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Alexander and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This file was +produced from images generously made available by The +Internet Archive) + + + + + + + + + + RED ROSE AND + TIGER LILY + + Or, In a Wider World + + + By + MRS. L. T. MEADE + + + AUTHOR OF + + A BUNCH OF CHERRIES, A RING OF RUBIES, + BAD LITTLE HANNAH, ETC. + + + "Nothing is required but to set the right way to work, + but of course the really important thing is to succeed." + --_Story of the Poor Tailor._ + + + NEW YORK + GROSSET & DUNLAP + PUBLISHERS + + + + COPYRIGHT, 1894, BY + + THE CASSELL PUBLISHING COMPANY + + _All rights reserved_ + +[Illustration: NAN AND ANNIE ARRIVE. _Red Rose and Tiger Lily._ +_Frontispiece_--(_Page_ 4.)] + + + + + +CONTENTS. + + +CHAPTER PAGE + + I. NAN'S GOLDEN MANE 1 + + II. CRUSHED 8 + + III. TWO PROVERBS 16 + + IV. THE COLTS--ROBIN AND JOE 23 + + V. NOT MISSED 32 + + VI. FRIAR'S WOOD 42 + + VII. THE STORY BOOK LADY 53 + + VIII. ALONE IN THE WOOD 63 + + IX. "I BROKE MY WORD," SAID ANNIE 70 + + X. AN AWFULLY FRIVOLOUS GIRL 79 + + XI. THE DIAMOND RING 88 + + XII. THE LAND OF PERHAPS 97 + + XIII. THE FANCY BALL 113 + + XIV. POOR MRS. MYRTLE 124 + + XV. "THE WAY OF TRANSGRESSORS" 132 + + XVI. PERHAPS 143 + + XVII. FAIRY AND BROWNIE 152 + + XVIII. THE LORRIMERS OF THE TOWERS 161 + + XIX. TOPSY-TURVEY 171 + + XX. THE NEW OWNERS 179 + + XXI. HESTER SPEAKS HER MIND 194 + + XXII. ANTONIA'S GIFT 207 + + XXIII. TRUTH AND FIDELITY 215 + + XXIV. A WET SPONGE 222 + + XXV. MOLLY'S SORROW 234 + + XXVI. PLOT THICKENS 245 + + XXVII. NELL IS IN TROUBLE 252 + +XXVIII. THE LION AND MOUSE 262 + + XXIX. GOD BLESS ANTONIA 274 + + + + +RED ROSE AND TIGER LILY + +OR + +IN A WIDER WORLD + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +NAN'S GOLDEN MANE. + + +It was a perfect summer's evening. The sun had just set, and purple, +gold, violet, rose colour still filled the sky in the west. There was a +tender new moon, looking like a silver bow, also to be seen; before long +the evening star would be visible. + +Hester Thornton stepped out of the drawing-room at the Grange, and, +walking a little way down the broad gravel sweep, began to listen +intently. Hester was about seventeen--a slender girl for her age. Her +eyes were dark, her eyebrows somewhat strongly marked, her abundant +hair, of a much lighter shade of brown, was coiled in close folds round +her well-shaped head. Her lips were slightly compressed, her chin showed +determination. Hester had not been beautiful as a child, and she was not +beautiful as a girl, but her face was pleasant to look at, very bright +when animated, very steadfast and sweet when in repose. The air was like +nectar to her cheeks. She was naturally a pale girl, but a faint rose +colour was now discernible in her complexion, and the look of +expectation in her dark eyes made them charming. + +A step was heard on the gravel behind, and she turned quickly. + +"Is that you, father?" she exclaimed. + +"Yes. Are not you very imprudent to come out at this hour in your thin +house shoes, and with nothing on your head? There is a very heavy dew +falling." + +"Oh, I never take cold," replied Hester with a smile, which showed her +even and pretty white teeth; "and I certainly shan't to-night," she +continued, "for I am feeling far too excited." + +Sir John Thornton was considered by most of his acquaintances (he could +boast of scarcely any friends) as a reserved and almost repellent +person, but now, as his eyes rested on his young daughter, something +seemed to soften their expression; he took her slight hand and drew it +affectionately through his arm. + +"It takes a small thing to excite you, my love," he said; "but you +always were of a turbulent disposition--just your poor mother over +again." + +Hester sighed faintly when Sir John spoke of his wife, then she quickly +cheered up and said in an eager voice-- + +"You don't call it a little thing, father, to know that in a minute or +two I shall welcome Nan back from school? Nan comes to-night--Annie +Forest to-morrow. It would be difficult for any girl to want more to +make her perfectly happy." + +Sir John raised his brows. + +"I only know Miss Forest by hearsay," he said, "so I will reserve my +judgment upon her; but I do know Nan. She will upset the entire _régime_ +of the house. I like order, and she likes disorder. I like quiet meals, +she likes uproarious ones. I hate shocks and she adores them. I am glad, +of course, to welcome the child home, but at the same time I dread her +arrival. I cannot possibly understand how it is that Mrs. Willis, who is +supposed to be such a splendid instructor of youth, should not have +brought Nan a little better into control. Now, you, my dear Hetty, are +very different. You have passions and feelings--no one has them more +strongly--but you keep them in check. Your reticence and your reserve +please me much. In short, Hester, no father could have a more admirable +daughter to live with him. I am pleased with you, my dear; the +experiment of having you home from school to look after my house has +turned out well. There is nothing I would not do to please you, and +while your friend Miss Forest is here, I will do my best to render her +visit a success. The only discordant element will be Nan. I cannot +understand why Mrs. Willis has not got Nan into the same control she had +you in." + +"You forget," said Hester, "that I am seventeen and Nan only eight. No +one ever yet could say 'No' to Nan. Father, don't you hear the carriage +wheels? She is coming--I know she is coming. Please forgive me, I must +run to meet her." + +Sir John released his daughter's hand, and Hester flew with the speed of +an arrow from a bow up the long avenue. She was not mistaken. Her keen +ears had detected the smooth roll of wheels. A landau drawn by a pair of +horses had even now entered the lodge gates. Hester, looking up, heard +some gay voices, some childish laughter. Then an imperious voice +shouted to the coachman to pull up the horses and Nan Thornton and +another girl sprang out of the carriage and ran to Hester's side. + +Confused utterances, sundry embraces, the quick intermingling of +ejaculations, kisses, commands, explanatory remarks--all rose on the +sweet night air. + +"Hetty, you look quite grown up. Please, Jenkins, you can drive on to +the house. I'm not getting in again. Aren't you glad to see me, Het? I +have come back a greater tease and torment than ever." + +"Yes, Nan, delighted--more than delighted. Oh! you sweet, how nice it is +to feel you kissing me! Why, Annie, how did you happen to come to-night? +I didn't expect you until to-morrow. I was wondering how I could endure +the next twenty-four hours of expectation, even with Nan to keep me +company, and now you are here. Oh, how very, very glad I am." + +"Kiss me, Hester," said Annie. "Nan and I concocted this little plan. We +thought we'd take you by surprise. Oh dear, oh dear, I feel so wild and +excited that I'm sure I shall be just as troublesome as I used to be +before you tamed me down at school. Now then, Nan, you are not to have +all the kisses. Hester, dear, how sweet and gracious and prim and +lady-of-the-manorish you do look!" + +"I don't care what I look like, I only know what I feel," replied +Hester: "about the happiest girl in England. But don't let us stand here +talking any longer, or father will take it into his head that I am +catching cold in the night air. Here, Nan, take my arm. Annie, my other +side is at your disposal. Now, do let us come to the house." + +The girls began to move slowly down the long winding avenue. Nan had the +pretty, soft dark eyes which used to characterise her as a little +child. Her abundant fluffy golden hair hung below her waist. Her baby +lips and sweet little face looked as charming as of old. She was a very +pretty child, and promised to be a beautiful woman by-and-by. Her +beauty, however, was nothing at all beside the radiant sort of +loveliness which Annie Forest possessed. She was a creature all moods, +all expression, all life, all movement. She had early given promise of +remarkable beauty, and this had been more than fulfilled. Hester glanced +at her now and again in the most loving admiration. + +"It is good to have you back, Nan," she said, "and it is delightful to +know that you have come at last to pay your long, long promised visit," +she continued, looking at Annie. "Well, here we are at home. Nan, you +must go up and show yourself to nurse this minute. Annie, let me take +you to your room." + +"Dear old nursey," said Nan; she rushed up the stairs, shouting her old +nurse's name as she went; her quick footsteps flew down the long +corridor, she pushed open the baize door which separated the nurseries +from the rest of the house, and in a moment found herself in the old +room. + +Nan's nurse was a cherry-cheeked old woman of between sixty and seventy +years of age. + +"Eh, my darling, and how did you get back without me hearing the sound +of the carriage wheels!" she exclaimed. "Eh dear, eh dear, I meant to be +down on the front steps to greet you, Miss Nan. Eh, but you look bonny, +and let me examine your hair, dear--I hope they cut the points regular. +If they don't, it will break away and not keep even." + +"Oh, don't bother about my hair now," said Nan. "What does hair signify +when a child has just got home, and when she wants a kiss more than +anything else in the world? Now, nursey, sit down in that low armchair +and let us have a real hug. _That's_ better; and how are you? You look +as jolly as ever." + +"So I am, my pet; I'm as happy as the day is long since Miss Hetty has +come home and took the housekeeping over. I was in a mortal fret before, +with her at school and you at school, but now I think the danger is +past." + +"What danger?" asked Nan; "you always were a dear old croak, you know, +nurse." + +"Yes, pet, perhaps so; but I didn't fret without reason, you may be +quite sure of that." + +"Well, what were you afraid of? You know I'm an awfully curious girl, so +you must tell me." + +"It's a sin to be too curious, Miss Nan--it leads people into untold +mischief. Curiosity was the sin of Eve, and it's best to nip it in the +bud while you're young. Now let me brush out your hair, my darling, and +get you ready for supper." + +"Yes, in a minute," said Nan. She pushed back the shady hat in which she +had traveled, and seated herself afresh on her nurse's knee. + +"How do my kisses feel?" she asked, breathing a very soft one on each of +the old woman's cheeks. + +"Eh, dear," said the nurse, "they're like fresh cream and strawberries." + +"Well, you shall have six more if you tell me what your fears were." + +Nurse looked admiringly back at Nan. + +"You're just the audacious, contrary, troublesome bit of a thing you +always were," she said; "but somehow I can't resist you. There's no +fear now of anything happening, so you needn't be in a taking; but what +did put me out was this: I thought your father, Sir John, might be +bringing a new mistress here." + +"What! a new mistress?--A housekeeper, do you mean?" Nan's brown eyes +were open at their widest. + +"No, dearie, no, a wife--someone to take the head of the house. Men like +Sir John must have their comforts, and a house without a mistress isn't +as it ought to be. But there, Miss Hetty is here now, and that makes +everything right." + +"But a new mistress," repeated Nan--"a new wife for father. Why, +she--she'd be a _stepmother_. Oh, how I'd hate her." + +"Well, darling, there's not going to be any such person; it was only an +idle fear of your poor old nurse's that will never come to anything. +Forget that I said it to you, Miss Nan. Oh, my word! and there's the +gong, so supper is ready, and Sir John won't like to be kept waiting. +Let me brush out your hair, I won't be a minute. Now, there's my pretty. +It's good to have you back again, Miss Nancy. Only I misdoubt me that +you'll turn the house topsy-turvey, as you always and ever did." + +While nurse was speaking, she was deftly and quickly changing Nan's +travel-stained frock for a white one, and was tying a coral pink sash +round her waist. + +"Now you're ready," she said, giving the little figure a final pat. + +Nan shook out her golden mane and went demurely downstairs--more +demurely than was her wont. The dawning of possible trouble filled her +sweet eyes. A new wife--a possible stepmother! Oh, no, by no +possibility could such a horror be coming; nevertheless, her full cup of +happiness was vaguely troubled by the thought. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +CRUSHED. + + +Sir John Thornton could be a very pleasant host. He was a reserved man +with a really cold nature. He disliked fuss and what he called +"ebullitions of affection;" he hated kissing and fondling. He liked to +treat even his nearest and dearest with ceremony, but he was a perfect +host--the little attentions, the small politenesses which the _rôle_ of +host requires, suited his character exactly. Hester and Nan, his only +children, were his opposites in every respect. It is true that Hester +inherited some of his pride, and a good deal of his reserve, but the +fire underneath her calm, the passionate love which she could give so +warmly to her chosen friends, she inherited from her mother, not from +her father. Nan had never yet shown reserve to anyone. As far as any +creature could be said to be without false pride, Nan was that +individual--she was also absolutely devoid of fear. She believed that +all the world loved her. Why not? She was perfectly willing to love all +the world back again. If it chose to hate her, she could and would hate +it in return with interest; but, then, why should it? The world was a +good place to Nan Thornton up to the present. + +Now, Sir John dreaded his impulsive younger daughter more than words +can say. Perhaps somewhere in his heart he had a certain fatherly +admiration for her, but if so it did not show itself in the usual +fatherly way. Annie Forest was at the present moment absorbing his +attention. + +Annie was between sixteen and seventeen years of age; she was still, of +course, quite a child in Sir John's eyes, but she was undoubtedly very +pretty--she had winning ways and bright glances. Her little speeches +were full of wit and repartee, and she was naturally so full of tact +that she knew when a word would hurt, and therefore seldom said it. + +When Nan entered the room in which a hasty supper had been prepared for +the hungry travellers, she found her father and Annie talking pleasantly +to one another at one end of the table, while Hester presided over the +tea equipage at the other. + +"Here you are, little whirlwind," said Sir John, slipping his arm round +his younger daughter's waist and drawing her for a moment to his side. + +Nan looked at him soberly. She gazed into his eyes and examined the +curves of his lips, and noted with satisfaction the wrinkles on his +brow, the crows' feet at the corner of each eye, and some strong lines +which betokened the advance of years in the lower part of his face. + +"You're too old," she said, in a contemplative voice. "I'm so +glad--you're much too old." + +She stroked his deepest wrinkle affectionately as she spoke. + +Now Sir John hated being considered old, and an angry wave of colour +mounted to his forehead. + +"As usual, you are a most impolite little girl," he said. "I do not +trouble myself to inquire what your sage remark means, nor why you +rejoice in the fact of my possessing the infirmities of years; but I +wish to repeat to you a proverb which I hope you will bear in mind, at +least, when in _my_ presence during the holidays, 'Little girls should +be seen and not heard.' Now go to your seat." + +Sir John released his hold of Nan's broad waist and turned to Annie. + +"Yes, a good deal of the country is flat," he said, "but we have some +pretty drives. Are you fond of riding?" + +"I should be if I had a chance," replied Annie; "but the fact is, I +never was on horseback since I was five years old, so I cannot be said +to know much about it." + +"I am sure you could quickly learn," said Sir John. "Hester has a very +quiet pony which she can lend you while you are here. By the way, +Hester, Squire Lorrimer called to-day. I said you would go to the Towers +to-morrow morning--you can take Miss Forest with you. The Lorrimers are +a very lively household, and it will amuse her to know them." + +"I should think they are lively," burst from Nan at the far end of the +table. "How is Kitty Lorrimer, and how is Boris? And have they got as +many pets as ever? Oh, _can_ you tell me, please, father, if the +dormouse has awakened yet? It was fast asleep when I was home at +Christmas, and Boris said it mightn't wake again until May. Boris was so +sorry it wasn't quite dead, because he wanted to stuff it; but he +couldn't if it was alive, could he? That would be cruel, wouldn't it? +Father, can you tell me if the dormouse is awake?" + +Sir John fixed a cold eye upon Nan. + +"I am unacquainted with the state of the dormouse's health," he +said--"disgusting little beasts," he added, turning for sympathy to +Annie, whose bright dark eyes danced with fun as she watched him. + +"They're not disgusting; they're perfectly heavenly little darlings," +came from Nan in an indignant voice. "Oh, and what about the white rats? +Boris had four in a box when I went last to the Towers, and Kitty had +one all to herself, and Boris and Kitty were always fighting as to which +were the most beautiful--the one rat or the four. Did you ever see a +white rat, Annie? They _are_ pets, with long tails like worms." + +"Hester," exclaimed Sir John, "will you induce Nan to hold her tongue +and eat her supper in peace?" + +Hester bent forward and whispered something to Nan, who shrugged her +shoulders indignantly. Her face grew crimson. + +"I can't learn that proverb," she said, after a pause. "I can't obey it, +its no use trying. Father, do you hear? I can't be one of those +seen-and-not-heard girls. Do you hear me, father?" + +"I do, Nan. If we have finished supper, shall we go into the +drawing-room?" he added, turning to Annie. + +Nan lingered behind. She slipped her hand through her sister's arm and +dragged her on to the terrace. + +"I feel so wicked that I think I'll burst," she exclaimed. "Why is +father always throwing a damp cloth over me?" + +"Nan, dear, you irritate him a good deal. Why do you talk in that silly +way when you know he cannot bear it?" + +"Because I'm Nan," answered the child, pouting her lips. + +"But Nan can learn wisdom," said Hester, in her sweet elder-sisterly +tone. "Even though you are the liveliest, merriest, dearest little girl +in the world, and though it is delicious to have you back"--here there +came an ecstatic hug--"you need not say things that you know will hurt. +For instance, you are perfectly well aware that father does not like his +age commented on." + +"Oh, _that_," said Nan, some of the trouble which nurse's words had +caused coming back to her eyes. "Oh, but I really said what I _meant_, +then--it was not mischief. I was so glad to see that he is old. I love +those wrinkles of his--I adore them." + +"What can you mean, you queer little thing?" + +"Why, you see, Hetty, he won't be attractive, and there'll be no fear." + +"No fear of what?" + +"Nurse said that perhaps he'd be having a wife, and giving us a +stepmother." + +"Oh, what nonsense!" said Hester, in a vexed tone. "What a silly thing +for nurse to say. I am quite surprised at her. As far as I can tell our +father has no intention of marrying again; but if he did?" + +"If he did," repeated Nancy, "nurse says that you wouldn't be mistress +of the Grange any longer." + +A wistful sort of look, half of pain, half of suppressed longing, filled +Hester's dark eyes for a moment. + +"I might go out into the world," she said, "and have my heart's desire." + +"But aren't you happy here?" + +"Yes, oh yes! I am talking nonsense. My duty lies here, at least at +present. Mrs. Willis has taught me always to put duty first. Now, Nan, +let us forget what is not likely to happen. It is nearly time for you to +go to bed; you look quite tired; there are black rings under your eyes; +but first, just tell me about Mrs. Willis and the dear old school." + +"Mrs. Willis is well," said Nan, with a yawn, "and the school is in +_statu quo_. I am in the middle school now, and perhaps I shall get a +drawing-room to myself before long. I'm not sure though, for I never can +be tidy." + +"I wish you could be; it's a pity not to curb one's faults." + +"Oh, bother faults. I don't want you to lecture me, Hetty." + +"No, darling, I don't wish to; but I thought you were so fond of Mrs. +Willis. I thought you would do anything to please her." + +"Yes, of course. I think I do please her. She gave me two prizes at the +break up--one for French and one for music. She kissed me, too, quite +half-a-dozen times. Look here, Hetty, I don't want you to ask Annie +Forest a lot of questions about me. I can't help having a romping time +now and then at school; and there are two new girls--Polly and Milly +Jenkins; they are so killingly funny; nearly as good as Boris and Kitty +Lorrimer. I always had a little bit of the wild element in me, and I +suppose it must come out somehow. Annie was wild enough when she was my +age, wasn't she, Hester?" + +"Annie will be gay and light-hearted to the end of the chapter!" +exclaimed Hester. + +"But she was naughty when she was my age, wasn't she?" + +"She is not naughty now." + +"Well, no more will I be when I am sixteen. Now, good-night, Het. Am I +to sleep in your room?" + +"Yes." + +"How scrumptious. Look out for a fine waking early in the morning." + +Nan hugged Hester in her usual rough-and-ready manner, and danced +upstairs, singing as she went-- + + "_Old Daddy-long-legs wouldn't say his prayers, + Catch him by his left leg and throw him downstairs._" + +This was one of Nan's rhymes which Sir John detested. Her voice was loud +and somewhat piercing. He heard it in the drawing-room, and went +deliberately and shut the door. + +"Miss Forest," he said to his young guest, "there are moments when I +feel extremely uneasy with regard to the fate of my youngest daughter." + +"About Nan's fate?" exclaimed Annie, raising her arched eyebrows; "why, +she is quite the dearest little thing in the world. I wish you could see +her at school; she is the pet of all the girls at Lavender House." + +"That may be," said Sir John, with a slightly sarcastic movement of his +thin lips; "but it does not follow that school pets are home pets. If my +good friend, Mrs. Willis, finds Nan's society so agreeable, I wish she +would arrange to keep her for the holidays." + +Annie's young face, so round, so fresh, so charming, was fixed in grave +surprise on her elderly host. + +"Don't you love Nan at all?" she asked, wonder in her tone. + +Sir John had been giving Miss Forest credit for great tact. Up to this +moment, he had considered her a very pretty, agreeable little girl, who +would be an acquisition in the house. Now he winced; she had trodden +very severely on one of his corns. + +"I naturally have a regard for my child," he said, after a pause, "and I +presume that I show it best by having her properly educated and +disciplined in her youth." + +"Oh, no, I don't think you do," said Annie. "You must forgive me for +saying frankly what I really think. I used to be like Nan when I was a +little girl, and I'd never have changed--never--never, I'd never have +become thoughtful for others, I'd always have been an unmitigated horror +to all my friends if my father had treated me like that. He's not a bit +like you, Sir John. I don't mean to compare him to you for a moment. He +is quite a rough sort of man, and he has led a rough life; but, oh dear +me, from the time he came back from Australia, and I knew that I had a +living father, I cannot tell you what a difference there has been in my +life. I have generally spent my holidays with him, and he has loved me +so much that I have loved him back again, and have learnt to know +exactly what will please him and make him happy. Nothing tamed me so +much as the knowledge that I was necessary to my father's happiness. I +am sure," added Annie in a low voice, and with a suspicion of tears in +her eyes, "that it would be just the same with dear little Nan." + +She broke down suddenly, half afraid of her own temerity. There was +silence for nearly half a minute then Sir John rose from his chair, +and, going over to a lamp which was slightly smoking, turned it down. + +"If your father has been in Australia," he said, turning again and +looking fixedly at his young visitor, "you will be interested in books +on that country. I have got all Henry Kingsley's novels. You will find +them in the library. Ask Hester to show you the book-case." + +He strode deliberately out of the room, and Annie had to own to herself +that she felt crushed. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +TWO PROVERBS. + + +Hester Thornton and Annie Forest had been educated at the same +school--the well-known Lavender House. The fame of this school, the +noble character of its mistress, the excellent training which each girl +who went there received, formed a recommendation for each young student +in after life. Hester and Annie had gone through severe storms in these +early days. Their friendship had been cemented under the influence of +great trouble. It was exactly a year now since Hester had been suddenly +sent for from her busy and happy school life to take care of her father +through a dangerous illness. He found her company so sweet, her skill +and tact in managing his house so great, that he resolved not to allow +her to go back to school again. Annie Forest was now, therefore, the +head girl at Lavender House. She was Mrs. Willis's right hand; her help +and support in every way. Annie was as great a favourite as of old, and +as love and kindness had developed all the best side of her character, +she was no longer the tomboy of the school, nor the one who was +invariably the ringleader when mischief was afloat. She was still +impulsive, however--eager, impatient--for such a nature as hers must +fight on to the end of the chapter. She did not possess Hester +Thornton's steady principles, and would always be influenced, whether +for good or evil, by her companions. She was only to spend one more term +at school; the future, after that, was practically unknown to her. + +"I wish you'd tell me about Nan," said Hester, on the first evening of +Annie's visit to the Grange. "I don't know why, but I feel a little +anxious about her." + +"You need not be," replied Annie. "She is a dear, jolly little pet, and +as open as the day." + +"She seems to get wilder and wilder," replied Hester. "You must have +noticed, Annie, how she irritates my father." + +"Of course I did," replied Annie. "Do you know, Het, that I had the +unbounded cheek to give him a piece of my mind this evening?" + +Annie was seated on the side of Hester's bed. She was in a blue +dressing-gown, and her dark hair, in a mass of rebellious curls, was +falling about her shoulders. + +"I forgot that Nan was in the room," she said, putting her finger to her +lips and glancing in the direction of Nan's small bed. "The little +monkey may be awake, and I don't want her to hear my nonsense." + +"She is sound asleep," replied Hester. "If she were awake, she would +soon acquaint us with the fact." + +"Shall I tell you what I really said to your father?" continued Annie. + +"I don't know that I want to hear. I hope you did not shock him, for he +is prepared to like you very much." + +"I am prepared to like him. I think he is a delightful host; but, oh, +_how_ I should hate him for a father." + +"Annie!" + +Hester's delicate face flushed crimson, her eyes flashed an angry light. + +Annie jumped off the bed and ran to her friend's side. + +"Now you are angry with me," she said; "but if I told him the truth, I +may surely tell you. I know you are as good as an angel, but I am quite +certain that he ruffles you up the wrong way." + +"Don't, Annie," said Hester, in a voice of pain. + +She walked to the window as she spoke, drew up the blind, and looked +out. The night was dark, but innumerable stars could be seen in the +deep, unfathomable vault of the sky. Hester clenched one of her hands +tightly together. Annie stood and watched her. + +"I would not hurt you for the world," she said. "I am sorry, very sorry; +the fact is, I love you with all my heart, but I don't understand you." + +"Yes you do, too well," replied Hester; "but there are some things I +cannot and will not talk about even to you. Now let me take you to your +room, the hour is very late." + +Annie's pretty room was just on the other side of the passage. Hester +took her to it, saw that she had every comfort, and wished her +good-night. She then stood for a moment, with a look of irresolution on +her face, in the corridor. + +"I don't believe nurse is in bed; I will go and speak to her," she said +to herself. "I thought the day when I welcomed Nan back from school, and +when Annie came to visit me, would be quite the happiest day of my life, +but it would never do to make my father's home uncomfortable for him." +She reached the baize door, opened it, and soon found herself in the old +nursery. She was right, nurse was not yet in bed. + +"Well, now, my deary!" exclaimed the old woman, "and why are you losing +your beauty sleep in this fashion? When I was young things used to be +very different. Girls had to be in bed by ten o'clock sharp to keep away +the wrinkles, but now they're all agog to burn the candle at both ends. +It don't pay, Miss Hetty, my pet, it don't pay." + +"I'm all right, nursey," replied Hester. "I'm the quietest and most +jog-trot girl in the world as a rule. Of course I'm excited to-night, +because Nan has come back." + +"Bless her dear heart!" ejaculated nurse; "but I'm not to say satisfied +about her hair, Miss Hetty. I don't believe it's pointed often enough. I +found a lot of split ends when I was combing it out to-night." + +"Oh, I think Nan is all right in every way," replied Hester. "No one +could be kinder to her than Mrs. Willis, and she is very happy at +school. Nurse, I've just come here for a moment to ask you to be very +careful what you say to Nan about my father. You see, the object of my +life is to make him happy, and to be a good daughter to him, and, in +short, to try to take my mother's place." + +"Eh, dear, we all know that," replied nurse, "and a sweeter young +mistress there couldn't be. Why, there isn't a servant in the house who +wouldn't do anything in the world for you, Miss Hetty; and everything in +apple-pie order, and the meals served regular and beautiful, and inside +and out perfect order, and all because there's an old head on young +shoulders. There, perhaps it isn't a compliment I'm paying you, my +dearie, but in one sense it is." + +"Do you really think I manage well?" asked the girl, an anxious tone in +her voice. + +"Manage well? You manage beautiful. Your own mother, if she were alive, +couldn't do better." + +"I can never forget my mother," replied Hester, tears rising to her +eyes. "Well, nurse, you will be very careful what you say to Nan. The +object of my life is to make my father happy. If I can do that, I am +content." + +"You do, you do," replied the old woman. "No mortal can do more than +their best, and you do that. Now, good-night, Miss Hester." + +Hester took up her candle and went away. Nurse stood and watched the +pretty young figure as it disappeared down the corridor. + +"There," she said to herself as she began to prepare for her own bed. +"There's another victim. Don't I know what my mistress was, and don't I +know that Sir John's coldness and sharpness and no-heartedness just +hurried her into her grave? Never a bit of real hearty love could he +give to anyone. Just as just could be--righteous as righteous could be, +but hard as a flint. My mistress drooped and faded and died, and Miss +Hester will follow in her footsteps if I don't look after her. +Sometimes I wish the master _would_ marry again, and that he'd get a +tartar of a wife. He might think of another wife if things were a bit +uncomfortable here, but that they never will be while Miss Hetty is at +the helm. She's a born manager, bless her, with her gentle ways and her +firm words and her pretty little dignity. Miss Nan's business in life, +it seems to me, is to set places all in a muddle, and Miss Hetty's to +smooth them out again. Of course it's due to Miss Hetty to be mistress +of the Grange, but sometimes I fear the life is too much for her, and +she'll fret and fade like her mother before her; if I really thought +that, I'd set my wits to work, old as I am, to get a real _selfish wife_ +for the master, who'd teach him a thing or two, for that's what he +wants." + +At this stage in her meditations, nurse laid her head on her pillow and +was soon fast asleep. + +The next morning promised a perfect day, and Hester, Annie, and Nan met +in high spirits in the breakfast-room. The post had not yet arrived, but +a letter was lying on Hester's plate. + +"That's in dad's writing," said Nan, going up and examining it +critically; "now what's up?" + +Hester took the letter and opened it. It contained a few brief words. +She read them with a sinking of heart which she could not account for-- + + "MY DEAR HETTY,--Your young companions will make the house quite + gay for you. I shall, therefore, take the opportunity of going from + home for a few days. I will send you a line to let you know when + you may expect me back.--Your affectionate father, JOHN THORNTON. + + "P.S.--I shall have left before you are down in the morning. Give + my love to Nan, and wish Miss Forest good-bye for me. By the way, + she is interested in Australia, so will you show her where Henry + Kingsley's novels are to be found in the library?" + +Nan, who had been peeping over Hester's shoulder while she was reading, +now suddenly clapped her hands, shouted "hurrah" at the top of her +voice, and, running up to Annie, began to waltz round and round the +breakfast-table with her. + +"Oh, oh!" she exclaimed, "then little girls _may_ be heard as well as +seen. Annie, there are two proverbs which are the bane of my life. I +wonder dad has not had them both illuminated and framed and hung up in +my nursery. One of them is: 'Little girls should be seen and not heard.' +What a detestable old prig the person must have been who invented that +proverb! I ask you, Annie, what would life be without little girls and +their chatter? The other proverb is nearly as objectionable. This is it: +'Make a page of your own age.' According to dad, that only applies to +little girls, and it means that they must always be fagging round, +hunting for slippers and spectacles and newspapers and books for the +older people who are past the age for paging, and that no one is ever to +wait on _them_, however tired or however disinclined to stir they may +happen to be. Now there'll be no one to make me page, and no one to keep +me silent. Oh, hurrah, hurrah, hurrah! what a dear old dad to absent +himself in this obliging manner." + +"For my part, I am very sorry," said Annie, for Hester had passed her on +the letter to read. + +Hester said nothing, and breakfast began, Nan wasting as usual a +prodigal amount of energy and spirits even over the operation of eating, +Hester looking a little pale and a little thoughtful, Annie in a state +of suppressed high spirits, which a slight awe which she still felt at +times for Hester Thornton kept rather in check. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +THE COLTS--ROBIN AND JOE. + + +The Towers was situated exactly two miles away from the Grange. It was a +large, old house, with a castellated roof and a high tower at one end. +It was a very old family place, and the Lorrimers had lived there from +father to son for several hundreds of years. Like many ancient families, +their wealth had diminished rather than increased with the times. The +luxurious living, which has been in vogue more or less during the whole +of the present century, had obliged them to part with some of their fair +acres. The present owner had married for love, not for money. More lands +had to be sold to meet the wants of a large and vigorous family, and, at +the time when this story opens, the Lorrimers were, for their position, +decidedly poor, not rich. + +Squire Lorrimer had one dread ever before his eyes. This was the fear of +having to part with the dear old Towers itself. If this blow fell, he +was certain that it would kill him. He trusted to be able to avert this +calamity by putting down expenses in all possible ways. There were too +few servants, therefore, for the size of the house, too few gardeners +for the size of the gardens, too few horses for the size of the stables. + +Nevertheless, there was not in the whole length and breadth of the +county of Warwickshire, a jollier, happier, more rollicking household +than the Lorrimers. There were ten children, varying in age, from Molly, +who would be sixteen on her next birthday, to little Phil, who had not +yet attained the dignity of two years. There were six girls in the +family and four boys. The two elder boys went to a good grammar school +in the neighbourhood; the girls and Boris had a governess who taught +them at home. Neither boys nor girls were educated quite up to the +requirements of the times, but the father and mother were not going to +worry themselves over this fact. Mr. Lorrimer had very strong views with +regard to modern education. He had a hearty preference for big bodies +instead of big brains. He was intensely old-fashioned as regards all +modern views for the advancement of women, and said frankly that he +would rather his sons emigrated than spent their lives as city clerks. +He had a good deal of faith in things righting themselves naturally, and +as his wife believed him to be the cleverest and wisest man in the +universe, he was not tormented by any contrary opinions from her lips. + +"The children will do very well," he used to say. "If I can only keep +the land together, and the old house for Guy to inherit after me, I +shall die a happy man. The girls are all pretty, unless we except poor +little Elinor, and she, in some ways, has the sweetest face of the +bunch; they are sure to find husbands by-and-by, and the younger lads +can fend for themselves in the colonies if necessary. You needn't fret +about the children, mother," he would add. + +"I never fret about them," replied the soft-voiced, placid-looking +mother, raising her dove-like blue eyes to her husband's face. "I think +we are the happiest family in the world, and the children are the +dearest creatures. With all their high spirits they are never really +naughty. I have only one care," she added, looking at her husband +affectionately and slipping her hand through his arm, "and that is when +you talk of the possibility of selling the Towers." + +"Well, Lucy, that hasn't come yet," he answered. + +"What about that mortgage and the suretyship?" + +"Oh, pooh! They are right enough yet. I make it a rule never to think of +evil days before they really come. We'll pull through--we'll pull +through, no fear. By the way, my dear, I had a splendid offer yesterday +for the colts Joe and Robin. I closed with it in double quick time, and +the dealer who has bought them will send over to fetch them this +morning." + +"Very well," said Mrs. Lorrimer. She went to the window of the room +where the two were talking and stood there looking out. + +She gazed on a lovely scene, composed of woodland, river, and gently +sloping meadows and lawns. Exactly opposite her eyes was a paddock, and +in the paddock the two colts which had just been sold were contentedly +grazing. As Mrs. Lorrimer stood and looked out, a girl was seen to enter +the paddock and go swiftly up to the colts, calling their names as she +did so. They both came to her immediately. She threw an arm round the +neck of one, while she fed them in turn with carrots and apples which +she had in her apron. She was a slightly-made girl, with dark hair and a +sallow face. Her hair hung heavily about her shoulders. She might have +been ten years old, but looked younger. + +"There's Nell," said the mother. "I am sorry the colts are going, she +has always made such pets of them. I never saw her take to any +creatures before as she has done to those two, and they'll follow her +anywhere like lambs. I'm sorry you've got to sell them, Guy." + +"Sorry!" retorted the Squire, with a sort of snort. "Didn't I tell you, +Lucy, that Simmons has given me a cheque for three hundred and fifty +pounds for the two. Of course, the creatures are thoroughbred, and may +turn out worth a great deal more; still, in these days no one gives a +fair price for anything, and three-fifty is not to be sneezed at when +your rents are always behindhand and your balance at the bank is +overdrawn." + +The Squire left the room as he spoke, and Mrs. Lorrimer, with the +faintest of little sighs, presently followed his example. Meanwhile, the +girl in the paddock was having a thoroughly happy time. As soon as she +had finished feeding her favourites, and they had done rubbing their +noses against her face and shoulder, she looked eagerly round her, and +saw with satisfaction that there was no one watching her from any of the +many windows which blinked like eyes all over the old house. She now +approached one of the colts cautiously, laid her hand on his neck, and +with an adroit, quick movement sprang on his back. He was an untamed, +unbroken-in creature. He would have submitted to no burden at all +heavier or at all less dear than that of the slim child who had now +mounted him. + +"Hey, Robin, dear," she said, bending forward, catching hold of a wisp +of his mane and almost whispering into his ear, "you'll take me round +the paddock three times, won't you, as swift as the wind, and then it +will be Joe's turn? As swift as you can fly you shall go, my bonny, +bonny Robin. And afterwards you shall have your russet apple; it's in my +pocket." + +From the colt's attitude, he seemed perfectly to understand every word +that was addressed to him. He pricked his ear; his eye glanced backward +with loving intelligence. He pawed the ground impatiently--he would not +be off until Nell gave the signal, but when it came there was no doubt +that he would fly swiftly over the ground. Joe, the other colt, stood +near expectantly. His turn was to come, he knew. For him, too, there +would be the light weight of a loved little presence, followed by that +delicious russet apple when the ride was over. Meanwhile, he would +canter after Nelly and Robin, taking care not to go too near nor in any +way to intrude himself mischievously. + +"Now," said Nell, sitting bolt upright, "now, Robin--one, two, three, +away!" + +Away they went truly, mane and hair alike flying in the breeze--Nell's +short skirts puffed out by the wind, Nell's cheeks with red flames on +them, and Nell's dark grey eyes blazing like subdued fires. + +Once round the paddock they flew--twice they went--three times. The +third round was the fastest and the most delirious of all. Nell was so +sure of her seat, so confident in Robin's powers, that she no longer +even clasped his arched neck. Up flew her hands in the air. The +delirious excitement rendered her giddy. + +"Hurrah! hurrah!" she shouted. + +The gay words were interrupted by eager words from approaching +spectators. The gate of the paddock was pushed open, and Kitty, aged +nine, followed by Boris, who was only seven, rushed on the scene. The +children were followed by a couple of grooms and a strange, +horsey-looking man. + +"Oh, Nell, Nell!" exclaimed Kitty. + +"They're sold, Nell," said Boris, in a gloomy voice. "You'd better get +down. That fellow there has come"--waving his hand with immense dignity +in the direction of the horsey man--"that fellow has come to take them +away; they're sold." + +"I don't believe it," said Nell. + +Robin, who obeyed her slightest word, stood stock still when she told +him. She dropped off his back with the lightness of a bird. + +"Who says they're sold?" she asked. "I don't believe it." + +She pressed her hand to her heart as she spoke, a pang of keen pain had +shot through it; she turned pale, and her eyes still blazed. + +"I don't believe it a bit," she said. "I'll go and find father and ask +him if its true; I know it isn't true." + +"There's father coming into the field," said Boris. "Yes, it's true +enough, but you can ask him." + +"Well, my man," said the Squire, who came upon the scene at this moment, +"your master has sent you for the colts, I suppose? Here they are, +as----Why, what's the matter, Nell? How white you are, child, and--not +so tight, Nell, not so tight, you're half strangling me! What is it, my +love--what is it?" + +"You haven't sold Robin and Joe, father?" + +"Oh, now, my little girl"--the Squire began to pat Nell's trembling +hands soothingly. He looked hard into her quivering face, then, bending +down, whispered something in her ear. + +No one else heard the words. + +Nell's frantic grasp relaxed; she let her hands fall to her sides and +looked piteously round. + +Robin and Joe had both followed her across the paddock. Robin expected +his russet apple--Joe looked for his canter with Nell on his back. + +"There's a brave little girl," said her father. "'Pon my word, I +wouldn't do it if I could help it." + +"No, father dear; of course not." + +"You're a plucky young 'un," said her father admiringly. Boris and Kitty +came close; the grooms and the horse-dealer also approached. There was a +sort of ring round Nell and the colts. + +"Please, father, may I give Robin his apple?" she asked. "He has earned +it. May he have it?" + +The Squire nodded. + +"Of course he may," he said; then he turned to the horse dealer. + +"My little girl is fond of these creatures," he said. "I hope you will +have patience for a moment or two." + +The man touched his hat respectfully. + +"Certainly, sir," he answered, "as long as the young lady likes; there's +no manner of hurry, and perhaps little miss would like to have another +canter. I never see'd no one sit so bird-like on a horse--never, in the +whole of my born days." + +"Do you hear that, Nell?" said her father. "Would you like another +canter? I didn't know you could ride bare-backed." + +She smiled up at him, a perfectly brave smile; there were no tears in +her eyes, although there were black shadows under them, and her face was +as white as a little snowflake. + +Robin munched his apple, and Joe came close to Nell and rubbed his head +against her shoulder. + +She fed him also, to his own great surprise, for he did not think that +he had earned a morsel, and then, without a word, turned and walked out +of the paddock. + +Boris ran after her. + +"I say, Nell!" he exclaimed, panting. "Would you like a white rat? I +have four, and I--I'll give you one if you'll promise not to forget to +feed it." + +Nell stood still when Boris made this offer, and looked down into his +ruddy, brown, sunburnt face. Boris had bright eyes, as round as two +moons. The giving up of one of his white rats meant a great deal to him. +Nell carefully weighed the value of the offer. + +"No," she said at last in a deliberate tone. "I might forget to feed the +rat, and I don't think I ever could love it; but thank you all the same, +Boris." + +"Don't mention it," said Boris, in his most polite tone; he was +immensely relieved by Nell's declining his offer. + +She walked slowly towards the house, and Boris turned to Kitty, who had +followed him. + +"I offered her a rat," he said; "but she wouldn't have it. Do you think +she will be very bad for a bit?" + +"Yes, I do," said Kitty. "She'll creep up into one of the lofts and +burrow in the hay all by herself, and if she can have a right good cry +perhaps she'll be better, but if she hasn't a cry, she'll fret awfully, +and perhaps she'll turn sulky; but never mind about her now. I'm ever so +glad she didn't take the rat. Let's run and feed them before we go to +lessons." + +"I wish there were no lessons," said Boris. "I hate them. I can't think +what use they are. What can it matter in a big world like this, crowded +up with boys and girls and men and women, whether I can spell right or +not? _I_ don't mind, and I don't see why anyone else should bother." + +"I like spelling," said Kitty, who had a very intelligent face. "If I +were a man or an embryo man, which you are, Boris, I'd have ambition, +and I'd try to get on. I'd like to walk over the heads of the other +boys, if I were you, and to take their prizes from them, and to have +father and mother looking on, and a lot of grand ladies and gentlemen +all dressed in their best praising and cheering and bowing and smiling. +But boys are no good in these days. It's girls who do everything. Now, +do be quick and let's feed the rats." + +"You talk such nonsense," said Boris. "You don't suppose that ladies and +gentlemen care whether boys and girls spell words right or not, and what +rubbish you do say about best clothes and smiling and bowing." + +"I don't," said Kitty, crossly; "it's you who talk rubbish. You have +never been to school, so you can't possibly tell. You ask Nan Thornton, +and she'll soon tell you what's done at school. Oh dear, oh dear, I wish +I were at Lavender House instead of doing my lessons with stupid Jane +Macalister!" + +"You talk very dis'pectful," said Boris. + +"Do I? I don't care. Oh, I _am_ glad you didn't part with the white +rat!" + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +NOT MISSED. + + +Jane Macalister was the governess. She was old--at least the Lorrimers +considered her old--she wore spectacles, and her hair was slightly +tinged with grey. She had a queer mixture of qualities. She was +affectionate and narrow; she was devoted to her pupils, and thought she +could best show her devotion by an unceasing round of discipline. +Fortunately, both for her and the little Lorrimers, this discipline +never extended beyond the hours devoted to lessons. It never showed its +stern visage in play hours, nor at meals, nor at night, nor on half +holidays, nor on Sundays. During all these times, Jane was the +intelligent and much belaboured companion. She was at everyone's beck +and call. She was to be found here, there, and everywhere--darning the +rent in Molly's frock, or helping Nora with her drawing, or trying to +find a story-book for Nell which she had not already read at least six +times, or healing the small squabbles with which Boris and Kitty helped +to beguile the weary hours. Mrs. Lorrimer consulted her with regard to +the cook and the servants generally. The Squire would shout to her to +spare him a quarter of an hour in the study to see if he had totted up +his accounts right. In short, Jane Macalister was as much part and +parcel of the Lorrimer household as if she were really one of +themselves. She was by no means educated up to the standard of the +latter half of the nineteenth century, but what she did know, she knew +thoroughly. She was methodical and helpful. The kind of person whom Mrs. +Lorrimer was fond of quoting as invaluable. The children, one and all, +loved her as a matter of course, but, in school hours, their love was +certainly mingled with awe. In school hours, Jane allowed no relaxing of +the iron rod. + +Kitty and Boris, having just heard the dismal sound of the schoolroom +bell, started from their fascinating occupation of feeding the white +rats and ran as fast as their small feet could carry them in the +direction of the house. They went in by a side entrance, and with +panting breath and hot little steps began to mount the spiral staircase +which led to the schoolroom in the tower. They were late already, and +they knew that they could not possibly escape bad marks for +unpunctuality. They pushed open the green baize door which admitted them +to the sanctum of learning and came in. All the other children whom Miss +Macalister taught were already in the room. Kitty and Boris were the +sole delinquents--the only ones in disgrace; even Elinor was present. +Their faces fell when they saw her. They had built great hopes on having +at least Elinor's company in their disgrace. The swift thought had +darted through both their minds that she would be safe to be extra +naughty that morning, and in consequence would divert some of the storm +of Jane Macalister's wrath from their devoted heads; but no, there she +sat in her accustomed place, her hymn book open on her knee, marks of +tears on her cheeks, it is true, but in all other respects she looked a +provokingly model Elinor. + +It was too bad; Kitty made a face at her across the schoolroom, and +even Boris gave her a reproachful glance. + +Jane Macalister fixed two awful spectacled eyes upon the culprits, and, +scarlet blushes tingling in their cheeks, they took possession of their +vacant chairs. + +The children all sang their usual hymn, although Elinor's voice was a +little husky and Boris held his book upside down. + + "_All things bright and beautiful, + All creatures great and small, + All things wise and wonderful, + The Lord God made them all._" + +"I wonder if He really made that dreadful horsey man," thought Nell, as +she looked out of the window. + +Boris smothered a sigh as he reflected again over the problem which had +often before puzzled his small head--Why God, when he made everything so +beautiful, had forgotten to give Jane Macalister a beautiful temper in +school hours? + +The singing was followed by the Bible reading, and then lessons began. +Molly and Nora acquitted themselves admirably, as was their wont--Nell's +dark grey eyes grew full of interest as she read the fascinating story +of the "Field of the Cloth of Gold" in her history book--Kitty worked at +her sums with fierce persistence and tried to fancy herself at +boarding-school, going up rapidly to the top of her class, while Boris +made more mistakes than ever over his dictation, and inked his fingers +unmercifully. + +"What was the use of fussing over such a stupid, useless thing as +spelling?" This was his thought of thoughts. + +The day was a warm one. Jane Macalister was icily cold, however, as +unapproachable as an iceberg. Boris watched her with anxiety. He knew +well that there was no chance for him and Kitty; they would both be +punished for being late for prayers. + +Oh, dear, oh, dear; _why_ was Jane so unbeautiful, so unapproachable in +school hours? + +"I know she'll keep Kitty and me in during the whole of the play hour," +he muttered to himself. "I'm certain of it, because the tip of her nose +is getting red; that's a sign that she's worried, and when she's worried +she's twice as bad as she is at any other time." + +"What noise is that? Oh!--I say--Miss Macalister----" + +Jane Macalister was always spoken to in this correct fashion during +school hours. + +"I say, there's a visitor!" burst from the eager lips of the little boy. + +He started to his feet as he spoke, upsetting the ink-pot over his own +copybook and also over Kitty's white-frilled pinafore. + +"Boris, you are incorrigible!" exclaimed Jane. "You lose all your +conduct marks for the week, and must stay indoors for an hour and learn +a piece of poetry after lessons." + +Boris got very red and tried to smile. The blow had fallen, so he wasn't +going to whimper over it. He would stand up to his punishment like a +man. He meant to be a soldier some day, and felt exactly now as if he +were facing the guns. He met Elinor's full, troubled grey eyes, and +seated himself slowly once more in his chair. + +The steps had come nearer, the schoolroom door was burst open, and Nan +Thornton rushed in. + +"Here I am," she said. "I have come to torment you, Miss Macalister, and +to beg off lessons at once. How do you do, children? How are you, Kitty? +How are you, Boris? How do you do, Nell? Molly and Nora, I'll kiss you +when I can get breath. Oh, what a climb those stairs are! Why do you +have lessons in the tower? All the same, it's lovely when you _are_ +here. What a view! What a darling, darling, heavenly, scrumptious, +_ripping_ view. Oh, dear! oh, dear! I am out of breath. Jane, aren't you +glad to see me? Aren't you glad to know that all the children are to +have a holiday immediately? Shut up your books, young 'uns, and let's be +off. You don't mind, do you, Jane?" + +Certainly Jane Macalister did mind. The icy expression grew more marked +on her face. Boris gave her a glance, felt that he was very close to the +guns, and lowered his eyes. Nan began dancing about the room. Nan was in +white--white hat, white frock. Her fluffy golden hair surrounded her +like a cloud. Boris felt that she was something like a very naughty and +very beautiful angel. Why was she tempting them all when Jane Macalister +was like ice? + +"I think, Nan," said Miss Macalister--"(how do you do, my dear? Of +course I'm glad to see you)--I think I must ask you to leave the +schoolroom for the present. Recess will be at half-past eleven, and then +you can talk to all the children except Boris, who I grieve to say will +have to undergo punishment. As to holidays, the summer holidays will +begin in a fortnight, until then I cannot permit any such indulgence. Go +away, Nan, for the present. Molly, I can attend to your German now. +Bring your exercise book with the grammar and history." + +Nan was not accustomed to being vanquished, but she was very near defeat +then. The next moment she would have found herself ignominiously outside +the baize door if other steps had not approached, and Hester, looking +cool and sweet, Annie, all radiant and laughing, and Mrs. Lorrimer, with +her usual gentle motherly expression, had not appeared on the scene. + +"Jane," said the mother, smiling round with her blue eyes at each of the +children, "Hester wants us to get up a hasty picnic to Friar's Wood. The +day is perfect, and this is the first of Nan's holidays, so I hope you +will not object, particularly if the children promise to work extra well +to-morrow." + +Jane began to close up all the books hastily. Nan's petition was not to +be listened to for a moment. Mrs. Lorrimer's was law, and must be +cheerfully obeyed. + +"Certainly," she said, in a pleasant tone, dropping her frozen manner as +if by magic. "It is a _perfect_ day for a picnic. Leave the schoolroom +tidy, my loves, and then go and get ready. You'd like me to see the +cook, wouldn't you, Mrs. Lorrimer? I can help her to cut sandwiches and +to pack plates and dishes." + +"Jane, you're an angel," said Mrs. Lorrimer. + +Jane Macalister kissed Hester, was introduced to Annie, and then rushed +down the spiral stairs, intent on housekeeping cares. + +The Lorrimer boys and girls surrounded Hester and Annie. Nan flitted in +and out of the group, and was here, there, and everywhere. All was +excitement and laughter. Presently the children left the schoolroom in a +body. + +No, there was one exception. Boris stayed behind. He looked wistfully +after the others as they streamed away. Miss Macalister had not said a +word about remitting his punishment, and he must be true to his colours. +He found it very difficult to keep back his tears, but he would indeed +think badly of himself if even one bright drop fell from his round blue +eyes. + +It would have comforted him if Kitty had noticed him. Kitty might have +stayed if only to bestow a kiss of sympathy on him, but she was whirled +on with the others. No one gave him a thought. He was only Boris, one of +the younger children. He was alone in the schoolroom. + +He looked at the clock; it pointed to half past eleven; he would not be +free until half past twelve. Picnics at the Towers were hastily +improvised affairs. Long before his hour of punishment was over the +others would all be off and away. It was scarcely likely that any of +them would even miss him. Kitty would be in such a frantic state of +excitement at having Nan Thornton to talk to, that she would not have +room in her heart to bestow a thought on him. He could not walk all the +way to Friar's Wood, the day was too hot. How delicious it would be +there in the shade. How interesting to watch the squirrels in the trees, +and the rabbits as they darted in and out of their holes. Well, well, +there was no use fretting. His heart felt sore, of course, but he +wouldn't be half a boy in his own opinion if he didn't take his +punishment without a murmur. + +He drew his chair up to the table, pushed his ink-stained fingers +through his curly brown locks, and looked around him. + +Miss Macalister had forgotten to set him any task, but he supposed he +could set himself something. + +He was just wondering what would be the least irksome form of punishment +he could devise, when a small head was pushed in at the door, and a +voice, in accents of extreme surprise, shouted his name. + +"Why, Boris, what are you doing? They'll be off if you don't look +sharp." + +"I'm not going, Nell," said Boris; "but please don't fuss over it, it's +nothing." + +"_Nothing!_" said Nell, coming into the room and seating herself by the +side of her little brother. "Don't you love picnics?" + +"I _adore_ them," said Boris. + +He shut up his lips as he spoke and winked his eyes. + +"Don't make a fuss," he said again after a pause. "Do you think I might +learn a bit of the 'Ancient Mariner' for my punishment task? I like that +old chap, he's so grisly." + +"It's a splendid poem," said Nell with enthusiasm, "particularly that +part about-- + + _'Water, water everywhere, + And not a drop to drink.'_ + +Can't you picture it all, Boris? The sea like a great pond, and the +thirsty old mariner looking at it, and longing, and longing, and longing +to drink it, and the dead people lying round. Sometimes at night I think +of it, and then afterwards I have a good, big, startling dream. A dream +that's not _too_ frightful is almost as good as a story-book. Don't you +think so?" + +"No, I don't," said Boris. "I hate dreams. Perhaps I'd better learn the +first six verses of the 'Ancient Mariner,' and perhaps I'd better begin +at once. Jane Macalister is very stern, isn't she, Nell?" + +"Awful in lesson times," said Nell. + +"Well, the only way I can bear it," said Boris, "is this--I think of her +as the general of an army. I don't mind obeying her when I think of her +in that way. Soldiers have to promise obedience before anything else, +and I'm going to be a soldier some day. I'd better not talk now, Nell, +for I must get the first six verses of the 'Ancient' into me in an hour, +and I can't if you keep chattering. The general was rather sharp with me +this morning, I must say, for all my conduct marks are gone, too, and I +won't get sixpence on Saturday, and I'll have nothing to subscribe to +mother's birthday present; still, of course, 'tis 'diculous to fuss. +You'd best go, Nell. Why aren't you ready for the picnic?" + +"I'm not going," said Nell. "I have a headache, and a drive in the sun +would make it worse. Besides, Nan Thornton does chatter so awfully." + +"Chatter," repeated Boris; "you don't mean to say you mind her +chattering?" + +"Yes, I do, when I have a headache." + +"Well, I think she's sweet," said Boris. + +"You had better learn your 'Mariner,' Boris, and I'll sit in the window +and look out." + +The schoolroom was so high up in the tower that people who sat in one of +its windows had really only a bird's-eye view of what went on below. + +Boris, in his rather tumbled sailor suit, sat with his back to Nell. He +kicked the rungs of the chair very often with his sturdy legs. His inky +fingers took fond clutches of his curls, his lips murmured the rhyme of +the "Ancient Mariner" in a monotonous sing-song. Nell pushed open the +lattice window and looked out. There was a waggonette drawn by a rather +bony old horse standing by the side entrance; behind the waggonette was +a pony-cart, a good deal the worse for wear. The pony, whose name was +Shag, stood very still and flicked his long tail backwards and forwards +to keep the flies away. Nell saw Miss Macalister and two of the servants +come out with those flat delicious picnic baskets which she knew so +well, and which had so often made her lips water in fond anticipation; +they were placed with solemnity in the waggonette. Then Molly and Nora, +in their white sun-bonnets, took their places, and Hester and Annie sat +opposite to them, and Mrs. Lorrimer took the seat of honour, and two or +three of the smaller children were packed in heterogeneously, while Nan +and Kitty and Miss Macalister bundled themselves into the pony-cart. + +Nell's heart beat high as she watched. Was no one going to think of her +and Boris? Was no one going to miss them? + +Apparently no one was. + +The gay cavalcade got under weigh and disappeared from view down the +long and lovely beech avenue. + +Nell did not wish to go to the picnic, not to-day with her heart so +sore, but it made that heart feel all the sorer not to be missed. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +FRIAR'S WOOD. + + +As a matter of fact, the picnic party imagined that Boris and Nell +intended to follow on later in the donkey-cart. The Lorrimer picnics +were well known in the neighbourhood. They always passed through the +village in the following order--first the waggonette, drawn by the bony +horse and packed to overflowing with baskets and young people, who waved +their arms and shouted in high glee as they went by; then the pony-trap, +driven sometimes by Jane Macalister, sometimes, when Jane was in a very +good humour, by Kitty or even Boris; and last, at an interval of about +half an hour, the donkey-cart. The donkey-cart as a rule contained +kettles and pots, for the Lorrimers would consider a picnic only half a +picnic if they did not boil their own potatoes out of doors and make +their own tea in the woods. Consequently, the coarser utensils which +were required for the feast were usually reserved for the donkey-cart. +The donkey, as a rule, was driven, or rather led, by Guy, the tall +schoolboy, aged thirteen, who would be owner of the Towers, if it were +not sold over his head, some day. Harry, the brother next in age, would +also accompany the donkey-cart, and sometimes one or two of the younger +children would prefer this rough mode of travelling to the more refined +waggonette or the fleeter pony-carriage. The donkey-cart had of course +to be late, as Guy and Harry would not be home from school until quite +an hour after the rest of the party had started. + +"Where is Boris?" asked Hester, addressing herself to Molly when they +had driven about half of the distance. + +Molly had tranquil blue eyes, like her mother. + +"Isn't he in the pony-carriage?" she asked. + +"Who is Boris?" interrupted Annie Forest. "Is he the pretty little +round-faced boy in the sailor suit?" + +"Yes," said Nora, joining in the conversation. + +"Then he's not in the pony-trap," replied Annie. "I don't think he left +the schoolroom." + +"Cute little beggar," laughed Nora. "He wants to come in the +donkey-cart." + +Annie raised her brows in inquiry; the mystery of the donkey-cart was +explained to her, and no further questions were asked with regard to +Boris. + +Elinor had not yet been missed. + +Friar's Wood was a perfect place for a picnic, and in due course of time +the happy cavalcade arrived there. The younger children and Miss +Macalister began to make preparations for the first meal. The Lorrimers +always had two hearty ones whenever they went on a picnic. Kitty, Nora, +and Annie Forest went off to explore the Fairies' Glen, a lovely spot +about a quarter of a mile away. Mrs. Lorrimer took out her knitting and +sat with her back against a great beech tree, and Molly and Hester found +themselves thrown together. + +"That's right," exclaimed Molly. "I wanted to have a talk with you, +Hetty. Will you come to the top of the knoll with me? We can sit there +and cool ourselves. There is not the faintest chance of dinner being +ready for quite an hour." + +The girls set off at once. Molly was not yet sixteen, Hester was past +seventeen, nevertheless they had been intimate friends for a long time. + +"Why have you got that little frown between your brows, Molly?" asked +Hester. + +It smoothed out the moment Hester spoke. + +"I surely ought not to have a frown to-day," retorted Molly. "The +weather is glorious, we are all in perfect health, we are out for a +picnic, you are here, you have brought your friend, Annie, about whom we +have always heard so much, and Nan is home from school. Yes, I certainly +ought not to frown; but let me retort on you, Hester. Why have you those +grave lines round your lips?" + +"Because I'm a goose," answered Hester. "Sit down here, Molly. You have +not got me up to the top of this knoll just to make me recount my +grievances. Out with yours; you know you have one at least." + +"Well, yes, I have one," said Molly. "A horrid little cankering jade--a +sort of black imp. I thought I had tucked him up snug in bed until the +evening, and there, you have loosened the sheets, and he has sprung up +again to confront me." + +Molly's honest face was undoubtedly troubled now, and there was a +suspicion of tears in the blue eyes, which were nearly as frank and +round as Boris's. + +"I suppose I must confess," she said: "it's only that the colts, Joe and +Robin, have been sold." + +"I don't think I know them," said Hester. + +"Well, you must imagine them. They are not broken-in yet. They were born +at the Towers, and we used to feed them when they were foals. Then one +day Robin got rather wild, and kicked Boris severely, and father said +we were to leave them alone; but Nell somehow managed to evade the +order; she never could be got to fear any four-footed creature. She +spent almost all her leisure time with the colts, and I believe she used +to ride them bare-backed. Well, they were sold this morning, and Nell +will fret awfully. Fretting is very bad for her, for she is not at all +strong, you know. That is one thing that troubles me," continued Molly, +after a brief pause. "I am sorry the colts are sold, on account of Nell, +for I know, although she won't pretend to fret a bit, how she will +secretly grieve and grieve; and the other reason is, that I know father +would not have sold them if he had not been hard up for money again. Oh, +I wish, I wish," continued Molly, her face turning crimson, "that there +was no such thing as money in the world." + +Hester looked at her with a mingling of sympathy and surprise. + +"I think you must be wrong," she said slowly. "I mean, of course, that I +know you're not rich as my father is rich, for you are such a large +family, and father has only Nan and me; but still, it cannot be true +that your father wants money to the extent of having to sell the colts +to get it, Molly." + +"I'm afraid it is true," said Molly, in a sad voice. "I wish it were +only my imagination. You would never take me for a fanciful girl, would +you, Hester? I am always called matter-of-fact, and I think I am. I +really don't care a bit for poetry, and not much for music, and even +story-books don't amuse me unless they're the downright sort, like +'Little Women,' or unless they tell all about housekeeping and that sort +of thing. I love cooking, and I rather like accounts, and I delight in +overhauling the linen cupboard, and I am not a bad hand at darning the +linen. I'm just a commonplace, matter-of-fact sort of girl; it isn't in +me to imagine things." + +"Well?" said Hester, for she saw that Molly was intensely in earnest. + +"I know I'm right about the money," said Molly. "You cannot think how +troubled father looks sometimes; and mother told me only yesterday that +we were not to go to the seaside this year, and she thinks our shabby +old hats will do quite well for church. You don't suppose I care about +shabby hats, or even about the seaside, but I do care when I see father +looking troubled. Once a stranger came to see him, and they were shut up +together in the library for a long time, and when he went away I noticed +that father looked quite old. Oh, I know there are money troubles, and I +am sure things will get worse. I know what father dreads, and dreads and +dreads. Oh, Hester, if it happens it will kill him!" + +"Molly, dear, how white you are. If what happens?" + +"Don't whisper it, Hester; but I dread it. If he has to sell the Towers +it will kill him." + +"To sell the Towers!" echoed Hester. "I should think so, indeed; +but----" + +"What are you two doing up there?" shouted the voice of Nora from below. +"Come down at once and make yourselves useful. The donkey-cart has come, +and so have Guy and Harry, and we are washing the potatoes and want you +to rub them, Molly. Come along down and help, you lazy good-for-nothings." + +The girls hastened to obey. As if by magic all trace of a cloud left +Molly's face. It became radiant, smiling, and dimpled. She was once more +matter-of-fact, charming, capable Molly, who could work with a will and +never once think of herself. Molly was so generally self-forgetful, that +her happiness was not put on. Good-nature shone from her eyes. She was +not a particularly brilliant or witty girl, but she was a strong rock to +rely upon, as all the other Lorrimers knew well. + +Nora, who was very pretty and very gay, gave herself up to heedless +enjoyment as soon as Molly appeared upon the scene. The potatoes would +certainly be done to a turn now. The table-cloth would be laid in that +part of the wood where the midges were least troublesome. Jane +Macalister would not have to complain of no one helping her. Guy, who +was very like Molly, and nearly as good-natured, would also do his best +to make the picnic lively, and Nora, one year Molly's junior, could give +herself up to the fascinations of Annie Forest's society. + +Nora had never before found herself in the company of such a completely +grown-up and such a very pretty girl. Nora could give herself little +airs when occasion required. She could put on rather a killing grown-up +sort of would-be society manner. She never dared adopt it when Guy and +Harry were near, but she contrived to get Annie away by herself, and +then indulged in what the other children called her "high-falutin" talk. + +It was nipped in the bud, however, by Annie herself. Annie Forest was +nothing if she was not frank and fearlessly matter-of-fact. She quickly +discovered how hollow and insufficient poor Nora's attempts to maintain +a worldly conversation really were. She crushed her by telling her that +she had never been in society herself in the whole course of her life, +that she knew nothing whatever of it or its ways, that she had just left +school, and that in all probability she would have to earn her bread in +the future. + +"But, look here, Nora!" she exclaimed, suddenly, "why should we two +stand here chattering? I'm sure we ought to help the others." + +"Oh, no; there's nothing really to be done," replied Nora, in a languid +voice. "I like picnics, but I hate the fuss of preparing the meals, and +as all the others adore it, I generally leave it for them to do. Won't +you sit here? There is a charming little peep between those two oak +trees. You can just see the Towers from there, and I think the Grange +also. Don't you think the Grange a very beautiful place?" + +"Yes; but not half as beautiful as the Towers." + +"Don't you, really? Well, I am surprised! Of course, the Towers is very +old. We are quite one of the very oldest of the county families round +here, but my father likes us to live quietly just at present. Molly and +I will have to be presented by-and-by. It is a pity father and mother +don't think more about society, but they'll have to when we are grown +up, and Molly is sixteen now. Hester will be very rich, and so will Nan. +I'm surprised that you prefer the Towers to the Grange." + +"I beg your pardon," said Annie, "but did not the donkey-cart arrive +about half an hour ago?" + +"Yes, of course." + +"And two of your brothers with it?" + +"Yes," replied Nora, suppressing a yawn, "Guy and Harry. How hot it is +to-day--the heat makes one dreadfully languid, does it not?" + +"I must go and tell Hester that Boris has not come," exclaimed Annie. + +She put wings to her feet as she spoke, and left the astonished and +indignant Nora to her own reflections. + +Annie ran quickly through the wood. The sound of many voices floated on +the summer breeze to greet her. She had almost reached the party when +she suddenly came upon Kitty, who was standing alone. Kitty had just had +a furious quarrel with Nan, and was in consequence feeling considerably +out in the cold. Kitty knew that Boris was not of the party. She had +known this from the beginning, but in the excitement and fun of having +Nan Thornton to herself had been too selfish to mention the fact. Kitty +guessed why Boris had remained behind. She remembered the severe +punishment which Jane Macalister had inflicted upon him--a punishment +which Jane had doubtless forgotten, but which Boris himself remembered. + +Kitty thought of Boris now as she stood by a blackberry-bush, and +pricked her finger on purpose against one of the thorns. Nan had been +very snubbing and very disagreeable, and Kitty cordially hated her for +the time being, and wished with all her heart that Boris was there. She +could snub Boris, who would never retort, but now there was no one for +her to play with. + +"What is your name?" asked Annie, stopping and looking at her kindly; +"you are one of the Lorrimers, of course, but I have not caught your +name yet. Do you mind telling it to me?" + +"I'm Kitty," answered the little girl; she raised her brown eyes and +looked full at Annie. She had never seen anyone so lovely as Annie +before. She had never even imagined that the world could contain anyone +so sparkling and so gay. + +"You're Kitty; that is capital," replied Annie. "Then, Kitty, I am sure +you will do just as well as Hester. Can you tell me why your dear little +brother Boris has not come to the picnic?" + +"I was thinking of him," said Kitty. Tears slowly welled up into her +eyes; her heart began to ache; she tried to prick her finger again to +relieve the pain inside. + +"Boris has not come," she replied. "I'll tell you why. He spilt some +ink, and Jane Macalister said he must be punished by staying indoors for +a whole hour after lessons were over. I expect she forgot all about +Boris when we got a holiday so suddenly, but Boris didn't forget, and he +stayed behind." + +"Dear little Boris!" exclaimed Annie; "dear, good, plucky little Boris! +The moment I looked at him I knew I should adore him. But see here, +Kitty, the hour is up now, isn't it?" + +"Oh, yes, of course; some time ago." + +"Then he'll follow us, won't he?" + +"How can he? He can't come alone; it's nearly an hour's drive to Friar's +Wood." + +"Of course he cannot walk," said Annie, impatiently; "but haven't you +got a trap or carriage, or horse, or something?" + +"No, I'm afraid we haven't," said Kitty, looking very sorrowful. +"There's only old Rover, who draws the waggonette, and Dobbin the pony, +and Jacko the donkey. Of course, there's father's mare, she's quite a +beauty; but we are none of us allowed to have anything to do with her." + +"Then we are not to have dear little Boris at the picnic?" said Annie; +"I declare I shan't enjoy it a bit. I want him to be my own special +knight." + +"What do you want a knight for?" asked Kitty, looking up with interest. + +"What do I want a knight for? You silly child, all fair ladies want +their own true knights." + +"You are a very fair lady," said Kitty. "At least, I mean you're a very +lovely lady--very, very lovely; but can't you do with Guy or Harry for a +knight?" + +"No; I have fallen in love with Boris, and I won't have anyone else. +Kitty, can't we manage to get him to the picnic?" + +"I don't know, I'm sure. He could ride Harry's bicycle, but I don't +think it would once enter into his head." + +"It would if I went back and told him to." + +"How can you go back? You can't walk." + +"Yes, I am a splendid walker. Besides, I am sure the road is longer than +by the fields, and you could take me part of the way and show me the +short cuts." + +"It would take a long, long time," said Kitty, "and when you came back +dinner would be over, and you'd have lost quite half the fun." + +"No, you dear little thing, I wouldn't. I mean to go and fetch Boris; +virtue shall be rewarded, and the knight shall be rescued by the lady. +Now, come with me part of the way and show me the short cuts. Why, I'm +as strong as a lion. You don't suppose a walk of a few miles tires me? +Come along, Kit, we are wasting time." + +In reality, Kitty was charmed beyond words with any move which was to +bring Boris on the scene. The moment Boris seemed at all unattainable, +he became wonderfully precious in Kitty's eyes. She would, of course, +snub him in five minutes after he did arrive, but that really did not +matter. The fascination of Annie's secret mission also delighted her +much, and she skipped along now by the side of this beautiful lady in a +state of high good-humour. + +"I'll show you a lovely short cut," she said. "It will take two miles +off the distance. There's a bog, and a sunken ditch, and a wire fence; +but you won't mind them, will you?" + +"Not a bit," said Annie, laughter in her eyes. + +"And there's farmer Granger's bull-dog, and perhaps the bull himself may +be in the four acre field; but you won't mind," continued Kitty. + +"Not a bit, not a bit." + +"Well, let's run down into this little dell. I'll start you from the +wicket gate at the end of the dell." + +"It sounds quite Pilgrim's Progressy," said Annie. + +"Annie," said Kitty, in an ecstatic whisper, "is it to be a secret?" + +"Of course; if you dare to reveal it my knight shall execute vengeance +on you." + +"Oh, Annie!" said Kitty, "I do love you; its so perfectly delicious to +have a secret." + +"Well, see you keep this one faithfully. Now we have come to the wicket +gate. How shall I go? Can I see the bull from here?" + +"No." + +"Can I hear the bull-dog bark?" + +"No." + +"Kitty, you little wretch, you've been trying to frighten me with +imaginary dangers. Yes, I see my road. I follow the winding path +wherever it leads. Keep a bit of dinner for me, Kitty. I'll be back in a +couple of hours." + +Kitty promised, and Annie started with great vigour on her long walk. + +Kitty stood at the stile and watched her. Suddenly she raised a cry. + +"Annie." + +Annie turned. + +"You'll find Nell at home, too, Annie." + +"Is Nell another Lorrimer?" + +"Yes; the ugly one of the family; the duckling, we call her most times." + +"Well, the duckling shall come, too," shouted heedless Annie; and Kitty, +with the full weight and delirious importance of her secret radiating +all over her stout little person, slowly returned to the other members +of the picnic party. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +THE STORY BOOK LADY. + + +Annie found the road hot and the way long. As she said, she was a very +good walker, and was never daunted by difficulties or dangers either +real or imaginary. She was impressed by Boris's bright little face, and +Kitty's story of his fidelity to the path of duty touched her quick and +affectionate nature. Annie Forest, the grown-up girl, was very like +Annie Forest, the child. She was still intensely impulsive, wayward, and +eager. Her faults were in a great manner subdued, but they were not +eradicated. She was intensely affectionate, brave, and true as steel; +but she was apt to be both heedless and thoughtless. When rushing away +to rescue Boris, it never once entered into her head that the secret of +her absence might prove very troublesome to poor Kitty, and that the +rest of the party might suffer uneasiness on her account. Without any +adventure from bull or bull-dog, without endangering her life in the +bog, which turned out to be almost non-existent at this time of year, +she reached the Towers at the most sultry time of the day, and appeared +upon the scene between one and two o'clock, a tired, flushed, and very +thirsty Annie. All during her walk she pictured Boris's state of +despair. She saw in her mind's eye a vision of his little, flushed, +tear-stained face. She thought of Nell, too, and imagined the rapture +with which the ugly duckling would greet her, the deliverer of the +oppressed. + +Annie entered the Towers by a side entrance, and, skirting a pretty, +shady lawn, approached the house by the nearest way. As she did so, she +was attracted by voices which seemed to proceed from out of a clump of +trees. She stepped close to the spot from where the sound proceeded, +and, craning her neck, looked over the thick laurustinus bushes, which +enclosed a very tiny lawn or plot of grass. + +Seated here, in the utmost peace and apparent contentment, were the poor +victims for whom she had exerted herself so terribly. Nell was lying +full length on her back on the grass. Boris was seated tailorwise on the +ground a little way off. Nell had a white rat curled up in her hair and +another nestling in her neck. Boris was feeding some white hares and +some pet rabbits. The children were eagerly talking to their animals, +and Annie had to own to herself that there was nothing in the least +unhappy or even morbid in the sound of either of the voices. + +For a moment the children's perfect happiness almost vexed her. It +seemed provoking to have taken that long, exhausting walk for nothing, +and oh! how hungry and thirsty, how very hungry and thirsty she felt. + +The next instant, however, her good-nature asserted itself. She said +"Hullo!" pushed her way through the laurustinus hedge, and stood in the +midst of the group. + +Nell started into a sitting position, tumbling the white rats on to her +lap. She looked up at Annie. What a tumbled, dishevelled, hot, but oh, +what a pretty strange lady was this! Nell worshipped beauty with the +passion of a very hot and fervent little soul. She had scarcely noticed +Annie in the schoolroom, but now her heart went out to her with a great +throb. + +"Who are you?" she said. "Where do you come from? What is your name?" + +"Oh, I'm not a fairy, my good child!" said Annie. "I'm a poor, exhausted +girl, who thought she was performing a very heroic feat and finds +herself mistaken." + +"Pray come in and take a seat," said Boris, who was always the soul of +gentlemanly politeness. He stood up as he spoke, tumbling his rabbits +and hares helter skelter in all directions, and tried to push back the +laurustinus hedge for Annie. She squeezed through, tearing her cotton +dress as she did so. + +"Oh, dear, dear, your sweet dress is spoiled!" said Nell, in a tender +voice. + +"Never mind," answered Annie; "one must lose something to attain to this +perfection." + +"Won't you seat yourself?" said Boris. + +He pointed to the grass, and Annie sat upon it with a sense of delight. + +"How hot you are," said Nell. "What can we do for you? Would it soothe +you to stroke one of the rats? This darling, for instance. His name is +Crinklety." + +Annie took the rat on her lap and looked at it reflectively. + +"It's a darling," she said, "and so are the rabbits, and so are the +hares; but oh, I'm so hot and so thirsty! and oh, children, don't you +know what I've come about, and don't you know who I am?" + +"No, I'm sure we don't," answered Boris. Nell stared solemnly; she did +not speak. + +"Well," said Annie, "I see I must introduce myself. I am Annie Forest. +I'm Hester Thornton's friend, and I came here this morning with Hetty +and Nan, and we all started on a picnic, and when we came to Friar's +Wood, I found that you, Boris--you see I know your name--and you, Nell, +were left behind, and I could not stand it somehow; it seemed too cruel +and unfair, so I--I came back for you." + +"How did you come?" asked Boris. "Did you drive back with Dobbin or +Jacko?" + +"No; they will have plenty to do this evening, and why should I give +them double work, poor dears? No; I came back with these," she pushed +out her dainty, but very dusty, feet as she spoke. + +"You mean that you _walked_?" said Nell. "You walked all that long way +just because of us two children that you knew nothing about. I didn't +believe it was true. I never believed anything so perfectly splendid +could be true out of a story book. Boris, do you hear? She walked from +Friar's Wood all by herself." + +"Are you awfully dead beat?" asked Boris, standing in his sturdy +attitude in front of Annie and looking at her with immense attention. + +"Yes; I never was hotter in my life, and I don't think I ever felt more +tired. It is such a blazing day." + +"Then you don't want to walk back again?" + +"Well, I suppose I must, only I think I'll rest a little bit first, and +perhaps one of you can bring me a glass of water. I consulted Kitty +about it, and Kitty said you could ride your brother's bicycle, Boris. +She only told me about Nell just when I was starting, but perhaps Nell +can get on the bicycle sometimes, too. I'm not quite sure how it can be +managed." + +"You need not trouble about me," said Nell, "for I'm not going to the +picnic. I don't wish to." + +"And I don't wish to either," said Boris; "there's nothing to go for +now, for dinner will be over. I always think the fun of a picnic is +washing the potatoes and lighting the bonfire, and they'll be all over +long ago." + +"Well, then," said Annie, "I see that I have made myself a martyr in an +unnecessary cause. You bad children, you are not a bit unhappy at +staying at home, and I pictured you both such miserable little victims." + +"Would you rather have seen us miserable?" asked Boris. + +"Of course I'd much rather have seen you miserable, you little wretch. +How dare you look at me with those smiling, bright blue eyes? If I had +seen you and Nell pale and wretched, and a little bit withered up, I'd +have felt that my walk had been taken for a good purpose; but now----" + +"Perhaps you think," said Nell, looking at Annie with great earnestness, +"that you did nothing when you took that walk and when you made the +story books come true. You did a great deal for me. We are Lorrimers, +Boris and I, and it isn't the fashion for a Lorrimer ever to fret when +things can't be helped. Boris would have liked to go to the picnic, and +I'd have liked it, too, if it had happened on another day, but as we +couldn't go, we meant to have a picnic at home. Will you stay with us +and help us to make up a jolly picnic at home?" + +"Of course I will, only too gladly." + +"Then, Boris," said Nell, "we had best fetch the food while the story +book lady is resting." + +The children disappeared, and Annie lay back on the grass and laughed to +herself. She was absorbed as usual with the fascination of the moment, +and forgot all about Kitty, who would be carefully guarding her secret +far away in Friar's Wood. + +The picnic, which was partaken of by Annie, Nell, and Boris on the tiny +lawn, surrounded by the laurustinus hedge, was a truly gay affair. The +white hares, the rabbits, the rats, joined the company of diners, and +Annie became her gayest and wildest self. When dinner was over, Boris +reluctantly took his pets back to the out-house where they were kept, +and then returned once more to the fascination of strawberries, cream, +and Annie Forest's society. + +Meanwhile, in Friar's Wood, Kitty was keeping an eager look-out. It was +almost time for Annie to come back, and all the other members of the +party who did not know where she had gone were becoming anxious about +her. They would have been much more so but for Hester and Nan. But +Hester and Nan were both well accustomed to Annie's many vagaries. + +"If it were anyone else, I should fret about her," said Hester, +answering Nora's eager inquiry for about the twentieth time. "She has +wandered away in the wood by herself and will come back when she +pleases, or perhaps she may have gone straight back to the Towers or to +the Grange. Annie is grown up now, and she can take care of herself. +There is no manner of use in fretting about her." + +"If you only knew Annie at school!" exclaimed Nan. "Why there is quite a +proverb about Annie at school. Let me see, this is it: 'The only thing +to be expected of Annie Forest is the unexpected.' Now don't let's talk +of her any more. She is a dear old Annie; but why should she spoil this +lovely, perfect day, the first of my holidays? Guy, I wish you'd come +and sit next me. Let us get up a jolly game of hide and seek." + +"No," said Guy, "It's too hot at present. We will presently, when the +sun gets a bit lower." + +"Then tell me a story, there's a darling Guy." + +Guy complied rather lazily. Nan moved a little apart with him, and the +two began an eager, whispered conversation. Molly and Hester once more +joined forces and resumed the interrupted talk of the morning. The +others wandered away in different directions, and Nora and Kitty found +themselves together. Nora felt rather discontented. She missed Annie +Forest, not because she particularly liked her just now, but because +Annie's conduct during their morning walk had rather piqued her. Nora +was quite sharp enough to read Kitty's secret in her troubled, demure, +watchful and impatient eyes. She thought it would be rather good fun to +bully Kitty a little. + +"What are you staring through that long line of trees for?" she said. +"Come here, and out with it at once. You know you're bursting with a +secret. If you don't tell soon you'll explode, and there'll be nothing +left of you. Come here, I say, and out with it." + +Nora thought it quite unnecessary to put on her society manners for +Kitty's benefit. + +"Come here, Kit, at once, when I call you," she said, in a cross voice. + +"I needn't come if I don't like," answered Kitty. "I'm not obliged to +obey you, so don't you think it." + +"Highty tighty. Do you suppose I'm going to take impertinence from a +little chit like you? You know perfectly well where Annie Forest has +gone, and it is your duty to tell." + +"I won't tell. There!" + +"Ah!" laughed Nora, now thoroughly exasperated. "I guessed you had a +secret. I knew it when I saw you shutting up your lips so straightly, +and putting on that little demure expression whenever Annie's name was +mentioned. Now you have confessed it." + +"I have confessed nothing," said Kitty in alarm. + +"Yes, you have; you said you wouldn't tell. How could you say you +wouldn't tell if you had nothing to tell? I know mother is uneasy about +Annie, and I know Jane Macalister is uneasy, and you know where she is +and you dare to keep them in suspense. Come along to mother at once. +She'll soon get this secret out of you." + +"I won't go, Nora--I won't. I'll climb up into this tree, where you +can't catch me. Here," continued Kitty, suiting the action to the word, +"you can't catch me up here; you can't. I won't go to mother--no, I +won't." + +"You will if I make you," said Nora. "You think I can't climb." + +"You wouldn't dare to climb!" exclaimed Kitty, shouting down from the +foliage of the tree into which she had hastily swung herself. "You'll +get your frock all torn, and Molly and Jane will be just mad. You +daren't climb, Nora--you daren't. You can't catch me Nora--you can't." + +Nora had a quick temper, and Kitty's manner was most exasperating. Under +ordinary circumstances the ladylike Nora would have hated climbing +trees, but now all was forgotten in her fierce desire to lay hold of the +daring, exasperating little Kitty and to force her secret out of her. +How dared Annie Forest snub Nora and then confide in a baby like Kitty? + +"Unless you come down this minute, I'll follow you into the tree and +drag you down," said Nora. "Now you know what I mean to do, so come down +this instant." + +"Not I, not I," laughed Kitty. She had been rather frightened while Nora +was taunting her on the ground, but now she felt so secure that she +could afford to laugh, and even in her turn to use taunting words. + +"I knew you were too much of a coward, fine, ladylike Miss Nora, to +climb up here," she said; "and I'm going to stay here just as long as I +please." + +"Oh, are you?" said Nora. "There'll be two people to decide that point." +She was in a blind fury now, and, before Kitty could say another word, +began to swarm up the tree. She managed to catch the branch where Kitty +had planted herself, and in another instant would have caught hold of +the little girl's dress; but Kitty and Boris could both climb like +monkeys, and it did not take the little girl an instant to swing herself +on to a higher branch. Nora's mettle was now up. She was resolved that +Kitty should not conquer her. The spirit of defiance in Kitty made her +resolve to die rather than be taken. + +"You shan't catch me--you shan't," screamed the child. "I'm lighter than +you. I'm going to creep on to the end of this bough; it will bear my +weight, but it won't bear yours, Nora. Don't attempt to get on it, Nora; +if you do the bough will break." + +Kitty, as good as her word, crept on to a dead branch of the forest +beech tree; it was high above the ground and nearly bare of leaves. It +looked what it was, thoroughly rotten; but it bore Kitty's light weight +without strain. She reached almost the end, and turned her flushed, +laughing, defiant face towards Nora. Nora had reached the bough, but +hesitated a moment before trusting herself on it. + +"Who said I was going to be caught?" exclaimed Kitty. "Hurrah! hurrah! +I'm safe enough." + +"I will catch you!" exclaimed Nora. "You horrid, sneaking little cheat. +This bough looks firm enough. It will hold me as well as you; anyhow, +I'm going to try." + +"Don't, don't!" screamed Kitty. She was really frightened now, for she +saw the danger from the position where she was sitting far more plainly +than Nora did. "Don't do it, Nora," she shrieked. "I'd rather come back +to you. I would really, really. You'll be killed--we'll both be killed +if you get upon this rotten bough. Oh, dear! oh, dear! Nora, are you +mad? Are you mad?" + +Blind passion had made Nora almost mad. She did not believe Kitty's +words. The bare bough looked safe enough from her position. She +stretched out one cautious hand, then another, and propelled herself +slowly along. Her whole weight was now upon the bough. It was thoroughly +rotten and very brittle. Kitty gave a shriek of terror, and, with a wild +leap, managed to throw her arms over the bough just above. She was not a +minute too soon. The rotten branch cracked and broke with a loud report, +and poor Nora was hurled with great violence to the ground. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +ALONE IN THE WOOD. + + +There was a dizzy moment for Kitty when she seemed to hang between +heaven and earth, and everything swam in circles before her dazed eyes. +Then, with a supreme effort, she managed to clutch the bough, to which +she clung with a firmer grasp, and slowly but surely to drag herself up +into safety on its broad, firm stem. + +"I'm coming, Nora. I'll be down in a minute," she shouted. + +She crept along the bough, and soon, much scratched and covered with +moss and leaves, her dress torn, her face hotly flushed, she reached the +ground and rushed to Nora's side. + +Poor Nora had fallen from a height of nearly twenty feet. Her fall had +been slightly broken by the rotten bough which had come to the ground +with her; but, notwithstanding this fact, she lay now on her back, faint +and sick and moaning, as if she were in great pain. + +Poor Kitty's repentance was intense. + +"Oh, Nora, Nora!" she sobbed, bending over her, "are you hurt badly? +Can't you get up? Oh, dear! oh, dear! you do look ill, and it's my fault +of course. Why did I have a secret? and why did I tease you? Oh, Nora!" +she added, terror in her tone as she noticed the increasing whiteness of +Nora's pretty face, "are you in dreadful, shocking pain?" + +"I feel sick," said Nora, "and--and faint. Can't you fetch some water. +Oh, everything seems miles away. What shall I do?" + +"I'll go for mother," said Kitty. "Lie very still, Nonie, darling; you +have got an awful shake from that fall, but you'll be all right +soon--I'm sure you will; and, oh, here's some water in one of the picnic +bottles." + +Kitty sprang towards this welcome sight, wetted a handkerchief with part +of the contents and put it on Nora's forehead, and then gave her a +little to drink. + +The cold refreshing water revived the poor girl; but when she attempted +to sit up, she fell back groaning and very faint once more. + +"You _must_ let me fetch mother," said Kitty. "I won't be a minute. I'll +go as if I were a bird. I'll be back in no time, really." + +"No; I can't be left alone," said Nora. "It--it's awful. The pain in my +back gets worse and worse. Kitty, don't leave me. Kitty, I'm frightened. +I'm sorry I was so cross to you." + +"And I'm sorry I aggravated you," said Kitty; "but, oh, dear! what's the +use of being sorry? That won't mend your poor back. I wish you'd let me +get mother." + +"No, no; you mustn't leave me." + +Nora tried to stretch out one of her hands, but the pain of the least +movement was extreme, and she was forced to lie absolutely still, while +Kitty wetted her lips at intervals with a few drops of the precious +water left in the bottle. + +Nora was in too great pain to care anything about the loneliness of +their position. She was in too great suffering even to be keenly sorry +for her own wrongdoing. The one only desire she had was to keep Kitty by +her side. But poor Kitty's little heart was full of absolute terror. She +had never seen anyone look so ill as Nora. Her face was white; her lips +were blue; she was evidently in severe pain; but, with the pain, there +was a strange faintness, which Kitty had never encountered before in the +whole course of her ten sturdy years. + +Many and many a fall had both Kitty and Boris had in the wild +expeditions and daring feats which they performed in each other's +company. Kitty knew of the fall which stings; of the fall which shakes +you all over, which raises a great bump and causes great soreness of the +injured part; she knew of the fall which scratches and even renders you +giddy; but she had never before seen the effects of such a serious fall +as poor Nora's. + +Friar's Wood was a very lonely place, and when, in utter exhaustion and +pain, Nora closed her eyes, poor Kitty felt almost as if she were +sitting alone in this great solitude with a person who was dead. + +Oh, suppose pretty Nora was dead. Pretty Nora, who had been so mocking +and full of life only ten minutes ago. If this were the case, to her +dying day Kitty would feel that she had killed her by tempting her on to +a rotten bough. It was terrible, terrible to be here alone with Nora, +who might be going to die. Why could not she slip away and fetch someone +to her aid? + +Nora had clutched a very tight hold of Kitty's hand when first the +little girl had proposed to fetch her mother, but now, in the kind of +torpor of pain into which she had sunk, she relaxed the firm grip, and +Kitty found that by a very gentle movement she could release her hand +altogether. + +She did so, and rose slowly to her feet. + +Nora felt the movement and spoke. + +"Kitty." + +"Yes." + +"You're not going away?" + +"I'm only looking to see if there's anyone coming." + +"Well, don't go away." + +Nora's voice had sunk to a hoarse whisper, and Kitty's terrors and her +certain fears that Nora was about to die became greater than ever. + +She looked all around her, to right and left, before and behind. + +No one was in sight. Not even the voice of a living creature broke the +stillness. The birds were silent, the creatures of the wood seemed to be +all asleep, the other members of the picnic had evidently wandered far +afield; but, hark, what sound was that? Oh, joy! Who was this coming +swiftly through the trees? Kitty's heart gave a bound of rapture, and +then, forgetting all Nora's injunctions to keep by her side, she flew +with lightning speed towards the figure of a horseman who was riding +through the wood. + +The man on horseback was Squire Lorrimer himself. + +He had promised to join the children in time for dinner, but had not +turned up. It was not his custom, however, on any occasion to disappoint +his young people, and although late in the day he was now hastening to +the scene of revelry. + +Kitty's frantic speed in his direction by no means surprised him. + +"Well, little woman," he said, pulling up the mare as he spoke. "Shall I +give you a mount on Black Bessy's back? and where are all the others? I +expected quite a swarm of you to rush forth. Where is Molly, and where +is Nora, and where is the beautiful Annie Forest, whom everybody seems +to rave about, and mother and Jane Macalister? Are they all hiding and +ready to rush out upon me with wild whoops?" + +Kitty panted visibly before she replied. + +"No, father, it isn't that," she said. "I and Nora are alone, I--get +down please, father, won't you?" + +"Why, what's the matter with you child?" The Squire hastily dismounted. +"Are you hurt, Kit? What a red, excited face." + +"No, 'tisn't me, it's Nora. She fell; I think she'll die. It was my +fault. The beech tree had a rotten bough, and I crept out on it, as I +didn't wish to be caught; and Nora followed me, and the bough broke, and +she's lying on her back now and she can't move, and I think she'll die, +and they're all away--I don't know where--somewhere else in the wood, +and I think she's going to die, and it's my fault." + +"There, Kitty, keep your pecker up," said the Squire. "I'm glad I came +round this way; it was a lucky chance. Wait a minute until I tie Black +Bess to this tree. Where is Nora?" + +"Over there, lying on that knoll of grass. I think she'll die." + +"Tut, tut, monkey, what do you know about people dying? Give me your +hand, and bring me to her." + +Oh, the comfort to Kitty of that firm, cool, strong hand of +father's--oh, the support of looking into his face. A burden as of black +night was lifted from her. She ran in eager accompaniment to his great +strides. He was bending over Nora in a minute. + +"Now, my poor little maid, what is this?" he asked, dropping on one knee +and trying to put his hand under her head as he spoke. + +Nora opened her pretty, dark eyes. + +"Oh, father, is it you? I'm glad," she said in a faint voice. "I've been +naughty, father; I--I'm sorry." + +"Well, you can't be more than sorry, can you, Nonie? Don't bother about +anything now, but just tell me where you are hurt." + +"Oh, it's my back. Oh, don't touch me; it's dreadful!" + +Squire Lorrimer's face looked very grave. + +"Where did she fall from, Kitty?" he asked. + +Kitty pointed to the gash made in the beech-tree by the broken bough. + +"Over twenty feet," murmured the Squire to himself. "God help my poor +little girl!" + +"Look here, Kitty," he said aloud, "Nora is in a good deal of pain; but +I hope we'll soon have her easier. We must try and get her home somehow, +and it would be a good thing if your mother were here; you had better +fetch her. Don't frighten her, Kit, for Nora may not be badly hurt after +all; but bring her here as quickly as you can, and Guy, too, and Molly; +they are both strong, and have their wits about them. We must contrive a +litter of some sort. Now, be quick and find the folks." + +"Yes," replied Kitty, who was almost happy again under the influence of +her father's encouraging words. + +She was soon out of sight, and in less than half an hour Mrs. Lorrimer, +Jane Macalister, and every other member of the picnic party, were +gathered round the prostrate figure of little Nora. + +She was more conscious now, and looked eagerly for one face, the solace +of all sick children. + +"Let Mummie hold my hand," she said. + +Mrs. Lorrimer took it, bent down, and kissed her; Nora smiled as if a +load had been lifted from her heart. + +A rough litter was presently constructed, and with great difficulty the +poor child was lifted into it. The pain of even this slight move, +however, caused her to faint completely away. + +It was at this juncture that Hester Thornton came forward with a +suggestion. + +"The Grange is nearly three miles nearer than the Towers," she said; +"had not we better bring her there? And had not Guy better ride off at +once to Nortonbury for the doctor?" + +"That is a good idea," said Mr. Lorrimer. "Guy, mount on Black Bess's +back and off with you. Bring Dr. Jervis back with you to the Grange if +you can." + +The merry little picnic party looked dismal enough as they slowly, and +almost in funereal fashion, left the scene of festivity. The strongest +of the party had to take turns to carry poor Nora's litter, for she +could not endure any less easy movement. + +Nan came up to Hester and took her hand. + +"I don't know what the meaning of all this is," she said; "but, somehow +or other, I think Annie must be at the bottom of it." + +"Where is Annie?" queried Hester. "How completely she seems to have lost +herself. Oh, how miserable poor little Kitty looks. Come here, Kitty, +dear, and tell me all about the accident." + +"I cannot," said Kitty. "Don't ask me; it's part of the secret." + +"I knew Annie Forest was at the bottom of it," murmured Nan. "Oh, what a +horrid, horrid, dreadful ending to the first of my holidays!" + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +"I BROKE MY WORD," SAID ANNIE. + + +In utter ignorance of the tragic events which were happening in Friar's +Wood, Annie Forest and her two little companions were having a gay time +at the Towers. Annie's old passion for children had not deserted her. +She was often heard to say that she was happier with a frank, original +child than she was with most grown people. Boris was certainly frank; +Nell was certainly original. Annie's beauty and brightness had won +Boris's heart from the moment of her arrival; Nell's affections went out +to her also, but for a different reason. Nell lived in a world of +romance, and Annie's conduct in giving up her own pleasure had seemed to +Nell to fit in with her fairy tales and other story-books. The three +were, therefore, supremely happy during that long afternoon. The picnic +behind the laurustinus hedge being quite a thing of the past, they +proceeded to explore the tower, the old ruined chapel, where services +used to be held morning and night more than three hundred years ago, the +dungeon under the chapel, and all the other places of historic interest. +Then the children's gardens were visited; and, finally, Annie was +persuaded to seat herself in the swing and be sent up into space as high +as Boris's and Nell's united efforts could accomplish. In their turn +they were swung by Annie; and then followed tea in the play-room, where +Nell presided, sitting solemnly in front of the dolls' tea-service and +helping Annie and Boris and herself to unlimited weak tea, with heaps of +cream. + +The heat of the day was over at last, a perfect summer's evening had set +in. + +"When are they all likely to be back?" asked Annie. + +"Not until night, dark night," said Boris with a little sigh. + +"What are you sighing for?" asked Annie. "You look quite sad, and I +don't like you sad; I like you with your eyes smiling and your face +puckered up with laughter. Nell looks pale and sad, too. What is it +Nell? what is it Boris?" + +"I'd like to be at the picnic now," said Boris, "I didn't mind it in the +daytime when it was so hot; but now they're lighting another bonfire +and they're going to have tea, and after tea Guy will tell stories." + +"All about bogies," struck up Nell; "yes, I wish I were there." + +Annie looked at them both reflectively. She never cared to be with +children unless she could succeed in making them almost boisterously +happy. + +"But it doesn't matter a bit," said Nell, seeing the shadow cross her +face; "I shouldn't be very happy in any case to-night." + +"Why?" said Annie. + +"I'd rather not say, please. You have been good to us; you have helped +us to have a beautiful day; we are grateful to you, aren't we, Boris?" + +"We love her," said Boris. + +"You are two darlings," said Annie. "Well, now, suppose we have a bit of +fun on our own account. How far is it from here to the Grange?" + +"By the road, three miles," said Boris; "but across the fields, only a +mile and a half." + +"We'll go to the Grange across the fields," said Annie. "I heard Hester +say this morning that she was going to try and induce you all to come +back to the Grange to supper, so we three will join the rest of the +party at supper, and if we start at once well be ready to welcome them +when they arrive." + +"What a spiffin' plan," said Boris; "do let's start at once." + +Nell clapped her hands. + +"Now I've made you happy again, that's all right," said Annie. She took +a hand of each child, and they started on their pleasant walk. Boris was +very messy and untidy, his face was stained with fruit and his hands +were dirty. Nell's blue cotton frock was also considerably out at the +gathers round the waist, but the children did not give a thought to +their clothes or personal appearance in the sudden rapture with which +they hailed Annie's suggestion. + +The walk across the fields in the sweet freshness of the summer's +evening was all that was delightful, and in an incredibly short space of +time, the three found themselves at the other side of the turnstile +which led into the grounds of the Grange. + +"We'll be there long before the others," said Boris. "Suppose we light a +great bonfire on the lawn to welcome them." But even wild Annie did not +see the propriety of this suggestion. + +"No, we won't do that," she said. "If the Grange were our own place we +would. We'll just go and sit on the terrace and watch for them." + +"Won't Kitty jump when she sees us?" said Boris, a look of satisfaction +radiating all over his face. "She'll see that we have had our lark as +well as the rest of them; oh, I call it real spiffin' fine." + +They were walking rapidly through the shrubbery now, and as Boris +finished his speech they came out on the broad sweep in front of the +house. + +Just before the entrance a brougham was standing, and instead of +solitude they found themselves surrounded by familiar figures. + +Kitty was the first to observe them. She gave a stifled sort of scream, +and pushing aside Boris, who was prepared to rush into her arms, came up +to Annie, took one of her hands, and looked into her face. + +"I kept the secret true as true," she said; "but it almost killed me, +and it has nearly quite killed Nora." Her poor little voice broke with +these last words, and she burst into the frantic sobs which she had +bravely kept back until now. + +"What in the world is the matter?" said Annie, kneeling down and putting +her arm round the excited child. + +"Why, that's Dr. Jervis's carriage," shouted Boris. "What can be up?" + +"Why are you back so early from the picnic?" asked Nell. + +But Kitty sobbed on unable to reply. + +She felt the comfort of Annie's arms round her, and presently she laid +her hot, flushed, little face on Annie's neck and wetted her frill with +her plentiful tears, but no information could be got at present from +poor Kitty's lips. + +"There's Molly, and there's Hester," exclaimed Boris, "they'll tell us; +oh, and there's Nan, too. Hullo Nan, come here and tell us what the +rumpus is about." + +Nan rushed up excitedly. + +"Nora is nearly killed," she said; "she fell from a tree over twenty +feet from the ground, and her back is hurt awfully, and Hester said +she'd better come here, and she's lying in the library and Dr. Jervis is +there. I haven't the faintest idea how it happened," continued Nan; +"only it seems to be your fault, Annie; it seems to have something to do +with you and a secret, only Kitty won't tell." + +Kitty ceased to cry; she raised her face and looked at Annie. Annie +struggled to her feet. + +She was about to reply to Nan when Hester came up and spoke to her. + +"Oh, Annie," she said, "where have you been all day? We have been +dreadfully anxious about you; and poor Nora has been hurt, and Kitty +seems in trouble of some sort, and says that she won't tell her secret. +What can it all mean?" + +"Well, really!" said Annie. She paused a minute; the rich colour mantled +her cheeks; her bright eyes seemed to flash fire. + +"I'm awfully sorry about Nora," she said; "but I fail to see how I am to +blame. From your manner, Nan, and yours, Hester, I seem to be accused of +something. What is it, pray?" + +"Oh, it's nothing, indeed," said Molly, who had come up now and joined +Hester. "What does it matter, Hetty, when we are all so awfully +wretched? Poor Annie did not mean anything. Do let her alone!" + +"I did not mean anything?" echoed Annie. "I'm afraid I can't allow +myself to be let alone. I must find out what I'm accused of. Kitty, you +say you kept my secret safely. Speak now and tell everybody." + +"I can't stay to listen," said Molly, turning away; "it's too--too +trivial!" + +Hester and Nan, however, still stood facing Annie, and the boys, Guy and +Harry, also came and joined the group. + +"Speak, Kitty," said Annie. + +"You were kind," said Kitty; "it's wicked to say you weren't kind. You +found out that Boris hadn't come to the picnic, and you said you'd go +back for him; you'd walk back all in the heat, and you didn't mind the +bull, nor the bull-dog, nor--nor--anything; and you said I wasn't to +tell, and 'twould be a surprise when you came back with Boris and, +perhaps, Nell, too--and I promised. Then we had dinner, and you weren't +there, and everybody asked for you and everybody wondered where you +could be; but Hester said you were a sort of 'centric girl, and that you +was grown up and we needn't fret; and Nan said you was nothing if you +wasn't unexpected; so nobody fretted, and I kept my secret locked up +tight. But Nora wanted you more than the others, and she saw my lips +shut tight and my eyes watching for you through the trees, and she +guessed I had a secret; and I said I had, but I wouldn't tell; and she +said she'd take me to mother, and that mother would make me tell, and so +I climbed up into the beech-tree to get away from her; and I was naughty +and cross, and she was naughty and cross, too, and she followed me up +into the beech-tree, and I got out upon a rotten bough, where I thought +she'd be sure not to come; but she did come, cause I was real naughty +and I taunted her; and the bough broke and she fell, but I didn't fall +'cause I caught on to a bough higher up. It's been dreadful ever since," +continued Kitty, pressing her hands tightly together. "Worse than when I +forgot to give water to Harry's canary and it died, and worse than when +I pulled up all Guy's canariensis in mistake for weeds; its been awful, +but I did keep the secret." + +"Is that all?" said Annie. + +"Yes, that's all," replied Kitty. "I did keep the secret." + +"I understand," said Annie. "I should have come back, of course. I did +not remember that I might get you into trouble, Kitty; it did not occur +to me that you were the plucky sort of child you are." + +"Plucky?" echoed Guy with some scorn. "I don't call it plucky to be +just decently _honourable_. We don't tell lies. Kitty would have told a +lie if she had broken her word." + +"And I promised to come back, and I broke my word," said Annie. "Yes, I +fully understand; it's just like me." + +She turned away as she spoke, and, plunging into the shrubbery, was lost +to view. + +"Leave her alone, children," said Hester to the astonished children, who +were preparing to follow her. "I knew it would cut her to the heart, but +it can't be helped. She'll be all right by-and-by, but she can't stand +any of you now; you must leave her alone." + +Boris came up to Kitty, put his arms round her neck, and kissed her. His +kiss was of the deepest consolation to her; she walked away with him +slowly, and Nell took Hester's hand. Nell's face was like a little white +sheet; she was trembling in her agitation. + +"Oh, what is the matter?" she gasped. "Is Nonie awfully hurt? Is it +dangerous? Oh, Hetty, it's worse than the colts! Oh, I felt bad this +morning, but it was nothing to this--nothing! May I stay with you for +the present, Hetty?" + +"Yes, darling," said Hester in her kindest voice. "Come into the house +with me. We are all very anxious until we get the doctor's opinion. Your +father and mother are both with Nora; and Dr. Jervis is there and Jane. +Everything is being done that can be done, and we know nothing at +present. Come, Nell, we must be brave--and here is Molly; she is just as +anxious as you." + +Nell looked at Molly, who was standing in the porch; she flew to her +eldest sister's side, clasped her arms round her neck, and shed a few +of those silent, rare tears which only came to her now and then, for +Nell was no ordinary child, and rarely showed her deepest feelings. + +"I don't know how I'm to live through this suspense," said poor Molly. + +But even as she spoke it came to an end. + +Mr. Lorrimer came out of the study, closing the door softly behind him. +He strode quickly through the hall, and entered the porch where the +three girls were standing. Molly stepped forward quickly and seized his +arm. + +"Well?" she asked. + +He gave her a quick look; his face was very pale, and a sudden +contraction of pain flitted across his brow. + +"Well, my loves," he said, "we must all try to be as cheerful as we can +and not break down; there isn't a bit of use in breaking down." + +"But how is she, father?" asked Molly. "What does Dr. Jervis say?" + +"He says, Molly, that poor Nora is very seriously hurt; but it is +impossible to form a reliable opinion on her case so soon. He wishes us +to get Dr. Bentinck from London to see her, and I am going to drive to +Nortonbury to telegraph to him to come at once. Now, don't keep me, my +dears. By the way, Molly, mother says you had better take the children +home as soon as ever you can." + +"Oh, may I not stay?" asked Molly. + +"No, my dear, I think not; there must be some head at home. Jane +Macalister will stay and help your mother to-night until we can get the +services of a proper nurse. Take the children back as soon as you can, +Molly. God bless you, my love." + +The Squire stepped into the doctor's brougham and was driven rapidly +away. Molly raised her hand to her forehead. + +"I feel stunned," she said. "Nora was the gayest and the brightest and +the prettiest of us all. Nothing ever seemed to happen to Nora, and now +she is so ill that I may not even see her." + +"She will be better to-morrow, I am sure," said Hester. + +"Oh, Hetty, if I could only stay here," cried poor Molly. + +"I wish you could, Molly, with all my heart." + +"We'll know nothing of how she's getting on at the Towers," continued +Molly. "I think it will drive me mad not to know." + +"I'll come over very early in the morning and tell you, and perhaps +something may be arranged to-morrow so that you can stay here." + +"I might stay instead of Jane. I know I could help mother far better +than Jane can. But there, I suppose I must have patience. Come, Nell." + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +AN AWFULLY FRIVOLOUS GIRL. + + +Dr. Bentinck, the great London surgeon, arrived early on the following +morning. Poor Nora was quite conscious now, and in great pain. This +pain, however, was considered rather a good sign than otherwise, for had +the spine been much injured the little girl would have been numbed and +stupid. Dr. Bentinck examined his little patient with great tenderness +and care. His opinion, when it was given, was a great deal more +favourable than anyone dared to hope. He thought that Nora would +eventually be as well as ever again; but although he was sure that there +was no permanent injury to the spine, there was a great deal of present +distress and discomfort to be got through. The little girl must lie +perfectly still on her back for many weeks, and it would be many a long +day before the dancing, romping Nora of old would return to the Towers. + +After the night of suspense and terror, however, which poor Mrs. +Lorrimer, by Nora's bedside, and Molly in her lonely little bedroom at +the Towers, had undergone, the great London doctor's news seemed all +that was delightful. Hester hurried to the Towers to put Molly's anxious +heart at rest, and Mrs. Lorrimer returned to the room where Nora was +lying very white and still. + +Nora had received a shock the day before which must influence her during +all the remainder of her days. It seemed to shake all her little +artificial affected nature off and to reveal the real Nora, who was +frightened and weak and silly, and yet who had somewhere beneath her +frivolous exterior a real little heart of gold. If there was one person +whom Nora really adored, and in whose presence she was ever her truest +and best, it was her mother. She looked at her mother now as she +re-entered the room. + +"Stoop down and tell me," she said in a whisper. + +Mrs. Lorrimer bent over her. + +"Yes, my love," she said. "What do you want to know?" + +"Am I going to die, mother?" + +"Die? not a bit of it, my darling. Dr. Bentinck has given us quite a +cheerful opinion of you. He says there is no very serious injury, and +that you will be your usual self by-and-by." + +Nora's eyes brightened. + +"I am very glad," she said. "I didn't want to die. I don't think I'm +quite fit." + +"My little daughter will have learnt a severe lesson by this accident," +said Mrs. Lorrimer; "but now you must lie still, love, and think of +nothing but how quickly you can get well again." + +Nora closed her eyes, and Mrs. Lorrimer sat down in an easy chair by the +bedside. + +The next day the little girl was considerably better, and Mrs. Lorrimer +proposed that she and Jane should return to the Towers and send Molly to +look after Nora. A good surgical nurse had arrived from town the evening +before; Molly's services, therefore, would only be of the lightest. + +Mrs. Lorrimer went into the morning room, where Hester and Annie were +sitting together. + +The moment she did so Annie jumped up and came to her. + +"How is Nora?" she asked. + +"She is much better, my dear; in fact, almost quite like her old self +to-day. She cannot, of course, move without the greatest pain, but when +she lies perfectly still she is tolerably easy." + +"Then I may go to see her, may I not?" asked Annie. + +"If you will promise to be very quiet. It would not do to excite her in +any way." + +"There never was such a good nurse as Annie," exclaimed Hester. "She has +a soothing influence over sick people which is quite marvellous. Did I +ever tell you how she saved Nan's life years ago at Lavender House?" + +"Oh, that's an old story," said Annie, laughing and reddening. "Well, +granted that I possess a sort of mesmerism, may I use it for Nora's +benefit?" + +"Certainly, my love," said Mrs. Lorrimer, smiling affectionately at +Annie's bright face. + +She ran off, singing as she went. + +Nora was lying perfectly flat on the little bed which had been hastily +improvised for her in the study. The room was now turned into a +comfortable bedroom, but was also in part a sitting-room. A large screen +effectually shut away the bedroom part of the furniture and partly +screened Nora also. + +Annie had not gone straight to the sick room. She had rushed first into +the conservatory and made frantic mad havoc amongst the roses there. The +choicest blooms, any quantity of unopened buds, were cut by her reckless +fingers. She gathered a whole quantity of maidenhair to mix with the +roses, and then, a tender colour on her own cheeks, her dark eyes bright +as well as soft, she appeared like a radiant vision before the tired, +sad eyes of the sick child. + +Nora was just well enough to feel the monotony of her present position, +to think longingly of the life of active movement which was hers at the +Towers. Even lessons in the old schoolroom, even that hateful darning +and mending to which she had to devote a portion of her time each day, +seemed delightful in contrast to her present inertia. She was thinking +of Friar's Wood and of Annie's bright face just when Annie herself, +looking like a bit of the summer morning, appeared in view. + +"Now, don't get excited," said Annie smiling at her. "You'll see such a +lot of me during the next few weeks that you need not get into a state +just because I've come into the room. I feel that in a certain fashion I +am to blame for your accident, so I am going to take your amusements +upon my shoulders; and if you just allow me to manage matters, I'll +promise that you shan't have a dull time while you are getting well. +Have you a headache?" + +"No, not a bit." + +"That's all right; then you won't mind my talking. Are you fond of +pretty things?" + +"Yes, very fond." + +"Well, I'll sit here, just where you can comfortably see the flowers and +me. I expect we'll make a very pretty picture, but you need not say so. +I wonder where there's a looking-glass. Oh, yes, in that corner, +decently covered with an antimacassar. Well, then, glass, you have got +to uncover for my benefit. I wish to see whether I look pretty or not." + +Annie danced up to the glass; Nora could watch her each movement. + +Her steps were as light as a sylph's, nothing rattled in the sick-room +as she moved about it. She took up a comb and re-arranged her dark, +curling hair. She placed a rose in her belt, nodded to her own bright +image, and then, seating herself before a small table, began to arrange +the flowers. "Nora, you can't think what a mass of roses there are in +the green-house this morning. Of course the garden is full, too, but I +did not wait to go to the garden to get these for you. You can watch me +just as long as you fancy and then shut your eyes. These half-open buds +are to be placed on a table close to you, where you can smell them. The +other flowers we'll put here and there about the room. It's a good +thing you were brought into this pretty study, for from where you lie +you can fancy you are in a sitting-room, and that you are just having a +stretch on the sofa to rest yourself. Fancy goes a long way, doesn't +it?" + +"I don't know," replied Nora. "I'm afraid I can't fancy that." + +Tears filled her eyes as she spoke. + +"How cool you look," she said presently, "and--and active and happy." + +"It wouldn't do for me to look unhappy when I am with you, would it?" +asked Annie. "Now tell me, do you like this dress?" + +"Yes, it's very pretty. What stuff is it?" + +"Only pink cambric, trimmed with pink embroidery. Would you like me to +make you one?" + +"What do you mean?" + +Nora's eyes brightened perceptibly. + +"What I say," replied Annie. "I made this dress for myself. I make all +my dresses, for I am not at all well off; in short, I am poor, and Mrs. +Willis is so sweet and dear that she gives me a couple of hours every +day to devote to needlework. In consequence I have got some pretty +things, although they cost next to nothing. Now, I think you and I are +something alike. We are both dark, and we have both got bright colour. +Oh, I don't mean that you have a bright colour just now, you poor little +darling; but when you are well, you are sweet, like a wild rose. Suppose +I make you a pink cambric frock, and a white one and a blue one? I have +got a white and a blue. When you're well again you'll look quite lovely +in them, Nora. What do you say?" + +"I'd like it awfully," said Nora. "You are very good, very good; but I +haven't got any money. I--I am even poorer than you." + +"Are you? How delightful. I adore _poor lady_ girls, because they are +always contriving, and that's so interesting. We'll make the dresses out +of odds and ends, and they shan't cost you a penny." + +"It's very good of you," said Nora. She was too weak to argue and +protest, and the vision of her pretty little self in alternate dresses +of pink and white and blue cambric was decidedly refreshing. + +She lay and looked at Annie and acknowledged to herself that she made a +pretty, a beautiful, picture, and the discontented lines round her mouth +vanished, and the time did not seem long. + +That evening Molly, excited and in high spirits, arrived on the scene. + +Molly was absolutely trembling as she came into the room where Nora was +lying; but although her love was ten times deeper, she had not Annie's +marvellous tact, and soon contrived to tire poor Nora dreadfully. The +nurse seeing this sent her away, and Molly came back to Hester with a +very crestfallen expression of face. + +"I can't make out how it is," she said; "but Nora does not seem a bit +glad to see me." + +"Oh, nonsense," said Hester; "what do you mean?" + +Annie was sitting in a corner of the room busily engaged over Henry +Kingsley's novel, "Geoffrey Hamlyn." She did not raise her eyes, but +bent her curly head still lower over the fascinating pages. Nan had gone +to spend a few days at the Towers, and the great house at the Grange +seemed very quiet and still. + +Molly sank down into a chair near Hester. + +"I have been so excited about this meeting," she said. "Nora is almost +my twin-sister, and I have suffered so terribly about her. I cannot tell +you the relief and joy of being allowed to come here to look after her, +but now I fear I shall be next to no good." + +"Well, you'll be no end of good to me," said Hester; "and, of course, +Nora will like to have you by-and-by, but she is still very weak and +cannot bear the least excitement." + +"But nurse tells me that you, Annie, spent some hours in her room +to-day." + +At these words Annie sprang to her feet, and "Geoffrey Hamlyn" fell with +a bang to the floor. + +"I did spend hours in her room," she said, "and I don't think I tired +her; but, then, perhaps you kissed her a lot, Molly?" + +"Kissed her?" exclaimed Molly; "I should think so, at least a hundred +times." + +"Oh, good gracious, how dreadfully fatiguing for a sick person. Well, +you see, I didn't kiss her once, nor even touch her." + +"But you aren't her sister," said Molly. + +"No, no; and that is the reason that I am a very good person to be with +her, because I amuse her without exciting her. All I did to-day was to +sit in the room where she could see me, and arrange some flowers and +have a little talk about dressmaking." + +Molly opened her eyes in astonishment. Nora had been at the brink of +death. Had not Molly spent a whole night in fervent and passionate +prayers for her recovery? Did not Nora love Molly, and did not Molly +love Nora as only loving sisters can love? and yet Molly exhausted poor +Nora, while Annie Forest, who was a stranger, soothed her. + +Molly looked at Annie now without in the least comprehending her, and +for the first time in all her gentle life a distinct sensation of +jealousy was aroused within her. + +Annie left the room a moment later, and Hester turned to Molly. + +"I see you don't understand Annie," she said. + +"Yes, I'm sure I do; what an awfully frivolous girl she must be. Fancy +her talking of dress to Nora, and she so ill." + +"But it did Nora heaps of good; nurse said she was quite jolly this +afternoon, and that Annie was the companion of all others for her." + +"Don't say that again, Hester," said Molly; "it makes me feel quite +wicked." + +"I know well," replied Hester, "that Annie is thoughtless." + +"Thoughtless? I should think so; but for her Nora would never have been +hurt." + +"But she has the warmest heart in the world," continued Hester. "I did +not understand her for a long time. Indeed, Molly, I don't mind telling +you that once I hated her; but, oh, if you could only see Annie at her +best. She can be--yes, she can be noble." + +Molly stared in non-comprehension. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +THE DIAMOND RING. + + +Those of my readers who have read "A World of Girls" will know all about +the early story of Annie Forest; but, to those who have not, I may as +well explain that she was a motherless girl, that she had been in her +day a sad tomboy, that she had a father living, but that it was +absolutely necessary for her before long to earn her own living. She was +still at school, however, although she now occupied the post there of +pupil-teacher. Mrs. Willis, the head-mistress of Lavender House, the +school where Annie was educated, was her warm and devoted friend. Mrs. +Willis loved all her pupils and had an extraordinary influence over +them, but Annie was almost like her adopted child. + +She stood now in the wide, cool hall at the Grange, and reflected for a +moment as to what she should do. She then ran lightly up to her pretty +bedroom, and, opening her trunk, began to rummage eagerly among its +contents. Annie would not be Annie if she were not the most impulsive +creature in the world. She meant to devote herself to Nora; she had a +great gift for reading character, and a quick glance showed her how best +she might amuse this little girl. Nora was pretty, but Nora was not +richly endowed with pretty frocks. Annie felt sure that she would arouse +the keenest sympathy in the sick girl if she used her skilful fingers to +cover the defects in Nora's wardrobe. She had made her own cambric +frocks, and imagined that she had plenty of stuff in her trunk to make +similar ones for Nora; she saw, to her dismay, however, that she had +left the cambric behind her at school; and, as Mrs. Willis was away, and +Lavender House was shut up during the summer vacation, it would be +impossible for her to send for it. She had only a few shillings in her +purse; she was well aware that Nora was possessed of no money. How, +then, could she redeem her promise? Annie could not bring herself to ask +Hester to help her, and yet, at the same time, it would never, never do +to disappoint Nora! Annie had brought herself to consider Nora her own +special patient. She had spent an hour with her in the morning and +nearly two hours in the afternoon, and during the afternoon visit the +girls had talked a good deal about the frocks. It was arranged between +them that they were to be surprise frocks, and that Mr. and Mrs. +Lorrimer were to know nothing about them until they saw Nora well once +more and arrayed in the prettiest of the three. Annie had hunted up some +fashion-books, and had consulted Nora about the shape and the cut of the +sleeves, and the way the skirt was to be hung and the embroidery sewn +on. Both girls had been animated over the discussion, and Nora had been +too interested to feel fatigue. + +Well, that happened a few hours ago; now Annie, on her knees, bent over +her empty trunk with an expression of keen dismay. + +What was she to do? How could she possibly raise the money necessary to +the purchase of the cambric? She calculated that the cambric and +embroidery necessary for the making of three simple dresses would cost +from twenty-five to thirty shillings This was not a large sum, but +everything is by proportion, and for poor Annie, with five shillings in +her purse and very little chance of any more money coming to her until +the end of her visit to the Grange, thirty shillings seemed absolutely +unattainable. + +"But I must get it somehow!" she murmured, flinging herself on the floor +by her open trunk as she spoke. "I'm not going to be beaten by a little +paltry sum like that! I promised Nora the frocks, and she shall have +them! I didn't care a bit for Nora yesterday--she didn't suit me, and I +thought her affected; but if I hadn't been so desperately thoughtless, +she'd have been well now; and, as I have been in part the cause of her +accident, I'm simply bound to look after her. Have those frocks she +must! Poor little bit of frivolity, nothing in the world will soothe her +nerves so much as seeing me making them for her. But that money--that +thirty shillings! Oh, _dash_ that thirty shillings! Why should a mean +little sum like that worry a girl almost into fits? Get it, I _will_; +and ask Hester to help me, I _won't_! The frocks are to be a secret +between Nora and me; the secret will be half the fun. Now, how am I to +get the money? Have I anything to sell?" + +Annie rose from the floor, where she had seated herself, and, going to a +drawer, opened it. She took out a little leather box, and looked +anxiously at its contents. There were a few treasures there, dear from +association, but not of a valuable sort. There was a silver brooch, +shaped like a horn, with a little bell attached; a schoolfellow had +brought it to her from Switzerland; it probably cost a franc, and, +although Annie admired it immensely on her neck, she did not believe any +jeweller would give her sixpence for it. Then there was a basket +beautifully carved out of an apricot-stone, and a narrow silver chain +broken in many parts; and there was a bog-oak brooch and an old jet +bracelet. Annie also possessed a gold locket and chain which she had won +as a prize on a certain memorable occasion, but this treasure she had +also stupidly left behind her. How provoking! She had really nothing she +could sell for thirty shillings. But stay, she had forgotten. She +coloured high as a memory came to her. She had one article of solid +value--a ring. In one sense it was not hers; in another it was. It was a +gold ring, with a single diamond; this ring had belonged to Annie +Forest's mother. On her dying bed she had given the ring to Mrs. Willis. +One day Mrs. Willis had shown it to Annie, had yielded to Annie's +entreaties that she might borrow it for this visit to the Grange, and +had told her that, although she could not part with her mother's last +gift during her lifetime, she would leave the ring to Annie in her will. + +With her dark eyes full of excitement, Annie now took the ring out of +its little morocco case and looked at it. + +She had meant to wear it proudly on her finger during her stay at the +Grange; but, in the excitement of passing events, had forgotten to do so +up to the present time. The ring was of value; no one had seen it on her +finger, therefore no one would miss it. It occurred to Annie that she +might ask a jeweller to lend her thirty shillings on the ring. With this +thirty shillings she could buy the stuff for Nora's frocks; and as her +father always sent her a pound on her birthday, and that birthday was +only a little over a month away, she thought that she might manage to +scrape together thirty shillings to redeem the ring before she returned +to school. + +Annie's mind was quickly made up. She would pawn the ring to someone, +and trust to her lucky star to get it back before she returned to +Lavender House. She knew well that Mrs. Willis would ask her for it as +soon as ever she went back to school. Mrs. Willis was a person who never +forgot: big things and small things alike found a place in her memory; +but long before then Annie would, of course, have the ring in her +possession. + +Having made up her mind to sell it, she wondered how she could +accomplish this feat. She would have not only to sell the ring, but also +to buy the cambric and embroidery without anyone knowing anything about +it. The secret would lose half its fascination if anybody guessed. Annie +thought anxiously for a moment, then an idea came to her. Nan had talked +a good deal about her old nurse. Annie was a prime favourite with nurse, +who always considered that she owed Annie a good deal for having rescued +her darling from the gipsies some years ago. Perhaps nurse would help +Annie now; she resolved to go and sound the old woman. + +Putting the ring in its morocco case, she opened the baize door which +led to the nursery part of the house, and soon found herself in Mrs. +Martin's apartments. Mrs. Martin was known by three different +appellations: to Hester she was nurse, or nursey, to Sir John Thornton +she was Patty, but to the servants and to strangers she was always +spoken of as Mrs. Martin. She was extremely punctilious as to the manner +in which she was addressed; and now, as Annie entered her room she +wondered which of her three titles would best propitiate her. + +"Well, my dear, what do you want?" said the old lady, looking up with a +pleased smile from her knitting as Annie's pretty head was pushed +roguishly round the door. "Oh, come now, Miss Forest; I know your +collogueing ways. But you ought to be in bed, my dear, for it's past ten +o'clock." + +"And so ought you to be in bed, you dear, naughty, old thing," said +Annie; "but you know people don't always do what they ought. If going to +bed is what I ought to do at the present moment, you ought to do the +same, nursey. May I call you nursey?" + +"Well, Miss Annie, you're almost like one of the family; but still I'm +properly only nurse to my own two bairns--Miss Hetty and Miss Nan." + +"And this is a motherless bairn who would like you to be nursey to her," +said Annie, seating herself on a low hassock at the old woman's feet and +looking into her face. + +"Well, and nursey it shall be," said Mrs. Martin. "Eh, but God has given +you a very bonny face, my love." + +Annie took up one of the horny hands, and rubbed it affectionately +against her soft cheek. + +"Nurse," she said, "I am quite in trouble. I wonder if I might tell you +a secret?" + +"Well, dear, if you like to trust me, safe it shall be. Inviolate it +shall be kept, Miss Annie, and you know that violet's the colour of +truth." + +"Of course I do, you dear old thing. What a wonderful comfort it is to +talk to you. I knew you'd let me confide in you, and it will be such a +load off my mind." + +"My dear, I hope you haven't been at any mad pranks. The young ladies of +the present day are wonderful for audaciousness." + +Annie sighed. + +"I wish I wasn't audacious," she said; "and I wish I wasn't thoughtless +and reckless. I'm always meaning to be kind to people, and somehow or +other I'm always kind in the wrong way; it's very, very trying." + +Annie's pretty eyes filled with real tears of contrition. + +"You're but young, my bairn," said Mrs. Martin, "and the heart's in the +right place; anyone can see that who looks at you, Miss Annie." + +"Nurse, you are a comfort to me. Now I will tell you my trouble. At the +picnic the other day I got into a state of mind because little Boris +Lorrimer had not come, and I confided in Kitty Lorrimer and went off to +fetch him, and Kitty promised she would not tell where I had gone until +I had brought him back; but when I got to the Towers I was very +hot--very, very hot with my long walk, and I found that Boris did not +wish to come back with me, and I forgot all about my promise to Kitty, +and stayed at the Towers for the rest of the day; but poor Kitty kept +her word and did not tell, and Nora got cross with her, and climbed up +the beech tree after her, and crept out on to the rotten bough, and so +got the dreadful fall which has made her so ill. Nora would not have met +with this terrible accident but for me; so I have taken upon myself to +amuse her, and I promised to make her three dresses." + +"Sakes alive! Three?" interrupted Mrs. Martin; "and why three, Miss +Annie? Wouldn't one be enough to content her?" + +"No, nursey, no; three cambric dresses or nothing. I promised to make +them, and I thought I had the cambric and embroidery in my trunk, but +when I looked I found I had left it all behind me at school. You can't +think how upset I am about it, for I must keep my promise to Nora, and +Nora has got no money, and I have only five shillings, which I must keep +for stamps and odds and ends; and I would not ask Hester or Nan to lend +me sixpence for the world." + +"But why not, my dear? I am sure Miss Hetty would be proud to oblige." + +"No, nurse, it must not be," said Annie; "Hester is to know nothing +about the frocks, and Nan is to know nothing and Molly is to know +nothing. The fun of the thing is its being a great, great secret. Why, +the making of those frocks in the room with Nora and only Nora knowing; +why, the mystery of the thing will almost cure her, it will, really. Oh, +nursey, nursey," patting Mrs. Martin excitedly as she spoke, "you must, +you shall help me." + +"And you want me to lend you the money, my pet?" + +"No; how can you imagine such a thing. But I'll tell you what I want you +to do. I want you to get up early to-morrow morning, quite early, and to +make one of the grooms drive you into Nortonbury." + +"Sakes alive! What for? I'm not used to the air without my breakfast." + +"I'll get up and get you your breakfast. I'll boil the kettle here, and +make your tea and toast your bread. You must go to Nortonbury, and you +must be back between ten and eleven o'clock." + +"And when I go what am I to do there, my dear? Oh, dear, dear, the ways +of the young of the present day are masterful beyond belief. You make me +all of a quiver, Miss Annie." + +"I knew you'd rise to it," said Annie. "I felt if there were a soul in +this world who would pull me out of the horrid scrape I have got myself +into, it would be you, nursey." + +"Well, my love, you have got a blarneying tongue, and no mistake; but +now, when I do get to Nortonbury, what am I to do?" + +Annie pulled the morocco case out of her pocket. She opened it, and +slipped the ring on Mrs. Martin's little finger. + +"You are to sell that," she said; "or, rather--no, you are not to sell +it for the world--but you are to borrow thirty shillings on it." + +"My word! Is it to the pawn-shop you expect me to go, Miss Forest?" + +"How nasty of you to say Miss Forest. I'm Annie Forest, in great +trouble, and looking to you as my last comfort. You are to borrow thirty +shillings on that beautiful diamond ring. I don't mind where you get it; +and then you are to buy me seven yards of pink cambric, and seven yards +of white cambric, and seven yards of blue cambric. These shades, do you +see? And I want embroidery to match. I have put the number of yards on +this slip of paper, and a list of buttons and hooks and waistbands and +linings. Oh, and, of course, cottons to match. Now, will you or won't +you? Will you be an angel or won't you? That's the plain question I have +got to ask." + +[Illustration: "'YOU ARE TO BORROW THIRTY SHILLINGS ON THAT BEAUTIFUL +DIAMOND RING'" (_p._ 96).] + +"It's the pawn-shop that gets over me, Miss Annie." + +"Oh, _please_ don't let it get over you. What can the pawnbroker do to +you? Most people call him uncle, so I expect he's awfully good-natured." + +"Uncle, indeed," exclaimed Mrs. Martin, tossing her head; "it's a word +you shouldn't know, Miss Annie Forest." + +"But why shouldn't I? I never heard that uncles were wicked, except the +one who killed the babes in the wood. Now you will go; you will be an +angel! I know this special uncle who is to lend money on my ring will be +delightful!" + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +THE LAND OF PERHAPS. + + +There are some people who always get their way in life. They are by no +means the best people, nor the most amiable, nor the most thoughtful. +Sometimes, and not a very rare sometimes either, the poor, thoughtful +people go to the wall, when the thoughtless and impulsive and careless +come triumphantly out of their difficulties. + +There never was a girl who got into a greater number of scrapes than +Annie Forest; but neither was there ever a girl who managed to right +herself more quickly. She knew the art of twisting other people round +her little finger. Having performed this feat to perfection on Mrs. +Martin, alias Patty, alias nursey, she went happily to bed, knowing that +all would be right for the present, and never giving a thought to the +evil but still distant hour when she must return her mother's ring to +Mrs. Willis. + +Annie rose in good time in the morning, and took upon herself the +preparing of Mrs. Martin's breakfast. She lit a fire in the old lady's +sitting-room, and toasted her bread with her own fair hands, and made +the tea for her to drink. + +Mrs. Martin started on her journey to Nortonbury with many fervent +blessings from Annie, who then returned in a high state of content to +her own room. + +The parcel of cambric arrived in due time, and Annie cut out the first +of the three frocks that morning. + +In order to keep their secret quite to themselves, Nora and Annie +decided to keep the door of the library locked while they were at work. +This arrangement was delightful to Nora, but it irritated Molly not a +little. When she came to see her sister, to be greeted by a locked +door--and to hear Annie's clear voice singing out from within, "Oh, +we're so busy, you darling of a Molly asthore. Don't disturb us for the +present, there's a love," and when this remark was followed by silvery +laughter from Nora--poor Molly felt herself decidedly out in the cold. + +Jealousy was for the first time fiercely stirred in her gentle breast +and she shed some tears in secret over the change in Nora, who had +hitherto clung to her and loved her better than anyone else in the +world. + +But what will not a rather frivolous little heart do for the sake of a +pretty dress? + +Nora in her own way was as thoughtless as Annie, and it never occurred +to either of them as even possible that Molly should be pained by the +fact of the locked door. + +A fortnight passed away. The pink dress and the white were both finished +and the blue was rapidly approaching completion, when one day the whole +party at the Grange were considerably electrified and their attention +turned into a completely new quarter by a letter which arrived for +Hester from Sir John Thornton. + +After writing on various subjects, he concluded his lengthy epistle as +follows:-- + + "I shall not be home for another week. For some reasons I am sorry + for this delay; but when I explain matters to you, my dear Hester, + on the occasion of my return, you will, I am sure, agree with me + that my absence from home is, under the circumstances, allowable. + In the meantime, I have not forgotten that Nan's birthday is on the + 15th of August, and that that date is only a week distant. If in + any way possible, I shall return either on the fifteenth or the + evening of the day before; but, meanwhile, I give you _carte + blanche_ to celebrate the auspicious event in any manner you like. + You need spare no expense to make the day as truly festive to + yourself and your young friends as you possibly can. I enclose in + this letter a blank cheque to which I have affixed my signature. + You may fill it in for any sum within reason, and then if you take + it to the bank at Nortonbury it will be cashed for you. Buy Nan a + handsome present from me, and please choose presents for Annie + Forest and all the Lorrimer children. I am sorry to hear bad + rumours with regard to the Squire, and that there is a possibility + of the Towers being soon in the market; but I trust these rumours + are either grossly exaggerated or without any foundation. I am + sorry, also, to hear that Nora Lorrimer has met with an accident, + but am glad that you are taking care of her, as I know by + experience that no one could have a kinder nurse than my good + little Hetty. Get every possible thing you can want, my love, for + Nan's birthday. Make it a festival to be long remembered by you + all. Set your wits to work to make the day a really brilliant one, + and expect your loving father, if not to share in the whole of the + festivity, at least to be present at a portion of it. + + "Now good-bye, my dear Hester; give my love to Nan, and remember me + kindly to your young friend, Miss Forest.--Believe me, your + affectionate father, + + "JOHN THORNTON." + +Hester received this letter at breakfast time. She read it through +gravely--not once, but twice. Annie's gay voice, her peals of merry +laughter, and her gay and irresistibly funny speeches were diverting the +attention of Molly, and to a certain extent of Nan; but Nan knew the +handwriting on the envelope. She was also well aware of the fact that +the birthday, when she would have the glorious privilege of counting +nine years as her own, was close at hand. When Hester, therefore, folded +up the letter, she called to her from the other end of the table. + +"Toss it over, Hetty," she said. "I know it's from the Dad; let us hear +what he says." + +"Yes, it is from father," replied Hester in a grave voice. + +"May not I read what he says?" + +"The beginning part is business." + +"Well, I'll skip the business; you can point out where the fun begins. +What are you looking so mysterious and solemn about? Why may not I read +the letter?" + +Nan looked almost cross; Hester was disturbed. She showed this by +slipping the letter into her pocket. This fact aroused Annie's +curiosity, who looked at her with sparkling eyes full of mischief. + +"You are a cross-patch," exclaimed Nan in her most spoilt tone. "I never +knew such a thing. Is not a father's letter meant for one child as well +as for another?" + +"No, Nan, dear, not on this occasion," said Hester in a firm tone. "Now, +try not to be silly; finish your breakfast, and I will speak to you +afterwards." + +Nan pouted. + +"When is Sir John coming back, Hester?" inquired Molly. + +"In about a week," replied Hester. + +"A week," shouted Nan suddenly recovering her good humour. "Hurrah! my +birthday will be in a week. My dear, good girls all of you, I am getting +elderly as fast as possible. I'll be nine in a week; isn't that +scrumptious? Did Dad say anything about my birthday in that mysterious +letter, Hetty?" + +"He is coming home for your birthday," replied Hester. + +"Good, kind, considerate old gentleman," responded Nan in her most +flippant voice. "Did he say anything more about that great and +auspicious event, Hetty?" + +"He said a great deal more about it; in fact, the largest part of his +letter was about it; but I'm not going to talk it over now. I propose +that we all go to Nora's room after breakfast and discuss the letter. +There is a good deal to discuss, and it is very exciting," continued +Hester, a flush of brilliant colour coming into her cheeks. + +The news that there was a good deal to discuss of an exciting character +restored even Nan's good humour. Breakfast was hurried over, and Annie +Forest and Nan rushed off to Nora's room to prepare her for the fact +that she was soon expected to hold a _levée_, and that the subject under +discussion was likely to be of a very rousing character. + +Molly lingered behind in the breakfast-room; she looked anxiously at +Hester, who avoided her eyes. Hester did not wish to say anything to +make Molly unhappy, and she knew that her father's allusion to the +possible sale of the Towers would fill the poor little girl's heart with +the most acute misery. + +Making a great effort, therefore, to fight down a nameless apprehension +on her own account, for what important business could be keeping Sir +John so long away from home, she said in a cheerful voice-- + +"Now, Molly, we're not going to croak, nor spend the day imagining all +kinds of unpleasant things. Father has written me a long letter, and +there are some things in it which I don't quite like; but I am not going +to talk them over at present. All the end of the letter is taken up with +Nan's birthday, and that is the matter we have to discuss just now. Come +along now to the library, and let's get it over." + +Nora was still lying flat on her back; but all pain had long left her, +and she was practically quite well. + +The subject of the letter was therefore discussed with intense animation +by the five eager girls. + +Unlimited money, any amount of presents, and _carte blanche_ how to +spend the birthday in the most agreeable way was surely enough to turn +the brains of most people. + +Many and wild were the plans which Nan proposed. + +They would start for a picnic at six in the morning. They would order +ices from Nortonbury to arrive by special messenger at some impossible +place at an unearthly hour. They would have bonfires on the top of every +hill within a reasonable distance. Although it was not Christmas time, +they would end up with the largest Christmas tree ever seen, and it +should stand in the centre of the lawn, and every poor child for miles +round should be invited to see it and to share the wonderful presents +which should hang from every branch and twig. + +Nan's cheeks were flushed and her eyes bright while she made these +suggestions; but, after all, it was Annie's proposal in the end which +carried the day. + +"Let's have the picnic by all means," she said; "and let all who will go +to it. If Nan wishes to be charitable, and to think of others rather +than herself, let her do so; and let all the school children be taken in +waggons and waggonettes to Friar's Wood or any other beautiful place in +the neighbourhood, and let Nan herself give them presents before they go +home. All that, of course, will be very delightful; although, of course, +neither Nora nor I can be present." + +"What do you mean by _your_ not being present?" asked Molly, her brown +eyes growing dark with anger. "I suppose if anyone is to stay with Nora, +it ought to be me." + +"No, it oughtn't," said Nora. "I wish for Annie; she's more fun." + +"And I can't do without you, Molly, darling," interrupted Hester. "You +always are my right hand when anything important is going on; and then +you know all the school children by name, which, frankly, I do not." + +"Well, now, _do_ hear me out," said Annie; "I have not half done. What I +say is this, that as Sir John Thornton is so generous, and as he wishes +everyone in the house to be happy on the day of Nan's birthday, I think +something should be done to make it up to Nora and me. Now, why +shouldn't we have a real glorious time in the evening? You have a +billiard-room in this house, haven't you?" + +"Yes." + +"Can't we have a ball there?" + +"What are we to do with the table?" said Hester. + +"Oh," exclaimed Nora, her eyes sparkling, "we have such a heavenly +ball-room at the Towers; a great enormous room, never used and full of +rubbish, which can easily be turned out." + +"Is there a gallery to that room?" interrupted Annie. + +"Yes, at one end." + +"Then the whole thing is complete," continued Annie. "We'll have a +children's fancy ball in the evening, and Nora shall look on from the +gallery. Nora shall be, in a sort of way, princess of the ceremonies. +We'll make her up the sweetest dress, and everyone shall come up and +talk to her; and if presents are to be given away at the end, she shall +give them. What do you say, girls? Could anything be more perfectly +lovely than a children's fancy ball in the old ball-room at the Towers? +Oh, I hope it will be a moonlight night, and the whole place will look +like fairyland!" + +This suggestion was so daring and brilliant that it carried Nora away on +a storm of enthusiasm immediately. Nan clapped her hands and screamed +with glee; and even the more sober Hester and Molly could find no +objections to raise. The ball-room was certainly at the Towers; it +contained a gallery where the musicians could be, and where, if +necessary, Nora might rest; it contained what seemed to the children +like unlimited space, and if to unlimited space unlimited money could +be added, what brilliant results must be produced! + +"If I consent to this," said Hester--"and I think my consent is +essential--it must be on condition that not a single Lorrimer is put to +even a shilling's worth of expense. The ball must be Nan's ball; the +Lorrimers will most kindly give her a room to hold it in, all the rest +will be our affair. Do you clearly understand, Molly? Do you, Nora?" + +"Oh, I understand fast enough," said Nora quickly. + +"Yes, I understand," replied Molly in a graver tone. + +"Do you agree?" + +"Yes," answered Molly. + +"Well, your consent being obtained," continued Hester, "I will go with +you to the Towers this morning, Molly, and look at the ball-room, and +see Mrs. Lorrimer on the subject." + +"The worst of it is," continued Annie, "that we have such a very short +time to prepare--only one week to make all our fancy dresses and to see +to all the other arrangements!" + +"Fancy dresses!" exclaimed Nora from her sofa. "What am I to wear?" + +"You are to be dressed as Queen of the Fairies. You shall lie on a bed +of rose-leaves, and have gossamer, cloudy sort of drapery all around +you. Never fear, Nora, you will look lovely--leave it to me." + +Nora's eyes sparkled. + +"Annie, you're a darling!" she exclaimed, with enthusiasm. + +"And what character am I to be, Annie?" cried Nan, pouting her full +lips. "I'm not jealous, and I don't mind Nora being Queen of the +Fairies; but please remember that it's my party, and I am really the +queen of the day." + +"So you are, you sweet!" exclaimed Annie. "Don't think for a moment that +I'll forget you; but you must really give me a little time to think the +characters over. Suppose I consider everything carefully and jot down a +few ideas, and suppose we discuss them to-night; and then to-morrow we +can go to Nortonbury to buy the materials for the dresses." + +"But we can't possibly make our own dresses," exclaimed Hester. + +"Oh, yes, we can; they'll be twice as original. If you can get in a +couple of good workwomen to help us, the dresses can easily be made at +home," exclaimed Annie, her eyes sparkling. + +"Hester!" cried Molly, suddenly springing to her feet, "if we are to go +to the Towers this morning, don't you think we had better start?" + +Hester stood up. + +"The day is such a delightful one," she said, "that I think we will just +walk across the fields. I'll run up to my room and fetch my hat and +gloves, and bring yours down at the same time, Molly." + +Five minutes later the two girls had set off. It was now holiday time at +the Towers, and almost immediately on their arrival they were greeted by +a whole bevy of children, who rushed up the avenue in a state of +breathless excitement. + +"What do you think, Molly?" exclaimed Kitty, stammering almost in her +eagerness. "Oh, you'll never guess, for it is so uncommon and +unexpected--father and mother both went to London this morning?" + +"Both--to London?" exclaimed Molly, stepping back a pace or two, while a +look of surprise, and even consternation, spread itself over her round, +fair face. + +"Dear me, yes!" exclaimed Nell. + +"And they were awfully jolly about it," exclaimed Boris; "and mother has +promised to bring me a rabbit." + +"And me a dove," screamed Kitty. + +"And perhaps I'm to have a shaggy pony all to myself," exclaimed Nell; +"but it's only perhaps. It's perhaps, too, with you, Boris, and you, +Kitty; you oughtn't to forget that." + +"Oh, bother perhapses!" exclaimed Kitty. "I know I'm to have my rabbit; +he's to have lop-ears and long fur, and he's to be snow-white, if +possible. I described him fully to mother last night when she came to +tuck me up. I kept pulling my eyes open to stay awake for the purpose." + +"And I told mother that I wished for a ring-dove," said Boris. "I want a +ring-dove awfully, for there's an empty cage in the attic that will just +fit it. Oh, I do hope, I do hope, that it will come!" + +He looked almost sad as he spoke and glanced at Nell, who was not +looking at him. + +"Nell, come here," exclaimed Molly suddenly. "Hester, you can explain to +Boris and Kitty what you have come about, and they can take you round +and show you the ball-room. Come along, Nell, I want to talk to you." + +Molly put her arm round Nell and drew her down a side walk. + +"Now, Nell," she said, "you must explain all this to me. Why has mother +gone to London? I am not so much surprised about father; father does go +sometimes, but mother. Why has she gone? Answer me, Nell; tell me what +you know." + +"I don't know anything," said Nell. "Father was out all day yesterday, +and mother looked very sad. She didn't cry or anything of that sort, of +course; but she looked sad, and then father came home about tea-time +quite jolly and in high spirits, and he said something to mother and +they went into the study together; and then father shouted to Jane +Macalister to come to them, and Jane went; and presently we were told +that father and mother were to go to London this morning, and that +they'd be away perhaps a week, perhaps ten days. Jane told us that, and +then mother came into the room and she said the same thing, and she +looked kind of _pretence_-merry you know, and said that _perhaps_ she'd +bring us back things. It was then Kitty asked for the rabbit, and Boris +for the dove, and Guy wanted Star-Land and Harry some new carpenter's +tools, and mother promised everything with a perhaps tacked on; but I +don't think anyone noticed the perhaps except me, and all the time she +kept smiling with her lips, but her eyes were so sad." + +"And you asked for a pony, Nell?" + +Nell coloured crimson. + +"No, I didn't," she replied; "but mother turned to me and put her arm +round me and said, 'If the others get their things you shall have the +wish of your heart, a shaggy pony.'" + +"And what did you say to that, Nell?" + +"I whispered back to her that I didn't want her to spend her money; and +then she kissed me very hard." + +"And did father promise things?" + +"He said that the house should be refurnished, and that we should go to +the sea, and he would buy new horses and a lovely carriage for mother. +Father was lively; I never saw him so gay." + +"And they went off this morning?" + +"Yes, very early; I wasn't even dressed, but I jumped out of bed and ran +to the window and saw them driving away." + +"And that's all you know, Nell?" exclaimed Molly. + +"Yes, that's all I know." + +"Now, tell me what you think." + +"What I think?" replied Nell. "I--" she hesitated. "No, I'd rather not." + +"You must, Nell, you must. Remember I'm your own cosy old Moll; remember +I understand you, and I'm the eldest girl and mother's right hand. +There's something that you think very, very hard, Nell, and you have +wise thoughts, though you are so young. Tell me what they are; tell me +at once." + +Molly knelt on the grass as she spoke and put her arms round Nell, who +leant up against her and laid her head on her shoulder. + +"Now, Nell, speak." + +Nell rubbed her cheek against Molly's, as if she found great comfort in +the contact. + +"I think that mother is unhappy," she said, "and that, that we won't get +the presents." + +"Come along and let's find Jane Macalister," exclaimed Molly suddenly. +She caught Nell's hand and rushed with her towards the house. + +When Jane was not teaching, she was, generally, cooking, or mending +clothes, or putting the store-room in order. Jane never wasted a moment +of her time, and she was extremely fond of taking up all the loose +threads of work which other people had dropped. When the girls, +therefore, now found themselves in the great central hall, and Nell's +clear, high voice shouted for Jane, the single word, "store-room," +seemed to echo back to them from somewhere in the clouds. + +The store-room, where the largest supply of preserves and dried goods +was kept, was high up in the old tower--higher up even than the +schoolroom. + +"You stay downstairs, Nell," exclaimed Molly; "I wish to see Jane +alone." She reached the spiral stairs, which she began to mount quickly. +By-and-by with panting breath she arrived at the store-room. The door +was open, but there was no Jane. + +"Where are you, Jane Macalister?" called Molly. + +"Linen press," called Jane from still higher up. + +Molly mounted once more. Jane, with an old pillow-case pinned round her +head and a huge apron on, was on her knees sorting feathers. + +"What are you doing?" exclaimed Molly. + +"Don't speak to me for a moment, Molly; I'm in a perfect rage," +exclaimed Jane. "There stand out of the draught, child, or you'll get +all this fluff into your hair. I have just discovered that the feathers +put into these last pillows were not properly cured, so I've been +obliged to take them all out, and I'm sprinkling them with lime. Faugh, +what a mess the place is in. This is what comes of taking in an +incompetent kitchen-maid like Susan Hicks. She did not half do the work +of sorting and curing these feathers. Now, what is it you want, Molly? +You can see for yourself that I'm up to my eyes in work." + +"I can," said Molly. "Well, I'll wait for a moment." + +"You'll wait for a moment!" screamed Jane. "I tell you I shan't have +done for hours. There are at least a dozen pillows to be unpicked and +their contents well sorted, and sprinkled with lime. I brought up a +sandwich in my pocket, and don't mean to come downstairs until the job +is done, and well done, too. Nothing frets me like half-finished work, +and these pillows would get on my brain at night if I didn't see to +them." + +Molly slowly crossed the linen-press room, and stood by the window. + +"There, child," exclaimed Jane, "you're exactly in my light. If you have +anything to say, say it and have done with it. By the way, how is Nora? +I hope they're not spoiling her at the Grange." + +"Nora is getting on nicely, thank you." + +"It was a lucky chance for her," continued Jane, "that she happened to +be near the Grange when she got hurt. Hester Thornton is sure to give +her every comfort. Molly, you're exactly in my light." + +Molly moved to one side of the window. + +Jane Macalister went on vigorously with her work, the fluff from the +feathers rose in the air, the smell of the lime was pungent. + +"Faugh," continued Jane; "here's a lump for you. Susan Hicks, you'd +better keep out of my way for the present. 