessed that it was now time for me to expect to hear the birth-cry of +my Creature, or at least to detect some thrill of life. Lifting a corner +of the mufflings, I insinuated a tentative finger. + +IT was warm! And before I withdrew my finger from the rough brown coat I +was confident that I felt a throb like a pulse heave ITS sides. It is +not an exaggeration to say that I was faint with excitement as I +replaced the wrappings. I had never heard of Pygmalion and his statue. +It was thirty years thereafter before I read Mary Shelley's +_Frankenstein_. When I did read it I could not fail to recall the +picture of the country-bred child, palpitating with awed delight in the +belief that she had wrested Something from Nothing. Youth alone is +absolutely fearless. The presumption of ignorance is akin to sublimity. + +I sat down again to ecstatic dreamings. IT would be all my own when IT +was made--a pet so much better worth the having and holding than any +that had preceded it in my affections, that I thought of them--even of +the ever-lamented Darby and Joan--with compassionate contempt. I +pictured to myself the astonishment of the household, white and colored, +in beholding the miracle; the sensation in the neighborhood and county +when the news of what had come to pass was bruited abroad. From the +outermost border of Powhatan, from Chesterfield, and mayhap from over +the river separating Powhatan from Goochland, people would flock to see +me and wonder. Grown-uppers, who had never heard my name until now, +would tell other strangers what Mary Hobson Burwell, aged seven, had +done. I should be CELEBRATED! + +I sat and roasted, shifting my position occasionally that another side +might get "done," and seemed to pore over my book until dinner was +ready. + +"You are eating next to nothing, Molly," remarked my mother, casually, +during the meal. "Have you been to see 'Ritta since breakfast?" + +"Yes, ma'am," I answered meekly; and she did not observe that I colored +uneasily. + +Back to my watch I went when the table was cleared, and the others had +quitted the room. Uncle Ike replenished the fire, and commended my good +sense in "huggin' the chimbley-corner in sech cole weather," before he +left me to solitude, to _Sandford and Merton_, and to "Frank." I had +resolved to name him for my dear cousin-in-law. When I came to read +_Frankenstein_ I marvelled at the coincidence. Frank continued warm, as +I ascertained by quarter-hourly pokes, but he did not stir. I must be +patient. Precious things were slow of growth. + +Full as my mind and heart were of thoughts and hopes too big for +expression, my behavior was so nearly normal that no troublesome +questions were propounded. I had no difficulty in keeping my secret. +Imaginative children have more secrets to guard than adults ever think +of harboring. + +I took Frank to bed with me, smuggling him under my pillow, and going to +sleep with my hand on him. He was getting warmer every hour. + +At midnight a cry--a series of cries--aroused the slumbering household, +and drew my father and mother to my room. I had been awakened from sleep +too sound for dreams by the bite of sharp teeth upon the thick of my +thumb. Even the certainty that Frank had evolved a mouth, and that it +was in good working order, could not cheat me into forgetfulness of the +terror and pain of that awakening. I jerked my hand from under the +pillow and shook Something off upon the floor. I heard it fall, and I +heard it run. Frankenstein could not have conceived more intense horror +and loathing for his foul, misshapen offspring than overpowered me at +that terrible instant. The light in my father's hand showed blood +streaming from my thumb and dripping upon the coverlet. + +"A mouse, or maybe a young rat, has bitten her," my mother pronounced +without hesitation. "And no wonder! See how greasy her hand is! Faugh! +How very careless in Chloe to put the child to bed in such a state! Be +quiet, Molly! This should be a lesson to you not to go to bed again +without washing your hands. You are old enough to think of such things +for yourself. My dear child, can't you stop crying? It is not like you +to make so much noise over a little hurt." + +"She is frightened out of her senses," said my father. "And you must +admit that it was rather startling to be aroused by feeling a mouse's +teeth nibbling at her hand." + +I clung to his neck, shivering with fright and cold. My sobs were +uncontrollable. + +"It wasn't a mo-use!" I got out, presently. "Nor a ra-at, either!" + +"Not a mouse or a rat! How do you know? Did you see it?" + +"It was _Fra-a-nk_!" I gulped. "Oh! I'm afraid to stay here! He is in +the room somewhere! He will come after me again!" + +The scene was ended by my going in my father's arms to my mother's bed +for the rest of the night. My mother stayed upstairs with Mary 'Liza. + +"But I did not sleep well," was her grieved report at breakfast. "The +pillows smelled horribly of sausage, I suppose because Molly's hands +were so greasy. Marthy! see that the pillow-cases are changed this +morning." + +Before Marthy got upstairs, I mustered and dragooned sufficient courage +to enable me to visit the room. Still trembling and full of loathing at +what I must see, I turned over the pillow. The red flannel was +there--and the raw cotton--and inside of all, IT--Frank no longer--as +cold as a stone! + +I took it up with the tongs and threw it out of the window--and said +never a word about it to anybody. + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter XII + +My Prize Beet + + +[Illustration] + +I had been seven years old for so long that I alluded to myself +habitually as "almost eight." We had our governess now, Miss Davidson, a +handsome, amiable, and somewhat sentimental Bostonian recommended by a +Richmond friend of my father. Four other girls studied with us. Two of +them, Paulina and Sarah Hobson, were our second cousins. They stayed at +our house from Monday morning until Friday evening, going home for +Sunday, unless the weather were bad. Madeline and Rosa Pemberton were +day scholars, the Pemberton plantation adjoining ours. + +I was the youngest of the six, and while I fancy that I was rather a +favorite with Miss Davidson, I endured much from the girls on account of +my inferiority in age, as well as because of my "old-fashioned, +conceited ways." That was one reason I spoke of being almost eight. I +was trying to grow up to what they complained of as "getting above" +myself. + +The frank brutality of school children of both sexes, as contrasted with +the unselfish forbearance (or the show of it) and the suave courtesy of +well-bred men and women, is an instructive study in the evolution of +ethics. The youngest boy or girl in class or college is the weakest wolf +in the pack, the under dog in the fight. I had all of a little girl's +natural desire for new playfellows and the dreamer's passion for more +material for castle-building. The prospect of "the school" was +ravishing. I constructed scenes and rehearsed conversations, with the +cast of coming actors, until the quartette must have been super-or +sub-human, had they come up to one tithe of my requirements. + +In plain and very homely fact, they were four commonplace, provincial +girls of average natural intelligence, in age varying from twelve to +fourteen. They studied because they would be called upon to recite, and +recited fairly well for fear of reproof and bad marks should they be +derelict. Out of school, books and bookish thoughts were cast to the +four winds of heaven. Their talk was cheery chatter, as brainless as the +rattle of grasshoppers in the summer grass. + +Mary 'Liza towered above them in scholastic attainments, although the +junior of the youngest of them, keeping at the head of every class with +unostentatious ease. I am afraid that I may have done my orphaned cousin +seeming injustice in former chapters of this autobiography. Her temper +was even, and her nature was finer than her prim, priggish ways would +have led the casual acquaintance to suppose. She was +ultra-conscientious, and naturally so exemplary that her good behavior +was a snare. She could not sympathize with my temptations to naughtiness +and many falls from good-girlhood. I mention this to introduce what was +a surprise to me at the time. She never joined in the persecutions of me +that were the labor and the pastime of the other girls. It would have +been asking too much to expect her to champion me openly. I was +affectionately grateful to her for holding herself aloof when baiting me +was the amusement of the hour. + +My mother had lamented that I took life so much to heart. It took itself +to my heart now, uninvited. I was headstrong and headlong, hot in love, +and honest in hatred; with a brain full of absurd fancies, all of which +were beloved by their author. I had browsed at will in my father's +library, poring by the hour over books twenty years too old for me, yet, +by mental cuticular absorption, taking in and assimilating much that +contributed to the formation of taste and character. My familiar use of +language that sounded pedantic because I got it from books, my frequent +references to characters I had known in print, were gibberish and +vanity of vanities to my new associates. My very plays were +unintelligible to girls who had never heard of William Wallace, and +Robert Bruce, and Thaddeus of Warsaw, or read, on Sunday afternoons, of +Tobias and the Angel, Judith and Holofernes, and Christiana and her +children. + +Not one of the four had an intellectual ambition. Mary 'Liza's +scholarship did not excite their envy because she was quiet and +inoffensive. Proficiency in her studies was "one of her ways." I was +talkative and aggressive, and needed taking down. They set themselves +systematically about the performance of the duty. The work was done +deftly and discreetly, out of the sight and hearing of our elders. Young +and raw as I was, I was too wise to tell tales on them. By the time I +was four years old that lesson was rubbed into my consciousness by the +gruesome rhyme:-- + + "Tell-tale tit! + Your tongue shall be slit, + And every dog in our town + Shall have a little bit!" + +This apparently tedious preamble yet leads by an air-line to the first +Agricultural Fair ever held at Powhatan Court House. The date was +October fifteenth, and all the gentlemen and ladies in the county were +entreated to send exhibits of plantation products and feminine +handiwork. Enthusiasm ran from homestead to homestead with the speed and +heat of a March fire in pine woods. Cattle, tobacco, grain, vegetables, +fruit, flowers, bedquilts, poultry, bees, knitting, +embroideries,--nothing was talked of but the finest specimens of these +that would be "in strong and beauteous order ranged," upon the important +day. + +Madeline Pemberton had "done" a chair-cover in cross-stitch that her +mother said ought to get the first prize, and was dead sure to take the +third; Mary 'Liza was knitting a pair of shell-pattern, openwork +stockings as fine as a cobweb, in which there would not be a knot or a +dropped stitch, and Paulina Hobson was putting her eyes out over a +linen-cambric handkerchief under Miss Davidson's direction. Fine sewing +and embroidery were taught by governesses then. Sarah Hobson had pieced +a crib quilt containing one thousand and twelve tiny squares. I was +supposed to be left out in the cold. I would not knit, and to sew I was +ashamed because I did it so badly. Nobody paid any attention to me when +comparing notes and queries touching the great show. + +Yet I nursed an ambition of my own to which no one was privy except +Spotswoode, a gray-headed, and proverbially taciturn field-hand, without +whose knowledge and cooperation the purpose could not have been carried +out. + +Wandering, one July afternoon, on the outskirts of a corn-field--the +same in which I once lost Musidora--I happened upon a "volunteer" +mangel-wurzel beet that had sprung up in a fence corner, a quarter of a +mile away from any of its kindred. Attracted by the beauty of the +translucent, red-veined leaves, I called to Spotswoode who was ploughing +between the corn rows, and asked him what it was. Adopting the waif, +then and there, I dug what I called "my little garden" about it, +Spotswoode tugging up the stoutest roots and clearing out the +wire-grass. With an occasional hand's turn and toss from him I +cultivated the vagrant into extraordinary size and vigor. Not a day +passed in which I did not visit it. Not a blade of grass or a weed was +allowed to invade the charmed circle, and many a spadeful of fresh +mould, black with fatness, was worked about the swelling tuber by my +kind field-hand. He knew that it was to be sent to the Fair in the +fulness of time, and believed with me that "not another beet there could +hold a candle to it." + +As the air thickened and heated with rumors of the prodigies to be +revealed on the fifteenth to the lasting honor of Old Powhatan, it was +harder and harder to keep what I knew to myself. I had purposed not to +reveal the secret until my father's wagons were in loading with other +mammoth esculents and his finest corn and tobacco. Then--so ran the +programme--I would march up, bearing my beet with me. It was to be dug +up and cleaned by Spotswoode