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| author | Roger Frank <rfrank@pglaf.org> | 2025-10-15 02:06:13 -0700 |
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| committer | Roger Frank <rfrank@pglaf.org> | 2025-10-15 02:06:13 -0700 |
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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/23653-8.txt b/23653-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..2b53cd6 --- /dev/null +++ b/23653-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11710 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of How It All Came Round, by L. T. Meade + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: How It All Came Round + +Author: L. T. Meade + +Release Date: November 28, 2007 [EBook #23653] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK HOW IT ALL CAME ROUND *** + + + + +Produced by Annie McGuire, D Alexander and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net (This +file was produced from images generously made available +by The Internet Archive) + + + + + + + +HOW IT ALL CAME ROUND + +BY + +MRS. L. T. MEADE + +AUTHOR OF "GIRLS OF THE TRUE BLUE," "WILD KITTY," +"A GIRL OF THE PEOPLE," ETC., ETC. + +NEW YORK +HURST & COMPANY +PUBLISHERS + + +[Illustration: MRS. L. T. MEADE.] + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +THE RICH CHARLOTTE. + + +The room had three occupants, two were men, the third a woman. The men +were middle-aged and gray-haired, the woman on the contrary was in the +prime of youth; she was finely made, and well proportioned. Her face was +perhaps rather too pale, but the eyes and brow were noble, and the +sensitive mouth showed indications of heart as well as intellect. + +The girl, or rather young woman, for she was past five and twenty, sat +by the fire, a book on her knee. The two men had drawn chairs close to a +table. The elder of these men bore such an unmistakable likeness to the +girl, that even the most casual observer must have guessed the +relationship which existed between them. He was a handsome man, +handsomer even than his daughter, but the same individualities marked +both faces. While, however, in the woman all was a profound serenity and +calm, the man had some anxious lines round the mouth, and some +expression, now coming, now going, in the fine gray eyes, which +betokened a long-felt anxiety. + +The other and younger man was shrewd-looking and commonplace; but a very +close observer of human nature might have said, "He may be commonplace, +but do not feel too certain; he simply possesses one of those faces +which express nothing, from which not the cleverest detective in +Scotland Yard could extract any secret." + +He was a man with plenty to say, and much humor, and at the moment this +story opens he was laughing merrily and in a heart-whole way, and his +older and graver companion listened with evident enjoyment. + +The room in which the three sat bore evidence of wealth. It was a +library, and handsome books lay on the tables, and rare old folios could +have been found by those who cared to look within the carefully locked +bookcases. Some manuscripts were scattered about, and by the girl's +side, on a small table, lay several carefully revised proofs, and even +now she was bending earnestly over a book of reference. + +"Well, Jasper," said the elder man, when the younger paused for an +instant in his eager flow of words, "we have talked long enough about +that fine land you have just come from, for even Australian adventures +can keep--I am interested in something nearer home. What do you say to +Charlotte there? She was but a baby when you saw her last." + +"She was five years old," replied Jasper. "A saucy little imp, bless +you! just the kind that would be sure to grow into a fine woman. But to +tell the truth I don't much care to look at her, for she makes me feel +uncommonly old and shaky." + +"You gave me twenty years to grow into a woman, uncle," answered the +pleasant voice of Charlotte Harman. "I could not choose but make good +use of the time." + +"So you have, lass--so you have; I have been growing old and you have +been growing beautiful; such is life; but never mind, your turn will +come." + +"But not for a long, long time, Lottie my pet," interrupted the father. +"You need not mind your uncle Jasper. These little speeches were always +his way. And I'll tell you something else, Jasper; that girl of mine has +a head worth owning on her shoulders, a head she knows how to use. You +will not believe me when I say that she writes in this magazine and +this, and she is getting a book ready for the press; ay, and there's +another thing. Shall I tell it, Charlotte?" + +"Yes, father; it is no secret," replied Charlotte. + +"It is this, brother Jasper; you have come home in time for a wedding. +My girl is going to leave me. I shall miss her, for she is womanly in +the best sense of the word, and she is my only one; but there is a +comfort--the man she is to marry is worthy of her." + +"And there is another comfort, father," said Charlotte; "that though I +hope to be married, yet I never mean to leave you. You know that well, I +have often told you so," and here this grave young girl came over and +kissed her father's forehead. + +He smiled back at her, all the care leaving his eyes as he did so. Uncle +Jasper had sprung impatiently to his feet. + +"As to the lass being married," he said, "that's nothing; all women +marry, or if they don't they ought to. But what was that you said, John, +about writing, writing in a printed book? You were joking surely, man?" + +"No, I was not," answered the father. "Go and show your uncle Jasper +that last article of yours, Charlotte." + +"Oh, heaven preserve us! no," said uncle Jasper, backing a pace or two. +"I'm willing with all my heart to believe it, if you swear it, but not +the article. Don't for heaven's sake, confront me with the article." + +"There's nothing uncommon in my writing for magazines, Uncle Jasper; a +great many girls do write now. I have three friends myself who----" + +Uncle Jasper's red face had grown positively pathetic in its agitation. +"What a place England must have become!" he interrupted with a groan. +"Well, lass, I'll believe you, but I have one request to make. Tell me +what you like about your wedding; go into all the raptures you care for +over your wedding dress, and even over the lucky individual for whom you +will wear it; tell me twenty times a day that he's perfection, that you +and you alone have found the eighth wonder of the world, but for the +love of heaven leave out about the books! The other will be hard to +bear, but I'll endeavor to swallow it--but the books, oh! heaven +preserve us--leave out about the printed books. Don't mention the +unlucky magazines for which you write. Don't breathe to me the thoughts +with which you fill them. Oh, if there's an awful creature under the sun +'tis a blue-stocking, and to think I should have come back from England +to find such a horror in the person of my own niece!" + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +THE POOR CHARLOTTE. + + +While this light and playful scene was being enacted in a wealthy house +in Prince's Gate, and Charlotte Harman and her father laughed merrily +over the Australian uncle's horror of authors and their works, another +Charlotte was going through a very different part, in a different place +in the great world's centre. + +There could scarcely be a greater contrast than between the small and +very shabby house in Kentish Town and the luxurious mansion in +Kensington. The parlor of this house, for the drawing-rooms were let to +lodgers, was occupied by one woman. She sat by a little shabbily covered +table, writing. The whole appearance of the room was shabby: the +furniture, the carpet, the dingy window panes, the tiny pretence of a +fire in the grate. It was not exactly a dirty room, but it lacked all +brightness and freshness. The chimney did not draw well, and now and +then a great gust of smoke would come down, causing the busy writer to +start and rub her smarting eyes. She was a young woman, as young as +Charlotte Harman, with a slight figure and very pale face. There were +possibilities of beauty in the face. But the possibilities had come to +nothing; the features were too pinched, too underfed, the eyes, in +themselves dark and heavily fringed, too often dimmed by tears. It was a +very cold day, and sleet was beginning to fall, and the smoking chimney +had a vindictive way of smoking more than ever, but the young woman +wrote on rapidly, as though for bare life. Each page as she finished it, +was flung on one side; some few fell on the floor, but she did not stop +even to pick them up. + +The short winter daylight had quite faded, and she had stood up to light +the gas, when the room door was pushed slightly ajar, and one of those +little maids-of-all-work, so commonly seen in London, put in her untidy +head. + +"Ef you please, 'em, Harold's been and hurt Daisy, and they is +quarreling h'ever so, and I think as baby's a deal worse, 'em." + +"I will go up to them, Anne, and you may stay down and lay the cloth for +tea--I expect your master in early to-night." + +She put her writing materials hastily away, and with a light, quick step +ran upstairs. She entered a room which in its size and general +shabbiness might better have been called an attic, and found herself in +the presence of three small children. The two elder ran to meet her with +outstretched arms and glad cries. The baby sat up in his cot and gazed +hard at his mother with flushed cheeks and round eyes. + +She took the baby in her arms and sat down in a low rocking-chair close +to the fire. Harold and Daisy went on their little knees in front of +her. Now that mother had come their quarrel was quite over, and the poor +baby ceased to fret. + +Seated thus, with her little children about her there was no doubt at +all that Charlotte Home had a pleasant face; the care vanished from her +eyes as she looked into the innocent eyes of her babies, and as she +nursed the seven-months-old infant she began crooning a sweet old song +in a true, delicious voice, to which the other two listened with +delight:---- + + "In the days when we went gipsying, + A long time ago." + +"What's gipsying, mother?" asked Harold, aged six. + +"Something like picnicking, darling. People who live in the country, or +who are rich,"--here Mrs. Home sighed--"often, in the bright summer +weather, take their dinner or their tea, and they go out into the woods +or the green fields and eat there. I have been to gypsy teas; they are +great fun. We lit a fire and boiled the kettle over it, and made the +tea; it was just the same tea as we had at home, but somehow it tasted +much better out-of-doors." + +"Was that some time ago, mother?" asked little Daisy. + +"It would seem a long, long time to you, darling; but it was not so many +years ago." + +"Mother," asked Harold, "why aren't we rich, or why don't we live in the +country?" + +A dark cloud, caused by some deeper emotion than the mere fact of being +poor, passed over the mother's face. + +"We cannot live in the country," she said, "because your father has a +curacy in this part of London. Your father is a brave man, and he must +not desert his post." + +"Then why aren't we rich?" persisted the boy. + +"Because--because--I cannot answer you that, Harold; and now I must run +downstairs again. Father is coming in earlier than usual to-night, and +you and Daisy may come down for a little bit after tea--that is, if you +promise to be very good children now, and not to quarrel. See, baby has +dropped asleep; who will sit by him and keep him from waking until Anne +comes back?" + +"I, mother," said Harold, and, "I, mother," said Daisy. + +"That is best," said the gentle-voiced mother; "you both shall keep him +very quiet and safe; Harold shall sit on this side of his little cot and +Daisy at the other." + +Both children placed themselves, mute as mice, by the baby's side, with +the proud look of being trusted on their little faces. The mother kissed +them and flew downstairs. There was no time for quiet or leisurely +movement in that little house; in the dingy parlor, the gas had now been +lighted, and the fire burned better and brighter, and Anne with most +praiseworthy efforts, was endeavoring to make some toast, which, alas! +she only succeeded in burning. Mrs. Home took the toasting-fork out of +her hands. + +"There, Anne, that will do nicely: I will finish the toast. Now please +run away, and take Miss Mitchell's dinner up to her; she is to have a +little pie to-night and some baked potatoes; they are all waiting, and +hot in the oven, and then please go back to the children." + +Anne, a really good-tempered little maid-of-all-work, vanished, and Mrs. +Home made some fresh toast, which she set, brown, hot, and crisp, in the +china toast-rack. She then boiled a new-laid egg, and had hardly +finished these final preparations before the rattle of the latch-key was +heard in the hall-door, and her husband came in. He was a tall man, with +a face so colorless that hers looked almost rosy by contrast; his voice, +however, had a certain ring about it, which betokened that most rare and +happy gift to its possessor, a brave and courageous heart. The way in +which he now said, "Ah, Lottie!" and stooped down and kissed her, had a +good sound, and the wife's eyes sparkled as she sat down by the +tea-tray. + +"Must you go out again to-night, Angus?" she said presently. + +"Yes, my dear. Poor Mrs. Swift is really dying at last. I promised to +look in on her again." + +"Ah, poor soul! has it really come? And what will those four children +do?" + +"We must get them into an Orphanage; Petterick has interest. I shall +speak to him. Lottie?" + +"Yes, dear." + +"Beat up that fresh egg I saw you putting into the cupboard when I came +in; beat it up, and add a little milk and a teaspoonful of brandy. I +want to take it round with me to little Alice. That child has never left +her mother's side for two whole days and nights, and I believe has +scarcely tasted a morsel; I fear she will sink when all is over." + +Lottie rose at once and prepared the mixture, placing it, when ready, in +a little basket, which her husband seldom went out without; but as she +put it in his hand she could not refrain from saying---- + +"I was keeping that egg for your breakfast, Angus; I do grudge it a +little bit." + +"And to eat it when little Alice wanted it so sorely would choke me, +wife," replied the husband; and then buttoning his thin overcoat tightly +about him, he went out into the night. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +THE STORY. + + +The children were at last in bed, the drawing-room lodger had finished +her dinner, the welcome time of lull in the day's occupations had come, +and Mrs. Home sat by the dining-room fire. A large basket, filled with +little garments ready for mending, lay on the floor at her feet, and her +working materials were close by; but, for a wonder, the busy fingers +were idle. In vain Daisy's frock pleaded for that great rent made +yesterday, and Harold's socks showed themselves most disreputably out at +heels. Charlotte Home neither put on her thimble nor threaded her +needle; she sat gazing into the fire, lost in reverie. It was not a very +happy or peaceful reverie, to judge from the many changes on her +expressive face. The words, "Shall I, or shall I not?" came often to +her lips. Many things seemed to tear her judgment in divers ways; most +of all the look in her little son's eyes when he asked that eager, +impatient question, "mother, why aren't we rich?" but other and older +voices than little Harold's said to her, and they spoke pleadingly +enough, "Leave this thing alone; God knows what is best for you. As you +have gone on all these years, so continue, not troubling about what you +cannot understand, but trusting to him." + +"I cannot; I am so tired sometimes," sighed the poor young wife. + +She was still undetermined when her husband returned. There was a great +contrast in their faces--a greater almost in their voices, in the tone +of her dispirited, "Well, Angus," and his almost triumphant answer,---- + +"Well, Lottie, that hard fight has ended bravely. Thank God!" + +"Ah! then the poor soul has gone," said the wife, moving her husband's +chair into the warmest corner. + +"She has truly gone; I saw her breathe her last. But there is no need to +apply the word 'poor' to her; she has done with all that. You know what +a weakly, troubled creature she always was, how temptation and doubt +seemed to wrap her round like a mist, and prevent her seeing any of the +shining of the blue sky. Well, it all passed away at the last, and there +was nothing but a steadfast looking into the very face of her Lord. He +came for her, and she just stretched out her arms and went to Him. Thank +God for being privileged to witness such a death; it makes life far more +easy." + +A little weariness had crept perceptibly into the brave voice of the +minister as he said these last words. His wife laid her hand +sympathizingly on his. They sat silent for a few moments, then he spoke +on a different subject,---- + +"How is baby to-night, Lottie?" + +"Better, I think; his tooth is through at last. He will have rest now +for a bit, poor little darling." + +"We must be careful to keep him from catching another cold. And how is +Anne getting on?" + +"As well as we can expect from such an ignorant little mite. And oh! +Angus, the nursery is such a cold, draughty room, and I do--I do wish we +were rich." + +The last words were tumbled out with a great irrepressible burst of +tears. + +"Why, my Lottie, what has come to you?" said her husband, touched and +alarmed by this rare show of feeling "What is it, dear? You wish we were +rich, so do not I; I am quite content. I go among so very much poorer +people than myself, Lottie, that it always seems to me I have far more +than my fair share of life's good things; but, at any rate my Lottie, +crying won't make us rich, so don't waste your strength over it." + +"I can't help it sometimes, Angus; it goes to my heart to see you +shivering in such a great-coat as you have just taken off, and then I +know you want better food, and wine; you are so tired this moment you +can scarcely speak. What a lot of good some port wine would do you!" + +"And what a lot of good, wishing for it will do me! Come Lottie, be +sensible; we must not begin to repine for what we have not got, and +cannot get. Let us think of our mercies." + +"You make me ashamed of myself, Angus. But these thoughts don't come to +me for nothing; the fact is--yes, I will tell you at last, I have long +been making up my mind. The truth is, Angus, I can't look at the +children--I can't look at you and see you all suffering, and hold my +peace any longer. We are poor, very--very--dreadfully poor, but we ought +to be rich." + +"Lottie!" + +Such a speech, so uttered, would have called for reproof from Angus +Home, had it passed the lips of another. But he knew the woman he had +married too well not to believe there was reason in her words. + +"I am sorry you have kept a secret from me," he said. "What is this +mystery, Lottie?" + +"It was my mother, Angus. She begged of me to keep it to myself, and she +only told me when she was dying. But may I just tell you all from the +very beginning?" + +"Yes, dear. If it is a romance, it will just soothe me, for though I am, +I own, tired, I could not sleep for a long time to come." + +"First, Angus, I must confess to a little bit of deceit I practised on +you." + +"Ah, Lottie!" said her husband playfully, "no wonder you cried, with +such a heavy burden on your soul; but confess your sins, wife." + +"You know how it has always fretted me, our being poor," said Charlotte. +"Your income is only just sufficient to put bread into our mouths, and, +indeed, we sometimes want even that. I have often lain awake at night +wondering how I could make a little money, and this winter, when it set +in so very severe, set my thoughts harder to work on this great problem +than ever. The children did want so much, Angus--new boots, and little +warm dresses--and so--and so--one day about a month ago, Mrs. Lisle, who +reads and writes so much, called, and I was very low, and she was kind +and sympathizing; somehow, at last out it all came, I did so wish to +earn money. She asked me if I could write a good clear hand, a hand +easily read. I showed her what I could do, and she was good enough to +call it excellent. She said no more then, but the next day she came +early. She brought me a MS. written by a friend of hers; very illegible +it was. She would not tell me the name of her friend, but she said she +was a lady very desirous of seeing herself in print. If I would copy +this illegible writing in my own good clear hand, the lady would give me +five pounds. I thought of the children's boots and their winter dresses, +and I toiled over it. I confess now that it was weary work, and tired me +more than I cared to own. I finished it to-day; this evening, just +before you came home, that task was done; but this morning I did +something else. You know Miss Mitchell is always kind enough to let me +see the _Times_. This morning Anne brought it down as usual, and, as I +ran my eyes over it I was struck by an advertisement, 'A young lady +living at Kensington wished for the services of an amanuensis, for so +many hours daily. Remuneration good.' I could not help it, Angus, my +heart seemed to leap into my mouth. Then and there I put on my bonnet, +and with a specimen of my handwriting in my pocket, went off to answer +the advertisement in person. The house was in Prince's Gate, Kensington: +the name of the young lady who had advertised for my services was +Harman." + +"Harman! how strange, wife! your own name before you married." + +"Yes, dear; but such a different person from me, so rich, while I am so +poor; so very, very beautiful, and graceful, and gracious: she may have +been a year or so younger than I, she was not much. She had a thoughtful +face, a noble face. I could have drawn tears from her eyes had I +described the little children, but I did not. It was delightful to look +upon her calm. Not for worlds would I disturb it; and, Angus, I found +out another thing--her name was not only Harman, but Charlotte Harman." + +There was no doubt at all that the other Charlotte was excited now, the +color had come into her cheeks, her eyes sparkled. Her husband watched +her with undisguised surprise. + +"I made a good thing of it Angus," she continued. "I am to go to +Prince's Gate every morning, I am to be there at ten, and give my +services till one o'clock. I am then to have lunch with the young lady, +and for all this, and the enjoyment of a good dinner into the bargain, I +am to receive thirty shillings a week. Does not it sound too good to be +true?" + +"And that is how we are to be rich, Lottie. Well, go on and prosper. I +know what an active little woman you are and how impossible it is for +you to let the grass grow under your feet. I do not object to your +trying this thing, if it is not too much for your strength, and if you +can safely leave the children." + +"I have thought of the children, Angus; this is so much for their real +interest, that it would be a pity to throw it away. But, as you say, +they must not be neglected. I shall ask that little Alice Martin to come +in to look after them until I am back every day; she will be glad to +earn half-a-crown a week." + +"As much in proportion, as your thirty shillings is to you--eh, Lottie? +See how rich we are in reality." + +Mrs. Home sighed, and the bright look left her face. Her husband +perceived the change. + +"That is not all you have got to tell me," he said. + +"No, it is only leading up to what I want to tell you. It is what has +set me thinking so hard all day that I can keep it to myself no longer. +Angus, prepare for a surprise; that beautiful young lady, who bears the +same name I bore before I was married--is--is--she is my near relation." + +"Your near relation, Charlotte? But I never knew you had any near +relations." + +"No, dear, I never told you; my mother thought it best that you should +not know. She only spoke to me of them when she was dying. She was sorry +afterwards that she had even done that; she begged of me, unless great +necessity arose, not to say anything to you. It is only because it seems +to me the necessity has really come that I speak of what gave my mother +such pain to mention." + +"Yes, dear, you have wealthy relations. I don't know that it matters +very greatly. But go on." + +"There is more than that, Angus, but I will try to tell you all. You +know how poor I was when you found me, and gave me your love and +yourself." + +"We were both poor, Lottie; so much so that we thought two hundred a +year, which was what we had to begin housekeeping on, quite riches." + +"Yes, Angus; well, I had been poor all my life, I could never do what +rich girls did, I was so accustomed to wearing shabby dresses, and +eating plain food, and doing without the amusements which seem to come +naturally into the lives of most young girls, that I had ceased to miss +them. I was sent to a rather good school, and had lessons in music and +painting, and I sometimes wondered how my mother had money even to give +me these. Then I met you, and we were married. It was just after our +little Harold was born that my mother died." + +"Yes, you went down into Hertfordshire; you were away for six weeks." + +"I took Harold with me; mother was so proud of him. Whenever she had an +easy moment, she used to like to have him placed on her knee. She told +me then that she had a little son older than I, who died, and that our +Harold reminded her of him. One night, I remember so well, I was sitting +up with her. She had been going through great pain, but towards the +morning she was easier. She was more inclined, however, to talk than to +sleep. She began again speaking about the likeness between our Harold +and my little brother who died. + +"'I shall give you little Edgar's christening robe for Harold,' she +said. 'I never could bear to part with it before but I don't mind his +having it. Open my wardrobe, Charlotte, and you will find it folded away +in a blue paper, in the small wooden box.' + +"I did so, and took out a costly thing, yellow, it is true, with age, +but half covered with most valuable lace. + +"'Why, mother,' I exclaimed, 'how did you ever get such a valuable dress +as this? Why, this lace would be cheap at a guinea a yard!' + +"'It cost a great deal more than that,' replied mother, stroking down +the soft lace and muslin with her thin fingers; 'but we were rich then, +Lottie.' + +"'Rich!' I said, 'rich! I never, never thought that you and I had +anything to say to money, mother.' + +"'You don't remember your father, child?' + +"'No, mother,' I said; 'how could I? I was only two years old when he +died.' + +"Mother was silent after that, and I think she went into a doze, but my +curiosity and wonder were excited, and I could not help seeking to know +more. + +"'I never knew that we were rich,' I said again the next day. 'Why did +you never tell me before? The next best thing to enjoying riches would +be to hear about them.' + +"'I did not want to make you discontented, Lottie. I thought what you +had never known or thought of you would never miss. I feared, my dear, +to make you discontented.' + +"'But I have thought of money,' I owned, 'I have thought of it lately a +great deal. When I look at Angus I long to get him every luxury, and I +want my little Harold to grow up surrounded by those things which help +to develop a fine and refined character. + +"'But they don't, Lottie; they don't indeed,' answered my dear dying +mother. 'Riches bring a snare--they debase the character, they don't +ennoble it.' + +"'Mother,' I said, 'I see plainly that you are well acquainted with this +subject. You will tell me, mother, what you know?' + +"'Yes,' replied my mother; 'it won't do you the least good; but as I +have said so much to you I may as well tell the rest.' + +"Then, Angus, my mother told me the following story; it is not very +long. + +"She was an orphan and a governess when my father found her and married +her--she was my father's second wife. She was much younger than he--he +had grown-up sons--two grown-up sons at the time of his marriage; and +they were very deeply offended at his thinking of a second marriage. So +indignant were they that my father and they came to quite an open +quarrel, and mother said that during the five years that my father lived +she never saw either of her stepsons until just at the close. She was +very happy as my father's wife; he loved her dearly, and as he had +plenty of money she wanted for nothing. My father was an old man, as I +have said, and he was tired of fuss, and also of much society; so though +they were so rich mother lived rather a lonely life--in a large and +beautiful place in Hertfordshire. She said the place was called the +Hermitage, and was one of the largest and best in the neighborhood. At +last my father fell ill, very ill, and the doctors said he must die. +Then for the first time there came hastening back to the Hermitage the +two elder sons--their names were John and Jasper--the eldest John, my +mother said, was very handsome, and very kind and courteous to her. He +was a married man, and he told mother that he had a little daughter much +about my age, who was also called Charlotte. My father and his two sons +seemed quite reconciled in these last days, and they spent most of their +time with him. On the evening, however, before he died, he had mother +and me with him alone. I sat on the bed, a little baby child of two, and +my father held mother's hand. He told mother how much he loved her, and +he spoke a very little about money matters. + +"'John will make it all right for you, Daisy,' he said. 'John knows all +about my wishes with regard to you and little Charlotte. I should like +this little Charlotte and his to be friends; they are both called after +my own mother, the best woman I ever met. You will bring up little +Charlotte with every comfort and refinement, dear wife.' + +"The next day my father died, and John and Jasper went to London. They +did not even wait for the funeral, though Jasper came back for it. John, +he told mother, was kept by the sudden dangerous illness of his wife. +Jasper said that John felt our father's death most dreadfully. Mother +had liked John, who was always very civil to her, but she could not bear +Jasper: she said he seemed a cleverer man than his brother, but she +never could get over a feeling of distrust towards him. The will was +never read to my mother, but Jasper came back again from London to tell +her of its contents, and then judge of her surprise--her name was not +even mentioned, neither her name nor mine. She had been married without +settlements, and every farthing of all my father's great wealth was left +to his two sons, John and Jasper. Jasper expressed great surprise; he +even said it was a monstrously unfair thing of his father to do, and +that certainly he and his brother would try to rectify it in a measure. +He then went back to London, and mother was left alone in the great +empty house. She said she felt quite stunned, and was just then in such +grief for my father that she scarcely heeded the fact that she was left +penniless. Two days afterwards a lawyer from London came down to see +her. He came with a message from her two stepsons. They were much +concerned for her, and they were willing to help her. They would allow +her, between them, as long as she lived the interest on three thousand +pounds--on one condition. The condition was this: she was never to claim +the very least relationship with them; she was to bring up her daughter +as a stranger to them. They had never approved of their father's +marrying her; they would allow her the money on condition that all +connection between them be completely dropped. The day it was renewed by +either mother or daughter, on that day the interest on the three +thousand pounds would cease to be paid. My mother was too young, too +completely inexperienced, and too bowed down with grief, to make the +least objection. Only one faint protest did she make. 'My husband said,' +she faltered, 'on the very last day of his life, he said that he wished +my little Charlotte and that other Charlotte in London to be friends.' +But the lawyer only shook his head. On this point his clients were firm. +'All communication between the families must cease.' + +"That is the story, Angus," continued Charlotte Home, suddenly changing +her voice, and allowing her eyes, which had been lowered during her +brief recital, to rise to her husband's face. "My dear mother died a day +or two afterwards. She died regretting having to own even what she did, +and begging me not to think unkindly of my father, and not to unsettle +your mind by telling you what could do no good whatever. + +"'I do not think unkindly of my father, mother,' I answered, 'and I will +not trouble my husband's mind, at least, not yet, never, perhaps, unless +fitting opportunity arises. But I know what I think, mother--what, +indeed, I know. That was not my father's real will; my brothers John and +Jasper have cheated you. Of this I am very sure.' + +"Mother, though she was so weak and dying, got quite a color into her +cheeks when I said this. 'No, no,' she said, 'don't harbor such a +thought in your heart--my darling, my darling. Indeed it is utterly +impossible. It was a real, real will. I heard it read, and your +brothers, they were gentlemen. Don't let so base a thought of them dwell +in your heart. It is, I know it is, impossible.' + +"I said no more to trouble my dear mother and shortly afterwards she +died. That is six years ago." + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +TWO WAYS OF LOOKING AT IT. + + +After the story was finished the husband and wife sat for a long time +side by side, in absolute silence. Both pairs of eyes were fixed on the +glowing embers in the fire; the wife's reflected back both the lights +and the shadows; they were troubled eyes, troubled with possible joy, +troubled also with the dark feelings of anger. The husband's, on the +contrary, were calm and steady. No strong hope was visiting them, but +despair, even disquietude, seemed miles away. Presently the wife's small +nervous fingers were stretched out to meet her husband's, his closed +over them, he turned his head, met her anxious face, smiled and spoke. + +"So it seems on the cards that you might have been rich, Lottie. Well, +it was unjust of your father not to have made some provision for your +mother and you, but--but--he has long been dead, the whole thing is +over. Let it pass." + +"Angus! do you know what I should like?" asked his wife. + +"No. What?" + +"I should like to meet those two men, John and Jasper Harman, face to +face, and ask them without the least preamble or preparation, what they +have done with my father's real will?" + +"Dear Lottie, you must get this strange idea out of your head. It is not +right of you to harbor such thoughts of any men." + +"I should like to look so hard at them," continued Charlotte, scarcely +heeding her husband's words. "I know their eyes would flinch, they would +be startled, they would betray themselves. Angus, I can't help it, the +conviction that is over me is too strong to be silenced. For years, ever +since my mother told me that story, I have felt that we have been +wronged, nay, robbed of our own. But when I entered that house to-day +and found myself face with my half-brother's daughter, when I found +myself in the house that I had been forbidden to enter, I felt--I knew, +that a great wrong had been committed. My father! Why should I think +ill of my father, Angus? Is it likely that he would have made no +provision for my mother whom he loved, or for me? Is it likely that he +would have left everything he possessed to the two sons with whom he had +so bitterly quarrelled, that for years they had not even met? Is it +likely? Angus, you are a just man, and you will own to the truth. Is it +likely, that with his almost dying breath, he should have assured my +mother that all was settled that she could bring me up well, in comfort +and luxury, that Charlotte Harman and I should be friends? No, Angus! I +believe my father; he was a good and just man always; and, even if he +was not, dying men don't tell lies." + +"I grant that it seems unlikely, Lottie; but then, on the other hand, +what do you accuse these men of? Why, of no less a crime than forging a +will, of suppressing the real will, and bringing forward one of their +own manufacture. Why, my dear wife, such an act of villainy would be not +only difficult, but, I should say, impossible." + +"I don't know _how_ it was done, Angus, but something was done, of that +I am sure, and what that thing was I shall live, please God, to find +out." + +"Then you--you, a clergyman's wife--the wife of a man who lives to +proclaim peace on earth, good-will to men, you go into your brother's +house as a spy!" + +Mrs. Home colored. Her husband had risen from his chair. + +"You shall not do that," he said; "I am your husband, and I forbid it. +You can only go to the Harmans, if they are indeed the near relations +you believe them to be, on one condition." + +"And that?" said Charlotte. + +"That you see not only Mr. Harman's daughter, but Mr. Harman himself; +that you tell him exactly who you are.... If, after hearing your story, +he allows you to work for his daughter, you can do so without again +alluding to the relationship. If they wish it dropped, drop it, Lottie; +work for them as you would for any other strangers, doing your best work +bravely and well. But begin openly. Above all things thinking no evil in +your heart of them." + +"Then I cannot go on these conditions, Angus, for I cannot feel charity +in my heart towards Mr. Harman. It seemed such a good thing this +morning. But I must give it up." + +"And something else will come in it's place, never fear; but I did not +know until to-night that my Lottie so pined for riches." + +"Angus, I do--I do--I want Harold to go to a good school, Daisy to be +educated, little Angus to get what is necessary for his health, and +above all, you, my dearest, my dearest, to have a warm overcoat, and +port wine: the overcoat when you are cold, the port wine when you are +tired. Think of having these luxuries, not only for yourself, but to +give away to your poor, Angus, and I am sure we ought to have them." + +"Ah, Lottie! you are a witch, you try to tempt me, and all these things +sound very pleasant. But don't dream of what we haven't, let us live for +the many, many things we have." + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +LOVE IN A DIAMOND. + + +The next day Angus Home went out early as usual, about his many parish +duties; this was it was true, neither a feast nor a fast day, nor had he +to attend a morning service, but he had long ago constituted himself +chief visitor among the sick and poorest of his flock, and such work +occupied him from morning to night. Perhaps in a nature naturally +inclined to asceticism, this daily mingling with the very poor and the +very suffering, had helped to keep down all ambitions for earthly good +things, whether those good things came in the guise of riches or honors; +but though unambitious and very humble, never pushing himself forward, +doing always the work that men who considered themselves more fastidious +would shun, never allowing his voice to be heard where he believed wiser +men than he might speak, Mr. Home was neither morbid nor unhappy; one of +his greatest characteristics was an utter absence of all +self-consciousness. + +The fact was, the man, though he had a wife whom he loved, and children +very dear to him, had grown accustomed to hold life lightly; to him life +was in very truth a pilgrimage, a school, a morning which should usher +in the great day of the future. His mental and spiritual eyes were fixed +expectantly and longingly on that day; and in connection with it, it +would be wrong to say that he was without ambition, for he had a very +earnest and burning desire, not only for rank but for kingship by and +by: he wanted to be crowned with the crown of righteousness. + +Angus Home knew well that to wear that crown in all its lustre in the +future, it must begin to fit his head down here; and he also knew that +those who put on such crowns on earth, find them, as their great and +blessed Master did before them, made of thorns. + +It is no wonder then that the man with so simple a faith, so Christ-like +a spirit, should not be greatly concerned by his wife's story of the +night before. He did not absolutely forget it, for he pondered over it +as he wended his way to the attic where the orphan Swifts lived. He felt +sorry for Lottie as he thought of it, and he hoped she would soon cease +to have such uncharitable ideas of her half-brothers; he himself could +not even entertain the notion that any fraud had been committed; he felt +rather shocked that his Lottie should dwell on so base a thing. + +There is no doubt that this saint-like man could be a tiny bit +provoking; and so his wife felt when he left her without again alluding +to their last night's talk. After all it is wives and mothers who feel +the sharpest stings of poverty. Charlotte had known what to be poor +meant all her life, as a child, as a young girl, as a wife, as a mother, +but she had been brave enough about it, indifferent enough to it, until +the children came; but from the day her mother's story was told her, and +she knew how close the wings of earthly comfort had swept her by, +discontent came into her heart. Discontent came in and grew with the +birth of each fresh little one. She might have made her children so +comfortable, she could do so little with them; they were pretty children +too. It went to her heart to see their beauty disfigured in ugly +clothes; she used to look the other way with a great jealous pang, when +she saw children not nearly so beautiful as hers, yet looked at and +admired because of their bright fresh colors and dainty little +surroundings. But poverty brought worse stings than these. The small +house in Kentish Town was hot and stifling in the months of July and +August; the children grew pale and pined for the fresh country air which +could not be given to them; Lottie herself grew weak and languid, and +her husband's pale face seemed to grow more ethereal day by day. At all +such times as these did Charlotte Home's mind and thoughts refer back +to her mother's story, and again and again the idea returned that a +great, great wrong had been done. + +In the winter when this story opens, poverty came very close to the +little household. They were, it is true, quite out of debt, but they +were only so because the food was kept so scanty, the fires so low, +dress so very insufficient to keep at a distance the winter's bitter +cold; they were only out of debt because the mother slaved from morning +to night, and the father ate less and less, having, it is to be feared, +less and less appetite to eat. + +Then the wife and mother grew desperate, money must be brought in--how +could it be done? The doctor called and said that baby Angus would die +if he had not more milk--he must have what is called in London +baby-milk, and plenty of it. Such milk in Kentish Town meant money. +Lottie resolved that baby Angus should not die. In answering an +advertisement which she hoped would give her employment, she +accidentally found herself in her own half-brother's house. There was +the wealth which had belonged to her father; there were the riches to +which she was surely born. How delicious were those soft carpets; how +nice those cushioned seats; how pleasant those glowing fires; what an +air of refinement breathed over everything; how grand it was to be +served by those noiseless and well-trained servants; how great a thing +was wealth, after all! + +She thought all this before she saw Charlotte Harman. Then the gracious +face, the noble bearing, the kindly and sweet manner of this girl of her +own age, this girl who might have been her dearest friend, who was so +nearly related to her, filled her with sudden bitterness; she believed +herself immeasurably inferior to Miss Harman, and yet she knew that she +might have been such another. She left the house with a mingled feeling +of relief and bitterness. She was earning present money. What might she +not discover to benefit her husband and children by and by? + +In the evening, unable to keep her thoughts to herself, she told them +and her story for the first time to her husband. Instantly he tore the +veil from her eyes. Was she, his wife, to go to her own brother's house +as a spy? No! a thousand times no! No wealth, however needed, would be +worth purchasing at such a price. If Charlotte could not banish from her +mind these unworthy thoughts, she must give up so excellent a means of +earning money. + +Poor Charlotte! The thoughts her husband considered so mean, so untrue, +so unworthy, had become by this time part of her very being. Oh! must +the children suffer because unrighteous men enjoyed what was rightfully +theirs? + +For the first time, the very first time in all her life, she felt +discontented with her Angus. If only he were a little more everyday, a +little more practical; if only he would go to the bottom of this +mystery, and set her mind at rest! + +She went about her morning duties in a state of mental friction and +aggravation, and, as often happens, on this very morning when she seemed +least able to bear it, came the proverbial last straw. Anne, the little +maid, put in her head at the parlor door. + +"Ef you please, 'em, is Harold to wear 'em shoes again? There's holes +through and through of 'em, and it's most desp'rate sloppy out of doors +this mornin'." + +Mrs. Home took the little worn-out shoes in her hand; she saw at a +glance that they were quite past mending. + +"Leave them here, Anne," she said. "You are right, he cannot wear these +again. I will go out at once and buy him another pair." + +The small maid disappeared, and Charlotte put her hand into her pocket. +She drew out her purse with a sinking heart. Was there money enough in +it to buy the necessary food for the day's consumption, and also to get +new shoes for Harold? A glance showed her but too swiftly there was not. +She never went on credit for anything--the shoes must wait, and Harold +remain a prisoner in the house that day. She went slowly up to the +nursery: Daisy and baby could go out and Harold should come down to the +parlor to her. + +But one glance at her boy's pale face caused her heart to sink. He was a +handsome boy--she thought him aristocratic, fit to be the son of a +prince--but to-day he was deadly pale, with that washy look which +children who pine for fresh air so often get. He was standing in rather +a moping attitude by the tiny window; but at sight of his mother he flew +to her. + +"Mother, Anne says I'm to have new shoes. Have you got them? I am so +glad." + +No, she could not disappoint her boy. A sudden idea darted through her +brain. She would ask Miss Mitchell, the drawing-room boarder, to lend +her the three-and-sixpence which the little shoes would cost. It was the +first time she had ever borrowed, and her pride rose in revolt at even +naming the paltry sum--but, for the sake of her boy's pale face? + +"I am going out to buy the shoes," she said, stooping down to kiss the +sweet upturned brow; and she flew downstairs and tapped at the +drawing-room door. + +Miss Mitchell was a lady of about fifty; she had been with them now for +nearly a year, and what she paid for the drawing-room and best bedroom +behind it, quite covered the rent of the shabby little house. Miss +Mitchell was Charlotte Home's grand standby; she was a very +uninteresting person, neither giving nor looking for sympathy, never +concerning herself about the family in whose house she lived. But then, +on the other hand, she was easily pleased; she never grumbled, she paid +her rent like clockwork. She now startled Lottie by coming instantly +forward and telling her that it was her intention to leave after the +usual notice; she found the baby's fretful cries too troublesome, for +her room was under the nursery; this was one reason. Another, perhaps +the most truthful one, was, that her favorite curate in St. Martin's +Church over the way, had received promotion to another and more +fashionable church, and she would like to move to where she could still +be under his ministry. Charlotte bowed; there was nothing for it but to +accept the fact that her comfortable lodger must go. Where could she +find a second Miss Mitchell, and how could she possibly now ask for the +loan of three and sixpence? + +She left the room. Where was the money to come from to buy Harold's +shoes? for that little pleading face must not be disappointed. This care +was, for the moment, more pressing than the loss of Miss Mitchell. How +should she get the money for her boy? She pressed her hand to her brow +to think out this problem. As she did so, a ring she wore on her +wedding-finger flashed; it was her engagement ring, a plain gold band, +only differing from the wedding-ring, which it now guarded, in that it +possessed one small, very small diamond. The diamond was perhaps the +smallest that could be purchased, but it was pure of its kind, and the +tiny gem now flashed a loving fire into her eyes, as though it would +speak if it could in answer to her inquiry. Yes, if she sold this ring, +the money would be forthcoming. It was precious, it symbolized much to +her; she had no other to act as guard; but it was not so precious as the +blue eyes of her first-born. Her resolve was scarcely conceived before +it was put in practice. She hastened out with the ring; a jeweller +lived not far away; he gave her fifteen shillings, and Charlotte, +feeling quite rich, bought the little shoes and hurried home. + +As she almost flew along the sloppy streets a fresh thought came to her. +Yes! she must certainly decline that very excellent situation with Miss +Harman. That sorely wanted thirty shillings a week must be given up, +there was no question about that. Bitter were her pangs of heart as she +relinquished the precious money, but it would be impossible for her to +go to her brother's house in the only spirit in which her husband would +allow her to go. Yes; she must give it up. When the children were at +last fairly started on their walk she would sit down and write to Miss +Harman. But why should she write? She stood still as the thought came to +her to go to Miss Harman in person; to tell her from her own lips that +she must not visit that house, or see her daily. She might or might not +tell her who she really was; she would leave that to circumstances; but +she would at least once more see her brother's house and look into the +eyes of her brother's child. It would be a short, soon-lived-through +excitement. Still she was in that mood when to sit still in inactivity +was impossible; the visit would lead to nothing, but still she would pay +it; afterwards would be time enough to think of finding some one to +replace Miss Mitchell, of trying to buy again her engagement ring, of +purchasing warm clothes for her little ones. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +IN PRINCE'S GATE. + + +Having arranged her household matters, been informed of another pair of +boots which could not last many days longer, seen to the children's +dinner, and finally started the little group fairly off for their walk +with Anne, Charlotte ran upstairs, put on her neat though thin and worn +black silk, her best jacket and bonnet and set off to Kensington to see +Miss Harman. + +She reached the grand house in Prince's Gate about twelve o'clock. The +day had indeed long begun for her, but she reflected rather bitterly +that most likely Miss Harman had but just concluded her breakfast. She +found, however, that she had much wronged this energetic young lady. +Breakfast had been over with some hours ago, and when Mrs. Home asked +for her, the footman who answered her modest summons said that Miss +Harman was out, but had left directions that if a lady called she was to +be asked to wait. + +Charlotte was taken up to Miss Harman's own private sitting room, where, +after stirring the fire, and furnishing her with that morning's _Times_, +the servant left her alone. + +Mrs. Home was glad of this. She drew her comfortable easy chair to the +fire, placed her feet upon the neat brass rail, closed her eyes, and +tried to fancy herself alone. Had her father lived, such comforts as +these would have been matters of everyday occurrence to her. Common as +the air she breathed would this grateful warmth be then to her thin +limbs, this delicious easy chair to her aching back. Had her father +lived, or had justice been done, in either case would soft ease have +been her portion. She started from her reclining position and looked +round the room. A parrot swung lazily on his perch in one of the +windows. Two canaries sang in a gilded cage in the other. How Harold and +Daisy would love these birds! Just over her head was a very beautifully +executed portrait in oils of a little child, most likely Miss Harman in +her infancy. Ah, yes, but baby Angus at home was more beautiful. A +portrait of him would attract more admiration than did that of the proud +daughter of all this wealth. Tears started unbidden to the poor +perplexed mother's eyes. It was hard to sit quiet with this burning pain +at her heart. Just then the door was opened and an elderly gentleman +with silver hair came in. He bowed, distantly to the stranger sitting by +his hearth, took up a book he had come to seek, and withdrew. Mrs. Home +had barely time to realize that this elderly man must really be the +brother who had supplanted her, when a sound of feet, of voices, of +pleasant laughter, drew near. The room door was again opened, and +Charlotte Harman, accompanied by two gentlemen, came in. The elder of +the two men was short and rather stout, with hair that had once been +red, but was now sandy, keen, deep-set eyes, and a shrewd, rather +pleasant face. Miss Harman addressed him as Uncle Jasper, and they +continued firing gay badinage at one another for a moment without +perceiving Mrs. Home's presence. The younger man was tall and +square-shouldered, with a rather rugged face of some power. He might +have been about thirty. He entered the room by Miss Harman's side, and +stood by her now with a certain air of proprietorship. + +"Ah! Mrs. Home," said the young lady, quickly discovering her visitor +and coming forward and shaking hands with her at once, "I expected you. +I hope you have not waited long, John," turning to the young man, "will +you come back at four? Mrs. Home and I have some little matters to talk +over, and I daresay her time is precious. I shall be quite ready to go +out with you at four. Uncle Jasper, my father is in the library; will +you take him this book from me?" + +Uncle Jasper, who had been peering with all his might out of his +short-sighted eyes at the visitor, now answered with a laugh, "We are +politely dismissed, eh? Hinton," and taking the arm of the younger man +they left the room. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +IT INTERESTS HER. + + +"And now, Mrs Home, we will have some lunch together up here, and then +afterwards we can talk and quite finish all our arrangements," said the +rich Charlotte, looking with her frank and pleasant eyes at the poor +one. She rang a bell as she spoke, and before Mrs. Home had time to +reply, a tempting little meal was ordered to be served without delay. + +"I have been with my publishers this morning," said Miss Harman. "They +are good enough to say they believe my tale promises well, but they want +it completed by the first of March, to come out with the best spring +books. Don't you think we may get it done? It is the middle of January +now." + +"I daresay it may be done," answered Mrs. Home, rising, and speaking in +a tremulous voice. "I have no doubt you will work hard and have it +ready--but--but--I regret it much, I have come to-day to say I cannot +take the situation you have so kindly offered me." + +"But why?" said Miss Harman, "why?" Some color came into her cheeks as +she added, "I don't understand you. I thought you had promised. I +thought it was all arranged yesterday." + +Her tone was a little haughty, but how well she used it; how keenly Mrs. +Home felt the loss of what she was resigning. + +"I did promise you," she said; "I feel you have a right to blame me. It +is a considerable loss to me resigning your situation, but my husband +has asked me to do so. I must obey my husband, must I not?" + +"Oh! yes, of course. But why should he object. He is a clergyman, is he +not? Is he too proud--I would tell no one. All in this house should +consider you simply as a friend. Our writing would be just a secret +between you and me. Your husband will give in when you tell him that." + +"He is not in the least proud, Miss Harman--not proud I mean in that +false way." + +"Then I am not giving you money enough--of course thirty shillings seems +too little; I will gladly raise it to two pounds a week, and if this +book succeeds, you shall have more for helping me with the next." + +Mrs. Home felt her heart beating. How much she needed, how keenly she +longed for that easily earned money. "I must not think of it," she said, +however, shaking her head. "I confess I want money, but I must earn it +elsewhere. I cannot come here. My husband will only allow me to do so on +a certain condition. I cannot even tell you the condition--certainly I +cannot fulfil it, therefore I cannot come." + +"Oh! but that is exciting. _Do_ tell it to me." + +"If I did you would be the first to say I must never come to this house +again." + +"I am quite sure you wrong me there. I may as well own that I have taken +a fancy to you. I am a spoiled child, and I always have my own way. My +present way is to have you here in this snug room for two or three hours +daily--you and I working in secret over something grand. I always get my +way so your conditions must melt into air. Now, what are they?" + +"Dare I tell her?" thought Mrs. Home. Aloud she said, "The conditions +are these:--I must tell you a story, a story about myself--and--and +others." + +"And I love stories, especially when they happen in real life." + +"Miss Harman, don't tempt me. I want to tell you, but I had better not; +you had better let me go away. You are very happy now, are you not?" + +"What a strange woman you are, Mrs. Home! Yes, I am happy." + +"You won't like my story. It is possible you may not be happy after you +have heard it." + +"That is a very unlikely possibility. How can the tale of an absolute +stranger affect my happiness?" These words were said eagerly--a little +bit defiantly. + +But Mrs. Home's face had now become so grave, and there was such an +eager, almost frightened look in her eyes, that her companion's too +changed. After all what was this tale? A myth, doubtless; but she would +hear it now. + +"I accept the risk of my happiness being imperiled," she said. "I choose +to hear the tale--I am ready." + +"But I may not choose to tell," said the other Charlotte. + +"I would make you. You have begun--begun in such a way that you _must_ +finish." + +"Is that so?" replied Mrs. Home. The light was growing more and more +eager in her eyes. She said to herself, "The die is cast." There rose up +before her a vision of her children--of her husband's thin face. Her +voice trembled. + +"Miss Harman--I will speak--you won't interrupt me?" + +"No, but lunch is on the table. You must eat something first." + +"I am afraid I cannot with that story in prospect; to eat would choke +me!" + +"What a queer tale it must be!" said the other Charlotte. "Well, so be +it." She seated herself in a chair at a little distance from Mrs. Home, +fixed her gaze on the glowing fire, and said, "I am ready. I won't +interrupt you." + +The poor Charlotte, too, looked at the fire. During the entire telling +of the tale neither of these young women glanced at the other. + +"It is my own story," began Mrs. Home: then she paused, and continued, +"My father died when I was two years old. During my father's lifetime I, +who am now so poor, had all the comforts that you must have had, Miss +Harman, in your childhood. He died, leaving my mother, who was both +young and pretty, nothing. She was his second wife, for five years she +had enjoyed all that his wealth could purchase for her. He died, leaving +her absolutely penniless. My mother was, as I have said, a second wife. +My father had two grown-up sons. These sons had quarrelled with him at +the time of his marrying my young mother; they came to see him and were +reconciled on his deathbed. He left to these sons every penny of his +great wealth. The sons expressed surprise when the will was read. They +even blamed my father for so completely forgetting his wife and youngest +child. They offered to make some atonement for him. During my mother's +lifetime they settled on her three thousand pounds; I mean the interest, +at five per cent., on that sum. It was to return to them at her death, +it was not to descend to me, and my mother must only enjoy it on one +condition. The condition was, that all communication must cease between +my father's family and hers. On the day she renewed it the money would +cease to be paid. My mother was young, a widow, and alone; she accepted +the conditions, and the money was faithfully paid to her until the day +of her death. I was too young to remember my father, and I only heard +this story about him on my mother's deathbed; then for the first time I +learned that we might have been rich, that we were in a measure meant to +enjoy the good things which money can buy. My mother had educated me +well, and you may be quite sure that with an income of one hundred and +fifty pounds a year this could only be done by practising the strictest +economy. I was accustomed to doing without the pretty dresses and nice +things which came as natural to other girls as the air they breathed. In +my girlhood, I did not miss these things; but at the time of my mother's +death, at the time the story first reached my ears, I was married, and +my eldest child was born. A poor man had made me, a poor girl his wife, +and, Miss Harman, let me tell you, that wives and mothers do long for +money. The longing with them is scarcely selfish, it is for the beings +dearer than themselves. There is a pain beyond words in denying your +little child what you know is for that child's good, but yet which you +cannot give because of your empty purse; there is a pain in seeing your +husband shivering in too thin a coat on bitter winter nights. You know +nothing of such things--may you never know them; but they have gone +quite through my heart, quite, quite through it. Well, that is my story; +not much, you will say, after all. I might have been rich, I am poor, +that is my story." + +"It interests me," said Miss Harman, drawing a long breath, "it +interests me greatly; but you will pardon my expressing my real +feelings: I think your father was a cruel and unjust man." + +"I think my brothers, my half-brothers, were cruel and unjust. I don't +believe that was my father's real will." + +"What! you believe there was foul play? This is interesting--if so, if +you can prove it, you may be righted yet. Are your half-brothers +living?" + +"Yes." + +"And you think you have proof that you and your mother were unjustly +treated?" + +"I have no proof, no proof whatever, Miss Harman, I have only +suspicions." + +"Oh! you will tell me what they are?" + +"Even they amount to very little, and yet I feel them to be certainties. +On the night before my father died he told my mother that she and I +would be comfortably off; he also said that he wished that I and his +son's little daughter, that other Charlotte he called her, should grow +up together as sisters. My father was a good man, his mind was not +wandering at all, why should he on his deathbed have said this if he +knew that he had made such an unjust will, if he knew that he had left +my mother and her little child without a sixpence?" + +"Yes," said Miss Harman slowly and thoughtfully, "it looks strange." + +After this for a few moments both these young women were silent. Mrs. +Home's eyes again sought the fire, she had told her story, the +excitement was over, and a dull despair came back over her face. +Charlotte Harman, on the contrary, was deep in that fine speculation +which seeks to succor the oppressed, her grey eyes glowed, and a faint +color came in to her cheeks. After a time she said-- + +"I should like to help you to get your rights. You saw that gentleman +who left the room just now, that younger gentleman, I am to be his wife +before long--he is a lawyer, may I tell him your tale?" + +"No, no, not for worlds." Here Mrs. Home in her excitement rose to her +feet. "I have told the story, forget it now, let it die." + +"What a very strange woman you are, Mrs. Home! I must say I cannot +understand you." + +"You will never understand me. But it does not matter, we are not likely +to meet again. I saw you for the first time yesterday. I love you, I +thank you. You are a rich and prosperous young lady, you won't be too +proud to accept my thanks and my love. Now good-bye." + +"No, you are not going in that fashion. I do not see why you should go +at all; you have told me your story, it only proves that you want money +very much, there is nothing at all to prevent your becoming my +amanuensis." + +"I cannot, I must not. Let me go." + +"But why? I do not understand." + +"You will never understand. I can only repeat that I must not come +here." + +Mrs. Home could look proud when she liked. It was now Miss Harman's turn +to become the suppliant; with a softness of manner which in so +noble-looking a girl was simply bewitching, she said gently---- + +"You confess that you love me." + +Mrs. Home's eyes filled with tears. + +"Because I do I am going away," she said. + +She had just revealed by this little speech a trifle too much, the +trifle reflected a light too vivid to Charlotte Harman's mind, her face +became crimson. + +"I will know the truth," she said, "I will--I must. This story--you say +it is about you; is it all about you? has it anything to say to me?" + +"No, no, don't ask me--good-bye." + +"I stand between you and the door until you speak. How old are you, Mrs. +Home?" + +"I am twenty-five." + +"That is my age. Who was that Charlotte your dying father wished you to +be a sister to?" + +"I cannot tell you." + +"You cannot--but you must. I will know. Was it--but impossible! it +cannot be--am _I_ that Charlotte?" + +Mrs. Home covered her face with two trembling hands. The other woman, +with her superior intellect, had discovered the secret she had feebly +tried to guard. There was a pause and a dead silence. That silence told +all that was necessary to Charlotte Harman. After a time she said +gently, but all the fibre and tune had left her voice,---- + +"I must think over your story, it is a very, very strange tale. You are +right, you cannot come here; good-bye." + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +THE WOMAN BY THE HEARTH. + + +Mrs. Home went back to the small house in Kentish Town, and Miss Harman +sat on by her comfortable fire. The dainty lunch was brought in and laid +on the table, the young lady did not touch it. The soft-voiced, +soft-footed servant brought in some letters on a silver salver. They +looked tempting letters, thick and bulgy. Charlotte Harman turned her +head to glance at them but she left them unopened by her side. She had +come in very hungry, from her visit to the publishers, and these letters +which now lay so close had been looked forward to with some impatience, +but now she could neither eat nor read. At last a pretty little +timepiece which stood on a shelf over her head struck four, and a clock +from a neighboring church re-echoed the sound. Almost at the same +instant there came a tap at her room door. + +"That is John," said Charlotte. She shivered a little. Her face had +changed a good deal, but she rose from her seat and came forward to meet +her lover. + +"Ready, Charlotte?" he said, laying his two hands on her shoulders; then +looking into her face he started back in some alarm. "My dear, my +dearest, something has happened; what is the matter?" + +This young woman was the very embodiment of truth. She did not dream of +saying, "Nothing is the matter." She looked up bravely into the eyes she +loved best in the world and answered,---- + +"A good deal is the matter, John. I am very much vexed and--and +troubled." + +"You will tell me all about it; you will let me help you?" said the +lover, tenderly. + +"Yes, John dear, but not to-night. I want to think to-night. I want to +know more. To-morrow you shall hear; certainly to-morrow. No, I will not +go out with you. Is my father in? Is Uncle Jasper in?" + +"Your father is out, and your uncle is going. I left him buttoning on +his great-coat in the hall." + +"Oh! I must see Uncle Jasper; forgive me, I must see him for a minute." + +She flew downstairs, leaving John Hinton standing alone, a little +puzzled and a little vexed. Breathless she arrived in the hall to find +her uncle descending the steps; she rushed after him and laid her hand +on his shoulder. + +"Uncle Jasper, I want you. Where are you going?" + +"Hoity-toity," said the old gentleman, turning round in some surprise, +and even dismay when he caught sight of her face. "I am going to the +club, child. What next. I sent Hinton up to you. What more do you want?" + +"I want you. I have a story to tell you and a question to ask you. You +must come back." + +"Lottie, I said I would have nothing to do with those books of yours, +and I won't. I hate novels, and I hate novelists. Forgive me, child. I +don't hate you; but if your father and John Hinton between them mean to +spoil a fine woman by encouraging her to become that monster of nature, +a blue-stocking, I won't help them, and that's flat. There now. Let me +go." + +"It is no fiction I want to ask you, Uncle Jasper. It is a true tale, +one I have just heard. It concerns me and you and my father. It has +pained me very much, but I believe it can be cleared up. I would rather +ask you than my father about it, at least at first; but either of you +can answer what I want to know; so if you will not listen to me I can +speak to my father after dinner." + +Uncle Jasper had one of those faces which reveal nothing, and it +revealed nothing now. But the keen eyes looked hard into the open gray +eyes of the girl who stood by his side. + +"What thread out of that tangled skein has she got into her head?" he +whispered to himself. Aloud he said, "I will come back to dinner, +Charlotte, and afterwards you shall take me up to your little snuggery. +If you are in trouble, my dear, you had better confide in me than in +your father. He does not--does not look very strong." + +Then he walked down the street; but when he reached his club he did not +enter it. He walked on and on. He puzzling, not so much over his niece's +strange words as over something else. Who was that woman who sat by +Charlotte's hearth that day? + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +CHARLOTTE CANNOT BEAR THE DARK. + + +The elder Mr. Harman had retired to his study, and Charlotte and her +uncle sat side by side in that young lady's own private apartment. The +room looked snug and sheltered, and the subdued light from a Queen's +reading-lamp, and from the glowing embers of a half burned-out fire, +were very pleasant. Uncle Jasper was leaning back in an armchair, but +Charlotte stood on the hearthrug. Soft and faint as the light was, it +revealed burning cheeks and shining eyes; but the old face these tokens +of excitement appealed to remained completely in shadow. + +Charlotte had told the story she had heard that day, and during its +whole recital her uncle had sat motionless, making no comment either by +word or exclamation. + +Mrs. Home's tale had been put into skilful hands. It was well told--all +the better because the speaker so earnestly hoped that its existence +might turn out a myth--that the phantom so suddenly conjured up might +depart as quickly as it had arrived. At last the story came to a +conclusion. There was a pause, and Charlotte said,---- + +"Well, Uncle Jasper?" + +"Well, Lottie?" he answered. And now he roused himself, and bent a +little forward. + +"Is the story true, Uncle Jasper?" + +"It is certainly true, Charlotte, that my father and your grandfather +married again." + +"Yes, uncle." + +"It is also highly probable that this young woman is the daughter of +that marriage. When I saw her in this room to-day I was puzzled by an +intangible likeness in her. This accounts for it." + +"Then why----" began Charlotte, and then she stopped. There was a whole +world of bitterness in her tone. + +"Sit down, child," said her uncle. He pointed to a footstool at his +feet. Whenever he came into this room Charlotte had occupied this +footstool, and he wanted her to take it now, but she would not; she +still kept her place on the hearth. + +"I cannot sit," she said. "I am excited--greatly excited. This looks to +me in the light of a wrong." + +"Who do you think has committed the wrong, Charlotte?" + +Before she answered, Charlotte Harman lit a pair of candles which stood +on the mantelshelf. + +"There, now," she said with a sigh of relief, "I can see your face. It +is dreadful to speak to any one in the dark. Uncle Jasper, if I had so +near a relation living all these years why was I never told of it? I +have over and over again longed for a sister, and it seems I had one or +one who might have been to me a sister. Why was I kept in ignorance of +her very existence?" + +"You are like all women--unreasonable, Lottie. I am glad to find you so +human, my dear; so human, and--and--womanly. You jump to conclusions +without hearing reasons. Now I will give you the reasons. But I do wish +you would sit down." + +"I will sit here," said Charlotte, and she drew a chair near the table. +The room abounded in easy-chairs of all sizes and descriptions, but she +chose one hard and made of cane, and she sat upright upon it, her hands +folded on her lap. "Now, Uncle Jasper," she said, "I am ready to hear +your reasons." + +"They go a good way back, my dear, and I am not clever at telling a +story; but I will do my best. Your grandfather made his money in trade; +he made a good business, and he put your father and me both into it. It +is unnecessary to go into particulars about our special business; it was +small at first, but we extended it until it became the great firm of +which your father is the present head. We both, your father and I, +showed even more aptitude for this life of mercantile success than our +father did, and he, perceiving this, retired while scarcely an old man. +He made us over the entire business he had made, taking, however, from +it, for his own private use, a large sum of money. On the interest of +this money he would live, promising, however, to return it to us at his +death. The money taken out of the business rather crippled us, and we +begged of him to allow us to pay him the interest, and to let the +capital remain at our disposal; but he wished to be completely his own +master, and he bought a place in Hertfordshire out of part of the +money. It was a year or two after, that he met his second wife and +married her. I don't pretend," continued Uncle Jasper, "that we liked +this marriage or our stepmother. We were young fellows then, and we +thought our father had done us an injustice. The girl he had chosen was +an insipid little thing, with just a pretty face, and nothing whatever +else. She was not quite a lady. We saw her, and came to the conclusion +that she was common--most unsuited to our father. We also remembered our +own mother; and most young men feel pain at seeing any one put into her +place. + +"We expostulated with our father. He was a fiery old man, and hot words +passed between us. I won't repeat what we all said, my dear, or how +bitter John and I felt when we rode away from the old place our father +had just purchased. One thing he said as we were going off. + +"'My marrying again won't make any money difference to you two fellows, +and I suppose I may please myself.'" + +"I think my grandfather was very unjust," said Charlotte, but +nevertheless a look of relief stole over her face. + +"We went back to our business, my dear, and our father married; and when +we wrote to him he did not answer our letters. After a time we heard a +son had been born, and then, shortly after the birth of this child, the +news reached us, that a lawyer had been summoned down to the manor-house +in Hertfordshire. We supposed that our father was making provision for +the child; and it seemed to us fair enough. Then we saw the child's +death in the _Times_, and shortly after the news also came to us that +the same lawyer had gone down again to see our father. + +"After this, a few years went by, and we, busy with our own life, gave +little heed to the old man, who seemed to have forgotten us. Suddenly we +were summoned to his deathbed. John, your father, my dear, had always +been his favorite. On his deathbed he seemed to have returned to the old +times, when John was a little fellow. He liked to have him by his side; +in short, he could not bear to have him out of his sight. He appeared to +have forgotten the poor, common little wife he had married, and to live +his early days over again. He died quite reconciled to us both, and we +held his hand as he breathed his last. + +"To our surprise, my dear, we found that he had left us every penny of +his fortune. The wife and baby girl were left totally unprovided for. We +were amazed! We thought it unjust. We instantly resolved to make +provision for her and her baby. We did so. She never wanted to the day +of her death." + +"She did not starve," interrupted Charlotte, "but you shut her out, her +and her child, from yourselves, and from me. Why did you do this?" + +"My dear, you would scarcely speak in that tone to your father, and it +was his wish as well as mine--indeed, far more his wish than mine. I was +on the eve of going to Australia, to carry on a branch of our trade +there; but he was remaining at home. He was not very long married. You +don't remember your mother, Charlotte. Ah! what a fine young creature +she was, but proud--proud of her high birth--of a thousand things. It +would have been intolerable to her to associate with one like my +stepmother. Your father was particular about his wife and child. He +judged it best to keep these undesirable relations apart. I, for one, +can scarcely blame him." + +"I _will_ not blame my father," said Charlotte. Again that look of +relief had stolen over her face. The healthy tint, which was scarcely +color, had returned to her cheek; and the tension of her attitude was +also withdrawn, for she changed her seat, taking possession now of her +favorite easy-chair. "But I like Charlotte Home," she said after a +pause. "She is--whatever her mother may have been--quite a lady. I think +it is hard that when she is so nearly related to me she should be so +poor and I so rich. I will speak to my father. He asked me only this +morning what I should like as a wedding present. I know what I shall +like. He will give that three thousand pounds to Charlotte Home. The +money her mother had for her life she shall have for ever. I know my +father won't refuse me." + +Charlotte's eyes were on the ground, and she did not see the dark +expression which for a moment passed over Jasper Harman's face. Before +he answered her he poked the fire into a vigorous flame. + +"You are a generous girl, Lottie," he said then. "I admire your spirit. +But it is plain, my dear, that money has come as easily to you as the +very air you breathe, or you would not speak of three thousand pounds in +a manner so light as almost to take one's breath away. But +suppose--suppose the money could be given, there is another difficulty. +To get that money for Mrs. Home, who, by the way, has her husband to +provide for her, you must tell this tale to your father--you must not do +that." + +"Why not?" asked Charlotte, opening her eyes wide in surprise. + +"Simply because he is ill, and the doctors have forbidden him to be in +the least agitated." + +"Uncle Jasper--I know he is not well, but I did not hear this; and +why--why should what I have to say agitate him?" + +"Because he cannot bear any allusion to the past. He loved his father; +he cannot dwell on those years when they were estranged. My dear," +continued old Uncle Jasper. "I am glad you came with this tale to me--it +would have done your father harm. The doctors hope soon to make him much +better, but at present he must hear nothing likely to give rise to +gloomy thoughts; wait until he is better, my dear. And if you want help +for this Mrs. Home, you must appeal to me. Promise me that, Lottie." + +"I will promise, certainly, not to injure my father, but I confess you +puzzle me." + +"I am truly sorry, my dear. I will think over your tale, but now I must +go to John. Will you come with me?" + +"No, thanks; I would rather stay here." + +"Then we shall not meet again, for in an hour I am off to my club. +Good-night, my dear." + +And Charlotte could not help noticing how soft and catlike were the +footsteps of the old Australian uncle as he stole away. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +JOHN AND JASPER HARMAN. + + +Jaspar Harman was sixty years old at this time, but the days of his +pilgrimage had passed lightly over him, neither impairing his frame nor +his vigor. At sixty years of age he could think as clearly, sleep as +comfortably, eat as well--nay, even walk as far as he did thirty years +ago. His life in the Antipodes seemed to have agreed with him. It is +true his hair was turning gray, and his shrewd face had many wrinkles on +it, but these seemed more the effects of climate than of years. He +looked like a man whom no heart-trouble had ever touched and in this +doubtless lay the secret of his perpetual youth. Care might sweep him +very close, but it could not enter an unwelcome guest, to sit on the +hearth of his holy of holies; into the innermost shrine of his being it +could scarcely find room to enter. His was the kind of nature to whom +remorse even for a sin committed must be almost unknown. His affections +were not his strong point. Most decidedly his intellect overbalanced his +heart. But without an undue preponderance of heart he was good-natured; +he would pat a chubby little cheek, if he passed it in the street, and +he would talk in a genial and hearty way to those beneath him in life. +In business matters he was considered very shrewd and hard, but those +who had no such dealings with him pronounced him a kindly soul. His +smile was genial; his manner frank and pleasant. He had one trick, +however, which no servant could bear--his step was as soft as a cat's; +he must be on your heels before you had the faintest clue to his +approach. + +In this stealthy way he now left his niece's room, stole down the +thickly carpeted stairs, crept across a tiled hall, and entered the +apartment where his elder brother waited for him. + +John Harman was only one year Jasper's senior, but there looked a much +greater difference between them. Jasper was young for his years; John +was old; nay, more--he was very old. In youth he must have been a +handsome man; in age for every one spoke of him as aged, he was handsome +still. He was tall, over six feet; his hair was silver-white; his eyes +very deep set, very dark. Their expression was penetrating, kind, but +sad. His mouth was firm, but had some lines round it which puzzled you. +His smile, which was rare and seldom seen, was a wintry one. You would +rather John Harman did not smile at you; you felt miserable afterwards. +All who knew him said instinctively that John Harman had known some +great trouble. Most people attributed it to the death of his wife, but, +as this happened twenty years ago, others shook their heads and felt +puzzled. Whatever the sorrow, however, which so perpetually clouded the +fine old face, the nature of the man was so essentially noble that he +was universally loved and respected. + +John Harmon was writing a letter when his brother entered. He pushed +aside his writing materials, however, and raised his head with a sigh of +relief. In Jasper's presence there was always one element of comfort. +He need cover over no anxieties; his old face looked almost sharp as he +wheeled his chair round to the fire. + +"No, you are not interrupting me," he began. "This letter can keep; it +is not a business one. I never transact business at home." Then he +added, as Jasper sank into the opposite chair, "You have been having a +long chat with the child. I am glad she is getting fond of you." + +"She is a fine girl," said Jasper; "a fine, generous girl. I like her, +even though she does dabble in literature; and I like Hinton too. When +are they to be married, John?" + +"When Hinton gets his first brief--not before," answered John Harman. + +"Well, well, he's a clever chap; I don't see why you should wait for +that--he's safe to get on. If I were you, I'd like to see my girl +comfortably settled. One can never tell what may happen!" + +"What may happen!" repeated the elder Harman. "Do you allude now to the +doctor's verdict on myself. I did not wish Charlotte acquainted with +it." + +"Pooh! my dear fellow, there's nothing to alarm our girl in that +quarter. I'd lay my own life you have many long years before you. No, +Charlotte knows you are not well, and that is all she need ever know. I +was not alluding to your health, but to the fact that that fine young +woman upstairs is, just to use a vulgar phrase, eating her own head off +for want of something better to do. She is dabbling in print. Of course, +her book must fail. She is full of all kinds of chimerical expedients. +Why, this very evening she was propounding the most preposterous scheme +to me, as generous as it was nonsensical. No, no, my dear fellow, even +to you I won't betray confidence. The girl is an enthusiast. Now +enthusiasts are always morbid and unhappy unless they can find vent for +their energies. Why don't you give her the natural and healthy vents +supplied by wifehood and motherhood? Why do you wait for Hinton's first +brief to make them happy? You have money enough to make them happy at +once." + +"Yes, yes, Jasper--it is not that. It is just that I want the young man +not to be altogether dependent on his wife. I am fonder of Hinton than +of any other creature in the world except my own child. For his sake I +ask for his short delay to their marriage. On the day he brings me news +of that brief I take the first steps to settle on Charlotte a thousand +a year during my lifetime. I make arrangements that her eldest son +inherits the business, and I make further provision for any other +children she may have." + +"Well, my dear fellow, all that sounds very nice; and if Hinton was not +quite the man he is I should say, 'Wait for the brief.' But I believe +that having a wife will only make him seek that said brief all the +harder. I see success before that future son-in-law of yours." + +"And you are a shrewd observer of character, Jasper," answered his +brother. + +Neither of the men spoke for some time after this, and presently Jasper +rose to go. He had all but reached the door when he turned back. + +"You will be in good time in the city to-morrow, John." + +"Yes, of course. Not that there is anything very special going on. Why +do you ask?" + +"Only that we must give an answer to that question of the trusteeship to +the Rutherford orphans. I know you object to the charge, still it seems +a pity for the sake of a sentiment." + +Instantly John Harman, who had been crouching over the fire, rose to his +full height. His deep-set eyes flashed, his voice trembled with some +hardly suppressed anguish. + +"Jasper!" he said suddenly and sharply; then he added, "you have but one +answer to that question from me--never, never, as long as I live, shall +our firm become trustees for even sixpence worth. You know my feelings +on that point, Jasper, and they shall never change." + +"You are a fool for your pains, then," muttered Jasper, but he closed +the door rather hastily behind him. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +"A PET DAY." + + +At breakfast the next morning Charlotte Harman was in almost wild +spirits. Her movements were generally rather sedate, as befitted one so +tall, so finely proportioned, so dignified. To-day her step seemed set +to some hidden rhythmic measure; her eyes laughed; her gracious, kindly +mouth was wreathed in perpetual smiles. Her father, on the contrary, +looked more bent, more careworn, more aged even than usual. Looking, +however, into her eyes for light, his own brightened. As he ate his +frugal breakfast of coffee and dry toast he spoke: + +"Charlotte, your Uncle Jasper came to me last night with a proposal on +your behalf." + +"Yes, father," answered Charlotte. She looked up expectantly. She +thought of Mrs. Home. Her uncle had told the tale after all, and her +dear and generous father would refuse her nothing. She should have the +great joy of giving three thousand pounds to that poor mother for the +use of her little children. + +The next words, however, uttered by Mr. Harman caused these dreams to be +dispelled by others more golden. The most generous woman must at times +think first of herself. Charlotte was very generous; but her father's +next words brought dimples into very prominent play in each cheek. + +"My darling, Jasper thinks me very cruel to postpone your marriage. I +will not postpone it. You and Hinton may fix the day. I will take that +brief of his on trust." + +No woman likes an indefinite engagement, and Charlotte was not the +exception to prove this rule. + +"Dearest father," she said, "I am very happy at this. I will tell John. +He is coming over this morning. But you know my conditions? No wedding +day for me unless my father agrees to live with me afterwards." + +"Settle it as you please, dear child. I don't think there would be much +sunshine left for me if you were away from me. And now I suppose you +will be very busy. You have _carte blanche_ for the trousseau, but your +book? will you have time to write it, Charlotte? And that young woman +whom I saw in your room yesterday, is she the amanuensis whom you told +me about?" + +"She is the lady whom I hoped to have secured, father, but she is not +coming." + +"Not coming! I rather liked her look, she seemed quite a lady. Did you +offer her too small remuneration? Not that that would be your way, but +you do not perhaps know what such labor is worth." + +"It was not that, dear father. I offered her what she herself considered +a very handsome sum. It was not that. She is very poor; very, very poor +and she has three little children. I never saw such a hungry look in any +eyes as she had, when she spoke of what money would be to her. But she +gave me a reason--a reason which I am not at liberty to tell to you, +which makes it impossible for her to come here." + +Charlotte's cheeks were burning now, and something in her tone caused +her father to gaze at her attentively. It was not his way, however, to +press for any confidence not voluntarily offered. He rose from his seat +with a slight sigh. + +"Well, dear," he said, "you must look for some one else. We can't talk +over matters to-night. Ask Hinton to stay and dine. There; I must be +off, I am very late as it is." + +Mr. Harman kissed his daughter and she went out as usual to button on +his great-coat and see him down the street. She had performed this +office for him ever since--a little mite of four years old--she had +tried to take her dead mother's place. The child, the growing girl, the +young woman, had all in turns stood on those steps, and watched that +figure walking away. But never until to-day had she noticed how aged and +bent it had grown. For the first time the possibility visited her heart +that there might be such a thing for her in the future as life without +her father. + +Uncle Jasper had said he was not well; no, he did not look well. Her +eyes filled with tears as she closed the hall door and re-entered the +house. But her own prospects were too golden just now to permit her to +dwell as long, or as anxiously, as she otherwise would have done, on so +gloomy an aspect of her father's case. + +Charlotte Harman was twenty-five years of age; but, except when her +mother died, death had never come near her young life. She could +scarcely remember her mother, and, with this one exception, death and +sickness were things unknown. She has heard of them of course; but the +grim practical knowledge, the standing face to face with the foe, were +not her experience. She was the kind of woman who could develop into the +most tender nurse, into the wisest, best, and most helpful guide, +through those same dark roads of sickness and death, but the training +for this was all to come. No wonder that in her inexperience she should +soon cease to dwell on her father's bent figure and drawn, white face. A +reaction was over her, and she must yield to it. + +As she returned to the comfortable breakfast-room, her eyes shone +brighter through their momentary tears. She went over and stood by the +hearth. She was a most industrious creature, having trained herself not +to waste an instant; but to-day she must indulge in a happy reverie. + +How dark had been those few hours after Mrs. Home had left her +yesterday; how undefined, how dim, and yet how dark had been her +suspicions! She did not know what to think, or whom to suspect; but she +felt that, cost her what it might, she must fathom the truth, and that +having once fathomed it, something might be revealed to her that would +embitter and darken her whole life. + +And behold! she had done so. She had bravely grasped the phantom in both +hands, and it had vanished into thin air. What she dreamed was not. +There was no disgrace anywhere. A morbid young woman had conjured up a +possible tale of wrong. There was no wrong. She, Mrs. Home, was to be +pitied, and Charlotte would help her; but beyond this no dark or evil +thing had come into her life. + +And now, what a great further good was in store for her! Her father had +most unexpectedly withdrawn his opposition over the slight delay he had +insisted upon to her marriage. Charlotte did not know until now how she +had chafed at this delay; how she had longed to be the wife of the man +she loved. She said, "Thank God!" under her breath, then ran upstairs to +her own room. + +Charlotte's maid had the special care of this room. It was a sunshiny +morning, and the warm spring air came in through the open window. + +"Yes, leave it open," she said to the girl; "it seems as if spring had +really come to-day." + +"But it is winter still, madam, February is not yet over," replied the +lady's maid. "Better let me shut it, Miss Harman, this is only a pet +day." + +"I will enjoy it then, Ward," answered Miss Harman. "And now leave me, +for I am very busy." + +The maid withdrew, and Charlotte seated herself by her writing table. +She was engaged over a novel which Messrs. M----, of ---- Street, had +pronounced really good; they would purchase the copyright, and they +wanted the MS. by a given date. How eager she had felt about this +yesterday; how determined not to let anything interfere with its +completion! But to-day, she took up her pen as usual, read over the last +page she had written, then sat quiet, waiting for inspiration. + +What was the matter with her? No thought came. As a rule thoughts flowed +freely, proceeding fast from the brain to the pen, from the pen to the +paper. But to-day? What ailed her to-day? The fact was, the most natural +thing in the world had come to stop the flow of fiction. It was put out +by a greater fire. The moon could shine brilliantly at night, but how +sombre it looked beside the sun! The great sunshine of her own personal +joy was flooding Charlotte's heart to-day, and the griefs and delights +of the most attractive heroine in the world must sink into +insignificance beside it. She sat waiting for about a quarter of an +hour, then threw down her pen in disgust. She pulled out her watch. +Hinton could not be with her before the afternoon. The morning was +glorious. What had Ward, her maid, called the day?--"a pet day." Well, +she would enjoy it; she would go out. She ran to her room, enveloped +herself in some rich and becoming furs, and went into the street. She +walked on a little way, rather undecided where to turn her steps. In an +instant she could have found herself in Kensington Gardens or Hyde Park; +but, just because they were so easy of access, they proved unattractive. +She must wander farther afield. She beckoned to a passing hansom. + +"I want to go somewhere where I shall have green grass and trees," she +said to the cabby. "No, it must not be Hyde Park, somewhere farther +off." + +"There's the Regent's," replied the man. "I'll drive yer there and back +wid pleasure, my lady." + +"I will go to Regent's Park," said Charlotte. She made up her mind, as +she was swiftly bowled along, that she would walk back. She was just in +that condition of suppressed excitement, when a walk would be the most +delightful safety-valve in the world. + +In half an hour she found herself in Regent's Park and, having dismissed +her cab, wandered about amongst the trees. The whole place was flooded +with sunshine. There were no flowers visible; the season had been too +bad, and the year was yet too young; but for all that, nature seemed to +be awake and listening. + +Charlotte walked about until she felt tired, then she sat down on one of +the many seats to rest until it was time to return home. Children were +running about everywhere. Charlotte loved children. Many an afternoon +had she gone into Kensington Gardens for the mere and sole purpose of +watching them. Here were children, too, as many as there, but of a +different class. Not quite so aristocratic, not quite so exclusively +belonging to the world of rank and fashion. The children in Regent's +Park were certainly quite as well dressed; but there was just some +little indescribable thing missing in them, which the little creatures, +whom Charlotte Harman was most accustomed to notice, possessed. + +She was commenting on this, in that vague and slight way one does when +all their deepest thoughts are elsewhere, when a man came near and +shared her seat. He was a tall man, very slight, very thin. Charlotte, +just glancing at him took in this much also, that he was a clergyman. He +sat down to rest, evidently doing so from great fatigue. Selfish in her +happiness, Charlotte presently returned to her golden dreams. The +children came on fast, group after group; some pale and thin, some rosy +and healthy; a few scantily clothed, a few overladen with finery. They +laughed and scampered past her. For, be the circumstances what they +might, all the little hearts seemed full of mirth and sweet content. At +last a very small nurse appeared, wheeling a perambulator, while two +children ran by her side. These children were dressed neatly, but with +no attempt at fashion. The baby in the shabby perambulator was very +beautiful. The little group were walking past rather more slowly than +most of the other groups, for the older boy and girl looked decidedly +tired, when suddenly they all stopped; the servant girl opened her mouth +until it remained fixed in the form of a round O; the baby raised its +arms and crowed; the elder boy and girl uttered a glad shout and ran +forward. + +"Father, father, you here?" said the boy. "You here?" echoed the girl, +and the whole cavalcade drew up in front of Charlotte and the thin +clergyman. The boy in an instant was on his father's knee, and the girl, +helping herself mightily by Charlotte's dress, had got on the bench. + +The baby seeing this began to cry. The small nurse seemed incapable of +action, and Charlotte herself had to come to the rescue. She lifted the +little seven months old creature out of its carriage, and placed it in +its father's arms. + +He raised his eyes gratefully to her face and placed his arm round the +baby. + +"Oh! I'm falling," said the girl. "This seat is so slippy, may I sit on +your knee?" + +It seemed the most natural thing in the world for Charlotte to take this +strange, shabbily dressed little girl into her embrace. + +The child began to stroke down and admire her soft furs. + +"Aren't they lovely?" she said. "Oh, Harold, look! Feel 'em, Harold; +they're like pussies." + +Harold, absorbed with his father, turned his full blue eyes round +gravely and fixed them not on the furs, but on the strange lady's face. + +"Father," he said in a slow, solemn tone, "may I kiss that pretty lady?" + +"My dear boy, no, no. I am ashamed of you. Now run away, children; go on +with your walk. Nurse, take baby." + +The children were evidently accustomed to implicit obedience. They went +without a word. + +"But I will kiss Harold first," said Charlotte Harman, and she stooped +down and pressed her lips to the soft round cheek. + +"Thank you," said the clergyman. Again he looked into her face and +smiled. + +The smile on his careworn face reminded Charlotte of the smile on St. +Stephen's face, when he was dying. It was unearthly, angelic; but it was +also very fleeting. Presently he added in a grave tone,---- + +"You have evidently the great gift of attracting the heart of a little +child. Pardon me if I add a hope that you may never lose it." + +"Is that possible?" asked Charlotte. + +"Yes; when you lose the child spirit, the power will go." + +"Oh! then I hope it never will," she replied. + +"It never will if you keep the Christ bright within you," he answered. +Then he raised his hat to her, smiled again, and walked away. + +He was a strange man, and Charlotte felt attracted as well as repelled. +She was proud, and at another time and from other lips such words would +have been received with disdain. But this queer, shadowy-looking +clergyman looked like an unearthly visitant. She watched his rather weak +footsteps, as he walked quietly away in the northern direction through +the park. Then she got up and prepared to return home. But this little +incident had sobered her. She was not unhappy; but she now felt very +grave. The child spirit! She must keep it alive, and the Christ must +dwell bright within her. + +Charlotte's temperament was naturally religious. Her nature was so frank +and noble that she could not but drink in the good as readily as the +flower receives the dew; but she had come to this present fulness of her +youthful vigor without one trial being sent to test the gold. She +entered the house after her long walk to find Hinton waiting for her. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +FOUR MONTHS HENCE. + + +Hinton had gone away the day before rather disturbed by Charlotte's +manner. He had found her, for the first time since their betrothal, in +trouble. Wishing to comfort, she had repelled him. He was a strong man, +as strong in his own way as Charlotte was in hers, and this power of +standing alone scarcely pleased him in her. His was the kind of nature +which would be supposed to take for its other half one soft and +clinging. Contrary to the established rule, however, he had won this +proud and stately Charlotte. She thought him perfection: he was anything +but that. But he had good points, there was nothing mean or base about +him. There were no secrets hidden away in his life. His was an honorable +and manly nature. But he had one little fault, running like a canker +through the otherwise healthy fruit of his heart. While Charlotte was +frank and open as the day, he was reserved; not only reserved, but +suspicious. All the men who knew Hinton said what a capital lawyer he +would make; he had all the qualities necessary to insure success in his +profession. Above all things in the world secrets oppressed, irritated, +and yet interested him. Once having heard of any little possible +mystery, he could not rest until it was solved. + +This had been his character from a boy. His own brothers and sisters had +confided in him, not because they found him particularly sympathetic, or +particularly clever, not because they loved him so much, but simply +because they could not help themselves. John would have found out all +the small childish matter without their aid; it was better, safer to +take him into confidence. Then, to do him justice, he was true as steel; +for though he must discover, he would scorn to betray. + +On the white, untroubled sheet of Charlotte Harmon's heart no secrets +yet had been written. Consequently, though she had been engaged for many +months to John Hinton, she had never found out this peculiarity about +him. Those qualities of openness and frankness, so impossible to his own +nature, had attracted him most of all to this beautiful young woman. +Never until yesterday had there been breath or thought of concealment +about her. But then--then he had found her in trouble. Full of sympathy +he had drawn near to comfort, and she had repelled him. She had heard of +something which troubled her, which troubled her to such an extent that +the very expression of her bright face had changed, and yet this +something was to be a secret from him--true, only until the following +day, but a whole twenty-four hours seemed like for ever to Hinton in his +impatience. Before he could even expostulate with her she had run off, +doubtless to confide her care to another. Perhaps the best way to +express John Hinton's feelings would be to say that he was very cross as +he returned to his chambers in Lincoln's Inn. + +All that evening, through his dreams all that night, all the following +morning as he tried to engage himself over his law books, he pondered on +Charlotte's secret. Such pondering must in a nature like his excite +apprehension. He arrived on the next day at the house in Prince's Gate +with his mind full of gloomy forebodings. His face was so grave that it +scarcely cleared up at the sight of the bright one raised to meet it. He +was full of the secret of yesterday; Charlotte, in all the joy of the +secret of to-day, had already forgotten it. + +"Oh, I have had such a walk!" she exclaimed; "and a little bit of an +adventure--a pretty adventure; and now I am starving. Come into the +dining-room and have some lunch." + +"You look very well," answered her lover, "and I left you so miserable +yesterday!" + +"Yesterday!" repeated Charlotte; she had forgotten yesterday. "Oh, yes, +I had heard something very disagreeable: but when I looked into the +matter, it turned out to be nothing." + +"You will tell me all about it, dear?" + +"Well, I don't know, John. I would of course if there was anything to +tell; but do come and have some lunch, I cannot even mention something +else much more important until I have had some lunch." + +John Hinton frowned. Even that allusion to something much more important +did not satisfy him. He must know this other thing. What! spend +twenty-four hours of misery, and not learn what it was all about in the +end! Charlotte's happiness, however, could not but prove infectious, and +the two made merry over their meal, and not until they found themselves +in Charlotte's own special sanctum did Hinton resume his grave manner. +Then he began at once. + +"Now, Charlotte, you will tell me why you looked so grave and scared +yesterday. I have been miserable enough thinking of it ever since. I +don't understand why you did not confide in me at once." + +"Dear John," she said--she saw now that he had been really hurt--"I +would not give you pain for worlds, my dearest. Yes, I was much +perplexed, I was even very unhappy for the time. A horrid doubt had been +put into my head, but it turned out nothing, nothing whatever. Let us +forget it, dear John; I have something much more important to tell you." + +"Yes, afterwards, but you will tell me this, even though it did turn out +of no consequence." + +"Please, John dear, I would rather not. I was assailed by a most +unworthy suspicion. It turned out nothing, nothing at all. I would +rather, seeing it was all a myth, you never knew of it." + +"And I would rather know, Charlotte; the myth shall be dismissed from +mind, too, but I would rather be in your full confidence." + +"My full confidence?" she repeated; the expression pained her. She +looked hard at Hinton; his words were very quietly spoken, but there was +a cloud on his brow. "You shall certainly have my full confidence," she +said after that brief pause; "which will you hear first, what gave me +pain yesterday, or what brings me joy to-day?" + +"What gave you pain yesterday." + +There is no doubt she had hoped he would have made the latter choice, +but seeing he did not she submitted at once, sitting, not as was her +wont close to his side, but on a chair opposite. Hinton sat with his +back to the light, but it fell full on Charlotte, and he could see every +line of her innocent and noble face as she told her tale. Having got to +tell it, she did so in few but simple words; Mrs. Home's story coming of +a necessity first, her Uncle Jasper's explanation last. When the whole +tale was told, she paused, then said,-- + +"You see there was nothing in it." + +"I see," answered Hinton. This was his first remark. He had not +interrupted the progress of the narrative by a single observation; then +he added, "But I think, if even your father does not feel disposed to +help her, that we, you and I, Charlotte, ought to do something for Mrs. +Home." + +"Oh, John dear, how you delight me! How good and noble you are! Yes, my +heart aches for that poor mother; yes, we will help her. You and I, how +very delightful it will be!" + +Now she came close to her lover and kissed him, and he returned her +embrace. + +"You will never have a secret again from me, my darling?" he said. + +"I never, never had one," she answered, for it was impossible for her to +understand that this brief delay in her confidence could be considered a +secret. "Now for my other news," she said. + +"Now for your other news," he repeated. + +"John, what is the thing you desire most in the world?" + +Of course this young man being sincerely attached to this young woman, +answered,-- + +"You, Charlotte." + +"John, you always said you did not like Uncle Jasper, but see what a +good turn he has done us--he has persuaded my father to allow us to +marry at once." + +"What, without my brief?" + +"Yes, without your brief; my dear father told me this morning that we +may fix the day whenever we like. He says he will stand in the way no +longer. He is quite sure of that brief, we need not wait to be happy for +it, we may fix our wedding-day, John, and you are to dine here this +evening and have a talk with my father afterwards." + +Hinton's face had grown red. He was a lover, and an attached one; but so +diverse were the feelings stirred within him, that for the moment he +felt more excited than elated. + +"Your father is very good," he said, "he gives us leave to fix the day. +Very well, that is your province, my Lottie; when shall it be?" + +"This is the twentieth of February, our wedding-day shall be on the +twentieth of June," she replied. + +"That is four months hence," he said. In spite of himself there was a +sound of relief in his tone. "Very well, Charlotte; yes, I will come and +dine this evening. But now I am late for an appointment; we will have a +long talk after dinner." + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +HIS FIRST BRIEF. + + +Hinton, when he left Charlotte, went straight back to his chambers. He +had no particular work to hurry him there; indeed, when he left that +morning he had done so with the full intention of spending the entire +afternoon with his betrothed. He was, as has been said, although a +clever, yet certainly at present a briefless young barrister. +Nevertheless, had twenty briefs awaited his immediate attention, he +could not have more rapidly hurried back as he now did. When he entered +his rooms he locked the outer door. Then he threw himself on a chair, +drew the chair to his writing table, pushed his hands through his thick +hair, and staring hard at a blank sheet of paper which lay before him +began to think out a problem. His might scarcely have been called a +passionate nature, but it was one capable of a very deep, very real +attachment. This attachment had been formed for Charlotte Harman. Their +engagement had already lasted nearly a year, and now with her own lips +she had told him that it might end, that the end, the one happy end to +all engagements, was in sight. With comfort, nay, with affluence, with +the full consent of all her friends, they might become man and wife. +John Hinton most undoubtedly loved this woman, and yet now as he +reviewed the whole position the one pleasure he could deduct for his own +reflection was in the fact that there was four months' reprieve. +Charlotte had herself postponed their wedding-day for four months. + +Hinton was a proud man. When, a year ago, he had gone to Mr. Harman and +asked him for his daughter, Mr. Harman had responded with the very +natural question, "What means have you to support her with?" + +Hinton had answered that he had two hundred a year--and--his profession. + +"What are you making in your profession?" asked the father. + +"Not anything--yet," answered the young man. + +There was a tone of defiance and withal of hope thrown into that "yet" +which might have repelled some men, but pleased Mr. Harman. He paused to +consider. He might have got a much, much better match for Charlotte from +a temporal standpoint. Hinton was of no family in particular; he had no +money worthy of the name. He was simply an honest fellow, fairly +good-looking, and with the heart of a gentleman. + +"You are doubtless aware," replied Mr. Harman, "that my daughter will +inherit a very large fortune. She has been sought for in marriage before +now, and by men who could give something to meet what she brings, both +with regard to money and position." + +"I have heard of Mr. S.'s proposal," answered Hinton. "I know he is +rich, and the son of Lord ----; but that is nothing, for she does not +love him." + +"And you believe she loves you?" + +"Most certainly she loves me." + +In spite of himself Mr. Harman smiled, then after a little more thought, +for he was much taken with Hinton, he came to terms. + +He must not have Charlotte while he had nothing to support her with. +Pooh! that two hundred a year was nothing to a girl brought up like his +daughter. For Hinton's own sake it would not be good for him to live on +his wife's money; but when he obtained his first brief then they might +marry. + +Hinton was profuse in thanks. He only made on his part one +stipulation--that brief, which was to obtain for him his bride, was in +no way to come to him through Mr. Harman's influence. He must win it by +his own individual exertion. + +Mr Harman smiled and grew a trifle red. In his business capacity he +could have put twenty briefs in this young fellow's way, and in his +inmost heart he had resolved to do so; but he liked him all the better +for this one proviso, and promised readily enough. + +Hinton had no business connections of his own. He had no influential +personal friends, and his future father-in-law felt bound in honor to +leave him altogether to his own resources. A year had nearly passed +since the engagement, and the brief which was to win him Charlotte was +as far away as ever. But now she told him that this one embargo to their +happiness had been withdrawn. They might marry, and the brief would +follow after. Hinton knew well what it all meant. The rich city +merchant could then put work in his way. Work would quickly pour in to +the man so closely connected with rich John Harman. Yes. As he sat by +his table in his small shabbily furnished room, he knew that his fortune +was made. He would obtain Charlotte and Charlotte's wealth; and if he +but chose to use his golden opportunities, fame too might be his +portion. He was a keen and ardent politician, and a seat in the House +might easily follow all the other good things which seemed following in +his track. Yes; but he was a proud man, and he did not like it. He had +not the heart to tell Charlotte to-day, as she looked at him with all +the love she had so freely given shining in her sweet and tender face, +that he would not accept such terms, that the original bargain must yet +abide in force. He could not say to this young woman when she came to +him, "I do not want you." But none the less, as he now sat by his +writing-table, was he resolved that unless his brief was won before the +twentieth of June it should bring no wedding-day to him. This was why he +rejoiced in the four months' reprieve. But this was by no means his only +perplexity. Had it been, so stung to renewed action was his sense of +pride and independence, that he would have gone at once to seek, perhaps +to obtain work; but something else was lying like wormwood against his +heart. That story of Mrs. Home's! That explanation of Jasper Harman's! +The story was a queer one; the explanation, while satisfying the +inexperienced girl, failed to meet the requirements of the acute lawyer. +Hinton saw flaws in Jasper's narrative, where Charlotte saw none. The +one great talent of his life, if it could be called a talent, was coming +fiercely into play as he sat now and thought about it all. He had +pre-eminently the gift of discovering secrets. He was rooting up many +things from the deep grave of the hidden past now. That look of care on +Mr. Harman's face, how often it had puzzled him! He had never liked +Jasper; indefinite had been his antipathy hitherto, but it was taking +definite form now. There _was_ a secret in the past of that most +respectable firm, and he, John Hinton, would give himself no rest until +he had laid it bare. No wedding-day could come to him and Charlotte +until his mind was at rest on this point. It was against his interest to +ferret out this hidden thing, but that fact weighed as nothing with him. +It would bring pain to the woman he loved; it might ruin her father; but +the pain and the ruin would be inflicted unsparingly by his righteous +young hand, which knew nothing yet of mercy but was all for justice, and +justice untempered with mercy is a terrible weapon. This Hinton was yet +to learn. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +LODGINGS IN KENTISH TOWN. + + +After a time, restless from the complexity of his musings, Hinton went +out. He had promised to return to the Harmans for dinner, but their hour +for dinner was eight o'clock, and it still wanted nearly three hours of +that time. As Charlotte had done before that day, he found himself in +the close neighborhood of Regent's Park. He would have gone into the +park, but that he knew that the hour of closing the gates at this early +period of the year must be close at hand; he walked, therefore, by the +side of the park, rather aimlessly it is true, not greatly caring, +provided he kept moving, in what direction his footsteps took him. + +At last he found himself on the broad tram line which leads to the +suburb of Kentish Town. It was by no means an interesting neighborhood. +But Hinton, soon lost in his private and anxious musings, went on. At +last he left the public thoroughfare and turned down a private road. +There were no shops here, nor much traffic. He felt a sense of relief at +leaving the roar and bustle behind him. This road on which he had now +entered was flanked at each side by a small class of dwelling-houses, +some shabby and dirty, some bright and neat; all, however, were +poor-looking. It was quite dusk by this time, and the gas had been +already lit. This fact, perhaps, was the reason which drew Hinton's +much-preoccupied attention to a trivial circumstance. + +In one of these small houses a young woman, who had previously lit the +gas, stepped to the window and proceeded to paste a card to the pane. +There was a gas lamp also directly underneath, and Hinton, raising his +eyes, saw very distinctly, not only the little act, but also the words +on the card. They were the very common words---- + + APARTMENTS TO LET + + INQUIRE WITHIN. + +Hinton suddenly drew up short on the pavement. He did not live in his +chambers, and it occurred to him that here he would be within a walk of +Regent's Park. In short, that these shabby-looking little lodgings might +suit him for the next few uncertain months. As suddenly as he had +stopped, and the thought had come to him, he ran up the steps and rang +the bell. In a moment or two a little servant-maid opened the door. She +was neither a clean nor a tidy-looking maid, and Hinton, fastidious on +such matters, took in this fact at a glance. Nevertheless the desire to +find for himself a habitation in this shabby little house did not leave +him. + +"I saw a card up in your window. You have rooms to let," he said to the +little maid. + +"Oh, yes, indeed, please, sir," answered the servant with a broad and +delighted grin. "'Tis h'our drawing-rooms, please, sir; and ef you'll +please jest come inter the 'all I'll run and tell missis." + +Hinton did so; and in another moment the maid, returning, asked him to +step this way. + +This way led him into a dingy little parlor, and face to face with a +young woman who, pale, self-possessed, and ladylike, rose to meet him. +Hinton felt the color rising to his face at sight of her. He also +experienced a curious and sudden constriction of his heart, and an +overawed sense of some special Providence leading him here. For he had +seen this young woman before. She was Charlotte Home. In his swift +glance, however, he saw that she did not recognize him. His resolve was +taken on the instant. However uncomfortable the rooms she had to offer, +they should be his. His interest in this Mrs. Home became intensified to +a degree that was painful. He knew that he was about to pursue a course +which would be to his own detriment, but he felt it impossible now to +turn aside. In a quiet voice, and utterly unconscious of this tumult in +his breast, she asked him to be seated, and they began to discuss the +accommodation she could offer. + +Her back and front drawing-rooms would be vacant in a week. Yes, +certainly; Mr. Hinton could see them. She rang the bell as she spoke, +and the maid appearing, took Hinton up stairs. The rooms were even +smaller and shabbier than he had believed possible. Nevertheless, when +he came downstairs he found no fault with anything, and agreed to the +terms asked, namely, one guinea a week. He noticed a tremor in the +young, brave voice which asked for this remuneration, and he longed to +make the one guinea two, but this was impossible. Before he left he had +taken Mrs. Home's drawing-rooms for a month, and had arranged to come +into possession of his new quarters that day week. + +Looking at his watch when he left the house, he found that time had gone +faster than he had any idea of. He had now barely an hour to jump into a +cab, go to his present most comfortable lodgings, change his morning +dress, and reach the Harmans in time for eight o'clock dinner. Little +more than these sixty minutes elapsed from the time he left the shabby +house in Kentish Town before he found himself in the luxurious abode of +wealth, and every refinement, in Prince's Gate. He ran up to the +drawing-room, to find Charlotte waiting for him alone. + +"Uncle Jasper will dine with us, John," she said, "but my father is not +well." + +"Not well!" echoed Hinton. Her face only expressed slight concern, and +his reflected it in a lesser degree. + +"He is very tired," she said, "and he looks badly. But I hope there is +not much the matter. He will see you after dinner. But he could not eat, +so I have begged of him to lie down; he will be all right after a little +rest." + +Hinton made no further remark, and Uncle Jasper then coming in, and +dinner being announced, they all went downstairs. + +Uncle Jasper and Charlotte were merry enough, but Hinton could not get +over a sense of depression, which not even the presence of the woman he +loved could disperse. He was not sorry when the message came for him to +go to Mr. Harman. Charlotte smiled as he rose. + +"You will find me in the drawing-room whenever you like to come there," +she said to him. + +He left the room suppressing the sigh. Charlotte, however, did not hear +or notice it. Still, with that light of love and happiness crowning her +bright face, she turned to the old Australian uncle. + +"I will pour you out your next glass of port, and stay with you for a +few moments, for I have something to tell you." + +"What is that, my dear?" asked the old man. + +"Something you have had to do with, dear old uncle. My wedding-day is +fixed." + +Uncle Jasper chuckled. + +"Ah! my dear," he said, "there's nothing like having the day clear in +one's head. And when is it to be, my pretty lass?" + +"The twentieth of June, Uncle Jasper. Just four months from to-day." + +"Four months off!" repeated Uncle Jasper. "Well, I don't call that very +close at hand. When I spoke to your father last night--for you know I +did speak to him, Charlotte--he seemed quite inclined to put no obstacle +in the way of your speedy marriage." + +"Nor did he, Uncle Jasper. You don't understand. He said we might marry +at once if we liked. It was I who said the twentieth of June." + +"You, child!--and--and did Hinton, knowing your father had withdrawn all +opposition, did Hinton allow you to put off his happiness for four whole +months?" + +"It was my own choice," said Charlotte. "Four months do not seem to me +too long to prepare." + +"They would seem a very long time to me if I were the man who was to +marry you, my dear." + +Charlotte looked grave at this. Her uncle seemed to impute blame to her +lover. Being absolutely certain of his devotion, she scorned to defend +it. She rose from the table. + +"You will find me in the drawing-room, Uncle Jasper." + +"One word, Charlotte, before you go," said her uncle. "No, child, I am +not going to the drawing-room. You two lovers may have it to yourselves. +But--but--you remember our talk of last night?" + +"Yes," answered Charlotte, pausing, and coming back a little way into +the room. "Did you say anything to my father? Will he help Mrs. Home?" + +"I have no doubt he will, my dear. Your father and I will both do +something. He is a very just man, is your father. He was a good deal +upset by this reference to his early days, and to his quarrel with his +own father. I believe, between you and me, that it was that which made +him ill this evening. But, Charlotte, you leave Mrs. Home to us. I will +mention her case again when your father is more fit to bear the subject. +What I wanted to say now, my dear, is this, that I think it would best +please the dear old man if--if you told nothing of this strange tale, +not even to Hinton, my dear." + +"Why, Uncle Jasper?" + +"Why, my dear child? The reason seems to me obvious enough. It is a +story of the past. It relates to an old and painful quarrel. It is all +over years ago. And then you could not tell one side of the tale without +the other. Mrs. Home, poor thing, not personally knowing your father as +one of the best and noblest of men, imputes very grave blame to him. +Don't you think such a tale, so false, so wrong, had better be buried in +oblivion?" + +"Mrs. Home was most unjust in her ignorance," repeated Charlotte. "But, +uncle, you are too late in your warning, for I told John the whole story +already to-day." + +Not a muscle of Uncle Jasper's face changed. + +"Well, child, I should have said that to you last night. After all, it +is natural. Hinton won't let it go farther, and no harm is done." + +"Certainly, John does not speak of my most sacred things," answered +Charlotte proudly. + +"No, no, of course he doesn't. I am sorry you told him; but as you say, +he is one with yourself. No harm is done. No, thank you, my dear, no +more wine now. I am going off to my club." + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +MR. HARMAN'S CONFIDENCE. + + +All through dinner, Hinton had felt that strange sense of depression +stealing upon him. He was a man capable of putting a very great +restraint upon his feelings, and he so behaved during the long and weary +meal as to rouse no suspicions, either in Charlotte's breast or in the +far sharper one of the Australian uncle. But, nevertheless, so +distressing was the growing sense of coming calamity, that he felt the +gay laugh of his betrothed almost distressing, and was truly relieved +when he had to change it for the gravity of her father. As he went from +the dining-room to Mr. Harman's study, he reflected with pleasure that +his future father-in-law was always grave, that never in all the months +of their rather frequent intercourse had he seen him even once indulge +in what could be called real gayety of heart. Though this fact rather +coupled with his own suspicions, still he felt a momentary relief in +having to deal to-night with one who treated life from its sombre +standpoint. + +He entered the comfortable study. Mr. Harman was sunk down in an +armchair, a cup of untasted coffee stood by his side; the moment he +heard Hinton's step, however, he rose and going forward, took the young +man's hand and wrung it warmly. + +The room was lit by candles, but there were plenty of them, and Hinton +almost started when he perceived how ill the old man looked. + +"Charlotte has told you what I want you for to-night, eh, Hinton?" said +Mr. Harman. + +"Yes; Charlotte has told me," answered John Hinton. Then he sat down +opposite his future father-in-law, who had resumed his armchair by the +fire. Standing up, Mr. Harman looked ill, but sunk into his chair, with +his bent, white head, and drawn, anxious face, and hands worn to +emaciation, he looked twenty times worse. There seemed nearly a lifetime +between him and that blithe-looking Jasper, whom Hinton had left with +Charlotte in the dining-room. Mr. Harman, sitting by his fire, with +firelight and candlelight shining full upon him, looked a very old man +indeed. + +"I am sorry to see you so unwell, sir. You certainly don't look at all +the thing," began Hinton. + +"I am not well--not at all well. I don't want Charlotte to know. But +there need be no disguises between you and me; of course I show it; but +we will come to that presently. First, about your own affairs. Lottie +has told you what I want you for to-night?" + +"She has, Mr. Harman. She says that you have been good and generous +enough to say you will take away the one slight embargo you made to our +marriage--that we may become man and wife before I bring you news of +that brief." + +"Yes, Hinton: that is what I said to her this morning: I repeat the same +to you to-night. You may fix your wedding-day when you like--I dare say +you have fixed it." + +"Charlotte has named the twentieth of next June, sir; but----" + +"The twentieth of June! that is four months away. I did not want her to +put it off as far as that. However, women, even the most sensible, have +such an idea of the time it takes to get a trousseau. The twentieth of +June! You can make it sooner, can't you?" + +"Four months is not such a long time, sir. We have a house to get, and +furniture to buy. Four months will be necessary to make these +arrangements." + +"No, they won't; for you have no such arrangements to make. You are to +come and live here when you marry. This will be your house when you +marry, and I shall be your guest. I can give you Charlotte Hinton; but I +cannot do without her myself." + +"But this house means a very, very large income, Mr. Harman. Is it +prudent that we should begin like this? For my part I should much rather +do on less." + +"You may sell the house if you fancy, and take a smaller one; or go more +into the country. I only make one proviso--that while I live, I live +with my only daughter." + +"And with your son, too, Mr. Harman," said Hinton, just letting his hand +touch for an instant the wrinkled hand which lay on Mr. Harman's knee. + +The old man smiled one of those queer, sad smiles which Hinton had often +in vain tried to fathom. Responding to the touch of the vigorous young +hand, he said-- + +"I have always liked you, Hinton. I believe, in giving you my dear +child, I give her to one who will make her happy." + +"Happy! yes, I shall certainly try to make her happy," answered Hinton, +with a sparkle in his eyes. + +"And that is the main thing; better than wealth, or position, or +anything else on God's earth. Happiness comes with goodness, you know, +my dear fellow; no bad man was ever happy. If you and Charlotte get this +precious thing into your lives you must both be good. Don't let the evil +touch you ever so slightly. If you do, happiness flies." + +"I quite believe you," answered Hinton. + +"Well, about money matters. I am, as you know, very rich. I shall settle +plenty of means upon my daughter; but it will be better for you to enter +into all these matters with my solicitor. When can you meet him?" + +"Whenever convenient to you and to him, sir." + +"I will arrange it for you, and let you know." + +"Mr. Harman, may I say a word for myself?" suddenly asked the young man. + +"Most certainly. Have I been so garrulous as to keep you from speaking?" + +"Not at all, sir; you have been more than generous. You have been +showing me the rose-color from your point of view. Now it is not all +rose-color." + +"I was coming to that; it is by no means all rose-color. Well, say your +say first." + +"You are a very rich man, and you are giving me your daughter; so +endowing her, that any man in the world would say I had drawn a prize in +money, if in nothing else." + +Mr. Harman smiled. + +"I fear you must bear that," he said. "I do not see that you can support +Charlotte without some assistance from me." + +"I certainly could not do so. I have exactly two hundred a year, and +that, as you were pleased to observed before, would be, to one brought +up as Charlotte has been, little short of beggary." + +"To Charlotte it certainly would be almost beggary." + +"Mr. Harman, I have some pride in me. I am a barrister by profession. +Some barristers get high in their profession." + +"Undoubtedly _some_ do." + +"Those who are brilliant do," continued Hinton. "I have abilities, +whether they are brilliant or not, time will show. Mr. Harman, I should +like to bring you news of that brief before we are married." + +"I can throw you in the way of getting plenty of briefs when you are my +son-in-law. I promise you, you will no longer be a barrister with +nothing to do." + +"Yes, sir; but I want this before my marriage." + +"My influence can give it to you before." + +"But that was against our agreement, Mr. Harman. I want to find that +brief which is to do so much for me without your help." + +"Very well. Find it before the twentieth of June." + +After this the two men were silent for several moments. John Hinton, +though in no measure comforted, felt it impossible to say more just +then, and Mr. Harman, with a face full of care, kept gazing into the +fire. John Hinton might have watched that face with interest, had he not +been otherwise occupied. After this short silence Mr. Harman spoke +again. + +"You think me very unselfish in all this; perhaps even my conduct +surprises you." + +"I confess it rather does," answered Hinton. + +"Will you oblige me by saying how?" + +"For one thing, you give so much and expect so little." + +"Ay, so it appears at first sight; but I told you it was not all +rose-color; I am coming to that part. Your pride has been roused--I can +soothe it." + +"I love Charlotte too much to feel any pride in the matter," replied +Hinton, with some heat. + +"I don't doubt your affection, my good fellow; and I put against it an +equal amount on Charlotte's part; also a noble and beautiful woman, and +plenty of money, with money's attendant mercies. I fear even your +affection is outweighed in that balance." + +"Nothing can outweigh affection," replied Hinton boldly. + +Mr. Harman smiled, and this time stretching out his own hand he touched +the young man's. + +"You are right, my dear boy; and because I am so well aware of this, I +give my one girl to a man who is a gentleman, and who loves her. I ask +for nothing else in Charlotte's husband, but I am anxious for you to be +her husband at once." + +"And that is what puzzles me," said Hinton: "you have a sudden reason +for this hurry. We are both young; we can wait; there is no hardship in +waiting." + +"There would be a hardship to me in your waiting longer now. You are +quite right in saying I have a sudden reason; this time last night I had +no special thought of hurrying on Charlotte's marriage. Her uncle +proposed it; I considered his reasoning good--so good, that I gave +Charlotte permission this morning to fix with you the time for the +wedding. But even then delay would have troubled me but little; now it +does; now even these four short months trouble me sorely." + +"Why?" asked Hinton. + +"Why? You mentioned my health, and observed that I looked ill; I said I +would come to that presently. I am ill; I look very ill. I have seen +physicians. To-day I went to see Sir George Anderson; he told me, +without any preamble, the truth. My dear fellow, I want you to be my +child's protector in a time of trouble, for I am a dying man." + +Hinton had never come face to face with death in his life before. He +started forward now and clasped his hands. + +"Dying!" he repeated, in a tone of unbelief and consternation. + +"Yes; you don't see it, for I am going about. I shall go about much as +usual to the very last. Your idea of dying men is that they stay in bed +and get weak, and have a living death long before the last great mercy +comes. That will not be my case. I shall be as you see me now to the +very last moment; then some day, or perhaps some night, you will come +into this room, or into another room, it does not a bit matter where, +and find me dead." + +"And must this come soon?" repeated Hinton. + +"It may not come for some months; it may stay away for a year; but again +it may come to-night or to-morrow." + +"Good God!" repeated Hinton. + +"Yes, Mr. Hinton, you are right, in the contemplation of such a solemn +and terrible event, to mention the name of your Creator. He is a good +God, but His very goodness makes Him terrible. He is a God who will see +justice done; who will by no means cleanse the guilty. I am going into +His presence--a sinful old man. Well, I bow to His decree. But enough of +this; you see my reasons for wishing for an early marriage for my +child." + +"Mr. Harman, I am deeply, deeply pained and shocked. May I know the +nature of your malady?" + +"It is unnecessary to discuss it, and does no good; suffice it to know +that I carry a disease within me which by its very nature must end both +soon and suddenly; also that there is no cure for the disease." + +"Are you telling me all this as a secret?" + +"As a most solemn and sacred secret. My brother suspects something of +it, but no one, no one in all the world knows the full and solemn truth +but yourself." + +"Then Charlotte is not to be told?" + +"Charlotte! Charlotte! It is for her sake I have confided to you all +this, that you may guard her from such a knowledge." + +John Hinton was silent for a moment or two; if he disliked Charlotte +having a secret from him much more did he protest against the knowledge +which now was forced upon him being kept from her. He saw that Mr. +Harman was firmly set on keeping his child in the dark; he disapproved, +but he hardly dared, so much did he fear to agitate the old man, to make +any vigorous stand against a decree which seemed to him both cruel and +unjust. He must say something, however, so he began gently-- + +"I will respect your most sacred confidence, Mr. Harman; without your +leave no word from me shall convey this knowledge to Charlotte; but +pardon me if I say a word. You know your own child very well, but I also +know Charlotte; she has lived, for all her talent and her five and +twenty years, the sheltered life of a child hitherto--but that is +nothing; she is a noble woman, she has a noble woman's heart; in +trouble, such a nature as hers could rise and prove itself great. Don't +you suppose, when by and by the end really comes, she will blame me, and +even perhaps, you, sir, for keeping this knowledge from her." + +"She will never blame her old father. She will see, bless her, that I +did it in love; you will tell her that, be sure you tell her that, when +the time comes; please God, you will be her husband then, and you will +have the right to comfort her." + +"I hope to have the right to comfort her, I hope to be her husband; +still, I think you are mistaken, though I can urge the matter no +further." + +"No, for you cannot see it with my eyes; that child and I have lived the +most unbroken life of peace and happiness together; neither storm nor +cloud has visited us in one another. The shadow of death must not +embitter our last few months; she must be my bright girl to the very +last. Some day, if you and she ever have a daughter, you will understand +my feelings--at least in part you will understand it." + +"I cannot understand it now, but I can at least respect it," answered +the young man. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +"VENGEANCE IS MINE." + + +When Hinton at last left him, Mr. Harman sat on for a long time by his +study fire. The fire burnt low but he did not replenish it, neither did +he touch the cold coffee which still remained on his table. After an +hour or so of musings, during which the old face seemed each moment to +grow more sad and careworn, he stretched out his hand to ring his bell. + +Almost instantly was the summons answered--a tall footman stood before +him. + +"Dennis, has Mr. Jasper left?" + +"Yes, sir. He said he was going to his club. I can have him fetched, +sir." + +"Do not do so. After Mr. Hinton leaves, ask Miss Harman to come here." + +The footman answered softly in the affirmative and withdrew, and Mr. +Harman still sat on alone. He had enough to think about. For the first +time to-day death had come and stared him in the face; very close indeed +his own death was looking at him. He was a brave man, but the sight of +the cold, grim thing, brought so close, so inevitably near, was scarcely +to be endured with equanimity. After a time, rising from his seat, he +went to a bookcase and took down, not a treatise on medicine or +philosophy, but an old Bible. + +"Dying men are said to find comfort here," he said faintly to himself. +He put one of the candles on the table and opened the book. It was an +old Bible, but John Harman was not very well acquainted with its +contents. + +"They tell me there is much comfort here," he said to himself. He turned +the old and yellow leaves. + +"_Vengeance is mine. I will repay._" These were the words on which his +eyes fell. + +Comfort! He closed the book with a groan and returned it to the +bookshelf. But in returning it he chose the highest shelf of all and +pushed it far back and well out of sight. + +He had scarcely done so before a light quick step was heard at the door, +and Charlotte, her eyes and cheeks both bright, entered. + +"My dearest, my darling," he said. He came to meet her, and folded her +in his arms. He was a dying man, and a sin-laden one, but not the less +sweet was that young embrace, that smooth cheek, those bright, happy +eyes. + +"You are better, father; you look better," said his daughter. + +"I have been rather weak and low all the evening, Lottie; but I am much +better for seeing you. Come here and sit at my feet, my dear love." + +"I am very happy this evening," said Charlotte, seating herself on her +father's footstool, and laying her hand on his knee. + +"I can guess the reason, my child; your wedding-day is fixed." + +"This morning, father, I said it should be the twentieth of June; John +seemed quite satisfied, and four months were not a bit too long for our +preparations; but to-night he has changed his mind; he wants our wedding +to be in April. I have not given in--not yet. Two months seem so short." + +"You will have plenty of time to prepare in two months, dear; and April +is a nice time of year. If I were you, I would not oppose Hinton." + +Charlotte smiled. She knew in her heart of hearts she should not oppose +him. But being a true woman, she laid hold of a futile excuse. + +"My book will not be finished. I like to do well what I do at all." + +Her father was very proud of this coming book; but now, patting her +hand, he said softly,-- + +"The book can keep. Put it out of your head for the present; you can get +it done later." + +"Then I shall leave you two months sooner, father; does that not weigh +with you at all?" + +"You are only going for your honeymoon, darling; and the sooner you go +the sooner you will return." + +"Vanquished on all points," said Charlotte, smiling radiantly, and then +she sat still, looking into the fire. + +Long, long afterwards, through much of sorrow--nay, even of +tribulation--did her thoughts wander back to that golden evening of her +life. + +"You remind me of my own mother to-night," said her father presently. + +Charlotte and her father had many times spoken of this dead mother. Now +she said softly,-- + +"I want, I pray, I long to make as good a wife as you tell me she did." + +"With praying, longing, and striving, it will come Charlotte. That was +how she succeeded." + +"And there is another thing," continued Charlotte, suddenly changing her +position and raising her bright eyes to her old father's face. "You had +a good wife and I had a good mother. If ever I die, as my own mother +died, and leave behind me a little child, as she did, I pray that my +John may be as good a father to it as you have been to me." + +But in answer to this little burst of daughterly love, a strange thing +happened. Mr. Harman grew very white, so white that he gasped for +breath. + +"Water, a little water," he said, feebly; and when Charlotte had brought +it to him and he raised it to his lips, and the color and power to +breathe had come back again, he said slowly and with great pain,-- + +"Never, never pray that your husband may be like me, Charlotte. To be +worthy of you at all, he must be a much better and a very different +man." + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +HAPPINESS NOT JUSTICE. + + +Hinton left Mr. Harman's house in a very perplexed frame of mind. It +seemed to him that in that one short day as much had happened to him as +in all the course of his previous life, but the very force of the +thoughts, the emotions, the hopes, the fears, which had visited him, +made him, strong, young and vigorous as he was, so utterly weary, that +when he reached his rooms he felt that he must let tired-out nature have +its way--he threw himself on his bed and slept the sleep of the young +and healthy until the morning. + +It was February weather, February unusually mild and genial, and the pet +day of yesterday was followed by another as soft and sweet and mild. +When Hinton awoke from his refreshing slumbers, the day was so well and +thoroughly risen that a gleam of sunshine lay across his bed. He started +up to discover a corresponding glow in his heart. What was causing this +glow? In a moment he remembered, and the gleam of heart sunshine grew +brighter with the knowledge. The fact was, happiness was standing by the +young man's side, holding out two radiant hands, and saying, "Take me, +take me to your heart of hearts, for I have come to dwell with you." +Hinton rose, dressed hastily, and went into his sitting-room. All the +gloom which had so oppressed him yesterday had vanished. He could not +resist the outward sunshine, nor the heart-glow which had come to him. +He stepped lightly, and whistled some gay airs. He ate his breakfast +with appetite, then threw himself into an easy-chair which stood near +the window; he need not go to his chambers for at least an hour, he +might give himself this time to think. + +Again happiness stepped up close and showed her beautiful face. Should +he take her; should he receive the rare and lovely thing and shut out +that stern sense of justice, of relieving the oppressed, of seeing the +wronged righted, which had been as his sheet-anchor yesterday, which had +been more or less the sheet-anchor of his life. Here was his position. +He was engaged to marry Charlotte Harman; he loved her with his whole +heart; she loved him with her whole heart; she was a beautiful woman, a +noble woman, a wealthy woman. With her as his wife, love, riches, power +might all be his. What more could the warm, warm feelings of youth +desire? what more could the ambitions of youth aspire to? Yesterday, it +is true, he had felt some rising of that noble pride which scorns to +receive so much and give so little. He had formed a wild, almost +passionate determination to obtain his brief before he obtained his +bride, but Mr. Harman had soothed that pride to sleep. There was indeed +a grave and sad reason why this beautiful and innocent woman whom he had +won should receive all the full comfort his love and protection could +give her as quickly as possible. Her father was dying, and she must not +know of his approaching death. Her father wished to see her Hinton's +wife as soon as possible. Hinton felt that this was reasonable, this was +fair; for the sake of no pride, true or false, no hoped-for brief, could +he any longer put off their wedding. Nay, far from this. Last night he +had urged its being completed two months sooner than Charlotte herself +had proposed. He saw by the brightness in Charlotte's eyes that, though +she did not at once agree to this, her love for him was such that she +would marry him in a week if he so willed it. He rejoiced in these +symptoms of her great love, and the rejoicings of last night had risen +in a fuller tide this morning. Yes, it was the rule of life, the one +everlasting law, the old must suffer and die, the young must live and +rejoice. Yes; Hinton felt very deep sympathy for Mr. Harman last night, +but this morning, his happiness making him more self-absorbed than +really selfish, he knew that the old man's dying and suffering state +could not take one iota from his present delight. + +What then perplexed him? What made him stand aloof from the radiant +guest, Happiness, for a brief half hour? That story of Charlotte's; it +would come back to him; he wished now he had never heard it. For having +heard he could not forget: he could not exorcise this grim Thing which +stood side by side with Happiness in his sunny room. The fact was, his +acute mind took in the true bearings of the case far more clearly than +Charlotte had done. He felt sure that Mrs. Home had been wronged. He +felt equally sure that, if he looked into the case, it lay in his power +to right her. Over and over he saw her pale, sad face, and he hoped it +was not going to haunt him. The tale in his mind lay all in Mrs. Home's +favor, all against John and Jasper Harman. Was it likely that their +wealthy father would do anything so monstrously unjust as to leave all +his money to his two eldest sons with whom he had previously quarrelled, +and nothing, nothing at all to his young wife and infant daughter? It +would be a meaningless piece of injustice, unlike all that he had +gleaned of the previous character of the old man. As to John and Jasper, +and their conduct in the affair, that too was difficult to fathom. +Jasper had spent the greater portion of his life in Australia. Of his +character Hinton knew little; that little he felt was repugnant to him. +But John Harman--no man in the City bore a higher character for +uprightness, for integrity, for honor. John Harman was respected and +loved by all who knew him. + +Yes, yes: Hinton felt that all this was possible, but also he knew that +never in their close intercourse had he been able to fathom John Harman. +A shadow rested over the wealthy and prosperous merchant. Never until +now had Hinton even approached the cause; but now, now it seemed to him +that he was grappling with the impenetrable mystery, that face to face +he was looking at the long and successfully hidden sin. Strong man as he +was, he trembled as this fear came over him. Whatever the cause, +whatever the sudden and swift temptation, he felt an ever-growing +conviction that long ago John and Jasper Harman had robbed the widow and +fatherless. Feeling this, being almost sure of this, how then should he +act? He knew very well what he could do. He could go to Somerset House +and see the will of old Mr. Harman. It was very unlikely that a forged +will had been attempted. It was, he felt sure, far, far more probable +that the real will was left untampered with, that the deed of injustice +had been done in the hope that no one who knew anything about such +matters would ever inquire into it. + +Hinton could go that very day and set his mind at rest. Why then did he +hesitate? Ah! he knew but too well. Never and nearer came that shining +form of Happiness. If he did this thing, and found his suspicions +correct, as he feared much he should, if he then acted upon this +knowledge and gave Mrs. Home her own again, happiness would fly from +him, it might be for ever. To give Mrs. Home her rights he must cruelly +expose a dying old man. Such a shock, coming now, would most probably +kill John Harman. After bringing her father to such shame and dishonor, +would Charlotte ever consent to be his wife? would she not indeed in +very horror fly from his presence? What was Mrs. Home to him, that he +should ruin his whole life for her sake, that he should give up wife, +wealth, and fame? Nothing--a complete stranger. Why should he, for her +sake, pain and make miserable those he loved, above all break the heart +of the woman who was more precious to him than all the rest of the +world? He felt he could not do this thing. He must take that bright +winged happiness and let justice have her day when she could. Some other +hand must inflict the blow, it could not be his hand. He was sorry now +that he had taken Mrs. Home's lodgings. But after all what did it +signify? He had taken them for a month, he could go there for that short +period. His quickly approaching marriage would make it necessary for him +to leave very soon after, and he would try amongst his many friends to +find her a more permanent tenant, for though he had now quite made up +his mind to let matters alone, his heart ached for this woman. Yes, he +would, if possible, help her in little ways, though it would be +impossible for his hand to be the one to give her her own again. Having +come to this determination he went out. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +"SUGAR AND SPICE AND ALL THAT'S NICE." + + +Perhaps for one day Charlotte Harman was selfish in her happiness. But +when she awoke on the morning after her interview with her father, her +finely balanced nature had quite recovered its equilibrium. She was a +woman whom circumstances could make very noble; all her leanings were +towards the good, she had hitherto been unassailed by temptation, +untouched by care. All her life the beautiful and bright things of this +world had been showered at her feet. She had the friends whom rich, +amiable, and handsome girls usually make. She had the devotion of a +most loving father. John Hinton met her and loved her. She responded to +his love with her full heart. Another father might have objected to her +giving herself to this man, who in the fashionable world's opinion was +nothing. But Harman only insisted on a slight delay to their marriage, +none whatever to their engagement, and now, after scarcely a year of +waiting, the embargo was withdrawn, their wedding-day was fixed, was +close at hand. The twentieth of April (Charlotte knew she should not +oppose the twentieth of April) was not quite two months away. Very light +was her heart when she awoke to this happy fact. Happiness, too, was +standing by her bedside, and she made no scruple to press the radiant +creature to her heart of hearts. But Charlotte's was too fine a nature +to be spoiled by prosperity. Independent of her wealth, she must always +have been a favorite. Her heart was frank and generous; she was +thoughtful for others, she was most truly unselfish. Charlotte was a +favorite with the servants; her maid worshipped her. She was a just +creature, and had read too much on social reform to give away +indiscriminately and without thought; but where her sense of justice was +really satisfied, she could give with a royal hand, and there were many +poor whom Ward, her maid, knew, who, rising up, called Miss Harman +blessed. + +Charlotte had taken a great interest in Mrs. Home. Her face attracted, +her manner won, before ever her story touched the heart of this young +woman. The greatest pain Charlotte had ever gone through in her life had +followed the recital of Mrs. Home's tale, a terrible foreboding the +awful shadow which points to wrong done, to sin committed by her best +and dearest, had come near and touched her. Uncle Jasper, with his +clever and experienced hand, had driven that shadow away, and in her +first feeling of intense thankfulness and relief, she had almost +disliked the woman who had come to her with so cruel a tale. All +yesterday, in the midst of her own happiness, she had endeavored to shut +Mrs. Home from her thoughts; but this morning, more calm herself, the +remembrance of the poor, pale, and struggling mother rose up again fresh +and vivid within her heart. It is true Mrs. Home believed a lie, a cruel +and dreadful lie; but none the less for this was she to be pitied, none +the less for this must she be helped. Mrs. Home was Charlotte's near +relation, she could not suffer her to want. As she lay in bed, she +reflected with great thankfulness that John Hinton had said, on hearing +the tale, how manifestly it would be his and her duty to help this poor +mother. Yes, by and by they would give her enough to raise her above all +want, but Charlotte felt she could not wait for that distant time. She +must succor Mrs. Home at once. Her father had said last night that, if +she married in two months, there would be no time for her to finish her +book. He was right; she must give up the book; she would devote this +morning to Mrs. Home. + +She rose with her determination formed and went downstairs. As usual her +father was waiting for her, as usual he came up and kissed her; and as +they had done every morning for so many years, they sat down opposite +each other to breakfast. Charlotte longed to speak to her father about +Mrs. Home, but he looked, even to her inexperienced eyes, very ill and +haggard, and she remembered her uncle's words and refrained from the +subject. + +"You seem so feeble, father, had you not better go into town in the +carriage this morning?" she asked, as he rose from his chair. + +To her surprise he assented, even confessed that he had already ordered +the carriage. He had never to her knowledge done such a thing before, +and little as she knew of real illness, nothing as she knew of danger +and death, she felt a sharp pain at her heart as she watched him driving +away. The pain, however, was but momentary, lost in the pressing +interests of other thoughts. Before eleven o'clock she had started off +to see Mrs. Home. + +Now it was by no means her intention to go to this newly found relation +empty handed. Mrs. Home might or might not be willing to receive a gift +of money, but Charlotte hoped so to be able to convey it to her as to +save her pride from being too greatly hurt. + +Charlotte had a small banking account of her own. She drove now straight +to her bank in the city, and drawing fifty pounds in one note slipped it +into her purse. From the bank she went to a children's West End shop. +She there chose a lovely velvet frock for the fair-haired little Daisy, +two embroidered white dresses for the baby; and going a little farther +she bought a smart tailor suit for the eldest boy. After buying the +pretty clothes she visited a toy shop, where she loaded herself with +toys; then a cake shop to purchase cakes and other goodies; and having +at last exhausted her resources; she desired the coachman to drive to +Mrs. Home's address in Kentish Town. She arrived, after a drive of a +little over half an hour, to find the lady whom she had come to seek, +out. The dirty little maid stared with full round eyes at the beautiful +young lady and at the handsome carriage, and declared she did not know +when her missis would be in. + +For a moment Charlotte felt foiled; but she was excited now--she could +not go away, laden as she was with fairy gifts, without making some +effort to dispense these blessings. + +"I am a relation of Mrs. Home's and I want to see the children. Are the +children in?" she asked of the little maid. + +Rounder and rounder grew that small domestic's eyes. + +"They can't be hout without me," she volunteered; "ain't I the nuss and +maid-of-all work? Yes, the children is hin." + +Then she opened the dining-room door, and Charlotte, first flying to the +carriage and returning laden with brown paper parcels, followed her into +the little parlor. + +The maid, on the swift wings of excitement, flew upstairs. There was the +quick patter of eager little feet, and in a very few moments the door +was pushed open and a boy and girl entered. Charlotte recognized them at +a glance. They were the very handsome little pair whose acquaintance she +had made yesterday in Regent's Park. The girl hung back a trifle shyly, +but the boy, just saying to his sister, "The pretty lady," came up, and +raised his lips for a kiss. + +"You don't think me rude?" he said; "you don't mind kissing me, do you." + +"I love to kiss you; I am your own cousin," said Charlotte. + +"My own cousin! Then I may sit on your knee. Daisy, come here--the +pretty lady is our own cousin." + +On hearing this, Daisy too advanced. Neither child had any idea what the +word cousin meant, but it seemed to include proprietorship. They stroked +Charlotte's furs, and both pairs of lips were raised again and again for +many kisses. In the midst of this scene entered the little maid with the +baby. Pretty as Daisy and Harold were, they were nothing to the baby; +this baby of eight months had a most ethereal and lovely face. + +"Oh, you beauty! you darling!" said Charlotte, as she clasped the little +creature in her arms, and the baby, too young to be shy, allowed her to +kiss him repeatedly. + +"What a lot of lumber!" said Daisy, touching the brown-paper parcels. + +This little child's speech brought Charlotte back to the fact of her +cakes and toys. Giving baby to his small nurse, she opened her +treasures. Daisy received her doll with a kind of awed rapture, Harold +rattled his drum and blew his trumpet in a way most distracting to any +weak nerves within reasonable distance, and the baby sucked some rather +unwholesome sweets. No child thought of thanking their benefactor, but +flushed cheeks, bright eyes, eager little voices, were thanks louder and +more eloquent than words. + +"I want to see your mother; when will she be in?" asked Charlotte, after +a little quiet had been restored. + +"Not all day," answered Harold. "Mother has gone with father to nurse a +poor sick lady; she won't be back till quite night." + +"She said we were to be very good; we are, aren't we?" said Daisy. + +"Yes, darling; you are quite perfect," replied the inexperienced +Charlotte. + +"Did our mother ask you to come and play with us and give us lovely +things?" demanded Harold. + +"She does not know I am here, my dear little boy; but now, if you will +show me where I can get a sheet of paper, I will just write your mother +a little note." + +The paper was quickly found, and Charlotte sat down, a boy and girl on +each side. It was not easy to say much under such circumstances, so the +words in the little note were few. + +"You will give this to your mother when she comes in. See!--I will put +it on the mantelpiece," she said to Harold; "and you must not touch +these parcels until mother opens them herself. Yes; I will come again. +Now, good-by." Her bonnet was decidedly crooked as she stepped into the +carriage, her jacket was also much crumpled; but there was a very sweet +feel of little arms still round her neck, and she touched her hair and +cheeks with satisfaction, for they had been honored by many child +kisses. + +"I believe she's just a fairy godmother," said Harold, as he watched the +carriage rolling away. + +"I never seed the like in hall my born days," remarked the small +maid-of-all-work. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +"THE PRETTY LADY" + + +"Mother, mother, mother!" + +"And look!--oh, do look at what I have got!" were the words that greeted +Mrs. Home, when, very tired, after a day of hard nursing with one of her +husband's sick parishioners, she came back. + +The children ought to have been in bed, the baby fast asleep, the little +parlor-table tidily laid for tea: instead of which, the baby wailed +unceasingly up in the distant nursery, and Harold and Daisy, having +nearly finished Charlotte's sweeties, and made themselves very +uncomfortable by repeated attacks on the rich plum-cake, were now, with +very flushed cheeks, alternately playing with their toys and poking +their small fingers into the still unopened brown-paper parcels. They +had positively refused to go up to the nursery, and, though the gas was +lit and the blinds were pulled down, the spirit of disorder had most +manifestly got into the little parlor. + +"Oh, mother!--what _do_ you think? The lovely lady!--the lady we met in +the park yesterday!--she has been, and she brought us _lots_ of +things--toys, and sweeties, and cakes, and--oh, mother, do look!" + +Daisy presented her doll, and Harold blew some very shrill blasts from +his trumpet right up into his mother's eyes. + +"My dear children," said Mrs. Home, "whom do you mean? where did you get +all these things? who has come here? Why aren't you both in bed? It is +long past your usual hour." + +This string of questions met with an unintelligible chorus of replies, +in which the words "pretty lady," "Regent's Park," "father knew her," +"we _had_ to sit up," so completely puzzled Mrs. Home, that had not her +eyes suddenly rested on the little note waiting for her on the +mantelpiece she would have been afraid her children had taken leave of +their senses. + +"Oh, yes; she told us to give you that," said Harold when he saw his +mother take it up. + +I have said the note was very short. Charlotte Home read it in a moment. + +"Mother, mother! what does she tell you, and what are in the other +parcels? She said we weren't to open them until you came home. Oh, _do_ +tell us what she said, and let us see the rest of the pretty things!" + +"Do, do mother; we have been so patient 'bout it!" repeated little +Daisy. + +Harold now ran for the largest of the parcels, and raised it for his +mother to take. Both children clung to her skirts. Mrs. Home put the +large parcel on a shelf out of reach, then she put aside the hot and +eager little hands. At last she spoke. + +"My little children must have some more patience, for mother can tell +them nothing more to-night. Yes, yes, the lady is very pretty and very +kind, but we can talk no more about anything until the morning. Now, +Harold and Daisy, come upstairs at once." + +They were an obedient, well-trained little pair. They just looked at one +another, and from each dimpled mouth came a short, impatient sigh; then +they gave their hands to mother, and went gravely up to the nursery. +Charlotte stayed with her children until they were undressed. She saw +them comfortably washed, their baby prayers said, and each little head +at rest on its pillow, then kissing the baby, who was also by this time +fast asleep, she went softly downstairs. + +Anne, the little maid, was flying about, trying to get the tea ready and +some order restored, but when she saw her mistress she could not refrain +from standing still to pour out her excited tale. + +"Ef you please, 'em, it come on me hall on a 'eap. She come in that free +and that bounteous, and seemed as if she could eat all the children up +wid love; and she give 'em a lot, and left a lot more fur you, 'em. And +when she wor goin' away she put half-a-crown in my hand. I never seed +the like--never, 'em--never! She wor dressed as grand as Queen Victory +herself, and she come in a carriage and two spanking hosses; and, +please, 'em, I heard of her telling the children as she wos own cousin +to you, 'em." + +"Yes, I know the young lady," replied Mrs. Home. "She is, as you say, +very nice and kind. But now, Anne, we must not talk any more. Your +master won't be in for an hour, but I shan't wait tea for him; we will +have some fresh made later. Please bring me in a cup at once, for I am +very tired." + +Anne gazed at her mistress in open-eyed astonishment. Any one--any one +as poor as she well knew missis to be--who could take the fact of being +cousin to so beautiful and rich a young lady with such coolness and +apparent indifference quite passed Anne's powers of comprehension. + +"It beats me holler--that it do!" she said to herself; then, with a +start, she ran off to her kitchen. + +Mrs. Home had taken her first cup of tea, and had even eaten a piece of +bread and butter, before she again drew Charlotte Harman's little note +out of her pocket. This is what her eyes had already briefly glanced +over:-- + + DEAR FRIEND AND SISTER--for you must let me call you so--I have + come to see you, and finding you out asked to see your children. I + have lost my heart to your beautiful and lovely children. They are + very sweet! Your baby is more like an angel than any earthly + creature my eyes have ever rested on. Charlotte, I brought your + children a few toys, and one or two other little things. You won't + be too proud to accept them. When I bought them I did not love your + children, but I loved you. You are my near kinswoman. You won't + take away the pleasure I felt when I bought those things. Dear + Sister Charlotte, when shall we meet again? Send me a line, and I + will come to you at any time. Yours, + + "CHARLOTTE HARMAN." + +It is to be regretted that Charlotte Home by no means received this +sweet and loving little note in the spirit in which it was written. Her +pale, thin face flushed, and her eyes burnt with an angry light. This +burst of excited feeling was but the outcome of all she had undergone +mentally since she had left Miss Harman's house a few days ago. She had +said then, and truly, that she loved this young lady. The pride, the +stately bearing, the very look of open frankness in Charlotte's eyes had +warmed and touched her heart. She had not meant to tell to those ears, +so unaccustomed to sin and shame, this tale of long-past wrong. It had +been in a manner forced from her, and she had seen a flush of +perplexity, then of horror, color the cheeks and fill the fine brave +eyes. She had come away with her heart sympathies so moved by this girl, +so touched, so shocked with what she herself had revealed, that she +would almost rather, could her father's money now be hers, relinquish +it, than cause any further pain or shame to Charlotte Harman. + +She came home and confided what she had done to her husband. It is not +too much to say that he was displeased--that he was much hurt. The +Charlotte who in her too eagerness for money could so act was scarcely +the Charlotte he had pictured to himself as his wife. Charlotte was +lowered in the eyes of the unworldly man. But just because her husband +was so unworldly, so unpractical, Charlotte's own more everyday nature +began to reassert itself. She had really done no harm. She had but told +a tale of wrong. Those who committed the wrong were the ones to blame. +She, the sufferer--who could put sin at her door? Her sympathy for +Charlotte grew less, her sorrow for herself and her children more. She +felt more sure than ever that injustice had been committed--that she and +her mother had been robbed; she seemed to read the fact in Charlotte +Harman's innocent eyes, Charlotte, in spite of herself, even though her +own father was the one accused, believed her--agreed with her. + +All that night she spent in a sort of feverish dream, in which she saw +herself wealthy, her husband happy, her children cared for as they ought +to be. The ugly, ugly poverty of her life and her surroundings had all +passed away like a dream that is told. + +She got up in a state of excitement and expectation, for what might not +Charlotte Harman do for her? She would tell the tale to her father, and +that father, seeing that his sin was found out, would restore her to her +rights. Of course, this must be the natural consequence. Charlotte was +not low and mean; she would see that she had her own again. Mrs. Home +made no allowance for any subsequent event--for any influence other than +her own being brought to bear on the young lady. All that day she +watched the post; she watched for the possibility of a visit. Neither +letter nor visit came, but Mrs. Home was not discouraged. That day was +too soon to hear; she must wait with patience for the morrow. + +On the morrow her husband, who had almost forgotten her story, asked her +to come and help him in the care of a sick woman at some distance away. +Charlotte was a capital sick-nurse, and had often before given similar +aid to Mr. Home in parish work. + +She went, spent her day away, and returned to find that Charlotte had +come--that so far her dream was true. Yes, but only so far, for +Charlotte had come, not in shame, but in the plenitude of a generous +benefactor. She had come laden with gifts, and had gone away with the +hearts of the children and the little maid. Charlotte Home felt a great +wave of anger and pain stealing over her heart. In her pain and +disappointment she was unjust. + +"She is a coward after all. She dare not tell her father. She believes +my tale, but she is not brave enough to see justice done to me and mine; +so she tries to make up for it; she tries to salve her conscience and +bribe me with gifts--gifts and flattery. I will have none of it. My +rights--my true and just rights, or nothing! These parcels shall go back +unopened to-morrow." She rose from her seat, and put them all tidily +away on a side-table. She had scarcely done so before her husband's +latch-key was heard in the hall-door. He came in with the weary look +which was habitual to his thin face. "Oh, Angus, how badly you do want +your tea!" said the poor wife. She was almost alarmed at her husband's +pallor, and forgot Charlotte while attending to his comfort. + +"What are those parcels, Lottie?" he said, noticing the heaped-up things +on the side-table. + +"Never mind. Eat your supper first," she said to him. + +"I can eat, and yet know what is in them. They give quite a Christmas +and festive character to the place. And what is that I see lying on that +chair--a new doll for Daisy? Why, has my careful little woman been so +extravagant as to buy the child another doll?" + +Mr. Home smiled as he spoke. His wife looked at him gravely. She picked +up the very pretty doll and laid it with the other parcels on the +side-table. + +"I will tell you about the parcels and the doll if you wish it," she +answered. "Miss Harman called when I was out, and brought cakes, and +sweeties, and toys to the children. She also brought those parcels. I do +not know what they contain, for I have not opened them. And she left a +note for me. I cannot help the sweeties and cakes, for Harold and Daisy +have eaten them; but the toys and those parcels shall go back +to-morrow." + +Mrs. Home looked very proud and defiant as she spoke. Her husband +glanced at her face; then, with a slight sigh, he pushed his supper +aside. + +"No, I am not hungry, dear. I am just a little overtired. May I see Miss +Harman's note?" + +Charlotte put it at once into his hand. + +He read it carefully once--twice. His own spirit was very loving and +Christ-like; consequently the real love and true human feeling in the +little note touched him. + +"Lottie," he said, as he gave it back to his wife, "why do you want to +pain that sweet creature?" + +Mrs. Home took the note, and flung it into the fire. + +"There!" she said, an angry spot on each cheek. "She and hers have +injured me and mine. I don't want gifts from her. I want my rights!" + +To this burst of excited feeling Mr. Home answered nothing. After a +moment or two of silence he rang the bell, and when Anne appeared asked +her to take away the tea-things. After this followed an hour of perfect +quiet. Mrs. Home took out her great basket of mending. Mr. Home sat +still, and apparently idle, by the fire. After a time he left the room +to go for a moment to his own. Passing the nursery, he heard a little +movement, and, entering softly, saw Harold sitting up in his little cot. + +"Father, is that you?" he called through the semi-light. + +"Yes, my boy. Is anything the matter? Why are you not asleep?" + +"I couldn't, father dear; I'm so longing for to-morrow. I want to blow +my new trumpet again, and to see the rest of the brown-paper parcels. +Father, do come over to me for a moment." + +Mr. Home came, and put his arm round the little neck. + +"Did mother tell you that _our_ pretty lady came to-day, and brought +such a splendid lot of things?" + +"Whose pretty lady, my boy?" + +"_Ours_, father--the lady you, and I, and Daisy, and baby met in the +park yesterday. You said it was rude to kiss her, and _she_ did not +mind. She gave me dozens and dozens of kisses to-day." + +"She was very kind to you," said Mr. Home. Then, bidding the child lie +down and sleep, he left him and went on to his own room. He was going to +his room with a purpose. That purpose was quickened into intensity by +little Harold's words. + +That frank, fearless, sweet-looking girl was Miss Harman! That letter +was, therefore, not to be wondered at. It was the kind of letter he +would have expected such a woman to write. What was the matter with his +Lottie? + +In his perplexity he knelt down; he remained upon his knees for about +ten minutes, then he returned to the little parlor. The answer to his +earnest prayer was given to him almost directly. His wife was no longer +proud and cold. She looked up the moment he entered, and said,-- + +"You are angry with me, Angus." + +"No, my darling," he answered, "not angry, but very sorry for you." + +"You must not be sorry for me. You have anxieties enough. I must not add +to them. Not all the Miss Harmans that ever breathe shall bring a cloud +between you and me. Angus, may I put out the gas and then sit close to +you? You shall talk me out of this feeling, for I do feel bad." + +"I will talk all night if it makes you better, my own Lottie. Now, what +is troubling you?" + +"In the first instance, you don't seem to believe this story about our +money." + +"I neither believe it, nor the reverse--I simply don't let it trouble +me." + +"But, Angus, that seems a little hard; for if the money was left to me +by my father I ought to have it. Think what a difference it would make +to us all--you, and me, and the children?" + +"We should be rich instead of poor. It would make that difference, +certainly." + +"Angus, you talk as if this difference was nothing." + +"Nothing! It is not quite nothing; but I confess it does not weigh much +with me." + +"If not for yourself, it might for the children's sakes; think what a +difference money would make to our darlings." + +"My dear wife, you quite forgot when speaking so, that they are God's +little children as well as ours. He has said that not a sparrow falls +without His loving knowledge. Is it likely when that is so, that He will +see His children and ours either gain or suffer from such a paltry thing +as money?" + +"Then you will do nothing to get back our own?" + +"If you mean that I will go to law on the chance of our receiving some +money which may have been left to us, certainly I will not. The fact is, +Lottie--you may think me very eccentric--but I cannot move in this +matter. It seems to me to be entirely God's matter, not ours. If Mr. +Harman has committed the dreadful sin you impute to him, God must bring +it home to him. Before that poor man who for years has hidden such a sin +in his heart, and lived such a life before his fellow-men, is fit to go +back to the arms of His father, he must suffer dreadfully. I pray, from +my heart I pray, that if he committed the sin he may have the suffering, +for there is no other road to the Father; but I cannot pray that this +awful suffering may be sent to give us a better house, and our children +finer clothes, and that richer food may be put on our table." + +Mrs. Home was silent for a moment, then she said,-- + +"Angus, forgive me, I did not look at it in that light." + +"No, my dearest, and because I so pity her, if her father really is +guilty, I do not want you unnecessarily to pain Miss Harman. You +remember my telling you of that fine girl I met in Regent's Park +yesterday, the girl who was so kind and nice to our children. I have +just been up with Harold, and he tells me that your Miss Harman and his +pretty lady are one and the same." + +"Is that really so?" answered Mrs. Home. "Yes. I know that Charlotte +Harman is very attractive. Did I not tell you, Angus, that she had won +my own heart? But I confess when I saw those gifts and read her note I +felt angry. I thought after hearing my tale she should have done more. +These presents seemed to me in the light of a bribe." + +"Charlotte!" + +"Ah! I know you are shocked. You cannot see the thing with my eyes; that +is how they really looked to me." + +"Then, my dear wife, may I give you a piece of advice?" + +"That is what I am hungering for, Angus." + +"Tell the whole story, as frankly--more frankly than you have told it to +me, to God to-night. Lay the whole matter in the loving hands of your +Father, then, Charlotte; after so praying, if in the morning you still +think Miss Harman was actuated by so mean a spirit, treat her as she +deserves. With your own hands deal the punishment to her, send +everything back." + +Mrs. Home's face flushed very brightly, and she lowered her eyes to +prevent her husband seeing the look of shame which filled them. The +result of this conversation was the following note written the next +morning to Miss Harman. + + I could not have thanked you last night for what you have done, + but I can to-day. You have won my children's little hearts. Be + thankful that you have made my dear little ones so happy. You ask + to see me again, Miss Harman. I do not think I can come to you, and + I don't ask you to come here. Still I will see you; name some + afternoon to meet me in Regent's Park and I will be there. + + Yours, + CHARLOTTE HOME. + +Thus the gifts were kept, and the mother tried to pray away a certain +soreness which would remain notwithstanding all her husband's words. She +was human after all, however, and Charlotte Harman might have been +rewarded had she seen her face the following Sunday morning when she +brought her pretty children down to their father to inspect them in +their new clothes. + +Harold went to church that morning, with his mother, in a very +picturesque hat; but no one suspected quite how much it was worth, not +even those jealous mothers who saw it and remarked upon it, and wondered +who had left Mrs. Home a legacy, for stowed carefully away under the +lining was Charlotte Harman's bright, crisp, fifty-pound note. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +TWO CHARLOTTES. + + +It was a week after; the very day, in fact, on which Hinton was to give +up his present most comfortable quarters for the chances and changes of +Mrs. Home's poor little dwelling. That anxious young wife and mother, +having completed her usual morning duties, set off to Regent's Park to +meet Miss Harman. It was nearly March now, and the days, even in the +afternoon, were stretching, and though it was turning cold the feeling +of coming spring was more decidedly getting into the air. + +Mrs. Home had told her children that she was going to meet their pretty +lady, and Harold had begged hard to come too. His mother would have +taken him, but he had a cold, and looked heavy, so she started off for +her long walk alone. Won by her husband's gentler and more Christ-like +spirit, Mrs. Home had written to Miss Harman to propose this meeting; +but in agreeing to an interview with her kinswoman she had effected a +compromise with her own feelings. She would neither go to her nor ask +her to come to the little house in Kentish Town. The fact was she wanted +to meet this young woman on some neutral ground. There were certain +unwritten, but still most stringent, laws of courtesy which each must +observe in her own home to the other. Charlotte Home intended, as she +went to meet Miss Harman on this day of early spring, that very plain +words indeed should pass between them. + +By this it will be seen that she was still very far behind her husband, +and that much of a sore and angry sensation was still lingering in her +heart. + +"Miss Harman will, of course, keep me waiting," she said to herself, as +she entered the park, and walked quickly towards the certain part where +they had agreed to meet. She gave a slight start therefore, when she saw +that young woman slowly pacing up and down, with the very quiet and +meditative air of one who had been doing so for some little time. Miss +Harman was dressed with almost studied plainness and simplicity. All the +rich furs which the children had admired were put away. When she saw +Mrs. Home she quickened her slow steps into almost a run of welcome, and +clasped her toil-worn and badly gloved hands in both her own. + +"How glad I am to see you! You did not hurry, I hope. You are quite out +of breath. Why did you walk so fast?" + +"I did not walk fast until I saw you under the trees, Miss Harman. I +thought I should have time enough, for I imagined I should have to wait +for you." + +"What an unreasonable thing to suppose of me! I am the idle one, you the +busy. No: I respect wives and mothers too much to treat them in that +fashion." Miss Harman smiled as she spoke. + +Mrs. Home did not outwardly respond to the smile, though the gracious +bearing, the loving, sweet face were beginning very slowly to effect a +thaw, for some hard little ice lumps in her heart were melting. The +immediate effect of this was, however, so strong a desire to cry that, +to steel herself against these untimely tears, she became in manner +harder than ever. + +"And now what shall we do?" said Charlotte Harman. "The carriage is +waiting for us at the next gate; shall we go for a drive, or shall we +walk about here?" + +"I would rather walk here," said Mrs. Home. + +"Very well. Charlotte, I am glad to see you. And how are your children?" + +"Harold has a cold. The other two are very well." + +"I never saw sweeter children in my life. And do you know I met your +husband? He and your children both spoke to me in the park. It was the +day before I came to your house. Mr. Home gave me a very short sermon to +think over. I shall never forget it." + +"He saw you and liked you," answered Mrs. Home. "He told me of that +meeting." + +"And I want another meeting. Such a man as that has never come into my +life before. I want to see more of him. Charlotte, why did you propose +that we should meet here? Why not in my house, or in yours? I wanted to +come to you again. I was much disappointed when I got your note." + +"I am sorry to have disappointed you; but I thought it best that we +should meet here." + +"But why? I don't understand." + +"They say that rich people are obtuse. I did not want to see your +riches, nor for you to behold the poverty of my land." + +"Charlotte!" + +"Please don't think me very hard, but I would rather you did not say +Charlotte." + +"You would rather I did not say Charlotte?" + +Two large tears of surprise and pain filled Miss Harman's gray eyes. But +such a great flood of weeping was so near the surface with the other +woman that she dared not look at her. + +"I would rather you did not say Charlotte," she repeated, "for we call +those whom we love and are friendly with by their Christian names." + +"I thought you loved me. You said so. You can't take back your own +words." + +"I don't want to. I do love you in my heart. I feel I could love you +devotedly; but for all that we can never be friends." + +Miss Harman was silent for a moment or two, then she said slowly, but +with growing passion in her voice, "Ah! you are thinking of that +wretched money. I thought love ranked higher than gold all the world +over." + +"So it does, or appears to do, for those who all their lives have had +plenty; but it is just possible, just possible, I say, that those who +are poor, poor enough to know what hunger and cold mean, and have seen +their dearest wanting the comforts that money can buy, it is possible +that such people may prefer their money rights to the profession of +empty love." + +"Empty love!" repeated Miss Harman. The words stung her. She was growing +angry, and the anger became this stately creature well. With cheeks and +eyes both glowing she turned to her companion. "If you and I are not to +part at once, and never meet again, there must be very plain words +between us. Shall I speak those words?" she asked. + +"I came here that our words might be very plain," answered Mrs. Home. + +"They shall be," said Charlotte Harman. + +They were in a very quiet part of the park. Even the nurses and children +were out of sight. Now they ceased walking, and turned and faced each +other. + +They were both tall, and both the poor and the rich young woman had +considerable dignity of bearing; but Charlotte Home was now the composed +one. Charlotte Harman felt herself quivering with suppressed anger. +Injustice was being dealt out to her, and injustice to the child of +affluence and luxury was a new sensation. + +"You came to me the other day," she began, "I had never seen you before, +never before in all my life ever heard your name. You, however, knew me, +and you told me a story. It was a painful and very strange story. It +made you not only my very nearest kin, but also made you the victim of a +great wrong. The wrong was a large one, and the victim was to be pitied; +but the sting of it all lay, to me, not in either of the facts, but in +this, that you gave me to understand that he who had dealt you such a +blow was--my father. My father, one of the most noble, upright, and +righteous of men, you made out to me, to me, his only child, to be no +better than a common thief. I did not turn you from my doors for your +base words. I pitied you. In spite of myself I liked you; in spite of +myself I _believed_ you. You went away, and in the agony of mind which +followed during the next few hours I could have gladly fled for ever +from the sight of all the wide world. I had been the very happiest of +women. You came. You went. I was one of the most miserable. I am engaged +to be married, and the man I am engaged to came into the room. I felt +guilty before him. I could not raise my eyes to his, for, again I tell +you, I believed your tale, and my father's bitter shame was mine. I +could not rest. Happen what would I must learn the truth at once. I have +an uncle, my father's brother; he must know all. I sent my lover away +and went to this uncle. I asked to have an interview with him, and in +that interview I told him all you had told to me. He was not surprised. +He acknowledged at once the true and real relationship between us; but +he also explained away the base doubts you had put into my head. My +father, my own beloved father, is all, and more than all, I have ever +thought him. He would scorn to be unjust, to rob any one. You have been +unfortunate; you have been treated cruelly; but the injustice, the +cruelty have been penetrated by one long years now in his grave. In +short, your father has been the wicked man, not mine." + +Here Mrs. Home tried to speak, but Miss Harman held up her hand. + +"You must hear me out," she said. "I am convinced, but I do not expect +you to be. After my uncle had done speaking, and I had time to realize +all the relief those words of his had given me, I said, still an +injustice has been done. We have no right to our wealth while she +suffers from such poverty. Be my grandfather's will what it may, we must +alter it. We must so act as if he had left money to his youngest child. +My uncle agreed with me; perhaps not so fully as I could wish, still he +did agree; but he made one proviso. My father is ill, I fear. I fear he +is very ill. The one dark cloud hanging over his whole life lay in those +years when he was estranged from his own father. To speak of you I must +bring back those years to his memory. Any excitement is bad for him now. +My uncle said, 'Wait until your father is better, then we will do +something for Mrs. Home.' To this I agreed. Was I very unreasonable to +agree to this delay for my father's sake?" + +Here Charlotte Harman paused and looked straight at her companion. Mrs. +Home's full gaze met hers. Again, the innocent candor of the one pair of +eyes appealed straight to the heart lying beneath the other. Unconvinced +she was still. Still to her, her own story held good: but she was +softened, and she held out her hand. + +"There is no unreasonableness in _you_, Charlotte," she said. + +"Ah! then you will call me Charlotte?" said the other, her face glowing +with delight. + +"I call you so now. I won't answer for the future." + +"We will accept the pleasant present. I don't fear the future. I shall +win your whole heart yet. Now let us drop all disagreeables and talk +about those we both love. Charlotte, what a baby you have got! Your baby +must be an angel to you." + +"All my children are that to me. When I look at them I think God has +sent to me three angels to dwell with me." + +"Ah! what a happy thought, and what a happy woman. Then your husband, he +must be like the archangel Gabriel, so just, so righteous, so noble. I +love him already: but I think I should be a little afraid of him. He is +so--so very unearthly. Now you, Mrs. Home, let me tell you, are very +earthly, very human indeed." + +Mrs. Home smiled, for this praise of her best beloved could not but be +pleasant to her. She told Miss Harman a little more about her husband +and her children, and Miss Harman listened with that appreciation which +is the sweetest flattery in the world. After a time she said,-- + +"I am not going to marry any one the least bit unearthly, but I see you +are a model wife, and I want to be likewise. For--did I not tell you?--I +am to be married in exactly two months from now." + +"Are you really? Are you indeed?" + +Was it possible after this piece of confidence for these two young women +not to be friends? + +Charlotte Home, though so poor, felt suddenly, in experience, in all +true womanly knowledge, rich beside her companion. Charlotte Harman, for +all her five and twenty years, was but a child beside this earnest wife +and mother. + +They talked; the one relating her happy experience, the other listening, +as though on her wedding-day she was certainly to step into the land of +Beulah. It was the old, old story, repeated again, as those two paced up +and down in the gray March afternoon. When at last they parted there was +no need to say that they were friends. + +And yet as she hurried home the poor Charlotte could not help reflecting +that whatever her cause she had done nothing for it. Charlotte Harman +might be very sweet. It might be impossible not to admire her, to love +her, to take her to her heart of hearts. But would that love bring back +her just rights? would that help her children by and by? She reached +her hall door to find her husband standing there. + +"Lottie, where have you been? I waited for you, for I did not like to go +out and leave him. Harold is ill, and the doctor has just left." + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +A FRIEND IN NEED. + + +For many days after that interview in Regent's Park, it seemed that one +of the three, who made the little house in Kentish Town so truly like +heaven, was to be an angel indeed. Harold's supposed cold had turned to +scarlet fever, and the doctor feared that Harold would die. + +Immediately after her interview with Charlotte Harman, Mrs. Home went +upstairs to learn from the grave lips of the medical man what ailed her +boy, and what a hard fight for life or death he had before him. She was +a brave woman, and whatever anguish might lie underneath, no tears +filled her eyes as she looked at his flushed face. When the doctor had +gone, she stole softly from the sick-room, and going to the drawing-room +where Hinton was already in possession, she tapped at the door. + +To his "Come in," she entered at once, and said abruptly without +preface,-- + +"I hope you have unpacked nothing. I must ask you to go away at once." + +She had her bonnet still on, and, but for the pallor of her face, she +looked cold, even unmoved. + +"I have everything unpacked, and I don't want to go. Why should I?" +demanded Hinton, in some surprise. + +"My eldest boy has scarlet fever. The other two will probably take it. +You must on no account stay here; you must leave to-night if you wish to +escape infection." + +In an instant Hinton was by her side. + +"Your boy has scarlet fever?" he repeated. "I know something of scarlet +fever. He must instantly be moved to an airy bedroom. The best bedroom +in the house is mine. Your boy must sleep in my bedroom to-night." + +"It is a good thought," said Mrs. Home. "Thank you for suggesting it--I +will move him down at once; the bed is well aired, and the sheets are +fresh and clean. I will have him moved whenever you can go." + +She was leaving the room when Hinton followed her. + +"I said nothing about going. I don't mean to. I can have a blanket and +sleep on the sofa. I am not going away, Mrs. Home." + +"Mr. Hinton, have you no one you care for? Why do you run this risk." + +"I have some one I care for very much indeed; but I run no risk. I had +scarlet fever long ago. In any case I have no fear of infection. Now I +know your husband is out; let me go upstairs and help you bring down the +little fellow." + +"God bless you," said the wife and mother. Her eyes were beautiful as +she raised them to the face of this good Samaritan. + + * * * * * + +The little patient was moved to the large and comfortable room, and +Hinton found himself in the position of good angel to this poor family. +He had never supposed himself capable of taking such a post with regard +to any one; but the thing seemed thrust upon him. An obvious duty had +come into his life, and he never even for the briefest instant dreamed +of shirking it. He was a man without physical fear. The hardships of +life, the roughing of poverty were not worth a passing thought of +annoyance; but there was one little act of self-denial which he must now +exercise; and it is to be owned that he felt it with a heart-pang. He +had never told Charlotte that he was going to live in the house with +Mrs. Home. He had not meant to keep this fact a secret from her, but +there was still a soreness over him when he thought of this young woman +which prevented her name coming readily to his lips. On this first night +in his new abode he sat down to write to his promised wife; but neither +now did he give his address, nor tell his landlady's name. He had an +obvious reason, however, now for his conduct. + +This was what Charlotte received from her lover on the following +morning,-- + + "MY DARLING,--Such a strange thing has happened; but one which, + thank God, as far as I am concerned, need not cause you the least + alarm. I moved from my old lodgings to-day and went a little + further into the country. I had just unpacked my belongings and was + expecting some tea, for I was hot and thirsty, when my landlady + came in and told me that her eldest child is taken very ill with + scarlet fever. She has other children, and fears the infection will + spread. She is a very poor woman, but is one of those who in their + bearing and manner, you, Charlotte, would call noble. She wanted me + to leave at once, but this, Charlotte, I could not do. I am staying + here, and will give her what little help lies in my power. You know + there is no fear for me, for I had the complaint long ago. But, + dearest, there is just one thing that is hard. Until this little + child is better, I must not see you. You have not had this fever, + Charlotte, and for you, for my own sake, and your father's sake, I + must run no risk. I will write to you every day, or as much oftener + as you wish, for I can disinfect my paper; but I will not go to + Prince's Gate at present." + + "Ever, my own true love, + "Yours most faithfully, + "John Hinton." + +This letter was posted that very night, but Hinton did not put his new +address on it; he meant Charlotte now for prudential reasons to write to +his chambers. He returned to his lodgings, and for many weary and +anxious nights to come shared their watch with Mr. and Mrs. Home. So +quietly, so absolutely had this young man stepped into his office, that +the father and mother did not think of refusing his services. He was a +good nurse, as truly tender-hearted and brave men almost always are. The +sick child liked his touch. The knowledge of his presence was pleasant. +When nothing else soothed him, he would lie quiet if Hinton held his +little hot hand in his. + +One evening, opening his bright feverish eyes, he fixed them full on +Hinton's face and said slowly and earnestly,-- + +"I did kiss that pretty lady." + +"He means a lady whom he met in the Park; a Miss Harman, who came here +and brought him toys," explained Mrs. Home. + +"Yes, isn't she a pretty lady?" repeated little Harold. + +"Very pretty," answered Hinton, bending low over him. + +The child smiled. It was a link between them. He again stole his hand +into that of the young man. But as days wore on and the fever did not +abate, the little life in that small frame began to grow feeble. From +being an impossibility, it grew to be probable, then almost certain, +that the little lad must die. Neither father nor mother seemed alive to +the coming danger; but Hinton, loving less than they did, was not +blinded. He had seen scarlet fever before, he knew something of its +treatment; he doubted the proper course having ever been pursued here. +One evening he followed the doctor from the sick-room. + +"The child is very ill," he said. + +"The child is so ill," answered the medical man, "that humanly speaking +there is very little hope of his life." + +"Good sir!" exclaimed Hinton, shocked at his fears being put into such +plain language. "Don't you see that those parents' lives are bound up in +the child's, and they know nothing? Why have you told them nothing? Only +to-night his mother thought him better." + +"The fever is nearly over, and in consequence the real danger beginning; +but I dare not tell the mother, she would break down. The father is of +different stuff, he would bear it. But there is time enough for the +mother to know when all is over." + +"I call that cruel. Why don't you get in other advice?" + +"My dear sir, they are very poor people. Think of the expense, and it +would be of no use, no use whatever." + +"Leave the expense to me, and also the chance of its doing any good. I +should never have an easy moment if I let that little lad die without +having done all in my power. Two heads are better than one. Do you +object to consulting with Dr. H----?" + +"By no means, Mr. Hinton. He is a noted authority on such cases." + +"Then be here in an hour from now, doctor, and you shall meet him." + +Away flew Hinton, and within the specified time the great authority on +such cases was standing by little Harold's bedside. + +"The fever is over, but the child is sinking from exhaustion. Give him a +glass of champagne instantly," were the first directions given by the +great man. + +Hinton returned with a bottle of the best his money could purchase in +ten minutes. + +A tablespoonful was given to the child. He opened his eyes and seemed +revived. + +"Ah! that is good. I will stay with the little fellow to-night," said +Dr. H----. "You, madam," he added, looking at Mrs. Home, "are to go to +bed. On no other condition do I stay." + +Hinton and Dr. H---- shared that night's watch between them, and in the +morning the little life was pronounced safe. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +EMPTY PURSES. + + +It was not until Harold's life was really safe that his mother realized +how very nearly he had been taken from her. But for Hinton's timely +interposition, and the arrival of Doctor H---- at the critical moment, +the face she so loved might have been cold and still now, and the spirit +have returned to God who gave it. + +Looking at the little sleeper breathing in renewed health and life with +each gentle inspiration, such a rush of gratitude and over-powering +emotion came over Mrs. Home that she was obliged to follow Hinton into +his sitting-room. There she suddenly went down on her knees. + +"God bless you," she said. "God most abundantly bless you for what you +have done for me and mine. You are, except my husband, the most truly +Christian man I ever met." + +"Don't," said Hinton, moved and even shocked at her position. "I +loved--I love the little lad. It is nothing, what we do for those we +love." + +"No; it is, as you express it, nothing to save a mother's heart from +worse than breaking," answered Charlotte Home. "If ever you marry and +have a son of your own, you will begin to understand what you have done +for me. You will be thankful then to think of this day." + +Then with a smile which an angel might have given him, the mother went +away, and Hinton sat down to write to Charlotte. But he was much moved +and excited by those earnest words of love and approval. He felt as +though a laurel wreath had been placed on his head, and he wondered +would his first brief, his first sense of legal triumph, be sweeter to +him than the look in that mother's face this morning. + +"And it was so easily won," he said to himself. "For who but a brute +under the circumstances could have acted otherwise?" + +In writing to Charlotte he told her all. It was a relief to pour out his +heart to her, though of course he carefully kept back names. + +By return of post he received her answer. + +"I must do something for that mother. You will not let me come to her. +But if I cannot and must not come, I can at least help with money. How +much money shall I send you?" + +To this Hinton answered,-- + +"None. She is a proud woman. She would not accept it." + +As he put this second letter in the post, he felt that any money gift +between these two Charlottes would be impossible. During little Harold's +illness he had put away all thoughts of the possibility of Mrs. Home +being entitled to any of his Charlotte's wealth. The near and likely +approach of death had put far from his mind all ideas of money. But now, +with the return of the usual routine of life in this small and humble +house, came back to Hinton's mind the thoughts which had so sorely +troubled him on the night on which Charlotte had told him Mrs. Home's +story. For his own personal convenience and benefit he had put away +these thoughts. He had decided that he could not move hand or foot in +the matter. But in the very house with this woman, though he might so +resolve not to act, he could not put the sense of the injustice done to +her away from his heart. He pondered on it and grew uneasy as to the +righteousness of his own conduct. As this uneasiness gathered strength, +he even avoided Mrs. Home's presence. For the first time, too, in his +life Hinton was beginning to realize what a very ugly thing +poverty--particularly the poverty of the upper classes--really is. To +make things easier for this family in their time of illness, he had +insisted on having what meals he took in the house, in the room with Mr. +and Mrs. Home. He would not, now that Harold was better, change this +custom. But though he liked it, it brought him into direct contact with +the small shifts necessary to make so slender a purse as their's cover +their necessary expenses. Mr. Home noticed nothing; but Mrs. Home's thin +face grew more and more worn, and Hinton's heart ached as he watched it. +He felt more and more compunctions as to his own conduct. These +feelings were to be quickened into activity by a very natural +consequence which occurred just then. + +Little Harold's life was spared, and neither Daisy nor the baby had +taken the fever. So far all was well. Doctor H----, too, had ceased his +visits, and the little invalid was left to the care of the first doctor +who had been called in. Yes, up to a certain point Harold's progress +towards recovery was all that could be satisfactory. But beyond that +point he did not go. For a fortnight after the fever left him his +progress towards recovery was rapid. Then came the sudden standstill. +His appetite failed him, a cough came on, and a hectic flush in the pale +little face. The child was pining for a change of air, and the father's +and mother's purse had been already drained almost to emptiness by the +expenses of the first illness. One day when Doctor Watson came and felt +the feeble, too rapid pulse he looked grave. Mrs. Home followed him from +the room. + +"What ails my boy, doctor? He is making no progress, none whatever." + +"Does he sleep enough?" asked Doctor Watson suddenly. + +"Not well; he coughs and is restless." + +"Ah! I am sorry he has got that cough. How is his appetite?" + +"He does not fancy much food. He has quite turned against his beef-tea." + +Doctor Watson was silent. + +"What is wrong?" asked Mrs. Home, coming nearer and looking up into his +face. + +"Madam, there is nothing to alarm yourself with. Your boy has gone +through a most severe illness; the natural consequences must follow. He +wants change. He will be fit to travel by easy stages in a week at +latest. I should recommend Torquay. It is mild and shielded from the +spring east winds. Take him to Torquay as soon as possible. Keep him +there for a month, and he will return quite well." + +"Suppose I cannot?" + +"Ah! then----" with an expressive shrug of the shoulders and raising of +the brows, "my advice is to take him if possible. I don't like that +cough." + +Doctor Watson turned away. He felt sorry enough, but he had more acute +cases than little Harold Home's to trouble him, and he wisely resolved +that to think about what could not be remedied, would but injure his own +powers of working. Being a really kind-hearted man he said to himself, +"I will make their bill as light as I can when I send it in." And then +he forgot the poor curate's family until the time came round for his +next visit. Meanwhile Mrs. Home stood still for a moment where he had +left her, then went slowly to her own room. + +"Mother, mother, I want you," called the weak, querulous voice of the +sick child. + +"Coming in a moment, darling," she said. But for that one moment, she +felt she must be alone. + +Locking her door she went down on her knees. Not a tear came to her +eyes, not a word to her lips. There was an inward groan, expressing +itself in some voiceless manner after this fashion,-- + +"My God, my God, must I go through the fiery furnace?" Then smoothing +her hair, and forcing a smile back to her lips, she went back to her +little son. + +All that afternoon she sat with him, singing to him, telling him +stories, playing with him. In the evening, however, she sought an +opportunity to speak to her husband alone. + +"Angus, you know how nearly we lost our boy a week ago?" + +The curate paused, and looked at her earnestly, surprised at her look +and manner. + +"Yes, my dearest," he said. "But God was merciful." + +"Oh! Angus," she said; and now relief came to her, for as she spoke she +began to weep. "You are good, you are brave, you could have let him go. +But for me--for me--it would have killed me. I should have died or gone +mad!" + +"Lottie dear--my darling, you are over-strung. The trial, the fiery +trial, was not sent. Why dwell on what our loving Father has averted?" + +"Oh, Angus! but has He--has He," then choking with pent-up emotion, she +told what the doctor had said to-day, how necessary the expensive change +was for the little life. "And we have no money," she said in conclusion, +"our purse is very nearly empty." + +"Very nearly empty indeed," answered Angus Home. + +He was absolutely silent after this news, no longer attempting to +comfort his wife. + +"Angus, God is cruel if for the sake of wanting a little money our boy +must die." + +"Don't," said the curate--God was so precious to him that these words +smote on him even now with a sense of agony--"don't," he repeated, and +he raised his hand as though to motion away an evil spirit. + +"He is cruel if He lets our boy die for want of money to save him," +repeated the mother in her desperation. + +"He won't do that, Lottie--He will never do that, there is not the least +fear." + +"Then how are we to get the money?" + +"I don't know, I cannot think to-night. I will go up to Harold now." + +He turned and left the room with slow steps. As he mounted the stairs +his back was so bent, his face so gray and careworn, that though +scarcely forty he looked like an old man. + +This was Harold's one precious hour with his father, and the little +fellow was sitting up in bed and expecting him. + +"Father," he said, noticing the anxious look on his face, which was +generally as serene and peaceful as the summer sea, "what is the matter? +You are ill; are you going to have the scarlet fever too?" + +"No, my dear, dear boy. I am quite well, quite well at least in body. I +have a care on my mind that makes me look a little sad, but don't notice +it, Harold, it will pass." + +"_You_ have a care on your mind!" said Harold in a tone of surprise. "I +know mother often, often has, but I did not think you had cares, +father." + +"How can I help it, boy, sometimes?" + +"I thought you gave your cares to God. I don't understand a bit how you +manage it, but I remember quite well your telling mother that you gave +your cares away to God." + +The father turning round suddenly, stooped down and kissed the boy. + +"Thank you, my son, for reminding me. Yes, I will give this care too to +God, it shall not trouble me." + +Then the two began to talk, and the son's little wasted hand was held in +the father's. The father's face had recovered its serenity, and the +little son, though he coughed continually, looked happy. + +"Father," he said suddenly, "there's just one thing I'm sorry for." + +"What's that, my boy?" + +"There were a whole lot of other things, father; about my never having +gone to live in the country, and those gypsy teas that mother told me +of. You light a fire outside, you know, father, and boil the kettle on +it, and have your tea in the woods and the fields. It must be just +delicious. I was sorry about that, for I've never been to one, never +_even_ to one all my life long; and then there's the pretty lady--I do +want to see my pretty lady once again. I was sorry about those things +all day, but not now. 