'Pon my word! look at this +quill, why I could make a pen with it; disgraceful, perfectly +disgraceful. Molly, I wish you wouldn't fidget. What in the world do you +want to say to me?" + +"I want to ask you this," said Molly. "Why has mother gone to London?" + +Jane bent low over her work, some fluff got into her nose and made her +sneeze. + +"Look here, Molly," she exclaimed; "your mother went to London with your +father because she wished to, I suppose." + +"Yes, but why did she wish it?" + +"That I am not prepared to tell you, my dear." + +Molly stamped her foot. + +"I wish you'd look at me, Jane," she said, "and leave off fiddling with +those horrid, detestable feathers. When--when one is quite wretched, +what do feathers matter? I have come home to find father and mother +gone." + +"And me over the feathers," interrupted Jane. "Well, I suppose people +want pillows, whether they're happy or miserable. I never knew before, +at least, that they didn't." + +"Jane," said Molly, "you're hiding something from me." + +Jane Macalister suddenly rose to her feet. She came up to Molly and took +her hand. "I didn't know you'd come over this morning, my love," she +said. "I have been told certain things, and what I'm told in confidence +cart-ropes won't drag from me. Your father and mother have gone to +London because there is a hope, just a hope, that terrible trouble may +be averted. It's all uncertainty, and it's all suspense at present, +Molly; and those who are cowards will bear it badly, and those who are +brave will bear it well. That's all I can tell you, my love; and now let +me get back to the feathers, or I won't have them done by night." + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +THE FANCY BALL. + + +The best cure for anxiety, short of removing it altogether, is plenty of +work. Molly came down from her interview with Jane Macalister with a +sickening sense of coming disaster filling her heart. Hers was not a +particularly hopeful nature. By nature she was inclined to look at the +dark side rather than at the bright. She had plenty of courage and was +unselfish to a fault; but when she arrived in the hall now and found all +the rest of the children gathered round Hester and was greeted by peals +of excited laughter and shouts of excited joy, she would have given a +great deal to have been able to run away and hide herself. + +This was impossible, however; she was dragged into the eager group of +children, and was obliged not only to listen to their remarks, but to +make suggestions of her own. In the absence of Mr. and Mrs. Lorrimer, +Molly had to decide whether the ball-room could be used or not. She +would have given the world to say no, but scarcely dared to do this with +all those eager delighted faces gazing at her. + +"I am sure mother will consent," she said after a pause. "I will write +to her to-day and ask her; but I think we may act as if her consent were +already given. Now, shall we come to the ball-room and see what is +necessary to be done?" + +"Oh, what a darling Molly you are," exclaimed all the other Lorrimers in +a breath. She found herself whirled in their midst to the old +ball-room, and the rest of the morning was spent in eager and animated +discussion. + +This magnificent old room was apart from the rest of the house. It was +entered by a covered way from one of the drawing-rooms; but this +entrance had long been closed, and the room itself--since the family +purse had become so low--was only made use of as a play-room for the +children in wet weather, and as a place for all kinds of lumber and +rubbish. Hester and Molly were neither of them artistic in their tastes +or ideas, but they were intensely practical in all they said and did. +Molly proposed that the room should be first cleared out and thoroughly +cleaned, and that early on the following morning Annie Forest should +come and see it. The room was lit by seven tall Gothic windows, and had +a high arched roof of oak. Round the windows the thick ivy which only +years can produce hung in heavy masses. Some of this must be cleared +away, and some light draperies must relieve the dark tone of the walls. +The gallery was pronounced sufficiently sound for the band to stand +there, and Annie's original idea of placing Nora in the gallery as a +sort of queen of the ceremonies was superseded by a better one. She was +to have a special throne made for her at the other end of the ball-room. +There she would not only see perfectly, but would also be seen. It +seemed simple enough to have a ball in such a lovely room, and Hester +arranged to send some men over that very afternoon to begin the work of +clearing out the rubbish. + +"We don't wish to take possession of the Towers," she said. "We only +want the loan of the ball-room, and of this delightful lawn just +beyond, where we can put up a marquee or tent." + +"No, no," exclaimed Molly, "it must be all or nothing. You know how big +our entrance hall is, Hester, and those great half-empty drawing rooms. +The whole ground floor is to be at your disposal. If we do it at all, +let it be a real merry-making. It will be nice to have a merry-making +once again at the Towers." + +Molly sighed as she spoke. Hester glanced at her, and the remark in her +father's letter flashed through her brain. + +While the others were planning and talking at least twenty words to the +dozen, Nell was looking solemnly up at the tall windows with an +expression of ecstacy on her small face. Boris came up presently and +pulled her hand. + +"What are you in a brown study for?" he asked. + +"Oh, Boris," she exclaimed, flashing round on him; "it is more a white +dream than a brown study. Fancy this room all lit with Chinese lanterns +and the moon outside, and us sitting up until twelve o'clock, and music, +Boris, and everybody dancing. The story books will have come true--oh, +it will be too lovely." + +"I'm thinking of the supper," said Boris. "I expect I'll get awful +peckish sitting up so late. I hope there'll be jellies--I love jellies; +don't you, Nell?" + +"Yes; I heard Hester say there was to be a real band. I wonder if +they'll play any of the airs out of _Faust_. I do so love the Soldier's +Chorus, don't you?" + +"Yes; I'll march to it when I'm big. Nell, do you think I'll be allowed +to have as many cakes as I wish, and _paté de foie gras_? I tasted it +once and 'twas ripping." + +"I like it, too, rather," said Nell in a contemplative voice. "I mean to +be a fairy in the dance, though, and I'll have wings. Wings! how I wish +they'd bear me upward." + +"Oh, do come out," exclaimed Boris. "I want to show you my dove's cage; +it was ever so musty, but I've cleaned it out, and it's as sweet as a +nut now." + +The children left the room, and a few moments later Hester and Molly +returned to the Grange. + +That evening Annie Forest had a very comprehensive scheme drawn out with +regard to the proposed characters which the different members of the +party were to adopt. Molly would make an ideal shepherdess. Hester was +to be in white, and was to represent St Agnes. Nora was to be Queen of +the Fairies, and Nan little Bo-Peep. Annie had not yet decided on her +own character, but was strongly inclined to act the part of a gipsy. +Annie further suggested that it would save a great deal of trouble and +have a decidedly pretty effect if all the girls under twelve years of +age were dressed as white fairies, with wings, and all the boys of the +same age as brownies. She considered that so many fairies and brownies +would have a very picturesque effect, and would help to throw up the gay +_bizarre_ colours of the older girls and boys. + +Her suggestion was immediately adopted, and Hester and Molly sat down +then and there to write invitations. + +Besides the Lorrimers, about a hundred and forty other children were +invited, and the girls expected that quite sixty or seventy of these +would take the parts of fairies and brownies. + +"You don't know how relieved the mothers will be," exclaimed Annie. +"When people have no imagination it is the most difficult thing in the +world to think of a dress for a fancy ball which has not been adopted +dozens and dozens of times before. Please keep the notes open for a +moment, Hester, for I mean to slip into each of them some very simple +directions with regard to the dress, which will insure our having a +certain amount of uniformity." + +Annie was in her element now, and even Molly was constrained to admire +the absolute genius which she showed in all matters which required tact +and brisk, quick work. Annie could write fluently, and her little slips +of paper, with their simple and plain directions, were soon ready, and +Molly and Hester set to work making copies of them as fast as they +could. The letters of invitation were all posted before they went to bed +that night. Nora shut her eyes to dream of herself as queen of the +fairies, and Molly and Hester sat down to write letters which required a +little more thought than the invitations which had just been got +through. Hester wrote-- + + "DEAR FATHER, + + "I am sorry you are still away; I like to feel that I am of use to + you. Whenever you come back you will have a hearty welcome from me. + We are all well here and the weather is splendid; even Nora is + quite well, although the doctor says she must lie on her back for + some weeks longer. Annie is still with us, and Molly has been + staying here to help look after Nora; not that she is wanted much + for that post, for Annie is the most indefatigable nurse, and Nora + simply adores her. But Molly is great company for me and I am + delighted to have her, she is such a dear girl. I hope what you say + about Squire Lorrimer is not true. I can see that Molly is very + anxious, and the Squire and Mrs. Lorrimer have just gone to London, + which is quite unusual. There is evidently something the matter, + but none of the children have been told what it is. How I wish you + could help the Squire, father. I know you are very very rich, and + oh, it will break Molly's heart if they have to leave the dear old + Towers. Now, I must talk to you about Nan's birthday. We are going + to have a children's ball in the old ball-room at the Towers. It is + going to be quite lovely. Annie is designing our dresses. She makes + us all quite enthusiastic, she has such exquisite taste. I hope you + will come home in time to see us in our pretty dresses. I am to be + St. Agnes, and Annie says that I shall look like a dream! Did you + ever think that your sensible Hetty would talk such folly?--Your + affectionate daughter, + + "HESTER THORNTON." + +Hester finished her letter, folded it up, and addressed it. She then +glanced towards Molly, whose fair head was bent low over the sheet of +paper which she was filling. She wrote-- + + "DARLING MOTHER, + + "I went to the Towers this morning with Hester and found that you + had gone. Is anything the matter? Oh, if I had been at home you + might have told me. I can't bear either you or father to have a + burden that I don't share. I feel anxious and unhappy, but I will + try very hard to be brave. Nonie is getting on so nicely, and Annie + Forest is very kind to her. Mother, darling, there is going to be a + great big party on the fifteenth, Nan's birthday, and Hester and + Nora and Annie and I are very anxious that it should be a + children's ball--a fancy ball, you know, mother, and that it should + be held in our beautiful old ball-room. It is the Thorntons' party, + and they will go to all the expense, but they haven't a big room + like ours, so I thought we might lend them the big hall and the + drawing-rooms and the ball-room, and they are beginning + preparations already. If by any chance you or father object, will + you send me a telegram to-morrow? I wish I could kiss you + good-night.--Your most loving + + "MOLLY." + +Molly's letter was also directed and stamped, and when these important +epistles had been taken to the post, the whole household went to bed. + +That is, with one exception. + +Annie Forest, notwithstanding her gaiety and the high spirits she had +been in all day, had a care upon her mind. + +It was three weeks now since the day when Mrs. Martin had pawned Mrs. +Willis's beautiful ring for the small sum of thirty shillings. That +thirty shillings had purchased cambric and embroidery and lace, and even +a few knots of coloured ribbon, to make three charming frocks for Nora +Lorrimer, but alack and alas, though the frocks lay neatly folded up in +their drawer waiting to be worn on the first festive occasion, poor +Annie had not the faintest idea how to get back the ring. That morning's +post had certainly been an important one. It had not only brought a +letter for Hester which had nearly turned the heads of two households, +but had brought Annie two epistles of a profoundly and painfully +interesting character. One was from her father, telling her that he must +postpone sending her her usual birthday present for a time, and the +other was from Mrs. Willis herself. Mrs. Willis wrote from Paris. She +was staying there for a short time on her way home, and asked Annie to +send her the diamond ring without delay by registered post. The ring was +of a very antique pattern and she wished to have it copied for a wedding +present for one of her pupils. + + "Try and post it to me at once, dear," she said, "for I shall not + be in Paris after Saturday. I return to London that day and shall + very likely accept Hester Thornton's invitation to come to the + Grange for a few days. You shall then have the ring back to make + your finger look smart for the remainder of your visit. I am + writing in great haste in order to catch this post, so do not fail + me, my love. The ring will be perfectly safe if you register it. + My dear love to Hester and Nan, and much to yourself.--Your + affectionate + + "M. WILLIS." + +Annie had glanced her eyes quickly over the contents of this disquieting +letter at breakfast time, but it was only now, in the solitude of her +own room, that she ventured to take it out and study it. What was she to +do? How could she possibly get the ring out of pawn without any money to +redeem it? She dared not confide this trouble to Mrs. Martin. She +thought and thought until her head ached and her bright eyes looked +dull. + +What kind of man was the pawnbroker? Why were pawnbrokers called uncles? +Was it because they were really good-natured and helpful? She wondered +if it might be possible for her to induce the pawnbroker to let her have +the ring out on condition that she paid for it by instalments? If he +really was quite a good-natured order of uncle, he might consent to such +an arrangement. Annie felt, however, that it would be useless to get +Mrs. Martin to make such terms with him. + +"She was very proud about him," thought Annie. "She did not wish to go +to him at all. I'm afraid he's disagreeable. I'm afraid he's not the +sort of man who would help a girl out of a difficulty. What _shall_ I +do? The ring _must_ go to-morrow if Mrs. Willis is to do anything with +it before she leaves Paris. It ought to have gone to-day, but to-morrow +is the very last, the very last chance. We are all going to Nortonbury +to-morrow to buy the materials for the dresses. Oh, suppose I go and see +the pawnbroker and tell him of my difficulty, and assure him that I will +honestly pay him back that money if he will only let me have the ring +again. I have four shillings still in my purse, and father's sovereign +will be certain to come sooner or later. I could show uncle father's +letter, he would then see that I was not humbugging. I expect he would +like me to call him uncle, as it seems to be _the_ name. Yes, I really +think I will go, but I must on no account whatever let Mrs. Martin or +Molly or Hester know anything about this. I should rather like to +confide in Nora, for she would think it no end of a lark; but if I did, +the poor darling would know that I had got into all this trouble on +account of her dresses, and that would simply never do. Yes, there seems +nothing for it but to visit my uncle, the pawnbroker." + +Annie presently laid her head on her pillow and went to sleep. + +When she awoke in the morning she still thought an appeal to the +pawnbroker the only available solution of her difficulty. The girls were +much excited about their gay shopping, and the landau was ordered to be +round at an early hour to convey Hester, Nan, Molly, and Annie to +Nortonbury. Nora had to resign herself to the company of her nurse, but +her thoughts were so full of pleasurable anticipations that under the +circumstances she did not mind the loss of her favourite Annie. + +Before starting, Annie ran quickly round to Mrs. Martin's rooms. + +"Here I am," she exclaimed in her bright way. "I have just rushed up to +say good morning to you before we start. You have heard of all the fun +that we are going to have, haven't you, nursey?" + +"Folly, I call it," said nurse. "Throwing away good money on fallals and +wings and clouds. Miss Nan was up here last night so late that I +thought I'd never get her to bed, bamboozling me with stories of all the +children round the country being turned into fairies, which you know, +Miss Annie, is sheer nonsense and impossible to do, and Miss Nora, who +has narrowly escaped her death, is to lie on rose leaves with clouds +under her. The folly of it is beyond belief, even if it can be done, +which I sincerely hope it can't. In old days people took their pleasures +properly. Children were kept in the nursery and were sent early to bed, +and young ladies were presented to her Gracious Majesty the Queen, and +then went to balls in good stiff silks and no wings nor clouds about +'em. They met the gentlemen they were to marry at the balls, and then +there was a proper wedding breakfast and all the rest, as it should be. +I don't hold with the scarum days of the present." + +"Look here, nursey," exclaimed Annie, "the fairies will look lovely, and +I'll show you myself how innocent and simple the clouds are, and as to +the wings, I'll make a pair for you if you like." + +"No, thank you, Miss Annie, I hope I know what's due to myself." + +"Well, I must run away," continued Annie. "You know we're just off to +Nortonbury." + +"So I hear, miss." + +"It was to Nortonbury you went when you sold my ring; you were a dear to +do it." + +"I wouldn't do it for no one else, miss, and I don't know even now how I +came to demean myself by such a job." + +"Was," said Annie in an almost trembling voice, "was the uncle very +disagreeable, then?" + +"Miss Forest, such a word oughtn't to pass your lips." + +"Why so, nurse? I cannot imagine why you dislike such helpful people." + +"We won't argue the point," said nurse; "the subject is not suited to +the young." + +Annie fidgeted. Nan's voice was heard down stairs shouting for her. + +"Nurse," she said in sudden desperation, "I want to get the ring back; +tell me the name of the uncle." + +A look of relief came over Mrs. Martin's face. + +"I'd be glad if you had that valuable ring again," she said. "Have you +got the money for it? It would be thirty-two shillings; thirty shillings +for the loan and two shillings interest." + +"Annie, we're all waiting," shouted Nan. + +"Oh, do tell me the address," said Annie. + +"You had better let me get the ring out of pawn for you, miss." + +"No, no, I must get it to-day." + +"Have you got the money, Miss Forest?" + +"What would be the use of going if I hadn't?" prevaricated Annie. + +"Well, but you're not going to take my young ladies to a pawnbroker's?" + +"No, I promise not to take any of them; I'll go alone, quite alone. You +may trust me, really. Oh, nursey, nursey, I'm in such trouble." + +Again the bright lovely eyes and sweet voice did their work. + +Mrs. Martin fumbled for her keys, and taking a small piece of blue paper +out of her work-box, put it into Annie's hand. + +"There," she said. "I'm sorry I ever made or meddled with this thing. +Mind you don't take one of my young ladies with you." + +"I promise," said Annie. She thrust the paper into her pocket and rushed +from the room. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +POOR MRS. MYRTLE. + + +The girls spent a busy morning in Nortonbury, and if Annie had any care +on her mind she certainly did not show it. She was a splendid girl to go +shopping with. She could make up her mind quickly with regard to the +exact material she required. Her choice was practically made before she +entered a shop, her taste in colour and texture was excellent, and with +her to guide them, Hester and Molly got through their business with +great celerity. Many parcels were piled up on the front seat of the +landau, but work as they would, the girls could not get through their +necessary shopping in the morning. Hester therefore determined to lunch +at a restaurant which she knew well, and to finish buying the rest of +the materials for the fancy dresses before they returned to the Grange. +It was while they were at lunch that Annie seized the opportunity to +secure a few moments to herself. She had not yet had time even to glance +at the address which nurse had given her on the little slip of blue +paper. But it was now or never, if she were to seek the pawnbroker +without the others discovering where she was going. + +Hester had ordered a very tempting lunch, and Nan was attacking her +nicely roasted chicken and bread sauce with appetite, when Annie, +snatching up a sandwich, sprang suddenly to her feet. + +"I'm not hungry," she exclaimed, "and as there is so much to be done, I +won't waste time eating. Mrs. Willis wrote to me yesterday and asked me +to send her a small parcel. It contains a ring which she lent me, and as +it ought to be registered, I will go to the post-office now and get it +done while you are at lunch." + +"But you really must eat something first," exclaimed Hester. "You will +be ill if you don't; the carriage is to call for us in a few minutes, +and you may just as well drive to the post-office in it; you would do it +in half the time." + +"But I would rather walk," replied Annie. "I am perfectly sick of +driving. I see by Nan's face that lunch will be quite an affair of half +an hour, and I'll be back long before then." + +She left the shop before Hester had time to remonstrate, and the next +moment found herself in the street. + +"Now for it," she exclaimed, a little catch of excitement in her breath. +She took out her purse, opened it, and removing the slip of blue paper, +looked at the words written on it. The address rather surprised her. It +was a fancy goods shop, and was kept by a woman of the name of Myrtle. + + "MRS. MYRTLE, + "Haberdashery and Fancy Goods Warehouse, + "30, Eden Street," + +was the address on the sheet of paper. + +Annie had never in the course of her life come in contact with a live +pawnbroker, but she had a vague idea that pawnbrokers were of the male +species, and that they invariably had three gilt balls over their +establishments. + +She was relieved rather than otherwise to find that this pawnbroker was +of the female sex, and fancied that it would be easier to deal with her +on this account. A policeman directed her to Eden Street, which was a +thoroughly respectable broad thoroughfare off the High Street. + +Annie walked quickly until she came to number thirty. Then, raising her +eyes and seeing Mrs. Myrtle's name over the door, she boldly entered. +The shop was the sort that ladies delight in. One side of it was +entirely devoted to the best class of haberdashery, the other was +extremely attractive with coloured wools and silks, and all sorts of +materials for crewel and other fancy works. A thin, pale girl, of about +sixteen, was attending to the haberdashery department, and a little old +lady, with pink cheeks, bright dark eyes and white hair, was busily +serving several customers at the fancy goods side. + +Annie had to wait until these customers had completed their business. +The girl who had charge of the haberdashery asked if she could serve +her. + +"I wish to speak to Mrs. Myrtle," replied Annie in a decided tone. The +little woman raised her head at hearing her own name pronounced, and +said in a respectful voice-- + +"I'll be at leisure to serve you in a moment, miss." + +"She seems very nice," said Annie to herself; "she has a decidedly kind +face. What can there be objectionable in pawnbrokers, if she is one? +Perhaps I'd better call her aunt; she'll be sure to like it." + +In a couple of moments Mrs. Myrtle was at leisure, and Annie went up to +the counter. Now that the critical instant had come, she felt her heart +beating quickly, and knew that her cheeks were pale. Annie could look +wonderfully pathetic when any emotion stirred her. She had a voice full +of vibrations, and her eyes could assume the dumb pleading expression of +a dog's. + +"I want to speak to you about a very private matter," she said, looking +full at Mrs. Myrtle. + +The little woman could not help giving her a glance of great surprise. +What could such a pretty, nicely-dressed young lady want with her; then +suddenly it flashed through her mind that Annie must want to buy a +present; perhaps the present was for her sweetheart; if so, the state of +affairs was perfectly natural. + +"Yes, miss," she said, in a cordial voice of sympathy, "but Netty, my +niece, is a bit deaf and won't hear a word you're saying. I have got +some really nice things, miss, and quite suitable; tobacco pouches made +of different coloured plushes, and flowers traced very beautifully on +them; you could work the pouch yourself, miss, and it would look most +suitable; then I've got braces, too; they're quite the newest thing, and +can be embroidered with any colour, and cases for gentlemen's evening +ties, they really are very new; shall I show you some, miss?" + +"Oh, no, thank you," said Annie in a choking voice. "I'm in an awful +hurry and I don't want to buy any present for a gentleman; I don't know +any gentleman except my father well enough to think of giving presents +to. No, no, I don't want to buy anything, but I want--I want you to give +me something, aunt." + +Mrs. Myrtle looked at Annie as if she were now quite sure that the poor +pretty young lady was not quite right in her head. She did not speak at +all, but waited for Annie to continue. + +"You're a female pawnbroker, are you not?" said Annie. + +"A female what, my dear?" said Mrs. Myrtle, her face growing crimson. +This was really the last straw. "I don't understand you, miss," she said +in a stiff tone. "I have nothing whatever to do with the trade you +indicate." + +Just then some ladies, very good customers, entered the shop. + +"You'll excuse me for a moment, miss," said Mrs. Myrtle; "but if you +don't want to buy, I shall be obliged to leave you to attend to my +customers. Good morning, Lady Dalgetty; what can I show your ladyship?" + +Poor Annie found herself pushed into a corner. Lady Dalgetty and her +suite occupied all Mrs. Myrtle's attention. Even the humble-looking +Netty was busy serving out spools of cotton, needles, and pins to a +prim-looking lady. Neither of the women in the shop had a moment to +attend to Annie's sore need. + +She began to think that Mrs. Myrtle was not so kind as she looked, and +to understand a little of nurse's repugnance to the pawnbroker class. + +"They must be low people," she murmured to herself; "for this woman +won't even own to the fact that she is a pawnbroker." + +The shop became empty once more; and Mrs. Myrtle, who was really quite +as kind hearted as she looked, raised her eyes, and encountered a very +forlorn glance from Annie. + +"Poor, pretty young lady," she said to herself. "She's gone in the head +without any manner of doubt, calling me aunt, and asking me if I'm a +female pawnbroker; but I'd best humour her a bit, and try to find out +who she belongs to." + +Accordingly Mrs. Myrtle called Annie back to the counter in a kind +voice. + +"I can attend to you now, miss," she said; "but if you have anything to +say, perhaps you'll say it quickly, for this is market day, and heaps of +farmer's wives come in for no end of small matters." + +"Do they pawn rings, and then take them out by degrees in instalments?" +asked poor Annie in an eager voice. + +"Poor, poor young lady, she's very, very bad," murmured Mrs. Myrtle to +herself. + +"I couldn't say for positive, miss," she replied, "that a farmer's wife +has never pawned a ring; but if they are reduced to such straits, I know +nothing about it." + +"Then you are not a pawnbroker yourself?" + +"I am _not_, miss. Wouldn't you like to come into my parlour and rest a +bit if you're tired, and maybe you'll tell me your name?" + +"She's getting quite kind again," thought Annie. "Of course she is a +pawnbroker, but she doesn't like to own it; it evidently is a very +disgraceful calling." + +"My name is Annie Forest," she said; "and I'm not at all tired, thank +you, aunt. You don't mind me calling you aunt, do you? for we always +call the men in your trade uncles." + +"I hope heaven will preserve my patience," muttered poor Mrs. Myrtle. +"I must get this young lady to her friends whatever happens. Netty!" + +"Oh, don't call Netty here," exclaimed Annie. "Now, look here, do you +see this piece of blue paper?" + +"Yes, miss. It's my address, sure and certain." + +"Do you know the handwriting?" + +"Well, I can't say that I do; it seems a sort of an ordinary hand, don't +it, miss?" + +"Is Mrs. Martin, who lives at the Grange, a friend of yours?" asked +Annie suddenly. + +Mrs. Myrtle's face glowed all over with pleased relief. + +"Mrs. Martin of the Grange," she exclaimed, "old nurse to Miss Hester +and Miss Nan Thornton? I should rather think she is a friend of mine. I +have known her ever since we went to school together, and that's many a +year ago." + +"Oh, how glad I am," exclaimed Annie; "then I am sure, quite sure, you +will be kind to me. You will do what I ask for the sake of your friend +Mrs. Martin. You won't mind just confiding to me that you are a +pawnbroker? I promise most faithfully not to call you aunt if you really +dislike it." + +"I'm afraid I don't understand you, Miss Forest. I am _not_ a +pawnbroker; not one of my belongings would own to such a trade; and if +Patty Martin gave you to understand that I am, I'll quarrel with her, +late as it is in the day." + +"But she pawned a ring to you," said Annie; "an old-fashioned gold ring +with one big diamond in the middle. You lent her thirty shillings on it, +and the interest is two shillings. That ring is mine. She did pawn a +ring to you, did she not?" + +A light at last broke over Mrs. Myrtle's face. + +"Well, well," she exclaimed; "I begin to see what you're driving at. +Won't I have a crow to pick with Patty Martin for this. No, no, miss, +she pawned no ring to me; but she gave me a diamond ring to keep for her +early one morning about three weeks ago. 'And keep it safe until I ask +for it, Martha Myrtle,' said she; and safe I will keep it until then, +Miss Annie Forest." + +"But it's my ring," said Annie in great distress. "You'll give it back +to me now when I ask for it?" + +"I'll give it back to Patty Martin, miss, and to no one else." + +"Oh, but really, really, don't you understand? It's _my_ ring." + +"I've only your word for that, miss. It was given to me by Mrs. Martin." + +"But I know Patty Martin would let you give it back to me. Why, she gave +me your address and told me to go to you; and I thought, of course, you +were a pawnbroker." + +"Won't I have a crow to pluck with her for this?" exclaimed Mrs. Myrtle. +"Pawnbroker, indeed! Why my poor mother who's dead would rise up from +her grave if she thought I was called by such a name. No, miss, I'm +sorry not to oblige, but Mrs. Martin gave me the ring to keep for her, +and she must come herself to fetch it away, for to no one else will I +give it." + +Some farmers' wives, looking flourishing and handsome and full of +purpose, now entered the shop. Mrs. Myrtle devoted all her energies to +serving them, and poor Annie with sinking heart had to go away. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +"THE WAY OF TRANSGRESSORS." + + +The week that followed passed all too quickly. There was no hitch +whatever in the girls' plans. Mrs. Lorrimer wrote to Molly to express +her complete satisfaction with the arrangement proposed by Hester. The +workwomen who had now taken up their abode at the Grange were both +efficient and clever. With Annie's help the different dresses began to +assume form and completion with marvellous rapidity. Annie was the life +and soul of the dressmaking. She sketched pictures of the proposed +toilettes; she coloured these sketches; then she tried on and cut out, +and basted, and tacked. She helped to hang draperies and to arrange the +wings of the fairies. The women became interested themselves in such an +artistic assistant, and did everything in their power to help her. At +the Towers the ball-room began to show its noble proportions to the best +advantage. Hester and Annie and Nan and Molly went backwards and +forwards at all hours of the day. By Monday evening, the ball-room was +in complete order. Every possible direction was given with regard to the +different refreshments, and the last stitch in the pretty fancy dresses +had been done. The news of Nan's fancy ball had spread far and wide. +Almost every invitation met with an acceptance, and the Thornton and +Lorrimer households were borne forward just at present on a full tide of +victorious excitement. Even Molly felt herself obliged to enter into +the full spirit of the fun. Not a murmur of anxiety from her father and +mother in London reached her. Mrs. Lorrimer, in writing to Molly, had +assumed as cheerful a tone as possible; she had alluded to no possible +care, had hinted at no canker root of possible trouble. She had said, it +is true, that it was rather unlikely that she and the Squire would +return in time for the ball; but if this could not be managed, she hoped +the children would enjoy themselves to the full in their absence; and +finally, she said how heartily she rejoiced in the thought of their +having such a delightful time. Hester also forgot the small worrying +thought which came to her now and again about her father, in this week +of rush and pleasure. Hester was by nature a very quiet-mannered girl, +but she became nearly as lively now as Annie; she laughed, and joked, +and danced, and skipped until Mrs. Martin, who watched her from the +nursery window, began to shake her head gravely, and to say that such +mirth was not "fey" as she expressed it, and that it surely forbode a +season of gloom by-and-by. + +Annie's high spirits being natural to her, no one specially noticed +them, and according to her custom, she put dull care aside and was as +lively as she looked. + +It is true that she had been obliged to ignore Mrs. Willis's letter; it +is true that the ring was still being jealously guarded by that dreadful +Mrs. Myrtle, for Annie had not the courage to ask Mrs. Martin for it. +The whole situation was now quite plain; Mrs. Martin had never gone near +the pawnbroker's, but had lent Annie the money herself. Why she had +parted with the ring under these circumstances was a problem which poor +Annie could not attempt to fathom. All she could do now was to abide the +issue of events as patiently as possible. All her life long she had +found that, somehow or other, matters did right themselves for her, and +she trusted to her usual good luck on this occasion. + +The preparations were almost all completed for the fancy ball by Monday +night. Nan's birthday would be on Wednesday. No second letter had +arrived from Sir John Thornton, and Hester wondered whether he would be +present on the birthday or not. The day was to be one long scene of +triumph for the young birthday queen. Annie and Hester both stole out of +bed at an early hour that morning, and going out into the garden, they +picked baskets full of flowers with the dew on them, with which they +made wreaths to decorate the breakfast table, and to cover the piles of +presents which lay not only on Nan's plate, but all round it. + +As soon as Nan appeared in the breakfast-room, Annie tripped up to her, +bent on one knee as if to a liege lady, told her that she was her lawful +sovereign for that entire day, and then begged leave to crown the +birthday queen with flowers. Nan's cheeks were flushed already, and her +eyes bright with excitement. Molly came in by-and-by, and Nora, who was +now much better, was wheeled into the room on her sofa. She wore the +white cambric dress which Annie had made for her. Her dark hair was +swept back from her pretty, low forehead, her cheeks had roses in them, +and her eyes sparkled. + +"Molly, Molly," she exclaimed, "look at me, look at me. Now you know the +secret of the locked door. Annie made me this frock; she had some bits +of cambric over from dresses of her own, and she made this and a blue +one, and a pink one also; I have the other two in my drawer; I know they +are all sweetly becoming, aren't they? It's nearly as good as having a +_trousseau_. Oh, do kiss me and congratulate me, Molly; you know how I +have always longed for pretty dresses. Was not it perfectly _darling_ of +Annie to make them for me?" + +Before Molly could reply a loud exclamation from Hester turned all eyes +in her direction. + +"What do you think?" she exclaimed. "The crowning bliss of our day is +come. Nan, you will never guess. Annie, dear, how charmed you will be. +Here is a letter from Mrs. Willis; she expects to reach Nortonbury by +the mid-day train, and asks me to send to meet her. Oh, dear, this is +lovely. I have not seen my dear Mrs. Willis for over a year. What a rest +and comfort it will be to talk to her again. Molly, you will delight in +her; she is just the woman to captivate you completely. Nora, you will +lose your heart to her, too. I don't know what wonderful thing there is +about her; she is so strong, so noble, so gentle, that she wins all +hearts; it is impossible for anybody to be naughty when Mrs. Willis is +in the house. Nan, the arrival of Mrs. Willis on your birthday is the +happiest possible omen for the whole year. Oh, how truly rejoiced I am!" + +"Yes, it's awfully jolly of her to come," said Nan. "Of course I'm very +fond of her, but I hope she won't remind me of my holiday task, for, +frankly, I have not looked at it yet, and I don't mean to do so until +the last week of the holidays. Now, do let's all begin breakfast; even +though I am queen, I happen to have an appetite. Annie, what are you in +a brown study about? Why, you look quite pale!" + +"I expect Annie is so glad about Mrs. Willis that she can scarcely +speak," said Hester, glancing at her friend in an affectionate manner. +"Yes, we had better get breakfast through. I shall give Mrs. Willis the +maple room, with that lovely west view. There is a little sitting-room +which goes with it, where she can be quiet whenever she wants to be +quiet. How glad nursey will be when she hears that dear Mrs. Willis is +coming." + +Hester began to perform the duties of tea-maker in a rather abstracted +manner. As she kept on filling up cups of tea, she also glanced from +time to time at the letter which gave her such delight. + +"It is such a surprise," she said; "perhaps that is half the pleasure." + +"Please don't put any more sugar into my tea," exclaimed Annie in an +almost cross voice; "you know I never touch sugar, and that is the +fourth lump." + +"Oh, I am sorry," exclaimed Hester; "I'll take that cup and you shall +have mine." + +"You put five lumps into your own cup, I watched you; oh, dear, it +doesn't matter, of course." + +"No, it doesn't matter," said Hester, still reading her letter. "Molly, +will you pass the tea on, please. Oh, yes, I'll have some honey; you can +put a piece on my plate if you like." + +"The only plate you have before you at present contains eggs and bacon," +exclaimed Molly. "I think I won't help the honey for a few minutes." + +"This is a delightful surprise," murmured Hester; "but, dear me, it is +rather strange, Mrs. Willis says she wrote to you last week, Annie, and +said that she would try to give us a couple of days at the Grange on her +way back to Lavender House. How was it you never mentioned it?" + +There was just a pause long enough to be noticed before Annie replied. + +"I did not get the letter," she said then, in a steady voice. + +She hated herself the moment she had uttered the words. She felt as if +she had fallen from a height, and was lying maimed and bruised, bleeding +and ugly in some dismal abyss; but all the time her eyes looked bright +and her face was cheerful. + +Hester exclaimed, "How strange! what a pity! How could the letter have +gone astray?" but other thoughts soon chased this one from her mind. + +Breakfast being over the young housekeeper had much to attend to. + +Nora held out her hand to Annie, who stooped down and kissed her +affectionately. + +"Are you really glad that she is coming?" asked Nora. + +"Of course I am, Nonie; she is--" a stab went through Annie's +heart--"she is my best friend." + +"Is she really as good as Hester says she is?" continued Nora. + +"Yes, yes, better; no one quite knows how good she is." + +"I shall be afraid of her," said Nora shuddering. "I hate such perfectly +good people; they make me feel small and mean." + +Annie took up a basket of flowers, and began deftly to form them into +wreaths for the further decoration of the ball-room. + +"It's dreadful to feel mean," she said almost in a whisper. + +"You can't surely know what it means," replied Nora. + +"Oh, can't I though; don't let's talk of it any more. I like you in +white, Nora. White, toned with lace and coloured ribbons, makes a +charming dress for you. You have such a pretty face. It is so full of +_esprit_--so _piquant_. Some day you will be a beautiful woman." + +"As beautiful as you are?" asked Nora. "I don't desire to be more +beautiful than you." + +"In some ways you will be more beautiful," replied Annie. "I don't +pretend that I am not pretty, I know I am; but in some ways you will be +superior to me. You will have a greater air of distinction. _Noblesse +oblige_ will be abundantly manifested in you. Oh, yes," continued Annie, +"it is all very fine for us _parvenus_ to despise race. We don't really +despise it; we adore it, we envy it; we can never, never, never get what +race confers." + +"How excitedly you talk," said Nora; "you seem angry about something." + +"I am angry with myself," said Annie; "my low ways and my meanness. +_Noblesse oblige_ has nothing to do with me. Now, look here, Nora, +forget all this rubbishy talk; be thankful that you are a beautiful girl +of good family, who could not do a shabby action. I must leave you now, +for Mrs. Willis is coming, and I should like to go into Nortonbury to +meet her." + +Annie ran off to find Hester. + +"Hester," she exclaimed, "may I go in the carriage to Nortonbury to meet +Mrs. Willis?" + +"That is an excellent idea," said Hester; "take Molly with you, the +drive will do her good. I am so busy this morning that I can scarcely be +spared from home. Yes, that is an excellent idea. I was wondering who +would go to meet her." + +Molly was very pleased to accompany Annie to Nortonbury, and Annie was +glad of her company. Molly would be a sort of shield to her; not that it +really mattered, for she had already quite made up her mind how to act. + +The girls enjoyed their pleasant drive together. Mrs. Willis's train was +punctual, and she was soon driving back to the Grange, Molly seated by +her side and Annie on the seat facing her. + +Mrs. Willis had the knack of making all girls perfectly at home with +her. Molly felt sure that a certain feeling of restraint would come over +her when she sat by the side of this excellent and adorable woman; but +the moment she looked into Mrs. Willis's kind eyes, and Mrs. Willis +returned her glance, and said in that full, rich, motherly voice of +hers, "Oh, I have heard of you; you are Molly Lorrimer, you live at the +Towers, and you have a great many brothers and sisters, and your +schoolroom is reached by a spiral stair, and is somewhere up in the +clouds. I have heard all about you many times from Nan." Then Molly +laughed, and felt at home. She felt more than at home, for her heart +gave a strange flutter, and then a curious sense of peace pervaded it. +It was something like being near her mother, and yet it was something +different. The magnetic influence of a good and great spirit was already +making itself felt. + +Annie sat opposite to the two with dancing eyes. + +"How well you look my love," said Mrs. Willis. "I am delighted to see +that the change has done you so much good." + +Annie drooped her long lashes for a moment. + +"I am as well as well can be," she said, "and as jolly as jolly can be, +and you have just come in the nick of time to make everything perfect. +Molly, do tell Mrs. Willis about our fancy ball to-night." + +"I will listen to you in a moment, Molly," said Mrs. Willis; "but first +of all I want to ask Annie a question. I hope you did not send the ring +to Paris, Annie, for, if you did, I never received it." + +"What ring?" asked Annie, looking up in pretended amazement. "Do you +mean my mother's ring, Mrs. Willis, the--the one you lent me?" + +"Yes, dear. I wrote to you last week about it. I was surprised at never +hearing from you, for my letter was quite urgent. I wanted the ring for +a special object, and was disappointed at its never coming." + +"That must have been the letter you never got, Annie," exclaimed Molly. + +"You never got my letter?" exclaimed Mrs. Willis. "How very, very +strange! But I posted it myself, and I know I put the right address on +it. I am relieved, of course, that you did not send the ring when it was +too late; but it is odd about the letter." + +"No, I didn't send the ring," said Annie in a light voice. "How could +I?" + +"Certainly not, dear, if you did not know that I wanted it." + +"Hester was surprised this morning," continued Molly, taking up the +thread of the narrative, and unconsciously giving Annie immense +assistance. "You said, in your letter to her, that you had told Annie a +week ago that you were coming. Then Annie said that she had never got +your letter." + +"It is very queer," said Mrs. Willis. "I must write to the post office +in Paris and make inquiries. Well, I am glad the ring is safe." + +"Of course, it is as safe as possible," said Annie. "It is too bad about +the letter," she continued. "Did you want the ring very badly?" + +"Yes, very badly; but it is not too late yet to manage matters. I want +to have the ring copied as a wedding present for Margaret Cecil, but I +have already spoken to a jeweller about it, and if I send him the ring +to-day or to-morrow he will have it in time. Don't forget to give it to +me, Annie, dear, when we get home." + +"Oh, no," said Annie, "I won't forget." + +A few moments later they arrived at the Grange, where Mrs. Willis was +received with a kind of trembling joy by Hester, who took her into the +house and showered every imaginable attention which her love could +suggest upon her. + +"Time, time," muttered Annie to herself as she rushed away. "Something +must happen between now and to-morrow. I'll keep out of her way to-day, +and in the fuss and excitement she'll forget about the ring. I have told +one big lie about it, and I have insinuated a dozen more, and I vow and +declare one thing--that I will not be discovered now. I'll go on to the +bitter end now, come what will. Heigh-ho, is that you, Nan? What are you +doing? Don't you know that Mrs. Willis has come? What is that you have +in your hand?" + +"It's a letter of yours," said Nan; "I found it in the garden under a +rose bush; it's in Mrs. Willis's handwriting; didn't you say that you did +not hear from her last week?" + +"No more I did; give me that letter; it's quite an old one." Annie +stretched out her hand, snatched the letter from Nan, and pushed it into +her pocket. + +"You didn't read it?" she asked. + +"No, I'm not so mean; what is the matter with you?" + +"I hate to have my letters read." + +"They're not read by girls like me; you needn't be afraid." + +Nan rushed off in a huff, and Annie walked slowly down the corridor. Her +heart felt like lead. She fully believed that Nan had not read the +letter, but Nan's eyes might have happened to glance at the postmark on +it. That postmark contained a date only one week old. Nan was the last +child to whom Annie felt she could confide her guilty secret. + +"Oh, dear, dear," she murmured under her breath, "what a true saying it +is, that 'the way of transgressors is hard.' I am a mean, low sort, not +a doubt of that. Why, if the Lorrimers and Thorntons really knew me as I +am, they wouldn't speak to me. Well, there's nothing for it now but to +carry matters with a high hand, and to let nothing out. If Nan does +happen to have noticed the date on the letter, I'll tell her she was +mistaken. How could I have been so mad as to carry this letter about in +my pocket? Well, to make all things sure, I'll destroy it now." + +"Annie, Annie, we're just going to lunch," called out Hester; "what are +you running into the garden for?" + +"I'll be back in a minute," shouted Annie. + +She ran quickly out of the house and down the broad grass walk which led +to the arbour at the farther end. By the side of the arbour lay a basket +of tools. Annie snatched up a small trowel, and going to the back of the +arbour, dug a hole for her letter. She tore it then into fragments and +buried it, looked round her eagerly, saw that there was not a soul in +sight, and then, with a certain sense of relief, hurried back to the +house. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +PERHAPS. + + +The ball was to begin at nine o'clock. The festive hour grew on apace. +Mrs. Willis said nothing more about the ring, and Annie Forest heaved a +deep sigh of relief. + +"Reprieved until to-morrow," she murmured to herself; "and now for high +frivolity." + +The horses from the Thorntons' stables were in great request during that +eventful day. Hester, who was most anxious to spare her friends all +possible trouble, had decided that she and Nan, and all the rest of +their party, should dress for the ball at the Grange, and come over in +their separate characters prepared to act their different parts at once. +Molly and Hester were to be the two hostesses for the occasion. Guy, who +was a very gentlemanly boy, was to assist them to the best part of his +ability. Annie promised to look after the refreshments, and also to +establish Nora in a becoming attitude on her bed of rose leaves and +clouds. + +Nora made a most beautiful queen of the fairies. She was dressed in a +sort of transparent white; her large, clear wings were very slightly +toned with rose colour, and the whole dress was bespangled with light +sprays of silver. Nora's hair was crimped, and hung in masses over her +shoulders. The silvery dust also shone in her hair. Her eyes were dark +and deep, and natural roses of happiness and excitement bloomed on her +pretty round cheeks. To Annie's ingenuity and genius the whole of the +charming dream-like effect of this fairy queen was due. Mrs. Willis, who +insisted on coming to the ball in the part of the schoolmistress, "The +only part which I shall ever play in life," she had said with a smile to +Hester, was much delighted with the arrangement of everything. Mrs. +Willis was in grey silk, with her favourite Honiton lace. She was a very +striking and beautiful woman, and in her grand simplicity, made a +perfect foil to the fantastic appearance of the younger members of the +party. + +Amongst the honoured guests on this occasion, Mrs. Martin shone +conspicuous. Hester had insisted on her coming over early, and when the +good woman entered the ball-room and saw Nora on her cloudy throne, she +could not help muttering, in an almost angry tone of great excitement-- + +"Eh, eh, why this is almost witchcraft. I didn't believe in them wings +and clouds till now, but sure enough there they are. Seein' is +believin'. I don't hold with it, but I don't deny as it ain't clever." + +"I'm glad you think it clever, Patty Martin," said a very gay voice in +her ear. + +She turned almost in alarm, to be confronted by the most +impudent-looking, and yet the most charming gipsy lass she had ever +looked at. + +Mrs. Martin loathed gipsies. + +"None of your sauce," she said in an angry voice. "This is no place for +the like of you; get out at once or I'll let Miss Hester Thornton know." + +"Oh, nursey, nursey, you'll kill me," exclaimed Annie in a voice choked +with laughter. "Do you mean to say you don't know me?" + +"My sakes alive, Miss Annie Forest!" exclaimed the old woman. "Who'd +have thought you'd have been up to this folly? What are you doing, +masquerading like them hateful gipsies? It's bad enough to have wings +and clouds about; but gipsies--'tain't respectable; my word, no." + +"This gipsy is eminently respectable," said Annie, with a sort of bitter +emphasis. "Here, nursey, take my hand, and let me lead you up the +ball-room. I have many strange characters to introduce you to. I see +plainly that you won't recognise them without my kind assistance. Here, +come along, be quick." + +"My head is getting _moithered_, and that's the only word," said nurse +Martin. "Dear, dear, what _are_ the young coming to? And sakes alive, +what in the world are those?" + +The creatures thus apostrophised by the almost frightened nurse Martin, +were a troop of fairies and brownies, who now rushed into the ball-room +from every direction. The band struck up a merry waltz, and the fairies +and brownies began to dance with vigour. + +"Its past belief," said Mrs. Martin "and did you make all them wings, +Miss Annie?" + +"Oh, dear, no," replied Annie; "they were made by the mothers of the +fairies--at least, I presume so. Now come into the supper-room and let +me get you a comfortable seat." + +Mrs. Martin was glad enough to comply. She said the slippery floor of +the ball-room, and the uncanny creatures that were all round her, made +her feel as if the top of her head would come off. She uttered a little +shriek of terror as Jane Macalister, dressed as Minerva, glided fiercely +by, and was glad to seat herself in a safe corner behind one of the long +supper tables. Annie desired a servant to give her all the refreshment +she required, and then ran off to attend to the other guests. + +Fast and furious rose the fun. During the whole of the present century +the old ball-room at the Towers had not reflected so gay and animated a +scene. Grim ancestors of the house of Lorrimer looked down from their +tarnished frames at the last Lorrimers as they danced away their +precious time in this frivolous and yet enchanting manner. The grown +people, who sat in the gallery and on benches near the walls, talked in +whispers to one another about the lovely scene. The Lorrimers were +popular in the county, and although rumours of coming trouble were rife +about them, yet their friends and well-wishers augured happy results +from this present gaiety. + +But why was not the Squire present, and why was Mrs. Lorrimer absent? + +Molly, who made the gentlest of shepherdesses, came up as these remarks +passed the good people's lips. She stopped to speak to an old friend of +her mother's. + +"I'm so glad you were able to come," she said; "and how sweet your +children look." + +"It was very kind of you to ask us, my dear," responded this lady, "and +the sight is a charming one--quite charming; but I am sorry to miss your +mother." + +"Mother is in London at present; she is away on special business. She is +ever so sorry to be absent to-night." + +"And the Squire, is he quite well?" + +"Yes, thank you. He is in London with mother." + +At this moment a brownie with a hot face and looking rather +uncomfortable in his brown-velvet tights, accompanied by the most +spiritual-looking fairy it was possible to see, revolved slowly round in +the mazes of the waltz. + +The brownie's honest face was raised to Molly's; his brown eyes were +full of a question; the fairy by his side had a far-away look. They both +floated away. + +"Oh, what a charming little pair," said Mrs. Fortescue, Molly's friend. +"Do you know who they are, Miss Lorrimer?" + +"That poor, hot brownie is my brother, Boris," exclaimed Molly; "and +that little girl is Nell, my sister." + +The lady sat down again; and, Molly's partner coming up to claim her, +she joined in the dance, and forgot the question in Boris's eyes. + +There was a commotion near the entrance door. Hester was seen to move +hastily forward. There was a call for Nan, who, accompanied by her +partner, Little Boy Blue, rushed quickly across the room, and the next +moment a tall, aristocratic-looking man was seen moving up the ball-room +with Hester's hand on his arm. Sir John Thornton had kept his word. He +had returned in time if not for the whole of Nan's birthday, at least +to see it out. + +The matrons who sat about the room remarked on his appearance, and said +that they had never seen him look better, younger, or more cheerful. +They said what an admirable thing it was for Sir John to have Hester at +home; and, as Sir John himself was the best possible company in society, +he soon made his presence agreeably felt all over the room. In the +Squire's absence he naturally took the part of host; and no one could be +a more polished or charming host than he. + +One of the many delightful features of this great fancy ball was the +presents which the fairy queen was to bestow upon her many subjects at +the end of the festivities. These presents lay piled up in comical +shapes all round her, and helped to form some of the billowy clouds on +which she was supposed to be resting. The poor little fairy queen +certainly looked most charming, and when the moment came for giving away +the presents, she would enjoy herself to the full; but just now she +could not help envying those fairies and brownies, who could jump about +and skip and dance and have a very good time, without being in quite +such a grand position as she was. On the queen fairy's head rested a +spangled crown of light texture. She felt it almost heavy just now, and +murmured to herself in a sentimental voice, "Uneasy lies the head that +wears a crown." + +Boris, with his eyes still full of that unanswered question, came near +and looked at her. + +"Are you having an awfully dull time, Nonie?" he asked. + +"Oh, it's all right," said Nora, who would have scorned to complain. + +"You're going to give us our presents by-and-by." + +"Yes." + +"You'll feel jolly and hop o' my thumb, won't you?" + +"Oh, I'll feel nothing special," replied Nora, who did not wish to +encourage this brownie in his efforts after familiarity. + +"How hot you look, Boris," she said, with a slight laugh. + +"Hot?" echoed Boris. "I'm boiling. It's these abominations of tights. +Nonie, I'd like to tell you something; it's very important, very." + +"You can't possibly tell it to me now, Boris," replied Nora; "don't +attempt to come too near, disarranging my clouds. Oh, what a naughty, +troublesome boy you are; you have trodden upon that piece of white +tarlatan, and it has all got out of shape. Do run away; do leave me +alone." + +Boris scampered off; he had suddenly caught a glimpse of the round, +smooth face of the shepherdess, Molly, in the distance. If he could only +catch her up, she would allow him to whisper in her ear. Nora was always +rather a cross patch, but Molly was kind. Molly would be interested, +even though she was a shepherdess. He trod on some long trains as he +skimmed by. People called him a tiresome child and an awkward little +worry, but he did not heed them; he was gaining on Molly, and Molly +would be sure to listen to him. Everything would be all right when Molly +knew. Now, he had all but reached her, but no, how tiresome--how more +than tiresome--a shepherd came up and held out his crook to Molly, who +held out hers to him, and then they joined hands, and then they danced +away, away, away, far, very far from Boris and his question. + +He turned round and stamped his pointed shoe in his vexation. + +Nell suddenly came up and touched him. + +"Did you find Molly? Have you told her?" she asked. + +"No, I can't get to her," replied Boris; "she's dancing over there with +that horrid shepherd; he's only Hugh Pierson, and he doesn't look a bit +well. Let's dance by ourselves, Nell; let's forget; 'twasn't nothing but +nonsense, I'm sure." + +"I can't forget," replied Nell. + +"Well, aren't you a little bit hungry? There's lobster and pink +champagne in the supper-room. I'm going in for some; I heard Hugh +Pierson say it was ripping; come and let's have some." + +"I couldn't touch any," said Nell with a little shudder of disgust. + +Boris looked at her and gave vent to the faintest of sighs. + +"While I'm having my lobster, you could eat a jelly, couldn't you?" he +said in the most insinuating of whispers. + +"No, I couldn't; I couldn't touch anything. Go and eat if you want to, +and then come back to me here. I'm going to stand by that window; +perhaps he'll come back and take another peep." + +"It couldn't have been him, Nell; you know it couldn't; he's away in +London, you know." + +"I tell you it was him." + +"Has he brought back my dove, do you think?" + +"No, no; who cares about a dove just now?" + +"Nell, I really do care, and my cage is most beautiful and clean. I put +in fresh seed and water only this morning; wasn't it lucky?" + +"Well, the dove hasn't come," said Nell; "you know it was 'perhaps' +about the dove, and about the pony, and about all the jolly +things--you're always forgetting that it was 'perhaps.' There, go and +eat your lobster, and come back to me when you have done; don't drink +too much champagne, or maybe you'll turn giddy. I'll wait here by this +window." + +Boris, looking decidedly depressed, hesitated for a moment; then seeing +that Nell was resolute, he decided that, even if disappointment were in +store, he could all the rest of his life reflect that he had sat up late +and eaten lobster salad for supper. He accordingly sidled away in the +direction of the supper-room, and Nell, with a light movement, sprang on +one of the benches and then into the deep recess of a window. Here, with +her cloudy hair all about her, her little face as white as her dress, +her eyes big and spiritual in the trouble which vaguely stirred her +sensitive soul, she looked out into the night. Her large wings shielded +her little form, and nobody noticed that one fairy was not joining in +the revels. + +"I did see him," murmured Nell; "I saw his face just for a minute; he +pressed it up against the pane and looked in; his hair was all ruffled, +and his eyes, his eyes--oh, the thought of his eyes makes me ache so +badly. Why doesn't he come in? What is he doing out in the garden? I +know he has come back. I know he's not in London; he has come back and +he is in the garden, and we are all so jolly, and he so sad. What is the +matter? Oh, I know quite well; it's _perhaps_; and the pony, and the +dove, and the rabbits have not come home. Wings--I thought I'd be so +happy when I had wings, but I'm just mis'ribble I'm just mis'ribble." + +There was a little noise behind Nell; she turned her head to see Boris +scrambling up into the seat by her side. + +"I had two plates of salad," he began; "'twasn't so very nice, not so +nice as--why, what's the matter, Nell?" + +"Come," said Nell, taking his hand, "quick, jump down, he's under the +oak tree, just where the shadow is thickest; I saw him move; that's him; +let's go to him, Boris; take my hand; let's run to him." + +Boris's hot hand clutched Nell's. They ran quickly along by the +comparatively empty space near the wall, reached the entrance, and flew +swiftly across the moonlit grass. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +FAIRY AND BROWNIE. + + +Perhaps it was not the first time that the moon had looked down on a +fairy and a brownie running across that old, old lawn. No one could say +anything for certain on this point. We all of us have a sort of undying +belief in fairies, so perhaps they did exist once, before our hearts had +grown too cold and our natures too worldly to understand them. Children +know most about them, but even children don't quite believe in them now, +in the good old-fashioned way of long ago. + +A very pretty fairy and brownie were out now. The moon silvered Nell's +wings and put a sort of unearthly radiance into her hair, and Boris, +with his bright locks standing almost upright on his head, in his +quaint little costume, with his upturned toes and ruffled hands, looked +quite like a true denizen of fairy land. Certain it is that the man who +stood under the shadow of the oak gave a perceptible start when he saw +the fairy and brownie. For a moment the old belief of his early +childhood flashed through his brain, then he recognised Nell and Boris, +and coming to meet them, he took a hand of each. + +"What is it, father?" exclaimed Boris; "what are you standing out of +doors for? I know it's a very warm night, but we want you dreadfully, +dreadfully, in the house." + +Boris rubbed himself against his father's knee as he spoke. Nell +clutched Squire Lorrimer's other hand, and raising it to her lips, +kissed it passionately. Nell did not speak at all. + +"Come in, father, come in," repeated Boris; "and where's mother, and +what are you doing out here under the oak tree?" + +"Looking at you little people; you make a gay sight," said the Squire. + +In spite of himself, his voice was quite hollow. + +"But why don't you come in?" + +"I'm not coming in; I'm going back to London again to-night." + +"Why, father?" asked Nell, opening her lips for the first time, and +looking at him with great intentness. + +The Squire stooped and lifted Nell into his arms. + +"I did not want you to see me," he said. "I knew you were having your +big party to-night, and I had to come to the Towers on--on business. +What are you trembling for, Nell? You ought not to be out; you must run +back to the house at once; why, you are cold, child." + +"I'm _not_ cold, and I _will_ stay and kiss you." + +Nell's arms were pressed tightly round the Squire's neck. Her little +soft lips pressed kiss after kiss on his somewhat grisly cheek. + +Boris, standing on the ground, and looking up at Nell in her fathers +arms, thoroughly realised for the first time that he had gone to useless +trouble in cleaning the dove's cage. + +"Now, Nell, you must be sensible," said her father. "I was obliged to +come to the Towers to-night to--to fetch something. I knew from Molly's +letters that you were going to have a big ball. I thought I'd like to +see how the ball-room looked. We have not had a ball, a very big ball, +in that room since the days of my great-grandmother. My grandmother has +told me about that ball, and about the very window where my +great-grandfather stood when he asked my great-grandmother to be his +wife. He asked her to marry him at that ball, so of course she never +could forget it; and the story of the green dress she wore--apple +green--with her golden locks falling over her shoulders, and the story +of the window where he proposed to her, have been handed down in the +family ever since. To-night, in that same window, the little +great-great-grandchild sat, and looked out, and I saw her; now, you must +run back, Nell. Boris, you run back, too; run and enjoy yourselves; be +happy--God, God bless you." + +"Why don't you come in, father?" asked Boris. + +Nell felt as if she could not say a word. There was so much meaning in +fathers words; there was so much that he said with his eyes, and with +the tight pressure of his arms, which the rather commonplace words he +uttered seemed to have nothing to do with. Nell understood, and her +heart ached so, she seemed to be turned dumb. + +The Squire put Nell firmly on the grass. + +"Run in, both of you," he said. "I must go back to the railway station +at once, or I shall miss my train. I am returning to town to-night. Say +nothing of this to anyone until the ball is over, then you may tell +Molly, if you like, that she will probably see her mother to-morrow. +Good night, chicks." + +"Won't we see you to-morrow, father?" + +But the Squire's only reply was to stride softly away under the trees. + +"Why, he's gone," exclaimed Boris with a little cry. + +"Yes. Didn't you know he was going, Boris? What is the use of making a +fuss?" said Nell. She found she could speak quite well again now. "Take +my hand and come back to the house; let's do what he said." + +"Do you think he's put out about anything?" asked Boris. "He seemed +dumpy, like; I couldn't say anything about the dove; I knew it hadn't +come. Do you think father was sad about anything, Nell?" + +"He didn't say he was, did he?" asked Nell. + +"No." + +"Well, let's come back and dance, or people will miss us. Father said we +weren't to say anything until the ball was over, and then only to +Molly." + +"But if Molly goes back to the Grange?" + +"She mustn't; she must stay here. I'll dance with you now, Boris, if you +like." + +The time had sped faster than the children had any idea of while they +were out. But the dancing still continued and went on until a late hour. +Then the moment when expectation must yield to a delightful reality +arrived. Towards the end of one of the prettiest figures of the +cotillion, the fairies and brownies assumed new characters. Either a +fairy or a brownie conducted one of the many personages who figured in +the fancy ball up to the fairy queen, who, assisted by a number of +satellites, bestowed upon each a gift carefully selected in advance to +meet the requirements of the special child in question. Each child was +expected to drop on one knee to receive the fairy queen's benediction +with her gift; they then filed one by one into the supper-room, where +refreshments of a particularly ethereal, grateful character awaited +them. This scene really ended the never-to-be-forgotten fancy ball. +Hasty departures followed. Carriages rolled away with many sleepy and +happy little folk, and at last the two carriages which were to convey +Sir John Thornton and his party back to the Grange, appeared. + +Nora was to return with them, and Annie Forest had arranged to specially +attend to her comforts. Molly, who intended to come back to the Towers +in a day or two, was also wrapping a white shawl round her shoulders +preparatory to departure, when a brownie rushed quickly from one of the +ante-rooms, flung his arms round her neck, and whispered in her ear. + +"Oh, Molly, what are you waiting for?" exclaimed Nan. "We're all +perfectly dead with sleep, Boris, you naughty boy; you know you have +nothing whatever to say; what are you keeping Molly for now?" + +"I have something to say," replied Boris. "Something most 'portant, I +can tell you." His face flushed with anger; he dragged Molly into the +ante-room. + +"There she is, Nell," he exclaimed; "now you can tell her." + +"What is the matter, Nell, darling?" exclaimed Molly, struck by the +expression on her little sisters face. + +"Molly, Molly," exclaimed Nell, with a sort of gasp in her voice. + +"What is it, Nell, dear? Do speak; they're all waiting for me and I must +go." + +"Oh, must you go? Do stay, do stay; I have something very important to +say; its a message." + +"A message!" exclaimed Molly; anxiety stealing quickly into her voice; +"is it anything about--about father and mother?" + +"Yes, yes; and nobody else is to know; you will stay?" + +"Yes, I'll stay. Wait there a minute, and I'll be back with you." + +Molly ran up to Hester, who was waiting for her in the entrance hall. + +"Good-bye, Hetty," she said, kissing her; "I'm not going back with you." + +"What in the world do you mean, Molly?" exclaimed Hester. "You know you +have promised to stay with us for another day or two, and I want you to +know more of Mrs. Willis, and--why, what's the matter, dear?" + +"Nell is not quite well, I think," replied Molly; "anyhow, I must stay +here to-night; don't say anything to make Nora anxious; good-night." + +"I am afraid, Hester, that we must not keep the horses waiting any +longer," said Sir John in his most measured tones. "Good-night, Molly, +we shall be pleased to see you at the Grange to-morrow if you can tear +yourself away from domestic cares." + +Hester went away, the carriage door was shut, and a moment later the +last of the visitors had departed. + +Molly rushed back for one moment to Nell. + +"I am here," she said, "but if you have a secret to tell me, I can't +talk to you for the present without exciting the curiosity of the whole +house. Go upstairs and get into bed, and I'll be with you as soon as I +can. I daresay my bed is not ready for me, so I'll sleep with you +to-night." + +A ghost of a smile of pleasure flitted across Nell's face as she glided +away. + +Molly went back to the rest of her brothers and sisters. Jane +Macalister, still true to her Minerva costume, was seated at the supper +table, eating a large slice of cold game pie. + +"I am famished," she said; "it was the most fatiguing thing I ever did, +and the dressmaker has made the sleeves of this horrid dress a great +deal too tight, and the neck chokes me. Now, I hope this is the last +folly of the kind that we shall have here for many a long day. I, for +one, refuse to be laced up in this heathen mythology style again. Now +then, my dears, all of you to bed. Molly, what in the world are you +staying here for? We didn't expect you, and your room isn't ready." + +"Oh, I'll sleep with Nell," replied Molly. + +"Very inconsiderate indeed," replied poor Minerva. "Nell's bed is only +large enough for herself, and she's like a feathers weight--with those +dark circles under her eyes too. I saw her flying about and absolutely +going out on to the lawn this evening. Nell is a great deal too +excitable, and certainly her sleep ought not to be disturbed." + +"I promise not to disturb it," replied Molly; "you know, Jane, I'm not +an exciting sort of person." + +"No more you are, my dear; but it frets me to have my arrangements put +out by fads. However, off with you to bed now. Dear me, I am famished. +If Minerva felt as I do, I pity her, poor soul. I'll have a glass of +stout; there's nothing like it when you're worn out. Good night, Molly." + +Molly ran eagerly away. She was waylaid by more than one brother and +sister on her way upstairs, but at last she found herself in Nell's +room. + +Nell was sitting on the side of the bed; she had not attempted to +undress. + +"Oh, come, this will never do," said the practical Molly; "why, you're +ready to drop with fatigue, you poor mite. Here, let me undress you, and +you can talk while I'm doing it. Now, what's the trouble?" + +"It's about father." + +"What about him?" + +"He came back to-night; he stood under the oak tree at the end of the +lawn. I saw him first, because he pressed his face up against one of the +windows and looked in, and afterwards he stood under the oak tree; Boris +and I ran out to him." + +"Yes, yes; go on, Nell." + +Molly's fingers were trembling now, but they did not cease their busy +task of unfastening Nell's clothes. + +"Go on," she said; "what did he say, and why, _why_ didn't you call me?" + + +"Boris tried to catch you up, but you would dance with Hugh Pierson. We +ran out to father and he talked to us. The 'perhaps' has come true, +Molly; oh, Molly, the 'perhaps' has come quite true." + +"How do you know, Nell? Don't tremble so, Nell, dear." + +"Father wouldn't come in," continued Nell, making a brave effort to +recover herself. "He told us about our great-great-grandmother and her +apple-green dress, and he said that he had come back to fetch something, +and that he must return to London to-night; and then he said,'God--God +bless you,' and his voice shook just a tiny bit, and he said that mother +would be home to-morrow, and----" + +"Yes, Nell, and----" + +"Boris said 'Will you come home?' and--but----" + +"What did he say to that?" + +"He said nothing to that; he walked away very soft and quick. Molly, +what does it mean?" + +"I don't know," said Molly. "Now, Nell, you must get into bed. You are +quite cold and shivery. I am going downstairs to fetch you a little hot +wine and water, and then I'll put my arms round you until you sleep." + +Nell was glad to submit to Molly's most comforting ministrations. + +"But I think I do know what it means," murmured the elder girl as she +listened to the gentle breathing of her little sister by-and-by. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +THE LORRIMERS OF THE TOWERS. + + +The morning post brought a letter from Mrs. Lorrimer, which set all +curiosity at rest. This letter was addressed to Jane Macalister, who +read it through first, with feverish haste and brows drawn darkly +together, then again straight from the beginning more slowly, and then a +third time, during which she surreptitiously wiped her eyes, and hoped +the children had not seen her do so. + +Jane was seated before the tea equipage at the head of the long +breakfast table. Molly was helping her brothers and sisters to porridge, +cups of milk, and bread and jam, in her usual deft fashion. Jane raised +her eyes and encountered the brown ones of Molly. + +"Well, Jane," said the young girl in a steady voice; "what is the news?" + +"It's for you all to know, my dears," said Jane Macalister in a steady +voice. "Your mother has asked me to break it to you all. It's just a +question whether you shall all hear it together, or whether Molly shall +hear it by herself first. I think Molly must decide that point." + +"I'll hear it with the others," said Molly. + +As she spoke she went and sat down in a vacant chair near Nell. + +"Perhaps it is not such news to Nell and me as you think," she said. +"Anyhow, we are prepared to hear it." + +"It's 'perhaps' come true," said Nell in a faint voice, looking at Molly +with the ghost of a smile. + +"Dear, dear," exclaimed Kitty, "whatever it is, let's out with it. I +don't suppose we are a set of cowards, any of us. I'm going to guess +what it is beforehand; it's that father's mare has broken her knees; +that's about the worst thing that _could_ happen. Father sent for the +mare to London a week ago; don't you remember, Guy, and when he was +riding her in the park she fell and broke her knees; that's it, you +bet." + +"Do shut up," exclaimed Guy. + +"You bet I'm right," replied Kitty, flushed and defiant. + +Under no other possible circumstances would Kitty have dared to say "you +bet" in the presence of Jane Macalister. + +"Well, my dears," said poor Jane, looking round at all the eager faces, +"I'd better read your mother's letter aloud. I've read it three times to +myself, and have got over the choky business; so now I can read it aloud +without breaking down. This is what your mother says, children. If I +stand up, my loves, you'll all hear it better." + +Jane Macalister stood up at the end of the long table. All the children +dropped their spoons, and knives, and forks, as they listened to her. + +"MY DEAR JANE," she began. + +Here she paused. + +"Your mother and I," she said, "have been Jane and Lucy to each other +ever since we were children." + +"Who cares about that rot now?" murmured angry Kitty. Harry gave her a +pinch which make her scream. + +"You shut up," she said back to him. "I must say something or I'll +'splode." + +"MY DEAR JANE," continued the governess, + + "I must ask you to break the news as you best can to the poor + children. The Squire and I have done all that lay in the power of + mortals to avert the blow. But it has been God's will that we + should not succeed. You can tell Molly by-and-by how it is that her + dear father has got into such terrible money difficulties, but now + the all-important thing for the children to know is this.... The + Towers is sold, and we must all go away from the dear home we have + loved so long. The Squire is terribly upset, and cannot bring + himself to come back just at once, but I am returning to-morrow. + There is nothing for us now but to bear up and make the best of + things. It is not so hard on any of us as it is on the + Squire.--Believe me, dear Jane, your affectionate friend, + + "LUCY LORRIMER." + +There was dead silence after the letter had been read. Then quite +suddenly the terrible and unexpected sound of Nell's weeping filled the +room. + +"Oh, father," sobbed Nell. "Oh, father's face; oh, father's face." + +She hid her head on Molly's shoulder and moaned in the most +broken-hearted way. Boris, too, looked very pale. He remembered the +pressure of the hand which had held his the night before. He heard the +words which were commonplace enough, once again, and he saw the haggard +lines round the lips and round the kindly eyes. + +Boris slipped away from his own side of the table. He went up to Nell +and began to kiss her. + +"I know," he said. "I understand. I saw him, too; but he'll be all right +by-and-by. It's like a big battle, but he'll not flinch; father's made +of the stuff that soldiers have in them. He'll be all right by-and-by." + +"I wish you'd let me look at that letter, Jane Macalister," said Guy. + +Guy was the heir of the Towers. It was his property and all his future, +which that letter seemed suddenly to deprive him of. He was the last boy +in the world to think first of himself; but now his head did feel a +little dizzy. If, it seemed to him up to this moment, there was a solid +fact in all the world, it was that in due time he should step into his +father's shoes and become Squire Lorrimer of the Towers. + +Molly instantly understood the tone of Guy's voice. She started up, and +going to Jane took the letter; then she went to Guy, and put her arm +round his neck. + +"Let's come into the garden and read it together," she said. + +He stumbled up and went with her as if he were blind. They went out +through the open window and down the lawn, and Molly read the letter +aloud once again. + +"Well, it's all up," she said when she had finished. "I have been +expecting it for a long time--a long time; haven't you, Guy?" + +"No," answered Guy. "That's the awful part to me; it's such a sudden +blow. I knew, of course, there were money difficulties; but, then, +somehow or other, most fellows' fathers seem to have got them; and I was +so busy with my books and keeping ahead of the other fellows in form +that I didn't fret specially. I never wanted to think of myself +specially; but sometimes the thought used to cross my mind that there +might be a difficulty about my going to Cambridge by-and-by, and, of +course, I knew that Eton was quite out of the question; but that was +the worst, the very worst, that I thought could happen to me, and +now--now." + +"Poor Guy," said Molly. "You'll never be Squire Lorrimer of the Towers." + +"Oh, of course, that doesn't matter," said Guy, in a would-be careless +tone. "They can never take my real birthright from me. I'm the son of a +gentleman, and I come of the real old stock. It's thinking of father +that floors me, though, Molly. Why, this will just kill him." + +"I'm awfully anxious about him," said Molly. + +"How did he contrive to get into a scrape of this sort? I'm sure we +never were extravagant; we didn't care a bit what we wore nor what we +ate; and I know the grammar school at Nortonbury is cheap enough, and I +really don't think Jane Macalister gets ten pounds a year. I'm sure she +never has a new rag to her back; and as to you girls, of course I'm not +blind; but if you were dressed like other fellows' sisters, you and Nora +would look far and away the prettiest girls in the place." + +"No, no, that's humbug," said downright Molly. "I'm not a bit pretty, +and what's more I don't want to be. Of course, Nora is different. I +acknowledge that she has a beautiful face." + +"And you acknowledge another thing," said Guy; "that very little money +has been spent. How in the world has father got into this scrape?" + +"Well, of course, we can't understand that," said Molly; "only I think I +can guess a little bit. Of course, these are bad times for all +landlords, and half the farmers don't pay their rents properly; and you +remember, Guy, last autumn, the lease of the Sunny Side farm fell in, +and father hasn't been able to let it since, because the whole place is +so fearfully out of repair that no one will take it until it is put in +order; but the real thing which has made it necessary to sell the Towers +is, that father went security a long time ago for a very large sum of +money, and all the other sureties have died or lost their money, and so +father has to pay. I know there was a great fear of that, because mother +told me of it more than a year ago. She said that father always +intended, if the worst came, to try and borrow the money. I suppose he +has failed to do so, and that must be the reason why the Towers has to +be sold." + +"It's a bad business," said Guy, "and I can't realise it a bit yet; of +course we young ones must be as plucky as we can about it, that goes +without saying, but I can't take it in yet. I'm glad it's holiday time, +and I needn't go to school. I couldn't face the other fellows just for a +bit." + +"I know you'll be splendid about it, Guy darling," said Molly looking +affectionately at her brother; "and now do you mind coming with me to +the Grange, for, of course, poor Nonie must be told? We won't stay there +long, for we must do what we can to help mother when she comes home." + +"Yes, I'll come with you," said Guy; "we'd best start at once, it's not +too early." + +"Stay where you are, then, for a moment," said Molly. "I'll run into the +house and tell them we are going." + +She went back to the breakfast-room, where an animated conversation was +going on. + +Nell was lying on a sofa with a shawl over her, and Jane Macalister was +sitting by her side and holding her hand. Harry, Boris, and Kitty were +standing in a little knot by the open window eagerly discussing a +subject which was causing them intense pain, and obliging them to use +many bickering words. They were feverishly anxious about the removal of +their several pets. + +"I know the big rabbit will die," exclaimed Boris. "Unless we can take +the hutch which is built into the wall he'll die. He never will sleep +anywhere except in that one corner of his hutch. It makes him ill, I +know it does, to sleep anywhere else. He'll die if he's moved." + +"No he won't die," said Kitty roundly; "rabbits have got no souls, and +you can't be affectionate and fond of a thing if you haven't got a +soul." + +"Oh, what a lie," interrupted Harry; "and you mean to tell me that my +dormice aren't fond of me, and that they don't prefer me to you--you +clumsy monkey." + +Kitty looked nonplussed for a moment. + +"That's only because you feed them," she said then. "If you didn't feed +them, they'd love me just as well. Ah, yah; who's right? You can't +answer me now, can you? It's only cupboard-love animals have got, and +that proves that they have no souls." + +"It seems to me," said Harry, in a would-be sarcastic voice, "that very +much the same thing may be said of some girls. Who caught you stealing a +peach a week ago? Ha, ha, Miss Kitty." + +"Oh, for pity's sake, children, don't quarrel," exclaimed Molly. + +"That's what I'm telling 'em," said Boris in a tearful voice; "and I +think my big rabbit _has_ a soul, and I'm awful 'feared it will kill him +if he leaves his corner of the hutch." + +"Jane," interrupted Molly, "Guy and I are going over to the Grange to +tell poor Nora about mother's letter, but we'll both be home before +mother returns." + +"Very well, my dear," replied Jane Macalister. "You'd better not have +Nora back, though, Molly, for she's quite certain not to be sensible +about matters, and that's the only thing left to us now. For heaven's +sake, I say, let us keep our senses and not give way to sentiment at a +crisis like this. Go, my dear; tell her that she must take it in a +quiet, matter-of-fact way, and not consider herself in the very least. +The Squire and your mother, and Guy are the three victims; the rest of +us are of no consequence; go, Molly." + +Jane blew her nose very hard after uttering this oration, and there were +suspicious red rims round her eyes. + +Molly joined Guy, and they started on their walk to the Grange. + +Guy had now quite got over the stunned feeling which oppressed him. +There was a great deal of grit in all the Lorrimers, and Guy and Molly +had both even a larger amount of this most valuable quality than the +younger children. The ground, therefore, no longer swam under the brave +boy's feet, and Molly, now that she was obliged to act, and now that she +knew exactly what was going to happen, felt really less unhappy than +before the blow had fallen. + +It was little after ten o clock when the children reached the Grange. +They found Hester and Annie out in the garden picking flowers, and Nora, +looking very happy and very pretty in her new pink cambric, was lying +under a shady tree on the lawn. + +"Hullo, what have you come over so early for?" she asked of the two, +as, dusty and hot, they came up to her side. Mrs. Willis was sitting +near Nora, and reading aloud to her. Nora felt immensely flattered by +her attentions, and yet at the same time not absolutely at home with +her. Mrs. Willis could read character at a glance. She had taken an +immense fancy to Molly, and pitied Nora without admiring her. + +"She is a shallow little thing," she murmured to herself. "Pretty, of +course, but nothing will ever make her either great or wise. Sweet Molly +is one of the angels of the world." + +She rose now to greet the brother and sister as they approached. The +trouble round Guy's handsome eyes was not lost upon her. Poor Molly +looked untidy, and quite worn and old. + +"Oh, how the ball has fagged you!" exclaimed Nora; "see how fresh I am, +and kind Mrs. Willis is reading me a charming story." + +"I won't read any more at present, my dear," said Mrs. Willis, "as no +doubt your brother and sister want to talk to you." + +"Oh, I'm sure they don't," said Nora; "they can't have anything at all +particular to say, and I am so immensely interested. I want to know how +Lucile conquered her difficulties with the French grammar. I have such a +fellow feeling for her, for I always detest grammar. Please, Mrs. +Willis, don't go away." + +"I'll come back presently," said Mrs. Willis; she crossed the lawn as +she spoke, leaving the fascinating book open on Nora's sofa. + +"How tiresome of you both to come and interrupt," said Nora in her +crossest tone. "Molly, you look positively dishevelled; and Guy, you +needn't wear those worn-out tennis shoes when you come to the Grange. +You really, neither of you, have the least idea of what is due to our +position." + +"Our position be hanged," growled Guy. "Look here, we have come to say +something, and as it's particularly unpleasant, you had better listen as +quietly as you can." + +"Then I'm sure I don't want to hear it; I hate and detest unpleasant +things. You know I do, don't you, Molly?" + +"Yes, darling," said Molly, kneeling down by her; "but sometimes bad +things must come and we must be brave and bear them." + +She knelt down by Nora as she spoke, and laid her hot, and not too clean +hand, on Nora's pretty fresh sleeve. + +"I do think its unkind of you to rumple up my frock like that," said +Nora; "if you don't care to look nice, I do, and if you've got +unpleasant news, you shouldn't tell it to me; for the doctor says that +I'm not to be worried at present. I'm getting well nicely, but I'll be +thrown back awfully if I'm worried." + +"That can't be helped," said Guy in a firm voice. "Sometimes unpleasant +things have to be borne. It's no worse for you than for the others." + +"Oh, Nonie, Nonie," sobbed Molly, burying her head on her sister's +shoulder; "it's this, it's this: Guy, you mustn't be cruel; remember she +is weak. Nora, darling, we wouldn't tell you if we could help it, but +you must know, because everyone else will know. The Towers is sold. The +dear old home is ours no longer. We are not the Lorrimers of the Towers +any more." + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +TOPSY-TURVEY. + + +While Guy and Molly were in vain endeavouring to comfort Nora, who, +after uttering shriek after shriek, closed her eyes and lay perfectly +still, so much so, that Molly thought for a moment that she had fainted, +Sir John Thornton left his own private study, where he had been busily +writing letters, and stepping out on the lawn, approached the spot where +Hester and Annie, in their cool white dresses, were picking flowers to +replenish the vases in the different sitting-rooms. The girls made a +pretty picture, and Sir John always admired beauty in any form and under +any guise. + +"Really, Hester is becoming quite distinguished looking," he said to +himself; "she inherits a good deal of her mother's grace, and although +she will never be exactly pretty, she is very aristocratic in +appearance. She has a good figure, too--graceful and lithe. Even beside +Miss Forest, who is a regular beauty of the piquant gipsy order, she +quite shows to advantage. Presently we may be able to get her presented, +and, if necessary, we must have a house in town for three months in the +season. (I shall detest it, but Laura says it is inevitable.) Yes, I'm +sure I have done right. Hester is such a sensible girl that she will +probably be glad of my news; yes, it is evidently my duty to take Hester +into society, and Laura is just the woman to take all the care and worry +off my hands. I should never have thought of marrying again if it were +not for Hester and Nan, but no one can say that I shirk a father's +duties. Now I must break it to Hetty, for Laura says she will be here on +Saturday. I would rather she did not bring her daughter with her, but +she evidently has not the least intention of coming anywhere without +Antonia. Dear, dear, I hope Hester will be sensible. I don't want a bad +quarter of an hour." + +Sir John had now reached the two girls. He had quite forgotten his +dislike to Annie, and smiling at her, asked her in his gracious way why +she did not offer him a rosebud. + +She picked one at once, and he got her to place it in his button-hole. + +"Thank you," he said with a smile; "your taste is admirable, and now I +have a favour to ask of you." + +"Granted, of course," said Annie with a smile. + +"I want to deprive you of Hetty's company for a quarter of an hour. I +have some domestic matters to discuss with my fair housekeeper." + +"You can arrange the flowers, Annie," called Hester, dropping her basket +as she spoke, and going up to her fathers side. + +He drew her hand through his arm and they walked across the lawn +together. + +"I have just been admiring you and your friend," he said. "Do you know, +Hester, that you really grow very nice looking." + +Hester flushed with a strange mingling of irritation and elation. + +To be praised by her fastidious father was something to be remembered, +but she always shrank from having her personal appearance commented +upon. + +Sir John turned round now and smiled into her blushing face. + +"Come down this shady walk with me," he said. "I have a good deal to +talk over with you. Hester, you and Nan have always found me a kind, +indulgent father, have you not?" + +"You have been very good to us," replied Hester. + +"Oh, perhaps not so good as some fathers, but good according to my +lights, eh?" + +"You have been very good to us," repeated Hester. + +"And you are a good, dear daughter," replied Sir John, with almost +enthusiasm; "you never complain of the dull life I give you at the +Grange." + +"The life is not dull, father." + +"My dear, my dear," Sir John patted Hester's long slim fingers as they +rested on his arm, "I was young once myself and I know what youth wants, +and I have seen other girls, and I know what my girl requires. Hester, I +am not unmindful of you; and the step--the step I am about to take is +taken not wholly, but mainly, on your account and Nan's." + +Hester suddenly withdrew her hand from Sir John's arm. A kind of +intuition told her what was coming. Like a flash a sword seemed to +pierce right through her heart. She had a memory of her mother, of the +loving eyes now closed--the voice so full of sympathy now silent. Was +her mother to be supplanted and because of her? For once passion got the +upper hand of prudence. + +"Do it," she said, suddenly flashing round upon Sir John; "do it, +certainly, if you wish, but do not do it for Nan's sake and mine. +Nothing in all the wide world could pain us more." + +Sir John looked as astonished as if Hester had suddenly slapped him in +the face. + +"Your words are extremely vigorous, my dear," he said in a voice of ice; +"and I am not aware that I have yet told you what I mean to do." + +"Oh, I know, I know," answered Hester; "you are going to marry again. +Oh, don't do it for our sakes; that is all I have to say." + +Sir John was quite silent for nearly a minute. Then he said quietly: "As +you have been so clever as to guess my intention, you have of course +saved me the trouble of breaking my news to you. Young girls sometimes +resent the presence of a stepmother, but as a rule they appreciate the +advantage of one when once they have become accustomed to the change. +The lady who has honoured me by promising to accept my hand is Mrs. +Bernard Temple. She is about my own age and has one daughter of +seventeen--your age, Hester--whose name is Antonia. I have not yet seen +Antonia, but I am told that she is a most charming, ladylike girl. Mrs. +Bernard Temple has written to me to say she will come here on a visit on +Saturday with Antonia. This is Thursday, and I expect you, Hester, in +the meantime, to break the news to Nan, and to get everything ready for +the honoured guests who will then arrive. I expect this is a surprise to +you, my dear, so I forgive the excited words you have just made use of. +You will doubtless have reason to rejoice yet at my decision. You are +too young to be at the head of a great establishment like this, Hetty. I +am doing wisely in removing such a burden from such young shoulders." + +"I have never felt it a burden," said Hester in a choked voice. + +"No; you have been good, very good, and now you will reap your reward. +My marriage will probably take place in October, and my wife and I will +return to the Grange for Christmas. Next season we shall probably have a +house in town, when my dear Laura will present you and Antonia at one of +the drawing-rooms." + +Hester made no remark. + +"I think that is all, my love," said Sir John; "you can now return to +your friends. I have several letters to attend to." + +"May I tell Mrs. Willis, and--and the others?" asked Hester. + +"You may tell everyone; it is no secret." + +Sir John took out his cigar case as he spoke, and Hester, with a sinking +heart, turned away. + +Annie, full of trouble on her account, dreading inexpressibly the moment +when Mrs. Willis should ask her for the ring, was sauntering up and +down, lost in anxious thought in front of the house. + +She caught sight of Hester coming slowly towards her. + +"Good gracious, Hetty, whatever is the matter?" she exclaimed. "I never +saw your pale face with peonies on it before, and your eyes look as if +you had been crying. I cannot imagine what has come to everyone," +continued Annie; "the whole place seems to be in a ferment. Nora, I +know, has been crying about something, and Molly's face looks positively +blotchy." + +"Oh, I should like to see Molly; is she here?" exclaimed Hester. + +"Yes, she's on the lawn talking to Nora, and Guy is with them, and Mrs. +Willis joined them half an hour ago. I was running up to them, but Nora +shrieked out to me to keep away. What can be the matter? There seems to +be an earthquake everywhere." + +"So there is as far as I am concerned," replied Hester. "There is an +awful earthquake, and I don't know at the present moment whether I am +standing on my head or my heels." + +"Dear me, you are on your heels," replied Annie; "but you look rather +top-heavy, so do be careful." + +"My father is going to marry again in October," continued Hester, "and +my future stepmother is coming here on Saturday, and there is a girl +called Antonia coming with her--her daughter, and--and Antonia will live +at the Grange in the future, and Annie, I cannot realise it; oh, Annie, +I cannot bear it." + +"You poor darling," said Annie. She put her arm round Hester's neck and +kissed her hot cheeks. + +"What a horrid old man Sir John is," murmured Annie to herself; "what in +the world is he making a goose of himself for?" + +Aloud she said in a faint voice, "Oh, I am bitterly sorry for you. I +don't know what I'd do to my dear old rough-and-ready father if he dared +to give me another mother. And Hetty, Hetty, if these new people are +coming on Saturday, must I go away?" + +"No, of course not, Annie; it would make me much more wretched even than +I am now not to have you in the house; oh, I really don't know how I +dare tell Nan; she is so excitable, and Mrs. Martin has put her against +stepmothers already." + +"It doesn't matter half as much for her," said Annie, "for she will be +at school most of the time. Would you like me to tackle her? I think I +can get her to behave with outward propriety at least." + +"I wish you would tell her," said Hester. + +"Very well, I'll search for her right away; and shall I send Molly to +you?" + +"Dear Molly; yes, I'd rather see her than anyone." + +"I'll fly round and tell her you're here," replied Annie. + +She had now a reason for joining the group on the lawn, which not even +Nora's frantic wavings of the hand to her to keep away could prevent her +attending to. + +"Molly," she said, not coming too near, but shouting from a little +distance; "Hester is on the lawn at the back of the house and wants +particularly to see you for a minute or two." + +Molly stood up and shook out her crumpled holland frock. + +"Very well," she said, "I'll go to her." + +"Stay here, Guy," she continued, laying her hand on her brother's +shoulder. "I won't stay long with Hetty, but she would think it unkind +if I did not tell her. I wonder if she has heard anything. I won't be +long away, for we must go back to the Towers before lunch, in order to +be sure to be in time to meet mother." + +Molly went slowly away, her poor dejected little figure showing only too +plainly the weight of sad care which filled her heart. + +Hester Thornton was, however, for once so self-centred that she could +think of no sorrow but her own. She noticed nothing particular in +Molly's lagging step, and guessed of no special sorrow in her +tear-dimmed brown eyes. + +Hester ran up to Molly and clutched her arm with feverish force. + +"Oh, Molly," she gasped, "how can I bear it? my worst, worst fears are +realised. My father is going to marry again." + +These words gave Molly a shock; she turned quite white for a moment. + +"Hester," she said, "oh, Hester, and I remember your mother, your sweet +mother. I was only a very little girl when I saw her last. She was ill +at the time and she died soon afterwards, but I cannot forget her face +nor her words; she seemed something like an angel." + +"So she was," said Hester. "A beautiful, dear angel--too good for this +world." + +Hester's courage gave way; she began to sob brokenly. + +"Come into the field at the back of the house," said Molly; "we'll be +quite alone there, and then you can tell me everything and I can tell +you everything." + +"Oh, have you bad news too?" said Hester. "Annie seemed to think you +had; she said your face was blotchy, and that Nora had been crying. Oh, +Molly dear, Molly dear, how selfish I am; I have been absolutely +swallowed up in this dark cloud, and can think of no one but myself. I +notice now how red your eyes are, and how sad your mouth. Poor, dear +Molly, what is it? Is Nell really ill? Was that why you did not come +back with us last night?" + +"It isn't Nell," said Molly in a trembling voice; "it's--Hester--it's +what we feared. We had a letter from mother this morning, and it's all +over--it's all over, Hetty--the Towers is sold." + +"And my father is going to marry again," said Hester; "it seems to me as +if the world were turning topsy-turvey. Oh, Molly, what are we both to +do?" + +"Jane Macalister would say that we are not to think of ourselves," said +Molly with a wan attempt at a smile, "but somehow I don't feel like +following her advice just at present." + +"Nor I either," replied Hester; "I never, never in the whole course of +my life felt more horrid and wicked, and rebellious, and selfish." + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +THE NEW OWNERS. + + +It is surprising how soon, at least when we are young, the greater +number of us get accustomed to things. The news of the sale of the +Towers, and of Sir John Thornton's approaching marriage, had electrified +the Lorrimers and the Thorntons on Thursday. Had electrified them to +such a degree that even the common observances of life seemed queer and +out of place. It seemed wrong to eat when one was hungry; inhuman to +smile; and even when one was sleepy, it seemed necessary to go to bed +with a sort of apology. Nevertheless, the hungry people had to be fed, +smiles had now and then to chase away tears, and in youthful slumber +sorrow was for a time forgotten. + +By Saturday life was going on much as usual in the two households. The +Lorrimers were not to leave the Towers for six weeks. There was no +immediate necessity, therefore, for the younger members of the +household to think about moving the pets. Six weeks seemed something +like for ever to them. The anxious consultations of the elders were not +shared by them. Mother had come home, and mother kissed them just as +tenderly as ever at night, and petted them just as much in the morning, +and coddled them just as persistently when there was the least scrap of +anything the matter. Whenever they went away, mother would go with them, +and that, after all, was the main thing. In their secret hearts, they +became rather excited about the move, the packing, and the new home. +Boris, it is true, sometimes woke at night with a start and a hot +remembrance of the clutch the Squire had given his hand when he stood +under the oak tree, and Nell sobbed out piteously once or twice, "Oh, +father's face, oh, father's face;" but father was not with them and +mother was, and the sun rose and set as usual, and the fruit ripened in +great plenty, and the pets were all well, and it was holiday time, and +mother earth was specially tranquilising and kind. By Saturday, Boris, +Kitty, and Nell were to all appearance just as they were before, and +even the elder members of the family behaved, as Jane Macalister +expressed it, "like sensible Christians." + +In the Thornton household, too, the first overwhelming shock of Sir +John's approaching marriage had passed by. Nan had stormed and raged, +and flung her arms round nurse's neck, and sobbed herself at last to +sleep on her breast, but Nan's passion was over now, and she was even a +little curious to see what sort of woman Mrs. Bernard Temple was, and +what sort of girl Antonia would be. Hester, whether her heart was heavy +or light, was forced to attend to many household cares, and Annie was +happy once more, for Mrs. Willis had not yet asked her for the ring. +Mrs. Willis had yielded to Hester's strong entreaties to remain at the +Grange until Monday. She was deeply interested in the Lorrimers, and was +most anxious to help Molly in any way in her power; she was also +desirous of seeing Hetty through the difficult ordeal of her first +introduction to her future stepmother; she resolved, therefore, at some +personal sacrifice, to prolong her visit at the Grange for a few days. +No events less absorbing would have made her forget the ring. The +exciting events of Thursday had, however, put it completely out of her +head. On Friday, it is true, she did think of it, but Annie was not +present at the time, and she now resolved not to trouble herself to have +the ring copied, but to buy another present for her ex-pupil. + +Annie knew nothing of this intention, but delay had made her bold, and, +as usual, she had great faith in her own good luck. + +On Saturday morning Sir John contributed vastly to the excitement and +interest of the party by a certain piece of news which he read aloud to +them from a letter he had just received from Mrs. Bernard Temple. + +"My dear Hester," he said, looking down the length of the table at his +daughter, "did not you once tell me that you had a schoolfellow at +Lavender House of the name of Susan Drummond?" + +"Sleepy Susy," exclaimed Hester with a smile. "I had almost forgotten +her, although she managed to worry me a good deal at school. She was my +room-mate for the first couple of terms. Oh, dear, oh, dear, shall I +ever forget the trouble we used to have to wake her?" + +"She left Lavender House a good many years ago; what of her?" exclaimed +Mrs. Willis; "the fact is, I have quite lost sight of her." + +"And so have I," said Hester; "frankly, I did not care about remembering +her." + +"Well, whether you like it or not, you are likely to hear a good deal +more of her now," said Sir John, "for Susan's father is the new owner of +the Towers, and Mrs. Bernard Temple wants to know if she may bring Susan +as well as Antonia to-day, as Susan is naturally most anxious to see her +new home. Have we a vacant bedroom, Hester?" + +"Oh, yes," replied Hester, "but it seems----" + +"What, my dear?" + +"Nothing, father--only--but----" + +"But me no buts," replied Sir John in a tone of irritation. "Nothing can +be more natural than a young girl's wish to see her future home. I shall +telegraph to Mrs. Bernard Temple to let her know that we shall be +pleased to give Miss Drummond a hearty welcome." + +Sir John rose from his chair as he spoke, and a moment later left the +room. + +"Poor Nora," exclaimed Hester, when the door had closed behind him. +"Susy is certain to say something to hurt her dreadfully, for unless she +has tremendously altered, I never saw a creature with less tact." + +"We must hope for the best," said Mrs. Willis. "I am rather glad, my +dear," she added, "that I am here, for I think Miss Susy will be on her +best behaviour in my presence." + +"Well, I think it's the most awful thing that ever happened," exclaimed +Nan. "Fancy having a sleepy thing like that at the Towers, instead of +Nell and Kitty and Boris." + +The girls discussed the matter a little further, and then Hester went +away to attend to Nora. + +The shock of Molly's intelligence had really affected Nora to an almost +painful degree. Her nerves had been terribly shaken by her serious fall, +and she was so restless and miserable for the first twenty-four hours +after the stunning blow had been given to her that the beloved Towers +was no longer her home, that a doctor had to be sent for, who ordered +her a soothing draught, and said that she ought to be kept extremely +quiet. + +By this time, however, Nora was not only better, but much interested in +the strange new outlook. She had found her life often dull enough in the +dear old home--for it was by this term she now invariably spoke of the +Towers--she had longed to flutter her little wings in a larger and gayer +world--she had fancied the small triumphs which might be hers, and had +believed much in the charms of her own pretty face. She had dreamed +dreams of herself in society, and felt sure that the fact of her being a +Lorrimer of the Towers would insure her a passport into any circle. Now, +of course, matters would be different, but still the new life must be, +at least, more interesting than the old. It would be impossible any +longer to have nothing to do in the day except to learn rather +old-fashioned lessons under the tutorship of Jane Macalister, to +contrive to dress out of almost nothing at all, and to listen for ever +to Molly's slow talk about ways and means, and the children's chatter +over their pets. Nora looked ahead with interest. She was sorry for +Hester, of course, but she thought it would be very delightful to meet +Mrs. Bernard Temple and Antonia, and even the news that Susan Drummond +was coming, and that Susy's father was now the owner of the Towers, +scarcely disturbed her equanimity. + +"It's very kind of you to break it to me, Hetty," she said; "but of +course I knew that someone had bought the Towers, and why not Mr. +Drummond as well as another?" + +"Why not, truly," replied Hester; "I am glad you are so sensible, Nora. +I'll send Annie to you as soon as ever I can. Now I must run away, as +there is a great deal to be done." + +"How pale you look," said Nora, touched with a feeling of compunction at +an indescribable something in Hester's face and voice. "Are you really, +really fretting?" + +"No, I hope not," replied Hester; "but I am really, really fighting, and +that is hard work; now I must be off." + +She left the room in a hurry, and as she went away to interview the +housekeeper, some tears gathered in her eyes. + +"Dear, dear Molly," she murmured to herself; "how very different she is +from Nora; oh, how I wish Susy was not going to be settled at the +Towers, it seems to be quite the last straw. 'As well Mr. Drummond as +another,' says Nora; ah, but she would not say that if she really knew +Susy." + +The remaining hours which were to intervene before the arrival of the +guests passed swiftly by. Sir John went alone in the landau to +Nortonbury to meet them. An omnibus was sent for the luggage and for +Mrs. Bernard Temple's and Miss Drummond's maids. Nan, flushed, excited, +and defiant, stood in her white dress on the steps; Hester, also in +white, stood by her little sister and held her hand with a firm +pressure. + +"Keep quiet, Nan--do keep quiet, for my sake," she whispered once in an +emphatic voice. + +"I'll vent it on Susy Drummond," exclaimed Nan: "she's the safety valve; +I'm glad she's coming." + +"Here they are," said Hester. She felt herself turning very pale, and +laid her other hand on Nan's shoulder. The sound of wheels was +distinctly audible, and the next moment the landau with its four +occupants bowled rapidly up to the door. Mrs. Bernard Temple was all +smiles and bows. She was a graceful, well-preserved woman, handsomely +and fashionably dressed. Although the same age as Sir John, she looked +years younger. Antonia was a dark-eyed, sallow-faced girl, difficult to +say anything about at the first glance, and Susy Drummond was the +well-known Susy Drummond of Lavender House. A little taller, a little +fatter, a little more sleepy-looking, if that were possible, than she +used to be in the old days, but still the Susy whom Hester had detested, +and whose departure from the school was hailed with relief by everyone. + +Before anyone else could speak she now raised her full, light blue eyes, +fixed them on Hester, and drawled out, "Who would have thought of seeing +you again, Prunes and Prism?" + +Hester ran down the steps accompanied by Nan. There was a confused +murmur of greeting and introduction. Mrs. Bernard Temple kissed Hester +on her forehead, called her "dear child," and looked into her eyes in a +way which made Hester long to shut them, patted Nan on her shoulder and +hoped she was a good, obliging little girl, and then, followed by +Antonia and Susy, who dropped a succession of wraps the whole way, +entered one of the drawing rooms. + +"My dear John, what a perfectly _charming_ room," exclaimed Mrs. Bernard +Temple, turning to her future husband and glancing down the long room +with a critical eye. "Furniture just a _little_ out of date--not enough +Chippendale--old-fashioned, but not antique--we'll soon put that right, +however. Antonia has a wonderful eye for colour. You see, she has been +trained in an atelier in Paris." + +The faintest perceptible frown might have been seen between Sir John's +eyebrows. He took no special notice of Mrs. Bernard Temple's remark, but +walking up the long and exquisitely proportioned room flung open some +French windows which led into a flower garden, gay with every imaginable +flower. There was a distant and very lovely view from this window. + +"I think you will admire the landscape from this window," he said, +turning and speaking with an air of great deference to his distinguished +guest. + +"In one moment, my love," she replied. "Antonia, what do you think of +old gold curtains, and one of those dark olive-green papers for the +walls? This light decoration is absolutely inadmissible." + +"Old gold is quite out of date," replied Antonia, opening her lips for +the first time. "I'm sick of old gold, it's not _chic_ now. I'll look +through some of my antique designs and sketch my idea of a drawing-room +for you presently, mother; now pray attend to Sir John." + +Mrs. Bernard Temple favoured her daughter with a glance which was +returned in a very frank and determined manner by that young lady. She +then sailed slowly up the room and condescended to admire the view +pointed out by Sir John. + +Hester was standing near one of the windows talking to Susy, who had +already sunk into an easy chair, and was fanning herself with an +enormous black fan which hung at her girdle. Antonia, after a moment's +hesitation, came up to Hester. + +"I'm very sorry we have come," she said, "but it really is not my fault. +Mother is in a state of flutter at having caught Sir John. I'm disgusted +about it all. I don't want a stepfather any more than you want a +stepmother. I'm to be turned into a fine lady now, and I hate being a +fine lady. I have a soul for art. I adore art. I'm all art. Art is +sacred; it shouldn't be talked about the way mother speaks of it. When I +was in Paris I was in my element. I wore a linen blouse all over paint; +ah, that blouse--those happy days." + +"Oh, Tony," suddenly burst from Susy's lips, "for pity's sake don't go +off into a trance; you'll put Hester into a fit. Her face at the present +moment is enough to kill anyone. For goodness sake, Hester, don't look +like that; you'll make me laugh, and if I laugh immoderately it always +wakes me up. I was looking out for a little nap before tea--forty winks, +you know--I can't live without my forty winks, and now if you put on +that killingly tragic face, I'll scream with laughter, I know I shall. +Oh, dear, oh, dear, you must learn once for all never to mind a single +thing Tony says; she's the oddest, most irrational creature--a genius of +course--her pictures are simply monstrosities, which is a sure sign of +genius." + +"Would you like me to take you to your room?" said Hester, turning to +Antonia when Susy had given her a moment of time to open her lips. "I'm +sure you must be tired after your long journey." + +"What should tire me?" asked Antonia, opening her big brown eyes in +astonishment. "I travelled first-class from London, and drove out here +in a landau; the whole journey was nothing short of effeminate. When I +was in Paris I rose at four in the morning, and worked at my easel +standing for five hours at a stretch; that was something like work. No, +I'm not the least tired, thank you, and I don't want to be bothered +tidying myself, for I may as well say frankly that I don't care twopence +how I look." + +"Tea will be ready in half an hour," said Hester. "Will you come out +into the garden, then, for a stroll?" + +"If you don't hate me too much to walk with me; but pray consider your +own feelings if you do, for I don't in the least object to strolling +about alone." + +Hester and Antonia had now stepped out on the velvet lawn. They each +gazed fully at the other. + +"No," said Hester, speaking with a sudden swift intuition; "I don't hate +you; I rather like you. I am glad you are frank." + +"Oh, I hate pretence," said Antonia, with a shudder. "Fancy a priestess +of art stooping to pretence. Well, if you don't detest me, let us walk +about for a little. Have you no wild, uncultured spot to show me, which +the hand of man has not defaced? My whole soul recoils from a velvet +lawn." + +"Oh, Tony, Tony, you're too killing to live," shrieked Susy from the +other side of the window. + +Antonia and Hester moved slowly away together; Hester was trying to +think of some portion of the grounds which might be sufficiently full of +weeds and thorns to satisfy the priestess of high art, and Susy lay back +in her chair and wiped her eyes. + +"This is rich," she murmured to herself. "To think of poor Prunes and +Prism being thrown with Tony--to think of Tony as a sort of sister to +Prunes and Prism. Well, this is a delicious lark. Hullo! is that you, +Nan? Come along and speak to me at once, you pert puss. Why, do you know +you've grown?" + +"Well, I don't suppose I've stood still for the last five years," +replied Nan, who could be intensely pert when she pleased. "I'm too busy +to stay with you now, Susy; Nora wants me." + +"Nora; who is Nora?" + +"Nora Lorrimer." + +"Nora Lorrimer, is she one of the Tower Lorrimers?" + +"Yes; she wants me in a hurry; I must fly to her." + +"Stay a moment, my dear child," Susy absolutely rose from her chair in +her strong interest. "If this girl is one of the Tower Lorrimers, I had +better know her at once; you had better bring her to me and I'll +question her." + +"I can't bring her to you; she has had a fall and is lying on her back; +she can't walk." + +"Dear me, what a nuisance; well, I'll go to her, then. Come along, +Nancy, show me the way this minute." + +"But really, really, Susy," began Nan, raising blue, imploring eyes. +"Really, it is very sad about the Towers, you know." + +"Sad; good heavens, are the drains wrong?" + +"It's sad about the Lorrimers," continued Nan, stamping her foot and +growing red with anger; "we love the Lorrimers; they are our dearest, +our very, very dearest friends, and we hate their leaving the Towers. +Perhaps Nora doesn't want to see you, Susy." + +"Come along," said Susy in a firm voice; "I want to see her. What +sentimental folly you talk, Nan. Squire Lorrimer was very glad indeed to +find such a purchaser as my father for his tumbledown old place." + +"The Towers tumbledown!" exclaimed Nan, "the beautiful, lovely, darling +Towers! Susy, I hate you--I hate and detest you; I won't show you the +way to Nora's room, so there!" + +Nan pulled her frock out of Susy's detaining hand and rushed away. + +Miss Drummond stood quite still for a moment where she had been left. +Then she put up her hand to smooth her brow. + +"This sort of thing would be ruffling to most people," she murmured, +"but I really don't mind. Now, shall I have my forty winks before tea, +or shall I poke round by myself until I find this blessed aggrieved +Nora? That horrid little piece of impertinence has quite woke me up, so +it's scarcely worth while to get soothed down again; I think I'll find +Nora and ask for some information which I am anxious to write to father +about, then after tea I can have a snooze until it is time to dress for +dinner. Dear, dear, they might have the politeness to have tea ready on +one's arrival. I expect my stay here will be precious slow, with their +old-fashioned, prim ideas; if it weren't for Tony I'd die, but she'd +really make a cat laugh; it will be better than a play to watch her at +dinner to-night with Sir John. Now, then, for a search for the tearful +Nora." + +Susy, accordingly, in her usual ponderous, somewhat heavy mode of +progress, wandered from one room to another until at last the sound of +voices guided her to the pretty little boudoir, where Annie Forest and +Nora had taken shelter, and where Nan was now standing, pouring out her +tale of woe. A slight creak which the door made caused the girls to turn +their heads, and there stood Susy, shedding articles of her wardrobe, as +usual, as she walked. Her flaxen hair was partly unpinned and lay in a +rough coil on her fat neck. She came with elephantine weight into the +room, and ignoring Annie Forest altogether, held out a hand to Nora. + +"Here I am," she said. "I'm Susy Drummond. 'Miss Susan Drummond, the +Towers,' will soon be on my visiting cards. Isn't the place very +ramshackle? Doesn't it want to be put into repair a good bit? I'm just +dying to hear all about it. Oh, and here's an American swinging-chair--I +just adore them. You don't mind if I see-saw gently while you talk to +me. Nan, I bear no malice; fetch me a footstool, love, and let me know +when tea is brought into the drawing-room. Annie, how do? I hope the +female dragon is very well." Annie flushed crimson. Only a startled look +on Nora's pretty face enabled her to control herself. She walked to the +window and looked out. + +Susy blinked her sleepy eyes after her. + +"Never mind," she said, winking at Nora, "it's an old feud which I +buried--I'm the most forgiving creature in Christendom--but if she +chooses to dig up the hatchet, I can't help her. I always called that +detestable Mrs. Willis the she-dragon. You don't know her, I suppose? +You're in luck, I can tell you. Thank you, Nan, for the footstool. Now, +this is most comfortable. You'll begin to tell me all you can about the +Towers, won't you?" she continued, bending slightly forward and laying +her fat hand on Nora's slim white arm; "and so you really are a +Lorrimer? How profoundly interesting." + +Nora fidgeted restlessly on her sofa. + +"I'm a Lorrimer," she said at last in a steady voice. "I--I don't think +I can tell you about the Towers; you'll probably go and see the place +for yourself, either to-morrow or Monday." + +"I shall certainly go to-morrow, and at an early hour, too; my father is +most anxious to get my opinion on it." + +"Well, then, you'll see it for yourself." + +"So I shall--quite true, little Miss Rosebud; but, nevertheless, there +is such a thing as curiosity, which, doubtless, you can gratify. Now, +let's begin. I'm nothing if I'm not practical. How many bedrooms are +there?" + +"I don't know." + +"You don't know? Are you simple? Have not you lived there all your +life?" + +"I have, but I don't really know. Perhaps if I count I can tell you. +First, in the Tower, there's Jane Macalister's room, and Boris sleeps +near her, and then there's Kitty--she has a room to herself--it's rather +small, but she's immensely proud of it, and there's Nell and--" + +Susy suddenly clapped her hands to her ears. + +"For goodness sake stop," she exclaimed. "What do I care for your +Macalisters, and Boris's, and Kittys? I want to know how many bedrooms +there are--ten, twelve, twenty, thirty? Can't you count?" + +"Yes, perfectly," replied Nora with spirit; "but I never troubled myself +to count the number of bedrooms at the Towers; you can do so for +yourself when you go to see it to-morrow." + +"Thanks for nothing. If I'm anything I'm practical, and I shall not only +count the bedrooms to-morrow, but measure them also. I shall take a +measuring tape with me, and my maid Linette and a foot measure." + +"How pleasant for Linette to be sandwiched between a measuring tape and +a foot measure," exclaimed Annie, turning round from her position at the +window and speaking for the first time. + +Susy favoured her with a slow glance of intense dislike. Slightly +turning her back she proceeded with her catechism of Nora. + +"At least you can say something about the drawing-rooms. How many feet +long is the principal drawing-room?" + +Before poor Nora could reply, the door of the room was slowly opened and +Mrs. Willis, with her usual calm, strong face, entered. + +Susy Drummond gave such a start of dismayed surprise that Annie forgave +her a good many of her sins on the spot. + +Mrs. Willis came up to her and held out her hand. + +"How do you do?" she said. "Sir John Thornton told us this morning at +breakfast that we might have the pleasure of meeting you here. Are you +well?" + +"Oh, yes, I'm--I'm quite well, ma'am," replied Susy, stammering out her +words in hopeless confusion. + +"Nora, dear, you are looking very tired," continued Mrs. Willis. "I +propose to have tea with you here alone, and to read to you for a little +afterwards. Annie, will you take Miss Drummond to the drawing-room? I +saw the tea equipage being taken in as I passed." + +Susy shambled out of the room in Annie's wake. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +HESTER SPEAKS HER MIND. + + +The next day was Sunday, and Susy, notwithstanding her strong +inclinations, was forced to submit to Sir John Thornton's decree that +she should not visit the Towers that day. Hester had sent a hurried note +to Molly apprizing her of Susy's arrival, and begging of her, if she +valued her peace of mind, not to come near the Grange on this dreadful +Sunday. + +It passed somehow. Poor Hester always, during the remainder of her life, +looked back upon it as a day of hopeless worry and confusion of brain. +Everyone seemed to be playing the game of cross-purposes with everyone +else. Sir John kept on assuring himself that he was the happiest man in +existence, while Mrs. Bernard Temple and Antonia evidently trod on his +corns at each step he took. Susy, in her moments of wakefulness, was sly +and watchful. Antonia was absolutely indifferent to everything but high +art. Mrs. Bernard Temple was busy as busy could be making hay while the +sun shone. She guessed shrewdly--perhaps her experiences with the late +Mr. Bernard Temple helped her--that it was during the time of courtship +when most of her wishes would be carried out. She insisted, therefore, +on going carefully into the many alterations which she proposed to make +in the Grange, and Sir John, notwithstanding his innate aversion to fuss +of any kind, was forced to listen to her demands, and, as he was really +attached to her, she soon got him to say yes to her different proposals. + +Nan and Hester, Annie and Nora, kept as much together as possible. This +was made easy for them by kind Mrs. Willis, who not only kept Susy in +considerable awe, but contrived to interest Antonia by allowing her to +talk art to her by the hour. Antonia used a jargon which Mrs. Willis did +not in the least understand, but even Antonia was not proof against the +gracious sympathy of this high-minded woman. + +The girls had, therefore, plenty of time for self-pity. Annie was the +very soul of sympathy, and it was a comfort to poor Nora and Hester to +pour out their sorrows in her affectionate ears. As for Nan, she took +refuge a good part of the time with Mrs. Martin, who shook her fists, +when Nan was not looking, at the backs of Sir John and Mrs. Bernard +Temple as they walked down one of the lawns side by side. + +"She's his match!" murmured the old woman. "She'll give it to him; now +he'll know what a selfish wife means! He have 'ad his turn of the other +kind, and now he'll know what the selfish sort is. Serve him right, I +say; serve him well right!" + +At last the weary Sunday came to an end and on Monday, after breakfast, +Susy announced her intention of going over to the Towers. + +"I suppose I can have a carriage?" she said, turning to Sir John, who +paused in his exit from the dining-room to give her his polite +attention. + +"I suppose I can have a carriage?" she repeated. + +Annie interrupted-- + +"The Towers is scarcely a mile away across the fields," she said. + +"I don't think I can walk a mile," replied Susy; "my muscles are awfully +weak--I dare not strain them." + +"You can have a carriage with pleasure," said Sir John. "I will order +one to be round at whatever hour you wish to name." + +"At once, please," said Susy; "there's a good deal to be done. I've to +measure all the rooms for carpets and druggets." + +"You surely won't cover the rooms with carpets?" exclaimed Antonia. "I +never heard of anything so Philistine. Oak parquetry, with rugs that +slip about, is the only thing admissible. Better bare boards than +carpets--carpets are simply atrocious!" + +When Antonia began to speak, Sir John was heard to slam the door behind +him; he had had quite enough of this young lady. + +An eager discussion followed his departure, and it was finally decided +that Susy, Hester, and Antonia, accompanied by Annie Forest, should +drive over to the Towers. + +"My part in the expedition will be this," exclaimed Annie, taking Hester +aside for a moment. "I'll collect every single Lorrimer child I can lay +hold of and carry them away to the most remote part of the grounds I +can find, to be out of the reach of that detestable Susy and the torture +she means to inflict. I should recommend you, Hester, to come with us." + +"I'd like to very much," replied Hester, with a faint smile; "but I +think I must stay with Mrs. Lorrimer and Molly. I don't know that I +shall be the least comfort to them, but somehow I can't desert them." + +A few moments later the little party drove off, and in the course of +half-an-hour they arrived at the Towers. There was a winding and rather +steep beech avenue, leading up to the older part of the mansion. Owing +to the sad state of Squire Lorrimer's finances, this avenue was by no +means in a state of complete repair. Hester turned her fleet little +ponies--for she was driving--into it. They were spirited, but always +well-behaved; on this occasion, however, they started violently, for +Antonia was heard to utter a piercing shriek of rapture. + +"Oh, those briars," she exclaimed--"those heavenly, heavenly, artistic +briars! Stop the carriage, I beg of you, Miss Thornton! I must cut some +without a moment's delay!" + +"We can't stop on the side of a hill, Antonia," said Susy. "The ponies +are fretting already, and nothing would induce them to stand still. You +don't want us to be killed, I suppose, for the sake of an odious briar?" + +The only answer Antonia made was to press her bony right hand with +unnecessary force on Susy's right arm and vault from the carriage. + +"Go on," she said, waving her hand to Hester; "I'll follow you +presently. You don't suppose I'm going to lose a chance of this kind! I +have brought my colour-box with me, and I mean to make a study of those +briars before I go another step." + +Suiting her action to her words, Antonia had already seated herself on a +steep bank and was unfastening her portfolio. + +"What a show she'll be when she does arrive," exclaimed Susy. "She'll +probably bring three or four enormous briars into the house with her; +but we may be thankful to be rid of her for a little, for she is so +painfully positive. I place the greatest faith, of course, in her +opinions, for she really is a magnificently ugly artist, and ugly art +is, of course, the only correct thing now; but I do think we might have +the bedrooms comfortable, don't you, Hester? With my tendency to forty +winks at odd moments, I think it is scarcely safe to have every room +covered with oak parquetry and rugs that slip about. The doctor says I +am very deficient in muscle, and if I fell I might break a bone rather +badly--don't you think so, Hester?" + +"Yes, I do!" said Hester. "I think you had better furnish the Towers +exactly as you please, and not take any opinions from Antonia!" + +They had reached the brow of the hill now, and Hester was resting her +ponies for a moment. + +"How fiercely you speak," said Susy in an aggrieved tone. "Aren't you +really interested in me and my future? Coming to the Towers is a very +important step for me. I shall be the mistress, and in a position of +great distinction. Father says I must entertain, and I hate +entertaining, for it rouses one up so dreadfully; but I do think that +you, as an old schoolfellow, might take a little interest in me." + +"Listen to me for a moment," said Hester; "I want to say something." + +"Oh, how appallingly solemn you are! I wish I had a lollipop to stop +your mouth with." + +"You must listen," said Hester in a firm voice; "I'm not joking. Times +come in all lives when one cannot joke. I did not love you as my +schoolfellow, Susy, and, frankly, I do not love you now; but, when you +come to the Towers, I'll do everything in my power to help you, not +because I like to do this, but because it's right. I can help you in +many ways, for you don't know anything of county society; and, coming +after such an old and popular family as the Lorrimers, people will be +very apt to cut you if you are not careful. My father and I know +everyone in the place, and we can get them to be kind to you if--if you +deserve it; but that depends altogether on how you treat the Lorrimers +now." + +"Bravo," burst from Annie, who was sitting in the back seat, but who +overheard Hester's words. + +"Don't interrupt me, Annie, please," said Hester. + +"The Lorrimers are my dearest friends," continued Hester. "Molly +Lorrimer, whom you have not yet seen, and Annie, here, are the two +greatest girl friends I have in the world. It is a great, great sorrow +to the Lorrimers to leave the home where they and their people have +lived before them for hundreds of years, and until they leave the place +you ought not to talk before them of the way you mean to furnish the +Towers when you are in possession. You ought to regard their feelings; +and if you wish to please me, and if you wish me to help you by-and-by, +you will. Remember, you are not in possession yet. The Towers is not +your place yet." + +"Well, I never!" exclaimed Susy. "Why, you've turned into an orator;" +but Hester's words had subdued her a good deal, for if she had one +source of envy, it was the envy which _parvenus_ like her give to the +old county people, and if there was an ambition in her stagnant soul, it +was to be considered a county person herself. + +Accordingly, when the party entered one of the drawing-rooms of the +Towers, and Molly, looking pale and anxious, came forward, and Mrs. +Lorrimer received Susy with that gentle kindness which always +characterised her, the young lady had not a word to say. She sank down +on an ottoman in the centre of the room and gazed vacantly around her. + +A whoop from Boris was heard outside. Annie rushed to the door to be +greeted by him and the other children, and carried away in their midst. + +Mrs. Lorrimer asked Susy if she would like to see over the house. + +"Yes, please," replied Susy; "I have brought the tapes and measures." + +She stopped, for Hester had given her a heavy frown. + +"If its really inconvenient, I needn't do anything to-day," she said, +sinking back into her seat. + +Mrs. Lorrimer looked puzzled, and Molly opened her brown eyes very wide. + +Just then there came an interruption, in the shape of two individuals +who entered the drawing-room by separate doors. One of them was Jane +Macalister, who carried a duster in her hand, and had a large smut on +her forehead. The other was Antonia, whose hat had fallen off, and who +trailed two enormous briars behind her. + +The priestess of high art and the priestess of domestic economy, met +almost in the centre of the room. + +"Good gracious me," exclaimed Jane Macalister, "who in the world are +you, my dear, and what, in the name of all that's orderly, are you +bringing those abominable briars into the house for?" + +"Abominable?" exclaimed Antonia; "these briars abominable? Oh, what +crass ignorance one comes across in this benighted land. My name is +Antonia Bernard Temple, and I am an art student. I claim nothing higher. +I shall be an art student as long as I breathe." + +"And my name is Jane Macalister," replied poor Jane, her whole face +growing scarlet with vexation, "and I claim nothing higher than the love +of order and decent neatness. Give me those briars, child, and don't +lumber the room with such messes." + +Before Antonia could utter a word of remonstrance, Jane had whipped her +duster round the briars and had rushed out of the room with them. + +For a moment Antonia felt inclined to pursue her; but as she was +preparing to move, her large gaze was attracted by a couple of huge +Chinese dragons which were reposing under one of the tables. + +"Oh, you loves! you darlings! you adorables!" she shrieked. "Here, +indeed, is a prize." + +She made a rush to the objects of her worship, and kneeling down on the +floor opposite to them, whipped out her sketching materials preparatory +to work. + +"Tony, you must at least allow me to introduce you to Mrs. Lorrimer +before you begin to sketch," said Susy, who had perfectly recovered her +own equanimity in the amusement which Antonia's conduct afforded her. + +"Yes, yes, anything," muttered Antonia "Oh, these dragons are a prize; +they are a prize. Yes, Susy, what is it you want?" + +"Get up," said Susy, "and come and be introduced." + +She pulled Antonia by her sleeve, who rose in a sort of dream and +approached Mrs. Lorrimer, looking like a person in a trance. + +"This is my friend, Antonia Bernard Temple," exclaimed Susy, addressing +Mrs. Lorrimer. + +"I am glad to see you, my dear," said Mrs. Lorrimer in her sweet voice; +"and I am pleased to find that you appreciate the old china." + +"The dragons? Superb; Ruskinesque," exclaimed Antonia. "You don't mind +if I go back to them? I must seize the opportunity of transferring them +to my note book. Oh, what a heavenly room this is! Old, disorderly, +worn, dim with the hue of ages. An artist might grovel in this +room--grovel with delight!" + +"Well, go back and grovel over the dragons," exclaimed Susy, giving her +friend a playful poke. + +Antonia hurried to obey. Her work instantly absorbed her; she saw +nothing else. + +"Isn't she killing?" exclaimed Susy, addressing poor surprised Mrs. +Lorrimer. "She's to be a sort of sister to Hester in the future; she's +to live at the Grange. She's the daughter of Sir John Thornton's +_fiancée_. Don't you love the word _fiancée?_ I do. Did you know that at +school we called Hetty Prunes and Prism? Fancy Prunes and Prism and the +Priestess together. Its almost too killing." + +Mrs. Lorrimer, gentle as she was, was also the soul of quiet dignity. +She made no reply whatever to Susy's outburst with regard to Antonia, but +gently led the conversation to matters of every-day interest. + +"This is our largest drawing-room," she said, "but we have two others +leading into it. The farthest drawing-room takes you into the +dining-room, and that again into the library and morning-room. All our +reception-rooms open one into the other. You will notice that they are +built round the central hall, which is almost octagon in shape. I am +sure you would like to see the house, and I do not at all object to +showing it to you. Ah! here comes Jane Macalister. I'm sure she will +have great pleasure in taking you round. Jane, dear, come here." + +Jane came up at once. She still wore her smut, but the duster was gone. + +"Jane, let me introduce you to Miss Drummond. Her father is the new +owner of the Towers; Miss Drummond would like to see over the house, if +it would not trouble you too much to show her round." + +"Trouble me," exclaimed Jane; "_that_ doesn't trouble me. Come, child, +this way. I'll go in front and you can follow. This is the smaller +drawing-room. It was here that Charles the Second passed a night in the +year of grace--" + +"Oh, for heaven's sake," exclaimed Susy, stopping her ears, "don't go +into dates; the whole thing is confusing enough without dates." + +Jane favoured her with a quick, contemptuous glance. + +"I shan't dream of instructing you if you don't wish it, my dear," she +said. "Those who like ignorance, in ignorance they shall remain, as far +as Jane Macalister is concerned. Well, then, here's a room with three +windows and four walls and a ceiling and a floor. The furniture won't +belong to you, so you needn't look at it. Now come on. This room we also +use as a drawing-room, but _you_ needn't unless you like." + +"Do stop, pray!" exclaimed Susy. "I can't rush through the place like +this. You are not a Lorrimer, are you?" + +"No, I'm a Macalister, of the clan of----" + +"Oh, please, I don't want to hear about the clan. What I wanted to say +was this, that I have got the tapes and measures in my pocket; Hester +tells me I mustn't use them on account of paining the Lorrimers, but as +you are not one, of course you won't mind. I see you have got carpets on +all the floors." + +"Yes, why not? Carpets are put on most floors--at least they used to be +when I was young." + +"But Antonia says that we ought to have parquetry and slippery rugs." + +"And do you mean to tell me," exclaimed Jane, "that you are going to +heed the words of that poor daft lassie? It's nothing to me what you do, +of course, but that poor girl has not got her proper wits, and if I were +you I would try to follow someone with a grain of sense." + +Susy laughed heartily. + +"Antonia is as right as anyone else," she said "only she has a passion +for art." + +"Preserve me from such a craze," exclaimed Jane. "How much longer are we +to stand in the middle of this floor while we talk about tapes and +measurements and that silly girl?" + +"But may I measure?" + +"You may do anything you please, provided you don't injure the +furniture." + +"And it won't hurt your feelings?" + +"No, you couldn't touch 'em. I'll sit here and wait till you have done." + +Jane flung herself on a hard chair as she spoke, and drawing a long +stocking out of her pocket, began to knit furiously. + +Susy, who had about as much idea of measuring a room as she had of +turning the heel of a stocking took her tapes out of her pocket and +began an impossible task. + +Jane watched her in silence for a moment or two, but Susy's futile +attempts were too much for this deft, managing creature. + +"Why don't you foot it?" she exclaimed. "My word, I never saw such a way +to set to work. Here, you want the length of the room. I'll do it for +you. Take your pencil and paper and jot down what I say. You haven't got +any? That's a nice way of doing business. Well, then, I hope you have a +good memory. I always measure a yard as I walk. Now, then, you count. +Here I begin--one, two, three--are you counting?" + +"No," said Susy; "I'm greatly obliged, but you confuse me awfully. I +won't do any more measuring to-day; I shouldn't sleep for a week if I +had to keep all that in my head. Some men must come down from Liberty's +or Morris's. Antonia prefers Morris, she says he's the most _chic_." + +"I don't know what you mean by chick," said Jane Macalister, "unless you +allude in some mysterious way to the fowls; but I am glad you've got +sense enough not to undertake what Providence has given you no aptitude +for. Now, do you or do you not want to see the rest of the house? To a +person like you, it's just like any other house, only nothing like so +modern and nothing like so comfortable. There's a ghost in the +tower----" + +"A ghost," shrieked Susy; "I tremble at ghosts, I'm in terror at them; I +won't go near the tower." + +"I don't want to drag you there against your will. It's my private +opinion that the ghost is made up of rats, but be that as it may, +there's an awful scrimmage in the old tower at night. Now, then, will +you see it, or will you not?" + +"I think I won't," said Susy. "The Towers seems to be, from what you +say, much like any other place. I hope my father has not been induced to +pay too much for it." + +"Hoots! he has got a place that mere money couldn't purchase unless the +Lorrimers had come to grief. Don't you talk of what you know nothing +about, child. The Towers is the Towers, sacred with memory and +beautiful----; do you know why the Towers is beautiful, Miss Susy +Drummond?" + +"No, I'm sure I don't," said Susy, staring in astonishment at Jane, who +had stalked up to her now and was staring her full in the face. + +"Well, then, perhaps I'd better tell you, if it is for the last time. +The Towers is beautiful because for hundreds of years brave men have +been born here and gentle noble women have lived here, and their +influence has got somehow into the walls and into the furniture, and it +pervades the rooms inside and out. It's bad to go against that kind of +spirit and you and your father had better be careful when you come here, +or you may rake up ghosts that you won't much care about. Now, if +you'll have the goodness to go back to the others--you'll find them in +the front drawing room. I'll return to my duties, which at the present +moment consist of shelling peas and chucking raspberries. That's your +way, Miss Susan Drummond, through that door, and if you're wise you'll +remember my words." + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +ANTONIA'S GIFT. + + +When Susan returned to the drawing room she saw no one there but +Antonia, who, squatting on the floor, was absorbed heart and soul in +copying her Chinese dragons. Susy was not in a humour to talk to +Antonia, she therefore proceeded to go further afield. She was anxious +to find Hester and Annie. The Towers, with its old-fashioned rooms and +old-world furniture, had much disappointed her. It needs the sort of +education which nothing could ever give to Susy Drummond, to appreciate +a place like the Towers. Hester and Jane Macalister had also between +them contrived to depress her, and it was a subdued and rather +crestfallen Susy who now crossed the magnificent octagon hall in pursuit +of the rest of her party. + +Antonia meanwhile worked at her dragons with a will. If Susy were out of +her element, Antonia was absolutely steeped in hers. The faded +furniture, the subdued light, the rich colour of the magnificent china +filled her really artistic nature with a sense of rejoicing. Behind all +her affectations, Antonia had a soul. It had never been awakened yet. +All her life hitherto poor Antonia had spent her time with the most +empty-headed and frivolous people. Only art seemed great and glorious +and satisfying. She loved it sincerely, and for itself alone; she had no +ambitions with regard to it, ambition was not a part of her queer +nature; she would all her life be a humble votary at a lofty shrine. She +did not imagine that there could be anything greater than art in the +whole world. As yet her soul had not been really aroused, but the time +of awakening was near. + +Having made a rough, and, in truth, a very distorted sketch of the +dragons, she gathered up her colours and portfolio, and prepared to +search farther afield for objects on which to expend her genius. She +followed Susy into the octagon hall, but, seeing the wide front doors +open, went out, and, crossing a by no means well-kept field, entered the +paddock, where the colts, Joe and Robin, had disported themselves before +their sale. The paddock was skirted by a copse of small fir-trees, and +Antonia sniffed the air as she walked towards it. Antonia was in a rusty +black dress, with very little material in the skirt, and an extremely +long train, which she never held up. She had just got to the edge of the +copse of young trees, and was preparing to make a sketch of their +straight trunks with the delicate sunlight shining across them, when a +strange noise attracted her attention. She dropped her colour box, +uttered one of her affected little shrieks, and then dropped on her +knees beside a child who was lying face downwards on the grass. The +child's dark hair completely covered her face, but the sobs which shook +her slender little frame were too violent to be inaudible. Whatever +ailed the child, she was prostrated by such a tempest of grief that +Antonia forgot high art in an honest wish to comfort human misery. + +[Illustration: ANTONIA AND NELL IN THE PADDOCK (_p._ 209).] + +"Who are you?" she asked. "Can I do anything for you? What can be the +matter with you? Have you lost your colour box?" + +Antonia could understand grief at such a loss, hence her inquiry. + +Nell turned a little when she was spoken to; dabbed her +pocket-handkerchief into each eye, and then looked up at Antonia. + +"I wish you'd go away," she said. "I don't want you. I have come away +here to hide. I wish, I wish you'd go away!" + +"I don't wish to trouble you in any way," replied Antonia, "but I can't +go away, for I've come here to sketch. Your sobs don't disturb me now +that I know there's nothing very serious the matter, so perhaps my +presence won't disturb you. I'll sit here and not take the least notice +of you. I must imprison that sunshine before it goes. You can sob away, +I won't listen." + +But to be told that you can sob as long as you like has generally the +effect of stopping tears, and Nell, astonished at Antonia's appearance +and words, presently sat up on the grass, and, flinging back her heavy +mane of hair, watched the priestess of art with great interest. How +could Antonia imprison a sunbeam? It sounded interesting! Nell blinked +her eyes and looked at her solemnly. + +"Well, child," said Antonia, pausing in her work, and giving her one of +her slow glances, "I'm glad you're better; I never heard such +distressing sobs. It's a great pity for you to cry so much, for you +disfigure yourself; but I wish now that you are here you'd sit still, +for I'd like to sketch you with that woebegone look. I never saw such a +perfect ideal of true artistic beauty before." + +"Beauty?" said Nell, with a little laugh. "But I'm called 'the ugly +duckling'!" + +"Charming!" exclaimed Antonia. "I'll immortalise this 'ugly duckling.' +She shall be the foreground for these pine trees, and the imprisoned +sunbeams can light her up from behind." + +Notwithstanding her sorrow, Nell found it intensely interesting to be +made the foreground of a picture. She wondered how the imprisoned +sunbeams would like their office of always shining round her head. Nell +was by no means vain. She honestly believed herself to be a hideous +little girl, but it was refreshing once, as a change, to be spoken of as +a true artistic beauty. She thought that she would learn the phrase, and +repeat it over when she looked at herself in the glass, or when Kitty +and Harry became more than usually aggravating about her personal +appearance. + +Meanwhile, the artist dashed in her colours with fiery speed. Nell sat +perfectly still, and gazed straight at Antonia. Suddenly a flood of +colour spread itself all over her face. Was Antonia the new owner of the +Towers? If so, _she_ was the cause of poor Nell's heart-broken sobs. + +The younger members of the Lorrimer household had solemnly vowed an +undying feud against the new owner of the Towers. They had established +this feud with the solemnity of a sacred rite. They had made a bonfire +and stood round it in a circle and joined hands, and declared the +following awful formula:-- + +"Neither I, nor my children, nor my grandchildren, nor any of my +descendants, will ever speak a friendly word to the new owner of my +ancestral home. I wish the ghost of my ancestor, Hugh Lorrimer, who died +in the Wars of the Roses, to haunt the new owner and his family; and I +solemnly declare that I never will have part or lot with him or his." + +This jargon had been made up by Harry, but each member of the feud, as +they termed themselves, had solemnly repeated it, even down to little +two-year-old Philip. + +Suppose this wonderful, queer lady, who was making a sketch of Nell, was +the new owner. In that case, it was Nell's duty to leave her at once. + +"I want to ask you a question," said Nell. + +"Yes--don't stir, please--ask me anything you like." + +"Are you the new owner of my home?" + +"I the new owner?" exclaimed Antonia. "Heavens! no! I own nothing except +this"--she clasped her colour-box and looked up with a face of ecstacy. +"I only want this," she said, "_and this_," she continued, waving her +hand with an impressive sweep which was meant to include both earth and +sky. + +She claimed a good deal, Nell thought; but, after all, that did not +matter, as she had nothing to do with the feud. + +"I'm glad you are not the owner," said Nell, "for, if you were, I should +have been obliged to leave you." + +"Why so?" + +"I and the others have sworn it solemnly round a bonfire." + +The words were so unusual that Antonia was greatly amused. + +"You don't like to leave the Towers, then?" she said. + +"Like it?" replied Nell. "Would you, if you had lived here ever since +the tenth century?" + +"Mercy, child! how venerable I'd be!" exclaimed Antonia. She smiled in +quite a tragic way--it was quite a new thing to see a smile on Antonia's +face. + +Nell looked at her very gravely. Her own sweet grey eyes grew full of +tears. + +"It will kill father," she said suddenly, in a smothered voice. + +She swayed herself backwards and forwards as she spoke, in an ecstasy of +pain. Strange to say, she seemed to understand Antonia, and, still +stranger, Antonia understood her. + +The priestess of art dropped her palette. + +"Tell me about your father," she said, quickly; "tell me about yourself. +You and your people have lived here for years--centuries--and it breaks +your hearts to go? It's wonderfully artistic--it savours of mediæval +romance. And you go for a creature like Susan Drummond--shallow as a +plate--no soul anywhere about her? She gets your rooms replete with +memories, and your dear briary avenues and your fir trees, and this +uncultured waste?" + +"It's a paddock," interrupted Nell, who could not quite follow Antonia's +imagery. + +"It's a waste," said Miss Bernard Temple, with fire. "The Towers is +untrammelled by man's vulgar restraint. Child, I do not even know your +name, but I think I understand your grief." + +"You cannot," said Nell, with gentle dignity--"you are not a Lorrimer. +But I'm glad I didn't vow to hate you round the bonfire. Now I'm afraid +I must go." + +"One minute first," said Antonia. "Did you say that leaving this place +would kill your father?" + +"I'm afraid it will," said Nell. "He won't come home--mother can't get +him to come back. He came the night he had sold the Towers, and Boris +and I saw him; but I don't think he'll ever come back again. I think his +heart is broken. But I cannot speak of it any longer, please--it hurts +me so dreadfully here." + +Nell had risen from the grass--she stood tall and thin and pale by +Antonia's side. When she uttered the last words, she pressed her hand +against her heart. + +"Good-bye," she said solemnly. "Jane Macalister said I was to be in at +twelve o'clock to help her with some darning. Good-bye." + +Antonia held out one of her very long, very bony hands. She slipped it +round Nell's waist, and drawing her close, kissed her gently between her +eyebrows, then she let her go. + +Nell left the paddock; but Antonia did not attempt to finish her +interrupted sketch. She sat on, lost in a world of musing. At last she +uttered some emphatic words aloud. + +"I'm not much use," she said to herself; "nobody cares about me, and I +care for no one. I love art with a divine passion; but art does not need +such a poor, feeble disciple. Art can still exist and be glorious +without Antonia. I am ugly I know, and I have no genius; but I have got +one power--I can get my own way. All my life long, through a queer kind +of persistence which is in me, I have got my way. I do not get it +because people love me, for I don't honestly think a soul in the wide +world loves me, but I get it because--because of something which I don't +myself understand. It's a power I've got; it's my one gift. Did mother +want me to study art in Paris? No; still I went. Did mother wish me to +become grotesque, and to wear a dress like this? No; still I wear it. +Did mother intend me to come with her on Saturday to the Grange? No, a +thousand times no; still I came. I can twist mother round this finger. +She appeals to me; I counsel her; she asks my advice; she is obliged to +take it whether she likes or not. Mother is completely under my thumb. +So it was with the professor who taught me; so it was with the students +who worked with me; so it will be in the future with Hester, if I still +wish it; and with Sir John Thornton, if I ordain it. They think very +little of Antonia now; but wait until they feel my power; wait until I +choose to direct them, and--hey, presto--they walk in my paths, not +their own. Now I have made up my mind on one point. I have not the +faintest idea how it is to be managed; but managed it shall be. Susan +Drummond and her father are not to desecrate the Towers with their +commonplaceness, their shallowness, and vulgarity. The Lorrimers are +still to live here; and Nell's heart is not to be broken. For the sake +of the ugly duckling I do this. How, I know not; but I turn all the +power that is in me in that one direction from this hour forward. + +"Poor, ugly duckling with the pathetic eyes. I do believe Antonia loves +you." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +TRUTH AND FIDELITY. + + +Hester and her party returned to the Grange in time for lunch. All the +way back Antonia was silent. They drove home by another road; they +passed a bog of extreme desolation, and some larger and wilder briars +than ever; they skirted a melancholy common, but Antonia never made an +observation; her whole gaze was turned inward; she was looking so +intently at the picture of a sorrowful child, that she was blind to +everything else. Susy was decidedly in a bad temper; Hester's brave +heart was full of aches, doubts, and fears; and Annie was again going +back to that unsolved problem of how she was to get back the ring for +Mrs. Willis. + +The return party was, therefore, a dull one; although no one noticed the +other's dulness, each being so occupied with her own thoughts. + +Mrs. Willis was to leave the Grange immediately after lunch, and Hester +and Annie were to accompany her to Nortonbury in the landau. + +Just as the carriage drove up to the house, Mrs. Willis remembered the +ring and spoke to Annie. + +"My dear," she said with a smile, "I am leaving the house without my +ring. It is too late now to send it to Paris to be copied; but as I see +you never wear it, I may as well take it back with me to Lavender House. +You know, my love, how much I value that ring. I feel quite lonely +without it." + +Annie's pretty face turned pink. + +"But I should like to wear it before I go back to school," she said, +"and you promised that I might have it during the holidays." + +"So I did; well, I will say nothing more. Be sure you take good care of +it and give it back to me on the day of your return to Lavender House." + +Annie promised with a light heart. The holidays were to last for another +week, and what might not happen in a week? She laughed quite gaily, and +springing lightly into the carriage, seated herself by Hester's side. As +she did so, her eyes encountered the grave dark ones of Antonia fixed +fully upon her. There was a curious expression round Antonia's mouth +which puzzled Annie and gave her a momentary sense of discomfort. + +The drive, however, through the pleasant summer air revived her spirits, +and on the way home she had so much to talk over with Hester that she +naturally forgot the ring and her anxieties with regard to it. + +When the girls returned to the Grange they found the whole party out of +doors enjoying afternoon tea on one of the lawns. Susy was swinging +backwards and forwards in a large American chair. Nora was lying on a +low couch slowly fanning herself. Mrs. Bernard Temple, looking very +handsome and stately, was pouring out tea for the rest of the party and +looking down at Sir John, who was lounging on the grass. Antonia was +sitting with her back straight up against an oak tree, her eyes were +half shut, and a very full cup of tea was on her lap--the tea was in +extreme danger of being spilt, but Antonia cared nothing for any of +these things. + +As soon as ever Annie and Hester appeared in view Miss Bernard Temple +sprang suddenly to her feet. Of course the cup of tea came to instant +grief. Sir John uttered an exclamation of decided annoyance; Nora +exclaimed, "Oh, Miss Bernard Temple, what a mess you have made of your +dress!" and Susy roused herself sufficiently to shake a playful finger +at Antonia. + +"Oh, Tony, Tony, how killing you are," she said; Mrs. Bernard Temple +looked aggrieved but said nothing, she knew Antonia too well. + +"How am I killing?" exclaimed Antonia; "this will shake off: that is the +good of a shabby black dress--it stands anything. Miss Forest, I +particularly want to speak to you; I am glad you have come home." + +She went straight up to Annie and tucked one bony hand through her arm. +"Come," she said, "let us retire somewhere--I am anxious to talk to +you." + +"But I want my tea first," said Annie. "I am really very thirsty." + +"How material," exclaimed Antonia; "well, I'll wait--be quick." + +She marched a step or two away, and leant against the wide trunk of the +oak tree. + +Annie felt provoked. Antonia's queer glance returned uncomfortably to +her memory. + +She took her tea, therefore, in greater haste than usual and then, going +up to Miss Bernard Temple, told her she was ready to listen to anything +she had to say. + +"Come, then," said Antonia; "we must have solitude. Where is the most +solitary spot?" + +"We can walk up this rise," said Annie--"here, where the path is. There +is a summer-house at the top of this hill, where we can sit. But I +cannot imagine what you have to say to me." + +"It's simple enough," said Antonia; "I wish just to inform you that I +know something." + +"I expect you do," said Annie, with a light laugh; "several things, most +probably." + +"Something about you," pursued Antonia, in a firm, hard voice. + +"Indeed? How interesting!" Annie's tone was not quite so comfortable +now. + +"I'll tell you what it is," continued Antonia, standing still, facing +round and turning her melancholy gaze full on Annie: "you have not got +the ring." + +"What ring? What do you mean?" + +"The ring Mrs. Willis asked you to return to her. You did not return it, +because you had not got it You would have returned it if you had it--you +are not the girl to care enough about rings just to keep it for the sake +of wearing it. I know what has happened--you have sold or pawned the +ring." + +"How can you know?" exclaimed Annie, in a voice almost of fear; "how is +it possible for you to tell? You don't know anything whatever about +me--how can you tell?" + +"Intuition," replied Antonia, in a light voice. "I can see farther than +most people when I choose to see. Intuition and experience. Do you +imagine that I, in my chequered career, have never had to part with a +jewel. Once, when in Paris, I sold my hair. I had no money to buy canvas +and colours, so I went to a barber, and he cut it quite short and gave +me a napoleon for it. Ah! that nap, that darling nap, how I loved it!" + +"You are a very queer girl," said Annie. + +"That's neither here nor there," replied Antonia. "I didn't take you +away from the others to speak of myself. I have watched you since I came +here, and I can see that you are a very bright, clever girl; also, that +you are pretty, according to modern ideas. You are not true art, by any +means; but what of that? I know that you are in trouble about that ring, +so you may as well confide in me." + +"But will you tell?" asked Annie. + +"Tell!" said Antonia, with scorn. "I don't ask for confidences to repeat +them again--that is not Antonia Bernard Temple. Art is my mistress--art +exacts both truth and fidelity from her disciples. You need not fear +that I will tell." + +"You are a queer girl," replied Annie. "I'm sure you will not tell. Yes, +I am in trouble about the ring, and I don't mind confiding the trouble +to you." + +"Sit down here, then, on the bank," said Antonia, flinging herself on +the grass as she spoke, "and state the case as briefly as possible. +Where and when did you pawn the ring?" + +"Oh, I didn't pawn it--it wasn't done by me; and, as things have turned +out, it wasn't really pawned at all. This is the story." + +Annie told it in a few forcible words; Antonia listened attentively, +taking in all the facts. + +"And thirty-two shillings would get you out of this scrape?" she said, +in conclusion, looking fixedly at Annie. + +"Oh, yes, indeed. If I had thirty-two shillings, I would pay Mrs. Martin +and get the ring back, and when I return to Lavender House I would tell +everything to Mrs. Willis. I would tell her what I have done, and how +badly I have acted. At present there is a cloud between us; and she is +my best, my kindest, my most valued friend. What I cannot bear to +do--what I cannot stand--is to have to tell her that I pawned what was +not my own, and at the same time not to be able to give her back the +ring." + +"I partly understand," said Antonia in a slow voice; "I partly grasp +your meaning. The pawning of the jewel is to me a mere nothing. I have +had chequered times when the tea-pot and even the coffee-pot have been +sold for the sake of a quarter of a cake of cobalt or of rose-madder, +but then the tea-pot and the coffee-pot and the hair which grew on my +head were undoubtedly my own. I cannot understand your taking another's +property, nor your being deceitful about it. The paths of deceit are +shut doors to me, naturally, who am a disciple of the great and divine +Art. I mention this as an incident, but whether I understand you or not +scarcely affects the case. I am willing to help you if you will help me. +I can manage to get you thirty-two shillings, perhaps not to-day and +perhaps not to-morrow, but certainly before you return to your school." + +"Oh, you are good!" exclaimed Annie, whose pretty cheeks were like +peonies, for Antonia had managed to make her feel terribly small and +contemptible. + +"No, I am not good," replied Miss Bernard Temple, "and I am not doing +this in any sense for you. I do it because I wish to be in your +confidence, as I think you can be a useful ally. I have a delicate +mission before me, and I see that you may be very useful." + +"A mission?" said Annie, looking up in surprise. + +"Yes; there is a great deal at stake, but I believe that, difficult as +the undertaking is, I may be permitted to succeed. I want to wrest the +Towers from the hand of the Philistines." + +"What _do_ you mean?" exclaimed Annie. + +"In other words," continued Miss Bernard Temple, "I want to keep the +Lorrimers in the home of their ancestors and to make those shallow +Drummonds stay in their own place." + +"I suppose we all want that," said Annie; "but how can you possibly do +it? You have no power." + +"So you think, but you are mistaken; I have a great deal of power. Now, +will you help me?" + +"To do this? Yes. With all my heart and soul." + +"That is good. I don't wish to say anything to Hester Thornton nor to +Nora Lorrimer, nor to any of the Lorrimers, nor least of all to Susan +Drummond. I think I can manage Susy, for I am up to some of her pretty +little vagaries. I can also manage mother, and mother has a good deal of +influence in a certain quarter just now. You are a sort of outsider, and +yet you are very friendly with everybody, so you can render me very +important help; but, of course, you clearly understand that fidelity is +my motto, and you know also that your mission will be one of extreme +delicacy." + +"I have plenty of tact," said Annie. "I most faithfully promise to +reveal nothing, and I will do everything in my power for you. I begin to +believe in you. I think you are a wonderful girl." + +"Don't say that," said Antonia, with solemn impressiveness; "if there is +one thing more than another that gives me intense pain, it is praise. I +am but the meanest disciple of great Art. I am doing this in the cause +of Art. Now, I am not going to tell you what my plan of campaign is, at +least, not to-day, but I want you to make certain inquiries for me. I +want you to try and discover all you can from Hester with regard to her +father's wealth, and all you can from Molly with regard to the +Lorrimers' difficulties; and you are somehow or other to get the address +in London where Squire Lorrimer is now staying. Have all this +information ready for me by to-morrow morning. Now you can return to the +others; I am going back to the house." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +A WET SPONGE. + + +Antonia walked slowly in the direction of the house, trailing her long +skirt behind her. She entered by a side door, and went straight up to +her own room. The bedroom set apart for Miss Bernard Temple opened into +the large and stately bedroom occupied by the future mistress of the +Grange. Both rooms were dainty and fresh in the extreme. Mrs. Bernard +Temple's maid was now sitting in Antonia's room mending a long rent in +that young lady's brown Liberty velveteen evening dress. + +"You have made an awfully jagged rent, Miss Antonia," said the girl. + +"Have I?" said Antonia; "why mend it, then? I never expect to have my +clothes mended. Of course, if you are good enough to occupy your time +over me, Pinkerton, I am much obliged to you, but I don't expect your +services, so clearly understand the position." + +"Lor'!" answered Pinkerton, who had a round, country face and a somewhat +brusque manner, "what a show you'd be, Miss Antonia, if someone didn't +make you and mend you." + +Antonia went over to the open window, and, flopping herself down on her +knees, leant her two elbows on the window-sill and looked out. + +"I wish you'd let me know if Miss Drummond is having forty winks in her +room," she said suddenly. "She generally does go to her own room about +this hour, does she not?" + +"I believe so, miss. I'll inquire if she's there now." + +Pinkerton soon returned with the information that Miss Drummond's door +was locked, that she could not see her maid anywhere, but that she heard +sounds proceeding from within the room which led her to infer that the +forty winks were being enjoyed. + +"But there's no use in your going to her, Miss Antonia," said Pinkerton, +"for she won't hear you however hard you knock." + +"I'll see about that," said Antonia. "Do you happen to know, Pinkerton, +if Miss Drummond's window is open?" + +"Sure to be, miss; every window in the house is kept open during this +sultry weather." + +"There's no time to be lost," murmured Antonia; "I must scale the wall." + +She left her own bedroom in a hurry, and ran downstairs. + +"Nan," she shouted, catching sight of Nan's white frock in the distance, +"come here." + +Nan ran up to her rather unwillingly. Antonia was detestable in her eyes +as belonging to the dreadful new stepmother. + +"Why do you frown at me like that, child?" said Antonia; "it isn't +pretty." + +"Tell-tale tit," answered Nan rudely; "you'll be making up stories of me +in the future, won't you?" + +"I?" said Antonia, with a careless rise of her brows. "No; I shan't have +time. Now, can you tell me if there's a ladder about?" + +"No, I can't," answered Nan. + +"Are there no ladders to be found in this benighted and over-cultivated +region?" + +"Plenty; but I can't tell you where they are." + +Antonia knitted her brows. Nan gazed at her curiously. It was really +interesting to have something to do with a person who wanted a ladder. +What was she going to do with it? + +"I must climb without," said Antonia. "I wonder are there creepers." + +"What do you want with it?" said Nan in quite a friendly tone. + +"I want to get into Susan Drummond's room by her window." + +"Oh, dear, what fun!" Nan's eyes danced. + +"She is sound asleep," pursued Antonia, "and I propose to use the wet +sponge with effect." + +"They did that at school," replied Nan. "How lovely! Oh, how perfectly +lovely! I'm sure I can help you to find a ladder. Come round with me to +the farmyard." + +Nan held out her hand, which Antonia grasped. They rushed across the +lawn helter-skelter, and in an incredibly short space of time a ladder +was leaning up against Susy's window. Nan held it from below while +Antonia climbed. The next moment she had entered the room. + +"Thank you heartily, Nan," she called to the little girl. + +She made a good deal of noise, but Susy, lying on her back in the centre +of the big bed, was impervious to sound. Antonia filled the sponge with +cold water, and, standing at the foot of the bed, dashed it at Susy. The +first application only made the sleeper groan and snore heavily, but at +the second she opened her eyes, and at the third she sat up. + +"Now, what is the matter?" she exclaimed. "Am I back at that detestable +school with the she-dragon once more? Oh, Antonia, what in the world are +you doing here?" + +"Sponging you," said Antonia. "I have something to say, so wake up." + +"Wake up?" replied Susy. "I should think I am awake. Who could stand +such barbarous treatment? I was so comfortable, and I had locked the +door to make all things perfectly safe. How in the world did you get +into the room?" + +"By a ladder, through the open window. Now pray don't waste any more +time over trivial details. I have come here to have a serious talk with +you." + +"Why serious, Tony? You know how I hate grave subjects." + +"I have come to have a quiet talk with you about the Towers; you can sit +there, just where you are. Don't dry your hair, or you'll get sleepy +again. I'll keep a basin of cold water near me and sponge you whenever +you wink an eyelid. Now then, what do you think of the Towers?" + +"I have scarcely seen it yet." + +"You must have a first impression; what is it?" + +"Really, Tony, you needn't have awakened me and gone to the trouble of a +ladder, and an open window, and a sponge, for the sake of hearing my +first impressions." + +"That's neither here nor there," answered Antonia. "What do you think of +the Towers?" + +"Oh, it's well enough; it seems to be a very old place." + +"Didn't it strike you that the rooms were musty?" + +"Well, yes; now that you mention it, I thought they were decidedly +musty." + +"It will be impossible," said Antonia, "for you to turn the Towers into +a proper Moresque or Libertyesque house." + +"I thought you liked the place; you seemed so delighted with the +briars." + +"The briars are well enough, and so is the china; it's the rooms I +complain of; they never can be reduced to high art--your sort of high +art, I mean, Susy. But now, tell me, did you do much measuring?" + +"No, I didn't; a dreadful woman came with me; she quite frightened me, +and spoke a lot about the Lorrimers, and a ghost in the tower." + +"Well, of course there'd be a ghost in the tower," continued Antonia; +"an old place like that couldn't exist without its ghost." + +"I don't believe a bit in ghosts," said Susy. "No sensible people +believe in them; there are no such things. You know that, of course, +Antonia." + +Susy looked uncomfortable while she spoke, and Antonia knew well that +she was an arrant coward. + +"You don't believe in ghosts either," continued Susy; "do you now, +Tony?" + +"Oh, but I do," answered Antonia; "I believe in them profoundly. I have +Shakespeare for my authority on the subject." + +"And you really think that--that the Towers is haunted?" + +"No doubt whatever on the subject. If you don't want to be convinced +against your will, you must choose a bedroom in the most modern part of +the house, and avoid the old tower, with its funny, quaint little rooms. +Frankly, I am disappointed in the Towers as a place for _you_--the rooms +are not your sort--you want great, lofty, bright, modern rooms. I don't +like that musty smell either; it points to damp somewhere. Then, it is +scarcely likely that the water supply is perfect; those old wells are +full of danger, and you once had typhoid, don't you remember? Your +father will have to spend a lot on the place before he makes it anything +like what your sort of high art requires; and when all is said and done, +you'd be lonely there. You know I'm perfectly frank; you know that well, +don't you?" + +"Yes, Tony," answered poor Susy in a most melancholy voice. "Oh, please +don't throw any more sponges at me; I am quite shivering, and your words +make me feel so melancholy. But why should I be lonely at the Towers; +there are plenty of neighbours all around?" + +"That is true, but I don't believe you'll care for them, nor they for +you: they are the Lorrimer sort, and the Miss Macalister sort, and the +Hester Thornton sort. You know you don't care for those sorts of +people, do you?" + +"I'm sure I don't. I hate them. I wish father hadn't bought the Towers +without consulting me." + +"Can't he back out of it?" + +"Back out of his bargain? What do you mean?" + +"I mean what I say; can't he get out of it? The Towers isn't a bit the +sort of place for you; it isn't even healthy for a girl like you. +There's a ghost there, and ground damp, and bad water, and the +neighbours aren't sociable, and you'll be moped to death." + +"How perfectly miserable you make me, Tony, but I won't be quite +friendless, for you'll be here most of the time now, won't you?" + +"Not I; I am going back to my atelier in Paris. Do you think I'd live in +a poky corner of the world like this?" + +"What shall I do?" echoed Susy. "I think you're very unkind to make me +so wretched and to depress me in the way you are doing. The Towers is +bought now, and we must make the best of it." + +"I only hope you won't suffer the consequences of this piece of folly," +retorted Antonia with spirit. "The Towers is not the place for you, and +you ought to persuade your father to get out of that bargain. Let him +take a nice cheerful villa at Richmond; that's where you ought to live." + +"I wish he would," said Susy; "but it's a great deal too late, a great +deal too late to draw back now. Besides, we did so want to be county +people." + +"You'll never be county people, whatever that jargon means--that is, +you'll never be like the Lorrimers and the Thorntons. You don't want to +be, do you?" + +"Good gracious, no; they are a depressing set." + +"Then that's what county people are, so why should you kill yourself to +be one of them? Aren't you going to write to your father to tell him +what you think of the Towers?" + +"Shall I?" + +"I would if I were you. You might suggest----" + +"Yes; do you think it would be any use?" + +"There is no saying--it's your own affair. If you choose to die of +_ennui_, don't tell me that I haven't warned you. Now I see you are wide +awake, so you may dry your hair and get up." + +"Oh, dear, oh, dear," sighed Susy after Antonia had swung herself out of +the room, "I'm chilled to the bone and every scrap of spirit taken out +of me. I hate that awful Towers--_why_ did father buy it?" + +One of Antonia's great ideas was on all occasions to strike while the +iron is hot. It was her plan to leap over obstacles or to push them +vigorously aside. She had no respect for people's corns. Their +preconceived prejudices were nothing to her. Having succeeded in +disturbing Susy, she now went straight to her mother's room. Mrs. +Bernard Temple was seated in an easy chair by the open window, enjoying +a quiet ten minutes for thought and rest before It was time for her to +dress for dinner. Pinkerton was moving about putting the different +accessories for her mistress's toilet in order. Antonia pushed her +almost rudely aside as she swept across the room. + +"Go away, Pinkerton," she said, "I want to speak to mother by herself." + +"Oh, really, not at present, Antonia," said Mrs. Bernard Temple, with a +look of alarm spreading over her high-class features. "I have gone +through a great deal to-day and am quite tired, and I shall have to +begin to dress for dinner in a few minutes. Sir John is very particular +about my appearance, and I wish Pinkerton to try the effect of arranging +my hair in a new manner. I thought, Pinkerton, that you might pile it up +high on a sort of cushion--it has a very old-picture effect." + +"You ought to wear a cap," said Antonia, standing in front of her +parent; "it would be much more suitable and appropriate, and would save +you a lot of trouble." + +"A cap!" almost screamed Mrs. Bernard Temple. "To hear you speak, +Antonia, one would think that I was advanced in years." + +"As it's only I who think that, it doesn't matter, mother," said +Antonia. "You shall wear your hair any way you please, only I really +must have a little talk with you first. The sooner I begin my talk the +sooner it will be over, so please go away at once, Pinkerton." + +Pinkerton knew Antonia too well to dream of disobeying her. She left the +room, slamming the door behind her, and Mrs. Bernard Temple looked up at +her resolute daughter with a frown between her brows. + +"Now, out with it, whatever it is," she said. "You have got something at +the back of your head, and you can say it in ten words as well as +twenty. What do you want me to do?" + +"You have great influence with Sir John Thornton, haven't you, mother?" +asked Antonia, kneeling down as she spoke by the open window, and +leaning one pointed elbow on the sill. Mrs. Bernard Temple permitted +herself to smile agreeably. + +"A man's _fiancée_ has generally influence over him," she said in a +sentimental voice. + +"That's what I thought," said Antonia. "I'll never be anybody's +_fiancée_--the mere thought would make me ill--but that's neither here +nor there. Granted that you have influence over Sir John, I want you to +use it in my way--now, do you understand?" + +"Really, Antonia, really,"--Mrs. Bernard Temple looked quite +alarmed--"Sir John cannot bear erratic people, he tells me so from +morning to night. I am afraid you have managed to displease him very +seriously, my dear. When you spilt your tea in the garden this evening, +he acknowledged, when I pressed him on the subject, that it gave him +quite a sense of nausea. You see, Antonia, how careful you ought to be. +The comforts of the home I have provided for you may be jeopardised if +you are too erratic. You know I did not wish you to come to the Grange +until after my wedding. The fact is, Sir John is very much annoyed about +you. He has spoken to me most seriously on the subject of your +extraordinary manners, and has asked me why I permit you to do the +things you do. When I tell him that I have not the smallest scrap of +influence over you, he simply does not believe me; and then he has such +an aggravating way of drawing comparisons between you and that +icy-mannered girl, Hester." + +"Oh, I'm not a patch upon Hester," said Antonia; "she is a very nice, +well-bred, English young lady. I'm Bohemian of the Bohemians. I'm +nobody--nobody at all. I extinguish myself at the shrine of great Art. +I love to extinguish myself. I adore being a shadow." + +"I think, Antonia, you are quite mad." + +"Think it away, my dearest mother, only grant my request; influence Sir +John in my way." + +"Oh, you terrible, terrible child! Well, what do you want me to do?" + +"Now you're becoming reasonable," said Antonia, "and I really won't keep +you from your hair a moment longer than I can help. I went to the Towers +this morning, mother; it's really a heavenly old place; quite steeped in +the best sort of mediæval art. In the house, old china and low ceilings; +out of doors, nature untrammelled. Think of a place like the Towers in +the possession of Susy Drummond and her father, the ex-coal-merchant. +Mother, it is not to be." + +"My dear Antonia, I can't listen to you another moment." Mrs. Bernard +Temple rose as she spoke. "Pinkerton, come at once," she called. + +Pinkerton turned the handle of the door. + +"Go away, Pinkerton!" shouted Antonia. "Now, mother, sit down; there's +oceans of time." + +"Really, really, my dear! Oh, what a trial one's children sometimes are. +The Drummonds have bought the Towers. The whole thing is an accomplished +fact." + +"It is not too late," pursued Antonia. "I have been giving a spice of my +mind to Susy, and she hates and detests the place, and will do what she +can to get her father to back out of his bargain. Well, the Lorrimers +are almost dying at the thought of going. The ugly duckling told me the +whole story to-day, and I never listened to anything more piteous; and +Squire Lorrimer is hiding in London because of his poor feelings. In +short, the moment for strong measures has arrived; and if you won't +speak to Sir John, I will." + +Mrs. Bernard Temple turned white. + +"If _you_ speak to him, Antonia," she said, "he will break off the +match, and we shall be ruined--ruined." + +"Very well, mother; you must have a conversation with him. One or other +of us must have it, that is certain." + +"Oh, you most terrible child! What am I to say to him?" + +"Say this, and say it firmly. Say that you won't marry him unless he +goes to see Squire Lorrimer, and makes an arrangement to lend him +sufficient money to stay on at the Towers. The Drummonds will be +delighted to get out of their bargain, and the Lorrimers will be saved. +That's the plan of campaign. Either I undertake to see it through, +mother, or you do. Now, which is it to be?" + +"You must give me until to-morrow morning to think over your wild words. +Really, my poor head is splitting." + +Antonia went up and kissed her mother. + +"You can come now, Pinkerton," she called out. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +MOLLY'S SORROW. + + +Hester was a good deal astonished that same day, when, just before +dinner, Annie Forest came up to her with a request. + +"I don't want to dine here to-night," she said. "I want to go to the +Towers to have a good long talk with Molly." + +"But, really, Annie," replied Hester, "is it necessary for you to go +to-night? I did not know--I mean I did not think that--that you and +Molly----" + +"That we were special friends?" interrupted Annie. "Oh, yes, we are +quite friendly enough for the little talk I mean to have. You'll spare +me, won't you, Hetty, and if Molly offers me a bed, I'll sleep there and +be back quite early in the morning." + +"I can't refuse you, of course," said Hester, "but that won't prevent my +missing you. It will be rather a dreadful dinner party, with only Mrs. +Bernard Temple and Antonia and that dreadful, sleepy Susy. You are so +full of tact and so bright, Annie, that you generally make matters go +off fairly well. But to-night there won't be anyone to stem the current. +Oh, dear, I do trust that Antonia won't talk _too_ much high art." + +As Hester spoke, she looked at her friend with an expression of great +anxiety on her face. Under ordinary circumstances this look would have +completely overmastered Annie, who would immediately have yielded up +her own wishes to please Hester, but now she remained quite obdurate. + +"I am sure you will manage very well," she said, in an almost hard voice +for her. "You know, Hetty, you won't always have me, and you will have +Mrs. Bernard Temple and Antonia." + +"It is too dreadful," sighed Hester. "When my father thought of marrying +again, why did he not think of someone more congenial?" + +"I suppose Mrs. Bernard Temple is congenial to him," replied Annie, "and +that he doubtless considers of the first importance. After all, Hetty, +I'm sure she will let you have your own way in everything, and I don't +really think that Antonia is half bad. If I were you I would try and +make friends with her." + +"It is not in my nature to make friends easily," replied Hester. + +She was standing in her pretty bedroom as she spoke, and Annie was +leaning by the open window, swinging her garden hat in her hand. + +"Hester," she said, suddenly, "forgive me if I ask you rather a rude +question. Is your father a very rich man?" + +Hester looked surprised. + +"I suppose so," she answered; "to tell the truth, I have never thought +about it. Oh, yes, I conclude that he is quite well off." + +"But I want him to be more than well off. Is he rich--very rich? so rich +that he would not miss a lot of money if he had suddenly to--to lose +it?" + +"What a very queer question to ask me, Annie," replied Hester. "I am +really afraid I cannot reply to it. I think my father must be rich, but +I don't know if he is rich enough to be able to afford to lose a lot of +money--I don't think anyone is rich enough for that." + +"Oh, yes, some people are," answered Annie. "Well, good-bye, Hetty, keep +up your heart. I'll be back early to-morrow morning." + +"I must get that question of Sir John Thornton's wealth clearly answered +somehow or other," thought Annie, "for there is no manner of use in +Antonia stirring up a lot of mischief if there is no money to be found. +I wonder if nursey could help me. I think I'll just have a word with her +before I go to the Towers." + +Mrs. Martin was alone when Annie entered the room. + +"Well, my dear, and why ain't you at dinner?" asked the old woman. She +was still fond of Annie, whom she invariably spoke of as "a winsome +young body," but recent events had soured her considerably, and as she +herself expressed it, the keenest pleasure now left to her in life was +to "mope and mutter." + +"Moping and muttering eases the mind," she said; "it's a wonderful +relief not to have to sit up straight and smiling when you feel crooked +and all of a frown." + +Accordingly Mrs. Martin received Annie Forest with brief displeasure. + +"I have no heart for dinner," said Annie, who took her cue at once from +the old woman's face. "I know you are miserable, Nurse Martin, but you +need not look at me so scornfully, for I am trying to mend matters." + +"You," exclaimed nurse, "a child like you! Now, Miss Annie, I would try +and talk sensibly, I would, really." + +"Well, I'm going off to the Towers for the night," said Annie, "and if +you weren't so cross I'd like to say good-bye and give you a kiss before +I started." + +"Eh, dear," replied nurse, her countenance visibly softening however; +"kisses, however sweet they be, don't heal sore places." + +"But you'll take one, won't you, nursey?" + +"Eh, my bairn, you have a winsome way, but don't you come canoodling me +now, when my heart is like to break about my own dear children; and the +young ladies at the Towers, too, in such a muck of trouble." + +"Dear nursey," exclaimed Annie; "dear, loving, faithful, true-hearted +nursey." + +She stroked the old woman's brow and rubbed her soft cheek against hers. + +"Out with it now, my pet," said Nurse Martin. "What is it you want me to +do? If it's the pawn-shop again--once for all, no, I won't." + +"It isn't the pawn-shop," said Annie; "it's just to ask you a simple +question. I asked Hester, but she couldn't tell me. Is Sir John Thornton +a rich man?" + +"Is he rich?" echoed nurse; "do you think _she'd_ be after him if he +wasn't?" + +"I don't know. Is he rich, nursey?" + +"Yes, he's rich," replied nurse. + +"Very, very rich? Dear Nurse Martin, please say yes." + +"He's rich," replied nurse in an emphatic voice. "He has got his gold +and his lands, and not a debt anywhere, and small expenses compared to +his means. Yes, he's rich. More shame to him for taking the money from +Miss Hester and Miss Nan to provide a new wife and an outlandish +stepdaughter." + +"If he lost a lot of money, a great lot, would he be a beggar?" pursued +Annie. + +"Well, really, Miss Annie, it isn't for me to say; but I think it would +be a very big sum that would beggar Sir John. What are you after, Miss? +I don't understand you at all." + +"I'm thinking of the outlandish stepdaughter," replied Annie. + +"Oh, Miss Annie Forest, don't name her to me. She turns my heart sick. +Its in an asylum she should be. The messes she carries about with her, +and the dress she wears, and the whole look of her! It isn't fit for +Miss Hester and Miss Nan to have anything to do with her." + +"You don't know her yet," replied Annie. "She has beautiful thoughts and +grand resolves." + +"Preserve me from 'em," said nurse. "There, now, miss, if you re going, +you'd better go. I don't want to hear anything more about that girl, for +lady she ain't." + +"Good-bye, nurse," said Annie. "I am glad you are certain that Sir John +Thornton is rich." + +"I'd be glad if I was as certain that Miss Hester and Miss Nan were +going to be happy," replied the old woman. + +Annie blew a kiss to her and ran away. + +The task Antonia had set her was quite to her heart. If, in addition to +helping the Lorrimers, she could by this means get out of her own +scrape, why, so much the better. It was one of Annie's gifts to be able +to discriminate character with great nicety; and while Antonia spoke to +her, she acknowledged a sudden respect and even admiration for the +power which this queer girl possessed. + +It was almost night when Annie set off on her walk across the fields to +the Towers. She could not help singing to herself as she skipped lightly +over the ground. She felt somehow, she could scarcely tell why, as if a +great load had been lifted off her mind. One part of Antonia's mission +she had already accomplished. She had found out from a very trustworthy +source that Sir John Thornton was really a rich man. The second half of +her task, the discovery of the present address of Squire Lorrimer, would +surely not be impossible of fulfilment. + +The Lorrimer children were out as usual. Whenever was a Lorrimer within +doors, when he or she could be out? When Annie approached they were +dismally employed, for Harry had inaugurated weekly meetings of the feud +during the remainder of their stay at the Towers; and the children were +now dancing solemnly round the bonfire, and repeating the solemn dirge +which was to work evil consequences to the new-comers. Harry was +spokesman on the occasion. He repeated the words to a sort of chanting +air, and all the others repeated them after him with immense unction and +smacking of lips. Kitty said afterwards that the dirge made her feel +nearly as bloodthirsty as a Red Indian, and Boris openly wished that he +could live in a wigwam and wear scalps. + +Annie's appearance on the scene diverted the whole party, and Boris +eagerly asked her if she would like to become a member of the feud. + +"I would immensely," replied Annie; "but it wouldn't be of any use, as +I'm not a Lorrimer." + +"I could marry you, and then you'd be one," said Boris, looking up at +her with a great shining light in his eyes. + +"So you could, you sweet," said Annie, bending down and kissing him, +"and the day I marry you I faithfully promise to join the feud; but I +must run off now to find Molly." + +"She's somewhere in the tower packing books," screamed Kitty after her. + +Accordingly Annie pursued her way round to that part of the house. + +The tower was at least two hundred years older than the rest of the +mansion, and, as Annie ran up the spiral stairs, she had to feel her way +through thick darkness, for the Lorrimers never thought of spending +money on illuminating the stairs and passages of this ancient building. + +A dim light in the distance presently guided her steps, and she soon +found herself standing, out of breath and a good deal blown, in the +presence of Molly and Jane Macalister. They were both clothed from head +to foot in long brown-holland aprons. Jane was vigorously dusting and +brushing a heap of dilapidated books, which Molly was arranging in +orderly piles on the floor. Jane looked up when she saw Annie and +uttered a little scream. + +"Now, what have you come about?" she said; "you see we are quite up to +our eyes in work." + +"Delightful," said Annie; "I'll help. Toss me an apron, Molly, do." + +Off went Annie's hat, on went the brown-holland apron, and Jane found +that she had secured a valuable assistant in the matter of dusting and +brushing. + +[Illustration: PACKING THE BOOKS (_p._ 240).] + +The work went on for two or three minutes in silence, then Molly said, +"I hope there's nothing the matter with Nora, Annie? It seems so very +late for you to come to pay us a visit." + +"I have come here to stay for the night, if I may," replied Annie. + +"Hoots! I don't know if that will be possible," interrupted Jane. + +"Oh, I'll sleep anywhere; I'm not a bit particular. I want to talk to +you, Molly; I've a great deal to say." + +"There's no use in girls wasting their time with silly havering when +work has to be done," snapped Jane. "I'm willing to grant that a heavy +misfortune has come to this house, but come rain or sunshine the daily +round _must_ go on. Pass me that clean duster, Molly. These books have +to be sorted and put in boxes before we either of us lie down to-night." + +"But three pairs of hands make lighter work than two," rejoined Annie. +"I'm willing to help; I mean to help; I am helping. Molly, pass me a +duster, too. I'll talk to you, Molly, when the work is over." + +"That's the time for sleep," said Jane. + +"Oh, come, Jane, if Annie wants to talk to me, she must," said Molly in +an almost fretful tone. "There's plenty of room for you in my bed, +Annie, so that matter is settled; now let us fly along with the books." + +Jane did not utter another word of remonstrance. In her inmost heart she +had a great admiration for Annie, whom she always spoke of as a "bonny, +capable lassie." The books were all sorted and packed in a little over +an hour, and then the girls went downstairs to supper in the great hall. +Supper consisted of porridge and milk, followed by great dishes of +stewed fruit. The children all sat round a table, and Mrs. Lorrimer, +with the air of a royal matron, dispensed the simple food. + +Immediately afterwards, Annie slipped her hand through Molly's arm, and +drew her out of doors on to the moonlit lawn. + +"I can't wait another moment," she said. "I've oceans of things to ask +you." + +"I suppose you have come over on some special business," replied Molly. +"Has Hester sent me a message?" + +"No; Hester has had nothing to do with it. I came over because I really +want a talk with you all by myself. I cannot tell you what I thought +to-day when that dreadful Susy Drummond came with her sort of 'take +possession' style into the house." + +"And do you really imagine," answered Molly, "that Miss Drummond annoyed +us in any way? for if you do you are greatly mistaken. We are in great +trouble just now about father, and about dear Guy being cut out of his +rightful inheritance, and naturally we shall all feel leaving the +Towers, but if you think that girl makes any difference one way or +other, you are quite wrong." + +Annie was silent for a moment. Then she said in a low voice, "I'm glad +you don't mind her; she would try me a good bit. How soon have you got +to leave, Molly?" + +"Mother would like us to be out in a month," replied Molly. "Mr. +Drummond does not take possession for over five weeks, but mother thinks +that when a very painful thing has to be done, the sooner it is over the +better. And she has almost taken a roomy old cottage on the edge of +Sharsted Common. She says the children must not be cooped up in a town +house, and they will have plenty of room to run about on the common, and +as Nortonbury is only a mile away, Guy and Harry can still go to school +there." + +"And will you still stay at home, Molly?" + +"I don't know, all the future is a complete blank. I am not educated +according to modern ideas, and I love my own people so deeply that it +would be agony to leave them. At the same time, I know some of us must +go away, for we shall be very poor; we'll have no money at all except +the income from mother's little fortune, and that will go a small way. I +have asked mother to let us do without a servant, for I quite love +housework. But really, Annie, everything at present is simply in chaos." + +"It is good of you to tell me," said Annie, in her caressing voice. "You +know I am poor myself, and I dearly love poor people; they are fifty +times more interesting than rich ones. Fancy what zest is added to life +when you have to contrive and scrape, and patch and fit every one of +your dresses." + +"As to that," replied Molly, "I don't in the least care what I wear; but +I must frankly say that patched and contrived dresses are, as a rule, +very ugly. Now shall we come into the house?" + +"Not yet," replied Annie; "it is lovely out. Let us take another turn +just here in the moonlight. Have you heard anything about the Squire +lately, Molly? Is he likely to come back to the Towers soon?" + +"No; I'm afraid he won't come at all. The sudden necessity which obliged +him to sell the old home has had the strangest effect upon him. We are +very anxious about him--very, very unhappy. The state of his health is +our keenest grief." + +"And do you know where he is?" + +"Oh, yes, in London. Mother writes to him to his club." + +"It seems a great pity that he should be alone there," said Annie. "I +wonder your mother likes to leave him." + +"Mother is only carrying out his wishes. He has absolutely refused to +come back to the Towers. He says he may come after we have all gone, but +not before. I cannot tell you, Annie, how miserable we are about him. He +is completely altered. He used to be the tenderest, the most unselfish +of fathers, and now the whole burden of everything is put on poor +mother's shoulders." + +"What is the name of his club?" asked Annie. + +"The Carlton." + +"Have none of you any influence over him?" + +"Nell has the most. She is a strange child, and has a way of seeing down +into the very heart of things. Where her interests are aroused, she has +such intense sympathy that it gives her wonderful tact. If father were +at home, I believe Nell could manage him; but where is the use of +talking? He is away, and we none of us can move him by letter or +otherwise. Mother hopes that when we are really settled at the cottage, +he will return; but oh, dear--oh, dear--I believe the changed life will +shorten his days. There, Annie, I never thought to confide in you, but +you see I have done so. Now let us come indoors." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +PLOT THICKENS. + + +"Mother," said Antonia, two days after the events mentioned in the last +chapter, "I think we have been quite long enough at the Grange." + +Mrs. Bernard Temple was taking a walk by herself round one of the lawns +when Antonia swept up to her and made this remark. + +"I thought you would be saying something erratic of this sort," replied +her parent, a good deal of annoyance in her tone. "We have not been at +the Grange a week yet and, as it is to be the future home of both of us, +it does not seem at all inconsistent to spend a fortnight here now, +particularly when we are enjoying ourselves so much." + +"Pray speak for yourself with regard to the enjoyment, mother," +responded Miss Bernard Temple. "I must say that dreariness is no word +for this place as far as I am concerned. These trim _parterres_, those +undulating velvet lawns are abhorrence to me; but I am not thinking of +myself at all when I say that I think it would be well for us to return +to our rooms in town. I wish to do so for quite another motive. In the +first place, I have got to take care of you, mother; you must not make +yourself too cheap." + +"Oh, my dear Antonia, what a horrid expression! I hope I understand what +is due to my own dignity." + +"Frankly, mother, you don't--not on all occasions; but now to revert to +the more important business. I am anxious to be back in town because I +want this matter with regard to the Towers to be carried into effect as +soon as possible. By the way, have you spoken to Sir John Thornton on +the subject?" + +"Yes, oh, yes! for goodness sake don't you interfere, my dear." + +"Of course I won't if you have done your duty. What did you say?" + +"Oh, just what I thought necessary! I think I made up quite a moving +story. Sir John listened attentively. Said he had the greatest possible +respect for Squire Lorrimer; that it gave him considerable pain to feel +that _parvenus_, like the Drummonds should reside at the Towers; but he +said, further, that he could not quite tell how he was to interfere." + +"Oh, I dare say!" answered Antonia. "I know enough of him to be certain +that every step of the path to the rescue must be made clear by others. +Did he give you to understand, mother, that he would be willing to help +Squire Lorrimer if the occasion arose?" + +"Well, my dear, I gathered that he would not be averse to doing so; but, +really, the matter is one of extreme delicacy, and one which it is quite +impossible for me to say much about." + +"But I have not the least objection to talking about it," said Antonia. +"It is one of my failings not to feel delicacy except with regard to +art. I can talk to him if you like. I should recommend extreme +bluntness. These obtuse people never see things unless they are put +right up in front of their eyes." + +"Really, Antonia, in addition to being eccentric, you are now becoming +positively vulgar. What have I done to be afflicted with a daughter like +you? I beg and beseech of you not to say a word to Sir John on the +subject." + +"All right, mother, I won't, if you will promise without fail to return +to London to-morrow." + +"Oh, dear, dear, it will be most inconvenient." + +"But you'll come?" + +"I--really----" + +"I see Sir John in the distance; he is smoking a cigarette, which will +soothe him while I talk. If I talk to him, you needn't go to London so +soon. Which shall it be?" + +"Oh, London, London--anything better than that you should worry poor Sir +John. Was there ever a woman so worried? You had better send Pinkerton +to me." + +"That's a good mother," said Antonia, bestowing one of her rare and +wonderfully sweet smiles upon her parent. She rushed away to the house +in her headlong style; met Hester in one of the corridors; stopped her +to exclaim, "Cheer up, Hetty, the incubus is leaving by the first train +in the morning," and then finding Pinkerton, despatched her for orders +to Mrs. Bernard Temple. + +A few moments later, Antonia had forced her way into Susy's presence. + +"Mother and I leave to-morrow," she said. "I don't know if you feel +inclined to stay here much longer?" + +"I? No, I'm sure I don't," answered Susy. "I am sick of the place; they +are all such a lot of slow coaches." + +"County people, you know," said Antonia with a slight sneer, "are always +a little slow to us _parvenus_; we're so wonderfully fresh, you know; +not worn out like the poor county folk." + +"You can call yourself a _parvenu_ if you like," said Susy in a rage, +"but I decline to allow the name to be applied to me; however, I think +I'll go back to father to-morrow, and I may as well take advantage of +your escort." + +"That's what I thought. Get your maid to pack your things, for we shall +be off by the first train, remember. By the way, did you hear from your +father with regard to your letter?" + +"Yes, I heard this morning." + +"Well, what did he say?" + +"He says he is sorry I don't like the Towers, but he doesn't see how he +is to get out of the purchase now. He is to take possession in a little +over a month." + +"What a horrible future for you," said Antonia. "That musty old +place--the ghost in the tower--the family feud----" + +"What do you mean by the family feud?" + +"Oh, a little arrangement lately entered into by the younger Lorrimers +for your benefit. I'm not bound to repeat it, but I can truly say I +shouldn't like the little formula they have made up to be chanted +nightly about me. Frankly, Susy, I pity you. You must hate the idea of +going to the Towers." + +"Yes, I loathe it," said Susy. + +"The best thing you can do is to see your father, and have a very +serious talk. Its settled that you come back with us to-morrow. That's +right. Ta-ta for the present." + +Antonia left the room. + +She stood for a moment by herself in one of the passages. + +"Who would have thought," she murmured to herself, "that I, Antonia +Bernard Temple, would devote myself to anything except the services of +high Art. Here am I absolutely wearing myself out and devising the most +horrible plots and stratagems, all for the sake of an ugly duckling. +Shall I succeed? Yes, I think so. Matters move in the right direction. +Susy hates going to the Towers; the Lorrimers hate leaving the Towers. +Sir John Thornton has more money than he knows what to do with. Surely +some scheme can be suggested to keep the old family in the old place. +When we are in town, we can soon get to know Squire Lorrimer. Hurrah! I +have an idea. Annie Forest and Nora shall both come up to town with us +to-morrow. Annie is a capital kind of girl, although she did behave with +want of fidelity as regards that ring. I must get it back for her +somehow before we leave. Annie we must have, for she's a perfect jewel +of tact, and so sweetly pretty, just like a red rose, while I'm a +fierce--very fierce--tiger lily. Nora must come, too, because, of +course, Squire Lorrimer will visit us for the sake of seeing his child. +Mother shall propose to Sir John Thornton, and he will further suggest +to Mrs. Lorrimer, that Nora would be the better for the best surgical +advice. Hey presto! the thing is delightfully managed. Antonia, my dear, +you begin to see daylight, don't you?" + +Antonia skipped away in high good humour, and, wonderful to relate, her +different little schemes for collecting a party to accompany her mother +and herself to town were all carried out without hitch or difficulty. +Annie, of course, was only too delighted to spend her last few days of +holiday in London, and Nora, who had never been there, quite forgave +Mrs. Bernard Temple for becoming Hester's stepmother when she heard +that she was going to take her to the "Heart of the World," as she +termed the great metropolis. + +On the evening of that same day Antonia, having concluded, as she +considered, an arduous campaign, stood for a moment in earnest +contemplation. "There's only the ring," she said to herself. "I must get +the ring for poor Annie before I go. Now, who will lend me thirty +shillings? I'll try Pinkerton first." + +She swept into the room where the tired maid was completing her somewhat +laborious packing, for Mrs. Bernard Temple invariably carried nearly a +houseful of dresses about with her. + +"Well, Miss Antonia, what now?" said the maid. "I wish you'd take off +that evening dress, miss, and let me lay it just over the others here in +in this box." + +"I can stuff it into my Gladstone bag," said Antonia; "don't trouble +about it. Pinkerton, when were you paid your wages last?" + +"Oh, wages, indeed!" said Pinkerton, with a sniff. "Don't talk of em, +Miss Antonia. It's months and months I'm owed, but I suppose it will be +all right when your ma is married to this rich gentleman." + +"You haven't got about thirty-two shillings you could spare me?" said +Antonia. + +"I couldn't oblige you with thirty-two pence, miss." + +Antonia drummed with her fingers on a chest of drawers near which she +was leaning. "And it's such a paltry sum," she muttered--"not worth a +fuss. You ought to have your wages, Pinkerton--it's a shame! I must +speak to mother about them when my mind is a little less burdened. I +have a good deal to think of just now, so good-night!" + +"What about that dress, miss?" + +"I can't give it to you at present. I'll stow it away somewhere. +Good-night!" + +Antonia closed the door behind her and ran downstairs. She must get the +thirty-two shillings from somewhere. To whom could she apply? She +suddenly found herself face to face with Sir John Thornton. An +inspiration seized her. She rushed up to him and took one of his hands. +He shuddered, but had the strength of mind to remain perfectly still. + +"Can you lend me thirty-two shillings?" said Antonia. "You're as rich as +Croesus, so you won't mind. I'll pay it back to you a shilling a week +out of my dress allowance. Will you lend it? Say yes or no in a hurry, +please." + +"Yes," said Sir John, "... with pleasure." He moved back a step or two. +"Here are two sovereigns," he said. "Pray don't mind the change. The +change doesn't matter, I assure you. Oh, any time, of course, as regards +repayment. I am happy to oblige you." He dropped the sovereigns into +Antonia's large palm and prepared to fly. + +"You are happy to oblige me?" she said with a sort of gasp. "Oh, do stay +just a single moment. You have made me very happy. Thirty-two shillings +must go for a special purpose, but eight blessed shillings remain. Don't +you really want the change? May I really borrow the change?" + +"Most certainly. I am rather in a hurry." + +"I'd kiss you, but you wouldn't like it," said Antonia. "These eight +shillings mean--do you know what they mean?" + +"If they make you happy, my dear young lady, that is enough for me." + +"They do, they do! Cobalt ... Indian red ... rose madder ... burnt +sienna ... canvasses ... a new flat brush for the skies ... some drawing +pins--Oh, he's gone! Dear old man. What an affliction I was to him; but +how triumphant I feel!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +NELL IS IN TROUBLE. + + +All Antonia's plans were carried into effect. She paid Mrs. Martin +thirty-two shillings and gave the old woman her address in town, begging +of her to forward the ring there without an hour's delay. In due course +it arrived, and Annie had it once more in her possession. Poor Annie +turned pale when Antonia put the little box which contained it into her +hand. + +"I could cry as well as laugh," she said, looking at Antonia with tears +springing to her eyes. "I have not behaved well about this ring, and I +ought not to have it back like this. I ought to be properly punished. It +does not seem fair that I should have the ring returned to me again in +this easy manner." + +"Undoubtedly you have been deceitful," replied Antonia, "and your +conscience must feel ruffled. I can stand most things, but a ruffled +conscience, I confess, is too much for me. I suppose you will soothe it +in the only possible way?" + +"What do you mean?" asked Annie. + +"Confession is good for the soul," replied Antonia, in a sing-song +voice. She went to the window as she spoke and looked out into the +sunlit street. + +The two girls were standing in the room which Antonia was pleased to +call her studio. It was an attic at the top of the house, and had a +dormer window with a north light. The dormer window had sides which were +curtained with green. In Annie's opinion this room was simply hideous. +Huge canvasses covered with great daubs of colour occupied the walls. A +skeleton stood in one corner, and one or two draped figures were in +others. Antonia had lured Annie up here for the purpose of taking her +likeness in a white kerchief. Antonia was fired with an idea that Annie +would look well as Marie Antoinette on her way to execution. She was not +quite sure whether to make her Charlotte Corday or Marie Antoinette; +but, on reflection, decided that the latter character would suit her +best, as she did not think that Annie could ever get sufficient tragedy +into her eyes for the former. + +"I am going to paint myself some day for Charlotte," exclaimed Antonia. +"I'll study before the glass whenever I've an odd moment, and I believe +I shall do the fixity of purpose stare after another week of hard +practice. Now, do stand still Annie--the bother of the ring is at an +end, so you can forget it. Just turn your head a little to the left, I +want to get a peep at your ear--you have got a good ear, quite +shell-like. Now, for mercy's sake look tragical! Think of the +guillotine, and the crowd looking on, and La Belle France and the +Tuileries, and the horrid feeling when your head is separated from your +trunk. Now, then, realise it--get it into your eyes. Are you realising +it?" + +"Frankly, I'm not," replied Annie. "I can't sit for Marie Antoinette any +longer to-day. I really can't, Antonia. This room is so stiflingly hot, +and I want to go out. I want to get into one of the parks. Are there any +near this?" + +"Oh, yes! Hyde Park is quite close; but you'll find it as dry as chips. +Remember, it is September now. Hyde Park is not pretty in September." + +"I wonder anyone can live in London," replied Annie. + +"Do you? I don't. I hate this poky little house in the centre of +detestable fashion; but if I could have an atelier, or a studio, I ought +to say, in Gower Street, it would be nearly as good as Paris. Well, if +you won't sit any longer, I suppose you won't. Now let us come +downstairs." + +The girls left the studio and entered the drawing-room. Here they found +Mrs. Bernard Temple and Nora. Nora was lying on a sofa looking tired and +pale, and Mrs. Bernard Temple was moving about the room in a bustling +sort of fashion arranging flowers. The drawing-room was small and +crowded with knick-knacks. Antonia seldom swept across this room without +knocking a table over or flicking a paper on to the floor. + +"Now, my dear, be careful!" exclaimed her parent. "That papier-mâche +table on which I have just arranged these lovely late roses, sent to me +by dear Sir John, will not stand one of your lunges. I cannot imagine +how you have got that peculiar walk, Antonia; its exactly as if you were +on board ship." + +Antonia lounged towards a chair, into which she flung herself. + +"Dear me, it is hot!" she exclaimed, pushing back her thick black hair +from her forehead. "Never mind about my walk, mother; let me hear the +news. What did Sir Henry Fraser say of Nora?" + +Mrs. Bernard Temple sank into another chair. + +"The dear child!" she exclaimed. "She had a trying morning." + +"Pray don't talk of it!" exclaimed Nora from her sofa. "It was too +desperate." + +"Why, did he hurt you?" exclaimed Antonia. + +"Oh, no! he was kindness itself; but we had to wait so long before we +saw him." + +"Pooh!" answered Antonia. "Was that the dreadful part? Tell me what he +said when you did see him? Are you likely soon to be quite well again?" + +"With care," interrupted Mrs. Bernard Temple, "dear Nora will recover +perfectly. Her back is still very weak, but there is no injury. She may +walk a little daily, but must lie down a good deal." + +"You're quite sure he wasn't anxious about you?" asked Antonia, fixing +her eyes on Nora. + +Nora started. + +"No; what do you mean?" she said. "You quite startle me. Why should he +be anxious?" + +"Well, I almost wish he were. It would suit my purpose to have him +anxious for a day or two. However, if he isn't, he isn't, and there's an +end of it. Nora, don't you want to see your father very badly?" + +"Oh, yes!" replied Nora. Her face grew pink and red. "Of course I'd like +to see him, but I have not an idea where he is." + +"He's in London, close to you, you goose." + +"Antonia!" interrupted Mrs. Bernard Temple. + +"Mother, she is a goose not to remember that Squire Lorrimer is in town. +You ought to write to him, Nora, and ask him to come to see you." + +"If he's in London I don't know his address," answered Nora. + +"You can write to his club--the Carlton. Here, I'll find you paper and +pen, or, if you are too tired to write after the doctor's examination, +you can dictate a letter to me. Here, what do you want to say? I'm not a +good hand at letter-writing, but you must know the sort of thing. You +had better ask him to dinner to-night; there's not an hour to be lost." + +"You forget that we are going to the theatre to-night," said Mrs. +Bernard Temple. + +"Oh, what does that matter. Nora can't go, with her weak back." + +"Yes she can. I have taken a box, and she shall have my air-cushion to +lean against." + +"And I want to go to a theatre awfully," said Nora. + +"Well, well, so much for filial affection. Ask him to come to lunch +to-morrow. Write any way--show that you're a daughter, a loving +daughter." + +"Of course I'm a loving daughter, but I----" + +"For goodness sake don't have any more buts. Write or dictate, whichever +you please." + +"I'll write if I must, but really--I don't suppose father will care to +come." + +"Doesn't he care for you, then?" + +"Care for me? What a thing to say. Of course he cares for me." + +"Then he'll come. Now, I give you five minutes. Write the letter, and +I'll take it out and post it." + +Nora muttered and grumbled, but Antonia's perfectly motionless figure, +as she sat in an easy chair facing her, was too much to be resisted. She +took up a pen, dipped it in ink, and began to write. + +"Do it lovingly," said Antonia; "put heart into it; show that you're a +daughter." + +Mrs. Bernard Temple motioned Annie to come and sit near her. + +"Really," she said in a whisper, "poor Antonia becomes more peculiar and +trying each day. She simply bullies us all. Look at that poor dear +little Nora, submitting to her caprice as gently as a lamb. I don't know +why she wants Squire Lorrimer to come here. I am not acquainted with +him, and it will be really painful for me to see him in his present +afflicted condition. I am a very cheerful person by nature, and hate +depressing circumstances." + +"I am sorry you are not sympathetic," answered Annie. + +Mrs. Bernard Temple raised her brows. + +"Sympathetic," she exclaimed; "my dear, I'm the soul--the very soul of +sympathy; but where's the use of wasting emotion? I can do nothing for +Squire Lorrimer, and it will only pain poor Nora to see him. Really, +really, Antonia is beyond anything afflicting. Now, my love, where are +you going?" + +The latter part of this speech was addressed to Miss Bernard Temple, who +was leaving the room. "Where are you going, Antonia, my love?" repeated +her mother. + +"Out, mother; to post this letter." + +"I beg of you to do nothing of the kind. I can send it by William, when +next he goes for a message." + +William was a very diminutive, and much overworked, page-boy. + +"Thanks," said Antonia; "but I prefer to go myself." + +She left the room, shutting the door rather noisily; and Mrs. Bernard +Temple looked for sympathy to the two girls. + +"Is not she trying?" she repeated. "With my mind so preoccupied with +thoughts of my approaching marriage, and of dear Sir John, and those +sweet girls, Hester and Nan; it is really too much to be worried by +Antonia's whims." + +"Oh, but she means everything splendidly," said Annie. "I admire her +beyond anything. If you will let me, Mrs. Bernard Temple, I will go out +with her." + +"Oh, certainly, my dear. I see you are under her spell, so I have +nothing to say. Dear Nora and I will try to make ourselves happy +together." + +Annie left the room, and met Antonia in the hall. + +"Wait one moment, Antonia," she said; "I'll go with you." + +She ran upstairs, fetched her hat and gloves, and joined Antonia. The two +girls went into the street. + +"I'm determined that no pranks shall be played with this letter," said +Antonia; "so I intend not to post it, but to take it to the Carlton +myself." + +"Antonia, is that right?" + +"Right--what can there be wrong in it? There is no one who will eat me +at the Carlton. I shall simply give the letter to the hall-porter, and +desire him to put it into Mr. Lorrimer's hands the moment he appears. +Now, come on, if you are coming. You can stay in the street while I +interview the porter." + +"But the post seems safer and easier," said Annie. + +"Well, I don't think so. Come, come; what are you loitering for?" + +As was universally the case, Antonia's strong will prevailed. + +She knew London thoroughly, and followed by the somewhat breathless +Annie, in due course reached the Carlton Club. + +She had run up the steps, entered the hall, interviewed the porter, +delivered her letter, and once more joined Annie, when the latter said +to her in a voice of suppressed excitement-- + +"There is Squire Lorrimer; that man with the bent head and hat pushed +over his eyes. He passed the club while you were within. There he is, +just turning the corner." + +"Run after him and stop him," exclaimed Antonia. "Quick, quick--I'll +fetch the letter out while you're catching him up." + +"Oh, I don't like to," said Annie. + +"What a goose you are--then I'll do it--he'll be lost to view if we wait +another instant arguing. Is it that rather old man who walks slowly? +Yes, yes, I see him. Stay where you are and I'll bring him back to you." + +Before Annie could interfere, Antonia had hastened forward with long +strides, which she soon quickened into a run. She reached Mr. Lorrimer, +and gave one of his coat sleeves a fierce tug. + +He started, took off his hat instinctively, and then stared in amazement +at the wild-looking girl, whose face was completely unknown to him. + +"Oh, yes, you think I'm mad," said Antonia, "but I'm not. I'm about as +sane as anyone in England. You are Mr. Lorrimer, and you're afraid to go +home, and your family are in dreadful trouble. I'm Antonia Bernard +Temple; yes, it's a long unwieldy sort of name, but I have the +misfortune to own it. If I'm a diamond at all, I'm a rough sort; very +rough and uncouth, but I mean well. My mother is engaged to Sir John +Thornton, and we have been staying at the Grange, and I have seen your +magnificent untrammelled old place, with its briars, and dragon china, +and I, in short--I have seen Nell. Nell is in trouble, and my heart has +gone out to her; and Nora is in town staying with us, with my mother and +me, and she wants to see you, naturally; so please come home with me +now. Please turn round and come to the Carlton first. There's a letter +there for you from Nora. Come and see her, and hear about Nell and +Molly." + +There was the queerest mixture of every sort of emotion in Antonia's +wild, disjointed speech; but above it all was an overpowering +earnestness, which somehow attracted the poor, forlorn-looking Squire. + +"You are a very queer young lady," he said. + +"Oh, they all say that," exclaimed Antonia clasping her hands. "I beg of +you not to be commonplace; do come home with me." + +"But somehow you seem to know all about my people," he continued. "Is it +possible that Nora is in town? Yes, I'll go and see her. Where is she?" + +"Come with me and I'll take you to the house. It's in a most poky, +fashionable part--an odious locality, where poor Art hides her head. +Just walk back with me to meet Annie Forest, and to get your letter. +You know Annie Forest, don't you?" + +"I have met her." + +"Well, she's waiting close to the Carlton Club for us both; and we can't +leave her there, you know; come quickly." + +The Squire turned. + +His step was slow. The look of depression on his face was painful; his +grizzled hair was nearly white, and his once keen, hawk-like blue eyes +were now dim and dull. Antonia had never seen him before, but Annie +started when he held out his hand to her. + +He walked in almost silence back with the two girls, and in a little +more than half an hour, Antonia had the pleasure of introducing him to +her mother and Nora, who were enjoying afternoon tea together in great +contentment and peace of mind. Nora uttered a little shriek when she saw +her father. He took her in his arms and kissed her tenderly. Annie did +not follow the Squire into the drawing-room. + +"Come, mother," said Antonia, going up to her parent. + +"Where?" asked Mrs. Bernard Temple in astonishment. + +"Out of the room--come." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +THE LION AND MOUSE. + + +No one could be in a more terrible state of complete collapse than poor +Mr. Lorrimer. The blow he had most dreaded had overtaken him. He had +been as plucky an English gentleman as ever walked. As true-hearted and +affectionate a husband and father, as kind and considerate a +landlord--as honourable as man could be in all his dealings--a keen +sportsman, a lover of horses--in short, an ideal squire of the old +school; but the Towers had been his backbone; now that circumstances for +which he was scarcely to blame deprived him of the home of his fathers, +he found himself unable to stand up against the blow. He had made a +gallant fight up to the last moment, but when he saw plainly that the +tide had set in dead against him, he ceased to fight and allowed himself +to drift. He made up his mind that his last memory of the Towers should +be that evening when the old ball-room was full of light and movement, +and when two little fairy-like figures had flitted across the lawn to +greet him. That fairy and that brownie had comforted him on that night +of keen desolation, and their memory lingered with him still. He lived +in cheap lodgings near his club, ate what was put before him, read +nothing, moped away the long hours, and was fast reaching a stage when +serious breakdown of some sort or other was imminent. He desired all +letters to be sent to him to the Carlton, and not only refused to allow +his wife to come to him, but would not let her know where he was +lodging. He promised, however, to join his family when the move from the +Towers had been made. + +On the day when Antonia met him, he was feeling more wretched even than +usual. He had never hitherto been a weak or undecided man, but now he +was completely limp--there was no other word to describe his condition. +Antonia's firmness compelled him to obey her, and he found himself +against his will in Nora's company. Nora was not his favourite child; +she was not like Molly to him, nor like Nell and Boris, still she was +one of his children, and his heart throbbed with a great wave of pain +when he saw her. + +"My poor little girl," he said, kissing her tenderly, "my poor dear +little girl. I have been a bad father to you, my little Nora." + +"Oh, no, no, father," said Nora, sobbing now, and much overcome. "No, +no, dear, darling father; I'm so delighted, so delighted to see you +again." + +The Squire sat down on the sofa near Nora, and putting his arm round +her, drew her pretty head to rest on his breast. + +"So you are staying in town," he said, "quite close to me; and how--how +are the others, my dear?" + +"Quite well," replied Nora "only fretting about you." + +"About me? They needn't do that--I'm not worth it. You're sure your +mother is quite well, Nora?" + +"Yes." + +"And Molly?" + +"Yes, quite well." + +"And the young 'uns, Nell and Boris?" + +"Oh, they're well, only Nell frets a good bit." + +"Poor child, poor child; bless her, she's a loving little soul. I +suppose Guy is awfully cut up, eh, Nonie?" + +"Oh, father, indeed he's not. Guy is too much of a man--he's splendid, +he is, really. I wish you'd go back again, father, that's all they want. +It's you they want, not the Towers--you are more to them than the +Towers." + +"You're a good child to say so," said the Squire; "but I can't go back +at present. When I think of that place going out of the family, I feel +like an unfaithful steward. It was committed to me to keep and to hand +on intact to my boy, and I've lost him his inheritance. You none of you +know what it means; but I can't go back--not at present." + +"May I write and tell mother where you are?" + +"No; she writes to me to the Carlton--I'm all right; don't you worry +about me, pet." + +"You don't look all right--you look very ill." + +"See here, Nora, don't you write home and tell them that--promise." + +The Squire's manner grew quite fierce. He looked at Nora out of his +bloodshot eyes. "Promise," he said. "I won't have it done--do you hear?" + +"No, father, of course I won't if it vexes you." + +"It does, my child, it does," the Squire's manner became tenderer than +ever. "I'm worried and in trouble at present, and I am best alone; I am +best all by myself for a bit. God knows, I suppose I shall pull round +after a bit, and face you all--that poor boy whom I've ruined, and the +rest of you--but I must get time--that's only reasonable--I must get +time. Now I'm off; I'm glad to see you looking well, Nora." + +"But you'll come and see me again, father; you promise, do promise that +you'll come and see me again." + +"Yes, my child, if you wish it." + +"To-morrow; promise you'll come to-morrow. Antonia made me write to ask +you to come to lunch, and I sent the letter to the Carlton. Will you +come to lunch to-morrow?" + +"No; I can't do that, but I'll look in some day. Good-bye, Nora, +good-bye, my pet." + +The Squire put his arms again round Nora, kissed her on her lips and +brow, and left the house. + +Antonia, who was trying to keep her mother quiet in the dismal +dining-room, heard him slam the hall door after him, and rushed to the +window to watch him down the street. + +Mrs. Bernard Temple went and peeped over her daughter's shoulder. + +"I am glad he has gone," she said. "It's so trying to be turned out of +one's drawing-room. He's very seedy about his clothes, but he has an +aristocratic walk. I suppose I may go back now, Antonia, to finish my +cup of tea." + +"Oh, yes, mother, all in good time. What does tea signify when you see a +man broken with an awful grief of that sort? Why, he looks like a +captive lion. Mother, cant you get enthusiastic on the subject? Can't +you try?" + +"I'm sure, my dear, I have tried, but I cannot really see that it will +injure the Lorrimers for me to finish my tea. With all I am undergoing +on my own account at present--but of course, Antonia, you have no +sympathy for your mother." + +"Oh, yes, I have when you need it, but you don't just now; you are +perfectly happy. However, you must of course have your tea, and I won't +worry you any more after you have sent off the telegram." + +"The telegram! Oh, you erratic, perverse child; what next?" + +"You have to telegraph to Sir John, mother, to beg of him to come here +immediately. Things have gone much farther with Squire Lorrimer than I +had the least idea of. He must be put out of his pain as quickly as +possible or something bad will happen. We must get my new father that is +to be on the spot to-night, and if you don't telegraph for him I shall +myself take the next train to Nortonbury, and tackle him on the subject. +I don't in the least mind which it is, but one or other must be done +directly." + +"Antonia, you quite terrify me. Sir John will be seriously angry." + +"What of that. Let him be angry." + +"But I assure you, my dear, he is not a man to be trifled with." + +"Oh, I'll manage him, mother, if you're nervous." + +"I really think you must. I have not the courage to make or meddle in +this matter; in short, I wash my hands of it." + +Antonia clapped hers. + +"Hurrah!" she said. "I can manage much better all by myself. All I ask +you now, dear, good mother, is to trust me. Be sure that nothing +whatever will happen to injure you, and simply give me leave to say, +when I am telegraphing, that you would like to see Sir John." + +"Well, naturally, I always like to see him, dear, devoted fellow." + +"That's all right. Now you shall go back to your tea, and I'll be as +mum as a mouse for the rest of the day." + +Mrs. Bernard Temple left the room, relieved at any sort of truce with +her troublesome daughter. Antonia addressed the telegraph form to ... +_Sir John Thornton, The Grange, Nortonbury_, and filled in the following +words:-- + + "Mother wants to see you without fail this evening. Take next + train. Important. Antonia. Reply paid." + +The words went hard with the enthusiastic girl, for her precious eight +shillings were nearly exhausted, and she knew that she must deny herself +some sadly-needed cobalt if she sent that telegram. + +"Never mind," she said, as she let herself out of the house, and rushed +off to the nearest post-office. "You must do without that background of +blue sky which I so wanted for your picture, Marie Antoinette. It is +odd, but I never did think that I would allow Art to suffer in the cause +of an ugly duckling." + +Antonia sent off her telegram and watched anxiously for the reply. It +came in the course of an hour and a half, and was addressed to her +mother. + + "Expect me by the train which reaches Waterloo at nine o'clock," + +wired the gallant Sir John. + +"There, now, Antonia," said Mrs. Bernard Temple, "you have only yourself +to blame. What is to be done? We shall be at the theatre at nine +o'clock." + +"Nothing could possibly be better, mother; I shan't go. I shall wait +here for Sir John; we'll have a nice quiet time." + +"My dear, I'm afraid he'll be terribly offended." + +"No, mother, he won't; at least, not with you. Now, do go the theatre +and be happy. Take Annie and Nora, and let them enjoy themselves. I +promise you that you shall have serene skies on your return. Can't you +trust me? Did you ever find me fail you yet when I promised you +anything?" + +"No, I never did, you queer, queer creature." + +Mrs. Bernard Temple was restored to good humour. Dinner passed off +pleasantly, and immediately afterwards a cab conveyed three of the party +to the Lyceum. + +Antonia had donned her rusty brown velveteen dress, and sat with her +hands folded in front of her in a deep armchair. + +Her black hair was combed high over her forehead; her eyes were bright. +Anxiety had brought a slight colour into her cheeks; she looked almost +handsome. + +At about twenty minutes past nine a cab was heard to stop at the door, +and a moment later Sir John Thornton was ushered into the drawing-room. + +"How do you do?" he said, in a stiff voice, to Antonia. "Where is your +mother? Her telegram has startled me a good deal." + +"It was my telegram," said Antonia, in a calm voice. + +"Well, that does not matter. Will you have the goodness to inform your +mother that I am here?" + +"I can't very well at the present moment, for she is enjoying herself at +the Lyceum." + +Sir John's face grew scarlet. He drew himself up to his stiffest +attitude, and compressed his lips firmly together. + +"Perhaps you feel annoyed," said Antonia, "and I don't think I am +surprised. Will you sit down and let me explain matters?" + +"Pray do nothing of the kind. I can wait until Mrs. Bernard Temple comes +home. When is the play likely to be over?" + +"I expect mother and Annie and Nora back about half-past eleven. It is +now half-past nine. Have you had dinner?" + +"No." + +"Will you come downstairs, and let me give you something to eat?" + +"No, thank you. As your mother is not at home, I shall dine at my club, +and come back later on." + +"No, you won't," said Antonia. + +She started up, and placed herself between Sir John and the door. He +felt himself groaning inwardly. Was that awful girl mad? What did her +strange telegram mean? And why, if Mrs. Bernard Temple sent for him in a +hurry, had she not the civility to wait at home to see him? This was +really taking matters with a free-and-easy hand with a vengeance. The +proud Sir John had never felt more thoroughly angry in his life. He +stalked up to Antonia now, and endeavoured to pass her, but she dodged +him successfully. + +"I know you are a gentleman," she said; "and a gentleman always listens +to what a lady has got to say, even when he is angry with her. I'm an +awful personage in your eyes, but if you will listen to me to-night, I +will promise to be as good and unobtrusive as girl can be in the future. +I'll even wear ordinary dresses when I come to visit you, and I won't +talk of my sacred Art when you are in the room. There, can girl promise +more?--can she?" + +"Will you have the goodness to let me pass?" said Sir John. + +"I will in a moment or two. You shall go and dine at your club after you +have heard why I sent for you." + +"Why _you_ sent for me?" exclaimed Sir John. + +"Oh, yes; it was all my doing." + +"But the message certainly came in your mother's name." + +"Yes, because you would not have come otherwise. It was I, Antonia, who +really sent for you. You have come up to town in this violent hurry on +my account. Now, will you come down to eat a very nice little dinner +which has been prepared, and which the cook is waiting to send upstairs, +and let me talk to you while you are enjoying it? Or will you listen to +me here, and then go afterwards to your club? You must do one or other, +unless you are rude enough to take me by main force and move me away +from the door." + +Sir John Thornton might be very angry, but he was the pink of propriety, +and the idea of lifting the bony Antonia from the neighbourhood of the +door was too repellent even to be thought of for a moment. + +"You have got me into a trap," he said, "and I am deeply offended. Your +mother must explain the position of affairs to me when she chooses to +return home. I suppose I must listen to you, whether I wish it or not. I +only beg of you to be brief." + +"Now you are delightful," said Antonia. "Won't you sit down?" + +"I prefer to stand." + +"Well, I'll sit, if you don't mind, for I've a good deal to say." + +"I must again beg of you to be brief." + +"Very well; I'll put it into a few words, but they'll be strong, I +promise you." + +Sir John made no response. He folded his arms and looked down at +Antonia. His face looked very cold and satirical; his lips were so +tightly shut as to appear like a straight line. Antonia's face, all +enthusiasm and fire, gazed up at him. + +"Can I melt that iceberg?" she said inwardly. "Now for the tug of war." + +"This is the heart and kernel of my reason for wishing to see you," she +said. "I have taken up the cause of the Lorrimers. The Lorrimers are +leaving the Towers because Squire Lorrimer has got into money +difficulties. I don't know how, and I don't know why. He is obliged to +sell the beautiful and noble home of his ancestors to clear himself of +these difficulties. The children are all sorry to go--Molly loses the +freshness of her youth when she leaves the Towers; Guy loses his +rightful inheritance; the younger children are embittered by an +unnatural feud which I need not trouble you about, but which will sour +their characters; Nell is not strong, and simple grief may shorten her +days; and the Squire, the Squire himself is so cut up, so heart-broken, +that he cannot bring himself to say good-bye to the old place. He is in +town, here, close to us; he is hiding somewhere near us because his +proud old heart is broken. His hair is white ... his head is bowed and +his eyes are dim." + +"What does all this mean?" interrupted Sir John. + +"What does it mean?" exclaimed Antonia, springing like a young lioness +from her chair. "It means that you are to come to the rescue. Why should +all that family be made wretched? and why should the Towers go to +strangers when you can put things right? Take your money out of the +bank, or wherever you have placed it--it will be the finest deed you +ever did in your life--and buy back the Towers and give it to Squire +Lorrimer and to Guy for their own place again. Yours is the talent +buried in the ground. Take it out and save the Squire, and you'll be so +happy you won't know yourself. Why, you'll be all on fire and alive with +gladness. There, that's what I telegraphed to you for; you know now. +You'll do it ... of course you'll do it. I have spoken now. You know +what I want." + +Antonia sank down into her chair again. She was trembling visibly +through all her slender figure. Sir John gazed at her in amazement. Her +eyes met his fully, and then her heart gave a leap in her breast. He was +not angry. She guessed then that she had won her cause. + +"You certainly are a queer girl," he said, sitting down near her. "You +amaze me. I never heard of a girl who would take up a thing in this way +... and the Lorrimers are not even your friends. Oh, no! I am not angry +... not now. Hester frets morning, noon, and night, at the thought of +parting with Molly; but Hester never thought of this. It is fine of +you--quite impossible, of course; but I always admire real bravery when +I see it." + +"Never mind praising me," said Antonia; "tell me why you call it +impossible." + +"My dear young lady, do you think for a single moment Squire Lorrimer +would accept a gift of this sort from me? Do you think the Towers would +be of the least value to him won back in such a way? _Noblesse oblige_ +would prevent his accepting such an offer." + +"I have thought of all that," said Antonia. "I guessed that there would +be a good deal of pride to overcome. Fortunately I am not bothered with +_noblesse oblige_; but I guessed that you county people would worry over +it. We art lovers never think of it; we rise above it; we go back to the +old, old, _old_, times, when those who loved each other had all things +in common." + +"As long as we live in the world," said Sir John, "the men of the world +must adhere to its usages. It is not the custom for one man to present +another with the sort of gift you propose that I should favour Squire +Lorrimer with." + +"Then you must not give it in the form of a gift. You must go to your +solicitor and consult him about the matter. I happen to know that Susy +Drummond hates the Towers, so I am quite sure that Mr. Drummond would be +very glad to be out of his bargain. The Squire wants a certain sum of +money; you must lend it to him on very easy terms. Oh! of course you +know how to manage! You must make it possible for him to stay at the +Towers whatever happens. Oh! I know you'll do it! I know you'll be +clever enough and kind enough to do it. You'll think of a way, and in +all the world no man will ever have a more faithful daughter than I'll +be to you. Dear me! how dead tired I am! Are you going out to your club +to dinner? If so, I'll go to bed." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + +GOD BLESS ANTONIA. + + +Mrs. Bernard Temple waited up for Sir John that night; but he did not +appear. When he left Antonia he went straight to his club, ordered +dinner, and ate it with his usual refined and somewhat languid appetite. +He then went up to his room, and being tired thought he would go early +to bed. He did go to bed--he even went to the length of shutting his +eyes, preparatory for a peaceful night's slumber. Up to that point he +was the Sir John of old. The calculating, reserved, cold-natured +Englishman; but beyond that point he was different, altogether different +from what he had been before. Between him and his accustomed night's +rest came the eager face and passionate words of a girl--a lanky, +untidy, and, in his opinion, most disagreeable girl. Still, she had +roused him as he had never yet been roused. She had absolutely awakened +a sort of conscience in him. For the first time in his whole existence, +he carefully considered the question, who is my neighbour? + +Certainly Squire Lorrimer was his neighbour. Their estates joined; they +had been good friends from boyhood upward; they had been lads at the +same school, and afterwards men of the same college. His children and +Squire Lorrimer's children loved each other dearly. He had noticed of +late how often Hester's eyes had been red as if with tears. She had been +very good about his own proposed marriage, but she had cried when the +Lorrimers were mentioned Nan had been sulky and disagreeable and +defiant, and this was also on account of the Lorrimers. He was very +sorry for his children, and very sorry also for the Lorrimers, but never +until to-night had it entered into his head to help the Lorrimers out of +their trouble. + +He could do so, of course--he was a very rich man--he was also a careful +man, never living up to his large yearly income. By no means extravagant +in his tastes, not specially fond of hoarding money, but being really +possessed of more than his wants required. He lay awake, and thought and +thought, and after an early breakfast the next morning he did adopt +Antonia's suggestion, and went to see his solicitor. From there he wrote +a brief note to Mrs. Bernard Temple. + +"As she had not, after all, required his presence in town," he wrote, +"he would not come to see her. He happened to be particularly engaged, +and wanted to return to the Grange that evening." + +This letter was delivered at Mrs. Bernard Temple's house by a +Commissionaire. It made that good lady very uneasy, but when Antonia +read it she proceeded to skip up and down the drawing-room with such +energy that two papier-mâche tables were knocked over and a valuable +china cup and saucer smashed. + +"Don't speak to me, mother," she exclaimed. "I have nothing whatever to +say, only if I don't give vent to my feelings in some sort of exercise I +shall go mad." + +The next day or two passed without anything special occurring, but on +the third day Mrs. Bernard Temple received a letter which astonished her +very much. + +It was from Sir John, begging of her to come back to the Grange, and +especially asking that Antonia should accompany her. + +"Dear old man," murmured Antonia when she received this message. "I knew +he'd rise to it; I knew he would. Mother, which is the most fashionable +shop in London?" + +"For what, my dear?" + +"For an up-to-date costume. I must go at once and be rigged up. You had +better order a hansom--never mind the extravagance--it will be untold +torture, but it is a promise, and it must be done. Annie, love, you are +exquisite on the subject of dress; come and see Antonia made +fashionable." + +"Yes, go with her, Annie," said Mrs. Bernard Temple. "I cannot imagine +what this queer thing portends, but anything to make Antonia look like +an ordinary girl I willingly agree to. Don't be extravagant, my love, +for my purse is not too heavy; but anything under ten pounds I will +willingly spend to make you presentable." + +"It's appalling to think of the waste of money," said Antonia. "Oh, what +would not ten pounds do in the cause of Art? But a promise is a promise. +Come along, Annie, we'll go to Regent Street and choose." + +Five minutes later, the two girls set off. Antonia's face was wreathed +with wonderful smiles, but she was mute as to the subject of her +thoughts, even to Annie. + +"I suppose I must have a respectable hat," she said, suddenly; "and I +suppose it must sit in the correct way on my head; therefore, the first +thing is to go to a hairdresser's. I must be fringed, and curled, and +frizzed." + +"Oh, Antonia, no, no;" said Annie. "Your beautiful hair--it would be a +sin to put a pair of scissors near it." + +"A promise is a promise," said Antonia. "Which is the best hairdresser?" + +They stopped at one in Bond Street, and half an hour later Antonia left +the shop, very stiff about the head and red about the face. + +"The hairpins are sticking into me all over," she gasped, "and the +weight of the fringe is like a furnace on my forehead; but never mind." + +"It isn't at all becoming either," said Annie. + +Antonia looked at her with large eyes of reproach. + +"Do you think I _want_ it to be becoming?" she said. "That would be the +final straw." + +The fashionable dress was not only bought, but put on, and Mrs. Bernard +Temple scarcely knew her daughter when she saw her back again. + +"I'm in misery," said Antonia; "but a promise is a promise. My dear +mother, when you are married to Sir John, that dear, dear old man, you +need not expect to see me often at the Grange." + +"I really do not see, Antonia, why you should speak of your future +father as so very old." + +"He's old to me," said Antonia. "I always speak of people as I find +them." + +"You are a most extraordinary girl," remarked her mother. + +But she made this remark so often that Antonia did not think it +necessary to reply. + +By a late train in the afternoon the whole party were conveyed back to +the Grange, where Hester received them with rather a puzzled expression +on her face. As soon as possible she drew Annie aside, and began to +speak to her. + +"I cannot imagine what is the matter," she said; "father is going on in +a most extraordinary way. You won't mind my speaking frankly, Annie, but +he seemed really quite relieved when you all went away. Then he got that +telegram from Mrs. Bernard Temple, and rushed off to town in a hurry. He +came back the following evening completely altered--very silent and +absorbed, but with a kind of change over him which Nan and I could not +help noticing. I asked him if he had seen anything of Squire Lorrimer, +and he looked hard at me and said--'I wonder if you are in it, too.'" + +"Oh, I know, I know," said Annie softly, rubbing her hands; "dear +Antonia, dear Antonia." + +"Oh, for pity's sake, Annie, don't you get mysterious," exclaimed +Hester, almost fretfully. "What can Antonia have to say to Squire +Lorrimer? Let me finish my story. I asked father if he had seen him, and +he replied, 'I have heard and seen enough of Lorrimer to fill all my +thoughts.' He would not tell me another word; but he went to town again +the next morning, and came back absolutely excited in the evening. Fancy +my father in a state of excitement! He was ever so nice to me; and when +Nan said that she must go to school almost immediately, he said that +Mrs. Willis should be invited to come back to the Grange, for he wanted +us all to have a happy meeting before his wedding. And he has been +telegraphing to all kinds of people all day, and I believe all the +Lorrimers are coming here to-morrow. Father said he wanted to have a +real, jolly time, and that everyone of the Lorrimers, even to little +Phil, and, of course, Jane Macalister, were to be asked. I ventured to +remind him that dear Molly and all of them were not just in the mood for +festivities at present, but he would not listen to me for a moment. He +said, that on such an auspicious occasion he must have his own way, and +that he would engage that they would be jolly enough when the time +came." + +"So they will, I am sure," said Annie. "Did you say Mrs. Willis was +here, Hester?" + +"Yes, she came an hour ago. She is in her room. She says she will take +you and Nan back with her to Lavender House the day after to-morrow." + +Annie's face, which had been very bright a moment before, grew suddenly +grave. She murmured something half aloud. + +"I won't be outdone by Antonia," she said. + +"Really, really, Annie," exclaimed Hester, "I shall get to hate Antonia, +if you allude to her in that sphinx-like way any longer." + +Annie looked hard at Hester with dilating eyes and paling cheeks. + +"Do you remember," she said, suddenly coming up to her friend, "the old +Annie of Lavender House?" + +"How can I forget her," said Hester; "when she is my dearest friend?" + +"Do you remember," continued Annie, "the heaps and heaps of scrapes she +used to get into, and how there was no peace for her, and no way out of +them at all except by confession?" + +"Yes, I remember," said Hester, gravely. + +"Well, I am going to confess now." + +"To confess! But you have done nothing wrong, Annie darling." + +"Oh, haven't I; I've been just at my old pranks--just as heedless, as +impetuous, as mad, as I have ever been. Hester, I have done wrong, but +as it does not concern you, I won't tell you, dear. Only before I go to +Mrs. Willis, I should like to congratulate you." + +"To congratulate me? On what?" asked poor Hester. + +"On having the chance of such a girl as Antonia for your sister." + +"Now, really, I wont listen to another word," said Hester. "I have quite +made up my mind to _endure_ Antonia, and to be patient with her, but if, +in addition, I am to congratulate myself, I'm just afraid I can't rise +to it. Run away if you want to, Annie, and when you cease to be +mysterious I will talk to you again." + +Annie left the room and went slowly upstairs to Mrs. Willis's bedroom. +She knocked and was admitted. What she said--what words passed between +the two were never known, but when Annie left that room there was a look +on her face which reminded those who saw her of the best of Annie in the +old days, and Mrs. Willis was more affectionate than ever to her dear +pupil that evening. + +The next day dawned bright and splendid. The trees were beginning to put +on their autumn tints, but the air was still full of summer. The +Lorrimers at the Towers were busy making preparations to come over to +the Grange. They had been invited to the festival by no less a personage +than Sir John Thornton himself, and he had couched his epistle in gay +and pleasant words. + +"As if we had any heart for it," murmured Molly to herself. + +"It is over a week now since we have had even a line from father," +whispered Nell to her own heart; "how can we care to go and laugh at the +Grange?" + +"We are going from the dear old place in a week," thought Guy. "I don't +believe anyone can draw a smile out of me to-day." + +But Boris was happy enough to go, for he was so young that any change +was delightful; and as his pets were also leaving the Towers, and he and +Kitty had just thought of a splendid way to prepare them for their +journey, he felt quite light-hearted once again, and that he would be +happy in his new home. + +When Jane Macalister heard of the invitation, she flatly refused to +accept it. + +"Go, if you choose to," she said, with a wave of her hand to the +assembled children; "you are young, and it's good for the young to +forget. But I shall take the opportunity of sewing up the feather beds +in their brown-holland cases. I vowed and declared that when this move +had to be made no outsider should come in to pack, so my hands are full, +and I have neither time nor heart for frivolity." + +"But, Jane, you are specially asked; you are mentioned by name," said +Kitty. + +"By name, am I?" asked Jane. "Who invited me? That chit of a Hester?" + +"No, indeed; the great, magnificent Sir John himself." + +"Hoots!" exclaimed Jane; "he's cracked over his second marriage, or he +wouldn't bother about an old body like me. I'll none of it. Go away +children, and let me get on with my work." + +The children withdrew, apparently discomfited, but they guessed that +when the time came Jane would go with them, and it proved that they +were right. + +She made no remark as she joined the group, only at intervals as they +all walked across the fields, the single expression, "Hoots!" passed her +lips. + +In due course they all crossed the stile and entered the grounds of the +Grange. They had gone a little way, when Boris uttered a short, sharp +cry. + +"Why, there's father!" he exclaimed. The others all looked up at this, +and then there was a rush and a helter-skelter, and Squire Lorrimer, +looking just like the Squire of old, no longer bent nor bowed, nor +broken hearted, was surrounded by his family. + +Boris mounted on his father's shoulder, and Nell clasped the Squire's +hand and looked into his face. Mrs. Lorrimer came close to her husband's +side, and Molly stood behind him. + +"Where's Guy?" said the Squire in a hoarse kind of voice. "Come here, my +boy, I want to say something. It was Sir John's will that I should tell +you the good news here, or you'd have all heard from me before I came +down to meet you by this path, and we'll all go up and thank him +presently." + +"For what, father?" asked Molly. + +"Why, the most wonderful thing," replied the Squire. "It seems that a +girl called Antonia--a strange girl whom I have only met once--put a +thought into my old friend's head, and he has acted on it in such a way +that, without anything being done which I could not accept, I am enabled +to continue as owner of the Towers." + +"Oh, father!" said Guy, with a great gasp. + +"Yes, my boy," continued the Squire, "I need not sell now. Sir John has +lent me money to get over my difficulties, and on such easy terms that +it will be possible to pay him back in the course of years without +ruining any of us. Drummond was glad to be out of his bargain, so the +whole thing was settled last night. We'll be poor enough still, but we +need not leave the Towers; and if we are all careful, and I let my farms +well--by the way, Sir John is going to take two of them--I have not the +least doubt that the debt will be cleared away by the time you are of +age, Guy. Anyhow, I feel like a new man. I can hold up my head once +more, and all I can say is, God bless Antonia!" + +"What's the matter, Jane?" exclaimed Boris. + +"Hoots!" said Jane, whose face was nearly purple. "I felt this morning +that I needn't go on sewing up those feather beds." + +She turned her head aside, and, to the amazement of everyone, burst into +tears. + +Those tears of Jane's seemed to loosen all tongues. Eyes grew bright, +eager voices flew, lips were wreathed in smiles. All the Lorrimers in a +body went up to the Grange, where Sir John and his family came out to +meet and welcome them. + +"And where's Antonia?" asked the Squire. + +Everyone else, even Mrs. Bernard Temple, was present, but Antonia was +not to be found. Annie volunteered to go and look for her. + +After a long search she found her at last busily painting some huge dock +leaves, which she had found in her morning ramble, and pulled up by the +roots. + +"Come, Antonia, you are wanted," said Annie. + +"What for?" said Antonia. "Pray don't stand in my light, Annie." + +"But they're all waiting for you, every one of them--the Lorrimers, and +Hester, and Sir John, and the rest. They want to thank you; it was your +doing, you know." + +"Of all things in the world," replied Antonia, "I hate being thanked +most of all. I did nothing. It was all dear old Sir John. And look what +he has given me, Annie. This magnificent paint-box. Oh, the darling! the +beauty! Oh, the rapture of possessing it! I'll go if I must when I have +finished my dock leaves, but not before." + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Red Rose and Tiger Lily, by L. T. Meade + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK RED ROSE AND TIGER LILY *** + +***** This file should be named 23022-8.txt or 23022-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/2/3/0/2/23022/ + +Produced by D. 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T. Meade + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Red Rose and Tiger Lily + or, In a Wider World + +Author: L. T. Meade + +Release Date: October 13, 2007 [EBook #23022] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK RED ROSE AND TIGER LILY *** + + + + +Produced by D. Alexander and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This file was +produced from images generously made available by The +Internet Archive) + + + + + + +</pre> + +<p style="text-align: center"> +<img src="images/cover.jpg" width="370" height="600" alt="cover" title="cover" /></p> + +<h1>RED ROSE AND +TIGER LILY</h1> + +<h2>Or, In a Wider World</h2> + + +<h3>By</h3> +<h2>MRS. L. T. MEADE</h2> + + +<p class="center">AUTHOR OF</p> + +<p class="center">A BUNCH OF CHERRIES, A RING OF RUBIES,</p> +<p class="center">BAD LITTLE HANNAH, ETC. +</p> + +<p class="gap"> </p> +<p class="center">"Nothing is required but to set the right way to work,<br /> +but of course the really important thing is to succeed."<br /> +<span class="i19">—<i>Story of the Poor Tailor.</i><br /></span></p> + +<p class="gap"> </p> +<p class="center">NEW YORK</p> +<p class="center">GROSSET & DUNLAP</p> +<p class="center">PUBLISHERS +</p> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Copyright</span>, 1894, <span class="smcap">by</span></p> + +<p class="center">THE CASSELL PUBLISHING COMPANY</p> + +<p class="center"><i>All rights reserved</i></p> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p style="text-align: center"> +<img src="images/i-1.jpg" width="380" height="600" alt="i_1" title="i_1" /></p> + +<p style="text-align: center"><b> +<a href="#Page_10">NAN AND ANNIE ARRIVE +<i>Frontispiece</i>—(<i>Page</i> 4.)</a></b></p> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<h2><a name="CONTENTS" id="CONTENTS"></a>CONTENTS</h2> +<table border="0" width="70%" cellpadding="2" cellspacing="0" summary="Contents"> +<tr> + <td align='right' style="width:15%;"><span style='font-size:small'>CHAPTER</span></td> + <td style="width:5%;"> </td> + <td style="width:80%;"> </td> + <td align='right' style="width:10%;"><span style='font-size:small'>PAGE</span></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">I.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">Nan's Golden Mane</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#RED_ROSE_AND_TIGER_LILY">1</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">II.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">Crushed</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_II">8</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">III.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">Two Proverbs</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_III">16</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">IV.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">The Colts—Robin and Joe</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_IV">23</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">V.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">Not Missed</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_V">32</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">VI.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">Friar's Wood</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_VI">42</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">VII.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">The Story Book Lady</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_VII">53</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">VIII.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">Alone in the Wood</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_VIII">63</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">IX.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">"I Broke My Word," said Annie</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_IX">70</a></td> +</tr> + + +<tr> + <td align="right">X.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">An Awfully Frivolous Girl</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_X">79</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">XI.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">The Diamond Ring</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XI">88</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">XII.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">The Land of Perhaps</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XII">97</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">XIII.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">The Fancy Ball</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XIII">113</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">XIV.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">Poor Mrs. Myrtle</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XIV">124</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">XV.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">"The Way of Transgressors"</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XV">132</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">XVI.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">Perhaps</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XVI">143</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">XVII.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">Fairy and Brownie</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XVII">152</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">XVIII.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">The Lorrimers of the Towers</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XVIII">161</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">XIX.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">Topsy-Turvey</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XIX">171</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">XX.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">The New Owners</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XX">179</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">XXI.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">Hester Speaks Her Mind</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXI">194</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">XXII.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">Antonia's Gift</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXII">207</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">XXIII.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">Truth and Fidelity</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXIII">215</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">XXIV.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">A Wet Sponge</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXIV">222</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">XXV.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">Molly's Sorrow</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXV">234</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">XXVI.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">Plot Thickens</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXVI">245</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">XXVII.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">Nell is in Trouble</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXVII">252</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">XXVIII.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">The Lion and Mouse</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXVIII">262</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> + <td align="right">XXIX.</td> + <td></td> + <td align="left"><span class="smcap">God Bless Antonia</span></td> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXIX">274</a></td> +</tr> +</table> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[Pg 1]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="RED_ROSE_AND_TIGER_LILY" id="RED_ROSE_AND_TIGER_LILY"></a>RED ROSE AND TIGER LILY</h2> + +<h2>OR</h2> + +<h2>IN A WIDER WORLD</h2> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></a>CHAPTER I.</h2> + +<h3>NAN'S GOLDEN MANE.</h3> + + +<p>It was a perfect summer's evening. The sun had just set, and purple, +gold, violet, rose colour still filled the sky in the west. There was a +tender new moon, looking like a silver bow, also to be seen; before long +the evening star would be visible.</p> + +<p>Hester Thornton stepped out of the drawing-room at the Grange, and, +walking a little way down the broad gravel sweep, began to listen +intently. Hester was about seventeen—a slender girl for her age. Her +eyes were dark, her eyebrows somewhat strongly marked, her abundant +hair, of a much lighter shade of brown, was coiled in close folds round +her well-shaped head. Her lips were slightly compressed, her chin showed +determination. Hester had not been beautiful as a child, and she was not +beautiful as a girl, but her face was pleasant to look at, very bright +when animated, very steadfast and sweet when in repose. The air was like +nectar to her cheeks. She was naturally a pale girl, but a faint rose +colour was now discernible in her complexion, and the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[Pg 2]</a></span>look of +expectation in her dark eyes made them charming.</p> + +<p>A step was heard on the gravel behind, and she turned quickly.</p> + +<p>"Is that you, father?" she exclaimed.</p> + +<p>"Yes. Are not you very imprudent to come out at this hour in your thin +house shoes, and with nothing on your head? There is a very heavy dew +falling."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I never take cold," replied Hester with a smile, which showed her +even and pretty white teeth; "and I certainly shan't to-night," she +continued, "for I am feeling far too excited."</p> + +<p>Sir John Thornton was considered by most of his acquaintances (he could +boast of scarcely any friends) as a reserved and almost repellent +person, but now, as his eyes rested on his young daughter, something +seemed to soften their expression; he took her slight hand and drew it +affectionately through his arm.</p> + +<p>"It takes a small thing to excite you, my love," he said; "but you +always were of a turbulent disposition—just your poor mother over +again."</p> + +<p>Hester sighed faintly when Sir John spoke of his wife, then she quickly +cheered up and said in an eager voice—</p> + +<p>"You don't call it a little thing, father, to know that in a minute or +two I shall welcome Nan back from school? Nan comes to-night—Annie +Forest to-morrow. It would be difficult for any girl to want more to +make her perfectly happy."</p> + +<p>Sir John raised his brows.</p> + +<p>"I only know Miss Forest by hearsay," he said, "so I will reserve my +judgment upon her; but I do know Nan. She will upset the entire <i>régime</i> +of the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[Pg 3]</a></span>house. I like order, and she likes disorder. I like quiet meals, +she likes uproarious ones. I hate shocks and she adores them. I am glad, +of course, to welcome the child home, but at the same time I dread her +arrival. I cannot possibly understand how it is that Mrs. Willis, who is +supposed to be such a splendid instructor of youth, should not have +brought Nan a little better into control. Now, you, my dear Hetty, are +very different. You have passions and feelings—no one has them more +strongly—but you keep them in check. Your reticence and your reserve +please me much. In short, Hester, no father could have a more admirable +daughter to live with him. I am pleased with you, my dear; the +experiment of having you home from school to look after my house has +turned out well. There is nothing I would not do to please you, and +while your friend Miss Forest is here, I will do my best to render her +visit a success. The only discordant element will be Nan. I cannot +understand why Mrs. Willis has not got Nan into the same control she had +you in."</p> + +<p>"You forget," said Hester, "that I am seventeen and Nan only eight. No +one ever yet could say 'No' to Nan. Father, don't you hear the carriage +wheels? She is coming—I know she is coming. Please forgive me, I must +run to meet her."</p> + +<p>Sir John released his daughter's hand, and Hester flew with the speed of +an arrow from a bow up the long avenue. She was not mistaken. Her keen +ears had detected the smooth roll of wheels. A landau drawn by a pair of +horses had even now entered the lodge gates. Hester, looking up, heard +some gay voices, some childish laughter. Then an imperious <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[Pg 4]</a></span>voice +shouted to the coachman to pull up the horses and Nan Thornton and +another girl sprang out of the carriage and ran to Hester's side.</p> + +<p>Confused utterances, sundry embraces, the quick intermingling of +ejaculations, kisses, commands, explanatory remarks—all rose on the +sweet night air.</p> + +<p>"Hetty, you look quite grown up. Please, Jenkins, you can drive on to +the house. I'm not getting in again. Aren't you glad to see me, Het? I +have come back a greater tease and torment than ever."</p> + +<p>"Yes, Nan, delighted—more than delighted. Oh! you sweet, how nice it is +to feel you kissing me! Why, Annie, how did you happen to come to-night? +I didn't expect you until to-morrow. I was wondering how I could endure +the next twenty-four hours of expectation, even with Nan to keep me +company, and now you are here. Oh, how very, very glad I am."</p> + +<p>"Kiss me, Hester," said Annie. "Nan and I concocted this little plan. We +thought we'd take you by surprise. Oh dear, oh dear, I feel so wild and +excited that I'm sure I shall be just as troublesome as I used to be +before you tamed me down at school. Now then, Nan, you are not to have +all the kisses. Hester, dear, how sweet and gracious and prim and +lady-of-the-manorish you do look!"</p> + +<p>"I don't care what I look like, I only know what I feel," replied +Hester: "about the happiest girl in England. But don't let us stand here +talking any longer, or father will take it into his head that I am +catching cold in the night air. Here, Nan, take my arm. Annie, my other +side is at your disposal. Now, do let us come to the house."</p> + +<p>The girls began to move slowly down the long winding avenue. Nan had the +pretty, soft dark <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[Pg 5]</a></span>eyes which used to characterise her as a little +child. Her abundant fluffy golden hair hung below her waist. Her baby +lips and sweet little face looked as charming as of old. She was a very +pretty child, and promised to be a beautiful woman by-and-by. Her +beauty, however, was nothing at all beside the radiant sort of +loveliness which Annie Forest possessed. She was a creature all moods, +all expression, all life, all movement. She had early given promise of +remarkable beauty, and this had been more than fulfilled. Hester glanced +at her now and again in the most loving admiration.</p> + +<p>"It is good to have you back, Nan," she said, "and it is delightful to +know that you have come at last to pay your long, long promised visit," +she continued, looking at Annie. "Well, here we are at home. Nan, you +must go up and show yourself to nurse this minute. Annie, let me take +you to your room."</p> + +<p>"Dear old nursey," said Nan; she rushed up the stairs, shouting her old +nurse's name as she went; her quick footsteps flew down the long +corridor, she pushed open the baize door which separated the nurseries +from the rest of the house, and in a moment found herself in the old +room.</p> + +<p>Nan's nurse was a cherry-cheeked old woman of between sixty and seventy +years of age.</p> + +<p>"Eh, my darling, and how did you get back without me hearing the sound +of the carriage wheels!" she exclaimed. "Eh dear, eh dear, I meant to be +down on the front steps to greet you, Miss Nan. Eh, but you look bonny, +and let me examine your hair, dear—I hope they cut the points regular. +If they don't, it will break away and not keep even."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[Pg 6]</a></span></p><p>"Oh, don't bother about my hair now," said Nan. "What does hair signify +when a child has just got home, and when she wants a kiss more than +anything else in the world? Now, nursey, sit down in that low armchair +and let us have a real hug. <i>That's</i> better; and how are you? You look +as jolly as ever."</p> + +<p>"So I am, my pet; I'm as happy as the day is long since Miss Hetty has +come home and took the housekeeping over. I was in a mortal fret before, +with her at school and you at school, but now I think the danger is +past."</p> + +<p>"What danger?" asked Nan; "you always were a dear old croak, you know, +nurse."</p> + +<p>"Yes, pet, perhaps so; but I didn't fret without reason, you may be +quite sure of that."</p> + +<p>"Well, what were you afraid of? You know I'm an awfully curious girl, so +you must tell me."</p> + +<p>"It's a sin to be too curious, Miss Nan—it leads people into untold +mischief. Curiosity was the sin of Eve, and it's best to nip it in the +bud while you're young. Now let me brush out your hair, my darling, and +get you ready for supper."</p> + +<p>"Yes, in a minute," said Nan. She pushed back the shady hat in which she +had traveled, and seated herself afresh on her nurse's knee.</p> + +<p>"How do my kisses feel?" she asked, breathing a very soft one on each of +the old woman's cheeks.</p> + +<p>"Eh, dear," said the nurse, "they're like fresh cream and strawberries."</p> + +<p>"Well, you shall have six more if you tell me what your fears were."</p> + +<p>Nurse looked admiringly back at Nan.</p> + +<p>"You're just the audacious, contrary, troublesome bit of a thing you +always were," she said; "but <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[Pg 7]</a></span>somehow I can't resist you. There's no +fear now of anything happening, so you needn't be in a taking; but what +did put me out was this: I thought your father, Sir John, might be +bringing a new mistress here."</p> + +<p>"What! a new mistress?—A housekeeper, do you mean?" Nan's brown eyes +were open at their widest.</p> + +<p>"No, dearie, no, a wife—someone to take the head of the house. Men like +Sir John must have their comforts, and a house without a mistress isn't +as it ought to be. But there, Miss Hetty is here now, and that makes +everything right."</p> + +<p>"But a new mistress," repeated Nan—"a new wife for father. Why, +she—she'd be a <i>stepmother</i>. Oh, how I'd hate her."</p> + +<p>"Well, darling, there's not going to be any such person; it was only an +idle fear of your poor old nurse's that will never come to anything. +Forget that I said it to you, Miss Nan. Oh, my word! and there's the +gong, so supper is ready, and Sir John won't like to be kept waiting. +Let me brush out your hair, I won't be a minute. Now, there's my pretty. +It's good to have you back again, Miss Nancy. Only I misdoubt me that +you'll turn the house topsy-turvey, as you always and ever did."</p> + +<p>While nurse was speaking, she was deftly and quickly changing Nan's +travel-stained frock for a white one, and was tying a coral pink sash +round her waist.</p> + +<p>"Now you're ready," she said, giving the little figure a final pat.</p> + +<p>Nan shook out her golden mane and went demurely downstairs—more +demurely than was her wont. The dawning of possible trouble filled her +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[Pg 8]</a></span>sweet eyes. A new wife—a possible stepmother! Oh, no, by no +possibility could such a horror be coming; nevertheless, her full cup of +happiness was vaguely troubled by the thought.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></a>CHAPTER II.</h2> + +<h3>CRUSHED.</h3> + + +<p>Sir John Thornton could be a very pleasant host. He was a reserved man +with a really cold nature. He disliked fuss and what he called +"ebullitions of affection;" he hated kissing and fondling. He liked to +treat even his nearest and dearest with ceremony, but he was a perfect +host—the little attentions, the small politenesses which the <i>rôle</i> of +host requires, suited his character exactly. Hester and Nan, his only +children, were his opposites in every respect. It is true that Hester +inherited some of his pride, and a good deal of his reserve, but the +fire underneath her calm, the passionate love which she could give so +warmly to her chosen friends, she inherited from her mother, not from +her father. Nan had never yet shown reserve to anyone. As far as any +creature could be said to be without false pride, Nan was that +individual—she was also absolutely devoid of fear. She believed that +all the world loved her. Why not? She was perfectly willing to love all +the world back again. If it chose to hate her, she could and would hate +it in return with interest; but, then, why should it? The world was a +good place to Nan Thornton up to the present.</p> + +<p>Now, Sir John dreaded his impulsive younger <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[Pg 9]</a></span>daughter more than words +can say. Perhaps somewhere in his heart he had a certain fatherly +admiration for her, but if so it did not show itself in the usual +fatherly way. Annie Forest was at the present moment absorbing his +attention.</p> + +<p>Annie was between sixteen and seventeen years of age; she was still, of +course, quite a child in Sir John's eyes, but she was undoubtedly very +pretty—she had winning ways and bright glances. Her little speeches +were full of wit and repartee, and she was naturally so full of tact +that she knew when a word would hurt, and therefore seldom said it.</p> + +<p>When Nan entered the room in which a hasty supper had been prepared for +the hungry travellers, she found her father and Annie talking pleasantly +to one another at one end of the table, while Hester presided over the +tea equipage at the other.</p> + +<p>"Here you are, little whirlwind," said Sir John, slipping his arm round +his younger daughter's waist and drawing her for a moment to his side.</p> + +<p>Nan looked at him soberly. She gazed into his eyes and examined the +curves of his lips, and noted with satisfaction the wrinkles on his +brow, the crows' feet at the corner of each eye, and some strong lines +which betokened the advance of years in the lower part of his face.</p> + +<p>"You're too old," she said, in a contemplative voice. "I'm so +glad—you're much too old."</p> + +<p>She stroked his deepest wrinkle affectionately as she spoke.</p> + +<p>Now Sir John hated being considered old, and an angry wave of colour +mounted to his forehead.</p> + +<p>"As usual, you are a most impolite little girl," he said. "I do not +trouble myself to inquire what your <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[Pg 10]</a></span>sage remark means, nor why you +rejoice in the fact of my possessing the infirmities of years; but I +wish to repeat to you a proverb which I hope you will bear in mind, at +least, when in <i>my</i> presence during the holidays, 'Little girls should +be seen and not heard.' Now go to your seat."</p> + +<p>Sir John released his hold of Nan's broad waist and turned to Annie.</p> + +<p>"Yes, a good deal of the country is flat," he said, "but we have some +pretty drives. Are you fond of riding?"</p> + +<p>"I should be if I had a chance," replied Annie; "but the fact is, I +never was on horseback since I was five years old, so I cannot be said +to know much about it."</p> + +<p>"I am sure you could quickly learn," said Sir John. "Hester has a very +quiet pony which she can lend you while you are here. By the way, +Hester, Squire Lorrimer called to-day. I said you would go to the Towers +to-morrow morning—you can take Miss Forest with you. The Lorrimers are +a very lively household, and it will amuse her to know them."</p> + +<p>"I should think they are lively," burst from Nan at the far end of the +table. "How is Kitty Lorrimer, and how is Boris? And have they got as +many pets as ever? Oh, <i>can</i> you tell me, please, father, if the +dormouse has awakened yet? It was fast asleep when I was home at +Christmas, and Boris said it mightn't wake again until May. Boris was so +sorry it wasn't quite dead, because he wanted to stuff it; but he +couldn't if it was alive, could he? That would be cruel, wouldn't it? +Father, can you tell me if the dormouse is awake?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[Pg 11]</a></span></p><p>Sir John fixed a cold eye upon Nan.</p> + +<p>"I am unacquainted with the state of the dormouse's health," he +said—"disgusting little beasts," he added, turning for sympathy to +Annie, whose bright dark eyes danced with fun as she watched him.</p> + +<p>"They're not disgusting; they're perfectly heavenly little darlings," +came from Nan in an indignant voice. "Oh, and what about the white rats? +Boris had four in a box when I went last to the Towers, and Kitty had +one all to herself, and Boris and Kitty were always fighting as to which +were the most beautiful—the one rat or the four. Did you ever see a +white rat, Annie? They <i>are</i> pets, with long tails like worms."</p> + +<p>"Hester," exclaimed Sir John, "will you induce Nan to hold her tongue +and eat her supper in peace?"</p> + +<p>Hester bent forward and whispered something to Nan, who shrugged her +shoulders indignantly. Her face grew crimson.</p> + +<p>"I can't learn that proverb," she said, after a pause. "I can't obey it, +its no use trying. Father, do you hear? I can't be one of those +seen-and-not-heard girls. Do you hear me, father?"</p> + +<p>"I do, Nan. If we have finished supper, shall we go into the +drawing-room?" he added, turning to Annie.</p> + +<p>Nan lingered behind. She slipped her hand through her sister's arm and +dragged her on to the terrace.</p> + +<p>"I feel so wicked that I think I'll burst," she exclaimed. "Why is +father always throwing a damp cloth over me?"</p> + +<p>"Nan, dear, you irritate him a good deal. Why <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[Pg 12]</a></span>do you talk in that silly +way when you know he cannot bear it?"</p> + +<p>"Because I'm Nan," answered the child, pouting her lips.</p> + +<p>"But Nan can learn wisdom," said Hester, in her sweet elder-sisterly +tone. "Even though you are the liveliest, merriest, dearest little girl +in the world, and though it is delicious to have you back"—here there +came an ecstatic hug—"you need not say things that you know will hurt. +For instance, you are perfectly well aware that father does not like his +age commented on."</p> + +<p>"Oh, <i>that</i>," said Nan, some of the trouble which nurse's words had +caused coming back to her eyes. "Oh, but I really said what I <i>meant</i>, +then—it was not mischief. I was so glad to see that he is old. I love +those wrinkles of his—I adore them."</p> + +<p>"What can you mean, you queer little thing?"</p> + +<p>"Why, you see, Hetty, he won't be attractive, and there'll be no fear."</p> + +<p>"No fear of what?"</p> + +<p>"Nurse said that perhaps he'd be having a wife, and giving us a +stepmother."</p> + +<p>"Oh, what nonsense!" said Hester, in a vexed tone. "What a silly thing +for nurse to say. I am quite surprised at her. As far as I can tell our +father has no intention of marrying again; but if he did?"</p> + +<p>"If he did," repeated Nancy, "nurse says that you wouldn't be mistress +of the Grange any longer."</p> + +<p>A wistful sort of look, half of pain, half of suppressed longing, filled +Hester's dark eyes for a moment.</p> + +<p>"I might go out into the world," she said, "and have my heart's desire."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[Pg 13]</a></span></p><p>"But aren't you happy here?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, oh yes! I am talking nonsense. My duty lies here, at least at +present. Mrs. Willis has taught me always to put duty first. Now, Nan, +let us forget what is not likely to happen. It is nearly time for you to +go to bed; you look quite tired; there are black rings under your eyes; +but first, just tell me about Mrs. Willis and the dear old school."</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Willis is well," said Nan, with a yawn, "and the school is in +<i>statu quo</i>. I am in the middle school now, and perhaps I shall get a +drawing-room to myself before long. I'm not sure though, for I never can +be tidy."</p> + +<p>"I wish you could be; it's a pity not to curb one's faults."</p> + +<p>"Oh, bother faults. I don't want you to lecture me, Hetty."</p> + +<p>"No, darling, I don't wish to; but I thought you were so fond of Mrs. +Willis. I thought you would do anything to please her."</p> + +<p>"Yes, of course. I think I do please her. She gave me two prizes at the +break up—one for French and one for music. She kissed me, too, quite +half-a-dozen times. Look here, Hetty, I don't want you to ask Annie +Forest a lot of questions about me. I can't help having a romping time +now and then at school; and there are two new girls—Polly and Milly +Jenkins; they are so killingly funny; nearly as good as Boris and Kitty +Lorrimer. I always had a little bit of the wild element in me, and I +suppose it must come out somehow. Annie was wild enough when she was my +age, wasn't she, Hester?"</p> + +<p>"Annie will be gay and light-hearted to the end of the chapter!" +exclaimed Hester.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[Pg 14]</a></span></p><p>"But she was naughty when she was my age, wasn't she?"</p> + +<p>"She is not naughty now."</p> + +<p>"Well, no more will I be when I am sixteen. Now, good-night, Het. Am I +to sleep in your room?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"How scrumptious. Look out for a fine waking early in the morning."</p> + +<p>Nan hugged Hester in her usual rough-and-ready manner, and danced +upstairs, singing as she went—</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"<i>Old Daddy-long-legs wouldn't say his prayers,</i><br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>Catch him by his left leg and throw him downstairs.</i>"<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>This was one of Nan's rhymes which Sir John detested. Her voice was loud +and somewhat piercing. He heard it in the drawing-room, and went +deliberately and shut the door.</p> + +<p>"Miss Forest," he said to his young guest, "there are moments when I +feel extremely uneasy with regard to the fate of my youngest daughter."</p> + +<p>"About Nan's fate?" exclaimed Annie, raising her arched eyebrows; "why, +she is quite the dearest little thing in the world. I wish you could see +her at school; she is the pet of all the girls at Lavender House."</p> + +<p>"That may be," said Sir John, with a slightly sarcastic movement of his +thin lips; "but it does not follow that school pets are home pets. If my +good friend, Mrs. Willis, finds Nan's society so agreeable, I wish she +would arrange to keep her for the holidays."</p> + +<p>Annie's young face, so round, so fresh, so charming, was fixed in grave +surprise on her elderly host.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[Pg 15]</a></span></p><p>"Don't you love Nan at all?" she asked, wonder in her tone.</p> + +<p>Sir John had been giving Miss Forest credit for great tact. Up to this +moment, he had considered her a very pretty, agreeable little girl, who +would be an acquisition in the house. Now he winced; she had trodden +very severely on one of his corns.</p> + +<p>"I naturally have a regard for my child," he said, after a pause, "and I +presume that I show it best by having her properly educated and +disciplined in her youth."</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, I don't think you do," said Annie. "You must forgive me for +saying frankly what I really think. I used to be like Nan when I was a +little girl, and I'd never have changed—never—never, I'd never have +become thoughtful for others, I'd always have been an unmitigated horror +to all my friends if my father had treated me like that. He's not a bit +like you, Sir John. I don't mean to compare him to you for a moment. He +is quite a rough sort of man, and he has led a rough life; but, oh dear +me, from the time he came back from Australia, and I knew that I had a +living father, I cannot tell you what a difference there has been in my +life. I have generally spent my holidays with him, and he has loved me +so much that I have loved him back again, and have learnt to know +exactly what will please him and make him happy. Nothing tamed me so +much as the knowledge that I was necessary to my father's happiness. I +am sure," added Annie in a low voice, and with a suspicion of tears in +her eyes, "that it would be just the same with dear little Nan."</p> + +<p>She broke down suddenly, half afraid of her own temerity. There was +silence for nearly half a minute <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[Pg 16]</a></span>then Sir John rose from his chair, +and, going over to a lamp which was slightly smoking, turned it down.</p> + +<p>"If your father has been in Australia," he said, turning again and +looking fixedly at his young visitor, "you will be interested in books +on that country. I have got all Henry Kingsley's novels. You will find +them in the library. Ask Hester to show you the book-case."</p> + +<p>He strode deliberately out of the room, and Annie had to own to herself +that she felt crushed.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III"></a>CHAPTER III.</h2> + +<h3>TWO PROVERBS.</h3> + + +<p>Hester Thornton and Annie Forest had been educated at the same +school—the well-known Lavender House. The fame of this school, the +noble character of its mistress, the excellent training which each girl +who went there received, formed a recommendation for each young student +in after life. Hester and Annie had gone through severe storms in these +early days. Their friendship had been cemented under the influence of +great trouble. It was exactly a year now since Hester had been suddenly +sent for from her busy and happy school life to take care of her father +through a dangerous illness. He found her company so sweet, her skill +and tact in managing his house so great, that he resolved not to allow +her to go back to school again. Annie Forest was now, therefore, the +head girl at Lavender House. She was Mrs. Willis's right hand; her help +and support in every way. Annie was as great a favourite as of old, and +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[Pg 17]</a></span>as love and kindness had developed all the best side of her character, +she was no longer the tomboy of the school, nor the one who was +invariably the ringleader when mischief was afloat. She was still +impulsive, however—eager, impatient—for such a nature as hers must +fight on to the end of the chapter. She did not possess Hester +Thornton's steady principles, and would always be influenced, whether +for good or evil, by her companions. She was only to spend one more term +at school; the future, after that, was practically unknown to her.</p> + +<p>"I wish you'd tell me about Nan," said Hester, on the first evening of +Annie's visit to the Grange. "I don't know why, but I feel a little +anxious about her."</p> + +<p>"You need not be," replied Annie. "She is a dear, jolly little pet, and +as open as the day."</p> + +<p>"She seems to get wilder and wilder," replied Hester. "You must have +noticed, Annie, how she irritates my father."</p> + +<p>"Of course I did," replied Annie. "Do you know, Het, that I had the +unbounded cheek to give him a piece of my mind this evening?"</p> + +<p>Annie was seated on the side of Hester's bed. She was in a blue +dressing-gown, and her dark hair, in a mass of rebellious curls, was +falling about her shoulders.</p> + +<p>"I forgot that Nan was in the room," she said, putting her finger to her +lips and glancing in the direction of Nan's small bed. "The little +monkey may be awake, and I don't want her to hear my nonsense."</p> + +<p>"She is sound asleep," replied Hester. "If she were awake, she would +soon acquaint us with the fact."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[Pg 18]</a></span></p><p>"Shall I tell you what I really said to your father?" continued Annie.</p> + +<p>"I don't know that I want to hear. I hope you did not shock him, for he +is prepared to like you very much."</p> + +<p>"I am prepared to like him. I think he is a delightful host; but, oh, +<i>how</i> I should hate him for a father."</p> + +<p>"Annie!"</p> + +<p>Hester's delicate face flushed crimson, her eyes flashed an angry light.</p> + +<p>Annie jumped off the bed and ran to her friend's side.</p> + +<p>"Now you are angry with me," she said; "but if I told him the truth, I +may surely tell you. I know you are as good as an angel, but I am quite +certain that he ruffles you up the wrong way."</p> + +<p>"Don't, Annie," said Hester, in a voice of pain.</p> + +<p>She walked to the window as she spoke, drew up the blind, and looked +out. The night was dark, but innumerable stars could be seen in the +deep, unfathomable vault of the sky. Hester clenched one of her hands +tightly together. Annie stood and watched her.</p> + +<p>"I would not hurt you for the world," she said. "I am sorry, very sorry; +the fact is, I love you with all my heart, but I don't understand you."</p> + +<p>"Yes you do, too well," replied Hester; "but there are some things I +cannot and will not talk about even to you. Now let me take you to your +room, the hour is very late."</p> + +<p>Annie's pretty room was just on the other side of the passage. Hester +took her to it, saw that she had every comfort, and wished her +good-night. She then <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[Pg 19]</a></span>stood for a moment, with a look of irresolution on +her face, in the corridor.</p> + +<p>"I don't believe nurse is in bed; I will go and speak to her," she said +to herself. "I thought the day when I welcomed Nan back from school, and +when Annie came to visit me, would be quite the happiest day of my life, +but it would never do to make my father's home uncomfortable for him." +She reached the baize door, opened it, and soon found herself in the old +nursery. She was right, nurse was not yet in bed.</p> + +<p>"Well, now, my deary!" exclaimed the old woman, "and why are you losing +your beauty sleep in this fashion? When I was young things used to be +very different. Girls had to be in bed by ten o'clock sharp to keep away +the wrinkles, but now they're all agog to burn the candle at both ends. +It don't pay, Miss Hetty, my pet, it don't pay."</p> + +<p>"I'm all right, nursey," replied Hester. "I'm the quietest and most +jog-trot girl in the world as a rule. Of course I'm excited to-night, +because Nan has come back."</p> + +<p>"Bless her dear heart!" ejaculated nurse; "but I'm not to say satisfied +about her hair, Miss Hetty. I don't believe it's pointed often enough. I +found a lot of split ends when I was combing it out to-night."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I think Nan is all right in every way," replied Hester. "No one +could be kinder to her than Mrs. Willis, and she is very happy at +school. Nurse, I've just come here for a moment to ask you to be very +careful what you say to Nan about my father. You see, the object of my +life is to make him happy, and to be a good daughter to him, and, in +short, to try to take my mother's place."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[Pg 20]</a></span></p><p>"Eh, dear, we all know that," replied nurse, "and a sweeter young +mistress there couldn't be. Why, there isn't a servant in the house who +wouldn't do anything in the world for you, Miss Hetty; and everything in +apple-pie order, and the meals served regular and beautiful, and inside +and out perfect order, and all because there's an old head on young +shoulders. There, perhaps it isn't a compliment I'm paying you, my +dearie, but in one sense it is."</p> + +<p>"Do you really think I manage well?" asked the girl, an anxious tone in +her voice.</p> + +<p>"Manage well? You manage beautiful. Your own mother, if she were alive, +couldn't do better."</p> + +<p>"I can never forget my mother," replied Hester, tears rising to her +eyes. "Well, nurse, you will be very careful what you say to Nan. The +object of my life is to make my father happy. If I can do that, I am +content."</p> + +<p>"You do, you do," replied the old woman. "No mortal can do more than +their best, and you do that. Now, good-night, Miss Hester."</p> + +<p>Hester took up her candle and went away. Nurse stood and watched the +pretty young figure as it disappeared down the corridor.</p> + +<p>"There," she said to herself as she began to prepare for her own bed. +"There's another victim. Don't I know what my mistress was, and don't I +know that Sir John's coldness and sharpness and no-heartedness just +hurried her into her grave? Never a bit of real hearty love could he +give to anyone. Just as just could be—righteous as righteous could be, +but hard as a flint. My mistress drooped and faded and died, and Miss +Hester will follow in her footsteps if I don't look <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[Pg 21]</a></span>after her. +Sometimes I wish the master <i>would</i> marry again, and that he'd get a +tartar of a wife. He might think of another wife if things were a bit +uncomfortable here, but that they never will be while Miss Hetty is at +the helm. She's a born manager, bless her, with her gentle ways and her +firm words and her pretty little dignity. Miss Nan's business in life, +it seems to me, is to set places all in a muddle, and Miss Hetty's to +smooth them out again. Of course it's due to Miss Hetty to be mistress +of the Grange, but sometimes I fear the life is too much for her, and +she'll fret and fade like her mother before her; if I really thought +that, I'd set my wits to work, old as I am, to get a real <i>selfish wife</i> +for the master, who'd teach him a thing or two, for that's what he +wants."</p> + +<p>At this stage in her meditations, nurse laid her head on her pillow and +was soon fast asleep.</p> + +<p>The next morning promised a perfect day, and Hester, Annie, and Nan met +in high spirits in the breakfast-room. The post had not yet arrived, but +a letter was lying on Hester's plate.</p> + +<p>"That's in dad's writing," said Nan, going up and examining it +critically; "now what's up?"</p> + +<p>Hester took the letter and opened it. It contained a few brief words. +She read them with a sinking of heart which she could not account for—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"<span class="smcap">My Dear Hetty</span>,—Your young companions will make the house quite +gay for you. I shall, therefore, take the opportunity of going from +home for a few days. I will send you a line to let you know when +you may expect me back.—Your affectionate father, <span class="smcap">John Thornton.</span></p> + +<p>"<span class="smcap">P.S.</span>—I shall have left before you are down in the morning. Give +my love to Nan, and wish Miss Forest good-bye for me. By the way, +she is interested in Australia, so will you show her where Henry +Kingsley's novels are to be found in the library?"</p></div> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[Pg 22]</a></span></p><p>Nan, who had been peeping over Hester's shoulder while she was reading, +now suddenly clapped her hands, shouted "hurrah" at the top of her +voice, and, running up to Annie, began to waltz round and round the +breakfast-table with her.</p> + +<p>"Oh, oh!" she exclaimed, "then little girls <i>may</i> be heard as well as +seen. Annie, there are two proverbs which are the bane of my life. I +wonder dad has not had them both illuminated and framed and hung up in +my nursery. One of them is: 'Little girls should be seen and not heard.' +What a detestable old prig the person must have been who invented that +proverb! I ask you, Annie, what would life be without little girls and +their chatter? The other proverb is nearly as objectionable. This is it: +'Make a page of your own age.' According to dad, that only applies to +little girls, and it means that they must always be fagging round, +hunting for slippers and spectacles and newspapers and books for the +older people who are past the age for paging, and that no one is ever to +wait on <i>them</i>, however tired or however disinclined to stir they may +happen to be. Now there'll be no one to make me page, and no one to keep +me silent. Oh, hurrah, hurrah, hurrah! what a dear old dad to absent +himself in this obliging manner."</p> + +<p>"For my part, I am very sorry," said Annie, for Hester had passed her on +the letter to read.</p> + +<p>Hester said nothing, and breakfast began, Nan wasting as usual a +prodigal amount of energy and spirits even over the operation of eating, +Hester looking a little pale and a little thoughtful, Annie in a state +of suppressed high spirits, which a slight awe which she still felt at +times for Hester Thornton kept rather in check.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[Pg 23]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></a>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + +<h3>THE COLTS—ROBIN AND JOE.</h3> + + +<p>The Towers was situated exactly two miles away from the Grange. It was a +large, old house, with a castellated roof and a high tower at one end. +It was a very old family place, and the Lorrimers had lived there from +father to son for several hundreds of years. Like many ancient families, +their wealth had diminished rather than increased with the times. The +luxurious living, which has been in vogue more or less during the whole +of the present century, had obliged them to part with some of their fair +acres. The present owner had married for love, not for money. More lands +had to be sold to meet the wants of a large and vigorous family, and, at +the time when this story opens, the Lorrimers were, for their position, +decidedly poor, not rich.</p> + +<p>Squire Lorrimer had one dread ever before his eyes. This was the fear of +having to part with the dear old Towers itself. If this blow fell, he +was certain that it would kill him. He trusted to be able to avert this +calamity by putting down expenses in all possible ways. There were too +few servants, therefore, for the size of the house, too few gardeners +for the size of the gardens, too few horses for the size of the stables.</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, there was not in the whole length and breadth of the +county of Warwickshire, a jollier, happier, more rollicking household +than the Lorrimers. There were ten children, varying in age, from Molly, +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[Pg 24]</a></span>who would be sixteen on her next birthday, to little Phil, who had not +yet attained the dignity of two years. There were six girls in the +family and four boys. The two elder boys went to a good grammar school +in the neighbourhood; the girls and Boris had a governess who taught +them at home. Neither boys nor girls were educated quite up to the +requirements of the times, but the father and mother were not going to +worry themselves over this fact. Mr. Lorrimer had very strong views with +regard to modern education. He had a hearty preference for big bodies +instead of big brains. He was intensely old-fashioned as regards all +modern views for the advancement of women, and said frankly that he +would rather his sons emigrated than spent their lives as city clerks. +He had a good deal of faith in things righting themselves naturally, and +as his wife believed him to be the cleverest and wisest man in the +universe, he was not tormented by any contrary opinions from her lips.</p> + +<p>"The children will do very well," he used to say. "If I can only keep +the land together, and the old house for Guy to inherit after me, I +shall die a happy man. The girls are all pretty, unless we except poor +little Elinor, and she, in some ways, has the sweetest face of the +bunch; they are sure to find husbands by-and-by, and the younger lads +can fend for themselves in the colonies if necessary. You needn't fret +about the children, mother," he would add.</p> + +<p>"I never fret about them," replied the soft-voiced, placid-looking +mother, raising her dove-like blue eyes to her husband's face. "I think +we are the happiest family in the world, and the children are the +dearest creatures. With all their high spirits they are never <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[Pg 25]</a></span>really +naughty. I have only one care," she added, looking at her husband +affectionately and slipping her hand through his arm, "and that is when +you talk of the possibility of selling the Towers."</p> + +<p>"Well, Lucy, that hasn't come yet," he answered.</p> + +<p>"What about that mortgage and the suretyship?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, pooh! They are right enough yet. I make it a rule never to think of +evil days before they really come. We'll pull through—we'll pull +through, no fear. By the way, my dear, I had a splendid offer yesterday +for the colts Joe and Robin. I closed with it in double quick time, and +the dealer who has bought them will send over to fetch them this +morning."</p> + +<p>"Very well," said Mrs. Lorrimer. She went to the window of the room +where the two were talking and stood there looking out.</p> + +<p>She gazed on a lovely scene, composed of woodland, river, and gently +sloping meadows and lawns. Exactly opposite her eyes was a paddock, and +in the paddock the two colts which had just been sold were contentedly +grazing. As Mrs. Lorrimer stood and looked out, a girl was seen to enter +the paddock and go swiftly up to the colts, calling their names as she +did so. They both came to her immediately. She threw an arm round the +neck of one, while she fed them in turn with carrots and apples which +she had in her apron. She was a slightly-made girl, with dark hair and a +sallow face. Her hair hung heavily about her shoulders. She might have +been ten years old, but looked younger.</p> + +<p>"There's Nell," said the mother. "I am sorry the colts are going, she +has always made such pets of <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[Pg 26]</a></span>them. I never saw her take to any +creatures before as she has done to those two, and they'll follow her +anywhere like lambs. I'm sorry you've got to sell them, Guy."</p> + +<p>"Sorry!" retorted the Squire, with a sort of snort. "Didn't I tell you, +Lucy, that Simmons has given me a cheque for three hundred and fifty +pounds for the two. Of course, the creatures are thoroughbred, and may +turn out worth a great deal more; still, in these days no one gives a +fair price for anything, and three-fifty is not to be sneezed at when +your rents are always behindhand and your balance at the bank is +overdrawn."</p> + +<p>The Squire left the room as he spoke, and Mrs. Lorrimer, with the +faintest of little sighs, presently followed his example. Meanwhile, the +girl in the paddock was having a thoroughly happy time. As soon as she +had finished feeding her favourites, and they had done rubbing their +noses against her face and shoulder, she looked eagerly round her, and +saw with satisfaction that there was no one watching her from any of the +many windows which blinked like eyes all over the old house. She now +approached one of the colts cautiously, laid her hand on his neck, and +with an adroit, quick movement sprang on his back. He was an untamed, +unbroken-in creature. He would have submitted to no burden at all +heavier or at all less dear than that of the slim child who had now +mounted him.</p> + +<p>"Hey, Robin, dear," she said, bending forward, catching hold of a wisp +of his mane and almost whispering into his ear, "you'll take me round +the paddock three times, won't you, as swift as the wind, and then it +will be Joe's turn? As swift as you can <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[Pg 27]</a></span>fly you shall go, my bonny, +bonny Robin. And afterwards you shall have your russet apple; it's in my +pocket."</p> + +<p>From the colt's attitude, he seemed perfectly to understand every word +that was addressed to him. He pricked his ear; his eye glanced backward +with loving intelligence. He pawed the ground impatiently—he would not +be off until Nell gave the signal, but when it came there was no doubt +that he would fly swiftly over the ground. Joe, the other colt, stood +near expectantly. His turn was to come, he knew. For him, too, there +would be the light weight of a loved little presence, followed by that +delicious russet apple when the ride was over. Meanwhile, he would +canter after Nelly and Robin, taking care not to go too near nor in any +way to intrude himself mischievously.</p> + +<p>"Now," said Nell, sitting bolt upright, "now, Robin—one, two, three, +away!"</p> + +<p>Away they went truly, mane and hair alike flying in the breeze—Nell's +short skirts puffed out by the wind, Nell's cheeks with red flames on +them, and Nell's dark grey eyes blazing like subdued fires.</p> + +<p>Once round the paddock they flew—twice they went—three times. The +third round was the fastest and the most delirious of all. Nell was so +sure of her seat, so confident in Robin's powers, that she no longer +even clasped his arched neck. Up flew her hands in the air. The +delirious excitement rendered her giddy.</p> + +<p>"Hurrah! hurrah!" she shouted.</p> + +<p>The gay words were interrupted by eager words from approaching +spectators. The gate of the paddock was pushed open, and Kitty, aged +nine, followed <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[Pg 28]</a></span>by Boris, who was only seven, rushed on the scene. The +children were followed by a couple of grooms and a strange, +horsey-looking man.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Nell, Nell!" exclaimed Kitty.</p> + +<p>"They're sold, Nell," said Boris, in a gloomy voice. "You'd better get +down. That fellow there has come"—waving his hand with immense dignity +in the direction of the horsey man—"that fellow has come to take them +away; they're sold."</p> + +<p>"I don't believe it," said Nell.</p> + +<p>Robin, who obeyed her slightest word, stood stock still when she told +him. She dropped off his back with the lightness of a bird.</p> + +<p>"Who says they're sold?" she asked. "I don't believe it."</p> + +<p>She pressed her hand to her heart as she spoke, a pang of keen pain had +shot through it; she turned pale, and her eyes still blazed.</p> + +<p>"I don't believe it a bit," she said. "I'll go and find father and ask +him if its true; I know it isn't true."</p> + +<p>"There's father coming into the field," said Boris. "Yes, it's true +enough, but you can ask him."</p> + +<p>"Well, my man," said the Squire, who came upon the scene at this moment, +"your master has sent you for the colts, I suppose? Here they are, +as——Why, what's the matter, Nell? How white you are, child, and—not +so tight, Nell, not so tight, you're half strangling me! What is it, my +love—what is it?"</p> + +<p>"You haven't sold Robin and Joe, father?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, now, my little girl"—the Squire began to pat Nell's trembling +hands soothingly. He looked hard into her quivering face, then, bending +down, whispered something in her ear.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[Pg 29]</a></span></p><p>No one else heard the words.</p> + +<p>Nell's frantic grasp relaxed; she let her hands fall to her sides and +looked piteously round.</p> + +<p>Robin and Joe had both followed her across the paddock. Robin expected +his russet apple—Joe looked for his canter with Nell on his back.</p> + +<p>"There's a brave little girl," said her father. "'Pon my word, I +wouldn't do it if I could help it."</p> + +<p>"No, father dear; of course not."</p> + +<p>"You're a plucky young 'un," said her father admiringly. Boris and Kitty +came close; the grooms and the horse-dealer also approached. There was a +sort of ring round Nell and the colts.</p> + +<p>"Please, father, may I give Robin his apple?" she asked. "He has earned +it. May he have it?"</p> + +<p>The Squire nodded.</p> + +<p>"Of course he may," he said; then he turned to the horse dealer.</p> + +<p>"My little girl is fond of these creatures," he said. "I hope you will +have patience for a moment or two."</p> + +<p>The man touched his hat respectfully.</p> + +<p>"Certainly, sir," he answered, "as long as the young lady likes; there's +no manner of hurry, and perhaps little miss would like to have another +canter. I never see'd no one sit so bird-like on a horse—never, in the +whole of my born days."</p> + +<p>"Do you hear that, Nell?" said her father. "Would you like another +canter? I didn't know you could ride bare-backed."</p> + +<p>She smiled up at him, a perfectly brave smile; there were no tears in +her eyes, although there were black shadows under them, and her face was +as white as a little snowflake.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[Pg 30]</a></span></p><p>Robin munched his apple, and Joe came close to Nell and rubbed his head +against her shoulder.</p> + +<p>She fed him also, to his own great surprise, for he did not think that +he had earned a morsel, and then, without a word, turned and walked out +of the paddock.</p> + +<p>Boris ran after her.</p> + +<p>"I say, Nell!" he exclaimed, panting. "Would you like a white rat? I +have four, and I—I'll give you one if you'll promise not to forget to +feed it."</p> + +<p>Nell stood still when Boris made this offer, and looked down into his +ruddy, brown, sunburnt face. Boris had bright eyes, as round as two +moons. The giving up of one of his white rats meant a great deal to him. +Nell carefully weighed the value of the offer.</p> + +<p>"No," she said at last in a deliberate tone. "I might forget to feed the +rat, and I don't think I ever could love it; but thank you all the same, +Boris."</p> + +<p>"Don't mention it," said Boris, in his most polite tone; he was +immensely relieved by Nell's declining his offer.</p> + +<p>She walked slowly towards the house, and Boris turned to Kitty, who had +followed him.</p> + +<p>"I offered her a rat," he said; "but she wouldn't have it. Do you think +she will be very bad for a bit?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I do," said Kitty. "She'll creep up into one of the lofts and +burrow in the hay all by herself, and if she can have a right good cry +perhaps she'll be better, but if she hasn't a cry, she'll fret awfully, +and perhaps she'll turn sulky; but never mind about her now. I'm ever so +glad she didn't take the rat. Let's run and feed them before we go to +lessons."</p> + +<p>"I wish there were no lessons," said Boris. "I hate them. I can't think +what use they are. What <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[Pg 31]</a></span>can it matter in a big world like this, crowded +up with boys and girls and men and women, whether I can spell right or +not? <i>I</i> don't mind, and I don't see why anyone else should bother."</p> + +<p>"I like spelling," said Kitty, who had a very intelligent face. "If I +were a man or an embryo man, which you are, Boris, I'd have ambition, +and I'd try to get on. I'd like to walk over the heads of the other +boys, if I were you, and to take their prizes from them, and to have +father and mother looking on, and a lot of grand ladies and gentlemen +all dressed in their best praising and cheering and bowing and smiling. +But boys are no good in these days. It's girls who do everything. Now, +do be quick and let's feed the rats."</p> + +<p>"You talk such nonsense," said Boris. "You don't suppose that ladies and +gentlemen care whether boys and girls spell words right or not, and what +rubbish you do say about best clothes and smiling and bowing."</p> + +<p>"I don't," said Kitty, crossly; "it's you who talk rubbish. You have +never been to school, so you can't possibly tell. You ask Nan Thornton, +and she'll soon tell you what's done at school. Oh dear, oh dear, I wish +I were at Lavender House instead of doing my lessons with stupid Jane +Macalister!"</p> + +<p>"You talk very dis'pectful," said Boris.</p> + +<p>"Do I? I don't care. Oh, I <i>am</i> glad you didn't part with the white +rat!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[Pg 32]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></a>CHAPTER V.</h2> + +<h3>NOT MISSED.</h3> + + +<p>Jane Macalister was the governess. She was old—at least the Lorrimers +considered her old—she wore spectacles, and her hair was slightly +tinged with grey. She had a queer mixture of qualities. She was +affectionate and narrow; she was devoted to her pupils, and thought she +could best show her devotion by an unceasing round of discipline. +Fortunately, both for her and the little Lorrimers, this discipline +never extended beyond the hours devoted to lessons. It never showed its +stern visage in play hours, nor at meals, nor at night, nor on half +holidays, nor on Sundays. During all these times, Jane was the +intelligent and much belaboured companion. She was at everyone's beck +and call. She was to be found here, there, and everywhere—darning the +rent in Molly's frock, or helping Nora with her drawing, or trying to +find a story-book for Nell which she had not already read at least six +times, or healing the small squabbles with which Boris and Kitty helped +to beguile the weary hours. Mrs. Lorrimer consulted her with regard to +the cook and the servants generally. The Squire would shout to her to +spare him a quarter of an hour in the study to see if he had totted up +his accounts right. In short, Jane Macalister was as much part and +parcel of the Lorrimer household as if she were really one of +themselves. She was by no means educated up to the standard of the +latter half of the nineteenth century, but what she did know, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[Pg 33]</a></span>she knew +thoroughly. She was methodical and helpful. The kind of person whom Mrs. +Lorrimer was fond of quoting as invaluable. The children, one and all, +loved her as a matter of course, but, in school hours, their love was +certainly mingled with awe. In school hours, Jane allowed no relaxing of +the iron rod.</p> + +<p>Kitty and Boris, having just heard the dismal sound of the schoolroom +bell, started from their fascinating occupation of feeding the white +rats and ran as fast as their small feet could carry them in the +direction of the house. They went in by a side entrance, and with +panting breath and hot little steps began to mount the spiral staircase +which led to the schoolroom in the tower. They were late already, and +they knew that they could not possibly escape bad marks for +unpunctuality. They pushed open the green baize door which admitted them +to the sanctum of learning and came in. All the other children whom Miss +Macalister taught were already in the room. Kitty and Boris were the +sole delinquents—the only ones in disgrace; even Elinor was present. +Their faces fell when they saw her. They had built great hopes on having +at least Elinor's company in their disgrace. The swift thought had +darted through both their minds that she would be safe to be extra +naughty that morning, and in consequence would divert some of the storm +of Jane Macalister's wrath from their devoted heads; but no, there she +sat in her accustomed place, her hymn book open on her knee, marks of +tears on her cheeks, it is true, but in all other respects she looked a +provokingly model Elinor.</p> + +<p>It was too bad; Kitty made a face at her across <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[Pg 34]</a></span>the schoolroom, and +even Boris gave her a reproachful glance.</p> + +<p>Jane Macalister fixed two awful spectacled eyes upon the culprits, and, +scarlet blushes tingling in their cheeks, they took possession of their +vacant chairs.</p> + +<p>The children all sang their usual hymn, although Elinor's voice was a +little husky and Boris held his book upside down.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"<i>All things bright and beautiful,</i><br /></span> +<span class="i2"><i>All creatures great and small,</i><br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>All things wise and wonderful,</i><br /></span> +<span class="i2"><i>The Lord God made them all.</i>"<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>"I wonder if He really made that dreadful horsey man," thought Nell, as +she looked out of the window.</p> + +<p>Boris smothered a sigh as he reflected again over the problem which had +often before puzzled his small head—Why God, when he made everything so +beautiful, had forgotten to give Jane Macalister a beautiful temper in +school hours?</p> + +<p>The singing was followed by the Bible reading, and then lessons began. +Molly and Nora acquitted themselves admirably, as was their wont—Nell's +dark grey eyes grew full of interest as she read the fascinating story +of the "Field of the Cloth of Gold" in her history book—Kitty worked at +her sums with fierce persistence and tried to fancy herself at +boarding-school, going up rapidly to the top of her class, while Boris +made more mistakes than ever over his dictation, and inked his fingers +unmercifully.</p> + +<p>"What was the use of fussing over such a stupid, useless thing as +spelling?" This was his thought of thoughts.</p> + +<p>The day was a warm one. Jane Macalister was <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[Pg 35]</a></span>icily cold, however, as +unapproachable as an iceberg. Boris watched her with anxiety. He knew +well that there was no chance for him and Kitty; they would both be +punished for being late for prayers.</p> + +<p>Oh, dear, oh, dear; <i>why</i> was Jane so unbeautiful, so unapproachable in +school hours?</p> + +<p>"I know she'll keep Kitty and me in during the whole of the play hour," +he muttered to himself. "I'm certain of it, because the tip of her nose +is getting red; that's a sign that she's worried, and when she's worried +she's twice as bad as she is at any other time."</p> + +<p>"What noise is that? Oh!—I say—Miss Macalister——"</p> + +<p>Jane Macalister was always spoken to in this correct fashion during +school hours.</p> + +<p>"I say, there's a visitor!" burst from the eager lips of the little boy.</p> + +<p>He started to his feet as he spoke, upsetting the ink-pot over his own +copybook and also over Kitty's white-frilled pinafore.</p> + +<p>"Boris, you are incorrigible!" exclaimed Jane. "You lose all your +conduct marks for the week, and must stay indoors for an hour and learn +a piece of poetry after lessons."</p> + +<p>Boris got very red and tried to smile. The blow had fallen, so he wasn't +going to whimper over it. He would stand up to his punishment like a +man. He meant to be a soldier some day, and felt exactly now as if he +were facing the guns. He met Elinor's full, troubled grey eyes, and +seated himself slowly once more in his chair.</p> + +<p>The steps had come nearer, the schoolroom door was burst open, and Nan +Thornton rushed in.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[Pg 36]</a></span></p><p>"Here I am," she said. "I have come to torment you, Miss Macalister, and +to beg off lessons at once. How do you do, children? How are you, Kitty? +How are you, Boris? How do you do, Nell? Molly and Nora, I'll kiss you +when I can get breath. Oh, what a climb those stairs are! Why do you +have lessons in the tower? All the same, it's lovely when you <i>are</i> +here. What a view! What a darling, darling, heavenly, scrumptious, +<i>ripping</i> view. Oh, dear! oh, dear! I am out of breath. Jane, aren't you +glad to see me? Aren't you glad to know that all the children are to +have a holiday immediately? Shut up your books, young 'uns, and let's be +off. You don't mind, do you, Jane?"</p> + +<p>Certainly Jane Macalister did mind. The icy expression grew more marked +on her face. Boris gave her a glance, felt that he was very close to the +guns, and lowered his eyes. Nan began dancing about the room. Nan was in +white—white hat, white frock. Her fluffy golden hair surrounded her +like a cloud. Boris felt that she was something like a very naughty and +very beautiful angel. Why was she tempting them all when Jane Macalister +was like ice?</p> + +<p>"I think, Nan," said Miss Macalister—"(how do you do, my dear? Of +course I'm glad to see you)—I think I must ask you to leave the +schoolroom for the present. Recess will be at half-past eleven, and then +you can talk to all the children except Boris, who I grieve to say will +have to undergo punishment. As to holidays, the summer holidays will +begin in a fortnight, until then I cannot permit any such indulgence. Go +away, Nan, for the present. Molly, I can attend to your German now. +Bring your exercise book with the grammar and history."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[Pg 37]</a></span></p><p>Nan was not accustomed to being vanquished, but she was very near defeat +then. The next moment she would have found herself ignominiously outside +the baize door if other steps had not approached, and Hester, looking +cool and sweet, Annie, all radiant and laughing, and Mrs. Lorrimer, with +her usual gentle motherly expression, had not appeared on the scene.</p> + +<p>"Jane," said the mother, smiling round with her blue eyes at each of the +children, "Hester wants us to get up a hasty picnic to Friar's Wood. The +day is perfect, and this is the first of Nan's holidays, so I hope you +will not object, particularly if the children promise to work extra well +to-morrow."</p> + +<p>Jane began to close up all the books hastily. Nan's petition was not to +be listened to for a moment. Mrs. Lorrimer's was law, and must be +cheerfully obeyed.</p> + +<p>"Certainly," she said, in a pleasant tone, dropping her frozen manner as +if by magic. "It is a <i>perfect</i> day for a picnic. Leave the schoolroom +tidy, my loves, and then go and get ready. You'd like me to see the +cook, wouldn't you, Mrs. Lorrimer? I can help her to cut sandwiches and +to pack plates and dishes."</p> + +<p>"Jane, you're an angel," said Mrs. Lorrimer.</p> + +<p>Jane Macalister kissed Hester, was introduced to Annie, and then rushed +down the spiral stairs, intent on housekeeping cares.</p> + +<p>The Lorrimer boys and girls surrounded Hester and Annie. Nan flitted in +and out of the group, and was here, there, and everywhere. All was +excitement and laughter. Presently the children left the schoolroom in a +body.</p> + +<p>No, there was one exception. Boris stayed <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[Pg 38]</a></span>behind. He looked wistfully +after the others as they streamed away. Miss Macalister had not said a +word about remitting his punishment, and he must be true to his colours. +He found it very difficult to keep back his tears, but he would indeed +think badly of himself if even one bright drop fell from his round blue +eyes.</p> + +<p>It would have comforted him if Kitty had noticed him. Kitty might have +stayed if only to bestow a kiss of sympathy on him, but she was whirled +on with the others. No one gave him a thought. He was only Boris, one of +the younger children. He was alone in the schoolroom.</p> + +<p>He looked at the clock; it pointed to half past eleven; he would not be +free until half past twelve. Picnics at the Towers were hastily +improvised affairs. Long before his hour of punishment was over the +others would all be off and away. It was scarcely likely that any of +them would even miss him. Kitty would be in such a frantic state of +excitement at having Nan Thornton to talk to, that she would not have +room in her heart to bestow a thought on him. He could not walk all the +way to Friar's Wood, the day was too hot. How delicious it would be +there in the shade. How interesting to watch the squirrels in the trees, +and the rabbits as they darted in and out of their holes. Well, well, +there was no use fretting. His heart felt sore, of course, but he +wouldn't be half a boy in his own opinion if he didn't take his +punishment without a murmur.</p> + +<p>He drew his chair up to the table, pushed his ink-stained fingers +through his curly brown locks, and looked around him.</p> + +<p>Miss Macalister had forgotten to set him any <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[Pg 39]</a></span>task, but he supposed he +could set himself something.</p> + +<p>He was just wondering what would be the least irksome form of punishment +he could devise, when a small head was pushed in at the door, and a +voice, in accents of extreme surprise, shouted his name.</p> + +<p>"Why, Boris, what are you doing? They'll be off if you don't look +sharp."</p> + +<p>"I'm not going, Nell," said Boris; "but please don't fuss over it, it's +nothing."</p> + +<p>"<i>Nothing!</i>" said Nell, coming into the room and seating herself by the +side of her little brother. "Don't you love picnics?"</p> + +<p>"I <i>adore</i> them," said Boris.</p> + +<p>He shut up his lips as he spoke and winked his eyes.</p> + +<p>"Don't make a fuss," he said again after a pause. "Do you think I might +learn a bit of the 'Ancient Mariner' for my punishment task? I like that +old chap, he's so grisly."</p> + +<p>"It's a splendid poem," said Nell with enthusiasm, "particularly that +part about—</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">'<i>Water, water everywhere,</i><br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>And not a drop to drink.</i>'<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Can't you picture it all, Boris? The sea like a great pond, and the +thirsty old mariner looking at it, and longing, and longing, and longing +to drink it, and the dead people lying round. Sometimes at night I think +of it, and then afterwards I have a good, big, startling dream. A dream +that's not <i>too</i> frightful is almost as good as a story-book. Don't you +think so?"