on the evening of the fourteenth, and kept +safely in hiding for me. I could depend upon his literal obedience, +albeit he never had an original idea. + +Temptation befell, and overcame me, on the afternoon of October +thirteenth, a date I was not likely, thenceforward, to forget. All six +of us girls were gathered in the porch, listening to, and relating, +stories of what this one had raised, and that one had made. Mr. +Pemberton had a seven-hundred-pound pig, and Mr. Hobson a rooster more +beautiful than a bird of Paradise. The syrup of Mrs. Hobson's preserves +was as clear as spring water, and Mrs. Pemberton's water melon-rind +sweetmeats had as good as taken the prize. + +Paulina Hobson sat on the top step of the porch. She was very fair, and +her hair was nearly as white as her skin. She was fourteen years old, +and wore a grass-green lawn frock. Her eyes were of a paler green, she +had a nasty laugh, and her teeth were not good. + +"Isn't it nice that all five of us are going to send something?" she +said complacently. "You know that nobody but exhibitors can go into the +tent for the first hour--from eleven to twelve--so's they can see +everything before the crowd gets in. Who'll you stay with, Miss Molly +Mumchance, when we all leave you?" + +I had not spoken while the talk went on, for fear something might slip +out and betray me, prematurely, but I took fire at this. + +"I'm going in, myself!" I snapped out. + +"Oh, you are? What are you going to exhibit, may we ask?" with her nasty +laugh. + +"The biggest beet in the world! It measures a yard around." + +"Hoo! hoo! hoo!" squealed Paulina so loudly that my father, who was +coming in the gate with my mother, Miss Davidson, Uncle Carter, and Aunt +Eliza, said pleasantly:-- + +"What is the joke, young ladies? Mayn't we laugh, too?" + +Madeline Pemberton answered. Miss Davidson had to reprove her every day +for forwardness. + +"Why, Mr. Burwell,"--laughing with affected violence,--"Molly says she +is going to send some beets to the Fair that measure ever so many yards +around." + +"I didn't!" cried I, in a passion. "You know that isn't true!" + +My father moved toward me. + +"What _did_ you say, daughter?" + +I hung my head. If I told, where would be the surprise and the visioned +triumph? + +"What did you say, Molly?" repeated my father, in quiet gravity. + +"I said _one_ beet, and that it measured one yard," stammered I, +reluctantly. + +"That was bad enough. When so many older people are trying to see who +can tell the biggest story, little girls ought to be especially +careful." + +His eyes did not go to Madeline, but his emphasis did. The thought of +being classed with her lent me coherence and courage. I looked up. + +"I have one beet, father, that is a yard 'round. I raised it myself. If +you don't believe me, you can ask Spotswoode." + +"I don't ask my servants if my daughter is telling the truth. Where is +your beet?" + +I pointed. + +"Away over yonder--the other side of the corn-field." + +Paulina and Rosa tittered, Madeline giggled,--then all three pretended +to smother the demonstration with their handkerchiefs and behind their +hands. Mary 'Liza looked scared and sorry. My father took hold of my +hand. + +"Take me to see it!" + +The others fell into Indian file behind us, as we marched outside of +the garden fence and past the Old Orchard where the rays of the sinking +sun shot horizontal shafts under the trees to our very feet, and so to +the corn-field. I did not glance behind to see who entered it after us, +but pushed right ahead between the stalks, the stiff blades switching my +cheeks. When we neared the "garden," I ran forward, flushed and +impatient, not to display my prize, but to clear myself by proving my +words. An envious, jagged blade slashed my forehead as I tore by. I did +not feel it at the moment, or for half an hour after it began to bleed. + +For--_the beet was gone!_ + +The cleared space was there to show where something had been cultivated; +the bare earth was raked level. Not so much as the hole from which my +beet had been ravished remained in circumstantial evidence. The rest of +the party arrived while I stood transfixed, the picture of detected +guilt. To the rustle of the corn, and the shuffle of feet over the +furrows succeeded a horrible hush. Then, a chorus of mocking girlish +cackles, led by Paulina Hobson's discordant screech, smote the sunset +air and covered me with a pall of infamy. Paulina caught at the fence +for support as she laughed; Madeline bent double and reeled sideways. + +I clutched my father's hand, drowning and suffocating in the waves of +despairing agony; I shook my tight fist at the insulting quartette. + +"They--_they_--took it! It was here this morning. It was here just after +dinner to-day!" + +"Be quiet, girls!" ordered my judge-advocate. "Molly! I want the exact +truth. If you accuse them, you must prove what you say. Things have gone +too far to stop here. Didn't you say that Spotswoode knew something +about the affair?" + +"He knows all about it. He helped me, ever so many times, and he saw how +big it was," I ejaculated vehemently. + +"We shall probably find him at the stables, feeding the horses." + +Back we trudged by my air-line, well-worn but narrow. I fancy that my +father took note of my familiarity with the path, but he did not speak +of it. I marched in front of him, gloomy and desperate. Some of the +others talked low as they straggled along. The girls kept up a hissing +whispering, for which I hated them with my whole soul. I think that my +mother and Miss Davidson shed some furtive tears, for my case was black, +and they were tender-hearted. + +Spotswoode was looking after his plough-horses, as my father had +conjectured. At his master's shout, he emerged from the stalls and +presented himself in the stable door. Ungainly, dirty, bare-footed, his +ragged wool hat on the back of his unkempt woolly poll, his jaw dropping +in idiotic amazement at sight of the party--he was a ludicrous figure in +the bath of late sunshine that brought out every uncomely item of the +picture. Preoccupied and distraught as I was, I saw how the dust from +the stable floor floated in golden clouds to the cobwebbed rafters, as +the sun struck past the man in the doorway and glorified the murky +interior. + +I rushed through the yard, heedless of manure heaps, and young pigs and +calves scattered by my impetuous approach. + +"Oh, Spotswoode!" in a voice that cracked and went to pieces as I ran, +"somebody has stolen my beet! You can tell father--" + +A hot valve closed in my windpipe and shut out the rest. + +Spotswoode's jaw hung more loosely; his eyes were utterly vacant. + +"Ya-as, little Mistis!" he drawled, and slunk back into the stable. + +"What do you mean, sir? Come back here, this minute!" called his master. + +When he reappeared, he carried in both hands, extended, after the +similitude of a pre-historic monkey making a votive offering--something +dark-red and pot-bellied, and more immense than I had dreamed it could +look. A cluster of cropped leaves crowned it, a taper root, a foot +long, depended from the bottom. + +"I done been dig it up fo' you an' wash it, dis ebenin', 'stid o' +termorrer," drawled my vindicator. "So's ter hab it all ready fur the +Fyar." + +Mute and triumphant, I received it in a rapturous embrace, set it on a +bench by the stable door, and passed the hem of my muslin apron about +it. The ends just met. + +"That's how I knew how big it was," I said simply. "Mother told me that +my apron was a yard wide. I measured it while it was in the ground." + +The beet--and its history--went to the Fair, and a prize was awarded to +"_Miss Mary Hobson Burwell, For best specimen of Mangel Wurzel, raised +by Herself._" + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter XIII + +Two Adventures + + +[Illustration] + +In a country neighborhood where half the people were cousins to the +other half, gossip could not but spring up and flourish as lushly as +pursley,--named by the Indians, "the white man's foot." + +The gossip was usually kindly; sometimes it was captious, now and then +it was almost malicious. Everything depends upon the medium through +which the floating matter in the air is strained. + +Cousin Molly Belle's best friends thought and said that she chose +judiciously in marrying the clean-lived, high-minded gentleman who had +loved her before she was grown and whom she loved dearly in return. Her +next best friends intimated that the most popular girl in the county +might have done better for herself than to take Frank Morton, as fine a +fellow as ever lived, but whose share of his father's estate was a small +plantation with a tolerable house upon it, a dozen "hands" and, maybe, a +thousand dollars or so in bonds and stocks. The girls she had +out-belled, the girls' mothers, and sundry youths to whom Mrs. Frank +Morton had given the mitten in her singlehood, said openly that she had +quite thrown herself away in settling down to house-keeping, +poultry-raising, and home-making in an out-of-the-way farmstead, with +little society except that of a man ten years older, and thirty years +soberer, than herself. + +What a different story I could have told to those who doubted, and those +who pitied! Nowhere in all our broad and bonny State did human lives +flow on more smoothly and radiantly than in the white house nestled +under the great oak that was a landmark for miles around. It had but +five rooms, kitchen, store-room, smoke-house, and other domestic offices +being in detached buildings, as was the custom of the region and times. +If there had been fifty they could not have held the happiness that +streamed through the five as lavishly as the sunshine, and, like the +sunshine, was newly made every day. + +I was going on ten years old when my sweet mother gave a little sister +to Bud and me. She had been with us but three days when Cousin Molly +Belle drove over for me and the small hair trunk that meant a visit of +several days when it went along. This time it signified four of the very +_loveliest_ weeks of my life, and two Adventures. + +The blessed grandchildren, at whose instance these tales of that +all-so-long-ago are written with flying pen and brimming heart, and +sometimes eyes so moist that the lines waver and swim upon the page, +will have it--as their parents insisted before them--that "we never, +never can have such good times and so many happenings as you had when +you were new." + +If I smile quietly in telling over to myself the simple elements and +few, out of which the good times were made, and how tame the happenings +would be to modern young folk, I cannot gainsay the truth that my daily +life was full and rich, and that every hour had a peculiar interest. + +For one thing, there was a baby at Oakholme, a bouncing boy, sturdy of +limb and of lung, and so like both his parents in all the good qualities +possible to a baby, as to leave nothing to be desired by the best +friends aforesaid, and no room for criticism on the part of the +malcontents. Out-of-doors were chickens, ducks, turkeys, guinea-fowls, +pigs, calves, pigeons, and a couple of colts,--all, like the baby boy, +the best of their kind. What time was left on our hands after each had +had its meed of attention, was more than consumed by a library such as +few young planters had collected in a county where choice literature was +as much household plenishing as beds, tables, and candlesticks. + +It was July, and the days were at their longest according to the +Warrock's Almanac that hung over Cousin Frank's desk in a corner of the +dining room. They were never so short to me before. + +Adventure No. 1 befell us one forenoon, as Cousin Molly Belle and I were +topping and tailing gooseberries for tarts, on the side porch. Baby +Carter was on the mat at our feet, bulging his eyes and swelling his +cheeks in futile efforts to extort a squeak from a chinquapin whistle +his father had made for him. The kind that, as you may recollect, kept +the whistle in them over night, and did not shrivel up. + +"It's there, old fellow, if you really know how to get it out," Cousin +Frank told his son and heir. "Everything depends upon yourself." + +"Like other things that people fret for," moralized the mother. + +Nevertheless, she reached down for the whistle, wiped the mouthpiece +dry, and sent the baby into ecstasies by executing "Yankee Doodle" +flourishingly upon it. A chinquapin fife lends itself more readily to +the patriotic, step-and-go-fetch-it melody than to any other in the +national _repertoire_. Carter crowed, opened his mouth wide, and beat +his fat pink palms together. + +"Just as they applaud the clown at the circus!" said the performer. "He +already recognizes his mother's talents." + +"If he ever fails to do that, I'll flog him out of his boots!" retorted +the father. + +A wild commotion at "the quarters" cut his speech short. Women shrieked, +children bellowed, men roared, and two words disentangled themselves +from the turmoil. + +"_Mad_ dog! _mad_ dog!" pronounced, as the warning cry is spoken +everywhere at the South, with a heavy accent on the first word. + +Cousin Frank whipped up the baby; Cousin Molly thrust her hand under the +collar of Hector, a fine pointer who lay on the floor, and, urging me +before them, they