'Tisn't any of those things makes me so sorry +now." + +"What makes you sorry, Harold?" + +"Father, I'm just a little bit jealous about Jesus. You see there's +always such a lot of us little children dying and going to heaven, and +He can't come for us all, so He has to send angels. Now I don't want an +angel, I want Him to come for me Himself." + +"Perhaps He will, Harold," said his father, "perhaps Jesus will be so +very loving to His little lamb that He will find time to come for him +Himself." + +"Oh, father! when you are giving Him your new care to-night, will you +just ask Him not to be so dreadfully busy, but to try and come Himself?" + +"Yes, Harold," said the father. + +After this promise little Harold went to sleep very happily. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +"THY WILL BE DONE." + + +"You always give your cares to God," little Harold had said to his +father. + +That father, on his knees with his head bowed between his hands, and a +tempest of agony, of entreaty in his heart, found suddenly that he could +not give this care away to God. For a moment, when the boy had spoken, +he had believed that this was possible, but when little Harold had +himself spoken so quietly of dying and going to Jesus, the father's +heart rose suddenly in the fiercest rebellion. No; if it meant the +slaying of his first-born he could not so quietly lay it in the hands of +God and say, "Thy will be done." This unearthly man, who had always +lived with a kind of heaven-sent radiance round his path, found himself +suddenly human after all. His earthly arms clung tightly round the +earthly form of his pretty little lad and would not unclasp themselves. +It was to this man who had so serenely and for many years walked in the +sunshine of God's presence, with nothing to hide his glory from his +eyes, as though he had come up to a high, a blank, an utterly +impenetrable wall, which shut away all the divine radiance. He could +neither climb this wall, nor could he see one glimpse of God at the dark +side where he found himself. In an agony this brave heart tried to pray, +but his voice would not rise above his chamber, would not indeed even +ascend to his lips. He found himself suddenly voiceless and dumb, dead +despair stealing over him. He did not, however, rise from his knees, and +in this position his wife found him when, late that night, she came up +to bed. She had been crying so hard and so long that by very force of +those tears her heart was lighter, and her husband, when he raised his +eyes, hollow from the terrible struggle within, to her face, looked now +the most miserable of the two. The mute appeal in his eyes smote on the +wife's loving heart, instantly she came over and knelt by his side. + +"You must come to bed, Angus dear. I have arranged with Mr. Hinton, and +he will sit up with our little lad for the next few hours." + +"I could not sleep, Lottie," answered the husband. "God is coming to +take away our child and I can't say, 'Thy will be done.'" + +"You can't!" repeated the wife, and now her lips fell apart and she +gazed at her husband. + +"No Lottie; you called God cruel downstairs, and now He looks cruel to +me. I can't give Him my first-born. I can't say 'Thy will be done;' but +oh!" continued the wretched man, "this is horrible, this is blasphemous. +Oh! has God indeed forsaken me?" + +"No, no, no!" suddenly almost shrieked the wife; "no, no!" she repeated; +and now she had flung her arms round her husband and was straining him +to her heart. "Oh, my darling! my beloved! you were never, never, never, +so near to me, so dear to me, as now. God does not want you to say that, +Angus. Angus, it is _not_ God's will that our child should die, it is +Satan's will, not God's. God is love, and it can't be love to torture +us, and tear our darling away from us like that. The will of God is +righteousness, and love, and happiness; not darkness, and death, and +misery. Oh, Angus! let us both kneel here and say, 'Thy will be done,' +for I believe the will of God will be to save the child." + +A great faith had suddenly come to this woman. She lifted her voice, and +a torrent of eloquent words, of passionate utterances, rent the air and +went up to God from that little room, and the husband stole his hand +into the wife's as she prayed. After this they both slept, and Lottie's +heart was lighter than it had ever been in all her life before. + +The next morning this lightness, almost gayety of heart, was still +there. For the time she had really changed places with her husband; for, +believing that the end would be good, she felt strong to endure. + +Mr. and Mrs. Home went downstairs to find Hinton regarding them +anxiously. He had not spent a long night with the sick child without +gathering very clearly how imminent was the peril still hanging over the +family. Harold's night had been a wretched one, and he was weaker this +morning. Hinton felt that a great deal more must be done to restore +Harold to health; but he had not heard what Dr. Watson had said, and was +therefore as yet in the dark and much puzzled how best to act. Seeing +the mother's face serene, almost calm, as she poured out the tea, and +the father's clouded over, he judged both wrongly. + +"She is deceived," he said of the one. "He knows," he said of the other. +Had he, however, reversed the positions it would have been nearer the +truth. + +He went away with a thousand schemes in his head. He would visit the +doctor. He would--could he--might he, risk a visit to Charlotte? He was +resolved that in some way he must save the boy; but it was not reserved +for his hand to do the good deed on this occasion. After breakfast he +went out, and Mr. Home, feeling almost like a dead man, hurried off to +the daily service. + +For a brief moment Charlotte was alone. The instant she found herself +so, she went straight down on her knees, and with eyes and heart raised +to heaven, said, aloud and fervently,-- + +"Thy holy, loving, righteous Will be done." + +Then she got up and went to her little son. In the course of the morning +the boy said to his mother,-- + +"How much I should like to see that pretty lady." + +"It would not be safe for her to come to you, my darling," said Mrs. +Home. "You are not yet quite free from infection, and if you saw her +now she might get ill. You would not harm your pretty lady, Harold?" + +"No, indeed, mother, not for worlds. But if I can't see her," he added, +"may I have her toys to play with?" + +The mother fetched them and laid them on the bed. + +"And now give me what was in the brown paper parcels, mother. The dear, +dear, dainty clothes! Oh! didn't our baby look just lovely in his velvet +frock? Please, mother, _may_ I see those pretty things once again?" + +Mrs. Home could not refuse. The baby's pelisse, Daisy's frock, and +Harold's own hat were placed by his side. He took up the hat with a +great sigh of admiration. It was of dark purple plush, with a plume of +ostrich feathers. + +"May I put it on, mother?" asked the little lad. + +He did so, then asked for a glass to look at himself. + +"Ah?" he said, half crying, half frightened at his wasted pale little +face under this load of finery, "I don't like it now. My pretty, pretty +lady's hat is much too big for me now. I can't wear it. Oh! mother, +wouldn't she be disappointed?" + +"She shan't be," said the mother, "for I will draw in the lining, and +then it will fit you as well as possible." + +"But oh! mother, do be careful. I saw her put in a nice little bit of +soft paper; I saw her put it under the lining my own self. You will +crush that bit of paper if you aren't careful, mother." + +The mother did not much heed the little eager voice, she drew in a cord +which ran round the lining, then again placed the hat on Harold's head. + +"Now it fits, darling," she said. + +"But I think the bit of paper is injured," persisted the boy. "How funny +I should never have thought of it until now. I'll take it out, mother, +and you can put it by with the other things." + +The little fingers poked under the lining and drew out something thin +and neatly folded. + +"Look, look, mother!" he said excitedly; "there's writing. Read it, +mother; read what she said." + +Mrs. Home read,-- + + "For Harold, with his lady's love." + +She turned the paper. There, staring her in the face, lay a fresh, crisp +Bank of England note for fifty pounds. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +"YOU KEPT A SECRET FROM ME." + + +Hinton, when he went away that morning, was, as I have said, very +undecided how best to act. He saw very clearly the fresh danger arising +to Harold. Was he but rescued from the dangerous fever to fall a prey to +lingering, or, perhaps, rapid consumption? Even his unprofessional eye +saw the danger the boy was in; and the boy himself, lying awake during +most of the weary hours of the night, had confided to his friend some +thoughts which it seemed to Hinton could only come to such a child as +the precursor of death. He now loved the boy for his own sake, and he +was determined, even more determined than during the height of the +fever, to do something to again save his life. + +After a brief pause for rapid thought, he determined to visit Dr. +Watson. That busy man was at home and saw Hinton at once. + +"Little Home is no better," said Hinton, going straight, as his wont +was, to the very heart of his subject. + +"He will never be any better unless he has change," replied the doctor. +"Neither I nor any other man can now do more for him. He requires, nay, +he is dying for want of nature's remedies, complete change, fresh, mild +sea-air. I told his mother so most plainly yesterday. I recommended +Torquay within a week from now, if she wishes to save his life." + +"Torquay is an expensive place, and a very long way from London," +replied Hinton. "It seems almost cruel to tell Mrs. Home to do that for +her child which must be utterly impossible." + +"There is no other chance for his life," replied the doctor. "I should +be doing less than my duty, did I for a moment conceal that fact." + +Hinton paused for a moment to think, then he abruptly changed the +subject. + +"I want to visit a friend this morning--a friend who has never had +scarlet fever. It is rather important that we should meet; but I must +not risk danger. You know I have been a good deal with the little boy. +Is there a risk to my friend in our meeting now?" + +"Change all your clothes," replied the doctor; "wear nothing you have in +the Homes' house. Perhaps it would also be a wise precaution to take a +Turkish bath. If you do all this you may meet your friend without the +slightest risk of evil consequences." + +Hinton thanked the doctor, and as the result of this conversation +entered the dining-room in Prince's Gate just as Charlotte was sitting +down to her solitary luncheon. + +It was over three weeks since these two had met, and the long three +weeks had seemed like for ever to the loving heart of the woman, who was +so soon now to be Hinton's wife. She expressed her joy at this +unexpected meeting, not so much by words, but so effectually with eyes +and manner, that Hinton, as he folded his arms round her, could not help +a great throb of thankfulness rising up from his heart. + +They sat down to lunch, and then afterwards Hinton told her the story of +little Harold Home. In telling this tale, however, he omitted again both +name and address. He had not meant when beginning his tale to keep these +things any longer a mystery from her, but as the words dropped from him, +and Charlotte's eyes were fixed on his face, and Charlotte's lips +trembled with emotion, some undefined sensation prompted him to keep +back these particulars. + +Hinton, in coming to Charlotte, relied on her help, but he meant her +just now to bestow it as on a stranger. As he had expected, his tale +aroused her warmest enthusiasm and interest. + +"John," she said, "something must be done. The boy must not die!" + +"He must go to Torquay," replied Hinton. "That is most manifest. But the +difficulty will be how. They are very proud people. The difficulty will +be how to induce them to accept aid from outsiders." + +"Do you think they will be proud, John, when their child's life depends +on their accepting some aid from others? I don't think they will allow +so false an emotion to sacrifice his little precious life. It seems to +me, that were I in that mother's place, I would lick the dust off the +most menial feet that ever walked, to save my child." + +"Perhaps you are right," said Hinton: "there is no doubt that one woman +can best read the heart of another. What I propose is, that I take the +little boy down to Torquay for a few weeks; I can make an excuse to the +mother on my own score, and it will not seem so hard for her to send her +boy. And the little lad loves me, I believe." + +"Would it not be best for the mother to take her child herself?" + +"It undoubtedly would. But it would be placing her under deeper +obligation. I want to make it as light as possible to her." + +"Then, John, you will give me one happiness? I will provide the money +for this expedition." + +"You shall, my dearest," answered Hinton, stooping down and kissing her. + +He meant her to help Charlotte Home in this way, and he did not notice +the slight sigh scarcely allowed to escape her lips. The fact was, +Charlotte Harman had grown very hungry, almost starved, for her lover +during his three weeks' absence, and now the thought that he was going +still farther away from her, and their wedding-day drawing so quickly +on, could not but excite a pang; the selfish part of her rose in revolt, +and struggled to rebel, but with a firm hand she kept it well under, and +Hinton never noticed her strangled little sigh. They talked for a long +time of their plans, and Charlotte mentioned what money she had of her +very own, and which could be immediately at Hinton's disposal. In the +midst of this conversation, the postman's knock was heard, and a moment +later a servant brought Charlotte a letter. She did not recognize the +handwriting, and laid it for a moment unopened by her side. Then some +confused remembrance of having seen it before, caused her to tear open +the envelope. This was what her eyes rested on. + + Charlotte--my sister and friend--I have found the little piece of + paper you put into my Harold's hat. I never knew it was there until + to-day. Thank God I did not know, for had I seen it after your + visit, I should certainly, in my mad, ungracious, evil pride, have + returned it to you. + + Dear Charlotte--God nearly broke my heart since I saw you. He + nearly took my boy away. In that process my pride has gone, though + my love and tenderness and gratitude to you remain, for with this + fifty pounds you are saving my child's little life. Thank you for + it. God will bless you for it. You will never--never regret this + deed. It will come back to you, the remembrance of it, in the midst + of your own wealth and affluence, or if dark days visit you, you + will let your thoughts wander to it as a place of safe anchorage + in the storm. It will, all your life long, be a source to you of + rejoicing that you saved a father's and mother's hearts from + breaking, and kept a precious little life in this world. + + I can add no more now, my dear. For this money must be spent, and + at once. Oh! precious, valuable gold, which is to keep Harold with + me! I will write to you when we come back from Torquay; do not come + to see me before, it would not be safe for you. + + Ever, my dear friend, because of you, the happiest and most + grateful mother on God's earth, + + CHARLOTTE HOME. + +Charlotte Harman's face was very white when, after reading this letter, +she raised her eyes to Hinton's. What had been written with all joy and +thankfulness was received with pain. Why had Hinton kept this thing from +her? Why had he not told her where he had been staying? + +"You kept a secret from me," she said, and her eyes filled with heavy +tears. + +Then as he tried to comfort her, being very compunctious himself at +having failed utterly to trust one so brave and noble, she suddenly drew +herself from his embrace. + +"John," she said, with some pride in her voice, "did you in any degree +keep this thing from me because you believed Mrs. Home's story about my +grandfather's will?" + +"I had a thousand nameless reasons for not telling you, Charlotte. My +principal one after the child got ill was my fear that you would come to +the house, and so run the risk of infection." + +"Then you do not at all believe Mrs. Home's story?" + +"I have not investigated it, my darling. I have done nothing but simply +listen to what you yourself told me. _You_ do not believe it?" + +"Certainly not! How could I? It implicates my father." + +"We will not think of it, Charlotte." + +"We must think of it, for justice must be done to this woman and to her +children; and besides, I wish to clear it up, for I will not have my +father blamed." + +Hinton was silent. Charlotte gazed at him eagerly, his silence +dissatisfied her. His whole manner carried the conviction that his faith +in her father was by no means equal to hers. + +"Is it possible to see wills?" she asked suddenly. + +"Certainly, dear; anybody can see any will by paying a shilling, at +Somerset House." + +"Would my grandfather's will be kept at Somerset House?" + +"Yes. All wills are kept there." + +"Then," said Charlotte, rising as she spoke, "before our wedding-day I +will go to Somerset House and read my grandfather's will." + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +THEY RECALL TOO MUCH. + + +Mr. Harman had a hard task before him. He was keeping two things at bay, +two great and terrible things, Death and Thought. They were pursuing +him, they were racing madly after him, and sometimes the second of these +his enemies so far took possession of him as to grasp him by the +heartstrings. But though he knew well that in the end both one and the +other would conquer and lay him low, yet still he was in a measure +victor. That strong nourishment, those potent medicines were keeping the +life in him; while his still eager absorption in business prevented that +time for reflection which was worse than death. His medical man, knowing +nothing of his inner history, had begged of him to rest, to give up +business, assuring him that by so doing he would prolong his short span +of life. But Harman had answered, and truly, "If I give up business I +shall be in my grave in a fortnight;" and there was such solemn +conviction in his voice and manner, that the physician was fain to bow +to the dictum of his patient. Except once to his brother Jasper, and +once to Hinton, Mr. Harman had mentioned to no one how near he believed +his end to be. The secret was not alluded to, the master of the house +keeping up bravely, bearing his pains in silence and alone, and that +subtle element of rejoicing began to pervade this quiet, luxurious home +which precedes a wedding. Only one in the dwelling ever thought of +funeral gloom. + +Little Harold Home had gone to Torquay with his mother. Hinton was once +more free to go in and out of the house in Prince's Gate, and he and +Charlotte were necessarily much occupied with each other. There seemed +to these two so much to be done, and the time seemed so short until the +twentieth of April, that had the very sun stood still for them, they +would have felt no undue sensation of surprise. + +When people are about to step into the Garden of Eden even nature must +sympathize, and marriage seemed that to Charlotte and Hinton. After +their wedding tour it was arranged that they were to come to the house +in Prince's Gate. For some time Mr. Harman had begged them to make it +their home; but though Hinton could not oppose, he had a hope of some +day settling down in a smaller house. He liked the power which wealth +could give, but he was so unused to luxuries, that they were in +themselves almost repellent to him. Charlotte, on the contrary, was +perfectly happy to live in the old place. Home to this womanly heart was +wherever her loved ones were; and she also acceded joyfully to another +question which otherwise might have appeared a little either strange or +selfish. Her father begged of her not to extend her wedding tour beyond +a week. "Come back to me," said the old man, "at the end of a week; let +me feel that comfort when you say good-by on your wedding-day." + +Charlotte had promised, with her arms round his neck and her bright hair +touching his silver locks. And now April had set in, and the days flew +fast. All was bustle and confusion, and milliners and dressmakers worked +as though there had never been a bride before, and Charlotte, too, +believed there had never been so happy, so fortunate, so altogether +blessed a woman as herself. + +One of those spring days, for the weather was particularly lovely, Mr. +Harman came home earlier than usual and went to his study. For no +special reason he had found it impossible to settle to any active work +that morning. He had hastened home, and now taking his accustomed +medicine, lay back in his armchair to rest. The medicine he had taken +was partly of a sedative character, but to-day it failed in all soothing +effects. That bloodhound Thought was near, and with a bound it sprang +forward and settled its fangs into his heartstrings. + +Mr. Harman could not sit still, he rose and began to pace his room. +Stay--how could he quiet this monster of remorse and reflection? Would +death do it by and by? He shook his head as this idea came to him. Were +death but an annihilation he could, would, how gladly, welcome it, but +all his firmest convictions pointed to a God and a future. A future to +him meant retribution. He found it absolutely impossible to comfort his +heart with so false a doctrine as that of annihilation. In the midst of +his meditations his brother Jasper entered. + +"Good Heavens! John, you do look bad!" he exclaimed almost +involuntarily, noticing the anguish on the fine old face. + +"I'm a very miserable man," answered John Harman, and he sank down into +a chair as he spoke. + +"I would not think so much about my health," said Jasper; "doctors are +the most mistaken fools under the sun. I knew a man out in Australia, +and the first medical man in Sydney told him he had not a week to live. +He came home and made his will and bid all his relations good-by. Well, +what were the consequences? The week came to an end, but not the man; my +dear John, that man is alive now, and what is more, he is in the +enjoyment of perfect health. The doctor was all wrong; they are mortal +like ourselves, man, and by no means infallible. I would not take my +death for granted, if I were you; I would determine to take out a fresh +lease of life when Charlotte is married. Determination does wonders in +such cases." + +"I am not thinking of my death," answered Mr. Harman; "were death but +all, I could almost welcome it. No, it is not death, it is memory. +Jasper," he added, turning fiercely on his brother, "you were as the +very devil to me once, why do you come to preach such sorry comfort +now?" + +Jasper Harman had an impenetrable face, but at these words it turned a +shade pale. He went to the fire and stirred it, he put on more coal, he +even arranged in a rather noisy way one or two of the chimney ornaments. + +"If only that trustee had not died just then--and if only--only you had +not tempted me," continued the elder man. + +"You forget, John," suddenly said Jasper, "what the alternative would +have been just then, absolute ruin, ruin coupled with disgrace!" + +"I do not believe in the disgrace, and as to the ruin, we could have +started afresh. Oh! to start even now with but sixpence in my pocket, +and with clean hands! What would have been the old disgrace compared to +the present misery?" + +"Take comfort, John, no one knows of it; and if we are but careful no +one need ever know. Don't excite yourself, be but careful, and no one +need ever know." + +"God knows," answered the white-headed elder brother. And at these words +Jasper again turned his face away. After a time, in which he thought +briefly and rapidly, he turned, and sitting down by John, began to +speak. + +"Something has come to my knowledge which may be a comfort to you. I did +not mention it earlier, because in your present state of health I know +you ought not to worry yourself. But as it seems you are so +over-sensitive, I may as well mention that it will be possible for you +to make reparation without exposing yourself." + +"How?" asked Mr. Harman. + +"I know where Daisy Harman's daughter lives--you know we completely lost +sight of her. I believe she is poor; she is married to a curate, all +curates are poor; they have three children. Suppose, suppose you +settled, say, well, half the money her mother had for her lifetime, on +this young woman. That would be seventy-five pounds a year; a great +difference seventy-five pounds would make in a poor home." + +"A little of the robbery paid back," said Mr. Harman with a dreary +smile. "Jasper, you are a worse rogue than I am, and I believe you study +the Bible less. God knows I don't care to confront myself with its +morality, but I have a memory that it recommends, nay, commands, in the +case of restoring again, or of paying back stolen goods, that not half +should be given, but the whole, multiplied fourfold!" + +"Such a deed, as Quixotic as unnecessary, could not be done, it would +arouse suspicion," said Jasper decidedly. + +After this the two brothers talked together for some time. Jasper quiet +and calm, John disturbed and perplexed, too perplexed to notice that the +younger and harder man was keeping back part of the truth. But +conversation agitated John Harman, agitated him so much that that +evening some of the veil was torn from his daughter's eyes, for during +dinner he fainted away. Then there was commotion and dismay, and the +instant sending for doctors, and John Hinton and Jasper Harman both felt +almost needless alarm. + +When the old man came to himself he found his head resting on his +daughter's shoulder. During all the time he was unconscious she had eyes +and ears for no one else. + +"Leave me alone with the child," he said feebly to all the others. When +they were gone, he looked at her anxious young face. "There is no cause, +my darling, no cause whatever; what does one faint signify? Put your +arms round me, Charlotte, and I shall feel quite well." + +She did so, laying her soft cheek against his. + +"Now you shall see no one but me to-night," she said, "and I shall sit +with you the whole evening, and you must lie still and not talk. You are +ill, father, and you have tried to keep it from me." + +"A little weak and unfit for much now, I confess," he said in a tone of +relief. He saw she was not seriously alarmed, and it was a comfort to +confide so far in her. + +"You are weak and tired, and need rest," she said: "you shall see no one +to-night but me, and I will stay with you the whole evening!" + +"What!" said her father, "you will give up Hinton for me, Lottie!" + +"Even that I will do for you," she said, and she stooped and kissed his +gray head. + +"I believe you love me, Lottie. I shall think of that all the week you +are away. You are sure you will only remain away one week?" + +"Father, you and I have never been parted before in all my life; I +promise faithfully to come back in a week," she answered. + +He smiled at this, and allowing her still to retain his hand in hers, +sank into a quiet sleep. While he slept Charlotte sat quietly at his +feet. She felt perplexed and irresolute. Her father's fainting fit had +alarmed her, and now, looking into his face, even to her inexperience, +the ravages which disease, both mental and physical, had brought there +could not but be apparent to her. She had to acknowledge to herself that +her father, only one year her Uncle Jasper's senior, looked a very old, +nay, she could not shut her eyes to the fact, a very unhappy man. What +brought that look on his face? A look which she acknowledged to herself +she had seen there all her life, but which seemed to be growing in +intensity with his added years. She closed her own eyes with a pang as a +swift thought of great anguish came over her. This thought passed as +quickly as it came; in her remorse at having entertained it she stooped +down and kissed the withered old hand which still lay in hers. + +It was impossible for Charlotte really to doubt her father; but occupied +as she was with her wedding preparations, and full of brightness as her +sky undoubtedly looked to her just now, she had not forgotten Hinton's +manner when she had asked him what faith he put in Mrs. Home's story. +Hinton had evaded her inquiry. This evasion was as much as owning that +he shared Mrs. Home's suspicions. Charlotte must clear up her beloved +father in the eyes of that other beloved one. If on all hands she was +warned not to agitate him, there was another way in which she could do +it: she could read her grandfather's will. But though she had made up +her mind to do this, she had an unaccountable repugnance to the task. +For the first time in all her open, above-board life she would be doing +something which she must conceal from her father. Even John Hinton +should not accompany her to Somerset House. She must find the will and +master its contents, and the deed once done, what a relief to her! With +what joy would she with her own lips chase away the cloud which she felt +sure rested over her beloved father in her lover's heart! + +"It is possible that, dearly as we love each other, such a little doubt +might divide us by and by," she said to herself. "Yes, yes, it is right +that I should dissipate it, absolutely right, when I feel so very, very +sure." + +At this moment her father stirred in his sleep, and she distinctly heard +the words drop from his lips---- + +"I would make reparation." + +Before she had even time to take these words in, he had opened his eyes +and was gazing at her. + +"You are better now," she said, stooping down and kissing him. + +"Yes, my darling; much, much better." He sat up as he spoke, and made an +effort to put on at least a show of life and vigor. "A man of my age +fainting, Charlotte, is nothing," he said; "really nothing whatever. You +must not dwell on it again." + +"I will not," she said. + +Her answer comforted him and he became really brighter and better. + +"It is nice to have you all to myself, my little girl; it is very nice. +Not that I grudge you to Hinton; I have a great regard for Hinton; but, +my darling, you and I have been so much to each other. We have never in +all our lives had one quarrel." + +"Quarrel, father! of course not. How can those who love as we do +quarrel?" + +"Sometimes they do, Lottie. Thank God, such an experience cannot visit +you; but it comes to some and darkens everything. I have known it." + +"You have, father?" In spite of herself, Charlotte felt her voice +trembling. + +"I had a great and terrible quarrel with my father, Charlotte; my father +who seemed once as close to me as your father is to you. He married +again, and the marriage displeased me, and such bitter words passed +between us, that for years that old man and I did not speak. For years, +the last years of his life, we were absolutely divided. We made it up in +the end; we were one again when he died; but what happened then has +embittered my whole life--my whole life." + +Charlotte was silent, though the color was coming into her cheeks and +her heart began to beat. + +"And to-day, Lottie," continued Mr. Harman, "to-day your uncle Jasper +told me about my father's little daughter. You have never heard of her; +she was a baby-child when I saw her last. There were many complications +after my father's death; complications which you must take on trust, for +I cannot explain them to you. They led to my never seeing that child +again. Lottie, though she was my little half-sister, she was quite +young, not older than you, and to-day Jasper told me about her. He knows +where she lives; she is married and has children, and is poor. I could +never, never bring myself to look on her face; but some day, not when I +am alive, but some day you may know her; I should like you to know her +some day, and to be kind to her. She has been hardly treated, into that +too I cannot go; but I must set it right. I mean to give her money; you +will not be quite so rich; you won't mind that?" + +"Mind it! mind it! Oh, father!" And Charlotte suddenly began to weep; +she could not help that sudden, swift shower, though she struggled hard +to repress it, seeing how her father trembled, and how each moment he +looked more agitated. + +"Do you know," she said, checking her sobs as soon as she possibly +could, "that Uncle Jasper, too, has told me that story; he asked me not +to speak of it to you, for you would only be upset. He said how much you +took to heart, even still, that time when your father was angry with +you." + +"And I angry with him, Lottie; and I with him. Don't forget that." + +"Yes, dear father, he told me the tale. I longed to come to you with +it, for it puzzled me, but he would not let me. Father, I, too, have +seen that little sister; she is not little now, she is tall and +noble-looking. She is a sweet and brave woman, and she has three of the +most lovely children I ever saw; her children are like angels. Ah! I +shall be glad to help that woman and those children. I cannot thank you +enough for doing this." + +"Don't thank me, child; in God's name don't thank me." + +"If you could but see those children." + +"I would not see them; I would not; I could not. Charlotte, you don't +know what bygone memories are to an old man like me. I could never see +either the mother or the children. Lottie, tell me nothing more about +them; if you love me never mention their names to me. They recall too +much, and I am weak and old. I will help them; yes, before God I promise +to help them; but I can never either see or speak of them, they recall +too much." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +HAD HE SEEN A GHOST? + + +At this time Jasper Harman was a very perplexed man. Unlike his brother +John, he was untroubled by remorse. Though so outwardly good-tempered +and good-natured, his old heart was very hard; and though the arrows of +past sins and past injustices might fly around him, they could not visit +the inner shrine of that adamantine thing which he carried about instead +of a heart of flesh within him. + +What the painful process must be which would restore to Jasper Harman +the warm living heart of a little child, one must shudder even to +contemplate. At present that process had not begun. But though he felt +no remorse whatever, and stigmatized his brother as an old fool, he had +considerable anxiety. + +There was an ugly secret in the back parts of these two brothers' lives; +a secret which had seemed all these years safe and buried in the grave, +but over which now little lights were beginning to pour. How could +Jasper plaster up the crevices and restore the thing to its silent +grave? Upon this problem he pondered from morning to night. + +He did not like that growing anxiety of his brother's; he could not tell +to what mad act it would lead him; he did not like a new look of fear +which, since her father's fainting fit, he had seen on Charlotte's +smooth brow; he did not like Mrs. Home coming and boldly declaring that +an injustice had been done; he felt that between them these foolish and +miserable people would pull a disgraceful old secret out of its grave, +unless he, Jasper Harman, could outwit them. What a blessing that that +other trustee was dead and buried, and that he, Jasper Harman, had +really stood over his grave. Yes, the secret which he and his brother +had guarded so faithfully for over twenty years might remain for ever +undiscovered if only common sense, the tiniest bit of common sense, was +exercised. Jasper paced his room as he thought of this. Yes, there could +be no fear, unless--here he stood still, and a cold dew of sudden terror +stole over him--suppose that young woman, that wronged young woman, +Charlotte Home, should take it into her head to go and read her father's +will. The will could not be put away. For the small sum of one shilling +she might go and master the contents, and then the whole fraud would be +laid bare. Was it likely that Mrs. Home would do this? Jasper had only +seen her for a moment, but during that brief glance he read +determination and fixity of purpose in her eyes and mouth. He must trust +that this thought would not occur to her; but what a miserable +uncertainty this was to live in! He did not know that the graver danger +lay still nearer home, and that his own niece Charlotte was already +putting the match to this mine full of gunpowder. No, clever as he +thought himself, he was looking for the danger at the front door, when +it was approaching him by the back. + +After many days of most anxious thought he resolved to go and see the +Homes, for something must be done, and he could feel his way better if +he knew something of his opponents. + +Getting Mr. Home's address in the Post Office Directory, for he would +not betray himself by questioning Charlotte, he started off one evening +to walk to Kentish Town. He arrived in the dusk, and by good fortune or +otherwise, as he liked best to term it, the curate was at home, and so +far disengaged as to be able to give him a little leisure time. + +Jasper sent in his card, and the little maid, Anne, showed him into the +small parlor. There was a musty, unused smell in the dingy little room, +for Mrs. Home was still at Torquay, and the curate during her absence +mostly occupied his study. The maid, however, turned on the gas, and as +she did so a small girl of four slipped in behind her. She was a very +pretty child, with gray eyes and black eyelashes, and she stared in the +full, frank manner of infancy at old Jasper. She was not a shy child, +and felt so little fear of this good-natured, cherry-cheeked old man, +that when Anne withdrew she still remained in the room. + +Jasper had a surface love for children; he would not take any trouble +about them, but they amused him, and he found pleasure in watching their +unsophisticated ways. His good-natured, smiling face appealed to a +certain part of Daisy Home, not a very high part certainly, but with the +charming frankness of babyhood, the part appealed to gave utterance to +its desire. + +"Have 'ou brought me a present?" she demanded, running up to old Jasper +and laying her hand on his knee. + +"No, my dear," he replied quickly. "I'm so sorry; I forgot it." + +"Did 'ou?" said Daisy, puckering her pretty brows; "Then 'ou're not like +our pretty lady; she did not forget; she brought lots and lots and +lots." + +"I am very sorry," replied Jasper; "I will think of it next time." And +then Mr. Home coming in, the two went into the little study. + +"I am your wife's half-brother," said Jasper, introducing himself +without preface, for he had marked out his line of action before he +came. + +"Indeed!" replied Mr. Home. He was not a man easily surprised, but this +announcement did bring a slight color into his face. "You are Mr. +Harman," he repeated. "I am sorry my wife is away. She is staying at +Torquay with our eldest boy, who has been ill. She has seen your +daughter." + +"Not my daughter, sir, my niece--a fine girl, but Quixotic, a little +fanciful and apt to take up whims, but a fine girl for all that." + +"I, too, have seen Miss Harman," answered Mr. Home. "I met her once in +Regent's Park, and, without knowing anything about us, she was good to +our children. You must pardon me, sir, if in expressing the same opinion +about her we come to it by different roads. It seems to me that the +fine traits in Miss Harman's character are _due_ to her Quixotic or +unworldly spirit." + +For a moment Jasper Harman felt puzzled, then he chuckled inwardly. "The +man who says that, is unworldly himself, therefore unpractical. So much +the better for my purpose." Aloud he said, "Doubtless you put the case +best, sir; but I will not take up your valuable time discussing my +niece's virtues. I have come to talk to you on a little matter of +business. Your wife has told you her story?" + +"My wife has certainly concealed nothing from me," replied Mr. Home. + +"She has mentioned her father's very curious will?" + +"His very unjust will," corrected Mr. Home. + +"Yes, sir, I agree with you, it was unjust. It is to talk to you about +that will I have come to you to-night." + +"Sit nearer to the fire," replied Mr. Home, poking up the handful in the +grate into as cheerful a blaze as circumstances would permit. + +"It was, as you say, an unjust will," proceeded old Jasper, peering hard +with his short-sighted eyes at the curate, and trying to read some +emotion beneath his very grave exterior. Being unable to fathom the +depths of a character which was absolutely above the love of money, he +felt perplexed, he scarcely liked this great self-possession. Did this +Home know too much? "It was an unjust will," he repeated, "and took my +brother and myself considerably by surprise. Our father seemed fond of +his young wife, and we fully expected that he would leave her and her +child well provided for. However, my dear sir, the facts could not be +disputed. Her name was not mentioned at all. The entire property was +left principally to my elder brother John. He and I were partners in +business. Our father's money was convenient, and enabled us to grow +rich. At the time our father died we were very struggling. Perhaps the +fact that the money was so necessary to us just then made us think less +of the widow than we should otherwise have done. We did not, however, +forget her. We made provision for her during her life. But for us she +must have starved or earned her own living." + +"The allowance you made was not very ample," replied Mr. Home, "and such +as it was it ceased at her death." + +"Yes, sir; and there I own we--my brother and I--were guilty of an act +of injustice. I can only exonerate us on the plea of want of thought. +Our father's widow was a young woman--younger than either of us. The +child was but a baby. The widow's death seemed a very far off +contingency. We placed the money we had agreed to allow her the interest +on, in the hands of our solicitor. We absolutely forgot the matter. I +went to Australia, my brother grew old at home. When, five or six years +ago, we heard that Mrs. Harman was dead, and that our three thousand +pounds could return to us, we had absolutely forgotten the child. In +this I own we showed sad neglect. Your wife's visit to my niece, through +a mere accident, has recalled her to our memory, and I come here +to-night to say that we are willing, willing and anxious, to repay that +neglect, and to settle on your wife the sum of three thousand pounds; +that sum to be hers unconditionally, to do what she pleases with." + +When Jasper ceased to speak, Mr. Home was quite silent for a moment, +then he said, "My wife is away at present. I would rather not trouble +her with money matters during her short holiday. When she returns I will +tell her what you say and communicate to you the result." + +There was neither exultation nor annoyance in the quiet manner in which +these few words were spoken. Uncle Jasper found it impossible to +understand this man. He spoke as indifferently as if three thousand +pounds were nothing to him and yet, to judge from appearances, his whole +yearly income seemed hardly to represent the interest on so much +capital. Did this quiet manner but hide deep designs? Jasper Harman +fidgeted in his chair as this thought occurred to him. + +"There is just one thing more to add," he said. "I will leave you my +club address. Kindly communicate with me there. I should like, while +carrying out my elder brother's wish, to act entirely on it without +troubling him in any way. He is, I am sorry to say, very ill, so ill +that the least, the very least, agitation is dangerous to him. He feels +with me the unintentional injustice done to your wife, but he cannot +bear the subject alluded to. + +"Would it not rather be an ease to his mind to feel that what he looks +on and perhaps dwells on as a sin has been expiated, as far as his own +earthly act can expiate it?" inquired the clergyman gently. + +"He shall know it, but from my lips. I should like him best to hear it +from me," said Jasper Harman. + +A few moments after, he went away, Mr. Home accompanying him to the hall +door. The strong light of the gas lamp fell on his ruddy face and sandy +hair. He bade his host good-bye, and hurried down the street, never +observing that a man, much larger and much rougher than himself, was +bearing down upon him. It was raining, and the large man had an umbrella +up. The two came full tilt against each other. Jasper felt his breath +taken away, and could only gasp out a word of remonstrance and apology. + +But the other, in a full, round, cheery voice, replied, "I'm home from +the Colonies, stranger--you need not mention a tiff like that to _me_. +Bless you! I guess you got the worst of it." + +He passed on with a laugh, never noticing that he had left Jasper +standing in the middle of the road, gasping indeed now, but from a +different cause. He put his hand to his heart. He felt his breath come +too fast for comfort. What had come to him? Had he seen a ghost? + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +THE CHILDREN'S GREAT-UNCLE. + + +It was a few days after this that, the morning being very bright and +sunshiny, the little maid, Anne, determined to give Daisy and the baby a +long morning in the park. Mrs. Home was expected back in a few days. +Harold was very much better, and Anne, being a faithful and loving +little soul, was extremely anxious that Daisy and the baby should show +as rosy faces as possible to greet their mother's return. Hinton, who +still occupied the drawing-rooms, was absent as usual for the day. Mr. +Home would not come in until tea time. So Anne, putting some dinner for +the children and herself, in the back of the perambulator, and the house +latch-key in her pocket, started off to have what she called to Daisy, a +"picnic in the park." + +The baby was now nearly ten months old. His beauty had increased with +his growing months, and many people turned to look at the lovely little +fellow as Anne gayly wheeled him along. He had a great deal of hair, +which showed in soft golden rings under his cap, and his eyes, large and +gentle as a gazelle's, looked calmly out of his innocent face. Daisy, +too, was quite pretty enough to come in for her share of admiration, +and Anne felt proud of both her little charges. + +Reaching the park, she wheeled the perambulator under the shade of a +great tree, and sitting down herself on a bench, took little Angus in +her arms. Daisy scampered about and inquired when her namesakes, the +starry daisies of the field, would be there for her to gather. + +As the little child played and shouted with delight, and the baby and +small maid looked on, a stout, florid-faced man of foreign appearance, +passing slowly by, was attracted by the picturesque group. Daisy had +flung off her shabby little hat. Her bright hair was in wild confusion. +Her gray eyes looked black beneath their dark lashes. Running full tilt +across the stranger's path, she suddenly stumbled and fell. He stooped +to pick her up. She hardly thanked him, but flew back to Anne. The +foreign-looking man, however, stood still. Daisy's piquant little face +had caused him to start and change color. + +"Good gracious! what a likeness," he exclaimed, and he turned and sat +down on the bench beside Anne and the baby. + +"I hope the little thing didn't get hurt by that fall," he said to the +small maid. + +Anne, who was accustomed to having all admiration bestowed on her baby, +replied briefly that missy was right enough. As she spoke she turned +baby Angus round so that the stranger might see his radiant little face. +The dark eyes, however, of the pretty boy had no attraction for the man. +He still watched Daisy, who had resumed her amusements at a little +distance. + +Anne, who perceived that Daisy had attracted the stranger's admiration, +was determined to stay to watch the play out. She pretended to amuse +little Angus, but her eyes took furtive glances at the foreign-looking +man. Presently Daisy, who was not at all shy, came up. + +"You never thanked me for picking you up from the ground," said the +stranger to the little girl. + +Four year old Daisy turned up her eyes to his face. + +"I wor _so_ busy," she apologized. "T'ank 'ou now." + +The light on her face, her very expression, caused this rough-looking +man's heart to beat strangely. He held out his hand. Daisy put her soft +little palm into his. + +"Come and sit on my knee," he said. + +Daisy accepted the invitation with alacrity. She dearly liked +attention, and it was not often, with baby by, that she came in for the +lion's share. + +"What a funny red beard you have!" she said, putting up a small finger +to touch it delicately. + +This action, however, scandalized Anne, who, awaking to a sudden sense +of her responsibilities, rose to depart. + +"Come along, Miss Daisy," she exclaimed; "'tis time we was a-moving +home, and you mustn't trouble the gentleman no further, missy." + +"I s'ant go home, and I will stay," responded Daisy, her face growing +very red as she clung to her new friend. The man put his arm round her +in delight. + +"Sit down, my girl," he said, addressing Anne, "the little miss is not +troubling me. Quite the contrary, she reminds me of a little lassie I +used to know once, and she had the same name too, Daisy. Daisy Wilson +was her name. Now this little kid is so like her that I shouldn't a bit +wonder if she was a relation--perhaps her daughter. Shall I tell you +what your two names are, little one?" + +Daisy nodded her head and looked up expectantly. Anne, hoping no harm +was done, and devoured with curiosity, resumed her seat. + +"Your mamma's name was Daisy Wilson. You are her dear little daughter, +and your name is Daisy Harman. Well, I'm right, ain't I?" The man's face +was now crimson, and he only waited for Daisy's reply to clasp her to +his breast. But Daisy, in high delight at his mistake, clapped her +pretty hands. + +"No, no," she said, "you're quite wrong. Guess again, guess again." + +Instantly his interest and excitement died out. He pushed the child a +trifle away, and said,-- + +"I made a mistake. I can't guess." + +"I'm Daisy Home," replied Daisy, "and my mamma was never no Daisy +Wilson. Her name is Sarlotte Home." + +The stranger put Daisy gently from his lap, and the discovery which was +to affect so many people might never have been made but for Anne, who +read the _Family Herald_, was burning with anxiety and wonder. Many +kinds of visions were flashing before her romantic young eyes. This man +might be very rich--very, very rich. He must have something to say to +them all. She had long ago identified herself with the Home family. This +man was coming to give them gold in abundance. He was not so beautiful +to look at, but he might be just as valuable as the pretty lady of +Harold's dreams. That pretty lady had not come back, though Anne had +almost prayed for her return. Yes, she was sure this man was a relation. +It was highly probable. Such things were always happening in the _Family +Herald_. Raising her shrill, high-pitched voice, she exclaimed,-- + +"Miss Daisy, you're too young to know, or may be you furgets. But I +think the gen'leman is near right. Yer mamma's name wos Harman afore she +married yer papa, missy, and I ha' seen fur sure and certain in some old +books at the house the name o' Daisy Wilson writ down as plain as could +be, so maybe that wor yer grandma's name afore she married too." + +At these words the stranger caught Daisy up and kissed her. + +"I thought that little face could only belong to one related to Daisy +Wilson," he said. "Little one, put yer arms round me. I'm your +great-uncle--your great-uncle! I never thought that Daisy Wilson could +have a daughter married, and that that daughter could have little ones +of her own. Well, well, well, how time does fly! I'm your grandmother's +brother--Sandy Wilson, home from Australia, my little pet; and when +shall I see you all? It does my old heart good to see my sister over +again in a little thing like you." + +"My great-uncle?" repeated Daisy. She was an affectionate little thing, +and the man's agitation and delight so far touched her baby heart as to +induce her to give him one very slight, dainty kiss. Then she sidled +down to the ground. + +"Ef you please, sir," said Anne again, who felt absolutely certain that +she had now made the fortune of her family, and who thought that that +fact ought to be recognised--"ef you please, sir, 'tis but right as you +should know as my missis's mother have long bin dead. My missis as is +her living model is away, and won't be back afore Thursday. She's down +by the seaside wid Master Harold wot' ad the scarlet fever, and wor like +to die; and the fam'ly address, please sir, is 10, Tremins Road, Kentish +Town." + +At the news of his sister's death so curtly announced by Anne, the man's +rough, weatherbeaten face grew white. He did not touch Daisy again, or +even look at little Angus; but going up to Anne, he slipped a sovereign +into her hand. + +"Take those children safely home now," he said; "the day is turning +chilly, and--and--thank you for what you told me of, my good lass. I'll +come and see your missis on Thursday night." + +Then, without another word, he hurried away. + +Quickly this big, rough man, who had nearly knocked down Jasper Harman +the night before, hurried through the park. The exultation had died out +of his face; his heart had ceased to beat wildly. Little Daisy's pretty +figure was still before his eyes; but, weatherbeaten and lifebeaten man +that he was, he found himself looking at it through a mist of tears. +"'Tis a bit of a shock," he said to himself. "I'll take it quietly, of +course. Sandy Wilson learned long ago to take everything quietly; but +it's a rare bit of a shock. I never guessed as my little Daisy would +die. Five and twenty years since we met, and all that time I've never +once clasped the hand of a blood-relation--never had one belonging to +me. I thought I was coming back to Daisy, and Daisy has died. She was +very young to die--quite five years younger than me. A pretty, pretty +lass; the little 'un is her image. How odd I should have knocked up +against Daisy's grandchild, and should find her out by the likeness. +Well, well, I'll call at 10, Tremins Road. I'll call, of course; not +that I care much now, as my little sister Daisy Wilson is dead." + +He pressed his hand before his eyes; they felt weak and dim. The rough +man had got a considerable shock; he did not care to look at London +sights again to-day; he returned to the Commercial Hotel in the Strand, +where for the present he was staying. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +CUT OFF WITH A SHILLING. + + +Never was a little maid-of-all-work more excited than Anne on the night +on which her mistress was expected home from Torquay. A secret--quite a +great secret--had been burning a hole in her heart ever since Monday, +and to-night she expected this secret to result in something grand. Anne +felt that the days of poverty for the family were over; the days for +scraping and toiling were at an end. The uncle from Australia would +give her missis everything that money could buy; he must be a very rich +man indeed, for had he not given her a sovereign? Whoever before had +even dreamed of giving little hard-worked Anne a sovereign? It meant +unheard-of wealth to this childish soul of sixteen; it filled her with +delight, and, carefully put away in a little gingham bag, it lay golden +and warm now against her heart. + +But Anne's honest little heart had another and less selfish cause for +rejoicing. It was she who was bringing this uncle and niece to meet +again; but for her prompt interference Daisy and her great-uncle would +never have discovered their relationship; but for her the uncle, so +blessed with riches, would not have known where to seek for his niece. +In a big place like London was it likely, was it at all likely, that +they would meet? No, no, he would look for his poor dead sister for a +little while, and then go back to Australia, and perhaps give his money +to some one else. Anne felt that the family owed her a great deal; but +she had full confidence in them, and felt sure that in their rise in +life they would not forget her. Missis could keep plenty of servants +now; she would have a cook and a housemaid, and probably some one to +help in the nursery. This was what a family whom Anne thought immensely +wealthy, did in a house just round the corner. In that case she, Anne, +would be promoted to the proud position of head nurse--head nurse with +wages--well, say wages as high as £13 a year. Even to think of being +raised to so dazzling a height made Anne's head a trifle giddy. On the +strength of it, and all the riches in prospect, she became quite +reckless in preparing missis's tea. She put out the best table-linen, +and all the silver the house possessed, and she filled a great dish with +water-cresses, and had hot buttered scones and a seed-cake and +eggs--rather fresh for London--and finally half a pound of sliced ham. + +She was standing contemplating her well-laden board when the cab drove +up, and out stepped her master and mistress and little Harold--Harold +looking white and thin even yet, but still with an altogether improved +expression on his little face. Anne was so excited, knowing all that was +to come, that she caught Harold up in her arms and kissed him, which +proceeding he bore with more patience than appreciation. Then ensued +bustle and confusion and pleasant excitement. Charlotte Home felt so +well and rested from her change, her husband was so delighted to have +her back, and little Harold was so manifestly better, that Anne flew +about nearly wild with delight. "They'll be a deal, deal 'appier +by-and-by, and 'tis hall 'long of HAnne," she kept whispering to +herself. + +And now, tea being over, and Harold tucked up comfortably once more in +his own little cot in the nursery, the small maid began to be devoured +with impatience for the expected ring. It came at last; Anne with her +own hands unfastened the door, showed the rich uncle into the +dining-room, and danced upstairs to find her mistress. Charlotte Home +was unpacking a trunk in her own room. + +"What do you say, Anne? A gentleman is downstairs, and wants to see me? +But I am so dreadfully busy. What does he want? Do you think he has come +about the drawing-rooms? They will be vacant next week." + +"I don't think 'tis about the drawing-rooms, 'em," answered Anne as +demurely as she could speak. "I 'avent put no card hup yet. Please, 'em, +he looks a most benevolent gen'leman, and he axed fur you, yer hown +self, 'em, most partic'lar bad." + +"I wish he had not come this evening, everything is in such confusion. +Anne, are you sure your master is out?" + +"Yes, 'em, sure and certain; and ef you please, 'em, it wor fur you as +the strange gen'leman axed." + +"Well, I suppose I must go down. He may have heard of the drawing-rooms +through Mr. Hinton, and it would not do to lose a good lodger." + +Charlotte went to the looking-glass to smooth her hair. She felt +travel-stained and dusty; she was only a worn, pale-looking woman at the +best of times. She ran downstairs, and Anne's heart beat as she heard +the dining-room door shut behind her. + +Mr. Wilson--Sandy Wilson as he preferred to be called--had got himself +up with due care for his interview with his niece. He had a perfectly +new and shining broadcloth suit on, a diamond pin was in his necktie, +and a very massive gold chain could be seen dangling from his vest +pocket. His full face, always florid, was now flushed with extra color +from agitation. Yes, Daisy might be dead, but the next best thing was to +see Daisy's child. When the door opened he came forward eagerly, with +outstretched hands. A pale, slight, cold-looking woman had come in. He +drew back in dismay. She showed but too plainly by one swift glance that +she thought him a stranger, and a vulgar one. He owned to himself that +he looked at her with a kind of shock. This Daisy Wilson's Daughter? +This pale, dark, thin woman the child of that little, bright, +curly-locked, golden-headed sister, whose face was as the sun, whose +gay, rounded figure he had seen flitting before his eyes during all the +weary years of his exile? It could scarcely be possible. Perhaps it was +not possible? + +"I have come to see Mrs. Home," he began. + +"And I am Mrs. Home," answered the distinct, quiet voice. + +No, there was no hope; his Daisy's daughter was not in the least like +her. Well, she was at least her child. He must take what comfort he +could out of the relationship without the likeness. + +"You are Daisy's Wilson's child?" he said, and now again his hands were +outstretched, and the smiles had returned to his face. + +But Mrs. Home, completely in the dark, rather startled than otherwise, +made no gesture of welcome. Her hands were not held out, her lips +remained unsmiling. + +"My mother's name was Wilson," she admitted. "Yes, it was Daisy Wilson. +I did not recognize it at first, as of course she was never called it to +me." + +"Ay, ay, likely enough; but she was never anything else to me, just +always little bright Daisy Wilson. I thought I'd find her before me, +something as she used to be, a bit stoutened, perhaps, but not greatly +altered. I have pictured her for the last six and twenty years just as I +saw her last the bonniest bit of a thing the sun ever shone on." + +"You knew my mother then?" said Charlotte. + +"Knew her, lass, knew her! good heavens, what next? Did Daisy never +speak to you about me? I don't believe it. Before I left it was 'Sandy, +Sandy,' from morning to night. It was not in her to forget. Tell me, +lass, did you never hear of your mother's big brother, Sandy Wilson who +went to Australia?" + +Charlotte's eyes began to dilate. + +"My mother often spoke of this brother," she said slowly. "My mother +would have liked to have met you, had you known him. She never fretted +for any one so much, except when my father died. My mother's brother is +dead for many, many years. They are together now." + +"In spirit, lass, in spirit, I doubt not, but not otherwise. Why, is it +possible you don't know me? Aren't you prepared? Did not your little +lass tell you? I am your mother's brother, I am alive, as you see; I am +Sandy Wilson." + +"You!" Charlotte looked at him half incredulous, half pained; but then a +sudden joy came over her, she forgot the vulgarity in the love for her +dead mother which still shone out of those honest blue eyes. She glanced +up again; those eyes were her mother's eyes; instantly they acted as +open sesame to her heart. She held out her own hands now and her eyes +filled with tears. "Forgive me, Uncle Sandy; if you are indeed he. I did +not know you, I could not know you; I have believed you dead for many, +many years. But you have a look of my mother. She would welcome you +to-night, so I must in her name." + +"Will you kiss me in her name, my lassie? Ah! that's good; 'tis long +since I kissed one of my own. Yes, I've come back. I never did die, you +see, though I knew that the report had reached England. I let it be, I +did not trouble to contradict it." + +"But it was wrong of you, Uncle Sandy. You said you loved my mother, and +that report of your death gave her terrible pain." + +"I am sorry for it, lass; I never guessed about the pain, though I might +have thought of it, sweet soul; but I knew she was married to a very +rich man. I was poor, so poor as to know what hunger meant, I thought +she could do without me. I went up into the bush and stayed there until +I had made my fortune. After a time I got accustomed to knowing that +every one in England would think me dead. I used to laugh in my sleeve +at the surprise I meant to give Daisy when I walked in rich some day. +Well, well, what an old fool I made of myself! I never once thought of +_her_ dying. She is dead, and I am left; there's no one to welcome me +back, after all." + +"She has been dead for over six years now; but come to the fire, uncle. +I welcome you in my mother's name, and my children will love you. Now +you must sit there and I will ring for Anne to bring in some tea." + +After this the uncle and niece talked together for some time. Anne +brought in the tea, and looked at them with eyes rendered round and +large from excitement. They both nodded to her, for both felt pleased. +Uncle Sandy had discovered that his niece had a voice like her mother, +if not a face. It was delicious to him to sit so close to his own flesh +and blood, and Charlotte, who had heard of Uncle Sandy during all her +early days, who had seen her mother's eyes filling with tears when she +mentioned him, felt now that for her mother's sake she could not make +enough of this newly recovered relation. His rough, honest, kindly +nature was finding its way too, very straight, to her heart. There was +nothing innately common or vulgar about Uncle Sandy. Charlotte was a +keen observer of character, and she detected the ring of the true metal +within. + +"To think I should have mistaken my uncle for some one going to see +after the drawing-rooms!" she said after a pause. + +"Ay, lass, you looked fairly dazed when I came up with my hand stretched +out, hoping for a kiss," he said; "but no wonder: I never reckoned that +that little maid-servant of yours would have told you nothing--nothing +whatever. But what is that about drawing-rooms? You don't mean to tell +me that you, Daisy Wilson's child, let lodgings?" + +The color flew into Charlotte's pale, proud face. + +"We do not need all the room in this house, so I generally have some one +in the drawing-room," she answered--"the drawing-room and the bedroom +beyond." + +"Are your rooms free now, Charlotte?" + +"No; but in a week they will be." + +"Suppose you let the old uncle have them? I will pay any rent you like +to ask. The fact is, I have lost my whole heart to that little Daisy of +yours. I want to be near the child. I won't spoil her more than I can +help." + +"Then I _was_ called down to my drawing-room lodger," answered Charlotte +with a faint sweet smile. + +"Yes, and I don't expect he will want to leave in a hurry. The fact is I +have been so utterly friendless and homeless for such a number of years, +that it is _nearly_ as good as finding Daisy to be with her child. But, +my dear lass, you will forgive a frank old man asking you a frank +question. It's all moonshine about the house being too big for you. +These houses are not so very monstrous, to judge by the looks of them. +You have three children, so you tell me; if you let two rooms you must +be a bit crippled, put as good a face on it as you will." + +"We also want the money. The want of the help this brings in, in the +matter of rent, is our true reason for letting," replied Charlotte. "You +see, Uncle Sandy, my husband is a clergyman--a clergyman and curate. +Such men are never over-burdened with money." + +Sandy Wilson had small, penetrating, but very bright blue eyes; they +were fixed now earnestly on his niece. He took a glance round the little +parlor where they sat. He was an old Australian, accustomed to bush +life, but even he noticed how threadbare was the carpet, how poor and +meagre the window curtains. Charlotte herself, too, how thin and worn +she was! Could those pale and hollow cheeks mean insufficient food? + +"How old are you, niece Charlotte?" he suddenly demanded. + +"I was twenty-five my last birthday." + +"Forgive me, my lass, you look very old for that; I should have taken +you for thirty. The fact is you are poor, nothing ages like poverty. And +the greater fact remains that it was full time for old Uncle Sandy to +come home and prove himself of some use in the world." + +"We are poor," answered Charlotte; "we certainly are very poor. But +poverty is not the greatest of troubles." + +"No, but it puzzles me why you should be poor. When I left my little +sister, she had been married about three months to that rich old Mr. +Harman. He seemed devoted to her. He had surrounded her with wealth; and +he assured me when I came to bid her good-bye, and she put her dear arms +round my neck, that my little darling should never want for anything. He +was a good old man, ages too old of course for my bright little Daisy. +But it seemed better than leaving her as a governess. It was my one +comfort when parting with Daisy, to feel that she could never want for +anything that money could get her." + +"My mother has told me that during my father's life she lived as a rich +woman," answered Charlotte. + +"That means she did not afterwards. Did the old gentleman die bankrupt? +I don't see how he could, for he had retired from business." + +"No, my father died a very wealthy man." + +"Then he did not leave her well off! You don't surely mean to tell me, +Charlotte Home, that that old man dared to do anything but leave a large +sum of money to your pretty young mother and to you? Why, be told me +with his own lips that he would make most ample provision for her." + +At these words Charlotte's white face grew yet whiter, and a piteous +look of terror came into her eyes, but all she said was,-- + +"Nevertheless, after my father's death we were poor." + +"Oh! the scoundrel! 'Tis well he's out of Sandy Wilson's power. To think +of my Daisy not profiting by his wealth at least. How much did he leave +to your mother, Charlotte? + +"Nothing." + +"Nothing!" Here Uncle Sandy sprang to his feet. "Mr. Harman left my +Daisy nothing--nothing whatever! Then he did die bankrupt?" + +"No, Uncle Sandy, he died rich." + +"And her name was not mentioned in the will?" + +"No." + +"Ah! there was a will. Have you seen it?" + +"No; why should I? It all happened long, long ago." + +"And your mother never saw the will?" + +"I don't think she did." + +"Then to whom, may I ask, did he leave all his wealth?" + +"You forget, Uncle Sandy, that my father was married before. He had two +sons by his first marriage. These sons came in for his fortune. They +were--they said they were, sorry for my mother, and they settled on her +one hundred and fifty pounds a year for her life." + +"Ay, I suppose you have got that pittance now?" + +"No, it was only for my mother. When she died six years ago it ceased." + +Sandy Wilson began to pace up and down the little parlor. + +"Nothing left to Daisy. Daisy's name not mentioned in the will. Brothers +sorry--pretend to be. Give my Daisy a pittance for her life--nothing to +the child. Charlotte," he suddenly stopped in front of his niece, "don't +you think you are a good bit of a fool?" + +"Perhaps I am, Uncle Sandy. But I never recognized the fact before." + +"You believe that story about the will?" + +"I tell you the tale as my own mother told it to me." + +"Ay, Daisy was always too credulous, a foolish little thing, if you +like. But you--you are of different metal. You believe that story?" + +"I--I--Don't ask me, Uncle Sandy." + +"You do not believe it?" + +"If you will have it so, I do not believe it." + +"Ay, my lass, shake hands on that. You are not a fool. Oh! it was full +time Sandy Wilson came home. Sandy can see to your rights, late as it is +in the day." + +Mrs. Home was silent. The old Australian was stamping his feet on the +hearthrug. His face was now crimson from excitement and anger. + +"Charlotte," he repeated, "why don't you speak to me? I have come back +to see to your rights. Do you hear me, niece?" + +Charlotte put her hand into his. + +"Thank you, Uncle Sandy." Then she added, "You can do nothing. I mean +you can take no legal steps without my knowledge and sanction." + +"Well, it is not likely you will withhold your sanction from getting +back what is your own. Charlotte, where are these half-brothers of +yours? Why, they were a good bit older than Daisy. They must be old men +now. Where are they, Charlotte? Are they alive?" + +"They are alive. I will tell you about them to-morrow. I want to think +to-night." + +"And so do I want to think. I will run away now, my dear niece. I am +staggered by this tale, perfectly staggered. I will look in to-morrow +evening, and you shall tell me more. Ay, I guess they never reckoned +that Sandy Wilson would turn up. They thought with the rest of you that +old Sandy--sharp old Sandy was safe in his grave, and they said to +themselves that dead men tell no tales. If I remember aright, your +father told me I should be one of the trustees to my sister. He _did_ +mention it; though, just like me, I never thought of it until this +minute. Is it likely that he would speak of trustees if he meant to cut +off that poor darling with a shilling? Oh! it's preposterous, +preposterous. But I'll sleep over it. We'll think how best to expose the +villains!" + +"Uncle Sandy, you will promise me one thing: you will do nothing until +you see me again?" + +"Well, child, I can scarcely do much. I don't want to be long away from +you, niece Charlotte. I'll look in to-morrow, about six o'clock. See +that little Daisy is up, and introduce me to your husband. Oh! it was +plain to be seen that Sandy Wilson was wanting in this country. Bless my +old heart, what a Providence is over everything! Oh, the scoundrels! But +Sandy will expose them. My Daisy cut off with a shilling!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +"SOMETHING BETTER FOR THE CHILDREN THAN MONEY." + + +After her newly found uncle had left her, Charlotte Home sat on by the +fire; her face was very pale; she looked a quite broken-down and +troubled woman. Little Anne, almost on tiptoe, crept into the room. She +was all quivering with excitement. She expected her mistress to turn to +her--almost to fling her arms around her neck--to thank her with the +warmest expressions for what she had done. + +"Anne," rehearsed the little maid, imagining Charlotte's words, "you +have saved us all; you are our lifelong benefactor. Henceforth partake +of our wealth. Be not only our servant, but our friend." + +This was how matters would have been managed in the _Family Herald_. +Anne raised expectant eyes to her mistress's face, but one glance at it +scattered her golden visions. She softly lifted up the tea-tray and +withdrew. Her faith and hope had gone down to zero. She was a very +dispirited little girl as she returned to her kitchen. That uncle from +Australia was not a rich uncle. Missis would never look so miserable if +he was rich. As a poor relation he was no use whatever; and Anne had +done nothing for the family she loved. Oh, how _very_ disappointing life +was after all! + +Meanwhile what now troubled Charlotte Home had very little to do with +Uncle Sandy's possible gold. She was solving another problem, and the +task was a difficult one. + +For the past month Charlotte had been making up her mind to a certain +line of action. Before she left Torquay her resolution was formed. She +had been over four weeks there, and during those four weeks she and her +boy had lived on Charlotte Harman's money. That money had saved the life +of her child. When she first saw it and thanked for it, and each +succeeding day, each succeeding hour, as she saw the color which was +health, and the appetite which was life, returning to her darling, the +conviction was growing upon her, that her hand could never inflict a +blow upon the woman who had done so much for her. Her children wanted +money, and her husband wanted money, and she herself too! A little dip +into this world's softnesses, she owned, would be very pleasant; but, +for all that, her hand must be still; her lips could not speak to cause +pain and agony to one who had done so much for her. Miss Harman was +going to be married. Was it possible that on the eve of her marriage +she, Charlotte Home, could deal to her so cruel a blow? No, it was not +possible. For Charlotte's sake, her father and uncle might keep their +ill-gotten wealth. Mrs. Home believed more and more firmly that she and +hers were robbed of their money. But now she could do nothing. She had +been so treated by her enemy's daughter that to appear against that +daughter's father would be impossible. As this conviction came to her, +and she resolved to act upon it, and to let all chance of recovering her +lost wealth go, a wonderful peace and calm stole over her. She almost +used to fancy she heard the voice of God saying to her,-- + +"I will provide for your children, I can give them riches. There are +better things to be won for those little ones than what money can give. +There is such a thing as a heavy purse and a poor and empty heart. +Suppose I fill those hearts with goodness, and greatness, and +generosity, and love; is not that a better portion for these creatures +who are to live for all eternity than the gold which lasts only for a +time?" + +Yes, Charlotte felt that it was a better portion. And such peace and +contentment came to this woman during the last week at Torquay that she +thought it the happiest week of her whole life. But now--now she sat by +her own hearth in troubled maze. She had come back to find her resolve +sorely shaken. With no one to help her, she had resolved to let her +chance of riches go. She came back to find an unexpected deliverer come +to her. A strong, brave, practical man had appeared. This man was her +own uncle--her beloved mother's brother. He knew how to act. While she +alone must stumble in the dark, he would know what to do. He would--he +could get her back her own. It seemed hard to reject such help; and yet +her resolve was scarcely shaken, and the temptation, though severe, was +not allowed to prevail. The voice of God was still talking to the woman, +and she was not turning from Him. + +Since the life of her child had been given back to her, a great softness +and sweetness had come to Mrs. Home; she had tasted of a mother's +bitterest cup, but God had not asked her to drink it to the dregs. Her +dark eyes, always beautiful, had now grown very lovely, being filled +with a tenderness which not only took in her own child, but, for his +sake, all the other children in the world. + +Yes, Charlotte loved God as she had never loved Him before, and it was +becoming impossible for her to do that which might pain Him. After a +time her husband came in, and the two sat and talked for some time. They +had a great deal to say, and the hours flew on as each poured out a full +heart to the other. + +After a time Charlotte told of her visit from the uncle whom she had +supposed for so many years to be dead. Mr. Home was interested, and +asked many questions. Charlotte repeated, almost word for word, what +Uncle Sandy had said. Her husband regarded her attentively. After a time +he spoke. + +"Lottie, you remember when first you told me that queer story about your +father's will?" + +"Yes," she said. + +"I own I did not believe it; I own I thought very little about it. I ask +your pardon, my dear. I now believe you are right." + +"Oh, Angus!" a great flood of color came up to her face. "Oh! why," she +added in a voice of pain, "why do you say this to me now?" + +"Partly from what your uncle said to-night; partly for another reason. +The fact is, my dear wife, while you were away I had a visit from your +half-brother, Mr. Jasper Harman.". + +"Angus!" + +"Yes, he came here one evening. He told a tale, and he made a +proposition. His tale was a lame one; his proposition scarcely came well +from his lips. He evidently thought of me as of one unworldly and +unpractical. I believe I am unpractical, but he never guessed that in my +capacity as clergyman I have had much to do with sinners. This man has a +conscience by no means void of offence. He is hardened. Charlotte, when +I saw him, I instantly believed your story." + +Mr. Home then told his wife the whole of his interview with Jasper +Harman, and the proposal he had made to settle on Charlotte and on her +children the three thousand pounds which had been her mother's for that +mother's lifetime. + +"I gave him no answer, my Lottie," he said in conclusion. "I told him +you were away--that I would tell you all on your return." + +"Then the decision is to rest with me, Angus?" + +"Yes, I think it must." + +"You do not mind whether I decline or accept?" + +"I trust you absolutely. You shall do as you think best." + +After this Mrs. Home was silent for a moment or two; then she got up, +went on her knees by her husband's side, and laying her head against his +breast, said,-- + +"We will be poor, my darling--poor and blessed. I will not touch their +gold." + +"My Lottie!" he answered. He did not quite understand her, but his heart +began to beat. + +"I will tell you all in a few words, Angus. I longed for money--be my +reason base or noble, I longed for money. A month ago how sorely we +needed it! God saw our need and sent it to us. He sent it through a +channel and by a means which tried my proud heart. I accepted the +gracious boon, and, when I accepted it, instantly I loved the giver; I +loved--I love Charlotte Harman. She is innocent of all wrong. Angus, I +cannot disturb her peace. My uncle has come home. My uncle, with his +knowledge and his worldly skill, could now win my cause for me, and get +back for me and mine what is ours. I will not let him. These old men may +keep their ill-gotten wealth, for I cannot break the daughter's heart. I +made my resolve at Torquay, Angus; and, though I own I have been tempted +to-night--yes, I believe I have been tempted--still I must let this +money go. I will leave those wicked men to God; but I cannot take their +punishment into my own hands. And, Angus, dearest, neither can I take +that small sum of money; for, though I cannot prosecute, neither can I +accept a bribe. This money comes as a bribe. Is it not so?" + +"Yes, Lottie, I fear it is so." + +"I am right not to take it?" + +"You are absolutely right." + +"Then we will not touch it. I and mine can live without it." + +"You and yours can live well and nobly without it, my most precious +wife." + +"Ah! there is rest and peace in my heart; and the little house, though +so poor and shabby, seems very home-like. Angus, I am so tired after all +this! I will go to bed." + +Long after his wife had left him, the husband remained up. He had gone +down on his knees, and he remained there for some hours. He had to thank +God for his Charlotte, but even while he thanked a weight was heavy on +his heart. Sin was very terrible to this man, and he feared that a very +grievous sin had been committed. Long, long, into the night he cried to +God for these sinners. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + +SHE COULD NOT POSTPONE HER ENGAGEMENT. + + +Mr. Harman felt himself growing weaker and weaker. The disease which was +to lay him in his grave was making slow, but steady progress. It was +just possible that, had his mind been at rest, the weakness of body, the +pain of body, the slow decay might have been, not removed, but at least +arrested. Had Mr. Harman been a very happy man, he might have lived, +even with so fatal a malady, for many years. He had lived a life of +almost perfect physical health for over sixty years, and during all that +time he had been able to keep mental pains at bay; but in his present +weakness he found this impossible. His whole nervous system became +affected, and it was apparent even to his daughter's eyes, that he was a +very unhappy man. For her sake, however, he still did wonders. He +dragged himself up to breakfast morning after morning, when he would +have given worlds to remain in bed. He still went every day to his +office in the city, though, when there, he sat in his office chair dull +and unmindful of what was going on. Jasper did the work. Jasper was +here, there, and everywhere; but it had come to such a pass with John +Harman, that he now almost disliked gold. Still, for Charlotte's sake, +he went there. Charlotte on the verge of her marriage must suspect +nothing. In the evenings he sat with his daughter, he looked with +apparent interest at the many presents which came pouring in, he made +her show herself to him in each of the new dresses, and he even went +himself with her to choose her wedding wreath and veil. But all these +things had become such a weariness to the man that, dearly as he loved +this one precious daughter, he began to look forward with almost a sense +of relief to the one week of her absence. During that week he need +disguise nothing, he need not go to the office, he need not put on this +forced cheerfulness. He might stay in bed all day long if he pleased. + +That week was near now, for it was the twelfth of April. In another +eight days the wedding morning would dawn. + +Charlotte was very busy. What young woman is not busy at such a time? +Friends poured in, presents arrived at all hours. There were dressmakers +and milliners to see and consult, from morning to night. Then Hinton +took up some of his bride-elect's time, and the evening hours were given +to her father. Seeing how much he liked having her all to himself after +dinner each night, Charlotte had begged her lover not to come to see her +at this particular time. + +"You will have me for all the rest of my life, John," she would say, +"and I think it does my father good to be quite alone with me. It +reminds him of old times." Then, when Hinton acceded to her request, she +often added, "My father puzzles me. Is it the parting from me makes him +look so ill and sad? I often fear that there is more the matter with him +than he lets appear. I wish he would consult a good doctor." + +Hinton dared not tell her that he had consulted the very best. He could +only try to turn her attention, and in this he believed that he +succeeded much better than he really did. For when the night came after +those quiet evenings, Charlotte found that she could not sleep. Was it +excitement at her coming happiness, or was it anxiety? + +Anxiety was new to this happy nature--new to this prosperous life. She +shuddered at the grim thing, as it visited her night after night, in the +solitude of her luxurious room. But shut her eyes to it, fight against +it, as she would, it could not be got to depart from her. The fact was, +a dreadful thing had happened to this frank and loving nature, she was +beginning to suspect the father whom she loved. These suspicions had +first come into play on the night when he had fainted in her presence. +Some words he had used that night, some expressions which had fallen +from his lips, had aroused a new and dreadful thought, that thought +would not go to sleep, would not depart. Was it possible that her father +had done something wrong long ago in his life, and that the remembrance +of that wrong--that sin--was what ailed him now? Was it possible that +her uncle Jasper, who always appeared so frank and open, had deceived +her? Was it possible that Hinton knew that she was deceived? These +thoughts did not trouble her much in the daytime, but at night they rose +to agonies. They kept sleep far away: so much so, that in the morning +she often came downstairs heavy-eyed and weary. She blamed herself, +then, for her mean suspicions; she said to herself, as she gave her +father his morning cup of coffee, that no face could be more incapable +of concealing a wrong than that noble old face opposite to her, and she +tried to atone for her feelings by extra tenderness of voice and manner. +But though this revulsion of feeling came with the morning, the night +brought back the same agony. She now disliked even to think of Mrs. +Home, she never spoke of her to John Hinton. He watched for her to do +so, but the name of this young woman which had so intensely interested +her never passed her lips. When Hinton told her that little Harold was +better, and that on a certain day he and his mother would be in Kentish +Town once more, she colored slightly and changed the subject. Hinton +rather wondered at this. Uncle Jasper also remarked it. It was now a +week to the wedding-day, and Charlotte was nerving herself for an +effort. She had firmly resolved that before she really gave herself to +Hinton, she would read her grandfather's will. She felt that nothing +else would completely set her mind at rest. She dreaded doing this as +much as she longed for it. Each day as it dawned she had put off the +task, but when the day just a week before her wedding came, she felt +that she must overcome what she called a weakness. She would learn the +worst that very day. She had little or no idea how to carry out her +design. She only knew that the will was kept at Somerset House, that if +she went there and allowed herself to go through certain forms she +should see it. She had never seen a will in her life, she scarcely knew +even what it would look like. Nevertheless, she could consult no one. +She must just go to the place and trust to circumstances to do the rest. + +On the thirteenth of April she resolved, as she put on her dress and +hurried down to meet her father at breakfast, that before that night +came she would carry out her design. Her father seemed better that +morning. The day was a specially lovely one, and Charlotte said to +herself that, before that time to-morrow, her heart would be at rest; +she would not even allow herself to glance at a darker alternative. +Indeed, happy in having at last firmly made up her mind; she became +suddenly scarcely at all fearful, scarcely anything but completely +hopeful. She resolved that nothing should turn her from her purpose +to-day. + +Her father kissed her, told her he felt certainly better, and went off +to the city. + +Immediately after, her uncle Jasper came in. + +"Lottie, child! I can take you to the private view of Mrs. ----'s +pictures; I have just got an invitation. You know how wild you are to +see them. Be ready at two o'clock. I will call for you then." + +"I am very sorry, but I cannot go with you this afternoon, Uncle +Jasper." + +"Oh! You have made an engagement with Hinton. Can't you put it off? This +is the last day for the pictures. You can go with Hinton to-morrow." + +"It is not an engagement with John, Uncle Jasper. It is something else, +and I cannot put it off." + +All the time a rather loud voice within was saying to her, "Go and see +the pictures. Put off the reading of the will. Be happy for one more +day." But because this voice, which became so loud, frightened her, she +would not yield to it. + +"I am very sorry," she repeated; "I should have liked it greatly. But I +cannot go." + +"Well! it is a pity, and I took some trouble about it. However, it can't +be helped." + +"No, it can't be helped," repeated Charlotte. + +Uncle Jasper went, feeling some annoyance, and also a little curiosity. + +"Strange cattle--women," he said to himself. "I confess I don't +understand 'em. Charlotte, wild to get to that private view two days +ago, now won't go because of a whim. Well! I'm glad I never took a wife. +I rather pity Hinton. I would not be tied even to that fine creature, +Lottie, forever." + +Jasper Harman had scarcely turned the corner of the street, before a cab +drew up at the house, and Hinton came in. Charlotte had not yet left the +breakfast-room. + +"Ah! my dearest, I am afraid you might be out I must hurry away at once; +but I just called to say that I have had a telegram from Webster. You +know how I have longed for you two to meet. Well, he is coming to town +to-day, and I want to bring him here at three o'clock. You will be sure +to be at home." + +"I am afraid I can't, John; I have an engagement." + +"Oh! but you must put it off, you really _must_ see Webster. He is my +greatest friend, and is to be my best man. You really must, Lottie! and +he telegraphs that he is coming up from Oxford on purpose." + +"I am ever so sorry. Could not you telegraph to him to put off his visit +until to-morrow?" + +"No, my dear; he has started before this." + +"I am very sorry; I am unfortunate," repeated Charlotte. A certain +degree of obstinacy, altogether foreign to her nature, had crept into +her voice. + +Hinton looked at her in undisguised astonishment. + +"You don't mean to say that you are not going to see Webster, when he is +coming up to town on purpose?" + +"John, dear, I will see him at five o'clock, I shall be home then. But I +have an engagement at three." + +"I cannot bring Webster here at five, he must be on his way back then. +You must put off your engagement." + +"I really cannot. Uncle Jasper has just been here, and he asked me to go +with him to see the private views at Mrs. ----'s studio. He took some +trouble to get the invitation for us both, but I could not go with him, +nor can I stay in. Mr. Webster must wait to make my acquaintance on our +wedding-day, John." + +"And I am to tell him that?" + +"Say everything as nice and polite as you can. Say that I am most truly +sorry." + +Hinton turned his back on his promised bride; there was a cloud on his +brow, he felt both hurt and angry. + +"Lottie! what is your engagement?" This was said while pretending to +look down the street. + +Charlotte came close and put her hand a little timidly on his shoulder. +"I know you will be vexed," she said "but I cannot tell you." + +Hinton held up his hand to a passing hansom. + +"Yes, I am vexed," he said, "but I cannot wait any longer now. You know +I hate secrets, and I think you might have obliged me, Charlotte." + +"I wish I could," she said, and now her eyes filled with tears. + +Hinton scarcely kissed her before he rushed away, and Charlotte sank +down on the nearest chair. The unaccountable feeling which had prompted +her to refuse both her uncle and her lover, and to fix just that hour of +three o'clock to visit Somerset House, was too strange and strong to be +overcome. But the hope which had brightened her breakfast hour had now +all departed. Her heart felt like lead within her breast, she dared not +fully contemplate the realization of her worst fears. But they thronged +like legion round her path. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + +WHERE HAD THE MONEY CARES VANISHED TO? + + +Hinton felt thoroughly angry; perhaps he had some cause. Webster, his +college chum, his greatest friend, was coming up to town. He had heard +many times and often of Hinton's promised bride, and he was coming to +town, Hinton knew well at some personal inconvenience, to see her, and +she refused to see him. + +Hinton, as well as Uncle Jasper, considered it a whim of Charlotte's. He +was surprised. Nay, he was more than surprised. He was really angry. +Here was the woman, who in a week's time now must stand up before God +and promise solemnly to obey him for all the remainder of her life, +refusing to attend to his most natural desire. She had an engagement, +and she would not tell him what it was; she made a secret of it. Be the +secret little or great, she knew how he disliked all such concealments. + +Was it possible that he was deceived in Charlotte after all? No, no, he +was too really loyal to her, too sincerely attached to her: her +frankness and sweetness were too natural, too complete, for him really +to doubt her; but he owned that he was disappointed--he owned that he +had not the greatness which she under similar circumstances would have +exercised. She was keeping him in the dark--in the dark he could not +trust. He recalled, with feelings of anything but pleasure, her last +secret. She thought little of it. But Hinton knew how differently he had +received it; he did not like to be reminded of it now. During the last +few weeks he had managed almost completely to banish it from his +thoughts; but now it came back to his memory with some force; it +reminded him of Mrs. Home. Was it possible that he was acting wrongly +in not searching into her rights? Was it possible that things had +already come to such a pass with him, that he would not do the right +because he feared the consequences? Had riches and wealth and worldly +honor already become dearer to his soul than righteousness and judgment +and truth? + +These condemnatory thoughts were very painful to the young man; but they +turned his feelings of indignation from Charlotte to himself. + +It was nearly a month now since he had left Mrs. Home. When he went away +he had provided her with another lodger. He remembered that by this time +she must have come back from Torquay. As this thought came to him he +stopped suddenly and pulled out his watch. Webster would not be at +Paddington before two o'clock. He had nothing very special to do that +morning, he would jump into a hansom and go and see Mrs. Home and +Harold. He put his ideas into execution without an instant's delay, and +arrived at Kentish Town and drew up at the well-known door at quite an +early hour. Daisy and the baby were already out, but Harold, still +something of an invalid, stood by the dining-room window. Harold, a +little weary from his journey, a little spoiled by his happy month at +Torquay was experiencing some of that flatness, which must now and then +visit even a little child when he finds he must descend from a pedestal. +For a very long time he had been first in every one's thoughts. He had +now to retire from the privileges of an invalid to the everyday +position, the everyday life of a healthy child. While at Torquay his +mother had no thought for any one but him; but now, this very morning, +she had clasped the baby in such an ecstasy of love to her heart, that +little spoiled Harold felt quite a pang of jealousy. It was with a shout +therefore of almost ecstasy that he hailed Hinton. He flew to open the +door for him himself, and when he entered the dining-room he instantly +climbed on his knee. Hinton was really fond of the boy, and Harold +reflected with satisfaction that he was altogether his own friend, that +he scarcely knew either Daisy or the baby. + +In a moment entered the happy, smiling mother. + +"Ah! you have come to see your good work completed," she said. "See what +a healthy little boy I have brought back with me." + +"We had just a delicious time," said Harold, "and I'm very strong again +now, ain't I, mother? But it wasn't Mr. Hinton gave us the money to go +to Torquay, it was my pretty lady." + +"Do you know," said Mrs. Home, "I think you were scarcely, for all your +great, great, and real kindness, scarcely perfect even in that respect. +I never knew until a few days ago, and then it was in a letter from +herself, that you are so soon to marry Charlotte Harman." + +"Yes, we are to be married on the twentieth," answered Hinton, "Has she +written to you? I am glad." + +"I had one letter from her. She wrote to ask about my boy, and to tell +me this of you." + +"She takes a great interest in you," said Hinton. + +"And I in her. I believe I can read character fairly well, and in her I +see----" + +"What?" asked the lover, with a smile. + +"In brow, eyes, and lips I see truth, honor, love, bravery. Mr. Hinton, +you deserve it all, but, nevertheless, you are drawing a great prize in +your wife." + +"I believe I am," answered the young man, deeply moved. + +"When _can_ I see my pretty lady again?" asked Harold, suddenly. "If you +are going to marry her, do you mean to take her quite, quite away? When +may I see her?" + +"Before very long, I hope, my dear boy," answered Hinton. + +"He has talked of her so often," said the mother. "I never saw any one +who in so short a time so completely won the heart of a little child; I +believe the thought of her helped to make him well. Ah! how thankful I +am when I look at him; but Mr. Hinton, there is another thing which +gives me great joy just now." + +"And that?" said Hinton. + +"Last night something very wonderful happened. I was at home not two +hours, when I was surprised by a visit from one whom I had never seen +before and whom I had supposed to be in his grave for over twenty years. +My dear mother had one brother who went to Australia shortly after her +marriage. From Australia the news reached her of his death. He was not +dead; he came back again. I had a visit from that uncle last night." + +"How strange!" said Hinton. + +"Yes; I have not heard his story yet. He met my little Daisy in Regent's +Park, and found out who she was through her likeness to my mother. Is it +not all like a romance? I had not an idea who the dear old man was when +he came to visit me last night; but how glad I am now to feel that my +own mother's brother is still alive!" + +Hinton asked a few more questions; then after many promises of effecting +a meeting very soon between Charlotte and little Harold he went away. He +was puzzled by Mrs. Home. The anxious woman he had thought of, whose sad +face often haunted him, was gone, and another peaceful, happy, almost +beautiful in her serenity, had come in her place. Her joy at Harold's +recovery was both natural and right; but where had the money cares +vanished to? Surely Charlotte's fifty pounds could not have done more +than pay the Torquay trip. As to her delight over her Australian uncle's +return, he rather wondered at it, and then forgot it. He little guessed, +as he allowed it to vanish from his mind, how it was yet to influence +the fate of more lives than his. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + +JASPER'S TERROR. + + +Uncle Jasper, too, left Charlotte on that special morning with some +displeasure, some surprise, and some anxiety. Remorse, as I have said, +did not visit the man. Long ago, a very long time ago now, he and his +brother John had touched an evil thing. For both men the natural +consequences followed; but how differently? John wanted to fling the +base defilement from his soul; Jasper wanted so to bury it there, so +deftly, so cleverly to hide it within his very heart of hearts, that it +should not appear to dishonor him in the eyes of his fellow-men. Of the +final judgment and its disclosure he never thought. It was his inability +to cover up the secret; it was his ever-growing knowledge that the +garment was neither long enough nor broad enough to wrap it round, that +caused his anxiety from day to day. In spite of his cheerful and ruddy +face he was feeling quite worn and old. If this continues, if these +people will insist on pulling the house down over their heads, I shall +fall ill like John, he reflected. He was very angry with these stupid +and silly people, who were bringing such shame and dishonor on +themselves. He often found himself wishing that his niece Charlotte had +not been the fine and open character she was. Had Charlotte been +different he might have ventured to confide in her. He felt that with +Charlotte on his side all might yet be well. This, however, was +absolutely impossible. To tell Charlotte would be to tell the world. Bad +as her father was in keeping this ugly secret quiet, Charlotte would be +ten times, twenty times, worse. What an unfortunate thing it was that +Charlotte had put that advertisement in the papers, and that Mrs. Home +had answered it! Mrs. Home of all people! Well, well, it came of that +dreadful meddling of women in literature. _He_, Jasper, had known no +peace since the day that Charlotte had wished for an amanuensis to help +her with her silly book. + +Jasper on this particular morning, as he hurried off from the Harman +house, felt less and less comfortable. He was sure, by Charlotte's +manner, that her engagement was something very particular. He feared she +was going to meet Mrs. Home. He came, with all his surmises, very far +short of the real truth, but he was in that state of mind when the +guilty fly, with no man pursuing. It had been an awful moment for old +Jasper Harman when, a week ago, he had suddenly knocked up against that +solitary, foreign-looking man. He had heard his voice and seen his face, +and he had felt his own heart standing still. Who _was_ this man? Was he +a ghost? the ghost of the long-dead trustee? Jasper began to hope that +it was but an accidental likeness in voice and manner. For was not this +man, this Alexander Wilson, named in his father's will, dead and buried +for many a day? Had not he, Jasper, not, indeed, seen him die, but had +he not stood on his grave? Had not he travelled up some hundreds of +miles in that wild Australian country for the sole purpose of standing +on that special grave? And had not he read name and age, and date of +death, all fully corroborating the story which had been sent to him? +Yes, Jasper hoped that it was but a very remarkable likeness--a ghost of +the real man. How, indeed, could it be anything but a ghost when he had +stood upon the man's very grave? He hoped this. He had brought himself +almost to believe it; but for all that, fear and uneasiness were +becoming more and more his portion, and he did not like to dwell even in +thought upon that night's adventures. He walked on fast. He disliked +cabs, and never took them. One of his great secrets of health was +exercise, and plenty of it; but he was rather in a hurry; he had an +appointment in town for a comparatively early hour, and he wanted to +call at his club for letters. He reached his destination, entered the +building, and found a little pile awaiting him. He turned slowly into +the reading-room to read them. One after the other he tore them open. +They were not very interesting, and a rapid glance of his quick, deep +eye was sufficient to enable him to master the contents. In ten minutes +he had but one letter left to read, and that was in a strange +handwriting. "Another begging epistle," he said to himself. He felt +inclined to tear it up without going to the trouble of opening it. He +had very nearly slipped it into his pocket, to take its chance at some +future time, for he remembered that he was already late. Finally he did +neither; he opened the letter and read it where he sat. This was what +his eyes rested on-- + + 10, TREMINS ROAD, KENTISH TOWN. + SIR:-- + + According to your wish I write to you at your club. My wife + returned from Torquay last night, and I told her of your visit and + your proposal. She desires me to say, and this I do, both from her + and myself, that she will not accept your offer, for reasons which + we neither of us care to explain. We do not wish for the three + thousand pounds you are willing to settle on my wife. + + I remain, sir, + Yours faithfully, + ANGUS HOME. + + _To_ JASPER HARMAN, ESQ. + +This letter fell from the hands of Jasper. His lips came a little apart, +and a new look of terror came into his eyes. So absorbed was he, so +thoroughly frightened by this letter, that he forgot where he was. He +neither saw the looks of surprise, nor heard the words of astonishment +made by those about him. Finally he gathered up envelope and paper and +hurried out. As he walked down the street he looked by no means so young +as he had done when he got up that morning. His hat was put on crooked, +his very gait was uncertain. Jasper had got a shock. Being utterly +unable to read the minds of the people who had written to him, he could +but imagine one meaning to their words. They were not so unworldly as he +had hoped. They saw through his bribe; they would not accept it, +because--because--_they knew better_. Mrs. Home had read that will. Mrs. +Home meant to prosecute. Yes, yes, it was all as plain as that the sun +was shining overhead. Mrs. Home meant to go to law. Exposure, and +disgrace, and punishment were all close at hand. There was no doubt of +it, no doubt whatever now. Those were the reasons which neither Mr. nor +Mrs. Home cared to explain. Turning a corner he came suddenly full tilt +against Hinton. The young man turned and walked down the street with +him. + +"You are on your way to Charlotte?" remarked the old man. + +"No: I have been to her already. She has an engagement this afternoon. +Did she not tell you? She said you wanted her to go somewhere with you, +and this same engagement prevented it. No, I am not going to Prince's +Gate, but I am off to Paddington in about an hour to meet a friend." + +Hinton spoke cheerfully, for his passing annoyance with Charlotte had +absolutely vanished under Mrs. Home's words of loving praise. When Mrs. +Home spoke as she had done of his brave and noble Charlotte the young +man had felt quite ashamed of having doubted her even for a brief +moment. + +Jasper had, however, been told of little Harold's illness, and Hinton, +knowing this, continued,-- + +"I have just come from the Homes. You know whom I mean? Their little boy +was the one I helped to nurse through scarlet fever. Mother and boy have +come back from Torquay like different creatures from the pleasant +change. Mrs. Home looked absolutely bright. Charlotte will like to hear +of her; and by the way, a curious thing, a little bit of a romance has +happened to her. An uncle from Australia, whom she had supposed to be +dead and in his grave for over twenty years, walked in alive and hale +last night. She did not know him at first, but he managed to prove his +identity. He----good heavens! Mr. Harman, what is the matter? You are +ill; come in here." + +Hinton led Jasper into a chemist's shop, which they happened to be +passing at the moment, for his ruddy face had suddenly become ghastly +white, and he had to clutch the young man's arm to keep himself from +falling. + +"It is nothing," he explained, when he had been given a restorative. +"Yes, I felt faint. I hope I am not going to be taken bad like my +brother. What do you say? a hansom? Well, yes, perhaps I had better have +one." + +Jasper was bowled rapidly out of sight and Hinton walked on. No dust had +been thrown in his eyes as to the cause of Jasper's agitation. He had +observed the start of almost terror with which he had turned on him when +he had first mentioned the long-lost Australian uncle of Mrs. Home's. He +had often seen how uneasy he was, however cleverly he tried to hide it, +when the Homes were mentioned. What did it all mean? Hinton felt very +uncomfortable. Much as he loved Charlotte, it was not nice to marry into +a family who kept concealed an ugly secret. Hinton was more and more +convinced that there was a secret, and that this uncle who was supposed +to be dead was in some way connected with it. Hinton was too acute, too +clever, to put down Jasper's agitation to any other cause. Instantly he +began to see a reason for Mrs. Home's joy in the recovery of this +long-lost relation. It was a reason unworthy of her, unworthy and +untrue; but nevertheless it took possession of the mind of this young +man. The uncle ceased to be an object of little interest to him. He +walked on, feeling downcast and perplexed. This day week would be his +wedding-day, and Charlotte--Charlotte, beautiful and noble, nothing +should part them. But what was this secret? Could he, dare he, fathom +it? No, because of Charlotte he must not--it would break Charlotte's +heart; because of Charlotte's father he must not, for it would cause his +death; and yet, because of Jasper, he longed to, for he owned to himself +that he disliked Jasper more and more. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + +THE READING OF THE WILL. + + +Charlotte's depression did not remain with her all through the day. She +was a healthy creature, healthy both in body and mind. It was impossible +for her, with the bright spring sun shining, and with her wedding-day +but one week absent, not to turn again to hope. She saw that she had +vexed Hinton. She still felt that queer and uncomfortable desire to be +at Somerset House, just at the very hour when her lover had pleaded for +her society. But she reflected that when she told him the story, when +she proudly cleared her father in his eyes, he would most abundantly +forgive her. + +"He hates secrets," she said to herself; "and it is the last, the very +last, little, tiny secret I shall ever have from my darling." + +By this it will be seen that she had ceased to fear her grandfather's +will. She had ordered the carriage immediately after lunch, and now +asked the coachman to drive to the Strand. As she lay back at her ease +she reflected how soon now her anxiety would be over. + +"Dear father," she whispered to her heart, "how extra loving and tender +I must be to him to-night! I believe him now--fully and absolutely +believe him now. I am only doing this for John's sake." + +When she reached the Strand she desired the coachman to stop. She would +not have him drive to Somerset House. Her secret was a secret, even the +old coachman, who had known her from her birth, must not guess it. She +told him that she had some business to transact, but that he might meet +her at a certain part of the Embankment in an hour. + +The carriage rolled out of sight. Now she was alone. She was not +accustomed to walking the London streets by herself. Certainly she had +never been in the Strand before alone. She had dressed herself with +studied plainness, and now, with her veil drawn tightly over her face, +she hurried on. She had consulted the map, and knew exactly where +Somerset House was. She also had obtained a little, a very little +information as to how she was to act for the pursuit of her purpose, +from a young barrister who had visited at her home with Hinton some few +weeks before. She considered that she had gained her knowledge with +considerable skill; and now, with a beating heart, she proceeded to act +on it. She turned into the great square which Somerset House encloses, +found the particular building where wills are kept, and entered. She was +now in a large room, or entrance-hall. There were many desks about, and +some clerks, who did not seem particularly busy. Charlotte went up to +one of the desks, a clerk lent an attentive ear, she told her errand. + +"Ah! you want to read a will," said the gentleman. "You must first +produce the proper stamp. Yes, yes, you can certainly see any will you +desire. Just go through that door to your right, walk down the passage; +you will see a door with such a direction written on it; ask for a +search stamp. It will cost you a shilling. Bring it back to me." + +Charlotte did as she was desired. The clerk she had appealed to, +attracted by her appearance and manner, was willing to be both helpful +and polite. + +"Whose will do you want, madam?" + +"I want my grandfather's will. His name was Harman." + +"What year did he die?" + +"Twenty-three years ago." + +"Ah! just so. This is 1880. So he died in the year 1857. Do you see +those catalogues to your left? Go up to those marked 1857. Look under +letter H, until you find Harman. Bring the book open at that name to +me." + +Charlotte was clever at carrying out her instructions. She quickly +returned with the book opened at the desired name. The clerk wrote Mr. +Harman's name and a number of a folio on a small piece of blue paper. +This he gave to Charlotte. + +"Take this piece of paper to room number 31, along the passage," he +said. "You will have the will very soon now." + +She bowed, thanked him, and went away. At room 31 she was desired to +wait in the reading-room. She found it without difficulty. It was a +small room, with a long table in the middle, and benches round it. At +one end sat a clerk at a desk. Charlotte seated herself at the table. +There were other people about, some reading wills, some others waiting +like herself. She happened just then to be the only woman in the room. +She drew up her veil, pressed her hand to her pale face, and waited with +what patience she could. She was too much excited to notice how she was +looked at and her appearance commented upon. Sitting there and waiting +with what courage she could muster, her fear returned. What stealthy +thing was this she was doing in the dark? What march was she stealing on +her father, her beloved and honored father? Suddenly it appeared to her +that she had done wrong. That it would be better, more dignified, more +noble, to ask from his own lips the simple truth, than to learn it by +such underhand means as these. She half rose to go away; but at this +moment a clerk entered, gave a piece of folded paper to the man at the +desk, who read aloud the one word,-- + +"Harman." + +Charlotte felt herself turning deadly white as she stood up to receive +it. But when she really held her grandfather's will in her hand all +desire not to read it had left her. She opened the folio with her +shaking fingers, and began to read as steadily as she could. Her eyes +had scarcely, however, turned over the page, and most certainly her mind +had failed to grasp the meaning of a single word, before, for some +unaccountable reason, she raised her head. A large man had come in and +had seated himself opposite to her. He was a man on an immense scale, +with a rough, red, kind face, and the longest, most brilliantly colored +beard Charlotte had ever seen. His round, bright blue eyes were fixed +earnestly on the young lady. She returned his glance, in her own +peculiar full and open way, then returned to her interrupted task. Ah! +what a task it was after all. Hard to understand, how difficult to +follow! Charlotte, unused to all law phraseology, failed to grasp the +meaning of what she read. She knit her pretty brows, and went over each +passage many times. She was looking for certain names, and she saw no +mention of them. Her heart began to leap with renewed joy and hope. Ah! +surely, surely her grandfather had been unjust, and her own beloved +father was innocent. Mrs. Home's story was but a myth. She had read for +such a long, long time, and there was no mention of her or of her +mother. Surely if her grandfather meant to leave them money he would +have spoken of it before now. She had just turned another page, and was +reading on with a light heart, when the clerk again entered. Charlotte +raised her head, she could not tell why. The clerk said something to the +clerk at the desk, who, turning to the tall foreign-looking man said,-- + +"The will of the name of Harman is being read just now by some one in +the room." + +"I will wait then," answered the man in his deep voice. + +Charlotte felt herself turning first crimson, then pale. She saw that +the man observed her. A sudden sense of fright and of almost terror +oppressed her. Her sweet and gracious calm completely deserted her. Her +fingers trembled so that she could scarcely turn the page. She did not +know what she feared. A nightmare seemed pressing on her. She felt that +she could never grasp the meaning of the will. Her eyes travelled +farther down the page. Suddenly her finger stopped; her brain grew +clear, her heart beat steadily. This was what she read,-- + + "I will and bequeath all the residue of my real and personal + estate and effects to the said John Harman, Jasper Harman, and + Alexander Wilson, in trust to sell and realize the same, and out of + the proceeds thereof to invest such a sum in public stocks or + funds, or other authorized securities, as will produce an annual + income of £1,200 a year, and to hold the investment of the said sum + in trust to pay the income thereof to my dear wife for her life: + and after her decease to hold the said investment in trust for my + daughter Charlotte to her sole and separate use, independently of + any husband with whom she may intermarry." + +Charlotte Harman was not the kind of woman who faints. But there is a +heart faintness when the muscles remain unmoved, and the eyes are still +bright. At that moment her youth died absolutely. But though she felt +its death pang, not a movement of her proud face betrayed her. She saw, +without looking at him, that the red-faced man was watching her. She +forced herself to raise her eyes, and saying simply, "This is Mr. +Harman's will," handed it to him across the table. He took it, and began +to devour the contents with quick and practised eyes. What she had taken +so long to discover he took it in at a glance. She heard him utter a a +smothered exclamation of pain and horror. She felt not the least +amazement or curiosity. All emotion seemed dead in her. She drew on her +gloves deliberately, pulled down her veil, and left the room. That dead, +dead youth she was dragging away with her had made her feel so cold and +numb that she never noticed that the red faced man had hastily folded up +the will, had returned it to the clerk at the desk, and was following +her. She went through the entrance hall, glancing neither to the left or +right. The man came near. When they both got into the square he came to +her side, raised his hat and spoke. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. + +TRUSTEES. + + +"Madam," said the stranger, "you will pardon my intruding on you, but I +saw it in your face. You are interested in that will you have just +read." + +"Yes," answered Charlotte simply. + +At another time she would have given an indignant retort to what she +would have considered a liberty. Now she turned her eyes with a mute +appeal in them to this stranger, for she recognized kindness in his +tones. + +"It was my grandfather's will," she said, responding yet farther to the +full, kind gaze he gave her back. + +"Ah! then that sets me right," said Sandy Wilson, for it was he. "That +sets me right, young lady. Now I saw you got a considerable bit of a +shock just then. You ain't, you'll forgive me for saying so, but you +ain't quite fit to meet any of your people for a bit; you may want them +not to guess, but any one with half an eye can see you're not the young +lady you were even when I entered that reading-room not half an hour +back. I'm a rough, plain man, but I'm very much interested in that will +too, and I'd like to have a little bit of a talk with you about it, if +you'll allow me. Suppose, miss, that you and I just take a turn round +the square for a few moments." + +Charlotte's answer to this was to turn her face again towards the +particular building where she had read the will, and her companion, +turning with her, began to talk eagerly. + +"You see, miss, it was quite a little bit of luck brought you and me +together to-day. The gentleman who made that will was your grandfather; +your name is----" + +"Harman," answered Charlotte. + +"Ah! yes, I see; and I--I am Alexander Wilson. I don't suppose you ever +saw me before; but I, too, am much interested in that will. I have been +abroad, and--and--supposed to be dead almost ever since that will was +made. But I was not dead, I was in Australia; I came home a week ago, +and found out my one living relation, my niece, my sister's child. She +is married and is a Mrs. Home now, but she is the Charlotte named in Mr. +Harman's will, the Charlotte to whom, and to her mother before her, Mr. +Harman left £1,200 a year." + +"Yes," said Charlotte Harman. She found difficulty in dragging this one +word from her lips. + +"Madam, I find my niece very poor; very, very poor. I go and look at her +father's will. I see there that she is entitled to wealth, to what she +would consider riches. I find also that this money is left for her +benefit in the hands of trustees; two of the trustees are called Harman, +the other, madam, is--is I--myself; I--Alexander Wilson, am the other +trustee, supposed to be dead. I could not hitherto act, but I can act +now. I can get that wronged woman back her own. Yes, a monstrous piece +of injustice has been done. It was full time for Sandy Wilson to come +home. Now the first thing I must do is to find the other trustees; I +must find the Harmans, wherever they are, for these Harmans have robbed +my niece." + +"I can give you their addresses," answered Charlotte, suddenly pausing +in her walk and turning and facing her companion. "John Harman, the +other trustee, who, as you say, has robbed Mrs. Home, is my father. I am +his only child. His address is Prince's Gate, Kensington." + +"Good heavens!" said Wilson, shocked and frightened by her manner; "I +never guessed that you were his child--and yet you betray him." + +"I am his only child. When do you wish to see him?" + +To this question Wilson made no answer for a few moments. Though a just +man, he was a kind one. He could read human nature with tolerable +accuracy. It was despair, not want of feeling, which put those hard +tones into that young voice. He would not, he could not, take advantage +of its bewilderment. + +"Miss Harman," he said after a pause, "you will pardon me, but I don't +think you quite know what you are saying; you have got a considerable +bit of a shock; you were not prepared for this baseness--this baseness +on your father's part." + +Here her eyes, turned with a sudden swift flash of agony upon him, said +as plainly as eyes could speak-- + +"Need you ask?" + +"No, you could not have guessed it," continued Sandy, replying to this +mute, though beautiful appeal, almost with tears. "You are Mr. Harman's +only child. Now I daresay you are a good bit of an idol with him. I know +how I'd worship a fine lassie like you if I had her. Well, well, miss: I +don't want to pain you, but when young things come all on a heap on a +great wrong like you have done to-day, they're apt, whatever their +former love, to be a bit, just a bit, too hard. They do things, in their +first agony, that they are sorry enough for by and by. Now, miss, what I +want to say is this, that I won't take down your father's address to-day +nor listen indeed to anything you may tell me about him. I want you to +sleep it over, miss. Of course something must be done, but if you will +sleep it over, and I, Sandy Wilson sleep it over too, we'll come +together over the business with our heads a deal clearer than we could +when we both felt scared, so to speak, as we doubtless do just at +present. I won't move hand or foot in the matter until I see you again, +Miss Harman, When do you think you will be able to see me again?" + +"Will this hour to-morrow do?" + +"Yes; I shall be quite at your service. And as we may want to look at +that will again, suppose we meet just here, miss?" + +"I will be here at this hour to-morrow," said Charlotte, and as she +spoke she pulled out her watch to mark the exact time. "It is a quarter +past four now," she said; "I will meet you here at this hour to-morrow, +at a quarter past four." + +"Very well, young lady, and may God help you! If I might express a wish +for you, it is that you may have a good hard cry between now and then. +When I was told, and quite sudden like too, that my little sister, Daisy +Wilson, was dead nothing took off the pressure from my heart and brain +like a good hearty cry. So I wish you the same. They say women need it +more than men." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV. + +DAN'S WIFE + + +Charlotte watched Wilson out of the square, then she slowly followed +him. The numbness of that dead youth was still oppressing her heart and +brain. But she remembered that the carriage must be waiting for her on +the Embankment, also that her father--she gasped a little as the thought +of her father came to her--that her father would have returned from the +city; that he might ask for her, and would wonder and grow uneasy at her +absence. She must go home, that was her first thought. She hurried her +steps, anxious to take the first turning which would lead to the +Embankment. + +She had turned down a side street and was walking rapidly, when she +heard her name called suddenly and eagerly, and a woman, very shabbily +dressed, came up to her. + +"Oh, Miss Harman--Miss Harman--don't you know me?" + +Charlotte put her hand to her brow. + +"Yes," she said, "I know you now; you are Hester Wright. Is your husband +out of prison yet?" + +"He is, Miss, and he's dying; he's dying 'ard, 'ard; he's allers saying +as he wants to see either you or his master. We are told that the master +is ill; but oh! miss, miss, ef you would come and see him, he's dreadful +anxious--dreadful, dreadful anxious. I think it's jest some'ut on his +mind; ef he could tell it, I believe as he'd die easy. Oh! my beautiful, +dear young lady, every one has a good word for you. Oh! I was going to +make bold to come to Prince's Gate, and ask you to come to see him. +You'll never be sorry, miss, if you can help a poor soul to die easy." + +"You say he is really dying?" said Charlotte. + +"Yes, indeed, indeed, miss; he never held up his head since he saw the +inside of the prison. He's dying now of a galloping waste, so the +doctors say. Oh! Miss Harman, I'll bless you for ever if you'll come and +see him." + +"Yes, I will come," said Charlotte. "Where do you live?" + +"Away over at Poplar, miss. Poor place enough, and unfit for one like +you, but I'll come and fetch you my own self, and not a pin's worth of +harm shall come to you; you need have no cause to fear. When shall I +come for you, my dear, dear young lady?" + +"The man is dying, you say," said Charlotte. "Death doesn't wait for our +convenience; I will come with you now. My carriage is waiting quite +near, I must go and give directions to the coachman: you can come with +me: I will then get a cab and drive to see your husband." + +After this the two women--the rich and the poor--walked on side by side, +quickly and in silence. The heart of the one was dry and parched with +the sudden fire of that anguish and shame, the heart of the other was so +soothed, so thankful, that soft tears came, to be wiped stealthily away. + +"Ain't she an angel?" she said to herself, knowing nothing, guessing +less, of the storm which raged within her companion's soul; "and won't +my poor Dan die easy now?" + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. + +AN OLD WEDDING-RING. + + +Once in Charlotte's life before now, she had remembered her father doing +what she considered a strangely hard thing. A valet in whom he had +always reposed full confidence had robbed him of one hundred pounds. He +had broken open his master's desk at night and taken from thence notes +to that amount. The deed had been clumsily done, and detection was very +easy. The name of this valet was Wright. He was young and good-looking, +and had been lately married; hitherto he had been considered all that +was respectable. When his crime was brought home to him, he flew to seek +Charlotte, then a very young girl; he flung himself on his knees in her +presence, and begged of her to ask her father to show mercy to him. +Scarcely half a dozen words of passionate, terrified entreaty had passed +his trembling lips, before there came a tap at the door and the young +wife rushed in to kneel by his side. Together they implored; their words +were poor and halting, but the agony of their great plea for mercy went +straight to the young generous heart they asked to intercede for them. +Charlotte promised to do what she could. She promised eagerly, with hope +in her tones. + +Never afterwards did she forget that day. Long indeed did the faces of +those two continue to haunt her, for she had promised in vain; her +father was obdurate to all her entreaties; even her tears, and she had +cried passionately, had failed to move him. Nothing should save Wright +from the full penalty of his crime. He was arrested, convicted, and sent +to prison. + +From that moment the Harmans lost sight of the couple. Charlotte had +tried, it is true, to befriend Hester Wright, but the young woman with +some pride had refused all assistance from those whom she considered +strangely hard and cruel. It was some years now since anything had been +heard of either of them. Charlotte, it is true, had not forgotten them, +but she had put them into a back part of her memory, for her father's +conduct with regard to Wright had always been a sore puzzle to her. And +now, on this day of all days, she was driving in a cab by the side of +Hester Wright to see her dying husband. She had sent a message home by +the coachman which would allay all immediate anxiety on her account, and +she sat back in the cab by the side of the poor and sad woman with a +sense of almost relief, for the present. For an hour or two she had +something outside of herself and her home to turn her thoughts to. After +what seemed a very long drive, they reached the shabby court and +shabbier house where the Wrights lived. + +Charlotte had heard of such places before, but had never visited them. +Shabby women, and dirty and squalid children surrounded the young lady +as she descended to the pavement. The children came very close indeed, +and some even stroked her dress. One mite of three years raised, in the +midst of its dirt and neglect, a face of such sweetness and innocence, +that Charlotte suddenly stooped down and kissed it. That kiss, though it +left a grimy mark on her lips, yet gave the first faint touch of +consolation to her sorely bruised heart. There was something good still +left on God's earth, and she had come to this slum, in the East end of +London, to see it shine in a baby's eyes. + +"Ef you please, Miss, I think we had better keep the cab," said Hester +Wright; "I don't think there's any cabstand, not a long way from yere." + +Charlotte spoke to the cabby, desired him to wait, then she followed +Hester into the house. + +"No, I have no children," said the woman in answer to a question of the +young lady's; "thank God fur that; who'd want to have young 'uns in a +hole like this?" + +By this time they had reached their destination. It was a cellar; Hester +was not so very far wrong in calling it a hole. It was damp, dirty, and +ill-smelling, even to the woman who was accustomed to it; to Charlotte +it was horrible beyond words. For a time, the light was so faint she +could distinguish nothing, then on some straw in a corner she saw a man. +He was shrunken, and wasted, and dying, and Charlotte, prepared as she +was for a great change, could never have recognized him. His wife, +taking Charlotte's hand in hers, led her forward at once. + +"You'd never ha' guessed, Dan, as I'd have so much luck," she said. "I +met our young lady in the street, and I made bold to 'ax her and come +and see you, and she come off at once. This is our Miss Harman, Dan +dear." + +"Our Miss Harman," repeated the dying man, raising his dim eyes. "She's +changed a goodish bit." + +"Don't call me yours," said Charlotte. "I never did anything for you." + +"Ay, but you tried," said the wife. "Dan and me don't furget as we heerd +you cryin' fit to break yer heart outside the study door, and him +within, wid a heart as hard as a nether mill-stone, would do nought. No, +you did yer werry best; Dan and me, we don't furget." + +"No, I don't furget," said the man. "It wor a pity as the old man were +so werry 'ard. I wor young and I did it rare and clumsy; it wor to pay a +debt, a big, big debt. I 'ad put my 'and to a bit of paper widhout +knowing wot it meant, and I wor made to pay for it, and the notes they +seemed real 'andy. Well, well, I did it badly, I ha' larnt the right way +since from some prison pals. I would not be found out so easy now." + +He spoke in an indifferent, drawling kind of voice, which expressed no +emotion whatever. + +"You are very ill, I fear," said Charlotte, kneeling by his side. + +"Ill! I'm dying, miss dear." + +Charlotte had never seen death before. She noticed now the queer shade +of grey in the complexion, the short and labored breath. She felt +puzzled by these signs, for though she had never seen death, this +grayness, this shortness of breath, were scarcely unfamiliar. + +"I'm dying," continued the man. "I don't much care; weren't it fur Hetty +there, I'd be rayther glad. I never 'ad a chance since the old master +sent me to prison. I'd ha' lived respectable enough ef the old master +'ad bin merciful that time. But once in prison, always in prison fur a +friendless chap like me. I never wanted to steal agen, but I jest 'ad +to, to keep the life in me. I could get no honest work hanywhere; then +at last I took cold, and it settled yere," pointing to his sunken chest, +"and I'm going off, sure as sure!" + +"He ain't like to live another twenty-four hours, so the doctor do say," +interrupted the wife. + +"No, that's jest it. Yesterday a parson called. I used ter see the jail +chaplain, and I never could abide him, but this man, he did speak hup +and to the point. He said as it wor a hawful thing to die unforgiven. He +said it over and over, until I wor fain to ax him wot I could do to get +furgiven, fur he did say it wor an hawful thing to die without having +parding." + +"Oh, it must be, it must be!" said Charlotte, suddenly clasping her +hands very tightly together. + +"I axed him how I could get it from God h'Almighty, and he told me, to +tell him, the parson, first of all my whole story, and then he could +_adwise_ me; so I hup and telled him heverything, hall about that theft +as first tuk me to prison and ruined me, and how 'ard the old master +wor, and I telled him another thing too, for he 'ad sech a way, he +seemed to draw yer werry 'art out of you. Then he axed me ef I'd +furgiven the old master, and I said no, fur he wor real, real 'ard; then +he said so solemn-like, 'That's a great, great pity, fur I'm afraid as +God can't furgive you, till you furgives.' Arter that he said a few more +words, and prayed awhile, and then he went away. I could not sleep hall +night, and to-day I called Hetty there, over, and she said as she'd do +her werry best to bring either the old master yere, or you miss, and you +see you are come; 'tis an awful thing to die without parding, that's why +I axed you to come." + +"Yes," said Charlotte very softly. + +"Please, miss, may a poor dying feller, though he ain't no better nor a +common, common thief, may he grip, 'old of yer and?" + +"With all my heart." + +"There now, it don't seem so werry 'ard. _Lord Jesus, I furgives Mr. +Harman._ Now I ha' said it. Wife dear, bring me hover that little box, +that as I allers kep' so close." + +His wife brought him a tiny and very dirty cardboard box. + +"_She_ kep' it when I wor locked up; I allers call it my bit o' revenge. +I'll give it back now. Hetty, open it." + +Hetty did so, taking from under a tiny bit of cotton-wool a worn, +old-fashioned wedding-ring. + +"There, miss dear," said Wright, handing it to her, "that wor the old +master's wife's ring. I knew as he set more prize to it nor heverything +else he had, he used to wear it on a bit of ribbon round his neck. One +day he did not put it on, he furgot it, and I, when I found he meant to +be so werry, werry 'ard, I took it and hid it, and took it away wid me. +It comforted me when I wor so long in prison to think as he might be +fretting fur it, and never guess as the lad he were so 'ard on had it. I +never would sell it, and now as I has furgiven him, he may have it back +agen. You tell him arter I'm dead, tell him as I furgives him, and +yere's the ring back agen." + +Charlotte slipped the worn little trinket on her finger. + +"I will try and give my father your message," she said. "I may not be +able at once, but I will try. I am glad you have forgiven him; we all +stand in sore, sore need of that, not only from our fellow-men, but much +more from our God. Now good-bye, I will come again." She held out her +hand. + +"Ah, but miss dear, I won't be yere fur no coming again, I'll be far +away. Hetty knows that, poor, poor, gal! Hetty'll miss me, but only fur +that I could be real glad, fur now as I ha' furgiven the old master, I +feels real heasy. I ain't nothing better nor a common thief, but fur +hall that, I think as Jesus 'ull make a place for me somehow nigh of +hisself." + +"And, miss," said Hester, "I'm real sorry, and so will Dan be when I +tell him how bad the old master is." + +"My father is not well; but how do you know?" said Charlotte. + +"Well, miss, I went to the house to-day, a-looking fur you and the +servant she told me, she said as there worn't never a hope, as the old +master were safe to die." + +"Then maybe I can tell himself hup in heaven as I quite furgives him," +said Dan Wright. + +Charlotte glanced from one speaker to the other in a kind of terrible +astonishment. Suddenly she knew on whose brow she had seen that awful +grayness, from whose lips she had heard that short and hurried breath. A +kind of spasm of great agony suddenly contracted her heart. Without a +word, however, she rose to her feet, gave the wife money for her present +needs, bade the dying husband good-bye, and stepped into the cab which +still waited for her. It was really late, and all daylight had faded as +she gave the direction for her own luxurious home. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII. + +THREE FACTS. + + +Dinner was more than half over when she reached Prince's Gate. She was +glad of this. She went straight up to her own room and sent for her +maid. + +"Ward, I am very tired and not very well. I shall not go down again +to-night, nor do I wish to see any one. Please bring up a cup of strong +tea here, and a little dry toast, and then you may leave me. I shall not +want you again to-night." + +"You won't see Mr. Harman again to-night, miss. Am I to take him that +message?" + +"Yes; say that I have a headache and think I had better stay quiet. I +will be down to breakfast as usual." + +Ward went away, to return in a few moments with the tea and toast. + +"If you please, Miss Harman, they have just sent the wedding dress and +veil from ----. Are you too tired to be fitted to-night?" + +Charlotte gave a little involuntary shudder. + +"Yes, I am much too tired," she said; "put everything away, I do not +want even to look at them. Thank you, Ward, this tea looks nice. Now you +need not come in again. Good-night." + +"Good night, Miss Harman," said the maid, going softly to the door and +closing it behind her. + +Charlotte got up at once and turned the key. Now, at last, thank God, +she was quite alone. She threw off her bonnet and cloak and going +straight to her bed flung herself upon it. In this position she lay +still for over an hour. The strong tension she had put on herself gave +way during that hour, for she groaned often and heavily, though tears +were very far from her eyes. At the end of about an hour she got up, +bathed her face and hands in cold water, drank a cup of tea, and put +some coals on a fire in the grate. She then pulled out her watch. Yes; +she gave a sigh of relief--it was not yet ten o'clock, she had the best +part of twelve hours before her in which to prepare to meet her father +at breakfast. In these hours she must think, she must resolve, she must +prepare herself for action. She sat down opposite the little cheerful +fire which, warm though the night was, was grateful to her in her +chilled state of mind and body. Looking into its light she allowed +thought to have full dominion over her. Hitherto, from the moment she +had read those words in her grandfather's will until this present +moment, she had kept thought back. In the numbness which immediately +followed the first shock, this was not so difficult. She had heard all +Sandy Wilson's words, but had only dimly followed out their meaning. He +wanted to meet her on the morrow. She had promised to meet him, as she +would have promised also to do anything else, however preposterous, at +that moment. Then she had felt a desire, more from the force of habit +than from any stronger motive, to go home. She had been met by Hester +Wright, and Hester had taken her to see her dying husband. She had stood +by the deathbed and looked into the dim and terrible eyes of death, and +felt as though a horrible nightmare was oppressing her, and then at last +she had got away, and at last, at last she was at home. The luxuries of +her own refined and beautiful home surrounded her. She was seated in the +room where she had slept as a baby, as a child, as a girl; and now, now +she must wake from this semi-dream, she must rouse herself, she must +think it out. Hinton was right in saying that in a time of great trouble +a very noble part of Charlotte would awake; that in deep waters such a +nature as hers would rise, not sink. It was awakening now, and putting +forth its young wings, though its birth-throes were causing agony. "I +_will_ look the facts boldly in the face," she said once aloud, "even my +own heart shall not accuse me of cowardice." There were three facts +confronting this young woman, and one seemed nearly as terrible as the +other. First, her father was guilty. During almost all the years of her +life he had been not an honorable, but a base man; he had, to enrich +himself, robbed the widow and the fatherless; he had grown wealthy on +their poverty; he had left them to suffer, perhaps to die. The will +which he had thought would never be read was there to prove his +treachery. Believing that his fellow-trustee was dead, he had betrayed +his sacred trust. Charlotte could scarcely imagine a darker crime. Her +father, who looked so noble, who was so tender and good to her, who bore +so high a character in the eyes of the world, was a very bad man. This +was her first fact. Her second seemed, just because of the first, even a +shade darker. This father, whom she had loved, this poor, broken-down, +guilty father, who, like a broken idol, had fallen from his high estate +in her heart, was _dying_. Ah! she knew it now; that look on his old +face could only belong to the dying. How blind she had been! how +ignorant! But the Wrights' words had torn the veil from her eyes; the +guilty man was going fast to judgment. The God whom he had sinned +against was about to demand retribution. Now she read the key to his +unhappiness, his despair. No wonder, no wonder, that like a canker it +had eaten into his heart. Her father was certainly dying; God himself +was taking his punishment into His own hands. Charlotte's third fact, +though the most absolutely personal of the whole, scarcely tortured her +as the other two did to-night. It lay so clearly and so directly in her +path, that there was no pausing how best to act. The way for action was +too clear to be even for an instant disobeyed. Into this fire she must +walk without hesitation or pause. Her wedding-day could not be on the +twentieth; her engagement must be broken off; her marriage at an end. +What! she, the daughter of a thief, ally herself to an upright, +honorable man! Never! never! Whatever the consequences and the pain to +either, Hinton and she must part. She did not yet know how this parting +would be effected. She did not know whether she would say farewell to +her lover telling him all the terrible and bitter disgrace, or with a +poor and lame excuse on her lips. But however she did it, the thing must +be done. Never, never, never would she drag the man she loved down into +her depths of shame. + +To-night she scarcely felt the full pain of this. It was almost a +relief, in the midst of all the chaos, to have this settled line of +action around which no doubt must linger. Yes, she would instantly break +off her engagement. Now she turned her thoughts to her two former facts. +Her father was guilty. Her father was dying. She, in an underhand way, +for which even now she hated herself had discovered her father's +long-buried crime. But she had not alone discovered it. Another had also +gone to see that will in Somerset House; another with eyes far more +practised than hers had read those fatal words. And that other, he could +act. He would act; he would expose the guilty and dying old man, for he +was _the other trustee_. + +Charlotte was very ignorant as to how the law would act with regard to +such a crime as her father's. Doubtless there would be a public trial, a +public disgrace. He would be dragged into the prisoner's dock; his old +white head would be bowed low there, and he was a dying man. + +In the first shock and horror of finding that the father she had always +almost worshipped could be guilty of such a terrible crime, a great rush +of anger and almost hardness had steeled her heart against him; but now +tenderer feelings came back. Pity, sad-eyed and gentle, knocked at her +heart, and when she let in pity, love quickly resumed its throne. Yes; +whatever his crime, whatever his former life, she loved that old man. +That white-headed, broken-hearted man, so close to the grave, was her +father, and she his only child. When she spoke to Sandy Wilson to-day +she had felt no desire to save the guilty from his rightful fate. But +now her feelings were different. A great cry arose in her heart on his +behalf. Could she screen him? could she screen him from his fate? In her +agony she rose and flung herself on her knees. "My God, help me; my God, +don't forsake me; save my father. Save him, save him, save him." + +She felt a little calmer after this broken prayer, and something to do +occurred to her with its instant power of tranquillizing. She would find +out the doctor whom her father consulted. She would ask Uncle Jasper. +She would make him tell her, and she would visit this man early in the +morning, and, whatever the consequence, learn the exact truth from his +lips. It would help her in her interview later on with Mr. Wilson. +Beyond this little immediate course of action, there was no light +whatever; but she felt so far calmed, that, about two o'clock, she lay +down and sleep came to her--healthy and dreamless sleep, which was sent +direct from God to put strength into the brave heart, to enable it to +suffer and endure. Many weeks before Mr. Home had said to Charlotte +Harman, "You must keep the Christ bright within you." Was His likeness +to shine henceforth through all the rest of her life, in those frank +eyes, that sweet face, that noble woman's heart, because of and through +that great tribulation? We have heard tell of the white robes which they +wear who go through it. Is it not worth while for so sacred a result to +heat the furnace seven times? + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII. + +THE DOCTOR'S VERDICT. + + +In her terrible anger and despair Charlotte had almost forgotten Uncle +Jasper; but when she came down to breakfast the following morning and +saw him there, for he had come to Prince's Gate early, and was standing +with her father on the hearthrug, she suddenly remembered that he too +must have been guilty; nay, worse, her father had never tried to deceive +her, and Uncle Jasper had. She remembered the lame story he had told +her about Mrs. Home; how fully she had believed that story, and how it +had comforted her heart at the time! Now she saw clearly its many flaws, +and wondered at her own blindness. Charlotte had always been considered +an open creature--one so frank, so ingenuous, that her secrets, had she +ever tried to have any, might be read like an open book; but last night +she had learned to dissemble. She was glad when she entered the cheerful +breakfast-room to find that she was able to put her hardly learned +lesson in practice. Knowing what she did, she could yet go up and kiss +her father, and allow her uncle to put his lips to her cheek. She +certainly looked badly, but that was accounted for by the headache which +she confessed still troubled her. She sat down opposite the tea-urn, and +breakfast was got through in such a manner that Mr. Harman noticed +nothing particular to be wrong. He always drove to the City now in his +own private carriage, and after he had gone Charlotte turned to Jasper. + +"Uncle Jasper," she said, "you have deceived me." + +"Good heavens! how, Charlotte?" said the old uncle. + +"My father is _very_ ill. You have given me to understand that there was +nothing of serious consequence the matter with him." + +Uncle Jasper heaved a slight but still audible sigh of relief. Was this +all? These fears he might even yet quiet. + +"I have not deceived you, Charlotte," he said, "for I do not believe +your father to be seriously ill." + +He fixed his keen gray eyes on her face as he spoke. She returned his +gaze without shrinking. + +"Still you do think him ill?" she said. + +"Well, any one to look at him must admit that he is not what he was." + +"Just so, Uncle Jasper. So you have told me very many times, when you +have feared my troubling him on certain matters. Now it has come to me +from another source that he is very ill. My eyes have been opened, and I +see the fact myself. I wish to learn the simple and exact truth. I wish +to see the doctor he has consulted." + +"How do you know he has consulted any?" + +"Has he?" + +Uncle Jasper was silent for a moment. He felt in a difficulty. Did +Charlotte know the worst, she might postpone her marriage, the last +thing to be desired just now; and yet where had she got her information? +It was awkward enough, though he felt a certain sense of relief in thus +accounting for the change in her appearance since yesterday morning. He +got up and approached her side softly. + +"My dear, I do own that your father is ill. I own, too, that I have, by +his most express wish, made as light of the matter to you as I could. +The fact is, Charlotte, he is anxious, very anxious, about himself. He +thinks himself much worse than I believe him to be; but his strongest +desire is, that now, on the eve of your marriage, you should not be +alarmed on his account. I firmly believe you have no cause for any +special fear. Ought you not to respect his wishes, and rest satisfied +without seeking to know more than he and I tell you? I will swear, +Charlotte, if that is any consolation to you, that I am not immediately +anxious about your father." + +"You need not swear, Uncle Jasper. Your not being anxious does not +prevent my being so. I am determined to find out the exact truth. If he +thinks himself very ill he has, of course, consulted some medical man. +If you will not tell me his name I will myself ask my father to do so +to-night." + +"By so doing you will shock him, and the doctor does not wish him to be +shocked." + +"Just so, Uncle Jasper, and you can spare him that by telling me what +you know." + +"My dear niece, if you _will_ have it?" + +"I certainly am quite resolved, uncle." + +"Well, well, you approach this subject at your peril. If you _must_ see +the doctor you must. Wilful woman over again. Would you like me to go +with you?" + +"No, thank you; I prefer to go alone. What is the doctor's name?" + +"Sir George Anderson, of B---- Street." + +"I will go to him at once," said Charlotte. + +She left the room instantly, though she heard her uncle calling her +back. Yes, she would go to Sir George at once. She pulled out her watch, +ran upstairs, put on some out-door dress, and in ten minutes from the +time she had learned the name of the great physician was in a hansom +driving to his house. This rapid action was a relief to her. Presently +she arrived at her destination. Yes, the doctor was at home. He was +engaged for the present with another patient, but if Charlotte liked to +wait he would see her in her turn. Certainly she would wait. She gave +her card to the man who admitted her, and was shown into a room, very +dark and dismal, where three or four patients were already enduring a +time of suspense waiting for their interviews. Charlotte, knowing +nothing of illness, knew, if possible, still less of doctors' rooms. A +sense of added depression came over her as she seated herself on the +nearest chair, and glanced, from the weary and suffering faces of those +who waited anxiously for their doom, to the periodicals and newspapers +piled on the table. A gentleman seated not far off handed her the last +number of the _Illustrated London News_. She took it, turning the pages +mechanically. To her dying day she never got over the dislike to that +special paper which that half hour created. + +One by one the patients' names were called by the grave footman as he +came to summon them. One by one they went away, and at last, at last, +Charlotte's turn came. She had entered into conversation with a little +girl of about sixteen, who appeared to be in consumption, and the little +girl had praised the great physician in such terms that Charlotte felt +more than ever that against his opinion there could be no appeal. And +now at last she was in the great man's presence, and, healthy girl that +she was, her heart beat so loud, and her face grew so white, that the +practised eyes of the doctor might have been pardoned for mistaking her +for a _bona-fide_ patient. + +"What are you suffering from?" he asked of her. + +"It is not myself, Sir George," she said, then making a great effort to +control her voice--"I have come about my father--my father is one of +your patients. His name is Harman." + +Sir George turned to a large book at his side, opened it at a certain +page, read quietly for a moment, then closing it, fixed his keen eyes on +the young lady. + +"You are right," he said, "your father, Mr. Harman, is one of my +patients. He came to see me no later than last week." + +"Sir," said Charlotte, and her voice grew steadier and braver as she +spoke, "I am in perfect health, and my father is ill. I have come here +to-day to learn from your lips the exact truth as to his case." + +"The exact truth?" said the doctor. "Does your father know you have come +here, Miss--Miss Harman?" + +"He does not, Sir George. My father is a widower, and I am his only +child. He has endeavored to keep this thing from me, and hitherto has +partially succeeded. Yesterday, through another source, I learned that +he is very seriously ill. I have come to you to know the truth. You will +tell it to me, will you not?" + +"I certainly _can_ tell it to you." + +"And you will?" + +"Well, the fact is, Miss Harman, he is anxious that you should not know. +I am scarcely prepared to fathom your strength of character. Any shock +will be of serious consequence to him. How can I tell how you will act +when you know all?" + +"You are preparing me for the worst now, Sir George. I solemnly promise +you in no way to use my knowledge so as to give my father the slightest +shock." + +"I believe you," answered the doctor. "A brave woman can do wonders. +Women are unselfish; they can hide their own feelings to comfort and +succor another. Miss Harman, I am sorry for you, I have bad news for +you." + +"I know it, Sir George. My father is very ill." + +"Your father is as seriously ill as a man can be to be alive; in short, +he is--dying." + +"Is there no hope?" + +"None." + +"Must he die soon?" asked Charlotte, after a brief pause. + +"That depends. His malady is of such a nature that any sudden shock, any +sudden grief will probably kill him instantly. If his mind is kept +perfectly calm, and all shocks are kept from him, he may live for many +months." + +"Oh! terrible!" cried Charlotte. + +She covered her face. When she raised it at last it looked quite haggard +and old. + +"Sir George," she said, "I do not doubt that in your position as a +doctor you have come across some secrets. I am going to confide in you, +to confide in you to a certain measure." + +"Your confidence shall be sacred, my dear young lady." + +"Yesterday, Sir George, I learned something, something which concerns my +father. It concerns him most nearly and most painfully. It relates to an +old and buried wrong. This wrong relates to others; it relates to those +now living most nearly and most painfully." + +"Is it a money matter?" asked the doctor. + +"It is a money matter. My father alone can set it right. I mean that +during his lifetime it cannot possibly in any way be set right without +his knowledge. Almost all my life, he has kept this thing a secret from +me and--and--from the world. For three and twenty years it has lain in a +grave. If he is told now, and the wrong cannot be repaired without his +knowledge, it will come on him as a--disgrace. The question I ask of you +is this: can he bear the disgrace?" + +"And my answer to you, Miss Harman, is, that in his state of health the +knowledge you speak of will instantly kill him." + +"Then--then--God help me! what am I to do? Can the wrong never be +righted?" + +"My dear young lady, I am sincerely sorry for you. I cannot enter into +the moral question, I can only state a fact. As your father's physician +I forbid you to tell him." + +"You forbid me to tell him?" said Charlotte. She got up and pulled down +her veil. "Thank you," she said, holding out her hand. "I have that to +go on--as my father's physician you forbid him to know?" + +"I forbid it absolutely. Such a knowledge would cause instant death." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX + +PUZZLED. + + +The old Australian Alexander Wilson, had left his niece, Charlotte Home, +after his first interview with her, in a very disturbed state of mind. +More disturbed indeed was he than by the news of his sister's death. He +was a rich man now, having been successful in the land of his +banishment, and having returned to his native land the possessor of a +moderate fortune. He had never married, and he meant to live with Daisy +and share his wealth with her. But in these day-dreams he had only +thought of his money as giving some added comforts to his rich little +sister, enabling her to have a house in London for the season, and, +while living in the country, to add more horses to her establishment and +more conservatories to build and tend. His money should add to her +luxuries and, consequently, to her comforts. He had never heard of this +unforgotten sister for three and twenty years, the strange dislike to +write home having grown upon him as time went on but though he knew +nothing about her, he many a time in his own wild and solitary life +pictured her as he saw her last. Daisy never grew old to him. Death and +Daisy were not connected. Daisy in his imagination was always young, +always girlish always fresh and beautiful. He saw her as he saw her last +in her beautiful country home standing by her rich husband's side, +looking more like his daughter than his wife. No, Sandy never dreamed +that Daisy would or could die, but in thinking of her he believed her to +be a widow. That husband, so old, when he went away, must be dead. + +On his arrival in England, Sandy went down into Hertfortshire. He +visited the place where he had last seen his sister. It was in the hands +of strangers--sold long ago. No one even remembered the name of Harman. +Then he met little Daisy Home, and learned quite by accident that his +Daisy was dead, and that the pretty child who reminded him of her was +her grandchild. He went to visit Charlotte Home, and there made a fresh +discovery. Had his Daisy been alive she would have wanted far more from +his well-filled purse than horses and carriages. She would have needed +not the luxuries of life, but the necessities. He had imagined her rich, +while she had died in poverty. She had died poor, and her child, her +only child, bore evident marks of having met face to face with the +sorest of all want, that which attacks the gently born. Her face, still +young, but sadly thin and worn, the very look in her eyes told this fact +to Sandy. + +Yes; his pretty Daisy, whom he had imagined so rich, so bountifully +provided for, had died a very poor and struggling woman. Doubtless this +sad and dreadful fact had shortened her days. Doubtless but for this +monstrous injustice she would be alive now, ready to welcome her +long-lost brother back to his native land. + +All that night Sandy Wilson lay awake. He was a hale and hearty man, and +seldom knew what it was to toss for any time on his pillow; but so +shocked was he, that this night no repose would visit him. An injustice +had been done, a fraud committed, and it remained for him to find out +the evil thing, to drag it to the light, to set the wronged right once +more. Charlotte Home was not at all the character he could best +understand. She was not in the least like her mother. She told the tale +of her wrongs with a strange and manifest reluctance. She believed that +a fraud had been committed. She was fully persuaded that not her +long-dead father but her living half-brothers were the guilty parties. +In this belief Sandy most absolutely shared. He longed to drag these +villains into the glaring light of justice, to expose them and their +disgraceful secret to the shameful light of day. But in this longing he +saw plainly that Charlotte did not share. He was puzzled, scarcely +pleased that this was so. How differently little Daisy would have acted +had she been alive. Dear little innocent Daisy, who all alone could do +nothing, would in his strong presence have grown so brave and fearless. +She would have put the case absolutely and once for all into his hands. +Now this her daughter did not seem disposed to do. She said to him, with +most manifest anxiety, "You will do nothing without me. You will do +nothing until we meet again." + +This he had promised readily enough, for what _could_ he do in the short +hours which must elapse between now and their next meeting? As he was +dressing, however, on the following morning, a sudden idea did occur to +him, and on this idea he resolved to act before he saw Charlotte at six +o'clock in the evening. He would go to Somerset House and see Mr. +Harman's will. What Daisy first, and now Charlotte, had never thought of +doing during all these years he would do that very day. Thus he would +gain certain and definite information. With this information it would be +comparatively easy to know best how to act. + +He went to Somerset House. He saw the will; he saw the greatness of the +robbery committed so many years ago; he saw and he felt a wild kind of +almost savage delight in the fact that he could quickly and easily set +the wrong right, for he was one of the trustees. He saw all this, and +yet--and yet--he went away a very unhappy and perplexed man, for he had +seen something else--he had seen a woman's agony and despair. Sandy +Wilson possessed the very softest soul that had ever been put into a big +body. He never could bear to see even a dog in pain. How then could he +look at the face of this girl which, all in a moment, under his very +eyes, had been blanched with agony? He could not bear it. He forgot his +fierce longing for revenge, he forgot his niece Charlotte's wrongs, in +this sudden and passionate desire to succor the other Charlotte, the +daughter of the bad man who had robbed his own sister, his own niece; he +became positively anxious that Miss Harman should not commit herself; +he felt a nervous fear as each word dropped from her lips; he saw that +she spoke in the extremity of despair. How could he stop the words which +told too much? He was relieved when the thought occurred to him to ask +her to meet him again--again when they both were calmer. She had +consented, and he found himself advising her, as he would have advised +his own dear daughter had he been lucky enough to have possessed one. He +promised her that nothing, nothing should be done until they met again, +and so afraid was he that in his interview that evening with his niece, +Mrs. Home, he might be tempted to drop some word which might betray ever +so little that other Charlotte, that instead of going to Tremin's Road +as he had intended, he wrote a note excusing himself and putting off his +promised visit until the following evening. + + + + +CHAPTER XL. + +CHARLOTTE'S PLEA. + + +When at last the time drew near for him to bend his steps in the +direction of Somerset House he had by no means made up his mind how to +act. His sympathies were still with Miss Harman. Her face had haunted +him all night long; but he felt that every sense of justice, every sense +of right, called upon him to befriend Mrs. Home. His dearly loved dead +sister seemed to call to him from her grave and to ask him to rescue +those belonging to her, to give again to these wronged ones what was +rightfully theirs. In any case, seeing the wrong as he so plainly did, +he would have felt called upon to take his sister's part in the matter. +But as circumstances now stood, even had Mrs. Home been no relation to +him whatever, he still must have acted for her and her alone. For was he +not the _other trustee_? and did not the very law of the land of his +birth demand that he should see that the terms of the will were carried +out? + +He arrived at the square of Somerset House, and found Miss Harman +waiting for him. + +She came up to him at once and held out her hand. His quick eye +detected at a glance that she was now quite calm and collected, that +whatever she might have done in the first agony of her despair +yesterday, to-day she would do nothing to betray herself. Strange to +say, he liked her far less well in this mood than he had done yesterday, +and his heart and inclination veered round again to his wronged niece +and her children with a sense of pleasure and almost triumph. + +They began to walk up and down, and Miss Harman, finding that her +companion was silent, was the first to speak. + +"You asked me to meet you here to-day. What do you want to say to me?" + +Good heavens! was she going to ride the high horse over him in this +style? Sandy's small eyes almost flashed as he turned to look at her. + +"A monstrous wrong has been done, Miss Harman," he answered. "I have +come to talk about that." + +"I know," replied Charlotte. "I have thought it all out. I know exactly +what has been done. My grandfather died and left a sum of twelve +hundred a year to my--to his wife. He left other moneys to my father +and his brother. My father and his brother, my uncle, disregarded the +claims of the widow and the orphan child. They appropriated the +money--they--_stole it_--giving to my grandfather's widow a small sum +during her life, which small sum they did not even allow to be retained +by her child." + +"That is pretty much the case, young lady. You have read the will with +tolerable accuracy." + +"I do not know in the least how the deed was done," continued Charlotte. +"How such a crime could be committed and yet lie hidden all these years +remains a terrible and mysterious thing to me. But that it was done, I +can but use my own eyes in reading my grandfather's will to see." + +"It was done easily enough, Miss Harman. They thought the other trustee +was dead. Your father and his brother were false to their trust, and +they never reckoned that Sandy Wilson would come back all alive and +blooming one fine morning--Sandy, whose duty it is to see this great +wrong put right." + +"Yes, it is your duty," said Charlotte; and now, again, she grew very +white; her eyes sought the ground and she was silent. + +"It is my most plain duty," repeated Wilson, shuffling with his great +feet as he walked by her side. + +"I should like to know what steps you mean to take," continued +Charlotte, suddenly raising her eyes to his face. + +"Steps! Good gracious! young lady, I have not had time to go into the +law of the thing. Besides, I promised to do nothing until we met again. +But one thing is plain enough, and obvious enough--my niece, that young +woman who might have been rich, but who is so poor--that young woman +must come in for her own again. It is three-and-twenty years since her +father died. She must receive from your father that money with all back +interest for the last three and twenty years. That means a goodish bit +of money I can tell you." + +"I have no doubt it does," replied Charlotte. "Mrs. Home shall have it +all." + +"Well, I hope so, young lady, and soon, too. It seems to me she has had +her share of poverty." + +"She has had, as you say, her share of that evil. Mr. Wilson," again +raising her eyes to his face, "I know Mrs. Home." + +"You know her? You know my niece Charlotte personally? She did not tell +me that." + +"Yes, I know her. I should like to see her now." + +"You would?--I am surprised! Why?" + +"That I might go down on my knees to her." + +"Well, good gracious! young lady, I supposed you might feel sorry, but I +did not know you would humble yourself to that extent. It was not _your_ +sin." + +"Hush! It was my father's sin. I am his child. I would go lower than my +knees--I would lie on the ground that she might walk over me, if the +better in that position I might plead for mercy." + +"For mercy? Ay, that's all very well, but Charlotte must have her +rights. Sandy Wilson must see to that." + +"She shall have her rights! And yet I would see her if I could, and if I +saw her I would go on my knees and plead for mercy." + +"I don't understand you, Miss Harman." + +"I do not suppose you do. Will you have patience with me while I explain +myself?" + +"I have come here to talk to you and to listen to you," said Wilson. + +"Sir, I must tell you of my father, that man whom you (and I do not +wonder) consider so bad--so low! When I read that will yesterday--when I +saw with my own eyes what a fraud had been committed, what a great, +great evil had been done, I felt in my first misery that I almost hated +my father! I said to myself, 'Let him be punished!' I would have helped +you then to bring him to punishment. I think you saw that?" + +"I did, Miss Harman. I can see as far through a stone wall as most +people. I saw that you were a bit stunned, and I thought it but fair +that you should have time to calm down." + +"You were kind to me. You acted as a good man and a gentleman. Then I +scarcely cared what happened to my father; now I do." + +"Ay, ay, young lady, natural feelings must return. I am very sorry for +you." + +"Mr. Wilson, I hope to make you yet more sorry. I must tell you more. +When I saw you yesterday I knew that my father was ill--I knew that he +was in appearance an old man, a broken down man, a very unhappy man; but +since I saw you yesterday I have learned that he is a dying man--that +old man against whom I hardened my heart so yesterday is going fast to +judgment. The knowledge of this was kept from me, for my father so loved +me, so guarded me all my life that he could not bear that even a pin's +point of sorrow should rest upon me. After seeing you yesterday, and +leaving you, I visited some poor people who, not knowing that the truth +was hidden from me, spoke of it as a well known fact. I went away from +them with my eyes opened. I only wondered they had been closed so long. +I went away, and this morning I did more. I visited one of the greatest +and cleverest doctors in London. This doctor my father, unknown to me, +had for some time consulted. I asked him for his candid opinion on my +father's case. He gave it to me. Nothing can save my father. My father +must die! But he told me more; he said that the nature of his complaint +was such that any shock must instantly kill him. He said without that +shock he may live for months; not many months, but still for a few. +Hearing this, I took the doctor still further into my confidence. I told +him that a wrong had been committed--that during my father's lifetime +that wrong could not be set right without his knowledge. I said that he +must know something which would disgrace him. His answer was this: 'As +his medical man, I forbid him to know; such a knowledge will cause +certain and instant death.'" + +Charlotte paused. Wilson, now deeply interested, even appalled, was +gazing at her earnestly. + +"I know Charlotte Home," continued Miss Harman; "and, as I said just +now, I would see her now. Yes, she has needed money; she has longed for +money; she has been cruelly wronged--most cruelly treated! Still, I +think, if I pleaded long enough and hard enough, she would have mercy; +she would not hurry that old man to so swift a judgment; she would spare +him for those few, few months to which his life is now limited. It is +for those months I plead. He is a dying man. I want nothing to be done +during those months. Afterwards--afterwards I will promise, if necessary +sign any legal paper you bring to me, that all that should have been +hers shall be Charlotte Home's--I restore it all! Oh, how swiftly and +how gladly! All I plead for are those few months." + +Wilson was silent. + +Charlotte suddenly looking at him almost lost her self-control. + +"Must I go down on my knees to you, sir? I will if it is necessary. I +will here--even here do so, if it is necessary." + +"It is not, it is not, my dear Miss Harman. I believe you; from my soul +I pity you! I will do what I can. I can't promise anything without my +niece's permission; but I am to see her this evening." + +"Oh, if you plead with her, she will have mercy; for I know her--I am +sure of her! Oh! how can I thank you?--how can I thank you both?" + +Here some tears rose to Charlotte's eyes, and rolled fast and heavily +down her cheeks. She put up her handkerchief to wipe them away. + +"You asked me to cry yesterday, but I could not; now I believe I shall +be able," she said with almost a smile. "God bless you!" + +Before Wilson could get in another word she had left him and, hurrying +through the square, was lost to sight. + +Wilson gazed after her retreating form; then he went into Somerset +House, and once more long and carefully studied Mr. Harman's will. + + + + +CHAPTER XLI. + +NO WEDDING ON THE TWENTIETH. + + +Charlotte was quite right in saying that now she could cry; a great +tension had been removed, an immediate agony lightened. From the time +she had left the doctor's presence until she had met Sandy Wilson, most +intolerable had been her feelings. She would sink all pride when she saw +him; for her father's sake, she would plead for mercy; but knowing +nothing of the character of the man, how could she tell that she would +be successful? How could she tell that he might not harden his heart +against her plea? When she left him, however, she knew that her cause +was won. Charlotte Home was to be the arbitrator of her fate; she had +never in all her life seen such a hunger for money in any eyes as she +had done in Charlotte's, and yet she felt a moral certainty that with +Charlotte she was safe. In the immediate relief of this she could cry, +and those tears were delicious to her. Returning from her drive, and in +the solitude of her own room, she indulged in them, weeping on until no +more tears would flow. They took the maddening pressure of heart and +brain, and after them she felt strong and even calm. She had washed her +face and smoothed her hair, and though she could not at once remove all +trace of the storm through which she had just passed, she still looked +better than she had done at breakfast that morning, when a tap came to +her door, and Ward, her maid, waited outside. + +"If you please, Miss Harman, the dressmaker has called again. Will you +have the wedding dress fitted now?" + +At the same instant and before Charlotte could reply, a footman appeared +at the head of the stairs--"Mr. Hinton had arrived and was waiting for +Miss Harman, in her own sitting-room." + +"Say, I will be with him directly," she answered to the man, then she +turned to Ward. "I will send you with a message to the dressmaker this +evening; tell her I am engaged now." + +The two messengers left, and Charlotte turned back into her room. She +had to go through another fire. Well! the sooner it was over the better. +She scarcely would give herself time for any thought as she ran quickly +down the stairs and along the familiar corridor, and in a moment found +herself in Hinton's presence. They had not met since yesterday morning, +when they had parted in apparent coldness; but Hinton had long forgotten +it, and now, when he saw her face, a great terror of pity and love came +over him. + +"My darling! my own darling!" he said. He came up to her and put his +arms round her. "Charlotte, what is it? You are in trouble? Tell me." + +Ah! how sweet it was to feel the pressure of his arms, to lay her head +on his breast. She was silent for quite a minute, saying to herself, "It +is for the last time." + +"You are in great trouble, Charlotte? Charlotte, what is it?" questioned +her lover. + +"Yes, I am in great trouble," she said then, raising her head and +looking at him. Her eyes were clear and frank and open as of old, and +yet at that moment she meant to deceive him; she would not tell him the +real reason which induced her to break off her engagement. She would +shelter her father in the eyes of the man she loved, at any cost. + +"You are in great trouble," he repeated, seeing that she paused. + +"Yes, John--for myself--for my father--for--for you. Dear John, we +cannot be married on the twentieth, we must part." + +"Charlotte!" he stepped back a pace or two in his astonishment, and her +arms fell heavily to her sides. "Charlotte!" he repeated; he had failed +to understand her. He gave a short laugh. + +She began to tremble when she heard him laugh, and seeing a chair near, +she sunk into it. "Yes, John, we must part," she repeated. + +He went down on his knees then by her side, and looked into her face. +"My poor darling, you are really not well; you are in trouble, and don't +know what you are saying. Tell me all your trouble, Charlotte, but don't +mind those other words. It is impossible that you and I can part. Have +we not plighted our troth before God? We cannot take that back. +Therefore we cannot part." + +"In heart we may be one, but outwardly we must part," she repeated, and +then she began to cry feebly, for she was all unstrung. Hinton's words +were too much for her. + +"Tell me all," he said then, very tenderly. + +"John, a dark thing was kept from me, but I have discovered it. My +father is dying. How can I marry on the twentieth, when my father is +dying?" + +Hinton instantly felt a sense of relief. Was this all the meaning of +this great trouble? This objection meant, at the most, postponement, +scarcely that, when Charlotte knew all. + +"How did you learn that about your father?" he said. + +"I went to see some poor people yesterday, and they told me; but that +was not enough. To-day I visited the great doctor. My father has seen +Sir George Anderson; he told me all. My father is a dying man. John, can +you ask me to marry when my father is dying?" + +"I could not, Charlotte, if it were not his own wish." + +"His own wish?" she repeated. + +"Yes! some time ago he told me of this; he said the one great thing he +longed for was to see you and me--you and me, my own Charlotte--husband +and wife before he died." + +"Why did he keep his state of health as a secret from me?" + +"I begged of him to tell you, but he wanted you to be his own bright +Charlotte to the end." + +Then Hinton told her of that first interview he had with her father. He +told it well, but she hardly listened. Must she tell him the truth after +all? No! she would not. During her father's lifetime she would shield +him at any cost. Afterwards, ah! afterwards all the world would know. + +When Hinton had ceased speaking, she laid her hand on his arm. +"Nevertheless, my darling, I cannot marry next week. I know you will +fail to understand me. I know my father will fail to understand me. That +is hard--the hardest part, but I am doing right. Some day you will +acknowledge that. With my father dying I cannot stand up in white and +call myself a bride. My marriage-day was to have been the entrance into +Paradise to me. With a funeral so near, and so certain, it cannot be +that. John--John--I--cannot--I cannot. We must not marry next week." + +"You put it off, then? You deny your dying father his dearest wish? That +is not like you, Charlotte." + +"No, it is unlike me. Everything, always, again, will be unlike me. If +you put it so, I deny my father his dearest wish." + +"Charlotte, I fail to understand you. You will not marry during your +father's lifetime. But it may be very quiet--very--very quiet, I can +manage that; and you need not leave him, you can still be altogether his +daughter, and yet make him happy by letting him feel that you are also +my wife; that I have the right to shield you, the right to love and +comfort you. Come, Charlotte! come, my darling! we won't have any +outward festivity, any outward rejoicing. This is but natural, this can +be managed, and yet we may have that which is above and beyond it +all--one another. We may be one in our sorrow instead of our joy." + +"Oh! if it could be," she sobbed; and now again she laid her head on his +shoulder. + +"It shall be, Charlotte; we will marry like that on the twentieth. I +will manage it with your father." + +"No John! no, my dearest, my best beloved, I cannot be your wife. Loving +you as I never--never--loved you before, I give you up; it is worse than +the agony of death to me. But I give you up." + +"You postpone our marriage during your father's lifetime?" + +"I postpone it--I do more--I break it off. Oh! John, don't look at me +like that; pity me--pity me, my heart will break." + +But he had pushed her a little away from him. Pale as death he rose to +his feet. "Charlotte! you are deceiving me; you have another reason for +this?" + +"If you will have it so," she said. + +"You are keeping a secret from me." + +"I do not say so, but you are likely enough to think this," she +repeated. + +"Can you deny it?" + +"I will not try, I know we must part." + +"If this is so, we must. A secret between husband and wife is fatal." + +"It would be, but I admit nothing, we cannot be husband and wife." + +"Never, Charlotte?" + +"Never!" she said. + +Hinton thought for a moment, and then he came up and again took her +hand. "Lottie, tell me that secret; trust me; I know there is a secret, +tell it to me, all of it, let me decide whether it must part us." + +"I cannot, my darling--my darling--I can say nothing, explain nothing, +except that you and I must part." + +"If that is so, we must," he said. + +He was pained, shocked, and angry, beyond words. He left the room and +the house without even another look. + + + + +CHAPTER XLII. + +"I LOVE HIM," SHE ANSWERED. + + +That evening Charlotte came softly into her father's study and sat down +by his side. She had not appeared at dinner-time, sending another +excuse. She was not very well, she said; she would see her father later +in the evening. But as she could not eat, she did not care to come to +dinner. She would like to see her father quite alone afterwards. +Charlotte had worded this verbal message with great care, for she wished +to prepare her father for something of extra importance. Even with the +tenderest watching it was impossible to avoid disturbing him a little, +and she wished to prepare him for the very slight but unavoidable shock +she must give. Jasper dined at Prince's Gate as usual. But after dinner +he went away. And Charlotte, when she knew this, instantly went down to +her father. She was now perfectly calm. For the time being had forgotten +herself absolutely. Nothing gives outward composure like +self-forgetfulness, like putting yourself in your fellow-man's place. +Charlotte had done this when she stepped up to her old father's side. +She had dressed herself, too, with special thought for him. There was a +muslin frock, quite clear and simple, which he had loved. It was a soft +Indian fabric, and clung to her fine figure in graceful folds. She had +made Ward iron it out, and had put it on. Of late she had considered it +too girlish, but to-night she appeared in it knowing it would please the +eyes for which it was worn. + +Mr. Harman was chilly and sat by the fire. As usual the room was softly +but abundantly lit by candles. Charlotte loved light, and, as a rule, +hated to talk to any one without looking at that person fully. But +to-night an opposite motive caused her to put out one by one all the +candles. + +"Does not the room look cosy with only the firelight?" she said. And +then she sat down on a low stool at her father's feet. + +"You are better now, my love. Tell me you are better," he said, taking +her hand in his. + +"I am well enough to sit and talk to you, father," she said. + +"But what ailed you, Lottie? You could not come to dinner either +yesterday or to-day; and I remember you looked ill this morning. What is +wrong?" + +"I felt troubled, and that has brought on a headache. But don't let us +talk about me. I mean, I suppose we must after a little, but not at +first." + +"Whom shall we talk about first? Who is more important? Is it Hinton? +You cannot get _me_ to think that Charlotte." + +"You are more important. I want to talk about you." + +Now she got hold of his hand, and, turning round, gazed firmly into his +face. + +"Father, you have troubled me. You have caused my headache." + +Instantly a startled look came into his eyes; and she, reading him +now--as, alas! she knew how to do but too well--hastened to soothe it. + +"You wanted to send me away, to make me less your own, if that were +possible. Father, I have come here to-night to tell you that I am not +going away--that I am all your own, even to the end." + +"My own to the end? Yes, you must always be that. But what do you mean?" + +She felt the hand she held trembling, and hastened to add,-- + +"Why did you keep the truth from me? Why did you try to deceive me, your +nearest and dearest, as to your state of health? But I know it all now. +I am not going away from you." + +"You mean--you mean, Charlotte, you will not marry Hinton next week?" + +"No, father." + +"Have you told him?" + +"Yes." + +"Charlotte, do you know the worst about me?" + +"I know all about you. I went to see Sir George Anderson this morning. I +forced from him the opinion he has already given to you. He says that I +cannot keep you long. But while I can, we will never part." + +Mr. Harman's hand had now ceased to tremble. It lay warm and quiet in +his daughter's clasp. After a time he said-- + +"Put your arms round me darling." + +She rose to her feet, clasped her hands round his neck, and laid her +head on his shoulder. In this position he kissed first her bright hair, +then her cheek and brow. + +"But I want my little girl to leave me," he said. "Illness need not make +me selfish. You can still be my one only dear daughter, and yet be +Hinton's wife." + +"I am your only dear daughter," she repeated. "Never mind about my being +any man's wife." She tried to smile as she resumed her seat at his feet. + +Mr. Harman saw the attempt at a smile, and it instantly strengthened him +to proceed. + +"Charlotte, I am not sorry that you know that which I had not courage +either to tell you or to cause another to tell you. I am--yes, I am +dying. Some day before long I must leave you, my darling. I must go away +and return no more. But before I die I want to see you Hinton's wife. It +will make me happier to see this, for you love him, and he can make you +happy. You do love him, Charlotte?" + +"Yes, I love him," she answered. + +"Then we will not postpone the marriage. My child shall marry the man +she loves, and have the strength of his love in the dark days that must +follow; and in one week you will be back with me, no less my child +because you are Hinton's wife." + +"Father, I cannot." + +"Not if I wish it, dear--if I have set my heart on it?" + +"I cannot," she repeated. + +She felt driven to her wits' end, and pressed her hands to her face. + +"Charlotte, what is the meaning of this? There is more here than meets +the eye. Have you and Hinton quarrelled?" + +"No, except over this. And even over this it takes two to make a +quarrel. I cannot marry next week; I have told him so. He is vexed, and +you--you are vexed. Must I break my heart and leave you? You have always +given me my own way; give it now. Don't send me away from you. It would +break my heart to marry and leave you now." + +"Is this indeed so, Charlotte?" he said. "Would you with your whole +heart rather put it off?" + +"With my whole, whole heart, I would rather," she said. + +"I will not urge it. I cannot; and yet it destroys a hope which I +thought might cheer me on my dying bed." + +"Never mind the hope, father; you will have me. I shall not spend that +week away from you." + +"No, that week did seem long to look forward to." + +"Ah! you are glad after all that I am to be with you," she said. "You +will let me nurse you and care for you. You will not force yourself to +do more than you are able. Now that I know all, I can take such care of +you, and the thought of that will make me happier by and by." + +"It is a relief that you know the worst," said Mr. Harman, but he did +not smile or look contented; he, as well as Hinton, felt that there was +more in this strange desire of Charlotte's than met the eye. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIII. + +"YOU DON'T WANT MONEY?" + + +Sandy Wilson having again very carefully read Mr. Harman's will, felt +much puzzled how to act. He was an honest, upright, practical man +himself. The greatness of the crime committed quite startled him. He had +no sympathy for the wicked men who had done the deed, and he had the +very keenest sympathy for those against whom the deed was done. His +little orphan and widowed sister and her baby child were the wronged +ones. The men who had wronged her he had never seen. He said to himself +that he had no sympathy, no sympathy whatever for Mr. Harman. What if he +was a dying man, was that fact to screen him? Was he to be allowed to go +down to his grave in peace, his gray head appearing to be to him a crown +of glory, honored by the world, cheered for his great success in life? +Was all this to be allowed to continue when he was worthy not of +applause but of hisses, of the world's most bitter opprobrium? + +And yet Sandy felt that, little or indeed no pity as he had for this +most wicked man, even if Charlotte had not come to him and pleaded with +eyes, voice, and manner he could scarcely have exposed Mr. Harman. He +could scarcely, after hearing that great doctor's verdict, have gone up +to the old man and said that which would hurry him without an instant's +time for repentance, to judgment. + +Alexander Wilson believed most fully in a judgment to come. When he +thought of it now, a certain sense of relief came over him. He need not +trouble so sorely; he might leave this sinner to his God. It is to be +feared that he thought more of God's justice than of His loving mercy +and forgiveness, as he decided to leave John Harman in His hands. + +That evening at six o'clock he was to be again with Charlotte Home. For +Charlotte Harman's sake, he had denied himself that pleasure the night +before; but this evening the solitary man might enjoy the keen pleasure +of being with his very own. Mrs. Home was his nearest living +relation--the child of his own loved sister. He did not know yet whether +he could love her at all as he had loved his little Daisy; but he felt +quite sure that her children would twine themselves round his heart; for +already the remembrance of Daisy Home was causing it to beat high with +pleasure. + +As the hour approached for his visit, he loaded himself with presents +not only for the children, but for the whole family. He said to himself +with much delight, that however much Mr. Harman's will might be tied up +for the present, yet Sandy Wilson's purse was open. He had far less idea +than Charlotte Harman what children really liked, but he loaded himself +with toys, cakes, and sweeties; and for his special pet Daisy over and +above the other two he bought the very largest doll that a Regent Street +shop could furnish him with. This doll was as heavy as a baby, and by no +means so beautiful to look at as its smaller companions. But Sandy was +no judge in such matters. + +With his presents for the adults of the party he was more fortunate. For +his niece he purchased a black silk, which in softness, lustre, and +quality could not be surpassed; for Mr. Home he bought two dozen very +old port; for Anne, a bright blue merino dress. + +These goods were packed into a four-wheeler, and, punctually at six +o'clock, that well-laden cab drew up at 10, Tremins Road. Three eager +pairs of eyes watched the unpacking, for the three pretty children, +dressed in their best, were in the dining-room; Mr. Home was also +present, and Charlotte had laid her tea-table with several unwonted +dainties in honor of her uncle's visit. Anne, the little maid, was +fluttering about; that well-laden cab had raised her spirits and her +hopes. She flew in and out, helping the cabby to bring the numerous +parcels into the hall. + +"Ah! Annie, my girl, here's something for you," said Uncle Sandy, +tossing her dress to her. After which, it is to be feared, Anne went off +her head for a little bit. + +The children, headed by their mother, came into the little hall to meet +and welcome their uncle. He entered the dining-room with Daisy riding on +his shoulder. Then before tea could even be thought of, the presents +must be discussed. The cakes, the sweeties, the toys were opened out; +the children scampered about, laughed, shouted, and kissed the old +Australian. Never in all his life had Uncle Sandy felt so happy. + +Over an hour passed in this way, then the mother's firm voice was heard. +The little heads were raised obediently. Good-night kisses were given, +and Harold, Daisy, and little Angus were led off to their nursery by the +highly flushed and excited Anne. + +The tea which followed and the quiet talk were nearly as pleasant, and +Uncle Sandy so enjoyed himself, that for a time he completely forgot old +Harman's will, his own half promise, Charlotte Harman's despair. + +It was all brought back to him, however, and by the Homes themselves. +The tea things had been removed, the gas was lit, the curtains drawn, +and Charlotte Home had insisted on her old uncle seating himself in the +one easy-chair which the room possessed. She herself stood on the +hearthrug, and glancing for a moment at her husband she spoke. + +"Uncle Sandy, it is so good to have you back again, and Angus and I are +so truly glad to welcome my dear mother's brother to our home, that we +think it hard to have to touch on anything the least gloomy to-night. +Just a word or two will be sufficient, and then we must drop the subject +for ever." + +Uncle Sandy raised his wrinkled old face. + +"Ah," he said. "If there's anything unpleasant, have it cut by all +means--out and over--that's my own motto." + +"We spoke the other night," continued Charlotte, "about my dear mother. +I told you that she was poor--that she had to do with poverty, from the +hour of my father's death until the end of her own life. It is all over +for her now, she is at rest. If plenty of money could be found for her +she would not need it. When I told you the story you expressed a doubt +that all was not right; you said it was absolutely impossible that my +father could have left my mother nothing; you said that either the will +was tampered with or not acted on. Well, Uncle Sandy, I agree with you. +I had long felt that something was not right." + +"Ay, ay, my girl; I said before, you had a brain in your head and a head +on your shoulders. Trust Uncle Sandy not to know a clever woman when he +sees her." + +"Well, uncle, I can say all the rest in a very few words. You said you +could investigate the matter; that you could discover whether any foul +play had been committed. I asked you not to do so until I saw you again; +I now ask you not to do so at all; to let the whole matter rest always. +In this I have my husband's sanction and wish." + +"Yes, Lottie has my full approval in this matter," said Mr. Home, coming +forward and laying his hand on his wife's shoulder. "We don't want +money, we would rather let the matter rest." + +"You don't want money!" said Uncle Sandy, gazing hard from the ethereal +worn-looking man, to the woman, tall and thin, in her rusty dress, with +every mark of poverty showing in thin cheek, in careworn eyes, in +labor-stained hands. "You don't want money!" he repeated. "Niece +Charlotte, I retract what I said of you--I thought you were not quite a +fool. As to you, Home, I don't pretend to understand you. You don't want +money?" + +Mr. Home smiled. Charlotte bent down and kissed her old uncle's brow. + +"Nevertheless, you will do what we wish, even though you don't +understand," she said. + +Uncle Sandy took her hand. + +"Sit down near me, Niece Charlotte," he said. "And as to you, Home, you +have a long story to hear. After you have heard it, it will be time +enough to discuss your proposition. The fact is, Charlotte, I disobeyed +you in part. You asked me to do nothing in this matter until we met +again. I did nothing to compromise you; but, nevertheless, I was not +idle, I wanted to set my own mind at rest. There was an easy way of +doing this which I knew of, and which I wondered had not occurred to +you. Charlotte, I went yesterday to Somerset House; doubtless, you know +nothing of what took me there. I can soon enlighten you. In a certain +part of that vast pile, all wills are obliged to be kept. Anyone who +likes may go there, and, by paying the sum of one shilling, read any +will they desire. I did so. I went to Somerset House and I saw your +father's will." + +"Yes," said Charlotte. Whatever her previous resolution, she no doubt +felt keenly excited now. "Yes," she repeated, "you read my father's +will." + +"I read it. I read it in a hurry yesterday; to-day I saw it again and +read it carefully. There is no flaw in it; it is a will that must stand, +that cannot be disputed. Charlotte, you were right in your forebodings. +Niece Charlotte, you and your mother, before you, were basely robbed, +cruelly wronged; your dead father was just and upright; your living +brothers are villains; your father left, absolutely to your mother +first, and to you at her death, the sum of twelve hundred a year. He +left to you both a large enough sum of money to realize that large +yearly income. You were robbed of it. Do you know how?" + +"No," said Charlotte. She said that one little word almost in a whisper. +Her face was deadly pale. + +"That money was left in your father's will in trust; it was confided to +the care of three men, whose solemn duty it was to realize it for your +mother first, afterwards for you and your children. Those men were +called trustees; two of them, Charlotte, were your half-brothers, John +and Jasper Harman; the other was your mother's only living brother, +Sandy Wilson. These trustees were false to you: two of them by simply +ignoring the trust and taking the money to themselves; the other, by +pretending to be dead when he ought to have been in England attending to +his duty. The Harmans, the other trustees, so fully believed me to be +dead that they thought their sin would never be found out. But they +reckoned without their host, for Sandy has returned, and the missing +trustee can act now. Better late than never--eh, Niece Charlotte?" + +"My poor mother!" said Charlotte, "my poor, poor mother!" + +She covered her face with her hands. The suddenness and greatness of the +crime done had agitated her. She was very much upset. Her husband came +again very near and put his hand on her shoulder. His face, too, was +troubled. + +"It was a terrible sin," he said, "a terrible sin to lie on these men's +breasts for three and twenty years. God help these sinners to +repentance!" + +"Yes, God help them," repeated Uncle Sandy, "and also those they have +wronged. But now look up, Charlotte, for I have not told you all. A man +never sins for himself alone; if he did it would not so greatly matter, +for God and the pangs of an evil conscience would make it impossible for +him to get off scot free; but--I found it out in the bush, where, I can +tell you, I met rough folks enough--the innocent are dragged down with +the guilty. Now this is the case here. In exposing the guilty the +innocent must suffer. I don't mean you, my dear, nor my poor little +wronged Daisy. In both your cases the time for suffering, I trust, is +quite at an end, but there is another victim." Here Uncle Sandy paused, +and Charlotte, having recovered her composure, stood upright on the +hearthrug ready to listen. "When I went to Somerset House yesterday, I +had, in order to obtain a sight of Mr. Harman's will, to go through a +little ceremony. It is not necessary to go into it. I had to get certain +papers, and take orders to certain rooms. All this was the little form +imposed on me by the Government for my curiosity. At last I was told to +go to a room, called the reading room, and asked to wait there until the +will was brought to me. It was a small room, and I sat down prepared to +wait patiently enough. There were about half-a-dozen people in the room +besides myself, some reading wills, others waiting until they were +brought. One woman sat at the table exactly opposite to me. She was the +only woman in the room at the time, and perhaps that fact made me first +notice her; but when I looked once, I could not have been old Sandy +Wilson without wanting to look again. I have a weakness for fine women, +and this woman was fine, in the sense that makes you feel that she is +lovable. She was young, eager-looking. I have no doubt her features were +handsome, but it was her open, almost childlike expression which +attracted most. She was essentially a fine creature, and yet there was a +peculiar childish innocence about her, that made old Sandy long to +protect her on the spot. I was looking at her, and hoping she would not +notice it and think old Sandy Wilson a bore, when a man came into the +room and said something to the clerk at the desk. The clerk turned to me +and said, 'The will of the name of Harman is being read at this moment +by some one else in the room.' Instantly this girl looked up, her eyes +met mine, her face grew all one blaze of color, though she was a pale +enough lass the moment before, and a frightened expression came into her +eyes. She looked down again at once, and went on reading in a hurried, +puzzled way, as if she was scarcely taking in much. Of course I knew she +had the will, and I did not want to hurry or confuse her, so I +pretended to turn my attention to something else. It must have been +quite a couple of minutes before I looked again, and then--I confess +that I am not easily startled, but I did have to smother an +exclamation--the poor girl must have discovered the baseness and the +fraud in those two minutes. Had she been any other but the plucky lass +she is, she would have been in a dead faint on the floor, for I never, +never in all my pretty vast experience, saw a living face so white. I +could not help looking at her then, for I was completely fascinated. She +went on reading for half a minute longer; then she raised her eyes and +gazed straight and full at me. She had big, open gray eyes, and a moment +before, they were full of innocence and trust like a child's, now there +was a wild anger and despair in them. She was quite quiet however, and +no one else in the room noticed her. She pushed the will across the +table to me and said, "That is Mr. Harman's will," then she put on her +gloves quite slowly and drew down her veil, and left the room as +sedately and quietly as you please. I just glanced my eye over the will. +I took in the right place and saw the shameful truth. I was horrified +enough, but I could not wait to read it all. I gave the will back +intending to go to it another time, for I felt I must follow that girl +at any cost. I came up to her in Somerset House square. I did not care +what she thought; I must speak to her; I did. Poor lass! I think she was +quite stunned. She did not resent the liberty old Sandy had taken. When +I asked her to wait and let me talk to her she turned at once--I have +not lived in the bush so long without being, I pride myself, sharp +enough in reading character. I saw the girl, proud girl enough at +ordinary times, was in that state of despair which makes people do +desperate things. She was defiant, and told more than I expected. She +was Miss Harman--Charlotte Harman, by the way, she said. Yes; her father +had stolen that money; would I like to see him? he lived in such a +place; his name was so-and-so. Yes; she was his only child. Her manner +was so reckless, so defiant, and yet so full of absolute misery, that I +could do nothing but pity her from my very heart. I forgot you, Niece +Lottie, and your rights, and everything but this fine creature stricken +so low through another's sins. I said, 'Hush, you shall say no more +to-day. You are stunned, you are shocked, you must have time to think; I +won't remember a thing you say about your father now. Go home and come +back again to-morrow,' I said; 'sleep over it, and I will sleep over it, +and I will meet you here to-morrow, when you are more calm.' She agreed +to this and went away. I felt a little compunction for my own softness +during that evening and night, Niece Charlotte, I felt that I was not +quite true to you; but then you had not seen her face, poor brave young +thing, poor young thing!" + +Here Uncle Sandy paused and looked hard from his niece to her husband. +Charlotte's eyes were full of tears, Mr. Home was smiling at him. There +was something peculiar in this man's rare smiles which turned them into +blessings. They were far more eloquent than words, for they were fed +from some illumination of strong approval within. Uncle Sandy, without +understanding, felt a warm glow instantly kindling in his heart. + +Charlotte said, "Go on," in a broken voice. + +"To-day, at the appointed hour, I met her again," proceeded the +Australian. "She was changed, she was composed enough now, she was on +her guard, she did not win my sympathy so much as in her despair. She +was quite open, however, as to the nature of the crime committed, and +told me she knew well what a sin her father had been guilty of. Suddenly +she startled me by saying that she knew you, Charlotte. She said she +wished she could see you now. I asked her why. She said, 'That I might +go down on my knees to her.' I was surprised at such words coming from +so proud a creature. I said so. She repeated that she would go down on +her knees that she might the better plead for mercy. I was beginning to +harden my old heart at that, and to think badly of her, when she stopped +me, by telling me a strange and sad thing. She said that she had +discovered something, something very terrible, between that hour and +yesterday. Her father had been ill for some time, but the worst had been +kept from her. She said yesterday that a poor person let her know quite +accidentally that he was not only ill but dying. She went alone that +morning to consult a doctor, one of those first-rate doctors whose word +is law. Mr. Harman, it seemed, unknown to her, was one of this man's +patients. He told her that he was hopelessly ill; that he could only +live for a few months, and that any shock might end his days in a +moment. She then told this doctor in confidence something of what she +had discovered yesterday. He said, 'As his medical man, I forbid you to +tell to your father this discovery you have made; if you do so he will +die instantly.' Miss Harman told me this strange tale, and then she +began to plead with me. She begged of me to show mercy; not to do +anything in this matter during the few months which still remained of +her father's life. Afterwards, she promised to restore all, and more +than all of what had been stolen. I hesitated; I scarcely knew how to +proceed. She saw it and exclaimed, 'Do you want me to go on my knees to +you? I will this moment, and here.' Then I said I could do nothing +without consulting you, I could do nothing without your consent. +Instantly the poor thing's whole face changed--I never saw such a change +from despair to relief. She held out her hand to me; she said she was +safe; she said she knew you; and that with you she was safe. She said +she never saw any one in her life seem to want money so badly as you; +but for all that, with you she was quite safe. She looked so thankful. +'I can cry now,' she said as she went away." Uncle Sandy paused again, +and again looked at his niece and her husband. "I told her that I would +come to you to-night," he said, "that I would plead her cause, and I +have, have I not?" + +"Well and nobly," answered Mrs. Home. "Angus, think of her trusting me! +I am so glad she could trust me. Indeed she is safe with us." + +"How soon can you go to her in the morning, Lottie?" asked the curate. + +"With the first dawn I should like to go, I only wish I could fly to her +now. Oh, Angus! what she must suffer; and next Tuesday is to be her +wedding-day. How my heart does ache for her! But I am glad she trusts +me." + +Here Mrs. Home become so excited that a great flood of tears came into +her eyes. She must cry them away in private. She left the room, and the +curate, sitting down, told to Uncle Sandy how Charlotte Harman had saved +little Harold's life. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV. + +LOVE BEFORE GOLD. + + +For the first time in all her life, Mrs. Home laid her head on her +pillow with the knowledge that she was a rich woman. Those good things +which money can buy could be hers; her husband need want no more; her +children might be so trained, so nurtured, so carefully tended that +their beauty, their beauty both physical and moral, would be seen in +clearest lustre. How often she had dreamed of the possibility of such a +time arriving, and now at last it had come. Ever since her dying mother +had told her own true history, she had dwelt upon this possible moment, +dwelt upon it with many murmurings, many heart frettings. Could it be +realized, she would be the happiest of women. Then she had decided to +give it all up, to put the golden dream quite out of her life and, +behold! she had scarcely done so before it had come true, the dream was +a reality, the riches lay at her feet. In no way through her +interference had this come about. Yes, but in the moment of her victory +the woman who had so longed for money was very miserable; like Dead Sea +apples was the taste of this eagerly desired fruit. She was enriched +through another's anguish and despair, through the wrecking of another's +happiness, and that other had saved the life of her child. Only one +thing comforted Charlotte Home during the long hours of that weary +night; Charlotte Harman had said.-- + +"With her I am safe; dearly as she loves money, with her I am quite +safe." + +Mrs. Home thought the slow moments would never fly until she was with +the sister friend, who in her own bitter humiliation and shame could +trust her. In the morning, she and her husband had a talk together. Then +hurrying through her household duties, she started at a still very early +hour for Prince's Gate. She arrived there before ten o'clock, and as she +mounted the steps and pulled the ponderous bell she could not help +thinking of her last visit; she had felt sore and jealous then, to-day +she was bowed down by a sense of unworthiness and humility. Then, too, +she had gone to visit this rich and prosperous young woman dressed in +her very best, for she said to herself that whatever her poverty, she +would look every inch the lady; she looked every inch the lady to-day, +though she was in her old and faded merino. But that had now come to her +which made her forget the very existence of dress. The grand footman, +however, who answered her modest summons, being obtuse and uneducated, +saw only the shabby dress; he thought she was a distressed workwoman, he +had forgotten that she had ever come there before. When she asked for +Miss Harman, he hesitated and was uncertain whether she could see his +young lady; finally looking at her again, he decided to trust her so +far as to allow her to wait in the hall while he went to inquire. +Charlotte gave her name, Mrs. Home, and he went away. When he returned +there was a change in his manner. Had he begun to recognize the lady +under the shabby dress; or had Charlotte Harman said anything? He took +Mrs. Home up to the pretty room she had seen before, and left her there, +saying that Miss Harman would be with her in few moments. The room +looked just as of old. Charlotte, as she waited, remembered that she had +been jealous of this pretty room. It was as pretty to-day, bright with +flowers, gay with sunshine; the same love-birds were in the same cage, +the same canary sang in the same window, the same parrot swung lazily +from the same perch. Over the mantelpiece hung the portrait in oils of +the pretty baby, who yet was not so pretty as hers. Charlotte remembered +how she had longed for these pretty things for her children, but all +desire for them had left her now. There was the rustling of a silk dress +heard in the passage, and Charlotte Harman carelessly, but richly +attired, came in. There was, even in their outward appearance, the full +contrast between the rich and the poor observable at this moment, for +Charlotte Harman, too, had absolutely forgotten her dress, and had +allowed Ward to put on what she chose. When they were about to reverse +positions, this rich and this poor woman stood side by side in marked +contrast. Charlotte Harman looked proud and cold; in the moment when she +came to plead, she held her head high. Charlotte Home, who was to grant +the boon, came up timidly, almost humbly. She took the hands of this +girl whom she loved, held them firmly, then gathering sudden courage, +there burst from her lips just the last words she had meant at this +moment to say. + +"How much I love you! how much I love you!" + +As these fervent, passionate words were almost flung at her, Charlotte +Harman's eyes began suddenly to dilate. After a moment she said under +her breath, in a startled kind of whisper? + +"You know all?" + +"I know everything." + +"Then you--you will save my father?" + +"Absolutely. You need fear nothing from me or mine; in this we are but +quits. Did not you save Harold?" + +"Ah," said Charlotte Harman; she took no notice of her friend and guest, +she sat down on the nearest chair and covered her face. When she raised +her head, Mrs. Home was kneeling by her side. + +"Charlotte," said Miss Harman--there was a change in her, the proud look +and bearing were gone--"Charlotte," she said, "you and I are one age, +but you are a mother; may I lay my head on your breast just for a +moment?" + +"Lay it there, my darling. As you have got into my heart of hearts, so +would I comfort you." + +"Ah, Charlotte, how my heart has beat! but your love is like a cool hand +laid upon it, it is growing quiet." + +"Charlotte, you are right in reminding me that I am a mother. I must +treat you as I would my little Daisy. Daisy trusts me absolutely and has +no fear; you must trust me altogether, and fear nothing." + +"I do. I fear nothing when I am with you. Charlotte, next Tuesday was to +have been my wedding-day." + +"Yes, dear." + +"But it is all on an end now; I broke off my engagement yesterday. And +yet, how much I love him! Charlotte, don't look at me so pityingly." + +"Was I doing so? I was wondering if you slept last night." + +"Slept! No, people don't sleep when their hearts beat as hard as mine +did, but I am better now." + +"Then, Charlotte, I must prescribe for you, as a mother. For the next +two hours you are my child and shall obey me; we have a great deal to +say to each other; but first of all, before we say a single word, you +must lie on this sofa, and I will hold your hand. You shall try and +sleep." + +"But can you spare the time from your children?" + +"You are my child now; as long as you want me I will stay with you. See, +I am going to draw down the blinds, and I will lock the door; you must +not be disturbed." + +It was thus that these two spent the morning. When Charlotte Harman +awoke some hours later, quiet and refreshed, they had a long, long talk. +That talk drew their hearts still closer together; it was plain that +such a paltry thing as money could not divide these friends. + + + + +CHAPTER XLV. + +THE FATE OF A LETTER. + + +Hinton had left the Harmans' house, after his strange interview with +Charlotte, with a stunned feeling. It is not too much to say of this +young man that he utterly failed to realize what had befallen him. He +walked like one in a dream, and when he reached his lodgings in Jermyn +Street, and sat down at last by his hearth, he thought of himself in a +queer way, as if he were some one else; a trouble had come to some one +else; that some one was a friend of his so he was called on to pity him. +Gradually, however, it dawned upon him that the friend was unpleasantly +close, that the some one else reigned as lord of his bosom. It was +he--he himself he was called on to pity. It was on his hitherto so +prosperous, young head that the storm had burst. Next Tuesday was to +have been his wedding-day. There was to be no wedding. On next Tuesday +he was to have won a bride, a wife; that other one dearer than himself +was to give herself to him absolutely. In addition to this he was to +obtain fortune: and fortune was to lead to far dearer, far nobler fame. +But now all this was at an end; Tuesday was to pass as any other +day--gray, neutral-tinted, indifferent, it was to go over his head. And +why? This was what caused the sharpest sting of the anguish. There +seemed no reason for it all. Charlotte's excuse was a poor one; it had +not the ring of the true metal about it. Unaccustomed to deceive, she +had played her part badly. She had given an excuse; but it was no +excuse. In this Hinton was not blinded, even for a moment. His +Charlotte! There, seemed a flaw in the perfect creature. His Charlotte +had a second time turned away her confidence from him. Yes, here was the +sting; in her trouble she would not let him comfort her. What was the +matter? What was the mystery? What was the hidden wrong? + +Hinton roused himself now. As thought and clearness of judgment came +more vividly back to him, his anger grew and his pity lessened. His mind +was brought to bear upon a secret, for there _was_ a hidden secret. His +remembrance travelled back to all that had happened since the day their +marriage was fixed--since the day when he first saw a troubled look on +Charlotte's face--and she had told him, though unwillingly, that queer +story of Mrs. Home's. Yes, of course, he knew there was a mystery--a +strange and dark mystery; like a coward he had turned away from +investigating it. He had seen Uncle Jasper's nervous fear; he had seen +Mrs. Home's poverty; he had witnessed Mr. Harman's ill-concealed +disquietude--all this he had seen, all this he had known. But for +Charlotte's sake, he had shut his eyes; Charlotte's sake he had +forbidden his brain to think or his hands to work.-- + +And now--now--ah! light was dawning. Charlotte had fathomed what he had +feared to look at. Charlotte had seen the dread reality. The secret was +disgraceful. Nothing else could so have changed his one love. Nothing +but disgrace, the disgrace of the one nearest to her, could bring that +look to her face. Scarcely had he thought this before a memory came to +him. He started to his feet as it came back. Charlotte had said, "Before +our wedding-day I will read my grandfather's will." Suppose she had done +so, and her grandfather's will had been--what? Hinton began to see +reason now in her unaccountable determination not to see Webster. She +had doubtless resolved on that very day to go to Somerset House and read +that fatal document. Having made up her mind she would not swerve from +her purpose. Then, though she was firm in her determination, her face +had been bright, her brow unfurrowed, she had still been his own dear +and happy Charlotte. He had not seen her again until she knew all. She +knew all, and her heart and spirit were alike broken. As this fact +became clear to Hinton, a sense of relief and peace came over him; he +began once more to understand the woman he loved. Beside the darkness of +misunderstanding _her_, all other misunderstandings seemed light. She +was still his love, his life; she was still true to herself, to the +beautiful ideal he had enthroned in his heart of hearts. Poor darling! +she would suffer; but he must escape. Loving him as deeply, as devotedly +as ever, she yet would give him up, rather than that he should share in +the downfall of her house. Ah! she did not know him. She could be great; +but so also could he. Charlotte should see that her love was no light +thing for any man to relinquish: she would find that it weighed heavier +in the balance than riches, than fame; that disgrace even could not +crush it down. Knowing all, he would go to her; she should not be alone +in her great, great trouble; she should find out in her hour of need the +kind of man whose heart she had won. His depression left him as he came +to this resolve, and he scarcely spent even an anxious night. On the +next day, however, he did not go to Charlotte; but about noon he sat +down and wrote her the following letter:-- + + MY DARLING: + + You gave me up yesterday. I was--I don't mind telling you this + now--stunned, surprised, pained. Since then, however, I have + thought much; all my thought has been about you. Thought sometimes + leads to light, and light has come to me. Charlotte, a contract + entered into by two takes two to undo. I refuse to undo this + contract. Charlotte, I refuse to give you up. You are my promised + wife; our banns have been read twice in church already. Have you + forgotten this? In the eyes of both God and man you are almost + mine. To break off this engagement, unless I, too, wished it, would + be, whatever your motive, a _sin_. Charlotte, the time has come, + when we may ruin all the happiness of both our lives, unless very + plain words pass between us. I use very plain words when I tell you + that I most absolutely refuse to give you up. That being so, + _whatever_ your motive, you are committing a sin in refusing to + give yourself to me. My darling, it is you I want, not your + money--you--not--not--But I will add no more, except one thing. + Charlotte, I went this morning to Somerset House, and I _read your + grandfather's will_. + + Now, what hour shall I come to you? Any hour you name I will fly + to you. It is impossible for you to refuse what I demand as a + right. But know that, if you do refuse, I will come + notwithstanding. + + Yours ever, + JOHN HINTON. + +This letter, being directed, was quickly posted, and in due time reached +its address at Prince's Gate. + +Then a strange thing happened to it. Jasper Harman, passing through the +hall, saw the solitary letter waiting for his niece. It was his habit to +examine every letter that came within his reach; he took up this one for +no particular reason, but simply from the force of this long +established habit. But having taken it in his hand, he knew the +writing. The letter was from Hinton, and Charlotte had told him--had +just told him--that her engagement with Hinton was broken off, that her +wedding was not to be. Old Jasper was beset just now by a thousand +fears, and Charlotte's manner and Charlotte's words had considerably +added to his alarm. There was a mystery; Charlotte could not deny that +fact. This letter might elucidate it--might throw light where so much +was needed. Jasper Harman felt that the contents of Hinton's letter +might do him good and ease his mind. Without giving himself an instant's +time for reflection, he took the letter into the dining-room, and, +opening it, read what was meant for another. He had scarcely done so +before Charlotte unexpectedly entered the room. To save himself from +discovery, when he heard her step, he dropped the letter into the fire. +Thus Charlotte never got her lover's letter. + +Hinton, bravely as he had spoken, was, nevertheless, pained at her +silence. After waiting for twenty-four hours he, however, resolved to be +true to his word. He had said to Charlotte, "If you refuse what I demand +as a right, nevertheless I shall exercise my right. I will come to you." +But he went with a strange sinking of heart, and when he got to Prince's +Gate and was not admitted he scarcely felt surprised. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVI. + +"THE WAY OF TRANSGRESSORS." + + +It is one of those everlasting truths, which experience and life teach +us every day, that sin brings its own punishment, virtue its own reward: +peace, the great divine reward of conscience to the virtuous; misery and +despair, and that constant apprehension which dreads discovery, and yet +which in itself is worse than discovery, to the transgressors. + +"The way of transgressors is hard." + +That Bible text was proving itself once more now in the cases of two old +men. John Harman was sinking into his grave in anguish at the thought of +facing an angry God: Jasper Harman was preparing to fly from what, alas! +he dreaded more, the faces of his angry fellow-creatures. + +Yes; it had come to this with Jasper Harman; England had become too hot +to hold him; better fly while he could. Ever since the day Hinton had +told him that he had really and in truth heard of the safe arrival of +the other trustee, Jasper's days and nights had been like hell to him. +In the morning, he had wondered would the evening find him still a free +man; in the evening, he had trembled at what might befall him before the +morning dawned. Unaccustomed to any mental anguish, his health began to +give way; his heart beat irregularly, unevenly, he lost his appetite; at +night he either had bad dreams or he could not sleep. This change began +to tell upon his appearance; his hair grew thinner and whiter, he +stooped as he walked, there was very little apparent difference now +between him and John. + +He could not bear the Harmans' house, for there he might meet Hinton. He +dreaded his office in the City, for there the other trustee might follow +him and publicly expose him. He liked his club best; but even there he +felt scarcely safe, some one might get an inkling of the tale, there was +no saying how soon such a story, so strange, so disgraceful, pertaining +to so well-known a house as that of Harman Brothers, might get bruited +about. Thus it came to pass that there was no place where this wretched +old man felt safe; it became more and more clear to him day by day that +England was too hot to hold him. All these growing feelings culminated +in a sudden accession of terror on the day that Charlotte, with her +strangely changed face, had asked him the truth with regard to her +father's case, when, with the persistence of almost despair, she had +insisted on knowing the very worst; then had quickly followed the +announcement that her marriage had been broken off by herself; that it +was postponed, her father thought, simply for the short remaining span +of his own life; but Charlotte had taken little pains to conceal from +Uncle Jasper that she now never meant to marry Hinton. What was the +reason of it all? Jasper Harman, too, as well as Hinton, was not +deceived by the reason given. There was something more behind. What was +that something more? + +In his terror and perplexity, Jasper opened Hinton's letter. One +sentence in that letter, never meant for him, burnt into the unhappy man +as the very fire of hell. + +"I went this morning to Somerset House, and I read your grandfather's +will." + +Then Jasper's worst fears had come true; the discovery was made; the +hidden sin brought to the light, the sinners would be dragged any moment +to punishment. + +Jasper must leave England that very night. Never again could he enter +his brother's house. He must fly; he must fly at once and in secret, for +it would never do to take any one into his confidence. Jasper Harman had +a hard and evil heart; he was naturally cold and unloving; but he had +one affection, he did care for his brother. In mortal terror as he was, +he could not leave that dying brother without bidding him good-bye. + +John Harman had not gone to the City that day, and when Charlotte left +the room, Jasper, first glancing at the grate to make sure that Hinton's +letter was all reduced to ashes, stole, in his usual soft and gliding +fashion, to John's study. He was pleased to see his brother there, and +alone. + +"You are early back from the City, Jasper," said the elder brother. + +"Yes; there was nothing to keep me this afternoon, so I did not stay." + +The two old men exchanged a few more commonplaces. They were now +standing by the hearth. Suddenly John Harman, uttering a half-suppressed +groan, resumed his seat. + +"It is odd," he said, "how the insidious something which men call Death +seems to grow nearer to me day by day. Now, as we stood together, I felt +just a touch of the cold hand; the touch was but a feather weight, but +any instant it will come down like a giant on its prey. It is terrible +to stand as I do, looking into the face of Death; I mean it is terrible +for one like me." + +"You are getting morbid, John," said Jasper; "you always were given to +look on the dismals. If you must die, as I suppose and fear you must, +why don't you rouse yourself and enjoy life while you may?" + +To this John Harman made no answer. After a moment or two of silence, +during which Jasper watched him nervously, he said;-- + +"As you have come back so early from the City, can you give me two hours +now? I have a great deal I want to say to you." + +"About the past?" questioned Jasper. + +"About the past." + +Jasper Harman paused and hesitated; he knew well that he should never +see his brother again; that this was his last request. But dare he stay? +Two hours were very precious, and the avenger might even now be at the +door. No; he could not waste time so precious in listening to an old, +old tale. + +"Will two hours this evening do equally well, John?" + +"Yes, if you prefer it. I generally give the evening to Charlotte; but +this evening, if it suits you better." + +"I will go now, then," said Jasper. + +"Charlotte has told you of her resolve?" + +"Yes, and I have spoken to her; but she is an obstinate minx." + +"Do not call her so; it is because of her love for me. I am sorry that +she will not marry at once; but it is not, after all, a long +postponement and it is I own, a relief, not to have to conceal my state +of health from her." + +"It is useless arguing with a woman," said Jasper. "Well, good-bye, +John." + +"Good-bye," said the elder Harman, in some surprise that Jasper's hand +was held out to him. + +Jasper's keen eyes looked hard into John's for a moment. He wrung the +thin hand and left the room. He had left for ever the one human being he +loved, and even in his throat was a lump caused by something else than +fear. But in the street and well outside that luxurious home, his love +sank out of sight and his fear returned; he must get out of England that +very night, and he had much to do. + +He pulled out his watch. Yes, there was still time. Hailing a passing +hansom he jumped into it, and drove to his bank. There, to the +astonishment of the cashier, he drew all the money he kept there. This +amounted to some thousands. Jasper buttoned the precious notes into a +pocket-book. Then he went to his lodgings and began the task of tearing +up letters and papers which he feared might betray him. Hitherto, all +through his life he had kept these things precious; but now they all +went, even to his mother's portrait and the few letters she had written +to him when a boy at school. Even he sighed as he cast these treasures +into the fire and watched them being reduced to ashes; but though they +had gone with him from place to place in Australia, and he had hoped +never to part from them, he must give them up now, for, innocent as they +looked, they might appeal against him. He must give up all the past, +name and all, for was he not flying from the avengers? flying because of +his sin? Oh! surely the way of transgressors was hard! + + + + +CHAPTER XLVII. + +CHARLOTTE HARMAN'S COMFORT. + + +Jasper Harman did not come to his brother's house that night, but about +the time he might be expected to arrive there came a note from him +instead. It was plausibly written, and gave a plausible excuse for his +absence. He told John of sudden tidings with regard to some foreign +business. These tidings were really true. Jasper said that a +confidential clerk had gone to the foreign port where they dealt to +inquire into this special matter, but that he thought it best, as the +stakes at issue were large, to go also himself, to inquire personally. +He would not be long away, &c. &c. He would write when to expect his +return. It was a letter so cleverly put together, as to cause no alarm +to any one. John Harman read it, folded it up, and told Charlotte that +they need not expect Jasper in Prince's Gate for at least a week. The +week passed, and though Jasper had neither come nor written, there was +no anxiety felt on his account. In the mean time affairs had outwardly +calmed down in Prince's Gate. The agitation, which had been felt even by +the humblest servant in the establishment had ceased. Everything had +returned to its accustomed groove. The nine days' wonder of that put off +wedding had ceased to be a wonder. It still, it is true, gave zest to +conversation in the servants' hall, but upstairs it was never mentioned. +The even routine of daily life had resumed its sway, and things looked +something as they did before, except that Mr. Harman grew to all eyes +perceptibly weaker, that Charlotte was very grave and pale and quiet, +that old Uncle Jasper was no longer in and out of the house, and that +John Hinton never came near it. The luxurious house in Prince's Gate was +unquestionably very dull; but otherwise no one could guess that there +was anything specially amiss there. + +On a certain morning, Charlotte got up, put on her walking things, and +went out. She had not been out of doors for a week, and a sudden longing +to be alone in the fresh outer world came over her too strongly to be +rejected. She called a hansom and once more drove to her favorite +Regent's Park. The park was now in all the full beauty and glory of its +spring dress, and Charlotte sat down under the green and pleasant shade +of a wide spreading oak-tree. She folded her hands in her lap and gazed +straight before her. She had lived through one storm, but she knew that +another was before her. The sky overhead was still gray and lowering; +there was scarcely even peace in this brief lull in the tempest. In the +first sudden fierceness of the storm she had acted nobly and bravely, +but now that the excitement was past, there was coming to her a certain +hardening of heart, and she was beginning to doubt the goodness of God. +At first, most truly she had scarcely thought of herself at all, but it +was impossible as the days went on for her not to make a moan over her +own altered life. The path before her looked very dark, and Charlotte's +feet had hitherto been unaccustomed to gloom. She was looking forward to +the death, the inevitable and certainly approaching death of her father. +That was bad, that was dreadful; but bad and dreadful as it would be to +say good-bye to the old man, what must follow would be worse; however +she might love him, however tenderly she might treat him, during his few +remaining days or weeks of life, when all was over and he could return +no more to receive men's praise or blame, then she must disgrace him, +she must hold him up for the world's scorn. It would be impossible even +to hope that the story would not be known, and once known it would heap +dishonor on the old head she loved. For Charlotte, though she saw the +sin, though the sin itself was most terrible and horrible to her, was +still near enough to Christ in her nature to forgive the sinner. She had +suffered; oh, how bitterly through this man! but none the less for this +reason did she love him. But there was another cause for her heartache; +and this was more personal. Hinton and she were parted. That was right. +Any other course for her to have pursued would have been most distinctly +wrong. But none the less did her heart ache and feel very sore; for how +easily had Hinton acquiesced in her decision! She did not even know of +his visit to the house. That letter, which would have been, whatever its +result, like balm to her wounded spirit, had never reached her. Hinton +was most plainly satisfied that they should meet no more. Doubtless it +was best, doubtless in the end it would prove the least hard course; but +none the less did hot tears fall now; none the less heavy was her +heart. She was wiping away a tear or two, and thinking these very sad +thoughts, when a clear little voice in her ear startled her. + +"My pretty lady!" said the sweet voice, and looking round Charlotte saw +little Harold Home standing by her side. Charlotte had not seen Harold +since his illness. He had grown taller and thinner than of old, but his +loving eyes were fixed on her face, and now his small brown hands beat +impatiently upon her knees. + +"Daisy and Angus are just round the corner," he whispered. "Let us play +a game of hide and seek, shall we?" + +He pulled her hand as he spoke, and Charlotte got up to humor him at +once. They went quickly round to the other side of the great oak-tree, +Harold sitting down on the grass pulled Charlotte to his side. + +"Ah! don't speak," he said, and he put his arms round her neck. + +She found the feel of the little arms strangely comforting, and when a +moment or two afterwards the others discovered them and came close with +peals of merry laughter, she yielded at once to Harold's eager request. + +"May they go for a walk for half an hour, and may I stay with you, +pretty lady?" + +"Yes," she answered, stooping down to kiss him. + +Anne promised to return at the right time, and Charlotte and Harold were +alone. The boy, nestling close to her side, began to chatter +confidentially. + +"I'm _so_ glad I came across you," he said; "you looked very dull when I +came up, and it must be nice for you to have me to talk to, and 'tis +very nice for me too, for I am fond of you." + +"I am glad of that, Harold," said Charlotte. + +"But I don't think you are quite such a pretty lady as you were," +continued the boy, raising his eyes to her face and examining her +critically. "Mr. Hinton and I used to think you were perfectly lovely! +You were so _bright_--yes, bright is the word. Something like a dear +pretty cherry, or like my little canary when he's singing his very, very +best. But you ain't a bit like my canary to-day; you have no sing in you +to-day; ain't you happy, my pretty lady?" + +"I have had some trouble since I saw you last, Harold," said Charlotte. + +"Dear, dear!" sighed Harold, "everybody seems to have lots of trouble. I +wonder why. No; I don't think Mr. Hinton would think you pretty to-day. +But," as a sudden thought and memory came over him--"I suppose you are +married by this time? Aren't you married to my Mr. Hinton by this time?" + +"No, dear," answered Charlotte. + +"But why?" questioned the inquisitive boy. + +"I am afraid I cannot tell you that, Harold." + +Harold was silent for about half a minute. He was sitting down on the +grass close to Charlotte, and his head was leaning against her shoulder. +After a moment he continued with a sigh,-- + +"I guess _he's_ very sorry. He and I used to talk about you so at night +when I had the fever. I knew then he was fond of you, nearly as fond as +I am myself." + +"I am glad little Harold Home loves me," said Charlotte, soothed by the +pretty boy's talk, and again she stooped down to kiss him. + +"But everybody does," said the boy. "There's father and mother, and my +Mr. Hinton and me, myself, and above all, the blessed Jesus." + +A strange feeling, half pleasure, half surprise, came over Charlotte. + +"How do you know about that last?" she whispered. + +"Of course I know," replied Harold. "I know quite well. I heard father +and mother say it; I heard them say it quite plainly one day; 'She's one +of those blessed ones whom Jesus Christ loves very much.' Oh dear! I +wish the children weren't back so dreadfully soon." + +Yes, the children and Anne had returned, and Harold had to say good-bye, +and Charlotte herself had to retrace her steps homewards. But her walk +had not been for nothing, and there was a new peace, a new quiet, and a +new hope in her heart. The fact was, she just simply, without doubt or +difficulty, believed the child. Little Harold Home had brought her some +news. The news was strange, new, and wonderful; she did not doubt it. +Faithful, and therefore full of faith, was this simple and upright +nature. There was no difficulty in her believing a fact. What Harold +said was a fact. She was one of those whom Jesus loved. Straight did +this troubled soul fly to the God of consolation. Her religion, from +being a dead thing, began to live. She was not friendless, she was not +alone, she had a friend who, knowing absolutely all, still loved. At +that moment Charlotte Harman put her hand into the hand of Christ. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVIII. + +THE CHILDREN'S ATTIC. + + +It was one thing for Alexander Wilson to agree to let matters alone for +the present, and by so doing to oblige both Charlotte Home and Charlotte +Harman, but it was quite another thing for him to see his niece, his own +Daisy's child, suffering from poverty. Sandy had been accustomed to +roughing it in the Australian bush. He had known what it was to go many +hours without food, and when that food could be obtained it was most +generally of the coarsest and commonest quality. He had known, too, what +the cold of lying asleep in the open air meant. All that an ordinary man +could endure had Sandy pulled through in his efforts to make a fortune. +He had never grumbled at these hardships, they had passed over him +lightly. He would, he considered, have been less than man to have +complained. But nevertheless, when he entered the Home's house, and took +possession of the poorly-furnished bedroom, and sat down day after day +to the not too abundant meals; when he saw pretty little Daisy cry +because her mother could not give her just what was most nourishing for +her breakfast, and Harold, still pale and thin, having to do without the +beef-tea which the doctor had ordered for him; when Sandy saw these +things his heart waxed hot, and a great grumbling fit took possession of +his kindly, genial soul. This grumbling fit reached its culminating +point, when one day--mother, children, and maid all out--he stole up +softly to the children's nursery. This small attic room, close to the +roof, low, insufficiently ventilated, was altogether too much for Sandy. +The time had come for him to act, and he was never the man to shirk +action in any way. Charlotte Harman was all very well; that dying father +of hers, whom he pronounced a most atrocious sinner, and took pleasure +in so thinking him, he also was well enough, but everything could not +give way to them. Though for the present Mr. Harman's money could not be +touched for the Home's relief, yet Sandy's own purse was open, and that +purse, he flattered himself, was somewhat comfortably lined. Yes, he +must do something, and at once. Having examined with marked disgust the +children's attic, he marched down the street. Tremins Road was long and +narrow, but leading out of it was a row of fine new houses. These houses +were about double the size of number ten, were nicely finished, and +though many of them were already taken, two or three had boards up, +announcing that they were still to let. Sandy saw the agent's name on +the board, and went off straight to consult with him. The result of this +consultation was that in half an hour he and the agent were all over the +new house. Sandy went down to the basement, and thought himself +particularly knowing in poking his nose into corners, in examining the +construction of the kitchen-range, and expecting a copper for washing +purposes to be put up in the scullery. Upstairs he selected a large and +bright room, the windows of which commanded a peep of distant country. +Here his pretty little Pet Daisy might play happily, and get back her +rosy cheeks, and sleep well at night without coming downstairs +heavy-eyed to breakfast. Finally he took the house on the spot, and +ordered in paperers and painters for the following Monday. + +He was asked if he would like to choose the papers. "Certainly," he +replied, inwardly resolving that the nursery should be covered with +pictures. He appointed an hour on Monday for his selections. This day +was Saturday. He then went to the landlord of No. 10, Tremins Road, and +made an arrangement for the remainder of the Homes' lease. This +arrangement cost him some money, but he reflected again with +satisfaction that his purse was well lined. So far he had conducted his +plans without difficulty. But his next step was not so easy; without +saying a word to either Charlotte or her husband, he had deprived them +of one home, while providing them with another. No doubt the new home +was vastly superior to the old. But still it came into his mind that +they might consider his action in the light of a liberty; in short, that +this very peculiar and unworldly couple might be capable of taking huff +and might refuse to go at his bidding. Sandy set his wits to work over +this problem, and finally he concocted a scheme. He must come round this +pair by guile. He thought and thought, and in the evening when her +husband was out he had a long talk with his niece. By a few judiciously +chosen words he contrived to frighten Charlotte about her husband's +health. He remarked that he looked ill, worn, very much older than his +years. He said, with a sigh, that when a man like Home broke down he +never got up again. He was undermining his constitution. When had he had +a change? + +"Never once since we were married," answered the wife with tears in her +eyes. + +Sandy shook his head very sadly and gravely over this, and after a +moment of reflection brought out his scheme. + +Easter was now over, there was no special press of parish work. Surely +Homes' Rector would give him a holiday, and allow him to get away from +Monday to Saturday night? Why not run away to Margate for those six +days, and take his wife and three children with him? No, they need take +no maid, for he, Uncle Sandy, having proposed this plan must be +answerable for the expense. He would put them all up at a good hotel, +and Anne could stay at home to take care of him. Of course to this +scheme there were many objections raised. But, finally, the old +Australian overruled them each and all. The short leave was granted by +the Rector. The rooms at the hotel which commanded the best sea-view +were taken by Sandy, and the Homes left 10 Tremins Road, little guessing +that they were not to return there. When he had seen father, mother, and +three happy little children off by an early train, Sandy returned +quickly to Tremins Road. There he called Anne to him, and unfolded to +the trembling and astonished girl his scheme. + +"We have to be in the new house as snug as snug by Saturday night, my +girl," he said in conclusion. "We have to bring away what is worth +moving of this furniture, and it must all be clean and fresh, for a +clean new house. And, look here, Anne, you can't do all the work; do you +happen to know of a good, hard-working girl, who would come and help +you, and stay altogether if Mrs. Home happened to like her, just a +second like yourself, my lass?" + +"Oh, please, sir, please, sir," answered Anne, "there's my own sister, +she's older nor me, and more knowing. She's real 'andy, and please, sir, +she'd like it real awful well." + +"Engage her by all means," said Wilson, "go at once for her. See; where +does she live? I will pay the cab fare." + +"Oh, was anything so exactly like the _Family Herald_," thought Anne as +she drove away. + +Uncle Sandy then went to a large West End furniture shop, and chose some +sensible and nice furniture. The drawing-room alone he left untouched, +for he could not pretend to understand how such a room should be rigged +out--that must be Charlotte's province. But the nice large dining-room, +the bedrooms, the stairs and hall, were made as sweet and gay and pretty +as the West End shopman, who had good taste and to whom Uncle Sandy gave +carte blanche, could devise. Finally, on Saturday, he went to a +florist's and from there filled the windows with flowers, and Anne had +orders to abundantly supply the larder and store-room; and now at last, +directions being given for tea, the old man went off to meet his niece, +her husband and her children, to conduct them to their new home. + +"Oh, we did have such a time," said Harold, as, brown as a berry, he +looked up at his old great-uncle. "Didn't we, Daisy?" he added, +appealing to his small sister, who clung to his hand. + +"Ess, but we 'onted 'oo, Uncle 'Andy," said the small thing, looking +audaciously into his face, which she well knew this speech would please. + +"You're just a dear, little, darling duck," said Sandy, taking her in +his arms and giving her a squeeze. But even Daisy could not quite +monopolize him at this moment. All the success of his scheme depended on +the next half-hour, and as they all drove back to Kentish Town, Sandy on +the box-seat of the cab, and the father, mother, and three children +inside, his heart beat so loud and hard, that he had to quiet it with +some sharp inward admonitions. + +"Sandy Wilson, you old fool!" he said to himself more than once; "you +have not been through the hardships of the Australian bush to be afraid +of a moment like this. Keep yourself quiet; I'm ashamed of you." + +At last they drew up at the address Sandy had privately given. How +beautiful the new house looked! The hall door stood open, and Anne's +smiling face was seen on the threshold. The children raised a shout at +sight of her and the flowers, which were so gay in the windows. Mr. Home +in a puzzled kind of way was putting out his head to tell the cabby that +he had made a mistake, and that he must just turn the corner. Charlotte +was feeling a queer little sensation of surprise, when Uncle Sandy, with +a face almost purple with emotion, flung open the door of the cab, took +Daisy in his arms, and mounting her with an easy swing on to his +shoulder said to Charlotte,-- + +"Welcome, in the name of your dear, dead mother, Daisy Wilson, to your +new home, Niece Lottie." + +The children raised a fresh shout. + +"Oh, come, Daisy," said Harold; she struggled to the ground and the two +rushed in. Anne came down and took the baby, and Mr. and Mrs. Home had +no help for it but to follow in a blind kind of way. Uncle Sandy pushed +his niece down into one of the hall chairs. + +"There!" he said; "don't, for Heaven's sake, you two unpractical, +unworldly people, begin to be angry with me. That place in Tremins Road +was fairly breaking my heart, and I could not stand it, and +'tis--well--I do believe 'tis let, and you _can't_ go back to it, and +this house is yours, Niece Charlotte, and the furniture. As to the rent, +I'll be answerable for that, and you won't refuse your own mother's +brother. The fact was, that attic where the children slept was too much +for me, so I had to do something. Forgive me if I practised a little bit +of deception on you both. Now, I'm off to an hotel to-night, but +to-morrow, if you're not too angry with your mother's brother, I'm +coming back for good. Kept a fine room for myself, I can tell you. Anne +shall show it to you. Trust Sandy Wilson to see to his own comforts. Now +good-bye, and God bless you both." + +Away he rushed before either of the astonished pair had time to get in a +word. + +"But I do think they'll forgive the liberty the old man took with them," +were his last waking thoughts as he closed his eyes that night. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIX. + +HE WEPT. + + +Mr. Harman was beginning to take the outward circumstances of his life +with great quietness. What, three months before, would have caused both +trouble and distress, now, was received with equanimity. The fact was, +he felt himself day by day getting so near eternity, that the things of +time, always so disproportionately large to our worldly minds, were +assuming to him their true proportions. + +John Harman was being led by a dark road of terrible mental suffering to +his God; already he was drawing near, and the shadow of that forgiveness +which would yet encircle him in its perfect rest and peace was at hand. + +Days, and even weeks, went by, and there was no news of Jasper. John +Harman would once have been sorely perplexed, but now he received the +fact of his brothers absence with a strange quietness, even apathy. +Charlotte's postponed marriage, a little time back, would have also +fretted him, but believing surely that she would be happy after his +death, he did not now trouble; and he could not help owning to himself +that the presence of his dearly loved daughter was a comfort too great +to be lightly dispensed with. He was too much absorbed with himself to +notice the strangeness of Hinton's absence, and he did not perceive, as +he otherwise would have done, that Charlotte's face was growing thin and +pale, and that there was a subdued, almost crushed manner about the +hitherto spirited creature, which not even his present state of health +could altogether account for. + +Yes, John Harman lived his self-absorbed life, going day by day a little +further into the valley of the shadow of death. The valley he was +entering looked very dark indeed to the old man, for the sin of his +youth was still unforgiven, and he could not see even a glimpse of the +Good Shepherd's rod and staff. Still he was searching day and night for +some road of peace and forgiveness; he wanted the Redeemer of all the +world to lay His hand upon his bowed old head. The mistake he was still +making was this--he would not take God's way of peace, he must find his +own. + +One evening, after Charlotte had left him, he sat for a long time in his +study lost in thought. After a time he rose and took down once more from +the shelf the Bible which he had opened some time before; then it had +given him the reverse of comfort, and he scarcely, as he removed it from +the place where he had pushed it far back out of sight, knew why he +again touched it. He did, however, take it in his hand, and return with +it to his chair. He drew the chair up to the table and laid the old +Bible upon it. He opened it haphazard; he was not a man who had ever +studied or loved the Bible; he was not acquainted with all its contents +and the story on which his eyes rested came almost with the freshness of +novelty. + +"Two men went up into the Temple to pray; the one a Pharisee, and the +other a publican. + +"The publican would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but +smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me, a sinner. + +"I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the +other." + +John Harman read the story twice. + +"This man went down to his house justified rather than the other." + +The other! he fasted, and gave alms, and thanked God that he was not as +this publican--this publican, who was a sinner. + +But the Bible words were clear enough and plain enough. He, the sinner, +was justified. + +John Harman covered his face with his hands. Suddenly he fell on his +knees. + +"God be merciful to me a sinner," he said. + +He said the few words twice aloud, in great anguish of spirit, and as he +prayed he wept. + +Afterwards he turned over the Bible pages again. This time he read the +story of Zacchæus. + +"If I have taken anything from any man, I restore him fourfold." + +It was very late when Mr. Harman at last went to bed, but he slept +better that night than he had done for years. He was beginning to see +the possible end. + + + + +CHAPTER L. + +HOME'S SERMON. + + +It was impossible for the Homes to refuse Uncle Sandy's kindness. Their +natural pride and independence of character could not stand in the way +of so graciously and gracefully offered a gift. When the old man came to +see them the next day, he was received with all the love and gratitude +he deserved. If he could give well, Charlotte and her husband knew how +to receive well. He now told his niece plainly that he had come to pass +the remainder of his days with her and hers; and father, mother, and +children welcomed him with delight. + +Charlotte was now a very happy woman. The new and pretty house was +delightful to her. She began to understand what it was not to have to +look twice at a pound, for Uncle Sandy's purse was for ever at her +command. When she went with her old uncle to choose the furniture for +the new drawing room, she laughed so merrily and seemed so gay that +Uncle Sandy informed her that she had already lost five years of her +age. Harold and Daisy used to look into her face at this time, and say +to one another, "Isn't our mother pretty?" For, indeed, the peace in her +heart, and the little unexpected glow of worldly prosperity which had +come into her life, had wonderfully softened and beautified her face. +Her eyes, when she looked at her children's blooming faces, were often +bright as stars. At all times now they were serene and happy. She had +one little cross, however, one small shadow in her happy time. She +wanted to be much--daily, if possible--with Charlotte Harman. Her heart +yearned over Charlotte, and she would have almost neglected her children +to give her one ray of comfort just now. But Charlotte herself had +forbidden this daily intercourse. + +"I love you, Charlotte," she had said, "and I know that you love me. But +at present we must not meet. I cannot leave my father to go to see you, +and you must not come here, for I cannot risk the chance of seeing you. +He may question me, and I shall not be able to answer his questions. No, +Charlotte, we must not meet." + +Charlotte Home felt much regret at this. Failing Charlotte Harman, she +turned her attention to Hinton. She was fully resolved that no stone +should remain unturned by her to enable those two yet to marry, and she +thought she might best effect her object by seeing the young man. She +wrote to him, asking him to call, telling him that she had much of +importance to tell him; but both from his private address and also from +his chambers the letters were, in due course of time, returned. Hinton +was not in town, and had left no clue to his whereabouts. Thus she was +cut off from helping, in any way, those who were in great darkness, and +this fact was an undoubted sorrow to her. Yes, Mrs. Home was full of +pity for Charlotte, full of pity for Charlotte's lover. But it is to be +feared that both she and Uncle Sandy retained a strong sense of +indignation towards the one who had caused the anguish--towards the one, +therefore, on whom the heaviest share of the punishment fell. Very +terrible was it for Charlotte, very terrible for Hinton. But were they +asked to tell their true feeling towards old John Harman, they might +have whispered, "Serve him right." There was one, however, besides his +daughter, whose warmest sympathies, whose most earnest and passionate +prayers were beginning day by day and night by night, to centre more and +more round the suffering and guilty man, and that one was the curate, +Home. Angus Home had never seen John Harman, but his sin and his +condition were ever before him. He was a dying man, and--he was a +sinner. With strong tears and lamentation did this man cry to God for +his fellow man. His tears and his prayers brought love for the sinner. +Angus Home would have gladly died to bring John Harman back to God. + +One Saturday night he sat up late over his sermon. He was not an +eloquent preacher, but so earnest was his nature, so intense his +realization of God's love and of the things unseen, that it was +impossible for his words not to be winged with the rare power of +earnestness. He was neither gifted with language nor with imagination; +but he could tell plain truths in such a way that his hearers often +trembled as they listened. At such times he looked like an avenging +angel. For the man, when he felt called on to rebuke sin, was very +jealous for his God. Then, again, he could whisper comfort; he could +bring down Heaven, and looked, when he spoke of the land which is very +far off, as though even now, and even here, his eyes were seeing the +King in His beauty. Nevertheless, so little was that real power of his +understood, so much better were empty words gracefully strung together +preferred, that Home was seldom asked to preach in the large parish +church. His congregation were generally the very poorest of his flock. +These very poor folks learned to love their pastor, and for them he +would very gladly spend and be spent. He was to preach to-morrow in a +small iron building to these poor people. He now sat up late to prepare +his sermon. He found himself, however, sadly out of tune for this work. +He took his Bible in hand and turned page after page; he could find no +suitable text; he could fix his attention on no particular line of +argument. He unlocked a drawer, and took from thence a pile of old +sermons; should he use one of these? He looked through and through his +store. None pleased, none satisfied him. Finally, overcome by a sudden +feeling, he forgot his sermon of to-morrow. He pushed his manuscripts +aside, and fell on his knees. He was in terror about the soul of John +Harman, and he prayed for him in groans that seemed almost as though +they must rend the heavens in their pleadings for a reply. "Lord, spare +the man. Lord, hear me; hear me when I plead with Thee. It was for +sinners such as he Thou didst die. Oh, spare! oh, save!--save this great +sinner. Give me his soul, Lord. Lord, give me his soul to bring to Thee +in Heaven." He went up to bed in the early hours of the May morning +quite exhausted. He had absolutely forgotten his sermon. He had not +prepared a word for his congregation for the next day. Before he went to +church he remembered this. There was no help for it now. He could but +put two of his already prepared sermons in his pocket and set out. He +was to read the service as well as to preach the sermon. There were +about sixty poor people present. Charlotte and the children went to the +parish church. There was not a really well-dressed person in all his +congregation. He had just finished reading the Absolution when a slight +stir near the door attracted his attention. He raised his eyes to see +the verger leading up the centre aisle an old man with bowed head and +silver hair, accompanied by a young woman. The young woman Home +recognized at a glance. She was Charlotte Harman; the old man then was +her father. He did not ask himself why they had come here or how, but +instantly he said to his own heart, with a great throb of ecstatic joy, +"God has heard my prayer; that soul is to be mine." When he mounted the +pulpit stairs he had absolutely forgotten his written sermons. For the +first time he stood before his congregation without any outward aid of +written words, or even notes. He certainly did not need them, for his +heart was full. Out of that heart, burning with love so intense as to be +almost divine, he spoke. I don't think he used any text, but he told +from beginning to end the old, old tale of the Prodigal Son. He told it +as, it seemed to his congregation, that wonderful story had never been +told since the Redeemer Himself had first uttered the words. He +described the far country, the country where God was not; and the people +were afraid and could scarcely draw their breath. Then he told of the +Father's forgiveness and the Father's welcome home; and the +congregation, men and women alike, hid their faces and wept. Added to +his earnestness God had given to him the great gift of eloquence to-day. +The people said afterwards they scarcely knew their pastor. There was +not a dry eye in his church that morning. + + + + +CHAPTER LI. + +A SINNER. + + +Home went back to his new and pretty house and sat down with his wife +and children, and waited. He would not even tell Charlotte of these +unlooked-for additions to his small congregation. When she asked him if +he had got on well, if his sermon had been a difficulty, he had +answered, with a light in his eyes, that God had been with him. After +this the wife only took his hand and pressed it. She need question no +further: but even she wondered at the happy look on his face. + +He had two more services for that day, and also schools to attend, and +through all his duties, which seemed to come without effort or +annoyance, he still waited. He knew as well as if an angel had told him +that he should see more of Mr. Harman. Had he been less assured of this +he would have taken some steps himself to secure a meeting; he would +have gone to the daughter, he would have done he knew not what. But +having this firm assurance, he did not take any steps; he believed what +God wished him to do was quietly to wait. + +When he went out on Monday morning he left word with his wife where he +might be found without trouble or delay, if wanted. + +"Is any one ill in the congregation?" she inquired. + +"Some one is ill, but not in the congregation," he answered. + +He came home, however, late on Monday night, to find that no one had +sent, no one in particular had inquired for him. Still his faith was not +at all shaken; he still knew that Harman's soul was to be given to him, +and believing that he would like to see him, he felt that he should yet +be summoned to his side. + +On Tuesday morning prayers were to be read in the little iron church. +Never full even on Sundays, this one weekday service was very miserably +attended. Home did not often take it, the duty generally devolving on +the youngest curate in the place. He was hurrying past to-day, having +many sick and poor to attend to, when he met young Davenport--a curate +only just ordained. + +"I am glad I met you," said the young man, coming up at once and +addressing the older clergyman with a troubled face. "There would not +have been time to have gone round to your place. See, I have had a +telegram; my father is ill. I want to catch a train at twelve o'clock to +go and see him; I cannot if I take this service. Will it be possible for +you to do the duty this morning?" + +"Perfectly possible," answered Home heartily. "Go off at once, my dear +fellow; I will see to things for you until you return." + +The young man was duly grateful, and hurried away at once, and Home +entered the little building. The moment he did so he saw the reason of +it all. Mr. Harman was in the church; he was in the church and alone. +His daughter was not with him. There was no sermon that day, and the +short morning prayers were quickly over. The half-dozen poor who had +come in went out again; but Mr. Harman did not stir. Home took off his +surplice, and hurried down the church. He meant now to speak to Mr. +Harman, if Mr. Harman did not speak to him; but he saw that he would +speak. As he approached the pew the white-headed old man rose slowly and +came to meet him. + +"Sir, I should like to say a few words to you." + +"As many as you please, my dear sir; I am quite at your service." + +Home now entered the pew and sat down. + +"Shall we talk here or in the vestry?" he inquired, after a moment's +silence. + +"I thought perhaps you would come to my house later on," said Mr. +Harman. "I have a long story to tell you; I can tell it best at home. I +am very ill, or I would come to you. May I expect you this evening?" + +"I will certainly come," answered Home. "What is your address?" + +Mr. Harman gave it. Then, after a pause, he added-- + +"I seek you as a minister." + +"And I come to you as a servant of God," replied the curate, now fixing +his eyes on his companion. + +Mr. Harman's gaze did not quail before that steady look. With an +unutterable sadness he returned it fully. Then he said, + +"I came here on Sunday." + +"I saw you," answered Home. + +"Ah! can it be possible that you preached to me?" + +"To you, if you think so. I spoke to every sinner in the congregation." + +"You spoke of a land where God is not; you described the terrible +country well." + +"An arid land?" answered Home. + +"Ay, a thirsty land." + +"Those that find it so generally find also that they are being led back +to a land where God is." + +"You believe, then, in the forgiveness of sin?" + +"If I did not I should go mad." + +"My good sir, you are not much of a sinner." + +"I am a sinner, sir; and if I were not--if I dared to lift up my eyes to +a holy, a righteous God, and say, 'I am pure'--I yet, if I did not +believe as fully as I am now sitting by your side in the perfect +forgiveness of sin, I yet should go mad; for I have seen other men's +sins and other men's despair; I should lose my reason for their sakes, +if not for my own." + +"Should you, indeed? You see now before you a despairing man and a dying +man." + +"And a sinner?" questioned Home. + +"Ay, ay, God knows, a sinner." + +"Then I see also before me a man whose despair can be changed to peace, +and his sin forgiven. What hour shall I call upon you this evening?" + +Mr. Harman named the hour. Then he rose feebly; Home gave him his arm +and conducted him to his carriage; afterwards he re-entered the church +to pray. + + + + +CHAPTER LII. + +A HIDDEN SIN. + + +Nine o' clock in the evening was the hour named by Mr. Harman, and +punctually at that hour Home arrived at Prince's Gate. He was a man who +had never been known to be late for an appointment; for in little things +even, this singular man was faithful to the very letter of the trust. +This nice observance of his passed word, in a great measure counteracted +his otherwise unpractical nature. Home was known by all his +acquaintances to be a most dependable man. + +Mr. Harman had told Charlotte that he was expecting a friend to visit +him. He said he should like to see that friend alone; but, contrary to +his wont, he did not mention his name. This cannot be wondered at, for +Mr. Harman knew of no connection between the Homes and Charlotte. He had +chosen this man of God, above his fellow-men, because he had been +haunted and impressed by his sermon, but he scarcely himself even knew +his name. It so happened, however, that Charlotte saw Mr. Home entering +her father's study. It is not too much to say that the sight nearly took +her breath away, and that she felt very considerable disquietude. + +"Sit here," said Mr. Harman to his guest. + +The room had been comfortably prepared, and when Home entered Mr. Harman +got up and locked the door; then, sitting down opposite to Home, and +leaning a little forward, he began at once without preface or preamble. + +"I want to tell you without reservation the story of my life." + +"I have come to listen," answered Home. + +"It is the story of a sin." + +Home bent his head. + +"It is the story of a successfully hidden sin--a sin hidden from all the +world for three and twenty years." + +"A crushing weight such a sin must have been," answered the clergyman. +"But will you just tell me all from the beginning?" + +"I will tell you all from the beginning. A hidden sin is, as you say, +heavy enough to crush a man into hell. But I will make no more preface. +Sir, I had the misfortune to lose a very noble mother when I was young. +When I was ten years old, and my brother (I have one brother) was eight, +our mother died! We were but children, you will say; but I don't, even +now that I am a dying, sinful old man, forget my mother. She taught us +to pray and to shun sin. She also surrounded us with such high and holy +thoughts--she so gave us the perfection of all pure mother love, that we +must have been less than human not to be good boys during her lifetime. +I remember even now the look in her eyes when I refused on any childish +occasion to follow the good, and then chose the evil. I have a +daughter--one beloved daughter, something like my mother. I have seen +the same high and honorable light in her eyes, but never since in any +others. Well, my mother died, and Jasper and I had only her memory to +keep us right. We used to talk about her often, and often fretted for +her as, I suppose, few little boys before or since have fretted for a +mother. After her death we were sent to school. Our father even then was +a rich man: he was a self-made man; he started a business in a small way +in the City, but small beginnings often make great endings, and the +little business grew, and grew, and success and wealth came almost +without effort. Jasper and I never knew what poverty meant. I loved +learning better than my brother did, and at the age of eighteen, when +Jasper went into our father's business, I was sent to Oxford. At +twenty-two I had taken my degree, and done so, not perhaps brilliantly, +but with some honor. Any profession was now open to me, and my father +gave me full permission to choose any walk in life I chose; at the same +time he made a proposal. He was no longer so young as he had been; he +had made his fortune; he believed that Jasper's aptitude for business +excelled his own. If we would become partners in the firm which he had +made, and which was already rising into considerable eminence, he would +retire altogether. We young men should work the business in our own way. +He was confident we should rise to immense wealth. While making this +proposal our father said that he would not give up his business to +Jasper alone. If both his sons accepted it, then he would be willing to +retire, taking with him a considerable sum of money, but still leaving +affairs both unencumbered and flourishing. 'You are my heirs +eventually.' he said to us both; 'and now I give you a week to decide.' +At the end of the allotted time we accepted the offer. This was +principally Jasper's doing, for at that time I knew nothing of business, +and had thought of a profession. Afterwards I liked the counting-house, +and became as absorbed as others in the all-engrossing accumulation of +wealth. Our father had taken a very large sum of money out of the +business, and it was impossible for us not to feel for a time a +considerable strain; but Jasper's skill and talent were simply +wonderful, and success attended all our efforts. + +"Two years after I joined the business, I married my Charlotte's mother. +I was a wealthy man even then. Though of no birth in particular, I was +considered gentlemanly. I had acquired that outward polish which a +university education gives; I was also good-looking. With my money, good +looks, and education, I was considered a match for the proud and very +poor daughter of an old Irish baronet. She had no money; she had nothing +but her beautiful face, her high and honorable spirit, her blue blood. +You will say, 'Enough!' Ay, it was more than enough. She made me the +best, the truest of wives. I never loved another woman. She was a little +bit extravagant. She had never known wealth until she became my wife, +and wealth, in the most innocent way in the world, was delightful to +her. While Jasper saved, I was tempted to live largely. I took an +expensive house--there was no earthly good thing I would not have given +to her. She loved me; but, as I said, she was proud. Pride in birth and +position was perhaps her only fault. I was perfect in her eyes, but she +took a dislike to Jasper. This I could have borne, but it pained me when +I saw her turning away from my old father. I dearly loved and respected +my father, and I wanted Constance to love him, but she never could be +got to care for him. It was at that time, that that thing happened which +was the beginning of all the after darkness and misery. + +"My father, finding my proud young wife not exactly to his taste, came +less and less to our house. Finally, he bought an old estate in +Hertfordshire, and then one day the news reached us that he had engaged +himself to a very young girl, and that he would marry at once. There was +nothing wrong in this marriage, but Jasper and I chose to consider it a +sin. We had never forgotten our mother, and we thought it a dishonor to +her. We forgot our father's loneliness. In short, we were unreasonable +and behaved as unreasonably as unreasonable men will on such occasions. +Hot and angry words passed between our father and ourselves. We neither +liked our father's marriage nor his choice. Of course, we were scarcely +likely to turn the old man from his purpose, but we refused to have +anything to do with his young wife. Under such circumstances we had an +open quarrel. Our father married, and we did not see him for years. I +was unhappy at this, for I loved my father. Before his second marriage, +he always spent from Saturday to Monday at our house, and though my own +wife not caring for him greatly marred our pleasure, yet now that the +visits had absolutely ceased I missed them--I missed the gray head and +the shrewd, old, kindly face; and often, very often, I almost resolved +to run down into Hertfordshire and make up my quarrel. I did not do so, +however; and as the years went on, I grew afraid to mention my father's +name to either my wife or brother. Jasper and I were at this time deeply +absorbed in speculation; our business was growing and growing; each +thing we embarked in turned out well; we were beginning quite to recover +from the strain which our father's removal of so large a sum of money +had caused. Jasper was a better man of business than I was. Jasper, +though the junior partner, took the lead in all plans. He proposed that +an Australian branch of our business should be opened. It was done, and +succeeded well. + +"About this time we heard that a little son had arrived at the Hermitage +in Hertfordshire. He did not live long. We saw his birth announced in +_The Times_. It may have been some months later, though, looking back on +it, it seems but a few days, that the birth was followed by the death. A +year or two passed away, and my wife and I were made happy by the +arrival of our first child. The child was a daughter. We called her +Charlotte, after my much-loved mother. Time went on, until one day a +telegram was put into my hand summoning my brother and myself to our +father's deathbed. The telegram was sent by the young wife. I rushed off +at once; Jasper followed by the next train. + +"The hale old man had broken up very suddenly at last, and the doctor +said he had but a few days to live. During those few days, Jasper and I +scarcely left his bedside; we were reconciled fully and completely, and +he died at last murmuring my own mother's name and holding our hands. + +"It was during this visit that I saw the little wife for the first time. +She was a commonplace little thing, but pretty and very young; it was +impossible to dislike the gentle creature. She was overpowered with +grief at her husband's death. It was impossible not to be kind to her, +not to comfort her. There was one child, a girl of about the age of my +own little Charlotte. This child had also been named Charlotte. She was +a pale, dark-eyed child, with a certain strange look of my mother about +her. She was not a particle like her own. My father loved this little +creature, and several times during those last days of his he spoke of +her to me. + +"'I have called her after your own mother,' he said. 'I love my second +wife; but the Charlotte of my youth can never be forgotten. I have +called the child Charlotte; you have called your daughter Charlotte. +Good! let the two be friends.' + +"I promised readily enough, and I felt pity and interest for the little +forlorn creature. I also, as I said, intended to be good to the mother, +who seemed to me to be incapable of standing alone. + +"Immediately after my father's death and before the funeral, I was +summoned hastily to town. My wife was dangerously ill. A little dead +baby had come into the world, and for a time her life was despaired of; +eventually she got better; but for the next few days I lived and thought +only for her. I turned over all business cares to Jasper. I was unable +even to attend our father's funeral. I never day or night left +Constance's bedside. I loved this woman most devotedly, most +passionately. During all those days when her life hung in the balance, +my time seemed one long prayer to God. 'Spare her, spare her precious +life at any cost, at any cost.' Those were the words, forever on my +lips. The prayer was heard; I had my wife again. For a short time she +was restored to me. I have often thought since, was even that precious +life worth the price I paid for it?" + +Here Mr. Harman paused. Some moisture had gathered on his brow; he took +out his handkerchief to wipe it away. A glass of water stood by his +side; he drank a little. + +"I am approaching the sin," he said addressing the clergyman. "The +successfully buried sin is about to rise from its grave; pardon me if I +shrink from the awful sight." + +"God will strengthen you, my dear sir," answered Home. "By your +confession, you are struggling back into the right path. What do I say? +Rather you are being led back by God himself. Take courage. Lean upon +the Almighty arm. Your sin will shrink in dimensions as you view it; for +between you and it will come forgiveness." + +Mr. Harman smiled faintly, After another short pause, he continued. + +"On the day on which my dear wife was pronounced out of danger, Jasper +sent for me. My brother and I had ever been friends, though in no one +particular were we alike. During the awful struggle through which I had +just passed. I forgot both him and my father. Now I remembered him and +my father's death, and our own business cares. A thousand memories came +back to me. When he sent for me I left my wife's bedside and went down +to him. I was feeling weak and low, for I had not been in bed for many +nights, and a kind of reaction had set in. I was in a kind of state when +a man's nerves can be shaken, and his whole moral equilibrium upset. I +do not offer this as an excuse for what followed. There is no excuse for +the dark sin; but I do believe enough about myself to say that what I +then yielded to, I should have been proof against at a stronger physical +moment. I entered my private sitting-room to find Jasper pacing up and +down like a wild creature. His eyes were bloodshot, his hair tossed. He +was a calm and cheerful person generally. At this instant, he looked +like one half bereft of reason. 'Good heavens! what is wrong?' I said. I +was startled out of myself by his state of perturbation. + +"'We are ruined; that is what is wrong,' answered Jasper. + +"He then entered into particulars with which I need not trouble you. A +great house, one of the greatest and largest houses in the City, had +come to absolute grief; it was bankrupt. In its fall many other houses, +ours amongst them, must sink. + +"I saw it all quite plainly. I sat down quiet and stunned; while Jasper +raved and swore and paced up and down the room, I sat still. Yes we +were, beggars, nothing could save the house which our father had made +with such pride and care. + +"After a time I left Jasper and returned to my wife's room. On the way I +entered the nursery and paid my pretty little Charlotte a visit. She +climbed on my knee and kissed me, and all the time I kept saying to +myself, 'The child is a beggar, I can give her no comforts; we are +absolutely in want.' It was the beginning of the winter then, and the +weather was bitterly cold. The doctor met me on the threshold of my +wife's room; he said to me, 'As soon as ever she is better, you must +either take or send her out of England. She may recover abroad; but to +winter in this climate, in her present state, would certainly kill her.' +How bitter I felt; for was I not a beggar? How could I take my wife +away? I sat down again in the darkened room and thought over the past. +Hitherto the wealth, which was so easily won, seemed of comparatively +small importance. It was easy with a full purse to wish, then to obtain. +I had often wondered at Constance's love for all the pretty things with +which I delighted to surround her, her almost childish pleasure in the +riches which had come to her. She always said to me at such times: + +"'But I have known such poverty; I hate poverty, and I love, I love the +pretty things of life.' + +"This very night, as I sat by her bedside, she opened her lovely eyes +and looked at me and said: + +"'John, I have had such a dream so vivid, so, so terrible. I thought we +were poor again--poorer than I ever was even with my father; so poor, +John, that I was hungry, and you could give me nothing to eat. I begged +you to give me food. There was a loaf in a shop window, such a nice +crisp loaf; and I was starving. When you said you had no money, I begged +of you to steal that loaf. You would not, you would not, and at last I +lay down to die. Oh! John, say it was a dream.' + +"'Of course it was only a dream, my darling!' I answered, and I kissed +her and soothed her, though all the time my heart felt like lead. + +"That evening Jasper sent for me again. His manner now was changed. The +wildness and despair had left it. He was his old, cool, collected self. +He was in the sort of mood when he always had an ascendency over me--the +sort of mood when he showed that wonderful business faculty for which I +could not but admire him. + +"'Sit down, John,' he said, 'I have a great deal to say to you. There is +a plan in my head. If you will agree to act with me in it, we may yet be +saved.' + +"Thinking of my Constance lying so ill upstairs, my heart leaped up at +these words. + +"'What is your plan?' I said. 'I can stay with you for some time. I can +listen as long as you like.' + +"'You hate poverty?' said Jasper. + +"'Yes,' I said, thinking of Constance, 'I hate it.' + +"'If you will consent to my scheme; if you will consent before you leave +this room, we need not sink with Cooper, Cooper and Bennett.' + +"'I will listen to you,' I said. + +"'You have always been so absorbed lately in your wife,' continued +Jasper, 'that you have, I really believe, forgotten our father's death: +his funeral was last Thursday. Of course you could not attend it. After +the funeral I read the will.' + +"'Yes,' I said, 'I had really forgotten my father's will. He left us +money?' I said. 'I am glad; it will keep us from absolute want. +Constance need not be hungry after all.' + +"My brother looked at me. + +"'A little money has been left to us,' he said, 'but so little that it +must go with the rest. In the general crash those few thousands must +also go. John, you remember when our father took that very large sum out +of the business, he promised that we should be his heirs. It was a loan +for his lifetime.' + +"'He had not married then,' I said. + +"'No,' answered Jasper, 'he had not married. Now that he has married he +has forgotten all but this second wife. He has left her, with the +exception of a few thousands, the whole of that fine property. In short, +he has left her a sum of money which is to realize an income of twelve +hundred a year.' + +"'Yes,' I said, wearily. + +"Jasper looked at me very hard. I returned his gaze. + +"'That money, if left to us, would save the firm. _Quite absolutely save +the firm in this present crisis_,' he said, slowly and emphatically. + +"'Yes,' I said again. I was so innocent, so far from what I since +became, at that moment, that I did not in the least understand my +brother. 'The money is not ours,' I said, seeing that his eyes were +still fixed on me with a greedy intense light. + +"'If my father were alive now,' said Jasper, rising to his feet and +coming to my side, 'if my father were alive now, he would break his +heart, to see the business which he made with such pride and skill, come +to absolute grief. If my father were still alive; if that crash had come +but a fortnight ago, he would say, 'Save the firm at any cost.' + +"'But he is dead,' I said, 'we cannot save the firm. What do you mean, +Jasper? I confess I cannot see to what you are driving.' + +"'John,' said my brother, 'you are stupid. If our father could speak to +us now, he would say, 'Take the money, all the money I have left, and +save the firm of Harman Brothers.' + +"'You mean,' I said, 'you mean that we--we are to _steal_ that money, +the money left to the widow, and the fatherless?' + +"I understood the meaning now. I staggered to my feet. I could have +felled my brother to the ground. He was my brother, my only brother; but +at that moment, so true were my heart's instincts to the good and +right, that I loathed him. Before however, I could say a word, or utter +a reproach, a message came to me from my wife. I was wanted in my wife's +room instantly, she was excited, she was worse. I flew away without a +word. + +"'Come back again, I will wait for you here,' called after me my +brother. + +"I entered Constance's room. I think she was a little delirious. She was +still talking about money, about being hungry and having no money to buy +bread. Perhaps a presentiment of _the_ evil news had come to her. I had +to soothe, to assure her that all she desired should be hers. I even +took my purse out and put it into her burning hand. At last she believed +me; she fell asleep with her hand in mine. I dared not stir from her; +and all the time as I sat far into the night, I thought over Jasper's +words. They were terrible words, but I could not get them out of my +head, they were burning like fire into my brain. At last Constance +awoke; she was better, and I could leave her. It was now almost morning. +I went to my study, for I could not sleep. To my surprise, Jasper was +still there. It was six hours since I had left him, but he had not +stirred. + +"'John,' he said, seeing that I shrank from him, 'you must hear me out. +Call my plan by as ugly a name as you like, no other plan will save the +firm. John, will you hear me speak?' + +"'Yes, I will hear you,' I said. I sank down on the sofa. My head was +reeling. Right and wrong seemed confused. I said to myself, My brain is +so confused with grief and perplexity that it is no matter what Jasper +says just now, for I shall not understand him. But I found to my +surprise, almost to my horror, that I understood with startling +clearness every word. This was Jasper's plan. There were three trustees +to the will; I was one, my brother Jasper another, a third was a man by +the name of Alexander Wilson. He was brother to my father's second wife. +This Alexander Wilson I had never seen. Jasper had seen him once. He +described him to me as a tall and powerful man with red hair. 'He is the +other trustee,' said my brother, 'and he is dead.' + +"'Dead!' I said, starting. + +"'Yes, he is without doubt dead; here is an account of his death.' + +"Jasper then opened an Australian paper and showed me the name, also +the full account of a man who answered in all particulars to the +Alexander Wilson named as a third trustee. Jasper then proceeded to +unfold yet further his scheme. + +"That trustee being dead, we were absolute masters of the situation, we +could appropriate that money. The widow knew nothing yet of her +husband's will; she need never know. The sum meant for her was, under +existing circumstances, much too large. She should not want, she should +have abundance. But we too should not want. Were our father living he +would ask us to do this. We should save ourselves and the great house of +Harman Brothers. In short, to put the thing in plain language, we +should, by stealing the widow's money, save ourselves. By being +faithless to our most solemn trust, we could keep the filthy lucre. I +will not say how I struggled. I did struggle for a day; in the evening I +yielded. I don't excuse myself in the very least. In the evening I fell +as basely as a man could fall. I believe in my fall I sank even lower +than Jasper. I said to him, 'I cannot bear poverty, it will kill +Constance, and Constance must not die; but you must manage everything. I +can go into no details; I can never, never as long as I live, see that +widow and child. You must see them, you must settle enough, abundance on +them, but never mention their names to me. I can do the deed, but the +victims must be dead to me.' + +"To all this Jasper promised readily enough. He promised and acted. All +went, outwardly, smoothly and well; there was no hitch, no outward flaw, +no difficulty, the firm was saved; none but we two knew how nearly it +had been engulfed in hopeless shipwreck. It recovered itself by means of +that stolen money, and flew lightly once again over the waters of +prosperity. Yes, our house was saved, and from that hour my happiness +fled. I had money, money in abundance and to spare; but I never knew +another hour, day or night, of peace. I had done the deed to save my +wife, but I found that, though God would give me that cursed wealth, He +yet would take away my idol for whom I had sacrificed my soul. Constance +only grew well enough to leave England. We wintered abroad, and at +Cannes, surrounded by all that base money could supply, she closed her +eyes. I returned home a widower, and the most wretched man on the face +of the earth. Soon after, the Australian branch of our business growing +and growing, Jasper found it well to visit that country. He did so, and +stayed away many years. Soon after he landed, he wrote to tell me that +he had seen the grave of Alexander Wilson; that he had made many +inquiries about him, and that now there was not the least shadow of +doubt that the other trustee was dead. He said that our last fears of +discovery might now rest. + +"Years went by, and we grew richer and richer; all we put our hands to +prospered. Money seemed to grow for us on every tree. I could give my +one child all that wealth could suggest. She grew up unsullied by what +was eating into me as a canker. She was beautiful alike in mind and +body; she was and is the one pure and lovely thing left to me. She +became engaged to a good and honorable man. He had, it is true, neither +money nor position, but I had learned, through all these long years of +pain, to value such things at their true worth. Charlotte should marry +where her heart was. I gave her leave to engage herself to Hinton. +Shortly after that engagement, Jasper, my brother, returned from +Australia. His presence, reminding me, as it did, day and night, of my +crime, but added to my misery of soul. I was surprised, too, to see how +easily what was dragging me to the very gate of hell seemed to rest on +him. I could never discover, narrowly as I watched him, that he was +anything but a happy man. One evening, after spending some hours in his +presence, I fainted away quite suddenly. I was alone when this fainting +fit overtook me. I believe I was unconscious for many hours. The next +day I went to consult a doctor. Then and there, in that great +physician's consulting-room, I learned that I am the victim of an +incurable complaint; a complaint that must end my life, must end it +soon, and suddenly. In short, the doctor said to me, not in words, but +by look, by manner, by significant hand pressure, and that silent +sympathy which speaks a terrible fact. 'Prepare to meet thy God.' Since +the morning I left the doctor's presence I have been trying to prepare; +but between God and me stands my sin. I cannot get a glimpse of God. I +wait, and wait, but I only see the awful sin of my youth. In short, sir, +I am in the far country where God is not." + +"To die so would be terrible," said Mr. Home. + +"To die so will be terrible, sir; in, short, it will be hell." + +"Do not put it in the future tense, Mr. Harman, for you that day is +past." + +"What do you mean?" + +"I mean that even now, though you know it not, you are no longer in the +far country. You are the prodigal son if you like, but you are on the +road back to the Father. You are on the homeward road, and the Father is +looking out for you. When you come to die you will not be alone, the +hand of God will hold yours, and the smile of a forgiving God will say +to you, as the blessed Jesus said once to a poor sinful woman, who yet +was not _half_ as great a sinner as you are, 'Thy sins, which are many, +are forgiven thee.'" + +"You believe then in the greatness of my sin?" + +"I believe, I _know_ that your sin was enormous; but so also is your +repentance." + +"God knows I repent," answered Mr. Harman. + +"Yes; when you asked me to visit you, and when you poured out that story +in my ears, your long repentance and anguish of heart were beginning to +find vent." + +"What do you mean?" + +"I mean that you will make reparation." + +"Ay, indeed I am more than willing. Zacchæus restored fourfold." + +"Yes, the road for you, straight to the bosom of the Father, is very +prickly and full of sharp thorns. You have held a high character for +honor and respectability. You have a child who loves you, who has +thought you perfect. You must step down from your high pedestal. You +must renounce the place you have held in your child's heart. In short, +you must let your only child, and also the cold, censorious world, see +you as God has seen you for so long." + +"I don't mind the world, but--my child--my only child," said Mr. Harman, +and now he put up his trembling hands and covered his face. "That is a +very hard road," he said after a pause. + +"There is no other back to the Father," answered the clergyman. + +"Well, I will take it then, for I _must_ get back to Him. You are a man +of God. I put myself in your hands. What am I to do?" + +"You put yourself not into my hands, sir, but into the loving and +merciful hands of my Lord Christ. The course before you is plain. You +must find out those you have robbed; you must restore all, and ask these +wronged ones' forgiveness. When they forgive, the peace of God will +shine into your heart." + +"You mean the widow and the child. But I do not know anything of them; I +have shut my eyes to their fate." + +"The widow is dead, but the child lives; I happen to know her; I can +bring her to you." + +"Can you? How soon?" + +"In an hour and a half from now if you like. I should wish you to rest +in that peace I spoke of before morning. Shall I bring her to-night?" + +"Yes, I will see her; but first, first, will you pray with me?" + +Mr. Home knelt down at once. The gray-headed and sinful man knelt by his +side. Then the clergyman hurried away to fetch his wife. + + + + +CHAPTER LIII. + +THE PRINCE OF PEACE. + + +It was very nearly midnight when Mr. Home, entering the sitting-room +where his wife waited up for him, asked her to come with him at once. + +"There is a hansom at the door," he said, "put on your bonnet and come. +I will tell you all as we drive along; come at once, we have not a +moment to lose." + +Charlotte Home, accustomed as Home's wife to imperative demands, only +thought of a night's nursing of some specially poor patient. She rose +without a word, and in two minutes they were driving, as fast as a fleet +horse could take them to Prince's Gate. + +"Charlotte," said her husband, taking her hand, "God has heard my +prayer, God has given me the man's soul." + +"Whose soul, my dearest?" + +"The soul of John Harman. Charlotte, I have prayed as I never prayed +before in all my life for that guilty and troubled sinner's soul. I have +been in an agony for it; it has seemed to me at times that for this lost +and suffering brother I could lay down my very life. On Sunday last I +went to conduct service in the small iron church. I tried the night +before to prepare a sermon; no thought would come to me. I tried at last +to look up an old one; no old sermon would commend itself. Finally I +dropped all thought of the morrow's sermon and spent the greater part of +the night in prayer. My prayer was for this sinner, and it seemed to me, +that as I struggled and pleaded, God the Father and God the Son drew +nigh. I went to bed with a wonderfully close sense of their presence. At +morning prayers the next day, Miss Harman and her father entered the +church. You may well look at me in surprise, Charlotte, but when I saw +them I felt quiet enough; I only knew that God had sent them. For the +first time in my life I preached without note or written help. I felt, +however, at no loss for words; my theme was the Prodigal Son. I thought +only of Mr. Harman; I went home and continued to pray for him. On +Tuesday morning--that is, this morning--he was again at the church. +After the prayers were over he waited to speak to me: he asked me to +visit him at his own house this evening. I went there; I have been with +him all the evening; he told me his life story, the bitter story of his +fall. I am now come for you, for he must confess to you--you are the +wronged one." + +"I am going to see John Harman, my half-brother who has wronged me?" +said Mrs. Home; "I am going to him now without preparation? Oh! Angus, I +cannot, not to-night, not to-night." + +"Yes, dear, it must be to-night; if there is any hardness left in your +heart it will melt when you see this sinner, whom God has forgiven." + +"Angus, you are all tenderness and love to him; I cannot aspire to your +nature, I cannot. To this man, who has caused such misery and sin, I +feel hard. Charlotte I pity, Charlotte I love; but this man, this man +who deliberately could rob my dead mother! It is against human nature to +feel very sorry for him." + +"You mean to tell me, Charlotte, that you refuse to forgive him?" + +"No; eventually you will conquer me; but just now, I confess, my heart +is not full of pity." + +Mr. Home thought for a moment. He was pained by his wife's want of +sympathy. Then he reflected that she had not seen Mr. Harman. It was +plain, however, that they must not meet until her spirit towards him had +changed. + +"Do not stop at Prince's Gate," he called out to the cabby, "drive on +until I ask you to stop." + +During the drive that followed, he told his wife Mr. Harman's story. He +told it well, for when he had finished, Charlotte turned to him eyes +which had shed some tears. + +"Does Charlotte know of this?" she said. + +"I do not think so. Will you come to Mr. Harman now?" + +"Yes. I will come on one condition!" + +"What is that?" + +"That I may see Charlotte afterwards." + +"I am sure that can be managed." + +Then Mr. Home desired the cabby to stop at Prince's Gate. A +sleepy-looking servant waited up for them. He manifested no surprise at +sight of the lady and gentleman at such an hour. Mr. Home took his +wife's hand, and the servant led them straight to his master's study. + +"I have told her the story," said Mr. Home; "she is your father's child, +she comes to----" Here the clergyman paused and looked at his wife, he +wanted the word "forgive" to come from her own lips. Mrs. Home had grown +white to her very lips. Now instead of replying, she fell upon her knees +and covered her face. + +"Charlotte," said Mr. Harman, "can you do what this clergyman wants? Can +you forgive the sin?" There was no answer; Mrs. Home was sobbing aloud. +"I have robbed you, I have robbed you most cruelly. My dying father +asked me to be good to you; I have been worse than cruel. You see before +you an old, old man, as great a sinner as can be found on God's earth. +Can you forgive me? Dare I ask it? At last, at last I make full +reparation; I repent me, in dust and ashes; I repent, and I restore all +fourfold." But here Charlotte Home had risen suddenly to her feet. She +came up close to Mr. Harman, and taking his hand raised it to her lips. + +"My husband has told me all. I, I quite forgive you," she said. + +Mr. Harman glanced at the clergyman. "Your husband?" he said. + +"Yes; she is my wife," answered Mr. Home. "Sir, you heard my wife say +that she quite forgives. You may go to rest to-night, with a very +peaceful heart; the peace of God which passes all understanding may +encompass your pillow to-night. It is late and you have gone through +much, may I go with you to your room? There will be many explanations +yet to make; but though a clergyman, I am also in some measure a +physician. I see you can go through no more emotion to-night, rest +satisfied that all explanations can wait till to-morrow." + +"I will go with you," answered Mr. Harman, "but may I first thank your +wife?" Charlotte Home's bonnet had fallen off as she knelt on the floor, +now suddenly a withered and trembling hand was placed on her head. "God +bless you! Even from a sinner like me, such words from a full heart must +be heard." + +"Ay," said Mr. Home, in a loud, exultant voice, "the Prince of peace and +forgiveness has come into this house to-night." + + + + +CHAPTER LIV. + +CHARLOTTE'S ROOM. + + +Mr. Home and Mr. Harman went away together, and Charlotte was left alone +in the study. By the profound stillness which now reigned in the house +she guessed that every one had gone to bed. The servant who had admitted +them at so late an hour had looked sleepy as he had done so. Doubtless +Mr. Harman had desired him not to wait longer. Charlotte felt there was +no use in ringing a bell. She scarcely knew her way about this great +house. Nevertheless she must find Charlotte; she could not wait until +the morning to throw her arms round her neck. She took one of the +candles from the mantelpiece and began her tour through the silent +house. She felt strangely timid as she commenced this midnight +pilgrimage. The softly-carpeted stairs echoed back no footfall; she +passed door after door. At last she recognized Charlotte's own private +sitting-room, she had been there two or three times, but had never seen +the room where her friend slept. A corridor, however, ran directly from +this sitting-room, and Charlotte saw a closed door at the further end. +"That must be the room," she said to herself, and she went straight +towards it. The door was closed, but Charlotte heard a faint sound +within. Instantly on hearing it she knocked lightly, but distinctly. +There was a quick sound of hurried and surprised feet, and Charlotte +Harman opened the door. Her eyes were heavy and red, as though she had +been weeping. Her face was pale. She had not begun to undress. + +"Charlotte; Charlotte Home!" she exclaimed. "Oh, what is wrong? My +father!" + +"Nothing is wrong, dear Charlotte, dear, dear Charlotte; but may I come +in? I have a great deal to tell you." + +"Oh, I shall be glad! but how astonished I am to see you. I could not +sleep. Yes, come in, you shall keep me company. Charlotte, you have been +crying. Charlotte, there _is_ something wrong." + +"You may well be surprised to see me here," said Mrs. Home, "but, +strange as it may seem, things are more right than wrong. My husband +came first, then he brought me." + +"Yes, I saw Mr. Home early in the evening. I saw him go into my father's +study. When he went away I went there myself; but the door was locked, +and my father called out from within, 'Not to-night, my child; don't sit +up for me, come to me in the morning, I would rather be alone to-night.' +He never before refused to see me to say good-night. I went to my room. +I could not rest. Everything seems very dark. I have been crying, and +now you have come. Oh, Charlotte! what is the meaning of it all?" + +"The meaning is good, Charlotte; but good or bad, you have to thank +yourself for it. Why did you take your father to my husband's church on +Sunday?" + +"He came to me on Sunday morning," answered Miss Harman. "He said he +would like to go to church with me. He never did go to church with +me--never, for many months. I asked him where he would go. He said he +would leave it to me. Then it flashed across me that he did not know Mr. +Home, also that I had never heard Mr. Home preach. I resolved to go to +his church. We drove to Kentish Town. I made a few inquiries. I found +out the little church where your husband told the people of his +congregation how best to live, how best to die. Ah, Charlotte! he _did_ +preach to us. What a man he is!" + +"He realizes the absolute daily presence of God more perfectly than any +man I ever met," answered the wife. "My dear, it was God himself led you +to my husband's church on Sunday. Your father went there again to-day. +After the service he stopped to speak to Angus. He asked him to come to +him this evening. This evening he told my husband all; all the story of +his sin, his repentance. Angus heard all, and when it was over he sent +for me. I saw your father. Charlotte, your father may have been a +sinner, but with such sinners, as he was once, the New Jerusalem will be +filled by and by. Ah! thank God for the peace I saw on his face before I +left him. Do you know that he put his hand on my head and blessed me. +Angus is with him now, and I have come to you." + +"My father has told all!" said Charlotte Harman. Her face could scarcely +grow any whiter. She made no further exclamation, but sat quiet. +Charlotte Home, having told her story, watched her face. Suddenly, with +tears springing to her eyes, she turned to the wife and mother who stood +by her side. + +"Charlotte, how hard my heart has been! I have passed through some +dreadful weeks. Oh! how heavy was my burden, how heavy was my heart! My +heart was growing very hard; but the hardness has gone now. Now, +Charlotte, I believe, I believe fully what your little Harold said to me +some weeks ago." + +"What did he say to you, dearest?" + +"He said that Jesus Christ loved me very much. Yes, I believe Jesus does +love me very much. Oh, Charlotte! do you know that I am tired and +rested, and I want to sleep altogether. Will you lie down beside me? You +will not leave me to-night?" + +"No, darling; I will not leave you to-night." + + + + +CHAPTER LV. + +HOW SANDY WILSON SPEAKS OUT HIS MIND. + + +Early in the morning, the father and daughter met. Not very many words +passed between them. Mr. Harman knew that Mrs. Home had told Charlotte +all. Now, coming to his side, she put her arms about him, and knelt, +looking into his face. + +"Charlotte, you know what I have been," he said. + +"Father, I know what you are now," she answered. + +After these few words, she would scarcely allow him to speak again, for +he was very weak, too weak to leave his bed; but later on, in the course +of the day, they had a long talk together, and Charlotte told her father +of her own suffering during the past weeks. There was no longer need of +concealment between them, and Charlotte made none. It was a very few +days later that two trustees of the late Mr. Harman's will saw each +other for the first time. + +Sandy Wilson had often looked forward to the moment when he could speak +out his mind as to the enormity of the crime committed by Mr. Harman. +Hitherto, this worthy man had felt that in this respect circumstances +had been hard on him. _His_ Daisy, his pretty little gentle sister, had +been treated as hardly, as cruelly, as woman could be treated, and yet +the robber--for was he not just a common robber?--had got off scot free; +he was to get off scot free to the very end; he was to be let die in +peace; and afterwards, his innocent child, his only daughter, must bear +the brunt of his misdeeds. She must be put to grief and shame, while he, +the one on whose head the real sin lay, escaped. Sandy felt that it +would have been some slight relief to his wounded feelings if he could +find some one to whom he could thoroughly and heartily abuse Mr. Harman. +But even this satisfaction was denied him. Mr. Home was a man who would +listen to abuse of none; and even Charlotte, though her eyes did flash +when his name was mentioned, even she was simply silent, and to all the +rest of the world Sandy must keep the thing a secret. + +There was no doubt whatever that when, the day after Mr. Harman's +confession, the Homes came to Uncle Sandy and told him, not only all, +but also that at any moment he might receive a summons to visit Mr. +Harman, he felt a sense of exultation; also that his exultation was +caused, not by the fact that his niece would now get back her own, for +he had supplied her immediate need for money, but by the joyful sense +that at last, at last, he, Sandy, could speak out his full mind. He +could show this bad man, about whom every one was so strangely, so +absurdly silent, what _he_ thought of his conduct to his dear little +sister. He went away to Prince's Gate, when at last the summons came, +bristling over with a quite delightful sense of power. How well he would +speak! how cleverly he would insert the arrow of remorse into that cruel +heart! As he entered the house he was met by Miss Harman. She held out +her hand to him without a word, and led him to the door of her father's +study. Her eyes, however, as she looked at him for a moment, were +eloquent. Those eyes of hers had exercised a power over him in Somerset +House; they were full of pleading now. He went into Mr. Harman's +presence softened, a little confused, and with his many excellent, to +the point, and scathing remarks running riot in his brain. + +Thus it came to pass that Sandy said no word of reproach to the +broken-down man who greeted him. Nay, far from reproaching, he felt +himself sharing in the universal pity. Where God's hand was smiting +hard, how could man dare to raise his puny arm? + +The two trustees, meeting for the first time after all these years, +talked long over that neglected, that unfulfilled trust, and steps were +put in train to restore to Charlotte Home what had for so many years +been held back from her. This large sum, with all back interest, would +make the once poor Charlotte very rich indeed. There would still be, +after all was settled, something left for Charlotte Harman, but the +positions of the two were now virtually reversed. + +"There is one thing which still puzzles me," said Mr. Harman before they +parted. "Leaving my terrible share in this matter alone, my brother and +I could never have carried out our scheme if you had not been supposed +to be dead. How is it you gave no sign of your existence for three and +twenty years? My brother even wrote me word from Australia that he had +himself stood on your grave." + +"He stood on the grave of Sandy Wilson, but never on mine," answered the +other trustee. "There was a fellow bearing my name, who was with me in +the Bush. He was the same age. He was like me too in general outline; +big, with red hair and all that kind of thing. His name was put into the +papers, and I remember wondering if the news would reach home, and if my +little Daisy--bless her!--would think it was me. I was frightfully poor +at the time, I had scarcely sixpence to bless myself with, and somehow, +your father, sir, though he did eventually trust me, as circumstances +proved, yet he gave me to understand that in marrying the sister he by +no means intended to take the brother to his bosom. I said to myself, 'A +poor lost dog like Sandy may as well appear to be dead to those at home. +I love no one in England but my little Daisy, and she does not need me, +she has abundance without me.' So I ceased to write. I had gone to a +part of the country where even an English paper reached us but once or +twice a year. I heard nothing of the old home; and by degrees I got out +of the habit of writing. I was satisfied to be considered dead. I did +wrong, I confess." + +"By coming back, by proclaiming your existence, you could have exposed +me years ago," said Mr. Harman; "how I dreaded exposure; how little I +knew, when it did come, that it would fall lightly in comparison +with----" + +"What?" asked Wilson. + +"The awful frown of God's displeasure. Man, to be shut away from God +through your own sin is to be in hell. I have dwelt there for three and +twenty years. Until two nights ago, I have known no peace; now, I know +God can forgive even such a sin as mine." + +"I believe you have suffered, Mr. Harman," answered Wilson. "For the +matter of that, we are all poor sinners. God have mercy upon us all!" + +"Amen," said Mr. Harman. + +And that was all the reproof Sandy ever found in his heart to give to +his fellow trustee. + + + + +CHAPTER LVI. + +MRS. HOME'S DREAM. + + +Still, there was a weight on Charlotte Home's mind. Much had been given +to her, so much that she could scarcely believe herself to be the same +woman, who a few short months ago had pawned her engagement ring to buy +her little son a pair of shoes. She was now wealthy beyond her wildest +dreams; she was wealthy not only in money but in friends. Charlotte +Harman was her almost daily companion. Charlotte Harman clung to her +with an almost passionate love. Uncle Sandy, too, had made himself, by +his cheerfulness, his generosity, his kindness of nature, a warm place +in her affections; and Mr. Harman saw her more than once, and she found +that she could love even Mr. Harman. Then--how well, how beautiful her +children looked! How nice it was to see them surrounded by those good +things of life which, despise them as some people will, still add charms +to those who possess them! Above all, how happy her dear husband was! +Angus Home's face was like the sun itself, during the days which +followed Mr. Harman's confession. This sunshine with him had nothing to +say to the altered and improved circumstances of his life; but it had a +great deal to say to the altered circumstances of his mind. God had +most signally, most remarkably, heard his prayer. He had given to him +the soul for which he pleaded. Through all eternity that suffering, and +once so sinful, soul was safe. Mr. Home rejoiced over that redeemed soul +as one who finds great spoil. Added love to God filled his grateful +heart; his faith in God became more and more, day by day, a mighty +power. Thus Charlotte Home was surrounded by as much sunshine as often +visits a human being in this mortal life; yet still this unreasonable +woman was discontented. The fact was, success had made her bold. She had +obtained what her heart had pined for. She wanted another little drop of +bliss to complete her overflowing cup. Charlotte Home was unselfish in +her joy. There was a shadow on another's brow. She wanted that shadow to +depart; in short, she wanted Hinton and Charlotte to meet; not only to +meet, but as quickly as possible to marry. Charlotte's heart was still +with this lover whom she had given up, and who seemed to have forsaken +her. Mrs. Home saw this, though on the subject of Hinton Charlotte still +refused to speak. She said once, and only once, to her friend: + +"We have parted, we have most absolutely parted. There is no use now +looking back on the past; he must never share my disgrace. Yes, my dear +and beloved father has repented nobly: but the disgrace remains. He must +never share it. He sees the wisdom of this himself, so we will not speak +of him, dear Charlotte; I can bear it best so." + +This little speech was made with great firmness; but there was a +strained look about the lips, and a sorrow about the eyes which Mrs. +Home understood very well. She must not speak, but no one could prevent +her acting. She resolved to leave no stone unturned to bring these two +together again. In doing this she would act for the good of two whom she +loved, for Hinton was also very dear to her. She could never forget +those nights when he sat by the bed of her almost dying child. She could +never forget the prompt interference which saved that child's life. She +had learned enough of his character, during those few weeks which they +had spent together, to feel sure that no disgrace such as Charlotte +feared would influence him to cause her pain. It is true she could not +in any measure account for his absence and his silence; but she was +quite wise enough and quite clever enough to believe that both could be +satisfactorily accounted for. She could, however, do nothing without +seeing Hinton. How could she see him? She had written to his chambers, +she had written to his lodgings; from both addresses had the letters +been returned. She thought of advertising. She lay awake at night trying +to devise some scheme. At last one night she had a dream; so far +curious, in that it conducted her to the desired end. She dreamt that +Hinton came to Waterloo station, not to remain in London, but to pass +through to another part of England. There was nothing more in her dream; +nevertheless, she resolved to go to that station on the next day. Her +dream had not even pointed to any particular hour. She looked in +_Bradshaw_, saw when a great express from the south was due, and started +off on what might truly be called a wild-goose chase. + +Nevertheless, instinct, if nothing higher, had guided Charlotte Home; +for the first person she saw stepping out of a carriage of this very +train was Hinton. She saw Hinton, he also saw her. + +"You must come with me," she said, going up to him and laying her hand +on his arm. "You must come with me, and at once, for God has sent me to +you." + +"But I cannot," he answered, "I am catching another train at Euston. I +am going on special business to Scotland. It is important. I cannot put +it off. I am ever so sorry; but I must jump into a cab at once." He held +out his hand as he spoke. + +Mrs. Home glanced into his face. His face was changed; it was pale and +worn. There was a hard look about both eyes and mouth, which both +altered and considerably spoiled his expression. + +"I will not keep you if you still wish to go, after hearing my story," +answered Mrs. Home; "but there will be room for two in your hansom. You +do not object to my driving with you to Euston?" + +Hinton could not say he objected to this, though in his heart he felt +both annoyed and surprised. + +As they were driving along, Mrs. Home said,-- + +"Have you heard anything lately of Mr. Harman?" + +To this Hinton replied, "I have not; and pardon me, Mr. Harman does not +interest me." + +"Ah!" said Mrs. Home, "he interests me very much. He--he told my husband +a strange tale--a tale about himself." + +"Did he confess his guilt? I know that he is a very sinful man." + +"He has been a great sinner, but he has repented. He has confessed that +early and terrible sin of his youth. He has not only confessed, but he +is taking steps to make full reparation." + +"Indeed! then you will come into your rights? Let me congratulate you." + +"You knew of his sin? You knew what his sin was Mr. Hinton?" + +"Yes, I knew." + +"Charlotte had hoped to keep that disgrace from you." + +"Ah!" + +"She gave you another reason for breaking off her engagement?" + +"Yes, a weak and futile one. She could not expect me to believe it. I +did what she had but done before me. I went to Somerset House and saw +that will which has been so greatly abused." + +"She never knew that." + +"Pardon me, she did." + +"I fear I must be rude enough to contradict you. She said most +distinctly that you were fully satisfied with the reasons she had given +for breaking off the engagement, that perhaps you might never now learn +what her father had done." + +Hinton looked at his companion in some perplexity. + +"But I wrote to her," he said. "I wrote a letter which, it seemed to me, +any woman who had a spark even of kindness would have answered. In that +letter, I told her that I held her to her promise; that I knew all; that +even if she did not write to me I would call and try to see her. She +never replied to my letter, and when, after waiting for twenty-four +hours, I went to the house, she absolutely refused to see me." + +"She never knew you called," answered Mrs. Home, "and she never got your +letter." + +"Good heavens! how do you know?" + +"I know her too well; but I will ask her directly." + +Hinton was silent. + +After a short pause, Mrs. Home broke out passionately,-- + +"How dare you insinuate doubts of so noble a creature?" + +"I could only believe facts." + +"Has a letter never gone astray? Has a letter never failed to reach the +hands it was meant for? Mr. Hinton, I am ashamed of you." + +"If you can prove that she never got it?" + +"I know she never got it. She is changed; her heart is half broken. But +I will prove it. I will go to her at once. Are you still going to +Scotland?" + +"I need not go until I hear from you. You have astonished me greatly." + +"Then drive to my house. Ah! you do not know our new address; it is ----; +wait for me there, I will be with you in an hour or so." + + + + +CHAPTER LVII. + +JOHN. + + +Hinton went to Mrs. Home's house. The children were out, Mr. Home was +not visible. Anne, now converted into a neat parlor-maid, received him +with broad grins of pleasure. She ushered him into the pretty, +newly-furnished drawing-room, and asked him to wait for her mistress. + +"Missis 'ull be back afore long," she said, lingering a little to +readjust the blinds, and half hoping, half expecting, Hinton to make +some surprised and approving remark on the changed circumstances of the +Homes' surroundings. + +He made none, however; and Anne, with a slight sigh, left him alone. +When she did so he rose to his feet and began to pace quickly up and +down the room. After a time, half an hour or so, he pulled out his +watch. Yes, he had already lost that express to the north. A good piece +of business would probably be also lost. But what matter! beyond +ascertaining the fact that he had missed his train, he did not give the +affair another thought. To tell the truth, his mind was agitated, his +heart was full; hope once more peeped upon the horizon of his being. A +month ago--for it was quite a month ago now--he had received as sharp +and cruel a shock as falls on most men. Fortune, love, and trust had all +been dashed from the lips which were already so close to the charmed cup +that its very flavor was apparent. The cup had never reached the lips +of Hinton. Fortune was gone, love was gone; worst of all, yes, hardest +of all, trust was gone. The ideal he had worshipped was but an ideal. +The Charlotte he had loved was unworthy. She had rejected him, and +cruelly. His letter was unanswered. He himself was refused admittance. +Then his pride had risen in revolt. If she could so treat him, he would +sue no longer. If she could so easily give him up, he would bow to her +decision. She was not the Charlotte of his love and his dream. But what +matter! Other men had come to an ideal and found it but a clay idol. He +would recover: he would not let his heart break. He found, however, that +he could not stay in London. An uncle of his, his only living near +relation, was a solicitor in the south of England. Hinton went to visit +his uncle. He received him warmly and kindly. He not only promised him +work, but kept his word. Hinton took chambers in a fashionable part of +the town, and already was not idle. But he was a changed man. That +shattered trust was making his spirit very hard. The cynical part of him +was being fostered. Mrs. Home, when she looked into his face, was quite +right in saying to herself that his expression had not improved. Now, +however, again, as he paced up and down, soft thoughts were visiting +him. For what doubts, what blessed doubts had Mrs. Home not insinuated? +How irregularly his heart beat; how human he felt once more! Ah! what +sound was that? A cab had drawn up at the door. Hinton flew to the +window; he saw the soft fawn shade of a lady's dress, he could not see +the lady. Of course, it was Mrs. Home returning. What news did she +bring? How he longed to fly to meet her! He did not do so, however; his +feet felt leaden weighted. He leant against the window, with his back to +the door. His heart beat harder and harder; he clenched his hands hard. +There was a quick step running up the stairs, a quick and springing +step. The drawing-room door was opened and then shut. He heard the +rustle of soft drapery, then a hand was laid on his arm. The touch of +that hand made him tremble violently. He turned his head, and--not +Charlotte Home--but _his_ Charlotte, beautiful and true, stood by his +side. Their eyes met. + +"John!" she said. + +"My own, my darling!" he answered. + +In an instant they were clasped in each other's arms. That swift +glance, which each had given the other, had told all. + + * * * * * + +"John, I never got your letter." + +"No!" + +"John, you doubted me." + +"I did, I confess it; I confess it bitterly. But not now, not after one +glance into your eyes." + +"John, what did you say in that letter?" + +"That I held you to your sacred promise; that I refused to give you up." + +"But--but--you did not know my true reason. You did not know +why--why----" + +"Yes, I knew all. Before I wrote that letter I went to Somerset house. I +read your grandfather's will." + +"Ah! did you--did you indeed? Oh! what a dreadful time I have gone +through." + +"Yes, but it is over now. Mrs. Home told me how your father had +repented. The sin is forgiven. The agony is past. What God forgets don't +let us remember. Lottie, cease to think of it. It is at an end, and so +are our troubles. I am with you again. Oh! how nearly I had lost you." + +Charlotte's head was on her lover's shoulder. His arm was round her. +"Charlotte, I repeat what I said in that letter which never reached you. +I refuse to absolve you from your promise. I refuse to give you up. Do +you hear? I refuse to give you up." + +"But, John, I am poor now." + +"Poor or rich, you are yourself, and you are mine. Charlotte, do you +hear me? If you hear me answer me. Tell me that you are mine." + +"I am yours, John," she said simply, and she raised her lips to kiss +him. + + + + +CHAPTER LVIII. + +BRIDE AND BRIDEGROOM. + + +A month after--just one month after, there was a very quiet wedding; a +wedding performed in the little church at Kentish Town. The ceremony was +thought by the few who witnessed it to be, even for that obscure part, a +very poor one. There were no bridesmaids, or white dresses, or, indeed, +white favors in any form. The bride wore the plainest gray travelling +suit. She was given away by her gray-headed father; Charlotte Home stood +close behind her; Mr. Home married the couple, and Uncle Sandy acted as +best man. Surely no tamer ending could come to what was once meant to be +such a brilliant affair. Immediately after the ceremony, the bride and +bridegroom went away for two days and Mrs. Home went back to Prince's +Gate with Mr. Harman, for she had promised Charlotte to take care of her +father until her return. + +Many changes were contemplated. The grand house in Prince's gate was to +be given up, and the Hintons were to live in that large southern town +where Hinton was already obtaining a young barrister's great +ambition--briefs. Mr. Harman, while he lived, was to find his home with +his son and daughter. + +Mr. Harman was now a peaceful and happy man, and so improved was his +health--so had the state of his mind affected his body, that though he +could never hope for cure of his malady, yet Sir George Anderson assured +him that with care he might live for a very much longer time than he had +thought possible a few months before. Thus death stood back, not +altogether thrust aside, but biding its time. + +On the morning of Charlotte's wedding-day there arrived a letter from +Jasper. + +"So you have told all?" he said to his brother. "Well, be it so. From +the time I knew the other trustee was not dead and had reached England, +I felt that discovery was at hand. No, thank you; I shall never come +back to England. If you can bear poverty and public disgrace, I cannot. +I have some savings of my own, and on these I can live during my +remaining days. Good-bye--we shall never meet again on earth! 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T. Meade + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: How It All Came Round + +Author: L. T. Meade + +Release Date: November 28, 2007 [EBook #23653] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK HOW IT ALL CAME ROUND *** + + + + +Produced by Annie McGuire, D Alexander and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net (This +file was produced from images generously made available +by The Internet Archive) + + + + + + +</pre> + + + +<h1>HOW IT ALL CAME ROUND</h1> + +<h3>BY</h3> + +<h2><span class="smcap">Mrs. L. T. MEADE</span></h2> + +<h4>AUTHOR OF "GIRLS OF THE TRUE BLUE," "WILD KITTY,"</h4> + +<h4>"A GIRL OF THE PEOPLE," ETC., ETC.</h4> + +<h4>NEW YORK</h4> + +<h4>HURST & COMPANY</h4> + +<h4>PUBLISHERS</h4> + + +<div class="center"> + <a id="meade"></a> + <img src="images/meade.jpg" width="260" height="400" + alt="" + title="" /> + <p class="center">MRS. L. T. MEADE.</p> +</div> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5">[Pg 5]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>TABLE OF CONTENTS</h2> + +<p> +<a href="#CHAPTER_I">CHAPTER_I. The Rich Charlotte.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_II">CHAPTER II. The Poor Charlotte.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_III">CHAPTER III. The Story.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IV">CHAPTER IV. Two Ways Of Looking At It.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_V">CHAPTER V. Love In A Diamond.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VI">CHAPTER VI. In Prince's Gate.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VII">CHAPTER VII. It Interests Her.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VIII">CHAPTER VIII. The Woman By The Hearth.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IX">CHAPTER IX. Charlotte Cannot Bear The Dark.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_X">CHAPTER X. John And Jasper Harman.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XI">CHAPTER XI. "A Pet Day."</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XII">CHAPTER XII. Four Months Hence.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIII">CHAPTER XIII. His First Brief.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIV">CHAPTER XIV. Lodgings In Kentish Town.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XV">CHAPTER XV. Mr. Harman's Confidence.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVI">CHAPTER XVI. "Vengeance Is Mine."</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVII">CHAPTER XVII. Happiness Not Justice.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVIII">CHAPTER XVIII. "Sugar And Spice And All That's Nice."</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIX">CHAPTER XIX. "The Pretty Lady."</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XX">CHAPTER XX. Two Charlottes.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXI">CHAPTER XXI. A Friend In Need.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXII">CHAPTER XXII. Empty Purses.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIII">CHAPTER XXIII. "Thy Will Be Done."</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIV">CHAPTER XXIV. "You Kept A Secret From Me."</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXV">CHAPTER XXV. They Recall Too Much.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXVI">CHAPTER XXVI. Had He Seen A Ghost?</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXVII">CHAPTER XXVII. The Children's Great-uncle.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXVIII">CHAPTER XXVIII. Cut Off With A Shilling.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIX">CHAPTER XXIX. "Something Better For The Children Than Money."</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXX">CHAPTER XXX. She Could Not Postpone Her Engagement.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXXI">CHAPTER XXXI. Where Had The Money Cares Vanished To?</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXXII">CHAPTER XXXII. Jasper's Terror.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXXIII">CHAPTER XXXIII. The Reading Of The Will.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXXIV">CHAPTER XXXIV. Trustees.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXXV">CHAPTER XXXV. Dan's Wife.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXXVI">CHAPTER XXXVI. An Old Wedding-ring.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXXVII">CHAPTER XXXVII. Three Facts.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXXVIII">CHAPTER XXXVIII. The Doctor's Verdict.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXXIX">CHAPTER XXXIX. Puzzled.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XL">CHAPTER XL. Charlotte's Plea.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XLI">CHAPTER XLI. No Wedding On The Twentieth.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XLII">CHAPTER XLII. "I Love Him," She Answered.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XLIII">CHAPTER XLIII. "You Don't Want Money?"</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XLIV">CHAPTER XLIV. Love Before Gold.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XLV">CHAPTER XLV. The Fate Of A Letter.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XLVI">CHAPTER XLVI. "The Way Of Transgressors."</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XLVII">CHAPTER XLVII. Charlotte Harman's Comfort.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XLVIII">CHAPTER XLVIII. The Children's Attic.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XLIX">CHAPTER XLIX. He Wept.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_L">CHAPTER L. Home's Sermon.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_LI">CHAPTER LI. A Sinner.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_LII">CHAPTER LII. A Hidden Sin.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_LIII">CHAPTER LIII. The Prince Of Peace.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_LIV">CHAPTER LIV. Charlotte's Room.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_LV">CHAPTER LV. How Sandy Wilson Speaks Out His Mind.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_LVI">CHAPTER LVI. Mrs. Home's Dream.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_LVII">CHAPTER LVII. John.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_LVIII">CHAPTER LVIII. Bride And Bridegroom.</a><br /> +</p> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></a>CHAPTER I.</h2> + + +<h3>THE RICH CHARLOTTE.</h3> + + +<p>The room had three occupants, two were men, the third a woman. The men +were middle-aged and gray-haired, the woman on the contrary was in the +prime of youth; she was finely made, and well proportioned. Her face was +perhaps rather too pale, but the eyes and brow were noble, and the +sensitive mouth showed indications of heart as well as intellect.</p> + +<p>The girl, or rather young woman, for she was past five and twenty, sat +by the fire, a book on her knee. The two men had drawn chairs close to a +table. The elder of these men bore such an unmistakable likeness to the +girl, that even the most casual observer must have guessed the +relationship which existed between them. He was a handsome man, +handsomer even than his daughter, but the same individualities marked +both faces. While, however, in the woman all was a profound serenity and +calm, the man had some anxious lines round the mouth, and some +expression, now coming, now going, in the fine gray eyes, which +betokened a long-felt anxiety.</p> + +<p>The other and younger man was shrewd-looking and commonplace; but a very +close observer of human nature might have said, "He may be commonplace, +but do not feel too certain; he simply possesses one of those faces +which<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6">[Pg 6]</a></span> express nothing, from which not the cleverest detective in +Scotland Yard could extract any secret."</p> + +<p>He was a man with plenty to say, and much humor, and at the moment this +story opens he was laughing merrily and in a heart-whole way, and his +older and graver companion listened with evident enjoyment.</p> + +<p>The room in which the three sat bore evidence of wealth. It was a +library, and handsome books lay on the tables, and rare old folios could +have been found by those who cared to look within the carefully locked +bookcases. Some manuscripts were scattered about, and by the girl's +side, on a small table, lay several carefully revised proofs, and even +now she was bending earnestly over a book of reference.</p> + +<p>"Well, Jasper," said the elder man, when the younger paused for an +instant in his eager flow of words, "we have talked long enough about +that fine land you have just come from, for even Australian adventures +can keep—I am interested in something nearer home. What do you say to +Charlotte there? She was but a baby when you saw her last."</p> + +<p>"She was five years old," replied Jasper. "A saucy little imp, bless +you! just the kind that would be sure to grow into a fine woman. But to +tell the truth I don't much care to look at her, for she makes me feel +uncommonly old and shaky."</p> + +<p>"You gave me twenty years to grow into a woman, uncle," answered the +pleasant voice of Charlotte Harman. "I could not choose but make good +use of the time."</p> + +<p>"So you have, lass—so you have; I have been growing old and you have +been growing beautiful; such is life; but never mind, your turn will +come."</p> + +<p>"But not for a long, long time, Lottie my pet," interrupted the father. +"You need not mind your uncle Jasper. These little speeches were always +his way. And I'll tell you something else, Jasper; that girl of mine has +a head worth owning on her shoulders, a head she knows how to use. You +will not believe me when I say that she writes in this magazine and +this, and she is getting a book ready for the press; ay, and there's +another thing. Shall I tell it, Charlotte?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, father; it is no secret," replied Charlotte.</p> + +<p>"It is this, brother Jasper; you have come home in time for a wedding. +My girl is going to leave me. I shall miss her, for she is womanly in +the best sense of the word, and she is my only one; but there is a +comfort—the man she is to marry is worthy of her."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[Pg 7]</a></span></p> + +<p>"And there is another comfort, father," said Charlotte; "that though I +hope to be married, yet I never mean to leave you. You know that well, I +have often told you so," and here this grave young girl came over and +kissed her father's forehead.</p> + +<p>He smiled back at her, all the care leaving his eyes as he did so. Uncle +Jasper had sprung impatiently to his feet.</p> + +<p>"As to the lass being married," he said, "that's nothing; all women +marry, or if they don't they ought to. But what was that you said, John, +about writing, writing in a printed book? You were joking surely, man?"</p> + +<p>"No, I was not," answered the father. "Go and show your uncle Jasper +that last article of yours, Charlotte."</p> + +<p>"Oh, heaven preserve us! no," said uncle Jasper, backing a pace or two. +"I'm willing with all my heart to believe it, if you swear it, but not +the article. Don't for heaven's sake, confront me with the article."</p> + +<p>"There's nothing uncommon in my writing for magazines, Uncle Jasper; a +great many girls do write now. I have three friends myself who——"</p> + +<p>Uncle Jasper's red face had grown positively pathetic in its agitation. +"What a place England must have become!" he interrupted with a groan. +"Well, lass, I'll believe you, but I have one request to make. Tell me +what you like about your wedding; go into all the raptures you care for +over your wedding dress, and even over the lucky individual for whom you +will wear it; tell me twenty times a day that he's perfection, that you +and you alone have found the eighth wonder of the world, but for the +love of heaven leave out about the books! The other will be hard to +bear, but I'll endeavor to swallow it—but the books, oh! heaven +preserve us—leave out about the printed books. Don't mention the +unlucky magazines for which you write. Don't breathe to me the thoughts +with which you fill them. Oh, if there's an awful creature under the sun +'tis a blue-stocking, and to think I should have come back from England +to find such a horror in the person of my own niece!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[Pg 8]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></a>CHAPTER II.</h2> + +<h3>THE POOR CHARLOTTE.</h3> + + +<p>While this light and playful scene was being enacted in a wealthy house +in Prince's Gate, and Charlotte Harman and her father laughed merrily +over the Australian uncle's horror of authors and their works, another +Charlotte was going through a very different part, in a different place +in the great world's centre.</p> + +<p>There could scarcely be a greater contrast than between the small and +very shabby house in Kentish Town and the luxurious mansion in +Kensington. The parlor of this house, for the drawing-rooms were let to +lodgers, was occupied by one woman. She sat by a little shabbily covered +table, writing. The whole appearance of the room was shabby: the +furniture, the carpet, the dingy window panes, the tiny pretence of a +fire in the grate. It was not exactly a dirty room, but it lacked all +brightness and freshness. The chimney did not draw well, and now and +then a great gust of smoke would come down, causing the busy writer to +start and rub her smarting eyes. She was a young woman, as young as +Charlotte Harman, with a slight figure and very pale face. There were +possibilities of beauty in the face. But the possibilities had come to +nothing; the features were too pinched, too underfed, the eyes, in +themselves dark and heavily fringed, too often dimmed by tears. It was a +very cold day, and sleet was beginning to fall, and the smoking chimney +had a vindictive way of smoking more than ever, but the young woman +wrote on rapidly, as though for bare life. Each page as she finished it, +was flung on one side; some few fell on the floor, but she did not stop +even to pick them up.</p> + +<p>The short winter daylight had quite faded, and she had stood up to light +the gas, when the room door was pushed slightly ajar, and one of those +little maids-of-all-work, so commonly seen in London, put in her untidy +head.</p> + +<p>"Ef you please, 'em, Harold's been and hurt Daisy, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[Pg 9]</a></span> they is +quarreling h'ever so, and I think as baby's a deal worse, 'em."</p> + +<p>"I will go up to them, Anne, and you may stay down and lay the cloth for +tea—I expect your master in early to-night."</p> + +<p>She put her writing materials hastily away, and with a light, quick step +ran upstairs. She entered a room which in its size and general +shabbiness might better have been called an attic, and found herself in +the presence of three small children. The two elder ran to meet her with +outstretched arms and glad cries. The baby sat up in his cot and gazed +hard at his mother with flushed cheeks and round eyes.</p> + +<p>She took the baby in her arms and sat down in a low rocking-chair close +to the fire. Harold and Daisy went on their little knees in front of +her. Now that mother had come their quarrel was quite over, and the poor +baby ceased to fret.</p> + +<p>Seated thus, with her little children about her there was no doubt at +all that Charlotte Home had a pleasant face; the care vanished from her +eyes as she looked into the innocent eyes of her babies, and as she +nursed the seven-months-old infant she began crooning a sweet old song +in a true, delicious voice, to which the other two listened with +delight:——</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">"In the days when we went gipsying,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">A long time ago."</span><br /> +</p> + +<p>"What's gipsying, mother?" asked Harold, aged six.</p> + +<p>"Something like picnicking, darling. People who live in the country, or +who are rich,"—here Mrs. Home sighed—"often, in the bright summer +weather, take their dinner or their tea, and they go out into the woods +or the green fields and eat there. I have been to gypsy teas; they are +great fun. We lit a fire and boiled the kettle over it, and made the +tea; it was just the same tea as we had at home, but somehow it tasted +much better out-of-doors."</p> + +<p>"Was that some time ago, mother?" asked little Daisy.</p> + +<p>"It would seem a long, long time to you, darling; but it was not so many +years ago."</p> + +<p>"Mother," asked Harold, "why aren't we rich, or why don't we live in the +country?"</p> + +<p>A dark cloud, caused by some deeper emotion than the mere fact of being +poor, passed over the mother's face.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[Pg 10]</a></span></p> + +<p>"We cannot live in the country," she said, "because your father has a +curacy in this part of London. Your father is a brave man, and he must +not desert his post."</p> + +<p>"Then why aren't we rich?" persisted the boy.</p> + +<p>"Because—because—I cannot answer you that, Harold; and now I must run +downstairs again. Father is coming in earlier than usual to-night, and +you and Daisy may come down for a little bit after tea—that is, if you +promise to be very good children now, and not to quarrel. See, baby has +dropped asleep; who will sit by him and keep him from waking until Anne +comes back?"</p> + +<p>"I, mother," said Harold, and, "I, mother," said Daisy.</p> + +<p>"That is best," said the gentle-voiced mother; "you both shall keep him +very quiet and safe; Harold shall sit on this side of his little cot and +Daisy at the other."</p> + +<p>Both children placed themselves, mute as mice, by the baby's side, with +the proud look of being trusted on their little faces. The mother kissed +them and flew downstairs. There was no time for quiet or leisurely +movement in that little house; in the dingy parlor, the gas had now been +lighted, and the fire burned better and brighter, and Anne with most +praiseworthy efforts, was endeavoring to make some toast, which, alas! +she only succeeded in burning. Mrs. Home took the toasting-fork out of +her hands.</p> + +<p>"There, Anne, that will do nicely: I will finish the toast. Now please +run away, and take Miss Mitchell's dinner up to her; she is to have a +little pie to-night and some baked potatoes; they are all waiting, and +hot in the oven, and then please go back to the children."</p> + +<p>Anne, a really good-tempered little maid-of-all-work, vanished, and Mrs. +Home made some fresh toast, which she set, brown, hot, and crisp, in the +china toast-rack. She then boiled a new-laid egg, and had hardly +finished these final preparations before the rattle of the latch-key was +heard in the hall-door, and her husband came in. He was a tall man, with +a face so colorless that hers looked almost rosy by contrast; his voice, +however, had a certain ring about it, which betokened that most rare and +happy gift to its possessor, a brave and courageous heart. The way in +which he now said, "Ah, Lottie!" and stooped down and kissed her, had a +good sound, and the wife's eyes sparkled as she sat down by the +tea-tray.</p> + +<p>"Must you go out again to-night, Angus?" she said presently.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Yes, my dear. Poor Mrs. Swift is really dying at last. I promised to +look in on her again."</p> + +<p>"Ah, poor soul! has it really come? And what will those four children +do?"</p> + +<p>"We must get them into an Orphanage; Petterick has interest. I shall +speak to him. Lottie?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, dear."</p> + +<p>"Beat up that fresh egg I saw you putting into the cupboard when I came +in; beat it up, and add a little milk and a teaspoonful of brandy. I +want to take it round with me to little Alice. That child has never left +her mother's side for two whole days and nights, and I believe has +scarcely tasted a morsel; I fear she will sink when all is over."</p> + +<p>Lottie rose at once and prepared the mixture, placing it, when ready, in +a little basket, which her husband seldom went out without; but as she +put it in his hand she could not refrain from saying——</p> + +<p>"I was keeping that egg for your breakfast, Angus; I do grudge it a +little bit."</p> + +<p>"And to eat it when little Alice wanted it so sorely would choke me, +wife," replied the husband; and then buttoning his thin overcoat tightly +about him, he went out into the night.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III"></a>CHAPTER III.</h2> + +<h3>THE STORY.</h3> + + +<p>The children were at last in bed, the drawing-room lodger had finished +her dinner, the welcome time of lull in the day's occupations had come, +and Mrs. Home sat by the dining-room fire. A large basket, filled with +little garments ready for mending, lay on the floor at her feet, and her +working materials were close by; but, for a wonder, the busy fingers +were idle. In vain Daisy's frock pleaded for that great rent made +yesterday, and Harold's socks showed themselves most disreputably out at +heels. Charlotte Home neither put on her thimble nor threaded her +needle; she sat gazing into the fire, lost in reverie. It was not a very +happy or peaceful reverie, to judge from the many changes on her +expressive<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</a></span> face. The words, "Shall I, or shall I not?" came often to +her lips. Many things seemed to tear her judgment in divers ways; most +of all the look in her little son's eyes when he asked that eager, +impatient question, "mother, why aren't we rich?" but other and older +voices than little Harold's said to her, and they spoke pleadingly +enough, "Leave this thing alone; God knows what is best for you. As you +have gone on all these years, so continue, not troubling about what you +cannot understand, but trusting to him."</p> + +<p>"I cannot; I am so tired sometimes," sighed the poor young wife.</p> + +<p>She was still undetermined when her husband returned. There was a great +contrast in their faces—a greater almost in their voices, in the tone +of her dispirited, "Well, Angus," and his almost triumphant answer,——</p> + +<p>"Well, Lottie, that hard fight has ended bravely. Thank God!"</p> + +<p>"Ah! then the poor soul has gone," said the wife, moving her husband's +chair into the warmest corner.</p> + +<p>"She has truly gone; I saw her breathe her last. But there is no need to +apply the word 'poor' to her; she has done with all that. You know what +a weakly, troubled creature she always was, how temptation and doubt +seemed to wrap her round like a mist, and prevent her seeing any of the +shining of the blue sky. Well, it all passed away at the last, and there +was nothing but a steadfast looking into the very face of her Lord. He +came for her, and she just stretched out her arms and went to Him. Thank +God for being privileged to witness such a death; it makes life far more +easy."</p> + +<p>A little weariness had crept perceptibly into the brave voice of the +minister as he said these last words. His wife laid her hand +sympathizingly on his. They sat silent for a few moments, then he spoke +on a different subject,——</p> + +<p>"How is baby to-night, Lottie?"</p> + +<p>"Better, I think; his tooth is through at last. He will have rest now +for a bit, poor little darling."</p> + +<p>"We must be careful to keep him from catching another cold. And how is +Anne getting on?"</p> + +<p>"As well as we can expect from such an ignorant little mite. And oh! +Angus, the nursery is such a cold, draughty room, and I do—I do wish we +were rich."</p> + +<p>The last words were tumbled out with a great irrepressible burst of +tears.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Why, my Lottie, what has come to you?" said her husband, touched and +alarmed by this rare show of feeling "What is it, dear? You wish we were +rich, so do not I; I am quite content. I go among so very much poorer +people than myself, Lottie, that it always seems to me I have far more +than my fair share of life's good things; but, at any rate my Lottie, +crying won't make us rich, so don't waste your strength over it."</p> + +<p>"I can't help it sometimes, Angus; it goes to my heart to see you +shivering in such a great-coat as you have just taken off, and then I +know you want better food, and wine; you are so tired this moment you +can scarcely speak. What a lot of good some port wine would do you!"</p> + +<p>"And what a lot of good, wishing for it will do me! Come Lottie, be +sensible; we must not begin to repine for what we have not got, and +cannot get. Let us think of our mercies."</p> + +<p>"You make me ashamed of myself, Angus. But these thoughts don't come to +me for nothing; the fact is—yes, I will tell you at last, I have long +been making up my mind. The truth is, Angus, I can't look at the +children—I can't look at you and see you all suffering, and hold my +peace any longer. We are poor, very—very—dreadfully poor, but we ought +to be rich."</p> + +<p>"Lottie!"</p> + +<p>Such a speech, so uttered, would have called for reproof from Angus +Home, had it passed the lips of another. But he knew the woman he had +married too well not to believe there was reason in her words.</p> + +<p>"I am sorry you have kept a secret from me," he said. "What is this +mystery, Lottie?"</p> + +<p>"It was my mother, Angus. She begged of me to keep it to myself, and she +only told me when she was dying. But may I just tell you all from the +very beginning?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, dear. If it is a romance, it will just soothe me, for though I am, +I own, tired, I could not sleep for a long time to come."</p> + +<p>"First, Angus, I must confess to a little bit of deceit I practised on +you."</p> + +<p>"Ah, Lottie!" said her husband playfully, "no wonder you cried, with +such a heavy burden on your soul; but confess your sins, wife."</p> + +<p>"You know how it has always fretted me, our being poor," said Charlotte. +"Your income is only just sufficient to put bread into our mouths, and, +indeed, we sometimes want<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</a></span> even that. I have often lain awake at night +wondering how I could make a little money, and this winter, when it set +in so very severe, set my thoughts harder to work on this great problem +than ever. The children did want so much, Angus—new boots, and little +warm dresses—and so—and so—one day about a month ago, Mrs. Lisle, who +reads and writes so much, called, and I was very low, and she was kind +and sympathizing; somehow, at last out it all came, I did so wish to +earn money. She asked me if I could write a good clear hand, a hand +easily read. I showed her what I could do, and she was good enough to +call it excellent. She said no more then, but the next day she came +early. She brought me a MS. written by a friend of hers; very illegible +it was. She would not tell me the name of her friend, but she said she +was a lady very desirous of seeing herself in print. If I would copy +this illegible writing in my own good clear hand, the lady would give me +five pounds. I thought of the children's boots and their winter dresses, +and I toiled over it. I confess now that it was weary work, and tired me +more than I cared to own. I finished it to-day; this evening, just +before you came home, that task was done; but this morning I did +something else. You know Miss Mitchell is always kind enough to let me +see the <i>Times</i>. This morning Anne brought it down as usual, and, as I +ran my eyes over it I was struck by an advertisement, 'A young lady +living at Kensington wished for the services of an amanuensis, for so +many hours daily. Remuneration good.' I could not help it, Angus, my +heart seemed to leap into my mouth. Then and there I put on my bonnet, +and with a specimen of my handwriting in my pocket, went off to answer +the advertisement in person. The house was in Prince's Gate, Kensington: +the name of the young lady who had advertised for my services was +Harman."</p> + +<p>"Harman! how strange, wife! your own name before you married."</p> + +<p>"Yes, dear; but such a different person from me, so rich, while I am so +poor; so very, very beautiful, and graceful, and gracious: she may have +been a year or so younger than I, she was not much. She had a thoughtful +face, a noble face. I could have drawn tears from her eyes had I +described the little children, but I did not. It was delightful to look +upon her calm. Not for worlds would I disturb it; and, Angus, I found +out another thing—her name was not only Harman, but Charlotte Harman."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</a></span></p> + +<p>There was no doubt at all that the other Charlotte was excited now, the +color had come into her cheeks, her eyes sparkled. Her husband watched +her with undisguised surprise.</p> + +<p>"I made a good thing of it Angus," she continued. "I am to go to +Prince's Gate every morning, I am to be there at ten, and give my +services till one o'clock. I am then to have lunch with the young lady, +and for all this, and the enjoyment of a good dinner into the bargain, I +am to receive thirty shillings a week. Does not it sound too good to be +true?"</p> + +<p>"And that is how we are to be rich, Lottie. Well, go on and prosper. I +know what an active little woman you are and how impossible it is for +you to let the grass grow under your feet. I do not object to your +trying this thing, if it is not too much for your strength, and if you +can safely leave the children."</p> + +<p>"I have thought of the children, Angus; this is so much for their real +interest, that it would be a pity to throw it away. But, as you say, +they must not be neglected. I shall ask that little Alice Martin to come +in to look after them until I am back every day; she will be glad to +earn half-a-crown a week."</p> + +<p>"As much in proportion, as your thirty shillings is to you—eh, Lottie? +See how rich we are in reality."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Home sighed, and the bright look left her face. Her husband +perceived the change.</p> + +<p>"That is not all you have got to tell me," he said.</p> + +<p>"No, it is only leading up to what I want to tell you. It is what has +set me thinking so hard all day that I can keep it to myself no longer. +Angus, prepare for a surprise; that beautiful young lady, who bears the +same name I bore before I was married—is—is—she is my near relation."</p> + +<p>"Your near relation, Charlotte? But I never knew you had any near +relations."</p> + +<p>"No, dear, I never told you; my mother thought it best that you should +not know. She only spoke to me of them when she was dying. She was sorry +afterwards that she had even done that; she begged of me, unless great +necessity arose, not to say anything to you. It is only because it seems +to me the necessity has really come that I speak of what gave my mother +such pain to mention."</p> + +<p>"Yes, dear, you have wealthy relations. I don't know that it matters +very greatly. But go on."</p> + +<p>"There is more than that, Angus, but I will try to tell<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</a></span> you all. You +know how poor I was when you found me, and gave me your love and +yourself."</p> + +<p>"We were both poor, Lottie; so much so that we thought two hundred a +year, which was what we had to begin housekeeping on, quite riches."</p> + +<p>"Yes, Angus; well, I had been poor all my life, I could never do what +rich girls did, I was so accustomed to wearing shabby dresses, and +eating plain food, and doing without the amusements which seem to come +naturally into the lives of most young girls, that I had ceased to miss +them. I was sent to a rather good school, and had lessons in music and +painting, and I sometimes wondered how my mother had money even to give +me these. Then I met you, and we were married. It was just after our +little Harold was born that my mother died."</p> + +<p>"Yes, you went down into Hertfordshire; you were away for six weeks."</p> + +<p>"I took Harold with me; mother was so proud of him. Whenever she had an +easy moment, she used to like to have him placed on her knee. She told +me then that she had a little son older than I, who died, and that our +Harold reminded her of him. One night, I remember so well, I was sitting +up with her. She had been going through great pain, but towards the +morning she was easier. She was more inclined, however, to talk than to +sleep. She began again speaking about the likeness between our Harold +and my little brother who died.</p> + +<p>"'I shall give you little Edgar's christening robe for Harold,' she +said. 'I never could bear to part with it before but I don't mind his +having it. Open my wardrobe, Charlotte, and you will find it folded away +in a blue paper, in the small wooden box.'</p> + +<p>"I did so, and took out a costly thing, yellow, it is true, with age, +but half covered with most valuable lace.</p> + +<p>"'Why, mother,' I exclaimed, 'how did you ever get such a valuable dress +as this? Why, this lace would be cheap at a guinea a yard!'</p> + +<p>"'It cost a great deal more than that,' replied mother, stroking down +the soft lace and muslin with her thin fingers; 'but we were rich then, +Lottie.'</p> + +<p>"'Rich!' I said, 'rich! I never, never thought that you and I had +anything to say to money, mother.'</p> + +<p>"'You don't remember your father, child?'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</a></span></p> + +<p>"'No, mother,' I said; 'how could I? I was only two years old when he +died.'</p> + +<p>"Mother was silent after that, and I think she went into a doze, but my +curiosity and wonder were excited, and I could not help seeking to know +more.</p> + +<p>"'I never knew that we were rich,' I said again the next day. 'Why did +you never tell me before? The next best thing to enjoying riches would +be to hear about them.'</p> + +<p>"'I did not want to make you discontented, Lottie. I thought what you +had never known or thought of you would never miss. I feared, my dear, +to make you discontented.'</p> + +<p>"'But I have thought of money,' I owned, 'I have thought of it lately a +great deal. When I look at Angus I long to get him every luxury, and I +want my little Harold to grow up surrounded by those things which help +to develop a fine and refined character.</p> + +<p>"'But they don't, Lottie; they don't indeed,' answered my dear dying +mother. 'Riches bring a snare—they debase the character, they don't +ennoble it.'</p> + +<p>"'Mother,' I said, 'I see plainly that you are well acquainted with this +subject. You will tell me, mother, what you know?'</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' replied my mother; 'it won't do you the least good; but as I +have said so much to you I may as well tell the rest.'</p> + +<p>"Then, Angus, my mother told me the following story; it is not very +long.</p> + +<p>"She was an orphan and a governess when my father found her and married +her—she was my father's second wife. She was much younger than he—he +had grown-up sons—two grown-up sons at the time of his marriage; and +they were very deeply offended at his thinking of a second marriage. So +indignant were they that my father and they came to quite an open +quarrel, and mother said that during the five years that my father lived +she never saw either of her stepsons until just at the close. She was +very happy as my father's wife; he loved her dearly, and as he had +plenty of money she wanted for nothing. My father was an old man, as I +have said, and he was tired of fuss, and also of much society; so though +they were so rich mother lived rather a lonely life—in a large and +beautiful place in Hertfordshire. She said the place was called the +Hermitage, and was one of the largest and best in the neighborhood. At +last my father fell ill, very ill, and the doctors said he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</a></span> must die. +Then for the first time there came hastening back to the Hermitage the +two elder sons—their names were John and Jasper—the eldest John, my +mother said, was very handsome, and very kind and courteous to her. He +was a married man, and he told mother that he had a little daughter much +about my age, who was also called Charlotte. My father and his two sons +seemed quite reconciled in these last days, and they spent most of their +time with him. On the evening, however, before he died, he had mother +and me with him alone. I sat on the bed, a little baby child of two, and +my father held mother's hand. He told mother how much he loved her, and +he spoke a very little about money matters.</p> + +<p>"'John will make it all right for you, Daisy,' he said. 'John knows all +about my wishes with regard to you and little Charlotte. I should like +this little Charlotte and his to be friends; they are both called after +my own mother, the best woman I ever met. You will bring up little +Charlotte with every comfort and refinement, dear wife.'</p> + +<p>"The next day my father died, and John and Jasper went to London. They +did not even wait for the funeral, though Jasper came back for it. John, +he told mother, was kept by the sudden dangerous illness of his wife. +Jasper said that John felt our father's death most dreadfully. Mother +had liked John, who was always very civil to her, but she could not bear +Jasper: she said he seemed a cleverer man than his brother, but she +never could get over a feeling of distrust towards him. The will was +never read to my mother, but Jasper came back again from London to tell +her of its contents, and then judge of her surprise—her name was not +even mentioned, neither her name nor mine. She had been married without +settlements, and every farthing of all my father's great wealth was left +to his two sons, John and Jasper. Jasper expressed great surprise; he +even said it was a monstrously unfair thing of his father to do, and +that certainly he and his brother would try to rectify it in a measure. +He then went back to London, and mother was left alone in the great +empty house. She said she felt quite stunned, and was just then in such +grief for my father that she scarcely heeded the fact that she was left +penniless. Two days afterwards a lawyer from London came down to see +her. He came with a message from her two stepsons. They were much +concerned for her, and they were willing to help her. They would allow +her, between them, as long as<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</a></span> she lived the interest on three thousand +pounds—on one condition. The condition was this: she was never to claim +the very least relationship with them; she was to bring up her daughter +as a stranger to them. They had never approved of their father's +marrying her; they would allow her the money on condition that all +connection between them be completely dropped. The day it was renewed by +either mother or daughter, on that day the interest on the three +thousand pounds would cease to be paid. My mother was too young, too +completely inexperienced, and too bowed down with grief, to make the +least objection. Only one faint protest did she make. 'My husband said,' +she faltered, 'on the very last day of his life, he said that he wished +my little Charlotte and that other Charlotte in London to be friends.' +But the lawyer only shook his head. On this point his clients were firm. +'All communication between the families must cease.'</p> + +<p>"That is the story, Angus," continued Charlotte Home, suddenly changing +her voice, and allowing her eyes, which had been lowered during her +brief recital, to rise to her husband's face. "My dear mother died a day +or two afterwards. She died regretting having to own even what she did, +and begging me not to think unkindly of my father, and not to unsettle +your mind by telling you what could do no good whatever.</p> + +<p>"'I do not think unkindly of my father, mother,' I answered, 'and I will +not trouble my husband's mind, at least, not yet, never, perhaps, unless +fitting opportunity arises. But I know what I think, mother—what, +indeed, I know. That was not my father's real will; my brothers John and +Jasper have cheated you. Of this I am very sure.'</p> + +<p>"Mother, though she was so weak and dying, got quite a color into her +cheeks when I said this. 'No, no,' she said, 'don't harbor such a +thought in your heart—my darling, my darling. Indeed it is utterly +impossible. It was a real, real will. I heard it read, and your +brothers, they were gentlemen. Don't let so base a thought of them dwell +in your heart. It is, I know it is, impossible.'</p> + +<p>"I said no more to trouble my dear mother and shortly afterwards she +died. That is six years ago."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></a>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + +<h3>TWO WAYS OF LOOKING AT IT.</h3> + + +<p>After the story was finished the husband and wife sat for a long time +side by side, in absolute silence. Both pairs of eyes were fixed on the +glowing embers in the fire; the wife's reflected back both the lights +and the shadows; they were troubled eyes, troubled with possible joy, +troubled also with the dark feelings of anger. The husband's, on the +contrary, were calm and steady. No strong hope was visiting them, but +despair, even disquietude, seemed miles away. Presently the wife's small +nervous fingers were stretched out to meet her husband's, his closed +over them, he turned his head, met her anxious face, smiled and spoke.</p> + +<p>"So it seems on the cards that you might have been rich, Lottie. Well, +it was unjust of your father not to have made some provision for your +mother and you, but—but—he has long been dead, the whole thing is +over. Let it pass."</p> + +<p>"Angus! do you know what I should like?" asked his wife.</p> + +<p>"No. What?"</p> + +<p>"I should like to meet those two men, John and Jasper Harman, face to +face, and ask them without the least preamble or preparation, what they +have done with my father's real will?"</p> + +<p>"Dear Lottie, you must get this strange idea out of your head. It is not +right of you to harbor such thoughts of any men."</p> + +<p>"I should like to look so hard at them," continued Charlotte, scarcely +heeding her husband's words. "I know their eyes would flinch, they would +be startled, they would betray themselves. Angus, I can't help it, the +conviction that is over me is too strong to be silenced. For years, ever +since my mother told me that story, I have felt that we have been +wronged, nay, robbed of our own. But when I entered that house to-day +and found myself face with my half-brother's daughter, when I found +myself in the house that I had been forbidden to enter, I felt—I knew, +that a great wrong had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</a></span> been committed. My father! Why should I think +ill of my father, Angus? Is it likely that he would have made no +provision for my mother whom he loved, or for me? Is it likely that he +would have left everything he possessed to the two sons with whom he had +so bitterly quarrelled, that for years they had not even met? Is it +likely? Angus, you are a just man, and you will own to the truth. Is it +likely, that with his almost dying breath, he should have assured my +mother that all was settled that she could bring me up well, in comfort +and luxury, that Charlotte Harman and I should be friends? No, Angus! I +believe my father; he was a good and just man always; and, even if he +was not, dying men don't tell lies."</p> + +<p>"I grant that it seems unlikely, Lottie; but then, on the other hand, +what do you accuse these men of? Why, of no less a crime than forging a +will, of suppressing the real will, and bringing forward one of their +own manufacture. Why, my dear wife, such an act of villainy would be not +only difficult, but, I should say, impossible."</p> + +<p>"I don't know <i>how</i> it was done, Angus, but something was done, of that +I am sure, and what that thing was I shall live, please God, to find +out."</p> + +<p>"Then you—you, a clergyman's wife—the wife of a man who lives to +proclaim peace on earth, good-will to men, you go into your brother's +house as a spy!"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Home colored. Her husband had risen from his chair.</p> + +<p>"You shall not do that," he said; "I am your husband, and I forbid it. +You can only go to the Harmans, if they are indeed the near relations +you believe them to be, on one condition."</p> + +<p>"And that?" said Charlotte.</p> + +<p>"That you see not only Mr. Harman's daughter, but Mr. Harman himself; +that you tell him exactly who you are.... If, after hearing your story, +he allows you to work for his daughter, you can do so without again +alluding to the relationship. If they wish it dropped, drop it, Lottie; +work for them as you would for any other strangers, doing your best work +bravely and well. But begin openly. Above all things thinking no evil in +your heart of them."</p> + +<p>"Then I cannot go on these conditions, Angus, for I cannot feel charity +in my heart towards Mr. Harman. It seemed such a good thing this +morning. But I must give it up."</p> + +<p>"And something else will come in it's place, never fear;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</a></span> but I did not +know until to-night that my Lottie so pined for riches."</p> + +<p>"Angus, I do—I do—I want Harold to go to a good school, Daisy to be +educated, little Angus to get what is necessary for his health, and +above all, you, my dearest, my dearest, to have a warm overcoat, and +port wine: the overcoat when you are cold, the port wine when you are +tired. Think of having these luxuries, not only for yourself, but to +give away to your poor, Angus, and I am sure we ought to have them."</p> + +<p>"Ah, Lottie! you are a witch, you try to tempt me, and all these things +sound very pleasant. But don't dream of what we haven't, let us live for +the many, many things we have."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></a>CHAPTER V.</h2> + +<h3>LOVE IN A DIAMOND.</h3> + + +<p>The next day Angus Home went out early as usual, about his many parish +duties; this was it was true, neither a feast nor a fast day, nor had he +to attend a morning service, but he had long ago constituted himself +chief visitor among the sick and poorest of his flock, and such work +occupied him from morning to night. Perhaps in a nature naturally +inclined to asceticism, this daily mingling with the very poor and the +very suffering, had helped to keep down all ambitions for earthly good +things, whether those good things came in the guise of riches or honors; +but though unambitious and very humble, never pushing himself forward, +doing always the work that men who considered themselves more fastidious +would shun, never allowing his voice to be heard where he believed wiser +men than he might speak, Mr. Home was neither morbid nor unhappy; one of +his greatest characteristics was an utter absence of all +self-consciousness.</p> + +<p>The fact was, the man, though he had a wife whom he loved, and children +very dear to him, had grown accustomed to hold life lightly; to him life +was in very truth a pilgrimage, a school, a morning which should usher +in the great day of the future. His mental and spiritual eyes were fixed +expectantly<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</a></span> and longingly on that day; and in connection with it, it +would be wrong to say that he was without ambition, for he had a very +earnest and burning desire, not only for rank but for kingship by and +by: he wanted to be crowned with the crown of righteousness.</p> + +<p>Angus Home knew well that to wear that crown in all its lustre in the +future, it must begin to fit his head down here; and he also knew that +those who put on such crowns on earth, find them, as their great and +blessed Master did before them, made of thorns.</p> + +<p>It is no wonder then that the man with so simple a faith, so Christ-like +a spirit, should not be greatly concerned by his wife's story of the +night before. He did not absolutely forget it, for he pondered over it +as he wended his way to the attic where the orphan Swifts lived. He felt +sorry for Lottie as he thought of it, and he hoped she would soon cease +to have such uncharitable ideas of her half-brothers; he himself could +not even entertain the notion that any fraud had been committed; he felt +rather shocked that his Lottie should dwell on so base a thing.</p> + +<p>There is no doubt that this saint-like man could be a tiny bit +provoking; and so his wife felt when he left her without again alluding +to their last night's talk. After all it is wives and mothers who feel +the sharpest stings of poverty. Charlotte had known what to be poor +meant all her life, as a child, as a young girl, as a wife, as a mother, +but she had been brave enough about it, indifferent enough to it, until +the children came; but from the day her mother's story was told her, and +she knew how close the wings of earthly comfort had swept her by, +discontent came into her heart. Discontent came in and grew with the +birth of each fresh little one. She might have made her children so +comfortable, she could do so little with them; they were pretty children +too. It went to her heart to see their beauty disfigured in ugly +clothes; she used to look the other way with a great jealous pang, when +she saw children not nearly so beautiful as hers, yet looked at and +admired because of their bright fresh colors and dainty little +surroundings. But poverty brought worse stings than these. The small +house in Kentish Town was hot and stifling in the months of July and +August; the children grew pale and pined for the fresh country air which +could not be given to them; Lottie herself grew weak and languid, and +her husband's pale face seemed to grow more ethereal day by day. At all +such times as these did Charlotte<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</a></span> Home's mind and thoughts refer back +to her mother's story, and again and again the idea returned that a +great, great wrong had been done.</p> + +<p>In the winter when this story opens, poverty came very close to the +little household. They were, it is true, quite out of debt, but they +were only so because the food was kept so scanty, the fires so low, +dress so very insufficient to keep at a distance the winter's bitter +cold; they were only out of debt because the mother slaved from morning +to night, and the father ate less and less, having, it is to be feared, +less and less appetite to eat.</p> + +<p>Then the wife and mother grew desperate, money must be brought in—how +could it be done? The doctor called and said that baby Angus would die +if he had not more milk—he must have what is called in London +baby-milk, and plenty of it. Such milk in Kentish Town meant money. +Lottie resolved that baby Angus should not die. In answering an +advertisement which she hoped would give her employment, she +accidentally found herself in her own half-brother's house. There was +the wealth which had belonged to her father; there were the riches to +which she was surely born. How delicious were those soft carpets; how +nice those cushioned seats; how pleasant those glowing fires; what an +air of refinement breathed over everything; how grand it was to be +served by those noiseless and well-trained servants; how great a thing +was wealth, after all!</p> + +<p>She thought all this before she saw Charlotte Harman. Then the gracious +face, the noble bearing, the kindly and sweet manner of this girl of her +own age, this girl who might have been her dearest friend, who was so +nearly related to her, filled her with sudden bitterness; she believed +herself immeasurably inferior to Miss Harman, and yet she knew that she +might have been such another. She left the house with a mingled feeling +of relief and bitterness. She was earning present money. What might she +not discover to benefit her husband and children by and by?</p> + +<p>In the evening, unable to keep her thoughts to herself, she told them +and her story for the first time to her husband. Instantly he tore the +veil from her eyes. Was she, his wife, to go to her own brother's house +as a spy? No! a thousand times no! No wealth, however needed, would be +worth purchasing at such a price. If Charlotte could not banish from her +mind these unworthy thoughts, she must give up so excellent a means of +earning money.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</a></span></p> + +<p>Poor Charlotte! The thoughts her husband considered so mean, so untrue, +so unworthy, had become by this time part of her very being. Oh! must +the children suffer because unrighteous men enjoyed what was rightfully +theirs?</p> + +<p>For the first time, the very first time in all her life, she felt +discontented with her Angus. If only he were a little more everyday, a +little more practical; if only he would go to the bottom of this +mystery, and set her mind at rest!</p> + +<p>She went about her morning duties in a state of mental friction and +aggravation, and, as often happens, on this very morning when she seemed +least able to bear it, came the proverbial last straw. Anne, the little +maid, put in her head at the parlor door.</p> + +<p>"Ef you please, 'em, is Harold to wear 'em shoes again? There's holes +through and through of 'em, and it's most desp'rate sloppy out of doors +this mornin'."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Home took the little worn-out shoes in her hand; she saw at a +glance that they were quite past mending.</p> + +<p>"Leave them here, Anne," she said. "You are right, he cannot wear these +again. I will go out at once and buy him another pair."</p> + +<p>The small maid disappeared, and Charlotte put her hand into her pocket. +She drew out her purse with a sinking heart. Was there money enough in +it to buy the necessary food for the day's consumption, and also to get +new shoes for Harold? A glance showed her but too swiftly there was not. +She never went on credit for anything—the shoes must wait, and Harold +remain a prisoner in the house that day. She went slowly up to the +nursery: Daisy and baby could go out and Harold should come down to the +parlor to her.</p> + +<p>But one glance at her boy's pale face caused her heart to sink. He was a +handsome boy—she thought him aristocratic, fit to be the son of a +prince—but to-day he was deadly pale, with that washy look which +children who pine for fresh air so often get. He was standing in rather +a moping attitude by the tiny window; but at sight of his mother he flew +to her.</p> + +<p>"Mother, Anne says I'm to have new shoes. Have you got them? I am so +glad."</p> + +<p>No, she could not disappoint her boy. A sudden idea darted through her +brain. She would ask Miss Mitchell, the drawing-room boarder, to lend +her the three-and-sixpence which the little shoes would cost. It was the +first time she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</a></span> had ever borrowed, and her pride rose in revolt at even +naming the paltry sum—but, for the sake of her boy's pale face?</p> + +<p>"I am going out to buy the shoes," she said, stooping down to kiss the +sweet upturned brow; and she flew downstairs and tapped at the +drawing-room door.</p> + +<p>Miss Mitchell was a lady of about fifty; she had been with them now for +nearly a year, and what she paid for the drawing-room and best bedroom +behind it, quite covered the rent of the shabby little house. Miss +Mitchell was Charlotte Home's grand standby; she was a very +uninteresting person, neither giving nor looking for sympathy, never +concerning herself about the family in whose house she lived. But then, +on the other hand, she was easily pleased; she never grumbled, she paid +her rent like clockwork. She now startled Lottie by coming instantly +forward and telling her that it was her intention to leave after the +usual notice; she found the baby's fretful cries too troublesome, for +her room was under the nursery; this was one reason. Another, perhaps +the most truthful one, was, that her favorite curate in St. Martin's +Church over the way, had received promotion to another and more +fashionable church, and she would like to move to where she could still +be under his ministry. Charlotte bowed; there was nothing for it but to +accept the fact that her comfortable lodger must go. Where could she +find a second Miss Mitchell, and how could she possibly now ask for the +loan of three and sixpence?</p> + +<p>She left the room. Where was the money to come from to buy Harold's +shoes? for that little pleading face must not be disappointed. This care +was, for the moment, more pressing than the loss of Miss Mitchell. How +should she get the money for her boy? She pressed her hand to her brow +to think out this problem. As she did so, a ring she wore on her +wedding-finger flashed; it was her engagement ring, a plain gold band, +only differing from the wedding-ring, which it now guarded, in that it +possessed one small, very small diamond. The diamond was perhaps the +smallest that could be purchased, but it was pure of its kind, and the +tiny gem now flashed a loving fire into her eyes, as though it would +speak if it could in answer to her inquiry. Yes, if she sold this ring, +the money would be forthcoming. It was precious, it symbolized much to +her; she had no other to act as guard; but it was not so precious as the +blue eyes of her first-born. Her resolve was scarcely conceived before +it was put in practice. She hastened out with the ring; a jeweller +lived<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</a></span> not far away; he gave her fifteen shillings, and Charlotte, +feeling quite rich, bought the little shoes and hurried home.</p> + +<p>As she almost flew along the sloppy streets a fresh thought came to her. +Yes! she must certainly decline that very excellent situation with Miss +Harman. That sorely wanted thirty shillings a week must be given up, +there was no question about that. Bitter were her pangs of heart as she +relinquished the precious money, but it would be impossible for her to +go to her brother's house in the only spirit in which her husband would +allow her to go. Yes; she must give it up. When the children were at +last fairly started on their walk she would sit down and write to Miss +Harman. But why should she write? She stood still as the thought came to +her to go to Miss Harman in person; to tell her from her own lips that +she must not visit that house, or see her daily. She might or might not +tell her who she really was; she would leave that to circumstances; but +she would at least once more see her brother's house and look into the +eyes of her brother's child. It would be a short, soon-lived-through +excitement. Still she was in that mood when to sit still in inactivity +was impossible; the visit would lead to nothing, but still she would pay +it; afterwards would be time enough to think of finding some one to +replace Miss Mitchell, of trying to buy again her engagement ring, of +purchasing warm clothes for her little ones.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI"></a>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + +<h3>IN PRINCE'S GATE.</h3> + + +<p>Having arranged her household matters, been informed of another pair of +boots which could not last many days longer, seen to the children's +dinner, and finally started the little group fairly off for their walk +with Anne, Charlotte ran upstairs, put on her neat though thin and worn +black silk, her best jacket and bonnet and set off to Kensington to see +Miss Harman.</p> + +<p>She reached the grand house in Prince's Gate about twelve o'clock. The +day had indeed long begun for her, but she reflected rather bitterly +that most likely Miss Harman<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</a></span> had but just concluded her breakfast. She +found, however, that she had much wronged this energetic young lady. +Breakfast had been over with some hours ago, and when Mrs. Home asked +for her, the footman who answered her modest summons said that Miss +Harman was out, but had left directions that if a lady called she was to +be asked to wait.</p> + +<p>Charlotte was taken up to Miss Harman's own private sitting room, where, +after stirring the fire, and furnishing her with that morning's <i>Times</i>, +the servant left her alone.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Home was glad of this. She drew her comfortable easy chair to the +fire, placed her feet upon the neat brass rail, closed her eyes, and +tried to fancy herself alone. Had her father lived, such comforts as +these would have been matters of everyday occurrence to her. Common as +the air she breathed would this grateful warmth be then to her thin +limbs, this delicious easy chair to her aching back. Had her father +lived, or had justice been done, in either case would soft ease have +been her portion. She started from her reclining position and looked +round the room. A parrot swung lazily on his perch in one of the +windows. Two canaries sang in a gilded cage in the other. How Harold and +Daisy would love these birds! Just over her head was a very beautifully +executed portrait in oils of a little child, most likely Miss Harman in +her infancy. Ah, yes, but baby Angus at home was more beautiful. A +portrait of him would attract more admiration than did that of the proud +daughter of all this wealth. Tears started unbidden to the poor +perplexed mother's eyes. It was hard to sit quiet with this burning pain +at her heart. Just then the door was opened and an elderly gentleman +with silver hair came in. He bowed, distantly to the stranger sitting by +his hearth, took up a book he had come to seek, and withdrew. Mrs. Home +had barely time to realize that this elderly man must really be the +brother who had supplanted her, when a sound of feet, of voices, of +pleasant laughter, drew near. The room door was again opened, and +Charlotte Harman, accompanied by two gentlemen, came in. The elder of +the two men was short and rather stout, with hair that had once been +red, but was now sandy, keen, deep-set eyes, and a shrewd, rather +pleasant face. Miss Harman addressed him as Uncle Jasper, and they +continued firing gay badinage at one another for a moment without +perceiving Mrs. Home's presence. The younger man was tall and +square-shouldered, with a rather rugged face of some power. He might +have been about thirty. He entered the room by<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</a></span> Miss Harman's side, and +stood by her now with a certain air of proprietorship.</p> + +<p>"Ah! Mrs. Home," said the young lady, quickly discovering her visitor +and coming forward and shaking hands with her at once, "I expected you. +I hope you have not waited long, John," turning to the young man, "will +you come back at four? Mrs. Home and I have some little matters to talk +over, and I daresay her time is precious. I shall be quite ready to go +out with you at four. Uncle Jasper, my father is in the library; will +you take him this book from me?"</p> + +<p>Uncle Jasper, who had been peering with all his might out of his +short-sighted eyes at the visitor, now answered with a laugh, "We are +politely dismissed, eh? Hinton," and taking the arm of the younger man +they left the room.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></a>CHAPTER VII.</h2> + +<h3>IT INTERESTS HER.</h3> + + +<p>"And now, Mrs Home, we will have some lunch together up here, and then +afterwards we can talk and quite finish all our arrangements," said the +rich Charlotte, looking with her frank and pleasant eyes at the poor +one. She rang a bell as she spoke, and before Mrs. Home had time to +reply, a tempting little meal was ordered to be served without delay.</p> + +<p>"I have been with my publishers this morning," said Miss Harman. "They +are good enough to say they believe my tale promises well, but they want +it completed by the first of March, to come out with the best spring +books. Don't you think we may get it done? It is the middle of January +now."</p> + +<p>"I daresay it may be done," answered Mrs. Home, rising, and speaking in +a tremulous voice. "I have no doubt you will work hard and have it +ready—but—but—I regret it much, I have come to-day to say I cannot +take the situation you have so kindly offered me."</p> + +<p>"But why?" said Miss Harman, "why?" Some color came into her cheeks as +she added, "I don't understand you.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[Pg 30]</a></span> I thought you had promised. I +thought it was all arranged yesterday."</p> + +<p>Her tone was a little haughty, but how well she used it; how keenly Mrs. +Home felt the loss of what she was resigning.</p> + +<p>"I did promise you," she said; "I feel you have a right to blame me. It +is a considerable loss to me resigning your situation, but my husband +has asked me to do so. I must obey my husband, must I not?"</p> + +<p>"Oh! yes, of course. But why should he object. He is a clergyman, is he +not? Is he too proud—I would tell no one. All in this house should +consider you simply as a friend. Our writing would be just a secret +between you and me. Your husband will give in when you tell him that."</p> + +<p>"He is not in the least proud, Miss Harman—not proud I mean in that +false way."</p> + +<p>"Then I am not giving you money enough—of course thirty shillings seems +too little; I will gladly raise it to two pounds a week, and if this +book succeeds, you shall have more for helping me with the next."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Home felt her heart beating. How much she needed, how keenly she +longed for that easily earned money. "I must not think of it," she said, +however, shaking her head. "I confess I want money, but I must earn it +elsewhere. I cannot come here. My husband will only allow me to do so on +a certain condition. I cannot even tell you the condition—certainly I +cannot fulfil it, therefore I cannot come."</p> + +<p>"Oh! but that is exciting. <i>Do</i> tell it to me."</p> + +<p>"If I did you would be the first to say I must never come to this house +again."</p> + +<p>"I am quite sure you wrong me there. I may as well own that I have taken +a fancy to you. I am a spoiled child, and I always have my own way. My +present way is to have you here in this snug room for two or three hours +daily—you and I working in secret over something grand. I always get my +way so your conditions must melt into air. Now, what are they?"</p> + +<p>"Dare I tell her?" thought Mrs. Home. Aloud she said, "The conditions +are these:—I must tell you a story, a story about myself—and—and +others."</p> + +<p>"And I love stories, especially when they happen in real life."</p> + +<p>"Miss Harman, don't tempt me. I want to tell you, but<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</a></span> I had better not; +you had better let me go away. You are very happy now, are you not?"</p> + +<p>"What a strange woman you are, Mrs. Home! Yes, I am happy."</p> + +<p>"You won't like my story. It is possible you may not be happy after you +have heard it."</p> + +<p>"That is a very unlikely possibility. How can the tale of an absolute +stranger affect my happiness?" These words were said eagerly—a little +bit defiantly.</p> + +<p>But Mrs. Home's face had now become so grave, and there was such an +eager, almost frightened look in her eyes, that her companion's too +changed. After all what was this tale? A myth, doubtless; but she would +hear it now.</p> + +<p>"I accept the risk of my happiness being imperiled," she said. "I choose +to hear the tale—I am ready."</p> + +<p>"But I may not choose to tell," said the other Charlotte.</p> + +<p>"I would make you. You have begun—begun in such a way that you <i>must</i> +finish."</p> + +<p>"Is that so?" replied Mrs. Home. The light was growing more and more +eager in her eyes. She said to herself, "The die is cast." There rose up +before her a vision of her children—of her husband's thin face. Her +voice trembled.</p> + +<p>"Miss Harman—I will speak—you won't interrupt me?"</p> + +<p>"No, but lunch is on the table. You must eat something first."</p> + +<p>"I am afraid I cannot with that story in prospect; to eat would choke +me!"</p> + +<p>"What a queer tale it must be!" said the other Charlotte. "Well, so be +it." She seated herself in a chair at a little distance from Mrs. Home, +fixed her gaze on the glowing fire, and said, "I am ready. I won't +interrupt you."</p> + +<p>The poor Charlotte, too, looked at the fire. During the entire telling +of the tale neither of these young women glanced at the other.</p> + +<p>"It is my own story," began Mrs. Home: then she paused, and continued, +"My father died when I was two years old. During my father's lifetime I, +who am now so poor, had all the comforts that you must have had, Miss +Harman, in your childhood. He died, leaving my mother, who was both +young and pretty, nothing. She was his second wife, for five years she +had enjoyed all that his wealth could purchase for her. He died, leaving +her absolutely penniless. My mother was, as I have said, a second wife. +My father<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</a></span> had two grown-up sons. These sons had quarrelled with him at +the time of his marrying my young mother; they came to see him and were +reconciled on his deathbed. He left to these sons every penny of his +great wealth. The sons expressed surprise when the will was read. They +even blamed my father for so completely forgetting his wife and youngest +child. They offered to make some atonement for him. During my mother's +lifetime they settled on her three thousand pounds; I mean the interest, +at five per cent., on that sum. It was to return to them at her death, +it was not to descend to me, and my mother must only enjoy it on one +condition. The condition was, that all communication must cease between +my father's family and hers. On the day she renewed it the money would +cease to be paid. My mother was young, a widow, and alone; she accepted +the conditions, and the money was faithfully paid to her until the day +of her death. I was too young to remember my father, and I only heard +this story about him on my mother's deathbed; then for the first time I +learned that we might have been rich, that we were in a measure meant to +enjoy the good things which money can buy. My mother had educated me +well, and you may be quite sure that with an income of one hundred and +fifty pounds a year this could only be done by practising the strictest +economy. I was accustomed to doing without the pretty dresses and nice +things which came as natural to other girls as the air they breathed. In +my girlhood, I did not miss these things; but at the time of my mother's +death, at the time the story first reached my ears, I was married, and +my eldest child was born. A poor man had made me, a poor girl his wife, +and, Miss Harman, let me tell you, that wives and mothers do long for +money. The longing with them is scarcely selfish, it is for the beings +dearer than themselves. There is a pain beyond words in denying your +little child what you know is for that child's good, but yet which you +cannot give because of your empty purse; there is a pain in seeing your +husband shivering in too thin a coat on bitter winter nights. You know +nothing of such things—may you never know them; but they have gone +quite through my heart, quite, quite through it. Well, that is my story; +not much, you will say, after all. I might have been rich, I am poor, +that is my story."</p> + +<p>"It interests me," said Miss Harman, drawing a long breath, "it +interests me greatly; but you will pardon my expressing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</a></span> my real +feelings: I think your father was a cruel and unjust man."</p> + +<p>"I think my brothers, my half-brothers, were cruel and unjust. I don't +believe that was my father's real will."</p> + +<p>"What! you believe there was foul play? This is interesting—if so, if +you can prove it, you may be righted yet. Are your half-brothers +living?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"And you think you have proof that you and your mother were unjustly +treated?"</p> + +<p>"I have no proof, no proof whatever, Miss Harman, I have only +suspicions."</p> + +<p>"Oh! you will tell me what they are?"</p> + +<p>"Even they amount to very little, and yet I feel them to be certainties. +On the night before my father died he told my mother that she and I +would be comfortably off; he also said that he wished that I and his +son's little daughter, that other Charlotte he called her, should grow +up together as sisters. My father was a good man, his mind was not +wandering at all, why should he on his deathbed have said this if he +knew that he had made such an unjust will, if he knew that he had left +my mother and her little child without a sixpence?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Miss Harman slowly and thoughtfully, "it looks strange."</p> + +<p>After this for a few moments both these young women were silent. Mrs. +Home's eyes again sought the fire, she had told her story, the +excitement was over, and a dull despair came back over her face. +Charlotte Harman, on the contrary, was deep in that fine speculation +which seeks to succor the oppressed, her grey eyes glowed, and a faint +color came in to her cheeks. After a time she said—</p> + +<p>"I should like to help you to get your rights. You saw that gentleman +who left the room just now, that younger gentleman, I am to be his wife +before long—he is a lawyer, may I tell him your tale?"</p> + +<p>"No, no, not for worlds." Here Mrs. Home in her excitement rose to her +feet. "I have told the story, forget it now, let it die."</p> + +<p>"What a very strange woman you are, Mrs. Home! I must say I cannot +understand you."</p> + +<p>"You will never understand me. But it does not matter, we are not likely +to meet again. I saw you for the first time yesterday. I love you, I +thank you. You are a rich and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</a></span> prosperous young lady, you won't be too +proud to accept my thanks and my love. Now good-bye."</p> + +<p>"No, you are not going in that fashion. I do not see why you should go +at all; you have told me your story, it only proves that you want money +very much, there is nothing at all to prevent your becoming my +amanuensis."</p> + +<p>"I cannot, I must not. Let me go."</p> + +<p>"But why? I do not understand."</p> + +<p>"You will never understand. I can only repeat that I must not come +here."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Home could look proud when she liked. It was now Miss Harman's turn +to become the suppliant; with a softness of manner which in so +noble-looking a girl was simply bewitching, she said gently——</p> + +<p>"You confess that you love me."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Home's eyes filled with tears.</p> + +<p>"Because I do I am going away," she said.</p> + +<p>She had just revealed by this little speech a trifle too much, the +trifle reflected a light too vivid to Charlotte Harman's mind, her face +became crimson.</p> + +<p>"I will know the truth," she said, "I will—I must. This story—you say +it is about you; is it all about you? has it anything to say to me?"</p> + +<p>"No, no, don't ask me—good-bye."</p> + +<p>"I stand between you and the door until you speak. How old are you, Mrs. +Home?"</p> + +<p>"I am twenty-five."</p> + +<p>"That is my age. Who was that Charlotte your dying father wished you to +be a sister to?"</p> + +<p>"I cannot tell you."</p> + +<p>"You cannot—but you must. I will know. Was it—but impossible! it +cannot be—am <i>I</i> that Charlotte?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Home covered her face with two trembling hands. The other woman, +with her superior intellect, had discovered the secret she had feebly +tried to guard. There was a pause and a dead silence. That silence told +all that was necessary to Charlotte Harman. After a time she said +gently, but all the fibre and tune had left her voice,——</p> + +<p>"I must think over your story, it is a very, very strange tale. You are +right, you cannot come here; good-bye."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII"></a>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + +<h3>THE WOMAN BY THE HEARTH.</h3> + + +<p>Mrs. Home went back to the small house in Kentish Town, and Miss Harman +sat on by her comfortable fire. The dainty lunch was brought in and laid +on the table, the young lady did not touch it. The soft-voiced, +soft-footed servant brought in some letters on a silver salver. They +looked tempting letters, thick and bulgy. Charlotte Harman turned her +head to glance at them but she left them unopened by her side. She had +come in very hungry, from her visit to the publishers, and these letters +which now lay so close had been looked forward to with some impatience, +but now she could neither eat nor read. At last a pretty little +timepiece which stood on a shelf over her head struck four, and a clock +from a neighboring church re-echoed the sound. Almost at the same +instant there came a tap at her room door.</p> + +<p>"That is John," said Charlotte. She shivered a little. Her face had +changed a good deal, but she rose from her seat and came forward to meet +her lover.</p> + +<p>"Ready, Charlotte?" he said, laying his two hands on her shoulders; then +looking into her face he started back in some alarm. "My dear, my +dearest, something has happened; what is the matter?"</p> + +<p>This young woman was the very embodiment of truth. She did not dream of +saying, "Nothing is the matter." She looked up bravely into the eyes she +loved best in the world and answered,——</p> + +<p>"A good deal is the matter, John. I am very much vexed and—and +troubled."</p> + +<p>"You will tell me all about it; you will let me help you?" said the +lover, tenderly.</p> + +<p>"Yes, John dear, but not to-night. I want to think to-night. I want to +know more. To-morrow you shall hear; certainly to-morrow. No, I will not +go out with you. Is my father in? Is Uncle Jasper in?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Your father is out, and your uncle is going. I left him buttoning on +his great-coat in the hall."</p> + +<p>"Oh! I must see Uncle Jasper; forgive me, I must see him for a minute."</p> + +<p>She flew downstairs, leaving John Hinton standing alone, a little +puzzled and a little vexed. Breathless she arrived in the hall to find +her uncle descending the steps; she rushed after him and laid her hand +on his shoulder.</p> + +<p>"Uncle Jasper, I want you. Where are you going?"</p> + +<p>"Hoity-toity," said the old gentleman, turning round in some surprise, +and even dismay when he caught sight of her face. "I am going to the +club, child. What next. I sent Hinton up to you. What more do you want?"</p> + +<p>"I want you. I have a story to tell you and a question to ask you. You +must come back."</p> + +<p>"Lottie, I said I would have nothing to do with those books of yours, +and I won't. I hate novels, and I hate novelists. Forgive me, child. I +don't hate you; but if your father and John Hinton between them mean to +spoil a fine woman by encouraging her to become that monster of nature, +a blue-stocking, I won't help them, and that's flat. There now. Let me +go."</p> + +<p>"It is no fiction I want to ask you, Uncle Jasper. It is a true tale, +one I have just heard. It concerns me and you and my father. It has +pained me very much, but I believe it can be cleared up. I would rather +ask you than my father about it, at least at first; but either of you +can answer what I want to know; so if you will not listen to me I can +speak to my father after dinner."</p> + +<p>Uncle Jasper had one of those faces which reveal nothing, and it +revealed nothing now. But the keen eyes looked hard into the open gray +eyes of the girl who stood by his side.</p> + +<p>"What thread out of that tangled skein has she got into her head?" he +whispered to himself. Aloud he said, "I will come back to dinner, +Charlotte, and afterwards you shall take me up to your little snuggery. +If you are in trouble, my dear, you had better confide in me than in +your father. He does not—does not look very strong."</p> + +<p>Then he walked down the street; but when he reached his club he did not +enter it. He walked on and on. He puzzling, not so much over his niece's +strange words as over something else. Who was that woman who sat by +Charlotte's hearth that day?<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></a>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + +<h3>CHARLOTTE CANNOT BEAR THE DARK.</h3> + + +<p>The elder Mr. Harman had retired to his study, and Charlotte and her +uncle sat side by side in that young lady's own private apartment. The +room looked snug and sheltered, and the subdued light from a Queen's +reading-lamp, and from the glowing embers of a half burned-out fire, +were very pleasant. Uncle Jasper was leaning back in an armchair, but +Charlotte stood on the hearthrug. Soft and faint as the light was, it +revealed burning cheeks and shining eyes; but the old face these tokens +of excitement appealed to remained completely in shadow.</p> + +<p>Charlotte had told the story she had heard that day, and during its +whole recital her uncle had sat motionless, making no comment either by +word or exclamation.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Home's tale had been put into skilful hands. It was well told—all +the better because the speaker so earnestly hoped that its existence +might turn out a myth—that the phantom so suddenly conjured up might +depart as quickly as it had arrived. At last the story came to a +conclusion. There was a pause, and Charlotte said,——</p> + +<p>"Well, Uncle Jasper?"</p> + +<p>"Well, Lottie?" he answered. And now he roused himself, and bent a +little forward.</p> + +<p>"Is the story true, Uncle Jasper?"</p> + +<p>"It is certainly true, Charlotte, that my father and your grandfather +married again."</p> + +<p>"Yes, uncle."</p> + +<p>"It is also highly probable that this young woman is the daughter of +that marriage. When I saw her in this room to-day I was puzzled by an +intangible likeness in her. This accounts for it."</p> + +<p>"Then why——" began Charlotte, and then she stopped. There was a whole +world of bitterness in her tone.</p> + +<p>"Sit down, child," said her uncle. He pointed to a footstool at his +feet. Whenever he came into this room Charlotte had occupied this +footstool, and he wanted her to take<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</a></span> it now, but she would not; she +still kept her place on the hearth.</p> + +<p>"I cannot sit," she said. "I am excited—greatly excited. This looks to +me in the light of a wrong."</p> + +<p>"Who do you think has committed the wrong, Charlotte?"</p> + +<p>Before she answered, Charlotte Harman lit a pair of candles which stood +on the mantelshelf.</p> + +<p>"There, now," she said with a sigh of relief, "I can see your face. It +is dreadful to speak to any one in the dark. Uncle Jasper, if I had so +near a relation living all these years why was I never told of it? I +have over and over again longed for a sister, and it seems I had one or +one who might have been to me a sister. Why was I kept in ignorance of +her very existence?"</p> + +<p>"You are like all women—unreasonable, Lottie. I am glad to find you so +human, my dear; so human, and—and—womanly. You jump to conclusions +without hearing reasons. Now I will give you the reasons. But I do wish +you would sit down."</p> + +<p>"I will sit here," said Charlotte, and she drew a chair near the table. +The room abounded in easy-chairs of all sizes and descriptions, but she +chose one hard and made of cane, and she sat upright upon it, her hands +folded on her lap. "Now, Uncle Jasper," she said, "I am ready to hear +your reasons."</p> + +<p>"They go a good way back, my dear, and I am not clever at telling a +story; but I will do my best. Your grandfather made his money in trade; +he made a good business, and he put your father and me both into it. It +is unnecessary to go into particulars about our special business; it was +small at first, but we extended it until it became the great firm of +which your father is the present head. We both, your father and I, +showed even more aptitude for this life of mercantile success than our +father did, and he, perceiving this, retired while scarcely an old man. +He made us over the entire business he had made, taking, however, from +it, for his own private use, a large sum of money. On the interest of +this money he would live, promising, however, to return it to us at his +death. The money taken out of the business rather crippled us, and we +begged of him to allow us to pay him the interest, and to let the +capital remain at our disposal; but he wished to be completely his own +master, and he bought a place in Hertfordshire out of part of the +money.