</p> + +<p>"No, I don't," said Boris. "I hate dreams. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[Pg 40]</a></span>Perhaps I'd better learn the +first six verses of the 'Ancient Mariner,' and perhaps I'd better begin +at once. Jane Macalister is very stern, isn't she, Nell?"</p> + +<p>"Awful in lesson times," said Nell.</p> + +<p>"Well, the only way I can bear it," said Boris, "is this—I think of her +as the general of an army. I don't mind obeying her when I think of her +in that way. Soldiers have to promise obedience before anything else, +and I'm going to be a soldier some day. I'd better not talk now, Nell, +for I must get the first six verses of the 'Ancient' into me in an hour, +and I can't if you keep chattering. The general was rather sharp with me +this morning, I must say, for all my conduct marks are gone, too, and I +won't get sixpence on Saturday, and I'll have nothing to subscribe to +mother's birthday present; still, of course, 'tis 'diculous to fuss. +You'd best go, Nell. Why aren't you ready for the picnic?"</p> + +<p>"I'm not going," said Nell. "I have a headache, and a drive in the sun +would make it worse. Besides, Nan Thornton does chatter so awfully."</p> + +<p>"Chatter," repeated Boris; "you don't mean to say you mind her +chattering?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I do, when I have a headache."</p> + +<p>"Well, I think she's sweet," said Boris.</p> + +<p>"You had better learn your 'Mariner,' Boris, and I'll sit in the window +and look out."</p> + +<p>The schoolroom was so high up in the tower that people who sat in one of +its windows had really only a bird's-eye view of what went on below.</p> + +<p>Boris, in his rather tumbled sailor suit, sat with his back to Nell. He +kicked the rungs of the chair very often with his sturdy legs. His inky +fingers took fond clutches of his curls, his lips murmured the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[Pg 41]</a></span>rhyme of +the "Ancient Mariner" in a monotonous sing-song. Nell pushed open the +lattice window and looked out. There was a waggonette drawn by a rather +bony old horse standing by the side entrance; behind the waggonette was +a pony-cart, a good deal the worse for wear. The pony, whose name was +Shag, stood very still and flicked his long tail backwards and forwards +to keep the flies away. Nell saw Miss Macalister and two of the servants +come out with those flat delicious picnic baskets which she knew so +well, and which had so often made her lips water in fond anticipation; +they were placed with solemnity in the waggonette. Then Molly and Nora, +in their white sun-bonnets, took their places, and Hester and Annie sat +opposite to them, and Mrs. Lorrimer took the seat of honour, and two or +three of the smaller children were packed in heterogeneously, while Nan +and Kitty and Miss Macalister bundled themselves into the pony-cart.</p> + +<p>Nell's heart beat high as she watched. Was no one going to think of her +and Boris? Was no one going to miss them?</p> + +<p>Apparently no one was.</p> + +<p>The gay cavalcade got under weigh and disappeared from view down the +long and lovely beech avenue.</p> + +<p>Nell did not wish to go to the picnic, not to-day with her heart so +sore, but it made that heart feel all the sorer not to be missed.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[Pg 42]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI"></a>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + +<h3>FRIAR'S WOOD.</h3> + + +<p>As a matter of fact, the picnic party imagined that Boris and Nell +intended to follow on later in the donkey-cart. The Lorrimer picnics +were well known in the neighbourhood. They always passed through the +village in the following order—first the waggonette, drawn by the bony +horse and packed to overflowing with baskets and young people, who waved +their arms and shouted in high glee as they went by; then the pony-trap, +driven sometimes by Jane Macalister, sometimes, when Jane was in a very +good humour, by Kitty or even Boris; and last, at an interval of about +half an hour, the donkey-cart. The donkey-cart as a rule contained +kettles and pots, for the Lorrimers would consider a picnic only half a +picnic if they did not boil their own potatoes out of doors and make +their own tea in the woods. Consequently, the coarser utensils which +were required for the feast were usually reserved for the donkey-cart. +The donkey, as a rule, was driven, or rather led, by Guy, the tall +schoolboy, aged thirteen, who would be owner of the Towers, if it were +not sold over his head, some day. Harry, the brother next in age, would +also accompany the donkey-cart, and sometimes one or two of the younger +children would prefer this rough mode of travelling to the more refined +waggonette or the fleeter pony-carriage. The donkey-cart had of course +to be late, as Guy and Harry would not <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[Pg 43]</a></span>be home from school until quite +an hour after the rest of the party had started.</p> + +<p>"Where is Boris?" asked Hester, addressing herself to Molly when they +had driven about half of the distance.</p> + +<p>Molly had tranquil blue eyes, like her mother.</p> + +<p>"Isn't he in the pony-carriage?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Who is Boris?" interrupted Annie Forest. "Is he the pretty little +round-faced boy in the sailor suit?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Nora, joining in the conversation.</p> + +<p>"Then he's not in the pony-trap," replied Annie. "I don't think he left +the schoolroom."</p> + +<p>"Cute little beggar," laughed Nora. "He wants to come in the +donkey-cart."</p> + +<p>Annie raised her brows in inquiry; the mystery of the donkey-cart was +explained to her, and no further questions were asked with regard to +Boris.</p> + +<p>Elinor had not yet been missed.</p> + +<p>Friar's Wood was a perfect place for a picnic, and in due course of time +the happy cavalcade arrived there. The younger children and Miss +Macalister began to make preparations for the first meal. The Lorrimers +always had two hearty ones whenever they went on a picnic. Kitty, Nora, +and Annie Forest went off to explore the Fairies' Glen, a lovely spot +about a quarter of a mile away. Mrs. Lorrimer took out her knitting and +sat with her back against a great beech tree, and Molly and Hester found +themselves thrown together.</p> + +<p>"That's right," exclaimed Molly. "I wanted to have a talk with you, +Hetty. Will you come to the top of the knoll with me? We can sit there +and cool ourselves. There is not the faintest chance of dinner being +ready for quite an hour."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[Pg 44]</a></span></p><p>The girls set off at once. Molly was not yet sixteen, Hester was past +seventeen, nevertheless they had been intimate friends for a long time.</p> + +<p>"Why have you got that little frown between your brows, Molly?" asked +Hester.</p> + +<p>It smoothed out the moment Hester spoke.</p> + +<p>"I surely ought not to have a frown to-day," retorted Molly. "The +weather is glorious, we are all in perfect health, we are out for a +picnic, you are here, you have brought your friend, Annie, about whom we +have always heard so much, and Nan is home from school. Yes, I certainly +ought not to frown; but let me retort on you, Hester. Why have you those +grave lines round your lips?"</p> + +<p>"Because I'm a goose," answered Hester. "Sit down here, Molly. You have +not got me up to the top of this knoll just to make me recount my +grievances. Out with yours; you know you have one at least."</p> + +<p>"Well, yes, I have one," said Molly. "A horrid little cankering jade—a +sort of black imp. I thought I had tucked him up snug in bed until the +evening, and there, you have loosened the sheets, and he has sprung up +again to confront me."</p> + +<p>Molly's honest face was undoubtedly troubled now, and there was a +suspicion of tears in the blue eyes, which were nearly as frank and +round as Boris's.</p> + +<p>"I suppose I must confess," she said: "it's only that the colts, Joe and +Robin, have been sold."</p> + +<p>"I don't think I know them," said Hester.</p> + +<p>"Well, you must imagine them. They are not broken-in yet. They were born +at the Towers, and we used to feed them when they were foals. Then one +day Robin got rather wild, and kicked Boris <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[Pg 45]</a></span>severely, and father said +we were to leave them alone; but Nell somehow managed to evade the +order; she never could be got to fear any four-footed creature. She +spent almost all her leisure time with the colts, and I believe she used +to ride them bare-backed. Well, they were sold this morning, and Nell +will fret awfully. Fretting is very bad for her, for she is not at all +strong, you know. That is one thing that troubles me," continued Molly, +after a brief pause. "I am sorry the colts are sold, on account of Nell, +for I know, although she won't pretend to fret a bit, how she will +secretly grieve and grieve; and the other reason is, that I know father +would not have sold them if he had not been hard up for money again. Oh, +I wish, I wish," continued Molly, her face turning crimson, "that there +was no such thing as money in the world."</p> + +<p>Hester looked at her with a mingling of sympathy and surprise.</p> + +<p>"I think you must be wrong," she said slowly. "I mean, of course, that I +know you're not rich as my father is rich, for you are such a large +family, and father has only Nan and me; but still, it cannot be true +that your father wants money to the extent of having to sell the colts +to get it, Molly."</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid it is true," said Molly, in a sad voice. "I wish it were +only my imagination. You would never take me for a fanciful girl, would +you, Hester? I am always called matter-of-fact, and I think I am. I +really don't care a bit for poetry, and not much for music, and even +story-books don't amuse me unless they're the downright sort, like +'Little Women,' or unless they tell all about housekeeping and that sort +of thing. I love cooking, and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[Pg 46]</a></span>I rather like accounts, and I delight in +overhauling the linen cupboard, and I am not a bad hand at darning the +linen. I'm just a commonplace, matter-of-fact sort of girl; it isn't in +me to imagine things."</p> + +<p>"Well?" said Hester, for she saw that Molly was intensely in earnest.</p> + +<p>"I know I'm right about the money," said Molly. "You cannot think how +troubled father looks sometimes; and mother told me only yesterday that +we were not to go to the seaside this year, and she thinks our shabby +old hats will do quite well for church. You don't suppose I care about +shabby hats, or even about the seaside, but I do care when I see father +looking troubled. Once a stranger came to see him, and they were shut up +together in the library for a long time, and when he went away I noticed +that father looked quite old. Oh, I know there are money troubles, and I +am sure things will get worse. I know what father dreads, and dreads and +dreads. Oh, Hester, if it happens it will kill him!"</p> + +<p>"Molly, dear, how white you are. If what happens?"</p> + +<p>"Don't whisper it, Hester; but I dread it. If he has to sell the Towers +it will kill him."</p> + +<p>"To sell the Towers!" echoed Hester. "I should think so, indeed; +but——"</p> + +<p>"What are you two doing up there?" shouted the voice of Nora from below. +"Come down at once and make yourselves useful. The donkey-cart has come, +and so have Guy and Harry, and we are washing the potatoes and want you +to rub them, Molly. Come along down and help, you lazy +good-for-nothings."</p> + +<p>The girls hastened to obey. As if by magic all <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[Pg 47]</a></span>trace of a cloud left +Molly's face. It became radiant, smiling, and dimpled. She was once more +matter-of-fact, charming, capable Molly, who could work with a will and +never once think of herself. Molly was so generally self-forgetful, that +her happiness was not put on. Good-nature shone from her eyes. She was +not a particularly brilliant or witty girl, but she was a strong rock to +rely upon, as all the other Lorrimers knew well.</p> + +<p>Nora, who was very pretty and very gay, gave herself up to heedless +enjoyment as soon as Molly appeared upon the scene. The potatoes would +certainly be done to a turn now. The table-cloth would be laid in that +part of the wood where the midges were least troublesome. Jane +Macalister would not have to complain of no one helping her. Guy, who +was very like Molly, and nearly as good-natured, would also do his best +to make the picnic lively, and Nora, one year Molly's junior, could give +herself up to the fascinations of Annie Forest's society.</p> + +<p>Nora had never before found herself in the company of such a completely +grown-up and such a very pretty girl. Nora could give herself little +airs when occasion required. She could put on rather a killing grown-up +sort of would-be society manner. She never dared adopt it when Guy and +Harry were near, but she contrived to get Annie away by herself, and +then indulged in what the other children called her "high-falutin" talk.</p> + +<p>It was nipped in the bud, however, by Annie herself. Annie Forest was +nothing if she was not frank and fearlessly matter-of-fact. She quickly +discovered how hollow and insufficient poor Nora's attempts to maintain +a worldly conversation really <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[Pg 48]</a></span>were. She crushed her by telling her that +she had never been in society herself in the whole course of her life, +that she knew nothing whatever of it or its ways, that she had just left +school, and that in all probability she would have to earn her bread in +the future.</p> + +<p>"But, look here, Nora!" she exclaimed, suddenly, "why should we two +stand here chattering? I'm sure we ought to help the others."</p> + +<p>"Oh, no; there's nothing really to be done," replied Nora, in a languid +voice. "I like picnics, but I hate the fuss of preparing the meals, and +as all the others adore it, I generally leave it for them to do. Won't +you sit here? There is a charming little peep between those two oak +trees. You can just see the Towers from there, and I think the Grange +also. Don't you think the Grange a very beautiful place?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; but not half as beautiful as the Towers."</p> + +<p>"Don't you, really? Well, I am surprised! Of course, the Towers is very +old. We are quite one of the very oldest of the county families round +here, but my father likes us to live quietly just at present. Molly and +I will have to be presented by-and-by. It is a pity father and mother +don't think more about society, but they'll have to when we are grown +up, and Molly is sixteen now. Hester will be very rich, and so will Nan. +I'm surprised that you prefer the Towers to the Grange."</p> + +<p>"I beg your pardon," said Annie, "but did not the donkey-cart arrive +about half an hour ago?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, of course."</p> + +<p>"And two of your brothers with it?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," replied Nora, suppressing a yawn, "Guy <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[Pg 49]</a></span>and Harry. How hot it is +to-day—the heat makes one dreadfully languid, does it not?"</p> + +<p>"I must go and tell Hester that Boris has not come," exclaimed Annie.</p> + +<p>She put wings to her feet as she spoke, and left the astonished and +indignant Nora to her own reflections.</p> + +<p>Annie ran quickly through the wood. The sound of many voices floated on +the summer breeze to greet her. She had almost reached the party when +she suddenly came upon Kitty, who was standing alone. Kitty had just had +a furious quarrel with Nan, and was in consequence feeling considerably +out in the cold. Kitty knew that Boris was not of the party. She had +known this from the beginning, but in the excitement and fun of having +Nan Thornton to herself had been too selfish to mention the fact. Kitty +guessed why Boris had remained behind. She remembered the severe +punishment which Jane Macalister had inflicted upon him—a punishment +which Jane had doubtless forgotten, but which Boris himself remembered.</p> + +<p>Kitty thought of Boris now as she stood by a blackberry-bush, and +pricked her finger on purpose against one of the thorns. Nan had been +very snubbing and very disagreeable, and Kitty cordially hated her for +the time being, and wished with all her heart that Boris was there. She +could snub Boris, who would never retort, but now there was no one for +her to play with.</p> + +<p>"What is your name?" asked Annie, stopping and looking at her kindly; +"you are one of the Lorrimers, of course, but I have not caught your +name yet. Do you mind telling it to me?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[Pg 50]</a></span></p><p>"I'm Kitty," answered the little girl; she raised her brown eyes and +looked full at Annie. She had never seen anyone so lovely as Annie +before. She had never even imagined that the world could contain anyone +so sparkling and so gay.</p> + +<p>"You're Kitty; that is capital," replied Annie. "Then, Kitty, I am sure +you will do just as well as Hester. Can you tell me why your dear little +brother Boris has not come to the picnic?"</p> + +<p>"I was thinking of him," said Kitty. Tears slowly welled up into her +eyes; her heart began to ache; she tried to prick her finger again to +relieve the pain inside.</p> + +<p>"Boris has not come," she replied. "I'll tell you why. He spilt some +ink, and Jane Macalister said he must be punished by staying indoors for +a whole hour after lessons were over. I expect she forgot all about +Boris when we got a holiday so suddenly, but Boris didn't forget, and he +stayed behind."</p> + +<p>"Dear little Boris!" exclaimed Annie; "dear, good, plucky little Boris! +The moment I looked at him I knew I should adore him. But see here, +Kitty, the hour is up now, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, of course; some time ago."</p> + +<p>"Then he'll follow us, won't he?"</p> + +<p>"How can he? He can't come alone; it's nearly an hour's drive to Friar's +Wood."</p> + +<p>"Of course he cannot walk," said Annie, impatiently; "but haven't you +got a trap or carriage, or horse, or something?"</p> + +<p>"No, I'm afraid we haven't," said Kitty, looking very sorrowful. +"There's only old Rover, who draws the waggonette, and Dobbin the pony, +and Jacko the donkey. Of course, there's father's mare, she's quite <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[Pg 51]</a></span>a +beauty; but we are none of us allowed to have anything to do with her."</p> + +<p>"Then we are not to have dear little Boris at the picnic?" said Annie; +"I declare I shan't enjoy it a bit. I want him to be my own special +knight."</p> + +<p>"What do you want a knight for?" asked Kitty, looking up with interest.</p> + +<p>"What do I want a knight for? You silly child, all fair ladies want +their own true knights."</p> + +<p>"You are a very fair lady," said Kitty. "At least, I mean you're a very +lovely lady—very, very lovely; but can't you do with Guy or Harry for a +knight?"</p> + +<p>"No; I have fallen in love with Boris, and I won't have anyone else. +Kitty, can't we manage to get him to the picnic?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know, I'm sure. He could ride Harry's bicycle, but I don't +think it would once enter into his head."</p> + +<p>"It would if I went back and told him to."</p> + +<p>"How can you go back? You can't walk."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I am a splendid walker. Besides, I am sure the road is longer than +by the fields, and you could take me part of the way and show me the +short cuts."</p> + +<p>"It would take a long, long time," said Kitty, "and when you came back +dinner would be over, and you'd have lost quite half the fun."</p> + +<p>"No, you dear little thing, I wouldn't. I mean to go and fetch Boris; +virtue shall be rewarded, and the knight shall be rescued by the lady. +Now, come with me part of the way and show me the short cuts. Why, I'm +as strong as a lion. You don't suppose a walk of a few miles tires me? +Come along, Kit, we are wasting time."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[Pg 52]</a></span></p><p>In reality, Kitty was charmed beyond words with any move which was to +bring Boris on the scene. The moment Boris seemed at all unattainable, +he became wonderfully precious in Kitty's eyes. She would, of course, +snub him in five minutes after he did arrive, but that really did not +matter. The fascination of Annie's secret mission also delighted her +much, and she skipped along now by the side of this beautiful lady in a +state of high good-humour.</p> + +<p>"I'll show you a lovely short cut," she said. "It will take two miles +off the distance. There's a bog, and a sunken ditch, and a wire fence; +but you won't mind them, will you?"</p> + +<p>"Not a bit," said Annie, laughter in her eyes.</p> + +<p>"And there's farmer Granger's bull-dog, and perhaps the bull himself may +be in the four acre field; but you won't mind," continued Kitty.</p> + +<p>"Not a bit, not a bit."</p> + +<p>"Well, let's run down into this little dell. I'll start you from the +wicket gate at the end of the dell."</p> + +<p>"It sounds quite Pilgrim's Progressy," said Annie.</p> + +<p>"Annie," said Kitty, in an ecstatic whisper, "is it to be a secret?"</p> + +<p>"Of course; if you dare to reveal it my knight shall execute vengeance +on you."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Annie!" said Kitty, "I do love you; its so perfectly delicious to +have a secret."</p> + +<p>"Well, see you keep this one faithfully. Now we have come to the wicket +gate. How shall I go? Can I see the bull from here?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Can I hear the bull-dog bark?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Kitty, you little wretch, you've been trying to <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[Pg 53]</a></span>frighten me with +imaginary dangers. Yes, I see my road. I follow the winding path +wherever it leads. Keep a bit of dinner for me, Kitty. I'll be back in a +couple of hours."</p> + +<p>Kitty promised, and Annie started with great vigour on her long walk.</p> + +<p>Kitty stood at the stile and watched her. Suddenly she raised a cry.</p> + +<p>"Annie."</p> + +<p>Annie turned.</p> + +<p>"You'll find Nell at home, too, Annie."</p> + +<p>"Is Nell another Lorrimer?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; the ugly one of the family; the duckling, we call her most times."</p> + +<p>"Well, the duckling shall come, too," shouted heedless Annie; and Kitty, +with the full weight and delirious importance of her secret radiating +all over her stout little person, slowly returned to the other members +of the picnic party.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></a>CHAPTER VII.</h2> + +<h3>THE STORY BOOK LADY.</h3> + + +<p>Annie found the road hot and the way long. As she said, she was a very +good walker, and was never daunted by difficulties or dangers either +real or imaginary. She was impressed by Boris's bright little face, and +Kitty's story of his fidelity to the path of duty touched her quick and +affectionate nature. Annie Forest, the grown-up girl, was very like +Annie Forest, the child. She was still intensely impulsive, wayward, and +eager. Her faults were in a great <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[Pg 54]</a></span>manner subdued, but they were not +eradicated. She was intensely affectionate, brave, and true as steel; +but she was apt to be both heedless and thoughtless. When rushing away +to rescue Boris, it never once entered into her head that the secret of +her absence might prove very troublesome to poor Kitty, and that the +rest of the party might suffer uneasiness on her account. Without any +adventure from bull or bull-dog, without endangering her life in the +bog, which turned out to be almost non-existent at this time of year, +she reached the Towers at the most sultry time of the day, and appeared +upon the scene between one and two o'clock, a tired, flushed, and very +thirsty Annie. All during her walk she pictured Boris's state of +despair. She saw in her mind's eye a vision of his little, flushed, +tear-stained face. She thought of Nell, too, and imagined the rapture +with which the ugly duckling would greet her, the deliverer of the +oppressed.</p> + +<p>Annie entered the Towers by a side entrance, and, skirting a pretty, +shady lawn, approached the house by the nearest way. As she did so, she +was attracted by voices which seemed to proceed from out of a clump of +trees. She stepped close to the spot from where the sound proceeded, +and, craning her neck, looked over the thick laurustinus bushes, which +enclosed a very tiny lawn or plot of grass.</p> + +<p>Seated here, in the utmost peace and apparent contentment, were the poor +victims for whom she had exerted herself so terribly. Nell was lying +full length on her back on the grass. Boris was seated tailorwise on the +ground a little way off. Nell had a white rat curled up in her hair and +another nestling in her neck. Boris was feeding some white hares and +some <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[Pg 55]</a></span>pet rabbits. The children were eagerly talking to their animals, +and Annie had to own to herself that there was nothing in the least +unhappy or even morbid in the sound of either of the voices.</p> + +<p>For a moment the children's perfect happiness almost vexed her. It +seemed provoking to have taken that long, exhausting walk for nothing, +and oh! how hungry and thirsty, how very hungry and thirsty she felt.</p> + +<p>The next instant, however, her good-nature asserted itself. She said +"Hullo!" pushed her way through the laurustinus hedge, and stood in the +midst of the group.</p> + +<p>Nell started into a sitting position, tumbling the white rats on to her +lap. She looked up at Annie. What a tumbled, dishevelled, hot, but oh, +what a pretty strange lady was this! Nell worshipped beauty with the +passion of a very hot and fervent little soul. She had scarcely noticed +Annie in the schoolroom, but now her heart went out to her with a great +throb.</p> + +<p>"Who are you?" she said. "Where do you come from? What is your name?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm not a fairy, my good child!" said Annie. "I'm a poor, exhausted +girl, who thought she was performing a very heroic feat and finds +herself mistaken."</p> + +<p>"Pray come in and take a seat," said Boris, who was always the soul of +gentlemanly politeness. He stood up as he spoke, tumbling his rabbits +and hares helter skelter in all directions, and tried to push back the +laurustinus hedge for Annie. She squeezed through, tearing her cotton +dress as she did so.</p> + +<p>"Oh, dear, dear, your sweet dress is spoiled!" said Nell, in a tender +voice.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[Pg 56]</a></span></p><p>"Never mind," answered Annie; "one must lose something to attain to this +perfection."</p> + +<p>"Won't you seat yourself?" said Boris.</p> + +<p>He pointed to the grass, and Annie sat upon it with a sense of delight.</p> + +<p>"How hot you are," said Nell. "What can we do for you? Would it soothe +you to stroke one of the rats? This darling, for instance. His name is +Crinklety."</p> + +<p>Annie took the rat on her lap and looked at it reflectively.</p> + +<p>"It's a darling," she said, "and so are the rabbits, and so are the +hares; but oh, I'm so hot and so thirsty! and oh, children, don't you +know what I've come about, and don't you know who I am?"</p> + +<p>"No, I'm sure we don't," answered Boris. Nell stared solemnly; she did +not speak.</p> + +<p>"Well," said Annie, "I see I must introduce myself. I am Annie Forest. +I'm Hester Thornton's friend, and I came here this morning with Hetty +and Nan, and we all started on a picnic, and when we came to Friar's +Wood, I found that you, Boris—you see I know your name—and you, Nell, +were left behind, and I could not stand it somehow; it seemed too cruel +and unfair, so I—I came back for you."</p> + +<p>"How did you come?" asked Boris. "Did you drive back with Dobbin or +Jacko?"</p> + +<p>"No; they will have plenty to do this evening, and why should I give +them double work, poor dears? No; I came back with these," she pushed +out her dainty, but very dusty, feet as she spoke.</p> + +<p>"You mean that you <i>walked</i>?" said Nell. "You walked all that long way +just because of us two children that you knew nothing about. I didn't +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[Pg 57]</a></span>believe it was true. I never believed anything so perfectly splendid +could be true out of a story book. Boris, do you hear? She walked from +Friar's Wood all by herself."</p> + +<p>"Are you awfully dead beat?" asked Boris, standing in his sturdy +attitude in front of Annie and looking at her with immense attention.</p> + +<p>"Yes; I never was hotter in my life, and I don't think I ever felt more +tired. It is such a blazing day."</p> + +<p>"Then you don't want to walk back again?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I suppose I must, only I think I'll rest a little bit first, and +perhaps one of you can bring me a glass of water. I consulted Kitty +about it, and Kitty said you could ride your brother's bicycle, Boris. +She only told me about Nell just when I was starting, but perhaps Nell +can get on the bicycle sometimes, too. I'm not quite sure how it can be +managed."</p> + +<p>"You need not trouble about me," said Nell, "for I'm not going to the +picnic. I don't wish to."</p> + +<p>"And I don't wish to either," said Boris; "there's nothing to go for +now, for dinner will be over. I always think the fun of a picnic is +washing the potatoes and lighting the bonfire, and they'll be all over +long ago."</p> + +<p>"Well, then," said Annie, "I see that I have made myself a martyr in an +unnecessary cause. You bad children, you are not a bit unhappy at +staying at home, and I pictured you both such miserable little victims."</p> + +<p>"Would you rather have seen us miserable?" asked Boris.</p> + +<p>"Of course I'd much rather have seen you miserable, you little wretch. +How dare you look at me <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[Pg 58]</a></span>with those smiling, bright blue eyes? If I had +seen you and Nell pale and wretched, and a little bit withered up, I'd +have felt that my walk had been taken for a good purpose; but now——"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you think," said Nell, looking at Annie with great earnestness, +"that you did nothing when you took that walk and when you made the +story books come true. You did a great deal for me. We are Lorrimers, +Boris and I, and it isn't the fashion for a Lorrimer ever to fret when +things can't be helped. Boris would have liked to go to the picnic, and +I'd have liked it, too, if it had happened on another day, but as we +couldn't go, we meant to have a picnic at home. Will you stay with us +and help us to make up a jolly picnic at home?"</p> + +<p>"Of course I will, only too gladly."</p> + +<p>"Then, Boris," said Nell, "we had best fetch the food while the story +book lady is resting."</p> + +<p>The children disappeared, and Annie lay back on the grass and laughed to +herself. She was absorbed as usual with the fascination of the moment, +and forgot all about Kitty, who would be carefully guarding her secret +far away in Friar's Wood.</p> + +<p>The picnic, which was partaken of by Annie, Nell, and Boris on the tiny +lawn, surrounded by the laurustinus hedge, was a truly gay affair. The +white hares, the rabbits, the rats, joined the company of diners, and +Annie became her gayest and wildest self. When dinner was over, Boris +reluctantly took his pets back to the out-house where they were kept, +and then returned once more to the fascination of strawberries, cream, +and Annie Forest's society.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, in Friar's Wood, Kitty was keeping an eager look-out. It was +almost time for Annie to <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[Pg 59]</a></span>come back, and all the other members of the +party who did not know where she had gone were becoming anxious about +her. They would have been much more so but for Hester and Nan. But +Hester and Nan were both well accustomed to Annie's many vagaries.</p> + +<p>"If it were anyone else, I should fret about her," said Hester, +answering Nora's eager inquiry for about the twentieth time. "She has +wandered away in the wood by herself and will come back when she +pleases, or perhaps she may have gone straight back to the Towers or to +the Grange. Annie is grown up now, and she can take care of herself. +There is no manner of use in fretting about her."</p> + +<p>"If you only knew Annie at school!" exclaimed Nan. "Why there is quite a +proverb about Annie at school. Let me see, this is it: 'The only thing +to be expected of Annie Forest is the unexpected.' Now don't let's talk +of her any more. She is a dear old Annie; but why should she spoil this +lovely, perfect day, the first of my holidays? Guy, I wish you'd come +and sit next me. Let us get up a jolly game of hide and seek."</p> + +<p>"No," said Guy, "It's too hot at present. We will presently, when the +sun gets a bit lower."</p> + +<p>"Then tell me a story, there's a darling Guy."</p> + +<p>Guy complied rather lazily. Nan moved a little apart with him, and the +two began an eager, whispered conversation. Molly and Hester once more +joined forces and resumed the interrupted talk of the morning. The +others wandered away in different directions, and Nora and Kitty found +themselves together. Nora felt rather discontented. She missed Annie +Forest, not because she particularly liked her just now, but because +Annie's conduct during their morning walk <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[Pg 60]</a></span>had rather piqued her. Nora +was quite sharp enough to read Kitty's secret in her troubled, demure, +watchful and impatient eyes. She thought it would be rather good fun to +bully Kitty a little.</p> + +<p>"What are you staring through that long line of trees for?" she said. +"Come here, and out with it at once. You know you're bursting with a +secret. If you don't tell soon you'll explode, and there'll be nothing +left of you. Come here, I say, and out with it."</p> + +<p>Nora thought it quite unnecessary to put on her society manners for +Kitty's benefit.</p> + +<p>"Come here, Kit, at once, when I call you," she said, in a cross voice.</p> + +<p>"I needn't come if I don't like," answered Kitty. "I'm not obliged to +obey you, so don't you think it."</p> + +<p>"Highty tighty. Do you suppose I'm going to take impertinence from a +little chit like you? You know perfectly well where Annie Forest has +gone, and it is your duty to tell."</p> + +<p>"I won't tell. There!"</p> + +<p>"Ah!" laughed Nora, now thoroughly exasperated. "I guessed you had a +secret. I knew it when I saw you shutting up your lips so straightly, +and putting on that little demure expression whenever Annie's name was +mentioned. Now you have confessed it."</p> + +<p>"I have confessed nothing," said Kitty in alarm.</p> + +<p>"Yes, you have; you said you wouldn't tell. How could you say you +wouldn't tell if you had nothing to tell? I know mother is uneasy about +Annie, and I know Jane Macalister is uneasy, and you know where she is +and you dare to keep them in suspense. Come along to mother at once. +She'll soon get this secret out of you."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[Pg 61]</a></span></p><p>"I won't go, Nora—I won't. I'll climb up into this tree, where you +can't catch me. Here," continued Kitty, suiting the action to the word, +"you can't catch me up here; you can't. I won't go to mother—no, I +won't."</p> + +<p>"You will if I make you," said Nora. "You think I can't climb."</p> + +<p>"You wouldn't dare to climb!" exclaimed Kitty, shouting down from the +foliage of the tree into which she had hastily swung herself. "You'll +get your frock all torn, and Molly and Jane will be just mad. You +daren't climb, Nora—you daren't. You can't catch me Nora—you can't."</p> + +<p>Nora had a quick temper, and Kitty's manner was most exasperating. Under +ordinary circumstances the ladylike Nora would have hated climbing +trees, but now all was forgotten in her fierce desire to lay hold of the +daring, exasperating little Kitty and to force her secret out of her. +How dared Annie Forest snub Nora and then confide in a baby like Kitty?</p> + +<p>"Unless you come down this minute, I'll follow you into the tree and +drag you down," said Nora. "Now you know what I mean to do, so come down +this instant."</p> + +<p>"Not I, not I," laughed Kitty. She had been rather frightened while Nora +was taunting her on the ground, but now she felt so secure that she +could afford to laugh, and even in her turn to use taunting words.</p> + +<p>"I knew you were too much of a coward, fine, ladylike Miss Nora, to +climb up here," she said; "and I'm going to stay here just as long as I +please."</p> + +<p>"Oh, are you?" said Nora. "There'll be two people to decide that point." +She was in a blind <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[Pg 62]</a></span>fury now, and, before Kitty could say another word, +began to swarm up the tree. She managed to catch the branch where Kitty +had planted herself, and in another instant would have caught hold of +the little girl's dress; but Kitty and Boris could both climb like +monkeys, and it did not take the little girl an instant to swing herself +on to a higher branch. Nora's mettle was now up. She was resolved that +Kitty should not conquer her. The spirit of defiance in Kitty made her +resolve to die rather than be taken.</p> + +<p>"You shan't catch me—you shan't," screamed the child. "I'm lighter than +you. I'm going to creep on to the end of this bough; it will bear my +weight, but it won't bear yours, Nora. Don't attempt to get on it, Nora; +if you do the bough will break."</p> + +<p>Kitty, as good as her word, crept on to a dead branch of the forest +beech tree; it was high above the ground and nearly bare of leaves. It +looked what it was, thoroughly rotten; but it bore Kitty's light weight +without strain. She reached almost the end, and turned her flushed, +laughing, defiant face towards Nora. Nora had reached the bough, but +hesitated a moment before trusting herself on it.</p> + +<p>"Who said I was going to be caught?" exclaimed Kitty. "Hurrah! hurrah! +I'm safe enough."</p> + +<p>"I will catch you!" exclaimed Nora. "You horrid, sneaking little cheat. +This bough looks firm enough. It will hold me as well as you; anyhow, +I'm going to try."</p> + +<p>"Don't, don't!" screamed Kitty. She was really frightened now, for she +saw the danger from the position where she was sitting far more plainly +than Nora did. "Don't do it, Nora," she shrieked. "I'd rather come back +to you. I would really, really. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[Pg 63]</a></span>You'll be killed—we'll both be killed +if you get upon this rotten bough. Oh, dear! oh, dear! Nora, are you +mad? Are you mad?"</p> + +<p>Blind passion had made Nora almost mad. She did not believe Kitty's +words. The bare bough looked safe enough from her position. She +stretched out one cautious hand, then another, and propelled herself +slowly along. Her whole weight was now upon the bough. It was thoroughly +rotten and very brittle. Kitty gave a shriek of terror, and, with a wild +leap, managed to throw her arms over the bough just above. She was not a +minute too soon. The rotten branch cracked and broke with a loud report, +and poor Nora was hurled with great violence to the ground.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII"></a>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + +<h3>ALONE IN THE WOOD.</h3> + + +<p>There was a dizzy moment for Kitty when she seemed to hang between +heaven and earth, and everything swam in circles before her dazed eyes. +Then, with a supreme effort, she managed to clutch the bough, to which +she clung with a firmer grasp, and slowly but surely to drag herself up +into safety on its broad, firm stem.</p> + +<p>"I'm coming, Nora. I'll be down in a minute," she shouted.</p> + +<p>She crept along the bough, and soon, much scratched and covered with +moss and leaves, her dress torn, her face hotly flushed, she reached the +ground and rushed to Nora's side.</p> + +<p>Poor Nora had fallen from a height of nearly <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[Pg 64]</a></span>twenty feet. Her fall had +been slightly broken by the rotten bough which had come to the ground +with her; but, notwithstanding this fact, she lay now on her back, faint +and sick and moaning, as if she were in great pain.</p> + +<p>Poor Kitty's repentance was intense.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Nora, Nora!" she sobbed, bending over her, "are you hurt badly? +Can't you get up? Oh, dear! oh, dear! you do look ill, and it's my fault +of course. Why did I have a secret? and why did I tease you? Oh, Nora!" +she added, terror in her tone as she noticed the increasing whiteness of +Nora's pretty face, "are you in dreadful, shocking pain?"</p> + +<p>"I feel sick," said Nora, "and—and faint. Can't you fetch some water. +Oh, everything seems miles away. What shall I do?"</p> + +<p>"I'll go for mother," said Kitty. "Lie very still, Nonie, darling; you +have got an awful shake from that fall, but you'll be all right +soon—I'm sure you will; and, oh, here's some water in one of the picnic +bottles."</p> + +<p>Kitty sprang towards this welcome sight, wetted a handkerchief with part +of the contents and put it on Nora's forehead, and then gave her a +little to drink.</p> + +<p>The cold refreshing water revived the poor girl; but when she attempted +to sit up, she fell back groaning and very faint once more.</p> + +<p>"You <i>must</i> let me fetch mother," said Kitty. "I won't be a minute. I'll +go as if I were a bird. I'll be back in no time, really."</p> + +<p>"No; I can't be left alone," said Nora. "It—it's awful. The pain in my +back gets worse and worse. Kitty, don't leave me. Kitty, I'm frightened. +I'm sorry I was so cross to you."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[Pg 65]</a></span></p><p>"And I'm sorry I aggravated you," said Kitty; "but, oh, dear! what's the +use of being sorry? That won't mend your poor back. I wish you'd let me +get mother."</p> + +<p>"No, no; you mustn't leave me."</p> + +<p>Nora tried to stretch out one of her hands, but the pain of the least +movement was extreme, and she was forced to lie absolutely still, while +Kitty wetted her lips at intervals with a few drops of the precious +water left in the bottle.</p> + +<p>Nora was in too great pain to care anything about the loneliness of +their position. She was in too great suffering even to be keenly sorry +for her own wrongdoing. The one only desire she had was to keep Kitty by +her side. But poor Kitty's little heart was full of absolute terror. She +had never seen anyone look so ill as Nora. Her face was white; her lips +were blue; she was evidently in severe pain; but, with the pain, there +was a strange faintness, which Kitty had never encountered before in the +whole course of her ten sturdy years.</p> + +<p>Many and many a fall had both Kitty and Boris had in the wild +expeditions and daring feats which they performed in each other's +company. Kitty knew of the fall which stings; of the fall which shakes +you all over, which raises a great bump and causes great soreness of the +injured part; she knew of the fall which scratches and even renders you +giddy; but she had never before seen the effects of such a serious fall +as poor Nora's.</p> + +<p>Friar's Wood was a very lonely place, and when, in utter exhaustion and +pain, Nora closed her eyes, poor Kitty felt almost as if she were +sitting alone in this great solitude with a person who was dead.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[Pg 66]</a></span></p><p>Oh, suppose pretty Nora was dead. Pretty Nora, who had been so mocking +and full of life only ten minutes ago. If this were the case, to her +dying day Kitty would feel that she had killed her by tempting her on to +a rotten bough. It was terrible, terrible to be here alone with Nora, +who might be going to die. Why could not she slip away and fetch someone +to her aid?</p> + +<p>Nora had clutched a very tight hold of Kitty's hand when first the +little girl had proposed to fetch her mother, but now, in the kind of +torpor of pain into which she had sunk, she relaxed the firm grip, and +Kitty found that by a very gentle movement she could release her hand +altogether.</p> + +<p>She did so, and rose slowly to her feet.</p> + +<p>Nora felt the movement and spoke.</p> + +<p>"Kitty."</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"You're not going away?"</p> + +<p>"I'm only looking to see if there's anyone coming."</p> + +<p>"Well, don't go away."</p> + +<p>Nora's voice had sunk to a hoarse whisper, and Kitty's terrors and her +certain fears that Nora was about to die became greater than ever.</p> + +<p>She looked all around her, to right and left, before and behind.</p> + +<p>No one was in sight. Not even the voice of a living creature broke the +stillness. The birds were silent, the creatures of the wood seemed to be +all asleep, the other members of the picnic had evidently wandered far +afield; but, hark, what sound was that? Oh, joy! Who was this coming +swiftly through the trees? Kitty's heart gave a bound of rapture, and +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[Pg 67]</a></span>then, forgetting all Nora's injunctions to keep by her side, she flew +with lightning speed towards the figure of a horseman who was riding +through the wood.</p> + +<p>The man on horseback was Squire Lorrimer himself.</p> + +<p>He had promised to join the children in time for dinner, but had not +turned up. It was not his custom, however, on any occasion to disappoint +his young people, and although late in the day he was now hastening to +the scene of revelry.</p> + +<p>Kitty's frantic speed in his direction by no means surprised him.</p> + +<p>"Well, little woman," he said, pulling up the mare as he spoke. "Shall I +give you a mount on Black Bessy's back? and where are all the others? I +expected quite a swarm of you to rush forth. Where is Molly, and where +is Nora, and where is the beautiful Annie Forest, whom everybody seems +to rave about, and mother and Jane Macalister? Are they all hiding and +ready to rush out upon me with wild whoops?"</p> + +<p>Kitty panted visibly before she replied.</p> + +<p>"No, father, it isn't that," she said. "I and Nora are alone, I—get +down please, father, won't you?"</p> + +<p>"Why, what's the matter with you child?" The Squire hastily dismounted. +"Are you hurt, Kit? What a red, excited face."</p> + +<p>"No, 'tisn't me, it's Nora. She fell; I think she'll die. It was my +fault. The beech tree had a rotten bough, and I crept out on it, as I +didn't wish to be caught; and Nora followed me, and the bough broke, and +she's lying on her back now and she can't move, and I think she'll die, +and they're all away—I <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[Pg 68]</a></span>don't know where—somewhere else in the wood, +and I think she's going to die, and it's my fault."</p> + +<p>"There, Kitty, keep your pecker up," said the Squire. "I'm glad I came +round this way; it was a lucky chance. Wait a minute until I tie Black +Bess to this tree. Where is Nora?"</p> + +<p>"Over there, lying on that knoll of grass. I think she'll die."</p> + +<p>"Tut, tut, monkey, what do you know about people dying? Give me your +hand, and bring me to her."</p> + +<p>Oh, the comfort to Kitty of that firm, cool, strong hand of +father's—oh, the support of looking into his face. A burden as of black +night was lifted from her. She ran in eager accompaniment to his great +strides. He was bending over Nora in a minute.</p> + +<p>"Now, my poor little maid, what is this?" he asked, dropping on one knee +and trying to put his hand under her head as he spoke.</p> + +<p>Nora opened her pretty, dark eyes.</p> + +<p>"Oh, father, is it you? I'm glad," she said in a faint voice. "I've been +naughty, father; I—I'm sorry."</p> + +<p>"Well, you can't be more than sorry, can you, Nonie? Don't bother about +anything now, but just tell me where you are hurt."</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's my back. Oh, don't touch me; it's dreadful!"</p> + +<p>Squire Lorrimer's face looked very grave.</p> + +<p>"Where did she fall from, Kitty?" he asked.</p> + +<p>Kitty pointed to the gash made in the beech-tree by the broken bough.</p> + +<p>"Over twenty feet," murmured the Squire to himself. "God help my poor +little girl!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[Pg 69]</a></span></p><p>"Look here, Kitty," he said aloud, "Nora is in a good deal of pain; but +I hope we'll soon have her easier. We must try and get her home somehow, +and it would be a good thing if your mother were here; you had better +fetch her. Don't frighten her, Kit, for Nora may not be badly hurt after +all; but bring her here as quickly as you can, and Guy, too, and Molly; +they are both strong, and have their wits about them. We must contrive a +litter of some sort. Now, be quick and find the folks."</p> + +<p>"Yes," replied Kitty, who was almost happy again under the influence of +her father's encouraging words.</p> + +<p>She was soon out of sight, and in less than half an hour Mrs. Lorrimer, +Jane Macalister, and every other member of the picnic party, were +gathered round the prostrate figure of little Nora.</p> + +<p>She was more conscious now, and looked eagerly for one face, the solace +of all sick children.</p> + +<p>"Let Mummie hold my hand," she said.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorrimer took it, bent down, and kissed her; Nora smiled as if a +load had been lifted from her heart.</p> + +<p>A rough litter was presently constructed, and with great difficulty the +poor child was lifted into it. The pain of even this slight move, +however, caused her to faint completely away.</p> + +<p>It was at this juncture that Hester Thornton came forward with a +suggestion.</p> + +<p>"The Grange is nearly three miles nearer than the Towers," she said; +"had not we better bring her there? And had not Guy better ride off at +once to Nortonbury for the doctor?"</p> + +<p>"That is a good idea," said Mr. Lorrimer. "Guy, mount on Black Bess's +back and off with you. Bring <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[Pg 70]</a></span>Dr. Jervis back with you to the Grange if +you can."</p> + +<p>The merry little picnic party looked dismal enough as they slowly, and +almost in funereal fashion, left the scene of festivity. The strongest +of the party had to take turns to carry poor Nora's litter, for she +could not endure any less easy movement.</p> + +<p>Nan came up to Hester and took her hand.</p> + +<p>"I don't know what the meaning of all this is," she said; "but, somehow +or other, I think Annie must be at the bottom of it."</p> + +<p>"Where is Annie?" queried Hester. "How completely she seems to have lost +herself. Oh, how miserable poor little Kitty looks. Come here, Kitty, +dear, and tell me all about the accident."</p> + +<p>"I cannot," said Kitty. "Don't ask me; it's part of the secret."</p> + +<p>"I knew Annie Forest was at the bottom of it," murmured Nan. "Oh, what a +horrid, horrid, dreadful ending to the first of my holidays!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></a>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + +<h3>"I BROKE MY WORD," SAID ANNIE.</h3> + + +<p>In utter ignorance of the tragic events which were happening in Friar's +Wood, Annie Forest and her two little companions were having a gay time +at the Towers. Annie's old passion for children had not deserted her. +She was often heard to say that she was happier with a frank, original +child than she was with most grown people. Boris was certainly frank; +Nell was certainly original. Annie's beauty and brightness <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[Pg 71]</a></span>had won +Boris's heart from the moment of her arrival; Nell's affections went out +to her also, but for a different reason. Nell lived in a world of +romance, and Annie's conduct in giving up her own pleasure had seemed to +Nell to fit in with her fairy tales and other story-books. The three +were, therefore, supremely happy during that long afternoon. The picnic +behind the laurustinus hedge being quite a thing of the past, they +proceeded to explore the tower, the old ruined chapel, where services +used to be held morning and night more than three hundred years ago, the +dungeon under the chapel, and all the other places of historic interest. +Then the children's gardens were visited; and, finally, Annie was +persuaded to seat herself in the swing and be sent up into space as high +as Boris's and Nell's united efforts could accomplish. In their turn +they were swung by Annie; and then followed tea in the play-room, where +Nell presided, sitting solemnly in front of the dolls' tea-service and +helping Annie and Boris and herself to unlimited weak tea, with heaps of +cream.</p> + +<p>The heat of the day was over at last, a perfect summer's evening had set +in.</p> + +<p>"When are they all likely to be back?" asked Annie.</p> + +<p>"Not until night, dark night," said Boris with a little sigh.</p> + +<p>"What are you sighing for?" asked Annie. "You look quite sad, and I +don't like you sad; I like you with your eyes smiling and your face +puckered up with laughter. Nell looks pale and sad, too. What is it +Nell? what is it Boris?"</p> + +<p>"I'd like to be at the picnic now," said Boris, "I didn't mind it in the +daytime when it was so hot; <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[Pg 72]</a></span>but now they're lighting another bonfire +and they're going to have tea, and after tea Guy will tell stories."</p> + +<p>"All about bogies," struck up Nell; "yes, I wish I were there."</p> + +<p>Annie looked at them both reflectively. She never cared to be with +children unless she could succeed in making them almost boisterously +happy.</p> + +<p>"But it doesn't matter a bit," said Nell, seeing the shadow cross her +face; "I shouldn't be very happy in any case to-night."</p> + +<p>"Why?" said Annie.</p> + +<p>"I'd rather not say, please. You have been good to us; you have helped +us to have a beautiful day; we are grateful to you, aren't we, Boris?"</p> + +<p>"We love her," said Boris.</p> + +<p>"You are two darlings," said Annie. "Well, now, suppose we have a bit of +fun on our own account. How far is it from here to the Grange?"</p> + +<p>"By the road, three miles," said Boris; "but across the fields, only a +mile and a half."</p> + +<p>"We'll go to the Grange across the fields," said Annie. "I heard Hester +say this morning that she was going to try and induce you all to come +back to the Grange to supper, so we three will join the rest of the +party at supper, and if we start at once well be ready to welcome them +when they arrive."</p> + +<p>"What a spiffin' plan," said Boris; "do let's start at once."</p> + +<p>Nell clapped her hands.</p> + +<p>"Now I've made you happy again, that's all right," said Annie. She took +a hand of each child, and they started on their pleasant walk. Boris was +very messy and untidy, his face was stained with fruit and his hands +were dirty. Nell's blue <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[Pg 73]</a></span>cotton frock was also considerably out at the +gathers round the waist, but the children did not give a thought to +their clothes or personal appearance in the sudden rapture with which +they hailed Annie's suggestion.</p> + +<p>The walk across the fields in the sweet freshness of the summer's +evening was all that was delightful, and in an incredibly short space of +time, the three found themselves at the other side of the turnstile +which led into the grounds of the Grange.</p> + +<p>"We'll be there long before the others," said Boris. "Suppose we light a +great bonfire on the lawn to welcome them." But even wild Annie did not +see the propriety of this suggestion.</p> + +<p>"No, we won't do that," she said. "If the Grange were our own place we +would. We'll just go and sit on the terrace and watch for them."</p> + +<p>"Won't Kitty jump when she sees us?" said Boris, a look of satisfaction +radiating all over his face. "She'll see that we have had our lark as +well as the rest of them; oh, I call it real spiffin' fine."</p> + +<p>They were walking rapidly through the shrubbery now, and as Boris +finished his speech they came out on the broad sweep in front of the +house.</p> + +<p>Just before the entrance a brougham was standing, and instead of +solitude they found themselves surrounded by familiar figures.</p> + +<p>Kitty was the first to observe them. She gave a stifled sort of scream, +and pushing aside Boris, who was prepared to rush into her arms, came up +to Annie, took one of her hands, and looked into her face.</p> + +<p>"I kept the secret true as true," she said; "but it almost killed me, +and it has nearly quite killed <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[Pg 74]</a></span>Nora." Her poor little voice broke with +these last words, and she burst into the frantic sobs which she had +bravely kept back until now.</p> + +<p>"What in the world is the matter?" said Annie, kneeling down and putting +her arm round the excited child.</p> + +<p>"Why, that's Dr. Jervis's carriage," shouted Boris. "What can be up?"</p> + +<p>"Why are you back so early from the picnic?" asked Nell.</p> + +<p>But Kitty sobbed on unable to reply.</p> + +<p>She felt the comfort of Annie's arms round her, and presently she laid +her hot, flushed, little face on Annie's neck and wetted her frill with +her plentiful tears, but no information could be got at present from +poor Kitty's lips.</p> + +<p>"There's Molly, and there's Hester," exclaimed Boris, "they'll tell us; +oh, and there's Nan, too. Hullo Nan, come here and tell us what the +rumpus is about."</p> + +<p>Nan rushed up excitedly.</p> + +<p>"Nora is nearly killed," she said; "she fell from a tree over twenty +feet from the ground, and her back is hurt awfully, and Hester said +she'd better come here, and she's lying in the library and Dr. Jervis is +there. I haven't the faintest idea how it happened," continued Nan; +"only it seems to be your fault, Annie; it seems to have something to do +with you and a secret, only Kitty won't tell."</p> + +<p>Kitty ceased to cry; she raised her face and looked at Annie. Annie +struggled to her feet.</p> + +<p>She was about to reply to Nan when Hester came up and spoke to her.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Annie," she said, "where have you been all <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[Pg 75]</a></span>day? We have been +dreadfully anxious about you; and poor Nora has been hurt, and Kitty +seems in trouble of some sort, and says that she won't tell her secret. +What can it all mean?"</p> + +<p>"Well, really!" said Annie. She paused a minute; the rich colour mantled +her cheeks; her bright eyes seemed to flash fire.</p> + +<p>"I'm awfully sorry about Nora," she said; "but I fail to see how I am to +blame. From your manner, Nan, and yours, Hester, I seem to be accused of +something. What is it, pray?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's nothing, indeed," said Molly, who had come up now and joined +Hester. "What does it matter, Hetty, when we are all so awfully +wretched? Poor Annie did not mean anything. Do let her alone!"</p> + +<p>"I did not mean anything?" echoed Annie. "I'm afraid I can't allow +myself to be let alone. I must find out what I'm accused of. Kitty, you +say you kept my secret safely. Speak now and tell everybody."</p> + +<p>"I can't stay to listen," said Molly, turning away; "it's too—too +trivial!"</p> + +<p>Hester and Nan, however, still stood facing Annie, and the boys, Guy and +Harry, also came and joined the group.</p> + +<p>"Speak, Kitty," said Annie.</p> + +<p>"You were kind," said Kitty; "it's wicked to say you weren't kind. You +found out that Boris hadn't come to the picnic, and you said you'd go +back for him; you'd walk back all in the heat, and you didn't mind the +bull, nor the bull-dog, nor—nor—anything; and you said I wasn't to +tell, and 'twould be a surprise when you came back with Boris and, +perhaps, Nell, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[Pg 76]</a></span>too—and I promised. Then we had dinner, and you weren't +there, and everybody asked for you and everybody wondered where you +could be; but Hester said you were a sort of 'centric girl, and that you +was grown up and we needn't fret; and Nan said you was nothing if you +wasn't unexpected; so nobody fretted, and I kept my secret locked up +tight. But Nora wanted you more than the others, and she saw my lips +shut tight and my eyes watching for you through the trees, and she +guessed I had a secret; and I said I had, but I wouldn't tell; and she +said she'd take me to mother, and that mother would make me tell, and so +I climbed up into the beech-tree to get away from her; and I was naughty +and cross, and she was naughty and cross, too, and she followed me up +into the beech-tree, and I got out upon a rotten bough, where I thought +she'd be sure not to come; but she did come, cause I was real naughty +and I taunted her; and the bough broke and she fell, but I didn't fall +'cause I caught on to a bough higher up. It's been dreadful ever since," +continued Kitty, pressing her hands tightly together. "Worse than when I +forgot to give water to Harry's canary and it died, and worse than when +I pulled up all Guy's canariensis in mistake for weeds; its been awful, +but I did keep the secret."</p> + +<p>"Is that all?" said Annie.</p> + +<p>"Yes, that's all," replied Kitty. "I did keep the secret."</p> + +<p>"I understand," said Annie. "I should have come back, of course. I did +not remember that I might get you into trouble, Kitty; it did not occur +to me that you were the plucky sort of child you are."</p> + +<p>"Plucky?" echoed Guy with some scorn. "I don't <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[Pg 77]</a></span>call it plucky to be +just decently <i>honourable</i>. We don't tell lies. Kitty would have told a +lie if she had broken her word."</p> + +<p>"And I promised to come back, and I broke my word," said Annie. "Yes, I +fully understand; it's just like me."</p> + +<p>She turned away as she spoke, and, plunging into the shrubbery, was lost +to view.</p> + +<p>"Leave her alone, children," said Hester to the astonished children, who +were preparing to follow her. "I knew it would cut her to the heart, but +it can't be helped. She'll be all right by-and-by, but she can't stand +any of you now; you must leave her alone."</p> + +<p>Boris came up to Kitty, put his arms round her neck, and kissed her. His +kiss was of the deepest consolation to her; she walked away with him +slowly, and Nell took Hester's hand. Nell's face was like a little white +sheet; she was trembling in her agitation.</p> + +<p>"Oh, what is the matter?" she gasped. "Is Nonie awfully hurt? Is it +dangerous? Oh, Hetty, it's worse than the colts! Oh, I felt bad this +morning, but it was nothing to this—nothing! May I stay with you for +the present, Hetty?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, darling," said Hester in her kindest voice. "Come into the house +with me. We are all very anxious until we get the doctor's opinion. Your +father and mother are both with Nora; and Dr. Jervis is there and Jane. +Everything is being done that can be done, and we know nothing at +present. Come, Nell, we must be brave—and here is Molly; she is just as +anxious as you."</p> + +<p>Nell looked at Molly, who was standing in the porch; she flew to her +eldest sister's side, clasped her <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[Pg 78]</a></span>arms round her neck, and shed a few +of those silent, rare tears which only came to her now and then, for +Nell was no ordinary child, and rarely showed her deepest feelings.</p> + +<p>"I don't know how I'm to live through this suspense," said poor Molly.</p> + +<p>But even as she spoke it came to an end.</p> + +<p>Mr. Lorrimer came out of the study, closing the door softly behind him. +He strode quickly through the hall, and entered the porch where the +three girls were standing. Molly stepped forward quickly and seized his +arm.</p> + +<p>"Well?" she asked.</p> + +<p>He gave her a quick look; his face was very pale, and a sudden +contraction of pain flitted across his brow.</p> + +<p>"Well, my loves," he said, "we must all try to be as cheerful as we can +and not break down; there isn't a bit of use in breaking down."</p> + +<p>"But how is she, father?" asked Molly. "What does Dr. Jervis say?"</p> + +<p>"He says, Molly, that poor Nora is very seriously hurt; but it is +impossible to form a reliable opinion on her case so soon. He wishes us +to get Dr. Bentinck from London to see her, and I am going to drive to +Nortonbury to telegraph to him to come at once. Now, don't keep me, my +dears. By the way, Molly, mother says you had better take the children +home as soon as ever you can."</p> + +<p>"Oh, may I not stay?" asked Molly.</p> + +<p>"No, my dear, I think not; there must be some head at home. Jane +Macalister will stay and help your mother to-night until we can get the +services of a proper nurse. Take the children back as soon as you can, +Molly. God bless you, my love."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[Pg 79]</a></span></p><p>The Squire stepped into the doctor's brougham and was driven rapidly +away. Molly raised her hand to her forehead.</p> + +<p>"I feel stunned," she said. "Nora was the gayest and the brightest and +the prettiest of us all. Nothing ever seemed to happen to Nora, and now +she is so ill that I may not even see her."</p> + +<p>"She will be better to-morrow, I am sure," said Hester.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Hetty, if I could only stay here," cried poor Molly.</p> + +<p>"I wish you could, Molly, with all my heart."</p> + +<p>"We'll know nothing of how she's getting on at the Towers," continued +Molly. "I think it will drive me mad not to know."</p> + +<p>"I'll come over very early in the morning and tell you, and perhaps +something may be arranged to-morrow so that you can stay here."</p> + +<p>"I might stay instead of Jane. I know I could help mother far better +than Jane can. But there, I suppose I must have patience. Come, Nell."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X"></a>CHAPTER X.</h2> + +<h3>AN AWFULLY FRIVOLOUS GIRL.</h3> + + +<p>Dr. Bentinck, the great London surgeon, arrived early on the following +morning. Poor Nora was quite conscious now, and in great pain. This +pain, however, was considered rather a good sign than otherwise, for had +the spine been much injured the little girl would have been numbed and +stupid. Dr. Bentinck examined his little patient with great <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[Pg 80]</a></span>tenderness +and care. His opinion, when it was given, was a great deal more +favourable than anyone dared to hope. He thought that Nora would +eventually be as well as ever again; but although he was sure that there +was no permanent injury to the spine, there was a great deal of present +distress and discomfort to be got through. The little girl must lie +perfectly still on her back for many weeks, and it would be many a long +day before the dancing, romping Nora of old would return to the Towers.</p> + +<p>After the night of suspense and terror, however, which poor Mrs. +Lorrimer, by Nora's bedside, and Molly in her lonely little bedroom at +the Towers, had undergone, the great London doctor's news seemed all +that was delightful. Hester hurried to the Towers to put Molly's anxious +heart at rest, and Mrs. Lorrimer returned to the room where Nora was +lying very white and still.</p> + +<p>Nora had received a shock the day before which must influence her during +all the remainder of her days. It seemed to shake all her little +artificial affected nature off and to reveal the real Nora, who was +frightened and weak and silly, and yet who had somewhere beneath her +frivolous exterior a real little heart of gold. If there was one person +whom Nora really adored, and in whose presence she was ever her truest +and best, it was her mother. She looked at her mother now as she +re-entered the room.</p> + +<p>"Stoop down and tell me," she said in a whisper.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorrimer bent over her.</p> + +<p>"Yes, my love," she said. "What do you want to know?"</p> + +<p>"Am I going to die, mother?"</p> + +<p>"Die? not a bit of it, my darling. Dr. Bentinck <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[Pg 81]</a></span>has given us quite a +cheerful opinion of you. He says there is no very serious injury, and +that you will be your usual self by-and-by."</p> + +<p>Nora's eyes brightened.</p> + +<p>"I am very glad," she said. "I didn't want to die. I don't think I'm +quite fit."</p> + +<p>"My little daughter will have learnt a severe lesson by this accident," +said Mrs. Lorrimer; "but now you must lie still, love, and think of +nothing but how quickly you can get well again."</p> + +<p>Nora closed her eyes, and Mrs. Lorrimer sat down in an easy chair by the +bedside.</p> + +<p>The next day the little girl was considerably better, and Mrs. Lorrimer +proposed that she and Jane should return to the Towers and send Molly to +look after Nora. A good surgical nurse had arrived from town the evening +before; Molly's services, therefore, would only be of the lightest.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorrimer went into the morning room, where Hester and Annie were +sitting together.</p> + +<p>The moment she did so Annie jumped up and came to her.</p> + +<p>"How is Nora?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"She is much better, my dear; in fact, almost quite like her old self +to-day. She cannot, of course, move without the greatest pain, but when +she lies perfectly still she is tolerably easy."</p> + +<p>"Then I may go to see her, may I not?" asked Annie.</p> + +<p>"If you will promise to be very quiet. It would not do to excite her in +any way."</p> + +<p>"There never was such a good nurse as Annie," exclaimed Hester. "She has +a soothing influence over sick people which is quite marvellous. Did I +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[Pg 82]</a></span>ever tell you how she saved Nan's life years ago at Lavender House?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, that's an old story," said Annie, laughing and reddening. "Well, +granted that I possess a sort of mesmerism, may I use it for Nora's +benefit?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly, my love," said Mrs. Lorrimer, smiling affectionately at +Annie's bright face.</p> + +<p>She ran off, singing as she went.</p> + +<p>Nora was lying perfectly flat on the little bed which had been hastily +improvised for her in the study. The room was now turned into a +comfortable bedroom, but was also in part a sitting-room. A large screen +effectually shut away the bedroom part of the furniture and partly +screened Nora also.</p> + +<p>Annie had not gone straight to the sick room. She had rushed first into +the conservatory and made frantic mad havoc amongst the roses there. The +choicest blooms, any quantity of unopened buds, were cut by her reckless +fingers. She gathered a whole quantity of maidenhair to mix with the +roses, and then, a tender colour on her own cheeks, her dark eyes bright +as well as soft, she appeared like a radiant vision before the tired, +sad eyes of the sick child.</p> + +<p>Nora was just well enough to feel the monotony of her present position, +to think longingly of the life of active movement which was hers at the +Towers. Even lessons in the old schoolroom, even that hateful darning +and mending to which she had to devote a portion of her time each day, +seemed delightful in contrast to her present inertia. She was thinking +of Friar's Wood and of Annie's bright face just when Annie herself, +looking like a bit of the summer morning, appeared in view.</p> + +<p>"Now, don't get excited," said Annie smiling at <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[Pg 83]</a></span>her. "You'll see such a +lot of me during the next few weeks that you need not get into a state +just because I've come into the room. I feel that in a certain fashion I +am to blame for your accident, so I am going to take your amusements +upon my shoulders; and if you just allow me to manage matters, I'll +promise that you shan't have a dull time while you are getting well. +Have you a headache?"</p> + +<p>"No, not a bit."</p> + +<p>"That's all right; then you won't mind my talking. Are you fond of +pretty things?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, very fond."</p> + +<p>"Well, I'll sit here, just where you can comfortably see the flowers and +me. I expect we'll make a very pretty picture, but you need not say so. +I wonder where there's a looking-glass. Oh, yes, in that corner, +decently covered with an antimacassar. Well, then, glass, you have got +to uncover for my benefit. I wish to see whether I look pretty or not."</p> + +<p>Annie danced up to the glass; Nora could watch her each movement.</p> + +<p>Her steps were as light as a sylph's, nothing rattled in the sick-room +as she moved about it. She took up a comb and re-arranged her dark, +curling hair. She placed a rose in her belt, nodded to her own bright +image, and then, seating herself before a small table, began to arrange +the flowers. "Nora, you can't think what a mass of roses there are in +the green-house this morning. Of course the garden is full, too, but I +did not wait to go to the garden to get these for you. You can watch me +just as long as you fancy and then shut your eyes. These half-open buds +are to be placed on a table close to you, where you can smell them. The +other flowers we'll put <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[Pg 84]</a></span>here and there about the room. It's a good +thing you were brought into this pretty study, for from where you lie +you can fancy you are in a sitting-room, and that you are just having a +stretch on the sofa to rest yourself. Fancy goes a long way, doesn't +it?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know," replied Nora. "I'm afraid I can't fancy that."</p> + +<p>Tears filled her eyes as she spoke.</p> + +<p>"How cool you look," she said presently, "and—and active and happy."</p> + +<p>"It wouldn't do for me to look unhappy when I am with you, would it?" +asked Annie. "Now tell me, do you like this dress?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, it's very pretty. What stuff is it?"</p> + +<p>"Only pink cambric, trimmed with pink embroidery. Would you like me to +make you one?"</p> + +<p>"What do you mean?"</p> + +<p>Nora's eyes brightened perceptibly.</p> + +<p>"What I say," replied Annie. "I made this dress for myself. I make all +my dresses, for I am not at all well off; in short, I am poor, and Mrs. +Willis is so sweet and dear that she gives me a couple of hours every +day to devote to needlework. In consequence I have got some pretty +things, although they cost next to nothing. Now, I think you and I are +something alike. We are both dark, and we have both got bright colour. +Oh, I don't mean that you have a bright colour just now, you poor little +darling; but when you are well, you are sweet, like a wild rose. Suppose +I make you a pink cambric frock, and a white one and a blue one? I have +got a white and a blue. When you're well again you'll look quite lovely +in them, Nora. What do you say?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[Pg 85]</a></span></p><p>"I'd like it awfully," said Nora. "You are very good, very good; but I +haven't got any money. I—I am even poorer than you."</p> + +<p>"Are you? How delightful. I adore <i>poor lady</i> girls, because they are +always contriving, and that's so interesting. We'll make the dresses out +of odds and ends, and they shan't cost you a penny."</p> + +<p>"It's very good of you," said Nora. She was too weak to argue and +protest, and the vision of her pretty little self in alternate dresses +of pink and white and blue cambric was decidedly refreshing.</p> + +<p>She lay and looked at Annie and acknowledged to herself that she made a +pretty, a beautiful, picture, and the discontented lines round her mouth +vanished, and the time did not seem long.</p> + +<p>That evening Molly, excited and in high spirits, arrived on the scene.</p> + +<p>Molly was absolutely trembling as she came into the room where Nora was +lying; but although her love was ten times deeper, she had not Annie's +marvellous tact, and soon contrived to tire poor Nora dreadfully. The +nurse seeing this sent her away, and Molly came back to Hester with a +very crestfallen expression of face.</p> + +<p>"I can't make out how it is," she said; "but Nora does not seem a bit +glad to see me."</p> + +<p>"Oh, nonsense," said Hester; "what do you mean?"</p> + +<p>Annie was sitting in a corner of the room busily engaged over Henry +Kingsley's novel, "Geoffrey Hamlyn." She did not raise her eyes, but +bent her curly head still lower over the fascinating pages. Nan had gone +to spend a few days at the Towers, and the great house at the Grange +seemed very quiet and still.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[Pg 86]</a></span></p> + +<p>Molly sank down into a chair near Hester.</p> + +<p>"I have been so excited about this meeting," she said. "Nora is almost +my twin-sister, and I have suffered so terribly about her. I cannot tell +you the relief and joy of being allowed to come here to look after her, +but now I fear I shall be next to no good."</p> + +<p>"Well, you'll be no end of good to me," said Hester; "and, of course, +Nora will like to have you by-and-by, but she is still very weak and +cannot bear the least excitement."</p> + +<p>"But nurse tells me that you, Annie, spent some hours in her room +to-day."</p> + +<p>At these words Annie sprang to her feet, and "Geoffrey Hamlyn" fell with +a bang to the floor.</p> + +<p>"I did spend hours in her room," she said, "and I don't think I tired +her; but, then, perhaps you kissed her a lot, Molly?"</p> + +<p>"Kissed her?" exclaimed Molly; "I should think so, at least a hundred +times."</p> + +<p>"Oh, good gracious, how dreadfully fatiguing for a sick person. Well, +you see, I didn't kiss her once, nor even touch her."</p> + +<p>"But you aren't her sister," said Molly.</p> + +<p>"No, no; and that is the reason that I am a very good person to be with +her, because I amuse her without exciting her. All I did to-day was to +sit in the room where she could see me, and arrange some flowers and +have a little talk about dressmaking."</p> + +<p>Molly opened her eyes in astonishment. Nora had been at the brink of +death. Had not Molly spent a whole night in fervent and passionate +prayers for her recovery? Did not Nora love Molly, and did <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[Pg 87]</a></span>not Molly +love Nora as only loving sisters can love? and yet Molly exhausted poor +Nora, while Annie Forest, who was a stranger, soothed her.</p> + +<p>Molly looked at Annie now without in the least comprehending her, and +for the first time in all her gentle life a distinct sensation of +jealousy was aroused within her.</p> + +<p>Annie left the room a moment later, and Hester turned to Molly.</p> + +<p>"I see you don't understand Annie," she said.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I'm sure I do; what an awfully frivolous girl she must be. Fancy +her talking of dress to Nora, and she so ill."</p> + +<p>"But it did Nora heaps of good; nurse said she was quite jolly this +afternoon, and that Annie was the companion of all others for her."</p> + +<p>"Don't say that again, Hester," said Molly; "it makes me feel quite +wicked."</p> + +<p>"I know well," replied Hester, "that Annie is thoughtless."</p> + +<p>"Thoughtless? I should think so; but for her Nora would never have been +hurt."</p> + +<p>"But she has the warmest heart in the world," continued Hester. "I did +not understand her for a long time. Indeed, Molly, I don't mind telling +you that once I hated her; but, oh, if you could only see Annie at her +best. She can be—yes, she can be noble."</p> + +<p>Molly stared in non-comprehension.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[Pg 88]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></a>CHAPTER XI.</h2> + +<h3>THE DIAMOND RING.</h3> + + +<p>Those of my readers who have read "A World of Girls" will know all about +the early story of Annie Forest; but, to those who have not, I may as +well explain that she was a motherless girl, that she had been in her +day a sad tomboy, that she had a father living, but that it was +absolutely necessary for her before long to earn her own living. She was +still at school, however, although she now occupied the post there of +pupil-teacher. Mrs. Willis, the head-mistress of Lavender House, the +school where Annie was educated, was her warm and devoted friend. Mrs. +Willis loved all her pupils and had an extraordinary influence over +them, but Annie was almost like her adopted child.</p> + +<p>She stood now in the wide, cool hall at the Grange, and reflected for a +moment as to what she should do. She then ran lightly up to her pretty +bedroom, and, opening her trunk, began to rummage eagerly among its +contents. Annie would not be Annie if she were not the most impulsive +creature in the world. She meant to devote herself to Nora; she had a +great gift for reading character, and a quick glance showed her how best +she might amuse this little girl. Nora was pretty, but Nora was not +richly endowed with pretty frocks. Annie felt sure that she would arouse +the keenest sympathy in the sick girl if she used her skilful fingers to +cover the defects in Nora's wardrobe. She had made her own cambric +frocks, and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[Pg 89]</a></span>imagined that she had plenty of stuff in her trunk to make +similar ones for Nora; she saw, to her dismay, however, that she had +left the cambric behind her at school; and, as Mrs. Willis was away, and +Lavender House was shut up during the summer vacation, it would be +impossible for her to send for it. She had only a few shillings in her +purse; she was well aware that Nora was possessed of no money. How, +then, could she redeem her promise? Annie could not bring herself to ask +Hester to help her, and yet, at the same time, it would never, never do +to disappoint Nora! Annie had brought herself to consider Nora her own +special patient. She had spent an hour with her in the morning and +nearly two hours in the afternoon, and during the afternoon visit the +girls had talked a good deal about the frocks. It was arranged between +them that they were to be surprise frocks, and that Mr. and Mrs. +Lorrimer were to know nothing about them until they saw Nora well once +more and arrayed in the prettiest of the three. Annie had hunted up some +fashion-books, and had consulted Nora about the shape and the cut of the +sleeves, and the way the skirt was to be hung and the embroidery sewn +on. Both girls had been animated over the discussion, and Nora had been +too interested to feel fatigue.</p> + +<p>Well, that happened a few hours ago; now Annie, on her knees, bent over +her empty trunk with an expression of keen dismay.</p> + +<p>What was she to do? How could she possibly raise the money necessary to +the purchase of the cambric? She calculated that the cambric and +embroidery necessary for the making of three simple dresses would cost +from twenty-five to thirty shillings <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[Pg 90]</a></span>This was not a large sum, but +everything is by proportion, and for poor Annie, with five shillings in +her purse and very little chance of any more money coming to her until +the end of her visit to the Grange, thirty shillings seemed absolutely +unattainable.</p> + +<p>"But I must get it somehow!" she murmured, flinging herself on the floor +by her open trunk as she spoke. "I'm not going to be beaten by a little +paltry sum like that! I promised Nora the frocks, and she shall have +them! I didn't care a bit for Nora yesterday—she didn't suit me, and I +thought her affected; but if I hadn't been so desperately thoughtless, +she'd have been well now; and, as I have been in part the cause of her +accident, I'm simply bound to look after her. Have those frocks she +must! Poor little bit of frivolity, nothing in the world will soothe her +nerves so much as seeing me making them for her. But that money—that +thirty shillings! Oh, <i>dash</i> that thirty shillings! Why should a mean +little sum like that worry a girl almost into fits? Get it, I <i>will</i>; +and ask Hester to help me, I <i>won't</i>! The frocks are to be a secret +between Nora and me; the secret will be half the fun. Now, how am I to +get the money? Have I anything to sell?"</p> + +<p>Annie rose from the floor, where she had seated herself, and, going to a +drawer, opened it. She took out a little leather box, and looked +anxiously at its contents. There were a few treasures there, dear from +association, but not of a valuable sort. There was a silver brooch, +shaped like a horn, with a little bell attached; a schoolfellow had +brought it to her from Switzerland; it probably cost a franc, and, +although Annie admired it immensely on her neck, she did not believe any +jeweller would give her <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[Pg 91]</a></span>sixpence for it. Then there was a basket +beautifully carved out of an apricot-stone, and a narrow silver chain +broken in many parts; and there was a bog-oak brooch and an old jet +bracelet. Annie also possessed a gold locket and chain which she had won +as a prize on a certain memorable occasion, but this treasure she had +also stupidly left behind her. How provoking! She had really nothing she +could sell for thirty shillings. But stay, she had forgotten. She +coloured high as a memory came to her. She had one article of solid +value—a ring. In one sense it was not hers; in another it was. It was a +gold ring, with a single diamond; this ring had belonged to Annie +Forest's mother. On her dying bed she had given the ring to Mrs. Willis. +One day Mrs. Willis had shown it to Annie, had yielded to Annie's +entreaties that she might borrow it for this visit to the Grange, and +had told her that, although she could not part with her mother's last +gift during her lifetime, she would leave the ring to Annie in her will.</p> + +<p>With her dark eyes full of excitement, Annie now took the ring out of +its little morocco case and looked at it.</p> + +<p>She had meant to wear it proudly on her finger during her stay at the +Grange; but, in the excitement of passing events, had forgotten to do so +up to the present time. The ring was of value; no one had seen it on her +finger, therefore no one would miss it. It occurred to Annie that she +might ask a jeweller to lend her thirty shillings on the ring. With this +thirty shillings she could buy the stuff for Nora's frocks; and as her +father always sent her a pound on her birthday, and that birthday was +only a little over a month away, she thought that she might manage to +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[Pg 92]</a></span>scrape together thirty shillings to redeem the ring before she returned +to school.</p> + +<p>Annie's mind was quickly made up. She would pawn the ring to someone, +and trust to her lucky star to get it back before she returned to +Lavender House. She knew well that Mrs. Willis would ask her for it as +soon as ever she went back to school. Mrs. Willis was a person who never +forgot: big things and small things alike found a place in her memory; +but long before then Annie would, of course, have the ring in her +possession.</p> + +<p>Having made up her mind to sell it, she wondered how she could +accomplish this feat. She would have not only to sell the ring, but also +to buy the cambric and embroidery without anyone knowing anything about +it. The secret would lose half its fascination if anybody guessed. Annie +thought anxiously for a moment, then an idea came to her. Nan had talked +a good deal about her old nurse. Annie was a prime favourite with nurse, +who always considered that she owed Annie a good deal for having rescued +her darling from the gipsies some years ago. Perhaps nurse would help +Annie now; she resolved to go and sound the old woman.</p> + +<p>Putting the ring in its morocco case, she opened the baize door which +led to the nursery part of the house, and soon found herself in Mrs. +Martin's apartments. Mrs. Martin was known by three different +appellations: to Hester she was nurse, or nursey, to Sir John Thornton +she was Patty, but to the servants and to strangers she was always +spoken of as Mrs. Martin. She was extremely punctilious as to the manner +in which she was addressed; and now, as Annie entered her room <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[Pg 93]</a></span>she +wondered which of her three titles would best propitiate her.</p> + +<p>"Well, my dear, what do you want?" said the old lady, looking up with a +pleased smile from her knitting as Annie's pretty head was pushed +roguishly round the door. "Oh, come now, Miss Forest; I know your +collogueing ways. But you ought to be in bed, my dear, for it's past ten +o'clock."</p> + +<p>"And so ought you to be in bed, you dear, naughty, old thing," said +Annie; "but you know people don't always do what they ought. If going to +bed is what I ought to do at the present moment, you ought to do the +same, nursey. May I call you nursey?"</p> + +<p>"Well, Miss Annie, you're almost like one of the family; but still I'm +properly only nurse to my own two bairns—Miss Hetty and Miss Nan."</p> + +<p>"And this is a motherless bairn who would like you to be nursey to her," +said Annie, seating herself on a low hassock at the old woman's feet and +looking into her face.</p> + +<p>"Well, and nursey it shall be," said Mrs. Martin. "Eh, but God has given +you a very bonny face, my love."</p> + +<p>Annie took up one of the horny hands, and rubbed it affectionately +against her soft cheek.</p> + +<p>"Nurse," she said, "I am quite in trouble. I wonder if I might tell you +a secret?"</p> + +<p>"Well, dear, if you like to trust me, safe it shall be. Inviolate it +shall be kept, Miss Annie, and you know that violet's the colour of +truth."</p> + +<p>"Of course I do, you dear old thing. What a wonderful comfort it is to +talk to you. I knew you'd let me confide in you, and it will be such a +load off my mind."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[Pg 94]</a></span></p><p>"My dear, I hope you haven't been at any mad pranks. The young ladies of +the present day are wonderful for audaciousness."</p> + +<p>Annie sighed.</p> + +<p>"I wish I wasn't audacious," she said; "and I wish I wasn't thoughtless +and reckless. I'm always meaning to be kind to people, and somehow or +other I'm always kind in the wrong way; it's very, very trying."</p> + +<p>Annie's pretty eyes filled with real tears of contrition.</p> + +<p>"You're but young, my bairn," said Mrs. Martin, "and the heart's in the +right place; anyone can see that who looks at you, Miss Annie."</p> + +<p>"Nurse, you are a comfort to me. Now I will tell you my trouble. At the +picnic the other day I got into a state of mind because little Boris +Lorrimer had not come, and I confided in Kitty Lorrimer and went off to +fetch him, and Kitty promised she would not tell where I had gone until +I had brought him back; but when I got to the Towers I was very +hot—very, very hot with my long walk, and I found that Boris did not +wish to come back with me, and I forgot all about my promise to Kitty, +and stayed at the Towers for the rest of the day; but poor Kitty kept +her word and did not tell, and Nora got cross with her, and climbed up +the beech tree after her, and crept out on to the rotten bough, and so +got the dreadful fall which has made her so ill. Nora would not have met +with this terrible accident but for me; so I have taken upon myself to +amuse her, and I promised to make her three dresses."</p> + +<p>"Sakes alive! Three?" interrupted Mrs. Martin; <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[Pg 95]</a></span>"and why three, Miss +Annie? Wouldn't one be enough to content her?"</p> + +<p>"No, nursey, no; three cambric dresses or nothing. I promised to make +them, and I thought I had the cambric and embroidery in my trunk, but +when I looked I found I had left it all behind me at school. You can't +think how upset I am about it, for I must keep my promise to Nora, and +Nora has got no money, and I have only five shillings, which I must keep +for stamps and odds and ends; and I would not ask Hester or Nan to lend +me sixpence for the world."</p> + +<p>"But why not, my dear? I am sure Miss Hetty would be proud to oblige."</p> + +<p>"No, nurse, it must not be," said Annie; "Hester is to know nothing +about the frocks, and Nan is to know nothing and Molly is to know +nothing. The fun of the thing is its being a great, great secret. Why, +the making of those frocks in the room with Nora and only Nora knowing; +why, the mystery of the thing will almost cure her, it will, really. Oh, +nursey, nursey," patting Mrs. Martin excitedly as she spoke, "you must, +you shall help me."</p> + +<p>"And you want me to lend you the money, my pet?"</p> + +<p>"No; how can you imagine such a thing. But I'll tell you what I want you +to do. I want you to get up early to-morrow morning, quite early, and to +make one of the grooms drive you into Nortonbury."</p> + +<p>"Sakes alive! What for? I'm not used to the air without my breakfast."</p> + +<p>"I'll get up and get you your breakfast. I'll boil the kettle here, and +make your tea and toast your <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[Pg 96]</a></span>bread. You must go to Nortonbury, and you +must be back between ten and eleven o'clock."</p> + +<p>"And when I go what am I to do there, my dear? Oh, dear, dear, the ways +of the young of the present day are masterful beyond belief. You make me +all of a quiver, Miss Annie."</p> + +<p>"I knew you'd rise to it," said Annie. "I felt if there were a soul in +this world who would pull me out of the horrid scrape I have got myself +into, it would be you, nursey."</p> + +<p>"Well, my love, you have got a blarneying tongue, and no mistake; but +now, when I do get to Nortonbury, what am I to do?"</p> + +<p>Annie pulled the morocco case out of her pocket. She opened it, and +slipped the ring on Mrs. Martin's little finger.</p> + +<p>"You are to sell that," she said; "or, rather—no, you are not to sell +it for the world—but you are to borrow thirty shillings on it."</p> + +<p>"My word! Is it to the pawn-shop you expect me to go, Miss Forest?"</p> + +<p>"How nasty of you to say Miss Forest. I'm Annie Forest, in great +trouble, and looking to you as my last comfort. You are to borrow thirty +shillings on that beautiful diamond ring. I don't mind where you get it; +and then you are to buy me seven yards of pink cambric, and seven yards +of white cambric, and seven yards of blue cambric. These shades, do you +see? And I want embroidery to match. I have put the number of yards on +this slip of paper, and a list of buttons and hooks and waistbands and +linings. Oh, and, of course, cottons to match. Now, will you or won't +you? Will you be an angel or won't you? That's the plain question I have +got to ask."</p> + +<p style="text-align: center"> +<img src="images/i-2.jpg" width="378" height="600" alt="i_2" title="i_2" /></p> +<p style="text-align: center"><b> +<a href="#Page_102">"'YOU ARE TO BORROW THIRTY SHILLINGS ON THAT BEAUTIFUL +DIAMOND RING'" (<i>p.</i> 96)</a></b></p> + + + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[Pg 97]</a></span></p><p>"It's the pawn-shop that gets over me, Miss Annie."</p> + +<p>"Oh, <i>please</i> don't let it get over you. What can the pawnbroker do to +you? Most people call him uncle, so I expect he's awfully good-natured."</p> + +<p>"Uncle, indeed," exclaimed Mrs. Martin, tossing her head; "it's a word +you shouldn't know, Miss Annie Forest."</p> + +<p>"But why shouldn't I? I never heard that uncles were wicked, except the +one who killed the babes in the wood. Now you will go; you will be an +angel! I know this special uncle who is to lend money on my ring will be +delightful!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII"></a>CHAPTER XII.</h2> + +<h3>THE LAND OF PERHAPS.</h3> + + +<p>There are some people who always get their way in life. They are by no +means the best people, nor the most amiable, nor the most thoughtful. +Sometimes, and not a very rare sometimes either, the poor, thoughtful +people go to the wall, when the thoughtless and impulsive and careless +come triumphantly out of their difficulties.</p> + +<p>There never was a girl who got into a greater number of scrapes than +Annie Forest; but neither was there ever a girl who managed to right +herself more quickly. She knew the art of twisting other people round +her little finger. Having performed this feat to perfection on Mrs. +Martin, alias Patty, alias nursey, she went happily to bed, knowing that +all would be right for the present, and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[Pg 98]</a></span>never giving a thought to the +evil but still distant hour when she must return her mother's ring to +Mrs. Willis.</p> + +<p>Annie rose in good time in the morning, and took upon herself the +preparing of Mrs. Martin's breakfast. She lit a fire in the old lady's +sitting-room, and toasted her bread with her own fair hands, and made +the tea for her to drink.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Martin started on her journey to Nortonbury with many fervent +blessings from Annie, who then returned in a high state of content to +her own room.</p> + +<p>The parcel of cambric arrived in due time, and Annie cut out the first +of the three frocks that morning.</p> + +<p>In order to keep their secret quite to themselves, Nora and Annie +decided to keep the door of the library locked while they were at work. +This arrangement was delightful to Nora, but it irritated Molly not a +little. When she came to see her sister, to be greeted by a locked +door—and to hear Annie's clear voice singing out from within, "Oh, +we're so busy, you darling of a Molly asthore. Don't disturb us for the +present, there's a love," and when this remark was followed by silvery +laughter from Nora—poor Molly felt herself decidedly out in the cold.</p> + +<p>Jealousy was for the first time fiercely stirred in her gentle breast +and she shed some tears in secret over the change in Nora, who had +hitherto clung to her and loved her better than anyone else in the +world.</p> + +<p>But what will not a rather frivolous little heart do for the sake of a +pretty dress?</p> + +<p>Nora in her own way was as thoughtless as Annie, and it never occurred +to either of them as even <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[Pg 99]</a></span>possible that Molly should be pained by the +fact of the locked door.</p> + +<p>A fortnight passed away. The pink dress and the white were both finished +and the blue was rapidly approaching completion, when one day the whole +party at the Grange were considerably electrified and their attention +turned into a completely new quarter by a letter which arrived for +Hester from Sir John Thornton.</p> + +<p>After writing on various subjects, he concluded his lengthy epistle as +follows:—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"I shall not be home for another week. For some reasons I am sorry +for this delay; but when I explain matters to you, my dear Hester, +on the occasion of my return, you will, I am sure, agree with me +that my absence from home is, under the circumstances, allowable. +In the meantime, I have not forgotten that Nan's birthday is on the +15th of August, and that that date is only a week distant. If in +any way possible, I shall return either on the fifteenth or the +evening of the day before; but, meanwhile, I give you <i>carte +blanche</i> to celebrate the auspicious event in any manner you like. +You need spare no expense to make the day as truly festive to +yourself and your young friends as you possibly can. I enclose in +this letter a blank cheque to which I have affixed my signature. +You may fill it in for any sum within reason, and then if you take +it to the bank at Nortonbury it will be cashed for you. Buy Nan a +handsome present from me, and please choose presents for Annie +Forest and all the Lorrimer children. I am sorry to hear bad +rumours with regard to the Squire, and that there is a possibility +of the Towers being soon in the market; but I trust these rumours +are either grossly exaggerated or without any foundation. I am +sorry, also, to hear that Nora Lorrimer has met with an accident, +but am glad that you are taking care of her, as I know by +experience that no one could have a kinder nurse than my good +little Hetty. Get every possible thing you can want, my love, for +Nan's birthday. Make it a festival to be long remembered by you +all. Set your wits to work to make the day a really brilliant one, +and expect your loving father, if not <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[Pg 100]</a></span>to share in the whole of the +festivity, at least to be present at a portion of it.</p> + +<p>"Now good-bye, my dear Hester; give my love to Nan, and remember me +kindly to your young friend, Miss Forest.—Believe me, your +affectionate father,</p></div> + +<div class="blockquot2"><p>"<span class="smcap">John Thornton</span>."</p></div> + +<p>Hester received this letter at breakfast time. She read it through +gravely—not once, but twice. Annie's gay voice, her peals of merry +laughter, and her gay and irresistibly funny speeches were diverting the +attention of Molly, and to a certain extent of Nan; but Nan knew the +handwriting on the envelope. She was also well aware of the fact that +the birthday, when she would have the glorious privilege of counting +nine years as her own, was close at hand. When Hester, therefore, folded +up the letter, she called to her from the other end of the table.</p> + +<p>"Toss it over, Hetty," she said. "I know it's from the Dad; let us hear +what he says."</p> + +<p>"Yes, it is from father," replied Hester in a grave voice.</p> + +<p>"May not I read what he says?"</p> + +<p>"The beginning part is business."</p> + +<p>"Well, I'll skip the business; you can point out where the fun begins. +What are you looking so mysterious and solemn about? Why may not I read +the letter?"</p> + +<p>Nan looked almost cross; Hester was disturbed. She showed this by +slipping the letter into her pocket. This fact aroused Annie's +curiosity, who looked at her with sparkling eyes full of mischief.</p> + +<p>"You are a cross-patch," exclaimed Nan in her most spoilt tone. "I never +knew such a thing. Is not a father's letter meant for one child as well +as for another?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[Pg 101]</a></span></p><p>"No, Nan, dear, not on this occasion," said Hester in a firm tone. "Now, +try not to be silly; finish your breakfast, and I will speak to you +afterwards."</p> + +<p>Nan pouted.</p> + +<p>"When is Sir John coming back, Hester?" inquired Molly.</p> + +<p>"In about a week," replied Hester.</p> + +<p>"A week," shouted Nan suddenly recovering her good humour. "Hurrah! my +birthday will be in a week. My dear, good girls all of you, I am getting +elderly as fast as possible. I'll be nine in a week; isn't that +scrumptious? Did Dad say anything about my birthday in that mysterious +letter, Hetty?"</p> + +<p>"He is coming home for your birthday," replied Hester.</p> + +<p>"Good, kind, considerate old gentleman," responded Nan in her most +flippant voice. "Did he say anything more about that great and +auspicious event, Hetty?"</p> + +<p>"He said a great deal more about it; in fact, the largest part of his +letter was about it; but I'm not going to talk it over now. I propose +that we all go to Nora's room after breakfast and discuss the letter. +There is a good deal to discuss, and it is very exciting," continued +Hester, a flush of brilliant colour coming into her cheeks.</p> + +<p>The news that there was a good deal to discuss of an exciting character +restored even Nan's good humour. Breakfast was hurried over, and Annie +Forest and Nan rushed off to Nora's room to prepare her for the fact +that she was soon expected to hold a <i>levée</i>, and that the subject under +discussion was likely to be of a very rousing character.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[Pg 102]</a></span></p><p>Molly lingered behind in the breakfast-room; she looked anxiously at +Hester, who avoided her eyes. Hester did not wish to say anything to +make Molly unhappy, and she knew that her father's allusion to the +possible sale of the Towers would fill the poor little girl's heart with +the most acute misery.</p> + +<p>Making a great effort, therefore, to fight down a nameless apprehension +on her own account, for what important business could be keeping Sir +John so long away from home, she said in a cheerful voice—</p> + +<p>"Now, Molly, we're not going to croak, nor spend the day imagining all +kinds of unpleasant things. Father has written me a long letter, and +there are some things in it which I don't quite like; but I am not going +to talk them over at present. All the end of the letter is taken up with +Nan's birthday, and that is the matter we have to discuss just now. Come +along now to the library, and let's get it over."</p> + +<p>Nora was still lying flat on her back; but all pain had long left her, +and she was practically quite well.</p> + +<p>The subject of the letter was therefore discussed with intense animation +by the five eager girls.</p> + +<p>Unlimited money, any amount of presents, and <i>carte blanche</i> how to +spend the birthday in the most agreeable way was surely enough to turn +the brains of most people.</p> + +<p>Many and wild were the plans which Nan proposed.</p> + +<p>They would start for a picnic at six in the morning. They would order +ices from Nortonbury to arrive by special messenger at some impossible +place at an unearthly hour. They would have bonfires on the top of every +hill within a reasonable distance. Although it was not Christmas time, +they <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[Pg 103]</a></span>would end up with the largest Christmas tree ever seen, and it +should stand in the centre of the lawn, and every poor child for miles +round should be invited to see it and to share the wonderful presents +which should hang from every branch and twig.</p> + +<p>Nan's cheeks were flushed and her eyes bright while she made these +suggestions; but, after all, it was Annie's proposal in the end which +carried the day.</p> + +<p>"Let's have the picnic by all means," she said; "and let all who will go +to it. If Nan wishes to be charitable, and to think of others rather +than herself, let her do so; and let all the school children be taken in +waggons and waggonettes to Friar's Wood or any other beautiful place in +the neighbourhood, and let Nan herself give them presents before they go +home. All that, of course, will be very delightful; although, of course, +neither Nora nor I can be present."</p> + +<p>"What do you mean by <i>your</i> not being present?" asked Molly, her brown +eyes growing dark with anger. "I suppose if anyone is to stay with Nora, +it ought to be me."</p> + +<p>"No, it oughtn't," said Nora. "I wish for Annie; she's more fun."</p> + +<p>"And I can't do without you, Molly, darling," interrupted Hester. "You +always are my right hand when anything important is going on; and then +you know all the school children by name, which, frankly, I do not."</p> + +<p>"Well, now, <i>do</i> hear me out," said Annie; "I have not half done. What I +say is this, that as Sir John Thornton is so generous, and as he wishes +everyone in the house to be happy on the day of Nan's birthday, I think +something should be done to make it up to Nora and me. Now, why +shouldn't we have a <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[Pg 104]</a></span>real glorious time in the evening? You have a +billiard-room in this house, haven't you?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Can't we have a ball there?"</p> + +<p>"What are we to do with the table?" said Hester.</p> + +<p>"Oh," exclaimed Nora, her eyes sparkling, "we have such a heavenly +ball-room at the Towers; a great enormous room, never used and full of +rubbish, which can easily be turned out."</p> + +<p>"Is there a gallery to that room?" interrupted Annie.</p> + +<p>"Yes, at one end."</p> + +<p>"Then the whole thing is complete," continued Annie. "We'll have a +children's fancy ball in the evening, and Nora shall look on from the +gallery. Nora shall be, in a sort of way, princess of the ceremonies. +We'll make her up the sweetest dress, and everyone shall come up and +talk to her; and if presents are to be given away at the end, she shall +give them. What do you say, girls? Could anything be more perfectly +lovely than a children's fancy ball in the old ball-room at the Towers? +Oh, I hope it will be a moonlight night, and the whole place will look +like fairyland!"</p> + +<p>This suggestion was so daring and brilliant that it carried Nora away on +a storm of enthusiasm immediately. Nan clapped her hands and screamed +with glee; and even the more sober Hester and Molly could find no +objections to raise. The ball-room was certainly at the Towers; it +contained a gallery where the musicians could be, and where, if +necessary, Nora might rest; it contained what seemed to the children +like unlimited space, and if <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[Pg 105]</a></span>to unlimited space unlimited money could +be added, what brilliant results must be produced!</p> + +<p>"If I consent to this," said Hester—"and I think my consent is +essential—it must be on condition that not a single Lorrimer is put to +even a shilling's worth of expense. The ball must be Nan's ball; the +Lorrimers will most kindly give her a room to hold it in, all the rest +will be our affair. Do you clearly understand, Molly? Do you, Nora?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I understand fast enough," said Nora quickly.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I understand," replied Molly in a graver tone.</p> + +<p>"Do you agree?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," answered Molly.</p> + +<p>"Well, your consent being obtained," continued Hester, "I will go with +you to the Towers this morning, Molly, and look at the ball-room, and +see Mrs. Lorrimer on the subject."</p> + +<p>"The worst of it is," continued Annie, "that we have such a very short +time to prepare—only one week to make all our fancy dresses and to see +to all the other arrangements!"</p> + +<p>"Fancy dresses!" exclaimed Nora from her sofa. "What am I to wear?"</p> + +<p>"You are to be dressed as Queen of the Fairies. You shall lie on a bed +of rose-leaves, and have gossamer, cloudy sort of drapery all around +you. Never fear, Nora, you will look lovely—leave it to me."</p> + +<p>Nora's eyes sparkled.</p> + +<p>"Annie, you're a darling!" she exclaimed, with enthusiasm.</p> + +<p>"And what character am I to be, Annie?" cried Nan, pouting her full +lips. "I'm not jealous, and I <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[Pg 106]</a></span>don't mind Nora being Queen of the +Fairies; but please remember that it's my party, and I am really the +queen of the day."</p> + +<p>"So you are, you sweet!" exclaimed Annie. "Don't think for a moment that +I'll forget you; but you must really give me a little time to think the +characters over. Suppose I consider everything carefully and jot down a +few ideas, and suppose we discuss them to-night; and then to-morrow we +can go to Nortonbury to buy the materials for the dresses."</p> + +<p>"But we can't possibly make our own dresses," exclaimed Hester.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, we can; they'll be twice as original. If you can get in a +couple of good workwomen to help us, the dresses can easily be made at +home," exclaimed Annie, her eyes sparkling.</p> + +<p>"Hester!" cried Molly, suddenly springing to her feet, "if we are to go +to the Towers this morning, don't you think we had better start?"</p> + +<p>Hester stood up.</p> + +<p>"The day is such a delightful one," she said, "that I think we will just +walk across the fields. I'll run up to my room and fetch my hat and +gloves, and bring yours down at the same time, Molly."</p> + +<p>Five minutes later the two girls had set off. It was now holiday time at +the Towers, and almost immediately on their arrival they were greeted by +a whole bevy of children, who rushed up the avenue in a state of +breathless excitement.</p> + +<p>"What do you think, Molly?" exclaimed Kitty, stammering almost in her +eagerness. "Oh, you'll never guess, for it is so uncommon and +unexpected—father <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[Pg 107]</a></span>and mother both went to London this morning?"</p> + +<p>"Both—to London?" exclaimed Molly, stepping back a pace or two, while a +look of surprise, and even consternation, spread itself over her round, +fair face.</p> + +<p>"Dear me, yes!" exclaimed Nell.</p> + +<p>"And they were awfully jolly about it," exclaimed Boris; "and mother has +promised to bring me a rabbit."</p> + +<p>"And me a dove," screamed Kitty.</p> + +<p>"And perhaps I'm to have a shaggy pony all to myself," exclaimed Nell; +"but it's only perhaps. It's perhaps, too, with you, Boris, and you, +Kitty; you oughtn't to forget that."</p> + +<p>"Oh, bother perhapses!" exclaimed Kitty. "I know I'm to have my rabbit; +he's to have lop-ears and long fur, and he's to be snow-white, if +possible. I described him fully to mother last night when she came to +tuck me up. I kept pulling my eyes open to stay awake for the purpose."</p> + +<p>"And I told mother that I wished for a ring-dove," said Boris. "I want a +ring-dove awfully, for there's an empty cage in the attic that will just +fit it. Oh, I do hope, I do hope, that it will come!"</p> + +<p>He looked almost sad as he spoke and glanced at Nell, who was not +looking at him.</p> + +<p>"Nell, come here," exclaimed Molly suddenly. "Hester, you can explain to +Boris and Kitty what you have come about, and they can take you round +and show you the ball-room. Come along, Nell, I want to talk to you."</p> + +<p>Molly put her arm round Nell and drew her down a side walk.</p> + +<p>"Now, Nell," she said, "you must explain all this <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[Pg 108]</a></span>to me. Why has mother +gone to London? I am not so much surprised about father; father does go +sometimes, but mother. Why has she gone? Answer me, Nell; tell me what +you know."</p> + +<p>"I don't know anything," said Nell. "Father was out all day yesterday, +and mother looked very sad. She didn't cry or anything of that sort, of +course; but she looked sad, and then father came home about tea-time +quite jolly and in high spirits, and he said something to mother and +they went into the study together; and then father shouted to Jane +Macalister to come to them, and Jane went; and presently we were told +that father and mother were to go to London this morning, and that +they'd be away perhaps a week, perhaps ten days. Jane told us that, and +then mother came into the room and she said the same thing, and she +looked kind of <i>pretence</i>-merry you know, and said that <i>perhaps</i> she'd +bring us back things. It was then Kitty asked for the rabbit, and Boris +for the dove, and Guy wanted Star-Land and Harry some new carpenter's +tools, and mother promised everything with a perhaps tacked on; but I +don't think anyone noticed the perhaps except me, and all the time she +kept smiling with her lips, but her eyes were so sad."</p> + +<p>"And you asked for a pony, Nell?"</p> + +<p>Nell coloured crimson.</p> + +<p>"No, I didn't," she replied; "but mother turned to me and put her arm +round me and said, 'If the others get their things you shall have the +wish of your heart, a shaggy pony.'"</p> + +<p>"And what did you say to that, Nell?"</p> + +<p>"I whispered back to her that I didn't want her to spend her money; and +then she kissed me very hard."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[Pg 109]</a></span></p><p>"And did father promise things?"</p> + +<p>"He said that the house should be refurnished, and that we should go to +the sea, and he would buy new horses and a lovely carriage for mother. +Father was lively; I never saw him so gay."</p> + +<p>"And they went off this morning?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, very early; I wasn't even dressed, but I jumped out of bed and ran +to the window and saw them driving away."</p> + +<p>"And that's all you know, Nell?" exclaimed Molly.</p> + +<p>"Yes, that's all I know."</p> + +<p>"Now, tell me what you think."</p> + +<p>"What I think?" replied Nell. "I—" she hesitated. "No, I'd rather not."</p> + +<p>"You must, Nell, you must. Remember I'm your own cosy old Moll; remember +I understand you, and I'm the eldest girl and mother's right hand. +There's something that you think very, very hard, Nell, and you have +wise thoughts, though you are so young. Tell me what they are; tell me +at once."</p> + +<p>Molly knelt on the grass as she spoke and put her arms round Nell, who +leant up against her and laid her head on her shoulder.</p> + +<p>"Now, Nell, speak."</p> + +<p>Nell rubbed her cheek against Molly's, as if she found great comfort in +the contact.</p> + +<p>"I think that mother is unhappy," she said, "and that, that we won't get +the presents."</p> + +<p>"Come along and let's find Jane Macalister," exclaimed Molly suddenly. +She caught Nell's hand and rushed with her towards the house.</p> + +<p>When Jane was not teaching, she was, generally, cooking, or mending +clothes, or putting the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[Pg 110]</a></span>store-room in order. Jane never wasted a moment +of her time, and she was extremely fond of taking up all the loose +threads of work which other people had dropped. When the girls, +therefore, now found themselves in the great central hall, and Nell's +clear, high voice shouted for Jane, the single word, "store-room," +seemed to echo back to them from somewhere in the clouds.</p> + +<p>The store-room, where the largest supply of preserves and dried goods +was kept, was high up in the old tower—higher up even than the +schoolroom.</p> + +<p>"You stay downstairs, Nell," exclaimed Molly; "I wish to see Jane +alone." She reached the spiral stairs, which she began to mount quickly. +By-and-by with panting breath she arrived at the store-room. The door +was open, but there was no Jane.</p> + +<p>"Where are you, Jane Macalister?" called Molly.</p> + +<p>"Linen press," called Jane from still higher up.</p> + +<p>Molly mounted once more. Jane, with an old pillow-case pinned round her +head and a huge apron on, was on her knees sorting feathers.</p> + +<p>"What are you doing?" exclaimed Molly.</p> + +<p>"Don't speak to me for a moment, Molly; I'm in a perfect rage," +exclaimed Jane. "There stand out of the draught, child, or you'll get +all this fluff into your hair. I have just discovered that the feathers +put into these last pillows were not properly cured, so I've been +obliged to take them all out, and I'm sprinkling them with lime. Faugh, +what a mess the place is in. This is what comes of taking in an +incompetent kitchen-maid like Susan Hicks. She did not half do the work +of sorting and curing these feathers. Now, what is it you want, Molly? +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[Pg 111]</a></span>You can see for yourself that I'm up to my eyes in work."</p> + +<p>"I can," said Molly. "Well, I'll wait for a moment."</p> + +<p>"You'll wait for a moment!" screamed Jane. "I tell you I shan't have +done for hours. There are at least a dozen pillows to be unpicked and +their contents well sorted, and sprinkled with lime. I brought up a +sandwich in my pocket, and don't mean to come downstairs until the job +is done, and well done, too. Nothing frets me like half-finished work, +and these pillows would get on my brain at night if I didn't see to +them."</p> + +<p>Molly slowly crossed the linen-press room, and stood by the window.</p> + +<p>"There, child," exclaimed Jane, "you're exactly in my light. If you have +anything to say, say it and have done with it. By the way, how is Nora? +I hope they're not spoiling her at the Grange."</p> + +<p>"Nora is getting on nicely, thank you."</p> + +<p>"It was a lucky chance for her," continued Jane, "that she happened to +be near the Grange when she got hurt. Hester Thornton is sure to give +her every comfort. Molly, you're exactly in my light."</p> + +<p>Molly moved to one side of the window.</p> + +<p>Jane Macalister went on vigorously with her work, the fluff from the +feathers rose in the air, the smell of the lime was pungent.</p> + +<p>"Faugh," continued Jane; "here's a lump for you. Susan Hicks, you'd +better keep out of my way for the present. 'Pon my word! look at this +quill, why I could make a pen with it; disgraceful, perfectly +disgraceful. Molly, I wish you wouldn't fidget. What in the world do you +want to say to me?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[Pg 112]</a></span></p><p>"I want to ask you this," said Molly. "Why has mother gone to London?"</p> + +<p>Jane bent low over her work, some fluff got into her nose and made her +sneeze.</p> + +<p>"Look here, Molly," she exclaimed; "your mother went to London with your +father because she wished to, I suppose."</p> + +<p>"Yes, but why did she wish it?"</p> + +<p>"That I am not prepared to tell you, my dear."</p> + +<p>Molly stamped her foot.</p> + +<p>"I wish you'd look at me, Jane," she said, "and leave off fiddling with +those horrid, detestable feathers. When—when one is quite wretched, +what do feathers matter? I have come home to find father and mother +gone."</p> + +<p>"And me over the feathers," interrupted Jane. "Well, I suppose people +want pillows, whether they're happy or miserable. I never knew before, +at least, that they didn't."</p> + +<p>"Jane," said Molly, "you're hiding something from me."</p> + +<p>Jane Macalister suddenly rose to her feet. She came up to Molly and took +her hand. "I didn't know you'd come over this morning, my love," she +said. "I have been told certain things, and what I'm told in confidence +cart-ropes won't drag from me. Your father and mother have gone to +London because there is a hope, just a hope, that terrible trouble may +be averted. It's all uncertainty, and it's all suspense at present, +Molly; and those who are cowards will bear it badly, and those who are +brave will bear it well. That's all I can tell you, my love; and now let +me get back to the feathers, or I won't have them done by night."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[Pg 113]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></a>CHAPTER XIII.</h2> + +<h3>THE FANCY BALL.</h3> + + +<p>The best cure for anxiety, short of removing it altogether, is plenty of +work. Molly came down from her interview with Jane Macalister with a +sickening sense of coming disaster filling her heart. Hers was not a +particularly hopeful nature. By nature she was inclined to look at the +dark side rather than at the bright. She had plenty of courage and was +unselfish to a fault; but when she arrived in the hall now and found all +the rest of the children gathered round Hester and was greeted by peals +of excited laughter and shouts of excited joy, she would have given a +great deal to have been able to run away and hide herself.</p> + +<p>This was impossible, however; she was dragged into the eager group of +children, and was obliged not only to listen to their remarks, but to +make suggestions of her own. In the absence of Mr. and Mrs. Lorrimer, +Molly had to decide whether the ball-room could be used or not. She +would have given the world to say no, but scarcely dared to do this with +all those eager delighted faces gazing at her.</p> + +<p>"I am sure mother will consent," she said after a pause. "I will write +to her to-day and ask her; but I think we may act as if her consent were +already given. Now, shall we come to the ball-room and see what is +necessary to be done?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, what a darling Molly you are," exclaimed all the other Lorrimers in +a breath. She found <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[Pg 114]</a></span>herself whirled in their midst to the old +ball-room, and the rest of the morning was spent in eager and animated +discussion.</p> + +<p>This magnificent old room was apart from the rest of the house. It was +entered by a covered way from one of the drawing-rooms; but this +entrance had long been closed, and the room itself—since the family +purse had become so low—was only made use of as a play-room for the +children in wet weather, and as a place for all kinds of lumber and +rubbish. Hester and Molly were neither of them artistic in their tastes +or ideas, but they were intensely practical in all they said and did. +Molly proposed that the room should be first cleared out and thoroughly +cleaned, and that early on the following morning Annie Forest should +come and see it. The room was lit by seven tall Gothic windows, and had +a high arched roof of oak. Round the windows the thick ivy which only +years can produce hung in heavy masses. Some of this must be cleared +away, and some light draperies must relieve the dark tone of the walls. +The gallery was pronounced sufficiently sound for the band to stand +there, and Annie's original idea of placing Nora in the gallery as a +sort of queen of the ceremonies was superseded by a better one. She was +to have a special throne made for her at the other end of the ball-room. +There she would not only see perfectly, but would also be seen. It +seemed simple enough to have a ball in such a lovely room, and Hester +arranged to send some men over that very afternoon to begin the work of +clearing out the rubbish.</p> + +<p>"We don't wish to take possession of the Towers," she said. "We only +want the loan of the ball-room, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[Pg 115]</a></span>and of this delightful lawn just +beyond, where we can put up a marquee or tent."</p> + +<p>"No, no," exclaimed Molly, "it must be all or nothing. You know how big +our entrance hall is, Hester, and those great half-empty drawing rooms. +The whole ground floor is to be at your disposal. If we do it at all, +let it be a real merry-making. It will be nice to have a merry-making +once again at the Towers."</p> + +<p>Molly sighed as she spoke. Hester glanced at her, and the remark in her +father's letter flashed through her brain.</p> + +<p>While the others were planning and talking at least twenty words to the +dozen, Nell was looking solemnly up at the tall windows with an +expression of ecstacy on her small face. Boris came up presently and +pulled her hand.</p> + +<p>"What are you in a brown study for?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Boris," she exclaimed, flashing round on him; "it is more a white +dream than a brown study. Fancy this room all lit with Chinese lanterns +and the moon outside, and us sitting up until twelve o'clock, and music, +Boris, and everybody dancing. The story books will have come true—oh, +it will be too lovely."</p> + +<p>"I'm thinking of the supper," said Boris. "I expect I'll get awful +peckish sitting up so late. I hope there'll be jellies—I love jellies; +don't you, Nell?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; I heard Hester say there was to be a real band. I wonder if +they'll play any of the airs out of <i>Faust</i>. I do so love the Soldier's +Chorus, don't you?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; I'll march to it when I'm big. Nell, do you think I'll be allowed +to have as many cakes as I wish, and <i>paté de foie gras</i>? I tasted it +once and 'twas ripping."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[Pg 116]</a></span></p><p>"I like it, too, rather," said Nell in a contemplative voice. "I mean to +be a fairy in the dance, though, and I'll have wings. Wings! how I wish +they'd bear me upward."</p> + +<p>"Oh, do come out," exclaimed Boris. "I want to show you my dove's cage; +it was ever so musty, but I've cleaned it out, and it's as sweet as a +nut now."</p> + +<p>The children left the room, and a few moments later Hester and Molly +returned to the Grange.</p> + +<p>That evening Annie Forest had a very comprehensive scheme drawn out with +regard to the proposed characters which the different members of the +party were to adopt. Molly would make an ideal shepherdess. Hester was +to be in white, and was to represent St Agnes. Nora was to be Queen of +the Fairies, and Nan little Bo-Peep. Annie had not yet decided on her +own character, but was strongly inclined to act the part of a gipsy. +Annie further suggested that it would save a great deal of trouble and +have a decidedly pretty effect if all the girls under twelve years of +age were dressed as white fairies, with wings, and all the boys of the +same age as brownies. She considered that so many fairies and brownies +would have a very picturesque effect, and would help to throw up the gay +<i>bizarre</i> colours of the older girls and boys.</p> + +<p>Her suggestion was immediately adopted, and Hester and Molly sat down +then and there to write invitations.</p> + +<p>Besides the Lorrimers, about a hundred and forty other children were +invited, and the girls expected that quite sixty or seventy of these +would take the parts of fairies and brownies.</p> + +<p>"You don't know how relieved the mothers will <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[Pg 117]</a></span>be," exclaimed Annie. +"When people have no imagination it is the most difficult thing in the +world to think of a dress for a fancy ball which has not been adopted +dozens and dozens of times before. Please keep the notes open for a +moment, Hester, for I mean to slip into each of them some very simple +directions with regard to the dress, which will insure our having a +certain amount of uniformity."</p> + +<p>Annie was in her element now, and even Molly was constrained to admire +the absolute genius which she showed in all matters which required tact +and brisk, quick work. Annie could write fluently, and her little slips +of paper, with their simple and plain directions, were soon ready, and +Molly and Hester set to work making copies of them as fast as they +could. The letters of invitation were all posted before they went to bed +that night. Nora shut her eyes to dream of herself as queen of the +fairies, and Molly and Hester sat down to write letters which required a +little more thought than the invitations which had just been got +through. Hester wrote—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"<span class="smcap">Dear Father</span>,</p> + +<p>"I am sorry you are still away; I like to feel that I am of use to +you. Whenever you come back you will have a hearty welcome from me. +We are all well here and the weather is splendid; even Nora is +quite well, although the doctor says she must lie on her back for +some weeks longer. Annie is still with us, and Molly has been +staying here to help look after Nora; not that she is wanted much +for that post, for Annie is the most indefatigable nurse, and Nora +simply adores her. But Molly is great company for me and I am +delighted to have her, she is such a dear girl. I hope what you say +about Squire Lorrimer is not true. I can see that Molly is very +anxious, and the Squire and Mrs. Lorrimer have just gone to London, +which is quite unusual. There is evidently something the matter, +but none of the children have been told what it is. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[Pg 118]</a></span>How I wish you +could help the Squire, father. I know you are very very rich, and +oh, it will break Molly's heart if they have to leave the dear old +Towers. Now, I must talk to you about Nan's birthday. We are going +to have a children's ball in the old ball-room at the Towers. It is +going to be quite lovely. Annie is designing our dresses. She makes +us all quite enthusiastic, she has such exquisite taste. I hope you +will come home in time to see us in our pretty dresses. I am to be +St. Agnes, and Annie says that I shall look like a dream! Did you +ever think that your sensible Hetty would talk such folly?—Your +affectionate daughter,</p></div> + +<div class="blockquot2"><p>"<span class="smcap">Hester Thornton</span>."</p></div> + +<p>Hester finished her letter, folded it up, and addressed it. She then +glanced towards Molly, whose fair head was bent low over the sheet of +paper which she was filling. She wrote—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"<span class="smcap">Darling Mother</span>,</p> + +<p>"I went to the Towers this morning with Hester and found that you +had gone. Is anything the matter? Oh, if I had been at home you +might have told me. I can't bear either you or father to have a +burden that I don't share. I feel anxious and unhappy, but I will +try very hard to be brave. Nonie is getting on so nicely, and Annie +Forest is very kind to her. Mother, darling, there is going to be a +great big party on the fifteenth, Nan's birthday, and Hester and +Nora and Annie and I are very anxious that it should be a +children's ball—a fancy ball, you know, mother, and that it should +be held in our beautiful old ball-room. It is the Thorntons' party, +and they will go to all the expense, but they haven't a big room +like ours, so I thought we might lend them the big hall and the +drawing-rooms and the ball-room, and they are beginning +preparations already. If by any chance you or father object, will +you send me a telegram to-morrow? I wish I could kiss you +good-night.—Your most loving</p></div> + +<div class="blockquot2"><p>"<span class="smcap">Molly</span>."</p></div> + +<p>Molly's letter was also directed and stamped, and when these important +epistles had been taken to the post, the whole household went to bed.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[Pg 119]</a></span></p><p>That is, with one exception.</p> + +<p>Annie Forest, notwithstanding her gaiety and the high spirits she had +been in all day, had a care upon her mind.</p> + +<p>It was three weeks now since the day when Mrs. Martin had pawned Mrs. +Willis's beautiful ring for the small sum of thirty shillings. That +thirty shillings had purchased cambric and embroidery and lace, and even +a few knots of coloured ribbon, to make three charming frocks for Nora +Lorrimer, but alack and alas, though the frocks lay neatly folded up in +their drawer waiting to be worn on the first festive occasion, poor +Annie had not the faintest idea how to get back the ring. That morning's +post had certainly been an important one. It had not only brought a +letter for Hester which had nearly turned the heads of two households, +but had brought Annie two epistles of a profoundly and painfully +interesting character. One was from her father, telling her that he must +postpone sending her her usual birthday present for a time, and the +other was from Mrs. Willis herself. Mrs. Willis wrote from Paris. She +was staying there for a short time on her way home, and asked Annie to +send her the diamond ring without delay by registered post. The ring was +of a very antique pattern and she wished to have it copied for a wedding +present for one of her pupils.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"Try and post it to me at once, dear," she said, "for I shall not +be in Paris after Saturday. I return to London that day and shall +very likely accept Hester Thornton's invitation to come to the +Grange for a few days. You shall then have the ring back to make +your finger look smart for the remainder of your visit. I am +writing in great haste in order to catch this post, so do not fail +me, my love. The ring will be perfectly <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[Pg 120]</a></span>safe if you register it. +My dear love to Hester and Nan, and much to yourself.—Your +affectionate</p></div> + +<div class="blockquot2"><p>"<span class="smcap">M. Willis</span>."</p></div> + +<p>Annie had glanced her eyes quickly over the contents of this disquieting +letter at breakfast time, but it was only now, in the solitude of her +own room, that she ventured to take it out and study it. What was she to +do? How could she possibly get the ring out of pawn without any money to +redeem it? She dared not confide this trouble to Mrs. Martin. She +thought and thought until her head ached and her bright eyes looked +dull.</p> + +<p>What kind of man was the pawnbroker? Why were pawnbrokers called uncles? +Was it because they were really good-natured and helpful? She wondered +if it might be possible for her to induce the pawnbroker to let her have +the ring out on condition that she paid for it by instalments? If he +really was quite a good-natured order of uncle, he might consent to such +an arrangement. Annie felt, however, that it would be useless to get +Mrs. Martin to make such terms with him.</p> + +<p>"She was very proud about him," thought Annie. "She did not wish to go +to him at all. I'm afraid he's disagreeable. I'm afraid he's not the +sort of man who would help a girl out of a difficulty. What <i>shall</i> I +do? The ring <i>must</i> go to-morrow if Mrs. Willis is to do anything with +it before she leaves Paris. It ought to have gone to-day, but to-morrow +is the very last, the very last chance. We are all going to Nortonbury +to-morrow to buy the materials for the dresses. Oh, suppose I go and see +the pawnbroker and tell him of my difficulty, and assure him that I will +honestly pay him back that money if he will only <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[Pg 121]</a></span>let me have the ring +again. I have four shillings still in my purse, and father's sovereign +will be certain to come sooner or later. I could show uncle father's +letter, he would then see that I was not humbugging. I expect he would +like me to call him uncle, as it seems to be <i>the</i> name. Yes, I really +think I will go, but I must on no account whatever let Mrs. Martin or +Molly or Hester know anything about this. I should rather like to +confide in Nora, for she would think it no end of a lark; but if I did, +the poor darling would know that I had got into all this trouble on +account of her dresses, and that would simply never do. Yes, there seems +nothing for it but to visit my uncle, the pawnbroker."</p> + +<p>Annie presently laid her head on her pillow and went to sleep.</p> + +<p>When she awoke in the morning she still thought an appeal to the +pawnbroker the only available solution of her difficulty. The girls were +much excited about their gay shopping, and the landau was ordered to be +round at an early hour to convey Hester, Nan, Molly, and Annie to +Nortonbury. Nora had to resign herself to the company of her nurse, but +her thoughts were so full of pleasurable anticipations that under the +circumstances she did not mind the loss of her favourite Annie.</p> + +<p>Before starting, Annie ran quickly round to Mrs. Martin's rooms.</p> + +<p>"Here I am," she exclaimed in her bright way. "I have just rushed up to +say good morning to you before we start. You have heard of all the fun +that we are going to have, haven't you, nursey?"</p> + +<p>"Folly, I call it," said nurse. "Throwing away good money on fallals and +wings and clouds. Miss <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[Pg 122]</a></span>Nan was up here last night so late that I +thought I'd never get her to bed, bamboozling me with stories of all the +children round the country being turned into fairies, which you know, +Miss Annie, is sheer nonsense and impossible to do, and Miss Nora, who +has narrowly escaped her death, is to lie on rose leaves with clouds +under her. The folly of it is beyond belief, even if it can be done, +which I sincerely hope it can't. In old days people took their pleasures +properly. Children were kept in the nursery and were sent early to bed, +and young ladies were presented to her Gracious Majesty the Queen, and +then went to balls in good stiff silks and no wings nor clouds about +'em. They met the gentlemen they were to marry at the balls, and then +there was a proper wedding breakfast and all the rest, as it should be. +I don't hold with the scarum days of the present."</p> + +<p>"Look here, nursey," exclaimed Annie, "the fairies will look lovely, and +I'll show you myself how innocent and simple the clouds are, and as to +the wings, I'll make a pair for you if you like."</p> + +<p>"No, thank you, Miss Annie, I hope I know what's due to myself."</p> + +<p>"Well, I must run away," continued Annie. "You know we're just off to +Nortonbury."</p> + +<p>"So I hear, miss."</p> + +<p>"It was to Nortonbury you went when you sold my ring; you were a dear to +do it."</p> + +<p>"I wouldn't do it for no one else, miss, and I don't know even now how I +came to demean myself by such a job."</p> + +<p>"Was," said Annie in an almost trembling voice, "was the uncle very +disagreeable, then?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[Pg 123]</a></span></p><p>"Miss Forest, such a word oughtn't to pass your lips."</p> + +<p>"Why so, nurse? I cannot imagine why you dislike such helpful people."</p> + +<p>"We won't argue the point," said nurse; "the subject is not suited to +the young."</p> + +<p>Annie fidgeted. Nan's voice was heard down stairs shouting for her.</p> + +<p>"Nurse," she said in sudden desperation, "I want to get the ring back; +tell me the name of the uncle."</p> + +<p>A look of relief came over Mrs. Martin's face.</p> + +<p>"I'd be glad if you had that valuable ring again," she said. "Have you +got the money for it? It would be thirty-two shillings; thirty shillings +for the loan and two shillings interest."</p> + +<p>"Annie, we're all waiting," shouted Nan.</p> + +<p>"Oh, do tell me the address," said Annie.</p> + +<p>"You had better let me get the ring out of pawn for you, miss."</p> + +<p>"No, no, I must get it to-day."</p> + +<p>"Have you got the money, Miss Forest?"</p> + +<p>"What would be the use of going if I hadn't?" prevaricated Annie.</p> + +<p>"Well, but you're not going to take my young ladies to a pawnbroker's?"</p> + +<p>"No, I promise not to take any of them; I'll go alone, quite alone. You +may trust me, really. Oh, nursey, nursey, I'm in such trouble."</p> + +<p>Again the bright lovely eyes and sweet voice did their work.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Martin fumbled for her keys, and taking a small piece of blue paper +out of her work-box, put it into Annie's hand.</p> + +<p>"There," she said. "I'm sorry I ever made or <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[Pg 124]</a></span>meddled with this thing. +Mind you don't take one of my young ladies with you."</p> + +<p>"I promise," said Annie. She thrust the paper into her pocket and rushed +from the room.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIV" id="CHAPTER_XIV"></a>CHAPTER XIV.</h2> + +<h3>POOR MRS. MYRTLE.</h3> + + +<p>The girls spent a busy morning in Nortonbury, and if Annie had any care +on her mind she certainly did not show it. She was a splendid girl to go +shopping with. She could make up her mind quickly with regard to the +exact material she required. Her choice was practically made before she +entered a shop, her taste in colour and texture was excellent, and with +her to guide them, Hester and Molly got through their business with +great celerity. Many parcels were piled up on the front seat of the +landau, but work as they would, the girls could not get through their +necessary shopping in the morning. Hester therefore determined to lunch +at a restaurant which she knew well, and to finish buying the rest of +the materials for the fancy dresses before they returned to the Grange. +It was while they were at lunch that Annie seized the opportunity to +secure a few moments to herself. She had not yet had time even to glance +at the address which nurse had given her on the little slip of blue +paper. But it was now or never, if she were to seek the pawnbroker +without the others discovering where she was going.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[Pg 125]</a></span></p><p>Hester had ordered a very tempting lunch, and Nan was attacking her +nicely roasted chicken and bread sauce with appetite, when Annie, +snatching up a sandwich, sprang suddenly to her feet.</p> + +<p>"I'm not hungry," she exclaimed, "and as there is so much to be done, I +won't waste time eating. Mrs. Willis wrote to me yesterday and asked me +to send her a small parcel. It contains a ring which she lent me, and as +it ought to be registered, I will go to the post-office now and get it +done while you are at lunch."</p> + +<p>"But you really must eat something first," exclaimed Hester. "You will +be ill if you don't; the carriage is to call for us in a few minutes, +and you may just as well drive to the post-office in it; you would do it +in half the time."</p> + +<p>"But I would rather walk," replied Annie. "I am perfectly sick of +driving. I see by Nan's face that lunch will be quite an affair of half +an hour, and I'll be back long before then."</p> + +<p>She left the shop before Hester had time to remonstrate, and the next +moment found herself in the street.</p> + +<p>"Now for it," she exclaimed, a little catch of excitement in her breath. +She took out her purse, opened it, and removing the slip of blue paper, +looked at the words written on it. The address rather surprised her. It +was a fancy goods shop, and was kept by a woman of the name of Myrtle.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i1 smcap">"Mrs. Myrtle,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">"Haberdashery and Fancy Goods Warehouse,<br /></span> +<span class="i3">"30, Eden Street,"<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>was the address on the sheet of paper.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[Pg 126]</a></span></p><p>Annie had never in the course of her life come in contact with a live +pawnbroker, but she had a vague idea that pawnbrokers were of the male +species, and that they invariably had three gilt balls over their +establishments.</p> + +<p>She was relieved rather than otherwise to find that this pawnbroker was +of the female sex, and fancied that it would be easier to deal with her +on this account. A policeman directed her to Eden Street, which was a +thoroughly respectable broad thoroughfare off the High Street.</p> + +<p>Annie walked quickly until she came to number thirty. Then, raising her +eyes and seeing Mrs. Myrtle's name over the door, she boldly entered. +The shop was the sort that ladies delight in. One side of it was +entirely devoted to the best class of haberdashery, the other was +extremely attractive with coloured wools and silks, and all sorts of +materials for crewel and other fancy works. A thin, pale girl, of about +sixteen, was attending to the haberdashery department, and a little old +lady, with pink cheeks, bright dark eyes and white hair, was busily +serving several customers at the fancy goods side.</p> + +<p>Annie had to wait until these customers had completed their business. +The girl who had charge of the haberdashery asked if she could serve +her.</p> + +<p>"I wish to speak to Mrs. Myrtle," replied Annie in a decided tone. The +little woman raised her head at hearing her own name pronounced, and +said in a respectful voice—</p> + +<p>"I'll be at leisure to serve you in a moment, miss."</p> + +<p>"She seems very nice," said Annie to herself; "she has a decidedly kind +face. What can there be objectionable in pawnbrokers, if she is one? +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[Pg 127]</a></span>Perhaps I'd better call her aunt; she'll be sure to like it."</p> + +<p>In a couple of moments Mrs. Myrtle was at leisure, and Annie went up to +the counter. Now that the critical instant had come, she felt her heart +beating quickly, and knew that her cheeks were pale. Annie could look +wonderfully pathetic when any emotion stirred her. She had a voice full +of vibrations, and her eyes could assume the dumb pleading expression of +a dog's.</p> + +<p>"I want to speak to you about a very private matter," she said, looking +full at Mrs. Myrtle.</p> + +<p>The little woman could not help giving her a glance of great surprise. +What could such a pretty, nicely-dressed young lady want with her; then +suddenly it flashed through her mind that Annie must want to buy a +present; perhaps the present was for her sweetheart; if so, the state of +affairs was perfectly natural.</p> + +<p>"Yes, miss," she said, in a cordial voice of sympathy, "but Netty, my +niece, is a bit deaf and won't hear a word you're saying. I have got +some really nice things, miss, and quite suitable; tobacco pouches made +of different coloured plushes, and flowers traced very beautifully on +them; you could work the pouch yourself, miss, and it would look most +suitable; then I've got braces, too; they're quite the newest thing, and +can be embroidered with any colour, and cases for gentlemen's evening +ties, they really are very new; shall I show you some, miss?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, thank you," said Annie in a choking voice. "I'm in an awful +hurry and I don't want to buy any present for a gentleman; I don't know +any gentleman except my father well enough to think of giving <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[Pg 128]</a></span>presents +to. No, no, I don't want to buy anything, but I want—I want you to give +me something, aunt."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Myrtle looked at Annie as if she were now quite sure that the poor +pretty young lady was not quite right in her head. She did not speak at +all, but waited for Annie to continue.</p> + +<p>"You're a female pawnbroker, are you not?" said Annie.</p> + +<p>"A female what, my dear?" said Mrs. Myrtle, her face growing crimson. +This was really the last straw. "I don't understand you, miss," she said +in a stiff tone. "I have nothing whatever to do with the trade you +indicate."</p> + +<p>Just then some ladies, very good customers, entered the shop.</p> + +<p>"You'll excuse me for a moment, miss," said Mrs. Myrtle; "but if you +don't want to buy, I shall be obliged to leave you to attend to my +customers. Good morning, Lady Dalgetty; what can I show your ladyship?"</p> + +<p>Poor Annie found herself pushed into a corner. Lady Dalgetty and her +suite occupied all Mrs. Myrtle's attention. Even the humble-looking +Netty was busy serving out spools of cotton, needles, and pins to a +prim-looking lady. Neither of the women in the shop had a moment to +attend to Annie's sore need.</p> + +<p>She began to think that Mrs. Myrtle was not so kind as she looked, and +to understand a little of nurse's repugnance to the pawnbroker class.</p> + +<p>"They must be low people," she murmured to herself; "for this woman +won't even own to the fact that she is a pawnbroker."</p> + +<p>The shop became empty once more; and Mrs. Myrtle, who was really quite +as kind hearted as she <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[Pg 129]</a></span>looked, raised her eyes, and encountered a very +forlorn glance from Annie.</p> + +<p>"Poor, pretty young lady," she said to herself. "She's gone in the head +without any manner of doubt, calling me aunt, and asking me if I'm a +female pawnbroker; but I'd best humour her a bit, and try to find out +who she belongs to."</p> + +<p>Accordingly Mrs. Myrtle called Annie back to the counter in a kind +voice.</p> + +<p>"I can attend to you now, miss," she said; "but if you have anything to +say, perhaps you'll say it quickly, for this is market day, and heaps of +farmer's wives come in for no end of small matters."</p> + +<p>"Do they pawn rings, and then take them out by degrees in instalments?" +asked poor Annie in an eager voice.</p> + +<p>"Poor, poor young lady, she's very, very bad," murmured Mrs. Myrtle to +herself.</p> + +<p>"I couldn't say for positive, miss," she replied, "that a farmer's wife +has never pawned a ring; but if they are reduced to such straits, I know +nothing about it."</p> + +<p>"Then you are not a pawnbroker yourself?"</p> + +<p>"I am <i>not</i>, miss. Wouldn't you like to come into my parlour and rest a +bit if you're tired, and maybe you'll tell me your name?"</p> + +<p>"She's getting quite kind again," thought Annie. "Of course she is a +pawnbroker, but she doesn't like to own it; it evidently is a very +disgraceful calling."</p> + +<p>"My name is Annie Forest," she said; "and I'm not at all tired, thank +you, aunt. You don't mind me calling you aunt, do you? for we always +call the men in your trade uncles."</p> + +<p>"I hope heaven will preserve my patience," <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[Pg 130]</a></span>muttered poor Mrs. Myrtle. +"I must get this young lady to her friends whatever happens. Netty!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't call Netty here," exclaimed Annie. "Now, look here, do you +see this piece of blue paper?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, miss. It's my address, sure and certain."</p> + +<p>"Do you know the handwriting?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I can't say that I do; it seems a sort of an ordinary hand, don't +it, miss?"</p> + +<p>"Is Mrs. Martin, who lives at the Grange, a friend of yours?" asked +Annie suddenly.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Myrtle's face glowed all over with pleased relief.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Martin of the Grange," she exclaimed, "old nurse to Miss Hester +and Miss Nan Thornton? I should rather think she is a friend of mine. I +have known her ever since we went to school together, and that's many a +year ago."</p> + +<p>"Oh, how glad I am," exclaimed Annie; "then I am sure, quite sure, you +will be kind to me. You will do what I ask for the sake of your friend +Mrs. Martin. You won't mind just confiding to me that you are a +pawnbroker? I promise most faithfully not to call you aunt if you really +dislike it."</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I don't understand you, Miss Forest. I am <i>not</i> a +pawnbroker; not one of my belongings would own to such a trade; and if +Patty Martin gave you to understand that I am, I'll quarrel with her, +late as it is in the day."</p> + +<p>"But she pawned a ring to you," said Annie; "an old-fashioned gold ring +with one big diamond in the middle. You lent her thirty shillings on it, +and the interest is two shillings. That ring is mine. She did pawn a +ring to you, did she not?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[Pg 131]</a></span></p><p>A light at last broke over Mrs. Myrtle's face.</p> + +<p>"Well, well," she exclaimed; "I begin to see what you're driving at. +Won't I have a crow to pick with Patty Martin for this. No, no, miss, +she pawned no ring to me; but she gave me a diamond ring to keep for her +early one morning about three weeks ago. 'And keep it safe until I ask +for it, Martha Myrtle,' said she; and safe I will keep it until then, +Miss Annie Forest."</p> + +<p>"But it's my ring," said Annie in great distress. "You'll give it back +to me now when I ask for it?"</p> + +<p>"I'll give it back to Patty Martin, miss, and to no one else."</p> + +<p>"Oh, but really, really, don't you understand? It's <i>my</i> ring."</p> + +<p>"I've only your word for that, miss. It was given to me by Mrs. Martin."</p> + +<p>"But I know Patty Martin would let you give it back to me. Why, she gave +me your address and told me to go to you; and I thought, of course, you +were a pawnbroker."</p> + +<p>"Won't I have a crow to pluck with her for this?" exclaimed Mrs. Myrtle. +"Pawnbroker, indeed! Why my poor mother who's dead would rise up from +her grave if she thought I was called by such a name. No, miss, I'm +sorry not to oblige, but Mrs. Martin gave me the ring to keep for her, +and she must come herself to fetch it away, for to no one else will I +give it."</p> + +<p>Some farmers' wives, looking flourishing and handsome and full of +purpose, now entered the shop. Mrs. Myrtle devoted all her energies to +serving them, and poor Annie with sinking heart had to go away.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[Pg 132]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV"></a>CHAPTER XV.</h2> + +<h3>"THE WAY OF TRANSGRESSORS."</h3> + + +<p>The week that followed passed all too quickly. There was no hitch +whatever in the girls' plans. Mrs. Lorrimer wrote to Molly to express +her complete satisfaction with the arrangement proposed by Hester. The +workwomen who had now taken up their abode at the Grange were both +efficient and clever. With Annie's help the different dresses began to +assume form and completion with marvellous rapidity. Annie was the life +and soul of the dressmaking. She sketched pictures of the proposed +toilettes; she coloured these sketches; then she tried on and cut out, +and basted, and tacked. She helped to hang draperies and to arrange the +wings of the fairies. The women became interested themselves in such an +artistic assistant, and did everything in their power to help her. At +the Towers the ball-room began to show its noble proportions to the best +advantage. Hester and Annie and Nan and Molly went backwards and +forwards at all hours of the day. By Monday evening, the ball-room was +in complete order. Every possible direction was given with regard to the +different refreshments, and the last stitch in the pretty fancy dresses +had been done. The news of Nan's fancy ball had spread far and wide. +Almost every invitation met with an acceptance, and the Thornton and +Lorrimer households were borne forward just at present on a full tide of +victorious excitement. Even Molly felt herself obliged to enter <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[Pg 133]</a></span>into +the full spirit of the fun. Not a murmur of anxiety from her father and +mother in London reached her. Mrs. Lorrimer, in writing to Molly, had +assumed as cheerful a tone as possible; she had alluded to no possible +care, had hinted at no canker root of possible trouble. She had said, it +is true, that it was rather unlikely that she and the Squire would +return in time for the ball; but if this could not be managed, she hoped +the children would enjoy themselves to the full in their absence; and +finally, she said how heartily she rejoiced in the thought of their +having such a delightful time. Hester also forgot the small worrying +thought which came to her now and again about her father, in this week +of rush and pleasure. Hester was by nature a very quiet-mannered girl, +but she became nearly as lively now as Annie; she laughed, and joked, +and danced, and skipped until Mrs. Martin, who watched her from the +nursery window, began to shake her head gravely, and to say that such +mirth was not "fey" as she expressed it, and that it surely forbode a +season of gloom by-and-by.</p> + +<p>Annie's high spirits being natural to her, no one specially noticed +them, and according to her custom, she put dull care aside and was as +lively as she looked.</p> + +<p>It is true that she had been obliged to ignore Mrs. Willis's letter; it +is true that the ring was still being jealously guarded by that dreadful +Mrs. Myrtle, for Annie had not the courage to ask Mrs. Martin for it. +The whole situation was now quite plain; Mrs. Martin had never gone near +the pawnbroker's, but had lent Annie the money herself. Why she had +parted with the ring under these circumstances was a <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[Pg 134]</a></span>problem which poor +Annie could not attempt to fathom. All she could do now was to abide the +issue of events as patiently as possible. All her life long she had +found that, somehow or other, matters did right themselves for her, and +she trusted to her usual good luck on this occasion.</p> + +<p>The preparations were almost all completed for the fancy ball by Monday +night. Nan's birthday would be on Wednesday. No second letter had +arrived from Sir John Thornton, and Hester wondered whether he would be +present on the birthday or not. The day was to be one long scene of +triumph for the young birthday queen. Annie and Hester both stole out of +bed at an early hour that morning, and going out into the garden, they +picked baskets full of flowers with the dew on them, with which they +made wreaths to decorate the breakfast table, and to cover the piles of +presents which lay not only on Nan's plate, but all round it.</p> + +<p>As soon as Nan appeared in the breakfast-room, Annie tripped up to her, +bent on one knee as if to a liege lady, told her that she was her lawful +sovereign for that entire day, and then begged leave to crown the +birthday queen with flowers. Nan's cheeks were flushed already, and her +eyes bright with excitement. Molly came in by-and-by, and Nora, who was +now much better, was wheeled into the room on her sofa. She wore the +white cambric dress which Annie had made for her. Her dark hair was +swept back from her pretty, low forehead, her cheeks had roses in them, +and her eyes sparkled.</p> + +<p>"Molly, Molly," she exclaimed, "look at me, look at me. Now you know the +secret of the locked door. Annie made me this frock; she had some bits +of <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[Pg 135]</a></span>cambric over from dresses of her own, and she made this and a blue +one, and a pink one also; I have the other two in my drawer; I know they +are all sweetly becoming, aren't they? It's nearly as good as having a +<i>trousseau</i>. Oh, do kiss me and congratulate me, Molly; you know how I +have always longed for pretty dresses. Was not it perfectly <i>darling</i> of +Annie to make them for me?"</p> + +<p>Before Molly could reply a loud exclamation from Hester turned all eyes +in her direction.</p> + +<p>"What do you think?" she exclaimed. "The crowning bliss of our day is +come. Nan, you will never guess. Annie, dear, how charmed you will be. +Here is a letter from Mrs. Willis; she expects to reach Nortonbury by +the mid-day train, and asks me to send to meet her. Oh, dear, this is +lovely. I have not seen my dear Mrs. Willis for over a year. What a rest +and comfort it will be to talk to her again. Molly, you will delight in +her; she is just the woman to captivate you completely. Nora, you will +lose your heart to her, too. I don't know what wonderful thing there is +about her; she is so strong, so noble, so gentle, that she wins all +hearts; it is impossible for anybody to be naughty when Mrs. Willis is +in the house. Nan, the arrival of Mrs. Willis on your birthday is the +happiest possible omen for the whole year. Oh, how truly rejoiced I am!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, it's awfully jolly of her to come," said Nan. "Of course I'm very +fond of her, but I hope she won't remind me of my holiday task, for, +frankly, I have not looked at it yet, and I don't mean to do so until +the last week of the holidays. Now, do let's all begin breakfast; even +though I am queen, I happen to <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[Pg 136]</a></span>have an appetite. Annie, what are you in +a brown study about? Why, you look quite pale!"</p> + +<p>"I expect Annie is so glad about Mrs. Willis that she can scarcely +speak," said Hester, glancing at her friend in an affectionate manner. +"Yes, we had better get breakfast through. I shall give Mrs. Willis the +maple room, with that lovely west view. There is a little sitting-room +which goes with it, where she can be quiet whenever she wants to be +quiet. How glad nursey will be when she hears that dear Mrs. Willis is +coming."</p> + +<p>Hester began to perform the duties of tea-maker in a rather abstracted +manner. As she kept on filling up cups of tea, she also glanced from +time to time at the letter which gave her such delight.</p> + +<p>"It is such a surprise," she said; "perhaps that is half the pleasure."</p> + +<p>"Please don't put any more sugar into my tea," exclaimed Annie in an +almost cross voice; "you know I never touch sugar, and that is the +fourth lump."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I am sorry," exclaimed Hester; "I'll take that cup and you shall +have mine."</p> + +<p>"You put five lumps into your own cup, I watched you; oh, dear, it +doesn't matter, of course."</p> + +<p>"No, it doesn't matter," said Hester, still reading her letter. "Molly, +will you pass the tea on, please. Oh, yes, I'll have some honey; you can +put a piece on my plate if you like."</p> + +<p>"The only plate you have before you at present contains eggs and bacon," +exclaimed Molly. "I think I won't help the honey for a few minutes."</p> + +<p>"This is a delightful surprise," murmured Hester; "but, dear me, it is +rather strange, Mrs. Willis says <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[Pg 137]</a></span>she wrote to you last week, Annie, and +said that she would try to give us a couple of days at the Grange on her +way back to Lavender House. How was it you never mentioned it?"</p> + +<p>There was just a pause long enough to be noticed before Annie replied.</p> + +<p>"I did not get the letter," she said then, in a steady voice.</p> + +<p>She hated herself the moment she had uttered the words. She felt as if +she had fallen from a height, and was lying maimed and bruised, bleeding +and ugly in some dismal abyss; but all the time her eyes looked bright +and her face was cheerful.</p> + +<p>Hester exclaimed, "How strange! what a pity! How could the letter have +gone astray?" but other thoughts soon chased this one from her mind.</p> + +<p>Breakfast being over the young housekeeper had much to attend to.</p> + +<p>Nora held out her hand to Annie, who stooped down and kissed her +affectionately.</p> + +<p>"Are you really glad that she is coming?" asked Nora.</p> + +<p>"Of course I am, Nonie; she is—" a stab went through Annie's +heart—"she is my best friend."</p> + +<p>"Is she really as good as Hester says she is?" continued Nora.</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes, better; no one quite knows how good she is."</p> + +<p>"I shall be afraid of her," said Nora shuddering. "I hate such perfectly +good people; they make me feel small and mean."</p> + +<p>Annie took up a basket of flowers, and began deftly to form them into +wreaths for the further decoration of the ball-room.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[Pg 138]</a></span></p><p>"It's dreadful to feel mean," she said almost in a whisper.</p> + +<p>"You can't surely know what it means," replied Nora.</p> + +<p>"Oh, can't I though; don't let's talk of it any more. I like you in +white, Nora. White, toned with lace and coloured ribbons, makes a +charming dress for you. You have such a pretty face. It is so full of +<i>esprit</i>—so <i>piquant</i>. Some day you will be a beautiful woman."</p> + +<p>"As beautiful as you are?" asked Nora. "I don't desire to be more +beautiful than you."</p> + +<p>"In some ways you will be more beautiful," replied Annie. "I don't +pretend that I am not pretty, I know I am; but in some ways you will be +superior to me. You will have a greater air of distinction. <i>Noblesse +oblige</i> will be abundantly manifested in you. Oh, yes," continued Annie, +"it is all very fine for us <i>parvenus</i> to despise race. We don't really +despise it; we adore it, we envy it; we can never, never, never get what +race confers."</p> + +<p>"How excitedly you talk," said Nora; "you seem angry about something."</p> + +<p>"I am angry with myself," said Annie; "my low ways and my meanness. +<i>Noblesse oblige</i> has nothing to do with me. Now, look here, Nora, +forget all this rubbishy talk; be thankful that you are a beautiful girl +of good family, who could not do a shabby action. I must leave you now, +for Mrs. Willis is coming, and I should like to go into Nortonbury to +meet her."</p> + +<p>Annie ran off to find Hester.</p> + +<p>"Hester," she exclaimed, "may I go in the carriage to Nortonbury to meet +Mrs. Willis?"</p> + +<p>"That is an excellent idea," said Hester; "take <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[Pg 139]</a></span>Molly with you, the +drive will do her good. I am so busy this morning that I can scarcely be +spared from home. Yes, that is an excellent idea. I was wondering who +would go to meet her."</p> + +<p>Molly was very pleased to accompany Annie to Nortonbury, and Annie was +glad of her company. Molly would be a sort of shield to her; not that it +really mattered, for she had already quite made up her mind how to act.</p> + +<p>The girls enjoyed their pleasant drive together. Mrs. Willis's train was +punctual, and she was soon driving back to the Grange, Molly seated by +her side and Annie on the seat facing her.