hustled us all into the house in the half twinkle of +an eye. In another, Cousin Frank was driving a load of buckshot into his +gun faster than it was ever loaded before, even by him, and he was a +hunting expert. + +"Dear!" his wife caught the hand laid on the door-knob; her eyes were +wild and imploring. + +"Yes, my darling!" + +He was out and the door was shut. + +We flew to the window. Right up the path leading by the quarters from +the spring at the foot of the hill, trotted an enormous bull dog. Half a +dozen men were pelting him with stones from a respectful distance. He +paid no attention to stones or shouts. Keeping the straight path, his +brute head wagging drunkenly, he was making directly for the open +yard-gate, from which a gravel walk led to the porch where we had been +sitting. Snap, his master's favorite hunter, and the petted darling of +his mistress, was hitched to the rack by the gate, ready-saddled for +Cousin Frank's morning round of the plantation. At the noise behind him, +the intelligent creature threw up his handsome head, glanced over his +shoulder, and began to plunge and snort, as if aware of the danger. His +master spoke soothingly as he planted his own body between him and the +ugly beast. + +"Steady, old boy! steady!" + +In saying it he raised the gun to his shoulder. It was all done so +quickly that I had hardly seen the livid horror in Cousin Molly Belle's +face when the good gun spoke, the muzzle within ten yards of the dog's +head, and he rolled over in the path. + +"What if you had missed him! He would have been upon you before you +could reload!" shuddered the wife, as we ran out to meet Cousin Frank. + +"I did not mean to miss him. If I had, I should have clubbed my gun and +brained him. No, dear love! it would not 'have done as well had I fired +at him over the palings.' Snap was on the other side of the gate. +And"--with an arch flash he might have learned from her--"you and +Namesake and I think the world and all of Snap, you know." + +It was the only allusion he ever made in my hearing to the escapade that +won him his wife. + +We learned, within a few hours, that the dog had bitten several cows, +five other dogs, and a valuable colt, before he reached Oakholme. + +I was always very fond of Cousin Frank. Henceforward, he stepped into +the vanguard of my heroes. I did not believe that Israel Putnam could +have done anything more daring than what I had witnessed in the safe +place in which he put us "before he sallied forth into the very jaws of +death." That was the way I described it to myself. + +Tramping through the lower pasture at his side that afternoon I tried to +voice my admiration to him, but used less inflated language. I dearly +enjoyed these long walks over the plantation in his company. He was an +excellent farmer, and kept no overseer. I learned a great deal of +forestry and botany from his talk. If he adapted himself, consciously, +to my understanding, he did not let me perceive it. The recollection of +his unfailing patience and his apparent satisfaction in the society of +the child who worshipped him and his wife, has been a useful lesson to +me in my intercourse with the young. I had told Cousin Molly Belle, a +long time ago, that he "talked straight to children," with none of the +involved meanings and would-be humorous turns of speech with which some +grown-uppers diverted themselves and mystified us. + +When he smiled at my well-mouthed, "Do you know, Cousin Frank, that your +bravery may have saved at least four lives--Cousin Molly Belle's, and +baby's, and Snap's, and mine?"--I felt that he was not laughing at me +inside, as the manner of some is. + +"I don't know about that, Namesake." Nobody but himself and his wife was +allowed to call me that. They were one, you know. "All of you would +probably have got out of the way, except Snap. It _would_ have been a +great pity to have him bitten. But here is a wee bit of a thing that +could, and would, save a good many lives if people were as well +acquainted with it as they ought to be. I am surprised that it is so +little known in a part of the country where snakes abound as they do +about here." + +He stooped to gather, and gave to me, some succulent sprigs from a plant +that grew in profusion along the branch running through the meadow. + +"It is a cure for a snake-bite if bruised into a poultice and bound upon +the place soon after one is bitten. My father showed it to me a great +many years ago, when I was a little shaver, and told me how he had +learned about it from an old Indian herb-doctor. He tried it several +times for moccasin-and adder-and copperhead-bites among his servants, +and it was a cure in every instance. It grows on both sides of this +branch, and nowhere else that I know of on the plantation. My father was +an admirable botanist." + +"So are you," said I, stoutly. + +"Oh, no. As the saying is, his chips were worth more than my logs." + +No law of nature is more nearly invariable than that Events are twins, +and often triplets. That very evening, after supper, Cousin Frank was on +his way from the stables to the house, and saw what he mistook for a +carriage whip lying in the walk. The moon was shining and he had no +doubt as to what the thing was when he stooped to pick it up. Before he +touched it, it made one swift writhe and dart and struck him on the +wrist. + +Cousin Molly Belle was laying Carter in the cradle, the last note of her +lullaby upon her lips when her husband entered. He clutched his right +wrist tightly with the left hand and was pale, but his voice was steady +and gentle. + +"Dear," he said, "don't be frightened, but I have been bitten by a +snake. A copperhead, I think. Get me some whiskey, please." + +"The whiskey, Flora! Quick!" called the wife to her maid who stood by. +"Pour out a tumblerful and give it to him." + +For herself, she fell upon her knees, seized her husband's wrist and +carried it to her mouth. This I saw, and heard the first words of his +startled protest as the dear lips closed upon the wound. I was out of +the room and clear of the house the next minute and speeding down the +path and hill to the lower pasture. + +The snake was at large, and might waylay me from any bush or tuft of +grass. The moonbeams were ghostly and the stillness of the wide solitude +was eerie. Being but a child,--and a girl-child,--I thought of these +things, and of the likelihood of meeting runaway negroes, and mad dogs, +and stray sane curs whose duty it was to attack nocturnal trespassers, +and of a vicious bull never let out to roam the pasture except at night. +I was afraid of them all, intellectually. My heart was too full of a +mightier dread to let bugbears turn me back. I ran right on until the +branch, a silver ribbon on the dark bosom of the meadow, was before me. +Grasses and weeds were laden with dew, and the water whirled and +whispered about the roots. I could have believed that the purling formed +itself into words when I knelt down to fumble for the snake-bite cure. I +would not let myself be scared. I kept saying over and over--"To save +his life! to save his life!" + +In the intensity of my excitement, language that I was afraid was +blasphemous, yet could not exclude from my mind, pressed upon me:-- + +"_He saved others. Himself he cannot save!_" + +He might be dying now. He had said that the poultice ought to be applied +at once. Horrid stories of what had happened to people who were bitten +by rattlesnakes and cobras tormented me, and would not be beaten off. + +"A copperhead, I think he said. How could he know that it was not a +cobra? Would he swell up, turn black, and expire in convulsions before I +could reach him?" I said "expire in convulsions," out of a book. +Everyday Virginia vernacular fell short of the exigency. + +My feet were drenched, my pantalettes and skirts were bedraggled up to +the knees, my eyes were large and black in my colorless face, when I +burst into the chamber, and threw the bunch of priceless herbs into +Cousin Molly Belle's lap. I was too spent for speech. + +Cousin Frank's coat and vest were off; his right shirt-sleeve was rolled +up to the shoulder, and he was holding his hand and wrist in a deep +bowl of warm water. The air reeked with the fumes of whiskey and +hartshorn. + +I concluded, when I came to think of it the next day, that the whiskey +must have been doing antidotal work by getting into his head, for he +laughed outright at sight of the specific I had brought. Then, +tears--real tears and plenty of them--suffused his eyes and made his +voice weak and husky. Or--was it the whiskey? + +"You are a dear, brave, thoughtful Namesake!" he said, clearing his +throat. "Darling!" to his wife who was eyeing the herbs +wonderingly,--"She has been all the way to the lower meadow for those. I +showed her the snake-bite cure to-day. Bruise them and put them on my +wrist. Then Namesake must get off her wet clothes and go to bed. The +danger is over." + +I was thirty years old before I found out that what I had risked so much +to procure was not the panacea he had showed me, but common jewel-weed, +or wild touch-me-not, a species of the _Impatiens_ of botanists, +harmless, but not curative. + +And they had never let me guess what a blunder I had made! + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter XIV + +Miss Nancy's Nerves + + +The Gateses were our distant relatives. Not nearer than fourth +cousins-in-law, I fancy, but we counted them among our "kinfolks" in +Virginia, calling Mrs. Gates "Cousin Nancy," and Captain Gates, "Cousin +'Ratio." His proper name was Horatio, of course, and he belonged to the +family that gave the Revolutionary hero, Horatio Gates, to his country. + +I was slowly getting over the whooping-cough, having taken it, as I took +most "catching" things that fell in my way,--with all my might. I began +to whoop the last of April, and kept it up all summer, when every other +child on the plantation was entirely well. + +Captain Gates drove over to our house by the time the breakfast-table +was cleared one sultry August day, bringing in his roomy double buggy a +basket of Georgia peaches--brunettes with crimson cheeks--and the +biggest watermelon I had ever seen, as a neighborly gift to my mother. + +"Miss Nancy gave me no peace of my life till I got off with them," he +said in his loud, breezy tones. "There's none of her kin she sets more +store by than by Cousin Ma'y Anna Burwell. And she's as proud as a +peacock of our fruit. I tell her a judgment will come upon her for it. +As I take it, Old Marster sends the rain upon the unjust as well as upon +the just, and if it's our turn this year, somebody else's turn will come +next year, and yet we'll be as good Christians then as we are now. It's +one of His ways that's past finding out. Howdy'e, little lady!" putting +out a brawny hand to pull me between his knees. + +I was standing a yard or so away, but right in front of him, my hands +behind me, my eyes and ears, and, I'm afraid, my mouth, open to his +hearty talk. I had never heard God called "Old Marster" before, and if I +had not been taught that children ought not to criticise what grown +people say and do, I should have been quite sure that it was wrong. I +did not want to think any harm of Cousin 'Ratio, and determined that I +would not, when he drew a great finger gently over my thin cheek, and +looked down at me with kindly, pitying eyes. + +"Tut! tut! tut! this is too bad! too bad! We must fill up this gulley +somehow, Cousin Ma'y Anna. Other folks' victuals are the best physic I +know for that sort of work. Miss Nancy would cry her eyes out if I was +to go home with the story that little Molly Burwell had coughed her +bones pretty near as bare as barrel-staves, and I didn't try to cover +them up again. A week in my peach-orchard and watermelon-patch, with +quarts of cream and Miss Nancy's breakfasts, dinners, and suppers--is +what she wants. Get her bonnet, and stick a tooth-brush and a +pocket-handkerchief into a bandbox, Chloe, for I'm going to take her +home with me, right straight off." + +My mother shook her head smilingly at the thought of the week's visit. + +"The child coughs so badly at night that I don't like to have her away +from me, Cousin 'Ratio. But change of air, even for a day, would do her +good. Her father and I will come for her about sundown." + +Thus it happened, that, decked in a clean pink calico frock and white +muslin apron, I was hoisted to my perch in the high gig beside Cousin +'Ratio, and set off to spend a whole day at Cold Comfort. + +The name was so out of keeping with Cousin 'Ratio's kind, red face and +funny ways, and the warm, sweet-smelling day, that I couldn't help +asking him on the way "why he called his house such a _shivery_ name?" + +The gig swayed and creaked under his laugh. + +"That was just the reason my grandmother gave for naming it. You see, +the house stands on the top of a hill, and all the winds from three +counties get at it in winter. The house my grandfather put up was of +wood, and none too tight in the joints, and the poor old lady, his +wife--my step-grandmother she was--had rheumatism, and suffered a heap +all the year 'round. So, nothing would do but it must be 'Cold Comfort,' +and Cold Comfort it has been ever since. We Gateses have a way of giving +in to our wives in 'most everything. Everything that's reasonable, I +mean. And we don't pick out unreasonable girls for wives." + +The fat, sleek horse was taking his own lazy pace in a mile of shady +road, cut through the heart of a pine forest. The ground was brown and +soft with pine needles, and the high gig swung and creaked a sort of +drowsy tune. Cousin 'Ratio tapped the wheel nearest him with his whip, +and fell into talk with himself, rather than with the child under his +elbow. + +"Now, there's Miss Nancy! There's been a heap of fun poked at me, first +and last, for building my house in the shape I did. Though, for the +life of me, I can't see why I should be obleeged to live in a +four-square box because every other man-Jack in Pow'tan County builds +his in that way. Miss Nancy was always mighty nervous from the time she +was a child; I knew it when I married her. Fact is, she says to me: +'Cap'n Gates, I'm as nervous as a witch, and I'm afraid you'll get out +of patience with me sometimes, and I wouldn't blame you if you did.' +And, says I,--my hand right on my heart,--'Miss Nancy Miller! if you'll +take _me_ as I am, I'll be proud and happy to take _you_ as you are, +nerves and all!' says I. 