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</a></span> It was a year or two after, that he met his second wife and +married her. I don't pretend," continued Uncle Jasper, "that we liked +this marriage or our stepmother. We were young fellows then, and we +thought our father had done us an injustice. The girl he had chosen was +an insipid little thing, with just a pretty face, and nothing whatever +else. She was not quite a lady. We saw her, and came to the conclusion +that she was common—most unsuited to our father. We also remembered our +own mother; and most young men feel pain at seeing any one put into her +place.</p> + +<p>"We expostulated with our father. He was a fiery old man, and hot words +passed between us. I won't repeat what we all said, my dear, or how +bitter John and I felt when we rode away from the old place our father +had just purchased. One thing he said as we were going off.</p> + +<p>"'My marrying again won't make any money difference to you two fellows, +and I suppose I may please myself.'"</p> + +<p>"I think my grandfather was very unjust," said Charlotte, but +nevertheless a look of relief stole over her face.</p> + +<p>"We went back to our business, my dear, and our father married; and when +we wrote to him he did not answer our letters. After a time we heard a +son had been born, and then, shortly after the birth of this child, the +news reached us, that a lawyer had been summoned down to the manor-house +in Hertfordshire. We supposed that our father was making provision for +the child; and it seemed to us fair enough. Then we saw the child's +death in the <i>Times</i>, and shortly after the news also came to us that +the same lawyer had gone down again to see our father.</p> + +<p>"After this, a few years went by, and we, busy with our own life, gave +little heed to the old man, who seemed to have forgotten us. Suddenly we +were summoned to his deathbed. John, your father, my dear, had always +been his favorite. On his deathbed he seemed to have returned to the old +times, when John was a little fellow. He liked to have him by his side; +in short, he could not bear to have him out of his sight. He appeared to +have forgotten the poor, common little wife he had married, and to live +his early days over again. He died quite reconciled to us both, and we +held his hand as he breathed his last.</p> + +<p>"To our surprise, my dear, we found that he had left us every penny of +his fortune. The wife and baby girl were left totally unprovided for. We +were amazed! We thought it unjust. We instantly resolved to make +provision for her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[Pg 40]</a></span> and her baby. We did so. She never wanted to the day +of her death."</p> + +<p>"She did not starve," interrupted Charlotte, "but you shut her out, her +and her child, from yourselves, and from me. Why did you do this?"</p> + +<p>"My dear, you would scarcely speak in that tone to your father, and it +was his wish as well as mine—indeed, far more his wish than mine. I was +on the eve of going to Australia, to carry on a branch of our trade +there; but he was remaining at home. He was not very long married. You +don't remember your mother, Charlotte. Ah! what a fine young creature +she was, but proud—proud of her high birth—of a thousand things. It +would have been intolerable to her to associate with one like my +stepmother. Your father was particular about his wife and child. He +judged it best to keep these undesirable relations apart. I, for one, +can scarcely blame him."</p> + +<p>"I <i>will</i> not blame my father," said Charlotte. Again that look of +relief had stolen over her face. The healthy tint, which was scarcely +color, had returned to her cheek; and the tension of her attitude was +also withdrawn, for she changed her seat, taking possession now of her +favorite easy-chair. "But I like Charlotte Home," she said after a +pause. "She is—whatever her mother may have been—quite a lady. I think +it is hard that when she is so nearly related to me she should be so +poor and I so rich. I will speak to my father. He asked me only this +morning what I should like as a wedding present. I know what I shall +like. He will give that three thousand pounds to Charlotte Home. The +money her mother had for her life she shall have for ever. I know my +father won't refuse me."</p> + +<p>Charlotte's eyes were on the ground, and she did not see the dark +expression which for a moment passed over Jasper Harman's face. Before +he answered her he poked the fire into a vigorous flame.</p> + +<p>"You are a generous girl, Lottie," he said then. "I admire your spirit. +But it is plain, my dear, that money has come as easily to you as the +very air you breathe, or you would not speak of three thousand pounds in +a manner so light as almost to take one's breath away. But +suppose—suppose the money could be given, there is another difficulty. +To get that money for Mrs. Home, who, by the way, has her husband to +provide for her, you must tell this tale to your father—you must not do +that."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Why not?" asked Charlotte, opening her eyes wide in surprise.</p> + +<p>"Simply because he is ill, and the doctors have forbidden him to be in +the least agitated."</p> + +<p>"Uncle Jasper—I know he is not well, but I did not hear this; and +why—why should what I have to say agitate him?"</p> + +<p>"Because he cannot bear any allusion to the past. He loved his father; +he cannot dwell on those years when they were estranged. My dear," +continued old Uncle Jasper. "I am glad you came with this tale to me—it +would have done your father harm. The doctors hope soon to make him much +better, but at present he must hear nothing likely to give rise to +gloomy thoughts; wait until he is better, my dear. And if you want help +for this Mrs. Home, you must appeal to me. Promise me that, Lottie."</p> + +<p>"I will promise, certainly, not to injure my father, but I confess you +puzzle me."</p> + +<p>"I am truly sorry, my dear. I will think over your tale, but now I must +go to John. Will you come with me?"</p> + +<p>"No, thanks; I would rather stay here."</p> + +<p>"Then we shall not meet again, for in an hour I am off to my club. +Good-night, my dear."</p> + +<p>And Charlotte could not help noticing how soft and catlike were the +footsteps of the old Australian uncle as he stole away.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X"></a>CHAPTER X.</h2> + +<h3>JOHN AND JASPER HARMAN.</h3> + + +<p>Jaspar Harman was sixty years old at this time, but the days of his +pilgrimage had passed lightly over him, neither impairing his frame nor +his vigor. At sixty years of age he could think as clearly, sleep as +comfortably, eat as well—nay, even walk as far as he did thirty years +ago. His life in the Antipodes seemed to have agreed with him. It is +true his hair was turning gray, and his shrewd face had many wrinkles on +it, but these seemed more the effects of climate than of years. He +looked like a man whom no heart-trouble<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</a></span> had ever touched and in this +doubtless lay the secret of his perpetual youth. Care might sweep him +very close, but it could not enter an unwelcome guest, to sit on the +hearth of his holy of holies; into the innermost shrine of his being it +could scarcely find room to enter. His was the kind of nature to whom +remorse even for a sin committed must be almost unknown. His affections +were not his strong point. Most decidedly his intellect overbalanced his +heart. But without an undue preponderance of heart he was good-natured; +he would pat a chubby little cheek, if he passed it in the street, and +he would talk in a genial and hearty way to those beneath him in life. +In business matters he was considered very shrewd and hard, but those +who had no such dealings with him pronounced him a kindly soul. His +smile was genial; his manner frank and pleasant. He had one trick, +however, which no servant could bear—his step was as soft as a cat's; +he must be on your heels before you had the faintest clue to his +approach.</p> + +<p>In this stealthy way he now left his niece's room, stole down the +thickly carpeted stairs, crept across a tiled hall, and entered the +apartment where his elder brother waited for him.</p> + +<p>John Harman was only one year Jasper's senior, but there looked a much +greater difference between them. Jasper was young for his years; John +was old; nay, more—he was very old. In youth he must have been a +handsome man; in age for every one spoke of him as aged, he was handsome +still. He was tall, over six feet; his hair was silver-white; his eyes +very deep set, very dark. Their expression was penetrating, kind, but +sad. His mouth was firm, but had some lines round it which puzzled you. +His smile, which was rare and seldom seen, was a wintry one. You would +rather John Harman did not smile at you; you felt miserable afterwards. +All who knew him said instinctively that John Harman had known some +great trouble. Most people attributed it to the death of his wife, but, +as this happened twenty years ago, others shook their heads and felt +puzzled. Whatever the sorrow, however, which so perpetually clouded the +fine old face, the nature of the man was so essentially noble that he +was universally loved and respected.</p> + +<p>John Harmon was writing a letter when his brother entered. He pushed +aside his writing materials, however, and raised his head with a sigh of +relief. In Jasper's presence<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</a></span> there was always one element of comfort. +He need cover over no anxieties; his old face looked almost sharp as he +wheeled his chair round to the fire.</p> + +<p>"No, you are not interrupting me," he began. "This letter can keep; it +is not a business one. I never transact business at home." Then he +added, as Jasper sank into the opposite chair, "You have been having a +long chat with the child. I am glad she is getting fond of you."</p> + +<p>"She is a fine girl," said Jasper; "a fine, generous girl. I like her, +even though she does dabble in literature; and I like Hinton too. When +are they to be married, John?"</p> + +<p>"When Hinton gets his first brief—not before," answered John Harman.</p> + +<p>"Well, well, he's a clever chap; I don't see why you should wait for +that—he's safe to get on. If I were you, I'd like to see my girl +comfortably settled. One can never tell what may happen!"</p> + +<p>"What may happen!" repeated the elder Harman. "Do you allude now to the +doctor's verdict on myself. I did not wish Charlotte acquainted with +it."</p> + +<p>"Pooh! my dear fellow, there's nothing to alarm our girl in that +quarter. I'd lay my own life you have many long years before you. No, +Charlotte knows you are not well, and that is all she need ever know. I +was not alluding to your health, but to the fact that that fine young +woman upstairs is, just to use a vulgar phrase, eating her own head off +for want of something better to do. She is dabbling in print. Of course, +her book must fail. She is full of all kinds of chimerical expedients. +Why, this very evening she was propounding the most preposterous scheme +to me, as generous as it was nonsensical. No, no, my dear fellow, even +to you I won't betray confidence. The girl is an enthusiast. Now +enthusiasts are always morbid and unhappy unless they can find vent for +their energies. Why don't you give her the natural and healthy vents +supplied by wifehood and motherhood? Why do you wait for Hinton's first +brief to make them happy? You have money enough to make them happy at +once."</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes, Jasper—it is not that. It is just that I want the young man +not to be altogether dependent on his wife. I am fonder of Hinton than +of any other creature in the world except my own child. For his sake I +ask for his short delay to their marriage. On the day he brings me news +of that brief I take the first steps to settle on Charlotte a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[Pg 44]</a></span> thousand +a year during my lifetime. I make arrangements that her eldest son +inherits the business, and I make further provision for any other +children she may have."</p> + +<p>"Well, my dear fellow, all that sounds very nice; and if Hinton was not +quite the man he is I should say, 'Wait for the brief.' But I believe +that having a wife will only make him seek that said brief all the +harder. I see success before that future son-in-law of yours."</p> + +<p>"And you are a shrewd observer of character, Jasper," answered his +brother.</p> + +<p>Neither of the men spoke for some time after this, and presently Jasper +rose to go. He had all but reached the door when he turned back.</p> + +<p>"You will be in good time in the city to-morrow, John."</p> + +<p>"Yes, of course. Not that there is anything very special going on. Why +do you ask?"</p> + +<p>"Only that we must give an answer to that question of the trusteeship to +the Rutherford orphans. I know you object to the charge, still it seems +a pity for the sake of a sentiment."</p> + +<p>Instantly John Harman, who had been crouching over the fire, rose to his +full height. His deep-set eyes flashed, his voice trembled with some +hardly suppressed anguish.</p> + +<p>"Jasper!" he said suddenly and sharply; then he added, "you have but one +answer to that question from me—never, never, as long as I live, shall +our firm become trustees for even sixpence worth. You know my feelings +on that point, Jasper, and they shall never change."</p> + +<p>"You are a fool for your pains, then," muttered Jasper, but he closed +the door rather hastily behind him.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></a>CHAPTER XI.</h2> + +<h3>"A PET DAY."</h3> + + +<p>At breakfast the next morning Charlotte Harman was in almost wild +spirits. Her movements were generally rather sedate, as befitted one so +tall, so finely proportioned, so dignified. To-day her step seemed set +to some hidden rhythmic measure; her eyes laughed; her gracious, kindly +mouth<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</a></span> was wreathed in perpetual smiles. Her father, on the contrary, +looked more bent, more careworn, more aged even than usual. Looking, +however, into her eyes for light, his own brightened. As he ate his +frugal breakfast of coffee and dry toast he spoke:</p> + +<p>"Charlotte, your Uncle Jasper came to me last night with a proposal on +your behalf."</p> + +<p>"Yes, father," answered Charlotte. She looked up expectantly. She +thought of Mrs. Home. Her uncle had told the tale after all, and her +dear and generous father would refuse her nothing. She should have the +great joy of giving three thousand pounds to that poor mother for the +use of her little children.</p> + +<p>The next words, however, uttered by Mr. Harman caused these dreams to be +dispelled by others more golden. The most generous woman must at times +think first of herself. Charlotte was very generous; but her father's +next words brought dimples into very prominent play in each cheek.</p> + +<p>"My darling, Jasper thinks me very cruel to postpone your marriage. I +will not postpone it. You and Hinton may fix the day. I will take that +brief of his on trust."</p> + +<p>No woman likes an indefinite engagement, and Charlotte was not the +exception to prove this rule.</p> + +<p>"Dearest father," she said, "I am very happy at this. I will tell John. +He is coming over this morning. But you know my conditions? No wedding +day for me unless my father agrees to live with me afterwards."</p> + +<p>"Settle it as you please, dear child. I don't think there would be much +sunshine left for me if you were away from me. And now I suppose you +will be very busy. You have <i>carte blanche</i> for the trousseau, but your +book? will you have time to write it, Charlotte? And that young woman +whom I saw in your room yesterday, is she the amanuensis whom you told +me about?"</p> + +<p>"She is the lady whom I hoped to have secured, father, but she is not +coming."</p> + +<p>"Not coming! I rather liked her look, she seemed quite a lady. Did you +offer her too small remuneration? Not that that would be your way, but +you do not perhaps know what such labor is worth."</p> + +<p>"It was not that, dear father. I offered her what she herself considered +a very handsome sum. It was not that. She is very poor; very, very poor +and she has three little children. I never saw such a hungry look in any +eyes as she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</a></span> had, when she spoke of what money would be to her. But she +gave me a reason—a reason which I am not at liberty to tell to you, +which makes it impossible for her to come here."</p> + +<p>Charlotte's cheeks were burning now, and something in her tone caused +her father to gaze at her attentively. It was not his way, however, to +press for any confidence not voluntarily offered. He rose from his seat +with a slight sigh.</p> + +<p>"Well, dear," he said, "you must look for some one else. We can't talk +over matters to-night. Ask Hinton to stay and dine. There; I must be +off, I am very late as it is."</p> + +<p>Mr. Harman kissed his daughter and she went out as usual to button on +his great-coat and see him down the street. She had performed this +office for him ever since—a little mite of four years old—she had +tried to take her dead mother's place. The child, the growing girl, the +young woman, had all in turns stood on those steps, and watched that +figure walking away. But never until to-day had she noticed how aged and +bent it had grown. For the first time the possibility visited her heart +that there might be such a thing for her in the future as life without +her father.</p> + +<p>Uncle Jasper had said he was not well; no, he did not look well. Her +eyes filled with tears as she closed the hall door and re-entered the +house. But her own prospects were too golden just now to permit her to +dwell as long, or as anxiously, as she otherwise would have done, on so +gloomy an aspect of her father's case.</p> + +<p>Charlotte Harman was twenty-five years of age; but, except when her +mother died, death had never come near her young life. She could +scarcely remember her mother, and, with this one exception, death and +sickness were things unknown. She has heard of them of course; but the +grim practical knowledge, the standing face to face with the foe, were +not her experience. She was the kind of woman who could develop into the +most tender nurse, into the wisest, best, and most helpful guide, +through those same dark roads of sickness and death, but the training +for this was all to come. No wonder that in her inexperience she should +soon cease to dwell on her father's bent figure and drawn, white face. A +reaction was over her, and she must yield to it.</p> + +<p>As she returned to the comfortable breakfast-room, her eyes shone +brighter through their momentary tears. She went over and stood by the +hearth. She was a most industrious creature, having trained herself not +to waste an instant; but to-day she must indulge in a happy reverie.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</a></span></p> + +<p>How dark had been those few hours after Mrs. Home had left her +yesterday; how undefined, how dim, and yet how dark had been her +suspicions! She did not know what to think, or whom to suspect; but she +felt that, cost her what it might, she must fathom the truth, and that +having once fathomed it, something might be revealed to her that would +embitter and darken her whole life.</p> + +<p>And behold! she had done so. She had bravely grasped the phantom in both +hands, and it had vanished into thin air. What she dreamed was not. +There was no disgrace anywhere. A morbid young woman had conjured up a +possible tale of wrong. There was no wrong. She, Mrs. Home, was to be +pitied, and Charlotte would help her; but beyond this no dark or evil +thing had come into her life.</p> + +<p>And now, what a great further good was in store for her! Her father had +most unexpectedly withdrawn his opposition over the slight delay he had +insisted upon to her marriage. Charlotte did not know until now how she +had chafed at this delay; how she had longed to be the wife of the man +she loved. She said, "Thank God!" under her breath, then ran upstairs to +her own room.</p> + +<p>Charlotte's maid had the special care of this room. It was a sunshiny +morning, and the warm spring air came in through the open window.</p> + +<p>"Yes, leave it open," she said to the girl; "it seems as if spring had +really come to-day."</p> + +<p>"But it is winter still, madam, February is not yet over," replied the +lady's maid. "Better let me shut it, Miss Harman, this is only a pet +day."</p> + +<p>"I will enjoy it then, Ward," answered Miss Harman. "And now leave me, +for I am very busy."</p> + +<p>The maid withdrew, and Charlotte seated herself by her writing table. +She was engaged over a novel which Messrs. M——, of —— Street, had +pronounced really good; they would purchase the copyright, and they +wanted the MS. by a given date. How eager she had felt about this +yesterday; how determined not to let anything interfere with its +completion! But to-day, she took up her pen as usual, read over the last +page she had written, then sat quiet, waiting for inspiration.</p> + +<p>What was the matter with her? No thought came. As a rule thoughts flowed +freely, proceeding fast from the brain to the pen, from the pen to the +paper. But to-day? What ailed her to-day? The fact was, the most natural +thing in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</a></span> the world had come to stop the flow of fiction. It was put out +by a greater fire. The moon could shine brilliantly at night, but how +sombre it looked beside the sun! The great sunshine of her own personal +joy was flooding Charlotte's heart to-day, and the griefs and delights +of the most attractive heroine in the world must sink into +insignificance beside it. She sat waiting for about a quarter of an +hour, then threw down her pen in disgust. She pulled out her watch. +Hinton could not be with her before the afternoon. The morning was +glorious. What had Ward, her maid, called the day?—"a pet day." Well, +she would enjoy it; she would go out. She ran to her room, enveloped +herself in some rich and becoming furs, and went into the street. She +walked on a little way, rather undecided where to turn her steps. In an +instant she could have found herself in Kensington Gardens or Hyde Park; +but, just because they were so easy of access, they proved unattractive. +She must wander farther afield. She beckoned to a passing hansom.</p> + +<p>"I want to go somewhere where I shall have green grass and trees," she +said to the cabby. "No, it must not be Hyde Park, somewhere farther +off."</p> + +<p>"There's the Regent's," replied the man. "I'll drive yer there and back +wid pleasure, my lady."</p> + +<p>"I will go to Regent's Park," said Charlotte. She made up her mind, as +she was swiftly bowled along, that she would walk back. She was just in +that condition of suppressed excitement, when a walk would be the most +delightful safety-valve in the world.</p> + +<p>In half an hour she found herself in Regent's Park and, having dismissed +her cab, wandered about amongst the trees. The whole place was flooded +with sunshine. There were no flowers visible; the season had been too +bad, and the year was yet too young; but for all that, nature seemed to +be awake and listening.</p> + +<p>Charlotte walked about until she felt tired, then she sat down on one of +the many seats to rest until it was time to return home. Children were +running about everywhere. Charlotte loved children. Many an afternoon +had she gone into Kensington Gardens for the mere and sole purpose of +watching them. Here were children, too, as many as there, but of a +different class. Not quite so aristocratic, not quite so exclusively +belonging to the world of rank and fashion. The children in Regent's +Park were certainly quite as well dressed; but there was just some +little indescribable thing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</a></span> missing in them, which the little creatures, +whom Charlotte Harman was most accustomed to notice, possessed.</p> + +<p>She was commenting on this, in that vague and slight way one does when +all their deepest thoughts are elsewhere, when a man came near and +shared her seat. He was a tall man, very slight, very thin. Charlotte, +just glancing at him took in this much also, that he was a clergyman. He +sat down to rest, evidently doing so from great fatigue. Selfish in her +happiness, Charlotte presently returned to her golden dreams. The +children came on fast, group after group; some pale and thin, some rosy +and healthy; a few scantily clothed, a few overladen with finery. They +laughed and scampered past her. For, be the circumstances what they +might, all the little hearts seemed full of mirth and sweet content. At +last a very small nurse appeared, wheeling a perambulator, while two +children ran by her side. These children were dressed neatly, but with +no attempt at fashion. The baby in the shabby perambulator was very +beautiful. The little group were walking past rather more slowly than +most of the other groups, for the older boy and girl looked decidedly +tired, when suddenly they all stopped; the servant girl opened her mouth +until it remained fixed in the form of a round O; the baby raised its +arms and crowed; the elder boy and girl uttered a glad shout and ran +forward.</p> + +<p>"Father, father, you here?" said the boy. "You here?" echoed the girl, +and the whole cavalcade drew up in front of Charlotte and the thin +clergyman. The boy in an instant was on his father's knee, and the girl, +helping herself mightily by Charlotte's dress, had got on the bench.</p> + +<p>The baby seeing this began to cry. The small nurse seemed incapable of +action, and Charlotte herself had to come to the rescue. She lifted the +little seven months old creature out of its carriage, and placed it in +its father's arms.</p> + +<p>He raised his eyes gratefully to her face and placed his arm round the +baby.</p> + +<p>"Oh! I'm falling," said the girl. "This seat is so slippy, may I sit on +your knee?"</p> + +<p>It seemed the most natural thing in the world for Charlotte to take this +strange, shabbily dressed little girl into her embrace.</p> + +<p>The child began to stroke down and admire her soft furs.</p> + +<p>"Aren't they lovely?" she said. "Oh, Harold, look! Feel 'em, Harold; +they're like pussies."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</a></span></p> + +<p>Harold, absorbed with his father, turned his full blue eyes round +gravely and fixed them not on the furs, but on the strange lady's face.</p> + +<p>"Father," he said in a slow, solemn tone, "may I kiss that pretty lady?"</p> + +<p>"My dear boy, no, no. I am ashamed of you. Now run away, children; go on +with your walk. Nurse, take baby."</p> + +<p>The children were evidently accustomed to implicit obedience. They went +without a word.</p> + +<p>"But I will kiss Harold first," said Charlotte Harman, and she stooped +down and pressed her lips to the soft round cheek.</p> + +<p>"Thank you," said the clergyman. Again he looked into her face and +smiled.</p> + +<p>The smile on his careworn face reminded Charlotte of the smile on St. +Stephen's face, when he was dying. It was unearthly, angelic; but it was +also very fleeting. Presently he added in a grave tone,——</p> + +<p>"You have evidently the great gift of attracting the heart of a little +child. Pardon me if I add a hope that you may never lose it."</p> + +<p>"Is that possible?" asked Charlotte.</p> + +<p>"Yes; when you lose the child spirit, the power will go."</p> + +<p>"Oh! then I hope it never will," she replied.</p> + +<p>"It never will if you keep the Christ bright within you," he answered. +Then he raised his hat to her, smiled again, and walked away.</p> + +<p>He was a strange man, and Charlotte felt attracted as well as repelled. +She was proud, and at another time and from other lips such words would +have been received with disdain. But this queer, shadowy-looking +clergyman looked like an unearthly visitant. She watched his rather weak +footsteps, as he walked quietly away in the northern direction through +the park. Then she got up and prepared to return home. But this little +incident had sobered her. She was not unhappy; but she now felt very +grave. The child spirit! She must keep it alive, and the Christ must +dwell bright within her.</p> + +<p>Charlotte's temperament was naturally religious. Her nature was so frank +and noble that she could not but drink in the good as readily as the +flower receives the dew; but she had come to this present fulness of her +youthful<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</a></span> vigor without one trial being sent to test the gold. She +entered the house after her long walk to find Hinton waiting for her.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII"></a>CHAPTER XII.</h2> + +<h3>FOUR MONTHS HENCE.</h3> + + +<p>Hinton had gone away the day before rather disturbed by Charlotte's +manner. He had found her, for the first time since their betrothal, in +trouble. Wishing to comfort, she had repelled him. He was a strong man, +as strong in his own way as Charlotte was in hers, and this power of +standing alone scarcely pleased him in her. His was the kind of nature +which would be supposed to take for its other half one soft and +clinging. Contrary to the established rule, however, he had won this +proud and stately Charlotte. She thought him perfection: he was anything +but that. But he had good points, there was nothing mean or base about +him. There were no secrets hidden away in his life. His was an honorable +and manly nature. But he had one little fault, running like a canker +through the otherwise healthy fruit of his heart. While Charlotte was +frank and open as the day, he was reserved; not only reserved, but +suspicious. All the men who knew Hinton said what a capital lawyer he +would make; he had all the qualities necessary to insure success in his +profession. Above all things in the world secrets oppressed, irritated, +and yet interested him. Once having heard of any little possible +mystery, he could not rest until it was solved.</p> + +<p>This had been his character from a boy. His own brothers and sisters had +confided in him, not because they found him particularly sympathetic, or +particularly clever, not because they loved him so much, but simply +because they could not help themselves. John would have found out all +the small childish matter without their aid; it was better, safer to +take him into confidence. Then, to do him justice, he was true as steel; +for though he must discover, he would scorn to betray.</p> + +<p>On the white, untroubled sheet of Charlotte Harmon's<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</a></span> heart no secrets +yet had been written. Consequently, though she had been engaged for many +months to John Hinton, she had never found out this peculiarity about +him. Those qualities of openness and frankness, so impossible to his own +nature, had attracted him most of all to this beautiful young woman. +Never until yesterday had there been breath or thought of concealment +about her. But then—then he had found her in trouble. Full of sympathy +he had drawn near to comfort, and she had repelled him. She had heard of +something which troubled her, which troubled her to such an extent that +the very expression of her bright face had changed, and yet this +something was to be a secret from him—true, only until the following +day, but a whole twenty-four hours seemed like for ever to Hinton in his +impatience. Before he could even expostulate with her she had run off, +doubtless to confide her care to another. Perhaps the best way to +express John Hinton's feelings would be to say that he was very cross as +he returned to his chambers in Lincoln's Inn.</p> + +<p>All that evening, through his dreams all that night, all the following +morning as he tried to engage himself over his law books, he pondered on +Charlotte's secret. Such pondering must in a nature like his excite +apprehension. He arrived on the next day at the house in Prince's Gate +with his mind full of gloomy forebodings. His face was so grave that it +scarcely cleared up at the sight of the bright one raised to meet it. He +was full of the secret of yesterday; Charlotte, in all the joy of the +secret of to-day, had already forgotten it.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I have had such a walk!" she exclaimed; "and a little bit of an +adventure—a pretty adventure; and now I am starving. Come into the +dining-room and have some lunch."</p> + +<p>"You look very well," answered her lover, "and I left you so miserable +yesterday!"</p> + +<p>"Yesterday!" repeated Charlotte; she had forgotten yesterday. "Oh, yes, +I had heard something very disagreeable: but when I looked into the +matter, it turned out to be nothing."</p> + +<p>"You will tell me all about it, dear?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't know, John. I would of course if there was anything to +tell; but do come and have some lunch, I cannot even mention something +else much more important until I have had some lunch."</p> + +<p>John Hinton frowned. Even that allusion to something much more important +did not satisfy him. He must know<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</a></span> this other thing. What! spend +twenty-four hours of misery, and not learn what it was all about in the +end! Charlotte's happiness, however, could not but prove infectious, and +the two made merry over their meal, and not until they found themselves +in Charlotte's own special sanctum did Hinton resume his grave manner. +Then he began at once.</p> + +<p>"Now, Charlotte, you will tell me why you looked so grave and scared +yesterday. I have been miserable enough thinking of it ever since. I +don't understand why you did not confide in me at once."</p> + +<p>"Dear John," she said—she saw now that he had been really hurt—"I +would not give you pain for worlds, my dearest. Yes, I was much +perplexed, I was even very unhappy for the time. A horrid doubt had been +put into my head, but it turned out nothing, nothing whatever. Let us +forget it, dear John; I have something much more important to tell you."</p> + +<p>"Yes, afterwards, but you will tell me this, even though it did turn out +of no consequence."</p> + +<p>"Please, John dear, I would rather not. I was assailed by a most +unworthy suspicion. It turned out nothing, nothing at all. I would +rather, seeing it was all a myth, you never knew of it."</p> + +<p>"And I would rather know, Charlotte; the myth shall be dismissed from +mind, too, but I would rather be in your full confidence."</p> + +<p>"My full confidence?" she repeated; the expression pained her. She +looked hard at Hinton; his words were very quietly spoken, but there was +a cloud on his brow. "You shall certainly have my full confidence," she +said after that brief pause; "which will you hear first, what gave me +pain yesterday, or what brings me joy to-day?"</p> + +<p>"What gave you pain yesterday."</p> + +<p>There is no doubt she had hoped he would have made the latter choice, +but seeing he did not she submitted at once, sitting, not as was her +wont close to his side, but on a chair opposite. Hinton sat with his +back to the light, but it fell full on Charlotte, and he could see every +line of her innocent and noble face as she told her tale. Having got to +tell it, she did so in few but simple words; Mrs. Home's story coming of +a necessity first, her Uncle Jasper's explanation last. When the whole +tale was told, she paused, then said,—</p> + +<p>"You see there was nothing in it."</p> + +<p>"I see," answered Hinton. This was his first remark. He had not +interrupted the progress of the narrative by a single<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[Pg 54]</a></span> observation; then +he added, "But I think, if even your father does not feel disposed to +help her, that we, you and I, Charlotte, ought to do something for Mrs. +Home."</p> + +<p>"Oh, John dear, how you delight me! How good and noble you are! Yes, my +heart aches for that poor mother; yes, we will help her. You and I, how +very delightful it will be!"</p> + +<p>Now she came close to her lover and kissed him, and he returned her +embrace.</p> + +<p>"You will never have a secret again from me, my darling?" he said.</p> + +<p>"I never, never had one," she answered, for it was impossible for her to +understand that this brief delay in her confidence could be considered a +secret. "Now for my other news," she said.</p> + +<p>"Now for your other news," he repeated.</p> + +<p>"John, what is the thing you desire most in the world?"</p> + +<p>Of course this young man being sincerely attached to this young woman, +answered,—</p> + +<p>"You, Charlotte."</p> + +<p>"John, you always said you did not like Uncle Jasper, but see what a +good turn he has done us—he has persuaded my father to allow us to +marry at once."</p> + +<p>"What, without my brief?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, without your brief; my dear father told me this morning that we +may fix the day whenever we like. He says he will stand in the way no +longer. He is quite sure of that brief, we need not wait to be happy for +it, we may fix our wedding-day, John, and you are to dine here this +evening and have a talk with my father afterwards."</p> + +<p>Hinton's face had grown red. He was a lover, and an attached one; but so +diverse were the feelings stirred within him, that for the moment he +felt more excited than elated.</p> + +<p>"Your father is very good," he said, "he gives us leave to fix the day. +Very well, that is your province, my Lottie; when shall it be?"</p> + +<p>"This is the twentieth of February, our wedding-day shall be on the +twentieth of June," she replied.</p> + +<p>"That is four months hence," he said. In spite of himself there was a +sound of relief in his tone. "Very well, Charlotte; yes, I will come and +dine this evening. But now I am late for an appointment; we will have a +long talk after dinner."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></a>CHAPTER XIII.</h2> + +<h3>HIS FIRST BRIEF.</h3> + + +<p>Hinton, when he left Charlotte, went straight back to his chambers. He +had no particular work to hurry him there; indeed, when he left that +morning he had done so with the full intention of spending the entire +afternoon with his betrothed. He was, as has been said, although a +clever, yet certainly at present a briefless young barrister. +Nevertheless, had twenty briefs awaited his immediate attention, he +could not have more rapidly hurried back as he now did. When he entered +his rooms he locked the outer door. Then he threw himself on a chair, +drew the chair to his writing table, pushed his hands through his thick +hair, and staring hard at a blank sheet of paper which lay before him +began to think out a problem. His might scarcely have been called a +passionate nature, but it was one capable of a very deep, very real +attachment. This attachment had been formed for Charlotte Harman. Their +engagement had already lasted nearly a year, and now with her own lips +she had told him that it might end, that the end, the one happy end to +all engagements, was in sight. With comfort, nay, with affluence, with +the full consent of all her friends, they might become man and wife. +John Hinton most undoubtedly loved this woman, and yet now as he +reviewed the whole position the one pleasure he could deduct for his own +reflection was in the fact that there was four months' reprieve. +Charlotte had herself postponed their wedding-day for four months.</p> + +<p>Hinton was a proud man. When, a year ago, he had gone to Mr. Harman and +asked him for his daughter, Mr. Harman had responded with the very +natural question, "What means have you to support her with?"</p> + +<p>Hinton had answered that he had two hundred a year—and—his profession.</p> + +<p>"What are you making in your profession?" asked the father.</p> + +<p>"Not anything—yet," answered the young man.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</a></span></p> + +<p>There was a tone of defiance and withal of hope thrown into that "yet" +which might have repelled some men, but pleased Mr. Harman. He paused to +consider. He might have got a much, much better match for Charlotte from +a temporal standpoint. Hinton was of no family in particular; he had no +money worthy of the name. He was simply an honest fellow, fairly +good-looking, and with the heart of a gentleman.</p> + +<p>"You are doubtless aware," replied Mr. Harman, "that my daughter will +inherit a very large fortune. She has been sought for in marriage before +now, and by men who could give something to meet what she brings, both +with regard to money and position."</p> + +<p>"I have heard of Mr. S.'s proposal," answered Hinton. "I know he is +rich, and the son of Lord ——; but that is nothing, for she does not +love him."</p> + +<p>"And you believe she loves you?"</p> + +<p>"Most certainly she loves me."</p> + +<p>In spite of himself Mr. Harman smiled, then after a little more thought, +for he was much taken with Hinton, he came to terms.</p> + +<p>He must not have Charlotte while he had nothing to support her with. +Pooh! that two hundred a year was nothing to a girl brought up like his +daughter. For Hinton's own sake it would not be good for him to live on +his wife's money; but when he obtained his first brief then they might +marry.</p> + +<p>Hinton was profuse in thanks. He only made on his part one +stipulation—that brief, which was to obtain for him his bride, was in +no way to come to him through Mr. Harman's influence. He must win it by +his own individual exertion.</p> + +<p>Mr Harman smiled and grew a trifle red. In his business capacity he +could have put twenty briefs in this young fellow's way, and in his +inmost heart he had resolved to do so; but he liked him all the better +for this one proviso, and promised readily enough.</p> + +<p>Hinton had no business connections of his own. He had no influential +personal friends, and his future father-in-law felt bound in honor to +leave him altogether to his own resources. A year had nearly passed +since the engagement, and the brief which was to win him Charlotte was +as far away as ever. But now she told him that this one embargo to their +happiness had been withdrawn. They might marry, and the brief would +follow after. Hinton knew well what it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</a></span> all meant. The rich city +merchant could then put work in his way. Work would quickly pour in to +the man so closely connected with rich John Harman. Yes. As he sat by +his table in his small shabbily furnished room, he knew that his fortune +was made. He would obtain Charlotte and Charlotte's wealth; and if he +but chose to use his golden opportunities, fame too might be his +portion. He was a keen and ardent politician, and a seat in the House +might easily follow all the other good things which seemed following in +his track. Yes; but he was a proud man, and he did not like it. He had +not the heart to tell Charlotte to-day, as she looked at him with all +the love she had so freely given shining in her sweet and tender face, +that he would not accept such terms, that the original bargain must yet +abide in force. He could not say to this young woman when she came to +him, "I do not want you." But none the less, as he now sat by his +writing-table, was he resolved that unless his brief was won before the +twentieth of June it should bring no wedding-day to him. This was why he +rejoiced in the four months' reprieve. But this was by no means his only +perplexity. Had it been, so stung to renewed action was his sense of +pride and independence, that he would have gone at once to seek, perhaps +to obtain work; but something else was lying like wormwood against his +heart. That story of Mrs. Home's! That explanation of Jasper Harman's! +The story was a queer one; the explanation, while satisfying the +inexperienced girl, failed to meet the requirements of the acute lawyer. +Hinton saw flaws in Jasper's narrative, where Charlotte saw none. The +one great talent of his life, if it could be called a talent, was coming +fiercely into play as he sat now and thought about it all. He had +pre-eminently the gift of discovering secrets. He was rooting up many +things from the deep grave of the hidden past now. That look of care on +Mr. Harman's face, how often it had puzzled him! He had never liked +Jasper; indefinite had been his antipathy hitherto, but it was taking +definite form now. There <i>was</i> a secret in the past of that most +respectable firm, and he, John Hinton, would give himself no rest until +he had laid it bare. No wedding-day could come to him and Charlotte +until his mind was at rest on this point. It was against his interest to +ferret out this hidden thing, but that fact weighed as nothing with him. +It would bring pain to the woman he loved; it might ruin her father; but +the pain and the ruin would be inflicted unsparingly by<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</a></span> his righteous +young hand, which knew nothing yet of mercy but was all for justice, and +justice untempered with mercy is a terrible weapon. This Hinton was yet +to learn.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIV" id="CHAPTER_XIV"></a>CHAPTER XIV.</h2> + +<h3>LODGINGS IN KENTISH TOWN.</h3> + + +<p>After a time, restless from the complexity of his musings, Hinton went +out. He had promised to return to the Harmans for dinner, but their hour +for dinner was eight o'clock, and it still wanted nearly three hours of +that time. As Charlotte had done before that day, he found himself in +the close neighborhood of Regent's Park. He would have gone into the +park, but that he knew that the hour of closing the gates at this early +period of the year must be close at hand; he walked, therefore, by the +side of the park, rather aimlessly it is true, not greatly caring, +provided he kept moving, in what direction his footsteps took him.</p> + +<p>At last he found himself on the broad tram line which leads to the +suburb of Kentish Town. It was by no means an interesting neighborhood. +But Hinton, soon lost in his private and anxious musings, went on. At +last he left the public thoroughfare and turned down a private road. +There were no shops here, nor much traffic. He felt a sense of relief at +leaving the roar and bustle behind him. This road on which he had now +entered was flanked at each side by a small class of dwelling-houses, +some shabby and dirty, some bright and neat; all, however, were +poor-looking. It was quite dusk by this time, and the gas had been +already lit. This fact, perhaps, was the reason which drew Hinton's +much-preoccupied attention to a trivial circumstance.</p> + +<p>In one of these small houses a young woman, who had previously lit the +gas, stepped to the window and proceeded to paste a card to the pane. +There was a gas lamp also directly underneath, and Hinton, raising his +eyes, saw very distinctly, not only the little act, but also the words +on the card. They were the very common words——</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">Apartments to Let</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Inquire within.</span></span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</a></span></p> + +<p>Hinton suddenly drew up short on the pavement. He did not live in his +chambers, and it occurred to him that here he would be within a walk of +Regent's Park. In short, that these shabby-looking little lodgings might +suit him for the next few uncertain months. As suddenly as he had +stopped, and the thought had come to him, he ran up the steps and rang +the bell. In a moment or two a little servant-maid opened the door. She +was neither a clean nor a tidy-looking maid, and Hinton, fastidious on +such matters, took in this fact at a glance. Nevertheless the desire to +find for himself a habitation in this shabby little house did not leave +him.</p> + +<p>"I saw a card up in your window. You have rooms to let," he said to the +little maid.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, indeed, please, sir," answered the servant with a broad and +delighted grin. "'Tis h'our drawing-rooms, please, sir; and ef you'll +please jest come inter the 'all I'll run and tell missis."</p> + +<p>Hinton did so; and in another moment the maid, returning, asked him to +step this way.</p> + +<p>This way led him into a dingy little parlor, and face to face with a +young woman who, pale, self-possessed, and ladylike, rose to meet him. +Hinton felt the color rising to his face at sight of her. He also +experienced a curious and sudden constriction of his heart, and an +overawed sense of some special Providence leading him here. For he had +seen this young woman before. She was Charlotte Home. In his swift +glance, however, he saw that she did not recognize him. His resolve was +taken on the instant. However uncomfortable the rooms she had to offer, +they should be his. His interest in this Mrs. Home became intensified to +a degree that was painful. He knew that he was about to pursue a course +which would be to his own detriment, but he felt it impossible now to +turn aside. In a quiet voice, and utterly unconscious of this tumult in +his breast, she asked him to be seated, and they began to discuss the +accommodation she could offer.</p> + +<p>Her back and front drawing-rooms would be vacant in a week. Yes, +certainly; Mr. Hinton could see them. She rang the bell as she spoke, +and the maid appearing, took Hinton up stairs. The rooms were even +smaller and shabbier than he had believed possible. Nevertheless, when +he came downstairs he found no fault with anything, and agreed to the +terms asked, namely, one guinea a week. He noticed a tremor in the +young, brave voice which asked for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</a></span> this remuneration, and he longed to +make the one guinea two, but this was impossible. Before he left he had +taken Mrs. Home's drawing-rooms for a month, and had arranged to come +into possession of his new quarters that day week.</p> + +<p>Looking at his watch when he left the house, he found that time had gone +faster than he had any idea of. He had now barely an hour to jump into a +cab, go to his present most comfortable lodgings, change his morning +dress, and reach the Harmans in time for eight o'clock dinner. Little +more than these sixty minutes elapsed from the time he left the shabby +house in Kentish Town before he found himself in the luxurious abode of +wealth, and every refinement, in Prince's Gate. He ran up to the +drawing-room, to find Charlotte waiting for him alone.</p> + +<p>"Uncle Jasper will dine with us, John," she said, "but my father is not +well."</p> + +<p>"Not well!" echoed Hinton. Her face only expressed slight concern, and +his reflected it in a lesser degree.</p> + +<p>"He is very tired," she said, "and he looks badly. But I hope there is +not much the matter. He will see you after dinner. But he could not eat, +so I have begged of him to lie down; he will be all right after a little +rest."</p> + +<p>Hinton made no further remark, and Uncle Jasper then coming in, and +dinner being announced, they all went downstairs.</p> + +<p>Uncle Jasper and Charlotte were merry enough, but Hinton could not get +over a sense of depression, which not even the presence of the woman he +loved could disperse. He was not sorry when the message came for him to +go to Mr. Harman. Charlotte smiled as he rose.</p> + +<p>"You will find me in the drawing-room whenever you like to come there," +she said to him.</p> + +<p>He left the room suppressing the sigh. Charlotte, however, did not hear +or notice it. Still, with that light of love and happiness crowning her +bright face, she turned to the old Australian uncle.</p> + +<p>"I will pour you out your next glass of port, and stay with you for a +few moments, for I have something to tell you."</p> + +<p>"What is that, my dear?" asked the old man.</p> + +<p>"Something you have had to do with, dear old uncle. My wedding-day is +fixed."</p> + +<p>Uncle Jasper chuckled.</p> + +<p>"Ah! my dear," he said, "there's nothing like having the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</a></span> day clear in +one's head. And when is it to be, my pretty lass?"</p> + +<p>"The twentieth of June, Uncle Jasper. Just four months from to-day."</p> + +<p>"Four months off!" repeated Uncle Jasper. "Well, I don't call that very +close at hand. When I spoke to your father last night—for you know I +did speak to him, Charlotte—he seemed quite inclined to put no obstacle +in the way of your speedy marriage."</p> + +<p>"Nor did he, Uncle Jasper. You don't understand. He said we might marry +at once if we liked. It was I who said the twentieth of June."</p> + +<p>"You, child!—and—and did Hinton, knowing your father had withdrawn all +opposition, did Hinton allow you to put off his happiness for four whole +months?"</p> + +<p>"It was my own choice," said Charlotte. "Four months do not seem to me +too long to prepare."</p> + +<p>"They would seem a very long time to me if I were the man who was to +marry you, my dear."</p> + +<p>Charlotte looked grave at this. Her uncle seemed to impute blame to her +lover. Being absolutely certain of his devotion, she scorned to defend +it. She rose from the table.</p> + +<p>"You will find me in the drawing-room, Uncle Jasper."</p> + +<p>"One word, Charlotte, before you go," said her uncle. "No, child, I am +not going to the drawing-room. You two lovers may have it to yourselves. +But—but—you remember our talk of last night?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," answered Charlotte, pausing, and coming back a little way into +the room. "Did you say anything to my father? Will he help Mrs. Home?"</p> + +<p>"I have no doubt he will, my dear. Your father and I will both do +something. He is a very just man, is your father. He was a good deal +upset by this reference to his early days, and to his quarrel with his +own father. I believe, between you and me, that it was that which made +him ill this evening. But, Charlotte, you leave Mrs. Home to us. I will +mention her case again when your father is more fit to bear the subject. +What I wanted to say now, my dear, is this, that I think it would best +please the dear old man if—if you told nothing of this strange tale, +not even to Hinton, my dear."</p> + +<p>"Why, Uncle Jasper?"</p> + +<p>"Why, my dear child? The reason seems to me obvious enough. It is a +story of the past. It relates to an old and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</a></span> painful quarrel. It is all +over years ago. And then you could not tell one side of the tale without +the other. Mrs. Home, poor thing, not personally knowing your father as +one of the best and noblest of men, imputes very grave blame to him. +Don't you think such a tale, so false, so wrong, had better be buried in +oblivion?"</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Home was most unjust in her ignorance," repeated Charlotte. "But, +uncle, you are too late in your warning, for I told John the whole story +already to-day."</p> + +<p>Not a muscle of Uncle Jasper's face changed.</p> + +<p>"Well, child, I should have said that to you last night. After all, it +is natural. Hinton won't let it go farther, and no harm is done."</p> + +<p>"Certainly, John does not speak of my most sacred things," answered +Charlotte proudly.</p> + +<p>"No, no, of course he doesn't. I am sorry you told him; but as you say, +he is one with yourself. No harm is done. No, thank you, my dear, no +more wine now. I am going off to my club."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV"></a>CHAPTER XV.</h2> + +<h3>MR. HARMAN'S CONFIDENCE.</h3> + + +<p>All through dinner, Hinton had felt that strange sense of depression +stealing upon him. He was a man capable of putting a very great +restraint upon his feelings, and he so behaved during the long and weary +meal as to rouse no suspicions, either in Charlotte's breast or in the +far sharper one of the Australian uncle. But, nevertheless, so +distressing was the growing sense of coming calamity, that he felt the +gay laugh of his betrothed almost distressing, and was truly relieved +when he had to change it for the gravity of her father. As he went from +the dining-room to Mr. Harman's study, he reflected with pleasure that +his future father-in-law was always grave, that never in all the months +of their rather frequent intercourse had he seen him even once indulge +in what could be called real gayety of heart. Though this fact rather +coupled with his own suspicions, still he felt a momentary<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</a></span> relief in +having to deal to-night with one who treated life from its sombre +standpoint.</p> + +<p>He entered the comfortable study. Mr. Harman was sunk down in an +armchair, a cup of untasted coffee stood by his side; the moment he +heard Hinton's step, however, he rose and going forward, took the young +man's hand and wrung it warmly.</p> + +<p>The room was lit by candles, but there were plenty of them, and Hinton +almost started when he perceived how ill the old man looked.</p> + +<p>"Charlotte has told you what I want you for to-night, eh, Hinton?" said +Mr. Harman.</p> + +<p>"Yes; Charlotte has told me," answered John Hinton. Then he sat down +opposite his future father-in-law, who had resumed his armchair by the +fire. Standing up, Mr. Harman looked ill, but sunk into his chair, with +his bent, white head, and drawn, anxious face, and hands worn to +emaciation, he looked twenty times worse. There seemed nearly a lifetime +between him and that blithe-looking Jasper, whom Hinton had left with +Charlotte in the dining-room. Mr. Harman, sitting by his fire, with +firelight and candlelight shining full upon him, looked a very old man +indeed.</p> + +<p>"I am sorry to see you so unwell, sir. You certainly don't look at all +the thing," began Hinton.</p> + +<p>"I am not well—not at all well. I don't want Charlotte to know. But +there need be no disguises between you and me; of course I show it; but +we will come to that presently. First, about your own affairs. Lottie +has told you what I want you for to-night?"</p> + +<p>"She has, Mr. Harman. She says that you have been good and generous +enough to say you will take away the one slight embargo you made to our +marriage—that we may become man and wife before I bring you news of +that brief."</p> + +<p>"Yes, Hinton: that is what I said to her this morning: I repeat the same +to you to-night. You may fix your wedding-day when you like—I dare say +you have fixed it."</p> + +<p>"Charlotte has named the twentieth of next June, sir; but——"</p> + +<p>"The twentieth of June! that is four months away. I did not want her to +put it off as far as that. However, women, even the most sensible, have +such an idea of the time it takes to get a trousseau. The twentieth of +June! You can make it sooner, can't you?"</p> + +<p>"Four months is not such a long time, sir. We have a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</a></span> house to get, and +furniture to buy. Four months will be necessary to make these +arrangements."</p> + +<p>"No, they won't; for you have no such arrangements to make. You are to +come and live here when you marry. This will be your house when you +marry, and I shall be your guest. I can give you Charlotte Hinton; but I +cannot do without her myself."</p> + +<p>"But this house means a very, very large income, Mr. Harman. Is it +prudent that we should begin like this? For my part I should much rather +do on less."</p> + +<p>"You may sell the house if you fancy, and take a smaller one; or go more +into the country. I only make one proviso—that while I live, I live +with my only daughter."</p> + +<p>"And with your son, too, Mr. Harman," said Hinton, just letting his hand +touch for an instant the wrinkled hand which lay on Mr. Harman's knee.</p> + +<p>The old man smiled one of those queer, sad smiles which Hinton had often +in vain tried to fathom. Responding to the touch of the vigorous young +hand, he said—</p> + +<p>"I have always liked you, Hinton. I believe, in giving you my dear +child, I give her to one who will make her happy."</p> + +<p>"Happy! yes, I shall certainly try to make her happy," answered Hinton, +with a sparkle in his eyes.</p> + +<p>"And that is the main thing; better than wealth, or position, or +anything else on God's earth. Happiness comes with goodness, you know, +my dear fellow; no bad man was ever happy. If you and Charlotte get this +precious thing into your lives you must both be good. Don't let the evil +touch you ever so slightly. If you do, happiness flies."</p> + +<p>"I quite believe you," answered Hinton.</p> + +<p>"Well, about money matters. I am, as you know, very rich. I shall settle +plenty of means upon my daughter; but it will be better for you to enter +into all these matters with my solicitor. When can you meet him?"</p> + +<p>"Whenever convenient to you and to him, sir."</p> + +<p>"I will arrange it for you, and let you know."</p> + +<p>"Mr. Harman, may I say a word for myself?" suddenly asked the young man.</p> + +<p>"Most certainly. Have I been so garrulous as to keep you from speaking?"</p> + +<p>"Not at all, sir; you have been more than generous. You have been +showing me the rose-color from your point of view. Now it is not all +rose-color."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I was coming to that; it is by no means all rose-color. Well, say your +say first."</p> + +<p>"You are a very rich man, and you are giving me your daughter; so +endowing her, that any man in the world would say I had drawn a prize in +money, if in nothing else."</p> + +<p>Mr. Harman smiled.</p> + +<p>"I fear you must bear that," he said. "I do not see that you can support +Charlotte without some assistance from me."</p> + +<p>"I certainly could not do so. I have exactly two hundred a year, and +that, as you were pleased to observed before, would be, to one brought +up as Charlotte has been, little short of beggary."</p> + +<p>"To Charlotte it certainly would be almost beggary."</p> + +<p>"Mr. Harman, I have some pride in me. I am a barrister by profession. +Some barristers get high in their profession."</p> + +<p>"Undoubtedly <i>some</i> do."</p> + +<p>"Those who are brilliant do," continued Hinton. "I have abilities, +whether they are brilliant or not, time will show. Mr. Harman, I should +like to bring you news of that brief before we are married."</p> + +<p>"I can throw you in the way of getting plenty of briefs when you are my +son-in-law. I promise you, you will no longer be a barrister with +nothing to do."</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir; but I want this before my marriage."</p> + +<p>"My influence can give it to you before."</p> + +<p>"But that was against our agreement, Mr. Harman. I want to find that +brief which is to do so much for me without your help."</p> + +<p>"Very well. Find it before the twentieth of June."</p> + +<p>After this the two men were silent for several moments. John Hinton, +though in no measure comforted, felt it impossible to say more just +then, and Mr. Harman, with a face full of care, kept gazing into the +fire. John Hinton might have watched that face with interest, had he not +been otherwise occupied. After this short silence Mr. Harman spoke +again.</p> + +<p>"You think me very unselfish in all this; perhaps even my conduct +surprises you."</p> + +<p>"I confess it rather does," answered Hinton.</p> + +<p>"Will you oblige me by saying how?"</p> + +<p>"For one thing, you give so much and expect so little."</p> + +<p>"Ay, so it appears at first sight; but I told you it was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</a></span> not all +rose-color; I am coming to that part. Your pride has been roused—I can +soothe it."</p> + +<p>"I love Charlotte too much to feel any pride in the matter," replied +Hinton, with some heat.</p> + +<p>"I don't doubt your affection, my good fellow; and I put against it an +equal amount on Charlotte's part; also a noble and beautiful woman, and +plenty of money, with money's attendant mercies. I fear even your +affection is outweighed in that balance."</p> + +<p>"Nothing can outweigh affection," replied Hinton boldly.</p> + +<p>Mr. Harman smiled, and this time stretching out his own hand he touched +the young man's.</p> + +<p>"You are right, my dear boy; and because I am so well aware of this, I +give my one girl to a man who is a gentleman, and who loves her. I ask +for nothing else in Charlotte's husband, but I am anxious for you to be +her husband at once."</p> + +<p>"And that is what puzzles me," said Hinton: "you have a sudden reason +for this hurry. We are both young; we can wait; there is no hardship in +waiting."</p> + +<p>"There would be a hardship to me in your waiting longer now. You are +quite right in saying I have a sudden reason; this time last night I had +no special thought of hurrying on Charlotte's marriage. Her uncle +proposed it; I considered his reasoning good—so good, that I gave +Charlotte permission this morning to fix with you the time for the +wedding. But even then delay would have troubled me but little; now it +does; now even these four short months trouble me sorely."</p> + +<p>"Why?" asked Hinton.</p> + +<p>"Why? You mentioned my health, and observed that I looked ill; I said I +would come to that presently. I am ill; I look very ill. I have seen +physicians. To-day I went to see Sir George Anderson; he told me, +without any preamble, the truth. My dear fellow, I want you to be my +child's protector in a time of trouble, for I am a dying man."</p> + +<p>Hinton had never come face to face with death in his life before. He +started forward now and clasped his hands.</p> + +<p>"Dying!" he repeated, in a tone of unbelief and consternation.</p> + +<p>"Yes; you don't see it, for I am going about. I shall go about much as +usual to the very last. Your idea of dying men is that they stay in bed +and get weak, and have a living<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</a></span> death long before the last great mercy +comes. That will not be my case. I shall be as you see me now to the +very last moment; then some day, or perhaps some night, you will come +into this room, or into another room, it does not a bit matter where, +and find me dead."</p> + +<p>"And must this come soon?" repeated Hinton.</p> + +<p>"It may not come for some months; it may stay away for a year; but again +it may come to-night or to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"Good God!" repeated Hinton.</p> + +<p>"Yes, Mr. Hinton, you are right, in the contemplation of such a solemn +and terrible event, to mention the name of your Creator. He is a good +God, but His very goodness makes Him terrible. He is a God who will see +justice done; who will by no means cleanse the guilty. I am going into +His presence—a sinful old man. Well, I bow to His decree. But enough of +this; you see my reasons for wishing for an early marriage for my +child."</p> + +<p>"Mr. Harman, I am deeply, deeply pained and shocked. May I know the +nature of your malady?"</p> + +<p>"It is unnecessary to discuss it, and does no good; suffice it to know +that I carry a disease within me which by its very nature must end both +soon and suddenly; also that there is no cure for the disease."</p> + +<p>"Are you telling me all this as a secret?"</p> + +<p>"As a most solemn and sacred secret. My brother suspects something of +it, but no one, no one in all the world knows the full and solemn truth +but yourself."</p> + +<p>"Then Charlotte is not to be told?"</p> + +<p>"Charlotte! Charlotte! It is for her sake I have confided to you all +this, that you may guard her from such a knowledge."</p> + +<p>John Hinton was silent for a moment or two; if he disliked Charlotte +having a secret from him much more did he protest against the knowledge +which now was forced upon him being kept from her. He saw that Mr. +Harman was firmly set on keeping his child in the dark; he disapproved, +but he hardly dared, so much did he fear to agitate the old man, to make +any vigorous stand against a decree which seemed to him both cruel and +unjust. He must say something, however, so he began gently—</p> + +<p>"I will respect your most sacred confidence, Mr. Harman; without your +leave no word from me shall convey this knowledge to Charlotte; but +pardon me if I say a word. You know your own child very well, but I also +know Charlotte;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</a></span> she has lived, for all her talent and her five and +twenty years, the sheltered life of a child hitherto—but that is +nothing; she is a noble woman, she has a noble woman's heart; in +trouble, such a nature as hers could rise and prove itself great. Don't +you suppose, when by and by the end really comes, she will blame me, and +even perhaps, you, sir, for keeping this knowledge from her."</p> + +<p>"She will never blame her old father. She will see, bless her, that I +did it in love; you will tell her that, be sure you tell her that, when +the time comes; please God, you will be her husband then, and you will +have the right to comfort her."</p> + +<p>"I hope to have the right to comfort her, I hope to be her husband; +still, I think you are mistaken, though I can urge the matter no +further."</p> + +<p>"No, for you cannot see it with my eyes; that child and I have lived the +most unbroken life of peace and happiness together; neither storm nor +cloud has visited us in one another. The shadow of death must not +embitter our last few months; she must be my bright girl to the very +last. Some day, if you and she ever have a daughter, you will understand +my feelings—at least in part you will understand it."</p> + +<p>"I cannot understand it now, but I can at least respect it," answered +the young man.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVI" id="CHAPTER_XVI"></a>CHAPTER XVI.</h2> + +<h3>"VENGEANCE IS MINE."</h3> + + +<p>When Hinton at last left him, Mr. Harman sat on for a long time by his +study fire. The fire burnt low but he did not replenish it, neither did +he touch the cold coffee which still remained on his table. After an +hour or so of musings, during which the old face seemed each moment to +grow more sad and careworn, he stretched out his hand to ring his bell.</p> + +<p>Almost instantly was the summons answered—a tall footman stood before +him.</p> + +<p>"Dennis, has Mr. Jasper left?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Yes, sir. He said he was going to his club. I can have him fetched, +sir."</p> + +<p>"Do not do so. After Mr. Hinton leaves, ask Miss Harman to come here."</p> + +<p>The footman answered softly in the affirmative and withdrew, and Mr. +Harman still sat on alone. He had enough to think about. For the first +time to-day death had come and stared him in the face; very close indeed +his own death was looking at him. He was a brave man, but the sight of +the cold, grim thing, brought so close, so inevitably near, was scarcely +to be endured with equanimity. After a time, rising from his seat, he +went to a bookcase and took down, not a treatise on medicine or +philosophy, but an old Bible.</p> + +<p>"Dying men are said to find comfort here," he said faintly to himself. +He put one of the candles on the table and opened the book. It was an +old Bible, but John Harman was not very well acquainted with its +contents.</p> + +<p>"They tell me there is much comfort here," he said to himself. He turned +the old and yellow leaves.</p> + +<p>"<i>Vengeance is mine. I will repay.</i>" These were the words on which his +eyes fell.</p> + +<p>Comfort! He closed the book with a groan and returned it to the +bookshelf. But in returning it he chose the highest shelf of all and +pushed it far back and well out of sight.</p> + +<p>He had scarcely done so before a light quick step was heard at the door, +and Charlotte, her eyes and cheeks both bright, entered.</p> + +<p>"My dearest, my darling," he said. He came to meet her, and folded her +in his arms. He was a dying man, and a sin-laden one, but not the less +sweet was that young embrace, that smooth cheek, those bright, happy +eyes.</p> + +<p>"You are better, father; you look better," said his daughter.</p> + +<p>"I have been rather weak and low all the evening, Lottie; but I am much +better for seeing you. Come here and sit at my feet, my dear love."</p> + +<p>"I am very happy this evening," said Charlotte, seating herself on her +father's footstool, and laying her hand on his knee.</p> + +<p>"I can guess the reason, my child; your wedding-day is fixed."</p> + +<p>"This morning, father, I said it should be the twentieth of June; John +seemed quite satisfied, and four months were<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</a></span> not a bit too long for our +preparations; but to-night he has changed his mind; he wants our wedding +to be in April. I have not given in—not yet. Two months seem so short."</p> + +<p>"You will have plenty of time to prepare in two months, dear; and April +is a nice time of year. If I were you, I would not oppose Hinton."</p> + +<p>Charlotte smiled. She knew in her heart of hearts she should not oppose +him. But being a true woman, she laid hold of a futile excuse.</p> + +<p>"My book will not be finished. I like to do well what I do at all."</p> + +<p>Her father was very proud of this coming book; but now, patting her +hand, he said softly,—</p> + +<p>"The book can keep. Put it out of your head for the present; you can get +it done later."</p> + +<p>"Then I shall leave you two months sooner, father; does that not weigh +with you at all?"</p> + +<p>"You are only going for your honeymoon, darling; and the sooner you go +the sooner you will return."</p> + +<p>"Vanquished on all points," said Charlotte, smiling radiantly, and then +she sat still, looking into the fire.</p> + +<p>Long, long afterwards, through much of sorrow—nay, even of +tribulation—did her thoughts wander back to that golden evening of her +life.</p> + +<p>"You remind me of my own mother to-night," said her father presently.</p> + +<p>Charlotte and her father had many times spoken of this dead mother. Now +she said softly,—</p> + +<p>"I want, I pray, I long to make as good a wife as you tell me she did."</p> + +<p>"With praying, longing, and striving, it will come Charlotte. That was +how she succeeded."</p> + +<p>"And there is another thing," continued Charlotte, suddenly changing her +position and raising her bright eyes to her old father's face. "You had +a good wife and I had a good mother. If ever I die, as my own mother +died, and leave behind me a little child, as she did, I pray that my +John may be as good a father to it as you have been to me."</p> + +<p>But in answer to this little burst of daughterly love, a strange thing +happened. Mr. Harman grew very white, so white that he gasped for +breath.</p> + +<p>"Water, a little water," he said, feebly; and when Charlotte had brought +it to him and he raised it to his lips, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</a></span> the color and power to +breathe had come back again, he said slowly and with great pain,—</p> + +<p>"Never, never pray that your husband may be like me, Charlotte. To be +worthy of you at all, he must be a much better and a very different +man."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVII" id="CHAPTER_XVII"></a>CHAPTER XVII.</h2> + +<h3>HAPPINESS NOT JUSTICE.</h3> + + +<p>Hinton left Mr. Harman's house in a very perplexed frame of mind. It +seemed to him that in that one short day as much had happened to him as +in all the course of his previous life, but the very force of the +thoughts, the emotions, the hopes, the fears, which had visited him, +made him, strong, young and vigorous as he was, so utterly weary, that +when he reached his rooms he felt that he must let tired-out nature have +its way—he threw himself on his bed and slept the sleep of the young +and healthy until the morning.</p> + +<p>It was February weather, February unusually mild and genial, and the pet +day of yesterday was followed by another as soft and sweet and mild. +When Hinton awoke from his refreshing slumbers, the day was so well and +thoroughly risen that a gleam of sunshine lay across his bed. He started +up to discover a corresponding glow in his heart. What was causing this +glow? In a moment he remembered, and the gleam of heart sunshine grew +brighter with the knowledge. The fact was, happiness was standing by the +young man's side, holding out two radiant hands, and saying, "Take me, +take me to your heart of hearts, for I have come to dwell with you." +Hinton rose, dressed hastily, and went into his sitting-room. All the +gloom which had so oppressed him yesterday had vanished. He could not +resist the outward sunshine, nor the heart-glow which had come to him. +He stepped lightly, and whistled some gay airs. He ate his breakfast +with appetite, then threw himself into an easy-chair which stood near +the window; he need not go to his chambers for at least an hour, he +might give himself this time to think.</p> + +<p>Again happiness stepped up close and showed her beautiful face. Should +he take her; should he receive the rare<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</a></span> and lovely thing and shut out +that stern sense of justice, of relieving the oppressed, of seeing the +wronged righted, which had been as his sheet-anchor yesterday, which had +been more or less the sheet-anchor of his life. Here was his position. +He was engaged to marry Charlotte Harman; he loved her with his whole +heart; she loved him with her whole heart; she was a beautiful woman, a +noble woman, a wealthy woman. With her as his wife, love, riches, power +might all be his. What more could the warm, warm feelings of youth +desire? what more could the ambitions of youth aspire to? Yesterday, it +is true, he had felt some rising of that noble pride which scorns to +receive so much and give so little. He had formed a wild, almost +passionate determination to obtain his brief before he obtained his +bride, but Mr. Harman had soothed that pride to sleep. There was indeed +a grave and sad reason why this beautiful and innocent woman whom he had +won should receive all the full comfort his love and protection could +give her as quickly as possible. Her father was dying, and she must not +know of his approaching death. Her father wished to see her Hinton's +wife as soon as possible. Hinton felt that this was reasonable, this was +fair; for the sake of no pride, true or false, no hoped-for brief, could +he any longer put off their wedding. Nay, far from this. Last night he +had urged its being completed two months sooner than Charlotte herself +had proposed. He saw by the brightness in Charlotte's eyes that, though +she did not at once agree to this, her love for him was such that she +would marry him in a week if he so willed it. He rejoiced in these +symptoms of her great love, and the rejoicings of last night had risen +in a fuller tide this morning. Yes, it was the rule of life, the one +everlasting law, the old must suffer and die, the young must live and +rejoice. Yes; Hinton felt very deep sympathy for Mr. Harman last night, +but this morning, his happiness making him more self-absorbed than +really selfish, he knew that the old man's dying and suffering state +could not take one iota from his present delight.</p> + +<p>What then perplexed him? What made him stand aloof from the radiant +guest, Happiness, for a brief half hour? That story of Charlotte's; it +would come back to him; he wished now he had never heard it. For having +heard he could not forget: he could not exorcise this grim Thing which +stood side by side with Happiness in his sunny room. The fact was, his +acute mind took in the true bearings of the case far more clearly than +Charlotte had done. He felt<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</a></span> sure that Mrs. Home had been wronged. He +felt equally sure that, if he looked into the case, it lay in his power +to right her. Over and over he saw her pale, sad face, and he hoped it +was not going to haunt him. The tale in his mind lay all in Mrs. Home's +favor, all against John and Jasper Harman. Was it likely that their +wealthy father would do anything so monstrously unjust as to leave all +his money to his two eldest sons with whom he had previously quarrelled, +and nothing, nothing at all to his young wife and infant daughter? It +would be a meaningless piece of injustice, unlike all that he had +gleaned of the previous character of the old man. As to John and Jasper, +and their conduct in the affair, that too was difficult to fathom. +Jasper had spent the greater portion of his life in Australia. Of his +character Hinton knew little; that little he felt was repugnant to him. +But John Harman—no man in the City bore a higher character for +uprightness, for integrity, for honor. John Harman was respected and +loved by all who knew him.</p> + +<p>Yes, yes: Hinton felt that all this was possible, but also he knew that +never in their close intercourse had he been able to fathom John Harman. +A shadow rested over the wealthy and prosperous merchant. Never until +now had Hinton even approached the cause; but now, now it seemed to him +that he was grappling with the impenetrable mystery, that face to face +he was looking at the long and successfully hidden sin. Strong man as he +was, he trembled as this fear came over him. Whatever the cause, +whatever the sudden and swift temptation, he felt an ever-growing +conviction that long ago John and Jasper Harman had robbed the widow and +fatherless. Feeling this, being almost sure of this, how then should he +act? He knew very well what he could do. He could go to Somerset House +and see the will of old Mr. Harman. It was very unlikely that a forged +will had been attempted. It was, he felt sure, far, far more probable +that the real will was left untampered with, that the deed of injustice +had been done in the hope that no one who knew anything about such +matters would ever inquire into it.</p> + +<p>Hinton could go that very day and set his mind at rest. Why then did he +hesitate? Ah! he knew but too well. Never and nearer came that shining +form of Happiness. If he did this thing, and found his suspicions +correct, as he feared much he should, if he then acted upon this +knowledge and gave Mrs. Home her own again, happiness would<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</a></span> fly from +him, it might be for ever. To give Mrs. Home her rights he must cruelly +expose a dying old man. Such a shock, coming now, would most probably +kill John Harman. After bringing her father to such shame and dishonor, +would Charlotte ever consent to be his wife? would she not indeed in +very horror fly from his presence? What was Mrs. Home to him, that he +should ruin his whole life for her sake, that he should give up wife, +wealth, and fame? Nothing—a complete stranger. Why should he, for her +sake, pain and make miserable those he loved, above all break the heart +of the woman who was more precious to him than all the rest of the +world? He felt he could not do this thing. He must take that bright +winged happiness and let justice have her day when she could. Some other +hand must inflict the blow, it could not be his hand. He was sorry now +that he had taken Mrs. Home's lodgings. But after all what did it +signify? He had taken them for a month, he could go there for that short +period. His quickly approaching marriage would make it necessary for him +to leave very soon after, and he would try amongst his many friends to +find her a more permanent tenant, for though he had now quite made up +his mind to let matters alone, his heart ached for this woman. Yes, he +would, if possible, help her in little ways, though it would be +impossible for his hand to be the one to give her her own again. Having +come to this determination he went out.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVIII" id="CHAPTER_XVIII"></a>CHAPTER XVIII.</h2> + +<h3>"SUGAR AND SPICE AND ALL THAT'S NICE."</h3> + + +<p>Perhaps for one day Charlotte Harman was selfish in her happiness. But +when she awoke on the morning after her interview with her father, her +finely balanced nature had quite recovered its equilibrium. She was a +woman whom circumstances could make very noble; all her leanings were +towards the good, she had hitherto been unassailed by temptation, +untouched by care. All her life the beautiful and bright things of this +world had been showered at her feet. She had the friends whom rich, +amiable, and handsome girls usually<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</a></span> make. She had the devotion of a +most loving father. John Hinton met her and loved her. She responded to +his love with her full heart. Another father might have objected to her +giving herself to this man, who in the fashionable world's opinion was +nothing. But Harman only insisted on a slight delay to their marriage, +none whatever to their engagement, and now, after scarcely a year of +waiting, the embargo was withdrawn, their wedding-day was fixed, was +close at hand. The twentieth of April (Charlotte knew she should not +oppose the twentieth of April) was not quite two months away. Very light +was her heart when she awoke to this happy fact. Happiness, too, was +standing by her bedside, and she made no scruple to press the radiant +creature to her heart of hearts. But Charlotte's was too fine a nature +to be spoiled by prosperity. Independent of her wealth, she must always +have been a favorite. Her heart was frank and generous; she was +thoughtful for others, she was most truly unselfish. Charlotte was a +favorite with the servants; her maid worshipped her. She was a just +creature, and had read too much on social reform to give away +indiscriminately and without thought; but where her sense of justice was +really satisfied, she could give with a royal hand, and there were many +poor whom Ward, her maid, knew, who, rising up, called Miss Harman +blessed.</p> + +<p>Charlotte had taken a great interest in Mrs. Home. Her face attracted, +her manner won, before ever her story touched the heart of this young +woman. The greatest pain Charlotte had ever gone through in her life had +followed the recital of Mrs. Home's tale, a terrible foreboding the +awful shadow which points to wrong done, to sin committed by her best +and dearest, had come near and touched her. Uncle Jasper, with his +clever and experienced hand, had driven that shadow away, and in her +first feeling of intense thankfulness and relief, she had almost +disliked the woman who had come to her with so cruel a tale. All +yesterday, in the midst of her own happiness, she had endeavored to shut +Mrs. Home from her thoughts; but this morning, more calm herself, the +remembrance of the poor, pale, and struggling mother rose up again fresh +and vivid within her heart. It is true Mrs. Home believed a lie, a cruel +and dreadful lie; but none the less for this was she to be pitied, none +the less for this must she be helped. Mrs. Home was Charlotte's near +relation, she could not suffer her to want. As she lay in bed, she +reflected with great thankfulness that John Hinton had said, on<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</a></span> hearing +the tale, how manifestly it would be his and her duty to help this poor +mother. Yes, by and by they would give her enough to raise her above all +want, but Charlotte felt she could not wait for that distant time. She +must succor Mrs. Home at once. Her father had said last night that, if +she married in two months, there would be no time for her to finish her +book. He was right; she must give up the book; she would devote this +morning to Mrs. Home.</p> + +<p>She rose with her determination formed and went downstairs. As usual her +father was waiting for her, as usual he came up and kissed her; and as +they had done every morning for so many years, they sat down opposite +each other to breakfast. Charlotte longed to speak to her father about +Mrs. Home, but he looked, even to her inexperienced eyes, very ill and +haggard, and she remembered her uncle's words and refrained from the +subject.</p> + +<p>"You seem so feeble, father, had you not better go into town in the +carriage this morning?" she asked, as he rose from his chair.</p> + +<p>To her surprise he assented, even confessed that he had already ordered +the carriage. He had never to her knowledge done such a thing before, +and little as she knew of real illness, nothing as she knew of danger +and death, she felt a sharp pain at her heart as she watched him driving +away. The pain, however, was but momentary, lost in the pressing +interests of other thoughts. Before eleven o'clock she had started off +to see Mrs. Home.</p> + +<p>Now it was by no means her intention to go to this newly found relation +empty handed. Mrs. Home might or might not be willing to receive a gift +of money, but Charlotte hoped so to be able to convey it to her as to +save her pride from being too greatly hurt.</p> + +<p>Charlotte had a small banking account of her own. She drove now straight +to her bank in the city, and drawing fifty pounds in one note slipped it +into her purse. From the bank she went to a children's West End shop. +She there chose a lovely velvet frock for the fair-haired little Daisy, +two embroidered white dresses for the baby; and going a little farther +she bought a smart tailor suit for the eldest boy. After buying the +pretty clothes she visited a toy shop, where she loaded herself with +toys; then a cake shop to purchase cakes and other goodies; and having +at last exhausted her resources; she desired the coachman to drive to +Mrs. Home's address in Kentish Town. She arrived, after a drive<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</a></span> of a +little over half an hour, to find the lady whom she had come to seek, +out. The dirty little maid stared with full round eyes at the beautiful +young lady and at the handsome carriage, and declared she did not know +when her missis would be in.</p> + +<p>For a moment Charlotte felt foiled; but she was excited now—she could +not go away, laden as she was with fairy gifts, without making some +effort to dispense these blessings.</p> + +<p>"I am a relation of Mrs. Home's and I want to see the children. Are the +children in?" she asked of the little maid.</p> + +<p>Rounder and rounder grew that small domestic's eyes.</p> + +<p>"They can't be hout without me," she volunteered; "ain't I the nuss and +maid-of-all work? Yes, the children is hin."</p> + +<p>Then she opened the dining-room door, and Charlotte, first flying to the +carriage and returning laden with brown paper parcels, followed her into +the little parlor.</p> + +<p>The maid, on the swift wings of excitement, flew upstairs. There was the +quick patter of eager little feet, and in a very few moments the door +was pushed open and a boy and girl entered. Charlotte recognized them at +a glance. They were the very handsome little pair whose acquaintance she +had made yesterday in Regent's Park. The girl hung back a trifle shyly, +but the boy, just saying to his sister, "The pretty lady," came up, and +raised his lips for a kiss.</p> + +<p>"You don't think me rude?" he said; "you don't mind kissing me, do you."</p> + +<p>"I love to kiss you; I am your own cousin," said Charlotte.</p> + +<p>"My own cousin! Then I may sit on your knee. Daisy, come here—the +pretty lady is our own cousin."</p> + +<p>On hearing this, Daisy too advanced. Neither child had any idea what the +word cousin meant, but it seemed to include proprietorship. They stroked +Charlotte's furs, and both pairs of lips were raised again and again for +many kisses. In the midst of this scene entered the little maid with the +baby. Pretty as Daisy and Harold were, they were nothing to the baby; +this baby of eight months had a most ethereal and lovely face.</p> + +<p>"Oh, you beauty! you darling!" said Charlotte, as she clasped the little +creature in her arms, and the baby, too young to be shy, allowed her to +kiss him repeatedly.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</a></span></p> + +<p>"What a lot of lumber!" said Daisy, touching the brown-paper parcels.</p> + +<p>This little child's speech brought Charlotte back to the fact of her +cakes and toys. Giving baby to his small nurse, she opened her +treasures. Daisy received her doll with a kind of awed rapture, Harold +rattled his drum and blew his trumpet in a way most distracting to any +weak nerves within reasonable distance, and the baby sucked some rather +unwholesome sweets. No child thought of thanking their benefactor, but +flushed cheeks, bright eyes, eager little voices, were thanks louder and +more eloquent than words.</p> + +<p>"I want to see your mother; when will she be in?" asked Charlotte, after +a little quiet had been restored.</p> + +<p>"Not all day," answered Harold. "Mother has gone with father to nurse a +poor sick lady; she won't be back till quite night."</p> + +<p>"She said we were to be very good; we are, aren't we?" said Daisy.</p> + +<p>"Yes, darling; you are quite perfect," replied the inexperienced +Charlotte.</p> + +<p>"Did our mother ask you to come and play with us and give us lovely +things?" demanded Harold.</p> + +<p>"She does not know I am here, my dear little boy; but now, if you will +show me where I can get a sheet of paper, I will just write your mother +a little note."</p> + +<p>The paper was quickly found, and Charlotte sat down, a boy and girl on +each side. It was not easy to say much under such circumstances, so the +words in the little note were few.</p> + +<p>"You will give this to your mother when she comes in. See!—I will put +it on the mantelpiece," she said to Harold; "and you must not touch +these parcels until mother opens them herself. Yes; I will come again. +Now, good-by." Her bonnet was decidedly crooked as she stepped into the +carriage, her jacket was also much crumpled; but there was a very sweet +feel of little arms still round her neck, and she touched her hair and +cheeks with satisfaction, for they had been honored by many child +kisses.</p> + +<p>"I believe she's just a fairy godmother," said Harold, as he watched the +carriage rolling away.</p> + +<p>"I never seed the like in hall my born days," remarked the small +maid-of-all-work.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIX" id="CHAPTER_XIX"></a>CHAPTER XIX.</h2> + +<h3>"THE PRETTY LADY."</h3> + + +<p>"Mother, mother, mother!"</p> + +<p>"And look!—oh, do look at what I have got!" were the words that greeted +Mrs. Home, when, very tired, after a day of hard nursing with one of her +husband's sick parishioners, she came back.</p> + +<p>The children ought to have been in bed, the baby fast asleep, the little +parlor-table tidily laid for tea: instead of which, the baby wailed +unceasingly up in the distant nursery, and Harold and Daisy, having +nearly finished Charlotte's sweeties, and made themselves very +uncomfortable by repeated attacks on the rich plum-cake, were now, with +very flushed cheeks, alternately playing with their toys and poking +their small fingers into the still unopened brown-paper parcels. They +had positively refused to go up to the nursery, and, though the gas was +lit and the blinds were pulled down, the spirit of disorder had most +manifestly got into the little parlor.</p> + +<p>"Oh, mother!—what <i>do</i> you think? The lovely lady!—the lady we met in +the park yesterday!—she has been, and she brought us <i>lots</i> of +things—toys, and sweeties, and cakes, and—oh, mother, do look!"</p> + +<p>Daisy presented her doll, and Harold blew some very shrill blasts from +his trumpet right up into his mother's eyes.</p> + +<p>"My dear children," said Mrs. Home, "whom do you mean? where did you get +all these things? who has come here? Why aren't you both in bed? It is +long past your usual hour."</p> + +<p>This string of questions met with an unintelligible chorus of replies, +in which the words "pretty lady," "Regent's Park," "father knew her," +"we <i>had</i> to sit up," so completely puzzled Mrs. Home, that had not her +eyes suddenly rested on the little note waiting for her on the +mantelpiece she would have been afraid her children had taken leave of +their senses.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes; she told us to give you that," said Harold when he saw his +mother take it up.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</a></span></p> + +<p>I have said the note was very short. Charlotte Home read it in a moment.</p> + +<p>"Mother, mother! what does she tell you, and what are in the other +parcels? She said we weren't to open them until you came home. Oh, <i>do</i> +tell us what she said, and let us see the rest of the pretty things!"</p> + +<p>"Do, do mother; we have been so patient 'bout it!" repeated little +Daisy.</p> + +<p>Harold now ran for the largest of the parcels, and raised it for his +mother to take. Both children clung to her skirts. Mrs. Home put the +large parcel on a shelf out of reach, then she put aside the hot and +eager little hands. At last she spoke.</p> + +<p>"My little children must have some more patience, for mother can tell +them nothing more to-night. Yes, yes, the lady is very pretty and very +kind, but we can talk no more about anything until the morning. Now, +Harold and Daisy, come upstairs at once."</p> + +<p>They were an obedient, well-trained little pair. They just looked at one +another, and from each dimpled mouth came a short, impatient sigh; then +they gave their hands to mother, and went gravely up to the nursery. +Charlotte stayed with her children until they were undressed. She saw +them comfortably washed, their baby prayers said, and each little head +at rest on its pillow, then kissing the baby, who was also by this time +fast asleep, she went softly downstairs.</p> + +<p>Anne, the little maid, was flying about, trying to get the tea ready and +some order restored, but when she saw her mistress she could not refrain +from standing still to pour out her excited tale.</p> + +<p>"Ef you please, 'em, it come on me hall on a 'eap. She come in that free +and that bounteous, and seemed as if she could eat all the children up +wid love; and she give 'em a lot, and left a lot more fur you, 'em. And +when she wor goin' away she put half-a-crown in my hand. I never seed +the like—never, 'em—never! She wor dressed as grand as Queen Victory +herself, and she come in a carriage and two spanking hosses; and, +please, 'em, I heard of her telling the children as she wos own cousin +to you, 'em."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I know the young lady," replied Mrs. Home. "She is, as you say, +very nice and kind. But now, Anne, we must not talk any more. Your +master won't be in for an hour, but I shan't wait tea for him; we will +have some fresh<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</a></span> made later. Please bring me in a cup at once, for I am +very tired."</p> + +<p>Anne gazed at her mistress in open-eyed astonishment. Any one—any one +as poor as she well knew missis to be—who could take the fact of being +cousin to so beautiful and rich a young lady with such coolness and +apparent indifference quite passed Anne's powers of comprehension.</p> + +<p>"It beats me holler—that it do!" she said to herself; then, with a +start, she ran off to her kitchen.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Home had taken her first cup of tea, and had even eaten a piece of +bread and butter, before she again drew Charlotte Harman's little note +out of her pocket. This is what her eyes had already briefly glanced +over:—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="smcap">Dear Friend and Sister</span>—for you must let me call you so—I have +come to see you, and finding you out asked to see your children. I +have lost my heart to your beautiful and lovely children. They are +very sweet! Your baby is more like an angel than any earthly +creature my eyes have ever rested on. Charlotte, I brought your +children a few toys, and one or two other little things. You won't +be too proud to accept them. When I bought them I did not love your +children, but I loved you. You are my near kinswoman. You won't +take away the pleasure I felt when I bought those things. Dear +Sister Charlotte, when shall we meet again? Send me a line, and I +will come to you at any time. Yours,</p></div> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">"<span class="smcap">Charlotte Harman.</span>"</span><br /> +</p> + +<p>It is to be regretted that Charlotte Home by no means received this +sweet and loving little note in the spirit in which it was written. Her +pale, thin face flushed, and her eyes burnt with an angry light. This +burst of excited feeling was but the outcome of all she had undergone +mentally since she had left Miss Harman's house a few days ago. She had +said then, and truly, that she loved this young lady. The pride, the +stately bearing, the very look of open frankness in Charlotte's eyes had +warmed and touched her heart. She had not meant to tell to those ears, +so unaccustomed to sin and shame, this tale of long-past wrong. It had +been in a manner forced from her, and she had seen a flush of +perplexity, then of horror, color the cheeks and fill the fine brave +eyes. She had come away with her heart sympathies so moved by this girl, +so touched, so shocked with what she herself had revealed, that she +would almost rather, could her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</a></span> father's money now be hers, relinquish +it, than cause any further pain or shame to Charlotte Harman.</p> + +<p>She came home and confided what she had done to her husband. It is not +too much to say that he was displeased—that he was much hurt. The +Charlotte who in her too eagerness for money could so act was scarcely +the Charlotte he had pictured to himself as his wife. Charlotte was +lowered in the eyes of the unworldly man. But just because her husband +was so unworldly, so unpractical, Charlotte's own more everyday nature +began to reassert itself. She had really done no harm. She had but told +a tale of wrong. Those who committed the wrong were the ones to blame. +She, the sufferer—who could put sin at her door? Her sympathy for +Charlotte grew less, her sorrow for herself and her children more. She +felt more sure than ever that injustice had been committed—that she and +her mother had been robbed; she seemed to read the fact in Charlotte +Harman's innocent eyes, Charlotte, in spite of herself, even though her +own father was the one accused, believed her—agreed with her.</p> + +<p>All that night she spent in a sort of feverish dream, in which she saw +herself wealthy, her husband happy, her children cared for as they ought +to be. The ugly, ugly poverty of her life and her surroundings had all +passed away like a dream that is told.</p> + +<p>She got up in a state of excitement and expectation, for what might not +Charlotte Harman do for her? She would tell the tale to her father, and +that father, seeing that his sin was found out, would restore her to her +rights. Of course, this must be the natural consequence. Charlotte was +not low and mean; she would see that she had her own again. Mrs. Home +made no allowance for any subsequent event—for any influence other than +her own being brought to bear on the young lady. All that day she +watched the post; she watched for the possibility of a visit. Neither +letter nor visit came, but Mrs. Home was not discouraged. That day was +too soon to hear; she must wait with patience for the morrow.</p> + +<p>On the morrow her husband, who had almost forgotten her story, asked her +to come and help him in the care of a sick woman at some distance away. +Charlotte was a capital sick-nurse, and had often before given similar +aid to Mr. Home in parish work.</p> + +<p>She went, spent her day away, and returned to find<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</a></span> that Charlotte had +come—that so far her dream was true. Yes, but only so far, for +Charlotte had come, not in shame, but in the plenitude of a generous +benefactor. She had come laden with gifts, and had gone away with the +hearts of the children and the little maid. Charlotte Home felt a great +wave of anger and pain stealing over her heart. In her pain and +disappointment she was unjust.</p> + +<p>"She is a coward after all. She dare not tell her father. She believes +my tale, but she is not brave enough to see justice done to me and mine; +so she tries to make up for it; she tries to salve her conscience and +bribe me with gifts—gifts and flattery. I will have none of it. My +rights—my true and just rights, or nothing! These parcels shall go back +unopened to-morrow." She rose from her seat, and put them all tidily +away on a side-table. She had scarcely done so before her husband's +latch-key was heard in the hall-door. He came in with the weary look +which was habitual to his thin face. "Oh, Angus, how badly you do want +your tea!" said the poor wife. She was almost alarmed at her husband's +pallor, and forgot Charlotte while attending to his comfort.</p> + +<p>"What are those parcels, Lottie?" he said, noticing the heaped-up things +on the side-table.</p> + +<p>"Never mind. Eat your supper first," she said to him.</p> + +<p>"I can eat, and yet know what is in them. They give quite a Christmas +and festive character to the place. And what is that I see lying on that +chair—a new doll for Daisy? Why, has my careful little woman been so +extravagant as to buy the child another doll?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Home smiled as he spoke. His wife looked at him gravely. She picked +up the very pretty doll and laid it with the other parcels on the +side-table.</p> + +<p>"I will tell you about the parcels and the doll if you wish it," she +answered. "Miss Harman called when I was out, and brought cakes, and +sweeties, and toys to the children. She also brought those parcels. I do +not know what they contain, for I have not opened them. And she left a +note for me. I cannot help the sweeties and cakes, for Harold and Daisy +have eaten them; but the toys and those parcels shall go back +to-morrow."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Home looked very proud and defiant as she spoke. Her husband +glanced at her face; then, with a slight sigh, he pushed his supper +aside.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</a></span></p> + +<p>"No, I am not hungry, dear. I am just a little overtired. May I see Miss +Harman's note?"</p> + +<p>Charlotte put it at once into his hand.</p> + +<p>He read it carefully once—twice. His own spirit was very loving and +Christ-like; consequently the real love and true human feeling in the +little note touched him.</p> + +<p>"Lottie," he said, as he gave it back to his wife, "why do you want to +pain that sweet creature?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Home took the note, and flung it into the fire.</p> + +<p>"There!" she said, an angry spot on each cheek. "She and hers have +injured me and mine. I don't want gifts from her. I want my rights!"</p> + +<p>To this burst of excited feeling Mr. Home answered nothing. After a +moment or two of silence he rang the bell, and when Anne appeared asked +her to take away the tea-things. After this followed an hour of perfect +quiet. Mrs. Home took out her great basket of mending. Mr. Home sat +still, and apparently idle, by the fire. After a time he left the room +to go for a moment to his own. Passing the nursery, he heard a little +movement, and, entering softly, saw Harold sitting up in his little cot.</p> + +<p>"Father, is that you?" he called through the semi-light.</p> + +<p>"Yes, my boy. Is anything the matter? Why are you not asleep?"</p> + +<p>"I couldn't, father dear; I'm so longing for to-morrow. I want to blow +my new trumpet again, and to see the rest of the brown-paper parcels. +Father, do come over to me for a moment."</p> + +<p>Mr. Home came, and put his arm round the little neck.</p> + +<p>"Did mother tell you that <i>our</i> pretty lady came to-day, and brought +such a splendid lot of things?"</p> + +<p>"Whose pretty lady, my boy?"</p> + +<p>"<i>Ours</i>, father—the lady you, and I, and Daisy, and baby met in the +park yesterday. You said it was rude to kiss her, and <i>she</i> did not +mind. She gave me dozens and dozens of kisses to-day."</p> + +<p>"She was very kind to you," said Mr. Home. Then, bidding the child lie +down and sleep, he left him and went on to his own room. He was going to +his room with a purpose. That purpose was quickened into intensity by +little Harold's words.</p> + +<p>That frank, fearless, sweet-looking girl was Miss Harman! That letter +was, therefore, not to be wondered at. It was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</a></span> the kind of letter he +would have expected such a woman to write. What was the matter with his +Lottie?</p> + +<p>In his perplexity he knelt down; he remained upon his knees for about +ten minutes, then he returned to the little parlor. The answer to his +earnest prayer was given to him almost directly. His wife was no longer +proud and cold. She looked up the moment he entered, and said,—</p> + +<p>"You are angry with me, Angus."</p> + +<p>"No, my darling," he answered, "not angry, but very sorry for you."</p> + +<p>"You must not be sorry for me. You have anxieties enough. I must not add +to them. Not all the Miss Harmans that ever breathe shall bring a cloud +between you and me. Angus, may I put out the gas and then sit close to +you? You shall talk me out of this feeling, for I do feel bad."</p> + +<p>"I will talk all night if it makes you better, my own Lottie. Now, what +is troubling you?"</p> + +<p>"In the first instance, you don't seem to believe this story about our +money."</p> + +<p>"I neither believe it, nor the reverse—I simply don't let it trouble +me."</p> + +<p>"But, Angus, that seems a little hard; for if the money was left to me +by my father I ought to have it. Think what a difference it would make +to us all—you, and me, and the children?"</p> + +<p>"We should be rich instead of poor. It would make that difference, +certainly."</p> + +<p>"Angus, you talk as if this difference was nothing."</p> + +<p>"Nothing! It is not quite nothing; but I confess it does not weigh much +with me."</p> + +<p>"If not for yourself, it might for the children's sakes; think what a +difference money would make to our darlings."</p> + +<p>"My dear wife, you quite forgot when speaking so, that they are God's +little children as well as ours. He has said that not a sparrow falls +without His loving knowledge. Is it likely when that is so, that He will +see His children and ours either gain or suffer from such a paltry thing +as money?"</p> + +<p>"Then you will do nothing to get back our own?"</p> + +<p>"If you mean that I will go to law on the chance of our receiving some +money which may have been left to us, certainly I will not. The fact is, +Lottie—you may think me very eccentric—but I cannot move in this +matter. It seems to me<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[Pg 86]</a></span> to be entirely God's matter, not ours. If Mr. +Harman has committed the dreadful sin you impute to him, God must bring +it home to him. Before that poor man who for years has hidden such a sin +in his heart, and lived such a life before his fellow-men, is fit to go +back to the arms of His father, he must suffer dreadfully. I pray, from +my heart I pray, that if he committed the sin he may have the suffering, +for there is no other road to the Father; but I cannot pray that this +awful suffering may be sent to give us a better house, and our children +finer clothes, and that richer food may be put on our table."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Home was silent for a moment, then she said,—</p> + +<p>"Angus, forgive me, I did not look at it in that light."</p> + +<p>"No, my dearest, and because I so pity her, if her father really is +guilty, I do not want you unnecessarily to pain Miss Harman. You +remember my telling you of that fine girl I met in Regent's Park +yesterday, the girl who was so kind and nice to our children. I have +just been up with Harold, and he tells me that your Miss Harman and his +pretty lady are one and the same."</p> + +<p>"Is that really so?" answered Mrs. Home. "Yes. I know that Charlotte +Harman is very attractive. Did I not tell you, Angus, that she had won +my own heart? But I confess when I saw those gifts and read her note I +felt angry. I thought after hearing my tale she should have done more. +These presents seemed to me in the light of a bribe."</p> + +<p>"Charlotte!"</p> + +<p>"Ah! I know you are shocked. You cannot see the thing with my eyes; that +is how they really looked to me."</p> + +<p>"Then, my dear wife, may I give you a piece of advice?"</p> + +<p>"That is what I am hungering for, Angus."</p> + +<p>"Tell the whole story, as frankly—more frankly than you have told it to +me, to God to-night. Lay the whole matter in the loving hands of your +Father, then, Charlotte; after so praying, if in the morning you still +think Miss Harman was actuated by so mean a spirit, treat her as she +deserves. With your own hands deal the punishment to her, send +everything back."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Home's face flushed very brightly, and she lowered her eyes to +prevent her husband seeing the look of shame which filled them. The +result of this conversation was the following note written the next +morning to Miss Harman.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[Pg 87]</a></span></p><div class="blockquot"><p>I could not have thanked you last night for what you have done, +but I can to-day. You have won my children's little hearts. Be +thankful that you have made my dear little ones so happy. You ask +to see me again, Miss Harman. I do not think I can come to you, and +I don't ask you to come here. Still I will see you; name some +afternoon to meet me in Regent's Park and I will be there.</p></div> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Yours,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">Charlotte Home.</span></span><br /> +</p> + +<p>Thus the gifts were kept, and the mother tried to pray away a certain +soreness which would remain notwithstanding all her husband's words. She +was human after all, however, and Charlotte Harman might have been +rewarded had she seen her face the following Sunday morning when she +brought her pretty children down to their father to inspect them in +their new clothes.</p> + +<p>Harold went to church that morning, with his mother, in a very +picturesque hat; but no one suspected quite how much it was worth, not +even those jealous mothers who saw it and remarked upon it, and wondered +who had left Mrs. Home a legacy, for stowed carefully away under the +lining was Charlotte Harman's bright, crisp, fifty-pound note.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XX" id="CHAPTER_XX"></a>CHAPTER XX.</h2> + +<h3>TWO CHARLOTTES.</h3> + + +<p>It was a week after; the very day, in fact, on which Hinton was to give +up his present most comfortable quarters for the chances and changes of +Mrs. Home's poor little dwelling. That anxious young wife and mother, +having completed her usual morning duties, set off to Regent's Park to +meet Miss Harman. It was nearly March now, and the days, even in the +afternoon, were stretching, and though it was turning cold the feeling +of coming spring was more decidedly getting into the air.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Home had told her children that she was going to meet their pretty +lady, and Harold had begged hard to come too. His mother would have +taken him, but he had a cold,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[Pg 88]</a></span> and looked heavy, so she started off for +her long walk alone. Won by her husband's gentler and more Christ-like +spirit, Mrs. Home had written to Miss Harman to propose this meeting; +but in agreeing to an interview with her kinswoman she had effected a +compromise with her own feelings. She would neither go to her nor ask +her to come to the little house in Kentish Town. The fact was she wanted +to meet this young woman on some neutral ground. There were certain +unwritten, but still most stringent, laws of courtesy which each must +observe in her own home to the other. Charlotte Home intended, as she +went to meet Miss Harman on this day of early spring, that very plain +words indeed should pass between them.</p> + +<p>By this it will be seen that she was still very far behind her husband, +and that much of a sore and angry sensation was still lingering in her +heart.</p> + +<p>"Miss Harman will, of course, keep me waiting," she said to herself, as +she entered the park, and walked quickly towards the certain part where +they had agreed to meet. She gave a slight start therefore, when she saw +that young woman slowly pacing up and down, with the very quiet and +meditative air of one who had been doing so for some little time. Miss +Harman was dressed with almost studied plainness and simplicity. All the +rich furs which the children had admired were put away. When she saw +Mrs. Home she quickened her slow steps into almost a run of welcome, and +clasped her toil-worn and badly gloved hands in both her own.</p> + +<p>"How glad I am to see you! You did not hurry, I hope. You are quite out +of breath. Why did you walk so fast?"</p> + +<p>"I did not walk fast until I saw you under the trees, Miss Harman. I +thought I should have time enough, for I imagined I should have to wait +for you."</p> + +<p>"What an unreasonable thing to suppose of me! I am the idle one, you the +busy. No: I respect wives and mothers too much to treat them in that +fashion." Miss Harman smiled as she spoke.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Home did not outwardly respond to the smile, though the gracious +bearing, the loving, sweet face were beginning very slowly to effect a +thaw, for some hard little ice lumps in her heart were melting. The +immediate effect of this was, however, so strong a desire to cry that, +to steel herself against these untimely tears, she became in manner +harder than ever.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</a></span></p> + +<p>"And now what shall we do?" said Charlotte Harman. "The carriage is +waiting for us at the next gate; shall we go for a drive, or shall we +walk about here?"</p> + +<p>"I would rather walk here," said Mrs. Home.</p> + +<p>"Very well. Charlotte, I am glad to see you. And how are your children?"</p> + +<p>"Harold has a cold. The other two are very well."</p> + +<p>"I never saw sweeter children in my life. And do you know I met your +husband? He and your children both spoke to me in the park. It was the +day before I came to your house. Mr. Home gave me a very short sermon to +think over. I shall never forget it."</p> + +<p>"He saw you and liked you," answered Mrs. Home. "He told me of that +meeting."</p> + +<p>"And I want another meeting. Such a man as that has never come into my +life before. I want to see more of him. Charlotte, why did you propose +that we should meet here? Why not in my house, or in yours? I wanted to +come to you again. I was much disappointed when I got your note."</p> + +<p>"I am sorry to have disappointed you; but I thought it best that we +should meet here."</p> + +<p>"But why? I don't understand."</p> + +<p>"They say that rich people are obtuse. I did not want to see your +riches, nor for you to behold the poverty of my land."</p> + +<p>"Charlotte!"</p> + +<p>"Please don't think me very hard, but I would rather you did not say +Charlotte."</p> + +<p>"You would rather I did not say Charlotte?"</p> + +<p>Two large tears of surprise and pain filled Miss Harman's gray eyes. But +such a great flood of weeping was so near the surface with the other +woman that she dared not look at her.</p> + +<p>"I would rather you did not say Charlotte," she repeated, "for we call +those whom we love and are friendly with by their Christian names."</p> + +<p>"I thought you loved me. You said so. You can't take back your own +words."</p> + +<p>"I don't want to. I do love you in my heart. I feel I could love you +devotedly; but for all that we can never be friends."</p> + +<p>Miss Harman was silent for a moment or two, then she said slowly, but +with growing passion in her voice, "Ah! you are thinking of that +wretched money. I thought love ranked higher than gold all the world +over."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</a></span></p> + +<p>"So it does, or appears to do, for those who all their lives have had +plenty; but it is just possible, just possible, I say, that those who +are poor, poor enough to know what hunger and cold mean, and have seen +their dearest wanting the comforts that money can buy, it is possible +that such people may prefer their money rights to the profession of +empty love."</p> + +<p>"Empty love!" repeated Miss Harman. The words stung her. She was growing +angry, and the anger became this stately creature well. With cheeks and +eyes both glowing she turned to her companion. "If you and I are not to +part at once, and never meet again, there must be very plain words +between us. Shall I speak those words?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"I came here that our words might be very plain," answered Mrs. Home.</p> + +<p>"They shall be," said Charlotte Harman.</p> + +<p>They were in a very quiet part of the park. Even the nurses and children +were out of sight. Now they ceased walking, and turned and faced each +other.</p> + +<p>They were both tall, and both the poor and the rich young woman had +considerable dignity of bearing; but Charlotte Home was now the composed +one. Charlotte Harman felt herself quivering with suppressed anger. +Injustice was being dealt out to her, and injustice to the child of +affluence and luxury was a new sensation.</p> + +<p>"You came to me the other day," she began, "I had never seen you before, +never before in all my life ever heard your name. You, however, knew me, +and you told me a story. It was a painful and very strange story. It +made you not only my very nearest kin, but also made you the victim of a +great wrong. The wrong was a large one, and the victim was to be pitied; +but the sting of it all lay, to me, not in either of the facts, but in +this, that you gave me to understand that he who had dealt you such a +blow was—my father. My father, one of the most noble, upright, and +righteous of men, you made out to me, to me, his only child, to be no +better than a common thief. I did not turn you from my doors for your +base words. I pitied you. In spite of myself I liked you; in spite of +myself I <i>believed</i> you. You went away, and in the agony of mind which +followed during the next few hours I could have gladly fled for ever +from the sight of all the wide world. I had been the very happiest of +women. You came. You went. I was one of the most miserable. I am engaged +to be married, and the man I am engaged to came<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</a></span> into the room. I felt +guilty before him. I could not raise my eyes to his, for, again I tell +you, I believed your tale, and my father's bitter shame was mine. I +could not rest. Happen what would I must learn the truth at once. I have +an uncle, my father's brother; he must know all. I sent my lover away +and went to this uncle. I asked to have an interview with him, and in +that interview I told him all you had told to me. He was not surprised. +He acknowledged at once the true and real relationship between us; but +he also explained away the base doubts you had put into my head. My +father, my own beloved father, is all, and more than all, I have ever +thought him. He would scorn to be unjust, to rob any one. You have been +unfortunate; you have been treated cruelly; but the injustice, the +cruelty have been penetrated by one long years now in his grave. In +short, your father has been the wicked man, not mine."</p> + +<p>Here Mrs. Home tried to speak, but Miss Harman held up her hand.</p> + +<p>"You must hear me out," she said. "I am convinced, but I do not expect +you to be. After my uncle had done speaking, and I had time to realize +all the relief those words of his had given me, I said, still an +injustice has been done. We have no right to our wealth while she +suffers from such poverty. Be my grandfather's will what it may, we must +alter it. We must so act as if he had left money to his youngest child. +My uncle agreed with me; perhaps not so fully as I could wish, still he +did agree; but he made one proviso. My father is ill, I fear. I fear he +is very ill. The one dark cloud hanging over his whole life lay in those +years when he was estranged from his own father. To speak of you I must +bring back those years to his memory. Any excitement is bad for him now. +My uncle said, 'Wait until your father is better, then we will do +something for Mrs. Home.' To this I agreed. Was I very unreasonable to +agree to this delay for my father's sake?"</p> + +<p>Here Charlotte Harman paused and looked straight at her companion. Mrs. +Home's full gaze met hers. Again, the innocent candor of the one pair of +eyes appealed straight to the heart lying beneath the other. Unconvinced +she was still. Still to her, her own story held good: but she was +softened, and she held out her hand.</p> + +<p>"There is no unreasonableness in <i>you</i>, Charlotte," she said.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Ah! then you will call me Charlotte?" said the other, her face glowing +with delight.</p> + +<p>"I call you so now. I won't answer for the future."</p> + +<p>"We will accept the pleasant present. I don't fear the future. I shall +win your whole heart yet. Now let us drop all disagreeables and talk +about those we both love. Charlotte, what a baby you have got! Your baby +must be an angel to you."</p> + +<p>"All my children are that to me. When I look at them I think God has +sent to me three angels to dwell with me."</p> + +<p>"Ah! what a happy thought, and what a happy woman. Then your husband, he +must be like the archangel Gabriel, so just, so righteous, so noble. I +love him already: but I think I should be a little afraid of him. He is +so—so very unearthly. Now you, Mrs. Home, let me tell you, are very +earthly, very human indeed."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Home smiled, for this praise of her best beloved could not but be +pleasant to her. She told Miss Harman a little more about her husband +and her children, and Miss Harman listened with that appreciation which +is the sweetest flattery in the world. After a time she said,—</p> + +<p>"I am not going to marry any one the least bit unearthly, but I see you +are a model wife, and I want to be likewise. For—did I not tell you?—I +am to be married in exactly two months from now."</p> + +<p>"Are you really? Are you indeed?"</p> + +<p>Was it possible after this piece of confidence for these two young women +not to be friends?</p> + +<p>Charlotte Home, though so poor, felt suddenly, in experience, in all +true womanly knowledge, rich beside her companion. Charlotte Harman, for +all her five and twenty years, was but a child beside this earnest wife +and mother.</p> + +<p>They talked; the one relating her happy experience, the other listening, +as though on her wedding-day she was certainly to step into the land of +Beulah. It was the old, old story, repeated again, as those two paced up +and down in the gray March afternoon. When at last they parted there was +no need to say that they were friends.</p> + +<p>And yet as she hurried home the poor Charlotte could not help reflecting +that whatever her cause she had done nothing for it. Charlotte Harman +might be very sweet. It might be impossible not to admire her, to love +her, to take her to her heart of hearts. But would that love bring back +her just rights? would that help her children by and by?<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</a></span> She reached +her hall door to find her husband standing there.</p> + +<p>"Lottie, where have you been? I waited for you, for I did not like to go +out and leave him. Harold is ill, and the doctor has just left."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXI" id="CHAPTER_XXI"></a>CHAPTER XXI.</h2> + +<h3>A FRIEND IN NEED.</h3> + + +<p>For many days after that interview in Regent's Park, it seemed that one +of the three, who made the little house in Kentish Town so truly like +heaven, was to be an angel indeed. Harold's supposed cold had turned to +scarlet fever, and the doctor feared that Harold would die.</p> + +<p>Immediately after her interview with Charlotte Harman, Mrs. Home went +upstairs to learn from the grave lips of the medical man what ailed her +boy, and what a hard fight for life or death he had before him. She was +a brave woman, and whatever anguish might lie underneath, no tears +filled her eyes as she looked at his flushed face. When the doctor had +gone, she stole softly from the sick-room, and going to the drawing-room +where Hinton was already in possession, she tapped at the door.</p> + +<p>To his "Come in," she entered at once, and said abruptly without +preface,—</p> + +<p>"I hope you have unpacked nothing. I must ask you to go away at once."</p> + +<p>She had her bonnet still on, and, but for the pallor of her face, she +looked cold, even unmoved.</p> + +<p>"I have everything unpacked, and I don't want to go. Why should I?" +demanded Hinton, in some surprise.</p> + +<p>"My eldest boy has scarlet fever. The other two will probably take it. +You must on no account stay here; you must leave to-night if you wish to +escape infection."</p> + +<p>In an instant Hinton was by her side.</p> + +<p>"Your boy has scarlet fever?" he repeated. "I know something of scarlet +fever. He must instantly be moved to an airy bedroom. The best bedroom +in the house is mine. Your boy must sleep in my bedroom to-night."</p> + +<p>"It is a good thought," said Mrs. Home. "Thank you for suggesting it—I +will move him down at once; the bed is<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[Pg 94]</a></span> well aired, and the sheets are +fresh and clean. I will have him moved whenever you can go."</p> + +<p>She was leaving the room when Hinton followed her.</p> + +<p>"I said nothing about going. I don't mean to. I can have a blanket and +sleep on the sofa. I am not going away, Mrs. Home."</p> + +<p>"Mr. Hinton, have you no one you care for? Why do you run this risk."</p> + +<p>"I have some one I care for very much indeed; but I run no risk. I had +scarlet fever long ago. In any case I have no fear of infection. Now I +know your husband is out; let me go upstairs and help you bring down the +little fellow."</p> + +<p>"God bless you," said the wife and mother. Her eyes were beautiful as +she raised them to the face of this good Samaritan.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>The little patient was moved to the large and comfortable room, and +Hinton found himself in the position of good angel to this poor family. +He had never supposed himself capable of taking such a post with regard +to any one; but the thing seemed thrust upon him. An obvious duty had +come into his life, and he never even for the briefest instant dreamed +of shirking it. He was a man without physical fear. The hardships of +life, the roughing of poverty were not worth a passing thought of +annoyance; but there was one little act of self-denial which he must now +exercise; and it is to be owned that he felt it with a heart-pang. He +had never told Charlotte that he was going to live in the house with +Mrs. Home. He had not meant to keep this fact a secret from her, but +there was still a soreness over him when he thought of this young woman +which prevented her name coming readily to his lips. On this first night +in his new abode he sat down to write to his promised wife; but neither +now did he give his address, nor tell his landlady's name. He had an +obvious reason, however, now for his conduct.</p> + +<p>This was what Charlotte received from her lover on the following +morning,—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"<span class="smcap">My Darling</span>,—Such a strange thing has happened; but one which, +thank God, as far as I am concerned, need not cause you the least +alarm. I moved from my old lodgings to-day and went a little +further into the country. I had just unpacked my belongings and was +expecting some tea, for I was hot and thirsty, when my landlady<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[Pg 95]</a></span> +came in and told me that her eldest child is taken very ill with +scarlet fever. She has other children, and fears the infection will +spread. She is a very poor woman, but is one of those who in their +bearing and manner, you, Charlotte, would call noble. She wanted me +to leave at once, but this, Charlotte, I could not do. I am staying +here, and will give her what little help lies in my power. You know +there is no fear for me, for I had the complaint long ago. But, +dearest, there is just one thing that is hard. Until this little +child is better, I must not see you. You have not had this fever, +Charlotte, and for you, for my own sake, and your father's sake, I +must run no risk. I will write to you every day, or as much oftener +as you wish, for I can disinfect my paper; but I will not go to +Prince's Gate at present."</p></div> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">"Ever, my own true love,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">"Yours most faithfully,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">"John Hinton."</span><br /> +</p> + +<p>This letter was posted that very night, but Hinton did not put his new +address on it; he meant Charlotte now for prudential reasons to write to +his chambers. He returned to his lodgings, and for many weary and +anxious nights to come shared their watch with Mr. and Mrs. Home. So +quietly, so absolutely had this young man stepped into his office, that +the father and mother did not think of refusing his services. He was a +good nurse, as truly tender-hearted and brave men almost always are. The +sick child liked his touch. The knowledge of his presence was pleasant. +When nothing else soothed him, he would lie quiet if Hinton held his +little hot hand in his.</p> + +<p>One evening, opening his bright feverish eyes, he fixed them full on +Hinton's face and said slowly and earnestly,—</p> + +<p>"I did kiss that pretty lady."</p> + +<p>"He means a lady whom he met in the Park; a Miss Harman, who came here +and brought him toys," explained Mrs. Home.</p> + +<p>"Yes, isn't she a pretty lady?" repeated little Harold.</p> + +<p>"Very pretty," answered Hinton, bending low over him.</p> + +<p>The child smiled. It was a link between them. He again stole his hand +into that of the young man. But as days wore on and the fever did not +abate, the little life in that small frame began to grow feeble. From +being an impossibility, it grew to be probable, then almost certain, +that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[Pg 96]</a></span> the little lad must die. Neither father nor mother seemed alive to +the coming danger; but Hinton, loving less than they did, was not +blinded. He had seen scarlet fever before, he knew something of its +treatment; he doubted the proper course having ever been pursued here. +One evening he followed the doctor from the sick-room.</p> + +<p>"The child is very ill," he said.</p> + +<p>"The child is so ill," answered the medical man, "that humanly speaking +there is very little hope of his life."</p> + +<p>"Good sir!" exclaimed Hinton, shocked at his fears being put into such +plain language. "Don't you see that those parents' lives are bound up in +the child's, and they know nothing? Why have you told them nothing? Only +to-night his mother thought him better."</p> + +<p>"The fever is nearly over, and in consequence the real danger beginning; +but I dare not tell the mother, she would break down. The father is of +different stuff, he would bear it. But there is time enough for the +mother to know when all is over."</p> + +<p>"I call that cruel. Why don't you get in other advice?"</p> + +<p>"My dear sir, they are very poor people. Think of the expense, and it +would be of no use, no use whatever."</p> + +<p>"Leave the expense to me, and also the chance of its doing any good. I +should never have an easy moment if I let that little lad die without +having done all in my power. Two heads are better than one. Do you +object to consulting with Dr. H——?"</p> + +<p>"By no means, Mr. Hinton. He is a noted authority on such cases."</p> + +<p>"Then be here in an hour from now, doctor, and you shall meet him."</p> + +<p>Away flew Hinton, and within the specified time the great authority on +such cases was standing by little Harold's bedside.</p> + +<p>"The fever is over, but the child is sinking from exhaustion. Give him a +glass of champagne instantly," were the first directions given by the +great man.</p> + +<p>Hinton returned with a bottle of the best his money could purchase in +ten minutes.</p> + +<p>A tablespoonful was given to the child. He opened his eyes and seemed +revived.</p> + +<p>"Ah! that is good. I will stay with the little fellow to-night," said +Dr. H——. "You, madam," he added, looking<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[Pg 97]</a></span> at Mrs. Home, "are to go to +bed. On no other condition do I stay."</p> + +<p>Hinton and Dr. H—— shared that night's watch between them, and in the +morning the little life was pronounced safe.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXII" id="CHAPTER_XXII"></a>CHAPTER XXII.</h2> + +<h3>EMPTY PURSES.</h3> + + +<p>It was not until Harold's life was really safe that his mother realized +how very nearly he had been taken from her. But for Hinton's timely +interposition, and the arrival of Doctor H—— at the critical moment, +the face she so loved might have been cold and still now, and the spirit +have returned to God who gave it.</p> + +<p>Looking at the little sleeper breathing in renewed health and life with +each gentle inspiration, such a rush of gratitude and over-powering +emotion came over Mrs. Home that she was obliged to follow Hinton into +his sitting-room. There she suddenly went down on her knees.</p> + +<p>"God bless you," she said. "God most abundantly bless you for what you +have done for me and mine. You are, except my husband, the most truly +Christian man I ever met."</p> + +<p>"Don't," said Hinton, moved and even shocked at her position. "I +loved—I love the little lad. It is nothing, what we do for those we +love."</p> + +<p>"No; it is, as you express it, nothing to save a mother's heart from +worse than breaking," answered Charlotte Home. "If ever you marry and +have a son of your own, you will begin to understand what you have done +for me. You will be thankful then to think of this day."</p> + +<p>Then with a smile which an angel might have given him, the mother went +away, and Hinton sat down to write to Charlotte. But he was much moved +and excited by those earnest words of love and approval. He felt as +though a laurel wreath had been placed on his head, and he wondered +would his first brief, his first sense of legal triumph, be sweeter to +him than the look in that mother's face this morning.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[Pg 98]</a></span></p> + +<p>"And it was so easily won," he said to himself. "For who but a brute +under the circumstances could have acted otherwise?"</p> + +<p>In writing to Charlotte he told her all. It was a relief to pour out his +heart to her, though of course he carefully kept back names.</p> + +<p>By return of post he received her answer.</p> + +<p>"I must do something for that mother. You will not let me come to her. +But if I cannot and must not come, I can at least help with money. How +much money shall I send you?"</p> + +<p>To this Hinton answered,—</p> + +<p>"None. She is a proud woman. She would not accept it."</p> + +<p>As he put this second letter in the post, he felt that any money gift +between these two Charlottes would be impossible. During little Harold's +illness he had put away all thoughts of the possibility of Mrs. Home +being entitled to any of his Charlotte's wealth. The near and likely +approach of death had put far from his mind all ideas of money. But now, +with the return of the usual routine of life in this small and humble +house, came back to Hinton's mind the thoughts which had so sorely +troubled him on the night on which Charlotte had told him Mrs. Home's +story. For his own personal convenience and benefit he had put away +these thoughts. He had decided that he could not move hand or foot in +the matter. But in the very house with this woman, though he might so +resolve not to act, he could not put the sense of the injustice done to +her away from his heart. He pondered on it and grew uneasy as to the +righteousness of his own conduct. As this uneasiness gathered strength, +he even avoided Mrs. Home's presence. For the first time, too, in his +life Hinton was beginning to realize what a very ugly thing +poverty—particularly the poverty of the upper classes—really is. To +make things easier for this family in their time of illness, he had +insisted on having what meals he took in the house, in the room with Mr. +and Mrs. Home. He would not, now that Harold was better, change this +custom. But though he liked it, it brought him into direct contact with +the small shifts necessary to make so slender a purse as their's cover +their necessary expenses. Mr. Home noticed nothing; but Mrs. Home's thin +face grew more and more worn, and Hinton's heart ached as he watched it. +He felt more and more compunctions as to his own conduct.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[Pg 99]</a></span> These +feelings were to be quickened into activity by a very natural +consequence which occurred just then.</p> + +<p>Little Harold's life was spared, and neither Daisy nor the baby had +taken the fever. So far all was well. Doctor H——, too, had ceased his +visits, and the little invalid was left to the care of the first doctor +who had been called in. Yes, up to a certain point Harold's progress +towards recovery was all that could be satisfactory. But beyond that +point he did not go. For a fortnight after the fever left him his +progress towards recovery was rapid. Then came the sudden standstill. +His appetite failed him, a cough came on, and a hectic flush in the pale +little face. The child was pining for a change of air, and the father's +and mother's purse had been already drained almost to emptiness by the +expenses of the first illness. One day when Doctor Watson came and felt +the feeble, too rapid pulse he looked grave. Mrs. Home followed him from +the room.</p> + +<p>"What ails my boy, doctor? He is making no progress, none whatever."</p> + +<p>"Does he sleep enough?" asked Doctor Watson suddenly.</p> + +<p>"Not well; he coughs and is restless."</p> + +<p>"Ah! I am sorry he has got that cough. How is his appetite?"</p> + +<p>"He does not fancy much food. He has quite turned against his beef-tea."</p> + +<p>Doctor Watson was silent.</p> + +<p>"What is wrong?" asked Mrs. Home, coming nearer and looking up into his +face.</p> + +<p>"Madam, there is nothing to alarm yourself with. Your boy has gone +through a most severe illness; the natural consequences must follow. He +wants change. He will be fit to travel by easy stages in a week at +latest. I should recommend Torquay. It is mild and shielded from the +spring east winds. Take him to Torquay as soon as possible. Keep him +there for a month, and he will return quite well."</p> + +<p>"Suppose I cannot?"</p> + +<p>"Ah! then——" with an expressive shrug of the shoulders and raising of +the brows, "my advice is to take him if possible. I don't like that +cough."</p> + +<p>Doctor Watson turned away. He felt sorry enough, but he had more acute +cases than little Harold Home's to trouble him, and he wisely resolved +that to think about what could not be remedied, would but injure his own +powers of working.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[Pg 100]</a></span> Being a really kind-hearted man he said to himself, +"I will make their bill as light as I can when I send it in." And then +he forgot the poor curate's family until the time came round for his +next visit. Meanwhile Mrs. Home stood still for a moment where he had +left her, then went slowly to her own room.</p> + +<p>"Mother, mother, I want you," called the weak, querulous voice of the +sick child.</p> + +<p>"Coming in a moment, darling," she said. But for that one moment, she +felt she must be alone.</p> + +<p>Locking her door she went down on her knees. Not a tear came to her +eyes, not a word to her lips. There was an inward groan, expressing +itself in some voiceless manner after this fashion,—</p> + +<p>"My God, my God, must I go through the fiery furnace?" Then smoothing +her hair, and forcing a smile back to her lips, she went back to her +little son.</p> + +<p>All that afternoon she sat with him, singing to him, telling him +stories, playing with him. In the evening, however, she sought an +opportunity to speak to her husband alone.</p> + +<p>"Angus, you know how nearly we lost our boy a week ago?"</p> + +<p>The curate paused, and looked at her earnestly, surprised at her look +and manner.</p> + +<p>"Yes, my dearest," he said. "But God was merciful."</p> + +<p>"Oh! Angus," she said; and now relief came to her, for as she spoke she +began to weep. "You are good, you are brave, you could have let him go. +But for me—for me—it would have killed me. I should have died or gone +mad!"</p> + +<p>"Lottie dear—my darling, you are over-strung. The trial, the fiery +trial, was not sent. Why dwell on what our loving Father has averted?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Angus! but has He—has He," then choking with pent-up emotion, she +told what the doctor had said to-day, how necessary the expensive change +was for the little life. "And we have no money," she said in conclusion, +"our purse is very nearly empty."</p> + +<p>"Very nearly empty indeed," answered Angus Home.</p> + +<p>He was absolutely silent after this news, no longer attempting to +comfort his wife.</p> + +<p>"Angus, God is cruel if for the sake of wanting a little money our boy +must die."</p> + +<p>"Don't," said the curate—God was so precious to him<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[Pg 101]</a></span> that these words +smote on him even now with a sense of agony—"don't," he repeated, and +he raised his hand as though to motion away an evil spirit.</p> + +<p>"He is cruel if He lets our boy die for want of money to save him," +repeated the mother in her desperation.</p> + +<p>"He won't do that, Lottie—He will never do that, there is not the least +fear."</p> + +<p>"Then how are we to get the money?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know, I cannot think to-night. I will go up to Harold now."</p> + +<p>He turned and left the room with slow steps. As he mounted the stairs +his back was so bent, his face so gray and careworn, that though +scarcely forty he looked like an old man.</p> + +<p>This was Harold's one precious hour with his father, and the little +fellow was sitting up in bed and expecting him.</p> + +<p>"Father," he said, noticing the anxious look on his face, which was +generally as serene and peaceful as the summer sea, "what is the matter? +You are ill; are you going to have the scarlet fever too?"</p> + +<p>"No, my dear, dear boy. I am quite well, quite well at least in body. I +have a care on my mind that makes me look a little sad, but don't notice +it, Harold, it will pass."</p> + +<p>"<i>You</i> have a care on your mind!" said Harold in a tone of surprise. "I +know mother often, often has, but I did not think you had cares, +father."</p> + +<p>"How can I help it, boy, sometimes?"</p> + +<p>"I thought you gave your cares to God. I don't understand a bit how you +manage it, but I remember quite well your telling mother that you gave +your cares away to God."</p> + +<p>The father turning round suddenly, stooped down and kissed the boy.</p> + +<p>"Thank you, my son, for reminding me. Yes, I will give this care too to +God, it shall not trouble me."</p> + +<p>Then the two began to talk, and the son's little wasted hand was held in +the father's. The father's face had recovered its serenity, and the +little son, though he coughed continually, looked happy.</p> + +<p>"Father," he said suddenly, "there's just one thing I'm sorry for."</p> + +<p>"What's that, my boy?"</p> + +<p>"There were a whole lot of other things, father; about my never having +gone to live in the country, and those gypsy teas that mother told me +of. You light a fire outside, you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[Pg 102]</a></span> know, father, and boil the kettle on +it, and have your tea in the woods and the fields. It must be just +delicious. I was sorry about that, for I've never been to one, never +<i>even</i> to one all my life long; and then there's the pretty lady—I do +want to see my pretty lady once again. I was sorry about those things +all day, but not now. 'Tisn't any of those things makes me so sorry +now."</p> + +<p>"What makes you sorry, Harold?"</p> + +<p>"Father, I'm just a little bit jealous about Jesus. You see there's +always such a lot of us little children dying and going to heaven, and +He can't come for us all, so He has to send angels. Now I don't want an +angel, I want Him to come for me Himself."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps He will, Harold," said his father, "perhaps Jesus will be so +very loving to His little lamb that He will find time to come for him +Himself."</p> + +<p>"Oh, father! when you are giving Him your new care to-night, will you +just ask Him not to be so dreadfully busy, but to try and come Himself?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, Harold," said the father.</p> + +<p>After this promise little Harold went to sleep very happily.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIII" id="CHAPTER_XXIII"></a>CHAPTER XXIII.</h2> + +<h3>"THY WILL BE DONE."</h3> + + +<p>"You always give your cares to God," little Harold had said to his +father.</p> + +<p>That father, on his knees with his head bowed between his hands, and a +tempest of agony, of entreaty in his heart, found suddenly that he could +not give this care away to God. For a moment, when the boy had spoken, +he had believed that this was possible, but when little Harold had +himself spoken so quietly of dying and going to Jesus, the father's +heart rose suddenly in the fiercest rebellion. No; if it meant the +slaying of his first-born he could not so quietly lay it in the hands of +God and say, "Thy will be done." This unearthly man, who had always +lived with a kind of heaven-sent radiance round his path, found himself +suddenly human<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[Pg 103]</a></span> after all. His earthly arms clung tightly round the +earthly form of his pretty little lad and would not unclasp themselves. +It was to this man who had so serenely and for many years walked in the +sunshine of God's presence, with nothing to hide his glory from his +eyes, as though he had come up to a high, a blank, an utterly +impenetrable wall, which shut away all the divine radiance. He could +neither climb this wall, nor could he see one glimpse of God at the dark +side where he found himself. In an agony this brave heart tried to pray, +but his voice would not rise above his chamber, would not indeed even +ascend to his lips. He found himself suddenly voiceless and dumb, dead +despair stealing over him. He did not, however, rise from his knees, and +in this position his wife found him when, late that night, she came up +to bed. She had been crying so hard and so long that by very force of +those tears her heart was lighter, and her husband, when he raised his +eyes, hollow from the terrible struggle within, to her face, looked now +the most miserable of the two. The mute appeal in his eyes smote on the +wife's loving heart, instantly she came over and knelt by his side.</p> + +<p>"You must come to bed, Angus dear. I have arranged with Mr. Hinton, and +he will sit up with our little lad for the next few hours."</p> + +<p>"I could not sleep, Lottie," answered the husband. "God is coming to +take away our child and I can't say, 'Thy will be done.'"</p> + +<p>"You can't!" repeated the wife, and now her lips fell apart and she +gazed at her husband.</p> + +<p>"No Lottie; you called God cruel downstairs, and now He looks cruel to +me. I can't give Him my first-born. I can't say 'Thy will be done;' but +oh!" continued the wretched man, "this is horrible, this is blasphemous. +Oh! has God indeed forsaken me?"</p> + +<p>"No, no, no!" suddenly almost shrieked the wife; "no, no!" she repeated; +and now she had flung her arms round her husband and was straining him +to her heart. "Oh, my darling! my beloved! you were never, never, never, +so near to me, so dear to me, as now. God does not want you to say that, +Angus. Angus, it is <i>not</i> God's will that our child should die, it is +Satan's will, not God's. God is love, and it can't be love to torture +us, and tear our darling away from us like that. The will of God is +righteousness, and love, and happiness; not darkness, and death, and +misery. Oh, Angus! let us both<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[Pg 104]</a></span> kneel here and say, 'Thy will be done,' +for I believe the will of God will be to save the child."</p> + +<p>A great faith had suddenly come to this woman. She lifted her voice, and +a torrent of eloquent words, of passionate utterances, rent the air and +went up to God from that little room, and the husband stole his hand +into the wife's as she prayed. After this they both slept, and Lottie's +heart was lighter than it had ever been in all her life before.</p> + +<p>The next morning this lightness, almost gayety of heart, was still +there. For the time she had really changed places with her husband; for, +believing that the end would be good, she felt strong to endure.</p> + +<p>Mr. and Mrs. Home went downstairs to find Hinton regarding them +anxiously. He had not spent a long night with the sick child without +gathering very clearly how imminent was the peril still hanging over the +family. Harold's night had been a wretched one, and he was weaker this +morning. Hinton felt that a great deal more must be done to restore +Harold to health; but he had not heard what Dr. Watson had said, and was +therefore as yet in the dark and much puzzled how best to act. Seeing +the mother's face serene, almost calm, as she poured out the tea, and +the father's clouded over, he judged both wrongly.</p> + +<p>"She is deceived," he said of the one. "He knows," he said of the other. +Had he, however, reversed the positions it would have been nearer the +truth.</p> + +<p>He went away with a thousand schemes in his head. He would visit the +doctor. He would—could he—might he, risk a visit to Charlotte? He was +resolved that in some way he must save the boy; but it was not reserved +for his hand to do the good deed on this occasion. After breakfast he +went out, and Mr. Home, feeling almost like a dead man, hurried off to +the daily service.</p> + +<p>For a brief moment Charlotte was alone. The instant she found herself +so, she went straight down on her knees, and with eyes and heart raised +to heaven, said, aloud and fervently,—</p> + +<p>"Thy holy, loving, righteous Will be done."</p> + +<p>Then she got up and went to her little son. In the course of the morning +the boy said to his mother,—</p> + +<p>"How much I should like to see that pretty lady."</p> + +<p>"It would not be safe for her to come to you, my darling," said Mrs. +Home. "You are not yet quite free from infection,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[Pg 105]</a></span> and if you saw her +now she might get ill. You would not harm your pretty lady, Harold?"</p> + +<p>"No, indeed, mother, not for worlds. But if I can't see her," he added, +"may I have her toys to play with?"</p> + +<p>The mother fetched them and laid them on the bed.</p> + +<p>"And now give me what was in the brown paper parcels, mother. The dear, +dear, dainty clothes! Oh! didn't our baby look just lovely in his velvet +frock? Please, mother, <i>may</i> I see those pretty things once again?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Home could not refuse. The baby's pelisse, Daisy's frock, and +Harold's own hat were placed by his side. He took up the hat with a +great sigh of admiration. It was of dark purple plush, with a plume of +ostrich feathers.</p> + +<p>"May I put it on, mother?" asked the little lad.</p> + +<p>He did so, then asked for a glass to look at himself.</p> + +<p>"Ah?" he said, half crying, half frightened at his wasted pale little +face under this load of finery, "I don't like it now. My pretty, pretty +lady's hat is much too big for me now. I can't wear it. Oh! mother, +wouldn't she be disappointed?"</p> + +<p>"She shan't be," said the mother, "for I will draw in the lining, and +then it will fit you as well as possible."</p> + +<p>"But oh! mother, do be careful. I saw her put in a nice little bit of +soft paper; I saw her put it under the lining my own self. You will +crush that bit of paper if you aren't careful, mother."</p> + +<p>The mother did not much heed the little eager voice, she drew in a cord +which ran round the lining, then again placed the hat on Harold's head.</p> + +<p>"Now it fits, darling," she said.</p> + +<p>"But I think the bit of paper is injured," persisted the boy. "How funny +I should never have thought of it until now. I'll take it out, mother, +and you can put it by with the other things."</p> + +<p>The little fingers poked under the lining and drew out something thin +and neatly folded.</p> + +<p>"Look, look, mother!" he said excitedly; "there's writing. Read it, +mother; read what she said."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Home read,—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"For Harold, with his lady's love."</p></div> + +<p>She turned the paper. There, staring her in the face, lay a fresh, crisp +Bank of England note for fifty pounds.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[Pg 106]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIV" id="CHAPTER_XXIV"></a>CHAPTER XXIV.</h2> + +<h3>"YOU KEPT A SECRET FROM ME."</h3> + + +<p>Hinton, when he went away that morning, was, as I have said, very +undecided how best to act. He saw very clearly the fresh danger arising +to Harold. Was he but rescued from the dangerous fever to fall a prey to +lingering, or, perhaps, rapid consumption? Even his unprofessional eye +saw the danger the boy was in; and the boy himself, lying awake during +most of the weary hours of the night, had confided to his friend some +thoughts which it seemed to Hinton could only come to such a child as +the precursor of death. He now loved the boy for his own sake, and he +was determined, even more determined than during the height of the +fever, to do something to again save his life.</p> + +<p>After a brief pause for rapid thought, he determined to visit Dr. +Watson. That busy man was at home and saw Hinton at once.</p> + +<p>"Little Home is no better," said Hinton, going straight, as his wont +was, to the very heart of his subject.</p> + +<p>"He will never be any better unless he has change," replied the doctor. +"Neither I nor any other man can now do more for him. He requires, nay, +he is dying for want of nature's remedies, complete change, fresh, mild +sea-air. I told his mother so most plainly yesterday. I recommended +Torquay within a week from now, if she wishes to save his life."</p> + +<p>"Torquay is an expensive place, and a very long way from London," +replied Hinton. "It seems almost cruel to tell Mrs. Home to do that for +her child which must be utterly impossible."</p> + +<p>"There is no other chance for his life," replied the doctor. "I should +be doing less than my duty, did I for a moment conceal that fact."</p> + +<p>Hinton paused for a moment to think, then he abruptly changed the +subject.</p> + +<p>"I want to visit a friend this morning—a friend who has never had +scarlet fever. It is rather important that we should meet; but I must +not risk danger. You know I have been a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[Pg 107]</a></span> good deal with the little boy. +Is there a risk to my friend in our meeting now?"</p> + +<p>"Change all your clothes," replied the doctor; "wear nothing you have in +the Homes' house. Perhaps it would also be a wise precaution to take a +Turkish bath. If you do all this you may meet your friend without the +slightest risk of evil consequences."</p> + +<p>Hinton thanked the doctor, and as the result of this conversation +entered the dining-room in Prince's Gate just as Charlotte was sitting +down to her solitary luncheon.</p> + +<p>It was over three weeks since these two had met, and the long three +weeks had seemed like for ever to the loving heart of the woman, who was +so soon now to be Hinton's wife. She expressed her joy at this +unexpected meeting, not so much by words, but so effectually with eyes +and manner, that Hinton, as he folded his arms round her, could not help +a great throb of thankfulness rising up from his heart.</p> + +<p>They sat down to lunch, and then afterwards Hinton told her the story of +little Harold Home. In telling this tale, however, he omitted again both +name and address. He had not meant when beginning his tale to keep these +things any longer a mystery from her, but as the words dropped from him, +and Charlotte's eyes were fixed on his face, and Charlotte's lips +trembled with emotion, some undefined sensation prompted him to keep +back these particulars.</p> + +<p>Hinton, in coming to Charlotte, relied on her help, but he meant her +just now to bestow it as on a stranger. As he had expected, his tale +aroused her warmest enthusiasm and interest.</p> + +<p>"John," she said, "something must be done. The boy must not die!"</p> + +<p>"He must go to Torquay," replied Hinton. "That is most manifest. But the +difficulty will be how. They are very proud people. The difficulty will +be how to induce them to accept aid from outsiders."</p> + +<p>"Do you think they will be proud, John, when their child's life depends +on their accepting some aid from others? I don't think they will allow +so false an emotion to sacrifice his little precious life. It seems to +me, that were I in that mother's place, I would lick the dust off the +most menial feet that ever walked, to save my child."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you are right," said Hinton: "there is no doubt that one woman +can best read the heart of another. What I propose is, that I take the +little boy down to Torquay for a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[Pg 108]</a></span> few weeks; I can make an excuse to the +mother on my own score, and it will not seem so hard for her to send her +boy. And the little lad loves me, I believe."</p> + +<p>"Would it not be best for the mother to take her child herself?"</p> + +<p>"It undoubtedly would. But it would be placing her under deeper +obligation. I want to make it as light as possible to her."</p> + +<p>"Then, John, you will give me one happiness? I will provide the money +for this expedition."</p> + +<p>"You shall, my dearest," answered Hinton, stooping down and kissing her.</p> + +<p>He meant her to help Charlotte Home in this way, and he did not notice +the slight sigh scarcely allowed to escape her lips. The fact was, +Charlotte Harman had grown very hungry, almost starved, for her lover +during his three weeks' absence, and now the thought that he was going +still farther away from her, and their wedding-day drawing so quickly +on, could not but excite a pang; the selfish part of her rose in revolt, +and struggled to rebel, but with a firm hand she kept it well under, and +Hinton never noticed her strangled little sigh. They talked for a long +time of their plans, and Charlotte mentioned what money she had of her +very own, and which could be immediately at Hinton's disposal. In the +midst of this conversation, the postman's knock was heard, and a moment +later a servant brought Charlotte a letter. She did not recognize the +handwriting, and laid it for a moment unopened by her side. Then some +confused remembrance of having seen it before, caused her to tear open +the envelope. This was what her eyes rested on.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>Charlotte—my sister and friend—I have found the little piece of +paper you put into my Harold's hat. I never knew it was there until +to-day. Thank God I did not know, for had I seen it after your +visit, I should certainly, in my mad, ungracious, evil pride, have +returned it to you.</p> + +<p>Dear Charlotte—God nearly broke my heart since I saw you. He +nearly took my boy away. In that process my pride has gone, though +my love and tenderness and gratitude to you remain, for with this +fifty pounds you are saving my child's little life. Thank you for +it. God will bless you for it. You will never—never regret this +deed. It will come back to you, the remembrance of it, in the midst +of your own wealth and affluence, or if dark days visit you, you +will let<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[Pg 109]</a></span> your thoughts wander to it as a place of safe anchorage +in the storm. It will, all your life long, be a source to you of +rejoicing that you saved a father's and mother's hearts from +breaking, and kept a precious little life in this world.</p> + +<p>I can add no more now, my dear. For this money must be spent, and +at once. Oh! precious, valuable gold, which is to keep Harold with +me! I will write to you when we come back from Torquay; do not come +to see me before, it would not be safe for you.</p> + +<p>Ever, my dear friend, because of you, the happiest and most +grateful mother on God's earth,</p></div> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">Charlotte Home.</span></span><br /> +</p> + +<p>Charlotte Harman's face was very white when, after reading this letter, +she raised her eyes to Hinton's. What had been written with all joy and +thankfulness was received with pain. Why had Hinton kept this thing from +her? Why had he not told her where he had been staying?</p> + +<p>"You kept a secret from me," she said, and her eyes filled with heavy +tears.</p> + +<p>Then as he tried to comfort her, being very compunctious himself at +having failed utterly to trust one so brave and noble, she suddenly drew +herself from his embrace.</p> + +<p>"John," she said, with some pride in her voice, "did you in any degree +keep this thing from me because you believed Mrs. Home's story about my +grandfather's will?"</p> + +<p>"I had a thousand nameless reasons for not telling you, Charlotte. My +principal one after the child got ill was my fear that you would come to +the house, and so run the risk of infection."</p> + +<p>"Then you do not at all believe Mrs. Home's story?"</p> + +<p>"I have not investigated it, my darling. I have done nothing but simply +listen to what you yourself told me. <i>You</i> do not believe it?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly not! How could I? It implicates my father."</p> + +<p>"We will not think of it, Charlotte."</p> + +<p>"We must think of it, for justice must be done to this woman and to her +children; and besides, I wish to clear it up, for I will not have my +father blamed."</p> + +<p>Hinton was silent. Charlotte gazed at him eagerly, his silence +dissatisfied her. His whole manner carried the conviction that his faith +in her father was by no means equal to hers.</p> + +<p>"Is it possible to see wills?" she asked suddenly.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[Pg 110]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Certainly, dear; anybody can see any will by paying a shilling, at +Somerset House."</p> + +<p>"Would my grandfather's will be kept at Somerset House?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. All wills are kept there."</p> + +<p>"Then," said Charlotte, rising as she spoke, "before our wedding-day I +will go to Somerset House and read my grandfather's will."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXV" id="CHAPTER_XXV"></a>CHAPTER XXV.</h2> + +<h3>THEY RECALL TOO MUCH.</h3> + + +<p>Mr. Harman had a hard task before him. He was keeping two things at bay, +two great and terrible things, Death and Thought. They were pursuing +him, they were racing madly after him, and sometimes the second of these +his enemies so far took possession of him as to grasp him by the +heartstrings. But though he knew well that in the end both one and the +other would conquer and lay him low, yet still he was in a measure +victor. That strong nourishment, those potent medicines were keeping the +life in him; while his still eager absorption in business prevented that +time for reflection which was worse than death. His medical man, knowing +nothing of his inner history, had begged of him to rest, to give up +business, assuring him that by so doing he would prolong his short span +of life. But Harman had answered, and truly, "If I give up business I +shall be in my grave in a fortnight;" and there was such solemn +conviction in his voice and manner, that the physician was fain to bow +to the dictum of his patient. Except once to his brother Jasper, and +once to Hinton, Mr. Harman had mentioned to no one how near he believed +his end to be. The secret was not alluded to, the master of the house +keeping up bravely, bearing his pains in silence and alone, and that +subtle element of rejoicing began to pervade this quiet, luxurious home +which precedes a wedding. Only one in the dwelling ever thought of +funeral gloom.</p> + +<p>Little Harold Home had gone to Torquay with his mother. Hinton was once +more free to go in and out of the house in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[Pg 111]</a></span> Prince's Gate, and he and +Charlotte were necessarily much occupied with each other. There seemed +to these two so much to be done, and the time seemed so short until the +twentieth of April, that had the very sun stood still for them, they +would have felt no undue sensation of surprise.</p> + +<p>When people are about to step into the Garden of Eden even nature must +sympathize, and marriage seemed that to Charlotte and Hinton. After +their wedding tour it was arranged that they were to come to the house +in Prince's Gate. For some time Mr. Harman had begged them to make it +their home; but though Hinton could not oppose, he had a hope of some +day settling down in a smaller house. He liked the power which wealth +could give, but he was so unused to luxuries, that they were in +themselves almost repellent to him. Charlotte, on the contrary, was +perfectly happy to live in the old place. Home to this womanly heart was +wherever her loved ones were; and she also acceded joyfully to another +question which otherwise might have appeared a little either strange or +selfish. Her father begged of her not to extend her wedding tour beyond +a week. "Come back to me," said the old man, "at the end of a week; let +me feel that comfort when you say good-by on your wedding-day."</p> + +<p>Charlotte had promised, with her arms round his neck and her bright hair +touching his silver locks. And now April had set in, and the days flew +fast. All was bustle and confusion, and milliners and dressmakers worked +as though there had never been a bride before, and Charlotte, too, +believed there had never been so happy, so fortunate, so altogether +blessed a woman as herself.</p> + +<p>One of those spring days, for the weather was particularly lovely, Mr. +Harman came home earlier than usual and went to his study. For no +special reason he had found it impossible to settle to any active work +that morning. He had hastened home, and now taking his accustomed +medicine, lay back in his armchair to rest. The medicine he had taken +was partly of a sedative character, but to-day it failed in all soothing +effects. That bloodhound Thought was near, and with a bound it sprang +forward and settled its fangs into his heartstrings.</p> + +<p>Mr. Harman could not sit still, he rose and began to pace his room. +Stay—how could he quiet this monster of remorse and reflection? Would +death do it by and by? He shook his head as this idea came to him. Were +death but an annihilation<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[Pg 112]</a></span> he could, would, how gladly, welcome it, but +all his firmest convictions pointed to a God and a future. A future to +him meant retribution. He found it absolutely impossible to comfort his +heart with so false a doctrine as that of annihilation. In the midst of +his meditations his brother Jasper entered.</p> + +<p>"Good Heavens! John, you do look bad!" he exclaimed almost +involuntarily, noticing the anguish on the fine old face.</p> + +<p>"I'm a very miserable man," answered John Harman, and he sank down into +a chair as he spoke.</p> + +<p>"I would not think so much about my health," said Jasper; "doctors are +the most mistaken fools under the sun. I knew a man out in Australia, +and the first medical man in Sydney told him he had not a week to live. +He came home and made his will and bid all his relations good-by. Well, +what were the consequences? The week came to an end, but not the man; my +dear John, that man is alive now, and what is more, he is in the +enjoyment of perfect health. The doctor was all wrong; they are mortal +like ourselves, man, and by no means infallible. I would not take my +death for granted, if I were you; I would determine to take out a fresh +lease of life when Charlotte is married. Determination does wonders in +such cases."</p> + +<p>"I am not thinking of my death," answered Mr. Harman; "were death but +all, I could almost welcome it. No, it is not death, it is memory. +Jasper," he added, turning fiercely on his brother, "you were as the +very devil to me once, why do you come to preach such sorry comfort +now?"</p> + +<p>Jasper Harman had an impenetrable face, but at these words it turned a +shade pale. He went to the fire and stirred it, he put on more coal, he +even arranged in a rather noisy way one or two of the chimney ornaments.</p> + +<p>"If only that trustee had not died just then—and if only—only you had +not tempted me," continued the elder man.</p> + +<p>"You forget, John," suddenly said Jasper, "what the alternative would +have been just then, absolute ruin, ruin coupled with disgrace!"</p> + +<p>"I do not believe in the disgrace, and as to the ruin, we could have +started afresh. Oh! to start even now with but sixpence in my pocket, +and with clean hands! What would have been the old disgrace compared to +the present misery?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[Pg 113]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Take comfort, John, no one knows of it; and if we are but careful no +one need ever know. Don't excite yourself, be but careful, and no one +need ever know."</p> + +<p>"God knows," answered the white-headed elder brother. And at these words +Jasper again turned his face away. After a time, in which he thought +briefly and rapidly, he turned, and sitting down by John, began to +speak.</p> + +<p>"Something has come to my knowledge which may be a comfort to you. I did +not mention it earlier, because in your present state of health I know +you ought not to worry yourself. But as it seems you are so +over-sensitive, I may as well mention that it will be possible for you +to make reparation without exposing yourself."</p> + +<p>"How?" asked Mr. Harman.</p> + +<p>"I know where Daisy Harman's daughter lives—you know we completely lost +sight of her. I believe she is poor; she is married to a curate, all +curates are poor; they have three children. Suppose, suppose you +settled, say, well, half the money her mother had for her lifetime, on +this young woman. That would be seventy-five pounds a year; a great +difference seventy-five pounds would make in a poor home."</p> + +<p>"A little of the robbery paid back," said Mr. Harman with a dreary +smile. "Jasper, you are a worse rogue than I am, and I believe you study +the Bible less. God knows I don't care to confront myself with its +morality, but I have a memory that it recommends, nay, commands, in the +case of restoring again, or of paying back stolen goods, that not half +should be given, but the whole, multiplied fourfold!"</p> + +<p>"Such a deed, as Quixotic as unnecessary, could not be done, it would +arouse suspicion," said Jasper decidedly.</p> + +<p>After this the two brothers talked together for some time. Jasper quiet +and calm, John disturbed and perplexed, too perplexed to notice that the +younger and harder man was keeping back part of the truth. But +conversation agitated John Harman, agitated him so much that that +evening some of the veil was torn from his daughter's eyes, for during +dinner he fainted away. Then there was commotion and dismay, and the +instant sending for doctors, and John Hinton and Jasper Harman both felt +almost needless alarm.</p> + +<p>When the old man came to himself he found his head resting on his +daughter's shoulder. During all the time he was unconscious she had eyes +and ears for no one else.</p> + +<p>"Leave me alone with the child," he said feebly to all the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[Pg 114]</a></span> others. When +they were gone, he looked at her anxious young face. "There is no cause, +my darling, no cause whatever; what does one faint signify? Put your +arms round me, Charlotte, and I shall feel quite well."</p> + +<p>She did so, laying her soft cheek against his.</p> + +<p>"Now you shall see no one but me to-night," she said, "and I shall sit +with you the whole evening, and you must lie still and not talk. You are +ill, father, and you have tried to keep it from me."</p> + +<p>"A little weak and unfit for much now, I confess," he said in a tone of +relief. He saw she was not seriously alarmed, and it was a comfort to +confide so far in her.</p> + +<p>"You are weak and tired, and need rest," she said: "you shall see no one +to-night but me, and I will stay with you the whole evening!"</p> + +<p>"What!" said her father, "you will give up Hinton for me, Lottie!"</p> + +<p>"Even that I will do for you," she said, and she stooped and kissed his +gray head.</p> + +<p>"I believe you love me, Lottie. I shall think of that all the week you +are away. You are sure you will only remain away one week?"</p> + +<p>"Father, you and I have never been parted before in all my life; I +promise faithfully to come back in a week," she answered.</p> + +<p>He smiled at this, and allowing her still to retain his hand in hers, +sank into a quiet sleep. While he slept Charlotte sat quietly at his +feet. She felt perplexed and irresolute. Her father's fainting fit had +alarmed her, and now, looking into his face, even to her inexperience, +the ravages which disease, both mental and physical, had brought there +could not but be apparent to her. She had to acknowledge to herself that +her father, only one year her Uncle Jasper's senior, looked a very old, +nay, she could not shut her eyes to the fact, a very unhappy man. What +brought that look on his face? A look which she acknowledged to herself +she had seen there all her life, but which seemed to be growing in +intensity with his added years. She closed her own eyes with a pang as a +swift thought of great anguish came over her. This thought passed as +quickly as it came; in her remorse at having entertained it she stooped +down and kissed the withered old hand which still lay in hers.</p> + +<p>It was impossible for Charlotte really to doubt her father; but occupied +as she was with her wedding preparations,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[Pg 115]</a></span> and full of brightness as her +sky undoubtedly looked to her just now, she had not forgotten Hinton's +manner when she had asked him what faith he put in Mrs. Home's story. +Hinton had evaded her inquiry. This evasion was as much as owning that +he shared Mrs. Home's suspicions. Charlotte must clear up her beloved +father in the eyes of that other beloved one. If on all hands she was +warned not to agitate him, there was another way in which she could do +it: she could read her grandfather's will. But though she had made up +her mind to do this, she had an unaccountable repugnance to the task. +For the first time in all her open, above-board life she would be doing +something which she must conceal from her father. Even John Hinton +should not accompany her to Somerset House. She must find the will and +master its contents, and the deed once done, what a relief to her! With +what joy would she with her own lips chase away the cloud which she felt +sure rested over her beloved father in her lover's heart!</p> + +<p>"It is possible that, dearly as we love each other, such a little doubt +might divide us by and by," she said to herself. "Yes, yes, it is right +that I should dissipate it, absolutely right, when I feel so very, very +sure."</p> + +<p>At this moment her father stirred in his sleep, and she distinctly heard +the words drop from his lips——</p> + +<p>"I would make reparation."</p> + +<p>Before she had even time to take these words in, he had opened his eyes +and was gazing at her.</p> + +<p>"You are better now," she said, stooping down and kissing him.</p> + +<p>"Yes, my darling; much, much better." He sat up as he spoke, and made an +effort to put on at least a show of life and vigor. "A man of my age +fainting, Charlotte, is nothing," he said; "really nothing whatever. You +must not dwell on it again."</p> + +<p>"I will not," she said.</p> + +<p>Her answer comforted him and he became really brighter and better.</p> + +<p>"It is nice to have you all to myself, my little girl; it is very nice. +Not that I grudge you to Hinton; I have a great regard for Hinton; but, +my darling, you and I have been so much to each other. We have never in +all our lives had one quarrel."</p> + +<p>"Quarrel, father! of course not. How can those who love as we do +quarrel?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[Pg 116]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Sometimes they do, Lottie. Thank God, such an experience cannot visit +you; but it comes to some and darkens everything. I have known it."</p> + +<p>"You have, father?" In spite of herself, Charlotte felt her voice +trembling.</p> + +<p>"I had a great and terrible quarrel with my father, Charlotte; my father +who seemed once as close to me as your father is to you. He married +again, and the marriage displeased me, and such bitter words passed +between us, that for years that old man and I did not speak. For years, +the last years of his life, we were absolutely divided. We made it up in +the end; we were one again when he died; but what happened then has +embittered my whole life—my whole life."</p> + +<p>Charlotte was silent, though the color was coming into her cheeks and +her heart began to beat.</p> + +<p>"And to-day, Lottie," continued Mr. Harman, "to-day your uncle Jasper +told me about my father's little daughter. You have never heard of her; +she was a baby-child when I saw her last. There were many complications +after my father's death; complications which you must take on trust, for +I cannot explain them to you. They led to my never seeing that child +again. Lottie, though she was my little half-sister, she was quite +young, not older than you, and to-day Jasper told me about her. He knows +where she lives; she is married and has children, and is poor. I could +never, never bring myself to look on her face; but some day, not when I +am alive, but some day you may know her; I should like you to know her +some day, and to be kind to her. She has been hardly treated, into that +too I cannot go; but I must set it right. I mean to give her money; you +will not be quite so rich; you won't mind that?"</p> + +<p>"Mind it! mind it! Oh, father!" And Charlotte suddenly began to weep; +she could not help that sudden, swift shower, though she struggled hard +to repress it, seeing how her father trembled, and how each moment he +looked more agitated.</p> + +<p>"Do you know," she said, checking her sobs as soon as she possibly +could, "that Uncle Jasper, too, has told me that story; he asked me not +to speak of it to you, for you would only be upset. He said how much you +took to heart, even still, that time when your father was angry with +you."</p> + +<p>"And I angry with him, Lottie; and I with him. Don't forget that."</p> + +<p>"Yes, dear father, he told me the tale. I longed to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[Pg 117]</a></span> come to you with +it, for it puzzled me, but he would not let me. Father, I, too, have +seen that little sister; she is not little now, she is tall and +noble-looking. She is a sweet and brave woman, and she has three of the +most lovely children I ever saw; her children are like angels. Ah! I +shall be glad to help that woman and those children. I cannot thank you +enough for doing this."</p> + +<p>"Don't thank me, child; in God's name don't thank me."</p> + +<p>"If you could but see those children."</p> + +<p>"I would not see them; I would not; I could not. Charlotte, you don't +know what bygone memories are to an old man like me. I could never see +either the mother or the children. Lottie, tell me nothing more about +them; if you love me never mention their names to me. They recall too +much, and I am weak and old. I will help them; yes, before God I promise +to help them; but I can never either see or speak of them, they recall +too much."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVI" id="CHAPTER_XXVI"></a>CHAPTER XXVI.</h2> + +<h3>HAD HE SEEN A GHOST?</h3> + + +<p>At this time Jasper Harman was a very perplexed man. Unlike his brother +John, he was untroubled by remorse. Though so outwardly good-tempered +and good-natured, his old heart was very hard; and though the arrows of +past sins and past injustices might fly around him, they could not visit +the inner shrine of that adamantine thing which he carried about instead +of a heart of flesh within him.</p> + +<p>What the painful process must be which would restore to Jasper Harman +the warm living heart of a little child, one must shudder even to +contemplate. At present that process had not begun. But though he felt +no remorse whatever, and stigmatized his brother as an old fool, he had +considerable anxiety.</p> + +<p>There was an ugly secret in the back parts of these two brothers' lives; +a secret which had seemed all these years safe and buried in the grave, +but over which now little lights were beginning to pour. How could +Jasper plaster up the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[Pg 118]</a></span> crevices and restore the thing to its silent +grave? Upon this problem he pondered from morning to night.</p> + +<p>He did not like that growing anxiety of his brother's; he could not tell +to what mad act it would lead him; he did not like a new look of fear +which, since her father's fainting fit, he had seen on Charlotte's +smooth brow; he did not like Mrs. Home coming and boldly declaring that +an injustice had been done; he felt that between them these foolish and +miserable people would pull a disgraceful old secret out of its grave, +unless he, Jasper Harman, could outwit them. What a blessing that that +other trustee was dead and buried, and that he, Jasper Harman, had +really stood over his grave. Yes, the secret which he and his brother +had guarded so faithfully for over twenty years might remain for ever +undiscovered if only common sense, the tiniest bit of common sense, was +exercised. Jasper paced his room as he thought of this. Yes, there could +be no fear, unless—here he stood still, and a cold dew of sudden terror +stole over him—suppose that young woman, that wronged young woman, +Charlotte Home, should take it into her head to go and read her father's +will. The will could not be put away. For the small sum of one shilling +she might go and master the contents, and then the whole fraud would be +laid bare. Was it likely that Mrs. Home would do this? Jasper had only +seen her for a moment, but during that brief glance he read +determination and fixity of purpose in her eyes and mouth. He must trust +that this thought would not occur to her; but what a miserable +uncertainty this was to live in! He did not know that the graver danger +lay still nearer home, and that his own niece Charlotte was already +putting the match to this mine full of gunpowder. No, clever as he +thought himself, he was looking for the danger at the front door, when +it was approaching him by the back.</p> + +<p>After many days of most anxious thought he resolved to go and see the +Homes, for something must be done, and he could feel his way better if +he knew something of his opponents.</p> + +<p>Getting Mr. Home's address in the Post Office Directory, for he would +not betray himself by questioning Charlotte, he started off one evening +to walk to Kentish Town. He arrived in the dusk, and by good fortune or +otherwise, as he liked best to term it, the curate was at home, and so +far disengaged as to be able to give him a little leisure time.</p> + +<p>Jasper sent in his card, and the little maid, Anne, showed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[Pg 119]</a></span> him into the +small parlor. There was a musty, unused smell in the dingy little room, +for Mrs. Home was still at Torquay, and the curate during her absence +mostly occupied his study. The maid, however, turned on the gas, and as +she did so a small girl of four slipped in behind her. She was a very +pretty child, with gray eyes and black eyelashes, and she stared in the +full, frank manner of infancy at old Jasper. She was not a shy child, +and felt so little fear of this good-natured, cherry-cheeked old man, +that when Anne withdrew she still remained in the room.</p> + +<p>Jasper had a surface love for children; he would not take any trouble +about them, but they amused him, and he found pleasure in watching their +unsophisticated ways. His good-natured, smiling face appealed to a +certain part of Daisy Home, not a very high part certainly, but with the +charming frankness of babyhood, the part appealed to gave utterance to +its desire.</p> + +<p>"Have 'ou brought me a present?" she demanded, running up to old Jasper +and laying her hand on his knee.</p> + +<p>"No, my dear," he replied quickly. "I'm so sorry; I forgot it."</p> + +<p>"Did 'ou?" said Daisy, puckering her pretty brows; "Then 'ou're not like +our pretty lady; she did not forget; she brought lots and lots and +lots."</p> + +<p>"I am very sorry," replied Jasper; "I will think of it next time." And +then Mr. Home coming in, the two went into the little study.</p> + +<p>"I am your wife's half-brother," said Jasper, introducing himself +without preface, for he had marked out his line of action before he +came.</p> + +<p>"Indeed!" replied Mr. Home. He was not a man easily surprised, but this +announcement did bring a slight color into his face. "You are Mr. +Harman," he repeated. "I am sorry my wife is away. She is staying at +Torquay with our eldest boy, who has been ill. She has seen your +daughter."</p> + +<p>"Not my daughter, sir, my niece—a fine girl, but Quixotic, a little +fanciful and apt to take up whims, but a fine girl for all that."</p> + +<p>"I, too, have seen Miss Harman," answered Mr. Home. "I met her once in +Regent's Park, and, without knowing anything about us, she was good to +our children. You must pardon me, sir, if in expressing the same opinion +about her we come to it by different roads. It seems to me that the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[Pg 120]</a></span> +fine traits in Miss Harman's character are <i>due</i> to her Quixotic or +unworldly spirit."</p> + +<p>For a moment Jasper Harman felt puzzled, then he chuckled inwardly. "The +man who says that, is unworldly himself, therefore unpractical. So much +the better for my purpose." Aloud he said, "Doubtless you put the case +best, sir; but I will not take up your valuable time discussing my +niece's virtues. I have come to talk to you on a little matter of +business. Your wife has told you her story?"</p> + +<p>"My wife has certainly concealed nothing from me," replied Mr. Home.</p> + +<p>"She has mentioned her father's very curious will?"</p> + +<p>"His very unjust will," corrected Mr. Home.</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir, I agree with you, it was unjust. It is to talk to you about +that will I have come to you to-night."</p> + +<p>"Sit nearer to the fire," replied Mr. Home, poking up the handful in the +grate into as cheerful a blaze as circumstances would permit.</p> + +<p>"It was, as you say, an unjust will," proceeded old Jasper, peering hard +with his short-sighted eyes at the curate, and trying to read some +emotion beneath his very grave exterior. Being unable to fathom the +depths of a character which was absolutely above the love of money, he +felt perplexed, he scarcely liked this great self-possession. Did this +Home know too much? "It was an unjust will," he repeated, "and took my +brother and myself considerably by surprise. Our father seemed fond of +his young wife, and we fully expected that he would leave her and her +child well provided for. However, my dear sir, the facts could not be +disputed. Her name was not mentioned at all. The entire property was +left principally to my elder brother John. He and I were partners in +business. Our father's money was convenient, and enabled us to grow +rich. At the time our father died we were very struggling. Perhaps the +fact that the money was so necessary to us just then made us think less +of the widow than we should otherwise have done. We did not, however, +forget her. We made provision for her during her life. But for us she +must have starved or earned her own living."</p> + +<p>"The allowance you made was not very ample," replied Mr. Home, "and such +as it was it ceased at her death."</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir; and there I own we—my brother and I—were guilty of an act +of injustice. I can only exonerate us on the plea of want of thought. +Our father's widow was a young woman—younger than either of us. The +child was but a baby.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[Pg 121]</a></span> The widow's death seemed a very far off +contingency. We placed the money we had agreed to allow her the interest +on, in the hands of our solicitor. We absolutely forgot the matter. I +went to Australia, my brother grew old at home. When, five or six years +ago, we heard that Mrs. Harman was dead, and that our three thousand +pounds could return to us, we had absolutely forgotten the child. In +this I own we showed sad neglect. Your wife's visit to my niece, through +a mere accident, has recalled her to our memory, and I come here +to-night to say that we are willing, willing and anxious, to repay that +neglect, and to settle on your wife the sum of three thousand pounds; +that sum to be hers unconditionally, to do what she pleases with."</p> + +<p>When Jasper ceased to speak, Mr. Home was quite silent for a moment, +then he said, "My wife is away at present. I would rather not trouble +her with money matters during her short holiday. When she returns I will +tell her what you say and communicate to you the result."</p> + +<p>There was neither exultation nor annoyance in the quiet manner in which +these few words were spoken. Uncle Jasper found it impossible to +understand this man. He spoke as indifferently as if three thousand +pounds were nothing to him and yet, to judge from appearances, his whole +yearly income seemed hardly to represent the interest on so much +capital. Did this quiet manner but hide deep designs? Jasper Harman +fidgeted in his chair as this thought occurred to him.</p> + +<p>"There is just one thing more to add," he said. "I will leave you my +club address. Kindly communicate with me there. I should like, while +carrying out my elder brother's wish, to act entirely on it without +troubling him in any way. He is, I am sorry to say, very ill, so ill +that the least, the very least, agitation is dangerous to him. He feels +with me the unintentional injustice done to your wife, but he cannot +bear the subject alluded to.</p> + +<p>"Would it not rather be an ease to his mind to feel that what he looks +on and perhaps dwells on as a sin has been expiated, as far as his own +earthly act can expiate it?" inquired the clergyman gently.</p> + +<p>"He shall know it, but from my lips. I should like him best to hear it +from me," said Jasper Harman.</p> + +<p>A few moments after, he went away, Mr. Home accompanying him to the hall +door. The strong light of the gas lamp fell on his ruddy face and sandy +hair. He bade his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[Pg 122]</a></span> host good-bye, and hurried down the street, never +observing that a man, much larger and much rougher than himself, was +bearing down upon him. It was raining, and the large man had an umbrella +up. The two came full tilt against each other. Jasper felt his breath +taken away, and could only gasp out a word of remonstrance and apology.</p> + +<p>But the other, in a full, round, cheery voice, replied, "I'm home from +the Colonies, stranger—you need not mention a tiff like that to <i>me</i>. +Bless you! I guess you got the worst of it."</p> + +<p>He passed on with a laugh, never noticing that he had left Jasper +standing in the middle of the road, gasping indeed now, but from a +different cause. He put his hand to his heart. He felt his breath come +too fast for comfort. What had come to him? Had he seen a ghost?</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVII" id="CHAPTER_XXVII"></a>CHAPTER XXVII.</h2> + +<h3>THE CHILDREN'S GREAT-UNCLE.</h3> + + +<p>It was a few days after this that, the morning being very bright and +sunshiny, the little maid, Anne, determined to give Daisy and the baby a +long morning in the park. Mrs. Home was expected back in a few days. +Harold was very much better, and Anne, being a faithful and loving +little soul, was extremely anxious that Daisy and the baby should show +as rosy faces as possible to greet their mother's return. Hinton, who +still occupied the drawing-rooms, was absent as usual for the day. Mr. +Home would not come in until tea time. So Anne, putting some dinner for +the children and herself, in the back of the perambulator, and the house +latch-key in her pocket, started off to have what she called to Daisy, a +"picnic in the park."</p> + +<p>The baby was now nearly ten months old. His beauty had increased with +his growing months, and many people turned to look at the lovely little +fellow as Anne gayly wheeled him along. He had a great deal of hair, +which showed in soft golden rings under his cap, and his eyes, large and +gentle as a gazelle's, looked calmly out of his innocent face. Daisy, +too, was quite pretty enough to come<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[Pg 123]</a></span> in for her share of admiration, +and Anne felt proud of both her little charges.</p> + +<p>Reaching the park, she wheeled the perambulator under the shade of a +great tree, and sitting down herself on a bench, took little Angus in +her arms. Daisy scampered about and inquired when her namesakes, the +starry daisies of the field, would be there for her to gather.</p> + +<p>As the little child played and shouted with delight, and the baby and +small maid looked on, a stout, florid-faced man of foreign appearance, +passing slowly by, was attracted by the picturesque group. Daisy had +flung off her shabby little hat. Her bright hair was in wild confusion. +Her gray eyes looked black beneath their dark lashes. Running full tilt +across the stranger's path, she suddenly stumbled and fell. He stooped +to pick her up. She hardly thanked him, but flew back to Anne. The +foreign-looking man, however, stood still. Daisy's piquant little face +had caused him to start and change color.</p> + +<p>"Good gracious! what a likeness," he exclaimed, and he turned and sat +down on the bench beside Anne and the baby.</p> + +<p>"I hope the little thing didn't get hurt by that fall," he said to the +small maid.</p> + +<p>Anne, who was accustomed to having all admiration bestowed on her baby, +replied briefly that missy was right enough. As she spoke she turned +baby Angus round so that the stranger might see his radiant little face. +The dark eyes, however, of the pretty boy had no attraction for the man. +He still watched Daisy, who had resumed her amusements at a little +distance.</p> + +<p>Anne, who perceived that Daisy had attracted the stranger's admiration, +was determined to stay to watch the play out. She pretended to amuse +little Angus, but her eyes took furtive glances at the foreign-looking +man. Presently Daisy, who was not at all shy, came up.</p> + +<p>"You never thanked me for picking you up from the ground," said the +stranger to the little girl.</p> + +<p>Four year old Daisy turned up her eyes to his face.</p> + +<p>"I wor <i>so</i> busy," she apologized. "T'ank 'ou now."</p> + +<p>The light on her face, her very expression, caused this rough-looking +man's heart to beat strangely. He held out his hand. Daisy put her soft +little palm into his.</p> + +<p>"Come and sit on my knee," he said.</p> + +<p>Daisy accepted the invitation with alacrity. She dearly<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[Pg 124]</a></span> liked +attention, and it was not often, with baby by, that she came in for the +lion's share.</p> + +<p>"What a funny red beard you have!" she said, putting up a small finger +to touch it delicately.</p> + +<p>This action, however, scandalized Anne, who, awaking to a sudden sense +of her responsibilities, rose to depart.</p> + +<p>"Come along, Miss Daisy," she exclaimed; "'tis time we was a-moving +home, and you mustn't trouble the gentleman no further, missy."</p> + +<p>"I s'ant go home, and I will stay," responded Daisy, her face growing +very red as she clung to her new friend. The man put his arm round her +in delight.</p> + +<p>"Sit down, my girl," he said, addressing Anne, "the little miss is not +troubling me. Quite the contrary, she reminds me of a little lassie I +used to know once, and she had the same name too, Daisy. Daisy Wilson +was her name. Now this little kid is so like her that I shouldn't a bit +wonder if she was a relation—perhaps her daughter. Shall I tell you +what your two names are, little one?"</p> + +<p>Daisy nodded her head and looked up expectantly. Anne, hoping no harm +was done, and devoured with curiosity, resumed her seat.</p> + +<p>"Your mamma's name was Daisy Wilson. You are her dear little daughter, +and your name is Daisy Harman. Well, I'm right, ain't I?" The man's face +was now crimson, and he only waited for Daisy's reply to clasp her to +his breast. But Daisy, in high delight at his mistake, clapped her +pretty hands.</p> + +<p>"No, no," she said, "you're quite wrong. Guess again, guess again."</p> + +<p>Instantly his interest and excitement died out. He pushed the child a +trifle away, and said,—</p> + +<p>"I made a mistake. I can't guess."</p> + +<p>"I'm Daisy Home," replied Daisy, "and my mamma was never no Daisy +Wilson. Her name is Sarlotte Home."</p> + +<p>The stranger put Daisy gently from his lap, and the discovery which was +to affect so many people might never have been made but for Anne, who +read the <i>Family Herald</i>, was burning with anxiety and wonder. Many +kinds of visions were flashing before her romantic young eyes. This man +might be very rich—very, very rich. He must have something to say to +them all. She had long ago identified herself with the Home family. This +man was coming to give them gold in abundance. He was not so beautiful +to look<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[Pg 125]</a></span> at, but he might be just as valuable as the pretty lady of +Harold's dreams. That pretty lady had not come back, though Anne had +almost prayed for her return. Yes, she was sure this man was a relation. +It was highly probable. Such things were always happening in the <i>Family +Herald</i>. Raising her shrill, high-pitched voice, she exclaimed,—</p> + +<p>"Miss Daisy, you're too young to know, or may be you furgets. But I +think the gen'leman is near right. Yer mamma's name wos Harman afore she +married yer papa, missy, and I ha' seen fur sure and certain in some old +books at the house the name o' Daisy Wilson writ down as plain as could +be, so maybe that wor yer grandma's name afore she married too."</p> + +<p>At these words the stranger caught Daisy up and kissed her.</p> + +<p>"I thought that little face could only belong to one related to Daisy +Wilson," he said. "Little one, put yer arms round me. I'm your +great-uncle—your great-uncle! I never thought that Daisy Wilson could +have a daughter married, and that that daughter could have little ones +of her own. Well, well, well, how time does fly! I'm your grandmother's +brother—Sandy Wilson, home from Australia, my little pet; and when +shall I see you all? It does my old heart good to see my sister over +again in a little thing like you."</p> + +<p>"My great-uncle?" repeated Daisy. She was an affectionate little thing, +and the man's agitation and delight so far touched her baby heart as to +induce her to give him one very slight, dainty kiss. Then she sidled +down to the ground.</p> + +<p>"Ef you please, sir," said Anne again, who felt absolutely certain that +she had now made the fortune of her family, and who thought that that +fact ought to be recognised—"ef you please, sir, 'tis but right as you +should know as my missis's mother have long bin dead. My missis as is +her living model is away, and won't be back afore Thursday. She's down +by the seaside wid Master Harold wot' ad the scarlet fever, and wor like +to die; and the fam'ly address, please sir, is 10, Tremins Road, Kentish +Town."</p> + +<p>At the news of his sister's death so curtly announced by Anne, the man's +rough, weatherbeaten face grew white. He did not touch Daisy again, or +even look at little Angus; but going up to Anne, he slipped a sovereign +into her hand.</p> + +<p>"Take those children safely home now," he said; "the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[Pg 126]</a></span> day is turning +chilly, and—and—thank you for what you told me of, my good lass. I'll +come and see your missis on Thursday night."</p> + +<p>Then, without another word, he hurried away.</p> + +<p>Quickly this big, rough man, who had nearly knocked down Jasper Harman +the night before, hurried through the park. The exultation had died out +of his face; his heart had ceased to beat wildly. Little Daisy's pretty +figure was still before his eyes; but, weatherbeaten and lifebeaten man +that he was, he found himself looking at it through a mist of tears. +"'Tis a bit of a shock," he said to himself. "I'll take it quietly, of +course. Sandy Wilson learned long ago to take everything quietly; but +it's a rare bit of a shock. I never guessed as my little Daisy would +die. Five and twenty years since we met, and all that time I've never +once clasped the hand of a blood-relation—never had one belonging to +me. I thought I was coming back to Daisy, and Daisy has died. She was +very young to die—quite five years younger than me. A pretty, pretty +lass; the little 'un is her image. How odd I should have knocked up +against Daisy's grandchild, and should find her out by the likeness. +Well, well, I'll call at 10, Tremins Road. I'll call, of course; not +that I care much now, as my little sister Daisy Wilson is dead."</p> + +<p>He pressed his hand before his eyes; they felt weak and dim. The rough +man had got a considerable shock; he did not care to look at London +sights again to-day; he returned to the Commercial Hotel in the Strand, +where for the present he was staying.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVIII" id="CHAPTER_XXVIII"></a>CHAPTER XXVIII.</h2> + +<h3>CUT OFF WITH A SHILLING.</h3> + + +<p>Never was a little maid-of-all-work more excited than Anne on the night +on which her mistress was expected home from Torquay. A secret—quite a +great secret—had been burning a hole in her heart ever since Monday, +and to-night she expected this secret to result in something grand. Anne +felt that the days of poverty for the family were over; the days for +scraping and toiling were at an end. The uncle<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</a></span> from Australia would +give her missis everything that money could buy; he must be a very rich +man indeed, for had he not given her a sovereign? Whoever before had +even dreamed of giving little hard-worked Anne a sovereign? It meant +unheard-of wealth to this childish soul of sixteen; it filled her with +delight, and, carefully put away in a little gingham bag, it lay golden +and warm now against her heart.</p> + +<p>But Anne's honest little heart had another and less selfish cause for +rejoicing. It was she who was bringing this uncle and niece to meet +again; but for her prompt interference Daisy and her great-uncle would +never have discovered their relationship; but for her the uncle, so +blessed with riches, would not have known where to seek for his niece. +In a big place like London was it likely, was it at all likely, that +they would meet? No, no, he would look for his poor dead sister for a +little while, and then go back to Australia, and perhaps give his money +to some one else. Anne felt that the family owed her a great deal; but +she had full confidence in them, and felt sure that in their rise in +life they would not forget her. Missis could keep plenty of servants +now; she would have a cook and a housemaid, and probably some one to +help in the nursery. This was what a family whom Anne thought immensely +wealthy, did in a house just round the corner. In that case she, Anne, +would be promoted to the proud position of head nurse—head nurse with +wages—well, say wages as high as £13 a year. Even to think of being +raised to so dazzling a height made Anne's head a trifle giddy. On the +strength of it, and all the riches in prospect, she became quite +reckless in preparing missis's tea. She put out the best table-linen, +and all the silver the house possessed, and she filled a great dish with +water-cresses, and had hot buttered scones and a seed-cake and +eggs—rather fresh for London—and finally half a pound of sliced ham.</p> + +<p>She was standing contemplating her well-laden board when the cab drove +up, and out stepped her master and mistress and little Harold—Harold +looking white and thin even yet, but still with an altogether improved +expression on his little face. Anne was so excited, knowing all that was +to come, that she caught Harold up in her arms and kissed him, which +proceeding he bore with more patience than appreciation. Then ensued +bustle and confusion and pleasant excitement. Charlotte Home felt so +well and rested from her change, her husband was so delighted to have +her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[Pg 128]</a></span> back, and little Harold was so manifestly better, that Anne flew +about nearly wild with delight. "They'll be a deal, deal 'appier +by-and-by, and 'tis hall 'long of HAnne," she kept whispering to +herself.