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Willis had the knack of making all girls perfectly at home with +her. Molly felt sure that a certain feeling of restraint would come over +her when she sat by the side of this excellent and adorable woman; but +the moment she looked into Mrs. Willis's kind eyes, and Mrs. Willis +returned her glance, and said in that full, rich, motherly voice of +hers, "Oh, I have heard of you; you are Molly Lorrimer, you live at the +Towers, and you have a great many brothers and sisters, and your +schoolroom is reached by a spiral stair, and is somewhere up in the +clouds. I have heard all about you many times from Nan." Then Molly +laughed, and felt at home. She felt more than at home, for her heart +gave a strange flutter, and then a curious sense of peace pervaded it. +It was something like being near her mother, and yet it was something +different. The magnetic influence of a good and great spirit was already +making itself felt.</p> + +<p>Annie sat opposite to the two with dancing eyes.</p> + +<p>"How well you look my love," said Mrs. Willis. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[Pg 140]</a></span>"I am delighted to see +that the change has done you so much good."</p> + +<p>Annie drooped her long lashes for a moment.</p> + +<p>"I am as well as well can be," she said, "and as jolly as jolly can be, +and you have just come in the nick of time to make everything perfect. +Molly, do tell Mrs. Willis about our fancy ball to-night."</p> + +<p>"I will listen to you in a moment, Molly," said Mrs. Willis; "but first +of all I want to ask Annie a question. I hope you did not send the ring +to Paris, Annie, for, if you did, I never received it."</p> + +<p>"What ring?" asked Annie, looking up in pretended amazement. "Do you +mean my mother's ring, Mrs. Willis, the—the one you lent me?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, dear. I wrote to you last week about it. I was surprised at never +hearing from you, for my letter was quite urgent. I wanted the ring for +a special object, and was disappointed at its never coming."</p> + +<p>"That must have been the letter you never got, Annie," exclaimed Molly.</p> + +<p>"You never got my letter?" exclaimed Mrs. Willis. "How very, very +strange! But I posted it myself, and I know I put the right address on +it. I am relieved, of course, that you did not send the ring when it was +too late; but it is odd about the letter."</p> + +<p>"No, I didn't send the ring," said Annie in a light voice. "How could +I?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly not, dear, if you did not know that I wanted it."</p> + +<p>"Hester was surprised this morning," continued Molly, taking up the +thread of the narrative, and unconsciously giving Annie immense +assistance. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[Pg 141]</a></span>"You said, in your letter to her, that you had told Annie a +week ago that you were coming. Then Annie said that she had never got +your letter."</p> + +<p>"It is very queer," said Mrs. Willis. "I must write to the post office +in Paris and make inquiries. Well, I am glad the ring is safe."</p> + +<p>"Of course, it is as safe as possible," said Annie. "It is too bad about +the letter," she continued. "Did you want the ring very badly?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, very badly; but it is not too late yet to manage matters. I want +to have the ring copied as a wedding present for Margaret Cecil, but I +have already spoken to a jeweller about it, and if I send him the ring +to-day or to-morrow he will have it in time. Don't forget to give it to +me, Annie, dear, when we get home."</p> + +<p>"Oh, no," said Annie, "I won't forget."</p> + +<p>A few moments later they arrived at the Grange, where Mrs. Willis was +received with a kind of trembling joy by Hester, who took her into the +house and showered every imaginable attention which her love could +suggest upon her.</p> + +<p>"Time, time," muttered Annie to herself as she rushed away. "Something +must happen between now and to-morrow. I'll keep out of her way to-day, +and in the fuss and excitement she'll forget about the ring. I have told +one big lie about it, and I have insinuated a dozen more, and I vow and +declare one thing—that I will not be discovered now. I'll go on to the +bitter end now, come what will. Heigh-ho, is that you, Nan? What are you +doing? Don't you know that Mrs. Willis has come? What is that you have +in your hand?"</p> + +<p>"It's a letter of yours," said Nan; "I found it in <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[Pg 142]</a></span>the garden under a +rose bush; it's in Mrs. Willis's handwriting; didn't you say that you did +not hear from her last week?"</p> + +<p>"No more I did; give me that letter; it's quite an old one." Annie +stretched out her hand, snatched the letter from Nan, and pushed it into +her pocket.</p> + +<p>"You didn't read it?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"No, I'm not so mean; what is the matter with you?"</p> + +<p>"I hate to have my letters read."</p> + +<p>"They're not read by girls like me; you needn't be afraid."</p> + +<p>Nan rushed off in a huff, and Annie walked slowly down the corridor. Her +heart felt like lead. She fully believed that Nan had not read the +letter, but Nan's eyes might have happened to glance at the postmark on +it. That postmark contained a date only one week old. Nan was the last +child to whom Annie felt she could confide her guilty secret.</p> + +<p>"Oh, dear, dear," she murmured under her breath, "what a true saying it +is, that 'the way of transgressors is hard.' I am a mean, low sort, not +a doubt of that. Why, if the Lorrimers and Thorntons really knew me as I +am, they wouldn't speak to me. Well, there's nothing for it now but to +carry matters with a high hand, and to let nothing out. If Nan does +happen to have noticed the date on the letter, I'll tell her she was +mistaken. How could I have been so mad as to carry this letter about in +my pocket? Well, to make all things sure, I'll destroy it now."</p> + +<p>"Annie, Annie, we're just going to lunch," called out Hester; "what are +you running into the garden for?"</p> + +<p>"I'll be back in a minute," shouted Annie.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[Pg 143]</a></span></p><p>She ran quickly out of the house and down the broad grass walk which led +to the arbour at the farther end. By the side of the arbour lay a basket +of tools. Annie snatched up a small trowel, and going to the back of the +arbour, dug a hole for her letter. She tore it then into fragments and +buried it, looked round her eagerly, saw that there was not a soul in +sight, and then, with a certain sense of relief, hurried back to the +house.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVI" id="CHAPTER_XVI"></a>CHAPTER XVI.</h2> + +<h3>PERHAPS.</h3> + + +<p>The ball was to begin at nine o'clock. The festive hour grew on apace. +Mrs. Willis said nothing more about the ring, and Annie Forest heaved a +deep sigh of relief.</p> + +<p>"Reprieved until to-morrow," she murmured to herself; "and now for high +frivolity."</p> + +<p>The horses from the Thorntons' stables were in great request during that +eventful day. Hester, who was most anxious to spare her friends all +possible trouble, had decided that she and Nan, and all the rest of +their party, should dress for the ball at the Grange, and come over in +their separate characters prepared to act their different parts at once. +Molly and Hester were to be the two hostesses for the occasion. Guy, who +was a very gentlemanly boy, was to assist them to the best part of his +ability. Annie promised to look after the refreshments, and also to +establish Nora in a becoming attitude on her bed of rose leaves and +clouds.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[Pg 144]</a></span></p><p>Nora made a most beautiful queen of the fairies. She was dressed in a +sort of transparent white; her large, clear wings were very slightly +toned with rose colour, and the whole dress was bespangled with light +sprays of silver. Nora's hair was crimped, and hung in masses over her +shoulders. The silvery dust also shone in her hair. Her eyes were dark +and deep, and natural roses of happiness and excitement bloomed on her +pretty round cheeks. To Annie's ingenuity and genius the whole of the +charming dream-like effect of this fairy queen was due. Mrs. Willis, who +insisted on coming to the ball in the part of the schoolmistress, "The +only part which I shall ever play in life," she had said with a smile to +Hester, was much delighted with the arrangement of everything. Mrs. +Willis was in grey silk, with her favourite Honiton lace. She was a very +striking and beautiful woman, and in her grand simplicity, made a +perfect foil to the fantastic appearance of the younger members of the +party.</p> + +<p>Amongst the honoured guests on this occasion, Mrs. Martin shone +conspicuous. Hester had insisted on her coming over early, and when the +good woman entered the ball-room and saw Nora on her cloudy throne, she +could not help muttering, in an almost angry tone of great excitement—</p> + +<p>"Eh, eh, why this is almost witchcraft. I didn't believe in them wings +and clouds till now, but sure enough there they are. Seein' is +believin'. I don't hold with it, but I don't deny as it ain't clever."</p> + +<p>"I'm glad you think it clever, Patty Martin," said a very gay voice in +her ear.</p> + +<p>She turned almost in alarm, to be confronted by <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[Pg 145]</a></span>the most +impudent-looking, and yet the most charming gipsy lass she had ever +looked at.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Martin loathed gipsies.</p> + +<p>"None of your sauce," she said in an angry voice. "This is no place for +the like of you; get out at once or I'll let Miss Hester Thornton know."</p> + +<p>"Oh, nursey, nursey, you'll kill me," exclaimed Annie in a voice choked +with laughter. "Do you mean to say you don't know me?"</p> + +<p>"My sakes alive, Miss Annie Forest!" exclaimed the old woman. "Who'd +have thought you'd have been up to this folly? What are you doing, +masquerading like them hateful gipsies? It's bad enough to have wings +and clouds about; but gipsies—'tain't respectable; my word, no."</p> + +<p>"This gipsy is eminently respectable," said Annie, with a sort of bitter +emphasis. "Here, nursey, take my hand, and let me lead you up the +ball-room. I have many strange characters to introduce you to. I see +plainly that you won't recognise them without my kind assistance. Here, +come along, be quick."</p> + +<p>"My head is getting <i>moithered</i>, and that's the only word," said nurse +Martin. "Dear, dear, what <i>are</i> the young coming to? And sakes alive, +what in the world are those?"</p> + +<p>The creatures thus apostrophised by the almost frightened nurse Martin, +were a troop of fairies and brownies, who now rushed into the ball-room +from every direction. The band struck up a merry waltz, and the fairies +and brownies began to dance with vigour.</p> + +<p>"Its past belief," said Mrs. Martin "and did you make all them wings, +Miss Annie?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, dear, no," replied Annie; "they were made <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[Pg 146]</a></span>by the mothers of the +fairies—at least, I presume so. Now come into the supper-room and let +me get you a comfortable seat."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Martin was glad enough to comply. She said the slippery floor of +the ball-room, and the uncanny creatures that were all round her, made +her feel as if the top of her head would come off. She uttered a little +shriek of terror as Jane Macalister, dressed as Minerva, glided fiercely +by, and was glad to seat herself in a safe corner behind one of the long +supper tables. Annie desired a servant to give her all the refreshment +she required, and then ran off to attend to the other guests.</p> + +<p>Fast and furious rose the fun. During the whole of the present century +the old ball-room at the Towers had not reflected so gay and animated a +scene. Grim ancestors of the house of Lorrimer looked down from their +tarnished frames at the last Lorrimers as they danced away their +precious time in this frivolous and yet enchanting manner. The grown +people, who sat in the gallery and on benches near the walls, talked in +whispers to one another about the lovely scene. The Lorrimers were +popular in the county, and although rumours of coming trouble were rife +about them, yet their friends and well-wishers augured happy results +from this present gaiety.</p> + +<p>But why was not the Squire present, and why was Mrs. Lorrimer absent?</p> + +<p>Molly, who made the gentlest of shepherdesses, came up as these remarks +passed the good people's lips. She stopped to speak to an old friend of +her mother's.</p> + +<p>"I'm so glad you were able to come," she said; "and how sweet your +children look."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[Pg 147]</a></span></p><p>"It was very kind of you to ask us, my dear," responded this lady, "and +the sight is a charming one—quite charming; but I am sorry to miss your +mother."</p> + +<p>"Mother is in London at present; she is away on special business. She is +ever so sorry to be absent to-night."</p> + +<p>"And the Squire, is he quite well?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, thank you. He is in London with mother."</p> + +<p>At this moment a brownie with a hot face and looking rather +uncomfortable in his brown-velvet tights, accompanied by the most +spiritual-looking fairy it was possible to see, revolved slowly round in +the mazes of the waltz.</p> + +<p>The brownie's honest face was raised to Molly's; his brown eyes were +full of a question; the fairy by his side had a far-away look. They both +floated away.</p> + +<p>"Oh, what a charming little pair," said Mrs. Fortescue, Molly's friend. +"Do you know who they are, Miss Lorrimer?"</p> + +<p>"That poor, hot brownie is my brother, Boris," exclaimed Molly; "and +that little girl is Nell, my sister."</p> + +<p>The lady sat down again; and, Molly's partner coming up to claim her, +she joined in the dance, and forgot the question in Boris's eyes.</p> + +<p>There was a commotion near the entrance door. Hester was seen to move +hastily forward. There was a call for Nan, who, accompanied by her +partner, Little Boy Blue, rushed quickly across the room, and the next +moment a tall, aristocratic-looking man was seen moving up the ball-room +with Hester's hand on his arm. Sir John Thornton had kept his word. He +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[Pg 148]</a></span>had returned in time if not for the whole of Nan's birthday, at least +to see it out.</p> + +<p>The matrons who sat about the room remarked on his appearance, and said +that they had never seen him look better, younger, or more cheerful. +They said what an admirable thing it was for Sir John to have Hester at +home; and, as Sir John himself was the best possible company in society, +he soon made his presence agreeably felt all over the room. In the +Squire's absence he naturally took the part of host; and no one could be +a more polished or charming host than he.</p> + +<p>One of the many delightful features of this great fancy ball was the +presents which the fairy queen was to bestow upon her many subjects at +the end of the festivities. These presents lay piled up in comical +shapes all round her, and helped to form some of the billowy clouds on +which she was supposed to be resting. The poor little fairy queen +certainly looked most charming, and when the moment came for giving away +the presents, she would enjoy herself to the full; but just now she +could not help envying those fairies and brownies, who could jump about +and skip and dance and have a very good time, without being in quite +such a grand position as she was. On the queen fairy's head rested a +spangled crown of light texture. She felt it almost heavy just now, and +murmured to herself in a sentimental voice, "Uneasy lies the head that +wears a crown."</p> + +<p>Boris, with his eyes still full of that unanswered question, came near +and looked at her.</p> + +<p>"Are you having an awfully dull time, Nonie?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's all right," said Nora, who would have scorned to complain.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[Pg 149]</a></span></p><p>"You're going to give us our presents by-and-by."</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"You'll feel jolly and hop o' my thumb, won't you?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'll feel nothing special," replied Nora, who did not wish to +encourage this brownie in his efforts after familiarity.</p> + +<p>"How hot you look, Boris," she said, with a slight laugh.</p> + +<p>"Hot?" echoed Boris. "I'm boiling. It's these abominations of tights. +Nonie, I'd like to tell you something; it's very important, very."</p> + +<p>"You can't possibly tell it to me now, Boris," replied Nora; "don't +attempt to come too near, disarranging my clouds. Oh, what a naughty, +troublesome boy you are; you have trodden upon that piece of white +tarlatan, and it has all got out of shape. Do run away; do leave me +alone."</p> + +<p>Boris scampered off; he had suddenly caught a glimpse of the round, +smooth face of the shepherdess, Molly, in the distance. If he could only +catch her up, she would allow him to whisper in her ear. Nora was always +rather a cross patch, but Molly was kind. Molly would be interested, +even though she was a shepherdess. He trod on some long trains as he +skimmed by. People called him a tiresome child and an awkward little +worry, but he did not heed them; he was gaining on Molly, and Molly +would be sure to listen to him. Everything would be all right when Molly +knew. Now, he had all but reached her, but no, how tiresome—how more +than tiresome—a shepherd came up and held out his crook to Molly, who +held out hers to him, and then they joined hands, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[Pg 150]</a></span>and then they danced +away, away, away, far, very far from Boris and his question.</p> + +<p>He turned round and stamped his pointed shoe in his vexation.</p> + +<p>Nell suddenly came up and touched him.</p> + +<p>"Did you find Molly? Have you told her?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"No, I can't get to her," replied Boris; "she's dancing over there with +that horrid shepherd; he's only Hugh Pierson, and he doesn't look a bit +well. Let's dance by ourselves, Nell; let's forget; 'twasn't nothing but +nonsense, I'm sure."</p> + +<p>"I can't forget," replied Nell.</p> + +<p>"Well, aren't you a little bit hungry? There's lobster and pink +champagne in the supper-room. I'm going in for some; I heard Hugh +Pierson say it was ripping; come and let's have some."</p> + +<p>"I couldn't touch any," said Nell with a little shudder of disgust.</p> + +<p>Boris looked at her and gave vent to the faintest of sighs.</p> + +<p>"While I'm having my lobster, you could eat a jelly, couldn't you?" he +said in the most insinuating of whispers.</p> + +<p>"No, I couldn't; I couldn't touch anything. Go and eat if you want to, +and then come back to me here. I'm going to stand by that window; +perhaps he'll come back and take another peep."</p> + +<p>"It couldn't have been him, Nell; you know it couldn't; he's away in +London, you know."</p> + +<p>"I tell you it was him."</p> + +<p>"Has he brought back my dove, do you think?"</p> + +<p>"No, no; who cares about a dove just now?"</p> + +<p>"Nell, I really do care, and my cage is most <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[Pg 151]</a></span>beautiful and clean. I put +in fresh seed and water only this morning; wasn't it lucky?"</p> + +<p>"Well, the dove hasn't come," said Nell; "you know it was 'perhaps' +about the dove, and about the pony, and about all the jolly +things—you're always forgetting that it was 'perhaps.' There, go and +eat your lobster, and come back to me when you have done; don't drink +too much champagne, or maybe you'll turn giddy. I'll wait here by this +window."</p> + +<p>Boris, looking decidedly depressed, hesitated for a moment; then seeing +that Nell was resolute, he decided that, even if disappointment were in +store, he could all the rest of his life reflect that he had sat up late +and eaten lobster salad for supper. He accordingly sidled away in the +direction of the supper-room, and Nell, with a light movement, sprang on +one of the benches and then into the deep recess of a window. Here, with +her cloudy hair all about her, her little face as white as her dress, +her eyes big and spiritual in the trouble which vaguely stirred her +sensitive soul, she looked out into the night. Her large wings shielded +her little form, and nobody noticed that one fairy was not joining in +the revels.</p> + +<p>"I did see him," murmured Nell; "I saw his face just for a minute; he +pressed it up against the pane and looked in; his hair was all ruffled, +and his eyes, his eyes—oh, the thought of his eyes makes me ache so +badly. Why doesn't he come in? What is he doing out in the garden? I +know he has come back. I know he's not in London; he has come back and +he is in the garden, and we are all so jolly, and he so sad. What is the +matter? Oh, I know quite well; it's <i>perhaps</i>; and the pony, and the +dove, and the rabbits have not come home. Wings—I thought I'd <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[Pg 152]</a></span>be so +happy when I had wings, but I'm just mis'ribble I'm just mis'ribble."</p> + +<p>There was a little noise behind Nell; she turned her head to see Boris +scrambling up into the seat by her side.</p> + +<p>"I had two plates of salad," he began; "'twasn't so very nice, not so +nice as—why, what's the matter, Nell?"</p> + +<p>"Come," said Nell, taking his hand, "quick, jump down, he's under the +oak tree, just where the shadow is thickest; I saw him move; that's him; +let's go to him, Boris; take my hand; let's run to him."</p> + +<p>Boris's hot hand clutched Nell's. They ran quickly along by the +comparatively empty space near the wall, reached the entrance, and flew +swiftly across the moonlit grass.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVII" id="CHAPTER_XVII"></a>CHAPTER XVII.</h2> + +<h3>FAIRY AND BROWNIE.</h3> + + +<p>Perhaps it was not the first time that the moon had looked down on a +fairy and a brownie running across that old, old lawn. No one could say +anything for certain on this point. We all of us have a sort of undying +belief in fairies, so perhaps they did exist once, before our hearts had +grown too cold and our natures too worldly to understand them. Children +know most about them, but even children don't quite believe in them now, +in the good old-fashioned way of long ago.</p> + +<p>A very pretty fairy and brownie were out now. The moon silvered Nell's +wings and put a sort of unearthly radiance into her hair, and Boris, +with his <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[Pg 153]</a></span>bright locks standing almost upright on his head, in his +quaint little costume, with his upturned toes and ruffled hands, looked +quite like a true denizen of fairy land. Certain it is that the man who +stood under the shadow of the oak gave a perceptible start when he saw +the fairy and brownie. For a moment the old belief of his early +childhood flashed through his brain, then he recognised Nell and Boris, +and coming to meet them, he took a hand of each.</p> + +<p>"What is it, father?" exclaimed Boris; "what are you standing out of +doors for? I know it's a very warm night, but we want you dreadfully, +dreadfully, in the house."</p> + +<p>Boris rubbed himself against his father's knee as he spoke. Nell +clutched Squire Lorrimer's other hand, and raising it to her lips, +kissed it passionately. Nell did not speak at all.</p> + +<p>"Come in, father, come in," repeated Boris; "and where's mother, and +what are you doing out here under the oak tree?"</p> + +<p>"Looking at you little people; you make a gay sight," said the Squire.</p> + +<p>In spite of himself, his voice was quite hollow.</p> + +<p>"But why don't you come in?"</p> + +<p>"I'm not coming in; I'm going back to London again to-night."</p> + +<p>"Why, father?" asked Nell, opening her lips for the first time, and +looking at him with great intentness.</p> + +<p>The Squire stooped and lifted Nell into his arms.</p> + +<p>"I did not want you to see me," he said. "I knew you were having your +big party to-night, and I had to come to the Towers on—on business. +What are you trembling for, Nell? You ought not to be out; <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[Pg 154]</a></span>you must run +back to the house at once; why, you are cold, child."</p> + +<p>"I'm <i>not</i> cold, and I <i>will</i> stay and kiss you."</p> + +<p>Nell's arms were pressed tightly round the Squire's neck. Her little +soft lips pressed kiss after kiss on his somewhat grisly cheek.</p> + +<p>Boris, standing on the ground, and looking up at Nell in her fathers +arms, thoroughly realised for the first time that he had gone to useless +trouble in cleaning the dove's cage.</p> + +<p>"Now, Nell, you must be sensible," said her father. "I was obliged to +come to the Towers to-night to—to fetch something. I knew from Molly's +letters that you were going to have a big ball. I thought I'd like to +see how the ball-room looked. We have not had a ball, a very big ball, +in that room since the days of my great-grandmother. My grandmother has +told me about that ball, and about the very window where my +great-grandfather stood when he asked my great-grandmother to be his +wife. He asked her to marry him at that ball, so of course she never +could forget it; and the story of the green dress she wore—apple +green—with her golden locks falling over her shoulders, and the story +of the window where he proposed to her, have been handed down in the +family ever since. To-night, in that same window, the little +great-great-grandchild sat, and looked out, and I saw her; now, you must +run back, Nell. Boris, you run back, too; run and enjoy yourselves; be +happy—God, God bless you."</p> + +<p>"Why don't you come in, father?" asked Boris.</p> + +<p>Nell felt as if she could not say a word. There was so much meaning in +fathers words; there was so much that he said with his eyes, and with +the tight <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[Pg 155]</a></span>pressure of his arms, which the rather commonplace words he +uttered seemed to have nothing to do with. Nell understood, and her +heart ached so, she seemed to be turned dumb.</p> + +<p>The Squire put Nell firmly on the grass.</p> + +<p>"Run in, both of you," he said. "I must go back to the railway station +at once, or I shall miss my train. I am returning to town to-night. Say +nothing of this to anyone until the ball is over, then you may tell +Molly, if you like, that she will probably see her mother to-morrow. +Good night, chicks."</p> + +<p>"Won't we see you to-morrow, father?"</p> + +<p>But the Squire's only reply was to stride softly away under the trees.</p> + +<p>"Why, he's gone," exclaimed Boris with a little cry.</p> + +<p>"Yes. Didn't you know he was going, Boris? What is the use of making a +fuss?" said Nell. She found she could speak quite well again now. "Take +my hand and come back to the house; let's do what he said."</p> + +<p>"Do you think he's put out about anything?" asked Boris. "He seemed +dumpy, like; I couldn't say anything about the dove; I knew it hadn't +come. Do you think father was sad about anything, Nell?"</p> + +<p>"He didn't say he was, did he?" asked Nell.</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Well, let's come back and dance, or people will miss us. Father said we +weren't to say anything until the ball was over, and then only to +Molly."</p> + +<p>"But if Molly goes back to the Grange?"</p> + +<p>"She mustn't; she must stay here. I'll dance with you now, Boris, if you +like."</p> + +<p>The time had sped faster than the children had <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[Pg 156]</a></span>any idea of while they +were out. But the dancing still continued and went on until a late hour. +Then the moment when expectation must yield to a delightful reality +arrived. Towards the end of one of the prettiest figures of the +cotillion, the fairies and brownies assumed new characters. Either a +fairy or a brownie conducted one of the many personages who figured in +the fancy ball up to the fairy queen, who, assisted by a number of +satellites, bestowed upon each a gift carefully selected in advance to +meet the requirements of the special child in question. Each child was +expected to drop on one knee to receive the fairy queen's benediction +with her gift; they then filed one by one into the supper-room, where +refreshments of a particularly ethereal, grateful character awaited +them. This scene really ended the never-to-be-forgotten fancy ball. +Hasty departures followed. Carriages rolled away with many sleepy and +happy little folk, and at last the two carriages which were to convey +Sir John Thornton and his party back to the Grange, appeared.</p> + +<p>Nora was to return with them, and Annie Forest had arranged to specially +attend to her comforts. Molly, who intended to come back to the Towers +in a day or two, was also wrapping a white shawl round her shoulders +preparatory to departure, when a brownie rushed quickly from one of the +ante-rooms, flung his arms round her neck, and whispered in her ear.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Molly, what are you waiting for?" exclaimed Nan. "We're all +perfectly dead with sleep, Boris, you naughty boy; you know you have +nothing whatever to say; what are you keeping Molly for now?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[Pg 157]</a></span></p><p>"I have something to say," replied Boris. "Something most 'portant, I +can tell you." His face flushed with anger; he dragged Molly into the +ante-room.</p> + +<p>"There she is, Nell," he exclaimed; "now you can tell her."</p> + +<p>"What is the matter, Nell, darling?" exclaimed Molly, struck by the +expression on her little sisters face.</p> + +<p>"Molly, Molly," exclaimed Nell, with a sort of gasp in her voice.</p> + +<p>"What is it, Nell, dear? Do speak; they're all waiting for me and I must +go."</p> + +<p>"Oh, must you go? Do stay, do stay; I have something very important to +say; its a message."</p> + +<p>"A message!" exclaimed Molly; anxiety stealing quickly into her voice; +"is it anything about—about father and mother?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes; and nobody else is to know; you will stay?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I'll stay. Wait there a minute, and I'll be back with you."</p> + +<p>Molly ran up to Hester, who was waiting for her in the entrance hall.</p> + +<p>"Good-bye, Hetty," she said, kissing her; "I'm not going back with you."</p> + +<p>"What in the world do you mean, Molly?" exclaimed Hester. "You know you +have promised to stay with us for another day or two, and I want you to +know more of Mrs. Willis, and—why, what's the matter, dear?"</p> + +<p>"Nell is not quite well, I think," replied Molly; "anyhow, I must stay +here to-night; don't say anything to make Nora anxious; good-night."</p> + +<p>"I am afraid, Hester, that we must not keep the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[Pg 158]</a></span>horses waiting any +longer," said Sir John in his most measured tones. "Good-night, Molly, +we shall be pleased to see you at the Grange to-morrow if you can tear +yourself away from domestic cares."</p> + +<p>Hester went away, the carriage door was shut, and a moment later the +last of the visitors had departed.</p> + +<p>Molly rushed back for one moment to Nell.</p> + +<p>"I am here," she said, "but if you have a secret to tell me, I can't +talk to you for the present without exciting the curiosity of the whole +house. Go upstairs and get into bed, and I'll be with you as soon as I +can. I daresay my bed is not ready for me, so I'll sleep with you +to-night."</p> + +<p>A ghost of a smile of pleasure flitted across Nell's face as she glided +away.</p> + +<p>Molly went back to the rest of her brothers and sisters. Jane +Macalister, still true to her Minerva costume, was seated at the supper +table, eating a large slice of cold game pie.</p> + +<p>"I am famished," she said; "it was the most fatiguing thing I ever did, +and the dressmaker has made the sleeves of this horrid dress a great +deal too tight, and the neck chokes me. Now, I hope this is the last +folly of the kind that we shall have here for many a long day. I, for +one, refuse to be laced up in this heathen mythology style again. Now +then, my dears, all of you to bed. Molly, what in the world are you +staying here for? We didn't expect you, and your room isn't ready."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'll sleep with Nell," replied Molly.</p> + +<p>"Very inconsiderate indeed," replied poor Minerva. "Nell's bed is only +large enough for herself, and she's like a feathers weight—with those +dark circles under <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[Pg 159]</a></span>her eyes too. I saw her flying about and absolutely +going out on to the lawn this evening. Nell is a great deal too +excitable, and certainly her sleep ought not to be disturbed."</p> + +<p>"I promise not to disturb it," replied Molly; "you know, Jane, I'm not +an exciting sort of person."</p> + +<p>"No more you are, my dear; but it frets me to have my arrangements put +out by fads. However, off with you to bed now. Dear me, I am famished. +If Minerva felt as I do, I pity her, poor soul. I'll have a glass of +stout; there's nothing like it when you're worn out. Good night, Molly."</p> + +<p>Molly ran eagerly away. She was waylaid by more than one brother and +sister on her way upstairs, but at last she found herself in Nell's +room.</p> + +<p>Nell was sitting on the side of the bed; she had not attempted to +undress.</p> + +<p>"Oh, come, this will never do," said the practical Molly; "why, you're +ready to drop with fatigue, you poor mite. Here, let me undress you, and +you can talk while I'm doing it. Now, what's the trouble?"</p> + +<p>"It's about father."</p> + +<p>"What about him?"</p> + +<p>"He came back to-night; he stood under the oak tree at the end of the +lawn. I saw him first, because he pressed his face up against one of the +windows and looked in, and afterwards he stood under the oak tree; Boris +and I ran out to him."</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes; go on, Nell."</p> + +<p>Molly's fingers were trembling now, but they did not cease their busy +task of unfastening Nell's clothes.</p> + +<p>"Go on," she said; "what did he say, and why, <i>why</i> didn't you call me?"</p> + + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[Pg 160]</a></span></p><p>"Boris tried to catch you up, but you would dance with Hugh Pierson. We +ran out to father and he talked to us. The 'perhaps' has come true, +Molly; oh, Molly, the 'perhaps' has come quite true."</p> + +<p>"How do you know, Nell? Don't tremble so, Nell, dear."</p> + +<p>"Father wouldn't come in," continued Nell, making a brave effort to +recover herself. "He told us about our great-great-grandmother and her +apple-green dress, and he said that he had come back to fetch something, +and that he must return to London to-night; and then he said,'God—God +bless you,' and his voice shook just a tiny bit, and he said that mother +would be home to-morrow, and——"</p> + +<p>"Yes, Nell, and——"</p> + +<p>"Boris said 'Will you come home?' and—but——"</p> + +<p>"What did he say to that?"</p> + +<p>"He said nothing to that; he walked away very soft and quick. Molly, +what does it mean?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know," said Molly. "Now, Nell, you must get into bed. You are +quite cold and shivery. I am going downstairs to fetch you a little hot +wine and water, and then I'll put my arms round you until you sleep."</p> + +<p>Nell was glad to submit to Molly's most comforting ministrations.</p> + +<p>"But I think I do know what it means," murmured the elder girl as she +listened to the gentle breathing of her little sister by-and-by.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[Pg 161]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVIII" id="CHAPTER_XVIII"></a>CHAPTER XVIII.</h2> + +<h3>THE LORRIMERS OF THE TOWERS.</h3> + + +<p>The morning post brought a letter from Mrs. Lorrimer, which set all +curiosity at rest. This letter was addressed to Jane Macalister, who +read it through first, with feverish haste and brows drawn darkly +together, then again straight from the beginning more slowly, and then a +third time, during which she surreptitiously wiped her eyes, and hoped +the children had not seen her do so.</p> + +<p>Jane was seated before the tea equipage at the head of the long +breakfast table. Molly was helping her brothers and sisters to porridge, +cups of milk, and bread and jam, in her usual deft fashion. Jane raised +her eyes and encountered the brown ones of Molly.</p> + +<p>"Well, Jane," said the young girl in a steady voice; "what is the news?"</p> + +<p>"It's for you all to know, my dears," said Jane Macalister in a steady +voice. "Your mother has asked me to break it to you all. It's just a +question whether you shall all hear it together, or whether Molly shall +hear it by herself first. I think Molly must decide that point."</p> + +<p>"I'll hear it with the others," said Molly.</p> + +<p>As she spoke she went and sat down in a vacant chair near Nell.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps it is not such news to Nell and me as you think," she said. +"Anyhow, we are prepared to hear it."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[Pg 162]</a></span></p><p>"It's 'perhaps' come true," said Nell in a faint voice, looking at Molly +with the ghost of a smile.</p> + +<p>"Dear, dear," exclaimed Kitty, "whatever it is, let's out with it. I +don't suppose we are a set of cowards, any of us. I'm going to guess +what it is beforehand; it's that father's mare has broken her knees; +that's about the worst thing that <i>could</i> happen. Father sent for the +mare to London a week ago; don't you remember, Guy, and when he was +riding her in the park she fell and broke her knees; that's it, you +bet."</p> + +<p>"Do shut up," exclaimed Guy.</p> + +<p>"You bet I'm right," replied Kitty, flushed and defiant.</p> + +<p>Under no other possible circumstances would Kitty have dared to say "you +bet" in the presence of Jane Macalister.</p> + +<p>"Well, my dears," said poor Jane, looking round at all the eager faces, +"I'd better read your mother's letter aloud. I've read it three times to +myself, and have got over the choky business; so now I can read it aloud +without breaking down. This is what your mother says, children. If I +stand up, my loves, you'll all hear it better."</p> + +<p>Jane Macalister stood up at the end of the long table. All the children +dropped their spoons, and knives, and forks, as they listened to her.</p> + +<p>"<span class="smcap">My Dear Jane</span>," she began.</p> + +<p>Here she paused.</p> + +<p>"Your mother and I," she said, "have been Jane and Lucy to each other +ever since we were children."</p> + +<p>"Who cares about that rot now?" murmured angry Kitty. Harry gave her a +pinch which make her scream.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[Pg 163]</a></span></p><p>"You shut up," she said back to him. "I must say something or I'll +'splode."</p> + +<p>"<span class="smcap">My Dear Jane</span>," continued the governess,</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"I must ask you to break the news as you best can to the poor +children. The Squire and I have done all that lay in the power of +mortals to avert the blow. But it has been God's will that we +should not succeed. You can tell Molly by-and-by how it is that her +dear father has got into such terrible money difficulties, but now +the all-important thing for the children to know is this.... The +Towers is sold, and we must all go away from the dear home we have +loved so long. The Squire is terribly upset, and cannot bring +himself to come back just at once, but I am returning to-morrow. +There is nothing for us now but to bear up and make the best of +things. It is not so hard on any of us as it is on the +Squire.—Believe me, dear Jane, your affectionate friend,</p></div> + +<div class="blockquot2"><p>"<span class="smcap">Lucy Lorrimer</span>."</p></div> + +<p>There was dead silence after the letter had been read. Then quite +suddenly the terrible and unexpected sound of Nell's weeping filled the +room.</p> + +<p>"Oh, father," sobbed Nell. "Oh, father's face; oh, father's face."</p> + +<p>She hid her head on Molly's shoulder and moaned in the most +broken-hearted way. Boris, too, looked very pale. He remembered the +pressure of the hand which had held his the night before. He heard the +words which were commonplace enough, once again, and he saw the haggard +lines round the lips and round the kindly eyes.</p> + +<p>Boris slipped away from his own side of the table. He went up to Nell +and began to kiss her.</p> + +<p>"I know," he said. "I understand. I saw him, too; but he'll be all right +by-and-by. It's like a big battle, but he'll not flinch; father's made +of the stuff that soldiers have in them. He'll be all right by-and-by."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[Pg 164]</a></span></p><p>"I wish you'd let me look at that letter, Jane Macalister," said Guy.</p> + +<p>Guy was the heir of the Towers. It was his property and all his future, +which that letter seemed suddenly to deprive him of. He was the last boy +in the world to think first of himself; but now his head did feel a +little dizzy. If, it seemed to him up to this moment, there was a solid +fact in all the world, it was that in due time he should step into his +father's shoes and become Squire Lorrimer of the Towers.</p> + +<p>Molly instantly understood the tone of Guy's voice. She started up, and +going to Jane took the letter; then she went to Guy, and put her arm +round his neck.</p> + +<p>"Let's come into the garden and read it together," she said.</p> + +<p>He stumbled up and went with her as if he were blind. They went out +through the open window and down the lawn, and Molly read the letter +aloud once again.</p> + +<p>"Well, it's all up," she said when she had finished. "I have been +expecting it for a long time—a long time; haven't you, Guy?"</p> + +<p>"No," answered Guy. "That's the awful part to me; it's such a sudden +blow. I knew, of course, there were money difficulties; but, then, +somehow or other, most fellows' fathers seem to have got them; and I was +so busy with my books and keeping ahead of the other fellows in form +that I didn't fret specially. I never wanted to think of myself +specially; but sometimes the thought used to cross my mind that there +might be a difficulty about my going to Cambridge by-and-by, and, of +course, I knew that Eton <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[Pg 165]</a></span>was quite out of the question; but that was +the worst, the very worst, that I thought could happen to me, and +now—now."</p> + +<p>"Poor Guy," said Molly. "You'll never be Squire Lorrimer of the Towers."</p> + +<p>"Oh, of course, that doesn't matter," said Guy, in a would-be careless +tone. "They can never take my real birthright from me. I'm the son of a +gentleman, and I come of the real old stock. It's thinking of father +that floors me, though, Molly. Why, this will just kill him."</p> + +<p>"I'm awfully anxious about him," said Molly.</p> + +<p>"How did he contrive to get into a scrape of this sort? I'm sure we +never were extravagant; we didn't care a bit what we wore nor what we +ate; and I know the grammar school at Nortonbury is cheap enough, and I +really don't think Jane Macalister gets ten pounds a year. I'm sure she +never has a new rag to her back; and as to you girls, of course I'm not +blind; but if you were dressed like other fellows' sisters, you and Nora +would look far and away the prettiest girls in the place."</p> + +<p>"No, no, that's humbug," said downright Molly. "I'm not a bit pretty, +and what's more I don't want to be. Of course, Nora is different. I +acknowledge that she has a beautiful face."</p> + +<p>"And you acknowledge another thing," said Guy; "that very little money +has been spent. How in the world has father got into this scrape?"</p> + +<p>"Well, of course, we can't understand that," said Molly; "only I think I +can guess a little bit. Of course, these are bad times for all +landlords, and half the farmers don't pay their rents properly; and you +remember, Guy, last autumn, the lease of the Sunny <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[Pg 166]</a></span>Side farm fell in, +and father hasn't been able to let it since, because the whole place is +so fearfully out of repair that no one will take it until it is put in +order; but the real thing which has made it necessary to sell the Towers +is, that father went security a long time ago for a very large sum of +money, and all the other sureties have died or lost their money, and so +father has to pay. I know there was a great fear of that, because mother +told me of it more than a year ago. She said that father always +intended, if the worst came, to try and borrow the money. I suppose he +has failed to do so, and that must be the reason why the Towers has to +be sold."</p> + +<p>"It's a bad business," said Guy, "and I can't realise it a bit yet; of +course we young ones must be as plucky as we can about it, that goes +without saying, but I can't take it in yet. I'm glad it's holiday time, +and I needn't go to school. I couldn't face the other fellows just for a +bit."</p> + +<p>"I know you'll be splendid about it, Guy darling," said Molly looking +affectionately at her brother; "and now do you mind coming with me to +the Grange, for, of course, poor Nonie must be told? We won't stay there +long, for we must do what we can to help mother when she comes home."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I'll come with you," said Guy; "we'd best start at once, it's not +too early."</p> + +<p>"Stay where you are, then, for a moment," said Molly. "I'll run into the +house and tell them we are going."</p> + +<p>She went back to the breakfast-room, where an animated conversation was +going on.</p> + +<p>Nell was lying on a sofa with a shawl over her, and Jane Macalister was +sitting by her side and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[Pg 167]</a></span>holding her hand. Harry, Boris, and Kitty were +standing in a little knot by the open window eagerly discussing a +subject which was causing them intense pain, and obliging them to use +many bickering words. They were feverishly anxious about the removal of +their several pets.</p> + +<p>"I know the big rabbit will die," exclaimed Boris. "Unless we can take +the hutch which is built into the wall he'll die. He never will sleep +anywhere except in that one corner of his hutch. It makes him ill, I +know it does, to sleep anywhere else. He'll die if he's moved."</p> + +<p>"No he won't die," said Kitty roundly; "rabbits have got no souls, and +you can't be affectionate and fond of a thing if you haven't got a +soul."</p> + +<p>"Oh, what a lie," interrupted Harry; "and you mean to tell me that my +dormice aren't fond of me, and that they don't prefer me to you—you +clumsy monkey."</p> + +<p>Kitty looked nonplussed for a moment.</p> + +<p>"That's only because you feed them," she said then. "If you didn't feed +them, they'd love me just as well. Ah, yah; who's right? You can't +answer me now, can you? It's only cupboard-love animals have got, and +that proves that they have no souls."</p> + +<p>"It seems to me," said Harry, in a would-be sarcastic voice, "that very +much the same thing may be said of some girls. Who caught you stealing a +peach a week ago? Ha, ha, Miss Kitty."</p> + +<p>"Oh, for pity's sake, children, don't quarrel," exclaimed Molly.</p> + +<p>"That's what I'm telling 'em," said Boris in a tearful voice; "and I +think my big rabbit <i>has</i> a soul, and I'm awful 'feared it will kill him +if he leaves his corner of the hutch."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[Pg 168]</a></span></p><p>"Jane," interrupted Molly, "Guy and I are going over to the Grange to +tell poor Nora about mother's letter, but we'll both be home before +mother returns."</p> + +<p>"Very well, my dear," replied Jane Macalister. "You'd better not have +Nora back, though, Molly, for she's quite certain not to be sensible +about matters, and that's the only thing left to us now. For heaven's +sake, I say, let us keep our senses and not give way to sentiment at a +crisis like this. Go, my dear; tell her that she must take it in a +quiet, matter-of-fact way, and not consider herself in the very least. +The Squire and your mother, and Guy are the three victims; the rest of +us are of no consequence; go, Molly."</p> + +<p>Jane blew her nose very hard after uttering this oration, and there were +suspicious red rims round her eyes.</p> + +<p>Molly joined Guy, and they started on their walk to the Grange.</p> + +<p>Guy had now quite got over the stunned feeling which oppressed him. +There was a great deal of grit in all the Lorrimers, and Guy and Molly +had both even a larger amount of this most valuable quality than the +younger children. The ground, therefore, no longer swam under the brave +boy's feet, and Molly, now that she was obliged to act, and now that she +knew exactly what was going to happen, felt really less unhappy than +before the blow had fallen.</p> + +<p>It was little after ten o clock when the children reached the Grange. +They found Hester and Annie out in the garden picking flowers, and Nora, +looking very happy and very pretty in her new pink cambric, was lying +under a shady tree on the lawn.</p> + +<p>"Hullo, what have you come over so early for?" <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[Pg 169]</a></span>she asked of the two, +as, dusty and hot, they came up to her side. Mrs. Willis was sitting +near Nora, and reading aloud to her. Nora felt immensely flattered by +her attentions, and yet at the same time not absolutely at home with +her. Mrs. Willis could read character at a glance. She had taken an +immense fancy to Molly, and pitied Nora without admiring her.</p> + +<p>"She is a shallow little thing," she murmured to herself. "Pretty, of +course, but nothing will ever make her either great or wise. Sweet Molly +is one of the angels of the world."</p> + +<p>She rose now to greet the brother and sister as they approached. The +trouble round Guy's handsome eyes was not lost upon her. Poor Molly +looked untidy, and quite worn and old.</p> + +<p>"Oh, how the ball has fagged you!" exclaimed Nora; "see how fresh I am, +and kind Mrs. Willis is reading me a charming story."</p> + +<p>"I won't read any more at present, my dear," said Mrs. Willis, "as no +doubt your brother and sister want to talk to you."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm sure they don't," said Nora; "they can't have anything at all +particular to say, and I am so immensely interested. I want to know how +Lucile conquered her difficulties with the French grammar. I have such a +fellow feeling for her, for I always detest grammar. Please, Mrs. +Willis, don't go away."</p> + +<p>"I'll come back presently," said Mrs. Willis; she crossed the lawn as +she spoke, leaving the fascinating book open on Nora's sofa.</p> + +<p>"How tiresome of you both to come and interrupt," said Nora in her +crossest tone. "Molly, you look positively dishevelled; and Guy, you +needn't <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[Pg 170]</a></span>wear those worn-out tennis shoes when you come to the Grange. +You really, neither of you, have the least idea of what is due to our +position."</p> + +<p>"Our position be hanged," growled Guy. "Look here, we have come to say +something, and as it's particularly unpleasant, you had better listen as +quietly as you can."</p> + +<p>"Then I'm sure I don't want to hear it; I hate and detest unpleasant +things. You know I do, don't you, Molly?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, darling," said Molly, kneeling down by her; "but sometimes bad +things must come and we must be brave and bear them."</p> + +<p>She knelt down by Nora as she spoke, and laid her hot, and not too clean +hand, on Nora's pretty fresh sleeve.</p> + +<p>"I do think its unkind of you to rumple up my frock like that," said +Nora; "if you don't care to look nice, I do, and if you've got +unpleasant news, you shouldn't tell it to me; for the doctor says that +I'm not to be worried at present. I'm getting well nicely, but I'll be +thrown back awfully if I'm worried."</p> + +<p>"That can't be helped," said Guy in a firm voice. "Sometimes unpleasant +things have to be borne. It's no worse for you than for the others."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Nonie, Nonie," sobbed Molly, burying her head on her sister's +shoulder; "it's this, it's this: Guy, you mustn't be cruel; remember she +is weak. Nora, darling, we wouldn't tell you if we could help it, but +you must know, because everyone else will know. The Towers is sold. The +dear old home is ours no longer. We are not the Lorrimers of the Towers +any more."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[Pg 171]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIX" id="CHAPTER_XIX"></a>CHAPTER XIX.</h2> + +<h3>TOPSY-TURVEY.</h3> + + +<p>While Guy and Molly were in vain endeavouring to comfort Nora, who, +after uttering shriek after shriek, closed her eyes and lay perfectly +still, so much so, that Molly thought for a moment that she had fainted, +Sir John Thornton left his own private study, where he had been busily +writing letters, and stepping out on the lawn, approached the spot where +Hester and Annie, in their cool white dresses, were picking flowers to +replenish the vases in the different sitting-rooms. The girls made a +pretty picture, and Sir John always admired beauty in any form and under +any guise.</p> + +<p>"Really, Hester is becoming quite distinguished looking," he said to +himself; "she inherits a good deal of her mother's grace, and although +she will never be exactly pretty, she is very aristocratic in +appearance. She has a good figure, too—graceful and lithe. Even beside +Miss Forest, who is a regular beauty of the piquant gipsy order, she +quite shows to advantage. Presently we may be able to get her presented, +and, if necessary, we must have a house in town for three months in the +season. (I shall detest it, but Laura says it is inevitable.) Yes, I'm +sure I have done right. Hester is such a sensible girl that she will +probably be glad of my news; yes, it is evidently my duty to take Hester +into society, and Laura is just the woman to take all the care and worry +off my hands. I should never have thought of marrying <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[Pg 172]</a></span>again if it were +not for Hester and Nan, but no one can say that I shirk a father's +duties. Now I must break it to Hetty, for Laura says she will be here on +Saturday. I would rather she did not bring her daughter with her, but +she evidently has not the least intention of coming anywhere without +Antonia. Dear, dear, I hope Hester will be sensible. I don't want a bad +quarter of an hour."</p> + +<p>Sir John had now reached the two girls. He had quite forgotten his +dislike to Annie, and smiling at her, asked her in his gracious way why +she did not offer him a rosebud.</p> + +<p>She picked one at once, and he got her to place it in his button-hole.</p> + +<p>"Thank you," he said with a smile; "your taste is admirable, and now I +have a favour to ask of you."</p> + +<p>"Granted, of course," said Annie with a smile.</p> + +<p>"I want to deprive you of Hetty's company for a quarter of an hour. I +have some domestic matters to discuss with my fair housekeeper."</p> + +<p>"You can arrange the flowers, Annie," called Hester, dropping her basket +as she spoke, and going up to her fathers side.</p> + +<p>He drew her hand through his arm and they walked across the lawn +together.</p> + +<p>"I have just been admiring you and your friend," he said. "Do you know, +Hester, that you really grow very nice looking."</p> + +<p>Hester flushed with a strange mingling of irritation and elation.</p> + +<p>To be praised by her fastidious father was something to be remembered, +but she always shrank from having her personal appearance commented +upon.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[Pg 173]</a></span></p><p>Sir John turned round now and smiled into her blushing face.</p> + +<p>"Come down this shady walk with me," he said. "I have a good deal to +talk over with you. Hester, you and Nan have always found me a kind, +indulgent father, have you not?"</p> + +<p>"You have been very good to us," replied Hester.</p> + +<p>"Oh, perhaps not so good as some fathers, but good according to my +lights, eh?"</p> + +<p>"You have been very good to us," repeated Hester.</p> + +<p>"And you are a good, dear daughter," replied Sir John, with almost +enthusiasm; "you never complain of the dull life I give you at the +Grange."</p> + +<p>"The life is not dull, father."</p> + +<p>"My dear, my dear," Sir John patted Hester's long slim fingers as they +rested on his arm, "I was young once myself and I know what youth wants, +and I have seen other girls, and I know what my girl requires. Hester, I +am not unmindful of you; and the step—the step I am about to take is +taken not wholly, but mainly, on your account and Nan's."</p> + +<p>Hester suddenly withdrew her hand from Sir John's arm. A kind of +intuition told her what was coming. Like a flash a sword seemed to +pierce right through her heart. She had a memory of her mother, of the +loving eyes now closed—the voice so full of sympathy now silent. Was +her mother to be supplanted and because of her? For once passion got the +upper hand of prudence.</p> + +<p>"Do it," she said, suddenly flashing round upon Sir John; "do it, +certainly, if you wish, but do not do it for Nan's sake and mine. +Nothing in all the wide world could pain us more."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[Pg 174]</a></span></p><p>Sir John looked as astonished as if Hester had suddenly slapped him in +the face.</p> + +<p>"Your words are extremely vigorous, my dear," he said in a voice of ice; +"and I am not aware that I have yet told you what I mean to do."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know, I know," answered Hester; "you are going to marry again. +Oh, don't do it for our sakes; that is all I have to say."</p> + +<p>Sir John was quite silent for nearly a minute. Then he said quietly: "As +you have been so clever as to guess my intention, you have of course +saved me the trouble of breaking my news to you. Young girls sometimes +resent the presence of a stepmother, but as a rule they appreciate the +advantage of one when once they have become accustomed to the change. +The lady who has honoured me by promising to accept my hand is Mrs. +Bernard Temple. She is about my own age and has one daughter of +seventeen—your age, Hester—whose name is Antonia. I have not yet seen +Antonia, but I am told that she is a most charming, ladylike girl. Mrs. +Bernard Temple has written to me to say she will come here on a visit on +Saturday with Antonia. This is Thursday, and I expect you, Hester, in +the meantime, to break the news to Nan, and to get everything ready for +the honoured guests who will then arrive. I expect this is a surprise to +you, my dear, so I forgive the excited words you have just made use of. +You will doubtless have reason to rejoice yet at my decision. You are +too young to be at the head of a great establishment like this, Hetty. I +am doing wisely in removing such a burden from such young shoulders."</p> + +<p>"I have never felt it a burden," said Hester in a choked voice.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[Pg 175]</a></span></p><p>"No; you have been good, very good, and now you will reap your reward. +My marriage will probably take place in October, and my wife and I will +return to the Grange for Christmas. Next season we shall probably have a +house in town, when my dear Laura will present you and Antonia at one of +the drawing-rooms."</p> + +<p>Hester made no remark.</p> + +<p>"I think that is all, my love," said Sir John; "you can now return to +your friends. I have several letters to attend to."</p> + +<p>"May I tell Mrs. Willis, and—and the others?" asked Hester.</p> + +<p>"You may tell everyone; it is no secret."</p> + +<p>Sir John took out his cigar case as he spoke, and Hester, with a sinking +heart, turned away.</p> + +<p>Annie, full of trouble on her account, dreading inexpressibly the moment +when Mrs. Willis should ask her for the ring, was sauntering up and +down, lost in anxious thought in front of the house.</p> + +<p>She caught sight of Hester coming slowly towards her.</p> + +<p>"Good gracious, Hetty, whatever is the matter?" she exclaimed. "I never +saw your pale face with peonies on it before, and your eyes look as if +you had been crying. I cannot imagine what has come to everyone," +continued Annie; "the whole place seems to be in a ferment. Nora, I +know, has been crying about something, and Molly's face looks positively +blotchy."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I should like to see Molly; is she here?" exclaimed Hester.</p> + +<p>"Yes, she's on the lawn talking to Nora, and Guy is with them, and Mrs. +Willis joined them half an <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[Pg 176]</a></span>hour ago. I was running up to them, but Nora +shrieked out to me to keep away. What can be the matter? There seems to +be an earthquake everywhere."</p> + +<p>"So there is as far as I am concerned," replied Hester. "There is an +awful earthquake, and I don't know at the present moment whether I am +standing on my head or my heels."</p> + +<p>"Dear me, you are on your heels," replied Annie; "but you look rather +top-heavy, so do be careful."</p> + +<p>"My father is going to marry again in October," continued Hester, "and +my future stepmother is coming here on Saturday, and there is a girl +called Antonia coming with her—her daughter, and—and Antonia will live +at the Grange in the future, and Annie, I cannot realise it; oh, Annie, +I cannot bear it."</p> + +<p>"You poor darling," said Annie. She put her arm round Hester's neck and +kissed her hot cheeks.</p> + +<p>"What a horrid old man Sir John is," murmured Annie to herself; "what in +the world is he making a goose of himself for?"</p> + +<p>Aloud she said in a faint voice, "Oh, I am bitterly sorry for you. I +don't know what I'd do to my dear old rough-and-ready father if he dared +to give me another mother. And Hetty, Hetty, if these new people are +coming on Saturday, must I go away?"</p> + +<p>"No, of course not, Annie; it would make me much more wretched even than +I am now not to have you in the house; oh, I really don't know how I +dare tell Nan; she is so excitable, and Mrs. Martin has put her against +stepmothers already."</p> + +<p>"It doesn't matter half as much for her," said Annie, "for she will be +at school most of the time. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[Pg 177]</a></span>Would you like me to tackle her? I think I +can get her to behave with outward propriety at least."</p> + +<p>"I wish you would tell her," said Hester.</p> + +<p>"Very well, I'll search for her right away; and shall I send Molly to +you?"</p> + +<p>"Dear Molly; yes, I'd rather see her than anyone."</p> + +<p>"I'll fly round and tell her you're here," replied Annie.</p> + +<p>She had now a reason for joining the group on the lawn, which not even +Nora's frantic wavings of the hand to her to keep away could prevent her +attending to.</p> + +<p>"Molly," she said, not coming too near, but shouting from a little +distance; "Hester is on the lawn at the back of the house and wants +particularly to see you for a minute or two."</p> + +<p>Molly stood up and shook out her crumpled holland frock.</p> + +<p>"Very well," she said, "I'll go to her."</p> + +<p>"Stay here, Guy," she continued, laying her hand on her brother's +shoulder. "I won't stay long with Hetty, but she would think it unkind +if I did not tell her. I wonder if she has heard anything. I won't be +long away, for we must go back to the Towers before lunch, in order to +be sure to be in time to meet mother."</p> + +<p>Molly went slowly away, her poor dejected little figure showing only too +plainly the weight of sad care which filled her heart.</p> + +<p>Hester Thornton was, however, for once so self-centred that she could +think of no sorrow but her own. She noticed nothing particular in +Molly's lagging step, and guessed of no special sorrow in her +tear-dimmed brown eyes.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[Pg 178]</a></span></p><p>Hester ran up to Molly and clutched her arm with feverish force.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Molly," she gasped, "how can I bear it? my worst, worst fears are +realised. My father is going to marry again."</p> + +<p>These words gave Molly a shock; she turned quite white for a moment.</p> + +<p>"Hester," she said, "oh, Hester, and I remember your mother, your sweet +mother. I was only a very little girl when I saw her last. She was ill +at the time and she died soon afterwards, but I cannot forget her face +nor her words; she seemed something like an angel."</p> + +<p>"So she was," said Hester. "A beautiful, dear angel—too good for this +world."</p> + +<p>Hester's courage gave way; she began to sob brokenly.</p> + +<p>"Come into the field at the back of the house," said Molly; "we'll be +quite alone there, and then you can tell me everything and I can tell +you everything."</p> + +<p>"Oh, have you bad news too?" said Hester. "Annie seemed to think you +had; she said your face was blotchy, and that Nora had been crying. Oh, +Molly dear, Molly dear, how selfish I am; I have been absolutely +swallowed up in this dark cloud, and can think of no one but myself. I +notice now how red your eyes are, and how sad your mouth. Poor, dear +Molly, what is it? Is Nell really ill? Was that why you did not come +back with us last night?"</p> + +<p>"It isn't Nell," said Molly in a trembling voice; "it's—Hester—it's +what we feared. We had a letter from mother this morning, and it's all +over—it's all over, Hetty—the Towers is sold."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[Pg 179]</a></span></p><p>"And my father is going to marry again," said Hester; "it seems to me as +if the world were turning topsy-turvey. Oh, Molly, what are we both to +do?"</p> + +<p>"Jane Macalister would say that we are not to think of ourselves," said +Molly with a wan attempt at a smile, "but somehow I don't feel like +following her advice just at present."</p> + +<p>"Nor I either," replied Hester; "I never, never in the whole course of +my life felt more horrid and wicked, and rebellious, and selfish."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XX" id="CHAPTER_XX"></a>CHAPTER XX.</h2> + +<h3>THE NEW OWNERS.</h3> + + +<p>It is surprising how soon, at least when we are young, the greater +number of us get accustomed to things. The news of the sale of the +Towers, and of Sir John Thornton's approaching marriage, had electrified +the Lorrimers and the Thorntons on Thursday. Had electrified them to +such a degree that even the common observances of life seemed queer and +out of place. It seemed wrong to eat when one was hungry; inhuman to +smile; and even when one was sleepy, it seemed necessary to go to bed +with a sort of apology. Nevertheless, the hungry people had to be fed, +smiles had now and then to chase away tears, and in youthful slumber +sorrow was for a time forgotten.</p> + +<p>By Saturday life was going on much as usual in the two households. The +Lorrimers were not to leave the Towers for six weeks. There was no +immediate necessity, therefore, for the younger members <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[Pg 180]</a></span>of the +household to think about moving the pets. Six weeks seemed something +like for ever to them. The anxious consultations of the elders were not +shared by them. Mother had come home, and mother kissed them just as +tenderly as ever at night, and petted them just as much in the morning, +and coddled them just as persistently when there was the least scrap of +anything the matter. Whenever they went away, mother would go with them, +and that, after all, was the main thing. In their secret hearts, they +became rather excited about the move, the packing, and the new home. +Boris, it is true, sometimes woke at night with a start and a hot +remembrance of the clutch the Squire had given his hand when he stood +under the oak tree, and Nell sobbed out piteously once or twice, "Oh, +father's face, oh, father's face;" but father was not with them and +mother was, and the sun rose and set as usual, and the fruit ripened in +great plenty, and the pets were all well, and it was holiday time, and +mother earth was specially tranquilising and kind. By Saturday, Boris, +Kitty, and Nell were to all appearance just as they were before, and +even the elder members of the family behaved, as Jane Macalister +expressed it, "like sensible Christians."</p> + +<p>In the Thornton household, too, the first overwhelming shock of Sir +John's approaching marriage had passed by. Nan had stormed and raged, +and flung her arms round nurse's neck, and sobbed herself at last to +sleep on her breast, but Nan's passion was over now, and she was even a +little curious to see what sort of woman Mrs. Bernard Temple was, and +what sort of girl Antonia would be. Hester, whether her heart was heavy +or light, was forced to attend to many household cares, and Annie was +happy once <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[Pg 181]</a></span>more, for Mrs. Willis had not yet asked her for the ring. +Mrs. Willis had yielded to Hester's strong entreaties to remain at the +Grange until Monday. She was deeply interested in the Lorrimers, and was +most anxious to help Molly in any way in her power; she was also +desirous of seeing Hetty through the difficult ordeal of her first +introduction to her future stepmother; she resolved, therefore, at some +personal sacrifice, to prolong her visit at the Grange for a few days. +No events less absorbing would have made her forget the ring. The +exciting events of Thursday had, however, put it completely out of her +head. On Friday, it is true, she did think of it, but Annie was not +present at the time, and she now resolved not to trouble herself to have +the ring copied, but to buy another present for her ex-pupil.</p> + +<p>Annie knew nothing of this intention, but delay had made her bold, and, +as usual, she had great faith in her own good luck.</p> + +<p>On Saturday morning Sir John contributed vastly to the excitement and +interest of the party by a certain piece of news which he read aloud to +them from a letter he had just received from Mrs. Bernard Temple.</p> + +<p>"My dear Hester," he said, looking down the length of the table at his +daughter, "did not you once tell me that you had a schoolfellow at +Lavender House of the name of Susan Drummond?"</p> + +<p>"Sleepy Susy," exclaimed Hester with a smile. "I had almost forgotten +her, although she managed to worry me a good deal at school. She was my +room-mate for the first couple of terms. Oh, dear, oh, dear, shall I +ever forget the trouble we used to have to wake her?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[Pg 182]</a></span></p><p>"She left Lavender House a good many years ago; what of her?" exclaimed +Mrs. Willis; "the fact is, I have quite lost sight of her."</p> + +<p>"And so have I," said Hester; "frankly, I did not care about remembering +her."</p> + +<p>"Well, whether you like it or not, you are likely to hear a good deal +more of her now," said Sir John, "for Susan's father is the new owner of +the Towers, and Mrs. Bernard Temple wants to know if she may bring Susan +as well as Antonia to-day, as Susan is naturally most anxious to see her +new home. Have we a vacant bedroom, Hester?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes," replied Hester, "but it seems——"</p> + +<p>"What, my dear?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing, father—only—but——"</p> + +<p>"But me no buts," replied Sir John in a tone of irritation. "Nothing can +be more natural than a young girl's wish to see her future home. I shall +telegraph to Mrs. Bernard Temple to let her know that we shall be +pleased to give Miss Drummond a hearty welcome."</p> + +<p>Sir John rose from his chair as he spoke, and a moment later left the +room.</p> + +<p>"Poor Nora," exclaimed Hester, when the door had closed behind him. +"Susy is certain to say something to hurt her dreadfully, for unless she +has tremendously altered, I never saw a creature with less tact."</p> + +<p>"We must hope for the best," said Mrs. Willis. "I am rather glad, my +dear," she added, "that I am here, for I think Miss Susy will be on her +best behaviour in my presence."</p> + +<p>"Well, I think it's the most awful thing that ever happened," exclaimed +Nan. "Fancy having a sleepy <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[Pg 183]</a></span>thing like that at the Towers, instead of +Nell and Kitty and Boris."</p> + +<p>The girls discussed the matter a little further, and then Hester went +away to attend to Nora.</p> + +<p>The shock of Molly's intelligence had really affected Nora to an almost +painful degree. Her nerves had been terribly shaken by her serious fall, +and she was so restless and miserable for the first twenty-four hours +after the stunning blow had been given to her that the beloved Towers +was no longer her home, that a doctor had to be sent for, who ordered +her a soothing draught, and said that she ought to be kept extremely +quiet.</p> + +<p>By this time, however, Nora was not only better, but much interested in +the strange new outlook. She had found her life often dull enough in the +dear old home—for it was by this term she now invariably spoke of the +Towers—she had longed to flutter her little wings in a larger and gayer +world—she had fancied the small triumphs which might be hers, and had +believed much in the charms of her own pretty face. She had dreamed +dreams of herself in society, and felt sure that the fact of her being a +Lorrimer of the Towers would insure her a passport into any circle. Now, +of course, matters would be different, but still the new life must be, +at least, more interesting than the old. It would be impossible any +longer to have nothing to do in the day except to learn rather +old-fashioned lessons under the tutorship of Jane Macalister, to +contrive to dress out of almost nothing at all, and to listen for ever +to Molly's slow talk about ways and means, and the children's chatter +over their pets. Nora looked ahead with interest. She was sorry for +Hester, of course, but she thought it would <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[Pg 184]</a></span>be very delightful to meet +Mrs. Bernard Temple and Antonia, and even the news that Susan Drummond +was coming, and that Susy's father was now the owner of the Towers, +scarcely disturbed her equanimity.</p> + +<p>"It's very kind of you to break it to me, Hetty," she said; "but of +course I knew that someone had bought the Towers, and why not Mr. +Drummond as well as another?"</p> + +<p>"Why not, truly," replied Hester; "I am glad you are so sensible, Nora. +I'll send Annie to you as soon as ever I can. Now I must run away, as +there is a great deal to be done."</p> + +<p>"How pale you look," said Nora, touched with a feeling of compunction at +an indescribable something in Hester's face and voice. "Are you really, +really fretting?"</p> + +<p>"No, I hope not," replied Hester; "but I am really, really fighting, and +that is hard work; now I must be off."</p> + +<p>She left the room in a hurry, and as she went away to interview the +housekeeper, some tears gathered in her eyes.</p> + +<p>"Dear, dear Molly," she murmured to herself; "how very different she is +from Nora; oh, how I wish Susy was not going to be settled at the +Towers, it seems to be quite the last straw. 'As well Mr. Drummond as +another,' says Nora; ah, but she would not say that if she really knew +Susy."</p> + +<p>The remaining hours which were to intervene before the arrival of the +guests passed swiftly by. Sir John went alone in the landau to +Nortonbury to meet them. An omnibus was sent for the luggage and for +Mrs. Bernard Temple's and Miss Drummond's <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[Pg 185]</a></span>maids. Nan, flushed, excited, +and defiant, stood in her white dress on the steps; Hester, also in +white, stood by her little sister and held her hand with a firm +pressure.</p> + +<p>"Keep quiet, Nan—do keep quiet, for my sake," she whispered once in an +emphatic voice.</p> + +<p>"I'll vent it on Susy Drummond," exclaimed Nan: "she's the safety valve; +I'm glad she's coming."</p> + +<p>"Here they are," said Hester. She felt herself turning very pale, and +laid her other hand on Nan's shoulder. The sound of wheels was +distinctly audible, and the next moment the landau with its four +occupants bowled rapidly up to the door. Mrs. Bernard Temple was all +smiles and bows. She was a graceful, well-preserved woman, handsomely +and fashionably dressed. Although the same age as Sir John, she looked +years younger. Antonia was a dark-eyed, sallow-faced girl, difficult to +say anything about at the first glance, and Susy Drummond was the +well-known Susy Drummond of Lavender House. A little taller, a little +fatter, a little more sleepy-looking, if that were possible, than she +used to be in the old days, but still the Susy whom Hester had detested, +and whose departure from the school was hailed with relief by everyone.</p> + +<p>Before anyone else could speak she now raised her full, light blue eyes, +fixed them on Hester, and drawled out, "Who would have thought of seeing +you again, Prunes and Prism?"</p> + +<p>Hester ran down the steps accompanied by Nan. There was a confused +murmur of greeting and introduction. Mrs. Bernard Temple kissed Hester +on her forehead, called her "dear child," and looked into her eyes in a +way which made Hester long to shut them, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[Pg 186]</a></span>patted Nan on her shoulder and +hoped she was a good, obliging little girl, and then, followed by +Antonia and Susy, who dropped a succession of wraps the whole way, +entered one of the drawing rooms.</p> + +<p>"My dear John, what a perfectly <i>charming</i> room," exclaimed Mrs. Bernard +Temple, turning to her future husband and glancing down the long room +with a critical eye. "Furniture just a <i>little</i> out of date—not enough +Chippendale—old-fashioned, but not antique—we'll soon put that right, +however. Antonia has a wonderful eye for colour. You see, she has been +trained in an atelier in Paris."</p> + +<p>The faintest perceptible frown might have been seen between Sir John's +eyebrows. He took no special notice of Mrs. Bernard Temple's remark, but +walking up the long and exquisitely proportioned room flung open some +French windows which led into a flower garden, gay with every imaginable +flower. There was a distant and very lovely view from this window.</p> + +<p>"I think you will admire the landscape from this window," he said, +turning and speaking with an air of great deference to his distinguished +guest.</p> + +<p>"In one moment, my love," she replied. "Antonia, what do you think of +old gold curtains, and one of those dark olive-green papers for the +walls? This light decoration is absolutely inadmissible."</p> + +<p>"Old gold is quite out of date," replied Antonia, opening her lips for +the first time. "I'm sick of old gold, it's not <i>chic</i> now. I'll look +through some of my antique designs and sketch my idea of a drawing-room +for you presently, mother; now pray attend to Sir John."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Bernard Temple favoured her daughter with <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[Pg 187]</a></span>a glance which was +returned in a very frank and determined manner by that young lady. She +then sailed slowly up the room and condescended to admire the view +pointed out by Sir John.</p> + +<p>Hester was standing near one of the windows talking to Susy, who had +already sunk into an easy chair, and was fanning herself with an +enormous black fan which hung at her girdle. Antonia, after a moment's +hesitation, came up to Hester.</p> + +<p>"I'm very sorry we have come," she said, "but it really is not my fault. +Mother is in a state of flutter at having caught Sir John. I'm disgusted +about it all. I don't want a stepfather any more than you want a +stepmother. I'm to be turned into a fine lady now, and I hate being a +fine lady. I have a soul for art. I adore art. I'm all art. Art is +sacred; it shouldn't be talked about the way mother speaks of it. When I +was in Paris I was in my element. I wore a linen blouse all over paint; +ah, that blouse—those happy days."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Tony," suddenly burst from Susy's lips, "for pity's sake don't go +off into a trance; you'll put Hester into a fit. Her face at the present +moment is enough to kill anyone. For goodness sake, Hester, don't look +like that; you'll make me laugh, and if I laugh immoderately it always +wakes me up. I was looking out for a little nap before tea—forty winks, +you know—I can't live without my forty winks, and now if you put on +that killingly tragic face, I'll scream with laughter, I know I shall. +Oh, dear, oh, dear, you must learn once for all never to mind a single +thing Tony says; she's the oddest, most irrational creature—a genius of +course—her pictures are simply monstrosities, which is a sure sign of +genius."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[Pg 188]</a></span></p><p>"Would you like me to take you to your room?" said Hester, turning to +Antonia when Susy had given her a moment of time to open her lips. "I'm +sure you must be tired after your long journey."</p> + +<p>"What should tire me?" asked Antonia, opening her big brown eyes in +astonishment. "I travelled first-class from London, and drove out here +in a landau; the whole journey was nothing short of effeminate. When I +was in Paris I rose at four in the morning, and worked at my easel +standing for five hours at a stretch; that was something like work. No, +I'm not the least tired, thank you, and I don't want to be bothered +tidying myself, for I may as well say frankly that I don't care twopence +how I look."</p> + +<p>"Tea will be ready in half an hour," said Hester. "Will you come out +into the garden, then, for a stroll?"</p> + +<p>"If you don't hate me too much to walk with me; but pray consider your +own feelings if you do, for I don't in the least object to strolling +about alone."</p> + +<p>Hester and Antonia had now stepped out on the velvet lawn. They each +gazed fully at the other.</p> + +<p>"No," said Hester, speaking with a sudden swift intuition; "I don't hate +you; I rather like you. I am glad you are frank."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I hate pretence," said Antonia, with a shudder. "Fancy a priestess +of art stooping to pretence. Well, if you don't detest me, let us walk +about for a little. Have you no wild, uncultured spot to show me, which +the hand of man has not defaced? My whole soul recoils from a velvet +lawn."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Tony, Tony, you're too killing to live," shrieked Susy from the +other side of the window.</p> + +<p>Antonia and Hester moved slowly away together; <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[Pg 189]</a></span>Hester was trying to +think of some portion of the grounds which might be sufficiently full of +weeds and thorns to satisfy the priestess of high art, and Susy lay back +in her chair and wiped her eyes.</p> + +<p>"This is rich," she murmured to herself. "To think of poor Prunes and +Prism being thrown with Tony—to think of Tony as a sort of sister to +Prunes and Prism. Well, this is a delicious lark. Hullo! is that you, +Nan? Come along and speak to me at once, you pert puss. Why, do you know +you've grown?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't suppose I've stood still for the last five years," +replied Nan, who could be intensely pert when she pleased. "I'm too busy +to stay with you now, Susy; Nora wants me."</p> + +<p>"Nora; who is Nora?"</p> + +<p>"Nora Lorrimer."</p> + +<p>"Nora Lorrimer, is she one of the Tower Lorrimers?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; she wants me in a hurry; I must fly to her."</p> + +<p>"Stay a moment, my dear child," Susy absolutely rose from her chair in +her strong interest. "If this girl is one of the Tower Lorrimers, I had +better know her at once; you had better bring her to me and I'll +question her."</p> + +<p>"I can't bring her to you; she has had a fall and is lying on her back; +she can't walk."</p> + +<p>"Dear me, what a nuisance; well, I'll go to her, then. Come along, +Nancy, show me the way this minute."</p> + +<p>"But really, really, Susy," began Nan, raising blue, imploring eyes. +"Really, it is very sad about the Towers, you know."</p> + +<p>"Sad; good heavens, are the drains wrong?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[Pg 190]</a></span></p><p>"It's sad about the Lorrimers," continued Nan, stamping her foot and +growing red with anger; "we love the Lorrimers; they are our dearest, +our very, very dearest friends, and we hate their leaving the Towers. +Perhaps Nora doesn't want to see you, Susy."</p> + +<p>"Come along," said Susy in a firm voice; "I want to see her. What +sentimental folly you talk, Nan. Squire Lorrimer was very glad indeed to +find such a purchaser as my father for his tumbledown old place."</p> + +<p>"The Towers tumbledown!" exclaimed Nan, "the beautiful, lovely, darling +Towers! Susy, I hate you—I hate and detest you; I won't show you the +way to Nora's room, so there!"</p> + +<p>Nan pulled her frock out of Susy's detaining hand and rushed away.</p> + +<p>Miss Drummond stood quite still for a moment where she had been left. +Then she put up her hand to smooth her brow.</p> + +<p>"This sort of thing would be ruffling to most people," she murmured, +"but I really don't mind. Now, shall I have my forty winks before tea, +or shall I poke round by myself until I find this blessed aggrieved +Nora? That horrid little piece of impertinence has quite woke me up, so +it's scarcely worth while to get soothed down again; I think I'll find +Nora and ask for some information which I am anxious to write to father +about, then after tea I can have a snooze until it is time to dress for +dinner. Dear, dear, they might have the politeness to have tea ready on +one's arrival. I expect my stay here will be precious slow, with their +old-fashioned, prim ideas; if it weren't for Tony I'd die, but she'd +really make a cat laugh; it will be better than a play to watch her at +dinner <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[Pg 191]</a></span>to-night with Sir John. Now, then, for a search for the tearful +Nora."</p> + +<p>Susy, accordingly, in her usual ponderous, somewhat heavy mode of +progress, wandered from one room to another until at last the sound of +voices guided her to the pretty little boudoir, where Annie Forest and +Nora had taken shelter, and where Nan was now standing, pouring out her +tale of woe. A slight creak which the door made caused the girls to turn +their heads, and there stood Susy, shedding articles of her wardrobe, as +usual, as she walked. Her flaxen hair was partly unpinned and lay in a +rough coil on her fat neck. She came with elephantine weight into the +room, and ignoring Annie Forest altogether, held out a hand to Nora.</p> + +<p>"Here I am," she said. "I'm Susy Drummond. 'Miss Susan Drummond, the +Towers,' will soon be on my visiting cards. Isn't the place very +ramshackle? Doesn't it want to be put into repair a good bit? I'm just +dying to hear all about it. Oh, and here's an American swinging-chair—I +just adore them. You don't mind if I see-saw gently while you talk to +me. Nan, I bear no malice; fetch me a footstool, love, and let me know +when tea is brought into the drawing-room. Annie, how do? I hope the +female dragon is very well." Annie flushed crimson. Only a startled look +on Nora's pretty face enabled her to control herself. She walked to the +window and looked out.</p> + +<p>Susy blinked her sleepy eyes after her.</p> + +<p>"Never mind," she said, winking at Nora, "it's an old feud which I +buried—I'm the most forgiving creature in Christendom—but if she +chooses to dig up the hatchet, I can't help her. I always called that +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[Pg 192]</a></span>detestable Mrs. Willis the she-dragon. You don't know her, I suppose? +You're in luck, I can tell you. Thank you, Nan, for the footstool. Now, +this is most comfortable. You'll begin to tell me all you can about the +Towers, won't you?" she continued, bending slightly forward and laying +her fat hand on Nora's slim white arm; "and so you really are a +Lorrimer? How profoundly interesting."</p> + +<p>Nora fidgeted restlessly on her sofa.</p> + +<p>"I'm a Lorrimer," she said at last in a steady voice. "I—I don't think +I can tell you about the Towers; you'll probably go and see the place +for yourself, either to-morrow or Monday."</p> + +<p>"I shall certainly go to-morrow, and at an early hour, too; my father is +most anxious to get my opinion on it."</p> + +<p>"Well, then, you'll see it for yourself."</p> + +<p>"So I shall—quite true, little Miss Rosebud; but, nevertheless, there +is such a thing as curiosity, which, doubtless, you can gratify. Now, +let's begin. I'm nothing if I'm not practical. How many bedrooms are +there?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know."</p> + +<p>"You don't know? Are you simple? Have not you lived there all your +life?"</p> + +<p>"I have, but I don't really know. Perhaps if I count I can tell you. +First, in the Tower, there's Jane Macalister's room, and Boris sleeps +near her, and then there's Kitty—she has a room to herself—it's rather +small, but she's immensely proud of it, and there's Nell and—"</p> + +<p>Susy suddenly clapped her hands to her ears.</p> + +<p>"For goodness sake stop," she exclaimed. "What do I care for your +Macalisters, and Boris's, and Kittys? <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[Pg 193]</a></span>I want to know how many bedrooms +there are—ten, twelve, twenty, thirty? Can't you count?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, perfectly," replied Nora with spirit; "but I never troubled myself +to count the number of bedrooms at the Towers; you can do so for +yourself when you go to see it to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"Thanks for nothing. If I'm anything I'm practical, and I shall not only +count the bedrooms to-morrow, but measure them also. I shall take a +measuring tape with me, and my maid Linette and a foot measure."</p> + +<p>"How pleasant for Linette to be sandwiched between a measuring tape and +a foot measure," exclaimed Annie, turning round from her position at the +window and speaking for the first time.</p> + +<p>Susy favoured her with a slow glance of intense dislike. Slightly +turning her back she proceeded with her catechism of Nora.</p> + +<p>"At least you can say something about the drawing-rooms. How many feet +long is the principal drawing-room?"</p> + +<p>Before poor Nora could reply, the door of the room was slowly opened and +Mrs. Willis, with her usual calm, strong face, entered.</p> + +<p>Susy Drummond gave such a start of dismayed surprise that Annie forgave +her a good many of her sins on the spot.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Willis came up to her and held out her hand.</p> + +<p>"How do you do?" she said. "Sir John Thornton told us this morning at +breakfast that we might have the pleasure of meeting you here. Are you +well?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, I'm—I'm quite well, ma'am," replied <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[Pg 194]</a></span>Susy, stammering out her +words in hopeless confusion.</p> + +<p>"Nora, dear, you are looking very tired," continued Mrs. Willis. "I +propose to have tea with you here alone, and to read to you for a little +afterwards. Annie, will you take Miss Drummond to the drawing-room? I +saw the tea equipage being taken in as I passed."</p> + +<p>Susy shambled out of the room in Annie's wake.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXI" id="CHAPTER_XXI"></a>CHAPTER XXI.</h2> + +<h3>HESTER SPEAKS HER MIND.</h3> + + +<p>The next day was Sunday, and Susy, notwithstanding her strong +inclinations, was forced to submit to Sir John Thornton's decree that +she should not visit the Towers that day. Hester had sent a hurried note +to Molly apprizing her of Susy's arrival, and begging of her, if she +valued her peace of mind, not to come near the Grange on this dreadful +Sunday.</p> + +<p>It passed somehow. Poor Hester always, during the remainder of her life, +looked back upon it as a day of hopeless worry and confusion of brain. +Everyone seemed to be playing the game of cross-purposes with everyone +else. Sir John kept on assuring himself that he was the happiest man in +existence, while Mrs. Bernard Temple and Antonia evidently trod on his +corns at each step he took. Susy, in her moments of wakefulness, was sly +and watchful. Antonia was absolutely indifferent to everything but high +art. Mrs. Bernard Temple was busy as busy could be making hay while the +sun shone. She guessed <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[Pg 195]</a></span>shrewdly—perhaps her experiences with the late +Mr. Bernard Temple helped her—that it was during the time of courtship +when most of her wishes would be carried out. She insisted, therefore, +on going carefully into the many alterations which she proposed to make +in the Grange, and Sir John, notwithstanding his innate aversion to fuss +of any kind, was forced to listen to her demands, and, as he was really +attached to her, she soon got him to say yes to her different proposals.</p> + +<p>Nan and Hester, Annie and Nora, kept as much together as possible. This +was made easy for them by kind Mrs. Willis, who not only kept Susy in +considerable awe, but contrived to interest Antonia by allowing her to +talk art to her by the hour. Antonia used a jargon which Mrs. Willis did +not in the least understand, but even Antonia was not proof against the +gracious sympathy of this high-minded woman.</p> + +<p>The girls had, therefore, plenty of time for self-pity. Annie was the +very soul of sympathy, and it was a comfort to poor Nora and Hester to +pour out their sorrows in her affectionate ears. As for Nan, she took +refuge a good part of the time with Mrs. Martin, who shook her fists, +when Nan was not looking, at the backs of Sir John and Mrs. Bernard +Temple as they walked down one of the lawns side by side.</p> + +<p>"She's his match!" murmured the old woman. "She'll give it to him; now +he'll know what a selfish wife means! He have 'ad his turn of the other +kind, and now he'll know what the selfish sort is. Serve him right, I +say; serve him well right!"</p> + +<p>At last the weary Sunday came to an end and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[Pg 196]</a></span>on Monday, after breakfast, +Susy announced her intention of going over to the Towers.</p> + +<p>"I suppose I can have a carriage?" she said, turning to Sir John, who +paused in his exit from the dining-room to give her his polite +attention.</p> + +<p>"I suppose I can have a carriage?" she repeated.</p> + +<p>Annie interrupted—</p> + +<p>"The Towers is scarcely a mile away across the fields," she said.</p> + +<p>"I don't think I can walk a mile," replied Susy; "my muscles are awfully +weak—I dare not strain them."</p> + +<p>"You can have a carriage with pleasure," said Sir John. "I will order +one to be round at whatever hour you wish to name."</p> + +<p>"At once, please," said Susy; "there's a good deal to be done. I've to +measure all the rooms for carpets and druggets."</p> + +<p>"You surely won't cover the rooms with carpets?" exclaimed Antonia. "I +never heard of anything so Philistine. Oak parquetry, with rugs that +slip about, is the only thing admissible. Better bare boards than +carpets—carpets are simply atrocious!"</p> + +<p>When Antonia began to speak, Sir John was heard to slam the door behind +him; he had had quite enough of this young lady.</p> + +<p>An eager discussion followed his departure, and it was finally decided +that Susy, Hester, and Antonia, accompanied by Annie Forest, should +drive over to the Towers.</p> + +<p>"My part in the expedition will be this," exclaimed Annie, taking Hester +aside for a moment. "I'll collect every single Lorrimer child I can lay +hold of and carry them away to the most remote part of the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[Pg 197]</a></span>grounds I +can find, to be out of the reach of that detestable Susy and the torture +she means to inflict. I should recommend you, Hester, to come with us."</p> + +<p>"I'd like to very much," replied Hester, with a faint smile; "but I +think I must stay with Mrs. Lorrimer and Molly. I don't know that I +shall be the least comfort to them, but somehow I can't desert them."</p> + +<p>A few moments later the little party drove off, and in the course of +half-an-hour they arrived at the Towers. There was a winding and rather +steep beech avenue, leading up to the older part of the mansion. Owing +to the sad state of Squire Lorrimer's finances, this avenue was by no +means in a state of complete repair. Hester turned her fleet little +ponies—for she was driving—into it. They were spirited, but always +well-behaved; on this occasion, however, they started violently, for +Antonia was heard to utter a piercing shriek of rapture.</p> + +<p>"Oh, those briars," she exclaimed—"those heavenly, heavenly, artistic +briars! Stop the carriage, I beg of you, Miss Thornton! I must cut some +without a moment's delay!"</p> + +<p>"We can't stop on the side of a hill, Antonia," said Susy. "The ponies +are fretting already, and nothing would induce them to stand still. You +don't want us to be killed, I suppose, for the sake of an odious briar?"</p> + +<p>The only answer Antonia made was to press her bony right hand with +unnecessary force on Susy's right arm and vault from the carriage.</p> + +<p>"Go on," she said, waving her hand to Hester; "I'll follow you +presently. You don't suppose I'm going to lose a chance of this kind! I +have brought <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[Pg 198]</a></span>my colour-box with me, and I mean to make a study of those +briars before I go another step."</p> + +<p>Suiting her action to her words, Antonia had already seated herself on a +steep bank and was unfastening her portfolio.</p> + +<p>"What a show she'll be when she does arrive," exclaimed Susy. "She'll +probably bring three or four enormous briars into the house with her; +but we may be thankful to be rid of her for a little, for she is so +painfully positive. I place the greatest faith, of course, in her +opinions, for she really is a magnificently ugly artist, and ugly art +is, of course, the only correct thing now; but I do think we might have +the bedrooms comfortable, don't you, Hester? With my tendency to forty +winks at odd moments, I think it is scarcely safe to have every room +covered with oak parquetry and rugs that slip about. The doctor says I +am very deficient in muscle, and if I fell I might break a bone rather +badly—don't you think so, Hester?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I do!" said Hester. "I think you had better furnish the Towers +exactly as you please, and not take any opinions from Antonia!"</p> + +<p>They had reached the brow of the hill now, and Hester was resting her +ponies for a moment.</p> + +<p>"How fiercely you speak," said Susy in an aggrieved tone. "Aren't you +really interested in me and my future? Coming to the Towers is a very +important step for me. I shall be the mistress, and in a position of +great distinction. Father says I must entertain, and I hate +entertaining, for it rouses one up so dreadfully; but I do think that +you, as an old schoolfellow, might take a little interest in me."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[Pg 199]</a></span></p><p>"Listen to me for a moment," said Hester; "I want to say something."</p> + +<p>"Oh, how appallingly solemn you are! I wish I had a lollipop to stop +your mouth with."</p> + +<p>"You must listen," said Hester in a firm voice; "I'm not joking. Times +come in all lives when one cannot joke. I did not love you as my +schoolfellow, Susy, and, frankly, I do not love you now; but, when you +come to the Towers, I'll do everything in my power to help you, not +because I like to do this, but because it's right. I can help you in +many ways, for you don't know anything of county society; and, coming +after such an old and popular family as the Lorrimers, people will be +very apt to cut you if you are not careful. My father and I know +everyone in the place, and we can get them to be kind to you if—if you +deserve it; but that depends altogether on how you treat the Lorrimers +now."</p> + +<p>"Bravo," burst from Annie, who was sitting in the back seat, but who +overheard Hester's words.</p> + +<p>"Don't interrupt me, Annie, please," said Hester.</p> + +<p>"The Lorrimers are my dearest friends," continued Hester. "Molly +Lorrimer, whom you have not yet seen, and Annie, here, are the two +greatest girl friends I have in the world. It is a great, great sorrow +to the Lorrimers to leave the home where they and their people have +lived before them for hundreds of years, and until they leave the place +you ought not to talk before them of the way you mean to furnish the +Towers when you are in possession. You ought to regard their feelings; +and if you wish to please me, and if you wish me to help you by-and-by, +you will. Remember, you are not in possession yet. The Towers is not +your place yet."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[Pg 200]</a></span></p><p>"Well, I never!" exclaimed Susy. "Why, you've turned into an orator;" +but Hester's words had subdued her a good deal, for if she had one +source of envy, it was the envy which <i>parvenus</i> like her give to the +old county people, and if there was an ambition in her stagnant soul, it +was to be considered a county person herself.</p> + +<p>Accordingly, when the party entered one of the drawing-rooms of the +Towers, and Molly, looking pale and anxious, came forward, and Mrs. +Lorrimer received Susy with that gentle kindness which always +characterised her, the young lady had not a word to say. She sank down +on an ottoman in the centre of the room and gazed vacantly around her.</p> + +<p>A whoop from Boris was heard outside. Annie rushed to the door to be +greeted by him and the other children, and carried away in their midst.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorrimer asked Susy if she would like to see over the house.</p> + +<p>"Yes, please," replied Susy; "I have brought the tapes and measures."</p> + +<p>She stopped, for Hester had given her a heavy frown.</p> + +<p>"If its really inconvenient, I needn't do anything to-day," she said, +sinking back into her seat.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorrimer looked puzzled, and Molly opened her brown eyes very wide.</p> + +<p>Just then there came an interruption, in the shape of two individuals +who entered the drawing-room by separate doors. One of them was Jane +Macalister, who carried a duster in her hand, and had a large smut on +her forehead. The other was Antonia, whose hat had fallen off, and who +trailed two enormous briars behind her.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[Pg 201]</a></span></p><p>The priestess of high art and the priestess of domestic economy, met +almost in the centre of the room.</p> + +<p>"Good gracious me," exclaimed Jane Macalister, "who in the world are +you, my dear, and what, in the name of all that's orderly, are you +bringing those abominable briars into the house for?"</p> + +<p>"Abominable?" exclaimed Antonia; "these briars abominable? Oh, what +crass ignorance one comes across in this benighted land. My name is +Antonia Bernard Temple, and I am an art student. I claim nothing higher. +I shall be an art student as long as I breathe."</p> + +<p>"And my name is Jane Macalister," replied poor Jane, her whole face +growing scarlet with vexation, "and I claim nothing higher than the love +of order and decent neatness. Give me those briars, child, and don't +lumber the room with such messes."</p> + +<p>Before Antonia could utter a word of remonstrance, Jane had whipped her +duster round the briars and had rushed out of the room with them.</p> + +<p>For a moment Antonia felt inclined to pursue her; but as she was +preparing to move, her large gaze was attracted by a couple of huge +Chinese dragons which were reposing under one of the tables.</p> + +<p>"Oh, you loves! you darlings! you adorables!" she shrieked. "Here, +indeed, is a prize."</p> + +<p>She made a rush to the objects of her worship, and kneeling down on the +floor opposite to them, whipped out her sketching materials preparatory +to work.</p> + +<p>"Tony, you must at least allow me to introduce you to Mrs. Lorrimer +before you begin to sketch," said Susy, who had perfectly recovered her +own <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[Pg 202]</a></span>equanimity in the amusement which Antonia's conduct afforded her.</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes, anything," muttered Antonia "Oh, these dragons are a prize; +they are a prize. Yes, Susy, what is it you want?"</p> + +<p>"Get up," said Susy, "and come and be introduced."</p> + +<p>She pulled Antonia by her sleeve, who rose in a sort of dream and +approached Mrs. Lorrimer, looking like a person in a trance.</p> + +<p>"This is my friend, Antonia Bernard Temple," exclaimed Susy, addressing +Mrs. Lorrimer.</p> + +<p>"I am glad to see you, my dear," said Mrs. Lorrimer in her sweet voice; +"and I am pleased to find that you appreciate the old china."</p> + +<p>"The dragons? Superb; Ruskinesque," exclaimed Antonia. "You don't mind +if I go back to them? I must seize the opportunity of transferring them +to my note book. Oh, what a heavenly room this is! Old, disorderly, +worn, dim with the hue of ages. An artist might grovel in this +room—grovel with delight!"</p> + +<p>"Well, go back and grovel over the dragons," exclaimed Susy, giving her +friend a playful poke.</p> + +<p>Antonia hurried to obey. Her work instantly absorbed her; she saw +nothing else.</p> + +<p>"Isn't she killing?" exclaimed Susy, addressing poor surprised Mrs. +Lorrimer. "She's to be a sort of sister to Hester in the future; she's +to live at the Grange. She's the daughter of Sir John Thornton's +<i>fiancée</i>. Don't you love the word <i>fiancée</i>? I do. Did you know that at +school we called Hetty Prunes and Prism? Fancy Prunes and Prism and the +Priestess together. Its almost too killing."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[Pg 203]</a></span>Mrs. Lorrimer, gentle as +she was, was also the soul of quiet dignity. She made no reply whatever +to Susy's outburst with regard to Antonia, but gently led the +conversation to matters of every-day interest.</p> + +<p>"This is our largest drawing-room," she said, "but we have two others +leading into it. The farthest drawing-room takes you into the +dining-room, and that again into the library and morning-room. All our +reception-rooms open one into the other. You will notice that they are +built round the central hall, which is almost octagon in shape. I am +sure you would like to see the house, and I do not at all object to +showing it to you. Ah! here comes Jane Macalister. I'm sure she will +have great pleasure in taking you round. Jane, dear, come here."</p> + +<p>Jane came up at once. She still wore her smut, but the duster was gone.</p> + +<p>"Jane, let me introduce you to Miss Drummond. Her father is the new +owner of the Towers; Miss Drummond would like to see over the house, if +it would not trouble you too much to show her round."</p> + +<p>"Trouble me," exclaimed Jane; "<i>that</i> doesn't trouble me. Come, child, +this way. I'll go in front and you can follow. This is the smaller +drawing-room. It was here that Charles the Second passed a night in the +year of grace—"</p> + +<p>"Oh, for heaven's sake," exclaimed Susy, stopping her ears, "don't go +into dates; the whole thing is confusing enough without dates."</p> + +<p>Jane favoured her with a quick, contemptuous glance.</p> + +<p>"I shan't dream of instructing you if you don't wish it, my dear," she +said. "Those who like ignorance, in ignorance they shall remain, as far +as Jane <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[Pg 204]</a></span>Macalister is concerned. Well, then, here's a room with three +windows and four walls and a ceiling and a floor. The furniture won't +belong to you, so you needn't look at it. Now come on. This room we also +use as a drawing-room, but <i>you</i> needn't unless you like."</p> + +<p>"Do stop, pray!" exclaimed Susy. "I can't rush through the place like +this. You are not a Lorrimer, are you?"</p> + +<p>"No, I'm a Macalister, of the clan of——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, please, I don't want to hear about the clan. What I wanted to say +was this, that I have got the tapes and measures in my pocket; Hester +tells me I mustn't use them on account of paining the Lorrimers, but as +you are not one, of course you won't mind. I see you have got carpets on +all the floors."</p> + +<p>"Yes, why not? Carpets are put on most floors—at least they used to be +when I was young."</p> + +<p>"But Antonia says that we ought to have parquetry and slippery rugs."</p> + +<p>"And do you mean to tell me," exclaimed Jane, "that you are going to +heed the words of that poor daft lassie? It's nothing to me what you do, +of course, but that poor girl has not got her proper wits, and if I were +you I would try to follow someone with a grain of sense."</p> + +<p>Susy laughed heartily.</p> + +<p>"Antonia is as right as anyone else," she said "only she has a passion +for art."</p> + +<p>"Preserve me from such a craze," exclaimed Jane. "How much longer are we +to stand in the middle of this floor while we talk about tapes and +measurements and that silly girl?"</p> + +<p>"But may I measure?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[Pg 205]</a></span></p><p>"You may do anything you please, provided you don't injure the +furniture."</p> + +<p>"And it won't hurt your feelings?"</p> + +<p>"No, you couldn't touch 'em. I'll sit here and wait till you have done."</p> + +<p>Jane flung herself on a hard chair as she spoke, and drawing a long +stocking out of her pocket, began to knit furiously.</p> + +<p>Susy, who had about as much idea of measuring a room as she had of +turning the heel of a stocking took her tapes out of her pocket and +began an impossible task.</p> + +<p>Jane watched her in silence for a moment or two, but Susy's futile +attempts were too much for this deft, managing creature.</p> + +<p>"Why don't you foot it?" she exclaimed. "My word, I never saw such a way +to set to work. Here, you want the length of the room. I'll do it for +you. Take your pencil and paper and jot down what I say. You haven't got +any? That's a nice way of doing business. Well, then, I hope you have a +good memory. I always measure a yard as I walk. Now, then, you count. +Here I begin—one, two, three—are you counting?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Susy; "I'm greatly obliged, but you confuse me awfully. I +won't do any more measuring to-day; I shouldn't sleep for a week if I +had to keep all that in my head. Some men must come down from Liberty's +or Morris's. Antonia prefers Morris, she says he's the most <i>chic</i>."</p> + +<p>"I don't know what you mean by chick," said Jane Macalister, "unless you +allude in some mysterious way to the fowls; but I am glad you've got +sense enough not to undertake what Providence has given <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[Pg 206]</a></span>you no aptitude +for. Now, do you or do you not want to see the rest of the house? To a +person like you, it's just like any other house, only nothing like so +modern and nothing like so comfortable. There's a ghost in the +tower——"</p> + +<p>"A ghost," shrieked Susy; "I tremble at ghosts, I'm in terror at them; I +won't go near the tower."</p> + +<p>"I don't want to drag you there against your will. It's my private +opinion that the ghost is made up of rats, but be that as it may, +there's an awful scrimmage in the old tower at night. Now, then, will +you see it, or will you not?"</p> + +<p>"I think I won't," said Susy. "The Towers seems to be, from what you +say, much like any other place. I hope my father has not been induced to +pay too much for it."</p> + +<p>"Hoots! he has got a place that mere money couldn't purchase unless the +Lorrimers had come to grief. Don't you talk of what you know nothing +about, child. The Towers is the Towers, sacred with memory and +beautiful——; do you know why the Towers is beautiful, Miss Susy +Drummond?"</p> + +<p>"No, I'm sure I don't," said Susy, staring in astonishment at Jane, who +had stalked up to her now and was staring her full in the face.</p> + +<p>"Well, then, perhaps I'd better tell you, if it is for the last time. +The Towers is beautiful because for hundreds of years brave men have +been born here and gentle noble women have lived here, and their +influence has got somehow into the walls and into the furniture, and it +pervades the rooms inside and out. It's bad to go against that kind of +spirit and you and your father had better be careful when you come here, +or you may rake up ghosts that you won't much care <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[Pg 207]</a></span>about. Now, if +you'll have the goodness to go back to the others—you'll find them in +the front drawing room. I'll return to my duties, which at the present +moment consist of shelling peas and chucking raspberries. That's your +way, Miss Susan Drummond, through that door, and if you're wise you'll +remember my words."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXII" id="CHAPTER_XXII"></a>CHAPTER XXII.</h2> + +<h3>ANTONIA'S GIFT.</h3> + + +<p>When Susan returned to the drawing room she saw no one there but +Antonia, who, squatting on the floor, was absorbed heart and soul in +copying her Chinese dragons. Susy was not in a humour to talk to +Antonia, she therefore proceeded to go further afield. She was anxious +to find Hester and Annie. The Towers, with its old-fashioned rooms and +old-world furniture, had much disappointed her. It needs the sort of +education which nothing could ever give to Susy Drummond, to appreciate +a place like the Towers. Hester and Jane Macalister had also between +them contrived to depress her, and it was a subdued and rather +crestfallen Susy who now crossed the magnificent octagon hall in pursuit +of the rest of her party.</p> + +<p>Antonia meanwhile worked at her dragons with a will. If Susy were out of +her element, Antonia was absolutely steeped in hers. The faded +furniture, the subdued light, the rich colour of the magnificent china +filled her really artistic nature with a sense of rejoicing. Behind all +her affectations, Antonia had a soul. It had never been awakened yet. +All her life hitherto <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216">[Pg 208]</a></span>poor Antonia had spent her time with the most +empty-headed and frivolous people. Only art seemed great and glorious +and satisfying. She loved it sincerely, and for itself alone; she had no +ambitions with regard to it, ambition was not a part of her queer +nature; she would all her life be a humble votary at a lofty shrine. She +did not imagine that there could be anything greater than art in the +whole world. As yet her soul had not been really aroused, but the time +of awakening was near.</p> + +<p>Having made a rough, and, in truth, a very distorted sketch of the +dragons, she gathered up her colours and portfolio, and prepared to +search farther afield for objects on which to expend her genius. She +followed Susy into the octagon hall, but, seeing the wide front doors +open, went out, and, crossing a by no means well-kept field, entered the +paddock, where the colts, Joe and Robin, had disported themselves before +their sale. The paddock was skirted by a copse of small fir-trees, and +Antonia sniffed the air as she walked towards it. Antonia was in a rusty +black dress, with very little material in the skirt, and an extremely +long train, which she never held up. She had just got to the edge of the +copse of young trees, and was preparing to make a sketch of their +straight trunks with the delicate sunlight shining across them, when a +strange noise attracted her attention. She dropped her colour box, +uttered one of her affected little shrieks, and then dropped on her +knees beside a child who was lying face downwards on the grass. The +child's dark hair completely covered her face, but the sobs which shook +her slender little frame were too violent to be inaudible. Whatever +ailed the child, she was prostrated by such a tempest of grief that +Antonia forgot high art in an honest wish to comfort human misery.</p> + +<p style="text-align: center"> +<img src="images/i-3.jpg" width="382" height="600" alt="i_3" title="i_3" /></p> +<p style="text-align: center"><b> +<a href="#Page_219">ANTONIA AND NELL IN THE PADDOCK (<i>p.</i> 209).</a></b></p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[Pg 209]</a></span></p><p>"Who are you?" she asked. "Can I do anything for you? What can be the +matter with you? Have you lost your colour box?"</p> + +<p>Antonia could understand grief at such a loss, hence her inquiry.</p> + +<p>Nell turned a little when she was spoken to; dabbed her +pocket-handkerchief into each eye, and then looked up at Antonia.</p> + +<p>"I wish you'd go away," she said. "I don't want you. I have come away +here to hide. I wish, I wish you'd go away!"</p> + +<p>"I don't wish to trouble you in any way," replied Antonia, "but I can't +go away, for I've come here to sketch. Your sobs don't disturb me now +that I know there's nothing very serious the matter, so perhaps my +presence won't disturb you. I'll sit here and not take the least notice +of you. I must imprison that sunshine before it goes. You can sob away, +I won't listen."</p> + +<p>But to be told that you can sob as long as you like has generally the +effect of stopping tears, and Nell, astonished at Antonia's appearance +and words, presently sat up on the grass, and, flinging back her heavy +mane of hair, watched the priestess of art with great interest. How +could Antonia imprison a sunbeam? It sounded interesting! Nell blinked +her eyes and looked at her solemnly.</p> + +<p>"Well, child," said Antonia, pausing in her work, and giving her one of +her slow glances, "I'm glad you're better; I never heard such +distressing sobs. It's a great pity for you to cry so much, for you +disfigure yourself; but I wish now that you are here <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[Pg 210]</a></span>you'd sit still, +for I'd like to sketch you with that woebegone look. I never saw such a +perfect ideal of true artistic beauty before."</p> + +<p>"Beauty?" said Nell, with a little laugh. "But I'm called 'the ugly +duckling'!"</p> + +<p>"Charming!" exclaimed Antonia. "I'll immortalise this 'ugly duckling.' +She shall be the foreground for these pine trees, and the imprisoned +sunbeams can light her up from behind."</p> + +<p>Notwithstanding her sorrow, Nell found it intensely interesting to be +made the foreground of a picture. She wondered how the imprisoned +sunbeams would like their office of always shining round her head. Nell +was by no means vain. She honestly believed herself to be a hideous +little girl, but it was refreshing once, as a change, to be spoken of as +a true artistic beauty. She thought that she would learn the phrase, and +repeat it over when she looked at herself in the glass, or when Kitty +and Harry became more than usually aggravating about her personal +appearance.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, the artist dashed in her colours with fiery speed. Nell sat +perfectly still, and gazed straight at Antonia. Suddenly a flood of +colour spread itself all over her face. Was Antonia the new owner of the +Towers? If so, <i>she</i> was the cause of poor Nell's heart-broken sobs.</p> + +<p>The younger members of the Lorrimer household had solemnly vowed an +undying feud against the new owner of the Towers. They had established +this feud with the solemnity of a sacred rite. They had made a bonfire +and stood round it in a circle and joined hands, and declared the +following awful formula:—</p> + +<p>"Neither I, nor my children, nor my grandchildren, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[Pg 211]</a></span>nor any of my +descendants, will ever speak a friendly word to the new owner of my +ancestral home. I wish the ghost of my ancestor, Hugh Lorrimer, who died +in the Wars of the Roses, to haunt the new owner and his family; and I +solemnly declare that I never will have part or lot with him or his."</p> + +<p>This jargon had been made up by Harry, but each member of the feud, as +they termed themselves, had solemnly repeated it, even down to little +two-year-old Philip.</p> + +<p>Suppose this wonderful, queer lady, who was making a sketch of Nell, was +the new owner. In that case, it was Nell's duty to leave her at once.</p> + +<p>"I want to ask you a question," said Nell.</p> + +<p>"Yes—don't stir, please—ask me anything you like."</p> + +<p>"Are you the new owner of my home?"</p> + +<p>"I the new owner?" exclaimed Antonia. "Heavens! no! I own nothing except +this"—she clasped her colour-box and looked up with a face of ecstacy. +"I only want this," she said, "<i>and this</i>," she continued, waving her +hand with an impressive sweep which was meant to include both earth and +sky.</p> + +<p>She claimed a good deal, Nell thought; but, after all, that did not +matter, as she had nothing to do with the feud.</p> + +<p>"I'm glad you are not the owner," said Nell, "for, if you were, I should +have been obliged to leave you."</p> + +<p>"Why so?"</p> + +<p>"I and the others have sworn it solemnly round a bonfire."</p> + +<p>The words were so unusual that Antonia was greatly amused.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[Pg 212]</a></span></p><p>"You don't like to leave the Towers, then?" she said.</p> + +<p>"Like it?" replied Nell. "Would you, if you had lived here ever since +the tenth century?"</p> + +<p>"Mercy, child! how venerable I'd be!" exclaimed Antonia. She smiled in +quite a tragic way—it was quite a new thing to see a smile on Antonia's +face.</p> + +<p>Nell looked at her very gravely. Her own sweet grey eyes grew full of +tears.</p> + +<p>"It will kill father," she said suddenly, in a smothered voice.</p> + +<p>She swayed herself backwards and forwards as she spoke, in an ecstasy of +pain. Strange to say, she seemed to understand Antonia, and, still +stranger, Antonia understood her.</p> + +<p>The priestess of art dropped her palette.</p> + +<p>"Tell me about your father," she said, quickly; "tell me about yourself. +You and your people have lived here for years—centuries—and it breaks +your hearts to go? It's wonderfully artistic—it savours of mediæval +romance. And you go for a creature like Susan Drummond—shallow as a +plate—no soul anywhere about her? She gets your rooms replete with +memories, and your dear briary avenues and your fir trees, and this +uncultured waste?"</p> + +<p>"It's a paddock," interrupted Nell, who could not quite follow Antonia's +imagery.</p> + +<p>"It's a waste," said Miss Bernard Temple, with fire. "The Towers is +untrammelled by man's vulgar restraint. Child, I do not even know your +name, but I think I understand your grief."</p> + +<p>"You cannot," said Nell, with gentle dignity—"you are not a Lorrimer. +But I'm glad I didn't vow <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[Pg 213]</a></span>to hate you round the bonfire. Now I'm afraid +I must go."</p> + +<p>"One minute first," said Antonia. "Did you say that leaving this place +would kill your father?"</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid it will," said Nell. "He won't come home—mother can't get +him to come back. He came the night he had sold the Towers, and Boris +and I saw him; but I don't think he'll ever come back again. I think his +heart is broken. But I cannot speak of it any longer, please—it hurts +me so dreadfully here."</p> + +<p>Nell had risen from the grass—she stood tall and thin and pale by +Antonia's side. When she uttered the last words, she pressed her hand +against her heart.</p> + +<p>"Good-bye," she said solemnly. "Jane Macalister said I was to be in at +twelve o'clock to help her with some darning. Good-bye."</p> + +<p>Antonia held out one of her very long, very bony hands. She slipped it +round Nell's waist, and drawing her close, kissed her gently between her +eyebrows, then she let her go.</p> + +<p>Nell left the paddock; but Antonia did not attempt to finish her +interrupted sketch. She sat on, lost in a world of musing. At last she +uttered some emphatic words aloud.</p> + +<p>"I'm not much use," she said to herself; "nobody cares about me, and I +care for no one. I love art with a divine passion; but art does not need +such a poor, feeble disciple. Art can still exist and be glorious +without Antonia. I am ugly I know, and I have no genius; but I have got +one power—I can get my own way. All my life long, through a queer kind +of persistence which is in me, I have got my way. I do not get it +because people love me, for I <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[Pg 214]</a></span>don't honestly think a soul in the wide +world loves me, but I get it because—because of something which I don't +myself understand. It's a power I've got; it's my one gift. Did mother +want me to study art in Paris? No; still I went. Did mother wish me to +become grotesque, and to wear a dress like this? No; still I wear it. +Did mother intend me to come with her on Saturday to the Grange? No, a +thousand times no; still I came. I can twist mother round this finger. +She appeals to me; I counsel her; she asks my advice; she is obliged to +take it whether she likes or not. Mother is completely under my thumb. +So it was with the professor who taught me; so it was with the students +who worked with me; so it will be in the future with Hester, if I still +wish it; and with Sir John Thornton, if I ordain it. They think very +little of Antonia now; but wait until they feel my power; wait until I +choose to direct them, and—hey, presto—they walk in my paths, not +their own. Now I have made up my mind on one point. I have not the +faintest idea how it is to be managed; but managed it shall be. Susan +Drummond and her father are not to desecrate the Towers with their +commonplaceness, their shallowness, and vulgarity. The Lorrimers are +still to live here; and Nell's heart is not to be broken. For the sake +of the ugly duckling I do this. How, I know not; but I turn all the +power that is in me in that one direction from this hour forward.</p> + +<p>"Poor, ugly duckling with the pathetic eyes. I do believe Antonia loves +you."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[Pg 215]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIII" id="CHAPTER_XXIII"></a>CHAPTER XXIII.</h2> + +<h3>TRUTH AND FIDELITY.</h3> + + +<p>Hester and her party returned to the Grange in time for lunch. All the +way back Antonia was silent. They drove home by another road; they +passed a bog of extreme desolation, and some larger and wilder briars +than ever; they skirted a melancholy common, but Antonia never made an +observation; her whole gaze was turned inward; she was looking so +intently at the picture of a sorrowful child, that she was blind to +everything else. Susy was decidedly in a bad temper; Hester's brave +heart was full of aches, doubts, and fears; and Annie was again going +back to that unsolved problem of how she was to get back the ring for +Mrs. Willis.</p> + +<p>The return party was, therefore, a dull one; although no one noticed the +other's dulness, each being so occupied with her own thoughts.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Willis was to leave the Grange immediately after lunch, and Hester +and Annie were to accompany her to Nortonbury in the landau.</p> + +<p>Just as the carriage drove up to the house, Mrs. Willis remembered the +ring and spoke to Annie.</p> + +<p>"My dear," she said with a smile, "I am leaving the house without my +ring. It is too late now to send it to Paris to be copied; but as I see +you never wear it, I may as well take it back with me to Lavender House. +You know, my love, how much I value that ring. I feel quite lonely +without it."</p> + +<p>Annie's pretty face turned pink.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226">[Pg 216]</a></span></p><p>"But I should like to wear it before I go back to school," she said, +"and you promised that I might have it during the holidays."</p> + +<p>"So I did; well, I will say nothing more. Be sure you take good care of +it and give it back to me on the day of your return to Lavender House."</p> + +<p>Annie promised with a light heart. The holidays were to last for another +week, and what might not happen in a week? She laughed quite gaily, and +springing lightly into the carriage, seated herself by Hester's side. As +she did so, her eyes encountered the grave dark ones of Antonia fixed +fully upon her. There was a curious expression round Antonia's mouth +which puzzled Annie and gave her a momentary sense of discomfort.</p> + +<p>The drive, however, through the pleasant summer air revived her spirits, +and on the way home she had so much to talk over with Hester that she +naturally forgot the ring and her anxieties with regard to it.</p> + +<p>When the girls returned to the Grange they found the whole party out of +doors enjoying afternoon tea on one of the lawns. Susy was swinging +backwards and forwards in a large American chair. Nora was lying on a +low couch slowly fanning herself. Mrs. Bernard Temple, looking very +handsome and stately, was pouring out tea for the rest of the party and +looking down at Sir John, who was lounging on the grass. Antonia was +sitting with her back straight up against an oak tree, her eyes were +half shut, and a very full cup of tea was on her lap—the tea was in +extreme danger of being spilt, but Antonia cared nothing for any of +these things.</p> + +<p>As soon as ever Annie and Hester appeared in view Miss Bernard Temple +sprang suddenly to her <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_227" id="Page_227">[Pg 217]</a></span>feet. Of course the cup of tea came to instant +grief. Sir John uttered an exclamation of decided annoyance; Nora +exclaimed, "Oh, Miss Bernard Temple, what a mess you have made of your +dress!" and Susy roused herself sufficiently to shake a playful finger +at Antonia.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Tony, Tony, how killing you are," she said; Mrs. Bernard Temple +looked aggrieved but said nothing, she knew Antonia too well.</p> + +<p>"How am I killing?" exclaimed Antonia; "this will shake off: that is the +good of a shabby black dress—it stands anything. Miss Forest, I +particularly want to speak to you; I am glad you have come home."</p> + +<p>She went straight up to Annie and tucked one bony hand through her arm. +"Come," she said, "let us retire somewhere—I am anxious to talk to +you."</p> + +<p>"But I want my tea first," said Annie. "I am really very thirsty."</p> + +<p>"How material," exclaimed Antonia; "well, I'll wait—be quick."</p> + +<p>She marched a step or two away, and leant against the wide trunk of the +oak tree.</p> + +<p>Annie felt provoked. Antonia's queer glance returned uncomfortably to +her memory.</p> + +<p>She took her tea, therefore, in greater haste than usual and then, going +up to Miss Bernard Temple, told her she was ready to listen to anything +she had to say.</p> + +<p>"Come, then," said Antonia; "we must have solitude. Where is the most +solitary spot?"</p> + +<p>"We can walk up this rise," said Annie—"here, where the path is. There +is a summer-house at the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228">[Pg 218]</a></span>top of this hill, where we can sit. But I +cannot imagine what you have to say to me."</p> + +<p>"It's simple enough," said Antonia; "I wish just to inform you that I +know something."</p> + +<p>"I expect you do," said Annie, with a light laugh; "several things, most +probably."</p> + +<p>"Something about you," pursued Antonia, in a firm, hard voice.</p> + +<p>"Indeed? How interesting!" Annie's tone was not quite so comfortable +now.</p> + +<p>"I'll tell you what it is," continued Antonia, standing still, facing +round and turning her melancholy gaze full on Annie: "you have not got +the ring."</p> + +<p>"What ring? What do you mean?"</p> + +<p>"The ring Mrs. Willis asked you to return to her. You did not return it, +because you had not got it You would have returned it if you had it—you +are not the girl to care enough about rings just to keep it for the sake +of wearing it. I know what has happened—you have sold or pawned the +ring."</p> + +<p>"How can you know?" exclaimed Annie, in a voice almost of fear; "how is +it possible for you to tell? You don't know anything whatever about +me—how can you tell?"</p> + +<p>"Intuition," replied Antonia, in a light voice. "I can see farther than +most people when I choose to see. Intuition and experience. Do you +imagine that I, in my chequered career, have never had to part with a +jewel. Once, when in Paris, I sold my hair. I had no money to buy canvas +and colours, so I went to a barber, and he cut it quite short and gave +me a napoleon for it. Ah! that nap, that darling nap, how I loved it!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229">[Pg 219]</a></span></p><p>"You are a very queer girl," said Annie.</p> + +<p>"That's neither here nor there," replied Antonia. "I didn't take you +away from the others to speak of myself. I have watched you since I came +here, and I can see that you are a very bright, clever girl; also, that +you are pretty, according to modern ideas. You are not true art, by any +means; but what of that? I know that you are in trouble about that ring, +so you may as well confide in me."</p> + +<p>"But will you tell?" asked Annie.</p> + +<p>"Tell!" said Antonia, with scorn. "I don't ask for confidences to repeat +them again—that is not Antonia Bernard Temple. Art is my mistress—art +exacts both truth and fidelity from her disciples. You need not fear +that I will tell."</p> + +<p>"You are a queer girl," replied Annie. "I'm sure you will not tell. Yes, +I am in trouble about the ring, and I don't mind confiding the trouble +to you."</p> + +<p>"Sit down here, then, on the bank," said Antonia, flinging herself on +the grass as she spoke, "and state the case as briefly as possible. +Where and when did you pawn the ring?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I didn't pawn it—it wasn't done by me; and, as things have turned +out, it wasn't really pawned at all. This is the story."</p> + +<p>Annie told it in a few forcible words; Antonia listened attentively, +taking in all the facts.</p> + +<p>"And thirty-two shillings would get you out of this scrape?" she said, +in conclusion, looking fixedly at Annie.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, indeed. If I had thirty-two shillings, I would pay Mrs. Martin +and get the ring back, and when I return to Lavender House I would tell +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230">[Pg 220]</a></span>everything to Mrs. Willis. I would tell her what I have done, and how +badly I have acted. At present there is a cloud between us; and she is +my best, my kindest, my most valued friend. What I cannot bear to +do—what I cannot stand—is to have to tell her that I pawned what was +not my own, and at the same time not to be able to give her back the +ring."</p> + +<p>"I partly understand," said Antonia in a slow voice; "I partly grasp +your meaning. The pawning of the jewel is to me a mere nothing. I have +had chequered times when the tea-pot and even the coffee-pot have been +sold for the sake of a quarter of a cake of cobalt or of rose-madder, +but then the tea-pot and the coffee-pot and the hair which grew on my +head were undoubtedly my own. I cannot understand your taking another's +property, nor your being deceitful about it. The paths of deceit are +shut doors to me, naturally, who am a disciple of the great and divine +Art. I mention this as an incident, but whether I understand you or not +scarcely affects the case. I am willing to help you if you will help me. +I can manage to get you thirty-two shillings, perhaps not to-day and +perhaps not to-morrow, but certainly before you return to your school."</p> + +<p>"Oh, you are good!" exclaimed Annie, whose pretty cheeks were like +peonies, for Antonia had managed to make her feel terribly small and +contemptible.</p> + +<p>"No, I am not good," replied Miss Bernard Temple, "and I am not doing +this in any sense for you. I do it because I wish to be in your +confidence, as I think you can be a useful ally. I have a delicate +mission before me, and I see that you may be very useful."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_231" id="Page_231">[Pg 221]</a></span></p><p>"A mission?" said Annie, looking up in surprise.</p> + +<p>"Yes; there is a great deal at stake, but I believe that, difficult as +the undertaking is, I may be permitted to succeed. I want to wrest the +Towers from the hand of the Philistines."</p> + +<p>"What <i>do</i> you mean?" exclaimed Annie.</p> + +<p>"In other words," continued Miss Bernard Temple, "I want to keep the +Lorrimers in the home of their ancestors and to make those shallow +Drummonds stay in their own place."</p> + +<p>"I suppose we all want that," said Annie; "but how can you possibly do +it? You have no power."</p> + +<p>"So you think, but you are mistaken; I have a great deal of power. Now, +will you help me?"</p> + +<p>"To do this? Yes. With all my heart and soul."</p> + +<p>"That is good. I don't wish to say anything to Hester Thornton nor to +Nora Lorrimer, nor to any of the Lorrimers, nor least of all to Susan +Drummond. I think I can manage Susy, for I am up to some of her pretty +little vagaries. I can also manage mother, and mother has a good deal of +influence in a certain quarter just now. You are a sort of outsider, and +yet you are very friendly with everybody, so you can render me very +important help; but, of course, you clearly understand that fidelity is +my motto, and you know also that your mission will be one of extreme +delicacy."</p> + +<p>"I have plenty of tact," said Annie. "I most faithfully promise to +reveal nothing, and I will do everything in my power for you. I begin to +believe in you. I think you are a wonderful girl."</p> + +<p>"Don't say that," said Antonia, with solemn impressiveness; "if there is +one thing more than another that gives me intense pain, it is praise. I +am but the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232">[Pg 222]</a></span>meanest disciple of great Art. I am doing this in the cause +of Art. Now, I am not going to tell you what my plan of campaign is, at +least, not to-day, but I want you to make certain inquiries for me. I +want you to try and discover all you can from Hester with regard to her +father's wealth, and all you can from Molly with regard to the +Lorrimers' difficulties; and you are somehow or other to get the address +in London where Squire Lorrimer is now staying. Have all this +information ready for me by to-morrow morning. Now you can return to the +others; I am going back to the house."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIV" id="CHAPTER_XXIV"></a>CHAPTER XXIV.</h2> + +<h3>A WET SPONGE.</h3> + + +<p>Antonia walked slowly in the direction of the house, trailing her long +skirt behind her. She entered by a side door, and went straight up to +her own room. The bedroom set apart for Miss Bernard Temple opened into +the large and stately bedroom occupied by the future mistress of the +Grange. Both rooms were dainty and fresh in the extreme. Mrs. Bernard +Temple's maid was now sitting in Antonia's room mending a long rent in +that young lady's brown Liberty velveteen evening dress.</p> + +<p>"You have made an awfully jagged rent, Miss Antonia," said the girl.</p> + +<p>"Have I?" said Antonia; "why mend it, then? I never expect to have my +clothes mended. Of course, if you are good enough to occupy your time +over me, Pinkerton, I am much obliged to you, but I don't <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[Pg 223]</a></span>expect your +services, so clearly understand the position."</p> + +<p>"Lor'!" answered Pinkerton, who had a round, country face and a somewhat +brusque manner, "what a show you'd be, Miss Antonia, if someone didn't +make you and mend you."</p> + +<p>Antonia went over to the open window, and, flopping herself down on her +knees, leant her two elbows on the window-sill and looked out.</p> + +<p>"I wish you'd let me know if Miss Drummond is having forty winks in her +room," she said suddenly. "She generally does go to her own room about +this hour, does she not?"</p> + +<p>"I believe so, miss. I'll inquire if she's there now."</p> + +<p>Pinkerton soon returned with the information that Miss Drummond's door +was locked, that she could not see her maid anywhere, but that she heard +sounds proceeding from within the room which led her to infer that the +forty winks were being enjoyed.</p> + +<p>"But there's no use in your going to her, Miss Antonia," said Pinkerton, +"for she won't hear you however hard you knock."</p> + +<p>"I'll see about that," said Antonia. "Do you happen to know, Pinkerton, +if Miss Drummond's window is open?"</p> + +<p>"Sure to be, miss; every window in the house is kept open during this +sultry weather."</p> + +<p>"There's no time to be lost," murmured Antonia; "I must scale the wall."</p> + +<p>She left her own bedroom in a hurry, and ran downstairs.</p> + +<p>"Nan," she shouted, catching sight of Nan's white frock in the distance, +"come here."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[Pg 224]</a></span></p><p>Nan ran up to her rather unwillingly. Antonia was detestable in her eyes +as belonging to the dreadful new stepmother.</p> + +<p>"Why do you frown at me like that, child?" said Antonia; "it isn't +pretty."</p> + +<p>"Tell-tale tit," answered Nan rudely; "you'll be making up stories of me +in the future, won't you?"</p> + +<p>"I?" said Antonia, with a careless rise of her brows. "No; I shan't have +time. Now, can you tell me if there's a ladder about?"</p> + +<p>"No, I can't," answered Nan.</p> + +<p>"Are there no ladders to be found in this benighted and over-cultivated +region?"</p> + +<p>"Plenty; but I can't tell you where they are."</p> + +<p>Antonia knitted her brows. Nan gazed at her curiously. It was really +interesting to have something to do with a person who wanted a ladder. +What was she going to do with it?</p> + +<p>"I must climb without," said Antonia. "I wonder are there creepers."</p> + +<p>"What do you want with it?" said Nan in quite a friendly tone.</p> + +<p>"I want to get into Susan Drummond's room by her window."</p> + +<p>"Oh, dear, what fun!" Nan's eyes danced.</p> + +<p>"She is sound asleep," pursued Antonia, "and I propose to use the wet +sponge with effect."</p> + +<p>"They did that at school," replied Nan. "How lovely! Oh, how perfectly +lovely! I'm sure I can help you to find a ladder. Come round with me to +the farmyard."</p> + +<p>Nan held out her hand, which Antonia grasped. They rushed across the +lawn helter-skelter, and in an <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[Pg 225]</a></span>incredibly short space of time a ladder +was leaning up against Susy's window. Nan held it from below while +Antonia climbed. The next moment she had entered the room.</p> + +<p>"Thank you heartily, Nan," she called to the little girl.</p> + +<p>She made a good deal of noise, but Susy, lying on her back in the centre +of the big bed, was impervious to sound. Antonia filled the sponge with +cold water, and, standing at the foot of the bed, dashed it at Susy. The +first application only made the sleeper groan and snore heavily, but at +the second she opened her eyes, and at the third she sat up.</p> + +<p>"Now, what is the matter?" she exclaimed. "Am I back at that detestable +school with the she-dragon once more? Oh, Antonia, what in the world are +you doing here?"</p> + +<p>"Sponging you," said Antonia. "I have something to say, so wake up."</p> + +<p>"Wake up?" replied Susy. "I should think I am awake. Who could stand +such barbarous treatment? I was so comfortable, and I had locked the +door to make all things perfectly safe. How in the world did you get +into the room?"</p> + +<p>"By a ladder, through the open window. Now pray don't waste any more +time over trivial details. I have come here to have a serious talk with +you."</p> + +<p>"Why serious, Tony? You know how I hate grave subjects."</p> + +<p>"I have come to have a quiet talk with you about the Towers; you can sit +there, just where you are. Don't dry your hair, or you'll get sleepy +again. I'll keep a basin of cold water near me and sponge you <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[Pg 226]</a></span>whenever +you wink an eyelid. Now then, what do you think of the Towers?"</p> + +<p>"I have scarcely seen it yet."</p> + +<p>"You must have a first impression; what is it?"</p> + +<p>"Really, Tony, you needn't have awakened me and gone to the trouble of a +ladder, and an open window, and a sponge, for the sake of hearing my +first impressions."</p> + +<p>"That's neither here nor there," answered Antonia. "What do you think of +the Towers?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's well enough; it seems to be a very old place."</p> + +<p>"Didn't it strike you that the rooms were musty?"</p> + +<p>"Well, yes; now that you mention it, I thought they were decidedly +musty."</p> + +<p>"It will be impossible," said Antonia, "for you to turn the Towers into +a proper Moresque or Libertyesque house."</p> + +<p>"I thought you liked the place; you seemed so delighted with the +briars."</p> + +<p>"The briars are well enough, and so is the china; it's the rooms I +complain of; they never can be reduced to high art—your sort of high +art, I mean, Susy. But now, tell me, did you do much measuring?"</p> + +<p>"No, I didn't; a dreadful woman came with me; she quite frightened me, +and spoke a lot about the Lorrimers, and a ghost in the tower."</p> + +<p>"Well, of course there'd be a ghost in the tower," continued Antonia; +"an old place like that couldn't exist without its ghost."</p> + +<p>"I don't believe a bit in ghosts," said Susy. "No sensible people +believe in them; there are no such things. You know that, of course, +Antonia."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[Pg 227]</a></span></p><p>Susy looked uncomfortable while she spoke, and Antonia knew well that +she was an arrant coward.</p> + +<p>"You don't believe in ghosts either," continued Susy; "do you now, +Tony?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, but I do," answered Antonia; "I believe in them profoundly. I have +Shakespeare for my authority on the subject."</p> + +<p>"And you really think that—that the Towers is haunted?"</p> + +<p>"No doubt whatever on the subject. If you don't want to be convinced +against your will, you must choose a bedroom in the most modern part of +the house, and avoid the old tower, with its funny, quaint little rooms. +Frankly, I am disappointed in the Towers as a place for <i>you</i>—the rooms +are not your sort—you want great, lofty, bright, modern rooms. I don't +like that musty smell either; it points to damp somewhere. Then, it is +scarcely likely that the water supply is perfect; those old wells are +full of danger, and you once had typhoid, don't you remember? Your +father will have to spend a lot on the place before he makes it anything +like what your sort of high art requires; and when all is said and done, +you'd be lonely there. You know I'm perfectly frank; you know that well, +don't you?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, Tony," answered poor Susy in a most melancholy voice. "Oh, please +don't throw any more sponges at me; I am quite shivering, and your words +make me feel so melancholy. But why should I be lonely at the Towers; +there are plenty of neighbours all around?"</p> + +<p>"That is true, but I don't believe you'll care for them, nor they for +you: they are the Lorrimer sort, and the Miss Macalister sort, and the +Hester <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[Pg 228]</a></span>Thornton sort. You know you don't care for those sorts of +people, do you?"</p> + +<p>"I'm sure I don't. I hate them. I wish father hadn't bought the Towers +without consulting me."</p> + +<p>"Can't he back out of it?"</p> + +<p>"Back out of his bargain? What do you mean?"</p> + +<p>"I mean what I say; can't he get out of it? The Towers isn't a bit the +sort of place for you; it isn't even healthy for a girl like you. +There's a ghost there, and ground damp, and bad water, and the +neighbours aren't sociable, and you'll be moped to death."</p> + +<p>"How perfectly miserable you make me, Tony, but I won't be quite +friendless, for you'll be here most of the time now, won't you?"</p> + +<p>"Not I; I am going back to my atelier in Paris. Do you think I'd live in +a poky corner of the world like this?"</p> + +<p>"What shall I do?" echoed Susy. "I think you're very unkind to make me +so wretched and to depress me in the way you are doing. The Towers is +bought now, and we must make the best of it."</p> + +<p>"I only hope you won't suffer the consequences of this piece of folly," +retorted Antonia with spirit. "The Towers is not the place for you, and +you ought to persuade your father to get out of that bargain. Let him +take a nice cheerful villa at Richmond; that's where you ought to live."</p> + +<p>"I wish he would," said Susy; "but it's a great deal too late, a great +deal too late to draw back now. Besides, we did so want to be county +people."</p> + +<p>"You'll never be county people, whatever that jargon means—that is, +you'll never be like the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[Pg 229]</a></span>Lorrimers and the Thorntons. You don't want to +be, do you?"</p> + +<p>"Good gracious, no; they are a depressing set."</p> + +<p>"Then that's what county people are, so why should you kill yourself to +be one of them? Aren't you going to write to your father to tell him +what you think of the Towers?"</p> + +<p>"Shall I?"</p> + +<p>"I would if I were you. You might suggest——"</p> + +<p>"Yes; do you think it would be any use?"</p> + +<p>"There is no saying—it's your own affair. If you choose to die of +<i>ennui</i>, don't tell me that I haven't warned you. Now I see you are wide +awake, so you may dry your hair and get up."</p> + +<p>"Oh, dear, oh, dear," sighed Susy after Antonia had swung herself out of +the room, "I'm chilled to the bone and every scrap of spirit taken out +of me. I hate that awful Towers—<i>why</i> did father buy it?"</p> + +<p>One of Antonia's great ideas was on all occasions to strike while the +iron is hot. It was her plan to leap over obstacles or to push them +vigorously aside. She had no respect for people's corns. Their +preconceived prejudices were nothing to her. Having succeeded in +disturbing Susy, she now went straight to her mother's room. Mrs. +Bernard Temple was seated in an easy chair by the open window, enjoying +a quiet ten minutes for thought and rest before It was time for her to +dress for dinner. Pinkerton was moving about putting the different +accessories for her mistress's toilet in order. Antonia pushed her +almost rudely aside as she swept across the room.</p> + +<p>"Go away, Pinkerton," she said, "I want to speak to mother by herself."</p> + +<p>"Oh, really, not at present, Antonia," said Mrs. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[Pg 230]</a></span>Bernard Temple, with a +look of alarm spreading over her high-class features. "I have gone +through a great deal to-day and am quite tired, and I shall have to +begin to dress for dinner in a few minutes. Sir John is very particular +about my appearance, and I wish Pinkerton to try the effect of arranging +my hair in a new manner. I thought, Pinkerton, that you might pile it up +high on a sort of cushion—it has a very old-picture effect."</p> + +<p>"You ought to wear a cap," said Antonia, standing in front of her +parent; "it would be much more suitable and appropriate, and would save +you a lot of trouble."</p> + +<p>"A cap!" almost screamed Mrs. Bernard Temple. "To hear you speak, +Antonia, one would think that I was advanced in years."</p> + +<p>"As it's only I who think that, it doesn't matter, mother," said +Antonia. "You shall wear your hair any way you please, only I really +must have a little talk with you first. The sooner I begin my talk the +sooner it will be over, so please go away at once, Pinkerton."</p> + +<p>Pinkerton knew Antonia too well to dream of disobeying her. She left the +room, slamming the door behind her, and Mrs. Bernard Temple looked up at +her resolute daughter with a frown between her brows.</p> + +<p>"Now, out with it, whatever it is," she said. "You have got something at +the back of your head, and you can say it in ten words as well as +twenty. What do you want me to do?"</p> + +<p>"You have great influence with Sir John Thornton, haven't you, mother?" +asked Antonia, kneeling down as she spoke by the open window, and +leaning one pointed elbow on the sill. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">[Pg 231]</a></span>Mrs. Bernard Temple permitted +herself to smile agreeably.</p> + +<p>"A man's <i>fiancée</i> has generally influence over him," she said in a +sentimental voice.</p> + +<p>"That's what I thought," said Antonia. "I'll never be anybody's +<i>fiancée</i>—the mere thought would make me ill—but that's neither here +nor there. Granted that you have influence over Sir John, I want you to +use it in my way—now, do you understand?"</p> + +<p>"Really, Antonia, really,"—Mrs. Bernard Temple looked quite +alarmed—"Sir John cannot bear erratic people, he tells me so from +morning to night. I am afraid you have managed to displease him very +seriously, my dear. When you spilt your tea in the garden this evening, +he acknowledged, when I pressed him on the subject, that it gave him +quite a sense of nausea. You see, Antonia, how careful you ought to be. +The comforts of the home I have provided for you may be jeopardised if +you are too erratic. You know I did not wish you to come to the Grange +until after my wedding. The fact is, Sir John is very much annoyed about +you. He has spoken to me most seriously on the subject of your +extraordinary manners, and has asked me why I permit you to do the +things you do. When I tell him that I have not the smallest scrap of +influence over you, he simply does not believe me; and then he has such +an aggravating way of drawing comparisons between you and that +icy-mannered girl, Hester."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm not a patch upon Hester," said Antonia; "she is a very nice, +well-bred, English young lady. I'm Bohemian of the Bohemians. I'm +nobody—nobody at all. I extinguish myself at the shrine of <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[Pg 232]</a></span>great Art. +I love to extinguish myself. I adore being a shadow."</p> + +<p>"I think, Antonia, you are quite mad."</p> + +<p>"Think it away, my dearest mother, only grant my request; influence Sir +John in my way."</p> + +<p>"Oh, you terrible, terrible child! Well, what do you want me to do?"</p> + +<p>"Now you're becoming reasonable," said Antonia, "and I really won't keep +you from your hair a moment longer than I can help. I went to the Towers +this morning, mother; it's really a heavenly old place; quite steeped in +the best sort of mediæval art. In the house, old china and low ceilings; +out of doors, nature untrammelled. Think of a place like the Towers in +the possession of Susy Drummond and her father, the ex-coal-merchant. +Mother, it is not to be."</p> + +<p>"My dear Antonia, I can't listen to you another moment." Mrs. Bernard +Temple rose as she spoke. "Pinkerton, come at once," she called.</p> + +<p>Pinkerton turned the handle of the door.</p> + +<p>"Go away, Pinkerton!" shouted Antonia. "Now, mother, sit down; there's +oceans of time."</p> + +<p>"Really, really, my dear! Oh, what a trial one's children sometimes are. +The Drummonds have bought the Towers. The whole thing is an accomplished +fact."</p> + +<p>"It is not too late," pursued Antonia. "I have been giving a spice of my +mind to Susy, and she hates and detests the place, and will do what she +can to get her father to back out of his bargain. Well, the Lorrimers +are almost dying at the thought of going. The ugly duckling told me the +whole story to-day, and I never listened to anything more <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[Pg 233]</a></span>piteous; and +Squire Lorrimer is hiding in London because of his poor feelings. In +short, the moment for strong measures has arrived; and if you won't +speak to Sir John, I will."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Bernard Temple turned white.</p> + +<p>"If <i>you</i> speak to him, Antonia," she said, "he will break off the +match, and we shall be ruined—ruined."</p> + +<p>"Very well, mother; you must have a conversation with him. One or other +of us must have it, that is certain."</p> + +<p>"Oh, you most terrible child! What am I to say to him?"</p> + +<p>"Say this, and say it firmly. Say that you won't marry him unless he +goes to see Squire Lorrimer, and makes an arrangement to lend him +sufficient money to stay on at the Towers. The Drummonds will be +delighted to get out of their bargain, and the Lorrimers will be saved. +That's the plan of campaign. Either I undertake to see it through, +mother, or you do. Now, which is it to be?"</p> + +<p>"You must give me until to-morrow morning to think over your wild words. +Really, my poor head is splitting."</p> + +<p>Antonia went up and kissed her mother.</p> + +<p>"You can come now, Pinkerton," she called out.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_244" id="Page_244">[Pg 234]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXV" id="CHAPTER_XXV"></a>CHAPTER XXV.</h2> + +<h3>MOLLY'S SORROW.</h3> + + +<p>Hester was a good deal astonished that same day, when, just before +dinner, Annie Forest came up to her with a request.</p> + +<p>"I don't want to dine here to-night," she said. "I want to go to the +Towers to have a good long talk with Molly."</p> + +<p>"But, really, Annie," replied Hester, "is it necessary for you to go +to-night? I did not know—I mean I did not think that—that you and +Molly——"</p> + +<p>"That we were special friends?" interrupted Annie. "Oh, yes, we are +quite friendly enough for the little talk I mean to have. You'll spare +me, won't you, Hetty, and if Molly offers me a bed, I'll sleep there and +be back quite early in the morning."</p> + +<p>"I can't refuse you, of course," said Hester, "but that won't prevent my +missing you. It will be rather a dreadful dinner party, with only Mrs. +Bernard Temple and Antonia and that dreadful, sleepy Susy. You are so +full of tact and so bright, Annie, that you generally make matters go +off fairly well. But to-night there won't be anyone to stem the current. +Oh, dear, I do trust that Antonia won't talk <i>too</i> much high art."</p> + +<p>As Hester spoke, she looked at her friend with an expression of great +anxiety on her face. Under ordinary circumstances this look would have +completely overmastered Annie, who would immediately <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245">[Pg 235]</a></span>have yielded up +her own wishes to please Hester, but now she remained quite obdurate.</p> + +<p>"I am sure you will manage very well," she said, in an almost hard voice +for her. "You know, Hetty, you won't always have me, and you will have +Mrs. Bernard Temple and Antonia."</p> + +<p>"It is too dreadful," sighed Hester. "When my father thought of marrying +again, why did he not think of someone more congenial?"</p> + +<p>"I suppose Mrs. Bernard Temple is congenial to him," replied Annie, "and +that he doubtless considers of the first importance. After all, Hetty, +I'm sure she will let you have your own way in everything, and I don't +really think that Antonia is half bad. If I were you I would try and +make friends with her."</p> + +<p>"It is not in my nature to make friends easily," replied Hester.</p> + +<p>She was standing in her pretty bedroom as she spoke, and Annie was +leaning by the open window, swinging her garden hat in her hand.</p> + +<p>"Hester," she said, suddenly, "forgive me if I ask you rather a rude +question. Is your father a very rich man?"</p> + +<p>Hester looked surprised.</p> + +<p>"I suppose so," she answered; "to tell the truth, I have never thought +about it. Oh, yes, I conclude that he is quite well off."</p> + +<p>"But I want him to be more than well off. Is he rich—very rich? so rich +that he would not miss a lot of money if he had suddenly to—to lose +it?"</p> + +<p>"What a very queer question to ask me, Annie," replied Hester. "I am +really afraid I cannot reply to it. I think my father must be rich, but +I don't know if he is rich enough to be able to afford to lose <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_246" id="Page_246">[Pg 236]</a></span>a lot of +money—I don't think anyone is rich enough for that."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, some people are," answered Annie. "Well, good-bye, Hetty, keep +up your heart. I'll be back early to-morrow morning."</p> + +<p>"I must get that question of Sir John Thornton's wealth clearly answered +somehow or other," thought Annie, "for there is no manner of use in +Antonia stirring up a lot of mischief if there is no money to be found. +I wonder if nursey could help me. I think I'll just have a word with her +before I go to the Towers."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Martin was alone when Annie entered the room.</p> + +<p>"Well, my dear, and why ain't you at dinner?" asked the old woman. She +was still fond of Annie, whom she invariably spoke of as "a winsome +young body," but recent events had soured her considerably, and as she +herself expressed it, the keenest pleasure now left to her in life was +to "mope and mutter."</p> + +<p>"Moping and muttering eases the mind," she said; "it's a wonderful +relief not to have to sit up straight and smiling when you feel crooked +and all of a frown."</p> + +<p>Accordingly Mrs. Martin received Annie Forest with brief displeasure.</p> + +<p>"I have no heart for dinner," said Annie, who took her cue at once from +the old woman's face. "I know you are miserable, Nurse Martin, but you +need not look at me so scornfully, for I am trying to mend matters."</p> + +<p>"You," exclaimed nurse, "a child like you! Now, Miss Annie, I would try +and talk sensibly, I would, really."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247">[Pg 237]</a></span></p><p>"Well, I'm going off to the Towers for the night," said Annie, "and if +you weren't so cross I'd like to say good-bye and give you a kiss before +I started."</p> + +<p>"Eh, dear," replied nurse, her countenance visibly softening however; +"kisses, however sweet they be, don't heal sore places."</p> + +<p>"But you'll take one, won't you, nursey?"</p> + +<p>"Eh, my bairn, you have a winsome way, but don't you come canoodling me +now, when my heart is like to break about my own dear children; and the +young ladies at the Towers, too, in such a muck of trouble."</p> + +<p>"Dear nursey," exclaimed Annie; "dear, loving, faithful, true-hearted +nursey."</p> + +<p>She stroked the old woman's brow and rubbed her soft cheek against hers.</p> + +<p>"Out with it now, my pet," said Nurse Martin. "What is it you want me to +do? If it's the pawn-shop again—once for all, no, I won't."</p> + +<p>"It isn't the pawn-shop," said Annie; "it's just to ask you a simple +question. I asked Hester, but she couldn't tell me. Is Sir John Thornton +a rich man?"</p> + +<p>"Is he rich?" echoed nurse; "do you think <i>she'd</i> be after him if he +wasn't?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know. Is he rich, nursey?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, he's rich," replied nurse.</p> + +<p>"Very, very rich? Dear Nurse Martin, please say yes."</p> + +<p>"He's rich," replied nurse in an emphatic voice. "He has got his gold +and his lands, and not a debt anywhere, and small expenses compared to +his means. Yes, he's rich. More shame to him for taking the money from +Miss Hester and Miss Nan <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_248" id="Page_248">[Pg 238]</a></span>to provide a new wife and an outlandish +stepdaughter."</p> + +<p>"If he lost a lot of money, a great lot, would he be a beggar?" pursued +Annie.</p> + +<p>"Well, really, Miss Annie, it isn't for me to say; but I think it would +be a very big sum that would beggar Sir John. What are you after, Miss? +I don't understand you at all."</p> + +<p>"I'm thinking of the outlandish stepdaughter," replied Annie.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Miss Annie Forest, don't name her to me. She turns my heart sick. +Its in an asylum she should be. The messes she carries about with her, +and the dress she wears, and the whole look of her! It isn't fit for +Miss Hester and Miss Nan to have anything to do with her."</p> + +<p>"You don't know her yet," replied Annie. "She has beautiful thoughts and +grand resolves."</p> + +<p>"Preserve me from 'em," said nurse. "There, now, miss, if you re going, +you'd better go. I don't want to hear anything more about that girl, for +lady she ain't."</p> + +<p>"Good-bye, nurse," said Annie. "I am glad you are certain that Sir John +Thornton is rich."</p> + +<p>"I'd be glad if I was as certain that Miss Hester and Miss Nan were +going to be happy," replied the old woman.</p> + +<p>Annie blew a kiss to her and ran away.</p> + +<p>The task Antonia had set her was quite to her heart. If, in addition to +helping the Lorrimers, she could by this means get out of her own +scrape, why, so much the better. It was one of Annie's gifts to be able +to discriminate character with great nicety; and while Antonia spoke to +her, she acknowledged a <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[Pg 239]</a></span>sudden respect and even admiration for the +power which this queer girl possessed.</p> + +<p>It was almost night when Annie set off on her walk across the fields to +the Towers. She could not help singing to herself as she skipped lightly +over the ground. She felt somehow, she could scarcely tell why, as if a +great load had been lifted off her mind. One part of Antonia's mission +she had already accomplished. She had found out from a very trustworthy +source that Sir John Thornton was really a rich man. The second half of +her task, the discovery of the present address of Squire Lorrimer, would +surely not be impossible of fulfilment.</p> + +<p>The Lorrimer children were out as usual. Whenever was a Lorrimer within +doors, when he or she could be out? When Annie approached they were +dismally employed, for Harry had inaugurated weekly meetings of the feud +during the remainder of their stay at the Towers; and the children were +now dancing solemnly round the bonfire, and repeating the solemn dirge +which was to work evil consequences to the new-comers. Harry was +spokesman on the occasion. He repeated the words to a sort of chanting +air, and all the others repeated them after him with immense unction and +smacking of lips. Kitty said afterwards that the dirge made her feel +nearly as bloodthirsty as a Red Indian, and Boris openly wished that he +could live in a wigwam and wear scalps.</p> + +<p>Annie's appearance on the scene diverted the whole party, and Boris +eagerly asked her if she would like to become a member of the feud.</p> + +<p>"I would immensely," replied Annie; "but it wouldn't be of any use, as +I'm not a Lorrimer."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[Pg 240]</a></span></p><p>"I could marry you, and then you'd be one," said Boris, looking up at +her with a great shining light in his eyes.</p> + +<p>"So you could, you sweet," said Annie, bending down and kissing him, +"and the day I marry you I faithfully promise to join the feud; but I +must run off now to find Molly."</p> + +<p>"She's somewhere in the tower packing books," screamed Kitty after her.</p> + +<p>Accordingly Annie pursued her way round to that part of the house.</p> + +<p>The tower was at least two hundred years older than the rest of the +mansion, and, as Annie ran up the spiral stairs, she had to feel her way +through thick darkness, for the Lorrimers never thought of spending +money on illuminating the stairs and passages of this ancient building.</p> + +<p>A dim light in the distance presently guided her steps, and she soon +found herself standing, out of breath and a good deal blown, in the +presence of Molly and Jane Macalister. They were both clothed from head +to foot in long brown-holland aprons. Jane was vigorously dusting and +brushing a heap of dilapidated books, which Molly was arranging in +orderly piles on the floor. Jane looked up when she saw Annie and +uttered a little scream.</p> + +<p>"Now, what have you come about?" she said; "you see we are quite up to +our eyes in work."</p> + +<p>"Delightful," said Annie; "I'll help. Toss me an apron, Molly, do."</p> + +<p>Off went Annie's hat, on went the brown-holland apron, and Jane found +that she had secured a valuable assistant in the matter of dusting and +brushing.