'The proudest man in the State of Virginia,' +says I. 'Call it a bargain.' + +"And she did--bless her soul! It was the best bargain that ever I made, +or ever expect to make, too. Some men marry Temper, and some Extravagant +Notions, and some Vanity, and some Jealous, Suspicious Dispositions, and +some, again, Stinginess--Good gracious! there's no end to the +disagreeable things men _do_ marry! I married _Nerves!_ and with them, +the best and sweetest and, to my way of thinking, the prettiest woman in +the County and State, and the Universe, and I've been thankful for it +every day and every hour since--God bless her!" + +I waited for him to say something more until I began to wonder, then to +get impatient, that he let the horse jog along, the soft creak of the +gig keeping time with the leisurely motions of the pampered beast, the +master's eyes fixed upon the wheel he was tapping with his whip, as if +he had forgotten me entirely. + +I made a bold effort to reopen the conversation. + +"I suppose Cousin Nancy asked you to build your house round, instead of +square?" + +I had heard so many different stories about the odd structure which was +one of the county curiosities that I was anxious to get at the truth. + +He laughed low and pleasantly:-- + +"Ask me! Not she, bless your soul! She would never have thought of such +a thing. 'Twas me that studied it out, lying awake on windy nights +because I knew she couldn't sleep for the roaring and whistling around +the corners of the old house, and the wind humming in the chimneys and +between the window-sashes like a bumblebee as big as a whale. It made +her feel so lonesome and blue that many's the time I've heard her crying +to herself when she thought I was sound asleep. We were going to pull +down the old house, anyhow. It was a rickety concern, and inconvenient +as could be. So I got Miss Nancy to tell me how many rooms and closets +and all that she'd like to have in a house that was to be built on +purpose for her, and for nobody else, and I made a plan of it all on +paper, and then I sent her up to stay with her mother in Buckingham +County for six months, going up to see her myself every Saturday to +spend Sunday--like a nigger going to his 'wife-house,'"--here he stopped +to laugh again--"until the last window-shutter was hung, and all the +furniture put back and in order--Je_rew_salem! how I _did_ work! Then I +brought her home. I wish you could have seen her face when we came in +sight of the solid brick house--round as a cheese box--and I told her I +had it built in that shape, so's she should never be made sorrowful, nor +kept awake again by the wind a-cutting up shines around sharp corners, +so long as we both should live--Amen!" + +He jerked a blazing red bandanna handkerchief out of his pocket, turning +his face clear away from me to do it, and blew his nose until the woods +rang as with the echoes of a foxhunter's horn, then rolled the +handkerchief into a ball and polished his face with it in the oddest +possible fashion. + +Most of the tales current about the round brick house had something to +do with Cousin Nancy's whims, especially with her dislike to hearing the +wind blow around the corners. Young as I was, I felt, after hearing +Cousin 'Ratio's story, that he had done a beautiful thing in planning +the ingenious surprise for his delicate wife. It crossed my mind, too, +that she might have thought the house as ridiculous as other people did, +yet pretended to like it sooner than hurt his feelings. She must be a +good and devoted wife. Furthermore, I got into my foolish head the +notion that it was nice and interesting to have Nerves. I resolved to +get a set of my own at an early opportunity and to work them well. To +this end, I would watch Cousin Nancy's ways and copy them as closely as +a little girl could copy the behavior of a grown-up heroine. + +She met us in the porch of the house, crying out with pleasure at sight +of me. + +"That's a little lady, not to be afraid to come all by herself to see +two quiet old folks!" she said as she kissed me. "I ought to have had a +dozen girls and boys for you to play with by this time--but I haven't a +single one." + +She laughed in saying it, yet with such sincere regret of face and +accent that I answered, without taking time to think:-- + +"I'm mighty sorry you haven't!" Catching myself up, I blundered on: "Not +that you and Cousin 'Ratio are not company enough for me. But it seems a +pity that, in this pretty place, with so many peaches and watermelons +and flowers--and pigeons--and chickens--and all that--there are not any +children to eat, and to play with them--and keep you company. I've heard +mother say, 'Home wouldn't be Home without the babies.'" + +"Your mother is right, child! Your mother is right!" + +The words seemed to stick in her throat, and to scrape it as she got +them out. Then, to my horror, she sank into a rocking-chair, and, +throwing her hands over her face, began to cry, with queer little +squeals between the sobs that shook her all over. + +[Illustration: A TEA-PARTY IN THE SUMMER-HOUSE. + +"Dovey appeared with a large saucer of peaches and cream."] + +Malviny, her mulatto maid, ran to her with a bottle of hartshorn, and +Cousin 'Ratio knelt upon the floor by her and put his arm about her, +and fanned her with a turkey-tail fan, and another colored woman rushed +off to the kitchen, and was back in a jiffy with a bunch of feathers all +on fire, and making a dreadful smell, and stuck them under her +mistress's nose. I backed to the door with a wild notion of getting out +of the way, and running back home, yet could not tear myself away from +the unusual scene. + +As soon as Cousin Nancy could speak, she laughed at sight of my +face,--the tears still dripping all the way to her chin,--and held out +her arms:-- + +"Poor little lammie! did I frighten the life out of her? You mustn't +mind my nervous turns, dear. They don't mean anything." + +"I was afraid I had said something I oughtn't to," I faltered, on the +verge of tears. "I'm sorry if I did!" + +Whereupon I was drawn close to her, and kissed three times to assure me +that I was the "best little girl in the world, and that she wouldn't +give way again." + +"But, you see, I had got so nervous because you were gone so long, and +you drove that skittish colt, and I was sure something had happened," +she explained to her husband, who still stood by her, stroking the back +of her hand, in awkward fondness. He stooped to lay his bearded face +against hers. + +"That's like you! Always thinking of other people, and never of +yourself!" he said admiringly. + +She thought a great deal of me for the rest of my visit, ordering +Malviny to cut out and make a doll's pelisse for me of a lovely piece of +red silk, saying that she would have done it herself if sewing did not +make her so nervous. + +"I haven't darned a sock or hemmed a pocket-handkerchief for Cap'n Gates +in ten years. If he were not the best man on earth, he would have sent +me packing long ago." + +She despatched another servant to the garret for some toys her sister's +children had left with her last year, and gave me permission to pull all +the flowers I wanted in the garden. I carried three maimed dolls, a +headless horse, a three-legged cat, and a Britannia tea-set to a +summer-house at the end of a long walk, and made believe that I was +Titania, the Queen of the Fairies, of whom I had read in a tattered copy +of Shakespeare I found in a lumber closet. By and by, Malviny brought +out to me a pretty china plate with four sugar cakes, shaped like ivy +leaves, and a glass of very sweet lemonade. Awhile later, Dovey, a +half-grown girl, appeared with a large saucer of peaches and cream, +plentifully sugared. + +"Mistis says you must eat 'em all, for she knows you mus' be mighty +thirsty, and peaches is coolin' for little ladies whar's been sick." + +There were still some cake crumbs and a spoonful of peaches left when I +saw Cousin Nancy herself come sailing down the walk. + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter XV + +Side-Blades & Water-Melons + + +My far-away cousin could never have been pretty except to a fond +husband's eyes. I should have liked to think her tolerably good-looking +now, since he loved her so dearly and praised her so enthusiastically, +and she was so much more than good to me. I could not help using and +believing the eyes that showed me a tall, lean woman whose skin, once +fair, was now nearly as yellow as the freckles spattered all over her +forehead, nose, cheeks, and chin. Nose and chin were long, her +cheek-bones were high, her eyes were pale, the lashes so light and thin +as to be scarcely visible at all, and her scanty flaxen hair was +dragged tightly away from a high bony forehead. Her gown to-day was +white cambric, as clean, as glossy, and as opaque as cream-laid +letter-paper. Her head was bare, and she carried over it a green parasol +which made her complexion livid. Her voice was soft and sweet, and her +manners were liked by everybody. I was glad to think of these things, +and to feel the charm of tone and manner, as she asked if I "would not +like to pay a visit to the peaches and watermelons." + +I should have preferred to stay where I was, having got very well +acquainted with my attendant fairies, and eaten enough sweets to take +the edge from my appetite, even for ripe, fresh fruit. Still, I got up +with a tolerable show of cordiality, comprehending that she meant to +please me, took the hand she offered, and was soon out of the cool shade +in the open field separating garden from orchard. Captain Gates was +really as proud of his reputation as the most successful fruit-grower +in the county as his wife was, although he affected to ridicule her +weakness in the same direction. There were two acres of peach trees, +most of them laden with fruit. When pressed to "eat all I could +swallow," I managed to do away with three immense globes of +crimson-and-gold, and then gave out, shamefacedly:-- + +"You see I am so little, and the peaches are so big!" I urged. "I hold +just so many and no more." + +"Of course, you comical little thing!" interrupted Cousin Nancy, highly +amused. "By and by, on our way back from the watermelon patch, maybe +there will be more room. I shan't ask you to pick the melons from the +vines and eat _them_ by the dozen. Come along!" + +She did not seem to mind the heat that struck upon my face and head like +the breath of an oven, as we crossed another open field, to that in +which Captain Gates's famous melons lay by the hundred, growing larger +and more luscious in the August sunlight that warmed them through and +through. Some were dark green, some light green, some were streaked and +mottled with white-and-green. + +"Oh, Cousin Nancy!" I cried, "I did not know there were so many in the +world! What _will_ you do with them all?" + +She led the way farther into the network of vines, the rank leaves and +starry blossoms bobbing about her feet. The fruit and flowers of Cold +Comfort did something toward filling the place left void in her heart by +the lack of the children that had never come. She stood still and looked +over the wide patch as if she had made every melon there, and meant to +have the full credit for her work. + +"Do with them, monkey! Why they are as good as a silver mine--the +beauties! Every full-grown one stands for a quarter of a dollar. We send +six wagon-loads to Richmond every week, and people come for them from +every direction--as far as across the river in Goochland; and we give +dozens away to our neighbors, and the negroes come at night to steal +them--Oh! _oh!!