</p> + +<p>And now, tea being over, and Harold tucked up comfortably once more in +his own little cot in the nursery, the small maid began to be devoured +with impatience for the expected ring. It came at last; Anne with her +own hands unfastened the door, showed the rich uncle into the +dining-room, and danced upstairs to find her mistress. Charlotte Home +was unpacking a trunk in her own room.</p> + +<p>"What do you say, Anne? A gentleman is downstairs, and wants to see me? +But I am so dreadfully busy. What does he want? Do you think he has come +about the drawing-rooms? They will be vacant next week."</p> + +<p>"I don't think 'tis about the drawing-rooms, 'em," answered Anne as +demurely as she could speak. "I 'avent put no card hup yet. Please, 'em, +he looks a most benevolent gen'leman, and he axed fur you, yer hown +self, 'em, most partic'lar bad."</p> + +<p>"I wish he had not come this evening, everything is in such confusion. +Anne, are you sure your master is out?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, 'em, sure and certain; and ef you please, 'em, it wor fur you as +the strange gen'leman axed."</p> + +<p>"Well, I suppose I must go down. He may have heard of the drawing-rooms +through Mr. Hinton, and it would not do to lose a good lodger."</p> + +<p>Charlotte went to the looking-glass to smooth her hair. She felt +travel-stained and dusty; she was only a worn, pale-looking woman at the +best of times. She ran downstairs, and Anne's heart beat as she heard +the dining-room door shut behind her.</p> + +<p>Mr. Wilson—Sandy Wilson as he preferred to be called—had got himself +up with due care for his interview with his niece. He had a perfectly +new and shining broadcloth suit on, a diamond pin was in his necktie, +and a very massive gold chain could be seen dangling from his vest +pocket. His full face, always florid, was now flushed with extra color +from agitation. Yes, Daisy might be dead, but the next best thing was to +see Daisy's child. When the door opened he came forward eagerly, with +outstretched hands. A pale, slight, cold-looking woman had come in. He +drew back in dismay. She showed but too plainly by one swift glance that +she thought him a stranger, and a vulgar one. He<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</a></span> owned to himself that +he looked at her with a kind of shock. This Daisy Wilson's Daughter? +This pale, dark, thin woman the child of that little, bright, +curly-locked, golden-headed sister, whose face was as the sun, whose +gay, rounded figure he had seen flitting before his eyes during all the +weary years of his exile? It could scarcely be possible. Perhaps it was +not possible?</p> + +<p>"I have come to see Mrs. Home," he began.</p> + +<p>"And I am Mrs. Home," answered the distinct, quiet voice.</p> + +<p>No, there was no hope; his Daisy's daughter was not in the least like +her. Well, she was at least her child. He must take what comfort he +could out of the relationship without the likeness.</p> + +<p>"You are Daisy's Wilson's child?" he said, and now again his hands were +outstretched, and the smiles had returned to his face.</p> + +<p>But Mrs. Home, completely in the dark, rather startled than otherwise, +made no gesture of welcome. Her hands were not held out, her lips +remained unsmiling.</p> + +<p>"My mother's name was Wilson," she admitted. "Yes, it was Daisy Wilson. +I did not recognize it at first, as of course she was never called it to +me."</p> + +<p>"Ay, ay, likely enough; but she was never anything else to me, just +always little bright Daisy Wilson. I thought I'd find her before me, +something as she used to be, a bit stoutened, perhaps, but not greatly +altered. I have pictured her for the last six and twenty years just as I +saw her last the bonniest bit of a thing the sun ever shone on."</p> + +<p>"You knew my mother then?" said Charlotte.</p> + +<p>"Knew her, lass, knew her! good heavens, what next? Did Daisy never +speak to you about me? I don't believe it. Before I left it was 'Sandy, +Sandy,' from morning to night. It was not in her to forget. Tell me, +lass, did you never hear of your mother's big brother, Sandy Wilson who +went to Australia?"</p> + +<p>Charlotte's eyes began to dilate.</p> + +<p>"My mother often spoke of this brother," she said slowly. "My mother +would have liked to have met you, had you known him. She never fretted +for any one so much, except when my father died. My mother's brother is +dead for many, many years. They are together now."</p> + +<p>"In spirit, lass, in spirit, I doubt not, but not otherwise. Why, is it +possible you don't know me? Aren't you prepared?<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</a></span> Did not your little +lass tell you? I am your mother's brother, I am alive, as you see; I am +Sandy Wilson."</p> + +<p>"You!" Charlotte looked at him half incredulous, half pained; but then a +sudden joy came over her, she forgot the vulgarity in the love for her +dead mother which still shone out of those honest blue eyes. She glanced +up again; those eyes were her mother's eyes; instantly they acted as +open sesame to her heart. She held out her own hands now and her eyes +filled with tears. "Forgive me, Uncle Sandy; if you are indeed he. I did +not know you, I could not know you; I have believed you dead for many, +many years. But you have a look of my mother. She would welcome you +to-night, so I must in her name."</p> + +<p>"Will you kiss me in her name, my lassie? Ah! that's good; 'tis long +since I kissed one of my own. Yes, I've come back. I never did die, you +see, though I knew that the report had reached England. I let it be, I +did not trouble to contradict it."</p> + +<p>"But it was wrong of you, Uncle Sandy. You said you loved my mother, and +that report of your death gave her terrible pain."</p> + +<p>"I am sorry for it, lass; I never guessed about the pain, though I might +have thought of it, sweet soul; but I knew she was married to a very +rich man. I was poor, so poor as to know what hunger meant, I thought +she could do without me. I went up into the bush and stayed there until +I had made my fortune. After a time I got accustomed to knowing that +every one in England would think me dead. I used to laugh in my sleeve +at the surprise I meant to give Daisy when I walked in rich some day. +Well, well, what an old fool I made of myself! I never once thought of +<i>her</i> dying. She is dead, and I am left; there's no one to welcome me +back, after all."</p> + +<p>"She has been dead for over six years now; but come to the fire, uncle. +I welcome you in my mother's name, and my children will love you. Now +you must sit there and I will ring for Anne to bring in some tea."</p> + +<p>After this the uncle and niece talked together for some time. Anne +brought in the tea, and looked at them with eyes rendered round and +large from excitement. They both nodded to her, for both felt pleased. +Uncle Sandy had discovered that his niece had a voice like her mother, +if not<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</a></span> a face. It was delicious to him to sit so close to his own flesh +and blood, and Charlotte, who had heard of Uncle Sandy during all her +early days, who had seen her mother's eyes filling with tears when she +mentioned him, felt now that for her mother's sake she could not make +enough of this newly recovered relation. His rough, honest, kindly +nature was finding its way too, very straight, to her heart. There was +nothing innately common or vulgar about Uncle Sandy. Charlotte was a +keen observer of character, and she detected the ring of the true metal +within.</p> + +<p>"To think I should have mistaken my uncle for some one going to see +after the drawing-rooms!" she said after a pause.</p> + +<p>"Ay, lass, you looked fairly dazed when I came up with my hand stretched +out, hoping for a kiss," he said; "but no wonder: I never reckoned that +that little maid-servant of yours would have told you nothing—nothing +whatever. But what is that about drawing-rooms? You don't mean to tell +me that you, Daisy Wilson's child, let lodgings?"</p> + +<p>The color flew into Charlotte's pale, proud face.</p> + +<p>"We do not need all the room in this house, so I generally have some one +in the drawing-room," she answered—"the drawing-room and the bedroom +beyond."</p> + +<p>"Are your rooms free now, Charlotte?"</p> + +<p>"No; but in a week they will be."</p> + +<p>"Suppose you let the old uncle have them? I will pay any rent you like +to ask. The fact is, I have lost my whole heart to that little Daisy of +yours. I want to be near the child. I won't spoil her more than I can +help."</p> + +<p>"Then I <i>was</i> called down to my drawing-room lodger," answered Charlotte +with a faint sweet smile.</p> + +<p>"Yes, and I don't expect he will want to leave in a hurry. The fact is I +have been so utterly friendless and homeless for such a number of years, +that it is <i>nearly</i> as good as finding Daisy to be with her child. But, +my dear lass, you will forgive a frank old man asking you a frank +question. It's all moonshine about the house being too big for you. +These houses are not so very monstrous, to judge by the looks of them. +You have three children, so you tell me; if you let two rooms you must +be a bit crippled, put as good a face on it as you will."</p> + +<p>"We also want the money. The want of the help this brings in, in the +matter of rent, is our true reason for letting," replied Charlotte. "You +see, Uncle Sandy, my husband is<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[Pg 132]</a></span> a clergyman—a clergyman and curate. +Such men are never over-burdened with money."</p> + +<p>Sandy Wilson had small, penetrating, but very bright blue eyes; they +were fixed now earnestly on his niece. He took a glance round the little +parlor where they sat. He was an old Australian, accustomed to bush +life, but even he noticed how threadbare was the carpet, how poor and +meagre the window curtains. Charlotte herself, too, how thin and worn +she was! Could those pale and hollow cheeks mean insufficient food?</p> + +<p>"How old are you, niece Charlotte?" he suddenly demanded.</p> + +<p>"I was twenty-five my last birthday."</p> + +<p>"Forgive me, my lass, you look very old for that; I should have taken +you for thirty. The fact is you are poor, nothing ages like poverty. And +the greater fact remains that it was full time for old Uncle Sandy to +come home and prove himself of some use in the world."</p> + +<p>"We are poor," answered Charlotte; "we certainly are very poor. But +poverty is not the greatest of troubles."</p> + +<p>"No, but it puzzles me why you should be poor. When I left my little +sister, she had been married about three months to that rich old Mr. +Harman. He seemed devoted to her. He had surrounded her with wealth; and +he assured me when I came to bid her good-bye, and she put her dear arms +round my neck, that my little darling should never want for anything. He +was a good old man, ages too old of course for my bright little Daisy. +But it seemed better than leaving her as a governess. It was my one +comfort when parting with Daisy, to feel that she could never want for +anything that money could get her."</p> + +<p>"My mother has told me that during my father's life she lived as a rich +woman," answered Charlotte.</p> + +<p>"That means she did not afterwards. Did the old gentleman die bankrupt? +I don't see how he could, for he had retired from business."</p> + +<p>"No, my father died a very wealthy man."</p> + +<p>"Then he did not leave her well off! You don't surely mean to tell me, +Charlotte Home, that that old man dared to do anything but leave a large +sum of money to your pretty young mother and to you? Why, be told me +with his own lips that he would make most ample provision for her."</p> + +<p>At these words Charlotte's white face grew yet whiter,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</a></span> and a piteous +look of terror came into her eyes, but all she said was,—</p> + +<p>"Nevertheless, after my father's death we were poor."</p> + +<p>"Oh! the scoundrel! 'Tis well he's out of Sandy Wilson's power. To think +of my Daisy not profiting by his wealth at least. How much did he leave +to your mother, Charlotte?</p> + +<p>"Nothing."</p> + +<p>"Nothing!" Here Uncle Sandy sprang to his feet. "Mr. Harman left my +Daisy nothing—nothing whatever! Then he did die bankrupt?"</p> + +<p>"No, Uncle Sandy, he died rich."</p> + +<p>"And her name was not mentioned in the will?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Ah! there was a will. Have you seen it?"</p> + +<p>"No; why should I? It all happened long, long ago."</p> + +<p>"And your mother never saw the will?"</p> + +<p>"I don't think she did."</p> + +<p>"Then to whom, may I ask, did he leave all his wealth?"</p> + +<p>"You forget, Uncle Sandy, that my father was married before. He had two +sons by his first marriage. These sons came in for his fortune. They +were—they said they were, sorry for my mother, and they settled on her +one hundred and fifty pounds a year for her life."</p> + +<p>"Ay, I suppose you have got that pittance now?"</p> + +<p>"No, it was only for my mother. When she died six years ago it ceased."</p> + +<p>Sandy Wilson began to pace up and down the little parlor.</p> + +<p>"Nothing left to Daisy. Daisy's name not mentioned in the will. Brothers +sorry—pretend to be. Give my Daisy a pittance for her life—nothing to +the child. Charlotte," he suddenly stopped in front of his niece, "don't +you think you are a good bit of a fool?"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps I am, Uncle Sandy. But I never recognized the fact before."</p> + +<p>"You believe that story about the will?"</p> + +<p>"I tell you the tale as my own mother told it to me."</p> + +<p>"Ay, Daisy was always too credulous, a foolish little thing, if you +like. But you—you are of different metal. You believe that story?"</p> + +<p>"I—I—Don't ask me, Uncle Sandy."</p> + +<p>"You do not believe it?"</p> + +<p>"If you will have it so, I do not believe it."</p> + +<p>"Ay, my lass, shake hands on that. You are not a fool<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[Pg 134]</a></span>. Oh! it was full +time Sandy Wilson came home. Sandy can see to your rights, late as it is +in the day."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Home was silent. The old Australian was stamping his feet on the +hearthrug. His face was now crimson from excitement and anger.</p> + +<p>"Charlotte," he repeated, "why don't you speak to me? I have come back +to see to your rights. Do you hear me, niece?"</p> + +<p>Charlotte put her hand into his.</p> + +<p>"Thank you, Uncle Sandy." Then she added, "You can do nothing. I mean +you can take no legal steps without my knowledge and sanction."</p> + +<p>"Well, it is not likely you will withhold your sanction from getting +back what is your own. Charlotte, where are these half-brothers of +yours? Why, they were a good bit older than Daisy. They must be old men +now. Where are they, Charlotte? Are they alive?"</p> + +<p>"They are alive. I will tell you about them to-morrow. I want to think +to-night."</p> + +<p>"And so do I want to think. I will run away now, my dear niece. I am +staggered by this tale, perfectly staggered. I will look in to-morrow +evening, and you shall tell me more. Ay, I guess they never reckoned +that Sandy Wilson would turn up. They thought with the rest of you that +old Sandy—sharp old Sandy was safe in his grave, and they said to +themselves that dead men tell no tales. If I remember aright, your +father told me I should be one of the trustees to my sister. He <i>did</i> +mention it; though, just like me, I never thought of it until this +minute. Is it likely that he would speak of trustees if he meant to cut +off that poor darling with a shilling? Oh! it's preposterous, +preposterous. But I'll sleep over it. We'll think how best to expose the +villains!"</p> + +<p>"Uncle Sandy, you will promise me one thing: you will do nothing until +you see me again?"</p> + +<p>"Well, child, I can scarcely do much. I don't want to be long away from +you, niece Charlotte. I'll look in to-morrow, about six o'clock. See +that little Daisy is up, and introduce me to your husband. Oh! it was +plain to be seen that Sandy Wilson was wanting in this country. Bless my +old heart, what a Providence is over everything! Oh, the scoundrels! But +Sandy will expose them. My Daisy cut off with a shilling!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIX" id="CHAPTER_XXIX"></a>CHAPTER XXIX.</h2> + +<h3>"SOMETHING BETTER FOR THE CHILDREN THAN MONEY."</h3> + +<p>After her newly found uncle had left her, Charlotte Home sat on by the +fire; her face was very pale; she looked a quite broken-down and +troubled woman. Little Anne, almost on tiptoe, crept into the room. She +was all quivering with excitement. She expected her mistress to turn to +her—almost to fling her arms around her neck—to thank her with the +warmest expressions for what she had done.</p> + +<p>"Anne," rehearsed the little maid, imagining Charlotte's words, "you +have saved us all; you are our lifelong benefactor. Henceforth partake +of our wealth. Be not only our servant, but our friend."</p> + +<p>This was how matters would have been managed in the <i>Family Herald</i>. +Anne raised expectant eyes to her mistress's face, but one glance at it +scattered her golden visions. She softly lifted up the tea-tray and +withdrew. Her faith and hope had gone down to zero. She was a very +dispirited little girl as she returned to her kitchen. That uncle from +Australia was not a rich uncle. Missis would never look so miserable if +he was rich. As a poor relation he was no use whatever; and Anne had +done nothing for the family she loved. Oh, how <i>very</i> disappointing life +was after all!</p> + +<p>Meanwhile what now troubled Charlotte Home had very little to do with +Uncle Sandy's possible gold. She was solving another problem, and the +task was a difficult one.</p> + +<p>For the past month Charlotte had been making up her mind to a certain +line of action. Before she left Torquay her resolution was formed. She +had been over four weeks there, and during those four weeks she and her +boy had lived on Charlotte Harman's money. That money had saved the life +of her child. When she first saw it and thanked for it, and each +succeeding day, each succeeding hour, as she saw the color which was +health, and the appetite which was life, returning to her darling, the +conviction was growing upon her, that her hand could never inflict a +blow upon the woman who had done so much for her. Her children wanted<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[Pg 136]</a></span> +money, and her husband wanted money, and she herself too! A little dip +into this world's softnesses, she owned, would be very pleasant; but, +for all that, her hand must be still; her lips could not speak to cause +pain and agony to one who had done so much for her. Miss Harman was +going to be married. Was it possible that on the eve of her marriage +she, Charlotte Home, could deal to her so cruel a blow? No, it was not +possible. For Charlotte's sake, her father and uncle might keep their +ill-gotten wealth. Mrs. Home believed more and more firmly that she and +hers were robbed of their money. But now she could do nothing. She had +been so treated by her enemy's daughter that to appear against that +daughter's father would be impossible. As this conviction came to her, +and she resolved to act upon it, and to let all chance of recovering her +lost wealth go, a wonderful peace and calm stole over her. She almost +used to fancy she heard the voice of God saying to her,—</p> + +<p>"I will provide for your children, I can give them riches. There are +better things to be won for those little ones than what money can give. +There is such a thing as a heavy purse and a poor and empty heart. +Suppose I fill those hearts with goodness, and greatness, and +generosity, and love; is not that a better portion for these creatures +who are to live for all eternity than the gold which lasts only for a +time?"</p> + +<p>Yes, Charlotte felt that it was a better portion. And such peace and +contentment came to this woman during the last week at Torquay that she +thought it the happiest week of her whole life. But now—now she sat by +her own hearth in troubled maze. She had come back to find her resolve +sorely shaken. With no one to help her, she had resolved to let her +chance of riches go. She came back to find an unexpected deliverer come +to her. A strong, brave, practical man had appeared. This man was her +own uncle—her beloved mother's brother. He knew how to act. While she +alone must stumble in the dark, he would know what to do. He would—he +could get her back her own. It seemed hard to reject such help; and yet +her resolve was scarcely shaken, and the temptation, though severe, was +not allowed to prevail. The voice of God was still talking to the woman, +and she was not turning from Him.</p> + +<p>Since the life of her child had been given back to her, a great softness +and sweetness had come to Mrs. Home; she had tasted of a mother's +bitterest cup, but God had not<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[Pg 137]</a></span> asked her to drink it to the dregs. Her +dark eyes, always beautiful, had now grown very lovely, being filled +with a tenderness which not only took in her own child, but, for his +sake, all the other children in the world.</p> + +<p>Yes, Charlotte loved God as she had never loved Him before, and it was +becoming impossible for her to do that which might pain Him. After a +time her husband came in, and the two sat and talked for some time. They +had a great deal to say, and the hours flew on as each poured out a full +heart to the other.</p> + +<p>After a time Charlotte told of her visit from the uncle whom she had +supposed for so many years to be dead. Mr. Home was interested, and +asked many questions. Charlotte repeated, almost word for word, what +Uncle Sandy had said. Her husband regarded her attentively. After a time +he spoke.</p> + +<p>"Lottie, you remember when first you told me that queer story about your +father's will?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," she said.</p> + +<p>"I own I did not believe it; I own I thought very little about it. I ask +your pardon, my dear. I now believe you are right."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Angus!" a great flood of color came up to her face. "Oh! why," she +added in a voice of pain, "why do you say this to me now?"</p> + +<p>"Partly from what your uncle said to-night; partly for another reason. +The fact is, my dear wife, while you were away I had a visit from your +half-brother, Mr. Jasper Harman.".</p> + +<p>"Angus!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, he came here one evening. He told a tale, and he made a +proposition. His tale was a lame one; his proposition scarcely came well +from his lips. He evidently thought of me as of one unworldly and +unpractical. I believe I am unpractical, but he never guessed that in my +capacity as clergyman I have had much to do with sinners. This man has a +conscience by no means void of offence. He is hardened. Charlotte, when +I saw him, I instantly believed your story."</p> + +<p>Mr. Home then told his wife the whole of his interview with Jasper +Harman, and the proposal he had made to settle on Charlotte and on her +children the three thousand pounds which had been her mother's for that +mother's lifetime.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[Pg 138]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I gave him no answer, my Lottie," he said in conclusion. "I told him +you were away—that I would tell you all on your return."</p> + +<p>"Then the decision is to rest with me, Angus?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I think it must."</p> + +<p>"You do not mind whether I decline or accept?"</p> + +<p>"I trust you absolutely. You shall do as you think best."</p> + +<p>After this Mrs. Home was silent for a moment or two; then she got up, +went on her knees by her husband's side, and laying her head against his +breast, said,—</p> + +<p>"We will be poor, my darling—poor and blessed. I will not touch their +gold."</p> + +<p>"My Lottie!" he answered. He did not quite understand her, but his heart +began to beat.</p> + +<p>"I will tell you all in a few words, Angus. I longed for money—be my +reason base or noble, I longed for money. A month ago how sorely we +needed it! God saw our need and sent it to us. He sent it through a +channel and by a means which tried my proud heart. I accepted the +gracious boon, and, when I accepted it, instantly I loved the giver; I +loved—I love Charlotte Harman. She is innocent of all wrong. Angus, I +cannot disturb her peace. My uncle has come home. My uncle, with his +knowledge and his worldly skill, could now win my cause for me, and get +back for me and mine what is ours. I will not let him. These old men may +keep their ill-gotten wealth, for I cannot break the daughter's heart. I +made my resolve at Torquay, Angus; and, though I own I have been tempted +to-night—yes, I believe I have been tempted—still I must let this +money go. I will leave those wicked men to God; but I cannot take their +punishment into my own hands. And, Angus, dearest, neither can I take +that small sum of money; for, though I cannot prosecute, neither can I +accept a bribe. This money comes as a bribe. Is it not so?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, Lottie, I fear it is so."</p> + +<p>"I am right not to take it?"</p> + +<p>"You are absolutely right."</p> + +<p>"Then we will not touch it. I and mine can live without it."</p> + +<p>"You and yours can live well and nobly without it, my most precious +wife."</p> + +<p>"Ah! there is rest and peace in my heart; and the little<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[Pg 139]</a></span> house, though +so poor and shabby, seems very home-like. Angus, I am so tired after all +this! I will go to bed."</p> + +<p>Long after his wife had left him, the husband remained up. He had gone +down on his knees, and he remained there for some hours. He had to thank +God for his Charlotte, but even while he thanked a weight was heavy on +his heart. Sin was very terrible to this man, and he feared that a very +grievous sin had been committed. Long, long, into the night he cried to +God for these sinners.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXX" id="CHAPTER_XXX"></a>CHAPTER XXX.</h2> + +<h3>SHE COULD NOT POSTPONE HER ENGAGEMENT.</h3> + + +<p>Mr. Harman felt himself growing weaker and weaker. The disease which was +to lay him in his grave was making slow, but steady progress. It was +just possible that, had his mind been at rest, the weakness of body, the +pain of body, the slow decay might have been, not removed, but at least +arrested. Had Mr. Harman been a very happy man, he might have lived, +even with so fatal a malady, for many years. He had lived a life of +almost perfect physical health for over sixty years, and during all that +time he had been able to keep mental pains at bay; but in his present +weakness he found this impossible. His whole nervous system became +affected, and it was apparent even to his daughter's eyes, that he was a +very unhappy man. For her sake, however, he still did wonders. He +dragged himself up to breakfast morning after morning, when he would +have given worlds to remain in bed. He still went every day to his +office in the city, though, when there, he sat in his office chair dull +and unmindful of what was going on. Jasper did the work. Jasper was +here, there, and everywhere; but it had come to such a pass with John +Harman, that he now almost disliked gold. Still, for Charlotte's sake, +he went there. Charlotte on the verge of her marriage must suspect +nothing. In the evenings he sat with his daughter, he looked with +apparent interest at the many presents which came pouring in, he made +her show herself to him in each of the new dresses, and he even went +himself with her to choose her wedding<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[Pg 140]</a></span> wreath and veil. But all these +things had become such a weariness to the man that, dearly as he loved +this one precious daughter, he began to look forward with almost a sense +of relief to the one week of her absence. During that week he need +disguise nothing, he need not go to the office, he need not put on this +forced cheerfulness. He might stay in bed all day long if he pleased.</p> + +<p>That week was near now, for it was the twelfth of April. In another +eight days the wedding morning would dawn.</p> + +<p>Charlotte was very busy. What young woman is not busy at such a time? +Friends poured in, presents arrived at all hours. There were dressmakers +and milliners to see and consult, from morning to night. Then Hinton +took up some of his bride-elect's time, and the evening hours were given +to her father. Seeing how much he liked having her all to himself after +dinner each night, Charlotte had begged her lover not to come to see her +at this particular time.</p> + +<p>"You will have me for all the rest of my life, John," she would say, +"and I think it does my father good to be quite alone with me. It +reminds him of old times." Then, when Hinton acceded to her request, she +often added, "My father puzzles me. Is it the parting from me makes him +look so ill and sad? I often fear that there is more the matter with him +than he lets appear. I wish he would consult a good doctor."</p> + +<p>Hinton dared not tell her that he had consulted the very best. He could +only try to turn her attention, and in this he believed that he +succeeded much better than he really did. For when the night came after +those quiet evenings, Charlotte found that she could not sleep. Was it +excitement at her coming happiness, or was it anxiety?</p> + +<p>Anxiety was new to this happy nature—new to this prosperous life. She +shuddered at the grim thing, as it visited her night after night, in the +solitude of her luxurious room. But shut her eyes to it, fight against +it, as she would, it could not be got to depart from her. The fact was, +a dreadful thing had happened to this frank and loving nature, she was +beginning to suspect the father whom she loved. These suspicions had +first come into play on the night when he had fainted in her presence. +Some words he had used that night, some expressions which had fallen +from his lips, had aroused a new and dreadful thought, that thought +would not go to sleep, would not depart. Was it possible that her father +had done something wrong long ago in his life, and that the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[Pg 141]</a></span> remembrance +of that wrong—that sin—was what ailed him now? Was it possible that +her uncle Jasper, who always appeared so frank and open, had deceived +her? Was it possible that Hinton knew that she was deceived? These +thoughts did not trouble her much in the daytime, but at night they rose +to agonies. They kept sleep far away: so much so, that in the morning +she often came downstairs heavy-eyed and weary. She blamed herself, +then, for her mean suspicions; she said to herself, as she gave her +father his morning cup of coffee, that no face could be more incapable +of concealing a wrong than that noble old face opposite to her, and she +tried to atone for her feelings by extra tenderness of voice and manner. +But though this revulsion of feeling came with the morning, the night +brought back the same agony. She now disliked even to think of Mrs. +Home, she never spoke of her to John Hinton. He watched for her to do +so, but the name of this young woman which had so intensely interested +her never passed her lips. When Hinton told her that little Harold was +better, and that on a certain day he and his mother would be in Kentish +Town once more, she colored slightly and changed the subject. Hinton +rather wondered at this. Uncle Jasper also remarked it. It was now a +week to the wedding-day, and Charlotte was nerving herself for an +effort. She had firmly resolved that before she really gave herself to +Hinton, she would read her grandfather's will. She felt that nothing +else would completely set her mind at rest. She dreaded doing this as +much as she longed for it. Each day as it dawned she had put off the +task, but when the day just a week before her wedding came, she felt +that she must overcome what she called a weakness. She would learn the +worst that very day. She had little or no idea how to carry out her +design. She only knew that the will was kept at Somerset House, that if +she went there and allowed herself to go through certain forms she +should see it. She had never seen a will in her life, she scarcely knew +even what it would look like. Nevertheless, she could consult no one. +She must just go to the place and trust to circumstances to do the rest.</p> + +<p>On the thirteenth of April she resolved, as she put on her dress and +hurried down to meet her father at breakfast, that before that night +came she would carry out her design. Her father seemed better that +morning. The day was a specially lovely one, and Charlotte said to +herself that, before that time to-morrow, her heart would be at rest; +she would not<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[Pg 142]</a></span> even allow herself to glance at a darker alternative. +Indeed, happy in having at last firmly made up her mind; she became +suddenly scarcely at all fearful, scarcely anything but completely +hopeful. She resolved that nothing should turn her from her purpose +to-day.</p> + +<p>Her father kissed her, told her he felt certainly better, and went off +to the city.</p> + +<p>Immediately after, her uncle Jasper came in.</p> + +<p>"Lottie, child! I can take you to the private view of Mrs. ——'s +pictures; I have just got an invitation. You know how wild you are to +see them. Be ready at two o'clock. I will call for you then."</p> + +<p>"I am very sorry, but I cannot go with you this afternoon, Uncle +Jasper."</p> + +<p>"Oh! You have made an engagement with Hinton. Can't you put it off? This +is the last day for the pictures. You can go with Hinton to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"It is not an engagement with John, Uncle Jasper. It is something else, +and I cannot put it off."</p> + +<p>All the time a rather loud voice within was saying to her, "Go and see +the pictures. Put off the reading of the will. Be happy for one more +day." But because this voice, which became so loud, frightened her, she +would not yield to it.</p> + +<p>"I am very sorry," she repeated; "I should have liked it greatly. But I +cannot go."</p> + +<p>"Well! it is a pity, and I took some trouble about it. However, it can't +be helped."</p> + +<p>"No, it can't be helped," repeated Charlotte.</p> + +<p>Uncle Jasper went, feeling some annoyance, and also a little curiosity.</p> + +<p>"Strange cattle—women," he said to himself. "I confess I don't +understand 'em. Charlotte, wild to get to that private view two days +ago, now won't go because of a whim. Well! I'm glad I never took a wife. +I rather pity Hinton. I would not be tied even to that fine creature, +Lottie, forever."</p> + +<p>Jasper Harman had scarcely turned the corner of the street, before a cab +drew up at the house, and Hinton came in. Charlotte had not yet left the +breakfast-room.</p> + +<p>"Ah! my dearest, I am afraid you might be out I must hurry away at once; +but I just called to say that I have had a telegram from Webster. You +know how I have longed for you two to meet. Well, he is coming to town +to-day, and I want to bring him here at three o'clock. You will be sure +to be at home."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[Pg 143]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I am afraid I can't, John; I have an engagement."</p> + +<p>"Oh! but you must put it off, you really <i>must</i> see Webster. He is my +greatest friend, and is to be my best man. You really must, Lottie! and +he telegraphs that he is coming up from Oxford on purpose."</p> + +<p>"I am ever so sorry. Could not you telegraph to him to put off his visit +until to-morrow?"</p> + +<p>"No, my dear; he has started before this."</p> + +<p>"I am very sorry; I am unfortunate," repeated Charlotte. A certain +degree of obstinacy, altogether foreign to her nature, had crept into +her voice.</p> + +<p>Hinton looked at her in undisguised astonishment.</p> + +<p>"You don't mean to say that you are not going to see Webster, when he is +coming up to town on purpose?"</p> + +<p>"John, dear, I will see him at five o'clock, I shall be home then. But I +have an engagement at three."</p> + +<p>"I cannot bring Webster here at five, he must be on his way back then. +You must put off your engagement."</p> + +<p>"I really cannot. Uncle Jasper has just been here, and he asked me to go +with him to see the private views at Mrs. ——'s studio. He took some +trouble to get the invitation for us both, but I could not go with him, +nor can I stay in. Mr. Webster must wait to make my acquaintance on our +wedding-day, John."</p> + +<p>"And I am to tell him that?"</p> + +<p>"Say everything as nice and polite as you can. Say that I am most truly +sorry."</p> + +<p>Hinton turned his back on his promised bride; there was a cloud on his +brow, he felt both hurt and angry.</p> + +<p>"Lottie! what is your engagement?" This was said while pretending to +look down the street.</p> + +<p>Charlotte came close and put her hand a little timidly on his shoulder. +"I know you will be vexed," she said "but I cannot tell you."</p> + +<p>Hinton held up his hand to a passing hansom.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I am vexed," he said, "but I cannot wait any longer now. You know +I hate secrets, and I think you might have obliged me, Charlotte."</p> + +<p>"I wish I could," she said, and now her eyes filled with tears.</p> + +<p>Hinton scarcely kissed her before he rushed away, and Charlotte sank +down on the nearest chair. The unaccountable feeling which had prompted +her to refuse both her uncle and her lover, and to fix just that hour of +three o'clock<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[Pg 144]</a></span> to visit Somerset House, was too strange and strong to be +overcome. But the hope which had brightened her breakfast hour had now +all departed. Her heart felt like lead within her breast, she dared not +fully contemplate the realization of her worst fears. But they thronged +like legion round her path.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXI" id="CHAPTER_XXXI"></a>CHAPTER XXXI.</h2> + +<h3>WHERE HAD THE MONEY CARES VANISHED TO?</h3> + + +<p>Hinton felt thoroughly angry; perhaps he had some cause. Webster, his +college chum, his greatest friend, was coming up to town. He had heard +many times and often of Hinton's promised bride, and he was coming to +town, Hinton knew well at some personal inconvenience, to see her, and +she refused to see him.</p> + +<p>Hinton, as well as Uncle Jasper, considered it a whim of Charlotte's. He +was surprised. Nay, he was more than surprised. He was really angry. +Here was the woman, who in a week's time now must stand up before God +and promise solemnly to obey him for all the remainder of her life, +refusing to attend to his most natural desire. She had an engagement, +and she would not tell him what it was; she made a secret of it. Be the +secret little or great, she knew how he disliked all such concealments.</p> + +<p>Was it possible that he was deceived in Charlotte after all? No, no, he +was too really loyal to her, too sincerely attached to her: her +frankness and sweetness were too natural, too complete, for him really +to doubt her; but he owned that he was disappointed—he owned that he +had not the greatness which she under similar circumstances would have +exercised. She was keeping him in the dark—in the dark he could not +trust. He recalled, with feelings of anything but pleasure, her last +secret. She thought little of it. But Hinton knew how differently he had +received it; he did not like to be reminded of it now. During the last +few weeks he had managed almost completely to banish it from his +thoughts; but now it came back to his memory with some force; it +reminded him of Mrs. Home. Was it possible that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[Pg 145]</a></span> he was acting wrongly +in not searching into her rights? Was it possible that things had +already come to such a pass with him, that he would not do the right +because he feared the consequences? Had riches and wealth and worldly +honor already become dearer to his soul than righteousness and judgment +and truth?</p> + +<p>These condemnatory thoughts were very painful to the young man; but they +turned his feelings of indignation from Charlotte to himself.</p> + +<p>It was nearly a month now since he had left Mrs. Home. When he went away +he had provided her with another lodger. He remembered that by this time +she must have come back from Torquay. As this thought came to him he +stopped suddenly and pulled out his watch. Webster would not be at +Paddington before two o'clock. He had nothing very special to do that +morning, he would jump into a hansom and go and see Mrs. Home and +Harold. He put his ideas into execution without an instant's delay, and +arrived at Kentish Town and drew up at the well-known door at quite an +early hour. Daisy and the baby were already out, but Harold, still +something of an invalid, stood by the dining-room window. Harold, a +little weary from his journey, a little spoiled by his happy month at +Torquay was experiencing some of that flatness, which must now and then +visit even a little child when he finds he must descend from a pedestal. +For a very long time he had been first in every one's thoughts. He had +now to retire from the privileges of an invalid to the everyday +position, the everyday life of a healthy child. While at Torquay his +mother had no thought for any one but him; but now, this very morning, +she had clasped the baby in such an ecstasy of love to her heart, that +little spoiled Harold felt quite a pang of jealousy. It was with a shout +therefore of almost ecstasy that he hailed Hinton. He flew to open the +door for him himself, and when he entered the dining-room he instantly +climbed on his knee. Hinton was really fond of the boy, and Harold +reflected with satisfaction that he was altogether his own friend, that +he scarcely knew either Daisy or the baby.</p> + +<p>In a moment entered the happy, smiling mother.</p> + +<p>"Ah! you have come to see your good work completed," she said. "See what +a healthy little boy I have brought back with me."</p> + +<p>"We had just a delicious time," said Harold, "and I'm very strong again +now, ain't I, mother? But it wasn't Mr.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[Pg 146]</a></span> Hinton gave us the money to go +to Torquay, it was my pretty lady."</p> + +<p>"Do you know," said Mrs. Home, "I think you were scarcely, for all your +great, great, and real kindness, scarcely perfect even in that respect. +I never knew until a few days ago, and then it was in a letter from +herself, that you are so soon to marry Charlotte Harman."</p> + +<p>"Yes, we are to be married on the twentieth," answered Hinton, "Has she +written to you? I am glad."</p> + +<p>"I had one letter from her. She wrote to ask about my boy, and to tell +me this of you."</p> + +<p>"She takes a great interest in you," said Hinton.</p> + +<p>"And I in her. I believe I can read character fairly well, and in her I +see——"</p> + +<p>"What?" asked the lover, with a smile.</p> + +<p>"In brow, eyes, and lips I see truth, honor, love, bravery. Mr. Hinton, +you deserve it all, but, nevertheless, you are drawing a great prize in +your wife."</p> + +<p>"I believe I am," answered the young man, deeply moved.</p> + +<p>"When <i>can</i> I see my pretty lady again?" asked Harold, suddenly. "If you +are going to marry her, do you mean to take her quite, quite away? When +may I see her?"</p> + +<p>"Before very long, I hope, my dear boy," answered Hinton.</p> + +<p>"He has talked of her so often," said the mother. "I never saw any one +who in so short a time so completely won the heart of a little child; I +believe the thought of her helped to make him well. Ah! how thankful I +am when I look at him; but Mr. Hinton, there is another thing which +gives me great joy just now."</p> + +<p>"And that?" said Hinton.</p> + +<p>"Last night something very wonderful happened. I was at home not two +hours, when I was surprised by a visit from one whom I had never seen +before and whom I had supposed to be in his grave for over twenty years. +My dear mother had one brother who went to Australia shortly after her +marriage. From Australia the news reached her of his death. He was not +dead; he came back again. I had a visit from that uncle last night."</p> + +<p>"How strange!" said Hinton.</p> + +<p>"Yes; I have not heard his story yet. He met my little Daisy in Regent's +Park, and found out who she was through her likeness to my mother. Is it +not all like a romance?<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[Pg 147]</a></span> I had not an idea who the dear old man was when +he came to visit me last night; but how glad I am now to feel that my +own mother's brother is still alive!"</p> + +<p>Hinton asked a few more questions; then after many promises of effecting +a meeting very soon between Charlotte and little Harold he went away. He +was puzzled by Mrs. Home. The anxious woman he had thought of, whose sad +face often haunted him, was gone, and another peaceful, happy, almost +beautiful in her serenity, had come in her place. Her joy at Harold's +recovery was both natural and right; but where had the money cares +vanished to? Surely Charlotte's fifty pounds could not have done more +than pay the Torquay trip. As to her delight over her Australian uncle's +return, he rather wondered at it, and then forgot it. He little guessed, +as he allowed it to vanish from his mind, how it was yet to influence +the fate of more lives than his.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXII" id="CHAPTER_XXXII"></a>CHAPTER XXXII.</h2> + +<h3>JASPER'S TERROR.</h3> + + +<p>Uncle Jasper, too, left Charlotte on that special morning with some +displeasure, some surprise, and some anxiety. Remorse, as I have said, +did not visit the man. Long ago, a very long time ago now, he and his +brother John had touched an evil thing. For both men the natural +consequences followed; but how differently? John wanted to fling the +base defilement from his soul; Jasper wanted so to bury it there, so +deftly, so cleverly to hide it within his very heart of hearts, that it +should not appear to dishonor him in the eyes of his fellow-men. Of the +final judgment and its disclosure he never thought. It was his inability +to cover up the secret; it was his ever-growing knowledge that the +garment was neither long enough nor broad enough to wrap it round, that +caused his anxiety from day to day. In spite of his cheerful and ruddy +face he was feeling quite worn and old. If this continues, if these +people will insist on pulling the house down over their heads, I shall +fall ill like John, he reflected. He was very angry with these stupid +and silly people, who were bringing such shame and dishonor on<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[Pg 148]</a></span> +themselves. He often found himself wishing that his niece Charlotte had +not been the fine and open character she was. Had Charlotte been +different he might have ventured to confide in her. He felt that with +Charlotte on his side all might yet be well. This, however, was +absolutely impossible. To tell Charlotte would be to tell the world. Bad +as her father was in keeping this ugly secret quiet, Charlotte would be +ten times, twenty times, worse. What an unfortunate thing it was that +Charlotte had put that advertisement in the papers, and that Mrs. Home +had answered it! Mrs. Home of all people! Well, well, it came of that +dreadful meddling of women in literature. <i>He</i>, Jasper, had known no +peace since the day that Charlotte had wished for an amanuensis to help +her with her silly book.</p> + +<p>Jasper on this particular morning, as he hurried off from the Harman +house, felt less and less comfortable. He was sure, by Charlotte's +manner, that her engagement was something very particular. He feared she +was going to meet Mrs. Home. He came, with all his surmises, very far +short of the real truth, but he was in that state of mind when the +guilty fly, with no man pursuing. It had been an awful moment for old +Jasper Harman when, a week ago, he had suddenly knocked up against that +solitary, foreign-looking man. He had heard his voice and seen his face, +and he had felt his own heart standing still. Who <i>was</i> this man? Was he +a ghost? the ghost of the long-dead trustee? Jasper began to hope that +it was but an accidental likeness in voice and manner. For was not this +man, this Alexander Wilson, named in his father's will, dead and buried +for many a day? Had not he, Jasper, not, indeed, seen him die, but had +he not stood on his grave? Had not he travelled up some hundreds of +miles in that wild Australian country for the sole purpose of standing +on that special grave? And had not he read name and age, and date of +death, all fully corroborating the story which had been sent to him? +Yes, Jasper hoped that it was but a very remarkable likeness—a ghost of +the real man. How, indeed, could it be anything but a ghost when he had +stood upon the man's very grave? He hoped this. He had brought himself +almost to believe it; but for all that, fear and uneasiness were +becoming more and more his portion, and he did not like to dwell even in +thought upon that night's adventures. He walked on fast. He disliked +cabs, and never took them. One of his great secrets of health was +exercise, and plenty of it; but he was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[Pg 149]</a></span> rather in a hurry; he had an +appointment in town for a comparatively early hour, and he wanted to +call at his club for letters. He reached his destination, entered the +building, and found a little pile awaiting him. He turned slowly into +the reading-room to read them. One after the other he tore them open. +They were not very interesting, and a rapid glance of his quick, deep +eye was sufficient to enable him to master the contents. In ten minutes +he had but one letter left to read, and that was in a strange +handwriting. "Another begging epistle," he said to himself. He felt +inclined to tear it up without going to the trouble of opening it. He +had very nearly slipped it into his pocket, to take its chance at some +future time, for he remembered that he was already late. Finally he did +neither; he opened the letter and read it where he sat. This was what +his eyes rested on—</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">10, Tremins Road, Kentish Town</span>.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">Sir</span>:—</span><br /> +</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>According to your wish I write to you at your club. My wife +returned from Torquay last night, and I told her of your visit and +your proposal. She desires me to say, and this I do, both from her +and myself, that she will not accept your offer, for reasons which +we neither of us care to explain. We do not wish for the three +thousand pounds you are willing to settle on my wife.</p></div> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">I remain, sir,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Yours faithfully,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">Angus Home</span>.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>To</i> <span class="smcap">Jasper Harman, Esq</span>.</span><br /> +</p> + +<p>This letter fell from the hands of Jasper. His lips came a little apart, +and a new look of terror came into his eyes. So absorbed was he, so +thoroughly frightened by this letter, that he forgot where he was. He +neither saw the looks of surprise, nor heard the words of astonishment +made by those about him. Finally he gathered up envelope and paper and +hurried out. As he walked down the street he looked by no means so young +as he had done when he got up that morning. His hat was put on crooked, +his very gait was uncertain. Jasper had got a shock. Being utterly +unable to read the minds of the people who had written to him, he could +but imagine one meaning to their words. They were not so unworldly as he +had hoped. They saw through his bribe; they would not accept it, +because—because—<i>they knew better</i>. Mrs. Home had read that will. Mrs. +Home<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[Pg 150]</a></span> meant to prosecute. Yes, yes, it was all as plain as that the sun +was shining overhead. Mrs. Home meant to go to law. Exposure, and +disgrace, and punishment were all close at hand. There was no doubt of +it, no doubt whatever now. Those were the reasons which neither Mr. nor +Mrs. Home cared to explain. Turning a corner he came suddenly full tilt +against Hinton. The young man turned and walked down the street with +him.</p> + +<p>"You are on your way to Charlotte?" remarked the old man.</p> + +<p>"No: I have been to her already. She has an engagement this afternoon. +Did she not tell you? She said you wanted her to go somewhere with you, +and this same engagement prevented it. No, I am not going to Prince's +Gate, but I am off to Paddington in about an hour to meet a friend."</p> + +<p>Hinton spoke cheerfully, for his passing annoyance with Charlotte had +absolutely vanished under Mrs. Home's words of loving praise. When Mrs. +Home spoke as she had done of his brave and noble Charlotte the young +man had felt quite ashamed of having doubted her even for a brief +moment.</p> + +<p>Jasper had, however, been told of little Harold's illness, and Hinton, +knowing this, continued,—</p> + +<p>"I have just come from the Homes. You know whom I mean? Their little boy +was the one I helped to nurse through scarlet fever. Mother and boy have +come back from Torquay like different creatures from the pleasant +change. Mrs. Home looked absolutely bright. Charlotte will like to hear +of her; and by the way, a curious thing, a little bit of a romance has +happened to her. An uncle from Australia, whom she had supposed to be +dead and in his grave for over twenty years, walked in alive and hale +last night. She did not know him at first, but he managed to prove his +identity. He——good heavens! Mr. Harman, what is the matter? You are +ill; come in here."</p> + +<p>Hinton led Jasper into a chemist's shop, which they happened to be +passing at the moment, for his ruddy face had suddenly become ghastly +white, and he had to clutch the young man's arm to keep himself from +falling.</p> + +<p>"It is nothing," he explained, when he had been given a restorative. +"Yes, I felt faint. I hope I am not going to be taken bad like my +brother. What do you say? a hansom? Well, yes, perhaps I had better have +one."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[Pg 151]</a></span></p> + +<p>Jasper was bowled rapidly out of sight and Hinton walked on. No dust had +been thrown in his eyes as to the cause of Jasper's agitation. He had +observed the start of almost terror with which he had turned on him when +he had first mentioned the long-lost Australian uncle of Mrs. Home's. He +had often seen how uneasy he was, however cleverly he tried to hide it, +when the Homes were mentioned. What did it all mean? Hinton felt very +uncomfortable. Much as he loved Charlotte, it was not nice to marry into +a family who kept concealed an ugly secret. Hinton was more and more +convinced that there was a secret, and that this uncle who was supposed +to be dead was in some way connected with it. Hinton was too acute, too +clever, to put down Jasper's agitation to any other cause. Instantly he +began to see a reason for Mrs. Home's joy in the recovery of this +long-lost relation. It was a reason unworthy of her, unworthy and +untrue; but nevertheless it took possession of the mind of this young +man. The uncle ceased to be an object of little interest to him. He +walked on, feeling downcast and perplexed. This day week would be his +wedding-day, and Charlotte—Charlotte, beautiful and noble, nothing +should part them. But what was this secret? Could he, dare he, fathom +it? No, because of Charlotte he must not—it would break Charlotte's +heart; because of Charlotte's father he must not, for it would cause his +death; and yet, because of Jasper, he longed to, for he owned to himself +that he disliked Jasper more and more.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXIII" id="CHAPTER_XXXIII"></a>CHAPTER XXXIII.</h2> + +<h3>THE READING OF THE WILL.</h3> + + +<p>Charlotte's depression did not remain with her all through the day. She +was a healthy creature, healthy both in body and mind. It was impossible +for her, with the bright spring sun shining, and with her wedding-day +but one week absent, not to turn again to hope. She saw that she had +vexed Hinton. She still felt that queer and uncomfortable desire to be +at Somerset House, just at the very hour when<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[Pg 152]</a></span> her lover had pleaded for +her society. But she reflected that when she told him the story, when +she proudly cleared her father in his eyes, he would most abundantly +forgive her.</p> + +<p>"He hates secrets," she said to herself; "and it is the last, the very +last, little, tiny secret I shall ever have from my darling."</p> + +<p>By this it will be seen that she had ceased to fear her grandfather's +will. She had ordered the carriage immediately after lunch, and now +asked the coachman to drive to the Strand. As she lay back at her ease +she reflected how soon now her anxiety would be over.</p> + +<p>"Dear father," she whispered to her heart, "how extra loving and tender +I must be to him to-night! I believe him now—fully and absolutely +believe him now. I am only doing this for John's sake."</p> + +<p>When she reached the Strand she desired the coachman to stop. She would +not have him drive to Somerset House. Her secret was a secret, even the +old coachman, who had known her from her birth, must not guess it. She +told him that she had some business to transact, but that he might meet +her at a certain part of the Embankment in an hour.</p> + +<p>The carriage rolled out of sight. Now she was alone. She was not +accustomed to walking the London streets by herself. Certainly she had +never been in the Strand before alone. She had dressed herself with +studied plainness, and now, with her veil drawn tightly over her face, +she hurried on. She had consulted the map, and knew exactly where +Somerset House was. She also had obtained a little, a very little +information as to how she was to act for the pursuit of her purpose, +from a young barrister who had visited at her home with Hinton some few +weeks before. She considered that she had gained her knowledge with +considerable skill; and now, with a beating heart, she proceeded to act +on it. She turned into the great square which Somerset House encloses, +found the particular building where wills are kept, and entered. She was +now in a large room, or entrance-hall. There were many desks about, and +some clerks, who did not seem particularly busy. Charlotte went up to +one of the desks, a clerk lent an attentive ear, she told her errand.</p> + +<p>"Ah! you want to read a will," said the gentleman. "You must first +produce the proper stamp. Yes, yes, you can certainly see any will you +desire. Just go through that door to your right, walk down the passage; +you will see a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[Pg 153]</a></span> door with such a direction written on it; ask for a +search stamp. It will cost you a shilling. Bring it back to me."</p> + +<p>Charlotte did as she was desired. The clerk she had appealed to, +attracted by her appearance and manner, was willing to be both helpful +and polite.</p> + +<p>"Whose will do you want, madam?"</p> + +<p>"I want my grandfather's will. His name was Harman."</p> + +<p>"What year did he die?"</p> + +<p>"Twenty-three years ago."</p> + +<p>"Ah! just so. This is 1880. So he died in the year 1857. Do you see +those catalogues to your left? Go up to those marked 1857. Look under +letter H, until you find Harman. Bring the book open at that name to +me."</p> + +<p>Charlotte was clever at carrying out her instructions. She quickly +returned with the book opened at the desired name. The clerk wrote Mr. +Harman's name and a number of a folio on a small piece of blue paper. +This he gave to Charlotte.</p> + +<p>"Take this piece of paper to room number 31, along the passage," he +said. "You will have the will very soon now."</p> + +<p>She bowed, thanked him, and went away. At room 31 she was desired to +wait in the reading-room. She found it without difficulty. It was a +small room, with a long table in the middle, and benches round it. At +one end sat a clerk at a desk. Charlotte seated herself at the table. +There were other people about, some reading wills, some others waiting +like herself. She happened just then to be the only woman in the room. +She drew up her veil, pressed her hand to her pale face, and waited with +what patience she could. She was too much excited to notice how she was +looked at and her appearance commented upon. Sitting there and waiting +with what courage she could muster, her fear returned. What stealthy +thing was this she was doing in the dark? What march was she stealing on +her father, her beloved and honored father? Suddenly it appeared to her +that she had done wrong. That it would be better, more dignified, more +noble, to ask from his own lips the simple truth, than to learn it by +such underhand means as these. She half rose to go away; but at this +moment a clerk entered, gave a piece of folded paper to the man at the +desk, who read aloud the one word,—</p> + +<p>"Harman."</p> + +<p>Charlotte felt herself turning deadly white as she stood up to receive +it. But when she really held her grandfather's<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[Pg 154]</a></span> will in her hand all +desire not to read it had left her. She opened the folio with her +shaking fingers, and began to read as steadily as she could. Her eyes +had scarcely, however, turned over the page, and most certainly her mind +had failed to grasp the meaning of a single word, before, for some +unaccountable reason, she raised her head. A large man had come in and +had seated himself opposite to her. He was a man on an immense scale, +with a rough, red, kind face, and the longest, most brilliantly colored +beard Charlotte had ever seen. His round, bright blue eyes were fixed +earnestly on the young lady. She returned his glance, in her own +peculiar full and open way, then returned to her interrupted task. Ah! +what a task it was after all. Hard to understand, how difficult to +follow! Charlotte, unused to all law phraseology, failed to grasp the +meaning of what she read. She knit her pretty brows, and went over each +passage many times. She was looking for certain names, and she saw no +mention of them. Her heart began to leap with renewed joy and hope. Ah! +surely, surely her grandfather had been unjust, and her own beloved +father was innocent. Mrs. Home's story was but a myth. She had read for +such a long, long time, and there was no mention of her or of her +mother. Surely if her grandfather meant to leave them money he would +have spoken of it before now. She had just turned another page, and was +reading on with a light heart, when the clerk again entered. Charlotte +raised her head, she could not tell why. The clerk said something to the +clerk at the desk, who, turning to the tall foreign-looking man said,—</p> + +<p>"The will of the name of Harman is being read just now by some one in +the room."</p> + +<p>"I will wait then," answered the man in his deep voice.</p> + +<p>Charlotte felt herself turning first crimson, then pale. She saw that +the man observed her. A sudden sense of fright and of almost terror +oppressed her. Her sweet and gracious calm completely deserted her. Her +fingers trembled so that she could scarcely turn the page. She did not +know what she feared. A nightmare seemed pressing on her. She felt that +she could never grasp the meaning of the will. Her eyes travelled +farther down the page. Suddenly her finger stopped; her brain grew +clear, her heart beat steadily. This was what she read,—</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[Pg 155]</a></span></p><div class="blockquot"><p>"I will and bequeath all the residue of my real and personal +estate and effects to the said John Harman, Jasper Harman, and +Alexander Wilson, in trust to sell and realize the same, and out of +the proceeds thereof to invest such a sum in public stocks or +funds, or other authorized securities, as will produce an annual +income of £1,200 a year, and to hold the investment of the said sum +in trust to pay the income thereof to my dear wife for her life: +and after her decease to hold the said investment in trust for my +daughter Charlotte to her sole and separate use, independently of +any husband with whom she may intermarry."</p></div> + +<p>Charlotte Harman was not the kind of woman who faints. But there is a +heart faintness when the muscles remain unmoved, and the eyes are still +bright. At that moment her youth died absolutely. But though she felt +its death pang, not a movement of her proud face betrayed her. She saw, +without looking at him, that the red-faced man was watching her. She +forced herself to raise her eyes, and saying simply, "This is Mr. +Harman's will," handed it to him across the table. He took it, and began +to devour the contents with quick and practised eyes. What she had taken +so long to discover he took it in at a glance. She heard him utter a a +smothered exclamation of pain and horror. She felt not the least +amazement or curiosity. All emotion seemed dead in her. She drew on her +gloves deliberately, pulled down her veil, and left the room. That dead, +dead youth she was dragging away with her had made her feel so cold and +numb that she never noticed that the red faced man had hastily folded up +the will, had returned it to the clerk at the desk, and was following +her. She went through the entrance hall, glancing neither to the left or +right. The man came near. When they both got into the square he came to +her side, raised his hat and spoke.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXIV" id="CHAPTER_XXXIV"></a>CHAPTER XXXIV.</h2> + +<h3>TRUSTEES.</h3> + + +<p>"Madam," said the stranger, "you will pardon my intruding on you, but I +saw it in your face. You are interested in that will you have just +read."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[Pg 156]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Yes," answered Charlotte simply.</p> + +<p>At another time she would have given an indignant retort to what she +would have considered a liberty. Now she turned her eyes with a mute +appeal in them to this stranger, for she recognized kindness in his +tones.</p> + +<p>"It was my grandfather's will," she said, responding yet farther to the +full, kind gaze he gave her back.</p> + +<p>"Ah! then that sets me right," said Sandy Wilson, for it was he. "That +sets me right, young lady. Now I saw you got a considerable bit of a +shock just then. You ain't, you'll forgive me for saying so, but you +ain't quite fit to meet any of your people for a bit; you may want them +not to guess, but any one with half an eye can see you're not the young +lady you were even when I entered that reading-room not half an hour +back. I'm a rough, plain man, but I'm very much interested in that will +too, and I'd like to have a little bit of a talk with you about it, if +you'll allow me. Suppose, miss, that you and I just take a turn round +the square for a few moments."</p> + +<p>Charlotte's answer to this was to turn her face again towards the +particular building where she had read the will, and her companion, +turning with her, began to talk eagerly.</p> + +<p>"You see, miss, it was quite a little bit of luck brought you and me +together to-day. The gentleman who made that will was your grandfather; +your name is——"</p> + +<p>"Harman," answered Charlotte.</p> + +<p>"Ah! yes, I see; and I—I am Alexander Wilson. I don't suppose you ever +saw me before; but I, too, am much interested in that will. I have been +abroad, and—and—supposed to be dead almost ever since that will was +made. But I was not dead, I was in Australia; I came home a week ago, +and found out my one living relation, my niece, my sister's child. She +is married and is a Mrs. Home now, but she is the Charlotte named in Mr. +Harman's will, the Charlotte to whom, and to her mother before her, Mr. +Harman left £1,200 a year."</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Charlotte Harman. She found difficulty in dragging this one +word from her lips.</p> + +<p>"Madam, I find my niece very poor; very, very poor. I go and look at her +father's will. I see there that she is entitled to wealth, to what she +would consider riches. I find also that this money is left for her +benefit in the hands of trustees; two of the trustees are called Harman, +the other, madam, is—is I—myself; I—Alexander Wilson, am the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[Pg 157]</a></span> other +trustee, supposed to be dead. I could not hitherto act, but I can act +now. I can get that wronged woman back her own. Yes, a monstrous piece +of injustice has been done. It was full time for Sandy Wilson to come +home. Now the first thing I must do is to find the other trustees; I +must find the Harmans, wherever they are, for these Harmans have robbed +my niece."</p> + +<p>"I can give you their addresses," answered Charlotte, suddenly pausing +in her walk and turning and facing her companion. "John Harman, the +other trustee, who, as you say, has robbed Mrs. Home, is my father. I am +his only child. His address is Prince's Gate, Kensington."</p> + +<p>"Good heavens!" said Wilson, shocked and frightened by her manner; "I +never guessed that you were his child—and yet you betray him."</p> + +<p>"I am his only child. When do you wish to see him?"</p> + +<p>To this question Wilson made no answer for a few moments. Though a just +man, he was a kind one. He could read human nature with tolerable +accuracy. It was despair, not want of feeling, which put those hard +tones into that young voice. He would not, he could not, take advantage +of its bewilderment.</p> + +<p>"Miss Harman," he said after a pause, "you will pardon me, but I don't +think you quite know what you are saying; you have got a considerable +bit of a shock; you were not prepared for this baseness—this baseness +on your father's part."</p> + +<p>Here her eyes, turned with a sudden swift flash of agony upon him, said +as plainly as eyes could speak—</p> + +<p>"Need you ask?"</p> + +<p>"No, you could not have guessed it," continued Sandy, replying to this +mute, though beautiful appeal, almost with tears. "You are Mr. Harman's +only child. Now I daresay you are a good bit of an idol with him. I know +how I'd worship a fine lassie like you if I had her. Well, well, miss: I +don't want to pain you, but when young things come all on a heap on a +great wrong like you have done to-day, they're apt, whatever their +former love, to be a bit, just a bit, too hard. They do things, in their +first agony, that they are sorry enough for by and by. Now, miss, what I +want to say is this, that I won't take down your father's address to-day +nor listen indeed to anything you may tell me about him. I want you to +sleep it over, miss. Of course something must be done, but if you will +sleep it over, and I, Sandy Wilson<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[Pg 158]</a></span> sleep it over too, we'll come +together over the business with our heads a deal clearer than we could +when we both felt scared, so to speak, as we doubtless do just at +present. I won't move hand or foot in the matter until I see you again, +Miss Harman, When do you think you will be able to see me again?"</p> + +<p>"Will this hour to-morrow do?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; I shall be quite at your service. And as we may want to look at +that will again, suppose we meet just here, miss?"</p> + +<p>"I will be here at this hour to-morrow," said Charlotte, and as she +spoke she pulled out her watch to mark the exact time. "It is a quarter +past four now," she said; "I will meet you here at this hour to-morrow, +at a quarter past four."</p> + +<p>"Very well, young lady, and may God help you! If I might express a wish +for you, it is that you may have a good hard cry between now and then. +When I was told, and quite sudden like too, that my little sister, Daisy +Wilson, was dead nothing took off the pressure from my heart and brain +like a good hearty cry. So I wish you the same. They say women need it +more than men."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXV" id="CHAPTER_XXXV"></a>CHAPTER XXXV.</h2> + +<h3>DAN'S WIFE.</h3> + + +<p>Charlotte watched Wilson out of the square, then she slowly followed +him. The numbness of that dead youth was still oppressing her heart and +brain. But she remembered that the carriage must be waiting for her on +the Embankment, also that her father—she gasped a little as the thought +of her father came to her—that her father would have returned from the +city; that he might ask for her, and would wonder and grow uneasy at her +absence. She must go home, that was her first thought. She hurried her +steps, anxious to take the first turning which would lead to the +Embankment.</p> + +<p>She had turned down a side street and was walking rapidly, when she +heard her name called suddenly and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[Pg 159]</a></span> eagerly, and a woman, very shabbily +dressed, came up to her.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Miss Harman—Miss Harman—don't you know me?"</p> + +<p>Charlotte put her hand to her brow.</p> + +<p>"Yes," she said, "I know you now; you are Hester Wright. Is your husband +out of prison yet?"</p> + +<p>"He is, Miss, and he's dying; he's dying 'ard, 'ard; he's allers saying +as he wants to see either you or his master. We are told that the master +is ill; but oh! miss, miss, ef you would come and see him, he's dreadful +anxious—dreadful, dreadful anxious. I think it's jest some'ut on his +mind; ef he could tell it, I believe as he'd die easy. Oh! my beautiful, +dear young lady, every one has a good word for you. Oh! I was going to +make bold to come to Prince's Gate, and ask you to come to see him. +You'll never be sorry, miss, if you can help a poor soul to die easy."</p> + +<p>"You say he is really dying?" said Charlotte.</p> + +<p>"Yes, indeed, indeed, miss; he never held up his head since he saw the +inside of the prison. He's dying now of a galloping waste, so the +doctors say. Oh! Miss Harman, I'll bless you for ever if you'll come and +see him."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I will come," said Charlotte. "Where do you live?"</p> + +<p>"Away over at Poplar, miss. Poor place enough, and unfit for one like +you, but I'll come and fetch you my own self, and not a pin's worth of +harm shall come to you; you need have no cause to fear. When shall I +come for you, my dear, dear young lady?"</p> + +<p>"The man is dying, you say," said Charlotte. "Death doesn't wait for our +convenience; I will come with you now. My carriage is waiting quite +near, I must go and give directions to the coachman: you can come with +me: I will then get a cab and drive to see your husband."</p> + +<p>After this the two women—the rich and the poor—walked on side by side, +quickly and in silence. The heart of the one was dry and parched with +the sudden fire of that anguish and shame, the heart of the other was so +soothed, so thankful, that soft tears came, to be wiped stealthily away.</p> + +<p>"Ain't she an angel?" she said to herself, knowing nothing, guessing +less, of the storm which raged within her companion's soul; "and won't +my poor Dan die easy now?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[Pg 160]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXVI" id="CHAPTER_XXXVI"></a>CHAPTER XXXVI.</h2> + +<h3>AN OLD WEDDING-RING.</h3> + + +<p>Once in Charlotte's life before now, she had remembered her father doing +what she considered a strangely hard thing. A valet in whom he had +always reposed full confidence had robbed him of one hundred pounds. He +had broken open his master's desk at night and taken from thence notes +to that amount. The deed had been clumsily done, and detection was very +easy. The name of this valet was Wright. He was young and good-looking, +and had been lately married; hitherto he had been considered all that +was respectable. When his crime was brought home to him, he flew to seek +Charlotte, then a very young girl; he flung himself on his knees in her +presence, and begged of her to ask her father to show mercy to him. +Scarcely half a dozen words of passionate, terrified entreaty had passed +his trembling lips, before there came a tap at the door and the young +wife rushed in to kneel by his side. Together they implored; their words +were poor and halting, but the agony of their great plea for mercy went +straight to the young generous heart they asked to intercede for them. +Charlotte promised to do what she could. She promised eagerly, with hope +in her tones.</p> + +<p>Never afterwards did she forget that day. Long indeed did the faces of +those two continue to haunt her, for she had promised in vain; her +father was obdurate to all her entreaties; even her tears, and she had +cried passionately, had failed to move him. Nothing should save Wright +from the full penalty of his crime. He was arrested, convicted, and sent +to prison.</p> + +<p>From that moment the Harmans lost sight of the couple. Charlotte had +tried, it is true, to befriend Hester Wright, but the young woman with +some pride had refused all assistance from those whom she considered +strangely hard and cruel. It was some years now since anything had been +heard of either of them. Charlotte, it is true, had not forgotten them, +but she had put them into a back part of her memory, for her father's +conduct with regard to Wright had always been a sore puzzle to her. And +now, on this day of all days,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[Pg 161]</a></span> she was driving in a cab by the side of +Hester Wright to see her dying husband. She had sent a message home by +the coachman which would allay all immediate anxiety on her account, and +she sat back in the cab by the side of the poor and sad woman with a +sense of almost relief, for the present. For an hour or two she had +something outside of herself and her home to turn her thoughts to. After +what seemed a very long drive, they reached the shabby court and +shabbier house where the Wrights lived.</p> + +<p>Charlotte had heard of such places before, but had never visited them. +Shabby women, and dirty and squalid children surrounded the young lady +as she descended to the pavement. The children came very close indeed, +and some even stroked her dress. One mite of three years raised, in the +midst of its dirt and neglect, a face of such sweetness and innocence, +that Charlotte suddenly stooped down and kissed it. That kiss, though it +left a grimy mark on her lips, yet gave the first faint touch of +consolation to her sorely bruised heart. There was something good still +left on God's earth, and she had come to this slum, in the East end of +London, to see it shine in a baby's eyes.</p> + +<p>"Ef you please, Miss, I think we had better keep the cab," said Hester +Wright; "I don't think there's any cabstand, not a long way from yere."</p> + +<p>Charlotte spoke to the cabby, desired him to wait, then she followed +Hester into the house.</p> + +<p>"No, I have no children," said the woman in answer to a question of the +young lady's; "thank God fur that; who'd want to have young 'uns in a +hole like this?"</p> + +<p>By this time they had reached their destination. It was a cellar; Hester +was not so very far wrong in calling it a hole. It was damp, dirty, and +ill-smelling, even to the woman who was accustomed to it; to Charlotte +it was horrible beyond words. For a time, the light was so faint she +could distinguish nothing, then on some straw in a corner she saw a man. +He was shrunken, and wasted, and dying, and Charlotte, prepared as she +was for a great change, could never have recognized him. His wife, +taking Charlotte's hand in hers, led her forward at once.</p> + +<p>"You'd never ha' guessed, Dan, as I'd have so much luck," she said. "I +met our young lady in the street, and I made bold to 'ax her and come +and see you, and she come off at once. This is our Miss Harman, Dan +dear."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[Pg 162]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Our Miss Harman," repeated the dying man, raising his dim eyes. "She's +changed a goodish bit."</p> + +<p>"Don't call me yours," said Charlotte. "I never did anything for you."</p> + +<p>"Ay, but you tried," said the wife. "Dan and me don't furget as we heerd +you cryin' fit to break yer heart outside the study door, and him +within, wid a heart as hard as a nether mill-stone, would do nought. No, +you did yer werry best; Dan and me, we don't furget."</p> + +<p>"No, I don't furget," said the man. "It wor a pity as the old man were +so werry 'ard. I wor young and I did it rare and clumsy; it wor to pay a +debt, a big, big debt. I 'ad put my 'and to a bit of paper widhout +knowing wot it meant, and I wor made to pay for it, and the notes they +seemed real 'andy. Well, well, I did it badly, I ha' larnt the right way +since from some prison pals. I would not be found out so easy now."</p> + +<p>He spoke in an indifferent, drawling kind of voice, which expressed no +emotion whatever.</p> + +<p>"You are very ill, I fear," said Charlotte, kneeling by his side.</p> + +<p>"Ill! I'm dying, miss dear."</p> + +<p>Charlotte had never seen death before. She noticed now the queer shade +of grey in the complexion, the short and labored breath. She felt +puzzled by these signs, for though she had never seen death, this +grayness, this shortness of breath, were scarcely unfamiliar.</p> + +<p>"I'm dying," continued the man. "I don't much care; weren't it fur Hetty +there, I'd be rayther glad. I never 'ad a chance since the old master +sent me to prison. I'd ha' lived respectable enough ef the old master +'ad bin merciful that time. But once in prison, always in prison fur a +friendless chap like me. I never wanted to steal agen, but I jest 'ad +to, to keep the life in me. I could get no honest work hanywhere; then +at last I took cold, and it settled yere," pointing to his sunken chest, +"and I'm going off, sure as sure!"</p> + +<p>"He ain't like to live another twenty-four hours, so the doctor do say," +interrupted the wife.</p> + +<p>"No, that's jest it. Yesterday a parson called. I used ter see the jail +chaplain, and I never could abide him, but this man, he did speak hup +and to the point. He said as it wor a hawful thing to die unforgiven. He +said it over and over, until I wor fain to ax him wot I could do to get +furgiven,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[Pg 163]</a></span> fur he did say it wor an hawful thing to die without having +parding."</p> + +<p>"Oh, it must be, it must be!" said Charlotte, suddenly clasping her +hands very tightly together.</p> + +<p>"I axed him how I could get it from God h'Almighty, and he told me, to +tell him, the parson, first of all my whole story, and then he could +<i>adwise</i> me; so I hup and telled him heverything, hall about that theft +as first tuk me to prison and ruined me, and how 'ard the old master +wor, and I telled him another thing too, for he 'ad sech a way, he +seemed to draw yer werry 'art out of you. Then he axed me ef I'd +furgiven the old master, and I said no, fur he wor real, real 'ard; then +he said so solemn-like, 'That's a great, great pity, fur I'm afraid as +God can't furgive you, till you furgives.' Arter that he said a few more +words, and prayed awhile, and then he went away. I could not sleep hall +night, and to-day I called Hetty there, over, and she said as she'd do +her werry best to bring either the old master yere, or you miss, and you +see you are come; 'tis an awful thing to die without parding, that's why +I axed you to come."</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Charlotte very softly.</p> + +<p>"Please, miss, may a poor dying feller, though he ain't no better nor a +common, common thief, may he grip, 'old of yer and?"</p> + +<p>"With all my heart."</p> + +<p>"There now, it don't seem so werry 'ard. <i>Lord Jesus, I furgives Mr. +Harman.</i> Now I ha' said it. Wife dear, bring me hover that little box, +that as I allers kep' so close."</p> + +<p>His wife brought him a tiny and very dirty cardboard box.</p> + +<p>"<i>She</i> kep' it when I wor locked up; I allers call it my bit o' revenge. +I'll give it back now. Hetty, open it."</p> + +<p>Hetty did so, taking from under a tiny bit of cotton-wool a worn, +old-fashioned wedding-ring.</p> + +<p>"There, miss dear," said Wright, handing it to her, "that wor the old +master's wife's ring. I knew as he set more prize to it nor heverything +else he had, he used to wear it on a bit of ribbon round his neck. One +day he did not put it on, he furgot it, and I, when I found he meant to +be so werry, werry 'ard, I took it and hid it, and took it away wid me. +It comforted me when I wor so long in prison to think as he might be +fretting fur it, and never guess as the lad he were so 'ard on had it. I +never would sell it, and now as I has furgiven him, he may have it back +agen. You tell him<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</a></span> arter I'm dead, tell him as I furgives him, and +yere's the ring back agen."</p> + +<p>Charlotte slipped the worn little trinket on her finger.</p> + +<p>"I will try and give my father your message," she said. "I may not be +able at once, but I will try. I am glad you have forgiven him; we all +stand in sore, sore need of that, not only from our fellow-men, but much +more from our God. Now good-bye, I will come again." She held out her +hand.</p> + +<p>"Ah, but miss dear, I won't be yere fur no coming again, I'll be far +away. Hetty knows that, poor, poor, gal! Hetty'll miss me, but only fur +that I could be real glad, fur now as I ha' furgiven the old master, I +feels real heasy. I ain't nothing better nor a common thief, but fur +hall that, I think as Jesus 'ull make a place for me somehow nigh of +hisself."</p> + +<p>"And, miss," said Hester, "I'm real sorry, and so will Dan be when I +tell him how bad the old master is."</p> + +<p>"My father is not well; but how do you know?" said Charlotte.</p> + +<p>"Well, miss, I went to the house to-day, a-looking fur you and the +servant she told me, she said as there worn't never a hope, as the old +master were safe to die."</p> + +<p>"Then maybe I can tell himself hup in heaven as I quite furgives him," +said Dan Wright.</p> + +<p>Charlotte glanced from one speaker to the other in a kind of terrible +astonishment. Suddenly she knew on whose brow she had seen that awful +grayness, from whose lips she had heard that short and hurried breath. A +kind of spasm of great agony suddenly contracted her heart. Without a +word, however, she rose to her feet, gave the wife money for her present +needs, bade the dying husband good-bye, and stepped into the cab which +still waited for her. It was really late, and all daylight had faded as +she gave the direction for her own luxurious home.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXVII" id="CHAPTER_XXXVII"></a>CHAPTER XXXVII.</h2> + +<h3>THREE FACTS.</h3> + +<p>Dinner was more than half over when she reached Prince's Gate. She was +glad of this. She went straight up to her own room and sent for her +maid.</p> + +<p>"Ward, I am very tired and not very well. I shall not<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</a></span> go down again +to-night, nor do I wish to see any one. Please bring up a cup of strong +tea here, and a little dry toast, and then you may leave me. I shall not +want you again to-night."</p> + +<p>"You won't see Mr. Harman again to-night, miss. Am I to take him that +message?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; say that I have a headache and think I had better stay quiet. I +will be down to breakfast as usual."</p> + +<p>Ward went away, to return in a few moments with the tea and toast.</p> + +<p>"If you please, Miss Harman, they have just sent the wedding dress and +veil from ——. Are you too tired to be fitted to-night?"</p> + +<p>Charlotte gave a little involuntary shudder.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I am much too tired," she said; "put everything away, I do not +want even to look at them. Thank you, Ward, this tea looks nice. Now you +need not come in again. Good-night."</p> + +<p>"Good night, Miss Harman," said the maid, going softly to the door and +closing it behind her.</p> + +<p>Charlotte got up at once and turned the key. Now, at last, thank God, +she was quite alone. She threw off her bonnet and cloak and going +straight to her bed flung herself upon it. In this position she lay +still for over an hour. The strong tension she had put on herself gave +way during that hour, for she groaned often and heavily, though tears +were very far from her eyes. At the end of about an hour she got up, +bathed her face and hands in cold water, drank a cup of tea, and put +some coals on a fire in the grate. She then pulled out her watch. Yes; +she gave a sigh of relief—it was not yet ten o'clock, she had the best +part of twelve hours before her in which to prepare to meet her father +at breakfast. In these hours she must think, she must resolve, she must +prepare herself for action. She sat down opposite the little cheerful +fire which, warm though the night was, was grateful to her in her +chilled state of mind and body. Looking into its light she allowed +thought to have full dominion over her. Hitherto, from the moment she +had read those words in her grandfather's will until this present +moment, she had kept thought back. In the numbness which immediately +followed the first shock, this was not so difficult. She had heard all +Sandy Wilson's words, but had only dimly followed out their meaning. He +wanted to meet her on the morrow. She had promised to meet him, as she +would have<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</a></span> promised also to do anything else, however preposterous, at +that moment. Then she had felt a desire, more from the force of habit +than from any stronger motive, to go home. She had been met by Hester +Wright, and Hester had taken her to see her dying husband. She had stood +by the deathbed and looked into the dim and terrible eyes of death, and +felt as though a horrible nightmare was oppressing her, and then at last +she had got away, and at last, at last she was at home. The luxuries of +her own refined and beautiful home surrounded her. She was seated in the +room where she had slept as a baby, as a child, as a girl; and now, now +she must wake from this semi-dream, she must rouse herself, she must +think it out. Hinton was right in saying that in a time of great trouble +a very noble part of Charlotte would awake; that in deep waters such a +nature as hers would rise, not sink. It was awakening now, and putting +forth its young wings, though its birth-throes were causing agony. "I +<i>will</i> look the facts boldly in the face," she said once aloud, "even my +own heart shall not accuse me of cowardice." There were three facts +confronting this young woman, and one seemed nearly as terrible as the +other. First, her father was guilty. During almost all the years of her +life he had been not an honorable, but a base man; he had, to enrich +himself, robbed the widow and the fatherless; he had grown wealthy on +their poverty; he had left them to suffer, perhaps to die. The will +which he had thought would never be read was there to prove his +treachery. Believing that his fellow-trustee was dead, he had betrayed +his sacred trust. Charlotte could scarcely imagine a darker crime. Her +father, who looked so noble, who was so tender and good to her, who bore +so high a character in the eyes of the world, was a very bad man. This +was her first fact. Her second seemed, just because of the first, even a +shade darker. This father, whom she had loved, this poor, broken-down, +guilty father, who, like a broken idol, had fallen from his high estate +in her heart, was <i>dying</i>. Ah! she knew it now; that look on his old +face could only belong to the dying. How blind she had been! how +ignorant! But the Wrights' words had torn the veil from her eyes; the +guilty man was going fast to judgment. The God whom he had sinned +against was about to demand retribution. Now she read the key to his +unhappiness, his despair. No wonder, no wonder, that like a canker it +had eaten into his heart. Her father was certainly dying; God himself +was taking his punishment into His own<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[Pg 167]</a></span> hands. Charlotte's third fact, +though the most absolutely personal of the whole, scarcely tortured her +as the other two did to-night. It lay so clearly and so directly in her +path, that there was no pausing how best to act. The way for action was +too clear to be even for an instant disobeyed. Into this fire she must +walk without hesitation or pause. Her wedding-day could not be on the +twentieth; her engagement must be broken off; her marriage at an end. +What! she, the daughter of a thief, ally herself to an upright, +honorable man! Never! never! Whatever the consequences and the pain to +either, Hinton and she must part. She did not yet know how this parting +would be effected. She did not know whether she would say farewell to +her lover telling him all the terrible and bitter disgrace, or with a +poor and lame excuse on her lips. But however she did it, the thing must +be done. Never, never, never would she drag the man she loved down into +her depths of shame.</p> + +<p>To-night she scarcely felt the full pain of this. It was almost a +relief, in the midst of all the chaos, to have this settled line of +action around which no doubt must linger. Yes, she would instantly break +off her engagement. Now she turned her thoughts to her two former facts. +Her father was guilty. Her father was dying. She, in an underhand way, +for which even now she hated herself had discovered her father's +long-buried crime. But she had not alone discovered it. Another had also +gone to see that will in Somerset House; another with eyes far more +practised than hers had read those fatal words. And that other, he could +act. He would act; he would expose the guilty and dying old man, for he +was <i>the other trustee</i>.</p> + +<p>Charlotte was very ignorant as to how the law would act with regard to +such a crime as her father's. Doubtless there would be a public trial, a +public disgrace. He would be dragged into the prisoner's dock; his old +white head would be bowed low there, and he was a dying man.</p> + +<p>In the first shock and horror of finding that the father she had always +almost worshipped could be guilty of such a terrible crime, a great rush +of anger and almost hardness had steeled her heart against him; but now +tenderer feelings came back. Pity, sad-eyed and gentle, knocked at her +heart, and when she let in pity, love quickly resumed its throne. Yes; +whatever his crime, whatever his former life, she loved that old man. +That white-headed, broken-hearted man, so close to the grave, was her +father, and she his only<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[Pg 168]</a></span> child. When she spoke to Sandy Wilson to-day +she had felt no desire to save the guilty from his rightful fate. But +now her feelings were different. A great cry arose in her heart on his +behalf. Could she screen him? could she screen him from his fate? In her +agony she rose and flung herself on her knees. "My God, help me; my God, +don't forsake me; save my father. Save him, save him, save him."</p> + +<p>She felt a little calmer after this broken prayer, and something to do +occurred to her with its instant power of tranquillizing. She would find +out the doctor whom her father consulted. She would ask Uncle Jasper. +She would make him tell her, and she would visit this man early in the +morning, and, whatever the consequence, learn the exact truth from his +lips. It would help her in her interview later on with Mr. Wilson. +Beyond this little immediate course of action, there was no light +whatever; but she felt so far calmed, that, about two o'clock, she lay +down and sleep came to her—healthy and dreamless sleep, which was sent +direct from God to put strength into the brave heart, to enable it to +suffer and endure. Many weeks before Mr. Home had said to Charlotte +Harman, "You must keep the Christ bright within you." Was His likeness +to shine henceforth through all the rest of her life, in those frank +eyes, that sweet face, that noble woman's heart, because of and through +that great tribulation? We have heard tell of the white robes which they +wear who go through it. Is it not worth while for so sacred a result to +heat the furnace seven times?</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXVIII" id="CHAPTER_XXXVIII"></a>CHAPTER XXXVIII.</h2> + +<h3>THE DOCTOR'S VERDICT.</h3> + + +<p>In her terrible anger and despair Charlotte had almost forgotten Uncle +Jasper; but when she came down to breakfast the following morning and +saw him there, for he had come to Prince's Gate early, and was standing +with her father on the hearthrug, she suddenly remembered that he too +must have been guilty; nay, worse, her father had never tried to deceive +her, and Uncle Jasper had. She remembered<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[Pg 169]</a></span> the lame story he had told +her about Mrs. Home; how fully she had believed that story, and how it +had comforted her heart at the time! Now she saw clearly its many flaws, +and wondered at her own blindness. Charlotte had always been considered +an open creature—one so frank, so ingenuous, that her secrets, had she +ever tried to have any, might be read like an open book; but last night +she had learned to dissemble. She was glad when she entered the cheerful +breakfast-room to find that she was able to put her hardly learned +lesson in practice. Knowing what she did, she could yet go up and kiss +her father, and allow her uncle to put his lips to her cheek. She +certainly looked badly, but that was accounted for by the headache which +she confessed still troubled her. She sat down opposite the tea-urn, and +breakfast was got through in such a manner that Mr. Harman noticed +nothing particular to be wrong. He always drove to the City now in his +own private carriage, and after he had gone Charlotte turned to Jasper.</p> + +<p>"Uncle Jasper," she said, "you have deceived me."</p> + +<p>"Good heavens! how, Charlotte?" said the old uncle.</p> + +<p>"My father is <i>very</i> ill. You have given me to understand that there was +nothing of serious consequence the matter with him."</p> + +<p>Uncle Jasper heaved a slight but still audible sigh of relief. Was this +all? These fears he might even yet quiet.</p> + +<p>"I have not deceived you, Charlotte," he said, "for I do not believe +your father to be seriously ill."</p> + +<p>He fixed his keen gray eyes on her face as he spoke. She returned his +gaze without shrinking.</p> + +<p>"Still you do think him ill?" she said.</p> + +<p>"Well, any one to look at him must admit that he is not what he was."</p> + +<p>"Just so, Uncle Jasper. So you have told me very many times, when you +have feared my troubling him on certain matters. Now it has come to me +from another source that he is very ill. My eyes have been opened, and I +see the fact myself. I wish to learn the simple and exact truth. I wish +to see the doctor he has consulted."</p> + +<p>"How do you know he has consulted any?"</p> + +<p>"Has he?"</p> + +<p>Uncle Jasper was silent for a moment. He felt in a difficulty. Did +Charlotte know the worst, she might postpone her marriage, the last +thing to be desired just now; and yet where had she got her information? +It was awkward<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[Pg 170]</a></span> enough, though he felt a certain sense of relief in thus +accounting for the change in her appearance since yesterday morning. He +got up and approached her side softly.</p> + +<p>"My dear, I do own that your father is ill. I own, too, that I have, by +his most express wish, made as light of the matter to you as I could. +The fact is, Charlotte, he is anxious, very anxious, about himself. He +thinks himself much worse than I believe him to be; but his strongest +desire is, that now, on the eve of your marriage, you should not be +alarmed on his account. I firmly believe you have no cause for any +special fear. Ought you not to respect his wishes, and rest satisfied +without seeking to know more than he and I tell you? I will swear, +Charlotte, if that is any consolation to you, that I am not immediately +anxious about your father."</p> + +<p>"You need not swear, Uncle Jasper. Your not being anxious does not +prevent my being so. I am determined to find out the exact truth. If he +thinks himself very ill he has, of course, consulted some medical man. +If you will not tell me his name I will myself ask my father to do so +to-night."</p> + +<p>"By so doing you will shock him, and the doctor does not wish him to be +shocked."</p> + +<p>"Just so, Uncle Jasper, and you can spare him that by telling me what +you know."</p> + +<p>"My dear niece, if you <i>will</i> have it?"</p> + +<p>"I certainly am quite resolved, uncle."</p> + +<p>"Well, well, you approach this subject at your peril. If you <i>must</i> see +the doctor you must. Wilful woman over again. Would you like me to go +with you?"</p> + +<p>"No, thank you; I prefer to go alone. What is the doctor's name?"</p> + +<p>"Sir George Anderson, of B—— Street."</p> + +<p>"I will go to him at once," said Charlotte.</p> + +<p>She left the room instantly, though she heard her uncle calling her +back. Yes, she would go to Sir George at once. She pulled out her watch, +ran upstairs, put on some out-door dress, and in ten minutes from the +time she had learned the name of the great physician was in a hansom +driving to his house. This rapid action was a relief to her. Presently +she arrived at her destination. Yes, the doctor was at home. He was +engaged for the present with another patient, but if Charlotte liked to +wait he would see her in her turn. Certainly she would wait. She gave +her card to the man who<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[Pg 171]</a></span> admitted her, and was shown into a room, very +dark and dismal, where three or four patients were already enduring a +time of suspense waiting for their interviews. Charlotte, knowing +nothing of illness, knew, if possible, still less of doctors' rooms. A +sense of added depression came over her as she seated herself on the +nearest chair, and glanced, from the weary and suffering faces of those +who waited anxiously for their doom, to the periodicals and newspapers +piled on the table. A gentleman seated not far off handed her the last +number of the <i>Illustrated London News</i>. She took it, turning the pages +mechanically. To her dying day she never got over the dislike to that +special paper which that half hour created.</p> + +<p>One by one the patients' names were called by the grave footman as he +came to summon them. One by one they went away, and at last, at last, +Charlotte's turn came. She had entered into conversation with a little +girl of about sixteen, who appeared to be in consumption, and the little +girl had praised the great physician in such terms that Charlotte felt +more than ever that against his opinion there could be no appeal. And +now at last she was in the great man's presence, and, healthy girl that +she was, her heart beat so loud, and her face grew so white, that the +practised eyes of the doctor might have been pardoned for mistaking her +for a <i>bona-fide</i> patient.</p> + +<p>"What are you suffering from?" he asked of her.</p> + +<p>"It is not myself, Sir George," she said, then making a great effort to +control her voice—"I have come about my father—my father is one of +your patients. His name is Harman."</p> + +<p>Sir George turned to a large book at his side, opened it at a certain +page, read quietly for a moment, then closing it, fixed his keen eyes on +the young lady.</p> + +<p>"You are right," he said, "your father, Mr. Harman, is one of my +patients. He came to see me no later than last week."</p> + +<p>"Sir," said Charlotte, and her voice grew steadier and braver as she +spoke, "I am in perfect health, and my father is ill. I have come here +to-day to learn from your lips the exact truth as to his case."</p> + +<p>"The exact truth?" said the doctor. "Does your father know you have come +here, Miss—Miss Harman?"</p> + +<p>"He does not, Sir George. My father is a widower, and I am his only +child. He has endeavored to keep this thing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[Pg 172]</a></span> from me, and hitherto has +partially succeeded. Yesterday, through another source, I learned that +he is very seriously ill. I have come to you to know the truth. You will +tell it to me, will you not?"</p> + +<p>"I certainly <i>can</i> tell it to you."</p> + +<p>"And you will?"</p> + +<p>"Well, the fact is, Miss Harman, he is anxious that you should not know. +I am scarcely prepared to fathom your strength of character. Any shock +will be of serious consequence to him. How can I tell how you will act +when you know all?"</p> + +<p>"You are preparing me for the worst now, Sir George. I solemnly promise +you in no way to use my knowledge so as to give my father the slightest +shock."</p> + +<p>"I believe you," answered the doctor. "A brave woman can do wonders. +Women are unselfish; they can hide their own feelings to comfort and +succor another. Miss Harman, I am sorry for you, I have bad news for +you."</p> + +<p>"I know it, Sir George. My father is very ill."</p> + +<p>"Your father is as seriously ill as a man can be to be alive; in short, +he is—dying."</p> + +<p>"Is there no hope?"</p> + +<p>"None."</p> + +<p>"Must he die soon?" asked Charlotte, after a brief pause.</p> + +<p>"That depends. His malady is of such a nature that any sudden shock, any +sudden grief will probably kill him instantly. If his mind is kept +perfectly calm, and all shocks are kept from him, he may live for many +months."</p> + +<p>"Oh! terrible!" cried Charlotte.</p> + +<p>She covered her face. When she raised it at last it looked quite haggard +and old.</p> + +<p>"Sir George," she said, "I do not doubt that in your position as a +doctor you have come across some secrets. I am going to confide in you, +to confide in you to a certain measure."</p> + +<p>"Your confidence shall be sacred, my dear young lady."</p> + +<p>"Yesterday, Sir George, I learned something, something which concerns my +father. It concerns him most nearly and most painfully. It relates to an +old and buried wrong. This wrong relates to others; it relates to those +now living most nearly and most painfully."</p> + +<p>"Is it a money matter?" asked the doctor.</p> + +<p>"It is a money matter. My father alone can set it right.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[Pg 173]</a></span> I mean that +during his lifetime it cannot possibly in any way be set right without +his knowledge. Almost all my life, he has kept this thing a secret from +me and—and—from the world. For three and twenty years it has lain in a +grave. If he is told now, and the wrong cannot be repaired without his +knowledge, it will come on him as a—disgrace. The question I ask of you +is this: can he bear the disgrace?"</p> + +<p>"And my answer to you, Miss Harman, is, that in his state of health the +knowledge you speak of will instantly kill him."</p> + +<p>"Then—then—God help me! what am I to do? Can the wrong never be +righted?"</p> + +<p>"My dear young lady, I am sincerely sorry for you. I cannot enter into +the moral question, I can only state a fact. As your father's physician +I forbid you to tell him."</p> + +<p>"You forbid me to tell him?" said Charlotte. She got up and pulled down +her veil. "Thank you," she said, holding out her hand. "I have that to +go on—as my father's physician you forbid him to know?"</p> + +<p>"I forbid it absolutely. Such a knowledge would cause instant death."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXIX" id="CHAPTER_XXXIX"></a>CHAPTER XXXIX.</h2> + +<h3>PUZZLED.</h3> + + +<p>The old Australian Alexander Wilson, had left his niece, Charlotte Home, +after his first interview with her, in a very disturbed state of mind. +More disturbed indeed was he than by the news of his sister's death. He +was a rich man now, having been successful in the land of his +banishment, and having returned to his native land the possessor of a +moderate fortune. He had never married, and he meant to live with Daisy +and share his wealth with her. But in these day-dreams he had only +thought of his money as giving some added comforts to his rich little +sister, enabling her to have a house in London for the season, and, +while living in the country, to add more horses to her establishment and +more conservatories to build and tend. His money should add to her +luxuries and, consequently, to her comforts. He had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[Pg 174]</a></span> never heard of this +unforgotten sister for three and twenty years, the strange dislike to +write home having grown upon him as time went on but though he knew +nothing about her, he many a time in his own wild and solitary life +pictured her as he saw her last. Daisy never grew old to him. Death and +Daisy were not connected. Daisy in his imagination was always young, +always girlish always fresh and beautiful. He saw her as he saw her last +in her beautiful country home standing by her rich husband's side, +looking more like his daughter than his wife. No, Sandy never dreamed +that Daisy would or could die, but in thinking of her he believed her to +be a widow. That husband, so old, when he went away, must be dead.</p> + +<p>On his arrival in England, Sandy went down into Hertfortshire. He +visited the place where he had last seen his sister. It was in the hands +of strangers—sold long ago. No one even remembered the name of Harman. +Then he met little Daisy Home, and learned quite by accident that his +Daisy was dead, and that the pretty child who reminded him of her was +her grandchild. He went to visit Charlotte Home, and there made a fresh +discovery. Had his Daisy been alive she would have wanted far more from +his well-filled purse than horses and carriages. She would have needed +not the luxuries of life, but the necessities. He had imagined her rich, +while she had died in poverty. She had died poor, and her child, her +only child, bore evident marks of having met face to face with the +sorest of all want, that which attacks the gently born. Her face, still +young, but sadly thin and worn, the very look in her eyes told this fact +to Sandy.</p> + +<p>Yes; his pretty Daisy, whom he had imagined so rich, so bountifully +provided for, had died a very poor and struggling woman. Doubtless this +sad and dreadful fact had shortened her days. Doubtless but for this +monstrous injustice she would be alive now, ready to welcome her +long-lost brother back to his native land.</p> + +<p>All that night Sandy Wilson lay awake. He was a hale and hearty man, and +seldom knew what it was to toss for any time on his pillow; but so +shocked was he, that this night no repose would visit him. An injustice +had been done, a fraud committed, and it remained for him to find out +the evil thing, to drag it to the light, to set the wronged right once +more. Charlotte Home was not at all the character he could best +understand. She was not in the least like her mother. She told the tale +of her wrongs with a strange and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[Pg 175]</a></span> manifest reluctance. She believed that +a fraud had been committed. She was fully persuaded that not her +long-dead father but her living half-brothers were the guilty parties. +In this belief Sandy most absolutely shared. He longed to drag these +villains into the glaring light of justice, to expose them and their +disgraceful secret to the shameful light of day. But in this longing he +saw plainly that Charlotte did not share. He was puzzled, scarcely +pleased that this was so. How differently little Daisy would have acted +had she been alive. Dear little innocent Daisy, who all alone could do +nothing, would in his strong presence have grown so brave and fearless. +She would have put the case absolutely and once for all into his hands. +Now this her daughter did not seem disposed to do. She said to him, with +most manifest anxiety, "You will do nothing without me. You will do +nothing until we meet again."</p> + +<p>This he had promised readily enough, for what <i>could</i> he do in the short +hours which must elapse between now and their next meeting? As he was +dressing, however, on the following morning, a sudden idea did occur to +him, and on this idea he resolved to act before he saw Charlotte at six +o'clock in the evening. He would go to Somerset House and see Mr. +Harman's will. What Daisy first, and now Charlotte, had never thought of +doing during all these years he would do that very day. Thus he would +gain certain and definite information. With this information it would be +comparatively easy to know best how to act.</p> + +<p>He went to Somerset House. He saw the will; he saw the greatness of the +robbery committed so many years ago; he saw and he felt a wild kind of +almost savage delight in the fact that he could quickly and easily set +the wrong right, for he was one of the trustees. He saw all this, and +yet—and yet—he went away a very unhappy and perplexed man, for he had +seen something else—he had seen a woman's agony and despair. Sandy +Wilson possessed the very softest soul that had ever been put into a big +body. He never could bear to see even a dog in pain. How then could he +look at the face of this girl which, all in a moment, under his very +eyes, had been blanched with agony? He could not bear it. He forgot his +fierce longing for revenge, he forgot his niece Charlotte's wrongs, in +this sudden and passionate desire to succor the other Charlotte, the +daughter of the bad man who had robbed his own sister, his own niece; he +became positively anxious that Miss Harman should not commit herself;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[Pg 176]</a></span> +he felt a nervous fear as each word dropped from her lips; he saw that +she spoke in the extremity of despair. How could he stop the words which +told too much? He was relieved when the thought occurred to him to ask +her to meet him again—again when they both were calmer. She had +consented, and he found himself advising her, as he would have advised +his own dear daughter had he been lucky enough to have possessed one. He +promised her that nothing, nothing should be done until they met again, +and so afraid was he that in his interview that evening with his niece, +Mrs. Home, he might be tempted to drop some word which might betray ever +so little that other Charlotte, that instead of going to Tremin's Road +as he had intended, he wrote a note excusing himself and putting off his +promised visit until the following evening.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XL" id="CHAPTER_XL"></a>CHAPTER XL.</h2> + +<h3>CHARLOTTE'S PLEA.</h3> + + +<p>When at last the time drew near for him to bend his steps in the +direction of Somerset House he had by no means made up his mind how to +act. His sympathies were still with Miss Harman. Her face had haunted +him all night long; but he felt that every sense of justice, every sense +of right, called upon him to befriend Mrs. Home. His dearly loved dead +sister seemed to call to him from her grave and to ask him to rescue +those belonging to her, to give again to these wronged ones what was +rightfully theirs. In any case, seeing the wrong as he so plainly did, +he would have felt called upon to take his sister's part in the matter. +But as circumstances now stood, even had Mrs. Home been no relation to +him whatever, he still must have acted for her and her alone. For was he +not the <i>other trustee</i>? and did not the very law of the land of his +birth demand that he should see that the terms of the will were carried +out?</p> + +<p>He arrived at the square of Somerset House, and found Miss Harman +waiting for him.</p> + +<p>She came up to him at once and held out her hand. His<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[Pg 177]</a></span> quick eye +detected at a glance that she was now quite calm and collected, that +whatever she might have done in the first agony of her despair +yesterday, to-day she would do nothing to betray herself. Strange to +say, he liked her far less well in this mood than he had done yesterday, +and his heart and inclination veered round again to his wronged niece +and her children with a sense of pleasure and almost triumph.</p> + +<p>They began to walk up and down, and Miss Harman, finding that her +companion was silent, was the first to speak.</p> + +<p>"You asked me to meet you here to-day. What do you want to say to me?"</p> + +<p>Good heavens! was she going to ride the high horse over him in this +style? Sandy's small eyes almost flashed as he turned to look at her.</p> + +<p>"A monstrous wrong has been done, Miss Harman," he answered. "I have +come to talk about that."</p> + +<p>"I know," replied Charlotte. "I have thought it all out. I know exactly +what has been done. My grandfather died and left a sum of twelve hundred +a year to my—to his wife. He left other moneys to my father and his +brother. My father and his brother, my uncle, disregarded the claims of +the widow and the orphan child. They appropriated the +money—they—<i>stole it</i>—giving to my grandfather's widow a small sum +during her life, which small sum they did not even allow to be retained +by her child."</p> + +<p>"That is pretty much the case, young lady. You have read the will with +tolerable accuracy."</p> + +<p>"I do not know in the least how the deed was done," continued Charlotte. +"How such a crime could be committed and yet lie hidden all these years +remains a terrible and mysterious thing to me. But that it was done, I +can but use my own eyes in reading my grandfather's will to see."</p> + +<p>"It was done easily enough, Miss Harman. They thought the other trustee +was dead. Your father and his brother were false to their trust, and +they never reckoned that Sandy Wilson would come back all alive and +blooming one fine morning—Sandy, whose duty it is to see this great +wrong put right."</p> + +<p>"Yes, it is your duty," said Charlotte; and now, again, she grew very +white; her eyes sought the ground and she was silent.</p> + +<p>"It is my most plain duty," repeated Wilson, shuffling with his great +feet as he walked by her side.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[Pg 178]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I should like to know what steps you mean to take," continued +Charlotte, suddenly raising her eyes to his face.</p> + +<p>"Steps! Good gracious! young lady, I have not had time to go into the +law of the thing. Besides, I promised to do nothing until we met again. +But one thing is plain enough,and obvious enough—my niece, that young +woman who might have been rich, but who is so poor—that young woman +must come in for her own again. It is three-and-twenty years since her +father died. She must receive from your father that money with all back +interest for the last three and twenty years. That means a goodish bit +of money I can tell you."</p> + +<p>"I have no doubt it does," replied Charlotte. "Mrs. Home shall have it +all."</p> + +<p>"Well, I hope so, young lady, and soon, too. It seems to me she has had +her share of poverty."</p> + +<p>"She has had, as you say, her share of that evil. Mr. Wilson," again +raising her eyes to his face, "I know Mrs. Home."</p> + +<p>"You know her? You know my niece Charlotte personally? She did not tell +me that."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I know her. I should like to see her now."</p> + +<p>"You would?—I am surprised! Why?"</p> + +<p>"That I might go down on my knees to her."</p> + +<p>"Well, good gracious! young lady, I supposed you might feel sorry, but I +did not know you would humble yourself to that extent. It was not <i>your</i> +sin."</p> + +<p>"Hush! It was my father's sin. I am his child. I would go lower than my +knees—I would lie on the ground that she might walk over me, if the +better in that position I might plead for mercy."</p> + +<p>"For mercy? Ay, that's all very well, but Charlotte must have her +rights. Sandy Wilson must see to that."</p> + +<p>"She shall have her rights! And yet I would see her if I could, and if I +saw her I would go on my knees and plead for mercy."</p> + +<p>"I don't understand you, Miss Harman."</p> + +<p>"I do not suppose you do. Will you have patience with me while I explain +myself?"</p> + +<p>"I have come here to talk to you and to listen to you," said Wilson.</p> + +<p>"Sir, I must tell you of my father, that man whom you (and I do not +wonder) consider so bad—so low! When I read that will yesterday—when I +saw with my own eyes<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[Pg 179]</a></span> what a fraud had been committed, what a great, +great evil had been done, I felt in my first misery that I almost hated +my father! I said to myself, 'Let him be punished!' I would have helped +you then to bring him to punishment. I think you saw that?"</p> + +<p>"I did, Miss Harman. I can see as far through a stone wall as most +people. I saw that you were a bit stunned, and I thought it but fair +that you should have time to calm down."</p> + +<p>"You were kind to me. You acted as a good man and a gentleman. Then I +scarcely cared what happened to my father; now I do."</p> + +<p>"Ay, ay, young lady, natural feelings must return. I am very sorry for +you."</p> + +<p>"Mr. Wilson, I hope to make you yet more sorry. I must tell you more. +When I saw you yesterday I knew that my father was ill—I knew that he +was in appearance an old man, a broken down man, a very unhappy man; but +since I saw you yesterday I have learned that he is a dying man—that +old man against whom I hardened my heart so yesterday is going fast to +judgment. The knowledge of this was kept from me, for my father so loved +me, so guarded me all my life that he could not bear that even a pin's +point of sorrow should rest upon me. After seeing you yesterday, and +leaving you, I visited some poor people who, not knowing that the truth +was hidden from me, spoke of it as a well known fact. I went away from +them with my eyes opened. I only wondered they had been closed so long. +I went away, and this morning I did more. I visited one of the greatest +and cleverest doctors in London. This doctor my father, unknown to me, +had for some time consulted. I asked him for his candid opinion on my +father's case. He gave it to me. Nothing can save my father. My father +must die! But he told me more; he said that the nature of his complaint +was such that any shock must instantly kill him. He said without that +shock he may live for months; not many months, but still for a few. +Hearing this, I took the doctor still further into my confidence. I told +him that a wrong had been committed—that during my father's lifetime +that wrong could not be set right without his knowledge. I said that he +must know something which would disgrace him. His answer was this: 'As +his medical man, I forbid him to know; such a knowledge will cause +certain and instant death.'"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[Pg 180]</a></span></p> + +<p>Charlotte paused. Wilson, now deeply interested, even appalled, was +gazing at her earnestly.</p> + +<p>"I know Charlotte Home," continued Miss Harman; "and, as I said just +now, I would see her now. Yes, she has needed money; she has longed for +money; she has been cruelly wronged—most cruelly treated! Still, I +think, if I pleaded long enough and hard enough, she would have mercy; +she would not hurry that old man to so swift a judgment; she would spare +him for those few, few months to which his life is now limited. It is +for those months I plead. He is a dying man. I want nothing to be done +during those months. Afterwards—afterwards I will promise, if necessary +sign any legal paper you bring to me, that all that should have been +hers shall be Charlotte Home's—I restore it all! Oh, how swiftly and +how gladly! All I plead for are those few months."</p> + +<p>Wilson was silent.</p> + +<p>Charlotte suddenly looking at him almost lost her self-control.</p> + +<p>"Must I go down on my knees to you, sir? I will if it is necessary. I +will here—even here do so, if it is necessary."</p> + +<p>"It is not, it is not, my dear Miss Harman. I believe you; from my soul +I pity you! I will do what I can. I can't promise anything without my +niece's permission; but I am to see her this evening."</p> + +<p>"Oh, if you plead with her, she will have mercy; for I know her—I am +sure of her! Oh! how can I thank you?—how can I thank you both?"</p> + +<p>Here some tears rose to Charlotte's eyes, and rolled fast and heavily +down her cheeks. She put up her handkerchief to wipe them away.</p> + +<p>"You asked me to cry yesterday, but I could not; now I believe I shall +be able," she said with almost a smile. "God bless you!"</p> + +<p>Before Wilson could get in another word she had left him and, hurrying +through the square, was lost to sight.</p> + +<p>Wilson gazed after her retreating form; then he went into Somerset +House, and once more long and carefully studied Mr. Harman's will.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[Pg 181]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XLI" id="CHAPTER_XLI"></a>CHAPTER XLI.</h2> + +<h3>NO WEDDING ON THE TWENTIETH.</h3> + + +<p>Charlotte was quite right in saying that now she could cry; a great +tension had been removed, an immediate agony lightened. From the time +she had left the doctor's presence until she had met Sandy Wilson, most +intolerable had been her feelings. She would sink all pride when she saw +him; for her father's sake, she would plead for mercy; but knowing +nothing of the character of the man, how could she tell that she would +be successful? How could she tell that he might not harden his heart +against her plea? When she left him, however, she knew that her cause +was won. Charlotte Home was to be the arbitrator of her fate; she had +never in all her life seen such a hunger for money in any eyes as she +had done in Charlotte's, and yet she felt a moral certainty that with +Charlotte she was safe. In the immediate relief of this she could cry, +and those tears were delicious to her. Returning from her drive, and in +the solitude of her own room, she indulged in them, weeping on until no +more tears would flow. They took the maddening pressure of heart and +brain, and after them she felt strong and even calm. She had washed her +face and smoothed her hair, and though she could not at once remove all +trace of the storm through which she had just passed, she still looked +better than she had done at breakfast that morning, when a tap came to +her door, and Ward, her maid, waited outside.</p> + +<p>"If you please, Miss Harman, the dressmaker has called again. Will you +have the wedding dress fitted now?"</p> + +<p>At the same instant and before Charlotte could reply, a footman appeared +at the head of the stairs—"Mr. Hinton had arrived and was waiting for +Miss Harman, in her own sitting-room."</p> + +<p>"Say, I will be with him directly," she answered to the man, then she +turned to Ward. "I will send you with a message to the dressmaker this +evening; tell her I am engaged now."</p> + +<p>The two messengers left, and Charlotte turned back into<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[Pg 182]</a></span> her room. She +had to go through another fire. Well! the sooner it was over the better. +She scarcely would give herself time for any thought as she ran quickly +down the stairs and along the familiar corridor, and in a moment found +herself in Hinton's presence. They had not met since yesterday morning, +when they had parted in apparent coldness; but Hinton had long forgotten +it, and now, when he saw her face, a great terror of pity and love came +over him.</p> + +<p>"My darling! my own darling!" he said. He came up to her and put his +arms round her. "Charlotte, what is it? You are in trouble? Tell me."</p> + +<p>Ah! how sweet it was to feel the pressure of his arms, to lay her head +on his breast. She was silent for quite a minute, saying to herself, "It +is for the last time."</p> + +<p>"You are in great trouble, Charlotte? Charlotte, what is it?" questioned +her lover.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I am in great trouble," she said then, raising her head and +looking at him. Her eyes were clear and frank and open as of old, and +yet at that moment she meant to deceive him; she would not tell him the +real reason which induced her to break off her engagement. She would +shelter her father in the eyes of the man she loved, at any cost.</p> + +<p>"You are in great trouble," he repeated, seeing that she paused.</p> + +<p>"Yes, John—for myself—for my father—for—for you. Dear John, we +cannot be married on the twentieth, we must part."</p> + +<p>"Charlotte!" he stepped back a pace or two in his astonishment, and her +arms fell heavily to her sides. "Charlotte!" he repeated; he had failed +to understand her. He gave a short laugh.</p> + +<p>She began to tremble when she heard him laugh, and seeing a chair near, +she sunk into it. "Yes, John, we must part," she repeated.</p> + +<p>He went down on his knees then by her side, and looked into her face. +"My poor darling, you are really not well; you are in trouble, and don't +know what you are saying. Tell me all your trouble, Charlotte, but don't +mind those other words. It is impossible that you and I can part. Have +we not plighted our troth before God? We cannot take that back. +Therefore we cannot part."</p> + +<p>"In heart we may be one, but outwardly we must part," she repeated, and +then she began to cry feebly, for she was all unstrung. Hinton's words +were too much for her.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[Pg 183]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Tell me all," he said then, very tenderly.</p> + +<p>"John, a dark thing was kept from me, but I have discovered it. My +father is dying. How can I marry on the twentieth, when my father is +dying?"</p> + +<p>Hinton instantly felt a sense of relief. Was this all the meaning of +this great trouble? This objection meant, at the most, postponement, +scarcely that, when Charlotte knew all.</p> + +<p>"How did you learn that about your father?" he said.</p> + +<p>"I went to see some poor people yesterday, and they told me; but that +was not enough. To-day I visited the great doctor. My father has seen +Sir George Anderson; he told me all. My father is a dying man. John, can +you ask me to marry when my father is dying?"</p> + +<p>"I could not, Charlotte, if it were not his own wish."</p> + +<p>"His own wish?" she repeated.</p> + +<p>"Yes! some time ago he told me of this; he said the one great thing he +longed for was to see you and me—you and me, my own Charlotte—husband +and wife before he died."</p> + +<p>"Why did he keep his state of health as a secret from me?"</p> + +<p>"I begged of him to tell you, but he wanted you to be his own bright +Charlotte to the end."</p> + +<p>Then Hinton told her of that first interview he had with her father. He +told it well, but she hardly listened. Must she tell him the truth after +all? No! she would not. During her father's lifetime she would shield +him at any cost. Afterwards, ah! afterwards all the world would know.</p> + +<p>When Hinton had ceased speaking, she laid her hand on his arm. +"Nevertheless, my darling, I cannot marry next week. I know you will +fail to understand me. I know my father will fail to understand me. That +is hard—the hardest part, but I am doing right. Some day you will +acknowledge that. With my father dying I cannot stand up in white and +call myself a bride. My marriage-day was to have been the entrance into +Paradise to me. With a funeral so near, and so certain, it cannot be +that. John—John—I—cannot—I cannot. We must not marry next week."</p> + +<p>"You put it off, then? You deny your dying father his dearest wish? That +is not like you, Charlotte."</p> + +<p>"No, it is unlike me. Everything, always, again, will be unlike me. If +you put it so, I deny my father his dearest wish."</p> + +<p>"Charlotte, I fail to understand you. You will not marry during your +father's lifetime. But it may be very quiet—very—very<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[Pg 184]</a></span> quiet, I can +manage that; and you need not leave him, you can still be altogether his +daughter, and yet make him happy by letting him feel that you are also +my wife; that I have the right to shield you, the right to love and +comfort you. Come, Charlotte! come, my darling! we won't have any +outward festivity, any outward rejoicing. This is but natural, this can +be managed, and yet we may have that which is above and beyond it +all—one another. We may be one in our sorrow instead of our joy."</p> + +<p>"Oh! if it could be," she sobbed; and now again she laid her head on his +shoulder.</p> + +<p>"It shall be, Charlotte; we will marry like that on the twentieth. I +will manage it with your father."</p> + +<p>"No John! no, my dearest, my best beloved, I cannot be your wife. Loving +you as I never—never—loved you before, I give you up; it is worse than +the agony of death to me. But I give you up."</p> + +<p>"You postpone our marriage during your father's lifetime?"</p> + +<p>"I postpone it—I do more—I break it off. Oh! John, don't look at me +like that; pity me—pity me, my heart will break."</p> + +<p>But he had pushed her a little away from him. Pale as death he rose to +his feet. "Charlotte! you are deceiving me; you have another reason for +this?"</p> + +<p>"If you will have it so," she said.</p> + +<p>"You are keeping a secret from me."</p> + +<p>"I do not say so, but you are likely enough to think this," she +repeated.</p> + +<p>"Can you deny it?"</p> + +<p>"I will not try, I know we must part."</p> + +<p>"If this is so, we must. A secret between husband and wife is fatal."</p> + +<p>"It would be, but I admit nothing, we cannot be husband and wife."</p> + +<p>"Never, Charlotte?"</p> + +<p>"Never!" she said.</p> + +<p>Hinton thought for a moment, and then he came up and again took her +hand. "Lottie, tell me that secret; trust me; I know there is a secret, +tell it to me, all of it, let me decide whether it must part us."</p> + +<p>"I cannot, my darling—my darling—I can say nothing, explain nothing, +except that you and I must part."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[Pg 185]</a></span></p> + +<p>"If that is so, we must," he said.</p> + +<p>He was pained, shocked, and angry, beyond words. He left the room and +the house without even another look.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XLII" id="CHAPTER_XLII"></a>CHAPTER XLII.</h2> + +<h3>"I LOVE HIM," SHE ANSWERED.</h3> + + +<p>That evening Charlotte came softly into her father's study and sat down +by his side. She had not appeared at dinner-time, sending another +excuse. She was not very well, she said; she would see her father later +in the evening. But as she could not eat, she did not care to come to +dinner. She would like to see her father quite alone afterwards. +Charlotte had worded this verbal message with great care, for she wished +to prepare her father for something of extra importance. Even with the +tenderest watching it was impossible to avoid disturbing him a little, +and she wished to prepare him for the very slight but unavoidable shock +she must give. Jasper dined at Prince's Gate as usual. But after dinner +he went away. And Charlotte, when she knew this, instantly went down to +her father. She was now perfectly calm. For the time being had forgotten +herself absolutely. Nothing gives outward composure like +self-forgetfulness, like putting yourself in your fellow-man's place. +Charlotte had done this when she stepped up to her old father's side. +She had dressed herself, too, with special thought for him. There was a +muslin frock, quite clear and simple, which he had loved. It was a soft +Indian fabric, and clung to her fine figure in graceful folds. She had +made Ward iron it out, and had put it on. Of late she had considered it +too girlish, but to-night she appeared in it knowing it would please the +eyes for which it was worn.</p> + +<p>Mr. Harman was chilly and sat by the fire. As usual the room was softly +but abundantly lit by candles. Charlotte loved light, and, as a rule, +hated to talk to any one without looking at that person fully. But +to-night an opposite motive caused her to put out one by one all the +candles.</p> + +<p>"Does not the room look cosy with only the firelight?" she said. And +then she sat down on a low stool at her father's feet.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[Pg 186]</a></span></p> + +<p>"You are better now, my love. Tell me you are better," he said, taking +her hand in his.</p> + +<p>"I am well enough to sit and talk to you, father," she said.</p> + +<p>"But what ailed you, Lottie? You could not come to dinner either +yesterday or to-day; and I remember you looked ill this morning. What is +wrong?"</p> + +<p>"I felt troubled, and that has brought on a headache. But don't let us +talk about me. I mean, I suppose we must after a little, but not at +first."</p> + +<p>"Whom shall we talk about first? Who is more important? Is it Hinton? +You cannot get <i>me</i> to think that Charlotte."</p> + +<p>"You are more important. I want to talk about you."</p> + +<p>Now she got hold of his hand, and, turning round, gazed firmly into his +face.</p> + +<p>"Father, you have troubled me. You have caused my headache."</p> + +<p>Instantly a startled look came into his eyes; and she, reading him +now—as, alas! she knew how to do but too well—hastened to soothe it.</p> + +<p>"You wanted to send me away, to make me less your own, if that were +possible. Father, I have come here to-night to tell you that I am not +going away—that I am all your own, even to the end."</p> + +<p>"My own to the end? Yes, you must always be that. But what do you mean?"</p> + +<p>She felt the hand she held trembling, and hastened to add,—</p> + +<p>"Why did you keep the truth from me? Why did you try to deceive me, your +nearest and dearest, as to your state of health? But I know it all now. +I am not going away from you."</p> + +<p>"You mean—you mean, Charlotte, you will not marry Hinton next week?"</p> + +<p>"No, father."</p> + +<p>"Have you told him?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Charlotte, do you know the worst about me?"</p> + +<p>"I know all about you. I went to see Sir George Anderson this morning. I +forced from him the opinion he has already given to you. He says that I +cannot keep you long. But while I can, we will never part."</p> + +<p>Mr. Harman's hand had now ceased to tremble. It lay<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[Pg 187]</a></span> warm and quiet in +his daughter's clasp. After a time he said—</p> + +<p>"Put your arms round me darling."</p> + +<p>She rose to her feet, clasped her hands round his neck, and laid her +head on his shoulder. In this position he kissed first her bright hair, +then her cheek and brow.</p> + +<p>"But I want my little girl to leave me," he said. "Illness need not make +me selfish. You can still be my one only dear daughter, and yet be +Hinton's wife."</p> + +<p>"I am your only dear daughter," she repeated. "Never mind about my being +any man's wife." She tried to smile as she resumed her seat at his feet.</p> + +<p>Mr. Harman saw the attempt at a smile, and it instantly strengthened him +to proceed.</p> + +<p>"Charlotte, I am not sorry that you know that which I had not courage +either to tell you or to cause another to tell you. I am—yes, I am +dying. Some day before long I must leave you, my darling. I must go away +and return no more. But before I die I want to see you Hinton's wife. It +will make me happier to see this, for you love him, and he can make you +happy. You do love him, Charlotte?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I love him," she answered.</p> + +<p>"Then we will not postpone the marriage. My child shall marry the man +she loves, and have the strength of his love in the dark days that must +follow; and in one week you will be back with me, no less my child +because you are Hinton's wife."</p> + +<p>"Father, I cannot."</p> + +<p>"Not if I wish it, dear—if I have set my heart on it?"</p> + +<p>"I cannot," she repeated.</p> + +<p>She felt driven to her wits' end, and pressed her hands to her face.</p> + +<p>"Charlotte, what is the meaning of this? There is more here than meets +the eye. Have you and Hinton quarrelled?"</p> + +<p>"No, except over this. And even over this it takes two to make a +quarrel. I cannot marry next week; I have told him so. He is vexed, and +you—you are vexed. Must I break my heart and leave you? You have always +given me my own way; give it now. Don't send me away from you. It would +break my heart to marry and leave you now."</p> + +<p>"Is this indeed so, Charlotte?" he said. "Would you with your whole +heart rather put it off?"</p> + +<p>"With my whole, whole heart, I would rather," she said.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[Pg 188]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I will not urge it. I cannot; and yet it destroys a hope which I +thought might cheer me on my dying bed."</p> + +<p>"Never mind the hope, father; you will have me. I shall not spend that +week away from you."</p> + +<p>"No, that week did seem long to look forward to."</p> + +<p>"Ah! you are glad after all that I am to be with you," she said. "You +will let me nurse you and care for you. You will not force yourself to +do more than you are able. Now that I know all, I can take such care of +you, and the thought of that will make me happier by and by."</p> + +<p>"It is a relief that you know the worst," said Mr. Harman, but he did +not smile or look contented; he, as well as Hinton, felt that there was +more in this strange desire of Charlotte's than met the eye.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XLIII" id="CHAPTER_XLIII"></a>CHAPTER XLIII.</h2> + +<h3>"YOU DON'T WANT MONEY?"</h3> + + +<p>Sandy Wilson having again very carefully read Mr. Harman's will, felt +much puzzled how to act. He was an honest, upright, practical man +himself. The greatness of the crime committed quite startled him. He had +no sympathy for the wicked men who had done the deed, and he had the +very keenest sympathy for those against whom the deed was done. His +little orphan and widowed sister and her baby child were the wronged +ones. The men who had wronged her he had never seen. He said to himself +that he had no sympathy, no sympathy whatever for Mr. Harman. What if he +was a dying man, was that fact to screen him? Was he to be allowed to go +down to his grave in peace, his gray head appearing to be to him a crown +of glory, honored by the world, cheered for his great success in life? +Was all this to be allowed to continue when he was worthy not of +applause but of hisses, of the world's most bitter opprobrium?</p> + +<p>And yet Sandy felt that, little or indeed no pity as he had for this +most wicked man, even if Charlotte had not come to him and pleaded with +eyes, voice, and manner he could scarcely have exposed Mr. Harman. He +could scarcely, after hearing that great doctor's verdict, have gone up +to the old<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[Pg 189]</a></span> man and said that which would hurry him without an instant's +time for repentance, to judgment.</p> + +<p>Alexander Wilson believed most fully in a judgment to come. When he +thought of it now, a certain sense of relief came over him. He need not +trouble so sorely; he might leave this sinner to his God. It is to be +feared that he thought more of God's justice than of His loving mercy +and forgiveness, as he decided to leave John Harman in His hands.</p> + +<p>That evening at six o'clock he was to be again with Charlotte Home. For +Charlotte Harman's sake, he had denied himself that pleasure the night +before; but this evening the solitary man might enjoy the keen pleasure +of being with his very own. Mrs. Home was his nearest living +relation—the child of his own loved sister. He did not know yet whether +he could love her at all as he had loved his little Daisy; but he felt +quite sure that her children would twine themselves round his heart; for +already the remembrance of Daisy Home was causing it to beat high with +pleasure.</p> + +<p>As the hour approached for his visit, he loaded himself with presents +not only for the children, but for the whole family. He said to himself +with much delight, that however much Mr. Harman's will might be tied up +for the present, yet Sandy Wilson's purse was open. He had far less idea +than Charlotte Harman what children really liked, but he loaded himself +with toys, cakes, and sweeties; and for his special pet Daisy over and +above the other two he bought the very largest doll that a Regent Street +shop could furnish him with. This doll was as heavy as a baby, and by no +means so beautiful to look at as its smaller companions. But Sandy was +no judge in such matters.</p> + +<p>With his presents for the adults of the party he was more fortunate. For +his niece he purchased a black silk, which in softness, lustre, and +quality could not be surpassed; for Mr. Home he bought two dozen very +old port; for Anne, a bright blue merino dress.</p> + +<p>These goods were packed into a four-wheeler, and, punctually at six +o'clock, that well-laden cab drew up at 10, Tremins Road. Three eager +pairs of eyes watched the unpacking, for the three pretty children, +dressed in their best, were in the dining-room; Mr. Home was also +present, and Charlotte had laid her tea-table with several unwonted +dainties in honor of her uncle's visit. Anne, the little maid, was +fluttering about; that well-laden cab had raised her spirits and her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[Pg 190]</a></span> +hopes. She flew in and out, helping the cabby to bring the numerous +parcels into the hall.</p> + +<p>"Ah! Annie, my girl, here's something for you," said Uncle Sandy, +tossing her dress to her. After which, it is to be feared, Anne went off +her head for a little bit.</p> + +<p>The children, headed by their mother, came into the little hall to meet +and welcome their uncle. He entered the dining-room with Daisy riding on +his shoulder. Then before tea could even be thought of, the presents +must be discussed. The cakes, the sweeties, the toys were opened out; +the children scampered about, laughed, shouted, and kissed the old +Australian. Never in all his life had Uncle Sandy felt so happy.</p> + +<p>Over an hour passed in this way, then the mother's firm voice was heard. +The little heads were raised obediently. Good-night kisses were given, +and Harold, Daisy, and little Angus were led off to their nursery by the +highly flushed and excited Anne.</p> + +<p>The tea which followed and the quiet talk were nearly as pleasant, and +Uncle Sandy so enjoyed himself, that for a time he completely forgot old +Harman's will, his own half promise, Charlotte Harman's despair.</p> + +<p>It was all brought back to him, however, and by the Homes themselves. +The tea things had been removed, the gas was lit, the curtains drawn, +and Charlotte Home had insisted on her old uncle seating himself in the +one easy-chair which the room possessed. She herself stood on the +hearthrug, and glancing for a moment at her husband she spoke.</p> + +<p>"Uncle Sandy, it is so good to have you back again, and Angus and I are +so truly glad to welcome my dear mother's brother to our home, that we +think it hard to have to touch on anything the least gloomy to-night. +Just a word or two will be sufficient, and then we must drop the subject +for ever."</p> + +<p>Uncle Sandy raised his wrinkled old face.</p> + +<p>"Ah," he said. "If there's anything unpleasant, have it cut by all +means—out and over—that's my own motto."</p> + +<p>"We spoke the other night," continued Charlotte, "about my dear mother. +I told you that she was poor—that she had to do with poverty, from the +hour of my father's death until the end of her own life. It is all over +for her now, she is at rest. If plenty of money could be found for her +she would not need it. When I told you the story you expressed a doubt +that all was not right; you said it was absolutely impossible that my<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[Pg 191]</a></span> +father could have left my mother nothing; you said that either the will +was tampered with or not acted on. Well, Uncle Sandy, I agree with you. +I had long felt that something was not right."</p> + +<p>"Ay, ay, my girl; I said before, you had a brain in your head and a head +on your shoulders. Trust Uncle Sandy not to know a clever woman when he +sees her."</p> + +<p>"Well, uncle, I can say all the rest in a very few words. You said you +could investigate the matter; that you could discover whether any foul +play had been committed. I asked you not to do so until I saw you again; +I now ask you not to do so at all; to let the whole matter rest always. +In this I have my husband's sanction and wish."</p> + +<p>"Yes, Lottie has my full approval in this matter," said Mr. Home, coming +forward and laying his hand on his wife's shoulder. "We don't want +money, we would rather let the matter rest."</p> + +<p>"You don't want money!" said Uncle Sandy, gazing hard from the ethereal +worn-looking man, to the woman, tall and thin, in her rusty dress, with +every mark of poverty showing in thin cheek, in careworn eyes, in +labor-stained hands. "You don't want money!" he repeated. "Niece +Charlotte, I retract what I said of you—I thought you were not quite a +fool. As to you, Home, I don't pretend to understand you. You don't want +money?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Home smiled. Charlotte bent down and kissed her old uncle's brow.</p> + +<p>"Nevertheless, you will do what we wish, even though you don't +understand," she said.</p> + +<p>Uncle Sandy took her hand.</p> + +<p>"Sit down near me, Niece Charlotte," he said. "And as to you, Home, you +have a long story to hear. After you have heard it, it will be time +enough to discuss your proposition. The fact is, Charlotte, I disobeyed +you in part. You asked me to do nothing in this matter until we met +again. I did nothing to compromise you; but, nevertheless, I was not +idle, I wanted to set my own mind at rest. There was an easy way of +doing this which I knew of, and which I wondered had not occurred to +you. Charlotte, I went yesterday to Somerset House; doubtless, you know +nothing of what took me there. I can soon enlighten you. In a certain +part of that vast pile, all wills are obliged to be kept. Anyone who +likes may go there, and, by paying the sum of one<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[Pg 192]</a></span> shilling, read any +will they desire. I did so. I went to Somerset House and I saw your +father's will."</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Charlotte. Whatever her previous resolution, she no doubt +felt keenly excited now. "Yes," she repeated, "you read my father's +will."</p> + +<p>"I read it. I read it in a hurry yesterday; to-day I saw it again and +read it carefully. There is no flaw in it; it is a will that must stand, +that cannot be disputed. Charlotte, you were right in your forebodings. +Niece Charlotte, you and your mother, before you, were basely robbed, +cruelly wronged; your dead father was just and upright; your living +brothers are villains; your father left, absolutely to your mother +first, and to you at her death, the sum of twelve hundred a year. He +left to you both a large enough sum of money to realize that large +yearly income. You were robbed of it. Do you know how?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Charlotte. She said that one little word almost in a whisper. +Her face was deadly pale.</p> + +<p>"That money was left in your father's will in trust; it was confided to +the care of three men, whose solemn duty it was to realize it for your +mother first, afterwards for you and your children. Those men were +called trustees; two of them, Charlotte, were your half-brothers, John +and Jasper Harman; the other was your mother's only living brother, +Sandy Wilson. These trustees were false to you: two of them by simply +ignoring the trust and taking the money to themselves; the other, by +pretending to be dead when he ought to have been in England attending to +his duty. The Harmans, the other trustees, so fully believed me to be +dead that they thought their sin would never be found out. But they +reckoned without their host, for Sandy has returned, and the missing +trustee can act now. Better late than never—eh, Niece Charlotte?"</p> + +<p>"My poor mother!" said Charlotte, "my poor, poor mother!"</p> + +<p>She covered her face with her hands. The suddenness and greatness of the +crime done had agitated her. She was very much upset. Her husband came +again very near and put his hand on her shoulder. His face, too, was +troubled.</p> + +<p>"It was a terrible sin," he said, "a terrible sin to lie on these men's +breasts for three and twenty years. God help these sinners to +repentance!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, God help them," repeated Uncle Sandy, "and also those they have +wronged. But now look up, Charlotte, for I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[Pg 193]</a></span> have not told you all. A man +never sins for himself alone; if he did it would not so greatly matter, +for God and the pangs of an evil conscience would make it impossible for +him to get off scot free; but—I found it out in the bush, where, I can +tell you, I met rough folks enough—the innocent are dragged down with +the guilty. Now this is the case here. In exposing the guilty the +innocent must suffer. I don't mean you, my dear, nor my poor little +wronged Daisy. In both your cases the time for suffering, I trust, is +quite at an end, but there is another victim." Here Uncle Sandy paused, +and Charlotte, having recovered her composure, stood upright on the +hearthrug ready to listen. "When I went to Somerset House yesterday, I +had, in order to obtain a sight of Mr. Harman's will, to go through a +little ceremony. It is not necessary to go into it. I had to get certain +papers, and take orders to certain rooms. All this was the little form +imposed on me by the Government for my curiosity. At last I was told to +go to a room, called the reading room, and asked to wait there until the +will was brought to me. It was a small room, and I sat down prepared to +wait patiently enough. There were about half-a-dozen people in the room +besides myself, some reading wills, others waiting until they were +brought. One woman sat at the table exactly opposite to me. She was the +only woman in the room at the time, and perhaps that fact made me first +notice her; but when I looked once, I could not have been old Sandy +Wilson without wanting to look again. I have a weakness for fine women, +and this woman was fine, in the sense that makes you feel that she is +lovable. She was young, eager-looking. I have no doubt her features were +handsome, but it was her open, almost childlike expression which +attracted most. She was essentially a fine creature, and yet there was a +peculiar childish innocence about her, that made old Sandy long to +protect her on the spot. I was looking at her, and hoping she would not +notice it and think old Sandy Wilson a bore, when a man came into the +room and said something to the clerk at the desk. The clerk turned to me +and said, 'The will of the name of Harman is being read at this moment +by some one else in the room.' Instantly this girl looked up, her eyes +met mine, her face grew all one blaze of color, though she was a pale +enough lass the moment before, and a frightened expression came into her +eyes. She looked down again at once, and went on reading in a hurried, +puzzled way, as if she was scarcely taking in much. Of course I knew she +had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[Pg 194]</a></span> the will, and I did not want to hurry or confuse her, so I +pretended to turn my attention to something else. It must have been +quite a couple of minutes before I looked again, and then—I confess +that I am not easily startled, but I did have to smother an +exclamation—the poor girl must have discovered the baseness and the +fraud in those two minutes. Had she been any other but the plucky lass +she is, she would have been in a dead faint on the floor, for I never, +never in all my pretty vast experience, saw a living face so white. I +could not help looking at her then, for I was completely fascinated. She +went on reading for half a minute longer; then she raised her eyes and +gazed straight and full at me. She had big, open gray eyes, and a moment +before, they were full of innocence and trust like a child's, now there +was a wild anger and despair in them. She was quite quiet however, and +no one else in the room noticed her. She pushed the will across the +table to me and said, "That is Mr. Harman's will," then she put on her +gloves quite slowly and drew down her veil, and left the room as +sedately and quietly as you please. I just glanced my eye over the will. +I took in the right place and saw the shameful truth. I was horrified +enough, but I could not wait to read it all. I gave the will back +intending to go to it another time, for I felt I must follow that girl +at any cost. I came up to her in Somerset House square. I did not care +what she thought; I must speak to her; I did. Poor lass! I think she was +quite stunned. She did not resent the liberty old Sandy had taken. When +I asked her to wait and let me talk to her she turned at once—I have +not lived in the bush so long without being, I pride myself, sharp +enough in reading character. I saw the girl, proud girl enough at +ordinary times, was in that state of despair which makes people do +desperate things. She was defiant, and told more than I expected. She +was Miss Harman—Charlotte Harman, by the way, she said. Yes; her father +had stolen that money; would I like to see him? he lived in such a +place; his name was so-and-so. Yes; she was his only child. Her manner +was so reckless, so defiant, and yet so full of absolute misery, that I +could do nothing but pity her from my very heart. I forgot you, Niece +Lottie, and your rights, and everything but this fine creature stricken +so low through another's sins. I said, 'Hush, you shall say no more +to-day. You are stunned, you are shocked, you must have time to think; I +won't remember a thing you say about your father now. Go home and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[Pg 195]</a></span> come +back again to-morrow,' I said; 'sleep over it, and I will sleep over it, +and I will meet you here to-morrow, when you are more calm.' She agreed +to this and went away. I felt a little compunction for my own softness +during that evening and night, Niece Charlotte, I felt that I was not +quite true to you; but then you had not seen her face, poor brave young +thing, poor young thing!"</p> + +<p>Here Uncle Sandy paused and looked hard from his niece to her husband. +Charlotte's eyes were full of tears, Mr. Home was smiling at him. There +was something peculiar in this man's rare smiles which turned them into +blessings. They were far more eloquent than words, for they were fed +from some illumination of strong approval within. Uncle Sandy, without +understanding, felt a warm glow instantly kindling in his heart.</p> + +<p>Charlotte said, "Go on," in a broken voice.</p> + +<p>"To-day, at the appointed hour, I met her again," proceeded the +Australian. "She was changed, she was composed enough now, she was on +her guard, she did not win my sympathy so much as in her despair. She +was quite open, however, as to the nature of the crime committed, and +told me she knew well what a sin her father had been guilty of. Suddenly +she startled me by saying that she knew you, Charlotte. She said she +wished she could see you now. I asked her why. She said, 'That I might +go down on my knees to her.' I was surprised at such words coming from +so proud a creature. I said so. She repeated that she would go down on +her knees that she might the better plead for mercy. I was beginning to +harden my old heart at that, and to think badly of her, when she stopped +me, by telling me a strange and sad thing. She said that she had +discovered something, something very terrible, between that hour and +yesterday. Her father had been ill for some time, but the worst had been +kept from her. She said yesterday that a poor person let her know quite +accidentally that he was not only ill but dying. She went alone that +morning to consult a doctor, one of those first-rate doctors whose word +is law. Mr. Harman, it seemed, unknown to her, was one of this man's +patients. He told her that he was hopelessly ill; that he could only +live for a few months, and that any shock might end his days in a +moment. She then told this doctor in confidence something of what she +had discovered yesterday. He said, 'As his medical man, I forbid you to +tell to your father this discovery you have made; if you do so he will<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[Pg 196]</a></span> +die instantly.' Miss Harman told me this strange tale, and then she +began to plead with me. She begged of me to show mercy; not to do +anything in this matter during the few months which still remained of +her father's life. Afterwards, she promised to restore all, and more +than all of what had been stolen. I hesitated; I scarcely knew how to +proceed. She saw it and exclaimed, 'Do you want me to go on my knees to +you? I will this moment, and here.' Then I said I could do nothing +without consulting you, I could do nothing without your consent. +Instantly the poor thing's whole face changed—I never saw such a change +from despair to relief. She held out her hand to me; she said she was +safe; she said she knew you; and that with you she was safe. She said +she never saw any one in her life seem to want money so badly as you; +but for all that, with you she was quite safe. She looked so thankful. +'I can cry now,' she said as she went away." Uncle Sandy paused again, +and again looked at his niece and her husband. "I told her that I would +come to you to-night," he said, "that I would plead her cause, and I +have, have I not?"</p> + +<p>"Well and nobly," answered Mrs. Home. "Angus, think of her trusting me! +I am so glad she could trust me. Indeed she is safe with us."</p> + +<p>"How soon can you go to her in the morning, Lottie?" asked the curate.</p> + +<p>"With the first dawn I should like to go, I only wish I could fly to her +now. Oh, Angus! what she must suffer; and next Tuesday is to be her +wedding-day. How my heart does ache for her! But I am glad she trusts +me."</p> + +<p>Here Mrs. Home become so excited that a great flood of tears came into +her eyes. She must cry them away in private. She left the room, and the +curate, sitting down, told to Uncle Sandy how Charlotte Harman had saved +little Harold's life.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XLIV" id="CHAPTER_XLIV"></a>CHAPTER XLIV.</h2> + +<h3>LOVE BEFORE GOLD.</h3> + + +<p>For the first time in all her life, Mrs. Home laid her head on her +pillow with the knowledge that she was a rich woman. Those good things +which money can buy could be hers; her husband need want no more; her +children might<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[Pg 197]</a></span> be so trained, so nurtured, so carefully tended that +their beauty, their beauty both physical and moral, would be seen in +clearest lustre. How often she had dreamed of the possibility of such a +time arriving, and now at last it had come. Ever since her dying mother +had told her own true history, she had dwelt upon this possible moment, +dwelt upon it with many murmurings, many heart frettings. Could it be +realized, she would be the happiest of women. Then she had decided to +give it all up, to put the golden dream quite out of her life and, +behold! she had scarcely done so before it had come true, the dream was +a reality, the riches lay at her feet. In no way through her +interference had this come about. Yes, but in the moment of her victory +the woman who had so longed for money was very miserable; like Dead Sea +apples was the taste of this eagerly desired fruit. She was enriched +through another's anguish and despair, through the wrecking of another's +happiness, and that other had saved the life of her child. Only one +thing comforted Charlotte Home during the long hours of that weary +night; Charlotte Harman had said.—</p> + +<p>"With her I am safe; dearly as she loves money, with her I am quite +safe."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Home thought the slow moments would never fly until she was with +the sister friend, who in her own bitter humiliation and shame could +trust her. In the morning, she and her husband had a talk together. Then +hurrying through her household duties, she started at a still very early +hour for Prince's Gate. She arrived there before ten o'clock, and as she +mounted the steps and pulled the ponderous bell she could not help +thinking of her last visit; she had felt sore and jealous then, to-day +she was bowed down by a sense of unworthiness and humility. Then, too, +she had gone to visit this rich and prosperous young woman dressed in +her very best, for she said to herself that whatever her poverty, she +would look every inch the lady; she looked every inch the lady to-day, +though she was in her old and faded merino. But that had now come to her +which made her forget the very existence of dress. The grand footman, +however, who answered her modest summons, being obtuse and uneducated, +saw only the shabby dress; he thought she was a distressed workwoman, he +had forgotten that she had ever come there before. When she asked for +Miss Harman, he hesitated and was uncertain whether she could see his +young lady; finally looking at her again, he decided to trust<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[Pg 198]</a></span> her so +far as to allow her to wait in the hall while he went to inquire. +Charlotte gave her name, Mrs. Home, and he went away. When he returned +there was a change in his manner. Had he begun to recognize the lady +under the shabby dress; or had Charlotte Harman said anything? He took +Mrs. Home up to the pretty room she had seen before, and left her there, +saying that Miss Harman would be with her in few moments. The room +looked just as of old. Charlotte, as she waited, remembered that she had +been jealous of this pretty room. It was as pretty to-day, bright with +flowers, gay with sunshine; the same love-birds were in the same cage, +the same canary sang in the same window, the same parrot swung lazily +from the same perch. Over the mantelpiece hung the portrait in oils of +the pretty baby, who yet was not so pretty as hers. Charlotte remembered +how she had longed for these pretty things for her children, but all +desire for them had left her now. There was the rustling of a silk dress +heard in the passage, and Charlotte Harman carelessly, but richly +attired, came in. There was, even in their outward appearance, the full +contrast between the rich and the poor observable at this moment, for +Charlotte Harman, too, had absolutely forgotten her dress, and had +allowed Ward to put on what she chose. When they were about to reverse +positions, this rich and this poor woman stood side by side in marked +contrast. Charlotte Harman looked proud and cold; in the moment when she +came to plead, she held her head high. Charlotte Home, who was to grant +the boon, came up timidly, almost humbly. She took the hands of this +girl whom she loved, held them firmly, then gathering sudden courage, +there burst from her lips just the last words she had meant at this +moment to say.</p> + +<p>"How much I love you! how much I love you!"</p> + +<p>As these fervent, passionate words were almost flung at her, Charlotte +Harman's eyes began suddenly to dilate. After a moment she said under +her breath, in a startled kind of whisper?</p> + +<p>"You know all?"</p> + +<p>"I know everything."</p> + +<p>"Then you—you will save my father?"</p> + +<p>"Absolutely. You need fear nothing from me or mine; in this we are but +quits. Did not you save Harold?"</p> + +<p>"Ah," said Charlotte Harman; she took no notice of her friend and guest, +she sat down on the nearest chair<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[Pg 199]</a></span> and covered her face. When she raised +her head, Mrs. Home was kneeling by her side.</p> + +<p>"Charlotte," said Miss Harman—there was a change in her, the proud look +and bearing were gone—"Charlotte," she said, "you and I are one age, +but you are a mother; may I lay my head on your breast just for a +moment?"</p> + +<p>"Lay it there, my darling. As you have got into my heart of hearts, so +would I comfort you."</p> + +<p>"Ah, Charlotte, how my heart has beat! but your love is like a cool hand +laid upon it, it is growing quiet."</p> + +<p>"Charlotte, you are right in reminding me that I am a mother. I must +treat you as I would my little Daisy. Daisy trusts me absolutely and has +no fear; you must trust me altogether, and fear nothing."</p> + +<p>"I do. I fear nothing when I am with you. Charlotte, next Tuesday was to +have been my wedding-day."</p> + +<p>"Yes, dear."</p> + +<p>"But it is all on an end now; I broke off my engagement yesterday. And +yet, how much I love him! Charlotte, don't look at me so pityingly."</p> + +<p>"Was I doing so? I was wondering if you slept last night."</p> + +<p>"Slept! No, people don't sleep when their hearts beat as hard as mine +did, but I am better now."</p> + +<p>"Then, Charlotte, I must prescribe for you, as a mother. For the next +two hours you are my child and shall obey me; we have a great deal to +say to each other; but first of all, before we say a single word, you +must lie on this sofa, and I will hold your hand. You shall try and +sleep."</p> + +<p>"But can you spare the time from your children?"</p> + +<p>"You are my child now; as long as you want me I will stay with you. See, +I am going to draw down the blinds, and I will lock the door; you must +not be disturbed."</p> + +<p>It was thus that these two spent the morning. When Charlotte Harman +awoke some hours later, quiet and refreshed, they had a long, long talk. +That talk drew their hearts still closer together; it was plain that +such a paltry thing as money could not divide these friends.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[Pg 200]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XLV" id="CHAPTER_XLV"></a>CHAPTER XLV.</h2> + +<h3>THE FATE OF A LETTER.</h3> + + +<p>Hinton had left the Harmans' house, after his strange interview with +Charlotte, with a stunned feeling. It is not too much to say of this +young man that he utterly failed to realize what had befallen him. He +walked like one in a dream, and when he reached his lodgings in Jermyn +Street, and sat down at last by his hearth, he thought of himself in a +queer way, as if he were some one else; a trouble had come to some one +else; that some one was a friend of his so he was called on to pity him. +Gradually, however, it dawned upon him that the friend was unpleasantly +close, that the some one else reigned as lord of his bosom. It was +he—he himself he was called on to pity. It was on his hitherto so +prosperous, young head that the storm had burst. Next Tuesday was to +have been his wedding-day. There was to be no wedding. On next Tuesday +he was to have won a bride, a wife; that other one dearer than himself +was to give herself to him absolutely. In addition to this he was to +obtain fortune: and fortune was to lead to far dearer, far nobler fame. +But now all this was at an end; Tuesday was to pass as any other +day—gray, neutral-tinted, indifferent, it was to go over his head. And +why? This was what caused the sharpest sting of the anguish. There +seemed no reason for it all. Charlotte's excuse was a poor one; it had +not the ring of the true metal about it. Unaccustomed to deceive, she +had played her part badly. She had given an excuse; but it was no +excuse. In this Hinton was not blinded, even for a moment. His +Charlotte! There, seemed a flaw in the perfect creature. His Charlotte +had a second time turned away her confidence from him. Yes, here was the +sting; in her trouble she would not let him comfort her. What was the +matter? What was the mystery? What was the hidden wrong?</p> + +<p>Hinton roused himself now. As thought and clearness of judgment came +more vividly back to him, his anger grew and his pity lessened. His mind +was brought to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[Pg 201]</a></span> bear upon a secret, for there <i>was</i> a hidden secret. His +remembrance travelled back to all that had happened since the day their +marriage was fixed—since the day when he first saw a troubled look on +Charlotte's face—and she had told him, though unwillingly, that queer +story of Mrs. Home's. Yes, of course, he knew there was a mystery—a +strange and dark mystery; like a coward he had turned away from +investigating it. He had seen Uncle Jasper's nervous fear; he had seen +Mrs. Home's poverty; he had witnessed Mr. Harman's ill-concealed +disquietude—all this he had seen, all this he had known. But for +Charlotte's sake, he had shut his eyes; Charlotte's sake he had +forbidden his brain to think or his hands to work.—</p> + +<p>And now—now—ah! light was dawning. Charlotte had fathomed what he had +feared to look at. Charlotte had seen the dread reality. The secret was +disgraceful. Nothing else could so have changed his one love. Nothing +but disgrace, the disgrace of the one nearest to her, could bring that +look to her face. Scarcely had he thought this before a memory came to +him. He started to his feet as it came back. Charlotte had said, "Before +our wedding-day I will read my grandfather's will." Suppose she had done +so, and her grandfather's will had been—what? Hinton began to see +reason now in her unaccountable determination not to see Webster. She +had doubtless resolved on that very day to go to Somerset House and read +that fatal document. Having made up her mind she would not swerve from +her purpose. Then, though she was firm in her determination, her face +had been bright, her brow unfurrowed, she had still been his own dear +and happy Charlotte. He had not seen her again until she knew all. She +knew all, and her heart and spirit were alike broken. As this fact +became clear to Hinton, a sense of relief and peace came over him; he +began once more to understand the woman he loved. Beside the darkness of +misunderstanding <i>her</i>, all other misunderstandings seemed light. She +was still his love, his life; she was still true to herself, to the +beautiful ideal he had enthroned in his heart of hearts. Poor darling! +she would suffer; but he must escape. Loving him as deeply, as devotedly +as ever, she yet would give him up, rather than that he should share in +the downfall of her house. Ah! she did not know him. She could be great; +but so also could he. Charlotte should see that her love was no light +thing for any man to relinquish: she would find that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[Pg 202]</a></span> it weighed heavier +in the balance than riches, than fame; that disgrace even could not +crush it down. Knowing all, he would go to her; she should not be alone +in her great, great trouble; she should find out in her hour of need the +kind of man whose heart she had won. His depression left him as he came +to this resolve, and he scarcely spent even an anxious night. On the +next day, however, he did not go to Charlotte; but about noon he sat +down and wrote her the following letter:—</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">My Darling</span>:</span><br /> +</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>You gave me up yesterday. I was—I don't mind telling you this +now—stunned, surprised, pained. Since then, however, I have +thought much; all my thought has been about you. Thought sometimes +leads to light, and light has come to me. Charlotte, a contract +entered into by two takes two to undo. I refuse to undo this +contract. Charlotte, I refuse to give you up. You are my promised +wife; our banns have been read twice in church already. Have you +forgotten this? In the eyes of both God and man you are almost +mine. To break off this engagement, unless I, too, wished it, would +be, whatever your motive, a <i>sin</i>. Charlotte, the time has come, +when we may ruin all the happiness of both our lives, unless very +plain words pass between us. I use very plain words when I tell you +that I most absolutely refuse to give you up. That being so, +<i>whatever</i> your motive, you are committing a sin in refusing to +give yourself to me. My darling, it is you I want, not your +money—you—not—not—But I will add no more, except one thing. +Charlotte, I went this morning to Somerset House, and I <i>read your +grandfather's will</i>.</p> + +<p>Now, what hour shall I come to you? Any hour you name I will fly +to you. It is impossible for you to refuse what I demand as a +right. But know that, if you do refuse, I will come +notwithstanding.</p></div> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Yours ever,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">John Hinton</span>.</span><br /> +</p> + +<p>This letter, being directed, was quickly posted, and in due time reached +its address at Prince's Gate.</p> + +<p>Then a strange thing happened to it. Jasper Harman, passing through the +hall, saw the solitary letter waiting for his niece. It was his habit to +examine every letter that came within his reach; he took up this one for +no particular reason, but simply from the force of this long +established<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[Pg 203]</a></span> habit. But having taken it in his hand, he knew the +writing. The letter was from Hinton, and Charlotte had told him—had +just told him—that her engagement with Hinton was broken off, that her +wedding was not to be. Old Jasper was beset just now by a thousand +fears, and Charlotte's manner and Charlotte's words had considerably +added to his alarm. There was a mystery; Charlotte could not deny that +fact. This letter might elucidate it—might throw light where so much +was needed. Jasper Harman felt that the contents of Hinton's letter +might do him good and ease his mind. Without giving himself an instant's +time for reflection, he took the letter into the dining-room, and, +opening it, read what was meant for another. He had scarcely done so +before Charlotte unexpectedly entered the room. To save himself from +discovery, when he heard her step, he dropped the letter into the fire. +Thus Charlotte never got her lover's letter.</p> + +<p>Hinton, bravely as he had spoken, was, nevertheless, pained at her +silence. After waiting for twenty-four hours he, however, resolved to be +true to his word. He had said to Charlotte, "If you refuse what I demand +as a right, nevertheless I shall exercise my right. I will come to you." +But he went with a strange sinking of heart, and when he got to Prince's +Gate and was not admitted he scarcely felt surprised.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XLVI" id="CHAPTER_XLVI"></a>CHAPTER XLVI.</h2> + +<h3>"THE WAY OF TRANSGRESSORS."</h3> + + +<p>It is one of those everlasting truths, which experience and life teach +us every day, that sin brings its own punishment, virtue its own reward: +peace, the great divine reward of conscience to the virtuous; misery and +despair, and that constant apprehension which dreads discovery, and yet +which in itself is worse than discovery, to the transgressors.</p> + +<p>"The way of transgressors is hard."</p> + +<p>That Bible text was proving itself once more now in the cases of two old +men. John Harman was sinking into his grave in anguish at the thought of +facing an angry God: Jasper Harman was preparing to fly from what, alas! +he dreaded more, the faces of his angry fellow-creatures.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[Pg 204]</a></span></p> + +<p>Yes; it had come to this with Jasper Harman; England had become too hot +to hold him; better fly while he could. Ever since the day Hinton had +told him that he had really and in truth heard of the safe arrival of +the other trustee, Jasper's days and nights had been like hell to him. +In the morning, he had wondered would the evening find him still a free +man; in the evening, he had trembled at what might befall him before the +morning dawned. Unaccustomed to any mental anguish, his health began to +give way; his heart beat irregularly, unevenly, he lost his appetite; at +night he either had bad dreams or he could not sleep. This change began +to tell upon his appearance; his hair grew thinner and whiter, he +stooped as he walked, there was very little apparent difference now +between him and John.</p> + +<p>He could not bear the Harmans' house, for there he might meet Hinton. He +dreaded his office in the City, for there the other trustee might follow +him and publicly expose him. He liked his club best; but even there he +felt scarcely safe, some one might get an inkling of the tale, there was +no saying how soon such a story, so strange, so disgraceful, pertaining +to so well-known a house as that of Harman Brothers, might get bruited +about. Thus it came to pass that there was no place where this wretched +old man felt safe; it became more and more clear to him day by day that +England was too hot to hold him. All these growing feelings culminated +in a sudden accession of terror on the day that Charlotte, with her +strangely changed face, had asked him the truth with regard to her +father's case, when, with the persistence of almost despair, she had +insisted on knowing the very worst; then had quickly followed the +announcement that her marriage had been broken off by herself; that it +was postponed, her father thought, simply for the short remaining span +of his own life; but Charlotte had taken little pains to conceal from +Uncle Jasper that she now never meant to marry Hinton. What was the +reason of it all? Jasper Harman, too, as well as Hinton, was not +deceived by the reason given. There was something more behind. What was +that something more?</p> + +<p>In his terror and perplexity, Jasper opened Hinton's letter. One +sentence in that letter, never meant for him, burnt into the unhappy man +as the very fire of hell.</p> + +<p>"I went this morning to Somerset House, and I read your grandfather's +will."</p> + +<p>Then Jasper's worst fears had come true; the discovery<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[Pg 205]</a></span> was made; the +hidden sin brought to the light, the sinners would be dragged any moment +to punishment.</p> + +<p>Jasper must leave England that very night. Never again could he enter +his brother's house. He must fly; he must fly at once and in secret, for +it would never do to take any one into his confidence. Jasper Harman had +a hard and evil heart; he was naturally cold and unloving; but he had +one affection, he did care for his brother. In mortal terror as he was, +he could not leave that dying brother without bidding him good-bye.</p> + +<p>John Harman had not gone to the City that day, and when Charlotte left +the room, Jasper, first glancing at the grate to make sure that Hinton's +letter was all reduced to ashes, stole, in his usual soft and gliding +fashion, to John's study. He was pleased to see his brother there, and +alone.</p> + +<p>"You are early back from the City, Jasper," said the elder brother.</p> + +<p>"Yes; there was nothing to keep me this afternoon, so I did not stay."</p> + +<p>The two old men exchanged a few more commonplaces. They were now +standing by the hearth. Suddenly John Harman, uttering a half-suppressed +groan, resumed his seat.</p> + +<p>"It is odd," he said, "how the insidious something which men call Death +seems to grow nearer to me day by day. Now, as we stood together, I felt +just a touch of the cold hand; the touch was but a feather weight, but +any instant it will come down like a giant on its prey. It is terrible +to stand as I do, looking into the face of Death; I mean it is terrible +for one like me."</p> + +<p>"You are getting morbid, John," said Jasper; "you always were given to +look on the dismals. If you must die, as I suppose and fear you must, +why don't you rouse yourself and enjoy life while you may?"</p> + +<p>To this John Harman made no answer. After a moment or two of silence, +during which Jasper watched him nervously, he said;—</p> + +<p>"As you have come back so early from the City, can you give me two hours +now? I have a great deal I want to say to you."</p> + +<p>"About the past?" questioned Jasper.</p> + +<p>"About the past."</p> + +<p>Jasper Harman paused and hesitated; he knew well that he should never +see his brother again; that this was his last request. But dare he stay? +Two hours were very precious,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[Pg 206]</a></span> and the avenger might even now be at the +door. No; he could not waste time so precious in listening to an old, +old tale.</p> + +<p>"Will two hours this evening do equally well, John?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, if you prefer it. I generally give the evening to Charlotte; but +this evening, if it suits you better."</p> + +<p>"I will go now, then," said Jasper.</p> + +<p>"Charlotte has told you of her resolve?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, and I have spoken to her; but she is an obstinate minx."</p> + +<p>"Do not call her so; it is because of her love for me. I am sorry that +she will not marry at once; but it is not, after all, a long +postponement and it is I own, a relief, not to have to conceal my state +of health from her."</p> + +<p>"It is useless arguing with a woman," said Jasper. "Well, good-bye, +John."</p> + +<p>"Good-bye," said the elder Harman, in some surprise that Jasper's hand +was held out to him.</p> + +<p>Jasper's keen eyes looked hard into John's for a moment. He wrung the +thin hand and left the room. He had left for ever the one human being he +loved, and even in his throat was a lump caused by something else than +fear. But in the street and well outside that luxurious home, his love +sank out of sight and his fear returned; he must get out of England that +very night, and he had much to do.</p> + +<p>He pulled out his watch. Yes, there was still time. Hailing a passing +hansom he jumped into it, and drove to his bank. There, to the +astonishment of the cashier, he drew all the money he kept there. This +amounted to some thousands. Jasper buttoned the precious notes into a +pocket-book. Then he went to his lodgings and began the task of tearing +up letters and papers which he feared might betray him. Hitherto, all +through his life he had kept these things precious; but now they all +went, even to his mother's portrait and the few letters she had written +to him when a boy at school. Even he sighed as he cast these treasures +into the fire and watched them being reduced to ashes; but though they +had gone with him from place to place in Australia, and he had hoped +never to part from them, he must give them up now, for, innocent as they +looked, they might appeal against him. He must give up all the past, +name and all, for was he not flying from the avengers? flying because of +his sin? Oh! surely the way of transgressors was hard!<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[Pg 207]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XLVII" id="CHAPTER_XLVII"></a>CHAPTER XLVII.</h2> + +<h3>CHARLOTTE HARMAN'S COMFORT.</h3> + + +<p>Jasper Harman did not come to his brother's house that night, but about +the time he might be expected to arrive there came a note from him +instead. It was plausibly written, and gave a plausible excuse for his +absence. He told John of sudden tidings with regard to some foreign +business. These tidings were really true. Jasper said that a +confidential clerk had gone to the foreign port where they dealt to +inquire into this special matter, but that he thought it best, as the +stakes at issue were large, to go also himself, to inquire personally. +He would not be long away, &c. &c. He would write when to expect his +return. It was a letter so cleverly put together, as to cause no alarm +to any one. John Harman read it, folded it up, and told Charlotte that +they need not expect Jasper in Prince's Gate for at least a week. The +week passed, and though Jasper had neither come nor written, there was +no anxiety felt on his account. In the mean time affairs had outwardly +calmed down in Prince's Gate. The agitation, which had been felt even by +the humblest servant in the establishment had ceased. Everything had +returned to its accustomed groove. The nine days' wonder of that put off +wedding had ceased to be a wonder. It still, it is true, gave zest to +conversation in the servants' hall, but upstairs it was never mentioned. +The even routine of daily life had resumed its sway, and things looked +something as they did before, except that Mr. Harman grew to all eyes +perceptibly weaker, that Charlotte was very grave and pale and quiet, +that old Uncle Jasper was no longer in and out of the house, and that +John Hinton never came near it. The luxurious house in Prince's Gate was +unquestionably very dull; but otherwise no one could guess that there +was anything specially amiss there.</p> + +<p>On a certain morning, Charlotte got up, put on her walking things, and +went out. She had not been out of doors for a week, and a sudden longing +to be alone in the fresh outer world came over her too strongly to be +rejected. She called<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[Pg 208]</a></span> a hansom and once more drove to her favorite +Regent's Park. The park was now in all the full beauty and glory of its +spring dress, and Charlotte sat down under the green and pleasant shade +of a wide spreading oak-tree. She folded her hands in her lap and gazed +straight before her. She had lived through one storm, but she knew that +another was before her. The sky overhead was still gray and lowering; +there was scarcely even peace in this brief lull in the tempest. In the +first sudden fierceness of the storm she had acted nobly and bravely, +but now that the excitement was past, there was coming to her a certain +hardening of heart, and she was beginning to doubt the goodness of God. +At first, most truly she had scarcely thought of herself at all, but it +was impossible as the days went on for her not to make a moan over her +own altered life. The path before her looked very dark, and Charlotte's +feet had hitherto been unaccustomed to gloom. She was looking forward to +the death, the inevitable and certainly approaching death of her father. +That was bad, that was dreadful; but bad and dreadful as it would be to +say good-bye to the old man, what must follow would be worse; however +she might love him, however tenderly she might treat him, during his few +remaining days or weeks of life, when all was over and he could return +no more to receive men's praise or blame, then she must disgrace him, +she must hold him up for the world's scorn. It would be impossible even +to hope that the story would not be known, and once known it would heap +dishonor on the old head she loved. For Charlotte, though she saw the +sin, though the sin itself was most terrible and horrible to her, was +still near enough to Christ in her nature to forgive the sinner. She had +suffered; oh, how bitterly through this man! but none the less for this +reason did she love him. But there was another cause for her heartache; +and this was more personal. Hinton and she were parted. That was right. +Any other course for her to have pursued would have been most distinctly +wrong. But none the less did her heart ache and feel very sore; for how +easily had Hinton acquiesced in her decision! She did not even know of +his visit to the house. That letter, which would have been, whatever its +result, like balm to her wounded spirit, had never reached her. Hinton +was most plainly satisfied that they should meet no more. Doubtless it +was best, doubtless in the end it would prove the least hard course; but +none the less did hot tears fall now; none the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[Pg 209]</a></span> less heavy was her +heart. She was wiping away a tear or two, and thinking these very sad +thoughts, when a clear little voice in her ear startled her.</p> + +<p>"My pretty lady!" said the sweet voice, and looking round Charlotte saw +little Harold Home standing by her side. Charlotte had not seen Harold +since his illness. He had grown taller and thinner than of old, but his +loving eyes were fixed on her face, and now his small brown hands beat +impatiently upon her knees.</p> + +<p>"Daisy and Angus are just round the corner," he whispered. "Let us play +a game of hide and seek, shall we?"</p> + +<p>He pulled her hand as he spoke, and Charlotte got up to humor him at +once. They went quickly round to the other side of the great oak-tree, +Harold sitting down on the grass pulled Charlotte to his side.</p> + +<p>"Ah! don't speak," he said, and he put his arms round her neck.</p> + +<p>She found the feel of the little arms strangely comforting, and when a +moment or two afterwards the others discovered them and came close with +peals of merry laughter, she yielded at once to Harold's eager request.</p> + +<p>"May they go for a walk for half an hour, and may I stay with you, +pretty lady?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," she answered, stooping down to kiss him.</p> + +<p>Anne promised to return at the right time, and Charlotte and Harold were +alone. The boy, nestling close to her side, began to chatter +confidentially.</p> + +<p>"I'm <i>so</i> glad I came across you," he said; "you looked very dull when I +came up, and it must be nice for you to have me to talk to, and 'tis +very nice for me too, for I am fond of you."</p> + +<p>"I am glad of that, Harold," said Charlotte.</p> + +<p>"But I don't think you are quite such a pretty lady as you were," +continued the boy, raising his eyes to her face and examining her +critically. "Mr. Hinton and I used to think you were perfectly lovely! +You were so <i>bright</i>—yes, bright is the word. Something like a dear +pretty cherry, or like my little canary when he's singing his very, very +best. But you ain't a bit like my canary to-day; you have no sing in you +to-day; ain't you happy, my pretty lady?"</p> + +<p>"I have had some trouble since I saw you last, Harold," said Charlotte.</p> + +<p>"Dear, dear!" sighed Harold, "everybody seems to have lots of trouble. I +wonder why. No; I don't think<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[Pg 210]</a></span> Mr. Hinton would think you pretty to-day. +But," as a sudden thought and memory came over him—"I suppose you are +married by this time? Aren't you married to my Mr. Hinton by this time?"</p> + +<p>"No, dear," answered Charlotte.</p> + +<p>"But why?" questioned the inquisitive boy.</p> + +<p>"I am afraid I cannot tell you that, Harold."</p> + +<p>Harold was silent for about half a minute. He was sitting down on the +grass close to Charlotte, and his head was leaning against her shoulder. +After a moment he continued with a sigh,—</p> + +<p>"I guess <i>he's</i> very sorry. He and I used to talk about you so at night +when I had the fever. I knew then he was fond of you, nearly as fond as +I am myself."</p> + +<p>"I am glad little Harold Home loves me," said Charlotte, soothed by the +pretty boy's talk, and again she stooped down to kiss him.</p> + +<p>"But everybody does," said the boy. "There's father and mother, and my +Mr. Hinton and me, myself, and above all, the blessed Jesus."</p> + +<p>A strange feeling, half pleasure, half surprise, came over Charlotte.</p> + +<p>"How do you know about that last?" she whispered.</p> + +<p>"Of course I know," replied Harold. "I know quite well. I heard father +and mother say it; I heard them say it quite plainly one day; 'She's one +of those blessed ones whom Jesus Christ loves very much.' Oh dear! I +wish the children weren't back so dreadfully soon."</p> + +<p>Yes, the children and Anne had returned, and Harold had to say good-bye, +and Charlotte herself had to retrace her steps homewards. But her walk +had not been for nothing, and there was a new peace, a new quiet, and a +new hope in her heart. The fact was, she just simply, without doubt or +difficulty, believed the child. Little Harold Home had brought her some +news. The news was strange, new, and wonderful; she did not doubt it. +Faithful, and therefore full of faith, was this simple and upright +nature. There was no difficulty in her believing a fact. What Harold +said was a fact. She was one of those whom Jesus loved. Straight did +this troubled soul fly to the God of consolation. Her religion, from +being a dead thing, began to live. She was not friendless, she was not +alone, she had a friend who, knowing absolutely all, still loved. At +that moment Charlotte Harman put her hand into the hand of Christ.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[Pg 211]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XLVIII" id="CHAPTER_XLVIII"></a>CHAPTER XLVIII.</h2> + +<h3>THE CHILDREN'S ATTIC.</h3> + + +<p>It was one thing for Alexander Wilson to agree to let matters alone for +the present, and by so doing to oblige both Charlotte Home and Charlotte +Harman, but it was quite another thing for him to see his niece, his own +Daisy's child, suffering from poverty. Sandy had been accustomed to +roughing it in the Australian bush. He had known what it was to go many +hours without food, and when that food could be obtained it was most +generally of the coarsest and commonest quality. He had known, too, what +the cold of lying asleep in the open air meant. All that an ordinary man +could endure had Sandy pulled through in his efforts to make a fortune. +He had never grumbled at these hardships, they had passed over him +lightly. He would, he considered, have been less than man to have +complained. But nevertheless, when he entered the Home's house, and took +possession of the poorly-furnished bedroom, and sat down day after day +to the not too abundant meals; when he saw pretty little Daisy cry +because her mother could not give her just what was most nourishing for +her breakfast, and Harold, still pale and thin, having to do without the +beef-tea which the doctor had ordered for him; when Sandy saw these +things his heart waxed hot, and a great grumbling fit took possession of +his kindly, genial soul. This grumbling fit reached its culminating +point, when one day—mother, children, and maid all out—he stole up +softly to the children's nursery. This small attic room, close to the +roof, low, insufficiently ventilated, was altogether too much for Sandy. +The time had come for him to act, and he was never the man to shirk +action in any way. Charlotte Harman was all very well; that dying father +of hers, whom he pronounced a most atrocious sinner, and took pleasure +in so thinking him, he also was well enough, but everything could not +give way to them. Though for the present Mr. Harman's money could not be +touched for the Home's relief, yet Sandy's own purse was open, and that +purse, he flattered himself, was somewhat<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[Pg 212]</a></span> comfortably lined. Yes, he +must do something, and at once. Having examined with marked disgust the +children's attic, he marched down the street. Tremins Road was long and +narrow, but leading out of it was a row of fine new houses. These houses +were about double the size of number ten, were nicely finished, and +though many of them were already taken, two or three had boards up, +announcing that they were still to let. Sandy saw the agent's name on +the board, and went off straight to consult with him. The result of this +consultation was that in half an hour he and the agent were all over the +new house. Sandy went down to the basement, and thought himself +particularly knowing in poking his nose into corners, in examining the +construction of the kitchen-range, and expecting a copper for washing +purposes to be put up in the scullery. Upstairs he selected a large and +bright room, the windows of which commanded a peep of distant country. +Here his pretty little Pet Daisy might play happily, and get back her +rosy cheeks, and sleep well at night without coming downstairs +heavy-eyed to breakfast. Finally he took the house on the spot, and +ordered in paperers and painters for the following Monday.</p> + +<p>He was asked if he would like to choose the papers. "Certainly," he +replied, inwardly resolving that the nursery should be covered with +pictures. He appointed an hour on Monday for his selections. This day +was Saturday. He then went to the landlord of No. 10, Tremins Road, and +made an arrangement for the remainder of the Homes' lease. This +arrangement cost him some money, but he reflected again with +satisfaction that his purse was well lined. So far he had conducted his +plans without difficulty. But his next step was not so easy; without +saying a word to either Charlotte or her husband, he had deprived them +of one home, while providing them with another. No doubt the new home +was vastly superior to the old. But still it came into his mind that +they might consider his action in the light of a liberty; in short, that +this very peculiar and unworldly couple might be capable of taking huff +and might refuse to go at his bidding. Sandy set his wits to work over +this problem, and finally he concocted a scheme. He must come round this +pair by guile. He thought and thought, and in the evening when her +husband was out he had a long talk with his niece. By a few judiciously +chosen words he contrived to frighten Charlotte about her husband's +health. He remarked that he looked ill, worn, very much older than his +years. He<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[Pg 213]</a></span> said, with a sigh, that when a man like Home broke down he +never got up again. He was undermining his constitution. When had he had +a change?</p> + +<p>"Never once since we were married," answered the wife with tears in her +eyes.</p> + +<p>Sandy shook his head very sadly and gravely over this, and after a +moment of reflection brought out his scheme.</p> + +<p>Easter was now over, there was no special press of parish work. Surely +Homes' Rector would give him a holiday, and allow him to get away from +Monday to Saturday night? Why not run away to Margate for those six +days, and take his wife and three children with him? No, they need take +no maid, for he, Uncle Sandy, having proposed this plan must be +answerable for the expense. He would put them all up at a good hotel, +and Anne could stay at home to take care of him. Of course to this +scheme there were many objections raised. But, finally, the old +Australian overruled them each and all. The short leave was granted by +the Rector. The rooms at the hotel which commanded the best sea-view +were taken by Sandy, and the Homes left 10 Tremins Road, little guessing +that they were not to return there. When he had seen father, mother, and +three happy little children off by an early train, Sandy returned +quickly to Tremins Road. There he called Anne to him, and unfolded to +the trembling and astonished girl his scheme.</p> + +<p>"We have to be in the new house as snug as snug by Saturday night, my +girl," he said in conclusion. "We have to bring away what is worth +moving of this furniture, and it must all be clean and fresh, for a +clean new house. And, look here, Anne, you can't do all the work; do you +happen to know of a good, hard-working girl, who would come and help +you, and stay altogether if Mrs. Home happened to like her, just a +second like yourself, my lass?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, please, sir, please, sir," answered Anne, "there's my own sister, +she's older nor me, and more knowing. She's real 'andy, and please, sir, +she'd like it real awful well."</p> + +<p>"Engage her by all means," said Wilson, "go at once for her. See; where +does she live? I will pay the cab fare."</p> + +<p>"Oh, was anything so exactly like the <i>Family Herald</i>," thought Anne as +she drove away.</p> + +<p>Uncle Sandy then went to a large West End furniture shop, and chose some +sensible and nice furniture. The<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[Pg 214]</a></span> drawing-room alone he left untouched, +for he could not pretend to understand how such a room should be rigged +out—that must be Charlotte's province. But the nice large dining-room, +the bedrooms, the stairs and hall, were made as sweet and gay and pretty +as the West End shopman, who had good taste and to whom Uncle Sandy gave +carte blanche, could devise. Finally, on Saturday, he went to a +florist's and from there filled the windows with flowers, and Anne had +orders to abundantly supply the larder and store-room; and now at last, +directions being given for tea, the old man went off to meet his niece, +her husband and her children, to conduct them to their new home.</p> + +<p>"Oh, we did have such a time," said Harold, as, brown as a berry, he +looked up at his old great-uncle. "Didn't we, Daisy?" he added, +appealing to his small sister, who clung to his hand.</p> + +<p>"Ess, but we 'onted 'oo, Uncle 'Andy," said the small thing, looking +audaciously into his face, which she well knew this speech would please.</p> + +<p>"You're just a dear, little, darling duck," said Sandy, taking her in +his arms and giving her a squeeze. But even Daisy could not quite +monopolize him at this moment. All the success of his scheme depended on +the next half-hour, and as they all drove back to Kentish Town, Sandy on +the box-seat of the cab, and the father, mother, and three children +inside, his heart beat so loud and hard, that he had to quiet it with +some sharp inward admonitions.</p> + +<p>"Sandy Wilson, you old fool!" he said to himself more than once; "you +have not been through the hardships of the Australian bush to be afraid +of a moment like this. Keep yourself quiet; I'm ashamed of you."</p> + +<p>At last they drew up at the address Sandy had privately given. How +beautiful the new house looked! The hall door stood open, and Anne's +smiling face was seen on the threshold. The children raised a shout at +sight of her and the flowers, which were so gay in the windows. Mr. Home +in a puzzled kind of way was putting out his head to tell the cabby that +he had made a mistake, and that he must just turn the corner. Charlotte +was feeling a queer little sensation of surprise, when Uncle Sandy, with +a face almost purple with emotion, flung open the door of the cab, took +Daisy in his arms, and mounting her with an easy swing on to his +shoulder said to Charlotte,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[Pg 215]</a></span>—</p> + +<p>"Welcome, in the name of your dear, dead mother, Daisy Wilson, to your +new home, Niece Lottie."</p> + +<p>The children raised a fresh shout.</p> + +<p>"Oh, come, Daisy," said Harold; she struggled to the ground and the two +rushed in. Anne came down and took the baby, and Mr. and Mrs. Home had +no help for it but to follow in a blind kind of way. Uncle Sandy pushed +his niece down into one of the hall chairs.</p> + +<p>"There!" he said; "don't, for Heaven's sake, you two unpractical, +unworldly people, begin to be angry with me. That place in Tremins Road +was fairly breaking my heart, and I could not stand it, and +'tis—well—I do believe 'tis let, and you <i>can't</i> go back to it, and +this house is yours, Niece Charlotte, and the furniture. As to the rent, +I'll be answerable for that, and you won't refuse your own mother's +brother. The fact was, that attic where the children slept was too much +for me, so I had to do something. Forgive me if I practised a little bit +of deception on you both. Now, I'm off to an hotel to-night, but +to-morrow, if you're not too angry with your mother's brother, I'm +coming back for good. Kept a fine room for myself, I can tell you. Anne +shall show it to you. Trust Sandy Wilson to see to his own comforts. Now +good-bye, and God bless you both."</p> + +<p>Away he rushed before either of the astonished pair had time to get in a +word.</p> + +<p>"But I do think they'll forgive the liberty the old man took with them," +were his last waking thoughts as he closed his eyes that night.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XLIX" id="CHAPTER_XLIX"></a>CHAPTER XLIX.</h2> + +<h3>HE WEPT.</h3> + + +<p>Mr. Harman was beginning to take the outward circumstances of his life +with great quietness. What, three months before, would have caused both +trouble and distress, now, was received with equanimity. The fact was, +he felt himself day by day getting so near eternity, that the things of +time, always so disproportionately large to our worldly minds, were +assuming to him their true proportions.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216">[Pg 216]</a></span></p> + +<p>John Harman was being led by a dark road of terrible mental suffering to +his God; already he was drawing near, and the shadow of that forgiveness +which would yet encircle him in its perfect rest and peace was at hand.