</p> + +<p style="text-align: center"> +<img src="images/i-4.jpg" width="391" height="600" alt="i_4" title="i_4" /></p> +<p style="text-align: center"><b> +<a href="#Page_250">PACKING THE BOOKS (<i>p.</i> 240).</a></b></p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_253" id="Page_253">[Pg 241]</a></span></p><p>The work went on for two or three minutes in silence, then Molly said, +"I hope there's nothing the matter with Nora, Annie? It seems so very +late for you to come to pay us a visit."</p> + +<p>"I have come here to stay for the night, if I may," replied Annie.</p> + +<p>"Hoots! I don't know if that will be possible," interrupted Jane.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'll sleep anywhere; I'm not a bit particular. I want to talk to +you, Molly; I've a great deal to say."</p> + +<p>"There's no use in girls wasting their time with silly havering when +work has to be done," snapped Jane. "I'm willing to grant that a heavy +misfortune has come to this house, but come rain or sunshine the daily +round <i>must</i> go on. Pass me that clean duster, Molly. These books have +to be sorted and put in boxes before we either of us lie down to-night."</p> + +<p>"But three pairs of hands make lighter work than two," rejoined Annie. +"I'm willing to help; I mean to help; I am helping. Molly, pass me a +duster, too. I'll talk to you, Molly, when the work is over."</p> + +<p>"That's the time for sleep," said Jane.</p> + +<p>"Oh, come, Jane, if Annie wants to talk to me, she must," said Molly in +an almost fretful tone. "There's plenty of room for you in my bed, +Annie, so that matter is settled; now let us fly along with the books."</p> + +<p>Jane did not utter another word of remonstrance. In her inmost heart she +had a great admiration for Annie, whom she always spoke of as a "bonny, +capable lassie." The books were all sorted and packed in a little over +an hour, and then the girls went downstairs to supper in the great hall. +Supper consisted of porridge and milk, followed by great dishes of +stewed fruit. The children all sat round a table, and Mrs. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_254" id="Page_254">[Pg 242]</a></span>Lorrimer, +with the air of a royal matron, dispensed the simple food.</p> + +<p>Immediately afterwards, Annie slipped her hand through Molly's arm, and +drew her out of doors on to the moonlit lawn.</p> + +<p>"I can't wait another moment," she said. "I've oceans of things to ask +you."</p> + +<p>"I suppose you have come over on some special business," replied Molly. +"Has Hester sent me a message?"</p> + +<p>"No; Hester has had nothing to do with it. I came over because I really +want a talk with you all by myself. I cannot tell you what I thought +to-day when that dreadful Susy Drummond came with her sort of 'take +possession' style into the house."</p> + +<p>"And do you really imagine," answered Molly, "that Miss Drummond annoyed +us in any way? for if you do you are greatly mistaken. We are in great +trouble just now about father, and about dear Guy being cut out of his +rightful inheritance, and naturally we shall all feel leaving the +Towers, but if you think that girl makes any difference one way or +other, you are quite wrong."</p> + +<p>Annie was silent for a moment. Then she said in a low voice, "I'm glad +you don't mind her; she would try me a good bit. How soon have you got +to leave, Molly?"</p> + +<p>"Mother would like us to be out in a month," replied Molly. "Mr. +Drummond does not take possession for over five weeks, but mother thinks +that when a very painful thing has to be done, the sooner it is over the +better. And she has almost taken a roomy old cottage on the edge of +Sharsted Common. She says the children must not be cooped up in a <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_255" id="Page_255">[Pg 243]</a></span>town +house, and they will have plenty of room to run about on the common, and +as Nortonbury is only a mile away, Guy and Harry can still go to school +there."</p> + +<p>"And will you still stay at home, Molly?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know, all the future is a complete blank. I am not educated +according to modern ideas, and I love my own people so deeply that it +would be agony to leave them. At the same time, I know some of us must +go away, for we shall be very poor; we'll have no money at all except +the income from mother's little fortune, and that will go a small way. I +have asked mother to let us do without a servant, for I quite love +housework. But really, Annie, everything at present is simply in chaos."</p> + +<p>"It is good of you to tell me," said Annie, in her caressing voice. "You +know I am poor myself, and I dearly love poor people; they are fifty +times more interesting than rich ones. Fancy what zest is added to life +when you have to contrive and scrape, and patch and fit every one of +your dresses."</p> + +<p>"As to that," replied Molly, "I don't in the least care what I wear; but +I must frankly say that patched and contrived dresses are, as a rule, +very ugly. Now shall we come into the house?"</p> + +<p>"Not yet," replied Annie; "it is lovely out. Let us take another turn +just here in the moonlight. Have you heard anything about the Squire +lately, Molly? Is he likely to come back to the Towers soon?"</p> + +<p>"No; I'm afraid he won't come at all. The sudden necessity which obliged +him to sell the old home has had the strangest effect upon him. We are +very anxious about him—very, very unhappy. The state of his health is +our keenest grief."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_256" id="Page_256">[Pg 244]</a></span></p><p>"And do you know where he is?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, in London. Mother writes to him to his club."</p> + +<p>"It seems a great pity that he should be alone there," said Annie. "I +wonder your mother likes to leave him."</p> + +<p>"Mother is only carrying out his wishes. He has absolutely refused to +come back to the Towers. He says he may come after we have all gone, but +not before. I cannot tell you, Annie, how miserable we are about him. He +is completely altered. He used to be the tenderest, the most unselfish +of fathers, and now the whole burden of everything is put on poor +mother's shoulders."</p> + +<p>"What is the name of his club?" asked Annie.</p> + +<p>"The Carlton."</p> + +<p>"Have none of you any influence over him?"</p> + +<p>"Nell has the most. She is a strange child, and has a way of seeing down +into the very heart of things. Where her interests are aroused, she has +such intense sympathy that it gives her wonderful tact. If father were +at home, I believe Nell could manage him; but where is the use of +talking? He is away, and we none of us can move him by letter or +otherwise. Mother hopes that when we are really settled at the cottage, +he will return; but oh, dear—oh, dear—I believe the changed life will +shorten his days. There, Annie, I never thought to confide in you, but +you see I have done so. Now let us come indoors."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_257" id="Page_257">[Pg 245]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVI" id="CHAPTER_XXVI"></a>CHAPTER XXVI.</h2> + +<h3>PLOT THICKENS.</h3> + + +<p>"Mother," said Antonia, two days after the events mentioned in the last +chapter, "I think we have been quite long enough at the Grange."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Bernard Temple was taking a walk by herself round one of the lawns +when Antonia swept up to her and made this remark.</p> + +<p>"I thought you would be saying something erratic of this sort," replied +her parent, a good deal of annoyance in her tone. "We have not been at +the Grange a week yet and, as it is to be the future home of both of us, +it does not seem at all inconsistent to spend a fortnight here now, +particularly when we are enjoying ourselves so much."</p> + +<p>"Pray speak for yourself with regard to the enjoyment, mother," +responded Miss Bernard Temple. "I must say that dreariness is no word +for this place as far as I am concerned. These trim <i>parterres</i>, those +undulating velvet lawns are abhorrence to me; but I am not thinking of +myself at all when I say that I think it would be well for us to return +to our rooms in town. I wish to do so for quite another motive. In the +first place, I have got to take care of you, mother; you must not make +yourself too cheap."</p> + +<p>"Oh, my dear Antonia, what a horrid expression! I hope I understand what +is due to my own dignity."</p> + +<p>"Frankly, mother, you don't—not on all occasions; but now to revert to +the more important business. I am anxious to be back in town because I +want this <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_258" id="Page_258">[Pg 246]</a></span>matter with regard to the Towers to be carried into effect as +soon as possible. By the way, have you spoken to Sir John Thornton on +the subject?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, oh, yes! for goodness sake don't you interfere, my dear."</p> + +<p>"Of course I won't if you have done your duty. What did you say?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, just what I thought necessary! I think I made up quite a moving +story. Sir John listened attentively. Said he had the greatest possible +respect for Squire Lorrimer; that it gave him considerable pain to feel +that <i>parvenus</i>, like the Drummonds should reside at the Towers; but he +said, further, that he could not quite tell how he was to interfere."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I dare say!" answered Antonia. "I know enough of him to be certain +that every step of the path to the rescue must be made clear by others. +Did he give you to understand, mother, that he would be willing to help +Squire Lorrimer if the occasion arose?"</p> + +<p>"Well, my dear, I gathered that he would not be averse to doing so; but, +really, the matter is one of extreme delicacy, and one which it is quite +impossible for me to say much about."</p> + +<p>"But I have not the least objection to talking about it," said Antonia. +"It is one of my failings not to feel delicacy except with regard to +art. I can talk to him if you like. I should recommend extreme +bluntness. These obtuse people never see things unless they are put +right up in front of their eyes."</p> + +<p>"Really, Antonia, in addition to being eccentric, you are now becoming +positively vulgar. What have I done to be afflicted with a daughter like +you? I <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_259" id="Page_259">[Pg 247]</a></span>beg and beseech of you not to say a word to Sir John on the +subject."</p> + +<p>"All right, mother, I won't, if you will promise without fail to return +to London to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"Oh, dear, dear, it will be most inconvenient."</p> + +<p>"But you'll come?"</p> + +<p>"I—really——"</p> + +<p>"I see Sir John in the distance; he is smoking a cigarette, which will +soothe him while I talk. If I talk to him, you needn't go to London so +soon. Which shall it be?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, London, London—anything better than that you should worry poor Sir +John. Was there ever a woman so worried? You had better send Pinkerton +to me."</p> + +<p>"That's a good mother," said Antonia, bestowing one of her rare and +wonderfully sweet smiles upon her parent. She rushed away to the house +in her headlong style; met Hester in one of the corridors; stopped her +to exclaim, "Cheer up, Hetty, the incubus is leaving by the first train +in the morning," and then finding Pinkerton, despatched her for orders +to Mrs. Bernard Temple.</p> + +<p>A few moments later, Antonia had forced her way into Susy's presence.</p> + +<p>"Mother and I leave to-morrow," she said. "I don't know if you feel +inclined to stay here much longer?"</p> + +<p>"I? No, I'm sure I don't," answered Susy. "I am sick of the place; they +are all such a lot of slow coaches."</p> + +<p>"County people, you know," said Antonia with a slight sneer, "are always +a little slow to us <i>parvenus</i>; we're so wonderfully fresh, you know; +not worn out like the poor county folk."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_260" id="Page_260">[Pg 248]</a></span></p><p>"You can call yourself a <i>parvenu</i> if you like," said Susy in a rage, +"but I decline to allow the name to be applied to me; however, I think +I'll go back to father to-morrow, and I may as well take advantage of +your escort."</p> + +<p>"That's what I thought. Get your maid to pack your things, for we shall +be off by the first train, remember. By the way, did you hear from your +father with regard to your letter?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I heard this morning."</p> + +<p>"Well, what did he say?"</p> + +<p>"He says he is sorry I don't like the Towers, but he doesn't see how he +is to get out of the purchase now. He is to take possession in a little +over a month."</p> + +<p>"What a horrible future for you," said Antonia. "That musty old +place—the ghost in the tower—the family feud——"</p> + +<p>"What do you mean by the family feud?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, a little arrangement lately entered into by the younger Lorrimers +for your benefit. I'm not bound to repeat it, but I can truly say I +shouldn't like the little formula they have made up to be chanted +nightly about me. Frankly, Susy, I pity you. You must hate the idea of +going to the Towers."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I loathe it," said Susy.</p> + +<p>"The best thing you can do is to see your father, and have a very +serious talk. Its settled that you come back with us to-morrow. That's +right. Ta-ta for the present."</p> + +<p>Antonia left the room.</p> + +<p>She stood for a moment by herself in one of the passages.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_261" id="Page_261">[Pg 249]</a></span></p><p>"Who would have thought," she murmured to herself, "that I, Antonia +Bernard Temple, would devote myself to anything except the services of +high Art. Here am I absolutely wearing myself out and devising the most +horrible plots and stratagems, all for the sake of an ugly duckling. +Shall I succeed? Yes, I think so. Matters move in the right direction. +Susy hates going to the Towers; the Lorrimers hate leaving the Towers. +Sir John Thornton has more money than he knows what to do with. Surely +some scheme can be suggested to keep the old family in the old place. +When we are in town, we can soon get to know Squire Lorrimer. Hurrah! I +have an idea. Annie Forest and Nora shall both come up to town with us +to-morrow. Annie is a capital kind of girl, although she did behave with +want of fidelity as regards that ring. I must get it back for her +somehow before we leave. Annie we must have, for she's a perfect jewel +of tact, and so sweetly pretty, just like a red rose, while I'm a +fierce—very fierce—tiger lily. Nora must come, too, because, of +course, Squire Lorrimer will visit us for the sake of seeing his child. +Mother shall propose to Sir John Thornton, and he will further suggest +to Mrs. Lorrimer, that Nora would be the better for the best surgical +advice. Hey presto! the thing is delightfully managed. Antonia, my dear, +you begin to see daylight, don't you?"</p> + +<p>Antonia skipped away in high good humour, and, wonderful to relate, her +different little schemes for collecting a party to accompany her mother +and herself to town were all carried out without hitch or difficulty. +Annie, of course, was only too delighted to spend her last few days of +holiday in London, and Nora, who had never been there, quite forgave +Mrs. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_262" id="Page_262">[Pg 250]</a></span>Bernard Temple for becoming Hester's stepmother when she heard +that she was going to take her to the "Heart of the World," as she +termed the great metropolis.</p> + +<p>On the evening of that same day Antonia, having concluded, as she +considered, an arduous campaign, stood for a moment in earnest +contemplation. "There's only the ring," she said to herself. "I must get +the ring for poor Annie before I go. Now, who will lend me thirty +shillings? I'll try Pinkerton first."</p> + +<p>She swept into the room where the tired maid was completing her somewhat +laborious packing, for Mrs. Bernard Temple invariably carried nearly a +houseful of dresses about with her.</p> + +<p>"Well, Miss Antonia, what now?" said the maid. "I wish you'd take off +that evening dress, miss, and let me lay it just over the others here in +in this box."</p> + +<p>"I can stuff it into my Gladstone bag," said Antonia; "don't trouble +about it. Pinkerton, when were you paid your wages last?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, wages, indeed!" said Pinkerton, with a sniff. "Don't talk of em, +Miss Antonia. It's months and months I'm owed, but I suppose it will be +all right when your ma is married to this rich gentleman."</p> + +<p>"You haven't got about thirty-two shillings you could spare me?" said +Antonia.</p> + +<p>"I couldn't oblige you with thirty-two pence, miss."</p> + +<p>Antonia drummed with her fingers on a chest of drawers near which she +was leaning. "And it's such a paltry sum," she muttered—"not worth a +fuss. You ought to have your wages, Pinkerton—it's a shame! I must +speak to mother about them when my mind is <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_263" id="Page_263">[Pg 251]</a></span>a little less burdened. I +have a good deal to think of just now, so good-night!"</p> + +<p>"What about that dress, miss?"</p> + +<p>"I can't give it to you at present. I'll stow it away somewhere. +Good-night!"</p> + +<p>Antonia closed the door behind her and ran downstairs. She must get the +thirty-two shillings from somewhere. To whom could she apply? She +suddenly found herself face to face with Sir John Thornton. An +inspiration seized her. She rushed up to him and took one of his hands. +He shuddered, but had the strength of mind to remain perfectly still.</p> + +<p>"Can you lend me thirty-two shillings?" said Antonia. "You're as rich as +Crœsus, so you won't mind. I'll pay it back to you a shilling a week +out of my dress allowance. Will you lend it? Say yes or no in a hurry, +please."</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Sir John, "... with pleasure." He moved back a step or two. +"Here are two sovereigns," he said. "Pray don't mind the change. The +change doesn't matter, I assure you. Oh, any time, of course, as regards +repayment. I am happy to oblige you." He dropped the sovereigns into +Antonia's large palm and prepared to fly.</p> + +<p>"You are happy to oblige me?" she said with a sort of gasp. "Oh, do stay +just a single moment. You have made me very happy. Thirty-two shillings +must go for a special purpose, but eight blessed shillings remain. Don't +you really want the change? May I really borrow the change?"</p> + +<p>"Most certainly. I am rather in a hurry."</p> + +<p>"I'd kiss you, but you wouldn't like it," said Antonia. "These eight +shillings mean—do you know what they mean?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_264" id="Page_264">[Pg 252]</a></span></p><p>"If they make you happy, my dear young lady, that is enough for me."</p> + +<p>"They do, they do! Cobalt ... Indian red ... rose madder ... burnt +sienna ... canvasses ... a new flat brush for the skies ... some drawing +pins—Oh, he's gone! Dear old man. What an affliction I was to him; but +how triumphant I feel!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVII" id="CHAPTER_XXVII"></a>CHAPTER XXVII.</h2> + +<h3>NELL IS IN TROUBLE.</h3> + + +<p>All Antonia's plans were carried into effect. She paid Mrs. Martin +thirty-two shillings and gave the old woman her address in town, begging +of her to forward the ring there without an hour's delay. In due course +it arrived, and Annie had it once more in her possession. Poor Annie +turned pale when Antonia put the little box which contained it into her +hand.</p> + +<p>"I could cry as well as laugh," she said, looking at Antonia with tears +springing to her eyes. "I have not behaved well about this ring, and I +ought not to have it back like this. I ought to be properly punished. It +does not seem fair that I should have the ring returned to me again in +this easy manner."</p> + +<p>"Undoubtedly you have been deceitful," replied Antonia, "and your +conscience must feel ruffled. I can stand most things, but a ruffled +conscience, I confess, is too much for me. I suppose you will soothe it +in the only possible way?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_265" id="Page_265">[Pg 253]</a></span></p><p>"What do you mean?" asked Annie.</p> + +<p>"Confession is good for the soul," replied Antonia, in a sing-song +voice. She went to the window as she spoke and looked out into the +sunlit street.</p> + +<p>The two girls were standing in the room which Antonia was pleased to +call her studio. It was an attic at the top of the house, and had a +dormer window with a north light. The dormer window had sides which were +curtained with green. In Annie's opinion this room was simply hideous. +Huge canvasses covered with great daubs of colour occupied the walls. A +skeleton stood in one corner, and one or two draped figures were in +others. Antonia had lured Annie up here for the purpose of taking her +likeness in a white kerchief. Antonia was fired with an idea that Annie +would look well as Marie Antoinette on her way to execution. She was not +quite sure whether to make her Charlotte Corday or Marie Antoinette; +but, on reflection, decided that the latter character would suit her +best, as she did not think that Annie could ever get sufficient tragedy +into her eyes for the former.</p> + +<p>"I am going to paint myself some day for Charlotte," exclaimed Antonia. +"I'll study before the glass whenever I've an odd moment, and I believe +I shall do the fixity of purpose stare after another week of hard +practice. Now, do stand still Annie—the bother of the ring is at an +end, so you can forget it. Just turn your head a little to the left, I +want to get a peep at your ear—you have got a good ear, quite +shell-like. Now, for mercy's sake look tragical! Think of the +guillotine, and the crowd looking on, and La Belle France and the +Tuileries, and the horrid feeling when your head is separated from your +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_266" id="Page_266">[Pg 254]</a></span>trunk. Now, then, realise it—get it into your eyes. Are you realising +it?"</p> + +<p>"Frankly, I'm not," replied Annie. "I can't sit for Marie Antoinette any +longer to-day. I really can't, Antonia. This room is so stiflingly hot, +and I want to go out. I want to get into one of the parks. Are there any +near this?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes! Hyde Park is quite close; but you'll find it as dry as chips. +Remember, it is September now. Hyde Park is not pretty in September."</p> + +<p>"I wonder anyone can live in London," replied Annie.</p> + +<p>"Do you? I don't. I hate this poky little house in the centre of +detestable fashion; but if I could have an atelier, or a studio, I ought +to say, in Gower Street, it would be nearly as good as Paris. Well, if +you won't sit any longer, I suppose you won't. Now let us come +downstairs."</p> + +<p>The girls left the studio and entered the drawing-room. Here they found +Mrs. Bernard Temple and Nora. Nora was lying on a sofa looking tired and +pale, and Mrs. Bernard Temple was moving about the room in a bustling +sort of fashion arranging flowers. The drawing-room was small and +crowded with knick-knacks. Antonia seldom swept across this room without +knocking a table over or flicking a paper on to the floor.</p> + +<p>"Now, my dear, be careful!" exclaimed her parent. "That papier-mâche +table on which I have just arranged these lovely late roses, sent to me +by dear Sir John, will not stand one of your lunges. I cannot imagine +how you have got that peculiar walk, Antonia; its exactly as if you were +on board ship."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_267" id="Page_267">[Pg 255]</a></span></p><p>Antonia lounged towards a chair, into which she flung herself.</p> + +<p>"Dear me, it is hot!" she exclaimed, pushing back her thick black hair +from her forehead. "Never mind about my walk, mother; let me hear the +news. What did Sir Henry Fraser say of Nora?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Bernard Temple sank into another chair.</p> + +<p>"The dear child!" she exclaimed. "She had a trying morning."</p> + +<p>"Pray don't talk of it!" exclaimed Nora from her sofa. "It was too +desperate."</p> + +<p>"Why, did he hurt you?" exclaimed Antonia.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no! he was kindness itself; but we had to wait so long before we +saw him."</p> + +<p>"Pooh!" answered Antonia. "Was that the dreadful part? Tell me what he +said when you did see him? Are you likely soon to be quite well again?"</p> + +<p>"With care," interrupted Mrs. Bernard Temple, "dear Nora will recover +perfectly. Her back is still very weak, but there is no injury. She may +walk a little daily, but must lie down a good deal."</p> + +<p>"You're quite sure he wasn't anxious about you?" asked Antonia, fixing +her eyes on Nora.</p> + +<p>Nora started.</p> + +<p>"No; what do you mean?" she said. "You quite startle me. Why should he +be anxious?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I almost wish he were. It would suit my purpose to have him +anxious for a day or two. However, if he isn't, he isn't, and there's an +end of it. Nora, don't you want to see your father very badly?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes!" replied Nora. Her face grew pink and red. "Of course I'd like +to see him, but I have not an idea where he is."</p> + +<p>"He's in London, close to you, you goose."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_268" id="Page_268">[Pg 256]</a></span></p><p>"Antonia!" interrupted Mrs. Bernard Temple.</p> + +<p>"Mother, she is a goose not to remember that Squire Lorrimer is in town. +You ought to write to him, Nora, and ask him to come to see you."</p> + +<p>"If he's in London I don't know his address," answered Nora.</p> + +<p>"You can write to his club—the Carlton. Here, I'll find you paper and +pen, or, if you are too tired to write after the doctor's examination, +you can dictate a letter to me. Here, what do you want to say? I'm not a +good hand at letter-writing, but you must know the sort of thing. You +had better ask him to dinner to-night; there's not an hour to be lost."</p> + +<p>"You forget that we are going to the theatre to-night," said Mrs. +Bernard Temple.</p> + +<p>"Oh, what does that matter. Nora can't go, with her weak back."</p> + +<p>"Yes she can. I have taken a box, and she shall have my air-cushion to +lean against."</p> + +<p>"And I want to go to a theatre awfully," said Nora.</p> + +<p>"Well, well, so much for filial affection. Ask him to come to lunch +to-morrow. Write any way—show that you're a daughter, a loving +daughter."</p> + +<p>"Of course I'm a loving daughter, but I——"</p> + +<p>"For goodness sake don't have any more buts. Write or dictate, whichever +you please."</p> + +<p>"I'll write if I must, but really—I don't suppose father will care to +come."</p> + +<p>"Doesn't he care for you, then?"</p> + +<p>"Care for me? What a thing to say. Of course he cares for me."</p> + +<p>"Then he'll come. Now, I give you five minutes. Write the letter, and +I'll take it out and post it."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_269" id="Page_269">[Pg 257]</a></span></p><p>Nora muttered and grumbled, but Antonia's perfectly motionless figure, +as she sat in an easy chair facing her, was too much to be resisted. She +took up a pen, dipped it in ink, and began to write.</p> + +<p>"Do it lovingly," said Antonia; "put heart into it; show that you're a +daughter."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Bernard Temple motioned Annie to come and sit near her.</p> + +<p>"Really," she said in a whisper, "poor Antonia becomes more peculiar and +trying each day. She simply bullies us all. Look at that poor dear +little Nora, submitting to her caprice as gently as a lamb. I don't know +why she wants Squire Lorrimer to come here. I am not acquainted with +him, and it will be really painful for me to see him in his present +afflicted condition. I am a very cheerful person by nature, and hate +depressing circumstances."</p> + +<p>"I am sorry you are not sympathetic," answered Annie.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Bernard Temple raised her brows.</p> + +<p>"Sympathetic," she exclaimed; "my dear, I'm the soul—the very soul of +sympathy; but where's the use of wasting emotion? I can do nothing for +Squire Lorrimer, and it will only pain poor Nora to see him. Really, +really, Antonia is beyond anything afflicting. Now, my love, where are +you going?"</p> + +<p>The latter part of this speech was addressed to Miss Bernard Temple, who +was leaving the room. "Where are you going, Antonia, my love?" repeated +her mother.</p> + +<p>"Out, mother; to post this letter."</p> + +<p>"I beg of you to do nothing of the kind. I can send it by William, when +next he goes for a message."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_270" id="Page_270">[Pg 258]</a></span></p><p>William was a very diminutive, and much overworked, page-boy.</p> + +<p>"Thanks," said Antonia; "but I prefer to go myself."</p> + +<p>She left the room, shutting the door rather noisily; and Mrs. Bernard +Temple looked for sympathy to the two girls.</p> + +<p>"Is not she trying?" she repeated. "With my mind so preoccupied with +thoughts of my approaching marriage, and of dear Sir John, and those +sweet girls, Hester and Nan; it is really too much to be worried by +Antonia's whims."</p> + +<p>"Oh, but she means everything splendidly," said Annie. "I admire her +beyond anything. If you will let me, Mrs. Bernard Temple, I will go out +with her."</p> + +<p>"Oh, certainly, my dear. I see you are under her spell, so I have +nothing to say. Dear Nora and I will try to make ourselves happy +together."</p> + +<p>Annie left the room, and met Antonia in the hall.</p> + +<p>"Wait one moment, Antonia," she said; "I'll go with you."</p> + +<p>She ran upstairs, fetched her hat and gloves, and joined Antonia. The two +girls went into the street.</p> + +<p>"I'm determined that no pranks shall be played with this letter," said +Antonia; "so I intend not to post it, but to take it to the Carlton +myself."</p> + +<p>"Antonia, is that right?"</p> + +<p>"Right—what can there be wrong in it? There is no one who will eat me +at the Carlton. I shall simply give the letter to the hall-porter, and +desire him to put it into Mr. Lorrimer's hands the moment he appears. +Now, come on, if you are coming. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_271" id="Page_271">[Pg 259]</a></span>You can stay in the street while I +interview the porter."</p> + +<p>"But the post seems safer and easier," said Annie.</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't think so. Come, come; what are you loitering for?"</p> + +<p>As was universally the case, Antonia's strong will prevailed.</p> + +<p>She knew London thoroughly, and followed by the somewhat breathless +Annie, in due course reached the Carlton Club.</p> + +<p>She had run up the steps, entered the hall, interviewed the porter, +delivered her letter, and once more joined Annie, when the latter said +to her in a voice of suppressed excitement—</p> + +<p>"There is Squire Lorrimer; that man with the bent head and hat pushed +over his eyes. He passed the club while you were within. There he is, +just turning the corner."</p> + +<p>"Run after him and stop him," exclaimed Antonia. "Quick, quick—I'll +fetch the letter out while you're catching him up."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't like to," said Annie.</p> + +<p>"What a goose you are—then I'll do it—he'll be lost to view if we wait +another instant arguing. Is it that rather old man who walks slowly? +Yes, yes, I see him. Stay where you are and I'll bring him back to you."</p> + +<p>Before Annie could interfere, Antonia had hastened forward with long +strides, which she soon quickened into a run. She reached Mr. Lorrimer, +and gave one of his coat sleeves a fierce tug.</p> + +<p>He started, took off his hat instinctively, and then stared in amazement +at the wild-looking girl, whose face was completely unknown to him.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_272" id="Page_272">[Pg 260]</a></span></p><p>"Oh, yes, you think I'm mad," said Antonia, "but I'm not. I'm about as +sane as anyone in England. You are Mr. Lorrimer, and you're afraid to go +home, and your family are in dreadful trouble. I'm Antonia Bernard +Temple; yes, it's a long unwieldy sort of name, but I have the +misfortune to own it. If I'm a diamond at all, I'm a rough sort; very +rough and uncouth, but I mean well. My mother is engaged to Sir John +Thornton, and we have been staying at the Grange, and I have seen your +magnificent untrammelled old place, with its briars, and dragon china, +and I, in short—I have seen Nell. Nell is in trouble, and my heart has +gone out to her; and Nora is in town staying with us, with my mother and +me, and she wants to see you, naturally; so please come home with me +now. Please turn round and come to the Carlton first. There's a letter +there for you from Nora. Come and see her, and hear about Nell and +Molly."</p> + +<p>There was the queerest mixture of every sort of emotion in Antonia's +wild, disjointed speech; but above it all was an overpowering +earnestness, which somehow attracted the poor, forlorn-looking Squire.</p> + +<p>"You are a very queer young lady," he said.</p> + +<p>"Oh, they all say that," exclaimed Antonia clasping her hands. "I beg of +you not to be commonplace; do come home with me."</p> + +<p>"But somehow you seem to know all about my people," he continued. "Is it +possible that Nora is in town? Yes, I'll go and see her. Where is she?"</p> + +<p>"Come with me and I'll take you to the house. It's in a most poky, +fashionable part—an odious locality, where poor Art hides her head. +Just walk <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_273" id="Page_273">[Pg 261]</a></span>back with me to meet Annie Forest, and to get your letter. +You know Annie Forest, don't you?"</p> + +<p>"I have met her."</p> + +<p>"Well, she's waiting close to the Carlton Club for us both; and we can't +leave her there, you know; come quickly."</p> + +<p>The Squire turned.</p> + +<p>His step was slow. The look of depression on his face was painful; his +grizzled hair was nearly white, and his once keen, hawk-like blue eyes +were now dim and dull. Antonia had never seen him before, but Annie +started when he held out his hand to her.</p> + +<p>He walked in almost silence back with the two girls, and in a little +more than half an hour, Antonia had the pleasure of introducing him to +her mother and Nora, who were enjoying afternoon tea together in great +contentment and peace of mind. Nora uttered a little shriek when she saw +her father. He took her in his arms and kissed her tenderly. Annie did +not follow the Squire into the drawing-room.</p> + +<p>"Come, mother," said Antonia, going up to her parent.</p> + +<p>"Where?" asked Mrs. Bernard Temple in astonishment.</p> + +<p>"Out of the room—come."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_274" id="Page_274">[Pg 262]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVIII" id="CHAPTER_XXVIII"></a>CHAPTER XXVIII.</h2> + +<h3>THE LION AND MOUSE.</h3> + + +<p>No one could be in a more terrible state of complete collapse than poor +Mr. Lorrimer. The blow he had most dreaded had overtaken him. He had +been as plucky an English gentleman as ever walked. As true-hearted and +affectionate a husband and father, as kind and considerate a +landlord—as honourable as man could be in all his dealings—a keen +sportsman, a lover of horses—in short, an ideal squire of the old +school; but the Towers had been his backbone; now that circumstances for +which he was scarcely to blame deprived him of the home of his fathers, +he found himself unable to stand up against the blow. He had made a +gallant fight up to the last moment, but when he saw plainly that the +tide had set in dead against him, he ceased to fight and allowed himself +to drift. He made up his mind that his last memory of the Towers should +be that evening when the old ball-room was full of light and movement, +and when two little fairy-like figures had flitted across the lawn to +greet him. That fairy and that brownie had comforted him on that night +of keen desolation, and their memory lingered with him still. He lived +in cheap lodgings near his club, ate what was put before him, read +nothing, moped away the long hours, and was fast reaching a stage when +serious breakdown of some sort or other was imminent. He desired all +letters to be sent to him to the Carlton, and not only refused <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_275" id="Page_275">[Pg 263]</a></span>to allow +his wife to come to him, but would not let her know where he was +lodging. He promised, however, to join his family when the move from the +Towers had been made.</p> + +<p>On the day when Antonia met him, he was feeling more wretched even than +usual. He had never hitherto been a weak or undecided man, but now he +was completely limp—there was no other word to describe his condition. +Antonia's firmness compelled him to obey her, and he found himself +against his will in Nora's company. Nora was not his favourite child; +she was not like Molly to him, nor like Nell and Boris, still she was +one of his children, and his heart throbbed with a great wave of pain +when he saw her.</p> + +<p>"My poor little girl," he said, kissing her tenderly, "my poor dear +little girl. I have been a bad father to you, my little Nora."</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, no, father," said Nora, sobbing now, and much overcome. "No, +no, dear, darling father; I'm so delighted, so delighted to see you +again."</p> + +<p>The Squire sat down on the sofa near Nora, and putting his arm round +her, drew her pretty head to rest on his breast.</p> + +<p>"So you are staying in town," he said, "quite close to me; and how—how +are the others, my dear?"</p> + +<p>"Quite well," replied Nora "only fretting about you."</p> + +<p>"About me? They needn't do that—I'm not worth it. You're sure your +mother is quite well, Nora?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"And Molly?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, quite well."</p> + +<p>"And the young 'uns, Nell and Boris?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, they're well, only Nell frets a good bit."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_276" id="Page_276">[Pg 264]</a></span></p><p>"Poor child, poor child; bless her, she's a loving little soul. I +suppose Guy is awfully cut up, eh, Nonie?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, father, indeed he's not. Guy is too much of a man—he's splendid, +he is, really. I wish you'd go back again, father, that's all they want. +It's you they want, not the Towers—you are more to them than the +Towers."</p> + +<p>"You're a good child to say so," said the Squire; "but I can't go back +at present. When I think of that place going out of the family, I feel +like an unfaithful steward. It was committed to me to keep and to hand +on intact to my boy, and I've lost him his inheritance. You none of you +know what it means; but I can't go back—not at present."</p> + +<p>"May I write and tell mother where you are?"</p> + +<p>"No; she writes to me to the Carlton—I'm all right; don't you worry +about me, pet."</p> + +<p>"You don't look all right—you look very ill."</p> + +<p>"See here, Nora, don't you write home and tell them that—promise."</p> + +<p>The Squire's manner grew quite fierce. He looked at Nora out of his +bloodshot eyes. "Promise," he said. "I won't have it done—do you hear?"</p> + +<p>"No, father, of course I won't if it vexes you."</p> + +<p>"It does, my child, it does," the Squire's manner became tenderer than +ever. "I'm worried and in trouble at present, and I am best alone; I am +best all by myself for a bit. God knows, I suppose I shall pull round +after a bit, and face you all—that poor boy whom I've ruined, and the +rest of you—but I must get time—that's only reasonable—I must get +time. Now I'm off; I'm glad to see you looking well, Nora."</p> + +<p>"But you'll come and see me again, father; you <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_277" id="Page_277">[Pg 265]</a></span>promise, do promise that +you'll come and see me again."</p> + +<p>"Yes, my child, if you wish it."</p> + +<p>"To-morrow; promise you'll come to-morrow. Antonia made me write to ask +you to come to lunch, and I sent the letter to the Carlton. Will you +come to lunch to-morrow?"</p> + +<p>"No; I can't do that, but I'll look in some day. Good-bye, Nora, +good-bye, my pet."</p> + +<p>The Squire put his arms again round Nora, kissed her on her lips and +brow, and left the house.</p> + +<p>Antonia, who was trying to keep her mother quiet in the dismal +dining-room, heard him slam the hall door after him, and rushed to the +window to watch him down the street.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Bernard Temple went and peeped over her daughter's shoulder.</p> + +<p>"I am glad he has gone," she said. "It's so trying to be turned out of +one's drawing-room. He's very seedy about his clothes, but he has an +aristocratic walk. I suppose I may go back now, Antonia, to finish my +cup of tea."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, mother, all in good time. What does tea signify when you see a +man broken with an awful grief of that sort? Why, he looks like a +captive lion. Mother, cant you get enthusiastic on the subject? Can't +you try?"</p> + +<p>"I'm sure, my dear, I have tried, but I cannot really see that it will +injure the Lorrimers for me to finish my tea. With all I am undergoing +on my own account at present—but of course, Antonia, you have no +sympathy for your mother."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, I have when you need it, but you don't just now; you are +perfectly happy. However, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_278" id="Page_278">[Pg 266]</a></span>you must of course have your tea, and I won't +worry you any more after you have sent off the telegram."</p> + +<p>"The telegram! Oh, you erratic, perverse child; what next?"</p> + +<p>"You have to telegraph to Sir John, mother, to beg of him to come here +immediately. Things have gone much farther with Squire Lorrimer than I +had the least idea of. He must be put out of his pain as quickly as +possible or something bad will happen. We must get my new father that is +to be on the spot to-night, and if you don't telegraph for him I shall +myself take the next train to Nortonbury, and tackle him on the subject. +I don't in the least mind which it is, but one or other must be done +directly."</p> + +<p>"Antonia, you quite terrify me. Sir John will be seriously angry."</p> + +<p>"What of that. Let him be angry."</p> + +<p>"But I assure you, my dear, he is not a man to be trifled with."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'll manage him, mother, if you're nervous."</p> + +<p>"I really think you must. I have not the courage to make or meddle in +this matter; in short, I wash my hands of it."</p> + +<p>Antonia clapped hers.</p> + +<p>"Hurrah!" she said. "I can manage much better all by myself. All I ask +you now, dear, good mother, is to trust me. Be sure that nothing +whatever will happen to injure you, and simply give me leave to say, +when I am telegraphing, that you would like to see Sir John."</p> + +<p>"Well, naturally, I always like to see him, dear, devoted fellow."</p> + +<p>"That's all right. Now you shall go back to your <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_279" id="Page_279">[Pg 267]</a></span>tea, and I'll be as +mum as a mouse for the rest of the day."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Bernard Temple left the room, relieved at any sort of truce with +her troublesome daughter. Antonia addressed the telegraph form to ... +<i>Sir John Thornton, The Grange, Nortonbury</i>, and filled in the following +words:—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"Mother wants to see you without fail this evening. Take next +train. Important. Antonia. Reply paid."</p></div> + +<p>The words went hard with the enthusiastic girl, for her precious eight +shillings were nearly exhausted, and she knew that she must deny herself +some sadly-needed cobalt if she sent that telegram.</p> + +<p>"Never mind," she said, as she let herself out of the house, and rushed +off to the nearest post-office. "You must do without that background of +blue sky which I so wanted for your picture, Marie Antoinette. It is +odd, but I never did think that I would allow Art to suffer in the cause +of an ugly duckling."</p> + +<p>Antonia sent off her telegram and watched anxiously for the reply. It +came in the course of an hour and a half, and was addressed to her +mother.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"Expect me by the train which reaches Waterloo at nine o'clock,"</p></div> + +<p>wired the gallant Sir John.</p> + +<p>"There, now, Antonia," said Mrs. Bernard Temple, "you have only yourself +to blame. What is to be done? We shall be at the theatre at nine +o'clock."</p> + +<p>"Nothing could possibly be better, mother; I shan't go. I shall wait +here for Sir John; we'll have a nice quiet time."</p> + +<p>"My dear, I'm afraid he'll be terribly offended."</p> + +<p>"No, mother, he won't; at least, not with you. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_280" id="Page_280">[Pg 268]</a></span>Now, do go the theatre +and be happy. Take Annie and Nora, and let them enjoy themselves. I +promise you that you shall have serene skies on your return. Can't you +trust me? Did you ever find me fail you yet when I promised you +anything?"</p> + +<p>"No, I never did, you queer, queer creature."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Bernard Temple was restored to good humour. Dinner passed off +pleasantly, and immediately afterwards a cab conveyed three of the party +to the Lyceum.</p> + +<p>Antonia had donned her rusty brown velveteen dress, and sat with her +hands folded in front of her in a deep armchair.</p> + +<p>Her black hair was combed high over her forehead; her eyes were bright. +Anxiety had brought a slight colour into her cheeks; she looked almost +handsome.</p> + +<p>At about twenty minutes past nine a cab was heard to stop at the door, +and a moment later Sir John Thornton was ushered into the drawing-room.</p> + +<p>"How do you do?" he said, in a stiff voice, to Antonia. "Where is your +mother? Her telegram has startled me a good deal."</p> + +<p>"It was my telegram," said Antonia, in a calm voice.</p> + +<p>"Well, that does not matter. Will you have the goodness to inform your +mother that I am here?"</p> + +<p>"I can't very well at the present moment, for she is enjoying herself at +the Lyceum."</p> + +<p>Sir John's face grew scarlet. He drew himself up to his stiffest +attitude, and compressed his lips firmly together.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you feel annoyed," said Antonia, "and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_281" id="Page_281">[Pg 269]</a></span>I don't think I am +surprised. Will you sit down and let me explain matters?"</p> + +<p>"Pray do nothing of the kind. I can wait until Mrs. Bernard Temple comes +home. When is the play likely to be over?"</p> + +<p>"I expect mother and Annie and Nora back about half-past eleven. It is +now half-past nine. Have you had dinner?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Will you come downstairs, and let me give you something to eat?"</p> + +<p>"No, thank you. As your mother is not at home, I shall dine at my club, +and come back later on."</p> + +<p>"No, you won't," said Antonia.</p> + +<p>She started up, and placed herself between Sir John and the door. He +felt himself groaning inwardly. Was that awful girl mad? What did her +strange telegram mean? And why, if Mrs. Bernard Temple sent for him in a +hurry, had she not the civility to wait at home to see him? This was +really taking matters with a free-and-easy hand with a vengeance. The +proud Sir John had never felt more thoroughly angry in his life. He +stalked up to Antonia now, and endeavoured to pass her, but she dodged +him successfully.</p> + +<p>"I know you are a gentleman," she said; "and a gentleman always listens +to what a lady has got to say, even when he is angry with her. I'm an +awful personage in your eyes, but if you will listen to me to-night, I +will promise to be as good and unobtrusive as girl can be in the future. +I'll even wear ordinary dresses when I come to visit you, and I won't +talk of my sacred Art when you are in the room. There, can girl promise +more?—can she?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_282" id="Page_282">[Pg 270]</a></span></p><p>"Will you have the goodness to let me pass?" said Sir John.</p> + +<p>"I will in a moment or two. You shall go and dine at your club after you +have heard why I sent for you."</p> + +<p>"Why <i>you</i> sent for me?" exclaimed Sir John.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes; it was all my doing."</p> + +<p>"But the message certainly came in your mother's name."</p> + +<p>"Yes, because you would not have come otherwise. It was I, Antonia, who +really sent for you. You have come up to town in this violent hurry on +my account. Now, will you come down to eat a very nice little dinner +which has been prepared, and which the cook is waiting to send upstairs, +and let me talk to you while you are enjoying it? Or will you listen to +me here, and then go afterwards to your club? You must do one or other, +unless you are rude enough to take me by main force and move me away +from the door."</p> + +<p>Sir John Thornton might be very angry, but he was the pink of propriety, +and the idea of lifting the bony Antonia from the neighbourhood of the +door was too repellent even to be thought of for a moment.</p> + +<p>"You have got me into a trap," he said, "and I am deeply offended. Your +mother must explain the position of affairs to me when she chooses to +return home. I suppose I must listen to you, whether I wish it or not. I +only beg of you to be brief."</p> + +<p>"Now you are delightful," said Antonia. "Won't you sit down?"</p> + +<p>"I prefer to stand."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_283" id="Page_283">[Pg 271]</a></span></p><p>"Well, I'll sit, if you don't mind, for I've a good deal to say."</p> + +<p>"I must again beg of you to be brief."</p> + +<p>"Very well; I'll put it into a few words, but they'll be strong, I +promise you."</p> + +<p>Sir John made no response. He folded his arms and looked down at +Antonia. His face looked very cold and satirical; his lips were so +tightly shut as to appear like a straight line. Antonia's face, all +enthusiasm and fire, gazed up at him.</p> + +<p>"Can I melt that iceberg?" she said inwardly. "Now for the tug of war."</p> + +<p>"This is the heart and kernel of my reason for wishing to see you," she +said. "I have taken up the cause of the Lorrimers. The Lorrimers are +leaving the Towers because Squire Lorrimer has got into money +difficulties. I don't know how, and I don't know why. He is obliged to +sell the beautiful and noble home of his ancestors to clear himself of +these difficulties. The children are all sorry to go—Molly loses the +freshness of her youth when she leaves the Towers; Guy loses his +rightful inheritance; the younger children are embittered by an +unnatural feud which I need not trouble you about, but which will sour +their characters; Nell is not strong, and simple grief may shorten her +days; and the Squire, the Squire himself is so cut up, so heart-broken, +that he cannot bring himself to say good-bye to the old place. He is in +town, here, close to us; he is hiding somewhere near us because his +proud old heart is broken. His hair is white ... his head is bowed and +his eyes are dim."</p> + +<p>"What does all this mean?" interrupted Sir John.</p> + +<p>"What does it mean?" exclaimed Antonia, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_284" id="Page_284">[Pg 272]</a></span>springing like a young lioness +from her chair. "It means that you are to come to the rescue. Why should +all that family be made wretched? and why should the Towers go to +strangers when you can put things right? Take your money out of the +bank, or wherever you have placed it—it will be the finest deed you +ever did in your life—and buy back the Towers and give it to Squire +Lorrimer and to Guy for their own place again. Yours is the talent +buried in the ground. Take it out and save the Squire, and you'll be so +happy you won't know yourself. Why, you'll be all on fire and alive with +gladness. There, that's what I telegraphed to you for; you know now. +You'll do it ... of course you'll do it. I have spoken now. You know +what I want."</p> + +<p>Antonia sank down into her chair again. She was trembling visibly +through all her slender figure. Sir John gazed at her in amazement. Her +eyes met his fully, and then her heart gave a leap in her breast. He was +not angry. She guessed then that she had won her cause.</p> + +<p>"You certainly are a queer girl," he said, sitting down near her. "You +amaze me. I never heard of a girl who would take up a thing in this way +... and the Lorrimers are not even your friends. Oh, no! I am not angry +... not now. Hester frets morning, noon, and night, at the thought of +parting with Molly; but Hester never thought of this. It is fine of +you—quite impossible, of course; but I always admire real bravery when +I see it."</p> + +<p>"Never mind praising me," said Antonia; "tell me why you call it +impossible."</p> + +<p>"My dear young lady, do you think for a single moment Squire Lorrimer +would accept a gift of this <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_285" id="Page_285">[Pg 273]</a></span>sort from me? Do you think the Towers would +be of the least value to him won back in such a way? <i>Noblesse oblige</i> +would prevent his accepting such an offer."</p> + +<p>"I have thought of all that," said Antonia. "I guessed that there would +be a good deal of pride to overcome. Fortunately I am not bothered with +<i>noblesse oblige</i>; but I guessed that you county people would worry over +it. We art lovers never think of it; we rise above it; we go back to the +old, old, <i>old</i>, times, when those who loved each other had all things +in common."</p> + +<p>"As long as we live in the world," said Sir John, "the men of the world +must adhere to its usages. It is not the custom for one man to present +another with the sort of gift you propose that I should favour Squire +Lorrimer with."</p> + +<p>"Then you must not give it in the form of a gift. You must go to your +solicitor and consult him about the matter. I happen to know that Susy +Drummond hates the Towers, so I am quite sure that Mr. Drummond would be +very glad to be out of his bargain. The Squire wants a certain sum of +money; you must lend it to him on very easy terms. Oh! of course you +know how to manage! You must make it possible for him to stay at the +Towers whatever happens. Oh! I know you'll do it! I know you'll be +clever enough and kind enough to do it. You'll think of a way, and in +all the world no man will ever have a more faithful daughter than I'll +be to you. Dear me! how dead tired I am! Are you going out to your club +to dinner? If so, I'll go to bed."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_286" id="Page_286">[Pg 274]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIX" id="CHAPTER_XXIX"></a>CHAPTER XXIX</h2> + +<h3>GOD BLESS ANTONIA.</h3> + + +<p>Mrs. Bernard Temple waited up for Sir John that night; but he did not +appear. When he left Antonia he went straight to his club, ordered +dinner, and ate it with his usual refined and somewhat languid appetite. +He then went up to his room, and being tired thought he would go early +to bed. He did go to bed—he even went to the length of shutting his +eyes, preparatory for a peaceful night's slumber. Up to that point he +was the Sir John of old. The calculating, reserved, cold-natured +Englishman; but beyond that point he was different, altogether different +from what he had been before. Between him and his accustomed night's +rest came the eager face and passionate words of a girl—a lanky, +untidy, and, in his opinion, most disagreeable girl. Still, she had +roused him as he had never yet been roused. She had absolutely awakened +a sort of conscience in him. For the first time in his whole existence, +he carefully considered the question, who is my neighbour?</p> + +<p>Certainly Squire Lorrimer was his neighbour. Their estates joined; they +had been good friends from boyhood upward; they had been lads at the +same school, and afterwards men of the same college. His children and +Squire Lorrimer's children loved each other dearly. He had noticed of +late how often Hester's eyes had been red as if with tears. She had been +very good about his own proposed marriage, but she had cried when the +Lorrimers were mentioned <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_287" id="Page_287">[Pg 275]</a></span>Nan had been sulky and disagreeable and +defiant, and this was also on account of the Lorrimers. He was very +sorry for his children, and very sorry also for the Lorrimers, but never +until to-night had it entered into his head to help the Lorrimers out of +their trouble.</p> + +<p>He could do so, of course—he was a very rich man—he was also a careful +man, never living up to his large yearly income. By no means extravagant +in his tastes, not specially fond of hoarding money, but being really +possessed of more than his wants required. He lay awake, and thought and +thought, and after an early breakfast the next morning he did adopt +Antonia's suggestion, and went to see his solicitor. From there he wrote +a brief note to Mrs. Bernard Temple.</p> + +<p>"As she had not, after all, required his presence in town," he wrote, +"he would not come to see her. He happened to be particularly engaged, +and wanted to return to the Grange that evening."</p> + +<p>This letter was delivered at Mrs. Bernard Temple's house by a +Commissionaire. It made that good lady very uneasy, but when Antonia +read it she proceeded to skip up and down the drawing-room with such +energy that two papier-mâche tables were knocked over and a valuable +china cup and saucer smashed.</p> + +<p>"Don't speak to me, mother," she exclaimed. "I have nothing whatever to +say, only if I don't give vent to my feelings in some sort of exercise I +shall go mad."</p> + +<p>The next day or two passed without anything special occurring, but on +the third day Mrs. Bernard Temple received a letter which astonished her +very much.</p> + +<p>It was from Sir John, begging of her to come <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_288" id="Page_288">[Pg 276]</a></span>back to the Grange, and +especially asking that Antonia should accompany her.</p> + +<p>"Dear old man," murmured Antonia when she received this message. "I knew +he'd rise to it; I knew he would. Mother, which is the most fashionable +shop in London?"</p> + +<p>"For what, my dear?"</p> + +<p>"For an up-to-date costume. I must go at once and be rigged up. You had +better order a hansom—never mind the extravagance—it will be untold +torture, but it is a promise, and it must be done. Annie, love, you are +exquisite on the subject of dress; come and see Antonia made +fashionable."</p> + +<p>"Yes, go with her, Annie," said Mrs. Bernard Temple. "I cannot imagine +what this queer thing portends, but anything to make Antonia look like +an ordinary girl I willingly agree to. Don't be extravagant, my love, +for my purse is not too heavy; but anything under ten pounds I will +willingly spend to make you presentable."</p> + +<p>"It's appalling to think of the waste of money," said Antonia. "Oh, what +would not ten pounds do in the cause of Art? But a promise is a promise. +Come along, Annie, we'll go to Regent Street and choose."</p> + +<p>Five minutes later, the two girls set off. Antonia's face was wreathed +with wonderful smiles, but she was mute as to the subject of her +thoughts, even to Annie.</p> + +<p>"I suppose I must have a respectable hat," she said, suddenly; "and I +suppose it must sit in the correct way on my head; therefore, the first +thing is to go to a hairdresser's. I must be fringed, and curled, and +frizzed."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_289" id="Page_289">[Pg 277]</a></span></p><p>"Oh, Antonia, no, no;" said Annie. "Your beautiful hair—it would be a +sin to put a pair of scissors near it."</p> + +<p>"A promise is a promise," said Antonia. "Which is the best hairdresser?"</p> + +<p>They stopped at one in Bond Street, and half an hour later Antonia left +the shop, very stiff about the head and red about the face.</p> + +<p>"The hairpins are sticking into me all over," she gasped, "and the +weight of the fringe is like a furnace on my forehead; but never mind."</p> + +<p>"It isn't at all becoming either," said Annie.</p> + +<p>Antonia looked at her with large eyes of reproach.</p> + +<p>"Do you think I <i>want</i> it to be becoming?" she said. "That would be the +final straw."</p> + +<p>The fashionable dress was not only bought, but put on, and Mrs. Bernard +Temple scarcely knew her daughter when she saw her back again.</p> + +<p>"I'm in misery," said Antonia; "but a promise is a promise. My dear +mother, when you are married to Sir John, that dear, dear old man, you +need not expect to see me often at the Grange."</p> + +<p>"I really do not see, Antonia, why you should speak of your future +father as so very old."</p> + +<p>"He's old to me," said Antonia. "I always speak of people as I find +them."</p> + +<p>"You are a most extraordinary girl," remarked her mother.</p> + +<p>But she made this remark so often that Antonia did not think it +necessary to reply.</p> + +<p>By a late train in the afternoon the whole party were conveyed back to +the Grange, where Hester received them with rather a puzzled expression +on <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_290" id="Page_290">[Pg 278]</a></span>her face. As soon as possible she drew Annie aside, and began to +speak to her.</p> + +<p>"I cannot imagine what is the matter," she said; "father is going on in +a most extraordinary way. You won't mind my speaking frankly, Annie, but +he seemed really quite relieved when you all went away. Then he got that +telegram from Mrs. Bernard Temple, and rushed off to town in a hurry. He +came back the following evening completely altered—very silent and +absorbed, but with a kind of change over him which Nan and I could not +help noticing. I asked him if he had seen anything of Squire Lorrimer, +and he looked hard at me and said—'I wonder if you are in it, too.'"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know, I know," said Annie softly, rubbing her hands; "dear +Antonia, dear Antonia."</p> + +<p>"Oh, for pity's sake, Annie, don't you get mysterious," exclaimed +Hester, almost fretfully. "What can Antonia have to say to Squire +Lorrimer? Let me finish my story. I asked father if he had seen him, and +he replied, 'I have heard and seen enough of Lorrimer to fill all my +thoughts.' He would not tell me another word; but he went to town again +the next morning, and came back absolutely excited in the evening. Fancy +my father in a state of excitement! He was ever so nice to me; and when +Nan said that she must go to school almost immediately, he said that +Mrs. Willis should be invited to come back to the Grange, for he wanted +us all to have a happy meeting before his wedding. And he has been +telegraphing to all kinds of people all day, and I believe all the +Lorrimers are coming here to-morrow. Father said he wanted to have a +real, jolly time, and that everyone of the Lorrimers, even to <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_291" id="Page_291">[Pg 279]</a></span>little +Phil, and, of course, Jane Macalister, were to be asked. I ventured to +remind him that dear Molly and all of them were not just in the mood for +festivities at present, but he would not listen to me for a moment. He +said, that on such an auspicious occasion he must have his own way, and +that he would engage that they would be jolly enough when the time +came."</p> + +<p>"So they will, I am sure," said Annie. "Did you say Mrs. Willis was +here, Hester?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, she came an hour ago. She is in her room. She says she will take +you and Nan back with her to Lavender House the day after to-morrow."</p> + +<p>Annie's face, which had been very bright a moment before, grew suddenly +grave. She murmured something half aloud.</p> + +<p>"I won't be outdone by Antonia," she said.</p> + +<p>"Really, really, Annie," exclaimed Hester, "I shall get to hate Antonia, +if you allude to her in that sphinx-like way any longer."</p> + +<p>Annie looked hard at Hester with dilating eyes and paling cheeks.</p> + +<p>"Do you remember," she said, suddenly coming up to her friend, "the old +Annie of Lavender House?"</p> + +<p>"How can I forget her," said Hester; "when she is my dearest friend?"</p> + +<p>"Do you remember," continued Annie, "the heaps and heaps of scrapes she +used to get into, and how there was no peace for her, and no way out of +them at all except by confession?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I remember," said Hester, gravely.</p> + +<p>"Well, I am going to confess now."</p> + +<p>"To confess! But you have done nothing wrong, Annie darling."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_292" id="Page_292">[Pg 280]</a></span></p><p>"Oh, haven't I; I've been just at my old pranks—just as heedless, as +impetuous, as mad, as I have ever been. Hester, I have done wrong, but +as it does not concern you, I won't tell you, dear. Only before I go to +Mrs. Willis, I should like to congratulate you."</p> + +<p>"To congratulate me? On what?" asked poor Hester.</p> + +<p>"On having the chance of such a girl as Antonia for your sister."</p> + +<p>"Now, really, I wont listen to another word," said Hester. "I have quite +made up my mind to <i>endure</i> Antonia, and to be patient with her, but if, +in addition, I am to congratulate myself, I'm just afraid I can't rise +to it. Run away if you want to, Annie, and when you cease to be +mysterious I will talk to you again."</p> + +<p>Annie left the room and went slowly upstairs to Mrs. Willis's bedroom. +She knocked and was admitted. What she said—what words passed between +the two were never known, but when Annie left that room there was a look +on her face which reminded those who saw her of the best of Annie in the +old days, and Mrs. Willis was more affectionate than ever to her dear +pupil that evening.</p> + +<p>The next day dawned bright and splendid. The trees were beginning to put +on their autumn tints, but the air was still full of summer. The +Lorrimers at the Towers were busy making preparations to come over to +the Grange. They had been invited to the festival by no less a personage +than Sir John Thornton himself, and he had couched his epistle in gay +and pleasant words.</p> + +<p>"As if we had any heart for it," murmured Molly to herself.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_293" id="Page_293">[Pg 281]</a></span></p><p>"It is over a week now since we have had even a line from father," +whispered Nell to her own heart; "how can we care to go and laugh at the +Grange?"</p> + +<p>"We are going from the dear old place in a week," thought Guy. "I don't +believe anyone can draw a smile out of me to-day."</p> + +<p>But Boris was happy enough to go, for he was so young that any change +was delightful; and as his pets were also leaving the Towers, and he and +Kitty had just thought of a splendid way to prepare them for their +journey, he felt quite light-hearted once again, and that he would be +happy in his new home.</p> + +<p>When Jane Macalister heard of the invitation, she flatly refused to +accept it.</p> + +<p>"Go, if you choose to," she said, with a wave of her hand to the +assembled children; "you are young, and it's good for the young to +forget. But I shall take the opportunity of sewing up the feather beds +in their brown-holland cases. I vowed and declared that when this move +had to be made no outsider should come in to pack, so my hands are full, +and I have neither time nor heart for frivolity."</p> + +<p>"But, Jane, you are specially asked; you are mentioned by name," said +Kitty.</p> + +<p>"By name, am I?" asked Jane. "Who invited me? That chit of a Hester?"</p> + +<p>"No, indeed; the great, magnificent Sir John himself."</p> + +<p>"Hoots!" exclaimed Jane; "he's cracked over his second marriage, or he +wouldn't bother about an old body like me. I'll none of it. Go away +children, and let me get on with my work."</p> + +<p>The children withdrew, apparently discomfited, but they guessed that +when the time came Jane <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_294" id="Page_294">[Pg 282]</a></span>would go with them, and it proved that they +were right.</p> + +<p>She made no remark as she joined the group, only at intervals as they +all walked across the fields, the single expression, "Hoots!" passed her +lips.</p> + +<p>In due course they all crossed the stile and entered the grounds of the +Grange. They had gone a little way, when Boris uttered a short, sharp +cry.</p> + +<p>"Why, there's father!" he exclaimed. The others all looked up at this, +and then there was a rush and a helter-skelter, and Squire Lorrimer, +looking just like the Squire of old, no longer bent nor bowed, nor +broken hearted, was surrounded by his family.</p> + +<p>Boris mounted on his father's shoulder, and Nell clasped the Squire's +hand and looked into his face. Mrs. Lorrimer came close to her husband's +side, and Molly stood behind him.</p> + +<p>"Where's Guy?" said the Squire in a hoarse kind of voice. "Come here, my +boy, I want to say something. It was Sir John's will that I should tell +you the good news here, or you'd have all heard from me before I came +down to meet you by this path, and we'll all go up and thank him +presently."</p> + +<p>"For what, father?" asked Molly.</p> + +<p>"Why, the most wonderful thing," replied the Squire. "It seems that a +girl called Antonia—a strange girl whom I have only met once—put a +thought into my old friend's head, and he has acted on it in such a way +that, without anything being done which I could not accept, I am enabled +to continue as owner of the Towers."</p> + +<p>"Oh, father!" said Guy, with a great gasp.</p> + +<p>"Yes, my boy," continued the Squire, "I need not sell now. Sir John has +lent me money to get over <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_295" id="Page_295">[Pg 283]</a></span>my difficulties, and on such easy terms that +it will be possible to pay him back in the course of years without +ruining any of us. Drummond was glad to be out of his bargain, so the +whole thing was settled last night. We'll be poor enough still, but we +need not leave the Towers; and if we are all careful, and I let my farms +well—by the way, Sir John is going to take two of them—I have not the +least doubt that the debt will be cleared away by the time you are of +age, Guy. Anyhow, I feel like a new man. I can hold up my head once +more, and all I can say is, God bless Antonia!"</p> + +<p>"What's the matter, Jane?" exclaimed Boris.</p> + +<p>"Hoots!" said Jane, whose face was nearly purple. "I felt this morning +that I needn't go on sewing up those feather beds."</p> + +<p>She turned her head aside, and, to the amazement of everyone, burst into +tears.</p> + +<p>Those tears of Jane's seemed to loosen all tongues. Eyes grew bright, +eager voices flew, lips were wreathed in smiles. All the Lorrimers in a +body went up to the Grange, where Sir John and his family came out to +meet and welcome them.</p> + +<p>"And where's Antonia?" asked the Squire.</p> + +<p>Everyone else, even Mrs. Bernard Temple, was present, but Antonia was +not to be found. Annie volunteered to go and look for her.</p> + +<p>After a long search she found her at last busily painting some huge dock +leaves, which she had found in her morning ramble, and pulled up by the +roots.</p> + +<p>"Come, Antonia, you are wanted," said Annie.</p> + +<p>"What for?" said Antonia. "Pray don't stand in my light, Annie."</p> + +<p>"But they're all waiting for you, every one of them<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_296" id="Page_296">[Pg 284]</a></span>—the Lorrimers, and +Hester, and Sir John, and the rest. They want to thank you; it was your +doing, you know."</p> + +<p>"Of all things in the world," replied Antonia, "I hate being thanked +most of all. I did nothing. It was all dear old Sir John. And look what +he has given me, Annie. This magnificent paint-box. Oh, the darling! the +beauty! Oh, the rapture of possessing it! I'll go if I must when I have +finished my dock leaves, but not before."</p> + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Red Rose and Tiger Lily, by L. T. 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T. Meade + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Red Rose and Tiger Lily + or, In a Wider World + +Author: L. T. Meade + +Release Date: October 13, 2007 [EBook #23022] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK RED ROSE AND TIGER LILY *** + + + + +Produced by D. Alexander and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This file was +produced from images generously made available by The +Internet Archive) + + + + + + + + + + RED ROSE AND + TIGER LILY + + Or, In a Wider World + + + By + MRS. L. T. MEADE + + + AUTHOR OF + + A BUNCH OF CHERRIES, A RING OF RUBIES, + BAD LITTLE HANNAH, ETC. + + + "Nothing is required but to set the right way to work, + but of course the really important thing is to succeed." + --_Story of the Poor Tailor._ + + + NEW YORK + GROSSET & DUNLAP + PUBLISHERS + + + + COPYRIGHT, 1894, BY + + THE CASSELL PUBLISHING COMPANY + + _All rights reserved_ + +[Illustration: NAN AND ANNIE ARRIVE. _Red Rose and Tiger Lily._ +_Frontispiece_--(_Page_ 4.)] + + + + + +CONTENTS. + + +CHAPTER PAGE + + I. NAN'S GOLDEN MANE 1 + + II. CRUSHED 8 + + III. TWO PROVERBS 16 + + IV. THE COLTS--ROBIN AND JOE 23 + + V. NOT MISSED 32 + + VI. FRIAR'S WOOD 42 + + VII. THE STORY BOOK LADY 53 + + VIII. ALONE IN THE WOOD 63 + + IX. "I BROKE MY WORD," SAID ANNIE 70 + + X. AN AWFULLY FRIVOLOUS GIRL 79 + + XI. THE DIAMOND RING 88 + + XII. THE LAND OF PERHAPS 97 + + XIII. THE FANCY BALL 113 + + XIV. POOR MRS. MYRTLE 124 + + XV. "THE WAY OF TRANSGRESSORS" 132 + + XVI. PERHAPS 143 + + XVII. FAIRY AND BROWNIE 152 + + XVIII. THE LORRIMERS OF THE TOWERS 161 + + XIX. TOPSY-TURVEY 171 + + XX. THE NEW OWNERS 179 + + XXI. HESTER SPEAKS HER MIND 194 + + XXII. ANTONIA'S GIFT 207 + + XXIII. TRUTH AND FIDELITY 215 + + XXIV. A WET SPONGE 222 + + XXV. MOLLY'S SORROW 234 + + XXVI. PLOT THICKENS 245 + + XXVII. NELL IS IN TROUBLE 252 + +XXVIII. THE LION AND MOUSE 262 + + XXIX. GOD BLESS ANTONIA 274 + + + + +RED ROSE AND TIGER LILY + +OR + +IN A WIDER WORLD + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +NAN'S GOLDEN MANE. + + +It was a perfect summer's evening. The sun had just set, and purple, +gold, violet, rose colour still filled the sky in the west. There was a +tender new moon, looking like a silver bow, also to be seen; before long +the evening star would be visible. + +Hester Thornton stepped out of the drawing-room at the Grange, and, +walking a little way down the broad gravel sweep, began to listen +intently. Hester was about seventeen--a slender girl for her age. Her +eyes were dark, her eyebrows somewhat strongly marked, her abundant +hair, of a much lighter shade of brown, was coiled in close folds round +her well-shaped head. Her lips were slightly compressed, her chin showed +determination. Hester had not been beautiful as a child, and she was not +beautiful as a girl, but her face was pleasant to look at, very bright +when animated, very steadfast and sweet when in repose. The air was like +nectar to her cheeks. She was naturally a pale girl, but a faint rose +colour was now discernible in her complexion, and the look of +expectation in her dark eyes made them charming. + +A step was heard on the gravel behind, and she turned quickly. + +"Is that you, father?" she exclaimed. + +"Yes. Are not you very imprudent to come out at this hour in your thin +house shoes, and with nothing on your head? There is a very heavy dew +falling." + +"Oh, I never take cold," replied Hester with a smile, which showed her +even and pretty white teeth; "and I certainly shan't to-night," she +continued, "for I am feeling far too excited." + +Sir John Thornton was considered by most of his acquaintances (he could +boast of scarcely any friends) as a reserved and almost repellent +person, but now, as his eyes rested on his young daughter, something +seemed to soften their expression; he took her slight hand and drew it +affectionately through his arm. + +"It takes a small thing to excite you, my love," he said; "but you +always were of a turbulent disposition--just your poor mother over +again." + +Hester sighed faintly when Sir John spoke of his wife, then she quickly +cheered up and said in an eager voice-- + +"You don't call it a little thing, father, to know that in a minute or +two I shall welcome Nan back from school? Nan comes to-night--Annie +Forest to-morrow. It would be difficult for any girl to want more to +make her perfectly happy." + +Sir John raised his brows. + +"I only know Miss Forest by hearsay," he said, "so I will reserve my +judgment upon her; but I do know Nan. She will upset the entire _regime_ +of the house. I like order, and she likes disorder. I like quiet meals, +she likes uproarious ones. I hate shocks and she adores them. I am glad, +of course, to welcome the child home, but at the same time I dread her +arrival. I cannot possibly understand how it is that Mrs. Willis, who is +supposed to be such a splendid instructor of youth, should not have +brought Nan a little better into control. Now, you, my dear Hetty, are +very different. You have passions and feelings--no one has them more +strongly--but you keep them in check. Your reticence and your reserve +please me much. In short, Hester, no father could have a more admirable +daughter to live with him. I am pleased with you, my dear; the +experiment of having you home from school to look after my house has +turned out well. There is nothing I would not do to please you, and +while your friend Miss Forest is here, I will do my best to render her +visit a success. The only discordant element will be Nan. I cannot +understand why Mrs. Willis has not got Nan into the same control she had +you in." + +"You forget," said Hester, "that I am seventeen and Nan only eight. No +one ever yet could say 'No' to Nan. Father, don't you hear the carriage +wheels? She is coming--I know she is coming. Please forgive me, I must +run to meet her." + +Sir John released his daughter's hand, and Hester flew with the speed of +an arrow from a bow up the long avenue. She was not mistaken. Her keen +ears had detected the smooth roll of wheels. A landau drawn by a pair of +horses had even now entered the lodge gates. Hester, looking up, heard +some gay voices, some childish laughter. Then an imperious voice +shouted to the coachman to pull up the horses and Nan Thornton and +another girl sprang out of the carriage and ran to Hester's side. + +Confused utterances, sundry embraces, the quick intermingling of +ejaculations, kisses, commands, explanatory remarks--all rose on the +sweet night air. + +"Hetty, you look quite grown up. Please, Jenkins, you can drive on to +the house. I'm not getting in again. Aren't you glad to see me, Het? I +have come back a greater tease and torment than ever." + +"Yes, Nan, delighted--more than delighted. Oh! you sweet, how nice it is +to feel you kissing me! Why, Annie, how did you happen to come to-night? +I didn't expect you until to-morrow. I was wondering how I could endure +the next twenty-four hours of expectation, even with Nan to keep me +company, and now you are here. Oh, how very, very glad I am." + +"Kiss me, Hester," said Annie. "Nan and I concocted this little plan. We +thought we'd take you by surprise. Oh dear, oh dear, I feel so wild and +excited that I'm sure I shall be just as troublesome as I used to be +before you tamed me down at school. Now then, Nan, you are not to have +all the kisses. Hester, dear, how sweet and gracious and prim and +lady-of-the-manorish you do look!" + +"I don't care what I look like, I only know what I feel," replied +Hester: "about the happiest girl in England. But don't let us stand here +talking any longer, or father will take it into his head that I am +catching cold in the night air. Here, Nan, take my arm. Annie, my other +side is at your disposal. Now, do let us come to the house." + +The girls began to move slowly down the long winding avenue. Nan had the +pretty, soft dark eyes which used to characterise her as a little +child. Her abundant fluffy golden hair hung below her waist. Her baby +lips and sweet little face looked as charming as of old. She was a very +pretty child, and promised to be a beautiful woman by-and-by. Her +beauty, however, was nothing at all beside the radiant sort of +loveliness which Annie Forest possessed. She was a creature all moods, +all expression, all life, all movement. She had early given promise of +remarkable beauty, and this had been more than fulfilled. Hester glanced +at her now and again in the most loving admiration. + +"It is good to have you back, Nan," she said, "and it is delightful to +know that you have come at last to pay your long, long promised visit," +she continued, looking at Annie. "Well, here we are at home. Nan, you +must go up and show yourself to nurse this minute. Annie, let me take +you to your room." + +"Dear old nursey," said Nan; she rushed up the stairs, shouting her old +nurse's name as she went; her quick footsteps flew down the long +corridor, she pushed open the baize door which separated the nurseries +from the rest of the house, and in a moment found herself in the old +room. + +Nan's nurse was a cherry-cheeked old woman of between sixty and seventy +years of age. + +"Eh, my darling, and how did you get back without me hearing the sound +of the carriage wheels!" she exclaimed. "Eh dear, eh dear, I meant to be +down on the front steps to greet you, Miss Nan. Eh, but you look bonny, +and let me examine your hair, dear--I hope they cut the points regular. +If they don't, it will break away and not keep even." + +"Oh, don't bother about my hair now," said Nan. "What does hair signify +when a child has just got home, and when she wants a kiss more than +anything else in the world? Now, nursey, sit down in that low armchair +and let us have a real hug. _That's_ better; and how are you? You look +as jolly as ever." + +"So I am, my pet; I'm as happy as the day is long since Miss Hetty has +come home and took the housekeeping over. I was in a mortal fret before, +with her at school and you at school, but now I think the danger is +past." + +"What danger?" asked Nan; "you always were a dear old croak, you know, +nurse." + +"Yes, pet, perhaps so; but I didn't fret without reason, you may be +quite sure of that." + +"Well, what were you afraid of? You know I'm an awfully curious girl, so +you must tell me." + +"It's a sin to be too curious, Miss Nan--it leads people into untold +mischief. Curiosity was the sin of Eve, and it's best to nip it in the +bud while you're young. Now let me brush out your hair, my darling, and +get you ready for supper." + +"Yes, in a minute," said Nan. She pushed back the shady hat in which she +had traveled, and seated herself afresh on her nurse's knee. + +"How do my kisses feel?" she asked, breathing a very soft one on each of +the old woman's cheeks. + +"Eh, dear," said the nurse, "they're like fresh cream and strawberries." + +"Well, you shall have six more if you tell me what your fears were." + +Nurse looked admiringly back at Nan. + +"You're just the audacious, contrary, troublesome bit of a thing you +always were," she said; "but somehow I can't resist you. There's no +fear now of anything happening, so you needn't be in a taking; but what +did put me out was this: I thought your father, Sir John, might be +bringing a new mistress here." + +"What! a new mistress?--A housekeeper, do you mean?" Nan's brown eyes +were open at their widest. + +"No, dearie, no, a wife--someone to take the head of the house. Men like +Sir John must have their comforts, and a house without a mistress isn't +as it ought to be. But there, Miss Hetty is here now, and that makes +everything right." + +"But a new mistress," repeated Nan--"a new wife for father. Why, +she--she'd be a _stepmother_. Oh, how I'd hate her." + +"Well, darling, there's not going to be any such person; it was only an +idle fear of your poor old nurse's that will never come to anything. +Forget that I said it to you, Miss Nan. Oh, my word! and there's the +gong, so supper is ready, and Sir John won't like to be kept waiting. +Let me brush out your hair, I won't be a minute. Now, there's my pretty. +It's good to have you back again, Miss Nancy. Only I misdoubt me that +you'll turn the house topsy-turvey, as you always and ever did." + +While nurse was speaking, she was deftly and quickly changing Nan's +travel-stained frock for a white one, and was tying a coral pink sash +round her waist. + +"Now you're ready," she said, giving the little figure a final pat. + +Nan shook out her golden mane and went demurely downstairs--more +demurely than was her wont. The dawning of possible trouble filled her +sweet eyes. A new wife--a possible stepmother! Oh, no, by no +possibility could such a horror be coming; nevertheless, her full cup of +happiness was vaguely troubled by the thought. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +CRUSHED. + + +Sir John Thornton could be a very pleasant host. He was a reserved man +with a really cold nature. He disliked fuss and what he called +"ebullitions of affection;" he hated kissing and fondling. He liked to +treat even his nearest and dearest with ceremony, but he was a perfect +host--the little attentions, the small politenesses which the _role_ of +host requires, suited his character exactly. Hester and Nan, his only +children, were his opposites in every respect. It is true that Hester +inherited some of his pride, and a good deal of his reserve, but the +fire underneath her calm, the passionate love which she could give so +warmly to her chosen friends, she inherited from her mother, not from +her father. Nan had never yet shown reserve to anyone. As far as any +creature could be said to be without false pride, Nan was that +individual--she was also absolutely devoid of fear. She believed that +all the world loved her. Why not? She was perfectly willing to love all +the world back again. If it chose to hate her, she could and would hate +it in return with interest; but, then, why should it? The world was a +good place to Nan Thornton up to the present. + +Now, Sir John dreaded his impulsive younger daughter more than words +can say. Perhaps somewhere in his heart he had a certain fatherly +admiration for her, but if so it did not show itself in the usual +fatherly way. Annie Forest was at the present moment absorbing his +attention. + +Annie was between sixteen and seventeen years of age; she was still, of +course, quite a child in Sir John's eyes, but she was undoubtedly very +pretty--she had winning ways and bright glances. Her little speeches +were full of wit and repartee, and she was naturally so full of tact +that she knew when a word would hurt, and therefore seldom said it. + +When Nan entered the room in which a hasty supper had been prepared for +the hungry travellers, she found her father and Annie talking pleasantly +to one another at one end of the table, while Hester presided over the +tea equipage at the other. + +"Here you are, little whirlwind," said Sir John, slipping his arm round +his younger daughter's waist and drawing her for a moment to his side. + +Nan looked at him soberly. She gazed into his eyes and examined the +curves of his lips, and noted with satisfaction the wrinkles on his +brow, the crows' feet at the corner of each eye, and some strong lines +which betokened the advance of years in the lower part of his face. + +"You're too old," she said, in a contemplative voice. "I'm so +glad--you're much too old." + +She stroked his deepest wrinkle affectionately as she spoke. + +Now Sir John hated being considered old, and an angry wave of colour +mounted to his forehead. + +"As usual, you are a most impolite little girl," he said. "I do not +trouble myself to inquire what your sage remark means, nor why you +rejoice in the fact of my possessing the infirmities of years; but I +wish to repeat to you a proverb which I hope you will bear in mind, at +least, when in _my_ presence during the holidays, 'Little girls should +be seen and not heard.' Now go to your seat." + +Sir John released his hold of Nan's broad waist and turned to Annie. + +"Yes, a good deal of the country is flat," he said, "but we have some +pretty drives. Are you fond of riding?" + +"I should be if I had a chance," replied Annie; "but the fact is, I +never was on horseback since I was five years old, so I cannot be said +to know much about it." + +"I am sure you could quickly learn," said Sir John. "Hester has a very +quiet pony which she can lend you while you are here. By the way, +Hester, Squire Lorrimer called to-day. I said you would go to the Towers +to-morrow morning--you can take Miss Forest with you. The Lorrimers are +a very lively household, and it will amuse her to know them." + +"I should think they are lively," burst from Nan at the far end of the +table. "How is Kitty Lorrimer, and how is Boris? And have they got as +many pets as ever? Oh, _can_ you tell me, please, father, if the +dormouse has awakened yet? It was fast asleep when I was home at +Christmas, and Boris said it mightn't wake again until May. Boris was so +sorry it wasn't quite dead, because he wanted to stuff it; but he +couldn't if it was alive, could he? That would be cruel, wouldn't it? +Father, can you tell me if the dormouse is awake?" + +Sir John fixed a cold eye upon Nan. + +"I am unacquainted with the state of the dormouse's health," he +said--"disgusting little beasts," he added, turning for sympathy to +Annie, whose bright dark eyes danced with fun as she watched him. + +"They're not disgusting; they're perfectly heavenly little darlings," +came from Nan in an indignant voice. "Oh, and what about the white rats? +Boris had four in a box when I went last to the Towers, and Kitty had +one all to herself, and Boris and Kitty were always fighting as to which +were the most beautiful--the one rat or the four. Did you ever see a +white rat, Annie? They _are_ pets, with long tails like worms." + +"Hester," exclaimed Sir John, "will you induce Nan to hold her tongue +and eat her supper in peace?" + +Hester bent forward and whispered something to Nan, who shrugged her +shoulders indignantly. Her face grew crimson. + +"I can't learn that proverb," she said, after a pause. "I can't obey it, +its no use trying. Father, do you hear? I can't be one of those +seen-and-not-heard girls. Do you hear me, father?" + +"I do, Nan. If we have finished supper, shall we go into the +drawing-room?" he added, turning to Annie. + +Nan lingered behind. She slipped her hand through her sister's arm and +dragged her on to the terrace. + +"I feel so wicked that I think I'll burst," she exclaimed. "Why is +father always throwing a damp cloth over me?" + +"Nan, dear, you irritate him a good deal. Why do you talk in that silly +way when you know he cannot bear it?" + +"Because I'm Nan," answered the child, pouting her lips. + +"But Nan can learn wisdom," said Hester, in her sweet elder-sisterly +tone. "Even though you are the liveliest, merriest, dearest little girl +in the world, and though it is delicious to have you back"--here there +came an ecstatic hug--"you need not say things that you know will hurt. +For instance, you are perfectly well aware that father does not like his +age commented on." + +"Oh, _that_," said Nan, some of the trouble which nurse's words had +caused coming back to her eyes. "Oh, but I really said what I _meant_, +then--it was not mischief. I was so glad to see that he is old. I love +those wrinkles of his--I adore them." + +"What can you mean, you queer little thing?" + +"Why, you see, Hetty, he won't be attractive, and there'll be no fear." + +"No fear of what?" + +"Nurse said that perhaps he'd be having a wife, and giving us a +stepmother." + +"Oh, what nonsense!" said Hester, in a vexed tone. "What a silly thing +for nurse to say. I am quite surprised at her. As far as I can tell our +father has no intention of marrying again; but if he did?" + +"If he did," repeated Nancy, "nurse says that you wouldn't be mistress +of the Grange any longer." + +A wistful sort of look, half of pain, half of suppressed longing, filled +Hester's dark eyes for a moment. + +"I might go out into the world," she said, "and have my heart's desire." + +"But aren't you happy here?" + +"Yes, oh yes! I am talking nonsense. My duty lies here, at least at +present. Mrs. Willis has taught me always to put duty first. Now, Nan, +let us forget what is not likely to happen. It is nearly time for you to +go to bed; you look quite tired; there are black rings under your eyes; +but first, just tell me about Mrs. Willis and the dear old school." + +"Mrs. Willis is well," said Nan, with a yawn, "and the school is in +_statu quo_. I am in the middle school now, and perhaps I shall get a +drawing-room to myself before long. I'm not sure though, for I never can +be tidy." + +"I wish you could be; it's a pity not to curb one's faults." + +"Oh, bother faults. I don't want you to lecture me, Hetty." + +"No, darling, I don't wish to; but I thought you were so fond of Mrs. +Willis. I thought you would do anything to please her." + +"Yes, of course. I think I do please her. She gave me two prizes at the +break up--one for French and one for music. She kissed me, too, quite +half-a-dozen times. Look here, Hetty, I don't want you to ask Annie +Forest a lot of questions about me. I can't help having a romping time +now and then at school; and there are two new girls--Polly and Milly +Jenkins; they are so killingly funny; nearly as good as Boris and Kitty +Lorrimer. I always had a little bit of the wild element in me, and I +suppose it must come out somehow. Annie was wild enough when she was my +age, wasn't she, Hester?" + +"Annie will be gay and light-hearted to the end of the chapter!" +exclaimed Hester. + +"But she was naughty when she was my age, wasn't she?" + +"She is not naughty now." + +"Well, no more will I be when I am sixteen. Now, good-night, Het. Am I +to sleep in your room?" + +"Yes." + +"How scrumptious. Look out for a fine waking early in the morning." + +Nan hugged Hester in her usual rough-and-ready manner, and danced +upstairs, singing as she went-- + + "_Old Daddy-long-legs wouldn't say his prayers, + Catch him by his left leg and throw him downstairs._" + +This was one of Nan's rhymes which Sir John detested. Her voice was loud +and somewhat piercing. He heard it in the drawing-room, and went +deliberately and shut the door. + +"Miss Forest," he said to his young guest, "there are moments when I +feel extremely uneasy with regard to the fate of my youngest daughter." + +"About Nan's fate?" exclaimed Annie, raising her arched eyebrows; "why, +she is quite the dearest little thing in the world. I wish you could see +her at school; she is the pet of all the girls at Lavender House." + +"That may be," said Sir John, with a slightly sarcastic movement of his +thin lips; "but it does not follow that school pets are home pets. If my +good friend, Mrs. Willis, finds Nan's society so agreeable, I wish she +would arrange to keep her for the holidays." + +Annie's young face, so round, so fresh, so charming, was fixed in grave +surprise on her elderly host. + +"Don't you love Nan at all?" she asked, wonder in her tone. + +Sir John had been giving Miss Forest credit for great tact. Up to this +moment, he had considered her a very pretty, agreeable little girl, who +would be an acquisition in the house. Now he winced; she had trodden +very severely on one of his corns. + +"I naturally have a regard for my child," he said, after a pause, "and I +presume that I show it best by having her properly educated and +disciplined in her youth." + +"Oh, no, I don't think you do," said Annie. "You must forgive me for +saying frankly what I really think. I used to be like Nan when I was a +little girl, and I'd never have changed--never--never, I'd never have +become thoughtful for others, I'd always have been an unmitigated horror +to all my friends if my father had treated me like that. He's not a bit +like you, Sir John. I don't mean to compare him to you for a moment. He +is quite a rough sort of man, and he has led a rough life; but, oh dear +me, from the time he came back from Australia, and I knew that I had a +living father, I cannot tell you what a difference there has been in my +life. I have generally spent my holidays with him, and he has loved me +so much that I have loved him back again, and have learnt to know +exactly what will please him and make him happy. Nothing tamed me so +much as the knowledge that I was necessary to my father's happiness. I +am sure," added Annie in a low voice, and with a suspicion of tears in +her eyes, "that it would be just the same with dear little Nan." + +She broke down suddenly, half afraid of her own temerity. There was +silence for nearly half a minute then Sir John rose from his chair, +and, going over to a lamp which was slightly smoking, turned it down. + +"If your father has been in Australia," he said, turning again and +looking fixedly at his young visitor, "you will be interested in books +on that country. I have got all Henry Kingsley's novels. You will find +them in the library. Ask Hester to show you the book-case." + +He strode deliberately out of the room, and Annie had to own to herself +that she felt crushed. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +TWO PROVERBS. + + +Hester Thornton and Annie Forest had been educated at the same +school--the well-known Lavender House. The fame of this school, the +noble character of its mistress, the excellent training which each girl +who went there received, formed a recommendation for each young student +in after life. Hester and Annie had gone through severe storms in these +early days. Their friendship had been cemented under the influence of +great trouble. It was exactly a year now since Hester had been suddenly +sent for from her busy and happy school life to take care of her father +through a dangerous illness. He found her company so sweet, her skill +and tact in managing his house so great, that he resolved not to allow +her to go back to school again. Annie Forest was now, therefore, the +head girl at Lavender House. She was Mrs. Willis's right hand; her help +and support in every way. Annie was as great a favourite as of old, and +as love and kindness had developed all the best side of her character, +she was no longer the tomboy of the school, nor the one who was +invariably the ringleader when mischief was afloat. She was still +impulsive, however--eager, impatient--for such a nature as hers must +fight on to the end of the chapter. She did not possess Hester +Thornton's steady principles, and would always be influenced, whether +for good or evil, by her companions. She was only to spend one more term +at school; the future, after that, was practically unknown to her. + +"I wish you'd tell me about Nan," said Hester, on the first evening of +Annie's visit to the Grange. "I don't know why, but I feel a little +anxious about her." + +"You need not be," replied Annie. "She is a dear, jolly little pet, and +as open as the day." + +"She seems to get wilder and wilder," replied Hester. "You must have +noticed, Annie, how she irritates my father." + +"Of course I did," replied Annie. "Do you know, Het, that I had the +unbounded cheek to give him a piece of my mind this evening?" + +Annie was seated on the side of Hester's bed. She was in a blue +dressing-gown, and her dark hair, in a mass of rebellious curls, was +falling about her shoulders. + +"I forgot that Nan was in the room," she said, putting her finger to her +lips and glancing in the direction of Nan's small bed. "The little +monkey may be awake, and I don't want her to hear my nonsense." + +"She is sound asleep," replied Hester. "If she were awake, she would +soon acquaint us with the fact." + +"Shall I tell you what I really said to your father?" continued Annie. + +"I don't know that I want to hear. I hope you did not shock him, for he +is prepared to like you very much." + +"I am prepared to like him. I think he is a delightful host; but, oh, +_how_ I should hate him for a father." + +"Annie!" + +Hester's delicate face flushed crimson, her eyes flashed an angry light. + +Annie jumped off the bed and ran to her friend's side. + +"Now you are angry with me," she said; "but if I told him the truth, I +may surely tell you. I know you are as good as an angel, but I am quite +certain that he ruffles you up the wrong way." + +"Don't, Annie," said Hester, in a voice of pain. + +She walked to the window as she spoke, drew up the blind, and looked +out. The night was dark, but innumerable stars could be seen in the +deep, unfathomable vault of the sky. Hester clenched one of her hands +tightly together. Annie stood and watched her. + +"I would not hurt you for the world," she said. "I am sorry, very sorry; +the fact is, I love you with all my heart, but I don't understand you." + +"Yes you do, too well," replied Hester; "but there are some things I +cannot and will not talk about even to you. Now let me take you to your +room, the hour is very late." + +Annie's pretty room was just on the other side of the passage. Hester +took her to it, saw that she had every comfort, and wished her +good-night. She then stood for a moment, with a look of irresolution on +her face, in the corridor. + +"I don't believe nurse is in bed; I will go and speak to her," she said +to herself. "I thought the day when I welcomed Nan back from school, and +when Annie came to visit me, would be quite the happiest day of my life, +but it would never do to make my father's home uncomfortable for him." +She reached the baize door, opened it, and soon found herself in the old +nursery. She was right, nurse was not yet in bed. + +"Well, now, my deary!" exclaimed the old woman, "and why are you losing +your beauty sleep in this fashion? When I was young things used to be +very different. Girls had to be in bed by ten o'clock sharp to keep away +the wrinkles, but now they're all agog to burn the candle at both ends. +It don't pay, Miss Hetty, my pet, it don't pay." + +"I'm all right, nursey," replied Hester. "I'm the quietest and most +jog-trot girl in the world as a rule. Of course I'm excited to-night, +because Nan has come back." + +"Bless her dear heart!" ejaculated nurse; "but I'm not to say satisfied +about her hair, Miss Hetty. I don't believe it's pointed often enough. I +found a lot of split ends when I was combing it out to-night." + +"Oh, I think Nan is all right in every way," replied Hester. "No one +could be kinder to her than Mrs. Willis, and she is very happy at +school. Nurse, I've just come here for a moment to ask you to be very +careful what you say to Nan about my father. You see, the object of my +life is to make him happy, and to be a good daughter to him, and, in +short, to try to take my mother's place." + +"Eh, dear, we all know that," replied nurse, "and a sweeter young +mistress there couldn't be. Why, there isn't a servant in the house who +wouldn't do anything in the world for you, Miss Hetty; and everything in +apple-pie order, and the meals served regular and beautiful, and inside +and out perfect order, and all because there's an old head on young +shoulders. There, perhaps it isn't a compliment I'm paying you, my +dearie, but in one sense it is." + +"Do you really think I manage well?" asked the girl, an anxious tone in +her voice. + +"Manage well? You manage beautiful. Your own mother, if she were alive, +couldn't do better." + +"I can never forget my mother," replied Hester, tears rising to her +eyes. "Well, nurse, you will be very careful what you say to Nan. The +object of my life is to make my father happy. If I can do that, I am +content." + +"You do, you do," replied the old woman. "No mortal can do more than +their best, and you do that. Now, good-night, Miss Hester." + +Hester took up her candle and went away. Nurse stood and watched the +pretty young figure as it disappeared down the corridor. + +"There," she said to herself as she began to prepare for her own bed. +"There's another victim. Don't I know what my mistress was, and don't I +know that Sir John's coldness and sharpness and no-heartedness just +hurried her into her grave? Never a bit of real hearty love could he +give to anyone. Just as just could be--righteous as righteous could be, +but hard as a flint. My mistress drooped and faded and died, and Miss +Hester will follow in her footsteps if I don't look after her. +Sometimes I wish the master _would_ marry again, and that he'd get a +tartar of a wife. He might think of another wife if things were a bit +uncomfortable here, but that they never will be while Miss Hetty is at +the helm. She's a born manager, bless her, with her gentle ways and her +firm words and her pretty little dignity. Miss Nan's business in life, +it seems to me, is to set places all in a muddle, and Miss Hetty's to +smooth them out again. Of course it's due to Miss Hetty to be mistress +of the Grange, but sometimes I fear the life is too much for her, and +she'll fret and fade like her mother before her; if I really thought +that, I'd set my wits to work, old as I am, to get a real _selfish wife_ +for the master, who'd teach him a thing or two, for that's what he +wants." + +At this stage in her meditations, nurse laid her head on her pillow and +was soon fast asleep. + +The next morning promised a perfect day, and Hester, Annie, and Nan met +in high spirits in the breakfast-room. The post had not yet arrived, but +a letter was lying on Hester's plate. + +"That's in dad's writing," said Nan, going up and examining it +critically; "now what's up?" + +Hester took the letter and opened it. It contained a few brief words. +She read them with a sinking of heart which she could not account for-- + + "MY DEAR HETTY,--Your young companions will make the house quite + gay for you. I shall, therefore, take the opportunity of going from + home for a few days. I will send you a line to let you know when + you may expect me back.--Your affectionate father, JOHN THORNTON. + + "P.S.--I shall have left before you are down in the morning. Give + my love to Nan, and wish Miss Forest good-bye for me. By the way, + she is interested in Australia, so will you show her where Henry + Kingsley's novels are to be found in the library?" + +Nan, who had been peeping over Hester's shoulder while she was reading, +now suddenly clapped her hands, shouted "hurrah" at the top of her +voice, and, running up to Annie, began to waltz round and round the +breakfast-table with her. + +"Oh, oh!" she exclaimed, "then little girls _may_ be heard as well as +seen. Annie, there are two proverbs which are the bane of my life. I +wonder dad has not had them both illuminated and framed and hung up in +my nursery. One of them is: 'Little girls should be seen and not heard.' +What a detestable old prig the person must have been who invented that +proverb! I ask you, Annie, what would life be without little girls and +their chatter? The other proverb is nearly as objectionable. This is it: +'Make a page of your own age.' According to dad, that only applies to +little girls, and it means that they must always be fagging round, +hunting for slippers and spectacles and newspapers and books for the +older people who are past the age for paging, and that no one is ever to +wait on _them_, however tired or however disinclined to stir they may +happen to be. Now there'll be no one to make me page, and no one to keep +me silent. Oh, hurrah, hurrah, hurrah! what a dear old dad to absent +himself in this obliging manner." + +"For my part, I am very sorry," said Annie, for Hester had passed her on +the letter to read. + +Hester said nothing, and breakfast began, Nan wasting as usual a +prodigal amount of energy and spirits even over the operation of eating, +Hester looking a little pale and a little thoughtful, Annie in a state +of suppressed high spirits, which a slight awe which she still felt at +times for Hester Thornton kept rather in check. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +THE COLTS--ROBIN AND JOE. + + +The Towers was situated exactly two miles away from the Grange. It was a +large, old house, with a castellated roof and a high tower at one end. +It was a very old family place, and the Lorrimers had lived there from +father to son for several hundreds of years. Like many ancient families, +their wealth had diminished rather than increased with the times. The +luxurious living, which has been in vogue more or less during the whole +of the present century, had obliged them to part with some of their fair +acres. The present owner had married for love, not for money. More lands +had to be sold to meet the wants of a large and vigorous family, and, at +the time when this story opens, the Lorrimers were, for their position, +decidedly poor, not rich. + +Squire Lorrimer had one dread ever before his eyes. This was the fear of +having to part with the dear old Towers itself. If this blow fell, he +was certain that it would kill him. He trusted to be able to avert this +calamity by putting down expenses in all possible ways. There were too +few servants, therefore, for the size of the house, too few gardeners +for the size of the gardens, too few horses for the size of the stables. + +Nevertheless, there was not in the whole length and breadth of the +county of Warwickshire, a jollier, happier, more rollicking household +than the Lorrimers. There were ten children, varying in age, from Molly, +who would be sixteen on her next birthday, to little Phil, who had not +yet attained the dignity of two years. There were six girls in the +family and four boys. The two elder boys went to a good grammar school +in the neighbourhood; the girls and Boris had a governess who taught +them at home. Neither boys nor girls were educated quite up to the +requirements of the times, but the father and mother were not going to +worry themselves over this fact. Mr. Lorrimer had very strong views with +regard to modern education. He had a hearty preference for big bodies +instead of big brains. He was intensely old-fashioned as regards all +modern views for the advancement of women, and said frankly that he +would rather his sons emigrated than spent their lives as city clerks. +He had a good deal of faith in things righting themselves naturally, and +as his wife believed him to be the cleverest and wisest man in the +universe, he was not tormented by any contrary opinions from her lips. + +"The children will do very well," he used to say. "If I can only keep +the land together, and the old house for Guy to inherit after me, I +shall die a happy man. The girls are all pretty, unless we except poor +little Elinor, and she, in some ways, has the sweetest face of the +bunch; they are sure to find husbands by-and-by, and the younger lads +can fend for themselves in the colonies if necessary. You needn't fret +about the children, mother," he would add. + +"I never fret about them," replied the soft-voiced, placid-looking +mother, raising her dove-like blue eyes to her husband's face. "I think +we are the happiest family in the world, and the children are the +dearest creatures. With all their high spirits they are never really +naughty. I have only one care," she added, looking at her husband +affectionately and slipping her hand through his arm, "and that is when +you talk of the possibility of selling the Towers." + +"Well, Lucy, that hasn't come yet," he answered. + +"What about that mortgage and the suretyship?" + +"Oh, pooh! They are right enough yet. I make it a rule never to think of +evil days before they really come. We'll pull through--we'll pull +through, no fear. By the way, my dear, I had a splendid offer yesterday +for the colts Joe and Robin. I closed with it in double quick time, and +the dealer who has bought them will send over to fetch them this +morning." + +"Very well," said Mrs. Lorrimer. She went to the window of the room +where the two were talking and stood there looking out. + +She gazed on a lovely scene, composed of woodland, river, and gently +sloping meadows and lawns. Exactly opposite her eyes was a paddock, and +in the paddock the two colts which had just been sold were contentedly +grazing. As Mrs. Lorrimer stood and looked out, a girl was seen to enter +the paddock and go swiftly up to the colts, calling their names as she +did so. They both came to her immediately. She threw an arm round the +neck of one, while she fed them in turn with carrots and apples which +she had in her apron. She was a slightly-made girl, with dark hair and a +sallow face. Her hair hung heavily about her shoulders. She might have +been ten years old, but looked younger. + +"There's Nell," said the mother. "I am sorry the colts are going, she +has always made such pets of them. I never saw her take to any +creatures before as she has done to those two, and they'll follow her +anywhere like lambs. I'm sorry you've got to sell them, Guy." + +"Sorry!" retorted the Squire, with a sort of snort. "Didn't I tell you, +Lucy, that Simmons has given me a cheque for three hundred and fifty +pounds for the two. Of course, the creatures are thoroughbred, and may +turn out worth a great deal more; still, in these days no one gives a +fair price for anything, and three-fifty is not to be sneezed at when +your rents are always behindhand and your balance at the bank is +overdrawn." + +The Squire left the room as he spoke, and Mrs. Lorrimer, with the +faintest of little sighs, presently followed his example. Meanwhile, the +girl in the paddock was having a thoroughly happy time. As soon as she +had finished feeding her favourites, and they had done rubbing their +noses against her face and shoulder, she looked eagerly round her, and +saw with satisfaction that there was no one watching her from any of the +many windows which blinked like eyes all over the old house. She now +approached one of the colts cautiously, laid her hand on his neck, and +with an adroit, quick movement sprang on his back. He was an untamed, +unbroken-in creature. He would have submitted to no burden at all +heavier or at all less dear than that of the slim child who had now +mounted him. + +"Hey, Robin, dear," she said, bending forward, catching hold of a wisp +of his mane and almost whispering into his ear, "you'll take me round +the paddock three times, won't you, as swift as the wind, and then it +will be Joe's turn? As swift as you can fly you shall go, my bonny, +bonny Robin. And afterwards you shall have your russet apple; it's in my +pocket." + +From the colt's attitude, he seemed perfectly to understand every word +that was addressed to him. He pricked his ear; his eye glanced backward +with loving intelligence. He pawed the ground impatiently--he would not +be off until Nell gave the signal, but when it came there was no doubt +that he would fly swiftly over the ground. Joe, the other colt, stood +near expectantly. His turn was to come, he knew. For him, too, there +would be the light weight of a loved little presence, followed by that +delicious russet apple when the ride was over. Meanwhile, he would +canter after Nelly and Robin, taking care not to go too near nor in any +way to intrude himself mischievously. + +"Now," said Nell, sitting bolt upright, "now, Robin--one, two, three, +away!" + +Away they went truly, mane and hair alike flying in the breeze--Nell's +short skirts puffed out by the wind, Nell's cheeks with red flames on +them, and Nell's dark grey eyes blazing like subdued fires. + +Once round the paddock they flew--twice they went--three times. The +third round was the fastest and the most delirious of all. Nell was so +sure of her seat, so confident in Robin's powers, that she no longer +even clasped his arched neck. Up flew her hands in the air. The +delirious excitement rendered her giddy. + +"Hurrah! hurrah!" she shouted. + +The gay words were interrupted by eager words from approaching +spectators. The gate of the paddock was pushed open, and Kitty, aged +nine, followed by Boris, who was only seven, rushed on the scene. The +children were followed by a couple of grooms and a strange, +horsey-looking man. + +"Oh, Nell, Nell!" exclaimed Kitty. + +"They're sold, Nell," said Boris, in a gloomy voice. "You'd better get +down. That fellow there has come"--waving his hand with immense dignity +in the direction of the horsey man--"that fellow has come to take them +away; they're sold." + +"I don't believe it," said Nell. + +Robin, who obeyed her slightest word, stood stock still when she told +him. She dropped off his back with the lightness of a bird. + +"Who says they're sold?" she asked. "I don't believe it." + +She pressed her hand to her heart as she spoke, a pang of keen pain had +shot through it; she turned pale, and her eyes still blazed. + +"I don't believe it a bit," she said. "I'll go and find father and ask +him if its true; I know it isn't true." + +"There's father coming into the field," said Boris. "Yes, it's true +enough, but you can ask him." + +"Well, my man," said the Squire, who came upon the scene at this moment, +"your master has sent you for the colts, I suppose? Here they are, +as----Why, what's the matter, Nell? How white you are, child, and--not +so tight, Nell, not so tight, you're half strangling me! What is it, my +love--what is it?" + +"You haven't sold Robin and Joe, father?" + +"Oh, now, my little girl"--the Squire began to pat Nell's trembling +hands soothingly. He looked hard into her quivering face, then, bending +down, whispered something in her ear. + +No one else heard the words. + +Nell's frantic grasp relaxed; she let her hands fall to her sides and +looked piteously round. + +Robin and Joe had both followed her across the paddock. Robin expected +his russet apple--Joe looked for his canter with Nell on his back. + +"There's a brave little girl," said her father. "'Pon my word, I +wouldn't do it if I could help it." + +"No, father dear; of course not." + +"You're a plucky young 'un," said her father admiringly. Boris and Kitty +came close; the grooms and the horse-dealer also approached. There was a +sort of ring round Nell and the colts. + +"Please, father, may I give Robin his apple?" she asked. "He has earned +it. May he have it?" + +The Squire nodded. + +"Of course he may," he said; then he turned to the horse dealer. + +"My little girl is fond of these creatures," he said. "I hope you will +have patience for a moment or two." + +The man touched his hat respectfully. + +"Certainly, sir," he answered, "as long as the young lady likes; there's +no manner of hurry, and perhaps little miss would like to have another +canter. I never see'd no one sit so bird-like on a horse--never, in the +whole of my born days." + +"Do you hear that, Nell?" said her father. "Would you like another +canter? I didn't know you could ride bare-backed." + +She smiled up at him, a perfectly brave smile; there were no tears in +her eyes, although there were black shadows under them, and her face was +as white as a little snowflake. + +Robin munched his apple, and Joe came close to Nell and rubbed his head +against her shoulder. + +She fed him also, to his own great surprise, for he did not think that +he had earned a morsel, and then, without a word, turned and walked out +of the paddock. + +Boris ran after her. + +"I say, Nell!" he exclaimed, panting. "Would you like a white rat? I +have four, and I--I'll give you one if you'll promise not to forget to +feed it." + +Nell stood still when Boris made this offer, and looked down into his +ruddy, brown, sunburnt face. Boris had bright eyes, as round as two +moons. The giving up of one of his white rats meant a great deal to him. +Nell carefully weighed the value of the offer. + +"No," she said at last in a deliberate tone. "I might forget to feed the +rat, and I don't think I ever could love it; but thank you all the same, +Boris." + +"Don't mention it," said Boris, in his most polite tone; he was +immensely relieved by Nell's declining his offer. + +She walked slowly towards the house, and Boris turned to Kitty, who had +followed him. + +"I offered her a rat," he said; "but she wouldn't have it. Do you think +she will be very bad for a bit?" + +"Yes, I do," said Kitty. "She'll creep up into one of the lofts and +burrow in the hay all by herself, and if she can have a right good cry +perhaps she'll be better, but if she hasn't a cry, she'll fret awfully, +and perhaps she'll turn sulky; but never mind about her now. I'm ever so +glad she didn't take the rat. Let's run and feed them before we go to +lessons." + +"I wish there were no lessons," said Boris. "I hate them. I can't think +what use they are. What can it matter in a big world like this, crowded +up with boys and girls and men and women, whether I can spell right or +not? _I_ don't mind, and I don't see why anyone else should bother." + +"I like spelling," said Kitty, who had a very intelligent face. "If I +were a man or an embryo man, which you are, Boris, I'd have ambition, +and I'd try to get on. I'd like to walk over the heads of the other +boys, if I were you, and to take their prizes from them, and to have +father and mother looking on, and a lot of grand ladies and gentlemen +all dressed in their best praising and cheering and bowing and smiling. +But boys are no good in these days. It's girls who do everything. Now, +do be quick and let's feed the rats." + +"You talk such nonsense," said Boris. "You don't suppose that ladies and +gentlemen care whether boys and girls spell words right or not, and what +rubbish you do say about best clothes and smiling and bowing." + +"I don't," said Kitty, crossly; "it's you who talk rubbish. You have +never been to school, so you can't possibly tell. You ask Nan Thornton, +and she'll soon tell you what's done at school. Oh dear, oh dear, I wish +I were at Lavender House instead of doing my lessons with stupid Jane +Macalister!" + +"You talk very dis'pectful," said Boris. + +"Do I? I don't care. Oh, I _am_ glad you didn't part with the white +rat!" + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +NOT MISSED. + + +Jane Macalister was the governess. She was old--at least the Lorrimers +considered her old--she wore spectacles, and her hair was slightly +tinged with grey. She had a queer mixture of qualities. She was +affectionate and narrow; she was devoted to her pupils, and thought she +could best show her devotion by an unceasing round of discipline. +Fortunately, both for her and the little Lorrimers, this discipline +never extended beyond the hours devoted to lessons. It never showed its +stern visage in play hours, nor at meals, nor at night, nor on half +holidays, nor on Sundays. During all these times, Jane was the +intelligent and much belaboured companion. She was at everyone's beck +and call. She was to be found here, there, and everywhere--darning the +rent in Molly's frock, or helping Nora with her drawing, or trying to +find a story-book for Nell which she had not already read at least six +times, or healing the small squabbles with which Boris and Kitty helped +to beguile the weary hours. Mrs. Lorrimer consulted her with regard to +the cook and the servants generally. The Squire would shout to her to +spare him a quarter of an hour in the study to see if he had totted up +his accounts right. In short, Jane Macalister was as much part and +parcel of the Lorrimer household as if she were really one of +themselves. She was by no means educated up to the standard of the +latter half of the nineteenth century, but what she did know, she knew +thoroughly. She was methodical and helpful. The kind of person whom Mrs. +Lorrimer was fond of quoting as invaluable. The children, one and all, +loved her as a matter of course, but, in school hours, their love was +certainly mingled with awe. In school hours, Jane allowed no relaxing of +the iron rod. + +Kitty and Boris, having just heard the dismal sound of the schoolroom +bell, started from their fascinating occupation of feeding the white +rats and ran as fast as their small feet could carry them in the +direction of the house. They went in by a side entrance, and with +panting breath and hot little steps began to mount the spiral staircase +which led to the schoolroom in the tower. They were late already, and +they knew that they could not possibly escape bad marks for +unpunctuality. They pushed open the green baize door which admitted them +to the sanctum of learning and came in. All the other children whom Miss +Macalister taught were already in the room. Kitty and Boris were the +sole delinquents--the only ones in disgrace; even Elinor was present. +Their faces fell when they saw her. They had built great hopes on having +at least Elinor's company in their disgrace. The swift thought had +darted through both their minds that she would be safe to be extra +naughty that morning, and in consequence would divert some of the storm +of Jane Macalister's wrath from their devoted heads; but no, there she +sat in her accustomed place, her hymn book open on her knee, marks of +tears on her cheeks, it is true, but in all other respects she looked a +provokingly model Elinor. + +It was too bad; Kitty made a face at her across the schoolroom, and +even Boris gave her a reproachful glance. + +Jane Macalister fixed two awful spectacled eyes upon the culprits, and, +scarlet blushes tingling in their cheeks, they took possession of their +vacant chairs. + +The children all sang their usual hymn, although Elinor's voice was a +little husky and Boris held his book upside down. + + "_All things bright and beautiful, + All creatures great and small, + All things wise and wonderful, + The Lord God made them all._" + +"I wonder if He really made that dreadful horsey man," thought Nell, as +she looked out of the window. + +Boris smothered a sigh as he reflected again over the problem which had +often before puzzled his small head--Why God, when he made everything so +beautiful, had forgotten to give Jane Macalister a beautiful temper in +school hours? + +The singing was followed by the Bible reading, and then lessons began. +Molly and Nora acquitted themselves admirably, as was their wont--Nell's +dark grey eyes grew full of interest as she read the fascinating story +of the "Field of the Cloth of Gold" in her history book--Kitty worked at +her sums with fierce persistence and tried to fancy herself at +boarding-school, going up rapidly to the top of her class, while Boris +made more mistakes than ever over his dictation, and inked his fingers +unmercifully. + +"What was the use of fussing over such a stupid, useless thing as +spelling?" This was his thought of thoughts. + +The day was a warm one. Jane Macalister was icily cold, however, as +unapproachable as an iceberg. Boris watched her with anxiety. He knew +well that there was no chance for him and Kitty; they would both be +punished for being late for prayers. + +Oh, dear, oh, dear; _why_ was Jane so unbeautiful, so unapproachable in +school hours? + +"I know she'll keep Kitty and me in during the whole of the play hour," +he muttered to himself. "I'm certain of it, because the tip of her nose +is getting red; that's a sign that she's worried, and when she's worried +she's twice as bad as she is at any other time." + +"What noise is that? Oh!--I say--Miss Macalister----" + +Jane Macalister was always spoken to in this correct fashion during +school hours. + +"I say, there's a visitor!" burst from the eager lips of the little boy. + +He started to his feet as he spoke, upsetting the ink-pot over his own +copybook and also over Kitty's white-frilled pinafore. + +"Boris, you are incorrigible!" exclaimed Jane. "You lose all your +conduct marks for the week, and must stay indoors for an hour and learn +a piece of poetry after lessons." + +Boris got very red and tried to smile. The blow had fallen, so he wasn't +going to whimper over it. He would stand up to his punishment like a +man. He meant to be a soldier some day, and felt exactly now as if he +were facing the guns. He met Elinor's full, troubled grey eyes, and +seated himself slowly once more in his chair. + +The steps had come nearer, the schoolroom door was burst open, and Nan +Thornton rushed in. + +"Here I am," she said. "I have come to torment you, Miss Macalister, and +to beg off lessons at once. How do you do, children? How are you, Kitty? +How are you, Boris? How do you do, Nell? Molly and Nora, I'll kiss you +when I can get breath. Oh, what a climb those stairs are! Why do you +have lessons in the tower? All the same, it's lovely when you _are_ +here. What a view! What a darling, darling, heavenly, scrumptious, +_ripping_ view. Oh, dear! oh, dear! I am out of breath. Jane, aren't you +glad to see me? Aren't you glad to know that all the children are to +have a holiday immediately? Shut up your books, young 'uns, and let's be +off. You don't mind, do you, Jane?" + +Certainly Jane Macalister did mind. The icy expression grew more marked +on her face. Boris gave her a glance, felt that he was very close to the +guns, and lowered his eyes. Nan began dancing about the room. Nan was in +white--white hat, white frock. Her fluffy golden hair surrounded her +like a cloud. Boris felt that she was something like a very naughty and +very beautiful angel. Why was she tempting them all when Jane Macalister +was like ice? + +"I think, Nan," said Miss Macalister--"(how do you do, my dear? Of +course I'm glad to see you)--I think I must ask you to leave the +schoolroom for the present. Recess will be at half-past eleven, and then +you can talk to all the children except Boris, who I grieve to say will +have to undergo punishment. As to holidays, the summer holidays will +begin in a fortnight, until then I cannot permit any such indulgence. Go +away, Nan, for the present. Molly, I can attend to your German now. +Bring your exercise book with the grammar and history." + +Nan was not accustomed to being vanquished, but she was very near defeat +then. The next moment she would have found herself ignominiously outside +the baize door if other steps had not approached, and Hester, looking +cool and sweet, Annie, all radiant and laughing, and Mrs. Lorrimer, with +her usual gentle motherly expression, had not appeared on the scene. + +"Jane," said the mother, smiling round with her blue eyes at each of the +children, "Hester wants us to get up a hasty picnic to Friar's Wood. The +day is perfect, and this is the first of Nan's holidays, so I hope you +will not object, particularly if the children promise to work extra well +to-morrow." + +Jane began to close up all the books hastily. Nan's petition was not to +be listened to for a moment. Mrs. Lorrimer's was law, and must be +cheerfully obeyed. + +"Certainly," she said, in a pleasant tone, dropping her frozen manner as +if by magic. "It is a _perfect_ day for a picnic. Leave the schoolroom +tidy, my loves, and then go and get ready. You'd like me to see the +cook, wouldn't you, Mrs. Lorrimer? I can help her to cut sandwiches and +to pack plates and dishes." + +"Jane, you're an angel," said Mrs. Lorrimer. + +Jane Macalister kissed Hester, was introduced to Annie, and then rushed +down the spiral stairs, intent on housekeeping cares. + +The Lorrimer boys and girls surrounded Hester and Annie. Nan flitted in +and out of the group, and was here, there, and everywhere. All was +excitement and laughter. Presently the children left the schoolroom in a +body. + +No, there was one exception. Boris stayed behind. He looked wistfully +after the others as they streamed away. Miss Macalister had not said a +word about remitting his punishment, and he must be true to his colours. +He found it very difficult to keep back his tears, but he would indeed +think badly of himself if even one bright drop fell from his round blue +eyes. + +It would have comforted him if Kitty had noticed him. Kitty might have +stayed if only to bestow a kiss of sympathy on him, but she was whirled +on with the others. No one gave him a thought. He was only Boris, one of +the younger children. He was alone in the schoolroom. + +He looked at the clock; it pointed to half past eleven; he would not be +free until half past twelve. Picnics at the Towers were hastily +improvised affairs. Long before his hour of punishment was over the +others would all be off and away. It was scarcely likely that any of +them would even miss him. Kitty would be in such a frantic state of +excitement at having Nan Thornton to talk to, that she would not have +room in her heart to bestow a thought on him. He could not walk all the +way to Friar's Wood, the day was too hot. How delicious it would be +there in the shade. How interesting to watch the squirrels in the trees, +and the rabbits as they darted in and out of their holes. Well, well, +there was no use fretting. His heart felt sore, of course, but he +wouldn't be half a boy in his own opinion if he didn't take his +punishment without a murmur. + +He drew his chair up to the table, pushed his ink-stained fingers +through his curly brown locks, and looked around him. + +Miss Macalister had forgotten to set him any task, but he supposed he +could set himself something. + +He was just wondering what would be the least irksome form of punishment +he could devise, when a small head was pushed in at the door, and a +voice, in accents of extreme surprise, shouted his name. + +"Why, Boris, what are you doing? They'll be off if you don't look +sharp." + +"I'm not going, Nell," said Boris; "but please don't fuss over it, it's +nothing." + +"_Nothing!_" said Nell, coming into the room and seating herself by the +side of her little brother. "Don't you love picnics?" + +"I _adore_ them," said Boris. + +He shut up his lips as he spoke and winked his eyes. + +"Don't make a fuss," he said again after a pause. "Do you think I might +learn a bit of the 'Ancient Mariner' for my punishment task? I like that +old chap, he's so grisly." + +"It's a splendid poem," said Nell with enthusiasm, "particularly that +part about-- + + _'Water, water everywhere, + And not a drop to drink.'_ + +Can't you picture it all, Boris? The sea like a great pond, and the +thirsty old mariner looking at it, and longing, and longing, and longing +to drink it, and the dead people lying round. Sometimes at night I think +of it, and then afterwards I have a good, big, startling dream. A dream +that's not _too_ frightful is almost as good as a story-book. Don't you +think so?" + +"No, I don't," said Boris. "I hate dreams. Perhaps I'd better learn the +first six verses of the 'Ancient Mariner,' and perhaps I'd better begin +at once. Jane Macalister is very stern, isn't she, Nell?" + +"Awful in lesson times," said Nell. + +"Well, the only way I can bear it," said Boris, "is this--I think of her +as the general of an army. I don't mind obeying her when I think of her +in that way. Soldiers have to promise obedience before anything else, +and I'm going to be a soldier some day. I'd better not talk now, Nell, +for I must get the first six verses of the 'Ancient' into me in an hour, +and I can't if you keep chattering. The general was rather sharp with me +this morning, I must say, for all my conduct marks are gone, too, and I +won't get sixpence on Saturday, and I'll have nothing to subscribe to +mother's birthday present; still, of course, 'tis 'diculous to fuss. +You'd best go, Nell. Why aren't you ready for the picnic?" + +"I'm not going," said Nell. "I have a headache, and a drive in the sun +would make it worse. Besides, Nan Thornton does chatter so awfully." + +"Chatter," repeated Boris; "you don't mean to say you mind her +chattering?" + +"Yes, I do, when I have a headache." + +"Well, I think she's sweet," said Boris. + +"You had better learn your 'Mariner,' Boris, and I'll sit in the window +and look out." + +The schoolroom was so high up in the tower that people who sat in one of +its windows had really only a bird's-eye view of what went on below. + +Boris, in his rather tumbled sailor suit, sat with his back to Nell. He +kicked the rungs of the chair very often with his sturdy legs. His inky +fingers took fond clutches of his curls, his lips murmured the rhyme of +the "Ancient Mariner" in a monotonous sing-song. Nell pushed open the +lattice window and looked out. There was a waggonette drawn by a rather +bony old horse standing by the side entrance; behind the waggonette was +a pony-cart, a good deal the worse for wear. The pony, whose name was +Shag, stood very still and flicked his long tail backwards and forwards +to keep the flies away. Nell saw Miss Macalister and two of the servants +come out with those flat delicious picnic baskets which she knew so +well, and which had so often made her lips water in fond anticipation; +they were placed with solemnity in the waggonette. Then Molly and Nora, +in their white sun-bonnets, took their places, and Hester and Annie sat +opposite to them, and Mrs. Lorrimer took the seat of honour, and two or +three of the smaller children were packed in heterogeneously, while Nan +and Kitty and Miss Macalister bundled themselves into the pony-cart. + +Nell's heart beat high as she watched. Was no one going to think of her +and Boris? Was no one going to miss them? + +Apparently no one was. + +The gay cavalcade got under weigh and disappeared from view down the +long and lovely beech avenue. + +Nell did not wish to go to the picnic, not to-day with her heart so +sore, but it made that heart feel all the sorer not to be missed. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +FRIAR'S WOOD. + + +As a matter of fact, the picnic party imagined that Boris and Nell +intended to follow on later in the donkey-cart. The Lorrimer picnics +were well known in the neighbourhood. They always passed through the +village in the following order--first the waggonette, drawn by the bony +horse and packed to overflowing with baskets and young people, who waved +their arms and shouted in high glee as they went by; then the pony-trap, +driven sometimes by Jane Macalister, sometimes, when Jane was in a very +good humour, by Kitty or even Boris; and last, at an interval of about +half an hour, the donkey-cart. The donkey-cart as a rule contained +kettles and pots, for the Lorrimers would consider a picnic only half a +picnic if they did not boil their own potatoes out of doors and make +their own tea in the woods. Consequently, the coarser utensils which +were required for the feast were usually reserved for the donkey-cart. +The donkey, as a rule, was driven, or rather led, by Guy, the tall +schoolboy, aged thirteen, who would be owner of the Towers, if it were +not sold over his head, some day. Harry, the brother next in age, would +also accompany the donkey-cart, and sometimes one or two of the younger +children would prefer this rough mode of travelling to the more refined +waggonette or the fleeter pony-carriage. The donkey-cart had of course +to be late, as Guy and Harry would not be home from school until quite +an hour after the rest of the party had started. + +"Where is Boris?" asked Hester, addressing herself to Molly when they +had driven about half of the distance. + +Molly had tranquil blue eyes, like her mother. + +"Isn't he in the pony-carriage?" she asked. + +"Who is Boris?" interrupted Annie Forest. "Is he the pretty little +round-faced boy in the sailor suit?" + +"Yes," said Nora, joining in the conversation. + +"Then he's not in the pony-trap," replied Annie. "I don't think he left +the schoolroom." + +"Cute little beggar," laughed Nora. "He wants to come in the +donkey-cart." + +Annie raised her brows in inquiry; the mystery of the donkey-cart was +explained to her, and no further questions were asked with regard to +Boris. + +Elinor had not yet been missed. + +Friar's Wood was a perfect place for a picnic, and in due course of time +the happy cavalcade arrived there. The younger children and Miss +Macalister began to make preparations for the first meal. The Lorrimers +always had two hearty ones whenever they went on a picnic. Kitty, Nora, +and Annie Forest went off to explore the Fairies' Glen, a lovely spot +about a quarter of a mile away. Mrs. Lorrimer took out her knitting and +sat with her back against a great beech tree, and Molly and Hester found +themselves thrown together. + +"That's right," exclaimed Molly. "I wanted to have a talk with you, +Hetty. Will you come to the top of the knoll with me? We can sit there +and cool ourselves. There is not the faintest chance of dinner being +ready for quite an hour." + +The girls set off at once. Molly was not yet sixteen, Hester was past +seventeen, nevertheless they had been intimate friends for a long time. + +"Why have you got that little frown between your brows, Molly?" asked +Hester. + +It smoothed out the moment Hester spoke. + +"I surely ought not to have a frown to-day," retorted Molly. "The +weather is glorious, we are all in perfect health, we are out for a +picnic, you are here, you have brought your friend, Annie, about whom we +have always heard so much, and Nan is home from school. Yes, I certainly +ought not to frown; but let me retort on you, Hester. Why have you those +grave lines round your lips?" + +"Because I'm a goose," answered Hester. "Sit down here, Molly. You have +not got me up to the top of this knoll just to make me recount my +grievances. Out with yours; you know you have one at least." + +"Well, yes, I have one," said Molly. "A horrid little cankering jade--a +sort of black imp. I thought I had tucked him up snug in bed until the +evening, and there, you have loosened the sheets, and he has sprung up +again to confront me." + +Molly's honest face was undoubtedly troubled now, and there was a +suspicion of tears in the blue eyes, which were nearly as frank and +round as Boris's. + +"I suppose I must confess," she said: "it's only that the colts, Joe and +Robin, have been sold." + +"I don't think I know them," said Hester. + +"Well, you must imagine them. They are not broken-in yet. They were born +at the Towers, and we used to feed them when they were foals. Then one +day Robin got rather wild, and kicked Boris severely, and father said +we were to leave them alone; but Nell somehow managed to evade the +order; she never could be got to fear any four-footed creature. She +spent almost all her leisure time with the colts, and I believe she used +to ride them bare-backed. Well, they were sold this morning, and Nell +will fret awfully. Fretting is very bad for her, for she is not at all +strong, you know. That is one thing that troubles me," continued Molly, +after a brief pause. "I am sorry the colts are sold, on account of Nell, +for I know, although she won't pretend to fret a bit, how she will +secretly grieve and grieve; and the other reason is, that I know father +would not have sold them if he had not been hard up for money again. Oh, +I wish, I wish," continued Molly, her face turning crimson, "that there +was no such thing as money in the world." + +Hester looked at her with a mingling of sympathy and surprise. + +"I think you must be wrong," she said slowly. "I mean, of course, that I +know you're not rich as my father is rich, for you are such a large +family, and father has only Nan and me; but still, it cannot be true +that your father wants money to the extent of having to sell the colts +to get it, Molly." + +"I'm afraid it is true," said Molly, in a sad voice. "I wish it were +only my imagination. You would never take me for a fanciful girl, would +you, Hester? I am always called matter-of-fact, and I think I am. I +really don't care a bit for poetry, and not much for music, and even +story-books don't amuse me unless they're the downright sort, like +'Little Women,' or unless they tell all about housekeeping and that sort +of thing. I love cooking, and I rather like accounts, and I delight in +overhauling the linen cupboard, and I am not a bad hand at darning the +linen. I'm just a commonplace, matter-of-fact sort of girl; it isn't in +me to imagine things." + +"Well?" said Hester, for she saw that Molly was intensely in earnest. + +"I know I'm right about the money," said Molly. "You cannot think how +troubled father looks sometimes; and mother told me only yesterday that +we were not to go to the seaside this year, and she thinks our shabby +old hats will do quite well for church. You don't suppose I care about +shabby hats, or even about the seaside, but I do care when I see father +looking troubled. Once a stranger came to see him, and they were shut up +together in the library for a long time, and when he went away I noticed +that father looked quite old. Oh, I know there are money troubles, and I +am sure things will get worse. I know what father dreads, and dreads and +dreads. Oh, Hester, if it happens it will kill him!" + +"Molly, dear, how white you are. If what happens?" + +"Don't whisper it, Hester; but I dread it. If he has to sell the Towers +it will kill him." + +"To sell the Towers!" echoed Hester. "I should think so, indeed; +but----" + +"What are you two doing up there?" shouted the voice of Nora from below. +"Come down at once and make yourselves useful. The donkey-cart has come, +and so have Guy and Harry, and we are washing the potatoes and want you +to rub them, Molly. Come along down and help, you lazy good-for-nothings." + +The girls hastened to obey. As if by magic all trace of a cloud left +Molly's face. It became radiant, smiling, and dimpled. She was once more +matter-of-fact, charming, capable Molly, who could work with a will and +never once think of herself. Molly was so generally self-forgetful, that +her happiness was not put on. Good-nature shone from her eyes. She was +not a particularly brilliant or witty girl, but she was a strong rock to +rely upon, as all the other Lorrimers knew well. + +Nora, who was very pretty and very gay, gave herself up to heedless +enjoyment as soon as Molly appeared upon the scene. The potatoes would +certainly be done to a turn now. The table-cloth would be laid in that +part of the wood where the midges were least troublesome. Jane +Macalister would not have to complain of no one helping her. Guy, who +was very like Molly, and nearly as good-natured, would also do his best +to make the picnic lively, and Nora, one year Molly's junior, could give +herself up to the fascinations of Annie Forest's society. + +Nora had never before found herself in the company of such a completely +grown-up and such a very pretty girl. Nora could give herself little +airs when occasion required. She could put on rather a killing grown-up +sort of would-be society manner. She never dared adopt it when Guy and +Harry were near, but she contrived to get Annie away by herself, and +then indulged in what the other children called her "high-falutin" talk. + +It was nipped in the bud, however, by Annie herself. Annie Forest was +nothing if she was not frank and fearlessly matter-of-fact. She quickly +discovered how hollow and insufficient poor Nora's attempts to maintain +a worldly conversation really were. She crushed her by telling her that +she had never been in society herself in the whole course of her life, +that she knew nothing whatever of it or its ways, that she had just left +school, and that in all probability she would have to earn her bread in +the future. + +"But, look here, Nora!" she exclaimed, suddenly, "why should we two +stand here chattering? I'm sure we ought to help the others." + +"Oh, no; there's nothing really to be done," replied Nora, in a languid +voice. "I like picnics, but I hate the fuss of preparing the meals, and +as all the others adore it, I generally leave it for them to do. Won't +you sit here? There is a charming little peep between those two oak +trees. You can just see the Towers from there, and I think the Grange +also. Don't you think the Grange a very beautiful place?" + +"Yes; but not half as beautiful as the Towers." + +"Don't you, really? Well, I am surprised! Of course, the Towers is very +old. We are quite one of the very oldest of the county families round +here, but my father likes us to live quietly just at present. Molly and +I will have to be presented by-and-by. It is a pity father and mother +don't think more about society, but they'll have to when we are grown +up, and Molly is sixteen now. Hester will be very rich, and so will Nan. +I'm surprised that you prefer the Towers to the Grange." + +"I beg your pardon," said Annie, "but did not the donkey-cart arrive +about half an hour ago?" + +"Yes, of course." + +"And two of your brothers with it?" + +"Yes," replied Nora, suppressing a yawn, "Guy and Harry. How hot it is +to-day--the heat makes one dreadfully languid, does it not?" + +"I must go and tell Hester that Boris has not come," exclaimed Annie. + +She put wings to her feet as she spoke, and left the astonished and +indignant Nora to her own reflections. + +Annie ran quickly through the wood. The sound of many voices floated on +the summer breeze to greet her. She had almost reached the party when +she suddenly came upon Kitty, who was standing alone. Kitty had just had +a furious quarrel with Nan, and was in consequence feeling considerably +out in the cold. Kitty knew that Boris was not of the party. She had +known this from the beginning, but in the excitement and fun of having +Nan Thornton to herself had been too selfish to mention the fact. Kitty +guessed why Boris had remained behind. She remembered the severe +punishment which Jane Macalister had inflicted upon him--a punishment +which Jane had doubtless forgotten, but which Boris himself remembered. + +Kitty thought of Boris now as she stood by a blackberry-bush, and +pricked her finger on purpose against one of the thorns. Nan had been +very snubbing and very disagreeable, and Kitty cordially hated her for +the time being, and wished with all her heart that Boris was there. She +could snub Boris, who would never retort, but now there was no one for +her to play with. + +"What is your name?" asked Annie, stopping and looking at her kindly; +"you are one of the Lorrimers, of course, but I have not caught your +name yet. Do you mind telling it to me?" + +"I'm Kitty," answered the little girl; she raised her brown eyes and +looked full at Annie. She had never seen anyone so lovely as Annie +before. She had never even imagined that the world could contain anyone +so sparkling and so gay. + +"You're Kitty; that is capital," replied Annie. "Then, Kitty, I am sure +you will do just as well as Hester. Can you tell me why your dear little +brother Boris has not come to the picnic?" + +"I was thinking of him," said Kitty. Tears slowly welled up into her +eyes; her heart began to ache; she tried to prick her finger again to +relieve the pain inside. + +"Boris has not come," she replied. "I'll tell you why. He spilt some +ink, and Jane Macalister said he must be punished by staying indoors for +a whole hour after lessons were over. I expect she forgot all about +Boris when we got a holiday so suddenly, but Boris didn't forget, and he +stayed behind." + +"Dear little Boris!" exclaimed Annie; "dear, good, plucky little Boris! +The moment I looked at him I knew I should adore him. But see here, +Kitty, the hour is up now, isn't it?" + +"Oh, yes, of course; some time ago." + +"Then he'll follow us, won't he?" + +"How can he? He can't come alone; it's nearly an hour's drive to Friar's +Wood." + +"Of course he cannot walk," said Annie, impatiently; "but haven't you +got a trap or carriage, or horse, or something?" + +"No, I'm afraid we haven't," said Kitty, looking very sorrowful. +"There's only old Rover, who draws the waggonette, and Dobbin the pony, +and Jacko the donkey. Of course, there's father's mare, she's quite a +beauty; but we are none of us allowed to have anything to do with her." + +"Then we are not to have dear little Boris at the picnic?" said Annie; +"I declare I shan't enjoy it a bit. I want him to be my own special +knight." + +"What do you want a knight for?" asked Kitty, looking up with interest. + +"What do I want a knight for? You silly child, all fair ladies want +their own true knights." + +"You are a very fair lady," said Kitty. "At least, I mean you're a very +lovely lady--very, very lovely; but can't you do with Guy or Harry for a +knight?" + +"No; I have fallen in love with Boris, and I won't have anyone else. +Kitty, can't we manage to get him to the picnic?" + +"I don't know, I'm sure. He could ride Harry's bicycle, but I don't +think it would once enter into his head." + +"It would if I went back and told him to." + +"How can you go back? You can't walk." + +"Yes, I am a splendid walker. Besides, I am sure the road is longer than +by the fields, and you could take me part of the way and show me the +short cuts." + +"It would take a long, long time," said Kitty, "and when you came back +dinner would be over, and you'd have lost quite half the fun." + +"No, you dear little thing, I wouldn't. I mean to go and fetch Boris; +virtue shall be rewarded, and the knight shall be rescued by the lady. +Now, come with me part of the way and show me the short cuts. Why, I'm +as strong as a lion. You don't suppose a walk of a few miles tires me? +Come along, Kit, we are wasting time." + +In reality, Kitty was charmed beyond words with any move which was to +bring Boris on the scene. The moment Boris seemed at all unattainable, +he became wonderfully precious in Kitty's eyes. She would, of course, +snub him in five minutes after he did arrive, but that really did not +matter. The fascination of Annie's secret mission also delighted her +much, and she skipped along now by the side of this beautiful lady in a +state of high good-humour. + +"I'll show you a lovely short cut," she said. "It will take two miles +off the distance. There's a bog, and a sunken ditch, and a wire fence; +but you won't mind them, will you?" + +"Not a bit," said Annie, laughter in her eyes. + +"And there's farmer Granger's bull-dog, and perhaps the bull himself may +be in the four acre field; but you won't mind," continued Kitty. + +"Not a bit, not a bit." + +"Well, let's run down into this little dell. I'll start you from the +wicket gate at the end of the dell." + +"It sounds quite Pilgrim's Progressy," said Annie. + +"Annie," said Kitty, in an ecstatic whisper, "is it to be a secret?" + +"Of course; if you dare to reveal it my knight shall execute vengeance +on you." + +"Oh, Annie!" said Kitty, "I do love you; its so perfectly delicious to +have a secret." + +"Well, see you keep this one faithfully. Now we have come to the wicket +gate. How shall I go? Can I see the bull from here?" + +"No." + +"Can I hear the bull-dog bark?" + +"No." + +"Kitty, you little wretch, you've been trying to frighten me with +imaginary dangers. Yes, I see my road. I follow the winding path +wherever it leads. Keep a bit of dinner for me, Kitty. I'll be back in a +couple of hours." + +Kitty promised, and Annie started with great vigour on her long walk. + +Kitty stood at the stile and watched her. Suddenly she raised a cry. + +"Annie." + +Annie turned. + +"You'll find Nell at home, too, Annie." + +"Is Nell another Lorrimer?" + +"Yes; the ugly one of the family; the duckling, we call her most times." + +"Well, the duckling shall come, too," shouted heedless Annie; and Kitty, +with the full weight and delirious importance of her secret radiating +all over her stout little person, slowly returned to the other members +of the picnic party. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +THE STORY BOOK LADY. + + +Annie found the road hot and the way long. As she said, she was a very +good walker, and was never daunted by difficulties or dangers either +real or imaginary. She was impressed by Boris's bright little face, and +Kitty's story of his fidelity to the path of duty touched her quick and +affectionate nature. Annie Forest, the grown-up girl, was very like +Annie Forest, the child. She was still intensely impulsive, wayward, and +eager. Her faults were in a great manner subdued, but they were not +eradicated. She was intensely affectionate, brave, and true as steel; +but she was apt to be both heedless and thoughtless. When rushing away +to rescue Boris, it never once entered into her head that the secret of +her absence might prove very troublesome to poor Kitty, and that the +rest of the party might suffer uneasiness on her account. Without any +adventure from bull or bull-dog, without endangering her life in the +bog, which turned out to be almost non-existent at this time of year, +she reached the Towers at the most sultry time of the day, and appeared +upon the scene between one and two o'clock, a tired, flushed, and very +thirsty Annie. All during her walk she pictured Boris's state of +despair. She saw in her mind's eye a vision of his little, flushed, +tear-stained face. She thought of Nell, too, and imagined the rapture +with which the ugly duckling would greet her, the deliverer of the +oppressed. + +Annie entered the Towers by a side entrance, and, skirting a pretty, +shady lawn, approached the house by the nearest way. As she did so, she +was attracted by voices which seemed to proceed from out of a clump of +trees. She stepped close to the spot from where the sound proceeded, +and, craning her neck, looked over the thick laurustinus bushes, which +enclosed a very tiny lawn or plot of grass. + +Seated here, in the utmost peace and apparent contentment, were the poor +victims for whom she had exerted herself so terribly. Nell was lying +full length on her back on the grass. Boris was seated tailorwise on the +ground a little way off. Nell had a white rat curled up in her hair and +another nestling in her neck. Boris was feeding some white hares and +some pet rabbits. The children were eagerly talking to their animals, +and Annie had to own to herself that there was nothing in the least +unhappy or even morbid in the sound of either of the voices. + +For a moment the children's perfect happiness almost vexed her. It +seemed provoking to have taken that long, exhausting walk for nothing, +and oh! how hungry and thirsty, how very hungry and thirsty she felt. + +The next instant, however, her good-nature asserted itself. She said +"Hullo!" pushed her way through the laurustinus hedge, and stood in the +midst of the group. + +Nell started into a sitting position, tumbling the white rats on to her +lap. She looked up at Annie. What a tumbled, dishevelled, hot, but oh, +what a pretty strange lady was this! Nell worshipped beauty with the +passion of a very hot and fervent little soul. She had scarcely noticed +Annie in the schoolroom, but now her heart went out to her with a great +throb. + +"Who are you?" she said. "Where do you come from? What is your name?" + +"Oh, I'm not a fairy, my good child!" said Annie. "I'm a poor, exhausted +girl, who thought she was performing a very heroic feat and finds +herself mistaken." + +"Pray come in and take a seat," said Boris, who was always the soul of +gentlemanly politeness. He stood up as he spoke, tumbling his rabbits +and hares helter skelter in all directions, and tried to push back the +laurustinus hedge for Annie. She squeezed through, tearing her cotton +dress as she did so. + +"Oh, dear, dear, your sweet dress is spoiled!" said Nell, in a tender +voice. + +"Never mind," answered Annie; "one must lose something to attain to this +perfection." + +"Won't you seat yourself?" said Boris. + +He pointed to the grass, and Annie sat upon it with a sense of delight. + +"How hot you are," said Nell. "What can we do for you? Would it soothe +you to stroke one of the rats? This darling, for instance. His name is +Crinklety." + +Annie took the rat on her lap and looked at it reflectively. + +"It's a darling," she said, "and so are the rabbits, and so are the +hares; but oh, I'm so hot and so thirsty! and oh, children, don't you +know what I've come about, and don't you know who I am?" + +"No, I'm sure we don't," answered Boris. Nell stared solemnly; she did +not speak. + +"Well," said Annie, "I see I must introduce myself. I am Annie Forest. +I'm Hester Thornton's friend, and I came here this morning with Hetty +and Nan, and we all started on a picnic, and when we came to Friar's +Wood, I found that you, Boris--you see I know your name--and you, Nell, +were left behind, and I could not stand it somehow; it seemed too cruel +and unfair, so I--I came back for you." + +"How did you come?" asked Boris. "Did you drive back with Dobbin or +Jacko?" + +"No; they will have plenty to do this evening, and why should I give +them double work, poor dears? No; I came back with these," she pushed +out her dainty, but very dusty, feet as she spoke. + +"You mean that you _walked_?" said Nell. "You walked all that long way +just because of us two children that you knew nothing about. I didn't +believe it was true. I never believed anything so perfectly splendid +could be true out of a story book. Boris, do you hear? She walked from +Friar's Wood all by herself." + +"Are you awfully dead beat?" asked Boris, standing in his sturdy +attitude in front of Annie and looking at her with immense attention. + +"Yes; I never was hotter in my life, and I don't think I ever felt more +tired. It is such a blazing day." + +"Then you don't want to walk back again?" + +"Well, I suppose I must, only I think I'll rest a little bit first, and +perhaps one of you can bring me a glass of water. I consulted Kitty +about it, and Kitty said you could ride your brother's bicycle, Boris. +She only told me about Nell just when I was starting, but perhaps Nell +can get on the bicycle sometimes, too. I'm not quite sure how it can be +managed." + +"You need not trouble about me," said Nell, "for I'm not going to the +picnic. I don't wish to." + +"And I don't wish to either," said Boris; "there's nothing to go for +now, for dinner will be over. I always think the fun of a picnic is +washing the potatoes and lighting the bonfire, and they'll be all over +long ago." + +"Well, then," said Annie, "I see that I have made myself a martyr in an +unnecessary cause. You bad children, you are not a bit unhappy at +staying at home, and I pictured you both such miserable little victims." + +"Would you rather have seen us miserable?" asked Boris. + +"Of course I'd much rather have seen you miserable, you little wretch. +How dare you look at me with those smiling, bright blue eyes? If I had +seen you and Nell pale and wretched, and a little bit withered up, I'd +have felt that my walk had been taken for a good purpose; but now----" + +"Perhaps you think," said Nell, looking at Annie with great earnestness, +"that you did nothing when you took that walk and when you made the +story books come true. You did a great deal for me. We are Lorrimers, +Boris and I, and it isn't the fashion for a Lorrimer ever to fret when +things can't be helped. Boris would have liked to go to the picnic, and +I'd have liked it, too, if it had happened on another day, but as we +couldn't go, we meant to have a picnic at home. Will you stay with us +and help us to make up a jolly picnic at home?" + +"Of course I will, only too gladly." + +"Then, Boris," said Nell, "we had best fetch the food while the story +book lady is resting." + +The children disappeared, and Annie lay back on the grass and laughed to +herself. She was absorbed as usual with the fascination of the moment, +and forgot all about Kitty, who would be carefully guarding her secret +far away in Friar's Wood. + +The picnic, which was partaken of by Annie, Nell, and Boris on the tiny +lawn, surrounded by the laurustinus hedge, was a truly gay affair. The +white hares, the rabbits, the rats, joined the company of diners, and +Annie became her gayest and wildest self. When dinner was over, Boris +reluctantly took his pets back to the out-house where they were kept, +and then returned once more to the fascination of strawberries, cream, +and Annie Forest's society. + +Meanwhile, in Friar's Wood, Kitty was keeping an eager look-out. It was +almost time for Annie to come back, and all the other members of the +party who did not know where she had gone were becoming anxious about +her. They would have been much more so but for Hester and Nan. But +Hester and Nan were both well accustomed to Annie's many vagaries. + +"If it were anyone else, I should fret about her," said Hester, +answering Nora's eager inquiry for about the twentieth time. "She has +wandered away in the wood by herself and will come back when she +pleases, or perhaps she may have gone straight back to the Towers or to +the Grange. Annie is grown up now, and she can take care of herself. +There is no manner of use in fretting about her." + +"If you only knew Annie at school!" exclaimed Nan. "Why there is quite a +proverb about Annie at school. Let me see, this is it: 'The only thing +to be expected of Annie Forest is the unexpected.' Now don't let's talk +of her any more. She is a dear old Annie; but why should she spoil this +lovely, perfect day, the first of my holidays? Guy, I wish you'd come +and sit next me. Let us get up a jolly game of hide and seek." + +"No," said Guy, "It's too hot at present. We will presently, when the +sun gets a bit lower." + +"Then tell me a story, there's a darling Guy." + +Guy complied rather lazily. Nan moved a little apart with him, and the +two began an eager, whispered conversation. Molly and Hester once more +joined forces and resumed the interrupted talk of the morning. The +others wandered away in different directions, and Nora and Kitty found +themselves together. Nora felt rather discontented. She missed Annie +Forest, not because she particularly liked her just now, but because +Annie's conduct during their morning walk had rather piqued her. Nora +was quite sharp enough to read Kitty's secret in her troubled, demure, +watchful and impatient eyes. She thought it would be rather good fun to +bully Kitty a little. + +"What are you staring through that long line of trees for?" she said. +"Come here, and out with it at once. You know you're bursting with a +secret. If you don't tell soon you'll explode, and there'll be nothing +left of you. Come here, I say, and out with it." + +Nora thought it quite unnecessary to put on her society manners for +Kitty's benefit. + +"Come here, Kit, at once, when I call you," she said, in a cross voice. + +"I needn't come if I don't like," answered Kitty. "I'm not obliged to +obey you, so don't you think it." + +"Highty tighty. Do you suppose I'm going to take impertinence from a +little chit like you? You know perfectly well where Annie Forest has +gone, and it is your duty to tell." + +"I won't tell. There!" + +"Ah!" laughed Nora, now thoroughly exasperated. "I guessed you had a +secret. I knew it when I saw you shutting up your lips so straightly, +and putting on that little demure expression whenever Annie's name was +mentioned. Now you have confessed it." + +"I have confessed nothing," said Kitty in alarm. + +"Yes, you have; you said you wouldn't tell. How could you say you +wouldn't tell if you had nothing to tell? I know mother is uneasy about +Annie, and I know Jane Macalister is uneasy, and you know where she is +and you dare to keep them in suspense. Come along to mother at once. +She'll soon get this secret out of you." + +"I won't go, Nora--I won't. I'll climb up into this tree, where you +can't catch me. Here," continued Kitty, suiting the action to the word, +"you can't catch me up here; you can't. I won't go to mother--no, I +won't." + +"You will if I make you," said Nora. "You think I can't climb." + +"You wouldn't dare to climb!" exclaimed Kitty, shouting down from the +foliage of the tree into which she had hastily swung herself. "You'll +get your frock all torn, and Molly and Jane will be just mad. You +daren't climb, Nora--you daren't. You can't catch me Nora--you can't." + +Nora had a quick temper, and Kitty's manner was most exasperating. Under +ordinary circumstances the ladylike Nora would have hated climbing +trees, but now all was forgotten in her fierce desire to lay hold of the +daring, exasperating little Kitty and to force her secret out of her. +How dared Annie Forest snub Nora and then confide in a baby like Kitty? + +"Unless you come down this minute, I'll follow you into the tree and +drag you down," said Nora. "Now you know what I mean to do, so come down +this instant." + +"Not I, not I," laughed Kitty. She had been rather frightened while Nora +was taunting her on the ground, but now she felt so secure that she +could afford to laugh, and even in her turn to use taunting words. + +"I knew you were too much of a coward, fine, ladylike Miss Nora, to +climb up here," she said; "and I'm going to stay here just as long as I +please." + +"Oh, are you?" said Nora. "There'll be two people to decide that point." +She was in a blind fury now, and, before Kitty could say another word, +began to swarm up the tree. She managed to catch the branch where Kitty +had planted herself, and in another instant would have caught hold of +the little girl's dress; but Kitty and Boris could both climb like +monkeys, and it did not take the little girl an instant to swing herself +on to a higher branch. Nora's mettle was now up. She was resolved that +Kitty should not conquer her. The spirit of defiance in Kitty made her +resolve to die rather than be taken. + +"You shan't catch me--you shan't," screamed the child. "I'm lighter than +you. I'm going to creep on to the end of this bough; it will bear my +weight, but it won't bear yours, Nora. Don't attempt to get on it, Nora; +if you do the bough will break." + +Kitty, as good as her word, crept on to a dead branch of the forest +beech tree; it was high above the ground and nearly bare of leaves. It +looked what it was, thoroughly rotten; but it bore Kitty's light weight +without strain. She reached almost the end, and turned her flushed, +laughing, defiant face towards Nora. Nora had reached the bough, but +hesitated a moment before trusting herself on it. + +"Who said I was going to be caught?" exclaimed Kitty. "Hurrah! hurrah! +I'm safe enough." + +"I will catch you!" exclaimed Nora. "You horrid, sneaking little cheat. +This bough looks firm enough. It will hold me as well as you; anyhow, +I'm going to try." + +"Don't, don't!" screamed Kitty. She was really frightened now, for she +saw the danger from the position where she was sitting far more plainly +than Nora did. "Don't do it, Nora," she shrieked. "I'd rather come back +to you. I would really, really. You'll be killed--we'll both be killed +if you get upon this rotten bough. Oh, dear! oh, dear! Nora, are you +mad? Are you mad?" + +Blind passion had made Nora almost mad. She did not believe Kitty's +words. The bare bough looked safe enough from her position. She +stretched out one cautious hand, then another, and propelled herself +slowly along. Her whole weight was now upon the bough. It was thoroughly +rotten and very brittle. Kitty gave a shriek of terror, and, with a wild +leap, managed to throw her arms over the bough just above. She was not a +minute too soon. The rotten branch cracked and broke with a loud report, +and poor Nora was hurled with great violence to the ground. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +ALONE IN THE WOOD. + + +There was a dizzy moment for Kitty when she seemed to hang between +heaven and earth, and everything swam in circles before her dazed eyes. +Then, with a supreme effort, she managed to clutch the bough, to which +she clung with a firmer grasp, and slowly but surely to drag herself up +into safety on its broad, firm stem. + +"I'm coming, Nora. I'll be down in a minute," she shouted. + +She crept along the bough, and soon, much scratched and covered with +moss and leaves, her dress torn, her face hotly flushed, she reached the +ground and rushed to Nora's side. + +Poor Nora had fallen from a height of nearly twenty feet. Her fall had +been slightly broken by the rotten bough which had come to the ground +with her; but, notwithstanding this fact, she lay now on her back, faint +and sick and moaning, as if she were in great pain. + +Poor Kitty's repentance was intense. + +"Oh, Nora, Nora!" she sobbed, bending over her, "are you hurt badly? +Can't you get up? Oh, dear! oh, dear! you do look ill, and it's my fault +of course. Why did I have a secret? and why did I tease you? Oh, Nora!" +she added, terror in her tone as she noticed the increasing whiteness of +Nora's pretty face, "are you in dreadful, shocking pain?" + +"I feel sick," said Nora, "and--and faint. Can't you fetch some water. +Oh, everything seems miles away. What shall I do?" + +"I'll go for mother," said Kitty. "Lie very still, Nonie, darling; you +have got an awful shake from that fall, but you'll be all right +soon--I'm sure you will; and, oh, here's some water in one of the picnic +bottles." + +Kitty sprang towards this welcome sight, wetted a handkerchief with part +of the contents and put it on Nora's forehead, and then gave her a +little to drink. + +The cold refreshing water revived the poor girl; but when she attempted +to sit up, she fell back groaning and very faint once more. + +"You _must_ let me fetch mother," said Kitty. "I won't be a minute. I'll +go as if I were a bird. I'll be back in no time, really." + +"No; I can't be left alone," said Nora. "It--it's awful. The pain in my +back gets worse and worse. Kitty, don't leave me. Kitty, I'm frightened. +I'm sorry I was so cross to you." + +"And I'm sorry I aggravated you," said Kitty; "but, oh, dear! what's the +use of being sorry? That won't mend your poor back. I wish you'd let me +get mother." + +"No, no; you mustn't leave me." + +Nora tried to stretch out one of her hands, but the pain of the least +movement was extreme, and she was forced to lie absolutely still, while +Kitty wetted her lips at intervals with a few drops of the precious +water left in the bottle. + +Nora was in too great pain to care anything about the loneliness of +their position. She was in too great suffering even to be keenly sorry +for her own wrongdoing. The one only desire she had was to keep Kitty by +her side. But poor Kitty's little heart was full of absolute terror. She +had never seen anyone look so ill as Nora. Her face was white; her lips +were blue; she was evidently in severe pain; but, with the pain, there +was a strange faintness, which Kitty had never encountered before in the +whole course of her ten sturdy years. + +Many and many a fall had both Kitty and Boris had in the wild +expeditions and daring feats which they performed in each other's +company. Kitty knew of the fall which stings; of the fall which shakes +you all over, which raises a great bump and causes great soreness of the +injured part; she knew of the fall which scratches and even renders you +giddy; but she had never before seen the effects of such a serious fall +as poor Nora's. + +Friar's Wood was a very lonely place, and when, in utter exhaustion and +pain, Nora closed her eyes, poor Kitty felt almost as if she were +sitting alone in this great solitude with a person who was dead. + +Oh, suppose pretty Nora was dead. Pretty Nora, who had been so mocking +and full of life only ten minutes ago. If this were the case, to her +dying day Kitty would feel that she had killed her by tempting her on to +a rotten bough. It was terrible, terrible to be here alone with Nora, +who might be going to die. Why could not she slip away and fetch someone +to her aid? + +Nora had clutched a very tight hold of Kitty's hand when first the +little girl had proposed to fetch her mother, but now, in the kind of +torpor of pain into which she had sunk, she relaxed the firm grip, and +Kitty found that by a very gentle movement she could release her hand +altogether. + +She did so, and rose slowly to her feet. + +Nora felt the movement and spoke. + +"Kitty." + +"Yes." + +"You're not going away?" + +"I'm only looking to see if there's anyone coming." + +"Well, don't go away." + +Nora's voice had sunk to a hoarse whisper, and Kitty's terrors and her +certain fears that Nora was about to die became greater than ever. + +She looked all around her, to right and left, before and behind. + +No one was in sight. Not even the voice of a living creature broke the +stillness. The birds were silent, the creatures of the wood seemed to be +all asleep, the other members of the picnic had evidently wandered far +afield; but, hark, what sound was that? Oh, joy! Who was this coming +swiftly through the trees? Kitty's heart gave a bound of rapture, and +then, forgetting all Nora's injunctions to keep by her side, she flew +with lightning speed towards the figure of a horseman who was riding +through the wood. + +The man on horseback was Squire Lorrimer himself. + +He had promised to join the children in time for dinner, but had not +turned up. It was not his custom, however, on any occasion to disappoint +his young people, and although late in the day he was now hastening to +the scene of revelry. + +Kitty's frantic speed in his direction by no means surprised him. + +"Well, little woman," he said, pulling up the mare as he spoke. "Shall I +give you a mount on Black Bessy's back? and where are all the others? I +expected quite a swarm of you to rush forth. Where is Molly, and where +is Nora, and where is the beautiful Annie Forest, whom everybody seems +to rave about, and mother and Jane Macalister? Are they all hiding and +ready to rush out upon me with wild whoops?" + +Kitty panted visibly before she replied. + +"No, father, it isn't that," she said. "I and Nora are alone, I--get +down please, father, won't you?" + +"Why, what's the matter with you child?" The Squire hastily dismounted. +"Are you hurt, Kit? What a red, excited face." + +"No, 'tisn't me, it's Nora. She fell; I think she'll die. It was my +fault. The beech tree had a rotten bough, and I crept out on it, as I +didn't wish to be caught; and Nora followed me, and the bough broke, and +she's lying on her back now and she can't move, and I think she'll die, +and they're all away--I don't know where--somewhere else in the wood, +and I think she's going to die, and it's my fault." + +"There, Kitty, keep your pecker up," said the Squire. "I'm glad I came +round this way; it was a lucky chance. Wait a minute until I tie Black +Bess to this tree. Where is Nora?" + +"Over there, lying on that knoll of grass. I think she'll die." + +"Tut, tut, monkey, what do you know about people dying? Give me your +hand, and bring me to her." + +Oh, the comfort to Kitty of that firm, cool, strong hand of +father's--oh, the support of looking into his face. A burden as of black +night was lifted from her. She ran in eager accompaniment to his great +strides. He was bending over Nora in a minute. + +"Now, my poor little maid, what is this?" he asked, dropping on one knee +and trying to put his hand under her head as he spoke. + +Nora opened her pretty, dark eyes. + +"Oh, father, is it you? I'm glad," she said in a faint voice. "I've been +naughty, father; I--I'm sorry." + +"Well, you can't be more than sorry, can you, Nonie? Don't bother about +anything now, but just tell me where you are hurt." + +"Oh, it's my back. Oh, don't touch me; it's dreadful!" + +Squire Lorrimer's face looked very grave. + +"Where did she fall from, Kitty?" he asked. + +Kitty pointed to the gash made in the beech-tree by the broken bough. + +"Over twenty feet," murmured the Squire to himself. "God help my poor +little girl!" + +"Look here, Kitty," he said aloud, "Nora is in a good deal of pain; but +I hope we'll soon have her easier. We must try and get her home somehow, +and it would be a good thing if your mother were here; you had better +fetch her. Don't frighten her, Kit, for Nora may not be badly hurt after +all; but bring her here as quickly as you can, and Guy, too, and Molly; +they are both strong, and have their wits about them. We must contrive a +litter of some sort. Now, be quick and find the folks." + +"Yes," replied Kitty, who was almost happy again under the influence of +her father's encouraging words. + +She was soon out of sight, and in less than half an hour Mrs. Lorrimer, +Jane Macalister, and every other member of the picnic party, were +gathered round the prostrate figure of little Nora. + +She was more conscious now, and looked eagerly for one face, the solace +of all sick children. + +"Let Mummie hold my hand," she said. + +Mrs. Lorrimer took it, bent down, and kissed her; Nora smiled as if a +load had been lifted from her heart. + +A rough litter was presently constructed, and with great difficulty the +poor child was lifted into it. The pain of even this slight move, +however, caused her to faint completely away. + +It was at this juncture that Hester Thornton came forward with a +suggestion. + +"The Grange is nearly three miles nearer than the Towers," she said; +"had not we better bring her there? And had not Guy better ride off at +once to Nortonbury for the doctor?" + +"That is a good idea," said Mr. Lorrimer. "Guy, mount on Black Bess's +back and off with you. Bring Dr. Jervis back with you to the Grange if +you can." + +The merry little picnic party looked dismal enough as they slowly, and +almost in funereal fashion, left the scene of festivity. The strongest +of the party had to take turns to carry poor Nora's litter, for she +could not endure any less easy movement. + +Nan came up to Hester and took her hand. + +"I don't know what the meaning of all this is," she said; "but, somehow +or other, I think Annie must be at the bottom of it." + +"Where is Annie?" queried Hester. "How completely she seems to have lost +herself. Oh, how miserable poor little Kitty looks. Come here, Kitty, +dear, and tell me all about the accident." + +"I cannot," said Kitty. "Don't ask me; it's part of the secret." + +"I knew Annie Forest was at the bottom of it," murmured Nan. "Oh, what a +horrid, horrid, dreadful ending to the first of my holidays!" + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +"I BROKE MY WORD," SAID ANNIE. + + +In utter ignorance of the tragic events which were happening in Friar's +Wood, Annie Forest and her two little companions were having a gay time +at the Towers. Annie's old passion for children had not deserted her. +She was often heard to say that she was happier with a frank, original +child than she was with most grown people. Boris was certainly frank; +Nell was certainly original. Annie's beauty and brightness had won +Boris's heart from the moment of her arrival; Nell's affections went out +to her also, but for a different reason. Nell lived in a world of +romance, and Annie's conduct in giving up her own pleasure had seemed to +Nell to fit in with her fairy tales and other story-books. The three +were, therefore, supremely happy during that long afternoon. The picnic +behind the laurustinus hedge being quite a thing of the past, they +proceeded to explore the tower, the old ruined chapel, where services +used to be held morning and night more than three hundred years ago, the +dungeon under the chapel, and all the other places of historic interest. +Then the children's gardens were visited; and, finally, Annie was +persuaded to seat herself in the swing and be sent up into space as high +as Boris's and Nell's united efforts could accomplish. In their turn +they were swung by Annie; and then followed tea in the play-room, where +Nell presided, sitting solemnly in front of the dolls' tea-service and +helping Annie and Boris and herself to unlimited weak tea, with heaps of +cream. + +The heat of the day was over at last, a perfect summer's evening had set +in. + +"When are they all likely to be back?" asked Annie. + +"Not until night, dark night," said Boris with a little sigh. + +"What are you sighing for?" asked Annie. "You look quite sad, and I +don't like you sad; I like you with your eyes smiling and your face +puckered up with laughter. Nell looks pale and sad, too. What is it +Nell? what is it Boris?" + +"I'd like to be at the picnic now," said Boris, "I didn't mind it in the +daytime when it was so hot; but now they're lighting another bonfire +and they're going to have tea, and after tea Guy will tell stories." + +"All about bogies," struck up Nell; "yes, I wish I were there." + +Annie looked at them both reflectively. She never cared to be with +children unless she could succeed in making them almost boisterously +happy. + +"But it doesn't matter a bit," said Nell, seeing the shadow cross her +face; "I shouldn't be very happy in any case to-night." + +"Why?" said Annie. + +"I'd rather not say, please. You have been good to us; you have helped +us to have a beautiful day; we are grateful to you, aren't we, Boris?" + +"We love her," said Boris. + +"You are two darlings," said Annie. "Well, now, suppose we have a bit of +fun on our own account. How far is it from here to the Grange?" + +"By the road, three miles," said Boris; "but across the fields, only a +mile and a half." + +"We'll go to the Grange across the fields," said Annie. "I heard Hester +say this morning that she was going to try and induce you all to come +back to the Grange to supper, so we three will join the rest of the +party at supper, and if we start at once well be ready to welcome them +when they arrive." + +"What a spiffin' plan," said Boris; "do let's start at once." + +Nell clapped her hands. + +"Now I've made you happy again, that's all right," said Annie. She took +a hand of each child, and they started on their pleasant walk. Boris was +very messy and untidy, his face was stained with fruit and his hands +were dirty. Nell's blue cotton frock was also considerably out at the +gathers round the waist, but the children did not give a thought to +their clothes or personal appearance in the sudden rapture with which +they hailed Annie's suggestion. + +The walk across the fields in the sweet freshness of the summer's +evening was all that was delightful, and in an incredibly short space of +time, the three found themselves at the other side of the turnstile +which led into the grounds of the Grange. + +"We'll be there long before the others," said Boris. "Suppose we light a +great bonfire on the lawn to welcome them." But even wild Annie did not +see the propriety of this suggestion. + +"No, we won't do that," she said. "If the Grange were our own place we +would. We'll just go and sit on the terrace and watch for them." + +"Won't Kitty jump when she sees us?" said Boris, a look of satisfaction +radiating all over his face. "She'll see that we have had our lark as +well as the rest of them; oh, I call it real spiffin' fine." + +They were walking rapidly through the shrubbery now, and as Boris +finished his speech they came out on the broad sweep in front of the +house. + +Just before the entrance a brougham was standing, and instead of +solitude they found themselves surrounded by familiar figures. + +Kitty was the first to observe them. She gave a stifled sort of scream, +and pushing aside Boris, who was prepared to rush into her arms, came up +to Annie, took one of her hands, and looked into her face. + +"I kept the secret true as true," she said; "but it almost killed me, +and it has nearly quite killed Nora." Her poor little voice broke with +these last words, and she burst into the frantic sobs which she had +bravely kept back until now. + +"What in the world is the matter?" said Annie, kneeling down and putting +her arm round the excited child. + +"Why, that's Dr. Jervis's carriage," shouted Boris. "What can be up?" + +"Why are you back so early from the picnic?" asked Nell. + +But Kitty sobbed on unable to reply. + +She felt the comfort of Annie's arms round her, and presently she laid +her hot, flushed, little face on Annie's neck and wetted her frill with +her plentiful tears, but no information could be got at present from +poor Kitty's lips. + +"There's Molly, and there's Hester," exclaimed Boris, "they'll tell us; +oh, and there's Nan, too. Hullo Nan, come here and tell us what the +rumpus is about." + +Nan rushed up excitedly. + +"Nora is nearly killed," she said; "she fell from a tree over twenty +feet from the ground, and her back is hurt awfully, and Hester said +she'd better come here, and she's lying in the library and Dr. Jervis is +there. I haven't the faintest idea how it happened," continued Nan; +"only it seems to be your fault, Annie; it seems to have something to do +with you and a secret, only Kitty won't tell." + +Kitty ceased to cry; she raised her face and looked at Annie. Annie +struggled to her feet. + +She was about to reply to Nan when Hester came up and spoke to her. + +"Oh, Annie," she said, "where have you been all day? We have been +dreadfully anxious about you; and poor Nora has been hurt, and Kitty +seems in trouble of some sort, and says that she won't tell her secret. +What can it all mean?" + +"Well, really!" said Annie. She paused a minute; the rich colour mantled +her cheeks; her bright eyes seemed to flash fire. + +"I'm awfully sorry about Nora," she said; "but I fail to see how I am to +blame. From your manner, Nan, and yours, Hester, I seem to be accused of +something. What is it, pray?" + +"Oh, it's nothing, indeed," said Molly, who had come up now and joined +Hester. "What does it matter, Hetty, when we are all so awfully +wretched? Poor Annie did not mean anything. Do let her alone!" + +"I did not mean anything?" echoed Annie. "I'm afraid I can't allow +myself to be let alone. I must find out what I'm accused of. Kitty, you +say you kept my secret safely. Speak now and tell everybody." + +"I can't stay to listen," said Molly, turning away; "it's too--too +trivial!" + +Hester and Nan, however, still stood facing Annie, and the boys, Guy and +Harry, also came and joined the group. + +"Speak, Kitty," said Annie. + +"You were kind," said Kitty; "it's wicked to say you weren't kind. You +found out that Boris hadn't come to the picnic, and you said you'd go +back for him; you'd walk back all in the heat, and you didn't mind the +bull, nor the bull-dog, nor--nor--anything; and you said I wasn't to +tell, and 'twould be a surprise when you came back with Boris and, +perhaps, Nell, too--and I promised. Then we had dinner, and you weren't +there, and everybody asked for you and everybody wondered where you +could be; but Hester said you were a sort of 'centric girl, and that you +was grown up and we needn't fret; and Nan said you was nothing if you +wasn't unexpected; so nobody fretted, and I kept my secret locked up +tight. But Nora wanted you more than the others, and she saw my lips +shut tight and my eyes watching for you through the trees, and she +guessed I had a secret; and I said I had, but I wouldn't tell; and she +said she'd take me to mother, and that mother would make me tell, and so +I climbed up into the beech-tree to get away from her; and I was naughty +and cross, and she was naughty and cross, too, and she followed me up +into the beech-tree, and I got out upon a rotten bough, where I thought +she'd be sure not to come; but she did come, cause I was real naughty +and I taunted her; and the bough broke and she fell, but I didn't fall +'cause I caught on to a bough higher up. It's been dreadful ever since," +continued Kitty, pressing her hands tightly together. "Worse than when I +forgot to give water to Harry's canary and it died, and worse than when +I pulled up all Guy's canariensis in mistake for weeds; its been awful, +but I did keep the secret." + +"Is that all?" said Annie. + +"Yes, that's all," replied Kitty. "I did keep the secret." + +"I understand," said Annie. "I should have come back, of course. I did +not remember that I might get you into trouble, Kitty; it did not occur +to me that you were the plucky sort of child you are." + +"Plucky?" echoed Guy with some scorn. "I don't call it plucky to be +just decently _honourable_. We don't tell lies. Kitty would have told a +lie if she had broken her word." + +"And I promised to come back, and I broke my word," said Annie. "Yes, I +fully understand; it's just like me." + +She turned away as she spoke, and, plunging into the shrubbery, was lost +to view. + +"Leave her alone, children," said Hester to the astonished children, who +were preparing to follow her. "I knew it would cut her to the heart, but +it can't be helped. She'll be all right by-and-by, but she can't stand +any of you now; you must leave her alone." + +Boris came up to Kitty, put his arms round her neck, and kissed her. His +kiss was of the deepest consolation to her; she walked away with him +slowly, and Nell took Hester's hand. Nell's face was like a little white +sheet; she was trembling in her agitation. + +"Oh, what is the matter?" she gasped. "Is Nonie awfully hurt? Is it +dangerous? Oh, Hetty, it's worse than the colts! Oh, I felt bad this +morning, but it was nothing to this--nothing! May I stay with you for +the present, Hetty?" + +"Yes, darling," said Hester in her kindest voice. "Come into the house +with me. We are all very anxious until we get the doctor's opinion. Your +father and mother are both with Nora; and Dr. Jervis is there and Jane. +Everything is being done that can be done, and we know nothing at +present. Come, Nell, we must be brave--and here is Molly; she is just as +anxious as you." + +Nell looked at Molly, who was standing in the porch; she flew to her +eldest sister's side, clasped her arms round her neck, and shed a few +of those silent, rare tears which only came to her now and then, for +Nell was no ordinary child, and rarely showed her deepest feelings. + +"I don't know how I'm to live through this suspense," said poor Molly. + +But even as she spoke it came to an end. + +Mr. Lorrimer came out of the study, closing the door softly behind him. +He strode quickly through the hall, and entered the porch where the +three girls were standing. Molly stepped forward quickly and seized his +arm. + +"Well?" she asked. + +He gave her a quick look; his face was very pale, and a sudden +contraction of pain flitted across his brow. + +"Well, my loves," he said, "we must all try to be as cheerful as we can +and not break down; there isn't a bit of use in breaking down." + +"But how is she, father?" asked Molly. "What does Dr. Jervis say?" + +"He says, Molly, that poor Nora is very seriously hurt; but it is +impossible to form a reliable opinion on her case so soon. He wishes us +to get Dr. Bentinck from London to see her, and I am going to drive to +Nortonbury to telegraph to him to come at once. Now, don't keep me, my +dears. By the way, Molly, mother says you had better take the children +home as soon as ever you can." + +"Oh, may I not stay?" asked Molly. + +"No, my dear, I think not; there must be some head at home. Jane +Macalister will stay and help your mother to-night until we can get the +services of a proper nurse. Take the children back as soon as you can, +Molly. God bless you, my love." + +The Squire stepped into the doctor's brougham and was driven rapidly +away. Molly raised her hand to her forehead. + +"I feel stunned," she said. "Nora was the gayest and the brightest and +the prettiest of us all. Nothing ever seemed to happen to Nora, and now +she is so ill that I may not even see her." + +"She will be better to-morrow, I am sure," said Hester. + +"Oh, Hetty, if I could only stay here," cried poor Molly. + +"I wish you could, Molly, with all my heart." + +"We'll know nothing of how she's getting on at the Towers," continued +Molly. "I think it will drive me mad not to know." + +"I'll come over very early in the morning and tell you, and perhaps +something may be arranged to-morrow so that you can stay here." + +"I might stay instead of Jane. I know I could help mother far better +than Jane can. But there, I suppose I must have patience. Come, Nell." + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +AN AWFULLY FRIVOLOUS GIRL. + + +Dr. Bentinck, the great London surgeon, arrived early on the following +morning. Poor Nora was quite conscious now, and in great pain. This +pain, however, was considered rather a good sign than otherwise, for had +the spine been much injured the little girl would have been numbed and +stupid. Dr. Bentinck examined his little patient with great tenderness +and care. His opinion, when it was given, was a great deal more +favourable than anyone dared to hope. He thought that Nora would +eventually be as well as ever again; but although he was sure that there +was no permanent injury to the spine, there was a great deal of present +distress and discomfort to be got through. The little girl must lie +perfectly still on her back for many weeks, and it would be many a long +day before the dancing, romping Nora of old would return to the Towers. + +After the night of suspense and terror, however, which poor Mrs. +Lorrimer, by Nora's bedside, and Molly in her lonely little bedroom at +the Towers, had undergone, the great London doctor's news seemed all +that was delightful. Hester hurried to the Towers to put Molly's anxious +heart at rest, and Mrs. Lorrimer returned to the room where Nora was +lying very white and still. + +Nora had received a shock the day before which must influence her during +all the remainder of her days. It seemed to shake all her little +artificial affected nature off and to reveal the real Nora, who was +frightened and weak and silly, and yet who had somewhere beneath her +frivolous exterior a real little heart of gold. If there was one person +whom Nora really adored, and in whose presence she was ever her truest +and best, it was her mother. She looked at her mother now as she +re-entered the room. + +"Stoop down and tell me," she said in a whisper. + +Mrs. Lorrimer bent over her. + +"Yes, my love," she said. "What do you want to know?" + +"Am I going to die, mother?" + +"Die? not a bit of it, my darling. Dr. Bentinck has given us quite a +cheerful opinion of you. He says there is no very serious injury, and +that you will be your usual self by-and-by." + +Nora's eyes brightened. + +"I am very glad," she said. "I didn't want to die. I don't think I'm +quite fit." + +"My little daughter will have learnt a severe lesson by this accident," +said Mrs. Lorrimer; "but now you must lie still, love, and think of +nothing but how quickly you can get well again." + +Nora closed her eyes, and Mrs. Lorrimer sat down in an easy chair by the +bedside. + +The next day the little girl was considerably better, and Mrs. Lorrimer +proposed that she and Jane should return to the Towers and send Molly to +look after Nora. A good surgical nurse had arrived from town the evening +before; Molly's services, therefore, would only be of the lightest. + +Mrs. Lorrimer went into the morning room, where Hester and Annie were +sitting together. + +The moment she did so Annie jumped up and came to her. + +"How is Nora?" she asked. + +"She is much better, my dear; in fact, almost quite like her old self +to-day. She cannot, of course, move without the greatest pain, but when +she lies perfectly still she is tolerably easy." + +"Then I may go to see her, may I not?" asked Annie. + +"If you will promise to be very quiet. It would not do to excite her in +any way." + +"There never was such a good nurse as Annie," exclaimed Hester. "She has +a soothing influence over sick people which is quite marvellous. Did I +ever tell you how she saved Nan's life years ago at Lavender House?" + +"Oh, that's an old story," said Annie, laughing and reddening. "Well, +granted that I possess a sort of mesmerism, may I use it for Nora's +benefit?" + +"Certainly, my love," said Mrs. Lorrimer, smiling affectionately at +Annie's bright face. + +She ran off, singing as she went. + +Nora was lying perfectly flat on the little bed which had been hastily +improvised for her in the study. The room was now turned into a +comfortable bedroom, but was also in part a sitting-room. A large screen +effectually shut away the bedroom part of the furniture and partly +screened Nora also. + +Annie had not gone straight to the sick room. She had rushed first into +the conservatory and made frantic mad havoc amongst the roses there. The +choicest blooms, any quantity of unopened buds, were cut by her reckless +fingers. She gathered a whole quantity of maidenhair to mix with the +roses, and then, a tender colour on her own cheeks, her dark eyes bright +as well as soft, she appeared like a radiant vision before the tired, +sad eyes of the sick child. + +Nora was just well enough to feel the monotony of her present position, +to think longingly of the life of active movement which was hers at the +Towers. Even lessons in the old schoolroom, even that hateful darning +and mending to which she had to devote a portion of her time each day, +seemed delightful in contrast to her present inertia. She was thinking +of Friar's Wood and of Annie's bright face just when Annie herself, +looking like a bit of the summer morning, appeared in view. + +"Now, don't get excited," said Annie smiling at her. "You'll see such a +lot of me during the next few weeks that you need not get into a state +just because I've come into the room. I feel that in a certain fashion I +am to blame for your accident, so I am going to take your amusements +upon my shoulders; and if you just allow me to manage matters, I'll +promise that you shan't have a dull time while you are getting well. +Have you a headache?" + +"No, not a bit." + +"That's all right; then you won't mind my talking. Are you fond of +pretty things?" + +"Yes, very fond." + +"Well, I'll sit here, just where you can comfortably see the flowers and +me. I expect we'll make a very pretty picture, but you need not say so. +I wonder where there's a looking-glass. Oh, yes, in that corner, +decently covered with an antimacassar. Well, then, glass, you have got +to uncover for my benefit. I wish to see whether I look pretty or not." + +Annie danced up to the glass; Nora could watch her each movement. + +Her steps were as light as a sylph's, nothing rattled in the sick-room +as she moved about it. She took up a comb and re-arranged her dark, +curling hair. She placed a rose in her belt, nodded to her own bright +image, and then, seating herself before a small table, began to arrange +the flowers. "Nora, you can't think what a mass of roses there are in +the green-house this morning. Of course the garden is full, too, but I +did not wait to go to the garden to get these for you. You can watch me +just as long as you fancy and then shut your eyes. These half-open buds +are to be placed on a table close to you, where you can smell them. The +other flowers we'll put here and there about the room. It's a good +thing you were brought into this pretty study, for from where you lie +you can fancy you are in a sitting-room, and that you are just having a +stretch on the sofa to rest yourself. Fancy goes a long way, doesn't +it?" + +"I don't know," replied Nora. "I'm afraid I can't fancy that." + +Tears filled her eyes as she spoke. + +"How cool you look," she said presently, "and--and active and happy." + +"It wouldn't do for me to look unhappy when I am with you, would it?" +asked Annie. "Now tell me, do you like this dress?" + +"Yes, it's very pretty. What stuff is it?" + +"Only pink cambric, trimmed with pink embroidery. Would you like me to +make you one?" + +"What do you mean?" + +Nora's eyes brightened perceptibly. + +"What I say," replied Annie. "I made this dress for myself. I make all +my dresses, for I am not at all well off; in short, I am poor, and Mrs. +Willis is so sweet and dear that she gives me a couple of hours every +day to devote to needlework. In consequence I have got some pretty +things, although they cost next to nothing. Now, I think you and I are +something alike. We are both dark, and we have both got bright colour. +Oh, I don't mean that you have a bright colour just now, you poor little +darling; but when you are well, you are sweet, like a wild rose. Suppose +I make you a pink cambric frock, and a white one and a blue one? I have +got a white and a blue. When you're well again you'll look quite lovely +in them, Nora. What do you say?" + +"I'd like it awfully," said Nora. "You are very good, very good; but I +haven't got any money. I--I am even poorer than you." + +"Are you? How delightful. I adore _poor lady_ girls, because they are +always contriving, and that's so interesting. We'll make the dresses out +of odds and ends, and they shan't cost you a penny." + +"It's very good of you," said Nora. She was too weak to argue and +protest, and the vision of her pretty little self in alternate dresses +of pink and white and blue cambric was decidedly refreshing. + +She lay and looked at Annie and acknowledged to herself that she made a +pretty, a beautiful, picture, and the discontented lines round her mouth +vanished, and the time did not seem long. + +That evening Molly, excited and in high spirits, arrived on the scene. + +Molly was absolutely trembling as she came into the room where Nora was +lying; but although her love was ten times deeper, she had not Annie's +marvellous tact, and soon contrived to tire poor Nora dreadfully. The +nurse seeing this sent her away, and Molly came back to Hester with a +very crestfallen expression of face. + +"I can't make out how it is," she said; "but Nora does not seem a bit +glad to see me." + +"Oh, nonsense," said Hester; "what do you mean?" + +Annie was sitting in a corner of the room busily engaged over Henry +Kingsley's novel, "Geoffrey Hamlyn." She did not raise her eyes, but +bent her curly head still lower over the fascinating pages. Nan had gone +to spend a few days at the Towers, and the great house at the Grange +seemed very quiet and still. + +Molly sank down into a chair near Hester. + +"I have been so excited about this meeting," she said. "Nora is almost +my twin-sister, and I have suffered so terribly about her. I cannot tell +you the relief and joy of being allowed to come here to look after her, +but now I fear I shall be next to no good." + +"Well, you'll be no end of good to me," said Hester; "and, of course, +Nora will like to have you by-and-by, but she is still very weak and +cannot bear the least excitement." + +"But nurse tells me that you, Annie, spent some hours in her room +to-day." + +At these words Annie sprang to her feet, and "Geoffrey Hamlyn" fell with +a bang to the floor. + +"I did spend hours in her room," she said, "and I don't think I tired +her; but, then, perhaps you kissed her a lot, Molly?" + +"Kissed her?" exclaimed Molly; "I should think so, at least a hundred +times." + +"Oh, good gracious, how dreadfully fatiguing for a sick person. Well, +you see, I didn't kiss her once, nor even touch her." + +"But you aren't her sister," said Molly. + +"No, no; and that is the reason that I am a very good person to be with +her, because I amuse her without exciting her. All I did to-day was to +sit in the room where she could see me, and arrange some flowers and +have a little talk about dressmaking." + +Molly opened her eyes in astonishment. Nora had been at the brink of +death. Had not Molly spent a whole night in fervent and passionate +prayers for her recovery? Did not Nora love Molly, and did not Molly +love Nora as only loving sisters can love? and yet Molly exhausted poor +Nora, while Annie Forest, who was a stranger, soothed her. + +Molly looked at Annie now without in the least comprehending her, and +for the first time in all her gentle life a distinct sensation of +jealousy was aroused within her. + +Annie left the room a moment later, and Hester turned to Molly. + +"I see you don't understand Annie," she said. + +"Yes, I'm sure I do; what an awfully frivolous girl she must be. Fancy +her talking of dress to Nora, and she so ill." + +"But it did Nora heaps of good; nurse said she was quite jolly this +afternoon, and that Annie was the companion of all others for her." + +"Don't say that again, Hester," said Molly; "it makes me feel quite +wicked." + +"I know well," replied Hester, "that Annie is thoughtless." + +"Thoughtless? I should think so; but for her Nora would never have been +hurt." + +"But she has the warmest heart in the world," continued Hester. "I did +not understand her for a long time. Indeed, Molly, I don't mind telling +you that once I hated her; but, oh, if you could only see Annie at her +best. She can be--yes, she can be noble." + +Molly stared in non-comprehension. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +THE DIAMOND RING. + + +Those of my readers who have read "A World of Girls" will know all about +the early story of Annie Forest; but, to those who have not, I may as +well explain that she was a motherless girl, that she had been in her +day a sad tomboy, that she had a father living, but that it was +absolutely necessary for her before long to earn her own living. She was +still at school, however, although she now occupied the post there of +pupil-teacher. Mrs. Willis, the head-mistress of Lavender House, the +school where Annie was educated, was her warm and devoted friend. Mrs. +Willis loved all her pupils and had an extraordinary influence over +them, but Annie was almost like her adopted child. + +She stood now in the wide, cool hall at the Grange, and reflected for a +moment as to what she should do. She then ran lightly up to her pretty +bedroom, and, opening her trunk, began to rummage eagerly among its +contents. Annie would not be Annie if she were not the most impulsive +creature in the world. She meant to devote herself to Nora; she had a +great gift for reading character, and a quick glance showed her how best +she might amuse this little girl. Nora was pretty, but Nora was not +richly endowed with pretty frocks. Annie felt sure that she would arouse +the keenest sympathy in the sick girl if she used her skilful fingers to +cover the defects in Nora's wardrobe. She had made her own cambric +frocks, and imagined that she had plenty of stuff in her trunk to make +similar ones for Nora; she saw, to her dismay, however, that she had +left the cambric behind her at school; and, as Mrs. Willis was away, and +Lavender House was shut up during the summer vacation, it would be +impossible for her to send for it. She had only a few shillings in her +purse; she was well aware that Nora was possessed of no money. How, +then, could she redeem her promise? Annie could not bring herself to ask +Hester to help her, and yet, at the same time, it would never, never do +to disappoint Nora! Annie had brought herself to consider Nora her own +special patient. She had spent an hour with her in the morning and +nearly two hours in the afternoon, and during the afternoon visit the +girls had talked a good deal about the frocks. It was arranged between +them that they were to be surprise frocks, and that Mr. and Mrs. +Lorrimer were to know nothing about them until they saw Nora well once +more and arrayed in the prettiest of the three. Annie had hunted up some +fashion-books, and had consulted Nora about the shape and the cut of the +sleeves, and the way the skirt was to be hung and the embroidery sewn +on. Both girls had been animated over the discussion, and Nora had been +too interested to feel fatigue. + +Well, that happened a few hours ago; now Annie, on her knees, bent over +her empty trunk with an expression of keen dismay. + +What was she to do? How could she possibly raise the money necessary to +the purchase of the cambric? She calculated that the cambric and +embroidery necessary for the making of three simple dresses would cost +from twenty-five to thirty shillings This was not a large sum, but +everything is by proportion, and for poor Annie, with five shillings in +her purse and very little chance of any more money coming to her until +the end of her visit to the Grange, thirty shillings seemed absolutely +unattainable. + +"But I must get it somehow!" she murmured, flinging herself on the floor +by her open trunk as she spoke. "I'm not going to be beaten by a little +paltry sum like that! I promised Nora the frocks, and she shall have +them! I didn't care a bit for Nora yesterday--she didn't suit me, and I +thought her affected; but if I hadn't been so desperately thoughtless, +she'd have been well now; and, as I have been in part the cause of her +accident, I'm simply bound to look after her. Have those frocks she +must! Poor little bit of frivolity, nothing in the world will soothe her +nerves so much as seeing me making them for her. But that money--that +thirty shillings! Oh, _dash_ that thirty shillings! Why should a mean +little sum like that worry a girl almost into fits? Get it, I _will_; +and ask Hester to help me, I _won't_! The frocks are to be a secret +between Nora and me; the secret will be half the fun. Now, how am I to +get the money? Have I anything to sell?" + +Annie rose from the floor, where she had seated herself, and, going to a +drawer, opened it. She took out a little leather box, and looked +anxiously at its contents. There were a few treasures there, dear from +association, but not of a valuable sort. There was a silver brooch, +shaped like a horn, with a little bell attached; a schoolfellow had +brought it to her from Switzerland; it probably cost a franc, and, +although Annie admired it immensely on her neck, she did not believe any +jeweller would give her sixpence for it. Then there was a basket +beautifully carved out of an apricot-stone, and a narrow silver chain +broken in many parts; and there was a bog-oak brooch and an old jet +bracelet. Annie also possessed a gold locket and chain which she had won +as a prize on a certain memorable occasion, but this treasure she had +also stupidly left behind her. How provoking! She had really nothing she +could sell for thirty shillings. But stay, she had forgotten. She +coloured high as a memory came to her. She had one article of solid +value--a ring. In one sense it was not hers; in another it was. It was a +gold ring, with a single diamond; this ring had belonged to Annie +Forest's mother. On her dying bed she had given the ring to Mrs. Willis. +One day Mrs. Willis had shown it to Annie, had yielded to Annie's +entreaties that she might borrow it for this visit to the Grange, and +had told her that, although she could not part with her mother's last +gift during her lifetime, she would leave the ring to Annie in her will. + +With her dark eyes full of excitement, Annie now took the ring out of +its little morocco case and looked at it. + +She had meant to wear it proudly on her finger during her stay at the +Grange; but, in the excitement of passing events, had forgotten to do so +up to the present time. The ring was of value; no one had seen it on her +finger, therefore no one would miss it. It occurred to Annie that she +might ask a jeweller to lend her thirty shillings on the ring. With this +thirty shillings she could buy the stuff for Nora's frocks; and as her +father always sent her a pound on her birthday, and that birthday was +only a little over a month away, she thought that she might manage to +scrape together thirty shillings to redeem the ring before she returned +to school. + +Annie's mind was quickly made up. She would pawn the ring to someone, +and trust to her lucky star to get it back before she returned to +Lavender House. She knew well that Mrs. Willis would ask her for it as +soon as ever she went back to school. Mrs. Willis was a person who never +forgot: big things and small things alike found a place in her memory; +but long before then Annie would, of course, have the ring in her +possession. + +Having made up her mind to sell it, she wondered how she could +accomplish this feat. She would have not only to sell the ring, but also +to buy the cambric and embroidery without anyone knowing anything about +it. The secret would lose half its fascination if anybody guessed. Annie +thought anxiously for a moment, then an idea came to her. Nan had talked +a good deal about her old nurse. Annie was a prime favourite with nurse, +who always considered that she owed Annie a good deal for having rescued +her darling from the gipsies some years ago. Perhaps nurse would help +Annie now; she resolved to go and sound the old woman. + +Putting the ring in its morocco case, she opened the baize door which +led to the nursery part of the house, and soon found herself in Mrs. +Martin's apartments. Mrs. Martin was known by three different +appellations: to Hester she was nurse, or nursey, to Sir John Thornton +she was Patty, but to the servants and to strangers she was always +spoken of as Mrs. Martin. She was extremely punctilious as to the manner +in which she was addressed; and now, as Annie entered her room she +wondered which of her three titles would best propitiate her. + +"Well, my dear, what do you want?" said the old lady, looking up with a +pleased smile from her knitting as Annie's pretty head was pushed +roguishly round the door. "Oh, come now, Miss Forest; I know your +collogueing ways. But you ought to be in bed, my dear, for it's past ten +o'clock." + +"And so ought you to be in bed, you dear, naughty, old thing," said +Annie; "but you know people don't always do what they ought. If going to +bed is what I ought to do at the present moment, you ought to do the +same, nursey. May I call you nursey?" + +"Well, Miss Annie, you're almost like one of the family; but still I'm +properly only nurse to my own two bairns--Miss Hetty and Miss Nan." + +"And this is a motherless bairn who would like you to be nursey to her," +said Annie, seating herself on a low hassock at the old woman's feet and +looking into her face. + +"Well, and nursey it shall be," said Mrs. Martin. "Eh, but God has given +you a very bonny face, my love." + +Annie took up one of the horny hands, and rubbed it affectionately +against her soft cheek. + +"Nurse," she said, "I am quite in trouble. I wonder if I might tell you +a secret?" + +"Well, dear, if you like to trust me, safe it shall be. Inviolate it +shall be kept, Miss Annie, and you know that violet's the colour of +truth." + +"Of course I do, you dear old thing. What a wonderful comfort it is to +talk to you. I knew you'd let me confide in you, and it will be such a +load off my mind." + +"My dear, I hope you haven't been at any mad pranks. The young ladies of +the present day are wonderful for audaciousness." + +Annie sighed. + +"I wish I wasn't audacious," she said; "and I wish I wasn't thoughtless +and reckless. I'm always meaning to be kind to people, and somehow or +other I'm always kind in the wrong way; it's very, very trying." + +Annie's pretty eyes filled with real tears of contrition. + +"You're but young, my bairn," said Mrs. Martin, "and the heart's in the +right place; anyone can see that who looks at you, Miss Annie." + +"Nurse, you are a comfort to me. Now I will tell you my trouble. At the +picnic the other day I got into a state of mind because little Boris +Lorrimer had not come, and I confided in Kitty Lorrimer and went off to +fetch him, and Kitty promised she would not tell where I had gone until +I had brought him back; but when I got to the Towers I was very +hot--very, very hot with my long walk, and I found that Boris did not +wish to come back with me, and I forgot all about my promise to Kitty, +and stayed at the Towers for the rest of the day; but poor Kitty kept +her word and did not tell, and Nora got cross with her, and climbed up +the beech tree after her, and crept out on to the rotten bough, and so +got the dreadful fall which has made her so ill. Nora would not have met +with this terrible accident but for me; so I have taken upon myself to +amuse her, and I promised to make her three dresses." + +"Sakes alive! Three?" interrupted Mrs. Martin; "and why three, Miss +Annie? Wouldn't one be enough to content her?" + +"No, nursey, no; three cambric dresses or nothing. I promised to make +them, and I thought I had the cambric and embroidery in my trunk, but +when I looked I found I had left it all behind me at school. You can't +think how upset I am about it, for I must keep my promise to Nora, and +Nora has got no money, and I have only five shillings, which I must keep +for stamps and odds and ends; and I would not ask Hester or Nan to lend +me sixpence for the world." + +"But why not, my dear? I am sure Miss Hetty would be proud to oblige." + +"No, nurse, it must not be," said Annie; "Hester is to know nothing +about the frocks, and Nan is to know nothing and Molly is to know +nothing. The fun of the thing is its being a great, great secret. Why, +the making of those frocks in the room with Nora and only Nora knowing; +why, the mystery of the thing will almost cure her, it will, really. Oh, +nursey, nursey," patting Mrs. Martin excitedly as she spoke, "you must, +you shall help me." + +"And you want me to lend you the money, my pet?" + +"No; how can you imagine such a thing. But I'll tell you what I want you +to do. I want you to get up early to-morrow morning, quite early, and to +make one of the grooms drive you into Nortonbury." + +"Sakes alive! What for? I'm not used to the air without my breakfast." + +"I'll get up and get you your breakfast. I'll boil the kettle here, and +make your tea and toast your bread. You must go to Nortonbury, and you +must be back between ten and eleven o'clock." + +"And when I go what am I to do there, my dear? Oh, dear, dear, the ways +of the young of the present day are masterful beyond belief. You make me +all of a quiver, Miss Annie." + +"I knew you'd rise to it," said Annie. "I felt if there were a soul in +this world who would pull me out of the horrid scrape I have got myself +into, it would be you, nursey." + +"Well, my love, you have got a blarneying tongue, and no mistake; but +now, when I do get to Nortonbury, what am I to do?" + +Annie pulled the morocco case out of her pocket. She opened it, and +slipped the ring on Mrs. Martin's little finger. + +"You are to sell that," she said; "or, rather--no, you are not to sell +it for the world--but you are to borrow thirty shillings on it." + +"My word! Is it to the pawn-shop you expect me to go, Miss Forest?" + +"How nasty of you to say Miss Forest. I'm Annie Forest, in great +trouble, and looking to you as my last comfort. You are to borrow thirty +shillings on that beautiful diamond ring. I don't mind where you get it; +and then you are to buy me seven yards of pink cambric, and seven yards +of white cambric, and seven yards of blue cambric. These shades, do you +see? And I want embroidery to match. I have put the number of yards on +this slip of paper, and a list of buttons and hooks and waistbands and +linings. Oh, and, of course, cottons to match. Now, will you or won't +you? Will you be an angel or won't you? That's the plain question I have +got to ask." + +[Illustration: "'YOU ARE TO BORROW THIRTY SHILLINGS ON THAT BEAUTIFUL +DIAMOND RING'" (_p._ 96).] + +"It's the pawn-shop that gets over me, Miss Annie." + +"Oh, _please_ don't let it get over you. What can the pawnbroker do to +you? Most people call him uncle, so I expect he's awfully good-natured." + +"Uncle, indeed," exclaimed Mrs. Martin, tossing her head; "it's a word +you shouldn't know, Miss Annie Forest." + +"But why shouldn't I? I never heard that uncles were wicked, except the +one who killed the babes in the wood. Now you will go; you will be an +angel! I know this special uncle who is to lend money on my ring will be +delightful!" + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +THE LAND OF PERHAPS. + + +There are some people who always get their way in life. They are by no +means the best people, nor the most amiable, nor the most thoughtful. +Sometimes, and not a very rare sometimes either, the poor, thoughtful +people go to the wall, when the thoughtless and impulsive and careless +come triumphantly out of their difficulties. + +There never was a girl who got into a greater number of scrapes than +Annie Forest; but neither was there ever a girl who managed to right +herself more quickly. She knew the art of twisting other people round +her little finger. Having performed this feat to perfection on Mrs. +Martin, alias Patty, alias nursey, she went happily to bed, knowing that +all would be right for the present, and never giving a thought to the +evil but still distant hour when she must return her mother's ring to +Mrs. Willis. + +Annie rose in good time in the morning, and took upon herself the +preparing of Mrs. Martin's breakfast. She lit a fire in the old lady's +sitting-room, and toasted her bread with her own fair hands, and made +the tea for her to drink. + +Mrs. Martin started on her journey to Nortonbury with many fervent +blessings from Annie, who then returned in a high state of content to +her own room. + +The parcel of cambric arrived in due time, and Annie cut out the first +of the three frocks that morning. + +In order to keep their secret quite to themselves, Nora and Annie +decided to keep the door of the library locked while they were at work. +This arrangement was delightful to Nora, but it irritated Molly not a +little. When she came to see her sister, to be greeted by a locked +door--and to hear Annie's clear voice singing out from within, "Oh, +we're so busy, you darling of a Molly asthore. Don't disturb us for the +present, there's a love," and when this remark was followed by silvery +laughter from Nora--poor Molly felt herself decidedly out in the cold. + +Jealousy was for the first time fiercely stirred in her gentle breast +and she shed some tears in secret over the change in Nora, who had +hitherto clung to her and loved her better than anyone else in the +world. + +But what will not a rather frivolous little heart do for the sake of a +pretty dress? + +Nora in her own way was as thoughtless as Annie, and it never occurred +to either of them as even possible that Molly should be pained by the +fact of the locked door. + +A fortnight passed away. The pink dress and the white were both finished +and the blue was rapidly approaching completion, when one day the whole +party at the Grange were considerably electrified and their attention +turned into a completely new quarter by a letter which arrived for +Hester from Sir John Thornton. + +After writing on various subjects, he concluded his lengthy epistle as +follows:-- + + "I shall not be home for another week. For some reasons I am sorry + for this delay; but when I explain matters to you, my dear Hester, + on the occasion of my return, you will, I am sure, agree with me + that my absence from home is, under the circumstances, allowable. + In the meantime, I have not forgotten that Nan's birthday is on the + 15th of August, and that that date is only a week distant. If in + any way possible, I shall return either on the fifteenth or the + evening of the day before; but, meanwhile, I give you _carte + blanche_ to celebrate the auspicious event in any manner you like. + You need spare no expense to make the day as truly festive to + yourself and your young friends as you possibly can. I enclose in + this letter a blank cheque to which I have affixed my signature. + You may fill it in for any sum within reason, and then if you take + it to the bank at Nortonbury it will be cashed for you. Buy Nan a + handsome present from me, and please choose presents for Annie + Forest and all the Lorrimer children. I am sorry to hear bad + rumours with regard to the Squire, and that there is a possibility + of the Towers being soon in the market; but I trust these rumours + are either grossly exaggerated or without any foundation. I am + sorry, also, to hear that Nora Lorrimer has met with an accident, + but am glad that you are taking care of her, as I know by + experience that no one could have a kinder nurse than my good + little Hetty. Get every possible thing you can want, my love, for + Nan's birthday. Make it a festival to be long remembered by you + all. Set your wits to work to make the day a really brilliant one, + and expect your loving father, if not to share in the whole of the + festivity, at least to be present at a portion of it. + + "Now good-bye, my dear Hester; give my love to Nan, and remember me + kindly to your young friend, Miss Forest.--Believe me, your + affectionate father, + + "JOHN THORNTON." + +Hester received this letter at breakfast time. She read it through +gravely--not once, but twice. Annie's gay voice, her peals of merry +laughter, and her gay and irresistibly funny speeches were diverting the +attention of Molly, and to a certain extent of Nan; but Nan knew the +handwriting on the envelope. She was also well aware of the fact that +the birthday, when she would have the glorious privilege of counting +nine years as her own, was close at hand. When Hester, therefore, folded +up the letter, she called to her from the other end of the table. + +"Toss it over, Hetty," she said. "I know it's from the Dad; let us hear +what he says." + +"Yes, it is from father," replied Hester in a grave voice. + +"May not I read what he says?" + +"The beginning part is business." + +"Well, I'll skip the business; you can point out where the fun begins. +What are you looking so mysterious and solemn about? Why may not I read +the letter?" + +Nan looked almost cross; Hester was disturbed. She showed this by +slipping the letter into her pocket. This fact aroused Annie's +curiosity, who looked at her with sparkling eyes full of mischief. + +"You are a cross-patch," exclaimed Nan in her most spoilt tone. "I never +knew such a thing. Is not a father's letter meant for one child as well +as for another?" + +"No, Nan, dear, not on this occasion," said Hester in a firm tone. "Now, +try not to be silly; finish your breakfast, and I will speak to you +afterwards." + +Nan pouted. + +"When is Sir John coming back, Hester?" inquired Molly. + +"In about a week," replied Hester. + +"A week," shouted Nan suddenly recovering her good humour. "Hurrah! my +birthday will be in a week. My dear, good girls all of you, I am getting +elderly as fast as possible. I'll be nine in a week; isn't that +scrumptious? Did Dad say anything about my birthday in that mysterious +letter, Hetty?" + +"He is coming home for your birthday," replied Hester. + +"Good, kind, considerate old gentleman," responded Nan in her most +flippant voice. "Did he say anything more about that great and +auspicious event, Hetty?" + +"He said a great deal more about it; in fact, the largest part of his +letter was about it; but I'm not going to talk it over now. I propose +that we all go to Nora's room after breakfast and discuss the letter. +There is a good deal to discuss, and it is very exciting," continued +Hester, a flush of brilliant colour coming into her cheeks. + +The news that there was a good deal to discuss of an exciting character +restored even Nan's good humour. Breakfast was hurried over, and Annie +Forest and Nan rushed off to Nora's room to prepare her for the fact +that she was soon expected to hold a _levee_, and that the subject under +discussion was likely to be of a very rousing character. + +Molly lingered behind in the breakfast-room; she looked anxiously at +Hester, who avoided her eyes. Hester did not wish to say anything to +make Molly unhappy, and she knew that her father's allusion to the +possible sale of the Towers would fill the poor little girl's heart with +the most acute misery. + +Making a great effort, therefore, to fight down a nameless apprehension +on her own account, for what important business could be keeping Sir +John so long away from home, she said in a cheerful voice-- + +"Now, Molly, we're not going to croak, nor spend the day imagining all +kinds of unpleasant things. Father has written me a long letter, and +there are some things in it which I don't quite like; but I am not going +to talk them over at present. All the end of the letter is taken up with +Nan's birthday, and that is the matter we have to discuss just now. Come +along now to the library, and let's get it over." + +Nora was still lying flat on her back; but all pain had long left her, +and she was practically quite well. + +The subject of the letter was therefore discussed with intense animation +by the five eager girls. + +Unlimited money, any amount of presents, and _carte blanche_ how to +spend the birthday in the most agreeable way was surely enough to turn +the brains of most people. + +Many and wild were the plans which Nan proposed. + +They would start for a picnic at six in the morning. They would order +ices from Nortonbury to arrive by special messenger at some impossible +place at an unearthly hour. They would have bonfires on the top of every +hill within a reasonable distance. Although it was not Christmas time, +they would end up with the largest Christmas tree ever seen, and it +should stand in the centre of the lawn, and every poor child for miles +round should be invited to see it and to share the wonderful presents +which should hang from every branch and twig. + +Nan's cheeks were flushed and her eyes bright while she made these +suggestions; but, after all, it was Annie's proposal in the end which +carried the day. + +"Let's have the picnic by all means," she said; "and let all who will go +to it. If Nan wishes to be charitable, and to think of others rather +than herself, let her do so; and let all the school children be taken in +waggons and waggonettes to Friar's Wood or any other beautiful place in +the neighbourhood, and let Nan herself give them presents before they go +home. All that, of course, will be very delightful; although, of course, +neither Nora nor I can be present." + +"What do you mean by _your_ not being present?" asked Molly, her brown +eyes growing dark with anger. "I suppose if anyone is to stay with Nora, +it ought to be me." + +"No, it oughtn't," said Nora. "I wish for Annie; she's more fun." + +"And I can't do without you, Molly, darling," interrupted Hester. "You +always are my right hand when anything important is going on; and then +you know all the school children by name, which, frankly, I do not." + +"Well, now, _do_ hear me out," said Annie; "I have not half done. What I +say is this, that as Sir John Thornton is so generous, and as he wishes +everyone in the house to be happy on the day of Nan's birthday, I think +something should be done to make it up to Nora and me. Now, why +shouldn't we have a real glorious time in the evening? You have a +billiard-room in this house, haven't you?" + +"Yes." + +"Can't we have a ball there?" + +"What are we to do with the table?" said Hester. + +"Oh," exclaimed Nora, her eyes sparkling, "we have such a heavenly +ball-room at the Towers; a great enormous room, never used and full of +rubbish, which can easily be turned out." + +"Is there a gallery to that room?" interrupted Annie. + +"Yes, at one end." + +"Then the whole thing is complete," continued Annie. "We'll have a +children's fancy ball in the evening, and Nora shall look on from the +gallery. Nora shall be, in a sort of way, princess of the ceremonies. +We'll make her up the sweetest dress, and everyone shall come up and +talk to her; and if presents are to be given away at the end, she shall +give them. What do you say, girls? Could anything be more perfectly +lovely than a children's fancy ball in the old ball-room at the Towers? +Oh, I hope it will be a moonlight night, and the whole place will look +like fairyland!" + +This suggestion was so daring and brilliant that it carried Nora away on +a storm of enthusiasm immediately. Nan clapped her hands and screamed +with glee; and even the more sober Hester and Molly could find no +objections to raise. The ball-room was certainly at the Towers; it +contained a gallery where the musicians could be, and where, if +necessary, Nora might rest; it contained what seemed to the children +like unlimited space, and if to unlimited space unlimited money could +be added, what brilliant results must be produced! + +"If I consent to this," said Hester--"and I think my consent is +essential--it must be on condition that not a single Lorrimer is put to +even a shilling's worth of expense. The ball must be Nan's ball; the +Lorrimers will most kindly give her a room to hold it in, all the rest +will be our affair. Do you clearly understand, Molly? Do you, Nora?" + +"Oh, I understand fast enough," said Nora quickly. + +"Yes, I understand," replied Molly in a graver tone. + +"Do you agree?" + +"Yes," answered Molly. + +"Well, your consent being obtained," continued Hester, "I will go with +you to the Towers this morning, Molly, and look at the ball-room, and +see Mrs. Lorrimer on the subject." + +"The worst of it is," continued Annie, "that we have such a very short +time to prepare--only one week to make all our fancy dresses and to see +to all the other arrangements!" + +"Fancy dresses!" exclaimed Nora from her sofa. "What am I to wear?" + +"You are to be dressed as Queen of the Fairies. You shall lie on a bed +of rose-leaves, and have gossamer, cloudy sort of drapery all around +you. Never fear, Nora, you will look lovely--leave it to me." + +Nora's eyes sparkled. + +"Annie, you're a darling!" she exclaimed, with enthusiasm. + +"And what character am I to be, Annie?" cried Nan, pouting her full +lips. "I'm not jealous, and I don't mind Nora being Queen of the +Fairies; but please remember that it's my party, and I am really the +queen of the day." + +"So you are, you sweet!" exclaimed Annie. "Don't think for a moment that +I'll forget you; but you must really give me a little time to think the +characters over. Suppose I consider everything carefully and jot down a +few ideas, and suppose we discuss them to-night; and then to-morrow we +can go to Nortonbury to buy the materials for the dresses." + +"But we can't possibly make our own dresses," exclaimed Hester. + +"Oh, yes, we can; they'll be twice as original. If you can get in a +couple of good workwomen to help us, the dresses can easily be made at +home," exclaimed Annie, her eyes sparkling. + +"Hester!" cried Molly, suddenly springing to her feet, "if we are to go +to the Towers this morning, don't you think we had better start?" + +Hester stood up. + +"The day is such a delightful one," she said, "that I think we will just +walk across the fields. I'll run up to my room and fetch my hat and +gloves, and bring yours down at the same time, Molly." + +Five minutes later the two girls had set off. It was now holiday time at +the Towers, and almost immediately on their arrival they were greeted by +a whole bevy of children, who rushed up the avenue in a state of +breathless excitement. + +"What do you think, Molly?" exclaimed Kitty, stammering almost in her +eagerness. "Oh, you'll never guess, for it is so uncommon and +unexpected--father and mother both went to London this morning?" + +"Both--to London?" exclaimed Molly, stepping back a pace or two, while a +look of surprise, and even consternation, spread itself over her round, +fair face. + +"Dear me, yes!" exclaimed Nell. + +"And they were awfully jolly about it," exclaimed Boris; "and mother has +promised to bring me a rabbit." + +"And me a dove," screamed Kitty. + +"And perhaps I'm to have a shaggy pony all to myself," exclaimed Nell; +"but it's only perhaps. It's perhaps, too, with you, Boris, and you, +Kitty; you oughtn't to forget that." + +"Oh, bother perhapses!" exclaimed Kitty. "I know I'm to have my rabbit; +he's to have lop-ears and long fur, and he's to be snow-white, if +possible. I described him fully to mother last night when she came to +tuck me up. I kept pulling my eyes open to stay awake for the purpose." + +"And I told mother that I wished for a ring-dove," said Boris. "I want a +ring-dove awfully, for there's an empty cage in the attic that will just +fit it. Oh, I do hope, I do hope, that it will come!" + +He looked almost sad as he spoke and glanced at Nell, who was not +looking at him. + +"Nell, come here," exclaimed Molly suddenly. "Hester, you can explain to +Boris and Kitty what you have come about, and they can take you round +and show you the ball-room. Come along, Nell, I want to talk to you." + +Molly put her arm round Nell and drew her down a side walk. + +"Now, Nell," she said, "you must explain all this to me. Why has mother +gone to London? I am not so much surprised about father; father does go +sometimes, but mother. Why has she gone? Answer me, Nell; tell me what +you know." + +"I don't know anything," said Nell. "Father was out all day yesterday, +and mother looked very sad. She didn't cry or anything of that sort, of +course; but she looked sad, and then father came home about tea-time +quite jolly and in high spirits, and he said something to mother and +they went into the study together; and then father shouted to Jane +Macalister to come to them, and Jane went; and presently we were told +that father and mother were to go to London this morning, and that +they'd be away perhaps a week, perhaps ten days. Jane told us that, and +then mother came into the room and she said the same thing, and she +looked kind of _pretence_-merry you know, and said that _perhaps_ she'd +bring us back things. It was then Kitty asked for the rabbit, and Boris +for the dove, and Guy wanted Star-Land and Harry some new carpenter's +tools, and mother promised everything with a perhaps tacked on; but I +don't think anyone noticed the perhaps except me, and all the time she +kept smiling with her lips, but her eyes were so sad." + +"And you asked for a pony, Nell?" + +Nell coloured crimson. + +"No, I didn't," she replied; "but mother turned to me and put her arm +round me and said, 'If the others get their things you shall have the +wish of your heart, a shaggy pony.'" + +"And what did you say to that, Nell?" + +"I whispered back to her that I didn't want her to spend her money; and +then she kissed me very hard." + +"And did father promise things?" + +"He said that the house should be refurnished, and that we should go to +the sea, and he would buy new horses and a lovely carriage for mother. +Father was lively; I never saw him so gay." + +"And they went off this morning?" + +"Yes, very early; I wasn't even dressed, but I jumped out of bed and ran +to the window and saw them driving away." + +"And that's all you know, Nell?" exclaimed Molly. + +"Yes, that's all I know." + +"Now, tell me what you think." + +"What I think?" replied Nell. "I--" she hesitated. "No, I'd rather not." + +"You must, Nell, you must. Remember I'm your own cosy old Moll; remember +I understand you, and I'm the eldest girl and mother's right hand. +There's something that you think very, very hard, Nell, and you have +wise thoughts, though you are so young. Tell me what they are; tell me +at once." + +Molly knelt on the grass as she spoke and put her arms round Nell, who +leant up against her and laid her head on her shoulder. + +"Now, Nell, speak." + +Nell rubbed her cheek against Molly's, as if she found great comfort in +the contact. + +"I think that mother is unhappy," she said, "and that, that we won't get +the presents." + +"Come along and let's find Jane Macalister," exclaimed Molly suddenly. +She caught Nell's hand and rushed with her towards the house. + +When Jane was not teaching, she was, generally, cooking, or mending +clothes, or putting the store-room in order. Jane never wasted a moment +of her time, and she was extremely fond of taking up all the loose +threads of work which other people had dropped. When the girls, +therefore, now found themselves in the great central hall, and Nell's +clear, high voice shouted for Jane, the single word, "store-room," +seemed to echo back to them from somewhere in the clouds. + +The store-room, where the largest supply of preserves and dried goods +was kept, was high up in the old tower--higher up even than the +schoolroom. + +"You stay downstairs, Nell," exclaimed Molly; "I wish to see Jane +alone." She reached the spiral stairs, which she began to mount quickly. +By-and-by with panting breath she arrived at the store-room. The door +was open, but there was no Jane. + +"Where are you, Jane Macalister?" called Molly. + +"Linen press," called Jane from still higher up. + +Molly mounted once more. Jane, with an old pillow-case pinned round her +head and a huge apron on, was on her knees sorting feathers. + +"What are you doing?" exclaimed Molly. + +"Don't speak to me for a moment, Molly; I'm in a perfect rage," +exclaimed Jane. "There stand out of the draught, child, or you'll get +all this fluff into your hair. I have just discovered that the feathers +put into these last pillows were not properly cured, so I've been +obliged to take them all out, and I'm sprinkling them with lime. Faugh, +what a mess the place is in. This is what comes of taking in an +incompetent kitchen-maid like Susan Hicks. She did not half do the work +of sorting and curing these feathers. Now, what is it you want, Molly? +You can see for yourself that I'm up to my eyes in work." + +"I can," said Molly. "Well, I'll wait for a moment." + +"You'll wait for a moment!" screamed Jane. "I tell you I shan't have +done for hours. There are at least a dozen pillows to be unpicked and +their contents well sorted, and sprinkled with lime. I brought up a +sandwich in my pocket, and don't mean to come downstairs until the job +is done, and well done, too. Nothing frets me like half-finished work, +and these pillows would get on my brain at night if I didn't see to +them." + +Molly slowly crossed the linen-press room, and stood by the window. + +"There, child," exclaimed Jane, "you're exactly in my light. If you have +anything to say, say it and have done with it. By the way, how is Nora? +I hope they're not spoiling her at the Grange." + +"Nora is getting on nicely, thank you." + +"It was a lucky chance for her," continued Jane, "that she happened to +be near the Grange when she got hurt. Hester Thornton is sure to give +her every comfort. Molly, you're exactly in my light." + +Molly moved to one side of the window. + +Jane Macalister went on vigorously with her work, the fluff from the +feathers rose in the air, the smell of the lime was pungent. + +"Faugh," continued Jane; "here's a lump for you. Susan Hicks, you'd +better keep out of my way for the present. 'Pon my word! look at this +quill, why I could make a pen with it; disgraceful, perfectly +disgraceful. Molly, I wish you wouldn't fidget. What in the world do you +want to say to me?" + +"I want to ask you this," said Molly. "Why has mother gone to London?" + +Jane bent low over her work, some fluff got into her nose and made her +sneeze. + +"Look here, Molly," she exclaimed; "your mother went to London with your +father because she wished to, I suppose." + +"Yes, but why did she wish it?" + +"That I am not prepared to tell you, my dear." + +Molly stamped her foot. + +"I wish you'd look at me, Jane," she said, "and leave off fiddling with +those horrid, detestable feathers. When--when one is quite wretched, +what do feathers matter? I have come home to find father and mother +gone." + +"And me over the feathers," interrupted Jane. "Well, I suppose people +want pillows, whether they're happy or miserable. I never knew before, +at least, that they didn't." + +"Jane," said Molly, "you're hiding something from me." + +Jane Macalister suddenly rose to her feet. She came up to Molly and took +her hand. "I didn't know you'd come over this morning, my love," she +said. "I have been told certain things, and what I'm told in confidence +cart-ropes won't drag from me. Your father and mother have gone to +London because there is a hope, just a hope, that terrible trouble may +be averted. It's all uncertainty, and it's all suspense at present, +Molly; and those who are cowards will bear it badly, and those who are +brave will bear it well. That's all I can tell you, my love; and now let +me get back to the feathers, or I won't have them done by night." + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +THE FANCY BALL. + + +The best cure for anxiety, short of removing it altogether, is plenty of +work. Molly came down from her interview with Jane Macalister with a +sickening sense of coming disaster filling her heart. Hers was not a +particularly hopeful nature. By nature she was inclined to look at the +dark side rather than at the bright. She had plenty of courage and was +unselfish to a fault; but when she arrived in the hall now and found all +the rest of the children gathered round Hester and was greeted by peals +of excited laughter and shouts of excited joy, she would have given a +great deal to have been able to run away and hide herself. + +This was impossible, however; she was dragged into the eager group of +children, and was obliged not only to listen to their remarks, but to +make suggestions of her own. In the absence of Mr. and Mrs. Lorrimer, +Molly had to decide whether the ball-room could be used or not. She +would have given the world to say no, but scarcely dared to do this with +all those eager delighted faces gazing at her. + +"I am sure mother will consent," she said after a pause. "I will write +to her to-day and ask her; but I think we may act as if her consent were +already given. Now, shall we come to the ball-room and see what is +necessary to be done?" + +"Oh, what a darling Molly you are," exclaimed all the other Lorrimers in +a breath. She found herself whirled in their midst to the old +ball-room, and the rest of the morning was spent in eager and animated +discussion. + +This magnificent old room was apart from the rest of the house. It was +entered by a covered way from one of the drawing-rooms; but this +entrance had long been closed, and the room itself--since the family +purse had become so low--was only made use of as a play-room for the +children in wet weather, and as a place for all kinds of lumber and +rubbish. Hester and Molly were neither of them artistic in their tastes +or ideas, but they were intensely practical in all they said and did. +Molly proposed that the room should be first cleared out and thoroughly +cleaned, and that early on the following morning Annie Forest should +come and see it. The room was lit by seven tall Gothic windows, and had +a high arched roof of oak. Round the windows the thick ivy which only +years can produce hung in heavy masses. Some of this must be cleared +away, and some light draperies must relieve the dark tone of the walls. +The gallery was pronounced sufficiently sound for the band to stand +there, and Annie's original idea of placing Nora in the gallery as a +sort of queen of the ceremonies was superseded by a better one. She was +to have a special throne made for her at the other end of the ball-room. +There she would not only see perfectly, but would also be seen. It +seemed simple enough to have a ball in such a lovely room, and Hester +arranged to send some men over that very afternoon to begin the work of +clearing out the rubbish. + +"We don't wish to take possession of the Towers," she said. "We only +want the loan of the ball-room, and of this delightful lawn just +beyond, where we can put up a marquee or tent." + +"No, no," exclaimed Molly, "it must be all or nothing. You know how big +our entrance hall is, Hester, and those great half-empty drawing rooms. +The whole ground floor is to be at your disposal. If we do it at all, +let it be a real merry-making. It will be nice to have a merry-making +once again at the Towers." + +Molly sighed as she spoke. Hester glanced at her, and the remark in her +father's letter flashed through her brain. + +While the others were planning and talking at least twenty words to the +dozen, Nell was looking solemnly up at the tall windows with an +expression of ecstacy on her small face. Boris came up presently and +pulled her hand. + +"What are you in a brown study for?" he asked. + +"Oh, Boris," she exclaimed, flashing round on him; "it is more a white +dream than a brown study. Fancy this room all lit with Chinese lanterns +and the moon outside, and us sitting up until twelve o'clock, and music, +Boris, and everybody dancing. The story books will have come true--oh, +it will be too lovely." + +"I'm thinking of the supper," said Boris. "I expect I'll get awful +peckish sitting up so late. I hope there'll be jellies--I love jellies; +don't you, Nell?" + +"Yes; I heard Hester say there was to be a real band. I wonder if +they'll play any of the airs out of _Faust_. I do so love the Soldier's +Chorus, don't you?" + +"Yes; I'll march to it when I'm big. Nell, do you think I'll be allowed +to have as many cakes as I wish, and _pate de foie gras_? I tasted it +once and 'twas ripping." + +"I like it, too, rather," said Nell in a contemplative voice. "I mean to +be a fairy in the dance, though, and I'll have wings. Wings! how I wish +they'd bear me upward." + +"Oh, do come out," exclaimed Boris. "I want to show you my dove's cage; +it was ever so musty, but I've cleaned it out, and it's as sweet as a +nut now." + +The children left the room, and a few moments later Hester and Molly +returned to the Grange. + +That evening Annie Forest had a very comprehensive scheme drawn out with +regard to the proposed characters which the different members of the +party were to adopt. Molly would make an ideal shepherdess. Hester was +to be in white, and was to represent St Agnes. Nora was to be Queen of +the Fairies, and Nan little Bo-Peep. Annie had not yet decided on her +own character, but was strongly inclined to act the part of a gipsy. +Annie further suggested that it would save a great deal of trouble and +have a decidedly pretty effect if all the girls under twelve years of +age were dressed as white fairies, with wings, and all the boys of the +same age as brownies. She considered that so many fairies and brownies +would have a very picturesque effect, and would help to throw up the gay +_bizarre_ colours of the older girls and boys. + +Her suggestion was immediately adopted, and Hester and Molly sat down +then and there to write invitations. + +Besides the Lorrimers, about a hundred and forty other children were +invited, and the girls expected that quite sixty or seventy of these +would take the parts of fairies and brownies. + +"You don't know how relieved the mothers will be," exclaimed Annie. +"When people have no imagination it is the most difficult thing in the +world to think of a dress for a fancy ball which has not been adopted +dozens and dozens of times before. Please keep the notes open for a +moment, Hester, for I mean to slip into each of them some very simple +directions with regard to the dress, which will insure our having a +certain amount of uniformity." + +Annie was in her element now, and even Molly was constrained to admire +the absolute genius which she showed in all matters which required tact +and brisk, quick work. Annie could write fluently, and her little slips +of paper, with their simple and plain directions, were soon ready, and +Molly and Hester set to work making copies of them as fast as they +could. The letters of invitation were all posted before they went to bed +that night. Nora shut her eyes to dream of herself as queen of the +fairies, and Molly and Hester sat down to write letters which required a +little more thought than the invitations which had just been got +through. Hester wrote-- + + "DEAR FATHER, + + "I am sorry you are still away; I like to feel that I am of use to + you. Whenever you come back you will have a hearty welcome from me. + We are all well here and the weather is splendid; even Nora is + quite well, although the doctor says she must lie on her back for + some weeks longer. Annie is still with us, and Molly has been + staying here to help look after Nora; not that she is wanted much + for that post, for Annie is the most indefatigable nurse, and Nora + simply adores her. But Molly is great company for me and I am + delighted to have her, she is such a dear girl. I hope what you say + about Squire Lorrimer is not true. I can see that Molly is very + anxious, and the Squire and Mrs. Lorrimer have just gone to London, + which is quite unusual. There is evidently something the matter, + but none of the children have been told what it is. How I wish you + could help the Squire, father. I know you are very very rich, and + oh, it will break Molly's heart if they have to leave the dear old + Towers. Now, I must talk to you about Nan's birthday. We are going + to have a children's ball in the old ball-room at the Towers. It is + going to be quite lovely. Annie is designing our dresses. She makes + us all quite enthusiastic, she has such exquisite taste. I hope you + will come home in time to see us in our pretty dresses. I am to be + St. Agnes, and Annie says that I shall look like a dream! Did you + ever think that your sensible Hetty would talk such folly?--Your + affectionate daughter, + + "HESTER THORNTON." + +Hester finished her letter, folded it up, and addressed it. She then +glanced towards Molly, whose fair head was bent low over the sheet of +paper which she was filling. She wrote-- + + "DARLING MOTHER, + + "I went to the Towers this morning with Hester and found that you + had gone. Is anything the matter? Oh, if I had been at home you + might have told me. I can't bear either you or father to have a + burden that I don't share. I feel anxious and unhappy, but I will + try very hard to be brave. Nonie is getting on so nicely, and Annie + Forest is very kind to her. Mother, darling, there is going to be a + great big party on the fifteenth, Nan's birthday, and Hester and + Nora and Annie and I are very anxious that it should be a + children's ball--a fancy ball, you know, mother, and that it should + be held in our beautiful old ball-room. It is the Thorntons' party, + and they will go to all the expense, but they haven't a big room + like ours, so I thought we might lend them the big hall and the + drawing-rooms and the ball-room, and they are beginning + preparations already. If by any chance you or father object, will + you send me a telegram to-morrow? I wish I could kiss you + good-night.--Your most loving + + "MOLLY." + +Molly's letter was also directed and stamped, and when these important +epistles had been taken to the post, the whole household went to bed. + +That is, with one exception. + +Annie Forest, notwithstanding her gaiety and the high spirits she had +been in all day, had a care upon her mind. + +It was three weeks now since the day when Mrs. Martin had pawned Mrs. +Willis's beautiful ring for the small sum of thirty shillings. That +thirty shillings had purchased cambric and embroidery and lace, and even +a few knots of coloured ribbon, to make three charming frocks for Nora +Lorrimer, but alack and alas, though the frocks lay neatly folded up in +their drawer waiting to be worn on the first festive occasion, poor +Annie had not the faintest idea how to get back the ring. That morning's +post had certainly been an important one. It had not only brought a +letter for Hester which had nearly turned the heads of two households, +but had brought Annie two epistles of a profoundly and painfully +interesting character. One was from her father, telling her that he must +postpone sending her her usual birthday present for a time, and the +other was from Mrs. Willis herself. Mrs. Willis wrote from Paris. She +was staying there for a short time on her way home, and asked Annie to +send her the diamond ring without delay by registered post. The ring was +of a very antique pattern and she wished to have it copied for a wedding +present for one of her pupils. + + "Try and post it to me at once, dear," she said, "for I shall not + be in Paris after Saturday. I return to London that day and shall + very likely accept Hester Thornton's invitation to come to the + Grange for a few days. You shall then have the ring back to make + your finger look smart for the remainder of your visit. I am + writing in great haste in order to catch this post, so do not fail + me, my love. The ring will be perfectly safe if you register it. + My dear love to Hester and Nan, and much to yourself.--Your + affectionate + + "M. WILLIS." + +Annie had glanced her eyes quickly over the contents of this disquieting +letter at breakfast time, but it was only now, in the solitude of her +own room, that she ventured to take it out and study it. What was she to +do? How could she possibly get the ring out of pawn without any money to +redeem it? She dared not confide this trouble to Mrs. Martin. She +thought and thought until her head ached and her bright eyes looked +dull. + +What kind of man was the pawnbroker? Why were pawnbrokers called uncles? +Was it because they were really good-natured and helpful? She wondered +if it might be possible for her to induce the pawnbroker to let her have +the ring out on condition that she paid for it by instalments? If he +really was quite a good-natured order of uncle, he might consent to such +an arrangement. Annie felt, however, that it would be useless to get +Mrs. Martin to make such terms with him. + +"She was very proud about him," thought Annie. "She did not wish to go +to him at all. I'm afraid he's disagreeable. I'm afraid he's not the +sort of man who would help a girl out of a difficulty. What _shall_ I +do? The ring _must_ go to-morrow if Mrs. Willis is to do anything with +it before she leaves Paris. It ought to have gone to-day, but to-morrow +is the very last, the very last chance. We are all going to Nortonbury +to-morrow to buy the materials for the dresses. Oh, suppose I go and see +the pawnbroker and tell him of my difficulty, and assure him that I will +honestly pay him back that money if he will only let me have the ring +again. I have four shillings still in my purse, and father's sovereign +will be certain to come sooner or later. I could show uncle father's +letter, he would then see that I was not humbugging. I expect he would +like me to call him uncle, as it seems to be _the_ name. Yes, I really +think I will go, but I must on no account whatever let Mrs. Martin or +Molly or Hester know anything about this. I should rather like to +confide in Nora, for she would think it no end of a lark; but if I did, +the poor darling would know that I had got into all this trouble on +account of her dresses, and that would simply never do. Yes, there seems +nothing for it but to visit my uncle, the pawnbroker." + +Annie presently laid her head on her pillow and went to sleep. + +When she awoke in the morning she still thought an appeal to the +pawnbroker the only available solution of her difficulty. The girls were +much excited about their gay shopping, and the landau was ordered to be +round at an early hour to convey Hester, Nan, Molly, and Annie to +Nortonbury. Nora had to resign herself to the company of her nurse, but +her thoughts were so full of pleasurable anticipations that under the +circumstances she did not mind the loss of her favourite Annie. + +Before starting, Annie ran quickly round to Mrs. Martin's rooms. + +"Here I am," she exclaimed in her bright way. "I have just rushed up to +say good morning to you before we start. You have heard of all the fun +that we are going to have, haven't you, nursey?" + +"Folly, I call it," said nurse. "Throwing away good money on fallals and +wings and clouds. Miss Nan was up here last night so late that I +thought I'd never get her to bed, bamboozling me with stories of all the +children round the country being turned into fairies, which you know, +Miss Annie, is sheer nonsense and impossible to do, and Miss Nora, who +has narrowly escaped her death, is to lie on rose leaves with clouds +under her. The folly of it is beyond belief, even if it can be done, +which I sincerely hope it can't. In old days people took their pleasures +properly. Children were kept in the nursery and were sent early to bed, +and young ladies were presented to her Gracious Majesty the Queen, and +then went to balls in good stiff silks and no wings nor clouds about +'em. They met the gentlemen they were to marry at the balls, and then +there was a proper wedding breakfast and all the rest, as it should be. +I don't hold with the scarum days of the present." + +"Look here, nursey," exclaimed Annie, "the fairies will look lovely, and +I'll show you myself how innocent and simple the clouds are, and as to +the wings, I'll make a pair for you if you like." + +"No, thank you, Miss Annie, I hope I know what's due to myself." + +"Well, I must run away," continued Annie. "You know we're just off to +Nortonbury." + +"So I hear, miss." + +"It was to Nortonbury you went when you sold my ring; you were a dear to +do it." + +"I wouldn't do it for no one else, miss, and I don't know even now how I +came to demean myself by such a job." + +"Was," said Annie in an almost trembling voice, "was the uncle very +disagreeable, then?" + +"Miss Forest, such a word oughtn't to pass your lips." + +"Why so, nurse? I cannot imagine why you dislike such helpful people." + +"We won't argue the point," said nurse; "the subject is not suited to +the young." + +Annie fidgeted. Nan's voice was heard down stairs shouting for her. + +"Nurse," she said in sudden desperation, "I want to get the ring back; +tell me the name of the uncle." + +A look of relief came over Mrs. Martin's face. + +"I'd be glad if you had that valuable ring again," she said. "Have you +got the money for it? It would be thirty-two shillings; thirty shillings +for the loan and two shillings interest." + +"Annie, we're all waiting," shouted Nan. + +"Oh, do tell me the address," said Annie. + +"You had better let me get the ring out of pawn for you, miss." + +"No, no, I must get it to-day." + +"Have you got the money, Miss Forest?" + +"What would be the use of going if I hadn't?" prevaricated Annie. + +"Well, but you're not going to take my young ladies to a pawnbroker's?" + +"No, I promise not to take any of them; I'll go alone, quite alone. You +may trust me, really. Oh, nursey, nursey, I'm in such trouble." + +Again the bright lovely eyes and sweet voice did their work. + +Mrs. Martin fumbled for her keys, and taking a small piece of blue paper +out of her work-box, put it into Annie's hand. + +"There," she said. "I'm sorry I ever made or meddled with this thing. +Mind you don't take one of my young ladies with you." + +"I promise," said Annie. She thrust the paper into her pocket and rushed +from the room. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +POOR MRS. MYRTLE. + + +The girls spent a busy morning in Nortonbury, and if Annie had any care +on her mind she certainly did not show it. She was a splendid girl to go +shopping with. She could make up her mind quickly with regard to the +exact material she required. Her choice was practically made before she +entered a shop, her taste in colour and texture was excellent, and with +her to guide them, Hester and Molly got through their business with +great celerity. Many parcels were piled up on the front seat of the +landau, but work as they would, the girls could not get through their +necessary shopping in the morning. Hester therefore determined to lunch +at a restaurant which she knew well, and to finish buying the rest of +the materials for the fancy dresses before they returned to the Grange. +It was while they were at lunch that Annie seized the opportunity to +secure a few moments to herself. She had not yet had time even to glance +at the address which nurse had given her on the little slip of blue +paper. But it was now or never, if she were to seek the pawnbroker +without the others discovering where she was going. + +Hester had ordered a very tempting lunch, and Nan was attacking her +nicely roasted chicken and bread sauce with appetite, when Annie, +snatching up a sandwich, sprang suddenly to her feet. + +"I'm not hungry," she exclaimed, "and as there is so much to be done, I +won't waste time eating. Mrs. Willis wrote to me yesterday and asked me +to send her a small parcel. It contains a ring which she lent me, and as +it ought to be registered, I will go to the post-office now and get it +done while you are at lunch." + +"But you really must eat something first," exclaimed Hester. "You will +be ill if you don't; the carriage is to call for us in a few minutes, +and you may just as well drive to the post-office in it; you would do it +in half the time." + +"But I would rather walk," replied Annie. "I am perfectly sick of +driving. I see by Nan's face that lunch will be quite an affair of half +an hour, and I'll be back long before then." + +She left the shop before Hester had time to remonstrate, and the next +moment found herself in the street. + +"Now for it," she exclaimed, a little catch of excitement in her breath. +She took out her purse, opened it, and removing the slip of blue paper, +looked at the words written on it. The address rather surprised her. It +was a fancy goods shop, and was kept by a woman of the name of Myrtle. + + "MRS. MYRTLE, + "Haberdashery and Fancy Goods Warehouse, + "30, Eden Street," + +was the address on the sheet of paper. + +Annie had never in the course of her life come in contact with a live +pawnbroker, but she had a vague idea that pawnbrokers were of the male +species, and that they invariably had three gilt balls over their +establishments. + +She was relieved rather than otherwise to find that this pawnbroker was +of the female sex, and fancied that it would be easier to deal with her +on this account. A policeman directed her to Eden Street, which was a +thoroughly respectable broad thoroughfare off the High Street. + +Annie walked quickly until she came to number thirty. Then, raising her +eyes and seeing Mrs. Myrtle's name over the door, she boldly entered. +The shop was the sort that ladies delight in. One side of it was +entirely devoted to the best class of haberdashery, the other was +extremely attractive with coloured wools and silks, and all sorts of +materials for crewel and other fancy works. A thin, pale girl, of about +sixteen, was attending to the haberdashery department, and a little old +lady, with pink cheeks, bright dark eyes and white hair, was busily +serving several customers at the fancy goods side. + +Annie had to wait until these customers had completed their business. +The girl who had charge of the haberdashery asked if she could serve +her. + +"I wish to speak to Mrs. Myrtle," replied Annie in a decided tone. The +little woman raised her head at hearing her own name pronounced, and +said in a respectful voice-- + +"I'll be at leisure to serve you in a moment, miss." + +"She seems very nice," said Annie to herself; "she has a decidedly kind +face. What can there be objectionable in pawnbrokers, if she is one? +Perhaps I'd better call her aunt; she'll be sure to like it." + +In a couple of moments Mrs. Myrtle was at leisure, and Annie went up to +the counter. Now that the critical instant had come, she felt her heart +beating quickly, and knew that her cheeks were pale. Annie could look +wonderfully pathetic when any emotion stirred her. She had a voice full +of vibrations, and her eyes could assume the dumb pleading expression of +a dog's. + +"I want to speak to you about a very private matter," she said, looking +full at Mrs. Myrtle. + +The little woman could not help giving her a glance of great surprise. +What could such a pretty, nicely-dressed young lady want with her; then +suddenly it flashed through her mind that Annie must want to buy a +present; perhaps the present was for her sweetheart; if so, the state of +affairs was perfectly natural. + +"Yes, miss," she said, in a cordial voice of sympathy, "but Netty, my +niece, is a bit deaf and won't hear a word you're saying. I have got +some really nice things, miss, and quite suitable; tobacco pouches made +of different coloured plushes, and flowers traced very beautifully on +them; you could work the pouch yourself, miss, and it would look most +suitable; then I've got braces, too; they're quite the newest thing, and +can be embroidered with any colour, and cases for gentlemen's evening +ties, they really are very new; shall I show you some, miss?" + +"Oh, no, thank you," said Annie in a choking voice. "I'm in an awful +hurry and I don't want to buy any present for a gentleman; I don't know +any gentleman except my father well enough to think of giving presents +to. No, no, I don't want to buy anything, but I want--I want you to give +me something, aunt." + +Mrs. Myrtle looked at Annie as if she were now quite sure that the poor +pretty young lady was not quite right in her head. She did not speak at +all, but waited for Annie to continue. + +"You're a female pawnbroker, are you not?" said Annie. + +"A female what, my dear?" said Mrs. Myrtle, her face growing crimson. +This was really the last straw. "I don't understand you, miss," she said +in a stiff tone. "I have nothing whatever to do with the trade you +indicate." + +Just then some ladies, very good customers, entered the shop. + +"You'll excuse me for a moment, miss," said Mrs. Myrtle; "but if you +don't want to buy, I shall be obliged to leave you to attend to my +customers. Good morning, Lady Dalgetty; what can I show your ladyship?" + +Poor Annie found herself pushed into a corner. Lady Dalgetty and her +suite occupied all Mrs. Myrtle's attention. Even the humble-looking +Netty was busy serving out spools of cotton, needles, and pins to a +prim-looking lady. Neither of the women in the shop had a moment to +attend to Annie's sore need. + +She began to think that Mrs. Myrtle was not so kind as she looked, and +to understand a little of nurse's repugnance to the pawnbroker class. + +"They must be low people," she murmured to herself; "for this woman +won't even own to the fact that she is a pawnbroker." + +The shop became empty once more; and Mrs. Myrtle, who was really quite +as kind hearted as she looked, raised her eyes, and encountered a very +forlorn glance from Annie. + +"Poor, pretty young lady," she said to herself. "She's gone in the head +without any manner of doubt, calling me aunt, and asking me if I'm a +female pawnbroker; but I'd best humour her a bit, and try to find out +who she belongs to." + +Accordingly Mrs. Myrtle called Annie back to the counter in a kind +voice. + +"I can attend to you now, miss," she said; "but if you have anything to +say, perhaps you'll say it quickly, for this is market day, and heaps of +farmer's wives come in for no end of small matters." + +"Do they pawn rings, and then take them out by degrees in instalments?" +asked poor Annie in an eager voice. + +"Poor, poor young lady, she's very, very bad," murmured Mrs. Myrtle to +herself. + +"I couldn't say for positive, miss," she replied, "that a farmer's wife +has never pawned a ring; but if they are reduced to such straits, I know +nothing about it." + +"Then you are not a pawnbroker yourself?" + +"I am _not_, miss. Wouldn't you like to come into my parlour and rest a +bit if you're tired, and maybe you'll tell me your name?" + +"She's getting quite kind again," thought Annie. "Of course she is a +pawnbroker, but she doesn't like to own it; it evidently is a very +disgraceful calling." + +"My name is Annie Forest," she said; "and I'm not at all tired, thank +you, aunt. You don't mind me calling you aunt, do you? for we always +call the men in your trade uncles." + +"I hope heaven will preserve my patience," muttered poor Mrs. Myrtle. +"I must get this young lady to her friends whatever happens. Netty!" + +"Oh, don't call Netty here," exclaimed Annie. "Now, look here, do you +see this piece of blue paper?" + +"Yes, miss. It's my address, sure and certain." + +"Do you know the handwriting?" + +"Well, I can't say that I do; it seems a sort of an ordinary hand, don't +it, miss?" + +"Is Mrs. Martin, who lives at the Grange, a friend of yours?" asked +Annie suddenly. + +Mrs. Myrtle's face glowed all over with pleased relief. + +"Mrs. Martin of the Grange," she exclaimed, "old nurse to Miss Hester +and Miss Nan Thornton? I should rather think she is a friend of mine. I +have known her ever since we went to school together, and that's many a +year ago." + +"Oh, how glad I am," exclaimed Annie; "then I am sure, quite sure, you +will be kind to me. You will do what I ask for the sake of your friend +Mrs. Martin. You won't mind just confiding to me that you are a +pawnbroker? I promise most faithfully not to call you aunt if you really +dislike it." + +"I'm afraid I don't understand you, Miss Forest. I am _not_ a +pawnbroker; not one of my belongings would own to such a trade; and if +Patty Martin gave you to understand that I am, I'll quarrel with her, +late as it is in the day." + +"But she pawned a ring to you," said Annie; "an old-fashioned gold ring +with one big diamond in the middle. You lent her thirty shillings on it, +and the interest is two shillings. That ring is mine. She did pawn a +ring to you, did she not?" + +A light at last broke over Mrs. Myrtle's face. + +"Well, well," she exclaimed; "I begin to see what you're driving at. +Won't I have a crow to pick with Patty Martin for this. No, no, miss, +she pawned no ring to me; but she gave me a diamond ring to keep for her +early one morning about three weeks ago. 'And keep it safe until I ask +for it, Martha Myrtle,' said she; and safe I will keep it until then, +Miss Annie Forest." + +"But it's my ring," said Annie in great distress. "You'll give it back +to me now when I ask for it?" + +"I'll give it back to Patty Martin, miss, and to no one else." + +"Oh, but really, really, don't you understand? It's _my_ ring." + +"I've only your word for that, miss. It was given to me by Mrs. Martin." + +"But I know Patty Martin would let you give it back to me. Why, she gave +me your address and told me to go to you; and I thought, of course, you +were a pawnbroker." + +"Won't I have a crow to pluck with her for this?" exclaimed Mrs. Myrtle. +"Pawnbroker, indeed! Why my poor mother who's dead would rise up from +her grave if she thought I was called by such a name. No, miss, I'm +sorry not to oblige, but Mrs. Martin gave me the ring to keep for her, +and she must come herself to fetch it away, for to no one else will I +give it." + +Some farmers' wives, looking flourishing and handsome and full of +purpose, now entered the shop. Mrs. Myrtle devoted all her energies to +serving them, and poor Annie with sinking heart had to go away. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +"THE WAY OF TRANSGRESSORS." + + +The week that followed passed all too quickly. There was no hitch +whatever in the girls' plans. Mrs. Lorrimer wrote to Molly to express +her complete satisfaction with the arrangement proposed by Hester. The +workwomen who had now taken up their abode at the Grange were both +efficient and clever. With Annie's help the different dresses began to +assume form and completion with marvellous rapidity. Annie was the life +and soul of the dressmaking. She sketched pictures of the proposed +toilettes; she coloured these sketches; then she tried on and cut out, +and basted, and tacked. She helped to hang draperies and to arrange the +wings of the fairies. The women became interested themselves in such an +artistic assistant, and did everything in their power to help her. At +the Towers the ball-room began to show its noble proportions to the best +advantage. Hester and Annie and Nan and Molly went backwards and +forwards at all hours of the day. By Monday evening, the ball-room was +in complete order. Every possible direction was given with regard to the +different refreshments, and the last stitch in the pretty fancy dresses +had been done. The news of Nan's fancy ball had spread far and wide. +Almost every invitation met with an acceptance, and the Thornton and +Lorrimer households were borne forward just at present on a full tide of +victorious excitement. Even Molly felt herself obliged to enter into +the full spirit of the fun. Not a murmur of anxiety from her father and +mother in London reached her. Mrs. Lorrimer, in writing to Molly, had +assumed as cheerful a tone as possible; she had alluded to no possible +care, had hinted at no canker root of possible trouble. She had said, it +is true, that it was rather unlikely that she and the Squire would +return in time for the ball; but if this could not be managed, she hoped +the children would enjoy themselves to the full in their absence; and +finally, she said how heartily she rejoiced in the thought of their +having such a delightful time. Hester also forgot the small worrying +thought which came to her now and again about her father, in this week +of rush and pleasure. Hester was by nature a very quiet-mannered girl, +but she became nearly as lively now as Annie; she laughed, and joked, +and danced, and skipped until Mrs. Martin, who watched her from the +nursery window, began to shake her head gravely, and to say that such +mirth was not "fey" as she expressed it, and that it surely forbode a +season of gloom by-and-by. + +Annie's high spirits being natural to her, no one specially noticed +them, and according to her custom, she put dull care aside and was as +lively as she looked. + +It is true that she had been obliged to ignore Mrs. Willis's letter; it +is true that the ring was still being jealously guarded by that dreadful +Mrs. Myrtle, for Annie had not the courage to ask Mrs. Martin for it. +The whole situation was now quite plain; Mrs. Martin had never gone near +the pawnbroker's, but had lent Annie the money herself. Why she had +parted with the ring under these circumstances was a problem which poor +Annie could not attempt to fathom. All she could do now was to abide the +issue of events as patiently as possible. All her life long she had +found that, somehow or other, matters did right themselves for her, and +she trusted to her usual good luck on this occasion. + +The preparations were almost all completed for the fancy ball by Monday +night. Nan's birthday would be on Wednesday. No second letter had +arrived from Sir John Thornton, and Hester wondered whether he would be +present on the birthday or not. The day was to be one long scene of +triumph for the young birthday queen. Annie and Hester both stole out of +bed at an early hour that morning, and going out into the garden, they +picked baskets full of flowers with the dew on them, with which they +made wreaths to decorate the breakfast table, and to cover the piles of +presents which lay not only on Nan's plate, but all round it. + +As soon as Nan appeared in the breakfast-room, Annie tripped up to her, +bent on one knee as if to a liege lady, told her that she was her lawful +sovereign for that entire day, and then begged leave to crown the +birthday queen with flowers. Nan's cheeks were flushed already, and her +eyes bright with excitement. Molly came in by-and-by, and Nora, who was +now much better, was wheeled into the room on her sofa. She wore the +white cambric dress which Annie had made for her. Her dark hair was +swept back from her pretty, low forehead, her cheeks had roses in them, +and her eyes sparkled. + +"Molly, Molly," she exclaimed, "look at me, look at me. Now you know the +secret of the locked door. Annie made me this frock; she had some bits +of cambric over from dresses of her own, and she made this and a blue +one, and a pink one also; I have the other two in my drawer; I know they +are all sweetly becoming, aren't they? It's nearly as good as having a +_trousseau_. Oh, do kiss me and congratulate me, Molly; you know how I +have always longed for pretty dresses. Was not it perfectly _darling_ of +Annie to make them for me?" + +Before Molly could reply a loud exclamation from Hester turned all eyes +in her direction. + +"What do you think?" she exclaimed. "The crowning bliss of our day is +come. Nan, you will never guess. Annie, dear, how charmed you will be. +Here is a letter from Mrs. Willis; she expects to reach Nortonbury by +the mid-day train, and asks me to send to meet her. Oh, dear, this is +lovely. I have not seen my dear Mrs. Willis for over a year. What a rest +and comfort it will be to talk to her again. Molly, you will delight in +her; she is just the woman to captivate you completely. Nora, you will +lose your heart to her, too. I don't know what wonderful thing there is +about her; she is so strong, so noble, so gentle, that she wins all +hearts; it is impossible for anybody to be naughty when Mrs. Willis is +in the house. Nan, the arrival of Mrs. Willis on your birthday is the +happiest possible omen for the whole year. Oh, how truly rejoiced I am!" + +"Yes, it's awfully jolly of her to come," said Nan. "Of course I'm very +fond of her, but I hope she won't remind me of my holiday task, for, +frankly, I have not looked at it yet, and I don't mean to do so until +the last week of the holidays. Now, do let's all begin breakfast; even +though I am queen, I happen to have an appetite. Annie, what are you in +a brown study about? Why, you look quite pale!" + +"I expect Annie is so glad about Mrs. Willis that she can scarcely +speak," said Hester, glancing at her friend in an affectionate manner. +"Yes, we had better get breakfast through. I shall give Mrs. Willis the +maple room, with that lovely west view. There is a little sitting-room +which goes with it, where she can be quiet whenever she wants to be +quiet. How glad nursey will be when she hears that dear Mrs. Willis is +coming." + +Hester began to perform the duties of tea-maker in a rather abstracted +manner. As she kept on filling up cups of tea, she also glanced from +time to time at the letter which gave her such delight. + +"It is such a surprise," she said; "perhaps that is half the pleasure." + +"Please don't put any more sugar into my tea," exclaimed Annie in an +almost cross voice; "you know I never touch sugar, and that is the +fourth lump." + +"Oh, I am sorry," exclaimed Hester; "I'll take that cup and you shall +have mine." + +"You put five lumps into your own cup, I watched you; oh, dear, it +doesn't matter, of course." + +"No, it doesn't matter," said Hester, still reading her letter. "Molly, +will you pass the tea on, please. Oh, yes, I'll have some honey; you can +put a piece on my plate if you like." + +"The only plate you have before you at present contains eggs and bacon," +exclaimed Molly. "I think I won't help the honey for a few minutes." + +"This is a delightful surprise," murmured Hester; "but, dear me, it is +rather strange, Mrs. Willis says she wrote to you last week, Annie, and +said that she would try to give us a couple of days at the Grange on her +way back to Lavender House. How was it you never mentioned it?" + +There was just a pause long enough to be noticed before Annie replied. + +"I did not get the letter," she said then, in a steady voice. + +She hated herself the moment she had uttered the words. She felt as if +she had fallen from a height, and was lying maimed and bruised, bleeding +and ugly in some dismal abyss; but all the time her eyes looked bright +and her face was cheerful. + +Hester exclaimed, "How strange! what a pity! How could the letter have +gone astray?" but other thoughts soon chased this one from her mind. + +Breakfast being over the young housekeeper had much to attend to. + +Nora held out her hand to Annie, who stooped down and kissed her +affectionately. + +"Are you really glad that she is coming?" asked Nora. + +"Of course I am, Nonie; she is--" a stab went through Annie's +heart--"she is my best friend." + +"Is she really as good as Hester says she is?" continued Nora. + +"Yes, yes, better; no one quite knows how good she is." + +"I shall be afraid of her," said Nora shuddering. "I hate such perfectly +good people; they make me feel small and mean." + +Annie took up a basket of flowers, and began deftly to form them into +wreaths for the further decoration of the ball-room. + +"It's dreadful to feel mean," she said almost in a whisper. + +"You can't surely know what it means," replied Nora. + +"Oh, can't I though; don't let's talk of it any more. I like you in +white, Nora. White, toned with lace and coloured ribbons, makes a +charming dress for you. You have such a pretty face. It is so full of +_esprit_--so _piquant_. Some day you will be a beautiful woman." + +"As beautiful as you are?" asked Nora. "I don't desire to be more +beautiful than you." + +"In some ways you will be more beautiful," replied Annie. "I don't +pretend that I am not pretty, I know I am; but in some ways you will be +superior to me. You will have a greater air of distinction. _Noblesse +oblige_ will be abundantly manifested in you. Oh, yes," continued Annie, +"it is all very fine for us _parvenus_ to despise race. We don't really +despise it; we adore it, we envy it; we can never, never, never get what +race confers." + +"How excitedly you talk," said Nora; "you seem angry about something." + +"I am angry with myself," said Annie; "my low ways and my meanness. +_Noblesse oblige_ has nothing to do with me. Now, look here, Nora, +forget all this rubbishy talk; be thankful that you are a beautiful girl +of good family, who could not do a shabby action. I must leave you now, +for Mrs. Willis is coming, and I should like to go into Nortonbury to +meet her." + +Annie ran off to find Hester. + +"Hester," she exclaimed, "may I go in the carriage to Nortonbury to meet +Mrs. Willis?" + +"That is an excellent idea," said Hester; "take Molly with you, the +drive will do her good. I am so busy this morning that I can scarcely be +spared from home. Yes, that is an excellent idea. I was wondering who +would go to meet her." + +Molly was very pleased to accompany Annie to Nortonbury, and Annie was +glad of her company. Molly would be a sort of shield to her; not that it +really mattered, for she had already quite made up her mind how to act. + +The girls enjoyed their pleasant drive together. Mrs. Willis's train was +punctual, and she was soon driving back to the Grange, Molly seated by +her side and Annie on the seat facing her. + +Mrs. Willis had the knack of making all girls perfectly at home with +her. Molly felt sure that a certain feeling of restraint would come over +her when she sat by the side of this excellent and adorable woman; but +the moment she looked into Mrs. Willis's kind eyes, and Mrs. Willis +returned her glance, and said in that full, rich, motherly voice of +hers, "Oh, I have heard of you; you are Molly Lorrimer, you live at the +Towers, and you have a great many brothers and sisters, and your +schoolroom is reached by a spiral stair, and is somewhere up in the +clouds. I have heard all about you many times from Nan." Then Molly +laughed, and felt at home. She felt more than at home, for her heart +gave a strange flutter, and then a curious sense of peace pervaded it. +It was something like being near her mother, and yet it was something +different. The magnetic influence of a good and great spirit was already +making itself felt. + +Annie sat opposite to the two with dancing eyes. + +"How well you look my love," said Mrs. Willis. "I am delighted to see +that the change has done you so much good." + +Annie drooped her long lashes for a moment. + +"I am as well as well can be," she said, "and as jolly as jolly can be, +and you have just come in the nick of time to make everything perfect. +Molly, do tell Mrs. Willis about our fancy ball to-night." + +"I will listen to you in a moment, Molly," said Mrs. Willis; "but first +of all I want to ask Annie a question. I hope you did not send the ring +to Paris, Annie, for, if you did, I never received it." + +"What ring?" asked Annie, looking up in pretended amazement. "Do you +mean my mother's ring, Mrs. Willis, the--the one you lent me?" + +"Yes, dear. I wrote to you last week about it. I was surprised at never +hearing from you, for my letter was quite urgent. I wanted the ring for +a special object, and was disappointed at its never coming." + +"That must have been the letter you never got, Annie," exclaimed Molly. + +"You never got my letter?" exclaimed Mrs. Willis. "How very, very +strange! But I posted it myself, and I know I put the right address on +it. I am relieved, of course, that you did not send the ring when it was +too late; but it is odd about the letter." + +"No, I didn't send the ring," said Annie in a light voice. "How could +I?" + +"Certainly not, dear, if you did not know that I wanted it." + +"Hester was surprised this morning," continued Molly, taking up the +thread of the narrative, and unconsciously giving Annie immense +assistance. "You said, in your letter to her, that you had told Annie a +week ago that you were coming. Then Annie said that she had never got +your letter." + +"It is very queer," said Mrs. Willis. "I must write to the post office +in Paris and make inquiries. Well, I am glad the ring is safe." + +"Of course, it is as safe as possible," said Annie. "It is too bad about +the letter," she continued. "Did you want the ring very badly?" + +"Yes, very badly; but it is not too late yet to manage matters. I want +to have the ring copied as a wedding present for Margaret Cecil, but I +have already spoken to a jeweller about it, and if I send him the ring +to-day or to-morrow he will have it in time. Don't forget to give it to +me, Annie, dear, when we get home." + +"Oh, no," said Annie, "I won't forget." + +A few moments later they arrived at the Grange, where Mrs. Willis was +received with a kind of trembling joy by Hester, who took her into the +house and showered every imaginable attention which her love could +suggest upon her. + +"Time, time," muttered Annie to herself as she rushed away. "Something +must happen between now and to-morrow. I'll keep out of her way to-day, +and in the fuss and excitement she'll forget about the ring. I have told +one big lie about it, and I have insinuated a dozen more, and I vow and +declare one thing--that I will not be discovered now. I'll go on to the +bitter end now, come what will. Heigh-ho, is that you, Nan? What are you +doing? Don't you know that Mrs. Willis has come? What is that you have +in your hand?" + +"It's a letter of yours," said Nan; "I found it in the garden under a +rose bush; it's in Mrs. Willis's handwriting; didn't you say that you did +not hear from her last week?" + +"No more I did; give me that letter; it's quite an old one." Annie +stretched out her hand, snatched the letter from Nan, and pushed it into +her pocket. + +"You didn't read it?" she asked. + +"No, I'm not so mean; what is the matter with you?" + +"I hate to have my letters read." + +"They're not read by girls like me; you needn't be afraid." + +Nan rushed off in a huff, and Annie walked slowly down the corridor. Her +heart felt like lead. She fully believed that Nan had not read the +letter, but Nan's eyes might have happened to glance at the postmark on +it. That postmark contained a date only one week old. Nan was the last +child to whom Annie felt she could confide her guilty secret. + +"Oh, dear, dear," she murmured under her breath, "what a true saying it +is, that 'the way of transgressors is hard.' I am a mean, low sort, not +a doubt of that. Why, if the Lorrimers and Thorntons really knew me as I +am, they wouldn't speak to me. Well, there's nothing for it now but to +carry matters with a high hand, and to let nothing out. If Nan does +happen to have noticed the date on the letter, I'll tell her she was +mistaken. How could I have been so mad as to carry this letter about in +my pocket? Well, to make all things sure, I'll destroy it now." + +"Annie, Annie, we're just going to lunch," called out Hester; "what are +you running into the garden for?" + +"I'll be back in a minute," shouted Annie. + +She ran quickly out of the house and down the broad grass walk which led +to the arbour at the farther end. By the side of the arbour lay a basket +of tools. Annie snatched up a small trowel, and going to the back of the +arbour, dug a hole for her letter. She tore it then into fragments and +buried it, looked round her eagerly, saw that there was not a soul in +sight, and then, with a certain sense of relief, hurried back to the +house. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +PERHAPS. + + +The ball was to begin at nine o'clock. The festive hour grew on apace. +Mrs. Willis said nothing more about the ring, and Annie Forest heaved a +deep sigh of relief. + +"Reprieved until to-morrow," she murmured to herself; "and now for high +frivolity." + +The horses from the Thorntons' stables were in great request during that +eventful day. Hester, who was most anxious to spare her friends all +possible trouble, had decided that she and Nan, and all the rest of +their party, should dress for the ball at the Grange, and come over in +their separate characters prepared to act their different parts at once. +Molly and Hester were to be the two hostesses for the occasion. Guy, who +was a very gentlemanly boy, was to assist them to the best part of his +ability. Annie promised to look after the refreshments, and also to +establish Nora in a becoming attitude on her bed of rose leaves and +clouds. + +Nora made a most beautiful queen of the fairies. She was dressed in a +sort of transparent white; her large, clear wings were very slightly +toned with rose colour, and the whole dress was bespangled with light +sprays of silver. Nora's hair was crimped, and hung in masses over her +shoulders. The silvery dust also shone in her hair. Her eyes were dark +and deep, and natural roses of happiness and excitement bloomed on her +pretty round cheeks. To Annie's ingenuity and genius the whole of the +charming dream-like effect of this fairy queen was due. Mrs. Willis, who +insisted on coming to the ball in the part of the schoolmistress, "The +only part which I shall ever play in life," she had said with a smile to +Hester, was much delighted with the arrangement of everything. Mrs. +Willis was in grey silk, with her favourite Honiton lace. She was a very +striking and beautiful woman, and in her grand simplicity, made a +perfect foil to the fantastic appearance of the younger members of the +party. + +Amongst the honoured guests on this occasion, Mrs. Martin shone +conspicuous. Hester had insisted on her coming over early, and when the +good woman entered the ball-room and saw Nora on her cloudy throne, she +could not help muttering, in an almost angry tone of great excitement-- + +"Eh, eh, why this is almost witchcraft. I didn't believe in them wings +and clouds till now, but sure enough there they are. Seein' is +believin'. I don't hold with it, but I don't deny as it ain't clever." + +"I'm glad you think it clever, Patty Martin," said a very gay voice in +her ear. + +She turned almost in alarm, to be confronted by the most +impudent-looking, and yet the most charming gipsy lass she had ever +looked at. + +Mrs. Martin loathed gipsies. + +"None of your sauce," she said in an angry voice. "This is no place for +the like of you; get out at once or I'll let Miss Hester Thornton know." + +"Oh, nursey, nursey, you'll kill me," exclaimed Annie in a voice choked +with laughter. "Do you mean to say you don't know me?" + +"My sakes alive, Miss Annie Forest!" exclaimed the old woman. "Who'd +have thought you'd have been up to this folly? What are you doing, +masquerading like them hateful gipsies? It's bad enough to have wings +and clouds about; but gipsies--'tain't respectable; my word, no." + +"This gipsy is eminently respectable," said Annie, with a sort of bitter +emphasis. "Here, nursey, take my hand, and let me lead you up the +ball-room. I have many strange characters to introduce you to. I see +plainly that you won't recognise them without my kind assistance. Here, +come along, be quick." + +"My head is getting _moithered_, and that's the only word," said nurse +Martin. "Dear, dear, what _are_ the young coming to? And sakes alive, +what in the world are those?" + +The creatures thus apostrophised by the almost frightened nurse Martin, +were a troop of fairies and brownies, who now rushed into the ball-room +from every direction. The band struck up a merry waltz, and the fairies +and brownies began to dance with vigour. + +"Its past belief," said Mrs. Martin "and did you make all them wings, +Miss Annie?" + +"Oh, dear, no," replied Annie; "they were made by the mothers of the +fairies--at least, I presume so. Now come into the supper-room and let +me get you a comfortable seat." + +Mrs. Martin was glad enough to comply. She said the slippery floor of +the ball-room, and the uncanny creatures that were all round her, made +her feel as if the top of her head would come off. She uttered a little +shriek of terror as Jane Macalister, dressed as Minerva, glided fiercely +by, and was glad to seat herself in a safe corner behind one of the long +supper tables. Annie desired a servant to give her all the refreshment +she required, and then ran off to attend to the other guests. + +Fast and furious rose the fun. During the whole of the present century +the old ball-room at the Towers had not reflected so gay and animated a +scene. Grim ancestors of the house of Lorrimer looked down from their +tarnished frames at the last Lorrimers as they danced away their +precious time in this frivolous and yet enchanting manner. The grown +people, who sat in the gallery and on benches near the walls, talked in +whispers to one another about the lovely scene. The Lorrimers were +popular in the county, and although rumours of coming trouble were rife +about them, yet their friends and well-wishers augured happy results +from this present gaiety. + +But why was not the Squire present, and why was Mrs. Lorrimer absent? + +Molly, who made the gentlest of shepherdesses, came up as these remarks +passed the good people's lips. She stopped to speak to an old friend of +her mother's. + +"I'm so glad you were able to come," she said; "and how sweet your +children look." + +"It was very kind of you to ask us, my dear," responded this lady, "and +the sight is a charming one--quite charming; but I am sorry to miss your +mother." + +"Mother is in London at present; she is away on special business. She is +ever so sorry to be absent to-night." + +"And the Squire, is he quite well?" + +"Yes, thank you. He is in London with mother." + +At this moment a brownie with a hot face and looking rather +uncomfortable in his brown-velvet tights, accompanied by the most +spiritual-looking fairy it was possible to see, revolved slowly round in +the mazes of the waltz. + +The brownie's honest face was raised to Molly's; his brown eyes were +full of a question; the fairy by his side had a far-away look. They both +floated away. + +"Oh, what a charming little pair," said Mrs. Fortescue, Molly's friend. +"Do you know who they are, Miss Lorrimer?" + +"That poor, hot brownie is my brother, Boris," exclaimed Molly; "and +that little girl is Nell, my sister." + +The lady sat down again; and, Molly's partner coming up to claim her, +she joined in the dance, and forgot the question in Boris's eyes. + +There was a commotion near the entrance door. Hester was seen to move +hastily forward. There was a call for Nan, who, accompanied by her +partner, Little Boy Blue, rushed quickly across the room, and the next +moment a tall, aristocratic-looking man was seen moving up the ball-room +with Hester's hand on his arm. Sir John Thornton had kept his word. He +had returned in time if not for the whole of Nan's birthday, at least +to see it out. + +The matrons who sat about the room remarked on his appearance, and said +that they had never seen him look better, younger, or more cheerful. +They said what an admirable thing it was for Sir John to have Hester at +home; and, as Sir John himself was the best possible company in society, +he soon made his presence agreeably felt all over the room. In the +Squire's absence he naturally took the part of host; and no one could be +a more polished or charming host than he. + +One of the many delightful features of this great fancy ball was the +presents which the fairy queen was to bestow upon her many subjects at +the end of the festivities. These presents lay piled up in comical +shapes all round her, and helped to form some of the billowy clouds on +which she was supposed to be resting. The poor little fairy queen +certainly looked most charming, and when the moment came for giving away +the presents, she would enjoy herself to the full; but just now she +could not help envying those fairies and brownies, who could jump about +and skip and dance and have a very good time, without being in quite +such a grand position as she was. On the queen fairy's head rested a +spangled crown of light texture. She felt it almost heavy just now, and +murmured to herself in a sentimental voice, "Uneasy lies the head that +wears a crown." + +Boris, with his eyes still full of that unanswered question, came near +and looked at her. + +"Are you having an awfully dull time, Nonie?" he asked. + +"Oh, it's all right," said Nora, who would have scorned to complain. + +"You're going to give us our presents by-and-by." + +"Yes." + +"You'll feel jolly and hop o' my thumb, won't you?" + +"Oh, I'll feel nothing special," replied Nora, who did not wish to +encourage this brownie in his efforts after familiarity. + +"How hot you look, Boris," she said, with a slight laugh. + +"Hot?" echoed Boris. "I'm boiling. It's these abominations of tights. +Nonie, I'd like to tell you something; it's very important, very." + +"You can't possibly tell it to me now, Boris," replied Nora; "don't +attempt to come too near, disarranging my clouds. Oh, what a naughty, +troublesome boy you are; you have trodden upon that piece of white +tarlatan, and it has all got out of shape. Do run away; do leave me +alone." + +Boris scampered off; he had suddenly caught a glimpse of the round, +smooth face of the shepherdess, Molly, in the distance. If he could only +catch her up, she would allow him to whisper in her ear. Nora was always +rather a cross patch, but Molly was kind. Molly would be interested, +even though she was a shepherdess. He trod on some long trains as he +skimmed by. People called him a tiresome child and an awkward little +worry, but he did not heed them; he was gaining on Molly, and Molly +would be sure to listen to him. Everything would be all right when Molly +knew. Now, he had all but reached her, but no, how tiresome--how more +than tiresome--a shepherd came up and held out his crook to Molly, who +held out hers to him, and then they joined hands, and then they danced +away, away, away, far, very far from Boris and his question. + +He turned round and stamped his pointed shoe in his vexation. + +Nell suddenly came up and touched him. + +"Did you find Molly? Have you told her?" she asked. + +"No, I can't get to her," replied Boris; "she's dancing over there with +that horrid shepherd; he's only Hugh Pierson, and he doesn't look a bit +well. Let's dance by ourselves, Nell; let's forget; 'twasn't nothing but +nonsense, I'm sure." + +"I can't forget," replied Nell. + +"Well, aren't you a little bit hungry? There's lobster and pink +champagne in the supper-room. I'm going in for some; I heard Hugh +Pierson say it was ripping; come and let's have some." + +"I couldn't touch any," said Nell with a little shudder of disgust. + +Boris looked at her and gave vent to the faintest of sighs. + +"While I'm having my lobster, you could eat a jelly, couldn't you?" he +said in the most insinuating of whispers. + +"No, I couldn't; I couldn't touch anything. Go and eat if you want to, +and then come back to me here. I'm going to stand by that window; +perhaps he'll come back and take another peep." + +"It couldn't have been him, Nell; you know it couldn't; he's away in +London, you know." + +"I tell you it was him." + +"Has he brought back my dove, do you think?" + +"No, no; who cares about a dove just now?" + +"Nell, I really do care, and my cage is most beautiful and clean. I put +in fresh seed and water only this morning; wasn't it lucky?" + +"Well, the dove hasn't come," said Nell; "you know it was 'perhaps' +about the dove, and about the pony, and about all the jolly +things--you're always forgetting that it was 'perhaps.' There, go and +eat your lobster, and come back to me when you have done; don't drink +too much champagne, or maybe you'll turn giddy. I'll wait here by this +window." + +Boris, looking decidedly depressed, hesitated for a moment; then seeing +that Nell was resolute, he decided that, even if disappointment were in +store, he could all the rest of his life reflect that he had sat up late +and eaten lobster salad for supper. He accordingly sidled away in the +direction of the supper-room, and Nell, with a light movement, sprang on +one of the benches and then into the deep recess of a window. Here, with +her cloudy hair all about her, her little face as white as her dress, +her eyes big and spiritual in the trouble which vaguely stirred her +sensitive soul, she looked out into the night. Her large wings shielded +her little form, and nobody noticed that one fairy was not joining in +the revels. + +"I did see him," murmured Nell; "I saw his face just for a minute; he +pressed it up against the pane and looked in; his hair was all ruffled, +and his eyes, his eyes--oh, the thought of his eyes makes me ache so +badly. Why doesn't he come in? What is he doing out in the garden? I +know he has come back. I know he's not in London; he has come back and +he is in the garden, and we are all so jolly, and he so sad. What is the +matter? Oh, I know quite well; it's _perhaps_; and the pony, and the +dove, and the rabbits have not come home. Wings--I thought I'd be so +happy when I had wings, but I'm just mis'ribble I'm just mis'ribble." + +There was a little noise behind Nell; she turned her head to see Boris +scrambling up into the seat by her side. + +"I had two plates of salad," he began; "'twasn't so very nice, not so +nice as--why, what's the matter, Nell?" + +"Come," said Nell, taking his hand, "quick, jump down, he's under the +oak tree, just where the shadow is thickest; I saw him move; that's him; +let's go to him, Boris; take my hand; let's run to him." + +Boris's hot hand clutched Nell's. They ran quickly along by the +comparatively empty space near the wall, reached the entrance, and flew +swiftly across the moonlit grass. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +FAIRY AND BROWNIE. + + +Perhaps it was not the first time that the moon had looked down on a +fairy and a brownie running across that old, old lawn. No one could say +anything for certain on this point. We all of us have a sort of undying +belief in fairies, so perhaps they did exist once, before our hearts had +grown too cold and our natures too worldly to understand them. Children +know most about them, but even children don't quite believe in them now, +in the good old-fashioned way of long ago. + +A very pretty fairy and brownie were out now. The moon silvered Nell's +wings and put a sort of unearthly radiance into her hair, and Boris, +with his bright locks standing almost upright on his head, in his +quaint little costume, with his upturned toes and ruffled hands, looked +quite like a true denizen of fairy land. Certain it is that the man who +stood under the shadow of the oak gave a perceptible start when he saw +the fairy and brownie. For a moment the old belief of his early +childhood flashed through his brain, then he recognised Nell and Boris, +and coming to meet them, he took a hand of each. + +"What is it, father?" exclaimed Boris; "what are you standing out of +doors for? I know it's a very warm night, but we want you dreadfully, +dreadfully, in the house." + +Boris rubbed himself against his father's knee as he spoke. Nell +clutched Squire Lorrimer's other hand, and raising it to her lips, +kissed it passionately. Nell did not speak at all. + +"Come in, father, come in," repeated Boris; "and where's mother, and +what are you doing out here under the oak tree?" + +"Looking at you little people; you make a gay sight," said the Squire. + +In spite of himself, his voice was quite hollow. + +"But why don't you come in?" + +"I'm not coming in; I'm going back to London again to-night." + +"Why, father?" asked Nell, opening her lips for the first time, and +looking at him with great intentness. + +The Squire stooped and lifted Nell into his arms. + +"I did not want you to see me," he said. "I knew you were having your +big party to-night, and I had to come to the Towers on--on business. +What are you trembling for, Nell? You ought not to be out; you must run +back to the house at once; why, you are cold, child." + +"I'm _not_ cold, and I _will_ stay and kiss you." + +Nell's arms were pressed tightly round the Squire's neck. Her little +soft lips pressed kiss after kiss on his somewhat grisly cheek. + +Boris, standing on the ground, and looking up at Nell in her fathers +arms, thoroughly realised for the first time that he had gone to useless +trouble in cleaning the dove's cage. + +"Now, Nell, you must be sensible," said her father. "I was obliged to +come to the Towers to-night to--to fetch something. I knew from Molly's +letters that you were going to have a big ball. I thought I'd like to +see how the ball-room looked. We have not had a ball, a very big ball, +in that room since the days of my great-grandmother. My grandmother has +told me about that ball, and about the very window where my +great-grandfather stood when he asked my great-grandmother to be his +wife. He asked her to marry him at that ball, so of course she never +could forget it; and the story of the green dress she wore--apple +green--with her golden locks falling over her shoulders, and the story +of the window where he proposed to her, have been handed down in the +family ever since. To-night, in that same window, the little +great-great-grandchild sat, and looked out, and I saw her; now, you must +run back, Nell. Boris, you run back, too; run and enjoy yourselves; be +happy--God, God bless you." + +"Why don't you come in, father?" asked Boris. + +Nell felt as if she could not say a word. There was so much meaning in +fathers words; there was so much that he said with his eyes, and with +the tight pressure of his arms, which the rather commonplace words he +uttered seemed to have nothing to do with. Nell understood, and her +heart ached so, she seemed to be turned dumb. + +The Squire put Nell firmly on the grass. + +"Run in, both of you," he said. "I must go back to the railway station +at once, or I shall miss my train. I am returning to town to-night. Say +nothing of this to anyone until the ball is over, then you may tell +Molly, if you like, that she will probably see her mother to-morrow. +Good night, chicks." + +"Won't we see you to-morrow, father?" + +But the Squire's only reply was to stride softly away under the trees. + +"Why, he's gone," exclaimed Boris with a little cry. + +"Yes. Didn't you know he was going, Boris? What is the use of making a +fuss?" said Nell. She found she could speak quite well again now. "Take +my hand and come back to the house; let's do what he said." + +"Do you think he's put out about anything?" asked Boris. "He seemed +dumpy, like; I couldn't say anything about the dove; I knew it hadn't +come. Do you think father was sad about anything, Nell?" + +"He didn't say he was, did he?" asked Nell. + +"No." + +"Well, let's come back and dance, or people will miss us. Father said we +weren't to say anything until the ball was over, and then only to +Molly." + +"But if Molly goes back to the Grange?" + +"She mustn't; she must stay here. I'll dance with you now, Boris, if you +like." + +The time had sped faster than the children had any idea of while they +were out. But the dancing still continued and went on until a late hour. +Then the moment when expectation must yield to a delightful reality +arrived. Towards the end of one of the prettiest figures of the +cotillion, the fairies and brownies assumed new characters. Either a +fairy or a brownie conducted one of the many personages who figured in +the fancy ball up to the fairy queen, who, assisted by a number of +satellites, bestowed upon each a gift carefully selected in advance to +meet the requirements of the special child in question. Each child was +expected to drop on one knee to receive the fairy queen's benediction +with her gift; they then filed one by one into the supper-room, where +refreshments of a particularly ethereal, grateful character awaited +them. This scene really ended the never-to-be-forgotten fancy ball. +Hasty departures followed. Carriages rolled away with many sleepy and +happy little folk, and at last the two carriages which were to convey +Sir John Thornton and his party back to the Grange, appeared. + +Nora was to return with them, and Annie Forest had arranged to specially +attend to her comforts. Molly, who intended to come back to the Towers +in a day or two, was also wrapping a white shawl round her shoulders +preparatory to departure, when a brownie rushed quickly from one of the +ante-rooms, flung his arms round her neck, and whispered in her ear. + +"Oh, Molly, what are you waiting for?" exclaimed Nan. "We're all +perfectly dead with sleep, Boris, you naughty boy; you know you have +nothing whatever to say; what are you keeping Molly for now?" + +"I have something to say," replied Boris. "Something most 'portant, I +can tell you." His face flushed with anger; he dragged Molly into the +ante-room. + +"There she is, Nell," he exclaimed; "now you can tell her." + +"What is the matter, Nell, darling?" exclaimed Molly, struck by the +expression on her little sisters face. + +"Molly, Molly," exclaimed Nell, with a sort of gasp in her voice. + +"What is it, Nell, dear? Do speak; they're all waiting for me and I must +go." + +"Oh, must you go? Do stay, do stay; I have something very important to +say; its a message." + +"A message!" exclaimed Molly; anxiety stealing quickly into her voice; +"is it anything about--about father and mother?" + +"Yes, yes; and nobody else is to know; you will stay?" + +"Yes, I'll stay. Wait there a minute, and I'll be back with you." + +Molly ran up to Hester, who was waiting for her in the entrance hall. + +"Good-bye, Hetty," she said, kissing her; "I'm not going back with you." + +"What in the world do you mean, Molly?" exclaimed Hester. "You know you +have promised to stay with us for another day or two, and I want you to +know more of Mrs. Willis, and--why, what's the matter, dear?" + +"Nell is not quite well, I think," replied Molly; "anyhow, I must stay +here to-night; don't say anything to make Nora anxious; good-night." + +"I am afraid, Hester, that we must not keep the horses waiting any +longer," said Sir John in his most measured tones. "Good-night, Molly, +we shall be pleased to see you at the Grange to-morrow if you can tear +yourself away from domestic cares." + +Hester went away, the carriage door was shut, and a moment later the +last of the visitors had departed. + +Molly rushed back for one moment to Nell. + +"I am here," she said, "but if you have a secret to tell me, I can't +talk to you for the present without exciting the curiosity of the whole +house. Go upstairs and get into bed, and I'll be with you as soon as I +can. I daresay my bed is not ready for me, so I'll sleep with you +to-night." + +A ghost of a smile of pleasure flitted across Nell's face as she glided +away. + +Molly went back to the rest of her brothers and sisters. Jane +Macalister, still true to her Minerva costume, was seated at the supper +table, eating a large slice of cold game pie. + +"I am famished," she said; "it was the most fatiguing thing I ever did, +and the dressmaker has made the sleeves of this horrid dress a great +deal too tight, and the neck chokes me. Now, I hope this is the last +folly of the kind that we shall have here for many a long day. I, for +one, refuse to be laced up in this heathen mythology style again. Now +then, my dears, all of you to bed. Molly, what in the world are you +staying here for? We didn't expect you, and your room isn't ready." + +"Oh, I'll sleep with Nell," replied Molly. + +"Very inconsiderate indeed," replied poor Minerva. "Nell's bed is only +large enough for herself, and she's like a feathers weight--with those +dark circles under her eyes too. I saw her flying about and absolutely +going out on to the lawn this evening. Nell is a great deal too +excitable, and certainly her sleep ought not to be disturbed." + +"I promise not to disturb it," replied Molly; "you know, Jane, I'm not +an exciting sort of person." + +"No more you are, my dear; but it frets me to have my arrangements put +out by fads. However, off with you to bed now. Dear me, I am famished. +If Minerva felt as I do, I pity her, poor soul. I'll have a glass of +stout; there's nothing like it when you're worn out. Good night, Molly." + +Molly ran eagerly away. She was waylaid by more than one brother and +sister on her way upstairs, but at last she found herself in Nell's +room. + +Nell was sitting on the side of the bed; she had not attempted to +undress. + +"Oh, come, this will never do," said the practical Molly; "why, you're +ready to drop with fatigue, you poor mite. Here, let me undress you, and +you can talk while I'm doing it. Now, what's the trouble?" + +"It's about father." + +"What about him?" + +"He came back to-night; he stood under the oak tree at the end of the +lawn. I saw him first, because he pressed his face up against one of the +windows and looked in, and afterwards he stood under the oak tree; Boris +and I ran out to him." + +"Yes, yes; go on, Nell." + +Molly's fingers were trembling now, but they did not cease their busy +task of unfastening Nell's clothes. + +"Go on," she said; "what did he say, and why, _why_ didn't you call me?" + + +"Boris tried to catch you up, but you would dance with Hugh Pierson. We +ran out to father and he talked to us. The 'perhaps' has come true, +Molly; oh, Molly, the 'perhaps' has come quite true." + +"How do you know, Nell? Don't tremble so, Nell, dear." + +"Father wouldn't come in," continued Nell, making a brave effort to +recover herself. "He told us about our great-great-grandmother and her +apple-green dress, and he said that he had come back to fetch something, +and that he must return to London to-night; and then he said,'God--God +bless you,' and his voice shook just a tiny bit, and he said that mother +would be home to-morrow, and----" + +"Yes, Nell, and----" + +"Boris said 'Will you come home?' and--but----" + +"What did he say to that?" + +"He said nothing to that; he walked away very soft and quick. Molly, +what does it mean?" + +"I don't know," said Molly. "Now, Nell, you must get into bed. You are +quite cold and shivery. I am going downstairs to fetch you a little hot +wine and water, and then I'll put my arms round you until you sleep." + +Nell was glad to submit to Molly's most comforting ministrations. + +"But I think I do know what it means," murmured the elder girl as she +listened to the gentle breathing of her little sister by-and-by. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +THE LORRIMERS OF THE TOWERS. + + +The morning post brought a letter from Mrs. Lorrimer, which set all +curiosity at rest. This letter was addressed to Jane Macalister, who +read it through first, with feverish haste and brows drawn darkly +together, then again straight from the beginning more slowly, and then a +third time, during which she surreptitiously wiped her eyes, and hoped +the children had not seen her do so. + +Jane was seated before the tea equipage at the head of the long +breakfast table. Molly was helping her brothers and sisters to porridge, +cups of milk, and bread and jam, in her usual deft fashion. Jane raised +her eyes and encountered the brown ones of Molly. + +"Well, Jane," said the young girl in a steady voice; "what is the news?" + +"It's for you all to know, my dears," said Jane Macalister in a steady +voice. "Your mother has asked me to break it to you all. It's just a +question whether you shall all hear it together, or whether Molly shall +hear it by herself first. I think Molly must decide that point." + +"I'll hear it with the others," said Molly. + +As she spoke she went and sat down in a vacant chair near Nell. + +"Perhaps it is not such news to Nell and me as you think," she said. +"Anyhow, we are prepared to hear it." + +"It's 'perhaps' come true," said Nell in a faint voice, looking at Molly +with the ghost of a smile. + +"Dear, dear," exclaimed Kitty, "whatever it is, let's out with it. I +don't suppose we are a set of cowards, any of us. I'm going to guess +what it is beforehand; it's that father's mare has broken her knees; +that's about the worst thing that _could_ happen. Father sent for the +mare to London a week ago; don't you remember, Guy, and when he was +riding her in the park she fell and broke her knees; that's it, you +bet." + +"Do shut up," exclaimed Guy. + +"You bet I'm right," replied Kitty, flushed and defiant. + +Under no other possible circumstances would Kitty have dared to say "you +bet" in the presence of Jane Macalister. + +"Well, my dears," said poor Jane, looking round at all the eager faces, +"I'd better read your mother's letter aloud. I've read it three times to +myself, and have got over the choky business; so now I can read it aloud +without breaking down. This is what your mother says, children. If I +stand up, my loves, you'll all hear it better." + +Jane Macalister stood up at the end of the long table. All the children +dropped their spoons, and knives, and forks, as they listened to her. + +"MY DEAR JANE," she began. + +Here she paused. + +"Your mother and I," she said, "have been Jane and Lucy to each other +ever since we were children." + +"Who cares about that rot now?" murmured angry Kitty. Harry gave her a +pinch which make her scream. + +"You shut up," she said back to him. "I must say something or I'll +'splode." + +"MY DEAR JANE," continued the governess, + + "I must ask you to break the news as you best can to the poor + children. The Squire and I have done all that lay in the power of + mortals to avert the blow. But it has been God's will that we + should not succeed. You can tell Molly by-and-by how it is that her + dear father has got into such terrible money difficulties, but now + the all-important thing for the children to know is this.... The + Towers is sold, and we must all go away from the dear home we have + loved so long. The Squire is terribly upset, and cannot bring + himself to come back just at once, but I am returning to-morrow. + There is nothing for us now but to bear up and make the best of + things. It is not so hard on any of us as it is on the + Squire.