_ OH!!!" + +She gathered her skirts tightly and high above her ankles with both +hands, letting the green parasol tumble, head foremost, to the ground, +and screeched as if she had trod upon a yellow-jacket's nest. She was +going to have Nerves again, with no hartshorn, or burnt feathers, or +turkey-tail fan, or Cousin 'Ratio near. I started to run to the house +for help, but she grabbed my frock frantically. + +"If you budge one inch you are a dead child!" she wheezed, her pale eyes +bulging from the sockets. "Cap'n Gates and the overseer came out here +last night and just sowed all this patch with side-blades!" +(Scythe-blades.) "Edges up! Sharp as razors and thick as thieves! +Hundreds of them! To keep the negroes from stealing any more of them! I +heard Cap'n Gates tell them he was going to do it, and the overseer told +them this morning that they _had_ done it. And I haven't an atom of an +idea where a solitary one of the murderous things is! We are as good as +dead if we try to get out. We might tread upon one, at the first step! +How could I forget it? Oh, how could I?" + +I felt the blood drain away from my face, and I trembled as violently as +she. Then a thought came to me, and I got it out between chattering +teeth. + +"We didn't tread on any of them coming into the patch." + +"That was sheer providence, honey. We _might_ have been cut in two +before we had gone ten yards." + +"But, Cousin Nancy!" catching at her hands as she began to wring them +again, and to sob and squeal as she had done in the morning. "Listen! I +am sure I could go out by the very same path! Let's try! We can't stay +here always." + +"_Path!_ There isn't a sign of a path! Look!" + +She pointed a bony finger in the direction we had come. The leaves and +blossoms disturbed by our feet and skirts were as still as the hundreds +and thousands of other leaves on all sides of us. We had not bruised a +vine, or left a footprint, that we could see. The sun poured down upon +us like fire from heaven; we were in the middle of the patch that +seemed, to my horrified eyes, miles and miles in extent, and not another +creature was in sight. + +"Our only hope is to scream as loud as ever we can," said Cousin Nancy. +"Nobody knows where we are; the hands are all in the tobacco, a mile on +the other side of the house, and Cap'n Gates and Mr. Owen may be even +farther off, for all I know. If we can't make anybody hear us, the Lord +have mercy upon our souls! We shall have sunstroke inside of an hour." + +I picked up the green parasol, and with clumsy, shaking fingers opened +it, and stood on tiptoe to hold it over her head, crying, meantime, as +piteously as she, such was the contagion of hysterical terror. Then, +with one accord, we lifted up our voices, weak with weeping, in a thin +screech. I said "Help! help! help!" she cried, "Murder! murder!" and +"Cap'n _Ga-a-tes!_" We made enough noise to startle the dogs in the +house-yard and at the stables, and brought from the nearer "quarters" +and corn-field a gang of negroes, of all sizes and ages, all running at +the top of their speed, and the faster as they descried us. It would +have been excruciatingly funny at any other time, and to one that was +not an actor in the drama, to observe that not one man, woman, or +pickaninny of the excited crowd offered to pass the confines of the +melon patch. Each one was mindful of the hundreds of buried side-blades +with their edges uppermost, and almost all were bare-footed. + +"Run! some of you-all, for Marster an' Mr. Owen!" shrieked Malviny, +getting her wits together before the others could rally theirs. The +shrill order arose above the chorus of groans and cries and pitying +exclamations, and Cousin Nancy, on hearing it, gave one wild cry, and +dropped where she stood, a heap of white cambric, head, arms, and green +parasol, crushing the vines, and her head just grazing a mammoth melon. + +I had never been so frightened in all my life as when I got hold of her +head, and tried to lift it. It was as heavy as lead. Too much terrified +and too foolish to bethink myself that a cut would bleed, I concluded +that she had struck one of the murderous blades, and it had killed her. +Her eyes were closed; her jaw had fallen; her cheek lay close against +that of the big melon, and the vines met over her nose. It was a ghastly +and a grotesque spectacle, and I behaved as any other nine-year-old +would--jumped up and down and screamed, beating my palms together, and +calling alternately for "Father!" and "Cousin 'Ratio!" + +Since that horrible moment I have believed stories read and heard of +people being scared to death, or into insanity. In the great, round +world, there was nothing present to me but a cruel expanse of green +below, a white-hot sky above, and at my feet a dead woman, killed by +the razor-like blades thick-set under every leaf, and guarding every +melon. Then all this was swept out of sight by a black wave that took me +off my feet. + +I awoke in the shade of the peach orchard. Mr. Owen, the overseer, had +laid me down on the grass, and I heard him say, "She's all right now." I +sat up and stared around me. Cousin Nancy, still in a dead faint, was +stretched upon the ground a little way off, a fluttering swarm of women +about her, with water, brandy, hartshorn, cologne, fans, and burning +feathers, and Cousin 'Ratio, kneeling over her, was calling in her ear, +the tears running down his bristly cheeks. + +"Miss Nancy! honey! sugar-lump! wake up! it's me, dearie! The danger is +all over. What a _doggoned_ fool I was to put the side-blades there!" + +When she at last revived, she was taken to the house and put to bed. She +was not yet able to sit up when my father and mother drove over for me +in the cool of the afternoon. + +"My tomfoolery came near to being the end of the poor dear," said Cousin +'Ratio, walking with us to the carriage, when we had taken leave of his +wife. "I feel mighty bad about it, too, as you may suppose, for it was +my fault in not reminding her of those cussed side-blades. Between +ourselves, Burwell,"--coming nearer to my father and glancing over his +shoulder to be sure none of the servants were within hearing,--"Owen and +I put just exactly _two_ in the whole patch, and they were near the +fence. Miss Nancy never went within a Sabbath day's journey of them. We +made a mighty parade of toting twenty of them past the quarters, taking +two of the hands along to help. They laid them down by the fence, and we +came down after dark and carried all but two off to the old tobacco +barn, and hid them there. I wasn't likely to rust my best side-blades by +burying them in the dirt. But I'd rather have ruined them all and lost +every blessed melon on the place, than have given Miss Nancy's Nerves +such a shock." + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter XVI + +Old Madam Leigh + + +Nobody seemed to know how everybody got into the way of calling her "Old +Madam Leigh." It was not a Virginia custom, and there was not another +old lady in the neighborhood to whom the title of "Madam" was ever +given. After she had lived to be the oldest woman in the county, the +"Old" was prefixed, naturally enough. + +I got to know her through Cousin Molly Belle. + +"I declare, Frank, Molly has never seen Queen Mab and her hummers!" she +said at dinner one day. "I'm ashamed of myself for not having taken her +there. It's just the sort of thing she would enjoy." + +When Mrs. Frank Morton was ashamed of having done anything, or having +left anything undone, the next, and a quick step with her, was to mend +the fault without further waste of words. We went over to Old Madam +Leigh's that same afternoon,--she, Cousin Frank, and I,--on horseback, +"the road to Queen Mab's palace being the vilest in the State," as my +hostess averred. + +I thought it a delightful road. It left the main highway a mile beyond +Cousin Frank's plantation gate, and lost its way in oak and hickory +woods, where the trees touched over our heads. I said they were "trying +to shake hands with one another." + +"They will be hugging one another before we go much farther," said +Cousin Frank. + +As they did when we began to climb a long hill, washed into crooked +gullies by the water that tore down to the creek at the bottom whenever +it rained hard. After this was a short and steeper hill, and then +another long one, and we were on the edge of a clearing, very bright and +sunny after the green glooms of the forest. + +"Does Queen Mab drive this way, often, in her chariot-and-four?" I +inquired, as we struck into a gentle gallop along a grassy lane. + +"Queen Mab's chariot has not been out of the carriage-house in +twenty-five years," answered Cousin Molly Belle. "There is another road +from her house to where everyday people live, but it would take us a +long way around. Mother can recollect when this was a good road, and +much travelled." + +"Doesn't she make any visits?" + +"Never to human beings." + +"Doesn't she go to church?" + +"Not that I have ever heard of." + +"Cousin Molly Belle!" in an awed tone. "Is she a _heathen_?" + +"She is very old, Namesake. Nearly ninety." + +She said it gravely and gently, and Cousin Frank repeated a verse of +poetry I did not know then:-- + + "He prayeth best who loveth best + All things both great and small; + For the dear God who loveth us, + He made and loveth all." + +It was so nice that I turned it over in my mind several times before I +asked another question. My mother sometimes called me "an animated +interrogation-point." + +"Is Old Madam Leigh married?" + +"She has been married. She would not be 'Madam' if she had not been. She +has been a widow for a long, long time. She had two children--twins--a +boy and a girl. They lived to be twenty years old, and then died." + +"Not both at the same time, Cousin Molly Belle?" for her tone suggested +something very sorrowful. + +"Yes, Molly dear. The sister fell into the river and the brother, in +swimming out to save her, was seized with the cramp and sank before he +could reach her. The mother has lived alone ever since, except for her +servants. They are very good and faithful. Then, she has her hummers and +her pygmies, who are a great deal of company to her." + +"_Pigs!_" in intense disgust. "She can't be a very neat person." + +A peal of laughter from my companions broke off the speech. + +"You'll change your mind shortly," said Cousin Frank, cantering ahead to +open a gate in the rail fence. + +We saw the house from the gate,--a wee bit of a gray cottage, one story +high, literally covered with honeysuckles of every kind I had ever heard +of, and now in fullest bloom. An enormous catalpa tree, also in flower, +stood in front of the cottage, shading all but one gable, and that +looked as if it were made of glass. Between this gable and the garden +were two spreading acacia trees, tufted with the tassel-like blossoms. +The deep front porch was curtained with white jessamine, and as we +walked up the gravelled path leading to it, Madam Leigh stood in the +doorway. + +She was a tiny old lady, no taller than I was, and wore a white dress, +fine and sheer. Cousin Molly Belle told me afterward that it was India +muslin, and that she wore white, winter and summer. The waist of the +gown was very short, the skirt was straight, and fell to the in-step of +a foot no bigger than a baby's. Her cap was also old-fashioned, made of +lace, with a full crimped border under which her hair, silvery-white, +was dressed in short, round curls on each side of her forehead. Her skin +reminded me of a bit of rice-paper I had picked up from the floor one +day. It had dropped out of the back of my father's watch, and Bud had +found it and played with it until it was creased and cracked all over +like "crazed" china, yet not torn. Old Madam Leigh's face could not be +said to be wrinkled, for the lines were shallow. They were as fine as if +made with an inkless crow quill, and so close together you would have +thought there was not room for another. Her eyes were dark and bright +She had French blood in her veins, and showed it in her quick glance and +lively motions. + +She took us directly into "the chamber" on the left side of the hall +that cut the house in two. Everything there was white, too,--bed and +curtains and chair-covers being of white dimity, trimmed with lace. The +walls were almost covered with portraits. Some were very old. Two of the +brightest hung opposite the bed where Madam Leigh must see them as soon +as she opened her eyes in the morning. One was of a pretty girl in a +white frock, low-necked and short-sleeved, with a red rose in the +bodice, making the fair skin it rested against all the fairer. Her eyes +were dark and sweet; short brown curls, like Madam Leigh's white ones, +clustered about her temples. The other picture was that of a handsome +boy of twenty, or thereabouts, and strikingly like his sister. A dog, +with silky ears, leaned his head against his young master's arm. + +I tried hard not to stare at these portraits,--to me the most +interesting things in the room,--for I knew they must be the +twin-children who had died together, ever and ever so many years ago. +The instinct of kindly breeding told me that it would not be polite to +remind the mother of her loss by looking inquisitively at them. But I +could not help stealing a glance at one and the other when the grown +people were intent in talk. Looking led to dreaming, as I was left to +myself and the thoughts suggested by the portraits. I arranged it in my +mind that brother and sister were very fond of each other; that the +sister had fallen into the river where the current was strong, from some +such place as Maiden's Adventure, on Mr. Pemberton's plantation, where +the water was deep above a