</p> + +<p>Days, and even weeks, went by, and there was no news of Jasper. John +Harman would once have been sorely perplexed, but now he received the +fact of his brothers absence with a strange quietness, even apathy. +Charlotte's postponed marriage, a little time back, would have also +fretted him, but believing surely that she would be happy after his +death, he did not now trouble; and he could not help owning to himself +that the presence of his dearly loved daughter was a comfort too great +to be lightly dispensed with. He was too much absorbed with himself to +notice the strangeness of Hinton's absence, and he did not perceive, as +he otherwise would have done, that Charlotte's face was growing thin and +pale, and that there was a subdued, almost crushed manner about the +hitherto spirited creature, which not even his present state of health +could altogether account for.</p> + +<p>Yes, John Harman lived his self-absorbed life, going day by day a little +further into the valley of the shadow of death. The valley he was +entering looked very dark indeed to the old man, for the sin of his +youth was still unforgiven, and he could not see even a glimpse of the +Good Shepherd's rod and staff. Still he was searching day and night for +some road of peace and forgiveness; he wanted the Redeemer of all the +world to lay His hand upon his bowed old head. The mistake he was still +making was this—he would not take God's way of peace, he must find his +own.</p> + +<p>One evening, after Charlotte had left him, he sat for a long time in his +study lost in thought. After a time he rose and took down once more from +the shelf the Bible which he had opened some time before; then it had +given him the reverse of comfort, and he scarcely, as he removed it from +the place where he had pushed it far back out of sight, knew why he +again touched it. He did, however, take it in his hand, and return with +it to his chair. He drew the chair up to the table and laid the old +Bible upon it. He opened it haphazard; he was not a man who had ever +studied or loved the Bible; he was not acquainted with all its contents +and the story on which his eyes rested came almost with the freshness of +novelty.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_217" id="Page_217">[Pg 217]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Two men went up into the Temple to pray; the one a Pharisee, and the +other a publican.</p> + +<p>"The publican would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but +smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me, a sinner.</p> + +<p>"I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the +other."</p> + +<p>John Harman read the story twice.</p> + +<p>"This man went down to his house justified rather than the other."</p> + +<p>The other! he fasted, and gave alms, and thanked God that he was not as +this publican—this publican, who was a sinner.</p> + +<p>But the Bible words were clear enough and plain enough. He, the sinner, +was justified.</p> + +<p>John Harman covered his face with his hands. Suddenly he fell on his +knees.</p> + +<p>"God be merciful to me a sinner," he said.</p> + +<p>He said the few words twice aloud, in great anguish of spirit, and as he +prayed he wept.</p> + +<p>Afterwards he turned over the Bible pages again. This time he read the +story of Zacchæus.</p> + +<p>"If I have taken anything from any man, I restore him fourfold."</p> + +<p>It was very late when Mr. Harman at last went to bed, but he slept +better that night than he had done for years. He was beginning to see +the possible end.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_L" id="CHAPTER_L"></a>CHAPTER L.</h2> + +<h3>HOME'S SERMON.</h3> + + +<p>It was impossible for the Homes to refuse Uncle Sandy's kindness. Their +natural pride and independence of character could not stand in the way +of so graciously and gracefully offered a gift. When the old man came to +see them the next day, he was received with all the love and gratitude +he deserved. If he could give well, Charlotte and her husband knew how +to receive well. He now told his niece plainly that he had come to pass +the remainder of his days with her and hers; and father, mother, and +children welcomed him with delight.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_218" id="Page_218">[Pg 218]</a></span></p> + +<p>Charlotte was now a very happy woman. The new and pretty house was +delightful to her. She began to understand what it was not to have to +look twice at a pound, for Uncle Sandy's purse was for ever at her +command. When she went with her old uncle to choose the furniture for +the new drawing room, she laughed so merrily and seemed so gay that +Uncle Sandy informed her that she had already lost five years of her +age. Harold and Daisy used to look into her face at this time, and say +to one another, "Isn't our mother pretty?" For, indeed, the peace in her +heart, and the little unexpected glow of worldly prosperity which had +come into her life, had wonderfully softened and beautified her face. +Her eyes, when she looked at her children's blooming faces, were often +bright as stars. At all times now they were serene and happy. She had +one little cross, however, one small shadow in her happy time. She +wanted to be much—daily, if possible—with Charlotte Harman. Her heart +yearned over Charlotte, and she would have almost neglected her children +to give her one ray of comfort just now. But Charlotte herself had +forbidden this daily intercourse.</p> + +<p>"I love you, Charlotte," she had said, "and I know that you love me. But +at present we must not meet. I cannot leave my father to go to see you, +and you must not come here, for I cannot risk the chance of seeing you. +He may question me, and I shall not be able to answer his questions. No, +Charlotte, we must not meet."</p> + +<p>Charlotte Home felt much regret at this. Failing Charlotte Harman, she +turned her attention to Hinton. She was fully resolved that no stone +should remain unturned by her to enable those two yet to marry, and she +thought she might best effect her object by seeing the young man. She +wrote to him, asking him to call, telling him that she had much of +importance to tell him; but both from his private address and also from +his chambers the letters were, in due course of time, returned. Hinton +was not in town, and had left no clue to his whereabouts. Thus she was +cut off from helping, in any way, those who were in great darkness, and +this fact was an undoubted sorrow to her. Yes, Mrs. Home was full of +pity for Charlotte, full of pity for Charlotte's lover. But it is to be +feared that both she and Uncle Sandy retained a strong sense of +indignation towards the one who had caused the anguish—towards the one, +therefore, on whom the heaviest share of the punishment fell. Very +terrible was it for Charlotte, very terrible for Hinton. But were they +asked<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[Pg 219]</a></span> to tell their true feeling towards old John Harman, they might +have whispered, "Serve him right." There was one, however, besides his +daughter, whose warmest sympathies, whose most earnest and passionate +prayers were beginning day by day and night by night, to centre more and +more round the suffering and guilty man, and that one was the curate, +Home. Angus Home had never seen John Harman, but his sin and his +condition were ever before him. He was a dying man, and—he was a +sinner. With strong tears and lamentation did this man cry to God for +his fellow man. His tears and his prayers brought love for the sinner. +Angus Home would have gladly died to bring John Harman back to God.</p> + +<p>One Saturday night he sat up late over his sermon. He was not an +eloquent preacher, but so earnest was his nature, so intense his +realization of God's love and of the things unseen, that it was +impossible for his words not to be winged with the rare power of +earnestness. He was neither gifted with language nor with imagination; +but he could tell plain truths in such a way that his hearers often +trembled as they listened. At such times he looked like an avenging +angel. For the man, when he felt called on to rebuke sin, was very +jealous for his God. Then, again, he could whisper comfort; he could +bring down Heaven, and looked, when he spoke of the land which is very +far off, as though even now, and even here, his eyes were seeing the +King in His beauty. Nevertheless, so little was that real power of his +understood, so much better were empty words gracefully strung together +preferred, that Home was seldom asked to preach in the large parish +church. His congregation were generally the very poorest of his flock. +These very poor folks learned to love their pastor, and for them he +would very gladly spend and be spent. He was to preach to-morrow in a +small iron building to these poor people. He now sat up late to prepare +his sermon. He found himself, however, sadly out of tune for this work. +He took his Bible in hand and turned page after page; he could find no +suitable text; he could fix his attention on no particular line of +argument. He unlocked a drawer, and took from thence a pile of old +sermons; should he use one of these? He looked through and through his +store. None pleased, none satisfied him. Finally, overcome by a sudden +feeling, he forgot his sermon of to-morrow. He pushed his manuscripts +aside, and fell on his knees. He was in terror about the soul of John +Harman,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[Pg 220]</a></span> and he prayed for him in groans that seemed almost as though +they must rend the heavens in their pleadings for a reply. "Lord, spare +the man. Lord, hear me; hear me when I plead with Thee. It was for +sinners such as he Thou didst die. Oh, spare! oh, save!—save this great +sinner. Give me his soul, Lord. Lord, give me his soul to bring to Thee +in Heaven." He went up to bed in the early hours of the May morning +quite exhausted. He had absolutely forgotten his sermon. He had not +prepared a word for his congregation for the next day. Before he went to +church he remembered this. There was no help for it now. He could but +put two of his already prepared sermons in his pocket and set out. He +was to read the service as well as to preach the sermon. There were +about sixty poor people present. Charlotte and the children went to the +parish church. There was not a really well-dressed person in all his +congregation. He had just finished reading the Absolution when a slight +stir near the door attracted his attention. He raised his eyes to see +the verger leading up the centre aisle an old man with bowed head and +silver hair, accompanied by a young woman. The young woman Home +recognized at a glance. She was Charlotte Harman; the old man then was +her father. He did not ask himself why they had come here or how, but +instantly he said to his own heart, with a great throb of ecstatic joy, +"God has heard my prayer; that soul is to be mine." When he mounted the +pulpit stairs he had absolutely forgotten his written sermons. For the +first time he stood before his congregation without any outward aid of +written words, or even notes. He certainly did not need them, for his +heart was full. Out of that heart, burning with love so intense as to be +almost divine, he spoke. I don't think he used any text, but he told +from beginning to end the old, old tale of the Prodigal Son. He told it +as, it seemed to his congregation, that wonderful story had never been +told since the Redeemer Himself had first uttered the words. He +described the far country, the country where God was not; and the people +were afraid and could scarcely draw their breath. Then he told of the +Father's forgiveness and the Father's welcome home; and the +congregation, men and women alike, hid their faces and wept. Added to +his earnestness God had given to him the great gift of eloquence to-day. +The people said afterwards they scarcely knew their pastor. There was +not a dry eye in his church that morning.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[Pg 221]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_LI" id="CHAPTER_LI"></a>CHAPTER LI.</h2> + +<h3>A SINNER.</h3> + + +<p>Home went back to his new and pretty house and sat down with his wife +and children, and waited. He would not even tell Charlotte of these +unlooked-for additions to his small congregation. When she asked him if +he had got on well, if his sermon had been a difficulty, he had +answered, with a light in his eyes, that God had been with him. After +this the wife only took his hand and pressed it. She need question no +further: but even she wondered at the happy look on his face.</p> + +<p>He had two more services for that day, and also schools to attend, and +through all his duties, which seemed to come without effort or +annoyance, he still waited. He knew as well as if an angel had told him +that he should see more of Mr. Harman. Had he been less assured of this +he would have taken some steps himself to secure a meeting; he would +have gone to the daughter, he would have done he knew not what. But +having this firm assurance, he did not take any steps; he believed what +God wished him to do was quietly to wait.</p> + +<p>When he went out on Monday morning he left word with his wife where he +might be found without trouble or delay, if wanted.</p> + +<p>"Is any one ill in the congregation?" she inquired.</p> + +<p>"Some one is ill, but not in the congregation," he answered.</p> + +<p>He came home, however, late on Monday night, to find that no one had +sent, no one in particular had inquired for him. Still his faith was not +at all shaken; he still knew that Harman's soul was to be given to him, +and believing that he would like to see him, he felt that he should yet +be summoned to his side.</p> + +<p>On Tuesday morning prayers were to be read in the little iron church. +Never full even on Sundays, this one weekday service was very miserably +attended. Home did not often take it, the duty generally devolving on +the youngest<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[Pg 222]</a></span> curate in the place. He was hurrying past to-day, having +many sick and poor to attend to, when he met young Davenport—a curate +only just ordained.</p> + +<p>"I am glad I met you," said the young man, coming up at once and +addressing the older clergyman with a troubled face. "There would not +have been time to have gone round to your place. See, I have had a +telegram; my father is ill. I want to catch a train at twelve o'clock to +go and see him; I cannot if I take this service. Will it be possible for +you to do the duty this morning?"</p> + +<p>"Perfectly possible," answered Home heartily. "Go off at once, my dear +fellow; I will see to things for you until you return."</p> + +<p>The young man was duly grateful, and hurried away at once, and Home +entered the little building. The moment he did so he saw the reason of +it all. Mr. Harman was in the church; he was in the church and alone. +His daughter was not with him. There was no sermon that day, and the +short morning prayers were quickly over. The half-dozen poor who had +come in went out again; but Mr. Harman did not stir. Home took off his +surplice, and hurried down the church. He meant now to speak to Mr. +Harman, if Mr. Harman did not speak to him; but he saw that he would +speak. As he approached the pew the white-headed old man rose slowly and +came to meet him.</p> + +<p>"Sir, I should like to say a few words to you."</p> + +<p>"As many as you please, my dear sir; I am quite at your service."</p> + +<p>Home now entered the pew and sat down.</p> + +<p>"Shall we talk here or in the vestry?" he inquired, after a moment's +silence.</p> + +<p>"I thought perhaps you would come to my house later on," said Mr. +Harman. "I have a long story to tell you; I can tell it best at home. I +am very ill, or I would come to you. May I expect you this evening?"</p> + +<p>"I will certainly come," answered Home. "What is your address?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Harman gave it. Then, after a pause, he added—</p> + +<p>"I seek you as a minister."</p> + +<p>"And I come to you as a servant of God," replied the curate, now fixing +his eyes on his companion.</p> + +<p>Mr. Harman's gaze did not quail before that steady look. With an +unutterable sadness he returned it fully. Then he said,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[Pg 223]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I came here on Sunday."</p> + +<p>"I saw you," answered Home.</p> + +<p>"Ah! can it be possible that you preached to me?"</p> + +<p>"To you, if you think so. I spoke to every sinner in the congregation."</p> + +<p>"You spoke of a land where God is not; you described the terrible +country well."</p> + +<p>"An arid land?" answered Home.</p> + +<p>"Ay, a thirsty land."</p> + +<p>"Those that find it so generally find also that they are being led back +to a land where God is."</p> + +<p>"You believe, then, in the forgiveness of sin?"</p> + +<p>"If I did not I should go mad."</p> + +<p>"My good sir, you are not much of a sinner."</p> + +<p>"I am a sinner, sir; and if I were not—if I dared to lift up my eyes to +a holy, a righteous God, and say, 'I am pure'—I yet, if I did not +believe as fully as I am now sitting by your side in the perfect +forgiveness of sin, I yet should go mad; for I have seen other men's +sins and other men's despair; I should lose my reason for their sakes, +if not for my own."</p> + +<p>"Should you, indeed? You see now before you a despairing man and a dying +man."</p> + +<p>"And a sinner?" questioned Home.</p> + +<p>"Ay, ay, God knows, a sinner."</p> + +<p>"Then I see also before me a man whose despair can be changed to peace, +and his sin forgiven. What hour shall I call upon you this evening?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Harman named the hour. Then he rose feebly; Home gave him his arm +and conducted him to his carriage; afterwards he re-entered the church +to pray.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_LII" id="CHAPTER_LII"></a>CHAPTER LII.</h2> + +<h3>A HIDDEN SIN.</h3> + + +<p>Nine o' clock in the evening was the hour named by Mr. Harman, and +punctually at that hour Home arrived at Prince's Gate. He was a man who +had never been known to be late for an appointment; for in little things +even, this<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[Pg 224]</a></span> singular man was faithful to the very letter of the trust. +This nice observance of his passed word, in a great measure counteracted +his otherwise unpractical nature. Home was known by all his +acquaintances to be a most dependable man.</p> + +<p>Mr. Harman had told Charlotte that he was expecting a friend to visit +him. He said he should like to see that friend alone; but, contrary to +his wont, he did not mention his name. This cannot be wondered at, for +Mr. Harman knew of no connection between the Homes and Charlotte. He had +chosen this man of God, above his fellow-men, because he had been +haunted and impressed by his sermon, but he scarcely himself even knew +his name. It so happened, however, that Charlotte saw Mr. Home entering +her father's study. It is not too much to say that the sight nearly took +her breath away, and that she felt very considerable disquietude.</p> + +<p>"Sit here," said Mr. Harman to his guest.</p> + +<p>The room had been comfortably prepared, and when Home entered Mr. Harman +got up and locked the door; then, sitting down opposite to Home, and +leaning a little forward, he began at once without preface or preamble.</p> + +<p>"I want to tell you without reservation the story of my life."</p> + +<p>"I have come to listen," answered Home.</p> + +<p>"It is the story of a sin."</p> + +<p>Home bent his head.</p> + +<p>"It is the story of a successfully hidden sin—a sin hidden from all the +world for three and twenty years."</p> + +<p>"A crushing weight such a sin must have been," answered the clergyman. +"But will you just tell me all from the beginning?"</p> + +<p>"I will tell you all from the beginning. A hidden sin is, as you say, +heavy enough to crush a man into hell. But I will make no more preface. +Sir, I had the misfortune to lose a very noble mother when I was young. +When I was ten years old, and my brother (I have one brother) was eight, +our mother died! We were but children, you will say; but I don't, even +now that I am a dying, sinful old man, forget my mother. She taught us +to pray and to shun sin. She also surrounded us with such high and holy +thoughts—she so gave us the perfection of all pure mother love, that we +must have been less than human not to be good boys during her lifetime. +I remember even now the look in her eyes when I refused on any childish +occasion to follow the good, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[Pg 225]</a></span> then chose the evil. I have a +daughter—one beloved daughter, something like my mother. I have seen +the same high and honorable light in her eyes, but never since in any +others. Well, my mother died, and Jasper and I had only her memory to +keep us right. We used to talk about her often, and often fretted for +her as, I suppose, few little boys before or since have fretted for a +mother. After her death we were sent to school. Our father even then was +a rich man: he was a self-made man; he started a business in a small way +in the City, but small beginnings often make great endings, and the +little business grew, and grew, and success and wealth came almost +without effort. Jasper and I never knew what poverty meant. I loved +learning better than my brother did, and at the age of eighteen, when +Jasper went into our father's business, I was sent to Oxford. At +twenty-two I had taken my degree, and done so, not perhaps brilliantly, +but with some honor. Any profession was now open to me, and my father +gave me full permission to choose any walk in life I chose; at the same +time he made a proposal. He was no longer so young as he had been; he +had made his fortune; he believed that Jasper's aptitude for business +excelled his own. If we would become partners in the firm which he had +made, and which was already rising into considerable eminence, he would +retire altogether. We young men should work the business in our own way. +He was confident we should rise to immense wealth. While making this +proposal our father said that he would not give up his business to +Jasper alone. If both his sons accepted it, then he would be willing to +retire, taking with him a considerable sum of money, but still leaving +affairs both unencumbered and flourishing. 'You are my heirs +eventually.' he said to us both; 'and now I give you a week to decide.' +At the end of the allotted time we accepted the offer. This was +principally Jasper's doing, for at that time I knew nothing of business, +and had thought of a profession. Afterwards I liked the counting-house, +and became as absorbed as others in the all-engrossing accumulation of +wealth. Our father had taken a very large sum of money out of the +business, and it was impossible for us not to feel for a time a +considerable strain; but Jasper's skill and talent were simply +wonderful, and success attended all our efforts.</p> + +<p>"Two years after I joined the business, I married my Charlotte's mother. +I was a wealthy man even then. Though of no birth in particular, I was +considered gentlemanly.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226">[Pg 226]</a></span> I had acquired that outward polish which a +university education gives; I was also good-looking. With my money, good +looks, and education, I was considered a match for the proud and very +poor daughter of an old Irish baronet. She had no money; she had nothing +but her beautiful face, her high and honorable spirit, her blue blood. +You will say, 'Enough!' Ay, it was more than enough. She made me the +best, the truest of wives. I never loved another woman. She was a little +bit extravagant. She had never known wealth until she became my wife, +and wealth, in the most innocent way in the world, was delightful to +her. While Jasper saved, I was tempted to live largely. I took an +expensive house—there was no earthly good thing I would not have given +to her. She loved me; but, as I said, she was proud. Pride in birth and +position was perhaps her only fault. I was perfect in her eyes, but she +took a dislike to Jasper. This I could have borne, but it pained me when +I saw her turning away from my old father. I dearly loved and respected +my father, and I wanted Constance to love him, but she never could be +got to care for him. It was at that time, that that thing happened which +was the beginning of all the after darkness and misery.</p> + +<p>"My father, finding my proud young wife not exactly to his taste, came +less and less to our house. Finally, he bought an old estate in +Hertfordshire, and then one day the news reached us that he had engaged +himself to a very young girl, and that he would marry at once. There was +nothing wrong in this marriage, but Jasper and I chose to consider it a +sin. We had never forgotten our mother, and we thought it a dishonor to +her. We forgot our father's loneliness. In short, we were unreasonable +and behaved as unreasonably as unreasonable men will on such occasions. +Hot and angry words passed between our father and ourselves. We neither +liked our father's marriage nor his choice. Of course, we were scarcely +likely to turn the old man from his purpose, but we refused to have +anything to do with his young wife. Under such circumstances we had an +open quarrel. Our father married, and we did not see him for years. I +was unhappy at this, for I loved my father. Before his second marriage, +he always spent from Saturday to Monday at our house, and though my own +wife not caring for him greatly marred our pleasure, yet now that the +visits had absolutely ceased I missed them—I missed the gray head and +the shrewd, old, kindly face; and often,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_227" id="Page_227">[Pg 227]</a></span> very often, I almost resolved +to run down into Hertfordshire and make up my quarrel. I did not do so, +however; and as the years went on, I grew afraid to mention my father's +name to either my wife or brother. Jasper and I were at this time deeply +absorbed in speculation; our business was growing and growing; each +thing we embarked in turned out well; we were beginning quite to recover +from the strain which our father's removal of so large a sum of money +had caused. Jasper was a better man of business than I was. Jasper, +though the junior partner, took the lead in all plans. He proposed that +an Australian branch of our business should be opened. It was done, and +succeeded well.</p> + +<p>"About this time we heard that a little son had arrived at the Hermitage +in Hertfordshire. He did not live long. We saw his birth announced in +<i>The Times</i>. It may have been some months later, though, looking back on +it, it seems but a few days, that the birth was followed by the death. A +year or two passed away, and my wife and I were made happy by the +arrival of our first child. The child was a daughter. We called her +Charlotte, after my much-loved mother. Time went on, until one day a +telegram was put into my hand summoning my brother and myself to our +father's deathbed. The telegram was sent by the young wife. I rushed off +at once; Jasper followed by the next train.</p> + +<p>"The hale old man had broken up very suddenly at last, and the doctor +said he had but a few days to live. During those few days, Jasper and I +scarcely left his bedside; we were reconciled fully and completely, and +he died at last murmuring my own mother's name and holding our hands.</p> + +<p>"It was during this visit that I saw the little wife for the first time. +She was a commonplace little thing, but pretty and very young; it was +impossible to dislike the gentle creature. She was overpowered with +grief at her husband's death. It was impossible not to be kind to her, +not to comfort her. There was one child, a girl of about the age of my +own little Charlotte. This child had also been named Charlotte. She was +a pale, dark-eyed child, with a certain strange look of my mother about +her. She was not a particle like her own. My father loved this little +creature, and several times during those last days of his he spoke of +her to me.</p> + +<p>"'I have called her after your own mother,' he said. 'I love my second +wife; but the Charlotte of my youth can never<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228">[Pg 228]</a></span> be forgotten. I have +called the child Charlotte; you have called your daughter Charlotte. +Good! let the two be friends.'</p> + +<p>"I promised readily enough, and I felt pity and interest for the little +forlorn creature. I also, as I said, intended to be good to the mother, +who seemed to me to be incapable of standing alone.</p> + +<p>"Immediately after my father's death and before the funeral, I was +summoned hastily to town. My wife was dangerously ill. A little dead +baby had come into the world, and for a time her life was despaired of; +eventually she got better; but for the next few days I lived and thought +only for her. I turned over all business cares to Jasper. I was unable +even to attend our father's funeral. I never day or night left +Constance's bedside. I loved this woman most devotedly, most +passionately. During all those days when her life hung in the balance, +my time seemed one long prayer to God. 'Spare her, spare her precious +life at any cost, at any cost.' Those were the words, forever on my +lips. The prayer was heard; I had my wife again. For a short time she +was restored to me. I have often thought since, was even that precious +life worth the price I paid for it?"</p> + +<p>Here Mr. Harman paused. Some moisture had gathered on his brow; he took +out his handkerchief to wipe it away. A glass of water stood by his +side; he drank a little.</p> + +<p>"I am approaching the sin," he said addressing the clergyman. "The +successfully buried sin is about to rise from its grave; pardon me if I +shrink from the awful sight."</p> + +<p>"God will strengthen you, my dear sir," answered Home. "By your +confession, you are struggling back into the right path. What do I say? +Rather you are being led back by God himself. Take courage. Lean upon +the Almighty arm. Your sin will shrink in dimensions as you view it; for +between you and it will come forgiveness."</p> + +<p>Mr. Harman smiled faintly, After another short pause, he continued.</p> + +<p>"On the day on which my dear wife was pronounced out of danger, Jasper +sent for me. My brother and I had ever been friends, though in no one +particular were we alike. During the awful struggle through which I had +just passed. I forgot both him and my father. Now I remembered him and +my father's death, and our own business cares. A thousand memories came +back to me. When he sent for me I left my wife's bedside and went down +to him. I was feeling<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229">[Pg 229]</a></span> weak and low, for I had not been in bed for many +nights, and a kind of reaction had set in. I was in a kind of state when +a man's nerves can be shaken, and his whole moral equilibrium upset. I +do not offer this as an excuse for what followed. There is no excuse for +the dark sin; but I do believe enough about myself to say that what I +then yielded to, I should have been proof against at a stronger physical +moment. I entered my private sitting-room to find Jasper pacing up and +down like a wild creature. His eyes were bloodshot, his hair tossed. He +was a calm and cheerful person generally. At this instant, he looked +like one half bereft of reason. 'Good heavens! what is wrong?' I said. I +was startled out of myself by his state of perturbation.</p> + +<p>"'We are ruined; that is what is wrong,' answered Jasper.</p> + +<p>"He then entered into particulars with which I need not trouble you. A +great house, one of the greatest and largest houses in the City, had +come to absolute grief; it was bankrupt. In its fall many other houses, +ours amongst them, must sink.</p> + +<p>"I saw it all quite plainly. I sat down quiet and stunned; while Jasper +raved and swore and paced up and down the room, I sat still. Yes we +were, beggars, nothing could save the house which our father had made +with such pride and care.</p> + +<p>"After a time I left Jasper and returned to my wife's room. On the way I +entered the nursery and paid my pretty little Charlotte a visit. She +climbed on my knee and kissed me, and all the time I kept saying to +myself, 'The child is a beggar, I can give her no comforts; we are +absolutely in want.' It was the beginning of the winter then, and the +weather was bitterly cold. The doctor met me on the threshold of my +wife's room; he said to me, 'As soon as ever she is better, you must +either take or send her out of England. She may recover abroad; but to +winter in this climate, in her present state, would certainly kill her.' +How bitter I felt; for was I not a beggar? How could I take my wife +away? I sat down again in the darkened room and thought over the past. +Hitherto the wealth, which was so easily won, seemed of comparatively +small importance. It was easy with a full purse to wish, then to obtain. +I had often wondered at Constance's love for all the pretty things with +which I delighted to surround her, her almost childish pleasure in the +riches which had come to her. She always said to me at such times:<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230">[Pg 230]</a></span></p> + +<p>"'But I have known such poverty; I hate poverty, and I love, I love the +pretty things of life.'</p> + +<p>"This very night, as I sat by her bedside, she opened her lovely eyes +and looked at me and said:</p> + +<p>"'John, I have had such a dream so vivid, so, so terrible. I thought we +were poor again—poorer than I ever was even with my father; so poor, +John, that I was hungry, and you could give me nothing to eat. I begged +you to give me food. There was a loaf in a shop window, such a nice +crisp loaf; and I was starving. When you said you had no money, I begged +of you to steal that loaf. You would not, you would not, and at last I +lay down to die. Oh! John, say it was a dream.'</p> + +<p>"'Of course it was only a dream, my darling!' I answered, and I kissed +her and soothed her, though all the time my heart felt like lead.</p> + +<p>"That evening Jasper sent for me again. His manner now was changed. The +wildness and despair had left it. He was his old, cool, collected self. +He was in the sort of mood when he always had an ascendency over me—the +sort of mood when he showed that wonderful business faculty for which I +could not but admire him.</p> + +<p>"'Sit down, John,' he said, 'I have a great deal to say to you. There is +a plan in my head. If you will agree to act with me in it, we may yet be +saved.'</p> + +<p>"Thinking of my Constance lying so ill upstairs, my heart leaped up at +these words.</p> + +<p>"'What is your plan?' I said. 'I can stay with you for some time. I can +listen as long as you like.'</p> + +<p>"'You hate poverty?' said Jasper.</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' I said, thinking of Constance, 'I hate it.'</p> + +<p>"'If you will consent to my scheme; if you will consent before you leave +this room, we need not sink with Cooper, Cooper and Bennett.'</p> + +<p>"'I will listen to you,' I said.</p> + +<p>"'You have always been so absorbed lately in your wife,' continued +Jasper, 'that you have, I really believe, forgotten our father's death: +his funeral was last Thursday. Of course you could not attend it. After +the funeral I read the will.'</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' I said, 'I had really forgotten my father's will. He left us +money?' I said. 'I am glad; it will keep us<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_231" id="Page_231">[Pg 231]</a></span> from absolute want. +Constance need not be hungry after all.'</p> + +<p>"My brother looked at me.</p> + +<p>"'A little money has been left to us,' he said, 'but so little that it +must go with the rest. In the general crash those few thousands must +also go. John, you remember when our father took that very large sum out +of the business, he promised that we should be his heirs. It was a loan +for his lifetime.'</p> + +<p>"'He had not married then,' I said.</p> + +<p>"'No,' answered Jasper, 'he had not married. Now that he has married he +has forgotten all but this second wife. He has left her, with the +exception of a few thousands, the whole of that fine property. In short, +he has left her a sum of money which is to realize an income of twelve +hundred a year.'</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' I said, wearily.</p> + +<p>"Jasper looked at me very hard. I returned his gaze.</p> + +<p>"'That money, if left to us, would save the firm. <i>Quite absolutely save +the firm in this present crisis</i>,' he said, slowly and emphatically.</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' I said again. I was so innocent, so far from what I since +became, at that moment, that I did not in the least understand my +brother. 'The money is not ours,' I said, seeing that his eyes were +still fixed on me with a greedy intense light.</p> + +<p>"'If my father were alive now,' said Jasper, rising to his feet and +coming to my side, 'if my father were alive now, he would break his +heart, to see the business which he made with such pride and skill, come +to absolute grief. If my father were still alive; if that crash had come +but a fortnight ago, he would say, 'Save the firm at any cost.'</p> + +<p>"'But he is dead,' I said, 'we cannot save the firm. What do you mean, +Jasper? I confess I cannot see to what you are driving.'</p> + +<p>"'John,' said my brother, 'you are stupid. If our father could speak to +us now, he would say, 'Take the money, all the money I have left, and +save the firm of Harman Brothers.'</p> + +<p>"'You mean,' I said, 'you mean that we—we are to <i>steal</i> that money, +the money left to the widow, and the fatherless?'</p> + +<p>"I understood the meaning now. I staggered to my feet. I could have +felled my brother to the ground. He was my brother, my only brother; but +at that moment, so<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232">[Pg 232]</a></span> true were my heart's instincts to the good and +right, that I loathed him. Before however, I could say a word, or utter +a reproach, a message came to me from my wife. I was wanted in my wife's +room instantly, she was excited, she was worse. I flew away without a +word.</p> + +<p>"'Come back again, I will wait for you here,' called after me my +brother.</p> + +<p>"I entered Constance's room. I think she was a little delirious. She was +still talking about money, about being hungry and having no money to buy +bread. Perhaps a presentiment of <i>the</i> evil news had come to her. I had +to soothe, to assure her that all she desired should be hers. I even +took my purse out and put it into her burning hand. At last she believed +me; she fell asleep with her hand in mine. I dared not stir from her; +and all the time as I sat far into the night, I thought over Jasper's +words. They were terrible words, but I could not get them out of my +head, they were burning like fire into my brain. At last Constance +awoke; she was better, and I could leave her. It was now almost morning. +I went to my study, for I could not sleep. To my surprise, Jasper was +still there. It was six hours since I had left him, but he had not +stirred.</p> + +<p>"'John,' he said, seeing that I shrank from him, 'you must hear me out. +Call my plan by as ugly a name as you like, no other plan will save the +firm. John, will you hear me speak?'</p> + +<p>"'Yes, I will hear you,' I said. I sank down on the sofa. My head was +reeling. Right and wrong seemed confused. I said to myself, My brain is +so confused with grief and perplexity that it is no matter what Jasper +says just now, for I shall not understand him. But I found to my +surprise, almost to my horror, that I understood with startling +clearness every word. This was Jasper's plan. There were three trustees +to the will; I was one, my brother Jasper another, a third was a man by +the name of Alexander Wilson. He was brother to my father's second wife. +This Alexander Wilson I had never seen. Jasper had seen him once. He +described him to me as a tall and powerful man with red hair. 'He is the +other trustee,' said my brother, 'and he is dead.'</p> + +<p>"'Dead!' I said, starting.</p> + +<p>"'Yes, he is without doubt dead; here is an account of his death.'</p> + +<p>"Jasper then opened an Australian paper and showed me<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[Pg 233]</a></span> the name, also +the full account of a man who answered in all particulars to the +Alexander Wilson named as a third trustee. Jasper then proceeded to +unfold yet further his scheme.</p> + +<p>"That trustee being dead, we were absolute masters of the situation, we +could appropriate that money. The widow knew nothing yet of her +husband's will; she need never know. The sum meant for her was, under +existing circumstances, much too large. She should not want, she should +have abundance. But we too should not want. Were our father living he +would ask us to do this. We should save ourselves and the great house of +Harman Brothers. In short, to put the thing in plain language, we +should, by stealing the widow's money, save ourselves. By being +faithless to our most solemn trust, we could keep the filthy lucre. I +will not say how I struggled. I did struggle for a day; in the evening I +yielded. I don't excuse myself in the very least. In the evening I fell +as basely as a man could fall. I believe in my fall I sank even lower +than Jasper. I said to him, 'I cannot bear poverty, it will kill +Constance, and Constance must not die; but you must manage everything. I +can go into no details; I can never, never as long as I live, see that +widow and child. You must see them, you must settle enough, abundance on +them, but never mention their names to me. I can do the deed, but the +victims must be dead to me.'</p> + +<p>"To all this Jasper promised readily enough. He promised and acted. All +went, outwardly, smoothly and well; there was no hitch, no outward flaw, +no difficulty, the firm was saved; none but we two knew how nearly it +had been engulfed in hopeless shipwreck. It recovered itself by means of +that stolen money, and flew lightly once again over the waters of +prosperity. Yes, our house was saved, and from that hour my happiness +fled. I had money, money in abundance and to spare; but I never knew +another hour, day or night, of peace. I had done the deed to save my +wife, but I found that, though God would give me that cursed wealth, He +yet would take away my idol for whom I had sacrificed my soul. Constance +only grew well enough to leave England. We wintered abroad, and at +Cannes, surrounded by all that base money could supply, she closed her +eyes. I returned home a widower, and the most wretched man on the face +of the earth. Soon after, the Australian branch of our business growing +and growing, Jasper found it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[Pg 234]</a></span> well to visit that country. He did so, and +stayed away many years. Soon after he landed, he wrote to tell me that +he had seen the grave of Alexander Wilson; that he had made many +inquiries about him, and that now there was not the least shadow of +doubt that the other trustee was dead. He said that our last fears of +discovery might now rest.</p> + +<p>"Years went by, and we grew richer and richer; all we put our hands to +prospered. Money seemed to grow for us on every tree. I could give my +one child all that wealth could suggest. She grew up unsullied by what +was eating into me as a canker. She was beautiful alike in mind and +body; she was and is the one pure and lovely thing left to me. She +became engaged to a good and honorable man. He had, it is true, neither +money nor position, but I had learned, through all these long years of +pain, to value such things at their true worth. Charlotte should marry +where her heart was. I gave her leave to engage herself to Hinton. +Shortly after that engagement, Jasper, my brother, returned from +Australia. His presence, reminding me, as it did, day and night, of my +crime, but added to my misery of soul. I was surprised, too, to see how +easily what was dragging me to the very gate of hell seemed to rest on +him. I could never discover, narrowly as I watched him, that he was +anything but a happy man. One evening, after spending some hours in his +presence, I fainted away quite suddenly. I was alone when this fainting +fit overtook me. I believe I was unconscious for many hours. The next +day I went to consult a doctor. Then and there, in that great +physician's consulting-room, I learned that I am the victim of an +incurable complaint; a complaint that must end my life, must end it +soon, and suddenly. In short, the doctor said to me, not in words, but +by look, by manner, by significant hand pressure, and that silent +sympathy which speaks a terrible fact. 'Prepare to meet thy God.' Since +the morning I left the doctor's presence I have been trying to prepare; +but between God and me stands my sin. I cannot get a glimpse of God. I +wait, and wait, but I only see the awful sin of my youth. In short, sir, +I am in the far country where God is not."</p> + +<p>"To die so would be terrible," said Mr. Home.</p> + +<p>"To die so will be terrible, sir; in, short, it will be hell."</p> + +<p>"Do not put it in the future tense, Mr. Harman, for you that day is +past."</p> + +<p>"What do you mean?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[Pg 235]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I mean that even now, though you know it not, you are no longer in the +far country. You are the prodigal son if you like, but you are on the +road back to the Father. You are on the homeward road, and the Father is +looking out for you. When you come to die you will not be alone, the +hand of God will hold yours, and the smile of a forgiving God will say +to you, as the blessed Jesus said once to a poor sinful woman, who yet +was not <i>half</i> as great a sinner as you are, 'Thy sins, which are many, +are forgiven thee.'"</p> + +<p>"You believe then in the greatness of my sin?"</p> + +<p>"I believe, I <i>know</i> that your sin was enormous; but so also is your +repentance."</p> + +<p>"God knows I repent," answered Mr. Harman.</p> + +<p>"Yes; when you asked me to visit you, and when you poured out that story +in my ears, your long repentance and anguish of heart were beginning to +find vent."</p> + +<p>"What do you mean?"</p> + +<p>"I mean that you will make reparation."</p> + +<p>"Ay, indeed I am more than willing. Zacchæus restored fourfold."</p> + +<p>"Yes, the road for you, straight to the bosom of the Father, is very +prickly and full of sharp thorns. You have held a high character for +honor and respectability. You have a child who loves you, who has +thought you perfect. You must step down from your high pedestal. You +must renounce the place you have held in your child's heart. In short, +you must let your only child, and also the cold, censorious world, see +you as God has seen you for so long."</p> + +<p>"I don't mind the world, but—my child—my only child," said Mr. Harman, +and now he put up his trembling hands and covered his face. "That is a +very hard road," he said after a pause.</p> + +<p>"There is no other back to the Father," answered the clergyman.</p> + +<p>"Well, I will take it then, for I <i>must</i> get back to Him. You are a man +of God. I put myself in your hands. What am I to do?"</p> + +<p>"You put yourself not into my hands, sir, but into the loving and +merciful hands of my Lord Christ. The course before you is plain. You +must find out those you have robbed; you must restore all, and ask these +wronged ones' forgiveness. When they forgive, the peace of God will +shine into your heart."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[Pg 236]</a></span></p> + +<p>"You mean the widow and the child. But I do not know anything of them; I +have shut my eyes to their fate."</p> + +<p>"The widow is dead, but the child lives; I happen to know her; I can +bring her to you."</p> + +<p>"Can you? How soon?"</p> + +<p>"In an hour and a half from now if you like. I should wish you to rest +in that peace I spoke of before morning. Shall I bring her to-night?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I will see her; but first, first, will you pray with me?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Home knelt down at once. The gray-headed and sinful man knelt by his +side. Then the clergyman hurried away to fetch his wife.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_LIII" id="CHAPTER_LIII"></a>CHAPTER LIII.</h2> + +<h3>THE PRINCE OF PEACE.</h3> + + +<p>It was very nearly midnight when Mr. Home, entering the sitting-room +where his wife waited up for him, asked her to come with him at once.</p> + +<p>"There is a hansom at the door," he said, "put on your bonnet and come. +I will tell you all as we drive along; come at once, we have not a +moment to lose."</p> + +<p>Charlotte Home, accustomed as Home's wife to imperative demands, only +thought of a night's nursing of some specially poor patient. She rose +without a word, and in two minutes they were driving, as fast as a fleet +horse could take them to Prince's Gate.</p> + +<p>"Charlotte," said her husband, taking her hand, "God has heard my +prayer, God has given me the man's soul."</p> + +<p>"Whose soul, my dearest?"</p> + +<p>"The soul of John Harman. Charlotte, I have prayed as I never prayed +before in all my life for that guilty and troubled sinner's soul. I have +been in an agony for it; it has seemed to me at times that for this lost +and suffering brother I could lay down my very life. On Sunday last I +went to conduct service in the small iron church. I tried the night +before to prepare a sermon; no thought would come to me. I tried at last +to look up an old one; no old<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[Pg 237]</a></span> sermon would commend itself. Finally I +dropped all thought of the morrow's sermon and spent the greater part of +the night in prayer. My prayer was for this sinner, and it seemed to me, +that as I struggled and pleaded, God the Father and God the Son drew +nigh. I went to bed with a wonderfully close sense of their presence. At +morning prayers the next day, Miss Harman and her father entered the +church. You may well look at me in surprise, Charlotte, but when I saw +them I felt quiet enough; I only knew that God had sent them. For the +first time in my life I preached without note or written help. I felt, +however, at no loss for words; my theme was the Prodigal Son. I thought +only of Mr. Harman; I went home and continued to pray for him. On +Tuesday morning—that is, this morning—he was again at the church. +After the prayers were over he waited to speak to me: he asked me to +visit him at his own house this evening. I went there; I have been with +him all the evening; he told me his life story, the bitter story of his +fall. I am now come for you, for he must confess to you—you are the +wronged one."</p> + +<p>"I am going to see John Harman, my half-brother who has wronged me?" +said Mrs. Home; "I am going to him now without preparation? Oh! Angus, I +cannot, not to-night, not to-night."</p> + +<p>"Yes, dear, it must be to-night; if there is any hardness left in your +heart it will melt when you see this sinner, whom God has forgiven."</p> + +<p>"Angus, you are all tenderness and love to him; I cannot aspire to your +nature, I cannot. To this man, who has caused such misery and sin, I +feel hard. Charlotte I pity, Charlotte I love; but this man, this man +who deliberately could rob my dead mother! It is against human nature to +feel very sorry for him."</p> + +<p>"You mean to tell me, Charlotte, that you refuse to forgive him?"</p> + +<p>"No; eventually you will conquer me; but just now, I confess, my heart +is not full of pity."</p> + +<p>Mr. Home thought for a moment. He was pained by his wife's want of +sympathy. Then he reflected that she had not seen Mr. Harman. It was +plain, however, that they must not meet until her spirit towards him had +changed.</p> + +<p>"Do not stop at Prince's Gate," he called out to the cabby, "drive on +until I ask you to stop."</p> + +<p>During the drive that followed, he told his wife Mr. Harman's<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[Pg 238]</a></span> story. He +told it well, for when he had finished, Charlotte turned to him eyes +which had shed some tears.</p> + +<p>"Does Charlotte know of this?" she said.</p> + +<p>"I do not think so. Will you come to Mr. Harman now?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. I will come on one condition!"</p> + +<p>"What is that?"</p> + +<p>"That I may see Charlotte afterwards."</p> + +<p>"I am sure that can be managed."</p> + +<p>Then Mr. Home desired the cabby to stop at Prince's Gate. A +sleepy-looking servant waited up for them. He manifested no surprise at +sight of the lady and gentleman at such an hour. Mr. Home took his +wife's hand, and the servant led them straight to his master's study.</p> + +<p>"I have told her the story," said Mr. Home; "she is your father's child, +she comes to——" Here the clergyman paused and looked at his wife, he +wanted the word "forgive" to come from her own lips. Mrs. Home had grown +white to her very lips. Now instead of replying, she fell upon her knees +and covered her face.</p> + +<p>"Charlotte," said Mr. Harman, "can you do what this clergyman wants? Can +you forgive the sin?" There was no answer; Mrs. Home was sobbing aloud. +"I have robbed you, I have robbed you most cruelly. My dying father +asked me to be good to you; I have been worse than cruel. You see before +you an old, old man, as great a sinner as can be found on God's earth. +Can you forgive me? Dare I ask it? At last, at last I make full +reparation; I repent me, in dust and ashes; I repent, and I restore all +fourfold." But here Charlotte Home had risen suddenly to her feet. She +came up close to Mr. Harman, and taking his hand raised it to her lips.</p> + +<p>"My husband has told me all. I, I quite forgive you," she said.</p> + +<p>Mr. Harman glanced at the clergyman. "Your husband?" he said.</p> + +<p>"Yes; she is my wife," answered Mr. Home. "Sir, you heard my wife say +that she quite forgives. You may go to rest to-night, with a very +peaceful heart; the peace of God which passes all understanding may +encompass your pillow to-night. It is late and you have gone through +much, may I go with you to your room? There will be many explanations +yet to make; but though a clergyman, I am also in some measure a +physician. I see you can go through no more<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[Pg 239]</a></span> emotion to-night, rest +satisfied that all explanations can wait till to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"I will go with you," answered Mr. Harman, "but may I first thank your +wife?" Charlotte Home's bonnet had fallen off as she knelt on the floor, +now suddenly a withered and trembling hand was placed on her head. "God +bless you! Even from a sinner like me, such words from a full heart must +be heard."</p> + +<p>"Ay," said Mr. Home, in a loud, exultant voice, "the Prince of peace and +forgiveness has come into this house to-night."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_LIV" id="CHAPTER_LIV"></a>CHAPTER LIV.</h2> + +<h3>CHARLOTTE'S ROOM.</h3> + + +<p>Mr. Home and Mr. Harman went away together, and Charlotte was left alone +in the study. By the profound stillness which now reigned in the house +she guessed that every one had gone to bed. The servant who had admitted +them at so late an hour had looked sleepy as he had done so. Doubtless +Mr. Harman had desired him not to wait longer. Charlotte felt there was +no use in ringing a bell. She scarcely knew her way about this great +house. Nevertheless she must find Charlotte; she could not wait until +the morning to throw her arms round her neck. She took one of the +candles from the mantelpiece and began her tour through the silent +house. She felt strangely timid as she commenced this midnight +pilgrimage. The softly-carpeted stairs echoed back no footfall; she +passed door after door. At last she recognized Charlotte's own private +sitting-room, she had been there two or three times, but had never seen +the room where her friend slept. A corridor, however, ran directly from +this sitting-room, and Charlotte saw a closed door at the further end. +"That must be the room," she said to herself, and she went straight +towards it. The door was closed, but Charlotte heard a faint sound +within. Instantly on hearing it she knocked lightly, but distinctly. +There was a quick sound of hurried and surprised feet, and Charlotte +Harman opened the door. Her eyes were heavy and red, as though<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[Pg 240]</a></span> she had +been weeping. Her face was pale. She had not begun to undress.</p> + +<p>"Charlotte; Charlotte Home!" she exclaimed. "Oh, what is wrong? My +father!"</p> + +<p>"Nothing is wrong, dear Charlotte, dear, dear Charlotte; but may I come +in? I have a great deal to tell you."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I shall be glad! but how astonished I am to see you. I could not +sleep. Yes, come in, you shall keep me company. Charlotte, you have been +crying. Charlotte, there <i>is</i> something wrong."</p> + +<p>"You may well be surprised to see me here," said Mrs. Home, "but, +strange as it may seem, things are more right than wrong. My husband +came first, then he brought me."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I saw Mr. Home early in the evening. I saw him go into my father's +study. When he went away I went there myself; but the door was locked, +and my father called out from within, 'Not to-night, my child; don't sit +up for me, come to me in the morning, I would rather be alone to-night.' +He never before refused to see me to say good-night. I went to my room. +I could not rest. Everything seems very dark. I have been crying, and +now you have come. Oh, Charlotte! what is the meaning of it all?"</p> + +<p>"The meaning is good, Charlotte; but good or bad, you have to thank +yourself for it. Why did you take your father to my husband's church on +Sunday?"</p> + +<p>"He came to me on Sunday morning," answered Miss Harman. "He said he +would like to go to church with me. He never did go to church with +me—never, for many months. I asked him where he would go. He said he +would leave it to me. Then it flashed across me that he did not know Mr. +Home, also that I had never heard Mr. Home preach. I resolved to go to +his church. We drove to Kentish Town. I made a few inquiries. I found +out the little church where your husband told the people of his +congregation how best to live, how best to die. Ah, Charlotte! he <i>did</i> +preach to us. What a man he is!"</p> + +<p>"He realizes the absolute daily presence of God more perfectly than any +man I ever met," answered the wife. "My dear, it was God himself led you +to my husband's church on Sunday. Your father went there again to-day. +After the service he stopped to speak to Angus. He asked him to come to +him this evening. This evening he told my husband all; all the story of +his sin, his repentance. Angus heard all, and when it was over he sent +for me. I saw your<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">[Pg 241]</a></span> father. Charlotte, your father may have been a +sinner, but with such sinners, as he was once, the New Jerusalem will be +filled by and by. Ah! thank God for the peace I saw on his face before I +left him. Do you know that he put his hand on my head and blessed me. +Angus is with him now, and I have come to you."</p> + +<p>"My father has told all!" said Charlotte Harman. Her face could scarcely +grow any whiter. She made no further exclamation, but sat quiet. +Charlotte Home, having told her story, watched her face. Suddenly, with +tears springing to her eyes, she turned to the wife and mother who stood +by her side.</p> + +<p>"Charlotte, how hard my heart has been! I have passed through some +dreadful weeks. Oh! how heavy was my burden, how heavy was my heart! My +heart was growing very hard; but the hardness has gone now. Now, +Charlotte, I believe, I believe fully what your little Harold said to me +some weeks ago."</p> + +<p>"What did he say to you, dearest?"</p> + +<p>"He said that Jesus Christ loved me very much. Yes, I believe Jesus does +love me very much. Oh, Charlotte! do you know that I am tired and +rested, and I want to sleep altogether. Will you lie down beside me? You +will not leave me to-night?"</p> + +<p>"No, darling; I will not leave you to-night."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_LV" id="CHAPTER_LV"></a>CHAPTER LV.</h2> + +<h3>HOW SANDY WILSON SPEAKS OUT HIS MIND.</h3> + + +<p>Early in the morning, the father and daughter met. Not very many words +passed between them. Mr. Harman knew that Mrs. Home had told Charlotte +all. Now, coming to his side, she put her arms about him, and knelt, +looking into his face.</p> + +<p>"Charlotte, you know what I have been," he said.</p> + +<p>"Father, I know what you are now," she answered.</p> + +<p>After these few words, she would scarcely allow him to speak again, for +he was very weak, too weak to leave his bed; but later on, in the course +of the day, they had a long talk together, and Charlotte told her father +of her own suffering<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[Pg 242]</a></span> during the past weeks. There was no longer need of +concealment between them, and Charlotte made none. It was a very few +days later that two trustees of the late Mr. Harman's will saw each +other for the first time.</p> + +<p>Sandy Wilson had often looked forward to the moment when he could speak +out his mind as to the enormity of the crime committed by Mr. Harman. +Hitherto, this worthy man had felt that in this respect circumstances +had been hard on him. <i>His</i> Daisy, his pretty little gentle sister, had +been treated as hardly, as cruelly, as woman could be treated, and yet +the robber—for was he not just a common robber?—had got off scot free; +he was to get off scot free to the very end; he was to be let die in +peace; and afterwards, his innocent child, his only daughter, must bear +the brunt of his misdeeds. She must be put to grief and shame, while he, +the one on whose head the real sin lay, escaped. Sandy felt that it +would have been some slight relief to his wounded feelings if he could +find some one to whom he could thoroughly and heartily abuse Mr. Harman. +But even this satisfaction was denied him. Mr. Home was a man who would +listen to abuse of none; and even Charlotte, though her eyes did flash +when his name was mentioned, even she was simply silent, and to all the +rest of the world Sandy must keep the thing a secret.</p> + +<p>There was no doubt whatever that when, the day after Mr. Harman's +confession, the Homes came to Uncle Sandy and told him, not only all, +but also that at any moment he might receive a summons to visit Mr. +Harman, he felt a sense of exultation; also that his exultation was +caused, not by the fact that his niece would now get back her own, for +he had supplied her immediate need for money, but by the joyful sense +that at last, at last, he, Sandy, could speak out his full mind. He +could show this bad man, about whom every one was so strangely, so +absurdly silent, what <i>he</i> thought of his conduct to his dear little +sister. He went away to Prince's Gate, when at last the summons came, +bristling over with a quite delightful sense of power. How well he would +speak! how cleverly he would insert the arrow of remorse into that cruel +heart! As he entered the house he was met by Miss Harman. She held out +her hand to him without a word, and led him to the door of her father's +study. Her eyes, however, as she looked at him for a moment, were +eloquent. Those eyes of hers had exercised a power over him in Somerset +House; they were full of pleading now. He went into Mr. Harman's +presence softened, a little confused, and with his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[Pg 243]</a></span> many excellent, to +the point, and scathing remarks running riot in his brain.</p> + +<p>Thus it came to pass that Sandy said no word of reproach to the +broken-down man who greeted him. Nay, far from reproaching, he felt +himself sharing in the universal pity. Where God's hand was smiting +hard, how could man dare to raise his puny arm?</p> + +<p>The two trustees, meeting for the first time after all these years, +talked long over that neglected, that unfulfilled trust, and steps were +put in train to restore to Charlotte Home what had for so many years +been held back from her. This large sum, with all back interest, would +make the once poor Charlotte very rich indeed. There would still be, +after all was settled, something left for Charlotte Harman, but the +positions of the two were now virtually reversed.</p> + +<p>"There is one thing which still puzzles me," said Mr. Harman before they +parted. "Leaving my terrible share in this matter alone, my brother and +I could never have carried out our scheme if you had not been supposed +to be dead. How is it you gave no sign of your existence for three and +twenty years? My brother even wrote me word from Australia that he had +himself stood on your grave."</p> + +<p>"He stood on the grave of Sandy Wilson, but never on mine," answered the +other trustee. "There was a fellow bearing my name, who was with me in +the Bush. He was the same age. He was like me too in general outline; +big, with red hair and all that kind of thing. His name was put into the +papers, and I remember wondering if the news would reach home, and if my +little Daisy—bless her!—would think it was me. I was frightfully poor +at the time, I had scarcely sixpence to bless myself with, and somehow, +your father, sir, though he did eventually trust me, as circumstances +proved, yet he gave me to understand that in marrying the sister he by +no means intended to take the brother to his bosom. I said to myself, 'A +poor lost dog like Sandy may as well appear to be dead to those at home. +I love no one in England but my little Daisy, and she does not need me, +she has abundance without me.' So I ceased to write. I had gone to a +part of the country where even an English paper reached us but once or +twice a year. I heard nothing of the old home; and by degrees I got out +of the habit of writing. I was satisfied to be considered dead. I did +wrong, I confess."</p> + +<p>"By coming back, by proclaiming your existence, you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_244" id="Page_244">[Pg 244]</a></span> could have exposed +me years ago," said Mr. Harman; "how I dreaded exposure; how little I +knew, when it did come, that it would fall lightly in comparison +with——"</p> + +<p>"What?" asked Wilson.</p> + +<p>"The awful frown of God's displeasure. Man, to be shut away from God +through your own sin is to be in hell. I have dwelt there for three and +twenty years. Until two nights ago, I have known no peace; now, I know +God can forgive even such a sin as mine."</p> + +<p>"I believe you have suffered, Mr. Harman," answered Wilson. "For the +matter of that, we are all poor sinners. God have mercy upon us all!"</p> + +<p>"Amen," said Mr. Harman.</p> + +<p>And that was all the reproof Sandy ever found in his heart to give to +his fellow trustee.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_LVI" id="CHAPTER_LVI"></a>CHAPTER LVI.</h2> + +<h3>MRS. HOME'S DREAM.</h3> + + +<p>Still, there was a weight on Charlotte Home's mind. Much had been given +to her, so much that she could scarcely believe herself to be the same +woman, who a few short months ago had pawned her engagement ring to buy +her little son a pair of shoes. She was now wealthy beyond her wildest +dreams; she was wealthy not only in money but in friends. Charlotte +Harman was her almost daily companion. Charlotte Harman clung to her +with an almost passionate love. Uncle Sandy, too, had made himself, by +his cheerfulness, his generosity, his kindness of nature, a warm place +in her affections; and Mr. Harman saw her more than once, and she found +that she could love even Mr. Harman. Then—how well, how beautiful her +children looked! How nice it was to see them surrounded by those good +things of life which, despise them as some people will, still add charms +to those who possess them! Above all, how happy her dear husband was! +Angus Home's face was like the sun itself, during the days which +followed Mr. Harman's confession. This sunshine with him had nothing to +say to the altered and improved circumstances of his life; but it had a +great deal to say to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245">[Pg 245]</a></span> the altered circumstances of his mind. God had +most signally, most remarkably, heard his prayer. He had given to him +the soul for which he pleaded. Through all eternity that suffering, and +once so sinful, soul was safe. Mr. Home rejoiced over that redeemed soul +as one who finds great spoil. Added love to God filled his grateful +heart; his faith in God became more and more, day by day, a mighty +power. Thus Charlotte Home was surrounded by as much sunshine as often +visits a human being in this mortal life; yet still this unreasonable +woman was discontented. The fact was, success had made her bold. She had +obtained what her heart had pined for. She wanted another little drop of +bliss to complete her overflowing cup. Charlotte Home was unselfish in +her joy. There was a shadow on another's brow. She wanted that shadow to +depart; in short, she wanted Hinton and Charlotte to meet; not only to +meet, but as quickly as possible to marry. Charlotte's heart was still +with this lover whom she had given up, and who seemed to have forsaken +her. Mrs. Home saw this, though on the subject of Hinton Charlotte still +refused to speak. She said once, and only once, to her friend:</p> + +<p>"We have parted, we have most absolutely parted. There is no use now +looking back on the past; he must never share my disgrace. Yes, my dear +and beloved father has repented nobly: but the disgrace remains. He must +never share it. He sees the wisdom of this himself, so we will not speak +of him, dear Charlotte; I can bear it best so."</p> + +<p>This little speech was made with great firmness; but there was a +strained look about the lips, and a sorrow about the eyes which Mrs. +Home understood very well. She must not speak, but no one could prevent +her acting. She resolved to leave no stone unturned to bring these two +together again. In doing this she would act for the good of two whom she +loved, for Hinton was also very dear to her. She could never forget +those nights when he sat by the bed of her almost dying child. She could +never forget the prompt interference which saved that child's life. She +had learned enough of his character, during those few weeks which they +had spent together, to feel sure that no disgrace such as Charlotte +feared would influence him to cause her pain. It is true she could not +in any measure account for his absence and his silence; but she was +quite wise enough and quite clever enough to believe that both could be +satisfactorily accounted for. She could, however, do nothing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_246" id="Page_246">[Pg 246]</a></span> without +seeing Hinton. How could she see him? She had written to his chambers, +she had written to his lodgings; from both addresses had the letters +been returned. She thought of advertising. She lay awake at night trying +to devise some scheme. At last one night she had a dream; so far +curious, in that it conducted her to the desired end. She dreamt that +Hinton came to Waterloo station, not to remain in London, but to pass +through to another part of England. There was nothing more in her dream; +nevertheless, she resolved to go to that station on the next day. Her +dream had not even pointed to any particular hour. She looked in +<i>Bradshaw</i>, saw when a great express from the south was due, and started +off on what might truly be called a wild-goose chase.</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, instinct, if nothing higher, had guided Charlotte Home; +for the first person she saw stepping out of a carriage of this very +train was Hinton. She saw Hinton, he also saw her.</p> + +<p>"You must come with me," she said, going up to him and laying her hand +on his arm. "You must come with me, and at once, for God has sent me to +you."</p> + +<p>"But I cannot," he answered, "I am catching another train at Euston. I +am going on special business to Scotland. It is important. I cannot put +it off. I am ever so sorry; but I must jump into a cab at once." He held +out his hand as he spoke.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Home glanced into his face. His face was changed; it was pale and +worn. There was a hard look about both eyes and mouth, which both +altered and considerably spoiled his expression.</p> + +<p>"I will not keep you if you still wish to go, after hearing my story," +answered Mrs. Home; "but there will be room for two in your hansom. You +do not object to my driving with you to Euston?"</p> + +<p>Hinton could not say he objected to this, though in his heart he felt +both annoyed and surprised.</p> + +<p>As they were driving along, Mrs. Home said,—</p> + +<p>"Have you heard anything lately of Mr. Harman?"</p> + +<p>To this Hinton replied, "I have not; and pardon me, Mr. Harman does not +interest me."</p> + +<p>"Ah!" said Mrs. Home, "he interests me very much. He—he told my husband +a strange tale—a tale about himself."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247">[Pg 247]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Did he confess his guilt? I know that he is a very sinful man."</p> + +<p>"He has been a great sinner, but he has repented. He has confessed that +early and terrible sin of his youth. He has not only confessed, but he +is taking steps to make full reparation."</p> + +<p>"Indeed! then you will come into your rights? Let me congratulate you."</p> + +<p>"You knew of his sin? You knew what his sin was Mr. Hinton?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I knew."</p> + +<p>"Charlotte had hoped to keep that disgrace from you."</p> + +<p>"Ah!"</p> + +<p>"She gave you another reason for breaking off her engagement?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, a weak and futile one. She could not expect me to believe it. I +did what she had but done before me. I went to Somerset House and saw +that will which has been so greatly abused."</p> + +<p>"She never knew that."</p> + +<p>"Pardon me, she did."</p> + +<p>"I fear I must be rude enough to contradict you. She said most +distinctly that you were fully satisfied with the reasons she had given +for breaking off the engagement, that perhaps you might never now learn +what her father had done."</p> + +<p>Hinton looked at his companion in some perplexity.</p> + +<p>"But I wrote to her," he said. "I wrote a letter which, it seemed to me, +any woman who had a spark even of kindness would have answered. In that +letter, I told her that I held her to her promise; that I knew all; that +even if she did not write to me I would call and try to see her. She +never replied to my letter, and when, after waiting for twenty-four +hours, I went to the house, she absolutely refused to see me."</p> + +<p>"She never knew you called," answered Mrs. Home, "and she never got your +letter."</p> + +<p>"Good heavens! how do you know?"</p> + +<p>"I know her too well; but I will ask her directly."</p> + +<p>Hinton was silent.</p> + +<p>After a short pause, Mrs. Home broke out passionately,—</p> + +<p>"How dare you insinuate doubts of so noble a creature?"</p> + +<p>"I could only believe facts."</p> + +<p>"Has a letter never gone astray? Has a letter never<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_248" id="Page_248">[Pg 248]</a></span> failed to reach the +hands it was meant for? Mr. Hinton, I am ashamed of you."</p> + +<p>"If you can prove that she never got it?"</p> + +<p>"I know she never got it. She is changed; her heart is half broken. But +I will prove it. I will go to her at once. Are you still going to +Scotland?"</p> + +<p>"I need not go until I hear from you. You have astonished me greatly."</p> + +<p>"Then drive to my house. Ah! you do not know our new address; it is ——; +wait for me there, I will be with you in an hour or so."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_LVII" id="CHAPTER_LVII"></a>CHAPTER LVII.</h2> + +<h3>JOHN.</h3> + + +<p>Hinton went to Mrs. Home's house. The children were out, Mr. Home was +not visible. Anne, now converted into a neat parlor-maid, received him +with broad grins of pleasure. She ushered him into the pretty, +newly-furnished drawing-room, and asked him to wait for her mistress.</p> + +<p>"Missis 'ull be back afore long," she said, lingering a little to +readjust the blinds, and half hoping, half expecting, Hinton to make +some surprised and approving remark on the changed circumstances of the +Homes' surroundings.</p> + +<p>He made none, however; and Anne, with a slight sigh, left him alone. +When she did so he rose to his feet and began to pace quickly up and +down the room. After a time, half an hour or so, he pulled out his +watch. Yes, he had already lost that express to the north. A good piece +of business would probably be also lost. But what matter! beyond +ascertaining the fact that he had missed his train, he did not give the +affair another thought. To tell the truth, his mind was agitated, his +heart was full; hope once more peeped upon the horizon of his being. A +month ago—for it was quite a month ago now—he had received as sharp +and cruel a shock as falls on most men. Fortune, love, and trust had all +been dashed from the lips which were already so close to the charmed cup +that its very flavor was apparent. The<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[Pg 249]</a></span> cup had never reached the lips +of Hinton. Fortune was gone, love was gone; worst of all, yes, hardest +of all, trust was gone. The ideal he had worshipped was but an ideal. +The Charlotte he had loved was unworthy. She had rejected him, and +cruelly. His letter was unanswered. He himself was refused admittance. +Then his pride had risen in revolt. If she could so treat him, he would +sue no longer. If she could so easily give him up, he would bow to her +decision. She was not the Charlotte of his love and his dream. But what +matter! Other men had come to an ideal and found it but a clay idol. He +would recover: he would not let his heart break. He found, however, that +he could not stay in London. An uncle of his, his only living near +relation, was a solicitor in the south of England. Hinton went to visit +his uncle. He received him warmly and kindly. He not only promised him +work, but kept his word. Hinton took chambers in a fashionable part of +the town, and already was not idle. But he was a changed man. That +shattered trust was making his spirit very hard. The cynical part of him +was being fostered. Mrs. Home, when she looked into his face, was quite +right in saying to herself that his expression had not improved. Now, +however, again, as he paced up and down, soft thoughts were visiting +him. For what doubts, what blessed doubts had Mrs. Home not insinuated? +How irregularly his heart beat; how human he felt once more! Ah! what +sound was that? A cab had drawn up at the door. Hinton flew to the +window; he saw the soft fawn shade of a lady's dress, he could not see +the lady. Of course, it was Mrs. Home returning. What news did she +bring? How he longed to fly to meet her! He did not do so, however; his +feet felt leaden weighted. He leant against the window, with his back to +the door. His heart beat harder and harder; he clenched his hands hard. +There was a quick step running up the stairs, a quick and springing +step. The drawing-room door was opened and then shut. He heard the +rustle of soft drapery, then a hand was laid on his arm. The touch of +that hand made him tremble violently. He turned his head, and—not +Charlotte Home—but <i>his</i> Charlotte, beautiful and true, stood by his +side. Their eyes met.</p> + +<p>"John!" she said.</p> + +<p>"My own, my darling!" he answered.</p> + +<p>In an instant they were clasped in each other's arms.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[Pg 250]</a></span> That swift +glance, which each had given the other, had told all.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>"John, I never got your letter."</p> + +<p>"No!"</p> + +<p>"John, you doubted me."</p> + +<p>"I did, I confess it; I confess it bitterly. But not now, not after one +glance into your eyes."</p> + +<p>"John, what did you say in that letter?"</p> + +<p>"That I held you to your sacred promise; that I refused to give you up."</p> + +<p>"But—but—you did not know my true reason. You did not know +why—why——"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I knew all. Before I wrote that letter I went to Somerset house. I +read your grandfather's will."</p> + +<p>"Ah! did you—did you indeed? Oh! what a dreadful time I have gone +through."</p> + +<p>"Yes, but it is over now. Mrs. Home told me how your father had +repented. The sin is forgiven. The agony is past. What God forgets don't +let us remember. Lottie, cease to think of it. It is at an end, and so +are our troubles. I am with you again. Oh! how nearly I had lost you."</p> + +<p>Charlotte's head was on her lover's shoulder. His arm was round her. +"Charlotte, I repeat what I said in that letter which never reached you. +I refuse to absolve you from your promise. I refuse to give you up. Do +you hear? I refuse to give you up."</p> + +<p>"But, John, I am poor now."</p> + +<p>"Poor or rich, you are yourself, and you are mine. Charlotte, do you +hear me? If you hear me answer me. Tell me that you are mine."</p> + +<p>"I am yours, John," she said simply, and she raised her lips to kiss +him.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_LVIII" id="CHAPTER_LVIII"></a>CHAPTER LVIII.</h2> + +<h3>BRIDE AND BRIDEGROOM.</h3> + + +<p>A month after—just one month after, there was a very quiet wedding; a +wedding performed in the little church at Kentish Town. The ceremony was +thought by the few who witnessed it to be, even for that obscure part, a +very poor<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_251" id="Page_251">[Pg 251]</a></span> one. There were no bridesmaids, or white dresses, or, indeed, +white favors in any form. The bride wore the plainest gray travelling +suit. She was given away by her gray-headed father; Charlotte Home stood +close behind her; Mr. Home married the couple, and Uncle Sandy acted as +best man. Surely no tamer ending could come to what was once meant to be +such a brilliant affair. Immediately after the ceremony, the bride and +bridegroom went away for two days and Mrs. Home went back to Prince's +Gate with Mr. Harman, for she had promised Charlotte to take care of her +father until her return.</p> + +<p>Many changes were contemplated. The grand house in Prince's gate was to +be given up, and the Hintons were to live in that large southern town +where Hinton was already obtaining a young barrister's great +ambition—briefs. Mr. Harman, while he lived, was to find his home with +his son and daughter.</p> + +<p>Mr. Harman was now a peaceful and happy man, and so improved was his +health—so had the state of his mind affected his body, that though he +could never hope for cure of his malady, yet Sir George Anderson assured +him that with care he might live for a very much longer time than he had +thought possible a few months before. Thus death stood back, not +altogether thrust aside, but biding its time.</p> + +<p>On the morning of Charlotte's wedding-day there arrived a letter from +Jasper.</p> + +<p>"So you have told all?" he said to his brother. "Well, be it so. From +the time I knew the other trustee was not dead and had reached England, +I felt that discovery was at hand. No, thank you; I shall never come +back to England. If you can bear poverty and public disgrace, I cannot. +I have some savings of my own, and on these I can live during my +remaining days. Good-bye—we shall never meet again on earth! I repent, +do you say, of my share? Yes, the business turned out badly in the end. +What a heap of money those Homes will come in for! Stolen goods don't +prosper with a man! So it seems. Well, I shall stay out of England."</p> + +<p>Jasper was true to his word. 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T. Meade + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: How It All Came Round + +Author: L. T. Meade + +Release Date: November 28, 2007 [EBook #23653] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK HOW IT ALL CAME ROUND *** + + + + +Produced by Annie McGuire, D Alexander and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net (This +file was produced from images generously made available +by The Internet Archive) + + + + + + + +HOW IT ALL CAME ROUND + +BY + +MRS. L. T. MEADE + +AUTHOR OF "GIRLS OF THE TRUE BLUE," "WILD KITTY," +"A GIRL OF THE PEOPLE," ETC., ETC. + +NEW YORK +HURST & COMPANY +PUBLISHERS + + +[Illustration: MRS. L. T. MEADE.] + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +THE RICH CHARLOTTE. + + +The room had three occupants, two were men, the third a woman. The men +were middle-aged and gray-haired, the woman on the contrary was in the +prime of youth; she was finely made, and well proportioned. Her face was +perhaps rather too pale, but the eyes and brow were noble, and the +sensitive mouth showed indications of heart as well as intellect. + +The girl, or rather young woman, for she was past five and twenty, sat +by the fire, a book on her knee. The two men had drawn chairs close to a +table. The elder of these men bore such an unmistakable likeness to the +girl, that even the most casual observer must have guessed the +relationship which existed between them. He was a handsome man, +handsomer even than his daughter, but the same individualities marked +both faces. While, however, in the woman all was a profound serenity and +calm, the man had some anxious lines round the mouth, and some +expression, now coming, now going, in the fine gray eyes, which +betokened a long-felt anxiety. + +The other and younger man was shrewd-looking and commonplace; but a very +close observer of human nature might have said, "He may be commonplace, +but do not feel too certain; he simply possesses one of those faces +which express nothing, from which not the cleverest detective in +Scotland Yard could extract any secret." + +He was a man with plenty to say, and much humor, and at the moment this +story opens he was laughing merrily and in a heart-whole way, and his +older and graver companion listened with evident enjoyment. + +The room in which the three sat bore evidence of wealth. It was a +library, and handsome books lay on the tables, and rare old folios could +have been found by those who cared to look within the carefully locked +bookcases. Some manuscripts were scattered about, and by the girl's +side, on a small table, lay several carefully revised proofs, and even +now she was bending earnestly over a book of reference. + +"Well, Jasper," said the elder man, when the younger paused for an +instant in his eager flow of words, "we have talked long enough about +that fine land you have just come from, for even Australian adventures +can keep--I am interested in something nearer home. What do you say to +Charlotte there? She was but a baby when you saw her last." + +"She was five years old," replied Jasper. "A saucy little imp, bless +you! just the kind that would be sure to grow into a fine woman. But to +tell the truth I don't much care to look at her, for she makes me feel +uncommonly old and shaky." + +"You gave me twenty years to grow into a woman, uncle," answered the +pleasant voice of Charlotte Harman. "I could not choose but make good +use of the time." + +"So you have, lass--so you have; I have been growing old and you have +been growing beautiful; such is life; but never mind, your turn will +come." + +"But not for a long, long time, Lottie my pet," interrupted the father. +"You need not mind your uncle Jasper. These little speeches were always +his way. And I'll tell you something else, Jasper; that girl of mine has +a head worth owning on her shoulders, a head she knows how to use. You +will not believe me when I say that she writes in this magazine and +this, and she is getting a book ready for the press; ay, and there's +another thing. Shall I tell it, Charlotte?" + +"Yes, father; it is no secret," replied Charlotte. + +"It is this, brother Jasper; you have come home in time for a wedding. +My girl is going to leave me. I shall miss her, for she is womanly in +the best sense of the word, and she is my only one; but there is a +comfort--the man she is to marry is worthy of her." + +"And there is another comfort, father," said Charlotte; "that though I +hope to be married, yet I never mean to leave you. You know that well, I +have often told you so," and here this grave young girl came over and +kissed her father's forehead. + +He smiled back at her, all the care leaving his eyes as he did so. Uncle +Jasper had sprung impatiently to his feet. + +"As to the lass being married," he said, "that's nothing; all women +marry, or if they don't they ought to. But what was that you said, John, +about writing, writing in a printed book? You were joking surely, man?" + +"No, I was not," answered the father. "Go and show your uncle Jasper +that last article of yours, Charlotte." + +"Oh, heaven preserve us! no," said uncle Jasper, backing a pace or two. +"I'm willing with all my heart to believe it, if you swear it, but not +the article. Don't for heaven's sake, confront me with the article." + +"There's nothing uncommon in my writing for magazines, Uncle Jasper; a +great many girls do write now. I have three friends myself who----" + +Uncle Jasper's red face had grown positively pathetic in its agitation. +"What a place England must have become!" he interrupted with a groan. +"Well, lass, I'll believe you, but I have one request to make. Tell me +what you like about your wedding; go into all the raptures you care for +over your wedding dress, and even over the lucky individual for whom you +will wear it; tell me twenty times a day that he's perfection, that you +and you alone have found the eighth wonder of the world, but for the +love of heaven leave out about the books! The other will be hard to +bear, but I'll endeavor to swallow it--but the books, oh! heaven +preserve us--leave out about the printed books. Don't mention the +unlucky magazines for which you write. Don't breathe to me the thoughts +with which you fill them. Oh, if there's an awful creature under the sun +'tis a blue-stocking, and to think I should have come back from England +to find such a horror in the person of my own niece!" + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +THE POOR CHARLOTTE. + + +While this light and playful scene was being enacted in a wealthy house +in Prince's Gate, and Charlotte Harman and her father laughed merrily +over the Australian uncle's horror of authors and their works, another +Charlotte was going through a very different part, in a different place +in the great world's centre. + +There could scarcely be a greater contrast than between the small and +very shabby house in Kentish Town and the luxurious mansion in +Kensington. The parlor of this house, for the drawing-rooms were let to +lodgers, was occupied by one woman. She sat by a little shabbily covered +table, writing. The whole appearance of the room was shabby: the +furniture, the carpet, the dingy window panes, the tiny pretence of a +fire in the grate. It was not exactly a dirty room, but it lacked all +brightness and freshness. The chimney did not draw well, and now and +then a great gust of smoke would come down, causing the busy writer to +start and rub her smarting eyes. She was a young woman, as young as +Charlotte Harman, with a slight figure and very pale face. There were +possibilities of beauty in the face. But the possibilities had come to +nothing; the features were too pinched, too underfed, the eyes, in +themselves dark and heavily fringed, too often dimmed by tears. It was a +very cold day, and sleet was beginning to fall, and the smoking chimney +had a vindictive way of smoking more than ever, but the young woman +wrote on rapidly, as though for bare life. Each page as she finished it, +was flung on one side; some few fell on the floor, but she did not stop +even to pick them up. + +The short winter daylight had quite faded, and she had stood up to light +the gas, when the room door was pushed slightly ajar, and one of those +little maids-of-all-work, so commonly seen in London, put in her untidy +head. + +"Ef you please, 'em, Harold's been and hurt Daisy, and they is +quarreling h'ever so, and I think as baby's a deal worse, 'em." + +"I will go up to them, Anne, and you may stay down and lay the cloth for +tea--I expect your master in early to-night." + +She put her writing materials hastily away, and with a light, quick step +ran upstairs. She entered a room which in its size and general +shabbiness might better have been called an attic, and found herself in +the presence of three small children. The two elder ran to meet her with +outstretched arms and glad cries. The baby sat up in his cot and gazed +hard at his mother with flushed cheeks and round eyes. + +She took the baby in her arms and sat down in a low rocking-chair close +to the fire. Harold and Daisy went on their little knees in front of +her. Now that mother had come their quarrel was quite over, and the poor +baby ceased to fret. + +Seated thus, with her little children about her there was no doubt at +all that Charlotte Home had a pleasant face; the care vanished from her +eyes as she looked into the innocent eyes of her babies, and as she +nursed the seven-months-old infant she began crooning a sweet old song +in a true, delicious voice, to which the other two listened with +delight:---- + + "In the days when we went gipsying, + A long time ago." + +"What's gipsying, mother?" asked Harold, aged six. + +"Something like picnicking, darling. People who live in the country, or +who are rich,"--here Mrs. Home sighed--"often, in the bright summer +weather, take their dinner or their tea, and they go out into the woods +or the green fields and eat there. I have been to gypsy teas; they are +great fun. We lit a fire and boiled the kettle over it, and made the +tea; it was just the same tea as we had at home, but somehow it tasted +much better out-of-doors." + +"Was that some time ago, mother?" asked little Daisy. + +"It would seem a long, long time to you, darling; but it was not so many +years ago." + +"Mother," asked Harold, "why aren't we rich, or why don't we live in the +country?" + +A dark cloud, caused by some deeper emotion than the mere fact of being +poor, passed over the mother's face. + +"We cannot live in the country," she said, "because your father has a +curacy in this part of London. Your father is a brave man, and he must +not desert his post." + +"Then why aren't we rich?" persisted the boy. + +"Because--because--I cannot answer you that, Harold; and now I must run +downstairs again. Father is coming in earlier than usual to-night, and +you and Daisy may come down for a little bit after tea--that is, if you +promise to be very good children now, and not to quarrel. See, baby has +dropped asleep; who will sit by him and keep him from waking until Anne +comes back?" + +"I, mother," said Harold, and, "I, mother," said Daisy. + +"That is best," said the gentle-voiced mother; "you both shall keep him +very quiet and safe; Harold shall sit on this side of his little cot and +Daisy at the other." + +Both children placed themselves, mute as mice, by the baby's side, with +the proud look of being trusted on their little faces. The mother kissed +them and flew downstairs. There was no time for quiet or leisurely +movement in that little house; in the dingy parlor, the gas had now been +lighted, and the fire burned better and brighter, and Anne with most +praiseworthy efforts, was endeavoring to make some toast, which, alas! +she only succeeded in burning. Mrs. Home took the toasting-fork out of +her hands. + +"There, Anne, that will do nicely: I will finish the toast. Now please +run away, and take Miss Mitchell's dinner up to her; she is to have a +little pie to-night and some baked potatoes; they are all waiting, and +hot in the oven, and then please go back to the children." + +Anne, a really good-tempered little maid-of-all-work, vanished, and Mrs. +Home made some fresh toast, which she set, brown, hot, and crisp, in the +china toast-rack. She then boiled a new-laid egg, and had hardly +finished these final preparations before the rattle of the latch-key was +heard in the hall-door, and her husband came in. He was a tall man, with +a face so colorless that hers looked almost rosy by contrast; his voice, +however, had a certain ring about it, which betokened that most rare and +happy gift to its possessor, a brave and courageous heart. The way in +which he now said, "Ah, Lottie!" and stooped down and kissed her, had a +good sound, and the wife's eyes sparkled as she sat down by the +tea-tray. + +"Must you go out again to-night, Angus?" she said presently. + +"Yes, my dear. Poor Mrs. Swift is really dying at last. I promised to +look in on her again." + +"Ah, poor soul! has it really come? And what will those four children +do?" + +"We must get them into an Orphanage; Petterick has interest. I shall +speak to him. Lottie?" + +"Yes, dear." + +"Beat up that fresh egg I saw you putting into the cupboard when I came +in; beat it up, and add a little milk and a teaspoonful of brandy. I +want to take it round with me to little Alice. That child has never left +her mother's side for two whole days and nights, and I believe has +scarcely tasted a morsel; I fear she will sink when all is over." + +Lottie rose at once and prepared the mixture, placing it, when ready, in +a little basket, which her husband seldom went out without; but as she +put it in his hand she could not refrain from saying---- + +"I was keeping that egg for your breakfast, Angus; I do grudge it a +little bit." + +"And to eat it when little Alice wanted it so sorely would choke me, +wife," replied the husband; and then buttoning his thin overcoat tightly +about him, he went out into the night. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +THE STORY. + + +The children were at last in bed, the drawing-room lodger had finished +her dinner, the welcome time of lull in the day's occupations had come, +and Mrs. Home sat by the dining-room fire. A large basket, filled with +little garments ready for mending, lay on the floor at her feet, and her +working materials were close by; but, for a wonder, the busy fingers +were idle. In vain Daisy's frock pleaded for that great rent made +yesterday, and Harold's socks showed themselves most disreputably out at +heels. Charlotte Home neither put on her thimble nor threaded her +needle; she sat gazing into the fire, lost in reverie. It was not a very +happy or peaceful reverie, to judge from the many changes on her +expressive face. The words, "Shall I, or shall I not?" came often to +her lips. Many things seemed to tear her judgment in divers ways; most +of all the look in her little son's eyes when he asked that eager, +impatient question, "mother, why aren't we rich?" but other and older +voices than little Harold's said to her, and they spoke pleadingly +enough, "Leave this thing alone; God knows what is best for you. As you +have gone on all these years, so continue, not troubling about what you +cannot understand, but trusting to him." + +"I cannot; I am so tired sometimes," sighed the poor young wife. + +She was still undetermined when her husband returned. There was a great +contrast in their faces--a greater almost in their voices, in the tone +of her dispirited, "Well, Angus," and his almost triumphant answer,---- + +"Well, Lottie, that hard fight has ended bravely. Thank God!" + +"Ah! then the poor soul has gone," said the wife, moving her husband's +chair into the warmest corner. + +"She has truly gone; I saw her breathe her last. But there is no need to +apply the word 'poor' to her; she has done with all that. You know what +a weakly, troubled creature she always was, how temptation and doubt +seemed to wrap her round like a mist, and prevent her seeing any of the +shining of the blue sky. Well, it all passed away at the last, and there +was nothing but a steadfast looking into the very face of her Lord. He +came for her, and she just stretched out her arms and went to Him. Thank +God for being privileged to witness such a death; it makes life far more +easy." + +A little weariness had crept perceptibly into the brave voice of the +minister as he said these last words. His wife laid her hand +sympathizingly on his. They sat silent for a few moments, then he spoke +on a different subject,---- + +"How is baby to-night, Lottie?" + +"Better, I think; his tooth is through at last. He will have rest now +for a bit, poor little darling." + +"We must be careful to keep him from catching another cold. And how is +Anne getting on?" + +"As well as we can expect from such an ignorant little mite. And oh! +Angus, the nursery is such a cold, draughty room, and I do--I do wish we +were rich." + +The last words were tumbled out with a great irrepressible burst of +tears. + +"Why, my Lottie, what has come to you?" said her husband, touched and +alarmed by this rare show of feeling "What is it, dear? You wish we were +rich, so do not I; I am quite content. I go among so very much poorer +people than myself, Lottie, that it always seems to me I have far more +than my fair share of life's good things; but, at any rate my Lottie, +crying won't make us rich, so don't waste your strength over it." + +"I can't help it sometimes, Angus; it goes to my heart to see you +shivering in such a great-coat as you have just taken off, and then I +know you want better food, and wine; you are so tired this moment you +can scarcely speak. What a lot of good some port wine would do you!" + +"And what a lot of good, wishing for it will do me! Come Lottie, be +sensible; we must not begin to repine for what we have not got, and +cannot get. Let us think of our mercies." + +"You make me ashamed of myself, Angus. But these thoughts don't come to +me for nothing; the fact is--yes, I will tell you at last, I have long +been making up my mind. The truth is, Angus, I can't look at the +children--I can't look at you and see you all suffering, and hold my +peace any longer. We are poor, very--very--dreadfully poor, but we ought +to be rich." + +"Lottie!" + +Such a speech, so uttered, would have called for reproof from Angus +Home, had it passed the lips of another. But he knew the woman he had +married too well not to believe there was reason in her words. + +"I am sorry you have kept a secret from me," he said. "What is this +mystery, Lottie?" + +"It was my mother, Angus. She begged of me to keep it to myself, and she +only told me when she was dying. But may I just tell you all from the +very beginning?" + +"Yes, dear. If it is a romance, it will just soothe me, for though I am, +I own, tired, I could not sleep for a long time to come." + +"First, Angus, I must confess to a little bit of deceit I practised on +you." + +"Ah, Lottie!" said her husband playfully, "no wonder you cried, with +such a heavy burden on your soul; but confess your sins, wife." + +"You know how it has always fretted me, our being poor," said Charlotte. +"Your income is only just sufficient to put bread into our mouths, and, +indeed, we sometimes want even that. I have often lain awake at night +wondering how I could make a little money, and this winter, when it set +in so very severe, set my thoughts harder to work on this great problem +than ever. The children did want so much, Angus--new boots, and little +warm dresses--and so--and so--one day about a month ago, Mrs. Lisle, who +reads and writes so much, called, and I was very low, and she was kind +and sympathizing; somehow, at last out it all came, I did so wish to +earn money. She asked me if I could write a good clear hand, a hand +easily read. I showed her what I could do, and she was good enough to +call it excellent. She said no more then, but the next day she came +early. She brought me a MS. written by a friend of hers; very illegible +it was. She would not tell me the name of her friend, but she said she +was a lady very desirous of seeing herself in print. If I would copy +this illegible writing in my own good clear hand, the lady would give me +five pounds. I thought of the children's boots and their winter dresses, +and I toiled over it. I confess now that it was weary work, and tired me +more than I cared to own. I finished it to-day; this evening, just +before you came home, that task was done; but this morning I did +something else. You know Miss Mitchell is always kind enough to let me +see the _Times_. This morning Anne brought it down as usual, and, as I +ran my eyes over it I was struck by an advertisement, 'A young lady +living at Kensington wished for the services of an amanuensis, for so +many hours daily. Remuneration good.' I could not help it, Angus, my +heart seemed to leap into my mouth. Then and there I put on my bonnet, +and with a specimen of my handwriting in my pocket, went off to answer +the advertisement in person. The house was in Prince's Gate, Kensington: +the name of the young lady who had advertised for my services was +Harman." + +"Harman! how strange, wife! your own name before you married." + +"Yes, dear; but such a different person from me, so rich, while I am so +poor; so very, very beautiful, and graceful, and gracious: she may have +been a year or so younger than I, she was not much. She had a thoughtful +face, a noble face. I could have drawn tears from her eyes had I +described the little children, but I did not. It was delightful to look +upon her calm. Not for worlds would I disturb it; and, Angus, I found +out another thing--her name was not only Harman, but Charlotte Harman." + +There was no doubt at all that the other Charlotte was excited now, the +color had come into her cheeks, her eyes sparkled. Her husband watched +her with undisguised surprise. + +"I made a good thing of it Angus," she continued. "I am to go to +Prince's Gate every morning, I am to be there at ten, and give my +services till one o'clock. I am then to have lunch with the young lady, +and for all this, and the enjoyment of a good dinner into the bargain, I +am to receive thirty shillings a week. Does not it sound too good to be +true?" + +"And that is how we are to be rich, Lottie. Well, go on and prosper. I +know what an active little woman you are and how impossible it is for +you to let the grass grow under your feet. I do not object to your +trying this thing, if it is not too much for your strength, and if you +can safely leave the children." + +"I have thought of the children, Angus; this is so much for their real +interest, that it would be a pity to throw it away. But, as you say, +they must not be neglected. I shall ask that little Alice Martin to come +in to look after them until I am back every day; she will be glad to +earn half-a-crown a week." + +"As much in proportion, as your thirty shillings is to you--eh, Lottie? +See how rich we are in reality." + +Mrs. Home sighed, and the bright look left her face. Her husband +perceived the change. + +"That is not all you have got to tell me," he said. + +"No, it is only leading up to what I want to tell you. It is what has +set me thinking so hard all day that I can keep it to myself no longer. +Angus, prepare for a surprise; that beautiful young lady, who bears the +same name I bore before I was married--is--is--she is my near relation." + +"Your near relation, Charlotte? But I never knew you had any near +relations." + +"No, dear, I never told you; my mother thought it best that you should +not know. She only spoke to me of them when she was dying. She was sorry +afterwards that she had even done that; she begged of me, unless great +necessity arose, not to say anything to you. It is only because it seems +to me the necessity has really come that I speak of what gave my mother +such pain to mention." + +"Yes, dear, you have wealthy relations. I don't know that it matters +very greatly. But go on." + +"There is more than that, Angus, but I will try to tell you all. You +know how poor I was when you found me, and gave me your love and +yourself." + +"We were both poor, Lottie; so much so that we thought two hundred a +year, which was what we had to begin housekeeping on, quite riches." + +"Yes, Angus; well, I had been poor all my life, I could never do what +rich girls did, I was so accustomed to wearing shabby dresses, and +eating plain food, and doing without the amusements which seem to come +naturally into the lives of most young girls, that I had ceased to miss +them. I was sent to a rather good school, and had lessons in music and +painting, and I sometimes wondered how my mother had money even to give +me these. Then I met you, and we were married. It was just after our +little Harold was born that my mother died." + +"Yes, you went down into Hertfordshire; you were away for six weeks." + +"I took Harold with me; mother was so proud of him. Whenever she had an +easy moment, she used to like to have him placed on her knee. She told +me then that she had a little son older than I, who died, and that our +Harold reminded her of him. One night, I remember so well, I was sitting +up with her. She had been going through great pain, but towards the +morning she was easier. She was more inclined, however, to talk than to +sleep. She began again speaking about the likeness between our Harold +and my little brother who died. + +"'I shall give you little Edgar's christening robe for Harold,' she +said. 'I never could bear to part with it before but I don't mind his +having it. Open my wardrobe, Charlotte, and you will find it folded away +in a blue paper, in the small wooden box.' + +"I did so, and took out a costly thing, yellow, it is true, with age, +but half covered with most valuable lace. + +"'Why, mother,' I exclaimed, 'how did you ever get such a valuable dress +as this? Why, this lace would be cheap at a guinea a yard!' + +"'It cost a great deal more than that,' replied mother, stroking down +the soft lace and muslin with her thin fingers; 'but we were rich then, +Lottie.' + +"'Rich!' I said, 'rich! I never, never thought that you and I had +anything to say to money, mother.' + +"'You don't remember your father, child?' + +"'No, mother,' I said; 'how could I? I was only two years old when he +died.' + +"Mother was silent after that, and I think she went into a doze, but my +curiosity and wonder were excited, and I could not help seeking to know +more. + +"'I never knew that we were rich,' I said again the next day. 'Why did +you never tell me before? The next best thing to enjoying riches would +be to hear about them.' + +"'I did not want to make you discontented, Lottie. I thought what you +had never known or thought of you would never miss. I feared, my dear, +to make you discontented.' + +"'But I have thought of money,' I owned, 'I have thought of it lately a +great deal. When I look at Angus I long to get him every luxury, and I +want my little Harold to grow up surrounded by those things which help +to develop a fine and refined character. + +"'But they don't, Lottie; they don't indeed,' answered my dear dying +mother. 'Riches bring a snare--they debase the character, they don't +ennoble it.' + +"'Mother,' I said, 'I see plainly that you are well acquainted with this +subject. You will tell me, mother, what you know?' + +"'Yes,' replied my mother; 'it won't do you the least good; but as I +have said so much to you I may as well tell the rest.' + +"Then, Angus, my mother told me the following story; it is not very +long. + +"She was an orphan and a governess when my father found her and married +her--she was my father's second wife. She was much younger than he--he +had grown-up sons--two grown-up sons at the time of his marriage; and +they were very deeply offended at his thinking of a second marriage. So +indignant were they that my father and they came to quite an open +quarrel, and mother said that during the five years that my father lived +she never saw either of her stepsons until just at the close. She was +very happy as my father's wife; he loved her dearly, and as he had +plenty of money she wanted for nothing. My father was an old man, as I +have said, and he was tired of fuss, and also of much society; so though +they were so rich mother lived rather a lonely life--in a large and +beautiful place in Hertfordshire. She said the place was called the +Hermitage, and was one of the largest and best in the neighborhood. At +last my father fell ill, very ill, and the doctors said he must die. +Then for the first time there came hastening back to the Hermitage the +two elder sons--their names were John and Jasper--the eldest John, my +mother said, was very handsome, and very kind and courteous to her. He +was a married man, and he told mother that he had a little daughter much +about my age, who was also called Charlotte. My father and his two sons +seemed quite reconciled in these last days, and they spent most of their +time with him. On the evening, however, before he died, he had mother +and me with him alone. I sat on the bed, a little baby child of two, and +my father held mother's hand. He told mother how much he loved her, and +he spoke a very little about money matters. + +"'John will make it all right for you, Daisy,' he said. 'John knows all +about my wishes with regard to you and little Charlotte. I should like +this little Charlotte and his to be friends; they are both called after +my own mother, the best woman I ever met. You will bring up little +Charlotte with every comfort and refinement, dear wife.' + +"The next day my father died, and John and Jasper went to London. They +did not even wait for the funeral, though Jasper came back for it. John, +he told mother, was kept by the sudden dangerous illness of his wife. +Jasper said that John felt our father's death most dreadfully. Mother +had liked John, who was always very civil to her, but she could not bear +Jasper: she said he seemed a cleverer man than his brother, but she +never could get over a feeling of distrust towards him. The will was +never read to my mother, but Jasper came back again from London to tell +her of its contents, and then judge of her surprise--her name was not +even mentioned, neither her name nor mine. She had been married without +settlements, and every farthing of all my father's great wealth was left +to his two sons, John and Jasper. Jasper expressed great surprise; he +even said it was a monstrously unfair thing of his father to do, and +that certainly he and his brother would try to rectify it in a measure. +He then went back to London, and mother was left alone in the great +empty house. She said she felt quite stunned, and was just then in such +grief for my father that she scarcely heeded the fact that she was left +penniless. Two days afterwards a lawyer from London came down to see +her. He came with a message from her two stepsons. They were much +concerned for her, and they were willing to help her. They would allow +her, between them, as long as she lived the interest on three thousand +pounds--on one condition. The condition was this: she was never to claim +the very least relationship with them; she was to bring up her daughter +as a stranger to them. They had never approved of their father's +marrying her; they would allow her the money on condition that all +connection between them be completely dropped. The day it was renewed by +either mother or daughter, on that day the interest on the three +thousand pounds would cease to be paid. My mother was too young, too +completely inexperienced, and too bowed down with grief, to make the +least objection. Only one faint protest did she make. 'My husband said,' +she faltered, 'on the very last day of his life, he said that he wished +my little Charlotte and that other Charlotte in London to be friends.' +But the lawyer only shook his head. On this point his clients were firm. +'All communication between the families must cease.' + +"That is the story, Angus," continued Charlotte Home, suddenly changing +her voice, and allowing her eyes, which had been lowered during her +brief recital, to rise to her husband's face. "My dear mother died a day +or two afterwards. She died regretting having to own even what she did, +and begging me not to think unkindly of my father, and not to unsettle +your mind by telling you what could do no good whatever. + +"'I do not think unkindly of my father, mother,' I answered, 'and I will +not trouble my husband's mind, at least, not yet, never, perhaps, unless +fitting opportunity arises. But I know what I think, mother--what, +indeed, I know. That was not my father's real will; my brothers John and +Jasper have cheated you. Of this I am very sure.' + +"Mother, though she was so weak and dying, got quite a color into her +cheeks when I said this. 'No, no,' she said, 'don't harbor such a +thought in your heart--my darling, my darling. Indeed it is utterly +impossible. It was a real, real will. I heard it read, and your +brothers, they were gentlemen. Don't let so base a thought of them dwell +in your heart. It is, I know it is, impossible.' + +"I said no more to trouble my dear mother and shortly afterwards she +died. That is six years ago." + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +TWO WAYS OF LOOKING AT IT. + + +After the story was finished the husband and wife sat for a long time +side by side, in absolute silence. Both pairs of eyes were fixed on the +glowing embers in the fire; the wife's reflected back both the lights +and the shadows; they were troubled eyes, troubled with possible joy, +troubled also with the dark feelings of anger. The husband's, on the +contrary, were calm and steady. No strong hope was visiting them, but +despair, even disquietude, seemed miles away. Presently the wife's small +nervous fingers were stretched out to meet her husband's, his closed +over them, he turned his head, met her anxious face, smiled and spoke. + +"So it seems on the cards that you might have been rich, Lottie. Well, +it was unjust of your father not to have made some provision for your +mother and you, but--but--he has long been dead, the whole thing is +over. Let it pass." + +"Angus! do you know what I should like?" asked his wife. + +"No. What?" + +"I should like to meet those two men, John and Jasper Harman, face to +face, and ask them without the least preamble or preparation, what they +have done with my father's real will?" + +"Dear Lottie, you must get this strange idea out of your head. It is not +right of you to harbor such thoughts of any men." + +"I should like to look so hard at them," continued Charlotte, scarcely +heeding her husband's words. "I know their eyes would flinch, they would +be startled, they would betray themselves. Angus, I can't help it, the +conviction that is over me is too strong to be silenced. For years, ever +since my mother told me that story, I have felt that we have been +wronged, nay, robbed of our own. But when I entered that house to-day +and found myself face with my half-brother's daughter, when I found +myself in the house that I had been forbidden to enter, I felt--I knew, +that a great wrong had been committed. My father! Why should I think +ill of my father, Angus? Is it likely that he would have made no +provision for my mother whom he loved, or for me? Is it likely that he +would have left everything he possessed to the two sons with whom he had +so bitterly quarrelled, that for years they had not even met? Is it +likely? Angus, you are a just man, and you will own to the truth. Is it +likely, that with his almost dying breath, he should have assured my +mother that all was settled that she could bring me up well, in comfort +and luxury, that Charlotte Harman and I should be friends? No, Angus! I +believe my father; he was a good and just man always; and, even if he +was not, dying men don't tell lies." + +"I grant that it seems unlikely, Lottie; but then, on the other hand, +what do you accuse these men of? Why, of no less a crime than forging a +will, of suppressing the real will, and bringing forward one of their +own manufacture. Why, my dear wife, such an act of villainy would be not +only difficult, but, I should say, impossible." + +"I don't know _how_ it was done, Angus, but something was done, of that +I am sure, and what that thing was I shall live, please God, to find +out." + +"Then you--you, a clergyman's wife--the wife of a man who lives to +proclaim peace on earth, good-will to men, you go into your brother's +house as a spy!" + +Mrs. Home colored. Her husband had risen from his chair. + +"You shall not do that," he said; "I am your husband, and I forbid it. +You can only go to the Harmans, if they are indeed the near relations +you believe them to be, on one condition." + +"And that?" said Charlotte. + +"That you see not only Mr. Harman's daughter, but Mr. Harman himself; +that you tell him exactly who you are.... If, after hearing your story, +he allows you to work for his daughter, you can do so without again +alluding to the relationship. If they wish it dropped, drop it, Lottie; +work for them as you would for any other strangers, doing your best work +bravely and well. But begin openly. Above all things thinking no evil in +your heart of them." + +"Then I cannot go on these conditions, Angus, for I cannot feel charity +in my heart towards Mr. Harman. It seemed such a good thing this +morning. But I must give it up." + +"And something else will come in it's place, never fear; but I did not +know until to-night that my Lottie so pined for riches." + +"Angus, I do--I do--I want Harold to go to a good school, Daisy to be +educated, little Angus to get what is necessary for his health, and +above all, you, my dearest, my dearest, to have a warm overcoat, and +port wine: the overcoat when you are cold, the port wine when you are +tired. Think of having these luxuries, not only for yourself, but to +give away to your poor, Angus, and I am sure we ought to have them." + +"Ah, Lottie! you are a witch, you try to tempt me, and all these things +sound very pleasant. But don't dream of what we haven't, let us live for +the many, many things we have." + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +LOVE IN A DIAMOND. + + +The next day Angus Home went out early as usual, about his many parish +duties; this was it was true, neither a feast nor a fast day, nor had he +to attend a morning service, but he had long ago constituted himself +chief visitor among the sick and poorest of his flock, and such work +occupied him from morning to night. Perhaps in a nature naturally +inclined to asceticism, this daily mingling with the very poor and the +very suffering, had helped to keep down all ambitions for earthly good +things, whether those good things came in the guise of riches or honors; +but though unambitious and very humble, never pushing himself forward, +doing always the work that men who considered themselves more fastidious +would shun, never allowing his voice to be heard where he believed wiser +men than he might speak, Mr. Home was neither morbid nor unhappy; one of +his greatest characteristics was an utter absence of all +self-consciousness. + +The fact was, the man, though he had a wife whom he loved, and children +very dear to him, had grown accustomed to hold life lightly; to him life +was in very truth a pilgrimage, a school, a morning which should usher +in the great day of the future. His mental and spiritual eyes were fixed +expectantly and longingly on that day; and in connection with it, it +would be wrong to say that he was without ambition, for he had a very +earnest and burning desire, not only for rank but for kingship by and +by: he wanted to be crowned with the crown of righteousness. + +Angus Home knew well that to wear that crown in all its lustre in the +future, it must begin to fit his head down here; and he also knew that +those who put on such crowns on earth, find them, as their great and +blessed Master did before them, made of thorns. + +It is no wonder then that the man with so simple a faith, so Christ-like +a spirit, should not be greatly concerned by his wife's story of the +night before. He did not absolutely forget it, for he pondered over it +as he wended his way to the attic where the orphan Swifts lived. He felt +sorry for Lottie as he thought of it, and he hoped she would soon cease +to have such uncharitable ideas of her half-brothers; he himself could +not even entertain the notion that any fraud had been committed; he felt +rather shocked that his Lottie should dwell on so base a thing. + +There is no doubt that this saint-like man could be a tiny bit +provoking; and so his wife felt when he left her without again alluding +to their last night's talk. After all it is wives and mothers who feel +the sharpest stings of poverty. Charlotte had known what to be poor +meant all her life, as a child, as a young girl, as a wife, as a mother, +but she had been brave enough about it, indifferent enough to it, until +the children came; but from the day her mother's story was told her, and +she knew how close the wings of earthly comfort had swept her by, +discontent came into her heart. Discontent came in and grew with the +birth of each fresh little one. She might have made her children so +comfortable, she could do so little with them; they were pretty children +too. It went to her heart to see their beauty disfigured in ugly +clothes; she used to look the other way with a great jealous pang, when +she saw children not nearly so beautiful as hers, yet looked at and +admired because of their bright fresh colors and dainty little +surroundings. But poverty brought worse stings than these. The small +house in Kentish Town was hot and stifling in the months of July and +August; the children grew pale and pined for the fresh country air which +could not be given to them; Lottie herself grew weak and languid, and +her husband's pale face seemed to grow more ethereal day by day. At all +such times as these did Charlotte Home's mind and thoughts refer back +to her mother's story, and again and again the idea returned that a +great, great wrong had been done. + +In the winter when this story opens, poverty came very close to the +little household. They were, it is true, quite out of debt, but they +were only so because the food was kept so scanty, the fires so low, +dress so very insufficient to keep at a distance the winter's bitter +cold; they were only out of debt because the mother slaved from morning +to night, and the father ate less and less, having, it is to be feared, +less and less appetite to eat. + +Then the wife and mother grew desperate, money must be brought in--how +could it be done? The doctor called and said that baby Angus would die +if he had not more milk--he must have what is called in London +baby-milk, and plenty of it. Such milk in Kentish Town meant money. +Lottie resolved that baby Angus should not die. In answering an +advertisement which she hoped would give her employment, she +accidentally found herself in her own half-brother's house. There was +the wealth which had belonged to her father; there were the riches to +which she was surely born. How delicious were those soft carpets; how +nice those cushioned seats; how pleasant those glowing fires; what an +air of refinement breathed over everything; how grand it was to be +served by those noiseless and well-trained servants; how great a thing +was wealth, after all! + +She thought all this before she saw Charlotte Harman. Then the gracious +face, the noble bearing, the kindly and sweet manner of this girl of her +own age, this girl who might have been her dearest friend, who was so +nearly related to her, filled her with sudden bitterness; she believed +herself immeasurably inferior to Miss Harman, and yet she knew that she +might have been such another. She left the house with a mingled feeling +of relief and bitterness. She was earning present money. What might she +not discover to benefit her husband and children by and by? + +In the evening, unable to keep her thoughts to herself, she told them +and her story for the first time to her husband. Instantly he tore the +veil from her eyes. Was she, his wife, to go to her own brother's house +as a spy? No! a thousand times no! No wealth, however needed, would be +worth purchasing at such a price. If Charlotte could not banish from her +mind these unworthy thoughts, she must give up so excellent a means of +earning money. + +Poor Charlotte! The thoughts her husband considered so mean, so untrue, +so unworthy, had become by this time part of her very being. Oh! must +the children suffer because unrighteous men enjoyed what was rightfully +theirs? + +For the first time, the very first time in all her life, she felt +discontented with her Angus. If only he were a little more everyday, a +little more practical; if only he would go to the bottom of this +mystery, and set her mind at rest! + +She went about her morning duties in a state of mental friction and +aggravation, and, as often happens, on this very morning when she seemed +least able to bear it, came the proverbial last straw. Anne, the little +maid, put in her head at the parlor door. + +"Ef you please, 'em, is Harold to wear 'em shoes again? There's holes +through and through of 'em, and it's most desp'rate sloppy out of doors +this mornin'." + +Mrs. Home took the little worn-out shoes in her hand; she saw at a +glance that they were quite past mending. + +"Leave them here, Anne," she said. "You are right, he cannot wear these +again. I will go out at once and buy him another pair." + +The small maid disappeared, and Charlotte put her hand into her pocket. +She drew out her purse with a sinking heart. Was there money enough in +it to buy the necessary food for the day's consumption, and also to get +new shoes for Harold? A glance showed her but too swiftly there was not. +She never went on credit for anything--the shoes must wait, and Harold +remain a prisoner in the house that day. She went slowly up to the +nursery: Daisy and baby could go out and Harold should come down to the +parlor to her. + +But one glance at her boy's pale face caused her heart to sink. He was a +handsome boy--she thought him aristocratic, fit to be the son of a +prince--but to-day he was deadly pale, with that washy look which +children who pine for fresh air so often get. He was standing in rather +a moping attitude by the tiny window; but at sight of his mother he flew +to her. + +"Mother, Anne says I'm to have new shoes. Have you got them? I am so +glad." + +No, she could not disappoint her boy. A sudden idea darted through her +brain. She would ask Miss Mitchell, the drawing-room boarder, to lend +her the three-and-sixpence which the little shoes would cost. It was the +first time she had ever borrowed, and her pride rose in revolt at even +naming the paltry sum--but, for the sake of her boy's pale face? + +"I am going out to buy the shoes," she said, stooping down to kiss the +sweet upturned brow; and she flew downstairs and tapped at the +drawing-room door. + +Miss Mitchell was a lady of about fifty; she had been with them now for +nearly a year, and what she paid for the drawing-room and best bedroom +behind it, quite covered the rent of the shabby little house. Miss +Mitchell was Charlotte Home's grand standby; she was a very +uninteresting person, neither giving nor looking for sympathy, never +concerning herself about the family in whose house she lived. But then, +on the other hand, she was easily pleased; she never grumbled, she paid +her rent like clockwork. She now startled Lottie by coming instantly +forward and telling her that it was her intention to leave after the +usual notice; she found the baby's fretful cries too troublesome, for +her room was under the nursery; this was one reason. Another, perhaps +the most truthful one, was, that her favorite curate in St. Martin's +Church over the way, had received promotion to another and more +fashionable church, and she would like to move to where she could still +be under his ministry. Charlotte bowed; there was nothing for it but to +accept the fact that her comfortable lodger must go. Where could she +find a second Miss Mitchell, and how could she possibly now ask for the +loan of three and sixpence? + +She left the room. Where was the money to come from to buy Harold's +shoes? for that little pleading face must not be disappointed. This care +was, for the moment, more pressing than the loss of Miss Mitchell. How +should she get the money for her boy? She pressed her hand to her brow +to think out this problem. As she did so, a ring she wore on her +wedding-finger flashed; it was her engagement ring, a plain gold band, +only differing from the wedding-ring, which it now guarded, in that it +possessed one small, very small diamond. The diamond was perhaps the +smallest that could be purchased, but it was pure of its kind, and the +tiny gem now flashed a loving fire into her eyes, as though it would +speak if it could in answer to her inquiry. Yes, if she sold this ring, +the money would be forthcoming. It was precious, it symbolized much to +her; she had no other to act as guard; but it was not so precious as the +blue eyes of her first-born. Her resolve was scarcely conceived before +it was put in practice. She hastened out with the ring; a jeweller +lived not far away; he gave her fifteen shillings, and Charlotte, +feeling quite rich, bought the little shoes and hurried home. + +As she almost flew along the sloppy streets a fresh thought came to her. +Yes! she must certainly decline that very excellent situation with Miss +Harman. That sorely wanted thirty shillings a week must be given up, +there was no question about that. Bitter were her pangs of heart as she +relinquished the precious money, but it would be impossible for her to +go to her brother's house in the only spirit in which her husband would +allow her to go. Yes; she must give it up. When the children were at +last fairly started on their walk she would sit down and write to Miss +Harman. But why should she write? She stood still as the thought came to +her to go to Miss Harman in person; to tell her from her own lips that +she must not visit that house, or see her daily. She might or might not +tell her who she really was; she would leave that to circumstances; but +she would at least once more see her brother's house and look into the +eyes of her brother's child. It would be a short, soon-lived-through +excitement. Still she was in that mood when to sit still in inactivity +was impossible; the visit would lead to nothing, but still she would pay +it; afterwards would be time enough to think of finding some one to +replace Miss Mitchell, of trying to buy again her engagement ring, of +purchasing warm clothes for her little ones. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +IN PRINCE'S GATE. + + +Having arranged her household matters, been informed of another pair of +boots which could not last many days longer, seen to the children's +dinner, and finally started the little group fairly off for their walk +with Anne, Charlotte ran upstairs, put on her neat though thin and worn +black silk, her best jacket and bonnet and set off to Kensington to see +Miss Harman. + +She reached the grand house in Prince's Gate about twelve o'clock. The +day had indeed long begun for her, but she reflected rather bitterly +that most likely Miss Harman had but just concluded her breakfast. She +found, however, that she had much wronged this energetic young lady. +Breakfast had been over with some hours ago, and when Mrs. Home asked +for her, the footman who answered her modest summons said that Miss +Harman was out, but had left directions that if a lady called she was to +be asked to wait. + +Charlotte was taken up to Miss Harman's own private sitting room, where, +after stirring the fire, and furnishing her with that morning's _Times_, +the servant left her alone. + +Mrs. Home was glad of this. She drew her comfortable easy chair to the +fire, placed her feet upon the neat brass rail, closed her eyes, and +tried to fancy herself alone. Had her father lived, such comforts as +these would have been matters of everyday occurrence to her. Common as +the air she breathed would this grateful warmth be then to her thin +limbs, this delicious easy chair to her aching back. Had her father +lived, or had justice been done, in either case would soft ease have +been her portion. She started from her reclining position and looked +round the room. A parrot swung lazily on his perch in one of the +windows. Two canaries sang in a gilded cage in the other. How Harold and +Daisy would love these birds! Just over her head was a very beautifully +executed portrait in oils of a little child, most likely Miss Harman in +her infancy. Ah, yes, but baby Angus at home was more beautiful. A +portrait of him would attract more admiration than did that of the proud +daughter of all this wealth. Tears started unbidden to the poor +perplexed mother's eyes. It was hard to sit quiet with this burning pain +at her heart. Just then the door was opened and an elderly gentleman +with silver hair came in. He bowed, distantly to the stranger sitting by +his hearth, took up a book he had come to seek, and withdrew. Mrs. Home +had barely time to realize that this elderly man must really be the +brother who had supplanted her, when a sound of feet, of voices, of +pleasant laughter, drew near. The room door was again opened, and +Charlotte Harman, accompanied by two gentlemen, came in. The elder of +the two men was short and rather stout, with hair that had once been +red, but was now sandy, keen, deep-set eyes, and a shrewd, rather +pleasant face. Miss Harman addressed him as Uncle Jasper, and they +continued firing gay badinage at one another for a moment without +perceiving Mrs. Home's presence. The younger man was tall and +square-shouldered, with a rather rugged face of some power. He might +have been about thirty. He entered the room by Miss Harman's side, and +stood by her now with a certain air of proprietorship. + +"Ah! Mrs. Home," said the young lady, quickly discovering her visitor +and coming forward and shaking hands with her at once, "I expected you. +I hope you have not waited long, John," turning to the young man, "will +you come back at four? Mrs. Home and I have some little matters to talk +over, and I daresay her time is precious. I shall be quite ready to go +out with you at four. Uncle Jasper, my father is in the library; will +you take him this book from me?" + +Uncle Jasper, who had been peering with all his might out of his +short-sighted eyes at the visitor, now answered with a laugh, "We are +politely dismissed, eh? Hinton," and taking the arm of the younger man +they left the room. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +IT INTERESTS HER. + + +"And now, Mrs Home, we will have some lunch together up here, and then +afterwards we can talk and quite finish all our arrangements," said the +rich Charlotte, looking with her frank and pleasant eyes at the poor +one. She rang a bell as she spoke, and before Mrs. Home had time to +reply, a tempting little meal was ordered to be served without delay. + +"I have been with my publishers this morning," said Miss Harman. "They +are good enough to say they believe my tale promises well, but they want +it completed by the first of March, to come out with the best spring +books. Don't you think we may get it done? It is the middle of January +now." + +"I daresay it may be done," answered Mrs. Home, rising, and speaking in +a tremulous voice. "I have no doubt you will work hard and have it +ready--but--but--I regret it much, I have come to-day to say I cannot +take the situation you have so kindly offered me." + +"But why?" said Miss Harman, "why?" Some color came into her cheeks as +she added, "I don't understand you. I thought you had promised. I +thought it was all arranged yesterday." + +Her tone was a little haughty, but how well she used it; how keenly Mrs. +Home felt the loss of what she was resigning. + +"I did promise you," she said; "I feel you have a right to blame me. It +is a considerable loss to me resigning your situation, but my husband +has asked me to do so. I must obey my husband, must I not?" + +"Oh! yes, of course. But why should he object. He is a clergyman, is he +not? Is he too proud--I would tell no one. All in this house should +consider you simply as a friend. Our writing would be just a secret +between you and me. Your husband will give in when you tell him that." + +"He is not in the least proud, Miss Harman--not proud I mean in that +false way." + +"Then I am not giving you money enough--of course thirty shillings seems +too little; I will gladly raise it to two pounds a week, and if this +book succeeds, you shall have more for helping me with the next." + +Mrs. Home felt her heart beating. How much she needed, how keenly she +longed for that easily earned money. "I must not think of it," she said, +however, shaking her head. "I confess I want money, but I must earn it +elsewhere. I cannot come here. My husband will only allow me to do so on +a certain condition. I cannot even tell you the condition--certainly I +cannot fulfil it, therefore I cannot come." + +"Oh! but that is exciting. _Do_ tell it to me." + +"If I did you would be the first to say I must never come to this house +again." + +"I am quite sure you wrong me there. I may as well own that I have taken +a fancy to you. I am a spoiled child, and I always have my own way. My +present way is to have you here in this snug room for two or three hours +daily--you and I working in secret over something grand. I always get my +way so your conditions must melt into air. Now, what are they?" + +"Dare I tell her?" thought Mrs. Home. Aloud she said, "The conditions +are these:--I must tell you a story, a story about myself--and--and +others." + +"And I love stories, especially when they happen in real life." + +"Miss Harman, don't tempt me. I want to tell you, but I had better not; +you had better let me go away. You are very happy now, are you not?" + +"What a strange woman you are, Mrs. Home! Yes, I am happy." + +"You won't like my story. It is possible you may not be happy after you +have heard it." + +"That is a very unlikely possibility. How can the tale of an absolute +stranger affect my happiness?" These words were said eagerly--a little +bit defiantly. + +But Mrs. Home's face had now become so grave, and there was such an +eager, almost frightened look in her eyes, that her companion's too +changed. After all what was this tale? A myth, doubtless; but she would +hear it now. + +"I accept the risk of my happiness being imperiled," she said. "I choose +to hear the tale--I am ready." + +"But I may not choose to tell," said the other Charlotte. + +"I would make you. You have begun--begun in such a way that you _must_ +finish." + +"Is that so?" replied Mrs. Home. The light was growing more and more +eager in her eyes. She said to herself, "The die is cast." There rose up +before her a vision of her children--of her husband's thin face. Her +voice trembled. + +"Miss Harman--I will speak--you won't interrupt me?" + +"No, but lunch is on the table. You must eat something first." + +"I am afraid I cannot with that story in prospect; to eat would choke +me!" + +"What a queer tale it must be!" said the other Charlotte. "Well, so be +it." She seated herself in a chair at a little distance from Mrs. Home, +fixed her gaze on the glowing fire, and said, "I am ready. I won't +interrupt you." + +The poor Charlotte, too, looked at the fire. During the entire telling +of the tale neither of these young women glanced at the other. + +"It is my own story," began Mrs. Home: then she paused, and continued, +"My father died when I was two years old. During my father's lifetime I, +who am now so poor, had all the comforts that you must have had, Miss +Harman, in your childhood. He died, leaving my mother, who was both +young and pretty, nothing. She was his second wife, for five years she +had enjoyed all that his wealth could purchase for her. He died, leaving +her absolutely penniless. My mother was, as I have said, a second wife. +My father had two grown-up sons. These sons had quarrelled with him at +the time of his marrying my young mother; they came to see him and were +reconciled on his deathbed. He left to these sons every penny of his +great wealth. The sons expressed surprise when the will was read. They +even blamed my father for so completely forgetting his wife and youngest +child. They offered to make some atonement for him. During my mother's +lifetime they settled on her three thousand pounds; I mean the interest, +at five per cent., on that sum. It was to return to them at her death, +it was not to descend to me, and my mother must only enjoy it on one +condition. The condition was, that all communication must cease between +my father's family and hers. On the day she renewed it the money would +cease to be paid. My mother was young, a widow, and alone; she accepted +the conditions, and the money was faithfully paid to her until the day +of her death. I was too young to remember my father, and I only heard +this story about him on my mother's deathbed; then for the first time I +learned that we might have been rich, that we were in a measure meant to +enjoy the good things which money can buy. My mother had educated me +well, and you may be quite sure that with an income of one hundred and +fifty pounds a year this could only be done by practising the strictest +economy. I was accustomed to doing without the pretty dresses and nice +things which came as natural to other girls as the air they breathed. In +my girlhood, I did not miss these things; but at the time of my mother's +death, at the time the story first reached my ears, I was married, and +my eldest child was born. A poor man had made me, a poor girl his wife, +and, Miss Harman, let me tell you, that wives and mothers do long for +money. The longing with them is scarcely selfish, it is for the beings +dearer than themselves. There is a pain beyond words in denying your +little child what you know is for that child's good, but yet which you +cannot give because of your empty purse; there is a pain in seeing your +husband shivering in too thin a coat on bitter winter nights. You know +nothing of such things--may you never know them; but they have gone +quite through my heart, quite, quite through it. Well, that is my story; +not much, you will say, after all. I might have been rich, I am poor, +that is my story." + +"It interests me," said Miss Harman, drawing a long breath, "it +interests me greatly; but you will pardon my expressing my real +feelings: I think your father was a cruel and unjust man." + +"I think my brothers, my half-brothers, were cruel and unjust. I don't +believe that was my father's real will." + +"What! you believe there was foul play? This is interesting--if so, if +you can prove it, you may be righted yet. Are your half-brothers +living?" + +"Yes." + +"And you think you have proof that you and your mother were unjustly +treated?" + +"I have no proof, no proof whatever, Miss Harman, I have only +suspicions." + +"Oh! you will tell me what they are?" + +"Even they amount to very little, and yet I feel them to be certainties. +On the night before my father died he told my mother that she and I +would be comfortably off; he also said that he wished that I and his +son's little daughter, that other Charlotte he called her, should grow +up together as sisters. My father was a good man, his mind was not +wandering at all, why should he on his deathbed have said this if he +knew that he had made such an unjust will, if he knew that he had left +my mother and her little child without a sixpence?" + +"Yes," said Miss Harman slowly and thoughtfully, "it looks strange." + +After this for a few moments both these young women were silent. Mrs. +Home's eyes again sought the fire, she had told her story, the +excitement was over, and a dull despair came back over her face. +Charlotte Harman, on the contrary, was deep in that fine speculation +which seeks to succor the oppressed, her grey eyes glowed, and a faint +color came in to her cheeks. After a time she said-- + +"I should like to help you to get your rights. You saw that gentleman +who left the room just now, that younger gentleman, I am to be his wife +before long--he is a lawyer, may I tell him your tale?" + +"No, no, not for worlds." Here Mrs. Home in her excitement rose to her +feet. "I have told the story, forget it now, let it die." + +"What a very strange woman you are, Mrs. Home! I must say I cannot +understand you." + +"You will never understand me. But it does not matter, we are not likely +to meet again. I saw you for the first time yesterday. I love you, I +thank you. You are a rich and prosperous young lady, you won't be too +proud to accept my thanks and my love. Now good-bye." + +"No, you are not going in that fashion. I do not see why you should go +at all; you have told me your story, it only proves that you want money +very much, there is nothing at all to prevent your becoming my +amanuensis." + +"I cannot, I must not. Let me go." + +"But why? I do not understand." + +"You will never understand. I can only repeat that I must not come +here." + +Mrs. Home could look proud when she liked. It was now Miss Harman's turn +to become the suppliant; with a softness of manner which in so +noble-looking a girl was simply bewitching, she said gently---- + +"You confess that you love me." + +Mrs. Home's eyes filled with tears. + +"Because I do I am going away," she said. + +She had just revealed by this little speech a trifle too much, the +trifle reflected a light too vivid to Charlotte Harman's mind, her face +became crimson. + +"I will know the truth," she said, "I will--I must. This story--you say +it is about you; is it all about you? has it anything to say to me?" + +"No, no, don't ask me--good-bye." + +"I stand between you and the door until you speak. How old are you, Mrs. +Home?" + +"I am twenty-five." + +"That is my age. Who was that Charlotte your dying father wished you to +be a sister to?" + +"I cannot tell you." + +"You cannot--but you must. I will know. Was it--but impossible! it +cannot be--am _I_ that Charlotte?" + +Mrs. Home covered her face with two trembling hands. The other woman, +with her superior intellect, had discovered the secret she had feebly +tried to guard. There was a pause and a dead silence. That silence told +all that was necessary to Charlotte Harman. After a time she said +gently, but all the fibre and tune had left her voice,---- + +"I must think over your story, it is a very, very strange tale. You are +right, you cannot come here; good-bye." + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +THE WOMAN BY THE HEARTH. + + +Mrs. Home went back to the small house in Kentish Town, and Miss Harman +sat on by her comfortable fire. The dainty lunch was brought in and laid +on the table, the young lady did not touch it. The soft-voiced, +soft-footed servant brought in some letters on a silver salver. They +looked tempting letters, thick and bulgy. Charlotte Harman turned her +head to glance at them but she left them unopened by her side. She had +come in very hungry, from her visit to the publishers, and these letters +which now lay so close had been looked forward to with some impatience, +but now she could neither eat nor read. At last a pretty little +timepiece which stood on a shelf over her head struck four, and a clock +from a neighboring church re-echoed the sound. Almost at the same +instant there came a tap at her room door. + +"That is John," said Charlotte. She shivered a little. Her face had +changed a good deal, but she rose from her seat and came forward to meet +her lover. + +"Ready, Charlotte?" he said, laying his two hands on her shoulders; then +looking into her face he started back in some alarm. "My dear, my +dearest, something has happened; what is the matter?" + +This young woman was the very embodiment of truth. She did not dream of +saying, "Nothing is the matter." She looked up bravely into the eyes she +loved best in the world and answered,---- + +"A good deal is the matter, John. I am very much vexed and--and +troubled." + +"You will tell me all about it; you will let me help you?" said the +lover, tenderly. + +"Yes, John dear, but not to-night. I want to think to-night. I want to +know more. To-morrow you shall hear; certainly to-morrow. No, I will not +go out with you. Is my father in? Is Uncle Jasper in?" + +"Your father is out, and your uncle is going. I left him buttoning on +his great-coat in the hall." + +"Oh! I must see Uncle Jasper; forgive me, I must see him for a minute." + +She flew downstairs, leaving John Hinton standing alone, a little +puzzled and a little vexed. Breathless she arrived in the hall to find +her uncle descending the steps; she rushed after him and laid her hand +on his shoulder. + +"Uncle Jasper, I want you. Where are you going?" + +"Hoity-toity," said the old gentleman, turning round in some surprise, +and even dismay when he caught sight of her face. "I am going to the +club, child. What next. I sent Hinton up to you. What more do you want?" + +"I want you. I have a story to tell you and a question to ask you. You +must come back." + +"Lottie, I said I would have nothing to do with those books of yours, +and I won't. I hate novels, and I hate novelists. Forgive me, child. I +don't hate you; but if your father and John Hinton between them mean to +spoil a fine woman by encouraging her to become that monster of nature, +a blue-stocking, I won't help them, and that's flat. There now. Let me +go." + +"It is no fiction I want to ask you, Uncle Jasper. It is a true tale, +one I have just heard. It concerns me and you and my father. It has +pained me very much, but I believe it can be cleared up. I would rather +ask you than my father about it, at least at first; but either of you +can answer what I want to know; so if you will not listen to me I can +speak to my father after dinner." + +Uncle Jasper had one of those faces which reveal nothing, and it +revealed nothing now. But the keen eyes looked hard into the open gray +eyes of the girl who stood by his side. + +"What thread out of that tangled skein has she got into her head?" he +whispered to himself. Aloud he said, "I will come back to dinner, +Charlotte, and afterwards you shall take me up to your little snuggery. +If you are in trouble, my dear, you had better confide in me than in +your father. He does not--does not look very strong." + +Then he walked down the street; but when he reached his club he did not +enter it. He walked on and on. He puzzling, not so much over his niece's +strange words as over something else. Who was that woman who sat by +Charlotte's hearth that day? + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +CHARLOTTE CANNOT BEAR THE DARK. + + +The elder Mr. Harman had retired to his study, and Charlotte and her +uncle sat side by side in that young lady's own private apartment. The +room looked snug and sheltered, and the subdued light from a Queen's +reading-lamp, and from the glowing embers of a half burned-out fire, +were very pleasant. Uncle Jasper was leaning back in an armchair, but +Charlotte stood on the hearthrug. Soft and faint as the light was, it +revealed burning cheeks and shining eyes; but the old face these tokens +of excitement appealed to remained completely in shadow. + +Charlotte had told the story she had heard that day, and during its +whole recital her uncle had sat motionless, making no comment either by +word or exclamation. + +Mrs. Home's tale had been put into skilful hands. It was well told--all +the better because the speaker so earnestly hoped that its existence +might turn out a myth--that the phantom so suddenly conjured up might +depart as quickly as it had arrived. At last the story came to a +conclusion. There was a pause, and Charlotte said,---- + +"Well, Uncle Jasper?" + +"Well, Lottie?" he answered. And now he roused himself, and bent a +little forward. + +"Is the story true, Uncle Jasper?" + +"It is certainly true, Charlotte, that my father and your grandfather +married again." + +"Yes, uncle." + +"It is also highly probable that this young woman is the daughter of +that marriage. When I saw her in this room to-day I was puzzled by an +intangible likeness in her. This accounts for it." + +"Then why----" began Charlotte, and then she stopped. There was a whole +world of bitterness in her tone. + +"Sit down, child," said her uncle. He pointed to a footstool at his +feet. Whenever he came into this room Charlotte had occupied this +footstool, and he wanted her to take it now, but she would not; she +still kept her place on the hearth. + +"I cannot sit," she said. "I am excited--greatly excited. This looks to +me in the light of a wrong." + +"Who do you think has committed the wrong, Charlotte?" + +Before she answered, Charlotte Harman lit a pair of candles which stood +on the mantelshelf. + +"There, now," she said with a sigh of relief, "I can see your face. It +is dreadful to speak to any one in the dark. Uncle Jasper, if I had so +near a relation living all these years why was I never told of it? I +have over and over again longed for a sister, and it seems I had one or +one who might have been to me a sister. Why was I kept in ignorance of +her very existence?" + +"You are like all women--unreasonable, Lottie. I am glad to find you so +human, my dear; so human, and--and--womanly. You jump to conclusions +without hearing reasons. Now I will give you the reasons. But I do wish +you would sit down." + +"I will sit here," said Charlotte, and she drew a chair near the table. +The room abounded in easy-chairs of all sizes and descriptions, but she +chose one hard and made of cane, and she sat upright upon it, her hands +folded on her lap. "Now, Uncle Jasper," she said, "I am ready to hear +your reasons." + +"They go a good way back, my dear, and I am not clever at telling a +story; but I will do my best. Your grandfather made his money in trade; +he made a good business, and he put your father and me both into it. It +is unnecessary to go into particulars about our special business; it was +small at first, but we extended it until it became the great firm of +which your father is the present head. We both, your father and I, +showed even more aptitude for this life of mercantile success than our +father did, and he, perceiving this, retired while scarcely an old man. +He made us over the entire business he had made, taking, however, from +it, for his own private use, a large sum of money. On the interest of +this money he would live, promising, however, to return it to us at his +death. The money taken out of the business rather crippled us, and we +begged of him to allow us to pay him the interest, and to let the +capital remain at our disposal; but he wished to be completely his own +master, and he bought a place in Hertfordshire out of part of the +money. It was a year or two after, that he met his second wife and +married her. I don't pretend," continued Uncle Jasper, "that we liked +this marriage or our stepmother. We were young fellows then, and we +thought our father had done us an injustice. The girl he had chosen was +an insipid little thing, with just a pretty face, and nothing whatever +else. She was not quite a lady. We saw her, and came to the conclusion +that she was common--most unsuited to our father. We also remembered our +own mother; and most young men feel pain at seeing any one put into her +place. + +"We expostulated with our father. He was a fiery old man, and hot words +passed between us. I won't repeat what we all said, my dear, or how +bitter John and I felt when we rode away from the old place our father +had just purchased. One thing he said as we were going off. + +"'My marrying again won't make any money difference to you two fellows, +and I suppose I may please myself.'" + +"I think my grandfather was very unjust," said Charlotte, but +nevertheless a look of relief stole over her face. + +"We went back to our business, my dear, and our father married; and when +we wrote to him he did not answer our letters. After a time we heard a +son had been born, and then, shortly after the birth of this child, the +news reached us, that a lawyer had been summoned down to the manor-house +in Hertfordshire. We supposed that our father was making provision for +the child; and it seemed to us fair enough. Then we saw the child's +death in the _Times_, and shortly after the news also came to us that +the same lawyer had gone down again to see our father. + +"After this, a few years went by, and we, busy with our own life, gave +little heed to the old man, who seemed to have forgotten us. Suddenly we +were summoned to his deathbed. John, your father, my dear, had always +been his favorite. On his deathbed he seemed to have returned to the old +times, when John was a little fellow. He liked to have him by his side; +in short, he could not bear to have him out of his sight. He appeared to +have forgotten the poor, common little wife he had married, and to live +his early days over again. He died quite reconciled to us both, and we +held his hand as he breathed his last. + +"To our surprise, my dear, we found that he had left us every penny of +his fortune. The wife and baby girl were left totally unprovided for. We +were amazed! We thought it unjust. We instantly resolved to make +provision for her and her baby. We did so. She never wanted to the day +of her death." + +"She did not starve," interrupted Charlotte, "but you shut her out, her +and her child, from yourselves, and from me. Why did you do this?" + +"My dear, you would scarcely speak in that tone to your father, and it +was his wish as well as mine--indeed, far more his wish than mine. I was +on the eve of going to Australia, to carry on a branch of our trade +there; but he was remaining at home. He was not very long married. You +don't remember your mother, Charlotte. Ah! what a fine young creature +she was, but proud--proud of her high birth--of a thousand things. It +would have been intolerable to her to associate with one like my +stepmother. Your father was particular about his wife and child. He +judged it best to keep these undesirable relations apart. I, for one, +can scarcely blame him." + +"I _will_ not blame my father," said Charlotte. Again that look of +relief had stolen over her face. The healthy tint, which was scarcely +color, had returned to her cheek; and the tension of her attitude was +also withdrawn, for she changed her seat, taking possession now of her +favorite easy-chair. "But I like Charlotte Home," she said after a +pause. "She is--whatever her mother may have been--quite a lady. I think +it is hard that when she is so nearly related to me she should be so +poor and I so rich. I will speak to my father. He asked me only this +morning what I should like as a wedding present. I know what I shall +like. He will give that three thousand pounds to Charlotte Home. The +money her mother had for her life she shall have for ever. I know my +father won't refuse me." + +Charlotte's eyes were on the ground, and she did not see the dark +expression which for a moment passed over Jasper Harman's face. Before +he answered her he poked the fire into a vigorous flame. + +"You are a generous girl, Lottie," he said then. "I admire your spirit. +But it is plain, my dear, that money has come as easily to you as the +very air you breathe, or you would not speak of three thousand pounds in +a manner so light as almost to take one's breath away. But +suppose--suppose the money could be given, there is another difficulty. +To get that money for Mrs. Home, who, by the way, has her husband to +provide for her, you must tell this tale to your father--you must not do +that." + +"Why not?" asked Charlotte, opening her eyes wide in surprise. + +"Simply because he is ill, and the doctors have forbidden him to be in +the least agitated." + +"Uncle Jasper--I know he is not well, but I did not hear this; and +why--why should what I have to say agitate him?" + +"Because he cannot bear any allusion to the past. He loved his father; +he cannot dwell on those years when they were estranged. My dear," +continued old Uncle Jasper. "I am glad you came with this tale to me--it +would have done your father harm. The doctors hope soon to make him much +better, but at present he must hear nothing likely to give rise to +gloomy thoughts; wait until he is better, my dear. And if you want help +for this Mrs. Home, you must appeal to me. Promise me that, Lottie." + +"I will promise, certainly, not to injure my father, but I confess you +puzzle me." + +"I am truly sorry, my dear. I will think over your tale, but now I must +go to John. Will you come with me?" + +"No, thanks; I would rather stay here." + +"Then we shall not meet again, for in an hour I am off to my club. +Good-night, my dear." + +And Charlotte could not help noticing how soft and catlike were the +footsteps of the old Australian uncle as he stole away. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +JOHN AND JASPER HARMAN. + + +Jaspar Harman was sixty years old at this time, but the days of his +pilgrimage had passed lightly over him, neither impairing his frame nor +his vigor. At sixty years of age he could think as clearly, sleep as +comfortably, eat as well--nay, even walk as far as he did thirty years +ago. His life in the Antipodes seemed to have agreed with him. It is +true his hair was turning gray, and his shrewd face had many wrinkles on +it, but these seemed more the effects of climate than of years. He +looked like a man whom no heart-trouble had ever touched and in this +doubtless lay the secret of his perpetual youth. Care might sweep him +very close, but it could not enter an unwelcome guest, to sit on the +hearth of his holy of holies; into the innermost shrine of his being it +could scarcely find room to enter. His was the kind of nature to whom +remorse even for a sin committed must be almost unknown. His affections +were not his strong point. Most decidedly his intellect overbalanced his +heart. But without an undue preponderance of heart he was good-natured; +he would pat a chubby little cheek, if he passed it in the street, and +he would talk in a genial and hearty way to those beneath him in life. +In business matters he was considered very shrewd and hard, but those +who had no such dealings with him pronounced him a kindly soul. His +smile was genial; his manner frank and pleasant. He had one trick, +however, which no servant could bear--his step was as soft as a cat's; +he must be on your heels before you had the faintest clue to his +approach. + +In this stealthy way he now left his niece's room, stole down the +thickly carpeted stairs, crept across a tiled hall, and entered the +apartment where his elder brother waited for him. + +John Harman was only one year Jasper's senior, but there looked a much +greater difference between them. Jasper was young for his years; John +was old; nay, more--he was very old. In youth he must have been a +handsome man; in age for every one spoke of him as aged, he was handsome +still. He was tall, over six feet; his hair was silver-white; his eyes +very deep set, very dark. Their expression was penetrating, kind, but +sad. His mouth was firm, but had some lines round it which puzzled you. +His smile, which was rare and seldom seen, was a wintry one. You would +rather John Harman did not smile at you; you felt miserable afterwards. +All who knew him said instinctively that John Harman had known some +great trouble. Most people attributed it to the death of his wife, but, +as this happened twenty years ago, others shook their heads and felt +puzzled. Whatever the sorrow, however, which so perpetually clouded the +fine old face, the nature of the man was so essentially noble that he +was universally loved and respected. + +John Harmon was writing a letter when his brother entered. He pushed +aside his writing materials, however, and raised his head with a sigh of +relief. In Jasper's presence there was always one element of comfort. +He need cover over no anxieties; his old face looked almost sharp as he +wheeled his chair round to the fire. + +"No, you are not interrupting me," he began. "This letter can keep; it +is not a business one. I never transact business at home." Then he +added, as Jasper sank into the opposite chair, "You have been having a +long chat with the child. I am glad she is getting fond of you." + +"She is a fine girl," said Jasper; "a fine, generous girl. I like her, +even though she does dabble in literature; and I like Hinton too. When +are they to be married, John?" + +"When Hinton gets his first brief--not before," answered John Harman. + +"Well, well, he's a clever chap; I don't see why you should wait for +that--he's safe to get on. If I were you, I'd like to see my girl +comfortably settled. One can never tell what may happen!" + +"What may happen!" repeated the elder Harman. "Do you allude now to the +doctor's verdict on myself. I did not wish Charlotte acquainted with +it." + +"Pooh! my dear fellow, there's nothing to alarm our girl in that +quarter. I'd lay my own life you have many long years before you. No, +Charlotte knows you are not well, and that is all she need ever know. I +was not alluding to your health, but to the fact that that fine young +woman upstairs is, just to use a vulgar phrase, eating her own head off +for want of something better to do. She is dabbling in print. Of course, +her book must fail. She is full of all kinds of chimerical expedients. +Why, this very evening she was propounding the most preposterous scheme +to me, as generous as it was nonsensical. No, no, my dear fellow, even +to you I won't betray confidence. The girl is an enthusiast. Now +enthusiasts are always morbid and unhappy unless they can find vent for +their energies. Why don't you give her the natural and healthy vents +supplied by wifehood and motherhood? Why do you wait for Hinton's first +brief to make them happy? You have money enough to make them happy at +once." + +"Yes, yes, Jasper--it is not that. It is just that I want the young man +not to be altogether dependent on his wife. I am fonder of Hinton than +of any other creature in the world except my own child. For his sake I +ask for his short delay to their marriage. On the day he brings me news +of that brief I take the first steps to settle on Charlotte a thousand +a year during my lifetime. I make arrangements that her eldest son +inherits the business, and I make further provision for any other +children she may have." + +"Well, my dear fellow, all that sounds very nice; and if Hinton was not +quite the man he is I should say, 'Wait for the brief.' But I believe +that having a wife will only make him seek that said brief all the +harder. I see success before that future son-in-law of yours." + +"And you are a shrewd observer of character, Jasper," answered his +brother. + +Neither of the men spoke for some time after this, and presently Jasper +rose to go. He had all but reached the door when he turned back. + +"You will be in good time in the city to-morrow, John." + +"Yes, of course. Not that there is anything very special going on. Why +do you ask?" + +"Only that we must give an answer to that question of the trusteeship to +the Rutherford orphans. I know you object to the charge, still it seems +a pity for the sake of a sentiment." + +Instantly John Harman, who had been crouching over the fire, rose to his +full height. His deep-set eyes flashed, his voice trembled with some +hardly suppressed anguish. + +"Jasper!" he said suddenly and sharply; then he added, "you have but one +answer to that question from me--never, never, as long as I live, shall +our firm become trustees for even sixpence worth. You know my feelings +on that point, Jasper, and they shall never change." + +"You are a fool for your pains, then," muttered Jasper, but he closed +the door rather hastily behind him. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +"A PET DAY." + + +At breakfast the next morning Charlotte Harman was in almost wild +spirits. Her movements were generally rather sedate, as befitted one so +tall, so finely proportioned, so dignified. To-day her step seemed set +to some hidden rhythmic measure; her eyes laughed; her gracious, kindly +mouth was wreathed in perpetual smiles. Her father, on the contrary, +looked more bent, more careworn, more aged even than usual. Looking, +however, into her eyes for light, his own brightened. As he ate his +frugal breakfast of coffee and dry toast he spoke: + +"Charlotte, your Uncle Jasper came to me last night with a proposal on +your behalf." + +"Yes, father," answered Charlotte. She looked up expectantly. She +thought of Mrs. Home. Her uncle had told the tale after all, and her +dear and generous father would refuse her nothing. She should have the +great joy of giving three thousand pounds to that poor mother for the +use of her little children. + +The next words, however, uttered by Mr. Harman caused these dreams to be +dispelled by others more golden. The most generous woman must at times +think first of herself. Charlotte was very generous; but her father's +next words brought dimples into very prominent play in each cheek. + +"My darling, Jasper thinks me very cruel to postpone your marriage. I +will not postpone it. You and Hinton may fix the day. I will take that +brief of his on trust." + +No woman likes an indefinite engagement, and Charlotte was not the +exception to prove this rule. + +"Dearest father," she said, "I am very happy at this. I will tell John. +He is coming over this morning. But you know my conditions? No wedding +day for me unless my father agrees to live with me afterwards." + +"Settle it as you please, dear child. I don't think there would be much +sunshine left for me if you were away from me. And now I suppose you +will be very busy. You have _carte blanche_ for the trousseau, but your +book? will you have time to write it, Charlotte? And that young woman +whom I saw in your room yesterday, is she the amanuensis whom you told +me about?" + +"She is the lady whom I hoped to have secured, father, but she is not +coming." + +"Not coming! I rather liked her look, she seemed quite a lady. Did you +offer her too small remuneration? Not that that would be your way, but +you do not perhaps know what such labor is worth." + +"It was not that, dear father. I offered her what she herself considered +a very handsome sum. It was not that. She is very poor; very, very poor +and she has three little children. I never saw such a hungry look in any +eyes as she had, when she spoke of what money would be to her. But she +gave me a reason--a reason which I am not at liberty to tell to you, +which makes it impossible for her to come here." + +Charlotte's cheeks were burning now, and something in her tone caused +her father to gaze at her attentively. It was not his way, however, to +press for any confidence not voluntarily offered. He rose from his seat +with a slight sigh. + +"Well, dear," he said, "you must look for some one else. We can't talk +over matters to-night. Ask Hinton to stay and dine. There; I must be +off, I am very late as it is." + +Mr. Harman kissed his daughter and she went out as usual to button on +his great-coat and see him down the street. She had performed this +office for him ever since--a little mite of four years old--she had +tried to take her dead mother's place. The child, the growing girl, the +young woman, had all in turns stood on those steps, and watched that +figure walking away. But never until to-day had she noticed how aged and +bent it had grown. For the first time the possibility visited her heart +that there might be such a thing for her in the future as life without +her father. + +Uncle Jasper had said he was not well; no, he did not look well. Her +eyes filled with tears as she closed the hall door and re-entered the +house. But her own prospects were too golden just now to permit her to +dwell as long, or as anxiously, as she otherwise would have done, on so +gloomy an aspect of her father's case. + +Charlotte Harman was twenty-five years of age; but, except when her +mother died, death had never come near her young life. She could +scarcely remember her mother, and, with this one exception, death and +sickness were things unknown. She has heard of them of course; but the +grim practical knowledge, the standing face to face with the foe, were +not her experience. She was the kind of woman who could develop into the +most tender nurse, into the wisest, best, and most helpful guide, +through those same dark roads of sickness and death, but the training +for this was all to come. No wonder that in her inexperience she should +soon cease to dwell on her father's bent figure and drawn, white face. A +reaction was over her, and she must yield to it. + +As she returned to the comfortable breakfast-room, her eyes shone +brighter through their momentary tears. She went over and stood by the +hearth. She was a most industrious creature, having trained herself not +to waste an instant; but to-day she must indulge in a happy reverie. + +How dark had been those few hours after Mrs. Home had left her +yesterday; how undefined, how dim, and yet how dark had been her +suspicions! She did not know what to think, or whom to suspect; but she +felt that, cost her what it might, she must fathom the truth, and that +having once fathomed it, something might be revealed to her that would +embitter and darken her whole life. + +And behold! she had done so. She had bravely grasped the phantom in both +hands, and it had vanished into thin air. What she dreamed was not. +There was no disgrace anywhere. A morbid young woman had conjured up a +possible tale of wrong. There was no wrong. She, Mrs. Home, was to be +pitied, and Charlotte would help her; but beyond this no dark or evil +thing had come into her life. + +And now, what a great further good was in store for her! Her father had +most unexpectedly withdrawn his opposition over the slight delay he had +insisted upon to her marriage. Charlotte did not know until now how she +had chafed at this delay; how she had longed to be the wife of the man +she loved. She said, "Thank God!" under her breath, then ran upstairs to +her own room. + +Charlotte's maid had the special care of this room. It was a sunshiny +morning, and the warm spring air came in through the open window. + +"Yes, leave it open," she said to the girl; "it seems as if spring had +really come to-day." + +"But it is winter still, madam, February is not yet over," replied the +lady's maid. "Better let me shut it, Miss Harman, this is only a pet +day." + +"I will enjoy it then, Ward," answered Miss Harman. "And now leave me, +for I am very busy." + +The maid withdrew, and Charlotte seated herself by her writing table. +She was engaged over a novel which Messrs. M----, of ---- Street, had +pronounced really good; they would purchase the copyright, and they +wanted the MS. by a given date. How eager she had felt about this +yesterday; how determined not to let anything interfere with its +completion! But to-day, she took up her pen as usual, read over the last +page she had written, then sat quiet, waiting for inspiration. + +What was the matter with her? No thought came. As a rule thoughts flowed +freely, proceeding fast from the brain to the pen, from the pen to the +paper. But to-day? What ailed her to-day? The fact was, the most natural +thing in the world had come to stop the flow of fiction. It was put out +by a greater fire. The moon could shine brilliantly at night, but how +sombre it looked beside the sun! The great sunshine of her own personal +joy was flooding Charlotte's heart to-day, and the griefs and delights +of the most attractive heroine in the world must sink into +insignificance beside it. She sat waiting for about a quarter of an +hour, then threw down her pen in disgust. She pulled out her watch. +Hinton could not be with her before the afternoon. The morning was +glorious. What had Ward, her maid, called the day?--"a pet day." Well, +she would enjoy it; she would go out. She ran to her room, enveloped +herself in some rich and becoming furs, and went into the street. She +walked on a little way, rather undecided where to turn her steps. In an +instant she could have found herself in Kensington Gardens or Hyde Park; +but, just because they were so easy of access, they proved unattractive. +She must wander farther afield. She beckoned to a passing hansom. + +"I want to go somewhere where I shall have green grass and trees," she +said to the cabby. "No, it must not be Hyde Park, somewhere farther +off." + +"There's the Regent's," replied the man. "I'll drive yer there and back +wid pleasure, my lady." + +"I will go to Regent's Park," said Charlotte. She made up her mind, as +she was swiftly bowled along, that she would walk back. She was just in +that condition of suppressed excitement, when a walk would be the most +delightful safety-valve in the world. + +In half an hour she found herself in Regent's Park and, having dismissed +her cab, wandered about amongst the trees. The whole place was flooded +with sunshine. There were no flowers visible; the season had been too +bad, and the year was yet too young; but for all that, nature seemed to +be awake and listening. + +Charlotte walked about until she felt tired, then she sat down on one of +the many seats to rest until it was time to return home. Children were +running about everywhere. Charlotte loved children. Many an afternoon +had she gone into Kensington Gardens for the mere and sole purpose of +watching them. Here were children, too, as many as there, but of a +different class. Not quite so aristocratic, not quite so exclusively +belonging to the world of rank and fashion. The children in Regent's +Park were certainly quite as well dressed; but there was just some +little indescribable thing missing in them, which the little creatures, +whom Charlotte Harman was most accustomed to notice, possessed. + +She was commenting on this, in that vague and slight way one does when +all their deepest thoughts are elsewhere, when a man came near and +shared her seat. He was a tall man, very slight, very thin. Charlotte, +just glancing at him took in this much also, that he was a clergyman. He +sat down to rest, evidently doing so from great fatigue. Selfish in her +happiness, Charlotte presently returned to her golden dreams. The +children came on fast, group after group; some pale and thin, some rosy +and healthy; a few scantily clothed, a few overladen with finery. They +laughed and scampered past her. For, be the circumstances what they +might, all the little hearts seemed full of mirth and sweet content. At +last a very small nurse appeared, wheeling a perambulator, while two +children ran by her side. These children were dressed neatly, but with +no attempt at fashion. The baby in the shabby perambulator was very +beautiful. The little group were walking past rather more slowly than +most of the other groups, for the older boy and girl looked decidedly +tired, when suddenly they all stopped; the servant girl opened her mouth +until it remained fixed in the form of a round O; the baby raised its +arms and crowed; the elder boy and girl uttered a glad shout and ran +forward. + +"Father, father, you here?" said the boy. "You here?" echoed the girl, +and the whole cavalcade drew up in front of Charlotte and the thin +clergyman. The boy in an instant was on his father's knee, and the girl, +helping herself mightily by Charlotte's dress, had got on the bench. + +The baby seeing this began to cry. The small nurse seemed incapable of +action, and Charlotte herself had to come to the rescue. She lifted the +little seven months old creature out of its carriage, and placed it in +its father's arms. + +He raised his eyes gratefully to her face and placed his arm round the +baby. + +"Oh! I'm falling," said the girl. "This seat is so slippy, may I sit on +your knee?" + +It seemed the most natural thing in the world for Charlotte to take this +strange, shabbily dressed little girl into her embrace. + +The child began to stroke down and admire her soft furs. + +"Aren't they lovely?" she said. "Oh, Harold, look! Feel 'em, Harold; +they're like pussies." + +Harold, absorbed with his father, turned his full blue eyes round +gravely and fixed them not on the furs, but on the strange lady's face. + +"Father," he said in a slow, solemn tone, "may I kiss that pretty lady?" + +"My dear boy, no, no. I am ashamed of you. Now run away, children; go on +with your walk. Nurse, take baby." + +The children were evidently accustomed to implicit obedience. They went +without a word. + +"But I will kiss Harold first," said Charlotte Harman, and she stooped +down and pressed her lips to the soft round cheek. + +"Thank you," said the clergyman. Again he looked into her face and +smiled. + +The smile on his careworn face reminded Charlotte of the smile on St. +Stephen's face, when he was dying. It was unearthly, angelic; but it was +also very fleeting. Presently he added in a grave tone,---- + +"You have evidently the great gift of attracting the heart of a little +child. Pardon me if I add a hope that you may never lose it." + +"Is that possible?" asked Charlotte. + +"Yes; when you lose the child spirit, the power will go." + +"Oh! then I hope it never will," she replied. + +"It never will if you keep the Christ bright within you," he answered. +Then he raised his hat to her, smiled again, and walked away. + +He was a strange man, and Charlotte felt attracted as well as repelled. +She was proud, and at another time and from other lips such words would +have been received with disdain. But this queer, shadowy-looking +clergyman looked like an unearthly visitant. She watched his rather weak +footsteps, as he walked quietly away in the northern direction through +the park. Then she got up and prepared to return home. But this little +incident had sobered her. She was not unhappy; but she now felt very +grave. The child spirit! She must keep it alive, and the Christ must +dwell bright within her. + +Charlotte's temperament was naturally religious. Her nature was so frank +and noble that she could not but drink in the good as readily as the +flower receives the dew; but she had come to this present fulness of her +youthful vigor without one trial being sent to test the gold. She +entered the house after her long walk to find Hinton waiting for her. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +FOUR MONTHS HENCE. + + +Hinton had gone away the day before rather disturbed by Charlotte's +manner. He had found her, for the first time since their betrothal, in +trouble. Wishing to comfort, she had repelled him. He was a strong man, +as strong in his own way as Charlotte was in hers, and this power of +standing alone scarcely pleased him in her. His was the kind of nature +which would be supposed to take for its other half one soft and +clinging. Contrary to the established rule, however, he had won this +proud and stately Charlotte. She thought him perfection: he was anything +but that. But he had good points, there was nothing mean or base about +him. There were no secrets hidden away in his life. His was an honorable +and manly nature. But he had one little fault, running like a canker +through the otherwise healthy fruit of his heart. While Charlotte was +frank and open as the day, he was reserved; not only reserved, but +suspicious. All the men who knew Hinton said what a capital lawyer he +would make; he had all the qualities necessary to insure success in his +profession. Above all things in the world secrets oppressed, irritated, +and yet interested him. Once having heard of any little possible +mystery, he could not rest until it was solved. + +This had been his character from a boy. His own brothers and sisters had +confided in him, not because they found him particularly sympathetic, or +particularly clever, not because they loved him so much, but simply +because they could not help themselves. John would have found out all +the small childish matter without their aid; it was better, safer to +take him into confidence. Then, to do him justice, he was true as steel; +for though he must discover, he would scorn to betray. + +On the white, untroubled sheet of Charlotte Harmon's heart no secrets +yet had been written. Consequently, though she had been engaged for many +months to John Hinton, she had never found out this peculiarity about +him. Those qualities of openness and frankness, so impossible to his own +nature, had attracted him most of all to this beautiful young woman. +Never until yesterday had there been breath or thought of concealment +about her. But then--then he had found her in trouble. Full of sympathy +he had drawn near to comfort, and she had repelled him. She had heard of +something which troubled her, which troubled her to such an extent that +the very expression of her bright face had changed, and yet this +something was to be a secret from him--true, only until the following +day, but a whole twenty-four hours seemed like for ever to Hinton in his +impatience. Before he could even expostulate with her she had run off, +doubtless to confide her care to another. Perhaps the best way to +express John Hinton's feelings would be to say that he was very cross as +he returned to his chambers in Lincoln's Inn. + +All that evening, through his dreams all that night, all the following +morning as he tried to engage himself over his law books, he pondered on +Charlotte's secret. Such pondering must in a nature like his excite +apprehension. He arrived on the next day at the house in Prince's Gate +with his mind full of gloomy forebodings. His face was so grave that it +scarcely cleared up at the sight of the bright one raised to meet it. He +was full of the secret of yesterday; Charlotte, in all the joy of the +secret of to-day, had already forgotten it. + +"Oh, I have had such a walk!" she exclaimed; "and a little bit of an +adventure--a pretty adventure; and now I am starving. Come into the +dining-room and have some lunch." + +"You look very well," answered her lover, "and I left you so miserable +yesterday!" + +"Yesterday!" repeated Charlotte; she had forgotten yesterday. "Oh, yes, +I had heard something very disagreeable: but when I looked into the +matter, it turned out to be nothing." + +"You will tell me all about it, dear?" + +"Well, I don't know, John. I would of course if there was anything to +tell; but do come and have some lunch, I cannot even mention something +else much more important until I have had some lunch." + +John Hinton frowned. Even that allusion to something much more important +did not satisfy him. He must know this other thing. What! spend +twenty-four hours of misery, and not learn what it was all about in the +end! Charlotte's happiness, however, could not but prove infectious, and +the two made merry over their meal, and not until they found themselves +in Charlotte's own special sanctum did Hinton resume his grave manner. +Then he began at once. + +"Now, Charlotte, you will tell me why you looked so grave and scared +yesterday. I have been miserable enough thinking of it ever since. I +don't understand why you did not confide in me at once." + +"Dear John," she said--she saw now that he had been really hurt--"I +would not give you pain for worlds, my dearest. Yes, I was much +perplexed, I was even very unhappy for the time. A horrid doubt had been +put into my head, but it turned out nothing, nothing whatever. Let us +forget it, dear John; I have something much more important to tell you." + +"Yes, afterwards, but you will tell me this, even though it did turn out +of no consequence." + +"Please, John dear, I would rather not. I was assailed by a most +unworthy suspicion. It turned out nothing, nothing at all. I would +rather, seeing it was all a myth, you never knew of it." + +"And I would rather know, Charlotte; the myth shall be dismissed from +mind, too, but I would rather be in your full confidence." + +"My full confidence?" she repeated; the expression pained her. She +looked hard at Hinton; his words were very quietly spoken, but there was +a cloud on his brow. "You shall certainly have my full confidence," she +said after that brief pause; "which will you hear first, what gave me +pain yesterday, or what brings me joy to-day?" + +"What gave you pain yesterday." + +There is no doubt she had hoped he would have made the latter choice, +but seeing he did not she submitted at once, sitting, not as was her +wont close to his side, but on a chair opposite. Hinton sat with his +back to the light, but it fell full on Charlotte, and he could see every +line of her innocent and noble face as she told her tale. Having got to +tell it, she did so in few but simple words; Mrs. Home's story coming of +a necessity first, her Uncle Jasper's explanation last. When the whole +tale was told, she paused, then said,-- + +"You see there was nothing in it." + +"I see," answered Hinton. This was his first remark. He had not +interrupted the progress of the narrative by a single observation; then +he added, "But I think, if even your father does not feel disposed to +help her, that we, you and I, Charlotte, ought to do something for Mrs. +Home." + +"Oh, John dear, how you delight me! How good and noble you are! Yes, my +heart aches for that poor mother; yes, we will help her. You and I, how +very delightful it will be!" + +Now she came close to her lover and kissed him, and he returned her +embrace. + +"You will never have a secret again from me, my darling?" he said. + +"I never, never had one," she answered, for it was impossible for her to +understand that this brief delay in her confidence could be considered a +secret. "Now for my other news," she said. + +"Now for your other news," he repeated. + +"John, what is the thing you desire most in the world?" + +Of course this young man being sincerely attached to this young woman, +answered,-- + +"You, Charlotte." + +"John, you always said you did not like Uncle Jasper, but see what a +good turn he has done us--he has persuaded my father to allow us to +marry at once." + +"What, without my brief?" + +"Yes, without your brief; my dear father told me this morning that we +may fix the day whenever we like. He says he will stand in the way no +longer. He is quite sure of that brief, we need not wait to be happy for +it, we may fix our wedding-day, John, and you are to dine here this +evening and have a talk with my father afterwards." + +Hinton's face had grown red. He was a lover, and an attached one; but so +diverse were the feelings stirred within him, that for the moment he +felt more excited than elated. + +"Your father is very good," he said, "he gives us leave to fix the day. +Very well, that is your province, my Lottie; when shall it be?" + +"This is the twentieth of February, our wedding-day shall be on the +twentieth of June," she replied. + +"That is four months hence," he said. In spite of himself there was a +sound of relief in his tone. "Very well, Charlotte; yes, I will come and +dine this evening. But now I am late for an appointment; we will have a +long talk after dinner." + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +HIS FIRST BRIEF. + + +Hinton, when he left Charlotte, went straight back to his chambers. He +had no particular work to hurry him there; indeed, when he left that +morning he had done so with the full intention of spending the entire +afternoon with his betrothed. He was, as has been said, although a +clever, yet certainly at present a briefless young barrister. +Nevertheless, had twenty briefs awaited his immediate attention, he +could not have more rapidly hurried back as he now did. When he entered +his rooms he locked the outer door. Then he threw himself on a chair, +drew the chair to his writing table, pushed his hands through his thick +hair, and staring hard at a blank sheet of paper which lay before him +began to think out a problem. His might scarcely have been called a +passionate nature, but it was one capable of a very deep, very real +attachment. This attachment had been formed for Charlotte Harman. Their +engagement had already lasted nearly a year, and now with her own lips +she had told him that it might end, that the end, the one happy end to +all engagements, was in sight. With comfort, nay, with affluence, with +the full consent of all her friends, they might become man and wife. +John Hinton most undoubtedly loved this woman, and yet now as he +reviewed the whole position the one pleasure he could deduct for his own +reflection was in the fact that there was four months' reprieve. +Charlotte had herself postponed their wedding-day for four months. + +Hinton was a proud man. When, a year ago, he had gone to Mr. Harman and +asked him for his daughter, Mr. Harman had responded with the very +natural question, "What means have you to support her with?" + +Hinton had answered that he had two hundred a year--and--his profession. + +"What are you making in your profession?" asked the father. + +"Not anything--yet," answered the young man. + +There was a tone of defiance and withal of hope thrown into that "yet" +which might have repelled some men, but pleased Mr. Harman. He paused to +consider. He might have got a much, much better match for Charlotte from +a temporal standpoint. Hinton was of no family in particular; he had no +money worthy of the name. He was simply an honest fellow, fairly +good-looking, and with the heart of a gentleman. + +"You are doubtless aware," replied Mr. Harman, "that my daughter will +inherit a very large fortune. She has been sought for in marriage before +now, and by men who could give something to meet what she brings, both +with regard to money and position." + +"I have heard of Mr. S.'s proposal," answered Hinton. "I know he is +rich, and the son of Lord ----; but that is nothing, for she does not +love him." + +"And you believe she loves you?" + +"Most certainly she loves me." + +In spite of himself Mr. Harman smiled, then after a little more thought, +for he was much taken with Hinton, he came to terms. + +He must not have Charlotte while he had nothing to support her with. +Pooh! that two hundred a year was nothing to a girl brought up like his +daughter. For Hinton's own sake it would not be good for him to live on +his wife's money; but when he obtained his first brief then they might +marry. + +Hinton was profuse in thanks. He only made on his part one +stipulation--that brief, which was to obtain for him his bride, was in +no way to come to him through Mr. Harman's influence. He must win it by +his own individual exertion. + +Mr Harman smiled and grew a trifle red. In his business capacity he +could have put twenty briefs in this young fellow's way, and in his +inmost heart he had resolved to do so; but he liked him all the better +for this one proviso, and promised readily enough. + +Hinton had no business connections of his own. He had no influential +personal friends, and his future father-in-law felt bound in honor to +leave him altogether to his own resources. A year had nearly passed +since the engagement, and the brief which was to win him Charlotte was +as far away as ever. But now she told him that this one embargo to their +happiness had been withdrawn. They might marry, and the brief would +follow after. Hinton knew well what it all meant. The rich city +merchant could then put work in his way. Work would quickly pour in to +the man so closely connected with rich John Harman. Yes. As he sat by +his table in his small shabbily furnished room, he knew that his fortune +was made. He would obtain Charlotte and Charlotte's wealth; and if he +but chose to use his golden opportunities, fame too might be his +portion. He was a keen and ardent politician, and a seat in the House +might easily follow all the other good things which seemed following in +his track. Yes; but he was a proud man, and he did not like it. He had +not the heart to tell Charlotte to-day, as she looked at him with all +the love she had so freely given shining in her sweet and tender face, +that he would not accept such terms, that the original bargain must yet +abide in force. He could not say to this young woman when she came to +him, "I do not want you." But none the less, as he now sat by his +writing-table, was he resolved that unless his brief was won before the +twentieth of June it should bring no wedding-day to him. This was why he +rejoiced in the four months' reprieve. But this was by no means his only +perplexity. Had it been, so stung to renewed action was his sense of +pride and independence, that he would have gone at once to seek, perhaps +to obtain work; but something else was lying like wormwood against his +heart. That story of Mrs. Home's! That explanation of Jasper Harman's! +The story was a queer one; the explanation, while satisfying the +inexperienced girl, failed to meet the requirements of the acute lawyer. +Hinton saw flaws in Jasper's narrative, where Charlotte saw none. The +one great talent of his life, if it could be called a talent, was coming +fiercely into play as he sat now and thought about it all. He had +pre-eminently the gift of discovering secrets. He was rooting up many +things from the deep grave of the hidden past now. That look of care on +Mr. Harman's face, how often it had puzzled him! He had never liked +Jasper; indefinite had been his antipathy hitherto, but it was taking +definite form now. There _was_ a secret in the past of that most +respectable firm, and he, John Hinton, would give himself no rest until +he had laid it bare. No wedding-day could come to him and Charlotte +until his mind was at rest on this point. It was against his interest to +ferret out this hidden thing, but that fact weighed as nothing with him. +It would bring pain to the woman he loved; it might ruin her father; but +the pain and the ruin would be inflicted unsparingly by his righteous +young hand, which knew nothing yet of mercy but was all for justice, and +justice untempered with mercy is a terrible weapon. This Hinton was yet +to learn. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +LODGINGS IN KENTISH TOWN. + + +After a time, restless from the complexity of his musings, Hinton went +out. He had promised to return to the Harmans for dinner, but their hour +for dinner was eight o'clock, and it still wanted nearly three hours of +that time. As Charlotte had done before that day, he found himself in +the close neighborhood of Regent's Park. He would have gone into the +park, but that he knew that the hour of closing the gates at this early +period of the year must be close at hand; he walked, therefore, by the +side of the park, rather aimlessly it is true, not greatly caring, +provided he kept moving, in what direction his footsteps took him. + +At last he found himself on the broad tram line which leads to the +suburb of Kentish Town. It was by no means an interesting neighborhood. +But Hinton, soon lost in his private and anxious musings, went on. At +last he left the public thoroughfare and turned down a private road. +There were no shops here, nor much traffic. He felt a sense of relief at +leaving the roar and bustle behind him. This road on which he had now +entered was flanked at each side by a small class of dwelling-houses, +some shabby and dirty, some bright and neat; all, however, were +poor-looking. It was quite dusk by this time, and the gas had been +already lit. This fact, perhaps, was the reason which drew Hinton's +much-preoccupied attention to a trivial circumstance. + +In one of these small houses a young woman, who had previously lit the +gas, stepped to the window and proceeded to paste a card to the pane. +There was a gas lamp also directly underneath, and Hinton, raising his +eyes, saw very distinctly, not only the little act, but also the words +on the card. They were the very common words---- + + APARTMENTS TO LET + + INQUIRE WITHIN. + +Hinton suddenly drew up short on the pavement. He did not live in his +chambers, and it occurred to him that here he would be within a walk of +Regent's Park. In short, that these shabby-looking little lodgings might +suit him for the next few uncertain months. As suddenly as he had +stopped, and the thought had come to him, he ran up the steps and rang +the bell. In a moment or two a little servant-maid opened the door. She +was neither a clean nor a tidy-looking maid, and Hinton, fastidious on +such matters, took in this fact at a glance. Nevertheless the desire to +find for himself a habitation in this shabby little house did not leave +him. + +"I saw a card up in your window. You have rooms to let," he said to the +little maid. + +"Oh, yes, indeed, please, sir," answered the servant with a broad and +delighted grin. "'Tis h'our drawing-rooms, please, sir; and ef you'll +please jest come inter the 'all I'll run and tell missis." + +Hinton did so; and in another moment the maid, returning, asked him to +step this way. + +This way led him into a dingy little parlor, and face to face with a +young woman who, pale, self-possessed, and ladylike, rose to meet him. +Hinton felt the color rising to his face at sight of her. He also +experienced a curious and sudden constriction of his heart, and an +overawed sense of some special Providence leading him here. For he had +seen this young woman before. She was Charlotte Home. In his swift +glance, however, he saw that she did not recognize him. His resolve was +taken on the instant. However uncomfortable the rooms she had to offer, +they should be his. His interest in this Mrs. Home became intensified to +a degree that was painful. He knew that he was about to pursue a course +which would be to his own detriment, but he felt it impossible now to +turn aside. In a quiet voice, and utterly unconscious of this tumult in +his breast, she asked him to be seated, and they began to discuss the +accommodation she could offer. + +Her back and front drawing-rooms would be vacant in a week. Yes, +certainly; Mr. Hinton could see them. She rang the bell as she spoke, +and the maid appearing, took Hinton up stairs. The rooms were even +smaller and shabbier than he had believed possible. Nevertheless, when +he came downstairs he found no fault with anything, and agreed to the +terms asked, namely, one guinea a week. He noticed a tremor in the +young, brave voice which asked for this remuneration, and he longed to +make the one guinea two, but this was impossible. Before he left he had +taken Mrs. Home's drawing-rooms for a month, and had arranged to come +into possession of his new quarters that day week. + +Looking at his watch when he left the house, he found that time had gone +faster than he had any idea of. He had now barely an hour to jump into a +cab, go to his present most comfortable lodgings, change his morning +dress, and reach the Harmans in time for eight o'clock dinner. Little +more than these sixty minutes elapsed from the time he left the shabby +house in Kentish Town before he found himself in the luxurious abode of +wealth, and every refinement, in Prince's Gate. He ran up to the +drawing-room, to find Charlotte waiting for him alone. + +"Uncle Jasper will dine with us, John," she said, "but my father is not +well." + +"Not well!" echoed Hinton. Her face only expressed slight concern, and +his reflected it in a lesser degree. + +"He is very tired," she said, "and he looks badly. But I hope there is +not much the matter. He will see you after dinner. But he could not eat, +so I have begged of him to lie down; he will be all right after a little +rest." + +Hinton made no further remark, and Uncle Jasper then coming in, and +dinner being announced, they all went downstairs. + +Uncle Jasper and Charlotte were merry enough, but Hinton could not get +over a sense of depression, which not even the presence of the woman he +loved could disperse. He was not sorry when the message came for him to +go to Mr. Harman. Charlotte smiled as he rose. + +"You will find me in the drawing-room whenever you like to come there," +she said to him. + +He left the room suppressing the sigh. Charlotte, however, did not hear +or notice it. Still, with that light of love and happiness crowning her +bright face, she turned to the old Australian uncle. + +"I will pour you out your next glass of port, and stay with you for a +few moments, for I have something to tell you." + +"What is that, my dear?" asked the old man. + +"Something you have had to do with, dear old uncle. My wedding-day is +fixed." + +Uncle Jasper chuckled. + +"Ah! my dear," he said, "there's nothing like having the day clear in +one's head. And when is it to be, my pretty lass?" + +"The twentieth of June, Uncle Jasper. Just four months from to-day." + +"Four months off!" repeated Uncle Jasper. "Well, I don't call that very +close at hand. When I spoke to your father last night--for you know I +did speak to him, Charlotte--he seemed quite inclined to put no obstacle +in the way of your speedy marriage." + +"Nor did he, Uncle Jasper. You don't understand. He said we might marry +at once if we liked. It was I who said the twentieth of June." + +"You, child!