--Believe me, dear Jane, your affectionate friend, + + "LUCY LORRIMER." + +There was dead silence after the letter had been read. Then quite +suddenly the terrible and unexpected sound of Nell's weeping filled the +room. + +"Oh, father," sobbed Nell. "Oh, father's face; oh, father's face." + +She hid her head on Molly's shoulder and moaned in the most +broken-hearted way. Boris, too, looked very pale. He remembered the +pressure of the hand which had held his the night before. He heard the +words which were commonplace enough, once again, and he saw the haggard +lines round the lips and round the kindly eyes. + +Boris slipped away from his own side of the table. He went up to Nell +and began to kiss her. + +"I know," he said. "I understand. I saw him, too; but he'll be all right +by-and-by. It's like a big battle, but he'll not flinch; father's made +of the stuff that soldiers have in them. He'll be all right by-and-by." + +"I wish you'd let me look at that letter, Jane Macalister," said Guy. + +Guy was the heir of the Towers. It was his property and all his future, +which that letter seemed suddenly to deprive him of. He was the last boy +in the world to think first of himself; but now his head did feel a +little dizzy. If, it seemed to him up to this moment, there was a solid +fact in all the world, it was that in due time he should step into his +father's shoes and become Squire Lorrimer of the Towers. + +Molly instantly understood the tone of Guy's voice. She started up, and +going to Jane took the letter; then she went to Guy, and put her arm +round his neck. + +"Let's come into the garden and read it together," she said. + +He stumbled up and went with her as if he were blind. They went out +through the open window and down the lawn, and Molly read the letter +aloud once again. + +"Well, it's all up," she said when she had finished. "I have been +expecting it for a long time--a long time; haven't you, Guy?" + +"No," answered Guy. "That's the awful part to me; it's such a sudden +blow. I knew, of course, there were money difficulties; but, then, +somehow or other, most fellows' fathers seem to have got them; and I was +so busy with my books and keeping ahead of the other fellows in form +that I didn't fret specially. I never wanted to think of myself +specially; but sometimes the thought used to cross my mind that there +might be a difficulty about my going to Cambridge by-and-by, and, of +course, I knew that Eton was quite out of the question; but that was +the worst, the very worst, that I thought could happen to me, and +now--now." + +"Poor Guy," said Molly. "You'll never be Squire Lorrimer of the Towers." + +"Oh, of course, that doesn't matter," said Guy, in a would-be careless +tone. "They can never take my real birthright from me. I'm the son of a +gentleman, and I come of the real old stock. It's thinking of father +that floors me, though, Molly. Why, this will just kill him." + +"I'm awfully anxious about him," said Molly. + +"How did he contrive to get into a scrape of this sort? I'm sure we +never were extravagant; we didn't care a bit what we wore nor what we +ate; and I know the grammar school at Nortonbury is cheap enough, and I +really don't think Jane Macalister gets ten pounds a year. I'm sure she +never has a new rag to her back; and as to you girls, of course I'm not +blind; but if you were dressed like other fellows' sisters, you and Nora +would look far and away the prettiest girls in the place." + +"No, no, that's humbug," said downright Molly. "I'm not a bit pretty, +and what's more I don't want to be. Of course, Nora is different. I +acknowledge that she has a beautiful face." + +"And you acknowledge another thing," said Guy; "that very little money +has been spent. How in the world has father got into this scrape?" + +"Well, of course, we can't understand that," said Molly; "only I think I +can guess a little bit. Of course, these are bad times for all +landlords, and half the farmers don't pay their rents properly; and you +remember, Guy, last autumn, the lease of the Sunny Side farm fell in, +and father hasn't been able to let it since, because the whole place is +so fearfully out of repair that no one will take it until it is put in +order; but the real thing which has made it necessary to sell the Towers +is, that father went security a long time ago for a very large sum of +money, and all the other sureties have died or lost their money, and so +father has to pay. I know there was a great fear of that, because mother +told me of it more than a year ago. She said that father always +intended, if the worst came, to try and borrow the money. I suppose he +has failed to do so, and that must be the reason why the Towers has to +be sold." + +"It's a bad business," said Guy, "and I can't realise it a bit yet; of +course we young ones must be as plucky as we can about it, that goes +without saying, but I can't take it in yet. I'm glad it's holiday time, +and I needn't go to school. I couldn't face the other fellows just for a +bit." + +"I know you'll be splendid about it, Guy darling," said Molly looking +affectionately at her brother; "and now do you mind coming with me to +the Grange, for, of course, poor Nonie must be told? We won't stay there +long, for we must do what we can to help mother when she comes home." + +"Yes, I'll come with you," said Guy; "we'd best start at once, it's not +too early." + +"Stay where you are, then, for a moment," said Molly. "I'll run into the +house and tell them we are going." + +She went back to the breakfast-room, where an animated conversation was +going on. + +Nell was lying on a sofa with a shawl over her, and Jane Macalister was +sitting by her side and holding her hand. Harry, Boris, and Kitty were +standing in a little knot by the open window eagerly discussing a +subject which was causing them intense pain, and obliging them to use +many bickering words. They were feverishly anxious about the removal of +their several pets. + +"I know the big rabbit will die," exclaimed Boris. "Unless we can take +the hutch which is built into the wall he'll die. He never will sleep +anywhere except in that one corner of his hutch. It makes him ill, I +know it does, to sleep anywhere else. He'll die if he's moved." + +"No he won't die," said Kitty roundly; "rabbits have got no souls, and +you can't be affectionate and fond of a thing if you haven't got a +soul." + +"Oh, what a lie," interrupted Harry; "and you mean to tell me that my +dormice aren't fond of me, and that they don't prefer me to you--you +clumsy monkey." + +Kitty looked nonplussed for a moment. + +"That's only because you feed them," she said then. "If you didn't feed +them, they'd love me just as well. Ah, yah; who's right? You can't +answer me now, can you? It's only cupboard-love animals have got, and +that proves that they have no souls." + +"It seems to me," said Harry, in a would-be sarcastic voice, "that very +much the same thing may be said of some girls. Who caught you stealing a +peach a week ago? Ha, ha, Miss Kitty." + +"Oh, for pity's sake, children, don't quarrel," exclaimed Molly. + +"That's what I'm telling 'em," said Boris in a tearful voice; "and I +think my big rabbit _has_ a soul, and I'm awful 'feared it will kill him +if he leaves his corner of the hutch." + +"Jane," interrupted Molly, "Guy and I are going over to the Grange to +tell poor Nora about mother's letter, but we'll both be home before +mother returns." + +"Very well, my dear," replied Jane Macalister. "You'd better not have +Nora back, though, Molly, for she's quite certain not to be sensible +about matters, and that's the only thing left to us now. For heaven's +sake, I say, let us keep our senses and not give way to sentiment at a +crisis like this. Go, my dear; tell her that she must take it in a +quiet, matter-of-fact way, and not consider herself in the very least. +The Squire and your mother, and Guy are the three victims; the rest of +us are of no consequence; go, Molly." + +Jane blew her nose very hard after uttering this oration, and there were +suspicious red rims round her eyes. + +Molly joined Guy, and they started on their walk to the Grange. + +Guy had now quite got over the stunned feeling which oppressed him. +There was a great deal of grit in all the Lorrimers, and Guy and Molly +had both even a larger amount of this most valuable quality than the +younger children. The ground, therefore, no longer swam under the brave +boy's feet, and Molly, now that she was obliged to act, and now that she +knew exactly what was going to happen, felt really less unhappy than +before the blow had fallen. + +It was little after ten o clock when the children reached the Grange. +They found Hester and Annie out in the garden picking flowers, and Nora, +looking very happy and very pretty in her new pink cambric, was lying +under a shady tree on the lawn. + +"Hullo, what have you come over so early for?" she asked of the two, +as, dusty and hot, they came up to her side. Mrs. Willis was sitting +near Nora, and reading aloud to her. Nora felt immensely flattered by +her attentions, and yet at the same time not absolutely at home with +her. Mrs. Willis could read character at a glance. She had taken an +immense fancy to Molly, and pitied Nora without admiring her. + +"She is a shallow little thing," she murmured to herself. "Pretty, of +course, but nothing will ever make her either great or wise. Sweet Molly +is one of the angels of the world." + +She rose now to greet the brother and sister as they approached. The +trouble round Guy's handsome eyes was not lost upon her. Poor Molly +looked untidy, and quite worn and old. + +"Oh, how the ball has fagged you!" exclaimed Nora; "see how fresh I am, +and kind Mrs. Willis is reading me a charming story." + +"I won't read any more at present, my dear," said Mrs. Willis, "as no +doubt your brother and sister want to talk to you." + +"Oh, I'm sure they don't," said Nora; "they can't have anything at all +particular to say, and I am so immensely interested. I want to know how +Lucile conquered her difficulties with the French grammar. I have such a +fellow feeling for her, for I always detest grammar. Please, Mrs. +Willis, don't go away." + +"I'll come back presently," said Mrs. Willis; she crossed the lawn as +she spoke, leaving the fascinating book open on Nora's sofa. + +"How tiresome of you both to come and interrupt," said Nora in her +crossest tone. "Molly, you look positively dishevelled; and Guy, you +needn't wear those worn-out tennis shoes when you come to the Grange. +You really, neither of you, have the least idea of what is due to our +position." + +"Our position be hanged," growled Guy. "Look here, we have come to say +something, and as it's particularly unpleasant, you had better listen as +quietly as you can." + +"Then I'm sure I don't want to hear it; I hate and detest unpleasant +things. You know I do, don't you, Molly?" + +"Yes, darling," said Molly, kneeling down by her; "but sometimes bad +things must come and we must be brave and bear them." + +She knelt down by Nora as she spoke, and laid her hot, and not too clean +hand, on Nora's pretty fresh sleeve. + +"I do think its unkind of you to rumple up my frock like that," said +Nora; "if you don't care to look nice, I do, and if you've got +unpleasant news, you shouldn't tell it to me; for the doctor says that +I'm not to be worried at present. I'm getting well nicely, but I'll be +thrown back awfully if I'm worried." + +"That can't be helped," said Guy in a firm voice. "Sometimes unpleasant +things have to be borne. It's no worse for you than for the others." + +"Oh, Nonie, Nonie," sobbed Molly, burying her head on her sister's +shoulder; "it's this, it's this: Guy, you mustn't be cruel; remember she +is weak. Nora, darling, we wouldn't tell you if we could help it, but +you must know, because everyone else will know. The Towers is sold. The +dear old home is ours no longer. We are not the Lorrimers of the Towers +any more." + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +TOPSY-TURVEY. + + +While Guy and Molly were in vain endeavouring to comfort Nora, who, +after uttering shriek after shriek, closed her eyes and lay perfectly +still, so much so, that Molly thought for a moment that she had fainted, +Sir John Thornton left his own private study, where he had been busily +writing letters, and stepping out on the lawn, approached the spot where +Hester and Annie, in their cool white dresses, were picking flowers to +replenish the vases in the different sitting-rooms. The girls made a +pretty picture, and Sir John always admired beauty in any form and under +any guise. + +"Really, Hester is becoming quite distinguished looking," he said to +himself; "she inherits a good deal of her mother's grace, and although +she will never be exactly pretty, she is very aristocratic in +appearance. She has a good figure, too--graceful and lithe. Even beside +Miss Forest, who is a regular beauty of the piquant gipsy order, she +quite shows to advantage. Presently we may be able to get her presented, +and, if necessary, we must have a house in town for three months in the +season. (I shall detest it, but Laura says it is inevitable.) Yes, I'm +sure I have done right. Hester is such a sensible girl that she will +probably be glad of my news; yes, it is evidently my duty to take Hester +into society, and Laura is just the woman to take all the care and worry +off my hands. I should never have thought of marrying again if it were +not for Hester and Nan, but no one can say that I shirk a father's +duties. Now I must break it to Hetty, for Laura says she will be here on +Saturday. I would rather she did not bring her daughter with her, but +she evidently has not the least intention of coming anywhere without +Antonia. Dear, dear, I hope Hester will be sensible. I don't want a bad +quarter of an hour." + +Sir John had now reached the two girls. He had quite forgotten his +dislike to Annie, and smiling at her, asked her in his gracious way why +she did not offer him a rosebud. + +She picked one at once, and he got her to place it in his button-hole. + +"Thank you," he said with a smile; "your taste is admirable, and now I +have a favour to ask of you." + +"Granted, of course," said Annie with a smile. + +"I want to deprive you of Hetty's company for a quarter of an hour. I +have some domestic matters to discuss with my fair housekeeper." + +"You can arrange the flowers, Annie," called Hester, dropping her basket +as she spoke, and going up to her fathers side. + +He drew her hand through his arm and they walked across the lawn +together. + +"I have just been admiring you and your friend," he said. "Do you know, +Hester, that you really grow very nice looking." + +Hester flushed with a strange mingling of irritation and elation. + +To be praised by her fastidious father was something to be remembered, +but she always shrank from having her personal appearance commented +upon. + +Sir John turned round now and smiled into her blushing face. + +"Come down this shady walk with me," he said. "I have a good deal to +talk over with you. Hester, you and Nan have always found me a kind, +indulgent father, have you not?" + +"You have been very good to us," replied Hester. + +"Oh, perhaps not so good as some fathers, but good according to my +lights, eh?" + +"You have been very good to us," repeated Hester. + +"And you are a good, dear daughter," replied Sir John, with almost +enthusiasm; "you never complain of the dull life I give you at the +Grange." + +"The life is not dull, father." + +"My dear, my dear," Sir John patted Hester's long slim fingers as they +rested on his arm, "I was young once myself and I know what youth wants, +and I have seen other girls, and I know what my girl requires. Hester, I +am not unmindful of you; and the step--the step I am about to take is +taken not wholly, but mainly, on your account and Nan's." + +Hester suddenly withdrew her hand from Sir John's arm. A kind of +intuition told her what was coming. Like a flash a sword seemed to +pierce right through her heart. She had a memory of her mother, of the +loving eyes now closed--the voice so full of sympathy now silent. Was +her mother to be supplanted and because of her? For once passion got the +upper hand of prudence. + +"Do it," she said, suddenly flashing round upon Sir John; "do it, +certainly, if you wish, but do not do it for Nan's sake and mine. +Nothing in all the wide world could pain us more." + +Sir John looked as astonished as if Hester had suddenly slapped him in +the face. + +"Your words are extremely vigorous, my dear," he said in a voice of ice; +"and I am not aware that I have yet told you what I mean to do." + +"Oh, I know, I know," answered Hester; "you are going to marry again. +Oh, don't do it for our sakes; that is all I have to say." + +Sir John was quite silent for nearly a minute. Then he said quietly: "As +you have been so clever as to guess my intention, you have of course +saved me the trouble of breaking my news to you. Young girls sometimes +resent the presence of a stepmother, but as a rule they appreciate the +advantage of one when once they have become accustomed to the change. +The lady who has honoured me by promising to accept my hand is Mrs. +Bernard Temple. She is about my own age and has one daughter of +seventeen--your age, Hester--whose name is Antonia. I have not yet seen +Antonia, but I am told that she is a most charming, ladylike girl. Mrs. +Bernard Temple has written to me to say she will come here on a visit on +Saturday with Antonia. This is Thursday, and I expect you, Hester, in +the meantime, to break the news to Nan, and to get everything ready for +the honoured guests who will then arrive. I expect this is a surprise to +you, my dear, so I forgive the excited words you have just made use of. +You will doubtless have reason to rejoice yet at my decision. You are +too young to be at the head of a great establishment like this, Hetty. I +am doing wisely in removing such a burden from such young shoulders." + +"I have never felt it a burden," said Hester in a choked voice. + +"No; you have been good, very good, and now you will reap your reward. +My marriage will probably take place in October, and my wife and I will +return to the Grange for Christmas. Next season we shall probably have a +house in town, when my dear Laura will present you and Antonia at one of +the drawing-rooms." + +Hester made no remark. + +"I think that is all, my love," said Sir John; "you can now return to +your friends. I have several letters to attend to." + +"May I tell Mrs. Willis, and--and the others?" asked Hester. + +"You may tell everyone; it is no secret." + +Sir John took out his cigar case as he spoke, and Hester, with a sinking +heart, turned away. + +Annie, full of trouble on her account, dreading inexpressibly the moment +when Mrs. Willis should ask her for the ring, was sauntering up and +down, lost in anxious thought in front of the house. + +She caught sight of Hester coming slowly towards her. + +"Good gracious, Hetty, whatever is the matter?" she exclaimed. "I never +saw your pale face with peonies on it before, and your eyes look as if +you had been crying. I cannot imagine what has come to everyone," +continued Annie; "the whole place seems to be in a ferment. Nora, I +know, has been crying about something, and Molly's face looks positively +blotchy." + +"Oh, I should like to see Molly; is she here?" exclaimed Hester. + +"Yes, she's on the lawn talking to Nora, and Guy is with them, and Mrs. +Willis joined them half an hour ago. I was running up to them, but Nora +shrieked out to me to keep away. What can be the matter? There seems to +be an earthquake everywhere." + +"So there is as far as I am concerned," replied Hester. "There is an +awful earthquake, and I don't know at the present moment whether I am +standing on my head or my heels." + +"Dear me, you are on your heels," replied Annie; "but you look rather +top-heavy, so do be careful." + +"My father is going to marry again in October," continued Hester, "and +my future stepmother is coming here on Saturday, and there is a girl +called Antonia coming with her--her daughter, and--and Antonia will live +at the Grange in the future, and Annie, I cannot realise it; oh, Annie, +I cannot bear it." + +"You poor darling," said Annie. She put her arm round Hester's neck and +kissed her hot cheeks. + +"What a horrid old man Sir John is," murmured Annie to herself; "what in +the world is he making a goose of himself for?" + +Aloud she said in a faint voice, "Oh, I am bitterly sorry for you. I +don't know what I'd do to my dear old rough-and-ready father if he dared +to give me another mother. And Hetty, Hetty, if these new people are +coming on Saturday, must I go away?" + +"No, of course not, Annie; it would make me much more wretched even than +I am now not to have you in the house; oh, I really don't know how I +dare tell Nan; she is so excitable, and Mrs. Martin has put her against +stepmothers already." + +"It doesn't matter half as much for her," said Annie, "for she will be +at school most of the time. Would you like me to tackle her? I think I +can get her to behave with outward propriety at least." + +"I wish you would tell her," said Hester. + +"Very well, I'll search for her right away; and shall I send Molly to +you?" + +"Dear Molly; yes, I'd rather see her than anyone." + +"I'll fly round and tell her you're here," replied Annie. + +She had now a reason for joining the group on the lawn, which not even +Nora's frantic wavings of the hand to her to keep away could prevent her +attending to. + +"Molly," she said, not coming too near, but shouting from a little +distance; "Hester is on the lawn at the back of the house and wants +particularly to see you for a minute or two." + +Molly stood up and shook out her crumpled holland frock. + +"Very well," she said, "I'll go to her." + +"Stay here, Guy," she continued, laying her hand on her brother's +shoulder. "I won't stay long with Hetty, but she would think it unkind +if I did not tell her. I wonder if she has heard anything. I won't be +long away, for we must go back to the Towers before lunch, in order to +be sure to be in time to meet mother." + +Molly went slowly away, her poor dejected little figure showing only too +plainly the weight of sad care which filled her heart. + +Hester Thornton was, however, for once so self-centred that she could +think of no sorrow but her own. She noticed nothing particular in +Molly's lagging step, and guessed of no special sorrow in her +tear-dimmed brown eyes. + +Hester ran up to Molly and clutched her arm with feverish force. + +"Oh, Molly," she gasped, "how can I bear it? my worst, worst fears are +realised. My father is going to marry again." + +These words gave Molly a shock; she turned quite white for a moment. + +"Hester," she said, "oh, Hester, and I remember your mother, your sweet +mother. I was only a very little girl when I saw her last. She was ill +at the time and she died soon afterwards, but I cannot forget her face +nor her words; she seemed something like an angel." + +"So she was," said Hester. "A beautiful, dear angel--too good for this +world." + +Hester's courage gave way; she began to sob brokenly. + +"Come into the field at the back of the house," said Molly; "we'll be +quite alone there, and then you can tell me everything and I can tell +you everything." + +"Oh, have you bad news too?" said Hester. "Annie seemed to think you +had; she said your face was blotchy, and that Nora had been crying. Oh, +Molly dear, Molly dear, how selfish I am; I have been absolutely +swallowed up in this dark cloud, and can think of no one but myself. I +notice now how red your eyes are, and how sad your mouth. Poor, dear +Molly, what is it? Is Nell really ill? Was that why you did not come +back with us last night?" + +"It isn't Nell," said Molly in a trembling voice; "it's--Hester--it's +what we feared. We had a letter from mother this morning, and it's all +over--it's all over, Hetty--the Towers is sold." + +"And my father is going to marry again," said Hester; "it seems to me as +if the world were turning topsy-turvey. Oh, Molly, what are we both to +do?" + +"Jane Macalister would say that we are not to think of ourselves," said +Molly with a wan attempt at a smile, "but somehow I don't feel like +following her advice just at present." + +"Nor I either," replied Hester; "I never, never in the whole course of +my life felt more horrid and wicked, and rebellious, and selfish." + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +THE NEW OWNERS. + + +It is surprising how soon, at least when we are young, the greater +number of us get accustomed to things. The news of the sale of the +Towers, and of Sir John Thornton's approaching marriage, had electrified +the Lorrimers and the Thorntons on Thursday. Had electrified them to +such a degree that even the common observances of life seemed queer and +out of place. It seemed wrong to eat when one was hungry; inhuman to +smile; and even when one was sleepy, it seemed necessary to go to bed +with a sort of apology. Nevertheless, the hungry people had to be fed, +smiles had now and then to chase away tears, and in youthful slumber +sorrow was for a time forgotten. + +By Saturday life was going on much as usual in the two households. The +Lorrimers were not to leave the Towers for six weeks. There was no +immediate necessity, therefore, for the younger members of the +household to think about moving the pets. Six weeks seemed something +like for ever to them. The anxious consultations of the elders were not +shared by them. Mother had come home, and mother kissed them just as +tenderly as ever at night, and petted them just as much in the morning, +and coddled them just as persistently when there was the least scrap of +anything the matter. Whenever they went away, mother would go with them, +and that, after all, was the main thing. In their secret hearts, they +became rather excited about the move, the packing, and the new home. +Boris, it is true, sometimes woke at night with a start and a hot +remembrance of the clutch the Squire had given his hand when he stood +under the oak tree, and Nell sobbed out piteously once or twice, "Oh, +father's face, oh, father's face;" but father was not with them and +mother was, and the sun rose and set as usual, and the fruit ripened in +great plenty, and the pets were all well, and it was holiday time, and +mother earth was specially tranquilising and kind. By Saturday, Boris, +Kitty, and Nell were to all appearance just as they were before, and +even the elder members of the family behaved, as Jane Macalister +expressed it, "like sensible Christians." + +In the Thornton household, too, the first overwhelming shock of Sir +John's approaching marriage had passed by. Nan had stormed and raged, +and flung her arms round nurse's neck, and sobbed herself at last to +sleep on her breast, but Nan's passion was over now, and she was even a +little curious to see what sort of woman Mrs. Bernard Temple was, and +what sort of girl Antonia would be. Hester, whether her heart was heavy +or light, was forced to attend to many household cares, and Annie was +happy once more, for Mrs. Willis had not yet asked her for the ring. +Mrs. Willis had yielded to Hester's strong entreaties to remain at the +Grange until Monday. She was deeply interested in the Lorrimers, and was +most anxious to help Molly in any way in her power; she was also +desirous of seeing Hetty through the difficult ordeal of her first +introduction to her future stepmother; she resolved, therefore, at some +personal sacrifice, to prolong her visit at the Grange for a few days. +No events less absorbing would have made her forget the ring. The +exciting events of Thursday had, however, put it completely out of her +head. On Friday, it is true, she did think of it, but Annie was not +present at the time, and she now resolved not to trouble herself to have +the ring copied, but to buy another present for her ex-pupil. + +Annie knew nothing of this intention, but delay had made her bold, and, +as usual, she had great faith in her own good luck. + +On Saturday morning Sir John contributed vastly to the excitement and +interest of the party by a certain piece of news which he read aloud to +them from a letter he had just received from Mrs. Bernard Temple. + +"My dear Hester," he said, looking down the length of the table at his +daughter, "did not you once tell me that you had a schoolfellow at +Lavender House of the name of Susan Drummond?" + +"Sleepy Susy," exclaimed Hester with a smile. "I had almost forgotten +her, although she managed to worry me a good deal at school. She was my +room-mate for the first couple of terms. Oh, dear, oh, dear, shall I +ever forget the trouble we used to have to wake her?" + +"She left Lavender House a good many years ago; what of her?" exclaimed +Mrs. Willis; "the fact is, I have quite lost sight of her." + +"And so have I," said Hester; "frankly, I did not care about remembering +her." + +"Well, whether you like it or not, you are likely to hear a good deal +more of her now," said Sir John, "for Susan's father is the new owner of +the Towers, and Mrs. Bernard Temple wants to know if she may bring Susan +as well as Antonia to-day, as Susan is naturally most anxious to see her +new home. Have we a vacant bedroom, Hester?" + +"Oh, yes," replied Hester, "but it seems----" + +"What, my dear?" + +"Nothing, father--only--but----" + +"But me no buts," replied Sir John in a tone of irritation. "Nothing can +be more natural than a young girl's wish to see her future home. I shall +telegraph to Mrs. Bernard Temple to let her know that we shall be +pleased to give Miss Drummond a hearty welcome." + +Sir John rose from his chair as he spoke, and a moment later left the +room. + +"Poor Nora," exclaimed Hester, when the door had closed behind him. +"Susy is certain to say something to hurt her dreadfully, for unless she +has tremendously altered, I never saw a creature with less tact." + +"We must hope for the best," said Mrs. Willis. "I am rather glad, my +dear," she added, "that I am here, for I think Miss Susy will be on her +best behaviour in my presence." + +"Well, I think it's the most awful thing that ever happened," exclaimed +Nan. "Fancy having a sleepy thing like that at the Towers, instead of +Nell and Kitty and Boris." + +The girls discussed the matter a little further, and then Hester went +away to attend to Nora. + +The shock of Molly's intelligence had really affected Nora to an almost +painful degree. Her nerves had been terribly shaken by her serious fall, +and she was so restless and miserable for the first twenty-four hours +after the stunning blow had been given to her that the beloved Towers +was no longer her home, that a doctor had to be sent for, who ordered +her a soothing draught, and said that she ought to be kept extremely +quiet. + +By this time, however, Nora was not only better, but much interested in +the strange new outlook. She had found her life often dull enough in the +dear old home--for it was by this term she now invariably spoke of the +Towers--she had longed to flutter her little wings in a larger and gayer +world--she had fancied the small triumphs which might be hers, and had +believed much in the charms of her own pretty face. She had dreamed +dreams of herself in society, and felt sure that the fact of her being a +Lorrimer of the Towers would insure her a passport into any circle. Now, +of course, matters would be different, but still the new life must be, +at least, more interesting than the old. It would be impossible any +longer to have nothing to do in the day except to learn rather +old-fashioned lessons under the tutorship of Jane Macalister, to +contrive to dress out of almost nothing at all, and to listen for ever +to Molly's slow talk about ways and means, and the children's chatter +over their pets. Nora looked ahead with interest. She was sorry for +Hester, of course, but she thought it would be very delightful to meet +Mrs. Bernard Temple and Antonia, and even the news that Susan Drummond +was coming, and that Susy's father was now the owner of the Towers, +scarcely disturbed her equanimity. + +"It's very kind of you to break it to me, Hetty," she said; "but of +course I knew that someone had bought the Towers, and why not Mr. +Drummond as well as another?" + +"Why not, truly," replied Hester; "I am glad you are so sensible, Nora. +I'll send Annie to you as soon as ever I can. Now I must run away, as +there is a great deal to be done." + +"How pale you look," said Nora, touched with a feeling of compunction at +an indescribable something in Hester's face and voice. "Are you really, +really fretting?" + +"No, I hope not," replied Hester; "but I am really, really fighting, and +that is hard work; now I must be off." + +She left the room in a hurry, and as she went away to interview the +housekeeper, some tears gathered in her eyes. + +"Dear, dear Molly," she murmured to herself; "how very different she is +from Nora; oh, how I wish Susy was not going to be settled at the +Towers, it seems to be quite the last straw. 'As well Mr. Drummond as +another,' says Nora; ah, but she would not say that if she really knew +Susy." + +The remaining hours which were to intervene before the arrival of the +guests passed swiftly by. Sir John went alone in the landau to +Nortonbury to meet them. An omnibus was sent for the luggage and for +Mrs. Bernard Temple's and Miss Drummond's maids. Nan, flushed, excited, +and defiant, stood in her white dress on the steps; Hester, also in +white, stood by her little sister and held her hand with a firm +pressure. + +"Keep quiet, Nan--do keep quiet, for my sake," she whispered once in an +emphatic voice. + +"I'll vent it on Susy Drummond," exclaimed Nan: "she's the safety valve; +I'm glad she's coming." + +"Here they are," said Hester. She felt herself turning very pale, and +laid her other hand on Nan's shoulder. The sound of wheels was +distinctly audible, and the next moment the landau with its four +occupants bowled rapidly up to the door. Mrs. Bernard Temple was all +smiles and bows. She was a graceful, well-preserved woman, handsomely +and fashionably dressed. Although the same age as Sir John, she looked +years younger. Antonia was a dark-eyed, sallow-faced girl, difficult to +say anything about at the first glance, and Susy Drummond was the +well-known Susy Drummond of Lavender House. A little taller, a little +fatter, a little more sleepy-looking, if that were possible, than she +used to be in the old days, but still the Susy whom Hester had detested, +and whose departure from the school was hailed with relief by everyone. + +Before anyone else could speak she now raised her full, light blue eyes, +fixed them on Hester, and drawled out, "Who would have thought of seeing +you again, Prunes and Prism?" + +Hester ran down the steps accompanied by Nan. There was a confused +murmur of greeting and introduction. Mrs. Bernard Temple kissed Hester +on her forehead, called her "dear child," and looked into her eyes in a +way which made Hester long to shut them, patted Nan on her shoulder and +hoped she was a good, obliging little girl, and then, followed by +Antonia and Susy, who dropped a succession of wraps the whole way, +entered one of the drawing rooms. + +"My dear John, what a perfectly _charming_ room," exclaimed Mrs. Bernard +Temple, turning to her future husband and glancing down the long room +with a critical eye. "Furniture just a _little_ out of date--not enough +Chippendale--old-fashioned, but not antique--we'll soon put that right, +however. Antonia has a wonderful eye for colour. You see, she has been +trained in an atelier in Paris." + +The faintest perceptible frown might have been seen between Sir John's +eyebrows. He took no special notice of Mrs. Bernard Temple's remark, but +walking up the long and exquisitely proportioned room flung open some +French windows which led into a flower garden, gay with every imaginable +flower. There was a distant and very lovely view from this window. + +"I think you will admire the landscape from this window," he said, +turning and speaking with an air of great deference to his distinguished +guest. + +"In one moment, my love," she replied. "Antonia, what do you think of +old gold curtains, and one of those dark olive-green papers for the +walls? This light decoration is absolutely inadmissible." + +"Old gold is quite out of date," replied Antonia, opening her lips for +the first time. "I'm sick of old gold, it's not _chic_ now. I'll look +through some of my antique designs and sketch my idea of a drawing-room +for you presently, mother; now pray attend to Sir John." + +Mrs. Bernard Temple favoured her daughter with a glance which was +returned in a very frank and determined manner by that young lady. She +then sailed slowly up the room and condescended to admire the view +pointed out by Sir John. + +Hester was standing near one of the windows talking to Susy, who had +already sunk into an easy chair, and was fanning herself with an +enormous black fan which hung at her girdle. Antonia, after a moment's +hesitation, came up to Hester. + +"I'm very sorry we have come," she said, "but it really is not my fault. +Mother is in a state of flutter at having caught Sir John. I'm disgusted +about it all. I don't want a stepfather any more than you want a +stepmother. I'm to be turned into a fine lady now, and I hate being a +fine lady. I have a soul for art. I adore art. I'm all art. Art is +sacred; it shouldn't be talked about the way mother speaks of it. When I +was in Paris I was in my element. I wore a linen blouse all over paint; +ah, that blouse--those happy days." + +"Oh, Tony," suddenly burst from Susy's lips, "for pity's sake don't go +off into a trance; you'll put Hester into a fit. Her face at the present +moment is enough to kill anyone. For goodness sake, Hester, don't look +like that; you'll make me laugh, and if I laugh immoderately it always +wakes me up. I was looking out for a little nap before tea--forty winks, +you know--I can't live without my forty winks, and now if you put on +that killingly tragic face, I'll scream with laughter, I know I shall. +Oh, dear, oh, dear, you must learn once for all never to mind a single +thing Tony says; she's the oddest, most irrational creature--a genius of +course--her pictures are simply monstrosities, which is a sure sign of +genius." + +"Would you like me to take you to your room?" said Hester, turning to +Antonia when Susy had given her a moment of time to open her lips. "I'm +sure you must be tired after your long journey." + +"What should tire me?" asked Antonia, opening her big brown eyes in +astonishment. "I travelled first-class from London, and drove out here +in a landau; the whole journey was nothing short of effeminate. When I +was in Paris I rose at four in the morning, and worked at my easel +standing for five hours at a stretch; that was something like work. No, +I'm not the least tired, thank you, and I don't want to be bothered +tidying myself, for I may as well say frankly that I don't care twopence +how I look." + +"Tea will be ready in half an hour," said Hester. "Will you come out +into the garden, then, for a stroll?" + +"If you don't hate me too much to walk with me; but pray consider your +own feelings if you do, for I don't in the least object to strolling +about alone." + +Hester and Antonia had now stepped out on the velvet lawn. They each +gazed fully at the other. + +"No," said Hester, speaking with a sudden swift intuition; "I don't hate +you; I rather like you. I am glad you are frank." + +"Oh, I hate pretence," said Antonia, with a shudder. "Fancy a priestess +of art stooping to pretence. Well, if you don't detest me, let us walk +about for a little. Have you no wild, uncultured spot to show me, which +the hand of man has not defaced? My whole soul recoils from a velvet +lawn." + +"Oh, Tony, Tony, you're too killing to live," shrieked Susy from the +other side of the window. + +Antonia and Hester moved slowly away together; Hester was trying to +think of some portion of the grounds which might be sufficiently full of +weeds and thorns to satisfy the priestess of high art, and Susy lay back +in her chair and wiped her eyes. + +"This is rich," she murmured to herself. "To think of poor Prunes and +Prism being thrown with Tony--to think of Tony as a sort of sister to +Prunes and Prism. Well, this is a delicious lark. Hullo! is that you, +Nan? Come along and speak to me at once, you pert puss. Why, do you know +you've grown?" + +"Well, I don't suppose I've stood still for the last five years," +replied Nan, who could be intensely pert when she pleased. "I'm too busy +to stay with you now, Susy; Nora wants me." + +"Nora; who is Nora?" + +"Nora Lorrimer." + +"Nora Lorrimer, is she one of the Tower Lorrimers?" + +"Yes; she wants me in a hurry; I must fly to her." + +"Stay a moment, my dear child," Susy absolutely rose from her chair in +her strong interest. "If this girl is one of the Tower Lorrimers, I had +better know her at once; you had better bring her to me and I'll +question her." + +"I can't bring her to you; she has had a fall and is lying on her back; +she can't walk." + +"Dear me, what a nuisance; well, I'll go to her, then. Come along, +Nancy, show me the way this minute." + +"But really, really, Susy," began Nan, raising blue, imploring eyes. +"Really, it is very sad about the Towers, you know." + +"Sad; good heavens, are the drains wrong?" + +"It's sad about the Lorrimers," continued Nan, stamping her foot and +growing red with anger; "we love the Lorrimers; they are our dearest, +our very, very dearest friends, and we hate their leaving the Towers. +Perhaps Nora doesn't want to see you, Susy." + +"Come along," said Susy in a firm voice; "I want to see her. What +sentimental folly you talk, Nan. Squire Lorrimer was very glad indeed to +find such a purchaser as my father for his tumbledown old place." + +"The Towers tumbledown!" exclaimed Nan, "the beautiful, lovely, darling +Towers! Susy, I hate you--I hate and detest you; I won't show you the +way to Nora's room, so there!" + +Nan pulled her frock out of Susy's detaining hand and rushed away. + +Miss Drummond stood quite still for a moment where she had been left. +Then she put up her hand to smooth her brow. + +"This sort of thing would be ruffling to most people," she murmured, +"but I really don't mind. Now, shall I have my forty winks before tea, +or shall I poke round by myself until I find this blessed aggrieved +Nora? That horrid little piece of impertinence has quite woke me up, so +it's scarcely worth while to get soothed down again; I think I'll find +Nora and ask for some information which I am anxious to write to father +about, then after tea I can have a snooze until it is time to dress for +dinner. Dear, dear, they might have the politeness to have tea ready on +one's arrival. I expect my stay here will be precious slow, with their +old-fashioned, prim ideas; if it weren't for Tony I'd die, but she'd +really make a cat laugh; it will be better than a play to watch her at +dinner to-night with Sir John. Now, then, for a search for the tearful +Nora." + +Susy, accordingly, in her usual ponderous, somewhat heavy mode of +progress, wandered from one room to another until at last the sound of +voices guided her to the pretty little boudoir, where Annie Forest and +Nora had taken shelter, and where Nan was now standing, pouring out her +tale of woe. A slight creak which the door made caused the girls to turn +their heads, and there stood Susy, shedding articles of her wardrobe, as +usual, as she walked. Her flaxen hair was partly unpinned and lay in a +rough coil on her fat neck. She came with elephantine weight into the +room, and ignoring Annie Forest altogether, held out a hand to Nora. + +"Here I am," she said. "I'm Susy Drummond. 'Miss Susan Drummond, the +Towers,' will soon be on my visiting cards. Isn't the place very +ramshackle? Doesn't it want to be put into repair a good bit? I'm just +dying to hear all about it. Oh, and here's an American swinging-chair--I +just adore them. You don't mind if I see-saw gently while you talk to +me. Nan, I bear no malice; fetch me a footstool, love, and let me know +when tea is brought into the drawing-room. Annie, how do? I hope the +female dragon is very well." Annie flushed crimson. Only a startled look +on Nora's pretty face enabled her to control herself. She walked to the +window and looked out. + +Susy blinked her sleepy eyes after her. + +"Never mind," she said, winking at Nora, "it's an old feud which I +buried--I'm the most forgiving creature in Christendom--but if she +chooses to dig up the hatchet, I can't help her. I always called that +detestable Mrs. Willis the she-dragon. You don't know her, I suppose? +You're in luck, I can tell you. Thank you, Nan, for the footstool. Now, +this is most comfortable. You'll begin to tell me all you can about the +Towers, won't you?" she continued, bending slightly forward and laying +her fat hand on Nora's slim white arm; "and so you really are a +Lorrimer? How profoundly interesting." + +Nora fidgeted restlessly on her sofa. + +"I'm a Lorrimer," she said at last in a steady voice. "I--I don't think +I can tell you about the Towers; you'll probably go and see the place +for yourself, either to-morrow or Monday." + +"I shall certainly go to-morrow, and at an early hour, too; my father is +most anxious to get my opinion on it." + +"Well, then, you'll see it for yourself." + +"So I shall--quite true, little Miss Rosebud; but, nevertheless, there +is such a thing as curiosity, which, doubtless, you can gratify. Now, +let's begin. I'm nothing if I'm not practical. How many bedrooms are +there?" + +"I don't know." + +"You don't know? Are you simple? Have not you lived there all your +life?" + +"I have, but I don't really know. Perhaps if I count I can tell you. +First, in the Tower, there's Jane Macalister's room, and Boris sleeps +near her, and then there's Kitty--she has a room to herself--it's rather +small, but she's immensely proud of it, and there's Nell and--" + +Susy suddenly clapped her hands to her ears. + +"For goodness sake stop," she exclaimed. "What do I care for your +Macalisters, and Boris's, and Kittys? I want to know how many bedrooms +there are--ten, twelve, twenty, thirty? Can't you count?" + +"Yes, perfectly," replied Nora with spirit; "but I never troubled myself +to count the number of bedrooms at the Towers; you can do so for +yourself when you go to see it to-morrow." + +"Thanks for nothing. If I'm anything I'm practical, and I shall not only +count the bedrooms to-morrow, but measure them also. I shall take a +measuring tape with me, and my maid Linette and a foot measure." + +"How pleasant for Linette to be sandwiched between a measuring tape and +a foot measure," exclaimed Annie, turning round from her position at the +window and speaking for the first time. + +Susy favoured her with a slow glance of intense dislike. Slightly +turning her back she proceeded with her catechism of Nora. + +"At least you can say something about the drawing-rooms. How many feet +long is the principal drawing-room?" + +Before poor Nora could reply, the door of the room was slowly opened and +Mrs. Willis, with her usual calm, strong face, entered. + +Susy Drummond gave such a start of dismayed surprise that Annie forgave +her a good many of her sins on the spot. + +Mrs. Willis came up to her and held out her hand. + +"How do you do?" she said. "Sir John Thornton told us this morning at +breakfast that we might have the pleasure of meeting you here. Are you +well?" + +"Oh, yes, I'm--I'm quite well, ma'am," replied Susy, stammering out her +words in hopeless confusion. + +"Nora, dear, you are looking very tired," continued Mrs. Willis. "I +propose to have tea with you here alone, and to read to you for a little +afterwards. Annie, will you take Miss Drummond to the drawing-room? I +saw the tea equipage being taken in as I passed." + +Susy shambled out of the room in Annie's wake. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +HESTER SPEAKS HER MIND. + + +The next day was Sunday, and Susy, notwithstanding her strong +inclinations, was forced to submit to Sir John Thornton's decree that +she should not visit the Towers that day. Hester had sent a hurried note +to Molly apprizing her of Susy's arrival, and begging of her, if she +valued her peace of mind, not to come near the Grange on this dreadful +Sunday. + +It passed somehow. Poor Hester always, during the remainder of her life, +looked back upon it as a day of hopeless worry and confusion of brain. +Everyone seemed to be playing the game of cross-purposes with everyone +else. Sir John kept on assuring himself that he was the happiest man in +existence, while Mrs. Bernard Temple and Antonia evidently trod on his +corns at each step he took. Susy, in her moments of wakefulness, was sly +and watchful. Antonia was absolutely indifferent to everything but high +art. Mrs. Bernard Temple was busy as busy could be making hay while the +sun shone. She guessed shrewdly--perhaps her experiences with the late +Mr. Bernard Temple helped her--that it was during the time of courtship +when most of her wishes would be carried out. She insisted, therefore, +on going carefully into the many alterations which she proposed to make +in the Grange, and Sir John, notwithstanding his innate aversion to fuss +of any kind, was forced to listen to her demands, and, as he was really +attached to her, she soon got him to say yes to her different proposals. + +Nan and Hester, Annie and Nora, kept as much together as possible. This +was made easy for them by kind Mrs. Willis, who not only kept Susy in +considerable awe, but contrived to interest Antonia by allowing her to +talk art to her by the hour. Antonia used a jargon which Mrs. Willis did +not in the least understand, but even Antonia was not proof against the +gracious sympathy of this high-minded woman. + +The girls had, therefore, plenty of time for self-pity. Annie was the +very soul of sympathy, and it was a comfort to poor Nora and Hester to +pour out their sorrows in her affectionate ears. As for Nan, she took +refuge a good part of the time with Mrs. Martin, who shook her fists, +when Nan was not looking, at the backs of Sir John and Mrs. Bernard +Temple as they walked down one of the lawns side by side. + +"She's his match!" murmured the old woman. "She'll give it to him; now +he'll know what a selfish wife means! He have 'ad his turn of the other +kind, and now he'll know what the selfish sort is. Serve him right, I +say; serve him well right!" + +At last the weary Sunday came to an end and on Monday, after breakfast, +Susy announced her intention of going over to the Towers. + +"I suppose I can have a carriage?" she said, turning to Sir John, who +paused in his exit from the dining-room to give her his polite +attention. + +"I suppose I can have a carriage?" she repeated. + +Annie interrupted-- + +"The Towers is scarcely a mile away across the fields," she said. + +"I don't think I can walk a mile," replied Susy; "my muscles are awfully +weak--I dare not strain them." + +"You can have a carriage with pleasure," said Sir John. "I will order +one to be round at whatever hour you wish to name." + +"At once, please," said Susy; "there's a good deal to be done. I've to +measure all the rooms for carpets and druggets." + +"You surely won't cover the rooms with carpets?" exclaimed Antonia. "I +never heard of anything so Philistine. Oak parquetry, with rugs that +slip about, is the only thing admissible. Better bare boards than +carpets--carpets are simply atrocious!" + +When Antonia began to speak, Sir John was heard to slam the door behind +him; he had had quite enough of this young lady. + +An eager discussion followed his departure, and it was finally decided +that Susy, Hester, and Antonia, accompanied by Annie Forest, should +drive over to the Towers. + +"My part in the expedition will be this," exclaimed Annie, taking Hester +aside for a moment. "I'll collect every single Lorrimer child I can lay +hold of and carry them away to the most remote part of the grounds I +can find, to be out of the reach of that detestable Susy and the torture +she means to inflict. I should recommend you, Hester, to come with us." + +"I'd like to very much," replied Hester, with a faint smile; "but I +think I must stay with Mrs. Lorrimer and Molly. I don't know that I +shall be the least comfort to them, but somehow I can't desert them." + +A few moments later the little party drove off, and in the course of +half-an-hour they arrived at the Towers. There was a winding and rather +steep beech avenue, leading up to the older part of the mansion. Owing +to the sad state of Squire Lorrimer's finances, this avenue was by no +means in a state of complete repair. Hester turned her fleet little +ponies--for she was driving--into it. They were spirited, but always +well-behaved; on this occasion, however, they started violently, for +Antonia was heard to utter a piercing shriek of rapture. + +"Oh, those briars," she exclaimed--"those heavenly, heavenly, artistic +briars! Stop the carriage, I beg of you, Miss Thornton! I must cut some +without a moment's delay!" + +"We can't stop on the side of a hill, Antonia," said Susy. "The ponies +are fretting already, and nothing would induce them to stand still. You +don't want us to be killed, I suppose, for the sake of an odious briar?" + +The only answer Antonia made was to press her bony right hand with +unnecessary force on Susy's right arm and vault from the carriage. + +"Go on," she said, waving her hand to Hester; "I'll follow you +presently. You don't suppose I'm going to lose a chance of this kind! I +have brought my colour-box with me, and I mean to make a study of those +briars before I go another step." + +Suiting her action to her words, Antonia had already seated herself on a +steep bank and was unfastening her portfolio. + +"What a show she'll be when she does arrive," exclaimed Susy. "She'll +probably bring three or four enormous briars into the house with her; +but we may be thankful to be rid of her for a little, for she is so +painfully positive. I place the greatest faith, of course, in her +opinions, for she really is a magnificently ugly artist, and ugly art +is, of course, the only correct thing now; but I do think we might have +the bedrooms comfortable, don't you, Hester? With my tendency to forty +winks at odd moments, I think it is scarcely safe to have every room +covered with oak parquetry and rugs that slip about. The doctor says I +am very deficient in muscle, and if I fell I might break a bone rather +badly--don't you think so, Hester?" + +"Yes, I do!" said Hester. "I think you had better furnish the Towers +exactly as you please, and not take any opinions from Antonia!" + +They had reached the brow of the hill now, and Hester was resting her +ponies for a moment. + +"How fiercely you speak," said Susy in an aggrieved tone. "Aren't you +really interested in me and my future? Coming to the Towers is a very +important step for me. I shall be the mistress, and in a position of +great distinction. Father says I must entertain, and I hate +entertaining, for it rouses one up so dreadfully; but I do think that +you, as an old schoolfellow, might take a little interest in me." + +"Listen to me for a moment," said Hester; "I want to say something." + +"Oh, how appallingly solemn you are! I wish I had a lollipop to stop +your mouth with." + +"You must listen," said Hester in a firm voice; "I'm not joking. Times +come in all lives when one cannot joke. I did not love you as my +schoolfellow, Susy, and, frankly, I do not love you now; but, when you +come to the Towers, I'll do everything in my power to help you, not +because I like to do this, but because it's right. I can help you in +many ways, for you don't know anything of county society; and, coming +after such an old and popular family as the Lorrimers, people will be +very apt to cut you if you are not careful. My father and I know +everyone in the place, and we can get them to be kind to you if--if you +deserve it; but that depends altogether on how you treat the Lorrimers +now." + +"Bravo," burst from Annie, who was sitting in the back seat, but who +overheard Hester's words. + +"Don't interrupt me, Annie, please," said Hester. + +"The Lorrimers are my dearest friends," continued Hester. "Molly +Lorrimer, whom you have not yet seen, and Annie, here, are the two +greatest girl friends I have in the world. It is a great, great sorrow +to the Lorrimers to leave the home where they and their people have +lived before them for hundreds of years, and until they leave the place +you ought not to talk before them of the way you mean to furnish the +Towers when you are in possession. You ought to regard their feelings; +and if you wish to please me, and if you wish me to help you by-and-by, +you will. Remember, you are not in possession yet. The Towers is not +your place yet." + +"Well, I never!" exclaimed Susy. "Why, you've turned into an orator;" +but Hester's words had subdued her a good deal, for if she had one +source of envy, it was the envy which _parvenus_ like her give to the +old county people, and if there was an ambition in her stagnant soul, it +was to be considered a county person herself. + +Accordingly, when the party entered one of the drawing-rooms of the +Towers, and Molly, looking pale and anxious, came forward, and Mrs. +Lorrimer received Susy with that gentle kindness which always +characterised her, the young lady had not a word to say. She sank down +on an ottoman in the centre of the room and gazed vacantly around her. + +A whoop from Boris was heard outside. Annie rushed to the door to be +greeted by him and the other children, and carried away in their midst. + +Mrs. Lorrimer asked Susy if she would like to see over the house. + +"Yes, please," replied Susy; "I have brought the tapes and measures." + +She stopped, for Hester had given her a heavy frown. + +"If its really inconvenient, I needn't do anything to-day," she said, +sinking back into her seat. + +Mrs. Lorrimer looked puzzled, and Molly opened her brown eyes very wide. + +Just then there came an interruption, in the shape of two individuals +who entered the drawing-room by separate doors. One of them was Jane +Macalister, who carried a duster in her hand, and had a large smut on +her forehead. The other was Antonia, whose hat had fallen off, and who +trailed two enormous briars behind her. + +The priestess of high art and the priestess of domestic economy, met +almost in the centre of the room. + +"Good gracious me," exclaimed Jane Macalister, "who in the world are +you, my dear, and what, in the name of all that's orderly, are you +bringing those abominable briars into the house for?" + +"Abominable?" exclaimed Antonia; "these briars abominable? Oh, what +crass ignorance one comes across in this benighted land. My name is +Antonia Bernard Temple, and I am an art student. I claim nothing higher. +I shall be an art student as long as I breathe." + +"And my name is Jane Macalister," replied poor Jane, her whole face +growing scarlet with vexation, "and I claim nothing higher than the love +of order and decent neatness. Give me those briars, child, and don't +lumber the room with such messes." + +Before Antonia could utter a word of remonstrance, Jane had whipped her +duster round the briars and had rushed out of the room with them. + +For a moment Antonia felt inclined to pursue her; but as she was +preparing to move, her large gaze was attracted by a couple of huge +Chinese dragons which were reposing under one of the tables. + +"Oh, you loves! you darlings! you adorables!" she shrieked. "Here, +indeed, is a prize." + +She made a rush to the objects of her worship, and kneeling down on the +floor opposite to them, whipped out her sketching materials preparatory +to work. + +"Tony, you must at least allow me to introduce you to Mrs. Lorrimer +before you begin to sketch," said Susy, who had perfectly recovered her +own equanimity in the amusement which Antonia's conduct afforded her. + +"Yes, yes, anything," muttered Antonia "Oh, these dragons are a prize; +they are a prize. Yes, Susy, what is it you want?" + +"Get up," said Susy, "and come and be introduced." + +She pulled Antonia by her sleeve, who rose in a sort of dream and +approached Mrs. Lorrimer, looking like a person in a trance. + +"This is my friend, Antonia Bernard Temple," exclaimed Susy, addressing +Mrs. Lorrimer. + +"I am glad to see you, my dear," said Mrs. Lorrimer in her sweet voice; +"and I am pleased to find that you appreciate the old china." + +"The dragons? Superb; Ruskinesque," exclaimed Antonia. "You don't mind +if I go back to them? I must seize the opportunity of transferring them +to my note book. Oh, what a heavenly room this is! Old, disorderly, +worn, dim with the hue of ages. An artist might grovel in this +room--grovel with delight!" + +"Well, go back and grovel over the dragons," exclaimed Susy, giving her +friend a playful poke. + +Antonia hurried to obey. Her work instantly absorbed her; she saw +nothing else. + +"Isn't she killing?" exclaimed Susy, addressing poor surprised Mrs. +Lorrimer. "She's to be a sort of sister to Hester in the future; she's +to live at the Grange. She's the daughter of Sir John Thornton's +_fiancee_. Don't you love the word _fiancee?_ I do. Did you know that at +school we called Hetty Prunes and Prism? Fancy Prunes and Prism and the +Priestess together. Its almost too killing." + +Mrs. Lorrimer, gentle as she was, was also the soul of quiet dignity. +She made no reply whatever to Susy's outburst with regard to Antonia, but +gently led the conversation to matters of every-day interest. + +"This is our largest drawing-room," she said, "but we have two others +leading into it. The farthest drawing-room takes you into the +dining-room, and that again into the library and morning-room. All our +reception-rooms open one into the other. You will notice that they are +built round the central hall, which is almost octagon in shape. I am +sure you would like to see the house, and I do not at all object to +showing it to you. Ah! here comes Jane Macalister. I'm sure she will +have great pleasure in taking you round. Jane, dear, come here." + +Jane came up at once. She still wore her smut, but the duster was gone. + +"Jane, let me introduce you to Miss Drummond. Her father is the new +owner of the Towers; Miss Drummond would like to see over the house, if +it would not trouble you too much to show her round." + +"Trouble me," exclaimed Jane; "_that_ doesn't trouble me. Come, child, +this way. I'll go in front and you can follow. This is the smaller +drawing-room. It was here that Charles the Second passed a night in the +year of grace--" + +"Oh, for heaven's sake," exclaimed Susy, stopping her ears, "don't go +into dates; the whole thing is confusing enough without dates." + +Jane favoured her with a quick, contemptuous glance. + +"I shan't dream of instructing you if you don't wish it, my dear," she +said. "Those who like ignorance, in ignorance they shall remain, as far +as Jane Macalister is concerned. Well, then, here's a room with three +windows and four walls and a ceiling and a floor. The furniture won't +belong to you, so you needn't look at it. Now come on. This room we also +use as a drawing-room, but _you_ needn't unless you like." + +"Do stop, pray!" exclaimed Susy. "I can't rush through the place like +this. You are not a Lorrimer, are you?" + +"No, I'm a Macalister, of the clan of----" + +"Oh, please, I don't want to hear about the clan. What I wanted to say +was this, that I have got the tapes and measures in my pocket; Hester +tells me I mustn't use them on account of paining the Lorrimers, but as +you are not one, of course you won't mind. I see you have got carpets on +all the floors." + +"Yes, why not? Carpets are put on most floors--at least they used to be +when I was young." + +"But Antonia says that we ought to have parquetry and slippery rugs." + +"And do you mean to tell me," exclaimed Jane, "that you are going to +heed the words of that poor daft lassie? It's nothing to me what you do, +of course, but that poor girl has not got her proper wits, and if I were +you I would try to follow someone with a grain of sense." + +Susy laughed heartily. + +"Antonia is as right as anyone else," she said "only she has a passion +for art." + +"Preserve me from such a craze," exclaimed Jane. "How much longer are we +to stand in the middle of this floor while we talk about tapes and +measurements and that silly girl?" + +"But may I measure?" + +"You may do anything you please, provided you don't injure the +furniture." + +"And it won't hurt your feelings?" + +"No, you couldn't touch 'em. I'll sit here and wait till you have done." + +Jane flung herself on a hard chair as she spoke, and drawing a long +stocking out of her pocket, began to knit furiously. + +Susy, who had about as much idea of measuring a room as she had of +turning the heel of a stocking took her tapes out of her pocket and +began an impossible task. + +Jane watched her in silence for a moment or two, but Susy's futile +attempts were too much for this deft, managing creature. + +"Why don't you foot it?" she exclaimed. "My word, I never saw such a way +to set to work. Here, you want the length of the room. I'll do it for +you. Take your pencil and paper and jot down what I say. You haven't got +any? That's a nice way of doing business. Well, then, I hope you have a +good memory. I always measure a yard as I walk. Now, then, you count. +Here I begin--one, two, three--are you counting?" + +"No," said Susy; "I'm greatly obliged, but you confuse me awfully. I +won't do any more measuring to-day; I shouldn't sleep for a week if I +had to keep all that in my head. Some men must come down from Liberty's +or Morris's. Antonia prefers Morris, she says he's the most _chic_." + +"I don't know what you mean by chick," said Jane Macalister, "unless you +allude in some mysterious way to the fowls; but I am glad you've got +sense enough not to undertake what Providence has given you no aptitude +for. Now, do you or do you not want to see the rest of the house? To a +person like you, it's just like any other house, only nothing like so +modern and nothing like so comfortable. There's a ghost in the +tower----" + +"A ghost," shrieked Susy; "I tremble at ghosts, I'm in terror at them; I +won't go near the tower." + +"I don't want to drag you there against your will. It's my private +opinion that the ghost is made up of rats, but be that as it may, +there's an awful scrimmage in the old tower at night. Now, then, will +you see it, or will you not?" + +"I think I won't," said Susy. "The Towers seems to be, from what you +say, much like any other place. I hope my father has not been induced to +pay too much for it." + +"Hoots! he has got a place that mere money couldn't purchase unless the +Lorrimers had come to grief. Don't you talk of what you know nothing +about, child. The Towers is the Towers, sacred with memory and +beautiful----; do you know why the Towers is beautiful, Miss Susy +Drummond?" + +"No, I'm sure I don't," said Susy, staring in astonishment at Jane, who +had stalked up to her now and was staring her full in the face. + +"Well, then, perhaps I'd better tell you, if it is for the last time. +The Towers is beautiful because for hundreds of years brave men have +been born here and gentle noble women have lived here, and their +influence has got somehow into the walls and into the furniture, and it +pervades the rooms inside and out. It's bad to go against that kind of +spirit and you and your father had better be careful when you come here, +or you may rake up ghosts that you won't much care about. Now, if +you'll have the goodness to go back to the others--you'll find them in +the front drawing room. I'll return to my duties, which at the present +moment consist of shelling peas and chucking raspberries. That's your +way, Miss Susan Drummond, through that door, and if you're wise you'll +remember my words." + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +ANTONIA'S GIFT. + + +When Susan returned to the drawing room she saw no one there but +Antonia, who, squatting on the floor, was absorbed heart and soul in +copying her Chinese dragons. Susy was not in a humour to talk to +Antonia, she therefore proceeded to go further afield. She was anxious +to find Hester and Annie. The Towers, with its old-fashioned rooms and +old-world furniture, had much disappointed her. It needs the sort of +education which nothing could ever give to Susy Drummond, to appreciate +a place like the Towers. Hester and Jane Macalister had also between +them contrived to depress her, and it was a subdued and rather +crestfallen Susy who now crossed the magnificent octagon hall in pursuit +of the rest of her party. + +Antonia meanwhile worked at her dragons with a will. If Susy were out of +her element, Antonia was absolutely steeped in hers. The faded +furniture, the subdued light, the rich colour of the magnificent china +filled her really artistic nature with a sense of rejoicing. Behind all +her affectations, Antonia had a soul. It had never been awakened yet. +All her life hitherto poor Antonia had spent her time with the most +empty-headed and frivolous people. Only art seemed great and glorious +and satisfying. She loved it sincerely, and for itself alone; she had no +ambitions with regard to it, ambition was not a part of her queer +nature; she would all her life be a humble votary at a lofty shrine. She +did not imagine that there could be anything greater than art in the +whole world. As yet her soul had not been really aroused, but the time +of awakening was near. + +Having made a rough, and, in truth, a very distorted sketch of the +dragons, she gathered up her colours and portfolio, and prepared to +search farther afield for objects on which to expend her genius. She +followed Susy into the octagon hall, but, seeing the wide front doors +open, went out, and, crossing a by no means well-kept field, entered the +paddock, where the colts, Joe and Robin, had disported themselves before +their sale. The paddock was skirted by a copse of small fir-trees, and +Antonia sniffed the air as she walked towards it. Antonia was in a rusty +black dress, with very little material in the skirt, and an extremely +long train, which she never held up. She had just got to the edge of the +copse of young trees, and was preparing to make a sketch of their +straight trunks with the delicate sunlight shining across them, when a +strange noise attracted her attention. She dropped her colour box, +uttered one of her affected little shrieks, and then dropped on her +knees beside a child who was lying face downwards on the grass. The +child's dark hair completely covered her face, but the sobs which shook +her slender little frame were too violent to be inaudible. Whatever +ailed the child, she was prostrated by such a tempest of grief that +Antonia forgot high art in an honest wish to comfort human misery. + +[Illustration: ANTONIA AND NELL IN THE PADDOCK (_p._ 209).] + +"Who are you?" she asked. "Can I do anything for you? What can be the +matter with you? Have you lost your colour box?" + +Antonia could understand grief at such a loss, hence her inquiry. + +Nell turned a little when she was spoken to; dabbed her +pocket-handkerchief into each eye, and then looked up at Antonia. + +"I wish you'd go away," she said. "I don't want you. I have come away +here to hide. I wish, I wish you'd go away!" + +"I don't wish to trouble you in any way," replied Antonia, "but I can't +go away, for I've come here to sketch. Your sobs don't disturb me now +that I know there's nothing very serious the matter, so perhaps my +presence won't disturb you. I'll sit here and not take the least notice +of you. I must imprison that sunshine before it goes. You can sob away, +I won't listen." + +But to be told that you can sob as long as you like has generally the +effect of stopping tears, and Nell, astonished at Antonia's appearance +and words, presently sat up on the grass, and, flinging back her heavy +mane of hair, watched the priestess of art with great interest. How +could Antonia imprison a sunbeam? It sounded interesting! Nell blinked +her eyes and looked at her solemnly. + +"Well, child," said Antonia, pausing in her work, and giving her one of +her slow glances, "I'm glad you're better; I never heard such +distressing sobs. It's a great pity for you to cry so much, for you +disfigure yourself; but I wish now that you are here you'd sit still, +for I'd like to sketch you with that woebegone look. I never saw such a +perfect ideal of true artistic beauty before." + +"Beauty?" said Nell, with a little laugh. "But I'm called 'the ugly +duckling'!" + +"Charming!" exclaimed Antonia. "I'll immortalise this 'ugly duckling.' +She shall be the foreground for these pine trees, and the imprisoned +sunbeams can light her up from behind." + +Notwithstanding her sorrow, Nell found it intensely interesting to be +made the foreground of a picture. She wondered how the imprisoned +sunbeams would like their office of always shining round her head. Nell +was by no means vain. She honestly believed herself to be a hideous +little girl, but it was refreshing once, as a change, to be spoken of as +a true artistic beauty. She thought that she would learn the phrase, and +repeat it over when she looked at herself in the glass, or when Kitty +and Harry became more than usually aggravating about her personal +appearance. + +Meanwhile, the artist dashed in her colours with fiery speed. Nell sat +perfectly still, and gazed straight at Antonia. Suddenly a flood of +colour spread itself all over her face. Was Antonia the new owner of the +Towers? If so, _she_ was the cause of poor Nell's heart-broken sobs. + +The younger members of the Lorrimer household had solemnly vowed an +undying feud against the new owner of the Towers. They had established +this feud with the solemnity of a sacred rite. They had made a bonfire +and stood round it in a circle and joined hands, and declared the +following awful formula:-- + +"Neither I, nor my children, nor my grandchildren, nor any of my +descendants, will ever speak a friendly word to the new owner of my +ancestral home. I wish the ghost of my ancestor, Hugh Lorrimer, who died +in the Wars of the Roses, to haunt the new owner and his family; and I +solemnly declare that I never will have part or lot with him or his." + +This jargon had been made up by Harry, but each member of the feud, as +they termed themselves, had solemnly repeated it, even down to little +two-year-old Philip. + +Suppose this wonderful, queer lady, who was making a sketch of Nell, was +the new owner. In that case, it was Nell's duty to leave her at once. + +"I want to ask you a question," said Nell. + +"Yes--don't stir, please--ask me anything you like." + +"Are you the new owner of my home?" + +"I the new owner?" exclaimed Antonia. "Heavens! no! I own nothing except +this"--she clasped her colour-box and looked up with a face of ecstacy. +"I only want this," she said, "_and this_," she continued, waving her +hand with an impressive sweep which was meant to include both earth and +sky. + +She claimed a good deal, Nell thought; but, after all, that did not +matter, as she had nothing to do with the feud. + +"I'm glad you are not the owner," said Nell, "for, if you were, I should +have been obliged to leave you." + +"Why so?" + +"I and the others have sworn it solemnly round a bonfire." + +The words were so unusual that Antonia was greatly amused. + +"You don't like to leave the Towers, then?" she said. + +"Like it?" replied Nell. "Would you, if you had lived here ever since +the tenth century?" + +"Mercy, child! how venerable I'd be!" exclaimed Antonia. She smiled in +quite a tragic way--it was quite a new thing to see a smile on Antonia's +face. + +Nell looked at her very gravely. Her own sweet grey eyes grew full of +tears. + +"It will kill father," she said suddenly, in a smothered voice. + +She swayed herself backwards and forwards as she spoke, in an ecstasy of +pain. Strange to say, she seemed to understand Antonia, and, still +stranger, Antonia understood her. + +The priestess of art dropped her palette. + +"Tell me about your father," she said, quickly; "tell me about yourself. +You and your people have lived here for years--centuries--and it breaks +your hearts to go? It's wonderfully artistic--it savours of mediaeval +romance. And you go for a creature like Susan Drummond--shallow as a +plate--no soul anywhere about her? She gets your rooms replete with +memories, and your dear briary avenues and your fir trees, and this +uncultured waste?" + +"It's a paddock," interrupted Nell, who could not quite follow Antonia's +imagery. + +"It's a waste," said Miss Bernard Temple, with fire. "The Towers is +untrammelled by man's vulgar restraint. Child, I do not even know your +name, but I think I understand your grief." + +"You cannot," said Nell, with gentle dignity--"you are not a Lorrimer. +But I'm glad I didn't vow to hate you round the bonfire. Now I'm afraid +I must go." + +"One minute first," said Antonia. "Did you say that leaving this place +would kill your father?" + +"I'm afraid it will," said Nell. "He won't come home--mother can't get +him to come back. He came the night he had sold the Towers, and Boris +and I saw him; but I don't think he'll ever come back again. I think his +heart is broken. But I cannot speak of it any longer, please--it hurts +me so dreadfully here." + +Nell had risen from the grass--she stood tall and thin and pale by +Antonia's side. When she uttered the last words, she pressed her hand +against her heart. + +"Good-bye," she said solemnly. "Jane Macalister said I was to be in at +twelve o'clock to help her with some darning. Good-bye." + +Antonia held out one of her very long, very bony hands. She slipped it +round Nell's waist, and drawing her close, kissed her gently between her +eyebrows, then she let her go. + +Nell left the paddock; but Antonia did not attempt to finish her +interrupted sketch. She sat on, lost in a world of musing. At last she +uttered some emphatic words aloud. + +"I'm not much use," she said to herself; "nobody cares about me, and I +care for no one. I love art with a divine passion; but art does not need +such a poor, feeble disciple. Art can still exist and be glorious +without Antonia. I am ugly I know, and I have no genius; but I have got +one power--I can get my own way. All my life long, through a queer kind +of persistence which is in me, I have got my way. I do not get it +because people love me, for I don't honestly think a soul in the wide +world loves me, but I get it because--because of something which I don't +myself understand. It's a power I've got; it's my one gift. Did mother +want me to study art in Paris? No; still I went. Did mother wish me to +become grotesque, and to wear a dress like this? No; still I wear it. +Did mother intend me to come with her on Saturday to the Grange? No, a +thousand times no; still I came. I can twist mother round this finger. +She appeals to me; I counsel her; she asks my advice; she is obliged to +take it whether she likes or not. Mother is completely under my thumb. +So it was with the professor who taught me; so it was with the students +who worked with me; so it will be in the future with Hester, if I still +wish it; and with Sir John Thornton, if I ordain it. They think very +little of Antonia now; but wait until they feel my power; wait until I +choose to direct them, and--hey, presto--they walk in my paths, not +their own. Now I have made up my mind on one point. I have not the +faintest idea how it is to be managed; but managed it shall be. Susan +Drummond and her father are not to desecrate the Towers with their +commonplaceness, their shallowness, and vulgarity. The Lorrimers are +still to live here; and Nell's heart is not to be broken. For the sake +of the ugly duckling I do this. How, I know not; but I turn all the +power that is in me in that one direction from this hour forward. + +"Poor, ugly duckling with the pathetic eyes. I do believe Antonia loves +you." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +TRUTH AND FIDELITY. + + +Hester and her party returned to the Grange in time for lunch. All the +way back Antonia was silent. They drove home by another road; they +passed a bog of extreme desolation, and some larger and wilder briars +than ever; they skirted a melancholy common, but Antonia never made an +observation; her whole gaze was turned inward; she was looking so +intently at the picture of a sorrowful child, that she was blind to +everything else. Susy was decidedly in a bad temper; Hester's brave +heart was full of aches, doubts, and fears; and Annie was again going +back to that unsolved problem of how she was to get back the ring for +Mrs. Willis. + +The return party was, therefore, a dull one; although no one noticed the +other's dulness, each being so occupied with her own thoughts. + +Mrs. Willis was to leave the Grange immediately after lunch, and Hester +and Annie were to accompany her to Nortonbury in the landau. + +Just as the carriage drove up to the house, Mrs. Willis remembered the +ring and spoke to Annie. + +"My dear," she said with a smile, "I am leaving the house without my +ring. It is too late now to send it to Paris to be copied; but as I see +you never wear it, I may as well take it back with me to Lavender House. +You know, my love, how much I value that ring. I feel quite lonely +without it." + +Annie's pretty face turned pink. + +"But I should like to wear it before I go back to school," she said, +"and you promised that I might have it during the holidays." + +"So I did; well, I will say nothing more. Be sure you take good care of +it and give it back to me on the day of your return to Lavender House." + +Annie promised with a light heart. The holidays were to last for another +week, and what might not happen in a week? She laughed quite gaily, and +springing lightly into the carriage, seated herself by Hester's side. As +she did so, her eyes encountered the grave dark ones of Antonia fixed +fully upon her. There was a curious expression round Antonia's mouth +which puzzled Annie and gave her a momentary sense of discomfort. + +The drive, however, through the pleasant summer air revived her spirits, +and on the way home she had so much to talk over with Hester that she +naturally forgot the ring and her anxieties with regard to it. + +When the girls returned to the Grange they found the whole party out of +doors enjoying afternoon tea on one of the lawns. Susy was swinging +backwards and forwards in a large American chair. Nora was lying on a +low couch slowly fanning herself. Mrs. Bernard Temple, looking very +handsome and stately, was pouring out tea for the rest of the party and +looking down at Sir John, who was lounging on the grass. Antonia was +sitting with her back straight up against an oak tree, her eyes were +half shut, and a very full cup of tea was on her lap--the tea was in +extreme danger of being spilt, but Antonia cared nothing for any of +these things. + +As soon as ever Annie and Hester appeared in view Miss Bernard Temple +sprang suddenly to her feet. Of course the cup of tea came to instant +grief. Sir John uttered an exclamation of decided annoyance; Nora +exclaimed, "Oh, Miss Bernard Temple, what a mess you have made of your +dress!" and Susy roused herself sufficiently to shake a playful finger +at Antonia. + +"Oh, Tony, Tony, how killing you are," she said; Mrs. Bernard Temple +looked aggrieved but said nothing, she knew Antonia too well. + +"How am I killing?" exclaimed Antonia; "this will shake off: that is the +good of a shabby black dress--it stands anything. Miss Forest, I +particularly want to speak to you; I am glad you have come home." + +She went straight up to Annie and tucked one bony hand through her arm. +"Come," she said, "let us retire somewhere--I am anxious to talk to +you." + +"But I want my tea first," said Annie. "I am really very thirsty." + +"How material," exclaimed Antonia; "well, I'll wait--be quick." + +She marched a step or two away, and leant against the wide trunk of the +oak tree. + +Annie felt provoked. Antonia's queer glance returned uncomfortably to +her memory. + +She took her tea, therefore, in greater haste than usual and then, going +up to Miss Bernard Temple, told her she was ready to listen to anything +she had to say. + +"Come, then," said Antonia; "we must have solitude. Where is the most +solitary spot?" + +"We can walk up this rise," said Annie--"here, where the path is. There +is a summer-house at the top of this hill, where we can sit. But I +cannot imagine what you have to say to me." + +"It's simple enough," said Antonia; "I wish just to inform you that I +know something." + +"I expect you do," said Annie, with a light laugh; "several things, most +probably." + +"Something about you," pursued Antonia, in a firm, hard voice. + +"Indeed? How interesting!" Annie's tone was not quite so comfortable +now. + +"I'll tell you what it is," continued Antonia, standing still, facing +round and turning her melancholy gaze full on Annie: "you have not got +the ring." + +"What ring? What do you mean?" + +"The ring Mrs. Willis asked you to return to her. You did not return it, +because you had not got it You would have returned it if you had it--you +are not the girl to care enough about rings just to keep it for the sake +of wearing it. I know what has happened--you have sold or pawned the +ring." + +"How can you know?" exclaimed Annie, in a voice almost of fear; "how is +it possible for you to tell? You don't know anything whatever about +me--how can you tell?" + +"Intuition," replied Antonia, in a light voice. "I can see farther than +most people when I choose to see. Intuition and experience. Do you +imagine that I, in my chequered career, have never had to part with a +jewel. Once, when in Paris, I sold my hair. I had no money to buy canvas +and colours, so I went to a barber, and he cut it quite short and gave +me a napoleon for it. Ah! that nap, that darling nap, how I loved it!" + +"You are a very queer girl," said Annie. + +"That's neither here nor there," replied Antonia. "I didn't take you +away from the others to speak of myself. I have watched you since I came +here, and I can see that you are a very bright, clever girl; also, that +you are pretty, according to modern ideas. You are not true art, by any +means; but what of that? I know that you are in trouble about that ring, +so you may as well confide in me." + +"But will you tell?" asked Annie. + +"Tell!" said Antonia, with scorn. "I don't ask for confidences to repeat +them again--that is not Antonia Bernard Temple. Art is my mistress--art +exacts both truth and fidelity from her disciples. You need not fear +that I will tell." + +"You are a queer girl," replied Annie. "I'm sure you will not tell. Yes, +I am in trouble about the ring, and I don't mind confiding the trouble +to you." + +"Sit down here, then, on the bank," said Antonia, flinging herself on +the grass as she spoke, "and state the case as briefly as possible. +Where and when did you pawn the ring?" + +"Oh, I didn't pawn it--it wasn't done by me; and, as things have turned +out, it wasn't really pawned at all. This is the story." + +Annie told it in a few forcible words; Antonia listened attentively, +taking in all the facts. + +"And thirty-two shillings would get you out of this scrape?" she said, +in conclusion, looking fixedly at Annie. + +"Oh, yes, indeed. If I had thirty-two shillings, I would pay Mrs. Martin +and get the ring back, and when I return to Lavender House I would tell +everything to Mrs. Willis. I would tell her what I have done, and how +badly I have acted. At present there is a cloud between us; and she is +my best, my kindest, my most valued friend. What I cannot bear to +do--what I cannot stand--is to have to tell her that I pawned what was +not my own, and at the same time not to be able to give her back the +ring." + +"I partly understand," said Antonia in a slow voice; "I partly grasp +your meaning. The pawning of the jewel is to me a mere nothing. I have +had chequered times when the tea-pot and even the coffee-pot have been +sold for the sake of a quarter of a cake of cobalt or of rose-madder, +but then the tea-pot and the coffee-pot and the hair which grew on my +head were undoubtedly my own. I cannot understand your taking another's +property, nor your being deceitful about it. The paths of deceit are +shut doors to me, naturally, who am a disciple of the great and divine +Art. I mention this as an incident, but whether I understand you or not +scarcely affects the case. I am willing to help you if you will help me. +I can manage to get you thirty-two shillings, perhaps not to-day and +perhaps not to-morrow, but certainly before you return to your school." + +"Oh, you are good!" exclaimed Annie, whose pretty cheeks were like +peonies, for Antonia had managed to make her feel terribly small and +contemptible. + +"No, I am not good," replied Miss Bernard Temple, "and I am not doing +this in any sense for you. I do it because I wish to be in your +confidence, as I think you can be a useful ally. I have a delicate +mission before me, and I see that you may be very useful." + +"A mission?" said Annie, looking up in surprise. + +"Yes; there is a great deal at stake, but I believe that, difficult as +the undertaking is, I may be permitted to succeed. I want to wrest the +Towers from the hand of the Philistines." + +"What _do_ you mean?" exclaimed Annie. + +"In other words," continued Miss Bernard Temple, "I want to keep the +Lorrimers in the home of their ancestors and to make those shallow +Drummonds stay in their own place." + +"I suppose we all want that," said Annie; "but how can you possibly do +it? You have no power." + +"So you think, but you are mistaken; I have a great deal of power. Now, +will you help me?" + +"To do this? Yes. With all my heart and soul." + +"That is good. I don't wish to say anything to Hester Thornton nor to +Nora Lorrimer, nor to any of the Lorrimers, nor least of all to Susan +Drummond. I think I can manage Susy, for I am up to some of her pretty +little vagaries. I can also manage mother, and mother has a good deal of +influence in a certain quarter just now. You are a sort of outsider, and +yet you are very friendly with everybody, so you can render me very +important help; but, of course, you clearly understand that fidelity is +my motto, and you know also that your mission will be one of extreme +delicacy." + +"I have plenty of tact," said Annie. "I most faithfully promise to +reveal nothing, and I will do everything in my power for you. I begin to +believe in you. I think you are a wonderful girl." + +"Don't say that," said Antonia, with solemn impressiveness; "if there is +one thing more than another that gives me intense pain, it is praise. I +am but the meanest disciple of great Art. I am doing this in the cause +of Art. Now, I am not going to tell you what my plan of campaign is, at +least, not to-day, but I want you to make certain inquiries for me. I +want you to try and discover all you can from Hester with regard to her +father's wealth, and all you can from Molly with regard to the +Lorrimers' difficulties; and you are somehow or other to get the address +in London where Squire Lorrimer is now staying. Have all this +information ready for me by to-morrow morning. Now you can return to the +others; I am going back to the house." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +A WET SPONGE. + + +Antonia walked slowly in the direction of the house, trailing her long +skirt behind her. She entered by a side door, and went straight up to +her own room. The bedroom set apart for Miss Bernard Temple opened into +the large and stately bedroom occupied by the future mistress of the +Grange. Both rooms were dainty and fresh in the extreme. Mrs. Bernard +Temple's maid was now sitting in Antonia's room mending a long rent in +that young lady's brown Liberty velveteen evening dress. + +"You have made an awfully jagged rent, Miss Antonia," said the girl. + +"Have I?" said Antonia; "why mend it, then? I never expect to have my +clothes mended. Of course, if you are good enough to occupy your time +over me, Pinkerton, I am much obliged to you, but I don't expect your +services, so clearly understand the position." + +"Lor'!" answered Pinkerton, who had a round, country face and a somewhat +brusque manner, "what a show you'd be, Miss Antonia, if someone didn't +make you and mend you." + +Antonia went over to the open window, and, flopping herself down on her +knees, leant her two elbows on the window-sill and looked out. + +"I wish you'd let me know if Miss Drummond is having forty winks in her +room," she said suddenly. "She generally does go to her own room about +this hour, does she not?" + +"I believe so, miss. I'll inquire if she's there now." + +Pinkerton soon returned with the information that Miss Drummond's door +was locked, that she could not see her maid anywhere, but that she heard +sounds proceeding from within the room which led her to infer that the +forty winks were being enjoyed. + +"But there's no use in your going to her, Miss Antonia," said Pinkerton, +"for she won't hear you however hard you knock." + +"I'll see about that," said Antonia. "Do you happen to know, Pinkerton, +if Miss Drummond's window is open?" + +"Sure to be, miss; every window in the house is kept open during this +sultry weather." + +"There's no time to be lost," murmured Antonia; "I must scale the wall." + +She left her own bedroom in a hurry, and ran downstairs. + +"Nan," she shouted, catching sight of Nan's white frock in the distance, +"come here." + +Nan ran up to her rather unwillingly. Antonia was detestable in her eyes +as belonging to the dreadful new stepmother. + +"Why do you frown at me like that, child?" said Antonia; "it isn't +pretty." + +"Tell-tale tit," answered Nan rudely; "you'll be making up stories of me +in the future, won't you?" + +"I?" said Antonia, with a careless rise of her brows. "No; I shan't have +time. Now, can you tell me if there's a ladder about?" + +"No, I can't," answered Nan. + +"Are there no ladders to be found in this benighted and over-cultivated +region?" + +"Plenty; but I can't tell you where they are." + +Antonia knitted her brows. Nan gazed at her curiously. It was really +interesting to have something to do with a person who wanted a ladder. +What was she going to do with it? + +"I must climb without," said Antonia. "I wonder are there creepers." + +"What do you want with it?" said Nan in quite a friendly tone. + +"I want to get into Susan Drummond's room by her window." + +"Oh, dear, what fun!" Nan's eyes danced. + +"She is sound asleep," pursued Antonia, "and I propose to use the wet +sponge with effect." + +"They did that at school," replied Nan. "How lovely! Oh, how perfectly +lovely! I'm sure I can help you to find a ladder. Come round with me to +the farmyard." + +Nan held out her hand, which Antonia grasped. They rushed across the +lawn helter-skelter, and in an incredibly short space of time a ladder +was leaning up against Susy's window. Nan held it from below while +Antonia climbed. The next moment she had entered the room. + +"Thank you heartily, Nan," she called to the little girl. + +She made a good deal of noise, but Susy, lying on her back in the centre +of the big bed, was impervious to sound. Antonia filled the sponge with +cold water, and, standing at the foot of the bed, dashed it at Susy. The +first application only made the sleeper groan and snore heavily, but at +the second she opened her eyes, and at the third she sat up. + +"Now, what is the matter?" she exclaimed. "Am I back at that detestable +school with the she-dragon once more? Oh, Antonia, what in the world are +you doing here?" + +"Sponging you," said Antonia. "I have something to say, so wake up." + +"Wake up?" replied Susy. "I should think I am awake. Who could stand +such barbarous treatment? I was so comfortable, and I had locked the +door to make all things perfectly safe. How in the world did you get +into the room?" + +"By a ladder, through the open window. Now pray don't waste any more +time over trivial details. I have come here to have a serious talk with +you." + +"Why serious, Tony? You know how I hate grave subjects." + +"I have come to have a quiet talk with you about the Towers; you can sit +there, just where you are. Don't dry your hair, or you'll get sleepy +again. I'll keep a basin of cold water near me and sponge you whenever +you wink an eyelid. Now then, what do you think of the Towers?" + +"I have scarcely seen it yet." + +"You must have a first impression; what is it?" + +"Really, Tony, you needn't have awakened me and gone to the trouble of a +ladder, and an open window, and a sponge, for the sake of hearing my +first impressions." + +"That's neither here nor there," answered Antonia. "What do you think of +the Towers?" + +"Oh, it's well enough; it seems to be a very old place." + +"Didn't it strike you that the rooms were musty?" + +"Well, yes; now that you mention it, I thought they were decidedly +musty." + +"It will be impossible," said Antonia, "for you to turn the Towers into +a proper Moresque or Libertyesque house." + +"I thought you liked the place; you seemed so delighted with the +briars." + +"The briars are well enough, and so is the china; it's the rooms I +complain of; they never can be reduced to high art--your sort of high +art, I mean, Susy. But now, tell me, did you do much measuring?" + +"No, I didn't; a dreadful woman came with me; she quite frightened me, +and spoke a lot about the Lorrimers, and a ghost in the tower." + +"Well, of course there'd be a ghost in the tower," continued Antonia; +"an old place like that couldn't exist without its ghost." + +"I don't believe a bit in ghosts," said Susy. "No sensible people +believe in them; there are no such things. You know that, of course, +Antonia." + +Susy looked uncomfortable while she spoke, and Antonia knew well that +she was an arrant coward. + +"You don't believe in ghosts either," continued Susy; "do you now, +Tony?" + +"Oh, but I do," answered Antonia; "I believe in them profoundly. I have +Shakespeare for my authority on the subject." + +"And you really think that--that the Towers is haunted?" + +"No doubt whatever on the subject. If you don't want to be convinced +against your will, you must choose a bedroom in the most modern part of +the house, and avoid the old tower, with its funny, quaint little rooms. +Frankly, I am disappointed in the Towers as a place for _you_--the rooms +are not your sort--you want great, lofty, bright, modern rooms. I don't +like that musty smell either; it points to damp somewhere. Then, it is +scarcely likely that the water supply is perfect; those old wells are +full of danger, and you once had typhoid, don't you remember? Your +father will have to spend a lot on the place before he makes it anything +like what your sort of high art requires; and when all is said and done, +you'd be lonely there. You know I'm perfectly frank; you know that well, +don't you?" + +"Yes, Tony," answered poor Susy in a most melancholy voice. "Oh, please +don't throw any more sponges at me; I am quite shivering, and your words +make me feel so melancholy. But why should I be lonely at the Towers; +there are plenty of neighbours all around?" + +"That is true, but I don't believe you'll care for them, nor they for +you: they are the Lorrimer sort, and the Miss Macalister sort, and the +Hester Thornton sort. You know you don't care for those sorts of +people, do you?" + +"I'm sure I don't. I hate them. I wish father hadn't bought the Towers +without consulting me." + +"Can't he back out of it?" + +"Back out of his bargain? What do you mean?" + +"I mean what I say; can't he get out of it? The Towers isn't a bit the +sort of place for you; it isn't even healthy for a girl like you. +There's a ghost there, and ground damp, and bad water, and the +neighbours aren't sociable, and you'll be moped to death." + +"How perfectly miserable you make me, Tony, but I won't be quite +friendless, for you'll be here most of the time now, won't you?" + +"Not I; I am going back to my atelier in Paris. Do you think I'd live in +a poky corner of the world like this?" + +"What shall I do?" echoed Susy. "I think you're very unkind to make me +so wretched and to depress me in the way you are doing. The Towers is +bought now, and we must make the best of it." + +"I only hope you won't suffer the consequences of this piece of folly," +retorted Antonia with spirit. "The Towers is not the place for you, and +you ought to persuade your father to get out of that bargain. Let him +take a nice cheerful villa at Richmond; that's where you ought to live." + +"I wish he would," said Susy; "but it's a great deal too late, a great +deal too late to draw back now. Besides, we did so want to be county +people." + +"You'll never be county people, whatever that jargon means--that is, +you'll never be like the Lorrimers and the Thorntons. You don't want to +be, do you?" + +"Good gracious, no; they are a depressing set." + +"Then that's what county people are, so why should you kill yourself to +be one of them? Aren't you going to write to your father to tell him +what you think of the Towers?" + +"Shall I?" + +"I would if I were you. You might suggest----" + +"Yes; do you think it would be any use?" + +"There is no saying--it's your own affair. If you choose to die of +_ennui_, don't tell me that I haven't warned you. Now I see you are wide +awake, so you may dry your hair and get up." + +"Oh, dear, oh, dear," sighed Susy after Antonia had swung herself out of +the room, "I'm chilled to the bone and every scrap of spirit taken out +of me. I hate that awful Towers--_why_ did father buy it?" + +One of Antonia's great ideas was on all occasions to strike while the +iron is hot. It was her plan to leap over obstacles or to push them +vigorously aside. She had no respect for people's corns. Their +preconceived prejudices were nothing to her. Having succeeded in +disturbing Susy, she now went straight to her mother's room. Mrs. +Bernard Temple was seated in an easy chair by the open window, enjoying +a quiet ten minutes for thought and rest before It was time for her to +dress for dinner. Pinkerton was moving about putting the different +accessories for her mistress's toilet in order. Antonia pushed her +almost rudely aside as she swept across the room. + +"Go away, Pinkerton," she said, "I want to speak to mother by herself." + +"Oh, really, not at present, Antonia," said Mrs. Bernard Temple, with a +look of alarm spreading over her high-class features. "I have gone +through a great deal to-day and am quite tired, and I shall have to +begin to dress for dinner in a few minutes. Sir John is very particular +about my appearance, and I wish Pinkerton to try the effect of arranging +my hair in a new manner. I thought, Pinkerton, that you might pile it up +high on a sort of cushion--it has a very old-picture effect." + +"You ought to wear a cap," said Antonia, standing in front of her +parent; "it would be much more suitable and appropriate, and would save +you a lot of trouble." + +"A cap!" almost screamed Mrs. Bernard Temple. "To hear you speak, +Antonia, one would think that I was advanced in years." + +"As it's only I who think that, it doesn't matter, mother," said +Antonia. "You shall wear your hair any way you please, only I really +must have a little talk with you first. The sooner I begin my talk the +sooner it will be over, so please go away at once, Pinkerton." + +Pinkerton knew Antonia too well to dream of disobeying her. She left the +room, slamming the door behind her, and Mrs. Bernard Temple looked up at +her resolute daughter with a frown between her brows. + +"Now, out with it, whatever it is," she said. "You have got something at +the back of your head, and you can say it in ten words as well as +twenty. What do you want me to do?" + +"You have great influence with Sir John Thornton, haven't you, mother?" +asked Antonia, kneeling down as she spoke by the open window, and +leaning one pointed elbow on the sill. Mrs. Bernard Temple permitted +herself to smile agreeably. + +"A man's _fiancee_ has generally influence over him," she said in a +sentimental voice. + +"That's what I thought," said Antonia. "I'll never be anybody's +_fiancee_--the mere thought would make me ill--but that's neither here +nor there. Granted that you have influence over Sir John, I want you to +use it in my way--now, do you understand?" + +"Really, Antonia, really,"--Mrs. Bernard Temple looked quite +alarmed--"Sir John cannot bear erratic people, he tells me so from +morning to night. I am afraid you have managed to displease him very +seriously, my dear. When you spilt your tea in the garden this evening, +he acknowledged, when I pressed him on the subject, that it gave him +quite a sense of nausea. You see, Antonia, how careful you ought to be. +The comforts of the home I have provided for you may be jeopardised if +you are too erratic. You know I did not wish you to come to the Grange +until after my wedding. The fact is, Sir John is very much annoyed about +you. He has spoken to me most seriously on the subject of your +extraordinary manners, and has asked me why I permit you to do the +things you do. When I tell him that I have not the smallest scrap of +influence over you, he simply does not believe me; and then he has such +an aggravating way of drawing comparisons between you and that +icy-mannered girl, Hester." + +"Oh, I'm not a patch upon Hester," said Antonia; "she is a very nice, +well-bred, English young lady. I'm Bohemian of the Bohemians. I'm +nobody--nobody at all. I extinguish myself at the shrine of great Art. +I love to extinguish myself. I adore being a shadow." + +"I think, Antonia, you are quite mad." + +"Think it away, my dearest mother, only grant my request; influence Sir +John in my way." + +"Oh, you terrible, terrible child! Well, what do you want me to do?" + +"Now you're becoming reasonable," said Antonia, "and I really won't keep +you from your hair a moment longer than I can help. I went to the Towers +this morning, mother; it's really a heavenly old place; quite steeped in +the best sort of mediaeval art. In the house, old china and low ceilings; +out of doors, nature untrammelled. Think of a place like the Towers in +the possession of Susy Drummond and her father, the ex-coal-merchant. +Mother, it is not to be." + +"My dear Antonia, I can't listen to you another moment." Mrs. Bernard +Temple rose as she spoke. "Pinkerton, come at once," she called. + +Pinkerton turned the handle of the door. + +"Go away, Pinkerton!" shouted Antonia. "Now, mother, sit down; there's +oceans of time." + +"Really, really, my dear! Oh, what a trial one's children sometimes are. +The Drummonds have bought the Towers. The whole thing is an accomplished +fact." + +"It is not too late," pursued Antonia. "I have been giving a spice of my +mind to Susy, and she hates and detests the place, and will do what she +can to get her father to back out of his bargain. Well, the Lorrimers +are almost dying at the thought of going. The ugly duckling told me the +whole story to-day, and I never listened to anything more piteous; and +Squire Lorrimer is hiding in London because of his poor feelings. In +short, the moment for strong measures has arrived; and if you won't +speak to Sir John, I will." + +Mrs. Bernard Temple turned white. + +"If _you_ speak to him, Antonia," she said, "he will break off the +match, and we shall be ruined--ruined." + +"Very well, mother; you must have a conversation with him. One or other +of us must have it, that is certain." + +"Oh, you most terrible child! What am I to say to him?" + +"Say this, and say it firmly. Say that you won't marry him unless he +goes to see Squire Lorrimer, and makes an arrangement to lend him +sufficient money to stay on at the Towers. The Drummonds will be +delighted to get out of their bargain, and the Lorrimers will be saved. +That's the plan of campaign. Either I undertake to see it through, +mother, or you do. Now, which is it to be?" + +"You must give me until to-morrow morning to think over your wild words. +Really, my poor head is splitting." + +Antonia went up and kissed her mother. + +"You can come now, Pinkerton," she called out. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +MOLLY'S SORROW. + + +Hester was a good deal astonished that same day, when, just before +dinner, Annie Forest came up to her with a request. + +"I don't want to dine here to-night," she said. "I want to go to the +Towers to have a good long talk with Molly." + +"But, really, Annie," replied Hester, "is it necessary for you to go +to-night? I did not know--I mean I did not think that--that you and +Molly----" + +"That we were special friends?" interrupted Annie. "Oh, yes, we are +quite friendly enough for the little talk I mean to have. You'll spare +me, won't you, Hetty, and if Molly offers me a bed, I'll sleep there and +be back quite early in the morning." + +"I can't refuse you, of course," said Hester, "but that won't prevent my +missing you. It will be rather a dreadful dinner party, with only Mrs. +Bernard Temple and Antonia and that dreadful, sleepy Susy. You are so +full of tact and so bright, Annie, that you generally make matters go +off fairly well. But to-night there won't be anyone to stem the current. +Oh, dear, I do trust that Antonia won't talk _too_ much high art." + +As Hester spoke, she looked at her friend with an expression of great +anxiety on her face. Under ordinary circumstances this look would have +completely overmastered Annie, who would immediately have yielded up +her own wishes to please Hester, but now she remained quite obdurate. + +"I am sure you will manage very well," she said, in an almost hard voice +for her. "You know, Hetty, you won't always have me, and you will have +Mrs. Bernard Temple and Antonia." + +"It is too dreadful," sighed Hester. "When my father thought of marrying +again, why did he not think of someone more congenial?" + +"I suppose Mrs. Bernard Temple is congenial to him," replied Annie, "and +that he doubtless considers of the first importance. After all, Hetty, +I'm sure she will let you have your own way in everything, and I don't +really think that Antonia is half bad. If I were you I would try and +make friends with her." + +"It is not in my nature to make friends easily," replied Hester. + +She was standing in her pretty bedroom as she spoke, and Annie was +leaning by the open window, swinging her garden hat in her hand. + +"Hester," she said, suddenly, "forgive me if I ask you rather a rude +question. Is your father a very rich man?" + +Hester looked surprised. + +"I suppose so," she answered; "to tell the truth, I have never thought +about it. Oh, yes, I conclude that he is quite well off." + +"But I want him to be more than well off. Is he rich--very rich? so rich +that he would not miss a lot of money if he had suddenly to--to lose +it?" + +"What a very queer question to ask me, Annie," replied Hester. "I am +really afraid I cannot reply to it. I think my father must be rich, but +I don't know if he is rich enough to be able to afford to lose a lot of +money--I don't think anyone is rich enough for that." + +"Oh, yes, some people are," answered Annie. "Well, good-bye, Hetty, keep +up your heart. I'll be back early to-morrow morning." + +"I must get that question of Sir John Thornton's wealth clearly answered +somehow or other," thought Annie, "for there is no manner of use in +Antonia stirring up a lot of mischief if there is no money to be found. +I wonder if nursey could help me. I think I'll just have a word with her +before I go to the Towers." + +Mrs. Martin was alone when Annie entered the room. + +"Well, my dear, and why ain't you at dinner?" asked the old woman. She +was still fond of Annie, whom she invariably spoke of as "a winsome +young body," but recent events had soured her considerably, and as she +herself expressed it, the keenest pleasure now left to her in life was +to "mope and mutter." + +"Moping and muttering eases the mind," she said; "it's a wonderful +relief not to have to sit up straight and smiling when you feel crooked +and all of a frown." + +Accordingly Mrs. Martin received Annie Forest with brief displeasure. + +"I have no heart for dinner," said Annie, who took her cue at once from +the old woman's face. "I know you are miserable, Nurse Martin, but you +need not look at me so scornfully, for I am trying to mend matters." + +"You," exclaimed nurse, "a child like you! Now, Miss Annie, I would try +and talk sensibly, I would, really." + +"Well, I'm going off to the Towers for the night," said Annie, "and if +you weren't so cross I'd like to say good-bye and give you a kiss before +I started." + +"Eh, dear," replied nurse, her countenance visibly softening however; +"kisses, however sweet they be, don't heal sore places." + +"But you'll take one, won't you, nursey?" + +"Eh, my bairn, you have a winsome way, but don't you come canoodling me +now, when my heart is like to break about my own dear children; and the +young ladies at the Towers, too, in such a muck of trouble." + +"Dear nursey," exclaimed Annie; "dear, loving, faithful, true-hearted +nursey." + +She stroked the old woman's brow and rubbed her soft cheek against hers. + +"Out with it now, my pet," said Nurse Martin. "What is it you want me to +do? If it's the pawn-shop again--once for all, no, I won't." + +"It isn't the pawn-shop," said Annie; "it's just to ask you a simple +question. I asked Hester, but she couldn't tell me. Is Sir John Thornton +a rich man?" + +"Is he rich?" echoed nurse; "do you think _she'd_ be after him if he +wasn't?" + +"I don't know. Is he rich, nursey?" + +"Yes, he's rich," replied nurse. + +"Very, very rich? Dear Nurse Martin, please say yes." + +"He's rich," replied nurse in an emphatic voice. "He has got his gold +and his lands, and not a debt anywhere, and small expenses compared to +his means. Yes, he's rich. More shame to him for taking the money from +Miss Hester and Miss Nan to provide a new wife and an outlandish +stepdaughter." + +"If he lost a lot of money, a great lot, would he be a beggar?" pursued +Annie. + +"Well, really, Miss Annie, it isn't for me to say; but I think it would +be a very big sum that would beggar Sir John. What are you after, Miss? +I don't understand you at all." + +"I'm thinking of the outlandish stepdaughter," replied Annie. + +"Oh, Miss Annie Forest, don't name her to me. She turns my heart sick. +Its in an asylum she should be. The messes she carries about with her, +and the dress she wears, and the whole look of her! It isn't fit for +Miss Hester and Miss Nan to have anything to do with her." + +"You don't know her yet," replied Annie. "She has beautiful thoughts and +grand resolves." + +"Preserve me from 'em," said nurse. "There, now, miss, if you re going, +you'd better go. I don't want to hear anything more about that girl, for +lady she ain't." + +"Good-bye, nurse," said Annie. "I am glad you are certain that Sir John +Thornton is rich." + +"I'd be glad if I was as certain that Miss Hester and Miss Nan were +going to be happy," replied the old woman. + +Annie blew a kiss to her and ran away. + +The task Antonia had set her was quite to her heart. If, in addition to +helping the Lorrimers, she could by this means get out of her own +scrape, why, so much the better. It was one of Annie's gifts to be able +to discriminate character with great nicety; and while Antonia spoke to +her, she acknowledged a sudden respect and even admiration for the +power which this queer girl possessed. + +It was almost night when Annie set off on her walk across the fields to +the Towers. She could not help singing to herself as she skipped lightly +over the ground. She felt somehow, she could scarcely tell why, as if a +great load had been lifted off her mind. One part of Antonia's mission +she had already accomplished. She had found out from a very trustworthy +source that Sir John Thornton was really a rich man. The second half of +her task, the discovery of the present address of Squire Lorrimer, would +surely not be impossible of fulfilment. + +The Lorrimer children were out as usual. Whenever was a Lorrimer within +doors, when he or she could be out? When Annie approached they were +dismally employed, for Harry had inaugurated weekly meetings of the feud +during the remainder of their stay at the Towers; and the children were +now dancing solemnly round the bonfire, and repeating the solemn dirge +which was to work evil consequences to the new-comers. Harry was +spokesman on the occasion. He repeated the words to a sort of chanting +air, and all the others repeated them after him with immense unction and +smacking of lips. Kitty said afterwards that the dirge made her feel +nearly as bloodthirsty as a Red Indian, and Boris openly wished that he +could live in a wigwam and wear scalps. + +Annie's appearance on the scene diverted the whole party, and Boris +eagerly asked her if she would like to become a member of the feud. + +"I would immensely," replied Annie; "but it wouldn't be of any use, as +I'm not a Lorrimer." + +"I could marry you, and then you'd be one," said Boris, looking up at +her with a great shining light in his eyes. + +"So you could, you sweet," said Annie, bending down and kissing him, +"and the day I marry you I faithfully promise to join the feud; but I +must run off now to find Molly." + +"She's somewhere in the tower packing books," screamed Kitty after her. + +Accordingly Annie pursued her way round to that part of the house. + +The tower was at least two hundred years older than the rest of the +mansion, and, as Annie ran up the spiral stairs, she had to feel her way +through thick darkness, for the Lorrimers never thought of spending +money on illuminating the stairs and passages of this ancient building. + +A dim light in the distance presently guided her steps, and she soon +found herself standing, out of breath and a good deal blown, in the +presence of Molly and Jane Macalister. They were both clothed from head +to foot in long brown-holland aprons. Jane was vigorously dusting and +brushing a heap of dilapidated books, which Molly was arranging in +orderly piles on the floor. Jane looked up when she saw Annie and +uttered a little scream. + +"Now, what have you come about?" she said; "you see we are quite up to +our eyes in work." + +"Delightful," said Annie; "I'll help. Toss me an apron, Molly, do." + +Off went Annie's hat, on went the brown-holland apron, and Jane found +that she had secured a valuable assistant in the matter of dusting and +brushing. + +[Illustration: PACKING THE BOOKS (_p._ 240).] + +The work went on for two or three minutes in silence, then Molly said, +"I hope there's nothing the matter with Nora, Annie? It seems so very +late for you to come to pay us a visit." + +"I have come here to stay for the night, if I may," replied Annie. + +"Hoots! I don't know if that will be possible," interrupted Jane. + +"Oh, I'll sleep anywhere; I'm not a bit particular. I want to talk to +you, Molly; I've a great deal to say." + +"There's no use in girls wasting their time with silly havering when +work has to be done," snapped Jane. "I'm willing to grant that a heavy +misfortune has come to this house, but come rain or sunshine the daily +round _must_ go on. Pass me that clean duster, Molly. These books have +to be sorted and put in boxes before we either of us lie down to-night." + +"But three pairs of hands make lighter work than two," rejoined Annie. +"I'm willing to help; I mean to help; I am helping. Molly, pass me a +duster, too. I'll talk to you, Molly, when the work is over." + +"That's the time for sleep," said Jane. + +"Oh, come, Jane, if Annie wants to talk to me, she must," said Molly in +an almost fretful tone. "There's plenty of room for you in my bed, +Annie, so that matter is settled; now let us fly along with the books." + +Jane did not utter another word of remonstrance. In her inmost heart she +had a great admiration for Annie, whom she always spoke of as a "bonny, +capable lassie." The books were all sorted and packed in a little over +an hour, and then the girls went downstairs to supper in the great hall. +Supper consisted of porridge and milk, followed by great dishes of +stewed fruit. The children all sat round a table, and Mrs. Lorrimer, +with the air of a royal matron, dispensed the simple food. + +Immediately afterwards, Annie slipped her hand through Molly's arm, and +drew her out of doors on to the moonlit lawn. + +"I can't wait another moment," she said. "I've oceans of things to ask +you." + +"I suppose you have come over on some special business," replied Molly. +"Has Hester sent me a message?" + +"No; Hester has had nothing to do with it. I came over because I really +want a talk with you all by myself. I cannot tell you what I thought +to-day when that dreadful Susy Drummond came with her sort of 'take +possession' style into the house." + +"And do you really imagine," answered Molly, "that Miss Drummond annoyed +us in any way? for if you do you are greatly mistaken. We are in great +trouble just now about father, and about dear Guy being cut out of his +rightful inheritance, and naturally we shall all feel leaving the +Towers, but if you think that girl makes any difference one way or +other, you are quite wrong." + +Annie was silent for a moment. Then she said in a low voice, "I'm glad +you don't mind her; she would try me a good bit. How soon have you got +to leave, Molly?" + +"Mother would like us to be out in a month," replied Molly. "Mr. +Drummond does not take possession for over five weeks, but mother thinks +that when a very painful thing has to be done, the sooner it is over the +better. And she has almost taken a roomy old cottage on the edge of +Sharsted Common. She says the children must not be cooped up in a town +house, and they will have plenty of room to run about on the common, and +as Nortonbury is only a mile away, Guy and Harry can still go to school +there." + +"And will you still stay at home, Molly?" + +"I don't know, all the future is a complete blank. I am not educated +according to modern ideas, and I love my own people so deeply that it +would be agony to leave them. At the same time, I know some of us must +go away, for we shall be very poor; we'll have no money at all except +the income from mother's little fortune, and that will go a small way. I +have asked mother to let us do without a servant, for I quite love +housework. But really, Annie, everything at present is simply in chaos." + +"It is good of you to tell me," said Annie, in her caressing voice. "You +know I am poor myself, and I dearly love poor people; they are fifty +times more interesting than rich ones. Fancy what zest is added to life +when you have to contrive and scrape, and patch and fit every one of +your dresses." + +"As to that," replied Molly, "I don't in the least care what I wear; but +I must frankly say that patched and contrived dresses are, as a rule, +very ugly. Now shall we come into the house?" + +"Not yet," replied Annie; "it is lovely out. Let us take another turn +just here in the moonlight. Have you heard anything about the Squire +lately, Molly? Is he likely to come back to the Towers soon?" + +"No; I'm afraid he won't come at all. The sudden necessity which obliged +him to sell the old home has had the strangest effect upon him. We are +very anxious about him--very, very unhappy. The state of his health is +our keenest grief." + +"And do you know where he is?" + +"Oh, yes, in London. Mother writes to him to his club." + +"It seems a great pity that he should be alone there," said Annie. "I +wonder your mother likes to leave him." + +"Mother is only carrying out his wishes. He has absolutely refused to +come back to the Towers. He says he may come after we have all gone, but +not before. I cannot tell you, Annie, how miserable we are about him. He +is completely altered. He used to be the tenderest, the most unselfish +of fathers, and now the whole burden of everything is put on poor +mother's shoulders." + +"What is the name of his club?" asked Annie. + +"The Carlton." + +"Have none of you any influence over him?" + +"Nell has the most. She is a strange child, and has a way of seeing down +into the very heart of things. Where her interests are aroused, she has +such intense sympathy that it gives her wonderful tact. If father were +at home, I believe Nell could manage him; but where is the use of +talking? He is away, and we none of us can move him by letter or +otherwise. Mother hopes that when we are really settled at the cottage, +he will return; but oh, dear--oh, dear--I believe the changed life will +shorten his days. There, Annie, I never thought to confide in you, but +you see I have done so. Now let us come indoors." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +PLOT THICKENS. + + +"Mother," said Antonia, two days after the events mentioned in the last +chapter, "I think we have been quite long enough at the Grange." + +Mrs. Bernard Temple was taking a walk by herself round one of the lawns +when Antonia swept up to her and made this remark. + +"I thought you would be saying something erratic of this sort," replied +her parent, a good deal of annoyance in her tone. "We have not been at +the Grange a week yet and, as it is to be the future home of both of us, +it does not seem at all inconsistent to spend a fortnight here now, +particularly when we are enjoying ourselves so much." + +"Pray speak for yourself with regard to the enjoyment, mother," +responded Miss Bernard Temple. "I must say that dreariness is no word +for this place as far as I am concerned. These trim _parterres_, those +undulating velvet lawns are abhorrence to me; but I am not thinking of +myself at all when I say that I think it would be well for us to return +to our rooms in town. I wish to do so for quite another motive. In the +first place, I have got to take care of you, mother; you must not make +yourself too cheap." + +"Oh, my dear Antonia, what a horrid expression! I hope I understand what +is due to my own dignity." + +"Frankly, mother, you don't--not on all occasions; but now to revert to +the more important business. I am anxious to be back in town because I +want this matter with regard to the Towers to be carried into effect as +soon as possible. By the way, have you spoken to Sir John Thornton on +the subject?" + +"Yes, oh, yes! for goodness sake don't you interfere, my dear." + +"Of course I won't if you have done your duty. What did you say?" + +"Oh, just what I thought necessary! I think I made up quite a moving +story. Sir John listened attentively. Said he had the greatest possible +respect for Squire Lorrimer; that it gave him considerable pain to feel +that _parvenus_, like the Drummonds should reside at the Towers; but he +said, further, that he could not quite tell how he was to interfere." + +"Oh, I dare say!" answered Antonia. "I know enough of him to be certain +that every step of the path to the rescue must be made clear by others. +Did he give you to understand, mother, that he would be willing to help +Squire Lorrimer if the occasion arose?" + +"Well, my dear, I gathered that he would not be averse to doing so; but, +really, the matter is one of extreme delicacy, and one which it is quite +impossible for me to say much about." + +"But I have not the least objection to talking about it," said Antonia. +"It is one of my failings not to feel delicacy except with regard to +art. I can talk to him if you like. I should recommend extreme +bluntness. These obtuse people never see things unless they are put +right up in front of their eyes." + +"Really, Antonia, in addition to being eccentric, you are now becoming +positively vulgar. What have I done to be afflicted with a daughter like +you? I beg and beseech of you not to say a word to Sir John on the +subject." + +"All right, mother, I won't, if you will promise without fail to return +to London to-morrow." + +"Oh, dear, dear, it will be most inconvenient." + +"But you'll come?" + +"I--really----" + +"I see Sir John in the distance; he is smoking a cigarette, which will +soothe him while I talk. If I talk to him, you needn't go to London so +soon. Which shall it be?" + +"Oh, London, London--anything better than that you should worry poor Sir +John. Was there ever a woman so worried? You had better send Pinkerton +to me." + +"That's a good mother," said Antonia, bestowing one of her rare and +wonderfully sweet smiles upon her parent. She rushed away to the house +in her headlong style; met Hester in one of the corridors; stopped her +to exclaim, "Cheer up, Hetty, the incubus is leaving by the first train +in the morning," and then finding Pinkerton, despatched her for orders +to Mrs. Bernard Temple. + +A few moments later, Antonia had forced her way into Susy's presence. + +"Mother and I leave to-morrow," she said. "I don't know if you feel +inclined to stay here much longer?" + +"I? No, I'm sure I don't," answered Susy. "I am sick of the place; they +are all such a lot of slow coaches." + +"County people, you know," said Antonia with a slight sneer, "are always +a little slow to us _parvenus_; we're so wonderfully fresh, you know; +not worn out like the poor county folk." + +"You can call yourself a _parvenu_ if you like," said Susy in a rage, +"but I decline to allow the name to be applied to me; however, I think +I'll go back to father to-morrow, and I may as well take advantage of +your escort." + +"That's what I thought. Get your maid to pack your things, for we shall +be off by the first train, remember. By the way, did you hear from your +father with regard to your letter?" + +"Yes, I heard this morning." + +"Well, what did he say?" + +"He says he is sorry I don't like the Towers, but he doesn't see how he +is to get out of the purchase now. He is to take possession in a little +over a month." + +"What a horrible future for you," said Antonia. "That musty old +place--the ghost in the tower--the family feud----" + +"What do you mean by the family feud?" + +"Oh, a little arrangement lately entered into by the younger Lorrimers +for your benefit. I'm not bound to repeat it, but I can truly say I +shouldn't like the little formula they have made up to be chanted +nightly about me. Frankly, Susy, I pity you. You must hate the idea of +going to the Towers." + +"Yes, I loathe it," said Susy. + +"The best thing you can do is to see your father, and have a very +serious talk. Its settled that you come back with us to-morrow. That's +right. Ta-ta for the present." + +Antonia left the room. + +She stood for a moment by herself in one of the passages. + +"Who would have thought," she murmured to herself, "that I, Antonia +Bernard Temple, would devote myself to anything except the services of +high Art. Here am I absolutely wearing myself out and devising the most +horrible plots and stratagems, all for the sake of an ugly duckling. +Shall I succeed? Yes, I think so. Matters move in the right direction. +Susy hates going to the Towers; the Lorrimers hate leaving the Towers. +Sir John Thornton has more money than he knows what to do with. Surely +some scheme can be suggested to keep the old family in the old place. +When we are in town, we can soon get to know Squire Lorrimer. Hurrah! I +have an idea. Annie Forest and Nora shall both come up to town with us +to-morrow. Annie is a capital kind of girl, although she did behave with +want of fidelity as regards that ring. I must get it back for her +somehow before we leave. Annie we must have, for she's a perfect jewel +of tact, and so sweetly pretty, just like a red rose, while I'm a +fierce--very fierce--tiger lily. Nora must come, too, because, of +course, Squire Lorrimer will visit us for the sake of seeing his child. +Mother shall propose to Sir John Thornton, and he will further suggest +to Mrs. Lorrimer, that Nora would be the better for the best surgical +advice. Hey presto! the thing is delightfully managed. Antonia, my dear, +you begin to see daylight, don't you?" + +Antonia skipped away in high good humour, and, wonderful to relate, her +different little schemes for collecting a party to accompany her mother +and herself to town were all carried out without hitch or difficulty. +Annie, of course, was only too delighted to spend her last few days of +holiday in London, and Nora, who had never been there, quite forgave +Mrs. Bernard Temple for becoming Hester's stepmother when she heard +that she was going to take her to the "Heart of the World," as she +termed the great metropolis. + +On the evening of that same day Antonia, having concluded, as she +considered, an arduous campaign, stood for a moment in earnest +contemplation. "There's only the ring," she said to herself. "I must get +the ring for poor Annie before I go. Now, who will lend me thirty +shillings? I'll try Pinkerton first." + +She swept into the room where the tired maid was completing her somewhat +laborious packing, for Mrs. Bernard Temple invariably carried nearly a +houseful of dresses about with her. + +"Well, Miss Antonia, what now?" said the maid. "I wish you'd take off +that evening dress, miss, and let me lay it just over the others here in +in this box." + +"I can stuff it into my Gladstone bag," said Antonia; "don't trouble +about it. Pinkerton, when were you paid your wages last?" + +"Oh, wages, indeed!" said Pinkerton, with a sniff. "Don't talk of em, +Miss Antonia. It's months and months I'm owed, but I suppose it will be +all right when your ma is married to this rich gentleman." + +"You haven't got about thirty-two shillings you could spare me?" said +Antonia. + +"I couldn't oblige you with thirty-two pence, miss." + +Antonia drummed with her fingers on a chest of drawers near which she +was leaning. "And it's such a paltry sum," she muttered--"not worth a +fuss. You ought to have your wages, Pinkerton--it's a shame! I must +speak to mother about them when my mind is a little less burdened. I +have a good deal to think of just now, so good-night!" + +"What about that dress, miss?" + +"I can't give it to you at present. I'll stow it away somewhere. +Good-night!" + +Antonia closed the door behind her and ran downstairs. She must get the +thirty-two shillings from somewhere. To whom could she apply? She +suddenly found herself face to face with Sir John Thornton. An +inspiration seized her. She rushed up to him and took one of his hands. +He shuddered, but had the strength of mind to remain perfectly still. + +"Can you lend me thirty-two shillings?" said Antonia. "You're as rich as +Croesus, so you won't mind. I'll pay it back to you a shilling a week +out of my dress allowance. Will you lend it? Say yes or no in a hurry, +please." + +"Yes," said Sir John, "... with pleasure." He moved back a step or two. +"Here are two sovereigns," he said. "Pray don't mind the change. The +change doesn't matter, I assure you. Oh, any time, of course, as regards +repayment. I am happy to oblige you." He dropped the sovereigns into +Antonia's large palm and prepared to fly. + +"You are happy to oblige me?" she said with a sort of gasp. "Oh, do stay +just a single moment. You have made me very happy. Thirty-two shillings +must go for a special purpose, but eight blessed shillings remain. Don't +you really want the change? May I really borrow the change?" + +"Most certainly. I am rather in a hurry." + +"I'd kiss you, but you wouldn't like it," said Antonia. "These eight +shillings mean--do you know what they mean?" + +"If they make you happy, my dear young lady, that is enough for me." + +"They do, they do! Cobalt ... Indian red ... rose madder ... burnt +sienna ... canvasses ... a new flat brush for the skies ... some drawing +pins--Oh, he's gone! Dear old man. What an affliction I was to him; but +how triumphant I feel!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +NELL IS IN TROUBLE. + + +All Antonia's plans were carried into effect. She paid Mrs. Martin +thirty-two shillings and gave the old woman her address in town, begging +of her to forward the ring there without an hour's delay. In due course +it arrived, and Annie had it once more in her possession. Poor Annie +turned pale when Antonia put the little box which contained it into her +hand. + +"I could cry as well as laugh," she said, looking at Antonia with tears +springing to her eyes. "I have not behaved well about this ring, and I +ought not to have it back like this. I ought to be properly punished. It +does not seem fair that I should have the ring returned to me again in +this easy manner." + +"Undoubtedly you have been deceitful," replied Antonia, "and your +conscience must feel ruffled. I can stand most things, but a ruffled +conscience, I confess, is too much for me. I suppose you will soothe it +in the only possible way?" + +"What do you mean?" asked Annie. + +"Confession is good for the soul," replied Antonia, in a sing-song +voice. She went to the window as she spoke and looked out into the +sunlit street. + +The two girls were standing in the room which Antonia was pleased to +call her studio. It was an attic at the top of the house, and had a +dormer window with a north light. The dormer window had sides which were +curtained with green. In Annie's opinion this room was simply hideous. +Huge canvasses covered with great daubs of colour occupied the walls. A +skeleton stood in one corner, and one or two draped figures were in +others. Antonia had lured Annie up here for the purpose of taking her +likeness in a white kerchief. Antonia was fired with an idea that Annie +would look well as Marie Antoinette on her way to execution. She was not +quite sure whether to make her Charlotte Corday or Marie Antoinette; +but, on reflection, decided that the latter character would suit her +best, as she did not think that Annie could ever get sufficient tragedy +into her eyes for the former. + +"I am going to paint myself some day for Charlotte," exclaimed Antonia. +"I'll study before the glass whenever I've an odd moment, and I believe +I shall do the fixity of purpose stare after another week of hard +practice. Now, do stand still Annie--the bother of the ring is at an +end, so you can forget it. Just turn your head a little to the left, I +want to get a peep at your ear--you have got a good ear, quite +shell-like. Now, for mercy's sake look tragical! Think of the +guillotine, and the crowd looking on, and La Belle France and the +Tuileries, and the horrid feeling when your head is separated from your +trunk. Now, then, realise it--get it into your eyes. Are you realising +it?" + +"Frankly, I'm not," replied Annie. "I can't sit for Marie Antoinette any +longer to-day. I really can't, Antonia. This room is so stiflingly hot, +and I want to go out. I want to get into one of the parks. Are there any +near this?" + +"Oh, yes! Hyde Park is quite close; but you'll find it as dry as chips. +Remember, it is September now. Hyde Park is not pretty in September." + +"I wonder anyone can live in London," replied Annie. + +"Do you? I don't. I hate this poky little house in the centre of +detestable fashion; but if I could have an atelier, or a studio, I ought +to say, in Gower Street, it would be nearly as good as Paris. Well, if +you won't sit any longer, I suppose you won't. Now let us come +downstairs." + +The girls left the studio and entered the drawing-room. Here they found +Mrs. Bernard Temple and Nora. Nora was lying on a sofa looking tired and +pale, and Mrs. Bernard Temple was moving about the room in a bustling +sort of fashion arranging flowers. The drawing-room was small and +crowded with knick-knacks. Antonia seldom swept across this room without +knocking a table over or flicking a paper on to the floor. + +"Now, my dear, be careful!" exclaimed her parent. "That papier-mache +table on which I have just arranged these lovely late roses, sent to me +by dear Sir John, will not stand one of your lunges. I cannot imagine +how you have got that peculiar walk, Antonia; its exactly as if you were +on board ship." + +Antonia lounged towards a chair, into which she flung herself. + +"Dear me, it is hot!" she exclaimed, pushing back her thick black hair +from her forehead. "Never mind about my walk, mother; let me hear the +news. What did Sir Henry Fraser say of Nora?" + +Mrs. Bernard Temple sank into another chair. + +"The dear child!" she exclaimed. "She had a trying morning." + +"Pray don't talk of it!" exclaimed Nora from her sofa. "It was too +desperate." + +"Why, did he hurt you?" exclaimed Antonia. + +"Oh, no! he was kindness itself; but we had to wait so long before we +saw him." + +"Pooh!" answered Antonia. "Was that the dreadful part? Tell me what he +said when you did see him? Are you likely soon to be quite well again?" + +"With care," interrupted Mrs. Bernard Temple, "dear Nora will recover +perfectly. Her back is still very weak, but there is no injury. She may +walk a little daily, but must lie down a good deal." + +"You're quite sure he wasn't anxious about you?" asked Antonia, fixing +her eyes on Nora. + +Nora started. + +"No; what do you mean?" she said. "You quite startle me. Why should he +be anxious?" + +"Well, I almost wish he were. It would suit my purpose to have him +anxious for a day or two. However, if he isn't, he isn't, and there's an +end of it. Nora, don't you want to see your father very badly?" + +"Oh, yes!" replied Nora. Her face grew pink and red. "Of course I'd like +to see him, but I have not an idea where he is." + +"He's in London, close to you, you goose." + +"Antonia!" interrupted Mrs. Bernard Temple. + +"Mother, she is a goose not to remember that Squire Lorrimer is in town. +You ought to write to him, Nora, and ask him to come to see you." + +"If he's in London I don't know his address," answered Nora. + +"You can write to his club--the Carlton. Here, I'll find you paper and +pen, or, if you are too tired to write after the doctor's examination, +you can dictate a letter to me. Here, what do you want to say? I'm not a +good hand at letter-writing, but you must know the sort of thing. You +had better ask him to dinner to-night; there's not an hour to be lost." + +"You forget that we are going to the theatre to-night," said Mrs. +Bernard Temple. + +"Oh, what does that matter. Nora can't go, with her weak back." + +"Yes she can. I have taken a box, and she shall have my air-cushion to +lean against." + +"And I want to go to a theatre awfully," said Nora. + +"Well, well, so much for filial affection. Ask him to come to lunch +to-morrow. Write any way--show that you're a daughter, a loving +daughter." + +"Of course I'm a loving daughter, but I----" + +"For goodness sake don't have any more buts. Write or dictate, whichever +you please." + +"I'll write if I must, but really--I don't suppose father will care to +come." + +"Doesn't he care for you, then?" + +"Care for me? What a thing to say. Of course he cares for me." + +"Then he'll come. Now, I give you five minutes. Write the letter, and +I'll take it out and post it." + +Nora muttered and grumbled, but Antonia's perfectly motionless figure, +as she sat in an easy chair facing her, was too much to be resisted. She +took up a pen, dipped it in ink, and began to write. + +"Do it lovingly," said Antonia; "put heart into it; show that you're a +daughter." + +Mrs. Bernard Temple motioned Annie to come and sit near her. + +"Really," she said in a whisper, "poor Antonia becomes more peculiar and +trying each day. She simply bullies us all. Look at that poor dear +little Nora, submitting to her caprice as gently as a lamb. I don't know +why she wants Squire Lorrimer to come here. I am not acquainted with +him, and it will be really painful for me to see him in his present +afflicted condition. I am a very cheerful person by nature, and hate +depressing circumstances." + +"I am sorry you are not sympathetic," answered Annie. + +Mrs. Bernard Temple raised her brows. + +"Sympathetic," she exclaimed; "my dear, I'm the soul--the very soul of +sympathy; but where's the use of wasting emotion? I can do nothing for +Squire Lorrimer, and it will only pain poor Nora to see him. Really, +really, Antonia is beyond anything afflicting. Now, my love, where are +you going?" + +The latter part of this speech was addressed to Miss Bernard Temple, who +was leaving the room. "Where are you going, Antonia, my love?" repeated +her mother. + +"Out, mother; to post this letter." + +"I beg of you to do nothing of the kind. I can send it by William, when +next he goes for a message." + +William was a very diminutive, and much overworked, page-boy. + +"Thanks," said Antonia; "but I prefer to go myself." + +She left the room, shutting the door rather noisily; and Mrs. Bernard +Temple looked for sympathy to the two girls. + +"Is not she trying?" she repeated. "With my mind so preoccupied with +thoughts of my approaching marriage, and of dear Sir John, and those +sweet girls, Hester and Nan; it is really too much to be worried by +Antonia's whims." + +"Oh, but she means everything splendidly," said Annie. "I admire her +beyond anything. If you will let me, Mrs. Bernard Temple, I will go out +with her." + +"Oh, certainly, my dear. I see you are under her spell, so I have +nothing to say. Dear Nora and I will try to make ourselves happy +together." + +Annie left the room, and met Antonia in the hall. + +"Wait one moment, Antonia," she said; "I'll go with you." + +She ran upstairs, fetched her hat and gloves, and joined Antonia. The two +girls went into the street. + +"I'm determined that no pranks shall be played with this letter," said +Antonia; "so I intend not to post it, but to take it to the Carlton +myself." + +"Antonia, is that right?" + +"Right--what can there be wrong in it? There is no one who will eat me +at the Carlton. I shall simply give the letter to the hall-porter, and +desire him to put it into Mr. Lorrimer's hands the moment he appears. +Now, come on, if you are coming. You can stay in the street while I +interview the porter." + +"But the post seems safer and easier," said Annie. + +"Well, I don't think so. Come, come; what are you loitering for?" + +As was universally the case, Antonia's strong will prevailed. + +She knew London thoroughly, and followed by the somewhat breathless +Annie, in due course reached the Carlton Club. + +She had run up the steps, entered the hall, interviewed the porter, +delivered her letter, and once more joined Annie, when the latter said +to her in a voice of suppressed excitement-- + +"There is Squire Lorrimer; that man with the bent head and hat pushed +over his eyes. He passed the club while you were within. There he is, +just turning the corner." + +"Run after him and stop him," exclaimed Antonia. "Quick, quick--I'll +fetch the letter out while you're catching him up." + +"Oh, I don't like to," said Annie. + +"What a goose you are--then I'll do it--he'll be lost to view if we wait +another instant arguing. Is it that rather old man who walks slowly? +Yes, yes, I see him. Stay where you are and I'll bring him back to you." + +Before Annie could interfere, Antonia had hastened forward with long +strides, which she soon quickened into a run. She reached Mr. Lorrimer, +and gave one of his coat sleeves a fierce tug. + +He started, took off his hat instinctively, and then stared in amazement +at the wild-looking girl, whose face was completely unknown to him. + +"Oh, yes, you think I'm mad," said Antonia, "but I'm not. I'm about as +sane as anyone in England. You are Mr. Lorrimer, and you're afraid to go +home, and your family are in dreadful trouble. I'm Antonia Bernard +Temple; yes, it's a long unwieldy sort of name, but I have the +misfortune to own it. If I'm a diamond at all, I'm a rough sort; very +rough and uncouth, but I mean well. My mother is engaged to Sir John +Thornton, and we have been staying at the Grange, and I have seen your +magnificent untrammelled old place, with its briars, and dragon china, +and I, in short--I have seen Nell. Nell is in trouble, and my heart has +gone out to her; and Nora is in town staying with us, with my mother and +me, and she wants to see you, naturally; so please come home with me +now. Please turn round and come to the Carlton first. There's a letter +there for you from Nora. Come and see her, and hear about Nell and +Molly." + +There was the queerest mixture of every sort of emotion in Antonia's +wild, disjointed speech; but above it all was an overpowering +earnestness, which somehow attracted the poor, forlorn-looking Squire. + +"You are a very queer young lady," he said. + +"Oh, they all say that," exclaimed Antonia clasping her hands. "I beg of +you not to be commonplace; do come home with me." + +"But somehow you seem to know all about my people," he continued. "Is it +possible that Nora is in town? Yes, I'll go and see her. Where is she?" + +"Come with me and I'll take you to the house. It's in a most poky, +fashionable part--an odious locality, where poor Art hides her head. +Just walk back with me to meet Annie Forest, and to get your letter. +You know Annie Forest, don't you?" + +"I have met her." + +"Well, she's waiting close to the Carlton Club for us both; and we can't +leave her there, you know; come quickly." + +The Squire turned. + +His step was slow. The look of depression on his face was painful; his +grizzled hair was nearly white, and his once keen, hawk-like blue eyes +were now dim and dull. Antonia had never seen him before, but Annie +started when he held out his hand to her. + +He walked in almost silence back with the two girls, and in a little +more than half an hour, Antonia had the pleasure of introducing him to +her mother and Nora, who were enjoying afternoon tea together in great +contentment and peace of mind. Nora uttered a little shriek when she saw +her father. He took her in his arms and kissed her tenderly. Annie did +not follow the Squire into the drawing-room. + +"Come, mother," said Antonia, going up to her parent. + +"Where?" asked Mrs. Bernard Temple in astonishment. + +"Out of the room--come." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +THE LION AND MOUSE. + + +No one could be in a more terrible state of complete collapse than poor +Mr. Lorrimer. The blow he had most dreaded had overtaken him. He had +been as plucky an English gentleman as ever walked. As true-hearted and +affectionate a husband and father, as kind and considerate a +landlord--as honourable as man could be in all his dealings--a keen +sportsman, a lover of horses--in short, an ideal squire of the old +school; but the Towers had been his backbone; now that circumstances for +which he was scarcely to blame deprived him of the home of his fathers, +he found himself unable to stand up against the blow. He had made a +gallant fight up to the last moment, but when he saw plainly that the +tide had set in dead against him, he ceased to fight and allowed himself +to drift. He made up his mind that his last memory of the Towers should +be that evening when the old ball-room was full of light and movement, +and when two little fairy-like figures had flitted across the lawn to +greet him. That fairy and that brownie had comforted him on that night +of keen desolation, and their memory lingered with him still. He lived +in cheap lodgings near his club, ate what was put before him, read +nothing, moped away the long hours, and was fast reaching a stage when +serious breakdown of some sort or other was imminent. He desired all +letters to be sent to him to the Carlton, and not only refused to allow +his wife to come to him, but would not let her know where he was +lodging. He promised, however, to join his family when the move from the +Towers had been made. + +On the day when Antonia met him, he was feeling more wretched even than +usual. He had never hitherto been a weak or undecided man, but now he +was completely limp--there was no other word to describe his condition. +Antonia's firmness compelled him to obey her, and he found himself +against his will in Nora's company. Nora was not his favourite child; +she was not like Molly to him, nor like Nell and Boris, still she was +one of his children, and his heart throbbed with a great wave of pain +when he saw her. + +"My poor little girl," he said, kissing her tenderly, "my poor dear +little girl. I have been a bad father to you, my little Nora." + +"Oh, no, no, father," said Nora, sobbing now, and much overcome. "No, +no, dear, darling father; I'm so delighted, so delighted to see you +again." + +The Squire sat down on the sofa near Nora, and putting his arm round +her, drew her pretty head to rest on his breast. + +"So you are staying in town," he said, "quite close to me; and how--how +are the others, my dear?" + +"Quite well," replied Nora "only fretting about you." + +"About me? They needn't do that--I'm not worth it. You're sure your +mother is quite well, Nora?" + +"Yes." + +"And Molly?" + +"Yes, quite well." + +"And the young 'uns, Nell and Boris?" + +"Oh, they're well, only Nell frets a good bit." + +"Poor child, poor child; bless her, she's a loving little soul. I +suppose Guy is awfully cut up, eh, Nonie?" + +"Oh, father, indeed he's not. Guy is too much of a man--he's splendid, +he is, really. I wish you'd go back again, father, that's all they want. +It's you they want, not the Towers--you are more to them than the +Towers." + +"You're a good child to say so," said the Squire; "but I can't go back +at present. When I think of that place going out of the family, I feel +like an unfaithful steward. It was committed to me to keep and to hand +on intact to my boy, and I've lost him his inheritance. You none of you +know what it means; but I can't go back--not at present." + +"May I write and tell mother where you are?" + +"No; she writes to me to the Carlton--I'm all right; don't you worry +about me, pet." + +"You don't look all right--you look very ill." + +"See here, Nora, don't you write home and tell them that--promise." + +The Squire's manner grew quite fierce. He looked at Nora out of his +bloodshot eyes. "Promise," he said. "I won't have it done--do you hear?" + +"No, father, of course I won't if it vexes you." + +"It does, my child, it does," the Squire's manner became tenderer than +ever. "I'm worried and in trouble at present, and I am best alone; I am +best all by myself for a bit. God knows, I suppose I shall pull round +after a bit, and face you all--that poor boy whom I've ruined, and the +rest of you--but I must get time--that's only reasonable--I must get +time. Now I'm off; I'm glad to see you looking well, Nora." + +"But you'll come and see me again, father; you promise, do promise that +you'll come and see me again." + +"Yes, my child, if you wish it." + +"To-morrow; promise you'll come to-morrow. Antonia made me write to ask +you to come to lunch, and I sent the letter to the Carlton. Will you +come to lunch to-morrow?" + +"No; I can't do that, but I'll look in some day. Good-bye, Nora, +good-bye, my pet." + +The Squire put his arms again round Nora, kissed her on her lips and +brow, and left the house. + +Antonia, who was trying to keep her mother quiet in the dismal +dining-room, heard him slam the hall door after him, and rushed to the +window to watch him down the street. + +Mrs. Bernard Temple went and peeped over her daughter's shoulder. + +"I am glad he has gone," she said. "It's so trying to be turned out of +one's drawing-room. He's very seedy about his clothes, but he has an +aristocratic walk. I suppose I may go back now, Antonia, to finish my +cup of tea." + +"Oh, yes, mother, all in good time. What does tea signify when you see a +man broken with an awful grief of that sort? Why, he looks like a +captive lion. Mother, cant you get enthusiastic on the subject? Can't +you try?" + +"I'm sure, my dear, I have tried, but I cannot really see that it will +injure the Lorrimers for me to finish my tea. With all I am undergoing +on my own account at present--but of course, Antonia, you have no +sympathy for your mother." + +"Oh, yes, I have when you need it, but you don't just now; you are +perfectly happy. However, you must of course have your tea, and I won't +worry you any more after you have sent off the telegram." + +"The telegram! Oh, you erratic, perverse child; what next?" + +"You have to telegraph to Sir John, mother, to beg of him to come here +immediately. Things have gone much farther with Squire Lorrimer than I +had the least idea of. He must be put out of his pain as quickly as +possible or something bad will happen. We must get my new father that is +to be on the spot to-night, and if you don't telegraph for him I shall +myself take the next train to Nortonbury, and tackle him on the subject. +I don't in the least mind which it is, but one or other must be done +directly." + +"Antonia, you quite terrify me. Sir John will be seriously angry." + +"What of that. Let him be angry." + +"But I assure you, my dear, he is not a man to be trifled with." + +"Oh, I'll manage him, mother, if you're nervous." + +"I really think you must. I have not the courage to make or meddle in +this matter; in short, I wash my hands of it." + +Antonia clapped hers. + +"Hurrah!" she said. "I can manage much better all by myself. All I ask +you now, dear, good mother, is to trust me. Be sure that nothing +whatever will happen to injure you, and simply give me leave to say, +when I am telegraphing, that you would like to see Sir John." + +"Well, naturally, I always like to see him, dear, devoted fellow." + +"That's all right. Now you shall go back to your tea, and I'll be as +mum as a mouse for the rest of the day." + +Mrs. Bernard Temple left the room, relieved at any sort of truce with +her troublesome daughter. Antonia addressed the telegraph form to ... +_Sir John Thornton, The Grange, Nortonbury_, and filled in the following +words:-- + + "Mother wants to see you without fail this evening. Take next + train. Important. Antonia. Reply paid." + +The words went hard with the enthusiastic girl, for her precious eight +shillings were nearly exhausted, and she knew that she must deny herself +some sadly-needed cobalt if she sent that telegram. + +"Never mind," she said, as she let herself out of the house, and rushed +off to the nearest post-office. "You must do without that background of +blue sky which I so wanted for your picture, Marie Antoinette. It is +odd, but I never did think that I would allow Art to suffer in the cause +of an ugly duckling." + +Antonia sent off her telegram and watched anxiously for the reply. It +came in the course of an hour and a half, and was addressed to her +mother. + + "Expect me by the train which reaches Waterloo at nine o'clock," + +wired the gallant Sir John. + +"There, now, Antonia," said Mrs. Bernard Temple, "you have only yourself +to blame. What is to be done? We shall be at the theatre at nine +o'clock." + +"Nothing could possibly be better, mother; I shan't go. I shall wait +here for Sir John; we'll have a nice quiet time." + +"My dear, I'm afraid he'll be terribly offended." + +"No, mother, he won't; at least, not with you. Now, do go the theatre +and be happy. Take Annie and Nora, and let them enjoy themselves. I +promise you that you shall have serene skies on your return. Can't you +trust me? Did you ever find me fail you yet when I promised you +anything?" + +"No, I never did, you queer, queer creature." + +Mrs. Bernard Temple was restored to good humour. Dinner passed off +pleasantly, and immediately afterwards a cab conveyed three of the party +to the Lyceum. + +Antonia had donned her rusty brown velveteen dress, and sat with her +hands folded in front of her in a deep armchair. + +Her black hair was combed high over her forehead; her eyes were bright. +Anxiety had brought a slight colour into her cheeks; she looked almost +handsome. + +At about twenty minutes past nine a cab was heard to stop at the door, +and a moment later Sir John Thornton was ushered into the drawing-room. + +"How do you do?" he said, in a stiff voice, to Antonia. "Where is your +mother? Her telegram has startled me a good deal." + +"It was my telegram," said Antonia, in a calm voice. + +"Well, that does not matter. Will you have the goodness to inform your +mother that I am here?" + +"I can't very well at the present moment, for she is enjoying herself at +the Lyceum." + +Sir John's face grew scarlet. He drew himself up to his stiffest +attitude, and compressed his lips firmly together. + +"Perhaps you feel annoyed," said Antonia, "and I don't think I am +surprised. Will you sit down and let me explain matters?" + +"Pray do nothing of the kind. I can wait until Mrs. Bernard Temple comes +home. When is the play likely to be over?" + +"I expect mother and Annie and Nora back about half-past eleven. It is +now half-past nine. Have you had dinner?" + +"No." + +"Will you come downstairs, and let me give you something to eat?" + +"No, thank you. As your mother is not at home, I shall dine at my club, +and come back later on." + +"No, you won't," said Antonia. + +She started up, and placed herself between Sir John and the door. He +felt himself groaning inwardly. Was that awful girl mad? What did her +strange telegram mean? And why, if Mrs. Bernard Temple sent for him in a +hurry, had she not the civility to wait at home to see him? This was +really taking matters with a free-and-easy hand with a vengeance. The +proud Sir John had never felt more thoroughly angry in his life. He +stalked up to Antonia now, and endeavoured to pass her, but she dodged +him successfully. + +"I know you are a gentleman," she said; "and a gentleman always listens +to what a lady has got to say, even when he is angry with her. I'm an +awful personage in your eyes, but if you will listen to me to-night, I +will promise to be as good and unobtrusive as girl can be in the future. +I'll even wear ordinary dresses when I come to visit you, and I won't +talk of my sacred Art when you are in the room. There, can girl promise +more?--can she?" + +"Will you have the goodness to let me pass?" said Sir John. + +"I will in a moment or two. You shall go and dine at your club after you +have heard why I sent for you." + +"Why _you_ sent for me?" exclaimed Sir John. + +"Oh, yes; it was all my doing." + +"But the message certainly came in your mother's name." + +"Yes, because you would not have come otherwise. It was I, Antonia, who +really sent for you. You have come up to town in this violent hurry on +my account. Now, will you come down to eat a very nice little dinner +which has been prepared, and which the cook is waiting to send upstairs, +and let me talk to you while you are enjoying it? Or will you listen to +me here, and then go afterwards to your club? You must do one or other, +unless you are rude enough to take me by main force and move me away +from the door." + +Sir John Thornton might be very angry, but he was the pink of propriety, +and the idea of lifting the bony Antonia from the neighbourhood of the +door was too repellent even to be thought of for a moment. + +"You have got me into a trap," he said, "and I am deeply offended. Your +mother must explain the position of affairs to me when she chooses to +return home. I suppose I must listen to you, whether I wish it or not. I +only beg of you to be brief." + +"Now you are delightful," said Antonia. "Won't you sit down?" + +"I prefer to stand." + +"Well, I'll sit, if you don't mind, for I've a good deal to say." + +"I must again beg of you to be brief." + +"Very well; I'll put it into a few words, but they'll be strong, I +promise you." + +Sir John made no response. He folded his arms and looked down at +Antonia. His face looked very cold and satirical; his lips were so +tightly shut as to appear like a straight line. Antonia's face, all +enthusiasm and fire, gazed up at him. + +"Can I melt that iceberg?" she said inwardly. "Now for the tug of war." + +"This is the heart and kernel of my reason for wishing to see you," she +said. "I have taken up the cause of the Lorrimers. The Lorrimers are +leaving the Towers because Squire Lorrimer has got into money +difficulties. I don't know how, and I don't know why. He is obliged to +sell the beautiful and noble home of his ancestors to clear himself of +these difficulties. The children are all sorry to go--Molly loses the +freshness of her youth when she leaves the Towers; Guy loses his +rightful inheritance; the younger children are embittered by an +unnatural feud which I need not trouble you about, but which will sour +their characters; Nell is not strong, and simple grief may shorten her +days; and the Squire, the Squire himself is so cut up, so heart-broken, +that he cannot bring himself to say good-bye to the old place. He is in +town, here, close to us; he is hiding somewhere near us because his +proud old heart is broken. His hair is white ... his head is bowed and +his eyes are dim." + +"What does all this mean?" interrupted Sir John. + +"What does it mean?" exclaimed Antonia, springing like a young lioness +from her chair. "It means that you are to come to the rescue. Why should +all that family be made wretched? and why should the Towers go to +strangers when you can put things right? Take your money out of the +bank, or wherever you have placed it--it will be the finest deed you +ever did in your life--and buy back the Towers and give it to Squire +Lorrimer and to Guy for their own place again. Yours is the talent +buried in the ground. Take it out and save the Squire, and you'll be so +happy you won't know yourself. Why, you'll be all on fire and alive with +gladness. There, that's what I telegraphed to you for; you know now. +You'll do it ... of course you'll do it. I have spoken now. You know +what I want." + +Antonia sank down into her chair again. She was trembling visibly +through all her slender figure. Sir John gazed at her in amazement. Her +eyes met his fully, and then her heart gave a leap in her breast. He was +not angry. She guessed then that she had won her cause. + +"You certainly are a queer girl," he said, sitting down near her. "You +amaze me. I never heard of a girl who would take up a thing in this way +... and the Lorrimers are not even your friends. Oh, no! I am not angry +... not now. Hester frets morning, noon, and night, at the thought of +parting with Molly; but Hester never thought of this. It is fine of +you--quite impossible, of course; but I always admire real bravery when +I see it." + +"Never mind praising me," said Antonia; "tell me why you call it +impossible." + +"My dear young lady, do you think for a single moment Squire Lorrimer +would accept a gift of this sort from me? Do you think the Towers would +be of the least value to him won back in such a way? _Noblesse oblige_ +would prevent his accepting such an offer." + +"I have thought of all that," said Antonia. "I guessed that there would +be a good deal of pride to overcome. Fortunately I am not bothered with +_noblesse oblige_; but I guessed that you county people would worry over +it. We art lovers never think of it; we rise above it; we go back to the +old, old, _old_, times, when those who loved each other had all things +in common." + +"As long as we live in the world," said Sir John, "the men of the world +must adhere to its usages. It is not the custom for one man to present +another with the sort of gift you propose that I should favour Squire +Lorrimer with." + +"Then you must not give it in the form of a gift. You must go to your +solicitor and consult him about the matter. I happen to know that Susy +Drummond hates the Towers, so I am quite sure that Mr. Drummond would be +very glad to be out of his bargain. The Squire wants a certain sum of +money; you must lend it to him on very easy terms. Oh! of course you +know how to manage! You must make it possible for him to stay at the +Towers whatever happens. Oh! I know you'll do it! I know you'll be +clever enough and kind enough to do it. You'll think of a way, and in +all the world no man will ever have a more faithful daughter than I'll +be to you. Dear me! how dead tired I am! Are you going out to your club +to dinner? If so, I'll go to bed." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + +GOD BLESS ANTONIA. + + +Mrs. Bernard Temple waited up for Sir John that night; but he did not +appear. When he left Antonia he went straight to his club, ordered +dinner, and ate it with his usual refined and somewhat languid appetite. +He then went up to his room, and being tired thought he would go early +to bed. He did go to bed--he even went to the length of shutting his +eyes, preparatory for a peaceful night's slumber. Up to that point he +was the Sir John of old. The calculating, reserved, cold-natured +Englishman; but beyond that point he was different, altogether different +from what he had been before. Between him and his accustomed night's +rest came the eager face and passionate words of a girl--a lanky, +untidy, and, in his opinion, most disagreeable girl. Still, she had +roused him as he had never yet been roused. She had absolutely awakened +a sort of conscience in him. For the first time in his whole existence, +he carefully considered the question, who is my neighbour? + +Certainly Squire Lorrimer was his neighbour. Their estates joined; they +had been good friends from boyhood upward; they had been lads at the +same school, and afterwards men of the same college. His children and +Squire Lorrimer's children loved each other dearly. He had noticed of +late how often Hester's eyes had been red as if with tears. She had been +very good about his own proposed marriage, but she had cried when the +Lorrimers were mentioned Nan had been sulky and disagreeable and +defiant, and this was also on account of the Lorrimers. He was very +sorry for his children, and very sorry also for the Lorrimers, but never +until to-night had it entered into his head to help the Lorrimers out of +their trouble. + +He could do so, of course--he was a very rich man--he was also a careful +man, never living up to his large yearly income. By no means extravagant +in his tastes, not specially fond of hoarding money, but being really +possessed of more than his wants required. He lay awake, and thought and +thought, and after an early breakfast the next morning he did adopt +Antonia's suggestion, and went to see his solicitor. From there he wrote +a brief note to Mrs. Bernard Temple. + +"As she had not, after all, required his presence in town," he wrote, +"he would not come to see her. He happened to be particularly engaged, +and wanted to return to the Grange that evening." + +This letter was delivered at Mrs. Bernard Temple's house by a +Commissionaire. It made that good lady very uneasy, but when Antonia +read it she proceeded to skip up and down the drawing-room with such +energy that two papier-mache tables were knocked over and a valuable +china cup and saucer smashed. + +"Don't speak to me, mother," she exclaimed. "I have nothing whatever to +say, only if I don't give vent to my feelings in some sort of exercise I +shall go mad." + +The next day or two passed without anything special occurring, but on +the third day Mrs. Bernard Temple received a letter which astonished her +very much. + +It was from Sir John, begging of her to come back to the Grange, and +especially asking that Antonia should accompany her. + +"Dear old man," murmured Antonia when she received this message. "I knew +he'd rise to it; I knew he would. Mother, which is the most fashionable +shop in London?" + +"For what, my dear?" + +"For an up-to-date costume. I must go at once and be rigged up. You had +better order a hansom--never mind the extravagance--it will be untold +torture, but it is a promise, and it must be done. Annie, love, you are +exquisite on the subject of dress; come and see Antonia made +fashionable." + +"Yes, go with her, Annie," said Mrs. Bernard Temple. "I cannot imagine +what this queer thing portends, but anything to make Antonia look like +an ordinary girl I willingly agree to. Don't be extravagant, my love, +for my purse is not too heavy; but anything under ten pounds I will +willingly spend to make you presentable." + +"It's appalling to think of the waste of money," said Antonia. "Oh, what +would not ten pounds do in the cause of Art? But a promise is a promise. +Come along, Annie, we'll go to Regent Street and choose." + +Five minutes later, the two girls set off. Antonia's face was wreathed +with wonderful smiles, but she was mute as to the subject of her +thoughts, even to Annie. + +"I suppose I must have a respectable hat," she said, suddenly; "and I +suppose it must sit in the correct way on my head; therefore, the first +thing is to go to a hairdresser's. I must be fringed, and curled, and +frizzed." + +"Oh, Antonia, no, no;" said Annie. "Your beautiful hair--it would be a +sin to put a pair of scissors near it." + +"A promise is a promise," said Antonia. "Which is the best hairdresser?" + +They stopped at one in Bond Street, and half an hour later Antonia left +the shop, very stiff about the head and red about the face. + +"The hairpins are sticking into me all over," she gasped, "and the +weight of the fringe is like a furnace on my forehead; but never mind." + +"It isn't at all becoming either," said Annie. + +Antonia looked at her with large eyes of reproach. + +"Do you think I _want_ it to be becoming?" she said. "That would be the +final straw." + +The fashionable dress was not only bought, but put on, and Mrs. Bernard +Temple scarcely knew her daughter when she saw her back again. + +"I'm in misery," said Antonia; "but a promise is a promise. My dear +mother, when you are married to Sir John, that dear, dear old man, you +need not expect to see me often at the Grange." + +"I really do not see, Antonia, why you should speak of your future +father as so very old." + +"He's old to me," said Antonia. "I always speak of people as I find +them." + +"You are a most extraordinary girl," remarked her mother. + +But she made this remark so often that Antonia did not think it +necessary to reply. + +By a late train in the afternoon the whole party were conveyed back to +the Grange, where Hester received them with rather a puzzled expression +on her face. As soon as possible she drew Annie aside, and began to +speak to her. + +"I cannot imagine what is the matter," she said; "father is going on in +a most extraordinary way. You won't mind my speaking frankly, Annie, but +he seemed really quite relieved when you all went away. Then he got that +telegram from Mrs. Bernard Temple, and rushed off to town in a hurry. He +came back the following evening completely altered--very silent and +absorbed, but with a kind of change over him which Nan and I could not +help noticing. I asked him if he had seen anything of Squire Lorrimer, +and he looked hard at me and said--'I wonder if you are in it, too.'" + +"Oh, I know, I know," said Annie softly, rubbing her hands; "dear +Antonia, dear Antonia." + +"Oh, for pity's sake, Annie, don't you get mysterious," exclaimed +Hester, almost fretfully. "What can Antonia have to say to Squire +Lorrimer? Let me finish my story. I asked father if he had seen him, and +he replied, 'I have heard and seen enough of Lorrimer to fill all my +thoughts.' He would not tell me another word; but he went to town again +the next morning, and came back absolutely excited in the evening. Fancy +my father in a state of excitement! He was ever so nice to me; and when +Nan said that she must go to school almost immediately, he said that +Mrs. Willis should be invited to come back to the Grange, for he wanted +us all to have a happy meeting before his wedding. And he has been +telegraphing to all kinds of people all day, and I believe all the +Lorrimers are coming here to-morrow. Father said he wanted to have a +real, jolly time, and that everyone of the Lorrimers, even to little +Phil, and, of course, Jane Macalister, were to be asked. I ventured to +remind him that dear Molly and all of them were not just in the mood for +festivities at present, but he would not listen to me for a moment. He +said, that on such an auspicious occasion he must have his own way, and +that he would engage that they would be jolly enough when the time +came." + +"So they will, I am sure," said Annie. "Did you say Mrs. Willis was +here, Hester?" + +"Yes, she came an hour ago. She is in her room. She says she will take +you and Nan back with her to Lavender House the day after to-morrow." + +Annie's face, which had been very bright a moment before, grew suddenly +grave. She murmured something half aloud. + +"I won't be outdone by Antonia," she said. + +"Really, really, Annie," exclaimed Hester, "I shall get to hate Antonia, +if you allude to her in that sphinx-like way any longer." + +Annie looked hard at Hester with dilating eyes and paling cheeks. + +"Do you remember," she said, suddenly coming up to her friend, "the old +Annie of Lavender House?" + +"How can I forget her," said Hester; "when she is my dearest friend?" + +"Do you remember," continued Annie, "the heaps and heaps of scrapes she +used to get into, and how there was no peace for her, and no way out of +them at all except by confession?" + +"Yes, I remember," said Hester, gravely. + +"Well, I am going to confess now." + +"To confess! But you have done nothing wrong, Annie darling." + +"Oh, haven't I; I've been just at my old pranks--just as heedless, as +impetuous, as mad, as I have ever been. Hester, I have done wrong, but +as it does not concern you, I won't tell you, dear. Only before I go to +Mrs. Willis, I should like to congratulate you." + +"To congratulate me? On what?" asked poor Hester. + +"On having the chance of such a girl as Antonia for your sister." + +"Now, really, I wont listen to another word," said Hester. "I have quite +made up my mind to _endure_ Antonia, and to be patient with her, but if, +in addition, I am to congratulate myself, I'm just afraid I can't rise +to it. Run away if you want to, Annie, and when you cease to be +mysterious I will talk to you again." + +Annie left the room and went slowly upstairs to Mrs. Willis's bedroom. +She knocked and was admitted. What she said--what words passed between +the two were never known, but when Annie left that room there was a look +on her face which reminded those who saw her of the best of Annie in the +old days, and Mrs. Willis was more affectionate than ever to her dear +pupil that evening. + +The next day dawned bright and splendid. The trees were beginning to put +on their autumn tints, but the air was still full of summer. The +Lorrimers at the Towers were busy making preparations to come over to +the Grange. They had been invited to the festival by no less a personage +than Sir John Thornton himself, and he had couched his epistle in gay +and pleasant words. + +"As if we had any heart for it," murmured Molly to herself. + +"It is over a week now since we have had even a line from father," +whispered Nell to her own heart; "how can we care to go and laugh at the +Grange?" + +"We are going from the dear old place in a week," thought Guy. "I don't +believe anyone can draw a smile out of me to-day." + +But Boris was happy enough to go, for he was so young that any change +was delightful; and as his pets were also leaving the Towers, and he and +Kitty had just thought of a splendid way to prepare them for their +journey, he felt quite light-hearted once again, and that he would be +happy in his new home. + +When Jane Macalister heard of the invitation, she flatly refused to +accept it. + +"Go, if you choose to," she said, with a wave of her hand to the +assembled children; "you are young, and it's good for the young to +forget. But I shall take the opportunity of sewing up the feather beds +in their brown-holland cases. I vowed and declared that when this move +had to be made no outsider should come in to pack, so my hands are full, +and I have neither time nor heart for frivolity." + +"But, Jane, you are specially asked; you are mentioned by name," said +Kitty. + +"By name, am I?" asked Jane. "Who invited me? That chit of a Hester?" + +"No, indeed; the great, magnificent Sir John himself." + +"Hoots!" exclaimed Jane; "he's cracked over his second marriage, or he +wouldn't bother about an old body like me. I'll none of it. Go away +children, and let me get on with my work." + +The children withdrew, apparently discomfited, but they guessed that +when the time came Jane would go with them, and it proved that they +were right. + +She made no remark as she joined the group, only at intervals as they +all walked across the fields, the single expression, "Hoots!" passed her +lips. + +In due course they all crossed the stile and entered the grounds of the +Grange. They had gone a little way, when Boris uttered a short, sharp +cry. + +"Why, there's father!" he exclaimed. The others all looked up at this, +and then there was a rush and a helter-skelter, and Squire Lorrimer, +looking just like the Squire of old, no longer bent nor bowed, nor +broken hearted, was surrounded by his family. + +Boris mounted on his father's shoulder, and Nell clasped the Squire's +hand and looked into his face. Mrs. Lorrimer came close to her husband's +side, and Molly stood behind him. + +"Where's Guy?" said the Squire in a hoarse kind of voice. "Come here, my +boy, I want to say something. It was Sir John's will that I should tell +you the good news here, or you'd have all heard from me before I came +down to meet you by this path, and we'll all go up and thank him +presently." + +"For what, father?" asked Molly. + +"Why, the most wonderful thing," replied the Squire. "It seems that a +girl called Antonia--a strange girl whom I have only met once--put a +thought into my old friend's head, and he has acted on it in such a way +that, without anything being done which I could not accept, I am enabled +to continue as owner of the Towers." + +"Oh, father!" said Guy, with a great gasp. + +"Yes, my boy," continued the Squire, "I need not sell now. Sir John has +lent me money to get over my difficulties, and on such easy terms that +it will be possible to pay him back in the course of years without +ruining any of us. Drummond was glad to be out of his bargain, so the +whole thing was settled last night. We'll be poor enough still, but we +need not leave the Towers; and if we are all careful, and I let my farms +well--by the way, Sir John is going to take two of them--I have not the +least doubt that the debt will be cleared away by the time you are of +age, Guy. Anyhow, I feel like a new man. I can hold up my head once +more, and all I can say is, God bless Antonia!" + +"What's the matter, Jane?" exclaimed Boris. + +"Hoots!" said Jane, whose face was nearly purple. "I felt this morning +that I needn't go on sewing up those feather beds." + +She turned her head aside, and, to the amazement of everyone, burst into +tears. + +Those tears of Jane's seemed to loosen all tongues. Eyes grew bright, +eager voices flew, lips were wreathed in smiles. All the Lorrimers in a +body went up to the Grange, where Sir John and his family came out to +meet and welcome them. + +"And where's Antonia?" asked the Squire. + +Everyone else, even Mrs. Bernard Temple, was present, but Antonia was +not to be found. Annie volunteered to go and look for her. + +After a long search she found her at last busily painting some huge dock +leaves, which she had found in her morning ramble, and pulled up by the +roots. + +"Come, Antonia, you are wanted," said Annie. + +"What for?" said Antonia. "Pray don't stand in my light, Annie." + +"But they're all waiting for you, every one of them--the Lorrimers, and +Hester, and Sir John, and the rest. They want to thank you; it was your +doing, you know." + +"Of all things in the world," replied Antonia, "I hate being thanked +most of all. I did nothing. It was all dear old Sir John. And look what +he has given me, Annie. This magnificent paint-box. Oh, the darling! the +beauty! Oh, the rapture of possessing it! I'll go if I must when I have +finished my dock leaves, but not before." + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Red Rose and Tiger Lily, by L. T. Meade + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK RED ROSE AND TIGER LILY *** + +***** This file should be named 23022.txt or 23022.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/2/3/0/2/23022/ + +Produced by D. 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