roaring fall. I thought how she called to her +brother, and how he answered, and I wondered--a chill running down my +spine and catching at my heart--who carried the awful news to the +mother. How could she bear it? how live in this lonely place with +nobody to keep her from thinking of, and missing, her husband and her +children, nobody to care whether she were glad or sorry, sick or well, +alive or dead? + +I did not know that my mouth was drawn down at the corners, that my eyes +were mournful, and my whole aspect that of a sadly bored little girl, +who felt herself to be left entirely out of the thoughts of her friends +and the hostess--until Madam Leigh's voice made me start, as if I had +been asleep. + +"I am afraid this little lady finds all this mighty stupid." + +I think the old-time practice of calling girl-children "little ladies," +kept them in wholesome remembrance of the necessity of behaving as such. +At any rate, I was instantly aware that I ought to be sitting up +straight upon my cricket, and seeming to be interested in what was going +on. Had not my mother reproved me, times without number, for dreaming in +company and for absent-minded ways that made me heedless of others' +comfort? "It is selfish and rude not to pay attention to what people are +saying when you are with them"--was a nursery rule I ought to have had +well by heart. + +It was natural, then, that I should turn as red as a cardinal flower, +and fidget uneasily, and stutter when I tried to set myself right with +my venerable hostess:-- + +"Oh, no, ma'am. I'm not a bit tired. I'm sorry--if--" + +"There's nothing to be sorry for, my dear. If anybody has been rude it +is I who ought to have provided some other entertainment for you than +sitting still, and trying with all your might to understand big folks' +talk." + +Her voice was clearer than one would have expected in such an old lady, +and she did not mumble as if she were chewing her words, as a great many +old people do. She spoke very distinctly, pronouncing every syllable in +each word. She told me, when we were better acquainted, that she read +aloud for an hour every day, for fear she might fall into careless ways +of speaking, seeing, as she did, so few educated white people, and, +sometimes, talking with nobody but her colored servants for a week at a +time. She held herself very straight when seated, and in walking, and +stepped as lightly as a young person, as she got up and took me by the +hand, smiling at me in the friendliest way imaginable, and, saying "I +must introduce you to my family," led me across the hall, and opened a +door on the other side. + +As soon as we were inside of the door, she shut it quickly behind us, +and I stood stock-still with amazement at what I saw and heard. + +It was a large room, with two windows at the front and two at the back, +while the gable we had seen from the lane was almost filled with sashes, +as in a greenhouse. Close against these sashes, now so bright with the +Southern sun that I was half-blinded for an instant, were rows of +shelves, crowded with cut flowers in vases, and growing flowers in pots. +Most of the sashes were open, and the space thus left was screened by +twine netting, something like fine fish seines. Old Madam Leigh had +netted each of these squares herself, as I learned afterward. The same +protected back and front windows. About the open windows, and around the +flowers, flew and floated what I thought, at first, were at least one +hundred humming-birds. Madam Leigh said there were but twenty-five, all +told. The whir of their rapid wings filled the air, the gleam of their +brilliant breasts and backs was like living jewels. + +"_Oh-h-h-h!!_" was all I could utter, as I clasped my hands in admiring +wonder at the beauty and the strangeness of it all, and a queer lump +came into my throat, as if I were frightened or sorry, and I knew I was +only delighted past speaking. Madam let me alone for a minute, before +she laid her small, wrinkled hands upon my shoulders and turned me about +to see something I had not observed in my raptures over the marvellous +birds. + +Against the wall beyond the door was a long, broad table, or rather +counter, and upon it was a village of small houses, rows upon rows of +them. Outside of the village and the streets were other and larger +houses, in groups of two and three, with dooryards and gardens, and then +came half a dozen farm-houses surrounded by fields and gardens. In the +village there were stores and a Court House, and a Clerk's Office and a +Jail, surrounded by a Public Square, exactly like that at Powhatan Court +House, and two taverns with signs hanging outside of them. Trees lined +the streets, and vines were running over the houses. Then, there were +wells, and wood-piles with men chopping wood at them, and cow-pens with +cows and calves, and pig-pens filled with pigs. Men were driving wagons +along the roads, and a fine carriage with four horses harnessed to it +and a coachman on the box stood before the larger of the two taverns. +The footman, hat in hand, was helping two elegantly dressed ladies out +of the carriage, and the landlady, with two colored maids behind her, +was upon the portico waiting to receive them. Men were digging in the +corn and tobacco fields; there were turkeys, chickens, ducks, and geese, +and boys riding horses to water and driving the cows home to be milked. + +Was ever such another Wonderland revealed to a child who had never been +in a toy-shop and never owned a doll that was not home-made? + +I screamed and capered with joy, like the crazy thing I was, for a whole +minute after my eyes fell upon the mimic settlement. Then I fell to +examining the "entertainment" more closely, and discovered that +everything, except the mosses that imitated the trees, vines, and other +growing things, was made of corn-stalks and corn-husks--"shucks" as +Virginians call them. The human creatures and the dumb animals were +carved out of the firm, dried pith of the stalks, and afterward painted +with water colors. The clothes of men and women were made of the soft +inner shucks, dried carefully to the pliability of silk. Log and frame +houses were built of the canes themselves; the smallest were used whole, +the larger were split. Peeping into the open doors and windows I saw +that each house was furnished with beds, tables, and chairs, also made +of corn-stalks, pith, and shucks. + +At the far end of the counter were six bird-cages, constructed of thin +strips of corn-canes, each supplied with perches and water vessels. + +"Those are my reform prisons," Madam Leigh said to my cousins, who had +followed and begged to be let in. "You see,"--to me,--"when one of my +hummers becomes cross or quarrelsome, I separate him from the rest and +shut him up in one of these cages until he is in a better humor. I am +sorry to say that they have pretty peppery tempers, and hardly a day +passes in which I do not have to interfere to stop their fighting." + +I had no reason to feel myself slighted now. She went all round the room +with me, showing her pets and telling me interesting stories of their +habits and dispositions. Each had a name, and some answered to their +names when she called them. At least, she thought that they did, and I +did not doubt it when I saw them swoop down to dip their bills in the +flowers she held up, as she called "Sprite" and "Bright," and "Sweet" +and "Swift," and the like crisp, short names in a voice that was like +the tinkle of a little bell. It was a pretty sight,--the tiny woman, all +white from cap to toe, standing in the full tide of sunbeams, bunches of +honeysuckle and catalpa flowers, half as big as herself, in her arms, +the elf-like face smiling out of them at the eagerness of her feathered +darlings, darting and glancing and gleaming and humming about her, as if +she had been a larger edition of themselves, and not of a different +genus. She made me stand by her while this was going on, saying that the +hummers were "too well-bred to be afraid of her friends, and were +especially fond of little people." + +"The honeysuckles first made me think of collecting them," went on the +pleasant tinkle. "When they are in full bloom the frisky little +creatures swarm in them all day long. They like white and yellow +jessamine, too, and catalpa flowers and lilies and acacia blossoms. Ten +years ago I found one of their nests upon a low limb of a tulip-poplar +tree. Here it is! It looks like a knob of mossy bark, you see. There +were two eggs in it. I cut off the limb carefully, and set it in a pot +of water in this room. It was full of blossoms, and the water kept these +alive. The window was left open and nobody--not even myself--came in +here for a week. As I had hoped, the mother and father bird found the +nest, and went on sitting on the eggs as if it had not been moved. One +night, after the baby birds were hatched, I went softly to the outside +of the window and let down the sash. That was the beginning of my +aviary. That's a hard word for you--isn't it, Molly? It means a family +of birds, such as I have here." + +"I don't believe there is another like it in the world," said Cousin +Molly Belle. "I've always declared that you are a fairy, and charm your +hummers. I described it and them once to a famous ornithologist. That's +a real jaw-breaker, Namesake, and means one who knows everything about +all sorts of birds--or thinks he does. I met this or-nith-ol-o-gist in +New York last May. He said it was impossible to tame and raise families +of wild birds, especially humming-birds. And when I said I had seen it +with my own eyes, times without number, he looked polite--and +unbelieving." + +Madam Leigh was so much amused that the flowers shook in her shrivelled +mites of hands. + +"Many learned strangers have been to see the 'impossibility,'" she said, +her voice shaken by laughter. + +(Cousin Molly Belle had the knack of saying just the thing that would +please everybody, and saying it in the right way and at the right +time.) + +"Of course I have not raised them all from the eggs," continued Madam. +"We catch new birds every year, and some are never quite tame. So your +or-nith-ol-o-gist"--pronouncing it in the same comical way that Cousin +Molly Belle had done--"was not altogether in the wrong. But they get +used to their new life much sooner because there are so many of their +own kind about them. When I find that a couple are thinking of going to +house-keeping, I root a branch of poplar, or hickory, or maple, in a tub +of moist earth, and curtain off a corner where they will not be +disturbed in the nesting-time." + +"That was the very thing the celebrated or-nith-ol-o-gist said was +absolutely impossible," cried Cousin Molly Belle. "Even though I told +him that, if he would pay us a visit, I would show him the cosey corner, +and the pretty bride and gallant bridegroom building their nest." + +"A great many things happen to each of us that others would not believe, +no matter how solemnly we might declare them to be true," said Madam +Leigh, very seriously. + +I had a notion that she was thinking of other things in her strangely +desolated life besides the aviary and the learned man who knew all about +birds. + +"To me, the most singular part of my management of my hummers is that I +succeed in making them comfortable and contented in the winter," she +said. "For their forefathers and foremothers have been going South at +the first sign of frost for six thousand years or so. I have a stove put +up in here, covered with wire netting to hinder the little dears from +flying against it; then I keep an even temperature and fill the room +with flowers. It has, as you see, a southern exposure. I live here with +them all day long. When it begins to grow dark, I say, 'Good night' and +go across to my chamber. At bedtime I look in to make sure the fire will +keep in until morning, and that my darlings are all right. While +daylight lasts we are very happy together. I am busy with my pygmies +and my flowers. I feed the hummers with sugar-and-water in winter, with +a taste of honey on Sundays"--laughing cheerily. "To make them glad that +Sunday has come, you know. I've an idea that they need stronger food in +cold weather than in summer. It helps tame them to make them eat from +the tip of my finger. I take a great deal of pains to keep a succession +of plants in flower, for, after all, hive-honey isn't quite as pure and +delicate after it has gone through the bee's body as when the hummer +sips it fresh from the flower-cup. You must come over next winter, Molly +Belle, and bring the little lady to see my nasturtiums, and hyacinths, +and morning-glories. Roses and cape-jessamines, and the like are of no +use to us. Our flowers must be shaped like wine-glasses, with a drop of +honey-dew in the bottom, to please us perfectly. The hummers and I +understand that. You wouldn't believe how much company we are for one +another, or how much I learn from them. Even my silly mannikins give +work to my fingers and keep my thoughts steady." + +Cousin Molly Belle put her arms around the wee old lady and hugged her +hard--the honeysuckles and catalpas falling to the floor. + +"All this is the loveliest thing I ever heard!" laughing to keep from +crying. "I hope you will live to be a hundred