--and--and did Hinton, knowing your father had withdrawn all +opposition, did Hinton allow you to put off his happiness for four whole +months?" + +"It was my own choice," said Charlotte. "Four months do not seem to me +too long to prepare." + +"They would seem a very long time to me if I were the man who was to +marry you, my dear." + +Charlotte looked grave at this. Her uncle seemed to impute blame to her +lover. Being absolutely certain of his devotion, she scorned to defend +it. She rose from the table. + +"You will find me in the drawing-room, Uncle Jasper." + +"One word, Charlotte, before you go," said her uncle. "No, child, I am +not going to the drawing-room. You two lovers may have it to yourselves. +But--but--you remember our talk of last night?" + +"Yes," answered Charlotte, pausing, and coming back a little way into +the room. "Did you say anything to my father? Will he help Mrs. Home?" + +"I have no doubt he will, my dear. Your father and I will both do +something. He is a very just man, is your father. He was a good deal +upset by this reference to his early days, and to his quarrel with his +own father. I believe, between you and me, that it was that which made +him ill this evening. But, Charlotte, you leave Mrs. Home to us. I will +mention her case again when your father is more fit to bear the subject. +What I wanted to say now, my dear, is this, that I think it would best +please the dear old man if--if you told nothing of this strange tale, +not even to Hinton, my dear." + +"Why, Uncle Jasper?" + +"Why, my dear child? The reason seems to me obvious enough. It is a +story of the past. It relates to an old and painful quarrel. It is all +over years ago. And then you could not tell one side of the tale without +the other. Mrs. Home, poor thing, not personally knowing your father as +one of the best and noblest of men, imputes very grave blame to him. +Don't you think such a tale, so false, so wrong, had better be buried in +oblivion?" + +"Mrs. Home was most unjust in her ignorance," repeated Charlotte. "But, +uncle, you are too late in your warning, for I told John the whole story +already to-day." + +Not a muscle of Uncle Jasper's face changed. + +"Well, child, I should have said that to you last night. After all, it +is natural. Hinton won't let it go farther, and no harm is done." + +"Certainly, John does not speak of my most sacred things," answered +Charlotte proudly. + +"No, no, of course he doesn't. I am sorry you told him; but as you say, +he is one with yourself. No harm is done. No, thank you, my dear, no +more wine now. I am going off to my club." + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +MR. HARMAN'S CONFIDENCE. + + +All through dinner, Hinton had felt that strange sense of depression +stealing upon him. He was a man capable of putting a very great +restraint upon his feelings, and he so behaved during the long and weary +meal as to rouse no suspicions, either in Charlotte's breast or in the +far sharper one of the Australian uncle. But, nevertheless, so +distressing was the growing sense of coming calamity, that he felt the +gay laugh of his betrothed almost distressing, and was truly relieved +when he had to change it for the gravity of her father. As he went from +the dining-room to Mr. Harman's study, he reflected with pleasure that +his future father-in-law was always grave, that never in all the months +of their rather frequent intercourse had he seen him even once indulge +in what could be called real gayety of heart. Though this fact rather +coupled with his own suspicions, still he felt a momentary relief in +having to deal to-night with one who treated life from its sombre +standpoint. + +He entered the comfortable study. Mr. Harman was sunk down in an +armchair, a cup of untasted coffee stood by his side; the moment he +heard Hinton's step, however, he rose and going forward, took the young +man's hand and wrung it warmly. + +The room was lit by candles, but there were plenty of them, and Hinton +almost started when he perceived how ill the old man looked. + +"Charlotte has told you what I want you for to-night, eh, Hinton?" said +Mr. Harman. + +"Yes; Charlotte has told me," answered John Hinton. Then he sat down +opposite his future father-in-law, who had resumed his armchair by the +fire. Standing up, Mr. Harman looked ill, but sunk into his chair, with +his bent, white head, and drawn, anxious face, and hands worn to +emaciation, he looked twenty times worse. There seemed nearly a lifetime +between him and that blithe-looking Jasper, whom Hinton had left with +Charlotte in the dining-room. Mr. Harman, sitting by his fire, with +firelight and candlelight shining full upon him, looked a very old man +indeed. + +"I am sorry to see you so unwell, sir. You certainly don't look at all +the thing," began Hinton. + +"I am not well--not at all well. I don't want Charlotte to know. But +there need be no disguises between you and me; of course I show it; but +we will come to that presently. First, about your own affairs. Lottie +has told you what I want you for to-night?" + +"She has, Mr. Harman. She says that you have been good and generous +enough to say you will take away the one slight embargo you made to our +marriage--that we may become man and wife before I bring you news of +that brief." + +"Yes, Hinton: that is what I said to her this morning: I repeat the same +to you to-night. You may fix your wedding-day when you like--I dare say +you have fixed it." + +"Charlotte has named the twentieth of next June, sir; but----" + +"The twentieth of June! that is four months away. I did not want her to +put it off as far as that. However, women, even the most sensible, have +such an idea of the time it takes to get a trousseau. The twentieth of +June! You can make it sooner, can't you?" + +"Four months is not such a long time, sir. We have a house to get, and +furniture to buy. Four months will be necessary to make these +arrangements." + +"No, they won't; for you have no such arrangements to make. You are to +come and live here when you marry. This will be your house when you +marry, and I shall be your guest. I can give you Charlotte Hinton; but I +cannot do without her myself." + +"But this house means a very, very large income, Mr. Harman. Is it +prudent that we should begin like this? For my part I should much rather +do on less." + +"You may sell the house if you fancy, and take a smaller one; or go more +into the country. I only make one proviso--that while I live, I live +with my only daughter." + +"And with your son, too, Mr. Harman," said Hinton, just letting his hand +touch for an instant the wrinkled hand which lay on Mr. Harman's knee. + +The old man smiled one of those queer, sad smiles which Hinton had often +in vain tried to fathom. Responding to the touch of the vigorous young +hand, he said-- + +"I have always liked you, Hinton. I believe, in giving you my dear +child, I give her to one who will make her happy." + +"Happy! yes, I shall certainly try to make her happy," answered Hinton, +with a sparkle in his eyes. + +"And that is the main thing; better than wealth, or position, or +anything else on God's earth. Happiness comes with goodness, you know, +my dear fellow; no bad man was ever happy. If you and Charlotte get this +precious thing into your lives you must both be good. Don't let the evil +touch you ever so slightly. If you do, happiness flies." + +"I quite believe you," answered Hinton. + +"Well, about money matters. I am, as you know, very rich. I shall settle +plenty of means upon my daughter; but it will be better for you to enter +into all these matters with my solicitor. When can you meet him?" + +"Whenever convenient to you and to him, sir." + +"I will arrange it for you, and let you know." + +"Mr. Harman, may I say a word for myself?" suddenly asked the young man. + +"Most certainly. Have I been so garrulous as to keep you from speaking?" + +"Not at all, sir; you have been more than generous. You have been +showing me the rose-color from your point of view. Now it is not all +rose-color." + +"I was coming to that; it is by no means all rose-color. Well, say your +say first." + +"You are a very rich man, and you are giving me your daughter; so +endowing her, that any man in the world would say I had drawn a prize in +money, if in nothing else." + +Mr. Harman smiled. + +"I fear you must bear that," he said. "I do not see that you can support +Charlotte without some assistance from me." + +"I certainly could not do so. I have exactly two hundred a year, and +that, as you were pleased to observed before, would be, to one brought +up as Charlotte has been, little short of beggary." + +"To Charlotte it certainly would be almost beggary." + +"Mr. Harman, I have some pride in me. I am a barrister by profession. +Some barristers get high in their profession." + +"Undoubtedly _some_ do." + +"Those who are brilliant do," continued Hinton. "I have abilities, +whether they are brilliant or not, time will show. Mr. Harman, I should +like to bring you news of that brief before we are married." + +"I can throw you in the way of getting plenty of briefs when you are my +son-in-law. I promise you, you will no longer be a barrister with +nothing to do." + +"Yes, sir; but I want this before my marriage." + +"My influence can give it to you before." + +"But that was against our agreement, Mr. Harman. I want to find that +brief which is to do so much for me without your help." + +"Very well. Find it before the twentieth of June." + +After this the two men were silent for several moments. John Hinton, +though in no measure comforted, felt it impossible to say more just +then, and Mr. Harman, with a face full of care, kept gazing into the +fire. John Hinton might have watched that face with interest, had he not +been otherwise occupied. After this short silence Mr. Harman spoke +again. + +"You think me very unselfish in all this; perhaps even my conduct +surprises you." + +"I confess it rather does," answered Hinton. + +"Will you oblige me by saying how?" + +"For one thing, you give so much and expect so little." + +"Ay, so it appears at first sight; but I told you it was not all +rose-color; I am coming to that part. Your pride has been roused--I can +soothe it." + +"I love Charlotte too much to feel any pride in the matter," replied +Hinton, with some heat. + +"I don't doubt your affection, my good fellow; and I put against it an +equal amount on Charlotte's part; also a noble and beautiful woman, and +plenty of money, with money's attendant mercies. I fear even your +affection is outweighed in that balance." + +"Nothing can outweigh affection," replied Hinton boldly. + +Mr. Harman smiled, and this time stretching out his own hand he touched +the young man's. + +"You are right, my dear boy; and because I am so well aware of this, I +give my one girl to a man who is a gentleman, and who loves her. I ask +for nothing else in Charlotte's husband, but I am anxious for you to be +her husband at once." + +"And that is what puzzles me," said Hinton: "you have a sudden reason +for this hurry. We are both young; we can wait; there is no hardship in +waiting." + +"There would be a hardship to me in your waiting longer now. You are +quite right in saying I have a sudden reason; this time last night I had +no special thought of hurrying on Charlotte's marriage. Her uncle +proposed it; I considered his reasoning good--so good, that I gave +Charlotte permission this morning to fix with you the time for the +wedding. But even then delay would have troubled me but little; now it +does; now even these four short months trouble me sorely." + +"Why?" asked Hinton. + +"Why? You mentioned my health, and observed that I looked ill; I said I +would come to that presently. I am ill; I look very ill. I have seen +physicians. To-day I went to see Sir George Anderson; he told me, +without any preamble, the truth. My dear fellow, I want you to be my +child's protector in a time of trouble, for I am a dying man." + +Hinton had never come face to face with death in his life before. He +started forward now and clasped his hands. + +"Dying!" he repeated, in a tone of unbelief and consternation. + +"Yes; you don't see it, for I am going about. I shall go about much as +usual to the very last. Your idea of dying men is that they stay in bed +and get weak, and have a living death long before the last great mercy +comes. That will not be my case. I shall be as you see me now to the +very last moment; then some day, or perhaps some night, you will come +into this room, or into another room, it does not a bit matter where, +and find me dead." + +"And must this come soon?" repeated Hinton. + +"It may not come for some months; it may stay away for a year; but again +it may come to-night or to-morrow." + +"Good God!" repeated Hinton. + +"Yes, Mr. Hinton, you are right, in the contemplation of such a solemn +and terrible event, to mention the name of your Creator. He is a good +God, but His very goodness makes Him terrible. He is a God who will see +justice done; who will by no means cleanse the guilty. I am going into +His presence--a sinful old man. Well, I bow to His decree. But enough of +this; you see my reasons for wishing for an early marriage for my +child." + +"Mr. Harman, I am deeply, deeply pained and shocked. May I know the +nature of your malady?" + +"It is unnecessary to discuss it, and does no good; suffice it to know +that I carry a disease within me which by its very nature must end both +soon and suddenly; also that there is no cure for the disease." + +"Are you telling me all this as a secret?" + +"As a most solemn and sacred secret. My brother suspects something of +it, but no one, no one in all the world knows the full and solemn truth +but yourself." + +"Then Charlotte is not to be told?" + +"Charlotte! Charlotte! It is for her sake I have confided to you all +this, that you may guard her from such a knowledge." + +John Hinton was silent for a moment or two; if he disliked Charlotte +having a secret from him much more did he protest against the knowledge +which now was forced upon him being kept from her. He saw that Mr. +Harman was firmly set on keeping his child in the dark; he disapproved, +but he hardly dared, so much did he fear to agitate the old man, to make +any vigorous stand against a decree which seemed to him both cruel and +unjust. He must say something, however, so he began gently-- + +"I will respect your most sacred confidence, Mr. Harman; without your +leave no word from me shall convey this knowledge to Charlotte; but +pardon me if I say a word. You know your own child very well, but I also +know Charlotte; she has lived, for all her talent and her five and +twenty years, the sheltered life of a child hitherto--but that is +nothing; she is a noble woman, she has a noble woman's heart; in +trouble, such a nature as hers could rise and prove itself great. Don't +you suppose, when by and by the end really comes, she will blame me, and +even perhaps, you, sir, for keeping this knowledge from her." + +"She will never blame her old father. She will see, bless her, that I +did it in love; you will tell her that, be sure you tell her that, when +the time comes; please God, you will be her husband then, and you will +have the right to comfort her." + +"I hope to have the right to comfort her, I hope to be her husband; +still, I think you are mistaken, though I can urge the matter no +further." + +"No, for you cannot see it with my eyes; that child and I have lived the +most unbroken life of peace and happiness together; neither storm nor +cloud has visited us in one another. The shadow of death must not +embitter our last few months; she must be my bright girl to the very +last. Some day, if you and she ever have a daughter, you will understand +my feelings--at least in part you will understand it." + +"I cannot understand it now, but I can at least respect it," answered +the young man. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +"VENGEANCE IS MINE." + + +When Hinton at last left him, Mr. Harman sat on for a long time by his +study fire. The fire burnt low but he did not replenish it, neither did +he touch the cold coffee which still remained on his table. After an +hour or so of musings, during which the old face seemed each moment to +grow more sad and careworn, he stretched out his hand to ring his bell. + +Almost instantly was the summons answered--a tall footman stood before +him. + +"Dennis, has Mr. Jasper left?" + +"Yes, sir. He said he was going to his club. I can have him fetched, +sir." + +"Do not do so. After Mr. Hinton leaves, ask Miss Harman to come here." + +The footman answered softly in the affirmative and withdrew, and Mr. +Harman still sat on alone. He had enough to think about. For the first +time to-day death had come and stared him in the face; very close indeed +his own death was looking at him. He was a brave man, but the sight of +the cold, grim thing, brought so close, so inevitably near, was scarcely +to be endured with equanimity. After a time, rising from his seat, he +went to a bookcase and took down, not a treatise on medicine or +philosophy, but an old Bible. + +"Dying men are said to find comfort here," he said faintly to himself. +He put one of the candles on the table and opened the book. It was an +old Bible, but John Harman was not very well acquainted with its +contents. + +"They tell me there is much comfort here," he said to himself. He turned +the old and yellow leaves. + +"_Vengeance is mine. I will repay._" These were the words on which his +eyes fell. + +Comfort! He closed the book with a groan and returned it to the +bookshelf. But in returning it he chose the highest shelf of all and +pushed it far back and well out of sight. + +He had scarcely done so before a light quick step was heard at the door, +and Charlotte, her eyes and cheeks both bright, entered. + +"My dearest, my darling," he said. He came to meet her, and folded her +in his arms. He was a dying man, and a sin-laden one, but not the less +sweet was that young embrace, that smooth cheek, those bright, happy +eyes. + +"You are better, father; you look better," said his daughter. + +"I have been rather weak and low all the evening, Lottie; but I am much +better for seeing you. Come here and sit at my feet, my dear love." + +"I am very happy this evening," said Charlotte, seating herself on her +father's footstool, and laying her hand on his knee. + +"I can guess the reason, my child; your wedding-day is fixed." + +"This morning, father, I said it should be the twentieth of June; John +seemed quite satisfied, and four months were not a bit too long for our +preparations; but to-night he has changed his mind; he wants our wedding +to be in April. I have not given in--not yet. Two months seem so short." + +"You will have plenty of time to prepare in two months, dear; and April +is a nice time of year. If I were you, I would not oppose Hinton." + +Charlotte smiled. She knew in her heart of hearts she should not oppose +him. But being a true woman, she laid hold of a futile excuse. + +"My book will not be finished. I like to do well what I do at all." + +Her father was very proud of this coming book; but now, patting her +hand, he said softly,-- + +"The book can keep. Put it out of your head for the present; you can get +it done later." + +"Then I shall leave you two months sooner, father; does that not weigh +with you at all?" + +"You are only going for your honeymoon, darling; and the sooner you go +the sooner you will return." + +"Vanquished on all points," said Charlotte, smiling radiantly, and then +she sat still, looking into the fire. + +Long, long afterwards, through much of sorrow--nay, even of +tribulation--did her thoughts wander back to that golden evening of her +life. + +"You remind me of my own mother to-night," said her father presently. + +Charlotte and her father had many times spoken of this dead mother. Now +she said softly,-- + +"I want, I pray, I long to make as good a wife as you tell me she did." + +"With praying, longing, and striving, it will come Charlotte. That was +how she succeeded." + +"And there is another thing," continued Charlotte, suddenly changing her +position and raising her bright eyes to her old father's face. "You had +a good wife and I had a good mother. If ever I die, as my own mother +died, and leave behind me a little child, as she did, I pray that my +John may be as good a father to it as you have been to me." + +But in answer to this little burst of daughterly love, a strange thing +happened. Mr. Harman grew very white, so white that he gasped for +breath. + +"Water, a little water," he said, feebly; and when Charlotte had brought +it to him and he raised it to his lips, and the color and power to +breathe had come back again, he said slowly and with great pain,-- + +"Never, never pray that your husband may be like me, Charlotte. To be +worthy of you at all, he must be a much better and a very different +man." + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +HAPPINESS NOT JUSTICE. + + +Hinton left Mr. Harman's house in a very perplexed frame of mind. It +seemed to him that in that one short day as much had happened to him as +in all the course of his previous life, but the very force of the +thoughts, the emotions, the hopes, the fears, which had visited him, +made him, strong, young and vigorous as he was, so utterly weary, that +when he reached his rooms he felt that he must let tired-out nature have +its way--he threw himself on his bed and slept the sleep of the young +and healthy until the morning. + +It was February weather, February unusually mild and genial, and the pet +day of yesterday was followed by another as soft and sweet and mild. +When Hinton awoke from his refreshing slumbers, the day was so well and +thoroughly risen that a gleam of sunshine lay across his bed. He started +up to discover a corresponding glow in his heart. What was causing this +glow? In a moment he remembered, and the gleam of heart sunshine grew +brighter with the knowledge. The fact was, happiness was standing by the +young man's side, holding out two radiant hands, and saying, "Take me, +take me to your heart of hearts, for I have come to dwell with you." +Hinton rose, dressed hastily, and went into his sitting-room. All the +gloom which had so oppressed him yesterday had vanished. He could not +resist the outward sunshine, nor the heart-glow which had come to him. +He stepped lightly, and whistled some gay airs. He ate his breakfast +with appetite, then threw himself into an easy-chair which stood near +the window; he need not go to his chambers for at least an hour, he +might give himself this time to think. + +Again happiness stepped up close and showed her beautiful face. Should +he take her; should he receive the rare and lovely thing and shut out +that stern sense of justice, of relieving the oppressed, of seeing the +wronged righted, which had been as his sheet-anchor yesterday, which had +been more or less the sheet-anchor of his life. Here was his position. +He was engaged to marry Charlotte Harman; he loved her with his whole +heart; she loved him with her whole heart; she was a beautiful woman, a +noble woman, a wealthy woman. With her as his wife, love, riches, power +might all be his. What more could the warm, warm feelings of youth +desire? what more could the ambitions of youth aspire to? Yesterday, it +is true, he had felt some rising of that noble pride which scorns to +receive so much and give so little. He had formed a wild, almost +passionate determination to obtain his brief before he obtained his +bride, but Mr. Harman had soothed that pride to sleep. There was indeed +a grave and sad reason why this beautiful and innocent woman whom he had +won should receive all the full comfort his love and protection could +give her as quickly as possible. Her father was dying, and she must not +know of his approaching death. Her father wished to see her Hinton's +wife as soon as possible. Hinton felt that this was reasonable, this was +fair; for the sake of no pride, true or false, no hoped-for brief, could +he any longer put off their wedding. Nay, far from this. Last night he +had urged its being completed two months sooner than Charlotte herself +had proposed. He saw by the brightness in Charlotte's eyes that, though +she did not at once agree to this, her love for him was such that she +would marry him in a week if he so willed it. He rejoiced in these +symptoms of her great love, and the rejoicings of last night had risen +in a fuller tide this morning. Yes, it was the rule of life, the one +everlasting law, the old must suffer and die, the young must live and +rejoice. Yes; Hinton felt very deep sympathy for Mr. Harman last night, +but this morning, his happiness making him more self-absorbed than +really selfish, he knew that the old man's dying and suffering state +could not take one iota from his present delight. + +What then perplexed him? What made him stand aloof from the radiant +guest, Happiness, for a brief half hour? That story of Charlotte's; it +would come back to him; he wished now he had never heard it. For having +heard he could not forget: he could not exorcise this grim Thing which +stood side by side with Happiness in his sunny room. The fact was, his +acute mind took in the true bearings of the case far more clearly than +Charlotte had done. He felt sure that Mrs. Home had been wronged. He +felt equally sure that, if he looked into the case, it lay in his power +to right her. Over and over he saw her pale, sad face, and he hoped it +was not going to haunt him. The tale in his mind lay all in Mrs. Home's +favor, all against John and Jasper Harman. Was it likely that their +wealthy father would do anything so monstrously unjust as to leave all +his money to his two eldest sons with whom he had previously quarrelled, +and nothing, nothing at all to his young wife and infant daughter? It +would be a meaningless piece of injustice, unlike all that he had +gleaned of the previous character of the old man. As to John and Jasper, +and their conduct in the affair, that too was difficult to fathom. +Jasper had spent the greater portion of his life in Australia. Of his +character Hinton knew little; that little he felt was repugnant to him. +But John Harman--no man in the City bore a higher character for +uprightness, for integrity, for honor. John Harman was respected and +loved by all who knew him. + +Yes, yes: Hinton felt that all this was possible, but also he knew that +never in their close intercourse had he been able to fathom John Harman. +A shadow rested over the wealthy and prosperous merchant. Never until +now had Hinton even approached the cause; but now, now it seemed to him +that he was grappling with the impenetrable mystery, that face to face +he was looking at the long and successfully hidden sin. Strong man as he +was, he trembled as this fear came over him. Whatever the cause, +whatever the sudden and swift temptation, he felt an ever-growing +conviction that long ago John and Jasper Harman had robbed the widow and +fatherless. Feeling this, being almost sure of this, how then should he +act? He knew very well what he could do. He could go to Somerset House +and see the will of old Mr. Harman. It was very unlikely that a forged +will had been attempted. It was, he felt sure, far, far more probable +that the real will was left untampered with, that the deed of injustice +had been done in the hope that no one who knew anything about such +matters would ever inquire into it. + +Hinton could go that very day and set his mind at rest. Why then did he +hesitate? Ah! he knew but too well. Never and nearer came that shining +form of Happiness. If he did this thing, and found his suspicions +correct, as he feared much he should, if he then acted upon this +knowledge and gave Mrs. Home her own again, happiness would fly from +him, it might be for ever. To give Mrs. Home her rights he must cruelly +expose a dying old man. Such a shock, coming now, would most probably +kill John Harman. After bringing her father to such shame and dishonor, +would Charlotte ever consent to be his wife? would she not indeed in +very horror fly from his presence? What was Mrs. Home to him, that he +should ruin his whole life for her sake, that he should give up wife, +wealth, and fame? Nothing--a complete stranger. Why should he, for her +sake, pain and make miserable those he loved, above all break the heart +of the woman who was more precious to him than all the rest of the +world? He felt he could not do this thing. He must take that bright +winged happiness and let justice have her day when she could. Some other +hand must inflict the blow, it could not be his hand. He was sorry now +that he had taken Mrs. Home's lodgings. But after all what did it +signify? He had taken them for a month, he could go there for that short +period. His quickly approaching marriage would make it necessary for him +to leave very soon after, and he would try amongst his many friends to +find her a more permanent tenant, for though he had now quite made up +his mind to let matters alone, his heart ached for this woman. Yes, he +would, if possible, help her in little ways, though it would be +impossible for his hand to be the one to give her her own again. Having +come to this determination he went out. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +"SUGAR AND SPICE AND ALL THAT'S NICE." + + +Perhaps for one day Charlotte Harman was selfish in her happiness. But +when she awoke on the morning after her interview with her father, her +finely balanced nature had quite recovered its equilibrium. She was a +woman whom circumstances could make very noble; all her leanings were +towards the good, she had hitherto been unassailed by temptation, +untouched by care. All her life the beautiful and bright things of this +world had been showered at her feet. She had the friends whom rich, +amiable, and handsome girls usually make. She had the devotion of a +most loving father. John Hinton met her and loved her. She responded to +his love with her full heart. Another father might have objected to her +giving herself to this man, who in the fashionable world's opinion was +nothing. But Harman only insisted on a slight delay to their marriage, +none whatever to their engagement, and now, after scarcely a year of +waiting, the embargo was withdrawn, their wedding-day was fixed, was +close at hand. The twentieth of April (Charlotte knew she should not +oppose the twentieth of April) was not quite two months away. Very light +was her heart when she awoke to this happy fact. Happiness, too, was +standing by her bedside, and she made no scruple to press the radiant +creature to her heart of hearts. But Charlotte's was too fine a nature +to be spoiled by prosperity. Independent of her wealth, she must always +have been a favorite. Her heart was frank and generous; she was +thoughtful for others, she was most truly unselfish. Charlotte was a +favorite with the servants; her maid worshipped her. She was a just +creature, and had read too much on social reform to give away +indiscriminately and without thought; but where her sense of justice was +really satisfied, she could give with a royal hand, and there were many +poor whom Ward, her maid, knew, who, rising up, called Miss Harman +blessed. + +Charlotte had taken a great interest in Mrs. Home. Her face attracted, +her manner won, before ever her story touched the heart of this young +woman. The greatest pain Charlotte had ever gone through in her life had +followed the recital of Mrs. Home's tale, a terrible foreboding the +awful shadow which points to wrong done, to sin committed by her best +and dearest, had come near and touched her. Uncle Jasper, with his +clever and experienced hand, had driven that shadow away, and in her +first feeling of intense thankfulness and relief, she had almost +disliked the woman who had come to her with so cruel a tale. All +yesterday, in the midst of her own happiness, she had endeavored to shut +Mrs. Home from her thoughts; but this morning, more calm herself, the +remembrance of the poor, pale, and struggling mother rose up again fresh +and vivid within her heart. It is true Mrs. Home believed a lie, a cruel +and dreadful lie; but none the less for this was she to be pitied, none +the less for this must she be helped. Mrs. Home was Charlotte's near +relation, she could not suffer her to want. As she lay in bed, she +reflected with great thankfulness that John Hinton had said, on hearing +the tale, how manifestly it would be his and her duty to help this poor +mother. Yes, by and by they would give her enough to raise her above all +want, but Charlotte felt she could not wait for that distant time. She +must succor Mrs. Home at once. Her father had said last night that, if +she married in two months, there would be no time for her to finish her +book. He was right; she must give up the book; she would devote this +morning to Mrs. Home. + +She rose with her determination formed and went downstairs. As usual her +father was waiting for her, as usual he came up and kissed her; and as +they had done every morning for so many years, they sat down opposite +each other to breakfast. Charlotte longed to speak to her father about +Mrs. Home, but he looked, even to her inexperienced eyes, very ill and +haggard, and she remembered her uncle's words and refrained from the +subject. + +"You seem so feeble, father, had you not better go into town in the +carriage this morning?" she asked, as he rose from his chair. + +To her surprise he assented, even confessed that he had already ordered +the carriage. He had never to her knowledge done such a thing before, +and little as she knew of real illness, nothing as she knew of danger +and death, she felt a sharp pain at her heart as she watched him driving +away. The pain, however, was but momentary, lost in the pressing +interests of other thoughts. Before eleven o'clock she had started off +to see Mrs. Home. + +Now it was by no means her intention to go to this newly found relation +empty handed. Mrs. Home might or might not be willing to receive a gift +of money, but Charlotte hoped so to be able to convey it to her as to +save her pride from being too greatly hurt. + +Charlotte had a small banking account of her own. She drove now straight +to her bank in the city, and drawing fifty pounds in one note slipped it +into her purse. From the bank she went to a children's West End shop. +She there chose a lovely velvet frock for the fair-haired little Daisy, +two embroidered white dresses for the baby; and going a little farther +she bought a smart tailor suit for the eldest boy. After buying the +pretty clothes she visited a toy shop, where she loaded herself with +toys; then a cake shop to purchase cakes and other goodies; and having +at last exhausted her resources; she desired the coachman to drive to +Mrs. Home's address in Kentish Town. She arrived, after a drive of a +little over half an hour, to find the lady whom she had come to seek, +out. The dirty little maid stared with full round eyes at the beautiful +young lady and at the handsome carriage, and declared she did not know +when her missis would be in. + +For a moment Charlotte felt foiled; but she was excited now--she could +not go away, laden as she was with fairy gifts, without making some +effort to dispense these blessings. + +"I am a relation of Mrs. Home's and I want to see the children. Are the +children in?" she asked of the little maid. + +Rounder and rounder grew that small domestic's eyes. + +"They can't be hout without me," she volunteered; "ain't I the nuss and +maid-of-all work? Yes, the children is hin." + +Then she opened the dining-room door, and Charlotte, first flying to the +carriage and returning laden with brown paper parcels, followed her into +the little parlor. + +The maid, on the swift wings of excitement, flew upstairs. There was the +quick patter of eager little feet, and in a very few moments the door +was pushed open and a boy and girl entered. Charlotte recognized them at +a glance. They were the very handsome little pair whose acquaintance she +had made yesterday in Regent's Park. The girl hung back a trifle shyly, +but the boy, just saying to his sister, "The pretty lady," came up, and +raised his lips for a kiss. + +"You don't think me rude?" he said; "you don't mind kissing me, do you." + +"I love to kiss you; I am your own cousin," said Charlotte. + +"My own cousin! Then I may sit on your knee. Daisy, come here--the +pretty lady is our own cousin." + +On hearing this, Daisy too advanced. Neither child had any idea what the +word cousin meant, but it seemed to include proprietorship. They stroked +Charlotte's furs, and both pairs of lips were raised again and again for +many kisses. In the midst of this scene entered the little maid with the +baby. Pretty as Daisy and Harold were, they were nothing to the baby; +this baby of eight months had a most ethereal and lovely face. + +"Oh, you beauty! you darling!" said Charlotte, as she clasped the little +creature in her arms, and the baby, too young to be shy, allowed her to +kiss him repeatedly. + +"What a lot of lumber!" said Daisy, touching the brown-paper parcels. + +This little child's speech brought Charlotte back to the fact of her +cakes and toys. Giving baby to his small nurse, she opened her +treasures. Daisy received her doll with a kind of awed rapture, Harold +rattled his drum and blew his trumpet in a way most distracting to any +weak nerves within reasonable distance, and the baby sucked some rather +unwholesome sweets. No child thought of thanking their benefactor, but +flushed cheeks, bright eyes, eager little voices, were thanks louder and +more eloquent than words. + +"I want to see your mother; when will she be in?" asked Charlotte, after +a little quiet had been restored. + +"Not all day," answered Harold. "Mother has gone with father to nurse a +poor sick lady; she won't be back till quite night." + +"She said we were to be very good; we are, aren't we?" said Daisy. + +"Yes, darling; you are quite perfect," replied the inexperienced +Charlotte. + +"Did our mother ask you to come and play with us and give us lovely +things?" demanded Harold. + +"She does not know I am here, my dear little boy; but now, if you will +show me where I can get a sheet of paper, I will just write your mother +a little note." + +The paper was quickly found, and Charlotte sat down, a boy and girl on +each side. It was not easy to say much under such circumstances, so the +words in the little note were few. + +"You will give this to your mother when she comes in. See!--I will put +it on the mantelpiece," she said to Harold; "and you must not touch +these parcels until mother opens them herself. Yes; I will come again. +Now, good-by." Her bonnet was decidedly crooked as she stepped into the +carriage, her jacket was also much crumpled; but there was a very sweet +feel of little arms still round her neck, and she touched her hair and +cheeks with satisfaction, for they had been honored by many child +kisses. + +"I believe she's just a fairy godmother," said Harold, as he watched the +carriage rolling away. + +"I never seed the like in hall my born days," remarked the small +maid-of-all-work. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +"THE PRETTY LADY" + + +"Mother, mother, mother!" + +"And look!--oh, do look at what I have got!" were the words that greeted +Mrs. Home, when, very tired, after a day of hard nursing with one of her +husband's sick parishioners, she came back. + +The children ought to have been in bed, the baby fast asleep, the little +parlor-table tidily laid for tea: instead of which, the baby wailed +unceasingly up in the distant nursery, and Harold and Daisy, having +nearly finished Charlotte's sweeties, and made themselves very +uncomfortable by repeated attacks on the rich plum-cake, were now, with +very flushed cheeks, alternately playing with their toys and poking +their small fingers into the still unopened brown-paper parcels. They +had positively refused to go up to the nursery, and, though the gas was +lit and the blinds were pulled down, the spirit of disorder had most +manifestly got into the little parlor. + +"Oh, mother!--what _do_ you think? The lovely lady!--the lady we met in +the park yesterday!--she has been, and she brought us _lots_ of +things--toys, and sweeties, and cakes, and--oh, mother, do look!" + +Daisy presented her doll, and Harold blew some very shrill blasts from +his trumpet right up into his mother's eyes. + +"My dear children," said Mrs. Home, "whom do you mean? where did you get +all these things? who has come here? Why aren't you both in bed? It is +long past your usual hour." + +This string of questions met with an unintelligible chorus of replies, +in which the words "pretty lady," "Regent's Park," "father knew her," +"we _had_ to sit up," so completely puzzled Mrs. Home, that had not her +eyes suddenly rested on the little note waiting for her on the +mantelpiece she would have been afraid her children had taken leave of +their senses. + +"Oh, yes; she told us to give you that," said Harold when he saw his +mother take it up. + +I have said the note was very short. Charlotte Home read it in a moment. + +"Mother, mother! what does she tell you, and what are in the other +parcels? She said we weren't to open them until you came home. Oh, _do_ +tell us what she said, and let us see the rest of the pretty things!" + +"Do, do mother; we have been so patient 'bout it!" repeated little +Daisy. + +Harold now ran for the largest of the parcels, and raised it for his +mother to take. Both children clung to her skirts. Mrs. Home put the +large parcel on a shelf out of reach, then she put aside the hot and +eager little hands. At last she spoke. + +"My little children must have some more patience, for mother can tell +them nothing more to-night. Yes, yes, the lady is very pretty and very +kind, but we can talk no more about anything until the morning. Now, +Harold and Daisy, come upstairs at once." + +They were an obedient, well-trained little pair. They just looked at one +another, and from each dimpled mouth came a short, impatient sigh; then +they gave their hands to mother, and went gravely up to the nursery. +Charlotte stayed with her children until they were undressed. She saw +them comfortably washed, their baby prayers said, and each little head +at rest on its pillow, then kissing the baby, who was also by this time +fast asleep, she went softly downstairs. + +Anne, the little maid, was flying about, trying to get the tea ready and +some order restored, but when she saw her mistress she could not refrain +from standing still to pour out her excited tale. + +"Ef you please, 'em, it come on me hall on a 'eap. She come in that free +and that bounteous, and seemed as if she could eat all the children up +wid love; and she give 'em a lot, and left a lot more fur you, 'em. And +when she wor goin' away she put half-a-crown in my hand. I never seed +the like--never, 'em--never! She wor dressed as grand as Queen Victory +herself, and she come in a carriage and two spanking hosses; and, +please, 'em, I heard of her telling the children as she wos own cousin +to you, 'em." + +"Yes, I know the young lady," replied Mrs. Home. "She is, as you say, +very nice and kind. But now, Anne, we must not talk any more. Your +master won't be in for an hour, but I shan't wait tea for him; we will +have some fresh made later. Please bring me in a cup at once, for I am +very tired." + +Anne gazed at her mistress in open-eyed astonishment. Any one--any one +as poor as she well knew missis to be--who could take the fact of being +cousin to so beautiful and rich a young lady with such coolness and +apparent indifference quite passed Anne's powers of comprehension. + +"It beats me holler--that it do!" she said to herself; then, with a +start, she ran off to her kitchen. + +Mrs. Home had taken her first cup of tea, and had even eaten a piece of +bread and butter, before she again drew Charlotte Harman's little note +out of her pocket. This is what her eyes had already briefly glanced +over:-- + + DEAR FRIEND AND SISTER--for you must let me call you so--I have + come to see you, and finding you out asked to see your children. I + have lost my heart to your beautiful and lovely children. They are + very sweet! Your baby is more like an angel than any earthly + creature my eyes have ever rested on. Charlotte, I brought your + children a few toys, and one or two other little things. You won't + be too proud to accept them. When I bought them I did not love your + children, but I loved you. You are my near kinswoman. You won't + take away the pleasure I felt when I bought those things. Dear + Sister Charlotte, when shall we meet again? Send me a line, and I + will come to you at any time. Yours, + + "CHARLOTTE HARMAN." + +It is to be regretted that Charlotte Home by no means received this +sweet and loving little note in the spirit in which it was written. Her +pale, thin face flushed, and her eyes burnt with an angry light. This +burst of excited feeling was but the outcome of all she had undergone +mentally since she had left Miss Harman's house a few days ago. She had +said then, and truly, that she loved this young lady. The pride, the +stately bearing, the very look of open frankness in Charlotte's eyes had +warmed and touched her heart. She had not meant to tell to those ears, +so unaccustomed to sin and shame, this tale of long-past wrong. It had +been in a manner forced from her, and she had seen a flush of +perplexity, then of horror, color the cheeks and fill the fine brave +eyes. She had come away with her heart sympathies so moved by this girl, +so touched, so shocked with what she herself had revealed, that she +would almost rather, could her father's money now be hers, relinquish +it, than cause any further pain or shame to Charlotte Harman. + +She came home and confided what she had done to her husband. It is not +too much to say that he was displeased--that he was much hurt. The +Charlotte who in her too eagerness for money could so act was scarcely +the Charlotte he had pictured to himself as his wife. Charlotte was +lowered in the eyes of the unworldly man. But just because her husband +was so unworldly, so unpractical, Charlotte's own more everyday nature +began to reassert itself. She had really done no harm. She had but told +a tale of wrong. Those who committed the wrong were the ones to blame. +She, the sufferer--who could put sin at her door? Her sympathy for +Charlotte grew less, her sorrow for herself and her children more. She +felt more sure than ever that injustice had been committed--that she and +her mother had been robbed; she seemed to read the fact in Charlotte +Harman's innocent eyes, Charlotte, in spite of herself, even though her +own father was the one accused, believed her--agreed with her. + +All that night she spent in a sort of feverish dream, in which she saw +herself wealthy, her husband happy, her children cared for as they ought +to be. The ugly, ugly poverty of her life and her surroundings had all +passed away like a dream that is told. + +She got up in a state of excitement and expectation, for what might not +Charlotte Harman do for her? She would tell the tale to her father, and +that father, seeing that his sin was found out, would restore her to her +rights. Of course, this must be the natural consequence. Charlotte was +not low and mean; she would see that she had her own again. Mrs. Home +made no allowance for any subsequent event--for any influence other than +her own being brought to bear on the young lady. All that day she +watched the post; she watched for the possibility of a visit. Neither +letter nor visit came, but Mrs. Home was not discouraged. That day was +too soon to hear; she must wait with patience for the morrow. + +On the morrow her husband, who had almost forgotten her story, asked her +to come and help him in the care of a sick woman at some distance away. +Charlotte was a capital sick-nurse, and had often before given similar +aid to Mr. Home in parish work. + +She went, spent her day away, and returned to find that Charlotte had +come--that so far her dream was true. Yes, but only so far, for +Charlotte had come, not in shame, but in the plenitude of a generous +benefactor. She had come laden with gifts, and had gone away with the +hearts of the children and the little maid. Charlotte Home felt a great +wave of anger and pain stealing over her heart. In her pain and +disappointment she was unjust. + +"She is a coward after all. She dare not tell her father. She believes +my tale, but she is not brave enough to see justice done to me and mine; +so she tries to make up for it; she tries to salve her conscience and +bribe me with gifts--gifts and flattery. I will have none of it. My +rights--my true and just rights, or nothing! These parcels shall go back +unopened to-morrow." She rose from her seat, and put them all tidily +away on a side-table. She had scarcely done so before her husband's +latch-key was heard in the hall-door. He came in with the weary look +which was habitual to his thin face. "Oh, Angus, how badly you do want +your tea!" said the poor wife. She was almost alarmed at her husband's +pallor, and forgot Charlotte while attending to his comfort. + +"What are those parcels, Lottie?" he said, noticing the heaped-up things +on the side-table. + +"Never mind. Eat your supper first," she said to him. + +"I can eat, and yet know what is in them. They give quite a Christmas +and festive character to the place. And what is that I see lying on that +chair--a new doll for Daisy? Why, has my careful little woman been so +extravagant as to buy the child another doll?" + +Mr. Home smiled as he spoke. His wife looked at him gravely. She picked +up the very pretty doll and laid it with the other parcels on the +side-table. + +"I will tell you about the parcels and the doll if you wish it," she +answered. "Miss Harman called when I was out, and brought cakes, and +sweeties, and toys to the children. She also brought those parcels. I do +not know what they contain, for I have not opened them. And she left a +note for me. I cannot help the sweeties and cakes, for Harold and Daisy +have eaten them; but the toys and those parcels shall go back +to-morrow." + +Mrs. Home looked very proud and defiant as she spoke. Her husband +glanced at her face; then, with a slight sigh, he pushed his supper +aside. + +"No, I am not hungry, dear. I am just a little overtired. May I see Miss +Harman's note?" + +Charlotte put it at once into his hand. + +He read it carefully once--twice. His own spirit was very loving and +Christ-like; consequently the real love and true human feeling in the +little note touched him. + +"Lottie," he said, as he gave it back to his wife, "why do you want to +pain that sweet creature?" + +Mrs. Home took the note, and flung it into the fire. + +"There!" she said, an angry spot on each cheek. "She and hers have +injured me and mine. I don't want gifts from her. I want my rights!" + +To this burst of excited feeling Mr. Home answered nothing. After a +moment or two of silence he rang the bell, and when Anne appeared asked +her to take away the tea-things. After this followed an hour of perfect +quiet. Mrs. Home took out her great basket of mending. Mr. Home sat +still, and apparently idle, by the fire. After a time he left the room +to go for a moment to his own. Passing the nursery, he heard a little +movement, and, entering softly, saw Harold sitting up in his little cot. + +"Father, is that you?" he called through the semi-light. + +"Yes, my boy. Is anything the matter? Why are you not asleep?" + +"I couldn't, father dear; I'm so longing for to-morrow. I want to blow +my new trumpet again, and to see the rest of the brown-paper parcels. +Father, do come over to me for a moment." + +Mr. Home came, and put his arm round the little neck. + +"Did mother tell you that _our_ pretty lady came to-day, and brought +such a splendid lot of things?" + +"Whose pretty lady, my boy?" + +"_Ours_, father--the lady you, and I, and Daisy, and baby met in the +park yesterday. You said it was rude to kiss her, and _she_ did not +mind. She gave me dozens and dozens of kisses to-day." + +"She was very kind to you," said Mr. Home. Then, bidding the child lie +down and sleep, he left him and went on to his own room. He was going to +his room with a purpose. That purpose was quickened into intensity by +little Harold's words. + +That frank, fearless, sweet-looking girl was Miss Harman! That letter +was, therefore, not to be wondered at. It was the kind of letter he +would have expected such a woman to write. What was the matter with his +Lottie? + +In his perplexity he knelt down; he remained upon his knees for about +ten minutes, then he returned to the little parlor. The answer to his +earnest prayer was given to him almost directly. His wife was no longer +proud and cold. She looked up the moment he entered, and said,-- + +"You are angry with me, Angus." + +"No, my darling," he answered, "not angry, but very sorry for you." + +"You must not be sorry for me. You have anxieties enough. I must not add +to them. Not all the Miss Harmans that ever breathe shall bring a cloud +between you and me. Angus, may I put out the gas and then sit close to +you? You shall talk me out of this feeling, for I do feel bad." + +"I will talk all night if it makes you better, my own Lottie. Now, what +is troubling you?" + +"In the first instance, you don't seem to believe this story about our +money." + +"I neither believe it, nor the reverse--I simply don't let it trouble +me." + +"But, Angus, that seems a little hard; for if the money was left to me +by my father I ought to have it. Think what a difference it would make +to us all--you, and me, and the children?" + +"We should be rich instead of poor. It would make that difference, +certainly." + +"Angus, you talk as if this difference was nothing." + +"Nothing! It is not quite nothing; but I confess it does not weigh much +with me." + +"If not for yourself, it might for the children's sakes; think what a +difference money would make to our darlings." + +"My dear wife, you quite forgot when speaking so, that they are God's +little children as well as ours. He has said that not a sparrow falls +without His loving knowledge. Is it likely when that is so, that He will +see His children and ours either gain or suffer from such a paltry thing +as money?" + +"Then you will do nothing to get back our own?" + +"If you mean that I will go to law on the chance of our receiving some +money which may have been left to us, certainly I will not. The fact is, +Lottie--you may think me very eccentric--but I cannot move in this +matter. It seems to me to be entirely God's matter, not ours. If Mr. +Harman has committed the dreadful sin you impute to him, God must bring +it home to him. Before that poor man who for years has hidden such a sin +in his heart, and lived such a life before his fellow-men, is fit to go +back to the arms of His father, he must suffer dreadfully. I pray, from +my heart I pray, that if he committed the sin he may have the suffering, +for there is no other road to the Father; but I cannot pray that this +awful suffering may be sent to give us a better house, and our children +finer clothes, and that richer food may be put on our table." + +Mrs. Home was silent for a moment, then she said,-- + +"Angus, forgive me, I did not look at it in that light." + +"No, my dearest, and because I so pity her, if her father really is +guilty, I do not want you unnecessarily to pain Miss Harman. You +remember my telling you of that fine girl I met in Regent's Park +yesterday, the girl who was so kind and nice to our children. I have +just been up with Harold, and he tells me that your Miss Harman and his +pretty lady are one and the same." + +"Is that really so?" answered Mrs. Home. "Yes. I know that Charlotte +Harman is very attractive. Did I not tell you, Angus, that she had won +my own heart? But I confess when I saw those gifts and read her note I +felt angry. I thought after hearing my tale she should have done more. +These presents seemed to me in the light of a bribe." + +"Charlotte!" + +"Ah! I know you are shocked. You cannot see the thing with my eyes; that +is how they really looked to me." + +"Then, my dear wife, may I give you a piece of advice?" + +"That is what I am hungering for, Angus." + +"Tell the whole story, as frankly--more frankly than you have told it to +me, to God to-night. Lay the whole matter in the loving hands of your +Father, then, Charlotte; after so praying, if in the morning you still +think Miss Harman was actuated by so mean a spirit, treat her as she +deserves. With your own hands deal the punishment to her, send +everything back." + +Mrs. Home's face flushed very brightly, and she lowered her eyes to +prevent her husband seeing the look of shame which filled them. The +result of this conversation was the following note written the next +morning to Miss Harman. + + I could not have thanked you last night for what you have done, + but I can to-day. You have won my children's little hearts. Be + thankful that you have made my dear little ones so happy. You ask + to see me again, Miss Harman. I do not think I can come to you, and + I don't ask you to come here. Still I will see you; name some + afternoon to meet me in Regent's Park and I will be there. + + Yours, + CHARLOTTE HOME. + +Thus the gifts were kept, and the mother tried to pray away a certain +soreness which would remain notwithstanding all her husband's words. She +was human after all, however, and Charlotte Harman might have been +rewarded had she seen her face the following Sunday morning when she +brought her pretty children down to their father to inspect them in +their new clothes. + +Harold went to church that morning, with his mother, in a very +picturesque hat; but no one suspected quite how much it was worth, not +even those jealous mothers who saw it and remarked upon it, and wondered +who had left Mrs. Home a legacy, for stowed carefully away under the +lining was Charlotte Harman's bright, crisp, fifty-pound note. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +TWO CHARLOTTES. + + +It was a week after; the very day, in fact, on which Hinton was to give +up his present most comfortable quarters for the chances and changes of +Mrs. Home's poor little dwelling. That anxious young wife and mother, +having completed her usual morning duties, set off to Regent's Park to +meet Miss Harman. It was nearly March now, and the days, even in the +afternoon, were stretching, and though it was turning cold the feeling +of coming spring was more decidedly getting into the air. + +Mrs. Home had told her children that she was going to meet their pretty +lady, and Harold had begged hard to come too. His mother would have +taken him, but he had a cold, and looked heavy, so she started off for +her long walk alone. Won by her husband's gentler and more Christ-like +spirit, Mrs. Home had written to Miss Harman to propose this meeting; +but in agreeing to an interview with her kinswoman she had effected a +compromise with her own feelings. She would neither go to her nor ask +her to come to the little house in Kentish Town. The fact was she wanted +to meet this young woman on some neutral ground. There were certain +unwritten, but still most stringent, laws of courtesy which each must +observe in her own home to the other. Charlotte Home intended, as she +went to meet Miss Harman on this day of early spring, that very plain +words indeed should pass between them. + +By this it will be seen that she was still very far behind her husband, +and that much of a sore and angry sensation was still lingering in her +heart. + +"Miss Harman will, of course, keep me waiting," she said to herself, as +she entered the park, and walked quickly towards the certain part where +they had agreed to meet. She gave a slight start therefore, when she saw +that young woman slowly pacing up and down, with the very quiet and +meditative air of one who had been doing so for some little time. Miss +Harman was dressed with almost studied plainness and simplicity. All the +rich furs which the children had admired were put away. When she saw +Mrs. Home she quickened her slow steps into almost a run of welcome, and +clasped her toil-worn and badly gloved hands in both her own. + +"How glad I am to see you! You did not hurry, I hope. You are quite out +of breath. Why did you walk so fast?" + +"I did not walk fast until I saw you under the trees, Miss Harman. I +thought I should have time enough, for I imagined I should have to wait +for you." + +"What an unreasonable thing to suppose of me! I am the idle one, you the +busy. No: I respect wives and mothers too much to treat them in that +fashion." Miss Harman smiled as she spoke. + +Mrs. Home did not outwardly respond to the smile, though the gracious +bearing, the loving, sweet face were beginning very slowly to effect a +thaw, for some hard little ice lumps in her heart were melting. The +immediate effect of this was, however, so strong a desire to cry that, +to steel herself against these untimely tears, she became in manner +harder than ever. + +"And now what shall we do?" said Charlotte Harman. "The carriage is +waiting for us at the next gate; shall we go for a drive, or shall we +walk about here?" + +"I would rather walk here," said Mrs. Home. + +"Very well. Charlotte, I am glad to see you. And how are your children?" + +"Harold has a cold. The other two are very well." + +"I never saw sweeter children in my life. And do you know I met your +husband? He and your children both spoke to me in the park. It was the +day before I came to your house. Mr. Home gave me a very short sermon to +think over. I shall never forget it." + +"He saw you and liked you," answered Mrs. Home. "He told me of that +meeting." + +"And I want another meeting. Such a man as that has never come into my +life before. I want to see more of him. Charlotte, why did you propose +that we should meet here? Why not in my house, or in yours? I wanted to +come to you again. I was much disappointed when I got your note." + +"I am sorry to have disappointed you; but I thought it best that we +should meet here." + +"But why? I don't understand." + +"They say that rich people are obtuse. I did not want to see your +riches, nor for you to behold the poverty of my land." + +"Charlotte!" + +"Please don't think me very hard, but I would rather you did not say +Charlotte." + +"You would rather I did not say Charlotte?" + +Two large tears of surprise and pain filled Miss Harman's gray eyes. But +such a great flood of weeping was so near the surface with the other +woman that she dared not look at her. + +"I would rather you did not say Charlotte," she repeated, "for we call +those whom we love and are friendly with by their Christian names." + +"I thought you loved me. You said so. You can't take back your own +words." + +"I don't want to. I do love you in my heart. I feel I could love you +devotedly; but for all that we can never be friends." + +Miss Harman was silent for a moment or two, then she said slowly, but +with growing passion in her voice, "Ah! you are thinking of that +wretched money. I thought love ranked higher than gold all the world +over." + +"So it does, or appears to do, for those who all their lives have had +plenty; but it is just possible, just possible, I say, that those who +are poor, poor enough to know what hunger and cold mean, and have seen +their dearest wanting the comforts that money can buy, it is possible +that such people may prefer their money rights to the profession of +empty love." + +"Empty love!" repeated Miss Harman. The words stung her. She was growing +angry, and the anger became this stately creature well. With cheeks and +eyes both glowing she turned to her companion. "If you and I are not to +part at once, and never meet again, there must be very plain words +between us. Shall I speak those words?" she asked. + +"I came here that our words might be very plain," answered Mrs. Home. + +"They shall be," said Charlotte Harman. + +They were in a very quiet part of the park. Even the nurses and children +were out of sight. Now they ceased walking, and turned and faced each +other. + +They were both tall, and both the poor and the rich young woman had +considerable dignity of bearing; but Charlotte Home was now the composed +one. Charlotte Harman felt herself quivering with suppressed anger. +Injustice was being dealt out to her, and injustice to the child of +affluence and luxury was a new sensation. + +"You came to me the other day," she began, "I had never seen you before, +never before in all my life ever heard your name. You, however, knew me, +and you told me a story. It was a painful and very strange story. It +made you not only my very nearest kin, but also made you the victim of a +great wrong. The wrong was a large one, and the victim was to be pitied; +but the sting of it all lay, to me, not in either of the facts, but in +this, that you gave me to understand that he who had dealt you such a +blow was--my father. My father, one of the most noble, upright, and +righteous of men, you made out to me, to me, his only child, to be no +better than a common thief. I did not turn you from my doors for your +base words. I pitied you. In spite of myself I liked you; in spite of +myself I _believed_ you. You went away, and in the agony of mind which +followed during the next few hours I could have gladly fled for ever +from the sight of all the wide world. I had been the very happiest of +women. You came. You went. I was one of the most miserable. I am engaged +to be married, and the man I am engaged to came into the room. I felt +guilty before him. I could not raise my eyes to his, for, again I tell +you, I believed your tale, and my father's bitter shame was mine. I +could not rest. Happen what would I must learn the truth at once. I have +an uncle, my father's brother; he must know all. I sent my lover away +and went to this uncle. I asked to have an interview with him, and in +that interview I told him all you had told to me. He was not surprised. +He acknowledged at once the true and real relationship between us; but +he also explained away the base doubts you had put into my head. My +father, my own beloved father, is all, and more than all, I have ever +thought him. He would scorn to be unjust, to rob any one. You have been +unfortunate; you have been treated cruelly; but the injustice, the +cruelty have been penetrated by one long years now in his grave. In +short, your father has been the wicked man, not mine." + +Here Mrs. Home tried to speak, but Miss Harman held up her hand. + +"You must hear me out," she said. "I am convinced, but I do not expect +you to be. After my uncle had done speaking, and I had time to realize +all the relief those words of his had given me, I said, still an +injustice has been done. We have no right to our wealth while she +suffers from such poverty. Be my grandfather's will what it may, we must +alter it. We must so act as if he had left money to his youngest child. +My uncle agreed with me; perhaps not so fully as I could wish, still he +did agree; but he made one proviso. My father is ill, I fear. I fear he +is very ill. The one dark cloud hanging over his whole life lay in those +years when he was estranged from his own father. To speak of you I must +bring back those years to his memory. Any excitement is bad for him now. +My uncle said, 'Wait until your father is better, then we will do +something for Mrs. Home.' To this I agreed. Was I very unreasonable to +agree to this delay for my father's sake?" + +Here Charlotte Harman paused and looked straight at her companion. Mrs. +Home's full gaze met hers. Again, the innocent candor of the one pair of +eyes appealed straight to the heart lying beneath the other. Unconvinced +she was still. Still to her, her own story held good: but she was +softened, and she held out her hand. + +"There is no unreasonableness in _you_, Charlotte," she said. + +"Ah! then you will call me Charlotte?" said the other, her face glowing +with delight. + +"I call you so now. I won't answer for the future." + +"We will accept the pleasant present. I don't fear the future. I shall +win your whole heart yet. Now let us drop all disagreeables and talk +about those we both love. Charlotte, what a baby you have got! Your baby +must be an angel to you." + +"All my children are that to me. When I look at them I think God has +sent to me three angels to dwell with me." + +"Ah! what a happy thought, and what a happy woman. Then your husband, he +must be like the archangel Gabriel, so just, so righteous, so noble. I +love him already: but I think I should be a little afraid of him. He is +so--so very unearthly. Now you, Mrs. Home, let me tell you, are very +earthly, very human indeed." + +Mrs. Home smiled, for this praise of her best beloved could not but be +pleasant to her. She told Miss Harman a little more about her husband +and her children, and Miss Harman listened with that appreciation which +is the sweetest flattery in the world. After a time she said,-- + +"I am not going to marry any one the least bit unearthly, but I see you +are a model wife, and I want to be likewise. For--did I not tell you?--I +am to be married in exactly two months from now." + +"Are you really? Are you indeed?" + +Was it possible after this piece of confidence for these two young women +not to be friends? + +Charlotte Home, though so poor, felt suddenly, in experience, in all +true womanly knowledge, rich beside her companion. Charlotte Harman, for +all her five and twenty years, was but a child beside this earnest wife +and mother. + +They talked; the one relating her happy experience, the other listening, +as though on her wedding-day she was certainly to step into the land of +Beulah. It was the old, old story, repeated again, as those two paced up +and down in the gray March afternoon. When at last they parted there was +no need to say that they were friends. + +And yet as she hurried home the poor Charlotte could not help reflecting +that whatever her cause she had done nothing for it. Charlotte Harman +might be very sweet. It might be impossible not to admire her, to love +her, to take her to her heart of hearts. But would that love bring back +her just rights? would that help her children by and by? She reached +her hall door to find her husband standing there. + +"Lottie, where have you been? I waited for you, for I did not like to go +out and leave him. Harold is ill, and the doctor has just left." + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +A FRIEND IN NEED. + + +For many days after that interview in Regent's Park, it seemed that one +of the three, who made the little house in Kentish Town so truly like +heaven, was to be an angel indeed. Harold's supposed cold had turned to +scarlet fever, and the doctor feared that Harold would die. + +Immediately after her interview with Charlotte Harman, Mrs. Home went +upstairs to learn from the grave lips of the medical man what ailed her +boy, and what a hard fight for life or death he had before him. She was +a brave woman, and whatever anguish might lie underneath, no tears +filled her eyes as she looked at his flushed face. When the doctor had +gone, she stole softly from the sick-room, and going to the drawing-room +where Hinton was already in possession, she tapped at the door. + +To his "Come in," she entered at once, and said abruptly without +preface,-- + +"I hope you have unpacked nothing. I must ask you to go away at once." + +She had her bonnet still on, and, but for the pallor of her face, she +looked cold, even unmoved. + +"I have everything unpacked, and I don't want to go. Why should I?" +demanded Hinton, in some surprise. + +"My eldest boy has scarlet fever. The other two will probably take it. +You must on no account stay here; you must leave to-night if you wish to +escape infection." + +In an instant Hinton was by her side. + +"Your boy has scarlet fever?" he repeated. "I know something of scarlet +fever. He must instantly be moved to an airy bedroom. The best bedroom +in the house is mine. Your boy must sleep in my bedroom to-night." + +"It is a good thought," said Mrs. Home. "Thank you for suggesting it--I +will move him down at once; the bed is well aired, and the sheets are +fresh and clean. I will have him moved whenever you can go." + +She was leaving the room when Hinton followed her. + +"I said nothing about going. I don't mean to. I can have a blanket and +sleep on the sofa. I am not going away, Mrs. Home." + +"Mr. Hinton, have you no one you care for? Why do you run this risk." + +"I have some one I care for very much indeed; but I run no risk. I had +scarlet fever long ago. In any case I have no fear of infection. Now I +know your husband is out; let me go upstairs and help you bring down the +little fellow." + +"God bless you," said the wife and mother. Her eyes were beautiful as +she raised them to the face of this good Samaritan. + + * * * * * + +The little patient was moved to the large and comfortable room, and +Hinton found himself in the position of good angel to this poor family. +He had never supposed himself capable of taking such a post with regard +to any one; but the thing seemed thrust upon him. An obvious duty had +come into his life, and he never even for the briefest instant dreamed +of shirking it. He was a man without physical fear. The hardships of +life, the roughing of poverty were not worth a passing thought of +annoyance; but there was one little act of self-denial which he must now +exercise; and it is to be owned that he felt it with a heart-pang. He +had never told Charlotte that he was going to live in the house with +Mrs. Home. He had not meant to keep this fact a secret from her, but +there was still a soreness over him when he thought of this young woman +which prevented her name coming readily to his lips. On this first night +in his new abode he sat down to write to his promised wife; but neither +now did he give his address, nor tell his landlady's name. He had an +obvious reason, however, now for his conduct. + +This was what Charlotte received from her lover on the following +morning,-- + + "MY DARLING,--Such a strange thing has happened; but one which, + thank God, as far as I am concerned, need not cause you the least + alarm. I moved from my old lodgings to-day and went a little + further into the country. I had just unpacked my belongings and was + expecting some tea, for I was hot and thirsty, when my landlady + came in and told me that her eldest child is taken very ill with + scarlet fever. She has other children, and fears the infection will + spread. She is a very poor woman, but is one of those who in their + bearing and manner, you, Charlotte, would call noble. She wanted me + to leave at once, but this, Charlotte, I could not do. I am staying + here, and will give her what little help lies in my power. You know + there is no fear for me, for I had the complaint long ago. But, + dearest, there is just one thing that is hard. Until this little + child is better, I must not see you. You have not had this fever, + Charlotte, and for you, for my own sake, and your father's sake, I + must run no risk. I will write to you every day, or as much oftener + as you wish, for I can disinfect my paper; but I will not go to + Prince's Gate at present." + + "Ever, my own true love, + "Yours most faithfully, + "John Hinton." + +This letter was posted that very night, but Hinton did not put his new +address on it; he meant Charlotte now for prudential reasons to write to +his chambers. He returned to his lodgings, and for many weary and +anxious nights to come shared their watch with Mr. and Mrs. Home. So +quietly, so absolutely had this young man stepped into his office, that +the father and mother did not think of refusing his services. He was a +good nurse, as truly tender-hearted and brave men almost always are. The +sick child liked his touch. The knowledge of his presence was pleasant. +When nothing else soothed him, he would lie quiet if Hinton held his +little hot hand in his. + +One evening, opening his bright feverish eyes, he fixed them full on +Hinton's face and said slowly and earnestly,-- + +"I did kiss that pretty lady." + +"He means a lady whom he met in the Park; a Miss Harman, who came here +and brought him toys," explained Mrs. Home. + +"Yes, isn't she a pretty lady?" repeated little Harold. + +"Very pretty," answered Hinton, bending low over him. + +The child smiled. It was a link between them. He again stole his hand +into that of the young man. But as days wore on and the fever did not +abate, the little life in that small frame began to grow feeble. From +being an impossibility, it grew to be probable, then almost certain, +that the little lad must die. Neither father nor mother seemed alive to +the coming danger; but Hinton, loving less than they did, was not +blinded. He had seen scarlet fever before, he knew something of its +treatment; he doubted the proper course having ever been pursued here. +One evening he followed the doctor from the sick-room. + +"The child is very ill," he said. + +"The child is so ill," answered the medical man, "that humanly speaking +there is very little hope of his life." + +"Good sir!" exclaimed Hinton, shocked at his fears being put into such +plain language. "Don't you see that those parents' lives are bound up in +the child's, and they know nothing? Why have you told them nothing? Only +to-night his mother thought him better." + +"The fever is nearly over, and in consequence the real danger beginning; +but I dare not tell the mother, she would break down. The father is of +different stuff, he would bear it. But there is time enough for the +mother to know when all is over." + +"I call that cruel. Why don't you get in other advice?" + +"My dear sir, they are very poor people. Think of the expense, and it +would be of no use, no use whatever." + +"Leave the expense to me, and also the chance of its doing any good. I +should never have an easy moment if I let that little lad die without +having done all in my power. Two heads are better than one. Do you +object to consulting with Dr. H----?" + +"By no means, Mr. Hinton. He is a noted authority on such cases." + +"Then be here in an hour from now, doctor, and you shall meet him." + +Away flew Hinton, and within the specified time the great authority on +such cases was standing by little Harold's bedside. + +"The fever is over, but the child is sinking from exhaustion. Give him a +glass of champagne instantly," were the first directions given by the +great man. + +Hinton returned with a bottle of the best his money could purchase in +ten minutes. + +A tablespoonful was given to the child. He opened his eyes and seemed +revived. + +"Ah! that is good. I will stay with the little fellow to-night," said +Dr. H----. "You, madam," he added, looking at Mrs. Home, "are to go to +bed. On no other condition do I stay." + +Hinton and Dr. H---- shared that night's watch between them, and in the +morning the little life was pronounced safe. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +EMPTY PURSES. + + +It was not until Harold's life was really safe that his mother realized +how very nearly he had been taken from her. But for Hinton's timely +interposition, and the arrival of Doctor H---- at the critical moment, +the face she so loved might have been cold and still now, and the spirit +have returned to God who gave it. + +Looking at the little sleeper breathing in renewed health and life with +each gentle inspiration, such a rush of gratitude and over-powering +emotion came over Mrs. Home that she was obliged to follow Hinton into +his sitting-room. There she suddenly went down on her knees. + +"God bless you," she said. "God most abundantly bless you for what you +have done for me and mine. You are, except my husband, the most truly +Christian man I ever met." + +"Don't," said Hinton, moved and even shocked at her position. "I +loved--I love the little lad. It is nothing, what we do for those we +love." + +"No; it is, as you express it, nothing to save a mother's heart from +worse than breaking," answered Charlotte Home. "If ever you marry and +have a son of your own, you will begin to understand what you have done +for me. You will be thankful then to think of this day." + +Then with a smile which an angel might have given him, the mother went +away, and Hinton sat down to write to Charlotte. But he was much moved +and excited by those earnest words of love and approval. He felt as +though a laurel wreath had been placed on his head, and he wondered +would his first brief, his first sense of legal triumph, be sweeter to +him than the look in that mother's face this morning. + +"And it was so easily won," he said to himself. "For who but a brute +under the circumstances could have acted otherwise?" + +In writing to Charlotte he told her all. It was a relief to pour out his +heart to her, though of course he carefully kept back names. + +By return of post he received her answer. + +"I must do something for that mother. You will not let me come to her. +But if I cannot and must not come, I can at least help with money. How +much money shall I send you?" + +To this Hinton answered,-- + +"None. She is a proud woman. She would not accept it." + +As he put this second letter in the post, he felt that any money gift +between these two Charlottes would be impossible. During little Harold's +illness he had put away all thoughts of the possibility of Mrs. Home +being entitled to any of his Charlotte's wealth. The near and likely +approach of death had put far from his mind all ideas of money. But now, +with the return of the usual routine of life in this small and humble +house, came back to Hinton's mind the thoughts which had so sorely +troubled him on the night on which Charlotte had told him Mrs. Home's +story. For his own personal convenience and benefit he had put away +these thoughts. He had decided that he could not move hand or foot in +the matter. But in the very house with this woman, though he might so +resolve not to act, he could not put the sense of the injustice done to +her away from his heart. He pondered on it and grew uneasy as to the +righteousness of his own conduct. As this uneasiness gathered strength, +he even avoided Mrs. Home's presence. For the first time, too, in his +life Hinton was beginning to realize what a very ugly thing +poverty--particularly the poverty of the upper classes--really is. To +make things easier for this family in their time of illness, he had +insisted on having what meals he took in the house, in the room with Mr. +and Mrs. Home. He would not, now that Harold was better, change this +custom. But though he liked it, it brought him into direct contact with +the small shifts necessary to make so slender a purse as their's cover +their necessary expenses. Mr. Home noticed nothing; but Mrs. Home's thin +face grew more and more worn, and Hinton's heart ached as he watched it. +He felt more and more compunctions as to his own conduct. These +feelings were to be quickened into activity by a very natural +consequence which occurred just then. + +Little Harold's life was spared, and neither Daisy nor the baby had +taken the fever. So far all was well. Doctor H----, too, had ceased his +visits, and the little invalid was left to the care of the first doctor +who had been called in. Yes, up to a certain point Harold's progress +towards recovery was all that could be satisfactory. But beyond that +point he did not go. For a fortnight after the fever left him his +progress towards recovery was rapid. Then came the sudden standstill. +His appetite failed him, a cough came on, and a hectic flush in the pale +little face. The child was pining for a change of air, and the father's +and mother's purse had been already drained almost to emptiness by the +expenses of the first illness. One day when Doctor Watson came and felt +the feeble, too rapid pulse he looked grave. Mrs. Home followed him from +the room. + +"What ails my boy, doctor? He is making no progress, none whatever." + +"Does he sleep enough?" asked Doctor Watson suddenly. + +"Not well; he coughs and is restless." + +"Ah! I am sorry he has got that cough. How is his appetite?" + +"He does not fancy much food. He has quite turned against his beef-tea." + +Doctor Watson was silent. + +"What is wrong?" asked Mrs. Home, coming nearer and looking up into his +face. + +"Madam, there is nothing to alarm yourself with. Your boy has gone +through a most severe illness; the natural consequences must follow. He +wants change. He will be fit to travel by easy stages in a week at +latest. I should recommend Torquay. It is mild and shielded from the +spring east winds. Take him to Torquay as soon as possible. Keep him +there for a month, and he will return quite well." + +"Suppose I cannot?" + +"Ah! then----" with an expressive shrug of the shoulders and raising of +the brows, "my advice is to take him if possible. I don't like that +cough." + +Doctor Watson turned away. He felt sorry enough, but he had more acute +cases than little Harold Home's to trouble him, and he wisely resolved +that to think about what could not be remedied, would but injure his own +powers of working. Being a really kind-hearted man he said to himself, +"I will make their bill as light as I can when I send it in." And then +he forgot the poor curate's family until the time came round for his +next visit. Meanwhile Mrs. Home stood still for a moment where he had +left her, then went slowly to her own room. + +"Mother, mother, I want you," called the weak, querulous voice of the +sick child. + +"Coming in a moment, darling," she said. But for that one moment, she +felt she must be alone. + +Locking her door she went down on her knees. Not a tear came to her +eyes, not a word to her lips. There was an inward groan, expressing +itself in some voiceless manner after this fashion,-- + +"My God, my God, must I go through the fiery furnace?" Then smoothing +her hair, and forcing a smile back to her lips, she went back to her +little son. + +All that afternoon she sat with him, singing to him, telling him +stories, playing with him. In the evening, however, she sought an +opportunity to speak to her husband alone. + +"Angus, you know how nearly we lost our boy a week ago?" + +The curate paused, and looked at her earnestly, surprised at her look +and manner. + +"Yes, my dearest," he said. "But God was merciful." + +"Oh! Angus," she said; and now relief came to her, for as she spoke she +began to weep. "You are good, you are brave, you could have let him go. +But for me--for me--it would have killed me. I should have died or gone +mad!" + +"Lottie dear--my darling, you are over-strung. The trial, the fiery +trial, was not sent. Why dwell on what our loving Father has averted?" + +"Oh, Angus! but has He--has He," then choking with pent-up emotion, she +told what the doctor had said to-day, how necessary the expensive change +was for the little life. "And we have no money," she said in conclusion, +"our purse is very nearly empty." + +"Very nearly empty indeed," answered Angus Home. + +He was absolutely silent after this news, no longer attempting to +comfort his wife. + +"Angus, God is cruel if for the sake of wanting a little money our boy +must die." + +"Don't," said the curate--God was so precious to him that these words +smote on him even now with a sense of agony--"don't," he repeated, and +he raised his hand as though to motion away an evil spirit. + +"He is cruel if He lets our boy die for want of money to save him," +repeated the mother in her desperation. + +"He won't do that, Lottie--He will never do that, there is not the least +fear." + +"Then how are we to get the money?" + +"I don't know, I cannot think to-night. I will go up to Harold now." + +He turned and left the room with slow steps. As he mounted the stairs +his back was so bent, his face so gray and careworn, that though +scarcely forty he looked like an old man. + +This was Harold's one precious hour with his father, and the little +fellow was sitting up in bed and expecting him. + +"Father," he said, noticing the anxious look on his face, which was +generally as serene and peaceful as the summer sea, "what is the matter? +You are ill; are you going to have the scarlet fever too?" + +"No, my dear, dear boy. I am quite well, quite well at least in body. I +have a care on my mind that makes me look a little sad, but don't notice +it, Harold, it will pass." + +"_You_ have a care on your mind!" said Harold in a tone of surprise. "I +know mother often, often has, but I did not think you had cares, +father." + +"How can I help it, boy, sometimes?" + +"I thought you gave your cares to God. I don't understand a bit how you +manage it, but I remember quite well your telling mother that you gave +your cares away to God." + +The father turning round suddenly, stooped down and kissed the boy. + +"Thank you, my son, for reminding me. Yes, I will give this care too to +God, it shall not trouble me." + +Then the two began to talk, and the son's little wasted hand was held in +the father's. The father's face had recovered its serenity, and the +little son, though he coughed continually, looked happy. + +"Father," he said suddenly, "there's just one thing I'm sorry for." + +"What's that, my boy?" + +"There were a whole lot of other things, father; about my never having +gone to live in the country, and those gypsy teas that mother told me +of. You light a fire outside, you know, father, and boil the kettle on +it, and have your tea in the woods and the fields. It must be just +delicious. I was sorry about that, for I've never been to one, never +_even_ to one all my life long; and then there's the pretty lady--I do +want to see my pretty lady once again. I was sorry about those things +all day, but not now. 'Tisn't any of those things makes me so sorry +now." + +"What makes you sorry, Harold?" + +"Father, I'm just a little bit jealous about Jesus. You see there's +always such a lot of us little children dying and going to heaven, and +He can't come for us all, so He has to send angels. Now I don't want an +angel, I want Him to come for me Himself." + +"Perhaps He will, Harold," said his father, "perhaps Jesus will be so +very loving to His little lamb that He will find time to come for him +Himself." + +"Oh, father! when you are giving Him your new care to-night, will you +just ask Him not to be so dreadfully busy, but to try and come Himself?" + +"Yes, Harold," said the father. + +After this promise little Harold went to sleep very happily. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +"THY WILL BE DONE." + + +"You always give your cares to God," little Harold had said to his +father. + +That father, on his knees with his head bowed between his hands, and a +tempest of agony, of entreaty in his heart, found suddenly that he could +not give this care away to God. For a moment, when the boy had spoken, +he had believed that this was possible, but when little Harold had +himself spoken so quietly of dying and going to Jesus, the father's +heart rose suddenly in the fiercest rebellion. No; if it meant the +slaying of his first-born he could not so quietly lay it in the hands of +God and say, "Thy will be done." This unearthly man, who had always +lived with a kind of heaven-sent radiance round his path, found himself +suddenly human after all. His earthly arms clung tightly round the +earthly form of his pretty little lad and would not unclasp themselves. +It was to this man who had so serenely and for many years walked in the +sunshine of God's presence, with nothing to hide his glory from his +eyes, as though he had come up to a high, a blank, an utterly +impenetrable wall, which shut away all the divine radiance. He could +neither climb this wall, nor could he see one glimpse of God at the dark +side where he found himself. In an agony this brave heart tried to pray, +but his voice would not rise above his chamber, would not indeed even +ascend to his lips. He found himself suddenly voiceless and dumb, dead +despair stealing over him. He did not, however, rise from his knees, and +in this position his wife found him when, late that night, she came up +to bed. She had been crying so hard and so long that by very force of +those tears her heart was lighter, and her husband, when he raised his +eyes, hollow from the terrible struggle within, to her face, looked now +the most miserable of the two. The mute appeal in his eyes smote on the +wife's loving heart, instantly she came over and knelt by his side. + +"You must come to bed, Angus dear. I have arranged with Mr. Hinton, and +he will sit up with our little lad for the next few hours." + +"I could not sleep, Lottie," answered the husband. "God is coming to +take away our child and I can't say, 'Thy will be done.'" + +"You can't!" repeated the wife, and now her lips fell apart and she +gazed at her husband. + +"No Lottie; you called God cruel downstairs, and now He looks cruel to +me. I can't give Him my first-born. I can't say 'Thy will be done;' but +oh!" continued the wretched man, "this is horrible, this is blasphemous. +Oh! has God indeed forsaken me?" + +"No, no, no!" suddenly almost shrieked the wife; "no, no!" she repeated; +and now she had flung her arms round her husband and was straining him +to her heart. "Oh, my darling! my beloved! you were never, never, never, +so near to me, so dear to me, as now. God does not want you to say that, +Angus. Angus, it is _not_ God's will that our child should die, it is +Satan's will, not God's. God is love, and it can't be love to torture +us, and tear our darling away from us like that. The will of God is +righteousness, and love, and happiness; not darkness, and death, and +misery. Oh, Angus! let us both kneel here and say, 'Thy will be done,' +for I believe the will of God will be to save the child." + +A great faith had suddenly come to this woman. She lifted her voice, and +a torrent of eloquent words, of passionate utterances, rent the air and +went up to God from that little room, and the husband stole his hand +into the wife's as she prayed. After this they both slept, and Lottie's +heart was lighter than it had ever been in all her life before. + +The next morning this lightness, almost gayety of heart, was still +there. For the time she had really changed places with her husband; for, +believing that the end would be good, she felt strong to endure. + +Mr. and Mrs. Home went downstairs to find Hinton regarding them +anxiously. He had not spent a long night with the sick child without +gathering very clearly how imminent was the peril still hanging over the +family. Harold's night had been a wretched one, and he was weaker this +morning. Hinton felt that a great deal more must be done to restore +Harold to health; but he had not heard what Dr. Watson had said, and was +therefore as yet in the dark and much puzzled how best to act. Seeing +the mother's face serene, almost calm, as she poured out the tea, and +the father's clouded over, he judged both wrongly. + +"She is deceived," he said of the one. "He knows," he said of the other. +Had he, however, reversed the positions it would have been nearer the +truth. + +He went away with a thousand schemes in his head. He would visit the +doctor. He would--could he--might he, risk a visit to Charlotte? He was +resolved that in some way he must save the boy; but it was not reserved +for his hand to do the good deed on this occasion. After breakfast he +went out, and Mr. Home, feeling almost like a dead man, hurried off to +the daily service. + +For a brief moment Charlotte was alone. The instant she found herself +so, she went straight down on her knees, and with eyes and heart raised +to heaven, said, aloud and fervently,-- + +"Thy holy, loving, righteous Will be done." + +Then she got up and went to her little son. In the course of the morning +the boy said to his mother,-- + +"How much I should like to see that pretty lady." + +"It would not be safe for her to come to you, my darling," said Mrs. +Home. "You are not yet quite free from infection, and if you saw her +now she might get ill. You would not harm your pretty lady, Harold?" + +"No, indeed, mother, not for worlds. But if I can't see her," he added, +"may I have her toys to play with?" + +The mother fetched them and laid them on the bed. + +"And now give me what was in the brown paper parcels, mother. The dear, +dear, dainty clothes! Oh! didn't our baby look just lovely in his velvet +frock? Please, mother, _may_ I see those pretty things once again?" + +Mrs. Home could not refuse. The baby's pelisse, Daisy's frock, and +Harold's own hat were placed by his side. He took up the hat with a +great sigh of admiration. It was of dark purple plush, with a plume of +ostrich feathers. + +"May I put it on, mother?" asked the little lad. + +He did so, then asked for a glass to look at himself. + +"Ah?" he said, half crying, half frightened at his wasted pale little +face under this load of finery, "I don't like it now. My pretty, pretty +lady's hat is much too big for me now. I can't wear it. Oh! mother, +wouldn't she be disappointed?" + +"She shan't be," said the mother, "for I will draw in the lining, and +then it will fit you as well as possible." + +"But oh! mother, do be careful. I saw her put in a nice little bit of +soft paper; I saw her put it under the lining my own self. You will +crush that bit of paper if you aren't careful, mother." + +The mother did not much heed the little eager voice, she drew in a cord +which ran round the lining, then again placed the hat on Harold's head. + +"Now it fits, darling," she said. + +"But I think the bit of paper is injured," persisted the boy. "How funny +I should never have thought of it until now. I'll take it out, mother, +and you can put it by with the other things." + +The little fingers poked under the lining and drew out something thin +and neatly folded. + +"Look, look, mother!" he said excitedly; "there's writing. Read it, +mother; read what she said." + +Mrs. Home read,-- + + "For Harold, with his lady's love." + +She turned the paper. There, staring her in the face, lay a fresh, crisp +Bank of England note for fifty pounds. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +"YOU KEPT A SECRET FROM ME." + + +Hinton, when he went away that morning, was, as I have said, very +undecided how best to act. He saw very clearly the fresh danger arising +to Harold. Was he but rescued from the dangerous fever to fall a prey to +lingering, or, perhaps, rapid consumption? Even his unprofessional eye +saw the danger the boy was in; and the boy himself, lying awake during +most of the weary hours of the night, had confided to his friend some +thoughts which it seemed to Hinton could only come to such a child as +the precursor of death. He now loved the boy for his own sake, and he +was determined, even more determined than during the height of the +fever, to do something to again save his life. + +After a brief pause for rapid thought, he determined to visit Dr. +Watson. That busy man was at home and saw Hinton at once. + +"Little Home is no better," said Hinton, going straight, as his wont +was, to the very heart of his subject. + +"He will never be any better unless he has change," replied the doctor. +"Neither I nor any other man can now do more for him. He requires, nay, +he is dying for want of nature's remedies, complete change, fresh, mild +sea-air. I told his mother so most plainly yesterday. I recommended +Torquay within a week from now, if she wishes to save his life." + +"Torquay is an expensive place, and a very long way from London," +replied Hinton. "It seems almost cruel to tell Mrs. Home to do that for +her child which must be utterly impossible." + +"There is no other chance for his life," replied the doctor. "I should +be doing less than my duty, did I for a moment conceal that fact." + +Hinton paused for a moment to think, then he abruptly changed the +subject. + +"I want to visit a friend this morning--a friend who has never had +scarlet fever. It is rather important that we should meet; but I must +not risk danger. You know I have been a good deal with the little boy. +Is there a risk to my friend in our meeting now?" + +"Change all your clothes," replied the doctor; "wear nothing you have in +the Homes' house. Perhaps it would also be a wise precaution to take a +Turkish bath. If you do all this you may meet your friend without the +slightest risk of evil consequences." + +Hinton thanked the doctor, and as the result of this conversation +entered the dining-room in Prince's Gate just as Charlotte was sitting +down to her solitary luncheon. + +It was over three weeks since these two had met, and the long three +weeks had seemed like for ever to the loving heart of the woman, who was +so soon now to be Hinton's wife. She expressed her joy at this +unexpected meeting, not so much by words, but so effectually with eyes +and manner, that Hinton, as he folded his arms round her, could not help +a great throb of thankfulness rising up from his heart. + +They sat down to lunch, and then afterwards Hinton told her the story of +little Harold Home. In telling this tale, however, he omitted again both +name and address. He had not meant when beginning his tale to keep these +things any longer a mystery from her, but as the words dropped from him, +and Charlotte's eyes were fixed on his face, and Charlotte's lips +trembled with emotion, some undefined sensation prompted him to keep +back these particulars. + +Hinton, in coming to Charlotte, relied on her help, but he meant her +just now to bestow it as on a stranger. As he had expected, his tale +aroused her warmest enthusiasm and interest. + +"John," she said, "something must be done. The boy must not die!" + +"He must go to Torquay," replied Hinton. "That is most manifest. But the +difficulty will be how. They are very proud people. The difficulty will +be how to induce them to accept aid from outsiders." + +"Do you think they will be proud, John, when their child's life depends +on their accepting some aid from others? I don't think they will allow +so false an emotion to sacrifice his little precious life. It seems to +me, that were I in that mother's place, I would lick the dust off the +most menial feet that ever walked, to save my child." + +"Perhaps you are right," said Hinton: "there is no doubt that one woman +can best read the heart of another. What I propose is, that I take the +little boy down to Torquay for a few weeks; I can make an excuse to the +mother on my own score, and it will not seem so hard for her to send her +boy. And the little lad loves me, I believe." + +"Would it not be best for the mother to take her child herself?" + +"It undoubtedly would. But it would be placing her under deeper +obligation. I want to make it as light as possible to her." + +"Then, John, you will give me one happiness? I will provide the money +for this expedition." + +"You shall, my dearest," answered Hinton, stooping down and kissing her. + +He meant her to help Charlotte Home in this way, and he did not notice +the slight sigh scarcely allowed to escape her lips. The fact was, +Charlotte Harman had grown very hungry, almost starved, for her lover +during his three weeks' absence, and now the thought that he was going +still farther away from her, and their wedding-day drawing so quickly +on, could not but excite a pang; the selfish part of her rose in revolt, +and struggled to rebel, but with a firm hand she kept it well under, and +Hinton never noticed her strangled little sigh. They talked for a long +time of their plans, and Charlotte mentioned what money she had of her +very own, and which could be immediately at Hinton's disposal. In the +midst of this conversation, the postman's knock was heard, and a moment +later a servant brought Charlotte a letter. She did not recognize the +handwriting, and laid it for a moment unopened by her side. Then some +confused remembrance of having seen it before, caused her to tear open +the envelope. This was what her eyes rested on. + + Charlotte--my sister and friend--I have found the little piece of + paper you put into my Harold's hat. I never knew it was there until + to-day. Thank God I did not know, for had I seen it after your + visit, I should certainly, in my mad, ungracious, evil pride, have + returned it to you. + + Dear Charlotte--God nearly broke my heart since I saw you. He + nearly took my boy away. In that process my pride has gone, though + my love and tenderness and gratitude to you remain, for with this + fifty pounds you are saving my child's little life. Thank you for + it. God will bless you for it. You will never--never regret this + deed. It will come back to you, the remembrance of it, in the midst + of your own wealth and affluence, or if dark days visit you, you + will let your thoughts wander to it as a place of safe anchorage + in the storm. It will, all your life long, be a source to you of + rejoicing that you saved a father's and mother's hearts from + breaking, and kept a precious little life in this world. + + I can add no more now, my dear. For this money must be spent, and + at once. Oh! precious, valuable gold, which is to keep Harold with + me! I will write to you when we come back from Torquay; do not come + to see me before, it would not be safe for you. + + Ever, my dear friend, because of you, the happiest and most + grateful mother on God's earth, + + CHARLOTTE HOME. + +Charlotte Harman's face was very white when, after reading this letter, +she raised her eyes to Hinton's. What had been written with all joy and +thankfulness was received with pain. Why had Hinton kept this thing from +her? Why had he not told her where he had been staying? + +"You kept a secret from me," she said, and her eyes filled with heavy +tears. + +Then as he tried to comfort her, being very compunctious himself at +having failed utterly to trust one so brave and noble, she suddenly drew +herself from his embrace. + +"John," she said, with some pride in her voice, "did you in any degree +keep this thing from me because you believed Mrs. Home's story about my +grandfather's will?" + +"I had a thousand nameless reasons for not telling you, Charlotte. My +principal one after the child got ill was my fear that you would come to +the house, and so run the risk of infection." + +"Then you do not at all believe Mrs. Home's story?" + +"I have not investigated it, my darling. I have done nothing but simply +listen to what you yourself told me. _You_ do not believe it?" + +"Certainly not! How could I? It implicates my father." + +"We will not think of it, Charlotte." + +"We must think of it, for justice must be done to this woman and to her +children; and besides, I wish to clear it up, for I will not have my +father blamed." + +Hinton was silent. Charlotte gazed at him eagerly, his silence +dissatisfied her. His whole manner carried the conviction that his faith +in her father was by no means equal to hers. + +"Is it possible to see wills?" she asked suddenly. + +"Certainly, dear; anybody can see any will by paying a shilling, at +Somerset House." + +"Would my grandfather's will be kept at Somerset House?" + +"Yes. All wills are kept there." + +"Then," said Charlotte, rising as she spoke, "before our wedding-day I +will go to Somerset House and read my grandfather's will." + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +THEY RECALL TOO MUCH. + + +Mr. Harman had a hard task before him. He was keeping two things at bay, +two great and terrible things, Death and Thought. They were pursuing +him, they were racing madly after him, and sometimes the second of these +his enemies so far took possession of him as to grasp him by the +heartstrings. But though he knew well that in the end both one and the +other would conquer and lay him low, yet still he was in a measure +victor. That strong nourishment, those potent medicines were keeping the +life in him; while his still eager absorption in business prevented that +time for reflection which was worse than death. His medical man, knowing +nothing of his inner history, had begged of him to rest, to give up +business, assuring him that by so doing he would prolong his short span +of life. But Harman had answered, and truly, "If I give up business I +shall be in my grave in a fortnight;" and there was such solemn +conviction in his voice and manner, that the physician was fain to bow +to the dictum of his patient. Except once to his brother Jasper, and +once to Hinton, Mr. Harman had mentioned to no one how near he believed +his end to be. The secret was not alluded to, the master of the house +keeping up bravely, bearing his pains in silence and alone, and that +subtle element of rejoicing began to pervade this quiet, luxurious home +which precedes a wedding. Only one in the dwelling ever thought of +funeral gloom. + +Little Harold Home had gone to Torquay with his mother. Hinton was once +more free to go in and out of the house in Prince's Gate, and he and +Charlotte were necessarily much occupied with each other. There seemed +to these two so much to be done, and the time seemed so short until the +twentieth of April, that had the very sun stood still for them, they +would have felt no undue sensation of surprise. + +When people are about to step into the Garden of Eden even nature must +sympathize, and marriage seemed that to Charlotte and Hinton. After +their wedding tour it was arranged that they were to come to the house +in Prince's Gate. For some time Mr. Harman had begged them to make it +their home; but though Hinton could not oppose, he had a hope of some +day settling down in a smaller house. He liked the power which wealth +could give, but he was so unused to luxuries, that they were in +themselves almost repellent to him. Charlotte, on the contrary, was +perfectly happy to live in the old place. Home to this womanly heart was +wherever her loved ones were; and she also acceded joyfully to another +question which otherwise might have appeared a little either strange or +selfish. Her father begged of her not to extend her wedding tour beyond +a week. "Come back to me," said the old man, "at the end of a week; let +me feel that comfort when you say good-by on your wedding-day." + +Charlotte had promised, with her arms round his neck and her bright hair +touching his silver locks. And now April had set in, and the days flew +fast. All was bustle and confusion, and milliners and dressmakers worked +as though there had never been a bride before, and Charlotte, too, +believed there had never been so happy, so fortunate, so altogether +blessed a woman as herself. + +One of those spring days, for the weather was particularly lovely, Mr. +Harman came home earlier than usual and went to his study. For no +special reason he had found it impossible to settle to any active work +that morning. He had hastened home, and now taking his accustomed +medicine, lay back in his armchair to rest. The medicine he had taken +was partly of a sedative character, but to-day it failed in all soothing +effects. That bloodhound Thought was near, and with a bound it sprang +forward and settled its fangs into his heartstrings. + +Mr. Harman could not sit still, he rose and began to pace his room. +Stay--how could he quiet this monster of remorse and reflection? Would +death do it by and by? He shook his head as this idea came to him. Were +death but an annihilation he could, would, how gladly, welcome it, but +all his firmest convictions pointed to a God and a future. A future to +him meant retribution. He found it absolutely impossible to comfort his +heart with so false a doctrine as that of annihilation. In the midst of +his meditations his brother Jasper entered. + +"Good Heavens! John, you do look bad!" he exclaimed almost +involuntarily, noticing the anguish on the fine old face. + +"I'm a very miserable man," answered John Harman, and he sank down into +a chair as he spoke. + +"I would not think so much about my health," said Jasper; "doctors are +the most mistaken fools under the sun. I knew a man out in Australia, +and the first medical man in Sydney told him he had not a week to live. +He came home and made his will and bid all his relations good-by. Well, +what were the consequences? The week came to an end, but not the man; my +dear John, that man is alive now, and what is more, he is in the +enjoyment of perfect health. The doctor was all wrong; they are mortal +like ourselves, man, and by no means infallible. I would not take my +death for granted, if I were you; I would determine to take out a fresh +lease of life when Charlotte is married. Determination does wonders in +such cases." + +"I am not thinking of my death," answered Mr. Harman; "were death but +all, I could almost welcome it. No, it is not death, it is memory. +Jasper," he added, turning fiercely on his brother, "you were as the +very devil to me once, why do you come to preach such sorry comfort +now?" + +Jasper Harman had an impenetrable face, but at these words it turned a +shade pale. He went to the fire and stirred it, he put on more coal, he +even arranged in a rather noisy way one or two of the chimney ornaments. + +"If only that trustee had not died just then--and if only--only you had +not tempted me," continued the elder man. + +"You forget, John," suddenly said Jasper, "what the alternative would +have been just then, absolute ruin, ruin coupled with disgrace!" + +"I do not believe in the disgrace, and as to the ruin, we could have +started afresh. Oh! to start even now with but sixpence in my pocket, +and with clean hands! What would have been the old disgrace compared to +the present misery?" + +"Take comfort, John, no one knows of it; and if we are but careful no +one need ever know. Don't excite yourself, be but careful, and no one +need ever know." + +"God knows," answered the white-headed elder brother. And at these words +Jasper again turned his face away. After a time, in which he thought +briefly and rapidly, he turned, and sitting down by John, began to +speak. + +"Something has come to my knowledge which may be a comfort to you. I did +not mention it earlier, because in your present state of health I know +you ought not to worry yourself. But as it seems you are so +over-sensitive, I may as well mention that it will be possible for you +to make reparation without exposing yourself." + +"How?" asked Mr. Harman. + +"I know where Daisy Harman's daughter lives--you know we completely lost +sight of her. I believe she is poor; she is married to a curate, all +curates are poor; they have three children. Suppose, suppose you +settled, say, well, half the money her mother had for her lifetime, on +this young woman. That would be seventy-five pounds a year; a great +difference seventy-five pounds would make in a poor home." + +"A little of the robbery paid back," said Mr. Harman with a dreary +smile. "Jasper, you are a worse rogue than I am, and I believe you study +the Bible less. God knows I don't care to confront myself with its +morality, but I have a memory that it recommends, nay, commands, in the +case of restoring again, or of paying back stolen goods, that not half +should be given, but the whole, multiplied fourfold!" + +"Such a deed, as Quixotic as unnecessary, could not be done, it would +arouse suspicion," said Jasper decidedly. + +After this the two brothers talked together for some time. Jasper quiet +and calm, John disturbed and perplexed, too perplexed to notice that the +younger and harder man was keeping back part of the truth. But +conversation agitated John Harman, agitated him so much that that +evening some of the veil was torn from his daughter's eyes, for during +dinner he fainted away. Then there was commotion and dismay, and the +instant sending for doctors, and John Hinton and Jasper Harman both felt +almost needless alarm. + +When the old man came to himself he found his head resting on his +daughter's shoulder. During all the time he was unconscious she had eyes +and ears for no one else. + +"Leave me alone with the child," he said feebly to all the others. When +they were gone, he looked at her anxious young face. "There is no cause, +my darling, no cause whatever; what does one faint signify? Put your +arms round me, Charlotte, and I shall feel quite well." + +She did so, laying her soft cheek against his. + +"Now you shall see no one but me to-night," she said, "and I shall sit +with you the whole evening, and you must lie still and not talk. You are +ill, father, and you have tried to keep it from me." + +"A little weak and unfit for much now, I confess," he said in a tone of +relief. He saw she was not seriously alarmed, and it was a comfort to +confide so far in her. + +"You are weak and tired, and need rest," she said: "you shall see no one +to-night but me, and I will stay with you the whole evening!" + +"What!" said her father, "you will give up Hinton for me, Lottie!" + +"Even that I will do for you," she said, and she stooped and kissed his +gray head. + +"I believe you love me, Lottie. I shall think of that all the week you +are away. You are sure you will only remain away one week?" + +"Father, you and I have never been parted before in all my life; I +promise faithfully to come back in a week," she answered. + +He smiled at this, and allowing her still to retain his hand in hers, +sank into a quiet sleep. While he slept Charlotte sat quietly at his +feet. She felt perplexed and irresolute. Her father's fainting fit had +alarmed her, and now, looking into his face, even to her inexperience, +the ravages which disease, both mental and physical, had brought there +could not but be apparent to her. She had to acknowledge to herself that +her father, only one year her Uncle Jasper's senior, looked a very old, +nay, she could not shut her eyes to the fact, a very unhappy man. What +brought that look on his face? A look which she acknowledged to herself +she had seen there all her life, but which seemed to be growing in +intensity with his added years. She closed her own eyes with a pang as a +swift thought of great anguish came over her. This thought passed as +quickly as it came; in her remorse at having entertained it she stooped +down and kissed the withered old hand which still lay in hers. + +It was impossible for Charlotte really to doubt her father; but occupied +as she was with her wedding preparations, and full of brightness as her +sky undoubtedly looked to her just now, she had not forgotten Hinton's +manner when she had asked him what faith he put in Mrs. Home's story. +Hinton had evaded her inquiry. This evasion was as much as owning that +he shared Mrs. Home's suspicions. Charlotte must clear up her beloved +father in the eyes of that other beloved one. If on all hands she was +warned not to agitate him, there was another way in which she could do +it: she could read her grandfather's will. But though she had made up +her mind to do this, she had an unaccountable repugnance to the task. +For the first time in all her open, above-board life she would be doing +something which she must conceal from her father. Even John Hinton +should not accompany her to Somerset House. She must find the will and +master its contents, and the deed once done, what a relief to her! With +what joy would she with her own lips chase away the cloud which she felt +sure rested over her beloved father in her lover's heart! + +"It is possible that, dearly as we love each other, such a little doubt +might divide us by and by," she said to herself. "Yes, yes, it is right +that I should dissipate it, absolutely right, when I feel so very, very +sure." + +At this moment her father stirred in his sleep, and she distinctly heard +the words drop from his lips---- + +"I would make reparation." + +Before she had even time to take these words in, he had opened his eyes +and was gazing at her. + +"You are better now," she said, stooping down and kissing him. + +"Yes, my darling; much, much better." He sat up as he spoke, and made an +effort to put on at least a show of life and vigor. "A man of my age +fainting, Charlotte, is nothing," he said; "really nothing whatever. You +must not dwell on it again." + +"I will not," she said. + +Her answer comforted him and he became really brighter and better. + +"It is nice to have you all to myself, my little girl; it is very nice. +Not that I grudge you to Hinton; I have a great regard for Hinton; but, +my darling, you and I have been so much to each other. We have never in +all our lives had one quarrel." + +"Quarrel, father! of course not. How can those who love as we do +quarrel?" + +"Sometimes they do, Lottie. Thank God, such an experience cannot visit +you; but it comes to some and darkens everything. I have known it." + +"You have, father?" In spite of herself, Charlotte felt her voice +trembling. + +"I had a great and terrible quarrel with my father, Charlotte; my father +who seemed once as close to me as your father is to you. He married +again, and the marriage displeased me, and such bitter words passed +between us, that for years that old man and I did not speak. For years, +the last years of his life, we were absolutely divided. We made it up in +the end; we were one again when he died; but what happened then has +embittered my whole life--my whole life." + +Charlotte was silent, though the color was coming into her cheeks and +her heart began to beat. + +"And to-day, Lottie," continued Mr. Harman, "to-day your uncle Jasper +told me about my father's little daughter. You have never heard of her; +she was a baby-child when I saw her last. There were many complications +after my father's death; complications which you must take on trust, for +I cannot explain them to you. They led to my never seeing that child +again. Lottie, though she was my little half-sister, she was quite +young, not older than you, and to-day Jasper told me about her. He knows +where she lives; she is married and has children, and is poor. I could +never, never bring myself to look on her face; but some day, not when I +am alive, but some day you may know her; I should like you to know her +some day, and to be kind to her. She has been hardly treated, into that +too I cannot go; but I must set it right. I mean to give her money; you +will not be quite so rich; you won't mind that?" + +"Mind it! mind it! Oh, father!" And Charlotte suddenly began to weep; +she could not help that sudden, swift shower, though she struggled hard +to repress it, seeing how her father trembled, and how each moment he +looked more agitated. + +"Do you know," she said, checking her sobs as soon as she possibly +could, "that Uncle Jasper, too, has told me that story; he asked me not +to speak of it to you, for you would only be upset. He said how much you +took to heart, even still, that time when your father was angry with +you." + +"And I angry with him, Lottie; and I with him. Don't forget that." + +"Yes, dear father, he told me the tale. I longed to come to you with +it, for it puzzled me, but he would not let me. Father, I, too, have +seen that little sister; she is not little now, she is tall and +noble-looking. She is a sweet and brave woman, and she has three of the +most lovely children I ever saw; her children are like angels. Ah! I +shall be glad to help that woman and those children. I cannot thank you +enough for doing this." + +"Don't thank me, child; in God's name don't thank me." + +"If you could but see those children." + +"I would not see them; I would not; I could not. Charlotte, you don't +know what bygone memories are to an old man like me. I could never see +either the mother or the children. Lottie, tell me nothing more about +them; if you love me never mention their names to me. They recall too +much, and I am weak and old. I will help them; yes, before God I promise +to help them; but I can never either see or speak of them, they recall +too much." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +HAD HE SEEN A GHOST? + + +At this time Jasper Harman was a very perplexed man. Unlike his brother +John, he was untroubled by remorse. Though so outwardly good-tempered +and good-natured, his old heart was very hard; and though the arrows of +past sins and past injustices might fly around him, they could not visit +the inner shrine of that adamantine thing which he carried about instead +of a heart of flesh within him. + +What the painful process must be which would restore to Jasper Harman +the warm living heart of a little child, one must shudder even to +contemplate. At present that process had not begun. But though he felt +no remorse whatever, and stigmatized his brother as an old fool, he had +considerable anxiety. + +There was an ugly secret in the back parts of these two brothers' lives; +a secret which had seemed all these years safe and buried in the grave, +but over which now little lights were beginning to pour. How could +Jasper plaster up the crevices and restore the thing to its silent +grave? Upon this problem he pondered from morning to night. + +He did not like that growing anxiety of his brother's; he could not tell +to what mad act it would lead him; he did not like a new look of fear +which, since her father's fainting fit, he had seen on Charlotte's +smooth brow; he did not like Mrs. Home coming and boldly declaring that +an injustice had been done; he felt that between them these foolish and +miserable people would pull a disgraceful old secret out of its grave, +unless he, Jasper Harman, could outwit them. What a blessing that that +other trustee was dead and buried, and that he, Jasper Harman, had +really stood over his grave. Yes, the secret which he and his brother +had guarded so faithfully for over twenty years might remain for ever +undiscovered if only common sense, the tiniest bit of common sense, was +exercised. Jasper paced his room as he thought of this. Yes, there could +be no fear, unless--here he stood still, and a cold dew of sudden terror +stole over him--suppose that young woman, that wronged young woman, +Charlotte Home, should take it into her head to go and read her father's +will. The will could not be put away. For the small sum of one shilling +she might go and master the contents, and then the whole fraud would be +laid bare. Was it likely that Mrs. Home would do this? Jasper had only +seen her for a moment, but during that brief glance he read +determination and fixity of purpose in her eyes and mouth. He must trust +that this thought would not occur to her; but what a miserable +uncertainty this was to live in! He did not know that the graver danger +lay still nearer home, and that his own niece Charlotte was already +putting the match to this mine full of gunpowder. No, clever as he +thought himself, he was looking for the danger at the front door, when +it was approaching him by the back. + +After many days of most anxious thought he resolved to go and see the +Homes, for something must be done, and he could feel his way better if +he knew something of his opponents. + +Getting Mr. Home's address in the Post Office Directory, for he would +not betray himself by questioning Charlotte, he started off one evening +to walk to Kentish Town. He arrived in the dusk, and by good fortune or +otherwise, as he liked best to term it, the curate was at home, and so +far disengaged as to be able to give him a little leisure time. + +Jasper sent in his card, and the little maid, Anne, showed him into the +small parlor. There was a musty, unused smell in the dingy little room, +for Mrs. Home was still at Torquay, and the curate during her absence +mostly occupied his study. The maid, however, turned on the gas, and as +she did so a small girl of four slipped in behind her. She was a very +pretty child, with gray eyes and black eyelashes, and she stared in the +full, frank manner of infancy at old Jasper. She was not a shy child, +and felt so little fear of this good-natured, cherry-cheeked old man, +that when Anne withdrew she still remained in the room. + +Jasper had a surface love for children; he would not take any trouble +about them, but they amused him, and he found pleasure in watching their +unsophisticated ways. His good-natured, smiling face appealed to a +certain part of Daisy Home, not a very high part certainly, but with the +charming frankness of babyhood, the part appealed to gave utterance to +its desire. + +"Have 'ou brought me a present?" she demanded, running up to old Jasper +and laying her hand on his knee. + +"No, my dear," he replied quickly. "I'm so sorry; I forgot it." + +"Did 'ou?" said Daisy, puckering her pretty brows; "Then 'ou're not like +our pretty lady; she did not forget; she brought lots and lots and +lots." + +"I am very sorry," replied Jasper; "I will think of it next time." And +then Mr. Home coming in, the two went into the little study. + +"I am your wife's half-brother," said Jasper, introducing himself +without preface, for he had marked out his line of action before he +came. + +"Indeed!" replied Mr. Home. He was not a man easily surprised, but this +announcement did bring a slight color into his face. "You are Mr. +Harman," he repeated. "I am sorry my wife is away. She is staying at +Torquay with our eldest boy, who has been ill. She has seen your +daughter." + +"Not my daughter, sir, my niece--a fine girl, but Quixotic, a little +fanciful and apt to take up whims, but a fine girl for all that." + +"I, too, have seen Miss Harman," answered Mr. Home. "I met her once in +Regent's Park, and, without knowing anything about us, she was good to +our children. You must pardon me, sir, if in expressing the same opinion +about her we come to it by different roads. It seems to me that the +fine traits in Miss Harman's character are _due_ to her Quixotic or +unworldly spirit." + +For a moment Jasper Harman felt puzzled, then he chuckled inwardly. "The +man who says that, is unworldly himself, therefore unpractical. So much +the better for my purpose." Aloud he said, "Doubtless you put the case +best, sir; but I will not take up your valuable time discussing my +niece's virtues. I have come to talk to you on a little matter of +business. Your wife has told you her story?" + +"My wife has certainly concealed nothing from me," replied Mr. Home. + +"She has mentioned her father's very curious will?" + +"His very unjust will," corrected Mr. Home. + +"Yes, sir, I agree with you, it was unjust. It is to talk to you about +that will I have come to you to-night." + +"Sit nearer to the fire," replied Mr. Home, poking up the handful in the +grate into as cheerful a blaze as circumstances would permit. + +"It was, as you say, an unjust will," proceeded old Jasper, peering hard +with his short-sighted eyes at the curate, and trying to read some +emotion beneath his very grave exterior. Being unable to fathom the +depths of a character which was absolutely above the love of money, he +felt perplexed, he scarcely liked this great self-possession. Did this +Home know too much? "It was an unjust will," he repeated, "and took my +brother and myself considerably by surprise. Our father seemed fond of +his young wife, and we fully expected that he would leave her and her +child well provided for. However, my dear sir, the facts could not be +disputed. Her name was not mentioned at all. The entire property was +left principally to my elder brother John. He and I were partners in +business. Our father's money was convenient, and enabled us to grow +rich. At the time our father died we were very struggling. Perhaps the +fact that the money was so necessary to us just then made us think less +of the widow than we should otherwise have done. We did not, however, +forget her. We made provision for her during her life. But for us she +must have starved or earned her own living." + +"The allowance you made was not very ample," replied Mr. Home, "and such +as it was it ceased at her death." + +"Yes, sir; and there I own we--my brother and I--were guilty of an act +of injustice. I can only exonerate us on the plea of want of thought. +Our father's widow was a young woman--younger than either of us. The +child was but a baby. The widow's death seemed a very far off +contingency. We placed the money we had agreed to allow her the interest +on, in the hands of our solicitor. We absolutely forgot the matter. I +went to Australia, my brother grew old at home. When, five or six years +ago, we heard that Mrs. Harman was dead, and that our three thousand +pounds could return to us, we had absolutely forgotten the child. In +this I own we showed sad neglect. Your wife's visit to my niece, through +a mere accident, has recalled her to our memory, and I come here +to-night to say that we are willing, willing and anxious, to repay that +neglect, and to settle on your wife the sum of three thousand pounds; +that sum to be hers unconditionally, to do what she pleases with." + +When Jasper ceased to speak, Mr. Home was quite silent for a moment, +then he said, "My wife is away at present. I would rather not trouble +her with money matters during her short holiday. When she returns I will +tell her what you say and communicate to you the result." + +There was neither exultation nor annoyance in the quiet manner in which +these few words were spoken. Uncle Jasper found it impossible to +understand this man. He spoke as indifferently as if three thousand +pounds were nothing to him and yet, to judge from appearances, his whole +yearly income seemed hardly to represent the interest on so much +capital. Did this quiet manner but hide deep designs? Jasper Harman +fidgeted in his chair as this thought occurred to him. + +"There is just one thing more to add," he said. "I will leave you my +club address. Kindly communicate with me there. I should like, while +carrying out my elder brother's wish, to act entirely on it without +troubling him in any way. He is, I am sorry to say, very ill, so ill +that the least, the very least, agitation is dangerous to him. He feels +with me the unintentional injustice done to your wife, but he cannot +bear the subject alluded to. + +"Would it not rather be an ease to his mind to feel that what he looks +on and perhaps dwells on as a sin has been expiated, as far as his own +earthly act can expiate it?" inquired the clergyman gently. + +"He shall know it, but from my lips. I should like him best to hear it +from me," said Jasper Harman. + +A few moments after, he went away, Mr. Home accompanying him to the hall +door. The strong light of the gas lamp fell on his ruddy face and sandy +hair. He bade his host good-bye, and hurried down the street, never +observing that a man, much larger and much rougher than himself, was +bearing down upon him. It was raining, and the large man had an umbrella +up. The two came full tilt against each other. Jasper felt his breath +taken away, and could only gasp out a word of remonstrance and apology. + +But the other, in a full, round, cheery voice, replied, "I'm home from +the Colonies, stranger--you need not mention a tiff like that to _me_. +Bless you! I guess you got the worst of it." + +He passed on with a laugh, never noticing that he had left Jasper +standing in the middle of the road, gasping indeed now, but from a +different cause. He put his hand to his heart. He felt his breath come +too fast for comfort. What had come to him? Had he seen a ghost? + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +THE CHILDREN'S GREAT-UNCLE. + + +It was a few days after this that, the morning being very bright and +sunshiny, the little maid, Anne, determined to give Daisy and the baby a +long morning in the park. Mrs. Home was expected back in a few days. +Harold was very much better, and Anne, being a faithful and loving +little soul, was extremely anxious that Daisy and the baby should show +as rosy faces as possible to greet their mother's return. Hinton, who +still occupied the drawing-rooms, was absent as usual for the day. Mr. +Home would not come in until tea time. So Anne, putting some dinner for +the children and herself, in the back of the perambulator, and the house +latch-key in her pocket, started off to have what she called to Daisy, a +"picnic in the park." + +The baby was now nearly ten months old. His beauty had increased with +his growing months, and many people turned to look at the lovely little +fellow as Anne gayly wheeled him along. He had a great deal of hair, +which showed in soft golden rings under his cap, and his eyes, large and +gentle as a gazelle's, looked calmly out of his innocent face. Daisy, +too, was quite pretty enough to come in for her share of admiration, +and Anne felt proud of both her little charges. + +Reaching the park, she wheeled the perambulator under the shade of a +great tree, and sitting down herself on a bench, took little Angus in +her arms. Daisy scampered about and inquired when her namesakes, the +starry daisies of the field, would be there for her to gather. + +As the little child played and shouted with delight, and the baby and +small maid looked on, a stout, florid-faced man of foreign appearance, +passing slowly by, was attracted by the picturesque group. Daisy had +flung off her shabby little hat. Her bright hair was in wild confusion. +Her gray eyes looked black beneath their dark lashes. Running full tilt +across the stranger's path, she suddenly stumbled and fell. He stooped +to pick her up. She hardly thanked him, but flew back to Anne. The +foreign-looking man, however, stood still. Daisy's piquant little face +had caused him to start and change color. + +"Good gracious! what a likeness," he exclaimed, and he turned and sat +down on the bench beside Anne and the baby. + +"I hope the little thing didn't get hurt by that fall," he said to the +small maid. + +Anne, who was accustomed to having all admiration bestowed on her baby, +replied briefly that missy was right enough. As she spoke she turned +baby Angus round so that the stranger might see his radiant little face. +The dark eyes, however, of the pretty boy had no attraction for the man. +He still watched Daisy, who had resumed her amusements at a little +distance. + +Anne, who perceived that Daisy had attracted the stranger's admiration, +was determined to stay to watch the play out. She pretended to amuse +little Angus, but her eyes took furtive glances at the foreign-looking +man. Presently Daisy, who was not at all shy, came up. + +"You never thanked me for picking you up from the ground," said the +stranger to the little girl. + +Four year old Daisy turned up her eyes to his face. + +"I wor _so_ busy," she apologized. "T'ank 'ou now." + +The light on her face, her very expression, caused this rough-looking +man's heart to beat strangely. He held out his hand. Daisy put her soft +little palm into his. + +"Come and sit on my knee," he said. + +Daisy accepted the invitation with alacrity. She dearly liked +attention, and it was not often, with baby by, that she came in for the +lion's share. + +"What a funny red beard you have!" she said, putting up a small finger +to touch it delicately. + +This action, however, scandalized Anne, who, awaking to a sudden sense +of her responsibilities, rose to depart. + +"Come along, Miss Daisy," she exclaimed; "'tis time we was a-moving +home, and you mustn't trouble the gentleman no further, missy." + +"I s'ant go home, and I will stay," responded Daisy, her face growing +very red as she clung to her new friend. The man put his arm round her +in delight. + +"Sit down, my girl," he said, addressing Anne, "the little miss is not +troubling me. Quite the contrary, she reminds me of a little lassie I +used to know once, and she had the same name too, Daisy. Daisy Wilson +was her name. Now this little kid is so like her that I shouldn't a bit +wonder if she was a relation--perhaps her daughter. Shall I tell you +what your two names are, little one?" + +Daisy nodded her head and looked up expectantly. Anne, hoping no harm +was done, and devoured with curiosity, resumed her seat. + +"Your mamma's name was Daisy Wilson. You are her dear little daughter, +and your name is Daisy Harman. Well, I'm right, ain't I?" The man's face +was now crimson, and he only waited for Daisy's reply to clasp her to +his breast. But Daisy, in high delight at his mistake, clapped her +pretty hands. + +"No, no," she said, "you're quite wrong. Guess again, guess again." + +Instantly his interest and excitement died out. He pushed the child a +trifle away, and said,-- + +"I made a mistake. I can't guess." + +"I'm Daisy Home," replied Daisy, "and my mamma was never no Daisy +Wilson. Her name is Sarlotte Home." + +The stranger put Daisy gently from his lap, and the discovery which was +to affect so many people might never have been made but for Anne, who +read the _Family Herald_, was burning with anxiety and wonder. Many +kinds of visions were flashing before her romantic young eyes. This man +might be very rich--very, very rich. He must have something to say to +them all. She had long ago identified herself with the Home family. This +man was coming to give them gold in abundance. He was not so beautiful +to look at, but he might be just as valuable as the pretty lady of +Harold's dreams. That pretty lady had not come back, though Anne had +almost prayed for her return. Yes, she was sure this man was a relation. +It was highly probable. Such things were always happening in the _Family +Herald_. Raising her shrill, high-pitched voice, she exclaimed,-- + +"Miss Daisy, you're too young to know, or may be you furgets. But I +think the gen'leman is near right. Yer mamma's name wos Harman afore she +married yer papa, missy, and I ha' seen fur sure and certain in some old +books at the house the name o' Daisy Wilson writ down as plain as could +be, so maybe that wor yer grandma's name afore she married too." + +At these words the stranger caught Daisy up and kissed her. + +"I thought that little face could only belong to one related to Daisy +Wilson," he said. "Little one, put yer arms round me. I'm your +great-uncle--your great-uncle! I never thought that Daisy Wilson could +have a daughter married, and that that daughter could have little ones +of her own. Well, well, well, how time does fly! I'm your grandmother's +brother--Sandy Wilson, home from Australia, my little pet; and when +shall I see you all? It does my old heart good to see my sister over +again in a little thing like you." + +"My great-uncle?" repeated Daisy. She was an affectionate little thing, +and the man's agitation and delight so far touched her baby heart as to +induce her to give him one very slight, dainty kiss. Then she sidled +down to the ground. + +"Ef you please, sir," said Anne again, who felt absolutely certain that +she had now made the fortune of her family, and who thought that that +fact ought to be recognised--"ef you please, sir, 'tis but right as you +should know as my missis's mother have long bin dead. My missis as is +her living model is away, and won't be back afore Thursday. She's down +by the seaside wid Master Harold wot' ad the scarlet fever, and wor like +to die; and the fam'ly address, please sir, is 10, Tremins Road, Kentish +Town." + +At the news of his sister's death so curtly announced by Anne, the man's +rough, weatherbeaten face grew white. He did not touch Daisy again, or +even look at little Angus; but going up to Anne, he slipped a sovereign +into her hand. + +"Take those children safely home now," he said; "the day is turning +chilly, and--and--thank you for what you told me of, my good lass. I'll +come and see your missis on Thursday night." + +Then, without another word, he hurried away. + +Quickly this big, rough man, who had nearly knocked down Jasper Harman +the night before, hurried through the park. The exultation had died out +of his face; his heart had ceased to beat wildly. Little Daisy's pretty +figure was still before his eyes; but, weatherbeaten and lifebeaten man +that he was, he found himself looking at it through a mist of tears. +"'Tis a bit of a shock," he said to himself. "I'll take it quietly, of +course. Sandy Wilson learned long ago to take everything quietly; but +it's a rare bit of a shock. I never guessed as my little Daisy would +die. Five and twenty years since we met, and all that time I've never +once clasped the hand of a blood-relation--never had one belonging to +me. I thought I was coming back to Daisy, and Daisy has died. She was +very young to die--quite five years younger than me. A pretty, pretty +lass; the little 'un is her image. How odd I should have knocked up +against Daisy's grandchild, and should find her out by the likeness. +Well, well, I'll call at 10, Tremins Road. I'll call, of course; not +that I care much now, as my little sister Daisy Wilson is dead." + +He pressed his hand before his eyes; they felt weak and dim. The rough +man had got a considerable shock; he did not care to look at London +sights again to-day; he returned to the Commercial Hotel in the Strand, +where for the present he was staying. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +CUT OFF WITH A SHILLING. + + +Never was a little maid-of-all-work more excited than Anne on the night +on which her mistress was expected home from Torquay. A secret--quite a +great secret--had been burning a hole in her heart ever since Monday, +and to-night she expected this secret to result in something grand. Anne +felt that the days of poverty for the family were over; the days for +scraping and toiling were at an end. The uncle from Australia would +give her missis everything that money could buy; he must be a very rich +man indeed, for had he not given her a sovereign? Whoever before had +even dreamed of giving little hard-worked Anne a sovereign? It meant +unheard-of wealth to this childish soul of sixteen; it filled her with +delight, and, carefully put away in a little gingham bag, it lay golden +and warm now against her heart. + +But Anne's honest little heart had another and less selfish cause for +rejoicing. It was she who was bringing this uncle and niece to meet +again; but for her prompt interference Daisy and her great-uncle would +never have discovered their relationship; but for her the uncle, so +blessed with riches, would not have known where to seek for his niece. +In a big place like London was it likely, was it at all likely, that +they would meet? No, no, he would look for his poor dead sister for a +little while, and then go back to Australia, and perhaps give his money +to some one else. Anne felt that the family owed her a great deal; but +she had full confidence in them, and felt sure that in their rise in +life they would not forget her. Missis could keep plenty of servants +now; she would have a cook and a housemaid, and probably some one to +help in the nursery. This was what a family whom Anne thought immensely +wealthy, did in a house just round the corner. In that case she, Anne, +would be promoted to the proud position of head nurse--head nurse with +wages--well, say wages as high as L13 a year. Even to think of being +raised to so dazzling a height made Anne's head a trifle giddy. On the +strength of it, and all the riches in prospect, she became quite +reckless in preparing missis's tea. She put out the best table-linen, +and all the silver the house possessed, and she filled a great dish with +water-cresses, and had hot buttered scones and a seed-cake and +eggs--rather fresh for London--and finally half a pound of sliced ham. + +She was standing contemplating her well-laden board when the cab drove +up, and out stepped her master and mistress and little Harold--Harold +looking white and thin even yet, but still with an altogether improved +expression on his little face. Anne was so excited, knowing all that was +to come, that she caught Harold up in her arms and kissed him, which +proceeding he bore with more patience than appreciation. Then ensued +bustle and confusion and pleasant excitement. Charlotte Home felt so +well and rested from her change, her husband was so delighted to have +her back, and little Harold was so manifestly better, that Anne flew +about nearly wild with delight. "They'll be a deal, deal 'appier +by-and-by, and 'tis hall 'long of HAnne," she kept whispering to +herself. + +And now, tea being over, and Harold tucked up comfortably once more in +his own little cot in the nursery, the small maid began to be devoured +with impatience for the expected ring. It came at last; Anne with her +own hands unfastened the door, showed the rich uncle into the +dining-room, and danced upstairs to find her mistress. Charlotte Home +was unpacking a trunk in her own room. + +"What do you say, Anne? A gentleman is downstairs, and wants to see me? +But I am so dreadfully busy. What does he want? Do you think he has come +about the drawing-rooms? They will be vacant next week." + +"I don't think 'tis about the drawing-rooms, 'em," answered Anne as +demurely as she could speak. "I 'avent put no card hup yet. Please, 'em, +he looks a most benevolent gen'leman, and he axed fur you, yer hown +self, 'em, most partic'lar bad." + +"I wish he had not come this evening, everything is in such confusion. +Anne, are you sure your master is out?" + +"Yes, 'em, sure and certain; and ef you please, 'em, it wor fur you as +the strange gen'leman axed." + +"Well, I suppose I must go down. He may have heard of the drawing-rooms +through Mr. Hinton, and it would not do to lose a good lodger." + +Charlotte went to the looking-glass to smooth her hair. She felt +travel-stained and dusty; she was only a worn, pale-looking woman at the +best of times. She ran downstairs, and Anne's heart beat as she heard +the dining-room door shut behind her. + +Mr. Wilson--Sandy Wilson as he preferred to be called--had got himself +up with due care for his interview with his niece. He had a perfectly +new and shining broadcloth suit on, a diamond pin was in his necktie, +and a very massive gold chain could be seen dangling from his vest +pocket. His full face, always florid, was now flushed with extra color +from agitation. Yes, Daisy might be dead, but the next best thing was to +see Daisy's child. When the door opened he came forward eagerly, with +outstretched hands. A pale, slight, cold-looking woman had come in. He +drew back in dismay. She showed but too plainly by one swift glance that +she thought him a stranger, and a vulgar one. He owned to himself that +he looked at her with a kind of shock. This Daisy Wilson's Daughter? +This pale, dark, thin woman the child of that little, bright, +curly-locked, golden-headed sister, whose face was as the sun, whose +gay, rounded figure he had seen flitting before his eyes during all the +weary years of his exile? It could scarcely be possible. Perhaps it was +not possible? + +"I have come to see Mrs. Home," he began. + +"And I am Mrs. Home," answered the distinct, quiet voice. + +No, there was no hope; his Daisy's daughter was not in the least like +her. Well, she was at least her child. He must take what comfort he +could out of the relationship without the likeness. + +"You are Daisy's Wilson's child?" he said, and now again his hands were +outstretched, and the smiles had returned to his face. + +But Mrs. Home, completely in the dark, rather startled than otherwise, +made no gesture of welcome. Her hands were not held out, her lips +remained unsmiling. + +"My mother's name was Wilson," she admitted. "Yes, it was Daisy Wilson. +I did not recognize it at first, as of course she was never called it to +me." + +"Ay, ay, likely enough; but she was never anything else to me, just +always little bright Daisy Wilson. I thought I'd find her before me, +something as she used to be, a bit stoutened, perhaps, but not greatly +altered. I have pictured her for the last six and twenty years just as I +saw her last the bonniest bit of a thing the sun ever shone on." + +"You knew my mother then?" said Charlotte. + +"Knew her, lass, knew her! good heavens, what next? Did Daisy never +speak to you about me? I don't believe it. Before I left it was 'Sandy, +Sandy,' from morning to night. It was not in her to forget. Tell me, +lass, did you never hear of your mother's big brother, Sandy Wilson who +went to Australia?" + +Charlotte's eyes began to dilate. + +"My mother often spoke of this brother," she said slowly. "My mother +would have liked to have met you, had you known him. She never fretted +for any one so much, except when my father died. My mother's brother is +dead for many, many years. They are together now." + +"In spirit, lass, in spirit, I doubt not, but not otherwise. Why, is it +possible you don't know me? Aren't you prepared? Did not your little +lass tell you? I am your mother's brother, I am alive, as you see; I am +Sandy Wilson." + +"You!" Charlotte looked at him half incredulous, half pained; but then a +sudden joy came over her, she forgot the vulgarity in the love for her +dead mother which still shone out of those honest blue eyes. She glanced +up again; those eyes were her mother's eyes; instantly they acted as +open sesame to her heart. She held out her own hands now and her eyes +filled with tears. "Forgive me, Uncle Sandy; if you are indeed he. I did +not know you, I could not know you; I have believed you dead for many, +many years. But you have a look of my mother. She would welcome you +to-night, so I must in her name." + +"Will you kiss me in her name, my lassie? Ah! that's good; 'tis long +since I kissed one of my own. Yes, I've come back. I never did die, you +see, though I knew that the report had reached England. I let it be, I +did not trouble to contradict it." + +"But it was wrong of you, Uncle Sandy. You said you loved my mother, and +that report of your death gave her terrible pain." + +"I am sorry for it, lass; I never guessed about the pain, though I might +have thought of it, sweet soul; but I knew she was married to a very +rich man. I was poor, so poor as to know what hunger meant, I thought +she could do without me. I went up into the bush and stayed there until +I had made my fortune. After a time I got accustomed to knowing that +every one in England would think me dead. I used to laugh in my sleeve +at the surprise I meant to give Daisy when I walked in rich some day. +Well, well, what an old fool I made of myself! I never once thought of +_her_ dying. She is dead, and I am left; there's no one to welcome me +back, after all." + +"She has been dead for over six years now; but come to the fire, uncle. +I welcome you in my mother's name, and my children will love you. Now +you must sit there and I will ring for Anne to bring in some tea." + +After this the uncle and niece talked together for some time. Anne +brought in the tea, and looked at them with eyes rendered round and +large from excitement. They both nodded to her, for both felt pleased. +Uncle Sandy had discovered that his niece had a voice like her mother, +if not a face. It was delicious to him to sit so close to his own flesh +and blood, and Charlotte, who had heard of Uncle Sandy during all her +early days, who had seen her mother's eyes filling with tears when she +mentioned him, felt now that for her mother's sake she could not make +enough of this newly recovered relation. His rough, honest, kindly +nature was finding its way too, very straight, to her heart. There was +nothing innately common or vulgar about Uncle Sandy. Charlotte was a +keen observer of character, and she detected the ring of the true metal +within. + +"To think I should have mistaken my uncle for some one going to see +after the drawing-rooms!" she said after a pause. + +"Ay, lass, you looked fairly dazed when I came up with my hand stretched +out, hoping for a kiss," he said; "but no wonder: I never reckoned that +that little maid-servant of yours would have told you nothing--nothing +whatever. But what is that about drawing-rooms? You don't mean to tell +me that you, Daisy Wilson's child, let lodgings?" + +The color flew into Charlotte's pale, proud face. + +"We do not need all the room in this house, so I generally have some one +in the drawing-room," she answered--"the drawing-room and the bedroom +beyond." + +"Are your rooms free now, Charlotte?" + +"No; but in a week they will be." + +"Suppose you let the old uncle have them? I will pay any rent you like +to ask. The fact is, I have lost my whole heart to that little Daisy of +yours. I want to be near the child. I won't spoil her more than I can +help." + +"Then I _was_ called down to my drawing-room lodger," answered Charlotte +with a faint sweet smile. + +"Yes, and I don't expect he will want to leave in a hurry. The fact is I +have been so utterly friendless and homeless for such a number of years, +that it is _nearly_ as good as finding Daisy to be with her child. But, +my dear lass, you will forgive a frank old man asking you a frank +question. It's all moonshine about the house being too big for you. +These houses are not so very monstrous, to judge by the looks of them. +You have three children, so you tell me; if you let two rooms you must +be a bit crippled, put as good a face on it as you will." + +"We also want the money. The want of the help this brings in, in the +matter of rent, is our true reason for letting," replied Charlotte. "You +see, Uncle Sandy, my husband is a clergyman--a clergyman and curate. +Such men are never over-burdened with money." + +Sandy Wilson had small, penetrating, but very bright blue eyes; they +were fixed now earnestly on his niece. He took a glance round the little +parlor where they sat. He was an old Australian, accustomed to bush +life, but even he noticed how threadbare was the carpet, how poor and +meagre the window curtains. Charlotte herself, too, how thin and worn +she was! Could those pale and hollow cheeks mean insufficient food? + +"How old are you, niece Charlotte?" he suddenly demanded. + +"I was twenty-five my last birthday." + +"Forgive me, my lass, you look very old for that; I should have taken +you for thirty. The fact is you are poor, nothing ages like poverty. And +the greater fact remains that it was full time for old Uncle Sandy to +come home and prove himself of some use in the world." + +"We are poor," answered Charlotte; "we certainly are very poor. But +poverty is not the greatest of troubles." + +"No, but it puzzles me why you should be poor. When I left my little +sister, she had been married about three months to that rich old Mr. +Harman. He seemed devoted to her. He had surrounded her with wealth; and +he assured me when I came to bid her good-bye, and she put her dear arms +round my neck, that my little darling should never want for anything. He +was a good old man, ages too old of course for my bright little Daisy. +But it seemed better than leaving her as a governess. It was my one +comfort when parting with Daisy, to feel that she could never want for +anything that money could get her." + +"My mother has told me that during my father's life she lived as a rich +woman," answered Charlotte. + +"That means she did not afterwards. Did the old gentleman die bankrupt? +I don't see how he could, for he had retired from business." + +"No, my father died a very wealthy man." + +"Then he did not leave her well off! You don't surely mean to tell me, +Charlotte Home, that that old man dared to do anything but leave a large +sum of money to your pretty young mother and to you? Why, be told me +with his own lips that he would make most ample provision for her." + +At these words Charlotte's white face grew yet whiter, and a piteous +look of terror came into her eyes, but all she said was,-- + +"Nevertheless, after my father's death we were poor." + +"Oh! the scoundrel! 'Tis well he's out of Sandy Wilson's power. To think +of my Daisy not profiting by his wealth at least. How much did he leave +to your mother, Charlotte? + +"Nothing." + +"Nothing!" Here Uncle Sandy sprang to his feet. "Mr. Harman left my +Daisy nothing--nothing whatever! Then he did die bankrupt?" + +"No, Uncle Sandy, he died rich." + +"And her name was not mentioned in the will?" + +"No." + +"Ah! there was a will. Have you seen it?" + +"No; why should I? It all happened long, long ago." + +"And your mother never saw the will?" + +"I don't think she did." + +"Then to whom, may I ask, did he leave all his wealth?" + +"You forget, Uncle Sandy, that my father was married before. He had two +sons by his first marriage. These sons came in for his fortune. They +were--they said they were, sorry for my mother, and they settled on her +one hundred and fifty pounds a year for her life." + +"Ay, I suppose you have got that pittance now?" + +"No, it was only for my mother. When she died six years ago it ceased." + +Sandy Wilson began to pace up and down the little parlor. + +"Nothing left to Daisy. Daisy's name not mentioned in the will. Brothers +sorry--pretend to be. Give my Daisy a pittance for her life--nothing to +the child. Charlotte," he suddenly stopped in front of his niece, "don't +you think you are a good bit of a fool?" + +"Perhaps I am, Uncle Sandy. But I never recognized the fact before." + +"You believe that story about the will?" + +"I tell you the tale as my own mother told it to me." + +"Ay, Daisy was always too credulous, a foolish little thing, if you +like. But you--you are of different metal. You believe that story?" + +"I--I--Don't ask me, Uncle Sandy." + +"You do not believe it?" + +"If you will have it so, I do not believe it." + +"Ay, my lass, shake hands on that. You are not a fool. Oh! it was full +time Sandy Wilson came home. Sandy can see to your rights, late as it is +in the day." + +Mrs. Home was silent. The old Australian was stamping his feet on the +hearthrug. His face was now crimson from excitement and anger. + +"Charlotte," he repeated, "why don't you speak to me? I have come back +to see to your rights. Do you hear me, niece?" + +Charlotte put her hand into his. + +"Thank you, Uncle Sandy." Then she added, "You can do nothing. I mean +you can take no legal steps without my knowledge and sanction." + +"Well, it is not likely you will withhold your sanction from getting +back what is your own. Charlotte, where are these half-brothers of +yours? Why, they were a good bit older than Daisy. They must be old men +now. Where are they, Charlotte? Are they alive?" + +"They are alive. I will tell you about them to-morrow. I want to think +to-night." + +"And so do I want to think. I will run away now, my dear niece. I am +staggered by this tale, perfectly staggered. I will look in to-morrow +evening, and you shall tell me more. Ay, I guess they never reckoned +that Sandy Wilson would turn up. They thought with the rest of you that +old Sandy--sharp old Sandy was safe in his grave, and they said to +themselves that dead men tell no tales. If I remember aright, your +father told me I should be one of the trustees to my sister. He _did_ +mention it; though, just like me, I never thought of it until this +minute. Is it likely that he would speak of trustees if he meant to cut +off that poor darling with a shilling? Oh! it's preposterous, +preposterous. But I'll sleep over it. We'll think how best to expose the +villains!" + +"Uncle Sandy, you will promise me one thing: you will do nothing until +you see me again?" + +"Well, child, I can scarcely do much. I don't want to be long away from +you, niece Charlotte. I'll look in to-morrow, about six o'clock. See +that little Daisy is up, and introduce me to your husband. Oh! it was +plain to be seen that Sandy Wilson was wanting in this country. Bless my +old heart, what a Providence is over everything! Oh, the scoundrels! But +Sandy will expose them. My Daisy cut off with a shilling!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +"SOMETHING BETTER FOR THE CHILDREN THAN MONEY." + + +After her newly found uncle had left her, Charlotte Home sat on by the +fire; her face was very pale; she looked a quite broken-down and +troubled woman. Little Anne, almost on tiptoe, crept into the room. She +was all quivering with excitement. She expected her mistress to turn to +her--almost to fling her arms around her neck--to thank her with the +warmest expressions for what she had done. + +"Anne," rehearsed the little maid, imagining Charlotte's words, "you +have saved us all; you are our lifelong benefactor. Henceforth partake +of our wealth. Be not only our servant, but our friend." + +This was how matters would have been managed in the _Family Herald_. +Anne raised expectant eyes to her mistress's face, but one glance at it +scattered her golden visions. She softly lifted up the tea-tray and +withdrew. Her faith and hope had gone down to zero. She was a very +dispirited little girl as she returned to her kitchen. That uncle from +Australia was not a rich uncle. Missis would never look so miserable if +he was rich. As a poor relation he was no use whatever; and Anne had +done nothing for the family she loved. Oh, how _very_ disappointing life +was after all! + +Meanwhile what now troubled Charlotte Home had very little to do with +Uncle Sandy's possible gold. She was solving another problem, and the +task was a difficult one. + +For the past month Charlotte had been making up her mind to a certain +line of action. Before she left Torquay her resolution was formed. She +had been over four weeks there, and during those four weeks she and her +boy had lived on Charlotte Harman's money. That money had saved the life +of her child. When she first saw it and thanked for it, and each +succeeding day, each succeeding hour, as she saw the color which was +health, and the appetite which was life, returning to her darling, the +conviction was growing upon her, that her hand could never inflict a +blow upon the woman who had done so much for her. Her children wanted +money, and her husband wanted money, and she herself too! A little dip +into this world's softnesses, she owned, would be very pleasant; but, +for all that, her hand must be still; her lips could not speak to cause +pain and agony to one who had done so much for her. Miss Harman was +going to be married. Was it possible that on the eve of her marriage +she, Charlotte Home, could deal to her so cruel a blow? No, it was not +possible. For Charlotte's sake, her father and uncle might keep their +ill-gotten wealth. Mrs. Home believed more and more firmly that she and +hers were robbed of their money. But now she could do nothing. She had +been so treated by her enemy's daughter that to appear against that +daughter's father would be impossible. As this conviction came to her, +and she resolved to act upon it, and to let all chance of recovering her +lost wealth go, a wonderful peace and calm stole over her. She almost +used to fancy she heard the voice of God saying to her,-- + +"I will provide for your children, I can give them riches. There are +better things to be won for those little ones than what money can give. +There is such a thing as a heavy purse and a poor and empty heart. +Suppose I fill those hearts with goodness, and greatness, and +generosity, and love; is not that a better portion for these creatures +who are to live for all eternity than the gold which lasts only for a +time?" + +Yes, Charlotte felt that it was a better portion. And such peace and +contentment came to this woman during the last week at Torquay that she +thought it the happiest week of her whole life. But now--now she sat by +her own hearth in troubled maze. She had come back to find her resolve +sorely shaken. With no one to help her, she had resolved to let her +chance of riches go. She came back to find an unexpected deliverer come +to her. A strong, brave, practical man had appeared. This man was her +own uncle--her beloved mother's brother. He knew how to act. While she +alone must stumble in the dark, he would know what to do. He would--he +could get her back her own. It seemed hard to reject such help; and yet +her resolve was scarcely shaken, and the temptation, though severe, was +not allowed to prevail. The voice of God was still talking to the woman, +and she was not turning from Him. + +Since the life of her child had been given back to her, a great softness +and sweetness had come to Mrs. Home; she had tasted of a mother's +bitterest cup, but God had not asked her to drink it to the dregs. Her +dark eyes, always beautiful, had now grown very lovely, being filled +with a tenderness which not only took in her own child, but, for his +sake, all the other children in the world. + +Yes, Charlotte loved God as she had never loved Him before, and it was +becoming impossible for her to do that which might pain Him. After a +time her husband came in, and the two sat and talked for some time. They +had a great deal to say, and the hours flew on as each poured out a full +heart to the other. + +After a time Charlotte told of her visit from the uncle whom she had +supposed for so many years to be dead. Mr. Home was interested, and +asked many questions. Charlotte repeated, almost word for word, what +Uncle Sandy had said. Her husband regarded her attentively. After a time +he spoke. + +"Lottie, you remember when first you told me that queer story about your +father's will?" + +"Yes," she said. + +"I own I did not believe it; I own I thought very little about it. I ask +your pardon, my dear. I now believe you are right." + +"Oh, Angus!" a great flood of color came up to her face. "Oh! why," she +added in a voice of pain, "why do you say this to me now?" + +"Partly from what your uncle said to-night; partly for another reason. +The fact is, my dear wife, while you were away I had a visit from your +half-brother, Mr. Jasper Harman.". + +"Angus!" + +"Yes, he came here one evening. He told a tale, and he made a +proposition. His tale was a lame one; his proposition scarcely came well +from his lips. He evidently thought of me as of one unworldly and +unpractical. I believe I am unpractical, but he never guessed that in my +capacity as clergyman I have had much to do with sinners. This man has a +conscience by no means void of offence. He is hardened. Charlotte, when +I saw him, I instantly believed your story." + +Mr. Home then told his wife the whole of his interview with Jasper +Harman, and the proposal he had made to settle on Charlotte and on her +children the three thousand pounds which had been her mother's for that +mother's lifetime. + +"I gave him no answer, my Lottie," he said in conclusion. "I told him +you were away--that I would tell you all on your return." + +"Then the decision is to rest with me, Angus?" + +"Yes, I think it must." + +"You do not mind whether I decline or accept?" + +"I trust you absolutely. You shall do as you think best." + +After this Mrs. Home was silent for a moment or two; then she got up, +went on her knees by her husband's side, and laying her head against his +breast, said,-- + +"We will be poor, my darling--poor and blessed. I will not touch their +gold." + +"My Lottie!" he answered. He did not quite understand her, but his heart +began to beat. + +"I will tell you all in a few words, Angus. I longed for money--be my +reason base or noble, I longed for money. A month ago how sorely we +needed it! God saw our need and sent it to us. He sent it through a +channel and by a means which tried my proud heart. I accepted the +gracious boon, and, when I accepted it, instantly I loved the giver; I +loved--I love Charlotte Harman. She is innocent of all wrong. Angus, I +cannot disturb her peace. My uncle has come home. My uncle, with his +knowledge and his worldly skill, could now win my cause for me, and get +back for me and mine what is ours. I will not let him. These old men may +keep their ill-gotten wealth, for I cannot break the daughter's heart. I +made my resolve at Torquay, Angus; and, though I own I have been tempted +to-night--yes, I believe I have been tempted--still I must let this +money go. I will leave those wicked men to God; but I cannot take their +punishment into my own hands. And, Angus, dearest, neither can I take +that small sum of money; for, though I cannot prosecute, neither can I +accept a bribe. This money comes as a bribe. Is it not so?" + +"Yes, Lottie, I fear it is so." + +"I am right not to take it?" + +"You are absolutely right." + +"Then we will not touch it. I and mine can live without it." + +"You and yours can live well and nobly without it, my most precious +wife." + +"Ah! there is rest and peace in my heart; and the little house, though +so poor and shabby, seems very home-like. Angus, I am so tired after all +this! I will go to bed." + +Long after his wife had left him, the husband remained up. He had gone +down on his knees, and he remained there for some hours. He had to thank +God for his Charlotte, but even while he thanked a weight was heavy on +his heart. Sin was very terrible to this man, and he feared that a very +grievous sin had been committed. Long, long, into the night he cried to +God for these sinners. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + +SHE COULD NOT POSTPONE HER ENGAGEMENT. + + +Mr. Harman felt himself growing weaker and weaker. The disease which was +to lay him in his grave was making slow, but steady progress. It was +just possible that, had his mind been at rest, the weakness of body, the +pain of body, the slow decay might have been, not removed, but at least +arrested. Had Mr. Harman been a very happy man, he might have lived, +even with so fatal a malady, for many years. He had lived a life of +almost perfect physical health for over sixty years, and during all that +time he had been able to keep mental pains at bay; but in his present +weakness he found this impossible. His whole nervous system became +affected, and it was apparent even to his daughter's eyes, that he was a +very unhappy man. For her sake, however, he still did wonders. He +dragged himself up to breakfast morning after morning, when he would +have given worlds to remain in bed. He still went every day to his +office in the city, though, when there, he sat in his office chair dull +and unmindful of what was going on. Jasper did the work. Jasper was +here, there, and everywhere; but it had come to such a pass with John +Harman, that he now almost disliked gold. Still, for Charlotte's sake, +he went there. Charlotte on the verge of her marriage must suspect +nothing. In the evenings he sat with his daughter, he looked with +apparent interest at the many presents which came pouring in, he made +her show herself to him in each of the new dresses, and he even went +himself with her to choose her wedding wreath and veil. But all these +things had become such a weariness to the man that, dearly as he loved +this one precious daughter, he began to look forward with almost a sense +of relief to the one week of her absence. During that week he need +disguise nothing, he need not go to the office, he need not put on this +forced cheerfulness. He might stay in bed all day long if he pleased. + +That week was near now, for it was the twelfth of April. In another +eight days the wedding morning would dawn. + +Charlotte was very busy. What young woman is not busy at such a time? +Friends poured in, presents arrived at all hours. There were dressmakers +and milliners to see and consult, from morning to night. Then Hinton +took up some of his bride-elect's time, and the evening hours were given +to her father. Seeing how much he liked having her all to himself after +dinner each night, Charlotte had begged her lover not to come to see her +at this particular time. + +"You will have me for all the rest of my life, John," she would say, +"and I think it does my father good to be quite alone with me. It +reminds him of old times." Then, when Hinton acceded to her request, she +often added, "My father puzzles me. Is it the parting from me makes him +look so ill and sad? I often fear that there is more the matter with him +than he lets appear. I wish he would consult a good doctor." + +Hinton dared not tell her that he had consulted the very best. He could +only try to turn her attention, and in this he believed that he +succeeded much better than he really did. For when the night came after +those quiet evenings, Charlotte found that she could not sleep. Was it +excitement at her coming happiness, or was it anxiety? + +Anxiety was new to this happy nature--new to this prosperous life. She +shuddered at the grim thing, as it visited her night after night, in the +solitude of her luxurious room. But shut her eyes to it, fight against +it, as she would, it could not be got to depart from her. The fact was, +a dreadful thing had happened to this frank and loving nature, she was +beginning to suspect the father whom she loved. These suspicions had +first come into play on the night when he had fainted in her presence. +Some words he had used that night, some expressions which had fallen +from his lips, had aroused a new and dreadful thought, that thought +would not go to sleep, would not depart. Was it possible that her father +had done something wrong long ago in his life, and that the remembrance +of that wrong--that sin--was what ailed him now? Was it possible that +her uncle Jasper, who always appeared so frank and open, had deceived +her? Was it possible that Hinton knew that she was deceived? These +thoughts did not trouble her much in the daytime, but at night they rose +to agonies. They kept sleep far away: so much so, that in the morning +she often came downstairs heavy-eyed and weary. She blamed herself, +then, for her mean suspicions; she said to herself, as she gave her +father his morning cup of coffee, that no face could be more incapable +of concealing a wrong than that noble old face opposite to her, and she +tried to atone for her feelings by extra tenderness of voice and manner. +But though this revulsion of feeling came with the morning, the night +brought back the same agony. She now disliked even to think of Mrs. +Home, she never spoke of her to John Hinton. He watched for her to do +so, but the name of this young woman which had so intensely interested +her never passed her lips. When Hinton told her that little Harold was +better, and that on a certain day he and his mother would be in Kentish +Town once more, she colored slightly and changed the subject. Hinton +rather wondered at this. Uncle Jasper also remarked it. It was now a +week to the wedding-day, and Charlotte was nerving herself for an +effort. She had firmly resolved that before she really gave herself to +Hinton, she would read her grandfather's will. She felt that nothing +else would completely set her mind at rest. She dreaded doing this as +much as she longed for it. Each day as it dawned she had put off the +task, but when the day just a week before her wedding came, she felt +that she must overcome what she called a weakness. She would learn the +worst that very day. She had little or no idea how to carry out her +design. She only knew that the will was kept at Somerset House, that if +she went there and allowed herself to go through certain forms she +should see it. She had never seen a will in her life, she scarcely knew +even what it would look like. Nevertheless, she could consult no one. +She must just go to the place and trust to circumstances to do the rest. + +On the thirteenth of April she resolved, as she put on her dress and +hurried down to meet her father at breakfast, that before that night +came she would carry out her design. Her father seemed better that +morning. The day was a specially lovely one, and Charlotte said to +herself that, before that time to-morrow, her heart would be at rest; +she would not even allow herself to glance at a darker alternative. +Indeed, happy in having at last firmly made up her mind; she became +suddenly scarcely at all fearful, scarcely anything but completely +hopeful. She resolved that nothing should turn her from her purpose +to-day. + +Her father kissed her, told her he felt certainly better, and went off +to the city. + +Immediately after, her uncle Jasper came in. + +"Lottie, child! I can take you to the private view of Mrs. ----'s +pictures; I have just got an invitation. You know how wild you are to +see them. Be ready at two o'clock. I will call for you then." + +"I am very sorry, but I cannot go with you this afternoon, Uncle +Jasper." + +"Oh! You have made an engagement with Hinton. Can't you put it off? This +is the last day for the pictures. You can go with Hinton to-morrow." + +"It is not an engagement with John, Uncle Jasper. It is something else, +and I cannot put it off." + +All the time a rather loud voice within was saying to her, "Go and see +the pictures. Put off the reading of the will. Be happy for one more +day." But because this voice, which became so loud, frightened her, she +would not yield to it. + +"I am very sorry," she repeated; "I should have liked it greatly. But I +cannot go." + +"Well! it is a pity, and I took some trouble about it. However, it can't +be helped." + +"No, it can't be helped," repeated Charlotte. + +Uncle Jasper went, feeling some annoyance, and also a little curiosity. + +"Strange cattle--women," he said to himself. "I confess I don't +understand 'em. Charlotte, wild to get to that private view two days +ago, now won't go because of a whim. Well! I'm glad I never took a wife. +I rather pity Hinton. I would not be tied even to that fine creature, +Lottie, forever." + +Jasper Harman had scarcely turned the corner of the street, before a cab +drew up at the house, and Hinton came in. Charlotte had not yet left the +breakfast-room. + +"Ah! my dearest, I am afraid you might be out I must hurry away at once; +but I just called to say that I have had a telegram from Webster. You +know how I have longed for you two to meet. Well, he is coming to town +to-day, and I want to bring him here at three o'clock. You will be sure +to be at home." + +"I am afraid I can't, John; I have an engagement." + +"Oh! but you must put it off, you really _must_ see Webster. He is my +greatest friend, and is to be my best man. You really must, Lottie! and +he telegraphs that he is coming up from Oxford on purpose." + +"I am ever so sorry. Could not you telegraph to him to put off his visit +until to-morrow?" + +"No, my dear; he has started before this." + +"I am very sorry; I am unfortunate," repeated Charlotte. A certain +degree of obstinacy, altogether foreign to her nature, had crept into +her voice. + +Hinton looked at her in undisguised astonishment. + +"You don't mean to say that you are not going to see Webster, when he is +coming up to town on purpose?" + +"John, dear, I will see him at five o'clock, I shall be home then. But I +have an engagement at three." + +"I cannot bring Webster here at five, he must be on his way back then. +You must put off your engagement." + +"I really cannot. Uncle Jasper has just been here, and he asked me to go +with him to see the private views at Mrs. ----'s studio. He took some +trouble to get the invitation for us both, but I could not go with him, +nor can I stay in. Mr. Webster must wait to make my acquaintance on our +wedding-day, John." + +"And I am to tell him that?" + +"Say everything as nice and polite as you can. Say that I am most truly +sorry." + +Hinton turned his back on his promised bride; there was a cloud on his +brow, he felt both hurt and angry. + +"Lottie! what is your engagement?" This was said while pretending to +look down the street. + +Charlotte came close and put her hand a little timidly on his shoulder. +"I know you will be vexed," she said "but I cannot tell you." + +Hinton held up his hand to a passing hansom. + +"Yes, I am vexed," he said, "but I cannot wait any longer now. You know +I hate secrets, and I think you might have obliged me, Charlotte." + +"I wish I could," she said, and now her eyes filled with tears. + +Hinton scarcely kissed her before he rushed away, and Charlotte sank +down on the nearest chair. The unaccountable feeling which had prompted +her to refuse both her uncle and her lover, and to fix just that hour of +three o'clock to visit Somerset House, was too strange and strong to be +overcome. But the hope which had brightened her breakfast hour had now +all departed. Her heart felt like lead within her breast, she dared not +fully contemplate the realization of her worst fears. But they thronged +like legion round her path. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + +WHERE HAD THE MONEY CARES VANISHED TO? + + +Hinton felt thoroughly angry; perhaps he had some cause. Webster, his +college chum, his greatest friend, was coming up to town. He had heard +many times and often of Hinton's promised bride, and he was coming to +town, Hinton knew well at some personal inconvenience, to see her, and +she refused to see him. + +Hinton, as well as Uncle Jasper, considered it a whim of Charlotte's. He +was surprised. Nay, he was more than surprised. He was really angry. +Here was the woman, who in a week's time now must stand up before God +and promise solemnly to obey him for all the remainder of her life, +refusing to attend to his most natural desire. She had an engagement, +and she would not tell him what it was; she made a secret of it. Be the +secret little or great, she knew how he disliked all such concealments. + +Was it possible that he was deceived in Charlotte after all? No, no, he +was too really loyal to her, too sincerely attached to her: her +frankness and sweetness were too natural, too complete, for him really +to doubt her; but he owned that he was disappointed--he owned that he +had not the greatness which she under similar circumstances would have +exercised. She was keeping him in the dark--in the dark he could not +trust. He recalled, with feelings of anything but pleasure, her last +secret. She thought little of it. But Hinton knew how differently he had +received it; he did not like to be reminded of it now. During the last +few weeks he had managed almost completely to banish it from his +thoughts; but now it came back to his memory with some force; it +reminded him of Mrs. Home. Was it possible that he was acting wrongly +in not searching into her rights? Was it possible that things had +already come to such a pass with him, that he would not do the right +because he feared the consequences? Had riches and wealth and worldly +honor already become dearer to his soul than righteousness and judgment +and truth? + +These condemnatory thoughts were very painful to the young man; but they +turned his feelings of indignation from Charlotte to himself. + +It was nearly a month now since he had left Mrs. Home. When he went away +he had provided her with another lodger. He remembered that by this time +she must have come back from Torquay. As this thought came to him he +stopped suddenly and pulled out his watch. Webster would not be at +Paddington before two o'clock. He had nothing very special to do that +morning, he would jump into a hansom and go and see Mrs. Home and +Harold. He put his ideas into execution without an instant's delay, and +arrived at Kentish Town and drew up at the well-known door at quite an +early hour. Daisy and the baby were already out, but Harold, still +something of an invalid, stood by the dining-room window. Harold, a +little weary from his journey, a little spoiled by his happy month at +Torquay was experiencing some of that flatness, which must now and then +visit even a little child when he finds he must descend from a pedestal. +For a very long time he had been first in every one's thoughts. He had +now to retire from the privileges of an invalid to the everyday +position, the everyday life of a healthy child. While at Torquay his +mother had no thought for any one but him; but now, this very morning, +she had clasped the baby in such an ecstasy of love to her heart, that +little spoiled Harold felt quite a pang of jealousy. It was with a shout +therefore of almost ecstasy that he hailed Hinton. He flew to open the +door for him himself, and when he entered the dining-room he instantly +climbed on his knee. Hinton was really fond of the boy, and Harold +reflected with satisfaction that he was altogether his own friend, that +he scarcely knew either Daisy or the baby. + +In a moment entered the happy, smiling mother. + +"Ah! you have come to see your good work completed," she said. "See what +a healthy little boy I have brought back with me." + +"We had just a delicious time," said Harold, "and I'm very strong again +now, ain't I, mother? But it wasn't Mr. Hinton gave us the money to go +to Torquay, it was my pretty lady." + +"Do you know," said Mrs. Home, "I think you were scarcely, for all your +great, great, and real kindness, scarcely perfect even in that respect. +I never knew until a few days ago, and then it was in a letter from +herself, that you are so soon to marry Charlotte Harman." + +"Yes, we are to be married on the twentieth," answered Hinton, "Has she +written to you? I am glad." + +"I had one letter from her. She wrote to ask about my boy, and to tell +me this of you." + +"She takes a great interest in you," said Hinton. + +"And I in her. I believe I can read character fairly well, and in her I +see----" + +"What?" asked the lover, with a smile. + +"In brow, eyes, and lips I see truth, honor, love, bravery. Mr. Hinton, +you deserve it all, but, nevertheless, you are drawing a great prize in +your wife." + +"I believe I am," answered the young man, deeply moved. + +"When _can_ I see my pretty lady again?" asked Harold, suddenly. "If you +are going to marry her, do you mean to take her quite, quite away? When +may I see her?" + +"Before very long, I hope, my dear boy," answered Hinton. + +"He has talked of her so often," said the mother. "I never saw any one +who in so short a time so completely won the heart of a little child; I +believe the thought of her helped to make him well. Ah! how thankful I +am when I look at him; but Mr. Hinton, there is another thing which +gives me great joy just now." + +"And that?" said Hinton. + +"Last night something very wonderful happened. I was at home not two +hours, when I was surprised by a visit from one whom I had never seen +before and whom I had supposed to be in his grave for over twenty years. +My dear mother had one brother who went to Australia shortly after her +marriage. From Australia the news reached her of his death. He was not +dead; he came back again. I had a visit from that uncle last night." + +"How strange!" said Hinton. + +"Yes; I have not heard his story yet. He met my little Daisy in Regent's +Park, and found out who she was through her likeness to my mother. Is it +not all like a romance? I had not an idea who the dear old man was when +he came to visit me last night; but how glad I am now to feel that my +own mother's brother is still alive!" + +Hinton asked a few more questions; then after many promises of effecting +a meeting very soon between Charlotte and little Harold he went away. He +was puzzled by Mrs. Home. The anxious woman he had thought of, whose sad +face often haunted him, was gone, and another peaceful, happy, almost +beautiful in her serenity, had come in her place. Her joy at Harold's +recovery was both natural and right; but where had the money cares +vanished to? Surely Charlotte's fifty pounds could not have done more +than pay the Torquay trip. As to her delight over her Australian uncle's +return, he rather wondered at it, and then forgot it. He little guessed, +as he allowed it to vanish from his mind, how it was yet to influence +the fate of more lives than his. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + +JASPER'S TERROR. + + +Uncle Jasper, too, left Charlotte on that special morning with some +displeasure, some surprise, and some anxiety. Remorse, as I have said, +did not visit the man. Long ago, a very long time ago now, he and his +brother John had touched an evil thing. For both men the natural +consequences followed; but how differently? John wanted to fling the +base defilement from his soul; Jasper wanted so to bury it there, so +deftly, so cleverly to hide it within his very heart of hearts, that it +should not appear to dishonor him in the eyes of his fellow-men. Of the +final judgment and its disclosure he never thought. It was his inability +to cover up the secret; it was his ever-growing knowledge that the +garment was neither long enough nor broad enough to wrap it round, that +caused his anxiety from day to day. In spite of his cheerful and ruddy +face he was feeling quite worn and old. If this continues, if these +people will insist on pulling the house down over their heads, I shall +fall ill like John, he reflected. He was very angry with these stupid +and silly people, who were bringing such shame and dishonor on +themselves. He often found himself wishing that his niece Charlotte had +not been the fine and open character she was. Had Charlotte been +different he might have ventured to confide in her. He felt that with +Charlotte on his side all might yet be well. This, however, was +absolutely impossible. To tell Charlotte would be to tell the world. Bad +as her father was in keeping this ugly secret quiet, Charlotte would be +ten times, twenty times, worse. What an unfortunate thing it was that +Charlotte had put that advertisement in the papers, and that Mrs. Home +had answered it! Mrs. Home of all people! Well, well, it came of that +dreadful meddling of women in literature. _He_, Jasper, had known no +peace since the day that Charlotte had wished for an amanuensis to help +her with her silly book. + +Jasper on this particular morning, as he hurried off from the Harman +house, felt less and less comfortable. He was sure, by Charlotte's +manner, that her engagement was something very particular. He feared she +was going to meet Mrs. Home. He came, with all his surmises, very far +short of the real truth, but he was in that state of mind when the +guilty fly, with no man pursuing. It had been an awful moment for old +Jasper Harman when, a week ago, he had suddenly knocked up against that +solitary, foreign-looking man. He had heard his voice and seen his face, +and he had felt his own heart standing still. Who _was_ this man? Was he +a ghost? the ghost of the long-dead trustee? Jasper began to hope that +it was but an accidental likeness in voice and manner. For was not this +man, this Alexander Wilson, named in his father's will, dead and buried +for many a day? Had not he, Jasper, not, indeed, seen him die, but had +he not stood on his grave? Had not he travelled up some hundreds of +miles in that wild Australian country for the sole purpose of standing +on that special grave? And had not he read name and age, and date of +death, all fully corroborating the story which had been sent to him? +Yes, Jasper hoped that it was but a very remarkable likeness--a ghost of +the real man. How, indeed, could it be anything but a ghost when he had +stood upon the man's very grave? He hoped this. He had brought himself +almost to believe it; but for all that, fear and uneasiness were +becoming more and more his portion, and he did not like to dwell even in +thought upon that night's adventures. He walked on fast. He disliked +cabs, and never took them. One of his great secrets of health was +exercise, and plenty of it; but he was rather in a hurry; he had an +appointment in town for a comparatively early hour, and he wanted to +call at his club for letters. He reached his destination, entered the +building, and found a little pile awaiting him. He turned slowly into +the reading-room to read them. One after the other he tore them open. +They were not very interesting, and a rapid glance of his quick, deep +eye was sufficient to enable him to master the contents. In ten minutes +he had but one letter left to read, and that was in a strange +handwriting. "Another begging epistle," he said to himself. He felt +inclined to tear it up without going to the trouble of opening it. He +had very nearly slipped it into his pocket, to take its chance at some +future time, for he remembered that he was already late. Finally he did +neither; he opened the letter and read it where he sat. This was what +his eyes rested on-- + + 10, TREMINS ROAD, KENTISH TOWN. + SIR:-- + + According to your wish I write to you at your club. My wife + returned from Torquay last night, and I told her of your visit and + your proposal. She desires me to say, and this I do, both from her + and myself, that she will not accept your offer, for reasons which + we neither of us care to explain. We do not wish for the three + thousand pounds you are willing to settle on my wife. + + I remain, sir, + Yours faithfully, + ANGUS HOME. + + _To_ JASPER HARMAN, ESQ. + +This letter fell from the hands of Jasper. His lips came a little apart, +and a new look of terror came into his eyes. So absorbed was he, so +thoroughly frightened by this letter, that he forgot where he was. He +neither saw the looks of surprise, nor heard the words of astonishment +made by those about him. Finally he gathered up envelope and paper and +hurried out. As he walked down the street he looked by no means so young +as he had done when he got up that morning. His hat was put on crooked, +his very gait was uncertain. Jasper had got a shock. Being utterly +unable to read the minds of the people who had written to him, he could +but imagine one meaning to their words. They were not so unworldly as he +had hoped. They saw through his bribe; they would not accept it, +because--because--_they knew better_. Mrs. Home had read that will. Mrs. +Home meant to prosecute. Yes, yes, it was all as plain as that the sun +was shining overhead. Mrs. Home meant to go to law. Exposure, and +disgrace, and punishment were all close at hand. There was no doubt of +it, no doubt whatever now. Those were the reasons which neither Mr. nor +Mrs. Home cared to explain. Turning a corner he came suddenly full tilt +against Hinton. The young man turned and walked down the street with +him. + +"You are on your way to Charlotte?" remarked the old man. + +"No: I have been to her already. She has an engagement this afternoon. +Did she not tell you? She said you wanted her to go somewhere with you, +and this same engagement prevented it. No, I am not going to Prince's +Gate, but I am off to Paddington in about an hour to meet a friend." + +Hinton spoke cheerfully, for his passing annoyance with Charlotte had +absolutely vanished under Mrs. Home's words of loving praise. When Mrs. +Home spoke as she had done of his brave and noble Charlotte the young +man had felt quite ashamed of having doubted her even for a brief +moment. + +Jasper had, however, been told of little Harold's illness, and Hinton, +knowing this, continued,-- + +"I have just come from the Homes. You know whom I mean? Their little boy +was the one I helped to nurse through scarlet fever. Mother and boy have +come back from Torquay like different creatures from the pleasant +change. Mrs. Home looked absolutely bright. Charlotte will like to hear +of her; and by the way, a curious thing, a little bit of a romance has +happened to her. An uncle from Australia, whom she had supposed to be +dead and in his grave for over twenty years, walked in alive and hale +last night. She did not know him at first, but he managed to prove his +identity. He----good heavens! Mr. Harman, what is the matter? You are +ill; come in here." + +Hinton led Jasper into a chemist's shop, which they happened to be +passing at the moment, for his ruddy face had suddenly become ghastly +white, and he had to clutch the young man's arm to keep himself from +falling. + +"It is nothing," he explained, when he had been given a restorative. +"Yes, I felt faint. I hope I am not going to be taken bad like my +brother. What do you say? a hansom? Well, yes, perhaps I had better have +one." + +Jasper was bowled rapidly out of sight and Hinton walked on. No dust had +been thrown in his eyes as to the cause of Jasper's agitation. He had +observed the start of almost terror with which he had turned on him when +he had first mentioned the long-lost Australian uncle of Mrs. Home's. He +had often seen how uneasy he was, however cleverly he tried to hide it, +when the Homes were mentioned. What did it all mean? Hinton felt very +uncomfortable. Much as he loved Charlotte, it was not nice to marry into +a family who kept concealed an ugly secret. Hinton was more and more +convinced that there was a secret, and that this uncle who was supposed +to be dead was in some way connected with it. Hinton was too acute, too +clever, to put down Jasper's agitation to any other cause. Instantly he +began to see a reason for Mrs. Home's joy in the recovery of this +long-lost relation. It was a reason unworthy of her, unworthy and +untrue; but nevertheless it took possession of the mind of this young +man. The uncle ceased to be an object of little interest to him. He +walked on, feeling downcast and perplexed. This day week would be his +wedding-day, and Charlotte--Charlotte, beautiful and noble, nothing +should part them. But what was this secret? Could he, dare he, fathom +it? No, because of Charlotte he must not--it would break Charlotte's +heart; because of Charlotte's father he must not, for it would cause his +death; and yet, because of Jasper, he longed to, for he owned to himself +that he disliked Jasper more and more. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + +THE READING OF THE WILL. + + +Charlotte's depression did not remain with her all through the day. She +was a healthy creature, healthy both in body and mind. It was impossible +for her, with the bright spring sun shining, and with her wedding-day +but one week absent, not to turn again to hope. She saw that she had +vexed Hinton. She still felt that queer and uncomfortable desire to be +at Somerset House, just at the very hour when her lover had pleaded for +her society. But she reflected that when she told him the story, when +she proudly cleared her father in his eyes, he would most abundantly +forgive her. + +"He hates secrets," she said to herself; "and it is the last, the very +last, little, tiny secret I shall ever have from my darling." + +By this it will be seen that she had ceased to fear her grandfather's +will. She had ordered the carriage immediately after lunch, and now +asked the coachman to drive to the Strand. As she lay back at her ease +she reflected how soon now her anxiety would be over. + +"Dear father," she whispered to her heart, "how extra loving and tender +I must be to him to-night! I believe him now--fully and absolutely +believe him now. I am only doing this for John's sake." + +When she reached the Strand she desired the coachman to stop. She would +not have him drive to Somerset House. Her secret was a secret, even the +old coachman, who had known her from her birth, must not guess it. She +told him that she had some business to transact, but that he might meet +her at a certain part of the Embankment in an hour. + +The carriage rolled out of sight. Now she was alone. She was not +accustomed to walking the London streets by herself. Certainly she had +never been in the Strand before alone. She had dressed herself with +studied plainness, and now, with her veil drawn tightly over her face, +she hurried on. She had consulted the map, and knew exactly where +Somerset House was. She also had obtained a little, a very little +information as to how she was to act for the pursuit of her purpose, +from a young barrister who had visited at her home with Hinton some few +weeks before. She considered that she had gained her knowledge with +considerable skill; and now, with a beating heart, she proceeded to act +on it. She turned into the great square which Somerset House encloses, +found the particular building where wills are kept, and entered. She was +now in a large room, or entrance-hall. There were many desks about, and +some clerks, who did not seem particularly busy. Charlotte went up to +one of the desks, a clerk lent an attentive ear, she told her errand. + +"Ah! you want to read a will," said the gentleman. "You must first +produce the proper stamp. Yes, yes, you can certainly see any will you +desire. Just go through that door to your right, walk down the passage; +you will see a door with such a direction written on it; ask for a +search stamp. It will cost you a shilling. Bring it back to me." + +Charlotte did as she was desired. The clerk she had appealed to, +attracted by her appearance and manner, was willing to be both helpful +and polite. + +"Whose will do you want, madam?" + +"I want my grandfather's will. His name was Harman." + +"What year did he die?" + +"Twenty-three years ago." + +"Ah! just so. This is 1880. So he died in the year 1857. Do you see +those catalogues to your left? Go up to those marked 1857. Look under +letter H, until you find Harman. Bring the book open at that name to +me." + +Charlotte was clever at carrying out her instructions. She quickly +returned with the book opened at the desired name. The clerk wrote Mr. +Harman's name and a number of a folio on a small piece of blue paper. +This he gave to Charlotte. + +"Take this piece of paper to room number 31, along the passage," he +said. "You will have the will very soon now." + +She bowed, thanked him, and went away. At room 31 she was desired to +wait in the reading-room. She found it without difficulty. It was a +small room, with a long table in the middle, and benches round it. At +one end sat a clerk at a desk. Charlotte seated herself at the table. +There were other people about, some reading wills, some others waiting +like herself. She happened just then to be the only woman in the room. +She drew up her veil, pressed her hand to her pale face, and waited with +what patience she could. She was too much excited to notice how she was +looked at and her appearance commented upon. Sitting there and waiting +with what courage she could muster, her fear returned. What stealthy +thing was this she was doing in the dark? What march was she stealing on +her father, her beloved and honored father? Suddenly it appeared to her +that she had done wrong. That it would be better, more dignified, more +noble, to ask from his own lips the simple truth, than to learn it by +such underhand means as these. She half rose to go away; but at this +moment a clerk entered, gave a piece of folded paper to the man at the +desk, who read aloud the one word,-- + +"Harman." + +Charlotte felt herself turning deadly white as she stood up to receive +it. But when she really held her grandfather's will in her hand all +desire not to read it had left her. She opened the folio with her +shaking fingers, and began to read as steadily as she could. Her eyes +had scarcely, however, turned over the page, and most certainly her mind +had failed to grasp the meaning of a single word, before, for some +unaccountable reason, she raised her head. A large man had come in and +had seated himself opposite to her. He was a man on an immense scale, +with a rough, red, kind face, and the longest, most brilliantly colored +beard Charlotte had ever seen. His round, bright blue eyes were fixed +earnestly on the young lady. She returned his glance, in her own +peculiar full and open way, then returned to her interrupted task. Ah! +what a task it was after all. Hard to understand, how difficult to +follow! Charlotte, unused to all law phraseology, failed to grasp the +meaning of what she read. She knit her pretty brows, and went over each +passage many times. She was looking for certain names, and she saw no +mention of them. Her heart began to leap with renewed joy and hope. Ah! +surely, surely her grandfather had been unjust, and her own beloved +father was innocent. Mrs. Home's story was but a myth. She had read for +such a long, long time, and there was no mention of her or of her +mother. Surely if her grandfather meant to leave them money he would +have spoken of it before now. She had just turned another page, and was +reading on with a light heart, when the clerk again entered. Charlotte +raised her head, she could not tell why. The clerk said something to the +clerk at the desk, who, turning to the tall foreign-looking man said,-- + +"The will of the name of Harman is being read just now by some one in +the room." + +"I will wait then," answered the man in his deep voice. + +Charlotte felt herself turning first crimson, then pale. She saw that +the man observed her. A sudden sense of fright and of almost terror +oppressed her. Her sweet and gracious calm completely deserted her. Her +fingers trembled so that she could scarcely turn the page. She did not +know what she feared. A nightmare seemed pressing on her. She felt that +she could never grasp the meaning of the will. Her eyes travelled +farther down the page. Suddenly her finger stopped; her brain grew +clear, her heart beat steadily. This was what she read,-- + + "I will and bequeath all the residue of my real and personal + estate and effects to the said John Harman, Jasper Harman, and + Alexander Wilson, in trust to sell and realize the same, and out of + the proceeds thereof to invest such a sum in public stocks or + funds, or other authorized securities, as will produce an annual + income of L1,200 a year, and to hold the investment of the said sum + in trust to pay the income thereof to my dear wife for her life: + and after her decease to hold the said investment in trust for my + daughter Charlotte to her sole and separate use, independently of + any husband with whom she may intermarry." + +Charlotte Harman was not the kind of woman who faints. But there is a +heart faintness when the muscles remain unmoved, and the eyes are still +bright. At that moment her youth died absolutely. But though she felt +its death pang, not a movement of her proud face betrayed her. She saw, +without looking at him, that the red-faced man was watching her. She +forced herself to raise her eyes, and saying simply, "This is Mr. +Harman's will," handed it to him across the table. He took it, and began +to devour the contents with quick and practised eyes. What she had taken +so long to discover he took it in at a glance. She heard him utter a a +smothered exclamation of pain and horror. She felt not the least +amazement or curiosity. All emotion seemed dead in her. She drew on her +gloves deliberately, pulled down her veil, and left the room. That dead, +dead youth she was dragging away with her had made her feel so cold and +numb that she never noticed that the red faced man had hastily folded up +the will, had returned it to the clerk at the desk, and was following +her. She went through the entrance hall, glancing neither to the left or +right. The man came near. When they both got into the square he came to +her side, raised his hat and spoke. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. + +TRUSTEES. + + +"Madam," said the stranger, "you will pardon my intruding on you, but I +saw it in your face. You are interested in that will you have just +read." + +"Yes," answered Charlotte simply. + +At another time she would have given an indignant retort to what she +would have considered a liberty. Now she turned her eyes with a mute +appeal in them to this stranger, for she recognized kindness in his +tones. + +"It was my grandfather's will," she said, responding yet farther to the +full, kind gaze he gave her back. + +"Ah! then that sets me right," said Sandy Wilson, for it was he. "That +sets me right, young lady. Now I saw you got a considerable bit of a +shock just then. You ain't, you'll forgive me for saying so, but you +ain't quite fit to meet any of your people for a bit; you may want them +not to guess, but any one with half an eye can see you're not the young +lady you were even when I entered that reading-room not half an hour +back. I'm a rough, plain man, but I'm very much interested in that will +too, and I'd like to have a little bit of a talk with you about it, if +you'll allow me. Suppose, miss, that you and I just take a turn round +the square for a few moments." + +Charlotte's answer to this was to turn her face again towards the +particular building where she had read the will, and her companion, +turning with her, began to talk eagerly. + +"You see, miss, it was quite a little bit of luck brought you and me +together to-day. The gentleman who made that will was your grandfather; +your name is----" + +"Harman," answered Charlotte. + +"Ah! yes, I see; and I--I am Alexander Wilson. I don't suppose you ever +saw me before; but I, too, am much interested in that will. I have been +abroad, and--and--supposed to be dead almost ever since that will was +made. But I was not dead, I was in Australia; I came home a week ago, +and found out my one living relation, my niece, my sister's child. She +is married and is a Mrs. Home now, but she is the Charlotte named in Mr. +Harman's will, the Charlotte to whom, and to her mother before her, Mr. +Harman left L1,200 a year." + +"Yes," said Charlotte Harman. She found difficulty in dragging this one +word from her lips. + +"Madam, I find my niece very poor; very, very poor. I go and look at her +father's will. I see there that she is entitled to wealth, to what she +would consider riches. I find also that this money is left for her +benefit in the hands of trustees; two of the trustees are called Harman, +the other, madam, is--is I--myself; I--Alexander Wilson, am the other +trustee, supposed to be dead. I could not hitherto act, but I can act +now. I can get that wronged woman back her own. Yes, a monstrous piece +of injustice has been done. It was full time for Sandy Wilson to come +home. Now the first thing I must do is to find the other trustees; I +must find the Harmans, wherever they are, for these Harmans have robbed +my niece." + +"I can give you their addresses," answered Charlotte, suddenly pausing +in her walk and turning and facing her companion. "John Harman, the +other trustee, who, as you say, has robbed Mrs. Home, is my father. I am +his only child. His address is Prince's Gate, Kensington." + +"Good heavens!" said Wilson, shocked and frightened by her manner; "I +never guessed that you were his child--and yet you betray him." + +"I am his only child. When do you wish to see him?" + +To this question Wilson made no answer for a few moments. Though a just +man, he was a kind one. He could read human nature with tolerable +accuracy. It was despair, not want of feeling, which put those hard +tones into that young voice. He would not, he could not, take advantage +of its bewilderment. + +"Miss Harman," he said after a pause, "you will pardon me, but I don't +think you quite know what you are saying; you have got a considerable +bit of a shock; you were not prepared for this baseness--this baseness +on your father's part." + +Here her eyes, turned with a sudden swift flash of agony upon him, said +as plainly as eyes could speak-- + +"Need you ask?" + +"No, you could not have guessed it," continued Sandy, replying to this +mute, though beautiful appeal, almost with tears. "You are Mr. Harman's +only child. Now I daresay you are a good bit of an idol with him. I know +how I'd worship a fine lassie like you if I had her. Well, well, miss: I +don't want to pain you, but when young things come all on a heap on a +great wrong like you have done to-day, they're apt, whatever their +former love, to be a bit, just a bit, too hard. They do things, in their +first agony, that they are sorry enough for by and by. Now, miss, what I +want to say is this, that I won't take down your father's address to-day +nor listen indeed to anything you may tell me about him. I want you to +sleep it over, miss. Of course something must be done, but if you will +sleep it over, and I, Sandy Wilson sleep it over too, we'll come +together over the business with our heads a deal clearer than we could +when we both felt scared, so to speak, as we doubtless do just at +present. I won't move hand or foot in the matter until I see you again, +Miss Harman, When do you think you will be able to see me again?" + +"Will this hour to-morrow do?" + +"Yes; I shall be quite at your service. And as we may want to look at +that will again, suppose we meet just here, miss?" + +"I will be here at this hour to-morrow," said Charlotte, and as she +spoke she pulled out her watch to mark the exact time. "It is a quarter +past four now," she said; "I will meet you here at this hour to-morrow, +at a quarter past four." + +"Very well, young lady, and may God help you! If I might express a wish +for you, it is that you may have a good hard cry between now and then. +When I was told, and quite sudden like too, that my little sister, Daisy +Wilson, was dead nothing took off the pressure from my heart and brain +like a good hearty cry. So I wish you the same. They say women need it +more than men." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV. + +DAN'S WIFE + + +Charlotte watched Wilson out of the square, then she slowly followed +him. The numbness of that dead youth was still oppressing her heart and +brain. But she remembered that the carriage must be waiting for her on +the Embankment, also that her father--she gasped a little as the thought +of her father came to her--that her father would have returned from the +city; that he might ask for her, and would wonder and grow uneasy at her +absence. She must go home, that was her first thought. She hurried her +steps, anxious to take the first turning which would lead to the +Embankment. + +She had turned down a side street and was walking rapidly, when she +heard her name called suddenly and eagerly, and a woman, very shabbily +dressed, came up to her. + +"Oh, Miss Harman--Miss Harman--don't you know me?" + +Charlotte put her hand to her brow. + +"Yes," she said, "I know you now; you are Hester Wright. Is your husband +out of prison yet?" + +"He is, Miss, and he's dying; he's dying 'ard, 'ard; he's allers saying +as he wants to see either you or his master. We are told that the master +is ill; but oh! miss, miss, ef you would come and see him, he's dreadful +anxious--dreadful, dreadful anxious. I think it's jest some'ut on his +mind; ef he could tell it, I believe as he'd die easy. Oh! my beautiful, +dear young lady, every one has a good word for you. Oh! I was going to +make bold to come to Prince's Gate, and ask you to come to see him. +You'll never be sorry, miss, if you can help a poor soul to die easy." + +"You say he is really dying?" said Charlotte. + +"Yes, indeed, indeed, miss; he never held up his head since he saw the +inside of the prison. He's dying now of a galloping waste, so the +doctors say. Oh! Miss Harman, I'll bless you for ever if you'll come and +see him." + +"Yes, I will come," said Charlotte. "Where do you live?" + +"Away over at Poplar, miss. Poor place enough, and unfit for one like +you, but I'll come and fetch you my own self, and not a pin's worth of +harm shall come to you; you need have no cause to fear. When shall I +come for you, my dear, dear young lady?" + +"The man is dying, you say," said Charlotte. "Death doesn't wait for our +convenience; I will come with you now. My carriage is waiting quite +near, I must go and give directions to the coachman: you can come with +me: I will then get a cab and drive to see your husband." + +After this the two women--the rich and the poor--walked on side by side, +quickly and in silence. The heart of the one was dry and parched with +the sudden fire of that anguish and shame, the heart of the other was so +soothed, so thankful, that soft tears came, to be wiped stealthily away. + +"Ain't she an angel?" she said to herself, knowing nothing, guessing +less, of the storm which raged within her companion's soul; "and won't +my poor Dan die easy now?" + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. + +AN OLD WEDDING-RING. + + +Once in Charlotte's life before now, she had remembered her father doing +what she considered a strangely hard thing. A valet in whom he had +always reposed full confidence had robbed him of one hundred pounds. He +had broken open his master's desk at night and taken from thence notes +to that amount. The deed had been clumsily done, and detection was very +easy. The name of this valet was Wright. He was young and good-looking, +and had been lately married; hitherto he had been considered all that +was respectable. When his crime was brought home to him, he flew to seek +Charlotte, then a very young girl; he flung himself on his knees in her +presence, and begged of her to ask her father to show mercy to him. +Scarcely half a dozen words of passionate, terrified entreaty had passed +his trembling lips, before there came a tap at the door and the young +wife rushed in to kneel by his side. Together they implored; their words +were poor and halting, but the agony of their great plea for mercy went +straight to the young generous heart they asked to intercede for them. +Charlotte promised to do what she could. She promised eagerly, with hope +in her tones. + +Never afterwards did she forget that day. Long indeed did the faces of +those two continue to haunt her, for she had promised in vain; her +father was obdurate to all her entreaties; even her tears, and she had +cried passionately, had failed to move him. Nothing should save Wright +from the full penalty of his crime. He was arrested, convicted, and sent +to prison. + +From that moment the Harmans lost sight of the couple. Charlotte had +tried, it is true, to befriend Hester Wright, but the young woman with +some pride had refused all assistance from those whom she considered +strangely hard and cruel. It was some years now since anything had been +heard of either of them. Charlotte, it is true, had not forgotten them, +but she had put them into a back part of her memory, for her father's +conduct with regard to Wright had always been a sore puzzle to her. And +now, on this day of all days, she was driving in a cab by the side of +Hester Wright to see her dying husband. She had sent a message home by +the coachman which would allay all immediate anxiety on her account, and +she sat back in the cab by the side of the poor and sad woman with a +sense of almost relief, for the present. For an hour or two she had +something outside of herself and her home to turn her thoughts to. After +what seemed a very long drive, they reached the shabby court and +shabbier house where the Wrights lived. + +Charlotte had heard of such places before, but had never visited them. +Shabby women, and dirty and squalid children surrounded the young lady +as she descended to the pavement. The children came very close indeed, +and some even stroked her dress. One mite of three years raised, in the +midst of its dirt and neglect, a face of such sweetness and innocence, +that Charlotte suddenly stooped down and kissed it. That kiss, though it +left a grimy mark on her lips, yet gave the first faint touch of +consolation to her sorely bruised heart. There was something good still +left on God's earth, and she had come to this slum, in the East end of +London, to see it shine in a baby's eyes. + +"Ef you please, Miss, I think we had better keep the cab," said Hester +Wright; "I don't think there's any cabstand, not a long way from yere." + +Charlotte spoke to the cabby, desired him to wait, then she followed +Hester into the house. + +"No, I have no children," said the woman in answer to a question of the +young lady's; "thank God fur that; who'd want to have young 'uns in a +hole like this?" + +By this time they had reached their destination. It was a cellar; Hester +was not so very far wrong in calling it a hole. It was damp, dirty, and +ill-smelling, even to the woman who was accustomed to it; to Charlotte +it was horrible beyond words. For a time, the light was so faint she +could distinguish nothing, then on some straw in a corner she saw a man. +He was shrunken, and wasted, and dying, and Charlotte, prepared as she +was for a great change, could never have recognized him. His wife, +taking Charlotte's hand in hers, led her forward at once. + +"You'd never ha' guessed, Dan, as I'd have so much luck," she said. "I +met our young lady in the street, and I made bold to 'ax her and come +and see you, and she come off at once. This is our Miss Harman, Dan +dear." + +"Our Miss Harman," repeated the dying man, raising his dim eyes. "She's +changed a goodish bit." + +"Don't call me yours," said Charlotte. "I never did anything for you." + +"Ay, but you tried," said the wife. "Dan and me don't furget as we heerd +you cryin' fit to break yer heart outside the study door, and him +within, wid a heart as hard as a nether mill-stone, would do nought. No, +you did yer werry best; Dan and me, we don't furget." + +"No, I don't furget," said the man. "It wor a pity as the old man were +so werry 'ard. I wor young and I did it rare and clumsy; it wor to pay a +debt, a big, big debt. I 'ad put my 'and to a bit of paper widhout +knowing wot it meant, and I wor made to pay for it, and the notes they +seemed real 'andy. Well, well, I did it badly, I ha' larnt the right way +since from some prison pals. I would not be found out so easy now." + +He spoke in an indifferent, drawling kind of voice, which expressed no +emotion whatever. + +"You are very ill, I fear," said Charlotte, kneeling by his side. + +"Ill! I'm dying, miss dear." + +Charlotte had never seen death before. She noticed now the queer shade +of grey in the complexion, the short and labored breath. She felt +puzzled by these signs, for though she had never seen death, this +grayness, this shortness of breath, were scarcely unfamiliar. + +"I'm dying," continued the man. "I don't much care; weren't it fur Hetty +there, I'd be rayther glad. I never 'ad a chance since the old master +sent me to prison. I'd ha' lived respectable enough ef the old master +'ad bin merciful that time. But once in prison, always in prison fur a +friendless chap like me. I never wanted to steal agen, but I jest 'ad +to, to keep the life in me. I could get no honest work hanywhere; then +at last I took cold, and it settled yere," pointing to his sunken chest, +"and I'm going off, sure as sure!" + +"He ain't like to live another twenty-four hours, so the doctor do say," +interrupted the wife. + +"No, that's jest it. Yesterday a parson called. I used ter see the jail +chaplain, and I never could abide him, but this man, he did speak hup +and to the point. He said as it wor a hawful thing to die unforgiven. He +said it over and over, until I wor fain to ax him wot I could do to get +furgiven, fur he did say it wor an hawful thing to die without having +parding." + +"Oh, it must be, it must be!" said Charlotte, suddenly clasping her +hands very tightly together. + +"I axed him how I could get it from God h'Almighty, and he told me, to +tell him, the parson, first of all my whole story, and then he could +_adwise_ me; so I hup and telled him heverything, hall about that theft +as first tuk me to prison and ruined me, and how 'ard the old master +wor, and I telled him another thing too, for he 'ad sech a way, he +seemed to draw yer werry 'art out of you. Then he axed me ef I'd +furgiven the old master, and I said no, fur he wor real, real 'ard; then +he said so solemn-like, 'That's a great, great pity, fur I'm afraid as +God can't furgive you, till you furgives.' Arter that he said a few more +words, and prayed awhile, and then he went away. I could not sleep hall +night, and to-day I called Hetty there, over, and she said as she'd do +her werry best to bring either the old master yere, or you miss, and you +see you are come; 'tis an awful thing to die without parding, that's why +I axed you to come." + +"Yes," said Charlotte very softly. + +"Please, miss, may a poor dying feller, though he ain't no better nor a +common, common thief, may he grip, 'old of yer and?" + +"With all my heart." + +"There now, it don't seem so werry 'ard. _Lord Jesus, I furgives Mr. +Harman._ Now I ha' said it. Wife dear, bring me hover that little box, +that as I allers kep' so close." + +His wife brought him a tiny and very dirty cardboard box. + +"_She_ kep' it when I wor locked up; I allers call it my bit o' revenge. +I'll give it back now. Hetty, open it." + +Hetty did so, taking from under a tiny bit of cotton-wool a worn, +old-fashioned wedding-ring. + +"There, miss dear," said Wright, handing it to her, "that wor the old +master's wife's ring. I knew as he set more prize to it nor heverything +else he had, he used to wear it on a bit of ribbon round his neck. One +day he did not put it on, he furgot it, and I, when I found he meant to +be so werry, werry 'ard, I took it and hid it, and took it away wid me. +It comforted me when I wor so long in prison to think as he might be +fretting fur it, and never guess as the lad he were so 'ard on had it. I +never would sell it, and now as I has furgiven him, he may have it back +agen. You tell him arter I'm dead, tell him as I furgives him, and +yere's the ring back agen." + +Charlotte slipped the worn little trinket on her finger. + +"I will try and give my father your message," she said. "I may not be +able at once, but I will try. I am glad you have forgiven him; we all +stand in sore, sore need of that, not only from our fellow-men, but much +more from our God. Now good-bye, I will come again." She held out her +hand. + +"Ah, but miss dear, I won't be yere fur no coming again, I'll be far +away. Hetty knows that, poor, poor, gal! Hetty'll miss me, but only fur +that I could be real glad, fur now as I ha' furgiven the old master, I +feels real heasy. I ain't nothing better nor a common thief, but fur +hall that, I think as Jesus 'ull make a place for me somehow nigh of +hisself." + +"And, miss," said Hester, "I'm real sorry, and so will Dan be when I +tell him how bad the old master is." + +"My father is not well; but how do you know?" said Charlotte. + +"Well, miss, I went to the house to-day, a-looking fur you and the +servant she told me, she said as there worn't never a hope, as the old +master were safe to die." + +"Then maybe I can tell himself hup in heaven as I quite furgives him," +said Dan Wright. + +Charlotte glanced from one speaker to the other in a kind of terrible +astonishment. Suddenly she knew on whose brow she had seen that awful +grayness, from whose lips she had heard that short and hurried breath. A +kind of spasm of great agony suddenly contracted her heart. Without a +word, however, she rose to her feet, gave the wife money for her present +needs, bade the dying husband good-bye, and stepped into the cab which +still waited for her. It was really late, and all daylight had faded as +she gave the direction for her own luxurious home. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII. + +THREE FACTS. + + +Dinner was more than half over when she reached Prince's Gate. She was +glad of this. She went straight up to her own room and sent for her +maid. + +"Ward, I am very tired and not very well. I shall not go down again +to-night, nor do I wish to see any one. Please bring up a cup of strong +tea here, and a little dry toast, and then you may leave me. I shall not +want you again to-night." + +"You won't see Mr. Harman again to-night, miss. Am I to take him that +message?" + +"Yes; say that I have a headache and think I had better stay quiet. I +will be down to breakfast as usual." + +Ward went away, to return in a few moments with the tea and toast. + +"If you please, Miss Harman, they have just sent the wedding dress and +veil from ----. Are you too tired to be fitted to-night?" + +Charlotte gave a little involuntary shudder. + +"Yes, I am much too tired," she said; "put everything away, I do not +want even to look at them. Thank you, Ward, this tea looks nice. Now you +need not come in again. Good-night." + +"Good night, Miss Harman," said the maid, going softly to the door and +closing it behind her. + +Charlotte got up at once and turned the key. Now, at last, thank God, +she was quite alone. She threw off her bonnet and cloak and going +straight to her bed flung herself upon it. In this position she lay +still for over an hour. The strong tension she had put on herself gave +way during that hour, for she groaned often and heavily, though tears +were very far from her eyes. At the end of about an hour she got up, +bathed her face and hands in cold water, drank a cup of tea, and put +some coals on a fire in the grate. She then pulled out her watch. Yes; +she gave a sigh of relief--it was not yet ten o'clock, she had the best +part of twelve hours before her in which to prepare to meet her father +at breakfast. In these hours she must think, she must resolve, she must +prepare herself for action. She sat down opposite the little cheerful +fire which, warm though the night was, was grateful to her in her +chilled state of mind and body. Looking into its light she allowed +thought to have full dominion over her. Hitherto, from the moment she +had read those words in her grandfather's will until this present +moment, she had kept thought back. In the numbness which immediately +followed the first shock, this was not so difficult. She had heard all +Sandy Wilson's words, but had only dimly followed out their meaning. He +wanted to meet her on the morrow. She had promised to meet him, as she +would have promised also to do anything else, however preposterous, at +that moment. Then she had felt a desire, more from the force of habit +than from any stronger motive, to go home. She had been met by Hester +Wright, and Hester had taken her to see her dying husband. She had stood +by the deathbed and looked into the dim and terrible eyes of death, and +felt as though a horrible nightmare was oppressing her, and then at last +she had got away, and at last, at last she was at home. The luxuries of +her own refined and beautiful home surrounded her. She was seated in the +room where she had slept as a baby, as a child, as a girl; and now, now +she must wake from this semi-dream, she must rouse herself, she must +think it out. Hinton was right in saying that in a time of great trouble +a very noble part of Charlotte would awake; that in deep waters such a +nature as hers would rise, not sink. It was awakening now, and putting +forth its young wings, though its birth-throes were causing agony. "I +_will_ look the facts boldly in the face," she said once aloud, "even my +own heart shall not accuse me of cowardice." There were three facts +confronting this young woman, and one seemed nearly as terrible as the +other. First, her father was guilty. During almost all the years of her +life he had been not an honorable, but a base man; he had, to enrich +himself, robbed the widow and the fatherless; he had grown wealthy on +their poverty; he had left them to suffer, perhaps to die. The will +which he had thought would never be read was there to prove his +treachery. Believing that his fellow-trustee was dead, he had betrayed +his sacred trust. Charlotte could scarcely imagine a darker crime. Her +father, who looked so noble, who was so tender and good to her, who bore +so high a character in the eyes of the world, was a very bad man. This +was her first fact. Her second seemed, just because of the first, even a +shade darker. This father, whom she had loved, this poor, broken-down, +guilty father, who, like a broken idol, had fallen from his high estate +in her heart, was _dying_. Ah! she knew it now; that look on his old +face could only belong to the dying. How blind she had been! how +ignorant! But the Wrights' words had torn the veil from her eyes; the +guilty man was going fast to judgment. The God whom he had sinned +against was about to demand retribution. Now she read the key to his +unhappiness, his despair. No wonder, no wonder, that like a canker it +had eaten into his heart. Her father was certainly dying; God himself +was taking his punishment into His own hands. Charlotte's third fact, +though the most absolutely personal of the whole, scarcely tortured her +as the other two did to-night. It lay so clearly and so directly in her +path, that there was no pausing how best to act. The way for action was +too clear to be even for an instant disobeyed. Into this fire she must +walk without hesitation or pause. Her wedding-day could not be on the +twentieth; her engagement must be broken off; her marriage at an end. +What! she, the daughter of a thief, ally herself to an upright, +honorable man! Never! never! Whatever the consequences and the pain to +either, Hinton and she must part. She did not yet know how this parting +would be effected. She did not know whether she would say farewell to +her lover telling him all the terrible and bitter disgrace, or with a +poor and lame excuse on her lips. But however she did it, the thing must +be done. Never, never, never would she drag the man she loved down into +her depths of shame. + +To-night she scarcely felt the full pain of this. It was almost a +relief, in the midst of all the chaos, to have this settled line of +action around which no doubt must linger. Yes, she would instantly break +off her engagement. Now she turned her thoughts to her two former facts. +Her father was guilty. Her father was dying. She, in an underhand way, +for which even now she hated herself had discovered her father's +long-buried crime. But she had not alone discovered it. Another had also +gone to see that will in Somerset House; another with eyes far more +practised than hers had read those fatal words. And that other, he could +act. He would act; he would expose the guilty and dying old man, for he +was _the other trustee_. + +Charlotte was very ignorant as to how the law would act with regard to +such a crime as her father's. Doubtless there would be a public trial, a +public disgrace. He would be dragged into the prisoner's dock; his old +white head would be bowed low there, and he was a dying man. + +In the first shock and horror of finding that the father she had always +almost worshipped could be guilty of such a terrible crime, a great rush +of anger and almost hardness had steeled her heart against him; but now +tenderer feelings came back. Pity, sad-eyed and gentle, knocked at her +heart, and when she let in pity, love quickly resumed its throne. Yes; +whatever his crime, whatever his former life, she loved that old man. +That white-headed, broken-hearted man, so close to the grave, was her +father, and she his only child. When she spoke to Sandy Wilson to-day +she had felt no desire to save the guilty from his rightful fate. But +now her feelings were different. A great cry arose in her heart on his +behalf. Could she screen him? could she screen him from his fate? In her +agony she rose and flung herself on her knees. "My God, help me; my God, +don't forsake me; save my father. Save him, save him, save him." + +She felt a little calmer after this broken prayer, and something to do +occurred to her with its instant power of tranquillizing. She would find +out the doctor whom her father consulted. She would ask Uncle Jasper. +She would make him tell her, and she would visit this man early in the +morning, and, whatever the consequence, learn the exact truth from his +lips. It would help her in her interview later on with Mr. Wilson. +Beyond this little immediate course of action, there was no light +whatever; but she felt so far calmed, that, about two o'clock, she lay +down and sleep came to her--healthy and dreamless sleep, which was sent +direct from God to put strength into the brave heart, to enable it to +suffer and endure. Many weeks before Mr. Home had said to Charlotte +Harman, "You must keep the Christ bright within you." Was His likeness +to shine henceforth through all the rest of her life, in those frank +eyes, that sweet face, that noble woman's heart, because of and through +that great tribulation? We have heard tell of the white robes which they +wear who go through it. Is it not worth while for so sacred a result to +heat the furnace seven times? + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII. + +THE DOCTOR'S VERDICT. + + +In her terrible anger and despair Charlotte had almost forgotten Uncle +Jasper; but when she came down to breakfast the following morning and +saw him there, for he had come to Prince's Gate early, and was standing +with her father on the hearthrug, she suddenly remembered that he too +must have been guilty; nay, worse, her father had never tried to deceive +her, and Uncle Jasper had. She remembered the lame story he had told +her about Mrs. Home; how fully she had believed that story, and how it +had comforted her heart at the time! Now she saw clearly its many flaws, +and wondered at her own blindness. Charlotte had always been considered +an open creature--one so frank, so ingenuous, that her secrets, had she +ever tried to have any, might be read like an open book; but last night +she had learned to dissemble. She was glad when she entered the cheerful +breakfast-room to find that she was able to put her hardly learned +lesson in practice. Knowing what she did, she could yet go up and kiss +her father, and allow her uncle to put his lips to her cheek. She +certainly looked badly, but that was accounted for by the headache which +she confessed still troubled her. She sat down opposite the tea-urn, and +breakfast was got through in such a manner that Mr. Harman noticed +nothing particular to be wrong. He always drove to the City now in his +own private carriage, and after he had gone Charlotte turned to Jasper. + +"Uncle Jasper," she said, "you have deceived me." + +"Good heavens! how, Charlotte?" said the old uncle. + +"My father is _very_ ill. You have given me to understand that there was +nothing of serious consequence the matter with him." + +Uncle Jasper heaved a slight but still audible sigh of relief. Was this +all? These fears he might even yet quiet. + +"I have not deceived you, Charlotte," he said, "for I do not believe +your father to be seriously ill." + +He fixed his keen gray eyes on her face as he spoke. She returned his +gaze without shrinking. + +"Still you do think him ill?" she said. + +"Well, any one to look at him must admit that he is not what he was." + +"Just so, Uncle Jasper. So you have told me very many times, when you +have feared my troubling him on certain matters. Now it has come to me +from another source that he is very ill. My eyes have been opened, and I +see the fact myself. I wish to learn the simple and exact truth. I wish +to see the doctor he has consulted." + +"How do you know he has consulted any?" + +"Has he?" + +Uncle Jasper was silent for a moment. He felt in a difficulty. Did +Charlotte know the worst, she might postpone her marriage, the last +thing to be desired just now; and yet where had she got her information? +It was awkward enough, though he felt a certain sense of relief in thus +accounting for the change in her appearance since yesterday morning. He +got up and approached her side softly. + +"My dear, I do own that your father is ill. I own, too, that I have, by +his most express wish, made as light of the matter to you as I could. +The fact is, Charlotte, he is anxious, very anxious, about himself. He +thinks himself much worse than I believe him to be; but his strongest +desire is, that now, on the eve of your marriage, you should not be +alarmed on his account. I firmly believe you have no cause for any +special fear. Ought you not to respect his wishes, and rest satisfied +without seeking to know more than he and I tell you? I will swear, +Charlotte, if that is any consolation to you, that I am not immediately +anxious about your father." + +"You need not swear, Uncle Jasper. Your not being anxious does not +prevent my being so. I am determined to find out the exact truth. If he +thinks himself very ill he has, of course, consulted some medical man. +If you will not tell me his name I will myself ask my father to do so +to-night." + +"By so doing you will shock him, and the doctor does not wish him to be +shocked." + +"Just so, Uncle Jasper, and you can spare him that by telling me what +you know." + +"My dear niece, if you _will_ have it?" + +"I certainly am quite resolved, uncle." + +"Well, well, you approach this subject at your peril. If you _must_ see +the doctor you must. Wilful woman over again. Would you like me to go +with you?" + +"No, thank you; I prefer to go alone. What is the doctor's name?" + +"Sir George Anderson, of B---- Street." + +"I will go to him at once," said Charlotte. + +She left the room instantly, though she heard her uncle calling her +back. Yes, she would go to Sir George at once. She pulled out her watch, +ran upstairs, put on some out-door dress, and in ten minutes from the +time she had learned the name of the great physician was in a hansom +driving to his house. This rapid action was a relief to her. Presently +she arrived at her destination. Yes, the doctor was at home. He was +engaged for the present with another patient, but if Charlotte liked to +wait he would see her in her turn. Certainly she would wait. She gave +her card to the man who admitted her, and was shown into a room, very +dark and dismal, where three or four patients were already enduring a +time of suspense waiting for their interviews. Charlotte, knowing +nothing of illness, knew, if possible, still less of doctors' rooms. A +sense of added depression came over her as she seated herself on the +nearest chair, and glanced, from the weary and suffering faces of those +who waited anxiously for their doom, to the periodicals and newspapers +piled on the table. A gentleman seated not far off handed her the last +number of the _Illustrated London News_. She took it, turning the pages +mechanically. To her dying day she never got over the dislike to that +special paper which that half hour created. + +One by one the patients' names were called by the grave footman as he +came to summon them. One by one they went away, and at last, at last, +Charlotte's turn came. She had entered into conversation with a little +girl of about sixteen, who appeared to be in consumption, and the little +girl had praised the great physician in such terms that Charlotte felt +more than ever that against his opinion there could be no appeal. And +now at last she was in the great man's presence, and, healthy girl that +she was, her heart beat so loud, and her face grew so white, that the +practised eyes of the doctor might have been pardoned for mistaking her +for a _bona-fide_ patient. + +"What are you suffering from?" he asked of her. + +"It is not myself, Sir George," she said, then making a great effort to +control her voice--"I have come about my father--my father is one of +your patients. His name is Harman." + +Sir George turned to a large book at his side, opened it at a certain +page, read quietly for a moment, then closing it, fixed his keen eyes on +the young lady. + +"You are right," he said, "your father, Mr. Harman, is one of my +patients. He came to see me no later than last week." + +"Sir," said Charlotte, and her voice grew steadier and braver as she +spoke, "I am in perfect health, and my father is ill. I have come here +to-day to learn from your lips the exact truth as to his case." + +"The exact truth?" said the doctor. "Does your father know you have come +here, Miss--Miss Harman?" + +"He does not, Sir George. My father is a widower, and I am his only +child. He has endeavored to keep this thing from me, and hitherto has +partially succeeded. Yesterday, through another source, I learned that +he is very seriously ill. I have come to you to know the truth. You will +tell it to me, will you not?" + +"I certainly _can_ tell it to you." + +"And you will?" + +"Well, the fact is, Miss Harman, he is anxious that you should not know. +I am scarcely prepared to fathom your strength of character. Any shock +will be of serious consequence to him. How can I tell how you will act +when you know all?" + +"You are preparing me for the worst now, Sir George. I solemnly promise +you in no way to use my knowledge so as to give my father the slightest +shock." + +"I believe you," answered the doctor. "A brave woman can do wonders. +Women are unselfish; they can hide their own feelings to comfort and +succor another. Miss Harman, I am sorry for you, I have bad news for +you." + +"I know it, Sir George. My father is very ill." + +"Your father is as seriously ill as a man can be to be alive; in short, +he is--dying." + +"Is there no hope?" + +"None." + +"Must he die soon?" asked Charlotte, after a brief pause. + +"That depends. His malady is of such a nature that any sudden shock, any +sudden grief will probably kill him instantly. If his mind is kept +perfectly calm, and all shocks are kept from him, he may live for many +months." + +"Oh! terrible!" cried Charlotte. + +She covered her face. When she raised it at last it looked quite haggard +and old. + +"Sir George," she said, "I do not doubt that in your position as a +doctor you have come across some secrets. I am going to confide in you, +to confide in you to a certain measure." + +"Your confidence shall be sacred, my dear young lady." + +"Yesterday, Sir George, I learned something, something which concerns my +father. It concerns him most nearly and most painfully. It relates to an +old and buried wrong. This wrong relates to others; it relates to those +now living most nearly and most painfully." + +"Is it a money matter?" asked the doctor. + +"It is a money matter. My father alone can set it right. I mean that +during his lifetime it cannot possibly in any way be set right without +his knowledge. Almost all my life, he has kept this thing a secret from +me and--and--from the world. For three and twenty years it has lain in a +grave. If he is told now, and the wrong cannot be repaired without his +knowledge, it will come on him as a--disgrace. The question I ask of you +is this: can he bear the disgrace?" + +"And my answer to you, Miss Harman, is, that in his state of health the +knowledge you speak of will instantly kill him." + +"Then--then--God help me! what am I to do? Can the wrong never be +righted?" + +"My dear young lady, I am sincerely sorry for you. I cannot enter into +the moral question, I can only state a fact. As your father's physician +I forbid you to tell him." + +"You forbid me to tell him?" said Charlotte. She got up and pulled down +her veil. "Thank you," she said, holding out her hand. "I have that to +go on--as my father's physician you forbid him to know?" + +"I forbid it absolutely. Such a knowledge would cause instant death." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX + +PUZZLED. + + +The old Australian Alexander Wilson, had left his niece, Charlotte Home, +after his first interview with her, in a very disturbed state of mind. +More disturbed indeed was he than by the news of his sister's death. He +was a rich man now, having been successful in the land of his +banishment, and having returned to his native land the possessor of a +moderate fortune. He had never married, and he meant to live with Daisy +and share his wealth with her. But in these day-dreams he had only +thought of his money as giving some added comforts to his rich little +sister, enabling her to have a house in London for the season, and, +while living in the country, to add more horses to her establishment and +more conservatories to build and tend. His money should add to her +luxuries and, consequently, to her comforts. He had never heard of this +unforgotten sister for three and twenty years, the strange dislike to +write home having grown upon him as time went on but though he knew +nothing about her, he many a time in his own wild and solitary life +pictured her as he saw her last. Daisy never grew old to him. Death and +Daisy were not connected. Daisy in his imagination was always young, +always girlish always fresh and beautiful. He saw her as he saw her last +in her beautiful country home standing by her rich husband's side, +looking more like his daughter than his wife. No, Sandy never dreamed +that Daisy would or could die, but in thinking of her he believed her to +be a widow. That husband, so old, when he went away, must be dead. + +On his arrival in England, Sandy went down into Hertfortshire. He +visited the place where he had last seen his sister. It was in the hands +of strangers--sold long ago. No one even remembered the name of Harman. +Then he met little Daisy Home, and learned quite by accident that his +Daisy was dead, and that the pretty child who reminded him of her was +her grandchild. He went to visit Charlotte Home, and there made a fresh +discovery. Had his Daisy been alive she would have wanted far more from +his well-filled purse than horses and carriages. She would have needed +not the luxuries of life, but the necessities. He had imagined her rich, +while she had died in poverty. She had died poor, and her child, her +only child, bore evident marks of having met face to face with the +sorest of all want, that which attacks the gently born. Her face, still +young, but sadly thin and worn, the very look in her eyes told this fact +to Sandy. + +Yes; his pretty Daisy, whom he had imagined so rich, so bountifully +provided for, had died a very poor and struggling woman. Doubtless this +sad and dreadful fact had shortened her days. Doubtless but for this +monstrous injustice she would be alive now, ready to welcome her +long-lost brother back to his native land. + +All that night Sandy Wilson lay awake. He was a hale and hearty man, and +seldom knew what it was to toss for any time on his pillow; but so +shocked was he, that this night no repose would visit him. An injustice +had been done, a fraud committed, and it remained for him to find out +the evil thing, to drag it to the light, to set the wronged right once +more. Charlotte Home was not at all the character he could best +understand. She was not in the least like her mother. She told the tale +of her wrongs with a strange and manifest reluctance. She believed that +a fraud had been committed. She was fully persuaded that not her +long-dead father but her living half-brothers were the guilty parties. +In this belief Sandy most absolutely shared. He longed to drag these +villains into the glaring light of justice, to expose them and their +disgraceful secret to the shameful light of day. But in this longing he +saw plainly that Charlotte did not share. He was puzzled, scarcely +pleased that this was so. How differently little Daisy would have acted +had she been alive. Dear little innocent Daisy, who all alone could do +nothing, would in his strong presence have grown so brave and fearless. +She would have put the case absolutely and once for all into his hands. +Now this her daughter did not seem disposed to do. She said to him, with +most manifest anxiety, "You will do nothing without me. You will do +nothing until we meet again." + +This he had promised readily enough, for what _could_ he do in the short +hours which must elapse between now and their next meeting? As he was +dressing, however, on the following morning, a sudden idea did occur to +him, and on this idea he resolved to act before he saw Charlotte at six +o'clock in the evening. He would go to Somerset House and see Mr. +Harman's will. What Daisy first, and now Charlotte, had never thought of +doing during all these years he would do that very day. Thus he would +gain certain and definite information. With this information it would be +comparatively easy to know best how to act. + +He went to Somerset House. He saw the will; he saw the greatness of the +robbery committed so many years ago; he saw and he felt a wild kind of +almost savage delight in the fact that he could quickly and easily set +the wrong right, for he was one of the trustees. He saw all this, and +yet--and yet--he went away a very unhappy and perplexed man, for he had +seen something else--he had seen a woman's agony and despair. Sandy +Wilson possessed the very softest soul that had ever been put into a big +body. He never could bear to see even a dog in pain. How then could he +look at the face of this girl which, all in a moment, under his very +eyes, had been blanched with agony? He could not bear it. He forgot his +fierce longing for revenge, he forgot his niece Charlotte's wrongs, in +this sudden and passionate desire to succor the other Charlotte, the +daughter of the bad man who had robbed his own sister, his own niece; he +became positively anxious that Miss Harman should not commit herself; +he felt a nervous fear as each word dropped from her lips; he saw that +she spoke in the extremity of despair. How could he stop the words which +told too much? He was relieved when the thought occurred to him to ask +her to meet him again--again when they both were calmer. She had +consented, and he found himself advising her, as he would have advised +his own dear daughter had he been lucky enough to have possessed one. He +promised her that nothing, nothing should be done until they met again, +and so afraid was he that in his interview that evening with his niece, +Mrs. Home, he might be tempted to drop some word which might betray ever +so little that other Charlotte, that instead of going to Tremin's Road +as he had intended, he wrote a note excusing himself and putting off his +promised visit until the following evening. + + + + +CHAPTER XL. + +CHARLOTTE'S PLEA. + + +When at last the time drew near for him to bend his steps in the +direction of Somerset House he had by no means made up his mind how to +act. His sympathies were still with Miss Harman. Her face had haunted +him all night long; but he felt that every sense of justice, every sense +of right, called upon him to befriend Mrs. Home. His dearly loved dead +sister seemed to call to him from her grave and to ask him to rescue +those belonging to her, to give again to these wronged ones what was +rightfully theirs. In any case, seeing the wrong as he so plainly did, +he would have felt called upon to take his sister's part in the matter. +But as circumstances now stood, even had Mrs. Home been no relation to +him whatever, he still must have acted for her and her alone. For was he +not the _other trustee_? and did not the very law of the land of his +birth demand that he should see that the terms of the will were carried +out? + +He arrived at the square of Somerset House, and found Miss Harman +waiting for him. + +She came up to him at once and held out her hand. His quick eye +detected at a glance that she was now quite calm and collected, that +whatever she might have done in the first agony of her despair +yesterday, to-day she would do nothing to betray herself. Strange to +say, he liked her far less well in this mood than he had done yesterday, +and his heart and inclination veered round again to his wronged niece +and her children with a sense of pleasure and almost triumph. + +They began to walk up and down, and Miss Harman, finding that her +companion was silent, was the first to speak. + +"You asked me to meet you here to-day. What do you want to say to me?" + +Good heavens! was she going to ride the high horse over him in this +style? Sandy's small eyes almost flashed as he turned to look at her. + +"A monstrous wrong has been done, Miss Harman," he answered. "I have +come to talk about that." + +"I know," replied Charlotte. "I have thought it all out. I know exactly +what has been done. My grandfather died and left a sum of twelve +hundred a year to my--to his wife. He left other moneys to my father +and his brother. My father and his brother, my uncle, disregarded the +claims of the widow and the orphan child. They appropriated the +money--they--_stole it_--giving to my grandfather's widow a small sum +during her life, which small sum they did not even allow to be retained +by her child." + +"That is pretty much the case, young lady. You have read the will with +tolerable accuracy." + +"I do not know in the least how the deed was done," continued Charlotte. +"How such a crime could be committed and yet lie hidden all these years +remains a terrible and mysterious thing to me. But that it was done, I +can but use my own eyes in reading my grandfather's will to see." + +"It was done easily enough, Miss Harman. They thought the other trustee +was dead. Your father and his brother were false to their trust, and +they never reckoned that Sandy Wilson would come back all alive and +blooming one fine morning--Sandy, whose duty it is to see this great +wrong put right." + +"Yes, it is your duty," said Charlotte; and now, again, she grew very +white; her eyes sought the ground and she was silent. + +"It is my most plain duty," repeated Wilson, shuffling with his great +feet as he walked by her side. + +"I should like to know what steps you mean to take," continued +Charlotte, suddenly raising her eyes to his face. + +"Steps! Good gracious! young lady, I have not had time to go into the +law of the thing. Besides, I promised to do nothing until we met again. +But one thing is plain enough, and obvious enough--my niece, that young +woman who might have been rich, but who is so poor--that young woman +must come in for her own again. It is three-and-twenty years since her +father died. She must receive from your father that money with all back +interest for the last three and twenty years. That means a goodish bit +of money I can tell you." + +"I have no doubt it does," replied Charlotte. "Mrs. Home shall have it +all." + +"Well, I hope so, young lady, and soon, too. It seems to me she has had +her share of poverty." + +"She has had, as you say, her share of that evil. Mr. Wilson," again +raising her eyes to his face, "I know Mrs. Home." + +"You know her? You know my niece Charlotte personally? She did not tell +me that." + +"Yes, I know her. I should like to see her now." + +"You would?--I am surprised! Why?" + +"That I might go down on my knees to her." + +"Well, good gracious! young lady, I supposed you might feel sorry, but I +did not know you would humble yourself to that extent. It was not _your_ +sin." + +"Hush! It was my father's sin. I am his child. I would go lower than my +knees--I would lie on the ground that she might walk over me, if the +better in that position I might plead for mercy." + +"For mercy? Ay, that's all very well, but Charlotte must have her +rights. Sandy Wilson must see to that." + +"She shall have her rights! And yet I would see her if I could, and if I +saw her I would go on my knees and plead for mercy." + +"I don't understand you, Miss Harman." + +"I do not suppose you do. Will you have patience with me while I explain +myself?" + +"I have come here to talk to you and to listen to you," said Wilson. + +"Sir, I must tell you of my father, that man whom you (and I do not +wonder) consider so bad--so low! When I read that will yesterday--when I +saw with my own eyes what a fraud had been committed, what a great, +great evil had been done, I felt in my first misery that I almost hated +my father! I said to myself, 'Let him be punished!' I would have helped +you then to bring him to punishment. I think you saw that?" + +"I did, Miss Harman. I can see as far through a stone wall as most +people. I saw that you were a bit stunned, and I thought it but fair +that you should have time to calm down." + +"You were kind to me. You acted as a good man and a gentleman. Then I +scarcely cared what happened to my father; now I do." + +"Ay, ay, young lady, natural feelings must return. I am very sorry for +you." + +"Mr. Wilson, I hope to make you yet more sorry. I must tell you more. +When I saw you yesterday I knew that my father was ill--I knew that he +was in appearance an old man, a broken down man, a very unhappy man; but +since I saw you yesterday I have learned that he is a dying man--that +old man against whom I hardened my heart so yesterday is going fast to +judgment. The knowledge of this was kept from me, for my father so loved +me, so guarded me all my life that he could not bear that even a pin's +point of sorrow should rest upon me. After seeing you yesterday, and +leaving you, I visited some poor people who, not knowing that the truth +was hidden from me, spoke of it as a well known fact. I went away from +them with my eyes opened. I only wondered they had been closed so long. +I went away, and this morning I did more. I visited one of the greatest +and cleverest doctors in London. This doctor my father, unknown to me, +had for some time consulted. I asked him for his candid opinion on my +father's case. He gave it to me. Nothing can save my father. My father +must die! But he told me more; he said that the nature of his complaint +was such that any shock must instantly kill him. He said without that +shock he may live for months; not many months, but still for a few. +Hearing this, I took the doctor still further into my confidence. I told +him that a wrong had been committed--that during my father's lifetime +that wrong could not be set right without his knowledge. I said that he +must know something which would disgrace him. His answer was this: 'As +his medical man, I forbid him to know; such a knowledge will cause +certain and instant death.'" + +Charlotte paused. Wilson, now deeply interested, even appalled, was +gazing at her earnestly. + +"I know Charlotte Home," continued Miss Harman; "and, as I said just +now, I would see her now. Yes, she has needed money; she has longed for +money; she has been cruelly wronged--most cruelly treated! Still, I +think, if I pleaded long enough and hard enough, she would have mercy; +she would not hurry that old man to so swift a judgment; she would spare +him for those few, few months to which his life is now limited. It is +for those months I plead. He is a dying man. I want nothing to be done +during those months. Afterwards--afterwards I will promise, if necessary +sign any legal paper you bring to me, that all that should have been +hers shall be Charlotte Home's--I restore it all! Oh, how swiftly and +how gladly! All I plead for are those few months." + +Wilson was silent. + +Charlotte suddenly looking at him almost lost her self-control. + +"Must I go down on my knees to you, sir? I will if it is necessary. I +will here--even here do so, if it is necessary." + +"It is not, it is not, my dear Miss Harman. I believe you; from my soul +I pity you! I will do what I can. I can't promise anything without my +niece's permission; but I am to see her this evening." + +"Oh, if you plead with her, she will have mercy; for I know her--I am +sure of her! Oh! how can I thank you?--how can I thank you both?" + +Here some tears rose to Charlotte's eyes, and rolled fast and heavily +down her cheeks. She put up her handkerchief to wipe them away. + +"You asked me to cry yesterday, but I could not; now I believe I shall +be able," she said with almost a smile. "God bless you!" + +Before Wilson could get in another word she had left him and, hurrying +through the square, was lost to sight. + +Wilson gazed after her retreating form; then he went into Somerset +House, and once more long and carefully studied Mr. Harman's will. + + + + +CHAPTER XLI. + +NO WEDDING ON THE TWENTIETH. + + +Charlotte was quite right in saying that now she could cry; a great +tension had been removed, an immediate agony lightened. From the time +she had left the doctor's presence until she had met Sandy Wilson, most +intolerable had been her feelings. She would sink all pride when she saw +him; for her father's sake, she would plead for mercy; but knowing +nothing of the character of the man, how could she tell that she would +be successful? How could she tell that he might not harden his heart +against her plea? When she left him, however, she knew that her cause +was won. Charlotte Home was to be the arbitrator of her fate; she had +never in all her life seen such a hunger for money in any eyes as she +had done in Charlotte's, and yet she felt a moral certainty that with +Charlotte she was safe. In the immediate relief of this she could cry, +and those tears were delicious to her. Returning from her drive, and in +the solitude of her own room, she indulged in them, weeping on until no +more tears would flow. They took the maddening pressure of heart and +brain, and after them she felt strong and even calm. She had washed her +face and smoothed her hair, and though she could not at once remove all +trace of the storm through which she had just passed, she still looked +better than she had done at breakfast that morning, when a tap came to +her door, and Ward, her maid, waited outside. + +"If you please, Miss Harman, the dressmaker has called again. Will you +have the wedding dress fitted now?" + +At the same instant and before Charlotte could reply, a footman appeared +at the head of the stairs--"Mr. Hinton had arrived and was waiting for +Miss Harman, in her own sitting-room." + +"Say, I will be with him directly," she answered to the man, then she +turned to Ward. "I will send you with a message to the dressmaker this +evening; tell her I am engaged now." + +The two messengers left, and Charlotte turned back into her room. She +had to go through another fire. Well! the sooner it was over the better. +She scarcely would give herself time for any thought as she ran quickly +down the stairs and along the familiar corridor, and in a moment found +herself in Hinton's presence. They had not met since yesterday morning, +when they had parted in apparent coldness; but Hinton had long forgotten +it, and now, when he saw her face, a great terror of pity and love came +over him. + +"My darling! my own darling!" he said. He came up to her and put his +arms round her. "Charlotte, what is it? You are in trouble? Tell me." + +Ah! how sweet it was to feel the pressure of his arms, to lay her head +on his breast. She was silent for quite a minute, saying to herself, "It +is for the last time." + +"You are in great trouble, Charlotte? Charlotte, what is it?" questioned +her lover. + +"Yes, I am in great trouble," she said then, raising her head and +looking at him. Her eyes were clear and frank and open as of old, and +yet at that moment she meant to deceive him; she would not tell him the +real reason which induced her to break off her engagement. She would +shelter her father in the eyes of the man she loved, at any cost. + +"You are in great trouble," he repeated, seeing that she paused. + +"Yes, John--for myself--for my father--for--for you. Dear John, we +cannot be married on the twentieth, we must part." + +"Charlotte!" he stepped back a pace or two in his astonishment, and her +arms fell heavily to her sides. "Charlotte!" he repeated; he had failed +to understand her. He gave a short laugh. + +She began to tremble when she heard him laugh, and seeing a chair near, +she sunk into it. "Yes, John, we must part," she repeated. + +He went down on his knees then by her side, and looked into her face. +"My poor darling, you are really not well; you are in trouble, and don't +know what you are saying. Tell me all your trouble, Charlotte, but don't +mind those other words. It is impossible that you and I can part. Have +we not plighted our troth before God? We cannot take that back. +Therefore we cannot part." + +"In heart we may be one, but outwardly we must part," she repeated, and +then she began to cry feebly, for she was all unstrung. Hinton's words +were too much for her. + +"Tell me all," he said then, very tenderly. + +"John, a dark thing was kept from me, but I have discovered it. My +father is dying. How can I marry on the twentieth, when my father is +dying?" + +Hinton instantly felt a sense of relief. Was this all the meaning of +this great trouble? This objection meant, at the most, postponement, +scarcely that, when Charlotte knew all. + +"How did you learn that about your father?" he said. + +"I went to see some poor people yesterday, and they told me; but that +was not enough. To-day I visited the great doctor. My father has seen +Sir George Anderson; he told me all. My father is a dying man. John, can +you ask me to marry when my father is dying?" + +"I could not, Charlotte, if it were not his own wish." + +"His own wish?" she repeated. + +"Yes! some time ago he told me of this; he said the one great thing he +longed for was to see you and me--you and me, my own Charlotte--husband +and wife before he died." + +"Why did he keep his state of health as a secret from me?" + +"I begged of him to tell you, but he wanted you to be his own bright +Charlotte to the end." + +Then Hinton told her of that first interview he had with her father. He +told it well, but she hardly listened. Must she tell him the truth after +all? No! she would not. During her father's lifetime she would shield +him at any cost. Afterwards, ah! afterwards all the world would know. + +When Hinton had ceased speaking, she laid her hand on his arm. +"Nevertheless, my darling, I cannot marry next week. I know you will +fail to understand me. I know my father will fail to understand me. That +is hard--the hardest part, but I am doing right. Some day you will +acknowledge that. With my father dying I cannot stand up in white and +call myself a bride. My marriage-day was to have been the entrance into +Paradise to me. With a funeral so near, and so certain, it cannot be +that. John--John--I--cannot--I cannot. We must not marry next week." + +"You put it off, then? You deny your dying father his dearest wish? That +is not like you, Charlotte." + +"No, it is unlike me. Everything, always, again, will be unlike me. If +you put it so, I deny my father his dearest wish." + +"Charlotte, I fail to understand you. You will not marry during your +father's lifetime. But it may be very quiet--very--very quiet, I can +manage that; and you need not leave him, you can still be altogether his +daughter, and yet make him happy by letting him feel that you are also +my wife; that I have the right to shield you, the right to love and +comfort you. Come, Charlotte! come, my darling! we won't have any +outward festivity, any outward rejoicing. This is but natural, this can +be managed, and yet we may have that which is above and beyond it +all--one another. We may be one in our sorrow instead of our joy." + +"Oh! if it could be," she sobbed; and now again she laid her head on his +shoulder. + +"It shall be, Charlotte; we will marry like that on the twentieth. I +will manage it with your father." + +"No John! no, my dearest, my best beloved, I cannot be your wife. Loving +you as I never--never--loved you before, I give you up; it is worse than +the agony of death to me. But I give you up." + +"You postpone our marriage during your father's lifetime?" + +"I postpone it--I do more--I break it off. Oh! John, don't look at me +like that; pity me--pity me, my heart will break." + +But he had pushed her a little away from him. Pale as death he rose to +his feet. "Charlotte! you are deceiving me; you have another reason for +this?" + +"If you will have it so," she said. + +"You are keeping a secret from me." + +"I do not say so, but you are likely enough to think this," she +repeated. + +"Can you deny it?" + +"I will not try, I know we must part." + +"If this is so, we must. A secret between husband and wife is fatal." + +"It would be, but I admit nothing, we cannot be husband and wife." + +"Never, Charlotte?" + +"Never!" she said. + +Hinton thought for a moment, and then he came up and again took her +hand. "Lottie, tell me that secret; trust me; I know there is a secret, +tell it to me, all of it, let me decide whether it must part us." + +"I cannot, my darling--my darling--I can say nothing, explain nothing, +except that you and I must part." + +"If that is so, we must," he said. + +He was pained, shocked, and angry, beyond words. He left the room and +the house without even another look. + + + + +CHAPTER XLII. + +"I LOVE HIM," SHE ANSWERED. + + +That evening Charlotte came softly into her father's study and sat down +by his side. She had not appeared at dinner-time, sending another +excuse. She was not very well, she said; she would see her father later +in the evening. But as she could not eat, she did not care to come to +dinner. She would like to see her father quite alone afterwards. +Charlotte had worded this verbal message with great care, for she wished +to prepare her father for something of extra importance. Even with the +tenderest watching it was impossible to avoid disturbing him a little, +and she wished to prepare him for the very slight but unavoidable shock +she must give. Jasper dined at Prince's Gate as usual. But after dinner +he went away. And Charlotte, when she knew this, instantly went down to +her father. She was now perfectly calm. For the time being had forgotten +herself absolutely. Nothing gives outward composure like +self-forgetfulness, like putting yourself in your fellow-man's place. +Charlotte had done this when she stepped up to her old father's side. +She had dressed herself, too, with special thought for him. There was a +muslin frock, quite clear and simple, which he had loved. It was a soft +Indian fabric, and clung to her fine figure in graceful folds. She had +made Ward iron it out, and had put it on. Of late she had considered it +too girlish, but to-night she appeared in it knowing it would please the +eyes for which it was worn. + +Mr. Harman was chilly and sat by the fire. As usual the room was softly +but abundantly lit by candles. Charlotte loved light, and, as a rule, +hated to talk to any one without looking at that person fully. But +to-night an opposite motive caused her to put out one by one all the +candles. + +"Does not the room look cosy with only the firelight?" she said. And +then she sat down on a low stool at her father's feet. + +"You are better now, my love. Tell me you are better," he said, taking +her hand in his. + +"I am well enough to sit and talk to you, father," she said. + +"But what ailed you, Lottie? You could not come to dinner either +yesterday or to-day; and I remember you looked ill this morning. What is +wrong?" + +"I felt troubled, and that has brought on a headache. But don't let us +talk about me. I mean, I suppose we must after a little, but not at +first." + +"Whom shall we talk about first? Who is more important? Is it Hinton? +You cannot get _me_ to think that Charlotte." + +"You are more important. I want to talk about you." + +Now she got hold of his hand, and, turning round, gazed firmly into his +face. + +"Father, you have troubled me. You have caused my headache." + +Instantly a startled look came into his eyes; and she, reading him +now--as, alas! she knew how to do but too well--hastened to soothe it. + +"You wanted to send me away, to make me less your own, if that were +possible. Father, I have come here to-night to tell you that I am not +going away--that I am all your own, even to the end." + +"My own to the end? Yes, you must always be that. But what do you mean?" + +She felt the hand she held trembling, and hastened to add,-- + +"Why did you keep the truth from me? Why did you try to deceive me, your +nearest and dearest, as to your state of health? But I know it all now. +I am not going away from you." + +"You mean--you mean, Charlotte, you will not marry Hinton next week?" + +"No, father." + +"Have you told him?" + +"Yes." + +"Charlotte, do you know the worst about me?" + +"I know all about you. I went to see Sir George Anderson this morning. I +forced from him the opinion he has already given to you. He says that I +cannot keep you long. But while I can, we will never part." + +Mr. Harman's hand had now ceased to tremble. It lay warm and quiet in +his daughter's clasp. After a time he said-- + +"Put your arms round me darling." + +She rose to her feet, clasped her hands round his neck, and laid her +head on his shoulder. In this position he kissed first her bright hair, +then her cheek and brow. + +"But I want my little girl to leave me," he said. "Illness need not make +me selfish. You can still be my one only dear daughter, and yet be +Hinton's wife." + +"I am your only dear daughter," she repeated. "Never mind about my being +any man's wife." She tried to smile as she resumed her seat at his feet. + +Mr. Harman saw the attempt at a smile, and it instantly strengthened him +to proceed. + +"Charlotte, I am not sorry that you know that which I had not courage +either to tell you or to cause another to tell you. I am--yes, I am +dying. Some day before long I must leave you, my darling. I must go away +and return no more. But before I die I want to see you Hinton's wife. It +will make me happier to see this, for you love him, and he can make you +happy. You do love him, Charlotte?" + +"Yes, I love him," she answered. + +"Then we will not postpone the marriage. My child shall marry the man +she loves, and have the strength of his love in the dark days that must +follow; and in one week you will be back with me, no less my child +because you are Hinton's wife." + +"Father, I cannot." + +"Not if I wish it, dear--if I have set my heart on it?" + +"I cannot," she repeated. + +She felt driven to her wits' end, and pressed her hands to her face. + +"Charlotte, what is the meaning of this? There is more here than meets +the eye. Have you and Hinton quarrelled?" + +"No, except over this. And even over this it takes two to make a +quarrel. I cannot marry next week; I have told him so. He is vexed, and +you--you are vexed. Must I break my heart and leave you? You have always +given me my own way; give it now. Don't send me away from you. It would +break my heart to marry and leave you now." + +"Is this indeed so, Charlotte?" he said. "Would you with your whole +heart rather put it off?" + +"With my whole, whole heart, I would rather," she said. + +"I will not urge it. I cannot; and yet it destroys a hope which I +thought might cheer me on my dying bed." + +"Never mind the hope, father; you will have me. I shall not spend that +week away from you." + +"No, that week did seem long to look forward to." + +"Ah! you are glad after all that I am to be with you," she said. "You +will let me nurse you and care for you. You will not force yourself to +do more than you are able. Now that I know all, I can take such care of +you, and the thought of that will make me happier by and by." + +"It is a relief that you know the worst," said Mr. Harman, but he did +not smile or look contented; he, as well as Hinton, felt that there was +more in this strange desire of Charlotte's than met the eye. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIII. + +"YOU DON'T WANT MONEY?" + + +Sandy Wilson having again very carefully read Mr. Harman's will, felt +much puzzled how to act. He was an honest, upright, practical man +himself. The greatness of the crime committed quite startled him. He had +no sympathy for the wicked men who had done the deed, and he had the +very keenest sympathy for those against whom the deed was done. His +little orphan and widowed sister and her baby child were the wronged +ones. The men who had wronged her he had never seen. He said to himself +that he had no sympathy, no sympathy whatever for Mr. Harman. What if he +was a dying man, was that fact to screen him? Was he to be allowed to go +down to his grave in peace, his gray head appearing to be to him a crown +of glory, honored by the world, cheered for his great success in life? +Was all this to be allowed to continue when he was worthy not of +applause but of hisses, of the world's most bitter opprobrium? + +And yet Sandy felt that, little or indeed no pity as he had for this +most wicked man, even if Charlotte had not come to him and pleaded with +eyes, voice, and manner he could scarcely have exposed Mr. Harman. He +could scarcely, after hearing that great doctor's verdict, have gone up +to the old man and said that which would hurry him without an instant's +time for repentance, to judgment. + +Alexander Wilson believed most fully in a judgment to come. When he +thought of it now, a certain sense of relief came over him. He need not +trouble so sorely; he might leave this sinner to his God. It is to be +feared that he thought more of God's justice than of His loving mercy +and forgiveness, as he decided to leave John Harman in His hands. + +That evening at six o'clock he was to be again with Charlotte Home. For +Charlotte Harman's sake, he had denied himself that pleasure the night +before; but this evening the solitary man might enjoy the keen pleasure +of being with his very own. Mrs. Home was his nearest living +relation--the child of his own loved sister. He did not know yet whether +he could love her at all as he had loved his little Daisy; but he felt +quite sure that her children would twine themselves round his heart; for +already the remembrance of Daisy Home was causing it to beat high with +pleasure. + +As the hour approached for his visit, he loaded himself with presents +not only for the children, but for the whole family. He said to himself +with much delight, that however much Mr. Harman's will might be tied up +for the present, yet Sandy Wilson's purse was open. He had far less idea +than Charlotte Harman what children really liked, but he loaded himself +with toys, cakes, and sweeties; and for his special pet Daisy over and +above the other two he bought the very largest doll that a Regent Street +shop could furnish him with. This doll was as heavy as a baby, and by no +means so beautiful to look at as its smaller companions. But Sandy was +no judge in such matters. + +With his presents for the adults of the party he was more fortunate. For +his niece he purchased a black silk, which in softness, lustre, and +quality could not be surpassed; for Mr. Home he bought two dozen very +old port; for Anne, a bright blue merino dress. + +These goods were packed into a four-wheeler, and, punctually at six +o'clock, that well-laden cab drew up at 10, Tremins Road. Three eager +pairs of eyes watched the unpacking, for the three pretty children, +dressed in their best, were in the dining-room; Mr. Home was also +present, and Charlotte had laid her tea-table with several unwonted +dainties in honor of her uncle's visit. Anne, the little maid, was +fluttering about; that well-laden cab had raised her spirits and her +hopes. She flew in and out, helping the cabby to bring the numerous +parcels into the hall. + +"Ah! Annie, my girl, here's something for you," said Uncle Sandy, +tossing her dress to her. After which, it is to be feared, Anne went off +her head for a little bit. + +The children, headed by their mother, came into the little hall to meet +and welcome their uncle. He entered the dining-room with Daisy riding on +his shoulder. Then before tea could even be thought of, the presents +must be discussed. The cakes, the sweeties, the toys were opened out; +the children scampered about, laughed, shouted, and kissed the old +Australian. Never in all his life had Uncle Sandy felt so happy. + +Over an hour passed in this way, then the mother's firm voice was heard. +The little heads were raised obediently. Good-night kisses were given, +and Harold, Daisy, and little Angus were led off to their nursery by the +highly flushed and excited Anne. + +The tea which followed and the quiet talk were nearly as pleasant, and +Uncle Sandy so enjoyed himself, that for a time he completely forgot old +Harman's will, his own half promise, Charlotte Harman's despair. + +It was all brought back to him, however, and by the Homes themselves. +The tea things had been removed, the gas was lit, the curtains drawn, +and Charlotte Home had insisted on her old uncle seating himself in the +one easy-chair which the room possessed. She herself stood on the +hearthrug, and glancing for a moment at her husband she spoke. + +"Uncle Sandy, it is so good to have you back again, and Angus and I are +so truly glad to welcome my dear mother's brother to our home, that we +think it hard to have to touch on anything the least gloomy to-night. +Just a word or two will be sufficient, and then we must drop the subject +for ever." + +Uncle Sandy raised his wrinkled old face. + +"Ah," he said. "If there's anything unpleasant, have it cut by all +means--out and over--that's my own motto." + +"We spoke the other night," continued Charlotte, "about my dear mother. +I told you that she was poor--that she had to do with poverty, from the +hour of my father's death until the end of her own life. It is all over +for her now, she is at rest. If plenty of money could be found for her +she would not need it. When I told you the story you expressed a doubt +that all was not right; you said it was absolutely impossible that my +father could have left my mother nothing; you said that either the will +was tampered with or not acted on. Well, Uncle Sandy, I agree with you. +I had long felt that something was not right." + +"Ay, ay, my girl; I said before, you had a brain in your head and a head +on your shoulders. Trust Uncle Sandy not to know a clever woman when he +sees her." + +"Well, uncle, I can say all the rest in a very few words. You said you +could investigate the matter; that you could discover whether any foul +play had been committed. I asked you not to do so until I saw you again; +I now ask you not to do so at all; to let the whole matter rest always. +In this I have my husband's sanction and wish." + +"Yes, Lottie has my full approval in this matter," said Mr. Home, coming +forward and laying his hand on his wife's shoulder. "We don't want +money, we would rather let the matter rest." + +"You don't want money!" said Uncle Sandy, gazing hard from the ethereal +worn-looking man, to the woman, tall and thin, in her rusty dress, with +every mark of poverty showing in thin cheek, in careworn eyes, in +labor-stained hands. "You don't want money!" he repeated. "Niece +Charlotte, I retract what I said of you--I thought you were not quite a +fool. As to you, Home, I don't pretend to understand you. You don't want +money?" + +Mr. Home smiled. Charlotte bent down and kissed her old uncle's brow. + +"Nevertheless, you will do what we wish, even though you don't +understand," she said. + +Uncle Sandy took her hand. + +"Sit down near me, Niece Charlotte," he said. "And as to you, Home, you +have a long story to hear. After you have heard it, it will be time +enough to discuss your proposition. The fact is, Charlotte, I disobeyed +you in part. You asked me to do nothing in this matter until we met +again. I did nothing to compromise you; but, nevertheless, I was not +idle, I wanted to set my own mind at rest. There was an easy way of +doing this which I knew of, and which I wondered had not occurred to +you. Charlotte, I went yesterday to Somerset House; doubtless, you know +nothing of what took me there. I can soon enlighten you. In a certain +part of that vast pile, all wills are obliged to be kept. Anyone who +likes may go there, and, by paying the sum of one shilling, read any +will they desire. I did so. I went to Somerset House and I saw your +father's will." + +"Yes," said Charlotte. Whatever her previous resolution, she no doubt +felt keenly excited now. "Yes," she repeated, "you read my father's +will." + +"I read it. I read it in a hurry yesterday; to-day I saw it again and +read it carefully. There is no flaw in it; it is a will that must stand, +that cannot be disputed. Charlotte, you were right in your forebodings. +Niece Charlotte, you and your mother, before you, were basely robbed, +cruelly wronged; your dead father was just and upright; your living +brothers are villains; your father left, absolutely to your mother +first, and to you at her death, the sum of twelve hundred a year. He +left to you both a large enough sum of money to realize that large +yearly income. You were robbed of it. Do you know how?" + +"No," said Charlotte. She said that one little word almost in a whisper. +Her face was deadly pale. + +"That money was left in your father's will in trust; it was confided to +the care of three men, whose solemn duty it was to realize it for your +mother first, afterwards for you and your children. Those men were +called trustees; two of them, Charlotte, were your half-brothers, John +and Jasper Harman; the other was your mother's only living brother, +Sandy Wilson. These trustees were false to you: two of them by simply +ignoring the trust and taking the money to themselves; the other, by +pretending to be dead when he ought to have been in England attending to +his duty. The Harmans, the other trustees, so fully believed me to be +dead that they thought their sin would never be found out. But they +reckoned without their host, for Sandy has returned, and the missing +trustee can act now. Better late than never--eh, Niece Charlotte?" + +"My poor mother!" said Charlotte, "my poor, poor mother!" + +She covered her face with her hands. The suddenness and greatness of the +crime done had agitated her. She was very much upset. Her husband came +again very near and put his hand on her shoulder. His face, too, was +troubled. + +"It was a terrible sin," he said, "a terrible sin to lie on these men's +breasts for three and twenty years. God help these sinners to +repentance!" + +"Yes, God help them," repeated Uncle Sandy, "and also those they have +wronged. But now look up, Charlotte, for I have not told you all. A man +never sins for himself alone; if he did it would not so greatly matter, +for God and the pangs of an evil conscience would make it impossible for +him to get off scot free; but--I found it out in the bush, where, I can +tell you, I met rough folks enough--the innocent are dragged down with +the guilty. Now this is the case here. In exposing the guilty the +innocent must suffer. I don't mean you, my dear, nor my poor little +wronged Daisy. In both your cases the time for suffering, I trust, is +quite at an end, but there is another victim." Here Uncle Sandy paused, +and Charlotte, having recovered her composure, stood upright on the +hearthrug ready to listen. "When I went to Somerset House yesterday, I +had, in order to obtain a sight of Mr. Harman's will, to go through a +little ceremony. It is not necessary to go into it. I had to get certain +papers, and take orders to certain rooms. All this was the little form +imposed on me by the Government for my curiosity. At last I was told to +go to a room, called the reading room, and asked to wait there until the +will was brought to me. It was a small room, and I sat down prepared to +wait patiently enough. There were about half-a-dozen people in the room +besides myself, some reading wills, others waiting until they were +brought. One woman sat at the table exactly opposite to me. She was the +only woman in the room at the time, and perhaps that fact made me first +notice her; but when I looked once, I could not have been old Sandy +Wilson without wanting to look again. I have a weakness for fine women, +and this woman was fine, in the sense that makes you feel that she is +lovable. She was young, eager-looking. I have no doubt her features were +handsome, but it was her open, almost childlike expression which +attracted most. She was essentially a fine creature, and yet there was a +peculiar childish innocence about her, that made old Sandy long to +protect her on the spot. I was looking at her, and hoping she would not +notice it and think old Sandy Wilson a bore, when a man came into the +room and said something to the clerk at the desk. The clerk turned to me +and said, 'The will of the name of Harman is being read at this moment +by some one else in the room.' Instantly this girl looked up, her eyes +met mine, her face grew all one blaze of color, though she was a pale +enough lass the moment before, and a frightened expression came into her +eyes. She looked down again at once, and went on reading in a hurried, +puzzled way, as if she was scarcely taking in much. Of course I knew she +had the will, and I did not want to hurry or confuse her, so I +pretended to turn my attention to something else. It must have been +quite a couple of minutes before I looked again, and then--I confess +that I am not easily startled, but I did have to smother an +exclamation--the poor girl must have discovered the baseness and the +fraud in those two minutes. Had she been any other but the plucky lass +she is, she would have been in a dead faint on the floor, for I never, +never in all my pretty vast experience, saw a living face so white. I +could not help looking at her then, for I was completely fascinated. She +went on reading for half a minute longer; then she raised her eyes and +gazed straight and full at me. She had big, open gray eyes, and a moment +before, they were full of innocence and trust like a child's, now there +was a wild anger and despair in them. She was quite quiet however, and +no one else in the room noticed her. She pushed the will across the +table to me and said, "That is Mr. Harman's will," then she put on her +gloves quite slowly and drew down her veil, and left the room as +sedately and quietly as you please. I just glanced my eye over the will. +I took in the right place and saw the shameful truth. I was horrified +enough, but I could not wait to read it all. I gave the will back +intending to go to it another time, for I felt I must follow that girl +at any cost. I came up to her in Somerset House square. I did not care +what she thought; I must speak to her; I did. Poor lass! I think she was +quite stunned. She did not resent the liberty old Sandy had taken. When +I asked her to wait and let me talk to her she turned at once--I have +not lived in the bush so long without being, I pride myself, sharp +enough in reading character. I saw the girl, proud girl enough at +ordinary times, was in that state of despair which makes people do +desperate things. She was defiant, and told more than I expected. She +was Miss Harman--Charlotte Harman, by the way, she said. Yes; her father +had stolen that money; would I like to see him? he lived in such a +place; his name was so-and-so. Yes; she was his only child. Her manner +was so reckless, so defiant, and yet so full of absolute misery, that I +could do nothing but pity her from my very heart. I forgot you, Niece +Lottie, and your rights, and everything but this fine creature stricken +so low through another's sins. I said, 'Hush, you shall say no more +to-day. You are stunned, you are shocked, you must have time to think; I +won't remember a thing you say about your father now. Go home and come +back again to-morrow,' I said; 'sleep over it, and I will sleep over it, +and I will meet you here to-morrow, when you are more calm.' She agreed +to this and went away. I felt a little compunction for my own softness +during that evening and night, Niece Charlotte, I felt that I was not +quite true to you; but then you had not seen her face, poor brave young +thing, poor young thing!" + +Here Uncle Sandy paused and looked hard from his niece to her husband. +Charlotte's eyes were full of tears, Mr. Home was smiling at him. There +was something peculiar in this man's rare smiles which turned them into +blessings. They were far more eloquent than words, for they were fed +from some illumination of strong approval within. Uncle Sandy, without +understanding, felt a warm glow instantly kindling in his heart. + +Charlotte said, "Go on," in a broken voice. + +"To-day, at the appointed hour, I met her again," proceeded the +Australian. "She was changed, she was composed enough now, she was on +her guard, she did not win my sympathy so much as in her despair. She +was quite open, however, as to the nature of the crime committed, and +told me she knew well what a sin her father had been guilty of. Suddenly +she startled me by saying that she knew you, Charlotte. She said she +wished she could see you now. I asked her why. She said, 'That I might +go down on my knees to her.' I was surprised at such words coming from +so proud a creature. I said so. She repeated that she would go down on +her knees that she might the better plead for mercy. I was beginning to +harden my old heart at that, and to think badly of her, when she stopped +me, by telling me a strange and sad thing. She said that she had +discovered something, something very terrible, between that hour and +yesterday. Her father had been ill for some time, but the worst had been +kept from her. She said yesterday that a poor person let her know quite +accidentally that he was not only ill but dying. She went alone that +morning to consult a doctor, one of those first-rate doctors whose word +is law. Mr. Harman, it seemed, unknown to her, was one of this man's +patients. He told her that he was hopelessly ill; that he could only +live for a few months, and that any shock might end his days in a +moment. She then told this doctor in confidence something of what she +had discovered yesterday. He said, 'As his medical man, I forbid you to +tell to your father this discovery you have made; if you do so he will +die instantly.' Miss Harman told me this strange tale, and then she +began to plead with me. She begged of me to show mercy; not to do +anything in this matter during the few months which still remained of +her father's life. Afterwards, she promised to restore all, and more +than all of what had been stolen. I hesitated; I scarcely knew how to +proceed. She saw it and exclaimed, 'Do you want me to go on my knees to +you? I will this moment, and here.' Then I said I could do nothing +without consulting you, I could do nothing without your consent. +Instantly the poor thing's whole face changed--I never saw such a change +from despair to relief. She held out her hand to me; she said she was +safe; she said she knew you; and that with you she was safe. She said +she never saw any one in her life seem to want money so badly as you; +but for all that, with you she was quite safe. She looked so thankful. +'I can cry now,' she said as she went away." Uncle Sandy paused again, +and again looked at his niece and her husband. "I told her that I would +come to you to-night," he said, "that I would plead her cause, and I +have, have I not?" + +"Well and nobly," answered Mrs. Home. "Angus, think of her trusting me! +I am so glad she could trust me. Indeed she is safe with us." + +"How soon can you go to her in the morning, Lottie?" asked the curate. + +"With the first dawn I should like to go, I only wish I could fly to her +now. Oh, Angus! what she must suffer; and next Tuesday is to be her +wedding-day. How my heart does ache for her! But I am glad she trusts +me." + +Here Mrs. Home become so excited that a great flood of tears came into +her eyes. She must cry them away in private. She left the room, and the +curate, sitting down, told to Uncle Sandy how Charlotte Harman had saved +little Harold's life. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV. + +LOVE BEFORE GOLD. + + +For the first time in all her life, Mrs. Home laid her head on her +pillow with the knowledge that she was a rich woman. Those good things +which money can buy could be hers; her husband need want no more; her +children might be so trained, so nurtured, so carefully tended that +their beauty, their beauty both physical and moral, would be seen in +clearest lustre. How often she had dreamed of the possibility of such a +time arriving, and now at last it had come. Ever since her dying mother +had told her own true history, she had dwelt upon this possible moment, +dwelt upon it with many murmurings, many heart frettings. Could it be +realized, she would be the happiest of women. Then she had decided to +give it all up, to put the golden dream quite out of her life and, +behold! she had scarcely done so before it had come true, the dream was +a reality, the riches lay at her feet. In no way through her +interference had this come about. Yes, but in the moment of her victory +the woman who had so longed for money was very miserable; like Dead Sea +apples was the taste of this eagerly desired fruit. She was enriched +through another's anguish and despair, through the wrecking of another's +happiness, and that other had saved the life of her child. Only one +thing comforted Charlotte Home during the long hours of that weary +night; Charlotte Harman had said.-- + +"With her I am safe; dearly as she loves money, with her I am quite +safe." + +Mrs. Home thought the slow moments would never fly until she was with +the sister friend, who in her own bitter humiliation and shame could +trust her. In the morning, she and her husband had a talk together. Then +hurrying through her household duties, she started at a still very early +hour for Prince's Gate. She arrived there before ten o'clock, and as she +mounted the steps and pulled the ponderous bell she could not help +thinking of her last visit; she had felt sore and jealous then, to-day +she was bowed down by a sense of unworthiness and humility. Then, too, +she had gone to visit this rich and prosperous young woman dressed in +her very best, for she said to herself that whatever her poverty, she +would look every inch the lady; she looked every inch the lady to-day, +though she was in her old and faded merino. But that had now come to her +which made her forget the very existence of dress. The grand footman, +however, who answered her modest summons, being obtuse and uneducated, +saw only the shabby dress; he thought she was a distressed workwoman, he +had forgotten that she had ever come there before. When she asked for +Miss Harman, he hesitated and was uncertain whether she could see his +young lady; finally looking at her again, he decided to trust her so +far as to allow her to wait in the hall while he went to inquire. +Charlotte gave her name, Mrs. Home, and he went away. When he returned +there was a change in his manner. Had he begun to recognize the lady +under the shabby dress; or had Charlotte Harman said anything? He took +Mrs. Home up to the pretty room she had seen before, and left her there, +saying that Miss Harman would be with her in few moments. The room +looked just as of old. Charlotte, as she waited, remembered that she had +been jealous of this pretty room. It was as pretty to-day, bright with +flowers, gay with sunshine; the same love-birds were in the same cage, +the same canary sang in the same window, the same parrot swung lazily +from the same perch. Over the mantelpiece hung the portrait in oils of +the pretty baby, who yet was not so pretty as hers. Charlotte remembered +how she had longed for these pretty things for her children, but all +desire for them had left her now. There was the rustling of a silk dress +heard in the passage, and Charlotte Harman carelessly, but richly +attired, came in. There was, even in their outward appearance, the full +contrast between the rich and the poor observable at this moment, for +Charlotte Harman, too, had absolutely forgotten her dress, and had +allowed Ward to put on what she chose. When they were about to reverse +positions, this rich and this poor woman stood side by side in marked +contrast. Charlotte Harman looked proud and cold; in the moment when she +came to plead, she held her head high. Charlotte Home, who was to grant +the boon, came up timidly, almost humbly. She took the hands of this +girl whom she loved, held them firmly, then gathering sudden courage, +there burst from her lips just the last words she had meant at this +moment to say. + +"How much I love you! how much I love you!" + +As these fervent, passionate words were almost flung at her, Charlotte +Harman's eyes began suddenly to dilate. After a moment she said under +her breath, in a startled kind of whisper? + +"You know all?" + +"I know everything." + +"Then you--you will save my father?" + +"Absolutely. You need fear nothing from me or mine; in this we are but +quits. Did not you save Harold?" + +"Ah," said Charlotte Harman; she took no notice of her friend and guest, +she sat down on the nearest chair and covered her face. When she raised +her head, Mrs. Home was kneeling by her side. + +"Charlotte," said Miss Harman--there was a change in her, the proud look +and bearing were gone--"Charlotte," she said, "you and I are one age, +but you are a mother; may I lay my head on your breast just for a +moment?" + +"Lay it there, my darling. As you have got into my heart of hearts, so +would I comfort you." + +"Ah, Charlotte, how my heart has beat! but your love is like a cool hand +laid upon it, it is growing quiet." + +"Charlotte, you are right in reminding me that I am a mother. I must +treat you as I would my little Daisy. Daisy trusts me absolutely and has +no fear; you must trust me altogether, and fear nothing." + +"I do. I fear nothing when I am with you. Charlotte, next Tuesday was to +have been my wedding-day." + +"Yes, dear." + +"But it is all on an end now; I broke off my engagement yesterday. And +yet, how much I love him! Charlotte, don't look at me so pityingly." + +"Was I doing so? I was wondering if you slept last night." + +"Slept! No, people don't sleep when their hearts beat as hard as mine +did, but I am better now." + +"Then, Charlotte, I must prescribe for you, as a mother. For the next +two hours you are my child and shall obey me; we have a great deal to +say to each other; but first of all, before we say a single word, you +must lie on this sofa, and I will hold your hand. You shall try and +sleep." + +"But can you spare the time from your children?" + +"You are my child now; as long as you want me I will stay with you. See, +I am going to draw down the blinds, and I will lock the door; you must +not be disturbed." + +It was thus that these two spent the morning. When Charlotte Harman +awoke some hours later, quiet and refreshed, they had a long, long talk. +That talk drew their hearts still closer together; it was plain that +such a paltry thing as money could not divide these friends. + + + + +CHAPTER XLV. + +THE FATE OF A LETTER. + + +Hinton had left the Harmans' house, after his strange interview with +Charlotte, with a stunned feeling. It is not too much to say of this +young man that he utterly failed to realize what had befallen him. He +walked like one in a dream, and when he reached his lodgings in Jermyn +Street, and sat down at last by his hearth, he thought of himself in a +queer way, as if he were some one else; a trouble had come to some one +else; that some one was a friend of his so he was called on to pity him. +Gradually, however, it dawned upon him that the friend was unpleasantly +close, that the some one else reigned as lord of his bosom. It was +he--he himself he was called on to pity. It was on his hitherto so +prosperous, young head that the storm had burst. Next Tuesday was to +have been his wedding-day. There was to be no wedding. On next Tuesday +he was to have won a bride, a wife; that other one dearer than himself +was to give herself to him absolutely. In addition to this he was to +obtain fortune: and fortune was to lead to far dearer, far nobler fame. +But now all this was at an end; Tuesday was to pass as any other +day--gray, neutral-tinted, indifferent, it was to go over his head. And +why? This was what caused the sharpest sting of the anguish. There +seemed no reason for it all. Charlotte's excuse was a poor one; it had +not the ring of the true metal about it. Unaccustomed to deceive, she +had played her part badly. She had given an excuse; but it was no +excuse. In this Hinton was not blinded, even for a moment. His +Charlotte! There, seemed a flaw in the perfect creature. His Charlotte +had a second time turned away her confidence from him. Yes, here was the +sting; in her trouble she would not let him comfort her. What was the +matter? What was the mystery? What was the hidden wrong? + +Hinton roused himself now. As thought and clearness of judgment came +more vividly back to him, his anger grew and his pity lessened. His mind +was brought to bear upon a secret, for there _was_ a hidden secret. His +remembrance travelled back to all that had happened since the day their +marriage was fixed--since the day when he first saw a troubled look on +Charlotte's face--and she had told him, though unwillingly, that queer +story of Mrs. Home's. Yes, of course, he knew there was a mystery--a +strange and dark mystery; like a coward he had turned away from +investigating it. He had seen Uncle Jasper's nervous fear; he had seen +Mrs. Home's poverty; he had witnessed Mr. Harman's ill-concealed +disquietude--all this he had seen, all this he had known. But for +Charlotte's sake, he had shut his eyes; Charlotte's sake he had +forbidden his brain to think or his hands to work.-- + +And now--now--ah! light was dawning. Charlotte had fathomed what he had +feared to look at. Charlotte had seen the dread reality. The secret was +disgraceful. Nothing else could so have changed his one love. Nothing +but disgrace, the disgrace of the one nearest to her, could bring that +look to her face. Scarcely had he thought this before a memory came to +him. He started to his feet as it came back. Charlotte had said, "Before +our wedding-day I will read my grandfather's will." Suppose she had done +so, and her grandfather's will had been--what? Hinton began to see +reason now in her unaccountable determination not to see Webster. She +had doubtless resolved on that very day to go to Somerset House and read +that fatal document. Having made up her mind she would not swerve from +her purpose. Then, though she was firm in her determination, her face +had been bright, her brow unfurrowed, she had still been his own dear +and happy Charlotte. He had not seen her again until she knew all. She +knew all, and her heart and spirit were alike broken. As this fact +became clear to Hinton, a sense of relief and peace came over him; he +began once more to understand the woman he loved. Beside the darkness of +misunderstanding _her_, all other misunderstandings seemed light. She +was still his love, his life; she was still true to herself, to the +beautiful ideal he had enthroned in his heart of hearts. Poor darling! +she would suffer; but he must escape. Loving him as deeply, as devotedly +as ever, she yet would give him up, rather than that he should share in +the downfall of her house. Ah! she did not know him. She could be great; +but so also could he. Charlotte should see that her love was no light +thing for any man to relinquish: she would find that it weighed heavier +in the balance than riches, than fame; that disgrace even could not +crush it down. Knowing all, he would go to her; she should not be alone +in her great, great trouble; she should find out in her hour of need the +kind of man whose heart she had won. His depression left him as he came +to this resolve, and he scarcely spent even an anxious night. On the +next day, however, he did not go to Charlotte; but about noon he sat +down and wrote her the following letter:-- + + MY DARLING: + + You gave me up yesterday. I was--I don't mind telling you this + now--stunned, surprised, pained. Since then, however, I have + thought much; all my thought has been about you. Thought sometimes + leads to light, and light has come to me. Charlotte, a contract + entered into by two takes two to undo. I refuse to undo this + contract. Charlotte, I refuse to give you up. You are my promised + wife; our banns have been read twice in church already. Have you + forgotten this? In the eyes of both God and man you are almost + mine. To break off this engagement, unless I, too, wished it, would + be, whatever your motive, a _sin_. Charlotte, the time has come, + when we may ruin all the happiness of both our lives, unless very + plain words pass between us. I use very plain words when I tell you + that I most absolutely refuse to give you up. That being so, + _whatever_ your motive, you are committing a sin in refusing to + give yourself to me. My darling, it is you I want, not your + money--you--not--not--But I will add no more, except one thing. + Charlotte, I went this morning to Somerset House, and I _read your + grandfather's will_. + + Now, what hour shall I come to you? Any hour you name I will fly + to you. It is impossible for you to refuse what I demand as a + right. But know that, if you do refuse, I will come + notwithstanding. + + Yours ever, + JOHN HINTON. + +This letter, being directed, was quickly posted, and in due time reached +its address at Prince's Gate. + +Then a strange thing happened to it. Jasper Harman, passing through the +hall, saw the solitary letter waiting for his niece. It was his habit to +examine every letter that came within his reach; he took up this one for +no particular reason, but simply from the force of this long +established habit. But having taken it in his hand, he knew the +writing. The letter was from Hinton, and Charlotte had told him--had +just told him--that her engagement with Hinton was broken off, that her +wedding was not to be. Old Jasper was beset just now by a thousand +fears, and Charlotte's manner and Charlotte's words had considerably +added to his alarm. There was a mystery; Charlotte could not deny that +fact. This letter might elucidate it--might throw light where so much +was needed. Jasper Harman felt that the contents of Hinton's letter +might do him good and ease his mind. Without giving himself an instant's +time for reflection, he took the letter into the dining-room, and, +opening it, read what was meant for another. He had scarcely done so +before Charlotte unexpectedly entered the room. To save himself from +discovery, when he heard her step, he dropped the letter into the fire. +Thus Charlotte never got her lover's letter. + +Hinton, bravely as he had spoken, was, nevertheless, pained at her +silence. After waiting for twenty-four hours he, however, resolved to be +true to his word. He had said to Charlotte, "If you refuse what I demand +as a right, nevertheless I shall exercise my right. I will come to you." +But he went with a strange sinking of heart, and when he got to Prince's +Gate and was not admitted he scarcely felt surprised. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVI. + +"THE WAY OF TRANSGRESSORS." + + +It is one of those everlasting truths, which experience and life teach +us every day, that sin brings its own punishment, virtue its own reward: +peace, the great divine reward of conscience to the virtuous; misery and +despair, and that constant apprehension which dreads discovery, and yet +which in itself is worse than discovery, to the transgressors. + +"The way of transgressors is hard." + +That Bible text was proving itself once more now in the cases of two old +men. John Harman was sinking into his grave in anguish at the thought of +facing an angry God: Jasper Harman was preparing to fly from what, alas! +he dreaded more, the faces of his angry fellow-creatures. + +Yes; it had come to this with Jasper Harman; England had become too hot +to hold him; better fly while he could. Ever since the day Hinton had +told him that he had really and in truth heard of the safe arrival of +the other trustee, Jasper's days and nights had been like hell to him. +In the morning, he had wondered would the evening find him still a free +man; in the evening, he had trembled at what might befall him before the +morning dawned. Unaccustomed to any mental anguish, his health began to +give way; his heart beat irregularly, unevenly, he lost his appetite; at +night he either had bad dreams or he could not sleep. This change began +to tell upon his appearance; his hair grew thinner and whiter, he +stooped as he walked, there was very little apparent difference now +between him and John. + +He could not bear the Harmans' house, for there he might meet Hinton. He +dreaded his office in the City, for there the other trustee might follow +him and publicly expose him. He liked his club best; but even there he +felt scarcely safe, some one might get an inkling of the tale, there was +no saying how soon such a story, so strange, so disgraceful, pertaining +to so well-known a house as that of Harman Brothers, might get bruited +about. Thus it came to pass that there was no place where this wretched +old man felt safe; it became more and more clear to him day by day that +England was too hot to hold him. All these growing feelings culminated +in a sudden accession of terror on the day that Charlotte, with her +strangely changed face, had asked him the truth with regard to her +father's case, when, with the persistence of almost despair, she had +insisted on knowing the very worst; then had quickly followed the +announcement that her marriage had been broken off by herself; that it +was postponed, her father thought, simply for the short remaining span +of his own life; but Charlotte had taken little pains to conceal from +Uncle Jasper that she now never meant to marry Hinton. What was the +reason of it all? Jasper Harman, too, as well as Hinton, was not +deceived by the reason given. There was something more behind. What was +that something more? + +In his terror and perplexity, Jasper opened Hinton's letter. One +sentence in that letter, never meant for him, burnt into the unhappy man +as the very fire of hell. + +"I went this morning to Somerset House, and I read your grandfather's +will." + +Then Jasper's worst fears had come true; the discovery was made; the +hidden sin brought to the light, the sinners would be dragged any moment +to punishment. + +Jasper must leave England that very night. Never again could he enter +his brother's house. He must fly; he must fly at once and in secret, for +it would never do to take any one into his confidence. Jasper Harman had +a hard and evil heart; he was naturally cold and unloving; but he had +one affection, he did care for his brother. In mortal terror as he was, +he could not leave that dying brother without bidding him good-bye. + +John Harman had not gone to the City that day, and when Charlotte left +the room, Jasper, first glancing at the grate to make sure that Hinton's +letter was all reduced to ashes, stole, in his usual soft and gliding +fashion, to John's study. He was pleased to see his brother there, and +alone. + +"You are early back from the City, Jasper," said the elder brother. + +"Yes; there was nothing to keep me this afternoon, so I did not stay." + +The two old men exchanged a few more commonplaces. They were now +standing by the hearth. Suddenly John Harman, uttering a half-suppressed +groan, resumed his seat. + +"It is odd," he said, "how the insidious something which men call Death +seems to grow nearer to me day by day. Now, as we stood together, I felt +just a touch of the cold hand; the touch was but a feather weight, but +any instant it will come down like a giant on its prey. It is terrible +to stand as I do, looking into the face of Death; I mean it is terrible +for one like me." + +"You are getting morbid, John," said Jasper; "you always were given to +look on the dismals. If you must die, as I suppose and fear you must, +why don't you rouse yourself and enjoy life while you may?" + +To this John Harman made no answer. After a moment or two of silence, +during which Jasper watched him nervously, he said;-- + +"As you have come back so early from the City, can you give me two hours +now? I have a great deal I want to say to you." + +"About the past?" questioned Jasper. + +"About the past." + +Jasper Harman paused and hesitated; he knew well that he should never +see his brother again; that this was his last request. But dare he stay? +Two hours were very precious, and the avenger might even now be at the +door. No; he could not waste time so precious in listening to an old, +old tale. + +"Will two hours this evening do equally well, John?" + +"Yes, if you prefer it. I generally give the evening to Charlotte; but +this evening, if it suits you better." + +"I will go now, then," said Jasper. + +"Charlotte has told you of her resolve?" + +"Yes, and I have spoken to her; but she is an obstinate minx." + +"Do not call her so; it is because of her love for me. I am sorry that +she will not marry at once; but it is not, after all, a long +postponement and it is I own, a relief, not to have to conceal my state +of health from her." + +"It is useless arguing with a woman," said Jasper. "Well, good-bye, +John." + +"Good-bye," said the elder Harman, in some surprise that Jasper's hand +was held out to him. + +Jasper's keen eyes looked hard into John's for a moment. He wrung the +thin hand and left the room. He had left for ever the one human being he +loved, and even in his throat was a lump caused by something else than +fear. But in the street and well outside that luxurious home, his love +sank out of sight and his fear returned; he must get out of England that +very night, and he had much to do. + +He pulled out his watch. Yes, there was still time. Hailing a passing +hansom he jumped into it, and drove to his bank. There, to the +astonishment of the cashier, he drew all the money he kept there. This +amounted to some thousands. Jasper buttoned the precious notes into a +pocket-book. Then he went to his lodgings and began the task of tearing +up letters and papers which he feared might betray him. Hitherto, all +through his life he had kept these things precious; but now they all +went, even to his mother's portrait and the few letters she had written +to him when a boy at school. Even he sighed as he cast these treasures +into the fire and watched them being reduced to ashes; but though they +had gone with him from place to place in Australia, and he had hoped +never to part from them, he must give them up now, for, innocent as they +looked, they might appeal against him. He must give up all the past, +name and all, for was he not flying from the avengers? flying because of +his sin? Oh! surely the way of transgressors was hard! + + + + +CHAPTER XLVII. + +CHARLOTTE HARMAN'S COMFORT. + + +Jasper Harman did not come to his brother's house that night, but about +the time he might be expected to arrive there came a note from him +instead. It was plausibly written, and gave a plausible excuse for his +absence. He told John of sudden tidings with regard to some foreign +business. These tidings were really true. Jasper said that a +confidential clerk had gone to the foreign port where they dealt to +inquire into this special matter, but that he thought it best, as the +stakes at issue were large, to go also himself, to inquire personally. +He would not be long away, &c. &c. He would write when to expect his +return. It was a letter so cleverly put together, as to cause no alarm +to any one. John Harman read it, folded it up, and told Charlotte that +they need not expect Jasper in Prince's Gate for at least a week. The +week passed, and though Jasper had neither come nor written, there was +no anxiety felt on his account. In the mean time affairs had outwardly +calmed down in Prince's Gate. The agitation, which had been felt even by +the humblest servant in the establishment had ceased. Everything had +returned to its accustomed groove. The nine days' wonder of that put off +wedding had ceased to be a wonder. It still, it is true, gave zest to +conversation in the servants' hall, but upstairs it was never mentioned. +The even routine of daily life had resumed its sway, and things looked +something as they did before, except that Mr. Harman grew to all eyes +perceptibly weaker, that Charlotte was very grave and pale and quiet, +that old Uncle Jasper was no longer in and out of the house, and that +John Hinton never came near it. The luxurious house in Prince's Gate was +unquestionably very dull; but otherwise no one could guess that there +was anything specially amiss there. + +On a certain morning, Charlotte got up, put on her walking things, and +went out. She had not been out of doors for a week, and a sudden longing +to be alone in the fresh outer world came over her too strongly to be +rejected. She called a hansom and once more drove to her favorite +Regent's Park. The park was now in all the full beauty and glory of its +spring dress, and Charlotte sat down under the green and pleasant shade +of a wide spreading oak-tree. She folded her hands in her lap and gazed +straight before her. She had lived through one storm, but she knew that +another was before her. The sky overhead was still gray and lowering; +there was scarcely even peace in this brief lull in the tempest. In the +first sudden fierceness of the storm she had acted nobly and bravely, +but now that the excitement was past, there was coming to her a certain +hardening of heart, and she was beginning to doubt the goodness of God. +At first, most truly she had scarcely thought of herself at all, but it +was impossible as the days went on for her not to make a moan over her +own altered life. The path before her looked very dark, and Charlotte's +feet had hitherto been unaccustomed to gloom. She was looking forward to +the death, the inevitable and certainly approaching death of her father. +That was bad, that was dreadful; but bad and dreadful as it would be to +say good-bye to the old man, what must follow would be worse; however +she might love him, however tenderly she might treat him, during his few +remaining days or weeks of life, when all was over and he could return +no more to receive men's praise or blame, then she must disgrace him, +she must hold him up for the world's scorn. It would be impossible even +to hope that the story would not be known, and once known it would heap +dishonor on the old head she loved. For Charlotte, though she saw the +sin, though the sin itself was most terrible and horrible to her, was +still near enough to Christ in her nature to forgive the sinner. She had +suffered; oh, how bitterly through this man! but none the less for this +reason did she love him. But there was another cause for her heartache; +and this was more personal. Hinton and she were parted. That was right. +Any other course for her to have pursued would have been most distinctly +wrong. But none the less did her heart ache and feel very sore; for how +easily had Hinton acquiesced in her decision! She did not even know of +his visit to the house. That letter, which would have been, whatever its +result, like balm to her wounded spirit, had never reached her. Hinton +was most plainly satisfied that they should meet no more. Doubtless it +was best, doubtless in the end it would prove the least hard course; but +none the less did hot tears fall now; none the less heavy was her +heart. She was wiping away a tear or two, and thinking these very sad +thoughts, when a clear little voice in her ear startled her. + +"My pretty lady!" said the sweet voice, and looking round Charlotte saw +little Harold Home standing by her side. Charlotte had not seen Harold +since his illness. He had grown taller and thinner than of old, but his +loving eyes were fixed on her face, and now his small brown hands beat +impatiently upon her knees. + +"Daisy and Angus are just round the corner," he whispered. "Let us play +a game of hide and seek, shall we?" + +He pulled her hand as he spoke, and Charlotte got up to humor him at +once. They went quickly round to the other side of the great oak-tree, +Harold sitting down on the grass pulled Charlotte to his side. + +"Ah! don't speak," he said, and he put his arms round her neck. + +She found the feel of the little arms strangely comforting, and when a +moment or two afterwards the others discovered them and came close with +peals of merry laughter, she yielded at once to Harold's eager request. + +"May they go for a walk for half an hour, and may I stay with you, +pretty lady?" + +"Yes," she answered, stooping down to kiss him. + +Anne promised to return at the right time, and Charlotte and Harold were +alone. The boy, nestling close to her side, began to chatter +confidentially. + +"I'm _so_ glad I came across you," he said; "you looked very dull when I +came up, and it must be nice for you to have me to talk to, and 'tis +very nice for me too, for I am fond of you." + +"I am glad of that, Harold," said Charlotte. + +"But I don't think you are quite such a pretty lady as you were," +continued the boy, raising his eyes to her face and examining her +critically. "Mr. Hinton and I used to think you were perfectly lovely! +You were so _bright_--yes, bright is the word. Something like a dear +pretty cherry, or like my little canary when he's singing his very, very +best. But you ain't a bit like my canary to-day; you have no sing in you +to-day; ain't you happy, my pretty lady?" + +"I have had some trouble since I saw you last, Harold," said Charlotte. + +"Dear, dear!" sighed Harold, "everybody seems to have lots of trouble. I +wonder why. No; I don't think Mr. Hinton would think you pretty to-day. +But," as a sudden thought and memory came over him--"I suppose you are +married by this time? Aren't you married to my Mr. Hinton by this time?" + +"No, dear," answered Charlotte. + +"But why?" questioned the inquisitive boy. + +"I am afraid I cannot tell you that, Harold." + +Harold was silent for about half a minute. He was sitting down on the +grass close to Charlotte, and his head was leaning against her shoulder. +After a moment he continued with a sigh,-- + +"I guess _he's_ very sorry. He and I used to talk about you so at night +when I had the fever. I knew then he was fond of you, nearly as fond as +I am myself." + +"I am glad little Harold Home loves me," said Charlotte, soothed by the +pretty boy's talk, and again she stooped down to kiss him. + +"But everybody does," said the boy. "There's father and mother, and my +Mr. Hinton and me, myself, and above all, the blessed Jesus." + +A strange feeling, half pleasure, half surprise, came over Charlotte. + +"How do you know about that last?" she whispered. + +"Of course I know," replied Harold. "I know quite well. I heard father +and mother say it; I heard them say it quite plainly one day; 'She's one +of those blessed ones whom Jesus Christ loves very much.' Oh dear! I +wish the children weren't back so dreadfully soon." + +Yes, the children and Anne had returned, and Harold had to say good-bye, +and Charlotte herself had to retrace her steps homewards. But her walk +had not been for nothing, and there was a new peace, a new quiet, and a +new hope in her heart. The fact was, she just simply, without doubt or +difficulty, believed the child. Little Harold Home had brought her some +news. The news was strange, new, and wonderful; she did not doubt it. +Faithful, and therefore full of faith, was this simple and upright +nature. There was no difficulty in her believing a fact. What Harold +said was a fact. She was one of those whom Jesus loved. Straight did +this troubled soul fly to the God of consolation. Her religion, from +being a dead thing, began to live. She was not friendless, she was not +alone, she had a friend who, knowing absolutely all, still loved. At +that moment Charlotte Harman put her hand into the hand of Christ. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVIII. + +THE CHILDREN'S ATTIC. + + +It was one thing for Alexander Wilson to agree to let matters alone for +the present, and by so doing to oblige both Charlotte Home and Charlotte +Harman, but it was quite another thing for him to see his niece, his own +Daisy's child, suffering from poverty. Sandy had been accustomed to +roughing it in the Australian bush. He had known what it was to go many +hours without food, and when that food could be obtained it was most +generally of the coarsest and commonest quality. He had known, too, what +the cold of lying asleep in the open air meant. All that an ordinary man +could endure had Sandy pulled through in his efforts to make a fortune. +He had never grumbled at these hardships, they had passed over him +lightly. He would, he considered, have been less than man to have +complained. But nevertheless, when he entered the Home's house, and took +possession of the poorly-furnished bedroom, and sat down day after day +to the not too abundant meals; when he saw pretty little Daisy cry +because her mother could not give her just what was most nourishing for +her breakfast, and Harold, still pale and thin, having to do without the +beef-tea which the doctor had ordered for him; when Sandy saw these +things his heart waxed hot, and a great grumbling fit took possession of +his kindly, genial soul. This grumbling fit reached its culminating +point, when one day--mother, children, and maid all out--he stole up +softly to the children's nursery. This small attic room, close to the +roof, low, insufficiently ventilated, was altogether too much for Sandy. +The time had come for him to act, and he was never the man to shirk +action in any way. Charlotte Harman was all very well; that dying father +of hers, whom he pronounced a most atrocious sinner, and took pleasure +in so thinking him, he also was well enough, but everything could not +give way to them. Though for the present Mr. Harman's money could not be +touched for the Home's relief, yet Sandy's own purse was open, and that +purse, he flattered himself, was somewhat comfortably lined. Yes, he +must do something, and at once. Having examined with marked disgust the +children's attic, he marched down the street. Tremins Road was long and +narrow, but leading out of it was a row of fine new houses. These houses +were about double the size of number ten, were nicely finished, and +though many of them were already taken, two or three had boards up, +announcing that they were still to let. Sandy saw the agent's name on +the board, and went off straight to consult with him. The result of this +consultation was that in half an hour he and the agent were all over the +new house. Sandy went down to the basement, and thought himself +particularly knowing in poking his nose into corners, in examining the +construction of the kitchen-range, and expecting a copper for washing +purposes to be put up in the scullery. Upstairs he selected a large and +bright room, the windows of which commanded a peep of distant country. +Here his pretty little Pet Daisy might play happily, and get back her +rosy cheeks, and sleep well at night without coming downstairs +heavy-eyed to breakfast. Finally he took the house on the spot, and +ordered in paperers and painters for the following Monday. + +He was asked if he would like to choose the papers. "Certainly," he +replied, inwardly resolving that the nursery should be covered with +pictures. He appointed an hour on Monday for his selections. This day +was Saturday. He then went to the landlord of No. 10, Tremins Road, and +made an arrangement for the remainder of the Homes' lease. This +arrangement cost him some money, but he reflected again with +satisfaction that his purse was well lined. So far he had conducted his +plans without difficulty. But his next step was not so easy; without +saying a word to either Charlotte or her husband, he had deprived them +of one home, while providing them with another. No doubt the new home +was vastly superior to the old. But still it came into his mind that +they might consider his action in the light of a liberty; in short, that +this very peculiar and unworldly couple might be capable of taking huff +and might refuse to go at his bidding. Sandy set his wits to work over +this problem, and finally he concocted a scheme. He must come round this +pair by guile. He thought and thought, and in the evening when her +husband was out he had a long talk with his niece. By a few judiciously +chosen words he contrived to frighten Charlotte about her husband's +health. He remarked that he looked ill, worn, very much older than his +years. He said, with a sigh, that when a man like Home broke down he +never got up again. He was undermining his constitution. When had he had +a change? + +"Never once since we were married," answered the wife with tears in her +eyes. + +Sandy shook his head very sadly and gravely over this, and after a +moment of reflection brought out his scheme. + +Easter was now over, there was no special press of parish work. Surely +Homes' Rector would give him a holiday, and allow him to get away from +Monday to Saturday night? Why not run away to Margate for those six +days, and take his wife and three children with him? No, they need take +no maid, for he, Uncle Sandy, having proposed this plan must be +answerable for the expense. He would put them all up at a good hotel, +and Anne could stay at home to take care of him. Of course to this +scheme there were many objections raised. But, finally, the old +Australian overruled them each and all. The short leave was granted by +the Rector. The rooms at the hotel which commanded the best sea-view +were taken by Sandy, and the Homes left 10 Tremins Road, little guessing +that they were not to return there. When he had seen father, mother, and +three happy little children off by an early train, Sandy returned +quickly to Tremins Road. There he called Anne to him, and unfolded to +the trembling and astonished girl his scheme. + +"We have to be in the new house as snug as snug by Saturday night, my +girl," he said in conclusion. "We have to bring away what is worth +moving of this furniture, and it must all be clean and fresh, for a +clean new house. And, look here, Anne, you can't do all the work; do you +happen to know of a good, hard-working girl, who would come and help +you, and stay altogether if Mrs. Home happened to like her, just a +second like yourself, my lass?" + +"Oh, please, sir, please, sir," answered Anne, "there's my own sister, +she's older nor me, and more knowing. She's real 'andy, and please, sir, +she'd like it real awful well." + +"Engage her by all means," said Wilson, "go at once for her. See; where +does she live? I will pay the cab fare." + +"Oh, was anything so exactly like the _Family Herald_," thought Anne as +she drove away. + +Uncle Sandy then went to a large West End furniture shop, and chose some +sensible and nice furniture. The drawing-room alone he left untouched, +for he could not pretend to understand how such a room should be rigged +out--that must be Charlotte's province. But the nice large dining-room, +the bedrooms, the stairs and hall, were made as sweet and gay and pretty +as the West End shopman, who had good taste and to whom Uncle Sandy gave +carte blanche, could devise. Finally, on Saturday, he went to a +florist's and from there filled the windows with flowers, and Anne had +orders to abundantly supply the larder and store-room; and now at last, +directions being given for tea, the old man went off to meet his niece, +her husband and her children, to conduct them to their new home. + +"Oh, we did have such a time," said Harold, as, brown as a berry, he +looked up at his old great-uncle. "Didn't we, Daisy?" he added, +appealing to his small sister, who clung to his hand. + +"Ess, but we 'onted 'oo, Uncle 'Andy," said the small thing, looking +audaciously into his face, which she well knew this speech would please. + +"You're just a dear, little, darling duck," said Sandy, taking her in +his arms and giving her a squeeze. But even Daisy could not quite +monopolize him at this moment. All the success of his scheme depended on +the next half-hour, and as they all drove back to Kentish Town, Sandy on +the box-seat of the cab, and the father, mother, and three children +inside, his heart beat so loud and hard, that he had to quiet it with +some sharp inward admonitions. + +"Sandy Wilson, you old fool!" he said to himself more than once; "you +have not been through the hardships of the Australian bush to be afraid +of a moment like this. Keep yourself quiet; I'm ashamed of you." + +At last they drew up at the address Sandy had privately given. How +beautiful the new house looked! The hall door stood open, and Anne's +smiling face was seen on the threshold. The children raised a shout at +sight of her and the flowers, which were so gay in the windows. Mr. Home +in a puzzled kind of way was putting out his head to tell the cabby that +he had made a mistake, and that he must just turn the corner. Charlotte +was feeling a queer little sensation of surprise, when Uncle Sandy, with +a face almost purple with emotion, flung open the door of the cab, took +Daisy in his arms, and mounting her with an easy swing on to his +shoulder said to Charlotte,-- + +"Welcome, in the name of your dear, dead mother, Daisy Wilson, to your +new home, Niece Lottie." + +The children raised a fresh shout. + +"Oh, come, Daisy," said Harold; she struggled to the ground and the two +rushed in. Anne came down and took the baby, and Mr. and Mrs. Home had +no help for it but to follow in a blind kind of way. Uncle Sandy pushed +his niece down into one of the hall chairs. + +"There!" he said; "don't, for Heaven's sake, you two unpractical, +unworldly people, begin to be angry with me. That place in Tremins Road +was fairly breaking my heart, and I could not stand it, and +'tis--well--I do believe 'tis let, and you _can't_ go back to it, and +this house is yours, Niece Charlotte, and the furniture. As to the rent, +I'll be answerable for that, and you won't refuse your own mother's +brother. The fact was, that attic where the children slept was too much +for me, so I had to do something. Forgive me if I practised a little bit +of deception on you both. Now, I'm off to an hotel to-night, but +to-morrow, if you're not too angry with your mother's brother, I'm +coming back for good. Kept a fine room for myself, I can tell you. Anne +shall show it to you. Trust Sandy Wilson to see to his own comforts. Now +good-bye, and God bless you both." + +Away he rushed before either of the astonished pair had time to get in a +word. + +"But I do think they'll forgive the liberty the old man took with them," +were his last waking thoughts as he closed his eyes that night. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIX. + +HE WEPT. + + +Mr. Harman was beginning to take the outward circumstances of his life +with great quietness. What, three months before, would have caused both +trouble and distress, now, was received with equanimity. The fact was, +he felt himself day by day getting so near eternity, that the things of +time, always so disproportionately large to our worldly minds, were +assuming to him their true proportions. + +John Harman was being led by a dark road of terrible mental suffering to +his God; already he was drawing near, and the shadow of that forgiveness +which would yet encircle him in its perfect rest and peace was at hand. + +Days, and even weeks, went by, and there was no news of Jasper. John +Harman would once have been sorely perplexed, but now he received the +fact of his brothers absence with a strange quietness, even apathy. +Charlotte's postponed marriage, a little time back, would have also +fretted him, but believing surely that she would be happy after his +death, he did not now trouble; and he could not help owning to himself +that the presence of his dearly loved daughter was a comfort too great +to be lightly dispensed with. He was too much absorbed with himself to +notice the strangeness of Hinton's absence, and he did not perceive, as +he otherwise would have done, that Charlotte's face was growing thin and +pale, and that there was a subdued, almost crushed manner about the +hitherto spirited creature, which not even his present state of health +could altogether account for. + +Yes, John Harman lived his self-absorbed life, going day by day a little +further into the valley of the shadow of death. The valley he was +entering looked very dark indeed to the old man, for the sin of his +youth was still unforgiven, and he could not see even a glimpse of the +Good Shepherd's rod and staff. Still he was searching day and night for +some road of peace and forgiveness; he wanted the Redeemer of all the +world to lay His hand upon his bowed old head. The mistake he was still +making was this--he would not take God's way of peace, he must find his +own. + +One evening, after Charlotte had left him, he sat for a long time in his +study lost in thought. After a time he rose and took down once more from +the shelf the Bible which he had opened some time before; then it had +given him the reverse of comfort, and he scarcely, as he removed it from +the place where he had pushed it far back out of sight, knew why he +again touched it. He did, however, take it in his hand, and return with +it to his chair. He drew the chair up to the table and laid the old +Bible upon it. He opened it haphazard; he was not a man who had ever +studied or loved the Bible; he was not acquainted with all its contents +and the story on which his eyes rested came almost with the freshness of +novelty. + +"Two men went up into the Temple to pray; the one a Pharisee, and the +other a publican. + +"The publican would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but +smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me, a sinner. + +"I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the +other." + +John Harman read the story twice. + +"This man went down to his house justified rather than the other." + +The other! he fasted, and gave alms, and thanked God that he was not as +this publican--this publican, who was a sinner. + +But the Bible words were clear enough and plain enough. He, the sinner, +was justified. + +John Harman covered his face with his hands. Suddenly he fell on his +knees. + +"God be merciful to me a sinner," he said. + +He said the few words twice aloud, in great anguish of spirit, and as he +prayed he wept. + +Afterwards he turned over the Bible pages again. This time he read the +story of Zacchaeus. + +"If I have taken anything from any man, I restore him fourfold." + +It was very late when Mr. Harman at last went to bed, but he slept +better that night than he had done for years. He was beginning to see +the possible end. + + + + +CHAPTER L. + +HOME'S SERMON. + + +It was impossible for the Homes to refuse Uncle Sandy's kindness. Their +natural pride and independence of character could not stand in the way +of so graciously and gracefully offered a gift. When the old man came to +see them the next day, he was received with all the love and gratitude +he deserved. If he could give well, Charlotte and her husband knew how +to receive well. He now told his niece plainly that he had come to pass +the remainder of his days with her and hers; and father, mother, and +children welcomed him with delight. + +Charlotte was now a very happy woman. The new and pretty house was +delightful to her. She began to understand what it was not to have to +look twice at a pound, for Uncle Sandy's purse was for ever at her +command. When she went with her old uncle to choose the furniture for +the new drawing room, she laughed so merrily and seemed so gay that +Uncle Sandy informed her that she had already lost five years of her +age. Harold and Daisy used to look into her face at this time, and say +to one another, "Isn't our mother pretty?" For, indeed, the peace in her +heart, and the little unexpected glow of worldly prosperity which had +come into her life, had wonderfully softened and beautified her face. +Her eyes, when she looked at her children's blooming faces, were often +bright as stars. At all times now they were serene and happy. She had +one little cross, however, one small shadow in her happy time. She +wanted to be much--daily, if possible--with Charlotte Harman. Her heart +yearned over Charlotte, and she would have almost neglected her children +to give her one ray of comfort just now. But Charlotte herself had +forbidden this daily intercourse. + +"I love you, Charlotte," she had said, "and I know that you love me. But +at present we must not meet. I cannot leave my father to go to see you, +and you must not come here, for I cannot risk the chance of seeing you. +He may question me, and I shall not be able to answer his questions. No, +Charlotte, we must not meet." + +Charlotte Home felt much regret at this. Failing Charlotte Harman, she +turned her attention to Hinton. She was fully resolved that no stone +should remain unturned by her to enable those two yet to marry, and she +thought she might best effect her object by seeing the young man. She +wrote to him, asking him to call, telling him that she had much of +importance to tell him; but both from his private address and also from +his chambers the letters were, in due course of time, returned. Hinton +was not in town, and had left no clue to his whereabouts. Thus she was +cut off from helping, in any way, those who were in great darkness, and +this fact was an undoubted sorrow to her. Yes, Mrs. Home was full of +pity for Charlotte, full of pity for Charlotte's lover. But it is to be +feared that both she and Uncle Sandy retained a strong sense of +indignation towards the one who had caused the anguish--towards the one, +therefore, on whom the heaviest share of the punishment fell. Very +terrible was it for Charlotte, very terrible for Hinton. But were they +asked to tell their true feeling towards old John Harman, they might +have whispered, "Serve him right." There was one, however, besides his +daughter, whose warmest sympathies, whose most earnest and passionate +prayers were beginning day by day and night by night, to centre more and +more round the suffering and guilty man, and that one was the curate, +Home. Angus Home had never seen John Harman, but his sin and his +condition were ever before him. He was a dying man, and--he was a +sinner. With strong tears and lamentation did this man cry to God for +his fellow man. His tears and his prayers brought love for the sinner. +Angus Home would have gladly died to bring John Harman back to God. + +One Saturday night he sat up late over his sermon. He was not an +eloquent preacher, but so earnest was his nature, so intense his +realization of God's love and of the things unseen, that it was +impossible for his words not to be winged with the rare power of +earnestness. He was neither gifted with language nor with imagination; +but he could tell plain truths in such a way that his hearers often +trembled as they listened. At such times he looked like an avenging +angel. For the man, when he felt called on to rebuke sin, was very +jealous for his God. Then, again, he could whisper comfort; he could +bring down Heaven, and looked, when he spoke of the land which is very +far off, as though even now, and even here, his eyes were seeing the +King in His beauty. Nevertheless, so little was that real power of his +understood, so much better were empty words gracefully strung together +preferred, that Home was seldom asked to preach in the large parish +church. His congregation were generally the very poorest of his flock. +These very poor folks learned to love their pastor, and for them he +would very gladly spend and be spent. He was to preach to-morrow in a +small iron building to these poor people. He now sat up late to prepare +his sermon. He found himself, however, sadly out of tune for this work. +He took his Bible in hand and turned page after page; he could find no +suitable text; he could fix his attention on no particular line of +argument. He unlocked a drawer, and took from thence a pile of old +sermons; should he use one of these? He looked through and through his +store. None pleased, none satisfied him. Finally, overcome by a sudden +feeling, he forgot his sermon of to-morrow. He pushed his manuscripts +aside, and fell on his knees. He was in terror about the soul of John +Harman, and he prayed for him in groans that seemed almost as though +they must rend the heavens in their pleadings for a reply. "Lord, spare +the man. Lord, hear me; hear me when I plead with Thee. It was for +sinners such as he Thou didst die. Oh, spare! oh, save!--save this great +sinner. Give me his soul, Lord. Lord, give me his soul to bring to Thee +in Heaven." He went up to bed in the early hours of the May morning +quite exhausted. He had absolutely forgotten his sermon. He had not +prepared a word for his congregation for the next day. Before he went to +church he remembered this. There was no help for it now. He could but +put two of his already prepared sermons in his pocket and set out. He +was to read the service as well as to preach the sermon. There were +about sixty poor people present. Charlotte and the children went to the +parish church. There was not a really well-dressed person in all his +congregation. He had just finished reading the Absolution when a slight +stir near the door attracted his attention. He raised his eyes to see +the verger leading up the centre aisle an old man with bowed head and +silver hair, accompanied by a young woman. The young woman Home +recognized at a glance. She was Charlotte Harman; the old man then was +her father. He did not ask himself why they had come here or how, but +instantly he said to his own heart, with a great throb of ecstatic joy, +"God has heard my prayer; that soul is to be mine." When he mounted the +pulpit stairs he had absolutely forgotten his written sermons. For the +first time he stood before his congregation without any outward aid of +written words, or even notes. He certainly did not need them, for his +heart was full. Out of that heart, burning with love so intense as to be +almost divine, he spoke. I don't think he used any text, but he told +from beginning to end the old, old tale of the Prodigal Son. He told it +as, it seemed to his congregation, that wonderful story had never been +told since the Redeemer Himself had first uttered the words. He +described the far country, the country where God was not; and the people +were afraid and could scarcely draw their breath. Then he told of the +Father's forgiveness and the Father's welcome home; and the +congregation, men and women alike, hid their faces and wept. Added to +his earnestness God had given to him the great gift of eloquence to-day. +The people said afterwards they scarcely knew their pastor. There was +not a dry eye in his church that morning. + + + + +CHAPTER LI. + +A SINNER. + + +Home went back to his new and pretty house and sat down with his wife +and children, and waited. He would not even tell Charlotte of these +unlooked-for additions to his small congregation. When she asked him if +he had got on well, if his sermon had been a difficulty, he had +answered, with a light in his eyes, that God had been with him. After +this the wife only took his hand and pressed it. She need question no +further: but even she wondered at the happy look on his face. + +He had two more services for that day, and also schools to attend, and +through all his duties, which seemed to come without effort or +annoyance, he still waited. He knew as well as if an angel had told him +that he should see more of Mr. Harman. Had he been less assured of this +he would have taken some steps himself to secure a meeting; he would +have gone to the daughter, he would have done he knew not what. But +having this firm assurance, he did not take any steps; he believed what +God wished him to do was quietly to wait. + +When he went out on Monday morning he left word with his wife where he +might be found without trouble or delay, if wanted. + +"Is any one ill in the congregation?" she inquired. + +"Some one is ill, but not in the congregation," he answered. + +He came home, however, late on Monday night, to find that no one had +sent, no one in particular had inquired for him. Still his faith was not +at all shaken; he still knew that Harman's soul was to be given to him, +and believing that he would like to see him, he felt that he should yet +be summoned to his side. + +On Tuesday morning prayers were to be read in the little iron church. +Never full even on Sundays, this one weekday service was very miserably +attended. Home did not often take it, the duty generally devolving on +the youngest curate in the place. He was hurrying past to-day, having +many sick and poor to attend to, when he met young Davenport--a curate +only just ordained. + +"I am glad I met you," said the young man, coming up at once and +addressing the older clergyman with a troubled face. "There would not +have been time to have gone round to your place. See, I have had a +telegram; my father is ill. I want to catch a train at twelve o'clock to +go and see him; I cannot if I take this service. Will it be possible for +you to do the duty this morning?" + +"Perfectly possible," answered Home heartily. "Go off at once, my dear +fellow; I will see to things for you until you return." + +The young man was duly grateful, and hurried away at once, and Home +entered the little building. The moment he did so he saw the reason of +it all. Mr. Harman was in the church; he was in the church and alone. +His daughter was not with him. There was no sermon that day, and the +short morning prayers were quickly over. The half-dozen poor who had +come in went out again; but Mr. Harman did not stir. Home took off his +surplice, and hurried down the church. He meant now to speak to Mr. +Harman, if Mr. Harman did not speak to him; but he saw that he would +speak. As he approached the pew the white-headed old man rose slowly and +came to meet him. + +"Sir, I should like to say a few words to you." + +"As many as you please, my dear sir; I am quite at your service." + +Home now entered the pew and sat down. + +"Shall we talk here or in the vestry?" he inquired, after a moment's +silence. + +"I thought perhaps you would come to my house later on," said Mr. +Harman. "I have a long story to tell you; I can tell it best at home. I +am very ill, or I would come to you. May I expect you this evening?" + +"I will certainly come," answered Home. "What is your address?" + +Mr. Harman gave it. Then, after a pause, he added-- + +"I seek you as a minister." + +"And I come to you as a servant of God," replied the curate, now fixing +his eyes on his companion. + +Mr. Harman's gaze did not quail before that steady look. With an +unutterable sadness he returned it fully. Then he said, + +"I came here on Sunday." + +"I saw you," answered Home. + +"Ah! can it be possible that you preached to me?" + +"To you, if you think so. I spoke to every sinner in the congregation." + +"You spoke of a land where God is not; you described the terrible +country well." + +"An arid land?" answered Home. + +"Ay, a thirsty land." + +"Those that find it so generally find also that they are being led back +to a land where God is." + +"You believe, then, in the forgiveness of sin?" + +"If I did not I should go mad." + +"My good sir, you are not much of a sinner." + +"I am a sinner, sir; and if I were not--if I dared to lift up my eyes to +a holy, a righteous God, and say, 'I am pure'--I yet, if I did not +believe as fully as I am now sitting by your side in the perfect +forgiveness of sin, I yet should go mad; for I have seen other men's +sins and other men's despair; I should lose my reason for their sakes, +if not for my own." + +"Should you, indeed? You see now before you a despairing man and a dying +man." + +"And a sinner?" questioned Home. + +"Ay, ay, God knows, a sinner." + +"Then I see also before me a man whose despair can be changed to peace, +and his sin forgiven. What hour shall I call upon you this evening?" + +Mr. Harman named the hour. Then he rose feebly; Home gave him his arm +and conducted him to his carriage; afterwards he re-entered the church +to pray. + + + + +CHAPTER LII. + +A HIDDEN SIN. + + +Nine o' clock in the evening was the hour named by Mr. Harman, and +punctually at that hour Home arrived at Prince's Gate. He was a man who +had never been known to be late for an appointment; for in little things +even, this singular man was faithful to the very letter of the trust. +This nice observance of his passed word, in a great measure counteracted +his otherwise unpractical nature. Home was known by all his +acquaintances to be a most dependable man. + +Mr. Harman had told Charlotte that he was expecting a friend to visit +him. He said he should like to see that friend alone; but, contrary to +his wont, he did not mention his name. This cannot be wondered at, for +Mr. Harman knew of no connection between the Homes and Charlotte. He had +chosen this man of God, above his fellow-men, because he had been +haunted and impressed by his sermon, but he scarcely himself even knew +his name. It so happened, however, that Charlotte saw Mr. Home entering +her father's study. It is not too much to say that the sight nearly took +her breath away, and that she felt very considerable disquietude. + +"Sit here," said Mr. Harman to his guest. + +The room had been comfortably prepared, and when Home entered Mr. Harman +got up and locked the door; then, sitting down opposite to Home, and +leaning a little forward, he began at once without preface or preamble. + +"I want to tell you without reservation the story of my life." + +"I have come to listen," answered Home. + +"It is the story of a sin." + +Home bent his head. + +"It is the story of a successfully hidden sin--a sin hidden from all the +world for three and twenty years." + +"A crushing weight such a sin must have been," answered the clergyman. +"But will you just tell me all from the beginning?" + +"I will tell you all from the beginning. A hidden sin is, as you say, +heavy enough to crush a man into hell. But I will make no more preface. +Sir, I had the misfortune to lose a very noble mother when I was young. +When I was ten years old, and my brother (I have one brother) was eight, +our mother died! We were but children, you will say; but I don't, even +now that I am a dying, sinful old man, forget my mother. She taught us +to pray and to shun sin. She also surrounded us with such high and holy +thoughts--she so gave us the perfection of all pure mother love, that we +must have been less than human not to be good boys during her lifetime. +I remember even now the look in her eyes when I refused on any childish +occasion to follow the good, and then chose the evil. I have a +daughter--one beloved daughter, something like my mother. I have seen +the same high and honorable light in her eyes, but never since in any +others. Well, my mother died, and Jasper and I had only her memory to +keep us right. We used to talk about her often, and often fretted for +her as, I suppose, few little boys before or since have fretted for a +mother. After her death we were sent to school. Our father even then was +a rich man: he was a self-made man; he started a business in a small way +in the City, but small beginnings often make great endings, and the +little business grew, and grew, and success and wealth came almost +without effort. Jasper and I never knew what poverty meant. I loved +learning better than my brother did, and at the age of eighteen, when +Jasper went into our father's business, I was sent to Oxford. At +twenty-two I had taken my degree, and done so, not perhaps brilliantly, +but with some honor. Any profession was now open to me, and my father +gave me full permission to choose any walk in life I chose; at the same +time he made a proposal. He was no longer so young as he had been; he +had made his fortune; he believed that Jasper's aptitude for business +excelled his own. If we would become partners in the firm which he had +made, and which was already rising into considerable eminence, he would +retire altogether. We young men should work the business in our own way. +He was confident we should rise to immense wealth. While making this +proposal our father said that he would not give up his business to +Jasper alone. If both his sons accepted it, then he would be willing to +retire, taking with him a considerable sum of money, but still leaving +affairs both unencumbered and flourishing. 'You are my heirs +eventually.' he said to us both; 'and now I give you a week to decide.' +At the end of the allotted time we accepted the offer. This was +principally Jasper's doing, for at that time I knew nothing of business, +and had thought of a profession. Afterwards I liked the counting-house, +and became as absorbed as others in the all-engrossing accumulation of +wealth. Our father had taken a very large sum of money out of the +business, and it was impossible for us not to feel for a time a +considerable strain; but Jasper's skill and talent were simply +wonderful, and success attended all our efforts. + +"Two years after I joined the business, I married my Charlotte's mother. +I was a wealthy man even then. Though of no birth in particular, I was +considered gentlemanly. I had acquired that outward polish which a +university education gives; I was also good-looking. With my money, good +looks, and education, I was considered a match for the proud and very +poor daughter of an old Irish baronet. She had no money; she had nothing +but her beautiful face, her high and honorable spirit, her blue blood. +You will say, 'Enough!' Ay, it was more than enough. She made me the +best, the truest of wives. I never loved another woman. She was a little +bit extravagant. She had never known wealth until she became my wife, +and wealth, in the most innocent way in the world, was delightful to +her. While Jasper saved, I was tempted to live largely. I took an +expensive house--there was no earthly good thing I would not have given +to her. She loved me; but, as I said, she was proud. Pride in birth and +position was perhaps her only fault. I was perfect in her eyes, but she +took a dislike to Jasper. This I could have borne, but it pained me when +I saw her turning away from my old father. I dearly loved and respected +my father, and I wanted Constance to love him, but she never could be +got to care for him. It was at that time, that that thing happened which +was the beginning of all the after darkness and misery. + +"My father, finding my proud young wife not exactly to his taste, came +less and less to our house. Finally, he bought an old estate in +Hertfordshire, and then one day the news reached us that he had engaged +himself to a very young girl, and that he would marry at once. There was +nothing wrong in this marriage, but Jasper and I chose to consider it a +sin. We had never forgotten our mother, and we thought it a dishonor to +her. We forgot our father's loneliness. In short, we were unreasonable +and behaved as unreasonably as unreasonable men will on such occasions. +Hot and angry words passed between our father and ourselves. We neither +liked our father's marriage nor his choice. Of course, we were scarcely +likely to turn the old man from his purpose, but we refused to have +anything to do with his young wife. Under such circumstances we had an +open quarrel. Our father married, and we did not see him for years. I +was unhappy at this, for I loved my father. Before his second marriage, +he always spent from Saturday to Monday at our house, and though my own +wife not caring for him greatly marred our pleasure, yet now that the +visits had absolutely ceased I missed them--I missed the gray head and +the shrewd, old, kindly face; and often, very often, I almost resolved +to run down into Hertfordshire and make up my quarrel. I did not do so, +however; and as the years went on, I grew afraid to mention my father's +name to either my wife or brother. Jasper and I were at this time deeply +absorbed in speculation; our business was growing and growing; each +thing we embarked in turned out well; we were beginning quite to recover +from the strain which our father's removal of so large a sum of money +had caused. Jasper was a better man of business than I was. Jasper, +though the junior partner, took the lead in all plans. He proposed that +an Australian branch of our business should be opened. It was done, and +succeeded well. + +"About this time we heard that a little son had arrived at the Hermitage +in Hertfordshire. He did not live long. We saw his birth announced in +_The Times_. It may have been some months later, though, looking back on +it, it seems but a few days, that the birth was followed by the death. A +year or two passed away, and my wife and I were made happy by the +arrival of our first child. The child was a daughter. We called her +Charlotte, after my much-loved mother. Time went on, until one day a +telegram was put into my hand summoning my brother and myself to our +father's deathbed. The telegram was sent by the young wife. I rushed off +at once; Jasper followed by the next train. + +"The hale old man had broken up very suddenly at last, and the doctor +said he had but a few days to live. During those few days, Jasper and I +scarcely left his bedside; we were reconciled fully and completely, and +he died at last murmuring my own mother's name and holding our hands. + +"It was during this visit that I saw the little wife for the first time. +She was a commonplace little thing, but pretty and very young; it was +impossible to dislike the gentle creature. She was overpowered with +grief at her husband's death. It was impossible not to be kind to her, +not to comfort her. There was one child, a girl of about the age of my +own little Charlotte. This child had also been named Charlotte. She was +a pale, dark-eyed child, with a certain strange look of my mother about +her. She was not a particle like her own. My father loved this little +creature, and several times during those last days of his he spoke of +her to me. + +"'I have called her after your own mother,' he said. 'I love my second +wife; but the Charlotte of my youth can never be forgotten. I have +called the child Charlotte; you have called your daughter Charlotte. +Good! let the two be friends.' + +"I promised readily enough, and I felt pity and interest for the little +forlorn creature. I also, as I said, intended to be good to the mother, +who seemed to me to be incapable of standing alone. + +"Immediately after my father's death and before the funeral, I was +summoned hastily to town. My wife was dangerously ill. A little dead +baby had come into the world, and for a time her life was despaired of; +eventually she got better; but for the next few days I lived and thought +only for her. I turned over all business cares to Jasper. I was unable +even to attend our father's funeral. I never day or night left +Constance's bedside. I loved this woman most devotedly, most +passionately. During all those days when her life hung in the balance, +my time seemed one long prayer to God. 'Spare her, spare her precious +life at any cost, at any cost.' Those were the words, forever on my +lips. The prayer was heard; I had my wife again. For a short time she +was restored to me. I have often thought since, was even that precious +life worth the price I paid for it?" + +Here Mr. Harman paused. Some moisture had gathered on his brow; he took +out his handkerchief to wipe it away. A glass of water stood by his +side; he drank a little. + +"I am approaching the sin," he said addressing the clergyman. "The +successfully buried sin is about to rise from its grave; pardon me if I +shrink from the awful sight." + +"God will strengthen you, my dear sir," answered Home. "By your +confession, you are struggling back into the right path. What do I say? +Rather you are being led back by God himself. Take courage. Lean upon +the Almighty arm. Your sin will shrink in dimensions as you view it; for +between you and it will come forgiveness." + +Mr. Harman smiled faintly, After another short pause, he continued. + +"On the day on which my dear wife was pronounced out of danger, Jasper +sent for me. My brother and I had ever been friends, though in no one +particular were we alike. During the awful struggle through which I had +just passed. I forgot both him and my father. Now I remembered him and +my father's death, and our own business cares. A thousand memories came +back to me. When he sent for me I left my wife's bedside and went down +to him. I was feeling weak and low, for I had not been in bed for many +nights, and a kind of reaction had set in. I was in a kind of state when +a man's nerves can be shaken, and his whole moral equilibrium upset. I +do not offer this as an excuse for what followed. There is no excuse for +the dark sin; but I do believe enough about myself to say that what I +then yielded to, I should have been proof against at a stronger physical +moment. I entered my private sitting-room to find Jasper pacing up and +down like a wild creature. His eyes were bloodshot, his hair tossed. He +was a calm and cheerful person generally. At this instant, he looked +like one half bereft of reason. 'Good heavens! what is wrong?' I said. I +was startled out of myself by his state of perturbation. + +"'We are ruined; that is what is wrong,' answered Jasper. + +"He then entered into particulars with which I need not trouble you. A +great house, one of the greatest and largest houses in the City, had +come to absolute grief; it was bankrupt. In its fall many other houses, +ours amongst them, must sink. + +"I saw it all quite plainly. I sat down quiet and stunned; while Jasper +raved and swore and paced up and down the room, I sat still. Yes we +were, beggars, nothing could save the house which our father had made +with such pride and care. + +"After a time I left Jasper and returned to my wife's room. On the way I +entered the nursery and paid my pretty little Charlotte a visit. She +climbed on my knee and kissed me, and all the time I kept saying to +myself, 'The child is a beggar, I can give her no comforts; we are +absolutely in want.' It was the beginning of the winter then, and the +weather was bitterly cold. The doctor met me on the threshold of my +wife's room; he said to me, 'As soon as ever she is better, you must +either take or send her out of England. She may recover abroad; but to +winter in this climate, in her present state, would certainly kill her.' +How bitter I felt; for was I not a beggar? How could I take my wife +away? I sat down again in the darkened room and thought over the past. +Hitherto the wealth, which was so easily won, seemed of comparatively +small importance. It was easy with a full purse to wish, then to obtain. +I had often wondered at Constance's love for all the pretty things with +which I delighted to surround her, her almost childish pleasure in the +riches which had come to her. She always said to me at such times: + +"'But I have known such poverty; I hate poverty, and I love, I love the +pretty things of life.' + +"This very night, as I sat by her bedside, she opened her lovely eyes +and looked at me and said: + +"'John, I have had such a dream so vivid, so, so terrible. I thought we +were poor again--poorer than I ever was even with my father; so poor, +John, that I was hungry, and you could give me nothing to eat. I begged +you to give me food. There was a loaf in a shop window, such a nice +crisp loaf; and I was starving. When you said you had no money, I begged +of you to steal that loaf. You would not, you would not, and at last I +lay down to die. Oh! John, say it was a dream.' + +"'Of course it was only a dream, my darling!' I answered, and I kissed +her and soothed her, though all the time my heart felt like lead. + +"That evening Jasper sent for me again. His manner now was changed. The +wildness and despair had left it. He was his old, cool, collected self. +He was in the sort of mood when he always had an ascendency over me--the +sort of mood when he showed that wonderful business faculty for which I +could not but admire him. + +"'Sit down, John,' he said, 'I have a great deal to say to you. There is +a plan in my head. If you will agree to act with me in it, we may yet be +saved.' + +"Thinking of my Constance lying so ill upstairs, my heart leaped up at +these words. + +"'What is your plan?' I said. 'I can stay with you for some time. I can +listen as long as you like.' + +"'You hate poverty?' said Jasper. + +"'Yes,' I said, thinking of Constance, 'I hate it.' + +"'If you will consent to my scheme; if you will consent before you leave +this room, we need not sink with Cooper, Cooper and Bennett.' + +"'I will listen to you,' I said. + +"'You have always been so absorbed lately in your wife,' continued +Jasper, 'that you have, I really believe, forgotten our father's death: +his funeral was last Thursday. Of course you could not attend it. After +the funeral I read the will.' + +"'Yes,' I said, 'I had really forgotten my father's will. He left us +money?' I said. 'I am glad; it will keep us from absolute want. +Constance need not be hungry after all.' + +"My brother looked at me. + +"'A little money has been left to us,' he said, 'but so little that it +must go with the rest. In the general crash those few thousands must +also go. John, you remember when our father took that very large sum out +of the business, he promised that we should be his heirs. It was a loan +for his lifetime.' + +"'He had not married then,' I said. + +"'No,' answered Jasper, 'he had not married. Now that he has married he +has forgotten all but this second wife. He has left her, with the +exception of a few thousands, the whole of that fine property. In short, +he has left her a sum of money which is to realize an income of twelve +hundred a year.' + +"'Yes,' I said, wearily. + +"Jasper looked at me very hard. I returned his gaze. + +"'That money, if left to us, would save the firm. _Quite absolutely save +the firm in this present crisis_,' he said, slowly and emphatically. + +"'Yes,' I said again. I was so innocent, so far from what I since +became, at that moment, that I did not in the least understand my +brother. 'The money is not ours,' I said, seeing that his eyes were +still fixed on me with a greedy intense light. + +"'If my father were alive now,' said Jasper, rising to his feet and +coming to my side, 'if my father were alive now, he would break his +heart, to see the business which he made with such pride and skill, come +to absolute grief. If my father were still alive; if that crash had come +but a fortnight ago, he would say, 'Save the firm at any cost.' + +"'But he is dead,' I said, 'we cannot save the firm. What do you mean, +Jasper? I confess I cannot see to what you are driving.' + +"'John,' said my brother, 'you are stupid. If our father could speak to +us now, he would say, 'Take the money, all the money I have left, and +save the firm of Harman Brothers.' + +"'You mean,' I said, 'you mean that we--we are to _steal_ that money, +the money left to the widow, and the fatherless?' + +"I understood the meaning now. I staggered to my feet. I could have +felled my brother to the ground. He was my brother, my only brother; but +at that moment, so true were my heart's instincts to the good and +right, that I loathed him. Before however, I could say a word, or utter +a reproach, a message came to me from my wife. I was wanted in my wife's +room instantly, she was excited, she was worse. I flew away without a +word. + +"'Come back again, I will wait for you here,' called after me my +brother. + +"I entered Constance's room. I think she was a little delirious. She was +still talking about money, about being hungry and having no money to buy +bread. Perhaps a presentiment of _the_ evil news had come to her. I had +to soothe, to assure her that all she desired should be hers. I even +took my purse out and put it into her burning hand. At last she believed +me; she fell asleep with her hand in mine. I dared not stir from her; +and all the time as I sat far into the night, I thought over Jasper's +words. They were terrible words, but I could not get them out of my +head, they were burning like fire into my brain. At last Constance +awoke; she was better, and I could leave her. It was now almost morning. +I went to my study, for I could not sleep. To my surprise, Jasper was +still there. It was six hours since I had left him, but he had not +stirred. + +"'John,' he said, seeing that I shrank from him, 'you must hear me out. +Call my plan by as ugly a name as you like, no other plan will save the +firm. John, will you hear me speak?' + +"'Yes, I will hear you,' I said. I sank down on the sofa. My head was +reeling. Right and wrong seemed confused. I said to myself, My brain is +so confused with grief and perplexity that it is no matter what Jasper +says just now, for I shall not understand him. But I found to my +surprise, almost to my horror, that I understood with startling +clearness every word. This was Jasper's plan. There were three trustees +to the will; I was one, my brother Jasper another, a third was a man by +the name of Alexander Wilson. He was brother to my father's second wife. +This Alexander Wilson I had never seen. Jasper had seen him once. He +described him to me as a tall and powerful man with red hair. 'He is the +other trustee,' said my brother, 'and he is dead.' + +"'Dead!' I said, starting. + +"'Yes, he is without doubt dead; here is an account of his death.' + +"Jasper then opened an Australian paper and showed me the name, also +the full account of a man who answered in all particulars to the +Alexander Wilson named as a third trustee. Jasper then proceeded to +unfold yet further his scheme. + +"That trustee being dead, we were absolute masters of the situation, we +could appropriate that money. The widow knew nothing yet of her +husband's will; she need never know. The sum meant for her was, under +existing circumstances, much too large. She should not want, she should +have abundance. But we too should not want. Were our father living he +would ask us to do this. We should save ourselves and the great house of +Harman Brothers. In short, to put the thing in plain language, we +should, by stealing the widow's money, save ourselves. By being +faithless to our most solemn trust, we could keep the filthy lucre. I +will not say how I struggled. I did struggle for a day; in the evening I +yielded. I don't excuse myself in the very least. In the evening I fell +as basely as a man could fall. I believe in my fall I sank even lower +than Jasper. I said to him, 'I cannot bear poverty, it will kill +Constance, and Constance must not die; but you must manage everything. I +can go into no details; I can never, never as long as I live, see that +widow and child. You must see them, you must settle enough, abundance on +them, but never mention their names to me. I can do the deed, but the +victims must be dead to me.' + +"To all this Jasper promised readily enough. He promised and acted. All +went, outwardly, smoothly and well; there was no hitch, no outward flaw, +no difficulty, the firm was saved; none but we two knew how nearly it +had been engulfed in hopeless shipwreck. It recovered itself by means of +that stolen money, and flew lightly once again over the waters of +prosperity. Yes, our house was saved, and from that hour my happiness +fled. I had money, money in abundance and to spare; but I never knew +another hour, day or night, of peace. I had done the deed to save my +wife, but I found that, though God would give me that cursed wealth, He +yet would take away my idol for whom I had sacrificed my soul. Constance +only grew well enough to leave England. We wintered abroad, and at +Cannes, surrounded by all that base money could supply, she closed her +eyes. I returned home a widower, and the most wretched man on the face +of the earth. Soon after, the Australian branch of our business growing +and growing, Jasper found it well to visit that country. He did so, and +stayed away many years. Soon after he landed, he wrote to tell me that +he had seen the grave of Alexander Wilson; that he had made many +inquiries about him, and that now there was not the least shadow of +doubt that the other trustee was dead. He said that our last fears of +discovery might now rest. + +"Years went by, and we grew richer and richer; all we put our hands to +prospered. Money seemed to grow for us on every tree. I could give my +one child all that wealth could suggest. She grew up unsullied by what +was eating into me as a canker. She was beautiful alike in mind and +body; she was and is the one pure and lovely thing left to me. She +became engaged to a good and honorable man. He had, it is true, neither +money nor position, but I had learned, through all these long years of +pain, to value such things at their true worth. Charlotte should marry +where her heart was. I gave her leave to engage herself to Hinton. +Shortly after that engagement, Jasper, my brother, returned from +Australia. His presence, reminding me, as it did, day and night, of my +crime, but added to my misery of soul. I was surprised, too, to see how +easily what was dragging me to the very gate of hell seemed to rest on +him. I could never discover, narrowly as I watched him, that he was +anything but a happy man. One evening, after spending some hours in his +presence, I fainted away quite suddenly. I was alone when this fainting +fit overtook me. I believe I was unconscious for many hours. The next +day I went to consult a doctor. Then and there, in that great +physician's consulting-room, I learned that I am the victim of an +incurable complaint; a complaint that must end my life, must end it +soon, and suddenly. In short, the doctor said to me, not in words, but +by look, by manner, by significant hand pressure, and that silent +sympathy which speaks a terrible fact. 'Prepare to meet thy God.' Since +the morning I left the doctor's presence I have been trying to prepare; +but between God and me stands my sin. I cannot get a glimpse of God. I +wait, and wait, but I only see the awful sin of my youth. In short, sir, +I am in the far country where God is not." + +"To die so would be terrible," said Mr. Home. + +"To die so will be terrible, sir; in, short, it will be hell." + +"Do not put it in the future tense, Mr. Harman, for you that day is +past." + +"What do you mean?" + +"I mean that even now, though you know it not, you are no longer in the +far country. You are the prodigal son if you like, but you are on the +road back to the Father. You are on the homeward road, and the Father is +looking out for you. When you come to die you will not be alone, the +hand of God will hold yours, and the smile of a forgiving God will say +to you, as the blessed Jesus said once to a poor sinful woman, who yet +was not _half_ as great a sinner as you are, 'Thy sins, which are many, +are forgiven thee.'" + +"You believe then in the greatness of my sin?" + +"I believe, I _know_ that your sin was enormous; but so also is your +repentance." + +"God knows I repent," answered Mr. Harman. + +"Yes; when you asked me to visit you, and when you poured out that story +in my ears, your long repentance and anguish of heart were beginning to +find vent." + +"What do you mean?" + +"I mean that you will make reparation." + +"Ay, indeed I am more than willing. Zacchaeus restored fourfold." + +"Yes, the road for you, straight to the bosom of the Father, is very +prickly and full of sharp thorns. You have held a high character for +honor and respectability. You have a child who loves you, who has +thought you perfect. You must step down from your high pedestal. You +must renounce the place you have held in your child's heart. In short, +you must let your only child, and also the cold, censorious world, see +you as God has seen you for so long." + +"I don't mind the world, but--my child--my only child," said Mr. Harman, +and now he put up his trembling hands and covered his face. "That is a +very hard road," he said after a pause. + +"There is no other back to the Father," answered the clergyman. + +"Well, I will take it then, for I _must_ get back to Him. You are a man +of God. I put myself in your hands. What am I to do?" + +"You put yourself not into my hands, sir, but into the loving and +merciful hands of my Lord Christ. The course before you is plain. You +must find out those you have robbed; you must restore all, and ask these +wronged ones' forgiveness. When they forgive, the peace of God will +shine into your heart." + +"You mean the widow and the child. But I do not know anything of them; I +have shut my eyes to their fate." + +"The widow is dead, but the child lives; I happen to know her; I can +bring her to you." + +"Can you? How soon?" + +"In an hour and a half from now if you like. I should wish you to rest +in that peace I spoke of before morning. Shall I bring her to-night?" + +"Yes, I will see her; but first, first, will you pray with me?" + +Mr. Home knelt down at once. The gray-headed and sinful man knelt by his +side. Then the clergyman hurried away to fetch his wife. + + + + +CHAPTER LIII. + +THE PRINCE OF PEACE. + + +It was very nearly midnight when Mr. Home, entering the sitting-room +where his wife waited up for him, asked her to come with him at once. + +"There is a hansom at the door," he said, "put on your bonnet and come. +I will tell you all as we drive along; come at once, we have not a +moment to lose." + +Charlotte Home, accustomed as Home's wife to imperative demands, only +thought of a night's nursing of some specially poor patient. She rose +without a word, and in two minutes they were driving, as fast as a fleet +horse could take them to Prince's Gate. + +"Charlotte," said her husband, taking her hand, "God has heard my +prayer, God has given me the man's soul." + +"Whose soul, my dearest?" + +"The soul of John Harman. Charlotte, I have prayed as I never prayed +before in all my life for that guilty and troubled sinner's soul. I have +been in an agony for it; it has seemed to me at times that for this lost +and suffering brother I could lay down my very life. On Sunday last I +went to conduct service in the small iron church. I tried the night +before to prepare a sermon; no thought would come to me. I tried at last +to look up an old one; no old sermon would commend itself. Finally I +dropped all thought of the morrow's sermon and spent the greater part of +the night in prayer. My prayer was for this sinner, and it seemed to me, +that as I struggled and pleaded, God the Father and God the Son drew +nigh. I went to bed with a wonderfully close sense of their presence. At +morning prayers the next day, Miss Harman and her father entered the +church. You may well look at me in surprise, Charlotte, but when I saw +them I felt quiet enough; I only knew that God had sent them. For the +first time in my life I preached without note or written help. I felt, +however, at no loss for words; my theme was the Prodigal Son. I thought +only of Mr. Harman; I went home and continued to pray for him. On +Tuesday morning--that is, this morning--he was again at the church. +After the prayers were over he waited to speak to me: he asked me to +visit him at his own house this evening. I went there; I have been with +him all the evening; he told me his life story, the bitter story of his +fall. I am now come for you, for he must confess to you--you are the +wronged one." + +"I am going to see John Harman, my half-brother who has wronged me?" +said Mrs. Home; "I am going to him now without preparation? Oh! Angus, I +cannot, not to-night, not to-night." + +"Yes, dear, it must be to-night; if there is any hardness left in your +heart it will melt when you see this sinner, whom God has forgiven." + +"Angus, you are all tenderness and love to him; I cannot aspire to your +nature, I cannot. To this man, who has caused such misery and sin, I +feel hard. Charlotte I pity, Charlotte I love; but this man, this man +who deliberately could rob my dead mother! It is against human nature to +feel very sorry for him." + +"You mean to tell me, Charlotte, that you refuse to forgive him?" + +"No; eventually you will conquer me; but just now, I confess, my heart +is not full of pity." + +Mr. Home thought for a moment. He was pained by his wife's want of +sympathy. Then he reflected that she had not seen Mr. Harman. It was +plain, however, that they must not meet until her spirit towards him had +changed. + +"Do not stop at Prince's Gate," he called out to the cabby, "drive on +until I ask you to stop." + +During the drive that followed, he told his wife Mr. Harman's story. He +told it well, for when he had finished, Charlotte turned to him eyes +which had shed some tears. + +"Does Charlotte know of this?" she said. + +"I do not think so. Will you come to Mr. Harman now?" + +"Yes. I will come on one condition!" + +"What is that?" + +"That I may see Charlotte afterwards." + +"I am sure that can be managed." + +Then Mr. Home desired the cabby to stop at Prince's Gate. A +sleepy-looking servant waited up for them. He manifested no surprise at +sight of the lady and gentleman at such an hour. Mr. Home took his +wife's hand, and the servant led them straight to his master's study. + +"I have told her the story," said Mr. Home; "she is your father's child, +she comes to----" Here the clergyman paused and looked at his wife, he +wanted the word "forgive" to come from her own lips. Mrs. Home had grown +white to her very lips. Now instead of replying, she fell upon her knees +and covered her face. + +"Charlotte," said Mr. Harman, "can you do what this clergyman wants? Can +you forgive the sin?" There was no answer; Mrs. Home was sobbing aloud. +"I have robbed you, I have robbed you most cruelly. My dying father +asked me to be good to you; I have been worse than cruel. You see before +you an old, old man, as great a sinner as can be found on God's earth. +Can you forgive me? Dare I ask it? At last, at last I make full +reparation; I repent me, in dust and ashes; I repent, and I restore all +fourfold." But here Charlotte Home had risen suddenly to her feet. She +came up close to Mr. Harman, and taking his hand raised it to her lips. + +"My husband has told me all. I, I quite forgive you," she said. + +Mr. Harman glanced at the clergyman. "Your husband?" he said. + +"Yes; she is my wife," answered Mr. Home. "Sir, you heard my wife say +that she quite forgives. You may go to rest to-night, with a very +peaceful heart; the peace of God which passes all understanding may +encompass your pillow to-night. It is late and you have gone through +much, may I go with you to your room? There will be many explanations +yet to make; but though a clergyman, I am also in some measure a +physician. I see you can go through no more emotion to-night, rest +satisfied that all explanations can wait till to-morrow." + +"I will go with you," answered Mr. Harman, "but may I first thank your +wife?" Charlotte Home's bonnet had fallen off as she knelt on the floor, +now suddenly a withered and trembling hand was placed on her head. "God +bless you! Even from a sinner like me, such words from a full heart must +be heard." + +"Ay," said Mr. Home, in a loud, exultant voice, "the Prince of peace and +forgiveness has come into this house to-night." + + + + +CHAPTER LIV. + +CHARLOTTE'S ROOM. + + +Mr. Home and Mr. Harman went away together, and Charlotte was left alone +in the study. By the profound stillness which now reigned in the house +she guessed that every one had gone to bed. The servant who had admitted +them at so late an hour had looked sleepy as he had done so. Doubtless +Mr. Harman had desired him not to wait longer. Charlotte felt there was +no use in ringing a bell. She scarcely knew her way about this great +house. Nevertheless she must find Charlotte; she could not wait until +the morning to throw her arms round her neck. She took one of the +candles from the mantelpiece and began her tour through the silent +house. She felt strangely timid as she commenced this midnight +pilgrimage. The softly-carpeted stairs echoed back no footfall; she +passed door after door. At last she recognized Charlotte's own private +sitting-room, she had been there two or three times, but had never seen +the room where her friend slept. A corridor, however, ran directly from +this sitting-room, and Charlotte saw a closed door at the further end. +"That must be the room," she said to herself, and she went straight +towards it. The door was closed, but Charlotte heard a faint sound +within. Instantly on hearing it she knocked lightly, but distinctly. +There was a quick sound of hurried and surprised feet, and Charlotte +Harman opened the door. Her eyes were heavy and red, as though she had +been weeping. Her face was pale. She had not begun to undress. + +"Charlotte; Charlotte Home!" she exclaimed. "Oh, what is wrong? My +father!" + +"Nothing is wrong, dear Charlotte, dear, dear Charlotte; but may I come +in? I have a great deal to tell you." + +"Oh, I shall be glad! but how astonished I am to see you. I could not +sleep. Yes, come in, you shall keep me company. Charlotte, you have been +crying. Charlotte, there _is_ something wrong." + +"You may well be surprised to see me here," said Mrs. Home, "but, +strange as it may seem, things are more right than wrong. My husband +came first, then he brought me." + +"Yes, I saw Mr. Home early in the evening. I saw him go into my father's +study. When he went away I went there myself; but the door was locked, +and my father called out from within, 'Not to-night, my child; don't sit +up for me, come to me in the morning, I would rather be alone to-night.' +He never before refused to see me to say good-night. I went to my room. +I could not rest. Everything seems very dark. I have been crying, and +now you have come. Oh, Charlotte! what is the meaning of it all?" + +"The meaning is good, Charlotte; but good or bad, you have to thank +yourself for it. Why did you take your father to my husband's church on +Sunday?" + +"He came to me on Sunday morning," answered Miss Harman. "He said he +would like to go to church with me. He never did go to church with +me--never, for many months. I asked him where he would go. He said he +would leave it to me. Then it flashed across me that he did not know Mr. +Home, also that I had never heard Mr. Home preach. I resolved to go to +his church. We drove to Kentish Town. I made a few inquiries. I found +out the little church where your husband told the people of his +congregation how best to live, how best to die. Ah, Charlotte! he _did_ +preach to us. What a man he is!" + +"He realizes the absolute daily presence of God more perfectly than any +man I ever met," answered the wife. "My dear, it was God himself led you +to my husband's church on Sunday. Your father went there again to-day. +After the service he stopped to speak to Angus. He asked him to come to +him this evening. This evening he told my husband all; all the story of +his sin, his repentance. Angus heard all, and when it was over he sent +for me. I saw your father. Charlotte, your father may have been a +sinner, but with such sinners, as he was once, the New Jerusalem will be +filled by and by. Ah! thank God for the peace I saw on his face before I +left him. Do you know that he put his hand on my head and blessed me. +Angus is with him now, and I have come to you." + +"My father has told all!" said Charlotte Harman. Her face could scarcely +grow any whiter. She made no further exclamation, but sat quiet. +Charlotte Home, having told her story, watched her face. Suddenly, with +tears springing to her eyes, she turned to the wife and mother who stood +by her side. + +"Charlotte, how hard my heart has been! I have passed through some +dreadful weeks. Oh! how heavy was my burden, how heavy was my heart! My +heart was growing very hard; but the hardness has gone now. Now, +Charlotte, I believe, I believe fully what your little Harold said to me +some weeks ago." + +"What did he say to you, dearest?" + +"He said that Jesus Christ loved me very much. Yes, I believe Jesus does +love me very much. Oh, Charlotte! do you know that I am tired and +rested, and I want to sleep altogether. Will you lie down beside me? You +will not leave me to-night?" + +"No, darling; I will not leave you to-night." + + + + +CHAPTER LV. + +HOW SANDY WILSON SPEAKS OUT HIS MIND. + + +Early in the morning, the father and daughter met. Not very many words +passed between them. Mr. Harman knew that Mrs. Home had told Charlotte +all. Now, coming to his side, she put her arms about him, and knelt, +looking into his face. + +"Charlotte, you know what I have been," he said. + +"Father, I know what you are now," she answered. + +After these few words, she would scarcely allow him to speak again, for +he was very weak, too weak to leave his bed; but later on, in the course +of the day, they had a long talk together, and Charlotte told her father +of her own suffering during the past weeks. There was no longer need of +concealment between them, and Charlotte made none. It was a very few +days later that two trustees of the late Mr. Harman's will saw each +other for the first time. + +Sandy Wilson had often looked forward to the moment when he could speak +out his mind as to the enormity of the crime committed by Mr. Harman. +Hitherto, this worthy man had felt that in this respect circumstances +had been hard on him. _His_ Daisy, his pretty little gentle sister, had +been treated as hardly, as cruelly, as woman could be treated, and yet +the robber--for was he not just a common robber?--had got off scot free; +he was to get off scot free to the very end; he was to be let die in +peace; and afterwards, his innocent child, his only daughter, must bear +the brunt of his misdeeds. She must be put to grief and shame, while he, +the one on whose head the real sin lay, escaped. Sandy felt that it +would have been some slight relief to his wounded feelings if he could +find some one to whom he could thoroughly and heartily abuse Mr. Harman. +But even this satisfaction was denied him. Mr. Home was a man who would +listen to abuse of none; and even Charlotte, though her eyes did flash +when his name was mentioned, even she was simply silent, and to all the +rest of the world Sandy must keep the thing a secret. + +There was no doubt whatever that when, the day after Mr. Harman's +confession, the Homes came to Uncle Sandy and told him, not only all, +but also that at any moment he might receive a summons to visit Mr. +Harman, he felt a sense of exultation; also that his exultation was +caused, not by the fact that his niece would now get back her own, for +he had supplied her immediate need for money, but by the joyful sense +that at last, at last, he, Sandy, could speak out his full mind. He +could show this bad man, about whom every one was so strangely, so +absurdly silent, what _he_ thought of his conduct to his dear little +sister. He went away to Prince's Gate, when at last the summons came, +bristling over with a quite delightful sense of power. How well he would +speak! how cleverly he would insert the arrow of remorse into that cruel +heart! As he entered the house he was met by Miss Harman. She held out +her hand to him without a word, and led him to the door of her father's +study. Her eyes, however, as she looked at him for a moment, were +eloquent. Those eyes of hers had exercised a power over him in Somerset +House; they were full of pleading now. He went into Mr. Harman's +presence softened, a little confused, and with his many excellent, to +the point, and scathing remarks running riot in his brain. + +Thus it came to pass that Sandy said no word of reproach to the +broken-down man who greeted him. Nay, far from reproaching, he felt +himself sharing in the universal pity. Where God's hand was smiting +hard, how could man dare to raise his puny arm? + +The two trustees, meeting for the first time after all these years, +talked long over that neglected, that unfulfilled trust, and steps were +put in train to restore to Charlotte Home what had for so many years +been held back from her. This large sum, with all back interest, would +make the once poor Charlotte very rich indeed. There would still be, +after all was settled, something left for Charlotte Harman, but the +positions of the two were now virtually reversed. + +"There is one thing which still puzzles me," said Mr. Harman before they +parted. "Leaving my terrible share in this matter alone, my brother and +I could never have carried out our scheme if you had not been supposed +to be dead. How is it you gave no sign of your existence for three and +twenty years? My brother even wrote me word from Australia that he had +himself stood on your grave." + +"He stood on the grave of Sandy Wilson, but never on mine," answered the +other trustee. "There was a fellow bearing my name, who was with me in +the Bush. He was the same age. He was like me too in general outline; +big, with red hair and all that kind of thing. His name was put into the +papers, and I remember wondering if the news would reach home, and if my +little Daisy--bless her!--would think it was me. I was frightfully poor +at the time, I had scarcely sixpence to bless myself with, and somehow, +your father, sir, though he did eventually trust me, as circumstances +proved, yet he gave me to understand that in marrying the sister he by +no means intended to take the brother to his bosom. I said to myself, 'A +poor lost dog like Sandy may as well appear to be dead to those at home. +I love no one in England but my little Daisy, and she does not need me, +she has abundance without me.' So I ceased to write. I had gone to a +part of the country where even an English paper reached us but once or +twice a year. I heard nothing of the old home; and by degrees I got out +of the habit of writing. I was satisfied to be considered dead. I did +wrong, I confess." + +"By coming back, by proclaiming your existence, you could have exposed +me years ago," said Mr. Harman; "how I dreaded exposure; how little I +knew, when it did come, that it would fall lightly in comparison +with----" + +"What?" asked Wilson. + +"The awful frown of God's displeasure. Man, to be shut away from God +through your own sin is to be in hell. I have dwelt there for three and +twenty years. Until two nights ago, I have known no peace; now, I know +God can forgive even such a sin as mine." + +"I believe you have suffered, Mr. Harman," answered Wilson. "For the +matter of that, we are all poor sinners. God have mercy upon us all!" + +"Amen," said Mr. Harman. + +And that was all the reproof Sandy ever found in his heart to give to +his fellow trustee. + + + + +CHAPTER LVI. + +MRS. HOME'S DREAM. + + +Still, there was a weight on Charlotte Home's mind. Much had been given +to her, so much that she could scarcely believe herself to be the same +woman, who a few short months ago had pawned her engagement ring to buy +her little son a pair of shoes. She was now wealthy beyond her wildest +dreams; she was wealthy not only in money but in friends. Charlotte +Harman was her almost daily companion. Charlotte Harman clung to her +with an almost passionate love. Uncle Sandy, too, had made himself, by +his cheerfulness, his generosity, his kindness of nature, a warm place +in her affections; and Mr. Harman saw her more than once, and she found +that she could love even Mr. Harman. Then--how well, how beautiful her +children looked! How nice it was to see them surrounded by those good +things of life which, despise them as some people will, still add charms +to those who possess them! Above all, how happy her dear husband was! +Angus Home's face was like the sun itself, during the days which +followed Mr. Harman's confession. This sunshine with him had nothing to +say to the altered and improved circumstances of his life; but it had a +great deal to say to the altered circumstances of his mind. God had +most signally, most remarkably, heard his prayer. He had given to him +the soul for which he pleaded. Through all eternity that suffering, and +once so sinful, soul was safe. Mr. Home rejoiced over that redeemed soul +as one who finds great spoil. Added love to God filled his grateful +heart; his faith in God became more and more, day by day, a mighty +power. Thus Charlotte Home was surrounded by as much sunshine as often +visits a human being in this mortal life; yet still this unreasonable +woman was discontented. The fact was, success had made her bold. She had +obtained what her heart had pined for. She wanted another little drop of +bliss to complete her overflowing cup. Charlotte Home was unselfish in +her joy. There was a shadow on another's brow. She wanted that shadow to +depart; in short, she wanted Hinton and Charlotte to meet; not only to +meet, but as quickly as possible to marry. Charlotte's heart was still +with this lover whom she had given up, and who seemed to have forsaken +her. Mrs. Home saw this, though on the subject of Hinton Charlotte still +refused to speak. She said once, and only once, to her friend: + +"We have parted, we have most absolutely parted. There is no use now +looking back on the past; he must never share my disgrace. Yes, my dear +and beloved father has repented nobly: but the disgrace remains. He must +never share it. He sees the wisdom of this himself, so we will not speak +of him, dear Charlotte; I can bear it best so." + +This little speech was made with great firmness; but there was a +strained look about the lips, and a sorrow about the eyes which Mrs. +Home understood very well. She must not speak, but no one could prevent +her acting. She resolved to leave no stone unturned to bring these two +together again. In doing this she would act for the good of two whom she +loved, for Hinton was also very dear to her. She could never forget +those nights when he sat by the bed of her almost dying child. She could +never forget the prompt interference which saved that child's life. She +had learned enough of his character, during those few weeks which they +had spent together, to feel sure that no disgrace such as Charlotte +feared would influence him to cause her pain. It is true she could not +in any measure account for his absence and his silence; but she was +quite wise enough and quite clever enough to believe that both could be +satisfactorily accounted for. She could, however, do nothing without +seeing Hinton. How could she see him? She had written to his chambers, +she had written to his lodgings; from both addresses had the letters +been returned. She thought of advertising. She lay awake at night trying +to devise some scheme. At last one night she had a dream; so far +curious, in that it conducted her to the desired end. She dreamt that +Hinton came to Waterloo station, not to remain in London, but to pass +through to another part of England. There was nothing more in her dream; +nevertheless, she resolved to go to that station on the next day. Her +dream had not even pointed to any particular hour. She looked in +_Bradshaw_, saw when a great express from the south was due, and started +off on what might truly be called a wild-goose chase. + +Nevertheless, instinct, if nothing higher, had guided Charlotte Home; +for the first person she saw stepping out of a carriage of this very +train was Hinton. She saw Hinton, he also saw her. + +"You must come with me," she said, going up to him and laying her hand +on his arm. "You must come with me, and at once, for God has sent me to +you." + +"But I cannot," he answered, "I am catching another train at Euston. I +am going on special business to Scotland. It is important. I cannot put +it off. I am ever so sorry; but I must jump into a cab at once." He held +out his hand as he spoke. + +Mrs. Home glanced into his face. His face was changed; it was pale and +worn. There was a hard look about both eyes and mouth, which both +altered and considerably spoiled his expression. + +"I will not keep you if you still wish to go, after hearing my story," +answered Mrs. Home; "but there will be room for two in your hansom. You +do not object to my driving with you to Euston?" + +Hinton could not say he objected to this, though in his heart he felt +both annoyed and surprised. + +As they were driving along, Mrs. Home said,-- + +"Have you heard anything lately of Mr. Harman?" + +To this Hinton replied, "I have not; and pardon me, Mr. Harman does not +interest me." + +"Ah!" said Mrs. Home, "he interests me very much. He--he told my husband +a strange tale--a tale about himself." + +"Did he confess his guilt? I know that he is a very sinful man." + +"He has been a great sinner, but he has repented. He has confessed that +early and terrible sin of his youth. He has not only confessed, but he +is taking steps to make full reparation." + +"Indeed! then you will come into your rights? Let me congratulate you." + +"You knew of his sin? You knew what his sin was Mr. Hinton?" + +"Yes, I knew." + +"Charlotte had hoped to keep that disgrace from you." + +"Ah!" + +"She gave you another reason for breaking off her engagement?" + +"Yes, a weak and futile one. She could not expect me to believe it. I +did what she had but done before me. I went to Somerset House and saw +that will which has been so greatly abused." + +"She never knew that." + +"Pardon me, she did." + +"I fear I must be rude enough to contradict you. She said most +distinctly that you were fully satisfied with the reasons she had given +for breaking off the engagement, that perhaps you might never now learn +what her father had done." + +Hinton looked at his companion in some perplexity. + +"But I wrote to her," he said. "I wrote a letter which, it seemed to me, +any woman who had a spark even of kindness would have answered. In that +letter, I told her that I held her to her promise; that I knew all; that +even if she did not write to me I would call and try to see her. She +never replied to my letter, and when, after waiting for twenty-four +hours, I went to the house, she absolutely refused to see me." + +"She never knew you called," answered Mrs. Home, "and she never got your +letter." + +"Good heavens! how do you know?" + +"I know her too well; but I will ask her directly." + +Hinton was silent. + +After a short pause, Mrs. Home broke out passionately,-- + +"How dare you insinuate doubts of so noble a creature?" + +"I could only believe facts." + +"Has a letter never gone astray? Has a letter never failed to reach the +hands it was meant for? Mr. Hinton, I am ashamed of you." + +"If you can prove that she never got it?" + +"I know she never got it. She is changed; her heart is half broken. But +I will prove it. I will go to her at once. Are you still going to +Scotland?" + +"I need not go until I hear from you. You have astonished me greatly." + +"Then drive to my house. Ah! you do not know our new address; it is ----; +wait for me there, I will be with you in an hour or so." + + + + +CHAPTER LVII. + +JOHN. + + +Hinton went to Mrs. Home's house. The children were out, Mr. Home was +not visible. Anne, now converted into a neat parlor-maid, received him +with broad grins of pleasure. She ushered him into the pretty, +newly-furnished drawing-room, and asked him to wait for her mistress. + +"Missis 'ull be back afore long," she said, lingering a little to +readjust the blinds, and half hoping, half expecting, Hinton to make +some surprised and approving remark on the changed circumstances of the +Homes' surroundings. + +He made none, however; and Anne, with a slight sigh, left him alone. +When she did so he rose to his feet and began to pace quickly up and +down the room. After a time, half an hour or so, he pulled out his +watch. Yes, he had already lost that express to the north. A good piece +of business would probably be also lost. But what matter! beyond +ascertaining the fact that he had missed his train, he did not give the +affair another thought. To tell the truth, his mind was agitated, his +heart was full; hope once more peeped upon the horizon of his being. A +month ago--for it was quite a month ago now--he had received as sharp +and cruel a shock as falls on most men. Fortune, love, and trust had all +been dashed from the lips which were already so close to the charmed cup +that its very flavor was apparent. The cup had never reached the lips +of Hinton. Fortune was gone, love was gone; worst of all, yes, hardest +of all, trust was gone. The ideal he had worshipped was but an ideal. +The Charlotte he had loved was unworthy. She had rejected him, and +cruelly. His letter was unanswered. He himself was refused admittance. +Then his pride had risen in revolt. If she could so treat him, he would +sue no longer. If she could so easily give him up, he would bow to her +decision. She was not the Charlotte of his love and his dream. But what +matter! Other men had come to an ideal and found it but a clay idol. He +would recover: he would not let his heart break. He found, however, that +he could not stay in London. An uncle of his, his only living near +relation, was a solicitor in the south of England. Hinton went to visit +his uncle. He received him warmly and kindly. He not only promised him +work, but kept his word. Hinton took chambers in a fashionable part of +the town, and already was not idle. But he was a changed man. That +shattered trust was making his spirit very hard. The cynical part of him +was being fostered. Mrs. Home, when she looked into his face, was quite +right in saying to herself that his expression had not improved. Now, +however, again, as he paced up and down, soft thoughts were visiting +him. For what doubts, what blessed doubts had Mrs. Home not insinuated? +How irregularly his heart beat; how human he felt once more! Ah! what +sound was that? A cab had drawn up at the door. Hinton flew to the +window; he saw the soft fawn shade of a lady's dress, he could not see +the lady. Of course, it was Mrs. Home returning. What news did she +bring? How he longed to fly to meet her! He did not do so, however; his +feet felt leaden weighted. He leant against the window, with his back to +the door. His heart beat harder and harder; he clenched his hands hard. +There was a quick step running up the stairs, a quick and springing +step. The drawing-room door was opened and then shut. He heard the +rustle of soft drapery, then a hand was laid on his arm. The touch of +that hand made him tremble violently. He turned his head, and--not +Charlotte Home--but _his_ Charlotte, beautiful and true, stood by his +side. Their eyes met. + +"John!" she said. + +"My own, my darling!" he answered. + +In an instant they were clasped in each other's arms. That swift +glance, which each had given the other, had told all. + + * * * * * + +"John, I never got your letter." + +"No!" + +"John, you doubted me." + +"I did, I confess it; I confess it bitterly. But not now, not after one +glance into your eyes." + +"John, what did you say in that letter?" + +"That I held you to your sacred promise; that I refused to give you up." + +"But--but--you did not know my true reason. You did not know +why--why----" + +"Yes, I knew all. Before I wrote that letter I went to Somerset house. I +read your grandfather's will." + +"Ah! did you--did you indeed? Oh! what a dreadful time I have gone +through." + +"Yes, but it is over now. Mrs. Home told me how your father had +repented. The sin is forgiven. The agony is past. What God forgets don't +let us remember. Lottie, cease to think of it. It is at an end, and so +are our troubles. I am with you again. Oh! how nearly I had lost you." + +Charlotte's head was on her lover's shoulder. His arm was round her. +"Charlotte, I repeat what I said in that letter which never reached you. +I refuse to absolve you from your promise. I refuse to give you up. Do +you hear? I refuse to give you up." + +"But, John, I am poor now." + +"Poor or rich, you are yourself, and you are mine. Charlotte, do you +hear me? If you hear me answer me. Tell me that you are mine." + +"I am yours, John," she said simply, and she raised her lips to kiss +him. + + + + +CHAPTER LVIII. + +BRIDE AND BRIDEGROOM. + + +A month after--just one month after, there was a very quiet wedding; a +wedding performed in the little church at Kentish Town. The ceremony was +thought by the few who witnessed it to be, even for that obscure part, a +very poor one. There were no bridesmaids, or white dresses, or, indeed, +white favors in any form. The bride wore the plainest gray travelling +suit. She was given away by her gray-headed father; Charlotte Home stood +close behind her; Mr. Home married the couple, and Uncle Sandy acted as +best man. Surely no tamer ending could come to what was once meant to be +such a brilliant affair. Immediately after the ceremony, the bride and +bridegroom went away for two days and Mrs. Home went back to Prince's +Gate with Mr. Harman, for she had promised Charlotte to take care of her +father until her return. + +Many changes were contemplated. The grand house in Prince's gate was to +be given up, and the Hintons were to live in that large southern town +where Hinton was already obtaining a young barrister's great +ambition--briefs. Mr. Harman, while he lived, was to find his home with +his son and daughter. + +Mr. Harman was now a peaceful and happy man, and so improved was his +health--so had the state of his mind affected his body, that though he +could never hope for cure of his malady, yet Sir George Anderson assured +him that with care he might live for a very much longer time than he had +thought possible a few months before. Thus death stood back, not +altogether thrust aside, but biding its time. + +On the morning of Charlotte's wedding-day there arrived a letter from +Jasper. + +"So you have told all?" he said to his brother. "Well, be it so. From +the time I knew the other trustee was not dead and had reached England, +I felt that discovery was at hand. No, thank you; I shall never come +back to England. If you can bear poverty and public disgrace, I cannot. +I have some savings of my own, and on these I can live during my +remaining days. Good-bye--we shall never meet again on earth! I repent, +do you say, of my share? Yes, the business turned out badly in the end. +What a heap of money those Homes will come in for! Stolen goods don't +prosper with a man! So it seems. Well, I shall stay out of England." + +Jasper was true to his word. Not one of those who knew him in this tale +ever heard of him again. + +Yes, the Homes were now very rich; but both Mr. and Mrs. Home were +faithful stewards of what was lent them from the Lord. Nor did the +Hintons miss what was taken from them. It is surely enough to say of +Charlotte and her husband that they were very happy. + +But as sin, however repented of, must yet reap its own reward, so in +this instance the great house of Harman Brothers ceased to exist. To pay +that unfulfilled trust the business had to be sold. It passed into the +hands of strangers, and was continued under another name. No one now +remembers even its existence. + +THE END. + + + + +L. T. MEADE SERIES. + +UNIFORM WITH THIS VOLUME. + +By MRS. L. T. 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