years old, and give the +lie to or-nith-ol-o-gists every day you live. And Molly and I will come +to see you, often and often, whenever she is at our house. You dear, +brave, sensible, lion-hearted, _royal_ Queen Mab!" + +She kept her word. It was one of her many ways to do more than she had +promised. I never paid a visit to my dearest cousins, the Frank Mortons, +without riding, or driving, up through the woods, and across the creek, +and up the two long, and the one short, hill, and along the grass-grown +lane to the gray cottage that always reminded me of a "hummer's" nest +masked with moss. I spent a good deal of that summer with Cousin Molly +Belle, and one week in the very middle of December. + +The weather was very mild for midwinter, and the great south room felt +too warm to me. So warm that I began to feel sleepy and a little dizzy, +and Madam Leigh noticed the yawn I could not quite swallow. + +"Put on your hood and cloak, little lady," she said, "and run into the +garden to see if you cannot find some roses for your cousin. Betty tells +me there has been so little frost this season that the rose-bushes are +still all in leaf." + +I scampered off willingly, and did not show myself in the house again +until the sun almost touched the tree-tops. I gathered chrysanthemums +and nasturtiums and late heartsease, and at least a dozen roses and +buds, and, wandering farther and farther down the quiet paths, I saw +what I had never noticed before--that there was a small graveyard at the +back of the garden, of which it formed a part. An arbor, thickly +curtained with a Florida honeysuckle that kept its leaves all winter, +was at one side of the burial-place; a walk, edged with box, stretched +from it straight up to the house-yard. Now that the trees were bare, I +saw that old Madam Leigh could have a full view, through the windows in +the south gable, of the arbor, and the two white headstones before it:-- + + JOHN AND RUTH LEIGH. + + TWIN-CHILDREN OF EDWARD AND JUDITH LEIGH. + + BORN SEPTEMBER 3, 1790. + + DIED AUGUST 1, 1810. + + "_I was dumb; I opened not my mouth, because_ THOU + _didst it._" + +I sat down in the summer-house and had a long thinking spell, all by +myself. Too young to word the emotions that swelled my heart, the +thoughts that oppressed my brain, there was, all the while, in heart and +head, the recollection of the story she had told of her manner of +getting the first pair of humming-birds--and how she had stolen softly +around to the window after dark, and shut the parents in with their +nestlings. + +I never saw her again. On Christmas morning the maid, who came as usual +to awake and dress her mistress, found that she had died in her sleep. + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter XVII + +Out into the World + + +[Illustration] + +Cousin Burwell Carter fell in love with our handsome, amiable Boston +governess, Miss Davidson, and married her when I was ten years of age. +She comforted my mother for her loss by sending for her younger sister, +who was even prettier than herself, and had such winsome ways that Mr. +John Morton, Cousin Frank's bachelor brother, married her at the end of +her first session in our school-room. + +My father looked quizzically grave when the two sisters recommended a +Miss Bradnor of Springfield, Massachusetts, as a person who was sure to +please our parents and to bring us on finely in our studies. + +"Is she pretty and marriageable?" he asked. "My business, nowadays, +seems to be providing the eligible bachelors of Powhatan with wives. It +is pleasant enough from one standpoint, and that is the young men's. But +my children must be educated." + +Both young matrons assured him, earnestly, that Miss Bradnor was "a +predestined old maid--a man-hater, in fact--and was likely to remain a +fixture in our school-room as long as we needed her." When she arrived I +was surprised to see a prim, quiet little personage who looked too +gentle to hate any one. She fitted easily into her place in our family +and soon proved herself the prize we had been promised, being a born +instructor, and loving her profession. She awoke my mind as nobody else +had done. I fancied that I could feel it stretch, and grow, and get +hungry while she taught me. The more it was fed, the hungrier it grew, +and the more eagerly it stretched itself. I studied Comstock's _Natural +Philosophy_ with Miss Bradnor, and Vose's _Astronomy_, and Lyell's +_Elements of Geology_, Bancroft's _History of the United States_, and +_Watts on the Mind_, and began French and Latin. It was such a busy, +happy year that I was actually sorry when vacation began. + +I was sorrier yet when a letter was received from Miss Bradnor, saying +that she "had been betrothed for ten years to an exemplary gentleman who +now claimed the fulfilment of her pledge. Before the letter could reach +us she would (D. V.) have become Mrs. Calvin Chapin. She hoped the +unforeseen reversal of her plans for the ensuing year would not occasion +serious inconvenience to her dear and respected friends, Mr. and Mrs. +Burwell." + +"It takes the prim sort to give us such surprises!" exclaimed my mother. + +"It takes all sorts and conditions of women, _I_ think!" rejoined my +father, dryly. "I foresee that the Richmond plan will have to be carried +out, after all. Governesses are kittle cattle, at the best. And we have +had three of the very best." + +As may be supposed, I was consumed by curiosity to know what "the +Richmond plan" could be. The city I had never yet seen had been made +tenfold more interesting to me within a year by the removal of the Frank +Mortons to that place. Cousin Frank had gone into the Commission +business there with an uncle who had no son to succeed him in the firm. +But, although I pricked up my ears smartly at my father's unguarded +remark, I had to smother my excitement as best I could, and study +patience--surely the hardest lesson ever set for the young. When older +people were talking with one another, it was esteemed an impertinence in +children to interrupt them by questions. + +"If it were best for you to understand what we were saying, we would +take pains to explain it to you," my mother would say when we broke this +one of her rules. And, still oftener, "Little girls should trust their +fathers and mothers to tell them at the right time all that they ought +to know." + +The right time in this instance was one moonlight September night, soon +after Mary 'Liza and I had gone to bed. My mother had a habit of coming +up to our room, and sitting down by the bed in the dark, or without +other light than the moon, to have a little talk with us. "To give us a +good appetite for our dreams," she would say in her merry way. We dearly +enjoyed these visits, especially on Sunday nights, when we told her what +we had been reading and thinking that day, and repeated the hymns we +loved best. + +This was on Monday night, and she began by telling us that Miss Judy +Curran was coming the next day, to make our fall and winter frocks, and +that there would be a pretty busy time with us all for the rest of the +month, as we were going to school in Richmond, the fifth day of October. + +"Your father and I do not believe in boarding-schools," she continued. +"We think that God gives our children to us to be brought up and +educated, as far as possible, by us, their parents, and not to be made +over to hirelings at the very time when they are most easily led right +or wrong. There are, however, excellent reasons why you should begin now +to know more of the world than you can learn in a quiet country +neighborhood such as this. We are thankful to be able to give you the +advantages of a city school, without depriving you of good +home-training. You are to live with your Cousin Molly Belle, and be +day-scholars in Mrs. Nunham's seminary." + +Even Mary 'Liza gave a little jump under the sheet at the astounding +news, while I leaped clean out of bed, and danced around the room in my +night-gown, clapping my hands and uttering small shrieks of ecstasy. + +"Hurrah! hurrah! goody! goody! mother! it is like a fairy tale!" + +I was somewhat abashed, and decidedly ashamed of my transport when the +blessed mother said gently, after a little sigh:-- + +"Of course I shall miss my daughters sadly, but I hope what we are doing +is for their good. If I were less sure of this, I could not part with +them." + +From the hour in which her first-born baby was laid in her arms, until +she closed her eyes in the sleep from which our wild weeping could not +awaken her, her ever-present thought was the children's best good. +Nothing that could secure that was self-denial on her part. + + * * * * * + +I have come to Richmond to write this chapter. From my window I look +down upon the pavement trodden by my feet twice a day for ten months out +of twelve, during four school years. The house in which I sojourn +belongs to a younger brother of him who figures in my story as "Bud." It +occupies the site of the large, yellow frame building in which Mrs. +Nunham taught her "young ladies," more than forty years ago. + +[Illustration: HOW I CAME TO TOWN. + +"My father walked between Mary 'Liza and myself, each of us holding to +one of his arms, as gentlemen and ladies walked."] + +I smile, as fancy reconstructs the group that turned the corner into +this street, a block away, on the fifth of October of that memorable +year in the forties. My father walked between Mary 'Liza and myself, +each of us holding to one of his arms, as gentlemen and ladies in the +country walked together then. He was a well-built, clear-eyed, +clean-lived, upright gentleman, whom God had made and whom the world had +not spoiled. My cousin and I were dressed exactly alike. Into every +detail of daily life my mother carried her principle of treating the +orphan as her own child. Our country-made frocks were of dark-green +merino, becoming to my blond companion, and anything but becoming to my +sun-browned skin. Over the frocks were neat black silk aprons with +pockets. White linen-cambric frills, hemstitched by hand, and carefully +crimped, were at our throats and wrists, and sunbonnets upon our heads, +or rather, "slatted" hoods that could be folded at pleasure. These were +of dark-green silk, to match the merinos, and ribbon of the same color +was quilled around the capes, crowns, and brims. Our silk gloves were +also dark green, and my mother had knit them herself. + +Every item of our school costume was prescribed by her before we left +home. I comprehend now, why the water stood in Cousin Molly Belle's +eyes, while dancing lights played under the water, when we presented +ourselves at breakfast-time, dressed for the important first day in the +Seminary. I appreciate, furthermore, as it was not possible I should +then, the tact and delicacy with which she gradually modified our +everyday and Sunday attire into something more in accordance with that +of our school-fellows. + +As we found out for ourselves, before the day was over, we were little +girls in the midst of young ladies, so far as dress and carriage went. +We were imbued with the idea--gathered from the talk of friends and +acquaintances, and our much reading of English story-books--that we were +to be "polished" by our city associations. It was a shock and a +down-topple of our expectations to be thrown, without preparation, into +the society of girls whose manners were very little, if at all, more +refined than those of the quartette who with us constituted Miss +Davidson's home school. We were even more confounded at the discovery +that our home-education had so rooted and grounded us in the rudiments +of learning that we were classed, after the preliminary examination, +with girls older than we by four and five years. The circumstance did +not make us popular with our comrades. + +As if my cheeks had tingled under the assault but to-day, I recall the +exclamation of a girl of fifteen who sat next to me while the +examination in history was held. Her father was a distinguished citizen +of Richmond, and her mother a leader in fashionable society. + +"Lord, child! how smart you think yourself, to be sure!" she said aloud, +turning squarely about to look into my face. + +I had answered as quietly and briefly as I could, the questions put to +me, and tried politely not to look scandalized at her flippant +failures. + +"I'm sure I don't know!" "Never heard of him!" "If I ever knew, I've +forgotten all about it!"--were, to my notion, a disgrace, and her cool +effrontery would have been severely rebuked by our governess, and have +met with still sterner judgment from my mother. + +At recess this offensive young person headed a coterie that surrounded +us, criticised our clothes, and catechised us as to our home, our +family, and our mode of home living. Among other choice _bon mots_ from +the Honorable Member's daughter was the inquiry--"if we got the pattern +of our wagon-cover hoods from Mrs. Noah?" + +I told Cousin Molly Belle that night, that "the whole pack were +ill-bred, rude, and unbearable." + +She agreed heartily with two of my epithets, and took me up on the +third:-- + +"Nothing is 'unbearable,' Namesake, except the thought of our own folly +or sin. Still, this is a part of the discipline of life I would spare +you, if I could. Endure hardness as a good soldier, and shame their want +of breeding by the perfection of yours. An unmannerly schoolgirl is the +cruellest of tormentors, and"--with a ring of her voice and a snap of +her eyes that were refreshing and characteristic--"I should like to have +the handling of that crew for an hour or two!" + +I snuggled up close to her, already measurably consoled, and ready as +usual, with one of the speeches that stamped me as "old-fashioned." + +"We are like two wild pigeons, tied by the foot, in a yard full of +peacocks. I would rather be a pigeon than a peacock. But pecks and +struts and screamings are not agreeable, for all that." + +Nor was it agreeable to be the only girls in our class-room who were not +invited to a party given the middle of November, by one of the nicest of +our new acquaintances. She had been quite friendly with us, and the very +day the invitations were sent out, laid a sprig of citronaloes silently +on my lap, during a French lesson. The smile that went with the scented +leaves was sweeter still, and made my heart and face glow. When we were +getting our wraps and bonnets in the cloak-room, at the close of the +afternoon session, I edged nearer and nearer to her, pretending to hunt +for my overshoes, meaning to say a word of thanks as soon as the group +about her thinned. I got so near to her that I caught what she was +saying in a low voice to her intimates:-- + +"I just _hated_ not to invite the Burwells, but they do look so +countryfied! like little old women cut short after they were made. And I +don't believe either of them has a party dress to her name. They would +be a pair of sights in a roomful of well-dressed people." + +I slipped away with a barbed arrow in my self-love, and a hard, +resentful pain at my heart, on my mother's account. Fierce tears scalded +the inside of my eyelids as I recalled her weeks of loving preparation +for our school life, the thousand of stitches set by her dear hands, +the gentle smile of satisfaction with which she had surveyed our +finished wardrobe. When I was in my own room at Cousin Molly's, I hugged +and kissed and cried over the slatted hood, vowing vengefully to study +so hard, and to rise so fast in my classes, and to acquit myself so +nobly in the sight of my teachers, as to compel the admiration of the +proud who rose up against me, and who compassed me about like bees. +David's "cussing psalms" came readily and forcibly to my help in the +hour of bitter humiliation. + +If my wrath was unhallowed, it wrought the peaceable fruits of +righteousness. The barb had gone too deep to be uncovered even to Cousin +Molly Belle, but the hurt made a student of me. Giving up all thought of +popularity and polish, I devoted myself to my school work with assiduity +that threatened injury to my health before the half-term was over. But +for my best and most clear-sighted of cousins I might have become a +misanthropic invalid. + +On the very day of the now hateful party, she took us for a long +drive,--the whole length of Main Street, the sidewalks of which were +thronged with promenaders and shoppers. She stopped the carriage--a +handsome equipage, with a smart coachman and two spanking grays--at +Samanni's and bought us a whole pound, apiece, of delicious candy, and +treated us to Albemarle pippins to take home with us, and ice-cream +eaten on the spot. Next, we went to Drinker and Morris's, the +fashionable bookstore, and she told us to pick out, each for herself, +the books we would like best to have. Mary 'Liza chose _The School-girl +in France_, and I, _The Scottish Chiefs_. (I have it to this day.) We +finished our excursion by a visit to St. John's Church and +burying-ground. Cousin Molly Belle's grandfather had heard Patrick +Henry's "Liberty or Death" speech, and she made the scene very plain to +us as we strolled along the dim aisles, streaked with flaming bars of +sunset, striking through the western window upon the very spot where the +great orator had stood. + +By the time I had finished my supper, and was settled before the fire +with my book, the memories of my jaunt making glad my whole being, I had +clean forgotten party and slight, and did not care a fig--for that one +night--if I _was_ countryfied and had not a party dress to my name. The +real things were mine,--home-loves and the world of books and +imagination,--possessions which the scorning of those who were at ease, +and the contempt of the proud could not molest or take away. + +I was reading _The Scottish Chiefs_ for the second time,--out of school, +of course,--and studying with might and main, when something came to +pass that altered the tone of my mates, converted oppressors into +champions, and made a moderate heroine of me. + +There were sixteen of us in the senior Geography Class, I being the +youngest. The practice of "turning down" for incorrect answers to +questions was common at that date, even in Young Ladies' Seminaries. +When the class was formed, we were seated according to age, but thanks +to my governesses' drill, I had mounted steadily until I was now but one +from the top--or, as we put it, was "next to head." The topmost place +had been held for over a month by Mary Morgan, a slovenly and indolent +girl of sixteen, who wrote poetry and had a great deal of old blue blood +in her veins, as she was fond of informing all who had the patience to +listen to her. Her recitations in most of her classes were so imperfect +that everybody was surprised at her keeping an honorable place in any +until the whisper went around that she smuggled "help-papers" into the +class with her. + +I am told that the use of "ponies," and much less reputable aids to +perfect recitation in school and in college, is not considered +dishonorable among the youth of the present age. Unmannerly and cruel as +the girls in our seminary appeared to me, they had a certain sense of +honor, a respect for truth and fair-dealing that bespoke better things +than their surface-conduct indicated. When it was certainly known that +Mary Morgan carried into the recitation-room notes of the lesson, +written upon bits of paper, and tucked up her sleeve, or hidden in the +folds of her dress, popular indignation arose to a bubbling boil. A +tale-bearer would have been drummed out of school, and not a lisp of the +shameful truth was carried to the teacher, the second Miss Nunham, who +was near-sighted and unsuspicious. The geography lesson was the most +exciting event of the day,--a prize-ring, in which the two at the head +of the class were chief actors. When a question reached Mary Morgan, the +class held its breath for a time. When she answered with glib accuracy, +the breath exhaled in chagrin audible to all but the teacher. Out of +class I was noticed, cheered, and commended, and exhorted to hold on in +the course of truth and uprightness--encouragement corresponding to the +rubbing down and bracing bestowed by his guardians upon the pugilist. +And still the geography questions went around, and Mary Morgan was head +and I next to head. + +At last, on the fifteenth of December, came the tug of war in the shape +of a review of the exercises of the last month, and Mary Morgan was +armed for the fray by half a dozen long slips of paper covered with +characters in very black ink. Presuming upon the teacher's short-sighted +eyes, and nerved by a sense of the gravity of the situation, she boldly +laid the papers upon the bench between her and myself, and consulted +them from time to time, with coolness that would have been heroic had it +not been impudent. The recitation was half over, when the girl who sat +next below me "made a long arm" behind my back, and abstracted one of +the abhorrent slips without the knowledge of the owner. She perceived +the loss as the questions were again nearing her, gave one frightened +glance at the floor on all sides of her, colored violently; made a +desperate rally of memory and courage when the question reached her, +answered so wildly that the teacher gave her a second trial, and, in +pity for her distress, still a third. + +Such a simple question as it was! I can never forget it. "What large +island lies south of Hindostan?" + +Nor can I forget the pale dismay of the face turned to me as the teacher +said, reluctantly,--"Next." + +I had never liked the girl; latterly, I had despised her and regarded +her as my enemy. I did not analyze the revulsion of feeling that made me +hesitate while one could have counted ten, before saying in a low, +constrained voice,--"Ceylon!" + +The deposed pupil sank to the middle of the class before the recitation +was over, much to the bewilderment of the single-minded teacher. By the +morrow she was at the bottom of the line and so far across the outer +confines of Coventry that she never got back. That was our way of +looking at "cribs" half a century ago. + +It is not ten years since I met the banished scholar in a metropolitan +reception-room, and a few minutes afterward, another old schoolfellow, +who said in one and the same breath, "Do you know that Mary Morgan is +here?" and, "I suppose it is uncharitable, but I can never forget that +she used to cheat in her recitations at Mrs. Nunham's." + +We went home "for Christmas." My father sent the carriage for us. The +roomy family coach he never allowed to get shabby. The "squabs," _i.e._ +padded inner curtains to exclude the cold in winter, were in, and there +were thick shawls and a pillow apiece and two footstoves for our comfort +in the thirty-mile drive, and upon the front seat, gorgeous in a new +shawl of many and daring colors, her snowy turban wound about head and +ears, was Mam' Chloe, the comfortablest thing there. Hamilcar, the +carriage-driver, (we did not say "coachman") had on his Christmas suit, +including a shaggy overcoat for which his master had given him an order +upon a Richmond tailor, and was spruce exceedingly. To ensure our +perfect safety and respectability we had an outrider in the shape of +Mr. James Ireton, a young fellow-countryman, who was returning from a +business trip to town. + +The boxes under the seats--an old-fashioned convenience, capable of +containing a gentleman's entire wardrobe and half of a lady's--were +brimful of Christmas gifts and "goodies," and parcels stuffed with the +same wedged Mam' Chloe in the exact middle of the front seat. A big +hair-trunk was strapped upon the rack behind, and a box packed by Cousin +Molly Belle was between Hamilcar's feet. + +It began to snow before we had left the city a mile behind us, but that +made things all the merrier. How we chuckled with laughter as the fast +flakes stuck upon Mr. Ireton's hat and overcoat and leggings, until he +looked like a polar bear but for his face that got redder as the rest of +his body whitened, until, with his shining teeth and powdered hair, he +made us think of Santa Claus. When we let down the carriage-window to +tell him so, he drew a pipe from his pocket, got behind the carriage to +screen it from the wind while he was lighting it, and rode up again +alongside of us, puffing away at it to carry out the likeness. + +We set out at nine o'clock, and at one o'clock stopped at Flat Rock, a +well-known house of entertainment, for an early dinner and a generous +feed for the horses. The roads were heavy with winter mud, red and +sticky. It looked like strawberry ice-cream as the wheels and hoofs +churned it up with the snow. Mam' Chloe laughed until her fat sides +quaked when I said that. How good she was to us that day! how good +everybody was! and how good it was to be just what I was, and where I +was--off on a royal spree in the splendidest snowstorm I had ever seen, +and Home and Christmas at the end of the journey. + +Darkness fell by four o'clock, and, but for the whiteness of the earth, +we would not have been able to see the trees on the side of the road +when we came in sight of the house. Not a shutter had been closed, and +every window was aglow with fire and lamplight, golden and pink through +the snowy veil shifting and swaying between them and our happy eyes. + +When, for me, Life's little day--full, rich, and blessed, for all that +storm and wreck and blight have, once and again, befallen me, as was +God's will, and therefore, for my eternal good--when, for me, Life's +little day darkens to its outgoing, may the lights of the Home that +changes not, save from glory to glory, shine out for me through night +and chill with such loving welcome as gleamed in those ruddy windows! + + + * * * * * + + +THE FAMOUS PEPPER BOOKS + +BY MARGARET SIDNEY + +IN ORDER OF PUBLICATION + +Five Little Peppers and How they Grew.~ Cloth, 12mo, illustrated, $1.50, +postpaid. + +This was an instantaneous success; it has become a genuine child +classic. + +~Five Little Peppers Midway.~ Cloth, 12mo, illustrated, $1.50, postpaid. + +"A perfect Cheeryble of a book."--_Boston Herald._ + +~Five Little Peppers Grown Up.~ Cloth, 12mo, illustrated, $1.50, postpaid. + +This shows the Five Little Peppers as "grown up," with all the struggles +and successes of young manhood and womanhood. + +~Phronsie Pepper.~ Cloth, 12mo, illustrated, $1.50, postpaid. + +It is the story of Phronsie, the youngest and dearest of all the +Peppers. + +~The Stories Polly Pepper Told.~ Cloth, 12mo. 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